WEBVTT - Adderall induced psychosis w/ Eli 0:00:21.680 --> 0:00:27.560 Here with the one, the only, the wickedly talented, the 0:00:27.720 --> 0:00:28.880 wickedly talented. 0:00:29.440 --> 0:00:31.080 Do you really feel that way? 0:00:31.440 --> 0:00:33.720 Yes, I'm not even kidding, Like I was like, I'm 0:00:33.720 --> 0:00:36.120 going to save this for like fifteen minutes into the episode, 0:00:36.159 --> 0:00:40.840 but like your one woman show, Like I literally told 0:00:41.000 --> 0:00:43.200 Enya like that was like one of the first times 0:00:43.200 --> 0:00:46.400 in a very long time I was genuinely like inspired 0:00:46.440 --> 0:00:49.239 to create, Like yeah, it was so special, Like when 0:00:49.280 --> 0:00:51.280 I was like texting you, like it was special, Like 0:00:51.720 --> 0:00:54.560 that was so major and like we already like loved 0:00:54.560 --> 0:00:57.920 you before, but like seeing you perform and seeing your 0:00:57.960 --> 0:01:02.480 personality on stage made us fall in love with you, 0:01:02.640 --> 0:01:05.040 Like it was fucking crazy. 0:01:04.880 --> 0:01:07.279 It literally I've never been in a room and I 0:01:07.280 --> 0:01:10.160 I also I'm like I've been to a concert or too, 0:01:10.319 --> 0:01:13.679 Like I'm such a concert goer. So I'm dead serious 0:01:13.760 --> 0:01:15.600 about it. And if I don't like so much show, 0:01:15.600 --> 0:01:17.360 I literally just never speak about it because I'm like, 0:01:19.000 --> 0:01:21.720 but I on the two episodes ago, we were literally 0:01:21.760 --> 0:01:22.480 we talked about. 0:01:22.280 --> 0:01:22.959 It for like ten minutes. 0:01:23.000 --> 0:01:25.959 I've talked about it literally every single episode since I 0:01:26.000 --> 0:01:27.120 went to the Verston Show. Good. 0:01:27.160 --> 0:01:28.720 What is your thoughts? What are your thoughts? Thank you 0:01:28.800 --> 0:01:30.800 so much, like Jersey, thank you so much. Why am 0:01:30.800 --> 0:01:35.920 I like suddenly like acting like hi, Hi, Well no. 0:01:35.920 --> 0:01:38.399 It's because we're like opening the episode, like let's just 0:01:38.520 --> 0:01:40.440 drown her in compliments. 0:01:40.720 --> 0:01:42.039 No, what are your thoughts? 0:01:43.080 --> 0:01:46.000 Honestly, like it meant like it was like the fact 0:01:46.000 --> 0:01:47.840 that you guys came like meant the fucking world to me. 0:01:48.000 --> 0:01:51.840 Like because I was when I saw that you had 0:01:51.840 --> 0:01:54.120 invited me, I was like, oh my god, because I 0:01:54.200 --> 0:01:56.480 hadn't seen that you were going to have a show, 0:01:56.560 --> 0:01:58.400 and then when I found out it was at Bob Baker, 0:01:58.440 --> 0:02:02.800 I was just like, this is like everything that means 0:02:02.840 --> 0:02:03.680 something to me. 0:02:04.040 --> 0:02:08.639 This is it's so special there, it's like all the 0:02:08.680 --> 0:02:10.840 good things about Disney World. 0:02:11.040 --> 0:02:14.119 Also, your puppet, like that whole. 0:02:13.919 --> 0:02:16.760 Su Like, was that a puppet in the back that 0:02:16.800 --> 0:02:18.560 you picked out or did they make No? 0:02:18.800 --> 0:02:23.079 So my friend Abby, Abby Sage, she makes music, amazing 0:02:23.160 --> 0:02:26.280 music and also has played at Bob Baker with puppets before, 0:02:26.320 --> 0:02:28.720 and she makes puppets, so she made I begged her 0:02:28.760 --> 0:02:32.160 to make me a puppet, and yeah, that so amazing. 0:02:32.960 --> 0:02:35.000 It's the cutest puppet. I want to take it like 0:02:35.400 --> 0:02:37.120 with me everywhere. The puppet. 0:02:38.360 --> 0:02:41.079 Wait how did that like come to fruition? 0:02:41.280 --> 0:02:45.240 Likeiian we like to like that fruit, the puppet or 0:02:45.320 --> 0:02:46.359 the whole show. 0:02:46.280 --> 0:02:49.000 Like what even inspired you to do that? I like 0:02:49.080 --> 0:02:52.320 that question, yeah, because I'm like such a friend. 0:02:53.360 --> 0:02:56.680 Really yeah, I mean again, I I would like to 0:02:56.720 --> 0:02:59.000 think that I live a very spoiled life in terms 0:02:59.040 --> 0:03:01.880 of I'm not only like close friends with artists, but 0:03:02.000 --> 0:03:03.840 I get to go to so many shows and it 0:03:03.960 --> 0:03:08.880 genuinely is one of the like most interesting concepts of 0:03:08.880 --> 0:03:09.960 a show one because it's so. 0:03:10.000 --> 0:03:13.600 Intimate, like it's a very insane thing to set up. 0:03:14.040 --> 0:03:17.120 Yeah, I was crying laughing every time. You were like 0:03:17.160 --> 0:03:20.160 this as awkward as fuck. Like wait, you said like 0:03:20.600 --> 0:03:23.119 y'all aren't living or something like that. I literally were 0:03:23.880 --> 0:03:28.000 living in India. We're like, we're fucking living out loud. 0:03:27.800 --> 0:03:29.720 Just like well, I found like a tweaker in my seat. 0:03:30.000 --> 0:03:32.920 I was like, we're literally like I needed it, though, 0:03:32.960 --> 0:03:34.320 Like when I looked at you, I was like, oh, 0:03:34.360 --> 0:03:37.080 thank God, Like they're living. I was so happy, Like 0:03:37.120 --> 0:03:39.200 I want the show was to make you guys like 0:03:39.280 --> 0:03:40.760 me it. 0:03:43.560 --> 0:03:47.040 Whatever, Yeah, how did it come to be? 0:03:47.640 --> 0:03:52.880 It was January twenty twenty four, Peak like taking edible 0:03:52.880 --> 0:03:56.280 every night and I was like and just there now, 0:03:56.560 --> 0:03:59.160 yeah Camino, it was like Comino and I was just 0:03:59.200 --> 0:04:00.120 like I need. 0:04:04.920 --> 0:04:05.520 Relaxation. 0:04:05.600 --> 0:04:06.720 You know, are too funny and. 0:04:08.640 --> 0:04:12.280 Okay, so you're sorry. What did I do? I wrote 0:04:12.280 --> 0:04:15.160 a song about no? I think it was just like 0:04:16.120 --> 0:04:20.160 I was like peak dysphoria, and I like hadn't really 0:04:20.160 --> 0:04:24.600 come to terms with my true yeah, and I was like, 0:04:24.680 --> 0:04:27.920 why don't I just like put all those feelings into 0:04:29.400 --> 0:04:31.720 a one woman show? And like not only like why 0:04:31.720 --> 0:04:34.000 don't I like I don't also don't even like live 0:04:34.040 --> 0:04:36.080 for one woman shows, and like I also felt like 0:04:36.080 --> 0:04:37.839 I was doing slam poetry at one point, and I 0:04:37.920 --> 0:04:39.840 just like did not It was like all these things 0:04:39.880 --> 0:04:42.040 I don't actually like, Like I don't like I'm not 0:04:42.120 --> 0:04:46.599 a theater kid, like I I wish, I wish, well. 0:04:46.480 --> 0:04:50.120 The thing is from the outside looking in, it seemed 0:04:50.279 --> 0:04:53.520 like something you had done before. I would have assumed that, 0:04:53.720 --> 0:04:56.360 like you were a part of some sort of play 0:04:56.600 --> 0:04:59.560 growing up, because it is so it really is a 0:04:59.600 --> 0:05:02.440 big being like two people who have had to like 0:05:04.279 --> 0:05:06.919 be in front of a crowd, not saying that's crazy, 0:05:07.000 --> 0:05:10.800 but like to have like being. 0:05:12.080 --> 0:05:12.520 Entertained. 0:05:13.040 --> 0:05:15.560 I that's something I think I'm reserving for when I'm 0:05:15.560 --> 0:05:18.080 in my forties. Oh fire, Yeah, I think I don't 0:05:18.160 --> 0:05:19.840 have the voice of it's not going to go anywhere. 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:22.960 It's literally just gonna be like some really cryptic, scary 0:05:23.000 --> 0:05:25.120 thing that someone's gonna find like a bird c d 0:05:25.360 --> 0:05:26.800 of when I'm dead and be. 0:05:26.839 --> 0:05:33.799 Like, oh she and if I if I made music, 0:05:34.160 --> 0:05:37.160 you wouldn't have a career. I'll just say that, like 0:05:37.279 --> 0:05:42.200 I'm like I have. Well, I've been saying I think 0:05:42.240 --> 0:05:45.039 I would be a very good pop star, like just 0:05:45.080 --> 0:05:46.840 in general, I would love it, but I think I 0:05:46.880 --> 0:05:47.760 would actually be terrible. 0:05:47.839 --> 0:05:49.720 Is this somebody who I would be like mass singer? 0:05:50.080 --> 0:05:53.119 Yeah, like with a bag over my face? What they're saying, 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:57.120 I'm ugly. As we walked in, we walked in and Eli, 0:05:57.240 --> 0:06:00.440 we were like saying hi, and Eli was like, okay, 0:06:00.560 --> 0:06:02.720 oh the hot one, what about me? 0:06:02.760 --> 0:06:04.080 And I didn't look at. 0:06:04.040 --> 0:06:08.160 Us, So thank you for bringing that up. I was 0:06:08.200 --> 0:06:08.839 going to bring that up. 0:06:11.600 --> 0:06:13.279 No, I'll let kai needs that. 0:06:13.560 --> 0:06:14.640 I do need that badly. 0:06:15.360 --> 0:06:17.360 I hear that so often that I'm like, honestly, yeah, 0:06:17.880 --> 0:06:19.200 double and give it to the next person. 0:06:19.400 --> 0:06:21.120 I also I hear it a lot too, but I'm 0:06:21.120 --> 0:06:23.479 also I'm like mentally also, it doesn't really absorb, so 0:06:23.480 --> 0:06:24.520 I do need to hear it every day. 0:06:24.720 --> 0:06:26.680 No, you have like hearing issues and you think you're 0:06:26.680 --> 0:06:27.159 hearing that. 0:06:27.160 --> 0:06:28.960 That's mental illness to you. Sorry, I cut you. 0:06:30.160 --> 0:06:33.080 I have depression and anxiety. 0:06:32.720 --> 0:06:38.880 Okay, boring o c D and what was the other one? Schizophrenia? Wait, 0:06:40.240 --> 0:06:42.240 you're my oc D. You're my schizoph. 0:06:44.120 --> 0:06:46.839 Honestly, I'm so like flattered because I also. 0:06:46.720 --> 0:06:49.000 Have CD, so I'm glad that I'm just look in 0:06:49.080 --> 0:06:53.559 my hands, I obsessively washed my hands. 0:06:55.040 --> 0:06:55.480 It's bad. 0:06:55.800 --> 0:06:56.600 You're really bad. 0:06:56.680 --> 0:06:59.480 I mean, I my nails now were much better and 0:06:59.560 --> 0:07:01.159 but I just had to redo them yesterday. 0:07:01.200 --> 0:07:01.880 But my my. 0:07:02.120 --> 0:07:04.680 Fingers and I can't have thank you, I can't have 0:07:04.760 --> 0:07:07.800 cutical cutters because I like I literally will have And 0:07:08.000 --> 0:07:11.000 growing up, I had bad infections on my like fingers 0:07:11.040 --> 0:07:14.400 because I would like bite them so bad, so I 0:07:14.600 --> 0:07:15.040 know the feeling. 0:07:15.120 --> 0:07:18.280 And also here I had bad eggsma and I would 0:07:18.400 --> 0:07:21.080 scratch it so bad. So then I wore zip ups 0:07:21.640 --> 0:07:23.880 growing up every day and hot ass Florida. 0:07:23.560 --> 0:07:25.280 And I was like, no, I'm actually not fucking hot, 0:07:25.560 --> 0:07:26.720 Like I'm literally. 0:07:26.440 --> 0:07:28.680 Not hot, and you're like the opposite of the boy 0:07:28.800 --> 0:07:32.280 wearing basketball shorts and winter. I'm actually not cold at all. 0:07:32.880 --> 0:07:34.040 I'm not sweating. 0:07:35.040 --> 0:07:35.760 Oh my gosh. 0:07:35.880 --> 0:07:37.160 Well I'm on prozac for it. 0:07:37.320 --> 0:07:38.400 Oh my god. So lost? 0:07:38.720 --> 0:07:42.680 Yeah yeah, well I think I don't. 0:07:42.520 --> 0:07:46.080 Know, have like a bigger starting number probably yeah, yeah, 0:07:46.480 --> 0:07:47.720 but I need to go up honestly. 0:07:48.080 --> 0:07:49.360 Really, yeah, it's getting bad. 0:07:55.320 --> 0:07:58.920 I mean realist fuck bro, Like, yeah, I just have OCD, 0:07:59.440 --> 0:08:03.480 and I it was like causing anxiety. I'd never I 0:08:03.600 --> 0:08:06.520 remember one time we were all at lunch and I 0:08:06.800 --> 0:08:09.000 was like, I've always been really depressive. 0:08:09.080 --> 0:08:11.000 I have bad seasonal depression. 0:08:11.200 --> 0:08:13.840 And like the girl, you have bad every season. 0:08:14.120 --> 0:08:16.360 Yeah, I just had bad depression. But it gets really 0:08:16.480 --> 0:08:19.360 really bad in winter. Like in winter it's like I 0:08:19.480 --> 0:08:23.960 can't fight this monster anymore. But every other day I'm like, girl, 0:08:24.040 --> 0:08:26.920 this is the new normal. Like yeah, like yeah in 0:08:27.160 --> 0:08:31.400 la too, But actually in La is when it got 0:08:31.480 --> 0:08:33.440 really bad because I'm not even used to like being 0:08:33.559 --> 0:08:36.679 cold and like having that transition, so and then like 0:08:37.120 --> 0:08:39.839 moving here actually made it worse because I used to 0:08:39.920 --> 0:08:42.360 have no reference of time, if that makes sense, Like 0:08:42.600 --> 0:08:44.439 there's no seasons in Florida. 0:08:45.440 --> 0:08:46.400 And then moving here. 0:08:46.640 --> 0:08:50.360 It actually, I think fucked me up because I was like, oh, 0:08:50.480 --> 0:08:53.559 I can actively see time change, like moving. 0:08:53.360 --> 0:08:56.160 Around me for the first time, Like Florida every day 0:08:56.240 --> 0:08:58.760 is so Truman Show. But even here, it's like, oh 0:08:58.840 --> 0:09:00.360 my god, the tree oot my wouldn't. 0:09:02.160 --> 0:09:05.640 Like who took the color? 0:09:06.360 --> 0:09:07.040 Turned the color? 0:09:07.160 --> 0:09:10.000 I turned off the color in my I never had that. 0:09:10.240 --> 0:09:14.000 That was crazy and like hurricanes are like eh, like 0:09:14.160 --> 0:09:14.559 that to me? 0:09:14.760 --> 0:09:15.680 What was whatever? 0:09:15.840 --> 0:09:19.400 But yeah, I think that's when it got bad here. 0:09:19.520 --> 0:09:20.040 But O c D. 0:09:20.160 --> 0:09:22.760 I think was my main issue. That's my main freaking league. 0:09:26.760 --> 0:09:27.800 What's your mental illness? 0:09:27.840 --> 0:09:28.840 But you I'm gay? 0:09:29.559 --> 0:09:32.840 Yeah, And I shout out to that might come out. 0:09:33.760 --> 0:09:36.440 I mean I'm not gay, I'm not goad. I literally forgot, 0:09:36.600 --> 0:09:39.640 like you need to just come out true and you 0:09:39.760 --> 0:09:42.520 need to shut the funk up. You're on my own 0:09:43.120 --> 0:09:47.679 come out as what queen? Oh I'm a queen like 0:09:47.800 --> 0:09:57.680 the band or yes. No, I just like am depressed 0:09:57.960 --> 0:10:00.520 and anxious period. But I don't take anything. 0:10:00.800 --> 0:10:02.559 I honestly this morning, like it felt like I was 0:10:02.640 --> 0:10:05.439 like about to do like a compassional like with Oprah, 0:10:05.640 --> 0:10:08.480 like my first like sit down interview for like fifty years. 0:10:08.800 --> 0:10:09.959 I was like looking in the mirror. I was like, 0:10:10.080 --> 0:10:12.640 just be honest, be honest with like, this is a 0:10:12.720 --> 0:10:15.560 big deal to me, Like, well. 0:10:15.520 --> 0:10:17.400 If it makes you feel any better, Drew say he 0:10:17.440 --> 0:10:18.240 could be a pop star. 0:10:18.600 --> 0:10:24.080 Every time we ever do anything public, anything. 0:10:23.880 --> 0:10:29.440 Drew has the kind of like attack that's literally it's 0:10:29.520 --> 0:10:31.479 so entertaining to watch, but he literally. 0:10:31.320 --> 0:10:34.000 Freaks freak the fuck out. And then I start drinking 0:10:34.120 --> 0:10:35.359 like tap water wherever. 0:10:35.120 --> 0:10:37.200 We goes to the bathroom and just goes in. 0:10:37.240 --> 0:10:40.079 The bathroom like I freak out. And then one time 0:10:40.120 --> 0:10:42.280 I found out that the water was non podable, so 0:10:42.320 --> 0:10:46.520 I was just drinking like non filtered ship water basically, and. 0:10:46.600 --> 0:10:48.800 It was it was at a college show and he 0:10:48.840 --> 0:10:51.520 got called out by one of the college students like 0:10:52.920 --> 0:10:54.959 the way have you been drinking the water in there? 0:10:55.840 --> 0:11:01.720 Like yeah, doing that? That's really it's an LA water bad. 0:11:02.040 --> 0:11:04.559 Right, Yeah, it's pretty Yeah, there's like chlorine and well 0:11:04.600 --> 0:11:05.199 butrin in it. 0:11:06.320 --> 0:11:09.040 Wait I live. 0:11:09.400 --> 0:11:12.680 Yeah, I think there's like lexapro and well butrin trace 0:11:12.720 --> 0:11:13.640 amounts need that. 0:11:14.320 --> 0:11:14.480 Well. 0:11:14.520 --> 0:11:16.640 I saw a video of a girl putting this like 0:11:16.760 --> 0:11:21.240 thing that absorbs chlor chlorine and then or shows chlorine 0:11:21.240 --> 0:11:23.400 in water and she hadn't touched the water from top 0:11:23.440 --> 0:11:25.240 water and it was here, and then the other one 0:11:25.320 --> 0:11:26.559 she put her hand in it and then put that 0:11:26.640 --> 0:11:28.360 same thing in it and it didn't activate. And she 0:11:28.640 --> 0:11:31.520 was talking about how chlorine seeps into your skin because 0:11:31.559 --> 0:11:34.360 we're so porous, and the La top watter has like 0:11:34.520 --> 0:11:36.040 a crazy amount of chlorine. 0:11:36.120 --> 0:11:38.000 It smells like a pool if you just smell it. 0:11:38.080 --> 0:11:41.280 That's why I have the Jolie shower head. Okay, by 0:11:41.360 --> 0:11:47.520 it now, are you like a walking right? Okay? 0:11:47.559 --> 0:11:50.600 Okay? So I had a fourth grade teacher who literally 0:11:50.720 --> 0:11:52.520 like would not drink water, and she always poured those 0:11:52.559 --> 0:11:55.599 like remember like the like little like lemonade, like like 0:11:55.720 --> 0:11:57.400 the things in it. Like I used to go home 0:11:57.440 --> 0:11:59.160 and cry it. And I used to be like, she 0:11:59.200 --> 0:12:02.440 won't drink water? No. I Actually it was like when 0:12:02.520 --> 0:12:05.960 Nick Jonas got diabetes, Like it was like so stressful. 0:12:07.360 --> 0:12:08.440 Had you on the lookout? 0:12:09.800 --> 0:12:12.679 It was really like I remember it still to this day. 0:12:12.720 --> 0:12:15.360 It's like, do you remember when Hillary Duff showed up 0:12:15.440 --> 0:12:17.440 to was it Lindsay Lohan's movie? 0:12:17.480 --> 0:12:19.480 For that? I was just like a rabbit hole about that. 0:12:19.559 --> 0:12:19.959 Last night. 0:12:20.080 --> 0:12:22.320 I was on the rabbit hole at like four point 0:12:22.320 --> 0:12:24.240 thirty this morning, but we're locked in. 0:12:24.920 --> 0:12:25.679 I don't know about that. 0:12:26.000 --> 0:12:29.600 To me, it's mad funny because I don't have any 0:12:29.840 --> 0:12:32.800 like necessarily real connection because I didn't grow up watching 0:12:32.920 --> 0:12:36.760 her show, which is the one that was a. 0:12:36.800 --> 0:12:39.160 Huge for her, Lizzie McGuire. 0:12:39.400 --> 0:12:40.040 Lizzie McGuire. 0:12:40.080 --> 0:12:43.000 See, I didn't grow up like super into Lizzie McGuire. 0:12:43.760 --> 0:12:44.520 Lindsay Lohan. 0:12:45.200 --> 0:12:47.000 I mean, she's Lohan, She's amazing. 0:12:48.080 --> 0:12:49.319 But what did they have beef? 0:12:50.520 --> 0:12:51.640 She said it was her nemesis. 0:12:51.840 --> 0:12:52.360 Yeah, it was. 0:12:52.480 --> 0:12:53.720 That was my childhood nemesis. 0:12:53.880 --> 0:12:54.360 What was it? 0:12:54.840 --> 0:12:57.160 Because they were kind of having like lookalike wars or 0:12:57.200 --> 0:12:59.679 something like to me, they kind of To me, I'm like, 0:12:59.720 --> 0:13:01.679 I want if that beef comes from the fact that, like, 0:13:01.800 --> 0:13:04.000 at least for me growing up, I mistook them for 0:13:04.120 --> 0:13:04.920 each other a lot. 0:13:05.040 --> 0:13:08.520 Oh really, yeah, someone they like shared a boyfriend or something. 0:13:08.600 --> 0:13:09.880 They were like in a love triangle. 0:13:09.960 --> 0:13:12.040 Well everyone's sharing boyfriend, yeah, everyone. 0:13:12.600 --> 0:13:16.640 But also like, yeah, it's not even like let's accept that, like, 0:13:16.760 --> 0:13:18.280 let's just accept the reality. 0:13:17.960 --> 0:13:20.480 We I think they were like fifteen and they were 0:13:20.720 --> 0:13:23.400 Oh it was was Aaron Carter. I think one of 0:13:23.440 --> 0:13:26.360 them dated Aaron Carter. They broke up. Then the other 0:13:26.440 --> 0:13:29.880 one started dating Aaron Carter and then like obviously like 0:13:29.960 --> 0:13:31.920 in a fifteen year old's brain, and they're both like 0:13:32.400 --> 0:13:37.120 egomaniacal celebrities. Like they're like, I fucking hate y'all. Do 0:13:37.160 --> 0:13:38.400 you have roommates? Yeah? 0:13:38.400 --> 0:13:38.599 I do? 0:13:39.080 --> 0:13:39.480 How is that? 0:13:39.840 --> 0:13:42.800 God? They're the best. One of my roommates wrote the 0:13:42.880 --> 0:13:43.800 One Woman Show with me. 0:13:44.280 --> 0:13:47.360 Yeah, that's so sick. Yeah. Who was in the front 0:13:47.600 --> 0:13:49.679 of me at the One Woman Show? Ethan? 0:13:50.400 --> 0:13:53.000 Oh? My god, Ethan? Ye, then that's my girl. 0:13:53.360 --> 0:13:54.319 Ethan is a key. 0:13:55.880 --> 0:13:59.120 Actually like the blue the Blueprint, Yeah, everyone and everything, 0:13:59.200 --> 0:14:01.400 like you don't know how like deep it goes really 0:14:01.600 --> 0:14:05.640 like he like may Beyonce, like he like he is. 0:14:07.240 --> 0:14:07.839 That's a major. 0:14:07.920 --> 0:14:11.640 There are secrets I'll never tell. I'm like he just 0:14:11.720 --> 0:14:13.839 like understands music in a way. And then he like 0:14:13.880 --> 0:14:16.360 always ends up in a room with like Beyonce and 0:14:16.520 --> 0:14:17.720 like so sick. 0:14:19.520 --> 0:14:22.320 I'm like me, I'm like wait, I want to go wait, 0:14:22.440 --> 0:14:24.040 take us there, like where are you being serious? 0:14:24.080 --> 0:14:27.560 Because from Beyonce, but I feel like he like he 0:14:27.720 --> 0:14:31.040 like put me onto Ethyl Kane in like twenty twenty eleven, 0:14:31.120 --> 0:14:33.880 like she was like a child. Oh, so he wasn't 0:14:33.880 --> 0:14:36.600 even Ethyl Kane, Like he's just yeah, do you have 0:14:36.760 --> 0:14:37.360 I mean, that's like. 0:14:37.360 --> 0:14:39.320 The ideal kind of friend I feel like to have, 0:14:39.560 --> 0:14:43.040 especially as an artist because just like it's like the 0:14:43.160 --> 0:14:46.920 og Internet sleuth before it had bad rep to it 0:14:47.160 --> 0:14:53.800 of like random bordering, special interest ass motherfucker who's just 0:14:53.960 --> 0:14:57.120 like I want to find a star and for what 0:14:57.840 --> 0:15:00.000 literally nothing like that's what he said. 0:15:00.480 --> 0:15:03.800 It's just the one I would like to know, but 0:15:04.000 --> 0:15:04.600 for no game. 0:15:04.720 --> 0:15:06.960 Like it's just like he's also like a great songwriter 0:15:07.240 --> 0:15:10.240 and he makes a great artist, Like he makes music. Yeah, 0:15:11.480 --> 0:15:15.200 it's such good music, very like ahead of his time always. 0:15:15.400 --> 0:15:19.360 I love him so much. Pular Ethan okay, answer. 0:15:19.320 --> 0:15:22.600 It's amazing. Save the name Eli too. I'm not even kidding. 0:15:22.680 --> 0:15:24.600 I am like so bullish on you in a way 0:15:24.720 --> 0:15:27.400 that like when I am like out and people are 0:15:27.400 --> 0:15:29.360 like what are you listening to? I'm literally like Eli, 0:15:29.480 --> 0:15:32.280 Like I'm not even joking. I literally think you're gonna 0:15:32.280 --> 0:15:35.120 be a fucking superstar, And like I'm like, you know, 0:15:35.160 --> 0:15:37.960 I was just about to ask you, like who other 0:15:38.200 --> 0:15:40.600 musicians that you were like listening to before they were 0:15:40.680 --> 0:15:42.920 like who they are now? Like one of them is 0:15:42.920 --> 0:15:44.760 like Lana del Rey for me, like if you go 0:15:44.880 --> 0:15:47.520 deep on my Instagram in like twenty thirteen, I had 0:15:47.560 --> 0:15:50.600 said woman crush Wednesday because I was too scared to 0:15:50.680 --> 0:15:53.680 be like, yeah it was it was. I did that too. 0:15:53.960 --> 0:15:55.800 I have them up on my page though, a lot 0:15:55.840 --> 0:15:56.920 of women crushed Wednesday. 0:15:57.080 --> 0:16:04.800 Yeah it was Beyonce, Miley Cyrus and they're so high, 0:16:05.760 --> 0:16:15.200 they're so hard. Yes, egg plant emoji thing back then, Yeah, 0:16:16.720 --> 0:16:19.840 has always been that, and about the robber emoji? Right, yeah, 0:16:20.720 --> 0:16:21.160 where is. 0:16:21.160 --> 0:16:26.440 It to Kidney dude? Whoa whoa. 0:16:27.800 --> 0:16:28.960 Free all of those girls. 0:16:29.040 --> 0:16:33.040 That's all awesome, that's like, well, it's a hiatus, But 0:16:33.200 --> 0:16:34.840 I personally am like those girls. 0:16:35.280 --> 0:16:38.040 Let those girls go, let us go, let them go. 0:16:38.880 --> 0:16:40.600 There are so good, and. 0:16:40.720 --> 0:16:44.000 Like it's getting to a point like it's just with everything. 0:16:44.080 --> 0:16:46.960 It's like how we're like, oh, strings pulled. Every sector 0:16:47.040 --> 0:16:48.960 of entertainment has that, but it gets to a point 0:16:48.960 --> 0:16:51.120 where it's like and I can see the string. 0:16:51.520 --> 0:16:54.040 Yes, oh my god. How many times have we been 0:16:54.160 --> 0:16:55.960 like why they play out? 0:16:56.160 --> 0:16:58.480 So we're talking about cats right? Yeah? Okay, I thought 0:16:58.560 --> 0:17:02.240 for a second we were talking about out the girls 0:17:02.280 --> 0:17:05.640 from K pop Demon Hunter because y'all said something about Netflix, 0:17:05.720 --> 0:17:07.480 and I don't know Netflix. 0:17:07.520 --> 0:17:08.679 Does anyone a harmonizer? 0:17:09.680 --> 0:17:09.720 No? 0:17:10.400 --> 0:17:12.560 Okay, no, never mind, never mind? Wait wait just move on, 0:17:12.680 --> 0:17:12.879 move on. 0:17:12.960 --> 0:17:15.359 No, no, we need to talk about this. Unpacked this 0:17:15.760 --> 0:17:16.480 we're unpacking it. 0:17:16.640 --> 0:17:18.280 Do you know what a harmonizer is? Yeah? 0:17:18.320 --> 0:17:18.840 Fifth harmony? 0:17:18.840 --> 0:17:20.320 Oh yeah, okay, that's all. 0:17:20.480 --> 0:17:22.720 Yeah, I mean it was like harmony. I wasn't necessarily a. 0:17:22.720 --> 0:17:32.520 Five age who okay. 0:17:32.600 --> 0:17:35.480 See I wasn't like deep in like there, but I 0:17:35.600 --> 0:17:35.879 I was. 0:17:36.200 --> 0:17:39.040 I was acquainted, like if I ended up a harmonizer, 0:17:39.040 --> 0:17:41.800 I'm like, hey girls, like I know the girls as well. 0:17:41.880 --> 0:17:44.440 The girl were you deep on? Like stand Twitter? Like 0:17:44.960 --> 0:17:48.320 during harmonizer era five sauce one direction? 0:17:48.800 --> 0:17:50.720 No, well, it was weird. It was like I felt 0:17:50.760 --> 0:17:52.600 like I always say, I'm like I was like adjacent 0:17:52.640 --> 0:17:55.680 to it because I was like, sorry. 0:17:56.680 --> 0:17:59.000 I hide it behind the mic too period. 0:17:59.760 --> 0:18:02.639 I like I was already you know, working on my 0:18:02.720 --> 0:18:05.280 big one. Like I was like, oh, I'm Beyonce sort 0:18:05.320 --> 0:18:08.320 of like I use that. Yeah, I just I was 0:18:08.440 --> 0:18:10.560 like I had a Twitter, but I was like, you know, 0:18:10.680 --> 0:18:12.639 promoting myself at twelve years old, you should. 0:18:12.880 --> 0:18:16.360 So it was like very that's very that's very chic. Yeah, 0:18:16.720 --> 0:18:19.520 and I'm not even kidding them, Like the quorum of 0:18:19.600 --> 0:18:20.359 that is very No. 0:18:20.560 --> 0:18:23.480 It's like it's like you had one two on you 0:18:23.560 --> 0:18:25.520 were like, Okay, yeah, I fuck with you, but like, 0:18:25.680 --> 0:18:26.520 let's not get too. 0:18:26.480 --> 0:18:29.400 Excited because if I start screaming and shouting, the girls 0:18:29.480 --> 0:18:30.239 might look at me too. 0:18:30.520 --> 0:18:33.560 Were you ever like involved with like stan Twitter, because 0:18:33.640 --> 0:18:35.879 like that's what like stood out the most to me 0:18:36.119 --> 0:18:39.200 at your show was how fucking funny you were. I 0:18:39.240 --> 0:18:41.199 would scroll through it, okay, Like. 0:18:41.240 --> 0:18:43.720 I would never interact because I was like, I can't 0:18:43.760 --> 0:18:45.680 make a comment on this because it's gonna get back 0:18:45.720 --> 0:18:48.520 in years, Like I'm going to be in the rooms 0:18:48.560 --> 0:18:50.000 with those girls and look at you now. 0:18:50.240 --> 0:18:55.800 I mean, yeah, my assars. 0:18:55.520 --> 0:18:58.880 All in the same room there for you so amazing. 0:18:59.160 --> 0:19:00.840 I don't know how I can in them. And I 0:19:00.920 --> 0:19:02.960 feel like Demi hates me now because it was so 0:19:03.400 --> 0:19:06.879