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Speaker 1: Here with the one, the only, the wickedly talented, the

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Speaker 2: Do you really feel that way?

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Speaker 1: Yes, I'm not even kidding, Like I was like, I'm

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Speaker 1: going to save this for like fifteen minutes into the episode,

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Speaker 1: but like your one woman show, Like I literally told

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Speaker 1: Enya like that was like one of the first times

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Speaker 1: in a very long time I was genuinely like inspired

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Speaker 1: to create, Like yeah, it was so special, Like when

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Speaker 1: I was like texting you, like it was special, Like

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Speaker 1: that was so major and like we already like loved

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Speaker 1: you before, but like seeing you perform and seeing your

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Speaker 1: personality on stage made us fall in love with you,

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Speaker 1: Like it was fucking crazy.

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Speaker 3: It literally I've never been in a room and I

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Speaker 3: I also I'm like I've been to a concert or too,

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Speaker 3: Like I'm such a concert goer. So I'm dead serious

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Speaker 3: about it. And if I don't like so much show,

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Speaker 3: I literally just never speak about it because I'm like,

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Speaker 3: but I on the two episodes ago, we were literally

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Speaker 3: we talked about.

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Speaker 2: It for like ten minutes.

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Speaker 1: I've talked about it literally every single episode since I

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Speaker 1: went to the Verston Show. Good.

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Speaker 2: What is your thoughts? What are your thoughts? Thank you

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Speaker 2: so much, like Jersey, thank you so much. Why am

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Speaker 2: I like suddenly like acting like hi, Hi, Well no.

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Speaker 3: It's because we're like opening the episode, like let's just

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Speaker 3: drown her in compliments.

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Speaker 1: No, what are your thoughts?

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Speaker 2: Honestly, like it meant like it was like the fact

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Speaker 2: that you guys came like meant the fucking world to me.

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Speaker 3: Like because I was when I saw that you had

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Speaker 3: hadn't seen that you were going to have a show,

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Speaker 3: and then when I found out it was at Bob Baker,

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Speaker 3: I was just like, this is like everything that means

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Speaker 2: This is it's so special there, it's like all the

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Speaker 2: good things about Disney World.

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Speaker 4: Also, your puppet, like that whole.

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Speaker 1: Su Like, was that a puppet in the back that

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Speaker 1: you picked out or did they make No?

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Speaker 2: So my friend Abby, Abby Sage, she makes music, amazing

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Speaker 2: music and also has played at Bob Baker with puppets before,

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Speaker 2: and she makes puppets, so she made I begged her

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Speaker 2: to make me a puppet, and yeah, that so amazing.

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Speaker 2: It's the cutest puppet. I want to take it like

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Speaker 2: with me everywhere. The puppet.

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Speaker 4: Wait how did that like come to fruition?

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Speaker 3: Likeiian we like to like that fruit, the puppet or

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Speaker 3: the whole show.

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Speaker 4: Like what even inspired you to do that? I like

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Speaker 4: that question, yeah, because I'm like such a friend.

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Speaker 3: Really yeah, I mean again, I I would like to

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Speaker 3: think that I live a very spoiled life in terms

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Speaker 3: of I'm not only like close friends with artists, but

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Speaker 3: I get to go to so many shows and it

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Speaker 3: genuinely is one of the like most interesting concepts of

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Speaker 4: Intimate, like it's a very insane thing to set up.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I was crying laughing every time. You were like

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Speaker 1: this as awkward as fuck. Like wait, you said like

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Speaker 1: y'all aren't living or something like that. I literally were

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Speaker 1: living in India. We're like, we're fucking living out loud.

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Speaker 4: Just like well, I found like a tweaker in my seat.

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Speaker 2: I was like, we're literally like I needed it, though,

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Speaker 2: Like when I looked at you, I was like, oh,

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Speaker 2: I want the show was to make you guys like

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Speaker 3: Whatever, Yeah, how did it come to be?

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Speaker 2: It was January twenty twenty four, Peak like taking edible

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Speaker 2: yeah Camino, it was like Comino and I was just

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Speaker 1: Relaxation.

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Speaker 4: You know, are too funny and.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so you're sorry. What did I do? I wrote

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Speaker 2: why don't I just like put all those feelings into

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Speaker 3: The thing is from the outside looking in, it seemed

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Speaker 3: growing up, because it is so it really is a

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Speaker 3: I that's something I think I'm reserving for when I'm

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Speaker 3: It's literally just gonna be like some really cryptic, scary

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Speaker 1: Like, oh she and if I if I made music,

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Speaker 1: I'm like I have. Well, I've been saying I think

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Speaker 1: I would be a very good pop star, like just

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Speaker 2: Is this somebody who I would be like mass singer?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, like with a bag over my face? What they're saying,

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Speaker 1: I'm ugly. As we walked in, we walked in and Eli,

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Speaker 1: we were like saying hi, and Eli was like, okay,

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Speaker 1: oh the hot one, what about me?

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Speaker 4: And I didn't look at.

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Speaker 5: Us, So thank you for bringing that up. I was

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Speaker 4: No, I'll let kai needs that.

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Speaker 5: I do need that badly.

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Speaker 3: I hear that so often that I'm like, honestly, yeah,

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Speaker 5: I also I hear it a lot too, but I'm

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Speaker 5: I do need to hear it every day.

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Speaker 4: No, you have like hearing issues and you think you're

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Speaker 4: hearing that.

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Speaker 2: That's mental illness to you. Sorry, I cut you.

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Speaker 5: I have depression and anxiety.

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Speaker 2: Okay, boring o c D and what was the other one? Schizophrenia? Wait,

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Speaker 2: you're my oc D. You're my schizoph.

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Speaker 4: Honestly, I'm so like flattered because I also.

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Speaker 1: It's bad.

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Speaker 2: You're really bad.

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Speaker 4: I mean, I my nails now were much better and

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Speaker 3: Fingers and I can't have thank you, I can't have

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Speaker 3: cutical cutters because I like I literally will have And

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Speaker 4: And also here I had bad eggsma and I would

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Speaker 4: growing up every day and hot ass Florida.

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Speaker 2: And I was like, no, I'm actually not fucking hot,

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Speaker 2: Like I'm literally.

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Speaker 1: Not hot, and you're like the opposite of the boy

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Speaker 1: wearing basketball shorts and winter. I'm actually not cold at all.

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Speaker 1: I'm not sweating.

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Speaker 2: Oh my gosh.

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Speaker 4: Well I'm on prozac for it.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god. So lost?

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Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, well I think I don't.

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Speaker 3: Know, have like a bigger starting number probably yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: Really, yeah, it's getting bad.

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Speaker 3: I mean realist fuck bro, Like, yeah, I just have OCD,

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Speaker 3: and I it was like causing anxiety. I'd never I

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Speaker 4: I have bad seasonal depression.

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Speaker 1: And like the girl, you have bad every season.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I just had bad depression. But it gets really

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Speaker 1: Like who took the color?

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Speaker 4: Turned the color?

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Speaker 1: I turned off the color in my I never had that.

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Speaker 4: That was crazy and like hurricanes are like eh, like

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Speaker 4: But yeah, I think that's when it got bad here.

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Speaker 4: I think was my main issue. That's my main freaking league.

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Speaker 4: What's your mental illness?

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Speaker 1: But you I'm gay?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, And I shout out to that might come out.

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Speaker 1: I mean I'm not gay, I'm not goad. I literally forgot,

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Speaker 1: like you need to just come out true and you

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Speaker 1: come out as what queen? Oh I'm a queen like

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Speaker 1: the band or yes. No, I just like am depressed

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Speaker 2: I honestly this morning, like it felt like I was

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Speaker 2: like my first like sit down interview for like fifty years.

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Speaker 2: I was like looking in the mirror. I was like,

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Speaker 4: If it makes you feel any better, Drew say he

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Speaker 4: could be a pop star.

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Speaker 3: Every time we ever do anything public, anything.

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Speaker 4: Drew has the kind of like attack that's literally it's

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Speaker 4: so entertaining to watch, but he literally.

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Speaker 1: Freaks freak the fuck out. And then I start drinking

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Speaker 1: like tap water wherever.

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Speaker 2: We goes to the bathroom and just goes in.

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Speaker 1: The bathroom like I freak out. And then one time

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Speaker 1: I was just drinking like non filtered ship water basically, and.

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Speaker 3: It was it was at a college show and he

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Speaker 2: Like yeah, doing that? That's really it's an LA water bad.

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Speaker 5: Right, Yeah, it's pretty Yeah, there's like chlorine and well

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Speaker 5: butrin in it.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I think there's like lexapro and well butrin trace

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 3: I saw a video of a girl putting this like

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Speaker 3: thing that absorbs chlor chlorine and then or shows chlorine

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Speaker 3: was talking about how chlorine seeps into your skin because

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Speaker 5: It smells like a pool if you just smell it.

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Speaker 1: That's why I have the Jolie shower head. Okay, by

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Speaker 1: it now, are you like a walking right? Okay?

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Speaker 2: Okay? So I had a fourth grade teacher who literally

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Speaker 2: Nick Jonas got diabetes, Like it was like so stressful.

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Speaker 2: It was really like I remember it still to this day.

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Speaker 1: It's like, do you remember when Hillary Duff showed up

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Speaker 1: to was it Lindsay Lohan's movie?

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Speaker 2: For that? I was just like a rabbit hole about that.

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Speaker 2: Last night.

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Speaker 1: I was on the rabbit hole at like four point

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Speaker 4: I don't know about that.

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Speaker 3: To me, it's mad funny because I don't have any

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Speaker 2: Huge for her, Lizzie McGuire.

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Speaker 1: Lizzie McGuire.

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Speaker 4: See, I didn't grow up like super into Lizzie McGuire.

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Speaker 4: Lindsay Lohan.

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Speaker 2: I mean, she's Lohan, She's amazing.

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Speaker 4: But what did they have beef?

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Speaker 2: She said it was her nemesis.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it was.

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Speaker 2: That was my childhood nemesis.

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Speaker 3: Because they were kind of having like lookalike wars or

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Speaker 3: I want if that beef comes from the fact that, like,

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Speaker 1: Oh really, yeah, someone they like shared a boyfriend or something.

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Speaker 4: Well everyone's sharing boyfriend, yeah, everyone.

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Speaker 3: But also like, yeah, it's not even like let's accept that, like,

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Speaker 1: egomaniacal celebrities. Like they're like, I fucking hate y'all. Do

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Speaker 1: you have roommates? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: I do?

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Speaker 1: How is that?

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Speaker 2: God? They're the best. One of my roommates wrote the

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Speaker 2: One Woman Show with me.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that's so sick. Yeah. Who was in the front

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Speaker 1: of me at the One Woman Show? Ethan?

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Speaker 2: Oh? My god, Ethan? Ye, then that's my girl.

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Speaker 1: Ethan is a key.

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Speaker 2: Actually like the blue the Blueprint, Yeah, everyone and everything,

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Speaker 2: like you don't know how like deep it goes really

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Speaker 2: like he like may Beyonce, like he like he is.

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Speaker 2: There are secrets I'll never tell. I'm like he just

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Speaker 3: I'm like me, I'm like wait, I want to go wait,

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Speaker 2: Because from Beyonce, but I feel like he like he

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Speaker 2: like put me onto Ethyl Kane in like twenty twenty eleven,

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Speaker 2: like she was like a child. Oh, so he wasn't

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Speaker 2: even Ethyl Kane, Like he's just yeah, do you have

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Speaker 2: I mean, that's like.

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Speaker 3: The ideal kind of friend I feel like to have,

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Speaker 3: especially as an artist because just like it's like the

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Speaker 3: og Internet sleuth before it had bad rep to it

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Speaker 3: of like random bordering, special interest ass motherfucker who's just

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Speaker 3: like I want to find a star and for what

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Speaker 3: literally nothing like that's what he said.

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Speaker 4: It's just the one I would like to know, but

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Speaker 4: for no game.

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Speaker 2: Like it's just like he's also like a great songwriter

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Speaker 2: and he makes a great artist, Like he makes music. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: it's such good music, very like ahead of his time always.

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Speaker 2: I love him so much. Pular Ethan okay, answer.

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Speaker 1: It's amazing. Save the name Eli too. I'm not even kidding.

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Speaker 1: I am like so bullish on you in a way

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Speaker 1: that like when I am like out and people are

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Speaker 1: like what are you listening to? I'm literally like Eli,

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Speaker 1: Like I'm not even joking. I literally think you're gonna

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Speaker 1: be a fucking superstar, And like I'm like, you know,

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Speaker 1: I was just about to ask you, like who other

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Speaker 1: like Lana del Rey for me, like if you go

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Speaker 1: deep on my Instagram in like twenty thirteen, I had

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Speaker 1: said woman crush Wednesday because I was too scared to

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Speaker 1: be like, yeah it was it was. I did that too.

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Speaker 2: I have them up on my page though, a lot

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Speaker 2: of women crushed Wednesday.

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Speaker 1: Yeah it was Beyonce, Miley Cyrus and they're so high,

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Speaker 1: they're so hard. Yes, egg plant emoji thing back then, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: has always been that, and about the robber emoji? Right, yeah,

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Speaker 1: where is.

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Speaker 2: It to Kidney dude? Whoa whoa.

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Speaker 4: Free all of those girls.

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Speaker 3: That's all awesome, that's like, well, it's a hiatus, But

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Speaker 3: I personally am like those girls.

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Speaker 4: Let those girls go, let us go, let them go.

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Speaker 2: There are so good, and.

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Speaker 3: Like it's getting to a point like it's just with everything.

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Speaker 3: It's like how we're like, oh, strings pulled. Every sector

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Speaker 3: of entertainment has that, but it gets to a point

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Speaker 3: where it's like and I can see the string.

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Speaker 2: Yes, oh my god. How many times have we been

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Speaker 2: like why they play out?

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Speaker 1: So we're talking about cats right? Yeah? Okay, I thought

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Speaker 1: for a second we were talking about out the girls

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Speaker 1: from K pop Demon Hunter because y'all said something about Netflix,

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Speaker 1: and I don't know Netflix.

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Speaker 2: Does anyone a harmonizer?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 2: Okay, no, never mind, never mind? Wait wait just move on,

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Speaker 2: move on.

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Speaker 1: No, no, we need to talk about this. Unpacked this

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Speaker 1: we're unpacking it.

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Speaker 2: Do you know what a harmonizer is? Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Fifth harmony?

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, okay, that's all.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean it was like harmony. I wasn't necessarily a.

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Speaker 2: Five age who okay.

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Speaker 4: See I wasn't like deep in like there, but I

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Speaker 4: I was.

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Speaker 3: I was acquainted, like if I ended up a harmonizer,

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Speaker 3: I'm like, hey girls, like I know the girls as well.

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Speaker 1: The girl were you deep on? Like stand Twitter? Like

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Speaker 1: during harmonizer era five sauce one direction?

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Speaker 2: No, well, it was weird. It was like I felt

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Speaker 2: like I always say, I'm like I was like adjacent

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Speaker 2: to it because I was like, sorry.

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Speaker 1: I hide it behind the mic too period.

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Speaker 2: I like I was already you know, working on my

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Speaker 2: big one. Like I was like, oh, I'm Beyonce sort

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Speaker 2: of like I use that. Yeah, I just I was

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Speaker 2: like I had a Twitter, but I was like, you know,

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Speaker 2: promoting myself at twelve years old, you should.

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Speaker 4: So it was like very that's very that's very chic. Yeah,

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Speaker 4: and I'm not even kidding them, Like the quorum of

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Speaker 3: It's like it's like you had one two on you

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Speaker 3: were like, Okay, yeah, I fuck with you, but like,

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Speaker 3: let's not get too.

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Speaker 4: Excited because if I start screaming and shouting, the girls

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Speaker 4: might look at me too.

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Speaker 1: Were you ever like involved with like stan Twitter, because

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Speaker 1: like that's what like stood out the most to me

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Speaker 1: at your show was how fucking funny you were. I

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Speaker 1: would scroll through it, okay, Like.

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Speaker 2: I would never interact because I was like, I can't

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Speaker 2: make a comment on this because it's gonna get back

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Speaker 2: in years, Like I'm going to be in the rooms

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Speaker 2: with those girls and look at you now.

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Speaker 4: I mean, yeah, my assars.

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Speaker 1: All in the same room there for you so amazing.

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Speaker 2: I don't know how I can in them. And I

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Speaker 2: feel like Demi hates me now because it was so

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Speaker 2: awkward and it was like it felt like I was like, oh,

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Speaker 2: it's like Nathan Fielder like exactly, No, No, it was.

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Speaker 3: I think it was perfect also because to me, if anything,

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Speaker 3: it goes to show that it's not some like strings

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Speaker 3: pulled thing of marketing as much as it is like

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Speaker 3: these things obviously just like us find you interesting, like

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Speaker 3: what you make, and they're willing to put themselves in

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Speaker 3: your world of just like I don't really know what's happening,

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Speaker 3: but I'll go because I I.

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Speaker 4: Want to see her.

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Speaker 2: It's crazy. I can't process it still, like it's very weird.

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Speaker 1: Did you message them?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? I was like I made like I went on

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Speaker 2: my laptop and it made like photo booth videos. I

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Speaker 2: was like, hey, zummy, you have to leave. I made

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Speaker 2: little audition videos. Only one of them ended up in

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Speaker 2: like a label meeting for an artist or like a

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Speaker 2: management meeting, and they had to turn their cameras off

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Speaker 2: because I like making I'm so uncomfortable and that that

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Speaker 1: To the show. Wait wait, I need to know who

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Speaker 1: it is after the fact. That's so okay? Are you

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Speaker 1: actually all up in Addison Roy's Dan's like.

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Speaker 2: That, can I explain this? I think I need to

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Speaker 2: like put it on the record and just like state

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Speaker 2: my apologies and everything. I I am so obsessed with

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Speaker 2: the music that she put out and like it just

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Speaker 2: fucking I was speaking of like growing up on the internet,

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Speaker 2: like I always hated a bit who like was like

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Speaker 2: an influencer and then main music like I would get

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Speaker 2: so angry, would get so angry, but that one baby

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Speaker 2: Area Aril song is like so good.

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Speaker 4: It's like, oh maybe or something.

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Speaker 2: It's like Michael Jackson, It's fire, It's so much, so fun.

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Speaker 1: Maybe.

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Speaker 2: So I was always kind of anti that because I

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Speaker 2: was like, no, like I've been hustling like I was

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Speaker 2: ten years I think that's real. I was ten years

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Speaker 2: old on YouTube. Are you seeing youtubs and judging me?

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Speaker 4: Okay, no, I'm looking in your eyes.

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Speaker 2: Whoa would you ever gets the girl?

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Speaker 4: Oh, I've had a tampon string all my chin.

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Speaker 2: Like wait, one time I went down and a girl

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Speaker 2: and started gushing blood out of my nose and I

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Speaker 2: thought she was bleeding. I get out. I'm like wait

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00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:28,920
Speaker 2: and it's like, how did they get up my nose

447
00:21:29,440 --> 00:21:33,639
Speaker 2: with me? I don't actually, and I was deep. I

448
00:21:33,840 --> 00:21:37,000
Speaker 2: was like that was like religious peak like I was fifteen.

449
00:21:37,280 --> 00:21:39,480
Speaker 4: It was like and so I was like, oh, it's

450
00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:40,800
Speaker 4: a sign you have OCD.

451
00:21:41,000 --> 00:21:41,399
Speaker 6: So I know.

452
00:21:42,920 --> 00:21:43,160
Speaker 1: Girl.

453
00:21:44,320 --> 00:21:46,960
Speaker 2: Can I tell you I lost my virginity on the

454
00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:51,760
Speaker 2: day of my confirmation because of my OCD. I was like, okay, well,

455
00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:54,800
Speaker 2: I can fuck once I'm like, with the lord, mean,

456
00:21:55,119 --> 00:21:55,920
Speaker 2: that's really real.

457
00:21:56,040 --> 00:21:59,320
Speaker 3: Because I actively was like, I'm gonna wait till I'm

458
00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,720
Speaker 3: eighteen to have sex. Less than two months after that,

459
00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:05,240
Speaker 3: I like actively sought out someone to have sexes because

460
00:22:05,240 --> 00:22:08,399
Speaker 3: I was like, well, I'm now having Now I have to.

461
00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:13,320
Speaker 1: Social well.

462
00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:13,560
Speaker 2: Yeah.

463
00:22:13,680 --> 00:22:17,000
Speaker 3: My original idea of sex too was middle school to

464
00:22:17,359 --> 00:22:19,600
Speaker 3: I talked about this on the podcast. I really thought

465
00:22:19,640 --> 00:22:22,880
Speaker 3: because I was watching media and stuff where like teenagers

466
00:22:22,920 --> 00:22:23,480
Speaker 3: were having sex.

467
00:22:23,560 --> 00:22:25,359
Speaker 4: I was like, holy shit, next year, I have to

468
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:27,439
Speaker 4: have sex. And then I found out you could wait

469
00:22:27,480 --> 00:22:30,400
Speaker 4: till you're eighteen. I was like, thank god, oh my god,

470
00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:31,080
Speaker 4: that got help.

471
00:22:32,040 --> 00:22:32,200
Speaker 2: Well.

472
00:22:32,280 --> 00:22:37,720
Speaker 1: I lost my virginity to an army man and after

473
00:22:37,800 --> 00:22:39,040
Speaker 1: we hooked up, he looked at me and he was

474
00:22:39,080 --> 00:22:41,159
Speaker 1: like that was your first time, huh? And I was

475
00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 1: like yeah. And then he was like so what are

476
00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:45,840
Speaker 1: you doing? Like what are you Where are you going

477
00:22:45,880 --> 00:22:48,960
Speaker 1: after this? And he was like, I'm like joining the army,

478
00:22:49,040 --> 00:22:51,000
Speaker 1: like or I'm in the military right now. And I

479
00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:53,760
Speaker 1: freaked out and I was like, I'm also joining the

480
00:22:53,920 --> 00:22:57,320
Speaker 1: army just like I literally just stolen valor to this

481
00:22:57,480 --> 00:23:00,040
Speaker 1: man and like he was like, oh what branch And

482
00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:02,359
Speaker 1: I was so young. I literally had no idea what

483
00:23:02,480 --> 00:23:06,960
Speaker 1: that meant. And I was like, arm the army, the military.

484
00:23:08,320 --> 00:23:09,920
Speaker 1: And then he drove me back to my car and

485
00:23:10,040 --> 00:23:12,280
Speaker 1: I left. It was also in the parking lot of

486
00:23:12,320 --> 00:23:12,800
Speaker 1: a Walmart.

487
00:23:12,880 --> 00:23:17,600
Speaker 2: By the way, did you think that you, like, something

488
00:23:17,640 --> 00:23:20,000
Speaker 2: would happen if you weren't working in the army with him?

489
00:23:20,320 --> 00:23:22,879
Speaker 1: I just I thought he would literally break that. I

490
00:23:23,040 --> 00:23:26,240
Speaker 1: just also like we may or may not have to

491
00:23:26,320 --> 00:23:28,280
Speaker 1: cut this. But I was a child and he was

492
00:23:28,320 --> 00:23:31,440
Speaker 1: a grown ass man, and I was really scared of him.

493
00:23:32,680 --> 00:23:33,560
Speaker 1: It was kind of hot though.

494
00:23:34,200 --> 00:23:38,760
Speaker 2: I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry I was scroomed to.

495
00:23:39,440 --> 00:23:41,879
Speaker 1: I mean, I think it's like a ride of passage

496
00:23:42,240 --> 00:23:42,960
Speaker 1: for creatives.

497
00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:45,359
Speaker 4: Question mark, Did you guys ever do span your mind

498
00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:46,720
Speaker 4: for creative?

499
00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:48,439
Speaker 5: It's so funny.

500
00:23:48,920 --> 00:23:51,080
Speaker 2: Did you guys ever go on the like social media tours?

501
00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:51,639
Speaker 5: Oh?

502
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:54,080
Speaker 2: Yeah? Oh really? Yeah?

503
00:23:54,520 --> 00:23:54,800
Speaker 1: Did you?

504
00:23:55,119 --> 00:23:55,280
Speaker 2: Yes?

505
00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:57,200
Speaker 1: Which one? Did you? Yeah?

506
00:23:57,240 --> 00:23:59,000
Speaker 2: I don't you know, I have to have old type

507
00:23:59,040 --> 00:23:59,199
Speaker 2: to have.

508
00:24:01,000 --> 00:24:01,040
Speaker 6: No.

509
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:04,320
Speaker 1: We met on it was like the t move.

510
00:24:06,520 --> 00:24:08,240
Speaker 2: You were getting. No, I was even lower. There was

511
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,720
Speaker 2: one called Boys of Summer where like a pedophile was running.

512
00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:12,719
Speaker 1: It was was ran by a pedophile too.

513
00:24:15,320 --> 00:24:19,680
Speaker 2: It's it's crazy, it's really odd, and it's Scooter Brond's fault.

514
00:24:19,960 --> 00:24:22,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean yeah, he like opened the flood gates.

515
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:26,760
Speaker 1: Did your tour man manager also try to give y'all

516
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:28,000
Speaker 1: drugs all the time.

517
00:24:28,880 --> 00:24:33,160
Speaker 2: One of them literally handed me like I was fourteen

518
00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:36,520
Speaker 2: and gave me like a jack and rum crazy like

519
00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:38,760
Speaker 2: alcohol cocktail like big old.

520
00:24:39,359 --> 00:24:39,560
Speaker 6: I was.

521
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:44,720
Speaker 4: On stage a grand dame.

522
00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:50,440
Speaker 2: I can't drink alcohol before, like it was the stories.

523
00:24:50,800 --> 00:24:53,879
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean yeah ours one time, was it you

524
00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:55,159
Speaker 4: or I who had a headache?

525
00:24:55,240 --> 00:24:56,879
Speaker 1: One of us like, no, it wasn't us.

526
00:24:57,000 --> 00:25:01,639
Speaker 3: It was Christian okay, and had a headache, and the

527
00:25:01,760 --> 00:25:06,400
Speaker 3: tour manager literally gave him like crazy, yeah, a literal percocet,

528
00:25:06,720 --> 00:25:08,959
Speaker 3: and then like he would give us like muscle relaxers

529
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:10,159
Speaker 3: all the time for some reason.

530
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:13,040
Speaker 1: And then on top of that, like mind you all

531
00:25:13,160 --> 00:25:15,480
Speaker 1: miners would just like give us weed ting sure all

532
00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:18,080
Speaker 1: the time. And then I was it. Did I turn

533
00:25:18,160 --> 00:25:20,920
Speaker 1: seventeen or eighteen? I don't know, I turned an age

534
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 1: and for my birthday he got me Calvin Klein boxer Breeze,

535
00:25:24,800 --> 00:25:29,600
Speaker 1: which like not that crazy, but like it's crazy crazy,

536
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:30,800
Speaker 1: that's crazy.

537
00:25:31,000 --> 00:25:33,040
Speaker 4: It's very creepy, very creepy.

538
00:25:33,840 --> 00:25:36,520
Speaker 3: Also, he literally would give us a bunch of alcohol

539
00:25:36,680 --> 00:25:39,400
Speaker 3: and shit and when we would ask to be paid, because.

540
00:25:39,200 --> 00:25:43,439
Speaker 4: Like we weren't paid or anything, Yeah you did, No, yeah, yeah, I.

541
00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:47,480
Speaker 2: I didn't have money. I was thirteen, but I was

542
00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:50,879
Speaker 2: paying somehow. Yeah exactly, you know, I mean you were

543
00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:52,560
Speaker 2: because he paid an emotional debt.

544
00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:56,640
Speaker 4: Not only that guy wouldn't like feed us proper food.

545
00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:59,040
Speaker 3: We were only allowed to eat like the food that

546
00:25:59,240 --> 00:26:01,640
Speaker 3: was like in the hotel banquet hall when we would

547
00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:04,920
Speaker 3: work there, and like he had allotted times.

548
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,840
Speaker 1: For food for to steal his credit card a couple

549
00:26:06,880 --> 00:26:10,040
Speaker 1: of times? Did you like make friends with people on

550
00:26:10,240 --> 00:26:10,680
Speaker 1: the tour?

551
00:26:11,320 --> 00:26:12,800
Speaker 2: I got groomed by one of them on the.

552
00:26:12,800 --> 00:26:15,600
Speaker 1: Oh my god, well same within you right, But.

553
00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:18,000
Speaker 2: Did I make friends? He had a gun too. It

554
00:26:18,119 --> 00:26:20,600
Speaker 2: was crazy. And he was also like he wasn't even

555
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:22,119
Speaker 2: like on the tour, like he was like the older

556
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:25,440
Speaker 2: brother of all his little boy like his little brothers.

557
00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:29,280
Speaker 2: On the tour, you said, did I make friends with anyone? No?

558
00:26:29,720 --> 00:26:30,480
Speaker 2: I wish you.

559
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:34,040
Speaker 1: See that was like, yeah, we would have like ran away,

560
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:37,440
Speaker 1: but like we were like held like emotionally by all

561
00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,240
Speaker 1: of the friends we made because like back home, Like,

562
00:26:40,720 --> 00:26:42,359
Speaker 1: I mean, I was kind of like a fucking loser

563
00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:45,639
Speaker 1: at this point, so like my only friends were like

564
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:47,840
Speaker 1: the people I was seeing like every weekend or every

565
00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:50,879
Speaker 1: other weekend. So that's why we stayed so long.

566
00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:53,400
Speaker 4: I feel like we were on that tour for so long.

567
00:26:53,560 --> 00:26:54,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, like how long did you?

568
00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:55,680
Speaker 2: I guess I did?

569
00:26:55,920 --> 00:26:58,320
Speaker 1: I did? And I also, I know boys this summer

570
00:26:59,040 --> 00:27:01,680
Speaker 1: I've I've heard of it, I've heard of her. I

571
00:27:01,840 --> 00:27:02,240
Speaker 1: heard her.

572
00:27:02,359 --> 00:27:03,560
Speaker 2: Why would they have a girl on it?

573
00:27:03,640 --> 00:27:03,840
Speaker 3: Though?

574
00:27:04,320 --> 00:27:12,000
Speaker 2: Exactly very weird, very weird. Let's unpack that. How long

575
00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:14,800
Speaker 2: was it was like a I did a summer too,

576
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 2: Oh my god. And then like one of the dads

577
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:18,440
Speaker 2: who was like funding it for one of like the

578
00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:21,160
Speaker 2: really rich boys, was like he like threatened to assume

579
00:27:21,240 --> 00:27:23,480
Speaker 2: me because like I made my little like pixart poster

580
00:27:23,640 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 2: of like I'm going on tour. That was like I

581
00:27:25,680 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 2: was like really like I was like, I'm going to

582
00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:29,040
Speaker 2: do my own thing, Like I'm going to be like

583
00:27:29,280 --> 00:27:31,080
Speaker 2: put my name, you know, like when like a girl,

584
00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:33,080
Speaker 2: when a girl's like opening for Dua Lipa and like

585
00:27:33,160 --> 00:27:35,440
Speaker 2: she makes her own little poster and it's like the

586
00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:37,960
Speaker 2: fans live like your little community and so I was like,

587
00:27:38,040 --> 00:27:40,320
Speaker 2: I'm going to do that, and they literally like email

588
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 2: my parents and they were like like take this down now,

589
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:44,480
Speaker 2: or like we're suing you, Like this is very my god.

590
00:27:44,600 --> 00:27:46,639
Speaker 4: It was like and I was terrified.

591
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,520
Speaker 1: I wonder how much money they were making, like the

592
00:27:49,640 --> 00:27:53,800
Speaker 1: people like, because like artists weren't like not, they weren't

593
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:54,200
Speaker 1: like nothing.

594
00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:57,960
Speaker 4: No, they were extremely expensive. It's like so fucked up

595
00:27:58,000 --> 00:28:00,560
Speaker 4: to think about. There was a ticket to stay at

596
00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:04,400
Speaker 4: the hotel we were all staying at, and I don't

597
00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:04,760
Speaker 4: think it.

598
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:07,320
Speaker 2: Covered a ticket to go to the hotel you guys.

599
00:28:07,440 --> 00:28:07,680
Speaker 1: Dude.

600
00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:11,200
Speaker 4: Yes, we would get flown in on Fridays.

601
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:15,000
Speaker 3: Again, we got really fucking lucky because again this was

602
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,040
Speaker 3: also the era of the Internet, and because it was

603
00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:21,600
Speaker 3: such a teamu ass like tour, it didn't really attract

604
00:28:21,760 --> 00:28:24,280
Speaker 3: too many fucking actually insane people. It kind of just

605
00:28:24,320 --> 00:28:26,840
Speaker 3: attracted what we were, which was like other mad, lonely

606
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:31,399
Speaker 3: like girls and shit. So luckily we usually interacted with

607
00:28:31,480 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 3: like really cool like people like in fans. But the

608
00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:38,760
Speaker 3: closer we got to them, we never really put two

609
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:41,600
Speaker 3: and two together, like how expensive everything was, because we

610
00:28:41,680 --> 00:28:44,040
Speaker 3: knew like there were tickets, but we didn't realize until

611
00:28:44,080 --> 00:28:47,120
Speaker 3: later on what was happening, because we would get there

612
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:49,840
Speaker 3: and then there was like a VIP thing like sleepover

613
00:28:50,000 --> 00:28:53,479
Speaker 3: situation where we would land and get like thirty minutes

614
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:55,120
Speaker 3: to chill, but then we would have to go into

615
00:28:55,200 --> 00:28:57,760
Speaker 3: this like area banquet hall.

616
00:28:57,680 --> 00:29:00,560
Speaker 4: To like have dinner, slash hang out with the fans

617
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:04,200
Speaker 4: until that spent like thousands of dollars five hundred to

618
00:29:04,320 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 4: sit with me and Drew.

619
00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:08,880
Speaker 1: And also like would go to like like me right

620
00:29:08,920 --> 00:29:14,440
Speaker 1: in the show. You know after this, I do not

621
00:29:14,600 --> 00:29:17,720
Speaker 1: have CASHU we have QR codes, period, And I accept that.

622
00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:19,000
Speaker 1: Did you do DIGI?

623
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:20,800
Speaker 2: I did like the fest?

624
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:25,440
Speaker 1: See I was always so jealous that I never got invited.

625
00:29:25,560 --> 00:29:27,000
Speaker 1: I never got invited.

626
00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:30,240
Speaker 2: I did. I did. I got asked to do Sorry

627
00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:32,160
Speaker 2: to rub it in, I need to know, Well, it's

628
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:34,440
Speaker 2: you'll be happy at the end of it. I got

629
00:29:34,480 --> 00:29:36,320
Speaker 2: asked to do like one of the like I think

630
00:29:36,360 --> 00:29:38,160
Speaker 2: it was like O two L was doing it and

631
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:39,920
Speaker 2: I was going to like sing or something on it,

632
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:43,200
Speaker 2: and I was like, this is huge for me. I

633
00:29:43,320 --> 00:29:48,960
Speaker 2: was fourteen or thirteen whatever, it doesn't matter, and either way.

634
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 4: That is it's so crazy though, because that is huge,

635
00:29:52,360 --> 00:29:52,880
Speaker 4: and I was.

636
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:55,400
Speaker 2: So fucking hype and then you know what happened, and

637
00:29:55,560 --> 00:29:57,640
Speaker 2: my parents are so far removed from this, and like

638
00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,680
Speaker 2: we're like, what the fuck is happening, Like this is

639
00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 2: so weird, and why why do you have followers? And

640
00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:04,680
Speaker 2: why did you make an email and like put it

641
00:30:04,720 --> 00:30:06,800
Speaker 2: in your bio and be like I'm running a business.

642
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:11,000
Speaker 2: And they were just like so confused and uncomfortable. But

643
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 2: they suddenly like turned into like Mamager datager. They were like,

644
00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:18,960
Speaker 2: you can't do it because you can't sing a full

645
00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:22,080
Speaker 2: song because I was like singing online for like five

646
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:26,320
Speaker 2: seconds and like oh yeah yeah, And so they would

647
00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:29,120
Speaker 2: like hear me just like redoing the oh yeah yeah,

648
00:30:29,920 --> 00:30:39,640
Speaker 2: oh yeah yeah fuck oh yeah yeah. But I would

649
00:30:39,680 --> 00:30:41,200
Speaker 2: do it so much, and so they were just like

650
00:30:41,400 --> 00:30:44,120
Speaker 2: fed up with me, like repeating like one line in

651
00:30:44,200 --> 00:30:45,920
Speaker 2: my room that they were like, you're not You're not

652
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,400
Speaker 2: going on tour, Like I don't like you're not And

653
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:50,200
Speaker 2: maybe they were using that as an ex but I

654
00:30:50,280 --> 00:30:53,840
Speaker 2: just remember, let me tell you. I remember I invited

655
00:30:53,840 --> 00:30:55,560
Speaker 2: them into my room. I was like, let me show

656
00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:59,520
Speaker 2: you Sam Smith, stay.

657
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:03,800
Speaker 1: With me, Sam Smith. Circle moment so full circle.

658
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:09,240
Speaker 2: I was crying over the piano hunched over like heaving

659
00:31:09,480 --> 00:31:12,080
Speaker 2: because I kept stopping. I like would be like, oh,

660
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:16,640
Speaker 2: won't you and then my mom and I see you're

661
00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:17,960
Speaker 2: not doing it. So I didn't go on the tour

662
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:21,680
Speaker 2: because I would be like sup, like no, fuck like you.

663
00:31:21,880 --> 00:31:24,240
Speaker 2: That video with the girl who's like she's singing like

664
00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:27,200
Speaker 2: I will Always love you, that was that was That

665
00:31:27,480 --> 00:31:29,480
Speaker 2: is still me Like that is the one woman show.

666
00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:34,320
Speaker 3: That was Yeah, that is always soazy. Do you look

667
00:31:34,400 --> 00:31:37,440
Speaker 3: back at that and you're upset or do you look

668
00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:37,880
Speaker 3: back at that.

669
00:31:37,920 --> 00:31:40,800
Speaker 4: And you're happy that your parents hadn't let you gone.

670
00:31:42,120 --> 00:31:44,280
Speaker 2: For that one? I feel like maybe I I mean

671
00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,960
Speaker 2: now I'm like, girl, I don't give its. It's the past,

672
00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:49,200
Speaker 2: so in the past. But I think I was pretty

673
00:31:49,280 --> 00:31:55,760
Speaker 2: upset until like until like mornings I've got the offer to.

674
00:31:58,960 --> 00:31:59,920
Speaker 1: That's so fun.

675
00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 2: Yeah weird.

676
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:03,480
Speaker 3: I feel like your life would have fit completely different

677
00:32:03,520 --> 00:32:05,040
Speaker 3: if he went oh on that.

678
00:32:05,640 --> 00:32:07,320
Speaker 2: I think there were there was some Yeah, there was

679
00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:09,200
Speaker 2: something I almost signed, like one of those like really

680
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:11,240
Speaker 2: like the three sixty deal with the person who signed

681
00:32:11,320 --> 00:32:13,760
Speaker 2: Jojo and like didn't like she didn't get to release

682
00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:16,320
Speaker 2: music for ten years. I almost did that bit wow,

683
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:20,120
Speaker 2: and like the guy was like selling merchandise under my

684
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,600
Speaker 2: name for like two years peak like virality when I

685
00:32:23,720 --> 00:32:27,160
Speaker 2: was twelve, and like I didn't make any money, like

686
00:32:27,240 --> 00:32:29,080
Speaker 2: that could have been my savings, bitch, Like.

687
00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:32,440
Speaker 1: It's crazy used that the last five exactly. It is

688
00:32:32,560 --> 00:32:36,560
Speaker 1: crazy how insidious people are, Like and I didn't I

689
00:32:36,680 --> 00:32:40,320
Speaker 1: haven't even realized, like under fully understood, like how insane

690
00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:43,560
Speaker 1: it was, yeah, and how deep it goes until like

691
00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:46,200
Speaker 1: very recently, as like a grown ass man, and like

692
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:50,920
Speaker 1: people literally just like see kids and take advantage of them,

693
00:32:51,040 --> 00:32:53,600
Speaker 1: like financially. It's like so wild, Like I knew that

694
00:32:53,720 --> 00:32:56,600
Speaker 1: was always a thing, but like you don't know that

695
00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,400
Speaker 1: you're in it exactly until years later.

696
00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:02,760
Speaker 3: It's and it's like it's a tale as old as time,

697
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:06,200
Speaker 3: Like no matter how smart you are or mature you

698
00:33:06,320 --> 00:33:10,160
Speaker 3: are for your age, an adult will always be able

699
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:12,760
Speaker 3: to pull a fast one on you because there are

700
00:33:12,880 --> 00:33:14,440
Speaker 3: just some things you don't know until you're.

701
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:16,840
Speaker 4: Older and it's too fucking late and it's already happened.

702
00:33:17,400 --> 00:33:19,120
Speaker 4: But it is unreal too.

703
00:33:19,280 --> 00:33:20,600
Speaker 3: I mean it goes back to like what we were

704
00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:23,360
Speaker 3: saying about even cats eyes, like we all are growing

705
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:25,840
Speaker 3: up in an age where we would like to think

706
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:29,080
Speaker 3: we know better, but it's almost even like bystander effects

707
00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:33,480
Speaker 3: on the masses is like everybody's like, well if they're

708
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:35,840
Speaker 3: fucking doing it ship and I feel like that's what

709
00:33:35,960 --> 00:33:38,160
Speaker 3: they do when they start to take advantage of people. Also,

710
00:33:38,200 --> 00:33:42,280
Speaker 3: it's just now there's so many people who you can

711
00:33:42,320 --> 00:33:43,200
Speaker 3: make a quick buck off.

712
00:33:43,320 --> 00:33:45,880
Speaker 1: You all see that they are recently saying that they

713
00:33:45,960 --> 00:33:50,880
Speaker 1: severely underestimated how many people are on Earth. Wait what yeah,

714
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:54,600
Speaker 1: they're they're there's a lot of us here.

715
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 5: Who is the.

716
00:33:58,680 --> 00:34:01,000
Speaker 1: Twitter tweets?

717
00:34:02,280 --> 00:34:03,880
Speaker 5: Yeah, what's the difference?

718
00:34:04,400 --> 00:34:07,560
Speaker 1: They just I just okay, fine, I just read a

719
00:34:07,720 --> 00:34:16,520
Speaker 1: tweet that said onion. I was just telling guy this morning,

720
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:20,640
Speaker 1: like I am to the point where I'm falling for AI.

721
00:34:21,040 --> 00:34:24,240
Speaker 1: Like literally I felt for like this Toby McGuire AI

722
00:34:24,360 --> 00:34:27,440
Speaker 1: photo of him wearing a SpongeBob backpack and I was like,

723
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:29,800
Speaker 1: or a Sonic backpack, And I was like, whoa, this

724
00:34:29,960 --> 00:34:31,640
Speaker 1: is like cunt that they did this. It was Toby

725
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:34,320
Speaker 1: maguire and I cannot think of her fucking name, like

726
00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:39,200
Speaker 1: a virgin suicides Kirsten dun Yes, it was them two

727
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:41,719
Speaker 1: and they were swag the fuck out and I was like, wait,

728
00:34:41,840 --> 00:34:43,920
Speaker 1: this photo eats and then I was like, oh, this

729
00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:45,960
Speaker 1: is Ai. And then I looked at the likes and

730
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:47,719
Speaker 1: it had like four million likes, and I was like,

731
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:50,360
Speaker 1: there's no way four million people fell for Ai, like

732
00:34:50,440 --> 00:34:52,640
Speaker 1: this is real. No, baby, it's a.

733
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,399
Speaker 2: They're going to get so weird. Like I actually think, hm,

734
00:34:56,640 --> 00:34:59,040
Speaker 2: all of human life, like what we're living right now,

735
00:34:59,160 --> 00:35:02,239
Speaker 2: like it genuinely it's gonna be revealed that none of

736
00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:06,560
Speaker 2: this was real. And then and then we're gonna.

737
00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:10,480
Speaker 1: Be like, I mean, the best proof. It's like the

738
00:35:10,600 --> 00:35:14,560
Speaker 1: best proof for like life being a simulation that we

739
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:19,800
Speaker 1: are sentient during the singularity, Like it's it's fucking crazy

740
00:35:19,880 --> 00:35:22,239
Speaker 1: that it's like happening. Like the odds and chances of

741
00:35:22,280 --> 00:35:23,840
Speaker 1: that is like genuinely insane.

742
00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:25,560
Speaker 5: I realized the other day I have like a core

743
00:35:25,680 --> 00:35:30,200
Speaker 5: belief that it's either aliens or the simulation will be revealed.

744
00:35:30,800 --> 00:35:33,400
Speaker 5: I feel like I've subconsciously had that belief since I

745
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:36,560
Speaker 5: was like ten, and I'm like, at some point in

746
00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:39,200
Speaker 5: my life, the lights are gonna turn on at night

747
00:35:39,440 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 5: and there's gonna be like a big eye.

748
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:43,760
Speaker 1: Oh my god, wait, are you like alien pilled?

749
00:35:44,239 --> 00:35:49,279
Speaker 2: I'm not, I don't. I definitely think like, oh, maybe

750
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:52,320
Speaker 2: like we just are aliens like in this time loop

751
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:57,879
Speaker 2: sort of situation. Like I've definitely felt like I felt

752
00:35:57,960 --> 00:36:00,400
Speaker 2: myself be like wait, okay, like so I've done this

753
00:36:00,440 --> 00:36:03,000
Speaker 2: like seven hundred times and like so we need to

754
00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:05,120
Speaker 2: like work this out, like we need to. I'm right

755
00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:07,120
Speaker 2: there with you, yeah, but I don't know if I'm

756
00:36:07,200 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 2: like I ever like live. Oh there was a moment

757
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:11,840
Speaker 2: where I like, oh, can I tell you about this?

758
00:36:12,600 --> 00:36:15,840
Speaker 2: I was like I had a what do you call it?

759
00:36:15,960 --> 00:36:19,160
Speaker 2: A psychiatrist who gave me way too much adderall in college.

760
00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:20,360
Speaker 1: In high school.

761
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:22,360
Speaker 2: Oh girl, it was so bad. He was like he

762
00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:24,400
Speaker 2: called me a fagot and then he like it was

763
00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:26,719
Speaker 2: really weird call me a fagot. Then he gave me

764
00:36:26,800 --> 00:36:28,719
Speaker 2: forty milligrams. He was like take this every day, like

765
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:32,400
Speaker 2: take as much as you want, Like the pretty.

766
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:36,799
Speaker 1: Much a psychritt saying that call me a fag Yeah

767
00:36:37,040 --> 00:36:40,320
Speaker 1: that's insane, call me it. I'll let you call me.

768
00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 2: And what happened? Oh so I like thought I was

769
00:36:46,040 --> 00:36:49,560
Speaker 2: like Jesus, like it put me in like ins psychosis.

770
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:53,000
Speaker 2: I was like meditating to like all the gods, Like

771
00:36:53,160 --> 00:36:56,640
Speaker 2: I was like David Bowie, I was talking to Freddie Mercury.

772
00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:57,719
Speaker 2: It was really lit.

773
00:36:57,760 --> 00:36:59,279
Speaker 1: It was like, and that's why you're a star.

774
00:36:59,520 --> 00:37:04,960
Speaker 2: Now an awesome table. Then you know, it was really lit.

775
00:37:05,040 --> 00:37:07,960
Speaker 2: It was so fire. But where did this go? This

776
00:37:08,360 --> 00:37:12,399
Speaker 2: went to? What were we talking about before that? I? Oh, then,

777
00:37:12,520 --> 00:37:15,160
Speaker 2: like I definitely like thought like okay. That was when

778
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:17,640
Speaker 2: I was like okay, Like I had this alien named

779
00:37:17,680 --> 00:37:22,600
Speaker 2: Pamela and I bought it was peak covid COVID and

780
00:37:22,719 --> 00:37:28,400
Speaker 2: I bought like a big animatronic alien I used. I

781
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 2: used this gay grant that I got for being gay.

782
00:37:34,000 --> 00:37:38,480
Speaker 2: Well I saw so sad and that's.

783
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 4: Exactly where I want my taxes and.

784
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:43,880
Speaker 2: Grandma going cute though it was like my it was

785
00:37:43,920 --> 00:37:44,719
Speaker 2: like my shaven.

786
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:46,120
Speaker 4: It was necessary.

787
00:37:48,040 --> 00:37:50,120
Speaker 1: I literally so.

788
00:37:52,760 --> 00:37:54,879
Speaker 3: I don't believe in aliens. And I also I can't

789
00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:58,399
Speaker 3: say that I think the lights are going to turn

790
00:37:58,440 --> 00:38:00,520
Speaker 3: on or anything. I'm like, no, this is pretty like

791
00:38:00,760 --> 00:38:01,960
Speaker 3: I think.

792
00:38:02,840 --> 00:38:03,680
Speaker 2: The lights will turn off.

793
00:38:03,840 --> 00:38:06,400
Speaker 4: No, I think it's as simple as like guys, So yeah.

794
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:09,480
Speaker 1: This is pretty. That was really powerful.

795
00:38:09,600 --> 00:38:10,759
Speaker 2: This is just this is it.

796
00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:12,840
Speaker 4: This is not necessary?

797
00:38:12,880 --> 00:38:14,400
Speaker 1: But is that the Justin Bieber documentary?

798
00:38:14,480 --> 00:38:18,920
Speaker 2: This is it? I think that's Michael Jackson Yeah, that

799
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:19,840
Speaker 2: was Michael Jackson.

800
00:38:19,960 --> 00:38:26,239
Speaker 1: Same thing, same difference, same same talent, similar situation. I

801
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:28,920
Speaker 1: was put on like a heroic dose of adderall and

802
00:38:29,080 --> 00:38:33,280
Speaker 1: xanax in high school and it fucked with my hormones

803
00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:38,680
Speaker 1: so crazy that I literally genuinely believed I was Yes, yes,

804
00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:42,319
Speaker 1: I genuinely believed I was an alien. Like I would

805
00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:44,840
Speaker 1: claim that in school into my parents and I was like,

806
00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:45,880
Speaker 1: I'm so.

807
00:38:46,120 --> 00:38:49,439
Speaker 4: Famous, said she's an alien and she's only on Earth Thron.

808
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 1: And when she said that, I became her biggest fan.

809
00:38:52,120 --> 00:38:54,920
Speaker 1: I was like, that's twin right, cat you here, but

810
00:38:55,960 --> 00:39:00,560
Speaker 1: she's she's so fierce. And then, yeah, I thought I

811
00:39:00,680 --> 00:39:04,880
Speaker 1: was an alien and I would draw aliens on everything, like.

812
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:06,600
Speaker 5: So, i'm e T I'm extra.

813
00:39:06,800 --> 00:39:11,120
Speaker 1: It's real it, real place. Do you want to hear it?

814
00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:16,080
Speaker 1: Like my rat verse, I'm et I'm extra. Read all

815
00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:17,520
Speaker 1: about it? Read all about it.

816
00:39:19,400 --> 00:39:20,560
Speaker 4: You can buy that if you want.

817
00:39:21,200 --> 00:39:24,320
Speaker 5: Yeah, how much are you selling that for?

818
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:25,799
Speaker 4: Yeah?

819
00:39:26,040 --> 00:39:27,000
Speaker 1: Like a lot of.

820
00:39:28,840 --> 00:39:31,960
Speaker 2: You just write for a while.

821
00:39:32,560 --> 00:39:35,200
Speaker 1: I also have this idea for a Moji restaurant. Ext

822
00:39:36,800 --> 00:39:38,040
Speaker 1: it sounds better cry.

823
00:39:39,440 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 2: The Extra Oh yeah yeah yeah.

824
00:39:42,680 --> 00:39:47,840
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, Like why am I literally about the cry Jersey?

825
00:39:48,080 --> 00:39:51,800
Speaker 1: His work, come to life, come to fruition. My life's

826
00:39:51,880 --> 00:39:55,120
Speaker 1: work is That part was just saying I have a

827
00:39:55,200 --> 00:39:57,520
Speaker 1: Moji restaurant, to which is very major. If you want

828
00:39:57,520 --> 00:39:59,480
Speaker 1: to invest to get in, get in on the ground

829
00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:00,400
Speaker 1: floor Moji.

830
00:40:00,640 --> 00:40:03,360
Speaker 4: He's been pitching this forever. Also, go ahead, go for it.

831
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:07,359
Speaker 1: It's just this restaurant where the smiley fries. Yes, it's

832
00:40:07,400 --> 00:40:08,960
Speaker 1: like shaped.

833
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:11,560
Speaker 2: You don't have them anywhere anymore.

834
00:40:11,760 --> 00:40:17,120
Speaker 1: It's it's food shaped like emoji's. Sorry.

835
00:40:17,160 --> 00:40:19,000
Speaker 2: I really wanted to find the alien, but I can't

836
00:40:19,040 --> 00:40:19,319
Speaker 2: find it.

837
00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:22,879
Speaker 5: With the food be shaped like emojis? Or what would

838
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:23,520
Speaker 5: it be made out of?

839
00:40:24,080 --> 00:40:25,360
Speaker 1: Like Fonda and Stage.

840
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:27,800
Speaker 2: I have an emoji face. I had emoji socks, emoji

841
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:30,759
Speaker 2: t shirt, a bunch of emoji pillows, and I.

842
00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:34,520
Speaker 1: Would like I like emoji pillows like we would wear

843
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:36,799
Speaker 1: like emoji tights and stuff I had.

844
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:39,560
Speaker 2: Would you guys ever make a stuffed animal that is

845
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:42,040
Speaker 2: like a caterpillar that becomes a butterfly.

846
00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:45,160
Speaker 4: Would we ever make a stuffed animal?

847
00:40:46,920 --> 00:40:47,120
Speaker 2: Yes?

848
00:40:48,440 --> 00:40:50,719
Speaker 1: Would you like that? I want that make it for

849
00:40:50,840 --> 00:40:52,440
Speaker 1: you have a factory.

850
00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:53,200
Speaker 2: That's my dream.

851
00:40:53,280 --> 00:40:55,280
Speaker 1: I feel like you might we have a factory.

852
00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:58,160
Speaker 4: We just had toys made for the first time.

853
00:40:58,280 --> 00:41:00,279
Speaker 2: That's what I'm saying. Like the toys are so good,

854
00:41:00,400 --> 00:41:01,880
Speaker 2: Like you'll get you into the business.

855
00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:05,120
Speaker 1: We'll get you a pair. Really, we're like I was

856
00:41:05,160 --> 00:41:07,880
Speaker 1: hoping we would have had like our box sent to

857
00:41:07,960 --> 00:41:09,399
Speaker 1: us by now, so we because we want to give

858
00:41:09,400 --> 00:41:11,960
Speaker 1: them to like guests, but we'll figure out a way

859
00:41:12,000 --> 00:41:12,360
Speaker 1: to get.

860
00:41:12,200 --> 00:41:12,440
Speaker 5: It to you.

861
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:15,440
Speaker 2: Can we hang out like outside of the worst your

862
00:41:15,480 --> 00:41:18,759
Speaker 2: close friends story And I literally like, put you guys

863
00:41:18,840 --> 00:41:20,640
Speaker 2: on the class friend the minute you came to I

864
00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:22,960
Speaker 2: was like, I'm not I swear, I know I give this,

865
00:41:23,120 --> 00:41:25,000
Speaker 2: but I'm not that bad you like puts everyone on

866
00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:25,800
Speaker 2: their clothes friends.

867
00:41:25,880 --> 00:41:28,760
Speaker 1: No, I was so flattered, Like I was so flattered,

868
00:41:28,800 --> 00:41:30,480
Speaker 1: and I kept showing it, and I was like, oh,

869
00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:33,840
Speaker 1: she's a fucking vibe, Like she's a key founder.

870
00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:37,880
Speaker 4: Way, what was the situation with all the things pressed

871
00:41:37,960 --> 00:41:38,680
Speaker 4: up against the door.

872
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:42,719
Speaker 2: What happened? Oh it was, it was really bad.

873
00:41:42,760 --> 00:41:43,280
Speaker 4: Are you okay?

874
00:41:43,400 --> 00:41:46,040
Speaker 2: I'm okay now I'm like processing it, but like, let

875
00:41:46,080 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 2: me tell you the real The real deal was I

876
00:41:48,360 --> 00:41:51,919
Speaker 2: moved into a new house while doing the One Woman Show,

877
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:53,040
Speaker 2: which was really stressed.

878
00:41:53,040 --> 00:41:55,160
Speaker 1: Wait, that's it was.

879
00:41:55,640 --> 00:41:58,400
Speaker 2: It's one of the most stressful event doing That's why

880
00:41:58,440 --> 00:42:00,480
Speaker 2: I was kind of like did you No, you guys

881
00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:02,719
Speaker 2: didn't come to the second one, right, Okay, So then

882
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:05,920
Speaker 2: that was the peak breakdown. Like Olivia Rodriguez in the corner,

883
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:08,600
Speaker 2: and I was like, I cannot believe this woman wanted

884
00:42:08,640 --> 00:42:10,239
Speaker 2: to come to me. I didn't ask her to go.

885
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:15,560
Speaker 1: She wait, I was that's sick.

886
00:42:15,920 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 2: No, I'm just like there the fact, like I admire

887
00:42:19,360 --> 00:42:21,239
Speaker 2: her as a songwriter so much, and like it was

888
00:42:21,360 --> 00:42:24,959
Speaker 2: so scared, like I think just like loving music, knowing

889
00:42:25,040 --> 00:42:27,279
Speaker 2: someone who mused like I don't know, it was just

890
00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:29,320
Speaker 2: like made me so nervous, and that like triggered the

891
00:42:29,440 --> 00:42:34,479
Speaker 2: like peak breakdown post like moving really stressed out really

892
00:42:34,600 --> 00:42:41,200
Speaker 2: like it's like super broke, but like thinking thinking I like, okay, anyway,

893
00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:43,040
Speaker 2: this is not important, No it is.

894
00:42:43,160 --> 00:42:44,760
Speaker 1: I'm genuinely so curious.

895
00:42:45,120 --> 00:42:47,320
Speaker 2: Well, I just think like being an artist at a

896
00:42:47,400 --> 00:42:51,160
Speaker 2: major label where everybody is like getting a fixed salary

897
00:42:51,360 --> 00:42:55,400
Speaker 2: and like has healthcare, and it's like there's like fifteen

898
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:59,040
Speaker 2: lovely sweet people and sometimes like really like having a

899
00:42:59,120 --> 00:43:01,000
Speaker 2: key with me and like kind of just like grew

900
00:43:01,080 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 2: up on stand Twitter. There's a lot of like stand

901
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:04,760
Speaker 2: Twitter kids who then become like working on a label

902
00:43:05,400 --> 00:43:08,799
Speaker 2: and those are my diva. I have a job.

903
00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:13,360
Speaker 4: I only have jobs because of that. Like I literally

904
00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:14,839
Speaker 4: like thank God.

905
00:43:14,920 --> 00:43:18,160
Speaker 3: Like the casting directors who hire me are always just

906
00:43:18,280 --> 00:43:19,320
Speaker 3: like I've loved you.

907
00:43:19,600 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm like it's a good little it's a good

908
00:43:23,400 --> 00:43:24,920
Speaker 2: and they're not the problem. But the problem is like

909
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 2: this the system in places like I signed a deal

910
00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:32,960
Speaker 2: like three years ago and like I the advance I

911
00:43:33,040 --> 00:43:36,400
Speaker 2: was giving is gone, like I've used to all like dwindling.

912
00:43:36,440 --> 00:43:39,359
Speaker 2: I'm not making any money. But like I'm like Demila Fato,

913
00:43:39,440 --> 00:43:41,000
Speaker 2: like please, and you came to my show, like can

914
00:43:41,040 --> 00:43:44,560
Speaker 2: you please like cash at me? Like past, Like I

915
00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:46,759
Speaker 2: know that glam you did for my show caused a lot,

916
00:43:46,880 --> 00:43:51,960
Speaker 2: Like could I have they this was like so t

917
00:43:53,400 --> 00:43:56,719
Speaker 2: was like fifteen grand yes, and we went to nine

918
00:43:56,760 --> 00:44:04,319
Speaker 2: you guys like sick and fresh Face right exactly. But yeah,

919
00:44:04,360 --> 00:44:06,759
Speaker 2: the the thing about the thing on my wall was

920
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:08,759
Speaker 2: this mean and Skuy like wanted to fuck me. And

921
00:44:08,880 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 2: I was living at first because I was like this

922
00:44:10,760 --> 00:44:14,000
Speaker 2: is fantasy, like this is going to ask you that. Yeah,

923
00:44:14,040 --> 00:44:19,320
Speaker 2: so this is like validating my newly found acceptance in

924
00:44:19,480 --> 00:44:23,360
Speaker 2: myself and my transnists in my like femininity because I

925
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:28,440
Speaker 2: started medically transitioning like seven months ago, and I'm giving this.

926
00:44:28,880 --> 00:44:33,719
Speaker 2: I mean you are. I think I'm intersex because I

927
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:34,240
Speaker 2: think I've.

928
00:44:34,120 --> 00:44:35,960
Speaker 1: Always been said I mean period.

929
00:44:36,719 --> 00:44:39,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, I'm not kidding I because when I

930
00:44:40,120 --> 00:44:46,240
Speaker 3: found you online, I thought I was, I know, ironically.

931
00:44:47,160 --> 00:44:48,320
Speaker 4: Just like I found you.

932
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:52,120
Speaker 3: I didn't realize until I think you made a TikTok

933
00:44:52,239 --> 00:44:54,440
Speaker 3: where you had mentioned it. And then I was like,

934
00:44:54,520 --> 00:44:56,719
Speaker 3: I can't tell if she's being serious or if she's

935
00:44:56,840 --> 00:44:58,360
Speaker 3: just like a lesbian or something like.

936
00:44:58,480 --> 00:44:59,160
Speaker 1: I couldn't tell.

937
00:44:59,600 --> 00:45:01,479
Speaker 4: And then Drew was like, oh my gosh.

938
00:45:01,560 --> 00:45:03,680
Speaker 3: When I started talking about you to Drew because we

939
00:45:03,719 --> 00:45:05,200
Speaker 3: would like talk about your music, Drew.

940
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 4: Is like, oh my god, I recognized her. And then

941
00:45:07,120 --> 00:45:10,120
Speaker 4: I was like from what, like what the fuck?

942
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:11,160
Speaker 2: And period.

943
00:45:12,920 --> 00:45:15,399
Speaker 3: And the beauty as I haven't because I I wasn't

944
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:17,239
Speaker 3: a part of that side of the internet too. It's

945
00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:18,959
Speaker 3: like the same thing with like Lindsay Lohan and stuff

946
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:20,800
Speaker 3: like when you said O two L. Just now I

947
00:45:20,920 --> 00:45:22,840
Speaker 3: had to remind myself that it wasn't you two that

948
00:45:22,960 --> 00:45:25,680
Speaker 3: O to L was like that side of the YouTube.

949
00:45:25,960 --> 00:45:27,960
Speaker 3: I had no connection to it. I like didn't keep

950
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:29,880
Speaker 3: up with any of them or any of that. That

951
00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:33,520
Speaker 3: was like very white business online and I stayed out

952
00:45:33,560 --> 00:45:37,560
Speaker 3: of it. But yeah, you are gorgeous, Like what.

953
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:42,560
Speaker 2: What do you think.

954
00:45:44,040 --> 00:45:44,239
Speaker 6: You know?

955
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:45,480
Speaker 2: What are you doing?

956
00:45:45,560 --> 00:45:46,000
Speaker 1: I'm going to.

957
00:45:48,560 --> 00:45:52,279
Speaker 2: Actually are you? No, I'm not. I'm not invited either,

958
00:45:53,960 --> 00:45:54,279
Speaker 2: get there.

959
00:45:55,680 --> 00:45:58,120
Speaker 4: I don't know where it is, like I'm just going.

960
00:45:58,280 --> 00:46:02,320
Speaker 2: I'm just breaking down, breaking down boundaries, barriers. I'm just

961
00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:05,000
Speaker 2: walking into the building and saying I want to be cursory.

962
00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:07,600
Speaker 2: I know that's not but I love that.

963
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:10,720
Speaker 1: I mean, I love love.

964
00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:15,440
Speaker 2: Is so it's classic. Yeah, classic, you can never get old.

965
00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:18,839
Speaker 2: But I hate cunt. I think curnt sleigh. Yeah, sorry

966
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:21,560
Speaker 2: you texting me ya, But like I'm like, it's probably

967
00:46:21,600 --> 00:46:25,240
Speaker 2: there's probably the layers, so many layers. It's no irony.

968
00:46:25,440 --> 00:46:30,600
Speaker 2: I believe it. I understand irony everything, but like, yes, yes,

969
00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:32,359
Speaker 2: layers there.

970
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:35,000
Speaker 1: But thank you for calling me out because I will literally.

971
00:46:34,760 --> 00:46:36,160
Speaker 2: Never use I think you did not use it with

972
00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:37,759
Speaker 2: me because it's just like it's like, what.

973
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:40,879
Speaker 1: I you didn't text me back for four days? I said, yeah,

974
00:46:41,080 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 1: I did it.

975
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:44,800
Speaker 2: I was processing. I was not happy. But what I

976
00:46:44,960 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 2: don't like, also, did you ever do though like one

977
00:46:47,920 --> 00:46:51,959
Speaker 2: with the exclamation people do like with ones and they.

978
00:46:52,040 --> 00:46:55,879
Speaker 1: Accidentally TYPEO the they let up on the shift key

979
00:46:56,000 --> 00:46:56,319
Speaker 1: or whatever.

980
00:46:57,640 --> 00:47:00,839
Speaker 2: I know that really mede me. Also, I do say true,

981
00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:02,960
Speaker 2: t are you that you say? What?

982
00:47:03,280 --> 00:47:03,760
Speaker 1: Yummers?

983
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:04,400
Speaker 2: I love that?

984
00:47:05,200 --> 00:47:05,799
Speaker 1: Yummers.

985
00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:07,800
Speaker 2: It's so cute, yummers. I'm taking that.

986
00:47:08,040 --> 00:47:09,280
Speaker 1: Let's go get some food. Yummers.

987
00:47:10,640 --> 00:47:12,040
Speaker 2: So my maintenance guy tried to kill me.

988
00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:13,719
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

989
00:47:14,160 --> 00:47:16,280
Speaker 4: I would love to know what you're listening to or liking.

990
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:21,080
Speaker 2: I I've been on like a big Tony Braxton kicks.

991
00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:24,480
Speaker 2: Oh wow, yes, like I was playing Tony this whole

992
00:47:24,520 --> 00:47:26,919
Speaker 2: way over like I live for like the era where

993
00:47:27,080 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 2: I like there's like twenty fourteen, twenty fifteen where it's

994
00:47:29,600 --> 00:47:32,480
Speaker 2: like the production is so bad and like the snares

995
00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 2: suck and like everything is just like kind of bad.

996
00:47:35,560 --> 00:47:37,640
Speaker 2: But she's her vocals are still like.

997
00:47:37,960 --> 00:47:38,880
Speaker 4: Just she's still Tony.

998
00:47:38,960 --> 00:47:42,319
Speaker 2: She is Tony, And so there's something that feels very

999
00:47:43,120 --> 00:47:46,239
Speaker 2: aspirational and like inspiring to me about listening to that,

1000
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:49,719
Speaker 2: because I'm like, okay, like you can. I don't know,

1001
00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:51,800
Speaker 2: it just feels like a nice juxtaposition that I'm like,

1002
00:47:51,920 --> 00:47:55,840
Speaker 2: oh love yeah, I love yeah. I love like an

1003
00:47:55,960 --> 00:47:58,239
Speaker 2: amazing vocalist over like a horrible beat.

1004
00:47:58,560 --> 00:48:01,319
Speaker 3: I feel like also maybe because I I assume based

1005
00:48:01,360 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 3: on like especially the music you make, you have like

1006
00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:08,080
Speaker 3: a deep love for like eighties, like end of eighties

1007
00:48:08,160 --> 00:48:11,520
Speaker 3: specifically like R and B and like that like weird,

1008
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 3: like really or maybe it was like early eighties whenever

1009
00:48:14,239 --> 00:48:18,080
Speaker 3: they were like electronics, since let's go fucking crazy, so

1010
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:20,440
Speaker 3: you'll be listening to the greatest Janet song of all

1011
00:48:20,520 --> 00:48:24,000
Speaker 3: time and then they're like, let's go like the worst

1012
00:48:24,040 --> 00:48:25,400
Speaker 3: production ever and.

1013
00:48:27,680 --> 00:48:34,120
Speaker 2: Like yo, like God is like similar thank you music.

1014
00:48:33,960 --> 00:48:37,000
Speaker 3: Career Tony is a similar thing of like just these

1015
00:48:37,120 --> 00:48:40,160
Speaker 3: great vocalists who they already have disccogs with some of

1016
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:41,080
Speaker 3: the greatest songs ever.

1017
00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:45,640
Speaker 2: That's yeah, yeah, so yeah, I could see that.

1018
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:47,200
Speaker 4: I want to listen. I haven't listened to like any

1019
00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 4: of that era.

1020
00:48:48,480 --> 00:48:50,920
Speaker 2: Should it's there's actually some really good ones. Like one

1021
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:53,160
Speaker 2: of my favorite songs is from is from that era.

1022
00:48:53,320 --> 00:48:55,839
Speaker 2: One of my favorite Tony songs is is in that era.

1023
00:48:55,920 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 2: It's like actually so good. So that's what I'm living for.

1024
00:49:02,640 --> 00:49:06,360
Speaker 1: Any movies you've seen recently that are like do you

1025
00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:07,520
Speaker 1: get down with movie and TV?

1026
00:49:08,040 --> 00:49:10,960
Speaker 2: I keep remembering like, oh my god, movies are everything

1027
00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:17,680
Speaker 2: like Letterbox is so fine. I mean like, do I

1028
00:49:17,840 --> 00:49:20,600
Speaker 2: give like a real answer, do I give a pretentious think.

1029
00:49:20,440 --> 00:49:23,239
Speaker 3: Of literally if like you think of the dumbest movie ever?

1030
00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:26,200
Speaker 3: Because I'm like, my media is really dumb. Like I've

1031
00:49:26,239 --> 00:49:31,120
Speaker 3: been rewatching the nineties episodes of Pink Panther and I've

1032
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:33,080
Speaker 3: just been listening to that, but I'm not even watching.

1033
00:49:33,120 --> 00:49:35,400
Speaker 4: I'm doing stuff while listening to it, and I'm like,

1034
00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:37,959
Speaker 4: Jim Carrey wouldn't exist if this didn't exist.

1035
00:49:38,120 --> 00:49:38,719
Speaker 2: That's what like.

1036
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:44,000
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm literally I'm not goidding. I'm like, oh my god,

1037
00:49:44,040 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 4: the inflections on mic or whatever his name is voice.

1038
00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:50,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, That's another thing that happened in my like outterall

1039
00:49:50,160 --> 00:49:53,600
Speaker 2: psychosis was I really was obsessed with the movie Big Eyes.

1040
00:49:54,640 --> 00:49:55,360
Speaker 1: You've seen that?

1041
00:49:56,160 --> 00:49:56,320
Speaker 6: Is it?

1042
00:49:56,400 --> 00:49:56,960
Speaker 1: Big Fish?

1043
00:49:58,080 --> 00:49:58,680
Speaker 2: Big Fish?

1044
00:49:58,800 --> 00:49:59,360
Speaker 1: Sim Burton?

1045
00:50:00,120 --> 00:50:01,680
Speaker 2: I think Timber and I think it might be a

1046
00:50:01,719 --> 00:50:04,440
Speaker 2: Timber and way I have to see this. It's the

1047
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:08,920
Speaker 2: the amazing female painter I have seen. This made all

1048
00:50:09,000 --> 00:50:10,960
Speaker 2: these like it's like a real based on a real

1049
00:50:11,040 --> 00:50:15,480
Speaker 2: story and like her husband like fully like took took

1050
00:50:15,560 --> 00:50:17,600
Speaker 2: the paintings and ran with it and like really fucked

1051
00:50:17,600 --> 00:50:20,239
Speaker 2: her over and was like super abusive and it's it's

1052
00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:22,520
Speaker 2: a crazy I mean, it's like dramaticized.

1053
00:50:23,920 --> 00:50:25,600
Speaker 4: I need to watch this. This is one of Rain's

1054
00:50:25,600 --> 00:50:27,200
Speaker 4: favorite artists, the Margaret Ken.

1055
00:50:27,560 --> 00:50:30,960
Speaker 2: I love the r I walked past like one of

1056
00:50:31,000 --> 00:50:35,239
Speaker 2: the showings of that and they're so beautiful there there

1057
00:50:35,360 --> 00:50:37,040
Speaker 2: is there's a story in the eyes.

1058
00:50:37,080 --> 00:50:39,960
Speaker 4: It's also no moments like that, I mean, assuming it's

1059
00:50:40,160 --> 00:50:40,720
Speaker 4: one of your.

1060
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,640
Speaker 1: Like you know these paintings.

1061
00:50:44,640 --> 00:50:48,239
Speaker 4: Thank you so much coming on, well, no, thank you

1062
00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:49,399
Speaker 4: for having us.

1063
00:50:51,040 --> 00:50:51,239
Speaker 2: Show.

1064
00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:54,000
Speaker 1: I'm literally, un ironically like a fan.

1065
00:50:54,200 --> 00:50:57,319
Speaker 2: Of n Ironically, I'm a fan, so it means a lot,

1066
00:50:57,719 --> 00:50:59,600
Speaker 2: means so much that you guys came to the show.

1067
00:50:59,719 --> 00:51:03,279
Speaker 2: Like it's like you guys are geniuses. I love your mind.

1068
00:51:03,280 --> 00:51:06,640
Speaker 2: It's like anytime you have crossed my pages, I'm so

1069
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:09,800
Speaker 2: Also your music tastes like I'm like parasocial, So like,

1070
00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:12,800
Speaker 2: oh thank you, yeah again.

1071
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:15,640
Speaker 3: We can go back and forth like forever, tip or tab,

1072
00:51:15,680 --> 00:51:18,400
Speaker 3: but that's how we felt about you. Like everything you

1073
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:20,840
Speaker 3: make like you're a great vocalist, You're a really like

1074
00:51:21,000 --> 00:51:21,560
Speaker 3: great writer.

1075
00:51:22,320 --> 00:51:22,839
Speaker 4: I'm not kidding.

1076
00:51:23,239 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 3: Go into your show twice I was like, damn, all

1077
00:51:25,360 --> 00:51:28,719
Speaker 3: I could think is one this person is just going

1078
00:51:28,760 --> 00:51:31,040
Speaker 3: to be like a huge star, like there's no denying that,

1079
00:51:31,160 --> 00:51:31,480
Speaker 3: and then to.

1080
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,640
Speaker 2: Lose my humanity if I do know, but like in

1081
00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:38,279
Speaker 2: I do, oh really yeah, I think in like think

1082
00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:41,600
Speaker 2: like can we like go to like the moth Deep Dives?

1083
00:51:41,960 --> 00:51:45,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, the mall Dive.

1084
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:54,160
Speaker 2: No, I think you will co vacation. You think I will?

1085
00:51:54,320 --> 00:51:54,600
Speaker 2: Tell me?

1086
00:51:56,000 --> 00:51:59,319
Speaker 4: I think you will? In the in the Addison sense

1087
00:51:59,360 --> 00:51:59,759
Speaker 4: of it all.

1088
00:51:59,680 --> 00:52:01,440
Speaker 2: Does I'm can I do the apology?

1089
00:52:01,640 --> 00:52:08,680
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I'm yeah, please please please.

1090
00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:13,560
Speaker 2: Addison Ray, can I talk to camera? Yeah, Addison, dear,

1091
00:52:13,640 --> 00:52:14,800
Speaker 2: otis dearest Addison.

1092
00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:16,759
Speaker 1: I was in peak.

1093
00:52:16,840 --> 00:52:18,719
Speaker 2: Okay, this is let me just like try to make

1094
00:52:18,760 --> 00:52:21,760
Speaker 2: this a short story. I was in peak like finally

1095
00:52:21,880 --> 00:52:24,800
Speaker 2: being myself like seven months eight months ago. I was like,

1096
00:52:25,400 --> 00:52:27,239
Speaker 2: let me let my hair down, like let me like

1097
00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:29,560
Speaker 2: go to a doctor and be like, what are these feelings?

1098
00:52:29,760 --> 00:52:32,040
Speaker 2: You know, like for the first like so like literally

1099
00:52:32,200 --> 00:52:36,120
Speaker 2: just like when you're repressed, for when you're repressed for

1100
00:52:36,200 --> 00:52:39,000
Speaker 2: like twenty three years of your life and then like

1101
00:52:39,480 --> 00:52:41,960
Speaker 2: finally or twenty or something years of your finally you

1102
00:52:42,120 --> 00:52:44,920
Speaker 2: just like let it out, let it shine. I was

1103
00:52:45,080 --> 00:52:49,000
Speaker 2: in Honeymoon's State with myself, and I was just shooting

1104
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:52,320
Speaker 2: the shit, like I was just non stop posting creative

1105
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:55,200
Speaker 2: mode Instagram stories, like saying the craziest things because I

1106
00:52:55,320 --> 00:52:57,959
Speaker 2: just was like having so much fun. And I knew

1107
00:52:58,320 --> 00:53:00,880
Speaker 2: I looked crazy and everybody was like, oh, she's manic,

1108
00:53:01,200 --> 00:53:03,560
Speaker 2: like get her help, but I wasn't. Like I was

1109
00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:05,600
Speaker 2: just like this is so fun and like finally, just

1110
00:53:05,680 --> 00:53:09,879
Speaker 2: I'm letting myself speak, letting myself cook, right, yeah, okay,

1111
00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:14,239
Speaker 2: And that's my SOB story and that's the context to

1112
00:53:14,440 --> 00:53:19,279
Speaker 2: why I thought it was funny too, just kind of like.

1113
00:53:22,120 --> 00:53:27,759
Speaker 4: Just like send like journal entries, like like paragraphs of.

1114
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:31,400
Speaker 6: Like of like Addison, like as I eat my salmon

1115
00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:35,239
Speaker 6: bowl from Goop and I picture and I picture a

1116
00:53:35,400 --> 00:53:37,839
Speaker 6: moment of warm and braid. Like I was just really

1117
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:41,400
Speaker 6: like I thought yourself, I was feeling myself and like,

1118
00:53:41,600 --> 00:53:45,560
Speaker 6: I just I heard that that energy in her music.

1119
00:53:45,680 --> 00:53:49,080
Speaker 2: I heard that freedom of expression and I.

1120
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:51,600
Speaker 4: Fully agree, I literally have.

1121
00:53:52,200 --> 00:53:54,000
Speaker 3: And I got so much shit for this because the

1122
00:53:54,080 --> 00:53:56,960
Speaker 3: Lord album and the Addison album like kind of had

1123
00:53:57,000 --> 00:53:58,879
Speaker 3: a moment where they were like overlapping.

1124
00:53:59,040 --> 00:54:01,360
Speaker 4: And I have the craziest.

1125
00:54:02,760 --> 00:54:05,920
Speaker 3: Like blog posts on because I use my YouTube channel

1126
00:54:05,960 --> 00:54:08,720
Speaker 3: like a blog now. And I went on a crazy

1127
00:54:08,840 --> 00:54:11,640
Speaker 3: tangent about how I was like both of these albums

1128
00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:15,200
Speaker 3: really satiate the like what it means to be a woman.

1129
00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,560
Speaker 4: And there's there's two sides to it, like.

1130
00:54:17,840 --> 00:54:21,920
Speaker 2: Literally really real. It's such a vessel.

1131
00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:24,760
Speaker 4: It's from the other.

1132
00:54:24,800 --> 00:54:27,920
Speaker 2: Side of the simulation, like she is your happiness. She

1133
00:54:28,320 --> 00:54:32,520
Speaker 2: is a demi god sent from another realm to usher

1134
00:54:32,640 --> 00:54:34,640
Speaker 2: in the age of Aquarius. And I'll said it once

1135
00:54:34,719 --> 00:54:40,440
Speaker 2: and I she is the feminine like realm. And it's

1136
00:54:40,680 --> 00:54:43,719
Speaker 2: it's like, actually so rare that that project of three

1137
00:54:44,400 --> 00:54:48,360
Speaker 2: fucking amazing women making yeah music, Like that's that's like

1138
00:54:48,560 --> 00:54:50,040
Speaker 2: pioneer ship kind.

1139
00:54:49,920 --> 00:54:55,040
Speaker 4: Of like I mean, Pink Panthers just was the first woman.

1140
00:54:57,239 --> 00:54:57,880
Speaker 4: That's crazy.

1141
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:01,280
Speaker 2: Why does it sound fresh? Yeah? Does it sound visionary?

1142
00:55:01,400 --> 00:55:06,000
Speaker 2: And why why? Because it's fuck Oh, it's just so

1143
00:55:06,160 --> 00:55:08,600
Speaker 2: basically I just like was I'm sorry, Addison, Like if

1144
00:55:08,640 --> 00:55:10,680
Speaker 2: I made you uncomfortable, you don't have to put this in.

1145
00:55:10,800 --> 00:55:13,160
Speaker 2: But Addison, if I made you uncomfortable by sending you

1146
00:55:13,320 --> 00:55:16,320
Speaker 2: a lot of paragraphs one time, it would just be

1147
00:55:16,400 --> 00:55:18,320
Speaker 2: this thing where I thought we had like this ongoing

1148
00:55:18,400 --> 00:55:21,680
Speaker 2: bit where she wasn't really responding. It started with it

1149
00:55:21,760 --> 00:55:24,520
Speaker 2: started with I was like, did you ever respond? She did,

1150
00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:27,080
Speaker 2: so it started with I posted this journal entry on

1151
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:30,080
Speaker 2: my creator is it create mode or created create mode?

1152
00:55:30,320 --> 00:55:32,239
Speaker 2: I was like really in the like oh these are

1153
00:55:32,280 --> 00:55:34,200
Speaker 2: my this is my journal, and like how profound I

1154
00:55:34,280 --> 00:55:37,239
Speaker 2: am to like let people in and like really just unfiltered,

1155
00:55:37,320 --> 00:55:37,480
Speaker 2: you know.

1156
00:55:37,680 --> 00:55:38,160
Speaker 1: I love it.

1157
00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:44,000
Speaker 2: I love it's so fire. And also there's something there's

1158
00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:46,560
Speaker 2: a switch when you see the colors and you start

1159
00:55:46,640 --> 00:55:48,920
Speaker 2: taking It's like you can say that you're like just

1160
00:55:49,120 --> 00:55:52,000
Speaker 2: ate a salad and it looks like the funniest profound.

1161
00:55:52,280 --> 00:55:56,319
Speaker 2: It's so beautiful. It's so beautiful modern art. Like it's

1162
00:55:56,360 --> 00:55:58,800
Speaker 2: like there needs to be what I there needs to

1163
00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:00,719
Speaker 2: be like an art showing of like create mode whatever

1164
00:56:01,800 --> 00:56:04,960
Speaker 2: Addison I like post. I just was like pass me

1165
00:56:05,080 --> 00:56:09,160
Speaker 2: the torch, like I know Charlie, like like what Charlie

1166
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:11,759
Speaker 2: did for you, Like I'm the next Like it was

1167
00:56:11,800 --> 00:56:14,160
Speaker 2: like a whole thing. I was like made a whole pitch.

1168
00:56:14,200 --> 00:56:16,120
Speaker 2: I had like a good argument. I used like my

1169
00:56:16,280 --> 00:56:18,680
Speaker 2: like s a T Like I remember like what the

1170
00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:20,200
Speaker 2: argument how to like frame.

1171
00:56:20,040 --> 00:56:20,960
Speaker 1: An artist structure?

1172
00:56:20,960 --> 00:56:22,520
Speaker 2: You know? And she responds, she was like you are

1173
00:56:22,719 --> 00:56:25,960
Speaker 2: so sweet. I like, thank you for this. You're you're

1174
00:56:26,080 --> 00:56:27,800
Speaker 2: gonna be a mate, like you're such a star, like

1175
00:56:27,840 --> 00:56:29,600
Speaker 2: she was so nice. Yeah, and then she was like

1176
00:56:29,960 --> 00:56:32,080
Speaker 2: it's not gonna happen, like you're not opening for me,

1177
00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:35,680
Speaker 2: like I did not, like, like we're not having an opener, babe,

1178
00:56:35,800 --> 00:56:37,880
Speaker 2: like love you. And then I would just be like okay,

1179
00:56:37,920 --> 00:56:40,800
Speaker 2: but like, hey, listen to this loop pedal like version

1180
00:56:40,840 --> 00:56:42,520
Speaker 2: I made of my song, like I actually think this

1181
00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:44,480
Speaker 2: would be really Like I was like ready to be

1182
00:56:44,680 --> 00:56:47,040
Speaker 2: on her stage on the last tour and like crystal

1183
00:56:47,120 --> 00:56:50,600
Speaker 2: bowls like put on like a sound bath I like.

1184
00:56:50,920 --> 00:56:52,880
Speaker 2: And then she did a sound bath and I was like, okay,

1185
00:56:53,160 --> 00:56:55,320
Speaker 2: it's also she's a libra. I think there's a collective

1186
00:56:55,320 --> 00:57:00,160
Speaker 2: consciousness there. Okay. Oh no, I'm not helping. I'm not

1187
00:57:00,200 --> 00:57:00,719
Speaker 2: having the case.

1188
00:57:00,760 --> 00:57:02,640
Speaker 4: I mean your talk. I literally I.

1189
00:57:04,360 --> 00:57:06,640
Speaker 2: Also fully saw her on all time and she hit herself.

1190
00:57:06,960 --> 00:57:10,600
Speaker 4: She was like she hit because I think you should

1191
00:57:10,640 --> 00:57:12,439
Speaker 4: she hit herself. I was like, damn, she was having

1192
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:12,920
Speaker 4: a bad day.

1193
00:57:13,040 --> 00:57:14,879
Speaker 2: No, I think she was hiding from me. I think

1194
00:57:15,040 --> 00:57:17,240
Speaker 2: I took it way too far. And I thought like, oh,

1195
00:57:17,360 --> 00:57:19,920
Speaker 2: like she gets it, like I'm not actually this crazy.

1196
00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:22,520
Speaker 2: I'm just like, I'm like, it's like a funny online

1197
00:57:24,240 --> 00:57:29,200
Speaker 2: flows day. I mean, I are you guys scared saw her?

1198
00:57:29,720 --> 00:57:30,600
Speaker 2: Are you scared me?

1199
00:57:30,760 --> 00:57:30,880
Speaker 3: Now?

1200
00:57:31,160 --> 00:57:31,800
Speaker 1: Absolutely?

1201
00:57:32,880 --> 00:57:33,880
Speaker 4: I literally just.

1202
00:57:33,880 --> 00:57:36,680
Speaker 1: Wait till you hear about our troll moments that we've

1203
00:57:36,720 --> 00:57:40,160
Speaker 1: talked about extensively on here. One time like not calling

1204
00:57:40,240 --> 00:57:41,800
Speaker 1: yours a troll moment, but one time.

1205
00:57:42,040 --> 00:57:45,080
Speaker 2: Element of trolling, Like it's like it's fun, and it's

1206
00:57:45,160 --> 00:57:47,640
Speaker 2: like it's also like I don't know, I just think

1207
00:57:47,720 --> 00:57:48,280
Speaker 2: she gets it.

1208
00:57:48,520 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, she gets it.

1209
00:57:49,240 --> 00:57:49,880
Speaker 2: I think she does.

1210
00:57:49,960 --> 00:57:52,680
Speaker 1: She gets it. But we like made a fake fan

1211
00:57:52,760 --> 00:57:57,280
Speaker 1: account for my twin sister on Twitter and then took

1212
00:57:57,320 --> 00:58:00,800
Speaker 1: it way too far, like we were invading stock. Yeah,

1213
00:58:01,120 --> 00:58:03,560
Speaker 1: so been taking it to me.

1214
00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:04,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, we've taken jokes.

1215
00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:08,320
Speaker 1: We're crazy. You see you see the.

1216
00:58:10,800 --> 00:58:11,400
Speaker 4: I see thee.

1217
00:58:11,560 --> 00:58:14,400
Speaker 3: I mean, I am blocked by Drake's dad because I

1218
00:58:14,560 --> 00:58:17,160
Speaker 3: used to spam tweet him in the middle of the

1219
00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:20,320
Speaker 3: night and I wasn't saying anything nice. I was being

1220
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:22,560
Speaker 3: really mean, Like I would be like, go to sleepy

1221
00:58:22,680 --> 00:58:24,440
Speaker 3: old fucking far I.

1222
00:58:24,520 --> 00:58:27,160
Speaker 4: Got but I'd be like, oh my god, you whack

1223
00:58:27,240 --> 00:58:29,800
Speaker 4: ass motherfuckers. I'm trying to ride on your son's fame

1224
00:58:29,960 --> 00:58:31,560
Speaker 4: go too bad and what and.

1225
00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:34,280
Speaker 1: Honestly and let's talk about it. I got blocked by

1226
00:58:34,360 --> 00:58:38,160
Speaker 1: Rainy Rodriguez because I reposted this photo of me and

1227
00:58:38,280 --> 00:58:41,360
Speaker 1: her where it says I'm he's, I'm she's like it

1228
00:58:41,520 --> 00:58:44,000
Speaker 1: would tagger in it like a hundred times until she

1229
00:58:44,240 --> 00:58:50,760
Speaker 1: blocked me. I'm hers, I'm she's literally amazing.

1230
00:58:51,080 --> 00:58:55,280
Speaker 3: Okay, Well, I think Addison knows you're joking. I think

1231
00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:57,480
Speaker 3: it's funny, and I think it's also I know, no, I.

1232
00:58:57,560 --> 00:59:00,280
Speaker 4: Love a pitch, you know.

1233
00:59:00,800 --> 00:59:04,080
Speaker 2: Also, like like what I was saying about the money thing,

1234
00:59:04,120 --> 00:59:05,959
Speaker 2: and like being at a label like this has felt

1235
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:07,640
Speaker 2: like life or death in the last six months. Like

1236
00:59:07,720 --> 00:59:08,400
Speaker 2: that's also what.

1237
00:59:09,560 --> 00:59:12,000
Speaker 1: I mean, You're hungry. It's I feel.

1238
00:59:11,920 --> 00:59:15,000
Speaker 2: Hungry, and I feel hungry, and also like I'm gonna

1239
00:59:15,040 --> 00:59:17,000
Speaker 2: live loud and proud and every day like I'm gonna

1240
00:59:17,000 --> 00:59:23,320
Speaker 2: pitch myself. I mean you okay once again, I know

1241
00:59:23,400 --> 00:59:25,720
Speaker 2: there's gonna be another tour Addison, And I think like

1242
00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:30,880
Speaker 2: having somebody who you know self produced, you know, sell,

1243
00:59:31,040 --> 00:59:33,800
Speaker 2: you know, just like I feel like I'm also you

1244
00:59:33,880 --> 00:59:34,400
Speaker 2: know in this.

1245
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:37,720
Speaker 4: Wait, did you produce your most of it?

1246
00:59:37,880 --> 00:59:43,320
Speaker 2: Not on my best ones?

1247
00:59:43,360 --> 00:59:45,680
Speaker 1: Are just me good good.

1248
00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:49,720
Speaker 2: I'm not I don't have an ego. I just have

1249
00:59:50,560 --> 00:59:57,400
Speaker 2: a need to succeed. And you know, also I really

1250
00:59:57,520 --> 00:59:59,960
Speaker 2: do I if I do make it, I'm putting it here.

1251
01:00:00,080 --> 01:00:02,320
Speaker 2: Or now, if I do make it, I'm not gonna

1252
01:00:02,320 --> 01:00:05,160
Speaker 2: take the money, like I swear the money. We're going

1253
01:00:05,200 --> 01:00:07,920
Speaker 2: to funnel it back into the community. The queer community

1254
01:00:08,080 --> 01:00:11,960
Speaker 2: is going to rise up. Guy, Like when I was

1255
01:00:12,040 --> 01:00:16,200
Speaker 2: chaveled right now, I'd be like out, I actually think

1256
01:00:16,320 --> 01:00:19,160
Speaker 2: it needs to because they're funneling my business. And then

1257
01:00:19,240 --> 01:00:23,600
Speaker 2: like we should maybe that's like a Peermid scheme, and.

1258
01:00:23,680 --> 01:00:26,520
Speaker 1: What about it, the gays getting a pyramid scheme. Let's

1259
01:00:26,520 --> 01:00:26,960
Speaker 1: talk about it.

1260
01:00:28,040 --> 01:00:30,440
Speaker 3: Everyone deserves to be involved in a Peermid scheme at

1261
01:00:30,560 --> 01:00:32,080
Speaker 3: least at one point.

1262
01:00:32,440 --> 01:00:34,160
Speaker 4: No, but I mean I do fully agree with you.

1263
01:00:34,240 --> 01:00:36,520
Speaker 3: I think that's why like me and Drew are people

1264
01:00:36,520 --> 01:00:40,920
Speaker 3: who've always like worked with our friends, because like that

1265
01:00:41,120 --> 01:00:43,120
Speaker 3: really is the core of it. Is like building out

1266
01:00:43,160 --> 01:00:45,640
Speaker 3: a community of people who and if you're lucky, you

1267
01:00:45,720 --> 01:00:49,960
Speaker 3: get to collect artists who aren't all white. Your whole

1268
01:00:50,040 --> 01:00:52,840
Speaker 3: creative cur shoudn't be white, because then I'd argue, what

1269
01:00:52,960 --> 01:00:56,520
Speaker 3: are you making? But whatever that's a different thing, but

1270
01:00:56,760 --> 01:00:59,240
Speaker 3: like it's nice to build out a community of people

1271
01:00:59,320 --> 01:01:01,520
Speaker 3: around you who you just like believe in and in

1272
01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:04,600
Speaker 3: that way you start to like slowly build that idea up,

1273
01:01:04,640 --> 01:01:06,240
Speaker 3: if that makes sense. That's kind of like how we're saying,

1274
01:01:06,320 --> 01:01:09,840
Speaker 3: like a lot of like stand culture like people or

1275
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:11,880
Speaker 3: who are working as like an rs and in these

1276
01:01:11,920 --> 01:01:14,120
Speaker 3: systems now and like I feel like even through that,

1277
01:01:14,360 --> 01:01:16,280
Speaker 3: I know of friends who work in the music industry

1278
01:01:16,280 --> 01:01:18,480
Speaker 3: who it's like they all came from that and they

1279
01:01:18,600 --> 01:01:21,040
Speaker 3: like were putting their friends are so slowly but shirley,

1280
01:01:21,640 --> 01:01:24,920
Speaker 3: slowly but shirly, the takeover is happening.

1281
01:01:25,360 --> 01:01:28,040
Speaker 1: I see it, Blue Baby.

1282
01:01:29,560 --> 01:01:34,360
Speaker 2: Rainbow. Well, they're scared of us exactly.

1283
01:01:34,480 --> 01:01:39,520
Speaker 1: I mean actually though, actually, but do you want to

1284
01:01:39,560 --> 01:01:42,720
Speaker 1: pitch or like put anything on that you're doing. I

1285
01:01:42,800 --> 01:01:44,520
Speaker 1: know you're gonna go on tour soon.

1286
01:01:44,840 --> 01:01:46,920
Speaker 2: I am going on tour if anyone wants to pull up.

1287
01:01:46,920 --> 01:01:49,160
Speaker 2: There's like four like a bunch of them sold out,

1288
01:01:49,200 --> 01:01:51,080
Speaker 2: but they're just like there's four of them where like

1289
01:01:51,600 --> 01:01:55,000
Speaker 2: nobody's coming been there, like been there, Philly. I'm about

1290
01:01:55,000 --> 01:01:58,440
Speaker 2: to eat a fat fucking Philly cheese steak head on stage,

1291
01:01:59,000 --> 01:02:02,640
Speaker 2: Like fuck you tickets sold. That's y'all. I go.

1292
01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:08,680
Speaker 4: It is actually that I'm just going to someone's concert.

1293
01:02:09,240 --> 01:02:13,520
Speaker 4: Please go. It's so good because like especially.

1294
01:02:13,360 --> 01:02:16,440
Speaker 3: And again I just say this not to compare, and

1295
01:02:16,520 --> 01:02:19,080
Speaker 3: I'm not saying names, but like, we really are living

1296
01:02:19,200 --> 01:02:21,560
Speaker 3: through an era. I understand your frustration because we are

1297
01:02:21,640 --> 01:02:24,040
Speaker 3: living through an era of like it used to be

1298
01:02:24,160 --> 01:02:26,480
Speaker 3: shameful to like chase a career as an artist, and

1299
01:02:26,600 --> 01:02:30,640
Speaker 3: now it is shameful to not do that and to

1300
01:02:30,760 --> 01:02:32,959
Speaker 3: not like be in the creative world. So now there's

1301
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:36,240
Speaker 3: an overload of people and they really are almost to

1302
01:02:36,360 --> 01:02:38,800
Speaker 3: tearing the standard of what it feels like to go

1303
01:02:38,960 --> 01:02:39,840
Speaker 3: to a good concert.

1304
01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:41,560
Speaker 4: And your concert is one of.

1305
01:02:41,560 --> 01:02:43,560
Speaker 3: Those things that I would say, like, if you go

1306
01:02:43,720 --> 01:02:46,360
Speaker 3: to Eli's concert, you will then it's actually gonna suck

1307
01:02:46,400 --> 01:02:47,920
Speaker 3: for you because then you're gonna have like a higher

1308
01:02:48,000 --> 01:02:50,520
Speaker 3: standard and then you're gonna go to another concert and

1309
01:02:50,600 --> 01:02:56,200
Speaker 3: be like, oh so they let anybody do this realize

1310
01:02:56,560 --> 01:02:59,280
Speaker 3: Oh my god. But yeah, thank you so much for

1311
01:02:59,560 --> 01:03:01,280
Speaker 3: being Thank you for having me.

1312
01:03:01,480 --> 01:03:04,320
Speaker 1: I love you, love you, loving you.

1313
01:03:04,880 --> 01:03:10,800
Speaker 4: Listen to Eli stage girl, yea.

1314
01:03:31,800 --> 01:03:33,120
Speaker 5: Like love me.

1315
01:03:34,640 --> 01:03:35,600
Speaker 1: Going down for Ben

1316
01:04:00,880 --> 01:04:01,080
Speaker 5: Hey