WEBVTT - EP 372: Ozempic Is Getting Y’all Pregnant 0:00:02.720 --> 0:00:05.960 Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible decision. 0:00:08.880 --> 0:00:12.840 Welcome you guys to another episode of Horrid BLEA. This 0:00:13.039 --> 0:00:17.040 is young Baby, I'm your girl. Maybe b aka dat bitch. 0:00:17.680 --> 0:00:18.200 I'm weazy. 0:00:18.280 --> 0:00:21.400 And if you're watching the YouTube, Angela Davis, oh jesus, 0:00:21.800 --> 0:00:24.079 she's not Angela Davis. Bro My nigga woke up and 0:00:24.120 --> 0:00:25.480 saw me this morn. He said, I really feel like 0:00:25.480 --> 0:00:27.320 I'm dating a black girl. Now he don't feel like 0:00:27.360 --> 0:00:28.200 he dated a black girl. 0:00:28.200 --> 0:00:33.240 The braids got the little boho you know, it's still straight. 0:00:33.320 --> 0:00:35.519 People be looking at me like I'm commnicate. They're not 0:00:35.600 --> 0:00:37.000 confused once they see these. 0:00:37.680 --> 0:00:40.200 And I also want to say, it took me such 0:00:40.240 --> 0:00:44.199 a long time to love my hair because when I 0:00:44.240 --> 0:00:47.640 was growing up, I'm so light skinned that everybody was like, 0:00:47.680 --> 0:00:49.560 why don't you have curly hair, like you know. 0:00:49.479 --> 0:00:51.519 Mixed girls have that in Florida, That's how they come 0:00:51.560 --> 0:00:51.800 at you. 0:00:52.000 --> 0:00:54.240 And it was always making me feel so bad about 0:00:54.280 --> 0:00:56.320 how my hair looks. But then as the years go on, 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:59.680 like I learned to love it. And yeah, honestly, the 0:00:59.680 --> 0:01:02.880 braids keeping it growing thicker. I haven't put shampoo in 0:01:02.960 --> 0:01:05.360 my hair in a year and a half. I only 0:01:05.400 --> 0:01:09.840 do what's called co washing, just conditioner. And the Dominicans 0:01:09.880 --> 0:01:11.120 take my grades out now and they be looking at 0:01:11.160 --> 0:01:12.400 me like what bitch. 0:01:12.240 --> 0:01:14.319 I would say, Like our like. 0:01:15.760 --> 0:01:19.680 Experience with our hair journeys are all so different, I know, 0:01:19.760 --> 0:01:22.440 like growing up me and me and my sister with 0:01:22.520 --> 0:01:25.600 the same daddy, we have similar curl patterns. But my 0:01:25.720 --> 0:01:28.959 youngest sister, she's Haitian and white and she has she 0:01:29.000 --> 0:01:32.720 has four sy kiky super tight curls. And when we 0:01:32.720 --> 0:01:35.440 were growing up, me and my sister wanted her hair, 0:01:35.800 --> 0:01:38.959 and she wanted our hair, so she constantly wanted her 0:01:39.000 --> 0:01:42.360 hair straightened or to be like ours, and we were like, bitch, 0:01:42.400 --> 0:01:43.960 we would killed for your hair. 0:01:44.200 --> 0:01:46.880 We wanted the thickness because the hair is the validation 0:01:47.080 --> 0:01:49.280 when you're mixed. To me, it's not well. And that's 0:01:49.280 --> 0:01:49.640 the thing. 0:01:50.200 --> 0:01:52.120 And I don't know if it's because me and the 0:01:52.200 --> 0:01:55.640 sister closest to me weren't raised around any of our 0:01:55.680 --> 0:01:59.720 white family. Oh bitch, we wanted to be dark. We 0:01:59.760 --> 0:02:02.320 want to fake curly hair because we only hung around 0:02:02.320 --> 0:02:05.520 our cousins and shit like, we hated being the light 0:02:05.640 --> 0:02:08.600 girls where niggas would question if my cousin was my cousin, 0:02:08.840 --> 0:02:10.160 if my daddy was my daddy. 0:02:10.400 --> 0:02:13.480 So me and my sister, we only we wanted to be. 0:02:13.880 --> 0:02:17.000 We couldn't wait until the summertime when we became a 0:02:17.080 --> 0:02:18.639 motherfucking looking Brazilian shit. 0:02:18.680 --> 0:02:20.959 And it's funny because I loved our dark skin. 0:02:21.040 --> 0:02:23.320 I feel like when I say this, there's also this 0:02:23.560 --> 0:02:25.920 side of society where it's white women being like, I 0:02:25.960 --> 0:02:27.720 wish I was your color, and I never want to 0:02:27.760 --> 0:02:29.440 be that black girl. No, I never you know what 0:02:29.440 --> 0:02:31.040 I'm saying, because they'd be doing that, like they'll say 0:02:31.080 --> 0:02:34.359 that to black women and it's super insulting. So sometimes 0:02:34.400 --> 0:02:37.760 I try to watch how someone else can be perceiving 0:02:37.800 --> 0:02:40.520 what I'm saying when I express that I want darker skin. 0:02:40.800 --> 0:02:42.840 I love myself so much more than I did when 0:02:42.840 --> 0:02:45.079 I was younger because that just was figuring out. 0:02:45.080 --> 0:02:48.320 But yeah, no, just taking out my hair. Like the 0:02:48.360 --> 0:02:50.360 other night. Maybe I was taking it out on the plane. Girl. 0:02:50.480 --> 0:02:51.799 Let me tell you saying not. 0:02:51.840 --> 0:02:55.440 To be a niggle, but if I'm going to pay 0:02:55.440 --> 0:02:58.400 for a first class with the door, I'm hanging my 0:02:58.440 --> 0:03:02.320 hair out. No, I'm taking hair, oh okay, like I'm 0:03:02.360 --> 0:03:02.880 checking it out. 0:03:03.000 --> 0:03:05.000 Maybe putting the meals in in between, you know. 0:03:05.280 --> 0:03:08.480 So I flew from la to London for our London show, 0:03:08.520 --> 0:03:11.079 which was eleven and a half hours. On the way 0:03:11.120 --> 0:03:12.840 back it was eight and I was like, oh, I 0:03:12.880 --> 0:03:14.040 could get the shit out. 0:03:14.160 --> 0:03:15.880 So you know, they come in with the meals and 0:03:15.880 --> 0:03:17.240 shit and I'm like, hey, half. 0:03:17.040 --> 0:03:19.160 The hair out, half of his braids. Every time I 0:03:19.200 --> 0:03:20.600 go to the bathroom. People are looking to be like, 0:03:20.560 --> 0:03:22.519 what's the fun? Why does bitch keep looking different? 0:03:22.800 --> 0:03:23.320 Don't care? 0:03:23.639 --> 0:03:25.799 And there's no knives on the plane, so I need 0:03:25.840 --> 0:03:29.400 a little plastic knife to fucking get you know, this 0:03:29.480 --> 0:03:30.320 is about the knife. 0:03:30.760 --> 0:03:31.399 It wasn't enough. 0:03:31.800 --> 0:03:33.680 Yeah, no, you need you need a little sharp no. 0:03:33.760 --> 0:03:35.320 But I had to really like get that shit. I 0:03:35.320 --> 0:03:37.080 think they thought I was trying to make a bomb. 0:03:37.440 --> 0:03:39.880 Now with taking your hair out, probably because the way 0:03:39.920 --> 0:03:42.520 I was like using shit. I will say I had 0:03:42.520 --> 0:03:43.240 a nail clipper. 0:03:43.280 --> 0:03:45.160 I was maybe not this you was making a bomb, 0:03:45.240 --> 0:03:47.120 but you could have hit some in your hair. Only 0:03:47.200 --> 0:03:52.119 because my very first international flight, I'm going I got 0:03:52.160 --> 0:03:54.240 fleued out by a nigga that was playing in Israel. 0:03:54.320 --> 0:03:58.120 So I'm going to Jerusalem to you know, I was 0:03:58.120 --> 0:03:59.840 a little nervous. I said, oh, maybe not be going 0:03:59.840 --> 0:04:03.640 to Jesus, but I fly tel Aviv. That's the airline 0:04:03.640 --> 0:04:08.560 I fly. Baby, I'm the only person who ain't wrapped up, 0:04:08.600 --> 0:04:12.200 if you know what I mean. So I'm in line. 0:04:12.360 --> 0:04:13.880 They pulled me to the side. This is for me 0:04:13.920 --> 0:04:16.640 to get my boarding pass. This isn't even TSA. I'm 0:04:16.640 --> 0:04:18.960 in the line to get our boarding pass. Tel Aviv 0:04:19.000 --> 0:04:22.400 comes and brings me to the side. The most embarrassing thing, 0:04:22.400 --> 0:04:24.160 and I might have talked about this on the podcast. 0:04:24.400 --> 0:04:26.360 I had a bun, but you know how we used 0:04:26.360 --> 0:04:29.640 to take that that that uh we hit the little 0:04:29.680 --> 0:04:32.120 weave ponytail and wrap that shit into a bun. 0:04:32.480 --> 0:04:32.760 Baby. 0:04:32.800 --> 0:04:35.760 They made me take out pin by pen my ponytail. 0:04:36.040 --> 0:04:38.000 So my little nub was like this because you know, 0:04:38.000 --> 0:04:39.440 I'm a little I have my little thing here. And 0:04:39.480 --> 0:04:41.960 then bitch made me take out my whole ponytail and 0:04:42.040 --> 0:04:43.200 carry it back. 0:04:43.240 --> 0:04:44.240 I put it back up. 0:04:44.480 --> 0:04:46.359 I had to still go get my fucking boarding past. 0:04:46.600 --> 0:04:48.720 And I was like, are you fucking kidding me? This 0:04:48.800 --> 0:04:51.719 was my very first international flight, and I was like, oh, 0:04:51.800 --> 0:04:52.200 I hate it. 0:04:52.240 --> 0:04:54.640 Your first time going overseas with Israel. 0:04:56.000 --> 0:04:59.520 For he was playing and uh, yeah, he was playing 0:04:59.640 --> 0:05:02.000 in j Rusalem. And then we did like a weekend 0:05:02.000 --> 0:05:02.800 trip to Tel Aviv. 0:05:04.000 --> 0:05:07.200 He was playing in Jerusalem. Jerusalem's only like he was 0:05:07.200 --> 0:05:09.799 playing in Jerusalem. Oh, that's crazy. They have a basketball 0:05:09.839 --> 0:05:11.120 Erusalem is in tel Aviv. 0:05:11.120 --> 0:05:15.440 By the way, well, bitch, it was part all knows. 0:05:15.480 --> 0:05:18.520 We went to the Tel Aviv park with the clubs, Like, 0:05:18.720 --> 0:05:22.039 there's Maccabi, that's the big basketball team over there. 0:05:22.320 --> 0:05:24.960 He played with a small team. Oh okay, yeah. 0:05:25.160 --> 0:05:26.919 By the way, while we were speaking about Israel, I 0:05:26.920 --> 0:05:28.119 mentioned this at the London Show. 0:05:28.720 --> 0:05:31.360 It's been a really weird time on the internet, in 0:05:31.400 --> 0:05:33.560 the news, and I. 0:05:33.600 --> 0:05:36.320 Feel like, and I just posted this today, I am 0:05:36.360 --> 0:05:38.000 so insulted at the amount of people that think just 0:05:38.000 --> 0:05:41.120 because I was really I'm not pro Palestine. But it 0:05:41.160 --> 0:05:43.919 also is making me think a lot about Hollywood and 0:05:43.920 --> 0:05:46.599 how many people I know and follow that just won't 0:05:46.600 --> 0:05:51.040 post anything. And one person that I know in Hollywood 0:05:51.040 --> 0:05:52.920 recently I kind of had a conversation with them. 0:05:53.440 --> 0:05:56.440 We were having dinner and we were talking about Palestine. 0:05:56.440 --> 0:05:57.760 He was like, Bro, this is the sickest shit I've 0:05:57.760 --> 0:06:01.039 ever seen in my life, Like in my of being alive. 0:06:01.120 --> 0:06:02.440 The things that we were turning a blind eyes to 0:06:02.480 --> 0:06:03.640 and I'm like, we why don't you talk about it? 0:06:04.560 --> 0:06:07.760 And he said, think about how many black people I employ. 0:06:08.520 --> 0:06:10.120 Are we all going to lose our jobs? Because I 0:06:10.160 --> 0:06:13.960 said something, I'm like, that's the way you think of this. 0:06:14.360 --> 0:06:17.080 I mean, well, then my question would be, this is 0:06:17.080 --> 0:06:19.479 the first time you're bringing it up here. What kept 0:06:19.520 --> 0:06:21.839 you from posting or talking about it publicly? 0:06:21.880 --> 0:06:25.160 For I do just not a horrible Okay, I've been 0:06:25.160 --> 0:06:27.799 posting about Palestine and shit like that, but now sometimes 0:06:27.839 --> 0:06:30.359 I'll just see stuff in horrible comments like or like 0:06:30.440 --> 0:06:30.680 on a. 0:06:31.360 --> 0:06:34.440 People really DM me more about it than anything. 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:36.680 So that's probably why, because maybe they're just watching the show, 0:06:37.120 --> 0:06:40.520 but I post about it. But now I really feel 0:06:40.560 --> 0:06:43.240 like we're in a weird era of silencing. And I 0:06:43.279 --> 0:06:45.160 remember on the TS Madison episode, I was like, oh, 0:06:45.160 --> 0:06:47.080 I kind of wish TikTok goes away because like, I'm 0:06:47.080 --> 0:06:48.080 tired of the Internet. 0:06:48.279 --> 0:06:50.240 But then I realized that's. 0:06:50.120 --> 0:06:53.000 The only why people say shit like this, like that 0:06:53.120 --> 0:06:56.240 dude that blew himself up or set himself on fire 0:06:56.279 --> 0:06:58.880 in front of the way like last words were free valistine, right, 0:06:59.200 --> 0:07:00.960 But no one's ever seen that on the news, and 0:07:01.320 --> 0:07:04.240 I don't know. As much as I hate how much 0:07:04.279 --> 0:07:07.720 social media has taken over, I have to like stop 0:07:07.839 --> 0:07:10.640 being vain about the things that I'm seeing and realize 0:07:10.640 --> 0:07:13.640 there really is a greater good. Like last night, I 0:07:13.640 --> 0:07:16.280 went to this place in New York called Medusa. It 0:07:16.320 --> 0:07:18.200 was my first time going. Oh, I ran into sad 0:07:18.240 --> 0:07:22.640 He's kidding, fucking shit was great. But me and my 0:07:22.720 --> 0:07:24.920 Nia get sitting down to the table of six people, 0:07:25.360 --> 0:07:28.120 some girls, some guys. When the food came out, everybody's like, 0:07:28.160 --> 0:07:32.040 don't eat and they all start videotaping. They all start flashing, 0:07:32.640 --> 0:07:34.640 and I'm looking at him and I'm like, bro, I 0:07:34.760 --> 0:07:38.720 hate this. I hate this era that we're in. How 0:07:38.760 --> 0:07:41.320 can you not eat? How can you not enjoy your friends? 0:07:41.360 --> 0:07:43.080 I even heard one girl said she hadn't seen then 0:07:43.080 --> 0:07:44.960 other one in three years. And all y'all have done 0:07:45.040 --> 0:07:46.360 was make content this whole time. 0:07:46.760 --> 0:07:49.880 I'm not super mad at it, because if y'all followed 0:07:49.920 --> 0:07:52.360 me on the ground, I'm bitch. I'm I'm taking pictures 0:07:52.400 --> 0:07:54.240 of my food now, like I want to try to 0:07:54.280 --> 0:07:57.480 create that content only because what it's done for me 0:07:57.800 --> 0:08:00.600 I appreciate. So when people constantly us up by the way, 0:08:00.600 --> 0:08:04.720 if y'all't stop sending me pickle recipes, bitch, I like picklebacks. 0:08:05.040 --> 0:08:05.480 That is it. 0:08:05.880 --> 0:08:09.280 Stop sending me fucking pickle dip. Somebody sent me fucking 0:08:09.320 --> 0:08:11.720 doctor Pepple with pickles in it the other day. I 0:08:11.760 --> 0:08:14.480 don't want everything with pickles. But to me, I have 0:08:14.560 --> 0:08:17.800 a six ingredient salad that I eat every week and 0:08:17.880 --> 0:08:20.440 I fucking love it. So to me, what I've gotten 0:08:20.480 --> 0:08:23.240 from social media, I don't mind giving it back. I 0:08:23.240 --> 0:08:25.920 think that that's why, like I love like you don't 0:08:25.920 --> 0:08:29.120 listen to podcasts, I listen to podcasts. I love people 0:08:29.120 --> 0:08:31.120 creating content, and I know so many people are making 0:08:31.160 --> 0:08:34.320 money off of it. I don't mind sharing it. It 0:08:34.400 --> 0:08:37.600 beats niggas hitting me when they come to New York 0:08:38.000 --> 0:08:40.600 and being like, can you tell me where I should 0:08:40.600 --> 0:08:42.880 go to eat or what sex clubs like? To me, 0:08:42.960 --> 0:08:45.920 if the information is out there, then it's out there, 0:08:45.920 --> 0:08:47.400 and I don't mind sharing it in that way. 0:08:48.679 --> 0:08:50.439 But I personally people. 0:08:50.240 --> 0:08:55.640 Just experiencing something in real life versus experiencing it because 0:08:55.679 --> 0:08:56.880 you're you want to film it. 0:08:56.920 --> 0:08:58.480 A lot of these people when I went my coll 0:08:58.720 --> 0:09:02.920 close friends, we take the least amount of content. To me, 0:09:03.040 --> 0:09:05.920 it's when you're in these spaces with people who may 0:09:05.920 --> 0:09:08.839 not be friends, people who you may not actually give 0:09:08.880 --> 0:09:12.079 a fuck about their livelihood, if they're doing well, if 0:09:12.120 --> 0:09:14.160 their job is paying well, if their family is good. 0:09:14.520 --> 0:09:16.000 Those are the people that you hang out with and 0:09:16.040 --> 0:09:16.960 you create. 0:09:17.640 --> 0:09:19.920 These these model I don't know people. 0:09:20.000 --> 0:09:24.000 I think it's I think that people are doing things 0:09:24.120 --> 0:09:28.839 to film it. I think people are experiencing restaurants, hotels, 0:09:29.960 --> 0:09:33.439 trips even like that are instagrammable more than they are 0:09:33.440 --> 0:09:36.439 worried about the memory they'll keep for themselves. Like, think 0:09:36.480 --> 0:09:38.839 about when we go to a concert, is anyone really 0:09:38.920 --> 0:09:39.480 watching it? 0:09:39.920 --> 0:09:42.840 Or are they looking at it through the screen? Nigga fireworks? 0:09:42.880 --> 0:09:44.880 There's always so many jokes about how trash they look 0:09:44.920 --> 0:09:47.840 on Instagram, but like, really, how many times can we 0:09:47.920 --> 0:09:49.199 like sit and enjoy the moment? 0:09:49.280 --> 0:09:51.680 And what does the holidays with fireworks? All I know 0:09:51.840 --> 0:09:57.559 is Memorial Day? Doesn't know, dude, does Memorial have fireworks too? 0:09:58.520 --> 0:09:58.640 Well? 0:09:58.720 --> 0:10:01.000 I know maybe New there is depending on the city. 0:10:01.160 --> 0:10:03.920 Oh I know is maybe New Year's one. I was 0:10:03.920 --> 0:10:08.120 gonna say maybe the last five years all the holidays 0:10:08.120 --> 0:10:08.920 with fireworks. 0:10:09.160 --> 0:10:10.040 Bitch, I'll be too lit. 0:10:10.080 --> 0:10:13.480 I'll be passed out before the goddamn fireworks or especially 0:10:13.480 --> 0:10:17.920 Fourth of July. Baby, weeping, eating fucking Glizzies and drinking 0:10:18.000 --> 0:10:20.640 since twelve o'clock, I can skip you. You thought I 0:10:20.679 --> 0:10:23.439 was wait and we in like dogs freaking out. I 0:10:23.600 --> 0:10:28.160 den on daylight saving time where it's dark. It don't 0:10:28.160 --> 0:10:30.440 get dark until nine o'clock. Baby, I'm sleep by the 0:10:30.440 --> 0:10:32.600 time the sun go down. I can't see no fireworks. 0:10:32.640 --> 0:10:35.600 I'm sleepy. I'm gonna be up. These little two. 0:10:35.440 --> 0:10:38.240 Hot days in New York got me, honey, I'm just 0:10:38.280 --> 0:10:41.120 walking down the street with this was only I am 0:10:41.240 --> 0:10:44.120 so happy to be believe you were walking like in 0:10:44.160 --> 0:10:44.680 the soutfit. 0:10:45.200 --> 0:10:48.200 I didn't walk with the boots. Oh then it wasn't 0:10:48.240 --> 0:10:50.200 the outfit. Oh no, were the breakers. I was just 0:10:50.240 --> 0:10:51.440 it was just a little one beat. 0:10:51.840 --> 0:10:52.000 Yeah. 0:10:52.040 --> 0:10:53.800 If you did this with the boots just too much. 0:10:53.920 --> 0:10:56.600 If you put the booths on, I was gonna be like, girl, it. 0:10:56.720 --> 0:10:59.760 Was price going. I walk outside me say, why are 0:10:59.800 --> 0:11:01.760 you love being a fucking horror? I was like, I 0:11:01.800 --> 0:11:05.280 don't know something, I'm going to work. No, but on 0:11:05.400 --> 0:11:05.960 some real shit. 0:11:06.760 --> 0:11:09.000 I know that like people that live in cloth places, 0:11:09.000 --> 0:11:12.240 people anywhere around the world warm weather. Call it clothed place. 0:11:12.320 --> 0:11:14.640 Cold places, oh cold. But I know people that live 0:11:14.679 --> 0:11:16.440 in warm weather. Of course we all feel like this, 0:11:16.520 --> 0:11:19.400 but specifically when you're in a cold place and you 0:11:19.440 --> 0:11:23.000 get that heat. Bruh, we just act different. I never 0:11:23.200 --> 0:11:26.200 enjoyed the summer in Florida like this. It feels like 0:11:26.280 --> 0:11:28.600 in the ways summer. No, I know, I'm saying, I 0:11:28.679 --> 0:11:30.240 never really like cared about these months. 0:11:30.360 --> 0:11:30.480 Yea. 0:11:30.559 --> 0:11:33.400 I never felt like gotta be out tonight. I mean 0:11:33.440 --> 0:11:36.400 the rooftop, the ways that I'm planning, just like all 0:11:36.440 --> 0:11:39.240 of it. And honestly, I'm such a euro bitch in 0:11:39.280 --> 0:11:42.560 the summer that I almost want to chill out and 0:11:42.600 --> 0:11:43.440 just be in New York. 0:11:43.600 --> 0:11:48.320 Oh, I'm taking the summer off id horror. I'm already 0:11:48.360 --> 0:11:50.760 setting up and letting it be known to the to 0:11:50.800 --> 0:11:54.840 the neglets on my line that I am open and 0:11:54.960 --> 0:11:56.199 available for travel. 0:11:56.720 --> 0:11:57.280 I do have. 0:11:57.320 --> 0:11:59.760 One that sounds like a real or you know what 0:11:59.800 --> 0:12:02.880 they tour day. Oh no, bitch, I'm letting them know 0:12:03.120 --> 0:12:06.560 I am gonna be off from about June fifteenth to 0:12:06.600 --> 0:12:07.280 about August. 0:12:07.360 --> 0:12:07.680 First. 0:12:08.280 --> 0:12:10.920 I have like, like I may be doing some recordings, 0:12:10.920 --> 0:12:13.880 but in terms of touring and constant travel. The only 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:17.920 travel I will be doing is on some dick. Okay, 0:12:18.200 --> 0:12:21.599 so I'm ready. I got, I got maybe doing Trinidad. 0:12:21.960 --> 0:12:24.080 I'm trying to do Can, but Can would be for work, 0:12:24.120 --> 0:12:25.800 not for dick. But I am still trying to have 0:12:25.840 --> 0:12:28.520 a nigg of paper can. So I'm trying to I'm 0:12:28.679 --> 0:12:32.120 I'm back to Japan. Japan is gonna be in August, 0:12:32.240 --> 0:12:34.120 August or September. Japan's gonna be. 0:12:34.040 --> 0:12:36.760 Fall well, end of Sunday. Don't go in October because 0:12:36.800 --> 0:12:38.000 it was monsoon season. 0:12:38.040 --> 0:12:40.319 When I went, oh wait, now all the yeah, I'm 0:12:40.320 --> 0:12:41.640 looking for August and September. 0:12:41.720 --> 0:12:43.480 I went for Halloween because I was like, this will 0:12:43.520 --> 0:12:47.160 be a fun time to go. I was in tears. 0:12:47.200 --> 0:12:47.640 One day. 0:12:47.760 --> 0:12:49.439 I was on my on a bike. I was biking 0:12:49.440 --> 0:12:53.480 around Kyoto. It rained so much that I couldn't see. 0:12:53.640 --> 0:12:55.720 I couldn't hold my phone for the directions because it 0:12:55.760 --> 0:12:58.880 was so wet. It was I was stranded. They love 0:12:58.960 --> 0:13:00.719 some little Japanese ladies me in her house because I 0:13:00.760 --> 0:13:01.880 think she thought I was homeless. 0:13:02.080 --> 0:13:05.520 It was terrible. I came back crying in shambles. Also, 0:13:05.760 --> 0:13:07.640 what sucks about Google maps. 0:13:07.520 --> 0:13:09.840 Or anything when you're in a place where there's not 0:13:10.080 --> 0:13:14.400 alphabet or English lettering. When you're hearing the sign in 0:13:14.440 --> 0:13:16.120 the street it tells you to turn on. How fuck 0:13:16.120 --> 0:13:17.240 am I supposed to know what it is? 0:13:17.360 --> 0:13:19.520 I don't know what that is. Oh bitch, it was hard. 0:13:19.679 --> 0:13:22.320 I'm not gonna lie. That's my stress. I realized I 0:13:22.440 --> 0:13:25.080 like going too countries that speak English. But that's just 0:13:25.120 --> 0:13:27.600 my ignorance, American fucking ignorance I do. 0:13:27.679 --> 0:13:29.079 I do like countries that don't. 0:13:29.160 --> 0:13:31.040 But like, I just need the letter not me, So 0:13:31.120 --> 0:13:32.679 if I could, if I need to sound it out. 0:13:33.080 --> 0:13:36.680 This summer, I am getting rid of my apartment in 0:13:36.760 --> 0:13:43.439 LA and gonna be nomadic and just visit my parents. Well, 0:13:43.440 --> 0:13:45.200 my mom has to move too, so I'm thinking about this. 0:13:45.320 --> 0:13:47.760 Y'all tell me what you think I should do. I 0:13:47.800 --> 0:13:50.760 hope she just doesn't get back to her right now, 0:13:50.760 --> 0:13:52.360 I have two crips. My mom and I lived across 0:13:52.360 --> 0:13:54.760 the streets from each other. I'm like, damn, bro, that 0:13:54.840 --> 0:13:57.320 is a lot of money. Like, that's you got to 0:13:57.360 --> 0:14:00.319 moving huh, you got to move her in. I'm thinking 0:14:00.360 --> 0:14:01.480 about getting a crib for. 0:14:01.440 --> 0:14:01.920 All of us. 0:14:02.080 --> 0:14:03.959 Oh yeah, that I've been said that that's what you 0:14:03.960 --> 0:14:07.360 should have done in la. However, sometimes I get in 0:14:07.360 --> 0:14:07.760 the car. 0:14:07.640 --> 0:14:10.760 With my mom and it's only been six minutes and 0:14:10.800 --> 0:14:15.000 I already think I'm gonna kill her. So if I 0:14:15.040 --> 0:14:18.679 was in the same house as her, maybe a killer 0:14:19.080 --> 0:14:21.280 And I just want us to get along. And then 0:14:21.360 --> 0:14:24.040 my mom likes to do this thing whenever I visited 0:14:24.080 --> 0:14:25.960 her in Orlando, because I have a place in Orlando. 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:28.720 But she'll just knock on the door after hearing me 0:14:28.760 --> 0:14:30.120 on the phone for a second. Let's just say I 0:14:30.160 --> 0:14:33.560 was yelling bel some come in. So were you talking 0:14:33.560 --> 0:14:34.680 about him or him? 0:14:35.200 --> 0:14:35.320 No? 0:14:35.320 --> 0:14:37.120 No, no, no, no, I'm not trying to stress you out. 0:14:37.160 --> 0:14:39.400 I'm just saying, who was it? I could talk about work. 0:14:39.440 --> 0:14:41.400 She'll come in and make a suggestion for me. Well, 0:14:41.400 --> 0:14:43.560 why aren't you guys gonna trure in the fall? Then 0:14:43.560 --> 0:14:46.160 if you're worried about travel dates and I'm like, yo, 0:14:46.400 --> 0:14:49.600 let me yet not shut off. Anyway, I'm considering it. 0:14:49.640 --> 0:14:51.680 I know that it's the adult thing to do. It's 0:14:51.680 --> 0:14:54.600 also making me think I should buy, but uh. 0:14:54.400 --> 0:14:55.120 I just don't know what to do. 0:14:55.120 --> 0:14:56.720 But Anya, I'm gona get rid of my crib put everything 0:14:56.720 --> 0:14:58.720 is storage, and I'm gonna travel and just focus on 0:14:58.720 --> 0:15:01.480 new York. The only thing I have that's a hard Yes, 0:15:02.000 --> 0:15:04.560 it's Paris Fashion Week. I love partying out there during 0:15:04.560 --> 0:15:09.480 fashion week. I want to take my Buddha Puglia, like Tuscany. 0:15:09.000 --> 0:15:10.960 Area in Italy. I really love Italy and all Malfy 0:15:11.000 --> 0:15:13.360 coasts and stuff. And it's kind of cheap around Italy. 0:15:13.520 --> 0:15:16.640 Not the Capri and all those places, but like the 0:15:16.720 --> 0:15:17.600 small towns. 0:15:18.120 --> 0:15:19.840 I just kind of want to live cheap and ride 0:15:19.840 --> 0:15:25.040 bikes and drink wine. Yeah. When I said take by 0:15:25.080 --> 0:15:26.920 the way, I ain't mean trick. I just meant show 0:15:27.000 --> 0:15:27.440 him what I know. 0:15:28.480 --> 0:15:34.360 I realized, no, no, no, he doesn't have pocket, but 0:15:34.400 --> 0:15:36.080 we're gonna get it to the vanilla shit. 0:15:37.400 --> 0:15:40.600 I want to bring up something really quick. Uh. 0:15:40.800 --> 0:15:43.520 I want to give a shout out to risky dinner conversations. 0:15:43.840 --> 0:15:47.720 I've been doing these HIV awareness dinners. They are specifically 0:15:47.800 --> 0:15:50.880 to talk about black women rising HIV rates. No men 0:15:50.880 --> 0:15:52.600 are allowed to actually try to bring viney in one city, 0:15:52.600 --> 0:15:54.760 and they're like, this is just for black women because 0:15:55.240 --> 0:15:58.680 black women are the newest leading cases of HIV in 0:15:58.760 --> 0:16:02.320 the States. Specifically, we went to Houston in Dallas and 0:16:02.400 --> 0:16:04.760 this shape was crazy. The rates are so high for 0:16:04.920 --> 0:16:08.160 HIV and everybody's trying to figure out why. It's literally 0:16:08.240 --> 0:16:12.800 attributed to the fact that when abortion became illegal, women 0:16:12.840 --> 0:16:16.600 don't trust fucking health care clinics because what if they're 0:16:16.680 --> 0:16:18.920 pregnant and then you have toirpport this pregnancy, and what 0:16:18.960 --> 0:16:20.160 if the pregnancy is gone? 0:16:20.440 --> 0:16:22.000 So a lot of people aren't even going in there 0:16:22.000 --> 0:16:22.320 to get. 0:16:22.240 --> 0:16:26.760 Fucking tested anymore. I think what else is really good? 0:16:26.840 --> 0:16:29.440 And I have to I have to talk to her 0:16:29.520 --> 0:16:33.920 to get the exact name. But I was with Cinnamon 0:16:34.000 --> 0:16:37.440 Love in Atlanta and we were both talking. We're both 0:16:37.480 --> 0:16:42.280 looking to maybe document us both going to get on PREP. 0:16:42.760 --> 0:16:45.400 And there's a prep now that they are allowing for 0:16:45.600 --> 0:16:49.680 women to get. PREP was often very much denied to 0:16:49.760 --> 0:16:51.200 women and was only given to. 0:16:51.320 --> 0:16:53.160 It brought you up. You told me that they told 0:16:53.160 --> 0:16:55.480 you know about preperson Well that was years ago. I 0:16:55.520 --> 0:16:58.560 don't know, but I remember that, but it was always okay, Yeah, 0:16:58.680 --> 0:17:01.520 that was that was years ago ed still probably depending 0:17:01.560 --> 0:17:03.680 on where you go. No, that's not true. Gilliad Sciences 0:17:03.880 --> 0:17:06.920 is keep provides it. That's fine. I'm telling you. Maybe 0:17:06.960 --> 0:17:07.960 the health care provider. 0:17:08.400 --> 0:17:11.879 When I went for my checkup and requested PREP, it 0:17:12.000 --> 0:17:16.320 was not Also, this was uh. There's also been conversations 0:17:16.359 --> 0:17:18.560 with other women who have attempted to get it in 0:17:18.640 --> 0:17:21.159 the sex club space, as well as Cinnamon who's a 0:17:21.240 --> 0:17:23.880 sex worker, and she was not given it. However, there 0:17:24.000 --> 0:17:27.679