1 00:00:01,120 --> 00:00:09,680 Speaker 1: Podcast Playground. I'm Buzznight, the host of Taking a Walk 2 00:00:09,880 --> 00:00:14,200 Speaker 1: Music History on Foot. Follow us at Apple Podcasts, Spotify, 3 00:00:14,720 --> 00:00:19,400 Speaker 1: the Podcast Playground, or wherever you get your podcasts. Today, 4 00:00:19,400 --> 00:00:23,080 Speaker 1: we have quite a story to tell from Sammy Sadler, 5 00:00:23,760 --> 00:00:28,040 Speaker 1: country singer songwriter. He was involved in a murder on 6 00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:32,879 Speaker 1: music Row on March ninth, nineteen eighty nine, which changed 7 00:00:33,000 --> 00:00:36,319 Speaker 1: his life forever. He's got a new song out call 8 00:00:36,440 --> 00:00:39,360 Speaker 1: Everything's going to be all Right, and we'll talk to 9 00:00:39,520 --> 00:00:45,040 Speaker 1: Sammy Sadler coming up next. I'm taking a walk. Hey, 10 00:00:45,159 --> 00:00:49,120 Speaker 1: Buzz are you Sammy? I'm great. How are you doing today. 11 00:00:49,640 --> 00:00:51,120 Speaker 2: Man, I'm doing well. Thank you. 12 00:00:51,800 --> 00:00:55,080 Speaker 1: Where are you in which part of the country right now? 13 00:00:55,200 --> 00:00:58,080 Speaker 2: I'm in Texas? I am in Texas. 14 00:00:58,120 --> 00:01:02,480 Speaker 1: Well, I'm in my backyard out side of the Boston area, 15 00:01:02,720 --> 00:01:06,360 Speaker 1: and certainly wish we were taking a Walk in person. 16 00:01:06,440 --> 00:01:08,720 Speaker 1: But it's nice to have you on and I so 17 00:01:08,880 --> 00:01:09,959 Speaker 1: appreciate the time. 18 00:01:10,640 --> 00:01:12,800 Speaker 2: Man, I appreciate you having me on. Thank you. 19 00:01:13,720 --> 00:01:18,839 Speaker 1: We love stories of resilience on the Taking a Walk podcast, 20 00:01:18,920 --> 00:01:22,679 Speaker 1: and yours is certainly one. We're gonna talk some history, 21 00:01:22,880 --> 00:01:26,680 Speaker 1: we're gonna celebrate your brand new song called Everything's Gonna 22 00:01:26,680 --> 00:01:31,920 Speaker 1: be all right, and congratulations on that, But can you 23 00:01:32,000 --> 00:01:37,800 Speaker 1: take us back, Sammy to March ninth, nineteen eighty nine, 24 00:01:37,880 --> 00:01:40,800 Speaker 1: a day that certainly changed your life forever? 25 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:45,000 Speaker 2: Well, yeah, I mean that day, man, I mean, is 26 00:01:45,040 --> 00:01:47,240 Speaker 2: this normal day? You know? And I had a record 27 00:01:47,240 --> 00:01:50,760 Speaker 2: out on the charts. I had the alwaren nevill song 28 00:01:50,840 --> 00:01:54,200 Speaker 2: Telling Like It Is was my sixth and fastest rising single, 29 00:01:54,320 --> 00:01:58,840 Speaker 2: and getting ready to go in and record my full album, 30 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:04,480 Speaker 2: and just you know, a regular day. And then that evening, 31 00:02:05,240 --> 00:02:07,760 Speaker 2: Kevin Hughes and I were friends, and Kevin was the 32 00:02:07,880 --> 00:02:11,639 Speaker 2: chart manager for cash Box Magazine, which was a real 33 00:02:11,880 --> 00:02:15,760 Speaker 2: rivalry to Billboard, And that evening I went in and 34 00:02:16,480 --> 00:02:18,360 Speaker 2: went to my house and me and my wife had 35 00:02:18,400 --> 00:02:20,280 Speaker 2: kind of had a little argument, and I just wanted 36 00:02:20,280 --> 00:02:23,680 Speaker 2: to get out of the house and picked up the 37 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:26,120 Speaker 2: phone to call Kevin to see what he was doing, 38 00:02:26,160 --> 00:02:29,600 Speaker 2: and called down the cash Box and the phone just 39 00:02:29,680 --> 00:02:31,880 Speaker 2: rang and ring and ring, and I was getting ready 40 00:02:31,919 --> 00:02:33,919 Speaker 2: to hang up. I thought I heard somebody say hello, 41 00:02:33,960 --> 00:02:36,320 Speaker 2: and I brought the phone back up to Mayor and 42 00:02:36,320 --> 00:02:37,760 Speaker 2: it was Kevin, and I said, hey, man, what are 43 00:02:37,800 --> 00:02:39,600 Speaker 2: you doing? He said, I'm still working on the charts. 44 00:02:39,600 --> 00:02:41,640 Speaker 2: And I just told him, well, we're gonna be there 45 00:02:41,639 --> 00:02:43,760 Speaker 2: a little while. I'll run down at see and so 46 00:02:43,800 --> 00:02:45,560 Speaker 2: he said, yeah, come on down. I'll leave the door 47 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 2: open for you. And I drove down and went in 48 00:02:48,840 --> 00:02:51,160 Speaker 2: and went up. He was in the Far and Young 49 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:54,200 Speaker 2: building is where the cash box office was at the time, 50 00:02:54,280 --> 00:02:56,560 Speaker 2: and I went up to his office and he was 51 00:02:56,600 --> 00:02:59,359 Speaker 2: on the telephone, and so I waited until he got 52 00:02:59,400 --> 00:03:02,160 Speaker 2: off the phone, and then we just said, hey, man, 53 00:03:02,240 --> 00:03:04,760 Speaker 2: you want to go grab something to eat? And we 54 00:03:04,800 --> 00:03:07,639 Speaker 2: went down to West End on the West End there 55 00:03:07,639 --> 00:03:09,720 Speaker 2: in Nashville and went to capt and D's I believe, 56 00:03:09,800 --> 00:03:12,320 Speaker 2: and grabbed something to eat. And we just stopped by 57 00:03:12,360 --> 00:03:15,840 Speaker 2: my record company's office on the way back. On the 58 00:03:15,840 --> 00:03:18,760 Speaker 2: way back to the office and stopped musing the telephone 59 00:03:18,800 --> 00:03:22,480 Speaker 2: to call my family, my parents, And obviously Kevin had 60 00:03:22,520 --> 00:03:24,440 Speaker 2: never met my folks. So he got on the phone 61 00:03:24,480 --> 00:03:27,200 Speaker 2: and talked to him, said hello to him, and started 62 00:03:27,200 --> 00:03:29,520 Speaker 2: to hand the phone back to me, and we heard 63 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:32,880 Speaker 2: something rattle the door, and he went out and looked 64 00:03:32,919 --> 00:03:34,560 Speaker 2: out front, and I was back on the phone with 65 00:03:34,600 --> 00:03:36,560 Speaker 2: my parents when he walked back in. I said, man, 66 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:38,200 Speaker 2: what was it? And he said, I don't know. He said, 67 00:03:38,240 --> 00:03:40,920 Speaker 2: I really couldn't tell. He said. It looked like maybe 68 00:03:40,920 --> 00:03:42,920 Speaker 2: a black guy walking down the street. He said, but 69 00:03:42,960 --> 00:03:47,320 Speaker 2: I really couldn't tell because of the lighting. And so 70 00:03:47,360 --> 00:03:50,200 Speaker 2: we got off the phone and was going to leave, 71 00:03:50,240 --> 00:03:52,560 Speaker 2: and we walked out in front of the record company's office, 72 00:03:52,600 --> 00:03:55,760 Speaker 2: looked around and looked out the doors and looked out 73 00:03:55,800 --> 00:03:58,120 Speaker 2: the windows, and we didn't see anything. And Kevin's car 74 00:03:58,320 --> 00:04:01,680 Speaker 2: was parked across the street on sixteenth Avenue, which is 75 00:04:01,760 --> 00:04:05,640 Speaker 2: Music Row, and we went out on the front porch, 76 00:04:05,720 --> 00:04:08,520 Speaker 2: looked around, didn't see anything. We started walking to Kevin's 77 00:04:08,520 --> 00:04:10,960 Speaker 2: car and we were talking, kind of cutting up a 78 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:13,760 Speaker 2: little bit. And then I walked in front of Kevin's 79 00:04:13,760 --> 00:04:16,440 Speaker 2: car and opened the door and sat down and started 80 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:18,360 Speaker 2: to reach for the door, and I thought I caught 81 00:04:18,360 --> 00:04:20,160 Speaker 2: something moving out of the corner of my eye. And 82 00:04:20,200 --> 00:04:23,039 Speaker 2: I looked up and the guy's there between me and 83 00:04:23,120 --> 00:04:25,200 Speaker 2: the car door, and all I see is his arms 84 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:27,400 Speaker 2: out and I see a gun. And I said, oh 85 00:04:27,440 --> 00:04:29,279 Speaker 2: my god, this guy's got a gun. I threw my 86 00:04:29,400 --> 00:04:31,160 Speaker 2: arms up to cover my head and that's when he 87 00:04:31,240 --> 00:04:35,280 Speaker 2: shot and it hit me in the arm. And they 88 00:04:35,320 --> 00:04:38,520 Speaker 2: said Kevin did a barrel roll back out in the 89 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:41,320 Speaker 2: street of Sixteenth Avenue and started running up the streets 90 00:04:41,320 --> 00:04:45,080 Speaker 2: and the guy went after him and started shooting and 91 00:04:45,080 --> 00:04:47,880 Speaker 2: missed him, I think the first time, and then hit 92 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:50,080 Speaker 2: him in the back and Kevin fell and they said 93 00:04:50,080 --> 00:04:51,880 Speaker 2: he stood over him, shot him twice in the back 94 00:04:51,880 --> 00:04:52,960 Speaker 2: of the head and then run off. 95 00:04:53,960 --> 00:05:01,240 Speaker 1: Wow. Now I was not ever at Music Grow in 96 00:05:01,320 --> 00:05:05,560 Speaker 1: those years. Was it as busy as it is today 97 00:05:05,839 --> 00:05:06,679 Speaker 1: around that area? 98 00:05:07,960 --> 00:05:10,520 Speaker 2: Well, you know music Grow, I mean back in the day, 99 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:14,360 Speaker 2: I mean it was, you know, obviously, I mean Nashville 100 00:05:14,440 --> 00:05:17,080 Speaker 2: is music City, USA, So I mean, yeah, I mean 101 00:05:17,120 --> 00:05:20,560 Speaker 2: it was. It was busy, you know, And I mean 102 00:05:20,600 --> 00:05:23,560 Speaker 2: but you know now everything is so changed now, it's 103 00:05:23,600 --> 00:05:27,800 Speaker 2: so modernized, and it's become more of a tourist city 104 00:05:28,279 --> 00:05:31,160 Speaker 2: than than you know, more than it was even in 105 00:05:31,160 --> 00:05:35,760 Speaker 2: those days. But you know, it was busy. But you know, man, 106 00:05:36,200 --> 00:05:39,240 Speaker 2: you never I never think and never imagine something like this. 107 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:42,640 Speaker 2: You see this kind of stuff on TV and the movies. 108 00:05:42,720 --> 00:05:45,520 Speaker 2: You know it's not you know, this can't happen to you. 109 00:05:45,600 --> 00:05:48,000 Speaker 2: But when it does and you live through it, it's 110 00:05:48,040 --> 00:05:50,640 Speaker 2: just a mind blowing experience. 111 00:05:51,760 --> 00:05:55,040 Speaker 1: So you were in the hospital for a long time 112 00:05:55,120 --> 00:05:59,680 Speaker 1: with lots of different surgeries after your injuries. Is that correct? 113 00:06:00,760 --> 00:06:03,280 Speaker 2: Well, I was in the hospital. I mean, I didn't 114 00:06:03,320 --> 00:06:06,120 Speaker 2: know how bad I was hurt but at the time, 115 00:06:06,200 --> 00:06:08,520 Speaker 2: but they ended up having to operate on my arm 116 00:06:08,600 --> 00:06:13,360 Speaker 2: and they had to graft a artery. It dissevered the 117 00:06:13,760 --> 00:06:15,880 Speaker 2: main artery in my arm, and I was bleeding to death, 118 00:06:15,960 --> 00:06:18,080 Speaker 2: which I didn't know it at the time, but I 119 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:21,120 Speaker 2: thank god that the artery took or they had to 120 00:06:21,120 --> 00:06:23,760 Speaker 2: cut my arm off, and then they had to do 121 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:29,280 Speaker 2: wrap my nerves and some synthetic fibers because my arm 122 00:06:29,440 --> 00:06:33,720 Speaker 2: was so traumatized at the time and so swelled up. 123 00:06:33,839 --> 00:06:38,760 Speaker 2: Is about the size of about four basketballs and too 124 00:06:38,839 --> 00:06:40,560 Speaker 2: much swelling. So they had to go in there and 125 00:06:40,760 --> 00:06:44,080 Speaker 2: wrap my nerves in synthetic fibers, and I was gonna 126 00:06:44,120 --> 00:06:47,000 Speaker 2: have to have a second operation. We didn't know exactly 127 00:06:47,040 --> 00:06:49,240 Speaker 2: how long it was going to be, but it ended 128 00:06:49,320 --> 00:06:53,960 Speaker 2: up being about six months later, and that was about 129 00:06:53,960 --> 00:06:57,640 Speaker 2: a thirteen hour operation, and so I had to go 130 00:06:57,720 --> 00:07:02,200 Speaker 2: through two major operations, and everything that they said happened 131 00:07:02,240 --> 00:07:04,560 Speaker 2: in seven seconds took me two years to get back 132 00:07:04,600 --> 00:07:05,400 Speaker 2: up on my feet. 133 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:10,200 Speaker 1: And you were under suspicion for a long time for 134 00:07:10,320 --> 00:07:11,840 Speaker 1: what happened. Is that correct? 135 00:07:12,920 --> 00:07:15,160 Speaker 2: Well? Yeah, I mean that's the that's the way the 136 00:07:15,800 --> 00:07:19,760 Speaker 2: ball turned and the way things happened, uh, you know. 137 00:07:19,880 --> 00:07:22,680 Speaker 2: And and again man, I mean, for you know, here 138 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:26,200 Speaker 2: I am taking a bullet and nearly losing my life 139 00:07:26,240 --> 00:07:29,000 Speaker 2: and for them to uh you know, to treat me 140 00:07:29,080 --> 00:07:32,360 Speaker 2: that way and to do that to me, I think 141 00:07:32,400 --> 00:07:35,080 Speaker 2: they're wrong. I think they you know, I still think 142 00:07:35,080 --> 00:07:36,760 Speaker 2: and I'll always say, I think they owe me an 143 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:39,760 Speaker 2: apology of what they put me through, what they put 144 00:07:39,800 --> 00:07:43,640 Speaker 2: my family through. I mean, I may, I may understand, 145 00:07:43,760 --> 00:07:46,200 Speaker 2: you may have to question me, and you may have 146 00:07:46,280 --> 00:07:49,160 Speaker 2: to ask me some things. But then they make me 147 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:51,160 Speaker 2: come in and do a lot of texta tests and 148 00:07:51,200 --> 00:07:56,320 Speaker 2: then they take me to Vanderbilt Hospital in Nashville, Vanderbilt University, 149 00:07:56,360 --> 00:07:59,800 Speaker 2: and they get a professor to hypnotize me while they 150 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:03,720 Speaker 2: are sitting behind me on a couch. And when we 151 00:08:03,800 --> 00:08:07,680 Speaker 2: get through with all that, whatever he does and whatever 152 00:08:07,720 --> 00:08:10,760 Speaker 2: he you know, went on there. You know, the only 153 00:08:10,800 --> 00:08:12,960 Speaker 2: thing that I told him any different that I told 154 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:15,120 Speaker 2: them from day one after he did what he did 155 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:18,120 Speaker 2: to me, was the guy had on a heavier jacket 156 00:08:18,640 --> 00:08:20,920 Speaker 2: and whenever we got through, got ready to leave. The 157 00:08:20,920 --> 00:08:23,840 Speaker 2: police officer stood up off the couch and said, man, 158 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:27,000 Speaker 2: was he really hypnotized, And the professor said absolutely, he 159 00:08:27,200 --> 00:08:28,960 Speaker 2: was so for you. 160 00:08:30,200 --> 00:08:34,040 Speaker 1: Music really to this day is saving grace for you. 161 00:08:34,200 --> 00:08:34,720 Speaker 1: Is that right? 162 00:08:35,640 --> 00:08:37,680 Speaker 2: Well? Yeah, I mean, you know, God put the music 163 00:08:37,760 --> 00:08:40,320 Speaker 2: in me at a at a young age. And you know, 164 00:08:40,400 --> 00:08:43,480 Speaker 2: I can't explain it. Only only singers and entertainers and 165 00:08:43,520 --> 00:08:47,120 Speaker 2: performers know what somebody's talking about. I mean, it's it's 166 00:08:47,240 --> 00:08:51,840 Speaker 2: my life, it's my heart, it's it's what burns inside 167 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:55,319 Speaker 2: me to do, and God gave me the gift. And 168 00:08:55,760 --> 00:08:57,800 Speaker 2: you know I've had it in me ever since I 169 00:08:57,840 --> 00:08:58,600 Speaker 2: was a young kid. 170 00:08:59,679 --> 00:09:04,160 Speaker 1: And you you write with the sense of true optimism. 171 00:09:04,400 --> 00:09:07,160 Speaker 1: Where does the optimism come from? Is it from the Lord? 172 00:09:08,559 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 2: Well, you know, I look back over my life and 173 00:09:10,760 --> 00:09:12,840 Speaker 2: Kevin and I had only been friends for about seven 174 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:15,040 Speaker 2: or eight months when all this happened, But I feel 175 00:09:15,080 --> 00:09:16,960 Speaker 2: like it time would have went on, would have been 176 00:09:17,040 --> 00:09:19,960 Speaker 2: lifelong friends. And you know, Kevin and I didn't know 177 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:22,199 Speaker 2: each other that good. That we were just now becoming 178 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:25,280 Speaker 2: friends and getting to know each other. But I didn't 179 00:09:25,320 --> 00:09:28,440 Speaker 2: know it at the time. But whenever all this happened 180 00:09:28,480 --> 00:09:30,600 Speaker 2: and the shooting happened. I didn't know it. But Kevin 181 00:09:30,720 --> 00:09:33,480 Speaker 2: was a Christian and I wasn't a Christian. I hadn't 182 00:09:33,520 --> 00:09:36,120 Speaker 2: been saved. And you know, for one to live and 183 00:09:36,200 --> 00:09:38,720 Speaker 2: one to die, only God knows that. But I'm so 184 00:09:38,920 --> 00:09:42,120 Speaker 2: thankful that God thought enough of me to save me 185 00:09:42,240 --> 00:09:44,840 Speaker 2: and to keep me. And I'm a Christian today and 186 00:09:44,960 --> 00:09:47,040 Speaker 2: have been for many years now, and I just thank 187 00:09:47,120 --> 00:09:49,560 Speaker 2: God every day that he thought enough of me to 188 00:09:49,640 --> 00:09:51,760 Speaker 2: keep me and to save me and to give me 189 00:09:51,800 --> 00:09:52,560 Speaker 2: a second chance. 190 00:09:53,640 --> 00:09:56,160 Speaker 1: So when you sit down and write something such as 191 00:09:56,240 --> 00:10:02,680 Speaker 1: your newest work, how do you draw from the past 192 00:10:03,280 --> 00:10:06,040 Speaker 1: to write in the present and in the future. 193 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:09,560 Speaker 2: Well, I don't. I don't write a whole lot, buzz 194 00:10:09,600 --> 00:10:12,120 Speaker 2: I mean, I didn't write the current single that I've got. 195 00:10:12,200 --> 00:10:14,200 Speaker 2: I wrote a song on my Heart Shaped Like Texas 196 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:17,600 Speaker 2: album called thank God, and I wrote that with a 197 00:10:17,600 --> 00:10:21,360 Speaker 2: few guys and uh, you know, uh, And it's just 198 00:10:21,440 --> 00:10:23,640 Speaker 2: given thanks to God because if it wasn't for him, 199 00:10:23,679 --> 00:10:26,120 Speaker 2: I wouldn't be here. And there are so many people 200 00:10:26,160 --> 00:10:28,440 Speaker 2: out here in this world. I don't know what they're 201 00:10:28,480 --> 00:10:30,800 Speaker 2: going through. I don't know what they may be going through. 202 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:33,920 Speaker 2: Mine was a bullet. I don't know what their bullet is. 203 00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:36,800 Speaker 2: But I do know that whatever you're going through, uh, 204 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:39,320 Speaker 2: I know the answer, and that's Jesus Christ. If you'll 205 00:10:39,360 --> 00:10:42,240 Speaker 2: just turn to him and call on him, uh, He'll 206 00:10:42,240 --> 00:10:44,360 Speaker 2: be there for you and he'll bring you through anything 207 00:10:44,400 --> 00:10:46,360 Speaker 2: else you're going through out here in this life. 208 00:10:47,160 --> 00:10:49,760 Speaker 1: Who was part of your support system? Was it a 209 00:10:49,800 --> 00:10:52,080 Speaker 1: family that really helped you through facily? 210 00:10:52,200 --> 00:10:55,520 Speaker 2: Yeah? My mom and dad, we were my were my anchors, 211 00:10:55,559 --> 00:10:58,600 Speaker 2: and uh, you know, I'm thankful that I had them. 212 00:10:58,640 --> 00:11:03,520 Speaker 2: They've always support me and supported my music and anything 213 00:11:03,600 --> 00:11:07,000 Speaker 2: really that I wanted to do. So after the shooting, 214 00:11:07,040 --> 00:11:10,880 Speaker 2: I come back home to Texas and you know, tried 215 00:11:10,880 --> 00:11:13,600 Speaker 2: to tried to recuperate and heal, and that took me 216 00:11:13,640 --> 00:11:16,600 Speaker 2: about two years to get back up on my feet. 217 00:11:16,920 --> 00:11:20,040 Speaker 1: And your inspiration over the years comes from a variety 218 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:25,640 Speaker 1: of folks. Folks like George Jones, right, and Hank Williams 219 00:11:25,760 --> 00:11:29,600 Speaker 1: and Merle Haggard, anybody else that really inspired you over 220 00:11:29,640 --> 00:11:30,200 Speaker 1: your career. 221 00:11:30,640 --> 00:11:33,480 Speaker 2: Well, you know, in my early years, you know, I 222 00:11:33,559 --> 00:11:37,439 Speaker 2: was a big Elvis fan, and you know, started out, 223 00:11:37,480 --> 00:11:40,440 Speaker 2: Elvis was was the deal. And then as I got 224 00:11:40,480 --> 00:11:43,640 Speaker 2: older started listening to country music, you know, as George 225 00:11:43,720 --> 00:11:47,800 Speaker 2: Jones and Merle Haggard and Marty Robbins and Johnny Cash 226 00:11:47,920 --> 00:11:49,880 Speaker 2: and you know, just just a bunch of them. 227 00:11:49,920 --> 00:11:53,800 Speaker 1: You know, what advice would you give to other musicians 228 00:11:53,880 --> 00:11:57,280 Speaker 1: maybe who have experienced a trauma? 229 00:11:58,440 --> 00:12:01,480 Speaker 2: Man? I mean, somebody's you know, I always thought that 230 00:12:02,280 --> 00:12:05,680 Speaker 2: having PTSD with people that went to war and went 231 00:12:05,720 --> 00:12:09,120 Speaker 2: to you know, all of that kind of stuff with 232 00:12:09,240 --> 00:12:12,760 Speaker 2: war and guns and gunshot and fighting and everything. But 233 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:16,120 Speaker 2: you know, there's there's all kinds of PTSD and people 234 00:12:16,160 --> 00:12:19,520 Speaker 2: that have been traumatized. It's not just going to war. 235 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:23,800 Speaker 2: I mean anything that happens to you that is traumatizing 236 00:12:23,840 --> 00:12:26,719 Speaker 2: to your life, you know, most time you're gonna have 237 00:12:26,840 --> 00:12:29,920 Speaker 2: PTSD out of it. And you know, all I can 238 00:12:29,960 --> 00:12:33,520 Speaker 2: tell you know, mine has been has been God. Man. 239 00:12:33,559 --> 00:12:36,319 Speaker 2: I mean God is the only one that has sustained 240 00:12:36,320 --> 00:12:39,280 Speaker 2: me through all this and brought me through this. And 241 00:12:40,080 --> 00:12:43,160 Speaker 2: I can only say for me, it's Jesus Christ. And 242 00:12:43,200 --> 00:12:46,120 Speaker 2: that's why I just tell everybody to turn to him, 243 00:12:46,200 --> 00:12:48,679 Speaker 2: because you know, without him, were nothing and he's the 244 00:12:48,720 --> 00:12:52,160 Speaker 2: one that gives us breath. And you know, most people 245 00:12:52,200 --> 00:12:53,800 Speaker 2: that have been through what I've been through, a lot 246 00:12:53,840 --> 00:12:58,000 Speaker 2: of people would be on drugs or alcohol or you know, 247 00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:01,720 Speaker 2: thinking about suicide, and thank God, I've never experienced any 248 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:04,600 Speaker 2: any of that and He's kept me from that. And 249 00:13:05,360 --> 00:13:08,520 Speaker 2: I can only say, Jesus Christ is why I'm here 250 00:13:08,559 --> 00:13:12,280 Speaker 2: and what's brought me through this. And I just you know, 251 00:13:12,960 --> 00:13:18,040 Speaker 2: tell people to turn to God because He's the answer. 252 00:13:19,080 --> 00:13:23,199 Speaker 1: I really greatly appreciate you sharing your story of resilience. 253 00:13:23,400 --> 00:13:26,520 Speaker 1: I wish you well with the new music. Everything's going 254 00:13:26,600 --> 00:13:30,960 Speaker 1: to be all right, and thank you for sharing your story. 255 00:13:31,040 --> 00:13:32,240 Speaker 1: Sammy very much. 256 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:35,880 Speaker 2: Well, thank you man. I mean my new record, Everything's 257 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:38,439 Speaker 2: going to be all right? Is I feel like it's 258 00:13:38,440 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 2: a great record and it's got a good positive message 259 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:45,080 Speaker 2: and a good feel to it. And you know, man, 260 00:13:45,200 --> 00:13:48,040 Speaker 2: just go to all the downloads, the digital downloads you 261 00:13:48,040 --> 00:13:50,920 Speaker 2: can get that. I've got a copy of my book 262 00:13:50,960 --> 00:13:53,839 Speaker 2: out for sale as well, called A Hit with a Bullet, 263 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:56,840 Speaker 2: The Real Murder on Music Row. So there's any musicians 264 00:13:56,960 --> 00:13:59,880 Speaker 2: or singers entertainers out there that are thinking about get 265 00:14:00,200 --> 00:14:03,880 Speaker 2: in the music business, not just because I wrote this book, 266 00:14:03,920 --> 00:14:05,720 Speaker 2: but I think if you go and get a copy 267 00:14:05,760 --> 00:14:08,640 Speaker 2: of that book and read it, it may help you 268 00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:12,080 Speaker 2: along your journey of what to look for and kind 269 00:14:12,080 --> 00:14:14,640 Speaker 2: of do as you're wanting to try to get into 270 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:18,040 Speaker 2: music business. That may help somebody make some decisions of 271 00:14:18,120 --> 00:14:20,520 Speaker 2: what they might need to do if they want to 272 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:21,840 Speaker 2: get into music business. 273 00:14:22,640 --> 00:14:25,320 Speaker 1: Summy Sadler, thank you for being on Taking a Walk 274 00:14:25,400 --> 00:14:25,840 Speaker 1: my friend. 275 00:14:26,720 --> 00:14:28,720 Speaker 2: Thank you, buzz You have a great day, my friend. 276 00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:35,400 Speaker 1: Taking a Walk with Buzznight is available on Spotify, Apple Podcasts, 277 00:14:35,920 --> 00:14:38,080 Speaker 1: or wherever you get your podcasts.