1 00:00:12,920 --> 00:00:16,640 Speaker 1: I guess I grew up on an all day. Hey everybody, 2 00:00:16,680 --> 00:00:20,520 Speaker 1: welcome to episode one, third D four. I'm here with 3 00:00:20,560 --> 00:00:24,239 Speaker 1: Phil the Engineer. Say hi Phil, Hello Ben, you too. 4 00:00:24,280 --> 00:00:25,920 Speaker 1: I feel like it's been a while. Yeah, me too. 5 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:27,520 Speaker 1: What have you been up to? I was on vacation. 6 00:00:28,520 --> 00:00:31,000 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that was. It was like, yeah, that was. 7 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:34,280 Speaker 1: I didn't know. I'm not You didn't inform me, No 8 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:37,040 Speaker 1: one informed me. I'm not good at vacations. Every time 9 00:00:37,080 --> 00:00:41,040 Speaker 1: on vacation, I still work and I never relax. That's 10 00:00:41,040 --> 00:00:42,840 Speaker 1: a curse. It's a curse. What have you been doing? 11 00:00:43,800 --> 00:00:47,280 Speaker 1: Not a whole lot. I did the the the Plebeians, 12 00:00:47,479 --> 00:00:51,040 Speaker 1: float on the Madison, Oh yesterday with my with my 13 00:00:51,120 --> 00:00:54,960 Speaker 1: lovely wife, you know, get away. That was fun. I 14 00:00:54,960 --> 00:00:56,760 Speaker 1: haven't seen your wife in while. How's she doing good? 15 00:00:56,880 --> 00:00:59,520 Speaker 1: It's a Christmas party. I felt like we heard connection. 16 00:01:00,040 --> 00:01:02,920 Speaker 1: You think so, yeah, Like it's a friendly connection. Sure, 17 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:05,200 Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I felt like we could have had 18 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:07,360 Speaker 1: we could have been friends, Like we could hang out. 19 00:01:07,880 --> 00:01:10,800 Speaker 1: It's possible. I'm not feeling not going to admit it, 20 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:12,520 Speaker 1: like couple, not going to admit that it's true. A 21 00:01:12,560 --> 00:01:15,080 Speaker 1: couple of time, like a couple's date, you've not met 22 00:01:15,080 --> 00:01:17,839 Speaker 1: my wife. I haven't now see now we're just peeling 23 00:01:17,880 --> 00:01:20,440 Speaker 1: back the curtain. People think we're like best friends. No, 24 00:01:20,560 --> 00:01:24,280 Speaker 1: we don't know anything. We try to stay away from 25 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:28,600 Speaker 1: each other as much possible. Well one thing, uh, that's 26 00:01:28,640 --> 00:01:30,360 Speaker 1: for sure. We've had a lot of emails lately. Oh 27 00:01:30,360 --> 00:01:33,240 Speaker 1: my gosh, thanks for everybody. And and I'll just start 28 00:01:33,280 --> 00:01:36,200 Speaker 1: a little bit of housekeeping for the Great American Outdoors Contest. 29 00:01:36,600 --> 00:01:37,960 Speaker 1: We got a lot of stuff going on. A lot 30 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:41,920 Speaker 1: of people have made very long, very intricate videos and 31 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:45,280 Speaker 1: some poems. We get some poems filial like that. We 32 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:49,920 Speaker 1: got some interesting imagery, no illustrations as of yet, but 33 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:51,120 Speaker 1: a lot of stuff in there. I want to I'm 34 00:01:51,120 --> 00:01:53,600 Speaker 1: gonna wait another week. We're gonna go over the winners 35 00:01:53,760 --> 00:01:57,080 Speaker 1: next week. Hopefully the Great American Outdoors Act will be 36 00:01:57,640 --> 00:02:01,240 Speaker 1: passed by the Senate about a how sorry by then, 37 00:02:01,680 --> 00:02:03,520 Speaker 1: and we'll be able to celebrate as we give you 38 00:02:03,520 --> 00:02:06,360 Speaker 1: guys your prizes. But good work to everybody out there 39 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:10,480 Speaker 1: that has emailed in already. But we still have a big, 40 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:14,400 Speaker 1: a big deal going on. Several people, including our friend 41 00:02:14,560 --> 00:02:16,440 Speaker 1: ericall have written in to say that we have not 42 00:02:16,560 --> 00:02:20,399 Speaker 1: talked about what Phils hunt's gonna be, what your first 43 00:02:20,440 --> 00:02:23,040 Speaker 1: hunt is gonna be. We dropped it, we made an excuses, 44 00:02:23,680 --> 00:02:29,360 Speaker 1: we have avoided it, Phil, What are we gonna do it? 45 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:32,320 Speaker 1: We're gonna do this thing. I mean, it's it's inevitable, 46 00:02:32,760 --> 00:02:38,239 Speaker 1: right is it? I think it is. It's inevitable. All right, Well, 47 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:42,160 Speaker 1: we have a message to you from ericall can't wait. 48 00:02:43,440 --> 00:02:48,240 Speaker 1: I feel being Eric here. Yeah, I'm listening, jumping here 49 00:02:48,280 --> 00:02:51,639 Speaker 1: and sin feel a little man getting motivated, getting pumped 50 00:02:51,720 --> 00:02:57,920 Speaker 1: up to a six or seven. Anyways, Phil, you guys 51 00:02:57,919 --> 00:03:02,920 Speaker 1: tremendous opportunity. I feel like I don't really know what 52 00:03:03,040 --> 00:03:06,040 Speaker 1: it is to be an on tent hunter, a dog 53 00:03:06,120 --> 00:03:08,440 Speaker 1: on tet hunter. I kind of grew up doing it. 54 00:03:08,520 --> 00:03:11,480 Speaker 1: So it's different from me. Different from me to think 55 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:14,640 Speaker 1: of how to motivate you, I think being too other 56 00:03:14,680 --> 00:03:16,560 Speaker 1: than get you out there and do it. Hope you 57 00:03:16,560 --> 00:03:21,160 Speaker 1: get a little adrenaline, get your little confidence. What a 58 00:03:21,200 --> 00:03:24,720 Speaker 1: tremendous freedom to be able to go out there, just 59 00:03:24,800 --> 00:03:30,320 Speaker 1: even walk around in the wounds by yourself. Freedom to 60 00:03:30,600 --> 00:03:37,080 Speaker 1: be able to do it, enjoy the public lands. So there, 61 00:03:37,280 --> 00:03:40,560 Speaker 1: I hope you'll see it. I mean, I'd love to 62 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:42,720 Speaker 1: hunt with the media crew. So you've got a great 63 00:03:42,760 --> 00:03:48,680 Speaker 1: opportunity to hunt with a metet or crew. So jump 64 00:03:48,680 --> 00:03:51,480 Speaker 1: on that thing. Get in there and get motivated. Y'all 65 00:03:51,480 --> 00:03:56,360 Speaker 1: get something planned up despite this COVID thing. And let's 66 00:03:56,400 --> 00:04:00,440 Speaker 1: hear about it all right, listen, join the show. Appreciate 67 00:04:00,440 --> 00:04:05,640 Speaker 1: you out any response officially? Wow, Uh you know, I'm 68 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:07,840 Speaker 1: just I'm more proud than ever to be able to 69 00:04:07,880 --> 00:04:10,760 Speaker 1: get out there and enjoy my freedom on public lands. 70 00:04:11,920 --> 00:04:14,880 Speaker 1: It seem that Eric was mostly interested in your motivations, 71 00:04:15,440 --> 00:04:18,160 Speaker 1: that you said your numbers go slowly going up. What 72 00:04:18,520 --> 00:04:20,320 Speaker 1: he wants you to be more excited. He wants you 73 00:04:20,360 --> 00:04:22,640 Speaker 1: to be excited as he might be, or and many 74 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:24,240 Speaker 1: other listeners would be to get to hunt with the 75 00:04:24,240 --> 00:04:26,560 Speaker 1: likes of It's not It's not lost on me that 76 00:04:26,720 --> 00:04:30,080 Speaker 1: I am. I'm I'm privileged to be in this situation, 77 00:04:30,720 --> 00:04:36,560 Speaker 1: you know. Uh. I I just gotta get out there, man, 78 00:04:37,120 --> 00:04:39,280 Speaker 1: I gotta do it. I don't just talk about I 79 00:04:39,279 --> 00:04:41,679 Speaker 1: don't know if my number can go much higher until 80 00:04:41,720 --> 00:04:43,760 Speaker 1: I'm out there. Let's talk about it for a minute, okay, 81 00:04:45,560 --> 00:04:48,240 Speaker 1: let me. I gotta talk about tiki drinks later, maybe 82 00:04:48,400 --> 00:04:51,440 Speaker 1: after after the interview. Now, we're talking to Yeah, I 83 00:04:51,440 --> 00:04:57,120 Speaker 1: gotta a tiki drink mishap last week during vacation. Oh no, Um, 84 00:04:57,200 --> 00:05:00,400 Speaker 1: I think we should talk about, like, what do you 85 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:02,400 Speaker 1: want to do? You want to just go all in 86 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:04,600 Speaker 1: because I could take you on like a pretty gnarly 87 00:05:04,600 --> 00:05:08,440 Speaker 1: backcountry deer hunt. I feel we gotta start you with 88 00:05:08,480 --> 00:05:12,360 Speaker 1: a rifle. Is that okay? Why? Why do you feel 89 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:16,480 Speaker 1: that way? It's a more efficient killing tool. Um, it'd 90 00:05:16,520 --> 00:05:19,320 Speaker 1: be easier for you to learn. Archery is definitely a 91 00:05:19,400 --> 00:05:21,800 Speaker 1: craft that takes a while to learn, and in terms 92 00:05:21,880 --> 00:05:24,039 Speaker 1: of its efficiency, is a killing tool. You have to 93 00:05:24,040 --> 00:05:27,479 Speaker 1: get much closer. Although archery elk is probably the tip 94 00:05:27,520 --> 00:05:29,800 Speaker 1: top experience. But I don't want to spoil you at 95 00:05:29,839 --> 00:05:32,000 Speaker 1: the beginning. No, you know what I mean. I know, 96 00:05:32,120 --> 00:05:33,560 Speaker 1: I know, I know you want to do this sooner 97 00:05:33,600 --> 00:05:36,560 Speaker 1: than later. But I was I just I feel like 98 00:05:36,560 --> 00:05:39,040 Speaker 1: I need to work my way up to that. Maybe not, 99 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:42,000 Speaker 1: you know, that's a lot of people's first experience. Yeah, 100 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:44,040 Speaker 1: I think it. If you want to work your way 101 00:05:44,120 --> 00:05:46,240 Speaker 1: up to I give you few other options. You could 102 00:05:46,240 --> 00:05:49,080 Speaker 1: go grouse hunting. We could go grouse hunting. That's fun. 103 00:05:50,320 --> 00:05:53,840 Speaker 1: We could go duck hunting, that's also fun. Pheasant hunting 104 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:57,240 Speaker 1: really any upland bird there's dogs, there's you know, plentiful 105 00:05:57,360 --> 00:05:59,479 Speaker 1: bountiful meats. You have to learn how to shoot anyway, 106 00:05:59,640 --> 00:06:01,800 Speaker 1: get a learned. What is a rooster? What is a hen? 107 00:06:01,880 --> 00:06:04,880 Speaker 1: All these types of things. So you have to just 108 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:07,360 Speaker 1: you have to give me, uh, give me some clues here. 109 00:06:07,640 --> 00:06:11,480 Speaker 1: What are we birds? Birds easier? I think duck sounds 110 00:06:11,480 --> 00:06:14,599 Speaker 1: sounds fun. I don't think you're that into from what 111 00:06:14,760 --> 00:06:15,960 Speaker 1: you talk about. I don't know if you're a big 112 00:06:16,040 --> 00:06:19,040 Speaker 1: upland bird guy. I like it all. I like it all. 113 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:21,600 Speaker 1: I would say I spend more time on the big 114 00:06:21,640 --> 00:06:24,839 Speaker 1: game side these days, but I love duck hunting. I 115 00:06:24,880 --> 00:06:26,760 Speaker 1: love upland hunting. And so if you want it, you 116 00:06:26,760 --> 00:06:28,120 Speaker 1: want it to be a duck hunt, I'll give us 117 00:06:28,160 --> 00:06:30,240 Speaker 1: all fall to talk about it and build it up 118 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:35,720 Speaker 1: and then record it. Say like December. Okay, you're feeling that. Yeah, 119 00:06:35,760 --> 00:06:37,599 Speaker 1: plans may change, but how don't we count on that 120 00:06:37,680 --> 00:06:39,440 Speaker 1: for now? Count on that for now? Okay, that's exciting 121 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:43,800 Speaker 1: air call. We're talking to you now, Bud. I'm gonna 122 00:06:43,800 --> 00:06:46,040 Speaker 1: need you to think about some books that Phil needs 123 00:06:46,080 --> 00:06:49,760 Speaker 1: to read for duck hunting. We're gonna think about, you know, 124 00:06:49,880 --> 00:06:53,560 Speaker 1: some conservation groups he needs to join, some banquets he 125 00:06:53,600 --> 00:06:57,000 Speaker 1: needs to attend. Probably social distancing was very involved. Now 126 00:06:57,040 --> 00:07:00,800 Speaker 1: I'm having a second thought, Phil, and you keep building it. 127 00:07:00,960 --> 00:07:03,600 Speaker 1: The more you build it up, then I just think 128 00:07:03,720 --> 00:07:06,159 Speaker 1: you're you're you're putting it too high, the pedestals high. 129 00:07:06,440 --> 00:07:10,640 Speaker 1: Maybe keep maybe you just at this point, maybe you 130 00:07:10,640 --> 00:07:13,080 Speaker 1: get your hunter's safety course, and then I'll just come 131 00:07:13,120 --> 00:07:15,560 Speaker 1: and get you one day and be like, let's go 132 00:07:16,680 --> 00:07:18,440 Speaker 1: in the truck. Will be all the things you need 133 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: to get done with. Four am, I'll here a pounding 134 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:23,000 Speaker 1: on my window. I'll have speaking to you. I'm smoking 135 00:07:23,000 --> 00:07:26,280 Speaker 1: to your wife, who will be one of my friends, said, hey, 136 00:07:26,360 --> 00:07:29,800 Speaker 1: set this up where Phil's just I'm standing over him 137 00:07:29,800 --> 00:07:33,760 Speaker 1: in the night. I said, I tap him, and I said, Philip, 138 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:38,960 Speaker 1: shotgun in hand. Yeah, Philip, there's ducks to be killed. 139 00:07:39,840 --> 00:07:42,960 Speaker 1: All right, Well, either way, we'll record it all. I 140 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:45,080 Speaker 1: could see the beginning of that podcast. Just heavy breathing 141 00:07:45,120 --> 00:07:47,600 Speaker 1: in the bedroom and get out of my house. Man, 142 00:07:48,240 --> 00:07:50,600 Speaker 1: what are you doing? I will be very very real, 143 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:55,239 Speaker 1: very unscripted. Okay, we're gonna do it all right. Well, 144 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:59,200 Speaker 1: now we have what everyone seems to be really enjoying lately, 145 00:07:59,480 --> 00:08:04,960 Speaker 1: and what I am enjoying Phil's favorite the continuation Episode two. 146 00:08:05,160 --> 00:08:07,200 Speaker 1: We're now we're now acting like this is its own 147 00:08:07,360 --> 00:08:11,000 Speaker 1: little mini show. Episode two of season two of work 148 00:08:11,040 --> 00:08:14,120 Speaker 1: Sharps not to sharp moments, play the Jago, Phil, Work 149 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:18,440 Speaker 1: Sharp not a sharp moment, So you don't have to 150 00:08:24,600 --> 00:08:27,480 Speaker 1: All right, Phil, we haven't talked about your season two 151 00:08:27,960 --> 00:08:29,440 Speaker 1: little ditty there? What do you What do you have 152 00:08:29,480 --> 00:08:32,120 Speaker 1: to say to the people about the cat at the end? 153 00:08:32,160 --> 00:08:36,120 Speaker 1: Gets me every time? Yeah, I I just thought it 154 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:37,720 Speaker 1: was those are the right choice. It was the right 155 00:08:37,800 --> 00:08:40,600 Speaker 1: choice to make. Yes, I wanted to set the stage properly. 156 00:08:40,679 --> 00:08:42,520 Speaker 1: This is not season one. This is on a whole 157 00:08:42,559 --> 00:08:44,040 Speaker 1: new level. He did well, and we're going to do 158 00:08:44,080 --> 00:08:46,120 Speaker 1: better this year. We promised. Well, thank you to work 159 00:08:46,160 --> 00:08:49,040 Speaker 1: Sharp for supplying the prizes for all of you. You'll 160 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:50,800 Speaker 1: get a work Sharp field sharpener for all of you 161 00:08:50,840 --> 00:08:53,080 Speaker 1: that we select. If you have some time, go to 162 00:08:53,120 --> 00:08:57,640 Speaker 1: work Sharp's YouTube page and check out the work Sharp Workshop. 163 00:08:58,240 --> 00:09:02,959 Speaker 1: Like that Work Sharp Workshop Workshop Workshop. It's a weekly 164 00:09:03,559 --> 00:09:06,640 Speaker 1: hot tip show about knife sharpening, So if you want 165 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:08,800 Speaker 1: to go over there, check that out. But this week's 166 00:09:09,320 --> 00:09:11,240 Speaker 1: I went through I just went through about an hour 167 00:09:11,320 --> 00:09:13,600 Speaker 1: of reading No Star moments. One of my favorites was 168 00:09:13,600 --> 00:09:16,600 Speaker 1: a guy took a th HC gummy on his way 169 00:09:16,640 --> 00:09:20,560 Speaker 1: into camp. Different THC. Different. We should have gummies. I 170 00:09:20,600 --> 00:09:23,640 Speaker 1: still believe that we could sell lots of gummies, just 171 00:09:23,720 --> 00:09:26,680 Speaker 1: gummy bears. Yeah, do not take them while hunting. No, 172 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:29,640 Speaker 1: this guy, he was also he took them hiking into 173 00:09:29,640 --> 00:09:31,760 Speaker 1: camp and then got scared that the police were at 174 00:09:31,840 --> 00:09:34,440 Speaker 1: camp and freaked out and got rid of pale and 175 00:09:34,679 --> 00:09:37,240 Speaker 1: eventually made it and killed it. Milk. But I didn't 176 00:09:37,240 --> 00:09:40,440 Speaker 1: select that one. And I'll tell you why, you know, 177 00:09:40,440 --> 00:09:42,840 Speaker 1: I'll tell you why I feel. Because I've been fishing 178 00:09:42,840 --> 00:09:45,400 Speaker 1: all out with my boy, my my three year old boy, James, 179 00:09:45,880 --> 00:09:48,600 Speaker 1: and we've been slaying the blue gill. You know. Blue 180 00:09:48,640 --> 00:09:51,360 Speaker 1: gill is a fish, little pan fish. Yeah, I've caught 181 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:55,080 Speaker 1: one before, you call, oh my god, really on the ice? Wow? 182 00:09:55,240 --> 00:09:57,160 Speaker 1: Well on the ice one of the three fish that 183 00:09:57,200 --> 00:10:00,800 Speaker 1: I've got, that's Stephen Ranella Fellow. I bet actually it's 184 00:10:00,840 --> 00:10:05,319 Speaker 1: true pastard um. So we even catch a lot of 185 00:10:05,320 --> 00:10:07,040 Speaker 1: blue gil a lot. This last weekend my parents were 186 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:09,080 Speaker 1: in town. We we caught eight blue gill in one 187 00:10:09,120 --> 00:10:10,760 Speaker 1: little session and then we made a little I made 188 00:10:10,760 --> 00:10:13,199 Speaker 1: a little bluegel fish sticks. They were delicious. So I've 189 00:10:13,200 --> 00:10:15,719 Speaker 1: been thinking a lot about blue gill. I'm trying to 190 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:18,200 Speaker 1: get real good and this is that's why Steve Smith's 191 00:10:18,240 --> 00:10:23,880 Speaker 1: email piqued my interest. So listen up, Phil, I'm very 192 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:27,520 Speaker 1: excited to hear this year's cornucopia of not so sharp moments. 193 00:10:27,559 --> 00:10:29,840 Speaker 1: And it's true there will be a corner copia. I 194 00:10:29,880 --> 00:10:32,160 Speaker 1: have my own dad to the pile. This story is 195 00:10:32,200 --> 00:10:35,520 Speaker 1: not about myself being dull, but my close friend. But 196 00:10:35,640 --> 00:10:38,400 Speaker 1: in the end I may be guilty by association. So Phil, 197 00:10:38,480 --> 00:10:42,560 Speaker 1: be prepared to judge this gentleman Steve based on his actions. 198 00:10:42,960 --> 00:10:45,600 Speaker 1: That's really what not so sharp moments it's about. That's 199 00:10:45,640 --> 00:10:48,720 Speaker 1: judging others. Shouldn't be tough, It's about judging others. During 200 00:10:48,720 --> 00:10:51,160 Speaker 1: the summer two thousand and seven, after high school graduation, 201 00:10:51,240 --> 00:10:53,240 Speaker 1: before heading off to college, my best friend and I 202 00:10:53,280 --> 00:10:55,760 Speaker 1: spent some some of our time doing one of only 203 00:10:55,800 --> 00:10:58,439 Speaker 1: a few things, working on houses for my dad, trying 204 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:01,480 Speaker 1: to be badass radio cowboys all over the Western US, 205 00:11:01,640 --> 00:11:06,160 Speaker 1: and of course fishing. We had recently transplanted several large 206 00:11:06,280 --> 00:11:10,679 Speaker 1: bluegill into a pond on my parents property, mostly for 207 00:11:10,800 --> 00:11:14,280 Speaker 1: esthetic reasons. We love to toss in grasshoppers and worms 208 00:11:14,320 --> 00:11:17,480 Speaker 1: to watch the fish eat their hearts out, and would 209 00:11:17,520 --> 00:11:20,200 Speaker 1: occasionally partake in some catch and release fishing at home. 210 00:11:20,559 --> 00:11:24,040 Speaker 1: It seems very Americana. Thus far, it seems very nice. 211 00:11:24,480 --> 00:11:27,360 Speaker 1: One evening, while being generally up to no good, my 212 00:11:27,440 --> 00:11:29,600 Speaker 1: friend and I were trying to blow up anything we 213 00:11:29,640 --> 00:11:34,000 Speaker 1: could find with small firecrackers black cats, to be exact, Phill, 214 00:11:34,040 --> 00:11:37,959 Speaker 1: you have any experience with black cats? Some I do. 215 00:11:38,400 --> 00:11:41,000 Speaker 1: I've put them in mailboxes, I will, is that illegal? 216 00:11:41,480 --> 00:11:44,520 Speaker 1: Absolutely cut that out? Okay, okay, And we may or 217 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:48,520 Speaker 1: may not have rated my dad's beer fridge. So he 218 00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:52,599 Speaker 1: set the scene again very a very American young boy experience, 219 00:11:52,600 --> 00:11:55,440 Speaker 1: assuming he's not really he's a a young man. At 220 00:11:55,480 --> 00:12:00,360 Speaker 1: this point. He's rolling around with firecrackers drinking beer. I 221 00:12:00,360 --> 00:12:02,640 Speaker 1: would say that's a pretty good recipe for a not 222 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:06,240 Speaker 1: so sharp moment. Phil, my friend decides to see if 223 00:12:06,640 --> 00:12:08,680 Speaker 1: the one black cat in a long string with the 224 00:12:08,720 --> 00:12:12,959 Speaker 1: green fuse would truly go off underwater, like we had 225 00:12:13,040 --> 00:12:16,960 Speaker 1: long heard rumor of. His water of choice was the 226 00:12:17,040 --> 00:12:21,400 Speaker 1: pond that held our prize Bluegill. I probably told him 227 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:23,920 Speaker 1: this was ill advised, as the fish would eat most 228 00:12:23,960 --> 00:12:26,280 Speaker 1: anything we threw in the water due to the fact 229 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:28,080 Speaker 1: that all we threw in the water was generally things 230 00:12:28,120 --> 00:12:31,840 Speaker 1: fish like to eat. He dismissed this warning, lit the fuse, 231 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:35,920 Speaker 1: and dropped it in the pond. My dad's largest and 232 00:12:36,160 --> 00:12:39,920 Speaker 1: favorite fish promptly swam over and snatched the mouthful of 233 00:12:39,960 --> 00:12:45,319 Speaker 1: explosives right up in terror. We watched as an underwater explosion, 234 00:12:45,360 --> 00:12:47,200 Speaker 1: some to that of a depth charge in a World 235 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:50,120 Speaker 1: War two action film, ripped a tiny shock wave through 236 00:12:50,200 --> 00:12:55,199 Speaker 1: the pond, of mobilizing the pan fish instantly. With thoughts 237 00:12:55,240 --> 00:12:57,080 Speaker 1: of both my soon to be angry dad and not 238 00:12:57,120 --> 00:12:59,760 Speaker 1: wanting to waste of fish running through my head, I 239 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:05,719 Speaker 1: netted filad and deposited the fish into the freezer, then 240 00:13:05,920 --> 00:13:08,959 Speaker 1: took the leftovers and placed them in my mom's tomato plants. 241 00:13:10,160 --> 00:13:13,040 Speaker 1: Yeah later that evening, the whistle was blown and our 242 00:13:13,160 --> 00:13:16,160 Speaker 1: terrible deed was told to my dad via my brother. 243 00:13:16,200 --> 00:13:19,360 Speaker 1: Older brother joking about how my friend should order fish 244 00:13:19,400 --> 00:13:25,280 Speaker 1: when we went to dinner later that night, classic old 245 00:13:25,920 --> 00:13:31,720 Speaker 1: like we should have some fish stick bluegill. Although thoroughly upset, 246 00:13:31,840 --> 00:13:33,920 Speaker 1: my dad was able to eventually find humor in this 247 00:13:33,960 --> 00:13:37,120 Speaker 1: situation and using the flames in a very nice Batchel 248 00:13:37,200 --> 00:13:41,280 Speaker 1: so VJ also helped his attitude towards the situation. I 249 00:13:41,360 --> 00:13:44,040 Speaker 1: maintained my innocence in this not a sharp moment, but 250 00:13:44,120 --> 00:13:47,800 Speaker 1: I will let you and Phil be the judges. Steve 251 00:13:48,280 --> 00:13:50,560 Speaker 1: P said not condone the use of explosives for fishing. 252 00:13:50,559 --> 00:13:53,439 Speaker 1: In fact, I could see how, although a pure accident, 253 00:13:53,600 --> 00:13:59,600 Speaker 1: this story could ruffle certain feathers. Thank you again. Yeah, 254 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:01,880 Speaker 1: I mean you should be doing this, but that's that's 255 00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:03,600 Speaker 1: you're in the in the trust tree here, you're in 256 00:14:03,600 --> 00:14:06,959 Speaker 1: the nest. We know you're doing stupid things. We're prompting 257 00:14:07,080 --> 00:14:10,240 Speaker 1: the whole, you know, point of this operation, telling the truth. 258 00:14:10,520 --> 00:14:13,080 Speaker 1: We're all telling the truth for sake of humor. So 259 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:16,360 Speaker 1: don't worry about it, man, don't worry about it at all. Now, Phil, 260 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:20,080 Speaker 1: do you believe that Steve has any guilt in this 261 00:14:20,160 --> 00:14:23,600 Speaker 1: situation for allowing his friend to chuck explosives into the 262 00:14:23,640 --> 00:14:27,400 Speaker 1: family pond. It's it sounds like he did. It, sounds 263 00:14:27,440 --> 00:14:29,200 Speaker 1: like I mean, he tried, he tried to hide it. 264 00:14:29,200 --> 00:14:31,040 Speaker 1: But at least he you know, at least he made 265 00:14:32,080 --> 00:14:37,880 Speaker 1: made a meal composting If you make mistakes. Sure, the 266 00:14:37,920 --> 00:14:39,520 Speaker 1: best thing to do is clean it up. Yeah, I 267 00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:45,120 Speaker 1: know he made lemons out of a exploded lemonade. Yes, 268 00:14:45,520 --> 00:14:47,400 Speaker 1: that's I That's probably what I would do, Steve. Is 269 00:14:47,400 --> 00:14:49,000 Speaker 1: I think about what you did here? Man. You know 270 00:14:49,440 --> 00:14:53,000 Speaker 1: we've all been the part of peer pressure. Uh. Phil 271 00:14:53,040 --> 00:14:55,360 Speaker 1: has heard lots of lots of peer pressure. Actually, Phil, 272 00:14:55,440 --> 00:14:58,680 Speaker 1: you're pretty immune to peer pressure. I've tried to pressure 273 00:14:58,680 --> 00:15:02,280 Speaker 1: you into many things that you you say no to. Yeah, 274 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:05,040 Speaker 1: it just comes with the age. He used to want 275 00:15:05,080 --> 00:15:09,400 Speaker 1: to look cool, and then I realized I'm already cool 276 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:14,280 Speaker 1: enough for me for you. We'll see. We'll see, Phil, 277 00:15:14,840 --> 00:15:19,160 Speaker 1: We'll see. Uh. Well, Steve, you did well to eat 278 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:22,840 Speaker 1: the fish, You did well to help your mom's tomato plants, 279 00:15:22,840 --> 00:15:24,840 Speaker 1: and you did well to own up to your misdeeds. 280 00:15:25,360 --> 00:15:30,400 Speaker 1: And so for that you get a work sharp field sharpener. Congratulations, Phil, 281 00:15:30,440 --> 00:15:35,000 Speaker 1: play the jingle sharp not so sharp moments sharp so 282 00:15:35,360 --> 00:15:43,880 Speaker 1: you don't have to. We're get a lot more not 283 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:47,040 Speaker 1: so sharp moments coming up this entire year. We got 284 00:15:47,040 --> 00:15:49,160 Speaker 1: a bunch more of them to do, So please please 285 00:15:49,200 --> 00:15:52,760 Speaker 1: please inundate Phil and I with as many stupid stories 286 00:15:52,760 --> 00:15:56,040 Speaker 1: from the out doors as you possibly can a THHC 287 00:15:56,160 --> 00:15:57,720 Speaker 1: at the Mediator dot com. Agive if you want to 288 00:15:57,720 --> 00:16:01,320 Speaker 1: be considered and you'd like to win th HC at 289 00:16:01,320 --> 00:16:04,840 Speaker 1: the Mediator dot com as soon as possible. Now, Phil, 290 00:16:05,520 --> 00:16:08,720 Speaker 1: before we get to the interview, we should talk about 291 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:10,560 Speaker 1: a little bit about who these folks are, and we 292 00:16:10,600 --> 00:16:13,320 Speaker 1: have to have pile to apologize for last week. We 293 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:15,680 Speaker 1: said two episodes ago that we were gonna have Ryan 294 00:16:15,680 --> 00:16:19,400 Speaker 1: and Hillary Lampers on last episode one thirty three, but 295 00:16:19,840 --> 00:16:22,000 Speaker 1: we had a Jim Pozzit's passed away, So I felt 296 00:16:22,000 --> 00:16:24,280 Speaker 1: that I wanted to shift towards that to make sure 297 00:16:24,320 --> 00:16:27,240 Speaker 1: we could give a proper tribute to Jim. And thank 298 00:16:27,280 --> 00:16:29,720 Speaker 1: you for the number of you, many of you that 299 00:16:29,720 --> 00:16:33,720 Speaker 1: that messed me on Instagram and wrote emails, UM, thanking 300 00:16:33,800 --> 00:16:36,480 Speaker 1: me for highlighting Jim and for playing that little clip 301 00:16:36,480 --> 00:16:38,720 Speaker 1: at the end. UM. Thank you to Phil for putting 302 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:42,600 Speaker 1: a little like ambience sound after the clip ended. Yeah, 303 00:16:42,600 --> 00:16:44,640 Speaker 1: well I felt weird going to silence, and it also 304 00:16:44,640 --> 00:16:48,840 Speaker 1: felt weird cutting to the song. Yeah, so you did right. 305 00:16:49,160 --> 00:16:50,760 Speaker 1: He gave it a lot of people who gave a 306 00:16:50,760 --> 00:16:53,160 Speaker 1: lot of people the feels Again, if you are a 307 00:16:53,200 --> 00:16:55,560 Speaker 1: big fan of hunting and ethics and even this show 308 00:16:55,920 --> 00:16:58,800 Speaker 1: you should be reading Beyond Fair Chase doesn't benefit me 309 00:16:58,960 --> 00:17:02,440 Speaker 1: at all to promote that other than it's a good 310 00:17:02,480 --> 00:17:05,600 Speaker 1: piece of work. A hundred thousands of people have read 311 00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:09,280 Speaker 1: it and more should. Um. And so thanks for all 312 00:17:09,280 --> 00:17:13,280 Speaker 1: of you guys for listening and caring about Jim Um 313 00:17:13,320 --> 00:17:18,240 Speaker 1: and his family. So before we get to Hillary and Ryan, 314 00:17:18,400 --> 00:17:20,560 Speaker 1: a lot of this you listen to this podcast right 315 00:17:20,640 --> 00:17:24,120 Speaker 1: this interview. We talked about this a couple episodes ago. 316 00:17:24,640 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 1: A lot of it is about marriage and hunting, how 317 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:32,920 Speaker 1: to how to really just marriage altogether, how to be 318 00:17:33,440 --> 00:17:38,600 Speaker 1: a reasonable compassionate spouse. UM, So you have any thoughts 319 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:40,760 Speaker 1: on what you heard there, Phil as you get into 320 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:42,800 Speaker 1: you're gonna be hunting soon, man like, and you're gonna 321 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:44,199 Speaker 1: have to do And I think I said this a 322 00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:47,399 Speaker 1: couple of weeks ago that it makes me nervous because, 323 00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:50,320 Speaker 1: like I said, I feel guilty even just going to 324 00:17:50,359 --> 00:17:53,680 Speaker 1: the grocery store for an hour, leaving leaving my wife 325 00:17:53,680 --> 00:17:56,359 Speaker 1: with the with the two kids. And I also just 326 00:17:56,400 --> 00:18:01,520 Speaker 1: want to appreciate how just honest Hillary was and and 327 00:18:01,640 --> 00:18:06,480 Speaker 1: Ryan about their you know, relationship to hunting and how 328 00:18:06,520 --> 00:18:09,160 Speaker 1: that affects their relationship. I thought, I yeah, I thought 329 00:18:09,200 --> 00:18:11,720 Speaker 1: it was a great conversation. I did too. I was surprised. 330 00:18:11,760 --> 00:18:13,280 Speaker 1: You know, you go into those situation you don't really 331 00:18:13,280 --> 00:18:15,280 Speaker 1: know what you're gonna get into. I know that Hillary 332 00:18:15,320 --> 00:18:19,440 Speaker 1: and Ryan, each of them have um different expertise. Ryan 333 00:18:19,520 --> 00:18:24,000 Speaker 1: is one of the best back country hunters in Montana 334 00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:27,080 Speaker 1: or hey, maybe across the country. Um, they've built their 335 00:18:27,119 --> 00:18:32,640 Speaker 1: stealthy hunter platform on being um healthy and kicking ass 336 00:18:32,640 --> 00:18:36,080 Speaker 1: in the back country. So it certainly is interesting to 337 00:18:36,119 --> 00:18:38,480 Speaker 1: have that juxposition. But what I didn't intend, and what 338 00:18:38,520 --> 00:18:39,840 Speaker 1: I didn't think of, is that what we're gonna be 339 00:18:39,920 --> 00:18:43,199 Speaker 1: talking about their journey in their marriage and then what 340 00:18:44,359 --> 00:18:49,199 Speaker 1: came of it. Certainly they are displaying what classic gender roles, right, 341 00:18:49,880 --> 00:18:53,800 Speaker 1: guy goes out hunting, female stays home. That's a classic way. 342 00:18:53,840 --> 00:18:56,440 Speaker 1: But there I'm certain there are many people listening, like, hey, listen, 343 00:18:56,480 --> 00:18:59,600 Speaker 1: my mom was a hunter, my dad stayed home, or 344 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:02,720 Speaker 1: they both hunted together, or all the different ways that 345 00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:05,520 Speaker 1: this goes. So certainly this is not meant to be 346 00:19:05,560 --> 00:19:08,000 Speaker 1: a counseling session, but it was even for me as 347 00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:10,200 Speaker 1: a young father or somebody who likes to go hunting. 348 00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:12,399 Speaker 1: For you, Phil because you're gonna be once you get 349 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:15,399 Speaker 1: to like eight or nine on the excitement scale, then 350 00:19:15,400 --> 00:19:17,440 Speaker 1: you're gonna have to deal with this. Your wife's gonna 351 00:19:17,440 --> 00:19:19,280 Speaker 1: be what are you doing this weekend? You're like duck 352 00:19:19,320 --> 00:19:21,760 Speaker 1: hunting with O'Brien, and she's gonna start. She'll probably started 353 00:19:21,760 --> 00:19:23,480 Speaker 1: to resent me, which is gonna be a big deal. 354 00:19:24,000 --> 00:19:26,040 Speaker 1: So stuff to look forward to. And like you're five 355 00:19:26,119 --> 00:19:29,040 Speaker 1: or six if your hunting journey, it sounds like you've 356 00:19:29,040 --> 00:19:31,240 Speaker 1: thought about this more than I had. No I've mapped. 357 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:33,920 Speaker 1: I've mapped the next six years of our relationship. Sounds 358 00:19:33,960 --> 00:19:37,199 Speaker 1: good because it's important to me. Ronnell is really starting 359 00:19:37,200 --> 00:19:42,000 Speaker 1: to encroach. Really, How is Tom broke All's ranch? By 360 00:19:42,000 --> 00:19:45,080 Speaker 1: the way, it was gorgeous? Gorgeous? Yes? How is he 361 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:48,080 Speaker 1: red Bag Creek? He used of the mountains? Is he 362 00:19:48,119 --> 00:19:50,320 Speaker 1: doing good? Yeah? No, Yeah, he's he's he's doing good. 363 00:19:50,320 --> 00:19:52,520 Speaker 1: He's gone through his uh you know about of health issues, 364 00:19:52,560 --> 00:19:56,119 Speaker 1: but still still kicking great stories. Yeah, listen to the 365 00:19:56,119 --> 00:19:58,199 Speaker 1: media and podcast Tom Broke All coming up at some 366 00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:01,440 Speaker 1: point in the near future. I thought that was pretty cool. Um, 367 00:20:01,480 --> 00:20:04,720 Speaker 1: but Ryan and Hillary Lampers coming up right now. You're 368 00:20:04,720 --> 00:20:08,160 Speaker 1: gonna hear a lot about their life. Please listen. Hopefully 369 00:20:08,320 --> 00:20:10,879 Speaker 1: it helps you with with even even if it's not 370 00:20:10,960 --> 00:20:13,199 Speaker 1: your marriage, with other people in your life that have 371 00:20:13,280 --> 00:20:15,879 Speaker 1: to sacrifice because you love to go hunting. It is 372 00:20:15,920 --> 00:20:18,640 Speaker 1: a huge deal. No matter your gender, no matter your 373 00:20:18,720 --> 00:20:22,680 Speaker 1: marital status, doesn't really make much of a difference other 374 00:20:22,680 --> 00:20:24,479 Speaker 1: than the fact that we're all trying to balance what 375 00:20:24,520 --> 00:20:28,240 Speaker 1: we love to do outside the disconnection that we have, 376 00:20:28,400 --> 00:20:31,600 Speaker 1: which at some you know essence is kind of why 377 00:20:31,680 --> 00:20:35,040 Speaker 1: we do it. And then at the same time, wanting 378 00:20:35,080 --> 00:20:37,399 Speaker 1: to make sure our family, friends and loved ones know 379 00:20:37,600 --> 00:20:39,960 Speaker 1: that we appreciate them too and we're not trying to 380 00:20:40,040 --> 00:20:43,040 Speaker 1: run off and be away from them for long periods 381 00:20:43,040 --> 00:20:44,879 Speaker 1: of time. And then maybe how you can craft a 382 00:20:44,920 --> 00:20:48,120 Speaker 1: life where everybody can go together. So something to think of. 383 00:20:48,640 --> 00:20:52,000 Speaker 1: On episode four, please enjoy one of my favorite conversations 384 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:54,920 Speaker 1: in quite a while, Ryan and Hillary Lampers from Three 385 00:20:55,000 --> 00:21:03,400 Speaker 1: Books in Montana. Hillary and Ryan, what is up? How's 386 00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:05,080 Speaker 1: it going? Then? You know, we gotta act like we 387 00:21:05,119 --> 00:21:07,119 Speaker 1: haven't been talking for two hours. I know it's a 388 00:21:07,119 --> 00:21:10,400 Speaker 1: little difficult. It's a little weird, Like that's a weird 389 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:14,560 Speaker 1: thing about podcasting. Like I said, almost want to hand 390 00:21:14,640 --> 00:21:16,600 Speaker 1: us the set. You just walk in and then just 391 00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:18,359 Speaker 1: start talking. But then we'd have to be sort of 392 00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:20,280 Speaker 1: connected the whole time. The whole time they'll be yeah, 393 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:24,880 Speaker 1: social distancing probably, But we had a great conversation though. Yeah, 394 00:21:24,880 --> 00:21:27,399 Speaker 1: we wish were recorded that. And that's it. That's it, guys, 395 00:21:27,400 --> 00:21:31,840 Speaker 1: were done. Thanks, Well, we're here. I usually like to 396 00:21:31,960 --> 00:21:34,280 Speaker 1: when we do when we're in the studio too much, 397 00:21:34,280 --> 00:21:35,840 Speaker 1: as I was telling you, guys, way too much in 398 00:21:35,840 --> 00:21:40,840 Speaker 1: our studio. So it's nice to be out and be Um, 399 00:21:40,960 --> 00:21:45,159 Speaker 1: can you guys describe where we are. We are out 400 00:21:45,480 --> 00:21:49,800 Speaker 1: three Forks, Montana, kind of out in the prairie. Um, 401 00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:54,600 Speaker 1: we love our new place. I mean we we for 402 00:21:54,600 --> 00:21:56,840 Speaker 1: folks that know our story. We come from Washington State 403 00:21:57,520 --> 00:22:01,359 Speaker 1: and uh kind of west coast there, green all the time, 404 00:22:02,520 --> 00:22:05,879 Speaker 1: big trees. Totally different than here. Right this is we 405 00:22:05,920 --> 00:22:07,560 Speaker 1: don't have a tree on our property. I was telling 406 00:22:07,600 --> 00:22:10,400 Speaker 1: you've been like when we first got this place, where 407 00:22:10,480 --> 00:22:13,080 Speaker 1: we got this picture like, okay, well we'll just turn 408 00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:15,520 Speaker 1: this place into what we had back there. We'll plant 409 00:22:15,560 --> 00:22:18,440 Speaker 1: some trees, well, grow a garden. It's going to be great. 410 00:22:18,480 --> 00:22:25,119 Speaker 1: Build our greenhouse, lush jungle per culture, like what were 411 00:22:25,160 --> 00:22:30,919 Speaker 1: you calling it like the regenerative agriculture, no worries easy 412 00:22:31,280 --> 00:22:33,480 Speaker 1: and we just put a few trees in like two 413 00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:38,360 Speaker 1: weeks ago. We tried to dig and were praying that 414 00:22:38,400 --> 00:22:42,159 Speaker 1: they get enough water to to actually grow the spring. 415 00:22:42,240 --> 00:22:46,119 Speaker 1: We dug fence poles for our garden foot fence post holes. 416 00:22:46,720 --> 00:22:48,480 Speaker 1: We hadn't planeted a garden yet because we were going 417 00:22:48,520 --> 00:22:52,920 Speaker 1: to put the fence up. You couldn't even dig. I 418 00:22:53,000 --> 00:22:57,199 Speaker 1: got a great work out thought because it's pure play. 419 00:22:57,600 --> 00:23:00,919 Speaker 1: And then we were like, we are to post we 420 00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:03,560 Speaker 1: are not gonna be able to plant anything in the ground. Well, 421 00:23:03,600 --> 00:23:06,320 Speaker 1: there's it's yeah, so like where we're at, we're out 422 00:23:06,320 --> 00:23:09,280 Speaker 1: in the prairie, there's no trees anywhere. It's a definitely 423 00:23:09,320 --> 00:23:13,760 Speaker 1: a dry climate. And uh our property is overrun with 424 00:23:13,800 --> 00:23:16,560 Speaker 1: grasshoppers at the moment and they're just growing and getting bigger. 425 00:23:16,960 --> 00:23:19,720 Speaker 1: So what's the grasshoppers strategy now? Man? So you can 426 00:23:19,720 --> 00:23:21,520 Speaker 1: see today, I don't know if you noticed the chickens 427 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:25,720 Speaker 1: out wandering the perimeter. We just like we planted about 428 00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:29,719 Speaker 1: a month ago and at our prior residents we had 429 00:23:29,760 --> 00:23:33,400 Speaker 1: slug issues. Chickens are pretty good with slugs. We had 430 00:23:33,400 --> 00:23:35,520 Speaker 1: all these kind of traps and copper and stuff that 431 00:23:35,560 --> 00:23:37,520 Speaker 1: we could keep the slugs off. Well, this hopper thing 432 00:23:37,600 --> 00:23:41,080 Speaker 1: is totally new for us, and last year we had 433 00:23:42,200 --> 00:23:44,880 Speaker 1: an infestation. We thought, man, hopefully that was like this 434 00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:47,880 Speaker 1: flukey thing and it doesn't come around again this year. 435 00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:51,560 Speaker 1: And right now we've got these little quarter to half 436 00:23:51,560 --> 00:23:54,480 Speaker 1: inch grasshoppers and there's a literally I think a billion 437 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:57,200 Speaker 1: of them in our yard and they're already just crushing 438 00:23:57,200 --> 00:24:00,440 Speaker 1: our garden. So the only really thing we can think 439 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:03,840 Speaker 1: of doing is getting more birds, like more chickens. We 440 00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:06,840 Speaker 1: got more ducks this year, and we're just turning them loose, 441 00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:09,960 Speaker 1: like we planned on building this kind of like chicken 442 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:14,400 Speaker 1: run around like a moat around our garden. And just 443 00:24:14,480 --> 00:24:16,560 Speaker 1: this past couple of weeks, I've just let the chickens 444 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:18,480 Speaker 1: kind of take run of the yard and kind of 445 00:24:18,520 --> 00:24:22,000 Speaker 1: train the dogs to not kill them. And so they're 446 00:24:22,000 --> 00:24:23,800 Speaker 1: out there. Youn't notice they're out there just crushing the 447 00:24:23,840 --> 00:24:26,200 Speaker 1: grasshoppers all day. So we're hoping that makes a difference. 448 00:24:26,480 --> 00:24:29,359 Speaker 1: But we won't know. Is there a grasshopper rut? Do 449 00:24:29,440 --> 00:24:34,119 Speaker 1: we know? My mom said it's so, she said, you 450 00:24:34,160 --> 00:24:36,240 Speaker 1: don't know, Because we had a really bad last year, 451 00:24:36,600 --> 00:24:38,080 Speaker 1: and that was our first year. So she said, you 452 00:24:38,080 --> 00:24:39,560 Speaker 1: don't know if you're in the second year of the 453 00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:42,160 Speaker 1: third year right now, you're never gonna know. Last year 454 00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:44,560 Speaker 1: that our dogs are trying to like take a run 455 00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:49,240 Speaker 1: through the yard and they would just like slow down. Yeah, 456 00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:51,959 Speaker 1: there's like this, this ocean is parted and it's just 457 00:24:52,000 --> 00:24:55,240 Speaker 1: grasshoppers flying everywhere. Everybody's like gardens that listen. And I think, 458 00:24:55,240 --> 00:24:58,120 Speaker 1: like an increasing amount of people that hunt garden thanks 459 00:24:58,119 --> 00:25:00,560 Speaker 1: to you guys start But I think thanks a lot 460 00:25:00,600 --> 00:25:03,199 Speaker 1: of just it lines up, you know, it's it's just 461 00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:06,399 Speaker 1: a holistic way to eat. So I think for sure, 462 00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:09,560 Speaker 1: you know, every gardener has that problem. We got bowls 463 00:25:09,560 --> 00:25:12,480 Speaker 1: in my house and that's our problem. Like I gotta 464 00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,679 Speaker 1: go out and trap bowls. That's mine, that's my daily thing. 465 00:25:15,720 --> 00:25:19,120 Speaker 1: But you have you guys had slugs in Washington, grasshoppers here. 466 00:25:19,160 --> 00:25:23,120 Speaker 1: I'm thirty minutes away and I got bowls. Every gardener 467 00:25:23,760 --> 00:25:26,000 Speaker 1: has a battle. Well, it just goes to show you 468 00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:28,760 Speaker 1: that there's creatures everywhere who are trying to survive as well, 469 00:25:28,800 --> 00:25:31,800 Speaker 1: and you have to you have to compete with them 470 00:25:31,840 --> 00:25:34,480 Speaker 1: if you want to take over their space and growing 471 00:25:36,040 --> 00:25:38,560 Speaker 1: it sounds great, and it's like I got this romantic 472 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:40,719 Speaker 1: thing to it, you know, just grow your own garden, 473 00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:42,680 Speaker 1: you know, you fill that other side of the plate 474 00:25:42,720 --> 00:25:45,080 Speaker 1: with your garden. But it's a lot of work. Yeah, 475 00:25:45,160 --> 00:25:47,800 Speaker 1: I mean I look at my garden right now today 476 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,919 Speaker 1: and I see like a week's worth of things that 477 00:25:50,960 --> 00:25:53,679 Speaker 1: I should be doing out there, and uh, you know, 478 00:25:53,760 --> 00:25:57,399 Speaker 1: weeding and figuring all these things out. But it's a 479 00:25:57,440 --> 00:26:00,719 Speaker 1: ton of work, but it's so well worth it. You like, 480 00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:03,320 Speaker 1: harvesting that stuff all summers. And I found out that Ryan, 481 00:26:03,400 --> 00:26:07,160 Speaker 1: you also, I hate Costco. They're not a sponsor, thank you, 482 00:26:07,840 --> 00:26:10,879 Speaker 1: but I hate them. Yeah. It's had to go a 483 00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:14,680 Speaker 1: few times the summit. We need a lot of food 484 00:26:14,680 --> 00:26:18,240 Speaker 1: and you can't buy in bulk like that anywhere but Costco, 485 00:26:18,480 --> 00:26:22,280 Speaker 1: you know, Costwise unless you we ordered from Amazon like 486 00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:25,240 Speaker 1: six months ago or whatever. Yeah. I like to torture 487 00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:27,320 Speaker 1: myself every time and go like, oh I went to Costcow. 488 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:29,320 Speaker 1: I gotta sadly eat a corn dog all the way 489 00:26:29,359 --> 00:26:35,080 Speaker 1: out again, a piece of pizza. Pizza. Well, and like 490 00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:37,480 Speaker 1: you've been on the same way. I wouldn't try to 491 00:26:37,520 --> 00:26:40,680 Speaker 1: avoid any grocery store if at all possible, So yeah, 492 00:26:40,760 --> 00:26:43,920 Speaker 1: the garden fits into that, honey fits into that. Try 493 00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:46,720 Speaker 1: to feel both sides of the plate, canning all those 494 00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:49,080 Speaker 1: type things as much as you can do to not 495 00:26:49,200 --> 00:26:51,920 Speaker 1: have to go to the store as often. I want 496 00:26:51,920 --> 00:26:53,720 Speaker 1: to do that. I'd rather du these things at home. 497 00:26:54,240 --> 00:26:56,320 Speaker 1: And we were really close in Washington. We had a 498 00:26:56,400 --> 00:26:59,800 Speaker 1: large greenhouse. UM. You know, growing season was basically from 499 00:26:59,800 --> 00:27:02,480 Speaker 1: a role and drew November sometimes depending on what the 500 00:27:02,520 --> 00:27:07,800 Speaker 1: food was. UM. We we literally were by just buying 501 00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:11,000 Speaker 1: staples at the grocery store. UM. And we thought we 502 00:27:11,000 --> 00:27:18,879 Speaker 1: were going to replicate that here. First moved here, you know. 503 00:27:18,880 --> 00:27:22,080 Speaker 1: Talking about emails, We talked about emails earlier from listeners. 504 00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:25,000 Speaker 1: I got an email from a woman who I think 505 00:27:25,040 --> 00:27:27,679 Speaker 1: she lived up somewhere my kel Spill or something, and 506 00:27:27,760 --> 00:27:29,880 Speaker 1: she had moved, she had moved to a different state, 507 00:27:30,160 --> 00:27:33,800 Speaker 1: and she said, well, good luck growing cabbages in Montana, 508 00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:35,720 Speaker 1: because that's all you're going to be able to grow. 509 00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:38,240 Speaker 1: I mean, she was like seemed mad. It was like 510 00:27:38,440 --> 00:27:40,479 Speaker 1: mad that we moved to Montana and that we were 511 00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:42,080 Speaker 1: going to be screwed now we were not going to 512 00:27:42,119 --> 00:27:44,960 Speaker 1: be able to grow anything. Should you know. I showed 513 00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:47,000 Speaker 1: her in that email and I was like, jeez, and 514 00:27:47,040 --> 00:27:55,840 Speaker 1: now I almost feel like I totally understand you. I'm like, people, 515 00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:57,960 Speaker 1: stay out of Montana. If you want to a tomato, 516 00:28:00,640 --> 00:28:05,359 Speaker 1: go to Missoula. Missoula it has the hippie reputation and 517 00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:08,840 Speaker 1: crunchy reputation because you can actually grow vegetables there, which 518 00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:13,000 Speaker 1: is true. Yeah. I think we laughed at that email 519 00:28:13,280 --> 00:28:18,640 Speaker 1: originally and now we completely understand there. There are difficulties. 520 00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:20,880 Speaker 1: I saw I was doing. I was looking around about 521 00:28:20,880 --> 00:28:23,760 Speaker 1: you guys, and uh, I saw you at one point 522 00:28:23,920 --> 00:28:26,320 Speaker 1: had a a canning class that you did or like 523 00:28:26,359 --> 00:28:30,320 Speaker 1: a canning seminar. Yep, we have a book. We did 524 00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:34,439 Speaker 1: a dehydration canning book. But we've also done talks on 525 00:28:34,520 --> 00:28:36,320 Speaker 1: it to try to promote it and kind of talk 526 00:28:36,359 --> 00:28:38,600 Speaker 1: about what it is. UM. We did a few little 527 00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:43,040 Speaker 1: uh seminars at Yakamal talking about it. We have we 528 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:45,360 Speaker 1: have definitely talked. We just kind of talked about the 529 00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:48,560 Speaker 1: whole lifestyle. People are very interested in this, like the 530 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:50,959 Speaker 1: fact that my husband, like, don't look at me, I 531 00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:54,040 Speaker 1: am not the caunter in this family. He is the canter. 532 00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:57,800 Speaker 1: Like he he got into that years ago just from UM. 533 00:28:57,800 --> 00:29:00,680 Speaker 1: A big thing that we don't like, you know, is 534 00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:03,880 Speaker 1: food waste. And as you probably know as well just 535 00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:05,920 Speaker 1: having a podcast and talking to a lot of people, 536 00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:10,120 Speaker 1: food waste is huge in our country especially. We probably 537 00:29:10,120 --> 00:29:13,400 Speaker 1: throw more food away than we actually consume. And so 538 00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:15,440 Speaker 1: when you grow a garden and you hobble this food, 539 00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:18,960 Speaker 1: sometimes you you know for sure him he's growing way 540 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,960 Speaker 1: more than we can actually eat as a family of four. 541 00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:24,600 Speaker 1: So what we can't give away and what comes out. 542 00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:27,800 Speaker 1: His thing was like, well, wasting this food or whatever, 543 00:29:27,920 --> 00:29:29,480 Speaker 1: let's try to find way. So, like you know, with 544 00:29:29,560 --> 00:29:31,440 Speaker 1: the beats we have here, you know, that's was a 545 00:29:31,440 --> 00:29:33,680 Speaker 1: great way we could keep our beats because beats are 546 00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:35,760 Speaker 1: hard to keep all year round, you know. It's just 547 00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:38,560 Speaker 1: it got to potato, the same thing. You'd start canning that, 548 00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:41,400 Speaker 1: and then it just kind of became an obsession. And 549 00:29:41,440 --> 00:29:44,040 Speaker 1: then it was like canning or preserving everything. And then 550 00:29:44,080 --> 00:29:48,520 Speaker 1: we got into dehydration um and keeping food that way. 551 00:29:48,520 --> 00:29:50,440 Speaker 1: And he was mainly doing that for like his back 552 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,520 Speaker 1: country trips, and and then he got into this thing 553 00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,959 Speaker 1: where like I'm not buying any more back country food. 554 00:29:55,320 --> 00:29:57,600 Speaker 1: I'm going to make all my own food. And so 555 00:29:58,160 --> 00:30:00,479 Speaker 1: he's really into that. And then I did. I just 556 00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:02,520 Speaker 1: did an e book that we have on our website, 557 00:30:02,960 --> 00:30:05,280 Speaker 1: and I had just taken pictures for years of our gardens, 558 00:30:05,280 --> 00:30:07,920 Speaker 1: of him, of us Um, and of all the food, 559 00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:10,920 Speaker 1: and then we make the recipes and then it was like, oh, well, 560 00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:12,840 Speaker 1: all these foods that we're using in the herbs and 561 00:30:12,880 --> 00:30:16,480 Speaker 1: all this stuff we're growing, they all have medicinal value. 562 00:30:16,560 --> 00:30:20,640 Speaker 1: And so then the book had like each food like 563 00:30:20,720 --> 00:30:23,280 Speaker 1: what its medicinal properties were and why you would want it. 564 00:30:23,320 --> 00:30:26,520 Speaker 1: And so that was kind of our very first attempt 565 00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:29,040 Speaker 1: at well it's our first book in our last book. 566 00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:35,080 Speaker 1: So actually he went um elk hunting, and that book 567 00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:37,440 Speaker 1: came out in September, so you can imagine what I 568 00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:39,280 Speaker 1: was doing all of September. So he wasn't doing a 569 00:30:39,280 --> 00:30:41,920 Speaker 1: lot of marketing. Yeah, yeah, he was elk hunting. So 570 00:30:42,840 --> 00:30:45,200 Speaker 1: I was pulling my hair out creating an e book 571 00:30:45,200 --> 00:30:49,280 Speaker 1: by myself without our garden. But it's been very well received. 572 00:30:49,360 --> 00:30:51,360 Speaker 1: I mean, you know, just little things like that to 573 00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:56,280 Speaker 1: help people get more information. And while actually the food 574 00:30:56,360 --> 00:30:59,200 Speaker 1: and the food preservation has become a really huge piece 575 00:30:59,200 --> 00:31:02,200 Speaker 1: of our platform, which we didn't. We had no idea 576 00:31:02,280 --> 00:31:03,840 Speaker 1: it was going to be a big yeah. I mean, 577 00:31:03,840 --> 00:31:07,360 Speaker 1: you guys talk about it, capsulate things like the lifestyle platform, 578 00:31:07,440 --> 00:31:09,960 Speaker 1: the brands, brands, you've created, the stuff that you've done. 579 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,000 Speaker 1: You know, it's it's amazing to me that one that 580 00:31:12,040 --> 00:31:13,760 Speaker 1: you do what you do, you live a lifestyle you do, 581 00:31:13,800 --> 00:31:15,960 Speaker 1: but then you're you know, dedicated to teaching other people 582 00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:17,800 Speaker 1: bring them along. I mean, you just had twenty some 583 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:21,240 Speaker 1: people here for your Western Hunting Summit. People travel around 584 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:24,680 Speaker 1: from eighteen different states when it's come to really take parts. 585 00:31:24,680 --> 00:31:26,720 Speaker 1: So that's that's the tangible version of what you guys 586 00:31:26,800 --> 00:31:28,680 Speaker 1: do on a daily basis in a lot of ways. 587 00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:31,760 Speaker 1: Can you explain kind of how how that came to be? 588 00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:33,200 Speaker 1: You know, I think people would want to know what 589 00:31:33,360 --> 00:31:35,600 Speaker 1: is the lifestyle if you would explain to someone. And 590 00:31:35,600 --> 00:31:40,760 Speaker 1: then how did you come to want to teach people? Yeah? Gosh, um, 591 00:31:40,800 --> 00:31:45,160 Speaker 1: I think, uh so how do you start? It's a 592 00:31:45,160 --> 00:31:49,200 Speaker 1: long answer. It's a long answer. Um. As Hill mentioned, 593 00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:51,719 Speaker 1: prior to the food waste thing has always been an 594 00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:53,440 Speaker 1: issue for me. I don't know why. I don't know 595 00:31:53,520 --> 00:31:57,760 Speaker 1: where it came from. Um, Like, not many things bothering me. 596 00:31:57,800 --> 00:32:00,000 Speaker 1: I'm pretty chill about most things, but when I see 597 00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:03,920 Speaker 1: food wasteither's out of my garden or anything. And I 598 00:32:03,920 --> 00:32:07,240 Speaker 1: think that's especially true with if you've grown your own, 599 00:32:07,560 --> 00:32:10,600 Speaker 1: you pay attention to it way more uh than if 600 00:32:10,640 --> 00:32:12,320 Speaker 1: you just buy it. If you buy it and it 601 00:32:12,360 --> 00:32:15,120 Speaker 1: comes and goes, it's cheap. But if you grow your 602 00:32:15,160 --> 00:32:18,000 Speaker 1: own or your hunt your own, you've put all this 603 00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:21,680 Speaker 1: sweat equity into it. Food waste is huge, like I 604 00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:24,480 Speaker 1: just you just don't want it, so you get creative 605 00:32:24,520 --> 00:32:27,800 Speaker 1: on how to preserve it and rie it, put it up, 606 00:32:28,240 --> 00:32:32,160 Speaker 1: sup it, make sure that nothing really goes to waste. 607 00:32:32,280 --> 00:32:36,120 Speaker 1: And you know, obviously we have chickens now, so any 608 00:32:36,160 --> 00:32:38,640 Speaker 1: waste that we do get hopefully goes out and we 609 00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:41,800 Speaker 1: recover it there. But I think, uh, you know, I've 610 00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:45,000 Speaker 1: always just enjoyed that part, and it's hillary that that 611 00:32:45,160 --> 00:32:48,280 Speaker 1: is kind of, you know, pushed me into, well, let's 612 00:32:48,600 --> 00:32:51,520 Speaker 1: show other people how to do these things, because canning, 613 00:32:51,560 --> 00:32:54,480 Speaker 1: I don't know, it wasn't something I did as a 614 00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:57,080 Speaker 1: little guy or anything like that, but my dad has 615 00:32:57,080 --> 00:33:00,280 Speaker 1: always been a big time gardener, and I used to 616 00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:03,440 Speaker 1: repel against gardening. It looked like the biggest waste of time. 617 00:33:03,720 --> 00:33:06,080 Speaker 1: He's out the pulling rocks and all I want to 618 00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:08,840 Speaker 1: be doing is going catching steelhead on the Skycomish River 619 00:33:08,960 --> 00:33:11,640 Speaker 1: and and um, you know, hunting your fishing, and I 620 00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:14,080 Speaker 1: just felt like, what a waste of time for some 621 00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:19,640 Speaker 1: salad you know that's a T shirt. And then sometimes 622 00:33:19,680 --> 00:33:24,719 Speaker 1: and then somewhere some way he uh he like it 623 00:33:24,800 --> 00:33:27,840 Speaker 1: was it's in my DNA. So I uh, I got 624 00:33:27,880 --> 00:33:30,160 Speaker 1: into the gardening thing and realized it wasn't a waste 625 00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:32,440 Speaker 1: of time at all. You really just you fall in 626 00:33:32,440 --> 00:33:35,000 Speaker 1: love with it, and there's so much to dive into, 627 00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:38,000 Speaker 1: and you know, getting into um kind of dialing in 628 00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:40,680 Speaker 1: soils and and then you get into this whole other 629 00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:42,320 Speaker 1: thing of how do you preserve it all so you 630 00:33:42,360 --> 00:33:44,240 Speaker 1: don't waste any of it because you want to grow 631 00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:47,120 Speaker 1: more than you need and um. And then it just 632 00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:49,560 Speaker 1: kind of when we started the podcast, it felt like, 633 00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:52,680 Speaker 1: why don't I just like share this thing that we do. 634 00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:56,200 Speaker 1: Maybe it'll help other people, um, you know, not just 635 00:33:56,720 --> 00:34:00,200 Speaker 1: teaching people the hunting aspect or how to hunt better 636 00:34:00,440 --> 00:34:03,680 Speaker 1: or help adult onset people hunt better. But there's this 637 00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:05,240 Speaker 1: whole other side of the plate that you got to 638 00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:08,239 Speaker 1: talk about. And quite honestly, I get just as excited 639 00:34:08,239 --> 00:34:11,440 Speaker 1: about gardening and preserving food than I need about hunting. 640 00:34:12,280 --> 00:34:15,640 Speaker 1: And so I think it was with hills knowledge. You know, 641 00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:19,439 Speaker 1: she's much smarter than I am been and she's only 642 00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:24,760 Speaker 1: wrote the book, you know, it's her kind of pushes 643 00:34:24,840 --> 00:34:27,959 Speaker 1: the obook, like, well, let's teach this and let's let's 644 00:34:27,960 --> 00:34:30,359 Speaker 1: talk about this more and through the podcast. That's kind 645 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:33,480 Speaker 1: of what we've done, and um, people have really taken 646 00:34:33,480 --> 00:34:36,359 Speaker 1: to it, and it's really cool to see others. You 647 00:34:36,400 --> 00:34:39,040 Speaker 1: get all these pictures of people doing their own meal 648 00:34:39,120 --> 00:34:42,680 Speaker 1: prep and cannying and they're excited about it, or just 649 00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:46,080 Speaker 1: starting a garden and so, you know, I spend night 650 00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:49,759 Speaker 1: hours and night answering garden questions. It's way more that 651 00:34:49,840 --> 00:34:53,080 Speaker 1: than it is hunting questions, which is pretty interesting and 652 00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,920 Speaker 1: it it was totally unforeseen when we when we started this, 653 00:34:56,080 --> 00:35:00,080 Speaker 1: but um talking about soils and what the plant, how 654 00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:06,160 Speaker 1: how much you should plant in those type things. It 655 00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:10,080 Speaker 1: mainly started because I had a job where I was 656 00:35:11,040 --> 00:35:13,239 Speaker 1: dealing with social media a lot and stuff and this 657 00:35:13,280 --> 00:35:15,479 Speaker 1: is kind of you know, four or five years ago, 658 00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:18,000 Speaker 1: Instagram wasn't quite as hot as it is now, but 659 00:35:18,080 --> 00:35:23,120 Speaker 1: there was a really I noticed, um, a big community 660 00:35:23,160 --> 00:35:27,080 Speaker 1: of hunters on Instagram which I found really interesting. And 661 00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:29,200 Speaker 1: like we had talked earlier, you know, Ryan and I 662 00:35:29,320 --> 00:35:33,480 Speaker 1: come from very different backgrounds about hunting, and he had 663 00:35:33,560 --> 00:35:36,440 Speaker 1: so many stories. Um, you know, all these animals that 664 00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:40,640 Speaker 1: you see here that each have a story, and nobody 665 00:35:40,719 --> 00:35:44,200 Speaker 1: else heard those stories. Sometimes I didn't even hear him 666 00:35:44,200 --> 00:35:46,919 Speaker 1: because I had a problem with hunting for probably over 667 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:49,319 Speaker 1: a decade of our marriage. So he would come home 668 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:51,040 Speaker 1: not even tell me the story, you know. So he 669 00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:53,800 Speaker 1: was sharing those stories basically his dad and his cousin 670 00:35:54,760 --> 00:35:58,279 Speaker 1: living those stories. Because he's predominantly a solo hunter. He's 671 00:35:58,520 --> 00:36:02,080 Speaker 1: quite introverted and I wouldn't call him shy anymore, but 672 00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:05,120 Speaker 1: he used to be shy um, and so sharing things 673 00:36:05,200 --> 00:36:08,200 Speaker 1: like that, it just wasn't really on his radar. It 674 00:36:08,239 --> 00:36:10,640 Speaker 1: wasn't like he needed to go out and tell everybody 675 00:36:10,640 --> 00:36:12,759 Speaker 1: these stories. And you know, he didn't even get these 676 00:36:12,800 --> 00:36:15,560 Speaker 1: big animals, and there's just like no bragging, none of 677 00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:17,279 Speaker 1: that going on. It was none of that. It was 678 00:36:17,320 --> 00:36:20,560 Speaker 1: just the experience. And for him it's it's just you know, 679 00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:24,680 Speaker 1: talking about d n A. It's just um, it's just 680 00:36:24,840 --> 00:36:30,560 Speaker 1: part of his DNA the whole, like hunting and being alone. 681 00:36:30,680 --> 00:36:33,200 Speaker 1: And I don't know anybody that can spend that much 682 00:36:33,239 --> 00:36:38,440 Speaker 1: time alone and just feel totally good all the time. 683 00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:41,759 Speaker 1: So so I saw this culture and I was like, 684 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:44,400 Speaker 1: I feel like you should share some of this stuff. 685 00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:46,920 Speaker 1: And he hated social media. Dude, he had a Facebook 686 00:36:46,920 --> 00:36:49,840 Speaker 1: page and he never posted on and he was like, 687 00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:51,960 Speaker 1: such a waste of time. I don't want anything to 688 00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,440 Speaker 1: do with that. And I said, well, he didn't even 689 00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:57,239 Speaker 1: know what hashtag was, like nothing. I was like, well, 690 00:36:57,280 --> 00:36:59,400 Speaker 1: you go in hashtag, like what is a hashtag? Like 691 00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:02,000 Speaker 1: this is ridiculous, And so I said, you know, we're 692 00:37:02,000 --> 00:37:03,799 Speaker 1: just going to go to a coffee shop on one 693 00:37:03,800 --> 00:37:05,600 Speaker 1: of my lunch breaks and we're gonna sit down. We're 694 00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:09,839 Speaker 1: just gonna open you on Instagram page. And so Stealthy Hunter, 695 00:37:10,000 --> 00:37:12,080 Speaker 1: it was just I just came up with this name. 696 00:37:12,160 --> 00:37:14,000 Speaker 1: I said, let's just call it this because you're kind 697 00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:16,759 Speaker 1: of healthy, you're kind of crunchy, but you're stealthy, you know, 698 00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,880 Speaker 1: because he's he's quiet, and he's kind of scary in 699 00:37:19,880 --> 00:37:22,400 Speaker 1: a way because he's not the guy that you're is 700 00:37:22,400 --> 00:37:24,400 Speaker 1: going to come and get in your face. He's the 701 00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:26,879 Speaker 1: guy that's going to sneak up on you and you're 702 00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:29,120 Speaker 1: not gonna know what hit you. There was a running joke. 703 00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:34,840 Speaker 1: So well, it came a little bit. It came mainly 704 00:37:34,880 --> 00:37:37,680 Speaker 1: because I had um so this other job that I had. 705 00:37:37,719 --> 00:37:40,760 Speaker 1: I had three business partners. They were all men, and 706 00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:44,399 Speaker 1: we would They would randomly joke about, well, we would 707 00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:46,600 Speaker 1: never mess with Hillary because we'll just wake up one 708 00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:48,839 Speaker 1: day and have an arrow on our back. Like they 709 00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:52,120 Speaker 1: just had this thing like, just don't mess with Ryan. 710 00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:56,279 Speaker 1: He's super cool, super chill, and you would never know 711 00:37:56,320 --> 00:37:58,759 Speaker 1: what hit you, like it would just be done right. 712 00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:00,719 Speaker 1: Nobody's He's not gonna get your face and that kind 713 00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:02,959 Speaker 1: of stuff. So I just it was a running joke. 714 00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:06,480 Speaker 1: So I said, hey, how about Stealthie Hunter? And I 715 00:38:06,520 --> 00:38:09,680 Speaker 1: wrote his first post. If you want to go way 716 00:38:09,719 --> 00:38:11,759 Speaker 1: back there in the day, I said, this is how 717 00:38:11,800 --> 00:38:13,239 Speaker 1: you write the post. And I picked one of the 718 00:38:13,239 --> 00:38:16,040 Speaker 1: pictures I liked that I really liked, and then we 719 00:38:16,120 --> 00:38:22,279 Speaker 1: hashtagged it and we didn't have a podcast then. I 720 00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:24,400 Speaker 1: don't remember. I'd have to look back. I mean, it 721 00:38:24,440 --> 00:38:26,360 Speaker 1: was probably super simple. I didn't even really know that 722 00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:28,560 Speaker 1: much either. Back then. I feel like hashtags just started 723 00:38:28,560 --> 00:38:31,640 Speaker 1: getting like huge, you know. So we did that and 724 00:38:31,680 --> 00:38:35,040 Speaker 1: then he just randomly would post things and um, he 725 00:38:35,040 --> 00:38:37,799 Speaker 1: would post his hunt and stuff like that. And then 726 00:38:37,840 --> 00:38:40,320 Speaker 1: we decided and we did some train to hunts together 727 00:38:40,960 --> 00:38:44,200 Speaker 1: and that was a really big community for us because 728 00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:47,480 Speaker 1: it brought me into the community. So prior to that, 729 00:38:47,560 --> 00:38:49,880 Speaker 1: I was pretty Um, I wasn't anti hunting, but I 730 00:38:49,880 --> 00:38:51,920 Speaker 1: really didn't care about it and it really was not 731 00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:54,120 Speaker 1: on my rader. And I had a had a stereotype 732 00:38:54,120 --> 00:38:58,319 Speaker 1: about hunters, which is weird because my husband's hunter. How 733 00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:00,200 Speaker 1: did that work for How that work for you? You 734 00:39:00,280 --> 00:39:02,319 Speaker 1: just kind of kept it out of the conversation. Yeah, 735 00:39:02,520 --> 00:39:04,759 Speaker 1: it got to that point yea, which is interesting because 736 00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:06,480 Speaker 1: we met at a fishing lodge and that she knew 737 00:39:06,520 --> 00:39:11,160 Speaker 1: like in Alaska, my outdoor, like I just loved it 738 00:39:11,239 --> 00:39:13,480 Speaker 1: so much, and she knew that about me, and she 739 00:39:13,560 --> 00:39:15,560 Speaker 1: knew that when in the fall would come around and 740 00:39:15,719 --> 00:39:17,959 Speaker 1: I would I would be in the mountains. But yeah, 741 00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:21,560 Speaker 1: we I feel like opposite to tract and that's kind 742 00:39:21,600 --> 00:39:25,799 Speaker 1: of why we, you know, work so well together and 743 00:39:26,160 --> 00:39:30,000 Speaker 1: over time, you know, gosh, we've been married twenty three years. Eventually, 744 00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:32,439 Speaker 1: you know, it didn't take that long, but we see 745 00:39:32,480 --> 00:39:36,160 Speaker 1: each other's sides. So she came to see what I 746 00:39:36,239 --> 00:39:38,400 Speaker 1: got out of hunting, and I come to see what, 747 00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:42,239 Speaker 1: you know, what she had opposition to with it, and 748 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:43,759 Speaker 1: see you kind of meat in the middle there and 749 00:39:44,080 --> 00:39:47,560 Speaker 1: um over time, but it's not quick. And I talked 750 00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:49,759 Speaker 1: about quite talk about this quite a bit, Like I've 751 00:39:49,800 --> 00:39:53,600 Speaker 1: been on Randy Newark's podcasts about marriage, and like people 752 00:39:53,600 --> 00:39:55,719 Speaker 1: think I'm like some marriage authority because I've been able 753 00:39:55,760 --> 00:39:58,080 Speaker 1: to live with a hunter who like hunts a lot. 754 00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:01,840 Speaker 1: You know three he hunts a lot. He's not he 755 00:40:02,000 --> 00:40:04,360 Speaker 1: when I married him, he hunted mule deer in October 756 00:40:04,680 --> 00:40:08,279 Speaker 1: and turkeys in the spring. Since I've lived I can't 757 00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:10,200 Speaker 1: even tell you know what once he hunts. You know, 758 00:40:10,320 --> 00:40:13,120 Speaker 1: January was off month because we can have a baby 759 00:40:13,120 --> 00:40:15,840 Speaker 1: out of hunting season. Our daughter fortunately was born in January. 760 00:40:15,840 --> 00:40:17,520 Speaker 1: There's nothing in January. You're gonna be home. Now. He 761 00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,120 Speaker 1: goes cous deer hunting in Arizona. So who's Randy knew 762 00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:22,320 Speaker 1: work of all people. So it's like, damn it, Randy. 763 00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:28,399 Speaker 1: It's like it's like so now you know. But that 764 00:40:28,440 --> 00:40:33,640 Speaker 1: being said, I I was not that supportive of it, 765 00:40:33,719 --> 00:40:36,160 Speaker 1: and and he struggled with it, and I struggled with it. 766 00:40:36,200 --> 00:40:38,960 Speaker 1: And it's probably more was my upbringing. It was more 767 00:40:39,080 --> 00:40:42,560 Speaker 1: my misconception. And I have a whole blog on a 768 00:40:42,600 --> 00:40:48,239 Speaker 1: whole podcast on my journey of understanding him and understanding 769 00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:51,960 Speaker 1: that he is not doing it's hard to spite me 770 00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:54,680 Speaker 1: and that I have to. I had to come to 771 00:40:54,719 --> 00:40:56,640 Speaker 1: the scripts of like, why is that I hate hunting 772 00:40:56,719 --> 00:40:59,480 Speaker 1: so bad? Do? I? Actually I'm actually a scientist. I mean, 773 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:03,160 Speaker 1: I've dissected human bodies, Like you know, I kind of 774 00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:06,239 Speaker 1: enjoy that type of you know, to me skinning an 775 00:41:06,239 --> 00:41:08,680 Speaker 1: animal and that it's like the fresh dead animal that 776 00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:10,920 Speaker 1: kind of freaks me out. But that's because you know, 777 00:41:11,800 --> 00:41:14,640 Speaker 1: I but I the whole idea of doing the other 778 00:41:14,680 --> 00:41:17,080 Speaker 1: So it's actually kind of intriguing to me. But I 779 00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:20,640 Speaker 1: think I was. I think I just had that fear 780 00:41:20,719 --> 00:41:22,680 Speaker 1: and with him, it was also something that took him 781 00:41:22,719 --> 00:41:25,400 Speaker 1: away from me. And this is the calm and complaint 782 00:41:25,400 --> 00:41:29,000 Speaker 1: you see from especially young women, where they just do 783 00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:31,560 Speaker 1: this thing like my husband wants to leave me and 784 00:41:31,600 --> 00:41:35,279 Speaker 1: be with hunting, and and I feel that I wholeheartedly 785 00:41:35,320 --> 00:41:39,120 Speaker 1: get it. And you can't really tell anybody until they've 786 00:41:39,280 --> 00:41:42,399 Speaker 1: lived through it long enough to know that that's not 787 00:41:42,440 --> 00:41:44,759 Speaker 1: necessarily the truth. Now, I will say there's a lot 788 00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:48,239 Speaker 1: men are just more selfish by nature, Randy says us 789 00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:50,160 Speaker 1: all the time. I mean, he gave our guys this 790 00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:52,720 Speaker 1: kind a bit of a lash in on the whole man, 791 00:41:53,000 --> 00:41:55,520 Speaker 1: the wife and stuff, and like what you should be doing, 792 00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:59,200 Speaker 1: and a lot of eyeballs in there were like you know, 793 00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:05,480 Speaker 1: uncle Ran always good. But but at the same time, 794 00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:09,040 Speaker 1: it's it's women. I just always tell the women when 795 00:42:09,040 --> 00:42:12,120 Speaker 1: I get these emails from young women, multiple children at home, 796 00:42:12,239 --> 00:42:14,200 Speaker 1: their husband's working all the time, and then on the 797 00:42:14,200 --> 00:42:16,959 Speaker 1: weekend he wants to hunt and they're on the verge 798 00:42:16,960 --> 00:42:20,000 Speaker 1: of leaving him. I mean, since I put that podcast out, 799 00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:23,480 Speaker 1: it's it's really common. I just say, listen, honey, like 800 00:42:25,120 --> 00:42:28,720 Speaker 1: either you guys are young, you need to communicate um 801 00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:31,520 Speaker 1: or you need to just find something that makes you happy, 802 00:42:31,560 --> 00:42:33,560 Speaker 1: because he's doing something that makes him happy. And I 803 00:42:33,560 --> 00:42:35,200 Speaker 1: know it's hard when you have little children. It just 804 00:42:35,239 --> 00:42:37,839 Speaker 1: really doesn't apply because you have little children. And this 805 00:42:37,920 --> 00:42:40,719 Speaker 1: is where I say to guys, like your wife's emotional 806 00:42:40,800 --> 00:42:44,080 Speaker 1: state is your responsibility, Like if you think that she's 807 00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:46,600 Speaker 1: going to stay home all week with children, which you 808 00:42:46,640 --> 00:42:49,239 Speaker 1: say is like the job in the world. It's not 809 00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:54,040 Speaker 1: the hardest. Job's awful. If you're listening to this and 810 00:42:54,080 --> 00:42:56,279 Speaker 1: you're a husband and you're like, no, just take care 811 00:42:56,280 --> 00:43:00,319 Speaker 1: of it, it's awful. It's torture. You don't don't even 812 00:43:00,320 --> 00:43:02,040 Speaker 1: get to go to the bathroom by yourself. You don't 813 00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:05,719 Speaker 1: get a shower by yourself. In the country, it's like 814 00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:07,120 Speaker 1: being in the back country if you had in the 815 00:43:07,239 --> 00:43:09,360 Speaker 1: tent or like two crackheads that you never know what 816 00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:11,960 Speaker 1: they're gonna do, and they're just like always pooping everywhere. 817 00:43:12,560 --> 00:43:14,840 Speaker 1: That's what it's like. And you're like, I want to 818 00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,040 Speaker 1: do something for myself. Good luck, you might get to 819 00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:20,080 Speaker 1: that a week from now. So I just say, when 820 00:43:20,120 --> 00:43:23,160 Speaker 1: you have young family, you have young children at home, 821 00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:26,760 Speaker 1: your wife is young too, and she's not emotionally mature 822 00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:30,400 Speaker 1: enough yet, and you're not emotionally mature yet, it's hard. 823 00:43:30,719 --> 00:43:33,600 Speaker 1: It's just simple and and so find something you love 824 00:43:33,640 --> 00:43:36,520 Speaker 1: to do, whatever that is, find something for yourself so 825 00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:39,000 Speaker 1: that you don't that you know. Now, Ryan and I 826 00:43:39,040 --> 00:43:42,799 Speaker 1: are at an age where, um, it's more logistics. Now 827 00:43:42,920 --> 00:43:45,840 Speaker 1: it's more like, Okay, well you're gonna leave for twelve days. 828 00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:49,759 Speaker 1: I've I've got this, and how do we manage that 829 00:43:50,239 --> 00:43:53,279 Speaker 1: because he's he's a good guy and he loves to 830 00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:56,000 Speaker 1: do that stuff, and I really don't have any problem 831 00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:58,319 Speaker 1: with it. My problems are more I think it comes 832 00:43:58,360 --> 00:44:01,680 Speaker 1: more to out respect and we have garment now, which 833 00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:05,759 Speaker 1: when we first started this, it was like, Okay, see 834 00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:07,160 Speaker 1: you later. I'll be home in two weeks. And if 835 00:44:07,160 --> 00:44:08,560 Speaker 1: I don't come back in two weeks, give me three 836 00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:10,200 Speaker 1: more days. If I don't show up in three more days, 837 00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:12,480 Speaker 1: maybe send a search party out for me. Like there 838 00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:15,759 Speaker 1: was no like there's no communication like there is now. 839 00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:18,480 Speaker 1: So women are kind of really spoiled. Now if their 840 00:44:18,480 --> 00:44:22,280 Speaker 1: guy will invest in that, then they can actually get communication. 841 00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:27,040 Speaker 1: That's sat texting, You get that app on your phone, 842 00:44:27,239 --> 00:44:32,440 Speaker 1: and that is piece of yeah, and we've you know. 843 00:44:33,520 --> 00:44:36,440 Speaker 1: So when we started this, it was more like we 844 00:44:36,480 --> 00:44:39,759 Speaker 1: started trained to hunt. And what happened to me is 845 00:44:40,200 --> 00:44:44,400 Speaker 1: it actually took other people outside of our marriage that 846 00:44:44,480 --> 00:44:48,440 Speaker 1: we're in the community for me to see that actually 847 00:44:48,880 --> 00:44:52,719 Speaker 1: this community i'd say community, I just say maybe it's 848 00:44:52,719 --> 00:44:55,520 Speaker 1: the Western hunting community is probably different than like the 849 00:44:55,520 --> 00:44:58,080 Speaker 1: white tail hunting community. Like I don't really know, but 850 00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:00,400 Speaker 1: you know, we we were in the Western hunting community, 851 00:45:00,480 --> 00:45:08,320 Speaker 1: so trained to hunt, um, common suffering, um, camaraderie, community 852 00:45:08,400 --> 00:45:12,200 Speaker 1: and everybody. It was family oriented. Everybody's wives were there. 853 00:45:12,239 --> 00:45:15,600 Speaker 1: Everyone's cheering each other on. And I was like, Wow, 854 00:45:15,680 --> 00:45:18,600 Speaker 1: these aren't a bunch of asshole rednecks who just want 855 00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:21,919 Speaker 1: to kill stuff. I was like, these are like, I mean, 856 00:45:22,520 --> 00:45:25,680 Speaker 1: people are crying at their words sentiment, Guys are hugging 857 00:45:25,760 --> 00:45:28,520 Speaker 1: each other, Like, this is not stuff that I witnessed 858 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:31,319 Speaker 1: in my husband's life, Like he has a family that's 859 00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,680 Speaker 1: you know, just the way the men are they're conservative 860 00:45:34,719 --> 00:45:37,480 Speaker 1: with each other or there's not like downright hugging each other. 861 00:45:37,560 --> 00:45:39,840 Speaker 1: I grew up in a very like touchy feeling family, 862 00:45:40,000 --> 00:45:42,160 Speaker 1: so to me, I always thought there's something wrong with 863 00:45:42,239 --> 00:45:44,360 Speaker 1: your family. But that's just how the men in his 864 00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:46,759 Speaker 1: life were raised. That's how he was raised. So when 865 00:45:46,800 --> 00:45:49,440 Speaker 1: we went to train to hunt, we just we made friends. 866 00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:52,320 Speaker 1: We made community. It opened these guys up, and it 867 00:45:52,440 --> 00:45:56,560 Speaker 1: opened me up to see, Wow, if Ryan is going 868 00:45:56,600 --> 00:46:00,400 Speaker 1: to be around people like this, this is awesome. Um like, 869 00:46:00,600 --> 00:46:03,440 Speaker 1: and we needed a community together, which we didn't have 870 00:46:03,640 --> 00:46:07,879 Speaker 1: before that. It was me in school and my very 871 00:46:08,520 --> 00:46:13,800 Speaker 1: very liberal educated academia community and Ryan worked in the 872 00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:17,040 Speaker 1: fishing industry, and he was like around dudes all day 873 00:46:17,200 --> 00:46:21,640 Speaker 1: that fished and haunted, so that was his community. And 874 00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:24,080 Speaker 1: really we just had a home together, and eventually we 875 00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:26,719 Speaker 1: had children together, and we didn't really have a community 876 00:46:26,880 --> 00:46:29,719 Speaker 1: together because we didn't know how to blend those two. 877 00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:32,680 Speaker 1: So Hunt Harvest Health this is like a really long 878 00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:35,560 Speaker 1: way to get to the story, but Hunting Harvest Health 879 00:46:36,320 --> 00:46:38,560 Speaker 1: came out of that experience with Trained to Hunt, and 880 00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:41,439 Speaker 1: he said, let's do a podcast. And I was like, dude, 881 00:46:41,480 --> 00:46:43,400 Speaker 1: nobody wants to hear me talk in the hunting industry. 882 00:46:43,680 --> 00:46:46,920 Speaker 1: And when I said that, my my intentions were, Okay, 883 00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:49,080 Speaker 1: let's do this podcast together to be kind of cool 884 00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:53,160 Speaker 1: to do this thing. But um, really what I wanted 885 00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:55,960 Speaker 1: to do was bring my community, which I feel like, 886 00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:58,239 Speaker 1: you know, a bunch of dude, bunch of hunters. These 887 00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:00,680 Speaker 1: guys that want to do this thing. Um, you know, 888 00:47:00,760 --> 00:47:02,440 Speaker 1: they want to do this thing for as long as 889 00:47:02,480 --> 00:47:05,680 Speaker 1: they can. We absolutely love going into the mountains, but 890 00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:10,240 Speaker 1: let's face it, a lot of us get these overuse injuries. 891 00:47:10,360 --> 00:47:13,919 Speaker 1: We have issues not healthy. You know, health isn't maybe 892 00:47:14,000 --> 00:47:16,840 Speaker 1: a top priority, maybe not in the best of shape. 893 00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:20,080 Speaker 1: Both in both ways, they treat it like two weeks 894 00:47:20,120 --> 00:47:23,600 Speaker 1: prior to do a little bit of liken Um like 895 00:47:24,280 --> 00:47:27,400 Speaker 1: her like her genius is helping people with their nutrition 896 00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:31,120 Speaker 1: and helping people, um with their inflammation and be able 897 00:47:31,160 --> 00:47:33,759 Speaker 1: to live better a better quality of life. So how 898 00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:38,200 Speaker 1: about introduce her group or her you know intelligence with 899 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:41,759 Speaker 1: that into my group and we all want to just 900 00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:44,640 Speaker 1: hunt longer we want It's like that at is what 901 00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:46,360 Speaker 1: we say. We want to hunt till we're eighty, but 902 00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:50,160 Speaker 1: we want to hunt this way right now until we're eighty. 903 00:47:50,680 --> 00:47:53,440 Speaker 1: And so um. You know, she's just so educated on 904 00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:58,839 Speaker 1: health and nutrition and all those things. For some reason, 905 00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:01,279 Speaker 1: she's become like this test ast, her own expert through 906 00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:03,400 Speaker 1: all this because it's all, man, it's a bunch of 907 00:48:07,960 --> 00:48:10,000 Speaker 1: hunting podcast. If you would have told me ten years 908 00:48:10,040 --> 00:48:11,800 Speaker 1: ago I was going to have a hunting podcast, I 909 00:48:11,840 --> 00:48:14,080 Speaker 1: would have laughed in your face sort of like you're crazy. 910 00:48:14,200 --> 00:48:16,840 Speaker 1: And now I'm talking to like eighty five percent guys 911 00:48:17,000 --> 00:48:20,240 Speaker 1: in the hunting space and it's fun and it's crazy 912 00:48:20,360 --> 00:48:23,399 Speaker 1: because the questions that you get asked that they're asking 913 00:48:23,440 --> 00:48:25,759 Speaker 1: it for a reason, and prior to as doing this, 914 00:48:26,400 --> 00:48:30,200 Speaker 1: maybe those questions didn't get answered. So now Um, we've 915 00:48:30,280 --> 00:48:33,040 Speaker 1: made it like her easily available to just ask her 916 00:48:33,120 --> 00:48:36,040 Speaker 1: questions or she can answer questions through the podcast. But 917 00:48:36,280 --> 00:48:40,040 Speaker 1: I feel like it's benefited our community a ton and Um, 918 00:48:40,239 --> 00:48:43,400 Speaker 1: I think both sides have benefited so well. We also sorry, 919 00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:47,160 Speaker 1: but my master plan was to get hurt and then 920 00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:48,920 Speaker 1: she takes over the point and then he doesn't have 921 00:48:49,000 --> 00:48:51,520 Speaker 1: to do with podcast. Here's something I think, here's something 922 00:48:51,560 --> 00:48:53,520 Speaker 1: we need to examine. This may help you, Hillary, this 923 00:48:53,640 --> 00:48:55,880 Speaker 1: may not. You may have already went through this. But 924 00:48:55,960 --> 00:48:58,000 Speaker 1: I I did this a little bit of my own life. 925 00:48:58,880 --> 00:49:01,359 Speaker 1: The first year my in his life, I was out 926 00:49:01,400 --> 00:49:04,640 Speaker 1: the door, like doing things I had never dreamed about, right, 927 00:49:04,880 --> 00:49:07,000 Speaker 1: hunts and things, and like I got addicted to it 928 00:49:07,400 --> 00:49:10,239 Speaker 1: and I didn't I knew I was addicted to it, 929 00:49:10,320 --> 00:49:13,279 Speaker 1: but I didn't care. And I always rationalize it. I'd say, like, honey, 930 00:49:13,719 --> 00:49:17,280 Speaker 1: I'm better when i'm here, if i'm here less days, 931 00:49:17,440 --> 00:49:20,200 Speaker 1: and I'm mentally I'm happy and I'm mentally okay, and 932 00:49:20,320 --> 00:49:23,239 Speaker 1: this like this weird comfort blanket that's out there that 933 00:49:23,480 --> 00:49:26,920 Speaker 1: that's like challenge, and it makes life seem easier when 934 00:49:26,960 --> 00:49:28,640 Speaker 1: I'm here. All of a sudden, I'm not mad when 935 00:49:28,640 --> 00:49:30,640 Speaker 1: I'm sitting at the in traffic on the way to work, 936 00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:33,160 Speaker 1: because it's way easier doing that than it is going 937 00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:35,120 Speaker 1: a mile and a half down to get water, and 938 00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:37,480 Speaker 1: h I can back up the camp. It's like I 939 00:49:37,560 --> 00:49:40,080 Speaker 1: had that for a while. But that's a I'm sure 940 00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:42,080 Speaker 1: you've experienced it and you still experience it. That's a 941 00:49:42,200 --> 00:49:45,719 Speaker 1: fine line to walk to try to maintain, to say 942 00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:48,360 Speaker 1: like this is good for me. I need to be 943 00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:49,960 Speaker 1: out there and need to be alone. I need to 944 00:49:50,000 --> 00:49:52,480 Speaker 1: be testing myself, but I also need to be home, 945 00:49:52,840 --> 00:49:55,439 Speaker 1: and I gotta balance those things. I used to say 946 00:49:55,480 --> 00:49:58,200 Speaker 1: that you're lucky if you can balance two things you love, 947 00:49:58,480 --> 00:50:00,759 Speaker 1: But that doesn't make it any easier. It certainly doesn't 948 00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:03,000 Speaker 1: make it any easier. Yeah, it almost takes the spouse, 949 00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:05,759 Speaker 1: Like I think, you know, I knew that I was 950 00:50:05,800 --> 00:50:08,480 Speaker 1: a better person when i'd be back home after extended 951 00:50:08,520 --> 00:50:11,040 Speaker 1: trips and some suffering and all that kind of thing, 952 00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:13,759 Speaker 1: but um kind of takes your spouse to notice that. 953 00:50:14,200 --> 00:50:15,880 Speaker 1: You can't really tell them, well, I'm going to be 954 00:50:15,920 --> 00:50:18,440 Speaker 1: a better person. But that was something that when you 955 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,320 Speaker 1: were talking originally, I'm like, was it a show or 956 00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:23,920 Speaker 1: tell thing? Like I think noticing it in me, Like 957 00:50:24,040 --> 00:50:25,480 Speaker 1: I would come back from a trip and I'd just 958 00:50:25,560 --> 00:50:29,920 Speaker 1: be I'd be not so stressed out, I'd be a happier, 959 00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:32,560 Speaker 1: more loving with the kids, you know, just a better 960 00:50:32,680 --> 00:50:36,320 Speaker 1: person in general. With um all that energy. I just 961 00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:38,560 Speaker 1: kind of left on the mountain and you know, I 962 00:50:38,640 --> 00:50:41,120 Speaker 1: come from Washington State. You know, we were in traffic 963 00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:43,000 Speaker 1: all the time, and you're sitting in line. I feel 964 00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:45,919 Speaker 1: like you're always gonna line and then you know, long 965 00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:49,960 Speaker 1: days at work you have to have an outlet or yeah, 966 00:50:50,600 --> 00:50:53,719 Speaker 1: just kind of so stressful. It sucks. What's frustrating I 967 00:50:53,800 --> 00:50:56,160 Speaker 1: think for the woman is I think if if most 968 00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:59,640 Speaker 1: women actually got down to it, it's not that you 969 00:50:59,680 --> 00:51:02,680 Speaker 1: guys growing hunting. It's that you're going and you're getting 970 00:51:02,719 --> 00:51:05,040 Speaker 1: a break and you're getting that peace of mind that 971 00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:07,800 Speaker 1: we don't get. Because when that's what I said, like, 972 00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:11,000 Speaker 1: if your wife is home with little kids, it's totally different. 973 00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:15,319 Speaker 1: Now my kids are five and eleven, they're much more independent. Um, 974 00:51:15,480 --> 00:51:17,239 Speaker 1: you know, I can tell them to go to bed 975 00:51:17,320 --> 00:51:19,360 Speaker 1: and go to sleep in their own bed and and 976 00:51:19,480 --> 00:51:22,520 Speaker 1: they listen to me. I know, problems with that, but 977 00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:25,520 Speaker 1: it's different than little babies. So I hear these women, 978 00:51:25,600 --> 00:51:28,040 Speaker 1: you know, um like a patient today. He told me 979 00:51:28,160 --> 00:51:32,080 Speaker 1: he has four boys under the age of eight. Okay, 980 00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:36,160 Speaker 1: so imagine his wife and you're gonna now say to her, honey, 981 00:51:36,680 --> 00:51:39,160 Speaker 1: I gotta go feel better about myself. This is the 982 00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:42,080 Speaker 1: only one to leave. That is really hard for a 983 00:51:42,160 --> 00:51:43,960 Speaker 1: woman who knows she is not going to get a 984 00:51:44,080 --> 00:51:47,719 Speaker 1: break now at all for the next five, ten, twelve days, 985 00:51:47,760 --> 00:51:50,520 Speaker 1: however long you're gone. And she's just like, great, well, 986 00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:52,120 Speaker 1: when do I get a break? When do I get 987 00:51:52,160 --> 00:51:54,920 Speaker 1: a break? And the difference with way women are wired 988 00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:57,560 Speaker 1: when they have little children is Ryan will always say 989 00:51:57,600 --> 00:51:59,799 Speaker 1: to me, We'll go go do something, then I'll come back. 990 00:52:00,600 --> 00:52:02,880 Speaker 1: You go for a week with your girlfriends. It's really 991 00:52:03,000 --> 00:52:05,320 Speaker 1: hard to do that when you have one maybe a 992 00:52:05,400 --> 00:52:08,400 Speaker 1: baby on your boob, that's really hard to do. Um. 993 00:52:08,520 --> 00:52:11,360 Speaker 1: If you've got little children, they're into mommy. There's a 994 00:52:11,440 --> 00:52:14,880 Speaker 1: certain age where they just need mommy, and as a woman, 995 00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:19,440 Speaker 1: you even feel guilty. So he doesn't ever leave and 996 00:52:19,520 --> 00:52:21,920 Speaker 1: sit up on the mountain and think, God, I just 997 00:52:22,320 --> 00:52:24,640 Speaker 1: maybe I'm wrong. Maybe tell me if you do. I 998 00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:27,320 Speaker 1: just miss my kids. I gotta get back. Is she 999 00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:31,360 Speaker 1: like paying the bills? Is everything? Okay, are the kids 1000 00:52:31,400 --> 00:52:33,680 Speaker 1: being taken care of? He doesn't think like that because 1001 00:52:33,719 --> 00:52:36,640 Speaker 1: he's like, she's got taken care of. That's how women think. 1002 00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:39,440 Speaker 1: If I leave for a week, I'm thinking to myself, 1003 00:52:40,320 --> 00:52:42,960 Speaker 1: not not much anymore. But when they're a little I'm thinking, like, 1004 00:52:43,239 --> 00:52:45,520 Speaker 1: is the baby staying up all night? Is are things working? 1005 00:52:46,040 --> 00:52:49,279 Speaker 1: And and women just were just wired to worry about 1006 00:52:49,320 --> 00:52:51,719 Speaker 1: our children. And so when a guy says, well, you 1007 00:52:51,800 --> 00:52:54,439 Speaker 1: can go do your thing, it's just not the same 1008 00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:59,120 Speaker 1: because you know, you can't actually physically, mentally actually detach 1009 00:52:59,560 --> 00:53:02,080 Speaker 1: where he can. And that's the hormonal piece of it. 1010 00:53:02,760 --> 00:53:04,400 Speaker 1: And that's why I say, I think that's why women, 1011 00:53:04,480 --> 00:53:06,239 Speaker 1: if you really want to get down to it, I 1012 00:53:06,239 --> 00:53:08,040 Speaker 1: think that's why they get so frustrated because they just 1013 00:53:08,239 --> 00:53:11,440 Speaker 1: know that's not in the cards for them for a while. 1014 00:53:11,840 --> 00:53:15,040 Speaker 1: And then you keep having them. It's just it's just 1015 00:53:15,239 --> 00:53:17,960 Speaker 1: not going to happen for a long time. So I 1016 00:53:18,160 --> 00:53:22,080 Speaker 1: think that I just tell guys, like, do the simple things. 1017 00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:25,080 Speaker 1: And I said this on Randy's podcast, like you guys 1018 00:53:25,120 --> 00:53:28,320 Speaker 1: think we're really complicated, Like we're so complicated that we 1019 00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:31,279 Speaker 1: need all this stuff. Maybe some women are. I'm not. 1020 00:53:31,480 --> 00:53:34,200 Speaker 1: I'm like my husband sends me a bouquet of flowers 1021 00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:36,640 Speaker 1: in a picture every single back country trippy house he 1022 00:53:36,719 --> 00:53:40,000 Speaker 1: posted on Instagram, which is a huge thing for me 1023 00:53:40,239 --> 00:53:43,800 Speaker 1: because it's saying to the world like, I respect my wife, 1024 00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:46,560 Speaker 1: I care about her, and I thought about her enough 1025 00:53:46,640 --> 00:53:49,320 Speaker 1: to to to do this, And before there was Instagram, 1026 00:53:49,400 --> 00:53:52,480 Speaker 1: he did it with a picture, so a back country 1027 00:53:52,520 --> 00:53:54,560 Speaker 1: bokay or whatever, and that's what we call it, the 1028 00:53:54,560 --> 00:53:56,960 Speaker 1: back country bokay. And if I don't get it, I'm 1029 00:53:57,040 --> 00:54:01,200 Speaker 1: kind of like, it is hard to track down, especially 1030 00:54:01,200 --> 00:54:07,120 Speaker 1: in this country. With me, I just I just think, like, Okay, 1031 00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:09,440 Speaker 1: he took that time, and you know, back in the 1032 00:54:09,480 --> 00:54:12,600 Speaker 1: old days, I didn't have that, We didn't have that capability, 1033 00:54:12,640 --> 00:54:14,600 Speaker 1: and he was probably younger and maybe he wasn't even 1034 00:54:14,680 --> 00:54:18,239 Speaker 1: thinking like that then. But me being more open to 1035 00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:22,120 Speaker 1: him going and having the experience now makes him more 1036 00:54:22,239 --> 00:54:24,480 Speaker 1: willing to give me what I want. And this is 1037 00:54:24,920 --> 00:54:26,640 Speaker 1: this is what I tell gals, is like, if you 1038 00:54:26,840 --> 00:54:29,160 Speaker 1: are horrible to him and you're mean to him every 1039 00:54:29,200 --> 00:54:31,360 Speaker 1: time he comes home and you're in a fit, and 1040 00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:33,600 Speaker 1: he has to walk into that mess and he's felt 1041 00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:36,160 Speaker 1: so great and he's so excited and he can't tell 1042 00:54:36,200 --> 00:54:39,160 Speaker 1: you his story, which was me for ten years. Okay, 1043 00:54:40,440 --> 00:54:43,640 Speaker 1: you're you're not going to be happier. He's not going 1044 00:54:43,680 --> 00:54:45,440 Speaker 1: to give you what you want, because you know how 1045 00:54:45,520 --> 00:54:48,600 Speaker 1: human nature is. You keep doing this thing where you think, 1046 00:54:48,640 --> 00:54:50,439 Speaker 1: if I do this, he'll give me what I want 1047 00:54:51,120 --> 00:54:52,879 Speaker 1: or she'll give me what I want if I keep 1048 00:54:52,920 --> 00:54:55,840 Speaker 1: acting like this. The truth is like in my marriage, 1049 00:54:56,440 --> 00:54:58,959 Speaker 1: if I keep acting like that, he just starts going 1050 00:54:59,040 --> 00:55:01,479 Speaker 1: like that. He does not giving me what I want. 1051 00:55:02,280 --> 00:55:04,279 Speaker 1: If I give him what he wants, I take a 1052 00:55:04,320 --> 00:55:06,879 Speaker 1: step in, which I have a very hard type doing 1053 00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:09,960 Speaker 1: I am. I am funny in that way. I am 1054 00:55:10,040 --> 00:55:13,480 Speaker 1: a step in type of person for work, maybe just 1055 00:55:13,560 --> 00:55:15,799 Speaker 1: the work I do. I have a lot of compassion. 1056 00:55:15,920 --> 00:55:17,919 Speaker 1: I'm like this person that really wants to help people. 1057 00:55:19,000 --> 00:55:22,120 Speaker 1: But in my relationship with him, it's hard for me 1058 00:55:22,200 --> 00:55:24,040 Speaker 1: to step in because I feel like because I'm a 1059 00:55:24,080 --> 00:55:26,520 Speaker 1: woman and I'm wired like, well, you should read my mind, 1060 00:55:27,120 --> 00:55:29,759 Speaker 1: that's my favorite part. And he's like, I'm a man 1061 00:55:30,080 --> 00:55:31,680 Speaker 1: and I don't read. You know what I'm thinking that 1062 00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:34,799 Speaker 1: in the paper towels both those two things. What you're 1063 00:55:34,840 --> 00:55:37,319 Speaker 1: described is my life right now. I think it's every 1064 00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,400 Speaker 1: guy's life. I think that's my life right now. And 1065 00:55:39,440 --> 00:55:41,640 Speaker 1: it's just like they you. I always say, I have 1066 00:55:41,760 --> 00:55:44,520 Speaker 1: to be good at like so many things. And sometimes 1067 00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:46,160 Speaker 1: when i'm I come home, my god, had a really 1068 00:55:46,160 --> 00:55:48,160 Speaker 1: gooday of work. My god, that was the best podcast, 1069 00:55:48,200 --> 00:55:50,759 Speaker 1: so many downloads. I'm just I'm the best, and I 1070 00:55:50,840 --> 00:55:53,560 Speaker 1: get home like, shit, you're not the best. I'm not 1071 00:55:53,640 --> 00:55:57,560 Speaker 1: the best now. I'm actually the worst now as soon 1072 00:55:57,600 --> 00:55:59,319 Speaker 1: as I'm walking the door. And that's a tough thing 1073 00:55:59,400 --> 00:56:02,719 Speaker 1: to do, and specifically to like feeling better when you're 1074 00:56:02,760 --> 00:56:07,360 Speaker 1: not there, man, that's that's a tough reality. Or like 1075 00:56:07,480 --> 00:56:09,120 Speaker 1: feeling good or you know, not that be feeling better 1076 00:56:09,160 --> 00:56:12,239 Speaker 1: maybe that way, but like finding this outlet that's not 1077 00:56:12,640 --> 00:56:15,680 Speaker 1: with your kids and your wife, that's a tough thing 1078 00:56:15,760 --> 00:56:19,080 Speaker 1: to to really to realize. And but it's like, this 1079 00:56:19,239 --> 00:56:22,359 Speaker 1: is true, and how am I ever going to balance this? Right? 1080 00:56:22,440 --> 00:56:23,879 Speaker 1: How am I ever going to tell these people I'm 1081 00:56:23,960 --> 00:56:28,160 Speaker 1: better when I'm not with you? How they were gonna 1082 00:56:28,239 --> 00:56:32,160 Speaker 1: understand that? It's impossible to articulate it is. It's very 1083 00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:37,839 Speaker 1: tough part of it too. Yeah, Like I think all 1084 00:56:37,880 --> 00:56:39,480 Speaker 1: these things I've missed in his life that I was 1085 00:56:39,560 --> 00:56:41,839 Speaker 1: never a part of you know that that sometimes makes 1086 00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:43,920 Speaker 1: me think, like I don't really know him because I've 1087 00:56:43,960 --> 00:56:47,200 Speaker 1: missed all these like really eventful moments and like every 1088 00:56:47,239 --> 00:56:50,320 Speaker 1: time he pulls the trigger or you know, let's that 1089 00:56:50,520 --> 00:56:52,640 Speaker 1: arrow go, like I wasn't there for that experience, Like 1090 00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:55,160 Speaker 1: I don't know what that's like with him. But now 1091 00:56:55,280 --> 00:56:59,200 Speaker 1: that he's doing films, he has a totally different look 1092 00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:02,080 Speaker 1: on his face when he's on when he's on the camera, 1093 00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:06,520 Speaker 1: meaning he's in the back country, his face looks different. 1094 00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:11,759 Speaker 1: He looks calmer. He like I told Gritty Brian call 1095 00:57:12,080 --> 00:57:14,400 Speaker 1: I told Gritty, I was like the first time I 1096 00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:17,560 Speaker 1: watched Ryan in a video series that Gritty made, I 1097 00:57:17,680 --> 00:57:19,920 Speaker 1: never got to see those moments ever. I never got 1098 00:57:20,040 --> 00:57:22,200 Speaker 1: to be in that moment where he was like right 1099 00:57:22,280 --> 00:57:24,919 Speaker 1: there and things were happening. I never got to see 1100 00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:27,960 Speaker 1: the experience. And so I mean I just texted Gritty 1101 00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:31,120 Speaker 1: and I was like, if nobody ever watches these things, 1102 00:57:31,880 --> 00:57:35,760 Speaker 1: thank you for doing these because it's made me and 1103 00:57:35,920 --> 00:57:40,160 Speaker 1: my girls see their dad in what he absolutely lives for. 1104 00:57:40,760 --> 00:57:44,040 Speaker 1: Because prior to this, we just didn't get that experience. 1105 00:57:44,720 --> 00:57:47,040 Speaker 1: And that's what you miss when he comes home and 1106 00:57:47,120 --> 00:57:50,480 Speaker 1: he has that glow and you're like, I missed out 1107 00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:53,720 Speaker 1: on that. I don't even know what that is. And 1108 00:57:54,480 --> 00:57:57,160 Speaker 1: you have to be a really mature person to to 1109 00:57:57,280 --> 00:57:59,400 Speaker 1: be happy for that, because it's it's like this piece 1110 00:57:59,440 --> 00:58:01,800 Speaker 1: of you that's like he doesn't have that with me, 1111 00:58:02,040 --> 00:58:04,640 Speaker 1: he doesn't have that look with me. And so when 1112 00:58:04,680 --> 00:58:08,200 Speaker 1: I saw those films, I just thought, I got to 1113 00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:12,000 Speaker 1: we get to see that now, and um, it's helpful. 1114 00:58:12,400 --> 00:58:15,680 Speaker 1: It's really helpful. And you can articulated like this a 1115 00:58:16,960 --> 00:58:19,400 Speaker 1: so many people, and it's kind of like the the 1116 00:58:19,640 --> 00:58:21,680 Speaker 1: trope that we tried it as the American you know, 1117 00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:25,400 Speaker 1: the American the American life where I go off to working, 1118 00:58:25,440 --> 00:58:27,760 Speaker 1: I'm miserable, right, I trudge off to my job. I 1119 00:58:27,880 --> 00:58:30,800 Speaker 1: come back and I'm I'm more miserable when I come 1120 00:58:30,880 --> 00:58:34,320 Speaker 1: home than when I left. It's a blessing to say, like, hey, 1121 00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:38,000 Speaker 1: when I leave and I come back, I'm better, because 1122 00:58:38,160 --> 00:58:39,800 Speaker 1: you know, all of us have to leave at at 1123 00:58:39,880 --> 00:58:43,560 Speaker 1: some level unless there's quarantine, of course, but but I 1124 00:58:43,600 --> 00:58:46,080 Speaker 1: think that's that's something that I've always realized, like this is, 1125 00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:49,200 Speaker 1: you know, you're incredibly lucky to be able to both 1126 00:58:49,240 --> 00:58:51,080 Speaker 1: of you. And I think my wife and I had 1127 00:58:51,120 --> 00:58:53,640 Speaker 1: say incredibly lucky to be able to say I am 1128 00:58:53,680 --> 00:58:55,680 Speaker 1: incredibly like to walk out at the doors like I 1129 00:58:55,800 --> 00:58:59,320 Speaker 1: love this, And that's really again back to the I'm 1130 00:58:59,320 --> 00:59:02,240 Speaker 1: trying to bounce two things I love rather than balance 1131 00:59:02,280 --> 00:59:04,400 Speaker 1: one thing I hate to the other thing I love. 1132 00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:07,280 Speaker 1: And that's like that relationship is well, I think the 1133 00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:10,320 Speaker 1: lesson and we we've as we've matured in our relationship 1134 00:59:10,400 --> 00:59:12,480 Speaker 1: and what we try to tell couples, because this is 1135 00:59:12,560 --> 00:59:15,040 Speaker 1: a really common question, you know, this conversation we're having 1136 00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:17,600 Speaker 1: right now, I never got talked about. I feel like 1137 00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:20,880 Speaker 1: hunting was this thing and you never saw the spouses, 1138 00:59:20,960 --> 00:59:22,720 Speaker 1: You never saw what the woman was going through you. 1139 00:59:23,240 --> 00:59:25,440 Speaker 1: And I tell you now, I've gotten so many emails 1140 00:59:25,480 --> 00:59:27,960 Speaker 1: from women distraught, they don't know what to do with themselves. 1141 00:59:28,080 --> 00:59:31,000 Speaker 1: And this has been so common and it's just been ignored. 1142 00:59:31,800 --> 00:59:34,600 Speaker 1: And I think as we've gotten older and more mature, 1143 00:59:34,760 --> 00:59:37,400 Speaker 1: you know, is we just we just want people to say, 1144 00:59:37,560 --> 00:59:42,320 Speaker 1: like just be hot, like you just said, like be 1145 00:59:42,520 --> 00:59:46,440 Speaker 1: mature enough to look past yourself and to realize that 1146 00:59:46,560 --> 00:59:50,520 Speaker 1: your partner is fulfilled in their life and they're doing 1147 00:59:50,600 --> 00:59:52,720 Speaker 1: what makes them happy. Because if you see them when 1148 00:59:52,720 --> 00:59:56,360 Speaker 1: they're miserable, how many people complain about their partner just 1149 00:59:56,480 --> 00:59:58,760 Speaker 1: being a miserable wreck all the time, and then they 1150 00:59:58,800 --> 01:00:01,280 Speaker 1: start drinking too much and and they start addictions, and 1151 01:00:01,360 --> 01:00:04,440 Speaker 1: they make horrible mistakes and they do stupid stuff. And 1152 01:00:05,080 --> 01:00:07,960 Speaker 1: that's not the experience that I have with Ryan. You know, 1153 01:00:08,120 --> 01:00:13,000 Speaker 1: we've all made mistakes. And at the same time, it's like, 1154 01:00:13,560 --> 01:00:16,240 Speaker 1: let's get real about what he's doing and how it's 1155 01:00:16,240 --> 01:00:21,080 Speaker 1: actually affecting our family. And it's all positive. It's all positive. 1156 01:00:21,200 --> 01:00:23,680 Speaker 1: So you have to you have to be a bigger 1157 01:00:23,800 --> 01:00:28,040 Speaker 1: person to look outside what you're not getting and realize 1158 01:00:28,080 --> 01:00:32,160 Speaker 1: that that person is their own person outside of the family. 1159 01:00:32,240 --> 01:00:34,280 Speaker 1: I'm my own person outside of my children, which can 1160 01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:36,720 Speaker 1: be really hard for children to separate from. Men have 1161 01:00:36,840 --> 01:00:40,480 Speaker 1: a much easier time doing that. Um women don't. And 1162 01:00:40,760 --> 01:00:44,040 Speaker 1: and I will tell my women patients like you are 1163 01:00:44,120 --> 01:00:46,240 Speaker 1: actually separate from your children. I know that's hard for 1164 01:00:46,320 --> 01:00:49,240 Speaker 1: you to hear, but someday your children will be grown 1165 01:00:49,360 --> 01:00:51,640 Speaker 1: and gone, just like you were with your parents, just 1166 01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:53,920 Speaker 1: like I was with my parents. And where are you 1167 01:00:54,040 --> 01:00:56,880 Speaker 1: going to be standing And what is your relationship like 1168 01:00:57,000 --> 01:01:01,200 Speaker 1: with your spouse, because you know, hopefully Ryan and I 1169 01:01:01,320 --> 01:01:04,160 Speaker 1: are going to be together long after our children are grown. 1170 01:01:04,920 --> 01:01:07,120 Speaker 1: And I know where he's going to want to be 1171 01:01:07,720 --> 01:01:10,840 Speaker 1: when he has that freedom. I'm not exactly sure where 1172 01:01:10,840 --> 01:01:12,400 Speaker 1: I'm going to be because I spent a lot of 1173 01:01:12,520 --> 01:01:17,240 Speaker 1: my older life being a mother and that's a he 1174 01:01:17,480 --> 01:01:20,800 Speaker 1: has this, so you know, there's different stages of life. 1175 01:01:21,280 --> 01:01:24,120 Speaker 1: But I feel like we'll be able to navigate those 1176 01:01:24,200 --> 01:01:27,680 Speaker 1: things because we have a common respect for each other. 1177 01:01:28,000 --> 01:01:31,400 Speaker 1: And and that's really I think the word it comes 1178 01:01:31,440 --> 01:01:34,520 Speaker 1: down to a lot of couples don't respect each other. 1179 01:01:35,040 --> 01:01:38,680 Speaker 1: Men need respect. Just having worked now with men a lot, 1180 01:01:40,280 --> 01:01:43,200 Speaker 1: if you respect a man, he'll pretty much like do 1181 01:01:43,400 --> 01:01:45,240 Speaker 1: anything for you. It's just like a friend. If you 1182 01:01:45,320 --> 01:01:48,160 Speaker 1: have a friend who you really respect and really respects you, 1183 01:01:48,320 --> 01:01:51,959 Speaker 1: even if your ideas are not the same, you'll pretty 1184 01:01:52,040 --> 01:01:54,439 Speaker 1: much do anything for that guy, right Like you'll carry 1185 01:01:54,480 --> 01:01:56,800 Speaker 1: an elk off the mountain, You'll go help him with 1186 01:01:56,880 --> 01:01:58,840 Speaker 1: a flat tire, You'll take care of his kids if 1187 01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:02,760 Speaker 1: you need to, like um, And I think the respect 1188 01:02:02,880 --> 01:02:05,680 Speaker 1: is is a is a big issue, and in marriage, 1189 01:02:05,880 --> 01:02:10,040 Speaker 1: it's alarming how many people do not respect each other. 1190 01:02:10,960 --> 01:02:15,360 Speaker 1: I hear the stories women do not respect their husbands men. 1191 01:02:17,400 --> 01:02:21,520 Speaker 1: They just don't know what to think not even respect 1192 01:02:21,560 --> 01:02:24,680 Speaker 1: their wife. They just like they're so selfish, they're so 1193 01:02:25,120 --> 01:02:28,640 Speaker 1: self absorbed. It's all about me, and they wonder why 1194 01:02:28,680 --> 01:02:30,800 Speaker 1: their wife is losing her mind and why she's depressed, 1195 01:02:30,800 --> 01:02:32,400 Speaker 1: and why she has to be on in a depressance 1196 01:02:32,440 --> 01:02:34,600 Speaker 1: and why she's not sleeping. And people come in with 1197 01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:37,800 Speaker 1: all these health issues. I tell you of it, you 1198 01:02:37,880 --> 01:02:40,160 Speaker 1: get down to it. It's some sort of emotional issue 1199 01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:42,880 Speaker 1: that they have, and it's usually related to a relationship, 1200 01:02:42,920 --> 01:02:46,040 Speaker 1: whether it's a spouse or a parent or a child. 1201 01:02:46,200 --> 01:02:48,960 Speaker 1: And so these are all things that just follow us 1202 01:02:49,000 --> 01:02:51,760 Speaker 1: through our through our life. And I feel fortunate that 1203 01:02:51,880 --> 01:02:54,320 Speaker 1: we were able to and and it happened because I 1204 01:02:55,520 --> 01:03:00,760 Speaker 1: chose to like step in instead of conly like you 1205 01:03:01,200 --> 01:03:03,840 Speaker 1: fix it. I decided to step in when we got 1206 01:03:03,920 --> 01:03:07,000 Speaker 1: exposed to train to hunt and I was like, maybe 1207 01:03:07,120 --> 01:03:11,960 Speaker 1: I need to really actually learn more about this, and 1208 01:03:12,040 --> 01:03:16,920 Speaker 1: then bam, I had a hunting podcast. That's how everybody, 1209 01:03:17,840 --> 01:03:19,880 Speaker 1: but there's there's an interesting part of that where there 1210 01:03:20,000 --> 01:03:23,240 Speaker 1: there's Hunting is often like the bridge to things for you. 1211 01:03:23,560 --> 01:03:26,040 Speaker 1: Certainly has been for me as a bridge to the 1212 01:03:26,120 --> 01:03:30,840 Speaker 1: gardening too, making stock to proximity to my food. It 1213 01:03:30,920 --> 01:03:33,400 Speaker 1: was a bridge to this idea that I that I've 1214 01:03:34,080 --> 01:03:36,960 Speaker 1: come to be thinks like the center point of some 1215 01:03:37,080 --> 01:03:39,600 Speaker 1: of the philosophies, like what's the proximity to the thing 1216 01:03:39,680 --> 01:03:42,440 Speaker 1: that I'm eating right now or drinking? It doesn't matter 1217 01:03:42,560 --> 01:03:45,040 Speaker 1: consumption in and of itself, But it seems to me 1218 01:03:45,160 --> 01:03:47,400 Speaker 1: like you guys allowed the hunting to be the bridge 1219 01:03:47,480 --> 01:03:50,960 Speaker 1: to a better marriage, better life to build in the life. 1220 01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:54,120 Speaker 1: We wouldn't be here without it. Because I finally made 1221 01:03:54,160 --> 01:03:56,840 Speaker 1: the decision. I know, I didn't like the weather in Washington. 1222 01:03:57,000 --> 01:03:58,920 Speaker 1: I mean, I loved our garden. This is rough hair 1223 01:03:59,000 --> 01:04:02,960 Speaker 1: for us, these gardening because oh we just had raspberries. 1224 01:04:03,080 --> 01:04:04,840 Speaker 1: We we really had a wonderful life when it came 1225 01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:07,560 Speaker 1: to food, and we had cultivated that for ten years, 1226 01:04:07,640 --> 01:04:09,720 Speaker 1: over a decade, and you know, it's hard to leave that. 1227 01:04:10,440 --> 01:04:12,040 Speaker 1: But I had to make the decision that I just 1228 01:04:12,200 --> 01:04:15,160 Speaker 1: wasn't happy in that environment. I grew up here in 1229 01:04:15,280 --> 01:04:17,760 Speaker 1: Montana and I just always wanted to be back here, 1230 01:04:18,440 --> 01:04:20,240 Speaker 1: and so when I made the decision, we need to 1231 01:04:20,280 --> 01:04:22,520 Speaker 1: sell our house, we need to move. He struggled with 1232 01:04:22,600 --> 01:04:25,520 Speaker 1: it because his family is there, his livelihood was there. 1233 01:04:25,560 --> 01:04:27,720 Speaker 1: He was he was kind of a Northwest guy. His 1234 01:04:27,880 --> 01:04:32,640 Speaker 1: job revolved around that hunt Harvest health, that decision that 1235 01:04:32,760 --> 01:04:37,280 Speaker 1: we made. It started growing. Now you know how podcasting is. 1236 01:04:38,040 --> 01:04:39,920 Speaker 1: Maybe you don't, but I'm sure you do because you 1237 01:04:40,000 --> 01:04:43,880 Speaker 1: have a podcast. It doesn't make you any money. Actually, 1238 01:04:44,080 --> 01:04:46,280 Speaker 1: I would say most podcasts don't make money unless you're 1239 01:04:46,280 --> 01:04:49,160 Speaker 1: a marketing genius or you have a machine behind you, 1240 01:04:49,280 --> 01:04:51,560 Speaker 1: like you now have meat Eat which helps you out 1241 01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:54,440 Speaker 1: a ton, and we didn't have that. It was just 1242 01:04:54,520 --> 01:04:57,560 Speaker 1: like something. It just got exciting because people started evenling us, 1243 01:04:57,560 --> 01:04:58,800 Speaker 1: oh my god, we're just like you guys did And 1244 01:04:58,840 --> 01:05:00,520 Speaker 1: it was like it was in the beginning. It was 1245 01:05:00,680 --> 01:05:03,720 Speaker 1: very It was like thrilling and you wanted to do 1246 01:05:03,840 --> 01:05:06,600 Speaker 1: it and you wanted to share. It brought in that 1247 01:05:06,720 --> 01:05:09,320 Speaker 1: whole community thing, the community, and we got all these 1248 01:05:09,440 --> 01:05:11,280 Speaker 1: questions and we got to answer them and it felt 1249 01:05:11,320 --> 01:05:15,360 Speaker 1: like you were making this difference. You're helping people. And 1250 01:05:15,680 --> 01:05:17,640 Speaker 1: you know, we realized that we had a great life 1251 01:05:17,720 --> 01:05:21,440 Speaker 1: with with food, a good relationship with food on both sides. 1252 01:05:21,600 --> 01:05:23,800 Speaker 1: It wasn't just meat, but it was all the other 1253 01:05:23,920 --> 01:05:27,440 Speaker 1: things as well. And um, you know when you start 1254 01:05:28,280 --> 01:05:31,240 Speaker 1: like teaching it and helping people and then seeing the 1255 01:05:31,320 --> 01:05:34,360 Speaker 1: response that comes back. It's really cool. And you know 1256 01:05:34,400 --> 01:05:37,600 Speaker 1: when Hillary talks about this um this community thing, it 1257 01:05:37,720 --> 01:05:43,080 Speaker 1: did actually take her to see these these folks, these 1258 01:05:43,280 --> 01:05:47,480 Speaker 1: family um families in the hunting community and how real 1259 01:05:47,840 --> 01:05:50,320 Speaker 1: people they are and just caring or some of the 1260 01:05:50,520 --> 01:05:55,880 Speaker 1: best people on on the planet, right and and uh, 1261 01:05:56,120 --> 01:05:59,760 Speaker 1: it took her seeing those people. It wasn't me like, no, 1262 01:06:00,120 --> 01:06:04,880 Speaker 1: it doesn't mean to that. Folks that hunt and garden 1263 01:06:05,000 --> 01:06:07,800 Speaker 1: and you know, have have this mad respect for food. 1264 01:06:08,560 --> 01:06:10,880 Speaker 1: Uh that there's value there. But it took her seeing 1265 01:06:11,360 --> 01:06:16,680 Speaker 1: like our community of hunters that really do care about family, adventure, food, 1266 01:06:16,800 --> 01:06:21,040 Speaker 1: all those different things you care about. You know, they're 1267 01:06:21,040 --> 01:06:22,680 Speaker 1: just good. You need to see that through other people. 1268 01:06:23,520 --> 01:06:27,200 Speaker 1: You have to have to. Yeah, it's interestingly, the community 1269 01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:29,560 Speaker 1: aspect has always been important to me. And I've always said, 1270 01:06:30,400 --> 01:06:31,800 Speaker 1: and I think it's probably true for you guys. Do 1271 01:06:31,920 --> 01:06:33,800 Speaker 1: once you're in it, you're like, I'm just gonna stay 1272 01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:36,600 Speaker 1: in this. For me, whatever the job is fine, maybe 1273 01:06:36,640 --> 01:06:38,520 Speaker 1: a podcast, maybe I do something else, maybe I write, 1274 01:06:38,560 --> 01:06:40,520 Speaker 1: maybe whatever. It doesn't really matter. Maybe I dide and 1275 01:06:40,560 --> 01:06:44,000 Speaker 1: I don't care. I don't care. It's like this pursuit 1276 01:06:45,240 --> 01:06:47,920 Speaker 1: is it to me? I see people like you were in. 1277 01:06:48,680 --> 01:06:51,720 Speaker 1: Like it's a craft, like you are crafting. It's a 1278 01:06:52,000 --> 01:06:54,000 Speaker 1: you know, I don't want to say profession because it's 1279 01:06:54,000 --> 01:06:56,800 Speaker 1: not exactly that, but it's a craft. You know, you 1280 01:06:56,920 --> 01:06:58,960 Speaker 1: take years to hone it, and the better you get 1281 01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:00,600 Speaker 1: at it, the more you want to do, and the 1282 01:07:00,880 --> 01:07:02,360 Speaker 1: and the more you do, the better you want to 1283 01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:04,160 Speaker 1: get at it. So it's just like it's something that 1284 01:07:04,680 --> 01:07:07,120 Speaker 1: and that's something that seems rare these days, right, like 1285 01:07:07,360 --> 01:07:11,520 Speaker 1: with the social media culture, everybody just overnight wants to 1286 01:07:11,640 --> 01:07:14,320 Speaker 1: be like an expert and they think they can be 1287 01:07:14,400 --> 01:07:19,560 Speaker 1: an expert. And um, I guess we probably come from 1288 01:07:19,600 --> 01:07:21,720 Speaker 1: a generation where you you worked, and you had a 1289 01:07:21,800 --> 01:07:24,120 Speaker 1: job and you became something because you worked really hard. 1290 01:07:24,240 --> 01:07:27,120 Speaker 1: You know, when I went to medical school, like you 1291 01:07:27,160 --> 01:07:30,040 Speaker 1: couldn't really have a podcast or talking about health if 1292 01:07:30,040 --> 01:07:33,479 Speaker 1: you didn't have some sort of credential. But now, hey, 1293 01:07:33,800 --> 01:07:36,560 Speaker 1: anybody can do it. It's even changed in twenty years, 1294 01:07:36,680 --> 01:07:40,440 Speaker 1: you know how fast you can suddenly becommon expert overnight. 1295 01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:45,240 Speaker 1: And I think what people find interesting about people that 1296 01:07:45,360 --> 01:07:47,320 Speaker 1: kind of stay with one thing, and people just don't 1297 01:07:47,360 --> 01:07:49,720 Speaker 1: have big attention spans anymore. They just don't stay with 1298 01:07:49,840 --> 01:07:52,480 Speaker 1: things and so I think the intrigue with Ryan and 1299 01:07:52,800 --> 01:07:56,760 Speaker 1: anybody else that's maybe even Steve Ronella or you whoever, 1300 01:07:56,960 --> 01:08:01,400 Speaker 1: Like this isn't just like something I did yesterday and 1301 01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:03,760 Speaker 1: now I'm talking about it. It's like this, I'd be 1302 01:08:03,920 --> 01:08:07,760 Speaker 1: doing this if I if nobody knew who I was, Like, 1303 01:08:07,920 --> 01:08:11,080 Speaker 1: this is what I love and I've I've learned. You know, 1304 01:08:11,160 --> 01:08:14,840 Speaker 1: we talked about mentorship because Ryan wouldn't be here without 1305 01:08:14,920 --> 01:08:17,519 Speaker 1: his his mentors that he's had in his life. And 1306 01:08:18,160 --> 01:08:20,679 Speaker 1: it's just so hard to find that nowadays, where people 1307 01:08:20,680 --> 01:08:22,640 Speaker 1: are willing to share what they know, and there's just 1308 01:08:22,760 --> 01:08:24,720 Speaker 1: not a lot of people around that are willing to 1309 01:08:24,840 --> 01:08:28,599 Speaker 1: put the the years, the decades into something before they 1310 01:08:28,720 --> 01:08:33,679 Speaker 1: even would consider sharing it with somebody. You know, Ryan's 1311 01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:37,880 Speaker 1: been doing this for thirty five years. This is like 1312 01:08:38,160 --> 01:08:40,880 Speaker 1: what he does, and he's just now starting to understand 1313 01:08:41,760 --> 01:08:46,439 Speaker 1: he needs to start sharing it because it's it's you know, 1314 01:08:46,720 --> 01:08:48,599 Speaker 1: I think it all comes in stages, right, I think 1315 01:08:49,120 --> 01:08:52,360 Speaker 1: Ban you probably would agree. I'm I'm guessing when we're 1316 01:08:52,479 --> 01:08:58,240 Speaker 1: young twenties, uh a year, I fully admit I was 1317 01:08:58,280 --> 01:09:01,120 Speaker 1: as selfish as anyone would have come to hunting. I 1318 01:09:01,200 --> 01:09:04,040 Speaker 1: wanted less people out there. I mean I wanted to 1319 01:09:04,120 --> 01:09:07,120 Speaker 1: see nobody. I didn't want to tell people how to 1320 01:09:07,240 --> 01:09:09,800 Speaker 1: do it or you know, what to do or where 1321 01:09:09,920 --> 01:09:13,000 Speaker 1: to go or anything like that. But eventually you grow 1322 01:09:13,160 --> 01:09:16,479 Speaker 1: up and you realize, man, this this thing that we 1323 01:09:16,600 --> 01:09:20,200 Speaker 1: do have so much value and it's given us so much. Uh, 1324 01:09:20,479 --> 01:09:23,080 Speaker 1: you really want more people and we need it. We 1325 01:09:23,240 --> 01:09:26,080 Speaker 1: need people to understand it. These days from with where 1326 01:09:26,120 --> 01:09:28,680 Speaker 1: we're at, less and less people are exposed to it. 1327 01:09:28,840 --> 01:09:31,479 Speaker 1: So you absolutely have to You have to kind of 1328 01:09:31,560 --> 01:09:33,519 Speaker 1: play your part. If you've done this thing for so long, 1329 01:09:33,600 --> 01:09:36,599 Speaker 1: it's given you so much, you better dang, we'll give 1330 01:09:36,640 --> 01:09:39,280 Speaker 1: it back. And so, um, we've kind of hit this 1331 01:09:39,360 --> 01:09:41,560 Speaker 1: place where it's it's really fun and we're looking for 1332 01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:44,519 Speaker 1: avenues on how to get more people involved. It's not 1333 01:09:44,680 --> 01:09:46,880 Speaker 1: just hunting those. It goes back to the gardening as well. 1334 01:09:47,280 --> 01:09:49,880 Speaker 1: It's kind of this this lost and if you call 1335 01:09:49,920 --> 01:09:53,040 Speaker 1: it an art, it's this lost thing. Um. Folks used 1336 01:09:53,080 --> 01:09:54,519 Speaker 1: to garden the heck of a lot more than they 1337 01:09:54,560 --> 01:09:57,439 Speaker 1: do now. Used to be part of their lives. Um, 1338 01:09:58,280 --> 01:10:00,599 Speaker 1: and canning as well, and you just making your own 1339 01:10:00,640 --> 01:10:02,400 Speaker 1: food and not just going out and eating at a 1340 01:10:02,479 --> 01:10:05,880 Speaker 1: restaurant or going to the supermarket and buying it, and 1341 01:10:06,439 --> 01:10:08,599 Speaker 1: it feels like it's kind of disappeared a little bit. 1342 01:10:09,160 --> 01:10:12,280 Speaker 1: But man, it seems like, uh, the goals should be 1343 01:10:12,360 --> 01:10:14,840 Speaker 1: to get it back because it does have way more 1344 01:10:14,960 --> 01:10:18,880 Speaker 1: value than um where we've been heading the last I 1345 01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:22,280 Speaker 1: don't know how many years, and that's just lose your 1346 01:10:22,320 --> 01:10:27,040 Speaker 1: relationship with food altogether. And now it feels like, ass 1347 01:10:27,080 --> 01:10:28,880 Speaker 1: like we're making a difference a little bit and get 1348 01:10:28,960 --> 01:10:31,840 Speaker 1: people to understand, like I think. So, Man, this gardening thing, 1349 01:10:31,880 --> 01:10:35,720 Speaker 1: you can really dive into it, and it's it's as 1350 01:10:35,840 --> 01:10:39,519 Speaker 1: fun as I mean, it's fun as a big adventure 1351 01:10:39,560 --> 01:10:41,840 Speaker 1: in the mountains, but you can really get into it 1352 01:10:44,040 --> 01:10:46,559 Speaker 1: and you feel accomplished when you get something to grow 1353 01:10:46,680 --> 01:10:49,639 Speaker 1: and grow well and you get to read the rewards 1354 01:10:49,680 --> 01:10:51,240 Speaker 1: at the end and then you can and you put 1355 01:10:51,280 --> 01:10:53,960 Speaker 1: it in this pantry and you're looking at it. You're like, man, 1356 01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:55,680 Speaker 1: it's almost like filling the freezer with meat at the 1357 01:10:55,760 --> 01:10:58,680 Speaker 1: end of the trip. Yeah. Ryan's super patient, though, like 1358 01:10:59,040 --> 01:11:02,760 Speaker 1: I am not ship I've matured and I I'm a fine, 1359 01:11:03,040 --> 01:11:08,000 Speaker 1: matured sort of patient person. I'm a future dweller. I'm 1360 01:11:08,000 --> 01:11:10,559 Speaker 1: always I'm always going for the future. I'm always what's 1361 01:11:10,560 --> 01:11:11,800 Speaker 1: the next thing I need to do to get to 1362 01:11:11,880 --> 01:11:15,719 Speaker 1: this place, like go there. He's very present. We actually 1363 01:11:15,960 --> 01:11:18,040 Speaker 1: that's a lot of where we butt heads. It's like 1364 01:11:18,640 --> 01:11:22,519 Speaker 1: I'm already here, he's still back here, like yo, like 1365 01:11:22,680 --> 01:11:24,680 Speaker 1: we're still here, and I'm like, no, we're out here. 1366 01:11:26,160 --> 01:11:28,240 Speaker 1: Hun does that, I think a lot. Yeah, it makes 1367 01:11:28,320 --> 01:11:31,679 Speaker 1: him very present. And so these things that take time. 1368 01:11:32,479 --> 01:11:34,439 Speaker 1: You know, you grow gardens like it grows the next 1369 01:11:34,520 --> 01:11:37,439 Speaker 1: day you learned, not doesn't happen. You don't kill your 1370 01:11:37,479 --> 01:11:39,599 Speaker 1: first animal the day after you go out. And he's 1371 01:11:39,640 --> 01:11:43,320 Speaker 1: just super patient. And and that maybe an actual skill 1372 01:11:43,520 --> 01:11:45,559 Speaker 1: of a lot of really good hunters is that they 1373 01:11:45,760 --> 01:11:50,640 Speaker 1: just um, they settle in, they become present, and and 1374 01:11:50,840 --> 01:11:53,680 Speaker 1: that is a skill too. That's really being lost. I mean, 1375 01:11:53,720 --> 01:11:58,879 Speaker 1: we just are living vicariously through other people, through through media. 1376 01:11:59,439 --> 01:12:02,640 Speaker 1: We don't have like this sense of calm. I mean 1377 01:12:02,760 --> 01:12:04,519 Speaker 1: even me. I mean I used to do yoga. I 1378 01:12:04,600 --> 01:12:08,080 Speaker 1: was a yoga instructor and meditation and I really I've 1379 01:12:08,120 --> 01:12:11,320 Speaker 1: really gotten out of that. Actually being highly academic and 1380 01:12:11,720 --> 01:12:14,920 Speaker 1: cerebral and always having to learn and always having to 1381 01:12:14,960 --> 01:12:17,920 Speaker 1: do this, I find myself sometimes just like oh my gosh, 1382 01:12:17,960 --> 01:12:20,000 Speaker 1: I can't keep up with this space, you know. And 1383 01:12:20,040 --> 01:12:22,519 Speaker 1: the older I get, of course, it gets harder. But 1384 01:12:22,840 --> 01:12:26,720 Speaker 1: I find that's his meditation. That's why he's doing. He's 1385 01:12:26,720 --> 01:12:29,320 Speaker 1: out in nature, he's away from all that's the other thing. 1386 01:12:30,080 --> 01:12:32,560 Speaker 1: He comes to a cap here because he has not 1387 01:12:32,840 --> 01:12:35,679 Speaker 1: been around all this stress. He hasn't been around the phone. 1388 01:12:35,720 --> 01:12:37,800 Speaker 1: He hasn't been on his phone, which he's on a 1389 01:12:37,840 --> 01:12:41,240 Speaker 1: lot when he's home. When you come back for like 1390 01:12:41,320 --> 01:12:42,800 Speaker 1: ten days in the back country, and you know that 1391 01:12:44,439 --> 01:12:48,400 Speaker 1: you like, no, you know, I know, I know if 1392 01:12:48,439 --> 01:12:50,800 Speaker 1: I take this off airplane mode, it's gonna ding like 1393 01:12:50,920 --> 01:12:54,120 Speaker 1: fifty times in a row, and then you're in it 1394 01:12:54,360 --> 01:12:57,200 Speaker 1: in that whole night You're you're replying, And I think 1395 01:12:57,280 --> 01:13:00,400 Speaker 1: that's that's our bigger struggle we have now because prior 1396 01:13:00,479 --> 01:13:04,800 Speaker 1: to this, he wasn't even on social media, so he 1397 01:13:04,960 --> 01:13:09,160 Speaker 1: used his phone maybe mainly for business and for communication. 1398 01:13:09,560 --> 01:13:13,040 Speaker 1: And now with Instagram and the whole reason we've actually 1399 01:13:13,080 --> 01:13:15,320 Speaker 1: been able to even get our small following that we 1400 01:13:15,479 --> 01:13:19,679 Speaker 1: have is because Ryan is diligent and responding to messages. 1401 01:13:19,800 --> 01:13:23,519 Speaker 1: He he is diligent. He responds to Instagram messages like 1402 01:13:23,600 --> 01:13:26,240 Speaker 1: he's I've had to put the kibosh on it, something 1403 01:13:26,280 --> 01:13:28,160 Speaker 1: like you can't respond to everybody, and like you have 1404 01:13:28,240 --> 01:13:30,639 Speaker 1: to sit down and have dinner with us, like because 1405 01:13:30,720 --> 01:13:32,920 Speaker 1: he'll work all day or he'll be gone, such a 1406 01:13:33,160 --> 01:13:35,400 Speaker 1: dick if I don't. Was that new Bergh's fault? He 1407 01:13:35,479 --> 01:13:37,439 Speaker 1: I think he told me that one time. So told 1408 01:13:37,479 --> 01:13:39,479 Speaker 1: one somebody in our crew, like, hey, how did you 1409 01:13:39,560 --> 01:13:41,760 Speaker 1: really build the thing you build? It's like, man, I 1410 01:13:41,840 --> 01:13:44,439 Speaker 1: just took the time to answer every single person that 1411 01:13:44,600 --> 01:13:47,599 Speaker 1: I could, because that's really what's important. That's a community, right, 1412 01:13:47,640 --> 01:13:50,920 Speaker 1: Like the community is that, you know, is to grow 1413 01:13:51,040 --> 01:13:54,680 Speaker 1: this and and build these folks up and you know, 1414 01:13:54,960 --> 01:13:58,040 Speaker 1: help them grow as hunters or answer their questions. Obviously 1415 01:13:58,080 --> 01:13:59,920 Speaker 1: are not going to ask it unless they need an answer, 1416 01:14:00,600 --> 01:14:04,439 Speaker 1: so it's very time consuming. But I feel better when 1417 01:14:04,439 --> 01:14:07,639 Speaker 1: I'm done and I've answered these questions if they sit 1418 01:14:07,800 --> 01:14:10,360 Speaker 1: there in the requests pile and I don't get to 1419 01:14:10,479 --> 01:14:12,720 Speaker 1: them for a while. These days, it's hard to do 1420 01:14:13,400 --> 01:14:15,920 Speaker 1: um to get to them all. But you just want 1421 01:14:16,040 --> 01:14:19,560 Speaker 1: to help if that's your goal. Every single person that 1422 01:14:19,680 --> 01:14:22,719 Speaker 1: asks you a question. Sometimes they're not the best answers, 1423 01:14:22,760 --> 01:14:24,680 Speaker 1: but do your best and try to try to get them. 1424 01:14:28,000 --> 01:14:30,800 Speaker 1: We get into into this world where like I see 1425 01:14:30,880 --> 01:14:33,360 Speaker 1: other people self identified like what are you, I'm a hunter? 1426 01:14:33,840 --> 01:14:36,519 Speaker 1: Like that's okay, Like you're getting the same value. I'm 1427 01:14:36,560 --> 01:14:38,680 Speaker 1: getting the same value proposition that I have. You have 1428 01:14:38,920 --> 01:14:40,720 Speaker 1: somewhere because I've seen it, to your point about the 1429 01:14:40,760 --> 01:14:44,040 Speaker 1: Western hunting culture. I've seen it in Eastern white tail culture. 1430 01:14:44,040 --> 01:14:47,640 Speaker 1: I've seen it in Southern swamp culture. I've seen it 1431 01:14:47,720 --> 01:14:50,679 Speaker 1: in all these different cultures where it's the same idea, 1432 01:14:50,880 --> 01:14:53,360 Speaker 1: it's the same self identity that like, this is who 1433 01:14:53,400 --> 01:14:54,800 Speaker 1: I am, this is what I do, and this is 1434 01:14:54,880 --> 01:14:57,120 Speaker 1: why I'm the way I am at elsewhere in my life. 1435 01:14:57,240 --> 01:14:58,920 Speaker 1: It's kind of this is the center point. So when 1436 01:14:58,960 --> 01:15:01,280 Speaker 1: you see that, you're like, whoa, Okay, let's create more 1437 01:15:01,280 --> 01:15:03,200 Speaker 1: of that because it's a good thing. It really is 1438 01:15:03,240 --> 01:15:05,439 Speaker 1: a good thing. And for you guys that like there's 1439 01:15:05,439 --> 01:15:09,160 Speaker 1: a million podcasts, right, everybody knows that, but there's room 1440 01:15:09,200 --> 01:15:12,559 Speaker 1: for a million podcasts because for people like you, people 1441 01:15:12,600 --> 01:15:15,439 Speaker 1: just want to see themselves represented in the community. I 1442 01:15:15,520 --> 01:15:17,680 Speaker 1: think I think they want to. It doesn't matter who 1443 01:15:17,720 --> 01:15:19,840 Speaker 1: it is they want. Like in a time where people 1444 01:15:19,840 --> 01:15:24,360 Speaker 1: are thinking about inclusivity, seeing a married couple that's living 1445 01:15:24,400 --> 01:15:27,639 Speaker 1: this lifestyle, talking about it openly, being open about struggles. 1446 01:15:28,160 --> 01:15:32,320 Speaker 1: That's important, that's extremely important, and there's room for everything. Well, 1447 01:15:32,400 --> 01:15:35,880 Speaker 1: it's it's saved our marriage pretty much. I mean, I 1448 01:15:36,040 --> 01:15:39,280 Speaker 1: just say that in a way that it brought us together. 1449 01:15:39,800 --> 01:15:42,800 Speaker 1: It brought us a common purpose that we didn't have before, 1450 01:15:42,840 --> 01:15:47,599 Speaker 1: that wasn't outside of children. It brought us so if 1451 01:15:47,680 --> 01:15:50,439 Speaker 1: we have a disagreement or we have something going on, 1452 01:15:51,080 --> 01:15:54,800 Speaker 1: which we have plenty of, we have this common thing 1453 01:15:54,920 --> 01:15:57,560 Speaker 1: now that we have to work it out. We have 1454 01:15:57,720 --> 01:16:01,360 Speaker 1: to figure it out, you know. And and that's changed 1455 01:16:01,439 --> 01:16:04,240 Speaker 1: our marriage completely. I mean me coming into the community 1456 01:16:04,320 --> 01:16:06,640 Speaker 1: and me feeling like I have a community now that 1457 01:16:06,760 --> 01:16:10,960 Speaker 1: I didn't feel like I had before um and him 1458 01:16:11,120 --> 01:16:14,400 Speaker 1: having a community because he was literally like you could 1459 01:16:14,479 --> 01:16:16,280 Speaker 1: count the number of friends he had on like that 1460 01:16:16,400 --> 01:16:19,400 Speaker 1: many fingers, not very many, and he was really introverted, 1461 01:16:19,439 --> 01:16:22,360 Speaker 1: and I always felt like he needed more social outlet, 1462 01:16:22,479 --> 01:16:25,679 Speaker 1: like he needed more friends that and and we needed 1463 01:16:25,720 --> 01:16:29,519 Speaker 1: more friends together outside of our family unit. And so 1464 01:16:29,760 --> 01:16:35,000 Speaker 1: it just changed every aspect of our relationship together. And 1465 01:16:35,200 --> 01:16:37,600 Speaker 1: then the ability to move to Montana would not have 1466 01:16:37,800 --> 01:16:40,439 Speaker 1: happened without us making the decision to do that and 1467 01:16:40,560 --> 01:16:45,000 Speaker 1: starting it and the community embracing us because you know, 1468 01:16:45,160 --> 01:16:46,720 Speaker 1: he had a job where he had a lot of 1469 01:16:46,800 --> 01:16:49,519 Speaker 1: responsibility and he probably would have never left that job 1470 01:16:50,280 --> 01:16:52,920 Speaker 1: had he not seen that what he has to share 1471 01:16:52,920 --> 01:16:57,280 Speaker 1: as valuable. And I you know, I got my wish 1472 01:16:57,320 --> 01:17:00,160 Speaker 1: of coming back to Montana based on the fact that 1473 01:17:00,240 --> 01:17:02,439 Speaker 1: we did make that decision and that we worked it 1474 01:17:02,520 --> 01:17:09,600 Speaker 1: out and I spent many Yeah, but I mean he 1475 01:17:10,479 --> 01:17:13,479 Speaker 1: Ryan is also like he's very patient, and he's slow 1476 01:17:14,320 --> 01:17:17,000 Speaker 1: like he always has been. He I mean, it takes 1477 01:17:17,040 --> 01:17:19,080 Speaker 1: some six months to research a car and buy one, 1478 01:17:19,280 --> 01:17:21,840 Speaker 1: where I'm just like, buy a car already. We need 1479 01:17:21,920 --> 01:17:24,840 Speaker 1: a car. So the whole idea of moving here and 1480 01:17:25,240 --> 01:17:27,640 Speaker 1: leaving what he knows there and coming somewhere new, and 1481 01:17:27,960 --> 01:17:29,960 Speaker 1: you know, he's not educated like I am. You know, 1482 01:17:30,360 --> 01:17:32,240 Speaker 1: part of the deal was that I was working part 1483 01:17:32,280 --> 01:17:34,280 Speaker 1: time because we had babies and I had babies at home. 1484 01:17:34,360 --> 01:17:37,120 Speaker 1: So he was working hard. For twenty years. He worked 1485 01:17:37,160 --> 01:17:40,960 Speaker 1: hard and um never complained. He's also not a complainer. 1486 01:17:41,400 --> 01:17:43,800 Speaker 1: You will not get complaints out of Ryan even after 1487 01:17:44,360 --> 01:17:46,320 Speaker 1: two or three nights of death march hikes out of 1488 01:17:46,360 --> 01:17:50,160 Speaker 1: the mountains with no sleep. You know, he just doesn't complain. Um, 1489 01:17:50,920 --> 01:17:53,280 Speaker 1: but he I was seeing it take a toll on 1490 01:17:53,400 --> 01:17:57,360 Speaker 1: him in his health, and I realized that we needed 1491 01:17:57,400 --> 01:18:00,800 Speaker 1: to get out of there for for that and I 1492 01:18:01,000 --> 01:18:04,320 Speaker 1: could my InCom potential is much higher based on my education, 1493 01:18:04,800 --> 01:18:06,560 Speaker 1: and I could live to more of the potential of 1494 01:18:06,600 --> 01:18:09,000 Speaker 1: that because my children are older. And so we made 1495 01:18:09,080 --> 01:18:13,120 Speaker 1: this arrangement where it was like, Okay, I'll take over 1496 01:18:13,200 --> 01:18:15,720 Speaker 1: that for a while, and that allows me to live 1497 01:18:15,720 --> 01:18:17,840 Speaker 1: where I want, That allows him to get out, And 1498 01:18:17,920 --> 01:18:22,320 Speaker 1: now that we're here, he is so much happier and 1499 01:18:22,560 --> 01:18:25,960 Speaker 1: creative and all the things that you're seeing now Western 1500 01:18:26,080 --> 01:18:29,519 Speaker 1: Hunting Summit, this is all the fact that we left 1501 01:18:29,920 --> 01:18:32,960 Speaker 1: and that he is now getting to do what he's 1502 01:18:33,000 --> 01:18:35,560 Speaker 1: done and he's so good at and so, you know, 1503 01:18:35,760 --> 01:18:38,760 Speaker 1: sometimes it's also, you know, we do have people say like, well, 1504 01:18:38,880 --> 01:18:40,760 Speaker 1: I want to move to Montana. We get that a lot, 1505 01:18:40,840 --> 01:18:42,479 Speaker 1: like I want I want to convince my mind to 1506 01:18:42,560 --> 01:18:44,120 Speaker 1: move to Montana, and how do I do that? And 1507 01:18:45,920 --> 01:18:48,040 Speaker 1: it's like, well, you know, you got to give a 1508 01:18:48,120 --> 01:18:50,720 Speaker 1: good reason. And you know, for us, it was you're 1509 01:18:50,720 --> 01:18:55,920 Speaker 1: here to visit in July, June, July, February. Family is 1510 01:18:55,960 --> 01:18:58,360 Speaker 1: the hard time, summertime, and it's going to be hard 1511 01:18:58,400 --> 01:19:01,600 Speaker 1: to leave. The hard part is family. Women tend to 1512 01:19:01,640 --> 01:19:03,640 Speaker 1: want to be around family when they have little children, right, 1513 01:19:03,640 --> 01:19:06,280 Speaker 1: and leaving their family to come here. And and that 1514 01:19:06,479 --> 01:19:11,360 Speaker 1: was sorry to hydrates going off. I ask you about that, 1515 01:19:11,479 --> 01:19:18,040 Speaker 1: is that one of those meat maker is that we 1516 01:19:18,200 --> 01:19:22,880 Speaker 1: got the leathers going there, sweet potato leathers, cooking sweep 1517 01:19:22,880 --> 01:19:25,760 Speaker 1: potato and apple. So there's yeah, there's like candles that 1518 01:19:25,880 --> 01:19:30,960 Speaker 1: can onions. What is that ever? Pickled spicy onions, pickled beets. Yeah, 1519 01:19:33,160 --> 01:19:35,360 Speaker 1: but anyways, we could talk about this all day, we 1520 01:19:35,439 --> 01:19:38,760 Speaker 1: could talk about relationships all day, but it's transformed our 1521 01:19:38,840 --> 01:19:42,240 Speaker 1: life and the hunting community to me, I will always 1522 01:19:42,280 --> 01:19:46,200 Speaker 1: say now is like it's a community of really well 1523 01:19:46,360 --> 01:19:49,400 Speaker 1: grounded people, at least the one that we're in absolutely, 1524 01:19:49,640 --> 01:19:56,960 Speaker 1: and I think that, um, they need they need more 1525 01:19:57,000 --> 01:19:59,439 Speaker 1: help with health, and they need more people that are 1526 01:19:59,479 --> 01:20:02,040 Speaker 1: willing to come into this genre and talk to them 1527 01:20:02,120 --> 01:20:05,360 Speaker 1: like real people and not talk down to them like, oh, 1528 01:20:05,400 --> 01:20:07,479 Speaker 1: interestly been running. I don't really, you don't know what 1529 01:20:07,600 --> 01:20:09,439 Speaker 1: you're doing, Like that's kind of what I feel, and 1530 01:20:09,640 --> 01:20:12,560 Speaker 1: it's just you know, um, that's kind of been my 1531 01:20:12,640 --> 01:20:15,000 Speaker 1: purpose now is just to help you can't help everybody. 1532 01:20:15,040 --> 01:20:18,040 Speaker 1: You know, in the healthy sphere, Holy cow, you know, 1533 01:20:18,280 --> 01:20:20,639 Speaker 1: everybody's doing everything. So when you go out in my world, 1534 01:20:21,040 --> 01:20:24,200 Speaker 1: my world is like super saturated and people are talking 1535 01:20:24,240 --> 01:20:26,439 Speaker 1: about kinds of crazy stuff. And I'll go do a 1536 01:20:26,479 --> 01:20:30,240 Speaker 1: talk at Western Hunting Summer and it's good, but Ryan 1537 01:20:30,280 --> 01:20:32,320 Speaker 1: will be like, oh, that was way over people's heads. Like, 1538 01:20:33,360 --> 01:20:35,240 Speaker 1: but then I'm thinking of my colleagues. I'm thinking about 1539 01:20:35,240 --> 01:20:36,760 Speaker 1: how I want to talk to my colleagues. And then 1540 01:20:36,840 --> 01:20:38,960 Speaker 1: like this year, I he said, I did better, Like 1541 01:20:39,040 --> 01:20:42,519 Speaker 1: I dumped it down more. I mean, people like relate straight. 1542 01:20:42,560 --> 01:20:45,679 Speaker 1: What's important is we want to know how to hunt longer. 1543 01:20:45,840 --> 01:20:50,280 Speaker 1: Do you want to know how to prevent overuse injuries? Um? 1544 01:20:50,600 --> 01:20:52,760 Speaker 1: And and that's been a big part of you know, 1545 01:20:53,360 --> 01:20:55,840 Speaker 1: what she's brought to the table, what she's brought to 1546 01:20:55,920 --> 01:20:59,640 Speaker 1: the community and the listeners is um. You know, for me, 1547 01:21:00,439 --> 01:21:02,880 Speaker 1: I've been very fortunate because I didn't used to be 1548 01:21:02,960 --> 01:21:04,880 Speaker 1: into all this healthy food and all this stuff. I 1549 01:21:04,960 --> 01:21:08,240 Speaker 1: was like, I thought, asked this way over priced organic, 1550 01:21:08,280 --> 01:21:10,759 Speaker 1: blah blah blah. That was way early in our marriage. 1551 01:21:10,960 --> 01:21:13,680 Speaker 1: She's obviously gotten me out of that, and then we 1552 01:21:13,760 --> 01:21:16,439 Speaker 1: got into growing our own all these things, but uh, 1553 01:21:16,720 --> 01:21:18,680 Speaker 1: you know, I told her at this talk, we just did, 1554 01:21:19,160 --> 01:21:21,400 Speaker 1: let's keep it simple. Let's talk about what's going to 1555 01:21:21,520 --> 01:21:24,760 Speaker 1: keep people from getting injured and what's going to help them. 1556 01:21:25,000 --> 01:21:28,280 Speaker 1: Inflammation We've talked about. We talked about inflammation all the time. 1557 01:21:28,840 --> 01:21:30,760 Speaker 1: I feel like it's one of those things that we 1558 01:21:30,800 --> 01:21:34,360 Speaker 1: should always be trying to fight all with everything through 1559 01:21:34,360 --> 01:21:37,439 Speaker 1: our diet, meals at home, meals on the mountain. That's 1560 01:21:37,439 --> 01:21:40,519 Speaker 1: why we started this whole CBD thing because CBD was 1561 01:21:40,640 --> 01:21:43,720 Speaker 1: like this very interesting thing to me because I'm so 1562 01:21:44,000 --> 01:21:47,920 Speaker 1: into trying to combat inflammation. You take you take five 1563 01:21:48,000 --> 01:21:50,920 Speaker 1: six big hunting trips a year, Ben and maybe their 1564 01:21:50,960 --> 01:21:54,720 Speaker 1: long ten day trips. They're big mountain trips. You're you're 1565 01:21:54,760 --> 01:21:56,719 Speaker 1: gonna come away from that and walking a little funny 1566 01:21:57,120 --> 01:21:59,240 Speaker 1: like in the end. And I used to have like, 1567 01:21:59,640 --> 01:22:03,160 Speaker 1: you know, we let stop. I need some affirmation. Yoga 1568 01:22:03,240 --> 01:22:05,840 Speaker 1: were good with yoga because I started doing yoga. I 1569 01:22:05,960 --> 01:22:08,000 Speaker 1: love yoga. I was a yoga teacher before I had 1570 01:22:08,040 --> 01:22:10,640 Speaker 1: a massive horrible bike wreck and wreck my neck. But 1571 01:22:11,120 --> 01:22:14,560 Speaker 1: I think yoga for hunting's key. I think flexibility and 1572 01:22:14,680 --> 01:22:19,519 Speaker 1: it's your most hired is like on an archery stock, right, 1573 01:22:19,560 --> 01:22:23,840 Speaker 1: you're moving really slow, you're in weird positions like yoga positions. 1574 01:22:23,920 --> 01:22:27,880 Speaker 1: Sometimes he won't see me. But yeah, I mean I 1575 01:22:27,920 --> 01:22:30,360 Speaker 1: think there is there's that too, like pliometrics that that 1576 01:22:30,640 --> 01:22:33,280 Speaker 1: are that really for flexibility. Because when I we were 1577 01:22:33,360 --> 01:22:35,880 Speaker 1: talking about my trip to to Nepal, when I started, 1578 01:22:36,400 --> 01:22:38,120 Speaker 1: wait like a month, I'm like, go ship, We're going 1579 01:22:38,200 --> 01:22:40,920 Speaker 1: in a month? What am I gonna do? And we 1580 01:22:41,040 --> 01:22:43,639 Speaker 1: kind of landed on pliometrics. It's like, just if I'm 1581 01:22:43,680 --> 01:22:46,280 Speaker 1: more flexible, dude, if I can step at an angle, 1582 01:22:46,680 --> 01:22:48,800 Speaker 1: if I can if if my leg and my hip 1583 01:22:48,920 --> 01:22:51,240 Speaker 1: can move at this angle repeatedly, if I'm side hilling 1584 01:22:51,360 --> 01:22:53,600 Speaker 1: or you know whatever, that would be better for me 1585 01:22:53,720 --> 01:22:57,280 Speaker 1: ultimately than running ten miles a day at at some 1586 01:22:57,479 --> 01:23:00,400 Speaker 1: level that flexibility that you know absolutely of the core 1587 01:23:00,520 --> 01:23:04,600 Speaker 1: strength flexibility. Yeah, those things are huge and and like 1588 01:23:04,720 --> 01:23:08,479 Speaker 1: I said, um, where I always noticed, Uh, you know 1589 01:23:08,560 --> 01:23:10,840 Speaker 1: where you can hike ten miles on a flat trail, 1590 01:23:10,880 --> 01:23:13,400 Speaker 1: it's easy. Uh, if you hike a lot with weight, 1591 01:23:13,479 --> 01:23:16,519 Speaker 1: it's it's not that bad. But on those really slow 1592 01:23:16,880 --> 01:23:19,720 Speaker 1: stocks where every muscle is strained and you're going on 1593 01:23:19,920 --> 01:23:22,920 Speaker 1: snail's pace. Uh, in on a stock on an only 1594 01:23:23,000 --> 01:23:26,920 Speaker 1: buck or something like that. You come out spent, totally spent. 1595 01:23:27,520 --> 01:23:30,160 Speaker 1: And that's where I think, Um, you know, yoga type 1596 01:23:30,280 --> 01:23:34,880 Speaker 1: things help a frond ton. So no, we're good with yoga. Yeah, 1597 01:23:36,880 --> 01:23:38,800 Speaker 1: I put that out in a public couple episodes ago. 1598 01:23:39,520 --> 01:23:41,240 Speaker 1: I got a lot of support for the community. But 1599 01:23:41,320 --> 01:23:43,040 Speaker 1: I'm just I just feel like there's somebody out there 1600 01:23:43,400 --> 01:23:46,920 Speaker 1: just changing, right. Like my grandpa would have been like, yo, 1601 01:23:48,560 --> 01:23:51,360 Speaker 1: wrong with you? But now you know, people are doing 1602 01:23:51,400 --> 01:23:54,800 Speaker 1: your mainstream now than it was. They want to be 1603 01:23:55,120 --> 01:24:00,080 Speaker 1: functional longer. Yeah. I don't know what your grandparents like, 1604 01:24:00,200 --> 01:24:03,160 Speaker 1: but I had awesome grandparents. My mom's parents are still alive. 1605 01:24:03,760 --> 01:24:06,200 Speaker 1: But when they were like when my dad's parents were 1606 01:24:06,240 --> 01:24:09,320 Speaker 1: like in their fifties, they were like old. They just 1607 01:24:09,680 --> 01:24:12,599 Speaker 1: my grandpa had fishing and he played golf. My grandma 1608 01:24:12,640 --> 01:24:15,600 Speaker 1: had the shampoo set, she like knitted, and they just 1609 01:24:15,680 --> 01:24:18,680 Speaker 1: seemed old to me. And I feel like nowadays, like 1610 01:24:18,880 --> 01:24:23,600 Speaker 1: you know, we're almost fifty, I feel like you're just 1611 01:24:23,760 --> 01:24:26,360 Speaker 1: starting Like yeah, I feel like that's you know, it's 1612 01:24:26,400 --> 01:24:29,000 Speaker 1: a different it's a different times. So this whole thing 1613 01:24:29,040 --> 01:24:31,840 Speaker 1: of like I don't do yoga, it's actually like people 1614 01:24:31,920 --> 01:24:34,760 Speaker 1: are like, Okay, I'll do yoga because whatever I can 1615 01:24:34,840 --> 01:24:38,560 Speaker 1: do to like stay healthier, stay younger, feel better, that 1616 01:24:38,600 --> 01:24:41,719 Speaker 1: should be the goal. Is whatever goal it does, whether 1617 01:24:41,840 --> 01:24:44,160 Speaker 1: you you know you feel weird about it or whatever. 1618 01:24:44,560 --> 01:24:46,880 Speaker 1: Whatever you can take in as far as foods go 1619 01:24:47,560 --> 01:24:51,760 Speaker 1: and inflammatory stuff, exercising. Um yeah, Like I say, we're 1620 01:24:51,800 --> 01:24:55,000 Speaker 1: forty st seven years old right now, and there's no 1621 01:24:55,240 --> 01:24:57,560 Speaker 1: way when I was in my twenties, I feel like 1622 01:24:57,640 --> 01:25:00,679 Speaker 1: I would feel this good. You know. Um I remember 1623 01:25:00,720 --> 01:25:02,360 Speaker 1: the thirty year old and being like, I'll wait till 1624 01:25:02,400 --> 01:25:05,240 Speaker 1: your thirty. We were running up that hill, you know, 1625 01:25:05,360 --> 01:25:09,639 Speaker 1: like you are now. But that's all. It's like, I'm 1626 01:25:09,680 --> 01:25:14,719 Speaker 1: forties in my forty six or I don't. I feel 1627 01:25:14,760 --> 01:25:16,840 Speaker 1: better now than I did in my twenties. And I 1628 01:25:16,960 --> 01:25:20,400 Speaker 1: know that was a product of meeting Hill, her helping 1629 01:25:20,439 --> 01:25:23,120 Speaker 1: me with my diet, her getting me on the right 1630 01:25:23,160 --> 01:25:26,080 Speaker 1: SUPs and foods and things like that, where I don't 1631 01:25:26,080 --> 01:25:28,040 Speaker 1: get that lack of CASA build up, I don't get 1632 01:25:28,080 --> 01:25:31,519 Speaker 1: the soreness afterwards. So I feel it's good now. I 1633 01:25:31,600 --> 01:25:33,960 Speaker 1: feel better now, way better now than I did in 1634 01:25:34,040 --> 01:25:36,519 Speaker 1: my twenties, which is great because I want to, Like 1635 01:25:36,600 --> 01:25:38,160 Speaker 1: I said, I want to do this for so long, 1636 01:25:38,880 --> 01:25:43,439 Speaker 1: and um, these big, big trips are so easily doable 1637 01:25:43,479 --> 01:25:48,240 Speaker 1: now yeah, um yeah, hiking farther than man. Yeah. We 1638 01:25:48,320 --> 01:25:50,280 Speaker 1: were was watching a little documentary my son the other 1639 01:25:50,400 --> 01:25:53,919 Speaker 1: night about adventure you know, skiing in France and surfing 1640 01:25:54,000 --> 01:25:56,840 Speaker 1: and who knows where. He said, the world is big? 1641 01:25:56,920 --> 01:25:58,599 Speaker 1: How could I see it all? I said, listen, don't 1642 01:25:58,600 --> 01:26:02,000 Speaker 1: worry about the world. The Galton natural forces, right, you 1643 01:26:02,080 --> 01:26:04,240 Speaker 1: can see all that in your whole life. Like that's 1644 01:26:04,439 --> 01:26:06,160 Speaker 1: that we were talking when you got here. It's like 1645 01:26:06,880 --> 01:26:10,439 Speaker 1: this place that we live here in Montana. There's it's 1646 01:26:10,479 --> 01:26:13,959 Speaker 1: a playground. There's so much to explore and it's exciting. 1647 01:26:14,680 --> 01:26:17,599 Speaker 1: And uh, the only way that you're gonna you know, see, 1648 01:26:18,160 --> 01:26:21,160 Speaker 1: maybe not all of it, but enough of it, is 1649 01:26:21,360 --> 01:26:24,960 Speaker 1: to be healthy. Um, you lose your health. All those 1650 01:26:25,040 --> 01:26:28,519 Speaker 1: experiences go away, all those adventures, all the opportunities to 1651 01:26:28,560 --> 01:26:32,599 Speaker 1: see another basin, a whole new mountain range and pick 1652 01:26:32,640 --> 01:26:36,000 Speaker 1: a direction from three forks Montana. You've got them every 1653 01:26:36,080 --> 01:26:39,120 Speaker 1: which run all over the place. I don't need to 1654 01:26:39,200 --> 01:26:42,080 Speaker 1: go to another country. I got it all right here 1655 01:26:42,120 --> 01:26:44,519 Speaker 1: in Montana. To see. People are just me like, what 1656 01:26:44,560 --> 01:26:48,360 Speaker 1: are you doing this? Phone. Where are you going? I'm good, Yeah, 1657 01:26:48,479 --> 01:26:51,360 Speaker 1: I'm right here, Like go over there? What are you 1658 01:26:51,479 --> 01:26:53,320 Speaker 1: still arguing about? That? That was used to be one 1659 01:26:53,320 --> 01:26:54,880 Speaker 1: of the fights we had is that you know, he 1660 01:26:55,000 --> 01:26:57,000 Speaker 1: traveled a lot. He was in Alaska a lot, Russia 1661 01:26:57,000 --> 01:26:58,920 Speaker 1: a lot, and kem Chak worked over there when we 1662 01:26:59,000 --> 01:27:01,519 Speaker 1: were first married for a long time. But I like 1663 01:27:01,640 --> 01:27:03,360 Speaker 1: to travel to Europe. I had a job that would 1664 01:27:03,360 --> 01:27:05,160 Speaker 1: take me to Europe, like I like to. I'm kind 1665 01:27:05,160 --> 01:27:07,519 Speaker 1: of a history buff, so I like that kind of stuff. 1666 01:27:07,800 --> 01:27:09,840 Speaker 1: He's like, if you take me in another church, I'm 1667 01:27:09,840 --> 01:27:12,080 Speaker 1: going to lose my marble. It's like, I can't do it. 1668 01:27:12,760 --> 01:27:16,880 Speaker 1: So he I would be like, well you, why don't 1669 01:27:17,520 --> 01:27:19,320 Speaker 1: we need to travel and see the world. And he's like, 1670 01:27:20,400 --> 01:27:25,360 Speaker 1: I could spend my entire life just in Washington in 1671 01:27:25,439 --> 01:27:30,040 Speaker 1: the Mountain ranges and never see one a second place twice. 1672 01:27:30,120 --> 01:27:33,160 Speaker 1: And he's like, I don't need to be going to 1673 01:27:33,240 --> 01:27:37,280 Speaker 1: all these fancy places because I know, like what just 1674 01:27:37,479 --> 01:27:41,280 Speaker 1: even the West, the West alone has to offer, and Montana, 1675 01:27:41,439 --> 01:27:45,600 Speaker 1: of course is is steroids. It's like, but then you 1676 01:27:45,720 --> 01:27:48,559 Speaker 1: get that intellectual property that only you have, at least 1677 01:27:48,600 --> 01:27:52,599 Speaker 1: only you share with that place. That's pretty intimate, dude. 1678 01:27:52,640 --> 01:27:54,400 Speaker 1: I'm proud of than inellectual property. Even if I don't 1679 01:27:54,439 --> 01:27:57,000 Speaker 1: kill ship. I know that place now, I know there's 1680 01:27:57,040 --> 01:28:00,559 Speaker 1: nothing there, and you know, and I remember maybe you're 1681 01:28:00,600 --> 01:28:03,400 Speaker 1: the same bend is. I remember every place I've been 1682 01:28:03,439 --> 01:28:06,840 Speaker 1: to in the mountains, I don't remember like a club 1683 01:28:06,920 --> 01:28:08,680 Speaker 1: and Seattle, I couldn't tell you how to get there. 1684 01:28:13,720 --> 01:28:15,760 Speaker 1: I can go to my local market here and I 1685 01:28:16,000 --> 01:28:18,240 Speaker 1: can't remember where the bacon is, but I can tell 1686 01:28:18,280 --> 01:28:20,880 Speaker 1: you where I've seen, like every basin that I've seen 1687 01:28:20,920 --> 01:28:24,320 Speaker 1: a buck, what that buck was? Those type places are 1688 01:28:24,320 --> 01:28:26,800 Speaker 1: special and there's a reason why I remember. I just 1689 01:28:27,880 --> 01:28:31,240 Speaker 1: I migrate to that. The city blows my mind, like 1690 01:28:31,360 --> 01:28:34,360 Speaker 1: I get lost, I lose sense of direction. It's just 1691 01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:37,120 Speaker 1: a it's just a big fog. But you get into 1692 01:28:37,160 --> 01:28:41,320 Speaker 1: the mountains and, um, how don't you just get you 1693 01:28:41,439 --> 01:28:44,960 Speaker 1: just pay attention more. I guess for me. Um, But no, 1694 01:28:45,120 --> 01:28:46,880 Speaker 1: you're right. It's like you could never see the same 1695 01:28:46,920 --> 01:28:50,400 Speaker 1: place twice. And every single place is a whole new 1696 01:28:50,479 --> 01:28:53,000 Speaker 1: area to learn. And I want to learn, like I 1697 01:28:53,080 --> 01:28:56,240 Speaker 1: want to dial in every little mountain range. And when 1698 01:28:56,280 --> 01:28:59,400 Speaker 1: you're chasing animals, it just makes you learn it that 1699 01:28:59,600 --> 01:29:01,880 Speaker 1: much more. Yeah, and like not just hiking. I think 1700 01:29:01,920 --> 01:29:03,479 Speaker 1: the thing that I like most about where we are 1701 01:29:03,479 --> 01:29:06,080 Speaker 1: as a community, where you guys are with your brand 1702 01:29:06,160 --> 01:29:08,360 Speaker 1: what you do is it's like hunting. Seems when I 1703 01:29:08,400 --> 01:29:10,080 Speaker 1: was a kid, hunting was my opic. It was like 1704 01:29:10,439 --> 01:29:13,200 Speaker 1: your hunt, you fry the backstrap, you have fun with 1705 01:29:13,280 --> 01:29:15,720 Speaker 1: your dad. Like it wasn't it didn't. I love my dad. 1706 01:29:15,760 --> 01:29:18,360 Speaker 1: He was a great teacher and mentor still is today, 1707 01:29:18,960 --> 01:29:21,320 Speaker 1: but like it was just it wasn't even his fault, 1708 01:29:21,400 --> 01:29:24,080 Speaker 1: it was just that's how it was. But now it's 1709 01:29:24,120 --> 01:29:26,960 Speaker 1: like holistic all this stuff that we're talking about. We 1710 01:29:27,320 --> 01:29:31,840 Speaker 1: talk about anthropologies, ziology, like learn like how to learn 1711 01:29:31,920 --> 01:29:34,240 Speaker 1: a place, not how to learn the natural world. But 1712 01:29:34,320 --> 01:29:39,760 Speaker 1: then you guys bring in you know, inflammation, a physiology, 1713 01:29:40,000 --> 01:29:42,000 Speaker 1: all the things that allow you to hike the mountain. 1714 01:29:42,160 --> 01:29:46,759 Speaker 1: And even you know when you when you're you're dressing 1715 01:29:46,800 --> 01:29:50,519 Speaker 1: out that animal, you know, knowing anatomy and knowing what 1716 01:29:50,680 --> 01:29:53,120 Speaker 1: you have to know in order to properly do it, 1717 01:29:53,200 --> 01:29:54,800 Speaker 1: and knowing how to take care of me and knowing 1718 01:29:54,880 --> 01:29:58,519 Speaker 1: how you know, I mean a lot of people those skills, 1719 01:29:58,600 --> 01:30:01,599 Speaker 1: like people don't know that stuff, and and it seems 1720 01:30:02,280 --> 01:30:04,680 Speaker 1: just second nature to you hunters that have learned it. 1721 01:30:04,720 --> 01:30:09,200 Speaker 1: But it's it's like all of anatomy and physiology playing 1722 01:30:09,240 --> 01:30:13,439 Speaker 1: into just almost everything. And you know, with health, it's 1723 01:30:14,000 --> 01:30:16,000 Speaker 1: you just see so many people just take their health 1724 01:30:16,080 --> 01:30:19,679 Speaker 1: for granted for so many years and then when something 1725 01:30:19,800 --> 01:30:23,080 Speaker 1: does happen where they're not able to be and you know, 1726 01:30:23,200 --> 01:30:25,640 Speaker 1: the statistics are everybody will deal with that at some 1727 01:30:25,720 --> 01:30:27,960 Speaker 1: point in their life. Everybody will have a trauma or 1728 01:30:28,000 --> 01:30:30,519 Speaker 1: a health crisis or something that's going to plague them. 1729 01:30:30,560 --> 01:30:34,519 Speaker 1: And you know, the question is have you I think 1730 01:30:34,600 --> 01:30:37,720 Speaker 1: the other question is have you had enough enough adventure 1731 01:30:37,840 --> 01:30:42,200 Speaker 1: in your life to to um maybe get you through 1732 01:30:42,240 --> 01:30:44,400 Speaker 1: those harder times where you're not going to be able 1733 01:30:44,439 --> 01:30:46,880 Speaker 1: to have an adventure. And I think in a lot 1734 01:30:46,920 --> 01:30:50,439 Speaker 1: of times too, it's the will to experience those adventures 1735 01:30:50,439 --> 01:30:54,320 Speaker 1: again that maybe why some people pull through and others don't, 1736 01:30:54,520 --> 01:30:57,559 Speaker 1: because there's a purpose that you've had where you've seen 1737 01:30:57,600 --> 01:30:59,519 Speaker 1: it and you've been there, and maybe it gives you 1738 01:30:59,600 --> 01:31:02,680 Speaker 1: purpose to get back there and so you have you 1739 01:31:03,360 --> 01:31:05,600 Speaker 1: may have more of a fighting chance. But like you 1740 01:31:05,640 --> 01:31:07,920 Speaker 1: know the films that Ryan's doing with Brian call right now, 1741 01:31:08,040 --> 01:31:09,439 Speaker 1: you know there was a comment the other night, we 1742 01:31:09,520 --> 01:31:11,600 Speaker 1: were all sitting here having dinner after the summit, and 1743 01:31:11,680 --> 01:31:14,120 Speaker 1: Brian read a comment about a guy who had a 1744 01:31:14,200 --> 01:31:16,960 Speaker 1: hunting injury. It wasn't hunting, it was a gun injury. 1745 01:31:17,040 --> 01:31:20,400 Speaker 1: He got shot in the neck, and um, he's a quadriplegic. 1746 01:31:20,600 --> 01:31:22,680 Speaker 1: And he said he just got a tractor, which is 1747 01:31:22,760 --> 01:31:25,240 Speaker 1: a quadriplegic chair that can kind of take them and 1748 01:31:25,840 --> 01:31:27,400 Speaker 1: and he said, I just got that and you're just 1749 01:31:27,560 --> 01:31:29,920 Speaker 1: watching your guys. This video just makes me long for 1750 01:31:30,560 --> 01:31:33,120 Speaker 1: just being out there. And so he's a quadriplegic, but 1751 01:31:33,240 --> 01:31:35,320 Speaker 1: now he's thinking about, you know, how can I get 1752 01:31:35,360 --> 01:31:38,360 Speaker 1: back out there and do what makes me happy? And um, 1753 01:31:38,479 --> 01:31:40,519 Speaker 1: I think, you know, all of us can be faced 1754 01:31:40,560 --> 01:31:42,600 Speaker 1: with horrible tragedies in our lives and how do we 1755 01:31:42,720 --> 01:31:46,080 Speaker 1: get through that? And I think possibly those those memories 1756 01:31:46,120 --> 01:31:49,439 Speaker 1: of those adventures in those places might help carry you through, 1757 01:31:50,040 --> 01:31:52,120 Speaker 1: you know. And a lot of people don't have that, 1758 01:31:52,280 --> 01:31:54,280 Speaker 1: They don't have them, and we see it in the comments, 1759 01:31:54,320 --> 01:31:56,720 Speaker 1: and there's a lot of comments from older gentlemen that 1760 01:31:56,920 --> 01:31:59,639 Speaker 1: that just can't do it anymore, They can't do it anymore. 1761 01:31:59,800 --> 01:32:02,759 Speaker 1: And there you can see they're saddened by that because 1762 01:32:03,080 --> 01:32:05,560 Speaker 1: they gotta what we're doing now they used to do 1763 01:32:06,080 --> 01:32:07,639 Speaker 1: and they got a lot out of it, but whether 1764 01:32:07,680 --> 01:32:10,599 Speaker 1: it was an injury or just age or whatever. Um. 1765 01:32:10,800 --> 01:32:12,599 Speaker 1: And you can kind of feel for them through their 1766 01:32:12,680 --> 01:32:15,640 Speaker 1: comments like this is something they really really miss and 1767 01:32:15,720 --> 01:32:19,000 Speaker 1: they appreciate just being able to watch it get done 1768 01:32:19,040 --> 01:32:21,280 Speaker 1: like they used to do it. I see that a lot, 1769 01:32:21,760 --> 01:32:24,920 Speaker 1: and that just kind of reinforces that don't take this 1770 01:32:25,040 --> 01:32:28,759 Speaker 1: for granted. Something could happen. Um, that's why every season 1771 01:32:28,920 --> 01:32:31,320 Speaker 1: is very important. Stay healthy and do it to the 1772 01:32:31,640 --> 01:32:33,519 Speaker 1: limit and get as much out of it as you 1773 01:32:33,560 --> 01:32:36,040 Speaker 1: possibly can. Yeah, and you see, like how how for 1774 01:32:36,240 --> 01:32:38,600 Speaker 1: us that you know we're always we talked about this 1775 01:32:38,640 --> 01:32:40,120 Speaker 1: and when I started this show, like I gotta make 1776 01:32:40,160 --> 01:32:42,120 Speaker 1: more Hunters? How do I do this? What do I do? 1777 01:32:43,320 --> 01:32:45,400 Speaker 1: Like it's they're kind of making themselves at this point, 1778 01:32:45,640 --> 01:32:47,280 Speaker 1: Like you just kind of share what this is and 1779 01:32:47,400 --> 01:32:49,760 Speaker 1: open new perspectives up and it kind of they kind 1780 01:32:49,760 --> 01:32:54,920 Speaker 1: of just I think, like for me, it's been amazing 1781 01:32:55,439 --> 01:32:57,439 Speaker 1: what I've seen from like what I would kind of 1782 01:32:57,479 --> 01:33:00,240 Speaker 1: have considered my community not being open to this. Like 1783 01:33:00,680 --> 01:33:02,600 Speaker 1: they all know Ryan and they know how he is 1784 01:33:02,680 --> 01:33:04,479 Speaker 1: and they see him bring this meet home and they're like, 1785 01:33:04,600 --> 01:33:07,519 Speaker 1: oh my gosh, Like and then you know, we've had 1786 01:33:07,720 --> 01:33:10,280 Speaker 1: multiple friends that like I went to school there there. 1787 01:33:10,640 --> 01:33:12,599 Speaker 1: They want to learn to hunt, they want to learn 1788 01:33:12,600 --> 01:33:14,799 Speaker 1: about weapons, they want to learn about the back country. 1789 01:33:14,840 --> 01:33:18,280 Speaker 1: They see this and they've already got that cerebral thing down, 1790 01:33:18,360 --> 01:33:21,360 Speaker 1: the health thing down, and they're realizing there's something missing, 1791 01:33:21,840 --> 01:33:26,120 Speaker 1: like there's I'm not providing um or men that grew 1792 01:33:26,240 --> 01:33:28,720 Speaker 1: up in the city and they grew up in academia 1793 01:33:29,240 --> 01:33:31,920 Speaker 1: and they did not have a father home hunted or 1794 01:33:31,960 --> 01:33:34,439 Speaker 1: who did that And they see this and they're just like, well, 1795 01:33:34,840 --> 01:33:36,519 Speaker 1: I really don't know where to start with this, but 1796 01:33:36,600 --> 01:33:38,160 Speaker 1: I really want to try it, so you know, like 1797 01:33:38,200 --> 01:33:40,160 Speaker 1: should I get a bow and or a rifle or 1798 01:33:40,200 --> 01:33:41,760 Speaker 1: what should I do? How do I go about it? 1799 01:33:42,680 --> 01:33:45,439 Speaker 1: And it's kind of bringing the communities together because I 1800 01:33:45,560 --> 01:33:47,599 Speaker 1: think to what we're seeing right now in the world, 1801 01:33:47,880 --> 01:33:52,680 Speaker 1: is this clash going on that's happening where you know, 1802 01:33:52,760 --> 01:33:55,400 Speaker 1: obviously we have all these political issues, we have all 1803 01:33:55,479 --> 01:33:57,760 Speaker 1: these race issues, we have these things coming up in 1804 01:33:57,800 --> 01:34:01,520 Speaker 1: the world right now, But a lot of that experience 1805 01:34:01,640 --> 01:34:06,040 Speaker 1: is partly that people are so there there's something missing 1806 01:34:06,360 --> 01:34:10,599 Speaker 1: that's that's like inside of us that we have kind 1807 01:34:10,640 --> 01:34:13,759 Speaker 1: of let go because we have the conveniences of life, 1808 01:34:13,880 --> 01:34:19,120 Speaker 1: Like the common suffering of providing for yourself has kind 1809 01:34:19,160 --> 01:34:21,719 Speaker 1: of gone away, with the exception of just making money, 1810 01:34:22,080 --> 01:34:25,000 Speaker 1: like it, just make money, that's what's important, and that's 1811 01:34:25,040 --> 01:34:27,280 Speaker 1: what we teach people, like you've gotta make money, or 1812 01:34:27,320 --> 01:34:29,639 Speaker 1: you gotta be famous, or something like just be famous, 1813 01:34:29,840 --> 01:34:32,320 Speaker 1: make a lot of money. But now we're seeing people 1814 01:34:32,520 --> 01:34:35,320 Speaker 1: just like especially with the COVID thing, like wow, the 1815 01:34:35,400 --> 01:34:40,240 Speaker 1: food supply chain could be disrupted. Um, you know, simple 1816 01:34:40,280 --> 01:34:42,439 Speaker 1: things you don't think about when life is easy, when 1817 01:34:42,520 --> 01:34:45,479 Speaker 1: things are easy, and it brings people to this place 1818 01:34:45,560 --> 01:34:49,439 Speaker 1: where they realize, you know, maybe I'm could be much 1819 01:34:49,479 --> 01:34:52,920 Speaker 1: more self sufficient than I am. And it doesn't matter. 1820 01:34:54,160 --> 01:34:58,400 Speaker 1: Race doesn't matter, sex doesn't matter, socioeconomic status doesn't matter. 1821 01:34:58,520 --> 01:35:00,240 Speaker 1: Like how do I get to that place where I 1822 01:35:00,320 --> 01:35:03,320 Speaker 1: feel like I am actually providing in a way that 1823 01:35:03,600 --> 01:35:08,439 Speaker 1: is healthy and that I am not dependent on the system. 1824 01:35:08,560 --> 01:35:13,120 Speaker 1: Because that's what's happened is we've all become so dependent 1825 01:35:13,240 --> 01:35:16,920 Speaker 1: on the system that it seems almost impossible to think 1826 01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:18,560 Speaker 1: about what that would mean to get out of that. 1827 01:35:19,320 --> 01:35:22,719 Speaker 1: For us, we were really lucky. Ryan had that mentorship. 1828 01:35:22,760 --> 01:35:25,879 Speaker 1: You had that mentorship, but think of it, eight percent 1829 01:35:26,040 --> 01:35:34,680 Speaker 1: of the population does not have that population doesn't have that, 1830 01:35:35,000 --> 01:35:38,920 Speaker 1: So it can be quite overwhelming. But we've noticed a 1831 01:35:39,000 --> 01:35:41,960 Speaker 1: huge influx even just since COVID happened. If people asking 1832 01:35:42,040 --> 01:35:45,360 Speaker 1: those questions, right, and how do we how do we 1833 01:35:45,479 --> 01:35:47,880 Speaker 1: do this? How do we start canning? What do we buy? 1834 01:35:48,200 --> 01:35:52,720 Speaker 1: Like just stuff like that. So, um, it's I think 1835 01:35:52,760 --> 01:35:55,280 Speaker 1: it's helping we. We just love that our communities were 1836 01:35:55,320 --> 01:35:59,880 Speaker 1: kind of brought together and it decreases a lot of 1837 01:36:00,040 --> 01:36:03,280 Speaker 1: judgment and your self perceived notions of what you think 1838 01:36:03,400 --> 01:36:05,320 Speaker 1: is right, and people start to realize that, you know, 1839 01:36:06,040 --> 01:36:09,080 Speaker 1: we're kind of all in the same in the same show. Yeah, 1840 01:36:09,280 --> 01:36:11,040 Speaker 1: and how much of that how much of that system 1841 01:36:11,120 --> 01:36:12,640 Speaker 1: is actually making you happy? Like, how much of that 1842 01:36:12,800 --> 01:36:16,080 Speaker 1: is contributing to your happiness? The system that makes things easier, 1843 01:36:16,160 --> 01:36:18,639 Speaker 1: is it really making you happier? Probably not that struggle 1844 01:36:18,680 --> 01:36:20,920 Speaker 1: we're talking about that makes you happier, trying to figure 1845 01:36:20,920 --> 01:36:22,560 Speaker 1: out how to grow a tomato and the planes of 1846 01:36:24,560 --> 01:36:27,880 Speaker 1: real where we're at no doubt about it. Absolutely. Well, 1847 01:36:27,880 --> 01:36:29,400 Speaker 1: we'll let you get back to these two little ones 1848 01:36:29,400 --> 01:36:33,200 Speaker 1: who are visiting us. Um, I think everyone's hungry the party. Yeah, 1849 01:36:33,320 --> 01:36:35,559 Speaker 1: I probably gonna get back to mind. There's somebody somebody 1850 01:36:35,600 --> 01:36:38,000 Speaker 1: crying to my happy here for thirty minutes away. Well, 1851 01:36:38,040 --> 01:36:40,760 Speaker 1: thanks guys for doing what you do and and being 1852 01:36:40,800 --> 01:36:43,400 Speaker 1: a voice for very important topics all the way around. 1853 01:36:43,800 --> 01:36:47,639 Speaker 1: Really appreciate coming out the pleasure and having Yeah, we're 1854 01:36:47,640 --> 01:36:50,400 Speaker 1: gonna have to go beat ourselves up in the mountains. Absolutely, 1855 01:36:50,479 --> 01:37:02,120 Speaker 1: I would be great local. All right, Thanks guys. That's it. 1856 01:37:02,320 --> 01:37:04,599 Speaker 1: That's all another episode in the books. Thanks to Hillary 1857 01:37:04,680 --> 01:37:06,800 Speaker 1: and Ryan for having me in their home, which is 1858 01:37:06,880 --> 01:37:12,120 Speaker 1: pretty beautiful home. I'm thinking about moving to a farm. Uh, Phil, Yeah, 1859 01:37:12,200 --> 01:37:14,519 Speaker 1: you don't like the suburb life. I don't really like 1860 01:37:14,640 --> 01:37:19,360 Speaker 1: it at I don't know, no offensive, it's not great. 1861 01:37:20,200 --> 01:37:22,640 Speaker 1: It's not it's not it's not great. So we may 1862 01:37:22,720 --> 01:37:26,720 Speaker 1: have the the THHC Regenerative Ranch here in Bozeman. There 1863 01:37:26,760 --> 01:37:28,800 Speaker 1: you go. I'm really even thinking hard about it. So 1864 01:37:28,840 --> 01:37:32,479 Speaker 1: if anybody knows of any properties that are for sale 1865 01:37:32,560 --> 01:37:35,360 Speaker 1: for about fifty six grand, I'd like to get you know, 1866 01:37:35,560 --> 01:37:39,360 Speaker 1: twenty acres like that, say you know whatever, let me 1867 01:37:39,880 --> 01:37:42,479 Speaker 1: let me know a little. I'll get a little money spend. 1868 01:37:43,240 --> 01:37:45,519 Speaker 1: Maybe we can get a sponsor or something you never know. 1869 01:37:45,760 --> 01:37:50,519 Speaker 1: It's all about sponsors here. All right, Well, what did 1870 01:37:50,560 --> 01:37:54,160 Speaker 1: you learn? Phil? Give me something would you learn from Hillary? 1871 01:37:54,200 --> 01:37:56,479 Speaker 1: And Ryan? What are you gonna do better? I told 1872 01:37:56,520 --> 01:38:00,240 Speaker 1: my wife she has to respect me. You know, I 1873 01:38:00,360 --> 01:38:03,040 Speaker 1: don't think you don't think you took away the right lessons, 1874 01:38:03,320 --> 01:38:07,880 Speaker 1: went home and I'm respect me. She threw me out 1875 01:38:08,880 --> 01:38:10,920 Speaker 1: and I sleep at your house. I mean it's it's 1876 01:38:10,960 --> 01:38:12,760 Speaker 1: I think a lot of just the typical stuff you 1877 01:38:12,800 --> 01:38:16,679 Speaker 1: hear about marriage counseling. It's a huge, huge communication aspect, 1878 01:38:17,360 --> 01:38:22,000 Speaker 1: be honest and give as much as you take. Um. 1879 01:38:23,120 --> 01:38:26,320 Speaker 1: I mean that that goes along long long way. It does, 1880 01:38:26,520 --> 01:38:29,879 Speaker 1: it does well. Um, I'm gonna I want to address 1881 01:38:29,920 --> 01:38:31,640 Speaker 1: a few things. There's a couple things have been kind 1882 01:38:31,640 --> 01:38:34,880 Speaker 1: of circling around my head. UM, so here at the 1883 01:38:34,960 --> 01:38:36,479 Speaker 1: end of the show, I want to address a couple 1884 01:38:36,560 --> 01:38:39,599 Speaker 1: of things. UM, and I want to see where your 1885 01:38:39,600 --> 01:38:41,920 Speaker 1: heads at too, because it's gonna it's gonna set what 1886 01:38:42,000 --> 01:38:45,400 Speaker 1: we're gonna do and then months to come. Um, there's 1887 01:38:45,439 --> 01:38:47,519 Speaker 1: some issues I want to cover. We talked last week 1888 01:38:47,560 --> 01:38:49,800 Speaker 1: about the New Zealand tar call issue. I'm we're going 1889 01:38:49,880 --> 01:38:52,519 Speaker 1: to cover that in future episode for sure, top to 1890 01:38:52,560 --> 01:38:55,600 Speaker 1: bottom hopefully. UM. But there's another thing that keeps that 1891 01:38:55,840 --> 01:38:59,240 Speaker 1: obviously is prevalent in our society and should be more 1892 01:38:59,280 --> 01:39:01,920 Speaker 1: prevalent in our conversations. Here, I'm gonna read you a 1893 01:39:02,040 --> 01:39:05,160 Speaker 1: little bit an excerpt from a long email from Daniel Lucio. 1894 01:39:05,360 --> 01:39:08,839 Speaker 1: Hopefully I'm saying your name right, Daniel from Austin, Texas, 1895 01:39:09,400 --> 01:39:12,799 Speaker 1: my former stomping grounds. Um, and this is gonna be important, 1896 01:39:12,800 --> 01:39:16,479 Speaker 1: so you have to listen up, Phil, He says, recently, 1897 01:39:16,520 --> 01:39:20,000 Speaker 1: I've been incredibly disheartened and disappointed by y'all's response, or 1898 01:39:20,120 --> 01:39:23,040 Speaker 1: lack thereof, to the national conversation around Black Lives matter 1899 01:39:23,320 --> 01:39:25,960 Speaker 1: and the cultural shift that's happening in our country right now. 1900 01:39:26,360 --> 01:39:28,640 Speaker 1: As you may know, the history of land conservation in 1901 01:39:28,680 --> 01:39:32,440 Speaker 1: this country is inextrictably tied to racism and white supremacy, 1902 01:39:32,720 --> 01:39:34,960 Speaker 1: and many people in the hunting and fishing communities are 1903 01:39:35,040 --> 01:39:37,840 Speaker 1: hungry for discussions about how to come to grips with 1904 01:39:37,960 --> 01:39:40,439 Speaker 1: this history and move forward with the things they love. 1905 01:39:41,040 --> 01:39:43,840 Speaker 1: Despite your obsensibly moderate views, you don't seem to have 1906 01:39:44,040 --> 01:39:47,559 Speaker 1: people on your programs that challenge your perspectives on this issue. 1907 01:39:47,760 --> 01:39:49,640 Speaker 1: There are plenty of people who could be on your 1908 01:39:49,680 --> 01:39:53,360 Speaker 1: show that believe in fishing, hunting, public land conservation, and 1909 01:39:53,439 --> 01:39:57,040 Speaker 1: responsible gunnership, while also believing we should be questioning our 1910 01:39:57,080 --> 01:40:02,320 Speaker 1: country's racist history and supporting the Black Lives Matter movement. 1911 01:40:02,360 --> 01:40:04,519 Speaker 1: That's from Daniel. He wrote a long note which I 1912 01:40:04,600 --> 01:40:07,040 Speaker 1: responded and asked him for some suggestions for who he 1913 01:40:07,120 --> 01:40:08,760 Speaker 1: thought we should have on It. Had a little bit 1914 01:40:08,800 --> 01:40:11,160 Speaker 1: of a back and forth with Daniel. I appreciated UM. 1915 01:40:11,240 --> 01:40:14,280 Speaker 1: Although he was, you know, tossing out some fairly harsh criticism, 1916 01:40:14,320 --> 01:40:16,320 Speaker 1: he was also pretty cool about it, just like, hey man, 1917 01:40:16,520 --> 01:40:18,200 Speaker 1: this is what I think you ought to do. Love 1918 01:40:18,280 --> 01:40:20,320 Speaker 1: the show, appreciate it. If you ever in aust not 1919 01:40:20,479 --> 01:40:25,160 Speaker 1: buy a sandwich whatever, Like he was, was very reasonable 1920 01:40:25,200 --> 01:40:27,720 Speaker 1: in the discussion. So I would just say, and I've 1921 01:40:27,800 --> 01:40:30,519 Speaker 1: and I would preface all of this by saying, I've 1922 01:40:30,600 --> 01:40:35,040 Speaker 1: gotten plenty of notes from people pressing these buttons and 1923 01:40:35,120 --> 01:40:38,040 Speaker 1: asking for more UM and I and then as I 1924 01:40:38,120 --> 01:40:39,840 Speaker 1: did tell Daniel, and then just as you well know, 1925 01:40:40,320 --> 01:40:42,960 Speaker 1: I think about this a lot. We've talked about it, 1926 01:40:43,200 --> 01:40:46,000 Speaker 1: We've talked about it over multiple episodes. We did it, 1927 01:40:46,200 --> 01:40:49,839 Speaker 1: we were proactive with it prior to the current unrest 1928 01:40:50,040 --> 01:40:54,599 Speaker 1: and the George Floyd situation. We've talked about it since 1929 01:40:54,920 --> 01:40:57,240 Speaker 1: we had Charles Rodney and to give his perspective and 1930 01:40:57,360 --> 01:41:00,600 Speaker 1: his story. Um, we talked a little bit about it 1931 01:41:00,720 --> 01:41:05,360 Speaker 1: with with Matt Best and and Crispy Omara Vila. So 1932 01:41:05,520 --> 01:41:08,519 Speaker 1: we've talked about it. UM, I know you think about 1933 01:41:08,520 --> 01:41:11,479 Speaker 1: a lot. This a lot filled do you have, like 1934 01:41:11,680 --> 01:41:14,040 Speaker 1: what's the future of this conversation. There's stuff you'd like 1935 01:41:14,120 --> 01:41:16,400 Speaker 1: to see that you are here that you haven't heard. 1936 01:41:17,400 --> 01:41:19,360 Speaker 1: This is just basically a meeting. We're in a conference 1937 01:41:19,439 --> 01:41:24,160 Speaker 1: room and that people are listening. Uh. I I mean, 1938 01:41:24,200 --> 01:41:26,719 Speaker 1: I'm I'm full, I'm fully on board with that email. 1939 01:41:27,080 --> 01:41:29,680 Speaker 1: And I mean I think I stated this to you, 1940 01:41:29,760 --> 01:41:33,200 Speaker 1: and I think we got a voicemail from when of 1941 01:41:33,240 --> 01:41:37,800 Speaker 1: your listeners that I felt that the when you said 1942 01:41:37,840 --> 01:41:40,639 Speaker 1: that you talked about it with Crispy and Matt Best 1943 01:41:41,560 --> 01:41:46,439 Speaker 1: and Charles Rodney. Even if this wasn't the I mean, 1944 01:41:46,520 --> 01:41:49,920 Speaker 1: obviously this wasn't the goal of your conversation, but coming 1945 01:41:50,000 --> 01:41:53,960 Speaker 1: off of that conversation, what I I I felt the 1946 01:41:54,120 --> 01:42:01,200 Speaker 1: vibe was just kind of like, uh, you know, you know, 1947 01:42:01,400 --> 01:42:06,360 Speaker 1: be nice and and that's the line and everything will 1948 01:42:06,439 --> 01:42:09,560 Speaker 1: work out just fine. If everyone would just do that. 1949 01:42:10,160 --> 01:42:14,120 Speaker 1: It would be great listen, and that's just I feel 1950 01:42:14,160 --> 01:42:21,240 Speaker 1: like that's unrealistic. Um. I mean, and while obviously like 1951 01:42:21,880 --> 01:42:25,360 Speaker 1: I love your conversations with with Charles Rodney, but that's 1952 01:42:25,439 --> 01:42:28,200 Speaker 1: just one perspective, and I think i'd, like, you know, 1953 01:42:28,240 --> 01:42:32,880 Speaker 1: I think having more on would be incredibly interesting and beneficial. 1954 01:42:33,880 --> 01:42:37,599 Speaker 1: Um yep, uh so yeah, I mean I don't want 1955 01:42:37,640 --> 01:42:40,160 Speaker 1: it to and I feel you don't want it to 1956 01:42:40,240 --> 01:42:42,559 Speaker 1: be for this to be like a reactionary thing where 1957 01:42:42,560 --> 01:42:45,560 Speaker 1: you're like, well, we should just have on some some 1958 01:42:45,800 --> 01:42:51,080 Speaker 1: different black guests because of the current situation in in 1959 01:42:51,240 --> 01:42:53,040 Speaker 1: in in the country is you don't want to make 1960 01:42:53,120 --> 01:42:55,200 Speaker 1: them feel like tokenized or anything. But at the same time, 1961 01:42:55,240 --> 01:42:58,920 Speaker 1: I think I believe representation is incredibly important and that 1962 01:42:59,080 --> 01:43:01,760 Speaker 1: hearing different stories, especially on a podcast like this, is 1963 01:43:02,240 --> 01:43:06,120 Speaker 1: really fulfilling and important to do well. It's important much 1964 01:43:06,120 --> 01:43:08,439 Speaker 1: of a joker, it's important that your your perspective is 1965 01:43:08,439 --> 01:43:10,280 Speaker 1: important because it comes from it doesn't come from this 1966 01:43:10,400 --> 01:43:12,760 Speaker 1: insular idea of what hunting is, what the industry is, 1967 01:43:13,160 --> 01:43:15,400 Speaker 1: because a lot of times inside the industry, you feel 1968 01:43:15,400 --> 01:43:17,640 Speaker 1: like you're inside looking out at the world. Right you 1969 01:43:17,760 --> 01:43:19,680 Speaker 1: feel like you're inside this group of people and you're 1970 01:43:19,680 --> 01:43:21,080 Speaker 1: looking out at the world, and you're also kind of 1971 01:43:21,120 --> 01:43:23,040 Speaker 1: like playing the game. Where does this benefit me to 1972 01:43:23,120 --> 01:43:25,479 Speaker 1: talk about this? If I go deep and if I 1973 01:43:25,520 --> 01:43:28,320 Speaker 1: ask these hard questions, is am I gonna get canceled? 1974 01:43:28,400 --> 01:43:30,320 Speaker 1: Am I gonna get fired? Am I gonna get? Is 1975 01:43:30,360 --> 01:43:31,920 Speaker 1: there gonna be an email sent to me you know 1976 01:43:32,080 --> 01:43:33,720 Speaker 1: that says this isn't the right way to handle this, 1977 01:43:33,960 --> 01:43:36,760 Speaker 1: or you said something wrong, or you miss step. And 1978 01:43:36,840 --> 01:43:39,280 Speaker 1: I think that that partly was what aggravated me about 1979 01:43:39,320 --> 01:43:42,439 Speaker 1: the Matt Best, about how many people's reaction to what 1980 01:43:42,520 --> 01:43:45,360 Speaker 1: Matt Best said. I get, I get the critique. I 1981 01:43:45,520 --> 01:43:48,040 Speaker 1: understand the critique. I just feel like he was expressing 1982 01:43:48,160 --> 01:43:52,280 Speaker 1: his worldview, um, and he was doing it in in 1983 01:43:52,360 --> 01:43:54,200 Speaker 1: a in a fashion that was, you know, meant to 1984 01:43:54,240 --> 01:43:57,120 Speaker 1: be uplifting. I get that that doesn't match other people's worldviews. 1985 01:43:57,200 --> 01:44:00,519 Speaker 1: I get that there's opposing viewpoints on how to deal 1986 01:44:00,600 --> 01:44:02,800 Speaker 1: with things, and then what realities are out there within 1987 01:44:03,400 --> 01:44:06,320 Speaker 1: these these now loaded terms of white supremacy and systemic 1988 01:44:06,439 --> 01:44:09,360 Speaker 1: racism and things of that nature. Um. And so I 1989 01:44:09,640 --> 01:44:11,760 Speaker 1: did write Daniel back and I said, listen, man, be 1990 01:44:11,880 --> 01:44:15,160 Speaker 1: prepared at some level to be made uncomfortable with where 1991 01:44:15,240 --> 01:44:17,760 Speaker 1: we go with this, because I certainly I'm not gonna 1992 01:44:17,800 --> 01:44:20,880 Speaker 1: do this without challenging narratives on both sides, all sides, 1993 01:44:21,360 --> 01:44:24,360 Speaker 1: and saying, like, what really is going on? But I 1994 01:44:24,400 --> 01:44:27,840 Speaker 1: got another email from Aaron Towsley. He sent me a 1995 01:44:27,920 --> 01:44:30,360 Speaker 1: link to a blog and he said, I think it's 1996 01:44:30,360 --> 01:44:32,719 Speaker 1: a good thing, if not painful, that there's a cultural 1997 01:44:32,800 --> 01:44:37,160 Speaker 1: reckoning of heroes like Teddy Roosevelt and John Muir that 1998 01:44:37,280 --> 01:44:39,439 Speaker 1: have been turned to myths and are being shown to 1999 01:44:39,479 --> 01:44:42,080 Speaker 1: be real people with flaws, just like all men and women. 2000 01:44:42,120 --> 01:44:45,160 Speaker 1: And this is in UM. We talked about this with 2001 01:44:45,280 --> 01:44:48,320 Speaker 1: Carolyn Finney an episode eighty nine, and again I go 2002 01:44:48,400 --> 01:44:50,000 Speaker 1: back to that, and I told Daniel this as well. 2003 01:44:50,000 --> 01:44:51,519 Speaker 1: I go back to that man that I feel like 2004 01:44:51,600 --> 01:44:55,080 Speaker 1: that's the one of the better. I don't know that 2005 01:44:55,160 --> 01:44:57,080 Speaker 1: I can do better than that in this moment. Not 2006 01:44:57,160 --> 01:44:59,240 Speaker 1: saying I won't try. I'm not saying that we're not 2007 01:44:59,280 --> 01:45:01,360 Speaker 1: going to continue kind of work through some of this stuff, 2008 01:45:01,439 --> 01:45:04,360 Speaker 1: not not to say we're gonna just empty all our 2009 01:45:04,400 --> 01:45:07,120 Speaker 1: baggage out here and try to figure out what's there. Um. 2010 01:45:07,520 --> 01:45:09,400 Speaker 1: But as I as I listened to it, back a 2011 01:45:09,439 --> 01:45:11,360 Speaker 1: couple of times, and I thought about him like, man, 2012 01:45:12,040 --> 01:45:13,560 Speaker 1: we're gonna try to do better than that, but I 2013 01:45:13,640 --> 01:45:16,519 Speaker 1: think that's the best I can do, approaching and honestly 2014 01:45:16,640 --> 01:45:18,240 Speaker 1: saying like, I'm not real sure about all this, but 2015 01:45:18,280 --> 01:45:20,920 Speaker 1: I want someone who's experienced it to tell me what 2016 01:45:21,080 --> 01:45:23,240 Speaker 1: they think, and then you know, we can all learn 2017 01:45:23,320 --> 01:45:28,720 Speaker 1: together hopefully. Um. But the blog that that Aaron sent 2018 01:45:28,800 --> 01:45:31,840 Speaker 1: me was entitled No Heroes the Racist Legacy of John 2019 01:45:31,920 --> 01:45:35,519 Speaker 1: Muir in American Conservation. It was written by somebody named 2020 01:45:35,600 --> 01:45:38,560 Speaker 1: Caitlin Schneider. Not really familiar with her at all, but 2021 01:45:38,800 --> 01:45:42,840 Speaker 1: she she goes through John Muir as a naturalist, um, 2022 01:45:43,040 --> 01:45:45,679 Speaker 1: kind of the mythical naturalists that he became president. Teddy 2023 01:45:45,760 --> 01:45:50,280 Speaker 1: Roosevelt obviously is a mythic figure within conservation, within our world. Um. 2024 01:45:50,920 --> 01:45:53,720 Speaker 1: I you know, traveled to the lexa Jim Pozzleit's house. 2025 01:45:53,760 --> 01:45:57,559 Speaker 1: He has a whole bookcase um that that talks about 2026 01:45:57,600 --> 01:46:01,080 Speaker 1: Teddy Roosevelt. And she has a long writing here talking 2027 01:46:01,120 --> 01:46:07,280 Speaker 1: about how that these gentlemen were wanting to wax poetic 2028 01:46:07,439 --> 01:46:13,360 Speaker 1: about nature but also want to be racist as well, 2029 01:46:13,400 --> 01:46:16,040 Speaker 1: which we talked about with Carolyn in an episode eighty nine. 2030 01:46:16,160 --> 01:46:19,360 Speaker 1: So What do I say about all that? What do 2031 01:46:19,439 --> 01:46:22,280 Speaker 1: I think we ought to do? She Caitlin and the 2032 01:46:22,439 --> 01:46:26,320 Speaker 1: at the end of this article says. She says this, 2033 01:46:26,720 --> 01:46:29,120 Speaker 1: I had planned on visiting Yosemite for the very first 2034 01:46:29,200 --> 01:46:32,080 Speaker 1: time this summer after relocating to California just before the 2035 01:46:32,160 --> 01:46:35,200 Speaker 1: COVID nineteen pandemic hit. I wanted to camp out under 2036 01:46:35,240 --> 01:46:38,000 Speaker 1: the stars, shoot the ship with friends, and basking the 2037 01:46:38,439 --> 01:46:42,120 Speaker 1: majesty of its vistas. Instead, I'll stay home, basking many 2038 01:46:42,160 --> 01:46:44,320 Speaker 1: stories about bears, Kwarty's, bob Kitts, and deer who are 2039 01:46:44,360 --> 01:46:47,600 Speaker 1: reclaiming the park from invasive tourists. I look forward to 2040 01:46:47,680 --> 01:46:50,720 Speaker 1: someday seeing what inspired me or so intensely, But for now, 2041 01:46:50,840 --> 01:46:53,680 Speaker 1: I'm okay staying away. The place was never mine to 2042 01:46:53,760 --> 01:46:59,360 Speaker 1: have anyway. And she's referring to um the environmental movement. 2043 01:46:59,720 --> 01:47:02,519 Speaker 1: The National parks movement as a whole has a racist history, 2044 01:47:02,840 --> 01:47:05,640 Speaker 1: fiddled with everything from a razure to a lack of 2045 01:47:05,720 --> 01:47:08,479 Speaker 1: diversity and academia, to eugenics and white supremacy, and of 2046 01:47:08,560 --> 01:47:12,080 Speaker 1: course larger systemic issues like the Sierra Club's own anti 2047 01:47:12,160 --> 01:47:16,680 Speaker 1: immigrant history, and then those figures you mentioned, So that 2048 01:47:16,840 --> 01:47:21,320 Speaker 1: that's that's a very wrapped up UM, very complex, very 2049 01:47:21,360 --> 01:47:25,479 Speaker 1: American story about how we address these figures, how we 2050 01:47:25,840 --> 01:47:27,400 Speaker 1: hold up all the good they did, and how we 2051 01:47:27,479 --> 01:47:31,880 Speaker 1: explore all of the UM, in this case, relatively awful 2052 01:47:31,920 --> 01:47:34,280 Speaker 1: things that they did in their life their beliefs as 2053 01:47:34,320 --> 01:47:37,800 Speaker 1: a whole, rather than UM take some of the history 2054 01:47:37,840 --> 01:47:40,320 Speaker 1: and parts out what we like and kick out what 2055 01:47:40,400 --> 01:47:42,800 Speaker 1: we don't like. So we're gonna continue to talk about that. 2056 01:47:43,439 --> 01:47:45,200 Speaker 1: I just wanted to acknowledge all you listeners out there, 2057 01:47:45,240 --> 01:47:47,920 Speaker 1: they been emailing in and asking about this. I'm definitely 2058 01:47:47,960 --> 01:47:50,800 Speaker 1: thinking about it all the time, UM, as many of 2059 01:47:50,880 --> 01:47:53,720 Speaker 1: you are, and we are not afraid to address it, 2060 01:47:54,240 --> 01:47:57,280 Speaker 1: and we will continue to talk about it, UM and 2061 01:47:57,400 --> 01:48:02,080 Speaker 1: hopefully that this little UM, this little conversation in altro 2062 01:48:02,280 --> 01:48:05,240 Speaker 1: is is certainly in all conversations we've had episode eighty nine, 2063 01:48:05,640 --> 01:48:08,240 Speaker 1: all the episodes with Charles Rodney where we talked about this, 2064 01:48:08,280 --> 01:48:11,120 Speaker 1: we talked abouts of Steve Ronella last fall, UM, we 2065 01:48:11,280 --> 01:48:13,960 Speaker 1: talked about this this year a bunch, and we'll continue 2066 01:48:13,960 --> 01:48:15,639 Speaker 1: to talk about it. We're not gonna just talk about 2067 01:48:15,680 --> 01:48:18,920 Speaker 1: it when there's riots or protests. We'll just keep talking 2068 01:48:18,960 --> 01:48:24,479 Speaker 1: about it until there's a better representation of all races 2069 01:48:24,520 --> 01:48:28,920 Speaker 1: and minorities in hunting, and people feel like they're reflected 2070 01:48:29,880 --> 01:48:34,320 Speaker 1: in this community. So that's what I want to do. Um, Phil, 2071 01:48:34,360 --> 01:48:36,679 Speaker 1: do you feel like that's like? I would just say 2072 01:48:36,760 --> 01:48:39,920 Speaker 1: my goal is not to make my opinion known all 2073 01:48:40,000 --> 01:48:41,640 Speaker 1: that much is to say, like, I want people to 2074 01:48:41,680 --> 01:48:44,519 Speaker 1: see themselves reflected in what we do. So I like 2075 01:48:44,640 --> 01:48:47,040 Speaker 1: I I there's a bit of rejection of token it 2076 01:48:47,600 --> 01:48:49,920 Speaker 1: token izing someone because I would much rather air on 2077 01:48:50,000 --> 01:48:52,559 Speaker 1: the side of someone seeing someone like themselves, who thinks 2078 01:48:52,640 --> 01:48:55,519 Speaker 1: like them in our world and being feeling more comfortable 2079 01:48:55,640 --> 01:48:59,000 Speaker 1: given that idea than me being worried about whether I'm 2080 01:48:59,439 --> 01:49:01,479 Speaker 1: taking some and it looks different than me than holding 2081 01:49:01,520 --> 01:49:04,720 Speaker 1: them up for some personal reason. So that's kind of 2082 01:49:04,760 --> 01:49:06,280 Speaker 1: where I land on what we're going to do in 2083 01:49:06,320 --> 01:49:08,560 Speaker 1: the future. So I just want to address that and 2084 01:49:08,640 --> 01:49:13,360 Speaker 1: let everybody know. Daniel included, Aaron included, Phil included that 2085 01:49:13,479 --> 01:49:16,800 Speaker 1: we're thinking about we get it Phil right on. We'll 2086 01:49:16,800 --> 01:49:21,439 Speaker 1: see you next week, you know, because I can't go 2087 01:49:21,680 --> 01:49:36,320 Speaker 1: a week without doing run without drank