Speaker 1: Guess she's back in the motherfucker house. That's right. It's
Speaker 1: a lip service. Your mouth don't go like that something. Um, okay,
Speaker 1: you take it too far. I was just trying to
Speaker 1: use the part that was appropriate, but it's lip service.
Speaker 1: I'm Angela Yee, I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm gg maguire, I'm Gloria.
Speaker 1: Now we got Nick Hawkey's back again. What's up? What's up?
Speaker 1: What's up? Let me tell you. I was catching up
Speaker 1: on Jiggielow by the way, you know, just to kind
Speaker 1: of look at certain things from It was actually very
Speaker 1: very interesting certain things that I was noticing. And I
Speaker 1: know we're gonna talk about your book in a second,
Speaker 1: but um you guys are really great at identifying how
Speaker 1: to connect with women, like probably more than the average man.
Speaker 1: And I kept thinking like, is this game or do
Speaker 1: they care for real? Or are they like this is
Speaker 1: just a job. It's all the above. It's it's game.
Speaker 1: But yeah, number one, we got to make the client comfortable.
Speaker 1: And that's saw That's definitely a skill that we need
Speaker 1: to learn early on. And if you fail like that,
Speaker 1: you got you got nowhere to go, right, Because I
Speaker 1: feel like men like escorts for a different reason than
Speaker 1: women like them for wouldn't you say a little bit um?
Speaker 1: I think I don't know if men would admit to
Speaker 1: getting a woman for the same reasons most women get
Speaker 1: a man for. But I think everybody has the same
Speaker 1: wants and desires at the end of the day, men
Speaker 1: or women. One of the most interesting things you did
Speaker 1: was you had sex with the women who couldn't Well,
Speaker 1: you didn't have sex with her because it was too
Speaker 1: painful for her. She has some what was it called vogue?
Speaker 1: I was trying to pronounce it. You don't remember either,
Speaker 1: but but she it was so she had something wrong
Speaker 1: where like it was too painful for her to have
Speaker 1: sex like ever, I'm so sorry to hear that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: is it like a certain dick size or she just
Speaker 1: nick maybe you wouldn't expand on man. That was like
Speaker 1: a quick shoot. I don't really remember that much about it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was. I think it was a condition. It didn't
Speaker 1: make that much sense to me. But then I'm sure
Speaker 1: that's not something that often happens, Like, was that the
Speaker 1: only time that ever happened? It happens every time, but
Speaker 1: but this one, no, Yeah, we just we just had
Speaker 1: some solo play, right, Yeah, yeah we didn't. We didn't
Speaker 1: like you tied her up and you did some fun. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you still have some fun. Can you imagine not being
Speaker 1: able to have sex because it's too painful? Way she
Speaker 1: couldn't could she do? A know? Like? Was that her normal?
Speaker 1: I mean, if she can't take it in her vagina? No,
Speaker 1: but it's like something wrong we had with her vagina,
Speaker 1: but is meant to expand. Yeah, but I've heard of
Speaker 1: Remember we had um someone else? Um? Remember when we
Speaker 1: had um and it was too painful her? What's his name?
Speaker 1: The guy who has a podcast the graph senting no
Speaker 1: my favorite premium pete. Yes, Remember he spoke about how
Speaker 1: he met a girl and she could only get fun
Speaker 1: than the ask because she remembered where her vasa was
Speaker 1: really small, like probably the same thing, right, That's that's
Speaker 1: what it sounded like. That's why I was I'm sure
Speaker 1: she couldn't have you know, I don't think that affects
Speaker 1: the anus too, And right, you know, there's man I
Speaker 1: think it'd be I don't. I don't know if I
Speaker 1: want to go there. But you know, there's there's there's
Speaker 1: other there's there's other ways and it almost be a
Speaker 1: relief in some ways, I think, to not to not
Speaker 1: have to have sex, worry about the complications of sex
Speaker 1: and getting pregnant, and then but you're still with someone
Speaker 1: and still getting satisfied. You know, there's there's definitely more
Speaker 1: ways to satisfying women than just having sex. But about
Speaker 1: like men, I feel like men have to have sex,
Speaker 1: but women I think would be all right without it,
Speaker 1: if they were satisfied in the inappropriate But then what man,
Speaker 1: because you have that, would you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: you have like no man went and get tired of
Speaker 1: sucking an asshole, know, I guess. And it's more I
Speaker 1: hope it's you know, more than that most relationships anyways,
Speaker 1: where it's it's an emotional connection and everybody's got to
Speaker 1: get off, you know how they get off. You know,
Speaker 1: there's there's different ways to do that. No, I understand,
Speaker 1: I understand. I mean I put me personally, I don't
Speaker 1: think I would be satisfied without you know, having actual
Speaker 1: but if it was too pain but you would have to, right,
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. But what he's saying is right,
Speaker 1: there's other ways, like I can come without anything going
Speaker 1: inside of me, you know what I mean? So yeah, yeah, right,
Speaker 1: you can always be a lesbian too, right, but lesbians
Speaker 1: do they't so don't have to. They don't have to
Speaker 1: wait each other like fingers just not a dick because
Speaker 1: the fingers are small, So that probably don't hurt. That's
Speaker 1: doing that because you're long nails and making me hurt.
Speaker 1: You that sparkly galactic nails for the moon and beyond.
Speaker 1: Now you have this book out, one Kicks in the Ass, right,
Speaker 1: a guide to gaining confidence and reaching your full potential.
Speaker 1: So I was gonna said, let me ask you this,
Speaker 1: what's the reason that you've ever had to cut somebody
Speaker 1: off like in your life? For what? Just? I mean, like,
Speaker 1: what's the reason to be like that person is toxic
Speaker 1: to me? I can't funk with them anymore. I cut
Speaker 1: a lot of people off in life. I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't let anybody drag me down anymore. I don't care
Speaker 1: if it's family members, I don't care. How long have
Speaker 1: you know the person? Yeah, yeah, somebody should not be
Speaker 1: in your life just because they're a family member, end
Speaker 1: of story. I don't. I don't care how much you've
Speaker 1: went through, how much they've they've done for you. If
Speaker 1: they're they're toxic to you, if they don't support you,
Speaker 1: if if they you know, abuse alcohol or drugs, and
Speaker 1: then and they then they weigh you down, and they
Speaker 1: don't give you the guidance and support that you need.
Speaker 1: They should not be in your life. But you've had
Speaker 1: issues too, so I'm sure that you know people have
Speaker 1: given you other chances like second to it's his thirty chances.
Speaker 1: You know, you gotta be a little bit like it's
Speaker 1: I know, you don't have to immediately cut someone off,
Speaker 1: obviously approach him an intelligent manner and have a conversation
Speaker 1: with them. This I'm not liking this. You're being too negative.
Speaker 1: You're weighing me down. I don't like it. You know,
Speaker 1: we don't we don't have to see eye to eye
Speaker 1: on everything, but you know, I don't like. I don't
Speaker 1: like the way you you you approach me. I don't like.
Speaker 1: I don't like your your attitude or if it's usually drugs,
Speaker 1: a drug and alcohol problems. That's the main reason why
Speaker 1: I cut people off, people who you know, I can't
Speaker 1: keep their ship together and they're incompetent because of that.
Speaker 1: What about you ladies cutting somebody off. Like the last
Speaker 1: time you cut somebody off, it was the reason, um
Speaker 1: heng I've cut people off for numerous problems. Betrayal, lying, stealing.
Speaker 1: You know, lying, it's good, I think lying. Yeah, somebody
Speaker 1: stole from you. That's sucked up. Yep, Like though what
Speaker 1: your man or its money? Money? Okay? Yeah? When I
Speaker 1: said man, she was like no. But you know what,
Speaker 1: it's hard to accuse somebody is stealing money because how
Speaker 1: can you really prove it? Sometimes when somebody okay, let
Speaker 1: me paying the scenario because you know, sometimes it's hard.
Speaker 1: You're like, kind of scenario. You have someone go pick
Speaker 1: up money for you for an important reason that you
Speaker 1: need it for, and they pick up the money and
Speaker 1: spend it on what they want to spend it on
Speaker 1: and never give you the money. WHOA, Well, that's a
Speaker 1: that's stealing. Yeah, that's definitely stealing. That's beyond still and
Speaker 1: that's because you that's bold. Well need the whole thing with,
Speaker 1: you know, second chances and forgiving people. Um, I'm not
Speaker 1: a fan of forgiving somebody. We we never forgive some
Speaker 1: when someone wrongs you, we don't forgive them, even if
Speaker 1: we say that or the accept their apology or they
Speaker 1: however sorry they are. We never we never fully restore
Speaker 1: that that trust, that amount of trust that we had
Speaker 1: in somebody. So once you know someone wrongs you, steals
Speaker 1: from you, or something like that, you know they're they're
Speaker 1: cut down, and you can keep cutting them down more
Speaker 1: and more and more. You can cover a little bit.
Speaker 1: You're never gonna get all the way back to up
Speaker 1: to where you were. You're not gonna have that that
Speaker 1: full trust if you do something horrible like that. You know,
Speaker 1: we're desperate at times. We make mistakes, and you can,
Speaker 1: you can recover from that ship. But if somebody keeps
Speaker 1: going down and down and down, there's a point where
Speaker 1: you need to cut them off for good. What about
Speaker 1: in a relationship if somebody teach on you and then
Speaker 1: you forgive them, say, don't you think sometimes it could
Speaker 1: make your relationship stronger. Well, we we shouldn't have committed
Speaker 1: relationships in that way to begin with. You know, I don't.
Speaker 1: I don't. My life. My philosophy on dating is, um
Speaker 1: he sounds like every man before you finish. I feel
Speaker 1: that we should. We should, everybody should. The most intelligent
Speaker 1: way to approach a relationship is in an open manner,
Speaker 1: not not a wide open manner, in a trustfully open manner.
Speaker 1: I don't think it's healthy to be completely tied down
Speaker 1: to somebody without any boundaries to explore. And if you're
Speaker 1: with somebody and you trust them and you have this,
Speaker 1: this commit admits some type of open, you know, restraint.
Speaker 1: I think it's best not to hear about what goes
Speaker 1: on outside of that. I do. That's something else that
Speaker 1: we we can touch on. But you should have freedoms
Speaker 1: to explore out because most of the time, when you
Speaker 1: go out and explore and you you have fun, you
Speaker 1: funk around with somebody, you realize what you got back
Speaker 1: at home, and that shouldn't sunk up everything. And when
Speaker 1: you make that commitment and say I'm never going to
Speaker 1: sleep around and I will never betray you, I'll never
Speaker 1: be with another woman, you know, it's it's a lie.
Speaker 1: You know, you know, it's just like just like marriage.
Speaker 1: And I don't support marriage either. It's it's it's not
Speaker 1: a real commitment. You don't know who you're gonna be tomorrow,
Speaker 1: much less weeks from now, much from much less who
Speaker 1: they're gonna be. I I don't like it. I don't
Speaker 1: like the foundation of that's what what's that built? And
Speaker 1: having everything based on just one one time like like
Speaker 1: one like one one promise. You can't promise somebody forever,
Speaker 1: and uh why not? You like, you don't know who
Speaker 1: you're gonna be tomorrow, you really don't know. You can
Speaker 1: say it right now, right now, right now, right now.
Speaker 1: I love you, I plan on I it's great to
Speaker 1: be in a relationship that's that's committed and grow with
Speaker 1: somebody forever. But you can't promise somebody forever. You don't
Speaker 1: know who you're gonna be. I hope, I hope that
Speaker 1: we stay together. We can reminisce, we can have all
Speaker 1: this free and we can. Yeah, that's what you do.
Speaker 1: That's that's a good thing with being in a long
Speaker 1: term relationship. You can look back on things that you've
Speaker 1: done and re explore those things and grow. But people
Speaker 1: grow apart, and and it's it's okay, no no, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: no no wait wait wait okay, can I go? That goes?
Speaker 1: That is in my turn. I you know, I feel
Speaker 1: like to each his or her own opinion all the time,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But I think that you
Speaker 1: can find someone and you can continually grow with them.
Speaker 1: It's continually a word, it is, Okay, I just wanted
Speaker 1: to be continuously. Yeah, it's both both the words. Okay, Okay,
Speaker 1: you know, but you guys know what I'm not gonna record,
Speaker 1: all right. You know, I think you can. I think
Speaker 1: you could, you know, grow with somebody forever. I feel
Speaker 1: like you can. You can change and you are going
Speaker 1: to change, just like what I said, you know, just
Speaker 1: like you know change, You change every day. Yesterday I
Speaker 1: might have felt some way about something that I feel
Speaker 1: totally different about today. But I feel like you can
Speaker 1: find that love where you can grow together. That's that's
Speaker 1: that's that's what we hope for. That's that's that's what
Speaker 1: we want. But if you marriage, if you marry somebody,
Speaker 1: you promise them forever, you commit to them forever, and
Speaker 1: something happens like they do in over cases now, but
Speaker 1: then when something and then it's then it's then it's
Speaker 1: a lie because you promised them forever. You should never promise.
Speaker 1: But you know what, because then if if it happens
Speaker 1: and you do grow apart like over of relationships do now,
Speaker 1: then it's it's okay, and you guys can stay friends,
Speaker 1: and it's not no, you're leaving me. You lied to me,
Speaker 1: and then there's this hostile This is what I always say.
Speaker 1: This is what I always say about relationships, Like people
Speaker 1: are so focused on cheating, you know, people betraying each
Speaker 1: other with other people, you know, in a relationship. But
Speaker 1: I always say, there's so many other things that could
Speaker 1: be a problem, and is a problem growing apart, you
Speaker 1: know what I mean? And I just feel like, you know, yeah,
Speaker 1: people grow apart, for sure, But in relationships, when something happens,
Speaker 1: when there's something, when something happens, somebody did something wrong,
Speaker 1: something happened, and financial reason and financial reasons people. I mean,
Speaker 1: it doesn't happen every day. It might not happen with me,
Speaker 1: It might not happen with you, It might happen with
Speaker 1: all of us, who knows. But people can work on
Speaker 1: those problems and stay together and grow together, and you know,
Speaker 1: and and not live happily ever after, but live love
Speaker 1: one person. Happen right now, but maybe when you're like right, listen,
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. I always say this. My ex
Speaker 1: boyfriend's mom told me that men settle down when they
Speaker 1: get too old and lazy to run around anymore and
Speaker 1: they just settled in. I'm down for a committed relationship.
Speaker 1: I'm open to having someone continually in my personal life.
Speaker 1: I just I think it's a mistake to promise somebody forever.
Speaker 1: I don't think it's something that we can honestly do
Speaker 1: because we don't know who we're going to be in
Speaker 1: the future. And I think it's a mistake to commit
Speaker 1: to somebody and tell them I'm never going to sleep
Speaker 1: with somebody ever again. And then if you do once
Speaker 1: in both of those situations, if you do, and it
Speaker 1: usually happens, usually if you're with someone for ten twenty years,
Speaker 1: usually someone's gonna gonna sunk up. And it shouldn't be
Speaker 1: that big of a deal once once again, when you
Speaker 1: go outside and explore and you do funk up, you
Speaker 1: realize what you have at home. But and then when
Speaker 1: you do, that shouldn't ruin everything. I don't feel like
Speaker 1: it should be thatgree I'm confused as to what you
Speaker 1: think I'll commit a relationship is because with your occupation,
Speaker 1: you do things, So would you stop doing things if
Speaker 1: you were in a No, I don't plan and stop
Speaker 1: doing that ever ever. Ever, I would commit to somebody
Speaker 1: in my personal life, and she would be the only
Speaker 1: one that I'd be with in my personal And I
Speaker 1: think that work is working. That's fair. But but if
Speaker 1: somebody means you and that's what you were doing and
Speaker 1: he's honor, I would never be with somebody and tell
Speaker 1: her I don't want if I was with somebody, to
Speaker 1: tell I don't want to sleep and around for a
Speaker 1: lot of dudes. If if it happened, I don't want
Speaker 1: to know about it. That's that's what I would tell her.
Speaker 1: If you if I'm not fulfilling you, if you're not
Speaker 1: you're not happy, just be honest with me. And you know,
Speaker 1: I think that you can find a woman who will
Speaker 1: only sleep with you and be okay with your job.
Speaker 1: It has it hasn't been a problem exactly. I think
Speaker 1: you can find I am open and honest about that ship. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you know. I why not get married? You've seen the show?
Speaker 1: Google me. Why not get marriages based on something I
Speaker 1: don't agree with her? Okay, whatever, I think marriage was beautiful.
Speaker 1: I like I'm I'm I'm a romantic. I'm I'm a
Speaker 1: hopeless not a hopeless romantic, but a romantic a little bit.
Speaker 1: And I like a little bit, a little bit one
Speaker 1: weekend here and there, you know, a couple of times
Speaker 1: a year. Romantic. I don't. I don't know anymore. What
Speaker 1: is what is romantic to me? I kind of I wasn't.
Speaker 1: I was only thinking it is caring. Romance is the
Speaker 1: little thing I feel like if because roadmance is kind
Speaker 1: of a lost just hitting it off with somebody and
Speaker 1: not worrying about anything else that's going on, and just
Speaker 1: being in the moment in time with them and enjoying
Speaker 1: that that night and weekend. And this has happened with
Speaker 1: with clients as well, where I lose myself with them.
Speaker 1: We just have this great connection and everything's flowing great.
Speaker 1: But yeah, how much do looks matter when you have
Speaker 1: a client? Like? Can you be attracted to somebody but
Speaker 1: not be attracted to how they look physically? You can
Speaker 1: be more attractive to someone than than others. I prefer
Speaker 1: a fit woman, you know, I don't. I don't mind
Speaker 1: being with uh an overweight women. They just they just
Speaker 1: need to take care of themselves, you know, hygiene smelling good.
Speaker 1: There's a lot of pussy eating on that show, and
Speaker 1: I always wondered, does it ever happen like with somebody
Speaker 1: hygienically is like a little bit of a turn off. Yeah,
Speaker 1: for sure. I mean that's that's the it's it's a
Speaker 1: it's a common thing with women I wish not not
Speaker 1: with Yeah, well, this is something I found out when
Speaker 1: I was a stripper, So hold on one second, but
Speaker 1: this is with with my well and and when women
Speaker 1: have their period, after their period, they don't awesome down there.
Speaker 1: That's you know, it is a common thing. It happens
Speaker 1: once a month, is just about every woman. But no,
Speaker 1: most most of my clients take take very good care
Speaker 1: of themselves. But now, when I used to strip and
Speaker 1: do Bachelor Right parties, I uh we we you know,
Speaker 1: they placed dollar bills all over and put in the
Speaker 1: pants and everything, and I'd go down in the pants
Speaker 1: and grab the dollar bill out of the pants. And
Speaker 1: I was just dumbfounding on how many girls I that
Speaker 1: smelled bad down there. It blew me away how often
Speaker 1: that happened. Literally, it literally is yes, no, that's not good.
Speaker 1: And a lot of women out there don't know that, Like,
Speaker 1: there shouldn't be any unless it's right after your period.
Speaker 1: There shouldn't be any smell down there. At all. You
Speaker 1: need to take care of yourself. You need to talk
Speaker 1: to your your doctor kind of colleges. You need to
Speaker 1: change your diet somebody you don't do. Yes, you have. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I've told a few planes. How do you say? How
Speaker 1: do you say it? Tellaria right now that yeah, I'm
Speaker 1: not letting letting up emails best with very carefully worded
Speaker 1: words to you know, make them not feel horrible. Yeah,
Speaker 1: to make them not feel horrible about themselves. Ship. But
Speaker 1: what if you're about to go down there and it happens,
Speaker 1: do you tell them like, here's a wet white boy,
Speaker 1: so you just still go in? Older when you're talking
Speaker 1: about decent you're not talking about like a musty odor,
Speaker 1: you're talking about an older from the inside, like an
Speaker 1: unhealthy one. Not like I was out all day and
Speaker 1: he liked fish, Like Yeah, I can't believe how many
Speaker 1: girls I pulled that dollar out of their pants smelled.
Speaker 1: I couldn't. I didn't think that was a getting back
Speaker 1: to that too many? So many, Like ladies, if you're
Speaker 1: going to go to a bachelorette party and there's gonna
Speaker 1: be strippers, like they really you know, being your body,
Speaker 1: like take a bath, us, and I don't get it.
Speaker 1: I think I think one of the biggest mistakes is
Speaker 1: you can over cleanse it. I mean, it's it's a
Speaker 1: it's a bacterial system down there. It's it's its own system,
Speaker 1: and you can't funk with it too much and tamp
Speaker 1: do that. Sex. Sex can suck you up real bad too,
Speaker 1: you know. And uh, you know. So that's that's something
Speaker 1: women need to know as well. And and some women
Speaker 1: douche and clean too well. Down there it's it's its
Speaker 1: own environment and it takes her infection. Yeah, but if
Speaker 1: if it smells bad, you have a yeast infection, yeah,
Speaker 1: you gotta get that cleaned up. You gotta have that
Speaker 1: taken care of. Now, what if somebody hired you and
Speaker 1: they had a yeast infection and they didn't say anything
Speaker 1: about it, and then, now, what what do you mean
Speaker 1: if I you know, let's just say you come in
Speaker 1: there and you're like, oh, ship, there's like cottage cheese
Speaker 1: or something like, do you just leave? Like what happens?
Speaker 1: If that happened, what I had address that? You'd have
Speaker 1: to address that. You know, a little a little unpleasantness
Speaker 1: down there isn't and the world it smells bad. Nothing's
Speaker 1: gonna happen. But you probably say something about that, right,
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't want to go there. It doesn't happen.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't think it's good. I hope it doesn't.
Speaker 1: But I would address that situation a time that you
Speaker 1: couldn't get an erection, not when, not when I wanted to,
Speaker 1: and I used to. I used to take pills. That
Speaker 1: I don't take pills anymore. I don't put anything unnatural
Speaker 1: in my body anymore. UM, and you when I used
Speaker 1: to struggle with some of these fears and anxieties, and
Speaker 1: in the beginning, UM, if I didn't have a pill
Speaker 1: and I was in some type of situations, you know,
Speaker 1: there's there's a lot going on, though you know I asked.
Speaker 1: My book says I had horrible anxiety and confidence issues.
Speaker 1: When I was a child. I was scared to speak
Speaker 1: up in front of my family at the dinner table
Speaker 1: and at or something. I faked that that was I
Speaker 1: was in school, Yes, I was scared to that to
Speaker 1: get called on, you get called on in class to
Speaker 1: answer a question or or something like that, because I
Speaker 1: had freak out and I had panic and I would
Speaker 1: have to come up with ship and I faked a
Speaker 1: fucking heart attack when I was a kid and fell
Speaker 1: on the floor, Like I haven't heard that. It just
Speaker 1: came to me more energy getting myself out of that situation.
Speaker 1: Then it's just so pointless to have this fear. We
Speaker 1: do these ridiculous things and it's senseless. And as I
Speaker 1: talk a lot about that in the book, and so
Speaker 1: I had a lot of these fears and anxieties that
Speaker 1: I was getting over when I started jiggalo in a
Speaker 1: little bit. And uh yeah, if I allowed that fear
Speaker 1: and anxiety to take over, because we have this, you know,
Speaker 1: the the fight or flight or fight response to and
Speaker 1: that happens when you put yourself in a situation that
Speaker 1: you're not comfortable in. And when that happens with men too,
Speaker 1: we withdraw blood from certain areas, so it even makes
Speaker 1: it harder to get maintained get or maintained in direction.
Speaker 1: It's like I had this issue. I talked about this
Speaker 1: in the book too, how ridiculous it was. I was.
Speaker 1: I was nervous about dick size and room as all
Speaker 1: kids are in high school and whatever. He's in wrestling
Speaker 1: and football, and I was nervous about my dick size,
Speaker 1: and that caused your causes your dick to go in
Speaker 1: and the blood to come in. So it was nervous
Speaker 1: to lesson in itself right there. How stupid it is
Speaker 1: to be to have this anxiety and fear at any
Speaker 1: any point in time. And that's crazy because guys really
Speaker 1: do compare dick's eye, Like, let's be clear, but like,
Speaker 1: how do we do this? Like you're just like line
Speaker 1: up like all right, everybody? No, they don't do it
Speaker 1: like like that Tuesday, any girls look at asses and
Speaker 1: stuff looking at I don't be comparing us girls look
Speaker 1: at asses. I look. I can't say right now, I
Speaker 1: got the smallest ass in the room. Well, you have Asians,
Speaker 1: so you gotta is what it is. That means I
Speaker 1: also got the tightest pussy in the room, all right now.
Speaker 1: And don't get racist. Okay, that's what they say Asians,
Speaker 1: they say. So wait, Nick, is there like a racial
Speaker 1: makeup to the pussy? Like would you say that? Like
Speaker 1: different races have a different field, Like could you fuck
Speaker 1: a girl and know what race she is if you
Speaker 1: couldn't see it? Man, that's that's a good question. But
Speaker 1: I folded, No, man, Not every pussy is different, and
Speaker 1: that's that's something I actually I want to look into
Speaker 1: a little bit. I'm curious. I'm curious certain races have
Speaker 1: certain pussys. I don't think so. I think because I've
Speaker 1: been with variety. I've been. It's mostly white, mostly white women. Mostly. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I've been. I've been with just about every race, but
Speaker 1: mostly white women. But I've seen the variance between. It's
Speaker 1: you wouldn't have no idea if you just cut that
Speaker 1: out of a picture or something. They're they're small to
Speaker 1: big no matter what what race you are, with what
Speaker 1: size you are, they very so much everything. There's no
Speaker 1: two pussies are the same, not even close. You, lady,
Speaker 1: are special. Yeah, pussy is like nobody else is pussy.
Speaker 1: Have you ever seen an ugly pussy? Come on? Of
Speaker 1: course some beat up ones. Yeah. Too much meat hanging
Speaker 1: and ship It's not often, but too many curtains, Yeah,
Speaker 1: roast beef a male? Do you love squirting like when
Speaker 1: women squirt? Or is it like love it? Um? It's
Speaker 1: it's it's a turn on. It's it's it's a turn
Speaker 1: on for me a little bit. Um it's it's messy though, man,
Speaker 1: the squirters i've been with. It's a lot like you
Speaker 1: gotta throw the mattress out after Yeah, you gotta put
Speaker 1: a tarp down. I don't know where all this I've
Speaker 1: been with a few of them. I don't know where
Speaker 1: all the fucking liquid I'm from. I'm like, what the funk?
Speaker 1: I'm ready for her to pass out or turn away
Speaker 1: or float away, turning the dust I never had. Definitely,
Speaker 1: I've done it before. I don't do it all the time.
Speaker 1: I have done it a lot. I'm telling you, ruins,
Speaker 1: it's a it's a mess, but you can. They have
Speaker 1: a little mat for that, right, I love it bad? Yeah,
Speaker 1: but we can. I've never even seen that, Like no,
Speaker 1: because guys like it. I don't understand it's a mess.
Speaker 1: And then I got to sleep in a bottle. I
Speaker 1: like like turning the sleeping in the puddle. Me turning
Speaker 1: on a woman turns me on more than anything else.
Speaker 1: If it's moaning or gestures or orgasm ng or squirting,
Speaker 1: I know that she's really turned on. So that that's
Speaker 1: what I feel like. I feel like guys like it
Speaker 1: so much because they feel like they did something like
Speaker 1: right right part of it. I'm now you also sending.
Speaker 1: But sixty of adults can't go ten minutes without lying.
Speaker 1: That's a study, right, So that means somebody here live.
Speaker 1: I think it's it's much higher than that. It's one
Speaker 1: person those can't go ten minutes without lying. I think
Speaker 1: that's crazy. Well, there's there's different the lines perception and
Speaker 1: just because you're you're not telling the full it's It's
Speaker 1: what I talked about in there was people not operating
Speaker 1: at their full potential who have done this whole self
Speaker 1: discovery thing and they know and they're they're acting who
Speaker 1: they should be. And the person you should be is
Speaker 1: a person is a genuine person who you're most confident asked,
Speaker 1: and that's the person you should be. So I think
Speaker 1: a lot of people they're they're they're selling themselves short
Speaker 1: and they're lying. They don't even know it because they
Speaker 1: haven't found who they are. So it's a it's a
Speaker 1: little deeper than just what do you find yourself like?
Speaker 1: Because I'm sure you discovered a lot about yourself as
Speaker 1: you were writing this as well. Right, So much so
Speaker 1: much for sitting in that interview chair. For Jigglows, we
Speaker 1: get interviewed out every Friday. They asked me just about
Speaker 1: every question they could ever think of and every interpretation
Speaker 1: of that. I learned so much in that chair, and
Speaker 1: I knew writing this book that I was gonna, you know,
Speaker 1: even take that even further. So that motivated me to
Speaker 1: to write the book as well. Yeah, you learned so
Speaker 1: much because you know you want to this this is
Speaker 1: in print forever. This is a part of my legacy,
Speaker 1: and this is kind of my bible, and I want
Speaker 1: to help a lot of people with this, and I
Speaker 1: want to have the right information in there. So I
Speaker 1: did a lot of dig and a lot of soul
Speaker 1: searching and a lot of research to do it. What
Speaker 1: did you find that you were lying about, like when
Speaker 1: you had to go through this, and like, what were
Speaker 1: some things that you felt like you weren't completely honest?
Speaker 1: And sometimes we lie to spare of the people's feelings,
Speaker 1: you know, like you said, and living in your tooth
Speaker 1: is really the best thing to do. But what do
Speaker 1: you find it for people's feelings? That's that's funny that
Speaker 1: that you say that a little bit, and that's that's
Speaker 1: a you things that I hit I hit on a lot.
Speaker 1: I think we're we're a very weak society. Of very
Speaker 1: babying society. Um, we we let ship fly that we shouldn't.
Speaker 1: Too many of us operate at at low levels and
Speaker 1: and allow other people to bring us down. And we
Speaker 1: we pat them on the fucking back and rub their
Speaker 1: rub their head and tell them, no, you need to
Speaker 1: you need to get your ship together. You're you're better
Speaker 1: than this. You need you need to pull together and
Speaker 1: stop bringing everybody else down. Um. You find that your
Speaker 1: job as a jigglo is kind of to lie to
Speaker 1: your clients, sometimes too though, to make them feel good.
Speaker 1: Like if somebody comes in to do it, I can't
Speaker 1: do it. I'm not that guy. And in some and
Speaker 1: I used to do it too, just like fish for compliments,
Speaker 1: to think that this is what they needed. I actually
Speaker 1: I have. One of the kicks in the book is
Speaker 1: is it talks about the compliments and how unnecessary they are.
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't like to be complimentared. I wish
Speaker 1: we had more of a mentality, Like I feel like
Speaker 1: when someone compliments me, it's almost them suggesting that they
Speaker 1: thought I need did the compliment? What if they just
Speaker 1: meant it? Yeah? I don't. I don't think they're necessary.
Speaker 1: We we have we have a horrible outlook on this
Speaker 1: when when we look good, when we feel good. So
Speaker 1: if we're not feeling good, you shouldn't compliment somebody when
Speaker 1: they're not when they're not feeling good, when they're not
Speaker 1: on point, when they're not taking care of themselves. But
Speaker 1: sometimes we think we look like ship right. Other people
Speaker 1: think that we look amazing, and people like how you look.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like we're having our sweats,
Speaker 1: no makeup here on a ponytail. Yeah, you're probably well
Speaker 1: rusted and feeling good. That's that's feeling good. And you
Speaker 1: talk about that too. How important sleep is crucial? The
Speaker 1: key that less than one percent and one percent of
Speaker 1: us get enough sleep. I know I sleep so much happening.
Speaker 1: You're co operating at our full potential, which very few
Speaker 1: people do you know? We need nine to ten hours
Speaker 1: of sleep every night. I would love to. That's a
Speaker 1: lot about new studies suggests that they just study with
Speaker 1: people alone. They said, uh, seven and a half hours
Speaker 1: plus a ninety minute nap. Is they determined this in
Speaker 1: some way, shape or flo We need that. You need
Speaker 1: to understand what's happening when we sleep, When, when when
Speaker 1: we're sleeping, we're rejuvenating, we're healing ourselves. I honestly believe
Speaker 1: we can live hundreds of years, hundreds of years like
Speaker 1: a vampaign. Nobody takes care of ourselves that the way
Speaker 1: we could. Nobody operates at their full potential. Yet to
Speaker 1: meet one person who operates at their full potential, and
Speaker 1: that's sleeping, hydrating property, nutrients and challenging ourselves, being creative,
Speaker 1: socializing us, being in control of our sexual energy, approaching
Speaker 1: the world in the in the most intelligent manner. Nobody
Speaker 1: does it. But you canna say staff, I wish I
Speaker 1: could do that. I wish I could be on that.
Speaker 1: But I was going to say that. I sleep about
Speaker 1: seven and a half and sometimes sometimes I smoke so
Speaker 1: much weed in the middle of the day that I
Speaker 1: just fall asleep and I think I hit that ninety minute.
Speaker 1: You're not balanced, and you're not You're not fully balanced
Speaker 1: though it's not you actually needed. But even more, the
Speaker 1: weed is messing up. It's it doesn't you You stn't
Speaker 1: properly cycle through your sleep schedule when when you when
Speaker 1: you smoke weeds such it's just like any other drug head. Yeah,
Speaker 1: most I just that's the wait. What is the joint
Speaker 1: to my sleep schedule? The weed. It's not allowing you
Speaker 1: to sleep as productively and efficiently as you can be.
Speaker 1: You're not falling into run sleep as quickly as you could.
Speaker 1: You're not staying there as long as you could because
Speaker 1: so how could I get there? I'm gonna give you
Speaker 1: the sleep monitor thing that I had to go to
Speaker 1: as gave me so you could try it. If it
Speaker 1: monitors your sleep that I sleep a lot, I could
Speaker 1: do that. There's lots of things I recommend. One of
Speaker 1: the biggest things I recommend with sleeping in some type
Speaker 1: of white noise machine. I prefer brown noise. It's a
Speaker 1: lower it's a lower sounding. It drowns out noise, especially
Speaker 1: here in New York when you got all that ship
Speaker 1: going on in the street there. Everybody here in New
Speaker 1: York ship should have one of these machines that drown
Speaker 1: out these noises. Just because you're unconscious for seven or
Speaker 1: eight hours doesn't mean you had seven eight hours of
Speaker 1: productive sleep. You have someone next to you moving around.
Speaker 1: You're here in ship in the distance. Once again, we
Speaker 1: sleep in in these four cycles and we go to
Speaker 1: rem sleep. Were halfway through rem sleep and we hear
Speaker 1: something in the distance or some conscious does when we're sleeping.
Speaker 1: It can pull you back to stage one and not
Speaker 1: wake you up all the way and you don't realize
Speaker 1: that that messed up your whole sleep cycle. In your
Speaker 1: your back with the TV on and I don't see this.
Speaker 1: I don't sleep. If it's a consistent TV is tricky.
Speaker 1: If it's a consistent noise, it could be beneficial. But no,
Speaker 1: there's the sleep machine is I can't sleep with the
Speaker 1: TV on. I find I can't sleep with the TV
Speaker 1: on either. But you're like you like you like. If
Speaker 1: there's an app that I use, it's called white Noise
Speaker 1: and it it has a ocean. Yeah, it has ocean
Speaker 1: and all that oceans not I don't. I don't recommend
Speaker 1: anything that's not consistent, like a crashing wave. It's not consistent,
Speaker 1: so I think that disturbs your a lightning store at
Speaker 1: the lightning going off. But if it's consistent rain or
Speaker 1: a waterfall. I can't sleep without the sound of the
Speaker 1: A C like from the central sounds like that. It
Speaker 1: sounds like a fan, and I think with a fan
Speaker 1: on tours. I noticed last night it was kind of cold,
Speaker 1: and I was trying to sleep. I couldn't sleep without
Speaker 1: the I'm sleeping. I had to turn the A C on.
Speaker 1: Still I still had to turn I can't sleep. No,
Speaker 1: I have to sleep, and it has to be freezing.
Speaker 1: You know my in Alaska. Yes, she comes to my
Speaker 1: house and I'll be like coming and it's crazy, what's wrong?
Speaker 1: Give me a blanket, it's cool because I can't like that.
Speaker 1: I like to sleep with and I like to sweat
Speaker 1: under this. It's so hard to day somebody if you
Speaker 1: have like different temperature security because I used to date
Speaker 1: this guy that was always hot and he was like, oh,
Speaker 1: it would be mad cold, but I'm always cold. Oh no,
Speaker 1: you guys working, And yeah, it was not working for me.
Speaker 1: It was snowing outside. This motherfucker had the window wide open.
Speaker 1: I can't get way to sleep. I think I like
Speaker 1: ten blankets on top me, but I think it was
Speaker 1: Harry and it was like Harry, like I don't know
Speaker 1: what he was on, but like it had to be
Speaker 1: below fucking ten. I can't sleep. I can't do it
Speaker 1: him because of that ship. I'm dead. And I get
Speaker 1: up to the bathroom and I swear it's so cold,
Speaker 1: my bones are hurting. But then I run back to
Speaker 1: the bedst got a time around my ship now, so
Speaker 1: I shut it off two hours before I wake up,
Speaker 1: and then usually it works. But I don't dream at all.
Speaker 1: Oh that's smart. I don't know. If I don't dream
Speaker 1: of I don't remember that you. I don't remember my dreams. Ever,
Speaker 1: I work on that. I don't know how I'll tell
Speaker 1: you the um when. One of my kicks in my
Speaker 1: book is control your dreams, because it's it's about controlling
Speaker 1: your your subconscious as well. UM. The best way to
Speaker 1: remember your dreams is we usually forget him not immediately
Speaker 1: upon waking, but shortly after. So it's going to have
Speaker 1: a dream journal next year. Bad Usually you'll remember something.
Speaker 1: It's it's even if you have alarm wake you off. Um,
Speaker 1: a good percentage of the time, it's gonna wake you
Speaker 1: up when you're when you're in the dream state, and
Speaker 1: then immediately write it down. And then more you write
Speaker 1: the dreams down, the better you will be with remembering them.
Speaker 1: But lucid dreaming, it's something that I'm dabbling with as well,
Speaker 1: And this is some really interesting stuff. Homeie and mine
Speaker 1: introduced me to this a little bit, he told me,
Speaker 1: and I believe him. He told me that he lucid dreams.
Speaker 1: He can put himself in one of three different places.
Speaker 1: One of them was a garattle with fifteen women. One
Speaker 1: of them was on top of a mountain in Tibet.
Speaker 1: I forgot what you said, Anne nine. He's very he's
Speaker 1: a very spiritual person and he like meditates in his
Speaker 1: dream like his and he can pick these three places
Speaker 1: as well. And there's there's tricks that you can do
Speaker 1: when when you're throughout the day to um to help
Speaker 1: you said. Dream Lucid dreaming is this being aware that
Speaker 1: you are and you are dreaming. And one of the
Speaker 1: things is look at a clock and just stare at
Speaker 1: it for a few extra seconds, a digital clock, because
Speaker 1: supposedly this hasn't happened. I've read about this a few
Speaker 1: different times. When you see a clock in a dream,
Speaker 1: it's never the right time. It's like seventy three forty
Speaker 1: two o'clock in a dream. And the other thing is
Speaker 1: just doing reality checks is what I what I call them.
Speaker 1: Just look at your hand and and this is what
Speaker 1: this is what I do a lot. Just look at
Speaker 1: your hand and count your five fingers, and if you
Speaker 1: do the more you do that, the more the bigger
Speaker 1: a chance you're creating to look at your hand in
Speaker 1: a dream, because it's gonna become a habit. But when
Speaker 1: you look at your hand in a dream, there's never
Speaker 1: five fingers, and sometimes it's a fucking flipper, and and
Speaker 1: sometimes there's some weird ship going on, and you'll know
Speaker 1: you're dreaming. Dreams are some crazy stuff when you start
Speaker 1: researching getting into them. Dreams we go to another dimension,
Speaker 1: we go to another reality. We we we go to
Speaker 1: this place that we we can't fathom put words to
Speaker 1: our describe. Our brain interprets it as these visual images
Speaker 1: when we wake up, and they never make sense because
Speaker 1: we don't understand this place that we go to. But
Speaker 1: when you start I haven't yet been in a dream
Speaker 1: and said I'm dreaming, but I have been able to
Speaker 1: start controlling them. I started predicting what happens in my dreams,
Speaker 1: which is a form of that which is really cool.
Speaker 1: I had one dream where I was I was driving
Speaker 1: with my old step my stepbrother I haven't seen is
Speaker 1: so long. We were looking at houses and for some
Speaker 1: reason we decided to drive the car off a cliff,
Speaker 1: and I predicted exactly how the car would flip off
Speaker 1: the cliff, like it go two times and land upside
Speaker 1: down in your dream, Yeah, in my dream, I remember
Speaker 1: doing this. I'm getting to the really cool thing though
Speaker 1: in a second. The other one was we drove off
Speaker 1: a bridge into water, and I predicted it would go
Speaker 1: off and roll. It was exactly how how I did it.
Speaker 1: But the dopest dream I've ever had, and I've ever
Speaker 1: heard anybody ever having. I used to. I have dreams
Speaker 1: of me flying all the time, but I usually have
Speaker 1: to get a running start and then glide and go
Speaker 1: and really concentrate hard or jump office up and then
Speaker 1: glide and go flying so much fun. And sometimes I
Speaker 1: can jump, hike and levitate stuff. But in this one dream,
Speaker 1: I remember standing there and I understood this energy we
Speaker 1: have yet to discover. It was like magnetic or is
Speaker 1: like electricity, but it was something we haven't discovered yet,
Speaker 1: and I understood it. It It wasn't I just didn't just
Speaker 1: understood it. I made it work, and then I was
Speaker 1: able to absorb it, like pull it from the sky
Speaker 1: and absorb it and then take off. And that's cool.
Speaker 1: Do your reality checks, man, if you can control your
Speaker 1: dreams and do crazy stuff like that. And when I'm
Speaker 1: dreaming all that, I hate it when this happened. Like
Speaker 1: usually when I'm having a bad dream, I'm like in
Speaker 1: the dream, like, relax, you're dreaming. I haven't done that.
Speaker 1: You can can, No, you can make That's why I
Speaker 1: mentioned it because I heard you say that you didn't.
Speaker 1: You've never done that. I do that, like I'll have
Speaker 1: a dream that I'm like killing my boyfriend or I've
Speaker 1: never been there saying telling myself to dream. That's so
Speaker 1: I've had some really nasty dreams. I've had dreams where
Speaker 1: I'm getting raped or something crazy because my head is handy.
Speaker 1: So but I'm selling in these dreams. I'm like, wake up, like,
Speaker 1: what's wrong. I'm like always always tell you I'm in control.
Speaker 1: This is my dream. I'm creating this reality. Tell you
Speaker 1: that's what I do. That's exactly what I saw myself, like,
Speaker 1: this is your life. Wake up you in bed, that's
Speaker 1: the if you want to, you want to, you want
Speaker 1: to play with me? I bet you if you people
Speaker 1: get up, I bet you if you pee right now,
Speaker 1: you're gonna be in the bed. That's like I saw
Speaker 1: myself dreaming. I swear I in the bed dream before
Speaker 1: and I really stopped. I think I've been in a dream,
Speaker 1: and I thought, if I pee now, I'm pissing my bed.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, looking to yourself in dream in the bed
Speaker 1: and I had to pee in the bed dream where
Speaker 1: I got up and went in. And I've had to
Speaker 1: had a bed dream where I just held it like
Speaker 1: I knew I was and I'm like, you don't. I'm
Speaker 1: too tired to get up right now, and I never
Speaker 1: want to get definitely, definitely. But when I'm having a
Speaker 1: bad dream, like to test yourself, like, oh you think
Speaker 1: this is real? And I saw myself when I'm having
Speaker 1: a bad dream, Oh you think this is really? You
Speaker 1: think this is real yourself, it's gonna be in your
Speaker 1: bad go ahead, trying you punish yourself where I scold myself,
Speaker 1: don't give you something. But I think it's amazing and
Speaker 1: brilliant than you, you know. But I wake up and
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, I was really just like really spas
Speaker 1: out in my dream right now. The only dream I
Speaker 1: used to have was that my teeth were falling out,
Speaker 1: like I would I have that line I used to
Speaker 1: have that I have that dream, and I would have
Speaker 1: the dreams that I was falling and then I would
Speaker 1: wake up when I hit the ground. Me too. I
Speaker 1: have a bit about dreaming to have a comedy about it.
Speaker 1: I had this one dream where I I woke up.
Speaker 1: I got up, shut off the alarm, went went to
Speaker 1: my bathroom, started up the shower, uh pete, and went
Speaker 1: back in showered, scre myself, washed my hair, got out,
Speaker 1: dried off, put my clothes on, put the order it on,
Speaker 1: brush my teeth, did everything I do in the morning,
Speaker 1: went and made a protein shake, played with my dogs
Speaker 1: a little bit, walked out the door, and fucking woke
Speaker 1: up again, for real, for real, like I had to
Speaker 1: do it all over again. I'm like what. Then my
Speaker 1: subconscious with me on another level, imagined that I got
Speaker 1: up and got ready for work and I'm still in bed.
Speaker 1: You've done that? Oh my god, Yeah, I would do that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that's exactly what I do. Another funked up one I had,
Speaker 1: I have. I had dreams. I actually had a dream
Speaker 1: where I could breathe underwater, but I had to fight
Speaker 1: fucking sharks. And not only did I have to fight sharks.
Speaker 1: For some reason, there's tigers that could breathe underwater that
Speaker 1: I had to fight as well. I'm not even kidding.
Speaker 1: You didn't make this ship up. Oh my god. I
Speaker 1: was watching this movie called forty seven meters Deep. Oh
Speaker 1: my God, with the sharks. It was so crazy. We
Speaker 1: never were all gonna have I now let me. Now
Speaker 1: we have an asked you question. Somebody sent in this question,
Speaker 1: so we want to get to your advice. Okay, she said.
Speaker 1: When we first started dating, I found porn on his
Speaker 1: phone and I was upset about it, and we argued
Speaker 1: over it, and he said he didn't know how I
Speaker 1: felt about it. And he said he knew how I
Speaker 1: felt about it, and he wouldn't watch it anymore. A
Speaker 1: couple of months after I found it again, we argued again,
Speaker 1: but then after trying to think about it, I told
Speaker 1: myself him watching porn is better than him cheating, and
Speaker 1: I told him it was okay with it once in
Speaker 1: a while, but recently I found it again. And she said,
Speaker 1: we lived together, we have sex al must every day.
Speaker 1: I do favors for him and give whatever he wants,
Speaker 1: and it really does hurt my feelings that he still
Speaker 1: feels the need to watch porn. When I give him
Speaker 1: whatever he wants sexually, it makes me feel like I'm
Speaker 1: not enough, and I think it's disrespectful. What do you
Speaker 1: think time to move on? Except the fact that he's
Speaker 1: gonna watch porn? How many more times you gotta catch him?
Speaker 1: He's watching porn? Right, he's pleasing you if it's not
Speaker 1: a problem you know with you guys, n Wait, what
Speaker 1: kind of porn is this? Though? Yes, I don't want to. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't wants Now that's something that you gotta be king.
Speaker 1: I don't think that. I don't think that's man watched porn.
Speaker 1: I would actually be happy, and I would want us
Speaker 1: to watch it together. Right, I've never watched and yeah,
Speaker 1: and and talked to him about that as well. I'm
Speaker 1: bringing up that and tell him that if you don't
Speaker 1: mind watching it with him, you know, say that. But
Speaker 1: if if it's you know, his thing that he doesn't
Speaker 1: want to do with you, you respect that as well.
Speaker 1: This this appreciate him being open and honest, and you
Speaker 1: guys talk about if it bothers you let him know,
Speaker 1: you know, if it doesn't, let him know that too,
Speaker 1: Offer to watch it with him. If he says no,
Speaker 1: you know, respect that too, Just to be open and honest.
Speaker 1: That's that's the key to healthy going through. Why are
Speaker 1: you in his phone? Like one time I was on
Speaker 1: somebody's laptop, Like I was using somebody laptop. You don't
Speaker 1: trust someone. You don't trust somebody. If you trust them,
Speaker 1: leave him alone. This guy had you know how you
Speaker 1: put the fucking folder up or whatever and make a
Speaker 1: longst every ship. That's why I said the dog shit.
Speaker 1: He had a woman sucking a horse. He can't compete
Speaker 1: with that. But I'm just confused that why the fund
Speaker 1: is this in a folder? Like it was like a
Speaker 1: screen what you call it, like one of the icons
Speaker 1: on the desktop? Yes, like like you can't see, Like
Speaker 1: who's this bitch? Maybe he knows her? I don't know.
Speaker 1: Maybe have you ever watched that? Have you ever watched
Speaker 1: I watched a man horse? I didn't watch it. Hands
Speaker 1: Donkey Show of Mexico. I've seen he died, this guy.
Speaker 1: I'm sure he did if I would die too. I've
Speaker 1: seen I've seen it a lot, spleen or some ship,
Speaker 1: and I've seen it a few times. If that's not
Speaker 1: fucking kerma, I don't know what it is. Does hey
Speaker 1: don't horse right. The horse. Horse you know have like dogs, yea,
Speaker 1: how they jump up on top of you? The horse?
Speaker 1: The horse squirted? What Dick was like? This is disgusting.
Speaker 1: I don't, isn't. Let's ask Stephanie. I've seen it a lot.
Speaker 1: You watch like the whole thing. Not yeah, watched the
Speaker 1: whole thing. That bality. It's not even to make you
Speaker 1: it's not even to make you horny. I think I've
Speaker 1: watched it to see what happened. It was like there.
Speaker 1: It should not make you horny. It does not, it doesn't.
Speaker 1: I've seen it. I was curious. Have you ever been
Speaker 1: in love? I got I can't talk about this anymore.
Speaker 1: Have you ever been in love? Horse? Once stallion? Um,
Speaker 1: I interpret love differently now I I love everyone. Um,
Speaker 1: I think for real, I think being in love. But
Speaker 1: it's it's a it's a choice, I think, uh most
Speaker 1: of the time. It's not approach and intelligent matter. It's
Speaker 1: an infatuation. It's something that we think we need, but
Speaker 1: but we don't. I used to. I used to go
Speaker 1: from girl to girl, the girl. It's been eight years
Speaker 1: since I've had someone I called a girlfriend. But before that,
Speaker 1: there's a girl, you know in the picture just about
Speaker 1: every week or a couple. I probably I might have
Speaker 1: had a two week break on some of them for
Speaker 1: like years and years and years. So I mean, I
Speaker 1: did that for a long time, and I thought, that's
Speaker 1: that's how that's how our our weak society is built,
Speaker 1: saying that there's something wrong with you if you're not
Speaker 1: with somebody else, and if you're alone, you know you
Speaker 1: have problems, and we have to have that. So we
Speaker 1: have to be married and have fucking kids by the
Speaker 1: time we're twenty two or we're old and it's too
Speaker 1: late and you're gonna miss your opportunity and and it's
Speaker 1: all bullshit. We need to we need need to do
Speaker 1: a lot more self discovery before we we worry about that.
Speaker 1: And you gotta love yourself before you you love anybody else.
Speaker 1: It's impossible to love anybody if you don't love yourself.
Speaker 1: But don't go like eleven. Our sleeps get a little
Speaker 1: lonely by like ten. I pull off twelve to fourteen,
Speaker 1: He'll no, I get amazing sleep. I get amazing sleep.
Speaker 1: I think I think people sleep in separate beds. Anyways,
Speaker 1: what I told you earlier, nobody nobody said anything about it.
Speaker 1: But man, if someone we move around, we snore, we
Speaker 1: make fucking noises, we get up to go to the bathroom.
Speaker 1: You're being disturbed the whole night. You're not getting You're
Speaker 1: not getting. I have to, you know. I feel like
Speaker 1: when I'm in love, I want to sleep like on.
Speaker 1: We don't snore, and I do know. I snow. I
Speaker 1: wake myself up sometimes yeah anybody, not all the time,
Speaker 1: but sometimes not soft snore I heard, But I want
Speaker 1: to see my baby. I like to sleep all up on.
Speaker 1: We sleep on each other like all of rights. So
Speaker 1: you really answer the question like not that you love everybody,
Speaker 1: but do you feel like you've been in love? When
Speaker 1: I was younger, every girl, I love you. This is it.
Speaker 1: I was in love, in love, I got married. I
Speaker 1: got married briefly as as well. But yeah, she was
Speaker 1: there was when I was in the Air Force. But
Speaker 1: I went from girl, the girl, the girl, the girl,
Speaker 1: the girl, and I was in love with all of them.
Speaker 1: What I interpreted what love was and being in love
Speaker 1: and committing you're it forever, you and me. I did
Speaker 1: that every fucking weekend. I thought that's I wanted it
Speaker 1: all to work. I wanted every single one of those
Speaker 1: to work, and I was I wanted that commitment, and
Speaker 1: you know, I don't want to be lonely. You think
Speaker 1: it was you. It was a society putting it in
Speaker 1: his head. Do you think that the reason they didn't
Speaker 1: work out? You think it was you because I was
Speaker 1: way too fucking young and the experience and I didn't
Speaker 1: I didn't go through any self discovery at that point.
Speaker 1: Like I said, you gotta love yourself before you can
Speaker 1: love story. You had a lot of self discovery. We
Speaker 1: had a hundre of kicks in your ass. I am
Speaker 1: being in love with somebody and having, you know, that
Speaker 1: romantic fling. I'm open to that. I've had a couple.
Speaker 1: I've had a couple of nice flings in the last
Speaker 1: eight years with with a girl I had a great
Speaker 1: time with for a weekend, and and I've stayed friends
Speaker 1: with just pretty much everybody. I haven't ended a relationship
Speaker 1: badly in the last eight years. But now I haven't
Speaker 1: found that that one that I want to run off
Speaker 1: with and commit to and plan on being with for
Speaker 1: a long time. I haven't found that in a long time. Yeah,
Speaker 1: why not? You know what I think we all do.
Speaker 1: I think I think you're lying to well, not you know,
Speaker 1: lying to yourself, but you're you're confused if if you
Speaker 1: think that you're not open to that possibility of finding
Speaker 1: this person. And I hate it when people try to
Speaker 1: shut that off from their life. I don't like that
Speaker 1: you were it's it's unlikely you're gonna find this fucking
Speaker 1: amazing person that you're gonna love and be with every
Speaker 1: day and enjoy every second with forever. It's it's it's
Speaker 1: it's clause herble though. It's it's doable, and we should
Speaker 1: stay stay open to that for sure. And I hope
Speaker 1: everybody finds. The one episode of Tigla, one woman says
Speaker 1: she was hiring an a male escort because she had
Speaker 1: gone through a really bad breakup and she was like,
Speaker 1: I don't ever want to expose myself to her again.
Speaker 1: Fair enough, man, and and be in love again, fair
Speaker 1: enough and uh, you know they're they're in control and
Speaker 1: they're they're not gonna you know, find that heartbreak and everything.
Speaker 1: Straight up. You pay this, you get me for this long,
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna be there. I'm gonna be on fucking point.
Speaker 1: You're gonna get my attention. We're gonna have a good time.
Speaker 1: There's there's nothing wrong with that, you know. I think
Speaker 1: this this Hollywood and storybook love stuff is infatuation a
Speaker 1: lot of the times, and and it can be unhealthy.
Speaker 1: I don't think. I think it's really approached an intelligent manner,
Speaker 1: and I think when my service provides, it's a very intent,
Speaker 1: intelligent way of approaching and having a relationship. Do you
Speaker 1: ever come too quick? If I go a little a
Speaker 1: while and I have I have really good control now,
Speaker 1: and a lot of that's mental. But if if I
Speaker 1: go a while without coming, I I can come quick.
Speaker 1: I can make myself come very quickly if if I
Speaker 1: wanted to, I have a lot of control. Now, what
Speaker 1: makes you come quick? Like? Because a lot of women
Speaker 1: want to know this, right, What would make you like? What?
Speaker 1: What it takes you over the edge? Is it more mental?
Speaker 1: Isn't more like a woman talking? Or is it more physical?
Speaker 1: She's a fucking woman talking now, I'm just kidding, but
Speaker 1: I mean like talking. No, that's that the build up,
Speaker 1: the the the whole build up, the whole fling, the intent,
Speaker 1: the intencipation, you know, the talking is is a part
Speaker 1: of it and connecting and having this special moment and
Speaker 1: and and all of that is involved in that because
Speaker 1: it builds and builds and builds and builds and builds,
Speaker 1: and then when you do it at the right moment.
Speaker 1: So so timing is a big part of that as well.
Speaker 1: So it's everything that you know, every everything that leads
Speaker 1: up to that moment. You know, it's not something crazy
Speaker 1: that she's gonna do, or a costume that she's gonna
Speaker 1: wear or something. It's it's the appropriate build up to
Speaker 1: the appropriate time. So what's the most times you came
Speaker 1: in one session? I used to try to come many
Speaker 1: times and fast and hard. It's it's a little different.
Speaker 1: It's a little different now when when when I sleep
Speaker 1: with somebody, I I I write it out a little
Speaker 1: longer and we will will even you know, take a
Speaker 1: break before I come. And so it's it's a lot.
Speaker 1: It's a lot different now. But when I when I
Speaker 1: was younger, a lot I used I used to shoot
Speaker 1: a lot too. I I donate a sperm for about
Speaker 1: a year when I was living in l A as well.
Speaker 1: So you got some kids out there somewhere, Yeah, I do.
Speaker 1: And actually I was gonna look back into that because
Speaker 1: I told him I didn't want them to contact me,
Speaker 1: but I think I changed my mind. Can you change
Speaker 1: your mind? You go, you can, and then it's up
Speaker 1: to them when they turn eighteen, there they may contact you. Wow,
Speaker 1: that's crazy. I think I'd be open. That'd be that'd
Speaker 1: be cool. When I was younger, I'm like, no, it
Speaker 1: could be millions. I was in the top one percent there.
Speaker 1: There could be a lot of me running around hawks.
Speaker 1: Have any of your clients ever started to stock you? No? No,
Speaker 1: no stocking. I mean you feel like it was like
Speaker 1: getting crazy, like cling. There's something that I guess maybe
Speaker 1: spend a little too much time. I may approach the
Speaker 1: relationship and become a little too infatuated with with what
Speaker 1: I do. But no, no stocking. Most a few of
Speaker 1: my clients live in Vegas, and I mean, I'm I'm
Speaker 1: barred up in a gated community too, soby ever try
Speaker 1: to see you and I have to pay after, like, oh,
Speaker 1: let's just go out, like not as a client situation,
Speaker 1: but yeah, yeah, some of them that they don't feel
Speaker 1: like they're totally comfortable with that, or maybe that for
Speaker 1: some reason that they shouldn't be paying for the service,
Speaker 1: even though you know it's it's upfront and clear, and
Speaker 1: I know some of them have gotten me in hopes that,
Speaker 1: you know, maybe something will develop and they don't have
Speaker 1: to pay anymore. But for the most part, you know,
Speaker 1: every everybody's happy with the arrangement and situations. They know
Speaker 1: exactly what they're getting and what to expect, and there's
Speaker 1: no heartbreak that I don't. I never let anybody down.
Speaker 1: You you book me. I'm there from that time to
Speaker 1: that time, and I'm on point. When a bunch of
Speaker 1: girls came, like what if it was, you know, four
Speaker 1: girls and the like, we want to run a train
Speaker 1: on you. I want to let one girl first starters
Speaker 1: in the train if it's a bunch of women, and
Speaker 1: women if they if they're running a train on me,
Speaker 1: that means like they have like dildos or something that's
Speaker 1: that's um. That depends on the situation, depends on my mood,
Speaker 1: you know, that's something I usually don't walk into. UM.
Speaker 1: Usually when girls get me, sometimes sometimes they'll have me
Speaker 1: meet their girlfriends and shipped too and say hi, They've
Speaker 1: sometimes watched the show too, and you know, we talk
Speaker 1: and have a drink. But usually when girls get me,
Speaker 1: they it's it's a, it's a it's a special thing.
Speaker 1: They want to keep it to them themselves for the
Speaker 1: most part. But I mean I would be open to it,
Speaker 1: depend on, you know, the girls and the energy, and
Speaker 1: you know, if everything was cool and it was good
Speaker 1: energy and we all got along and clicked, you know,
Speaker 1: I would be into that discount's birthday, my time. So
Speaker 1: what about men? Do men try to reach out to
Speaker 1: you or try to see if the take a book.
Speaker 1: I'm a little bit that the agency is very clear
Speaker 1: that it's it's straight for straight women. But if I've
Speaker 1: had some very big propositions, have you ever been like
Speaker 1: ships the money? Maybe I've thought about a couple of them.
Speaker 1: But even though I like, I don't care, and I
Speaker 1: could live with myself after I'm like, I've gone this long,
Speaker 1: you know, and and I'm doing all right. You know,
Speaker 1: I could retire right now if I wanted to, you know,
Speaker 1: like back back, if I had this mentality back then,
Speaker 1: I don't know. And well, usually the proposition is for
Speaker 1: them to suck just suck me off and pay me
Speaker 1: ten grands bertie grand or whatever it is. And and
Speaker 1: that happened me back then, and I always said no
Speaker 1: to that. But even talked to my straight friends, my like,
Speaker 1: my broke straight friends are like, I would do that ship.
Speaker 1: I'm like why, Like all of them said that that's
Speaker 1: a girl. I'm like, no, there's there's a little more
Speaker 1: involved in that, you know, and that might be like
Speaker 1: that you're going to think about every day for a while, right.
Speaker 1: And that's the problem too, because what if it's one
Speaker 1: of the good I liked it, any type of sexually
Speaker 1: find her like that too. You know, I don't ever
Speaker 1: just get my dick sucked by some random girl. I
Speaker 1: still need to have some like that's that's sensual and
Speaker 1: that's you know, I need some type of you know, connection,
Speaker 1: you know, even to do that. What if that's what
Speaker 1: she wanted that What if she was like, I just
Speaker 1: want to second, don't speak to me, just put you,
Speaker 1: don't ask me anything. That probably go down and probably
Speaker 1: go down, you know, unless she was drunk or on
Speaker 1: drugs or unstable or you know, just had this horrible energy.
Speaker 1: You know. Now, what if a guy said a hundred
Speaker 1: thousand dollars, I just want to suck your dick a million,
Speaker 1: don't play two million? Okay, two million? Anybody out there
Speaker 1: got two million? Dollars. But I couldn't. I couldn't even
Speaker 1: do that though, Like I would never put I've never
Speaker 1: sold anything for sex, and I couldn't do that anyways,
Speaker 1: if if somebody, I would never say no to that,
Speaker 1: because it could be at this point in my career,
Speaker 1: I have too much to to risk if I was broke.
Speaker 1: If I was broke, maybe, but like I got too
Speaker 1: much to risk anyways, you know, it could be too
Speaker 1: much a sting or something that it could be a
Speaker 1: sting or you know, or something like that in anyways,
Speaker 1: you know, so it's it's not gonna happen. Sorry, guys listening.
Speaker 1: Are we getting another season? It's looking that way. It's
Speaker 1: been a couple of years since we shot six, but
Speaker 1: six was our biggest season and most popular, and it
Speaker 1: blew away the other seasons. And they love the show.
Speaker 1: They make a lot of money off it. They rerun
Speaker 1: the ship out of it. We have six of them
Speaker 1: in the bank, and that it's Aaron in Russia. It's
Speaker 1: it's Aaron all over the world right now. Too well,
Speaker 1: I don't see an that ship. But but it is cool.
Speaker 1: It is cool, you know, getting feedback and having you know,
Speaker 1: fans and ship in Russian all it's like, it's in
Speaker 1: like every country. I've got feedback from from everybody. I
Speaker 1: got feedback recently from this Asian student who's studying English,
Speaker 1: and he said he watches the show because I speak
Speaker 1: so quickly and it helps him with his English. Believe that. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I like your pretty little mouth. Two hunter pound man
Speaker 1: in Illinois. How much did your rate go up after
Speaker 1: you did the show? It went up, It went up.
Speaker 1: Garen wants to put it up even more. I'm happy
Speaker 1: where it's at right now more because I don't fulfill
Speaker 1: all my requests and it's a supplied demand thing. But
Speaker 1: I'm happy where it's where where it's at. That's kind
Speaker 1: of a cool living to make for yourself as a man,
Speaker 1: and it really is providing a service when you watch it.
Speaker 1: Can you see you know the things that some of
Speaker 1: these women go through and the reason why they hire
Speaker 1: and the first time this book and everything to you know,
Speaker 1: I want to bring as much to the table as possible.
Speaker 1: Not everybody you know comes to me to to get
Speaker 1: confidence and help with depression and ship like that. But
Speaker 1: you know, even somebody who is in outstanding health and
Speaker 1: is happy most of the time. You know, I still
Speaker 1: want to I still want when when I want this
Speaker 1: booking to be to have some fucking substance and the
Speaker 1: night that they're gonna remember, I want to tell them
Speaker 1: Ship that they can apply that they haven't heard before,
Speaker 1: that they can apply to their life. That's what every
Speaker 1: kick is in here. It's it's an intelligent motivation that
Speaker 1: kicks you in the ass and Ship that you you
Speaker 1: need to hear, not what you want to hear. And
Speaker 1: I always want to leave this, this and this. I
Speaker 1: want to have this earth shattering, tilting, life changing this
Speaker 1: this night to just be everything I can bring to
Speaker 1: the table. And I think the more information I absorbed,
Speaker 1: the better I'm able to do that and communicate this
Speaker 1: advice and and then be entertaining and witty and everything
Speaker 1: else on top of that and throw down. Well, we
Speaker 1: appreciate you for been through back again. Nick Hawk is
Speaker 1: here with us, but make sure y'all check out Jiglo
Speaker 1: and looking for season seven. Yeah, hopefully we'll be shooting
Speaker 1: here this next Brain And I'm sure that some stuff
Speaker 1: you do on your own, because he also DJs, he rats,
Speaker 1: he does. Do you do everything? Yeah, I'm performing, You're
Speaker 1: talented men of many trades do a lot of stuff.
Speaker 1: I used to be a jack hall trades. I like
Speaker 1: to think I'm putting them all together now they all
Speaker 1: they all help each other out. The music is big.
Speaker 1: I just did a cover too. I just did a
Speaker 1: cover to the Wrecking Ball. That's that's releasing on the
Speaker 1: same day as my book, November one. Well, thanks again,
Speaker 1: Nick Hawk for coming through his lift service.