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Speaker 1: a lip service. Your mouth don't go like that something. Um, okay,

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Speaker 1: I'm Angela Yee, I'm Stephanie Santiago, I'm gg maguire, I'm Gloria.

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Speaker 1: Now we got Nick Hawkey's back again. What's up? What's up?

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Speaker 1: What's up? Let me tell you. I was catching up

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Speaker 1: on Jiggielow by the way, you know, just to kind

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Speaker 1: of look at certain things from It was actually very

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Speaker 1: know we're gonna talk about your book in a second,

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Speaker 1: but um you guys are really great at identifying how

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Speaker 1: And I kept thinking like, is this game or do

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Speaker 1: just a job. It's all the above. It's it's game.

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Speaker 1: But yeah, number one, we got to make the client comfortable.

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Speaker 1: And that's saw That's definitely a skill that we need

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Speaker 1: to learn early on. And if you fail like that,

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Speaker 1: you got you got nowhere to go, right, Because I

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Speaker 1: feel like men like escorts for a different reason than

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Speaker 1: I think I don't know if men would admit to

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Speaker 1: painful for her. She has some what was it called vogue?

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Speaker 1: nick maybe you wouldn't expand on man. That was like

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Speaker 1: but this one, no, Yeah, we just we just had

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Speaker 1: The guy who has a podcast the graph senting no

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Speaker 1: my favorite premium pete. Yes, Remember he spoke about how

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Speaker 1: So I was gonna said, let me ask you this,

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Speaker 1: It's continually a word, it is, Okay, I just wanted

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Speaker 1: so you gotta is what it is. That means I

424
00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:53,200
Speaker 1: also got the tightest pussy in the room, all right now.

425
00:21:53,320 --> 00:22:00,000
Speaker 1: And don't get racist. Okay, that's what they say Asians,

426
00:22:00,480 --> 00:22:05,080
Speaker 1: they say. So wait, Nick, is there like a racial

427
00:22:05,119 --> 00:22:07,159
Speaker 1: makeup to the pussy? Like would you say that? Like

428
00:22:07,240 --> 00:22:10,000
Speaker 1: different races have a different field, Like could you fuck

429
00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:12,159
Speaker 1: a girl and know what race she is if you

430
00:22:12,160 --> 00:22:15,320
Speaker 1: couldn't see it? Man, that's that's a good question. But

431
00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:22,159
Speaker 1: I folded, No, man, Not every pussy is different, and

432
00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:27,320
Speaker 1: that's that's something I actually I want to look into

433
00:22:27,320 --> 00:22:30,439
Speaker 1: a little bit. I'm curious. I'm curious certain races have

434
00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:33,480
Speaker 1: certain pussys. I don't think so. I think because I've

435
00:22:34,920 --> 00:22:40,720
Speaker 1: been with variety. I've been. It's mostly white, mostly white women. Mostly. Yeah,

436
00:22:41,600 --> 00:22:43,439
Speaker 1: I've been. I've been with just about every race, but

437
00:22:43,560 --> 00:22:47,200
Speaker 1: mostly white women. But I've seen the variance between. It's

438
00:22:47,520 --> 00:22:49,800
Speaker 1: you wouldn't have no idea if you just cut that

439
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:52,159
Speaker 1: out of a picture or something. They're they're small to

440
00:22:52,240 --> 00:22:54,040
Speaker 1: big no matter what what race you are, with what

441
00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:57,000
Speaker 1: size you are, they very so much everything. There's no

442
00:22:57,040 --> 00:23:07,800
Speaker 1: two pussies are the same, not even close. You, lady,

443
00:23:07,840 --> 00:23:11,800
Speaker 1: are special. Yeah, pussy is like nobody else is pussy.

444
00:23:13,000 --> 00:23:15,800
Speaker 1: Have you ever seen an ugly pussy? Come on? Of

445
00:23:15,880 --> 00:23:21,960
Speaker 1: course some beat up ones. Yeah. Too much meat hanging

446
00:23:22,000 --> 00:23:27,680
Speaker 1: and ship It's not often, but too many curtains, Yeah,

447
00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:36,960
Speaker 1: roast beef a male? Do you love squirting like when

448
00:23:36,960 --> 00:23:41,600
Speaker 1: women squirt? Or is it like love it? Um? It's

449
00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,240
Speaker 1: it's it's a turn on. It's it's it's a turn

450
00:23:44,280 --> 00:23:48,280
Speaker 1: on for me a little bit. Um it's it's messy though, man,

451
00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:50,679
Speaker 1: the squirters i've been with. It's a lot like you

452
00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:54,000
Speaker 1: gotta throw the mattress out after Yeah, you gotta put

453
00:23:54,000 --> 00:23:57,440
Speaker 1: a tarp down. I don't know where all this I've

454
00:23:57,440 --> 00:23:58,680
Speaker 1: been with a few of them. I don't know where

455
00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,440
Speaker 1: all the fucking liquid I'm from. I'm like, what the funk?

456
00:24:01,480 --> 00:24:03,400
Speaker 1: I'm ready for her to pass out or turn away

457
00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:14,720
Speaker 1: or float away, turning the dust I never had. Definitely,

458
00:24:15,760 --> 00:24:18,639
Speaker 1: I've done it before. I don't do it all the time.

459
00:24:18,720 --> 00:24:21,200
Speaker 1: I have done it a lot. I'm telling you, ruins,

460
00:24:21,480 --> 00:24:25,520
Speaker 1: it's a it's a mess, but you can. They have

461
00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:29,880
Speaker 1: a little mat for that, right, I love it bad? Yeah,

462
00:24:29,920 --> 00:24:37,560
Speaker 1: but we can. I've never even seen that, Like no,

463
00:24:37,680 --> 00:24:41,000
Speaker 1: because guys like it. I don't understand it's a mess.

464
00:24:41,040 --> 00:24:42,720
Speaker 1: And then I got to sleep in a bottle. I

465
00:24:42,760 --> 00:24:45,440
Speaker 1: like like turning the sleeping in the puddle. Me turning

466
00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:48,520
Speaker 1: on a woman turns me on more than anything else.

467
00:24:48,760 --> 00:24:52,520
Speaker 1: If it's moaning or gestures or orgasm ng or squirting,

468
00:24:52,840 --> 00:24:55,400
Speaker 1: I know that she's really turned on. So that that's

469
00:24:55,440 --> 00:24:57,119
Speaker 1: what I feel like. I feel like guys like it

470
00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:59,200
Speaker 1: so much because they feel like they did something like

471
00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:10,600
Speaker 1: right right part of it. I'm now you also sending.

472
00:25:10,720 --> 00:25:13,400
Speaker 1: But sixty of adults can't go ten minutes without lying.

473
00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:16,760
Speaker 1: That's a study, right, So that means somebody here live.

474
00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:20,600
Speaker 1: I think it's it's much higher than that. It's one

475
00:25:20,680 --> 00:25:25,160
Speaker 1: person those can't go ten minutes without lying. I think

476
00:25:25,200 --> 00:25:30,879
Speaker 1: that's crazy. Well, there's there's different the lines perception and

477
00:25:32,040 --> 00:25:35,400
Speaker 1: just because you're you're not telling the full it's It's

478
00:25:36,560 --> 00:25:39,520
Speaker 1: what I talked about in there was people not operating

479
00:25:39,520 --> 00:25:42,880
Speaker 1: at their full potential who have done this whole self

480
00:25:42,920 --> 00:25:45,960
Speaker 1: discovery thing and they know and they're they're acting who

481
00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:48,159
Speaker 1: they should be. And the person you should be is

482
00:25:48,200 --> 00:25:51,919
Speaker 1: a person is a genuine person who you're most confident asked,

483
00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:53,720
Speaker 1: and that's the person you should be. So I think

484
00:25:53,720 --> 00:25:57,280
Speaker 1: a lot of people they're they're they're selling themselves short

485
00:25:57,359 --> 00:25:59,240
Speaker 1: and they're lying. They don't even know it because they

486
00:25:59,240 --> 00:26:01,680
Speaker 1: haven't found who they are. So it's a it's a

487
00:26:01,720 --> 00:26:04,800
Speaker 1: little deeper than just what do you find yourself like?

488
00:26:05,119 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: Because I'm sure you discovered a lot about yourself as

489
00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:09,760
Speaker 1: you were writing this as well. Right, So much so

490
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:13,080
Speaker 1: much for sitting in that interview chair. For Jigglows, we

491
00:26:13,080 --> 00:26:15,480
Speaker 1: get interviewed out every Friday. They asked me just about

492
00:26:15,480 --> 00:26:18,240
Speaker 1: every question they could ever think of and every interpretation

493
00:26:18,280 --> 00:26:20,199
Speaker 1: of that. I learned so much in that chair, and

494
00:26:20,240 --> 00:26:22,600
Speaker 1: I knew writing this book that I was gonna, you know,

495
00:26:22,640 --> 00:26:25,280
Speaker 1: even take that even further. So that motivated me to

496
00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:26,879
Speaker 1: to write the book as well. Yeah, you learned so

497
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:29,119
Speaker 1: much because you know you want to this this is

498
00:26:29,240 --> 00:26:31,440
Speaker 1: in print forever. This is a part of my legacy,

499
00:26:31,480 --> 00:26:33,160
Speaker 1: and this is kind of my bible, and I want

500
00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:34,399
Speaker 1: to help a lot of people with this, and I

501
00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 1: want to have the right information in there. So I

502
00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:37,720
Speaker 1: did a lot of dig and a lot of soul

503
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,399
Speaker 1: searching and a lot of research to do it. What

504
00:26:40,440 --> 00:26:42,920
Speaker 1: did you find that you were lying about, like when

505
00:26:42,920 --> 00:26:44,840
Speaker 1: you had to go through this, and like, what were

506
00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:47,440
Speaker 1: some things that you felt like you weren't completely honest?

507
00:26:47,760 --> 00:26:50,240
Speaker 1: And sometimes we lie to spare of the people's feelings,

508
00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:53,960
Speaker 1: you know, like you said, and living in your tooth

509
00:26:54,040 --> 00:26:55,520
Speaker 1: is really the best thing to do. But what do

510
00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:58,080
Speaker 1: you find it for people's feelings? That's that's funny that

511
00:26:58,160 --> 00:26:59,760
Speaker 1: that you say that a little bit, and that's that's

512
00:26:59,760 --> 00:27:02,120
Speaker 1: a you things that I hit I hit on a lot.

513
00:27:02,560 --> 00:27:05,320
Speaker 1: I think we're we're a very weak society. Of very

514
00:27:05,440 --> 00:27:09,840
Speaker 1: babying society. Um, we we let ship fly that we shouldn't.

515
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:12,800
Speaker 1: Too many of us operate at at low levels and

516
00:27:12,800 --> 00:27:15,320
Speaker 1: and allow other people to bring us down. And we

517
00:27:15,400 --> 00:27:17,199
Speaker 1: we pat them on the fucking back and rub their

518
00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:18,720
Speaker 1: rub their head and tell them, no, you need to

519
00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 1: you need to get your ship together. You're you're better

520
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,080
Speaker 1: than this. You need you need to pull together and

521
00:27:22,119 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 1: stop bringing everybody else down. Um. You find that your

522
00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:29,760
Speaker 1: job as a jigglo is kind of to lie to

523
00:27:29,800 --> 00:27:32,240
Speaker 1: your clients, sometimes too though, to make them feel good.

524
00:27:32,960 --> 00:27:34,680
Speaker 1: Like if somebody comes in to do it, I can't

525
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:37,639
Speaker 1: do it. I'm not that guy. And in some and

526
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:40,480
Speaker 1: I used to do it too, just like fish for compliments,

527
00:27:40,520 --> 00:27:43,320
Speaker 1: to think that this is what they needed. I actually

528
00:27:43,359 --> 00:27:44,959
Speaker 1: I have. One of the kicks in the book is

529
00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:50,080
Speaker 1: is it talks about the compliments and how unnecessary they are.

530
00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:52,240
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't like to be complimentared. I wish

531
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:55,000
Speaker 1: we had more of a mentality, Like I feel like

532
00:27:55,040 --> 00:27:59,439
Speaker 1: when someone compliments me, it's almost them suggesting that they

533
00:27:59,440 --> 00:28:02,359
Speaker 1: thought I need did the compliment? What if they just

534
00:28:02,440 --> 00:28:07,600
Speaker 1: meant it? Yeah? I don't. I don't think they're necessary.

535
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:10,040
Speaker 1: We we have we have a horrible outlook on this

536
00:28:10,440 --> 00:28:13,359
Speaker 1: when when we look good, when we feel good. So

537
00:28:13,400 --> 00:28:17,000
Speaker 1: if we're not feeling good, you shouldn't compliment somebody when

538
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:18,560
Speaker 1: they're not when they're not feeling good, when they're not

539
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:20,399
Speaker 1: on point, when they're not taking care of themselves. But

540
00:28:20,480 --> 00:28:23,520
Speaker 1: sometimes we think we look like ship right. Other people

541
00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:25,720
Speaker 1: think that we look amazing, and people like how you look.

542
00:28:25,960 --> 00:28:27,639
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Like we're having our sweats,

543
00:28:27,680 --> 00:28:30,200
Speaker 1: no makeup here on a ponytail. Yeah, you're probably well

544
00:28:30,320 --> 00:28:33,720
Speaker 1: rusted and feeling good. That's that's feeling good. And you

545
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:38,240
Speaker 1: talk about that too. How important sleep is crucial? The

546
00:28:38,360 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 1: key that less than one percent and one percent of

547
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:44,720
Speaker 1: us get enough sleep. I know I sleep so much happening.

548
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:48,200
Speaker 1: You're co operating at our full potential, which very few

549
00:28:48,240 --> 00:28:50,600
Speaker 1: people do you know? We need nine to ten hours

550
00:28:50,600 --> 00:28:53,520
Speaker 1: of sleep every night. I would love to. That's a

551
00:28:53,520 --> 00:28:59,760
Speaker 1: lot about new studies suggests that they just study with

552
00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 1: people alone. They said, uh, seven and a half hours

553
00:29:02,880 --> 00:29:06,080
Speaker 1: plus a ninety minute nap. Is they determined this in

554
00:29:06,600 --> 00:29:10,880
Speaker 1: some way, shape or flo We need that. You need

555
00:29:10,920 --> 00:29:13,200
Speaker 1: to understand what's happening when we sleep, When, when when

556
00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:16,680
Speaker 1: we're sleeping, we're rejuvenating, we're healing ourselves. I honestly believe

557
00:29:16,760 --> 00:29:19,360
Speaker 1: we can live hundreds of years, hundreds of years like

558
00:29:19,400 --> 00:29:21,840
Speaker 1: a vampaign. Nobody takes care of ourselves that the way

559
00:29:21,880 --> 00:29:24,280
Speaker 1: we could. Nobody operates at their full potential. Yet to

560
00:29:24,320 --> 00:29:26,840
Speaker 1: meet one person who operates at their full potential, and

561
00:29:26,880 --> 00:29:31,680
Speaker 1: that's sleeping, hydrating property, nutrients and challenging ourselves, being creative,

562
00:29:31,800 --> 00:29:36,760
Speaker 1: socializing us, being in control of our sexual energy, approaching

563
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:39,640
Speaker 1: the world in the in the most intelligent manner. Nobody

564
00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:41,880
Speaker 1: does it. But you canna say staff, I wish I

565
00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:43,720
Speaker 1: could do that. I wish I could be on that.

566
00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:46,360
Speaker 1: But I was going to say that. I sleep about

567
00:29:46,480 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 1: seven and a half and sometimes sometimes I smoke so

568
00:29:52,840 --> 00:29:55,600
Speaker 1: much weed in the middle of the day that I

569
00:29:55,720 --> 00:29:58,400
Speaker 1: just fall asleep and I think I hit that ninety minute.

570
00:30:00,720 --> 00:30:04,120
Speaker 1: You're not balanced, and you're not You're not fully balanced

571
00:30:04,160 --> 00:30:07,160
Speaker 1: though it's not you actually needed. But even more, the

572
00:30:07,160 --> 00:30:12,040
Speaker 1: weed is messing up. It's it doesn't you You stn't

573
00:30:12,080 --> 00:30:14,480
Speaker 1: properly cycle through your sleep schedule when when you when

574
00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:18,400
Speaker 1: you smoke weeds such it's just like any other drug head. Yeah,

575
00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:22,920
Speaker 1: most I just that's the wait. What is the joint

576
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:26,240
Speaker 1: to my sleep schedule? The weed. It's not allowing you

577
00:30:26,440 --> 00:30:29,080
Speaker 1: to sleep as productively and efficiently as you can be.

578
00:30:29,120 --> 00:30:31,720
Speaker 1: You're not falling into run sleep as quickly as you could.

579
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:33,760
Speaker 1: You're not staying there as long as you could because

580
00:30:34,800 --> 00:30:36,560
Speaker 1: so how could I get there? I'm gonna give you

581
00:30:36,560 --> 00:30:38,280
Speaker 1: the sleep monitor thing that I had to go to

582
00:30:38,320 --> 00:30:40,400
Speaker 1: as gave me so you could try it. If it

583
00:30:40,560 --> 00:30:43,880
Speaker 1: monitors your sleep that I sleep a lot, I could

584
00:30:43,920 --> 00:30:46,080
Speaker 1: do that. There's lots of things I recommend. One of

585
00:30:46,120 --> 00:30:48,240
Speaker 1: the biggest things I recommend with sleeping in some type

586
00:30:48,240 --> 00:30:51,080
Speaker 1: of white noise machine. I prefer brown noise. It's a

587
00:30:51,120 --> 00:30:54,720
Speaker 1: lower it's a lower sounding. It drowns out noise, especially

588
00:30:54,720 --> 00:30:56,160
Speaker 1: here in New York when you got all that ship

589
00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:58,160
Speaker 1: going on in the street there. Everybody here in New

590
00:30:58,200 --> 00:30:59,960
Speaker 1: York ship should have one of these machines that drown

591
00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:03,160
Speaker 1: out these noises. Just because you're unconscious for seven or

592
00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 1: eight hours doesn't mean you had seven eight hours of

593
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:07,640
Speaker 1: productive sleep. You have someone next to you moving around.

594
00:31:07,880 --> 00:31:10,120
Speaker 1: You're here in ship in the distance. Once again, we

595
00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:12,080
Speaker 1: sleep in in these four cycles and we go to

596
00:31:12,160 --> 00:31:14,520
Speaker 1: rem sleep. Were halfway through rem sleep and we hear

597
00:31:14,760 --> 00:31:16,960
Speaker 1: something in the distance or some conscious does when we're sleeping.

598
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:18,840
Speaker 1: It can pull you back to stage one and not

599
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:20,720
Speaker 1: wake you up all the way and you don't realize

600
00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:22,760
Speaker 1: that that messed up your whole sleep cycle. In your

601
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:25,880
Speaker 1: your back with the TV on and I don't see this.

602
00:31:25,920 --> 00:31:28,280
Speaker 1: I don't sleep. If it's a consistent TV is tricky.

603
00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:31,080
Speaker 1: If it's a consistent noise, it could be beneficial. But no,

604
00:31:31,200 --> 00:31:34,200
Speaker 1: there's the sleep machine is I can't sleep with the

605
00:31:34,240 --> 00:31:36,960
Speaker 1: TV on. I find I can't sleep with the TV

606
00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:40,360
Speaker 1: on either. But you're like you like you like. If

607
00:31:40,400 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 1: there's an app that I use, it's called white Noise

608
00:31:42,760 --> 00:31:45,800
Speaker 1: and it it has a ocean. Yeah, it has ocean

609
00:31:45,840 --> 00:31:48,280
Speaker 1: and all that oceans not I don't. I don't recommend

610
00:31:48,320 --> 00:31:51,480
Speaker 1: anything that's not consistent, like a crashing wave. It's not consistent,

611
00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:53,520
Speaker 1: so I think that disturbs your a lightning store at

612
00:31:53,560 --> 00:31:55,680
Speaker 1: the lightning going off. But if it's consistent rain or

613
00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:58,840
Speaker 1: a waterfall. I can't sleep without the sound of the

614
00:31:58,920 --> 00:32:01,840
Speaker 1: A C like from the central sounds like that. It

615
00:32:01,880 --> 00:32:03,760
Speaker 1: sounds like a fan, and I think with a fan

616
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:06,760
Speaker 1: on tours. I noticed last night it was kind of cold,

617
00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:09,160
Speaker 1: and I was trying to sleep. I couldn't sleep without

618
00:32:09,200 --> 00:32:11,160
Speaker 1: the I'm sleeping. I had to turn the A C on.

619
00:32:11,280 --> 00:32:17,960
Speaker 1: Still I still had to turn I can't sleep. No,

620
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:20,640
Speaker 1: I have to sleep, and it has to be freezing.

621
00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:25,160
Speaker 1: You know my in Alaska. Yes, she comes to my

622
00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:28,560
Speaker 1: house and I'll be like coming and it's crazy, what's wrong?

623
00:32:31,080 --> 00:32:33,880
Speaker 1: Give me a blanket, it's cool because I can't like that.

624
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:36,840
Speaker 1: I like to sleep with and I like to sweat

625
00:32:37,240 --> 00:32:39,360
Speaker 1: under this. It's so hard to day somebody if you

626
00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: have like different temperature security because I used to date

627
00:32:44,920 --> 00:32:47,400
Speaker 1: this guy that was always hot and he was like, oh,

628
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:50,640
Speaker 1: it would be mad cold, but I'm always cold. Oh no,

629
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:54,000
Speaker 1: you guys working, And yeah, it was not working for me.

630
00:32:54,160 --> 00:32:57,920
Speaker 1: It was snowing outside. This motherfucker had the window wide open.

631
00:32:59,120 --> 00:33:02,960
Speaker 1: I can't get way to sleep. I think I like

632
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:06,000
Speaker 1: ten blankets on top me, but I think it was

633
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:11,000
Speaker 1: Harry and it was like Harry, like I don't know

634
00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:14,120
Speaker 1: what he was on, but like it had to be

635
00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:17,400
Speaker 1: below fucking ten. I can't sleep. I can't do it

636
00:33:18,560 --> 00:33:20,600
Speaker 1: him because of that ship. I'm dead. And I get

637
00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,800
Speaker 1: up to the bathroom and I swear it's so cold,

638
00:33:22,880 --> 00:33:25,360
Speaker 1: my bones are hurting. But then I run back to

639
00:33:25,360 --> 00:33:29,240
Speaker 1: the bedst got a time around my ship now, so

640
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:31,480
Speaker 1: I shut it off two hours before I wake up,

641
00:33:31,520 --> 00:33:33,560
Speaker 1: and then usually it works. But I don't dream at all.

642
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:35,840
Speaker 1: Oh that's smart. I don't know. If I don't dream

643
00:33:35,840 --> 00:33:39,560
Speaker 1: of I don't remember that you. I don't remember my dreams. Ever,

644
00:33:40,320 --> 00:33:45,440
Speaker 1: I work on that. I don't know how I'll tell

645
00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:49,800
Speaker 1: you the um when. One of my kicks in my

646
00:33:49,800 --> 00:33:52,280
Speaker 1: book is control your dreams, because it's it's about controlling

647
00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:56,480
Speaker 1: your your subconscious as well. UM. The best way to

648
00:33:56,600 --> 00:34:01,520
Speaker 1: remember your dreams is we usually forget him not immediately

649
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:03,800
Speaker 1: upon waking, but shortly after. So it's going to have

650
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:07,160
Speaker 1: a dream journal next year. Bad Usually you'll remember something.

651
00:34:07,400 --> 00:34:10,600
Speaker 1: It's it's even if you have alarm wake you off. Um,

652
00:34:10,640 --> 00:34:12,160
Speaker 1: a good percentage of the time, it's gonna wake you

653
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:14,480
Speaker 1: up when you're when you're in the dream state, and

654
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:16,359
Speaker 1: then immediately write it down. And then more you write

655
00:34:16,360 --> 00:34:19,160
Speaker 1: the dreams down, the better you will be with remembering them.

656
00:34:19,200 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 1: But lucid dreaming, it's something that I'm dabbling with as well,

657
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:26,239
Speaker 1: And this is some really interesting stuff. Homeie and mine

658
00:34:26,400 --> 00:34:28,799
Speaker 1: introduced me to this a little bit, he told me,

659
00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,720
Speaker 1: and I believe him. He told me that he lucid dreams.

660
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:34,200
Speaker 1: He can put himself in one of three different places.

661
00:34:34,480 --> 00:34:36,680
Speaker 1: One of them was a garattle with fifteen women. One

662
00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:39,120
Speaker 1: of them was on top of a mountain in Tibet.

663
00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:46,600
Speaker 1: I forgot what you said, Anne nine. He's very he's

664
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:49,360
Speaker 1: a very spiritual person and he like meditates in his

665
00:34:49,480 --> 00:34:52,320
Speaker 1: dream like his and he can pick these three places

666
00:34:52,360 --> 00:34:55,080
Speaker 1: as well. And there's there's tricks that you can do

667
00:34:55,200 --> 00:34:59,759
Speaker 1: when when you're throughout the day to um to help

668
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:02,680
Speaker 1: you said. Dream Lucid dreaming is this being aware that

669
00:35:02,719 --> 00:35:05,719
Speaker 1: you are and you are dreaming. And one of the

670
00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:08,440
Speaker 1: things is look at a clock and just stare at

671
00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:11,480
Speaker 1: it for a few extra seconds, a digital clock, because

672
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:13,799
Speaker 1: supposedly this hasn't happened. I've read about this a few

673
00:35:13,840 --> 00:35:15,680
Speaker 1: different times. When you see a clock in a dream,

674
00:35:15,760 --> 00:35:19,560
Speaker 1: it's never the right time. It's like seventy three forty

675
00:35:19,560 --> 00:35:22,680
Speaker 1: two o'clock in a dream. And the other thing is

676
00:35:23,280 --> 00:35:25,960
Speaker 1: just doing reality checks is what I what I call them.

677
00:35:25,960 --> 00:35:27,880
Speaker 1: Just look at your hand and and this is what

678
00:35:28,000 --> 00:35:29,200
Speaker 1: this is what I do a lot. Just look at

679
00:35:29,239 --> 00:35:31,840
Speaker 1: your hand and count your five fingers, and if you

680
00:35:31,960 --> 00:35:34,400
Speaker 1: do the more you do that, the more the bigger

681
00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 1: a chance you're creating to look at your hand in

682
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:38,600
Speaker 1: a dream, because it's gonna become a habit. But when

683
00:35:38,600 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 1: you look at your hand in a dream, there's never

684
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:43,680
Speaker 1: five fingers, and sometimes it's a fucking flipper, and and

685
00:35:43,800 --> 00:35:46,040
Speaker 1: sometimes there's some weird ship going on, and you'll know

686
00:35:46,120 --> 00:35:49,239
Speaker 1: you're dreaming. Dreams are some crazy stuff when you start

687
00:35:49,239 --> 00:35:52,880
Speaker 1: researching getting into them. Dreams we go to another dimension,

688
00:35:52,880 --> 00:35:54,880
Speaker 1: we go to another reality. We we we go to

689
00:35:54,920 --> 00:35:57,279
Speaker 1: this place that we we can't fathom put words to

690
00:35:57,280 --> 00:36:00,480
Speaker 1: our describe. Our brain interprets it as these visual images

691
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:02,400
Speaker 1: when we wake up, and they never make sense because

692
00:36:02,560 --> 00:36:05,279
Speaker 1: we don't understand this place that we go to. But

693
00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:07,959
Speaker 1: when you start I haven't yet been in a dream

694
00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:09,960
Speaker 1: and said I'm dreaming, but I have been able to

695
00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:13,560
Speaker 1: start controlling them. I started predicting what happens in my dreams,

696
00:36:13,600 --> 00:36:15,800
Speaker 1: which is a form of that which is really cool.

697
00:36:16,160 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 1: I had one dream where I was I was driving

698
00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:20,200
Speaker 1: with my old step my stepbrother I haven't seen is

699
00:36:20,280 --> 00:36:23,680
Speaker 1: so long. We were looking at houses and for some

700
00:36:23,719 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 1: reason we decided to drive the car off a cliff,

701
00:36:26,200 --> 00:36:29,160
Speaker 1: and I predicted exactly how the car would flip off

702
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:31,680
Speaker 1: the cliff, like it go two times and land upside

703
00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:35,440
Speaker 1: down in your dream, Yeah, in my dream, I remember

704
00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:37,440
Speaker 1: doing this. I'm getting to the really cool thing though

705
00:36:37,480 --> 00:36:39,040
Speaker 1: in a second. The other one was we drove off

706
00:36:39,080 --> 00:36:41,319
Speaker 1: a bridge into water, and I predicted it would go

707
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:43,640
Speaker 1: off and roll. It was exactly how how I did it.

708
00:36:44,160 --> 00:36:47,479
Speaker 1: But the dopest dream I've ever had, and I've ever

709
00:36:47,520 --> 00:36:50,280
Speaker 1: heard anybody ever having. I used to. I have dreams

710
00:36:50,280 --> 00:36:52,279
Speaker 1: of me flying all the time, but I usually have

711
00:36:52,360 --> 00:36:54,600
Speaker 1: to get a running start and then glide and go

712
00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:57,319
Speaker 1: and really concentrate hard or jump office up and then

713
00:36:57,320 --> 00:37:02,200
Speaker 1: glide and go flying so much fun. And sometimes I

714
00:37:02,239 --> 00:37:05,440
Speaker 1: can jump, hike and levitate stuff. But in this one dream,

715
00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:10,000
Speaker 1: I remember standing there and I understood this energy we

716
00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:12,600
Speaker 1: have yet to discover. It was like magnetic or is

717
00:37:12,640 --> 00:37:15,799
Speaker 1: like electricity, but it was something we haven't discovered yet,

718
00:37:15,800 --> 00:37:18,040
Speaker 1: and I understood it. It It wasn't I just didn't just

719
00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:20,600
Speaker 1: understood it. I made it work, and then I was

720
00:37:20,640 --> 00:37:23,239
Speaker 1: able to absorb it, like pull it from the sky

721
00:37:23,400 --> 00:37:30,440
Speaker 1: and absorb it and then take off. And that's cool.

722
00:37:30,480 --> 00:37:32,759
Speaker 1: Do your reality checks, man, if you can control your

723
00:37:32,800 --> 00:37:34,839
Speaker 1: dreams and do crazy stuff like that. And when I'm

724
00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:37,000
Speaker 1: dreaming all that, I hate it when this happened. Like

725
00:37:37,040 --> 00:37:38,799
Speaker 1: usually when I'm having a bad dream, I'm like in

726
00:37:38,840 --> 00:37:47,640
Speaker 1: the dream, like, relax, you're dreaming. I haven't done that.

727
00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,160
Speaker 1: You can can, No, you can make That's why I

728
00:37:50,280 --> 00:37:52,240
Speaker 1: mentioned it because I heard you say that you didn't.

729
00:37:52,280 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 1: You've never done that. I do that, like I'll have

730
00:37:54,760 --> 00:37:58,399
Speaker 1: a dream that I'm like killing my boyfriend or I've

731
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,719
Speaker 1: never been there saying telling myself to dream. That's so

732
00:38:01,160 --> 00:38:04,000
Speaker 1: I've had some really nasty dreams. I've had dreams where

733
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:09,799
Speaker 1: I'm getting raped or something crazy because my head is handy.

734
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:13,279
Speaker 1: So but I'm selling in these dreams. I'm like, wake up, like,

735
00:38:13,320 --> 00:38:19,760
Speaker 1: what's wrong. I'm like always always tell you I'm in control.

736
00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:22,160
Speaker 1: This is my dream. I'm creating this reality. Tell you

737
00:38:22,239 --> 00:38:24,600
Speaker 1: that's what I do. That's exactly what I saw myself, like,

738
00:38:24,920 --> 00:38:27,759
Speaker 1: this is your life. Wake up you in bed, that's

739
00:38:27,800 --> 00:38:29,239
Speaker 1: the if you want to, you want to, you want

740
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:30,760
Speaker 1: to play with me? I bet you if you people

741
00:38:30,840 --> 00:38:32,440
Speaker 1: get up, I bet you if you pee right now,

742
00:38:32,480 --> 00:38:34,480
Speaker 1: you're gonna be in the bed. That's like I saw

743
00:38:34,560 --> 00:38:40,040
Speaker 1: myself dreaming. I swear I in the bed dream before

744
00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:45,640
Speaker 1: and I really stopped. I think I've been in a dream,

745
00:38:45,640 --> 00:38:47,399
Speaker 1: and I thought, if I pee now, I'm pissing my bed.

746
00:38:47,600 --> 00:38:52,719
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, looking to yourself in dream in the bed

747
00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:54,600
Speaker 1: and I had to pee in the bed dream where

748
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:57,279
Speaker 1: I got up and went in. And I've had to

749
00:38:57,320 --> 00:38:59,279
Speaker 1: had a bed dream where I just held it like

750
00:38:59,280 --> 00:39:01,239
Speaker 1: I knew I was and I'm like, you don't. I'm

751
00:39:01,239 --> 00:39:04,160
Speaker 1: too tired to get up right now, and I never

752
00:39:04,200 --> 00:39:09,160
Speaker 1: want to get definitely, definitely. But when I'm having a

753
00:39:09,280 --> 00:39:11,799
Speaker 1: bad dream, like to test yourself, like, oh you think

754
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,239
Speaker 1: this is real? And I saw myself when I'm having

755
00:39:14,239 --> 00:39:16,400
Speaker 1: a bad dream, Oh you think this is really? You

756
00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 1: think this is real yourself, it's gonna be in your

757
00:39:19,320 --> 00:39:22,920
Speaker 1: bad go ahead, trying you punish yourself where I scold myself,

758
00:39:23,920 --> 00:39:26,319
Speaker 1: don't give you something. But I think it's amazing and

759
00:39:26,360 --> 00:39:28,799
Speaker 1: brilliant than you, you know. But I wake up and

760
00:39:29,320 --> 00:39:32,440
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, I was really just like really spas

761
00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:34,279
Speaker 1: out in my dream right now. The only dream I

762
00:39:34,360 --> 00:39:36,319
Speaker 1: used to have was that my teeth were falling out,

763
00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:39,160
Speaker 1: like I would I have that line I used to

764
00:39:39,200 --> 00:39:41,160
Speaker 1: have that I have that dream, and I would have

765
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:42,839
Speaker 1: the dreams that I was falling and then I would

766
00:39:42,840 --> 00:39:44,360
Speaker 1: wake up when I hit the ground. Me too. I

767
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:46,960
Speaker 1: have a bit about dreaming to have a comedy about it.

768
00:39:47,360 --> 00:39:50,239
Speaker 1: I had this one dream where I I woke up.

769
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:53,320
Speaker 1: I got up, shut off the alarm, went went to

770
00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:57,560
Speaker 1: my bathroom, started up the shower, uh pete, and went

771
00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:01,919
Speaker 1: back in showered, scre myself, washed my hair, got out,

772
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:04,400
Speaker 1: dried off, put my clothes on, put the order it on,

773
00:40:04,520 --> 00:40:06,719
Speaker 1: brush my teeth, did everything I do in the morning,

774
00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:09,399
Speaker 1: went and made a protein shake, played with my dogs

775
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:11,200
Speaker 1: a little bit, walked out the door, and fucking woke

776
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:16,200
Speaker 1: up again, for real, for real, like I had to

777
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:19,400
Speaker 1: do it all over again. I'm like what. Then my

778
00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:22,600
Speaker 1: subconscious with me on another level, imagined that I got

779
00:40:22,680 --> 00:40:24,600
Speaker 1: up and got ready for work and I'm still in bed.

780
00:40:25,480 --> 00:40:29,120
Speaker 1: You've done that? Oh my god, Yeah, I would do that. Yeah,

781
00:40:29,200 --> 00:40:32,120
Speaker 1: that's exactly what I do. Another funked up one I had,

782
00:40:32,320 --> 00:40:36,040
Speaker 1: I have. I had dreams. I actually had a dream

783
00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:38,799
Speaker 1: where I could breathe underwater, but I had to fight

784
00:40:38,880 --> 00:40:42,040
Speaker 1: fucking sharks. And not only did I have to fight sharks.

785
00:40:42,080 --> 00:40:45,040
Speaker 1: For some reason, there's tigers that could breathe underwater that

786
00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:47,480
Speaker 1: I had to fight as well. I'm not even kidding.

787
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:50,239
Speaker 1: You didn't make this ship up. Oh my god. I

788
00:40:50,280 --> 00:40:53,799
Speaker 1: was watching this movie called forty seven meters Deep. Oh

789
00:40:53,840 --> 00:40:56,880
Speaker 1: my God, with the sharks. It was so crazy. We

790
00:40:57,040 --> 00:41:00,759
Speaker 1: never were all gonna have I now let me. Now

791
00:41:00,800 --> 00:41:03,280
Speaker 1: we have an asked you question. Somebody sent in this question,

792
00:41:03,320 --> 00:41:06,040
Speaker 1: so we want to get to your advice. Okay, she said.

793
00:41:06,040 --> 00:41:07,880
Speaker 1: When we first started dating, I found porn on his

794
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:10,240
Speaker 1: phone and I was upset about it, and we argued

795
00:41:10,280 --> 00:41:11,640
Speaker 1: over it, and he said he didn't know how I

796
00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:13,520
Speaker 1: felt about it. And he said he knew how I

797
00:41:13,520 --> 00:41:15,799
Speaker 1: felt about it, and he wouldn't watch it anymore. A

798
00:41:15,800 --> 00:41:18,240
Speaker 1: couple of months after I found it again, we argued again,

799
00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:20,719
Speaker 1: but then after trying to think about it, I told

800
00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:23,279
Speaker 1: myself him watching porn is better than him cheating, and

801
00:41:23,280 --> 00:41:25,360
Speaker 1: I told him it was okay with it once in

802
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,160
Speaker 1: a while, but recently I found it again. And she said,

803
00:41:28,200 --> 00:41:30,239
Speaker 1: we lived together, we have sex al must every day.

804
00:41:30,680 --> 00:41:32,520
Speaker 1: I do favors for him and give whatever he wants,

805
00:41:32,560 --> 00:41:34,439
Speaker 1: and it really does hurt my feelings that he still

806
00:41:34,440 --> 00:41:36,640
Speaker 1: feels the need to watch porn. When I give him

807
00:41:36,640 --> 00:41:38,640
Speaker 1: whatever he wants sexually, it makes me feel like I'm

808
00:41:38,680 --> 00:41:41,040
Speaker 1: not enough, and I think it's disrespectful. What do you

809
00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:43,640
Speaker 1: think time to move on? Except the fact that he's

810
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:45,680
Speaker 1: gonna watch porn? How many more times you gotta catch him?

811
00:41:48,600 --> 00:41:52,680
Speaker 1: He's watching porn? Right, he's pleasing you if it's not

812
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:58,319
Speaker 1: a problem you know with you guys, n Wait, what

813
00:41:58,400 --> 00:42:01,560
Speaker 1: kind of porn is this? Though? Yes, I don't want to. Yeah,

814
00:42:01,600 --> 00:42:05,839
Speaker 1: I don't wants Now that's something that you gotta be king.

815
00:42:05,880 --> 00:42:10,759
Speaker 1: I don't think that. I don't think that's man watched porn.

816
00:42:10,760 --> 00:42:12,360
Speaker 1: I would actually be happy, and I would want us

817
00:42:12,400 --> 00:42:16,680
Speaker 1: to watch it together. Right, I've never watched and yeah,

818
00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,279
Speaker 1: and and talked to him about that as well. I'm

819
00:42:18,280 --> 00:42:20,239
Speaker 1: bringing up that and tell him that if you don't

820
00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:22,640
Speaker 1: mind watching it with him, you know, say that. But

821
00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:26,080
Speaker 1: if if it's you know, his thing that he doesn't

822
00:42:26,080 --> 00:42:28,040
Speaker 1: want to do with you, you respect that as well.

823
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:30,759
Speaker 1: This this appreciate him being open and honest, and you

824
00:42:30,800 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: guys talk about if it bothers you let him know,

825
00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:34,799
Speaker 1: you know, if it doesn't, let him know that too,

826
00:42:34,960 --> 00:42:36,839
Speaker 1: Offer to watch it with him. If he says no,

827
00:42:37,040 --> 00:42:39,800
Speaker 1: you know, respect that too, Just to be open and honest.

828
00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:43,080
Speaker 1: That's that's the key to healthy going through. Why are

829
00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:46,840
Speaker 1: you in his phone? Like one time I was on

830
00:42:46,960 --> 00:42:50,160
Speaker 1: somebody's laptop, Like I was using somebody laptop. You don't

831
00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:51,960
Speaker 1: trust someone. You don't trust somebody. If you trust them,

832
00:42:52,000 --> 00:42:54,920
Speaker 1: leave him alone. This guy had you know how you

833
00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:58,680
Speaker 1: put the fucking folder up or whatever and make a

834
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:00,719
Speaker 1: longst every ship. That's why I said the dog shit.

835
00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:05,600
Speaker 1: He had a woman sucking a horse. He can't compete

836
00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:07,600
Speaker 1: with that. But I'm just confused that why the fund

837
00:43:07,719 --> 00:43:09,800
Speaker 1: is this in a folder? Like it was like a

838
00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:12,800
Speaker 1: screen what you call it, like one of the icons

839
00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:16,600
Speaker 1: on the desktop? Yes, like like you can't see, Like

840
00:43:17,040 --> 00:43:19,840
Speaker 1: who's this bitch? Maybe he knows her? I don't know.

841
00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 1: Maybe have you ever watched that? Have you ever watched

842
00:43:23,960 --> 00:43:28,560
Speaker 1: I watched a man horse? I didn't watch it. Hands

843
00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:32,279
Speaker 1: Donkey Show of Mexico. I've seen he died, this guy.

844
00:43:33,480 --> 00:43:36,759
Speaker 1: I'm sure he did if I would die too. I've

845
00:43:36,840 --> 00:43:39,600
Speaker 1: seen I've seen it a lot, spleen or some ship,

846
00:43:39,719 --> 00:43:45,360
Speaker 1: and I've seen it a few times. If that's not

847
00:43:45,480 --> 00:43:49,839
Speaker 1: fucking kerma, I don't know what it is. Does hey

848
00:43:49,880 --> 00:43:57,960
Speaker 1: don't horse right. The horse. Horse you know have like dogs, yea,

849
00:43:58,239 --> 00:43:59,959
Speaker 1: how they jump up on top of you? The horse?

850
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:04,800
Speaker 1: The horse squirted? What Dick was like? This is disgusting.

851
00:44:04,840 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 1: I don't, isn't. Let's ask Stephanie. I've seen it a lot.

852
00:44:12,040 --> 00:44:14,880
Speaker 1: You watch like the whole thing. Not yeah, watched the

853
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:18,520
Speaker 1: whole thing. That bality. It's not even to make you

854
00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:20,799
Speaker 1: it's not even to make you horny. I think I've

855
00:44:20,880 --> 00:44:23,520
Speaker 1: watched it to see what happened. It was like there.

856
00:44:25,719 --> 00:44:30,840
Speaker 1: It should not make you horny. It does not, it doesn't.

857
00:44:31,040 --> 00:44:35,239
Speaker 1: I've seen it. I was curious. Have you ever been

858
00:44:35,239 --> 00:44:37,200
Speaker 1: in love? I got I can't talk about this anymore.

859
00:44:39,000 --> 00:44:49,560
Speaker 1: Have you ever been in love? Horse? Once stallion? Um,

860
00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:54,480
Speaker 1: I interpret love differently now I I love everyone. Um,

861
00:44:55,200 --> 00:45:00,080
Speaker 1: I think for real, I think being in love. But

862
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:03,000
Speaker 1: it's it's a it's a choice, I think, uh most

863
00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:05,960
Speaker 1: of the time. It's not approach and intelligent matter. It's

864
00:45:06,000 --> 00:45:09,399
Speaker 1: an infatuation. It's something that we think we need, but

865
00:45:09,400 --> 00:45:11,840
Speaker 1: but we don't. I used to. I used to go

866
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:13,480
Speaker 1: from girl to girl, the girl. It's been eight years

867
00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:16,040
Speaker 1: since I've had someone I called a girlfriend. But before that,

868
00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:20,280
Speaker 1: there's a girl, you know in the picture just about

869
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:24,719
Speaker 1: every week or a couple. I probably I might have

870
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:26,759
Speaker 1: had a two week break on some of them for

871
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:28,680
Speaker 1: like years and years and years. So I mean, I

872
00:45:28,880 --> 00:45:31,120
Speaker 1: did that for a long time, and I thought, that's

873
00:45:31,160 --> 00:45:34,880
Speaker 1: that's how that's how our our weak society is built,

874
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 1: saying that there's something wrong with you if you're not

875
00:45:36,640 --> 00:45:38,920
Speaker 1: with somebody else, and if you're alone, you know you

876
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:41,360
Speaker 1: have problems, and we have to have that. So we

877
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:43,000
Speaker 1: have to be married and have fucking kids by the

878
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,120
Speaker 1: time we're twenty two or we're old and it's too

879
00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 1: late and you're gonna miss your opportunity and and it's

880
00:45:47,640 --> 00:45:49,640
Speaker 1: all bullshit. We need to we need need to do

881
00:45:49,680 --> 00:45:52,880
Speaker 1: a lot more self discovery before we we worry about that.

882
00:45:52,920 --> 00:45:55,560
Speaker 1: And you gotta love yourself before you you love anybody else.

883
00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:57,880
Speaker 1: It's impossible to love anybody if you don't love yourself.

884
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:02,200
Speaker 1: But don't go like eleven. Our sleeps get a little

885
00:46:02,239 --> 00:46:08,080
Speaker 1: lonely by like ten. I pull off twelve to fourteen,

886
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:11,840
Speaker 1: He'll no, I get amazing sleep. I get amazing sleep.

887
00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:15,160
Speaker 1: I think I think people sleep in separate beds. Anyways,

888
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:19,520
Speaker 1: what I told you earlier, nobody nobody said anything about it.

889
00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:22,080
Speaker 1: But man, if someone we move around, we snore, we

890
00:46:22,160 --> 00:46:24,000
Speaker 1: make fucking noises, we get up to go to the bathroom.

891
00:46:24,040 --> 00:46:26,080
Speaker 1: You're being disturbed the whole night. You're not getting You're

892
00:46:26,120 --> 00:46:31,960
Speaker 1: not getting. I have to, you know. I feel like

893
00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:34,080
Speaker 1: when I'm in love, I want to sleep like on.

894
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:40,920
Speaker 1: We don't snore, and I do know. I snow. I

895
00:46:41,000 --> 00:46:45,160
Speaker 1: wake myself up sometimes yeah anybody, not all the time,

896
00:46:45,239 --> 00:46:49,719
Speaker 1: but sometimes not soft snore I heard, But I want

897
00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:52,080
Speaker 1: to see my baby. I like to sleep all up on.

898
00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:56,880
Speaker 1: We sleep on each other like all of rights. So

899
00:46:57,160 --> 00:47:00,280
Speaker 1: you really answer the question like not that you love everybody,

900
00:47:00,320 --> 00:47:02,759
Speaker 1: but do you feel like you've been in love? When

901
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:06,680
Speaker 1: I was younger, every girl, I love you. This is it.

902
00:47:07,080 --> 00:47:12,680
Speaker 1: I was in love, in love, I got married. I

903
00:47:12,760 --> 00:47:15,520
Speaker 1: got married briefly as as well. But yeah, she was

904
00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:16,960
Speaker 1: there was when I was in the Air Force. But

905
00:47:17,000 --> 00:47:18,440
Speaker 1: I went from girl, the girl, the girl, the girl,

906
00:47:18,520 --> 00:47:20,719
Speaker 1: the girl, and I was in love with all of them.

907
00:47:20,719 --> 00:47:23,439
Speaker 1: What I interpreted what love was and being in love

908
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:26,719
Speaker 1: and committing you're it forever, you and me. I did

909
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:32,640
Speaker 1: that every fucking weekend. I thought that's I wanted it

910
00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:34,440
Speaker 1: all to work. I wanted every single one of those

911
00:47:34,480 --> 00:47:36,800
Speaker 1: to work, and I was I wanted that commitment, and

912
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:39,239
Speaker 1: you know, I don't want to be lonely. You think

913
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:41,600
Speaker 1: it was you. It was a society putting it in

914
00:47:41,680 --> 00:47:44,279
Speaker 1: his head. Do you think that the reason they didn't

915
00:47:44,280 --> 00:47:46,239
Speaker 1: work out? You think it was you because I was

916
00:47:46,320 --> 00:47:49,040
Speaker 1: way too fucking young and the experience and I didn't

917
00:47:49,120 --> 00:47:51,359
Speaker 1: I didn't go through any self discovery at that point.

918
00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:53,000
Speaker 1: Like I said, you gotta love yourself before you can

919
00:47:53,040 --> 00:47:55,800
Speaker 1: love story. You had a lot of self discovery. We

920
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:59,000
Speaker 1: had a hundre of kicks in your ass. I am

921
00:47:59,719 --> 00:48:02,000
Speaker 1: being in love with somebody and having, you know, that

922
00:48:02,200 --> 00:48:04,600
Speaker 1: romantic fling. I'm open to that. I've had a couple.

923
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,520
Speaker 1: I've had a couple of nice flings in the last

924
00:48:07,640 --> 00:48:09,560
Speaker 1: eight years with with a girl I had a great

925
00:48:09,600 --> 00:48:12,600
Speaker 1: time with for a weekend, and and I've stayed friends

926
00:48:12,640 --> 00:48:16,320
Speaker 1: with just pretty much everybody. I haven't ended a relationship

927
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:18,279
Speaker 1: badly in the last eight years. But now I haven't

928
00:48:18,360 --> 00:48:20,359
Speaker 1: found that that one that I want to run off

929
00:48:20,400 --> 00:48:22,520
Speaker 1: with and commit to and plan on being with for

930
00:48:22,560 --> 00:48:26,680
Speaker 1: a long time. I haven't found that in a long time. Yeah,

931
00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:28,680
Speaker 1: why not? You know what I think we all do.

932
00:48:28,760 --> 00:48:30,480
Speaker 1: I think I think you're lying to well, not you know,

933
00:48:30,840 --> 00:48:33,480
Speaker 1: lying to yourself, but you're you're confused if if you

934
00:48:33,600 --> 00:48:37,120
Speaker 1: think that you're not open to that possibility of finding

935
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:39,080
Speaker 1: this person. And I hate it when people try to

936
00:48:39,160 --> 00:48:41,800
Speaker 1: shut that off from their life. I don't like that

937
00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:45,120
Speaker 1: you were it's it's unlikely you're gonna find this fucking

938
00:48:45,120 --> 00:48:47,799
Speaker 1: amazing person that you're gonna love and be with every

939
00:48:47,880 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 1: day and enjoy every second with forever. It's it's it's

940
00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:53,359
Speaker 1: it's clause herble though. It's it's doable, and we should

941
00:48:53,680 --> 00:48:55,879
Speaker 1: stay stay open to that for sure. And I hope

942
00:48:55,920 --> 00:48:58,520
Speaker 1: everybody finds. The one episode of Tigla, one woman says

943
00:48:58,560 --> 00:49:02,120
Speaker 1: she was hiring an a male escort because she had

944
00:49:02,160 --> 00:49:04,080
Speaker 1: gone through a really bad breakup and she was like,

945
00:49:04,120 --> 00:49:06,680
Speaker 1: I don't ever want to expose myself to her again.

946
00:49:07,560 --> 00:49:10,399
Speaker 1: Fair enough, man, and and be in love again, fair

947
00:49:10,520 --> 00:49:13,520
Speaker 1: enough and uh, you know they're they're in control and

948
00:49:13,560 --> 00:49:16,240
Speaker 1: they're they're not gonna you know, find that heartbreak and everything.

949
00:49:16,360 --> 00:49:18,480
Speaker 1: Straight up. You pay this, you get me for this long,

950
00:49:18,560 --> 00:49:20,160
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna be there. I'm gonna be on fucking point.

951
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:21,920
Speaker 1: You're gonna get my attention. We're gonna have a good time.

952
00:49:22,440 --> 00:49:24,359
Speaker 1: There's there's nothing wrong with that, you know. I think

953
00:49:24,480 --> 00:49:29,680
Speaker 1: this this Hollywood and storybook love stuff is infatuation a

954
00:49:29,760 --> 00:49:31,960
Speaker 1: lot of the times, and and it can be unhealthy.

955
00:49:32,040 --> 00:49:34,520
Speaker 1: I don't think. I think it's really approached an intelligent manner,

956
00:49:34,920 --> 00:49:37,960
Speaker 1: and I think when my service provides, it's a very intent,

957
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:41,880
Speaker 1: intelligent way of approaching and having a relationship. Do you

958
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:45,960
Speaker 1: ever come too quick? If I go a little a

959
00:49:46,080 --> 00:49:48,880
Speaker 1: while and I have I have really good control now,

960
00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:52,200
Speaker 1: and a lot of that's mental. But if if I

961
00:49:52,280 --> 00:49:54,799
Speaker 1: go a while without coming, I I can come quick.

962
00:49:55,239 --> 00:49:57,800
Speaker 1: I can make myself come very quickly if if I

963
00:49:57,880 --> 00:49:59,800
Speaker 1: wanted to, I have a lot of control. Now, what

964
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:02,200
Speaker 1: makes you come quick? Like? Because a lot of women

965
00:50:02,239 --> 00:50:04,680
Speaker 1: want to know this, right, What would make you like? What?

966
00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:06,880
Speaker 1: What it takes you over the edge? Is it more mental?

967
00:50:07,000 --> 00:50:10,040
Speaker 1: Isn't more like a woman talking? Or is it more physical?

968
00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:14,400
Speaker 1: She's a fucking woman talking now, I'm just kidding, but

969
00:50:14,480 --> 00:50:18,480
Speaker 1: I mean like talking. No, that's that the build up,

970
00:50:18,960 --> 00:50:22,919
Speaker 1: the the the whole build up, the whole fling, the intent,

971
00:50:23,200 --> 00:50:26,359
Speaker 1: the intencipation, you know, the talking is is a part

972
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:29,640
Speaker 1: of it and connecting and having this special moment and

973
00:50:30,760 --> 00:50:32,799
Speaker 1: and and all of that is involved in that because

974
00:50:32,800 --> 00:50:34,680
Speaker 1: it builds and builds and builds and builds and builds,

975
00:50:34,680 --> 00:50:36,319
Speaker 1: and then when you do it at the right moment.

976
00:50:36,440 --> 00:50:38,279
Speaker 1: So so timing is a big part of that as well.

977
00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:42,200
Speaker 1: So it's everything that you know, every everything that leads

978
00:50:42,320 --> 00:50:45,800
Speaker 1: up to that moment. You know, it's not something crazy

979
00:50:45,880 --> 00:50:48,319
Speaker 1: that she's gonna do, or a costume that she's gonna

980
00:50:48,360 --> 00:50:50,840
Speaker 1: wear or something. It's it's the appropriate build up to

981
00:50:50,960 --> 00:50:53,120
Speaker 1: the appropriate time. So what's the most times you came

982
00:50:53,160 --> 00:50:56,560
Speaker 1: in one session? I used to try to come many

983
00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:59,680
Speaker 1: times and fast and hard. It's it's a little different.

984
00:50:59,680 --> 00:51:01,560
Speaker 1: It's a little different now when when when I sleep

985
00:51:01,600 --> 00:51:03,799
Speaker 1: with somebody, I I I write it out a little

986
00:51:03,880 --> 00:51:06,759
Speaker 1: longer and we will will even you know, take a

987
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:09,520
Speaker 1: break before I come. And so it's it's a lot.

988
00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:11,000
Speaker 1: It's a lot different now. But when I when I

989
00:51:11,080 --> 00:51:14,000
Speaker 1: was younger, a lot I used I used to shoot

990
00:51:14,040 --> 00:51:17,920
Speaker 1: a lot too. I I donate a sperm for about

991
00:51:17,960 --> 00:51:19,560
Speaker 1: a year when I was living in l A as well.

992
00:51:19,840 --> 00:51:21,719
Speaker 1: So you got some kids out there somewhere, Yeah, I do.

993
00:51:21,840 --> 00:51:23,359
Speaker 1: And actually I was gonna look back into that because

994
00:51:23,360 --> 00:51:24,960
Speaker 1: I told him I didn't want them to contact me,

995
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:26,680
Speaker 1: but I think I changed my mind. Can you change

996
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 1: your mind? You go, you can, and then it's up

997
00:51:29,320 --> 00:51:32,760
Speaker 1: to them when they turn eighteen, there they may contact you. Wow,

998
00:51:33,239 --> 00:51:35,680
Speaker 1: that's crazy. I think I'd be open. That'd be that'd

999
00:51:35,680 --> 00:51:38,400
Speaker 1: be cool. When I was younger, I'm like, no, it

1000
00:51:38,440 --> 00:51:42,279
Speaker 1: could be millions. I was in the top one percent there.

1001
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:45,240
Speaker 1: There could be a lot of me running around hawks.

1002
00:51:47,239 --> 00:51:50,840
Speaker 1: Have any of your clients ever started to stock you? No? No,

1003
00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:53,239
Speaker 1: no stocking. I mean you feel like it was like

1004
00:51:53,360 --> 00:51:57,640
Speaker 1: getting crazy, like cling. There's something that I guess maybe

1005
00:51:57,680 --> 00:52:02,040
Speaker 1: spend a little too much time. I may approach the

1006
00:52:02,480 --> 00:52:05,080
Speaker 1: relationship and become a little too infatuated with with what

1007
00:52:05,239 --> 00:52:09,040
Speaker 1: I do. But no, no stocking. Most a few of

1008
00:52:09,080 --> 00:52:11,879
Speaker 1: my clients live in Vegas, and I mean, I'm I'm

1009
00:52:11,960 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 1: barred up in a gated community too, soby ever try

1010
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:18,480
Speaker 1: to see you and I have to pay after, like, oh,

1011
00:52:18,640 --> 00:52:22,080
Speaker 1: let's just go out, like not as a client situation,

1012
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:26,319
Speaker 1: but yeah, yeah, some of them that they don't feel

1013
00:52:26,360 --> 00:52:30,520
Speaker 1: like they're totally comfortable with that, or maybe that for

1014
00:52:30,680 --> 00:52:34,040
Speaker 1: some reason that they shouldn't be paying for the service,

1015
00:52:34,239 --> 00:52:36,239
Speaker 1: even though you know it's it's upfront and clear, and

1016
00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:39,000
Speaker 1: I know some of them have gotten me in hopes that,

1017
00:52:39,200 --> 00:52:41,680
Speaker 1: you know, maybe something will develop and they don't have

1018
00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:44,640
Speaker 1: to pay anymore. But for the most part, you know,

1019
00:52:44,719 --> 00:52:47,759
Speaker 1: every everybody's happy with the arrangement and situations. They know

1020
00:52:47,840 --> 00:52:50,680
Speaker 1: exactly what they're getting and what to expect, and there's

1021
00:52:50,719 --> 00:52:52,839
Speaker 1: no heartbreak that I don't. I never let anybody down.

1022
00:52:52,920 --> 00:52:54,440
Speaker 1: You you book me. I'm there from that time to

1023
00:52:54,520 --> 00:52:57,120
Speaker 1: that time, and I'm on point. When a bunch of

1024
00:52:57,160 --> 00:52:59,439
Speaker 1: girls came, like what if it was, you know, four

1025
00:52:59,520 --> 00:53:00,920
Speaker 1: girls and the like, we want to run a train

1026
00:53:01,000 --> 00:53:07,400
Speaker 1: on you. I want to let one girl first starters

1027
00:53:08,640 --> 00:53:10,000
Speaker 1: in the train if it's a bunch of women, and

1028
00:53:10,080 --> 00:53:12,120
Speaker 1: women if they if they're running a train on me,

1029
00:53:12,200 --> 00:53:17,320
Speaker 1: that means like they have like dildos or something that's

1030
00:53:17,360 --> 00:53:24,439
Speaker 1: that's um. That depends on the situation, depends on my mood,

1031
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:27,759
Speaker 1: you know, that's something I usually don't walk into. UM.

1032
00:53:29,000 --> 00:53:31,960
Speaker 1: Usually when girls get me, sometimes sometimes they'll have me

1033
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:34,600
Speaker 1: meet their girlfriends and shipped too and say hi, They've

1034
00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:37,160
Speaker 1: sometimes watched the show too, and you know, we talk

1035
00:53:37,239 --> 00:53:39,719
Speaker 1: and have a drink. But usually when girls get me,

1036
00:53:39,840 --> 00:53:41,960
Speaker 1: they it's it's a, it's a it's a special thing.

1037
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:43,600
Speaker 1: They want to keep it to them themselves for the

1038
00:53:43,680 --> 00:53:46,160
Speaker 1: most part. But I mean I would be open to it,

1039
00:53:46,920 --> 00:53:50,840
Speaker 1: depend on, you know, the girls and the energy, and

1040
00:53:52,280 --> 00:53:53,839
Speaker 1: you know, if everything was cool and it was good

1041
00:53:53,960 --> 00:53:55,840
Speaker 1: energy and we all got along and clicked, you know,

1042
00:53:56,239 --> 00:54:02,960
Speaker 1: I would be into that discount's birthday, my time. So

1043
00:54:05,200 --> 00:54:07,759
Speaker 1: what about men? Do men try to reach out to

1044
00:54:07,840 --> 00:54:09,600
Speaker 1: you or try to see if the take a book.

1045
00:54:09,640 --> 00:54:13,120
Speaker 1: I'm a little bit that the agency is very clear

1046
00:54:13,239 --> 00:54:17,759
Speaker 1: that it's it's straight for straight women. But if I've

1047
00:54:17,800 --> 00:54:21,160
Speaker 1: had some very big propositions, have you ever been like

1048
00:54:21,440 --> 00:54:25,480
Speaker 1: ships the money? Maybe I've thought about a couple of them.

1049
00:54:25,560 --> 00:54:27,080
Speaker 1: But even though I like, I don't care, and I

1050
00:54:27,120 --> 00:54:29,439
Speaker 1: could live with myself after I'm like, I've gone this long,

1051
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:33,080
Speaker 1: you know, and and I'm doing all right. You know,

1052
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:35,719
Speaker 1: I could retire right now if I wanted to, you know,

1053
00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:38,520
Speaker 1: like back back, if I had this mentality back then,

1054
00:54:40,160 --> 00:54:43,920
Speaker 1: I don't know. And well, usually the proposition is for

1055
00:54:44,080 --> 00:54:46,400
Speaker 1: them to suck just suck me off and pay me

1056
00:54:46,560 --> 00:54:51,040
Speaker 1: ten grands bertie grand or whatever it is. And and

1057
00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:53,040
Speaker 1: that happened me back then, and I always said no

1058
00:54:53,160 --> 00:54:57,040
Speaker 1: to that. But even talked to my straight friends, my like,

1059
00:54:57,200 --> 00:54:59,359
Speaker 1: my broke straight friends are like, I would do that ship.

1060
00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:03,680
Speaker 1: I'm like why, Like all of them said that that's

1061
00:55:03,719 --> 00:55:06,239
Speaker 1: a girl. I'm like, no, there's there's a little more

1062
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:09,040
Speaker 1: involved in that, you know, and that might be like

1063
00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:14,319
Speaker 1: that you're going to think about every day for a while, right.

1064
00:55:14,440 --> 00:55:16,480
Speaker 1: And that's the problem too, because what if it's one

1065
00:55:16,520 --> 00:55:21,360
Speaker 1: of the good I liked it, any type of sexually

1066
00:55:21,480 --> 00:55:24,160
Speaker 1: find her like that too. You know, I don't ever

1067
00:55:24,320 --> 00:55:26,279
Speaker 1: just get my dick sucked by some random girl. I

1068
00:55:26,480 --> 00:55:29,520
Speaker 1: still need to have some like that's that's sensual and

1069
00:55:29,640 --> 00:55:32,360
Speaker 1: that's you know, I need some type of you know, connection,

1070
00:55:32,719 --> 00:55:35,520
Speaker 1: you know, even to do that. What if that's what

1071
00:55:35,600 --> 00:55:36,880
Speaker 1: she wanted that What if she was like, I just

1072
00:55:36,920 --> 00:55:39,360
Speaker 1: want to second, don't speak to me, just put you,

1073
00:55:39,400 --> 00:55:43,120
Speaker 1: don't ask me anything. That probably go down and probably

1074
00:55:43,160 --> 00:55:47,800
Speaker 1: go down, you know, unless she was drunk or on

1075
00:55:47,960 --> 00:55:51,720
Speaker 1: drugs or unstable or you know, just had this horrible energy.

1076
00:55:52,800 --> 00:55:56,400
Speaker 1: You know. Now, what if a guy said a hundred

1077
00:55:56,440 --> 00:55:59,880
Speaker 1: thousand dollars, I just want to suck your dick a million,

1078
00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:08,080
Speaker 1: don't play two million? Okay, two million? Anybody out there

1079
00:56:08,200 --> 00:56:12,960
Speaker 1: got two million? Dollars. But I couldn't. I couldn't even

1080
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:15,839
Speaker 1: do that though, Like I would never put I've never

1081
00:56:16,120 --> 00:56:19,680
Speaker 1: sold anything for sex, and I couldn't do that anyways,

1082
00:56:19,760 --> 00:56:21,400
Speaker 1: if if somebody, I would never say no to that,

1083
00:56:21,400 --> 00:56:23,560
Speaker 1: because it could be at this point in my career,

1084
00:56:23,600 --> 00:56:26,560
Speaker 1: I have too much to to risk if I was broke.

1085
00:56:27,520 --> 00:56:29,359
Speaker 1: If I was broke, maybe, but like I got too

1086
00:56:29,440 --> 00:56:32,040
Speaker 1: much to risk anyways, you know, it could be too

1087
00:56:32,160 --> 00:56:34,239
Speaker 1: much a sting or something that it could be a

1088
00:56:34,320 --> 00:56:37,560
Speaker 1: sting or you know, or something like that in anyways,

1089
00:56:37,600 --> 00:56:41,400
Speaker 1: you know, so it's it's not gonna happen. Sorry, guys listening.

1090
00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:46,480
Speaker 1: Are we getting another season? It's looking that way. It's

1091
00:56:46,480 --> 00:56:48,160
Speaker 1: been a couple of years since we shot six, but

1092
00:56:48,320 --> 00:56:51,040
Speaker 1: six was our biggest season and most popular, and it

1093
00:56:51,280 --> 00:56:53,719
Speaker 1: blew away the other seasons. And they love the show.

1094
00:56:54,520 --> 00:56:56,120
Speaker 1: They make a lot of money off it. They rerun

1095
00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:57,440
Speaker 1: the ship out of it. We have six of them

1096
00:56:57,480 --> 00:56:59,960
Speaker 1: in the bank, and that it's Aaron in Russia. It's

1097
00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:03,480
Speaker 1: it's Aaron all over the world right now. Too well,

1098
00:57:03,600 --> 00:57:07,879
Speaker 1: I don't see an that ship. But but it is cool.

1099
00:57:08,200 --> 00:57:10,600
Speaker 1: It is cool, you know, getting feedback and having you know,

1100
00:57:10,719 --> 00:57:13,000
Speaker 1: fans and ship in Russian all it's like, it's in

1101
00:57:13,120 --> 00:57:15,759
Speaker 1: like every country. I've got feedback from from everybody. I

1102
00:57:15,800 --> 00:57:19,680
Speaker 1: got feedback recently from this Asian student who's studying English,

1103
00:57:19,800 --> 00:57:22,040
Speaker 1: and he said he watches the show because I speak

1104
00:57:22,120 --> 00:57:26,800
Speaker 1: so quickly and it helps him with his English. Believe that. Yeah,

1105
00:57:27,600 --> 00:57:36,640
Speaker 1: I like your pretty little mouth. Two hunter pound man

1106
00:57:36,760 --> 00:57:40,160
Speaker 1: in Illinois. How much did your rate go up after

1107
00:57:40,320 --> 00:57:42,880
Speaker 1: you did the show? It went up, It went up.

1108
00:57:43,120 --> 00:57:44,840
Speaker 1: Garen wants to put it up even more. I'm happy

1109
00:57:44,880 --> 00:57:49,080
Speaker 1: where it's at right now more because I don't fulfill

1110
00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:51,760
Speaker 1: all my requests and it's a supplied demand thing. But

1111
00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:54,600
Speaker 1: I'm happy where it's where where it's at. That's kind

1112
00:57:54,600 --> 00:57:57,800
Speaker 1: of a cool living to make for yourself as a man,

1113
00:57:57,880 --> 00:57:59,840
Speaker 1: and it really is providing a service when you watch it.

1114
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:01,840
Speaker 1: Can you see you know the things that some of

1115
00:58:01,920 --> 00:58:04,280
Speaker 1: these women go through and the reason why they hire

1116
00:58:04,840 --> 00:58:08,400
Speaker 1: and the first time this book and everything to you know,

1117
00:58:08,440 --> 00:58:10,200
Speaker 1: I want to bring as much to the table as possible.

1118
00:58:10,240 --> 00:58:12,880
Speaker 1: Not everybody you know comes to me to to get

1119
00:58:13,000 --> 00:58:15,680
Speaker 1: confidence and help with depression and ship like that. But

1120
00:58:16,320 --> 00:58:19,800
Speaker 1: you know, even somebody who is in outstanding health and

1121
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:22,000
Speaker 1: is happy most of the time. You know, I still

1122
00:58:22,080 --> 00:58:24,360
Speaker 1: want to I still want when when I want this

1123
00:58:24,480 --> 00:58:27,000
Speaker 1: booking to be to have some fucking substance and the

1124
00:58:27,200 --> 00:58:28,680
Speaker 1: night that they're gonna remember, I want to tell them

1125
00:58:28,760 --> 00:58:31,400
Speaker 1: Ship that they can apply that they haven't heard before,

1126
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:33,080
Speaker 1: that they can apply to their life. That's what every

1127
00:58:33,120 --> 00:58:35,880
Speaker 1: kick is in here. It's it's an intelligent motivation that

1128
00:58:35,960 --> 00:58:37,720
Speaker 1: kicks you in the ass and Ship that you you

1129
00:58:38,040 --> 00:58:39,440
Speaker 1: need to hear, not what you want to hear. And

1130
00:58:39,640 --> 00:58:41,960
Speaker 1: I always want to leave this, this and this. I

1131
00:58:42,040 --> 00:58:47,200
Speaker 1: want to have this earth shattering, tilting, life changing this

1132
00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:49,240
Speaker 1: this night to just be everything I can bring to

1133
00:58:49,320 --> 00:58:51,440
Speaker 1: the table. And I think the more information I absorbed,

1134
00:58:51,520 --> 00:58:54,000
Speaker 1: the better I'm able to do that and communicate this

1135
00:58:54,120 --> 00:58:56,640
Speaker 1: advice and and then be entertaining and witty and everything

1136
00:58:56,680 --> 00:58:59,000
Speaker 1: else on top of that and throw down. Well, we

1137
00:58:59,120 --> 00:59:03,040
Speaker 1: appreciate you for been through back again. Nick Hawk is

1138
00:59:03,080 --> 00:59:05,120
Speaker 1: here with us, but make sure y'all check out Jiglo

1139
00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:07,960
Speaker 1: and looking for season seven. Yeah, hopefully we'll be shooting

1140
00:59:08,000 --> 00:59:10,400
Speaker 1: here this next Brain And I'm sure that some stuff

1141
00:59:10,440 --> 00:59:13,040
Speaker 1: you do on your own, because he also DJs, he rats,

1142
00:59:13,080 --> 00:59:18,160
Speaker 1: he does. Do you do everything? Yeah, I'm performing, You're

1143
00:59:18,280 --> 00:59:22,440
Speaker 1: talented men of many trades do a lot of stuff.

1144
00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:24,360
Speaker 1: I used to be a jack hall trades. I like

1145
00:59:24,440 --> 00:59:26,480
Speaker 1: to think I'm putting them all together now they all

1146
00:59:26,640 --> 00:59:29,120
Speaker 1: they all help each other out. The music is big.

1147
00:59:29,160 --> 00:59:30,680
Speaker 1: I just did a cover too. I just did a

1148
00:59:30,760 --> 00:59:32,720
Speaker 1: cover to the Wrecking Ball. That's that's releasing on the

1149
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:35,240
Speaker 1: same day as my book, November one. Well, thanks again,

1150
00:59:35,360 --> 00:59:36,960
Speaker 1: Nick Hawk for coming through his lift service.