Speaker 1: Good morning, good afternoon, good evening. You are tuned into
Speaker 1: the Vitamin D with Dawn Day podcast and I am
Speaker 1: your host, Dawn Day, here to get you excited about
Speaker 1: your life so that you can live life on purpose
Speaker 1: and for a purpose. And this is your first time
Speaker 1: tuning in and welcome Vitamin D. It's upon of my name.
Speaker 1: My name is Dawn and you get Vitamin D from
Speaker 1: the sun. So I'm here to shed light into your life.
Speaker 1: And I do this with inspirational insights and conversations with
Speaker 1: celebrities and everyday people like you and me, Because if
Speaker 1: you want to be better and you want to do better,
Speaker 1: then you're going to have to be able to see better.
Speaker 1: So join me on this journey of living our best
Speaker 1: lives and understanding and realizing how you are your greatest
Speaker 1: ass at you know. I'm currently meditating on my Solar
Speaker 1: Texas chakra, and the chakra is all about trust, It's
Speaker 1: about confidence, it's about knowing, it's about being sure of
Speaker 1: what you what you want, being sure of who you are,
Speaker 1: just being sure of self. And usually after every each
Speaker 1: time I meditate, I go ahead and our journal. That's
Speaker 1: my mean time in the morning, I'll wake up, I'll meditate,
Speaker 1: my journal I'll work out, And in my journaling, I
Speaker 1: was defining confidence and what it means to me, and
Speaker 1: it came to me that confidence is simply knowing, and
Speaker 1: I'm realizing how important it is to be confident in life. Now.
Speaker 1: It doesn't mean that we're gonna know everything that's happening
Speaker 1: around us, what it's going to happen, how what's going
Speaker 1: to happen. But it's something about being confident in self
Speaker 1: that no matter what happens, everything will be okay. You
Speaker 1: heard that song, it went viral on social media. Things
Speaker 1: will work in my favor. I just gotta believe. See,
Speaker 1: confidence is knowing, and so in that moment, there's a
Speaker 1: sense of peace, there's a sense of ease. There's a
Speaker 1: sense that allows you to go with the flow, because
Speaker 1: why get upset over something that you cannot change. Now,
Speaker 1: on the flip hand, when we look at fear, what
Speaker 1: is simply fear? Fear it's not knowing. Fear is a
Speaker 1: lack of trust. So then it came back to me
Speaker 1: how important it is to know who you are because
Speaker 1: while everything around you may be a variable because it's
Speaker 1: constantly changing, you allow yourself to be the constant you
Speaker 1: allow to see yourself, to have enough trust in yourself
Speaker 1: that no matter what comes your way, it will be
Speaker 1: okay because you know that you're operating in your best
Speaker 1: self at that moment. You know that everything is happening
Speaker 1: for your greater good. There's something about being confident. I mean,
Speaker 1: look at him. You're in a relationship. You're confident about
Speaker 1: how you and your partner are communicating. You're not tripping
Speaker 1: a worrying about it. You're confident in your ability. So
Speaker 1: therefore you get up and speak your words flow, whether
Speaker 1: it be your drawing, whether be raising your children. You're
Speaker 1: just operating confidence of knowing, knowing that you are operating
Speaker 1: in your best space at that moment. So yeah, I said,
Speaker 1: don't we need to just continue to focus on the confidence.
Speaker 1: And that's just knowing who I am. And I implore
Speaker 1: you to just know who you are. Go ahead and
Speaker 1: spend some time with yourself and no confidence, it's just
Speaker 1: simply knowing. Go ahead and trust yourself, get your right,
Speaker 1: m right with me, and get excited about your Ten
Speaker 1: years ago, this month, my mother died, and you know,
Speaker 1: I was reminded of that. A girlfriend reached out to
Speaker 1: me and she said, hey, I'm just thinking about you.
Speaker 1: I know this around this time can be hard for you.
Speaker 1: I want to see how you're doing. And for whatever reason,
Speaker 1: it didn't dawn on me. Now, usually my body feels it.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you've ever lost somebody, but it's
Speaker 1: I don't know. If you're you, you are cognantly thinking
Speaker 1: of the date, but for me, it was a nightmare.
Speaker 1: So the trauma that happened in my body, it's almost
Speaker 1: like my body's feeling it. And once I got the text,
Speaker 1: I immediately looked at Jeremiah, because you know, we're pretty
Speaker 1: much always together, and I said, listen, I want to
Speaker 1: give your heads up. You know, if I start acting differently,
Speaker 1: I just want to let you know that my mom's
Speaker 1: anniversary is coming up, and throughout this time, I just
Speaker 1: feel a lot of feels. But also I'm reminded why
Speaker 1: I go so hard and doing what I do. Now
Speaker 1: I'm probably gonna get emotional because it's Alide, my mother,
Speaker 1: my mother strugless person ever know, and leading up to
Speaker 1: her last days, I had seen her in the light
Speaker 1: I've never seen and I want to say week, but
Speaker 1: I guess the proper term, it's just tired. You see.
Speaker 1: It was my mom's third bout with cancer. I was
Speaker 1: living in New York working on Music Choice. That was
Speaker 1: that b a less but I had got let go
Speaker 1: of that just you know, dealing with my mom's illness,
Speaker 1: and I'm not doing everything I was supposed to do.
Speaker 1: I had left the show, or at least some I
Speaker 1: think commercials didn't there. And if you work in radio,
Speaker 1: the money is in the commercials. And so I had
Speaker 1: to be up front and I said, hey, I'm dealing
Speaker 1: with a lot with my mom. And I was working
Speaker 1: on Music Choice, and I remember around this time, I
Speaker 1: was so excited because it was also Black History Mom,
Speaker 1: and um, if you know anything about me, you know
Speaker 1: voice o versus a passion of mine. And I was
Speaker 1: so excited because I had had the opportunity to be
Speaker 1: the voice for our Black History Month specials and Music Choice.
Speaker 1: Now I decided to go home. Not that I went
Speaker 1: and went home, but it was it was an opportune
Speaker 1: time to go home because it was President's Day weekend.
Speaker 1: I'm recording this podcast on President's Day, so I know
Speaker 1: I had that Monday off and I said, okay, I
Speaker 1: got this day off I'm gonna go down to Detroit
Speaker 1: to see my mom. Now. When I was working at
Speaker 1: Music Choice, I would I started getting a lot of calls,
Speaker 1: like my sister and you know, the doctor calling and say, hey,
Speaker 1: you know, just to get updates on my mom and
Speaker 1: how she's doing, because she got a point where she
Speaker 1: was in so much pain that they had to give
Speaker 1: her pain medicine, and with the pain medicine kind of
Speaker 1: made her a little loopy. And listen to the same mother.
Speaker 1: Because I was the local producer or the Lina Adam's
Speaker 1: morning show when I was at BLS and w l
Speaker 1: i V, she called me every day at three thirty
Speaker 1: and let make sure I was up, and I think
Speaker 1: I started noticing things, but she had like, you know,
Speaker 1: for god, or I'll be talking to her and she'd
Speaker 1: just be a little loopy. I'm like, man, I stopped
Speaker 1: because remind you, this is the strongest woman I know.
Speaker 1: So I decided to go home to Detroit because the
Speaker 1: doctor said, hey, my sister said, you know, should I
Speaker 1: tell my sister to come out here? And they said, well,
Speaker 1: it's better for her to come sooner than later. I said,
Speaker 1: all right, I'm going down now. I remember you know,
Speaker 1: when you're going out to your dreams. Some people got
Speaker 1: to set up where you know they can rely on
Speaker 1: their family members to help them as something go down.
Speaker 1: You know there's some extra change that you could put
Speaker 1: stuff in. But you know, for me, you know, I
Speaker 1: know I chose this life as far as for some
Speaker 1: of my dreams. So I'm always wanted to make it work,
Speaker 1: to make it do what to do. So I said, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go down there in present days weekend. I
Speaker 1: don't have to worry about, you know, calling up some
Speaker 1: time from work and and uh saving money. I said, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna take the Greyhound back down there and then
Speaker 1: I'll probably fly back, you know, trying to make it
Speaker 1: where it makes sense. I remember I finally got down
Speaker 1: there on the Greyhound. I remember, I feel like, what's
Speaker 1: I talking to my mom on the weak prior Whitney
Speaker 1: Whitney Houston had just died. So when I got there,
Speaker 1: it was Whitney's funeral was on the TV. And I
Speaker 1: remember I got to my aunt's asked my Anjoan, and
Speaker 1: we're sitting there watching the funeral. I'm like, well, I
Speaker 1: was not on this bus for twenty seven hours to
Speaker 1: be sitting here, you know, but to this funeral, I said,
Speaker 1: I need to go see my mama. So I had
Speaker 1: my aunt take me now my mom. You know, cancer
Speaker 1: take people out, but oftentimes it's the treatment. So she's
Speaker 1: taking her chemo and so they had put her in
Speaker 1: a they called we referred to as a rehab center,
Speaker 1: but it was a nursing home, so everybody that was older.
Speaker 1: But it was more so that she can get her strength,
Speaker 1: get her mobility up, you know, so that she can
Speaker 1: endure the next round chemo and hopes to uh combat
Speaker 1: the stage for a breast cancer that she has. Now,
Speaker 1: if you're unfamiliar or stage for a breast cancer or
Speaker 1: stage for a cancer overall, that's when it metastasized, meaning
Speaker 1: that it's now spreading all over the body. Now four
Speaker 1: years prior to that, I had just moved out to
Speaker 1: New York and my mom was moving me in and
Speaker 1: this is when we discovered I guess the cancer was back.
Speaker 1: She got off the bed and there was a crack.
Speaker 1: It was like a chalk like and she hollered ah,
Speaker 1: And I was like, mom, a you okay, We're im
Speaker 1: meetingly with the hospital. They said the bone was dense.
Speaker 1: After further testing, they found out that she had cancer
Speaker 1: in the bone. We had to uh or they had
Speaker 1: to put a rod in her fever. Your femer is
Speaker 1: the longest and strongest bone in the body. The fever
Speaker 1: is located between the hip and the knee bone. So
Speaker 1: I told my aunt, I said, I need to go
Speaker 1: see my mom. I go see my mom in my mind.
Speaker 1: You know, if you follow me and are aware, not
Speaker 1: the things that I've accomplished, m hm, you know the
Speaker 1: things that I've done, it's because of Jennie Hill. Everything
Speaker 1: I am just because of my mama. They kind of
Speaker 1: go for it. Don't give up, don't let nobody to
Speaker 1: tell you know. So to see her in the state
Speaker 1: of she couldn't even put a fork to her mouth,
Speaker 1: and I remember I was so angry because I said,
Speaker 1: you ain't trying. When I was with twenty year old
Speaker 1: on was thinking, because why wouldn't somebody put a ford
Speaker 1: to my mouth if they could. I remember her head
Speaker 1: was shaking. She said, don key, you open this pop
Speaker 1: and I look, listen, mine, you can open the pop yourself.
Speaker 1: I remember see her in next fear trying to crack
Speaker 1: the kid. It still didn't register how sick my mother was.
Speaker 1: This is the woman that raised me, that told me
Speaker 1: I can be do anything. And now I was gearing
Speaker 1: up to come back to l A. I remember I
Speaker 1: played for I played the video of her for the
Speaker 1: Black History my special I did with music choice. She
Speaker 1: was proud and I asked her even despite the state,
Speaker 1: you know, as I said, my you know you think
Speaker 1: I should go back to New York or you want
Speaker 1: me to stay here with you? No mind you. When
Speaker 1: I had gotten there, I had left the room. We
Speaker 1: probably wanted to sleep there, but she was in the
Speaker 1: room by herself. It was an empty bed. I slept
Speaker 1: her overnight, and it was one point I was in
Speaker 1: the bed with her because I'm like, I'm gonna be
Speaker 1: here with my mom. But you know what she said
Speaker 1: to me, and this is when I learned about love.
Speaker 1: I think in a different dimension. She said, don already
Speaker 1: lived my life. It's time for you to live yours. Now.
Speaker 1: I probably knew that I wasn't gonna leave anyway, but
Speaker 1: you know, I probably just needed her to tell me
Speaker 1: to stay. So I said, okay, and I was gonna
Speaker 1: stay anyway. But I guess I remember a nurse that
Speaker 1: came in. She said, men, Hill, are you doing okay?
Speaker 1: You need to go to the hospital. I think my
Speaker 1: mom nodded, and the nurse asked because you know, at
Speaker 1: the time I didn't I wasn't aware, but I guess
Speaker 1: you can start to do some labor and breathing where
Speaker 1: It's like my mom started to distribute that now the
Speaker 1: time she could lay flat on her black back because
Speaker 1: I don't know if there was fluid in her lungs,
Speaker 1: but you know, just not being miss mobiles enough, the
Speaker 1: lungs are moving to the capacity. So we ended up
Speaker 1: going to the hospital. Now, my sister, she had just
Speaker 1: had my youngest nephew. She had preclipsed. You. She was
Speaker 1: just recovering her eyesight, you know, dealing with a premature newborn.
Speaker 1: So there's a lot going on. She probably handled a
Speaker 1: lot while I was aware of New York and probably
Speaker 1: my mom going to the doctor. That wasn't anything that
Speaker 1: was bizarre. So we were at the hospital and uh,
Speaker 1: you know, they're asking me to for all the information.
Speaker 1: I'm working on being strong. But what strong? What is that?
Speaker 1: What does that mean? At the time, I guess for me,
Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, I'm not gonna cry, but of
Speaker 1: course I did. I want to say, what's wrong? Down
Speaker 1: What's wrong? I said? You know, I told I said,
Speaker 1: I'm just a little scared. So the doctors and nurses
Speaker 1: asking me the information about my mom, and uh. I
Speaker 1: was down there for the holiday for Christmas, and I
Speaker 1: remember we had to go to the doctor. Then we
Speaker 1: were doing laundry and she was talking her chest and
Speaker 1: I was like, oh my gosh, you you know, we
Speaker 1: didn't know it was like a heart attack or whatever,
Speaker 1: and it was just the kncer and the chest hurting
Speaker 1: the bones. And I remember that time I was able
Speaker 1: to understand or to get a grasp of the pain
Speaker 1: she was in because when we were at the hospital,
Speaker 1: the strongest woman I ever known. Let's calling for her mama.
Speaker 1: Now what I was supposed to do? You my mama?
Speaker 1: Are you asking for your mama time when you wish
Speaker 1: your mama was here? So I had an idea of
Speaker 1: what could this pain could be like? So ware a rule,
Speaker 1: they ask you for the information. So they said, I
Speaker 1: don't know if it was a CT skin or a
Speaker 1: cat skin. I didn't know. That was cold me. The
Speaker 1: last time I was going ting to my mom, you know,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be real with you. I haven't let it
Speaker 1: like plagues on me a lot. But I wondered some
Speaker 1: so I said, well done, Why did you let her
Speaker 1: go into this cast games there to put in a Machiney?
Speaker 1: She had to lay back. Remember I told you my
Speaker 1: mom would lay back because she said she can breathe.
Speaker 1: And when they took her the machine and they want
Speaker 1: to go get the visit. I remember calling Charlotte, said
Speaker 1: Charlotte need to get up to the hospital. I needed
Speaker 1: you to come up here. I need you to come
Speaker 1: up here. And she made her way. Remember the doctors
Speaker 1: came out, or maybe even before that. I remember hear
Speaker 1: what I was saying, that she's coldy, she's colder, and
Speaker 1: you know all these turns, these machines and all that's
Speaker 1: going on. Well you know what somebody is colding? That
Speaker 1: means you know, flatlining cold tea and like the ring
Speaker 1: me alarm. And I remember that. I remember the doctor's
Speaker 1: coming out. I remember the feeling it was. And uh,
Speaker 1: I don't know if they were called all the way
Speaker 1: or whether or not they were going to resuscitate, because
Speaker 1: we had to make the decision because her bones are
Speaker 1: so fragile, Remember I told you she got off my
Speaker 1: bed in New York and we heard a pop, So
Speaker 1: that lets you know how dense it is. They had
Speaker 1: to put a metal rode in her favor. So when
Speaker 1: we talk about resuscitation, that's pressing on this chest. And
Speaker 1: it was at that point they told us, well, if
Speaker 1: we do the resuscitation, if something were happening again, are
Speaker 1: you okay with that? Because we could break her rib cage.
Speaker 1: Remember this is the same mother I told you that
Speaker 1: when I was down there in December, she was crying
Speaker 1: out for her mother because her chest was hurting so bad.
Speaker 1: But luckily, you know, we were able to to uh,
Speaker 1: to get some sort of pulse. Now the same my
Speaker 1: mother never came to I can't say that, but I
Speaker 1: never audibly heard from her after that moment. And I
Speaker 1: we were sitting on the machines. We had kept her
Speaker 1: in there about a week, and you know, of the
Speaker 1: entire week, I never left the hospital. Might have went
Speaker 1: to the parking left, But my thing was, I was like,
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna leave mamma, because my mama wouldn't leave me.
Speaker 1: It was truly a nightmare. I wanted to run. There
Speaker 1: was nowhere to go. I want to hide, but there
Speaker 1: was no one to go. I wanted to yal, but
Speaker 1: really nobody care me. I woke up every morning. I
Speaker 1: slept in that room, but the family and friends could
Speaker 1: be and I would go every morning talk to my mama,
Speaker 1: just sit with her. I went on't to share a
Speaker 1: lot of things, just tell her how much I loved her.
Speaker 1: But my Uncle's like, you know, just never really I'm
Speaker 1: not really liking them, just just the things that happened
Speaker 1: in the past. And you know, I tell her some money.
Speaker 1: You know, I forgive that. I forgive him because that
Speaker 1: was so that I carried for a while. You know,
Speaker 1: I was at the point of just sharing all the
Speaker 1: things that I wanted her to come to. And there
Speaker 1: were times where her eyes removed, so I know that
Speaker 1: she could hear me. But can't you imagine the strongest
Speaker 1: person you know to be at a point there's so
Speaker 1: much pain they can't communicate. When I tell you that
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't a geniciill.
Speaker 1: And so I reminded at this point of my life
Speaker 1: where I gotta go so hard because being a dreamer
Speaker 1: and being obedient and what I mean by that be
Speaker 1: obingest my spirit of what God has placed inside of me.
Speaker 1: I could just stay in Detroit. I got big dreams.
Speaker 1: And for me, why I got so hard by dreams
Speaker 1: while you hear me go sorry with by the bed
Speaker 1: because I gotta make some of myself. I gotta make
Speaker 1: something of myself because I can't get that back that
Speaker 1: I decided to go to Howard, that I decided to
Speaker 1: live in New York, the time that I decided to
Speaker 1: be away from my mother. I can't get it back.
Speaker 1: So I gotta make good on my investment on that
Speaker 1: time away. So that's how I'm feeling right now. And
Speaker 1: it's such a challenge because everything he gave had wanted division.
Speaker 1: I think God placed my heart or what I feel
Speaker 1: for my life, it ain't necessarily in front of me
Speaker 1: where I can see you. And that's what I constantly reminded.
Speaker 1: And I have to tell myself, Dart, don't let what
Speaker 1: you see make you forget what God said. You gotta
Speaker 1: keep going. Now. This is my story, my cousins. You know,
Speaker 1: six siblings, five other siblings with mother died and I
Speaker 1: can't compare that, but I can just tell you my
Speaker 1: story and and and and who I am and where
Speaker 1: I am, and why I do what I do, and
Speaker 1: why I have to do it the way that I
Speaker 1: do it. That's where the passion lines would be, because
Speaker 1: I gotta make good. Oh with sh it's hill, put
Speaker 1: it side me, and you know, and what my father said. Now,
Speaker 1: you know, you may not hear me talk much about
Speaker 1: my father because he died when I was three months
Speaker 1: So that relationship or whatever that is, I don't have that.
Speaker 1: But you know he said when I was more, he said,
Speaker 1: I got me a star. I gotta make good on
Speaker 1: this star. And you know the thing it was interesting
Speaker 1: about the star. The best views of the star at night,
Speaker 1: that's where they twinkle and shine. But do we ever
Speaker 1: think about what it's like to be in the midnight
Speaker 1: black sky when you gotta mustard up whatever is inside
Speaker 1: of you and decide to shine. We all got this light,
Speaker 1: we learned the soul when we were a child, this
Speaker 1: little light of mind. I'm going to let it shot.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna shine and I'm gonna do this ship right here.
Speaker 1: I gotta make it happen. I was talking to a mentor,
Speaker 1: so how you doing, you know, being I'm like, oh, hey,
Speaker 1: I'm cool, but you know, we gotta really think when
Speaker 1: people ask how you do, how are you really doing?
Speaker 1: I said, well, just keep it on keep it all,
Speaker 1: you know, keep it on coming and here in my
Speaker 1: podcast and work it out. And I explained to I said,
Speaker 1: you know, I'm not gonna even you know front. You know,
Speaker 1: I can get a little discouraging because you know I'm
Speaker 1: going after for so long, but when it's time, when
Speaker 1: you talk about when it's right, but just what you
Speaker 1: should not do. But I'm humid looking around at your
Speaker 1: peers and other people around our age, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm not a bump And what I mean by that,
Speaker 1: I've always been a by grind, Like that's what I do.
Speaker 1: That's a work ethic. And I have to remind myself.
Speaker 1: And I'm going in for dog Don's dreams and you know,
Speaker 1: perhaps other people what I don't have their story, But
Speaker 1: then two, who's to say that they're going after their
Speaker 1: own thing. You know, I'm not here to do down
Speaker 1: someone else about what it is you do. But it's
Speaker 1: a little different when you're working for somebody else versus
Speaker 1: working for yourself, because you gotta be the the end
Speaker 1: dog be all you gotta have a motivation, you gotta
Speaker 1: have the creativity. You gotta make it happen. I can't
Speaker 1: wait for nobody else to make it happen for me.
Speaker 1: And what that comes a different level of comfort? What
Speaker 1: that comes with a different level of curetee? He says, workout, dog,
Speaker 1: I mean it is working out. First of all, you
Speaker 1: better act like you know, Dawn Day, having that confidence
Speaker 1: what God put aside of me. But he said, it's
Speaker 1: gonna work out. You just one person away, or you know,
Speaker 1: one situation away, he said, because you're putting in that work.
Speaker 1: You're putting in that sweat equity. He said, you work
Speaker 1: your podcast. It's like a full time job. But I'm like, yeah,
Speaker 1: don't let what you see make you forget what God said.
Speaker 1: And so I have to keep going. And I realized
Speaker 1: I can't control the time of the way things happen.
Speaker 1: So I get into space. So what can I control
Speaker 1: with Dawn? And that's the same for you, What can
Speaker 1: you control your environment? For me by loving on myself
Speaker 1: in ConTroll with tord is working out. So that's the no,
Speaker 1: That's the one thing that I know how whatever I
Speaker 1: put in, that's what I'm gonna receive He says, it's
Speaker 1: gonna happen. He said, you know when you decided to
Speaker 1: leave from New York to go to l A is
Speaker 1: that I wasn't worried. I knew that you're a hard worker.
Speaker 1: And I look up, I'm like, alright, God, what is
Speaker 1: it gonna happen? And I even say to myself, like
Speaker 1: why it's all of this pressure? And I say pressure,
Speaker 1: Why do I feel all of this wait for this
Speaker 1: great a ship? You know? Because some people just go
Speaker 1: ahead and they live their life and they do their
Speaker 1: think if they want to do it. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: how why do you put all this on me? Why
Speaker 1: do I have this dream so big that I just
Speaker 1: got to do it? But I know that I won't
Speaker 1: feel completely now. No, damn well, my mother's death will
Speaker 1: not be in vain at least what I say to
Speaker 1: me as far as being around her, and and and
Speaker 1: I have a time that I can't get back. But
Speaker 1: what I think about little Donor three and a half
Speaker 1: years so would have to worry about a story before
Speaker 1: being I always said it. I knew what was gonna
Speaker 1: be a star, But I didn't just say I'm gonna
Speaker 1: wake up and I want to be in front of
Speaker 1: the crowd entertained. No, It's always been in me. This
Speaker 1: has been my face, wanting to inspire, wanting to be heard,
Speaker 1: wanting to be a seed, not only just from my doorphins,
Speaker 1: because I know that I have something what I do this,
Speaker 1: I have ability. I have a gift where I enable
Speaker 1: people to feel good. I have this thing where I'm
Speaker 1: around people. I wouldn't they say I inspire them, And
Speaker 1: I love that for me and I love that for them.
Speaker 1: So I've always said this way to what I feel like,
Speaker 1: why couldn't I be okay? We'll just get the typical
Speaker 1: nime to find and work it. It will never be
Speaker 1: okay for me. So I've been this hole in place,
Speaker 1: this transition place, this place that we call the dash,
Speaker 1: until I manifest off my dreams because I tell you
Speaker 1: I would be bigging it oper I am. And that's
Speaker 1: why I gotta act like I know. You know. I
Speaker 1: was talking about that on the Quick Dose previously. You
Speaker 1: gotta act like you know because when you act like
Speaker 1: you know, you walk as if you already are hey
Speaker 1: catch it. And when you act in such a matter,
Speaker 1: you yield certain results. And just as I say, don
Speaker 1: don't let what see make you forgive what God said
Speaker 1: you can't you feel if you don't quit, you can't.
Speaker 1: That is formula. So I'm mis stick to the formula,
Speaker 1: and I hope you will too. And whatever I aspect
Speaker 1: of your life. I don't know what motivates you would
Speaker 1: inspire you to keep going, but I just want you
Speaker 1: to remind yourself this. If you ever feel like giving up,
Speaker 1: if you don't feel like you're worthy, if you're too scared,
Speaker 1: you gotta know that you're gonna die one day. And
Speaker 1: that does not mean to sound born it. I just
Speaker 1: want to hope and ensure that you live while you're
Speaker 1: still alive. In fact, I think when my mother died,
Speaker 1: that's what gave me the gump. Should have just keep moving,
Speaker 1: keep going out and taking a chance, because I said, well, hell,
Speaker 1: the worst thing that could ever happen to me has happened,
Speaker 1: So throwing at me it reminds me of that song
Speaker 1: see you by seeing bulletproof, nothing to lose, fire Away,
Speaker 1: fire Away. That's perhaps that confidence that I'm meditating on.
Speaker 1: I'm on my solar plexus chakra. It's a lot about
Speaker 1: affirmative about who you are what you can do with
Speaker 1: what you want to achieve. But it's a no wik
Speaker 1: In fact here recently, I was helping a friend. We
Speaker 1: were filing for a pilot for her pilot for TV show.
Speaker 1: I said, it's gonna be a multi she'd say to
Speaker 1: TV shart movie's gonna be a multi million dollar project.
Speaker 1: That's what I claim over her. So were if they're
Speaker 1: feeling like, if you don't me, I'm a prankster. And
Speaker 1: uh A told truck was coming down the street we
Speaker 1: were filming at my place. I said, oh my gosh,
Speaker 1: they're about to tow your car. There was such an
Speaker 1: ease A boy hers she said what she said. I
Speaker 1: checked the party. There was no panic. It wasn't like
Speaker 1: she had some unpaid parking tickets, it wasn't like her
Speaker 1: tax were expired. There was nothing. So for her, the
Speaker 1: worried nous had ceased. And perhaps with us we worry
Speaker 1: because of what could go wrong. But what about the
Speaker 1: confidence of what's quite to be right? What about the
Speaker 1: confidence of what you feel and who you say that
Speaker 1: you are. And that's what I mean, Act like you know,
Speaker 1: act like you know with this vision, whether you say God,
Speaker 1: whether this energy, whatever this feeling has put inside you
Speaker 1: to be more, to do more, to see more. It's
Speaker 1: true because if you go to the scripture of faith
Speaker 1: without works is dead. Hey, we even know if you
Speaker 1: work out, if you don't put any working, and you
Speaker 1: can't expect anything, any output of things to work out.
Speaker 1: So that's how I've been doing. And that's the check in.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be all right. I just it has some
Speaker 1: e motions to feel, you know, and I wanted to
Speaker 1: share and be transparent with that. If you ever had
Speaker 1: the world that like, nor why you do, how you
Speaker 1: do what you do, well, that's genesee. When you see her,
Speaker 1: you see me, when you see me, best believe you
Speaker 1: see her. Yeah, I'm gonna do it for Mopa as
Speaker 1: clear as day, see myself, di for the masses, and
Speaker 1: these people they holler, they're so excited, and I'm speaking
Speaker 1: life over them, affirmingause what you can do if you believe,
Speaker 1: affirming that it feels good to feel good and to
Speaker 1: live life or a purpose and for a purpose, to
Speaker 1: not give a damn about what people say. And I'm
Speaker 1: working on that myself. It's something about this judgment of
Speaker 1: how we let things get it away. But remind yourself.
Speaker 1: You know you're going down one day, so hell, you
Speaker 1: better live the way you want to live, how you
Speaker 1: want to live, with whomever you want to live. Do
Speaker 1: what it is you need to do so you can
Speaker 1: live because you're gonna die one day, and right now
Speaker 1: is the best time to live, because the only thing
Speaker 1: that's certain is right down. So what you gonna do,
Speaker 1: who you're doing it for? Why are you doing it?
Speaker 1: Because I'm a head yacht, my multi million dollar points
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Speaker 1: the peace, the joy, It's gonna be all worth it is.
Speaker 1: It was a firm ten years ago. This buns, but
Speaker 1: I saw my baba take her last breath. A bulletproof,
Speaker 1: nothing to lose. Fire Away, fire away. Thank you so
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