WEBVTT - 5 People I Would Never Have On My Podcast

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<v Speaker 1>You're listening to joj justsa now with me Jojo Seua

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<v Speaker 1>an iHeartRadio podcast. Welcome back to JoJo's Now we're about

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<v Speaker 1>to get messy. I uh, recently, not recently. Honestly, at

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<v Speaker 1>this point, it's pretty old. Not gonna lie. Went viral

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<v Speaker 1>for us saying quote at the iHeartRadio Music Awards, I

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<v Speaker 1>was asked who my dream guests on my podcast would be,

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<v Speaker 1>and I, honestly, in the spur of the moment, said

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<v Speaker 1>one of my exes. And I said, let's spice it

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<v Speaker 1>up a bit. And truly that would spice it up

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<v Speaker 1>a bit for sure. And I was like, you know what,

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<v Speaker 1>why don't we Why don't we reverse this topic. Why

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<v Speaker 1>don't we talk about people that I will not have

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<v Speaker 1>on this podcast? Because there is a list of people

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<v Speaker 1>that I do want to have on this podcast, but

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<v Speaker 1>I can't. And there are a list of people that

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<v Speaker 1>even if they ever tried to Oh my god, fuck me,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm adding one to this list right now. We're doing

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<v Speaker 1>six because I just thought of somebody as I was

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<v Speaker 1>speaking about this, and huh oh, it's kinda get mad.

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<v Speaker 1>I love this platform that I have to just speak freely,

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<v Speaker 1>ramp my mind off, yap my little heart out, and

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<v Speaker 1>just tell you how it is and be straight up

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<v Speaker 1>with you, and also call out people for their bullshit.

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<v Speaker 1>I love doing that. I know that this is gonna

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<v Speaker 1>get messing online, especially because of the person that I

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<v Speaker 1>just added. But the thing is is, like, I don't

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<v Speaker 1>believe in being a dick for views. I know it

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<v Speaker 1>might seem like that, but the only time I will

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<v Speaker 1>be a dick online is if somebody's a dick first,

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<v Speaker 1>like I don't. I don't fuck with that. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>mess with people using others for views, using others for

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<v Speaker 1>cloud It's not cool, it's not nice, it's not funny.

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<v Speaker 1>But if you try it, and you try it with me,

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<v Speaker 1>game on, if you open that door, I will walk

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<v Speaker 1>through it. I will play ball, but I will never

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<v Speaker 1>lose a game of ball. I will always win a

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<v Speaker 1>game of ball because I will only play if I

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<v Speaker 1>have a reason to. You know what I mean? Anyways,

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<v Speaker 1>not the point point is five people that I will

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<v Speaker 1>not be having on Joe's You and now ever. Number

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<v Speaker 1>one on that list Candice Owens. I think it's pretty

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<v Speaker 1>self explanatory. Her and I do not fuck with each other.

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<v Speaker 1>Miss girl came out got this. Honestly, this must be

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<v Speaker 1>must be like two years ago at this point. Maybe

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<v Speaker 1>it's a year ago. I don't know. She came out

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<v Speaker 1>and had a lot to say when I first came out. Right,

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<v Speaker 1>she's she's just she's not a fan. That's and that's fine.

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<v Speaker 1>Like do your thing, babe. I don't need you to

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<v Speaker 1>be a fan. I don't. I don't care, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, Like, it is what it is like

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<v Speaker 1>you're not into the gay community, and that's fine. But

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<v Speaker 1>what got me is homegirl thought that I was faking

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<v Speaker 1>being a lesbian. And I said, miss ma'am, are you

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<v Speaker 1>faking being straight? Because what the fuck are you talking about?

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<v Speaker 1>How do you know my sexual orientation? Why are you

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<v Speaker 1>talking about? Why are you thinking? Now? Mind you? At

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<v Speaker 1>this time, I am maybe nineteen, maybe I'm pretty sure

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<v Speaker 1>I was eighteen, but let's just say I was nineteen

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<v Speaker 1>for shits and giggles. Why are you thinking? Hold on,

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<v Speaker 1>let's google Candice owen Age. Candice owens Age, Oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, why are you okay? Actually she's kind of young.

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<v Speaker 1>Why are you, as a thirty five year old woman,

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<v Speaker 1>thinking about a nineteen year old sexuality and saying that

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<v Speaker 1>their sexual orientation is not not them. Who the fuck

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<v Speaker 1>are you to say that? Who are you to claim

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<v Speaker 1>that you're not claim that about anybody? Now? My thing

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<v Speaker 1>is is let people live right. But if somebody is

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<v Speaker 1>going to come after me, going to come after my people,

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<v Speaker 1>going to attack, absolutely not that. I will always stand

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<v Speaker 1>up for myself. I will always stand up for the

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<v Speaker 1>people that I love and care about. I'll stand up

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<v Speaker 1>for the people that I love and care about more

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<v Speaker 1>than I will stand up for myself, like people can

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<v Speaker 1>say it about me. But the thing Candace is she

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't going after me. She was going after a whole

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<v Speaker 1>community of people. And that's not okay. I will go

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<v Speaker 1>to fucking bat at all times for my people, and uh,

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<v Speaker 1>the LGBTQ community is absolutely my people, absolutely my family,

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<v Speaker 1>and I will oh always fight for them. Of course

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<v Speaker 1>I would be a fool not too. But mind you,

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<v Speaker 1>at this point, I literally have a girlfriend. I'm also

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<v Speaker 1>just a baby gay. Now I have this homegirl, thirty

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<v Speaker 1>five year ol putting this shit out there, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>I remember back in the day being like, how do

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<v Speaker 1>I even engage with this? How do I even respond

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<v Speaker 1>to that? I I don't know, I don't know. Beats me.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not into it. I said some shit back to her.

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<v Speaker 1>I made a great pride at it, put it out there.

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<v Speaker 1>She's tried some more things. She's tried to message me.

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<v Speaker 1>She tried to talk to me. I'm like, na, bitch, no,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not happening. I don't. I don't. I don't have

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<v Speaker 1>time to deal with not nice people or people who

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<v Speaker 1>aren't kind to everybody, and people who start shit, you

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<v Speaker 1>know what I mean, Like if you started, I'll finish it.

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't mess with people who started, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean, Like, I'll finish it and then I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be done with you. Anyways, speaking of not starting shit,

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<v Speaker 1>second on our list is miss Candace Cameron. Now, the

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<v Speaker 1>thing with Kandace ca and is her and I have

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<v Speaker 1>had very very public beef. This. I did this. I

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<v Speaker 1>started on accident. I really did. It really was an accident.

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<v Speaker 1>I did not mean for it to go as viral

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<v Speaker 1>as it was. If you go back into history, you

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<v Speaker 1>can look I posted a TikTok that was like this celebrity,

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<v Speaker 1>that celebrity, this celebrity, that celebrity. It was like, who

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<v Speaker 1>is the nicest celebrity Boom. Who is the meanest celebrity? Boom?

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<v Speaker 1>Who is your favorite celebrity? Boom? Who's someone you want

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<v Speaker 1>to marry? Boom? Who's somebody you don't like? Boom? And

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<v Speaker 1>so like you flash the phone and show this person right.

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<v Speaker 1>One of the things was who is the rudest celebrity

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<v Speaker 1>you've ever met? And to me, personally, the rude celebrity

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<v Speaker 1>that I had ever met was Kennu Scameron. She wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>nice to me when I met her. That doesn't mean

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<v Speaker 1>she's an awful rude person. That just means that she

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<v Speaker 1>was the rudest that I ever met. That was whatever

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<v Speaker 1>flashed a quick thought, no one was gonna ever see it,

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<v Speaker 1>like honestly linking back, like I shouldn't even have put

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<v Speaker 1>the picture of her, like we had no real beef,

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<v Speaker 1>Like she just wasn't nice to me as a kid,

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's literally fine, But I did, and it blew up.

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't expecting that part of the video to blow up.

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<v Speaker 1>I threw I met to throw shade at a company

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<v Speaker 1>and that did me dirty, and I thought that was

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<v Speaker 1>what was gonna like take, But unfortunately it took the

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<v Speaker 1>candas route, and I did feel bad because we do

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<v Speaker 1>have some mutual friends. And I was like, yeah, this

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<v Speaker 1>is kind of fucked. But then I found out some

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<v Speaker 1>things about Candace that I was like, wait this, this

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<v Speaker 1>actually is pretty valid. And I I found out some

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<v Speaker 1>some shady things that she has done and some shady

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<v Speaker 1>organizations that she has worked with, and I, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I again, it goes back to wanting to stand up

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<v Speaker 1>for my people, but not wanting to create drama that

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't necessarily need to be there. But anyways, and Kandace

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<v Speaker 1>and I talked about it. She was honestly pretty sweet

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<v Speaker 1>to me about it. We talked publicly about it as well.

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<v Speaker 1>She posted I commented like cause it was it was bad.

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<v Speaker 1>My people were going after her, her people were going

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<v Speaker 1>after me. Like it was bad. No one needed this.

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<v Speaker 1>It was dramatic. Internet was bored. It was twenty twenty COVID,

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<v Speaker 1>like everyone had nothing to do, so they were playing

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<v Speaker 1>Jo JOSII versus Candae camera like that's psycho. Anyways, and

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<v Speaker 1>then something happened where she after that and like you know,

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<v Speaker 1>she tried to give me reassurance on how she supports

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<v Speaker 1>the LGBTQ community and fine, and after that she came

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<v Speaker 1>out with a statement that was like she wants traditional

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<v Speaker 1>marriage only to be in her movies, and she essentially

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<v Speaker 1>was saying that traditional American marriage is not LGBTQ marriage. Now,

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<v Speaker 1>the thing is, it's fine to call it's totally fine

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<v Speaker 1>to make a movie about straight marriage, like that's very normal.

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<v Speaker 1>That is a very normal thing. But where it wasn't

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<v Speaker 1>very okay what she said it was because she was

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<v Speaker 1>basically calling gay marriage not traditional, and gay marriage weird,

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<v Speaker 1>and gay marriage she didn't want to publicize that. She

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<v Speaker 1>was specifically avoiding that, and now whether she meant to

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<v Speaker 1>do that or not, she still did it, and it's

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<v Speaker 1>still stunning the community. Of course, you know, we're doing

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<v Speaker 1>all this work to be more visible and to be

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<v Speaker 1>more out there for kids that are in the next

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<v Speaker 1>generation to feel more normal, and it's hard when you

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<v Speaker 1>have a person with a big platform that like just

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<v Speaker 1>says shit like that and so puts a TikTok that.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, you're the the Grench, And I honestly

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<v Speaker 1>like that was me being like stupid and messy in

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<v Speaker 1>eighteen like what I would let me live my life.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, that honestly, like no real shade anymore to Cameron,

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<v Speaker 1>I just wouldn't have around my podcasts, you know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean? But I we just we just don't walk

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<v Speaker 1>on the sames on the road. That's fine. If I

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<v Speaker 1>saw her, I would just not say hi, you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean. Where There's a lot of people that

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<v Speaker 1>I would say hi to. Anyways, all Right, we're gonna

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<v Speaker 1>churn a little bit. We're gonna go down more positive

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<v Speaker 1>rout because I've been way too toxic for a second.

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<v Speaker 1>Somebody that I would love to have on my podcast

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<v Speaker 1>but I couldn't is mister Freddy Mercury. I love this

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<v Speaker 1>man with all of my heart. Freddy Mercury is the

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<v Speaker 1>reason why I do what I do today. I am

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<v Speaker 1>so inspired beyond by him. He is one of the

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<v Speaker 1>most legendary performers I think that has ever existed. But

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<v Speaker 1>unfortunately Freddy passed away way too early and I will

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<v Speaker 1>never be able to have him on my podcast. But

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<v Speaker 1>I do. I do pull so much inspiration from Freddie,

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<v Speaker 1>and I feel like if he was alive, he would

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<v Speaker 1>even be like you're a fucking whack job, or we

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<v Speaker 1>would be best friends and like, let me have my fantasy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna believe that we'd be best friends. He for

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<v Speaker 1>sued with think I'm a whack job, But honestly, Freddy's

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<v Speaker 1>a nice dude. I don't think you would. I think

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<v Speaker 1>I think would be very kind. He he just it's

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<v Speaker 1>it's crazy how we didn't walk the Earth at the

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<v Speaker 1>same time. Right, He died very early, but he somehow

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<v Speaker 1>has such an impact on Earth now to this day,

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<v Speaker 1>and he has such an impact on me personally, which

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<v Speaker 1>is mind boggling that somebody that you have no connection to,

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<v Speaker 1>no relation to, is so massive in your life. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>never forget this day. I got to have a sit

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<v Speaker 1>down and hang out with Elton John, which how is

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<v Speaker 1>that a sentence? Like, how can I say? That? Beats me?

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<v Speaker 1>But I did, and we talked about Freddie because Freddie

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<v Speaker 1>and Elton were very close, they were very good friends.

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<v Speaker 1>And talked with him about Freddie, and uh, it just

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<v Speaker 1>it was so surreal to hear his stories because obviously

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<v Speaker 1>I love Elton John as well, but Freddie, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>truly is like my number one and so I I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that it was just mind blowing to sit

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<v Speaker 1>there and be like this is real stories, like you

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<v Speaker 1>were really his friend? You really know what happened fast

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<v Speaker 1>is a fucking nating fascinating. Oh it was amazing. All right,

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<v Speaker 1>let me go toxic one more time. Tricia paids. Look

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<v Speaker 1>look here, uh this this is tough for me. This

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<v Speaker 1>is tough for me because me and Tricia were friends.

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<v Speaker 1>Did we go to dinner together? No, if we saw

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<v Speaker 1>each other at an event where we friends and where

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<v Speaker 1>we say hi and where we talk for a second

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<v Speaker 1>catch up and say I miss you, yes we would,

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<v Speaker 1>and we did videos together when I was a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>And what's so interesting is she Tricia has a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of shit to say about me nowadays. And that's fine.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of people have a lot of shit to

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<v Speaker 1>say about me nowadays. But what hurts my heart is

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of people who were friends with me when

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<v Speaker 1>I was a kid are friends with me now. And

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<v Speaker 1>that tells me that they weren't friends with me because

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<v Speaker 1>they were using me. Because as a kid I did

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<v Speaker 1>bring a lot of views. I brought a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>views to a lot of people's videos, my own, but

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<v Speaker 1>also if somebody did a video with me, it brought

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of views to their videos. And that's not

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<v Speaker 1>me flexing, that's not me saying. It's it's literally like

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<v Speaker 1>the number fact. And what breaks my heart not for

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<v Speaker 1>me as a ninth as a twenty one year old,

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, I just said him, fucking nineteen, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>you are twenty one. Literally find it well, it breaks

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<v Speaker 1>my heart, not as a twenty one year old, but

0:11:35.800 --> 0:11:38.040
<v Speaker 1>it breaks my heart for that fourteen year old that

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<v Speaker 1>did videos with Trish. Thought Trish actually liked her, Like

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<v Speaker 1>thought Trish, Like I don't know, like I knew me

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<v Speaker 1>and Trish weren't like gonna be besties, but I did

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<v Speaker 1>like crazy YouTuber and I did think she was really cool,

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<v Speaker 1>and so when we did videos together, like I thought

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<v Speaker 1>it was really fun. Like I thought she was in

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<v Speaker 1>it for genuine reasons because a lot of YouTubers were

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<v Speaker 1>everyone I'm still friends with to this day and like

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<v Speaker 1>still very close with, so that we hang out at

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<v Speaker 1>parties like they're literally my people. But Tricia is the

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<v Speaker 1>only one that has traded for some reason. And I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>she has her valid reasons, I guess, but I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just very confusing to me because she does have

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<v Speaker 1>her valid reasons, but I don't think she realizes you

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<v Speaker 1>know what, say what you want, But then why the

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<v Speaker 1>fuck were you friends with me? At fourteen? You were

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<v Speaker 1>an asshole and you were using me. And now that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm twenty one, I can see that. You know what

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<v Speaker 1>I mean? What is with me and not knowing my

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<v Speaker 1>age today let me find it? But now being twenty one,

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<v Speaker 1>I look back at that and I'm like, Okay, all right,

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<v Speaker 1>I see what she was doing there, and that's fine,

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<v Speaker 1>like totally fine. But like, ow, you dressed up as me,

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<v Speaker 1>you put your hand inside ponies elmbo, you wore a

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<v Speaker 1>rainbow two two, you wore my hoodie, And now I

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<v Speaker 1>know you were not doing that to be like fun

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<v Speaker 1>and have fun and like make a video. You were

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<v Speaker 1>doing that to make fun of me, you asshole. Like

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<v Speaker 1>I was a fourteen year old kid. Find it? Can it?

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<v Speaker 1>Don't do that? That's not cool. What if someone did

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<v Speaker 1>that to your kid, you wouldn't like that. You wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>be cool with that. And so I yeah, seeing her

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<v Speaker 1>stuff on the internet, anytime she talks about me, I'm like, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>just shut the fuck up, get your views somehow else,

0:13:08.840 --> 0:13:10.920
<v Speaker 1>Like you're literally trical paid is You're a fucking icon.

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<v Speaker 1>You are an icon. You have created some of the

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<v Speaker 1>most viral videos out there come up with something else,

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<v Speaker 1>like anything else. But hey, it's fine. She's gonna do

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<v Speaker 1>what she's gonna do. She's gonna talk the way she

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<v Speaker 1>wants to talk, and that is just that. I got

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<v Speaker 1>two more for you. Again, this is gott is silly.

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<v Speaker 1>First one that I'm gonna say is a lover. So

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<v Speaker 1>the first one is anybody that I would start a

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<v Speaker 1>relationship with now, or start talking to or start dating.

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<v Speaker 1>I would like to keep very private from the world

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<v Speaker 1>because I do have such a public life, and everything

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<v Speaker 1>about my life is so public and so out there

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<v Speaker 1>and so exploited that I've learned a relationship for me

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<v Speaker 1>is actually better in private. And I've believe it or not,

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<v Speaker 1>kept some private y'all don't know about them, but I've

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<v Speaker 1>done it, and uh sothea I'm very proud of because

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<v Speaker 1>it's my life is very hard and the public eye

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<v Speaker 1>is very hard, and still bringing somebody else into it

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<v Speaker 1>is very hard. And one of the hardest things is like,

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<v Speaker 1>no PDA is crazy, like how can we go on

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<v Speaker 1>a date? How can we go you know, to dinner?

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<v Speaker 1>Like it's very very difficult, but it is worth it.

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<v Speaker 1>And so one thing that I would never do is

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<v Speaker 1>have a lover on a podcast with me, have a

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<v Speaker 1>lover on a TV show with me, Like I would

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<v Speaker 1>just keep that side of my life completely removed, especially too,

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<v Speaker 1>because I want somebody who is dating me for the

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<v Speaker 1>right reasons, you know what I mean? And uh, I

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<v Speaker 1>think that's a very important thing to protect my piece.

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<v Speaker 1>And so yeah, any future lovers out there, I love ya.

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<v Speaker 1>You were staying off this. You were staying off all

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<v Speaker 1>of my things unless there was like like if we're

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<v Speaker 1>married and we have children and like we know we're

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<v Speaker 1>good for forever, like different story, but get a little date. Nope. Anyways, one,

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<v Speaker 1>this is the one that everyone's been waiting for. Dream

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<v Speaker 1>guests on my podcast. I can't even fucking recreate the

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<v Speaker 1>way that I said that. Oh, dream guests on my podcast.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's let's spice things up a little bit. Probably one

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<v Speaker 1>of my exes. Honestly, that's when my vocals were for

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't know it, but I had mono during that,

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<v Speaker 1>so my vocal cords were shredded to flames, so my

0:15:23.000 --> 0:15:26.240
<v Speaker 1>voice was extra raspy. But yeah, no dream guests on

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<v Speaker 1>my podcast. One of my exes. I would only have

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<v Speaker 1>one of my exes on my podcast. People might think

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<v Speaker 1>that's like contradicting what I just said about lovers, but

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<v Speaker 1>this would be past lovers. Our relationship was already public,

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<v Speaker 1>like it is what it is, no going back in time.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of my exes I would not have on

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<v Speaker 1>this podcast, but there is one that I would. I

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<v Speaker 1>think our bands is funny. I think people would like it.

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<v Speaker 1>We're still friends of the day, we still talk. We

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<v Speaker 1>talked probably once a week. Like it's good, it's healthy,

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<v Speaker 1>it's happy, And honestly, one of the things that makes

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<v Speaker 1>me so happy is that because this relationship was my

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<v Speaker 1>most because this relationship was like my most I guess

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<v Speaker 1>valued in a way, and like the one that I

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<v Speaker 1>I like was the I okay, okay, okay, this is

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<v Speaker 1>the right way to but it was the realist She

0:16:11.880 --> 0:16:13.880
<v Speaker 1>wasn't it for the realist reasons. I wasn't it for

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<v Speaker 1>the realist reasons, Like it was very very real. That

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<v Speaker 1>is why I cherish that that is the one that

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<v Speaker 1>I have a very healthy relationship with because I think that,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I I saw this thing that's like people

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<v Speaker 1>disappear out of your life, not because they care about you,

0:16:28.920 --> 0:16:31.360
<v Speaker 1>they care they disappear because they don't need you anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't need to use you anymore. And so for me,

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<v Speaker 1>that makes me very happy that she never disappeared out

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<v Speaker 1>of my life. Okay, okay, we both disappeared because we

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<v Speaker 1>needed to to heal and to take our time into like,

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<v Speaker 1>but we always have been there for each other, and

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<v Speaker 1>if either of us calls, we will always answer, we

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<v Speaker 1>will always reply like it's very it's very mutual. We

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<v Speaker 1>have a very good relationship now, which I'm very very

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<v Speaker 1>grateful for. And it just feels like even though it

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<v Speaker 1>ended like we did something right and there was something

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<v Speaker 1>good and it's a good it's all good, happy fun memories. See.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I would have her on my podcast. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I would have my ex boyfriends on my podcast. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so fuso lutely in a heartbeat like I. They also

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<v Speaker 1>didn't have any strings at touch, like, no feelings at least,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think. So Yeah, that's that's basically my rundown

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<v Speaker 1>of who is not going to have a time to

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<v Speaker 1>shine on this podcast? I I I I will stand

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<v Speaker 1>by all these It's it's tough when I'm gonna put

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<v Speaker 1>myself out there like this on the Internet, and I

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<v Speaker 1>know people are gonna have shit to say about this one,

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<v Speaker 1>but look, I didn't start any of these battles. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>happily finish them, but I don't. I don't. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>fucking care anymore. It's like, no matter what I do

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<v Speaker 1>or what I say, people are gonna shit on, people

0:17:44.720 --> 0:17:45.960
<v Speaker 1>are gonna be asked this about. And so it's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what, I'm as well, give the people what

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<v Speaker 1>Laxi drama queen. You ain't gonna find my social Security number.

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