1 00:00:01,360 --> 00:00:05,000 Speaker 1: You're listening to joj justsa now with me Jojo Seua 2 00:00:05,160 --> 00:00:10,120 Speaker 1: an iHeartRadio podcast. Welcome back to JoJo's Now we're about 3 00:00:10,119 --> 00:00:14,400 Speaker 1: to get messy. I uh, recently, not recently. Honestly, at 4 00:00:14,400 --> 00:00:17,200 Speaker 1: this point, it's pretty old. Not gonna lie. Went viral 5 00:00:17,360 --> 00:00:22,040 Speaker 1: for us saying quote at the iHeartRadio Music Awards, I 6 00:00:22,160 --> 00:00:24,239 Speaker 1: was asked who my dream guests on my podcast would be, 7 00:00:24,360 --> 00:00:26,960 Speaker 1: and I, honestly, in the spur of the moment, said 8 00:00:27,120 --> 00:00:29,920 Speaker 1: one of my exes. And I said, let's spice it 9 00:00:30,000 --> 00:00:32,360 Speaker 1: up a bit. And truly that would spice it up 10 00:00:32,360 --> 00:00:35,639 Speaker 1: a bit for sure. And I was like, you know what, 11 00:00:36,159 --> 00:00:38,879 Speaker 1: why don't we Why don't we reverse this topic. Why 12 00:00:38,960 --> 00:00:41,159 Speaker 1: don't we talk about people that I will not have 13 00:00:41,240 --> 00:00:43,440 Speaker 1: on this podcast? Because there is a list of people 14 00:00:43,880 --> 00:00:46,120 Speaker 1: that I do want to have on this podcast, but 15 00:00:46,240 --> 00:00:48,199 Speaker 1: I can't. And there are a list of people that 16 00:00:48,320 --> 00:00:50,920 Speaker 1: even if they ever tried to Oh my god, fuck me, 17 00:00:51,000 --> 00:00:52,880 Speaker 1: I'm adding one to this list right now. We're doing 18 00:00:52,880 --> 00:00:55,080 Speaker 1: six because I just thought of somebody as I was 19 00:00:55,080 --> 00:00:59,720 Speaker 1: speaking about this, and huh oh, it's kinda get mad. 20 00:01:00,480 --> 00:01:04,320 Speaker 1: I love this platform that I have to just speak freely, 21 00:01:04,640 --> 00:01:07,440 Speaker 1: ramp my mind off, yap my little heart out, and 22 00:01:07,640 --> 00:01:09,840 Speaker 1: just tell you how it is and be straight up 23 00:01:09,880 --> 00:01:13,440 Speaker 1: with you, and also call out people for their bullshit. 24 00:01:13,640 --> 00:01:15,680 Speaker 1: I love doing that. I know that this is gonna 25 00:01:15,680 --> 00:01:17,600 Speaker 1: get messing online, especially because of the person that I 26 00:01:17,840 --> 00:01:21,720 Speaker 1: just added. But the thing is is, like, I don't 27 00:01:21,720 --> 00:01:23,800 Speaker 1: believe in being a dick for views. I know it 28 00:01:23,880 --> 00:01:25,840 Speaker 1: might seem like that, but the only time I will 29 00:01:25,880 --> 00:01:28,119 Speaker 1: be a dick online is if somebody's a dick first, 30 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:30,520 Speaker 1: like I don't. I don't fuck with that. I don't 31 00:01:30,560 --> 00:01:32,880 Speaker 1: mess with people using others for views, using others for 32 00:01:32,920 --> 00:01:35,000 Speaker 1: cloud It's not cool, it's not nice, it's not funny. 33 00:01:35,200 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 1: But if you try it, and you try it with me, 34 00:01:37,160 --> 00:01:39,440 Speaker 1: game on, if you open that door, I will walk 35 00:01:39,520 --> 00:01:42,880 Speaker 1: through it. I will play ball, but I will never 36 00:01:42,920 --> 00:01:44,200 Speaker 1: lose a game of ball. I will always win a 37 00:01:44,200 --> 00:01:46,560 Speaker 1: game of ball because I will only play if I 38 00:01:46,560 --> 00:01:48,520 Speaker 1: have a reason to. You know what I mean? Anyways, 39 00:01:48,840 --> 00:01:51,600 Speaker 1: not the point point is five people that I will 40 00:01:51,680 --> 00:01:54,400 Speaker 1: not be having on Joe's You and now ever. Number 41 00:01:54,440 --> 00:01:56,760 Speaker 1: one on that list Candice Owens. I think it's pretty 42 00:01:56,760 --> 00:01:59,560 Speaker 1: self explanatory. Her and I do not fuck with each other. 43 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:04,960 Speaker 1: Miss girl came out got this. Honestly, this must be 44 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:08,680 Speaker 1: must be like two years ago at this point. Maybe 45 00:02:08,720 --> 00:02:11,240 Speaker 1: it's a year ago. I don't know. She came out 46 00:02:11,280 --> 00:02:13,480 Speaker 1: and had a lot to say when I first came out. Right, 47 00:02:13,520 --> 00:02:16,600 Speaker 1: she's she's just she's not a fan. That's and that's fine. 48 00:02:16,680 --> 00:02:18,400 Speaker 1: Like do your thing, babe. I don't need you to 49 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:20,880 Speaker 1: be a fan. I don't. I don't care, you know 50 00:02:20,880 --> 00:02:23,120 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like, it is what it is like 51 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:27,600 Speaker 1: you're not into the gay community, and that's fine. But 52 00:02:28,600 --> 00:02:32,440 Speaker 1: what got me is homegirl thought that I was faking 53 00:02:32,520 --> 00:02:36,720 Speaker 1: being a lesbian. And I said, miss ma'am, are you 54 00:02:36,880 --> 00:02:41,720 Speaker 1: faking being straight? Because what the fuck are you talking about? 55 00:02:42,000 --> 00:02:45,600 Speaker 1: How do you know my sexual orientation? Why are you 56 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:50,200 Speaker 1: talking about? Why are you thinking? Now? Mind you? At 57 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:53,120 Speaker 1: this time, I am maybe nineteen, maybe I'm pretty sure 58 00:02:53,160 --> 00:02:54,800 Speaker 1: I was eighteen, but let's just say I was nineteen 59 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:58,600 Speaker 1: for shits and giggles. Why are you thinking? Hold on, 60 00:02:58,720 --> 00:03:06,760 Speaker 1: let's google Candice owen Age. Candice owens Age, Oh yeah, 61 00:03:06,840 --> 00:03:09,239 Speaker 1: all right, why are you okay? Actually she's kind of young. 62 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:11,800 Speaker 1: Why are you, as a thirty five year old woman, 63 00:03:12,240 --> 00:03:16,400 Speaker 1: thinking about a nineteen year old sexuality and saying that 64 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:21,800 Speaker 1: their sexual orientation is not not them. Who the fuck 65 00:03:21,840 --> 00:03:23,560 Speaker 1: are you to say that? Who are you to claim 66 00:03:23,560 --> 00:03:26,519 Speaker 1: that you're not claim that about anybody? Now? My thing 67 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:30,800 Speaker 1: is is let people live right. But if somebody is 68 00:03:30,880 --> 00:03:33,280 Speaker 1: going to come after me, going to come after my people, 69 00:03:33,360 --> 00:03:36,800 Speaker 1: going to attack, absolutely not that. I will always stand 70 00:03:36,880 --> 00:03:38,240 Speaker 1: up for myself. I will always stand up for the 71 00:03:38,280 --> 00:03:40,280 Speaker 1: people that I love and care about. I'll stand up 72 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:41,960 Speaker 1: for the people that I love and care about more 73 00:03:41,960 --> 00:03:43,520 Speaker 1: than I will stand up for myself, like people can 74 00:03:43,560 --> 00:03:46,240 Speaker 1: say it about me. But the thing Candace is she 75 00:03:46,280 --> 00:03:48,280 Speaker 1: wasn't going after me. She was going after a whole 76 00:03:48,280 --> 00:03:51,119 Speaker 1: community of people. And that's not okay. I will go 77 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:54,640 Speaker 1: to fucking bat at all times for my people, and uh, 78 00:03:55,080 --> 00:03:59,040 Speaker 1: the LGBTQ community is absolutely my people, absolutely my family, 79 00:03:59,040 --> 00:04:01,960 Speaker 1: and I will oh always fight for them. Of course 80 00:04:02,040 --> 00:04:04,920 Speaker 1: I would be a fool not too. But mind you, 81 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 1: at this point, I literally have a girlfriend. I'm also 82 00:04:07,720 --> 00:04:11,240 Speaker 1: just a baby gay. Now I have this homegirl, thirty 83 00:04:11,240 --> 00:04:13,760 Speaker 1: five year ol putting this shit out there, and I'm like, 84 00:04:14,120 --> 00:04:15,920 Speaker 1: I remember back in the day being like, how do 85 00:04:16,000 --> 00:04:19,240 Speaker 1: I even engage with this? How do I even respond 86 00:04:19,279 --> 00:04:22,520 Speaker 1: to that? I I don't know, I don't know. Beats me. 87 00:04:22,839 --> 00:04:26,240 Speaker 1: I'm not into it. I said some shit back to her. 88 00:04:26,400 --> 00:04:28,560 Speaker 1: I made a great pride at it, put it out there. 89 00:04:28,720 --> 00:04:30,800 Speaker 1: She's tried some more things. She's tried to message me. 90 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:32,760 Speaker 1: She tried to talk to me. I'm like, na, bitch, no, 91 00:04:32,920 --> 00:04:36,200 Speaker 1: it's not happening. I don't. I don't. I don't have 92 00:04:37,480 --> 00:04:39,960 Speaker 1: time to deal with not nice people or people who 93 00:04:40,160 --> 00:04:45,760 Speaker 1: aren't kind to everybody, and people who start shit, you 94 00:04:45,800 --> 00:04:47,720 Speaker 1: know what I mean, Like if you started, I'll finish it. 95 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:50,360 Speaker 1: But I don't mess with people who started, you know 96 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:51,520 Speaker 1: what I mean, Like, I'll finish it and then I'll 97 00:04:51,520 --> 00:04:54,680 Speaker 1: be done with you. Anyways, speaking of not starting shit, 98 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:59,240 Speaker 1: second on our list is miss Candace Cameron. Now, the 99 00:04:59,240 --> 00:05:01,159 Speaker 1: thing with Kandace ca and is her and I have 100 00:05:01,200 --> 00:05:05,680 Speaker 1: had very very public beef. This. I did this. I 101 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:08,400 Speaker 1: started on accident. I really did. It really was an accident. 102 00:05:08,400 --> 00:05:10,520 Speaker 1: I did not mean for it to go as viral 103 00:05:10,560 --> 00:05:12,240 Speaker 1: as it was. If you go back into history, you 104 00:05:12,279 --> 00:05:16,120 Speaker 1: can look I posted a TikTok that was like this celebrity, 105 00:05:16,120 --> 00:05:18,240 Speaker 1: that celebrity, this celebrity, that celebrity. It was like, who 106 00:05:18,320 --> 00:05:21,440 Speaker 1: is the nicest celebrity Boom. Who is the meanest celebrity? Boom? 107 00:05:21,440 --> 00:05:23,880 Speaker 1: Who is your favorite celebrity? Boom? Who's someone you want 108 00:05:23,920 --> 00:05:26,839 Speaker 1: to marry? Boom? Who's somebody you don't like? Boom? And 109 00:05:26,880 --> 00:05:29,000 Speaker 1: so like you flash the phone and show this person right. 110 00:05:29,839 --> 00:05:32,039 Speaker 1: One of the things was who is the rudest celebrity 111 00:05:32,040 --> 00:05:35,800 Speaker 1: you've ever met? And to me, personally, the rude celebrity 112 00:05:35,839 --> 00:05:37,839 Speaker 1: that I had ever met was Kennu Scameron. She wasn't 113 00:05:37,880 --> 00:05:39,400 Speaker 1: nice to me when I met her. That doesn't mean 114 00:05:39,400 --> 00:05:41,479 Speaker 1: she's an awful rude person. That just means that she 115 00:05:41,600 --> 00:05:44,120 Speaker 1: was the rudest that I ever met. That was whatever 116 00:05:44,560 --> 00:05:46,720 Speaker 1: flashed a quick thought, no one was gonna ever see it, 117 00:05:46,800 --> 00:05:48,960 Speaker 1: like honestly linking back, like I shouldn't even have put 118 00:05:48,960 --> 00:05:51,159 Speaker 1: the picture of her, like we had no real beef, 119 00:05:51,160 --> 00:05:52,719 Speaker 1: Like she just wasn't nice to me as a kid, 120 00:05:52,760 --> 00:05:57,200 Speaker 1: Like it's literally fine, But I did, and it blew up. 121 00:05:57,240 --> 00:05:59,000 Speaker 1: I wasn't expecting that part of the video to blow up. 122 00:05:59,040 --> 00:06:01,719 Speaker 1: I threw I met to throw shade at a company 123 00:06:01,920 --> 00:06:04,320 Speaker 1: and that did me dirty, and I thought that was 124 00:06:04,360 --> 00:06:06,479 Speaker 1: what was gonna like take, But unfortunately it took the 125 00:06:06,520 --> 00:06:09,040 Speaker 1: candas route, and I did feel bad because we do 126 00:06:09,040 --> 00:06:10,640 Speaker 1: have some mutual friends. And I was like, yeah, this 127 00:06:10,839 --> 00:06:14,120 Speaker 1: is kind of fucked. But then I found out some 128 00:06:14,200 --> 00:06:18,640 Speaker 1: things about Candace that I was like, wait this, this 129 00:06:18,720 --> 00:06:21,719 Speaker 1: actually is pretty valid. And I I found out some 130 00:06:21,720 --> 00:06:24,200 Speaker 1: some shady things that she has done and some shady 131 00:06:24,279 --> 00:06:28,200 Speaker 1: organizations that she has worked with, and I, I don't know. 132 00:06:28,440 --> 00:06:30,680 Speaker 1: I again, it goes back to wanting to stand up 133 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:32,719 Speaker 1: for my people, but not wanting to create drama that 134 00:06:32,720 --> 00:06:36,200 Speaker 1: doesn't necessarily need to be there. But anyways, and Kandace 135 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:38,040 Speaker 1: and I talked about it. She was honestly pretty sweet 136 00:06:38,080 --> 00:06:40,640 Speaker 1: to me about it. We talked publicly about it as well. 137 00:06:40,720 --> 00:06:43,360 Speaker 1: She posted I commented like cause it was it was bad. 138 00:06:43,400 --> 00:06:45,320 Speaker 1: My people were going after her, her people were going 139 00:06:45,320 --> 00:06:47,160 Speaker 1: after me. Like it was bad. No one needed this. 140 00:06:47,200 --> 00:06:50,239 Speaker 1: It was dramatic. Internet was bored. It was twenty twenty COVID, 141 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:52,279 Speaker 1: like everyone had nothing to do, so they were playing 142 00:06:52,360 --> 00:06:56,599 Speaker 1: Jo JOSII versus Candae camera like that's psycho. Anyways, and 143 00:06:56,640 --> 00:07:00,279 Speaker 1: then something happened where she after that and like you know, 144 00:07:00,360 --> 00:07:02,200 Speaker 1: she tried to give me reassurance on how she supports 145 00:07:02,240 --> 00:07:05,800 Speaker 1: the LGBTQ community and fine, and after that she came 146 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:09,800 Speaker 1: out with a statement that was like she wants traditional 147 00:07:09,840 --> 00:07:14,000 Speaker 1: marriage only to be in her movies, and she essentially 148 00:07:14,040 --> 00:07:18,440 Speaker 1: was saying that traditional American marriage is not LGBTQ marriage. Now, 149 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:22,720 Speaker 1: the thing is, it's fine to call it's totally fine 150 00:07:22,760 --> 00:07:25,600 Speaker 1: to make a movie about straight marriage, like that's very normal. 151 00:07:25,600 --> 00:07:28,320 Speaker 1: That is a very normal thing. But where it wasn't 152 00:07:28,720 --> 00:07:30,800 Speaker 1: very okay what she said it was because she was 153 00:07:30,840 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 1: basically calling gay marriage not traditional, and gay marriage weird, 154 00:07:36,240 --> 00:07:38,480 Speaker 1: and gay marriage she didn't want to publicize that. She 155 00:07:38,600 --> 00:07:42,400 Speaker 1: was specifically avoiding that, and now whether she meant to 156 00:07:42,440 --> 00:07:44,200 Speaker 1: do that or not, she still did it, and it's 157 00:07:44,280 --> 00:07:46,400 Speaker 1: still stunning the community. Of course, you know, we're doing 158 00:07:46,400 --> 00:07:48,760 Speaker 1: all this work to be more visible and to be 159 00:07:48,920 --> 00:07:51,280 Speaker 1: more out there for kids that are in the next 160 00:07:51,320 --> 00:07:54,640 Speaker 1: generation to feel more normal, and it's hard when you 161 00:07:54,680 --> 00:07:57,080 Speaker 1: have a person with a big platform that like just 162 00:07:57,120 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 1: says shit like that and so puts a TikTok that. 163 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:03,160 Speaker 1: I was like, you're the the Grench, And I honestly 164 00:08:03,240 --> 00:08:05,400 Speaker 1: like that was me being like stupid and messy in 165 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:07,480 Speaker 1: eighteen like what I would let me live my life. 166 00:08:09,160 --> 00:08:13,680 Speaker 1: But yeah, that honestly, like no real shade anymore to Cameron, 167 00:08:13,920 --> 00:08:16,560 Speaker 1: I just wouldn't have around my podcasts, you know what 168 00:08:16,640 --> 00:08:19,000 Speaker 1: I mean? But I we just we just don't walk 169 00:08:19,000 --> 00:08:20,800 Speaker 1: on the sames on the road. That's fine. If I 170 00:08:20,840 --> 00:08:22,760 Speaker 1: saw her, I would just not say hi, you know 171 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:24,040 Speaker 1: what I mean. Where There's a lot of people that 172 00:08:24,040 --> 00:08:27,360 Speaker 1: I would say hi to. Anyways, all Right, we're gonna 173 00:08:27,760 --> 00:08:29,960 Speaker 1: churn a little bit. We're gonna go down more positive 174 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:33,160 Speaker 1: rout because I've been way too toxic for a second. 175 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:35,840 Speaker 1: Somebody that I would love to have on my podcast 176 00:08:35,920 --> 00:08:39,080 Speaker 1: but I couldn't is mister Freddy Mercury. I love this 177 00:08:39,200 --> 00:08:41,840 Speaker 1: man with all of my heart. Freddy Mercury is the 178 00:08:41,920 --> 00:08:45,000 Speaker 1: reason why I do what I do today. I am 179 00:08:45,040 --> 00:08:48,040 Speaker 1: so inspired beyond by him. He is one of the 180 00:08:48,080 --> 00:08:50,600 Speaker 1: most legendary performers I think that has ever existed. But 181 00:08:50,679 --> 00:08:54,800 Speaker 1: unfortunately Freddy passed away way too early and I will 182 00:08:54,840 --> 00:08:56,800 Speaker 1: never be able to have him on my podcast. But 183 00:08:57,040 --> 00:09:01,440 Speaker 1: I do. I do pull so much inspiration from Freddie, 184 00:09:01,480 --> 00:09:05,200 Speaker 1: and I feel like if he was alive, he would 185 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:07,960 Speaker 1: even be like you're a fucking whack job, or we 186 00:09:08,000 --> 00:09:10,520 Speaker 1: would be best friends and like, let me have my fantasy. 187 00:09:10,559 --> 00:09:12,440 Speaker 1: I'm gonna believe that we'd be best friends. He for 188 00:09:12,520 --> 00:09:14,840 Speaker 1: sued with think I'm a whack job, But honestly, Freddy's 189 00:09:14,840 --> 00:09:16,840 Speaker 1: a nice dude. I don't think you would. I think 190 00:09:16,920 --> 00:09:21,240 Speaker 1: I think would be very kind. He he just it's 191 00:09:21,280 --> 00:09:23,599 Speaker 1: it's crazy how we didn't walk the Earth at the 192 00:09:23,640 --> 00:09:27,600 Speaker 1: same time. Right, He died very early, but he somehow 193 00:09:27,679 --> 00:09:30,120 Speaker 1: has such an impact on Earth now to this day, 194 00:09:30,160 --> 00:09:32,360 Speaker 1: and he has such an impact on me personally, which 195 00:09:32,400 --> 00:09:35,760 Speaker 1: is mind boggling that somebody that you have no connection to, 196 00:09:35,920 --> 00:09:41,120 Speaker 1: no relation to, is so massive in your life. I'll 197 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:43,840 Speaker 1: never forget this day. I got to have a sit 198 00:09:43,920 --> 00:09:46,280 Speaker 1: down and hang out with Elton John, which how is 199 00:09:46,280 --> 00:09:49,040 Speaker 1: that a sentence? Like, how can I say? That? Beats me? 200 00:09:50,080 --> 00:09:52,960 Speaker 1: But I did, and we talked about Freddie because Freddie 201 00:09:53,000 --> 00:09:55,600 Speaker 1: and Elton were very close, they were very good friends. 202 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:59,800 Speaker 1: And talked with him about Freddie, and uh, it just 203 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:03,440 Speaker 1: it was so surreal to hear his stories because obviously 204 00:10:03,480 --> 00:10:05,640 Speaker 1: I love Elton John as well, but Freddie, I mean 205 00:10:05,720 --> 00:10:11,160 Speaker 1: truly is like my number one and so I I 206 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:13,839 Speaker 1: don't know that it was just mind blowing to sit 207 00:10:13,880 --> 00:10:15,640 Speaker 1: there and be like this is real stories, like you 208 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:19,679 Speaker 1: were really his friend? You really know what happened fast 209 00:10:19,720 --> 00:10:24,800 Speaker 1: is a fucking nating fascinating. Oh it was amazing. All right, 210 00:10:24,880 --> 00:10:28,720 Speaker 1: let me go toxic one more time. Tricia paids. Look 211 00:10:29,160 --> 00:10:33,320 Speaker 1: look here, uh this this is tough for me. This 212 00:10:33,360 --> 00:10:35,160 Speaker 1: is tough for me because me and Tricia were friends. 213 00:10:35,520 --> 00:10:37,600 Speaker 1: Did we go to dinner together? No, if we saw 214 00:10:37,640 --> 00:10:39,559 Speaker 1: each other at an event where we friends and where 215 00:10:39,559 --> 00:10:40,920 Speaker 1: we say hi and where we talk for a second 216 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:42,880 Speaker 1: catch up and say I miss you, yes we would, 217 00:10:43,600 --> 00:10:45,800 Speaker 1: and we did videos together when I was a kid. 218 00:10:46,000 --> 00:10:50,559 Speaker 1: And what's so interesting is she Tricia has a lot 219 00:10:50,600 --> 00:10:52,839 Speaker 1: of shit to say about me nowadays. And that's fine. 220 00:10:52,880 --> 00:10:54,040 Speaker 1: A lot of people have a lot of shit to 221 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:58,160 Speaker 1: say about me nowadays. But what hurts my heart is 222 00:10:59,000 --> 00:11:00,800 Speaker 1: a lot of people who were friends with me when 223 00:11:00,800 --> 00:11:02,680 Speaker 1: I was a kid are friends with me now. And 224 00:11:02,720 --> 00:11:05,280 Speaker 1: that tells me that they weren't friends with me because 225 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:08,000 Speaker 1: they were using me. Because as a kid I did 226 00:11:08,040 --> 00:11:10,040 Speaker 1: bring a lot of views. I brought a lot of 227 00:11:10,120 --> 00:11:12,680 Speaker 1: views to a lot of people's videos, my own, but 228 00:11:12,840 --> 00:11:14,800 Speaker 1: also if somebody did a video with me, it brought 229 00:11:14,800 --> 00:11:17,080 Speaker 1: a lot of views to their videos. And that's not 230 00:11:17,240 --> 00:11:21,200 Speaker 1: me flexing, that's not me saying. It's it's literally like 231 00:11:21,480 --> 00:11:26,600 Speaker 1: the number fact. And what breaks my heart not for 232 00:11:26,679 --> 00:11:28,480 Speaker 1: me as a ninth as a twenty one year old, 233 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,240 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I just said him, fucking nineteen, bitch, 234 00:11:30,280 --> 00:11:34,120 Speaker 1: you are twenty one. Literally find it well, it breaks 235 00:11:34,160 --> 00:11:35,719 Speaker 1: my heart, not as a twenty one year old, but 236 00:11:35,800 --> 00:11:38,040 Speaker 1: it breaks my heart for that fourteen year old that 237 00:11:38,120 --> 00:11:41,160 Speaker 1: did videos with Trish. Thought Trish actually liked her, Like 238 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:45,200 Speaker 1: thought Trish, Like I don't know, like I knew me 239 00:11:45,200 --> 00:11:47,760 Speaker 1: and Trish weren't like gonna be besties, but I did 240 00:11:47,840 --> 00:11:50,000 Speaker 1: like crazy YouTuber and I did think she was really cool, 241 00:11:50,040 --> 00:11:51,760 Speaker 1: and so when we did videos together, like I thought 242 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:53,400 Speaker 1: it was really fun. Like I thought she was in 243 00:11:53,440 --> 00:11:56,320 Speaker 1: it for genuine reasons because a lot of YouTubers were 244 00:11:56,760 --> 00:11:58,920 Speaker 1: everyone I'm still friends with to this day and like 245 00:11:59,000 --> 00:12:01,079 Speaker 1: still very close with, so that we hang out at 246 00:12:01,080 --> 00:12:04,800 Speaker 1: parties like they're literally my people. But Tricia is the 247 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:10,040 Speaker 1: only one that has traded for some reason. And I mean, 248 00:12:10,240 --> 00:12:13,600 Speaker 1: she has her valid reasons, I guess, but I don't know. 249 00:12:13,600 --> 00:12:15,560 Speaker 1: It's just very confusing to me because she does have 250 00:12:15,559 --> 00:12:18,240 Speaker 1: her valid reasons, but I don't think she realizes you 251 00:12:18,280 --> 00:12:19,880 Speaker 1: know what, say what you want, But then why the 252 00:12:19,960 --> 00:12:23,080 Speaker 1: fuck were you friends with me? At fourteen? You were 253 00:12:23,520 --> 00:12:25,760 Speaker 1: an asshole and you were using me. And now that 254 00:12:25,800 --> 00:12:28,120 Speaker 1: I'm twenty one, I can see that. You know what 255 00:12:28,160 --> 00:12:29,680 Speaker 1: I mean? What is with me and not knowing my 256 00:12:29,720 --> 00:12:33,560 Speaker 1: age today let me find it? But now being twenty one, 257 00:12:33,600 --> 00:12:35,880 Speaker 1: I look back at that and I'm like, Okay, all right, 258 00:12:35,960 --> 00:12:38,000 Speaker 1: I see what she was doing there, and that's fine, 259 00:12:38,200 --> 00:12:42,360 Speaker 1: like totally fine. But like, ow, you dressed up as me, 260 00:12:42,600 --> 00:12:44,360 Speaker 1: you put your hand inside ponies elmbo, you wore a 261 00:12:44,400 --> 00:12:47,120 Speaker 1: rainbow two two, you wore my hoodie, And now I 262 00:12:47,200 --> 00:12:50,280 Speaker 1: know you were not doing that to be like fun 263 00:12:50,320 --> 00:12:52,080 Speaker 1: and have fun and like make a video. You were 264 00:12:52,120 --> 00:12:54,440 Speaker 1: doing that to make fun of me, you asshole. Like 265 00:12:54,480 --> 00:12:56,880 Speaker 1: I was a fourteen year old kid. Find it? Can it? 266 00:12:57,160 --> 00:12:59,000 Speaker 1: Don't do that? That's not cool. What if someone did 267 00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 1: that to your kid, you wouldn't like that. You wouldn't 268 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:04,040 Speaker 1: be cool with that. And so I yeah, seeing her 269 00:13:04,080 --> 00:13:06,080 Speaker 1: stuff on the internet, anytime she talks about me, I'm like, dude, 270 00:13:06,080 --> 00:13:08,480 Speaker 1: just shut the fuck up, get your views somehow else, 271 00:13:08,840 --> 00:13:10,920 Speaker 1: Like you're literally trical paid is You're a fucking icon. 272 00:13:11,360 --> 00:13:13,920 Speaker 1: You are an icon. You have created some of the 273 00:13:13,960 --> 00:13:17,920 Speaker 1: most viral videos out there come up with something else, 274 00:13:18,200 --> 00:13:23,240 Speaker 1: like anything else. But hey, it's fine. She's gonna do 275 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:24,640 Speaker 1: what she's gonna do. She's gonna talk the way she 276 00:13:24,640 --> 00:13:35,920 Speaker 1: wants to talk, and that is just that. I got 277 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:39,240 Speaker 1: two more for you. Again, this is gott is silly. 278 00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:41,440 Speaker 1: First one that I'm gonna say is a lover. So 279 00:13:41,679 --> 00:13:46,400 Speaker 1: the first one is anybody that I would start a 280 00:13:46,480 --> 00:13:49,480 Speaker 1: relationship with now, or start talking to or start dating. 281 00:13:49,760 --> 00:13:52,880 Speaker 1: I would like to keep very private from the world 282 00:13:52,960 --> 00:13:55,640 Speaker 1: because I do have such a public life, and everything 283 00:13:55,679 --> 00:13:59,040 Speaker 1: about my life is so public and so out there 284 00:13:59,080 --> 00:14:02,680 Speaker 1: and so exploited that I've learned a relationship for me 285 00:14:02,880 --> 00:14:07,200 Speaker 1: is actually better in private. And I've believe it or not, 286 00:14:07,320 --> 00:14:10,400 Speaker 1: kept some private y'all don't know about them, but I've 287 00:14:10,440 --> 00:14:13,320 Speaker 1: done it, and uh sothea I'm very proud of because 288 00:14:13,360 --> 00:14:15,640 Speaker 1: it's my life is very hard and the public eye 289 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:17,880 Speaker 1: is very hard, and still bringing somebody else into it 290 00:14:17,920 --> 00:14:20,440 Speaker 1: is very hard. And one of the hardest things is like, 291 00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:23,520 Speaker 1: no PDA is crazy, like how can we go on 292 00:14:23,560 --> 00:14:25,800 Speaker 1: a date? How can we go you know, to dinner? 293 00:14:25,880 --> 00:14:28,480 Speaker 1: Like it's very very difficult, but it is worth it. 294 00:14:28,480 --> 00:14:29,800 Speaker 1: And so one thing that I would never do is 295 00:14:29,880 --> 00:14:31,880 Speaker 1: have a lover on a podcast with me, have a 296 00:14:31,880 --> 00:14:33,800 Speaker 1: lover on a TV show with me, Like I would 297 00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:36,960 Speaker 1: just keep that side of my life completely removed, especially too, 298 00:14:36,960 --> 00:14:38,960 Speaker 1: because I want somebody who is dating me for the 299 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:40,720 Speaker 1: right reasons, you know what I mean? And uh, I 300 00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:42,920 Speaker 1: think that's a very important thing to protect my piece. 301 00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:46,760 Speaker 1: And so yeah, any future lovers out there, I love ya. 302 00:14:47,960 --> 00:14:50,040 Speaker 1: You were staying off this. You were staying off all 303 00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:53,080 Speaker 1: of my things unless there was like like if we're 304 00:14:53,080 --> 00:14:54,840 Speaker 1: married and we have children and like we know we're 305 00:14:54,840 --> 00:15:00,840 Speaker 1: good for forever, like different story, but get a little date. Nope. Anyways, one, 306 00:15:01,680 --> 00:15:04,000 Speaker 1: this is the one that everyone's been waiting for. Dream 307 00:15:04,120 --> 00:15:06,800 Speaker 1: guests on my podcast. I can't even fucking recreate the 308 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:10,200 Speaker 1: way that I said that. Oh, dream guests on my podcast. 309 00:15:11,040 --> 00:15:13,520 Speaker 1: Let's let's spice things up a little bit. Probably one 310 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:16,160 Speaker 1: of my exes. Honestly, that's when my vocals were for 311 00:15:16,320 --> 00:15:18,600 Speaker 1: I didn't know it, but I had mono during that, 312 00:15:19,400 --> 00:15:22,920 Speaker 1: so my vocal cords were shredded to flames, so my 313 00:15:23,000 --> 00:15:26,240 Speaker 1: voice was extra raspy. But yeah, no dream guests on 314 00:15:26,280 --> 00:15:29,560 Speaker 1: my podcast. One of my exes. I would only have 315 00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:34,360 Speaker 1: one of my exes on my podcast. People might think 316 00:15:34,360 --> 00:15:36,440 Speaker 1: that's like contradicting what I just said about lovers, but 317 00:15:36,520 --> 00:15:39,160 Speaker 1: this would be past lovers. Our relationship was already public, 318 00:15:39,240 --> 00:15:41,680 Speaker 1: like it is what it is, no going back in time. 319 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:43,600 Speaker 1: A lot of my exes I would not have on 320 00:15:43,600 --> 00:15:46,560 Speaker 1: this podcast, but there is one that I would. I 321 00:15:46,560 --> 00:15:48,720 Speaker 1: think our bands is funny. I think people would like it. 322 00:15:48,760 --> 00:15:50,760 Speaker 1: We're still friends of the day, we still talk. We 323 00:15:50,800 --> 00:15:53,840 Speaker 1: talked probably once a week. Like it's good, it's healthy, 324 00:15:53,880 --> 00:15:56,520 Speaker 1: it's happy, And honestly, one of the things that makes 325 00:15:56,560 --> 00:15:59,560 Speaker 1: me so happy is that because this relationship was my 326 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:04,560 Speaker 1: most because this relationship was like my most I guess 327 00:16:04,680 --> 00:16:07,120 Speaker 1: valued in a way, and like the one that I 328 00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:09,320 Speaker 1: I like was the I okay, okay, okay, this is 329 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:11,720 Speaker 1: the right way to but it was the realist She 330 00:16:11,880 --> 00:16:13,880 Speaker 1: wasn't it for the realist reasons. I wasn't it for 331 00:16:13,960 --> 00:16:17,720 Speaker 1: the realist reasons, Like it was very very real. That 332 00:16:17,880 --> 00:16:20,040 Speaker 1: is why I cherish that that is the one that 333 00:16:20,080 --> 00:16:24,320 Speaker 1: I have a very healthy relationship with because I think that, 334 00:16:24,920 --> 00:16:26,880 Speaker 1: you know, I I saw this thing that's like people 335 00:16:26,920 --> 00:16:28,840 Speaker 1: disappear out of your life, not because they care about you, 336 00:16:28,920 --> 00:16:31,360 Speaker 1: they care they disappear because they don't need you anymore, 337 00:16:31,360 --> 00:16:34,200 Speaker 1: they don't need to use you anymore. And so for me, 338 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,720 Speaker 1: that makes me very happy that she never disappeared out 339 00:16:37,760 --> 00:16:40,960 Speaker 1: of my life. Okay, okay, we both disappeared because we 340 00:16:41,000 --> 00:16:43,800 Speaker 1: needed to to heal and to take our time into like, 341 00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:46,400 Speaker 1: but we always have been there for each other, and 342 00:16:46,400 --> 00:16:48,280 Speaker 1: if either of us calls, we will always answer, we 343 00:16:48,280 --> 00:16:51,040 Speaker 1: will always reply like it's very it's very mutual. We 344 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:52,800 Speaker 1: have a very good relationship now, which I'm very very 345 00:16:52,840 --> 00:16:56,400 Speaker 1: grateful for. And it just feels like even though it 346 00:16:56,520 --> 00:16:58,720 Speaker 1: ended like we did something right and there was something 347 00:16:58,800 --> 00:17:04,000 Speaker 1: good and it's a good it's all good, happy fun memories. See. 348 00:17:04,040 --> 00:17:05,639 Speaker 1: I think I would have her on my podcast. Oh, 349 00:17:05,640 --> 00:17:07,640 Speaker 1: I would have my ex boyfriends on my podcast. I'm 350 00:17:07,640 --> 00:17:11,720 Speaker 1: so fuso lutely in a heartbeat like I. They also 351 00:17:11,800 --> 00:17:15,360 Speaker 1: didn't have any strings at touch, like, no feelings at least, 352 00:17:15,400 --> 00:17:19,399 Speaker 1: I don't think. So Yeah, that's that's basically my rundown 353 00:17:19,440 --> 00:17:22,760 Speaker 1: of who is not going to have a time to 354 00:17:22,800 --> 00:17:27,520 Speaker 1: shine on this podcast? I I I I will stand 355 00:17:27,520 --> 00:17:30,120 Speaker 1: by all these It's it's tough when I'm gonna put 356 00:17:30,160 --> 00:17:31,719 Speaker 1: myself out there like this on the Internet, and I 357 00:17:31,840 --> 00:17:34,000 Speaker 1: know people are gonna have shit to say about this one, 358 00:17:34,040 --> 00:17:37,520 Speaker 1: but look, I didn't start any of these battles. I'll 359 00:17:37,520 --> 00:17:40,560 Speaker 1: happily finish them, but I don't. I don't. I don't 360 00:17:40,560 --> 00:17:43,119 Speaker 1: fucking care anymore. It's like, no matter what I do 361 00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:44,720 Speaker 1: or what I say, people are gonna shit on, people 362 00:17:44,720 --> 00:17:45,960 Speaker 1: are gonna be asked this about. And so it's like, 363 00:17:46,000 --> 00:17:47,879 Speaker 1: you know what, I'm as well, give the people what 364 00:17:47,920 --> 00:17:50,879 Speaker 1: they want. I'm your guilty Pleasure. Speaking of Ghostream Guilty 365 00:17:50,880 --> 00:17:55,240 Speaker 1: Pleasure yesterday, Smart State, did you Fighter, Balance, Baby, Karma, Boomerang, 366 00:17:55,320 --> 00:17:57,639 Speaker 1: Kidecanty Story, Ever, Girls, Supergirl, every fucking star that I've 367 00:17:57,680 --> 00:18:00,320 Speaker 1: ever released. 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My socials like my social media. 377 00:18:26,440 --> 00:18:28,720 Speaker 1: Laxi drama queen. You ain't gonna find my social Security number. 378 00:18:28,720 --> 00:18:31,879 Speaker 1: That thing is locked down. Okay. Now somebody's gonna like 379 00:18:31,880 --> 00:18:34,000 Speaker 1: make it their life mission to go find it. I'm kidding, 380 00:18:34,040 --> 00:18:36,520 Speaker 1: don't do that. Please. I love y'all and I will 381 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:39,760 Speaker 1: talk to you soon. This is thank you so much 382 00:18:39,800 --> 00:18:42,760 Speaker 1: for listening. Everybody. Be sure to follow us on Instagram 383 00:18:42,800 --> 00:18:46,080 Speaker 1: and TikTok at Jojesua Now podcasts. Be sure to write 384 00:18:46,119 --> 00:18:48,359 Speaker 1: us a review, and maybe, if you're feeling to leave 385 00:18:48,440 --> 00:18:50,719 Speaker 1: us five stars, I'll see you next week