WEBVTT - My Tattoos and The Stories Behind Them 0:00:01.320 --> 0:00:04.120 What up, guys. So before we kick off today's episode, 0:00:04.160 --> 0:00:08.080 I have a special and exciting announcement. On August seventeenth, 0:00:08.119 --> 0:00:11.080 we'll be hosting a live taping of Cheeky's and Chill 0:00:11.440 --> 0:00:14.840 in Los Angeles, presented by Kellogg's. It's a part of 0:00:14.880 --> 0:00:19.040 the Mike Utura Podcast Networks Anniversary. So head over to 0:00:19.079 --> 0:00:24.040 Stagepilot dot com slash Mike Ultura again Stagepilot dot com 0:00:24.079 --> 0:00:28.280 slash Mike Ultura to purchase tickets and for streaming info. Okay, 0:00:28.560 --> 0:00:34.479 hope to see you there. I got my first tattoo 0:00:34.479 --> 0:00:36.560 at eighteen, and I got a lot of crap for 0:00:36.640 --> 0:00:38.559 it from my family. I was the first one in 0:00:38.600 --> 0:00:40.440 my family I think, to get a tattoo. I try 0:00:40.440 --> 0:00:43.000 to hide it from them, and then eventually they found out. 0:00:43.800 --> 0:00:46.960 I used to have nine tattoos. You guys, can you 0:00:47.000 --> 0:00:50.520 believe that? And honestly, now I feel like I don't 0:00:50.520 --> 0:00:54.080 know if tattoos really go with me. I don't believe 0:00:54.480 --> 0:00:57.240 in getting people's names or their portraits unless it's like 0:00:57.240 --> 0:00:59.560 a grandmother or like a mother or something like that. 0:00:59.640 --> 0:01:01.440 But the way I kind of feel like I want 0:01:01.480 --> 0:01:10.240 to get like an e for a media Happy Monday, everyone. 0:01:10.440 --> 0:01:12.640 I can't believe this is the last day in July. 0:01:12.800 --> 0:01:15.160 What the heck? This has been such a busy month 0:01:15.200 --> 0:01:17.120 for me. And I'm not complaining because I'm very grateful 0:01:17.160 --> 0:01:20.120 we have work, but I'm a little tired and we 0:01:20.240 --> 0:01:22.319 only have a few months left this year, so make 0:01:22.360 --> 0:01:25.200 them count. So today's episode is going to be a 0:01:25.200 --> 0:01:27.640 fun one because we're going to be talking about tattoos, 0:01:27.680 --> 0:01:30.760 specifically my tattoos. I thought this would be a fun 0:01:30.760 --> 0:01:33.000 episode to tape and one that'll make you all get 0:01:33.040 --> 0:01:36.720 to know me a little better. Episd whe No, this 0:01:36.840 --> 0:01:48.720 is Cheeky's in Chill Okay. So I think tattoos are 0:01:48.760 --> 0:01:51.800 still a little taboo in society and especially in our culture, 0:01:52.240 --> 0:01:55.560 but they are way more acceptable, which I love. When 0:01:55.560 --> 0:01:58.200 I was growing up, things were very different and tattoos 0:01:58.240 --> 0:02:01.560 weren't really embraced at all. I mean when I got 0:02:01.560 --> 0:02:03.520 my first tattoo, I got a lot of crap for 0:02:03.560 --> 0:02:05.480 it from my family. I was the first one in 0:02:05.520 --> 0:02:07.400 my family, I think, to get a tattoo. My grandpa 0:02:07.440 --> 0:02:09.520 had a tattoo. Actually, they'll tell you guys the story. 0:02:09.800 --> 0:02:12.320 He had a tattoo on his forearm for years. It 0:02:12.360 --> 0:02:14.960 was like a little tree. It looked like a little short, 0:02:15.120 --> 0:02:17.600 stubby tree with like red apples on it, and I 0:02:17.600 --> 0:02:19.920 would always look at it and try to scratch it 0:02:19.960 --> 0:02:22.160 off when I would sit on his lap. And then 0:02:22.200 --> 0:02:24.960 all of a sudden, it was not there, like just 0:02:25.000 --> 0:02:28.639 the very top of the tree was there. I didn't understand, 0:02:28.800 --> 0:02:30.560 because of course I got older and I was like, well, 0:02:30.600 --> 0:02:33.880 what happened. He doesn't like tattoos. My family, my grandma, 0:02:33.960 --> 0:02:35.760 they don't like tattoos. So we grew up like no, 0:02:35.880 --> 0:02:38.920 tattoos are bad, like that's not cute, the whole thing. 0:02:39.960 --> 0:02:42.480 I still hadn't had my first tattoo. But when my 0:02:42.520 --> 0:02:45.160 grandpa got it removed, they actually cut it. You guys, 0:02:45.280 --> 0:02:47.639 now there's laser, you can get it laser off. They 0:02:47.680 --> 0:02:51.120 caught my grandpa's tattoo off. Literally his skin brought it together, 0:02:51.520 --> 0:02:53.440 and that's why you can only see the very top 0:02:53.480 --> 0:02:56.040 of the tattoo. Now, I don't know what it looks like, 0:02:56.560 --> 0:02:58.639 but it was something that he had to get done 0:02:58.639 --> 0:03:01.400 in order to cross the border. So however, he crossed 0:03:01.400 --> 0:03:03.600 the border way back when. But this is just a 0:03:03.639 --> 0:03:06.880 story that I was told by my grandpa. And anyways, 0:03:07.040 --> 0:03:11.040 I guess the guy the idea that he was using 0:03:11.080 --> 0:03:14.200 the birth certificate. The guy had that tattoo, So that's 0:03:14.200 --> 0:03:16.600 why he got it done. Isn't that crazy? But not 0:03:16.680 --> 0:03:18.720 because he wanted to. So I just thought that I 0:03:18.760 --> 0:03:20.280 would tell you guys that story because I thought that 0:03:20.280 --> 0:03:22.680 was pretty interesting. So it was all because he had to, 0:03:22.840 --> 0:03:25.160 not because he wanted to. Now, I got my first 0:03:25.160 --> 0:03:27.680 tattoo at eighteen, and it was because I wanted to. Okay. 0:03:28.400 --> 0:03:31.080 So my mom was going through divorce with Juan Lopez 0:03:31.160 --> 0:03:34.639 Johnny and Janica's dad, and I was graduating from high 0:03:34.639 --> 0:03:39.320 school and my mom was in her flirty era, you know, 0:03:39.520 --> 0:03:44.160 she was recently divorced. She was like being the coolest mother, 0:03:44.400 --> 0:03:46.640 you know, because she wanted to do she was young, 0:03:46.720 --> 0:03:49.560 she wanted to have fun. She was separated. So I 0:03:49.600 --> 0:03:51.360 remember I told her. I was like, Mom, let's go 0:03:51.400 --> 0:03:54.280 get her belly button pierced. And she's like okay. So 0:03:54.320 --> 0:03:57.760 we went to her belly butt piers together and then 0:03:57.800 --> 0:03:59.680 I was like, I really want a tattoo and she's like, ah, 0:03:59.680 --> 0:04:02.320 I mean no. I was like, Mom, please, I just 0:04:02.320 --> 0:04:04.280 want a tattoo. She's like, oh, whatever, fine, do whatever 0:04:04.320 --> 0:04:07.320 you want. Because my stepdad would have never ever ever 0:04:07.440 --> 0:04:10.000 let me. He was very strict, which was why I 0:04:10.040 --> 0:04:12.360 was kind of taking advantage. I'm not gonna lie. They 0:04:12.360 --> 0:04:14.880 had separated, and I was taking advantage because my mom 0:04:15.000 --> 0:04:17.520 was like, you know, having fun and being like this cool, free, 0:04:17.600 --> 0:04:20.000 crazy mom. And it was fun in the beginning, and 0:04:20.000 --> 0:04:22.280 then after it got a little crazy. But anyways, back 0:04:22.320 --> 0:04:24.800 to my point is that my stepdad was very strict. 0:04:25.000 --> 0:04:27.520 It was like, no, you can't get anything pierced. No 0:04:27.600 --> 0:04:29.760 you can't, Like he was just like no, no, no, 0:04:29.760 --> 0:04:33.240 no no, a very very like macho Mexican type of 0:04:33.320 --> 0:04:36.240 like stepdad. So I really respected him, and of course, 0:04:36.360 --> 0:04:38.159 like I didn't want to upset him. But when he 0:04:38.200 --> 0:04:40.560 moved out, that was my chance. I got my nose 0:04:40.640 --> 0:04:43.560 piers I got a second hole in my ear, and 0:04:43.720 --> 0:04:45.800 I got my belly button pierced. And then the next 0:04:45.839 --> 0:04:48.240 thing was a tattoo. So when my mom said yes, 0:04:48.800 --> 0:04:51.680 I literally went down the street. I didn't even do 0:04:51.760 --> 0:04:54.159 my research. I just went down the street to like 0:04:54.240 --> 0:04:57.400 the nearest freaking tattoo shop was probably like a mile 0:04:57.400 --> 0:04:59.320 away from my house. I walked in there and I 0:04:59.360 --> 0:05:02.880 picked my first tattoo out of a book, not like 0:05:03.560 --> 0:05:09.520 at all creative or meaningful or anything. The only reason 0:05:09.560 --> 0:05:13.560 I picked this specific tattoo was because it was a 0:05:13.760 --> 0:05:18.000 hibiscus flower and I love Hawaii and that's why I 0:05:18.040 --> 0:05:19.960 got it. But it was one that I'm sure, like 0:05:20.040 --> 0:05:23.920 probably like ten girls or more out in Riverside had already. 0:05:24.320 --> 0:05:26.560 And of course, you guys, I got a tram stamp. 0:05:27.200 --> 0:05:29.680 And it wasn't even really a tram stamp because the 0:05:29.760 --> 0:05:31.839 guy put it up higher on my back, not as 0:05:31.920 --> 0:05:34.680 low like the so and so you know whatever. The 0:05:34.800 --> 0:05:37.799 so called tram stamps are lower by like your butt crack, 0:05:38.160 --> 0:05:41.800 but mine was not there. And anyways, that was one thing. 0:05:42.080 --> 0:05:45.279 And it wasn't the best tattoo, of course, because I 0:05:45.360 --> 0:05:48.160 again didn't do my research and I just went down 0:05:48.160 --> 0:05:51.039 the street. So I was very unhappy with it. So 0:05:51.120 --> 0:05:53.000 then I had to go and like get it done again, 0:05:53.279 --> 0:05:56.120 and it was just it was the worst. Honestly, I 0:05:56.120 --> 0:05:57.839 thought at first it was real cute. I was real cute. 0:05:57.839 --> 0:05:59.479 I want to wear like my crop tops and show 0:05:59.520 --> 0:06:02.120 my like tattoo, because back then it was just so 0:06:02.279 --> 0:06:03.719 in like, oh my god, a tram stap. And then 0:06:03.720 --> 0:06:05.479 when I heard it was a tram stamp, I was 0:06:05.560 --> 0:06:08.240 like what I'm not a tramp. I don't know who 0:06:08.279 --> 0:06:10.039 we even named that first of all, Like, who calls 0:06:10.040 --> 0:06:12.960 it a tram stamp? That's so weird. Anyways, so I 0:06:13.040 --> 0:06:15.960 lived with it. My family went crazy. They were very disappointed. 0:06:15.960 --> 0:06:18.160 I tried to hide it from them, and then eventually 0:06:18.200 --> 0:06:21.000 they found out. One of my uncles specifically, was so like, 0:06:21.080 --> 0:06:24.080 had this freaking whole conversation with me. It was just like, 0:06:24.120 --> 0:06:26.480 how can you do this? No one in your family 0:06:26.520 --> 0:06:30.080 has tattoos. We didn't teach you this. And I was like, well, 0:06:30.080 --> 0:06:32.599 my mom let me. And Mom's like, well yeah, and 0:06:32.680 --> 0:06:34.839 she wanted to get a tattoo, but she was scared. Okay, 0:06:34.920 --> 0:06:37.000 she had freaking five kids already, and the woman was 0:06:37.040 --> 0:06:39.760 scared of her parents. I think it was more like respect, 0:06:39.760 --> 0:06:41.719 which she's like, no, I don't want to disappoint my family. 0:06:41.760 --> 0:06:43.680 I don't want to disappoint my parents, which is is 0:06:43.760 --> 0:06:46.440 very cute, and I respect that. But my whole thing 0:06:46.520 --> 0:06:48.520 was like, well my mom let me, so what is 0:06:48.520 --> 0:06:51.440 it your business? But I respected this uncle very much. 0:06:51.480 --> 0:06:53.799 I saw him like a father figure. So I remember 0:06:53.880 --> 0:06:55.880 he made me cry and I was just like I'm sorry, 0:06:56.040 --> 0:06:58.240 Like I felt really bad because I didn't want to 0:06:58.240 --> 0:07:00.720 disappoint them, but something I wanted to do. Now, I'm 0:07:00.720 --> 0:07:02.480 not gonna lie. Now I can tell you guys, if 0:07:02.480 --> 0:07:06.000 there's anything I regret is that because now I know 0:07:06.120 --> 0:07:09.080 like the true meaning of tattoos. Anyways, that was my 0:07:09.080 --> 0:07:11.800 first tattoo. My stepdad, by the way, was so upset. 0:07:11.840 --> 0:07:14.120 He didn't talk to me for a while. Just FYI 0:07:14.280 --> 0:07:16.080 after I got my first tattoo, and I was so hurt. 0:07:16.120 --> 0:07:18.320 I was just like, he was very upset. He was disappointed. 0:07:18.360 --> 0:07:20.080 He's like, you're going crazy. You and your mom are 0:07:20.080 --> 0:07:23.200 going crazy together. You're getting all this stuff. He's like, 0:07:23.240 --> 0:07:25.120 you wanted me to leave. He was very hurt, but 0:07:25.200 --> 0:07:34.880 then he got over it. I have Oh my god, 0:07:34.960 --> 0:07:37.720 let me count them with you, guys. I have one, two, three, 0:07:38.160 --> 0:07:44.000 four five. Hold on, let me have him again. One, two, three, 0:07:44.320 --> 0:07:49.120 four five. I have five, five tattoos. Six. I have 0:07:49.160 --> 0:07:52.280 six tattoos, you guys, six? Now I have six. I 0:07:52.440 --> 0:07:56.239 used to have six, seventy eight nine nine tattoos. You guys, 0:07:56.280 --> 0:07:58.320 can you believe that I had him pretty well? Right? 0:07:58.960 --> 0:08:02.680 I have very small chats and honestly, now I feel 0:08:02.720 --> 0:08:05.720 like I don't know if tattoos really go with me. 0:08:05.920 --> 0:08:08.240 I feel like they either go with you or they don't. 0:08:08.360 --> 0:08:10.800 They look really cute and sexy, or just they don't, 0:08:10.800 --> 0:08:14.000 and I feel like I should have thought mine out 0:08:14.000 --> 0:08:16.200 a little more. So. Anyways, let's go back to my 0:08:16.240 --> 0:08:18.960 favorite tattoo, which is behind my right ear. I'm sure 0:08:18.960 --> 0:08:22.240 you guys have seen it, their little music notes, okay, 0:08:22.240 --> 0:08:23.680 and people have asked me what do they say. I'm like, 0:08:23.800 --> 0:08:26.480 la la la la, but they don't, just got random 0:08:26.720 --> 0:08:29.840 music notes. That was way back when, oh my god, 0:08:29.960 --> 0:08:32.920 I don't know. It was like my early twenties, I think. 0:08:33.320 --> 0:08:37.480 And that was my second tattoo, and I got it 0:08:37.480 --> 0:08:39.920 because I love music and it's music is my therapy 0:08:39.960 --> 0:08:41.400 and the whole thing. And I knew I wanted to 0:08:41.400 --> 0:08:43.160 be in music, so I got that way back when. 0:08:43.400 --> 0:08:46.520 And then my third tattoo, which is no longer there, 0:08:46.600 --> 0:08:49.600 I got it removed, and that hurts like a bitch, 0:08:49.600 --> 0:08:53.120 you guys, Getting them hurts, but like getting them removed 0:08:54.040 --> 0:08:58.160 hurts ten times worse. So anyways, my third tattoo was 0:08:58.200 --> 0:09:01.440 a cute little butterfly next to like you know, my 0:09:01.600 --> 0:09:04.720 flower down there, if you know what I mean. And 0:09:04.880 --> 0:09:07.679 I got it with my friends in Vegas, okay, And 0:09:07.880 --> 0:09:09.720 I was like, I don't know, twenty five and I 0:09:09.720 --> 0:09:13.160 remember calling my mom and I'm like, Mom, in Vegas 0:09:13.200 --> 0:09:14.880 and my friends really want to get a tattoo. And 0:09:14.920 --> 0:09:17.280 I would still ask my mom every tattoo I got, 0:09:17.679 --> 0:09:19.760 besides the ones after she passed, which were like I 0:09:19.800 --> 0:09:22.840 think two, I asked my mom even like if I 0:09:22.880 --> 0:09:24.880 was older, like I just wanted her to know, Like 0:09:24.920 --> 0:09:27.439 even though she had already let me, I still felt 0:09:27.440 --> 0:09:29.000 like I needed to ask her even to pierce my 0:09:29.040 --> 0:09:30.640 nose for the third time, Like I was like, Mom, 0:09:30.760 --> 0:09:32.640 is it okay? So anyways, I called her. She's like, 0:09:32.640 --> 0:09:35.000 oh my god, you're so crazy. Whatever, do whatever you want. 0:09:35.400 --> 0:09:37.480 So my friends and I, four of us, we got 0:09:37.480 --> 0:09:40.200 this same butterfly in different places. So I decided to 0:09:40.200 --> 0:09:43.000 put mine by my flower. And that was very weird 0:09:43.080 --> 0:09:45.360 because well, obviously someone has to get very close. And 0:09:45.400 --> 0:09:47.560 it was a guy that gave me that tattoo in Vegas, 0:09:47.960 --> 0:09:51.600 and I'm sorry, but it was not cute. It did 0:09:51.600 --> 0:09:53.720 not look like the butterfly we chose, because again we 0:09:53.800 --> 0:09:56.800 chose it out of a damn book. So anyways, that 0:09:56.960 --> 0:09:59.199 was that I got that removed. I got that removed, 0:10:00.240 --> 0:10:03.160 what four years ago something like that, got it removed, 0:10:03.920 --> 0:10:05.520 and then I went on with the rest of them. 0:10:06.240 --> 0:10:08.480 So one of the ones I have on my wrist 0:10:08.559 --> 0:10:11.719 on my left wrist is a logo. It's like a butterfly. 0:10:12.160 --> 0:10:14.640 Some of Eugene riveda fans out there, the Jay units 0:10:14.679 --> 0:10:17.200 will remember that My mom and I started a skincare 0:10:17.240 --> 0:10:21.360 and cosmetic line called Divina Cosmetics and Skincare, and that 0:10:21.480 --> 0:10:23.440 was our first logo that we did that we worked 0:10:23.480 --> 0:10:27.360 on together, so I got it tattooed. Then from there 0:10:27.679 --> 0:10:29.559 it turned in I kind of made it because I 0:10:29.600 --> 0:10:30.800 felt like a lot of people don't know this. I 0:10:30.800 --> 0:10:33.679 don't think I've ever talked about this, but that butterfly 0:10:34.120 --> 0:10:36.600 we created together my mom and I because she was 0:10:36.600 --> 0:10:40.360 into butterflies. And then one of my very first logos 0:10:40.400 --> 0:10:44.640 for boss By Nation was created and inspired from that butterfly, 0:10:44.960 --> 0:10:47.880 and we just added like a little stinger and made 0:10:47.920 --> 0:10:49.800 it a little different. But I felt like it just 0:10:49.840 --> 0:10:52.800 made sense, you know, to make the butterfly into a be. 0:10:52.800 --> 0:10:55.319 Because I come from my mother. I no longer use 0:10:55.360 --> 0:10:58.600 that specific be anymore. But just so you guys know, 0:10:59.040 --> 0:11:03.080 those ogbossbes. If you guys remember that logo. It came 0:11:03.120 --> 0:11:07.200 from that specific logo which is on my left wrist, 0:11:07.240 --> 0:11:09.959 and I haven't removed that. That's still there. I have 0:11:10.200 --> 0:11:14.080 also on my other wrist. I had a key before. 0:11:14.240 --> 0:11:17.000 If you guys watched Cheeks in Control, I believe it 0:11:17.040 --> 0:11:19.000 was in Cheeky's in Control or I Love Jenny. I 0:11:19.080 --> 0:11:21.959 got a tattoo on camera and it was a key. 0:11:22.360 --> 0:11:23.720 It was the key that I was like, Oh, I'm 0:11:23.760 --> 0:11:26.000 gonna have the key, the master key to all the 0:11:26.040 --> 0:11:28.400 doors in the world, even if the doors like close 0:11:28.440 --> 0:11:30.280 in my face. I have the key. It was like 0:11:30.320 --> 0:11:33.320 that whole thing, but I didn't like it. I've had 0:11:33.480 --> 0:11:36.480 really like bad luck when it comes to getting tattoos 0:11:37.280 --> 0:11:39.240 because a lot of them I have removed them because 0:11:39.240 --> 0:11:40.760 I removed that key. You guys, by the way it 0:11:40.800 --> 0:11:44.520 was on my right wrist. I removed that key because 0:11:44.559 --> 0:11:47.200 it just wasn't done the way I wanted it. And 0:11:47.240 --> 0:11:51.280 that one's completely gone. Actually, the one down there, you know, 0:11:51.400 --> 0:11:53.240 the flower one is gone as well. Let me check 0:11:53.280 --> 0:11:56.560 real quick. Hold on, there's like a tiny little piece 0:11:56.720 --> 0:11:59.839 that you see like two little dots, but it's like gone, gone, 0:12:00.160 --> 0:12:02.320 and so it's the key. So I got that one 0:12:02.400 --> 0:12:03.920 and I got that on camera, and you know, of 0:12:04.000 --> 0:12:05.240 course your producers you're like, you want to get a 0:12:05.240 --> 0:12:07.120 tattooed on cameras, Like, okay, whatever, I'll get, you know, 0:12:07.160 --> 0:12:08.920 I'll get the key. And I had a whole meaning 0:12:08.920 --> 0:12:10.440 because you know, I was like, I need a meaning 0:12:10.440 --> 0:12:12.520 for every tattoo now, I'm not just gonna like freaking 0:12:12.640 --> 0:12:15.160 just get them for nothing. So that was that. And 0:12:15.200 --> 0:12:18.800 then I also where that one was, I placed a 0:12:18.880 --> 0:12:21.520 little puzzle piece, so I have a little puzzle piece 0:12:21.520 --> 0:12:23.720 that is still there. I got that with my siblings, 0:12:23.760 --> 0:12:26.360 all my siblings, and I got the puzzle piece for Luna, 0:12:26.960 --> 0:12:31.200 my niece, Mikey's daughter, who has autism. So that was 0:12:31.240 --> 0:12:34.880 our way of supporting my brother and Luna and all 0:12:35.040 --> 0:12:37.360 us saying that we're proud to have a beautiful Luna 0:12:37.400 --> 0:12:40.640 that has autism and she's so smart and beautiful. So 0:12:40.679 --> 0:12:43.720 that's what we got the puzzle piece. And then another 0:12:43.720 --> 0:12:46.360 one that I got with my siblings. This one is 0:12:46.679 --> 0:12:49.480 in like the outer part of my left wrist, and 0:12:49.520 --> 0:12:52.360 I have o no this single and Jackie has two 0:12:52.520 --> 0:12:55.240 of five. So it's basically the order in which we 0:12:55.240 --> 0:12:58.040 were born, and we all have it in different places. 0:12:58.160 --> 0:13:01.959 You know, Jenica has you know, full five, Johnny has 0:13:01.960 --> 0:13:04.400 five of five. You know, Johnny's El Singo. So that's 0:13:04.400 --> 0:13:07.959 what we got. And then I have my famous Gondia tattoo, 0:13:08.000 --> 0:13:11.120 which is also on my left arm, like on the 0:13:11.120 --> 0:13:14.480 outer part of my forearm. It's very thin, it's dainty. 0:13:14.559 --> 0:13:17.680 I have to say, by far, that is my favorite tattoo. 0:13:17.720 --> 0:13:19.800 I love all of them because I love the autism one, 0:13:19.840 --> 0:13:22.719 the puzzle piece, I love the the butterfly. I don't 0:13:22.720 --> 0:13:24.840 think I'll ever remove those, to be honest, I'm just 0:13:24.880 --> 0:13:28.080 gonna keep them already where they're at. But my favorite 0:13:28.160 --> 0:13:31.080 is gon and some of you guys have sent me 0:13:31.160 --> 0:13:33.440 pictures some of my boss bees. You guys got the 0:13:33.520 --> 0:13:36.160 same tattoo in the same place, and it's cursive and 0:13:36.200 --> 0:13:38.760 it's just so dainty and pretty. I wish my other 0:13:38.760 --> 0:13:41.240 ones were a little bit more daintier, like a little daintier, 0:13:41.360 --> 0:13:43.439 to be honest, but I love them. I feel like 0:13:43.440 --> 0:13:45.880 I'm missing one. So I told you guys about the 0:13:45.920 --> 0:13:48.040 ones I removed. Okay, so my tram stamp I removed, 0:13:48.040 --> 0:13:50.200 you guys, by the way, that one's almost gone. I 0:13:50.200 --> 0:13:52.600 think like one more session and it'll be completely gone. 0:13:53.360 --> 0:13:55.319 So I have removed three. Oh I'm missing the one 0:13:55.320 --> 0:13:57.560 on my foot, the one on my right foot, that 0:13:57.640 --> 0:14:00.800 one I want to say I got after my mom passed. 0:14:01.000 --> 0:14:03.079 Oh no, actually she was here. I got that one 0:14:03.120 --> 0:14:05.920 my mom was here. It's her butterfly, a butterfly that 0:14:05.960 --> 0:14:08.000 her and I again created, and it was her new 0:14:08.040 --> 0:14:10.920 and improved butterfly for her logo, like her jr. E logo, 0:14:11.600 --> 0:14:14.120 And I got it on my foot. That one hurt 0:14:14.320 --> 0:14:18.760 the most, Oh my gosh. The one that hurt the 0:14:18.840 --> 0:14:20.440 least is the one by my ear. You would think 0:14:20.480 --> 0:14:22.280 that's gonna hurt because it's like by your neck, but 0:14:22.360 --> 0:14:25.160 for some reason, it didn't hurt that much, like almost 0:14:25.240 --> 0:14:27.520 at all. The one that hurt the most is the 0:14:27.520 --> 0:14:30.960 one on the foot. Oh my goodness, you guys. I 0:14:31.200 --> 0:14:32.640 don't know how I got through it. And it's a 0:14:32.680 --> 0:14:36.240 smaller tattoo, but it hurts so bad. There are so 0:14:36.320 --> 0:14:39.040 many nerves there that it was just so painful. And 0:14:39.080 --> 0:14:41.640 then the second more painful one would be the ones 0:14:41.680 --> 0:14:43.960 on my wrist, because again there was a bunch of 0:14:43.960 --> 0:14:46.480 nerves going there, like veins and stuff. So those are 0:14:46.480 --> 0:14:49.120 the ones that hurt for sure the most. But anyways, 0:14:49.320 --> 0:14:51.520 I like tattoos that aren't colored. I like the like 0:14:51.640 --> 0:14:53.720 black and white ones. That's all I have. All of 0:14:53.760 --> 0:14:57.040 them are the same ink color. Oh except the little butterfly. 0:14:57.080 --> 0:15:00.120 Actually here in my wrist, the first logo with my 0:15:00.160 --> 0:15:01.680 mom has a little bit of red in it, the 0:15:01.720 --> 0:15:03.640 one that I had, And that's what I'm telling you. 0:15:03.720 --> 0:15:05.800 After that, I didn't want to get any color because 0:15:05.840 --> 0:15:09.200 my tramp stamp had like red and green, and green 0:15:09.360 --> 0:15:13.240 is the hardest color to remove, so I had, of course, 0:15:13.280 --> 0:15:15.600 got the hardest color to remove. So that's why I 0:15:15.600 --> 0:15:17.760 was like, I'm staying away from color tattoos. They look 0:15:17.800 --> 0:15:19.600 really cool on certain people, but for me, I'm like, 0:15:19.800 --> 0:15:21.560 I just like the like black and white. The very 0:15:21.600 --> 0:15:23.960 dainty look, especially now is just so cute to me. 0:15:30.960 --> 0:15:33.880 If you ask me now, do I regret them? Do 0:15:33.960 --> 0:15:36.280 I regret starting this process? I'm gonna be very honest, 0:15:36.400 --> 0:15:40.760 and I kind of do. For me. Kim One said 0:15:41.040 --> 0:15:42.800 this famous phrase is she got a lot of crap 0:15:42.880 --> 0:15:44.960 for but like you guys, hear me out when she said, 0:15:45.000 --> 0:15:47.360 you don't put a bumper sticker on a Bentley. You know, 0:15:47.600 --> 0:15:49.040 I don't think she has tattoos. I don't know if 0:15:49.080 --> 0:15:51.240 she this was years ago that she said this. I 0:15:51.240 --> 0:15:52.840 think it was one of her sisters. I got a tattoo. 0:15:52.880 --> 0:15:54.080 I want to say it was Chloe, and she's like, 0:15:54.080 --> 0:15:55.840 I would never get a tattoo. It's not like you 0:15:55.880 --> 0:15:58.760 put a bumper sticker on a Bentley. When she said that, 0:15:58.800 --> 0:16:00.640 I was like, well, shit, that's true. I mean I wouldn't. 0:16:00.720 --> 0:16:01.960 You know. There are certain cars that you could put 0:16:02.000 --> 0:16:03.640 bumper stickers on and they look cool, and then there 0:16:03.640 --> 0:16:05.200 are other cars that you're just like, it just does 0:16:05.280 --> 0:16:07.320 not look cool, you know. So it's not like I'm 0:16:07.320 --> 0:16:10.440 saying I'm a Bentley. I'm not necessarily a Belly. I'm 0:16:10.440 --> 0:16:12.880 more like a more like a sports car I think, 0:16:13.520 --> 0:16:16.600 I don't know, maybe like a Lamborghini or something. I 0:16:16.640 --> 0:16:20.400 don't know, but anyways, I get what she's saying. And 0:16:20.680 --> 0:16:23.720 I just feel like, once you start getting tattoos, is 0:16:23.800 --> 0:16:27.160 really hard for you to stop getting them. And some way, somehow, 0:16:27.160 --> 0:16:30.200 my siblings always they're the ones that like get me 0:16:31.120 --> 0:16:33.920 to get tattoos, because they're like, let's get a tattooed together. 0:16:33.960 --> 0:16:36.600 Like all my siblings love tattoos, all of them, and 0:16:36.680 --> 0:16:39.560 I feel like they look so cool on them. Mikey's tattoos, 0:16:39.560 --> 0:16:42.680 all of them are super meaningful, freaking dope ass tattoos. 0:16:42.760 --> 0:16:45.600 Jenicatoo or her art is very dainty. It's a little 0:16:45.640 --> 0:16:48.480 bit more like sticker tattoos, which Mikey would just talk 0:16:48.480 --> 0:16:50.280 crap about and be like, oh my god, like you know, 0:16:50.360 --> 0:16:52.480 you have to get a sleep because Jackie has a sleeve. 0:16:52.840 --> 0:16:55.440 But Jackie's like a cool ass mom, Like she looks 0:16:55.480 --> 0:16:58.600 awesome with her hair and her tattoos, and it looks 0:16:58.640 --> 0:17:00.440 so cool. I just feel like my tattoo who don't 0:17:00.440 --> 0:17:02.480 look as cool on me. I don't know why, maybe 0:17:02.480 --> 0:17:05.439 because they're so spread out, they're so small, Like I 0:17:05.440 --> 0:17:07.119 feel like sometimes want to go on a red carpet, 0:17:07.160 --> 0:17:09.919 like it doesn't look sexy, But then I see it 0:17:09.960 --> 0:17:12.160 on other people like Carol g and they look sexy, 0:17:12.280 --> 0:17:15.359 like they look cute, and I'm always trying to like 0:17:15.520 --> 0:17:17.040 hide them. I don't know if it's just in my 0:17:17.160 --> 0:17:19.639 mind or what the hell, But all my siblings, Johnny 0:17:19.680 --> 0:17:22.160 has amazing tattoos. What I'm so proud of my siblings 0:17:22.200 --> 0:17:24.640 is that all of their tattoos are super meaningful. They 0:17:24.640 --> 0:17:27.679 have a reason behind them, And now mine do but 0:17:27.760 --> 0:17:30.360 like my first couple ones, like especially my first one, 0:17:30.440 --> 0:17:32.200 I was just, like I said, I was just young 0:17:32.240 --> 0:17:34.480 and dumb and like I was taking advantage of the 0:17:34.480 --> 0:17:36.719 fact that my mom was just living her best life. 0:17:36.960 --> 0:17:39.159 But anyways, that's one thing that I'm going to tell 0:17:39.160 --> 0:17:40.720 you guys if you're going to get a tattoo, because 0:17:40.720 --> 0:17:43.720 tattoos stay forever, and if you want to get them removed, 0:17:44.000 --> 0:17:46.160 it hurts so bad. You guys, I can't even explain. 0:17:46.240 --> 0:17:49.199 And I have a high pain tolerance, but getting your 0:17:49.200 --> 0:17:54.360 tattoos removed, no ma is. And even though I went 0:17:54.359 --> 0:17:56.040 to this doctor, especially for the one on my back, 0:17:56.119 --> 0:17:58.080 is that almost like the bigger one. It was pretty big. 0:17:58.520 --> 0:18:01.720 I spent a lot. It's expensive, and they injected me 0:18:01.720 --> 0:18:04.040 with lytocane, which is like something that numbs you right, 0:18:04.600 --> 0:18:07.680 and even then it hurt. Okay, it was something where 0:18:07.680 --> 0:18:10.120 I was just like I, oh my god, every part 0:18:10.160 --> 0:18:12.000 of my body would hurt because I was so tense. 0:18:12.040 --> 0:18:15.479 And again it's pretty quick and then after like it 0:18:15.480 --> 0:18:18.720 gets all like bubbly and like just it hurts so bad. 0:18:19.040 --> 0:18:20.679 So that's what I'm saying. If you're gonna get a tattoo, 0:18:20.720 --> 0:18:23.679 really think about it. Make sure, it's something that is 0:18:23.720 --> 0:18:25.600 super meaningful to you and that you're going to be 0:18:25.600 --> 0:18:28.360 proud of wearing for the rest of your life, even 0:18:28.400 --> 0:18:30.480 if you like start wrinkling up, like you're gonna be like, 0:18:30.520 --> 0:18:32.280 hell yeah, this is my tattoo and it means this. 0:18:32.600 --> 0:18:36.119 That's all I would suggest, just because for me, I 0:18:36.760 --> 0:18:40.399 have thought about removing a lot of them, but like 0:18:40.440 --> 0:18:42.560 the ones with my siblings are super meaningful, lunas is 0:18:42.560 --> 0:18:44.439 super meaningful, the ones with my mom. Like for me, 0:18:44.480 --> 0:18:46.960 I'm like, just like you know what the music notes. Now, 0:18:46.960 --> 0:18:48.840 the ones that I have, I'm like, Okay, I'm good 0:18:48.840 --> 0:18:51.320