WEBVTT - STARSTRUCK with Ally Lewber 0:00:02.840 --> 0:00:07.000 Hey, rain drops, it's Carlos King. Yes. If you're loving 0:00:07.040 --> 0:00:09.280 reality with the King, you need to check out the 0:00:09.320 --> 0:00:15.040 new podcast Starstruck, hosted by astrology Ali Lubert. Each episode 0:00:15.120 --> 0:00:22.960 of Starstruck reveals the deeper astrological forces shaping our careers, relationships, 0:00:23.000 --> 0:00:27.800 and personal growth, giving you cosmic insights you can apply 0:00:28.160 --> 0:00:32.920 to your own life. Every Wednesday, Ali sits down with 0:00:33.000 --> 0:00:38.239 celebrity guests for raw in studio astrology readings that uncover 0:00:38.440 --> 0:00:44.280 the faded twist planetary influences and life changing moments written 0:00:44.840 --> 0:00:50.120 in the stars. From career highs to relationship drama. Nothing 0:00:50.360 --> 0:00:55.840 is off limits. Expect deep dives, jaw dropping revelations, and 0:00:56.040 --> 0:01:02.000 astrological insights you won't hear anywhere else. So, whether you're 0:01:02.040 --> 0:01:06.960 an astrology knew, be bo, a chart reading pro, Starstruck 0:01:07.240 --> 0:01:11.839 is your all access passed to the astrological side of fame. 0:01:12.640 --> 0:01:16.800 And now here's a sneak peek of Starstruck. 0:01:22.200 --> 0:01:24.920 This is open mind. 0:01:27.840 --> 0:01:29.320 Sabrina zehears here. 0:01:29.520 --> 0:01:30.959 I got a light and I got anxiety from my 0:01:30.959 --> 0:01:32.120 mother and I love her, don't me. 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:35.360 Rock Being able to actually tap into yourself and that's 0:01:35.400 --> 0:01:36.360 why I love astrology. 0:01:36.400 --> 0:01:37.240 It's not about me. 0:01:37.200 --> 0:01:39.880 Going Okay, Alie, what's going on for you? It's right, 0:01:40.040 --> 0:01:42.200 but it's really thank you for this information. Now, how 0:01:42.200 --> 0:01:44.720 can I cultivate and learn how to really listen to 0:01:44.840 --> 0:01:47.280 my interior and take this information. 0:01:46.880 --> 0:01:48.160 To say I knew I was on the right path. 0:01:48.200 --> 0:01:50.880 So my past, like two serious boyfriends have had alcohol 0:01:50.920 --> 0:01:53.040 issues and I was talking to my therapist. My dad, 0:01:53.080 --> 0:01:56.240 by the way, died when I was eleven from alcohol 0:01:56.280 --> 0:01:59.280 related things. I would never have connected this, but she 0:01:59.440 --> 0:02:02.160 was like, you're trying to save your dad. Hello Starlit, 0:02:02.400 --> 0:02:06.200 I'm Ali, and welcome to my new podcast, Starstruck. Every week, 0:02:06.200 --> 0:02:09.000 an in person guest joins me as we delve into 0:02:09.000 --> 0:02:12.080 the most intriguing aspects of their birth chart at open Mind. 0:02:12.160 --> 0:02:15.239 We value your support, share your thoughts on social media, 0:02:15.360 --> 0:02:18.600 and remember to rate, review, and follow Starstruck to help 0:02:18.639 --> 0:02:23.560 others discover the show. Welcome, Saverina. I am so excited 0:02:23.560 --> 0:02:25.160 to have you here. I am such a fan of 0:02:25.200 --> 0:02:28.520 yours and I'm so excited to dive into your birch art. 0:02:28.560 --> 0:02:30.680 But before we do, tell me a little bit about 0:02:30.800 --> 0:02:32.440 your relationship with astrology. 0:02:32.720 --> 0:02:33.959 Ooh, great question. 0:02:34.600 --> 0:02:37.000 So I my mom is big in astrology, she loves 0:02:37.000 --> 0:02:39.280 her Tarot cards. I have a tarot car tattoo, like, 0:02:39.400 --> 0:02:40.280 oh my gosh, let me see. 0:02:40.400 --> 0:02:42.560 Oh I can't. I would pay, I would be showing 0:02:42.560 --> 0:02:44.800 it up, but I'll show you after. It was my 0:02:44.840 --> 0:02:47.880 first tattoo. No way, I just gave what tarot card 0:02:47.919 --> 0:02:51.360 is this strength? Oh my god. 0:02:51.520 --> 0:02:53.280 I just resonated it with something my sister and I 0:02:53.280 --> 0:02:55.799 got together because it reminded of as our mom. And 0:02:56.200 --> 0:02:58.680 it's just I've always grown up knowing that this existed. 0:02:58.680 --> 0:03:00.600 But it doesn't mean I have to identify with anything, 0:03:00.600 --> 0:03:02.799 which is what I really loved. And I use astrology 0:03:02.919 --> 0:03:04.280 as a yes and right like. 0:03:04.240 --> 0:03:07.480 It doesn't dictate my life, but it's a part of 0:03:07.520 --> 0:03:08.960 my life like so many other things. 0:03:09.160 --> 0:03:11.600 I love that it's a tool. It's all tools, and 0:03:11.639 --> 0:03:13.200 it's fun and it's you know. 0:03:13.120 --> 0:03:16.080 It's cosmic guidance one hundred percent. I think where it 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:18.480 becomes where I start to see the pendulum swing. Of course, 0:03:18.520 --> 0:03:21.200 like dating relationship coach, I talk to people every day. 0:03:21.720 --> 0:03:24.480 I love to use it to learn about ourselves, like attachment. 0:03:24.480 --> 0:03:27.360 Selves like anything else, empower you. But when we start 0:03:27.400 --> 0:03:29.239 to do like I don't date cap or chorns. So 0:03:29.360 --> 0:03:30.160 it's like you. 0:03:30.280 --> 0:03:32.680 No, I agree with you completely. I mean, we can 0:03:32.720 --> 0:03:35.120 make those jokes. I get that there's like the fun 0:03:35.160 --> 0:03:38.040 part of astrology that's like that. But I believe that 0:03:38.120 --> 0:03:41.120 we're all compatible. I think everybody's compatible. We can obviously 0:03:41.480 --> 0:03:43.400 vibe with energy is better than others. But it's all 0:03:43.400 --> 0:03:45.920 about learning how to connect to one another and how 0:03:45.960 --> 0:03:48.840 we can connect to ourselves. So that's the key. But 0:03:48.880 --> 0:03:50.760 at the end of the day, astrology should connect all 0:03:50.800 --> 0:03:53.280 of us. So like I love Yeah, that's not the 0:03:53.320 --> 0:03:55.200 part of astrology that I like to focus on. 0:03:55.320 --> 0:03:57.800 No, because there's twelve signs and nine billion people, right, 0:03:57.960 --> 0:03:58.960 there's a ratio. 0:03:58.840 --> 0:03:59.640 Thank you math. 0:03:59.760 --> 0:04:00.680 Yeah. 0:04:00.720 --> 0:04:02.920 And also we all have every sign in us, like 0:04:03.000 --> 0:04:06.240 we all are. We have every zodiac sign in our charts. 0:04:06.440 --> 0:04:09.720 You know, it's just about where the energy is heavy. 0:04:10.200 --> 0:04:12.680 I'm excited for this. I had my chart read a year, no, 0:04:12.960 --> 0:04:14.440 like a summer twenty twenty three. 0:04:14.840 --> 0:04:17.880 Oh okay, and it was I remember her birth chart reading, 0:04:17.880 --> 0:04:19.279 birchar reading okay, and she was. 0:04:19.440 --> 0:04:21.120 It was a party and they were like, she's amazing. 0:04:21.160 --> 0:04:23.000 You should go. I was like, sign me up. You 0:04:23.040 --> 0:04:24.400 really don't have to say more than that to me. 0:04:24.440 --> 0:04:27.320 I'm the same, and I remember she was just like 0:04:27.440 --> 0:04:29.080 looking at it and it was I had just started 0:04:29.080 --> 0:04:31.640 my career like five months prior, and she was like, 0:04:31.680 --> 0:04:33.440 the next year is going to be the biggest for 0:04:33.480 --> 0:04:36.200 your career. And then like clockwork, she was not wrong. 0:04:36.240 --> 0:04:37.120 Everything was amazing. 0:04:37.160 --> 0:04:37.640 And then the. 0:04:37.720 --> 0:04:40.000 Day that I got my season desists on the name 0:04:40.040 --> 0:04:42.479 of my podcast was the day that the transition happened 0:04:42.520 --> 0:04:44.240 and it was no longer in that house. 0:04:44.839 --> 0:04:47.400 So I am really excited to see what's upcoming. 0:04:47.960 --> 0:04:50.280 Okay, wow, Okay, so I know that you you've already 0:04:50.279 --> 0:04:51.760 had your rchuret red. I'm not going to go over 0:04:51.839 --> 0:04:53.880 then all the basics with you. I think let's get 0:04:54.040 --> 0:04:56.520 let's do your big three. Let's like do a little 0:04:56.560 --> 0:04:59.160 like you know, okay, brush up on it that I've 0:04:59.160 --> 0:05:01.160 been settying your virture. And I am really excited. And 0:05:01.240 --> 0:05:02.680 let me just start by saying, like you're in the 0:05:02.720 --> 0:05:05.960 perfect career, Like I'm so proud of you. Are you 0:05:06.000 --> 0:05:06.719 from La. 0:05:06.800 --> 0:05:08.800 No, I'm from Florida, originally moved to New York. 0:05:09.080 --> 0:05:11.040 Okay, yeah, that's why I knew it was like somewhere 0:05:11.120 --> 0:05:14.119 east coast. Let's start with the sun. Okay, that's of course, 0:05:14.200 --> 0:05:16.680 it's where we shine, it's where we feel our best, 0:05:16.760 --> 0:05:19.080 it's where we feel happiest. And you're a Taurus son, 0:05:19.760 --> 0:05:21.880 you get to have nice things in life. Taurus is 0:05:21.920 --> 0:05:25.440 ruled by Venus. It is the planet that loves nice things. 0:05:25.520 --> 0:05:27.520 It's a planet that's here to spoil us. And it 0:05:27.560 --> 0:05:30.640 is all about the finer things in life. Because you're 0:05:30.640 --> 0:05:33.960 a tourist, Sun, you are like becoming more tourist pretty 0:05:34.000 --> 0:05:36.400 much every day, like you're tapping into your power and 0:05:36.520 --> 0:05:39.479 into your potential. But with Taurus, it's not just about 0:05:39.480 --> 0:05:41.599 having the nice things. It's about working really hard to 0:05:41.640 --> 0:05:43.799 have the nice things. And it is where card play hard. 0:05:43.880 --> 0:05:45.440 And I know that you work hard because you were 0:05:45.440 --> 0:05:48.240 just telling me all the things that you do yourself, 0:05:48.279 --> 0:05:52.280 and it's really impressive. But it's Earth energy, so it's grounded. 0:05:52.320 --> 0:05:56.920 It's practical. You know, plant the seed, water it, nurture it. 0:05:57.000 --> 0:05:58.200 You're building an empire. 0:05:58.520 --> 0:06:00.359 I've definitely I thought I can relate to and I 0:06:00.400 --> 0:06:00.960 feel because I. 0:06:01.440 --> 0:06:03.479 Love to give really beautiful things like I love to 0:06:03.839 --> 0:06:07.240 I like people to feel what I feel, to feel loved, 0:06:07.279 --> 0:06:08.320 to feel adored, to. 0:06:08.360 --> 0:06:09.440 Feel really special. 0:06:09.880 --> 0:06:12.200 And I think for me, I've never been somebody like 0:06:12.240 --> 0:06:14.200 we never grew up buying nice things, like it was 0:06:14.360 --> 0:06:14.640 just not. 0:06:14.760 --> 0:06:16.680 My parents were very like, you work your ass off 0:06:16.760 --> 0:06:18.440 for this one day, you'll be able to get it 0:06:18.440 --> 0:06:20.960 yourself totally. So that yeah, I feel that. 0:06:21.279 --> 0:06:23.640 I feel that too. I mean, I grew up privileged, 0:06:23.680 --> 0:06:25.680 I grew up grateful, We had nice things, but but 0:06:25.800 --> 0:06:27.160 it was always ingrain to me. I grew up this 0:06:27.200 --> 0:06:28.919 single mom, and it was always ingrained to me. You know, 0:06:29.000 --> 0:06:32.280 like you have to have your own finances, You have 0:06:32.320 --> 0:06:34.440 to work really really hard to get the things that 0:06:34.480 --> 0:06:37.360 you want in life. Capricorn Taurus energy. It's like we're 0:06:37.360 --> 0:06:40.960 out here working, okay, but we are having fun too. Okay, 0:06:41.200 --> 0:06:45.560 Moon sign Leo love love. My mom is a Leo 0:06:45.640 --> 0:06:50.040 moon also, and okay, wait, your mom is here and 0:06:50.040 --> 0:06:50.640 she's a Leo. 0:06:50.880 --> 0:06:51.080 There. 0:06:51.080 --> 0:06:54.680 We are love. We tend to have our moon signs, 0:06:54.720 --> 0:06:57.840 tend to be resident with our mom's sun's sign a 0:06:57.960 --> 0:07:00.840 rising sign. It's wild. You're an extrame of your mother. 0:07:01.360 --> 0:07:06.120 She passed down her Leo bright light to you, and 0:07:06.200 --> 0:07:08.120 now you are an extension of her, and you're meant 0:07:08.120 --> 0:07:10.520 to shine not just for yourself, but there's a piece 0:07:10.520 --> 0:07:13.800 of her with you too. And she is your biggest fan, 0:07:14.080 --> 0:07:16.040 and I love that she's literally here right now and 0:07:16.080 --> 0:07:18.160 I'm looking at her. I'm like, she's so proud of you, 0:07:19.040 --> 0:07:21.000 and she's believed in you since the moment you were born. 0:07:21.040 --> 0:07:23.000 It's like, of course she's gonna shine, Like what else 0:07:23.040 --> 0:07:24.400 is she going to do with our bright light? Like 0:07:24.400 --> 0:07:26.240 we've got to go, We've got to be seen. And 0:07:26.880 --> 0:07:30.440 Leo's they don't get enough credit. I feel like an astrology, 0:07:30.480 --> 0:07:32.400 like they get all the stereotypes of like they're being 0:07:32.440 --> 0:07:36.280 attension seeking or no, because it's natural to them. They 0:07:36.280 --> 0:07:38.120 are ruled by the sun, so they're going to be 0:07:38.200 --> 0:07:41.840 seen regardless whether they like it or not. So having 0:07:41.840 --> 0:07:44.600 a Leo moon, it's different than a Leo's sun. A 0:07:44.680 --> 0:07:47.240 Leo's sun is where we can put a lot of 0:07:47.240 --> 0:07:49.720 pressure on ourselves, right, but like we're still shining and 0:07:50.000 --> 0:07:52.280 we are the star. But when it's a Leo moon, 0:07:52.520 --> 0:07:54.240 like you don't have to be the loudest in the room. 0:07:54.240 --> 0:07:56.640 It's a little more subtle. I know, Vigo Rising, we'll 0:07:56.640 --> 0:07:58.720 get to that, but it's a little it's a little 0:07:58.720 --> 0:08:02.000 more subtle. It's like you are just magnetic, Like you 0:08:02.000 --> 0:08:04.840 can walk into a room and the Leo shines through 0:08:04.960 --> 0:08:09.200 naturally the moon sign. It's the most important because it 0:08:09.280 --> 0:08:12.240 rules our emotions and our mental health. And so wherever 0:08:12.480 --> 0:08:16.040 whatever sign our moon is in, that's how we nurture ourselves. 0:08:16.320 --> 0:08:19.320 And because you're a Leo, the work that you do 0:08:19.600 --> 0:08:22.080 and the passion that you have behind it, the drive 0:08:22.680 --> 0:08:25.200 entertainment related love that you ended up in a big city. 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:27.360 I find Leo's usually do get pulled to a big 0:08:27.400 --> 0:08:31.520 city fashion sports, Yeah, they just they look good, Like 0:08:31.560 --> 0:08:32.480 it's your natural gift. 0:08:32.600 --> 0:08:34.320 I thank you. I was like I got I got 0:08:34.360 --> 0:08:35.800 a light and I got anxiety for my mother and 0:08:35.840 --> 0:08:37.439 I love her. Don't get me wrong, but I did 0:08:37.440 --> 0:08:37.840 get both. 0:08:38.040 --> 0:08:40.800 But I find it interesting what you're saying because I 0:08:40.840 --> 0:08:43.760 have two Scorpio siblings, and that was talk about a 0:08:43.800 --> 0:08:45.920 monkey wrench thrown in and then there was me and 0:08:45.920 --> 0:08:47.959 they were both older than me. Okay, so it was 0:08:48.000 --> 0:08:49.920 a lot of me who can yell? Allowed us to 0:08:49.920 --> 0:08:52.440 get the attention who can compete against? 0:08:52.559 --> 0:08:52.679 Right? 0:08:52.720 --> 0:08:56.520 It was a very chaotic, loud household with just variables, 0:08:57.000 --> 0:08:58.840 but it's very true. Like I love my mom to 0:08:58.880 --> 0:09:01.360 the moon and back, and I feel like kinship connection 0:09:02.160 --> 0:09:04.880 yeah right, Yeah, like telepathic almost for sure. 0:09:05.000 --> 0:09:06.760 Well, my past life was fashion too. I worked. I 0:09:06.800 --> 0:09:07.480 have a clothing line. 0:09:07.840 --> 0:09:10.880 Yeah, so it's like, yeah, it's right. And honestly, taurists too. 0:09:10.920 --> 0:09:13.240 Just having that Venus World sun, it's like you just 0:09:13.360 --> 0:09:15.839 have good taste, so like you're gonna do something with it, right, 0:09:15.920 --> 0:09:18.120 Like it's the Leo moon, but then it's the tourist 0:09:18.120 --> 0:09:21.600 sun also. I find that's just sweet. 0:09:21.920 --> 0:09:23.120 Can you just do me a favor and just like 0:09:23.160 --> 0:09:25.120 come around with me all the time and just let 0:09:25.120 --> 0:09:26.880 me know how to be in your pocket perfect, Like 0:09:27.080 --> 0:09:27.880 this is your Leo Moon. 0:09:27.920 --> 0:09:31.600 You're shining, baby, Yes, you're shining always. I will say 0:09:31.640 --> 0:09:34.560 the moon is not the easiest planet. It rules ocean tide, 0:09:34.600 --> 0:09:37.280 so it's a wave. But what you need to just 0:09:37.320 --> 0:09:40.360 always remember is that you are the sun. That's your naile, like, 0:09:40.440 --> 0:09:44.520 that's your that's your birthright, that's your energy. But it's 0:09:44.640 --> 0:09:47.240 meant to be seen. Now where the moon is living 0:09:47.360 --> 0:09:51.319 and your chart specifically, this is the part of the 0:09:51.400 --> 0:09:54.520 chart that's the most spiritual. It's the twelfth house and 0:09:54.559 --> 0:09:58.640 the twelfth house it's my favorite house. I said it. 0:09:58.640 --> 0:10:02.840 It is not the easiest, it is the house that 0:10:03.120 --> 0:10:05.679 it's where we leave the physical world and we are 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:09.599 going to nirvana, outer space, the universe, like whatever you 0:10:09.679 --> 0:10:12.360 want to call it. It's not real, it's make believe, 0:10:12.440 --> 0:10:16.800 it's dreams, it's our mind. I think this is absolutely 0:10:16.800 --> 0:10:19.720 too why you're pulled to psychology and understanding why people 0:10:19.720 --> 0:10:22.120 are the way they are. The Moon is how we relate. 0:10:22.200 --> 0:10:25.280 It's our emotions and the Twelfth House it's all about 0:10:25.320 --> 0:10:30.560 empathy and understanding people. But it is not a walk 0:10:30.559 --> 0:10:34.400 in the park placement. The moon is already heavy, it's 0:10:34.400 --> 0:10:37.480 already emotional. And then the Twelfth House is like the ocean. 0:10:37.640 --> 0:10:41.320 It's vast. We can drown, we can swim. We do both. 0:10:41.440 --> 0:10:43.840 Usually we try to swim more than we drown. But 0:10:43.880 --> 0:10:46.120 it's lessons and we're working on that. And the moon 0:10:46.160 --> 0:10:51.400 in the twelfth so creative, so magical, like truly psychic 0:10:51.440 --> 0:10:55.080 abilities and tuition is heightened. These are the gifts and 0:10:55.120 --> 0:10:56.760 the magic of the Twelfth House. It is the most 0:10:56.800 --> 0:10:59.640 powerful house. But if we ignore the Twelfth House, that 0:10:59.679 --> 0:11:01.640 is when can get a little chaotic. The twelve House 0:11:01.720 --> 0:11:05.240 rules things like mental health institutions and prisons and you know, 0:11:05.440 --> 0:11:07.599 things like that that aren't fun. We don't want to 0:11:07.640 --> 0:11:10.560 go there. So to make sure we don't go there, 0:11:10.840 --> 0:11:14.480 we have to have a spiritual relationship, We have hygiene basically. 0:11:14.520 --> 0:11:16.559 So I'm not surprised you're pulled to things like this, 0:11:17.040 --> 0:11:21.040 not surprised that you're, you know, interested in psychology and relationships. 0:11:21.559 --> 0:11:23.440 I have a lot of planets in the twelfth House too, 0:11:24.000 --> 0:11:27.920 and so usually people with placements there, they're going a 0:11:27.920 --> 0:11:30.640 little deeper. It's like there's more, we have to go 0:11:30.679 --> 0:11:34.840 below the surface a little bit, but it's magical. Always 0:11:34.880 --> 0:11:37.200 trust your intuition, like always. 0:11:36.920 --> 0:11:38.199 I've learned that over the years. 0:11:38.240 --> 0:11:39.920 Like especially a question I get all the time is 0:11:39.920 --> 0:11:41.360 like how do I know it's my gut and intuition 0:11:41.440 --> 0:11:42.319 versus my anxiety? 0:11:42.679 --> 0:11:42.880 Right? 0:11:43.880 --> 0:11:45.920 For me, typically, like the anxiety comes with like this 0:11:45.960 --> 0:11:48.760 body sensation and narrative right of like maybe I'll get 0:11:48.760 --> 0:11:51.160 like chest palpitations or my heart will get heavy, and 0:11:51.160 --> 0:11:52.880 then I'll start to reel of like I knew you 0:11:52.880 --> 0:11:54.120 were too much, there's something wrong. 0:11:54.200 --> 0:11:55.400 Oh my god, they're not going to like you. 0:11:55.920 --> 0:12:00.520 Versus intuition is a very calming This doesn't feel right right, 0:12:00.559 --> 0:12:02.959 and it's like I feel it's a different place. It's 0:12:02.960 --> 0:12:06.240 a very guttural in my belly, not anxiety and it's 0:12:06.280 --> 0:12:08.560 like this, this doesn't feel right, or you need to 0:12:08.600 --> 0:12:10.440 move or you know, I lived in New York for 0:12:10.440 --> 0:12:13.160 twelve years just walking around. You had to learn to 0:12:13.280 --> 0:12:16.320 listen to your body because you could maybe not right 0:12:16.360 --> 0:12:18.360 if you were just spaced out and walking around and 0:12:18.360 --> 0:12:21.120 not paying attention and there's someone following you, or right 0:12:21.160 --> 0:12:23.640 there's a major city, it's not safe. So I've really 0:12:23.960 --> 0:12:27.959 learned that trying to hone into my intuition means listening 0:12:28.000 --> 0:12:31.160 without the chatter, finding the quietest voice that's not really 0:12:31.200 --> 0:12:33.600 screaming the loudest, because that's really the one that's trying 0:12:33.640 --> 0:12:35.640 to guide you. Where is the anxiety is she is 0:12:35.760 --> 0:12:39.160 loud and she wants to be heard, And that doesn't 0:12:39.160 --> 0:12:39.959 always mean that's. 0:12:39.960 --> 0:12:40.720 And that's not good. 0:12:40.880 --> 0:12:40.960 No. 0:12:41.240 --> 0:12:43.240 Yeah, it's like that's the part of us that's fear 0:12:43.400 --> 0:12:45.640 fear based and the ego based, and it's like we 0:12:45.679 --> 0:12:47.000 want to get rid of all of that so we 0:12:47.040 --> 0:12:50.880 can listen to our truest, our true selves. That's fascinating 0:12:50.920 --> 0:12:55.080 because I always have have difficulties differentiating like, oh my god, 0:12:55.080 --> 0:12:58.240 am I as anxious? Or is this a sign? And 0:12:58.280 --> 0:12:59.719 then I'll be like Okay, you knowse give me a 0:12:59.760 --> 0:13:02.400 sign if it's this or that, and then it just 0:13:02.440 --> 0:13:05.200 makes it worse. Like I'm working on just trusting and 0:13:05.280 --> 0:13:09.120 listening to my intuition because I can recognize it. Yeah, 0:13:09.240 --> 0:13:10.839 but it is hard and the day to day life, 0:13:10.880 --> 0:13:11.080 you know. 0:13:11.280 --> 0:13:13.719 There's because it comes usually there's like a pattern associated 0:13:13.720 --> 0:13:15.920 with it, right, Like if we look at how many times, 0:13:16.000 --> 0:13:17.960 especially like when I was dating, Right, it's just the 0:13:18.000 --> 0:13:20.559 easiest example to use. But when I was dating and 0:13:20.600 --> 0:13:23.199 I would be it was the same thing consistently, right, 0:13:23.280 --> 0:13:26.040 Like they didn't text me. I'm now creating narratives. I'm 0:13:26.040 --> 0:13:28.320 filling in the blank. The story I'm telling myself is this. 0:13:28.800 --> 0:13:31.000 I now like I can't sleep, I can't eat. It's 0:13:31.000 --> 0:13:33.679 like I'm just regulated. My body feels like there's a danger. 0:13:34.520 --> 0:13:37.840 Knowing that being really clear and learning about yourself is 0:13:37.840 --> 0:13:39.920 also part of this, because you can tell me this 0:13:39.960 --> 0:13:41.240 all day and I'm like, okay, cool, I don't know 0:13:41.240 --> 0:13:44.400 what my intuition sounds like yep, or I can't differentiate between. 0:13:44.480 --> 0:13:47.640 But being able to actually tap into yourself and that's 0:13:47.640 --> 0:13:50.400 why I love astrology. It's not about me going okay, Ali, 0:13:50.559 --> 0:13:53.079 what's going on? For You's right, but it's really thank 0:13:53.120 --> 0:13:55.440 you for this information. Now, how can I cultivate and 0:13:55.520 --> 0:13:58.440 learn how to really listen to my interior and take 0:13:58.480 --> 0:14:00.400 this information to say I knew I was on the path? 0:14:00.440 --> 0:14:03.440 Ah? Yes, I love that. And by the way, the 0:14:03.440 --> 0:14:06.319 Twelfth House rules things like meditation. It's it's like where 0:14:06.320 --> 0:14:08.280 Buddhist monks live. Okay, so like that's the twelve House. 0:14:08.280 --> 0:14:10.760 It's very e prey love, so like we're meant to 0:14:10.800 --> 0:14:13.200 tune in. That's your moon is living there. So yeah, 0:14:13.240 --> 0:14:14.680 like what you're saying is you already know how to 0:14:14.720 --> 0:14:17.319 listen to that, but like if you didn't, that's where 0:14:17.360 --> 0:14:20.040 astrology can help. It's like, Okay, maybe you should try meditating, 0:14:20.160 --> 0:14:22.240 or you know, maybe you need to turn your phone 0:14:22.240 --> 0:14:25.200 off and go take a nap or twelve House is 0:14:25.200 --> 0:14:26.120 all about isolation. 0:14:27.320 --> 0:14:28.120 I'm pretty good at that. 0:14:28.440 --> 0:14:31.000 I was gonna say, because you have a very social 0:14:31.280 --> 0:14:34.200 sun and moon. You're still a Leo moon, so you're 0:14:34.200 --> 0:14:36.280 still meant to connect and be social, but you need 0:14:36.280 --> 0:14:38.760 your alone time absolutely more than no. 0:14:38.720 --> 0:14:41.360 Negotiable, no negotiable. Like I for so long thought I 0:14:41.400 --> 0:14:44.320 was extroverted, and I'm like I am, No, I don't 0:14:44.400 --> 0:14:46.720 like people. That actually became pretty clear for me. I 0:14:46.760 --> 0:14:49.720 actually don't like being around people. I don't get energized. 0:14:49.760 --> 0:14:53.560 I enjoy yeah, yep, and learning, learning, but like small 0:14:53.600 --> 0:14:56.040 talk for volity, like no spare me, send me home. 0:14:56.080 --> 0:14:57.720 I'm in bed by eight. I'm up at four, Like, 0:14:57.800 --> 0:14:59.640 leave me alone. I'd rather just stay home and watch 0:14:59.680 --> 0:15:01.440 a movie or listen to music. The twelve thousand is 0:15:01.480 --> 0:15:02.120 really creative. 0:15:02.560 --> 0:15:03.480 What's funny you say that. 0:15:03.560 --> 0:15:05.440 I was just telling my partner yesterday, I'm like, man, 0:15:05.480 --> 0:15:07.040 all of my life, what do I remember? Because we 0:15:07.040 --> 0:15:09.440 were talking about something in high school and I just said, oh, yeah, 0:15:09.440 --> 0:15:11.040 I got in trouble because I used to I'm aging myself. 0:15:11.080 --> 0:15:13.480 I used to bring my CD player here we are right, 0:15:13.520 --> 0:15:15.080 I was bring my CD player to school and I 0:15:15.120 --> 0:15:17.080 had my headphone that was like trailing through my shirt, 0:15:17.080 --> 0:15:19.720 and I'm get in trouble. But I remembered consistently. I 0:15:19.760 --> 0:15:21.880 was like, what was the path? I always turned to music? 0:15:21.960 --> 0:15:23.040 Music was my escape. 0:15:23.320 --> 0:15:24.480 Music was like I had a. 0:15:24.560 --> 0:15:27.680 Very i'll just say chaotic upbringing, Like I did not 0:15:27.720 --> 0:15:29.640 have a healthy environment. We did, and we had a 0:15:29.840 --> 0:15:33.640 really tough father who was showing that in multiple different 0:15:33.680 --> 0:15:35.960 ways that were not conducive for a healthy environment. I'll 0:15:36.000 --> 0:15:38.600 just say that. And music was my escape. Music was 0:15:38.640 --> 0:15:40.760 my way to reconnect with myself and to come back 0:15:40.800 --> 0:15:43.240 into my body because it allowed me to just be 0:15:43.400 --> 0:15:45.600 for a second and quiet the chatter and focus on 0:15:45.640 --> 0:15:49.120 something else. So that doesn't surprise. That's how you nurture yourself. 0:15:49.160 --> 0:15:49.840 That's beautiful. 0:15:50.000 --> 0:15:52.880 Yeah, me and my headphones were bff, right walks every day, 0:15:53.440 --> 0:15:57.000 that bilateral movement, Like, I love to connect in different ways. 0:15:57.000 --> 0:15:59.760 And I think that also that Taurus feeling really feeling 0:15:59.800 --> 0:16:02.480 your body. Yeah, comfort is important to you, and safety 0:16:02.520 --> 0:16:03.280 is important to you. 0:16:03.560 --> 0:16:04.200 I never had it. 0:16:04.240 --> 0:16:06.080 And with the moon in the twelfth by the way, 0:16:06.760 --> 0:16:09.080 there's going to be there already has been. We know that. 0:16:09.120 --> 0:16:11.640 You just said that a lot of lessons around Okay, 0:16:11.840 --> 0:16:13.920 how do I nurture myself and how do I create 0:16:13.920 --> 0:16:16.240 my safe place? So for you like finding those little 0:16:16.280 --> 0:16:18.640 moments of joy that like you're like, wait, I'm safe. 0:16:18.800 --> 0:16:19.320 It's just me. 0:16:19.560 --> 0:16:21.320 Like I can go list music and I can do 0:16:21.360 --> 0:16:24.080 this and the twelfth House if you go googling it. 0:16:24.200 --> 0:16:25.880 Yet people tend to fear it, but I love it. 0:16:25.920 --> 0:16:28.720 But it's because most people don't want to do the work. 0:16:28.800 --> 0:16:30.320 They don't want to go deep and they don't want 0:16:30.360 --> 0:16:32.520 to go see therapist or learn about you know, they 0:16:32.520 --> 0:16:35.640 don't want to quiet outside noise. They'd rather like escape 0:16:36.040 --> 0:16:39.600 and turn to drugs or alcohol or watch TV, which 0:16:39.640 --> 0:16:41.640 is fine for a little bit, and then eventually we 0:16:41.680 --> 0:16:43.800 gotta you know, listen to ourselves. 0:16:43.600 --> 0:16:46.320 Which you resist, persist the more you ignore, right, The 0:16:46.320 --> 0:16:48.720 more we like really ignore these noises, the more that 0:16:48.720 --> 0:16:50.720 that chatter comes. Like, especially when I was doing the 0:16:50.720 --> 0:16:52.720 work prior to that, I didn't want to. It was 0:16:52.760 --> 0:16:54.640 safer for me to stay in my patterns and then 0:16:54.640 --> 0:16:56.360 stay in my shit than it was for me to 0:16:56.400 --> 0:16:59.160 acknowledge that I actually did have control over my life, right, 0:16:59.200 --> 0:17:01.800 because I think we're so bred. Similar to astrology, what 0:17:01.800 --> 0:17:03.280 we were talking about in the beginning, you can look 0:17:03.280 --> 0:17:05.240 at it as what life's happening to me. I have 0:17:05.320 --> 0:17:07.560 no control, Yeah, And I do believe that there is 0:17:07.600 --> 0:17:10.000 a fate in a destiny, right, like I think certain 0:17:10.080 --> 0:17:13.000 aspects are written for us. But I also believe in 0:17:13.000 --> 0:17:16.080 free will, and I also believe in taking what happens 0:17:16.119 --> 0:17:19.119 to you and actually like learning this, growing from it, 0:17:19.200 --> 0:17:21.960