WEBVTT - Hillbillies Stormed the Capitol 0:00:00.240 --> 0:00:03.200 Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio 0:00:03.320 --> 0:00:07.280 and the Black Effect asked back there, Nice still asked 0:00:07.320 --> 0:00:18.360 back there, Still asked back there, Nice, Hey, y'all, what's up? 0:00:18.400 --> 0:00:21.239 Welcome to Camfully Reckless? What's your girl? Just hilarious? But 0:00:21.320 --> 0:00:23.680 this ain't about me. It's about the crazy ship y'all 0:00:23.720 --> 0:00:26.240 be going through And trust me, if anybody understands you, 0:00:26.320 --> 0:00:28.840 it's me so quick. I got a question. Have you 0:00:28.920 --> 0:00:32.040 ever wanted to do something but you couldn't? Now? I 0:00:32.080 --> 0:00:34.519 know that's a very very broad question because people feel like, 0:00:34.520 --> 0:00:36.600 you know, when you've grown, you can do whatever the 0:00:36.640 --> 0:00:38.839 funk you want to do? Right? And this is a 0:00:38.880 --> 0:00:42.000 free country, But how free is it really? Is it 0:00:42.080 --> 0:00:45.160 really a free country? To what extent are we fucking free? 0:00:45.680 --> 0:00:47.800 I'm gonna jump right into story time because I got 0:00:47.880 --> 0:00:49.680 a story to tell y'all, and this is how I'm 0:00:49.680 --> 0:00:53.240 gonna start off every episode of Carefully Reckless. What story time? 0:00:53.360 --> 0:00:55.320 So I'm gonna give you a second to grab your teeth. 0:00:59.200 --> 0:01:02.320 A group of hill Billy stormed the state capital on Washington, 0:01:02.400 --> 0:01:06.160 d C. Basically a terrorist attack on their own country. 0:01:06.280 --> 0:01:09.720 They were standing on desks, stealing ship, making videos, taking 0:01:09.720 --> 0:01:12.280 pictures of themselves. Mind you, none of these people were 0:01:12.280 --> 0:01:15.600 wearing fucking masks, right, And so it's evident that they 0:01:15.600 --> 0:01:18.479 didn't give a funk about COVID all because Trump didn't 0:01:18.480 --> 0:01:20.840 get a second term, and because he's led these people 0:01:20.880 --> 0:01:24.000 to believe that the election was rigged, even after they 0:01:24.080 --> 0:01:26.560 recounted all the fucking states that he's so called got 0:01:26.640 --> 0:01:29.560 cheated out of. It was no cheating to get your loss, 0:01:29.600 --> 0:01:32.200 that's it. And the whole time, his supporters thinking us 0:01:32.200 --> 0:01:35.160 about him when he's really not trying to go to 0:01:35.240 --> 0:01:37.039 jail because they can't arrest him as long as he's 0:01:37.040 --> 0:01:39.240 the president of the USA, So we're trying not to 0:01:39.240 --> 0:01:43.039 get arrested, y'all. Motherfucker's really thinking that he cares about y'all. 0:01:43.680 --> 0:01:47.400 People actually died in his name, Like I'm talking about 0:01:47.440 --> 0:01:51.240 a couple of his fucking supporters died, Bro, he didn't 0:01:51.280 --> 0:01:54.960 say one fucking thing about them people who died. Then 0:01:55.000 --> 0:01:59.320 the FBI asking for help and ship identifying the perpetrators, 0:01:59.320 --> 0:02:01.160 like if you have any information on the people that 0:02:01.280 --> 0:02:03.440 broke into the capitol, you need to help us, and 0:02:03.480 --> 0:02:05.840 all that ship, what the funk you mean? Just about 0:02:05.920 --> 0:02:09.920 everybody went live took pictures, made videos and all that 0:02:09.960 --> 0:02:12.320 ship I'm talking about. Even when the reporters got outside, 0:02:12.360 --> 0:02:14.600 you know, it was people walking up giving their names 0:02:14.600 --> 0:02:17.079 and where the funk they was from? My nigga like yo, 0:02:17.200 --> 0:02:21.040 The ladies said it, I'm Sharon Hemsley and I'm from Nashville, Tennessee, 0:02:21.080 --> 0:02:23.640 and I came here because we have to take America back. 0:02:23.760 --> 0:02:28.040 Why the funk she not in jail? Would help? What 0:02:28.160 --> 0:02:32.080 a help do you need? They told on themselves. My 0:02:32.200 --> 0:02:35.200 thing is if they were black, oh, it would have 0:02:35.200 --> 0:02:38.640 been target practiced for the motherfucking securities and offices and 0:02:38.760 --> 0:02:42.639 SWAT and National Guard and everybody would have been there. 0:02:42.680 --> 0:02:45.920 The whole d C would have been bombed up, maced everything. 0:02:46.360 --> 0:02:48.760 If these people were black, I'm gonna do you want 0:02:48.760 --> 0:02:51.679 even better? Years ago, there was a black woman who 0:02:51.760 --> 0:02:54.200 drove up on the property of the Capitol and they 0:02:54.240 --> 0:02:57.320 didn't hesitate to start shooting at her, and they actually 0:02:57.400 --> 0:03:01.000 killed her, no questions, no nothing. These white people got 0:03:01.040 --> 0:03:04.200 to climb the walls. They were climbing the fucking walls, 0:03:04.280 --> 0:03:08.760 bro And did you see how so little security was 0:03:08.840 --> 0:03:11.200 inside the capital. Once they got inside, it was like 0:03:11.320 --> 0:03:13.400 it wasn't even enough niggas the guard the building, like 0:03:13.480 --> 0:03:16.560 what the fuck? So believe that ship had me very 0:03:16.680 --> 0:03:19.720 very hot and it just happened, And and I'm gonna 0:03:19.720 --> 0:03:21.480 be thinking about it for a long time. It's gonna 0:03:21.480 --> 0:03:25.440 be on my mind because you really get to see 0:03:25.639 --> 0:03:29.120 with looking at Trump and those people. But let's sun 0:03:29.200 --> 0:03:31.119 the people. Let's just look at Trump. You really get 0:03:31.160 --> 0:03:34.120 to see how white power is used in America, like 0:03:34.320 --> 0:03:38.200 there's nobody higher than the white man. The perspective of 0:03:38.240 --> 0:03:41.720 this country is from a powerful white man that should 0:03:41.720 --> 0:03:44.440 have said that should have said to have to explain 0:03:44.480 --> 0:03:47.160 to my son, because he even asked me, like, mommy, 0:03:47.200 --> 0:03:50.160 how did they break in a building like that? How 0:03:50.160 --> 0:03:51.720 did they do it? Ain't that like the White House? 0:03:51.720 --> 0:03:53.920 And I had to explained to him, Yes it is. 0:03:54.000 --> 0:03:55.840 It is kind of like the White House. It's just 0:03:55.920 --> 0:03:58.280 like the White House, asking how did they get in 0:03:58.280 --> 0:04:00.800 that baby? The color of their skin and how did 0:04:00.920 --> 0:04:04.280 only four people die? Because the color of their skin? 0:04:04.960 --> 0:04:08.080 That's why, which brings me to just fix my mess. 0:04:08.080 --> 0:04:10.160 That's a segment where some of my fans sends me 0:04:10.240 --> 0:04:12.680 some of their personal dilemmas and I give my advice 0:04:12.720 --> 0:04:14.680 to help them dealing with the ship that they probably 0:04:14.760 --> 0:04:18.280 cause they goddamn selves. So as it relates to this topic, 0:04:18.360 --> 0:04:22.159 I asked on Instagram, what's one thing that you always 0:04:22.240 --> 0:04:25.640 wanted to do that you couldn't do? Get away with 0:04:25.720 --> 0:04:28.440 some ship. My answer would be get away with the 0:04:28.480 --> 0:04:32.080 same ship that them fucking white people just did. That's 0:04:32.160 --> 0:04:35.960 always been what the funk I want to do. I 0:04:36.000 --> 0:04:37.719 want to be able to do whatever the funk they 0:04:37.720 --> 0:04:40.560 can do. I would never want to be a white person, 0:04:41.080 --> 0:04:43.640 but I want to be able to do what the 0:04:43.680 --> 0:04:46.240 funk they did and get away with the ship. But 0:04:46.240 --> 0:04:48.800 I'm gonna read off a couple, so I asked one 0:04:48.839 --> 0:04:52.200 thing you always wanted to do but couldn't go Tree 0:04:52.200 --> 0:04:55.440 of Artistry on our g says, smack the funk out 0:04:55.440 --> 0:04:58.680 of my father for not being there for me and 0:04:58.720 --> 0:05:00.800 being a funck boy but having the nerve to be 0:05:00.839 --> 0:05:04.560 a pastor and where a preacher cart team fakes fuck 0:05:04.640 --> 0:05:08.000 shaking my head. I definitely feel you, Queen, see one 0:05:08.000 --> 0:05:11.120 thing you have to do if you ever want that 0:05:11.120 --> 0:05:13.280 that one on one and from your dad, go to him. 0:05:13.600 --> 0:05:15.839 It's kind of hard there because you know the adult 0:05:16.080 --> 0:05:19.320 should actually reach out to the child. The adult is 0:05:19.440 --> 0:05:22.680 ultimately the bigger person. Just by tradition, you should just 0:05:22.760 --> 0:05:24.839 want to reach out to your daughter. You should want 0:05:24.880 --> 0:05:28.479 to build that that father daughter relationship that you never had. 0:05:28.640 --> 0:05:31.000 Is never too late. It's never too late. I don't 0:05:31.000 --> 0:05:34.240 care what nobody say, and and Queensy, you may very 0:05:34.240 --> 0:05:36.800 well be a grown as woman, but I guarantee you, 0:05:36.839 --> 0:05:39.600 if you was to reconcile with your dad, something that 0:05:39.640 --> 0:05:41.800 you've been missing your whole life. I'm telling you, it'll 0:05:41.839 --> 0:05:44.159 be like a love you've never known. He just gotta 0:05:44.200 --> 0:05:47.719 be willing, and if he is in the pastoral position, 0:05:48.000 --> 0:05:51.320 that's just something that he has to fucking want in 0:05:51.400 --> 0:05:55.640 his mind. I'm hoping that he's scared of how you'll react, 0:05:55.920 --> 0:05:58.000 and he's waiting for you to come to him, and 0:05:58.040 --> 0:05:59.680 he's preyed on it, and he has to have a 0:05:59.720 --> 0:06:02.520 damn good reason why he didn't make that ship right 0:06:02.560 --> 0:06:05.039 with you yet, especially being a man of God and 0:06:05.040 --> 0:06:07.680 you stand in front of a group of people, you're 0:06:07.720 --> 0:06:11.159 a leader, You're a shepherd of the Lord. The Bible says, 0:06:11.240 --> 0:06:13.680 honor thy mother and thy father, and my days will 0:06:13.720 --> 0:06:16.000 be longing on earth. How is she gonna honor her father? 0:06:16.080 --> 0:06:18.640 If her father won't even acknowledge her. I really want 0:06:18.680 --> 0:06:21.039 that to get better for you, Queen Tee, give me 0:06:21.080 --> 0:06:22.840 an update and let me know, baby, but you may 0:06:22.880 --> 0:06:25.960 have to be the one to break that ice. Okay. 0:06:25.960 --> 0:06:28.440 One thing you always wanted to do but couldn't go, 0:06:28.960 --> 0:06:33.440 Stephanie A Queen's Journey on Instagram says, read a nigga's mind. 0:06:33.680 --> 0:06:36.000 L O L bitch, you're laughing, but I know they 0:06:36.000 --> 0:06:38.359 ain't no goddamn joking. You ain't playing because girl, I 0:06:38.400 --> 0:06:40.560 always wanted to do the same ship too. But listen, 0:06:40.640 --> 0:06:42.400 let me tell you something. The guys they feel the 0:06:42.400 --> 0:06:44.000 same way. They want to be able to read our 0:06:44.040 --> 0:06:46.880 minds and we're so goddamn screwed up just like their asses. 0:06:47.279 --> 0:06:50.320 Like it's like the Battle of the sexes. They want 0:06:50.320 --> 0:06:52.159 to know what we're thinking, and we would die to 0:06:52.279 --> 0:06:54.680 know what the funk they're thinking. So absolutely, girl, on 0:06:54.760 --> 0:06:57.320 what you on that one one thing you always wanted 0:06:57.360 --> 0:07:01.520 to do but couldn't go. Mr ken Nyata on Instagram 0:07:01.600 --> 0:07:05.600 says be a wealthy political assassin taking both sides out 0:07:05.760 --> 0:07:09.520 living in Brooklyn with a credit score of eight fifty. 0:07:10.000 --> 0:07:13.960 I love your imagination, Mr ken YadA, Uh, I don't 0:07:14.040 --> 0:07:16.440 I don't know how to funk. You would be a 0:07:16.440 --> 0:07:19.480 wealthy political assassin living in Brooklyn with a credit score 0:07:19.520 --> 0:07:22.760 of eight fifty um. But keep dreaming. Just that sounds 0:07:22.760 --> 0:07:26.280 like a nice movie that you should write. Nwya Sandford 0:07:26.680 --> 0:07:32.360 q W and and bitch listen. Naya Sandford on Instagram says, 0:07:32.840 --> 0:07:35.440 go to Disney World as a child. Every time my 0:07:35.440 --> 0:07:38.480 mom promised we would go, she got pregnant. It became 0:07:38.520 --> 0:07:40.960 a running family joke. Now not to bring up Disney 0:07:40.960 --> 0:07:42.920 World because that made me and the baby is on 0:07:42.960 --> 0:07:45.960 the way. That's cute. That's cute. I actually hope you 0:07:45.960 --> 0:07:48.960 get to go though. That's actually a cute story. Trena 0:07:49.040 --> 0:07:52.880 Bradshaw from Instagram said, a threesome with two guys? Whoa 0:07:53.080 --> 0:07:55.680 hold up, Trena, since I got you here and ship, 0:07:55.720 --> 0:07:58.200 since you might be listening, you didn't get specific? What 0:07:58.480 --> 0:08:00.680 how how would you want this? You some with with 0:08:00.720 --> 0:08:02.480 the two guys? Because I always say if I wanted 0:08:02.480 --> 0:08:04.240 to do a threesome, it would be with a guy 0:08:04.280 --> 0:08:06.440 and a girl. I don't want to take on two dicks. 0:08:06.480 --> 0:08:10.320 I mean can barely handle one big one after fifteen minutes. 0:08:10.320 --> 0:08:12.200 I ain't even gonna hold you I'm not the sex 0:08:12.240 --> 0:08:14.280 all night long type of bit. I just I don't 0:08:14.280 --> 0:08:17.560 do that. So how could you handle two dicks? Like 0:08:17.800 --> 0:08:20.040 and I and I've watched I watched porn all the time, 0:08:20.080 --> 0:08:23.080 like that's my guilty pleasure. They're like, porn is my yacht. 0:08:24.000 --> 0:08:28.520 I watch it every day all day by myself. I do. 0:08:28.680 --> 0:08:30.560 I'm telling you, I love it. But you gotta be 0:08:30.600 --> 0:08:32.960 specific because most of the threesomes I see with the 0:08:32.960 --> 0:08:35.200 women and two guys, as I see the double penetration, 0:08:35.400 --> 0:08:36.719 show head if a dick in he ass and the 0:08:36.800 --> 0:08:39.480 dick and the vagina, ain't know what I'm saying. And listen, listen, 0:08:39.520 --> 0:08:42.160 listen if you turn in your head and turning your 0:08:42.200 --> 0:08:45.240 nose up at me right now. This is carefully reckless 0:08:45.280 --> 0:08:47.520 with just hilarious. So you already know who you're listening 0:08:47.559 --> 0:08:50.559 to anyway when you started this ship, So yes, X 0:08:50.679 --> 0:08:52.959 rated all day. It's even gonna be a dick in 0:08:53.000 --> 0:08:54.680 the mouth for dick in a butt. It gotta be 0:08:54.880 --> 0:08:57.600 like I don't know, you can't satisfy two men at 0:08:57.679 --> 0:08:59.880 one time, Like I don't know, it's kind of hard, 0:09:00.080 --> 0:09:02.720 but maybe you're a little freak Arena Bradshaw, because I 0:09:02.720 --> 0:09:04.920 don't know from the profile picture, you're looking kind of seasoned. 0:09:04.920 --> 0:09:07.320 I don't want to call you old, but um, you 0:09:07.400 --> 0:09:10.400 look you look seasoned and you look blessed though. Thank 0:09:10.400 --> 0:09:13.040 you for sharing those personal dilemits with me. Y'all funny 0:09:13.080 --> 0:09:16.320 as hell, which brings me to my next segment, Current News. 0:09:16.400 --> 0:09:19.160 It's self explanatory. It is exactly what the fun says 0:09:19.160 --> 0:09:21.320 it is. So with the current News this week, it's 0:09:21.320 --> 0:09:23.960 a particular story I wanted to share with you alls. 0:09:23.960 --> 0:09:26.880 Ship is crazy. It's gonna blow your fucking mind. So 0:09:26.920 --> 0:09:29.640 there's nine year old kid. He was walking with his 0:09:29.720 --> 0:09:33.080 head down in his phone, maybe texting on TikTok, you 0:09:33.080 --> 0:09:35.200 know what the kids do, and he fell in his 0:09:35.280 --> 0:09:38.240 pool in the backyard and he didn't know how to swim, 0:09:38.320 --> 0:09:41.320 so he fucking drowned. He is alive, but he was 0:09:41.360 --> 0:09:44.160 brought back to life. He had drowned. Ship like that 0:09:44.480 --> 0:09:47.280 frustrates the funk out of me. For a couple of reasons. 0:09:47.720 --> 0:09:52.920 Kids do not play with toys anymore. Everything is internet driven, 0:09:53.120 --> 0:09:57.160 is technology driven, electronic driven. It's one thing for adults 0:09:57.480 --> 0:10:00.600 to have our eyes glued in the phone every fucking day, 0:10:00.640 --> 0:10:02.800 all day. I mean that's just what it has come to. Now. 0:10:03.120 --> 0:10:05.280 People don't even sit down and watch TV as a 0:10:05.320 --> 0:10:07.640 family anymore. Everybody is in their phones. When you go 0:10:07.679 --> 0:10:10.640 out on dates, both of them motherfucker's are in their phones. 0:10:10.760 --> 0:10:12.520 Like they don't even get to know each other, and 0:10:12.600 --> 0:10:14.360 none of that ship. Like people get to know each 0:10:14.400 --> 0:10:17.480 other over text messages now, like period. I'm guilty of it. 0:10:17.600 --> 0:10:20.160 I got the knowing nigger over quarantine over the goddamn 0:10:20.160 --> 0:10:22.520 text message, and I feel like I'm annoying them forever. No, 0:10:22.640 --> 0:10:23.960 y'all don't need to know who the fun it is 0:10:24.000 --> 0:10:27.439 and y'all will never see. But everything is about these 0:10:27.480 --> 0:10:31.560 phones and technology and every goddamn thing. On Christmas, my 0:10:31.679 --> 0:10:34.640 dad asked me what my grandson want to find out 0:10:34.760 --> 0:10:36.800 what what toys he wanted? I told him, I said, 0:10:36.840 --> 0:10:38.920 Daddy wants some v Bucks. Said, damn, that's all. He 0:10:38.960 --> 0:10:41.960 ever want roadblocks, V Bucks haircut? That's it all right, Well, 0:10:42.000 --> 0:10:44.319 at least he want a hair cut. Dad? When hit him? 0:10:44.320 --> 0:10:47.440 And play with toys? Dad? No, nobody kids play with 0:10:47.480 --> 0:10:49.760 toys unless they're a little, little little And then you 0:10:49.760 --> 0:10:51.880 have to also think about it. I want you to 0:10:52.000 --> 0:10:56.079 name one fucking toy store there are no toy stores around. 0:10:56.400 --> 0:10:58.680 I remember when you could take your kid into a 0:10:58.679 --> 0:11:00.720 toy store and you can have him hick whatever toy 0:11:00.800 --> 0:11:02.640 he wants him or her to. Go away, go away, 0:11:02.679 --> 0:11:04.240 go in like a kid in the candy store, but 0:11:04.280 --> 0:11:06.120 like a kid in the toy store. There are no 0:11:06.200 --> 0:11:10.040 toy stores anymore. That ship has gone. It's now reduced 0:11:10.360 --> 0:11:13.640 to toys sections and big department stores. It used to 0:11:13.640 --> 0:11:15.520 be like three or four hours in Walmart. That was 0:11:15.559 --> 0:11:18.520 literally one and a half hour of toys in Walmart. 0:11:18.679 --> 0:11:20.320 Depending on the size of the Walmart, it might be 0:11:20.320 --> 0:11:22.960 two or three hours, but very very seldom more than two. 0:11:23.120 --> 0:11:27.480 There is no store designated for toys and toys alone 0:11:27.720 --> 0:11:29.559 like it used to be when I was growing up, 0:11:29.720 --> 0:11:31.839 or like it just was when my my son was 0:11:31.880 --> 0:11:35.920 a fucking baby. The world, society, the government, like everything, 0:11:36.080 --> 0:11:39.960 like they are turning us and turning our children into 0:11:40.040 --> 0:11:43.680 little fucking robots, little gadgets, that's all they're worried about. 0:11:43.800 --> 0:11:45.440 When I punished my sign and take his phone in 0:11:45.440 --> 0:11:48.840 the game, you would think that little boy gotta asswhipping. 0:11:49.080 --> 0:11:51.160 Oh he has a fit. He can't stand it. He 0:11:51.200 --> 0:11:54.559 can't live without technology. It's crazy now even with the 0:11:54.640 --> 0:11:57.720 virtual schools, they're required to have a laptop. They have 0:11:57.880 --> 0:12:01.360 to learn how to work computers. Every thing it's about 0:12:01.360 --> 0:12:05.559 to be technology generated. Nobody's gonna have jobs at all anymore. 0:12:05.920 --> 0:12:09.160 That's the craziest shit. My ideal New Year's resolution was 0:12:09.240 --> 0:12:14.120 to leave technology for kids in. If I could, I 0:12:14.120 --> 0:12:19.280 would leave technology for children in. When I was eight 0:12:19.360 --> 0:12:20.839 years old, I didn't have a phone. I didn't get 0:12:20.840 --> 0:12:23.000 my own cell phone until I was like fourteen years old. 0:12:23.200 --> 0:12:25.600 Although times have changed now and you have to always 0:12:25.640 --> 0:12:27.280 keep in contact with your kids and all that type 0:12:27.280 --> 0:12:30.000 of ship ship changes with with you know, with Tim, 0:12:30.120 --> 0:12:33.960 everything is with Tim. So yes, kids do need phones, 0:12:34.080 --> 0:12:37.240 but not as much as they beyond them. They need 0:12:37.280 --> 0:12:40.200 a schedule. Everything should come with a schedule. I swear 0:12:40.480 --> 0:12:43.600 other things I left in and y'all gonna be very 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:47.440 upset with me. But just with the mess, yes, yes, 0:12:47.520 --> 0:12:51.040 oh my god, just with the mess is buried in 0:12:51.120 --> 0:12:53.680 twenty I am not going to be doing just with 0:12:53.720 --> 0:12:56.600 the mess anymore. I know you guys are gonna hate me. 0:12:56.800 --> 0:12:58.520 You guys are gonna be like, oh, she's boring. Now. 0:12:58.559 --> 0:13:00.000 I don't give a funk. But if y'all can love 0:13:00.080 --> 0:13:01.680 me for just with the mess. Y'all can love me 0:13:01.720 --> 0:13:04.679 for my other content. Y'all can love me for carefully reckless. 0:13:04.800 --> 0:13:07.440 Y'all can love me for my TV roles. Y'all can 0:13:07.480 --> 0:13:09.360 love me for my music. Maybe a lot a lot 0:13:09.360 --> 0:13:10.640 of you ain't gonna let me for my music, but 0:13:10.640 --> 0:13:12.079 I don't give a funk there or something out there 0:13:12.080 --> 0:13:15.520 who will. Y'all can love me for my my merchandise, 0:13:15.600 --> 0:13:19.520 my doctor who fitness line, my messy Pause, canine clothe 0:13:19.520 --> 0:13:22.840 the airline. I got so much ship that I'm working on, 0:13:23.000 --> 0:13:25.080 you know what I'm saying. I'm talking about TV deals 0:13:25.120 --> 0:13:27.920 and all of that ship. And then, honestly, I know 0:13:27.960 --> 0:13:30.000 a lot of y'all are going to want to know why. 0:13:30.480 --> 0:13:33.280 Sometimes when you do something for a long as time, 0:13:33.720 --> 0:13:36.280 you have no desire to do it anymore. And a 0:13:36.320 --> 0:13:38.679 lot of times that's not the case. Some people do 0:13:38.800 --> 0:13:42.400 the same thing forever. There's no evolution there. To me, though, 0:13:42.440 --> 0:13:44.280 you know what I'm saying. I started just with the 0:13:44.320 --> 0:13:46.800 mess in two thousand and sixteen. That was like a 0:13:46.840 --> 0:13:48.959 couple of months, and I started doing videos. I think 0:13:48.960 --> 0:13:50.679 it's time to retire it, you know what I mean, 0:13:50.760 --> 0:13:52.640 unless it's going to be put on TV. I don't 0:13:52.640 --> 0:13:54.760 want to keep doing it online. It's just time to 0:13:54.800 --> 0:13:57.600 grow from that ship. The first time I said I 0:13:57.640 --> 0:14:01.520 wasn't gonna do it anymore was when x x X 0:14:01.559 --> 0:14:03.839 Tanta died. I made fun of that kid before. I 0:14:03.880 --> 0:14:05.199 made fun of a lot of people. You know what 0:14:05.240 --> 0:14:07.839 I'm saying, not knowing what they're going through, not knowing 0:14:07.880 --> 0:14:10.040 their struggles and what the funk may hurt them. You 0:14:10.040 --> 0:14:11.920 know what I'm saying, because back then I was really 0:14:11.920 --> 0:14:13.400 a bit who just really didn't give a funk. You 0:14:13.440 --> 0:14:16.000 know what I'm saying. I was very unapologetic, but I 0:14:16.040 --> 0:14:17.839 still have a good heart. It's okay to not give 0:14:17.880 --> 0:14:20.120 a fuck and still have a good heart that there 0:14:20.160 --> 0:14:23.200 are people out here like that. My biggest fear was 0:14:23.400 --> 0:14:26.880 becoming like Wendy Williams. I don't want to be like that. 0:14:27.040 --> 0:14:30.760 I think she's dope at what she does, but it's 0:14:30.800 --> 0:14:32.840 still hurtful a lot of ship that she'd be saying 0:14:33.040 --> 0:14:35.400 about other people. Sometimes I'd be hurt for other people. 0:14:35.400 --> 0:14:37.480 I'll be like, damn, But then you gotta look at 0:14:37.520 --> 0:14:38.960 her life, the ship that she going through. Then you 0:14:39.000 --> 0:14:41.360 gotta feel sorry for her. And then it's like nah, 0:14:41.360 --> 0:14:43.800 I bet you nah. But I still have a heart 0:14:43.840 --> 0:14:46.200 for her going through ship because with her past year, 0:14:46.280 --> 0:14:49.160 her was fucked up to you know what I'm saying, 0:14:49.200 --> 0:14:51.560 So people are still hearing. That brings me to the 0:14:51.600 --> 0:14:54.280 second time I said I was gonna stop when Chadwick 0:14:54.320 --> 0:14:56.880 Boseman died Rest in peace to chat with Bozeman. You 0:14:56.880 --> 0:14:58.560 know what I'm saying. I was one of the people 0:14:58.600 --> 0:15:00.800 that made fun of his weight loss. Yes, I said 0:15:00.840 --> 0:15:02.600 something about that ship, you know what I mean. I 0:15:02.680 --> 0:15:05.200 wasn't the only one, but I was, like, it seemed 0:15:05.200 --> 0:15:07.160 like I was the only one that caught blowback from 0:15:07.200 --> 0:15:09.160 it when he passed away, you know what I'm saying. 0:15:09.440 --> 0:15:11.400 And I didn't mind anybody that got mad at me. 0:15:11.400 --> 0:15:13.040 I was made at myself. And that guy was so 0:15:13.120 --> 0:15:15.640 upset because my son told me that he died. I 0:15:15.720 --> 0:15:18.240 didn't even see it online. I hadn't opened up my 0:15:18.280 --> 0:15:21.320 phone yet. Ash I found out on TikTok and he 0:15:21.360 --> 0:15:23.640 had came and ran and told me he was hurt. 0:15:23.840 --> 0:15:26.200 He was upset that hurt me, that he was hurt 0:15:26.240 --> 0:15:28.160 because I had made fun of someone that he looked 0:15:28.200 --> 0:15:30.360 up to as a super fucking hero. Didn't know what 0:15:30.360 --> 0:15:32.280 the guy was going through. Didn't know he had cancer. 0:15:32.440 --> 0:15:34.920 I didn't know. I'm just being funny, you know what 0:15:34.920 --> 0:15:37.200 I mean, which a lot of times it's not worth it. 0:15:37.360 --> 0:15:39.080 You know, you just grow, You just grow with a 0:15:39.080 --> 0:15:41.080 lot of ship. I'm tired of talking about Meek Mill, 0:15:41.160 --> 0:15:43.120 even though that's a funny motherfucker. He makes it so 0:15:43.200 --> 0:15:46.280 easy for me to pick on him. But you know, 0:15:46.360 --> 0:15:48.840 I'm tired of talking about him. You know, I don't 0:15:48.840 --> 0:15:50.400 know what the funk he going through. I don't know, 0:15:50.680 --> 0:15:52.560 and then he probably going through ship. It don't matter 0:15:52.960 --> 0:15:55.960 more what the story is. I'm just tired of talking 0:15:56.000 --> 0:15:58.800 about people. And that's it. I'm not saying I ain't 0:15:58.840 --> 0:16:00.200 gonna have a crack a joke on him a funk, 0:16:00.320 --> 0:16:02.000 That's not what the funk I'm saying, But the jests 0:16:02.040 --> 0:16:04.160 with the mess, I'm not going to do it. I 0:16:04.240 --> 0:16:08.240 just I I can't find any happiness and it anymore. 0:16:08.320 --> 0:16:10.320 I used to wake up ready to do that ship, like, 0:16:10.360 --> 0:16:12.280 oh what we're gonna talk about the day. You know, 0:16:12.320 --> 0:16:15.080 I'm saying, Oh, ship, nig's ugly. Oh shoot with the fun. 0:16:15.320 --> 0:16:17.560 And then celebrities are never gonna stop doing stupid as 0:16:17.560 --> 0:16:19.240 ship that don't mean I have to talk about it 0:16:19.320 --> 0:16:21.520 and then what I do and just with the masters. Basically, 0:16:21.600 --> 0:16:24.480 the comments do that ship for me? Like wut be 0:16:24.520 --> 0:16:28.640 some real life comedian roasters, top tier roasters and the 0:16:28.680 --> 0:16:31.440 fucking comments. I'll be dying more at the comments than 0:16:31.480 --> 0:16:34.480 I do my own ship. Again, I am so sorry. 0:16:34.560 --> 0:16:39.320 I apologize. I apologize for the end of Jess with 0:16:39.440 --> 0:16:42.480 the mess I'm sorry there will be none. I know 0:16:42.840 --> 0:16:45.960 as soon as I said that ship Hella, y'all probably 0:16:46.000 --> 0:16:49.200 cut this fucking audio off. Y'all probably went out the 0:16:49.280 --> 0:16:52.680 fucking podcast and clicked on another nigga's podcast. I'm so sorry. 0:16:52.720 --> 0:16:56.040 I just have no desire to do that ship. So 0:16:56.120 --> 0:16:58.920 if you love me and you love to see me grow, 0:16:59.000 --> 0:17:02.000 grow with me, other things that should be left in 0:17:03.040 --> 0:17:06.160 according to me, messing with guys who belong to someone 0:17:06.200 --> 0:17:10.720 else that I take your nigga talk. Please, women, if 0:17:10.760 --> 0:17:13.399 we can stop trying to take what's not ours and 0:17:13.480 --> 0:17:17.040 work on something belonging to us, we would be in 0:17:17.520 --> 0:17:21.800 more successful relationships, more thriving relationships, and we would stay 0:17:21.800 --> 0:17:24.360 in them. You know that's saying you lose them how 0:17:24.400 --> 0:17:26.959 you got them? That ship. A lot of times it's 0:17:27.000 --> 0:17:32.040 true and when you get into relationships wrong, the end wrong. 0:17:32.160 --> 0:17:35.800 When you go into it toxic, it ends toxic unless 0:17:36.240 --> 0:17:40.119 you have like a miracle therapist. For instance, if you 0:17:40.160 --> 0:17:42.399 meet a nigga and he's married, well, he's in a 0:17:42.440 --> 0:17:45.480 relationship and he's always complaining about what she don't do 0:17:45.560 --> 0:17:47.760 and blah blah blah blah blah, and you still pursue 0:17:47.800 --> 0:17:49.920 this nigga. What the fund do you think he's gonna 0:17:49.920 --> 0:17:52.320 do If y'all du get together, he gonna get tired 0:17:52.320 --> 0:17:54.560 of you. And then the next bit, he's gonna be 0:17:54.600 --> 0:17:56.760 telling the same ship he was talking about the other 0:17:56.840 --> 0:18:00.280 girl that you took him from, quote unquote, the same ship. True, 0:18:00.280 --> 0:18:02.320 you're gonna be saying that ship to the new girl. 0:18:02.680 --> 0:18:04.840 It's a cycle, and it's a cycle that men are 0:18:04.880 --> 0:18:07.320 not gonna break, so we have to break it. Do 0:18:07.480 --> 0:18:11.159 not pursue anybody that's not yours, that's already occupied. I 0:18:11.200 --> 0:18:13.560 don't give a funk how bad he talked about the 0:18:13.560 --> 0:18:15.280 girl at home. I don't give a funk how bad 0:18:15.320 --> 0:18:16.920 he want to get a divorce with the wife. I 0:18:16.920 --> 0:18:18.760 don't want to be with a will leave U and 0:18:18.800 --> 0:18:21.160 then you come over here. I'm not gonna be with you. 0:18:21.440 --> 0:18:24.520 I'm not even gonna involve myself with you because now 0:18:24.560 --> 0:18:26.040 you have your cake and needed till you got your 0:18:26.080 --> 0:18:28.960 wife that you don't care about until you go home 0:18:29.000 --> 0:18:30.760 to it, and then you got me that you care 0:18:30.800 --> 0:18:33.520 about when it's convenient for you to see me. Ship 0:18:33.600 --> 0:18:38.680 like that, yo, So we have to value ourselves. Please, 0:18:38.760 --> 0:18:42.920 let's leave everybody else's niggas alone. Let's leave everybody else 0:18:42.960 --> 0:18:46.720 like everybody else niggas alone. Please, let's let's get our own. 0:18:46.800 --> 0:18:51.040 Let's work on ownership of our own ship, our own men, period, 0:18:51.359 --> 0:18:54.240 other ship that should have been left in. Stop biting 0:18:54.280 --> 0:18:56.520 your tongue, letting people walk all over I know a 0:18:56.520 --> 0:18:58.720 lot of people that bite their tongue. Not saying you're 0:18:58.720 --> 0:19:01.080 a bit, you're a punk, you'll puss se whatever. Those 0:19:01.200 --> 0:19:03.240