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Speaker 1: The Nicky Glazer podcast ers, here's Nicky. Hello here I am,

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Speaker 1: It's Nicky Laser podcast. What's up, guys, Good afternoon. I

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Speaker 1: don't know, that's what it is to me. Andrew's here,

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Speaker 1: No's here in St. Louis's in Arizona, but I'm here.

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Speaker 1: I saw you were wearing a title this hat. I

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Speaker 1: saw that hat on Um. I think it was Etsy.

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Speaker 1: It's like, I don't know, maybe I was looking. No,

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Speaker 1: it was on bet. Um Yeah, eBay said at a

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Speaker 1: man's um, no, what it's a titties but in that

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Speaker 1: it's kind of funny. Yeah, that's a cool von. How

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Speaker 1: much did that hat costs? A D two? Really? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: it's pretty nice for twenty bucks. It's pretty nice for

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Speaker 1: OFLF hat. Yeah. No, it's a nice hat. Yeah. I

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Speaker 1: went out there. I just told Noah my whole debacle

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Speaker 1: of yesterday, embarrassing myself, overcoming it, overcoming adversity of the

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Speaker 1: driving ring. Oh my god, what wait? What happened? So

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Speaker 1: we lost a lot of good men. Uh, they're floating

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Speaker 1: and seeing whether at well after I hit him with

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Speaker 1: a golf ball when I shanked it. It is great

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Speaker 1: when someone shanks it's so bad. That people have the duck,

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Speaker 1: you know, like it almost hits other people and like

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Speaker 1: everyone looks around the guy. So what happened? Where were

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Speaker 1: you playing? No? So I you know I had um.

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Speaker 1: You know, I've had two different golf coaches. So my

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Speaker 1: first golf coach that I left, you know, uh where,

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Speaker 1: I was scared to leave him and like I was

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Speaker 1: embarrassed to see him. Whatever he was there, he hasn't

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Speaker 1: seen me hit golf balls in a while. You're nervous, nervous.

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Speaker 1: I wasn't even that nervous, to be honest. I just

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Speaker 1: I just I did want to show him that I

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Speaker 1: was solid and yeah, and I hit my irons great.

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Speaker 1: And then it came to my driver, which I usually

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Speaker 1: hit like to seventy or like like really mean irons

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Speaker 1: you hit your iron is great? Irons is the metal ones.

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Speaker 1: So the drivers what you used to like do the

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Speaker 1: first swing? Yeah, the drivers the first Why when you

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Speaker 1: start with that, why wouldn't you say, like the drive

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Speaker 1: like if you're going because you were saying I did

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Speaker 1: great with this, and so usually when you gons, you

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Speaker 1: do like later on, you know, when you go to

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Speaker 1: the driver's range, driving range, you usually start with like

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Speaker 1: a fifty six or fifty two, which is a wedge swinging, No,

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Speaker 1: that's a wedge. A wedge is the shortest club possible,

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Speaker 1: So you start with the smallest and usually work your

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Speaker 1: way towards the driver. Usually don't start with the driver

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Speaker 1: because the driver is actually a completely different swing than

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Speaker 1: the irons. Not crazy different, but a little. When you're

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Speaker 1: driving range and you feel good about yourself, it will

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Speaker 1: not translate anywhere else. What do you mean, like you would?

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Speaker 1: It just bugs me when like when you do something

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Speaker 1: for fun and it's nothing like the thing that it

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Speaker 1: is replicating, you know, like you're we're just using wedges

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Speaker 1: and then we go out of there and we have

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Speaker 1: to use this other club that we need a whole

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Speaker 1: different swing force. So like, how do you why don't

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Speaker 1: you practice with different clubs on the driving ring? I do?

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Speaker 1: I do? I go through the whole set. I go

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Speaker 1: from wedge to nine to eight to seven, to six

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Speaker 1: to five to four, the hybrid to three would the driver,

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Speaker 1: and then I go put all right, gotcha gother so much? Okay,

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Speaker 1: so you're doing good. That gets to the Yeah, get

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Speaker 1: to the core of the story. There's like a really

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Speaker 1: nice lot I'm trying to asking questions. Should ignore. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's a good point. Go on, defensive, Jesus Christ, I

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Speaker 1: can't even he doesn't get to play defense and golf,

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Speaker 1: so he plays it here. Go on, Oh, so what

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Speaker 1: does no one ever go offense? Offense? Why is it

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Speaker 1: always defense? Why does Why do we have to cheer

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Speaker 1: defense and not offense? I'll tell you why do you

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Speaker 1: want to obviously like everyone's trying offense because you don't

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Speaker 1: want to make noise while the offense is on the field.

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Speaker 1: You want to make the least noise possible, so then

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Speaker 1: the quarterback and everyone could hear what's going on. That's

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Speaker 1: why ums just to be days of lay. But I'm sorry,

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Speaker 1: but people are a loud as fun when people are

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Speaker 1: going offense. When when there's someone like that's going for

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Speaker 1: a touchdown or something like, people are loud as fuck

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Speaker 1: in the stands. Well, usually they're trying to be as

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Speaker 1: I would not if I was a fan and I

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Speaker 1: distracted the other team that's cheating. It's so funny, you say,

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Speaker 1: I just saw this video. There's a there's a guy

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Speaker 1: that shows up at every Vanderbilt baseball game, which baseball

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Speaker 1: if college baseball, annoise is going to stand out because

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Speaker 1: it's usually not the loudest game because there yeah, and

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Speaker 1: he whistles like like but like an annoying it's all

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Speaker 1: you'd do, it's like Tanya harding ship like she didn't

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Speaker 1: do it, but like injuring the other side so that

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Speaker 1: you can be making them worse through nefarious things that

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Speaker 1: have nothing to do with how good you play. Because

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Speaker 1: your fans are being loud and like waving around fence

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Speaker 1: posts like that's cheating. They literally call them that. Like

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Speaker 1: the twelfth Man in football is when the crowd gets involved.

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Speaker 1: I get the crowd being like encouraging. I guess that's

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Speaker 1: could be considered as cheating under this thing too, But anyway,

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Speaker 1: go on with your story. No, so anyhow, I don't

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Speaker 1: hit the driver, well, I hit it like two ten yards.

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Speaker 1: It's very embarrassing the more I try. The worst thing

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Speaker 1: are you playing like with for your front? Like what's

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Speaker 1: going on here? I'm hitting in front of his coach

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Speaker 1: and a couple other buddies that I know from just

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Speaker 1: that's where he teaches, gotcha? Would you kind of try

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Speaker 1: to learn his hours so you don't go when he

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Speaker 1: goes since you're trying to avoid him, Well, you usually

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Speaker 1: wear a mustache and a rubber nose, are still Yeah

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Speaker 1: I am what are you talking about? Must there's on

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Speaker 1: top of your bust is a blonde mustache. It might

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Speaker 1: stand out from the sport. Yeah. Yeah, all I have

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Speaker 1: to do is put glasses on to become that thing. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: So I'm fucking playing terrible. It's embarrassing. The more he

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Speaker 1: I was really fucked in the head because it's like

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Speaker 1: it's like when you were on your show the other

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Speaker 1: day and you couldn't hit the high note and it

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Speaker 1: was really sad, and because you probably hit it before. No, No,

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Speaker 1: it's just like sometimes your your throat is like scratchy

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Speaker 1: and it's not going to happen. No, I know, but

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Speaker 1: you've done it before. Yeah, but I didn't expect it

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Speaker 1: that day, but I know what you're saying where you

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Speaker 1: like I could do this, I've done it. I couldn't

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Speaker 1: have done it. That's because my voice was ship. Maybe

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Speaker 1: I couldn't have done it that day, because like if

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Speaker 1: it would be the same if you have an injury

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Speaker 1: and you're like, well I can't do it's an injury,

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Speaker 1: but yes, go on. So I hate that when you're

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Speaker 1: just like, I know it's all mental. That's why you

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Speaker 1: realize it's all mental. And so I was like, so

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Speaker 1: I hit balls for like I'm not kidding, like three hours,

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Speaker 1: like I just I just destroyed myself by like and

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Speaker 1: I think you probably weren't. Yeah, you definitely do. You

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Speaker 1: weren't um uh practicing as much as you were just

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Speaker 1: disappointed in yourself. Yes, and well I think what happens, yes,

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Speaker 1: And I also what happens is instead of being able

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Speaker 1: you know, I'm trying to make it analitude of singing

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Speaker 1: doing a stand up show. I know exactly this feeling everyone. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but when you're bombing and so your going and you

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Speaker 1: So anyways, I fucking I can't do it, and I

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Speaker 1: like there's two different ways to do that. You know,

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Speaker 1: take another lesson to like when people like eat too

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Speaker 1: like what like having one drink and you go, well,

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Speaker 1: I broke the seal and then you drink all of it,

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Speaker 1: or like you just or you just give up, you

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Speaker 1: everything everything I do that literally everything? I even told

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Speaker 1: No yesterday when I went on Instagram Live, she was watching.

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Speaker 1: I was playing guitar yesterday for you know, like forty

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Speaker 1: to fifty besties given you know the time, and I

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Speaker 1: I couldn't stop because I didn't want to. First of all,

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Speaker 1: I didn't want to do whatever was waiting for me

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Speaker 1: on the other side of getting off that, like I

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Speaker 1: would be alone. My apartments a mess, I have emailing

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Speaker 1: have to really look at how bad technically I am

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Speaker 1: at certain things. And if I just like breathe through them,

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Speaker 1: I even told No, I was like, I feel like

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Speaker 1: even on the chat or like whoa, you're still doing this,

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, shut the funk up, Like I don't know.

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Speaker 1: ahead of anything else indulgent. And so anytime I indulge

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00:21:34,840 --> 00:21:36,960
Speaker 1: in anything when my apartment is a mess, or my

426
00:21:37,040 --> 00:21:39,280
Speaker 1: room is a mess, or their laundry that needs to

427
00:21:39,280 --> 00:21:44,359
Speaker 1: be folded, I feel like I'm just being lazy and

428
00:21:44,400 --> 00:21:48,239
Speaker 1: I'm just being not like a good human and like

429
00:21:48,280 --> 00:21:51,280
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm just kind of trying to I

430
00:21:51,600 --> 00:21:54,679
Speaker 1: feel like I'm cheating because I'm not doing what I

431
00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:58,040
Speaker 1: need to get done, or like I just feel like

432
00:21:58,600 --> 00:22:01,520
Speaker 1: being productive with a messy space, like a messy space

433
00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:03,560
Speaker 1: should be the bottom line, Like that should a clean

434
00:22:04,080 --> 00:22:08,439
Speaker 1: space should be. Like people that have clean houses all

435
00:22:08,440 --> 00:22:10,480
Speaker 1: the time, Like I envy you so much, and I

436
00:22:10,560 --> 00:22:13,240
Speaker 1: understand it takes a lot of work, but I just

437
00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:15,280
Speaker 1: you must be able to get and I know that

438
00:22:15,359 --> 00:22:17,680
Speaker 1: they can't get a lot done because my friend Taylor is,

439
00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:20,359
Speaker 1: like I envy that you can just leave your apartment

440
00:22:20,400 --> 00:22:22,439
Speaker 1: when it's a mess, Like I can't function if my

441
00:22:22,440 --> 00:22:24,000
Speaker 1: place is a mess, like it's O C D. Like

442
00:22:24,080 --> 00:22:27,080
Speaker 1: I freak out if things aren't in line when I leave.

443
00:22:27,880 --> 00:22:29,520
Speaker 1: I always used to get because she's my friend from

444
00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:31,160
Speaker 1: my school. She's like, I always used to get jealous

445
00:22:31,160 --> 00:22:33,160
Speaker 1: of you that you could just trash your room, leave

446
00:22:33,160 --> 00:22:35,639
Speaker 1: your bed unmade like and just leave and have a

447
00:22:35,640 --> 00:22:38,399
Speaker 1: free day and not have it in your mind. And

448
00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 1: I when did what change that mindset? Or guilty? No,

449
00:22:44,720 --> 00:22:46,840
Speaker 1: I don't think about it if I leave, but I

450
00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:51,560
Speaker 1: will say that it's like it. I don't feel I

451
00:22:51,600 --> 00:22:54,760
Speaker 1: don't feel good. I don't there's still this little gnawing

452
00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:57,800
Speaker 1: like you're a bad woman because your place looks like

453
00:22:57,840 --> 00:23:01,480
Speaker 1: a man's man cave who is planning of school shooting.

454
00:23:01,840 --> 00:23:05,160
Speaker 1: Like you just your apartment, My bathroom looks like Britney Murphy's.

455
00:23:05,160 --> 00:23:06,760
Speaker 1: Like you look like you have a mental illness in

456
00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:12,200
Speaker 1: your space, Therefore you aren't deserving of love. I guess

457
00:23:12,200 --> 00:23:14,280
Speaker 1: it comes down to, like, who would love a girl

458
00:23:14,320 --> 00:23:16,920
Speaker 1: that like lives like a pack rat? Like that's a secret.

459
00:23:17,000 --> 00:23:22,240
Speaker 1: Your mental illness is everywhere. I have very pack rat. Uh. Yeah,

460
00:23:22,280 --> 00:23:24,359
Speaker 1: but you don't have guilt over for some reason, I

461
00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:26,600
Speaker 1: have some guilt, especially I have more guilt now that

462
00:23:26,680 --> 00:23:31,400
Speaker 1: I live with someone that does clean, so like I'm

463
00:23:31,520 --> 00:23:35,280
Speaker 1: more on my ship to please her, not so much myself.

464
00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:37,920
Speaker 1: But it is interesting now that it's been clean for

465
00:23:38,240 --> 00:23:41,760
Speaker 1: you know, we've been living together almost five months. Our

466
00:23:41,800 --> 00:23:46,040
Speaker 1: house is pretty dirty right now, and it does like

467
00:23:46,240 --> 00:23:48,639
Speaker 1: now it works with me because I taste I'm like

468
00:23:48,800 --> 00:23:50,720
Speaker 1: tasting the good life. Yeah, you know what, it's a

469
00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:53,720
Speaker 1: clean place. So I get what you're saying, Like, I

470
00:23:53,800 --> 00:23:56,760
Speaker 1: do notice it more now. I've just never had it

471
00:23:56,800 --> 00:23:59,120
Speaker 1: the other way. You know. My dad's the same way.

472
00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:01,320
Speaker 1: My dad he's a keeps going on colleges. If you

473
00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:05,520
Speaker 1: went into his office, he had folders like I wouldn't

474
00:24:05,520 --> 00:24:09,159
Speaker 1: want to be if his patients. The thing is, I

475
00:24:09,920 --> 00:24:14,920
Speaker 1: lose stuff rarely in terms of like I know where people.

476
00:24:14,960 --> 00:24:17,200
Speaker 1: Don't you have a system? I was watching Tommy Boy

477
00:24:17,280 --> 00:24:20,719
Speaker 1: yesterday and there's that one scene where she's in her office,

478
00:24:20,800 --> 00:24:23,760
Speaker 1: the girl, and he's like, why don't you yeah, why

479
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:28,800
Speaker 1: don't you have uh you know, yeah, why don't you

480
00:24:28,840 --> 00:24:30,800
Speaker 1: have what are they called that? You pull it out

481
00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:36,720
Speaker 1: folders and then you pull out filing cabinets and she

482
00:24:36,760 --> 00:24:38,879
Speaker 1: goes because I have to open them. It's just like

483
00:24:38,920 --> 00:24:40,440
Speaker 1: it's too much time. I know where everything is that

484
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,360
Speaker 1: she has a system, and I was like, that's kind

485
00:24:42,400 --> 00:24:44,040
Speaker 1: of like the way I wrote my life except hers

486
00:24:44,040 --> 00:24:46,479
Speaker 1: as an organized system with ship everywhere. But I do

487
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:49,520
Speaker 1: know where stuff is most of the time. But um,

488
00:24:49,640 --> 00:24:52,600
Speaker 1: it just and then I just realized when you're a

489
00:24:52,640 --> 00:24:56,080
Speaker 1: messy person, I get more done because I'm not spending

490
00:24:56,119 --> 00:25:02,359
Speaker 1: time organizing and folding folding laundry. Is it takes so

491
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,520
Speaker 1: long to fold up? And then I don't understand when

492
00:25:05,520 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 1: you're looking through the folded clothes, you suck them up.

493
00:25:08,280 --> 00:25:11,640
Speaker 1: Like I can't look through folded clothes and not sunk

494
00:25:11,720 --> 00:25:13,600
Speaker 1: them up. And like even when I'm at the gap

495
00:25:13,720 --> 00:25:17,399
Speaker 1: or something the store, the retail workers are just like,

496
00:25:17,520 --> 00:25:19,240
Speaker 1: let's just leave it. I'll get it later because I

497
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:21,199
Speaker 1: suck it up looking for her size whatever. I have

498
00:25:21,240 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 1: a brain. We're all folded clothes. I'll divide the clothes

499
00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:27,880
Speaker 1: and then I won't put them away. Like that's yeah

500
00:25:27,920 --> 00:25:29,720
Speaker 1: that I do that too. They're they're out on the bench.

501
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:31,840
Speaker 1: That's my kind of brain. Yeah, I mean, what is that?

502
00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:35,199
Speaker 1: Like you're doing every step except for the final one

503
00:25:35,240 --> 00:25:37,680
Speaker 1: to put in the drawer because you don't you feel

504
00:25:37,680 --> 00:25:40,560
Speaker 1: like you don't. You're like, don't deserve to be someone

505
00:25:40,600 --> 00:25:44,119
Speaker 1: who puts clothes or to go back to the fine count.

506
00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,160
Speaker 1: I could just it's right there, it's right there. Why

507
00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:48,320
Speaker 1: do I need to put it away? And Gaffan has

508
00:25:48,359 --> 00:25:50,040
Speaker 1: a joke about why do I His wife wants them

509
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:51,119
Speaker 1: to make a bed, and she goes, why don't you

510
00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:52,639
Speaker 1: make your bed in the morning. He goes, because I

511
00:25:52,640 --> 00:25:55,280
Speaker 1: don't tie my shoes when I take them off. That's

512
00:25:55,280 --> 00:25:59,600
Speaker 1: why it's stupid. And and then she's it's like, why

513
00:25:59,600 --> 00:26:03,040
Speaker 1: do we have many pillows? And she's like, it's for um,

514
00:26:03,040 --> 00:26:05,800
Speaker 1: it's for uh. I forget what she says. Presentation. He goes,

515
00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:08,800
Speaker 1: how many tours are you giving of our bedroom? What

516
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:11,639
Speaker 1: is going on here? It's a great point. It's like

517
00:26:11,840 --> 00:26:15,280
Speaker 1: who's seeing us? That's why I love Chris. It's like,

518
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:19,840
Speaker 1: you know, there's our relationship isn't perfect. But when I

519
00:26:19,880 --> 00:26:22,760
Speaker 1: think about like the things I appreciate that I think

520
00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,040
Speaker 1: so many other men or like people would give me

521
00:26:25,040 --> 00:26:28,159
Speaker 1: shit about. He has never once judged me about being messy,

522
00:26:28,480 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 1: never once judged me about like just the weird things

523
00:26:31,560 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 1: he finds and drawers, like a toothbrush with like if

524
00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:38,919
Speaker 1: you go to claims he's clean, He's really clean. He's

525
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:41,520
Speaker 1: very organized. Everything is regiment. He has like two shirts

526
00:26:41,560 --> 00:26:43,240
Speaker 1: for this and two pairs of plans for this, and

527
00:26:43,280 --> 00:26:47,400
Speaker 1: like he's minimalist, he's clean, he's organized, he loves labeled.

528
00:26:47,640 --> 00:26:51,480
Speaker 1: He got me a label maker, he loves. This goes

529
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:53,479
Speaker 1: back to the point of that you don't feel lovable

530
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:55,720
Speaker 1: if you're messy, but he proves time and time over

531
00:26:55,760 --> 00:26:57,520
Speaker 1: again that he will love you if you are messy.

532
00:26:57,880 --> 00:27:01,639
Speaker 1: So why didn't you take that in? Because well, I

533
00:27:01,680 --> 00:27:04,320
Speaker 1: guess there are other things that I question if I'm

534
00:27:04,359 --> 00:27:08,320
Speaker 1: lovable that he might have more judgment. So it just

535
00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:10,080
Speaker 1: which is something else where I think we did that

536
00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:13,480
Speaker 1: in every relationship where the person you're with has some

537
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:16,360
Speaker 1: kind of irritation about the way that you are fundamentally,

538
00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:19,480
Speaker 1: and you go, fuck, like, this is just the way

539
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:22,479
Speaker 1: I am, And yes, you can try to change and

540
00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 1: be like, Okay, that actually is a detriment to my

541
00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:26,959
Speaker 1: life and like, I can see how that would be annoying.

542
00:27:27,000 --> 00:27:28,760
Speaker 1: I should work on that. But then there are some

543
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:32,280
Speaker 1: things that I'm just like, I will work on them.

544
00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:35,359
Speaker 1: But while I'm working on it, if if you can't

545
00:27:35,720 --> 00:27:39,240
Speaker 1: accept me, like, just know that I'm I'm not you.

546
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:41,880
Speaker 1: And and this isn't about Chris. This is about literally anyone.

547
00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 1: It's like, I am not you, and I can't you.

548
00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:48,600
Speaker 1: I know, you can't understand why I would eat that

549
00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:52,680
Speaker 1: thing off the floor, or you know, like, I don't

550
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:55,840
Speaker 1: understand how I could change my mind about the thing

551
00:27:55,880 --> 00:27:58,080
Speaker 1: that I said. I was, you know, fully on board

552
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:01,040
Speaker 1: with this yesterday and now today I'm just mind I

553
00:28:01,080 --> 00:28:03,280
Speaker 1: just did. I don't know. I can't explain why my

554
00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:09,560
Speaker 1: thoughts change things that make you lovable because they're so unique. Yeah,

555
00:28:09,680 --> 00:28:12,560
Speaker 1: I just changing my mind thing is something that is

556
00:28:13,760 --> 00:28:16,399
Speaker 1: rattled my life in many ways of like I've just

557
00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:19,720
Speaker 1: never been confronted with it, just in a relationship setting

558
00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:22,119
Speaker 1: of like me being like I want to do that,

559
00:28:22,160 --> 00:28:25,480
Speaker 1: and then the next day having process myself like I

560
00:28:25,520 --> 00:28:27,200
Speaker 1: don't want to do that anymore, and then being like, oh, yeah,

561
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:28,440
Speaker 1: I decided I don't want to do that. And he's

562
00:28:28,440 --> 00:28:32,240
Speaker 1: just like I thought you wanted to, Like, where do

563
00:28:32,440 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 1: was this? Can you share the calculus that you went

564
00:28:34,960 --> 00:28:36,760
Speaker 1: through where you were like gung ho and then today

565
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:39,400
Speaker 1: you're not. And I'm like, but in my brain it

566
00:28:39,440 --> 00:28:41,520
Speaker 1: makes complete sense that I'm just like I'm tired now

567
00:28:41,520 --> 00:28:44,160
Speaker 1: and I don't want to do that anymore. And he's like, well,

568
00:28:44,320 --> 00:28:46,920
Speaker 1: we how did this just change? Like, I think that

569
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:50,160
Speaker 1: makes people nervous, whether you're working in a business with them,

570
00:28:50,160 --> 00:28:51,880
Speaker 1: whether it in a relationship where it's like, well, I

571
00:28:51,880 --> 00:28:54,360
Speaker 1: wish she just gonna change her mind on me. She's

572
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:55,920
Speaker 1: just gonna like decide that she doesn't want to do

573
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:59,280
Speaker 1: this anymore, whether it be a job or or a relationship.

574
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:02,240
Speaker 1: And so I think that that makes people feel uneasy

575
00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:05,080
Speaker 1: that I can so easily just change my mind about something.

576
00:29:05,240 --> 00:29:06,680
Speaker 1: But I think at the same time, it's it's a

577
00:29:06,760 --> 00:29:11,720
Speaker 1: huge attribute in terms of like I am not stuck

578
00:29:11,720 --> 00:29:15,840
Speaker 1: in my ways. I can be flexible and I can

579
00:29:16,480 --> 00:29:20,360
Speaker 1: figure out, like I can bend to you know, whatever

580
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:23,480
Speaker 1: change of plans or change what might happen to our

581
00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:28,640
Speaker 1: you know, partnership. Yeah, I mean being able to shift

582
00:29:28,760 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 1: on a on a like any second. I get I

583
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:38,080
Speaker 1: don't know with on that. I get that I gave

584
00:29:38,120 --> 00:29:44,200
Speaker 1: him some test of the test. We didn't finish it, actually, probably,

585
00:29:45,080 --> 00:29:47,400
Speaker 1: but we finished it well because we pulled up to

586
00:29:47,440 --> 00:29:50,680
Speaker 1: the hotel. I think I saved it. Where is it?

587
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,240
Speaker 1: Did I save it? We should do it on here?

588
00:29:54,160 --> 00:29:56,080
Speaker 1: Because the best you sent it to me and they

589
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:59,600
Speaker 1: were like, you should do this, Um, this, uh you know,

590
00:29:59,760 --> 00:30:01,600
Speaker 1: od is m It's it's not like an official but

591
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:03,920
Speaker 1: it's for people that like have never been officially diagnosed

592
00:30:03,920 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 1: to see like if they're anywhere in like the kind

593
00:30:05,920 --> 00:30:08,000
Speaker 1: of range, and it's kind of like an official thing.

594
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,920
Speaker 1: But um. One of the things is like one of

595
00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 1: the questions for the autism just is like, do you

596
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:18,600
Speaker 1: get upset when plans change? And Chris was like, yes,

597
00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:21,840
Speaker 1: like that. Then that was one where I was like, nah,

598
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:24,480
Speaker 1: I'm just like okay. I mean, if if I was

599
00:30:24,520 --> 00:30:26,800
Speaker 1: like excited about something, sure, but if it's just like

600
00:30:26,840 --> 00:30:29,960
Speaker 1: a plan, it's like, okay, we can just and I

601
00:30:29,960 --> 00:30:32,360
Speaker 1: think there's something nice about that. But at the same time,

602
00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:35,840
Speaker 1: you know, it's I can see how would be extremely frustrating.

603
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:38,200
Speaker 1: Jesus Christ My, I'm going through my Google history. It

604
00:30:38,320 --> 00:30:48,959
Speaker 1: is so insane. Baronaked Ladies, tickets, um dog meat, um

605
00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:56,600
Speaker 1: Young Harlott dpd uh swift cringe uh private anal lessons.

606
00:30:56,680 --> 00:30:59,560
Speaker 1: Well these are just like, um, well that that's the

607
00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:04,880
Speaker 1: name of Becca Tilly. Um, the menu for salt and smoke, barbecue,

608
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:09,600
Speaker 1: Harry Styles, Harry Styles, House, Harry Styles. And then here's

609
00:31:09,600 --> 00:31:12,160
Speaker 1: the here's the autism. Autistic test, and then finally I

610
00:31:12,200 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 1: found it. It's literally like an a D H D brain. Yeah,

611
00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:18,720
Speaker 1: I know. Um, well, let's get to the news and

612
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:20,080
Speaker 1: then maybe we can do a little bit of an

613
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:27,200
Speaker 1: autistic test at some point. You. Oh man, it's Thursday, folks.

614
00:31:27,240 --> 00:31:29,520
Speaker 1: You know what that means. It is Thursday. Apparently you're

615
00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,320
Speaker 1: having all the swells out there. I hope you are.

616
00:31:31,840 --> 00:31:34,080
Speaker 1: I hope you have a great weekend out there, everybody,

617
00:31:34,120 --> 00:31:37,120
Speaker 1: even the dogs and the cats and the parakeets. Sorry, Beck,

618
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:43,320
Speaker 1: do you know no answers? Nope, Okay. Much to nobody's surprise,

619
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:48,320
Speaker 1: a new study indicates that heterosexual men act differently around

620
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:52,880
Speaker 1: women with visibly erect nipples. What was that they act

621
00:31:53,000 --> 00:31:55,760
Speaker 1: different around? She has arec nipples? So you couldn't hear,

622
00:31:55,800 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 1: but men act differently around How do sexual men act

623
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:07,440
Speaker 1: differently around women with Yeah? So here here's what they found.

624
00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:09,840
Speaker 1: Here's what the study has the milk as a kid,

625
00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:13,120
Speaker 1: the word milk out of your mouth. I don't okay,

626
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:18,360
Speaker 1: stop better, honestly better Okay. So a part of the

627
00:32:18,440 --> 00:32:21,440
Speaker 1: study was would men be more willing to assist women

628
00:32:21,480 --> 00:32:28,320
Speaker 1: with nipple erection as opposed to those without? And yeah, wait,

629
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:32,520
Speaker 1: a second, so basically had our sexual Men were asked

630
00:32:33,040 --> 00:32:35,920
Speaker 1: to rate pictures of women with and without nipple erections.

631
00:32:36,280 --> 00:32:38,000
Speaker 1: They were then asked if they would lend her a

632
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,880
Speaker 1: hundred dollars, help her if her car was broken down,

633
00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:45,480
Speaker 1: or provide tutoring sessions. The mail group was much more

634
00:32:45,560 --> 00:32:48,640
Speaker 1: likely to help women with erect nipples, particularly when the

635
00:32:48,640 --> 00:32:52,240
Speaker 1: help would require them to be close in proximity to

636
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:57,640
Speaker 1: the woman with erect nipples. Yes, and so so. And

637
00:32:57,680 --> 00:33:00,560
Speaker 1: they also they said in social groups they would like

638
00:33:00,680 --> 00:33:06,800
Speaker 1: more women with erect nipples, so like in your friend group, yeah,

639
00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:10,680
Speaker 1: like like just any social situations have been such a

640
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:14,760
Speaker 1: problem in my life in terms of like you people

641
00:33:14,800 --> 00:33:16,960
Speaker 1: just find it. So it's such a thing that makes

642
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:21,360
Speaker 1: men uncomfortable because they feel so they can't stop thinking

643
00:33:21,440 --> 00:33:24,200
Speaker 1: about it, and it seems they think that it's like

644
00:33:24,720 --> 00:33:26,800
Speaker 1: it's almost like, um, you know, if you have them

645
00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,080
Speaker 1: on camera just becomes like an issue for everyone of

646
00:33:29,160 --> 00:33:32,120
Speaker 1: like is that even allowed? Because they feel so horny

647
00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:34,480
Speaker 1: and weird about it that they can't they can't understand

648
00:33:34,520 --> 00:33:36,960
Speaker 1: like if this is like is the FCC can allow this?

649
00:33:37,160 --> 00:33:40,840
Speaker 1: Like they just study function. This study found that men

650
00:33:41,360 --> 00:33:45,640
Speaker 1: act more altruistic around women with erect nipples, while women

651
00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:50,560
Speaker 1: have the opposite effect. Women hate when well, like we

652
00:33:50,680 --> 00:33:53,600
Speaker 1: just hate girls that we don't like women that seem

653
00:33:53,680 --> 00:33:56,080
Speaker 1: to be using their sexuality to get things from men

654
00:33:56,160 --> 00:33:58,280
Speaker 1: that might be our men, or might be the things

655
00:33:58,320 --> 00:34:02,040
Speaker 1: that men would give us. I mean, it's about survival,

656
00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,200
Speaker 1: and that woman's might get something that you're gonna get

657
00:34:04,240 --> 00:34:07,200
Speaker 1: because their nipples are erect and yours aren't. I mean,

658
00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:10,840
Speaker 1: I um, yeah, but I don't think men understand erect

659
00:34:10,880 --> 00:34:13,759
Speaker 1: nipples at all, Like I think they just think that

660
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:17,399
Speaker 1: any any woman can have them at any time. First

661
00:34:17,400 --> 00:34:19,520
Speaker 1: of all, most women are wearing bras that have enough

662
00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,840
Speaker 1: padding that interrect nipple, no matter how erect, is not

663
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:24,960
Speaker 1: going to poke through. Agreed, Noah, agreed. Most of the

664
00:34:24,960 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 1: bras on the market are going to hide interrupt wreck nipple, right,

665
00:34:28,800 --> 00:34:31,640
Speaker 1: even even if they're not wonder bras with like lots

666
00:34:31,640 --> 00:34:34,480
Speaker 1: of padding. Usually a bra has this significant enough amount

667
00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:36,919
Speaker 1: of padding that interrect nibble is not going to poke

668
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:39,840
Speaker 1: through the one. When you do have an erect nipple

669
00:34:39,880 --> 00:34:42,000
Speaker 1: boat through, it's because you're not wearing a bra. You're

670
00:34:42,040 --> 00:34:44,399
Speaker 1: wearing a bra lett, which is just a very thin

671
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:46,840
Speaker 1: layer fabric that a lot of women don't wear, especially

672
00:34:46,880 --> 00:34:49,120
Speaker 1: women with huge tits, do not wear bra letts because

673
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:53,000
Speaker 1: they offer no support. I mean bras usually are something

674
00:34:53,000 --> 00:34:54,680
Speaker 1: that has an like the one I'm wearing about now,

675
00:34:54,800 --> 00:34:59,759
Speaker 1: underwire has a has enough padding. There's no padding, but

676
00:35:00,000 --> 00:35:03,880
Speaker 1: it's like, you know, three layers of something. It's like

677
00:35:03,960 --> 00:35:06,839
Speaker 1: a you know, there's no erect nibble going to get

678
00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:08,279
Speaker 1: through this brawl But if I'm wearing a brawl let

679
00:35:08,320 --> 00:35:11,040
Speaker 1: that's when it gets through. If you're if you're watching

680
00:35:11,880 --> 00:35:14,800
Speaker 1: either someone I don't doing stand up, giving a speech whatever,

681
00:35:14,880 --> 00:35:19,919
Speaker 1: and their cock, their penis is clearly showing the intention

682
00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 1: of their penis. What does that do to your brain?

683
00:35:23,000 --> 00:35:25,719
Speaker 1: And it makes me feel like it just makes me

684
00:35:25,800 --> 00:35:27,839
Speaker 1: distraction because it's like having a stain on your shirt

685
00:35:27,920 --> 00:35:30,160
Speaker 1: or something. Well, that's I think with nipples is kind

686
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:32,279
Speaker 1: of the closest thing I could think of of how

687
00:35:32,520 --> 00:35:35,920
Speaker 1: But I don't give men with bulging penises directions more

688
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:39,320
Speaker 1: than a man without a bulging penis. That's it's distraction,

689
00:35:39,400 --> 00:35:43,800
Speaker 1: but men, it's a distraction that men reward, whereas I

690
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:48,400
Speaker 1: would I would say women reward thick cocks and pants.

691
00:35:48,800 --> 00:35:50,880
Speaker 1: I mean if you go on any TikTok, if you

692
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:53,440
Speaker 1: see on any there's TikTok's now where like guys will

693
00:35:53,480 --> 00:35:55,480
Speaker 1: go on and they'll show the imprint of their penis.

694
00:35:55,640 --> 00:35:59,600
Speaker 1: I don't think I don't think that's strange. Yeah, because

695
00:35:59,600 --> 00:36:02,520
Speaker 1: it's on a screen and they can't If a man

696
00:36:02,640 --> 00:36:04,759
Speaker 1: is asking for help and he has a bulging dick,

697
00:36:04,920 --> 00:36:06,840
Speaker 1: you're you're not going to give that man help, no

698
00:36:06,880 --> 00:36:09,799
Speaker 1: matter how hot he is, because that means he you're

699
00:36:09,800 --> 00:36:12,960
Speaker 1: about to get art. Possibly Yeah, yeah, I hear you there.

700
00:36:13,040 --> 00:36:15,720
Speaker 1: I guess two different kinds. I guess not a hard penis,

701
00:36:15,760 --> 00:36:17,759
Speaker 1: but like a penis, no, like even a big dick.

702
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:19,960
Speaker 1: Like that's a guy that's like trying to show you

703
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:21,759
Speaker 1: that he is a big dick, and like is too

704
00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:24,560
Speaker 1: sexual out of the gate. It's just I don't think

705
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:27,520
Speaker 1: women who might be stupider than most no offense women.

706
00:36:27,560 --> 00:36:30,480
Speaker 1: But if you're like helping, if your gaga over a

707
00:36:30,520 --> 00:36:33,040
Speaker 1: guy because he's a big bulgian penis coming out of

708
00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 1: his pants and you're more likely to help him find

709
00:36:35,040 --> 00:36:41,319
Speaker 1: his dog or like to car, you're that's Darwinism. Like

710
00:36:41,360 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 1: you're gonna get eliminated fout the nipples les. Yeah, I

711
00:36:47,560 --> 00:36:51,880
Speaker 1: feel uncomfortable when I see guy nips share Really, I

712
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,399
Speaker 1: just never cared. I feel uncomfortable to see my own

713
00:36:54,440 --> 00:36:57,040
Speaker 1: nipples and t shirts. But I mean Andrew has nipples.

714
00:36:59,400 --> 00:37:01,160
Speaker 1: So when you see a hard nipple through a shirt,

715
00:37:01,360 --> 00:37:03,359
Speaker 1: do you from a guy? Do you go? God? Man?

716
00:37:03,400 --> 00:37:05,920
Speaker 1: I can never do. I could do the heart. I

717
00:37:05,960 --> 00:37:09,560
Speaker 1: can't do soft nipples in a shirt. If you see

718
00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:11,799
Speaker 1: the puffs, no, I know. But if you see a

719
00:37:11,800 --> 00:37:14,160
Speaker 1: man with like he has like pokers, Oh yeah, they're

720
00:37:14,320 --> 00:37:16,759
Speaker 1: good for you, bro. Do you think about it? Is

721
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:18,759
Speaker 1: it like a man with the way the men give

722
00:37:18,880 --> 00:37:23,680
Speaker 1: directions to my house? Just follow those nips, follow my

723
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:27,680
Speaker 1: penis that's indented in my body. Wait? Wait what? I

724
00:37:28,920 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 1: it's interesting because guys, yes, they'll be more willing to

725
00:37:32,000 --> 00:37:35,360
Speaker 1: help a woman. But I also feel like guys won't

726
00:37:36,040 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 1: listen if the nipples are hard, like. I don't know.

727
00:37:38,280 --> 00:37:40,799
Speaker 1: It's a weird thing because nipples have gotten me in

728
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:45,000
Speaker 1: trouble before with my ex relationship. I don't know if

729
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:48,359
Speaker 1: we talked about it on here, but Hannah Burner showed

730
00:37:48,440 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 1: up with no bra and I just her nipples were out.

731
00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:55,440
Speaker 1: I noticed like nips there, Yeah, and She's like, how

732
00:37:55,440 --> 00:37:57,959
Speaker 1: could you look at it? Well, they're just they're just there.

733
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:00,719
Speaker 1: Did she just catch you looking at them? Yeah? Oh god.

734
00:38:00,800 --> 00:38:05,960
Speaker 1: I also which was a little weird, but you were thirsty.

735
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:09,800
Speaker 1: But I was just like, I can also see nipples

736
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:13,239
Speaker 1: and not feel sexual about it. If that makes why

737
00:38:13,280 --> 00:38:16,759
Speaker 1: why would you? If I'm telling you what I'm telling you, well,

738
00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 1: I mean you're you're drawing. I get it, you're drawn

739
00:38:18,760 --> 00:38:20,160
Speaker 1: to them because it's like a stain on her shirt.

740
00:38:20,160 --> 00:38:22,400
Speaker 1: You're just like, oh, something there, and you cannot be

741
00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:26,080
Speaker 1: sexual to them. But like the it doesn't matter if

742
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,880
Speaker 1: you're sexual. Women need to get over the fact that

743
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:31,040
Speaker 1: the man that they're dating is going to be attracted

744
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:35,319
Speaker 1: to other women. You're such an You're an idiot. You're

745
00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:37,480
Speaker 1: truly an idiot. If you think that once you're man

746
00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:39,719
Speaker 1: is with you, they aren't going to be attracted to

747
00:38:39,719 --> 00:38:43,560
Speaker 1: other women's bodies, You're you're living in a fantasy. Go

748
00:38:43,840 --> 00:38:46,799
Speaker 1: jump inside a Disney movie. You're truly there's no you

749
00:38:46,800 --> 00:38:48,640
Speaker 1: don't want to be with a man who is not

750
00:38:48,719 --> 00:38:51,439
Speaker 1: turned on by other women. He would not be turned

751
00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:54,120
Speaker 1: on by you, because if you disabled that thing that

752
00:38:54,160 --> 00:38:57,520
Speaker 1: makes him attracted to you, you take away or that

753
00:38:57,680 --> 00:38:59,400
Speaker 1: that makes him attract to other women. You take away,

754
00:38:59,719 --> 00:39:02,560
Speaker 1: You can't just there's no way to a man is

755
00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:04,279
Speaker 1: only And if he says that he is and he's

756
00:39:04,280 --> 00:39:06,959
Speaker 1: not atract to other women, he's lying to you because

757
00:39:07,000 --> 00:39:10,359
Speaker 1: he's scared of you. It's gonna be annoying to be

758
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:14,400
Speaker 1: in a relationship where a guy will enjoy nipples on

759
00:39:14,520 --> 00:39:17,200
Speaker 1: other women, but I'll tell you to keep your nipples,

760
00:39:17,239 --> 00:39:20,200
Speaker 1: like I'm sure I don't, Yeah, because they're they're they

761
00:39:20,280 --> 00:39:24,440
Speaker 1: know that they are feeling, so they are so horny

762
00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:26,920
Speaker 1: and can't and are so turned on, but they think

763
00:39:26,920 --> 00:39:29,520
Speaker 1: every other man will not be able to like resist

764
00:39:29,600 --> 00:39:31,960
Speaker 1: and like try to fund you know, how do you

765
00:39:32,000 --> 00:39:34,319
Speaker 1: feel like if like you know, you said that like

766
00:39:34,400 --> 00:39:38,839
Speaker 1: Aviv like certain body parts on like like he likes

767
00:39:38,920 --> 00:39:40,880
Speaker 1: long legs and you're like, I don't have long legs.

768
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:43,000
Speaker 1: Like do you struggle with that? If like a girl

769
00:39:43,040 --> 00:39:44,640
Speaker 1: walks in and she has long legs and you're like

770
00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:46,319
Speaker 1: eating at a place and like you're like, oh God,

771
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:49,799
Speaker 1: he's gonna love her, Like what do you do with it? Well?

772
00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:52,520
Speaker 1: I I kind of get excited, like, oh, he's gonna

773
00:39:52,800 --> 00:39:55,000
Speaker 1: he's definitely gonna look and I'm gonna see him looking

774
00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:59,600
Speaker 1: and that's yes, I get excited. Yes, But again it

775
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:02,080
Speaker 1: used to bother me, and then I really reflected on it.

776
00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:04,319
Speaker 1: It's like, well, I look at certain guys and think

777
00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 1: they're hot, Like I still get kind of horny by

778
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:11,200
Speaker 1: by certain types of guys. So it's not fair for

779
00:40:11,239 --> 00:40:13,480
Speaker 1: me to tell him, well, you have to shut your

780
00:40:13,520 --> 00:40:16,440
Speaker 1: dick down and not get horny for a girl with

781
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:18,759
Speaker 1: long legs. I mean, that's just like it's not get

782
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:21,200
Speaker 1: horny for other men because it's not our nature, whereas

783
00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:25,319
Speaker 1: men they have a different nature. And so even though

784
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:28,200
Speaker 1: that that does help you let it go, like there's someone,

785
00:40:28,360 --> 00:40:30,400
Speaker 1: they go, well, I don't, and it's like they truly

786
00:40:30,400 --> 00:40:33,279
Speaker 1: don't get turned over them because but I think there

787
00:40:33,320 --> 00:40:35,560
Speaker 1: are some women that are like so into their guy

788
00:40:35,640 --> 00:40:37,520
Speaker 1: they just and they're kind of a sexual and they

789
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,239
Speaker 1: probably don't even like their guy to begin with, and

790
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:43,400
Speaker 1: they just honestly, I'm I'm, I'm I'm being completely serious.

791
00:40:43,400 --> 00:40:46,200
Speaker 1: I think there are women that are not into sex

792
00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:51,920
Speaker 1: or men for that matter, and are with men because yeah,

793
00:40:52,040 --> 00:40:53,960
Speaker 1: and then they can they can go, but they can

794
00:40:54,000 --> 00:40:56,799
Speaker 1: still be jealous and fear losing him and be mad

795
00:40:56,840 --> 00:40:58,520
Speaker 1: when they look. I don't know, I just I think

796
00:40:58,520 --> 00:41:01,600
Speaker 1: there's a different way of like when you're in a

797
00:41:01,640 --> 00:41:06,759
Speaker 1: relationship seeing something that's attractive, that like there's when you

798
00:41:06,840 --> 00:41:11,279
Speaker 1: can fuck first when you can't not can verse camp.

799
00:41:11,320 --> 00:41:15,160
Speaker 1: But there's a different way more because I can't. That's

800
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:20,080
Speaker 1: why I'm like, I feel like when when it's taken

801
00:41:20,120 --> 00:41:23,319
Speaker 1: from me, it makes me more, like God, I wanted

802
00:41:23,440 --> 00:41:26,720
Speaker 1: so much more, Like what that's the same thing for everything.

803
00:41:26,760 --> 00:41:29,880
Speaker 1: If like something is like well that that's that's for

804
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:32,680
Speaker 1: that's special on the menu. We only let certain people

805
00:41:32,680 --> 00:41:35,200
Speaker 1: have that. Don't you want it so bad? Things that

806
00:41:35,239 --> 00:41:37,600
Speaker 1: you can't have you want more? But there's something with

807
00:41:37,680 --> 00:41:40,040
Speaker 1: my brain. When I see a very attractive woman, I

808
00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:43,240
Speaker 1: could go, that's an attractive woman. If I was single,

809
00:41:43,719 --> 00:41:46,520
Speaker 1: it would be someone I could possibly want to fuck,

810
00:41:46,880 --> 00:41:50,280
Speaker 1: but I really don't like either I stop my brain

811
00:41:50,400 --> 00:41:52,520
Speaker 1: or whatever it does. But I don't go, God, I

812
00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:54,759
Speaker 1: want to fuck her, like which I would feel more

813
00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:57,840
Speaker 1: when I was single. I mean I don't know what that.

814
00:41:58,000 --> 00:42:00,640
Speaker 1: I think it would just threaten like yeah, you want

815
00:42:00,640 --> 00:42:03,239
Speaker 1: to fuck that person, or like could like everything in

816
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:06,680
Speaker 1: your subconscious is like funk that but like your survival,

817
00:42:06,719 --> 00:42:11,800
Speaker 1: and your happiness is more guaranteed by that would threaten

818
00:42:11,840 --> 00:42:14,680
Speaker 1: your happiness with the person that's giving you so much happiness,

819
00:42:14,680 --> 00:42:16,759
Speaker 1: and so then you don't do it. It's not because

820
00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 1: you're not attracted to that person, which is a lie

821
00:42:19,880 --> 00:42:22,200
Speaker 1: that women have to convince themselves up to sleep at night.

822
00:42:22,200 --> 00:42:25,000
Speaker 1: But it's like, no, he's staying with you because you

823
00:42:25,080 --> 00:42:27,560
Speaker 1: provide him more happiness than those pair of tits or

824
00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:29,600
Speaker 1: legs that he might want to suck more than you.

825
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:33,319
Speaker 1: Sorry because you're old like, not old like, but you

826
00:42:33,360 --> 00:42:37,200
Speaker 1: he's already had you. Men like novelty, but what they

827
00:42:37,239 --> 00:42:43,200
Speaker 1: like more than novelty is integrity, and they like to

828
00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,640
Speaker 1: be and and they like to have integrity, and they

829
00:42:45,680 --> 00:42:47,239
Speaker 1: like to be like, well I did I chose not

830
00:42:47,280 --> 00:42:49,759
Speaker 1: to suck you because I love you? And then you're

831
00:42:50,000 --> 00:42:52,480
Speaker 1: you go, thank you so much for not sucking other people,

832
00:42:52,480 --> 00:42:55,839
Speaker 1: and then they feel really good about themselves. But that's

833
00:42:55,880 --> 00:42:58,080
Speaker 1: literally the only thing men like more than new pussy.

834
00:42:58,239 --> 00:43:00,320
Speaker 1: So you have to be respectful of your and for

835
00:43:00,400 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 1: not fucking other people, because secretly that's what they want.

836
00:43:02,760 --> 00:43:06,000
Speaker 1: They want your admiration because they are they are stopping

837
00:43:06,000 --> 00:43:09,560
Speaker 1: themselves from sucking other people for you. It's the pictures

838
00:43:09,600 --> 00:43:12,920
Speaker 1: home neil bit I'm cheap like they do it for you.

839
00:43:13,239 --> 00:43:15,600
Speaker 1: They're not fucking other girls because they don't want to.

840
00:43:16,040 --> 00:43:17,879
Speaker 1: It's because they don't. They don't want to hurt you,

841
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:20,680
Speaker 1: so you need to be yes and they love you

842
00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:24,440
Speaker 1: that they do. And I think women go, well, you

843
00:43:24,440 --> 00:43:27,160
Speaker 1: should just not want to. It's like the breakup. You

844
00:43:27,200 --> 00:43:29,080
Speaker 1: should I want you to want to do the dishes.

845
00:43:29,120 --> 00:43:32,160
Speaker 1: Well I don't, and I'm never gonna. I'm never not

846
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,359
Speaker 1: gonna want to fuck other women. But I don't do

847
00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:36,640
Speaker 1: it because I love you. I do the dishes because

848
00:43:36,640 --> 00:43:38,600
Speaker 1: I love you, not because I want to do the dishes.

849
00:43:39,239 --> 00:43:42,319
Speaker 1: And shouldn't that stand for something? I think so I

850
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:45,560
Speaker 1: think if, especially if you also do two dishes and

851
00:43:45,640 --> 00:43:49,560
Speaker 1: I fuck you, you know that's a double whammy, right, Yeah,

852
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:53,160
Speaker 1: while you're doing the dishes, were doing dishes. I'm never

853
00:43:53,320 --> 00:43:55,640
Speaker 1: harder than when someone is doing a chore that I

854
00:43:55,680 --> 00:44:00,319
Speaker 1: can't do. Yeah, I I I yeah. I think there's

855
00:44:00,360 --> 00:44:02,279
Speaker 1: a lot of things that we want to do that

856
00:44:02,400 --> 00:44:06,000
Speaker 1: we don't get to do. That doesn't mean that you

857
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:07,960
Speaker 1: need to be angry or upset that you don't get

858
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:09,799
Speaker 1: to do those things I was reading on Reddit, like

859
00:44:09,960 --> 00:44:12,560
Speaker 1: about I think I've talked about it before on here.

860
00:44:12,760 --> 00:44:14,560
Speaker 1: It was one of the it gets reposted a lot,

861
00:44:14,600 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 1: but the question of like what makes you horny? Like

862
00:44:16,960 --> 00:44:19,360
Speaker 1: what's the thing that guarantees makes you horny? And someone

863
00:44:19,400 --> 00:44:22,680
Speaker 1: said when I know that I'm making someone else horny.

864
00:44:22,760 --> 00:44:24,239
Speaker 1: I don't know if those guy or girls said it,

865
00:44:24,280 --> 00:44:26,160
Speaker 1: but like nothing makes some horny or than being than

866
00:44:26,360 --> 00:44:29,480
Speaker 1: turning someone else on. I think I would think that's

867
00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:31,759
Speaker 1: very interesting. You were talking about like sucking someone while

868
00:44:31,760 --> 00:44:33,840
Speaker 1: they're doing the dishes. I love when I'm trying to

869
00:44:33,880 --> 00:44:36,880
Speaker 1: get something done and someone's pawing at me like what

870
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:40,960
Speaker 1: I'm like trying like doesn't have a porn I think

871
00:44:40,960 --> 00:44:43,040
Speaker 1: of like you know, the girls stuck in the dryer

872
00:44:43,160 --> 00:44:45,640
Speaker 1: or whatever, and she's like, but she's exposed in a

873
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:48,160
Speaker 1: way that the guys like you look fucking good, and

874
00:44:48,200 --> 00:44:49,879
Speaker 1: she's like, I'm trying to get out of this dryer.

875
00:44:50,040 --> 00:44:52,279
Speaker 1: Like I mean, there's there is an element of like

876
00:44:52,360 --> 00:44:54,279
Speaker 1: she can't get away to that, which is gross, but

877
00:44:54,320 --> 00:44:57,560
Speaker 1: like the the thing of like, no, I'm trying to

878
00:44:57,640 --> 00:45:00,680
Speaker 1: just do this thing, please leave me a especially when

879
00:45:00,719 --> 00:45:03,160
Speaker 1: it's not sexual at all. That's even hotter. Like the

880
00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:05,560
Speaker 1: other day, I was showing Chris like poses that, um

881
00:45:06,200 --> 00:45:09,040
Speaker 1: like my posture that I learned from his guy, and

882
00:45:09,080 --> 00:45:10,960
Speaker 1: I was just having better Like literally, I was just

883
00:45:11,000 --> 00:45:12,759
Speaker 1: sitting in my seat with a better posture, and he

884
00:45:12,800 --> 00:45:15,720
Speaker 1: was just like I get I caught him like looking

885
00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:17,319
Speaker 1: me up and down, which is like such a hot

886
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:19,319
Speaker 1: thing where you catch your boyfriend who has seen you

887
00:45:19,560 --> 00:45:24,200
Speaker 1: in every position clothes. We're just like talking and I

888
00:45:24,239 --> 00:45:26,839
Speaker 1: just saw him like just I was talking about something

889
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:28,520
Speaker 1: like the podcast or something, and I just saw him

890
00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:32,799
Speaker 1: kind of like getting distracted by like he's like, I

891
00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:35,560
Speaker 1: like your posture, and then they're the pawing starts of

892
00:45:35,680 --> 00:45:37,120
Speaker 1: just like he just wants to give me a hug.

893
00:45:37,160 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 1: And then I'm just like I think I know what's

894
00:45:39,120 --> 00:45:41,279
Speaker 1: going on here and that that I just love that

895
00:45:41,400 --> 00:45:47,080
Speaker 1: so much, where you he has good ones, but I

896
00:45:47,080 --> 00:45:50,480
Speaker 1: don't think so, but uh yeah, I just love that. Um,

897
00:45:50,520 --> 00:45:53,200
Speaker 1: I love it distracted like I'm trying to get this done,

898
00:45:53,600 --> 00:45:56,359
Speaker 1: and then they're like I love I love the thing

899
00:45:56,360 --> 00:45:59,000
Speaker 1: where you turn on guys without the intention of turning

900
00:45:59,000 --> 00:46:00,880
Speaker 1: them on, where you're just like just bending over to

901
00:46:00,920 --> 00:46:03,920
Speaker 1: get this thing. Yeah, I'm just like wearing edible panties

902
00:46:03,960 --> 00:46:07,719
Speaker 1: for no reason. Um, it is interesting because I feel

903
00:46:07,760 --> 00:46:09,719
Speaker 1: like the other way around when you're wisdome were so long.

904
00:46:09,760 --> 00:46:12,319
Speaker 1: Like yesterday at a moment where I had food in

905
00:46:12,360 --> 00:46:14,600
Speaker 1: my teeth, and I did my I did my move

906
00:46:14,680 --> 00:46:20,440
Speaker 1: where I grab any object that could possibly be like

907
00:46:20,440 --> 00:46:26,440
Speaker 1: like some kind of Yeah, I grabbed a toothpache, toothpick case,

908
00:46:26,760 --> 00:46:30,040
Speaker 1: not like the box comes in, no, but I just

909
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:32,000
Speaker 1: and I just started picking my teeth right in front

910
00:46:32,000 --> 00:46:35,319
Speaker 1: of Brenna. And I don't think any were We've seen

911
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:38,560
Speaker 1: each other with the grossest moments ever. And she and

912
00:46:38,880 --> 00:46:40,080
Speaker 1: she was like, what are you doing? I was like,

913
00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:42,120
Speaker 1: don't do that. She said to me. I go, well,

914
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:43,880
Speaker 1: what am I trying to like turn you on? Like

915
00:46:44,280 --> 00:46:47,520
Speaker 1: She's like yeah, yeah, yeah. And I was like, all right,

916
00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:50,480
Speaker 1: you know, so you just forget, you know, and you've

917
00:46:50,680 --> 00:46:53,279
Speaker 1: you've you sometimes will like do things to turn the

918
00:46:53,280 --> 00:46:56,280
Speaker 1: other partner off because you're so comfortable, You're too comfortable.

919
00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:59,760
Speaker 1: You're too comfortable. And I'll never forget living with Chris.

920
00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:01,520
Speaker 1: And one time we were watching TV and I was

921
00:47:01,600 --> 00:47:04,920
Speaker 1: just being myself and I'm not someone who like farts

922
00:47:04,920 --> 00:47:08,480
Speaker 1: in front of her like does really discussing things, but

923
00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:12,640
Speaker 1: I uh, I think I was trying to get something

924
00:47:12,680 --> 00:47:15,239
Speaker 1: off the ground, like I was just feeling horny later on,

925
00:47:15,280 --> 00:47:18,360
Speaker 1: and he was just like I just just not feeling

926
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:20,040
Speaker 1: it right now, and I'm like okay, and I was

927
00:47:20,080 --> 00:47:23,360
Speaker 1: like really hurting something. He's like, I just if you burp,

928
00:47:24,200 --> 00:47:26,120
Speaker 1: like it's it's hard for me to be like into

929
00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:28,480
Speaker 1: you within like a half hour range after that, Like

930
00:47:28,560 --> 00:47:30,560
Speaker 1: it's just it's just like a thing that like I

931
00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:33,080
Speaker 1: just you become like a dude in their eyes. And

932
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:34,799
Speaker 1: I was like, I burped in front of you, and

933
00:47:34,800 --> 00:47:36,080
Speaker 1: he goes, you do it all the time, and I'm

934
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:39,279
Speaker 1: like what, Like I didn't know what I was doing

935
00:47:39,320 --> 00:47:40,840
Speaker 1: because I was so comfortable, just like you don't know

936
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:45,359
Speaker 1: you're picking your teeth. I'm doing something that grossed him out.

937
00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:47,880
Speaker 1: He can't help it, Like that's just not I would

938
00:47:47,960 --> 00:47:50,120
Speaker 1: never do that in front of someone I want. I

939
00:47:50,120 --> 00:47:52,880
Speaker 1: would be very aware of him the first day, So

940
00:47:52,920 --> 00:47:55,160
Speaker 1: why am I doing that someone that I want to

941
00:47:55,200 --> 00:47:58,440
Speaker 1: sexualize me? A half hour later and now I'm just

942
00:47:59,080 --> 00:48:01,640
Speaker 1: I mean, I'm still still mess things up and I

943
00:48:01,680 --> 00:48:04,960
Speaker 1: can be completely comfortable with myself, but that was an

944
00:48:05,080 --> 00:48:07,120
Speaker 1: eye opening moment, and he wasn't trying to like shame

945
00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:09,120
Speaker 1: me or be mean. He was just trying to explain

946
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:11,200
Speaker 1: to me, like what was going on with him physiologically

947
00:48:11,239 --> 00:48:14,120
Speaker 1: without what I didn't feel shamed. I was just like embarrassed,

948
00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:16,839
Speaker 1: Like oh fuck, I'm sorry, because of course he knows

949
00:48:16,840 --> 00:48:19,120
Speaker 1: that burt, but I can hide that from him if

950
00:48:19,120 --> 00:48:21,759
Speaker 1: I want to preserve the sexiness in our relationship. He's like,

951
00:48:21,800 --> 00:48:23,760
Speaker 1: you know what, we could do doggie for the first

952
00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:29,520
Speaker 1: twenty minutes of after a burp, but after that it

953
00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:33,400
Speaker 1: was just me being like scratching but nuts and I

954
00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:36,560
Speaker 1: don't know, I pull my finger just do like it's

955
00:48:36,560 --> 00:48:40,080
Speaker 1: too dude. There's something so beautiful though about letty, like

956
00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:44,239
Speaker 1: completely being yourself even if it is gross, and you

957
00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:47,399
Speaker 1: still want to funk that person. That is beautiful. But

958
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:50,279
Speaker 1: I just don't. I don't care about that. I can

959
00:48:50,280 --> 00:48:51,839
Speaker 1: just be that way in front of my friends and

960
00:48:51,880 --> 00:48:54,400
Speaker 1: like alone. That's why I live alone, and if I do,

961
00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:56,719
Speaker 1: and that's why I have separate bathrooms. When he is here,

962
00:48:56,880 --> 00:49:01,080
Speaker 1: we just go different places. But listen, I mean, he's

963
00:49:01,160 --> 00:49:03,440
Speaker 1: he's seen some stuff and he can get over it,

964
00:49:03,480 --> 00:49:06,200
Speaker 1: you know, like you can you can heal after trumble,

965
00:49:11,000 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 1: And it really does depend on how horny a person is,

966
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:18,840
Speaker 1: Like if a guy like I, I'm someone who will

967
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:26,400
Speaker 1: eye time out when we have intimacy because I know that, like,

968
00:49:26,440 --> 00:49:28,359
Speaker 1: oh I want to really, I know this night, I'm

969
00:49:28,360 --> 00:49:29,839
Speaker 1: gonna have a lot of fun because I have to,

970
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:32,680
Speaker 1: you know, I could. The dogs aren't gonna be here

971
00:49:32,800 --> 00:49:35,319
Speaker 1: whatever reason, Like my room is gonna be clean, I'm

972
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:37,879
Speaker 1: gonna have worked out recently. I'll have my hair done

973
00:49:37,920 --> 00:49:40,239
Speaker 1: without spray tan, and I'm like, I want to have

974
00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:42,520
Speaker 1: a good time that night. I'm not going to let

975
00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:45,720
Speaker 1: him do anything before then because I want to whereas

976
00:49:45,800 --> 00:49:50,520
Speaker 1: I can go any time, I can. I can be

977
00:49:50,560 --> 00:49:52,719
Speaker 1: convinced any time. And I think he could too, like

978
00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:57,440
Speaker 1: he really is. He's a miracle child. But um, you know,

979
00:49:57,440 --> 00:49:59,120
Speaker 1: if you want to have really good experience, it's so funny,

980
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:01,560
Speaker 1: you got to Like it's like hunger, you got to

981
00:50:01,560 --> 00:50:04,440
Speaker 1: make them wait. You will not enjoy a meal as

982
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:08,040
Speaker 1: much if you have just eaten recently. Yeah, no, if

983
00:50:08,080 --> 00:50:13,080
Speaker 1: I haven't eaten in like a week, I mean, Brennan

984
00:50:13,120 --> 00:50:15,680
Speaker 1: would have to do a lot to not make me horny,

985
00:50:15,840 --> 00:50:19,040
Speaker 1: Like I mean, she could stab me. And why don't

986
00:50:19,080 --> 00:50:20,879
Speaker 1: women who don't want their husbands to cheat on them

987
00:50:20,880 --> 00:50:22,560
Speaker 1: just make them jerk off before they go out. I

988
00:50:22,600 --> 00:50:24,640
Speaker 1: really that is a true answer. If you think your

989
00:50:24,680 --> 00:50:27,200
Speaker 1: husband's gonna cheat on you, why don't women just go?

990
00:50:27,680 --> 00:50:29,520
Speaker 1: Can you just jerk off before you leave tonight? Because

991
00:50:29,560 --> 00:50:31,360
Speaker 1: I'm a little bit I'm just feeling insecure and I

992
00:50:31,360 --> 00:50:34,200
Speaker 1: just want you to go out with empty balls? We honestly,

993
00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:36,920
Speaker 1: because every time I read on Instagram about like, how

994
00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:39,120
Speaker 1: do you not cheat? Guys go they masturbate before they

995
00:50:39,160 --> 00:50:42,160
Speaker 1: go out. No, but it's the same kind of ignorance

996
00:50:42,239 --> 00:50:46,240
Speaker 1: to men not thinking other women are attractive. You're ignorant

997
00:50:46,280 --> 00:50:48,880
Speaker 1: to the fact that even with a full cup of balls,

998
00:50:48,920 --> 00:50:51,360
Speaker 1: he's still not gonna want to cheat on you. That's

999
00:50:51,360 --> 00:50:53,920
Speaker 1: in your mind. That's why you don't want to husband

1000
00:50:53,960 --> 00:50:56,640
Speaker 1: who is a sex addict and who keeps reoffending and

1001
00:50:56,680 --> 00:50:59,480
Speaker 1: doesn't want to Why would the solution not be, honey,

1002
00:50:59,560 --> 00:51:01,120
Speaker 1: before you go out? Because you don't want to do this,

1003
00:51:01,160 --> 00:51:02,880
Speaker 1: because when you have full balls, it makes you do

1004
00:51:02,920 --> 00:51:04,520
Speaker 1: things that are irrational that you don't want to do

1005
00:51:04,640 --> 00:51:07,600
Speaker 1: that harm you. Why not go? It's like gun control

1006
00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:10,200
Speaker 1: people think that if we get rid of guns. It's

1007
00:51:10,200 --> 00:51:12,720
Speaker 1: not gonna If you can't get guns, then you can't.

1008
00:51:13,040 --> 00:51:16,360
Speaker 1: You can't. People go, oh, gun laws don't change anything.

1009
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:18,319
Speaker 1: Why did this kid wait till his eighteen birthday when

1010
00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:20,520
Speaker 1: he could purchase a gun? If gun laws don't do anything,

1011
00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:22,640
Speaker 1: why didn't he do it before? Then? You know? So

1012
00:51:22,680 --> 00:51:25,560
Speaker 1: it's like, hold on, hold on, because I think seeing

1013
00:51:25,600 --> 00:51:28,200
Speaker 1: sex addict, you're opening up a door for something else.

1014
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,520
Speaker 1: But like for a guy who likes to go out

1015
00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:33,279
Speaker 1: and get the attention to women and stuff, isn't it

1016
00:51:33,680 --> 00:51:35,480
Speaker 1: kind of like you're you're telling him what to do

1017
00:51:35,520 --> 00:51:39,200
Speaker 1: with his sex organs. Isn't that kind of like possessive? Um?

1018
00:51:39,560 --> 00:51:42,440
Speaker 1: I think it's just I think it is saying okay.

1019
00:51:42,520 --> 00:51:44,000
Speaker 1: It's the same as if someone is like, I don't

1020
00:51:44,040 --> 00:51:46,759
Speaker 1: want to drink tonight. Okay, well why don't you go

1021
00:51:46,800 --> 00:51:48,600
Speaker 1: to a meeting before you go out. It's a thing

1022
00:51:48,800 --> 00:51:52,640
Speaker 1: that will the urge will not be there as much

1023
00:51:52,680 --> 00:51:54,600
Speaker 1: if you eliminate, or like, I don't want to go

1024
00:51:54,640 --> 00:51:56,880
Speaker 1: out and binge, Like I have a problem with food

1025
00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:59,440
Speaker 1: if I wait to eat too long before I start eating,

1026
00:51:59,760 --> 00:52:02,239
Speaker 1: if I'm starving by the time it's presented to me,

1027
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:04,080
Speaker 1: I will not be able to stop. Whereas if I

1028
00:52:04,120 --> 00:52:07,560
Speaker 1: have a couple of light snacks in between. If i'm

1029
00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:09,480
Speaker 1: if I know, lunch and dinner, there's I'm gonna have

1030
00:52:09,480 --> 00:52:12,359
Speaker 1: a late dinner. If I wait until nine o'clock to eat,

1031
00:52:12,400 --> 00:52:14,360
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be so fucking hungry. If I have a

1032
00:52:14,360 --> 00:52:16,759
Speaker 1: snack at six, another snack at seven by the time

1033
00:52:16,800 --> 00:52:19,040
Speaker 1: dinner rolls around, I'm gonna eat a normal amount of food.

1034
00:52:19,040 --> 00:52:21,680
Speaker 1: That's not gonna make me sick. I'm not gonna do something.

1035
00:52:21,880 --> 00:52:25,160
Speaker 1: So I think that jerking off leads you to go out,

1036
00:52:25,480 --> 00:52:28,640
Speaker 1: but it's a snack. But that goes kind of against

1037
00:52:29,160 --> 00:52:31,799
Speaker 1: the first thing you were saying about not having him

1038
00:52:31,840 --> 00:52:33,440
Speaker 1: come so he wants you more. So what if the

1039
00:52:33,480 --> 00:52:35,319
Speaker 1: guy goes, hey, I don't want to come before I

1040
00:52:35,320 --> 00:52:37,000
Speaker 1: go out. I was just talking about a couple that

1041
00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:40,600
Speaker 1: wants to stay together. That that the cheating keeps ruining,

1042
00:52:41,120 --> 00:52:43,960
Speaker 1: because I do think that cheating is not always about

1043
00:52:44,040 --> 00:52:46,160
Speaker 1: the guy doesn't love you, he doesn't respect you. It

1044
00:52:46,239 --> 00:52:49,359
Speaker 1: is about an addiction. And I I know, bring sex

1045
00:52:49,360 --> 00:52:52,359
Speaker 1: addiction into this is like, okay, well that's a So

1046
00:52:52,400 --> 00:52:54,399
Speaker 1: many men are sex addicts, And the reason so many

1047
00:52:54,400 --> 00:52:56,880
Speaker 1: men cheat is because they're sex addics and women can

1048
00:52:56,960 --> 00:52:59,000
Speaker 1: roll their eyes at that, but it is a true thing.

1049
00:52:59,040 --> 00:53:01,680
Speaker 1: It's a huge dope, mean hit. It is like any

1050
00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:04,319
Speaker 1: other drugs. Sex is I've been dependent on at times

1051
00:53:04,320 --> 00:53:06,440
Speaker 1: in my life to feel good. Like sometimes when I

1052
00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,680
Speaker 1: don't want to binge, I just go masturbate, or if

1053
00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:11,839
Speaker 1: I don't want to fucking starve myself or or work out,

1054
00:53:11,840 --> 00:53:14,080
Speaker 1: I go mastery. It's just like, okay, quick, I'll feel

1055
00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:16,680
Speaker 1: this really intense feeling that makes me feel great, and

1056
00:53:16,719 --> 00:53:19,040
Speaker 1: then I'll feel calmer. I mean, that's what sex is.

1057
00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:22,319
Speaker 1: So if we're talking about men who keep cheating and

1058
00:53:22,360 --> 00:53:23,719
Speaker 1: don't want to, which I think there are a lot

1059
00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:25,719
Speaker 1: of men out there that don't want to cheat, but

1060
00:53:25,760 --> 00:53:28,239
Speaker 1: they can't help it because sex has always been this

1061
00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:30,719
Speaker 1: thing they turned to to feel better about themselves. Especially

1062
00:53:30,760 --> 00:53:33,319
Speaker 1: in a relationship with you're constantly being harangued for being

1063
00:53:33,360 --> 00:53:35,200
Speaker 1: a cheater, and they feel like a disappointment to their

1064
00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:37,400
Speaker 1: girlfriend and she doesn't even want to suck them for

1065
00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:40,640
Speaker 1: whatever reason because she's tired or whatever. Jerk off before

1066
00:53:40,640 --> 00:53:43,560
Speaker 1: you go out. Why wouldn't that be a solution for

1067
00:53:43,600 --> 00:53:46,160
Speaker 1: couples just saying let's take a quick break and then

1068
00:53:46,239 --> 00:53:47,719
Speaker 1: just come back with let's straight up, just go to

1069
00:53:47,719 --> 00:53:58,000
Speaker 1: fan trax. But what about sport? No, alright, and we're back.

1070
00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:09,000
Speaker 1: Let's get to fan trax. H m hmm. Yeah, I'm

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00:54:09,000 --> 00:54:12,759
Speaker 1: doing the great Zva Soda Soda Sody. How many did

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00:54:12,760 --> 00:54:15,480
Speaker 1: the company send you zieves? No, I got them from Amazon.

1073
00:54:16,880 --> 00:54:19,399
Speaker 1: I's gonna say, I mean, the amount you've promoted for them,

1074
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:21,799
Speaker 1: I can't believe they haven't. Every single picture I post

1075
00:54:21,840 --> 00:54:23,839
Speaker 1: myself on stage, I have one in my hand. It's

1076
00:54:23,880 --> 00:54:25,719
Speaker 1: like we're in a green room. There's like seven just

1077
00:54:25,800 --> 00:54:28,360
Speaker 1: laying around. I know. I love them so much. Okay,

1078
00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:33,160
Speaker 1: let's do fan Trax. Okay, we have so so many

1079
00:54:33,239 --> 00:54:35,799
Speaker 1: good voicemails, so thank you to all the besties who

1080
00:54:35,800 --> 00:54:40,000
Speaker 1: are filling up our mailbox with them. You guys, let's

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00:54:40,040 --> 00:54:45,319
Speaker 1: start off with Courtney, Hi, Nikki, Andrew and Noah. Um,

1082
00:54:45,400 --> 00:54:48,920
Speaker 1: it's Courtney in Rhode Island. Um. I just went to

1083
00:54:49,200 --> 00:54:51,719
Speaker 1: your show in Connecticut. It was amazing. I had so

1084
00:54:51,800 --> 00:54:53,680
Speaker 1: much fun and I go, oh my gosh, they were great.

1085
00:54:53,719 --> 00:54:55,560
Speaker 1: I'm so proud of them. At the end, and my

1086
00:54:55,560 --> 00:54:57,120
Speaker 1: good friend was like, you literally talked to them like

1087
00:54:57,760 --> 00:55:01,760
Speaker 1: your friends with them I'm like, well I am, they're

1088
00:55:01,760 --> 00:55:04,000
Speaker 1: my best ties. Anyways, I didn't want to give you

1089
00:55:04,040 --> 00:55:08,279
Speaker 1: a little mispronunciation story that I just realized. Um. So

1090
00:55:08,440 --> 00:55:10,120
Speaker 1: I was reading an article on the New York Times

1091
00:55:10,160 --> 00:55:15,359
Speaker 1: about this professor who had ten year and and I

1092
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:18,280
Speaker 1: looked it up, and ten year is what I was saying,

1093
00:55:18,280 --> 00:55:20,759
Speaker 1: like the number ten years all this time, and I

1094
00:55:20,760 --> 00:55:26,680
Speaker 1: thought you can only achieve ten if you were there

1095
00:55:26,680 --> 00:55:30,600
Speaker 1: for ten years and not tenure like a contract. I

1096
00:55:30,640 --> 00:55:32,520
Speaker 1: had to look it up. I had no idea, and

1097
00:55:32,520 --> 00:55:37,000
Speaker 1: I felt very stupid. Um, however, I learned my ways. Um,

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Speaker 1: that is all. I hope you have a great day.

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00:55:38,560 --> 00:55:40,239
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for all that you do, and

1100
00:55:40,480 --> 00:55:46,759
Speaker 1: just just jacket. Um, that's so funny. I thought it

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00:55:46,840 --> 00:55:49,200
Speaker 1: ten years two. I always thought it was you earned

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00:55:49,239 --> 00:55:51,560
Speaker 1: it through ten years, but I thought it was I

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00:55:51,600 --> 00:55:55,160
Speaker 1: knew it was tenure, but t E N you are

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00:55:55,200 --> 00:55:59,600
Speaker 1: e m M yeah, how many is it? Is? It?

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00:55:59,680 --> 00:56:02,719
Speaker 1: Ten years? Though? I think it's contractually that depends how

1106
00:56:02,800 --> 00:56:07,080
Speaker 1: long it is. But I always thought it was. I guess,

1107
00:56:07,280 --> 00:56:11,160
Speaker 1: and I always, as happen, can't be fired money for

1108
00:56:11,400 --> 00:56:13,640
Speaker 1: doing anything, pretty much. I think that's what it means

1109
00:56:13,680 --> 00:56:17,000
Speaker 1: to me with when it comes to like teachers and professors,

1110
00:56:17,120 --> 00:56:20,360
Speaker 1: like they just can't be fired. They're protected. Is it

1111
00:56:20,440 --> 00:56:24,319
Speaker 1: like red stabilization or something. Do you remember like, well,

1112
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:27,560
Speaker 1: I remember when teachers would take sabbatical and I would

1113
00:56:27,560 --> 00:56:29,160
Speaker 1: hear that. I had no I thought that they would

1114
00:56:29,160 --> 00:56:32,080
Speaker 1: go on like a religious sound true in their life. Yeah,

1115
00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:35,360
Speaker 1: I was like, what is that? I never under sabbatical?

1116
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:37,799
Speaker 1: Is that? I think that's when they go and they

1117
00:56:37,840 --> 00:56:40,520
Speaker 1: like study something and they write a paper and they

1118
00:56:40,520 --> 00:56:42,760
Speaker 1: come back. Yeah, or they just sit on their porch

1119
00:56:42,840 --> 00:56:46,640
Speaker 1: and say they went somewhere. Yeah. Um. No, teachers get

1120
00:56:46,719 --> 00:56:50,640
Speaker 1: you know, June July August. They actually get June and

1121
00:56:50,719 --> 00:56:53,440
Speaker 1: July August is like now when kids start up again.

1122
00:56:54,600 --> 00:56:57,000
Speaker 1: It's not it's not so weird to get a summer,

1123
00:56:57,400 --> 00:57:00,640
Speaker 1: like to live that like life still like throughout your

1124
00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:02,520
Speaker 1: whole life. I think if I was a teacher, I'd

1125
00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:05,480
Speaker 1: be like, well, I don't have to get second jobs. Unfortunately,

1126
00:57:05,560 --> 00:57:06,960
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying, Like, how am I going to

1127
00:57:07,040 --> 00:57:08,839
Speaker 1: make money those next two months? Or do they get

1128
00:57:08,880 --> 00:57:11,120
Speaker 1: paid during those times they get paid? Did I just

1129
00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:14,920
Speaker 1: say daring? I think I said daring. It's contagious. No,

1130
00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:17,400
Speaker 1: but I think you were talking more about like how

1131
00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:22,560
Speaker 1: like scary it could be over the summer year. Yeah. Yeah,

1132
00:57:22,600 --> 00:57:24,600
Speaker 1: I dare you to not make it. I dare you.

1133
00:57:24,680 --> 00:57:27,800
Speaker 1: I believe it's it is nice. My sister is about

1134
00:57:27,840 --> 00:57:29,760
Speaker 1: to have that time. What does she do during the summer.

1135
00:57:30,080 --> 00:57:32,800
Speaker 1: She hangs with her kids and they go on trips

1136
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:36,240
Speaker 1: with the family. They have any Um, she's going with

1137
00:57:36,280 --> 00:57:40,520
Speaker 1: me to Colorado to go to Red Rocks to see

1138
00:57:41,680 --> 00:57:44,840
Speaker 1: if I had a million dollars, if I had a

1139
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:49,920
Speaker 1: million dollars. And also, hey jealousy, Yeah, it's gonna be

1140
00:57:49,960 --> 00:57:54,560
Speaker 1: so fun. Tickets are like six I'm not joking. It's insane.

1141
00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:58,000
Speaker 1: It's truly insane. All these bands are like, they'll never

1142
00:57:58,240 --> 00:58:01,200
Speaker 1: get back together, put out anything else. They're just making

1143
00:58:01,280 --> 00:58:06,760
Speaker 1: bank on some good ladies. Okay, next, next fan Okay,

1144
00:58:06,960 --> 00:58:12,560
Speaker 1: Next fan Trax comes from j Hey, Nikki, Andrew Noah,

1145
00:58:13,200 --> 00:58:15,600
Speaker 1: how's it going? Love the podcast. I went to the

1146
00:58:15,600 --> 00:58:18,400
Speaker 1: Boston show. You guys killed it. It was amazing, so

1147
00:58:18,480 --> 00:58:20,360
Speaker 1: much fun. I had to meet and greet. I was

1148
00:58:20,480 --> 00:58:22,920
Speaker 1: first in line to meet Nikki. She noticed my Taylor

1149
00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:26,120
Speaker 1: Swift shirt. I was so excited, but I was so nervous.

1150
00:58:26,280 --> 00:58:28,320
Speaker 1: I was standing in line. I didn't. I was thinking

1151
00:58:28,320 --> 00:58:29,840
Speaker 1: over my head. I was like, what am I gonna say.

1152
00:58:30,000 --> 00:58:32,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say that you helped me through my eating disorders,

1153
00:58:32,040 --> 00:58:34,080
Speaker 1: my depression. I look up to you so much. I

1154
00:58:34,160 --> 00:58:36,040
Speaker 1: walk up and instantly I shake your hand and I

1155
00:58:36,080 --> 00:58:39,240
Speaker 1: just say, you're so pretty, like it's all a good mustard.

1156
00:58:39,240 --> 00:58:40,840
Speaker 1: I had no idea. I blacked that I had no

1157
00:58:40,920 --> 00:58:43,200
Speaker 1: idea what I said. So I really regret not saying more,

1158
00:58:43,280 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 1: but that I wanted to say something very cu And

1159
00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:51,040
Speaker 1: that's gay dating apps. Okay, it's probably the same as

1160
00:58:51,080 --> 00:58:54,440
Speaker 1: straight dating apps, honestly, but all the guys on there

1161
00:58:54,440 --> 00:58:59,240
Speaker 1: are BIONDCA. Okay, it's just filled. Let's talk about Jim selfies,

1162
00:58:59,720 --> 00:59:02,760
Speaker 1: that in itself is beyond cup. I could never even

1163
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:06,160
Speaker 1: fathom standing in front of everyone at a gym and

1164
00:59:06,200 --> 00:59:08,040
Speaker 1: pulling out my phone, looking in a mirror and take

1165
00:59:08,080 --> 00:59:10,480
Speaker 1: a selfie, especially the ones when they lift up their shirt,

1166
00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:15,320
Speaker 1: like how could you not? How? Yes, that's all I

1167
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:21,720
Speaker 1: wanted to say. Oh my god, I remember him. I

1168
00:59:21,720 --> 00:59:23,200
Speaker 1: saw him as I was walking to the meet and green.

1169
00:59:23,280 --> 00:59:25,080
Speaker 1: I go, is that a tailor sweatshirt? And he was

1170
00:59:25,120 --> 00:59:28,280
Speaker 1: like yeah, and he was wearing I think it was

1171
00:59:28,400 --> 00:59:31,440
Speaker 1: the new Red Tailor's version shirt. But um, yeah, he

1172
00:59:31,520 --> 00:59:34,040
Speaker 1: was so nice And I totally get that of like

1173
00:59:34,080 --> 00:59:35,280
Speaker 1: being like what am I going to say? And then

1174
00:59:35,280 --> 00:59:37,280
Speaker 1: you just can't say. I mean, it's happened to me

1175
00:59:37,320 --> 00:59:41,160
Speaker 1: so many times in so many different situations. Um and yeah,

1176
00:59:42,960 --> 00:59:44,760
Speaker 1: I love that made me laugh short. I could not

1177
00:59:44,880 --> 00:59:47,640
Speaker 1: fathom when people are just like when you're just like

1178
00:59:47,760 --> 00:59:51,080
Speaker 1: incredulous about like how could you? Like, I have that

1179
00:59:51,080 --> 00:59:53,360
Speaker 1: feeling so many times of like how could you ever

1180
00:59:53,560 --> 00:59:56,200
Speaker 1: do that? How do you have the There's almost something

1181
00:59:56,240 --> 00:59:58,680
Speaker 1: like brave about it where I'm like, you can board

1182
00:59:58,680 --> 01:00:01,160
Speaker 1: planes before me, you have the cur ridge to take

1183
01:00:01,200 --> 01:00:03,800
Speaker 1: a gym's I'll be with your shirt up. There's times

1184
01:00:04,040 --> 01:00:09,080
Speaker 1: where I'll do the thing that I find insane to do. Well,

1185
01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:11,640
Speaker 1: we all know what you did in my dressing room.

1186
01:00:11,760 --> 01:00:14,400
Speaker 1: Look you know what that was? Three times I caught one.

1187
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:24,680
Speaker 1: Know how many things have you died? Fan threat o man? Okay,

1188
01:00:24,760 --> 01:00:30,760
Speaker 1: here's a suggestion from Heidi's The Nikki Klea podcast. Hi,

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01:00:30,880 --> 01:00:34,280
Speaker 1: Nick Cute, this is your best to here, reporting from

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01:00:34,440 --> 01:00:38,520
Speaker 1: Lone Rock, Wisconsin. I thought of you because I know

1191
01:00:38,600 --> 01:00:44,280
Speaker 1: you have a curiosity for pedophiles. And their stories. You know,

1192
01:00:44,560 --> 01:00:46,920
Speaker 1: I like what you said when you said, just because

1193
01:00:46,920 --> 01:00:50,600
Speaker 1: you like murder mysteries and murder stories, does it make

1194
01:00:50,640 --> 01:00:53,280
Speaker 1: you a murder Like Wow, it's just because you're interested

1195
01:00:53,520 --> 01:01:00,680
Speaker 1: in pedophilias or not pedophilia pedophiles there is four times? Yeah.

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01:01:00,920 --> 01:01:04,400
Speaker 1: Do you know about the Children of Table thirty four

1197
01:01:04,520 --> 01:01:08,120
Speaker 1: and McKinsey Institute. Have you heard of this? If the

1198
01:01:08,200 --> 01:01:13,440
Speaker 1: government funded organization back in the like fifties, I want

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Speaker 1: to say where they did experiments on children from infants

1200
01:01:16,560 --> 01:01:19,000
Speaker 1: to like twelve years old and they would like make

1201
01:01:19,080 --> 01:01:23,320
Speaker 1: them orgasm and no total bunch of just creepy dudes

1202
01:01:24,240 --> 01:01:28,440
Speaker 1: messing around with kiddos. No, maybe look up that the

1203
01:01:28,520 --> 01:01:31,320
Speaker 1: Children of Table. I don't know if I could do

1204
01:01:31,360 --> 01:01:35,440
Speaker 1: that either. That's for my just sharing get sick and

1205
01:01:35,560 --> 01:01:38,439
Speaker 1: creepy pedophile and you guys are the best. You get

1206
01:01:38,480 --> 01:01:43,200
Speaker 1: me through my tortilla making days. I make tortillas and

1207
01:01:43,360 --> 01:01:48,520
Speaker 1: listen to you. How do you Okay? Bye? Hi from

1208
01:01:48,640 --> 01:01:53,080
Speaker 1: it was it Erica? How many Wisconsin? Many things in

1209
01:01:53,120 --> 01:01:56,760
Speaker 1: the name of science has happened? You put on a

1210
01:01:56,840 --> 01:01:58,600
Speaker 1: lab code and you can do whatever you want to

1211
01:01:58,680 --> 01:02:01,880
Speaker 1: a human that I mean, I probably will look into

1212
01:02:01,920 --> 01:02:04,040
Speaker 1: that one night when I can't sleep and you know,

1213
01:02:04,160 --> 01:02:07,560
Speaker 1: want a new reason to not sleep. Um and my

1214
01:02:07,720 --> 01:02:11,280
Speaker 1: table thirty four. It sounds like a great like Italian restaurant,

1215
01:02:11,400 --> 01:02:15,360
Speaker 1: but it does. Can you imagine? I bet, what do

1216
01:02:15,400 --> 01:02:17,160
Speaker 1: you think? I don't even know. I wouldn't want to

1217
01:02:17,200 --> 01:02:20,680
Speaker 1: guess why it's called that, but there, I mean, there

1218
01:02:20,680 --> 01:02:23,080
Speaker 1: have been so many experiments like that, Like think about

1219
01:02:23,120 --> 01:02:26,600
Speaker 1: if that's happening in the twentie century, what was going

1220
01:02:26,680 --> 01:02:31,479
Speaker 1: on in other centuries in the name of just people

1221
01:02:31,640 --> 01:02:34,600
Speaker 1: just to literally think children were small adults. They used

1222
01:02:34,640 --> 01:02:37,960
Speaker 1: to think that you're born like it was. It was,

1223
01:02:38,480 --> 01:02:42,040
Speaker 1: this was up until century. They thought that children were

1224
01:02:42,120 --> 01:02:46,120
Speaker 1: just small adults. Why did you say? People who need

1225
01:02:46,160 --> 01:02:50,240
Speaker 1: money like these experiments would pay people. They didn't realize

1226
01:02:50,240 --> 01:02:52,640
Speaker 1: that children had like different minds. It's so weird because

1227
01:02:52,680 --> 01:02:54,680
Speaker 1: when you're an adult, you've been a child before. Don't

1228
01:02:54,680 --> 01:02:57,000
Speaker 1: you remember being a dumb? Dumb Maybe you don't live

1229
01:02:57,040 --> 01:02:59,080
Speaker 1: as long back then. I don't know, but they used

1230
01:02:59,120 --> 01:03:01,120
Speaker 1: to that's what they used to think, where children were

1231
01:03:01,200 --> 01:03:06,040
Speaker 1: just just smaller, but they have all the same you know,

1232
01:03:06,120 --> 01:03:11,080
Speaker 1: cognitive ability. It is very interesting and sad and God

1233
01:03:11,120 --> 01:03:13,640
Speaker 1: We're just so lucky to not be children at any

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01:03:13,680 --> 01:03:17,240
Speaker 1: other time. Um. And and there's lots of children during

1235
01:03:17,240 --> 01:03:20,680
Speaker 1: this time that are not living in great circumstances. The

1236
01:03:20,720 --> 01:03:23,560
Speaker 1: hardest I've ever cried on Reddit or on anything. Yeah,

1237
01:03:23,640 --> 01:03:28,760
Speaker 1: Reddit was No, it was actually more tragic. Dare I

1238
01:03:28,800 --> 01:03:35,040
Speaker 1: say than did I say? Um? It's hard for me

1239
01:03:35,080 --> 01:03:36,680
Speaker 1: to even talk about. But it was a little girl

1240
01:03:36,720 --> 01:03:39,160
Speaker 1: that was like five being led away by an old

1241
01:03:39,160 --> 01:03:42,000
Speaker 1: man who her family had sold her to to be

1242
01:03:42,120 --> 01:03:45,080
Speaker 1: the bride, and she was about to endure just like

1243
01:03:45,160 --> 01:03:47,400
Speaker 1: her looking back at her family being like why and

1244
01:03:47,440 --> 01:03:50,480
Speaker 1: crying like and not understanding, thinking like that was the

1245
01:03:50,640 --> 01:03:52,440
Speaker 1: That was the worst thing I've ever seen, Literally, the

1246
01:03:52,440 --> 01:03:54,320
Speaker 1: worst thing I've ever seen in my life. It haunts me,

1247
01:03:54,360 --> 01:03:56,280
Speaker 1: that little girl's face. There's a video of it, was

1248
01:03:57,440 --> 01:03:59,120
Speaker 1: on CNN because they were just in a country where

1249
01:03:59,160 --> 01:04:01,800
Speaker 1: that's legal. The family was going to starve to death

1250
01:04:01,800 --> 01:04:03,480
Speaker 1: that they didn't sell their daughter, and this man is

1251
01:04:03,560 --> 01:04:07,920
Speaker 1: so disgusting and pulls her away. Yeah, it's opening right now.

1252
01:04:07,920 --> 01:04:11,000
Speaker 1: It's happening today, and this girl. Can you imagine being

1253
01:04:11,080 --> 01:04:13,840
Speaker 1: five and being taken from your family who loves you,

1254
01:04:14,240 --> 01:04:16,920
Speaker 1: and and just going with an old man who was

1255
01:04:16,960 --> 01:04:20,480
Speaker 1: about to like, I mean, God only fucking knows. It's

1256
01:04:20,520 --> 01:04:23,720
Speaker 1: just so it's the worst. Okay. Uh, this father took

1257
01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:28,080
Speaker 1: a turn. Thanks a lot, Heidi. Uh, let's get something lighthearted.

1258
01:04:28,320 --> 01:04:33,560
Speaker 1: Let's go lighthearted. Yes, okay, here's a voicemail from Johnny Table. Hey, Nikki, Andrew,

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Speaker 1: and Noah. This is Johnny from Colorado, d Mullet and

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Speaker 1: House episode. You guys are talking about attractive celebrities, um

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Speaker 1: for starters for male celebrities. Andrew definitely in my top ten.

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Speaker 1: But anyway, I started talking about facial hairstyle Andrew had

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Speaker 1: back in the day, just the chin air, and uh,

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Speaker 1: we like to call that one the nut duster. So

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Speaker 1: I don't know he's gay. Whatever, h I really I

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Speaker 1: hope you guys at least hear this. I love you

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Speaker 1: guys so much. You guys make my day literally every day,

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Speaker 1: so made my day is really nice. I love getting

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Speaker 1: hit on by gay man. It really like makes me

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Speaker 1: feel so good. Yeah. You know when guys just have

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Speaker 1: this part of their well, you have this just this

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Speaker 1: the soul patch, right or just just a little the

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Speaker 1: nut duster because it would just bump up against the

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Speaker 1: guy's nuts. If you're blowing him makes sense, it does

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Speaker 1: feel so good, you know what, as much as it

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Speaker 1: feels good to get hit on for you by a

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Speaker 1: gay guy, when gay guys like me, no better feeling

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Speaker 1: in the world. I don't know if that makes gay

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Speaker 1: guys feel like, oh am, I just like a little

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Speaker 1: novelty to you, Like it makes you feel like, why

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Speaker 1: is it more special when I like you than anyone else? Like?

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Speaker 1: I don't know if that's like a good singling out

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Speaker 1: that you like, But there's something gay Gay men just

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Speaker 1: have better taste to me, at least in my in

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Speaker 1: my mind, And maybe that's me like not really seeing

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Speaker 1: the full scope because obviously on gay dating apps they're

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Speaker 1: lame as fuck. But I know when a gay man

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Speaker 1: likes because I feel that gay heterosexual men are driven

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Speaker 1: to like women by their penises, but gay men have

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Speaker 1: no like women are not going to add to their

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Speaker 1: life unless there's action intellectually stimulating or like, oh my god,

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Speaker 1: you are serving girl like like, So there's something more.

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Speaker 1: There's when you earn a man that is heterosexual to

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Speaker 1: like you, there's some part of you that's like, he

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Speaker 1: just wants to suck me. But when a gay guy

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Speaker 1: likes you, like there's more You're like, You're like, look,

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Speaker 1: it's either a gay guy or a guy that just

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Speaker 1: jerked off, Like that's the guy that wants to find

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Speaker 1: just so funny. Final thought, my buddy Anthony de Vito.

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Speaker 1: Can I just give him a plug? He just put

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Speaker 1: out his special on YouTube. May h Anthony DeVito check

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Speaker 1: it out. Whatever. He has a joke about, um, how

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Speaker 1: gay men right women magazines and so like the hot

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Speaker 1: women in these magazines, gay men are picking them out,

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Speaker 1: you know what I mean? So like their their idea

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Speaker 1: of beauty is what so many women strive for. So

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Speaker 1: if they're if you're getting it in real life, you're

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Speaker 1: getting what you've seen in magazines your whole life. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: Like high fashion is usually gay men. Yeah, but let's

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Speaker 1: be honest, like most women in magazines, straight men would

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Speaker 1: definitely fun. Oh yeah, I think I think that's more

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Speaker 1: like high fashion. But he's right about that, like the

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Speaker 1: women like some high fashion stuff. Yeah yeah, I mean

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Speaker 1: I feel like straight men right Maxim like Maxim magazines. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but like any magazine though, Like yes, and I know

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Speaker 1: that there's some like couture, like men are not like

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Speaker 1: horny for couture. Yeah you know, yeah, all right, we

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Speaker 1: gotta go. It's the end of the show. It's the

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Speaker 1: end of the show for the weekend torgeous Fashion. It's

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Speaker 1: like I think, well tours, like I think made to

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Speaker 1: like uh, it's it's made for It's like a custom

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Speaker 1: high fashion That's what I would think it is. But

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Speaker 1: it's usually like angular and like. But I'm just saying,

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Speaker 1: like I know what I get what you're saying. Where

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Speaker 1: it looks futuristic, wow, looking like their bondage and like

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Speaker 1: just too much. It's kind of stuff that you can't

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Speaker 1: buy off the rack. Okay, you can't go, Marshal what

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Speaker 1: it is? All Right, we gotta go. Do you want

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Speaker 1: to do a rap? Sure, they're going to be off

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Speaker 1: from Memorial Days, just gonna Memorial Day, my birthdays next week,

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Speaker 1: my birthdays on a Wednesday. I'm feeling thirty three. I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna be thirty eight, but I feel thirty three. Do

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Speaker 1: I really know? I feel thirty eight? But um, it

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Speaker 1: doesn't feel great. And don't look at me like that

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Speaker 1: with your titless hat looking all cool like you just

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Speaker 1: smoked a bat. That's what we used to call when

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Speaker 1: we smoked pot out of those little uh metal straws.

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Speaker 1: Yo yo, yo, yeah yo. If you play golf, play

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Speaker 1: nine holes, don't play eight teen because you gotta get

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Speaker 1: back and drink the mean green. I'm seen, seen. I

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Speaker 1: don't feel feen. I'm a fiend because I get after

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Speaker 1: it every day, every morning and every night. So look

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Speaker 1: at me in the eyes and tell me I'm not right.

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Speaker 1: That's good. Thank you so much for bringing it. I've

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Speaker 1: really been like feeling really um insecure about the rapping.

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Speaker 1: But I'm gonna stick with it, and there's some days

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Speaker 1: that I will bring it. I will bring it every time.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna bring it. Maybe somebody's you set me up

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Speaker 1: with a week one and then that will encourage me

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Speaker 1: to do a strong one to close, okay, because I

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Speaker 1: think I just need something to in my soul. I'm

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Speaker 1: just feeling a little bit like demoralized about the rapping.

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Speaker 1: But we gotta stay with it. We don't have to know.

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Speaker 1: I like it. It's a challenge. It makes me feel awkward.

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Speaker 1: I like it all right, guys, thank you for listening

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Speaker 1: to the show. Such a good weekend. We will see

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Speaker 1: you on Tuesday. What we have a sale going on

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Speaker 1: we have a Memorial Day sail by the way on

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Speaker 1: poss about it? All right? Guys, thank you so much

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Speaker 1: for your fan Threx don't be cut engine. What's his

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Speaker 1: last name? I don't know, I don't know.