WEBVTT - “WE RAN AWAY TO PORTUGAL”

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, how's it going.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, what's up? How you doing?

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<v Speaker 1>I'm doing great.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Everyone says this, but I can't believe we're actually talking.

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<v Speaker 1>Called it like sixty times.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm excited, So I'm excited to talk to you too.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your name, Dougs. I'm Nico, Nico, Yeah, like Nico Belick.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, let's go bowling, man, let's go bowling.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Nico, what's up man? Would you want to talk

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<v Speaker 2>about today on the Gecko podcast?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I I kind of wanted to, so I've been

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<v Speaker 1>thinking about this for a while, Like I called in.

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to pay you a compliment. I know it's

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<v Speaker 1>been kind of an emotional stream for you earlier today

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<v Speaker 1>you had the other call, but like, oh sure, I

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<v Speaker 1>just find you so like wise and empathetic, and I

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<v Speaker 1>love the way that you help people through their problems

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<v Speaker 1>without any judgment. It's it's just super cool and super chill.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh yeah, man, but I don't want to make it

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<v Speaker 1>you know too uh crazy, I'm calling you from Portugal. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm here visiting. Uh. I've been here with my girlfriend

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<v Speaker 1>for about a month and they're really really fallen in

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<v Speaker 1>love with the place. And one of the coolest things

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<v Speaker 1>that I've done since I've been here is I met

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<v Speaker 1>a famous alpaca.

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<v Speaker 2>You met a famous like.

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<v Speaker 1>An I page. Yeah, if you've ever seen the movie

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<v Speaker 1>Color Out of Space, the new one with Nick Cage,

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<v Speaker 1>it's got a couple of alpacas in there, and those

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<v Speaker 1>alpacas live in Portugal. And we were looking on, you know, online,

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<v Speaker 1>and we found this lady with an alpaca farm and

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<v Speaker 1>she's like, yeah, you know, I've done some filming with them,

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<v Speaker 1>with like Nick Cage, and she just casually dropped it.

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<v Speaker 1>But obviously you can't just casually drop a connection to

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<v Speaker 1>Nick Cage. So we asked about it and it was

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<v Speaker 1>those out packets. It was pretty rad.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm curious more about Portugal too, So what made you

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<v Speaker 2>want to move? What made you come there? A month ago?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, I guess two years ago. My girlfriend and I

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<v Speaker 1>were talking and we're like, what would you do if

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<v Speaker 1>you had all the money or just you know, the

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<v Speaker 1>ability to do anything? And I said, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 1>fuck it, let's just like just go to Portugal and

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<v Speaker 1>live and work remotely and exist in Europe somewhere. And

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<v Speaker 1>because there's a lot of talk about how Portugal is

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<v Speaker 1>very welcoming with their immigration programs and stuff like this,

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<v Speaker 1>and then we kind of looked at each other after

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<v Speaker 1>I said it, We're like, why aren't we doing that?

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<v Speaker 1>So we took a visit out here last year and

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<v Speaker 1>really fell in love with with the place, and so

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<v Speaker 1>decided this year, let's let's stay here for like a

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<v Speaker 1>month and make sure that it's a realistic thing, like

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<v Speaker 1>to live in another country that you don't speak the language.

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<v Speaker 1>Really and it's just been awesome. Man, it's been so

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<v Speaker 1>just chill and beautiful, and Portuguese people are so wonderful

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<v Speaker 1>and welcoming. Yeah, it's it's been an awesome experience. So

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<v Speaker 1>so we're kind of moving forward with that.

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<v Speaker 2>Where are you guys? Are you in Lisbon?

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<v Speaker 1>No, we did visit Lisbon and Lisbon was awesome, But

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<v Speaker 1>we're in a town I get as a city actually

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<v Speaker 1>about three hours by train north of Lisbon called a Vedro,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's a it's it's a place that doesn't have

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<v Speaker 1>a Starbucks, So like a Vedro, a the a r.

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<v Speaker 2>I are a Vero Portugal. Oh wow, that looks that

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<v Speaker 2>looks very colorful.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's super like charming and quaint and it's got

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<v Speaker 1>like this beautiful old town but with a twenty minute

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<v Speaker 1>walk to like a proper city where you can you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like do city things and eat rabin and go to

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<v Speaker 1>the Indian Spices store and stuff like this. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>they have they have everything. It's it's wonderful.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah. So I'm I'm actually very interested to talk to

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<v Speaker 2>you because I'm obsessed with the idea of like moving

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<v Speaker 2>to a foreign country and like seeing what's up and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, all that kind of stuff. And I'm always

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<v Speaker 2>like googling around for places to go and ideas and stuff,

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<v Speaker 2>and a Portugal keeps coming up as like an affordable

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<v Speaker 2>expat location.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, it's been great as far as affordability. I

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<v Speaker 1>mean it's you know, it's expensive to eat out every night.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you know. I've been talking about going to

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<v Speaker 1>airbnbs and stuff. It's it's not cheap, but we we've

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<v Speaker 1>been cooking a little bit. Groceries are you know, reasonably priced.

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<v Speaker 1>There's not a huge tipping culture, which is nice because

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, you know, you go out and the

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<v Speaker 1>person that is waiting on you is like getting paid properly,

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<v Speaker 1>and there's not a pressure to be like, oh shit,

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<v Speaker 1>I got to pay an extra on top of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's a it's nice from that aspect too.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, what do you what do you guys do?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>So I work for a software company and I do

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<v Speaker 1>like a little bit of consulting on the side. And

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<v Speaker 1>my girlfriend, she's currently she's a medical assistant, but she's

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<v Speaker 1>going to school for esthetician like skincare. So the plan

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<v Speaker 1>is right, well, we'll open up, she'll open a business

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<v Speaker 1>here once we get here, and wow, and I'll continue

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<v Speaker 1>to work remotely. And yeah, holy shit.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're so your girlfriend was So your girlfriend's a

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<v Speaker 2>medical How does she work from home? If she's a

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<v Speaker 2>medical assistant? I would assume she had to be like

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<v Speaker 2>at a hospital or something.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, she doesn't work from home. She works in a

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<v Speaker 1>clinic in Portugal. No no, no, no, no, back home,

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<v Speaker 1>back home. I live. Atlanta's home for me, for us.

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<v Speaker 1>So she works in a clinic there, and uh, she's

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<v Speaker 1>right here. She's really excited.

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<v Speaker 7>Hi, get go, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Hi, what's your what's your what's your name?

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<v Speaker 5>Hi?

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<v Speaker 7>My name is Emily.

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<v Speaker 4>Hey, what's up Emily?

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<v Speaker 7>Everything is good. I'm so excited that we were able

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<v Speaker 7>to talk to you. We've been listening to your podcast

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<v Speaker 7>for a while and every time we're like, oh my gosh,

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<v Speaker 7>we should call. And it's so exciting to be talking

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<v Speaker 7>to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, it's exciting to be talking to you too. I

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<v Speaker 2>guess I'll ask you all the questions I was curious about.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're you're you work at a clinic in and Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so you guys are both in your you are calling

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<v Speaker 2>currently from every year rold Portugal, but you work as

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<v Speaker 2>a as a medical assistant in Atlantas or are you

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<v Speaker 2>like kind of taking a little sabbatical.

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<v Speaker 7>So yeah, so we we don't live in the city city.

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<v Speaker 7>We leave in Canton. I mean it's for you, five

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<v Speaker 7>minutes up north of Atlanta. But you know, if I

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<v Speaker 7>say Canton is kind of like, so we say Atlanta

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<v Speaker 7>And yeah, I work in a clinic and it's a

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<v Speaker 7>Navy clinic. So basically we give infusion of vitamins and

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<v Speaker 7>stuff like that. Two people. And it's been a new job.

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<v Speaker 7>Been very excited to learn new stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Very cool, very cool. And so you're gonna play you're

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<v Speaker 2>gonna open a what what kind of business are you

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<v Speaker 2>gonna open in in Portugal?

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<v Speaker 7>So The plan is to do an instituition program in

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<v Speaker 7>the United States and be able to bring that knowledge

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<v Speaker 7>to Portugal, so that will open the door to have

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<v Speaker 7>my own business doing facials and taking care of people's skin.

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<v Speaker 2>Man, you guys are fing awesome. That's so cool.

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<v Speaker 8>How did you?

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<v Speaker 2>How did you? How did you? How did you two meet?

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<v Speaker 7>So it's a very cute story. So I was working

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<v Speaker 7>in a paintball field, working in a sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>You said, a paintball field.

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<v Speaker 7>I have paintball where they should have paint Yeah. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 7>So we I was working there for a for a

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<v Speaker 7>while and I started getting along with Nichol's parents, her mom,

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<v Speaker 7>his mom. It's very cool. So we are friends and

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<v Speaker 7>then I ended up a relationship and one day Nicol

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<v Speaker 7>asked me if I want to go out for treatma,

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<v Speaker 7>But then that didn't happen. So we went out for

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<v Speaker 7>New Year's Year and he cooked a traditional meal from

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<v Speaker 7>my country, which was very lovely, and we haven't separated.

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<v Speaker 4>Sinton, that's so nice. Where are you originally from?

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<v Speaker 7>I'm from Ecuador, Ecuador.

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<v Speaker 2>Very cool, very nice. What what was I going to say?

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<v Speaker 2>What was the meal that he cooked from Ecuador?

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<v Speaker 7>It's called that meal. It's a pork and it's the

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<v Speaker 7>way that it's roasted as well, and then it's life.

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<v Speaker 7>And the way that we that at home is with

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<v Speaker 7>like a sandwich form with a different type of bread

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<v Speaker 7>and then we put something that is called corgio and

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<v Speaker 7>basically onions, tomatoes, lemon and that on top with a

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<v Speaker 7>spicy sauce and it's delicious.

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<v Speaker 2>How how long you guys been together for.

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<v Speaker 7>This genre is going to be three years?

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<v Speaker 2>Very nice, very cool. Wow, paintball, paintball led to love.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cool. I'm saying, that's very good man. I'm excited

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<v Speaker 2>for you. Do you guys know anyone in uh in Avieria?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you meet any crazy people? You got any like

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<v Speaker 2>Kramer esque neighbors barging into your house?

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<v Speaker 7>No, but everybody's very nice. We actually, in every place

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<v Speaker 7>activity that we've been going, we tried to talk to

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<v Speaker 7>people and see like what they do, how they got here,

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<v Speaker 7>even my tourists, and it's been very nice to hear

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<v Speaker 7>from them, and then we keep in contact. Actually, the

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<v Speaker 7>last time that we came, we did a cooking glass

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<v Speaker 7>and we got along with some other tourists and we

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<v Speaker 7>still talk to them.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool man, very cool.

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<v Speaker 4>Are there any other, well, anything else that you.

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<v Speaker 2>Have planned for for Portuguese life for the future, like

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<v Speaker 2>any things you want to do or like other places

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<v Speaker 2>you want to travel or any of that kind of shit.

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<v Speaker 7>Actually, yeah, like Portugal is such an amazing little country

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<v Speaker 7>because he has so many things to explore, like the south,

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<v Speaker 7>it's so much forest and then you know, the bitches

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<v Speaker 7>are so so nice, and you know, there are so

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<v Speaker 7>many things that you can explore. And yeah, we're just

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<v Speaker 7>no thinking about that yet because we've been like, you're

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<v Speaker 7>not going to place to place to place and I

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<v Speaker 7>don't know it, but yeah, definitely explore more the country

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<v Speaker 7>and you know the other countries aults in Europe.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cool. How old are you guys? If you don't

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<v Speaker 2>want me asking, I'm curious what stage you're at in

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<v Speaker 2>life that you're doing this.

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<v Speaker 7>Son MIIKOI is thirty nine. He's going to be very

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<v Speaker 7>nine next week actually, and I'm twenty eight.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool fucking cool man. That rocks. That rocks. Yes, man.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you guys gonna have a kid?

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<v Speaker 7>M So we are planning on not having kids. When

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<v Speaker 7>we met, we talk about it and we are very

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<v Speaker 7>definitely perspectives of having a kid you know, it's not

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<v Speaker 7>just the apparent, it's so much that comes with it.

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<v Speaker 7>And I don't know, I don't think we're ready for

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<v Speaker 7>that faith on our lives yet or at all.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting.

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<v Speaker 7>Interesting, Yes, what he's saying, nothing can change, things can change. Okay,

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<v Speaker 7>it's going to talk to you about this because it's

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<v Speaker 7>being kind of like a long talk.

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<v Speaker 5>So he's going to tell you his perspective.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool.

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah, yeah, I mean, it's a lot of kids, right,

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<v Speaker 8>It's a big decision to make, and then you know,

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<v Speaker 8>it's a scary world, I feel like.

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<v Speaker 1>So it's it's hard. It's hard to know where you're

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<v Speaker 1>going to be at that time. My my sister's got kids.

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<v Speaker 1>They're they're young, uh, and they're they're wonderful, they're beautiful kids.

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<v Speaker 3>But like they're a lot man, Yeah, dude.

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<v Speaker 1>And it takes so much of yourself, Yeah, to be

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<v Speaker 1>a parent, So it's hard to know. I think if

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<v Speaker 1>you're if you're really ready for that, right. So yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so it's it's it's unclear, leaning towards no, but you

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<v Speaker 1>know this is a possibility.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, it takes for telling me about your life. One

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<v Speaker 2>of the reasons I like doing this part. I really

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<v Speaker 2>mean this, I'm trying to figure out what I'm going

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<v Speaker 2>to do how I'm like, what I want to do

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<v Speaker 2>with my life, and so I like asking people invasive

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<v Speaker 2>questions about what they're going to do with theirs. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>just check, I'm just curious. I'm just like, because you

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<v Speaker 2>there's no roadmap to how to do anything ever, so

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<v Speaker 2>the only thing you can really do is like listen

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<v Speaker 2>into how other people are navigating their lives and listen

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<v Speaker 2>to your own brain and kind of, you know, take

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<v Speaker 2>take in that. It's cool. I love it. I love

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<v Speaker 2>what you guys are doing. I think it's so fucking

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<v Speaker 2>cool to just uh, you know, get together with your

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<v Speaker 2>partner and go to a go to a new place

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<v Speaker 2>and try to you know, continue continue to expand and

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<v Speaker 2>grow your fucking brain and life. I think that's really cool.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean it's all about, you know, finding new

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<v Speaker 1>life experiences and finding a community and contributing to it. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm becoming part of something, you know.

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<v Speaker 4>So what's your name, Chris Nico?

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<v Speaker 2>All right, Well this kind of is basically the same thing. Ye. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>well Nico, thanks for thanks for chatting with me. Man,

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<v Speaker 2>did you do you feel like you guys, got what

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<v Speaker 2>you wanted out this phone call?

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<v Speaker 1>I yeah, absolutely, I just I just wanted to be

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<v Speaker 1>on the phone because you, like she said to me,

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<v Speaker 1>listening to you all the time. So it's just cool

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<v Speaker 1>to be a part of this community and this experience

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<v Speaker 1>in another way. So thank you for taking our call.

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<v Speaker 4>You guys have a good one. Man, You guys take care.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks.

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<v Speaker 2>Then you girls please, oh man, this those two have

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<v Speaker 2>such a nice, beautiful life. That's so great. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>I really meant that this. I Uh, I ask invasive

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<v Speaker 2>questions about things because well, one of the reasons I

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<v Speaker 2>think people listen to this podcast is too, uh for

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<v Speaker 2>the reason I was just describing is to like getting it.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a little you can kind of you kind of

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<v Speaker 2>only have your own brain and your own lived experience,

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<v Speaker 2>and it's kind of nice to listen to what's going

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<v Speaker 2>on in other people's brains and lives because it can

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<v Speaker 2>help inform your own a little bit. Uh. I'd like

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<v Speaker 2>to do that some someday. Go to like a well,

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<v Speaker 2>I went to Portugal, I went to Lisbon. I did

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<v Speaker 2>a show there a year ago. But like, uh, going

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<v Speaker 2>to some random place to do a weird thing. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know why I'm phrasing it like that, but uh yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>shout out to those people. They were cool. I was

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<v Speaker 2>about to say, I'm sorry I forgot that guy's name,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm kind of not because like if you quiz

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<v Speaker 2>like if you win ahead, here's my thing about names

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<v Speaker 2>with and I've said this eight thousand times, what I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna say it again. If you were to like quiz

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<v Speaker 2>me on like that guy's life or like that couple's life,

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<v Speaker 2>if you were to like write down a list of

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<v Speaker 2>if you were like quiz me on like specific things

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<v Speaker 2>that maybe they said about themselves, I'd get at least

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<v Speaker 2>fifty percent on that ques I don't remember what the

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<v Speaker 2>guy said he did for a living, I would actually

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<v Speaker 2>probably get a forty percent. Here's the thing. I remember

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<v Speaker 2>the vibe of the conversation that I just had, whether

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<v Speaker 2>or not. I remember that I liked those two. I

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<v Speaker 2>remembered that I was inspired by them. I remember that

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<v Speaker 2>I enjoyed talking to them, and I remember the general

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<v Speaker 2>sentiment and vibe that they get off gave off. Even

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<v Speaker 2>if I don't remember a name, uh but I do.

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<v Speaker 2>His name was Nico, and I think her name was Emily.

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<v Speaker 2>Or maybe it was Chris. I don't know. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 9>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hello, Hi, what is your name? Walker Walker, Texas Ranger.

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<v Speaker 2>What's up?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 4>Not much?

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<v Speaker 9>Wait is this Lyle?

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<v Speaker 2>This is Lyle? This is me? Hi? Hello?

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<v Speaker 4>What is who are you? You're a Walker?

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<v Speaker 9>I'm Walker? But I'm dressed as Bob Belcher mom and

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<v Speaker 9>my Halloween costume right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you do have what are your hellen plans?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 5>Not much.

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<v Speaker 9>Me and my girlfriend we don't. We don't like party,

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<v Speaker 9>but we're going to like hand out candy to kids.

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<v Speaker 9>It's gonna be great.

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<v Speaker 2>That's nice. That's a sweet. Do people still trick or treat?

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<v Speaker 2>Or is it has? Has the world just gotten too

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<v Speaker 2>crazy for that?

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<v Speaker 9>I don't we were talking about that. I don't think

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<v Speaker 9>people trick or treat any more because of COVID. I

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<v Speaker 9>think it's all like trunk or treat?

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<v Speaker 2>Now, where are you going to hand out candidate? Kids?

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<v Speaker 5>We live in.

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<v Speaker 9>Vermont, so it's like a little small town called Bristol.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cool? Is it? Like? Uh? I mean I grew

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<v Speaker 2>up in the suburbs and there were like all these

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<v Speaker 2>cul de sacs and it was you know, uh, do

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<v Speaker 2>you are. What's the like landscape? Are you like in

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<v Speaker 2>a little town? Is it a suburb?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, it's it's like a little mountain town. But we

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<v Speaker 9>live on a flower farm right now.

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<v Speaker 2>You live on a flower farm.

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<v Speaker 9>I live on a flower farm. I work on the farm.

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<v Speaker 9>Or season's almost over, but yeah, yeah, it's like this

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<v Speaker 9>really dope house. We actually have to move in like

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<v Speaker 9>a few weeks. So I'm actually we're really upset about it,

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<v Speaker 9>but it'll be good in the long runs.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, tell me more about your life. You live on

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<v Speaker 2>a flower farm in Vermont. Who who are you? How

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<v Speaker 2>did you? How did you become that?

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<v Speaker 9>I'm I'm the Texas Ranger. No, I'm just I grew

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<v Speaker 9>up in South Carolina and I decided I wanted to

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<v Speaker 9>be a sea instructor. So like three years ago, I

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<v Speaker 9>moved out to Vermont and best decision I ever made.

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<v Speaker 9>So now I spend my life doing seasonal work. I've

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<v Speaker 9>been doing it.

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<v Speaker 5>For like three years. Sorry, I just.

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<v Speaker 9>Got a little nervous because I just realized some on the.

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<v Speaker 5>Phone with you.

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<v Speaker 9>But but yeah, no, I've been doing seasonal work for

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<v Speaker 9>like three years. So I ski instruct in the winter,

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<v Speaker 9>and I've been kind of like bouncing around from different

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<v Speaker 9>jobs for like summer and spring and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool. What's a flower house? Like, you guys make flowers

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<v Speaker 2>in the house.

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<v Speaker 9>No, we like so we like grow the flowers, so

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<v Speaker 9>we like work on the farm. But the house is

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<v Speaker 9>just like on the property. So when he hired me,

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<v Speaker 9>he was like, do you want to live on the property?

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<v Speaker 9>And I was like, hell yeah. And it's it's a

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<v Speaker 9>really cool howthing. It has curved walls. We call it

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<v Speaker 9>like the boat or the beehive.

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<v Speaker 2>It has curved walls.

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<v Speaker 9>As curved walls looks like it looks like a beehive.

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<v Speaker 5>It does look like a beehive.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cool, man. How long you've been living there?

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<v Speaker 9>Not long? Like seven months?

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<v Speaker 2>Are gonna go?

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<v Speaker 9>We're moving down to like southern Vermonts to teach ski

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<v Speaker 9>So I teach skiing at this resort called Mount Snow

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<v Speaker 9>and shout out Mount Snow. But yeah, so I've been

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<v Speaker 9>teaching there for the last few years, so i want

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<v Speaker 9>to move back down to go teach there. But I'm

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<v Speaker 9>super bummed to leave the house. That's actually why I

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<v Speaker 9>was trying to call you. It was like to debate

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<v Speaker 9>if I should move or not.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, why, yeah, why are you moving?

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<v Speaker 9>Well, mainly just to ski instruct because it's like it's

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<v Speaker 9>my favorite thing ever. It's like I'm so passionate about it.

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<v Speaker 9>It's like someone who grew up in South Carolina. It

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<v Speaker 9>was like always like a fun thing. My parents like

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<v Speaker 9>would take me for spring break and stuff, and I

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<v Speaker 9>just like fell in love with it. So I was

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<v Speaker 9>always like, I want to ski instructure when I grow up, and.

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<v Speaker 5>I've just stuck with it.

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<v Speaker 9>I really love it. So I knew if I didn't

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<v Speaker 9>do it, i'd be like super depressed this winter.

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<v Speaker 2>And so you're moving to go do it?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, yeah, so we got Yeah.

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<v Speaker 4>That sounds you I don't have you don't it sounds

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<v Speaker 4>like a great idea.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I just talk, Yeah, I get. I'm so excited

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<v Speaker 9>about It's just like you know how like moving is,

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<v Speaker 9>and it's just it's so stressful. It's like, so I

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<v Speaker 9>read a statistic, it's like the most stressful thing to

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<v Speaker 9>do in your lifetime. And because young people move so much,

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<v Speaker 9>we're like the most just out generation, which tracks I think.

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<v Speaker 2>That's a fascinating thing. Is really is that the most

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<v Speaker 2>stressful thing you do is moving.

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<v Speaker 9>I think someone my best friend told me that, and

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<v Speaker 9>she knows so much.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you've got.

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<v Speaker 4>You've got your sources properly cited.

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<v Speaker 2>That's good, exactly exactly. I mean, yeah, it's stressful to move.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why I lived out of airbnbs for so long.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't want to fucking uh deal with it.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, and moving furniture is the worst. We keep moving

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<v Speaker 9>into new into furnished places. Everywhere I've lived in the

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<v Speaker 9>last like three years been pretty much fully furnished.

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<v Speaker 2>How'd you meet your girlfriends?

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<v Speaker 9>We met at the Mountain Mountain? Funny enough, you didn't

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<v Speaker 9>ski though.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, what what was she doing there if she didn't ski?

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<v Speaker 9>She was so we work in like the ski school,

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<v Speaker 9>so she was kind of looking after the little kids

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<v Speaker 9>and dealing with the parents, which is probably the worst

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<v Speaker 9>job you can have in ski school.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, Yeah, what how long? How long are you living

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<v Speaker 2>in southern Vermont for? Uh?

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<v Speaker 9>We have a year leaf, which is the first time

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<v Speaker 9>I've ever signed a lease longer than eight months.

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<v Speaker 2>Cool. You sound like you you're doing good. You sound

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<v Speaker 2>like you've you've got a nice uh life. Just from

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<v Speaker 2>my where I sit, it looks yeah, you have a

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<v Speaker 2>nice life.

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<v Speaker 9>I I like I like where I am?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, do you feel good every day? Do you feel peaceful?

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<v Speaker 3>I know, you know.

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<v Speaker 9>That's the thing is like I if I had, like

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<v Speaker 9>you know, if I could go back and like tell

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<v Speaker 9>younger me where I am, like they'd be so excited,

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<v Speaker 9>you know, like this is awes. That's like the best

0:24:04.560 --> 0:24:07.320
<v Speaker 9>situation I could have ever predicted for myself. You know,

0:24:07.359 --> 0:24:11.560
<v Speaker 9>I'm living like cottage core lesbian dream right now, but

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<v Speaker 9>like still I wake up and I'm like I'm not satisfied.

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<v Speaker 9>It's like there's just like more I want to do.

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<v Speaker 9>But it's I'm very happy with where I am. But

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<v Speaker 9>I have a hard time livingly like you talk about

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<v Speaker 9>it all the time. I have a really hard time

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<v Speaker 9>being present and just trying to like live in the

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<v Speaker 9>moment like I was at well, was listening to you

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<v Speaker 9>today at work, and I was just trying to really

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<v Speaker 9>like taking like oh, I'm cutting these merry golds right

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<v Speaker 9>now and I'm like smelling them and like trying to

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<v Speaker 9>take in every moment. But it's hard.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so hard.

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<v Speaker 4>What was I said? What was I saying? What was

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<v Speaker 4>I saying?

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<v Speaker 9>I don't remember. It was the new one, it was

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<v Speaker 9>the one you put out yesterday.

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<v Speaker 2>I was reading now, I like, I know I am

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<v Speaker 2>saying this to be funny, but it is also true.

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<v Speaker 2>I always forget that I have a podcast where I

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<v Speaker 2>say stuff.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, it is kind of wild. I'm trying to I've

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<v Speaker 9>just been trying to start a podcast with my friends,

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<v Speaker 9>and I realized talking is just like really hard when

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<v Speaker 9>you're not when you have to.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, talking is hard. Talking is hard. I'm talking is hard.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking about like, uh, I'm thinking about a life.

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<v Speaker 2>I think about a version of life that feels really

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<v Speaker 2>really really easy, and when I'm thinking about it, it

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<v Speaker 2>involves a lot of not talking.

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<v Speaker 9>Like yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, or like a lot of like being around large

0:25:44.560 --> 0:25:49.119
<v Speaker 2>groups of people that you're like included in but you're

0:25:49.160 --> 0:25:53.000
<v Speaker 2>not talking to any of them. That's kind of my dream.

0:25:53.480 --> 0:25:57.960
<v Speaker 2>My dream is to constantly be in large rooms of

0:25:58.560 --> 0:26:04.640
<v Speaker 2>people that like maybe that like I've organized together and

0:26:04.720 --> 0:26:07.480
<v Speaker 2>who are all my friends and that I care about,

0:26:07.760 --> 0:26:10.439
<v Speaker 2>and then just not talk to any of them, but

0:26:10.680 --> 0:26:22.199
<v Speaker 2>just just be physically present and uh drunk and just

0:26:22.320 --> 0:26:27.520
<v Speaker 2>not saying anything to anyone, just looking around and thinking.

0:26:28.240 --> 0:26:30.520
<v Speaker 2>But you're still there, You're still with people, You're still

0:26:30.840 --> 0:26:33.320
<v Speaker 2>you're socializing when you don't have to say a word.

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<v Speaker 2>It sounds like a dream to me.

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<v Speaker 9>That is the dream because like the vibe is already there.

0:26:39.440 --> 0:26:43.320
<v Speaker 9>You don't have to like make it in it right.

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<v Speaker 2>There's nothing. There is an Onion article that's so funny

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<v Speaker 2>and it says something like ninety nine percent of conversations

0:26:52.560 --> 0:26:55.639
<v Speaker 2>do not need to happen, And it's true.

0:26:56.480 --> 0:26:59.400
<v Speaker 6>It's true most I saw that Onion article.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, this knows of the times you don't have to

0:27:03.720 --> 0:27:05.760
<v Speaker 2>It is hard to talk. It is hard to talk.

0:27:05.840 --> 0:27:07.880
<v Speaker 2>You ever talk? You ever just talked one on one

0:27:07.920 --> 0:27:12.800
<v Speaker 2>to one person? It's it's it's genuinely so exhausting.

0:27:13.840 --> 0:27:17.640
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, it's what you do every day though, Yeah, I mean.

0:27:17.560 --> 0:27:20.080
<v Speaker 2>It's a little different. It's a little different because I

0:27:20.200 --> 0:27:24.280
<v Speaker 2>do it. I'll say that it's well, it is exhausting,

0:27:24.440 --> 0:27:27.399
<v Speaker 2>but it's it's a little different because I do it

0:27:27.400 --> 0:27:31.520
<v Speaker 2>in the context of recording a podcast. And I think

0:27:31.880 --> 0:27:35.240
<v Speaker 2>that that context, Like you ever like been at a

0:27:35.280 --> 0:27:38.960
<v Speaker 2>party or something and you found yourself in a one

0:27:39.000 --> 0:27:45.159
<v Speaker 2>on one conversation with someone, Yeah, surely the most exhausting,

0:27:46.760 --> 0:27:48.680
<v Speaker 2>Like when you're at a party and you're like standing

0:27:48.880 --> 0:27:50.800
<v Speaker 2>exact when you're at a party and you're like standing

0:27:51.200 --> 0:27:54.240
<v Speaker 2>in a circle of people and you're not talking but yet.

0:27:54.280 --> 0:27:56.320
<v Speaker 2>But if you're standing around at a party and you're

0:27:56.320 --> 0:27:58.159
<v Speaker 2>in a circle of people and you're not talking, and

0:27:58.200 --> 0:28:00.960
<v Speaker 2>you feel a little anxious that you haven't talked because

0:28:01.000 --> 0:28:04.639
<v Speaker 2>you're like, oh yeah, maybe I'm like, you know, you

0:28:04.640 --> 0:28:06.840
<v Speaker 2>just feel weird about that, that's bad. But if you're

0:28:06.960 --> 0:28:08.520
<v Speaker 2>if you can get to a situation where you're in

0:28:08.560 --> 0:28:10.960
<v Speaker 2>a group, you're standing at a party or at a thing,

0:28:11.240 --> 0:28:13.560
<v Speaker 2>and you're in a group of people and you're not talking,

0:28:13.560 --> 0:28:17.760
<v Speaker 2>but you feel comfortable, that's that's optimal. You know. It's

0:28:17.800 --> 0:28:19.639
<v Speaker 2>like if you've ever been at a at a like

0:28:19.680 --> 0:28:22.760
<v Speaker 2>a whatever and you're just you one on one, are

0:28:22.800 --> 0:28:25.719
<v Speaker 2>talking to one person and you have to keep thinking

0:28:25.760 --> 0:28:28.760
<v Speaker 2>of things to say, it's just so exhausting.

0:28:29.720 --> 0:28:31.040
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, we also can't listen.

0:28:31.200 --> 0:28:33.480
<v Speaker 9>I find that I'm like, i feel like I'm like

0:28:33.520 --> 0:28:37.320
<v Speaker 9>an entertainer sometimes at party, Like I love to talk

0:28:37.359 --> 0:28:40.200
<v Speaker 9>to people because it's a lot, it's a lot. But

0:28:40.280 --> 0:28:42.560
<v Speaker 9>like we were just we were just at a wedding

0:28:43.000 --> 0:28:45.880
<v Speaker 9>and like, you know, it's like a ton of fucking people.

0:28:45.920 --> 0:28:49.760
<v Speaker 9>My social battery has never been so in my entire life.

0:28:49.800 --> 0:28:51.040
<v Speaker 5>But that was also the.

0:28:51.120 --> 0:28:52.560
<v Speaker 9>Kind of vibe where like, if you don't want to

0:28:52.600 --> 0:28:54.400
<v Speaker 9>say anything, you can just sit there and I don't

0:28:54.400 --> 0:28:57.440
<v Speaker 9>feel uncomfortable. So it's like, but I feel like you

0:28:57.520 --> 0:29:00.400
<v Speaker 9>have to know the people, Like these are people I've

0:29:00.440 --> 0:29:03.600
<v Speaker 9>been in social situations with for like a while. You know.

0:29:04.160 --> 0:29:09.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I like it too. I really actually do.

0:29:09.400 --> 0:29:11.800
<v Speaker 2>Like sometimes I'm in the mood, you know, it is

0:29:11.800 --> 0:29:14.760
<v Speaker 2>exhaust but this is always it depends on my mood.

0:29:14.920 --> 0:29:18.800
<v Speaker 2>Sometimes I'm really to talk to people. I throw a

0:29:18.840 --> 0:29:25.480
<v Speaker 2>little party at my house a little while ago one time,

0:29:25.960 --> 0:29:29.160
<v Speaker 2>and uh, I was just I stood in the corner

0:29:29.200 --> 0:29:31.520
<v Speaker 2>and I didn't talk to anyone for not the whole time,

0:29:32.520 --> 0:29:35.640
<v Speaker 2>but for just like like five minutes. And it was

0:29:35.680 --> 0:29:38.680
<v Speaker 2>the best that I felt because I'd gathered everyone into

0:29:38.720 --> 0:29:41.720
<v Speaker 2>one room, but I didn't have to say, I didn't

0:29:41.720 --> 0:29:43.240
<v Speaker 2>have to do anything. It was great.

0:29:44.160 --> 0:29:46.880
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, you just provided the stays. That's kind of the

0:29:46.880 --> 0:29:47.640
<v Speaker 9>best situation.

0:29:48.160 --> 0:29:50.440
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Like, like I do my live shows and my

0:29:50.480 --> 0:29:52.360
<v Speaker 2>tours and stuff. I'm trying to figure out a way

0:29:52.360 --> 0:29:55.479
<v Speaker 2>that I can, like how do I do a show?

0:29:57.800 --> 0:30:00.560
<v Speaker 2>But I but not my whole show was about talking

0:30:00.560 --> 0:30:02.440
<v Speaker 2>to people. I'm like, how do I do a version

0:30:02.480 --> 0:30:04.800
<v Speaker 2>of it where I just don't actually have to say

0:30:04.920 --> 0:30:09.200
<v Speaker 2>anything at all? Can like, can I gather a but

0:30:09.440 --> 0:30:12.200
<v Speaker 2>can I gather a bunch of people to a theater

0:30:12.400 --> 0:30:16.040
<v Speaker 2>and give somehow give them a good experience? But I

0:30:16.120 --> 0:30:18.760
<v Speaker 2>but without having to actually do anything.

0:30:19.680 --> 0:30:20.680
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, it's like a riddle.

0:30:21.520 --> 0:30:25.360
<v Speaker 9>I'm trying to think. Yeah, I feel like you could.

0:30:25.520 --> 0:30:27.320
<v Speaker 9>I feel like, well, you could just show up to

0:30:27.360 --> 0:30:28.480
<v Speaker 9>a place to sit there.

0:30:29.360 --> 0:30:32.880
<v Speaker 2>I'm being I'm being like seventy I'm being like seventy

0:30:32.920 --> 0:30:42.320
<v Speaker 2>percent facetious right now. Anyway, anyway, what's your name again,

0:30:42.560 --> 0:30:46.959
<v Speaker 2>Walker Walker, Texas Ranger. Well, this was thanks for this

0:30:47.120 --> 0:30:49.440
<v Speaker 2>was you know what? This was an easy conversation. This

0:30:49.600 --> 0:30:53.680
<v Speaker 2>was this was this felt easy. So thanks for making

0:30:53.680 --> 0:30:55.280
<v Speaker 2>this easy.

0:30:55.320 --> 0:30:55.880
<v Speaker 5>That's great.

0:30:56.080 --> 0:30:59.080
<v Speaker 9>That's all I ever wanted was a chill conversation with you.

0:30:59.200 --> 0:31:02.040
<v Speaker 9>So thank you so much for kicking out. You took

0:31:02.040 --> 0:31:04.840
<v Speaker 9>me completely off guard. I had just walked inside of

0:31:04.880 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 9>my Bob Belcher costume, so I did not expect it.

0:31:09.800 --> 0:31:15.200
<v Speaker 2>Well, enjoy uh, enjoy whatever you're gonna do with with

0:31:15.520 --> 0:31:18.520
<v Speaker 2>uh with that Bob Belcher costume.

0:31:19.520 --> 0:31:21.680
<v Speaker 9>Thank you, Thank you so much.

0:31:21.920 --> 0:31:22.600
<v Speaker 2>God bless you.

0:31:22.720 --> 0:31:26.560
<v Speaker 9>Walker, Thank you, bye, GAK, see you later.

0:31:29.160 --> 0:31:31.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't have a Halloween costume. I only have I

0:31:31.600 --> 0:31:34.400
<v Speaker 2>have my Gecko costume. But if I went out for

0:31:34.480 --> 0:31:39.960
<v Speaker 2>Halloween in my Gecko costume, that'd be really lame. By

0:31:40.040 --> 0:31:41.560
<v Speaker 2>the way I do like talking to people.

0:31:41.640 --> 0:31:41.880
<v Speaker 4>I do.

0:31:42.120 --> 0:31:44.240
<v Speaker 2>I don't think I would do what I do if

0:31:44.280 --> 0:31:45.160
<v Speaker 2>I didn't.

0:31:45.720 --> 0:31:45.880
<v Speaker 3>But.

0:31:47.320 --> 0:31:50.160
<v Speaker 2>It is undenied. It is sometimes I'm like in such

0:31:50.160 --> 0:31:52.240
<v Speaker 2>a I mean, you guys know, everyone knows what it's

0:31:52.320 --> 0:31:59.280
<v Speaker 2>like to have different states of energy, and sometimes I,

0:31:59.360 --> 0:32:03.000
<v Speaker 2>you know, I really have felt at times in which

0:32:03.040 --> 0:32:06.360
<v Speaker 2>I was at the head and there's no energy to

0:32:06.440 --> 0:32:09.160
<v Speaker 2>say anything ever to anyone, and then times where I

0:32:09.200 --> 0:32:13.120
<v Speaker 2>was like, I'm a genius and I can talk to

0:32:13.200 --> 0:32:19.280
<v Speaker 2>anyone who ever. And it kind of oscillates between those

0:32:19.320 --> 0:32:20.880
<v Speaker 2>two things. I don't know if it's like a I

0:32:20.920 --> 0:32:22.880
<v Speaker 2>don't know if I'm fucking bitepolar or whatever the fuck,

0:32:22.920 --> 0:32:26.160
<v Speaker 2>but like, uh, it's just I always just feel like

0:32:26.160 --> 0:32:30.640
<v Speaker 2>I always isolate. I feel like I'm always oscillating between like, oh,

0:32:30.680 --> 0:32:32.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't ever want to talk to anyone ever again,

0:32:32.640 --> 0:32:35.440
<v Speaker 2>and then like, oh, I think I can talk to anyone.

0:32:35.840 --> 0:32:40.760
<v Speaker 2>So I don't know, it's a weird thing. Hello, Yeah,

0:32:40.800 --> 0:32:41.120
<v Speaker 2>what's up?

0:32:41.160 --> 0:32:41.320
<v Speaker 7>Bro?

0:32:41.800 --> 0:32:43.680
<v Speaker 2>Hey? What's up? Player? What's your name?

0:32:44.920 --> 0:32:45.160
<v Speaker 3>Carter?

0:32:45.920 --> 0:32:47.880
<v Speaker 2>Carter? What's going on? Carter? How's life?

0:32:49.480 --> 0:32:53.920
<v Speaker 3>Honestly? Pretty fucking great? Man, Like, I've kind of done

0:32:53.920 --> 0:32:57.120
<v Speaker 3>everything and now I'm just like, what the fuck else.

0:32:56.960 --> 0:32:57.440
<v Speaker 6>Do I do?

0:32:57.840 --> 0:32:58.120
<v Speaker 2>Wow?

0:32:58.600 --> 0:33:01.360
<v Speaker 4>That's I would like, I'm so excited to talk to you.

0:33:01.360 --> 0:33:03.040
<v Speaker 2>You've done it? Do you mean for the day or

0:33:03.120 --> 0:33:04.720
<v Speaker 2>just in life? You've done it all?

0:33:05.840 --> 0:33:08.480
<v Speaker 3>Dude? Like I feel like I've pretty much done it all.

0:33:08.520 --> 0:33:11.360
<v Speaker 3>Like I'm like thirty one, I've gotten my masters, I

0:33:11.400 --> 0:33:13.640
<v Speaker 3>had like a good job, I got a got a

0:33:13.680 --> 0:33:16.400
<v Speaker 3>wife and three dogs, and I mean I don't want kids.

0:33:16.440 --> 0:33:18.640
<v Speaker 3>I play all the video games, I smoke all the weed,

0:33:18.680 --> 0:33:20.520
<v Speaker 3>and like what else is there?

0:33:20.560 --> 0:33:20.800
<v Speaker 6>Now?

0:33:21.960 --> 0:33:22.160
<v Speaker 2>Oh?

0:33:23.440 --> 0:33:25.440
<v Speaker 4>Oh my god, what I don't know what else is there?

0:33:25.440 --> 0:33:28.720
<v Speaker 2>I don't know what what? Yeah? That's what do you think?

0:33:28.760 --> 0:33:31.840
<v Speaker 2>The answer to that question is, well.

0:33:32.280 --> 0:33:34.600
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I guess the only important thing for me

0:33:34.680 --> 0:33:36.840
<v Speaker 3>right now is like playing video games, like I like

0:33:36.880 --> 0:33:39.840
<v Speaker 3>fighting games like a shit ton. Yeah I can say

0:33:39.880 --> 0:33:41.280
<v Speaker 3>shit right, yeah right.

0:33:41.240 --> 0:33:48.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah you can say whatever man, Yeah, well go ahead,

0:33:48.200 --> 0:33:48.880
<v Speaker 2>can't keep going.

0:33:49.840 --> 0:33:51.400
<v Speaker 3>No, I'm just saying I like I like play like

0:33:51.400 --> 0:33:52.960
<v Speaker 3>a lot of fighting games, and I like, I'm trying

0:33:53.000 --> 0:33:55.840
<v Speaker 3>to get mastered Rank and six Fighter Street Fighter six,

0:33:55.920 --> 0:33:58.240
<v Speaker 3>and I don't know if you you know about Melee.

0:33:58.520 --> 0:33:59.920
<v Speaker 3>I don't know if you know about Rivals of Eve.

0:34:00.200 --> 0:34:04.920
<v Speaker 3>That's a new Oh okay, well, I apologize. Shame on

0:34:05.000 --> 0:34:07.840
<v Speaker 3>me for fucking assuming. But yeah no, I'm like, I'm

0:34:07.840 --> 0:34:10.480
<v Speaker 3>like just griding those, and after I've hit masters on those,

0:34:10.520 --> 0:34:12.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm just like, what the fuck use am I gonna do?

0:34:12.280 --> 0:34:14.480
<v Speaker 2>So let's get back to your existential car. Are you

0:34:14.520 --> 0:34:17.040
<v Speaker 2>actually having an existential crisis? You don't sound like you are.

0:34:17.600 --> 0:34:18.400
<v Speaker 2>You sound like you're doing it.

0:34:18.440 --> 0:34:21.200
<v Speaker 3>No, dude, Like I feel like I'm doing all right,

0:34:21.280 --> 0:34:23.680
<v Speaker 3>But I feel like after like another year of just

0:34:24.040 --> 0:34:26.879
<v Speaker 3>I don't know, New Game Plus, I'm gonna start freaking out.

0:34:26.920 --> 0:34:30.040
<v Speaker 2>Man, Yeah, you are kind of on New Game Plus.

0:34:30.080 --> 0:34:33.000
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I don't know, I really do. Like my

0:34:33.400 --> 0:34:37.520
<v Speaker 2>gut really please don't take anything I ever say seriously,

0:34:37.600 --> 0:34:41.640
<v Speaker 2>but my gut is telling me that you could just

0:34:41.760 --> 0:34:44.920
<v Speaker 2>play video games and be nice to your wife and

0:34:45.040 --> 0:34:49.319
<v Speaker 2>dogs and then die and you did, you did, you

0:34:49.360 --> 0:34:52.680
<v Speaker 2>would get an A plus on your homework. You know,

0:34:54.800 --> 0:34:58.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Life is uh I'm gonna talk about

0:34:58.600 --> 0:35:01.120
<v Speaker 2>something completely unrelated, but still I went. I was at

0:35:01.200 --> 0:35:07.919
<v Speaker 2>meaw Wolf in uh Dallas, shout out to me Wolf,

0:35:07.960 --> 0:35:11.920
<v Speaker 2>Meowolf rocks. And I found this little uh book or

0:35:11.960 --> 0:35:15.719
<v Speaker 2>something that was in the exhibit, and it said something like,

0:35:16.400 --> 0:35:19.239
<v Speaker 2>how can you ever be doing nothing when you are

0:35:19.280 --> 0:35:22.640
<v Speaker 2>always being a being? And I was like, that makes

0:35:22.640 --> 0:35:24.719
<v Speaker 2>a lot of sense, you know what I mean? Like

0:35:24.760 --> 0:35:29.759
<v Speaker 2>the bare minimum of existence is not particularly hard. You

0:35:29.840 --> 0:35:33.719
<v Speaker 2>went above and beyond, you formed the what sounds I mean?

0:35:33.760 --> 0:35:36.000
<v Speaker 2>You've told me nothing about the quality of your relationship,

0:35:36.320 --> 0:35:38.000
<v Speaker 2>and I've asked you no questions about it, but I

0:35:38.080 --> 0:35:41.279
<v Speaker 2>just blanketly assume that it's going well. You have three

0:35:41.360 --> 0:35:44.759
<v Speaker 2>dogs who all sound all three of your dogs sound

0:35:44.800 --> 0:35:45.720
<v Speaker 2>like they're not dead.

0:35:47.160 --> 0:35:50.000
<v Speaker 3>They're all right under my feet, laying down, kind of chilling.

0:35:50.120 --> 0:35:53.399
<v Speaker 2>So you don't have a kid, then you don't sound

0:35:53.440 --> 0:35:58.920
<v Speaker 2>like you want one. You have food and your everyone

0:35:59.239 --> 0:36:04.000
<v Speaker 2>everyone has food. Yeah, play video games and play video

0:36:04.000 --> 0:36:06.080
<v Speaker 2>games and then die. I guess I don't know what else.

0:36:06.719 --> 0:36:09.840
<v Speaker 2>You wouldn't be Anything else you did outside of playing

0:36:09.920 --> 0:36:12.200
<v Speaker 2>video games and dying would be just a bonus.

0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:16.120
<v Speaker 3>All right, That's that's fair. I'm trying to play guitar,

0:36:16.200 --> 0:36:18.360
<v Speaker 3>but I kind of gave up on that because I'm

0:36:18.400 --> 0:36:20.280
<v Speaker 3>fucking horrible. I'd rather press buttons.

0:36:20.480 --> 0:36:24.160
<v Speaker 2>Well, tell me more about your the crisis of New

0:36:24.200 --> 0:36:25.640
<v Speaker 2>Game Plus?

0:36:26.160 --> 0:36:28.680
<v Speaker 3>All right? So, I mean, I actually don't even know

0:36:28.680 --> 0:36:30.879
<v Speaker 3>how old you are. I assume that you're like, what,

0:36:31.000 --> 0:36:32.440
<v Speaker 3>late twenties, early thirties.

0:36:33.040 --> 0:36:34.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm dying. I'm about to turn twenty seven.

0:36:35.880 --> 0:36:38.040
<v Speaker 3>Oh god, Well, once you hit thirty, you know, blah

0:36:38.040 --> 0:36:41.200
<v Speaker 3>blah blah, it goes downhill. But no, like, dude, you

0:36:41.840 --> 0:36:45.400
<v Speaker 3>hit like a certain like you know, threshold where you're

0:36:45.440 --> 0:36:47.400
<v Speaker 3>kind of happy doing whatever. I've heard you're on like

0:36:47.480 --> 0:36:50.600
<v Speaker 3>previous streams and whatnot. But have you ever felt like

0:36:50.640 --> 0:36:52.000
<v Speaker 3>you're on New Game Plus?

0:36:53.600 --> 0:36:57.040
<v Speaker 2>There's a lot I actually don't feel like I'm on

0:36:57.160 --> 0:37:00.880
<v Speaker 2>New Game Plus. I feel like, uh, do you want to?

0:37:01.120 --> 0:37:03.440
<v Speaker 2>You know how I actually feel? I feel like I'm

0:37:04.280 --> 0:37:08.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm I'm in Uh like you ever play you ever

0:37:08.640 --> 0:37:13.400
<v Speaker 2>play Zelda? And like maybe you've beaten a couple dungeons

0:37:13.800 --> 0:37:16.640
<v Speaker 2>and you're walking around the overworld map trying to find

0:37:16.680 --> 0:37:21.359
<v Speaker 2>out what you're supposed to do next to progress the game. Yeah,

0:37:21.360 --> 0:37:23.640
<v Speaker 2>and you're just walking around High Rule trying to figure

0:37:23.640 --> 0:37:26.640
<v Speaker 2>out what where are you supposed to go? What are

0:37:26.680 --> 0:37:27.319
<v Speaker 2>you supposed to do?

0:37:27.880 --> 0:37:28.000
<v Speaker 9>Uh?

0:37:28.080 --> 0:37:29.920
<v Speaker 2>And eventually get frustrated and you look it up on

0:37:29.960 --> 0:37:32.160
<v Speaker 2>the internet. That's kind of what my life feels like,

0:37:32.280 --> 0:37:35.000
<v Speaker 2>except I can't just look it up on the internet

0:37:35.040 --> 0:37:39.720
<v Speaker 2>because it's not linear. So I don't feel like I'm

0:37:39.800 --> 0:37:41.640
<v Speaker 2>in New Game Plus.

0:37:41.719 --> 0:37:44.240
<v Speaker 4>There's a lot that I still desire.

0:37:44.280 --> 0:37:47.960
<v Speaker 2>I don't think I feel good enough regularly to consider

0:37:47.960 --> 0:37:52.040
<v Speaker 2>myself on New Game Plus. There's aspects of my life

0:37:52.080 --> 0:37:56.760
<v Speaker 2>where I'm like, I don't know if continuing further down,

0:37:57.480 --> 0:37:59.200
<v Speaker 2>there's aspects of my life where I'm like, I don't

0:37:59.239 --> 0:38:01.760
<v Speaker 2>know if approaching this the way that I've been approaching

0:38:01.800 --> 0:38:09.040
<v Speaker 2>it uh historically is going to yield different results. But no,

0:38:09.080 --> 0:38:12.640
<v Speaker 2>I definitely still uh I there's there's a lot that

0:38:12.680 --> 0:38:15.239
<v Speaker 2>I want for all.

0:38:15.280 --> 0:38:18.359
<v Speaker 3>Right, that's fair. I got another question, if you don't

0:38:18.360 --> 0:38:21.200
<v Speaker 3>mind full of them at this point? Yeah, okay, So

0:38:21.239 --> 0:38:23.080
<v Speaker 3>if you're not a New Game Plus, is there like

0:38:23.120 --> 0:38:24.839
<v Speaker 3>a point where you're like gonna get like a new

0:38:24.880 --> 0:38:26.919
<v Speaker 3>expansion pack? Because I kind of feel like I'm I'm

0:38:26.920 --> 0:38:28.600
<v Speaker 3>ready for a new XPEC at this point.

0:38:28.960 --> 0:38:31.279
<v Speaker 2>Am I gonna get a new expansion pack. I I'm

0:38:31.719 --> 0:38:34.480
<v Speaker 2>you know, Uh, that's a that's a great question.

0:38:34.680 --> 0:38:36.399
<v Speaker 4>That's a great question. I've been thinking about that.

0:38:36.719 --> 0:38:39.120
<v Speaker 2>I think about that. I feel a little stuck. But uh,

0:38:39.320 --> 0:38:41.319
<v Speaker 2>whether or not you get in the new expansion pack

0:38:41.480 --> 0:38:45.880
<v Speaker 2>kind of has to I kind of if I if

0:38:45.960 --> 0:38:48.000
<v Speaker 2>if I could, I'd put the game down for like

0:38:48.040 --> 0:38:54.839
<v Speaker 2>a fucking second and then come back. That's kind of Yeah,

0:38:54.880 --> 0:38:56.680
<v Speaker 2>maybe that's being in a coma. Maybe that's being in

0:38:56.719 --> 0:39:00.200
<v Speaker 2>a coma. Maybe that's maybe that's not being in all. No,

0:39:00.200 --> 0:39:01.120
<v Speaker 2>I don't want to do I don't want to be

0:39:01.160 --> 0:39:03.280
<v Speaker 2>in a clue. Maybe that's just like going for a walk.

0:39:03.400 --> 0:39:04.359
<v Speaker 2>Maybe that's what that is.

0:39:04.440 --> 0:39:07.759
<v Speaker 4>But uh, can you.

0:39:07.719 --> 0:39:09.600
<v Speaker 2>Say your original question again? It was a good one.

0:39:09.880 --> 0:39:13.560
<v Speaker 2>Oh so expansion packs is Yeah, the expansion pack a

0:39:13.560 --> 0:39:15.319
<v Speaker 2>lot of that. It feels like it's mental if you

0:39:15.400 --> 0:39:19.839
<v Speaker 2>fully believe I think that you, I mean, you have

0:39:19.880 --> 0:39:20.200
<v Speaker 2>to have.

0:39:20.200 --> 0:39:22.040
<v Speaker 4>A lot of courage to add an expansion pack.

0:39:22.120 --> 0:39:26.759
<v Speaker 2>You have to kind of you know, code it yourself.

0:39:27.160 --> 0:39:30.880
<v Speaker 2>You have to make a random weird dude, do you

0:39:30.920 --> 0:39:31.840
<v Speaker 2>have to do stuff?

0:39:33.080 --> 0:39:35.320
<v Speaker 3>I got bored earlier in the year, so I started

0:39:35.360 --> 0:39:38.640
<v Speaker 3>like running marathons and stuff, and like I've done like

0:39:38.640 --> 0:39:43.160
<v Speaker 3>like like three half marathons and like like four ten k's,

0:39:43.200 --> 0:39:44.560
<v Speaker 3>and I thought that that was going to be like

0:39:44.600 --> 0:39:47.280
<v Speaker 3>my x PAC but it was just like really really

0:39:47.320 --> 0:39:49.879
<v Speaker 3>bad DC with like no content, like no in game

0:39:49.920 --> 0:39:50.640
<v Speaker 3>shot type shit.

0:39:51.200 --> 0:39:57.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah. Yeah, So so that means that marathon running was bad.

0:39:59.080 --> 0:40:01.400
<v Speaker 3>No, it's not that it's bad. It's just like not

0:40:01.719 --> 0:40:05.000
<v Speaker 3>fulfilling as I don't know, getting stable in life, getting

0:40:05.040 --> 0:40:08.719
<v Speaker 3>a good job, getting degrees, having like things that you love.

0:40:09.360 --> 0:40:11.000
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I just feel like at this point

0:40:11.040 --> 0:40:13.440
<v Speaker 3>I could kind of like pass away and like I

0:40:13.480 --> 0:40:15.319
<v Speaker 3>don't know, don't make a statue out of me for

0:40:15.400 --> 0:40:17.840
<v Speaker 3>being mediocre at best.

0:40:18.960 --> 0:40:24.960
<v Speaker 2>Hmmm, Well, what's your wife think about life? Your life together?

0:40:25.040 --> 0:40:31.000
<v Speaker 2>What's what's her Uh? Does she have similar Uh?

0:40:31.120 --> 0:40:34.520
<v Speaker 3>She's like as a she's like as accomplished and whatnot.

0:40:34.640 --> 0:40:37.279
<v Speaker 3>So like, you know, that's all good and dandy, but

0:40:37.360 --> 0:40:39.720
<v Speaker 3>she's kind of happy, just like playing the last stage

0:40:39.760 --> 0:40:43.000
<v Speaker 3>over and over again, whereas I'm like, this game's the

0:40:43.120 --> 0:40:46.400
<v Speaker 3>game's this game's bonk bro, like we're the new Mechanics.

0:40:46.840 --> 0:40:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I guess. How do you reinvent your life? That's

0:40:52.080 --> 0:40:54.080
<v Speaker 2>a very interesting question. How old did you say you

0:40:54.160 --> 0:41:00.239
<v Speaker 2>were I'm thirty one. Brother, that's cool. Well, you said

0:41:00.239 --> 0:41:01.680
<v Speaker 2>you wanted to play guitar, but then you gave that

0:41:01.680 --> 0:41:03.440
<v Speaker 2>you didn't want to. What about traveling? Do you want

0:41:03.480 --> 0:41:06.320
<v Speaker 2>to go anywhere? Dude?

0:41:06.400 --> 0:41:09.880
<v Speaker 3>I want to travel, but I feel like if I travel,

0:41:10.000 --> 0:41:12.600
<v Speaker 3>like things are just kind of you know, like when

0:41:12.640 --> 0:41:15.160
<v Speaker 3>you leave your home and then you go somewhere else

0:41:15.280 --> 0:41:16.960
<v Speaker 3>for a long time and you come back and home

0:41:17.000 --> 0:41:18.879
<v Speaker 3>doesn't feel like home. I'm afraid of that.

0:41:21.520 --> 0:41:23.920
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean by home doesn't feel like home?

0:41:27.080 --> 0:41:31.080
<v Speaker 3>Okay? You know when you go somewhere and like you

0:41:31.120 --> 0:41:33.000
<v Speaker 3>experience a bunch of stuff and you're like, oh, I

0:41:33.000 --> 0:41:34.719
<v Speaker 3>want to experience this all the time, and then you

0:41:34.760 --> 0:41:36.359
<v Speaker 3>know it's like kind of fake because you're gonna come

0:41:36.360 --> 0:41:38.080
<v Speaker 3>back and then you're sleeping in your bed that you

0:41:38.160 --> 0:41:41.920
<v Speaker 3>slept in before you left, and you're just like this,

0:41:41.920 --> 0:41:42.879
<v Speaker 3>this isn't it man.

0:41:44.800 --> 0:41:47.080
<v Speaker 2>You're you are thinking that you're saying that you might

0:41:47.160 --> 0:41:49.479
<v Speaker 2>like where you go more than you like your home,

0:41:49.520 --> 0:41:51.120
<v Speaker 2>and then the world will feel like your home instead

0:41:51.120 --> 0:41:52.360
<v Speaker 2>of your home feeling like your home.

0:41:53.440 --> 0:41:55.400
<v Speaker 3>I think it's the inverse of that, where I like

0:41:55.560 --> 0:41:58.640
<v Speaker 3>leave and it shakes up like my fucking rhythm. And

0:41:58.680 --> 0:42:00.320
<v Speaker 3>then I go back and then I'm like, all my

0:42:00.400 --> 0:42:02.200
<v Speaker 3>rhythms all out of whack. This doesn't feel like it's

0:42:02.320 --> 0:42:04.080
<v Speaker 3>how it should be. But then after a minute, it

0:42:04.200 --> 0:42:05.600
<v Speaker 3>just kind of feels like how it should be.

0:42:06.120 --> 0:42:09.560
<v Speaker 2>Aren't you Aren't you somewhat expressing a desire to have

0:42:09.640 --> 0:42:12.720
<v Speaker 2>your rhythm shook? Isn't that kind of what you're talking about?

0:42:13.880 --> 0:42:13.960
<v Speaker 9>This?

0:42:14.160 --> 0:42:16.719
<v Speaker 2>That's the whole thing, dude.

0:42:16.520 --> 0:42:19.080
<v Speaker 3>No way, I'm autistic. I like my rhythms, like you know,

0:42:19.320 --> 0:42:21.840
<v Speaker 3>I keep my melody at a at a steady taste.

0:42:22.000 --> 0:42:27.120
<v Speaker 2>Okay, all right, So so so you're good.

0:42:28.000 --> 0:42:30.279
<v Speaker 3>Now I'm chilling, dude, Like I'm chilling, and that's like,

0:42:30.280 --> 0:42:32.360
<v Speaker 3>what's worrying me? I feel like I shouldn't be chilling.

0:42:36.000 --> 0:42:39.520
<v Speaker 2>That's it. Uh well, you know, I'm like, here's the thing.

0:42:39.560 --> 0:42:41.160
<v Speaker 4>It's funny because there's a.

0:42:42.040 --> 0:42:47.160
<v Speaker 2>Like desire is so uh like paradoxical in many ways

0:42:47.960 --> 0:42:51.480
<v Speaker 2>because the I really do, I really do believe in

0:42:51.480 --> 0:42:57.120
<v Speaker 2>that whole like desire is suffering thing. But then it's like,

0:42:57.160 --> 0:43:03.399
<v Speaker 2>when you don't have desire, you start to desire desire, right,

0:43:03.440 --> 0:43:05.440
<v Speaker 2>which is what you're kind of which is what I'm

0:43:05.480 --> 0:43:09.799
<v Speaker 2>getting from you. Is that you desire desire, which in

0:43:09.800 --> 0:43:12.239
<v Speaker 2>and but it's a paradox. Honestly, that's a desire you

0:43:12.280 --> 0:43:14.400
<v Speaker 2>then possess what you want.

0:43:15.280 --> 0:43:19.360
<v Speaker 3>That's kind of crazy because I always tell people like, dude, like,

0:43:19.400 --> 0:43:21.200
<v Speaker 3>imagine when you were a kid and like you you

0:43:21.239 --> 0:43:22.960
<v Speaker 3>figured out like how to spell and like how to

0:43:23.000 --> 0:43:25.600
<v Speaker 3>color within the lines, like that shit was fucking amazing,

0:43:25.719 --> 0:43:28.279
<v Speaker 3>Like it was you felt accomplished. And now it's you're

0:43:28.360 --> 0:43:32.239
<v Speaker 3>just like, oh, I got to work on time. Oh yeah,

0:43:32.280 --> 0:43:35.399
<v Speaker 3>I fucking I fucking hate everything else. I don't know, dude,

0:43:35.400 --> 0:43:37.960
<v Speaker 3>It's it's crazy, and it's not like I like I'm

0:43:38.400 --> 0:43:41.800
<v Speaker 3>craving the struggle. I grew up and I grew up struggling,

0:43:41.840 --> 0:43:44.000
<v Speaker 3>like I was a very poor trial, Like I couldn't

0:43:44.040 --> 0:43:46.600
<v Speaker 3>really speak until I was, you know, twelve, a lot

0:43:46.640 --> 0:43:49.440
<v Speaker 3>of speech therapy and shit, so like the struggle is real.

0:43:49.960 --> 0:43:53.880
<v Speaker 3>It's just, uh, I don't know. I think everybody should struggle,

0:43:53.920 --> 0:43:54.399
<v Speaker 3>Like all the.

0:43:54.360 --> 0:43:58.680
<v Speaker 4>Time you said you think you think everyone should struggle.

0:43:59.719 --> 0:44:01.960
<v Speaker 3>I think everyone should struggle, like all the time. I

0:44:01.960 --> 0:44:07.040
<v Speaker 3>think like getting above and out of struggling is is

0:44:07.120 --> 0:44:10.520
<v Speaker 3>the true accomplishment of life, Like you're always fighting if

0:44:10.520 --> 0:44:13.120
<v Speaker 3>that means I want. Yeah, like, right now, I'm like

0:44:13.680 --> 0:44:16.160
<v Speaker 3>level ninety nine and I'm just I'm just killing shit.

0:44:18.760 --> 0:44:21.879
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, well, uh, why don't you help other people who

0:44:21.880 --> 0:44:23.000
<v Speaker 2>you feel like are struggling?

0:44:26.360 --> 0:44:28.960
<v Speaker 3>Okay, so I thought about doing that, ironically enough, I

0:44:29.040 --> 0:44:30.920
<v Speaker 3>like wanted to be a social worker when I was,

0:44:31.120 --> 0:44:33.439
<v Speaker 3>you know, going to school, and I realized I don't

0:44:33.560 --> 0:44:39.440
<v Speaker 3>like people. I like smoking weed, playing video games, and like,

0:44:39.640 --> 0:44:42.600
<v Speaker 3>you know, I don't know, figuring shit out, and I

0:44:42.640 --> 0:44:44.080
<v Speaker 3>don't know. I guess I'm just still trying to figure

0:44:44.120 --> 0:44:44.799
<v Speaker 3>the shit out. Brother.

0:44:45.880 --> 0:44:50.600
<v Speaker 2>Yeah uh yeah, by the way, not liking people understood, understandable,

0:44:50.600 --> 0:44:58.680
<v Speaker 2>stood shit. I yeah, dude, uh uh, you're good.

0:44:58.719 --> 0:45:01.480
<v Speaker 4>Just play video games and then and then die respectably.

0:45:02.200 --> 0:45:07.640
<v Speaker 3>That's okay, hundred truly, while I'm dying, I'll think of

0:45:07.680 --> 0:45:10.560
<v Speaker 3>this conversation. And but before we get off the phone,

0:45:10.760 --> 0:45:11.200
<v Speaker 3>I want.

0:45:11.080 --> 0:45:12.960
<v Speaker 2>To just hold out before you say what you got

0:45:12.960 --> 0:45:16.040
<v Speaker 2>to say. I hope that in the next I hope,

0:45:16.040 --> 0:45:18.000
<v Speaker 2>first of all, you're thirty one. I hope you live.

0:45:18.920 --> 0:45:24.600
<v Speaker 2>I hope you live at least forty more years. And

0:45:24.680 --> 0:45:28.520
<v Speaker 2>I hope that forty years from now, forty fifty, I'll

0:45:28.560 --> 0:45:30.040
<v Speaker 2>give you fifty. I hope you live at least fifty

0:45:30.040 --> 0:45:32.480
<v Speaker 2>more years, and I hope fifty years from now that

0:45:32.680 --> 0:45:35.799
<v Speaker 2>so many other things have happened in your life that

0:45:35.840 --> 0:45:39.080
<v Speaker 2>are much more exciting than this conversation, such that you

0:45:39.080 --> 0:45:42.200
<v Speaker 2>you don't you're not thinking about it when you die?

0:45:43.840 --> 0:45:46.120
<v Speaker 3>What when else in my life? I'm going to talk

0:45:46.160 --> 0:45:48.359
<v Speaker 3>to a freaking get go man, like I don't.

0:45:48.480 --> 0:45:50.279
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, but there might have. There might be

0:45:50.360 --> 0:45:52.920
<v Speaker 2>other things in your life that also happened that aren't

0:45:52.960 --> 0:45:54.040
<v Speaker 2>just this.

0:45:55.719 --> 0:45:58.600
<v Speaker 3>Nah, do not, dude. I've been to you for years now,

0:45:59.120 --> 0:46:01.600
<v Speaker 3>I've like maybe tried to call her text in twice.

0:46:01.719 --> 0:46:04.560
<v Speaker 3>And also I'm so confused why people say you sound

0:46:04.560 --> 0:46:07.319
<v Speaker 3>different on the phone. You sound exactly the same. Like

0:46:07.440 --> 0:46:10.160
<v Speaker 3>you sound exactly the same. It's ridiculous.

0:46:10.640 --> 0:46:13.320
<v Speaker 4>I interrupted you as you were going to say something.

0:46:14.719 --> 0:46:17.000
<v Speaker 3>Oh no, I was just gonna say, like, you know,

0:46:17.520 --> 0:46:19.800
<v Speaker 3>to to you and the audience before you. You booted

0:46:19.800 --> 0:46:21.880
<v Speaker 3>me off the lines of someone else who's more interesting

0:46:21.920 --> 0:46:25.680
<v Speaker 3>can come and start talking, like, keep doing whatever the

0:46:25.719 --> 0:46:28.440
<v Speaker 3>hell you want to do unless you're hurting somebody yourself,

0:46:28.480 --> 0:46:30.879
<v Speaker 3>and then stop doing that immediately. That's it.

0:46:33.000 --> 0:46:35.280
<v Speaker 2>What's your name again? Carter?

0:46:35.440 --> 0:46:35.720
<v Speaker 3>Brother?

0:46:35.840 --> 0:46:40.000
<v Speaker 2>Carter Carter. I remembered it. Carter, Carter, I'm really happy

0:46:40.000 --> 0:46:43.200
<v Speaker 2>for you. I mean that I'm happy for you. I hope, uh,

0:46:43.640 --> 0:46:45.480
<v Speaker 2>keep keep doing. I'm gonna try to borrow some of

0:46:45.480 --> 0:46:46.959
<v Speaker 2>your energy.

0:46:47.160 --> 0:46:49.560
<v Speaker 3>One one last question. If you're playing Rivals of Ether,

0:46:49.600 --> 0:46:50.120
<v Speaker 3>who you playing?

0:46:50.160 --> 0:46:50.480
<v Speaker 5>Dude?

0:46:50.960 --> 0:46:53.800
<v Speaker 2>I know what it is. I'm not. I don't. I couldn't.

0:46:53.800 --> 0:46:56.240
<v Speaker 2>I can't name a single character. I only really play Melee.

0:46:57.440 --> 0:46:59.600
<v Speaker 3>Okay, okay, that's fair enough. I figured since you were

0:46:59.600 --> 0:47:01.400
<v Speaker 3>a Melee head, you would have at least been, like,

0:47:01.480 --> 0:47:04.120
<v Speaker 3>you know, maybe in the in the realm of Ether.

0:47:04.280 --> 0:47:07.319
<v Speaker 2>I like the lion guy. I'll say that, I like

0:47:07.400 --> 0:47:11.560
<v Speaker 2>the lion. I know there's a I like him. Take

0:47:11.560 --> 0:47:12.040
<v Speaker 2>care of Carter?

0:47:13.000 --> 0:47:13.880
<v Speaker 3>See your brother.

0:47:16.840 --> 0:47:21.680
<v Speaker 2>New game plus? Is that the key? I guess that's

0:47:21.719 --> 0:47:26.600
<v Speaker 2>the key the key he's I was. I wish, you know,

0:47:26.680 --> 0:47:28.080
<v Speaker 2>I wish I would have actually talked to him more

0:47:28.120 --> 0:47:30.160
<v Speaker 2>about that idea that he said that everyone should be

0:47:30.200 --> 0:47:36.080
<v Speaker 2>struggling all the time, because I don't. I don't know. Uh,

0:47:38.160 --> 0:47:44.360
<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I think that's true or not.

0:47:44.640 --> 0:47:48.799
<v Speaker 2>I have no idea. I'm not. I'm not God. I

0:47:48.840 --> 0:47:50.759
<v Speaker 2>wish I was. I actually I don't. I don't wish

0:47:50.760 --> 0:47:56.319
<v Speaker 2>I was God. That's way too much. That's too much

0:47:56.480 --> 0:48:00.480
<v Speaker 2>to be God. I'm perfectly okay. I think being mortal

0:48:00.560 --> 0:48:03.800
<v Speaker 2>is a good gig. You get eighty if you're lucky,

0:48:03.800 --> 0:48:07.640
<v Speaker 2>you get eighty years. If you're not, you get twelve,

0:48:10.440 --> 0:48:12.400
<v Speaker 2>and you could put whatever you get what you get,

0:48:12.560 --> 0:48:16.359
<v Speaker 2>and then then you die and then you're done. That's it.

0:48:16.440 --> 0:48:19.759
<v Speaker 2>You work over if you're a mortal, if you're God.

0:48:19.840 --> 0:48:22.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh it sounds like, oh my god, nothing sounds more

0:48:22.560 --> 0:48:29.719
<v Speaker 2>exhausting than being God and being a mortal. I'd rather

0:48:30.040 --> 0:48:33.239
<v Speaker 2>I'd rather go right now than than live forever. That's

0:48:33.280 --> 0:48:36.320
<v Speaker 2>too that's too much. Still so lonely. I think dying

0:48:36.320 --> 0:48:38.840
<v Speaker 2>would suck more if not everyone did it like it,

0:48:39.040 --> 0:48:41.520
<v Speaker 2>like if you like, if you're listening to this and

0:48:41.560 --> 0:48:44.359
<v Speaker 2>you're afraid of death, it's if you if you were

0:48:44.400 --> 0:48:47.479
<v Speaker 2>the only one where that had happened to that would

0:48:47.480 --> 0:48:51.279
<v Speaker 2>be really, that'd be really, that'd be horrifyingly sad if

0:48:51.320 --> 0:48:54.799
<v Speaker 2>you were the only one. But you're not. That's your

0:48:55.120 --> 0:48:58.920
<v Speaker 2>part of a bunch of stuff, and so so it's

0:48:58.960 --> 0:49:00.840
<v Speaker 2>not it's not good to be I don't know. I

0:49:01.160 --> 0:49:05.440
<v Speaker 2>haven't been talking for too long. I'm gonna end this. Hello.

0:49:06.840 --> 0:49:07.440
<v Speaker 5>Can you hear me?

0:49:08.440 --> 0:49:08.680
<v Speaker 2>Yes?

0:49:08.800 --> 0:49:08.880
<v Speaker 5>Hi?

0:49:09.120 --> 0:49:09.799
<v Speaker 2>What is your name?

0:49:11.120 --> 0:49:11.600
<v Speaker 5>Elena?

0:49:12.480 --> 0:49:15.000
<v Speaker 2>Elena? What's up? Elena? How you doing? Dude?

0:49:17.120 --> 0:49:21.520
<v Speaker 5>Nothing much, very chill today. I you know, opt on

0:49:21.520 --> 0:49:23.120
<v Speaker 5>your stream because I thought you were streaming.

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<v Speaker 2>Where are you? Sound like you're in a public place

0:49:26.320 --> 0:49:27.640
<v Speaker 2>of some kind.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh no, I am so sorry. I am in my

0:49:30.440 --> 0:49:31.040
<v Speaker 5>living room.

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<v Speaker 2>Very cool, very nice. Well Elena, what do you want

0:49:36.000 --> 0:49:37.960
<v Speaker 2>to talk about today?

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<v Speaker 5>Well? Actually I went to go see you in Pittsburgh

0:49:43.760 --> 0:49:46.239
<v Speaker 5>and I was like, like I kind of had a

0:49:46.239 --> 0:49:50.960
<v Speaker 5>little bit of a self realization based off of when

0:49:51.040 --> 0:49:54.680
<v Speaker 5>your uh, your guys is prompts.

0:49:56.280 --> 0:49:57.880
<v Speaker 2>One of our prompts.

0:49:58.920 --> 0:50:03.920
<v Speaker 5>Yeah. On the guy was talking about how, you know,

0:50:04.400 --> 0:50:06.680
<v Speaker 5>his life was perfect, and it was kind of like,

0:50:07.360 --> 0:50:08.640
<v Speaker 5>you know, yeah, I don't.

0:50:09.440 --> 0:50:11.560
<v Speaker 2>Can I can? I can I give the listeners some

0:50:11.640 --> 0:50:15.080
<v Speaker 2>context to what you're what you're about to talk about? Course,

0:50:15.800 --> 0:50:19.319
<v Speaker 2>So I did a show in in Pittsburgh at the

0:50:19.360 --> 0:50:22.439
<v Speaker 2>Bottle Rocket Comedy Club shout out the Battle Rocket Comedy Club.

0:50:22.480 --> 0:50:27.200
<v Speaker 2>That place rocks, and this guy came on stage and

0:50:27.200 --> 0:50:31.759
<v Speaker 2>he talked about how he's He basically was saying that

0:50:31.840 --> 0:50:36.680
<v Speaker 2>he's like an alcoholic, but that his life is pretty great,

0:50:36.760 --> 0:50:39.480
<v Speaker 2>and so he has no incentive to change. Would you

0:50:39.520 --> 0:50:40.400
<v Speaker 2>say that's accurate?

0:50:42.000 --> 0:50:43.040
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, that sounds about right.

0:50:44.920 --> 0:50:47.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah he was based. That's basically what he was saying.

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:51.400
<v Speaker 2>So tell me, tell me more about your experience.

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<v Speaker 6>Uh listening to him talk, yeah, so I was like, damn,

0:50:57.719 --> 0:51:01.440
<v Speaker 6>like I feel the I feel this way, like I

0:51:01.480 --> 0:51:03.919
<v Speaker 6>only have one hinderance in my life, and.

0:51:03.880 --> 0:51:08.800
<v Speaker 5>Besides that, I feel absolutely wonderful.

0:51:09.719 --> 0:51:14.120
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I didn't have good Uh. I was kind of

0:51:14.160 --> 0:51:16.799
<v Speaker 2>amazed by that guy too. I was thinking about his

0:51:16.880 --> 0:51:22.480
<v Speaker 2>situation because you know, he's he was definitely coming off

0:51:22.560 --> 0:51:24.640
<v Speaker 2>like he was more satisfied with his life than I

0:51:24.680 --> 0:51:31.880
<v Speaker 2>am with mine, and I didn't know, uh, And so

0:51:31.960 --> 0:51:34.719
<v Speaker 2>I really questioned it. I was really thinking about it.

0:51:34.760 --> 0:51:36.319
<v Speaker 2>I actually was thinking about that guy a lot as

0:51:36.400 --> 0:51:38.239
<v Speaker 2>while I was on stage with him and a little

0:51:38.280 --> 0:51:42.240
<v Speaker 2>bit after, because I was like, is if your life

0:51:42.320 --> 0:51:45.080
<v Speaker 2>is truly But that's the question, is there are you?

0:51:45.200 --> 0:51:46.680
<v Speaker 2>Is he Do you think he was maybe lying to

0:51:46.760 --> 0:51:49.400
<v Speaker 2>himself or maybe there was something we didn't know. I

0:51:49.680 --> 0:51:51.640
<v Speaker 2>don't know, but you know what if I don't actually

0:51:51.680 --> 0:51:53.080
<v Speaker 2>want to talk about that guy because he's not here

0:51:53.120 --> 0:51:54.880
<v Speaker 2>and you are, so tell me about your situation.

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<v Speaker 8>Right.

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<v Speaker 5>So I'm currently in school and I work a part

0:52:01.200 --> 0:52:07.319
<v Speaker 5>time job. But like I have one problem in my life,

0:52:07.320 --> 0:52:09.200
<v Speaker 5>and that's that I have chronic pain.

0:52:15.360 --> 0:52:17.080
<v Speaker 2>But your life is good other than that.

0:52:18.719 --> 0:52:22.640
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, I mean i'd say, like the problem with it though,

0:52:22.920 --> 0:52:28.000
<v Speaker 5>is you know, it definitely is a mental toll. And

0:52:28.160 --> 0:52:30.000
<v Speaker 5>so I guess that's what I wanted to talk to

0:52:30.000 --> 0:52:33.360
<v Speaker 5>you about today, because like, you know, it feels great otherwise,

0:52:33.400 --> 0:52:37.359
<v Speaker 5>but you know, brings it puts you down sometimes.

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<v Speaker 2>I do have to say, I think having chronic pain

0:52:40.239 --> 0:52:44.239
<v Speaker 2>is different from alcoholism because the chronic pain. Yeah, that

0:52:44.239 --> 0:52:47.560
<v Speaker 2>would say, that's a lot, that's a lot. Yeah, because

0:52:47.560 --> 0:52:49.839
<v Speaker 2>that guy was like, I drink seven beers a day

0:52:50.600 --> 0:52:53.880
<v Speaker 2>and my life is perfect, so I'm never gonna stop.

0:52:54.160 --> 0:52:57.200
<v Speaker 2>I think it's a little bit different from enjoy finding

0:52:57.560 --> 0:53:02.840
<v Speaker 2>way of finding how to uh really enjoy life despite

0:53:02.920 --> 0:53:06.600
<v Speaker 2>chronic pain. So I don't actually think those are remotely

0:53:06.640 --> 0:53:11.680
<v Speaker 2>comparable situations. But I'm I'm impressed. I'm impressed. I'm impressed

0:53:11.719 --> 0:53:12.719
<v Speaker 2>by it. Yeah, tell me more.

0:53:14.360 --> 0:53:18.560
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, So, I I've had a chronic pains for about

0:53:18.600 --> 0:53:23.520
<v Speaker 5>the past six years, and like you know, it's getting

0:53:23.560 --> 0:53:26.440
<v Speaker 5>to the point where I'm I'm a little snappy and

0:53:26.520 --> 0:53:31.520
<v Speaker 5>I feel terrible, And just to like preface, I I

0:53:31.560 --> 0:53:35.440
<v Speaker 5>did sign up to go to actual therapy, so but

0:53:36.040 --> 0:53:39.760
<v Speaker 5>I thought i'd call and get your opinion on it.

0:53:40.280 --> 0:53:42.240
<v Speaker 2>My opinion on what exactly.

0:53:43.360 --> 0:53:49.000
<v Speaker 5>Onke? How how do you think you would manage something

0:53:49.080 --> 0:53:52.520
<v Speaker 5>like this where you know it kind of hinders daily

0:53:52.600 --> 0:53:57.640
<v Speaker 5>life and just how to stay mentally well with it?

0:53:57.719 --> 0:54:01.840
<v Speaker 2>You know? But yeah, I used so sorry. I really wouldn't.

0:54:01.960 --> 0:54:07.759
<v Speaker 2>I really wouldn't. I was I was talking on the

0:54:07.840 --> 0:54:11.320
<v Speaker 2>last podcast. I was talking about that guy, Kendrick Norton Junior,

0:54:11.840 --> 0:54:16.200
<v Speaker 2>who got his arm cut off like five years ago

0:54:16.320 --> 0:54:18.399
<v Speaker 2>in a car accident. I don't know if you listened

0:54:18.440 --> 0:54:21.359
<v Speaker 2>to that, but that guy got his car cut off

0:54:21.360 --> 0:54:22.920
<v Speaker 2>in a car accident. And I was like looking at

0:54:22.920 --> 0:54:25.880
<v Speaker 2>his Instagram recently and he was like smiling and enjoying life.

0:54:26.320 --> 0:54:29.920
<v Speaker 2>And I don't have any advice. I have nothing for you,

0:54:29.960 --> 0:54:32.000
<v Speaker 2>because if that happened to me, I would just uh,

0:54:32.880 --> 0:54:43.920
<v Speaker 2>I would feel desolate. Right, Sorry, that's sorry. I don't know.

0:54:44.400 --> 0:54:46.560
<v Speaker 2>How do you deal with chronic physic I don't know, dude.

0:54:46.560 --> 0:54:50.160
<v Speaker 2>I had a cold last week and I almost fucking

0:54:50.239 --> 0:54:55.200
<v Speaker 2>had to kill myself. I mean, what kind of pain

0:54:55.239 --> 0:54:55.640
<v Speaker 2>do you have?

0:54:57.760 --> 0:55:01.279
<v Speaker 5>So abdominal pain and it's just like kind of like

0:55:01.320 --> 0:55:03.960
<v Speaker 5>a nice snapping you over and over again.

0:55:04.640 --> 0:55:10.080
<v Speaker 2>Mm hm mm hmmm. Uh. I mean, well, I don't

0:55:10.080 --> 0:55:12.160
<v Speaker 2>know why you want my opinion on it, because you're

0:55:12.440 --> 0:55:16.440
<v Speaker 2>you open to this call by saying that you're doing

0:55:16.680 --> 0:55:18.880
<v Speaker 2>great and enjoying life. So I mean I want your

0:55:18.880 --> 0:55:20.319
<v Speaker 2>opinion on it. Well, how do you do it?

0:55:22.480 --> 0:55:26.279
<v Speaker 5>I mean, I'm I'm pretty thankful for the things I have,

0:55:27.920 --> 0:55:32.439
<v Speaker 5>so like, yeah, life is life is great. But then

0:55:32.800 --> 0:55:36.720
<v Speaker 5>I feel so bad because I take, I take it's

0:55:36.719 --> 0:55:40.239
<v Speaker 5>it's more frustrating than anything to have the paint. So

0:55:40.360 --> 0:55:43.239
<v Speaker 5>I feel bad because like I get moody and snappy,

0:55:43.360 --> 0:55:46.560
<v Speaker 5>and my boyfriend has to deal with it and my friends,

0:55:46.600 --> 0:55:51.680
<v Speaker 5>so it's it's, you know, it's hard because I'm a

0:55:51.719 --> 0:56:01.960
<v Speaker 5>little bit of a I get moody, I guess so.

0:56:03.040 --> 0:56:05.000
<v Speaker 2>But so other than that, I mean, you're doing I

0:56:05.000 --> 0:56:07.400
<v Speaker 2>mean you have friends and you have a boyfriend, and

0:56:07.440 --> 0:56:15.200
<v Speaker 2>you're you're you're you're chilling withstanding it. Yeah that's pretty good. Uh,

0:56:15.239 --> 0:56:17.799
<v Speaker 2>I'm impressed. I'm impressed by that. Now, if I have

0:56:17.880 --> 0:56:20.120
<v Speaker 2>a little I have a little pimple on my nose,

0:56:20.239 --> 0:56:24.120
<v Speaker 2>and I'm about ready to just cut the whole fucking

0:56:24.160 --> 0:56:28.840
<v Speaker 2>thing off. So uh, yeah, I have. I have a

0:56:28.840 --> 0:56:31.600
<v Speaker 2>little pimple on my nose, and it's ruined my entire life.

0:56:31.640 --> 0:56:33.880
<v Speaker 2>I have like I have like big i have like

0:56:34.080 --> 0:56:36.960
<v Speaker 2>life plans that I want to get to and I'm like,

0:56:37.160 --> 0:56:40.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm waiting until the pimple on my nose is gone

0:56:40.760 --> 0:56:42.840
<v Speaker 2>for me. That's how much of a of a pussy

0:56:42.920 --> 0:56:44.879
<v Speaker 2>I am when it comes to like dealing with any

0:56:45.040 --> 0:56:50.120
<v Speaker 2>kind of pain or discomfort or sickness. So I applaud

0:56:50.160 --> 0:56:51.440
<v Speaker 2>you on this.

0:56:51.960 --> 0:56:58.040
<v Speaker 5>I appreciate that. Yeah, no, because, like I think, one

0:56:58.080 --> 0:57:04.200
<v Speaker 5>of the biggest factors to mental problems is actually another

0:57:04.239 --> 0:57:06.840
<v Speaker 5>thing from your show is the one guy was talking

0:57:06.880 --> 0:57:11.080
<v Speaker 5>about having a Oh my gosh, what's what's the male

0:57:11.120 --> 0:57:12.680
<v Speaker 5>opposite of a shysterectomy?

0:57:14.080 --> 0:57:18.400
<v Speaker 2>And and does scopy and and no no, no, all

0:57:18.520 --> 0:57:18.960
<v Speaker 2>that like.

0:57:20.960 --> 0:57:27.360
<v Speaker 5>No, no, the yeah vasectomy ohect me.

0:57:27.440 --> 0:57:30.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh yes, okay. So also at that Pittsburgh show, somebody

0:57:30.960 --> 0:57:34.920
<v Speaker 2>came on stage to talk about having a vasectomy. Yes, yes, yes, yeah.

0:57:35.840 --> 0:57:40.200
<v Speaker 5>And so you know, I'm currently in college and I've

0:57:40.200 --> 0:57:44.360
<v Speaker 5>gone to all these doctors since I had the problems,

0:57:44.400 --> 0:57:47.640
<v Speaker 5>and I was like, dude, if it's because it stems

0:57:47.640 --> 0:57:50.400
<v Speaker 5>from my uterus? And so I said, if you have

0:57:50.480 --> 0:57:52.800
<v Speaker 5>to take this out, because what I have is chronic,

0:57:53.160 --> 0:57:55.640
<v Speaker 5>If you have to take this out, I am one

0:57:55.680 --> 0:58:00.440
<v Speaker 5>hundred percent willing. And unlike male doctors, they say, oh no,

0:58:00.840 --> 0:58:04.720
<v Speaker 5>like you can't really do anything, like you're too young,

0:58:04.840 --> 0:58:06.760
<v Speaker 5>you might change your mind, stuff like that.

0:58:11.160 --> 0:58:14.960
<v Speaker 2>So wait, so male doctors are more likely to take

0:58:14.960 --> 0:58:18.560
<v Speaker 2>out the uterus than the female doctors. No, like.

0:58:20.120 --> 0:58:24.120
<v Speaker 5>The women are less likely to be able to have

0:58:25.040 --> 0:58:32.120
<v Speaker 5>a permanent change to their like reproductive organs than males.

0:58:32.200 --> 0:58:35.080
<v Speaker 5>Like males are more likely to get the yes women,

0:58:35.320 --> 0:58:38.480
<v Speaker 5>it's like, no, you your husband might want kids. Stuff

0:58:38.520 --> 0:58:39.040
<v Speaker 5>like that.

0:58:39.920 --> 0:58:40.600
<v Speaker 2>Is so art.

0:58:40.720 --> 0:58:43.320
<v Speaker 4>Have you tried to get your uterus removed?

0:58:44.600 --> 0:58:46.800
<v Speaker 5>Yes? I haven't. They've all told me and no, you're

0:58:46.800 --> 0:58:48.080
<v Speaker 5>too young, you're too young.

0:58:48.920 --> 0:58:49.560
<v Speaker 2>How old are you?

0:58:50.920 --> 0:58:51.840
<v Speaker 5>I am nineteen?

0:58:53.520 --> 0:58:54.480
<v Speaker 2>Uh?

0:58:54.560 --> 0:58:54.800
<v Speaker 1>I mean?

0:58:55.240 --> 0:58:59.360
<v Speaker 2>Is did the doctors tell you that if you got

0:58:59.360 --> 0:59:00.840
<v Speaker 2>it removed, we get rid of the pain.

0:59:02.960 --> 0:59:05.880
<v Speaker 5>They said that it could help. And at this point

0:59:05.960 --> 0:59:07.800
<v Speaker 5>I'm like, I will do anything.

0:59:10.920 --> 0:59:20.600
<v Speaker 2>Well, she that's cool. Do do go do do go

0:59:21.120 --> 0:59:26.000
<v Speaker 2>see a doctor and whatever the doctor says, that's probably cool.

0:59:27.960 --> 0:59:32.520
<v Speaker 2>Right do you take like do you take like meds

0:59:32.560 --> 0:59:34.600
<v Speaker 2>for it? Yeah?

0:59:34.720 --> 0:59:38.520
<v Speaker 5>I do. The problem with that is, like I am

0:59:38.640 --> 0:59:43.200
<v Speaker 5>very against because I understand opioid Egyptian. So it's not

0:59:43.280 --> 0:59:46.200
<v Speaker 5>like the stuff they give me isn't very strong and

0:59:46.240 --> 0:59:47.160
<v Speaker 5>it doesn't really help.

0:59:48.400 --> 0:59:57.240
<v Speaker 2>Mm hm m hmm. Well you can. I mean, uh, well,

0:59:57.280 --> 1:00:00.840
<v Speaker 2>this is good, this is uh again. I'm impressed that

1:00:00.880 --> 1:00:04.760
<v Speaker 2>you're able to withstand any any pain of any kind.

1:00:05.080 --> 1:00:07.360
<v Speaker 2>And unlike the guy who came on stage and then

1:00:07.280 --> 1:00:09.480
<v Speaker 2>the Pittsburgh show, you don't have to drink seven beers

1:00:09.480 --> 1:00:13.560
<v Speaker 2>to do it, So you know, good on, good on you,

1:00:13.640 --> 1:00:15.760
<v Speaker 2>good on you. What's your what's your name again?

1:00:16.880 --> 1:00:17.360
<v Speaker 5>Elena?

1:00:18.160 --> 1:00:22.040
<v Speaker 2>Elena? Well, Alena, is there anything else that you want

1:00:22.040 --> 1:00:24.880
<v Speaker 2>to say to the people of the computer or anything

1:00:24.920 --> 1:00:25.919
<v Speaker 2>at all before we go?

1:00:28.840 --> 1:00:31.360
<v Speaker 5>If the dear guy from Pittsburgh is watching, he did

1:00:31.400 --> 1:00:32.240
<v Speaker 5>a great job.

1:00:32.520 --> 1:00:34.320
<v Speaker 2>He did do a great job. He did do a

1:00:34.360 --> 1:00:38.280
<v Speaker 2>great job. Well, thank you very much for calling, Lena.

1:00:39.520 --> 1:00:40.800
<v Speaker 5>Yes, thank you for answering.

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<v Speaker 2>Have a good one you too. If it'll, honestly, dude,

1:00:46.960 --> 1:00:49.840
<v Speaker 2>if it'll stop this, if it'll get rid of this

1:00:49.920 --> 1:00:52.080
<v Speaker 2>pimple on my nose, I'll I will also get rid

1:00:52.120 --> 1:00:55.440
<v Speaker 2>of my uterus. I don't know if anyone knows a

1:00:55.480 --> 1:00:58.160
<v Speaker 2>doctor that can that will be willing to let me,

1:00:58.360 --> 1:01:01.960
<v Speaker 2>that will be willing to remove my uterists to stop

1:01:03.120 --> 1:01:07.120
<v Speaker 2>my nose pimple. By the way, for reference the deer

1:01:07.160 --> 1:01:09.720
<v Speaker 2>guy that she was referring to, I'll tell this story.

1:01:10.680 --> 1:01:14.280
<v Speaker 2>There was a guy in the comments section of my

1:01:14.360 --> 1:01:19.240
<v Speaker 2>YouTube channel shout out my boy Leon. This guy comments

1:01:19.320 --> 1:01:21.280
<v Speaker 2>on one of my YouTube videos and he goes he

1:01:21.320 --> 1:01:25.320
<v Speaker 2>says something like, hey man, I started doing stand up

1:01:25.560 --> 1:01:31.479
<v Speaker 2>comedy very recently, and I wanted and I started doing

1:01:31.480 --> 1:01:34.960
<v Speaker 2>this bit where I dress up like a deer and

1:01:35.000 --> 1:01:38.520
<v Speaker 2>I tell deer jokes. And I saw you coming to Pittsburgh,

1:01:39.560 --> 1:01:41.400
<v Speaker 2>and I was wondering if I could open for you.

1:01:41.800 --> 1:01:44.800
<v Speaker 2>And I didn't look at any of his YouTube videos beforehand.

1:01:44.960 --> 1:01:51.400
<v Speaker 2>I was just like, I was like zero vetting. I responded,

1:01:51.440 --> 1:01:55.840
<v Speaker 2>and I was like, absolutely, of course, of course, random

1:01:55.920 --> 1:01:58.920
<v Speaker 2>person from my YouTube comments, you can absolutely open for

1:01:59.000 --> 1:02:05.960
<v Speaker 2>my show in Pittsburgh. And he came and uh, he

1:02:06.000 --> 1:02:07.920
<v Speaker 2>did this show and he was at He was actually

1:02:08.240 --> 1:02:12.080
<v Speaker 2>really fucking good. He was really fucking good. He honestly,

1:02:12.640 --> 1:02:17.280
<v Speaker 2>I'm not saying this like I really mean this. I

1:02:17.320 --> 1:02:20.880
<v Speaker 2>think he did better than I did. I genuinely like

1:02:20.880 --> 1:02:24.959
<v Speaker 2>like when just crowd reaction, he did better than I did.

1:02:25.120 --> 1:02:30.840
<v Speaker 2>So we are we are one for one on putting

1:02:30.840 --> 1:02:36.120
<v Speaker 2>our faith in people. From the YouTube comments, uh so,

1:02:36.200 --> 1:02:38.320
<v Speaker 2>shout out Leon, shout out the deer guy.

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<v Speaker 4>So you went to art school for two years and

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<v Speaker 4>then you had to leave.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you have to leave?

1:03:26.440 --> 1:03:28.120
<v Speaker 1>I mean, the main reason I'm gonna be boring with

1:03:28.160 --> 1:03:29.160
<v Speaker 1>you in money.

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<v Speaker 5>Holy shit.

1:03:31.200 --> 1:03:33.640
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, that's great. That's by the by the way, by

1:03:33.680 --> 1:03:35.720
<v Speaker 2>the way, by the way, a great reason to leave

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<v Speaker 2>art school. No shade on the arts, but a little

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<v Speaker 2>shade on art school, because like, look, man, if you

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<v Speaker 2>want to be an artist, you can learn how to

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<v Speaker 2>be a great artist to just on the fucking internet.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you don't need to give some fucking douchebag

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<v Speaker 2>two hundred thousand dollars anyway. I mean, you're you're, you

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<v Speaker 2>are done with that?

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<v Speaker 6>Now?

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<v Speaker 9>Do you?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you in any debt?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah yeah yeah yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>How much?

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<v Speaker 3>How it's not great?

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<v Speaker 9>What is it?

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<v Speaker 1>I want to say?

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<v Speaker 5>At least twenty to thirty thousand?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, all right, yeah, I've I've heard, I've heard

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<v Speaker 2>worst numbers. If you want to hear this full conversation,

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<v Speaker 2>therapy Gecko dot supercast dot com, or find the link

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<v Speaker 2>in the episode description that's therapy Gecko dot supercast dot com.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, I have nothing else to say. Therapy goes

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<v Speaker 2>on the line, taking your phone calls every nine dec

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<v Speaker 2>goes to just teaching you.

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<v Speaker 3>The line's exper