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Speaker 1: This is the Ben and Ashley I Almost Famous podcast

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Speaker 2: Hey everyone, welcome back to another episode of Almost Famous.

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Speaker 2: Today we have a special guest. It is Maddie Pruitt Trout.

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Speaker 2: She's coming on to talk about her new book, The

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Speaker 2: Love Everybody Wants. What you're looking for, It's already yours.

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Speaker 3: She in her last release, she was a best selling author.

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Speaker 3: Very excited to hear from her. Let's bring her on now.

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Speaker 2: Maddie. Hello, this is your post marriage Finding your Guy

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Speaker 2: book and I love this. Where should we begin, Like,

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Speaker 2: who needs to read this book?

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Speaker 4: Everybody?

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Speaker 5: I put the word everybody in my title for even

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Speaker 5: me married, even you married.

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Speaker 4: This is what's crazy.

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Speaker 5: I started writing this book single, okay, single and miserable

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Speaker 5: and mad that I was single, And then halfway through

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Speaker 5: writing this book I actually met Grant and finish this

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Speaker 5: manuscript a few months into marriage. And it's really crazy

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Speaker 5: that this message that I started writing single applies.

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Speaker 4: To me now married, which is just fun.

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Speaker 5: But yeah, I really do feel like this is a

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Speaker 5: book for everybody, no matter your upbringing, no matter your age,

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Speaker 5: no matter your relationship status.

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Speaker 4: I do think that this is a message that applies

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Speaker 4: to everybody.

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Speaker 3: I'm glad you got married, And maybe for a reason

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Speaker 3: that isn't obvious, because I no longer have people messaging

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Speaker 3: me seeing will you please set me up with? Which

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Speaker 3: happened all the time. So you've you've lighted my load

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Speaker 3: a lot thanks to getting married. So with that being said,

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Speaker 3: you obviously came off of the show and you weren't

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Speaker 3: hurting for people trying to date you. What made Grant different? Like,

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Speaker 3: let's go back to that, Like what did he do

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Speaker 3: that the million other people that were in the day

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Speaker 3: you didn't do.

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Speaker 5: You know, this is one of my favorite questions because

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Speaker 5: I get to brag about my favorite person in this world.

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Speaker 5: But I think one thing that was so different about

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Speaker 5: Grant And this is gonna sound, you know, like a

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Speaker 5: cheesy Christian answer, but it's actually just the truth. I

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Speaker 5: had never in my life met a man who had

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Speaker 5: the joy that he had, the confidence that he had,

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Speaker 5: and the way that he shared, the way that Jesus

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Speaker 5: had changed his life, and the way he shared just

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Speaker 5: his love for people and to make a difference and

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Speaker 5: to live a life on purpose.

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Speaker 4: I just was literally blown away.

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Speaker 5: Like I walked away from the date and I called

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Speaker 5: my mom and I started crying, and I was like,

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Speaker 5: I literally just met my husband and I never I

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Speaker 5: had never been that type of girl before. I'm like, okay,

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Speaker 5: here's the four hundred you know, things you have to

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Speaker 4: And I just, I mean, I just knew.

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Speaker 5: And of course I the next you know, however, many

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Speaker 5: months after that evaluating, you know, like, let me look

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Speaker 5: at your patterns, you know, let me evaluate us together

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Speaker 5: and make sure we are you know, God's best for

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Speaker 5: each other. But I just knew off the bat, and

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Speaker 5: it just was his joy, his love for God, the

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Speaker 5: I just I just knew. But I mean, there's so

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Speaker 5: much into that. But yeah, I think like, pretty immediately

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Speaker 5: God gave me peace, and just the way that I

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Speaker 2: How'd you guys meet the real?

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Speaker 5: Okay, well, this was funny. I was on a podcast

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Speaker 5: about my other book made for this moment, and at

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Speaker 5: was like, hey, are you single, and I was like, well,

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Speaker 5: I mean I am, but I'm not looking for anyone

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Speaker 5: the date. And I was like, he's cute. He played

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Speaker 5: We didn't know each other at all, and just like

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Speaker 4: He had never watched the show. He didn't know.

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Speaker 5: Anything about my life other than like he had found

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Speaker 4: But yeah, it was. It was pretty wild.

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Speaker 6: So there's a I want to dig in for a

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Speaker 3: Guys, met he impressed you on the first day.

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Speaker 6: You knew something special was going to happen.

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Speaker 3: Obviously for myself growing up in the church and still

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Speaker 3: being very connected to my faith. I have a lot

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Speaker 3: There's a lot to that we could walk through and

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Speaker 6: Mister perfect, and mister perfect doesn't exist.

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Speaker 3: And so I so you mentioned earlier, said okay, on

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Speaker 6: You were attract to all those things.

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Speaker 3: And you're like, something specially here, and then you went

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Speaker 3: the four hundred other things that made sure that there

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Speaker 3: Hundred other things that I think there's a problem because

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Speaker 3: not all four hundred check off totally, and that one

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Speaker 4: Yeah, totally.

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Speaker 5: I mean I have so I have a few different

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Speaker 4: And so I have a whole chapter on that.

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Speaker 5: But I do think that that is an important, an

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Speaker 4: It's not real.

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Speaker 5: No one's perfect, you're not, We're not perfect. I'm not perfect.

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Speaker 5: it always came back to like what do I value most?

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Speaker 5: And I'm such a big believer personally just in peace,

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Speaker 2: What was initially a red flag or a difference that

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Speaker 6: It's a great question.

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Speaker 5: That is a good question because I I write all

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Speaker 5: my book Grant had past relationships. There were many that

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Speaker 3: grace and forgiveness within that, and all these things that

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Speaker 3: are told over and over again within the church. I

439
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Speaker 3: think books like yours can help bring a reality to

440
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Speaker 3: people that are pursuing in dating and so My question

441
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Speaker 3: then with this is if there's somebody out there I

442
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Speaker 3: want to go to the single person who is listening

443
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Speaker 3: to say, I'm going to read the book. I just

444
00:21:41,040 --> 00:21:43,680
Speaker 3: love Maddie. I read anything she writes, and I'm very

445
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Speaker 3: intrigued by this book. What's gain Let me rephrase this.

446
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Speaker 3: What's the message to the reader that you hope they

447
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Speaker 3: get from your book? Yeah, in general, married, single, dating, whatever,

448
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Speaker 3: in general?

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Speaker 5: I think it's a two part one I want to

450
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Speaker 5: speak to because you alluded to this, I think one

451
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Speaker 5: of the biggest messages that I truly do want, you know,

452
00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:07,920
Speaker 5: people to take away from this again, no matter where

453
00:22:08,000 --> 00:22:10,760
Speaker 5: their faith background is, or who they are, what they

454
00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:13,760
Speaker 5: come from, or the decisions they made up until this point,

455
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Speaker 5: is truly that a partner in life is not meant

456
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Speaker 5: to complete you and will never complete you.

457
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Speaker 4: And they are meant to be a compliment to you.

458
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Speaker 5: They're meant to add value to your life. They are

459
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Speaker 5: meant to be an addition, but not a completion, And

460
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Speaker 5: that your purpose is not a person, your identity is

461
00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:36,879
Speaker 5: not a relationship status. We have so much value to

462
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Speaker 5: add to this world no matter we are, if we're

463
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Speaker 5: in a single season of life, a married season of life.

464
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Speaker 5: Our heart cannot be whole and complete by anyone else

465
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Speaker 5: other than the one who created it. And so that

466
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Speaker 5: is something that I'm extremely passionate about, is just helping

467
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Speaker 5: especially women, understand like you don't have to compromise your

468
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Speaker 5: values and convictions. You don't have to change who you

469
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Speaker 5: are in order to be liked and a except by

470
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Speaker 5: someone else. You actually can just be exactly who God

471
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Speaker 5: has called you to be and trust that you are

472
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Speaker 5: where you are for a reason and that you're not

473
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Speaker 5: walking around less whole or half a person, waiting for

474
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Speaker 5: someone else to come along and complete you.

475
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Speaker 4: Like there there is so much.

476
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Speaker 5: There's just so much on your life, and I just

477
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Speaker 5: think that's something that I'm super super passionate about. And

478
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Speaker 5: then really the inspiration behind this book came when, you know,

479
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Speaker 5: I was at a place in my life where I

480
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Speaker 5: was miserable being single and I didn't want to be single,

481
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Speaker 5: and every single one of my friends were getting married

482
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Speaker 5: and I think I had caught like fifteen wedding bouquets,

483
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Speaker 5: and I was like, in this thing supposed to like

484
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Speaker 5: do something, you.

485
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Speaker 4: Know, like I aren't I supposed to be married by now?

486
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Speaker 5: Like I was so confused, and I was frustrated, and

487
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Speaker 5: I was like, Okay, I thought I was gonna be

488
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Speaker 5: married by you know, this age, and I thought I

489
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Speaker 5: would be having kids by now, and I thought this

490
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Speaker 5: is what my life would look like.

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Speaker 4: And I was just so frustrated.

492
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Speaker 5: And I remember, you know, reading in the Bible Matthew

493
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Speaker 5: twenty two the two Greatest Commandments that I grew up

494
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Speaker 5: hearing like a million times in church, and I was like, okay,

495
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Speaker 5: Like God, why are you like you know, these verses

496
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Speaker 5: on my heart? But it was like I saw it

497
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Speaker 5: in a new light. And in these verses it talks about,

498
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Speaker 5: you know, our two greatest commandments, our greatest calling and

499
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Speaker 5: purpose in this life is to love the Lord, our

500
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Speaker 5: God with all of our heart, soul, in mind. And

501
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Speaker 5: then the second says and to love your neighbor as yourself.

502
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Speaker 5: And for the first time I saw these three loves

503
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Speaker 5: being highlighted to me, and not only the importance of

504
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Speaker 5: these three loves, but the importance of the order of

505
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Speaker 5: these three loves. And so in this book I wanted

506
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Speaker 5: to talk about Hey, it starts as the foundation. God's

507
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Speaker 5: love is the foundation for everything in which we build

508
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Speaker 5: on and if we don't get that right, it's like

509
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Speaker 5: we're trying to build a house on quicksand it's like

510
00:24:38,160 --> 00:24:41,040
Speaker 5: it's gonna fall, it's gonna mess up, it's gonna be like,

511
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Speaker 5: especially when storms of life come, like, we've got to

512
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Speaker 5: have our foundation built on something greater than ourselves and

513
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Speaker 5: on something greater than this world. And so having our

514
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Speaker 5: life and our love life built on God's love. And

515
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Speaker 5: then the second is learning to love and value ourselves.

516
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Speaker 5: I think for a lot of us, we don't know

517
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Speaker 5: how to love ourselves and we definitely don't know how

518
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Speaker 5: to like ourselve. And so it's like, how do we

519
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Speaker 5: learn how to value ourselves, see ourselves as valuable so

520
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Speaker 5: that we can enter into these relationships and with other

521
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Speaker 5: people from a place of I know who I am,

522
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Speaker 5: and whether you accept me or reject me, that doesn't

523
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Speaker 5: take or steal from my you know the reality of

524
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Speaker 5: my identity and who I am, and being able to

525
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Speaker 5: enter relationships from a place of abundance and not lack,

526
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Speaker 5: not looking to be completed, but looking to find someone

527
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Speaker 5: to compliment, and looking for someone to compliment us. And

528
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Speaker 5: so those are the two you know, first two loves

529
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Speaker 5: and then the third is, you know, from those two places,

530
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Speaker 5: having healthy and strong relationships with God and ourselves, then

531
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Speaker 5: we're able to you know, develop healthy and strong relationships

532
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Speaker 5: with other people. And so it's getting those relationships in

533
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Speaker 5: order that we're able to have the thriving relationships in

534
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Speaker 5: love that we all do down't want.

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Speaker 2: So my Nanny Dawson s Nanni. She is the most

536
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Speaker 2: amazing angel on earth and I'm so blessed to have her.

537
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Speaker 2: Like when we found her, we were like, what's your schedule, Like,

538
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Speaker 2: like what do you need us to work around? And

539
00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:06,879
Speaker 2: she was like, I just want to go to church

540
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Speaker 2: on Sundays, like I could have Sundays mainly off. And

541
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Speaker 2: I was like, you're hired. Answer. She's just literally the

542
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:21,840
Speaker 2: perfect partner I could ever imagine for somebody. But she

543
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Speaker 2: says that like she has a really hard time dating

544
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Speaker 2: because like she basically just dates in her church's circle.

545
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Speaker 2: So like all the people in her church are just

546
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Speaker 2: they just kind of that's the pool. That's the dating pool.

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Speaker 2: What advice do you have for her? Like somebody who's

548
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Speaker 2: looking for somebody of faith, but like it's it's having

549
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Speaker 2: a hard time finding it.

550
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Speaker 4: Well, you're not alone and I understand that.

551
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Speaker 5: I remember being at a place where I felt like, Okay,

552
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Speaker 5: at some point, I'm going to have to compromise, Like

553
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Speaker 5: at some point, I'm going to have to just settle

554
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Speaker 5: because like I'm just not seeing anybody who's you know,

555
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Speaker 5: reaching that like level that I.

556
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Speaker 4: Had just been praying for, hoping for.

557
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Speaker 5: And so I remember having that doubt and that frustration

558
00:27:03,880 --> 00:27:06,200
Speaker 5: for a very long time. And every relationship that I

559
00:27:06,240 --> 00:27:08,280
Speaker 5: would see or that I would even like start talking

560
00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:10,280
Speaker 5: to someone, it was like they would have, you know,

561
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:12,400
Speaker 5: certain qualities that I'm like, that's awesome, but I would

562
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Speaker 5: have to settle in this area.

563
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Speaker 4: I just would.

564
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Speaker 5: I mean, I would continue to encourage her and those listening.

565
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Speaker 5: You know, your environment does matter, like I do love

566
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Speaker 5: that she is in a church environment, looking you know,

567
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Speaker 5: for a spouse. I think your environment matters and making

568
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Speaker 5: sure that you are setting yourself up for success by

569
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Speaker 5: being in an environment in which you would want to find,

570
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Speaker 5: you know, a potential partner and someone that you would

571
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Speaker 5: you know, want to spend the rest of your life with.

572
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Speaker 5: I think, like, you know, for me, it's like what

573
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Speaker 5: you know, what are the things that matter most to her?

574
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Speaker 5: What are the you know, what's the checklist I guess

575
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Speaker 5: that she's looking for. And I think for me, it

576
00:27:50,400 --> 00:27:53,239
Speaker 5: finally came down to like three things and I call

577
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Speaker 5: it like my three c's you know in the in

578
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Speaker 5: the book. But the first one is just convictions, like

579
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Speaker 5: what are what are what are his convictions? Like is

580
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Speaker 5: he actually following Jesus or does he just say that

581
00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:07,520
Speaker 5: he like follows Jesus? Like is he actually living a

582
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Speaker 5: life that reflects what he says he believes? And then

583
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Speaker 5: two is character like is he a person of his word?

584
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Speaker 5: Is he someone who you know finishes what he starts?

585
00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,960
Speaker 5: Is he someone who is trustworthy? Is he someone who

586
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Speaker 5: speaks highly of other people and is life giving?

587
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Speaker 4: And then the last one is chemistry. I'm like, yeah,

588
00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,240
Speaker 4: like I wanna I want to like looking at you.

589
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Speaker 2: I want to I want to be able to want

590
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Speaker 2: to kiss you.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I know right, Like I'm like, I mean, I

592
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Speaker 5: had I admire the people that are like that does

593
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Speaker 5: not matter.

594
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Speaker 4: I admire that.

595
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Speaker 5: To me, I was like, I'm going to be laying

596
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Speaker 5: down next to you every single every single night when

597
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Speaker 5: we get married one.

598
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Speaker 4: Day, So I wanna I want to like looking at you?

599
00:28:48,560 --> 00:28:49,880
Speaker 4: And so yeah, I mean for me.

600
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Speaker 5: I finally just like I I narrowed it down to

601
00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:54,360
Speaker 5: those three things, and I was like, this is what

602
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Speaker 5: this is what would it would take for me to

603
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Speaker 5: like say I'm your girlfriend and and just start dating.

604
00:29:00,960 --> 00:29:02,800
Speaker 5: And then I you know, there's a whole other set

605
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Speaker 5: of things that I evaluated once we started dating, evaluating

606
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Speaker 5: could you be you know, my spouse? But I would

607
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:12,200
Speaker 5: just say, you know, define what those deal breakers are, Like,

608
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Speaker 5: define what those things are that you're looking for. I

609
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:15,920
Speaker 5: think for a lot of people, they don't find what

610
00:29:15,960 --> 00:29:18,560
Speaker 5: they're looking for because they don't know what they're looking for.

611
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Speaker 5: They don't have they don't have sure vision for like

612
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Speaker 5: what it is that they actually want. They're just basing

613
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Speaker 5: it off of feelings or they're basing it off of culture.

614
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Speaker 5: And it's like, hey, you gotta know, like at the

615
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:32,920
Speaker 5: end of the day, what's going to be who do

616
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Speaker 5: you want to spend the rest of your life with?

617
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Speaker 5: Like what kind of person do you want to be with?

618
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Speaker 5: What kind of person do you want raising your children?

619
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Speaker 5: One day and asking yourself those serious questions and then praying,

620
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Speaker 5: like I wrote down those things and I just started

621
00:29:44,600 --> 00:29:46,360
Speaker 5: praying and I was like, Okay, Lord, if this is

622
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Speaker 5: if this is your will for my life, like this is,

623
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Speaker 5: this is what I'm believing for.

624
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Speaker 2: Do you think that your person who you decided to

625
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Speaker 2: be with is like a choice and that there's many

626
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Speaker 2: people out there that could be the person that you

627
00:30:10,960 --> 00:30:13,280
Speaker 2: can live a happy life with, or do you feel

628
00:30:13,320 --> 00:30:15,360
Speaker 2: that like God destined you to be with Grant.

629
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Speaker 5: So here's where I played devil's advocate on both sides.

630
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Speaker 5: I don't have just a point blank answers that question.

631
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Speaker 4: I've heard.

632
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Speaker 5: I've heard many different people have point blank answers to

633
00:30:30,240 --> 00:30:35,200
Speaker 5: that question. I think in my particular situation, there were

634
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Speaker 5: many moments I one thousand percent could have married someone else,

635
00:30:38,800 --> 00:30:40,520
Speaker 5: and I think God would have blessed it, and I

636
00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:41,200
Speaker 5: think it would.

637
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Speaker 4: Have been I think it would have been a good marriage.

638
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:45,800
Speaker 4: I really do. You know.

639
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Speaker 5: I dated someone for four years in college and he

640
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:53,040
Speaker 5: loved God and we you know, had similar just value

641
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:56,560
Speaker 5: statements for life. We saw things the same way, and

642
00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:58,840
Speaker 5: we had fun together and you know, he checked off

643
00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:01,880
Speaker 5: the three c's that I just listed off. But at

644
00:31:01,880 --> 00:31:03,600
Speaker 5: the end of the day, like the one thing that

645
00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 5: was missing for me was peace, Like I just did

646
00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:07,680
Speaker 5: not have a peace, Like I could not.

647
00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:12,040
Speaker 4: I could not get my heart around like you are.

648
00:31:12,520 --> 00:31:15,000
Speaker 5: Just who I'm supposed to be with and it and

649
00:31:15,080 --> 00:31:17,160
Speaker 5: again it was like I could have just made the decision.

650
00:31:17,240 --> 00:31:19,040
Speaker 5: I could have just been like, no, we're gonna We're like,

651
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,120
Speaker 5: we're gonna get married, and I think it would have

652
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:23,040
Speaker 5: been fine. And so that's where like I go back

653
00:31:23,120 --> 00:31:26,240
Speaker 5: and forth, because I do I do feel now I'm like, no,

654
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:29,160
Speaker 5: Grant was literally God's best for me, and I'm so

655
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,720
Speaker 5: glad that I didn't settle. I am glad that I

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Speaker 5: trusted just those little inklings. Like I think a lot

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Speaker 5: of times we have gut feelings that sometimes we ignore,

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Speaker 5: you know, where it's like, oh, I think there's more,

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Speaker 5: I think there's better. I think God has something different

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Speaker 5: for me, and we can choose to push those down,

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Speaker 5: those feelings down, and just do whatever we want. And

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Speaker 5: I do think if we still give it to God,

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Speaker 5: he could still bless it. So I do think that

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Speaker 5: there's many different people that, you know, we could be with.

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Speaker 5: I don't know that I would say there's just one

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Speaker 5: soul mate out there. I don't know that I believe

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Speaker 5: in like the definition of a soulmate, but I will

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Speaker 5: say you know, I do believe Grant is God's best.

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Speaker 5: So I feel like I'm contradicting myself, but I just

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Speaker 5: I do think that for me, it came down to

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Speaker 5: just like peace, Like I didn't have peace about the

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Speaker 5: guy that I could have married, and then I had

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Speaker 5: so much peace about Grant from the very beginning, and

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Speaker 5: like followed that piece till the end, and so naturally

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Speaker 5: I can say I do think that he was God's

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Speaker 5: best for me.

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Speaker 4: But at the same time, do I think I could

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Speaker 4: have married someone else?

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Speaker 2: Absolutely, I think that's a great answer. Thank you so much.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I was like, I was like, I don't know,

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Speaker 5: I feel like I'm running ad.

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Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, it all makes sense for sure. Well, Maddie,

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Speaker 2: thank you so much. When is the book out?

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Speaker 4: The book is out September nineteenth.

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Speaker 2: Y'd literally any day now.

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Speaker 4: I know. It's literally crazy it's here.

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Speaker 5: I've been working on it, Like I said, I started

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Speaker 5: writing it singles, So I feel like I've been working

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Speaker 5: on this thing for forever, and so I'm very very

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Speaker 5: excited that it's here.

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Speaker 2: Well, thank you so much. We are really excited for you.

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Speaker 2: You are, You're killing it. You're doing a great job.

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Speaker 2: Just a good leader in this world. All right, thank you,

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Speaker 2: Siya bye again.

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Speaker 3: If everybody wants to pick up the love everybody wants,

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Speaker 3: what you're looking for is already yours. By Mattie Pruitt Trout.

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Speaker 3: It is her recent addition to using her wisdom and

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Speaker 3: her words and her faith so all of us can

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Speaker 3: enjoy what she's learning and what she's going through.

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Speaker 6: So make sure you pick that up. Thanks for Maddie

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Speaker 6: for coming on. Until next time, I've Been Ben, I've

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Speaker 6: been Ashley.

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Speaker 5: See you.

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