WEBVTT - Boo'd Up, Break Up's and Ego Trips 0:00:09.720 --> 0:00:12.320 As smooth as a baseline, and I got hopes and dreams, 0:00:12.360 --> 0:00:14.680 So chase yours, and I'm a chase man. In the daytime, 0:00:14.760 --> 0:00:17.080 Mama was laid low. Platten on how to come up 0:00:17.120 --> 0:00:18.880 on some change so I can throw the homie gain 0:00:18.960 --> 0:00:21.280 the rain drover. Two pays here, So the game's over 0:00:21.440 --> 0:00:22.239 for all the clowns. 0:00:22.239 --> 0:00:22.840 I didn't think of. 0:00:22.880 --> 0:00:25.279 Agle to shut the ship down. They didn't know that 0:00:25.320 --> 0:00:27.880 I could give down like a motherfucking pool. I'm cooled 0:00:27.880 --> 0:00:29.440 as a band, and I'm a fan of the man 0:00:29.520 --> 0:00:31.640 that blesses me with the recipee to teach the mess. 0:00:31.680 --> 0:00:32.440 It's it's up one of. 0:00:32.440 --> 0:00:34.319 My glasses and get down the breast tax s. It's 0:00:34.320 --> 0:00:36.360 a rap and it's a wrap. Shut the fucking page. 0:00:36.400 --> 0:00:39.400 You might see like your dick con. I'm pretty sick though, piplos. 0:00:39.440 --> 0:00:41.480 I got a buddy that flips those that CALLI drove. 0:00:41.560 --> 0:00:43.280 You don't live in Cali in the valley though, but 0:00:43.360 --> 0:00:45.480 you know we get a very young deck life valley. 0:00:45.560 --> 0:00:48.040 Go oh, it's Ironica's pay ain't paid it all hardly? 0:00:48.080 --> 0:00:54.880 Get a's what's up? We're back, We're hey, Hey, Hey, 0:00:55.960 --> 0:00:58.480 what's up? It's good. Prince advisory. Are we still doing mu? 0:00:58.520 --> 0:01:00.760 Should we just throw it out like we got a break? 0:01:00.800 --> 0:01:02.280 I think we're just good Mom's bad choice. 0:01:02.280 --> 0:01:04.520 Why didn't no one get back on it? No one cares. 0:01:04.680 --> 0:01:05.959 We got to make the executive decison. 0:01:05.959 --> 0:01:09.840 Okay, good Mom's bad choices, So fort Advisories out, it's out. 0:01:09.880 --> 0:01:12.280 We got to like contact iTunes and I just feel 0:01:12.280 --> 0:01:13.080 like it's too many words. 0:01:13.120 --> 0:01:13.839 It is to me words. 0:01:13.880 --> 0:01:17.120 Okay, so hey, welcome back. It's good Mom's Bad Choices. 0:01:17.720 --> 0:01:23.000 I'm Erica, I'm Nila, and this is our podcast pitches. 0:01:23.120 --> 0:01:26.479 We're back, bitches. We took a it's been two weeks. 0:01:26.480 --> 0:01:26.880 Three. 0:01:26.920 --> 0:01:28.360 I don't think we've I think it's been two. 0:01:28.480 --> 0:01:31.880 Well, I know that they're like, mathematically there's four weeks 0:01:31.880 --> 0:01:32.720 and every month. 0:01:32.520 --> 0:01:35.479 But we posted another one when we were gone just one. 0:01:35.680 --> 0:01:38.399 You're right, three, So we've been gone three weeks. Listen, 0:01:38.560 --> 0:01:41.880 look into our logic. Every month has one, two, three, 0:01:41.959 --> 0:01:43.080 four weeks. 0:01:43.200 --> 0:01:48.640 So we've been gone three weeks. We've missed you guys 0:01:48.640 --> 0:01:49.000 a lot. 0:01:49.520 --> 0:01:51.400 Really, I feel i've been I was like, I need 0:01:51.440 --> 0:01:53.640 to get back to this. I know it's like therapy. 0:01:53.800 --> 0:01:56.360 I was like, I need to get back to this. 0:01:56.560 --> 0:01:57.720 I was feeling like. 0:01:58.760 --> 0:02:00.680 We're in my room by the way right now, because 0:02:00.680 --> 0:02:05.120 it's four hundred degrees in the valley and so my 0:02:05.240 --> 0:02:06.200 room has air conditioning. 0:02:06.280 --> 0:02:08.800 So that's my watch going off. You heard that. 0:02:09.240 --> 0:02:11.680 Welcome to this very intimate place where the magic happens. 0:02:12.760 --> 0:02:15.120 This is my bed. Remember in cribs, always be like, 0:02:15.160 --> 0:02:16.080 this is where the magic happen. 0:02:16.080 --> 0:02:18.720 You see the silk pillows I have here and this 0:02:19.000 --> 0:02:22.839 plush champagne colored velvet throat very coordinating. 0:02:23.600 --> 0:02:25.280 And for all of you listening, you gotta go on 0:02:25.320 --> 0:02:28.760 YouTube as soon as we ever eventually post these visuals. 0:02:29.040 --> 0:02:32.359 I swear we record our episodes, we just we forget 0:02:32.400 --> 0:02:36.600 to post them because we're high. Oh man, Yeah, anyway, 0:02:37.360 --> 0:02:39.040 that's another thing. We got high and we just lost. 0:02:39.480 --> 0:02:41.360 Oh. By the way, that song that you just heard 0:02:42.639 --> 0:02:45.080 was by Ryan Spencer. He submitted some music to us. 0:02:45.080 --> 0:02:48.160 We are taking music submissions. If you have if you 0:02:48.160 --> 0:02:51.480 play the violin, or you or you sing, or you 0:02:51.520 --> 0:02:59.959 play the guitar, or clarinet, clarinet spoken word, I'm maybe 0:03:00.040 --> 0:03:01.080 else have been our first one. 0:03:02.200 --> 0:03:02.560 Do it? 0:03:03.080 --> 0:03:07.200 You can submit a test uh parental advisory. 0:03:08.360 --> 0:03:12.000 So everything's gonna change except our email because now it's 0:03:12.000 --> 0:03:15.920 permanent Prinal Advisory GMBC at gmail dot com. 0:03:16.120 --> 0:03:19.600 Right, okay, so Ryan Spencer, Yeah, I was kind of 0:03:19.600 --> 0:03:20.000 feeling it. 0:03:20.040 --> 0:03:20.640 I mean I like that. 0:03:20.919 --> 0:03:22.600 I mean it's not a sample. He literally took the 0:03:22.639 --> 0:03:24.280 coffee Brown Beat and wrapped over. 0:03:24.160 --> 0:03:28.520 It after the party. That's girls somewhere. 0:03:31.120 --> 0:03:33.480 Something like that. But yeah, you know what, because it 0:03:33.639 --> 0:03:37.040 is just like that song. It reminded me, Hey, Spencer, 0:03:37.440 --> 0:03:38.760 where's the fucking chorus? 0:03:39.760 --> 0:03:40.360 I liked it. 0:03:40.520 --> 0:03:42.000 I was liked stuff. 0:03:42.200 --> 0:03:44.840 We ain't got stuff. I was like, is that gonna 0:03:44.920 --> 0:03:48.000 come now? Yeah? So you don't girls like to sing along? 0:03:48.040 --> 0:03:50.960 You need a chorus, dude, Yeah, for you need that chorus. 0:03:51.000 --> 0:03:52.480 But thank you. We appreciate it. But I liked it. 0:03:52.480 --> 0:03:54.360 It was like chill like it got me like and. 0:03:54.480 --> 0:03:56.080 I think there was a couple of LA references. 0:03:56.160 --> 0:03:59.440 Yeah, you shout out the valley hey, And I think 0:03:59.520 --> 0:04:01.160 Titty is Marti Gras or something like that. 0:04:02.360 --> 0:04:06.400 I'm about Yeah, we ago that's the next plan after 0:04:06.440 --> 0:04:07.920 this trip. I don't know if we have. 0:04:08.320 --> 0:04:09.120 It's in February. 0:04:09.960 --> 0:04:11.560 This trip I just got off of. I don't know 0:04:11.560 --> 0:04:12.720 if I need to go anywhere. 0:04:12.760 --> 0:04:16.600 So speaking of it, we've been gone for three weeks 0:04:16.640 --> 0:04:19.120 because Erica has been When we were in New York 0:04:19.160 --> 0:04:19.440 and we. 0:04:19.400 --> 0:04:21.280 Saw that that was our last episode. 0:04:20.920 --> 0:04:22.800 With Wheezy Horrible Decisions. 0:04:22.800 --> 0:04:25.480 Hey hey, if you didn't listen to it, you should, 0:04:25.520 --> 0:04:26.560 but shout out to Whezy. 0:04:26.720 --> 0:04:29.080 She like I love watching her stories and. 0:04:28.960 --> 0:04:33.800 Her She is fucking funny. That's the type of girl 0:04:33.800 --> 0:04:34.760 you can'tnot like. 0:04:36.200 --> 0:04:38.520 Ever not I like you. Yeah. 0:04:39.440 --> 0:04:42.560 So that was the last episode, and after that, Erica 0:04:42.600 --> 0:04:46.240 here went on a full Spanish Spain tour. I did, 0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:51.000 and I know she has lots of juice to tell us. 0:04:51.760 --> 0:04:53.840 I was in New York, but mine was not as 0:04:53.880 --> 0:04:55.119 fun as this girl. 0:04:55.200 --> 0:04:59.120 I just it's my first like girls trip with well, 0:04:59.200 --> 0:05:02.080 I guess it's my but like, I've never been to 0:05:02.120 --> 0:05:02.960 another country. 0:05:03.120 --> 0:05:05.520 Well my birthday was kind of that, but I don't know. 0:05:05.560 --> 0:05:09.560 This was just different the last oh you did? Oh yeah, 0:05:09.600 --> 0:05:11.320 but it was a little bit more. The baby came. 0:05:11.880 --> 0:05:14.120 It was a less time, right, are we gone this time? 0:05:14.480 --> 0:05:15.080 Twelve days? 0:05:15.360 --> 0:05:15.560 Yeah? 0:05:15.600 --> 0:05:18.520 Two weeks, two weeks with any even a week with anyone? 0:05:18.600 --> 0:05:20.040 Twelve days, three girls. 0:05:20.400 --> 0:05:25.119 This is sae, let's hear about it. It was dope. 0:05:25.120 --> 0:05:30.040 We went to Barcelona first and that was beautiful and 0:05:30.080 --> 0:05:32.640 we then we we had we had a really good time. 0:05:32.680 --> 0:05:34.880 I ran into a friend, my friend out there randomly. 0:05:34.920 --> 0:05:36.120 I felt really like, oh, this. 0:05:36.120 --> 0:05:37.920 Is what I do. But no, it's not right. 0:05:43.839 --> 0:05:44.320 You know what. 0:05:44.520 --> 0:05:47.479 Actually we have a mutual friend kind of who was 0:05:47.600 --> 0:05:50.560 in a visa like one day the same as your 0:05:50.600 --> 0:05:51.640 in visa and they kind. 0:05:51.440 --> 0:05:51.840 Of know you. 0:05:51.920 --> 0:05:54.000 But he was like, I don't know if she'll remember me. 0:05:54.200 --> 0:05:56.919 I saw she's out here. I was like, okay, never mind, 0:05:57.200 --> 0:05:57.880 who was it. 0:05:58.200 --> 0:05:58.720 I don't know. 0:05:58.760 --> 0:06:03.640 Should I say Troy, No, Troy, Where do I wan 0:06:03.680 --> 0:06:04.200 know I'm from? 0:06:04.440 --> 0:06:06.960 I don't know. 0:06:07.080 --> 0:06:07.600 Figure it out. 0:06:09.600 --> 0:06:12.920 He should have hit me up girl visa So okay. 0:06:12.960 --> 0:06:14.120 So Barcelona was dope. 0:06:14.640 --> 0:06:14.839 You know. 0:06:14.920 --> 0:06:16.800 We went out there, had a little how it was 0:06:17.080 --> 0:06:20.120 warm up or warm up city? We definitely had fun. 0:06:20.440 --> 0:06:22.360 What was your up city in Barcelona? Okay, that's where 0:06:22.360 --> 0:06:22.880 we warmed up? 0:06:22.880 --> 0:06:23.520 You know, we drank. 0:06:23.760 --> 0:06:26.120 I heard like the inner like where it's not at 0:06:26.160 --> 0:06:28.400 the coast, is a little more calm, more mild. 0:06:28.960 --> 0:06:31.000 We were in the city like it was We're in 0:06:31.040 --> 0:06:34.159 the center of city like in Barcelona. So but we 0:06:34.160 --> 0:06:36.600 were there for like two days basically, and then we 0:06:36.640 --> 0:06:38.000 went to a visa, and we were in a visa 0:06:38.040 --> 0:06:40.440 for like three and a half days, and no one 0:06:40.440 --> 0:06:41.200 should be allowed to. 0:06:41.160 --> 0:06:42.719 Stay in a visa for three and a half days. 0:06:42.720 --> 0:06:43.240 Oh shit. 0:06:43.560 --> 0:06:45.360 If we like people were there had been there for 0:06:45.360 --> 0:06:46.440 like two weeks, I'm like, how. 0:06:46.320 --> 0:06:48.159 The fuck isn't really that intense? 0:06:48.240 --> 0:06:50.640 I mean, you can escape and it's it is really beautiful. 0:06:50.680 --> 0:06:53.839 You can escape if you can have a different different 0:06:53.880 --> 0:06:55.920 types of experiences there, because I know what I mean, 0:06:56.080 --> 0:06:58.800 Like you can have your party experience that it's known for, right, 0:06:58.839 --> 0:07:02.200 like it's hardcore already nowadays. Yeah, it's for sure, like 0:07:02.440 --> 0:07:04.320 it's like the Vegas of Europe. 0:07:04.760 --> 0:07:05.919 Some shit on the island. 0:07:06.080 --> 0:07:09.880 It's still beautiful and not like polluted yet oh wo yet, you. 0:07:09.840 --> 0:07:10.360 Know what I mean. 0:07:11.720 --> 0:07:17.960 And then we went to Abisa, which yeah, so a visa. 0:07:18.120 --> 0:07:20.760 Then we went to Madrid and then we ended at 0:07:20.920 --> 0:07:24.640 in San Sebastian, which is on the coast right. Yeah, 0:07:24.640 --> 0:07:27.000 it's like it's in the south and it's like the 0:07:27.040 --> 0:07:29.200 food mecca of Europe. 0:07:29.320 --> 0:07:29.640 Wow. 0:07:31.440 --> 0:07:33.880 So we had the oysters and ship that was Madrid. 0:07:33.960 --> 0:07:36.360 Oh yeah, but Madrid has mom food too. 0:07:36.400 --> 0:07:38.400 They have like three Michelin star restaurants there, which is 0:07:38.440 --> 0:07:41.200 really rare and like, yeah, but I got stick out there. 0:07:41.520 --> 0:07:45.280 But girl, I definitely have a hurry from Spain. I 0:07:45.280 --> 0:07:48.280 can't wait to share it later in the episode. And 0:07:48.320 --> 0:07:50.960 I definitely felt like I fell in lust in Spain. 0:07:51.240 --> 0:07:54.240 So there was that because Erica always I feel like 0:07:54.280 --> 0:08:00.400 you and trembling lip. They is they're like constant on 0:08:00.800 --> 0:08:03.480 like random vacation is not on purpose but by mistake. 0:08:03.560 --> 0:08:06.600 Together. You met him on the ski slope. 0:08:06.680 --> 0:08:11.480 Yeah, yeah, so I met him, so me and uh 0:08:11.560 --> 0:08:12.320 uh yeah. 0:08:12.160 --> 0:08:13.520 I trembling lips. 0:08:16.320 --> 0:08:16.680 Wet. 0:08:16.720 --> 0:08:18.600 We're done by the way, we're done, so that we're 0:08:18.640 --> 0:08:19.240 done dating. 0:08:19.320 --> 0:08:23.400 This is my This is like I guess, like not important, 0:08:23.440 --> 0:08:25.640 but it's like the first time I've like dated someone 0:08:25.680 --> 0:08:28.320 and now it's over, you know, since my relationships. So 0:08:28.360 --> 0:08:31.320 it's like, oh, I feel like very mature. I'm like, 0:08:31.360 --> 0:08:35.440 I'm a real dater, like a wonderful person. Completely broken up, 0:08:35.559 --> 0:08:38.400 well not broken, but no, it's true. 0:08:38.440 --> 0:08:38.679 It is. 0:08:39.280 --> 0:08:40.760 He's one situation down. 0:08:40.880 --> 0:08:46.240 I have popped my fucking dating chair now officially officially. 0:08:46.360 --> 0:08:48.440 Well, you kind of also broke up with the couple. 0:08:51.120 --> 0:08:54.000 Oh my god, what did I tell you about that? 0:08:54.200 --> 0:08:54.760 How like? 0:08:54.840 --> 0:08:55.880 Because oh my god. 0:08:55.960 --> 0:08:59.920 Yeah, so the couple, So the couple, I just I 0:09:00.120 --> 0:09:01.840 can't something I can't do all the time. 0:09:02.080 --> 0:09:04.480 It's just I'm not interested in doing all the time. 0:09:04.520 --> 0:09:07.360 And also like you know, like I'm trying to have 0:09:07.360 --> 0:09:09.560 my daity, like to write this is something he's like. 0:09:10.160 --> 0:09:12.680 I thought, was like, why do we have to always schedule? 0:09:12.880 --> 0:09:18.439 I don't know? But husband couple split into Jamila's d 0:09:18.559 --> 0:09:20.960 MS and I brought it to his attention. 0:09:21.200 --> 0:09:22.760 You did, Hell, yeah I did. 0:09:23.040 --> 0:09:25.040 I was like, that's whack. 0:09:25.080 --> 0:09:28.840 Like like, I just feel like, did I say that 0:09:28.880 --> 0:09:29.360 in New York? 0:09:30.400 --> 0:09:31.640 I don't remember when you told me. 0:09:31.800 --> 0:09:34.000 I think it was before that, but you know, I 0:09:34.000 --> 0:09:36.560 was thinking, I liked podcast think we are? 0:09:37.520 --> 0:09:43.319 What do you think that said? You're just gonna you 0:09:43.360 --> 0:09:46.000 are my pup? You're gonna hop and skip up here. 0:09:46.000 --> 0:09:49.440 I know I'm into that. You know you I supposed 0:09:49.480 --> 0:09:51.800 to tell you. 0:09:54.440 --> 0:09:57.040 I don't know. I don't think this is allowed. I 0:09:57.040 --> 0:10:00.880 don't know good. I was really bad. But now he apologized. 0:10:00.920 --> 0:10:02.040 He was like, yeah, I thought about that. 0:10:02.120 --> 0:10:04.199 I realized, like I thought you were done and moved 0:10:04.240 --> 0:10:05.600 on from us. 0:10:05.440 --> 0:10:06.160 So we moved on. 0:10:06.240 --> 0:10:08.760 So I did that Like that was that was thirsty? 0:10:08.800 --> 0:10:10.640 I shouldn't I should have done that. It wasn't her, 0:10:10.720 --> 0:10:11.400 It wasn't the wife. 0:10:11.400 --> 0:10:14.480 It was the husband. Men can't help but be thirsty. 0:10:14.640 --> 0:10:15.280 They really can't. 0:10:15.320 --> 0:10:18.800 They got a shoot, they cannot help but be thirsty. 0:10:19.080 --> 0:10:21.480 I thought it was funny. So even if you're a 0:10:21.559 --> 0:10:23.800 couple and you're dating someone, the we're honestame. 0:10:23.480 --> 0:10:24.080 Will still apply. 0:10:24.880 --> 0:10:29.319 Okay, there's no unless I say so, yeah, unless yeah, 0:10:29.400 --> 0:10:33.400 but then you say so first exactly. 0:10:33.720 --> 0:10:34.080 I don't know. 0:10:34.120 --> 0:10:37.760 I'm just in the space where I just like transparency 0:10:37.760 --> 0:10:41.240 about everything, maybe to like, oh, like an extreme at 0:10:41.280 --> 0:10:43.480 this point, but it's just working really well for me. 0:10:43.760 --> 0:10:45.480 I just expect it from people and I give it 0:10:45.480 --> 0:10:49.160 to them, and then you don't. I'm like, Caroline, just 0:10:49.240 --> 0:10:51.280 be honest. Let's just be I know, you know what, 0:10:51.320 --> 0:10:52.320 I'm being honest. 0:10:52.440 --> 0:10:54.640 The thing is that, though I just noticed, I'm really 0:10:54.720 --> 0:10:55.920 into transparency too. 0:10:56.480 --> 0:10:58.520 I think you planned the seed in me. 0:10:59.160 --> 0:11:01.880 But you know, this sounds terrible. 0:11:01.920 --> 0:11:05.800 But as I get like closer with young boy dab 0:11:06.720 --> 0:11:11.040 he we're actually official now as my boyfriend, I. 0:11:11.200 --> 0:11:15.000 Feel like, I know, I didn't know breaking, I had 0:11:15.000 --> 0:11:16.280 no idea as a boyfriend. 0:11:16.440 --> 0:11:19.760 I mean, I assume so, but but I feel like 0:11:19.880 --> 0:11:21.040 the transparency. 0:11:21.240 --> 0:11:26.280 My willingness to be transparent is like I'm more scared, 0:11:26.880 --> 0:11:30.600 like I'm more scared of being judged, and you. 0:11:30.559 --> 0:11:33.480 Feel like, okay, these are real feelings now, yeah, and 0:11:33.520 --> 0:11:35.000 I'm like, wait, I don't like that part. 0:11:35.080 --> 0:11:36.840 I'm not feeling this because I don't want to be 0:11:36.840 --> 0:11:40.600 like a facad either, but clearly it's this is what 0:11:40.640 --> 0:11:40.960 you get. 0:11:41.240 --> 0:11:43.520 But yeah, I understand. I feel the same way. 0:11:43.600 --> 0:11:46.280 Transparency is so important and you live free or you 0:11:46.280 --> 0:11:48.160 feel lighter, like this is what it is. 0:11:48.480 --> 0:11:49.880 I take it or leave it, you know. 0:11:50.080 --> 0:11:51.640 I mean, I'm open take it or leave it, but 0:11:51.679 --> 0:11:54.600 I'm still open to change and like acknowledging if I'm 0:11:54.640 --> 0:11:56.079 wrong and growing, you know what I mean. Because some 0:11:56.160 --> 0:11:57.800 people are like, this is who I am, and this 0:11:57.840 --> 0:11:59.640 is who I am. But my dad is kind of 0:11:59.679 --> 0:12:02.319 like that, like I'm being honest about who I am. 0:12:02.360 --> 0:12:04.520 Don't try to change me, right, you know what I mean. 0:12:04.600 --> 0:12:06.520 It's just kind of respectable, respectable. 0:12:06.520 --> 0:12:08.360 But that's sometimes I'm like, well, I'm just combat but 0:12:08.480 --> 0:12:10.559 maybe that part of you has sucks and that's why 0:12:10.559 --> 0:12:12.360 everybody could read and that's why everyone keeps. 0:12:12.200 --> 0:12:13.600 Telling because that part sucks. 0:12:13.679 --> 0:12:16.520 Okay, you know that's true, you also have to, you know, 0:12:17.160 --> 0:12:21.280 the honesty to self, like like who's the Commons denominator 0:12:21.320 --> 0:12:25.240 in this situation? But I think we just get like 0:12:25.240 --> 0:12:27.720 twenty seven topics, I know, but because we have to 0:12:27.760 --> 0:12:28.200 catch up. 0:12:28.360 --> 0:12:30.560 We're like, you're like live catching up with us because 0:12:30.800 --> 0:12:33.480 we've like talked of course through the last three weeks, 0:12:33.559 --> 0:12:36.120 but like not really not really like in depth. Like 0:12:36.120 --> 0:12:38.360 I'll be like I'll call her like, girl, I got 0:12:38.440 --> 0:12:39.880 to tell you real quick what just happened, because it's 0:12:39.880 --> 0:12:43.719 a bullshit should be like girl, okay. 0:12:43.480 --> 0:12:48.600 Bye, but yeah, like two weeks later, bitch even hang 0:12:48.600 --> 0:12:50.280 around Hey hey okay bye. 0:12:50.320 --> 0:12:53.040 Yeah, oh yeah that happened too. Oh yeah, Like I 0:12:53.080 --> 0:12:56.200 had a huge launch, which is amazing for beauty Blender. 0:12:56.240 --> 0:12:58.959 If you know beauty Blender, then you should know. We're 0:12:59.000 --> 0:13:01.679 the pink egg. We just lunch foundation ship. 0:13:01.960 --> 0:13:03.800 I know. I found a picture that they posted a 0:13:03.880 --> 0:13:07.640 youe of like you with him. I was like, DM, 0:13:08.000 --> 0:13:08.480 try it out. 0:13:08.679 --> 0:13:10.680 I almost got mad today. I tried to cover the 0:13:10.679 --> 0:13:12.000 cover effect. She got me because I. 0:13:12.000 --> 0:13:13.800 Used it too dark. It is it is lit too dark, 0:13:13.840 --> 0:13:14.520 but you can return. 0:13:14.679 --> 0:13:16.280 Yeah, I'm like, oh this, bitch, get me this and 0:13:16.360 --> 0:13:18.839 not the fucking bounce's so right. 0:13:19.000 --> 0:13:24.000 I think wart cover effects. Anyway, I'm like, why was 0:13:24.200 --> 0:13:27.480 she thinking? I was getting upset? Oh my god? 0:13:27.559 --> 0:13:31.920 Literally yeah, wow, that's very true. But I didn't have 0:13:31.920 --> 0:13:34.040 the color that no, I know, it wasn't even it 0:13:34.080 --> 0:13:34.360 was like. 0:13:34.559 --> 0:13:39.320 Prey have the entire collection of our thirty two shades yet, 0:13:39.400 --> 0:13:41.360 so I will definitely get you. 0:13:41.400 --> 0:13:46.040 I think you are a four point six. That's someone 0:13:46.040 --> 0:13:47.800 to guess that's what shade are in our shading. 0:13:49.920 --> 0:13:51.679 Where were we? Where were we? 0:13:51.880 --> 0:13:52.080 Oh? 0:13:52.200 --> 0:13:52.800 Me? And okay? 0:13:52.800 --> 0:13:56.040 So yeah, so back to trembling a babe. You she 0:13:56.280 --> 0:13:57.960 saw him insane. 0:13:58.640 --> 0:14:03.160 We had an amazing we It's like my first vacation. 0:14:03.559 --> 0:14:06.280 But I didn't like accidental vacation, you know what I mean. 0:14:06.400 --> 0:14:08.920 Like he happened to be in an amazing place at 0:14:08.920 --> 0:14:10.280 the same time as me, and it was. 0:14:10.240 --> 0:14:12.080 Like even more amazing that you had to like be 0:14:12.120 --> 0:14:13.000 comfortable with somebody. 0:14:13.040 --> 0:14:17.880 And yeah, well many things help that, like alcohol and. 0:14:19.360 --> 0:14:20.080 Many things. 0:14:20.400 --> 0:14:22.760 So speaking of many things, you don't have to be into detail. 0:14:23.120 --> 0:14:26.720 But like with the many things hard to find in Spain, there. 0:14:26.560 --> 0:14:28.320 Were always many things around. 0:14:28.520 --> 0:14:31.600 So no many things. 0:14:31.440 --> 0:14:34.000 Around, like cause cause you were f with amongst a 0:14:34.040 --> 0:14:34.680 network of people. 0:14:34.680 --> 0:14:37.080 We actually so so cause it's the things I want 0:14:37.120 --> 0:14:39.080 to know when I travel, like how many things should 0:14:39.080 --> 0:14:39.440 I bring? 0:14:39.640 --> 0:14:42.960 So let Bay was there for like five days before me. Okay, 0:14:42.960 --> 0:14:45.600 so he established the lay of the land, you know 0:14:45.640 --> 0:14:48.280 and everything like what bars, where to go to, like 0:14:48.360 --> 0:14:52.960 da da da, and so yeah, when we got there, 0:14:53.120 --> 0:14:54.440 but I already kind of had a plan, like I know, 0:14:54.480 --> 0:14:56.040 I wanted to get on a boat. I knew I 0:14:56.080 --> 0:14:58.960 wanted to just go to this one beach and I 0:14:58.960 --> 0:14:59.880 didn't really care as far. 0:14:59.840 --> 0:15:02.760 As to choose mess and everything else will figure out. 0:15:02.800 --> 0:15:03.160 So we did. 0:15:03.200 --> 0:15:08.120 We rented a fucking boat, and yeah, it was just 0:15:08.120 --> 0:15:11.000 so beautiful out there. You don't wear on vacation and everything. 0:15:11.360 --> 0:15:14.520 Everything's good and you're isolated and like, my kid isn't there. 0:15:14.560 --> 0:15:19.200 I kind of feel like kid who has a kid? Nine, 0:15:20.320 --> 0:15:21.160 I'm just living. 0:15:20.960 --> 0:15:21.600 My best life. 0:15:21.680 --> 0:15:23.200 Not that I dealt with her, but this is a 0:15:23.200 --> 0:15:26.720 whole love. This is like former care free, former best life, 0:15:27.320 --> 0:15:29.360 and that's what it is. It's a fantasy. 0:15:29.440 --> 0:15:31.600 It's not real. 0:15:33.880 --> 0:15:38.080 You gonna be backing your real hot ass house two weeks. 0:15:39.560 --> 0:15:42.080 So yeah, we just had an amazing. 0:15:41.760 --> 0:15:43.760 Time and me and. 0:15:43.800 --> 0:15:45.040 My friends had an amazing time. 0:15:46.040 --> 0:15:48.600 We had a pre do you like it was like 0:15:48.640 --> 0:15:51.440 the hangover one night, like literally every single one of 0:15:51.520 --> 0:15:54.920 us got mess like every single person at different times, 0:15:55.480 --> 0:15:57.800 Like she was over there, I was over here with him, 0:15:58.040 --> 0:15:59.720 they were there. This was like it was crazy, like 0:15:59.720 --> 0:16:01.480 we all call each other because we were all different 0:16:01.480 --> 0:16:03.360 places at them in the morning and I was like, 0:16:03.400 --> 0:16:04.000 so what happened. 0:16:04.040 --> 0:16:06.160 She's like, girl, what happened? Girl? 0:16:06.280 --> 0:16:06.680 I'm like. 0:16:12.280 --> 0:16:13.680 Everybody like super beautiful people. 0:16:14.800 --> 0:16:16.600 It's like a mixture because it's like a mixture of 0:16:16.640 --> 0:16:17.240 people from. 0:16:17.120 --> 0:16:20.080 All over the paper are also vacation. 0:16:20.280 --> 0:16:22.120 Yeah, I would say that there's like a lot of 0:16:22.160 --> 0:16:24.920 young people there too, like younger than me. This scene 0:16:24.920 --> 0:16:26.720 there is like intense, like we went to this one 0:16:26.840 --> 0:16:28.960 in visa and a visa, but we went to this 0:16:29.000 --> 0:16:32.040 one club bar not club, not bar, sorry, like major 0:16:32.080 --> 0:16:35.480 club hotel I think it's called. And we saw David 0:16:35.800 --> 0:16:42.600 Guetta because and there were like thousands of people there. 0:16:42.680 --> 0:16:46.400 It's just insane, Like it was insane. 0:16:46.800 --> 0:16:48.280 But yeah, so after I left. 0:16:48.040 --> 0:16:50.880 The visa, after I had that amazing time, I. 0:16:50.760 --> 0:16:53.160 Felt really confused when I left because I was like 0:16:53.920 --> 0:16:56.160 missed him, and you know, like I've been kind of 0:16:56.200 --> 0:17:01.360 like distancing myself from this person, not for any particular reason, 0:17:01.400 --> 0:17:02.880 I think, just cause I was like, I don't know, 0:17:03.040 --> 0:17:03.720 I'm not sure. 0:17:03.880 --> 0:17:06.040 Cause naturally the next thing is like if we have 0:17:06.080 --> 0:17:08.400 to be in a relationship, and I was nowhere near there, 0:17:08.520 --> 0:17:09.560 r nowhere near there. 0:17:09.640 --> 0:17:10.720 Really, I just wasn't. 0:17:10.800 --> 0:17:12.520 I was just finding reasons not to like him, I 0:17:12.520 --> 0:17:16.640 think out of fear and also because I think I 0:17:16.720 --> 0:17:18.879 just need to follow my gut. I was like, I 0:17:18.920 --> 0:17:21.080