1 00:00:12,240 --> 00:00:16,640 Speaker 1: Hi, guys, Welcome to another episode of Diamonds in the Rep. 2 00:00:17,079 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 2: Hey babe, Hey, I don't even know what to say 3 00:00:21,400 --> 00:00:22,560 Speaker 2: other than it's been rough. 4 00:00:22,800 --> 00:00:25,640 Speaker 1: Could our name be any more fitting than it is? 5 00:00:26,360 --> 00:00:28,720 Speaker 2: Can how many times I've thought about this? This is like, 6 00:00:29,280 --> 00:00:30,840 Speaker 2: could our name be any more fitting? 7 00:00:31,120 --> 00:00:34,120 Speaker 1: I mean it, I can tell you this, Like even 8 00:00:34,240 --> 00:00:37,600 Speaker 1: in my worst of times, I was like, I really 9 00:00:37,760 --> 00:00:41,159 Speaker 1: missed doing the pod with Erica okod And they're like, 10 00:00:41,680 --> 00:00:43,760 Speaker 1: you need to wait a second, Like you have a 11 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:48,159 Speaker 1: like you your brain is swelling right now, You're on 12 00:00:48,560 --> 00:00:51,160 Speaker 1: a ton of salt pills and pred in the zone 13 00:00:51,280 --> 00:00:55,400 Speaker 1: and you're still in the ICU, which I like didn't 14 00:00:55,400 --> 00:00:58,520 Speaker 1: really comprehend it. I'm like, what we could do it 15 00:00:58,560 --> 00:00:59,880 Speaker 1: from here, Let's bring the mics in. 16 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:02,319 Speaker 2: Oh no, I heard, I heard. I heard you were 17 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:05,680 Speaker 2: ready to work from the ICU. And they were like no, no, no, no, no. 18 00:01:05,720 --> 00:01:07,560 Speaker 2: You know I was in New York when we were 19 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:13,319 Speaker 2: doing the pod and then you left this really heartbreaking 20 00:01:13,400 --> 00:01:16,880 Speaker 2: voice note that you had a migraine, you can't walk 21 00:01:16,920 --> 00:01:19,880 Speaker 2: and you can't see. But this guy's like this wasn't 22 00:01:20,000 --> 00:01:22,640 Speaker 2: like hey I have a headache. This was like a 23 00:01:22,760 --> 00:01:25,200 Speaker 2: voice that I had never heard come out of your mouth, 24 00:01:25,760 --> 00:01:28,080 Speaker 2: and it just sounded like you were in a ton 25 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:32,280 Speaker 2: of pain. And then everything happened after that, but it 26 00:01:32,840 --> 00:01:37,880 Speaker 2: you know, obviously, I started thinking back, like how long 27 00:01:37,880 --> 00:01:39,800 Speaker 2: have you and I been sitting across from each other? 28 00:01:39,840 --> 00:01:42,360 Speaker 2: And did I miss something? I know that sounds so crazy, 29 00:01:42,800 --> 00:01:46,800 Speaker 2: but I kept saying. I kept replaying in my mind, 30 00:01:47,760 --> 00:01:51,280 Speaker 2: looking like going through every detail. Her hands weren't chake, Like, 31 00:01:51,520 --> 00:01:53,960 Speaker 2: did I miss something? Like how could you sit here 32 00:01:54,240 --> 00:01:57,760 Speaker 2: with me for months and be so clear and then 33 00:01:57,800 --> 00:02:01,000 Speaker 2: the next day, hey, I'm in the hospital. I've never 34 00:02:01,120 --> 00:02:03,960 Speaker 2: been going on for six months to a year exactly. 35 00:02:03,960 --> 00:02:05,640 Speaker 2: That's what I kept thinking, Like, we've been doing this 36 00:02:05,720 --> 00:02:08,320 Speaker 2: pod like when I stood in for a tamar for 37 00:02:08,440 --> 00:02:10,680 Speaker 2: like the and now this emon's in the roof, We've 38 00:02:10,680 --> 00:02:12,720 Speaker 2: been doing it for like six seven months. That means 39 00:02:12,760 --> 00:02:16,680 Speaker 2: that whole time they were growing and you showed zero 40 00:02:16,880 --> 00:02:19,680 Speaker 2: fucking signs of it, well at least to me while 41 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:21,640 Speaker 2: I was here. I don't know what happens, you know, 42 00:02:21,680 --> 00:02:24,760 Speaker 2: outside but in front of me two feet away from me, 43 00:02:25,320 --> 00:02:27,400 Speaker 2: and yes, you're going through separation and all of that 44 00:02:27,440 --> 00:02:30,760 Speaker 2: other stuff, which but there was never any type of 45 00:02:30,760 --> 00:02:33,480 Speaker 2: thing that I was like, huh, that's interesting, or wow, 46 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:35,600 Speaker 2: is Teddy? Is there something? I would say nothing, But. 47 00:02:35,600 --> 00:02:38,280 Speaker 1: I'm not like more a complainer type. But I definitely 48 00:02:38,360 --> 00:02:40,919 Speaker 1: had felt headaches for a very very long time. 49 00:02:42,200 --> 00:02:44,040 Speaker 2: Did you think they were normal or were they just bad? 50 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:45,400 Speaker 2: And you chalked it up to stress? 51 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:47,959 Speaker 1: I chalked it up to stress, and I would take 52 00:02:48,080 --> 00:02:52,760 Speaker 1: one thousand like leaves or motrons, and I was just 53 00:02:52,760 --> 00:02:55,400 Speaker 1: trying to kind of figure it out. And then where 54 00:02:55,400 --> 00:02:58,960 Speaker 1: it got really bad that day was when I was 55 00:02:59,000 --> 00:03:14,800 Speaker 1: with Tamraknew and so anyways, so I go to the 56 00:03:14,800 --> 00:03:17,960 Speaker 1: horse show. I'm leaky the first day upset. I asked 57 00:03:17,960 --> 00:03:20,200 Speaker 1: the doctor. He says, I can ride. Then I speak 58 00:03:20,320 --> 00:03:22,520 Speaker 1: to a friend of mine and she said, you know, 59 00:03:22,600 --> 00:03:26,560 Speaker 1: my mom's had this and she hasn't wanted to leave 60 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:28,960 Speaker 1: the house for seven months. And that's when I was like, 61 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 1: you know, I got to take care of my mental health. 62 00:03:31,320 --> 00:03:33,080 Speaker 1: I want to ride, I want to see my friend, 63 00:03:33,560 --> 00:03:36,400 Speaker 1: I want to do some I mean, I'm only podcasting 64 00:03:36,400 --> 00:03:40,120 Speaker 1: twice a week now, where every day like every day, 65 00:03:40,760 --> 00:03:43,440 Speaker 1: multiple shows and it'll switch, it'll go back, but like 66 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:49,280 Speaker 1: we're taking everything slow because well because because there's you know, 67 00:03:49,320 --> 00:03:52,280 Speaker 1: it's better to It's better to come back when. 68 00:03:52,720 --> 00:03:54,480 Speaker 2: Well, I think you can, you don't. You also don't 69 00:03:54,480 --> 00:03:56,800 Speaker 2: need to be tired. You're already fighting, you know what 70 00:03:56,840 --> 00:03:59,360 Speaker 2: I mean? So your podcast is should be fun and light. 71 00:03:59,560 --> 00:04:01,560 Speaker 2: Does that make sense? Like something that you enjoyed doing it? 72 00:04:01,720 --> 00:04:05,280 Speaker 1: Yeah? So I have been fighting and doing the best 73 00:04:05,320 --> 00:04:07,120 Speaker 1: that I can, and some days I feel shitty and 74 00:04:07,120 --> 00:04:10,600 Speaker 1: some days I can't. I don't, but the kids are good, 75 00:04:10,880 --> 00:04:15,120 Speaker 1: life is good, So I'm pretty happy. How does it 76 00:04:15,120 --> 00:04:16,640 Speaker 1: feel to be back in La? 77 00:04:17,560 --> 00:04:18,640 Speaker 2: I was happy to come home. 78 00:04:18,760 --> 00:04:19,320 Speaker 1: You're ready? 79 00:04:19,400 --> 00:04:21,320 Speaker 2: Yeah? It was nice to go, and it's always nice 80 00:04:21,360 --> 00:04:25,080 Speaker 2: to come home. I love going. I had a great 81 00:04:25,120 --> 00:04:26,920 Speaker 2: time while I was on Broadway. Thank you to everybody 82 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:28,279 Speaker 2: that came to the shows. But I was happy to 83 00:04:28,279 --> 00:04:30,679 Speaker 2: come home. Yeah. 84 00:04:30,839 --> 00:04:36,320 Speaker 1: Okay, so this is a big topic besides R h 85 00:04:36,400 --> 00:04:42,760 Speaker 1: OBH and Broadway. You've oh yeah, I forgot what you 86 00:04:42,839 --> 00:04:46,480 Speaker 1: filmed with Denise I did. It's weird you didn't mention 87 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:48,560 Speaker 1: that in any of the six to seven months we 88 00:04:48,560 --> 00:04:49,000 Speaker 1: were potting. 89 00:04:49,160 --> 00:04:54,240 Speaker 2: I wasn't allowed m hm, teddy whatever. 90 00:04:55,279 --> 00:04:57,600 Speaker 1: I'm pretty sure you told me about some other things 91 00:04:57,640 --> 00:04:58,720 Speaker 1: that you're not allowed to tell me. 92 00:04:58,760 --> 00:05:03,520 Speaker 2: So, oh, dide. Come on, Wow, you know what I 93 00:05:03,640 --> 00:05:04,240 Speaker 2: was like, I know. 94 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:09,159 Speaker 1: That dirty dog. Didn't mention one little peep. Guess what 95 00:05:09,279 --> 00:05:10,719 Speaker 1: I'm doing on Thursday? 96 00:05:10,880 --> 00:05:14,839 Speaker 2: Well, I wasn't allowed to talk about. 97 00:05:14,640 --> 00:05:18,159 Speaker 1: She had laryng ngidas. She couldn't tell me I haven't. 98 00:05:18,320 --> 00:05:20,880 Speaker 2: I mean, I thought it was nineteen ninety nine, you 99 00:05:20,960 --> 00:05:22,880 Speaker 2: know what. So there you go, that's going to be 100 00:05:22,880 --> 00:05:24,479 Speaker 2: your new thing nineteen ninety nine. 101 00:05:24,560 --> 00:05:27,000 Speaker 1: Well, I did hear the show is good and apparently 102 00:05:27,440 --> 00:05:30,960 Speaker 1: news to me, me and Denise are no longer in 103 00:05:31,040 --> 00:05:33,520 Speaker 1: a feud because she was reaching out to me. I 104 00:05:33,560 --> 00:05:36,080 Speaker 1: didn't know she was, but Kyle told me. I got 105 00:05:36,080 --> 00:05:38,200 Speaker 1: to give a shout out to Sutton. I don't know 106 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:39,680 Speaker 1: if you're getting along with her or not. You don't 107 00:05:39,680 --> 00:05:40,240 Speaker 1: have to answer. 108 00:05:40,320 --> 00:05:41,960 Speaker 2: I know she reached out to Kyle right away too. 109 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:47,080 Speaker 1: But she gave me two excellent recommendations nice and that 110 00:05:47,120 --> 00:05:50,280 Speaker 1: has changed the course of how I've been feeling. So 111 00:05:50,320 --> 00:05:53,520 Speaker 1: I'm very grateful to Sutton for that. I did appreciate 112 00:05:53,560 --> 00:05:56,479 Speaker 1: the help, So thank you, Sutton. I can tell you 113 00:05:56,800 --> 00:06:00,599 Speaker 1: it was crickets from Garcel. Didn't hear one peep, not 114 00:06:00,720 --> 00:06:04,240 Speaker 1: one person told me that they were checking in through 115 00:06:04,320 --> 00:06:08,719 Speaker 1: any sort of interwebs either, but not to be shocked. 116 00:06:10,680 --> 00:06:13,520 Speaker 1: And then we got to get into Chrissy Teagan, she said, 117 00:06:13,560 --> 00:06:17,280 Speaker 1: and watch what Happens Live that you, Erica are her 118 00:06:17,320 --> 00:06:20,440 Speaker 1: most desired Bravo love to have on a panel at 119 00:06:20,440 --> 00:06:25,479 Speaker 1: Bravo Con, that she would want to monitor you. 120 00:06:25,960 --> 00:06:30,640 Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, we've never met, but we have messaged 121 00:06:30,720 --> 00:06:34,040 Speaker 2: each other on Instagram and stuff like that. I think 122 00:06:34,120 --> 00:06:39,160 Speaker 2: that Chrissy is, you know, Chrissy somebody, that's her personality. 123 00:06:39,320 --> 00:06:40,279 Speaker 2: What you see, what you get. 124 00:06:40,680 --> 00:06:44,120 Speaker 1: She made the press because she said she responded to 125 00:06:44,120 --> 00:06:47,800 Speaker 1: hateful comments on Instagram, saying, honestly, like what happened to 126 00:06:47,920 --> 00:06:51,080 Speaker 1: just thinking things? Remember thinking things like you'd go through 127 00:06:51,080 --> 00:06:53,520 Speaker 1: a magazine you'd be like, oh that person looks like shit. 128 00:06:54,040 --> 00:06:56,560 Speaker 1: Oh I would never have that haircut. Those teeth suck 129 00:06:56,960 --> 00:06:59,440 Speaker 1: like we all used to do it, but. 130 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 2: You can't or say it. Yeah, oh like It's it's 131 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:06,960 Speaker 2: one thing to have that inner monologue, but if you 132 00:07:07,240 --> 00:07:11,320 Speaker 2: let it out, either speaking or writing it down, that's 133 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:14,640 Speaker 2: where you get in trouble. Yeah, well especially now that's 134 00:07:14,680 --> 00:07:15,119 Speaker 2: my point. 135 00:07:15,360 --> 00:07:17,840 Speaker 1: Did you sign up yet for the for the apps? 136 00:07:18,200 --> 00:07:18,920 Speaker 2: Okay, so. 137 00:07:20,360 --> 00:07:24,360 Speaker 1: Before you got sick, I thought we were handling. 138 00:07:23,920 --> 00:07:26,560 Speaker 2: This well, we were, but god has been five weeks. 139 00:07:26,600 --> 00:07:28,920 Speaker 1: I have been out of the Runnings for five weeks. 140 00:07:29,240 --> 00:07:30,840 Speaker 2: Hold on nothing, no. 141 00:07:31,160 --> 00:07:33,600 Speaker 1: Girl, hold on, I'm doing shit. 142 00:07:34,760 --> 00:07:38,160 Speaker 2: I know we're talking. We're worried about you. Fuck my 143 00:07:38,320 --> 00:07:41,240 Speaker 2: dating life. I just I got I made it all 144 00:07:41,280 --> 00:07:44,720 Speaker 2: the way on the profile to Hinge, but I didn't 145 00:07:44,880 --> 00:07:46,840 Speaker 2: remember when I called you and I said the pictures 146 00:07:47,080 --> 00:07:48,640 Speaker 2: And I said, you probably don't know if you remember this. 147 00:07:48,960 --> 00:07:51,480 Speaker 2: I said, what pictures do I upload? And You're like, 148 00:07:51,520 --> 00:07:53,640 Speaker 2: you know what, Eric, could just be yourself because you 149 00:07:54,120 --> 00:07:57,760 Speaker 2: had told me that you had uploaded a series of 150 00:07:57,800 --> 00:08:00,800 Speaker 2: pictures and that Hinge had given you as to which 151 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:03,640 Speaker 2: ones it thinks would do best for your profile. And 152 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:05,400 Speaker 2: we had this discussion and I said to you know what, 153 00:08:05,480 --> 00:08:08,360 Speaker 2: I just don't have anything other than what I am, 154 00:08:08,880 --> 00:08:12,560 Speaker 2: which is this, and and you were like, you know what, 155 00:08:12,600 --> 00:08:15,960 Speaker 2: Then that's exactly what you said. You haven't done it, 156 00:08:16,160 --> 00:08:18,920 Speaker 2: no I have it, which means maybe I'm not taking 157 00:08:18,960 --> 00:08:19,800 Speaker 2: it that seriously. 158 00:08:20,120 --> 00:08:22,880 Speaker 1: Maybe you already are hooking up with someone that you 159 00:08:22,920 --> 00:08:25,760 Speaker 1: haven't told me. No. 160 00:08:26,240 --> 00:08:28,640 Speaker 2: If that were the case, if I was getting dicked 161 00:08:28,720 --> 00:08:31,800 Speaker 2: down really good, I would have told you. But it. Also, 162 00:08:31,880 --> 00:08:34,080 Speaker 2: I haven't seen you, and maybe you have more important 163 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:37,800 Speaker 2: things on your mind other than my no dicka appointments. 164 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: Listen, I love a dick appointment. I love to talk 165 00:08:40,920 --> 00:08:41,400 Speaker 1: about it. 166 00:08:41,920 --> 00:08:44,760 Speaker 2: Well, I don't have anything to currently brag about right now, 167 00:08:44,760 --> 00:08:47,080 Speaker 2: but I'm gonna go get some. Well I've got nothing. 168 00:08:47,280 --> 00:08:49,240 Speaker 1: What I've got some real doozies for you. 169 00:08:49,800 --> 00:08:54,000 Speaker 2: Wait, you've had some disappointments. I'm not going. 170 00:08:53,880 --> 00:08:55,880 Speaker 1: To say I've had some dick appointments, but I'm going 171 00:08:55,960 --> 00:08:58,920 Speaker 1: to say that I've had some real crazy shit happened 172 00:08:59,360 --> 00:09:05,000 Speaker 1: while I was in hospital. Uh huh, Okay, so what 173 00:09:05,280 --> 00:09:07,600 Speaker 1: I'm gonna make up? The person's name. I think I 174 00:09:07,679 --> 00:09:10,160 Speaker 1: talked about him before. I don't know. I was all 175 00:09:10,200 --> 00:09:16,040 Speaker 1: tumored up then, but I was super tumored up. But 176 00:09:16,120 --> 00:09:18,640 Speaker 1: I had gone on probably four or five days with them. 177 00:09:19,160 --> 00:09:19,960 Speaker 1: I saw him. 178 00:09:20,120 --> 00:09:23,520 Speaker 2: Wait, is this the guy that you once knew before? No, okay, 179 00:09:23,520 --> 00:09:25,960 Speaker 2: so we're talking a different guy. Okay. That was a 180 00:09:25,960 --> 00:09:28,240 Speaker 2: one and done right, Okay, right, but he was nice 181 00:09:28,280 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 2: and he reached out. But it's just not for you. 182 00:09:30,360 --> 00:09:32,640 Speaker 2: I remember that, Okay. I don't know about this dude. 183 00:09:32,679 --> 00:09:35,360 Speaker 1: Okay. So this was one where I made my assistant 184 00:09:35,400 --> 00:09:37,440 Speaker 1: go with me to the restaurant just to make sure. 185 00:09:37,360 --> 00:09:38,640 Speaker 2: He were and you met him on the hinge. 186 00:09:38,760 --> 00:09:41,000 Speaker 1: I met him on the hinge. He was great, he 187 00:09:41,080 --> 00:09:43,080 Speaker 1: was funny, he was nice. I met his friends. We 188 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:45,760 Speaker 1: hung out four or five times. The last time I 189 00:09:45,800 --> 00:09:51,760 Speaker 1: saw him was two days before hospitalization tumor time. I 190 00:09:52,600 --> 00:09:55,120 Speaker 1: remember saying, I had just gotten back from the super Bowl, 191 00:09:55,400 --> 00:09:59,720 Speaker 1: where I was filming with camera for none other than 192 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:07,080 Speaker 1: Coffee Mate. Then I come home, We meet up with 193 00:10:07,200 --> 00:10:09,760 Speaker 1: him and friends. We watched the super Bowl. I'm like, 194 00:10:09,800 --> 00:10:11,120 Speaker 1: I don't feel like going out. 195 00:10:11,360 --> 00:10:13,640 Speaker 2: Okay, I'm just following along the timeline. 196 00:10:13,640 --> 00:10:16,559 Speaker 1: Okay, okay, So I worked the day of the super Bowl. 197 00:10:16,679 --> 00:10:17,360 Speaker 1: Can I just say. 198 00:10:17,640 --> 00:10:19,360 Speaker 2: Fucking what the fuck is this? 199 00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:22,040 Speaker 1: But you have to remember at this point, I was nesting, 200 00:10:22,080 --> 00:10:24,160 Speaker 1: so I couldn't come home and stay at my house. 201 00:10:24,320 --> 00:10:26,880 Speaker 2: Is this happening? Like, are we having this conversation? 202 00:10:26,960 --> 00:10:32,439 Speaker 1: Oh, you have no idea, whats coming? You have no 203 00:10:33,000 --> 00:10:34,320 Speaker 1: fucking idea? 204 00:10:34,559 --> 00:10:37,560 Speaker 2: So we're at this You're at his place watching the 205 00:10:37,600 --> 00:10:38,760 Speaker 2: super Bowl with some friends. 206 00:10:38,840 --> 00:10:42,280 Speaker 1: Yes, because the day before and the day before that 207 00:10:42,320 --> 00:10:43,960 Speaker 1: were the two days we worked the super Bowl. But 208 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:45,240 Speaker 1: Tam and I were like, we want to get the 209 00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:47,640 Speaker 1: fuck out of here before the super Bowl starts, before 210 00:10:47,679 --> 00:10:50,920 Speaker 1: it gets on. The six am flight went over. You 211 00:10:50,920 --> 00:10:53,040 Speaker 1: know how did cheese played? Hung out with the friends 212 00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:57,360 Speaker 1: and whatever. It's a nice time. I don't think you 213 00:10:57,400 --> 00:10:59,720 Speaker 1: know anything of it. It's neither here nor there. Like 214 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:03,960 Speaker 1: I'm like, he's a cute guy. This is fun. Then 215 00:11:04,160 --> 00:11:09,200 Speaker 1: I come home nesting right nest, it's my turn to 216 00:11:09,280 --> 00:11:12,400 Speaker 1: be here, to be here, so Edwin leaves. I come home, 217 00:11:13,400 --> 00:11:16,480 Speaker 1: I start, I have to I film the pod, and 218 00:11:16,520 --> 00:11:20,840 Speaker 1: then the next day happens and I call. At first, 219 00:11:20,920 --> 00:11:23,560 Speaker 1: I called my friend Val and I'm like, hey, can 220 00:11:23,640 --> 00:11:25,720 Speaker 1: you take me to the hospital. I think I'm dying. 221 00:11:26,200 --> 00:11:29,079 Speaker 1: Something's wrong with me. And she's like, shoot, honey, I'm 222 00:11:29,080 --> 00:11:31,679 Speaker 1: already at the hospital with our friend who's getting a necklift. 223 00:11:33,000 --> 00:11:36,320 Speaker 2: Only in this town you may be dying. But I'm here, 224 00:11:36,520 --> 00:11:38,040 Speaker 2: maybe sitting our friend with the necklift. 225 00:11:40,960 --> 00:11:43,800 Speaker 1: So I had to call Edwin. I'm like, hey, Edwin, 226 00:11:44,600 --> 00:11:48,400 Speaker 1: I'm like, I think something's really wrong with me. I 227 00:11:48,440 --> 00:11:50,800 Speaker 1: can't walk and I had to just cancel the pod 228 00:11:50,800 --> 00:11:53,840 Speaker 1: and I never flake on work and I can't see, 229 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:58,600 Speaker 1: and he's like, okay, I'll take you. So he takes 230 00:11:59,200 --> 00:12:03,000 Speaker 1: me to the emergent Sea room. Whatever, we find out 231 00:12:03,200 --> 00:12:06,480 Speaker 1: all about the tumors. Needless to say, I forget about 232 00:12:07,320 --> 00:12:08,040 Speaker 1: Bob or whatever. 233 00:12:08,160 --> 00:12:10,400 Speaker 2: Whatever the hell your guy, the super Bowl guy, the. 234 00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:14,000 Speaker 1: Super Bowl Bob, I forgot about him. Then everybody takes 235 00:12:14,040 --> 00:12:16,440 Speaker 1: my phone away because they know how I get on. Well, 236 00:12:16,440 --> 00:12:19,640 Speaker 1: I'll post on social media's or I'll call people, I'll 237 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:22,920 Speaker 1: do whatever. So the phone's been away for like five days. 238 00:12:23,000 --> 00:12:24,880 Speaker 1: I was apparently supposed to see. 239 00:12:24,679 --> 00:12:29,400 Speaker 2: Bob Jen, Oh, that's safe whatever. 240 00:12:29,559 --> 00:12:33,160 Speaker 1: So anyway, Jen is monitoring my phone calls and my 241 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:36,840 Speaker 1: messages and whatever, and I was supposed to see Bob 242 00:12:37,120 --> 00:12:40,600 Speaker 1: let's claim on Thursday. Well, I go into the hospital 243 00:12:40,600 --> 00:12:47,560 Speaker 1: on Tuesday. Around Saturday. Jen's like, Bob's called a good 244 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:52,280 Speaker 1: amount of times. We might need to what's going on. 245 00:12:52,400 --> 00:12:56,839 Speaker 1: And I'm like, okay, you can tell him. So Jen 246 00:12:57,000 --> 00:12:59,240 Speaker 1: just calls and she's like, hey, Bob, it's Jen. You 247 00:12:59,320 --> 00:13:00,640 Speaker 1: know I just wanted to you know that. 248 00:13:00,760 --> 00:13:04,160 Speaker 2: Now at this point, no one, like not even online, 249 00:13:04,200 --> 00:13:06,040 Speaker 2: no one knew you were in the hospital at this point. 250 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,800 Speaker 1: At this point, I think some people had seen online. 251 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:12,520 Speaker 1: I don't know that Bob is someone that would probably 252 00:13:12,640 --> 00:13:14,400 Speaker 1: be readily checking. 253 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:17,559 Speaker 2: The I wish this was liquor because I am really this. 254 00:13:17,600 --> 00:13:20,480 Speaker 1: Story you're gonna it's a long one, but it's gonna 255 00:13:20,520 --> 00:13:25,440 Speaker 1: be worth going. So anyway, She's like, Hi, Bob, it's 256 00:13:25,559 --> 00:13:28,520 Speaker 1: Teddy's friend Jen. I just wanted to let you know 257 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:33,360 Speaker 1: she has multiple brain tumors and they've just removed them 258 00:13:33,400 --> 00:13:34,800 Speaker 1: and that's why she hasn't called you. 259 00:13:34,840 --> 00:13:37,400 Speaker 2: Back, or well, that's an excuse, you know. 260 00:13:37,480 --> 00:13:40,680 Speaker 1: And I mean, and if you have eyes in the 261 00:13:40,720 --> 00:13:43,560 Speaker 1: World Wide Web, you could probably find this out for yourself. 262 00:13:43,920 --> 00:13:46,120 Speaker 1: And he's like, okay, whenever I can talk to her, 263 00:13:46,440 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: that'd be great. I'm not allowed the phone for another 264 00:13:48,640 --> 00:13:51,000 Speaker 1: couple of days. Then I get the phone. I called 265 00:13:51,040 --> 00:13:54,080 Speaker 1: Bob back. We have conversations, but at this point, I'm 266 00:13:54,080 --> 00:13:57,800 Speaker 1: still not a functioning human. I'm honestly like. 267 00:13:57,760 --> 00:13:58,839 Speaker 2: I got you. I got you. 268 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:03,520 Speaker 1: So then we cut to about a week later. I 269 00:14:03,640 --> 00:14:07,040 Speaker 1: maybe out of the ICU at this point, Okay, but 270 00:14:07,120 --> 00:14:10,800 Speaker 1: I'm still with nurses inside of a facility. Yeah, I'm 271 00:14:10,800 --> 00:14:14,559 Speaker 1: just not in the ICU. Bob sends a text which 272 00:14:14,679 --> 00:14:18,280 Speaker 1: I couldn't read text at this point. Then Bob is like, hey, 273 00:14:18,320 --> 00:14:20,840 Speaker 1: do you have a second to have a conversation, and 274 00:14:20,920 --> 00:14:25,280 Speaker 1: I'm like, sure, I pick up the phone and Bob's like, 275 00:14:25,320 --> 00:14:28,040 Speaker 1: I just have to ask you a question. I was 276 00:14:28,080 --> 00:14:31,560 Speaker 1: talking with my mom and we both need to know 277 00:14:32,200 --> 00:14:33,640 Speaker 1: if you're going to be in a place to have 278 00:14:33,720 --> 00:14:34,720 Speaker 1: more kids. 279 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:35,720 Speaker 2: You're lying? 280 00:14:36,000 --> 00:14:42,120 Speaker 1: Are you fucking kidding me, Bob, You're lying? No? And 281 00:14:42,160 --> 00:14:44,520 Speaker 1: I was already in a fucked up place in general, 282 00:14:44,680 --> 00:14:46,720 Speaker 1: And then I did the worst thing possible. 283 00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:48,520 Speaker 2: You want to know yes, no. 284 00:14:48,840 --> 00:14:50,680 Speaker 1: I at least knew better than to say yes. 285 00:14:50,720 --> 00:14:54,000 Speaker 2: But I cried, Well, that's okay. You're allowed to cry. 286 00:14:54,040 --> 00:14:55,360 Speaker 2: What's wrong with that? You're a human. 287 00:14:55,840 --> 00:14:59,120 Speaker 1: I cried because I felt like so bizarre that this 288 00:14:59,320 --> 00:14:59,720 Speaker 1: was happening. 289 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:02,200 Speaker 2: It is, it's bizarre, and you're allowed to cry. That's normal. 290 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:05,680 Speaker 2: I would have like, what, Yes, this is not okay. 291 00:15:06,120 --> 00:15:08,280 Speaker 1: I cried, and I said, you're really hurting my feelings. 292 00:15:08,280 --> 00:15:10,400 Speaker 1: I don't I don't think now's the time to have 293 00:15:10,440 --> 00:15:12,200 Speaker 1: this conversation ever. 294 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:15,160 Speaker 2: Really like like. 295 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:17,520 Speaker 1: We could get into this at another time when maybe 296 00:15:17,520 --> 00:15:20,600 Speaker 1: I'm healed, but like I'm still in a hot like 297 00:15:21,120 --> 00:15:23,720 Speaker 1: just so you know, I'm still getting daily fucking innimous. 298 00:15:25,040 --> 00:15:25,920 Speaker 2: I'm not visual. 299 00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:32,479 Speaker 1: I just like I am in. I am on steroids, 300 00:15:33,000 --> 00:15:35,920 Speaker 1: I am on salt pills. I am mean as a 301 00:15:35,920 --> 00:15:39,360 Speaker 1: fucking snake, I am sweating to death. I am still 302 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:42,080 Speaker 1: in the hospital, and Bob thinks this is the time 303 00:15:42,120 --> 00:15:43,320 Speaker 1: to talk about children. 304 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:45,120 Speaker 2: So either way, me and boss, So, how did you 305 00:15:45,160 --> 00:15:46,120 Speaker 2: wrap that call up? 306 00:15:46,720 --> 00:15:48,520 Speaker 1: So I don't really know how I wrapped that call 307 00:15:48,600 --> 00:15:50,760 Speaker 1: up because at that point I wasn't really in a place. 308 00:15:51,160 --> 00:15:53,400 Speaker 1: But then, don't you worry. I felt the need to 309 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:58,600 Speaker 1: wait a little bit him, and then I fucking lost it, 310 00:15:59,080 --> 00:15:59,880 Speaker 1: like said. 311 00:15:59,680 --> 00:16:01,840 Speaker 2: Do I I know this woman or do I know 312 00:16:01,920 --> 00:16:04,760 Speaker 2: that I was I've seen it. 313 00:16:05,240 --> 00:16:08,520 Speaker 1: I was honestly, I like channeled Renna at her meanest 314 00:16:09,320 --> 00:16:12,760 Speaker 1: via text. And then he was like, wow, I thought 315 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:14,720 Speaker 1: we were okay after our last phone call, and I 316 00:16:14,760 --> 00:16:17,360 Speaker 1: was like, I wasn't coherent during our last phone call, 317 00:16:17,680 --> 00:16:20,840 Speaker 1: but I am now, And I was like, really, let 318 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:24,240 Speaker 1: him have it, and now we're back to being fine. 319 00:16:24,240 --> 00:16:25,840 Speaker 1: But we're not gonna go on any more date. 320 00:16:25,920 --> 00:16:28,360 Speaker 2: I don't. I think maybe we just pause on the dating. 321 00:16:28,040 --> 00:16:30,600 Speaker 1: For right now. I'm already been on more dates with 322 00:16:30,720 --> 00:16:31,160 Speaker 1: new people. 323 00:16:31,240 --> 00:16:32,440 Speaker 2: Know what, I can't get a date? 324 00:16:32,480 --> 00:16:35,400 Speaker 1: And here you are, Well, I'm on a second date. 325 00:16:35,440 --> 00:16:37,960 Speaker 1: So I went on a first date and now I'm 326 00:16:38,400 --> 00:16:43,080 Speaker 1: pre pre the thing, and then I went on a 327 00:16:43,200 --> 00:16:54,000 Speaker 1: second date yesterday. Actually he's really cute and nice. Fuck 328 00:16:55,440 --> 00:16:57,760 Speaker 1: do you want to pick? Tell me if I'm right? 329 00:16:58,520 --> 00:17:00,960 Speaker 2: This is okay? Are you okay? 330 00:17:01,240 --> 00:17:01,520 Speaker 3: Yes? 331 00:17:02,280 --> 00:17:06,960 Speaker 2: Did the doctors say you can date? I mean the 332 00:17:07,160 --> 00:17:11,480 Speaker 2: dog's right, Oh my god, making his. 333 00:17:11,600 --> 00:17:13,639 Speaker 1: Stupid face in this photo. But he's cute. 334 00:17:13,800 --> 00:17:20,400 Speaker 2: He is cute. Wait a second, okay, mm hmm, see 335 00:17:20,400 --> 00:17:22,439 Speaker 2: he's cute. What are his intentions? Do I need to 336 00:17:22,440 --> 00:17:23,520 Speaker 2: get on the phone with this fool? 337 00:17:23,600 --> 00:17:26,480 Speaker 1: Well, he didn't know who I was, and he also 338 00:17:26,680 --> 00:17:32,320 Speaker 1: said the word he goes. I'm confused now that I 339 00:17:32,359 --> 00:17:36,040 Speaker 1: follow you on Instagram, all these Bravo leabs keep following. 340 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:43,040 Speaker 2: He really doesn't know who you doesn't know, thank god. 341 00:17:43,520 --> 00:17:46,560 Speaker 1: But he's it's weird. He's like so nice that I'm like, 342 00:17:47,359 --> 00:17:50,800 Speaker 1: then I get panicked. But I have been on two dates. 343 00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:52,240 Speaker 2: How did they go? 344 00:17:52,720 --> 00:17:55,560 Speaker 1: They went really well? Because I have to say this 345 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:59,080 Speaker 1: is going to sound crazy, but when you're in the 346 00:17:59,119 --> 00:18:02,480 Speaker 1: hospital and when you're like and everyone has been amazing, 347 00:18:02,840 --> 00:18:06,960 Speaker 1: like beyond I he showed up. He has been there. 348 00:18:07,040 --> 00:18:12,000 Speaker 1: He has been an amazing caregiver because that's you know, but uh, 349 00:18:13,640 --> 00:18:16,639 Speaker 1: I hadn't had like a true hug. 350 00:18:17,400 --> 00:18:20,320 Speaker 2: Oh wow, you know what I mean? Okay, like friend 351 00:18:20,400 --> 00:18:23,640 Speaker 2: hugs are very different than Yes, they are very different. 352 00:18:23,960 --> 00:18:28,040 Speaker 1: And I felt this like weird like sadness. And then 353 00:18:28,080 --> 00:18:29,879 Speaker 1: also you know when you're like kind of talking to 354 00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:32,560 Speaker 1: somebody on the phone and you get that little like butterfly. 355 00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:36,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, oh my god, you get the butterflies. So that's 356 00:18:36,359 --> 00:18:37,359 Speaker 2: live your damn life. 357 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:39,480 Speaker 1: So I'll see, I mean, who knows? 358 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:41,680 Speaker 2: How about this? How about we just take it day 359 00:18:41,720 --> 00:18:42,560 Speaker 2: by day. 360 00:18:42,560 --> 00:18:45,080 Speaker 1: He hasn't asked me to have children yet, so that's 361 00:18:45,600 --> 00:18:49,239 Speaker 1: we're on the up and up foot bot, Just what 362 00:18:49,240 --> 00:18:51,320 Speaker 1: do we call this one? What should his name? But 363 00:18:51,440 --> 00:18:52,919 Speaker 1: now that you've seen his picture, I don't know. 364 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:55,840 Speaker 2: Let me think about that. He's in his forties, maybe 365 00:18:56,240 --> 00:19:01,119 Speaker 2: he's thirty five. Okay, what can you tell me what 366 00:19:01,160 --> 00:19:01,920 Speaker 2: he does for a living? 367 00:19:02,359 --> 00:19:11,280 Speaker 1: He does? He works in events? Okay, yeah? Nice? Uh okay, 368 00:19:12,200 --> 00:19:14,879 Speaker 1: like very kind, like one of those people that's. 369 00:19:14,920 --> 00:19:17,840 Speaker 2: Really assuring, and I am you respond to that. 370 00:19:18,040 --> 00:19:19,840 Speaker 1: I apparently respond to that, which is going to get 371 00:19:19,880 --> 00:19:21,040 Speaker 1: us into our love language. 372 00:19:21,080 --> 00:19:21,840 Speaker 2: Already did the test? 373 00:19:22,359 --> 00:19:24,480 Speaker 1: I did the test too, and I'm frightened for what 374 00:19:24,840 --> 00:19:26,560 Speaker 1: ours mine is embarrassing. 375 00:19:27,560 --> 00:19:30,560 Speaker 2: No, at this point, nothing is embarrassing. What do you 376 00:19:30,600 --> 00:19:33,399 Speaker 2: mean it's not? Nothing isn't What do you mean? 377 00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:35,000 Speaker 1: Daily animals aren't embarrassing. 378 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:38,560 Speaker 2: That's my point. After that, where do we go? You're 379 00:19:38,600 --> 00:19:39,920 Speaker 2: worried about a love language? 380 00:19:41,440 --> 00:19:45,000 Speaker 1: So, guys, we did the love Languages quiz, which if 381 00:19:45,000 --> 00:19:49,240 Speaker 1: you haven't taken it, it's pretty great and it does 382 00:19:49,320 --> 00:19:55,880 Speaker 1: tell you a lot. There are one, two, three, four, five, 383 00:19:56,040 --> 00:19:59,959 Speaker 1: there's five love languages. Words of affirmation, acts of service, 384 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:03,960 Speaker 1: receiving gifts, quality time, physical. 385 00:20:03,480 --> 00:20:06,679 Speaker 2: Touch, yep. The love language tests a circle, the one 386 00:20:06,680 --> 00:20:08,399 Speaker 2: that best describes you. Okay, let me ask you this. 387 00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:09,680 Speaker 1: Oh, so we're gonna do some of it. 388 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:12,239 Speaker 2: I'm going to ask you right, So, I'm gonna we're 389 00:20:12,240 --> 00:20:14,080 Speaker 2: gonna ask the questions and you're gonna answer. I'm gonna 390 00:20:14,080 --> 00:20:16,879 Speaker 2: ask you these six questions. Are you ready? And then? Okay? Ready? 391 00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 2: You like to receive notes of affirmation or I like 392 00:20:20,880 --> 00:20:21,600 Speaker 2: it when you hug me. 393 00:20:23,080 --> 00:20:26,199 Speaker 1: I like to receive notes of affirmation. Okay, I like. 394 00:20:26,480 --> 00:20:29,840 Speaker 2: Uh, I'm split on this one. I mean I love 395 00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:32,760 Speaker 2: hugs and I love I like both. Yeah, I like 396 00:20:32,840 --> 00:20:35,120 Speaker 2: to receive notes of affirmation, and I like it when 397 00:20:35,119 --> 00:20:35,560 Speaker 2: you hug me. 398 00:20:35,680 --> 00:20:38,480 Speaker 1: Yes, I like both, But I like I think notes 399 00:20:38,680 --> 00:20:40,640 Speaker 1: are planned out in advance. 400 00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:43,560 Speaker 2: Sure. I like to spend one on one time with you. 401 00:20:43,680 --> 00:20:45,800 Speaker 2: I feel loved when you give me practical help. Which 402 00:20:45,840 --> 00:20:48,720 Speaker 2: do you prefer one on one time? Same? Yeah, I 403 00:20:48,800 --> 00:20:50,560 Speaker 2: like it when you give me gifts. I like taking 404 00:20:50,640 --> 00:20:51,600 Speaker 2: long walks with you. 405 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:54,760 Speaker 1: I like long walks. 406 00:20:56,160 --> 00:20:59,240 Speaker 2: I think long walks are more valuable because gifts sometimes 407 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:00,879 Speaker 2: are given to up things. 408 00:21:01,040 --> 00:21:03,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, I agree, you know. Yeah. 409 00:21:03,320 --> 00:21:05,159 Speaker 2: I feel loved when you do things to help me. 410 00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:06,919 Speaker 2: I feel loved when you hugger touch me. 411 00:21:07,840 --> 00:21:09,560 Speaker 1: I feel loved when you hugger touch. 412 00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:11,760 Speaker 2: Me, sae. But I like I like some help to 413 00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:12,520 Speaker 2: you every now and then. 414 00:21:12,560 --> 00:21:13,879 Speaker 1: But I don't want to ask for the help. I 415 00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:14,760 Speaker 1: want you just to do it. 416 00:21:14,800 --> 00:21:17,040 Speaker 2: Oh No, you don't like to ask for any kind 417 00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:20,080 Speaker 2: of help ever, never in your life. Never, I've never 418 00:21:20,160 --> 00:21:22,440 Speaker 2: seen you ask for anything. I feel loved when you 419 00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:24,000 Speaker 2: hold me in your arms. I feel loved when I 420 00:21:24,040 --> 00:21:25,960 Speaker 2: receive a gift from you. Between the two of these, 421 00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:28,760 Speaker 2: I would prefer to be hold me in your arms. 422 00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 1: Same. I like to go places with you, and I 423 00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:35,000 Speaker 1: like to hold hands with you. Probably I like to 424 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:36,879 Speaker 1: go places and hold hands. 425 00:21:37,119 --> 00:21:39,080 Speaker 2: I like to do with both of these things. You know. 426 00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:41,199 Speaker 2: I know that we're supposed to pick which one, but 427 00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:43,760 Speaker 2: I know that I wrote mine down because I did 428 00:21:43,840 --> 00:21:46,120 Speaker 2: take this and words of affirmation came out on top 429 00:21:46,160 --> 00:21:48,679 Speaker 2: for me, and then physical touch me too. 430 00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:51,520 Speaker 1: But also what I realized about this test, I felt 431 00:21:51,520 --> 00:21:53,480 Speaker 1: like it was always trying to trick me into saying 432 00:21:53,480 --> 00:21:54,440 Speaker 1: that I wanted gifts. 433 00:21:54,880 --> 00:21:57,080 Speaker 2: I don't like that because I think that maybe our 434 00:21:57,160 --> 00:22:01,760 Speaker 2: culture perceives gifts as like bribes or that you are, 435 00:22:02,600 --> 00:22:06,520 Speaker 2: you know, given. There's this thing around being given a gift, 436 00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:09,119 Speaker 2: like what was the intention of the gift? 437 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:09,800 Speaker 1: Was that? 438 00:22:10,040 --> 00:22:12,480 Speaker 2: You know? And that's what I do like gifts, But 439 00:22:12,520 --> 00:22:14,800 Speaker 2: I think it's the intent of the gift. Does that 440 00:22:14,840 --> 00:22:18,000 Speaker 2: make sense? Like not an obligatory gift or a shut 441 00:22:18,080 --> 00:22:22,360 Speaker 2: up gift or I fucked up here some diamonds gift. 442 00:22:22,520 --> 00:22:25,760 Speaker 1: I mean, and then you end up losing the gift anyway. 443 00:22:26,160 --> 00:22:31,440 Speaker 2: But I think, tell me about it, tell me about 444 00:22:31,440 --> 00:22:31,720 Speaker 2: that that. 445 00:22:31,760 --> 00:22:34,240 Speaker 1: Wasn't it was not an intentional dig But I'm glad 446 00:22:34,280 --> 00:22:34,560 Speaker 1: it works. 447 00:22:36,040 --> 00:22:37,000 Speaker 2: It all works out good. 448 00:22:38,040 --> 00:22:43,040 Speaker 1: But so that's we recommend you guys taking this quiz 449 00:22:43,240 --> 00:22:46,200 Speaker 1: because I can say that, I wouldn't have thought that 450 00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:49,359 Speaker 1: my love language is words of affirmation because I'm so 451 00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:50,680 Speaker 1: awkward getting a compliment. 452 00:22:51,200 --> 00:22:53,640 Speaker 2: Maybe that's why you you, but maybe that's what I think. 453 00:22:53,640 --> 00:22:57,200 Speaker 1: There's two different things. Like I think words of affirmation. 454 00:22:57,520 --> 00:22:59,840 Speaker 1: It doesn't necessarily have to be a compliment. It could 455 00:22:59,880 --> 00:23:01,639 Speaker 1: be like, I'm very proud of you. 456 00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:03,400 Speaker 2: Oh, you're doing a great job. I've noticed how hard 457 00:23:03,400 --> 00:23:05,400 Speaker 2: you've been working. It's really good. Yeah, you know, things 458 00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:08,040 Speaker 2: like that, Like that is a total like I love 459 00:23:08,040 --> 00:23:10,560 Speaker 2: the way you've handled yourself in this situation. I really 460 00:23:10,600 --> 00:23:12,560 Speaker 2: admire your resilience or whatever. 461 00:23:12,720 --> 00:23:15,679 Speaker 1: And then when you reverse it, like it burns me 462 00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:17,760 Speaker 1: to the core when someone's like, hey, I think you 463 00:23:17,840 --> 00:23:18,760 Speaker 1: kind of fucked this up. 464 00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:21,720 Speaker 2: I don't know that it burns me to the core, 465 00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:24,200 Speaker 2: but it does bother. It makes me have to take 466 00:23:24,280 --> 00:23:26,399 Speaker 2: like a step back from myself and look at it 467 00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:30,440 Speaker 2: objectively and not to get hurt personally. You know, when 468 00:23:30,480 --> 00:23:33,040 Speaker 2: you look at critiques or something. When I was younger, 469 00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:36,240 Speaker 2: it was it would hurt personally. But now I think 470 00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:38,480 Speaker 2: I have a little bit more perspective in being able 471 00:23:38,520 --> 00:23:42,919 Speaker 2: to say well done, listen to what's being said, step 472 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:45,320 Speaker 2: back for a second and see, you know, is there 473 00:23:45,400 --> 00:23:48,200 Speaker 2: anything here that you agree with that this person is saying, 474 00:23:48,200 --> 00:23:51,240 Speaker 2: because sometimes people are just nasty. Did you take criticism 475 00:23:51,320 --> 00:23:53,760 Speaker 2: personally or did you take it constructively? Were you able 476 00:23:54,160 --> 00:23:57,080 Speaker 2: under your hardest times when you were like writing professionally 477 00:23:57,440 --> 00:23:59,679 Speaker 2: and writing for clients and stuff like that. Were you 478 00:23:59,760 --> 00:24:02,080 Speaker 2: able to take coaching? Did you take it to heart 479 00:24:02,119 --> 00:24:04,000 Speaker 2: and was hurt over it? Was it personal? I guess I. 480 00:24:04,280 --> 00:24:07,919 Speaker 1: Can say that prior to going in the ring, I 481 00:24:07,960 --> 00:24:10,439 Speaker 1: could take as much information as you want to get. Okay, 482 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:13,800 Speaker 1: like this horse is going to want to dive left, 483 00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:16,160 Speaker 1: you know, hold it, you know that type of information. 484 00:24:16,680 --> 00:24:20,639 Speaker 1: When I came out, I needed a second to beat 485 00:24:20,640 --> 00:24:21,280 Speaker 1: myself up. 486 00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:23,000 Speaker 2: Oh you're that guy? 487 00:24:23,119 --> 00:24:25,240 Speaker 1: Uh huh, I'm that guy. I had to beat myself 488 00:24:25,320 --> 00:24:28,399 Speaker 1: up before I could allow somebody else to give me 489 00:24:28,440 --> 00:24:29,000 Speaker 1: their Are. 490 00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:30,720 Speaker 2: You hard on yourself or did you say, damn it, 491 00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:32,879 Speaker 2: I missed something, because I like, I'll bring it right 492 00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:35,080 Speaker 2: back to these last forty shows I did on Broadway. 493 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:36,920 Speaker 2: I went in with very clear attentions. You know, because 494 00:24:36,920 --> 00:24:39,080 Speaker 2: anybody that's done shows, you know, you have two people 495 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:41,040 Speaker 2: that come to you every time before you go on 496 00:24:41,200 --> 00:24:43,560 Speaker 2: the ship, before you go on station, and it's you know, 497 00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:46,479 Speaker 2: the dance captain and the musical director and they come 498 00:24:46,520 --> 00:24:48,080 Speaker 2: and they go, hey, you were flat here, you were 499 00:24:48,119 --> 00:24:50,840 Speaker 2: slow here tonight, I'm picking this up. Your hands weren't here. 500 00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,720 Speaker 2: So you have to take those notes every time, yeah, 501 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:55,679 Speaker 2: every night. And I was like if I didn't, if 502 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:57,560 Speaker 2: I missed a note, I wasn't, like, God damn it. 503 00:24:57,600 --> 00:24:59,760 Speaker 2: I was like I walked off and I go, I 504 00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:02,240 Speaker 2: know I missed the note, do you know? Like I know. 505 00:25:03,000 --> 00:25:07,240 Speaker 1: Sometimes I can do that even now to this day though, 506 00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:10,479 Speaker 1: like and I see Slate doing it too, and I'm like, shoot, 507 00:25:10,520 --> 00:25:12,560 Speaker 1: I must have like naturally given this to her. 508 00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:13,000 Speaker 2: Probably. 509 00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:16,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, Like it's that like immediate, like we walk out 510 00:25:17,000 --> 00:25:19,360 Speaker 1: and we need a second, and it's because like we're 511 00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:21,000 Speaker 1: processing whatever. 512 00:25:20,640 --> 00:25:23,520 Speaker 2: We did wrong instead of whatever, because you have a 513 00:25:23,560 --> 00:25:25,240 Speaker 2: choice to process what you did right too. 514 00:25:25,800 --> 00:25:28,119 Speaker 1: Yeah, but like you know, you're if you're gonna win 515 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:30,400 Speaker 1: or lose, do you Yeah, you have a I don't. 516 00:25:30,600 --> 00:25:33,159 Speaker 1: I don't have a pretty good idea, like I know 517 00:25:33,240 --> 00:25:36,320 Speaker 1: when I just want a class, Okay, So you have 518 00:25:36,400 --> 00:25:38,240 Speaker 1: to kind of like walk out of the ring knowing 519 00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:41,160 Speaker 1: like the best, I'm gonna get us fifth or like 520 00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:42,119 Speaker 1: that was terrible. 521 00:25:42,280 --> 00:25:57,439 Speaker 2: Yeah, but also too, I would imagine, you know, anything 522 00:25:57,480 --> 00:25:59,920 Speaker 2: that you do live, like you could be off the day, 523 00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:01,840 Speaker 2: the horse could be off that date. Like it all 524 00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:05,280 Speaker 2: has to come together perfectly, right, I mean you can. 525 00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:07,800 Speaker 2: I mean it's the same as That's what I'm saying. 526 00:26:07,800 --> 00:26:11,800 Speaker 2: Any Well, you're in good voice. You're not anything done live. 527 00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:14,760 Speaker 1: Anything done live and anything done. I don't think there's 528 00:26:14,800 --> 00:26:18,840 Speaker 1: a ton of sports or music type things that are singular. 529 00:26:19,080 --> 00:26:19,520 Speaker 2: That's right. 530 00:26:20,160 --> 00:26:22,760 Speaker 1: So I walk in the ring, I'm by myself. 531 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:24,800 Speaker 2: You walk you know on stage, Yeah. 532 00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:27,800 Speaker 1: Your even if there are other people on stage yours, 533 00:26:28,119 --> 00:26:30,200 Speaker 1: I still have my job to do, yes, and your 534 00:26:30,280 --> 00:26:32,399 Speaker 1: voice is going to write. 535 00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:35,879 Speaker 2: You the leader. Yeah, And so I would imagine this 536 00:26:36,000 --> 00:26:39,600 Speaker 2: is what I always thought was wild, is how do 537 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:41,800 Speaker 2: you I know that you can communicate with animals? And 538 00:26:41,840 --> 00:26:45,000 Speaker 2: I believe that I'm a big animal person, but that's 539 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:49,000 Speaker 2: a big animal. Horses a bit in controlling those you know, 540 00:26:49,440 --> 00:26:51,840 Speaker 2: that movements of that horse, that that's a real skill. 541 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:54,760 Speaker 2: Well I think that's because they get moody too. 542 00:26:54,960 --> 00:26:56,639 Speaker 1: Yeah. I think that's why it was so important for 543 00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:58,480 Speaker 1: me to go back. So when I first went back, 544 00:26:58,840 --> 00:27:00,760 Speaker 1: I went on a horse that I'd never shown. There's 545 00:27:00,800 --> 00:27:03,480 Speaker 1: this nice gal named Tiffany that rides at the barn 546 00:27:03,520 --> 00:27:06,800 Speaker 1: I'm at and she can't ride on Saturdays, and she's like, 547 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:10,439 Speaker 1: we ride my horses and it's jumping. It was jumping 548 00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:14,879 Speaker 1: significantly smaller than what I jump on totally, and so 549 00:27:14,960 --> 00:27:16,919 Speaker 1: I went and did it and I felt comfortable and 550 00:27:16,920 --> 00:27:19,000 Speaker 1: I was like okay. So then the next week I 551 00:27:19,040 --> 00:27:21,760 Speaker 1: looked at my trainers John and Peter and I'm like, hey, guys, 552 00:27:21,800 --> 00:27:25,240 Speaker 1: can I please show Toad this week? And they're like, Teddy, yeah, 553 00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:28,959 Speaker 1: and I'm like he's my baby, like I know, like 554 00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:30,040 Speaker 1: we know each other. 555 00:27:30,080 --> 00:27:31,679 Speaker 2: Yeah, You've always said that you have a connection with 556 00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:32,600 Speaker 2: this sord like I. 557 00:27:32,880 --> 00:27:35,440 Speaker 1: Know if it's not going to be safe, and I'll 558 00:27:35,480 --> 00:27:38,520 Speaker 1: tell you, guys, like I promise you, I can feel it, 559 00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:41,680 Speaker 1: and I could, Like day one, I felt on top 560 00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:43,800 Speaker 1: of the world, and day two I was like there 561 00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:46,240 Speaker 1: was a moment where I was like shit, yeah, and 562 00:27:46,280 --> 00:27:49,040 Speaker 1: then I was like, okay, change it up a little bit. 563 00:27:49,080 --> 00:27:50,879 Speaker 1: And then I looked at them and I'm like, okay, 564 00:27:50,920 --> 00:27:54,199 Speaker 1: I am fine. I am fine, Like, but I know 565 00:27:54,400 --> 00:27:56,920 Speaker 1: myself well enough, I think at this point, after all 566 00:27:56,920 --> 00:27:59,159 Speaker 1: this stuff, when to pull the plug? 567 00:27:59,400 --> 00:28:03,240 Speaker 2: Good? Good, When keep that in the forefront. You know, 568 00:28:03,280 --> 00:28:06,720 Speaker 2: you don't want to do anything that puts you at. 569 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:09,200 Speaker 1: Risk sense, yeah, And I think you know this too, 570 00:28:09,280 --> 00:28:11,959 Speaker 1: Like sometimes the power of no is more important than 571 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:12,600 Speaker 1: the power of yes. 572 00:28:12,640 --> 00:28:13,280 Speaker 2: It's really true. 573 00:28:13,560 --> 00:28:15,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, Like we want to say yes to everything, and 574 00:28:15,840 --> 00:28:17,640 Speaker 1: then we say yes and then you're like. 575 00:28:17,680 --> 00:28:22,119 Speaker 2: Uh, well, also too, you have to discern which yes is, 576 00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:26,239 Speaker 2: you know, like what what which ones? Because I love 577 00:28:26,320 --> 00:28:29,479 Speaker 2: to do everything, but then sometimes I'm like, this is 578 00:28:29,520 --> 00:28:32,359 Speaker 2: not this is too much, and then you and then 579 00:28:32,359 --> 00:28:35,320 Speaker 2: I don't give performance yeah or yeah, or I don't 580 00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:39,320 Speaker 2: when I over book myself or I oh I am tired, 581 00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:41,760 Speaker 2: or then I become crabby and I don't give my 582 00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:44,240 Speaker 2: best work, and then people aren't left with a good 583 00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:46,680 Speaker 2: taste in their mouth about you. 584 00:28:46,600 --> 00:28:49,280 Speaker 1: Know, it does more harm than good, it really does. 585 00:28:49,400 --> 00:28:49,800 Speaker 2: I think so. 586 00:28:51,960 --> 00:28:54,680 Speaker 1: But either way, I've really missed you. 587 00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:57,080 Speaker 2: I missed you too. I'm so happy to see you. 588 00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:59,760 Speaker 2: And I mean, my God, Teddy Jesus Christ. 589 00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:03,240 Speaker 1: I mean, what the fact that that all happened while 590 00:29:03,280 --> 00:29:06,400 Speaker 1: we were just you were just doing Broadway and I 591 00:29:06,440 --> 00:29:08,800 Speaker 1: was just trying to mind my own business. Slang in 592 00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:10,800 Speaker 1: coffee mate. 593 00:29:10,200 --> 00:29:11,920 Speaker 2: But you know the coffee mate worked out? 594 00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:13,360 Speaker 1: You know what it did? 595 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:18,040 Speaker 2: Is it? How is business like this? What has been 596 00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:20,360 Speaker 2: the response if you don't mind asking, obviously tell me 597 00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:25,440 Speaker 2: shut up? But what's been the response? Like? I know everybody, well, 598 00:29:25,440 --> 00:29:27,320 Speaker 2: you have a lot of people that love you. But 599 00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:29,200 Speaker 2: what's business like? 600 00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:33,160 Speaker 1: I mean I have to say like business is good? 601 00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:36,400 Speaker 1: Everything is good with business? Uh, the pod, it's been 602 00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:40,040 Speaker 1: weird because I'm so behind on shows now right, Like 603 00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:41,800 Speaker 1: I don't even know what to give you a shit 604 00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:44,240 Speaker 1: about at this point. I'm so behind, so I need 605 00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:46,160 Speaker 1: to catch up on all those for to teas and 606 00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:49,840 Speaker 1: a pod. But I would say all in all, things 607 00:29:49,920 --> 00:29:52,520 Speaker 1: are like coming back together. Things are coming back together 608 00:29:52,880 --> 00:29:56,600 Speaker 1: with the kids, with life. Everything is starting to smooth 609 00:29:56,680 --> 00:30:01,360 Speaker 1: itself out versus when I was an a to be here, Yes, 610 00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:04,840 Speaker 1: and I just felt so far removed and it made 611 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:10,680 Speaker 1: me feel yucky. Yeah, So I mean everything everything's good 612 00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:13,520 Speaker 1: like and I'm just taking it slow and I'm in 613 00:30:13,560 --> 00:30:18,960 Speaker 1: immune therapy and what is okay? So immunotherapy. I'm not 614 00:30:19,080 --> 00:30:21,320 Speaker 1: a doctor, clearly, I know you guys think, but you 615 00:30:21,360 --> 00:30:22,000 Speaker 1: are a patient. 616 00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:24,240 Speaker 2: Oh, you can speak about it. 617 00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:29,840 Speaker 1: The seleb sense of voice that he yawns during I 618 00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:33,160 Speaker 1: almost died. Who you I'm sorry, you know you're sending 619 00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:36,680 Speaker 1: this voice note. You yawned, Delete it, start over, But 620 00:30:36,760 --> 00:30:38,320 Speaker 1: he sends a voice note, and he goes, I just 621 00:30:38,360 --> 00:30:40,840 Speaker 1: want to make sure you're all. You seem very smart, 622 00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:45,880 Speaker 1: and I was like anyone that you and also nobody 623 00:30:45,880 --> 00:30:48,480 Speaker 1: in the history of the world of anyone has ever 624 00:30:48,560 --> 00:30:49,920 Speaker 1: said you seem very smart. 625 00:30:50,880 --> 00:30:54,600 Speaker 2: Yes they have. Don't don't let who Well, I think 626 00:30:54,640 --> 00:30:56,200 Speaker 2: you're smart smart? 627 00:30:56,280 --> 00:30:58,000 Speaker 1: Would you look on the World Wide Web and be 628 00:30:58,120 --> 00:30:58,920 Speaker 1: like that's smart. 629 00:30:59,720 --> 00:31:03,680 Speaker 2: Yes, I've watched you express articulate yourself. I know you're smart. 630 00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:04,760 Speaker 2: Everybody knows you're smart. 631 00:31:04,920 --> 00:31:07,040 Speaker 1: I don't think this random celebrity, well. 632 00:31:06,960 --> 00:31:09,120 Speaker 2: I don't know who this is, but you'll tell me what. 633 00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:12,920 Speaker 1: Then he said, I just want to make sure that 634 00:31:13,000 --> 00:31:16,720 Speaker 1: you're following the Eastern medicine and the holistic route as well. 635 00:31:18,120 --> 00:31:21,840 Speaker 1: I just want to make sure that you let me 636 00:31:21,920 --> 00:31:26,240 Speaker 1: get through the cancers, and then I'm gonna take advice 637 00:31:26,320 --> 00:31:28,479 Speaker 1: I don't then I'll get some macipunctre. 638 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:34,200 Speaker 2: Like I really fucking don't know what Eastern medicine. Let 639 00:31:34,280 --> 00:31:37,240 Speaker 2: me get this going over here with the radiation human. 640 00:31:37,080 --> 00:31:39,640 Speaker 1: But let me zip over again some psychedelics. 641 00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:42,720 Speaker 2: I don't know what you're talking about. Oh my gosh, 642 00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:48,240 Speaker 2: the fucking mushrooms while you're on these ship. What we're 643 00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:49,840 Speaker 2: gonna get about it. 644 00:31:50,040 --> 00:31:54,200 Speaker 3: I was just ceased, and I know you don't sat 645 00:31:54,440 --> 00:31:55,600 Speaker 3: so sorry. 646 00:31:55,680 --> 00:31:59,560 Speaker 1: That was an accident, just just like the losing of 647 00:31:59,560 --> 00:32:04,160 Speaker 1: the jewel. He was accidental. You know, sometimes you can't 648 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:07,320 Speaker 1: do it all. But I I a lot of fucking 649 00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:09,200 Speaker 1: people are crazy because a lot of people have been 650 00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:13,440 Speaker 1: texting me advice on my cancers. Normally, when people post 651 00:32:13,440 --> 00:32:18,920 Speaker 1: a photo of me, the comments aren't great towards me, right, 652 00:32:19,320 --> 00:32:24,840 Speaker 1: but apparently post survival, yeah, people have really picked up 653 00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:28,480 Speaker 1: the niceness. Because I was like, holy mother, I've never 654 00:32:28,520 --> 00:32:31,400 Speaker 1: seen such a thing. I'm not even getting attacked right now. 655 00:32:32,920 --> 00:32:35,320 Speaker 1: And then shep called me goes, I'm confused. The last 656 00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:37,320 Speaker 1: time I posted a photo, they really let. 657 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,800 Speaker 2: You have and I was like, well, things are very 658 00:32:39,840 --> 00:32:42,479 Speaker 2: serious right now with you. And so you know, people 659 00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:46,400 Speaker 2: have pulled back on something that they would be, you know, 660 00:32:46,920 --> 00:32:49,600 Speaker 2: tempted to send, which is why we shouldn't really be 661 00:32:49,680 --> 00:32:51,880 Speaker 2: sending a whole lot of those anyway. 662 00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:54,480 Speaker 1: Because you never know, somebody could have been tumored for 663 00:32:54,480 --> 00:32:56,400 Speaker 1: a year and that's why they've been pissing you off. 664 00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,280 Speaker 1: Like I could now use this as an excuse for everything. 665 00:32:59,600 --> 00:32:59,960 Speaker 2: I would. 666 00:33:01,960 --> 00:33:07,800 Speaker 3: I would you no, sorry, No, I wouldn't say anything 667 00:33:07,800 --> 00:33:10,120 Speaker 3: you don't sorry, No, I would just say, you know 668 00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:15,760 Speaker 3: how listen, you can say and do whatever you want 669 00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:20,200 Speaker 3: in my eyes, because you have a pass in my book. 670 00:33:20,600 --> 00:33:22,440 Speaker 2: I'll be honest with you. People, we don't know what 671 00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:25,440 Speaker 2: to do in this situation, none of us, like we 672 00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:27,480 Speaker 2: were all number one caught off guard. I'm just gonna 673 00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:29,560 Speaker 2: speak for everybody, and I'm not going to name names, 674 00:33:29,560 --> 00:33:34,520 Speaker 2: but here's the thing. You were healthy and then you 675 00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:38,840 Speaker 2: were really ill, and it went from you know, she's 676 00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,760 Speaker 2: good to she's really bad, and I think people were 677 00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:44,960 Speaker 2: thrown off. People don't know how to respond right now 678 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:49,040 Speaker 2: to you. And I think, you know, like we're laughing 679 00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:51,280 Speaker 2: and we're bringing levity to this situation. But a lot 680 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:55,760 Speaker 2: of people sometimes people get very afraid during times like this. 681 00:33:56,440 --> 00:33:59,360 Speaker 2: They don't know what to say, They feel hesitant to 682 00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:02,760 Speaker 2: reach out to you or you know. So I'm not 683 00:34:02,840 --> 00:34:06,720 Speaker 2: making excuses for them, but I am saying, like just 684 00:34:06,760 --> 00:34:08,040 Speaker 2: sometimes people don't know what to do. 685 00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:10,480 Speaker 1: And I'm telling you this. If you feel hesitant to 686 00:34:10,520 --> 00:34:12,480 Speaker 1: reach out to me, that means we're not that close. 687 00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:15,440 Speaker 1: Don't reach out because I don't need I don't like 688 00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:19,279 Speaker 1: a lot of messages. Okay, I'm just saying. 689 00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:21,640 Speaker 2: Well, well, that deletes about five people. I was gonna tell. 690 00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:25,120 Speaker 1: You, well, that's probably good because I doubt I wanted 691 00:34:25,120 --> 00:34:25,799 Speaker 1: to talk to them. 692 00:34:25,920 --> 00:34:28,360 Speaker 2: Oh my gosh. 693 00:34:28,680 --> 00:34:31,799 Speaker 1: All right, guys, thanks for tuning in to another episode 694 00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:34,040 Speaker 1: of Diamonds in the Rough. 695 00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:38,120 Speaker 2: I was gonna say, and I'm not the one that listen. 696 00:34:38,280 --> 00:34:40,839 Speaker 1: You can't even be tumored. I still got four laugh 697 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:44,320 Speaker 1: I almost said to teas in a pod, but I 698 00:34:44,360 --> 00:34:46,399 Speaker 1: caught myself because I'm what is it that you used 699 00:34:46,440 --> 00:34:47,040 Speaker 1: to always say? 700 00:34:47,200 --> 00:34:50,040 Speaker 2: I don't know. I'm a show girl. I'm a showman. 701 00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:53,200 Speaker 1: I'm a showman, and I remember shit you do remember 702 00:34:53,280 --> 00:34:54,200 Speaker 1: true professional? 703 00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:55,839 Speaker 2: Can I tell you something? I love you and I'm 704 00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:56,279 Speaker 2: proud of you. 705 00:34:56,560 --> 00:34:59,279 Speaker 1: Thank you, I really am. Thank you. Hopefully next week 706 00:34:59,320 --> 00:35:00,560 Speaker 1: I seem even sharper. 707 00:35:01,200 --> 00:35:03,439 Speaker 2: You're pretty good. I'm gonna tell you something. You're right there. 708 00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:04,920 Speaker 2: Don't don't beat yourself up over it. 709 00:35:05,200 --> 00:35:07,360 Speaker 1: I mean it was a little bit of upsetting that 710 00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:09,480 Speaker 1: I'm like, fucking Erica is coming over. I know she's 711 00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:11,560 Speaker 1: gonna be dressed up, and I don't get into any 712 00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:12,360 Speaker 1: of my clothes. 713 00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:14,240 Speaker 2: I don't either put on some weight myself. 714 00:35:14,480 --> 00:35:16,600 Speaker 1: No, yeah, I can really tell a tip in it. 715 00:35:17,239 --> 00:35:19,160 Speaker 1: All right, guys, thanks for tuning in. We'll be back 716 00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:19,560 Speaker 1: next week. 717 00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:20,880 Speaker 2: I love you, Teddy, Joe love you.