WEBVTT - “I CAN’T STOP PARTYING” 0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:04.680 Hello. All right, Hi, what is your name? 0:00:05.320 --> 0:00:07.160 My name is Josh. 0:00:07.280 --> 0:00:08.200 Josh. What's going on? 0:00:09.360 --> 0:00:09.440 So? 0:00:09.560 --> 0:00:13.320 Basically, I'm thirty five. I've always kind of been the 0:00:13.480 --> 0:00:16.239 social guy, like, go out already, have a lot of fun, 0:00:16.360 --> 0:00:21.200 meet new people, probably drink too much, Okay. I have 0:00:21.880 --> 0:00:27.240 a fiance and two children with her. Basically over the 0:00:27.280 --> 0:00:31.040 weekend I got entirely too drunk and she was not 0:00:31.160 --> 0:00:35.199 very happy, and I ended up sleeping at a relative 0:00:35.280 --> 0:00:38.760 house that night because she didn't want me in the house. 0:00:38.760 --> 0:00:42.959 And when I get really drunk, I get mean, and 0:00:43.159 --> 0:00:47.080 basically she said that she would leave me to happen 0:00:47.120 --> 0:00:50.280 again and I and I don't want that. But I 0:00:50.320 --> 0:00:54.920 don't know how to stop being who I associate myself with. 0:00:55.520 --> 0:00:56.000 As in, like. 0:00:57.520 --> 0:01:00.280 I'm up, I don't like. I don't want to stop 0:01:00.320 --> 0:01:04.280 being a partier. Basically I can, Okay. 0:01:04.360 --> 0:01:06.760 I have a lot of thoughts. What you said. You 0:01:06.760 --> 0:01:08.760 get mean when you get drunk. 0:01:09.000 --> 0:01:11.360 Like when I reach like a certain level, Like it's 0:01:11.360 --> 0:01:14.000 not every time I drink, it's what I'm like just 0:01:14.560 --> 0:01:20.400 beyond recognition. Drunk, I say mean and hurtful things, I guess, 0:01:20.440 --> 0:01:22.040 but I don't remember some of it. 0:01:22.959 --> 0:01:25.200 Were you saying mean? And herful things to your to 0:01:25.240 --> 0:01:25.800 your wife. 0:01:26.240 --> 0:01:31.440 So I I there have been times where yes I have, 0:01:33.720 --> 0:01:41.319 and I regret that obviously. It's it's mostly just like 0:01:42.560 --> 0:01:45.640 I make I make a lot more money than she does, 0:01:46.360 --> 0:01:49.240 and I tend to hold that over her head sometimes 0:01:50.280 --> 0:01:52.919 because that's first. I mean, it's frustrating at the points, 0:01:53.040 --> 0:01:57.360 but I think i'd like some of that stems from that. 0:02:01.040 --> 0:02:03.240 What why do you feel like, why do you hold 0:02:03.240 --> 0:02:04.120 this over her head? 0:02:04.560 --> 0:02:08.240 I don't know. I don't like she wanted me to 0:02:08.280 --> 0:02:11.000 leave the house and I in the path, and I'm like, well, 0:02:11.040 --> 0:02:14.480 it's my house, I pay for it, and I would 0:02:14.560 --> 0:02:15.720 just be shitty like that. 0:02:18.200 --> 0:02:22.560 My dog. Okay, So you say that you're a big 0:02:22.639 --> 0:02:24.839 part of your person. You like to drink a lot. 0:02:25.680 --> 0:02:27.720 You just are you drinking by yourself? What do you 0:02:27.840 --> 0:02:29.440 What are you doing when you're going out drinking? 0:02:29.919 --> 0:02:32.160 I was at a party. If I was at a 0:02:32.160 --> 0:02:35.320 party of friends and just just didn't, I don't know 0:02:35.360 --> 0:02:36.640 my limit, basically. 0:02:37.080 --> 0:02:39.919 What I gotta When you're thirty five, I assume most 0:02:39.960 --> 0:02:43.160 of your friends are also in marriages and whatnot. Are 0:02:43.200 --> 0:02:45.080 you what kind of parties are you guys going to? 0:02:45.880 --> 0:02:50.080 Yes, yes they are so I've made some new friends 0:02:50.080 --> 0:02:52.520 who are a little bit younger, who maybe aren't married, 0:02:52.600 --> 0:02:57.520 don't have kids, probably not the best people necessarily to 0:02:57.560 --> 0:02:59.480 hang out like be hanging out with that. 0:02:59.639 --> 0:03:04.760 I'm Josh, Josh, do you do you care? Do you? 0:03:04.880 --> 0:03:06.960 And by the way, you can be honest about this, 0:03:07.200 --> 0:03:09.919 do you care about your fiance and your. 0:03:09.840 --> 0:03:12.160 Kids absolutely more than anything? 0:03:13.000 --> 0:03:15.680 Do you? Do you? You said that so fast, with 0:03:15.720 --> 0:03:17.359 so much conviction. Do you really mean it? 0:03:17.800 --> 0:03:18.200 I do. 0:03:21.000 --> 0:03:21.040 You? 0:03:21.160 --> 0:03:24.280 Honestly do? I just don't know how to so? 0:03:24.360 --> 0:03:28.600 Then? So then, bro, bro, you have a wife and 0:03:28.840 --> 0:03:33.679 kids in a house. What more are you looking for? Man? 0:03:33.960 --> 0:03:36.400 I don't. I don't know, you know, that's probably part 0:03:36.440 --> 0:03:40.520 of the question. My my real dad wasn't around, my 0:03:40.560 --> 0:03:43.160 stepdad was there. My goal of mife was always be 0:03:43.280 --> 0:03:46.320 a better dad than my real dad. And I've got 0:03:46.320 --> 0:03:48.960 that goal, and now I don't know what else I want. 0:03:49.200 --> 0:03:52.520 I don't know. 0:03:51.960 --> 0:03:56.200 I don't, Josh, I don't, I don't, I don't. I 0:03:56.240 --> 0:04:00.160 don't mean to whatever. But it doesn't sound like you 0:04:00.200 --> 0:04:03.600 have that goal. I mean, if you're if you're going 0:04:03.680 --> 0:04:06.480 out and fucking all this ship up just to like 0:04:06.720 --> 0:04:10.800 party with you know, whoever you're partying with I mean, 0:04:10.880 --> 0:04:12.120 what are you? What are you doing? Man? 0:04:13.440 --> 0:04:13.880 You're right? 0:04:16.760 --> 0:04:18.880 And listen, here's the thing, bri Well, here's the thing. 0:04:19.200 --> 0:04:22.760 Your wife. You're you're the luckiest man on earth right 0:04:22.800 --> 0:04:26.040 now because your wife hasn't left you yet and your 0:04:26.120 --> 0:04:30.800 kids haven't announced you yet, so you still have time 0:04:31.600 --> 0:04:33.680 to go and be a good dad. How old are 0:04:33.680 --> 0:04:34.400 your kids? 0:04:34.960 --> 0:04:36.400 Five and five and about three? 0:04:36.440 --> 0:04:42.320 Three five and three? Yea, brother, go go raise your 0:04:42.360 --> 0:04:43.480 kids and be with your wife. 0:04:43.480 --> 0:04:47.520 Man, God damn it, Lyle, you're right. 0:04:49.240 --> 0:04:53.760 You really needed me to well, all right, all right, 0:04:53.800 --> 0:05:00.560 what's your Josh? Josh? What what the fuck was gonna say? 0:05:01.200 --> 0:05:03.320 Have you spoken to a real therapist about this? 0:05:04.320 --> 0:05:08.120 No? I mean we had me and being a had 0:05:08.160 --> 0:05:10.000 some problems, so we went to the marriage counselor. But 0:05:10.040 --> 0:05:12.120 I've not spoken to a real therapist about this. 0:05:14.200 --> 0:05:17.360 I got you. You listen, listen, man, and here's the thing. 0:05:17.400 --> 0:05:21.039 And you know, I'm sorry. I I try not to, 0:05:23.600 --> 0:05:25.320 you know, Hey, do you do? 0:05:26.080 --> 0:05:27.359 I get it? All right? 0:05:27.360 --> 0:05:28.839 I'm gonna do my all right, I'm gonna do my 0:05:28.839 --> 0:05:32.320 gack o thing. You you should It's sounds here's what 0:05:32.440 --> 0:05:35.839 it sounds like to me. You you have a desire 0:05:35.920 --> 0:05:38.039 within you to be a good dad and a good 0:05:38.120 --> 0:05:43.240 husband's but you have whatever like addiction issues or trauma 0:05:44.200 --> 0:05:46.080 or whatever that you feel like is in the way 0:05:46.120 --> 0:05:49.799 of you doing that. So you gotta you gotta figure 0:05:49.839 --> 0:05:53.120 that out. Man, You gotta figure that and you're and 0:05:53.160 --> 0:05:54.960 you're lucky as fun because it's not too late to 0:05:54.960 --> 0:05:55.760 figure that out yet. 0:05:57.600 --> 0:05:59.400 Yeah. 0:06:00.160 --> 0:06:03.880 Yeah, but you gotta, like I mean, I mean, man, like, 0:06:05.960 --> 0:06:08.720 I mean, I don't even I only know vaguely what 0:06:08.760 --> 0:06:11.720 you've told me. I mean, these like guys who these 0:06:11.720 --> 0:06:14.000 people who you're partying with, Like how often are you 0:06:14.000 --> 0:06:15.160 hanging out with them? 0:06:15.360 --> 0:06:18.880 So this was so it's basically guys on my softball team. 0:06:19.040 --> 0:06:22.039 They're not they're not bad people. It's not like intention 0:06:22.160 --> 0:06:23.960 was like it was supposed to be a beer Olympic. 0:06:24.880 --> 0:06:26.960 So like, I mean, that's and see what You're gonna 0:06:26.960 --> 0:06:30.839 get pretty drunk, right, I don't know, Like I'm not saying, 0:06:30.920 --> 0:06:32.719 I mean, I'm not hanging out with these guys, not 0:06:32.839 --> 0:06:35.320 a once a week thing. Like it's very very rare 0:06:35.360 --> 0:06:38.120 that I get this drunk, but it's happened enough times 0:06:38.120 --> 0:06:42.000 throughout the ten years we've been together. She's over it 0:06:42.040 --> 0:06:44.080 and I'm thirty, Like, here's. 0:06:43.839 --> 0:06:46.560 What I'm okay, But I said, how often? So like 0:06:46.600 --> 0:06:51.520 on a typical week? Oh right, no, like like can 0:06:51.560 --> 0:06:54.039 I hear? Like, but I don't you know, I really 0:06:54.080 --> 0:06:56.680 actually I kind of I don't know the full extent 0:06:56.760 --> 0:06:59.640 of what's going on. I mean, how yeah, like per 0:06:59.680 --> 0:07:01.080 per week, what's going on? 0:07:01.560 --> 0:07:03.520 Or week? How often am I getting like black out drunk? 0:07:04.320 --> 0:07:06.320 George, Just like, what are you doing? Like are you 0:07:07.240 --> 0:07:09.360 what do you typically do on an average week? 0:07:09.680 --> 0:07:09.920 You know? 0:07:11.600 --> 0:07:13.680 So, I mean it used to be worse. Obviously, I 0:07:13.680 --> 0:07:15.280 would go out on the weekends with my friends when 0:07:15.280 --> 0:07:16.040 we were in our twenties. 0:07:16.120 --> 0:07:19.920 Whatever I'm talking about, I'm talking about that. Now, let's 0:07:19.920 --> 0:07:22.160 talk about the past. Yeah, the past few weeks. 0:07:22.400 --> 0:07:25.280 Yeah, yeah, the past few weeks. It's only happened once. 0:07:25.720 --> 0:07:28.960 Like I'll drink. I'll drink maybe on softball nights, a 0:07:28.960 --> 0:07:31.040 couple of beers, maybe five or six here or there, 0:07:31.480 --> 0:07:34.960 but nothing like to the point where she wants to leave, 0:07:36.960 --> 0:07:38.880 so that it's a it's a very rare occasion that 0:07:39.000 --> 0:07:43.960 I get like that, But it's happened enough before I'm 0:07:43.960 --> 0:07:45.920 gonna say that kind of stuff happens like once a year. 0:07:46.080 --> 0:07:50.760 Maybe, what do you think it was about this time 0:07:50.800 --> 0:07:53.640 that made her like say something to you about it? 0:07:57.200 --> 0:07:58.680 But I was away from the kids for so long? 0:08:00.040 --> 0:08:01.600 Were you away from them? From the kids? 0:08:01.960 --> 0:08:05.200 It's about nine to ten hours? 0:08:07.440 --> 0:08:13.760 Okay. Have you ever been to AA or or attempted 0:08:13.800 --> 0:08:14.720 to quit drinking? 0:08:15.720 --> 0:08:19.480 Huh? Or small periods of time? But I think it's 0:08:19.480 --> 0:08:21.240 a step I should probably take. 0:08:23.600 --> 0:08:25.600 Yeah, what do you I mean, what do you think 0:08:25.680 --> 0:08:27.239 is preventing you from taking this step? 0:08:29.760 --> 0:08:31.680 I don't know who else I am without it? 0:08:33.440 --> 0:08:35.600 You don't know who else you are without it? 0:08:36.640 --> 0:08:37.800 Well, it's just it's a big. 0:08:39.200 --> 0:08:45.480 Does that sound Josh? Josh? Jo Josh? You have so much? 0:08:45.640 --> 0:08:52.040 What do you? You have? So many better things to be Yeah, 0:08:52.160 --> 0:08:53.760 your husband and a father? 0:08:54.920 --> 0:08:55.920 Right, you're right? 0:08:57.640 --> 0:08:58.240 What do you do for? 0:08:58.320 --> 0:09:00.640 Work for a factory? 0:09:01.679 --> 0:09:05.760 Okay? Do you really you don't feel any sense of 0:09:05.800 --> 0:09:07.360 identity without drinking? 0:09:13.120 --> 0:09:18.480 M Yeah, yeah I do. But it's just something I've 0:09:18.480 --> 0:09:19.200 known for so long. 0:09:19.240 --> 0:09:22.960 I guess, Well tell me this. I mean, if you 0:09:22.960 --> 0:09:25.080 you say you don't know who you are without it, 0:09:25.160 --> 0:09:28.280 you have this like thing in your mind where you're 0:09:29.480 --> 0:09:33.120 a lifelong you're what's that guy's name? I haven't even 0:09:33.120 --> 0:09:37.360 seen this movie? Is this is it? Is it ace Ventura? 0:09:38.720 --> 0:09:39.880 Is that him? 0:09:39.960 --> 0:09:42.880 Yeah? Maybe what you're like. 0:09:43.040 --> 0:09:47.760 Yeah whatever, I don't know or is that what's is 0:09:47.760 --> 0:09:51.040 that the name of the guy who is fuck? All right, 0:09:51.080 --> 0:09:53.800 I'm alright, all right, I'm officially pledging to no, I'm 0:09:53.840 --> 0:09:57.000 officially pledging to never reference a movie I haven't seen 0:09:57.360 --> 0:10:02.200 ever again. Anyway, you have the I you're like Bert Krascher, 0:10:02.240 --> 0:10:04.440 So you have this idea that you're like this party 0:10:05.360 --> 0:10:09.600 man forever that you like, wouldn't be anything without that. 0:10:10.440 --> 0:10:13.880 What is that true? Is that accurate? 0:10:15.200 --> 0:10:20.800 I mean, like, now that I think about it sounds 0:10:20.840 --> 0:10:22.800 kind of dumb. But that's kind of what I had 0:10:22.840 --> 0:10:27.839 thought in the past. Okay that it sounds kind of dumb, 0:10:28.360 --> 0:10:28.719 and you. 0:10:28.640 --> 0:10:33.439 Think it sounds kind of dumb. Yeah, okay, I'm gonna 0:10:33.520 --> 0:10:38.760 you know what, Yeah, it's a little dumb. 0:10:39.360 --> 0:10:40.280 What would you know? 0:10:40.559 --> 0:10:42.880 But that's what But that's all right. Look listen, by 0:10:42.960 --> 0:10:45.800 the way, I'm really like I mean this, it's because 0:10:45.840 --> 0:10:50.040 it's really antithetical to how I want to do this. 0:10:50.760 --> 0:10:55.160 I'm really not trying to make you feel like like 0:10:55.400 --> 0:11:00.560 beat yourself up or whatever. Now, So what I mean Okay, 0:11:00.600 --> 0:11:03.160 if you were not that guy, what guy would you 0:11:03.559 --> 0:11:08.320 want to be? Because did I promise you? That's not 0:11:08.400 --> 0:11:09.480 the only guy you can be. 0:11:10.320 --> 0:11:12.680 It's like a like a good dad, like one who's 0:11:12.679 --> 0:11:15.160 always there for his kids, just like a normal guy. 0:11:15.200 --> 0:11:19.360 I don't know. I'm realize they're too old to be 0:11:19.520 --> 0:11:20.280 drinking like this. 0:11:21.080 --> 0:11:28.719 And okay, okay, yeah, you've got you've you've got you. 0:11:28.960 --> 0:11:30.520 Like I said, you're a lucky man. You have the 0:11:30.520 --> 0:11:31.880 opportunity to go be that guy. 0:11:33.200 --> 0:11:37.240 You're right, I do. I haven't sucked it up enough yet. 0:11:39.640 --> 0:11:45.520 Yeah, so I guess I mean, go to AA, go 0:11:45.559 --> 0:11:50.080 to uh a real therapist and hang out with your kids. 0:11:50.360 --> 0:11:52.240 Where are you now? Where are you? Right now? 0:11:52.920 --> 0:11:54.760 I'm in the car. I just picked up some dinner 0:11:54.800 --> 0:11:56.400 and the kids are actually trying to get in the 0:11:56.400 --> 0:11:56.960 car right now. 0:11:57.760 --> 0:12:00.520 Okay, all right, go, all right, I'm gonna hang up 0:12:00.559 --> 0:12:02.280 on you, and I'm gonna let you go be with 0:12:02.360 --> 0:12:05.320 Go just be, just be with your kids, just with 0:12:05.559 --> 0:12:08.240 not even the drink, and just turn off your phone. 0:12:08.440 --> 0:12:13.000 Be with their kids. Just stare at them, just I'm serious. 0:12:13.040 --> 0:12:16.360 Be Just be in your house and stare at your 0:12:16.480 --> 0:12:22.200 wife and your kids. Just do that. I will Okay, 0:12:22.400 --> 0:12:28.400 is there anything else you want to say? Okay, all right, 0:12:28.440 --> 0:12:34.080 all right, take care, Bye bye, Josh. But this man, 0:12:34.240 --> 0:12:38.240 this man's really he's picking up his kids from soccer 0:12:38.280 --> 0:12:40.480 practice and the try the fucking thor is locked and 0:12:40.480 --> 0:12:42.440 they're jiggling it and he's like, I can't. I'm talking 0:12:42.480 --> 0:12:47.600 to someone right now. So funny. Attention listeners of the 0:12:47.600 --> 0:12:51.000 Therapy Gecko podcast. 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So, 0:14:34.480 --> 0:14:36.080 you know, I'm in the bathroom at work, like I 0:14:36.120 --> 0:14:38.520 can't even work, you know, like right now I could 0:14:38.560 --> 0:14:42.040 possibly have this tick disease just running rampant through my body. 0:14:43.360 --> 0:14:46.880 You know, what do you like? What would you suggest? Like? 0:14:46.920 --> 0:14:47.520 What do I do? 0:14:48.960 --> 0:14:50.280 What'd the doctor say? 0:14:51.720 --> 0:14:54.160 I went to get the bloodwork today, so like I 0:14:54.240 --> 0:14:56.000 have to wait two days, but like what if I 0:14:56.000 --> 0:14:58.040 don't have two days? You know, what if my case 0:14:58.160 --> 0:15:00.920 is like so severe that like I don't even have 0:15:00.960 --> 0:15:02.640 a shot. Maybe I quot it too late, you know. 0:15:03.440 --> 0:15:05.000 Like you're telling me that you don't you think that 0:15:05.040 --> 0:15:07.680 you're going to die within the next two days. 0:15:08.480 --> 0:15:11.320 I'm not saying I don't know. It's a possibility, right, 0:15:11.440 --> 0:15:13.720 Like it's how bad is lime that? Like? 0:15:13.920 --> 0:15:15.520 Are you I assume you've been doing a lot of 0:15:15.560 --> 0:15:20.040 googling with the confirmation bias of finding information that that 0:15:20.080 --> 0:15:21.560 will tell you that you're going to die in the 0:15:21.600 --> 0:15:23.440 next two days, like with m D. 0:15:23.720 --> 0:15:26.080 Yeah, yeah, but like who knows, maybe they were a 0:15:26.120 --> 0:15:28.280 doctor behind the keyboard, you know, I don't know. 0:15:29.240 --> 0:15:30.800 Does web MD said that you're going to die in 0:15:30.840 --> 0:15:31.560 the next two days. 0:15:32.560 --> 0:15:35.680 It doesn't say I'm not gonna all right, all. 0:15:35.720 --> 0:15:37.760 Right, let's say you're going to die tomorrow. What do 0:15:37.760 --> 0:15:39.640 you what do you want to do before you die? 0:15:41.200 --> 0:15:44.920 Honestly, I would like like sit at a beach with 0:15:45.000 --> 0:15:47.720 like a cold Bruski and just listen to the waves 0:15:48.400 --> 0:15:50.880 and then just kind of like stay it away into 0:15:50.880 --> 0:15:51.960 the abyss type deal. 0:15:52.160 --> 0:15:56.000 I think, Okay, why did you know that? 0:15:56.000 --> 0:15:56.120 Then? 0:15:56.120 --> 0:15:59.120 Why don't you well today's Friday. Why don't you go? 0:16:01.040 --> 0:16:04.240 You have the day off tomorrow from work. I assume no. 0:16:04.440 --> 0:16:06.200 I got the half day, so I'll be out of 0:16:06.200 --> 0:16:07.000 here at like twelve. 0:16:09.560 --> 0:16:14.240 We would stay to you in I'm a mass mass okay, 0:16:14.240 --> 0:16:18.000 all right, well all right, so why don't you go 0:16:18.560 --> 0:16:23.280 to the beach with the beer and die? 0:16:23.800 --> 0:16:24.800 What's your favorite beer? 0:16:25.760 --> 0:16:27.520 That's my who gives a show? My favorite beer is? 0:16:27.520 --> 0:16:30.280 But once you go with your favorite beer and go 0:16:30.320 --> 0:16:34.760 to the beach and die, and you know, die peacefully. 0:16:34.840 --> 0:16:37.880 You're not gonna die by the way you've you've never 0:16:39.040 --> 0:16:39.400 you don't. 0:16:39.600 --> 0:16:41.880 You can't. We can't tell the future. And like, I 0:16:41.920 --> 0:16:43.520 want to know your favorite beer because I want to 0:16:43.560 --> 0:16:45.080 try something new, you know what I mean? 0:16:45.120 --> 0:16:48.720 Sure, sure, sure my favor I like stouts, I like 0:16:48.720 --> 0:16:50.840 a dark thing. I like a Guinness, although I don't 0:16:50.880 --> 0:16:52.400 know a beach beer. I don't know if that's a 0:16:52.400 --> 0:16:53.080 big beach beer. 0:16:54.280 --> 0:16:56.480 Okay, yeah, well you know whatever, it's the lad day 0:16:56.520 --> 0:16:59.080 of the beach. Anyway, who cares. I can break all 0:16:59.080 --> 0:16:59.960 the rules, it doesn't matter. 0:17:00.640 --> 0:17:03.280 You're not well okay, I mean, yes, sure you could die, 0:17:03.320 --> 0:17:04.720 but yeah, but you don't even have to have lime 0:17:04.720 --> 0:17:06.120 disease to say that, I mean, I could just say 0:17:06.119 --> 0:17:08.720 you cause just have a brain aneurysm and fucking get 0:17:08.720 --> 0:17:10.200 out of here. Yeah you know what I mean. 0:17:10.680 --> 0:17:14.480 So yeah, no, totally with your friends. 0:17:14.520 --> 0:17:16.480 You said your friends made fun of you. What did 0:17:16.720 --> 0:17:18.000 What did they say when you told them you had 0:17:18.040 --> 0:17:18.600 lime disease? 0:17:18.760 --> 0:17:21.560 Yeah, shouts out to Brandon and Travis. I told them, 0:17:21.560 --> 0:17:24.480 and they just kind of made a joke out of it, like, dude, 0:17:24.480 --> 0:17:27.680 start a foundation, you know, and like let me get 0:17:27.760 --> 0:17:30.800 you know, like you know, like that mesophilioma commercial, like 0:17:30.920 --> 0:17:33.400 you or someone you knew. That's like what they were 0:17:33.400 --> 0:17:36.679 saying to me, dude, They're like, can I get the 0:17:36.720 --> 0:17:38.320 money from you having lime disease? 0:17:38.720 --> 0:17:38.919 You know? 0:17:39.320 --> 0:17:40.080 It's kind of hurts. 0:17:40.080 --> 0:17:43.479 Well, it's it's really sweet of you even after your 0:17:43.480 --> 0:17:46.040 friends made fun of you to still shout them out. 0:17:46.400 --> 0:17:48.880 I still love them, still love them. 0:17:50.119 --> 0:17:52.600 Are you going to give them, like when you die tomorrow, 0:17:52.600 --> 0:17:54.200 are you going to give them anything that you leave 0:17:54.200 --> 0:17:54.960 anything in your will? 0:17:56.000 --> 0:17:58.479 Honestly, if like lime disease turn out to be like 0:17:58.520 --> 0:18:02.240 the methophilioma, yeah, they can call that infomercial and say 0:18:02.240 --> 0:18:05.680 that's fine, I'll give them full permission for that. 0:18:06.760 --> 0:18:12.320 Okay, So so you're saying that if you die and 0:18:12.440 --> 0:18:18.280 there is someone someone is liable for your death, the Ticks, 0:18:18.520 --> 0:18:21.240 maybe friends are allowed to sue that their friends are 0:18:21.240 --> 0:18:24.160 allowed to sue the Ticks for everything they. 0:18:24.080 --> 0:18:27.240 Own, if there ever comes a time where the Ticks 0:18:27.280 --> 0:18:29.760 can be sued. Yeah, for sure. I want Brandon and 0:18:29.800 --> 0:18:32.040 Travis to have all the money nobody else. 0:18:32.280 --> 0:18:33.880 Even after they made fun of you. 0:18:34.480 --> 0:18:37.600 They're still my friends. Get I still love them. 0:18:37.720 --> 0:18:40.520 You're not gonna fucking die, dude, I mean that's not true. 0:18:41.240 --> 0:18:43.280 You will die at I'm nervous. 0:18:43.359 --> 0:18:44.080 I'm just nervous. 0:18:44.080 --> 0:18:45.240 You know, how old are you? 0:18:46.080 --> 0:18:48.120 I'm thirty, Like I'm young. 0:18:48.359 --> 0:18:54.159 Pretty goods pretty good, and that's like that used to be, like, 0:18:54.720 --> 0:18:57.240 I mean back in you can definitely find a period 0:18:57.440 --> 0:19:00.000 of time in human history where that's like elderly. 0:19:01.040 --> 0:19:03.679 That's why I'm scared, you know, I'm freaking scared. I'm 0:19:03.680 --> 0:19:05.119 freaking out. I kind of want to leave work and 0:19:05.160 --> 0:19:06.840 just go sit at the beach, just in gage. I 0:19:06.840 --> 0:19:07.760 don't want to die here. 0:19:08.400 --> 0:19:09.280 What do you do for work? 0:19:10.280 --> 0:19:12.440 I'm a barber. I cut people. 0:19:13.359 --> 0:19:18.879 You cut people's yeah, man, uh oh yeah, I just 0:19:19.000 --> 0:19:23.640 leave no, one couldn't. Is lime disease contagious? Could someone 0:19:23.680 --> 0:19:24.280 get it from you? 0:19:25.400 --> 0:19:27.840 So I looked it up because no, because I like people. 0:19:27.880 --> 0:19:29.960 I don't want to get No one's sick. Now it's transmuted, 0:19:29.960 --> 0:19:32.880 it's transmitted by blood, so like I'm not like doing 0:19:32.880 --> 0:19:36.199 blood transfusion. So like, no, everyone's fine. I knew it 0:19:36.280 --> 0:19:40.040 was fine. But what's crazy is like the only side 0:19:40.040 --> 0:19:42.200 effect I have if I do have lime is I'm 0:19:42.240 --> 0:19:45.000 just tired. Like I'm like really tired. 0:19:45.080 --> 0:19:48.000 You know, do you feel tired? You seem energized. 0:19:48.040 --> 0:19:51.240 Actually, I'm just like I'm just thinking about it. So 0:19:51.359 --> 0:19:53.440 like I get a little anxiety when I'm thinking about 0:19:53.440 --> 0:19:56.680 my disease or my possible disease that like I kind 0:19:56.720 --> 0:19:57.560 of get pumped. 0:19:57.359 --> 0:20:00.880 Back up, you know what the doctor saying. 0:20:02.520 --> 0:20:04.200 Well, I didn't even get to talk to the doctor. 0:20:04.280 --> 0:20:06.800 I called the office and they're like, yeah, ticks are 0:20:06.840 --> 0:20:09.119 no big deal. We have a lot of them in Massachusetts. 0:20:09.160 --> 0:20:11.440 Go get blood work done and if you do have 0:20:11.520 --> 0:20:14.520 line disease, will put you on an antibiotic and it'll 0:20:14.520 --> 0:20:14.960 be fine. 0:20:15.600 --> 0:20:17.400 All right. So the fucking doctor told you that you're 0:20:17.400 --> 0:20:18.600 not gonna die, and you're gonna be fine. 0:20:19.200 --> 0:20:22.440 Yeah, But doctors are wrong all the time, though they're 0:20:22.480 --> 0:20:25.280 not my cases. What if my case is different? What 0:20:25.359 --> 0:20:26.439 if I have like something? 0:20:26.960 --> 0:20:31.000 All right, all right, all right, you're wrong. You and 0:20:31.080 --> 0:20:35.760 Google are wrong three hundred times more than doctors are. 0:20:37.680 --> 0:20:40.639 Yeah. Probably, but this is still that chance, you know. 0:20:42.440 --> 0:20:44.399 Yeah, there's a chance that you'll get hit. There's a 0:20:44.480 --> 0:20:48.160 chance that you'll get you'll like take a shit wrong 0:20:48.600 --> 0:20:51.280 and all your persons will come out. Are you on 0:20:51.359 --> 0:20:53.600 the toilet? Are you? Is your pants around your ankles 0:20:53.640 --> 0:20:54.040 right now? 0:20:54.760 --> 0:20:57.320 No, I'm just like pacing in this little bathroom at work, 0:20:57.640 --> 0:20:59.840 like I won't have to really talk to you because 0:20:59.840 --> 0:21:02.840 I feel like you're great. I give it advice, so, yeah. 0:21:02.680 --> 0:21:05.840