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Speaker 1: Special guests on Big Facts Today, Kevin, What's what's what's uping?
Speaker 1: My brother? No better time than now to put up
Speaker 1: the too Big Facts? Man, how are you feeling? You
Speaker 1: want to be on please? Because you look like you're
Speaker 1: feeling amazing. I don't. I don't just feel amazing. I
Speaker 1: feel amazing. Amazing. That's a great way to feel. I
Speaker 1: feel amazing. What do you attribute to that? Like, what
Speaker 1: do you attribute to you? Maybe feeling better on every
Speaker 1: level of spiritual, emotional, physical, What do you attribute that? Tom?
Speaker 1: That's a long you want? We're here. We ain't got
Speaker 1: nothing here. No, I do not want to want to
Speaker 1: really want the facts? Oh my god. I mean, we
Speaker 1: go through we go through so much Trump that we suppressed.
Speaker 1: We ask people, especially melanated people, like we go through
Speaker 1: so much trauma that we supprised, Like we get beat
Speaker 1: up every day physically, verbally, all of those type of things.
Speaker 1: So we go through that type of ship every day,
Speaker 1: and we carry these traumas, and a lot of these
Speaker 1: traumas don't just start in the streets. They started in
Speaker 1: the household then to translate over into the streets. And
Speaker 1: then we go through life not really ever learning how
Speaker 1: to heal from the things we've been through in our past,
Speaker 1: because a lot of time it's painful to reflect and
Speaker 1: think about what you've been through, and because you don't
Speaker 1: want to relive trauma. Who want to? Who want to
Speaker 1: reopen the cut and put salt in that motherfucker? But
Speaker 1: a lot of times we haven't learned how to process
Speaker 1: our emotions because we always taught as me that man,
Speaker 1: you don't supposed to cry, you're supposed to be a monster,
Speaker 1: You're supposed to be this, And we forget as farther
Speaker 1: as me and how to be nurturrous. So if we
Speaker 1: don't know how to be nurturrous, we don't know how
Speaker 1: to nurture ourselves. We can never nurture you all with children,
Speaker 1: so they grow hard. We're passing like traumatic patterns from
Speaker 1: our past don't tie with children. I don't tie with
Speaker 1: significant others, And it's just unhealthy emotionally, spiritually, physically, it's
Speaker 1: just unhealthy. And if you look at it, if you've
Speaker 1: got the emotional term more like going on on the inside,
Speaker 1: you divided your your kingdom, your your bady, is your
Speaker 1: temper in any temple in the regime, anything that's divided
Speaker 1: the month itself cannot stand. So I had to realize
Speaker 1: on my feet this journey. Like just getting my body healthy,
Speaker 1: I had to get my emotional stay healthy. And I
Speaker 1: had to give my mind health and this allowed me
Speaker 1: to be spiritually healthy, you know what I'm saying. And
Speaker 1: it don't happen overnight, because I'm still just replacing negative
Speaker 1: habits with positive habits, and right now I had to
Speaker 1: realize that I'm just on my journey. You know. I
Speaker 1: forgive myself for the things I can't change, but I
Speaker 1: also hold myself a calm for the things that I
Speaker 1: know that's better, and I keep self inventory on myself.
Speaker 1: Accountability is so like I like to hold myself accountable
Speaker 1: because I feel like I'm responsible for the places that
Speaker 1: I placed myself and you're responsible for you primarily, and
Speaker 1: I just you know that a lot of people they say,
Speaker 1: like you're hard to deal with. If you're not easy
Speaker 1: to fool. So I just look at it like that,
Speaker 1: like you know, I just look at it like I
Speaker 1: just look at it different than like people. It's not
Speaker 1: protecting your energy. It's not a crime like my little brother. No,
Speaker 1: if I go in a restaurant, not, do I like
Speaker 1: this environment? Do I feel that in this environment? No,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tip the way they leave they give me
Speaker 1: for wasting your time, because I'm not gonna let you waste. Man,
Speaker 1: I'm going way. I'm celebrated, never when I'm tolerated. How
Speaker 1: hard is to stay focused, like to try to master
Speaker 1: yourself and ship hard, stay forward? I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: look at it like, um, I'm trying to get someone.
Speaker 1: I'm trying to master yourself. Yeah, I don't. I don't
Speaker 1: look at it like like really like mastering myself. I'm
Speaker 1: I'm in a relationship with myself to when I'm getting
Speaker 1: to know myself on a more intimate No, so it's
Speaker 1: a relationship with me. I get mad at me a
Speaker 1: lot of times. You know what I'm saying. I'd be like, man,
Speaker 1: you know you over talked yourself. You know you should
Speaker 1: have did that, or you was too thirsty man, you
Speaker 1: should have laid back. It was too aggressive. You know.
Speaker 1: I get on my own ass all the time. But
Speaker 1: I had to realize I can't beat myself up instead
Speaker 1: of staying stuck in a listen because I used to
Speaker 1: do that. I got a problem. I can't let ship go.
Speaker 1: So I said, look, everything that coming from me is
Speaker 1: a teacher, whether it's good or bad. I can learn
Speaker 1: from the lesson. I can stay stuck in the lesson
Speaker 1: and that move on. I can learn from the lesson
Speaker 1: and then move on. So I talked to myself a
Speaker 1: lot of people. A lot of people be like, they're
Speaker 1: gonna talking to yourself. But that's how help process myself, Like, okay, Kevin,
Speaker 1: is it really that serious? Kevin? As it did a kivin.
Speaker 1: I asked myself questions and I go back and answer them.
Speaker 1: I used to write the ship down, write questions down,
Speaker 1: and ask myself, then go back and some questions, and
Speaker 1: I always came up with sound decisions and problem That's
Speaker 1: my way of problem solving. And then I started learning. Now,
Speaker 1: excuse me. All geniuses talk to themselves, and I just
Speaker 1: you know, I'm a record of read I read a
Speaker 1: lot of you know, I hate to say that because
Speaker 1: in the comments they'd be like, he always be trying
Speaker 1: to sound smart. No, I'm not. I'm a nerd. I
Speaker 1: know a little about a la I don't know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So it's like I know, like just from that, that's
Speaker 1: the shortest. Also, I'm not trying to be longe as.
Speaker 1: Just the facts, that's all. That's the shortest as. Oh god, yeah,
Speaker 1: So I know just from like knowing you and following
Speaker 1: you on social media and just like having personally on
Speaker 1: social media. Well you ain't been knowing that you got
Speaker 1: into with me on social media? Yeah, And you know,
Speaker 1: from knowing you and like you know, over the years
Speaker 1: and always having like talks with you every time I
Speaker 1: see you about like spirits and you know, energies and
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, all that kind of ship.
Speaker 1: You're very big and very huge, like you just said
Speaker 1: on mental health, um, you're very big about speaking openly
Speaker 1: about depression, anxiety, all that kind of stuff. So my
Speaker 1: question to you is how long did it take you
Speaker 1: to understand that you needed to learn how to master yourself?
Speaker 1: And how long did it take you to understand that
Speaker 1: speaking openly about mastering yourself and speaking about depression and
Speaker 1: anxiety was a positive thing and it wasn't something that
Speaker 1: could possibly harm your image or hurt your career. That's
Speaker 1: a that's a that's a tough question because I battle
Speaker 1: with it, like for a long time and one of
Speaker 1: my biggest battles. I said it on the Mike Tyson
Speaker 1: interview and I said it went on. I said it
Speaker 1: on one of my songs called Very Tale. I talked
Speaker 1: about being sexually victimized when I was a child, and
Speaker 1: that's what led to me being super aggressive because I
Speaker 1: feel like if I'm in any vulnerable situation, I gotta
Speaker 1: just But then I realized that through taking all of
Speaker 1: these different martial lords and learning how to surrender, man,
Speaker 1: I'm free. I don't care nobody to think about me.
Speaker 1: I was brave when I when I spoke about it,
Speaker 1: but they got if five people don't walk up to
Speaker 1: me a day and cry, I'm talking about men women
Speaker 1: like I went through the same thing and just cry.
Speaker 1: And because as I did that song I just released,
Speaker 1: that was my first time speaking about that and I
Speaker 1: released it. I used to carry this preussure, like felt
Speaker 1: like over I used to carry this pressure everywhere I went,
Speaker 1: like I'm extra, you know, I'm you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: People would and people didn't understand where the aggression come from,
Speaker 1: because I did come from an aggressive environment, but I'm intent.
Speaker 1: I was intense with it. And I had to realize that, Man, Kevin,
Speaker 1: you not know victim. You was vulnerable at that time.
Speaker 1: Then built yourself up. Man, You built four talk and
Speaker 1: then you be. You built even more far too, because
Speaker 1: it takes more cursed the show exhibit the ability to
Speaker 1: do to be a tough guy, you know what I
Speaker 1: and I had to learn this on my journey. Man. Man,
Speaker 1: people come up to me every day and just and
Speaker 1: just hugged me and just cried like me. And they released,
Speaker 1: and I tell them, man tears up for heal and
Speaker 1: it's okay to cry. It's okay, Like it's okay you
Speaker 1: just released and be like, brother, I love you. I
Speaker 1: don't know whether I be without your music. And you
Speaker 1: changed my life. They got people show me cuts on
Speaker 1: their risks. I tried to come in suicide. I let
Speaker 1: him feel a butter look. I try to take my
Speaker 1: own life too. I'm gonna say something on this interview
Speaker 1: that I never said before. December twelfth, December tent through
Speaker 1: the twelfth was the hardest for me this year because
Speaker 1: I was at when I disabled my Instagram. I had
Speaker 1: went this my first time I ever speaking about this.
Speaker 1: Probably I had put on Twitter all my friends and
Speaker 1: my family for getting out my teachers, I love you
Speaker 1: always over with see, I don't do the man. I'm
Speaker 1: about to kill myself and I don't want no attention.
Speaker 1: I'm about to Hey, we're about to Hey, we're gonna
Speaker 1: get that. I don't do no horse playing. This horse
Speaker 1: player when you talk about it, because I was to
Speaker 1: the point I didn't want to live no more. That
Speaker 1: last video I had posted and I was holding my daughter,
Speaker 1: rocking them. I did a birthday in Cabo and mixing
Speaker 1: car I did all of that. I made sure that
Speaker 1: she had the first, the best birthday ever. I was
Speaker 1: just holding I knew that my last time this was
Speaker 1: this past, this decemble, but the decemblem mark the anniversary
Speaker 1: of that. Though I wasn't happy, I wasn't happy the world.
Speaker 1: The world was already to beat the world out as men,
Speaker 1: especially as a provider. A lot of men don't speak
Speaker 1: about this, but a lot of me and South in
Speaker 1: silence also when you when you were a provider and
Speaker 1: you and you and you're a real real provider, but
Speaker 1: you are ready unhappy and you're not feeling like you're
Speaker 1: being celebrated in the proper manner. You feel like you
Speaker 1: want to being tolerated, like a lot of people be
Speaker 1: like why certain men don't go home? Like when I
Speaker 1: was in the streets, I used to hate going home
Speaker 1: because I feel like it's cool, but I ain't welcome though,
Speaker 1: because they don't feel in racing when I go on.
Speaker 1: It was like like what I'm supposed to be doing,
Speaker 1: and a lot of men suffing from it and not
Speaker 1: knowing that it's okay to have your man came. You
Speaker 1: have to go on your solitude and have your time
Speaker 1: for yourself in order for you to release. Because we're
Speaker 1: so busy being tough and harbor and all these resentment
Speaker 1: and emotions and I don't she we deal with you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying to Will. It's just that pressure
Speaker 1: was on top of my head. I was like, man,
Speaker 1: I quit. I was at the gym. I was at
Speaker 1: the gym this this. Once we got back to California,
Speaker 1: I was telling Eastern, I love your baby. I made
Speaker 1: up for every birthday. That was the lad post I made.
Speaker 1: Then I had disconnect to my this is disconnect to
Speaker 1: my Instagram, my lads tweet I made. That's crazy, I'm
Speaker 1: even speaking about this. I don't even know why this.
Speaker 1: God must have put it on my heart. So then
Speaker 1: after that, I went to the gym and I worked
Speaker 1: out good, and I put all my jewel on. I
Speaker 1: don't even wear dree. I just do that for my
Speaker 1: z like jel, I don't care for that, but I
Speaker 1: put all my jury on. I had a row letter
Speaker 1: that I wrote about everything. You know, I was just saying,
Speaker 1: I don't regret nobody ever stepped thumb. You know, if
Speaker 1: I need it to your my OA raised you right,
Speaker 1: you know that Jiller, You know I was. You know,
Speaker 1: I just wrote everything I wrote about. I wrote about
Speaker 1: how you know, how I've been in love before, you know,
Speaker 1: how to have my heart broke, How the first woman
Speaker 1: ever break my heart was my mother. You know I
Speaker 1: wrote about that. You know, the only woman that ever
Speaker 1: loved me was my grandmother, wrote him a third down.
Speaker 1: So so then after I did that, I had to
Speaker 1: roll out. I went in the gym, worked out, took
Speaker 1: a shot without my gil, I said, yeah. I looked
Speaker 1: at myself in the mirror. I said, hey, Dick, I'll
Speaker 1: be saying Dick a lot because my grandfather called me that.
Speaker 1: That's my my nickname. So when you hear people say deep.
Speaker 1: But anyway, long story short, I looked in the mirror,
Speaker 1: I say say, Dick, Hey, it's time to stay on.
Speaker 1: Ain't business. I ain't gonna talking. So I was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: let's go get it done. Show you how to go
Speaker 1: work through people. I'm walking out the gym. White boy
Speaker 1: walked up on it, you know, kind of big. I
Speaker 1: see him in that lot. He said, can I approach you?
Speaker 1: You're not when you're about to do something gangster, but
Speaker 1: you be trying to be calm and smiling. You know
Speaker 1: that's me. Like, I kind of laughed through my pain
Speaker 1: and joke when I'm hurting, when I'm dying on the inside.
Speaker 1: So dude walked up on me. He's like, oh, He's like, man,
Speaker 1: your music the only thing make this crazy world makes sense.
Speaker 1: I was like, the world's a cruel place, and man,
Speaker 1: trust me, I know I'm laughing, but I know what
Speaker 1: I'm He was like, man, I was worried about you
Speaker 1: because you had disconnected your Instagram, me or Twitter, like
Speaker 1: like the world needs you. Because man, it's like your
Speaker 1: music that kept me from committing suicide so many times.
Speaker 1: I say, listen, I swear to God right now, I'm
Speaker 1: about to go right now. I said, you're the only
Speaker 1: one I'm telling you know that. He cracked and he
Speaker 1: grabbed me. He said, if you do that, so many
Speaker 1: people don't take their own life because you all we got.
Speaker 1: That's what he told me. He said, you your music
Speaker 1: is the only thing that makes this crazy world makes sense.
Speaker 1: He cracked. You know what I told him to show
Speaker 1: you how God worked through people. Because God no, I
Speaker 1: don't bluff, so God no, God no. Like like when
Speaker 1: I was in jail, like I can't do that. People
Speaker 1: ask me. People ask me in jail, like, man, why
Speaker 1: you always tell God you're gonna do better? Because I'm
Speaker 1: thugging I'm gonna do better. Like I can't lie to God.
Speaker 1: I prayed for I have six like women be like,
Speaker 1: why you do this? I mean, God, I already know
Speaker 1: he'd read my dicky getting hard, this bitch in your stomach,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So I like to keep
Speaker 1: it real, you know, with myself. I'm not gonna lie
Speaker 1: to myself. I'm not gonna lie to God. So now
Speaker 1: I ain't trying to be hold at nothing like that.
Speaker 1: But just I just come up real spiritual, like I'm
Speaker 1: gonna talk to my creator. So ain't the way a
Speaker 1: long story short? Dude, hug Man, I said, you know what,
Speaker 1: I guess I'll stick around the wall. You know, I'm
Speaker 1: still just playing, but but I'm like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I I guess I stick around the wall. You know,
Speaker 1: that's what I'm telling me. That's when I do my
Speaker 1: little proper voice, when I'm being sarcastic. You know, that's
Speaker 1: my way. That's a coping man. And this make a
Speaker 1: joke like I make a joke though, like when I
Speaker 1: was on lockdown, you know, and they'll bring me the food.
Speaker 1: I'd be like, oh, run service. You know that. You
Speaker 1: know it's me making a joke to to deal with
Speaker 1: my my discomfort. So I can't believe you the one
Speaker 1: got me all my bad. I can't believe I'm talking
Speaker 1: about this, this ship. I don't. I don't care because
Speaker 1: this may help something. Yeah, we don't give a funk.
Speaker 1: It's gonna help a lot of people like this may
Speaker 1: help somebody. If I only help one person with my story,
Speaker 1: with everything I've been through, then I've served my purpose.
Speaker 1: My story short because I'm not trying to be excessively talkative,
Speaker 1: but long story short, I gave it three days. I say,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you three days and show enough. Like
Speaker 1: through that course of events, when I disconneate my Instagram
Speaker 1: and started making comparisons my life other people's high life,
Speaker 1: film just started living for me, like really appreciating the
Speaker 1: good things about myself and you love what you have,
Speaker 1: you have all that you need, and just started back
Speaker 1: just just really just just engaging with myself in the
Speaker 1: world and stopped comparing my life to what I should
Speaker 1: have and be thankful for what I do had. Because
Speaker 1: when we was walking, were just happy to have a call.
Speaker 1: Now we want to roll. Yeah, yeah, you're just happy
Speaker 1: to have a call. Now you just mand dude, God,
Speaker 1: I don't want what doing with home? Got my home
Speaker 1: It probably can't pay the least. So he probably crying
Speaker 1: when he dropped. Oh we make it look good, but
Speaker 1: it just we don't know. We compile ourselves to other people. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so and that's what really had just shipped me, shook
Speaker 1: me all the way back. I didn't want to go
Speaker 1: to Puerto Rico because I got you know, for everybody
Speaker 1: didn't know it's it's deeply rooted. Thus, so I end
Speaker 1: up going to Puerto Rico. Who was like, man, my
Speaker 1: grandmother spirit everywhere I ain't got to like her spirit
Speaker 1: with me. Everywhere I go. She proud of me. Everybody
Speaker 1: don't know they're proud of me. And the most treacherous neighborhoods,
Speaker 1: you can't even come out there with cameras. I'm feel him.
Speaker 1: And in these neighborhoods, the people love me to death.
Speaker 1: Like anyway I go to slums loved me, Like the
Speaker 1: streets loved me, like everywhere I go, Like everybody loved me.
Speaker 1: I had built it in my mind that I don't
Speaker 1: nobody funk with me. Know, the world loved me. Everybody
Speaker 1: loved me. But you'll get on Instagram and be like, man,
Speaker 1: I don't know, motherfuck with me. But that's not true.
Speaker 1: Like the world loves the furthest from Yeah, And it
Speaker 1: was like when they keep you in a depressed state,
Speaker 1: you spend more money on entertainment and ship like that
Speaker 1: external things to to make yourself happy. But the only
Speaker 1: thing that can make you happy is fixing was into
Speaker 1: and like working out that ship makes me happy. Like
Speaker 1: I like seeing my bady transform from week to week
Speaker 1: two weeks. Then I ain't gonna I love my cheat days.
Speaker 1: I gonna get my don't judge still, I'm mean that's
Speaker 1: another thing that that also made me feel free also
Speaker 1: because like I'm gonna just be honest, it's people out
Speaker 1: here that's gifted. It's people that could see beyond the veil,
Speaker 1: that could see into the spiritual realm. I mean, you know,
Speaker 1: like I tell people spirits, I ain't never try to
Speaker 1: hurt me, and the people was the monster's you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, like like like like with Homie who
Speaker 1: I had to I mean, you use the monster. I
Speaker 1: ain't no spirits never heard. I've been seeing them since
Speaker 1: I was children, you know. And it's it's people that
Speaker 1: see that. And for people that think I'm weird, Hey,
Speaker 1: I'm winning. I don't care what you But once I
Speaker 1: had a fear of being looked at like I was
Speaker 1: crazy for speaking about spiritual things. And then I once
Speaker 1: I came out and just started speaking about this, so
Speaker 1: many people like man my world. Mother used to tell
Speaker 1: me that I hadn't had this happened to me. It's
Speaker 1: things that's unexplained by that's just supernatural events that happened
Speaker 1: with us. To let us know that there's a greater presence,
Speaker 1: that there's a cree Hey, that's a great design and
Speaker 1: what we see on the physical. And I know that
Speaker 1: I'm older than you know what I'm saying. Well, when
Speaker 1: I say that this is this is my last time
Speaker 1: being him, I'm getting it right this time. I'm never
Speaker 1: gonna see a physical death. I'm gonna I'm gonna transcend over,
Speaker 1: you know, Jesus Christ, May peace be upon him. For
Speaker 1: people that don't know my background, my father's Muslim, I'm Muslim.
Speaker 1: My Muslim name is Issa. Jesus made peace be upon him.
Speaker 1: This is my first time saying this on the on
Speaker 1: the podcast. My tribe, I'm related to him twice, like
Speaker 1: from my wide nose to the every time I'm relating features.
Speaker 1: Yeah you are too. I mean you have to trace
Speaker 1: it back. But my tribe the same exact tribe that
Speaker 1: you know that he's from. You know, I just like
Speaker 1: I said, I don't. This is my first time saying
Speaker 1: it's the world gonna think I'm weird. I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't even care anymore, I swear. But anyway, long story short, though,
Speaker 1: like I used to be like, why y'all ain't me
Speaker 1: that old BJ and S you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: But I started studying this man. This man never even
Speaker 1: spoke English. You speak our language, you know, he's you
Speaker 1: speak our language. So long story short, I started studying that,
Speaker 1: and it just just I wanted to read about them.
Speaker 1: I want to know about him. I want to know
Speaker 1: things about them. I'm not talking about the Messiah that's
Speaker 1: on a on a cross, dead massile. I'm talking about
Speaker 1: the one that said you all to do that was
Speaker 1: more human like. People like to make it, you know,
Speaker 1: the one that was more human like when he said
Speaker 1: you all to do greater things, and that because this
Speaker 1: problem comes from the from the Creator, May peace be
Speaker 1: upon him. So I started studying about life by the
Speaker 1: skill and things of that nature. I can do things
Speaker 1: that mere mortals can't do. You know. I can do
Speaker 1: things that mere mortals can't. Even you can be invisible, man,
Speaker 1: I can do that too. You didn't did it before?
Speaker 1: You didn't walked up on somebody. I didn't even see
Speaker 1: you standing there, and then you had to happen to
Speaker 1: you before you didn't walked up on somebody. I didn't
Speaker 1: even baby Jake. But that's because you were vibrating at
Speaker 1: a higher level and they couldn't see you. And that's
Speaker 1: and that's this might be going this might it ain't
Speaker 1: it when you raise your vibration. Alright, I'll show you
Speaker 1: like like like like static electricity and rubber balloon in
Speaker 1: your head. You can't see the static electricity, but that
Speaker 1: don't mean it ain't there. If I blow on you, you
Speaker 1: you couldn't see the wind coming from my mouth. Hold
Speaker 1: my brother, you could look good. It's about hygiene. If
Speaker 1: you're freaking, I like you. We could try things, but
Speaker 1: get my baby back to this regular scheduled programming. But
Speaker 1: I was just saying it that was energy. I just
Speaker 1: blew out on you just to give you an example,
Speaker 1: just to exemplify what I'm saying. Anyway, long story short,
Speaker 1: when you're vibration, when you raise your vibration, you're gonna
Speaker 1: make people that's vibrating at a low level uncomfortable. You
Speaker 1: just happened before. You haven't had this happen you go
Speaker 1: somewhere and people just got to find an excuse to
Speaker 1: leave or get wrong. It's not that they don't want
Speaker 1: you call like what come, they don't want to, They
Speaker 1: can't they tell you they're coming. Or but if something
Speaker 1: happened when you feeling like plan, it's not that he
Speaker 1: can't funk with you. But he can't funk with you,
Speaker 1: your spirit is going to irritate their demons and they
Speaker 1: can't stand and even that, it's it's about frequency. Were
Speaker 1: just not on the same frequency. It's like low vi
Speaker 1: operation and have viperation. Like like people get mad at me,
Speaker 1: like they'd be like, here, come on, take a shot.
Speaker 1: I don't drink, you drink. Why are you getting so
Speaker 1: irritated about me saying I don't drink. I'm having a
Speaker 1: great time, buddy. You know what I'm saying. Let me
Speaker 1: be a lame yeah, you know. So, Like it's I
Speaker 1: was afraid of speaking about these things publicly because people
Speaker 1: was like I had a fear of being looked at
Speaker 1: like I was crazy. But I was also causing myself
Speaker 1: to be very sick because I wouldn't open in my
Speaker 1: throat chakra. When you bring your throat chakraen, you speak truth.
Speaker 1: You know it's healing into the back. But do you
Speaker 1: know how many other people are quote unquote crazy that
Speaker 1: can identify and relate to everything that you're talking about
Speaker 1: right now? I know what's I don't know who I am,
Speaker 1: but I know what I am now. Yeah, yeah, something serious? Hey,
Speaker 1: why why is it that got them when the nigga
Speaker 1: making sense or thinking ouside the box was saying something
Speaker 1: crazy though, like why why did you fast topic? Because
Speaker 1: again to think that's not what's considered normal. So people
Speaker 1: are people are uncomforencez all. This you're saying make perfect
Speaker 1: sense to us. You know what I'm saying to us
Speaker 1: to people who listen to everybody is everybody not gonna
Speaker 1: receive it? Saying like vibration ship for that because I
Speaker 1: can't be I don't know, my freaks will be low
Speaker 1: or they freaks me a little. Some people I just
Speaker 1: can't stand around me. Amen, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like in no form of fashion, I gotta get the
Speaker 1: hell off. So it's not to cut you off. But
Speaker 1: they go back to see energy and frequency like that's
Speaker 1: we were on different frequencies. I mean, we're just on
Speaker 1: different frequencies and it don't even matter high person. Look,
Speaker 1: I didn't got off that that man. All of us
Speaker 1: need to stick together because we niggled. We need to
Speaker 1: stick I didn't got off that old bitch and ship too,
Speaker 1: because and I happened. I was in prison at one time,
Speaker 1: and I called myself, Man, we're gonna ride in this bitch.
Speaker 1: They're bringing us cold food. And man, we stood up
Speaker 1: in that bitch. Man, everybody stood up when they came in.
Speaker 1: There with them baby Polo, Dawns and pepper Gas and
Speaker 1: fox Spray and bass Pray everybody. When I got there, rack,
Speaker 1: he's only me and like the dudes in that rolling,
Speaker 1: even the one told me, he said, I respect you,
Speaker 1: you a man, but start sticking about yourself. I've been
Speaker 1: doing this for years. And I said, that was I
Speaker 1: learned a valuable lesson. I'm on my side. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I thought we was riding for the calls.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm I'm saying that I had. It
Speaker 1: was beautiful. It was a beautiful understanding to me. Not
Speaker 1: because I don't care what a person looks like. They
Speaker 1: raise color, they they sexual orientation of preferences. If the
Speaker 1: energy connects, it connects. If it doesn't, it doesn't because
Speaker 1: I never know where my next blessing is gonna come from.
Speaker 1: So I gotta operate strictly out of my heart shock.
Speaker 1: I gotta operate out of love. Even if it's messed
Speaker 1: up energy, I gotta look at it with love like
Speaker 1: that's a test for me to get to the next level.
Speaker 1: And if it's a blessing, I'm I'm just one of
Speaker 1: the gate keepers about to open the gate so I
Speaker 1: could get to the next level. I got to be
Speaker 1: tested before I could reach spiritual divinity. So I'm tested
Speaker 1: all the time. But it's how I respond. I'm no
Speaker 1: longer reacting. I respond to whatever tests come my way,
Speaker 1: and it just however I respond. Did the journey of
Speaker 1: enlightenment you feel like start when you went to prison?
Speaker 1: Before that, I was born gifted. I just fought against
Speaker 1: it like a lot of us. But when did you
Speaker 1: have time to sit? And really is that? Because you
Speaker 1: can subconsciously know it, But sometimes people don't even experience
Speaker 1: solitude until prison, Like was it prison or did you
Speaker 1: sit down on your own? That's what I mesk. Prison
Speaker 1: was a prison? Was a major prison? Was the was
Speaker 1: the starting point. It was the starting point because in solitude,
Speaker 1: that's when the pipanis happened, when you buy yourself, when
Speaker 1: you're alone, it's just beautiful. It's just the prison was
Speaker 1: the best thing ever happened. And I heard so many
Speaker 1: people say that it was the best thing that ever had.
Speaker 1: So many people say it's it's saved their lives, changed
Speaker 1: their I wasn't living right right, and then maybe you
Speaker 1: wouldn't still be here living if you didn't go to prison.
Speaker 1: I just wasn't living right right. It was the best
Speaker 1: thing ever happened to me. Yeah, I'm not. It's not
Speaker 1: for everybody, you know, right right, right right, but it was.
Speaker 1: It was. It was the best thing you've happened to me. Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 1: You ever thought about doing acting? The Ship movies and Ship? Yeah?
Speaker 1: I want to do it all the old man. I
Speaker 1: have to cut my head. I'm not gonna play this role.
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna do that. Yeah, I'd be a great actor.
Speaker 1: How you like, like, how do you nick flick shows
Speaker 1: and Ship? I watched the type of show you feel
Speaker 1: like you'll be good? Ugh? Who me? Yeah, I'll be
Speaker 1: on They had to put me on Power. I wouldn't
Speaker 1: be the plug though, I wouldn't be the plug. I
Speaker 1: just love when when when when Dude told Goes, he said, man,
Speaker 1: you can have your own quartil. See, I wouldn't be
Speaker 1: the man. I'll be the man in between the man.
Speaker 1: I do the ship. Like when like say, if you
Speaker 1: hand if you hand bank some cough, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And he reached for it, like like say
Speaker 1: you're about to reach for the cup, like reach for it.
Speaker 1: I grab it first, and then Smiller didn't hand it
Speaker 1: to you to make sure you know. I'm gonna be there, Fosome. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be. I'm gonna be I'm gonna be something
Speaker 1: true to who I am. I'm the protector. What I'm
Speaker 1: saying is always gonna have your best interest out, you know,
Speaker 1: when you when you're getting, when you're getting. I read
Speaker 1: man they're talking to and I'll tell you, don't worry
Speaker 1: about I'm gonna take care of. Yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: take care of don't even worry about it. Then I'm
Speaker 1: gonna just come back and just you know, we didn't
Speaker 1: watch the news. I got that business and that's we
Speaker 1: would never talked about that again. But you know I
Speaker 1: did that. I did I did that for the balls man.
Speaker 1: So he's just you know, I don't want to be
Speaker 1: the man. I won't be the man in between the man.
Speaker 1: And that's why, even when even when it was election time,
Speaker 1: you know, I always wanted to stay a general because
Speaker 1: I take pride and charity in the aids in assistance
Speaker 1: of others. So I'm always on the front line with
Speaker 1: all my soldiers. That's why I remained the general. I
Speaker 1: could have been elevated and right, so I'm a born king.
Speaker 1: I just I wasn't afraid to take the throne. But
Speaker 1: I just like being, you know, with the soldiers. How
Speaker 1: do you think you protect yourself now from ever going
Speaker 1: back into that dark space of not not cherishing the
Speaker 1: life the way it should be, or going back to
Speaker 1: those things. How do you protect yourself now daily or
Speaker 1: hourly or however often you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: you command your day to be how you wanted to
Speaker 1: be command your dad. I prepared at night time to
Speaker 1: have a great more on it. If I don't prepare
Speaker 1: my night and prep down, if I just come in, man,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get up early and do my ship. No
Speaker 1: I'm gonna propere at night to have a great morning.
Speaker 1: I like everything around me clean and order. You know,
Speaker 1: I don't get out the bed. I'm gonna make my bed.
Speaker 1: I know. I gotta be up at four third am,
Speaker 1: both feet on the floor because I like to procrastinate
Speaker 1: a little bit. I like to get in the shower
Speaker 1: listening to my music. You want, you gotta let that
Speaker 1: positive from Miami. You know I want to you know, yeah,
Speaker 1: I want to listen to my little music in the morning.
Speaker 1: Drink like my espresso. You know. I like to start
Speaker 1: my little morning. You know, take my shower, prey. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Go to the gym. I have
Speaker 1: a great workout. You know what I'm saying. The World
Speaker 1: six gamester, you know what I'm saying. I just used
Speaker 1: all that, but that's just when I'm at with you,
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And protecting your energy at all coasts,
Speaker 1: like you gotta be honest with yourself, even with your friends.
Speaker 1: Like man, when you pull up, I can't make it. Buddy.
Speaker 1: You think the pandemic help to hurt artists, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't know. It's only how everything is a blessing once
Speaker 1: you change your perspective. This is one miracles happened. It
Speaker 1: was a blessing for me because I gained a greater
Speaker 1: understanding of myself. You know, so and then I don't
Speaker 1: the time. But so you know, I don't have to
Speaker 1: engage with the world. I create my whole world. Aroom
Speaker 1: speaking Okay, so yeah, I want to talk about that
Speaker 1: to speaking of creating your own world and not having
Speaker 1: to engage um on your fitness journey. I know you're
Speaker 1: gone like a more natural route. You grow your food
Speaker 1: and you know you have a farm, and I can
Speaker 1: when I can when I'm on the reservation, I eat
Speaker 1: from the land. When I'm not on the reservation, I
Speaker 1: eat from I try to find a sprout the whole
Speaker 1: food somewhere, even out a nice little produce section. They
Speaker 1: didn't got their produce game up. They got a nice lead.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, being ugh. I like to go grocery shop
Speaker 1: and you know, let's go push the best your place.
Speaker 1: Then I like the cook so I'm make an amazing soup.
Speaker 1: Like it's kind of soup. I'll put sweet potatoes in
Speaker 1: the mushrooms, onions, yellow squash, zucchini, carrots. Uh. Sometimes sometimes
Speaker 1: I put I put a whole chicken in there. But
Speaker 1: because somebody like to eat all the chicken out of
Speaker 1: my soups that I'll be making. You know all I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna say no name, but yeah, you know
Speaker 1: the soup, I'll make it amazing. It's healed into the
Speaker 1: bag because it's everything comes from the mother, from the earth.
Speaker 1: Sounds like some immune boosting ship. I don't know. I
Speaker 1: just feel good. I put the pin him of lands
Speaker 1: South cent them in that man, the Kuman, the black pepper,
Speaker 1: rose mayor fresh rose mayor fresh cilantro. No, I don't
Speaker 1: put that anymore. You know, that just ain't my taste.
Speaker 1: I like the rose marror tastes like that fresh mos.
Speaker 1: I put the whole stock, I washed them and put
Speaker 1: the whole talking up. I love something that's my baby
Speaker 1: cooking tips which days for killing. I don't know. I'm
Speaker 1: on the journey. I might walk out of him become
Speaker 1: a bill, you know, I don't know. I was spontaneity,
Speaker 1: living people be like Kevin when the album coming, When
Speaker 1: it comes, it's gonna come at the right time, and
Speaker 1: it's gonna be amazing. It's gonna change the world. That
Speaker 1: frustrate your label, Will you tell them that? Yeah? Ay,
Speaker 1: they've been dealing with me. They've been dealing with me
Speaker 1: so long, and they understand how it works. And they
Speaker 1: also understand and trust that that I have an understanding
Speaker 1: that's outside of their understanding because nobody believed in Big
Speaker 1: Gangster when I dropped it. It ain't like but organically
Speaker 1: it's but it was before his time, so you know,
Speaker 1: but it's timeless. No, you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: all of the music that that I make, it's timeless
Speaker 1: because it comes from the celest your court. Like I'm
Speaker 1: just a vessel all little hold of names in the
Speaker 1: celestial court, even the secret name. So it's a blessing.
Speaker 1: It's not me, it's God. So all of these ideas
Speaker 1: and things, they come from the celestial court, and I'm
Speaker 1: just here to transmit it, you know. So are we
Speaker 1: ever gonna get another installment in the Luca Brising series? Hey?
Speaker 1: You know what? It's you know what? Please this crazy? No, listen, listen.
Speaker 1: I didn't want to do that because on my new journal,
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm putting on negative if I do that. No,
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm purging all that built up in me.
Speaker 1: I cout the music is the way that I've been
Speaker 1: in release, so I can still live a positive lifestyle
Speaker 1: and release the thing because that's therapeutic and nature. I'm
Speaker 1: doing myself in the world of this service by not
Speaker 1: putting out that Prussia because Kevin, you and did you
Speaker 1: prush in the gym? You Prussia everything you should do,
Speaker 1: you Prussia, And I'll be talking to myself. I'd be like, say,
Speaker 1: because Dick, I need you make all that ship to
Speaker 1: work out too. You know man that the other people
Speaker 1: wanted to motivate them too. You can't be being selfish
Speaker 1: like this. I'll be talking to myself. I mean like
Speaker 1: you're being selfish, bro, your And then I just dropped
Speaker 1: the drop that who won't smoke? I was just playing
Speaker 1: it on live. I didn't know what's gonna do what
Speaker 1: it did? You know? You ain't Christmas? Yeah? He can't
Speaker 1: nobody to talk the street like you, KIVI. I can't
Speaker 1: nobody talking like you ain't heard one nego talking like
Speaker 1: how you talking? Bro? I'm knowing your hands on. Please
Speaker 1: don't stop this time. I know it's easy for you,
Speaker 1: but don't stop. I need you. I'm like I got you,
Speaker 1: big brother. I'm gonna get that business you you have
Speaker 1: you been touring lately, Yeah, because I know that's the
Speaker 1: last time. That's one of like your favorite moments. Actually
Speaker 1: you know you're gonna up, but you see it in
Speaker 1: front of them. Yeah, people telling me the most amazing things,
Speaker 1: like you know, they have more people with my face
Speaker 1: tattooed on them than I didn't know that. That's like
Speaker 1: I had to look at the things like and Kevin, like,
Speaker 1: don't be hard on yourself. You're amazing. You're amazing. Keep
Speaker 1: doing what you're doing. You're changing the world. I can't
Speaker 1: name four go ahead, let's live it up. I can't.
Speaker 1: I can't name like three cities in the state ahead
Speaker 1: in Dallas, Houston, the whole, Louisiana and Georgia. This this this,
Speaker 1: this place, this place changed my life. Anybody to tell you,
Speaker 1: Like when I first mate bang, I whooped the phone him.
Speaker 1: You know he's seen when my let boat I would fly,
Speaker 1: I whooped the phone him. You know you know he's like, man,
Speaker 1: you buy yourself. I said, Yeah, we're on sold o
Speaker 1: misses being the trenches. Yeah, this guy can boss from Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: I whoop up over there you know, cook the verse phone.
Speaker 1: How long you think it took me to cook the verse?
Speaker 1: Say a minute. I'm deadly with this deal. You still
Speaker 1: you got That's when you put your marry. I'm dending
Speaker 1: with this. Then they just turned them off, but you
Speaker 1: still use it with the notes and ship. I thought
Speaker 1: they said all the Blackberries is dead January one. I
Speaker 1: just saw done news whatever, But that's what they said.
Speaker 1: But if you always work, work that the blackberries are on.
Speaker 1: They said that they were canceling the transmission or something
Speaker 1: so that they weren't they were going to be obsolete
Speaker 1: January the first, So you gotta get a different transmission.
Speaker 1: There you go, your BlackBerry work answer, no question. There
Speaker 1: you go. If it's a vanglance, they wire from the
Speaker 1: phone VPN track and I wipe from my phone. No,
Speaker 1: if it's a vanglance, they wire from the drone VPN
Speaker 1: track and I watched from the phone. Yeah, two million
Speaker 1: dollars for each of my lookal likes. I get in
Speaker 1: diighted they captured the clone. One of my people, he
Speaker 1: from Argentina. Shout out to him, you're a hell of
Speaker 1: a teacher. Ten million dollars from my private doctor going
Speaker 1: to reconstructed my features. I like to you know, they
Speaker 1: love how to talk their ship. Yeah, people call me,
Speaker 1: he saying, man, say well, I'm scared when you dropped that. Man,
Speaker 1: I'm just waiting for the total swing. Open me too,
Speaker 1: big brother. I give it for love. Who your big inspiration? Though?
Speaker 1: Who my biggest inspiration? Like that's about music. I can't
Speaker 1: name a person that's not doing music my biggest inspiration. Yeah,
Speaker 1: Muhammed Ali for shore, Muhammed Ali, understandable, Muhammed Ali. I'm
Speaker 1: gonna show you how great I am. He suffered, he suffered,
Speaker 1: They made it hard for him. But he's smile. He
Speaker 1: found a way to smile through it all. Yeah, he suffering.
Speaker 1: He died doing what he loved. And I had really
Speaker 1: had put it in my mind like this music. I
Speaker 1: love it. I'm gonna die for this ship. I love it.
Speaker 1: I can't I can't stop. I'm gonna die for this.
Speaker 1: I love it that much. I'm gonna die for want
Speaker 1: of man meets his mission, him and his mission become one.
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die for this. I love it, big facts.
Speaker 1: I love it. I work out so I can make
Speaker 1: better music because I love it. I work out so
Speaker 1: I can have a better performance and on tool so
Speaker 1: I can make better music. Because I love it, and
Speaker 1: you see it when you come to my shows. You
Speaker 1: see it. You see it. Everyone is sold out. It's
Speaker 1: just more and more people just gravitate toward it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I love it. What you ultimately want to do with
Speaker 1: all that influence? I mean music is one thing, but ultimately,
Speaker 1: what do you want to do with all that influence?
Speaker 1: I'm doing it. Catch you when you probably your heart.
Speaker 1: You always win. I am who I am or I'm not,
Speaker 1: I'll never be. That's my message, simple, simple. Go where
Speaker 1: you're celebrated, now, where you're tolerated for taking your energe
Speaker 1: is not a crowd. I've been giving y'all the game
Speaker 1: the whole time. Oh you believe I came into my
Speaker 1: own They just received me. Now most people ain't know
Speaker 1: who I was. But the ones that know, you know,
Speaker 1: you know, they bare my glory, feel of grace and truth.
Speaker 1: They know what I want from jump. Another thing you're
Speaker 1: do is you can you stir social media up a lot?
Speaker 1: So let's let's let's let's understand this. It's not we
Speaker 1: could go into a lot of your quote. God, if
Speaker 1: you know if you met somebody in December and you
Speaker 1: still know January two years that I just that's that's
Speaker 1: the question. That's the question have we been knowing each other?
Speaker 1: So that's third social media. The people were not only
Speaker 1: trying to figure that out. For the first mathematical thing
Speaker 1: they would say is it's not two full years. It's
Speaker 1: not a calendar to a calendar. I'm not trying to
Speaker 1: overthink it. Right, you knew them in and you knew them,
Speaker 1: so you've done the person two years technically, but you
Speaker 1: knew you was doing what you put that up. You
Speaker 1: know that everybody was what you think about. To be
Speaker 1: honest with you, I don't even put into that sheet.
Speaker 1: That was my spirit. That was what I just that
Speaker 1: I wanted to release that. I just proposed the question,
Speaker 1: have I known you two years? Anybody else want to
Speaker 1: overthinking to do our little interest? That's on your baddy,
Speaker 1: right right, that's on your baddy if that's what you
Speaker 1: want to do. I don't listen. I ain't going too
Speaker 1: deep off into it. I just proposed a question. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I really asked the question to myself. Let me tweet
Speaker 1: that right fair. I don't I don't. I don't do
Speaker 1: things to get attention. Like when I jumped on stage,
Speaker 1: everybody was, oh my god, he jumped out. I've been
Speaker 1: slam dunking on you niggles out chill both ways. What
Speaker 1: you mean, I've been dunking on you niggles. So I'm saying,
Speaker 1: y'all just all of a sudden been jumping out the gym.
Speaker 1: I've been jumping out the gym, and I make it
Speaker 1: jump out of the the pot. The metaverse. I heard people
Speaker 1: speak about it, but that just ain't with my interest
Speaker 1: in it. It seemed like I used to play the
Speaker 1: SAMs when I was little, and it kind of seem
Speaker 1: from what I've seen, I kind of see it's like that.
Speaker 1: I'm an outside person, so I like playing my my
Speaker 1: French bulldogs and oh man, guess what I might cry
Speaker 1: about this ship? You know what dig that? This is
Speaker 1: my first time saying it's on social media. Yeah. He
Speaker 1: just had like a couple of months of my dog
Speaker 1: what Yeah he dag, he daged. What happened? I don't
Speaker 1: start crying a baby. I'm not. I'm not. I'm just asking, like,
Speaker 1: what happened? He just got old and dad it was
Speaker 1: his time? You know? He was my emotional support on him,
Speaker 1: and he served this purpose. I guess, like I guess,
Speaker 1: he was like man you know, you know he looked
Speaker 1: up Bayment like man Bro. I love. I knew he
Speaker 1: was trying to tell me something, though, because when I
Speaker 1: had brought him to the other side, he didn't won't
Speaker 1: leave out that bitch man I went to I went
Speaker 1: to California, my dogs to the company. He said, man Bro.
Speaker 1: He was crying, he was hysterical, big yelp because he
Speaker 1: loved like these our children, just like man man Bro,
Speaker 1: Dick dad Bro. We got some straws from his semen Bro.
Speaker 1: So we're gonna because we had preserved this semen So.
Speaker 1: But he had a son that looked just like him
Speaker 1: while I was in jail, and he did because he
Speaker 1: went under the underwinter surgery to clear his uh something
Speaker 1: that's broke, to make it breathe, and he did. But
Speaker 1: he looked at just like Deep, but he was just
Speaker 1: a little smaller. I was really gonna name him golf
Speaker 1: Ball because he was little in hold, but I ended
Speaker 1: up naming my Potner, my Potner o g Ken. We
Speaker 1: gave him. I named another one that looked just like Deep,
Speaker 1: but he read I gave him. I gave him to
Speaker 1: we gave him to O g kenn O g Ken
Speaker 1: love him to def treat him like a son. And
Speaker 1: his name golf Ball. But my nephew name golf Ball.
Speaker 1: I gotta leave the nephew name golf ball. He little,
Speaker 1: he hold your monster, he live beat it. So I
Speaker 1: wanted to name one of my bullets after him, because
Speaker 1: your monster, he liked it. So I just wanted to
Speaker 1: name it. I just wanted to name it. I just
Speaker 1: want to name him nick Man. Yeah, but Dick died
Speaker 1: on me, bro, But I know, I know, I know
Speaker 1: that he was like, you don't need me no more
Speaker 1: because I didn't hear him and cryed a lot of
Speaker 1: knights and I used to sleep in the bed with
Speaker 1: him and all that. I just, you know, it was
Speaker 1: just time. You know, He's like, man, you you don't
Speaker 1: need me no more. I'm just gonna go on here
Speaker 1: and take it to them that you on the other side, homie.
Speaker 1: I know you feel, but I've never see your game, right.
Speaker 1: What's what's what? What's your thoughts on what's your what's
Speaker 1: your thoughts on polygamy? Because you know before on social
Speaker 1: media also polygamy, oh, monogamygamy, polygamy, whatever it is, because
Speaker 1: you kind of spoke on it before what they to
Speaker 1: take a village something to that extent. I think you
Speaker 1: said something to the extent. And then again this this
Speaker 1: is the platform I like. I like to just see
Speaker 1: how people just see you know what I mean, see
Speaker 1: see see just because you are king, oh God, they
Speaker 1: don't mean you post abuse discretion and abuse your power.
Speaker 1: You still gotta be considerate that everything is, that's that's,
Speaker 1: that's that's in your kingdom, you know. And I don't
Speaker 1: feel like a person there's all the way footing hole
Speaker 1: with themselves shit even venture down that road. But my
Speaker 1: mother always told me, man, you tell a woman the truth,
Speaker 1: she's gonna treat you like like with God love because
Speaker 1: it's the truth. Bay where you been fucking you know, honesty.
Speaker 1: But see you can't you can't be in a relationship
Speaker 1: and you've been making you've been making deals. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You were making deals and then you
Speaker 1: come back with babe, you know, because I know what
Speaker 1: they called I'm not I'm not a stepper. I'm not
Speaker 1: a big stepper. I'm I'm a great father. First. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, I will big step, but I'm
Speaker 1: I'm a great father, you know. So I look at
Speaker 1: it like this. I read this book called The Sacred Woman.
Speaker 1: I gotta say this before I go there. I read
Speaker 1: this book called The Sacred Woman, and it validated everything
Speaker 1: that I was ever taught as a child. Because people
Speaker 1: used to ask me, how come she do things with
Speaker 1: you that she don't never do with nobody else? And
Speaker 1: this and there. Because I don't judge, I don't care
Speaker 1: if you did a thousand days baby. You for me,
Speaker 1: You tried to risk and I come be with the best.
Speaker 1: You had to go through all that so I can
Speaker 1: have you. I don't judge you. I don't care what
Speaker 1: you did. If I want you, I want you. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I want you because I don't
Speaker 1: want nobody that ain't even been through nothing, that ain't
Speaker 1: got no feel of credentials and all that. I don't
Speaker 1: get on all that that social media. You know, man, bro,
Speaker 1: you need a woman to do that that man, we'll
Speaker 1: go get your mail, all of brade. You want to
Speaker 1: serve it, you want to slave. I feel like it's
Speaker 1: about having a woman that's your best friend in the relationship.
Speaker 1: Now that's your best friends. So you're paying attention to
Speaker 1: your best friend. You gotta know that that her womb
Speaker 1: has its own chakra. Women have an extra chokra me
Speaker 1: and don't help. This is why your sex life get
Speaker 1: thrown off. Say you was sucking another beach, then you
Speaker 1: come home and fuck your woman. She already know because
Speaker 1: she got something called intuition. Most men don't have intuition
Speaker 1: because they're masculine energy and feminine energy. It's not balanced
Speaker 1: when your masculine energy becomes sacred masculinity Like I don't
Speaker 1: release seemen. I've really been celibate. I really don't even
Speaker 1: I've been playing hard to I really, I really, I
Speaker 1: really practice seeming attention on and I love the way
Speaker 1: it makes me feel. I love the power and the
Speaker 1: energy that it give me so in and and just
Speaker 1: practicing this. My masculinity is sacred because I'm not looking
Speaker 1: for this one and that one and this one and
Speaker 1: that one to fuck. See. Women are healers. The womb
Speaker 1: is very healing. Any woman can attest to this. If
Speaker 1: you went through a stress, a stress money before your cycle,
Speaker 1: I don't even like to call it period. I like
Speaker 1: to call it the moon because every woman's cycle is
Speaker 1: in sync with the moon. It may be the full moon,
Speaker 1: waxing moon, new moon, it depends on what moon. But
Speaker 1: they they are healers. So what happens is if if
Speaker 1: the household was stressed that month, her moon gonna be heavy, heavy, heavy.
Speaker 1: She's not just cleansing for herself. She cleansing all the
Speaker 1: energy for the house. So she already know what I've
Speaker 1: been doing. So I'm gonna go ahead and tell you
Speaker 1: the truth. And guess what her wound when she in
Speaker 1: alignment with her wound, she could process it, and her
Speaker 1: wound could forgive because she might give me her boy
Speaker 1: to knowing that funk something else, And what's gonna happen.
Speaker 1: Her pH level is gonna be out. I might ain't
Speaker 1: given no disease, but this energy from this other woman
Speaker 1: gonna all set up pH levels. She could develop the
Speaker 1: urine their tracking fisher, because most urin their tracking fishers
Speaker 1: come from angle from hard from harnessing anger. Because she
Speaker 1: was like, I knew I wasn't crazy, because you wouldn't.
Speaker 1: You wasn't telling this woman the truth? So I hondesstand
Speaker 1: is the best policy So before we go into it
Speaker 1: and say what you think about poligamy, I'm gonna just
Speaker 1: say this, I'm Muslim. Everybody that's Christian, there's Christian people.
Speaker 1: You're gonna read all through your Bible. King Solomon was
Speaker 1: the most loved king by God. He had three hundred
Speaker 1: wives and seven hundred cocky lines. Three hundred, seven hundred.
Speaker 1: That's a thousand bitches, and we'll go to walk behind
Speaker 1: every one of them. He was the wisest, Richard strong
Speaker 1: with king never lived. King Solomon made piece. So I'm
Speaker 1: just you know, if people that's Christian people don't live
Speaker 1: by the Bible, you know, don't you live by this part,
Speaker 1: live about all of it. So let me ask you this.
Speaker 1: I have a question. What's the question I gotta answer? Okay,
Speaker 1: when you were just saying like how you don't release
Speaker 1: salmen or whatever, so when you have sex you don't climax? No, Um,
Speaker 1: how does that work? Um? Well, I started. I can't
Speaker 1: give you my real recipe, but I like, like I
Speaker 1: like to get massages. You know. I started with the
Speaker 1: feet because the woman walk on our feet all day.
Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna lie. I'm an I ain't I'm
Speaker 1: a dog will eat and puts it. But I really
Speaker 1: like to. I really like to eat my woman as
Speaker 1: I like when she try to run because I got
Speaker 1: a long tom so I like to go deep in
Speaker 1: our ags with that bit she running. I'm a game
Speaker 1: four you know I love a four player. You know
Speaker 1: you know, so that's what I love. So through four player,
Speaker 1: I'm going to please my partner. I get off on
Speaker 1: her getting up. I want to make you come like
Speaker 1: I love. I don't tell me you can't. I want
Speaker 1: your bidy to lock up. I don't want to watch
Speaker 1: you run down my deep that's just me. I feel
Speaker 1: like I did something because I brought you to a
Speaker 1: level of ecstasy. I know you wouldn't experience it because
Speaker 1: you've been jammed up. But then but then if you
Speaker 1: but but if you're not releasing seamen, aren't you jammed up?
Speaker 1: And won't true? That's my life force. It's gonna go.
Speaker 1: It's gonna recycle itself through my body. And I've had
Speaker 1: weird dreams before. If I have a weird dream, you know,
Speaker 1: that's my body releasing and recycling. But not on purpose. No, now,
Speaker 1: if I now, if I want to manifest something like
Speaker 1: with a woman. We could set I want attention to prey,
Speaker 1: and I can let loose and we can manifest what
Speaker 1: it is we're trying to manifest because sex is healing.
Speaker 1: It's magical, sexual energies, very healing. Like in the morning time,
Speaker 1: every man, you wake up and you want to beat
Speaker 1: the dick. I don't do that. I wake up and
Speaker 1: put that energy into making a good song, a great workout.
Speaker 1: I started replacing them habits with something else, some serpenfires.
Speaker 1: That what they call it, serpentfires or something else. I've
Speaker 1: heard plenty of different terms called a sex transmutation. I
Speaker 1: just take it. It's all energy. It's just on what
Speaker 1: you do with it. But I can sit in that bitch,
Speaker 1: I don't watch point. I can see in that bitch
Speaker 1: and hunting around drum something. But I did that when
Speaker 1: I was a kid. I want to do something different, though,
Speaker 1: so I do yoga, I stritch, you know, and a
Speaker 1: lot of times when you know your own somebody I've
Speaker 1: been I've been practicing. Also. It's taking mac route because
Speaker 1: it detoxes the colon and your pancreas and all of that.
Speaker 1: It detoxes those things. A lot of the food that
Speaker 1: we eat. It had us clogged up to what we
Speaker 1: can't even get the proper richtion that we supp us
Speaker 1: to get. So a lot of time when you want
Speaker 1: to check your d that's because your prostate, I said, pacers,
Speaker 1: I meant to say, your prostate is claused. And you
Speaker 1: it's certain poses in yoga that you could do to
Speaker 1: unclouded that and move that energy around the back it.
Speaker 1: We see it still for all day. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, We were still fall day. We don't. We
Speaker 1: don't move our energy around. You have to move it
Speaker 1: around about it like that's like people who dancing, they
Speaker 1: started dancing, they feel good when they're then because they're
Speaker 1: moving their energy around. We have energy and out baudy,
Speaker 1: they need to be moved around. And that's what I do.
Speaker 1: I'm moving all around my body and use it for
Speaker 1: what I need to use it for. You tap it too.
Speaker 1: It's called thee cheat um. I started learning about that
Speaker 1: through well. We really got me in. The seeming attention
Speaker 1: at first was I used to box and we couldn't
Speaker 1: releasing the seemen you know before fights and things of
Speaker 1: that nature. And I'm like, man, I'd be so deadly
Speaker 1: when I'm warry releasing no seemen making that sacrifice. So
Speaker 1: I put myself in their mindset again. But I started
Speaker 1: studying all the benefits from it, and I started looking
Speaker 1: at the benefits. Is I'm heavy, like you know, my
Speaker 1: hair growing back in places that you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It's just it's just it's just amazing. It like a
Speaker 1: healing energy too. Your life was in healing when you
Speaker 1: put it in. That woman woumb even if she don't
Speaker 1: get pregnant's gonna heal up bout it. You're gonna recycle
Speaker 1: each other's energy if y'all equally yoked. But if we're
Speaker 1: not in a lambent, she just gonna drain me or
Speaker 1: run off with my energy. I'm gonna be I'm sucking.
Speaker 1: But in nature, I'm an have sex with this woman,
Speaker 1: draining her and take her energy. Like you're not supposed
Speaker 1: to feel tired after six she supposed to be energized.
Speaker 1: If you're not energized and somebody not in alignment, they
Speaker 1: don't don't beat, they don't judge. I don't care what
Speaker 1: yourself coming out. I don't care. I'm winning because I
Speaker 1: know this new information. I never was really spoke about
Speaker 1: none of this before. But she just beat O mine.
Speaker 1: That's that jade energy, that the green jade. What the
Speaker 1: fact you think that uh music is having on our
Speaker 1: people and our brothers in the streets and so forth,
Speaker 1: just throughout the culture. It depends on what context you
Speaker 1: look at the music. I mean, you know, they got
Speaker 1: a lot of great kids. Then it like really great guys,
Speaker 1: you know, and I feel like they'd be expressing their
Speaker 1: pain because sometimes you could be so angry and so
Speaker 1: it hurt you actually want to kill somebody, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I just feel like if you look
Speaker 1: at it in the proper context, I mean, what what
Speaker 1: what What if it's let's let's take your kids. What
Speaker 1: if it's your kids listening to it, they might not
Speaker 1: be able to receive Oh yeah, well, you know, my
Speaker 1: children genius and so because with all children, the genius
Speaker 1: is it's just the environment that they grew up in.
Speaker 1: But my daughter called me the other day, Daddy, her
Speaker 1: grandmother in the background, Daddy, what's a what's an orgasm?
Speaker 1: I say, her grandma to know, she just want to
Speaker 1: know what the organism is? I said, which one? You
Speaker 1: want to know? Baby? An organism or orgasm. She said,
Speaker 1: I want to know what the orgasm is. So I
Speaker 1: told her what the orgasm was, and she was like, okay,
Speaker 1: thank your dad. Like I tell my children the truth,
Speaker 1: I'm not about that either. My grandfather taught me to
Speaker 1: you learn fast or you die young. So I teach
Speaker 1: my children the truth. I'm not censoring nothing. I'm not
Speaker 1: covering your ears, and I'll that damn it. Bro. They
Speaker 1: said this about you on the internet, man killer. They're
Speaker 1: faking you be with your dad every day. We'll be
Speaker 1: everywhere bout ourself, just me and you. You ever seen
Speaker 1: somebody bulk up on your dad and play with me
Speaker 1: because he gets mad? They said this about you. I
Speaker 1: just want to go kill everything, kill them cause I
Speaker 1: love that you love me. I love that you love
Speaker 1: me like that. You supposed to be passionate about your dad.
Speaker 1: You go everywhere with me, man, that's the end ofnet man.
Speaker 1: We're on a blacktop with it, you everywhere I go.
Speaker 1: What is you talking about? Oh yeah, now he listened
Speaker 1: at the music. Yeah yeah, they just fake it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I know you're faking. Yeah, yeah, you're faking. You know.
Speaker 1: It's It's not a bad thing. It's entertainment. I used
Speaker 1: to have that. Man, dude, ain't living like that. I
Speaker 1: don't want to listen to the man. That ship sounds good,
Speaker 1: it's entertainment. I don't even send I don't even background
Speaker 1: people no more. I used to be man, dude, supposed
Speaker 1: to be like that. Bro, what's help? I don't even
Speaker 1: care like I like the music. I'm a fan And
Speaker 1: it took me changing my perspective to be a fan
Speaker 1: of music again. I'm a fan. I like that ship, son,
Speaker 1: put no type of salitation in your mouth if it's somebody,
Speaker 1: if somebody wrapping some ship that you've actually been through
Speaker 1: and they ain't been through it for profit. No, it
Speaker 1: used to I used to be like, man, you you
Speaker 1: heard me tell you that. You heard me say that,
Speaker 1: that's our conversation. Come on, man, you you know I
Speaker 1: used to be like that. But then I had to realize, Kevin,
Speaker 1: that's not a bad thing. That's a beautiful thing. That
Speaker 1: just means if I went to see, when you change
Speaker 1: your perspective, this when miracles happening, because guess what, hey,
Speaker 1: hey your beach. No, that woman, the woman, the wisest
Speaker 1: creature on Earth day, our first teacher. And I'm not
Speaker 1: saying that because I'm not one of them. Guys. I
Speaker 1: got potted like that, man, don't. I don't want nobody
Speaker 1: that baby mama. Once I find out that that you
Speaker 1: somebody that you could be. This could be did your
Speaker 1: wife right here? This could be your twenty side piece.
Speaker 1: I don't want meting because I'm not like it. I
Speaker 1: don't get off on fucking nobody. Woman, I don't get
Speaker 1: off on that now. If I can't help, but I
Speaker 1: don't know. She tricked his booth brother. If she will them,
Speaker 1: we can share her at the same time, what's help
Speaker 1: because I mean, she tricked this both. I'm about to
Speaker 1: put some clothes on. Why you're just sucking yesterday? Yeah,
Speaker 1: we don't judge. Let's just keep it real. I'm just
Speaker 1: just saying, like, I'm just giving the illustration. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm just saying ample, I'm just giving an example. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I'm just saying like that ain't
Speaker 1: what I'm on. But they got people that's on it.
Speaker 1: But what I say is when a woman or a
Speaker 1: man like that, for real, all you gotta do when
Speaker 1: you see people out and they get big y'all, do
Speaker 1: a look at that woman. See what that woman roll
Speaker 1: her eyes? You know what that means. He bluffing. You
Speaker 1: made deals behind closed doors, bluffing. You know you don
Speaker 1: win big for mercy and I don't let you. Wouldn't
Speaker 1: all over. You ain't stand like you're supposed to stand. Hey, listen,
Speaker 1: but I love you with all my huh, but we
Speaker 1: got to stand on principle. I'm not allowing this and
Speaker 1: this and this and this in my house. I'm not
Speaker 1: allowing it. Yeah, I'm not. I gotta stand on my
Speaker 1: morals and my principles. Not everybody. Morals and principles ain't
Speaker 1: the same. Me and my big brother talk about this
Speaker 1: every day. Everybody morals and principles ain't the same. But
Speaker 1: guess what, Hey, what you eat don't make me ship
Speaker 1: on me. What you eat don't make me ship, And
Speaker 1: what I eat don't make ship. So hey, if the
Speaker 1: energy line of the line, if not that, we go
Speaker 1: no further. Everything got their proper place. So I just
Speaker 1: look at the woman, because when somebody get the going
Speaker 1: on and rand the raven. See when you get upset
Speaker 1: that it's it's crying. I don't want to talk about it.
Speaker 1: But when you flash, and your woman had a feel
Speaker 1: guard on her because she didn't see what you do
Speaker 1: or and witness how you rocking. You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: She's not scared that you're gonna She's scared that she's
Speaker 1: gonna lose you because she know you can't think. Once
Speaker 1: it's you know, literate, or something happen, it's up. It's
Speaker 1: always up on our end, sir. That's why I'm so respectful.
Speaker 1: It's always up on my end, like like it's always
Speaker 1: like I asked myself all the time, Kevin, would you
Speaker 1: do a life sentence behind disrespect? I would. I can't
Speaker 1: look at myself in the mirror. I can't live with that.
Speaker 1: I know what I could live with. I can't. So
Speaker 1: when my woman gets kid, it's more like, no, I'm
Speaker 1: not going through that, taking out out the cone and
Speaker 1: making sure we buy everything cash and do thedn't do
Speaker 1: that because if he go to jail again, we gotta
Speaker 1: be able to keep it going. You know. She you
Speaker 1: know that women are protectors. They're practical and nature. So
Speaker 1: when we flash, you know they think about all that.
Speaker 1: But when you got a woman just sitting nothing, I
Speaker 1: ain't tripping him due he bluffing. I gotta do it.
Speaker 1: I gave us some game. I wasn't puposed to give up,
Speaker 1: you know. But that's he bluffing. He bluffing. Hey, only
Speaker 1: you gotta do a pay attention to the one. That's
Speaker 1: all you gotta do. You see somebody with their significant
Speaker 1: other and he go ran it right, and I know
Speaker 1: what's up. Oh, he does this all the time at
Speaker 1: the house. There's no big deal. Bluff he bluffing. What's
Speaker 1: her thoughts on the ego? Uh, that was the biggest
Speaker 1: thing I had to get past, was my ego. That's
Speaker 1: why I don't even pick up heavy waste in the gym.
Speaker 1: Nom all. I checked my ego at the door because
Speaker 1: even though I looked amazing at one time, I'll big.
Speaker 1: You know, that was ego. I want to lift all
Speaker 1: the weights in the gym. You know, that was my ego.
Speaker 1: I was hurting myself. My joints wasn't ready to lift
Speaker 1: that type of way. Now my joints ready to lift
Speaker 1: that type of way. And I play with it light ship.
Speaker 1: It's just about feeling good, like that's my therapy. You know.
Speaker 1: I'd rather feel good. So when I go to the gym.
Speaker 1: I feel good before I take a meet, and I
Speaker 1: work out before I came here. I worked though. I
Speaker 1: just want to feel good. I want to be in
Speaker 1: the best head space over That's just me, and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna take however much time I need to make sure
Speaker 1: that I'm well, because I don't want to be able
Speaker 1: to disservice to nobody around me with my energy, with
Speaker 1: my attitude. I want to operate out a look because
Speaker 1: I can miss something. Yeah, then I'm I'm really big
Speaker 1: on being a great listener. Not but y'all making me talk,
Speaker 1: so you got me stuck therapist's therapy for so many people.
Speaker 1: I'm serious. I'm really big on being a right listening
Speaker 1: because somebody told me, because you gotta have people around
Speaker 1: you the whole you accountable, you're not a good listener.
Speaker 1: And then I listened. I said, you know what, sometimes
Speaker 1: I allow my own self and this to get in
Speaker 1: the way. I wasn't a good listener. My ego was
Speaker 1: here to keep me safe. Thank you. I don't need
Speaker 1: you anymore. I'm I might operate off my spirit, off
Speaker 1: my chakra. When I went to see DJ Spreen, how
Speaker 1: does it feel? It felt the energy and he feel pleasant.
Speaker 1: I'm at home any way. I meant. It's just it's
Speaker 1: the energy that I bring is the energy I'm gonna
Speaker 1: get back in return, you know, like if I asked,
Speaker 1: like I didn't know, EGO, I get in certain artists,
Speaker 1: d M S. I want you on my album. Hey,
Speaker 1: if it can't happen this time, maybe it happened the
Speaker 1: next time. You know. If don't nobody to get back
Speaker 1: to my understand you have a life. But that fear
Speaker 1: of rejection. Man, they're gonta holler at me. Nah, I'm
Speaker 1: I'm gonna reach out. I'm gonna network. Hey, this this
Speaker 1: will be wrong. Like I'm a fan of music again.
Speaker 1: So if this you know, you gotta think I've been
Speaker 1: a lot of say when you say you're a fan
Speaker 1: of music again, like everything got so predictable, you know,
Speaker 1: and and it had me. So now I listen for
Speaker 1: different things like how to make me feel I like
Speaker 1: the beat out, like the way he on a beat.
Speaker 1: I like. So you said you was zooming in too
Speaker 1: much too. Maybe I was being too technical, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I think I've been there. I think
Speaker 1: I might be I was overthinking that, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying like like like like biggest smiles. Like when
Speaker 1: I used to listen to him, he take me somewhere, Punt,
Speaker 1: take me somewhere. Park was more like he was an
Speaker 1: emotional rapper, so he talked about the things that was relative,
Speaker 1: so he felt like a family member. But when I
Speaker 1: listened that big people don't know this might be was
Speaker 1: living like that. Fat boy was living like that. So
Speaker 1: I like all that. That's what I was a juvenile
Speaker 1: attention to day is a gymber got the suitcase up
Speaker 1: in the central go to room one twelve. Yeah, so
Speaker 1: that that niggas bleed just like us. You know, that
Speaker 1: was my thing, you know, you know that I like
Speaker 1: all that. I like when I like that kind of talk.
Speaker 1: I like whea killer stone man rested piece to one
Speaker 1: of the greatest. I like, whn killer thtone. I was
Speaker 1: out number, They're not gone. They had to shoot my
Speaker 1: way out, put hunters on top of ones, and broke
Speaker 1: bricks in the drought. Don't nobody to say his name,
Speaker 1: like he was the magnolia. I don't nobody to say
Speaker 1: his name. You know, he was one of the greatest
Speaker 1: I ever seen doing the flash. A lot of my swag.
Speaker 1: I emmulate him, and I also emulate me lucas. He
Speaker 1: one of the flags I've seen doing in Baton Rouge,
Speaker 1: the flags I mean going to Bogatoss And I was seventeen. Man,
Speaker 1: he's I'm around you know what I'm saying, I'm around legends.
Speaker 1: That swag that I come in the game was so
Speaker 1: authentic because I got it from you know, I've been
Speaker 1: around legends, and you know, I started getting my nails
Speaker 1: and my feet because Killer was doing there. I named
Speaker 1: my son Killer my nickname. They was calling me killer.
Speaker 1: They always called me that too, but we really called
Speaker 1: causer killer because he got the long braids and everything.
Speaker 1: Just like you know what I'm saying. Every time you
Speaker 1: see Walden, like like like and boob about, I wish
Speaker 1: he would sell. I love him to death. Like like,
Speaker 1: every time you see Wolden, he just was flat. He
Speaker 1: was that. He was one of them niggles. He would
Speaker 1: flat by a silk, you know, and he gonna he
Speaker 1: gonna get there every time. And it's just he was
Speaker 1: so humble though, he was so hungble. But he was
Speaker 1: a giant. That's what made him a giant. I mean
Speaker 1: a giant. People don't understand because my ass and my
Speaker 1: tunneling heaven, but a giant. That's what made him a
Speaker 1: giant A monks men. You know what I'm saying. That's
Speaker 1: making me look as a giant a monks men. It's
Speaker 1: just his sway, the way he moved, you know, everything
Speaker 1: goes everything about him. You know, there's nothing wrong with it.
Speaker 1: So that's just where I'm at with it now. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I just I got lost. I
Speaker 1: forgot the question, so you got back to just loving
Speaker 1: music for the feeling of it. I like when I
Speaker 1: like when Nordo we get with you problem but listen.
Speaker 1: I like all that. I like it. Like I'll let
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I like whenever you say, oh,
Speaker 1: I just had got on this song like two days ago.
Speaker 1: I like to discover music though, like what is you're
Speaker 1: listening to? People? I'm listening at that bitch, you know.
Speaker 1: I like when he say hit the door with the
Speaker 1: razor blade, cut it up all dads. You know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, When would I be in this co world?
Speaker 1: But I'll be saying, my owner, he said, what would
Speaker 1: I be in this co world? If I don't know
Speaker 1: how to slam. I'd be like, what would I be
Speaker 1: in this cold world if I wasn't rid of a dad?
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'll just be saying that
Speaker 1: in the gym, like I put my little remix to it.
Speaker 1: You know what record though? How much you record? Probably
Speaker 1: every day now every day. But a lot of people
Speaker 1: be mad at me because I'm I need pressure to
Speaker 1: work out too, so I make like that like that,
Speaker 1: who won't smoke? I've been did that song? They heard
Speaker 1: it on live, but man, drop it. I'm okay, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna drop it. I say, yeah, I feel like I'm
Speaker 1: putting out negativity, but I'm not. It's therapeutic. I'm just
Speaker 1: being I'm expressing. I'm releasing and everybody loved it. They're like,
Speaker 1: thank you. Keep going. I'm like, okay, I got you
Speaker 1: that pressure with the world because we really pushed. We
Speaker 1: really pushed on his end, like we we're not saying
Speaker 1: nothing negative toward nobody. I swear to gold like you know,
Speaker 1: I don't mind people saying Prussia, but I started there.
Speaker 1: I'm prushed on my end. P r E. It's it's hight.
Speaker 1: I got that trade wark. I'm prushed on my end.
Speaker 1: I'm preushed on my end. So it's just it just
Speaker 1: that's something that that that we started, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. My team started it, you know, and it
Speaker 1: just I got to release it to the world because
Speaker 1: they needed they needed. I didn't know my music was
Speaker 1: in necessity. They needed. It's medicine. I have my girl
Speaker 1: doing amazing. You ain't missing on skin glowing? Yeah, I'm saying, yeah, she,
Speaker 1: you know she what you call that? What's that word? Amazing?
Speaker 1: That's good. I'm glad to hear that. What's for you? Man?
Speaker 1: You said you're just living, but but tourists, Okay, so
Speaker 1: let's let's just do it for the fans where they
Speaker 1: get a project, multiple projects. Is it likely this year?
Speaker 1: We know that you're living and you're flowing, but you
Speaker 1: got fans. Yeah, I'm glad that. I'm glad that all
Speaker 1: that I did take this time out for sure, because
Speaker 1: now I have a greater process now. So I'm glad
Speaker 1: that I did take this time for myself because I
Speaker 1: wasn't ready to receive all the blessings that's about to
Speaker 1: come to me. It's scary like getting blessings, like filing
Speaker 1: off its scared, but when you get blessings, it's even
Speaker 1: most scary because with great power come great responsibility. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. It's like that's like when somebody
Speaker 1: told me, like, man, I like your car, it's not mine.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm just boring it right now.
Speaker 1: You know, God, let me use it. You know, if
Speaker 1: I don't do right with these things that I have,
Speaker 1: it could be taken from me. That's gonna be hurting feeling. Man,
Speaker 1: we gotta catch the mortel. I'm back to im back
Speaker 1: to riding on the wall. Yeah, wrong in the water.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I got to go back
Speaker 1: in that hole and go for what I know. I
Speaker 1: don't want to do that. That'll be digressive for me
Speaker 1: because I don't know anything else. I don't that I'm
Speaker 1: good at. I'm great at making music, and I think
Speaker 1: i'd be great at acting, but I need classes say
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not afraid to ask for help now
Speaker 1: I used to be. Now I'm a gonna camera like this. No, Kevin,
Speaker 1: you're tripping you people doing this for years. I don't
Speaker 1: go like that, Homie. I can't remix this ship that
Speaker 1: the add two Big Brother, and life been beautiful every since.
Speaker 1: You know, it's been beautiful. It's like you're on the
Speaker 1: victim of the energy you project. And if you have
Speaker 1: projected too much negative energy in a certain situation, I say,
Speaker 1: try to fix it. If you can't fix it, hey,
Speaker 1: I go somewhere else with and it's just beautiful and pleasant.
Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong with uprooting. Move about the land that
Speaker 1: you may be successful. I'm done, move about the land
Speaker 1: that you may be successful. So much game on big facts.
Speaker 1: I can't believe I'm even saying all this because I
Speaker 1: thought we're gonna get on here and talk about ramping,
Speaker 1: and we're gonna talk about whatever the people I'm also
Speaker 1: I'm also kind of like, I'm also kind of afraid
Speaker 1: of taking up people time too, because I value my
Speaker 1: time so much. I don't want to be like I
Speaker 1: hope we don't run over. I don't. I'm gonna keep
Speaker 1: it short. I ain't gonna go into all these long
Speaker 1: games answers because my brain works so methodically. It's hard
Speaker 1: for me to just stay on subject. Because once you
Speaker 1: ask me one question, I think about it there of
Speaker 1: different ways. I mean, you know what I'm bor. That's
Speaker 1: the gift and the curse was being brilliant. You know
Speaker 1: you nobody? You know. So I got a question I
Speaker 1: gotta answer, and I had retired this, but I'm bringing
Speaker 1: it back for you. Um. I usually ask people like
Speaker 1: if they have a bucket list or if they have
Speaker 1: like a list of things that they want to do,
Speaker 1: places they want to go, who they want to eat,
Speaker 1: blah blah blah before they die. But I know you
Speaker 1: said that you're never gonna die, You're gonna transition, So
Speaker 1: do you have a bucket list for your everything that
Speaker 1: you want to do or whatever before you transition? I
Speaker 1: never see it this on this show. I mean I
Speaker 1: never said this in life. I'd have told people this. Man,
Speaker 1: I can't believe I'm about to say this. I gotta
Speaker 1: see it though, I'm listening. All right. Well, my little
Speaker 1: brother wanted me to talk about wolves. I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: say how I know I could do this, but this
Speaker 1: since I've been a child. It's later. This later call
Speaker 1: was broke down. Her call is broke down, and I'm
Speaker 1: gonna say this. Please don't believe me. The later call
Speaker 1: was broke down, and I told him listen, I could
Speaker 1: I could start your battery for you? She said, we
Speaker 1: need to jump a cable and say no, you don't.
Speaker 1: I put my hands on them on a battery. I
Speaker 1: got this little thing that I do. I told again
Speaker 1: for the keys, I jumped in there and cranked the cart.
Speaker 1: She said, you, my angel, I say, speak nothing of
Speaker 1: it is you know. Then I'm gonna tell you what
Speaker 1: really had changed my life, really changed my life. Then
Speaker 1: when you saw the dramastic change, I said, dramastic. Oh
Speaker 1: that's a new world. I just yeah, yeah, that dramastic change.
Speaker 1: I head on the wind. I'm gonna be honest with
Speaker 1: you when I tell y'all this real talk. God kill
Speaker 1: every one of my child from our foltine um. I
Speaker 1: got photos biologically mine. I got partners that's dead doing life,
Speaker 1: and all these children, my children, my God, take the
Speaker 1: breath out of every want of their baddest. I've been
Speaker 1: to heaven. What people, how heaven? I've been to the
Speaker 1: celestial court. I got here through faster. I'm talking. I'm
Speaker 1: not eating nothing for like for the two days, I
Speaker 1: ain't eating nothing, just liquids, just water. Like people want
Speaker 1: to know, like, well, her did you fast? And hey,
Speaker 1: you're not gonna do it three days, or you're not
Speaker 1: gonna do it for hours. You're not gonna do so.
Speaker 1: I even asked, but I have to give this enlightenment
Speaker 1: to people. But through faster, I was able to go
Speaker 1: into the celestial court. I had been behind the first
Speaker 1: bill once, m I've been behind the second bill once twice,
Speaker 1: and I've been behind the third bill once. In the
Speaker 1: fourth bill, that's when I saw people I had went to, Oh,
Speaker 1: forgive me your erman that they lived on that's crazy.
Speaker 1: And I was talking about my brother and he called me.
Speaker 1: We tell a path, we telepathic, but he gifted, he gifted.
Speaker 1: But anyway, long story short. On the fifth time I
Speaker 1: had went that was I was and in the bed
Speaker 1: woul drink one day and she was like, where you went?
Speaker 1: And I thought I had had a dream, but I
Speaker 1: knew I wouldn't having a dream. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: This is physical. I ain't talking about no my spirit
Speaker 1: of my bad or not that weird ship. I'm talking
Speaker 1: about you us del selest your court. I had this
Speaker 1: last time. I wanted to celest your court. And when
Speaker 1: I was up there, we're in there because I ain't
Speaker 1: it wouldn't know up. I just was vibrating so hard
Speaker 1: that I was allowed in. And I ain't gonna speak
Speaker 1: about all of it. But Heaven. I never saw here
Speaker 1: before in my life, but Heaven and scary. I saw
Speaker 1: creatures that could have crushed me like this, and they
Speaker 1: was all in field. They all was faced down, like
Speaker 1: to the throne. They was in filth for they like
Speaker 1: scared to death. I had to ask permission because I pray.
Speaker 1: I had to create a man stand create a man, pray.
Speaker 1: I was I had the ex permission. It was like
Speaker 1: every species that was ever created. I'm talking about this
Speaker 1: gonna sound crazy. I don't do drugs. I'm this. I
Speaker 1: can't believe I'm saying is. I know the world gonna
Speaker 1: look at me crazy for saying this. I've been in
Speaker 1: the celestial court. That's what made me question everything I
Speaker 1: was ever taught. Because I've been in the celestial court,
Speaker 1: I've seen it's like the ambassadors for every living species.
Speaker 1: They was all face down, and it's like the way
Speaker 1: Muslims pray. They was faced down. The gravitational pull made
Speaker 1: your face hit the ground. You couldn't even stand up
Speaker 1: if you wanted to. That was the first time. It
Speaker 1: was the scariest thing I ever undersaw my life because
Speaker 1: their fear made me feel it was quiet. You ain't
Speaker 1: having no no kind of sexual desires, none of that.
Speaker 1: You beyond the veil. You know this is realer than
Speaker 1: us sitting in this room. And that's what really changed
Speaker 1: my life. It changed my life all the way I've
Speaker 1: been on this spiritual journey, but it changed my life
Speaker 1: all the way. I never saw the face of my creator.
Speaker 1: But when I got to say this, I hate to
Speaker 1: even say. This just gonna challenge everything everybody ever been taught.
Speaker 1: God is a man I don't want together. They are one,
Speaker 1: the masking and the feminine energy. O our heavenly Father,
Speaker 1: and hold the divine Mother together, asked one. But we
Speaker 1: say he has to the masculine partican. That's what made
Speaker 1: this lam makes sense to more. Making more makes sense
Speaker 1: to me. And I went it twice. Did you see that?
Speaker 1: Did you see the same time? The second time I went,
Speaker 1: I can't. I ain't gonna speak about that because this
Speaker 1: I'm really speaking ahead of my time. Somebody needs to
Speaker 1: hear this. The second time I went it was the
Speaker 1: second time I win it was it was unreal. It
Speaker 1: was beautiful. The second time I win, it was beautiful.
Speaker 1: They gave me understanding. The energy was different. Now the
Speaker 1: energy was the same, but they gave me understanding to why.
Speaker 1: Because the fear of God is the beginning the wisdom.
Speaker 1: You know, how could you say you love God but
Speaker 1: you love not his creations. They go even for animals,
Speaker 1: they go for in six They're go for everything. They
Speaker 1: go for everything around us, trees, grass, everything, everything has
Speaker 1: the spirit of all the creative almighty. So you know,
Speaker 1: I don't care what religion you is no more. I
Speaker 1: swear to God like I do want religious gang bang
Speaker 1: like because when people tell me like man, I'll be
Speaker 1: saying my answers. I know you do because I see man,
Speaker 1: I see man. I know you do. You know? Like
Speaker 1: I made a lick cage really popular, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But what nobody when the rappers winning it,
Speaker 1: they we wasn't winning that at first, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I made that popular. You know, it was
Speaker 1: a few that knew the first one to come on
Speaker 1: with them with with the licks on. Until I realized
Speaker 1: that our ancestors were so spiritually in tune that every
Speaker 1: attribute of the body. They gave it a name. These
Speaker 1: spirits that you say that, that's just you wear that
Speaker 1: to remind you what's already in you. You know, the
Speaker 1: only God I ever see is the one in me.
Speaker 1: That's the only God I ever see. Like we all,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. That's the only God I
Speaker 1: ever see. I don't see like you know, no other God.
Speaker 1: I see it like the God I see in me.
Speaker 1: It's the only guard that I really see. And the
Speaker 1: God I see in other people, like, that's that's all
Speaker 1: I see. I don't religious, gang banging, none of that
Speaker 1: no more. It's only one creative. But the rituals maybe different.
Speaker 1: I don't judge. And I learned that I was dinner
Speaker 1: with these Native American people. Man, it's so crazy. Like
Speaker 1: when I was gifted these feathers, I couldn't eat or
Speaker 1: drink for four days. You know, I'm thinking this punishment.
Speaker 1: It was really a tiss. You know. I had outside
Speaker 1: and all the elements. They say, if it rained, and
Speaker 1: it was meant for it to rain on you, if
Speaker 1: it gets cold, it was meant for it to get cold.
Speaker 1: If you get had, it was meant for it to
Speaker 1: get had. Everything that you you have to surround and
Speaker 1: true the universe. And then they had remind me like this,
Speaker 1: this this this smoker. I ain't gonna say a junk.
Speaker 1: I don't even like that term them, the smokers say
Speaker 1: when I sleep. I was like Kevin everything I need.
Speaker 1: I mean, his ass on the sparrow so I know
Speaker 1: he watches me. I said, that sounds like an old
Speaker 1: church song I used to hear. He said, yeah, but
Speaker 1: it's true. And I learned that. I had to relearn
Speaker 1: that through dealing with these Native American people. And they
Speaker 1: gifted me an eagle feller. They gifted it to me
Speaker 1: and it's the bravest, strongest, holy is pale. They also
Speaker 1: one of my chief's chief senate and then um I
Speaker 1: was also gifted hawk Fellers, and just not too long ago,
Speaker 1: I was gifted all gifted all fellas as a symbol of,
Speaker 1: you know, growing into my intuition and trusting it instead
Speaker 1: of just going off of what I see, what I heard,
Speaker 1: what I think. I'm going off my intuition and my spirit.
Speaker 1: And that's just when I'm at with it, Like I
Speaker 1: just I can't even believe I said all of this
Speaker 1: on this show, like like if you think I'm crazy,
Speaker 1: Hey cool, I don't care. I love you. You'll see
Speaker 1: I'm only getting younger. Yeah, definitely, we appreciate the game
Speaker 1: and the endugy. Remember that you know you're welcome anytime.
Speaker 1: You know, if you got, if you got, if you
Speaker 1: got if you get more on your spirit, you know,
Speaker 1: I mean it ain't there a big brother like I'm
Speaker 1: if I'm here, if you're all ready for me to go,
Speaker 1: I'm ready to go because I don't want to never
Speaker 1: be in truth. Well, working out and you walk up
Speaker 1: on me at the gym, man, say, bro, we could
Speaker 1: take a picture after I finished my workout. Because this first,
Speaker 1: this therapy, this is what makes me a great person.
Speaker 1: This is how I released anger. This is how I
Speaker 1: release depression and emotion and all of those things that
Speaker 1: I hold on the inside of me. So I can't
Speaker 1: be a greater person I could be. I could be
Speaker 1: a greater service to humanity because just to see me,
Speaker 1: I had to realize mat that later told me baby,
Speaker 1: just seeing you as a blessing. I say why, she said,
Speaker 1: because I could see your growth. I remember used to
Speaker 1: come in here, your pants did a second, but you
Speaker 1: just different. You look the same. I had to look twice.
Speaker 1: I just knew that was you because of your ass.
Speaker 1: The old later told me that she sounds proud of you.
Speaker 1: I used to think. I used to think you hated me.
Speaker 1: You know. She was like, I ain't what you ain't like.
Speaker 1: I just ain't like what you was doing. I said, yes, now, yeah,
Speaker 1: we're bringing you backman. Maybe we gotta do a lot
Speaker 1: with so we can talk to the fans, you know,
Speaker 1: like after this release, I just had I feel free,
Speaker 1: like like that's some the ship I spoke about on her.
Speaker 1: I never spoke about this interview. I might have touched
Speaker 1: on it, but this is my first time speaking about
Speaker 1: this like ever. I can't believe I'm like damn and
Speaker 1: not really said that. But when you live in your
Speaker 1: spirit and the truth, you make all of the wrong
Speaker 1: people uncomfortable anyway. So hey, I wasn't made for everybody
Speaker 1: to like him. If everybody to like you know, big
Speaker 1: salute to Kevin Gates. Man. You know it is man.
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