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Speaker 1: DJ Screen, Big Bankers, and Baby Jay that is here.

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Speaker 1: Special guests on Big Facts Today, Kevin, What's what's what's uping?

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Speaker 1: My brother? No better time than now to put up

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Speaker 1: the too Big Facts? Man, how are you feeling? You

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Speaker 1: want to be on please? Because you look like you're

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Speaker 1: feeling amazing. I don't. I don't just feel amazing. I

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Speaker 1: feel amazing. Amazing. That's a great way to feel. I

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Speaker 1: feel amazing. What do you attribute to that? Like, what

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Speaker 1: do you attribute to you? Maybe feeling better on every

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Speaker 1: level of spiritual, emotional, physical, What do you attribute that? Tom?

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Speaker 1: That's a long you want? We're here. We ain't got

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Speaker 1: nothing here. No, I do not want to want to

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Speaker 1: really want the facts? Oh my god. I mean, we

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Speaker 1: go through we go through so much Trump that we suppressed.

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Speaker 1: We ask people, especially melanated people, like we go through

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Speaker 1: so much trauma that we supprised, Like we get beat

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Speaker 1: So we go through that type of ship every day,

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Speaker 1: and we carry these traumas, and a lot of these

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Speaker 1: traumas don't just start in the streets. They started in

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Speaker 1: then we go through life not really ever learning how

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Speaker 1: because a lot of time it's painful to reflect and

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Speaker 1: want to relive trauma. Who want to? Who want to

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Speaker 1: a lot of times we haven't learned how to process

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Speaker 1: our emotions because we always taught as me that man,

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Speaker 1: You're supposed to be this, And we forget as farther

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Speaker 1: as me and how to be nurturrous. So if we

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Speaker 1: don't know how to be nurturrous, we don't know how

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Speaker 1: to nurture ourselves. We can never nurture you all with children,

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Speaker 1: so they grow hard. We're passing like traumatic patterns from

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Speaker 1: our past don't tie with children. I don't tie with

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Speaker 1: significant others, And it's just unhealthy emotionally, spiritually, physically, it's

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Speaker 1: temper in any temple in the regime, anything that's divided

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Speaker 1: the month itself cannot stand. So I had to realize

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Speaker 1: it don't happen overnight, because I'm still just replacing negative

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Speaker 1: realize that I'm just on my journey. You know. I

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Speaker 1: Accountability is so like I like to hold myself accountable

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Speaker 1: protecting your energy. It's not a crime like my little brother. No,

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Speaker 1: my brother, you could look good. It's about hygiene. If

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Speaker 1: like they'd be like, here, come on, take a shot.

424
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Speaker 1: I don't drink, you drink. Why are you getting so

425
00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:37,159
Speaker 1: irritated about me saying I don't drink. I'm having a

426
00:21:37,160 --> 00:21:41,600
Speaker 1: great time, buddy. You know what I'm saying. Let me

427
00:21:41,640 --> 00:21:47,159
Speaker 1: be a lame yeah, you know. So, Like it's I

428
00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:50,560
Speaker 1: was afraid of speaking about these things publicly because people

429
00:21:50,680 --> 00:21:53,040
Speaker 1: was like I had a fear of being looked at

430
00:21:53,080 --> 00:21:55,800
Speaker 1: like I was crazy. But I was also causing myself

431
00:21:55,800 --> 00:21:57,719
Speaker 1: to be very sick because I wouldn't open in my

432
00:21:57,760 --> 00:22:01,919
Speaker 1: throat chakra. When you bring your throat chakraen, you speak truth.

433
00:22:02,760 --> 00:22:04,119
Speaker 1: You know it's healing into the back. But do you

434
00:22:04,119 --> 00:22:08,400
Speaker 1: know how many other people are quote unquote crazy that

435
00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:11,400
Speaker 1: can identify and relate to everything that you're talking about

436
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:14,160
Speaker 1: right now? I know what's I don't know who I am,

437
00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:26,400
Speaker 1: but I know what I am now. Yeah, yeah, something serious? Hey,

438
00:22:26,440 --> 00:22:28,480
Speaker 1: why why is it that got them when the nigga

439
00:22:28,960 --> 00:22:32,960
Speaker 1: making sense or thinking ouside the box was saying something

440
00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:36,280
Speaker 1: crazy though, like why why did you fast topic? Because

441
00:22:36,640 --> 00:22:40,040
Speaker 1: again to think that's not what's considered normal. So people

442
00:22:40,080 --> 00:22:44,400
Speaker 1: are people are uncomforencez all. This you're saying make perfect

443
00:22:44,440 --> 00:22:46,200
Speaker 1: sense to us. You know what I'm saying to us

444
00:22:46,359 --> 00:22:49,600
Speaker 1: to people who listen to everybody is everybody not gonna

445
00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:54,439
Speaker 1: receive it? Saying like vibration ship for that because I

446
00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:56,439
Speaker 1: can't be I don't know, my freaks will be low

447
00:22:56,520 --> 00:22:58,080
Speaker 1: or they freaks me a little. Some people I just

448
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,960
Speaker 1: can't stand around me. Amen, you know what I'm saying,

449
00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:03,199
Speaker 1: Like in no form of fashion, I gotta get the

450
00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:06,800
Speaker 1: hell off. So it's not to cut you off. But

451
00:23:07,160 --> 00:23:10,760
Speaker 1: they go back to see energy and frequency like that's

452
00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:14,879
Speaker 1: we were on different frequencies. I mean, we're just on

453
00:23:15,000 --> 00:23:17,800
Speaker 1: different frequencies and it don't even matter high person. Look,

454
00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:20,560
Speaker 1: I didn't got off that that man. All of us

455
00:23:20,600 --> 00:23:22,720
Speaker 1: need to stick together because we niggled. We need to

456
00:23:22,720 --> 00:23:24,760
Speaker 1: stick I didn't got off that old bitch and ship too,

457
00:23:24,800 --> 00:23:29,000
Speaker 1: because and I happened. I was in prison at one time,

458
00:23:29,480 --> 00:23:31,960
Speaker 1: and I called myself, Man, we're gonna ride in this bitch.

459
00:23:32,000 --> 00:23:35,919
Speaker 1: They're bringing us cold food. And man, we stood up

460
00:23:35,920 --> 00:23:38,840
Speaker 1: in that bitch. Man, everybody stood up when they came in.

461
00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:41,480
Speaker 1: There with them baby Polo, Dawns and pepper Gas and

462
00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:44,119
Speaker 1: fox Spray and bass Pray everybody. When I got there, rack,

463
00:23:44,160 --> 00:23:46,240
Speaker 1: he's only me and like the dudes in that rolling,

464
00:23:46,600 --> 00:23:48,600
Speaker 1: even the one told me, he said, I respect you,

465
00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:51,199
Speaker 1: you a man, but start sticking about yourself. I've been

466
00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 1: doing this for years. And I said, that was I

467
00:23:53,640 --> 00:23:56,600
Speaker 1: learned a valuable lesson. I'm on my side. You know

468
00:23:56,640 --> 00:23:59,520
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I thought we was riding for the calls.

469
00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:01,000
Speaker 1: You know what I'm I'm saying that I had. It

470
00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:03,520
Speaker 1: was beautiful. It was a beautiful understanding to me. Not

471
00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:05,920
Speaker 1: because I don't care what a person looks like. They

472
00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:10,720
Speaker 1: raise color, they they sexual orientation of preferences. If the

473
00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:15,080
Speaker 1: energy connects, it connects. If it doesn't, it doesn't because

474
00:24:15,119 --> 00:24:17,520
Speaker 1: I never know where my next blessing is gonna come from.

475
00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:20,080
Speaker 1: So I gotta operate strictly out of my heart shock.

476
00:24:20,760 --> 00:24:23,760
Speaker 1: I gotta operate out of love. Even if it's messed

477
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:25,800
Speaker 1: up energy, I gotta look at it with love like

478
00:24:25,840 --> 00:24:28,000
Speaker 1: that's a test for me to get to the next level.

479
00:24:28,560 --> 00:24:31,000
Speaker 1: And if it's a blessing, I'm I'm just one of

480
00:24:31,000 --> 00:24:32,720
Speaker 1: the gate keepers about to open the gate so I

481
00:24:32,720 --> 00:24:35,040
Speaker 1: could get to the next level. I got to be

482
00:24:35,119 --> 00:24:39,040
Speaker 1: tested before I could reach spiritual divinity. So I'm tested

483
00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:41,520
Speaker 1: all the time. But it's how I respond. I'm no

484
00:24:41,520 --> 00:24:45,440
Speaker 1: longer reacting. I respond to whatever tests come my way,

485
00:24:46,280 --> 00:24:48,800
Speaker 1: and it just however I respond. Did the journey of

486
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:51,560
Speaker 1: enlightenment you feel like start when you went to prison?

487
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:56,280
Speaker 1: Before that, I was born gifted. I just fought against

488
00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:58,399
Speaker 1: it like a lot of us. But when did you

489
00:24:58,440 --> 00:25:01,320
Speaker 1: have time to sit? And really is that? Because you

490
00:25:01,320 --> 00:25:04,680
Speaker 1: can subconsciously know it, But sometimes people don't even experience

491
00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:08,000
Speaker 1: solitude until prison, Like was it prison or did you

492
00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 1: sit down on your own? That's what I mesk. Prison

493
00:25:10,200 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 1: was a prison? Was a major prison? Was the was

494
00:25:13,520 --> 00:25:17,840
Speaker 1: the starting point. It was the starting point because in solitude,

495
00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:20,520
Speaker 1: that's when the pipanis happened, when you buy yourself, when

496
00:25:20,560 --> 00:25:25,679
Speaker 1: you're alone, it's just beautiful. It's just the prison was

497
00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:27,440
Speaker 1: the best thing ever happened. And I heard so many

498
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:29,919
Speaker 1: people say that it was the best thing that ever had.

499
00:25:30,000 --> 00:25:32,600
Speaker 1: So many people say it's it's saved their lives, changed

500
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:35,840
Speaker 1: their I wasn't living right right, and then maybe you

501
00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:38,520
Speaker 1: wouldn't still be here living if you didn't go to prison.

502
00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,000
Speaker 1: I just wasn't living right right. It was the best

503
00:25:41,000 --> 00:25:43,320
Speaker 1: thing ever happened to me. Yeah, I'm not. It's not

504
00:25:43,359 --> 00:25:47,679
Speaker 1: for everybody, you know, right right, right right, but it was.

505
00:25:47,840 --> 00:25:50,960
Speaker 1: It was. It was the best thing you've happened to me. Yeah. Yeah.

506
00:25:51,160 --> 00:25:54,000
Speaker 1: You ever thought about doing acting? The Ship movies and Ship? Yeah?

507
00:25:54,080 --> 00:25:56,359
Speaker 1: I want to do it all the old man. I

508
00:25:56,720 --> 00:25:58,640
Speaker 1: have to cut my head. I'm not gonna play this role.

509
00:25:58,680 --> 00:26:00,919
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna do that. Yeah, I'd be a great actor.

510
00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:04,639
Speaker 1: How you like, like, how do you nick flick shows

511
00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:06,280
Speaker 1: and Ship? I watched the type of show you feel

512
00:26:06,320 --> 00:26:09,280
Speaker 1: like you'll be good? Ugh? Who me? Yeah, I'll be

513
00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:13,640
Speaker 1: on They had to put me on Power. I wouldn't

514
00:26:13,640 --> 00:26:16,560
Speaker 1: be the plug though, I wouldn't be the plug. I

515
00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:20,160
Speaker 1: just love when when when when Dude told Goes, he said, man,

516
00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:22,440
Speaker 1: you can have your own quartil. See, I wouldn't be

517
00:26:22,480 --> 00:26:24,280
Speaker 1: the man. I'll be the man in between the man.

518
00:26:24,680 --> 00:26:26,879
Speaker 1: I do the ship. Like when like say, if you

519
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:29,679
Speaker 1: hand if you hand bank some cough, you know what

520
00:26:29,680 --> 00:26:32,280
Speaker 1: I'm saying. And he reached for it, like like say

521
00:26:32,280 --> 00:26:34,320
Speaker 1: you're about to reach for the cup, like reach for it.

522
00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:36,919
Speaker 1: I grab it first, and then Smiller didn't hand it

523
00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:40,800
Speaker 1: to you to make sure you know. I'm gonna be there, Fosome. Yeah,

524
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:42,720
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be. I'm gonna be I'm gonna be something

525
00:26:42,720 --> 00:26:45,440
Speaker 1: true to who I am. I'm the protector. What I'm

526
00:26:45,440 --> 00:26:48,320
Speaker 1: saying is always gonna have your best interest out, you know,

527
00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:50,360
Speaker 1: when you when you're getting, when you're getting. I read

528
00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:52,840
Speaker 1: man they're talking to and I'll tell you, don't worry

529
00:26:52,840 --> 00:26:55,400
Speaker 1: about I'm gonna take care of. Yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna

530
00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:57,720
Speaker 1: take care of don't even worry about it. Then I'm

531
00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:59,840
Speaker 1: gonna just come back and just you know, we didn't

532
00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:02,840
Speaker 1: watch the news. I got that business and that's we

533
00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:05,480
Speaker 1: would never talked about that again. But you know I

534
00:27:05,520 --> 00:27:07,680
Speaker 1: did that. I did I did that for the balls man.

535
00:27:08,480 --> 00:27:10,199
Speaker 1: So he's just you know, I don't want to be

536
00:27:10,240 --> 00:27:12,040
Speaker 1: the man. I won't be the man in between the man.

537
00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:15,080
Speaker 1: And that's why, even when even when it was election time,

538
00:27:15,160 --> 00:27:18,520
Speaker 1: you know, I always wanted to stay a general because

539
00:27:19,000 --> 00:27:21,920
Speaker 1: I take pride and charity in the aids in assistance

540
00:27:21,920 --> 00:27:23,720
Speaker 1: of others. So I'm always on the front line with

541
00:27:23,760 --> 00:27:27,280
Speaker 1: all my soldiers. That's why I remained the general. I

542
00:27:27,280 --> 00:27:31,360
Speaker 1: could have been elevated and right, so I'm a born king.

543
00:27:31,760 --> 00:27:34,399
Speaker 1: I just I wasn't afraid to take the throne. But

544
00:27:35,040 --> 00:27:38,480
Speaker 1: I just like being, you know, with the soldiers. How

545
00:27:38,480 --> 00:27:41,080
Speaker 1: do you think you protect yourself now from ever going

546
00:27:41,200 --> 00:27:44,760
Speaker 1: back into that dark space of not not cherishing the

547
00:27:44,880 --> 00:27:47,159
Speaker 1: life the way it should be, or going back to

548
00:27:47,200 --> 00:27:49,439
Speaker 1: those things. How do you protect yourself now daily or

549
00:27:49,560 --> 00:27:52,479
Speaker 1: hourly or however often you know what I'm saying, Like

550
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:54,639
Speaker 1: you command your day to be how you wanted to

551
00:27:54,640 --> 00:27:59,280
Speaker 1: be command your dad. I prepared at night time to

552
00:27:59,359 --> 00:28:02,000
Speaker 1: have a great more on it. If I don't prepare

553
00:28:02,119 --> 00:28:04,920
Speaker 1: my night and prep down, if I just come in, man,

554
00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:06,679
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get up early and do my ship. No

555
00:28:07,240 --> 00:28:09,720
Speaker 1: I'm gonna propere at night to have a great morning.

556
00:28:09,720 --> 00:28:12,560
Speaker 1: I like everything around me clean and order. You know,

557
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:14,840
Speaker 1: I don't get out the bed. I'm gonna make my bed.

558
00:28:14,880 --> 00:28:16,480
Speaker 1: I know. I gotta be up at four third am,

559
00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:18,760
Speaker 1: both feet on the floor because I like to procrastinate

560
00:28:18,840 --> 00:28:20,119
Speaker 1: a little bit. I like to get in the shower

561
00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:23,000
Speaker 1: listening to my music. You want, you gotta let that

562
00:28:23,040 --> 00:28:27,400
Speaker 1: positive from Miami. You know I want to you know, yeah,

563
00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 1: I want to listen to my little music in the morning.

564
00:28:29,359 --> 00:28:32,960
Speaker 1: Drink like my espresso. You know. I like to start

565
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:36,119
Speaker 1: my little morning. You know, take my shower, prey. You

566
00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:37,480
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. Go to the gym. I have

567
00:28:37,520 --> 00:28:40,600
Speaker 1: a great workout. You know what I'm saying. The World

568
00:28:40,640 --> 00:28:42,760
Speaker 1: six gamester, you know what I'm saying. I just used

569
00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:47,960
Speaker 1: all that, but that's just when I'm at with you,

570
00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:50,440
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. And protecting your energy at all coasts,

571
00:28:51,000 --> 00:28:53,600
Speaker 1: like you gotta be honest with yourself, even with your friends.

572
00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:56,440
Speaker 1: Like man, when you pull up, I can't make it. Buddy.

573
00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,280
Speaker 1: You think the pandemic help to hurt artists, Yeah, I

574
00:29:00,320 --> 00:29:03,120
Speaker 1: don't know. It's only how everything is a blessing once

575
00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:05,479
Speaker 1: you change your perspective. This is one miracles happened. It

576
00:29:05,520 --> 00:29:08,280
Speaker 1: was a blessing for me because I gained a greater

577
00:29:08,360 --> 00:29:12,240
Speaker 1: understanding of myself. You know, so and then I don't

578
00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:14,840
Speaker 1: the time. But so you know, I don't have to

579
00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:17,880
Speaker 1: engage with the world. I create my whole world. Aroom

580
00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:20,320
Speaker 1: speaking Okay, so yeah, I want to talk about that

581
00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:23,320
Speaker 1: to speaking of creating your own world and not having

582
00:29:23,360 --> 00:29:27,400
Speaker 1: to engage um on your fitness journey. I know you're

583
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:30,240
Speaker 1: gone like a more natural route. You grow your food

584
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:32,680
Speaker 1: and you know you have a farm, and I can

585
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:36,000
Speaker 1: when I can when I'm on the reservation, I eat

586
00:29:36,040 --> 00:29:38,640
Speaker 1: from the land. When I'm not on the reservation, I

587
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:42,000
Speaker 1: eat from I try to find a sprout the whole

588
00:29:42,040 --> 00:29:45,200
Speaker 1: food somewhere, even out a nice little produce section. They

589
00:29:45,200 --> 00:29:49,280
Speaker 1: didn't got their produce game up. They got a nice lead.

590
00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:54,040
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, being ugh. I like to go grocery shop

591
00:29:54,120 --> 00:29:57,800
Speaker 1: and you know, let's go push the best your place.

592
00:29:59,320 --> 00:30:03,480
Speaker 1: Then I like the cook so I'm make an amazing soup.

593
00:30:03,720 --> 00:30:07,080
Speaker 1: Like it's kind of soup. I'll put sweet potatoes in

594
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:17,680
Speaker 1: the mushrooms, onions, yellow squash, zucchini, carrots. Uh. Sometimes sometimes

595
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:19,800
Speaker 1: I put I put a whole chicken in there. But

596
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:22,080
Speaker 1: because somebody like to eat all the chicken out of

597
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,200
Speaker 1: my soups that I'll be making. You know all I'm saying.

598
00:30:24,200 --> 00:30:26,840
Speaker 1: I ain't gonna say no name, but yeah, you know

599
00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:29,440
Speaker 1: the soup, I'll make it amazing. It's healed into the

600
00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:32,960
Speaker 1: bag because it's everything comes from the mother, from the earth.

601
00:30:33,320 --> 00:30:36,440
Speaker 1: Sounds like some immune boosting ship. I don't know. I

602
00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:38,640
Speaker 1: just feel good. I put the pin him of lands

603
00:30:38,640 --> 00:30:43,240
Speaker 1: South cent them in that man, the Kuman, the black pepper,

604
00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:48,720
Speaker 1: rose mayor fresh rose mayor fresh cilantro. No, I don't

605
00:30:48,720 --> 00:30:53,080
Speaker 1: put that anymore. You know, that just ain't my taste.

606
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 1: I like the rose marror tastes like that fresh mos.

607
00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:59,640
Speaker 1: I put the whole stock, I washed them and put

608
00:30:59,640 --> 00:31:05,680
Speaker 1: the whole talking up. I love something that's my baby

609
00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:08,960
Speaker 1: cooking tips which days for killing. I don't know. I'm

610
00:31:08,960 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 1: on the journey. I might walk out of him become

611
00:31:11,320 --> 00:31:17,200
Speaker 1: a bill, you know, I don't know. I was spontaneity,

612
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:21,800
Speaker 1: living people be like Kevin when the album coming, When

613
00:31:21,840 --> 00:31:25,280
Speaker 1: it comes, it's gonna come at the right time, and

614
00:31:25,280 --> 00:31:27,440
Speaker 1: it's gonna be amazing. It's gonna change the world. That

615
00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:31,400
Speaker 1: frustrate your label, Will you tell them that? Yeah? Ay,

616
00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:33,360
Speaker 1: they've been dealing with me. They've been dealing with me

617
00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:35,400
Speaker 1: so long, and they understand how it works. And they

618
00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:39,000
Speaker 1: also understand and trust that that I have an understanding

619
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:43,120
Speaker 1: that's outside of their understanding because nobody believed in Big

620
00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:47,040
Speaker 1: Gangster when I dropped it. It ain't like but organically

621
00:31:47,080 --> 00:31:51,440
Speaker 1: it's but it was before his time, so you know,

622
00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:54,760
Speaker 1: but it's timeless. No, you know what I'm saying, Like

623
00:31:54,800 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 1: all of the music that that I make, it's timeless

624
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,320
Speaker 1: because it comes from the celest your court. Like I'm

625
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,280
Speaker 1: just a vessel all little hold of names in the

626
00:32:02,320 --> 00:32:04,959
Speaker 1: celestial court, even the secret name. So it's a blessing.

627
00:32:05,000 --> 00:32:07,840
Speaker 1: It's not me, it's God. So all of these ideas

628
00:32:07,880 --> 00:32:10,680
Speaker 1: and things, they come from the celestial court, and I'm

629
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 1: just here to transmit it, you know. So are we

630
00:32:13,760 --> 00:32:17,960
Speaker 1: ever gonna get another installment in the Luca Brising series? Hey?

631
00:32:18,040 --> 00:32:24,160
Speaker 1: You know what? It's you know what? Please this crazy? No, listen, listen.

632
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:26,680
Speaker 1: I didn't want to do that because on my new journal,

633
00:32:26,720 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, I'm putting on negative if I do that. No,

634
00:32:29,160 --> 00:32:31,880
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm purging all that built up in me.

635
00:32:31,920 --> 00:32:33,680
Speaker 1: I cout the music is the way that I've been

636
00:32:33,720 --> 00:32:36,160
Speaker 1: in release, so I can still live a positive lifestyle

637
00:32:36,480 --> 00:32:40,600
Speaker 1: and release the thing because that's therapeutic and nature. I'm

638
00:32:40,640 --> 00:32:43,080
Speaker 1: doing myself in the world of this service by not

639
00:32:43,160 --> 00:32:47,040
Speaker 1: putting out that Prussia because Kevin, you and did you

640
00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:50,280
Speaker 1: prush in the gym? You Prussia everything you should do,

641
00:32:50,280 --> 00:32:52,880
Speaker 1: you Prussia, And I'll be talking to myself. I'd be like, say,

642
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:55,400
Speaker 1: because Dick, I need you make all that ship to

643
00:32:55,440 --> 00:32:58,520
Speaker 1: work out too. You know man that the other people

644
00:32:58,560 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 1: wanted to motivate them too. You can't be being selfish

645
00:33:01,240 --> 00:33:04,200
Speaker 1: like this. I'll be talking to myself. I mean like

646
00:33:04,240 --> 00:33:07,720
Speaker 1: you're being selfish, bro, your And then I just dropped

647
00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:10,800
Speaker 1: the drop that who won't smoke? I was just playing

648
00:33:10,800 --> 00:33:12,400
Speaker 1: it on live. I didn't know what's gonna do what

649
00:33:12,440 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 1: it did? You know? You ain't Christmas? Yeah? He can't

650
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:23,440
Speaker 1: nobody to talk the street like you, KIVI. I can't

651
00:33:23,440 --> 00:33:26,520
Speaker 1: nobody talking like you ain't heard one nego talking like

652
00:33:26,520 --> 00:33:29,480
Speaker 1: how you talking? Bro? I'm knowing your hands on. Please

653
00:33:29,520 --> 00:33:31,800
Speaker 1: don't stop this time. I know it's easy for you,

654
00:33:31,840 --> 00:33:34,640
Speaker 1: but don't stop. I need you. I'm like I got you,

655
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,720
Speaker 1: big brother. I'm gonna get that business you you have

656
00:33:37,840 --> 00:33:41,040
Speaker 1: you been touring lately, Yeah, because I know that's the

657
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:44,160
Speaker 1: last time. That's one of like your favorite moments. Actually

658
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,720
Speaker 1: you know you're gonna up, but you see it in

659
00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:50,040
Speaker 1: front of them. Yeah, people telling me the most amazing things,

660
00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:52,440
Speaker 1: like you know, they have more people with my face

661
00:33:52,480 --> 00:33:58,280
Speaker 1: tattooed on them than I didn't know that. That's like

662
00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:01,320
Speaker 1: I had to look at the things like and Kevin, like,

663
00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:04,920
Speaker 1: don't be hard on yourself. You're amazing. You're amazing. Keep

664
00:34:04,920 --> 00:34:09,560
Speaker 1: doing what you're doing. You're changing the world. I can't

665
00:34:09,640 --> 00:34:15,520
Speaker 1: name four go ahead, let's live it up. I can't.

666
00:34:15,520 --> 00:34:18,040
Speaker 1: I can't name like three cities in the state ahead

667
00:34:18,800 --> 00:34:25,200
Speaker 1: in Dallas, Houston, the whole, Louisiana and Georgia. This this this,

668
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:28,279
Speaker 1: this place, this place changed my life. Anybody to tell you,

669
00:34:28,320 --> 00:34:30,200
Speaker 1: Like when I first mate bang, I whooped the phone him.

670
00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:32,000
Speaker 1: You know he's seen when my let boat I would fly,

671
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:34,440
Speaker 1: I whooped the phone him. You know you know he's like, man,

672
00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:36,239
Speaker 1: you buy yourself. I said, Yeah, we're on sold o

673
00:34:36,360 --> 00:34:47,239
Speaker 1: misses being the trenches. Yeah, this guy can boss from Yeah, yeah,

674
00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:50,239
Speaker 1: I whoop up over there you know, cook the verse phone.

675
00:34:50,239 --> 00:34:51,839
Speaker 1: How long you think it took me to cook the verse?

676
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:56,319
Speaker 1: Say a minute. I'm deadly with this deal. You still

677
00:34:56,760 --> 00:35:00,520
Speaker 1: you got That's when you put your marry. I'm dending

678
00:35:00,560 --> 00:35:02,920
Speaker 1: with this. Then they just turned them off, but you

679
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:05,239
Speaker 1: still use it with the notes and ship. I thought

680
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:09,880
Speaker 1: they said all the Blackberries is dead January one. I

681
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:13,520
Speaker 1: just saw done news whatever, But that's what they said.

682
00:35:13,520 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 1: But if you always work, work that the blackberries are on.

683
00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:19,320
Speaker 1: They said that they were canceling the transmission or something

684
00:35:19,640 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 1: so that they weren't they were going to be obsolete

685
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,480
Speaker 1: January the first, So you gotta get a different transmission.

686
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:29,040
Speaker 1: There you go, your BlackBerry work answer, no question. There

687
00:35:29,080 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 1: you go. If it's a vanglance, they wire from the

688
00:35:32,040 --> 00:35:34,840
Speaker 1: phone VPN track and I wipe from my phone. No,

689
00:35:35,000 --> 00:35:37,280
Speaker 1: if it's a vanglance, they wire from the drone VPN

690
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 1: track and I watched from the phone. Yeah, two million

691
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:42,360
Speaker 1: dollars for each of my lookal likes. I get in

692
00:35:42,400 --> 00:35:45,040
Speaker 1: diighted they captured the clone. One of my people, he

693
00:35:45,120 --> 00:35:47,279
Speaker 1: from Argentina. Shout out to him, you're a hell of

694
00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:50,000
Speaker 1: a teacher. Ten million dollars from my private doctor going

695
00:35:50,120 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 1: to reconstructed my features. I like to you know, they

696
00:35:53,200 --> 00:35:56,319
Speaker 1: love how to talk their ship. Yeah, people call me,

697
00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:59,719
Speaker 1: he saying, man, say well, I'm scared when you dropped that. Man,

698
00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:03,000
Speaker 1: I'm just waiting for the total swing. Open me too,

699
00:36:03,040 --> 00:36:06,560
Speaker 1: big brother. I give it for love. Who your big inspiration? Though?

700
00:36:07,920 --> 00:36:11,359
Speaker 1: Who my biggest inspiration? Like that's about music. I can't

701
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:14,640
Speaker 1: name a person that's not doing music my biggest inspiration. Yeah,

702
00:36:15,000 --> 00:36:21,719
Speaker 1: Muhammed Ali for shore, Muhammed Ali, understandable, Muhammed Ali. I'm

703
00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:25,640
Speaker 1: gonna show you how great I am. He suffered, he suffered,

704
00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:28,120
Speaker 1: They made it hard for him. But he's smile. He

705
00:36:28,200 --> 00:36:30,880
Speaker 1: found a way to smile through it all. Yeah, he suffering.

706
00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:32,919
Speaker 1: He died doing what he loved. And I had really

707
00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:34,719
Speaker 1: had put it in my mind like this music. I

708
00:36:34,800 --> 00:36:38,200
Speaker 1: love it. I'm gonna die for this ship. I love it.

709
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:41,400
Speaker 1: I can't I can't stop. I'm gonna die for this.

710
00:36:41,719 --> 00:36:43,920
Speaker 1: I love it that much. I'm gonna die for want

711
00:36:43,960 --> 00:36:46,439
Speaker 1: of man meets his mission, him and his mission become one.

712
00:36:46,840 --> 00:36:52,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die for this. I love it, big facts.

713
00:36:52,320 --> 00:36:54,680
Speaker 1: I love it. I work out so I can make

714
00:36:54,719 --> 00:36:57,799
Speaker 1: better music because I love it. I work out so

715
00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:00,719
Speaker 1: I can have a better performance and on tool so

716
00:37:00,760 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 1: I can make better music. Because I love it, and

717
00:37:03,160 --> 00:37:05,239
Speaker 1: you see it when you come to my shows. You

718
00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:09,600
Speaker 1: see it. You see it. Everyone is sold out. It's

719
00:37:09,640 --> 00:37:12,799
Speaker 1: just more and more people just gravitate toward it. Yeah,

720
00:37:12,880 --> 00:37:15,640
Speaker 1: I love it. What you ultimately want to do with

721
00:37:15,640 --> 00:37:18,360
Speaker 1: all that influence? I mean music is one thing, but ultimately,

722
00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:19,800
Speaker 1: what do you want to do with all that influence?

723
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:22,839
Speaker 1: I'm doing it. Catch you when you probably your heart.

724
00:37:22,880 --> 00:37:25,440
Speaker 1: You always win. I am who I am or I'm not,

725
00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:30,680
Speaker 1: I'll never be. That's my message, simple, simple. Go where

726
00:37:30,719 --> 00:37:33,480
Speaker 1: you're celebrated, now, where you're tolerated for taking your energe

727
00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:35,439
Speaker 1: is not a crowd. I've been giving y'all the game

728
00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:41,600
Speaker 1: the whole time. Oh you believe I came into my

729
00:37:41,640 --> 00:37:44,279
Speaker 1: own They just received me. Now most people ain't know

730
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:46,239
Speaker 1: who I was. But the ones that know, you know,

731
00:37:47,000 --> 00:37:49,839
Speaker 1: you know, they bare my glory, feel of grace and truth.

732
00:37:49,880 --> 00:37:53,359
Speaker 1: They know what I want from jump. Another thing you're

733
00:37:53,360 --> 00:37:56,200
Speaker 1: do is you can you stir social media up a lot?

734
00:37:56,600 --> 00:38:01,239
Speaker 1: So let's let's let's let's understand this. It's not we

735
00:38:01,280 --> 00:38:06,839
Speaker 1: could go into a lot of your quote. God, if

736
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:12,400
Speaker 1: you know if you met somebody in December and you

737
00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:18,279
Speaker 1: still know January two years that I just that's that's

738
00:38:18,320 --> 00:38:21,080
Speaker 1: the question. That's the question have we been knowing each other?

739
00:38:21,160 --> 00:38:24,000
Speaker 1: So that's third social media. The people were not only

740
00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:27,600
Speaker 1: trying to figure that out. For the first mathematical thing

741
00:38:27,600 --> 00:38:29,799
Speaker 1: they would say is it's not two full years. It's

742
00:38:29,800 --> 00:38:32,080
Speaker 1: not a calendar to a calendar. I'm not trying to

743
00:38:32,080 --> 00:38:35,960
Speaker 1: overthink it. Right, you knew them in and you knew them,

744
00:38:39,560 --> 00:38:44,880
Speaker 1: so you've done the person two years technically, but you

745
00:38:44,960 --> 00:38:46,560
Speaker 1: knew you was doing what you put that up. You

746
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:49,200
Speaker 1: know that everybody was what you think about. To be

747
00:38:49,239 --> 00:38:52,400
Speaker 1: honest with you, I don't even put into that sheet.

748
00:38:52,960 --> 00:38:54,840
Speaker 1: That was my spirit. That was what I just that

749
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:57,880
Speaker 1: I wanted to release that. I just proposed the question,

750
00:38:58,040 --> 00:39:01,120
Speaker 1: have I known you two years? Anybody else want to

751
00:39:01,200 --> 00:39:03,760
Speaker 1: overthinking to do our little interest? That's on your baddy,

752
00:39:03,880 --> 00:39:07,400
Speaker 1: right right, that's on your baddy if that's what you

753
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:09,560
Speaker 1: want to do. I don't listen. I ain't going too

754
00:39:09,600 --> 00:39:12,000
Speaker 1: deep off into it. I just proposed a question. Yeah,

755
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:15,000
Speaker 1: I really asked the question to myself. Let me tweet

756
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,600
Speaker 1: that right fair. I don't I don't. I don't do

757
00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:20,880
Speaker 1: things to get attention. Like when I jumped on stage,

758
00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:23,239
Speaker 1: everybody was, oh my god, he jumped out. I've been

759
00:39:23,560 --> 00:39:26,719
Speaker 1: slam dunking on you niggles out chill both ways. What

760
00:39:26,800 --> 00:39:30,000
Speaker 1: you mean, I've been dunking on you niggles. So I'm saying,

761
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:32,759
Speaker 1: y'all just all of a sudden been jumping out the gym.

762
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:36,040
Speaker 1: I've been jumping out the gym, and I make it

763
00:39:36,120 --> 00:39:43,000
Speaker 1: jump out of the the pot. The metaverse. I heard people

764
00:39:43,000 --> 00:39:45,200
Speaker 1: speak about it, but that just ain't with my interest

765
00:39:45,280 --> 00:39:48,080
Speaker 1: in it. It seemed like I used to play the

766
00:39:48,120 --> 00:39:50,399
Speaker 1: SAMs when I was little, and it kind of seem

767
00:39:51,239 --> 00:39:53,719
Speaker 1: from what I've seen, I kind of see it's like that.

768
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,600
Speaker 1: I'm an outside person, so I like playing my my

769
00:39:56,640 --> 00:40:01,000
Speaker 1: French bulldogs and oh man, guess what I might cry

770
00:40:01,239 --> 00:40:03,960
Speaker 1: about this ship? You know what dig that? This is

771
00:40:03,960 --> 00:40:06,560
Speaker 1: my first time saying it's on social media. Yeah. He

772
00:40:06,640 --> 00:40:08,800
Speaker 1: just had like a couple of months of my dog

773
00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:14,759
Speaker 1: what Yeah he dag, he daged. What happened? I don't

774
00:40:14,760 --> 00:40:17,920
Speaker 1: start crying a baby. I'm not. I'm not. I'm just asking, like,

775
00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:21,080
Speaker 1: what happened? He just got old and dad it was

776
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:24,960
Speaker 1: his time? You know? He was my emotional support on him,

777
00:40:24,960 --> 00:40:27,480
Speaker 1: and he served this purpose. I guess, like I guess,

778
00:40:27,480 --> 00:40:29,560
Speaker 1: he was like man you know, you know he looked

779
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:31,640
Speaker 1: up Bayment like man Bro. I love. I knew he

780
00:40:31,680 --> 00:40:33,759
Speaker 1: was trying to tell me something, though, because when I

781
00:40:33,760 --> 00:40:35,640
Speaker 1: had brought him to the other side, he didn't won't

782
00:40:35,719 --> 00:40:38,680
Speaker 1: leave out that bitch man I went to I went

783
00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:42,160
Speaker 1: to California, my dogs to the company. He said, man Bro.

784
00:40:42,200 --> 00:40:44,400
Speaker 1: He was crying, he was hysterical, big yelp because he

785
00:40:44,480 --> 00:40:49,640
Speaker 1: loved like these our children, just like man man Bro,

786
00:40:49,760 --> 00:40:52,279
Speaker 1: Dick dad Bro. We got some straws from his semen Bro.

787
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:54,759
Speaker 1: So we're gonna because we had preserved this semen So.

788
00:40:55,360 --> 00:40:58,120
Speaker 1: But he had a son that looked just like him

789
00:40:58,120 --> 00:41:00,840
Speaker 1: while I was in jail, and he did because he

790
00:41:00,880 --> 00:41:04,000
Speaker 1: went under the underwinter surgery to clear his uh something

791
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 1: that's broke, to make it breathe, and he did. But

792
00:41:07,239 --> 00:41:08,759
Speaker 1: he looked at just like Deep, but he was just

793
00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:12,640
Speaker 1: a little smaller. I was really gonna name him golf

794
00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:15,359
Speaker 1: Ball because he was little in hold, but I ended

795
00:41:15,400 --> 00:41:19,000
Speaker 1: up naming my Potner, my Potner o g Ken. We

796
00:41:19,080 --> 00:41:21,600
Speaker 1: gave him. I named another one that looked just like Deep,

797
00:41:21,640 --> 00:41:24,440
Speaker 1: but he read I gave him. I gave him to

798
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,600
Speaker 1: we gave him to O g kenn O g Ken

799
00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:29,600
Speaker 1: love him to def treat him like a son. And

800
00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:33,399
Speaker 1: his name golf Ball. But my nephew name golf Ball.

801
00:41:33,760 --> 00:41:36,280
Speaker 1: I gotta leave the nephew name golf ball. He little,

802
00:41:36,400 --> 00:41:38,840
Speaker 1: he hold your monster, he live beat it. So I

803
00:41:38,880 --> 00:41:40,799
Speaker 1: wanted to name one of my bullets after him, because

804
00:41:40,840 --> 00:41:44,120
Speaker 1: your monster, he liked it. So I just wanted to

805
00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:45,680
Speaker 1: name it. I just wanted to name it. I just

806
00:41:45,719 --> 00:41:48,640
Speaker 1: want to name him nick Man. Yeah, but Dick died

807
00:41:48,680 --> 00:41:51,239
Speaker 1: on me, bro, But I know, I know, I know

808
00:41:51,440 --> 00:41:53,160
Speaker 1: that he was like, you don't need me no more

809
00:41:53,160 --> 00:41:54,640
Speaker 1: because I didn't hear him and cryed a lot of

810
00:41:54,719 --> 00:41:56,960
Speaker 1: knights and I used to sleep in the bed with

811
00:41:57,040 --> 00:41:59,680
Speaker 1: him and all that. I just, you know, it was

812
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:04,680
Speaker 1: just time. You know, He's like, man, you you don't

813
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:06,400
Speaker 1: need me no more. I'm just gonna go on here

814
00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:09,719
Speaker 1: and take it to them that you on the other side, homie.

815
00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:14,319
Speaker 1: I know you feel, but I've never see your game, right.

816
00:42:15,080 --> 00:42:18,799
Speaker 1: What's what's what? What's your thoughts on what's your what's

817
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:21,600
Speaker 1: your thoughts on polygamy? Because you know before on social

818
00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:29,120
Speaker 1: media also polygamy, oh, monogamygamy, polygamy, whatever it is, because

819
00:42:29,120 --> 00:42:32,120
Speaker 1: you kind of spoke on it before what they to

820
00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:35,279
Speaker 1: take a village something to that extent. I think you

821
00:42:35,360 --> 00:42:38,120
Speaker 1: said something to the extent. And then again this this

822
00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:40,200
Speaker 1: is the platform I like. I like to just see

823
00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:42,759
Speaker 1: how people just see you know what I mean, see

824
00:42:43,160 --> 00:42:50,880
Speaker 1: see see just because you are king, oh God, they

825
00:42:50,920 --> 00:42:54,240
Speaker 1: don't mean you post abuse discretion and abuse your power.

826
00:42:55,360 --> 00:42:59,480
Speaker 1: You still gotta be considerate that everything is, that's that's,

827
00:42:59,640 --> 00:43:03,719
Speaker 1: that's that's in your kingdom, you know. And I don't

828
00:43:03,760 --> 00:43:06,839
Speaker 1: feel like a person there's all the way footing hole

829
00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:12,719
Speaker 1: with themselves shit even venture down that road. But my

830
00:43:12,760 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 1: mother always told me, man, you tell a woman the truth,

831
00:43:15,080 --> 00:43:18,440
Speaker 1: she's gonna treat you like like with God love because

832
00:43:18,440 --> 00:43:22,880
Speaker 1: it's the truth. Bay where you been fucking you know, honesty.

833
00:43:23,040 --> 00:43:25,239
Speaker 1: But see you can't you can't be in a relationship

834
00:43:25,280 --> 00:43:27,000
Speaker 1: and you've been making you've been making deals. You know

835
00:43:27,040 --> 00:43:29,239
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You were making deals and then you

836
00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:32,200
Speaker 1: come back with babe, you know, because I know what

837
00:43:32,280 --> 00:43:34,560
Speaker 1: they called I'm not I'm not a stepper. I'm not

838
00:43:34,600 --> 00:43:38,440
Speaker 1: a big stepper. I'm I'm a great father. First. You

839
00:43:38,480 --> 00:43:40,160
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, I will big step, but I'm

840
00:43:40,239 --> 00:43:44,399
Speaker 1: I'm a great father, you know. So I look at

841
00:43:44,440 --> 00:43:47,439
Speaker 1: it like this. I read this book called The Sacred Woman.

842
00:43:47,480 --> 00:43:49,680
Speaker 1: I gotta say this before I go there. I read

843
00:43:49,719 --> 00:43:52,800
Speaker 1: this book called The Sacred Woman, and it validated everything

844
00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:56,520
Speaker 1: that I was ever taught as a child. Because people

845
00:43:56,600 --> 00:43:58,360
Speaker 1: used to ask me, how come she do things with

846
00:43:58,440 --> 00:44:00,480
Speaker 1: you that she don't never do with nobody else? And

847
00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:03,400
Speaker 1: this and there. Because I don't judge, I don't care

848
00:44:03,440 --> 00:44:05,319
Speaker 1: if you did a thousand days baby. You for me,

849
00:44:05,760 --> 00:44:07,840
Speaker 1: You tried to risk and I come be with the best.

850
00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:09,719
Speaker 1: You had to go through all that so I can

851
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:11,440
Speaker 1: have you. I don't judge you. I don't care what

852
00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:15,360
Speaker 1: you did. If I want you, I want you. You

853
00:44:15,360 --> 00:44:17,759
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I want you because I don't

854
00:44:17,760 --> 00:44:19,560
Speaker 1: want nobody that ain't even been through nothing, that ain't

855
00:44:19,560 --> 00:44:21,799
Speaker 1: got no feel of credentials and all that. I don't

856
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:24,960
Speaker 1: get on all that that social media. You know, man, bro,

857
00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:27,120
Speaker 1: you need a woman to do that that man, we'll

858
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:29,000
Speaker 1: go get your mail, all of brade. You want to

859
00:44:29,040 --> 00:44:31,319
Speaker 1: serve it, you want to slave. I feel like it's

860
00:44:31,320 --> 00:44:34,480
Speaker 1: about having a woman that's your best friend in the relationship.

861
00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:36,440
Speaker 1: Now that's your best friends. So you're paying attention to

862
00:44:36,520 --> 00:44:40,480
Speaker 1: your best friend. You gotta know that that her womb

863
00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:43,400
Speaker 1: has its own chakra. Women have an extra chokra me

864
00:44:43,440 --> 00:44:46,359
Speaker 1: and don't help. This is why your sex life get

865
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:49,880
Speaker 1: thrown off. Say you was sucking another beach, then you

866
00:44:49,960 --> 00:44:53,000
Speaker 1: come home and fuck your woman. She already know because

867
00:44:53,000 --> 00:44:57,560
Speaker 1: she got something called intuition. Most men don't have intuition

868
00:44:57,600 --> 00:45:00,960
Speaker 1: because they're masculine energy and feminine energy. It's not balanced

869
00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:05,000
Speaker 1: when your masculine energy becomes sacred masculinity Like I don't

870
00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:08,560
Speaker 1: release seemen. I've really been celibate. I really don't even

871
00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:11,840
Speaker 1: I've been playing hard to I really, I really, I

872
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:15,319
Speaker 1: really practice seeming attention on and I love the way

873
00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:17,080
Speaker 1: it makes me feel. I love the power and the

874
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:20,640
Speaker 1: energy that it give me so in and and just

875
00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:23,760
Speaker 1: practicing this. My masculinity is sacred because I'm not looking

876
00:45:23,760 --> 00:45:25,560
Speaker 1: for this one and that one and this one and

877
00:45:25,600 --> 00:45:29,760
Speaker 1: that one to fuck. See. Women are healers. The womb

878
00:45:29,880 --> 00:45:33,480
Speaker 1: is very healing. Any woman can attest to this. If

879
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:38,400
Speaker 1: you went through a stress, a stress money before your cycle,

880
00:45:38,440 --> 00:45:39,920
Speaker 1: I don't even like to call it period. I like

881
00:45:39,960 --> 00:45:42,360
Speaker 1: to call it the moon because every woman's cycle is

882
00:45:42,400 --> 00:45:45,000
Speaker 1: in sync with the moon. It may be the full moon,

883
00:45:45,160 --> 00:45:48,600
Speaker 1: waxing moon, new moon, it depends on what moon. But

884
00:45:48,800 --> 00:45:53,319
Speaker 1: they they are healers. So what happens is if if

885
00:45:53,360 --> 00:45:57,960
Speaker 1: the household was stressed that month, her moon gonna be heavy, heavy, heavy.

886
00:45:58,320 --> 00:46:01,400
Speaker 1: She's not just cleansing for herself. She cleansing all the

887
00:46:01,600 --> 00:46:07,200
Speaker 1: energy for the house. So she already know what I've

888
00:46:07,280 --> 00:46:09,759
Speaker 1: been doing. So I'm gonna go ahead and tell you

889
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:12,360
Speaker 1: the truth. And guess what her wound when she in

890
00:46:12,400 --> 00:46:15,520
Speaker 1: alignment with her wound, she could process it, and her

891
00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:17,839
Speaker 1: wound could forgive because she might give me her boy

892
00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:20,279
Speaker 1: to knowing that funk something else, And what's gonna happen.

893
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:22,680
Speaker 1: Her pH level is gonna be out. I might ain't

894
00:46:22,719 --> 00:46:25,120
Speaker 1: given no disease, but this energy from this other woman

895
00:46:25,160 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 1: gonna all set up pH levels. She could develop the

896
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:32,360
Speaker 1: urine their tracking fisher, because most urin their tracking fishers

897
00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:35,800
Speaker 1: come from angle from hard from harnessing anger. Because she

898
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,520
Speaker 1: was like, I knew I wasn't crazy, because you wouldn't.

899
00:46:38,719 --> 00:46:41,360
Speaker 1: You wasn't telling this woman the truth? So I hondesstand

900
00:46:41,400 --> 00:46:44,000
Speaker 1: is the best policy So before we go into it

901
00:46:44,080 --> 00:46:46,360
Speaker 1: and say what you think about poligamy, I'm gonna just

902
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:52,279
Speaker 1: say this, I'm Muslim. Everybody that's Christian, there's Christian people.

903
00:46:52,320 --> 00:46:56,080
Speaker 1: You're gonna read all through your Bible. King Solomon was

904
00:46:56,120 --> 00:46:58,720
Speaker 1: the most loved king by God. He had three hundred

905
00:46:58,760 --> 00:47:03,240
Speaker 1: wives and seven hundred cocky lines. Three hundred, seven hundred.

906
00:47:03,239 --> 00:47:07,200
Speaker 1: That's a thousand bitches, and we'll go to walk behind

907
00:47:07,239 --> 00:47:09,280
Speaker 1: every one of them. He was the wisest, Richard strong

908
00:47:09,320 --> 00:47:13,640
Speaker 1: with king never lived. King Solomon made piece. So I'm

909
00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:16,040
Speaker 1: just you know, if people that's Christian people don't live

910
00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:17,960
Speaker 1: by the Bible, you know, don't you live by this part,

911
00:47:18,040 --> 00:47:29,239
Speaker 1: live about all of it. So let me ask you this.

912
00:47:29,360 --> 00:47:33,040
Speaker 1: I have a question. What's the question I gotta answer? Okay,

913
00:47:33,160 --> 00:47:36,400
Speaker 1: when you were just saying like how you don't release

914
00:47:36,480 --> 00:47:42,640
Speaker 1: salmen or whatever, so when you have sex you don't climax? No, Um,

915
00:47:42,640 --> 00:47:45,200
Speaker 1: how does that work? Um? Well, I started. I can't

916
00:47:45,200 --> 00:47:49,000
Speaker 1: give you my real recipe, but I like, like I

917
00:47:49,080 --> 00:47:51,000
Speaker 1: like to get massages. You know. I started with the

918
00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:53,080
Speaker 1: feet because the woman walk on our feet all day.

919
00:47:53,120 --> 00:47:55,600
Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna lie. I'm an I ain't I'm

920
00:47:55,600 --> 00:47:57,640
Speaker 1: a dog will eat and puts it. But I really

921
00:47:57,640 --> 00:48:00,320
Speaker 1: like to. I really like to eat my woman as

922
00:48:00,360 --> 00:48:02,160
Speaker 1: I like when she try to run because I got

923
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:03,799
Speaker 1: a long tom so I like to go deep in

924
00:48:03,840 --> 00:48:06,879
Speaker 1: our ags with that bit she running. I'm a game

925
00:48:10,000 --> 00:48:12,400
Speaker 1: four you know I love a four player. You know

926
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,759
Speaker 1: you know, so that's what I love. So through four player,

927
00:48:15,800 --> 00:48:17,920
Speaker 1: I'm going to please my partner. I get off on

928
00:48:18,000 --> 00:48:20,400
Speaker 1: her getting up. I want to make you come like

929
00:48:20,440 --> 00:48:23,680
Speaker 1: I love. I don't tell me you can't. I want

930
00:48:23,680 --> 00:48:25,319
Speaker 1: your bidy to lock up. I don't want to watch

931
00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:28,399
Speaker 1: you run down my deep that's just me. I feel

932
00:48:28,400 --> 00:48:30,160
Speaker 1: like I did something because I brought you to a

933
00:48:30,239 --> 00:48:32,680
Speaker 1: level of ecstasy. I know you wouldn't experience it because

934
00:48:32,680 --> 00:48:35,520
Speaker 1: you've been jammed up. But then but then if you

935
00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:39,680
Speaker 1: but but if you're not releasing seamen, aren't you jammed up?

936
00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:43,279
Speaker 1: And won't true? That's my life force. It's gonna go.

937
00:48:43,680 --> 00:48:45,960
Speaker 1: It's gonna recycle itself through my body. And I've had

938
00:48:46,040 --> 00:48:48,880
Speaker 1: weird dreams before. If I have a weird dream, you know,

939
00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:54,319
Speaker 1: that's my body releasing and recycling. But not on purpose. No, now,

940
00:48:54,360 --> 00:48:57,839
Speaker 1: if I now, if I want to manifest something like

941
00:48:57,920 --> 00:49:00,239
Speaker 1: with a woman. We could set I want attention to prey,

942
00:49:00,320 --> 00:49:03,000
Speaker 1: and I can let loose and we can manifest what

943
00:49:03,040 --> 00:49:06,040
Speaker 1: it is we're trying to manifest because sex is healing.

944
00:49:06,120 --> 00:49:09,759
Speaker 1: It's magical, sexual energies, very healing. Like in the morning time,

945
00:49:09,840 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 1: every man, you wake up and you want to beat

946
00:49:11,480 --> 00:49:13,880
Speaker 1: the dick. I don't do that. I wake up and

947
00:49:13,880 --> 00:49:17,040
Speaker 1: put that energy into making a good song, a great workout.

948
00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:20,839
Speaker 1: I started replacing them habits with something else, some serpenfires.

949
00:49:20,840 --> 00:49:23,759
Speaker 1: That what they call it, serpentfires or something else. I've

950
00:49:23,760 --> 00:49:26,920
Speaker 1: heard plenty of different terms called a sex transmutation. I

951
00:49:27,000 --> 00:49:28,880
Speaker 1: just take it. It's all energy. It's just on what

952
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:30,680
Speaker 1: you do with it. But I can sit in that bitch,

953
00:49:30,719 --> 00:49:32,399
Speaker 1: I don't watch point. I can see in that bitch

954
00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:35,200
Speaker 1: and hunting around drum something. But I did that when

955
00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:37,000
Speaker 1: I was a kid. I want to do something different, though,

956
00:49:37,760 --> 00:49:40,520
Speaker 1: so I do yoga, I stritch, you know, and a

957
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:44,319
Speaker 1: lot of times when you know your own somebody I've

958
00:49:44,360 --> 00:49:47,920
Speaker 1: been I've been practicing. Also. It's taking mac route because

959
00:49:47,960 --> 00:49:52,360
Speaker 1: it detoxes the colon and your pancreas and all of that.

960
00:49:52,440 --> 00:49:54,920
Speaker 1: It detoxes those things. A lot of the food that

961
00:49:55,000 --> 00:49:57,759
Speaker 1: we eat. It had us clogged up to what we

962
00:49:58,040 --> 00:50:00,120
Speaker 1: can't even get the proper richtion that we supp us

963
00:50:00,160 --> 00:50:01,279
Speaker 1: to get. So a lot of time when you want

964
00:50:01,320 --> 00:50:05,160
Speaker 1: to check your d that's because your prostate, I said, pacers,

965
00:50:05,200 --> 00:50:07,880
Speaker 1: I meant to say, your prostate is claused. And you

966
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:10,320
Speaker 1: it's certain poses in yoga that you could do to

967
00:50:10,520 --> 00:50:12,880
Speaker 1: unclouded that and move that energy around the back it.

968
00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:15,719
Speaker 1: We see it still for all day. You know what

969
00:50:15,760 --> 00:50:17,920
Speaker 1: I'm saying, We were still fall day. We don't. We

970
00:50:17,960 --> 00:50:21,480
Speaker 1: don't move our energy around. You have to move it

971
00:50:21,520 --> 00:50:24,239
Speaker 1: around about it like that's like people who dancing, they

972
00:50:24,239 --> 00:50:26,399
Speaker 1: started dancing, they feel good when they're then because they're

973
00:50:26,400 --> 00:50:28,560
Speaker 1: moving their energy around. We have energy and out baudy,

974
00:50:28,640 --> 00:50:31,200
Speaker 1: they need to be moved around. And that's what I do.

975
00:50:31,239 --> 00:50:33,200
Speaker 1: I'm moving all around my body and use it for

976
00:50:33,239 --> 00:50:34,960
Speaker 1: what I need to use it for. You tap it too.

977
00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:38,480
Speaker 1: It's called thee cheat um. I started learning about that

978
00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:41,120
Speaker 1: through well. We really got me in. The seeming attention

979
00:50:41,160 --> 00:50:44,080
Speaker 1: at first was I used to box and we couldn't

980
00:50:44,600 --> 00:50:47,040
Speaker 1: releasing the seemen you know before fights and things of

981
00:50:47,080 --> 00:50:49,880
Speaker 1: that nature. And I'm like, man, I'd be so deadly

982
00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:54,920
Speaker 1: when I'm warry releasing no seemen making that sacrifice. So

983
00:50:54,960 --> 00:50:57,240
Speaker 1: I put myself in their mindset again. But I started

984
00:50:57,239 --> 00:50:59,439
Speaker 1: studying all the benefits from it, and I started looking

985
00:50:59,440 --> 00:51:03,160
Speaker 1: at the benefits. Is I'm heavy, like you know, my

986
00:51:03,239 --> 00:51:05,879
Speaker 1: hair growing back in places that you know what I'm saying.

987
00:51:05,920 --> 00:51:08,880
Speaker 1: It's just it's just it's just amazing. It like a

988
00:51:08,920 --> 00:51:13,239
Speaker 1: healing energy too. Your life was in healing when you

989
00:51:13,280 --> 00:51:14,960
Speaker 1: put it in. That woman woumb even if she don't

990
00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:17,240
Speaker 1: get pregnant's gonna heal up bout it. You're gonna recycle

991
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:20,319
Speaker 1: each other's energy if y'all equally yoked. But if we're

992
00:51:20,320 --> 00:51:22,759
Speaker 1: not in a lambent, she just gonna drain me or

993
00:51:22,800 --> 00:51:27,560
Speaker 1: run off with my energy. I'm gonna be I'm sucking.

994
00:51:27,600 --> 00:51:29,759
Speaker 1: But in nature, I'm an have sex with this woman,

995
00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:32,280
Speaker 1: draining her and take her energy. Like you're not supposed

996
00:51:32,320 --> 00:51:34,520
Speaker 1: to feel tired after six she supposed to be energized.

997
00:51:35,000 --> 00:51:39,359
Speaker 1: If you're not energized and somebody not in alignment, they

998
00:51:39,400 --> 00:51:42,640
Speaker 1: don't don't beat, they don't judge. I don't care what

999
00:51:42,640 --> 00:51:49,000
Speaker 1: yourself coming out. I don't care. I'm winning because I

1000
00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:51,319
Speaker 1: know this new information. I never was really spoke about

1001
00:51:51,360 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 1: none of this before. But she just beat O mine.

1002
00:52:00,040 --> 00:52:05,120
Speaker 1: That's that jade energy, that the green jade. What the

1003
00:52:05,200 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 1: fact you think that uh music is having on our

1004
00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:10,080
Speaker 1: people and our brothers in the streets and so forth,

1005
00:52:10,160 --> 00:52:14,000
Speaker 1: just throughout the culture. It depends on what context you

1006
00:52:14,040 --> 00:52:17,000
Speaker 1: look at the music. I mean, you know, they got

1007
00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:21,800
Speaker 1: a lot of great kids. Then it like really great guys,

1008
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:24,359
Speaker 1: you know, and I feel like they'd be expressing their

1009
00:52:24,360 --> 00:52:26,799
Speaker 1: pain because sometimes you could be so angry and so

1010
00:52:26,840 --> 00:52:29,200
Speaker 1: it hurt you actually want to kill somebody, you know

1011
00:52:29,239 --> 00:52:30,879
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I just feel like if you look

1012
00:52:30,880 --> 00:52:36,000
Speaker 1: at it in the proper context, I mean, what what

1013
00:52:36,000 --> 00:52:37,799
Speaker 1: what What if it's let's let's take your kids. What

1014
00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:39,640
Speaker 1: if it's your kids listening to it, they might not

1015
00:52:39,719 --> 00:52:44,040
Speaker 1: be able to receive Oh yeah, well, you know, my

1016
00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:47,920
Speaker 1: children genius and so because with all children, the genius

1017
00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:50,040
Speaker 1: is it's just the environment that they grew up in.

1018
00:52:50,920 --> 00:52:53,640
Speaker 1: But my daughter called me the other day, Daddy, her

1019
00:52:53,640 --> 00:52:58,600
Speaker 1: grandmother in the background, Daddy, what's a what's an orgasm?

1020
00:52:58,719 --> 00:53:02,319
Speaker 1: I say, her grandma to know, she just want to

1021
00:53:02,320 --> 00:53:04,319
Speaker 1: know what the organism is? I said, which one? You

1022
00:53:04,320 --> 00:53:07,759
Speaker 1: want to know? Baby? An organism or orgasm. She said,

1023
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:09,520
Speaker 1: I want to know what the orgasm is. So I

1024
00:53:09,560 --> 00:53:12,080
Speaker 1: told her what the orgasm was, and she was like, okay,

1025
00:53:12,080 --> 00:53:14,400
Speaker 1: thank your dad. Like I tell my children the truth,

1026
00:53:15,440 --> 00:53:17,759
Speaker 1: I'm not about that either. My grandfather taught me to

1027
00:53:17,840 --> 00:53:20,640
Speaker 1: you learn fast or you die young. So I teach

1028
00:53:20,719 --> 00:53:23,319
Speaker 1: my children the truth. I'm not censoring nothing. I'm not

1029
00:53:23,400 --> 00:53:26,279
Speaker 1: covering your ears, and I'll that damn it. Bro. They

1030
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:28,520
Speaker 1: said this about you on the internet, man killer. They're

1031
00:53:28,560 --> 00:53:30,640
Speaker 1: faking you be with your dad every day. We'll be

1032
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:32,640
Speaker 1: everywhere bout ourself, just me and you. You ever seen

1033
00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:34,279
Speaker 1: somebody bulk up on your dad and play with me

1034
00:53:34,600 --> 00:53:37,920
Speaker 1: because he gets mad? They said this about you. I

1035
00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:41,960
Speaker 1: just want to go kill everything, kill them cause I

1036
00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:44,920
Speaker 1: love that you love me. I love that you love

1037
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:47,439
Speaker 1: me like that. You supposed to be passionate about your dad.

1038
00:53:47,800 --> 00:53:50,160
Speaker 1: You go everywhere with me, man, that's the end ofnet man.

1039
00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:52,839
Speaker 1: We're on a blacktop with it, you everywhere I go.

1040
00:53:53,120 --> 00:53:56,680
Speaker 1: What is you talking about? Oh yeah, now he listened

1041
00:53:56,719 --> 00:53:59,680
Speaker 1: at the music. Yeah yeah, they just fake it. Yeah,

1042
00:53:59,719 --> 00:54:05,799
Speaker 1: I know you're faking. Yeah, yeah, you're faking. You know.

1043
00:54:05,880 --> 00:54:09,160
Speaker 1: It's It's not a bad thing. It's entertainment. I used

1044
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:11,080
Speaker 1: to have that. Man, dude, ain't living like that. I

1045
00:54:11,120 --> 00:54:13,040
Speaker 1: don't want to listen to the man. That ship sounds good,

1046
00:54:13,360 --> 00:54:17,040
Speaker 1: it's entertainment. I don't even send I don't even background

1047
00:54:17,120 --> 00:54:19,640
Speaker 1: people no more. I used to be man, dude, supposed

1048
00:54:19,680 --> 00:54:22,000
Speaker 1: to be like that. Bro, what's help? I don't even

1049
00:54:22,080 --> 00:54:25,359
Speaker 1: care like I like the music. I'm a fan And

1050
00:54:25,600 --> 00:54:28,839
Speaker 1: it took me changing my perspective to be a fan

1051
00:54:28,880 --> 00:54:32,160
Speaker 1: of music again. I'm a fan. I like that ship, son,

1052
00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:35,360
Speaker 1: put no type of salitation in your mouth if it's somebody,

1053
00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:38,720
Speaker 1: if somebody wrapping some ship that you've actually been through

1054
00:54:39,600 --> 00:54:43,920
Speaker 1: and they ain't been through it for profit. No, it

1055
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:47,279
Speaker 1: used to I used to be like, man, you you

1056
00:54:47,400 --> 00:54:50,920
Speaker 1: heard me tell you that. You heard me say that,

1057
00:54:50,920 --> 00:54:54,360
Speaker 1: that's our conversation. Come on, man, you you know I

1058
00:54:54,440 --> 00:54:56,840
Speaker 1: used to be like that. But then I had to realize, Kevin,

1059
00:54:57,360 --> 00:54:59,600
Speaker 1: that's not a bad thing. That's a beautiful thing. That

1060
00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:01,319
Speaker 1: just means if I went to see, when you change

1061
00:55:01,320 --> 00:55:05,360
Speaker 1: your perspective, this when miracles happening, because guess what, hey,

1062
00:55:05,680 --> 00:55:09,640
Speaker 1: hey your beach. No, that woman, the woman, the wisest

1063
00:55:09,680 --> 00:55:12,120
Speaker 1: creature on Earth day, our first teacher. And I'm not

1064
00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:14,080
Speaker 1: saying that because I'm not one of them. Guys. I

1065
00:55:14,120 --> 00:55:17,280
Speaker 1: got potted like that, man, don't. I don't want nobody

1066
00:55:17,320 --> 00:55:20,160
Speaker 1: that baby mama. Once I find out that that you

1067
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:24,680
Speaker 1: somebody that you could be. This could be did your

1068
00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:28,000
Speaker 1: wife right here? This could be your twenty side piece.

1069
00:55:28,040 --> 00:55:31,200
Speaker 1: I don't want meting because I'm not like it. I

1070
00:55:31,239 --> 00:55:33,560
Speaker 1: don't get off on fucking nobody. Woman, I don't get

1071
00:55:33,600 --> 00:55:35,480
Speaker 1: off on that now. If I can't help, but I

1072
00:55:35,520 --> 00:55:42,560
Speaker 1: don't know. She tricked his booth brother. If she will them,

1073
00:55:42,600 --> 00:55:44,799
Speaker 1: we can share her at the same time, what's help

1074
00:55:44,920 --> 00:55:47,880
Speaker 1: because I mean, she tricked this both. I'm about to

1075
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:52,600
Speaker 1: put some clothes on. Why you're just sucking yesterday? Yeah,

1076
00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:55,160
Speaker 1: we don't judge. Let's just keep it real. I'm just

1077
00:55:55,400 --> 00:55:58,759
Speaker 1: just saying, like, I'm just giving the illustration. You know,

1078
00:55:59,120 --> 00:56:02,440
Speaker 1: I'm just saying ample, I'm just giving an example. You

1079
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:04,520
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I'm just saying like that ain't

1080
00:56:04,520 --> 00:56:06,480
Speaker 1: what I'm on. But they got people that's on it.

1081
00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:10,279
Speaker 1: But what I say is when a woman or a

1082
00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:12,279
Speaker 1: man like that, for real, all you gotta do when

1083
00:56:12,280 --> 00:56:14,319
Speaker 1: you see people out and they get big y'all, do

1084
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:16,680
Speaker 1: a look at that woman. See what that woman roll

1085
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:21,400
Speaker 1: her eyes? You know what that means. He bluffing. You

1086
00:56:21,480 --> 00:56:26,000
Speaker 1: made deals behind closed doors, bluffing. You know you don

1087
00:56:26,040 --> 00:56:28,000
Speaker 1: win big for mercy and I don't let you. Wouldn't

1088
00:56:28,040 --> 00:56:31,640
Speaker 1: all over. You ain't stand like you're supposed to stand. Hey, listen,

1089
00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:33,000
Speaker 1: but I love you with all my huh, but we

1090
00:56:33,080 --> 00:56:37,200
Speaker 1: got to stand on principle. I'm not allowing this and

1091
00:56:37,239 --> 00:56:39,759
Speaker 1: this and this and this in my house. I'm not

1092
00:56:39,800 --> 00:56:45,920
Speaker 1: allowing it. Yeah, I'm not. I gotta stand on my

1093
00:56:45,960 --> 00:56:48,600
Speaker 1: morals and my principles. Not everybody. Morals and principles ain't

1094
00:56:48,640 --> 00:56:50,920
Speaker 1: the same. Me and my big brother talk about this

1095
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:53,640
Speaker 1: every day. Everybody morals and principles ain't the same. But

1096
00:56:53,680 --> 00:56:56,080
Speaker 1: guess what, Hey, what you eat don't make me ship

1097
00:56:56,200 --> 00:56:59,040
Speaker 1: on me. What you eat don't make me ship, And

1098
00:56:59,080 --> 00:57:01,920
Speaker 1: what I eat don't make ship. So hey, if the

1099
00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:03,960
Speaker 1: energy line of the line, if not that, we go

1100
00:57:04,080 --> 00:57:07,759
Speaker 1: no further. Everything got their proper place. So I just

1101
00:57:07,800 --> 00:57:10,960
Speaker 1: look at the woman, because when somebody get the going

1102
00:57:11,040 --> 00:57:13,520
Speaker 1: on and rand the raven. See when you get upset

1103
00:57:13,520 --> 00:57:15,239
Speaker 1: that it's it's crying. I don't want to talk about it.

1104
00:57:15,280 --> 00:57:17,520
Speaker 1: But when you flash, and your woman had a feel

1105
00:57:17,560 --> 00:57:20,240
Speaker 1: guard on her because she didn't see what you do

1106
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:23,479
Speaker 1: or and witness how you rocking. You know what I'm saying.

1107
00:57:23,480 --> 00:57:27,360
Speaker 1: She's not scared that you're gonna She's scared that she's

1108
00:57:27,360 --> 00:57:29,680
Speaker 1: gonna lose you because she know you can't think. Once

1109
00:57:29,760 --> 00:57:33,000
Speaker 1: it's you know, literate, or something happen, it's up. It's

1110
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:36,440
Speaker 1: always up on our end, sir. That's why I'm so respectful.

1111
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:40,840
Speaker 1: It's always up on my end, like like it's always

1112
00:57:40,960 --> 00:57:44,160
Speaker 1: like I asked myself all the time, Kevin, would you

1113
00:57:44,240 --> 00:57:49,800
Speaker 1: do a life sentence behind disrespect? I would. I can't

1114
00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:52,880
Speaker 1: look at myself in the mirror. I can't live with that.

1115
00:57:53,640 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 1: I know what I could live with. I can't. So

1116
00:57:57,080 --> 00:58:00,000
Speaker 1: when my woman gets kid, it's more like, no, I'm

1117
00:58:00,080 --> 00:58:03,240
Speaker 1: not going through that, taking out out the cone and

1118
00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:06,400
Speaker 1: making sure we buy everything cash and do thedn't do

1119
00:58:06,480 --> 00:58:08,439
Speaker 1: that because if he go to jail again, we gotta

1120
00:58:08,480 --> 00:58:11,200
Speaker 1: be able to keep it going. You know. She you

1121
00:58:11,240 --> 00:58:13,840
Speaker 1: know that women are protectors. They're practical and nature. So

1122
00:58:14,280 --> 00:58:16,440
Speaker 1: when we flash, you know they think about all that.

1123
00:58:16,840 --> 00:58:18,560
Speaker 1: But when you got a woman just sitting nothing, I

1124
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:21,760
Speaker 1: ain't tripping him due he bluffing. I gotta do it.

1125
00:58:22,080 --> 00:58:24,200
Speaker 1: I gave us some game. I wasn't puposed to give up,

1126
00:58:24,240 --> 00:58:30,000
Speaker 1: you know. But that's he bluffing. He bluffing. Hey, only

1127
00:58:30,240 --> 00:58:34,920
Speaker 1: you gotta do a pay attention to the one. That's

1128
00:58:34,920 --> 00:58:38,200
Speaker 1: all you gotta do. You see somebody with their significant

1129
00:58:38,240 --> 00:58:44,760
Speaker 1: other and he go ran it right, and I know

1130
00:58:44,840 --> 00:58:47,520
Speaker 1: what's up. Oh, he does this all the time at

1131
00:58:47,520 --> 00:58:53,200
Speaker 1: the house. There's no big deal. Bluff he bluffing. What's

1132
00:58:53,200 --> 00:58:56,160
Speaker 1: her thoughts on the ego? Uh, that was the biggest

1133
00:58:56,200 --> 00:58:59,000
Speaker 1: thing I had to get past, was my ego. That's

1134
00:58:59,000 --> 00:59:00,840
Speaker 1: why I don't even pick up heavy waste in the gym.

1135
00:59:00,880 --> 00:59:02,760
Speaker 1: Nom all. I checked my ego at the door because

1136
00:59:03,200 --> 00:59:06,720
Speaker 1: even though I looked amazing at one time, I'll big.

1137
00:59:06,960 --> 00:59:09,760
Speaker 1: You know, that was ego. I want to lift all

1138
00:59:09,800 --> 00:59:11,720
Speaker 1: the weights in the gym. You know, that was my ego.

1139
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:14,919
Speaker 1: I was hurting myself. My joints wasn't ready to lift

1140
00:59:14,960 --> 00:59:16,919
Speaker 1: that type of way. Now my joints ready to lift

1141
00:59:16,920 --> 00:59:19,080
Speaker 1: that type of way. And I play with it light ship.

1142
00:59:19,640 --> 00:59:23,360
Speaker 1: It's just about feeling good, like that's my therapy. You know.

1143
00:59:23,360 --> 00:59:25,959
Speaker 1: I'd rather feel good. So when I go to the gym.

1144
00:59:26,000 --> 00:59:27,680
Speaker 1: I feel good before I take a meet, and I

1145
00:59:27,760 --> 00:59:30,640
Speaker 1: work out before I came here. I worked though. I

1146
00:59:30,680 --> 00:59:32,160
Speaker 1: just want to feel good. I want to be in

1147
00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:35,600
Speaker 1: the best head space over That's just me, and I'm

1148
00:59:35,640 --> 00:59:37,640
Speaker 1: gonna take however much time I need to make sure

1149
00:59:37,680 --> 00:59:40,560
Speaker 1: that I'm well, because I don't want to be able

1150
00:59:40,560 --> 00:59:43,600
Speaker 1: to disservice to nobody around me with my energy, with

1151
00:59:43,640 --> 00:59:45,680
Speaker 1: my attitude. I want to operate out a look because

1152
00:59:45,680 --> 00:59:49,880
Speaker 1: I can miss something. Yeah, then I'm I'm really big

1153
00:59:49,920 --> 00:59:52,400
Speaker 1: on being a great listener. Not but y'all making me talk,

1154
00:59:52,520 --> 00:59:56,680
Speaker 1: so you got me stuck therapist's therapy for so many people.

1155
00:59:56,720 --> 01:00:00,640
Speaker 1: I'm serious. I'm really big on being a right listening

1156
01:00:01,160 --> 01:00:03,760
Speaker 1: because somebody told me, because you gotta have people around

1157
01:00:03,840 --> 01:00:06,200
Speaker 1: you the whole you accountable, you're not a good listener.

1158
01:00:06,880 --> 01:00:11,200
Speaker 1: And then I listened. I said, you know what, sometimes

1159
01:00:11,240 --> 01:00:12,800
Speaker 1: I allow my own self and this to get in

1160
01:00:12,800 --> 01:00:15,160
Speaker 1: the way. I wasn't a good listener. My ego was

1161
01:00:15,200 --> 01:00:17,760
Speaker 1: here to keep me safe. Thank you. I don't need

1162
01:00:17,800 --> 01:00:20,160
Speaker 1: you anymore. I'm I might operate off my spirit, off

1163
01:00:20,200 --> 01:00:24,240
Speaker 1: my chakra. When I went to see DJ Spreen, how

1164
01:00:24,280 --> 01:00:27,720
Speaker 1: does it feel? It felt the energy and he feel pleasant.

1165
01:00:27,920 --> 01:00:31,160
Speaker 1: I'm at home any way. I meant. It's just it's

1166
01:00:31,400 --> 01:00:33,479
Speaker 1: the energy that I bring is the energy I'm gonna

1167
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:36,320
Speaker 1: get back in return, you know, like if I asked,

1168
01:00:36,400 --> 01:00:39,400
Speaker 1: like I didn't know, EGO, I get in certain artists,

1169
01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:41,840
Speaker 1: d M S. I want you on my album. Hey,

1170
01:00:41,840 --> 01:00:43,600
Speaker 1: if it can't happen this time, maybe it happened the

1171
01:00:43,600 --> 01:00:45,440
Speaker 1: next time. You know. If don't nobody to get back

1172
01:00:45,480 --> 01:00:47,880
Speaker 1: to my understand you have a life. But that fear

1173
01:00:47,880 --> 01:00:51,720
Speaker 1: of rejection. Man, they're gonta holler at me. Nah, I'm

1174
01:00:51,760 --> 01:00:55,400
Speaker 1: I'm gonna reach out. I'm gonna network. Hey, this this

1175
01:00:55,400 --> 01:00:57,320
Speaker 1: will be wrong. Like I'm a fan of music again.

1176
01:00:57,400 --> 01:00:59,960
Speaker 1: So if this you know, you gotta think I've been

1177
01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:01,880
Speaker 1: a lot of say when you say you're a fan

1178
01:01:01,920 --> 01:01:05,080
Speaker 1: of music again, like everything got so predictable, you know,

1179
01:01:06,680 --> 01:01:08,400
Speaker 1: and and it had me. So now I listen for

1180
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:10,360
Speaker 1: different things like how to make me feel I like

1181
01:01:10,440 --> 01:01:12,439
Speaker 1: the beat out, like the way he on a beat.

1182
01:01:12,440 --> 01:01:14,440
Speaker 1: I like. So you said you was zooming in too

1183
01:01:14,480 --> 01:01:17,200
Speaker 1: much too. Maybe I was being too technical, you know

1184
01:01:17,240 --> 01:01:19,080
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I think I've been there. I think

1185
01:01:19,120 --> 01:01:20,840
Speaker 1: I might be I was overthinking that, you know what

1186
01:01:20,840 --> 01:01:26,840
Speaker 1: I'm saying like like like like biggest smiles. Like when

1187
01:01:26,880 --> 01:01:29,680
Speaker 1: I used to listen to him, he take me somewhere, Punt,

1188
01:01:29,760 --> 01:01:32,680
Speaker 1: take me somewhere. Park was more like he was an

1189
01:01:32,680 --> 01:01:35,640
Speaker 1: emotional rapper, so he talked about the things that was relative,

1190
01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:37,960
Speaker 1: so he felt like a family member. But when I

1191
01:01:38,000 --> 01:01:40,160
Speaker 1: listened that big people don't know this might be was

1192
01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:44,600
Speaker 1: living like that. Fat boy was living like that. So

1193
01:01:44,640 --> 01:01:46,560
Speaker 1: I like all that. That's what I was a juvenile

1194
01:01:46,640 --> 01:01:49,320
Speaker 1: attention to day is a gymber got the suitcase up

1195
01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:53,240
Speaker 1: in the central go to room one twelve. Yeah, so

1196
01:01:53,320 --> 01:01:56,080
Speaker 1: that that niggas bleed just like us. You know, that

1197
01:01:56,160 --> 01:01:58,720
Speaker 1: was my thing, you know, you know that I like

1198
01:01:58,880 --> 01:02:00,920
Speaker 1: all that. I like when I like that kind of talk.

1199
01:02:01,000 --> 01:02:03,240
Speaker 1: I like whea killer stone man rested piece to one

1200
01:02:03,240 --> 01:02:05,080
Speaker 1: of the greatest. I like, whn killer thtone. I was

1201
01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:07,000
Speaker 1: out number, They're not gone. They had to shoot my

1202
01:02:07,000 --> 01:02:09,479
Speaker 1: way out, put hunters on top of ones, and broke

1203
01:02:09,520 --> 01:02:12,520
Speaker 1: bricks in the drought. Don't nobody to say his name,

1204
01:02:12,760 --> 01:02:15,600
Speaker 1: like he was the magnolia. I don't nobody to say

1205
01:02:15,680 --> 01:02:18,720
Speaker 1: his name. You know, he was one of the greatest

1206
01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:21,240
Speaker 1: I ever seen doing the flash. A lot of my swag.

1207
01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:24,480
Speaker 1: I emmulate him, and I also emulate me lucas. He

1208
01:02:24,560 --> 01:02:26,680
Speaker 1: one of the flags I've seen doing in Baton Rouge,

1209
01:02:26,760 --> 01:02:31,960
Speaker 1: the flags I mean going to Bogatoss And I was seventeen. Man,

1210
01:02:32,040 --> 01:02:35,400
Speaker 1: he's I'm around you know what I'm saying, I'm around legends.

1211
01:02:36,280 --> 01:02:38,320
Speaker 1: That swag that I come in the game was so

1212
01:02:38,400 --> 01:02:40,600
Speaker 1: authentic because I got it from you know, I've been

1213
01:02:40,640 --> 01:02:43,080
Speaker 1: around legends, and you know, I started getting my nails

1214
01:02:43,120 --> 01:02:46,240
Speaker 1: and my feet because Killer was doing there. I named

1215
01:02:46,240 --> 01:02:48,600
Speaker 1: my son Killer my nickname. They was calling me killer.

1216
01:02:48,640 --> 01:02:51,200
Speaker 1: They always called me that too, but we really called

1217
01:02:51,240 --> 01:02:54,120
Speaker 1: causer killer because he got the long braids and everything.

1218
01:02:54,480 --> 01:02:58,000
Speaker 1: Just like you know what I'm saying. Every time you

1219
01:02:58,040 --> 01:03:01,439
Speaker 1: see Walden, like like like and boob about, I wish

1220
01:03:01,440 --> 01:03:04,000
Speaker 1: he would sell. I love him to death. Like like,

1221
01:03:04,120 --> 01:03:06,560
Speaker 1: every time you see Wolden, he just was flat. He

1222
01:03:06,640 --> 01:03:09,040
Speaker 1: was that. He was one of them niggles. He would

1223
01:03:09,040 --> 01:03:12,120
Speaker 1: flat by a silk, you know, and he gonna he

1224
01:03:12,240 --> 01:03:14,680
Speaker 1: gonna get there every time. And it's just he was

1225
01:03:14,720 --> 01:03:17,560
Speaker 1: so humble though, he was so hungble. But he was

1226
01:03:17,600 --> 01:03:20,680
Speaker 1: a giant. That's what made him a giant. I mean

1227
01:03:20,720 --> 01:03:23,200
Speaker 1: a giant. People don't understand because my ass and my

1228
01:03:23,240 --> 01:03:26,160
Speaker 1: tunneling heaven, but a giant. That's what made him a

1229
01:03:26,160 --> 01:03:28,440
Speaker 1: giant A monks men. You know what I'm saying. That's

1230
01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:31,040
Speaker 1: making me look as a giant a monks men. It's

1231
01:03:31,080 --> 01:03:33,920
Speaker 1: just his sway, the way he moved, you know, everything

1232
01:03:33,960 --> 01:03:38,760
Speaker 1: goes everything about him. You know, there's nothing wrong with it.

1233
01:03:38,920 --> 01:03:40,600
Speaker 1: So that's just where I'm at with it now. You

1234
01:03:40,640 --> 01:03:43,960
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I just I got lost. I

1235
01:03:44,040 --> 01:03:46,280
Speaker 1: forgot the question, so you got back to just loving

1236
01:03:46,400 --> 01:03:49,640
Speaker 1: music for the feeling of it. I like when I

1237
01:03:49,680 --> 01:03:54,400
Speaker 1: like when Nordo we get with you problem but listen.

1238
01:03:54,760 --> 01:03:57,600
Speaker 1: I like all that. I like it. Like I'll let

1239
01:03:57,640 --> 01:04:00,880
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I like whenever you say, oh,

1240
01:04:01,000 --> 01:04:03,080
Speaker 1: I just had got on this song like two days ago.

1241
01:04:03,080 --> 01:04:06,080
Speaker 1: I like to discover music though, like what is you're

1242
01:04:06,120 --> 01:04:09,640
Speaker 1: listening to? People? I'm listening at that bitch, you know.

1243
01:04:09,680 --> 01:04:11,400
Speaker 1: I like when he say hit the door with the

1244
01:04:11,480 --> 01:04:14,520
Speaker 1: razor blade, cut it up all dads. You know what

1245
01:04:14,560 --> 01:04:16,600
Speaker 1: I'm saying, When would I be in this co world?

1246
01:04:17,040 --> 01:04:19,240
Speaker 1: But I'll be saying, my owner, he said, what would

1247
01:04:19,240 --> 01:04:21,000
Speaker 1: I be in this co world? If I don't know

1248
01:04:21,000 --> 01:04:22,520
Speaker 1: how to slam. I'd be like, what would I be

1249
01:04:22,560 --> 01:04:24,960
Speaker 1: in this cold world if I wasn't rid of a dad?

1250
01:04:25,160 --> 01:04:26,600
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'll just be saying that

1251
01:04:26,680 --> 01:04:29,000
Speaker 1: in the gym, like I put my little remix to it.

1252
01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:32,640
Speaker 1: You know what record though? How much you record? Probably

1253
01:04:32,680 --> 01:04:36,840
Speaker 1: every day now every day. But a lot of people

1254
01:04:36,920 --> 01:04:38,960
Speaker 1: be mad at me because I'm I need pressure to

1255
01:04:39,000 --> 01:04:41,760
Speaker 1: work out too, so I make like that like that,

1256
01:04:41,880 --> 01:04:44,040
Speaker 1: who won't smoke? I've been did that song? They heard

1257
01:04:44,040 --> 01:04:45,960
Speaker 1: it on live, but man, drop it. I'm okay, I'm

1258
01:04:45,960 --> 01:04:48,480
Speaker 1: gonna drop it. I say, yeah, I feel like I'm

1259
01:04:48,480 --> 01:04:52,280
Speaker 1: putting out negativity, but I'm not. It's therapeutic. I'm just

1260
01:04:52,360 --> 01:04:55,840
Speaker 1: being I'm expressing. I'm releasing and everybody loved it. They're like,

1261
01:04:55,920 --> 01:04:58,920
Speaker 1: thank you. Keep going. I'm like, okay, I got you

1262
01:05:00,000 --> 01:05:03,120
Speaker 1: that pressure with the world because we really pushed. We

1263
01:05:03,240 --> 01:05:07,040
Speaker 1: really pushed on his end, like we we're not saying

1264
01:05:07,080 --> 01:05:10,000
Speaker 1: nothing negative toward nobody. I swear to gold like you know,

1265
01:05:10,080 --> 01:05:13,919
Speaker 1: I don't mind people saying Prussia, but I started there.

1266
01:05:15,040 --> 01:05:18,640
Speaker 1: I'm prushed on my end. P r E. It's it's hight.

1267
01:05:18,960 --> 01:05:21,440
Speaker 1: I got that trade wark. I'm prushed on my end.

1268
01:05:24,560 --> 01:05:27,760
Speaker 1: I'm preushed on my end. So it's just it just

1269
01:05:27,880 --> 01:05:30,160
Speaker 1: that's something that that that we started, you know what

1270
01:05:30,160 --> 01:05:33,960
Speaker 1: I'm saying. My team started it, you know, and it

1271
01:05:34,120 --> 01:05:36,720
Speaker 1: just I got to release it to the world because

1272
01:05:36,760 --> 01:05:40,280
Speaker 1: they needed they needed. I didn't know my music was

1273
01:05:40,320 --> 01:05:44,600
Speaker 1: in necessity. They needed. It's medicine. I have my girl

1274
01:05:44,640 --> 01:05:55,040
Speaker 1: doing amazing. You ain't missing on skin glowing? Yeah, I'm saying, yeah, she,

1275
01:05:55,320 --> 01:06:00,800
Speaker 1: you know she what you call that? What's that word? Amazing?

1276
01:06:00,280 --> 01:06:05,080
Speaker 1: That's good. I'm glad to hear that. What's for you? Man?

1277
01:06:05,120 --> 01:06:08,320
Speaker 1: You said you're just living, but but tourists, Okay, so

1278
01:06:08,400 --> 01:06:10,840
Speaker 1: let's let's just do it for the fans where they

1279
01:06:10,920 --> 01:06:15,160
Speaker 1: get a project, multiple projects. Is it likely this year?

1280
01:06:15,240 --> 01:06:17,080
Speaker 1: We know that you're living and you're flowing, but you

1281
01:06:17,160 --> 01:06:20,080
Speaker 1: got fans. Yeah, I'm glad that. I'm glad that all

1282
01:06:20,640 --> 01:06:23,200
Speaker 1: that I did take this time out for sure, because

1283
01:06:23,200 --> 01:06:25,720
Speaker 1: now I have a greater process now. So I'm glad

1284
01:06:25,720 --> 01:06:28,400
Speaker 1: that I did take this time for myself because I

1285
01:06:28,440 --> 01:06:30,600
Speaker 1: wasn't ready to receive all the blessings that's about to

1286
01:06:30,640 --> 01:06:36,720
Speaker 1: come to me. It's scary like getting blessings, like filing

1287
01:06:36,720 --> 01:06:39,240
Speaker 1: off its scared, but when you get blessings, it's even

1288
01:06:39,280 --> 01:06:42,840
Speaker 1: most scary because with great power come great responsibility. You

1289
01:06:42,880 --> 01:06:46,440
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. It's like that's like when somebody

1290
01:06:46,480 --> 01:06:48,680
Speaker 1: told me, like, man, I like your car, it's not mine.

1291
01:06:48,800 --> 01:06:50,600
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I'm just boring it right now.

1292
01:06:50,680 --> 01:06:53,080
Speaker 1: You know, God, let me use it. You know, if

1293
01:06:53,080 --> 01:06:54,840
Speaker 1: I don't do right with these things that I have,

1294
01:06:55,000 --> 01:06:58,080
Speaker 1: it could be taken from me. That's gonna be hurting feeling. Man,

1295
01:06:58,480 --> 01:07:05,760
Speaker 1: we gotta catch the mortel. I'm back to im back

1296
01:07:05,800 --> 01:07:08,320
Speaker 1: to riding on the wall. Yeah, wrong in the water.

1297
01:07:08,440 --> 01:07:11,440
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. I got to go back

1298
01:07:11,480 --> 01:07:12,800
Speaker 1: in that hole and go for what I know. I

1299
01:07:13,040 --> 01:07:15,120
Speaker 1: don't want to do that. That'll be digressive for me

1300
01:07:15,440 --> 01:07:19,880
Speaker 1: because I don't know anything else. I don't that I'm

1301
01:07:19,880 --> 01:07:23,960
Speaker 1: good at. I'm great at making music, and I think

1302
01:07:23,960 --> 01:07:27,160
Speaker 1: i'd be great at acting, but I need classes say

1303
01:07:27,200 --> 01:07:28,880
Speaker 1: I'm not. I'm not afraid to ask for help now

1304
01:07:29,720 --> 01:07:33,080
Speaker 1: I used to be. Now I'm a gonna camera like this. No, Kevin,

1305
01:07:33,080 --> 01:07:35,960
Speaker 1: you're tripping you people doing this for years. I don't

1306
01:07:35,960 --> 01:07:40,840
Speaker 1: go like that, Homie. I can't remix this ship that

1307
01:07:41,400 --> 01:07:45,200
Speaker 1: the add two Big Brother, and life been beautiful every since.

1308
01:07:46,280 --> 01:07:48,160
Speaker 1: You know, it's been beautiful. It's like you're on the

1309
01:07:48,240 --> 01:07:52,040
Speaker 1: victim of the energy you project. And if you have

1310
01:07:52,160 --> 01:07:55,919
Speaker 1: projected too much negative energy in a certain situation, I say,

1311
01:07:55,960 --> 01:07:58,320
Speaker 1: try to fix it. If you can't fix it, hey,

1312
01:07:58,920 --> 01:08:01,440
Speaker 1: I go somewhere else with and it's just beautiful and pleasant.

1313
01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:04,760
Speaker 1: There's nothing wrong with uprooting. Move about the land that

1314
01:08:04,840 --> 01:08:09,560
Speaker 1: you may be successful. I'm done, move about the land

1315
01:08:09,600 --> 01:08:14,240
Speaker 1: that you may be successful. So much game on big facts.

1316
01:08:14,560 --> 01:08:16,560
Speaker 1: I can't believe I'm even saying all this because I

1317
01:08:16,600 --> 01:08:18,519
Speaker 1: thought we're gonna get on here and talk about ramping,

1318
01:08:18,560 --> 01:08:23,160
Speaker 1: and we're gonna talk about whatever the people I'm also

1319
01:08:23,320 --> 01:08:27,040
Speaker 1: I'm also kind of like, I'm also kind of afraid

1320
01:08:27,080 --> 01:08:31,400
Speaker 1: of taking up people time too, because I value my

1321
01:08:31,479 --> 01:08:33,559
Speaker 1: time so much. I don't want to be like I

1322
01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:36,519
Speaker 1: hope we don't run over. I don't. I'm gonna keep

1323
01:08:36,520 --> 01:08:38,680
Speaker 1: it short. I ain't gonna go into all these long

1324
01:08:38,760 --> 01:08:42,280
Speaker 1: games answers because my brain works so methodically. It's hard

1325
01:08:42,320 --> 01:08:44,519
Speaker 1: for me to just stay on subject. Because once you

1326
01:08:44,600 --> 01:08:46,439
Speaker 1: ask me one question, I think about it there of

1327
01:08:46,479 --> 01:08:49,720
Speaker 1: different ways. I mean, you know what I'm bor. That's

1328
01:08:49,720 --> 01:08:51,640
Speaker 1: the gift and the curse was being brilliant. You know

1329
01:08:54,880 --> 01:08:58,040
Speaker 1: you nobody? You know. So I got a question I

1330
01:08:58,080 --> 01:09:00,960
Speaker 1: gotta answer, and I had retired this, but I'm bringing

1331
01:09:01,000 --> 01:09:04,439
Speaker 1: it back for you. Um. I usually ask people like

1332
01:09:05,479 --> 01:09:07,160
Speaker 1: if they have a bucket list or if they have

1333
01:09:07,240 --> 01:09:08,680
Speaker 1: like a list of things that they want to do,

1334
01:09:08,800 --> 01:09:10,840
Speaker 1: places they want to go, who they want to eat,

1335
01:09:10,840 --> 01:09:12,840
Speaker 1: blah blah blah before they die. But I know you

1336
01:09:12,880 --> 01:09:15,840
Speaker 1: said that you're never gonna die, You're gonna transition, So

1337
01:09:16,960 --> 01:09:22,080
Speaker 1: do you have a bucket list for your everything that

1338
01:09:22,120 --> 01:09:24,439
Speaker 1: you want to do or whatever before you transition? I

1339
01:09:24,520 --> 01:09:27,120
Speaker 1: never see it this on this show. I mean I

1340
01:09:27,160 --> 01:09:32,160
Speaker 1: never said this in life. I'd have told people this. Man,

1341
01:09:32,360 --> 01:09:34,240
Speaker 1: I can't believe I'm about to say this. I gotta

1342
01:09:34,320 --> 01:09:38,479
Speaker 1: see it though, I'm listening. All right. Well, my little

1343
01:09:38,479 --> 01:09:41,720
Speaker 1: brother wanted me to talk about wolves. I ain't gonna

1344
01:09:41,760 --> 01:09:43,479
Speaker 1: say how I know I could do this, but this

1345
01:09:43,560 --> 01:09:47,240
Speaker 1: since I've been a child. It's later. This later call

1346
01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:54,400
Speaker 1: was broke down. Her call is broke down, and I'm

1347
01:09:54,439 --> 01:09:57,760
Speaker 1: gonna say this. Please don't believe me. The later call

1348
01:09:57,840 --> 01:10:01,240
Speaker 1: was broke down, and I told him listen, I could

1349
01:10:01,479 --> 01:10:03,280
Speaker 1: I could start your battery for you? She said, we

1350
01:10:03,320 --> 01:10:04,960
Speaker 1: need to jump a cable and say no, you don't.

1351
01:10:05,280 --> 01:10:07,720
Speaker 1: I put my hands on them on a battery. I

1352
01:10:07,800 --> 01:10:10,280
Speaker 1: got this little thing that I do. I told again

1353
01:10:10,360 --> 01:10:12,000
Speaker 1: for the keys, I jumped in there and cranked the cart.

1354
01:10:12,040 --> 01:10:13,920
Speaker 1: She said, you, my angel, I say, speak nothing of

1355
01:10:13,920 --> 01:10:17,400
Speaker 1: it is you know. Then I'm gonna tell you what

1356
01:10:17,520 --> 01:10:20,680
Speaker 1: really had changed my life, really changed my life. Then

1357
01:10:20,680 --> 01:10:27,120
Speaker 1: when you saw the dramastic change, I said, dramastic. Oh

1358
01:10:27,160 --> 01:10:37,160
Speaker 1: that's a new world. I just yeah, yeah, that dramastic change.

1359
01:10:37,200 --> 01:10:39,519
Speaker 1: I head on the wind. I'm gonna be honest with

1360
01:10:39,560 --> 01:10:45,240
Speaker 1: you when I tell y'all this real talk. God kill

1361
01:10:45,320 --> 01:10:47,240
Speaker 1: every one of my child from our foltine um. I

1362
01:10:47,320 --> 01:10:50,639
Speaker 1: got photos biologically mine. I got partners that's dead doing life,

1363
01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:53,920
Speaker 1: and all these children, my children, my God, take the

1364
01:10:53,920 --> 01:10:57,680
Speaker 1: breath out of every want of their baddest. I've been

1365
01:10:58,040 --> 01:11:01,240
Speaker 1: to heaven. What people, how heaven? I've been to the

1366
01:11:01,280 --> 01:11:05,479
Speaker 1: celestial court. I got here through faster. I'm talking. I'm

1367
01:11:05,479 --> 01:11:07,400
Speaker 1: not eating nothing for like for the two days, I

1368
01:11:07,400 --> 01:11:10,519
Speaker 1: ain't eating nothing, just liquids, just water. Like people want

1369
01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:12,880
Speaker 1: to know, like, well, her did you fast? And hey,

1370
01:11:13,000 --> 01:11:14,800
Speaker 1: you're not gonna do it three days, or you're not

1371
01:11:14,800 --> 01:11:16,479
Speaker 1: gonna do it for hours. You're not gonna do so.

1372
01:11:16,680 --> 01:11:20,400
Speaker 1: I even asked, but I have to give this enlightenment

1373
01:11:20,479 --> 01:11:23,360
Speaker 1: to people. But through faster, I was able to go

1374
01:11:23,400 --> 01:11:25,840
Speaker 1: into the celestial court. I had been behind the first

1375
01:11:25,840 --> 01:11:31,439
Speaker 1: bill once, m I've been behind the second bill once twice,

1376
01:11:32,479 --> 01:11:37,559
Speaker 1: and I've been behind the third bill once. In the

1377
01:11:37,600 --> 01:11:41,240
Speaker 1: fourth bill, that's when I saw people I had went to, Oh,

1378
01:11:41,320 --> 01:11:45,120
Speaker 1: forgive me your erman that they lived on that's crazy.

1379
01:11:45,479 --> 01:11:47,360
Speaker 1: And I was talking about my brother and he called me.

1380
01:11:47,439 --> 01:11:52,080
Speaker 1: We tell a path, we telepathic, but he gifted, he gifted.

1381
01:11:52,479 --> 01:11:58,439
Speaker 1: But anyway, long story short. On the fifth time I

1382
01:11:58,479 --> 01:12:00,479
Speaker 1: had went that was I was and in the bed

1383
01:12:00,520 --> 01:12:02,920
Speaker 1: woul drink one day and she was like, where you went?

1384
01:12:04,160 --> 01:12:05,680
Speaker 1: And I thought I had had a dream, but I

1385
01:12:05,760 --> 01:12:07,760
Speaker 1: knew I wouldn't having a dream. You know what I'm saying,

1386
01:12:07,800 --> 01:12:09,559
Speaker 1: This is physical. I ain't talking about no my spirit

1387
01:12:09,640 --> 01:12:11,479
Speaker 1: of my bad or not that weird ship. I'm talking

1388
01:12:11,479 --> 01:12:15,519
Speaker 1: about you us del selest your court. I had this

1389
01:12:15,600 --> 01:12:19,000
Speaker 1: last time. I wanted to celest your court. And when

1390
01:12:19,000 --> 01:12:22,120
Speaker 1: I was up there, we're in there because I ain't

1391
01:12:22,240 --> 01:12:24,960
Speaker 1: it wouldn't know up. I just was vibrating so hard

1392
01:12:25,040 --> 01:12:29,519
Speaker 1: that I was allowed in. And I ain't gonna speak

1393
01:12:29,520 --> 01:12:33,120
Speaker 1: about all of it. But Heaven. I never saw here

1394
01:12:33,200 --> 01:12:36,320
Speaker 1: before in my life, but Heaven and scary. I saw

1395
01:12:36,439 --> 01:12:40,960
Speaker 1: creatures that could have crushed me like this, and they

1396
01:12:41,080 --> 01:12:45,280
Speaker 1: was all in field. They all was faced down, like

1397
01:12:45,640 --> 01:12:48,280
Speaker 1: to the throne. They was in filth for they like

1398
01:12:48,439 --> 01:12:50,920
Speaker 1: scared to death. I had to ask permission because I pray.

1399
01:12:50,960 --> 01:12:53,880
Speaker 1: I had to create a man stand create a man, pray.

1400
01:12:54,120 --> 01:12:56,200
Speaker 1: I was I had the ex permission. It was like

1401
01:12:57,560 --> 01:13:00,519
Speaker 1: every species that was ever created. I'm talking about this

1402
01:13:00,680 --> 01:13:04,040
Speaker 1: gonna sound crazy. I don't do drugs. I'm this. I

1403
01:13:04,080 --> 01:13:05,960
Speaker 1: can't believe I'm saying is. I know the world gonna

1404
01:13:05,960 --> 01:13:08,680
Speaker 1: look at me crazy for saying this. I've been in

1405
01:13:08,760 --> 01:13:11,400
Speaker 1: the celestial court. That's what made me question everything I

1406
01:13:11,479 --> 01:13:14,439
Speaker 1: was ever taught. Because I've been in the celestial court,

1407
01:13:15,160 --> 01:13:18,560
Speaker 1: I've seen it's like the ambassadors for every living species.

1408
01:13:18,600 --> 01:13:24,080
Speaker 1: They was all face down, and it's like the way

1409
01:13:24,160 --> 01:13:27,720
Speaker 1: Muslims pray. They was faced down. The gravitational pull made

1410
01:13:27,800 --> 01:13:30,120
Speaker 1: your face hit the ground. You couldn't even stand up

1411
01:13:30,120 --> 01:13:32,360
Speaker 1: if you wanted to. That was the first time. It

1412
01:13:32,439 --> 01:13:35,320
Speaker 1: was the scariest thing I ever undersaw my life because

1413
01:13:35,360 --> 01:13:39,240
Speaker 1: their fear made me feel it was quiet. You ain't

1414
01:13:39,280 --> 01:13:43,040
Speaker 1: having no no kind of sexual desires, none of that.

1415
01:13:43,080 --> 01:13:45,280
Speaker 1: You beyond the veil. You know this is realer than

1416
01:13:45,360 --> 01:13:49,000
Speaker 1: us sitting in this room. And that's what really changed

1417
01:13:49,040 --> 01:13:52,120
Speaker 1: my life. It changed my life all the way I've

1418
01:13:52,120 --> 01:13:54,479
Speaker 1: been on this spiritual journey, but it changed my life

1419
01:13:54,520 --> 01:13:58,639
Speaker 1: all the way. I never saw the face of my creator.

1420
01:13:59,240 --> 01:14:00,880
Speaker 1: But when I got to say this, I hate to

1421
01:14:00,880 --> 01:14:03,639
Speaker 1: even say. This just gonna challenge everything everybody ever been taught.

1422
01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:06,599
Speaker 1: God is a man I don't want together. They are one,

1423
01:14:07,080 --> 01:14:11,240
Speaker 1: the masking and the feminine energy. O our heavenly Father,

1424
01:14:11,320 --> 01:14:14,000
Speaker 1: and hold the divine Mother together, asked one. But we

1425
01:14:14,080 --> 01:14:17,200
Speaker 1: say he has to the masculine partican. That's what made

1426
01:14:17,200 --> 01:14:20,120
Speaker 1: this lam makes sense to more. Making more makes sense

1427
01:14:20,120 --> 01:14:24,360
Speaker 1: to me. And I went it twice. Did you see that?

1428
01:14:24,560 --> 01:14:28,880
Speaker 1: Did you see the same time? The second time I went,

1429
01:14:30,240 --> 01:14:32,280
Speaker 1: I can't. I ain't gonna speak about that because this

1430
01:14:32,520 --> 01:14:35,640
Speaker 1: I'm really speaking ahead of my time. Somebody needs to

1431
01:14:35,640 --> 01:14:40,840
Speaker 1: hear this. The second time I went it was the

1432
01:14:40,960 --> 01:14:43,080
Speaker 1: second time I win it was it was unreal. It

1433
01:14:43,120 --> 01:14:45,759
Speaker 1: was beautiful. The second time I win, it was beautiful.

1434
01:14:45,800 --> 01:14:48,840
Speaker 1: They gave me understanding. The energy was different. Now the

1435
01:14:48,960 --> 01:14:51,880
Speaker 1: energy was the same, but they gave me understanding to why.

1436
01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:55,880
Speaker 1: Because the fear of God is the beginning the wisdom.

1437
01:14:55,920 --> 01:14:58,200
Speaker 1: You know, how could you say you love God but

1438
01:14:58,240 --> 01:15:01,280
Speaker 1: you love not his creations. They go even for animals,

1439
01:15:01,320 --> 01:15:03,920
Speaker 1: they go for in six They're go for everything. They

1440
01:15:03,960 --> 01:15:08,840
Speaker 1: go for everything around us, trees, grass, everything, everything has

1441
01:15:08,880 --> 01:15:13,920
Speaker 1: the spirit of all the creative almighty. So you know,

1442
01:15:14,200 --> 01:15:16,599
Speaker 1: I don't care what religion you is no more. I

1443
01:15:16,640 --> 01:15:18,960
Speaker 1: swear to God like I do want religious gang bang

1444
01:15:19,080 --> 01:15:21,559
Speaker 1: like because when people tell me like man, I'll be

1445
01:15:21,560 --> 01:15:24,120
Speaker 1: saying my answers. I know you do because I see man,

1446
01:15:25,840 --> 01:15:29,679
Speaker 1: I see man. I know you do. You know? Like

1447
01:15:31,040 --> 01:15:33,560
Speaker 1: I made a lick cage really popular, you know what

1448
01:15:33,640 --> 01:15:35,880
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But what nobody when the rappers winning it,

1449
01:15:37,280 --> 01:15:38,760
Speaker 1: they we wasn't winning that at first, you know what

1450
01:15:38,800 --> 01:15:41,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying. I made that popular. You know, it was

1451
01:15:41,360 --> 01:15:43,600
Speaker 1: a few that knew the first one to come on

1452
01:15:43,680 --> 01:15:46,360
Speaker 1: with them with with the licks on. Until I realized

1453
01:15:46,439 --> 01:15:51,160
Speaker 1: that our ancestors were so spiritually in tune that every

1454
01:15:51,200 --> 01:15:54,320
Speaker 1: attribute of the body. They gave it a name. These

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01:15:54,360 --> 01:15:56,400
Speaker 1: spirits that you say that, that's just you wear that

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01:15:56,520 --> 01:16:01,240
Speaker 1: to remind you what's already in you. You know, the

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01:16:01,280 --> 01:16:05,439
Speaker 1: only God I ever see is the one in me.

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01:16:07,720 --> 01:16:10,400
Speaker 1: That's the only God I ever see. Like we all,

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01:16:11,520 --> 01:16:13,280
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. That's the only God I

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01:16:13,320 --> 01:16:16,519
Speaker 1: ever see. I don't see like you know, no other God.

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01:16:16,600 --> 01:16:18,720
Speaker 1: I see it like the God I see in me.

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01:16:19,360 --> 01:16:21,760
Speaker 1: It's the only guard that I really see. And the

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01:16:21,800 --> 01:16:25,120
Speaker 1: God I see in other people, like, that's that's all

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01:16:25,160 --> 01:16:27,680
Speaker 1: I see. I don't religious, gang banging, none of that

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01:16:27,760 --> 01:16:31,320
Speaker 1: no more. It's only one creative. But the rituals maybe different.

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01:16:32,600 --> 01:16:35,040
Speaker 1: I don't judge. And I learned that I was dinner

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01:16:35,120 --> 01:16:39,040
Speaker 1: with these Native American people. Man, it's so crazy. Like

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01:16:39,080 --> 01:16:41,360
Speaker 1: when I was gifted these feathers, I couldn't eat or

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01:16:41,439 --> 01:16:44,880
Speaker 1: drink for four days. You know, I'm thinking this punishment.

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Speaker 1: It was really a tiss. You know. I had outside

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Speaker 1: and all the elements. They say, if it rained, and

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01:16:52,439 --> 01:16:54,400
Speaker 1: it was meant for it to rain on you, if

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01:16:54,400 --> 01:16:56,160
Speaker 1: it gets cold, it was meant for it to get cold.

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01:16:56,160 --> 01:16:57,360
Speaker 1: If you get had, it was meant for it to

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01:16:57,400 --> 01:16:59,800
Speaker 1: get had. Everything that you you have to surround and

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01:16:59,800 --> 01:17:03,360
Speaker 1: true the universe. And then they had remind me like this,

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01:17:03,360 --> 01:17:05,760
Speaker 1: this this this smoker. I ain't gonna say a junk.

1478
01:17:05,800 --> 01:17:08,640
Speaker 1: I don't even like that term them, the smokers say

1479
01:17:08,960 --> 01:17:11,120
Speaker 1: when I sleep. I was like Kevin everything I need.

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01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:12,880
Speaker 1: I mean, his ass on the sparrow so I know

1481
01:17:12,920 --> 01:17:15,080
Speaker 1: he watches me. I said, that sounds like an old

1482
01:17:15,120 --> 01:17:16,880
Speaker 1: church song I used to hear. He said, yeah, but

1483
01:17:16,880 --> 01:17:20,000
Speaker 1: it's true. And I learned that. I had to relearn

1484
01:17:20,080 --> 01:17:22,840
Speaker 1: that through dealing with these Native American people. And they

1485
01:17:22,880 --> 01:17:25,400
Speaker 1: gifted me an eagle feller. They gifted it to me

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01:17:25,880 --> 01:17:28,960
Speaker 1: and it's the bravest, strongest, holy is pale. They also

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01:17:29,120 --> 01:17:33,360
Speaker 1: one of my chief's chief senate and then um I

1488
01:17:33,479 --> 01:17:37,000
Speaker 1: was also gifted hawk Fellers, and just not too long ago,

1489
01:17:37,040 --> 01:17:40,880
Speaker 1: I was gifted all gifted all fellas as a symbol of,

1490
01:17:41,240 --> 01:17:44,879
Speaker 1: you know, growing into my intuition and trusting it instead

1491
01:17:44,920 --> 01:17:46,840
Speaker 1: of just going off of what I see, what I heard,

1492
01:17:46,880 --> 01:17:49,519
Speaker 1: what I think. I'm going off my intuition and my spirit.

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01:17:50,160 --> 01:17:52,160
Speaker 1: And that's just when I'm at with it, Like I

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01:17:52,280 --> 01:17:55,320
Speaker 1: just I can't even believe I said all of this

1495
01:17:55,400 --> 01:17:58,839
Speaker 1: on this show, like like if you think I'm crazy,

1496
01:17:58,880 --> 01:18:02,800
Speaker 1: Hey cool, I don't care. I love you. You'll see

1497
01:18:04,960 --> 01:18:10,320
Speaker 1: I'm only getting younger. Yeah, definitely, we appreciate the game

1498
01:18:10,360 --> 01:18:12,599
Speaker 1: and the endugy. Remember that you know you're welcome anytime.

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01:18:13,160 --> 01:18:14,680
Speaker 1: You know, if you got, if you got, if you

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01:18:14,760 --> 01:18:16,439
Speaker 1: got if you get more on your spirit, you know,

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01:18:16,479 --> 01:18:19,240
Speaker 1: I mean it ain't there a big brother like I'm

1502
01:18:19,280 --> 01:18:21,400
Speaker 1: if I'm here, if you're all ready for me to go,

1503
01:18:21,479 --> 01:18:23,800
Speaker 1: I'm ready to go because I don't want to never

1504
01:18:23,840 --> 01:18:30,920
Speaker 1: be in truth. Well, working out and you walk up

1505
01:18:30,960 --> 01:18:32,599
Speaker 1: on me at the gym, man, say, bro, we could

1506
01:18:32,600 --> 01:18:35,719
Speaker 1: take a picture after I finished my workout. Because this first,

1507
01:18:35,800 --> 01:18:38,519
Speaker 1: this therapy, this is what makes me a great person.

1508
01:18:39,000 --> 01:18:40,640
Speaker 1: This is how I released anger. This is how I

1509
01:18:40,680 --> 01:18:43,960
Speaker 1: release depression and emotion and all of those things that

1510
01:18:44,000 --> 01:18:46,040
Speaker 1: I hold on the inside of me. So I can't

1511
01:18:46,040 --> 01:18:48,479
Speaker 1: be a greater person I could be. I could be

1512
01:18:48,560 --> 01:18:51,559
Speaker 1: a greater service to humanity because just to see me,

1513
01:18:51,640 --> 01:18:53,679
Speaker 1: I had to realize mat that later told me baby,

1514
01:18:53,840 --> 01:18:57,519
Speaker 1: just seeing you as a blessing. I say why, she said,

1515
01:18:57,560 --> 01:19:00,360
Speaker 1: because I could see your growth. I remember used to

1516
01:19:00,360 --> 01:19:02,640
Speaker 1: come in here, your pants did a second, but you

1517
01:19:02,840 --> 01:19:06,519
Speaker 1: just different. You look the same. I had to look twice.

1518
01:19:06,680 --> 01:19:08,599
Speaker 1: I just knew that was you because of your ass.

1519
01:19:09,680 --> 01:19:11,800
Speaker 1: The old later told me that she sounds proud of you.

1520
01:19:12,320 --> 01:19:14,479
Speaker 1: I used to think. I used to think you hated me.

1521
01:19:15,640 --> 01:19:18,599
Speaker 1: You know. She was like, I ain't what you ain't like.

1522
01:19:18,760 --> 01:19:22,639
Speaker 1: I just ain't like what you was doing. I said, yes, now, yeah,

1523
01:19:24,600 --> 01:19:26,519
Speaker 1: we're bringing you backman. Maybe we gotta do a lot

1524
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Speaker 1: with so we can talk to the fans, you know,

1525
01:19:31,400 --> 01:19:34,080
Speaker 1: like after this release, I just had I feel free,

1526
01:19:34,479 --> 01:19:37,519
Speaker 1: like like that's some the ship I spoke about on her.

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01:19:37,960 --> 01:19:42,400
Speaker 1: I never spoke about this interview. I might have touched

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01:19:42,439 --> 01:19:45,679
Speaker 1: on it, but this is my first time speaking about

1529
01:19:45,680 --> 01:19:50,439
Speaker 1: this like ever. I can't believe I'm like damn and

1530
01:19:50,560 --> 01:19:52,200
Speaker 1: not really said that. But when you live in your

1531
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Speaker 1: spirit and the truth, you make all of the wrong

1532
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Speaker 1: people uncomfortable anyway. So hey, I wasn't made for everybody

1533
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Speaker 1: to like him. If everybody to like you know, big

1534
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Speaker 1: salute to Kevin Gates. Man. You know it is man.

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