WEBVTT - Julian Lennon

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<v Speaker 1>Hello everyone, and welcome to another episode of Inside the

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<v Speaker 1>Studio on iHeart Radio. My name is Jordan Runts Hog,

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<v Speaker 1>but that's enough about me. My guest today is a

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<v Speaker 1>man of many talents. He's a gifted photographer, filmmaker, and

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<v Speaker 1>author who has raised millions for global charitable causes through

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<v Speaker 1>his White Feather Foundation. He's a man on the move,

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<v Speaker 1>but musical talent, you could says in his blood. His

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<v Speaker 1>platinum selling solo debut is a lot reached the upper

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<v Speaker 1>echelons of the charts across the globe on the strength

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<v Speaker 1>of melodic maister works like too Late for Goodbyes, Say

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<v Speaker 1>You're Wrong, and of course the title track. A string

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<v Speaker 1>of well loved albums were to follow, with Help Yourself

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<v Speaker 1>being a personal favorite, and now he's gearing up to

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<v Speaker 1>release his first new record in more than a decade.

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<v Speaker 1>The album in question is called Jude, named for the

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<v Speaker 1>Beatles classic he inspired as a young boy over half

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<v Speaker 1>a century ago. It helps mark a season of reflection

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<v Speaker 1>for the artist, whose relationship with his familiar legacy hasn't

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<v Speaker 1>always been easy. Earlier this year, he staged the fundraiser

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<v Speaker 1>auctioning n f T s based on memorabilia from his

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<v Speaker 1>personal collection heirlooms to him a musical history for the

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<v Speaker 1>rest of us. Days ago, he stunned fans by performing

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<v Speaker 1>his father's song Imagining publicly for the very first time.

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<v Speaker 1>It was part of the Global Citizens Stand Up for

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<v Speaker 1>Ukraine's social media rally campaign, which has already raised ten

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<v Speaker 1>point one billion euros for Ukrainian aid. Though reluctant to

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<v Speaker 1>sing the song for years, the performance proved to be

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<v Speaker 1>a Catharsis forum and a delight for the rest of

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<v Speaker 1>us to say. He's reconciled with his past as a

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<v Speaker 1>little too simplistic, but the joy and lightness of being

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<v Speaker 1>as a parent on Jude, which is due out later

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<v Speaker 1>this year. He announced the album with a stirring double

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<v Speaker 1>a side single, Every Little Moment, backed with Freedom. Both

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<v Speaker 1>are badly needed messages of hope and soulace, much in

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<v Speaker 1>the spirit of Imagine fifty years ago. It's my pleasure

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<v Speaker 1>and privilege to welcome Julian Lennon. I hope you enjoy

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<v Speaker 1>our conversation a fraction as much as I do. Well.

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<v Speaker 1>It is such such an honor to speak to you.

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<v Speaker 1>I've been a fan of yours for for so many years,

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<v Speaker 1>and you you have new music on the way, Jude,

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<v Speaker 1>which I've been privileged to hear, and it is just incredible.

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<v Speaker 1>Um you had the whole album, yes, and it is

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<v Speaker 1>absolutely remarkable. And it sounds like this album has its

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<v Speaker 1>roots back in in some tapes that date back to

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<v Speaker 1>the vlat era. I think, how did this hold correct

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<v Speaker 1>Jude project begin for you? The jew journey? You know, Listen,

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<v Speaker 1>I never stopped doing music one way or another. I

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<v Speaker 1>may leave it alone for a few months here and there,

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<v Speaker 1>or even six months, you know, or even a year sometimes,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's always there, you know. And a couple of

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<v Speaker 1>years ago, um, I was changing business management, and I

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<v Speaker 1>found that they had boxes, literally boxes in their basement

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<v Speaker 1>of all my earlier stuff, I mean real too reels

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<v Speaker 1>of too Late for Goodbyes, a lot, and um all

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<v Speaker 1>the other demos that we put back together in those days.

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<v Speaker 1>I think we were using an old Fostex six track

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<v Speaker 1>or something like that four track I don't even know anymore. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I also found a bunch of cassettes, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, okay, let's say not a bunch of hundreds

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<v Speaker 1>of cassettes, and that that tapes and the elysis twelve

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<v Speaker 1>track tapes and just a whole bunch of stuff, and

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<v Speaker 1>I thought, oh, and they were They've been left just

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<v Speaker 1>in an open dust in the basement, you know, out

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<v Speaker 1>of boxes. This is why, this is why I'm changing

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<v Speaker 1>business management right bringing there, So I m and I

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<v Speaker 1>was praying that they were, that they were going to

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<v Speaker 1>be okay, sent them off to you know, I found

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<v Speaker 1>that what whichever the top digital transfer company was, they

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<v Speaker 1>baked the tapes and then they transfer all of them,

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<v Speaker 1>uh you know into downloadable or c d s or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>And fortunately all the stuff in there was was still

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<v Speaker 1>listenable and or usable as well. So, um, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I've I've found a lot of stuff in there that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm still catalogic, you know, that potential thing, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>good ideas, uh co write ideas this that you know.

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<v Speaker 1>But I came across a few of from thirty years

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<v Speaker 1>ago that when I used to live here in l A,

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<v Speaker 1>when I used to have a little home studio and

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<v Speaker 1>my garage and and even in my little guest bedroom

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<v Speaker 1>at that time, and uh, there were some tracks there

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<v Speaker 1>that I'd always loved, but they never sat right with

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<v Speaker 1>what I was doing at that particular point in time.

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<v Speaker 1>They were kind of I won't say there were one off.

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<v Speaker 1>They were just different grooves and different headspace and they

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<v Speaker 1>just didn't sit with anything I was doing over the

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<v Speaker 1>last thirty years. Um. And so as it was time

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<v Speaker 1>to well, not time, but I was, I was. I

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<v Speaker 1>was planning on, uh, releasing a few things, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>singles and EPs. Maybe that was about it wasn't really

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<v Speaker 1>planning on an album. And uh so I with my

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<v Speaker 1>old my old, oldest best friend in the world, Justin Clayton,

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<v Speaker 1>who co wrote with me on many of the albums

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<v Speaker 1>and went on world tours with me. Um, he'd taken

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<v Speaker 1>an engineering course, so we started going through all this

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<v Speaker 1>stuff and it was a lot easier for him to

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<v Speaker 1>catalog this stuff than for me. You know, I'd be there,

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<v Speaker 1>but he'd be doing all the text stuff. And we

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<v Speaker 1>realized that some of those songs, like every Little Moment

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<v Speaker 1>and not one Night in particular, were you know and

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<v Speaker 1>love Don't Let Me Down. Uh, you know, it was

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<v Speaker 1>anywhere between thirty I mean a mix between thirty twenty

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<v Speaker 1>and ten years of different work and in the process

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<v Speaker 1>of let's say upgrading it, upgrading, the updating the production

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<v Speaker 1>on the tracks, you know, putting new drums with great

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<v Speaker 1>drummers on, you know, new keyboards here and there predominantly

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<v Speaker 1>the track within great nick Um like Every Little moment

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<v Speaker 1>the verse vocals are from thirty plus years ago. Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>same with not One Night, and except the new vogue,

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<v Speaker 1>new new vocals which were done about five years ago

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<v Speaker 1>were on the choruses of every Little moment Um. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I started doing a you know, updating a bunch

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<v Speaker 1>of old stuff. But in the process I started playing

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<v Speaker 1>around with new ideas. And what really took a left

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<v Speaker 1>turn with this why us that when COVID hit, Justin

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<v Speaker 1>had to go back to England where he lives. And

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<v Speaker 1>so we were in the middle of doing stuff and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I think we've finished about five tracks, um

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<v Speaker 1>not mixed, but had ruff mixes. Justin goes back and

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<v Speaker 1>now I'm confronted with the idea that if I want

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<v Speaker 1>to get anything done, I'm probably going to have to

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<v Speaker 1>engineer it myself and do it myself. Um. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>we do a bit of the zoom you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>the audio movers, which is so we can play music

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<v Speaker 1>in real time and stuff and hear each other work.

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<v Speaker 1>But I took on that I started Freedom in fact,

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<v Speaker 1>was the first song that I started to engineer and

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<v Speaker 1>produce myself, just on my own in lockdown. They wondering

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<v Speaker 1>if I can even do it? Yeah, and Freedom came

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<v Speaker 1>out and it had such well I should I say Freedom?

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<v Speaker 1>I I finished Freedom, and I just of the vibe

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<v Speaker 1>that came out of this learning process again of trying

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<v Speaker 1>to create music without really knowing what I was doing,

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<v Speaker 1>and just engineering my way backwards really into figuring what

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<v Speaker 1>to do, and I think out of doing all of

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<v Speaker 1>these older songs and new songs in roughly the same

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<v Speaker 1>time period over the last three or four years. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>there was some semblance of connection there sonically because it's me,

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<v Speaker 1>but it was really Spike uh Stent that the mixer

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<v Speaker 1>that you know, once I had the framework of the

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<v Speaker 1>album and the list and the tyle, passing it on

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<v Speaker 1>to him one track at a time literally over the

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<v Speaker 1>course of a year, which was to mix it was

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<v Speaker 1>was was you know, an effort in a struggle and

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<v Speaker 1>and and difficult. But what I think he brought to

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<v Speaker 1>the table because he has such a specific style too,

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<v Speaker 1>was for me, if I thought I got the best

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<v Speaker 1>out of the rough mixes, you know, and I thought

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<v Speaker 1>there were nine or ten in my my in my

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<v Speaker 1>humble opinion, I think uh, Spike took it up to

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I call what he did a Nigel. He

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<v Speaker 1>turned it up to number A Liven literally. So so

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<v Speaker 1>there's there's a there's a a soundscape that's now built

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<v Speaker 1>because of the way he's taken what we did justin

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<v Speaker 1>I did in the in the in the production, and

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<v Speaker 1>he's just made it. There's not wall of sand, but

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<v Speaker 1>certainly there's a feel and a flow sonically throughout the

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<v Speaker 1>whole thing, even though there's quite a few different song

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<v Speaker 1>types really you know, I mean there really are. It's

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<v Speaker 1>not like the same theme all the way through, but

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<v Speaker 1>again sonically and because it's me doing it, it's a

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<v Speaker 1>there is a connection all the way through. And because

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<v Speaker 1>of the way the order in which the songs were placed.

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<v Speaker 1>Because for me, if you're going to do an album album,

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<v Speaker 1>uh you know, the idea that we're going to do

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<v Speaker 1>vinyl on this, then that then you have to have,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because the true listeners will play the tracks

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<v Speaker 1>all the way through the way they're meant to be.

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<v Speaker 1>And I you know, I'd like to follow Adele and

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<v Speaker 1>in what she did that. If you're going to listen

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<v Speaker 1>to this album, you're listening to it in this particular order.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think that's correct as an artist, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to say, please listen to it the

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<v Speaker 1>way it's meant to meant to be. You know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>sequenced for a reason. You know, we're not just splashing

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<v Speaker 1>paint at the war here. There's this specifics involved here,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, in in your emotional journey that you're tasting.

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<v Speaker 1>I completely agree. I mean, songs hit you in a

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<v Speaker 1>different way depending on how you're feeling, and the music

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<v Speaker 1>of the prior track will completely influence that on the

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<v Speaker 1>um on the release for this record, you've you've called

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<v Speaker 1>it a coming of age album and hearing you talk

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<v Speaker 1>about sort of the learning of of how to to

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<v Speaker 1>engineer on a song like Freedom Again, was that sort

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<v Speaker 1>of something like that that factor into Was that sort

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<v Speaker 1>of why it feels more of a of a coming

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<v Speaker 1>of age? Not really, to be honest with you, it

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<v Speaker 1>was more about, you know, the whole lockdown thing was

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<v Speaker 1>very very heavy. You know, I was I was in

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<v Speaker 1>the South Trench in Monica. It was you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>couldn't leave the house without written paperwork, saying for you

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<v Speaker 1>know that what you're going out for, you were only

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<v Speaker 1>allowed out for one hour, whether that's walking, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>getting some kind of exercise or going to the nearest

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<v Speaker 1>grocery store, and uh, you were only allowed out within

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<v Speaker 1>one kilometer. So it was it was heavy, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>The first I loved it because no cars, no noise,

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<v Speaker 1>but wind in the trees, peace and quiet. It was

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<v Speaker 1>glorious at first. I really, you know, everybody was panicking

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<v Speaker 1>a little. I don't know, it's quite nice and to

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<v Speaker 1>be to be honest with you, I hadn't stayed home

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<v Speaker 1>for more than a few months at a time anyway,

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<v Speaker 1>because they're all was working, traveling, whether it's phot dog

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<v Speaker 1>feed documentaries or whatever, children's consent. You know, the list

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<v Speaker 1>goes on. But this this was very much a moment

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<v Speaker 1>of reflection. You know, a lot of the songs. You know,

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<v Speaker 1>although I'm i'm i'm I'm putting it out there as

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<v Speaker 1>an idea to people as listeners, but you know, it's

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<v Speaker 1>looking in the mirror. Really, I mean, in all honesty,

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<v Speaker 1>it's therapy. It's looking in the mirror. It's asking me

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<v Speaker 1>all those questions that you're hearing about. I mean, that's

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<v Speaker 1>really what this is about. You know. I I always

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<v Speaker 1>write about things that I know or I'm dealing that

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going through. Um, you know, and as I've said

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<v Speaker 1>regarding even every little moment, this is about the internal

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<v Speaker 1>struggles of war that we have with ourselves more than

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<v Speaker 1>anything else. Yes, it reflects upon the world and what

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<v Speaker 1>we have to deal with on the outside, the wars

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<v Speaker 1>that we deal with, But it's mostly about, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if you can fix this first, you know, as they

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<v Speaker 1>always say, you know, you know, if you can fix

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<v Speaker 1>yourself first, if you can love yourself first, then you'll

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<v Speaker 1>be able to love the rest of the world. So

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<v Speaker 1>that is where the basis from all this comes from.

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<v Speaker 1>It's just going through that journey on different slightly different

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<v Speaker 1>musical styles. But you know, so yeah, that's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>That's what I can say really about it in that

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<v Speaker 1>regard that, and also I guess the other thing in

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<v Speaker 1>regards to calling it Jude was that, yeah, it's coming

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<v Speaker 1>of age. In regards to Dad the Beetle's that song, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know number one, especially with imagine as we might

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<v Speaker 1>talk about. You know, I was fearful. I never said

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<v Speaker 1>I would never sing it. I just said you know,

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<v Speaker 1>it'll be one day when the time is right and

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<v Speaker 1>it's appropriate. Um. And so you know a week ago

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<v Speaker 1>when I said, yes, okay, now is the time, I thought, oh, b'ga,

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<v Speaker 1>how am I going to do this? Yeah, because I

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<v Speaker 1>literally for thirty years been afraid for this moment, that

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<v Speaker 1>moment to come. Yeah, because you know, listen, the media

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<v Speaker 1>has been beating me up for the most part for

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<v Speaker 1>you know, thirty years. Um, and I've just been slowly

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<v Speaker 1>but surely. No, I'm not giving up screwed a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of you. I'm doing I'm doing it this way. This

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<v Speaker 1>is why I Also, I delved into so many other

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<v Speaker 1>creative fields because also I wanted a platform of work

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<v Speaker 1>that I knew I was capable of. And you know,

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<v Speaker 1>fortunately I've been very I've had a very lucky run

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<v Speaker 1>with the children's books New York Times best seller Would

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<v Speaker 1>Kiss the Ground, the documentary that was Borderline up for

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<v Speaker 1>an Oscar. But I mean we were close, um, um,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and just the White Feather foundational of the

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<v Speaker 1>work that we do on that front. Um. But it

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<v Speaker 1>was about addressing the song you know, hey Jude, um

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<v Speaker 1>and listening to the words and sort of coming to

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<v Speaker 1>terms with the words and and finally being finding my place,

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<v Speaker 1>especially after doing imagine, at some kind of place of

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<v Speaker 1>peace in my life, i e. Not Being anxious about

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<v Speaker 1>being me anymore, not being anxious or afraid being me anymore,

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<v Speaker 1>coming to terms with being who I am, and being

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<v Speaker 1>who I am on so many levels is June. So

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<v Speaker 1>I figured here and now this is it. I'm chucking

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<v Speaker 1>it all in in a good way, not throwing it away,

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<v Speaker 1>chucking it in and you know, keeping my fingers across

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<v Speaker 1>and or I mean, I've got to say the last

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<v Speaker 1>week ten days has been mind blowing for me because

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<v Speaker 1>I've never had such positive across the board response, not

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<v Speaker 1>only to my dad's so I imagine, but but even

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<v Speaker 1>for the two news songs that have just come out,

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<v Speaker 1>and and uh, you know, we'll continue to throw things

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<v Speaker 1>out there for for for you know, the next few months,

0:16:47.280 --> 0:16:52.880
<v Speaker 1>and then of course kind of autumn time ish will

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<v Speaker 1>be you know, getting the album out there, especially in

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<v Speaker 1>final so you know, it's all good, you know. I

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<v Speaker 1>feel I feel, probably for the first time ever, that

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<v Speaker 1>I can walk around with not being afraid and with

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<v Speaker 1>my head held high, you know, because I've always been

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<v Speaker 1>people have always been kind of weird with me in

0:17:14.080 --> 0:17:16.560
<v Speaker 1>the past, that either staring at you across the room

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<v Speaker 1>or you know, if you go into a particular like

0:17:19.359 --> 0:17:22.359
<v Speaker 1>on the road in the older days, we stopped at

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<v Speaker 1>a diner and you know, they just put Beatles songs

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<v Speaker 1>on to see if I reacted, to see if it

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<v Speaker 1>was me. That's terrible. Really, really, that's what you've got,

0:17:34.480 --> 0:17:37.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, that's all you've got, said, I used to

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<v Speaker 1>I used to have to deal with that crap all

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<v Speaker 1>the frigging time, so it was so frustrating. But really,

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<v Speaker 1>just can't you just come up and say, hey, you Julian,

0:17:46.560 --> 0:17:49.840
<v Speaker 1>you know, and it's you know. So anyway, I'm over

0:17:49.920 --> 0:17:54.520
<v Speaker 1>all of that now. I think I've laid my foundation

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<v Speaker 1>on many levels of what I do and I'm proud

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<v Speaker 1>to big doing everything that I'm doing now. So it's

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<v Speaker 1>a different it's a different world, you know, I'm feeling

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, maybe just a little bit of an adult

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<v Speaker 1>I am. I'm so happy to hear you say that,

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<v Speaker 1>and no, no, but just to hear that that that

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<v Speaker 1>you feel that happiness and you know I was it. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's interesting for me to hear to hear

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<v Speaker 1>that you say you were nervous to do that song because,

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<v Speaker 1>as as a fan of both yours and your father's,

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<v Speaker 1>I think all that we just wanted to to was

0:18:36.359 --> 0:18:41.200
<v Speaker 1>it cathartic for you? I suppose is the question? Massively? Massively?

0:18:41.880 --> 0:18:44.600
<v Speaker 1>I mean, this is why I can walk partly half

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<v Speaker 1>the reason why I can walk around with my headheld high.

0:18:47.840 --> 0:18:52.160
<v Speaker 1>Because you know, again, when I said yes, I thought,

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<v Speaker 1>how the brig am I going to do this? How

0:18:55.440 --> 0:18:57.280
<v Speaker 1>am I going to do it? Where it makes sense

0:18:57.359 --> 0:19:01.119
<v Speaker 1>to me, where it's real to me, it's honest and

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<v Speaker 1>truthful from my perspective. Honor him, but do it. I

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<v Speaker 1>have to find my own way. And the first thing

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<v Speaker 1>I thought at the moment I said yes, I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't do it on piano. Piano gives it a

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<v Speaker 1>certain style of rhythm. It's, you know, a bit of

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<v Speaker 1>a honky donk plunky donk. And I mean, don't get

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<v Speaker 1>me wrong, it's still an incredible, beautiful song in the

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<v Speaker 1>way it was the original, of course, but I needed

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<v Speaker 1>to find a different way. Um and I immediately just thought, okay,

0:19:28.920 --> 0:19:32.160
<v Speaker 1>acoustic guitar. Acoustic guitar that changes the field could give

0:19:32.160 --> 0:19:35.480
<v Speaker 1>it not a swing, but a little more looser than

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<v Speaker 1>the original. And I thought, well, okay, who do I know.

0:19:39.280 --> 0:19:41.359
<v Speaker 1>That's a great guitarist that I can reach out to

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<v Speaker 1>tomorrow for today. Uh and it's free on Tuesday, um

0:19:47.840 --> 0:19:51.359
<v Speaker 1>and um and has a studio and of course no

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<v Speaker 1>bet fot Night had done Karma Police for another charitable

0:19:55.640 --> 0:19:57.959
<v Speaker 1>thing when we were in lockdown, you know, so we

0:19:58.000 --> 0:20:02.400
<v Speaker 1>did the whole video, uh, you know, a continents apart,

0:20:03.040 --> 0:20:05.520
<v Speaker 1>but it worked together, and we worked very well together.

0:20:05.640 --> 0:20:07.679
<v Speaker 1>So I got in touch with him, said no, no,

0:20:08.160 --> 0:20:12.560
<v Speaker 1>imagine Tuesday acoustic guitar. So he said, yeah, great. He

0:20:12.880 --> 0:20:16.000
<v Speaker 1>just flown in. He'd been in the Azores in Portugal,

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<v Speaker 1>which is where he's from. And and so I turned

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<v Speaker 1>up in his house and he hadn't even played the

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<v Speaker 1>song through yet, and so I went, you haven't haven't

0:20:30.080 --> 0:20:33.760
<v Speaker 1>rehearsed it? He said no, you know, I figured we'd

0:20:33.920 --> 0:20:37.720
<v Speaker 1>just do it, you know, ok, let's do it now

0:20:37.920 --> 0:20:40.199
<v Speaker 1>because I got to figure out if it's works or not.

0:20:40.880 --> 0:20:48.359
<v Speaker 1>And anyway, we literally sang it, literally sang it through

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<v Speaker 1>maybe twice, just sitting on the terrace outside, and went, okay,

0:20:53.000 --> 0:20:56.399
<v Speaker 1>like that field, let's just do it. And so we

0:20:56.520 --> 0:20:59.359
<v Speaker 1>go in this little studio. I mean, it's a tiny, little,

0:21:00.080 --> 0:21:04.520
<v Speaker 1>you know studio, and he laid down just one rough

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<v Speaker 1>of the guitar and I came in sang it about

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<v Speaker 1>four times, just picked the best nuances and the most

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<v Speaker 1>honest approach um. And you know, the idea was to

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<v Speaker 1>sing it as as as raw as possible, as as

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<v Speaker 1>true to Dad's version as possible, but with my own nuances.

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<v Speaker 1>My I said, I tend to sit back when I

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<v Speaker 1>sing rather than being on the beat, so I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>a little more loose. I'm not sure if that's the

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<v Speaker 1>right word, but and so you know, and once we've

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<v Speaker 1>done that, I just went, okay, that feels okay, it

0:21:45.280 --> 0:21:51.399
<v Speaker 1>feels right. There are imperfections, without questions, but but leieve

0:21:51.520 --> 0:21:54.520
<v Speaker 1>that because it's real, and I don't want that. This

0:21:54.680 --> 0:21:58.360
<v Speaker 1>cannot be a produced thing, you know, it just has

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<v Speaker 1>to be raw me. No, no, thank you very much.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I booked a studio the next day for

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<v Speaker 1>the idea of a video because we needed one. And

0:22:10.960 --> 0:22:13.960
<v Speaker 1>we go to the studio and there's a great d

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<v Speaker 1>op thor who knew brought him with this company, Atlantis,

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<v Speaker 1>and I just said, I was looking for high contrast,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, different dark light, and the manager of the

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<v Speaker 1>studio said, we we we've got some candles. He comes

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<v Speaker 1>out with like fifty candles, you know, fake. I said,

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<v Speaker 1>can't we get some real ones? So we get the

0:22:40.280 --> 0:22:43.479
<v Speaker 1>real you know, I said, no, you'll burn the place down, okay,

0:22:43.560 --> 0:22:46.119
<v Speaker 1>and understood, I won't burn the place down, but I

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<v Speaker 1>know what you're saying. So so I where the studio is,

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<v Speaker 1>Capital Studios. It's Hollywood, you know, I said, listen, there's

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<v Speaker 1>got to be some shops around here to have the flickering,

0:23:00.080 --> 0:23:03.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, fake candles too. So I sent my poor manager,

0:23:03.680 --> 0:23:07.440
<v Speaker 1>Rebecca out walking the streets, not in that manner of course,

0:23:07.720 --> 0:23:13.280
<v Speaker 1>looking for flickering candles, and she came back with about

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<v Speaker 1>another fifty. So, uh, you know, we just laid them down,

0:23:18.240 --> 0:23:21.280
<v Speaker 1>turn the lights out, and then I thought that we'd

0:23:21.320 --> 0:23:23.560
<v Speaker 1>have something placed around us for a bit more. Luck

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<v Speaker 1>just used the light of the candle. That was it

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<v Speaker 1>the whole thing, um. And luckily with the Capital Studios,

0:23:31.040 --> 0:23:35.399
<v Speaker 1>they had about, you know, thirty mic stands which we

0:23:35.520 --> 0:23:38.919
<v Speaker 1>take the candles onto around the room. But at the

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<v Speaker 1>end of the day, I mean I think we did

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<v Speaker 1>again two or four takes and just cut it together

0:23:46.280 --> 0:23:50.080
<v Speaker 1>and that was it and when we all saw it,

0:23:50.160 --> 0:23:52.680
<v Speaker 1>but you know, the finished thing, we just went that

0:23:52.800 --> 0:23:55.480
<v Speaker 1>you couldn't be more honest or all with the production

0:23:55.560 --> 0:24:00.240
<v Speaker 1>than the way we did it. You know. Anyway, again, Uh,

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<v Speaker 1>the response has just been uh jaw dropping, I mean

0:24:05.000 --> 0:24:10.760
<v Speaker 1>truly jaw dropping, so much so that you know, we

0:24:10.800 --> 0:24:12.960
<v Speaker 1>have to release it as a single, you know, I

0:24:13.000 --> 0:24:16.600
<v Speaker 1>mean talk about timing here. I'm trying to release the

0:24:16.680 --> 0:24:19.080
<v Speaker 1>news new music and this thing is getting in the way.

0:24:19.240 --> 0:24:22.600
<v Speaker 1>Only joking, but we have to release it as a

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<v Speaker 1>single soon. We're just putting all the pieces together to

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<v Speaker 1>make it work because you know, I mean with everything

0:24:32.720 --> 0:24:37.040
<v Speaker 1>going to uh stand up for Ukraine and other refugees

0:24:37.080 --> 0:24:40.119
<v Speaker 1>around the world, so that that's the idea that we

0:24:40.240 --> 0:24:42.119
<v Speaker 1>throw it out there, all the money goes to that

0:24:42.600 --> 0:24:46.160
<v Speaker 1>A S A p M. Because it would be stupid,

0:24:46.200 --> 0:24:49.720
<v Speaker 1>not too so. Not that that's competing with the other work,

0:24:50.640 --> 0:24:53.160
<v Speaker 1>with the other new work. In fact, I think they're

0:24:53.160 --> 0:24:56.840
<v Speaker 1>embracing each other. And that's the kind of feeling and

0:24:56.960 --> 0:25:00.320
<v Speaker 1>response I'm getting, uh, you know from the I'm like,

0:25:00.480 --> 0:25:03.760
<v Speaker 1>I'm looking at all social platforms and just read through

0:25:03.800 --> 0:25:08.240
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like, wow, Okay, this is great. This is great.

0:25:08.440 --> 0:25:12.320
<v Speaker 1>You know, I don't think I've been so widely accepted ever,

0:25:12.760 --> 0:25:16.080
<v Speaker 1>So I'm happy with that for a change. And the

0:25:16.240 --> 0:25:19.760
<v Speaker 1>great thing is, you know, if I've gone out, you know,

0:25:19.880 --> 0:25:23.040
<v Speaker 1>out and about, you know, I thought, okay, it might

0:25:23.080 --> 0:25:25.240
<v Speaker 1>be weird and might get botton again. I'm going to

0:25:25.359 --> 0:25:30.160
<v Speaker 1>keep the mask on to go shopping in some places

0:25:30.200 --> 0:25:36.560
<v Speaker 1>I do. But funnily enough, people, anybody that has running

0:25:36.600 --> 0:25:38.800
<v Speaker 1>to me is just said, love the new stuff, love

0:25:38.840 --> 0:25:46.120
<v Speaker 1>the magic. I'm going that's great, thank you on one's

0:25:46.119 --> 0:25:49.119
<v Speaker 1>and upwards. That's what I said. So it's been you know,

0:25:49.280 --> 0:25:52.760
<v Speaker 1>it's been magical. I've said it's been magical, probably for

0:25:52.800 --> 0:26:08.400
<v Speaker 1>the first time I ever like that, so well deserved.

0:26:08.440 --> 0:26:10.720
<v Speaker 1>It's a it's a beautiful thing you're doing, and it's

0:26:10.760 --> 0:26:15.560
<v Speaker 1>a beautiful version of your dad's song and beautiful new music.

0:26:15.600 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I just the new record is just so astonishing.

0:26:19.240 --> 0:26:20.879
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to ask you mean you mentioned this earlier

0:26:20.920 --> 0:26:24.440
<v Speaker 1>that you know, you're obviously an incredibly accomplished photographer and filmmaker,

0:26:24.520 --> 0:26:27.960
<v Speaker 1>both art forms that require a gift for observation. I

0:26:28.000 --> 0:26:32.200
<v Speaker 1>was wondering if the same applied to uh to your songwriting.

0:26:32.560 --> 0:26:35.920
<v Speaker 1>Do you get more inspiration from looking outward or looking inward,

0:26:36.880 --> 0:26:42.680
<v Speaker 1>but both listen. Predominantly the stuff is written about my experiences,

0:26:43.080 --> 0:26:45.320
<v Speaker 1>what I've gone through, what I'm going through. But it's

0:26:45.359 --> 0:26:48.760
<v Speaker 1>of course observation of friends and other people that I

0:26:49.440 --> 0:26:51.280
<v Speaker 1>see what they're doing and what they're dealing with and

0:26:51.400 --> 0:26:55.680
<v Speaker 1>what they're going through. Um, you know, so it was

0:26:56.119 --> 0:26:59.280
<v Speaker 1>both ways. I don't overthink it, you know, just if

0:26:59.320 --> 0:27:01.280
<v Speaker 1>something comes to mind, I'll just run with it and

0:27:03.480 --> 0:27:06.400
<v Speaker 1>try and make it work as a piece, as a poem,

0:27:06.480 --> 0:27:12.960
<v Speaker 1>as a song, as a you know, uh uh for

0:27:13.040 --> 0:27:16.240
<v Speaker 1>me again, for me, it has to mean something. It's

0:27:16.280 --> 0:27:19.560
<v Speaker 1>and also with most things I do, you know, I

0:27:19.600 --> 0:27:21.800
<v Speaker 1>look at it like cooking because I'm a closet chere

0:27:22.520 --> 0:27:27.280
<v Speaker 1>uh and ye know, it's about adding the right ingredients

0:27:27.359 --> 0:27:33.320
<v Speaker 1>for me, at least for a song. Um yeah, whatever

0:27:33.359 --> 0:27:38.560
<v Speaker 1>you're saying lyrically has to have to the sound and

0:27:39.000 --> 0:27:42.000
<v Speaker 1>motion of the track has to The melody has to

0:27:42.040 --> 0:27:46.280
<v Speaker 1>send that same message. The song has the same the

0:27:46.320 --> 0:27:49.760
<v Speaker 1>same message. The music has to say the same message,

0:27:49.960 --> 0:27:52.280
<v Speaker 1>so that if you played the melody or the lyrics

0:27:52.359 --> 0:27:55.399
<v Speaker 1>or the song independently, they would all give you the

0:27:55.440 --> 0:28:00.800
<v Speaker 1>same feeling. And when all those three or whatever amount development.

0:28:00.960 --> 0:28:04.320
<v Speaker 1>When all of that comes together, that's when I get

0:28:04.359 --> 0:28:07.920
<v Speaker 1>goose sponsed to go, oh yes, that feels okay. If

0:28:07.920 --> 0:28:10.560
<v Speaker 1>I feel that somebody else has got to feel that,

0:28:10.800 --> 0:28:14.080
<v Speaker 1>come on please, So that's you know, that's where it's at.

0:28:14.160 --> 0:28:17.960
<v Speaker 1>That's how I how I do think. Is there for you?

0:28:17.960 --> 0:28:19.680
<v Speaker 1>You're gonna hang up on me for asking this question?

0:28:19.800 --> 0:28:22.119
<v Speaker 1>Is there an element of superstition involved for you? Is

0:28:22.160 --> 0:28:24.960
<v Speaker 1>there a time of day that you feel is your

0:28:25.040 --> 0:28:27.199
<v Speaker 1>your your time to write, or a special instrument that

0:28:27.240 --> 0:28:28.680
<v Speaker 1>you feel is I don't want to call it a

0:28:28.760 --> 0:28:30.800
<v Speaker 1>lucky instrument, but is there is there some sort of

0:28:30.800 --> 0:28:36.320
<v Speaker 1>supernatural element to songwriting for you? Um? With everything I

0:28:36.400 --> 0:28:41.080
<v Speaker 1>do again, has it has? Number one? It has to

0:28:41.080 --> 0:28:46.600
<v Speaker 1>be organic. Can't be it pushed issue creatively, can't do it,

0:28:46.680 --> 0:28:49.719
<v Speaker 1>don't want to do it. Didn't that if I if

0:28:49.760 --> 0:28:52.440
<v Speaker 1>I try to do that, it doesn't feel real to me.

0:28:53.640 --> 0:28:57.760
<v Speaker 1>Uh so yeah, That's why I say that I can

0:28:57.840 --> 0:29:03.600
<v Speaker 1>go without, you know, writing and recording for months, you know,

0:29:03.800 --> 0:29:07.280
<v Speaker 1>just if it doesn't if it's not doing something for me.

0:29:07.680 --> 0:29:09.959
<v Speaker 1>And that's why that's why I'm happy I've found so

0:29:10.040 --> 0:29:13.840
<v Speaker 1>many other outlets Because if that's not working for me.

0:29:13.920 --> 0:29:17.440
<v Speaker 1>Now I'm going to go and do that. Um, I

0:29:17.520 --> 0:29:20.600
<v Speaker 1>need to find one outlet that just says, lie on

0:29:20.640 --> 0:29:25.160
<v Speaker 1>the beach, say for for a month, don't do anything,

0:29:25.840 --> 0:29:29.000
<v Speaker 1>give yourself a bloody rest, will you. That's what I need.

0:29:29.000 --> 0:29:32.320
<v Speaker 1>That outlet like on a plane to an island. That's

0:29:32.360 --> 0:29:35.960
<v Speaker 1>what I did with no no stress. At some point

0:29:36.040 --> 0:29:39.600
<v Speaker 1>I'll get there soon. Would you actually enjoy that? Or

0:29:39.600 --> 0:29:41.640
<v Speaker 1>would you get there and think, okay, all right, I

0:29:41.680 --> 0:29:42.959
<v Speaker 1>need to I need to work on a book now,

0:29:43.040 --> 0:29:45.040
<v Speaker 1>or I need to work in a film or something,

0:29:45.600 --> 0:29:48.320
<v Speaker 1>you know. Funnily enough, it's like what I what I

0:29:48.400 --> 0:29:50.960
<v Speaker 1>do love to do is either get on a motorbike

0:29:50.960 --> 0:29:54.760
<v Speaker 1>because I'm a biker, have always been since my teens.

0:29:56.280 --> 0:30:00.880
<v Speaker 1>Either that or a convertible weather permitting, of course. Uh.

0:30:01.280 --> 0:30:05.720
<v Speaker 1>And I love going for drives, you know. Uh. My

0:30:05.920 --> 0:30:10.480
<v Speaker 1>thing wherever I go for for the first time, you know,

0:30:10.520 --> 0:30:13.400
<v Speaker 1>I look at him at once and then throw it

0:30:13.400 --> 0:30:18.120
<v Speaker 1>away and then discover where I am and I'll just drive.

0:30:18.160 --> 0:30:22.160
<v Speaker 1>I'll take a camera with me. It's like a few

0:30:22.240 --> 0:30:24.239
<v Speaker 1>years ago when I was here and I had an

0:30:24.280 --> 0:30:27.200
<v Speaker 1>afternoon enough and I kept hearing about the Sultan Sea.

0:30:27.360 --> 0:30:30.680
<v Speaker 1>So I just went. I just went for the afternoon,

0:30:31.200 --> 0:30:34.280
<v Speaker 1>drove there, fell in love with it, had my camera

0:30:34.400 --> 0:30:36.680
<v Speaker 1>with me. Now I've got a whole collection of Sultan

0:30:36.760 --> 0:30:40.400
<v Speaker 1>Tea images that I absolutely adore. Almost run out of

0:30:40.400 --> 0:30:43.440
<v Speaker 1>petrol in the mini in the middle of blackness and

0:30:43.640 --> 0:30:45.480
<v Speaker 1>was worried that I was going to be taken in

0:30:45.520 --> 0:30:49.800
<v Speaker 1>the back somewhere whatever that means. But you know, fortunately

0:30:50.040 --> 0:30:52.880
<v Speaker 1>I found a guest station. Or I've been running on

0:30:52.920 --> 0:30:55.600
<v Speaker 1>empty for a long time. So I like risks and

0:30:55.760 --> 0:31:01.040
<v Speaker 1>challenge sometimes, you know, I don't. I like again, I

0:31:01.120 --> 0:31:05.200
<v Speaker 1>like things happening organically. If it's if it's scheduled or

0:31:05.200 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 1>it's planned, I'm not really interested, you know. In fact,

0:31:08.440 --> 0:31:13.120
<v Speaker 1>I get anxious from planned an organized things. Really truly,

0:31:13.840 --> 0:31:16.480
<v Speaker 1>It's like waking up in the morning. If I if

0:31:16.520 --> 0:31:19.400
<v Speaker 1>I can't wake up naturally, you're going to get me

0:31:19.400 --> 0:31:24.280
<v Speaker 1>in a funny mood all day, no alarms. Oh, I agree,

0:31:24.960 --> 0:31:30.200
<v Speaker 1>if only, if only? But yeah, you know, that's that's

0:31:30.240 --> 0:31:32.600
<v Speaker 1>the dream when I'm on when I'm on my own

0:31:32.680 --> 0:31:36.200
<v Speaker 1>working schedule, is wake up when you wake up naturally,

0:31:36.360 --> 0:31:41.760
<v Speaker 1>and okay, let's go. You know, I I'm not sure

0:31:41.800 --> 0:31:44.960
<v Speaker 1>I might be reading more into this than you intended.

0:31:45.000 --> 0:31:49.520
<v Speaker 1>But I loved the opening track save Me, especially of Jude,

0:31:49.880 --> 0:31:52.120
<v Speaker 1>and I thought it was an interesting sentiment given your

0:31:52.160 --> 0:31:55.280
<v Speaker 1>your previous song and album Help Yourself. I wasn't sure

0:31:55.360 --> 0:31:58.520
<v Speaker 1>quite how much they were in conversation with each other,

0:31:58.640 --> 0:32:01.720
<v Speaker 1>or if there was any connection. It's all in conversation

0:32:01.800 --> 0:32:07.200
<v Speaker 1>with each other. I believe you me Um uh yeah,

0:32:07.240 --> 0:32:10.720
<v Speaker 1>I mean again, it's it's all. It's all about looking

0:32:10.720 --> 0:32:13.680
<v Speaker 1>in the mirror and questioning yourself and trying to figure out,

0:32:15.440 --> 0:32:18.840
<v Speaker 1>how do you balance this weird life, this weird existence,

0:32:18.920 --> 0:32:22.120
<v Speaker 1>this weird world. How do you make it work? Where

0:32:22.120 --> 0:32:24.959
<v Speaker 1>you're not? You don't wake up fearful and full of

0:32:25.040 --> 0:32:29.800
<v Speaker 1>anxiety every morning, which is something I've lived with for

0:32:29.840 --> 0:32:33.960
<v Speaker 1>a long time. There was a few years back before

0:32:34.040 --> 0:32:37.520
<v Speaker 1>COVID that I woke up with pure just fear in

0:32:37.560 --> 0:32:42.040
<v Speaker 1>my heart for the day and anxiety just you know,

0:32:42.240 --> 0:32:47.080
<v Speaker 1>just what what's going to be thrown at me today. Um.

0:32:47.240 --> 0:32:50.080
<v Speaker 1>But all of the questions that I've presented to myself,

0:32:50.120 --> 0:32:54.920
<v Speaker 1>I think I've I've found a pathway through that. I

0:32:54.960 --> 0:32:57.680
<v Speaker 1>can't say specifically what those things are, but a lot

0:32:57.720 --> 0:33:02.680
<v Speaker 1>of it comes down to and there won't say specific meditation.

0:33:02.720 --> 0:33:06.160
<v Speaker 1>But it's about it's about taking a minute out to breathe,

0:33:06.640 --> 0:33:10.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, to really just say, shut it all out,

0:33:11.120 --> 0:33:16.080
<v Speaker 1>somewhere nice and quiet and just free focus on the

0:33:16.160 --> 0:33:18.720
<v Speaker 1>moment and that it will go and think about the

0:33:18.720 --> 0:33:22.080
<v Speaker 1>things that are really important and that really matter. And

0:33:22.120 --> 0:33:25.600
<v Speaker 1>when you do that, you realize that the rest really

0:33:25.640 --> 0:33:28.120
<v Speaker 1>doesn't matter. I mean, it does, but not in the

0:33:28.240 --> 0:33:32.480
<v Speaker 1>way that it should affect you, you know that. Uh.

0:33:33.200 --> 0:33:35.320
<v Speaker 1>I mean, obviously we were aware of the world around

0:33:35.400 --> 0:33:38.400
<v Speaker 1>us and the problems we face, and the fact that

0:33:38.440 --> 0:33:42.640
<v Speaker 1>it seems that for thousands of years we haven't learned anything,

0:33:43.080 --> 0:33:46.240
<v Speaker 1>which that which is staggering, especially now when we have

0:33:46.440 --> 0:33:51.360
<v Speaker 1>more available means of communication and learning, and we're still

0:33:51.680 --> 0:33:57.400
<v Speaker 1>bloody idiots. You know, it's unbelievable. It's mind boggling, you know.

0:33:58.000 --> 0:34:03.360
<v Speaker 1>Uh yeah, I'll leave that one at that one. How

0:34:03.400 --> 0:34:05.320
<v Speaker 1>do you quiet your mind though, for those times of

0:34:05.320 --> 0:34:07.520
<v Speaker 1>the day when you're when you're taking a moment to breathe,

0:34:07.560 --> 0:34:10.000
<v Speaker 1>because I'm I know I struggle with that, and I'm

0:34:10.040 --> 0:34:12.319
<v Speaker 1>sure so many other people do as well. But the

0:34:12.360 --> 0:34:14.960
<v Speaker 1>moment that they should be taking to to take and

0:34:15.000 --> 0:34:17.080
<v Speaker 1>have a breath, I think, oh well, I could take

0:34:17.200 --> 0:34:18.799
<v Speaker 1>this moment to actually do all the things that are

0:34:18.840 --> 0:34:21.600
<v Speaker 1>stressing me out. And how do you quiet those thoughts

0:34:21.600 --> 0:34:24.319
<v Speaker 1>and actually have that moment be something that replenishes you.

0:34:25.080 --> 0:34:30.040
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes it's very difficult, you know. I mean one of

0:34:30.080 --> 0:34:33.200
<v Speaker 1>my results was again as I said, getting in the

0:34:33.239 --> 0:34:36.160
<v Speaker 1>car and going for a drive, putting some music on,

0:34:36.239 --> 0:34:42.799
<v Speaker 1>looking at some different scenery. Um, that ninety of the

0:34:42.840 --> 0:34:45.160
<v Speaker 1>time works. But there are some times that it just

0:34:45.880 --> 0:34:51.840
<v Speaker 1>that anxiety of that fear just doesn't disappear. And I think, again,

0:34:52.080 --> 0:34:56.200
<v Speaker 1>as you just mentioned, I think doing stuff, getting the

0:34:56.320 --> 0:35:02.239
<v Speaker 1>list out of the way, whatever that says, whatever it

0:35:02.320 --> 0:35:05.720
<v Speaker 1>means on a personal or working level or business level,

0:35:06.480 --> 0:35:11.480
<v Speaker 1>or again looking in the mirror and just going okay, okay, yeah,

0:35:11.680 --> 0:35:19.120
<v Speaker 1>talking sense into yourself sometimes you know. Um, but I think, yeah,

0:35:18.880 --> 0:35:22.960
<v Speaker 1>I you know, I think it's not This is why

0:35:23.000 --> 0:35:27.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm such a doer, is because because if I don't

0:35:27.520 --> 0:35:32.200
<v Speaker 1>get things done, you know they're on the list, then

0:35:32.239 --> 0:35:35.240
<v Speaker 1>it stresses me out. You know, it just does. It's

0:35:35.280 --> 0:35:40.279
<v Speaker 1>an accumulative thing that can build to horrific levels. But

0:35:41.600 --> 0:35:44.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, this is why I like to call Monday

0:35:45.239 --> 0:35:53.880
<v Speaker 1>second Sunday. I'm taking that that's good because no question

0:35:53.920 --> 0:35:58.240
<v Speaker 1>about it. Even if I tell everybody to leave me alone,

0:35:59.120 --> 0:36:01.960
<v Speaker 1>somebody will be touched with me about work over the weekend.

0:36:02.080 --> 0:36:05.880
<v Speaker 1>And so funnily enough, I try as much as I

0:36:05.920 --> 0:36:09.080
<v Speaker 1>can to block out Monday so that it becomes it

0:36:09.200 --> 0:36:12.240
<v Speaker 1>really becomes you know, the world's open and doing stuff,

0:36:12.400 --> 0:36:15.640
<v Speaker 1>but I have time to breathe and do things, and

0:36:15.680 --> 0:36:19.400
<v Speaker 1>then Tuesday come into it full time. And you know,

0:36:19.600 --> 0:36:22.200
<v Speaker 1>isn't there this whole new thing. At least the Japanese

0:36:22.200 --> 0:36:24.279
<v Speaker 1>have been doing it for a long time, you know,

0:36:24.360 --> 0:36:27.480
<v Speaker 1>And a lot of companies are considering this is making

0:36:27.480 --> 0:36:31.960
<v Speaker 1>it a three four day work week, because not only

0:36:32.000 --> 0:36:35.239
<v Speaker 1>does this allow you a greater amount of rest of

0:36:35.360 --> 0:36:39.400
<v Speaker 1>breathing and time with your family, living, et cetera. But

0:36:40.920 --> 0:36:44.879
<v Speaker 1>you know it it distresses people because you know, we've

0:36:45.520 --> 0:36:48.840
<v Speaker 1>a weekend is a spec in the in the moment

0:36:48.920 --> 0:36:51.520
<v Speaker 1>of time, and all we do is we're working. We're

0:36:51.520 --> 0:36:54.120
<v Speaker 1>just bloody working non stuff. And then you you know,

0:36:54.200 --> 0:36:58.759
<v Speaker 1>you're you're supposed to retire it whatever, age sixty six,

0:37:00.000 --> 0:37:01.799
<v Speaker 1>and then you've got, you know, a few years left

0:37:01.840 --> 0:37:07.920
<v Speaker 1>to enjoy what you know, you're falling down. You you

0:37:07.960 --> 0:37:11.640
<v Speaker 1>can't see anything or hear anything anymore. What's that about? No,

0:37:11.920 --> 0:37:15.240
<v Speaker 1>So you know, and also they've they've proved that work

0:37:15.280 --> 0:37:18.960
<v Speaker 1>efficiency is through the roof when people have more time

0:37:19.000 --> 0:37:22.480
<v Speaker 1>with their friends and family and have moments to enjoy life. So,

0:37:23.360 --> 0:37:26.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, people and then you're determined that you have

0:37:26.239 --> 0:37:29.560
<v Speaker 1>this time period, which just go for it. And I'm

0:37:29.680 --> 0:37:34.120
<v Speaker 1>kind of borderline that, you know. So, um, it works.

0:37:34.200 --> 0:37:37.839
<v Speaker 1>It's working for me, that's for sure. You know. Uh.

0:37:38.040 --> 0:37:41.640
<v Speaker 1>Obviously there are schedules sometimes that you can't change, but

0:37:41.760 --> 0:37:44.279
<v Speaker 1>for the most part, you know, I can get my

0:37:44.440 --> 0:37:47.640
<v Speaker 1>second Sunday. I'm going for it. You know, this either

0:37:47.680 --> 0:37:51.000
<v Speaker 1>feels like a very appropriate or very inappropriate segue. But

0:37:51.000 --> 0:37:53.760
<v Speaker 1>but do you have plans to do? You have plans

0:37:53.800 --> 0:38:00.479
<v Speaker 1>to to toward you? Um? Are you listening? Thought about

0:38:00.520 --> 0:38:03.600
<v Speaker 1>it for years again, um. But the thing was that

0:38:03.680 --> 0:38:07.400
<v Speaker 1>I again I said to myself anywhere I really got

0:38:07.440 --> 0:38:10.560
<v Speaker 1>on the road again. I came up with an idea

0:38:10.800 --> 0:38:14.760
<v Speaker 1>literally about twenty years ago. A friend of mine and I, UM,

0:38:15.040 --> 0:38:19.960
<v Speaker 1>I wanted to do things differently, and so I thought,

0:38:20.040 --> 0:38:22.880
<v Speaker 1>you know, we're also tied in with the White Feather Foundation,

0:38:23.040 --> 0:38:27.960
<v Speaker 1>So I thought, okay, performing arts centers different cities around

0:38:28.000 --> 0:38:30.640
<v Speaker 1>the world, I'm not one that likes to go out,

0:38:31.120 --> 0:38:34.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, repeatedly and just doing that. I don't. I

0:38:34.239 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 1>don't have that interest or drive. I'd rather be going

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:41.919
<v Speaker 1>to Africa and taking photographs, you know, and seeing new

0:38:41.960 --> 0:38:47.799
<v Speaker 1>worlds and and meeting new cultures. So, you know, I

0:38:47.840 --> 0:38:52.439
<v Speaker 1>think we will get around too, probably next year. There's

0:38:52.480 --> 0:38:54.560
<v Speaker 1>a few things coming up this year that are like

0:38:54.760 --> 0:38:58.960
<v Speaker 1>one off with charity with orchestras that that we're looking

0:38:59.000 --> 0:39:03.320
<v Speaker 1>at right now. Um But I do like the idea

0:39:03.360 --> 0:39:08.520
<v Speaker 1>of doing something in in in UH again in performing

0:39:08.640 --> 0:39:12.800
<v Speaker 1>arts theaters with partial or full orchestra, you know, tied

0:39:12.840 --> 0:39:17.040
<v Speaker 1>in with White Feather Foundation, UM, tied in the idea

0:39:17.239 --> 0:39:22.520
<v Speaker 1>making that we raise the issues, the biggest issues of

0:39:22.560 --> 0:39:25.640
<v Speaker 1>the problems in each of the location we've played and

0:39:25.760 --> 0:39:29.520
<v Speaker 1>we do the idea is to involve local TV and

0:39:29.640 --> 0:39:33.600
<v Speaker 1>radio competitions for the best artwork, the best photography, that

0:39:34.160 --> 0:39:39.239
<v Speaker 1>and the other, and that the work UH that is

0:39:40.120 --> 0:39:45.200
<v Speaker 1>sent in is judged and by a panel, and that

0:39:45.840 --> 0:39:48.799
<v Speaker 1>in the foyer of the places and cities that we

0:39:48.880 --> 0:39:51.840
<v Speaker 1>play is the best of the best of the local

0:39:52.239 --> 0:39:57.200
<v Speaker 1>art scene, from photography, sculptures to you name it. So

0:39:58.000 --> 0:40:04.960
<v Speaker 1>um so making the competition through radio, through TV, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera,

0:40:05.120 --> 0:40:09.000
<v Speaker 1>to to involve all of the local community and make

0:40:09.040 --> 0:40:13.560
<v Speaker 1>it you know, I think, rather than just hello, tor

0:40:13.640 --> 0:40:18.360
<v Speaker 1>bus rolls in. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, so yeah, that's that's

0:40:18.480 --> 0:40:22.520
<v Speaker 1>my idea of doing something a bit more special, a

0:40:22.560 --> 0:40:25.640
<v Speaker 1>bit more unique, and a bit more different and uh

0:40:25.960 --> 0:40:28.560
<v Speaker 1>and doing good for the local community at the same time.

0:40:48.400 --> 0:40:51.440
<v Speaker 1>A few years back, you had um an exhibit of

0:40:51.480 --> 0:40:55.239
<v Speaker 1>your your i'll call umn your family heirlooms in Liverpool

0:40:55.280 --> 0:40:57.800
<v Speaker 1>for the White Feather Foundation. Do you have any plans

0:40:57.800 --> 0:40:59.440
<v Speaker 1>to do that in the States. I know there was

0:40:59.480 --> 0:41:03.960
<v Speaker 1>some complecations there, I think, Well, I mean COVID was accomplicated. Well, yeah,

0:41:03.960 --> 0:41:08.640
<v Speaker 1>that is also smaller. I you know, I collected a

0:41:08.680 --> 0:41:12.640
<v Speaker 1>fair amount of memorabilious stuff over the last thirty years,

0:41:12.680 --> 0:41:17.799
<v Speaker 1>predominantly uh Dad's stuff that was linked to me in

0:41:17.840 --> 0:41:21.000
<v Speaker 1>a very personal way, and it was more about collecting.

0:41:22.000 --> 0:41:24.839
<v Speaker 1>But I still plan to have a family one day

0:41:24.880 --> 0:41:27.600
<v Speaker 1>and just haven't found the right loony to hang with

0:41:27.840 --> 0:41:35.960
<v Speaker 1>just yet. Um. But she's out there somewhere. Um. But yeah, no,

0:41:36.080 --> 0:41:39.040
<v Speaker 1>it was it was about you know, heritage and legacy

0:41:39.040 --> 0:41:42.279
<v Speaker 1>and passing that on too. Hopefully my kids one day,

0:41:42.719 --> 0:41:47.520
<v Speaker 1>whenever that happens. But I haven't given up hope. But anyway,

0:41:47.560 --> 0:41:49.680
<v Speaker 1>so that was what it was all about. Original and

0:41:49.680 --> 0:41:53.680
<v Speaker 1>then there was a few people's items that one. But

0:41:53.840 --> 0:41:57.560
<v Speaker 1>that's an expensive world now, you know. Again, people think

0:41:57.880 --> 0:42:00.160
<v Speaker 1>that I've had a lot of money from the get go,

0:42:00.360 --> 0:42:03.719
<v Speaker 1>but I mean, I you know, when we were moms separating,

0:42:05.480 --> 0:42:08.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, we've got a little something. But anyway, it

0:42:08.120 --> 0:42:11.200
<v Speaker 1>doesn't cover the cost of a memorabilia, that's for sure.

0:42:13.000 --> 0:42:16.759
<v Speaker 1>So uh yeah, I've got a good collection together. And

0:42:16.800 --> 0:42:19.080
<v Speaker 1>we did tour it a little bit, as you said,

0:42:19.120 --> 0:42:22.880
<v Speaker 1>in Liverpool, which was great, probably the best spot for

0:42:22.960 --> 0:42:26.399
<v Speaker 1>it at that time ever really, and then a few

0:42:26.440 --> 0:42:29.400
<v Speaker 1>other countries and and I had plans to bring it

0:42:29.440 --> 0:42:33.080
<v Speaker 1>out here from museum, a couple of museums we were

0:42:33.080 --> 0:42:37.960
<v Speaker 1>talking to um and then you know, COVID and a

0:42:38.000 --> 0:42:42.000
<v Speaker 1>few other issues came into play as well. And I

0:42:42.680 --> 0:42:44.400
<v Speaker 1>so this is why the whole n f T thing

0:42:44.520 --> 0:42:46.440
<v Speaker 1>came out of it. I said, Okay, what's another way

0:42:46.440 --> 0:42:49.719
<v Speaker 1>of sharing what I have. I can't I can't tour

0:42:49.800 --> 0:42:52.600
<v Speaker 1>this stuff. And I hated being locked up in just

0:42:52.719 --> 0:42:55.720
<v Speaker 1>a vault, in a bank vault somewhere, what's the point

0:42:55.760 --> 0:42:59.040
<v Speaker 1>in having it, you know, So okay, this is another way,

0:42:59.200 --> 0:43:03.320
<v Speaker 1>it's another artistic platform. You know, we're the proportion go

0:43:03.440 --> 0:43:07.280
<v Speaker 1>to White Feather Foundation to that being the main thrust

0:43:07.320 --> 0:43:10.360
<v Speaker 1>and crups behind this because then I can keep working

0:43:10.360 --> 0:43:14.399
<v Speaker 1>on all the u because we only go through uh

0:43:14.600 --> 0:43:18.840
<v Speaker 1>a White Feather We just don't. We survived through donations

0:43:19.360 --> 0:43:22.360
<v Speaker 1>from the public, so we don't have any major sponsors

0:43:22.400 --> 0:43:24.799
<v Speaker 1>this that ne other. It's the people out There's the

0:43:24.880 --> 0:43:27.640
<v Speaker 1>fans out there that keep us alive and doing all

0:43:27.640 --> 0:43:31.840
<v Speaker 1>the good work that we do. So um, yes, so

0:43:31.920 --> 0:43:33.719
<v Speaker 1>the n f T thing came along. I think I'll

0:43:33.719 --> 0:43:37.120
<v Speaker 1>probably do a couple of more tied in with with

0:43:37.120 --> 0:43:40.200
<v Speaker 1>with some of the stuff I'm doing now. Who knows

0:43:40.280 --> 0:43:45.080
<v Speaker 1>what else. You know, we're just talking, but you know,

0:43:45.120 --> 0:43:47.560
<v Speaker 1>there are there's some great, great possibilities out then. Of

0:43:47.600 --> 0:43:52.200
<v Speaker 1>course I welcome the idea of being able to to

0:43:52.200 --> 0:43:55.239
<v Speaker 1>to tour that show, you know, in a couple of

0:43:55.280 --> 0:43:58.880
<v Speaker 1>cities through the US and around the world. So you know,

0:43:59.400 --> 0:44:02.480
<v Speaker 1>it's it's on a list. It's just had my hands full.

0:44:06.360 --> 0:44:09.359
<v Speaker 1>So you know, well we'll get to it. We'll get

0:44:09.400 --> 0:44:12.080
<v Speaker 1>to it. Oh, the n f t s were so interesting.

0:44:12.239 --> 0:44:15.680
<v Speaker 1>You you have such an incredible collection. I loved that

0:44:15.680 --> 0:44:18.400
<v Speaker 1>that Les Paul with the ruby glued to it and

0:44:18.440 --> 0:44:20.640
<v Speaker 1>the plague. I mean, how cool is that that was?

0:44:20.719 --> 0:44:23.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean I hadn't seen I hadn't seen that like

0:44:23.360 --> 0:44:26.239
<v Speaker 1>twenty years because it was in a bloody voult, you know,

0:44:26.640 --> 0:44:28.600
<v Speaker 1>just keeping safe. I didn't want to keep it at

0:44:28.640 --> 0:44:31.759
<v Speaker 1>home because then who knows what can happen then? And

0:44:32.680 --> 0:44:35.440
<v Speaker 1>but yeah, and I like the thing with the n

0:44:35.520 --> 0:44:36.960
<v Speaker 1>F T s. I did want to make it different

0:44:37.040 --> 0:44:40.000
<v Speaker 1>from anybody else. But thought, okay, well you can't just

0:44:40.080 --> 0:44:42.840
<v Speaker 1>have a picture just spinning right. What they all was

0:44:42.920 --> 0:44:47.799
<v Speaker 1>that I wouldn't want that. So I thought, okay, what

0:44:47.840 --> 0:44:50.800
<v Speaker 1>would I want? Okay, how about it a bit? But

0:44:51.239 --> 0:44:55.080
<v Speaker 1>the background story, right, you know, not only you know,

0:44:55.239 --> 0:44:58.480
<v Speaker 1>just write a piece about what it means, where it

0:44:58.520 --> 0:45:02.799
<v Speaker 1>came from, what the think is to me, and let

0:45:02.840 --> 0:45:05.799
<v Speaker 1>me read it. And so that's where they took on

0:45:05.800 --> 0:45:08.880
<v Speaker 1>a whole new platform for me and a whole new idea.

0:45:09.480 --> 0:45:13.719
<v Speaker 1>Is making it far more interesting for me as far

0:45:13.760 --> 0:45:17.799
<v Speaker 1>as NFPs go. There's having that one off vocal experience

0:45:17.840 --> 0:45:23.239
<v Speaker 1>on each of the items. Um. But but also you know,

0:45:23.280 --> 0:45:26.480
<v Speaker 1>tying in white feather in such a way that that

0:45:27.040 --> 0:45:31.120
<v Speaker 1>as long as that was perpetually, you know, making money

0:45:31.239 --> 0:45:34.920
<v Speaker 1>from sale or resale or whatever, white feather would survive,

0:45:35.560 --> 0:45:38.600
<v Speaker 1>you know, which is partly what it's all about. This

0:45:38.719 --> 0:45:40.840
<v Speaker 1>is an unfair question. But is there is there a

0:45:40.920 --> 0:45:43.520
<v Speaker 1>favorite of yours in your in your collection of is

0:45:43.520 --> 0:45:46.359
<v Speaker 1>there one piece that that means means the most too?

0:45:46.360 --> 0:45:49.880
<v Speaker 1>Are just is your favorite for any other reason? I

0:45:49.920 --> 0:45:51.840
<v Speaker 1>mean I loved all the guitars because I used to

0:45:51.880 --> 0:46:00.320
<v Speaker 1>play them, yeah thirty years ago. Um uh, But I

0:46:01.160 --> 0:46:07.279
<v Speaker 1>probably the afghan coat because it fits me. I want

0:46:07.280 --> 0:46:10.640
<v Speaker 1>a picture of that maybe all right, we'll see about

0:46:10.680 --> 0:46:18.200
<v Speaker 1>that one. I'll make a guess, children with clothes on underneath.

0:46:21.880 --> 0:46:25.600
<v Speaker 1>So yeah, because there are you know, there are pictures

0:46:25.600 --> 0:46:29.160
<v Speaker 1>of me sitting with dad, you know, with the afghan

0:46:29.200 --> 0:46:31.319
<v Speaker 1>coat on the back of the chair, you know, from

0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:36.239
<v Speaker 1>Magical Mystery Tour and you know all of that Stuffinitely

0:46:36.280 --> 0:46:39.120
<v Speaker 1>are I think anywhere I'm the Wars. I'm not sure

0:46:39.160 --> 0:46:43.200
<v Speaker 1>I think it did, but anyway, all that kind of Yeah,

0:46:43.320 --> 0:46:46.319
<v Speaker 1>So that one's quite special because you see him wear

0:46:46.360 --> 0:46:50.799
<v Speaker 1>it a lot throughout certain films and pictures over the

0:46:50.920 --> 0:46:55.319
<v Speaker 1>period that time. Period I read. I don't know if

0:46:55.320 --> 0:46:58.880
<v Speaker 1>this is true that, Um, your your picture of Lucy

0:46:59.440 --> 0:47:02.680
<v Speaker 1>in the sky with diamonds is owned by Dave Gilmour.

0:47:03.160 --> 0:47:04.839
<v Speaker 1>Is that is that true? Do you know where that's at?

0:47:04.880 --> 0:47:06.880
<v Speaker 1>I don't know where that's at. Oh yeah, I know

0:47:07.000 --> 0:47:10.799
<v Speaker 1>whether I know where that's up. Yeah. I asked him

0:47:10.840 --> 0:47:18.759
<v Speaker 1>for it back, UM, to be honest with you. Uh yeah,

0:47:18.800 --> 0:47:22.120
<v Speaker 1>And I've said this to Mom. I said, is it

0:47:23.239 --> 0:47:27.200
<v Speaker 1>and she went, I don't think so. All right, okay,

0:47:27.600 --> 0:47:32.520
<v Speaker 1>because I I don't remember specifically what that during was. Uh.

0:47:34.080 --> 0:47:36.160
<v Speaker 1>I thought personally, I thought it was a different one

0:47:36.760 --> 0:47:42.719
<v Speaker 1>another one. Um, all right, yeah, I was held. So

0:47:42.920 --> 0:47:45.800
<v Speaker 1>I've no idea. We'll get a rock and rock and

0:47:45.880 --> 0:47:49.600
<v Speaker 1>roll Indiana Jones going in on this case. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

0:47:50.040 --> 0:47:54.320
<v Speaker 1>good luck. I heard that that you seem poised to

0:47:54.360 --> 0:47:56.719
<v Speaker 1>pursue a theater track and you would offer to offer

0:47:56.800 --> 0:48:00.160
<v Speaker 1>a scholarship to uh Shakespeare Repertory Theater. When when did

0:48:00.239 --> 0:48:03.200
<v Speaker 1>music overtake the urge to be in theater for you?

0:48:04.040 --> 0:48:09.200
<v Speaker 1>And it was probably in the same h literally the

0:48:09.239 --> 0:48:12.359
<v Speaker 1>same time, friend, because at the school that I used

0:48:12.360 --> 0:48:15.520
<v Speaker 1>to go to in the world, which is twenty minutes

0:48:15.560 --> 0:48:17.719
<v Speaker 1>away from Liverpool where I used to live with my

0:48:17.760 --> 0:48:21.759
<v Speaker 1>mom and my grandmother. Um, at the end of each year,

0:48:23.320 --> 0:48:26.040
<v Speaker 1>you do a performance. You know, there'd be a performance

0:48:26.080 --> 0:48:28.440
<v Speaker 1>of some sort and one part of it was theater

0:48:28.719 --> 0:48:32.560
<v Speaker 1>or or any artistic creativity that you kind of come

0:48:32.640 --> 0:48:36.600
<v Speaker 1>up with. And so I my best friend, Justin Clayton

0:48:36.640 --> 0:48:43.000
<v Speaker 1>again had been taking uh guitar lessons from our gym

0:48:43.040 --> 0:48:46.560
<v Speaker 1>teacher who was a rock and roller still around Mr

0:48:46.600 --> 0:48:49.880
<v Speaker 1>wind Uh and you had, you know, grease back d

0:48:50.080 --> 0:48:54.480
<v Speaker 1>a head. You know, we're walking around school like that,

0:48:54.560 --> 0:48:57.600
<v Speaker 1>and we're going and then on the break school breaks,

0:48:57.680 --> 0:49:01.040
<v Speaker 1>you know, between lessons or if you have it, he

0:49:01.080 --> 0:49:03.640
<v Speaker 1>would teach people, you know, rock and roll on on

0:49:03.719 --> 0:49:08.560
<v Speaker 1>acoustic guitar. I mean, I mean, I have to admit

0:49:08.719 --> 0:49:11.640
<v Speaker 1>half the Magic Dragon was the first song we learned.

0:49:12.000 --> 0:49:18.080
<v Speaker 1>But but it did move quickly into you know, uh,

0:49:18.120 --> 0:49:21.719
<v Speaker 1>actually a lot of Chuck Berry track, roll Over Beethove

0:49:21.880 --> 0:49:26.960
<v Speaker 1>and and uh, well but let's go on uh and

0:49:27.560 --> 0:49:30.279
<v Speaker 1>quite a few other rock and rollers. And so we

0:49:30.360 --> 0:49:31.960
<v Speaker 1>got to a point where there was a few of

0:49:32.040 --> 0:49:36.400
<v Speaker 1>us but we said let's and I think any I

0:49:36.400 --> 0:49:40.640
<v Speaker 1>think we were thirteen or fourteen. It was the same

0:49:40.680 --> 0:49:42.320
<v Speaker 1>time at the end of the year, I was in

0:49:42.400 --> 0:49:45.920
<v Speaker 1>a place, one of the places, and we were also

0:49:46.080 --> 0:49:49.040
<v Speaker 1>performing at the first time, for the first time ever,

0:49:50.040 --> 0:49:55.359
<v Speaker 1>and so you know, I think I sang a couple

0:49:55.360 --> 0:49:58.640
<v Speaker 1>of songs, justin sang a couple of songs. Yeah, it

0:49:58.680 --> 0:50:02.959
<v Speaker 1>was a real rough rough Randy's little bands year old.

0:50:03.040 --> 0:50:08.840
<v Speaker 1>But um, once you get that, like most musicians say that,

0:50:08.840 --> 0:50:15.080
<v Speaker 1>that feedback, instantaneous feedback from the audience, you know, cheering

0:50:15.120 --> 0:50:18.080
<v Speaker 1>and clapping and all that. After a three and a

0:50:18.080 --> 0:50:21.760
<v Speaker 1>half minute song, you just go, why do anything else?

0:50:22.400 --> 0:50:27.640
<v Speaker 1>So that was it? That was That was literally it,

0:50:27.960 --> 0:50:31.680
<v Speaker 1>Why do anything else? That? This is fun? Yeah, that

0:50:31.840 --> 0:50:35.360
<v Speaker 1>was it. I feel like for for anyone who really

0:50:35.360 --> 0:50:38.359
<v Speaker 1>loves music, there's a crucial moment when they when they

0:50:38.400 --> 0:50:40.960
<v Speaker 1>discover songs for themselves. It's not something that they heard

0:50:40.960 --> 0:50:43.400
<v Speaker 1>through their parents or somebody else. There's a band that

0:50:43.480 --> 0:50:46.960
<v Speaker 1>they like that that's there's that's you know, really feels personal.

0:50:47.400 --> 0:50:49.200
<v Speaker 1>Who was that for you? I know you've talked about

0:50:49.360 --> 0:50:51.319
<v Speaker 1>Keith Jared and Steely Dan of cour were some other

0:50:51.360 --> 0:50:54.400
<v Speaker 1>people that really like made you fall in love with

0:50:54.480 --> 0:50:57.520
<v Speaker 1>music and something that was really belonged to you. Well,

0:50:57.560 --> 0:51:00.920
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I you know, in the earlier teen years.

0:51:01.040 --> 0:51:04.879
<v Speaker 1>I was very much a rocker. You know, my my

0:51:05.000 --> 0:51:08.880
<v Speaker 1>bands at that time were were I mean, the Beatles

0:51:08.920 --> 0:51:14.319
<v Speaker 1>were in there somewhere, but predominantly I was listening in

0:51:14.400 --> 0:51:21.160
<v Speaker 1>my youth, my early leather jacket biking youth were you

0:51:21.239 --> 0:51:23.120
<v Speaker 1>know a C d C. That was the first band

0:51:23.160 --> 0:51:26.680
<v Speaker 1>with Bond Scott. So that's the first band I ever

0:51:26.719 --> 0:51:33.719
<v Speaker 1>went to see. What Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You could

0:51:33.760 --> 0:51:36.240
<v Speaker 1>smoke in theaters and I was a heavy smoker even

0:51:36.280 --> 0:51:42.040
<v Speaker 1>at sixteen. Uh and uh and I'm clean as a

0:51:42.080 --> 0:51:50.560
<v Speaker 1>whiffle now, but yeah, bomb brain Dead, Okay, Angus was

0:51:50.640 --> 0:51:54.320
<v Speaker 1>sitting on bond scott shoulders. You know. Well, Angus is

0:51:54.400 --> 0:51:58.000
<v Speaker 1>soloing around the aisle. I remember running out and touching,

0:51:58.600 --> 0:52:02.600
<v Speaker 1>because that's what you did, touched your hero. Uh, touching

0:52:02.640 --> 0:52:06.200
<v Speaker 1>Pont's got an anger with my cigarette hand of course,

0:52:06.640 --> 0:52:09.560
<v Speaker 1>and then that being knocked into me and burning me.

0:52:09.760 --> 0:52:13.319
<v Speaker 1>So that was great of a very vivid memory of that. Uh.

0:52:13.760 --> 0:52:17.680
<v Speaker 1>The other band that that was an early one for

0:52:17.760 --> 0:52:22.680
<v Speaker 1>me was Rush. I loved Rush because of their They're

0:52:22.719 --> 0:52:27.239
<v Speaker 1>insane chord changes and melodies and melodies, and I mean

0:52:27.320 --> 0:52:30.120
<v Speaker 1>they're playing alone. I mean Neil Pert was just like

0:52:30.400 --> 0:52:33.920
<v Speaker 1>you know, I mean they were, they were all amazing

0:52:34.000 --> 0:52:39.520
<v Speaker 1>and I you know, the very serious h exams that

0:52:39.560 --> 0:52:41.480
<v Speaker 1>you have to do in England were at your O

0:52:41.680 --> 0:52:44.120
<v Speaker 1>levels and then your A levels. On the night of

0:52:44.239 --> 0:52:49.719
<v Speaker 1>my own levels, I was at Rush and then don't

0:52:49.800 --> 0:52:52.320
<v Speaker 1>kids don't do this home? And then turned up in

0:52:52.400 --> 0:52:57.480
<v Speaker 1>school going what are we doing today? Hence why I

0:52:57.520 --> 0:53:02.080
<v Speaker 1>have so many qualifications? What Toro was a permanent wave story,

0:53:03.360 --> 0:53:05.920
<v Speaker 1>you know whatever. Whenever I was seventeen. I couldn't even

0:53:06.000 --> 0:53:07.440
<v Speaker 1>tell you at this point, but I was one of

0:53:07.480 --> 0:53:11.520
<v Speaker 1>the first there. I was right the change, you know,

0:53:12.040 --> 0:53:13.799
<v Speaker 1>on the to the left side at the front of

0:53:13.800 --> 0:53:17.640
<v Speaker 1>the stage and uh yeah, then climbed back in the window,

0:53:18.200 --> 0:53:21.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, in the middle of the night. Yeah for

0:53:21.800 --> 0:53:24.359
<v Speaker 1>that being caught, I don't even think Mummy about that.

0:53:25.680 --> 0:53:30.240
<v Speaker 1>Some things are not meant to be talked about. Uh so. Yeah.

0:53:30.280 --> 0:53:33.640
<v Speaker 1>But aside from that, yeah, I mean I really did

0:53:33.760 --> 0:53:36.080
<v Speaker 1>get stuck at well. Led Zepp used to be an

0:53:36.080 --> 0:53:42.000
<v Speaker 1>absolute favorite. Um, I mean, Ronnie James, d O Black Fabbits,

0:53:42.040 --> 0:53:46.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, the list goes on. Uh and but then

0:53:46.280 --> 0:53:48.759
<v Speaker 1>you know, with the likes of Rush really taking me

0:53:48.840 --> 0:53:51.879
<v Speaker 1>on a slightly different journey than hearing stuff like Keith

0:53:51.960 --> 0:53:55.279
<v Speaker 1>Jarret my Clone concert, I just went to really do

0:53:55.640 --> 0:53:59.080
<v Speaker 1>because I started at that time. Mom Mom bought me

0:53:59.160 --> 0:54:03.000
<v Speaker 1>a piano for my I think sixteenth birthday, sixteenth or seventeen,

0:54:03.800 --> 0:54:07.839
<v Speaker 1>and I used to compose these twenty minute long instrumental

0:54:07.880 --> 0:54:11.560
<v Speaker 1>pieces just by ear. And then you know, I heard

0:54:11.600 --> 0:54:14.319
<v Speaker 1>about Keith Jared and I I went, oh, God, there are

0:54:14.360 --> 0:54:17.400
<v Speaker 1>guys that do that. But obviously I thought at that

0:54:17.440 --> 0:54:20.520
<v Speaker 1>time that if I wanted a career, and you know,

0:54:20.520 --> 0:54:23.920
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to be a jazz classical player like

0:54:24.000 --> 0:54:26.840
<v Speaker 1>him and improv player, although I could have become that

0:54:26.880 --> 0:54:30.120
<v Speaker 1>if pushed that, but I thought, yeah, you know, I

0:54:31.200 --> 0:54:34.960
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't try writing song songs. So it was it was

0:54:35.760 --> 0:54:38.000
<v Speaker 1>because I used to write these long pieces. The idea

0:54:38.040 --> 0:54:41.120
<v Speaker 1>of editing that down to three to five minutes it

0:54:41.200 --> 0:54:44.000
<v Speaker 1>was a bit of a nightmare. So it was. It

0:54:44.080 --> 0:54:47.200
<v Speaker 1>was a self taught learning process of how to chop

0:54:47.360 --> 0:54:51.520
<v Speaker 1>those kind of chords into songs like this. And that's

0:54:51.880 --> 0:54:56.160
<v Speaker 1>why I've always looked for the unexpected chord to move

0:54:56.200 --> 0:54:58.960
<v Speaker 1>to next and or melody. I mean, there is some

0:54:59.160 --> 0:55:02.600
<v Speaker 1>sense in of regularity and rock and roll that you

0:55:02.600 --> 0:55:05.120
<v Speaker 1>can only have so many chords. But I do try

0:55:05.120 --> 0:55:09.319
<v Speaker 1>and write, try to write interesting passing chords or melodies

0:55:09.680 --> 0:55:12.839
<v Speaker 1>that are not the norm. Because the moment I hear

0:55:13.480 --> 0:55:17.000
<v Speaker 1>something in the world i'm writing that sounds anything like

0:55:17.080 --> 0:55:21.319
<v Speaker 1>anybody else's, I've got to move away from that immediately.

0:55:22.000 --> 0:55:26.560
<v Speaker 1>Uh yeah, Okay, obviously there are sometimes you just can't

0:55:26.600 --> 0:55:30.319
<v Speaker 1>avoid that, but I try my best too. But yeah,

0:55:30.400 --> 0:55:39.000
<v Speaker 1>clone concert, Keith Jarrett Steely, Dan again, melody melody, melody music. Uh,

0:55:39.520 --> 0:55:45.080
<v Speaker 1>just presence they're playing their technique. Uh again. Not that

0:55:45.120 --> 0:55:50.040
<v Speaker 1>I've mentioned this too often before, but actually, you know,

0:55:50.120 --> 0:55:54.680
<v Speaker 1>people say, yeah, come over and jam. No, I'm not

0:55:54.680 --> 0:55:58.880
<v Speaker 1>coming over and jam um. I can barely remember not

0:55:59.000 --> 0:56:01.800
<v Speaker 1>my name or the three or four chords of stand

0:56:01.800 --> 0:56:06.279
<v Speaker 1>by Me. Here's Here's the reason why is because I'm

0:56:06.320 --> 0:56:10.080
<v Speaker 1>not a practicing musician, you know. I my sole purpose

0:56:10.120 --> 0:56:12.960
<v Speaker 1>in life is not to be a musician. There are

0:56:13.040 --> 0:56:17.480
<v Speaker 1>too many other creative outlets that I love. So the

0:56:17.480 --> 0:56:19.600
<v Speaker 1>thing is, so I don't sit there playing every day

0:56:19.760 --> 0:56:22.800
<v Speaker 1>at all. I sit there to discover and write songs

0:56:22.960 --> 0:56:25.640
<v Speaker 1>I played by ear and I don't know what I'm

0:56:25.640 --> 0:56:28.360
<v Speaker 1>doing at the time. And I had this one occasion

0:56:28.400 --> 0:56:33.560
<v Speaker 1>where I had this complex twenty minutes piece and Herbie

0:56:33.600 --> 0:56:36.719
<v Speaker 1>Hancock came to the house and I said, will you

0:56:36.800 --> 0:56:41.600
<v Speaker 1>do pay this piece professionally? He said, what is that card?

0:56:41.920 --> 0:56:45.799
<v Speaker 1>I'm going I don't know. I don't know. How come

0:56:45.920 --> 0:56:48.480
<v Speaker 1>you don't know what it is? What the fucking jazz

0:56:48.520 --> 0:56:52.080
<v Speaker 1>masters is? My friend? You know you're the master on

0:56:52.600 --> 0:56:56.759
<v Speaker 1>anyway major seven flat nine with a thing of the base. No,

0:56:57.160 --> 0:56:59.120
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what that is. I don't want to

0:56:59.120 --> 0:57:00.960
<v Speaker 1>know what that is because if I knew, then it

0:57:01.000 --> 0:57:05.360
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't be a mystery to me. And mystery um so,

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<v Speaker 1>so he said, George, you have to learn to read

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<v Speaker 1>and write music so you can translate between your musical

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<v Speaker 1>partners that don't want to. I'm not going to do

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<v Speaker 1>that because then I would know what I'm doing, and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want to know what I'm doing. That's about

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<v Speaker 1>That's I think I've done the same thing with every

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<v Speaker 1>creative outlet that I've gone into. Not a brigging clue.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I have imposter Uh what's the impostor syndrome?

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<v Speaker 1>You but why how for all you've accomplished and achieved?

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, this is why I'm you know, it's what

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<v Speaker 1>do you call it an overachieve or not, but it's

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<v Speaker 1>part of that. Yeah, I feel like I don't you know,

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<v Speaker 1>this is why I'm trying to find my way and

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<v Speaker 1>I do all this stuff. It's because I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>who knows. Um. So yeah, so I I can't just

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<v Speaker 1>be given in the guitar and told to play a song.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't do it. It's never appealed to me that to

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<v Speaker 1>do that. I don't know why. I'm a little jealous

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<v Speaker 1>of real players, but I just I'm too busy with

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<v Speaker 1>all the other crap that's going on in my head. Um,

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<v Speaker 1>And you know, people think, oh, such a diesel. Now. Literally,

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<v Speaker 1>I can't remember my own bloody lyrics for christ if

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not and I'm not judging, if I have to

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<v Speaker 1>go and play a show or I have to go

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<v Speaker 1>and rehearse, I don't know what chords I'm playing, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know what the lyrics are. Again, have to rehearse

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<v Speaker 1>like anybody learning the song for the very first time.

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<v Speaker 1>I have to do that. So when when when the

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<v Speaker 1>idea of playing live, going on tour is an idea

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<v Speaker 1>that's a very big consideration for me. It's because it's

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<v Speaker 1>not just getting up there and doing it. I've got

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<v Speaker 1>to relearn every song I ever wrote, and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>in every way. So it's just it's it's a big

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<v Speaker 1>thing for me to do that because again I'm one

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<v Speaker 1>of these people that I do something right, record that,

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<v Speaker 1>put it away, put it out next, I'm onto the

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<v Speaker 1>next thing. I don't want to be there anymore. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>over there already, you know. So that's that's who I

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<v Speaker 1>am and where my head is at. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to stay still for a second. I might miss something,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, owards that's that's really me. That's it in

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<v Speaker 1>a nutshell, nutshell well that is I think a beautiful

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<v Speaker 1>note to end on. I want to let let you

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<v Speaker 1>get to your get to the next thing that you

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<v Speaker 1>need to move on to. But just thank you so

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<v Speaker 1>much for your time today, and most importantly, thank you

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<v Speaker 1>for your music. I've been a huge fan and it's

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<v Speaker 1>such an art to thank, a real pleasure. I hope

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