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Speaker 1: Calling all my sweeties to the forefront.

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Speaker 2: I'm your host, christ and this is the Keeping Positive

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Speaker 2: Sweetish Show.

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Speaker 1: Sweetie, I am so excited about our guest today.

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Speaker 2: I'm a fan of his music, his ministry, and I

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Speaker 2: cannot wait to get into this conversation. Please welcome husband singer,

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Speaker 2: three time Grammy Award winning artists, Man of God, the

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Speaker 2: one and only.

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Speaker 1: Tie trip it. You're here. I've been trying, how are

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Speaker 1: you doing too good?

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Speaker 2: I'm doing it is I love that I'm doing too

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Speaker 2: good too. I love that, yes, absolutely, because it's so

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Speaker 2: much going on, we can find things to pick up.

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Speaker 2: But why why why too good?

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Speaker 1: I love that. I love that so happier here.

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Speaker 2: I've been a huge fan of yours since you first started.

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Speaker 1: You are incredible. I got to see you live.

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Speaker 2: It was I want to say, Kirk Franklin and the

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Speaker 2: Reunion that New Orleans were New or Tyler.

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Speaker 1: And I read upon your decide to say.

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Speaker 3: But I saw you before that. I think in l a.

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Speaker 2: Yes in the place word weekend. Yes, you and your

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Speaker 2: wife on the in the elevator.

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Speaker 3: Thought I think he was at the seat yeah, And

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Speaker 3: I was like, babe, is that like he came up

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Speaker 3: are you? And I'm like, are you? Are you? We

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Speaker 3: just did that whole game. Yes, so cool.

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Speaker 4: It's cool that you were just youre just a sweet person.

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Speaker 1: You know what. I tell people that all the time.

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Speaker 2: Sometimes you like look up to people and you just

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Speaker 2: love them for their artistry, and then you meet them, you're.

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Speaker 3: Like, which I never met him. I just want to

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Speaker 3: keep my perception. But I was delighted that you that

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Speaker 3: was not the case when you and my wife were.

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Speaker 2: Like save save Yes, your stage presence matches your presence

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Speaker 2: in real life. Just energetic, bright, Yes, absolutely love that

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Speaker 2: about you. And I remember we left and Tyler was like,

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Speaker 2: I've never seen time or form. He was like, my goodness,

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Speaker 2: like he stood up the entire time.

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Speaker 3: Hero sage. He was to him, sing to Jesus.

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Speaker 1: Yes, no, me too, me too.

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Speaker 3: Yes.

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Speaker 2: You have been one of the partners in Gospil for

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Speaker 2: a long time and you've blended music all different types

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Speaker 2: of genres. What gave you the boldness to step out?

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Speaker 2: You know, because sometimes like you want to stay in

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Speaker 2: that lane, but you were like, no, I'm going to do.

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Speaker 3: This and do it way out this thing. I was

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Speaker 3: a musician first, so I play all the time, and

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Speaker 3: I think playing at my dad's church, small little church,

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Speaker 3: but that small place gave me the huge freedom I needed. Yes,

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Speaker 3: I didn't know I was crazy, wild or different until

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Speaker 3: I was at other churches. Really yeah, because they all

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Speaker 3: know you at the church, the family church, and if

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Speaker 3: you you know, like you said, my energy matches on

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Speaker 3: stage and off, So it wasn't nothing to them that

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Speaker 3: I was extra energetic and playing the craziest stuff at church.

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Speaker 3: So I always had that eclectic mixture, that jumbali of

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Speaker 3: styles and all that stuff. Now, growing up up was

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Speaker 3: very strict. I couldn't listen to circular music.

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Speaker 2: No, no, not like Whitney and Stevie nothing.

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Speaker 3: He's something when I say nothing, like yeah, my parents

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Speaker 3: are very Pentecostal, holiness, apostolic notice, no earrings, no whatever,

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Speaker 3: no life. So I had to sneak and listen to

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Speaker 3: Joe Sample, Yellow Jackets, Weather Report, Jocko, pastors, jazz musicians,

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Speaker 3: and that kind of opened me up to like WHOA.

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Speaker 3: Then I heard like James Hall and worship in praise

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Speaker 3: and his music was kind of crazy. So I was like,

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Speaker 3: I'm gonna bring all this craziness to what we do

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Speaker 3: at church. So we were doing like the hymns like

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Speaker 3: There's not a Friend, and I would be like, I

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Speaker 3: would put like doo don. He was a little nervous

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Speaker 3: because you know, the elders of the church and stuff

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Speaker 3: like that. But again we was famming and it was

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Speaker 3: let me express myself. So being able to come into

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Speaker 3: the industry with the same freedom was a challenge because

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Speaker 3: now I was like, hold on, are you traditional? And

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Speaker 3: I'm like, you know, I'm a little bit of everything.

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Speaker 3: You're gonna have to figure out. Jesus, You're gonna figure

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Speaker 3: it out. Came the music, you.

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Speaker 2: Know, So what are some of the face challenges that

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Speaker 2: you face in the industry and trying to navigate that sound?

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Speaker 3: Ask this question the second question loaded that is loaded.

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Speaker 3: What are some of the challenges I faced the industry?

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Speaker 1: Well, because you talk about how.

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Speaker 3: What you're doing, let's talk about musically.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, musically and you will get there.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, the placement? Where does your style go? And I

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Speaker 3: didn't have an answer for that. I just had what

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Speaker 3: I enjoyed. I had what I had my expression. I

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Speaker 3: know what this is how I connect to God, this

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Speaker 3: is how I want to encourage people. But the rigid,

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Speaker 1: Is it all?

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Speaker 3: All of that stuff. And when I say challenges, it's

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Speaker 3: not just questions, it's the changes they try and make

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Speaker 3: to make you. You know, if you do this, we

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Speaker 3: can put you in the hip hop So if you

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Speaker 3: do that, I'm like, yo, it is what it is.

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Speaker 3: So we we had a long time getting off our feet.

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Speaker 3: We didn't I didn't come up in streamville and uh

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Speaker 3: social media, so you know, if I had a concert,

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Speaker 3: I was handing out flyers like the big detO sheets

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Speaker 3: like the colors. So I came, I'm about to age

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Speaker 3: myself right now. Chill chill, chill, chill, chill, chill, chill,

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Speaker 3: don't don't do that. So that was a challenge for me,

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Speaker 3: trying to just industrialize myself to be understood by masses

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Speaker 3: and just not my my church circle. So it took

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Speaker 3: some uh tailoring, you know what I mean. So I

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Speaker 3: can be understood by people and then I can get crazy,

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Speaker 3: so you know what I mean. So the first album

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Speaker 3: was called Life Album. That's kind of like I called

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Speaker 3: that the producer's album. My producer on that was James

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Speaker 3: Poyser who's from the Roots Crew, and uh, it was real.

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Speaker 3: How can I say it tame and reals, you know, detail,

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Speaker 3: just have the elements, and I'm like, this is not

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Speaker 3: how I am on stage, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 3: But the studio it was really okay, cool, But when

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Speaker 3: was like, it's just the same song. So I feel

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Speaker 3: like it's kind of like the Trojan Horse approach. Trojan

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Speaker 3: horse approach. You know, well, let they'll let you in

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Speaker 3: the gates because of the presentation, but once you're in there,

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Speaker 3: you open up and give them everything you got. Yes,

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Speaker 3: So that's what I did exactly.

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Speaker 1: I love that from the Prince of Egypt. Crazy. I

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Speaker 1: love that soundtrack.

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Speaker 2: Dude, We're gonna be all right, what have you done

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Speaker 2: over these decades to like maintain the timelessness of your music?

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Speaker 2: Because I can go back and listen to that to

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Speaker 2: now and it's like what I got you saying?

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Speaker 4: You're saying, yeah.

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Speaker 3: We want a gospel music competition, choir competition. And then

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Speaker 3: the producers from the movie came to put us on

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Speaker 3: the album and I was like, WHOA.

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Speaker 4: I think just staying authentic and being.

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Speaker 3: Really who you are.

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Speaker 4: People people who have followed my music have grown with.

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Speaker 3: Me the person. I don't have writers, I don't have

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Speaker 3: producers like that. I have people that help up producers

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Speaker 3: stuff like that. But for the most part, you get

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Speaker 3: my thoughts, my where I am in life. Yes, and

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Speaker 3: I think people just feel me. I think they feel

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Speaker 3: me and my expression. I think when we start to

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Speaker 3: strategize around what worked or you did victory, you need

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Speaker 3: another victory. You gotta do another. God, I ain't never

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Speaker 3: do another go go joint. I say, nope, I'm gonna

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Speaker 3: leave that thing alone. You know what I mean. I

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Speaker 3: ain't gonna read every you need another everything? No, I

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Speaker 3: know that everything is everything. So once you try to

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Speaker 3: lie make it a formula, I think you delute the

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Speaker 3: authenticity and the power of what you do. Now, I'm

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Speaker 3: serving a system and not the savior, you know, and

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Speaker 3: I don't want to do that. I took that road

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Speaker 3: and served the system. It's not really authentic to me,

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Speaker 3: but it's Saul's armor. You understand what I'm saying. It's like, Okay,

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Speaker 3: I'll try it y'all way. I probably can win a

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Speaker 3: little bit of it, but I know what I need

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Speaker 3: to win, right, and I gotta stay authentic to that

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Speaker 3: And that's when giants come down. When I stay tired.

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Speaker 3: Whether people understand it or not get it and like

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Speaker 3: it or not, I'm just gonna be true to me

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Speaker 3: and whoever it's called to hear what I do. Pull

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Speaker 3: up a chair. We're gonna have a good time.

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Speaker 1: Tonight, and absolutely you will.

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Speaker 2: Yes creative process, like you said, you don't really have writers.

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Speaker 1: You know, you produce everything else yourself produced.

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Speaker 3: For the most part. With me, I gotta I got

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Speaker 3: a team now, my man Joe but Athaya shout out

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Speaker 3: to Joebahthaya. Between here and myself, we produce everything. My

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Speaker 3: creative process is life. I don't know. It's very hard

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Speaker 3: guess like I say, how a dog has puppies. I

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Speaker 3: don't know why I say that, But I get like

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Speaker 3: five at a time, and then I'm done for five months.

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Speaker 3: I'm not like a writer, yeah you know what I mean.

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Speaker 3: I got I don't consider myself a writer, but I

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Speaker 3: get waves of like well he's speaking, you know what

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Speaker 3: I mean, Like, Okay, I gotta say so, I get

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Speaker 3: waves of like six songs at a time. Then I just,

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Speaker 3: or I go and just play. If I like the vible,

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Speaker 3: Oh no, dance to this. Yeah, what's a good song

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Speaker 3: that they can have? George? You know what I mean?

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Speaker 3: If I'm feeling it, It's like that I can watch

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Speaker 3: a movie, I can hear a commercial.

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Speaker 4: I'm creative, you know how it could be anything.

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Speaker 3: My wife, y'all. Okay, I have a new song on

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Speaker 3: my new album. It's called the Hills. Remember this when

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Speaker 3: it comes out, It's called the Hills. This song came

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Speaker 3: my wife and I have this bed just just whatever

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Speaker 3: the bed, you know, it sits up and do all

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Speaker 3: that stuff. But the vibration thing on the bottom right,

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Speaker 3: so the thing was like making them That's the sound

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Speaker 3: the vibration was making under the bed. And my wife,

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Speaker 3: I'm sorry, babe, she started snoring right, So then was

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Speaker 3: like she was and I was like, are here the.

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Speaker 1: I was like, oh my.

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Speaker 3: So I woke up on the three in the morning,

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Speaker 3: like let me get dressed to go to the studio

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Speaker 3: and just due And as I'm walking to the studio,

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Speaker 3: I hear hold your head up and I'm like, oh

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Speaker 3: my gosh, So all these the lyrics started coming almost

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Speaker 3: like every step to my little studio in my house, it.

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Speaker 4: Seemed like the lyrics came every step.

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Speaker 3: So I'm gonna give her half credit on that song

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Speaker 3: because she snored it into existence. But even snorer can

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Speaker 3: inspire it. So I can't really give you an answer

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Speaker 3: on what that could be.

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Speaker 4: Whenever it hit, I just try to let it happen.

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Speaker 1: That is fascinating, you know what I mean? Oh my goodness, baby,

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Speaker 1: you better can do a hit after the snore.

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Speaker 2: Speaking of then, of like just being in certain moments

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Speaker 2: of time, where were you when same God right now,

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Speaker 2: when he did before it came out, when you wrote

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Speaker 3: I was like it was too much stimulation, too much.

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Speaker 4: That though, you know what I'm saying, I'm very I'm

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Speaker 3: It's a resource to raise people's eyebrows. Who that means

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Speaker 3: If you ask Kevin the last Grammy I won, Oh

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Speaker 3: You know, no, I have this. Yeah, between achievements and disappointments.

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Speaker 3: And my wife was like, let me see first. She's

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Speaker 3: The gratitude is there, All of that is there, but

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Speaker 4: Way trying not to. Life is life and everything is everything.

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Speaker 3: and they are safe. So we have a safe place

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Speaker 3: we can go no matter how much. Life is life,

434
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Speaker 3: and we just got to trust it and be good

435
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Speaker 3: with it. Yeah, because I think a lot of times

436
00:21:01,720 --> 00:21:05,720
Speaker 3: God offers us remedies for life's hardships, we just don't

437
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Speaker 3: like it. I don't want to eat healthy to be healthy.

438
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Speaker 3: I want to eat chicken and be healthy. I'm gonna

439
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Speaker 3: prank so the remedies a lot of times, you got it.

440
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Speaker 3: That's why you have to become a new creature. I

441
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Speaker 3: feel like everything has a pace, and you just choose

442
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Speaker 3: what pace you want to be. You can be on

443
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Speaker 3: industry pace, which is Harry up and wait. You can

444
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Speaker 3: be on God's pace, which is whenever I say you move,

445
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Speaker 3: or whenever I don't, you don't. It's the fire in

446
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Speaker 3: the cloud. You know, you don't move into he has

447
00:21:33,520 --> 00:21:35,600
Speaker 3: God's pace, or you can move on your pace whatever

448
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Speaker 3: I want to do.

449
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Speaker 4: I'm trying to get on that fire in the cloud.

450
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Speaker 3: As much as because then all the problems are handled

451
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Speaker 3: in his pace. I'm thinking about how Jesus conversed with people,

452
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Speaker 3: and even when Peter, when Peter the boat was filled

453
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Speaker 3: and Peter was like, whoa, the boat was sinking fish

454
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Speaker 3: and he said, get Jesus, get away from me. I'm

455
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Speaker 3: a sen for man. And Jesus said, man, come follow me.

456
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Speaker 3: I'll make you fishes of men. Most people that talked

457
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Speaker 3: to Jesus said follow me, follow me. It wasn't changed.

458
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Speaker 3: That fixed that. Peter said, I'm a sin for man,

459
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Speaker 3: and he didn't pray a prayer of deliverance for him.

460
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Speaker 3: Follow me. Each step, each step, the.

461
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Speaker 4: Fire in the cloud heals, the fire in the cloud corrects,

462
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Speaker 4: the fire in the cloud sanctifies.

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Speaker 3: At his pace. You understand of the ten Leopards, the

464
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Speaker 3: Bible says as they went they were cleansed. So each

465
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Speaker 3: step was another level cleansing and healing. And I think

466
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Speaker 3: I want to get at that that pace right there,

467
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Speaker 3: because I've ran to the march to the beat of

468
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Speaker 3: industry drums and I don't like it. I don't like it.

469
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Speaker 3: I could be any but not of it. So you

470
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Speaker 3: understand what I'm saying.

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Speaker 5: I know you, you know, because how do you deal

472
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Speaker 5: how do you deal with that?

473
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Speaker 3: Because everything it's the same thing. It's fast paced. But

474
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Speaker 3: you want to have clarity in your mind. You want

475
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Speaker 3: to have sobriety in your thoughts, want to have solidity

476
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Speaker 3: and your decisions. Yeah, but how do you do that?

477
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Speaker 3: I mean you got to have a regimen.

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Speaker 1: I will, yeah, every morning in the words studying.

479
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Speaker 2: You know, last year I went through the Bible, but

480
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Speaker 2: I didn't really understand it. I just read it, and

481
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Speaker 2: now I'm going back through to really understand so that

482
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Speaker 2: i can when people ask me.

483
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Speaker 1: So I'm not.

484
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Speaker 2: I was telling Candy the other week, I was like,

485
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Speaker 2: I'm not a Bible quoter, but like I can remember

486
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Speaker 2: something that was and then I can look, here's a scripture,

487
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Speaker 2: you know what's in there, and you can tell me

488
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Speaker 2: something like that, ain't he said that? Let me don't

489
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Speaker 2: check because you know what I'm saying. I have enough now,

490
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Speaker 2: like to know what he said.

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Speaker 1: Now, I'm not a pastor.

492
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Speaker 3: I'm like, no, But I love that, you know, I

493
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Speaker 3: love that because if you know the truth, you can

494
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Speaker 3: recognize the lies exactly.

495
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Speaker 2: That's a lot of problems we don't we hear things,

496
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Speaker 2: and that's what I love about Doctor de tay.

497
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Speaker 3: Too shout out to doctor Dams, I love.

498
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Speaker 2: You, but yes, he'd be like, listen, don't take my

499
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Speaker 2: word for a read it for yourself so that you know.

500
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Speaker 2: Because he started quoting stuff and we were finished, said

501
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Speaker 2: they ain't what it said. He said, you've been taught

502
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Speaker 2: wrong all your life and you just we're repeating stuff

503
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Speaker 2: and ain't went learned it for yourself. I was like, Oh,

504
00:24:02,720 --> 00:24:06,960
Speaker 2: that's the wrong, just right, I mean loud and wrong,

505
00:24:07,400 --> 00:24:08,560
Speaker 2: just so loud and wrong.

506
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Speaker 1: I was like, oh my god.

507
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Speaker 3: But I think that is probably the most important thing

508
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Speaker 3: right now, this sword of the spirit, the word, because

509
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Speaker 3: I feel like we're in an age of deception, you

510
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Speaker 3: know what I mean.

511
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Speaker 1: That's what AI and do you social media? Talking about social.

512
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Speaker 3: Media and this you can't even believe what you see now,

513
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Speaker 3: you know what I mean? So you have to know.

514
00:24:30,160 --> 00:24:31,800
Speaker 3: You got to know the truth. You got to know him.

515
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Speaker 3: That's going to be your only anchor, your only foundation. Yeah, wise,

516
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Speaker 3: you're gonna be going with the wind. And the way

517
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Speaker 3: these winds is blowing. Listen, I wouldn't trust that. Yeah,

518
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Speaker 3: that's where I'll be anchored.

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Speaker 2: Yes, and that's what I want to be, Like, that's

520
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Speaker 2: where I am right now. My wall is anchored and

521
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Speaker 2: love that, trusting him and just want to live more

522
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Speaker 2: like Christ.

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Speaker 3: I love that.

524
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Speaker 1: You know they're like because they were in the industry.

525
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Speaker 1: We're not up there.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I understand that got.

527
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Speaker 1: To put us here for sure to like be a light,

528
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Speaker 1: to be his life, to like let him shine.

529
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Speaker 3: And so how people don't always understan than that because

530
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Speaker 3: you know, light shines in darkness. So if we're in

531
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Speaker 3: I want to say, dark places, or maybe some will

532
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Speaker 3: not understand the industry you're in.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, if you do that, and like, you know what.

534
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Speaker 3: I mean, they don't understand assignments, you know what I mean,

535
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Speaker 3: They don't understand callings, they don't stand gift things, and

536
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Speaker 3: they don't understand purpose.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Has as sure as you got your own fingerprint, you

539
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Speaker 3: have a unique you know what I mean. Thing you

540
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Speaker 3: gotta do for God and might look different and stuff

541
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Speaker 3: like that. I just want us to like fill each

542
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Speaker 3: other a little bit.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, man, God be God, only God is God.

544
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Speaker 3: Let them handle that.

545
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Speaker 1: You know what I meant?

546
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Speaker 4: Yes, you can understand what I'm saying.

547
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Speaker 2: That's why I feel like I was talking to a friend.

548
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Speaker 2: I feel like so many people walk away from the

549
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Speaker 2: Christian faith because of Yeah, because of the judgment and

550
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Speaker 2: the ridicule, instead of accountability and.

551
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Speaker 1: Saying, hey, so let me pull you aside.

552
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Speaker 2: I've been where you are because what I think happens,

553
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Speaker 2: we get saved, we forget who we used to be.

554
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Speaker 1: Let me bring this, did you know? I'm like, how

555
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Speaker 1: did you forget?

556
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Speaker 3: Like?

557
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Speaker 1: Remember where you were?

558
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Speaker 2: We were not all sactified and saved and feel the

559
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Speaker 2: Holy goes our whole entire lives.

560
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Speaker 1: And even when you are, you still slip.

561
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Speaker 3: I'm to say, they still not. I love all the mothers,

562
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Speaker 3: all the ushers. I love all y'all. Did you grow

563
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Speaker 3: up in church or no I did?

564
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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, listen, every time the doors of the church open,

565
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Speaker 2: we was in there.

566
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Speaker 3: So you know what I'm talking. Yes, we're all on

567
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Speaker 3: the journey. We all need the grace of God. And

568
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Speaker 3: I think, you know, once we really are honest about that,

569
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Speaker 3: we can get a real connection with the people who

570
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Speaker 3: come to the church or who want to come to

571
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Speaker 3: the church.

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Speaker 4: I don't think the church is like, let's let's change

573
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Speaker 4: the subject.

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Speaker 2: No, I said, don't see that. You better say what

575
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Speaker 2: she was gonna say. I think the church is what.

576
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Speaker 3: Yeah, now you're trying to figure out. Yeah, now I'm

577
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Speaker 3: trying to figure out.

578
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Speaker 4: But I want us to lead people to Christ and God.

579
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Speaker 3: The motives of a lot.

580
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Speaker 4: Of churches are there the church, Yeah.

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Speaker 3: And I love we need that. But if the hardest

582
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Speaker 3: to point him to Christ, I think, will our vocabulary

583
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Speaker 3: be a little bit different. I get up on Sundays

584
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Speaker 3: and live shout out, Live Orlando. If you're ever in Orlando,

585
00:27:13,119 --> 00:27:21,280
Speaker 3: check us. I'm I don't know. I get up and

586
00:27:21,280 --> 00:27:22,480
Speaker 3: be like, you know, you don't have to come here

587
00:27:22,520 --> 00:27:24,480
Speaker 3: to have a connection with God, right, you know, you

588
00:27:24,480 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 3: don't have to believe every day. I don't know how

589
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Speaker 3: many pastors do that, and I'm not encouraging everybody to

590
00:27:29,240 --> 00:27:33,440
Speaker 3: do that, but it's that it's disarming them, like, oh,

591
00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:36,439
Speaker 3: he ain't trying to There's no manipulation there, there's nothing

592
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:39,280
Speaker 3: like that. It's disarming and it's letting you know, like listen,

593
00:27:39,640 --> 00:27:41,399
Speaker 3: I'm here for you. I love you. I want to

594
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Speaker 3: connect you to Christ. You don't have to come to

595
00:27:43,760 --> 00:27:45,879
Speaker 3: this building and get God. You don't have to you

596
00:27:45,920 --> 00:27:50,240
Speaker 3: know what I mean, do all that stuff, But this gathering,

597
00:27:50,320 --> 00:27:53,760
Speaker 3: this place is for fellowship, right, for encouragement and to

598
00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,159
Speaker 3: hear the word of the Lord. But you can hear

599
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Speaker 3: the word of the Lord. You probably heard on the

600
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Speaker 3: way here, you know what I mean. A lot of

601
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Speaker 3: stuff might be confirmation to what you already heard. I

602
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:05,760
Speaker 3: lean into people's personal relationship. I lean into life, not

603
00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:08,520
Speaker 3: like and next tunday. We're gonna continue. And that's nothing

604
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 3: wrong with that. But I don't want to draw people

605
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Speaker 3: to me or the church because I'm not gonna be

606
00:28:12,440 --> 00:28:14,520
Speaker 3: there when the next pandemic hit. Y'all, come on, I

607
00:28:14,560 --> 00:28:16,919
Speaker 3: ain't gonna be at your People live at home. They

608
00:28:16,960 --> 00:28:21,240
Speaker 3: don't live at the church, So you need to You

609
00:28:21,240 --> 00:28:23,560
Speaker 3: don't live at your job. You don't live at your business.

610
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Speaker 3: You don't live I'm sorry, you live at home.

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Speaker 1: If I need God anywhere, he needs to be there. Yeah.

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00:28:31,640 --> 00:28:35,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, so that's what I tried to push. That's where

613
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Speaker 3: we live, that's where we need the most everything. So

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Speaker 3: I don't know a lot of churches. Uh you know

615
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Speaker 3: do that?

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Speaker 4: Churches is our business. They are all of those things.

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00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:48,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, and when we focus more on getting more, getting

618
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:52,000
Speaker 3: more to our thing, that's when it goes.

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: I love I love everything. I love my church shirts,

621
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Speaker 3: and I love all of that stuff. I personally wouldn't

622
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Speaker 3: do that. I love the God of my church. Yeah,

623
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Speaker 3: you know what I mean. I love the God of

624
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Speaker 3: my church more than I love the Church of God.

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00:29:06,120 --> 00:29:08,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's just tie.

626
00:29:08,560 --> 00:29:11,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's just time. And I don't know if a

627
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Speaker 3: lot of people are ready for that conversation, because to

628
00:29:13,160 --> 00:29:15,560
Speaker 3: a lot of people is synonymous. To a lot of people,

629
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Speaker 3: God in the church is the same. Only God is God.

630
00:29:21,640 --> 00:29:24,280
Speaker 3: The church is supposed to be His body, the real church.

631
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Speaker 3: But that's the whole other country. We'll come at a

632
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:32,200
Speaker 3: part two for that. But it's real. It's that different,

633
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:38,200
Speaker 3: that differential, that that separation necessary. It is very necessary.

634
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:42,360
Speaker 3: I grew up with people who had they they they

635
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:45,280
Speaker 3: broke their knee. You gotta come to healing service Friday night.

636
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Speaker 3: I can't wait till girl. I'm gonna bring you Friday.

637
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Speaker 4: You're gonna get healed.

638
00:29:51,280 --> 00:29:52,640
Speaker 1: Right, I need help now.

639
00:29:52,720 --> 00:29:55,040
Speaker 4: I got to wear this mand just till Friday.

640
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Speaker 3: So the dependency on the church should not be it

641
00:29:58,120 --> 00:29:59,960
Speaker 3: should be dependency on God.

642
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Speaker 1: Jesus. That's so good. Come on that.

643
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Speaker 3: Sunday, not today.

644
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Speaker 1: Every day.

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Speaker 3: Car people should tag team preacher. We already dressed like

646
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Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: My friend is Brenda Palmer, and she always tells she's like, Christal,

648
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Speaker 2: you're a pastor. I'm like, no, I'm not. And she

649
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Speaker 2: was like, stop fighting and say, hey, you're a prophet.

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Speaker 2: I said, Brenda, Now I do.

651
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Speaker 5: I do do that, but don't do the past I do.

652
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Speaker 3: Not think that because of the structure of just even.

653
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Speaker 1: Like knowing the bout.

654
00:30:32,920 --> 00:30:34,480
Speaker 2: I feel like when I see people who can quote

655
00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:36,520
Speaker 2: the Bible backwards and fours, I'm like, that's I feel

656
00:30:36,520 --> 00:30:38,160
Speaker 2: like that's what a pastor should be able to do,

657
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:41,520
Speaker 2: so that anytime they're leading someone, they can like I

658
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:43,480
Speaker 2: have switcher to back this up. You know what I'm

659
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:46,200
Speaker 2: saying to really, you know, it's a steward of it.

660
00:30:46,320 --> 00:30:50,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean if people just qualify themselves because of

661
00:30:50,920 --> 00:30:54,280
Speaker 3: what they think is But again, as you go and

662
00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:57,240
Speaker 3: God says, come, yeah, he says that.

663
00:30:57,400 --> 00:31:01,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, that's true. That's true.

664
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Speaker 2: I think now I'm even like because at first I'm like,

665
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:05,400
Speaker 2: I'm not a Bible clotter, Like I'm just trying to

666
00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:08,080
Speaker 2: live like Jesus and know the words that I can

667
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:10,000
Speaker 2: live more like, because I do feel like sometimes people

668
00:31:10,040 --> 00:31:11,760
Speaker 2: can know the Bible backwards and Fords, but are not

669
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:12,920
Speaker 2: a reflection of Christ.

670
00:31:13,360 --> 00:31:15,120
Speaker 1: I don't want to be that person. You know what

671
00:31:15,160 --> 00:31:21,320
Speaker 1: I'm saying. Yes, so I cause I know I do

672
00:31:21,400 --> 00:31:22,160
Speaker 1: not want to be that.

673
00:31:22,600 --> 00:31:25,520
Speaker 2: So I'm definitely open to whatever God has to me.

674
00:31:25,600 --> 00:31:28,520
Speaker 2: But when it comes to assignment and even working in

675
00:31:28,560 --> 00:31:30,720
Speaker 2: the industry, and people may be like, but I look

676
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:31,760
Speaker 2: at it everywhere I go.

677
00:31:31,720 --> 00:31:32,120
Speaker 3: I don't care.

678
00:31:32,160 --> 00:31:35,080
Speaker 2: It doesn't care if I'm at a Christian conference or

679
00:31:35,120 --> 00:31:38,800
Speaker 2: a basketball game or in the mall shopping. They know Fatima,

680
00:31:38,840 --> 00:31:41,640
Speaker 2: but when they learn about Crystal, it's always you brought

681
00:31:41,640 --> 00:31:44,080
Speaker 2: me close to Christ because you I'm going to church

682
00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:45,320
Speaker 2: because you have found a church home.

683
00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:46,560
Speaker 1: And it was in those.

684
00:31:46,320 --> 00:31:50,560
Speaker 2: Conversations I realized, Aha, that's the assignment. Yes, it's the

685
00:31:50,600 --> 00:31:52,200
Speaker 2: true character, not Fatima.

686
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:55,400
Speaker 3: Yeah right, you're already doing it. And I hate when

687
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:59,200
Speaker 3: people's gifts old this show.

688
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,040
Speaker 4: I don't like. I don't okay, I'm gonna just talk

689
00:32:04,080 --> 00:32:04,400
Speaker 4: like Toime.

690
00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,840
Speaker 3: I hate when people's gifts are only activated doing service time.

691
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:11,440
Speaker 3: If you are profit, how come it only work when

692
00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:12,600
Speaker 3: you got the mic in the service?

693
00:32:12,920 --> 00:32:15,080
Speaker 4: What happened at Walmart Target?

694
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:18,000
Speaker 3: Like, why do you need an audience for your gift?

695
00:32:18,040 --> 00:32:21,680
Speaker 3: To work. It might not be what you it might

696
00:32:21,720 --> 00:32:24,360
Speaker 3: not be authentic. So I don't I don't trust all

697
00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:25,959
Speaker 3: that stuff. If you don't, teacher, I should be having

698
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,040
Speaker 3: a conversation with you and like, whoa, they're not our

699
00:32:28,040 --> 00:32:30,440
Speaker 3: hearts burned with that. Yeah, you understand what I'm saying.

700
00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 3: So I don't like the church activated gifts. I don't

701
00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:34,600
Speaker 3: trust it.

702
00:32:35,120 --> 00:32:38,240
Speaker 4: I don't trust I sing at home, I play at home, prophecy.

703
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:41,680
Speaker 3: Preach whatever. We're doing it right now, fellowship, worshiping God.

704
00:32:41,760 --> 00:32:43,800
Speaker 3: I do it everywhere I'm at in the car. It

705
00:32:43,800 --> 00:32:46,760
Speaker 3: don't even matter because that's who I really am. If

706
00:32:46,760 --> 00:32:51,640
Speaker 3: it turns on at a certain time, you don't know

707
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:53,200
Speaker 3: if it's who you are, it's what you can do.

708
00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:54,600
Speaker 3: But I don't know you are.

709
00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:57,360
Speaker 4: Okay, now I'm done. This is a turn the cameras off.

710
00:32:57,360 --> 00:32:58,720
Speaker 3: Thank y'all for having me. This is keep it.

711
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:01,320
Speaker 1: Until next tide.

712
00:33:02,640 --> 00:33:04,680
Speaker 3: You can do it. But is it who you are? Right? No?

713
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:07,440
Speaker 2: I love this is a conversation that needs we had.

714
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,280
Speaker 2: I love that we can have a real row conversation. Yeah,

715
00:33:10,360 --> 00:33:13,680
Speaker 2: because it's so true and we are we're trying to

716
00:33:13,680 --> 00:33:15,400
Speaker 2: win soci for Christ in a turn where.

717
00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:16,800
Speaker 1: People are hungry.

718
00:33:17,080 --> 00:33:19,960
Speaker 2: They're seeking guidance because they feel the lot, they feel lost,

719
00:33:20,240 --> 00:33:21,840
Speaker 2: and you can see it because you see how like

720
00:33:22,040 --> 00:33:26,080
Speaker 2: I just saw somewhere where the the sales of the

721
00:33:26,080 --> 00:33:30,120
Speaker 2: Bible has skyrocketed real, yes, because people they need some

722
00:33:30,160 --> 00:33:34,360
Speaker 2: type of foundation, you know, Okay, let me.

723
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:46,320
Speaker 3: Okay, But they know that, and that's a good thing though.

724
00:33:46,360 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 3: That means at least they know what it turned to,

725
00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:51,840
Speaker 3: you know what I mean. At least, and that's hope.

726
00:33:51,920 --> 00:33:54,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, it makes me happy when I hear things like that.

727
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:57,280
Speaker 2: But you talked about the next pandemic. I'm not going

728
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:59,000
Speaker 2: to be in church going. I'm going to be at home.

729
00:33:59,480 --> 00:34:03,280
Speaker 2: And it was during the pandemic when you wrote anyhow Oh.

730
00:34:07,080 --> 00:34:09,279
Speaker 3: A friend of mine gave me a track. I was

731
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:13,000
Speaker 3: sitting with it for months when the pandemic hit. We

732
00:34:13,040 --> 00:34:15,640
Speaker 3: grew up old, we grew up church Solleuiah any Hours

733
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,640
Speaker 3: like an old sam Grandma used to be an old song.

734
00:34:19,480 --> 00:34:21,320
Speaker 3: And that's kind of what I want, what I wanted

735
00:34:21,360 --> 00:34:25,279
Speaker 3: to say in that moment, I just felt in a

736
00:34:25,680 --> 00:34:29,760
Speaker 3: inncessory type song like I felt the people, I felt

737
00:34:30,040 --> 00:34:33,239
Speaker 3: the world, and the track is just it's just so

738
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:37,279
Speaker 3: and so I wanted to start with. I always like

739
00:34:37,840 --> 00:34:40,560
Speaker 3: kingdom perspective. I don't want to get too much of

740
00:34:40,600 --> 00:34:44,680
Speaker 3: mine or the world, So I know the plans that

741
00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:48,200
Speaker 3: you have for me. Jeremiah twenty nine. We just talked

742
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:55,520
Speaker 3: about finding I know a little bit.

743
00:34:55,880 --> 00:34:57,440
Speaker 4: Yes, the book.

744
00:35:01,440 --> 00:35:05,520
Speaker 3: There's somewhere between gentisies and revelations.

745
00:35:04,840 --> 00:35:10,640
Speaker 2: And revelations revelations relations because.

746
00:35:10,360 --> 00:35:11,399
Speaker 1: He gave a lot of it there.

747
00:35:11,400 --> 00:35:14,720
Speaker 4: But oh god, this is great.

748
00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:17,520
Speaker 3: So we're not gonna get nothing done, y'all, So just

749
00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:21,439
Speaker 3: go ahead and enjoy this. My mindset at the time

750
00:35:21,600 --> 00:35:23,880
Speaker 3: is the world is shut down. People don't know what

751
00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:25,279
Speaker 3: to do to the church is the club. We don't

752
00:35:25,280 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 3: know what to do.

753
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:27,800
Speaker 4: How should we be thinking?

754
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:30,719
Speaker 3: How what can I serve the people that will help

755
00:35:30,760 --> 00:35:33,799
Speaker 3: their psyche to help what they should be thinking. The

756
00:35:33,800 --> 00:35:36,520
Speaker 3: first service I gave was We're gonna be all right,

757
00:35:36,680 --> 00:35:38,080
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying. I like that. It was

758
00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:39,719
Speaker 3: a bop. I think a lot of songs that was

759
00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:41,879
Speaker 3: coming out at that time was slow, and it helped

760
00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,560
Speaker 3: me and I was like, oh my god, yeah, yeah,

761
00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:47,120
Speaker 3: we could be encouraged with a bop. Yes, thank god.

762
00:35:47,320 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 3: That was the first we needed that need it right.

763
00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:57,719
Speaker 3: And so when the second one came, I felt more

764
00:35:57,719 --> 00:36:00,239
Speaker 3: of that. You know that, you know, So what should

765
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:02,280
Speaker 3: our thought process be? Well, I want to think about

766
00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:05,240
Speaker 3: his promises right now because I can't see not so okay,

767
00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:09,600
Speaker 3: I know, I know you have good plans. Oh me,

768
00:36:10,440 --> 00:36:13,200
Speaker 3: remind yourself of that. So if people were to take

769
00:36:13,239 --> 00:36:16,400
Speaker 3: those lyrics, they will literally be rewiring their thoughts.

770
00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:18,960
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying, reminding themselves of the promises

771
00:36:18,960 --> 00:36:19,319
Speaker 4: of God.

772
00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:23,719
Speaker 3: And then no matter what comes my Waylulijah, it's just

773
00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:28,440
Speaker 3: like y'all, it's taking out of anything that can hit you. Y'all,

774
00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:39,760
Speaker 3: I said, Oh my lord, I got the lyrics. Never

775
00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:42,000
Speaker 3: fear some of them. The control the storm is here,

776
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:45,760
Speaker 3: but I'm sleep on the boat that Jesus will sleep.

777
00:36:46,360 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 3: They thought they were going to die, said, care is

778
00:36:51,560 --> 00:36:52,080
Speaker 3: not that.

779
00:36:51,960 --> 00:36:53,840
Speaker 4: Weput to die.

780
00:36:54,360 --> 00:36:57,520
Speaker 3: And these are fishermen talking, so they understand crazy weather.

781
00:36:57,600 --> 00:37:01,800
Speaker 3: So it had to be extreme, don't yes that Jesus

782
00:37:01,880 --> 00:37:05,800
Speaker 3: was not just he was sleep. What kind of beast?

783
00:37:06,000 --> 00:37:10,240
Speaker 4: What kind of what kind of security is that?

784
00:37:11,040 --> 00:37:14,839
Speaker 3: Oh? If he can have that, I can chill. And

785
00:37:14,880 --> 00:37:18,719
Speaker 3: he tells us, You've got to feel the scripture. Feel

786
00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:21,120
Speaker 3: the scripture. For me, this is when I don't really like,

787
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:22,160
Speaker 3: but we gotta eat it.

788
00:37:22,239 --> 00:37:24,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, let not your heart be troubled.

789
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 3: Don't let it. Wait a minute, you make sure my

790
00:37:29,680 --> 00:37:33,319
Speaker 3: heart is good. God. No, that's your responsibility to be

791
00:37:33,560 --> 00:37:36,160
Speaker 3: in trouble, but not troubled my god.

792
00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:38,800
Speaker 4: Hm, I'm trying.

793
00:37:38,560 --> 00:37:41,520
Speaker 3: To get out of this place. It is your responsibility

794
00:37:41,560 --> 00:37:44,080
Speaker 3: to endure trouble and not be troubled.

795
00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:46,240
Speaker 1: My lord.

796
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:48,840
Speaker 3: There has to be some type of level of trust

797
00:37:49,080 --> 00:37:53,160
Speaker 3: that I have to learn and just accept. Like Yo,

798
00:37:53,400 --> 00:37:55,400
Speaker 3: my mom used to say, when I can trace him,

799
00:37:55,600 --> 00:37:58,360
Speaker 3: I'll trust them. So that, anyhow, was some of the

800
00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:02,760
Speaker 3: fuel to give that solidity in the in the winds,

801
00:38:02,800 --> 00:38:04,879
Speaker 3: you know what I mean? He I know him who

802
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:07,160
Speaker 3: I believe. He ain't let me down yet. Same guy,

803
00:38:07,239 --> 00:38:08,319
Speaker 3: pull Andy song you want.

804
00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:12,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, I don't care how new this thing is moving me.

805
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:14,120
Speaker 3: He's the same guy.

806
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:14,760
Speaker 2: Yeah.

807
00:38:14,800 --> 00:38:16,440
Speaker 3: And if he's the same I'm gonna come out of this.

808
00:38:16,840 --> 00:38:19,919
Speaker 3: That's that's a challenge. I'm not saying I'm there. Yeah,

809
00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:23,000
Speaker 3: it's a challenge to have that mindset in it. I'm

810
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:24,960
Speaker 3: on the chair talking to you right now. I can

811
00:38:25,000 --> 00:38:29,880
Speaker 3: say it. When when life is life, then yeah, I

812
00:38:29,880 --> 00:38:33,400
Speaker 3: gotta change it. I gotta change the term now. But

813
00:38:33,440 --> 00:38:34,719
Speaker 3: when it's when it's doing.

814
00:38:34,480 --> 00:38:35,839
Speaker 1: That, life is not that bad.

815
00:38:40,040 --> 00:38:42,280
Speaker 3: How can we how can we how can we grab

816
00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:44,240
Speaker 3: this thought in that moment?

817
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:46,800
Speaker 4: Hopefully songs will help bring us back to that.

818
00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:48,000
Speaker 3: And I want to That's what I want to do

819
00:38:48,040 --> 00:38:48,440
Speaker 3: through anything.

820
00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:49,399
Speaker 1: I love that. That's good.

821
00:38:49,480 --> 00:38:51,799
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I think a lot of times also, like

822
00:38:51,840 --> 00:38:54,520
Speaker 2: you said, it's something you're still learning. We feel like

823
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:56,560
Speaker 2: as soon as we get saved and turn our life over,

824
00:38:56,719 --> 00:38:59,280
Speaker 2: that we're just supposed to have it all together. Last

825
00:38:59,360 --> 00:39:02,239
Speaker 2: night I had the premiere for As the Team A

826
00:39:02,280 --> 00:39:06,200
Speaker 2: Season four Thank You. We were leaving and my assistant

827
00:39:06,280 --> 00:39:09,200
Speaker 2: told my guy who watched my cars, hey, when you leave,

828
00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:11,640
Speaker 2: just locked the pushed the bottom lock in when you leave.

829
00:39:11,840 --> 00:39:14,799
Speaker 2: He said, okay, cool. He has the keys to my car.

830
00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:17,440
Speaker 2: Then had the keys to my house on the keys.

831
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:20,520
Speaker 2: So he puts the keys back in the mudroom like

832
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:23,400
Speaker 2: he always does, locks the door that goes into the house.

833
00:39:24,480 --> 00:39:28,080
Speaker 2: So I opened up my garage with my phone and

834
00:39:28,120 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 2: I'm like, I look at her, and I said, herman,

835
00:39:30,719 --> 00:39:31,840
Speaker 2: he locked us out of the house.

836
00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 1: My heart was troubled.

837
00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:39,919
Speaker 2: I was experienced, and it's like, you know, the things

838
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:40,600
Speaker 2: you're working on it.

839
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:45,040
Speaker 1: I was like, I lost that split second. I was like, Lord,

840
00:39:45,120 --> 00:39:47,480
Speaker 1: forgive me because I how did I like?

841
00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:48,040
Speaker 3: Literally?

842
00:39:48,760 --> 00:39:51,760
Speaker 1: But I had to remind myself, Yeah, he's still working.

843
00:39:52,760 --> 00:39:56,680
Speaker 3: We have to find that anger expression that doesn't lead

844
00:39:56,760 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 3: us to prolonged anger or sin. Yes, angry, but not

845
00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:02,880
Speaker 3: so were allowed to get that, We're allowed to get upset.

846
00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, that was where I was ready to go to sleep.

847
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:11,160
Speaker 3: You probably you probably know where to find that schedule

848
00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:15,680
Speaker 3: be angry and saying, Now, that's proverbs to I know that.

849
00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:17,319
Speaker 4: I don't know.

850
00:40:23,120 --> 00:40:26,640
Speaker 3: That's for me to understand that anger is the thing. Yeah,

851
00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:29,120
Speaker 3: I understand. I understand that we all are dealing with

852
00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:32,520
Speaker 3: that and we have to navigate that. There's certain there's

853
00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:36,160
Speaker 3: certain things that are like non negotiables with God and

854
00:40:36,239 --> 00:40:39,160
Speaker 3: certain things He let us have, Like I mean anger.

855
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:41,239
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying, Like, whoa, how well? How

856
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:42,439
Speaker 3: far do I take this guy?

857
00:40:42,520 --> 00:40:44,719
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying? How many words can I use?

858
00:40:44,719 --> 00:40:51,239
Speaker 3: A homny, he's on your Carroway, he's he's like.

859
00:40:52,960 --> 00:40:55,520
Speaker 4: But the fact that you can sense him doing that,

860
00:40:55,520 --> 00:40:56,120
Speaker 4: that's the good.

861
00:40:56,200 --> 00:40:56,759
Speaker 3: That's the good.

862
00:40:57,200 --> 00:40:59,040
Speaker 2: Oh he well, I tell you, he younged me up

863
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:01,600
Speaker 2: so quick because I let it out and it was

864
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:05,480
Speaker 2: just like a like an instant calm and like calm down,

865
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:08,040
Speaker 2: like I was like to be all right.

866
00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:09,840
Speaker 1: And then my makeup artist broke into my door and

867
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:10,399
Speaker 1: that worked out.

868
00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:13,360
Speaker 4: Okay, could have some hood people around you.

869
00:41:13,480 --> 00:41:16,040
Speaker 3: I'm just I'm not calling you so funny because Hermie goes,

870
00:41:16,640 --> 00:41:23,000
Speaker 3: you gotta be from Carl All Harlem shout out in

871
00:41:23,320 --> 00:41:29,640
Speaker 3: n y C. You gotta be so harm It was so.

872
00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:31,399
Speaker 4: Like.

873
00:41:31,560 --> 00:41:33,080
Speaker 1: I got in the berry and I text with it.

874
00:41:33,160 --> 00:41:34,760
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm still laughing.

875
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:36,840
Speaker 4: You gotta be from Harlem.

876
00:41:37,000 --> 00:41:38,360
Speaker 3: Is crazy work, y'all?

877
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:43,239
Speaker 1: He actually from Orlando. I just thought about it.

878
00:41:43,840 --> 00:41:47,440
Speaker 3: Well, I'm from Jersey, live in Orlando, so youah, I

879
00:41:47,440 --> 00:41:50,319
Speaker 3: get it. That's why we said we need some.

880
00:41:50,239 --> 00:41:53,839
Speaker 2: Prayer rights, like hold on, girl, I got I said,

881
00:41:54,800 --> 00:41:56,479
Speaker 2: were getting dead boats on this door.

882
00:41:58,239 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 4: It's not me again, I was. I was like, thank you, Lord,

883
00:42:02,600 --> 00:42:03,200
Speaker 4: I get it.

884
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:05,160
Speaker 2: When I saw the light from the kitchen come throughout there,

885
00:42:07,239 --> 00:42:07,759
Speaker 2: it's all right.

886
00:42:07,880 --> 00:42:10,640
Speaker 3: How do you feel after? I'm gonna call it rage

887
00:42:10,719 --> 00:42:14,840
Speaker 3: after our rage moments in retrospect? Is it embarrassing? Is

888
00:42:14,880 --> 00:42:15,719
Speaker 3: that I didn't take all that?

889
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 2: Or is it no in that moment was so embarrassing

890
00:42:19,719 --> 00:42:22,400
Speaker 2: because like I'm fasting right now and I'm very like

891
00:42:22,600 --> 00:42:26,400
Speaker 2: susceptible to all energies and I feel everything, and in

892
00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:28,360
Speaker 2: that moment, it was just like a split second of

893
00:42:28,640 --> 00:42:31,120
Speaker 2: human crystal, you know, that just came out and it

894
00:42:31,160 --> 00:42:34,640
Speaker 2: was it was uncontrollable, like I didn't even like but

895
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:36,920
Speaker 2: as soon as it happened, I felt him say calm down.

896
00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:38,319
Speaker 1: I was like, and it was just like peace.

897
00:42:38,400 --> 00:42:40,399
Speaker 2: And so I was like like like it almost didn't

898
00:42:40,440 --> 00:42:43,320
Speaker 2: even happen, Like the anger just instantly went away.

899
00:42:43,680 --> 00:42:44,640
Speaker 1: And I was like okay.

900
00:42:44,680 --> 00:42:46,160
Speaker 2: And then after I was like I'm over here, like

901
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:48,600
Speaker 2: he was saying encouraging people, like you can't be doing that,

902
00:42:48,760 --> 00:42:48,960
Speaker 2: you know.

903
00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:50,799
Speaker 1: So it was like a little bit.

904
00:42:50,680 --> 00:42:53,520
Speaker 2: Of shame and like embarrassment that time we get out

905
00:42:53,520 --> 00:42:55,640
Speaker 2: of character, but at the same time, don't.

906
00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:57,719
Speaker 1: Be liking my kids in the house throwing Let me

907
00:42:57,840 --> 00:43:00,920
Speaker 1: just and I got a long day. I think that tomorrow.

908
00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:02,640
Speaker 1: I was like, I got three episodes.

909
00:43:02,680 --> 00:43:03,239
Speaker 3: I got to be.

910
00:43:03,360 --> 00:43:05,279
Speaker 1: Up early, and I can get up at four thirty.

911
00:43:05,280 --> 00:43:06,840
Speaker 2: I'm already an hour and a half behind going to

912
00:43:06,880 --> 00:43:09,040
Speaker 2: sleep because I've been on this schedule. So like I'm

913
00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:12,239
Speaker 2: really I think that's a part of like regimented people,

914
00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:14,719
Speaker 2: and people who are super successful were hyper regimented.

915
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:15,960
Speaker 1: So once I get.

916
00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:18,240
Speaker 2: Fixated on the schedule, it's like, all right, I'm already

917
00:43:18,239 --> 00:43:19,880
Speaker 2: because I had to work, I'm already an hour and

918
00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:21,719
Speaker 2: a half behind getting the bed and now locked out

919
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:22,080
Speaker 2: of the house.

920
00:43:22,120 --> 00:43:25,880
Speaker 4: And you psychologically planned out how your day and night

921
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:26,239
Speaker 4: should go.

922
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 1: So I can start it right with God in the morning.

923
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:29,759
Speaker 1: Here I am curst.

924
00:43:29,840 --> 00:43:33,280
Speaker 3: And when it doesn't go that way because of someone else, Yeah,

925
00:43:33,400 --> 00:43:36,520
Speaker 3: it gets kind of this morning like last night, I

926
00:43:36,560 --> 00:43:36,960
Speaker 3: did you know?

927
00:43:37,120 --> 00:43:39,920
Speaker 4: Another show? And then I got in so late.

928
00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:41,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, And I was like, all right, let me get

929
00:43:41,440 --> 00:43:43,440
Speaker 3: my clothes off for tomorrow that I don't feel like

930
00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:45,200
Speaker 3: I'm not going to iron the night. I'm not, I'm

931
00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:46,520
Speaker 3: going to bed. I went to bed, I said, I'm

932
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:47,719
Speaker 3: all right. When I get up in the morning, I'm

933
00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:51,319
Speaker 3: arm my little this little thing. I got up and

934
00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,960
Speaker 3: there's no ironing board in the room. So I'm like, hey,

935
00:43:55,000 --> 00:43:57,759
Speaker 3: how you doing an ironing board? Sure we should have

936
00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:00,520
Speaker 3: that up between thirty and forty five minutes. So I'm

937
00:44:00,600 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 3: leaving in twenty all this, do you understand? Let me

938
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:09,080
Speaker 3: tell y'all what I did, and do not laugh at me.

939
00:44:10,040 --> 00:44:12,279
Speaker 3: I put this thing on the hangar, the pants thing

940
00:44:12,320 --> 00:44:15,840
Speaker 3: on the hangar. Open that shower. Oh this thing is

941
00:44:16,200 --> 00:44:20,720
Speaker 3: that thing? Stink? Shut that thing? I want.

942
00:44:23,680 --> 00:44:24,480
Speaker 1: Resourceful.

943
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 3: Do you understand that I'm not two rankles today? But

944
00:44:28,280 --> 00:44:31,640
Speaker 3: do you understand just the slightest thing going off of

945
00:44:31,680 --> 00:44:33,560
Speaker 3: what you plan could just cause it.

946
00:44:33,800 --> 00:44:37,359
Speaker 4: You have to compensate immediately. You have to come up

947
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:38,400
Speaker 4: with something immediately.

948
00:44:38,440 --> 00:44:41,400
Speaker 3: It's almost like something going wrong on stage, like the

949
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:41,960
Speaker 3: sound going on.

950
00:44:42,040 --> 00:44:44,720
Speaker 4: And I got to figure out that in the moment. Yes,

951
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,080
Speaker 4: you keep everybody together and my crew and.

952
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:49,480
Speaker 1: It's the problem it show goes on.

953
00:44:50,480 --> 00:44:53,879
Speaker 3: Mm hmm, ain't God. I grew up in the old

954
00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:56,200
Speaker 3: school church where anything happened all the time, So I

955
00:44:56,320 --> 00:44:59,240
Speaker 3: learned a lot of to get glory.

956
00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:05,360
Speaker 1: Y'all figure it out now, like beyones, somebody is getting fire.

957
00:45:13,160 --> 00:45:15,200
Speaker 4: Exactly learned that.

958
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:18,480
Speaker 3: So it's you know, that's understandable. But I thank God

959
00:45:18,480 --> 00:45:21,160
Speaker 3: we can have help with all of that. And I

960
00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:24,280
Speaker 3: don't consider that a fail, Crystal, thank you. I don't.

961
00:45:24,880 --> 00:45:27,759
Speaker 3: I don't. If you can sense God's correction, it's not

962
00:45:27,840 --> 00:45:31,120
Speaker 3: a fel when you can't sense it. That's a fel.

963
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:32,759
Speaker 1: Okay, now you about to have me crying up here.

964
00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:36,239
Speaker 3: That's a fel. That's the feeling, even with sins and

965
00:45:36,440 --> 00:45:39,160
Speaker 3: and things and when we fall. Yeah, just man fall

966
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:41,640
Speaker 3: seven times. But you just got to hear him say

967
00:45:41,640 --> 00:45:44,280
Speaker 3: get up. It's the people that can't hear him saying

968
00:45:44,520 --> 00:45:47,520
Speaker 3: up to me. That's a fail. And that's my opinion.

969
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:49,680
Speaker 3: So I just want to encourage you don't do that again.

970
00:45:50,160 --> 00:45:51,000
Speaker 3: Don't you do that again.

971
00:45:51,080 --> 00:45:52,560
Speaker 1: Now you know better, now do better?

972
00:45:53,120 --> 00:45:56,239
Speaker 3: Right right, right, right right, sure, thank you for that.

973
00:45:57,560 --> 00:45:58,000
Speaker 1: For sure.

974
00:45:58,760 --> 00:46:01,360
Speaker 2: I do want to know how has fatherhood and marriage

975
00:46:01,400 --> 00:46:02,760
Speaker 2: shape the music that you create.

976
00:46:03,600 --> 00:46:06,279
Speaker 1: Wha talking about your wife and your chill.

977
00:46:06,440 --> 00:46:10,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, marriage and kids help my music in that it

978
00:46:10,640 --> 00:46:16,600
Speaker 3: keeps my anxiety. And I'm just playing. I married my

979
00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:19,200
Speaker 3: wife at twenty one. She was eighteen. I was twenty one,

980
00:46:19,280 --> 00:46:22,279
Speaker 3: so before my career started, she was already with me.

981
00:46:22,320 --> 00:46:24,400
Speaker 3: She came to like one of the first rehearsals, joined

982
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:26,200
Speaker 3: the choir, so she's part of my home.

983
00:46:26,320 --> 00:46:28,640
Speaker 1: Saw her, we were like, that's what.

984
00:46:31,400 --> 00:46:32,759
Speaker 4: And that Keith put the same song.

985
00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:35,960
Speaker 1: He was like, that's my quick here you going like that.

986
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:39,839
Speaker 3: I'm a small family church everybody in this church are

987
00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:43,440
Speaker 3: my cousins, right right? Any guests come me and my

988
00:46:43,480 --> 00:46:45,879
Speaker 3: brother's like, no, that's me, that's me your chill chip chill.

989
00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:51,720
Speaker 1: Yes, that was me and Martin Tennessee.

990
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:54,719
Speaker 3: Really that's me, chill chill. I don't care if she

991
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:56,879
Speaker 3: was Fiona, Yo, We're just gonna at least get the name.

992
00:46:57,640 --> 00:47:02,800
Speaker 3: So when she walked in, my eyebrows went all the

993
00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:06,040
Speaker 3: way to my my hairline, like no, yo, ship, you know,

994
00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:07,839
Speaker 3: just that kind of funny thing it must have been.

995
00:47:08,480 --> 00:47:11,000
Speaker 3: And then so we talked. So from there we just

996
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:13,800
Speaker 3: started kicking it. Always like how she thought she's not religious.

997
00:47:14,280 --> 00:47:17,279
Speaker 3: She don't think like the average church lady with the

998
00:47:17,280 --> 00:47:18,880
Speaker 3: big hat. And I love all church ladies with the

999
00:47:18,880 --> 00:47:22,520
Speaker 3: big hats, but she doesn't think along those lines. Her

1000
00:47:22,560 --> 00:47:27,360
Speaker 3: relationship with God are not along religious lines. It's relationship.

1001
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:30,640
Speaker 3: So I was I was hooked on that young before

1002
00:47:30,680 --> 00:47:33,960
Speaker 3: she even really knew, you know how tapped is. So

1003
00:47:34,040 --> 00:47:35,759
Speaker 3: that goes shake my music as far as relationship with

1004
00:47:35,800 --> 00:47:38,480
Speaker 3: God period. And she was like, some songs you got

1005
00:47:38,560 --> 00:47:42,040
Speaker 3: it's just too pretty. Wow, it's too pretty for those

1006
00:47:42,080 --> 00:47:44,960
Speaker 3: of you that know music that are major keys, minor.

1007
00:47:45,480 --> 00:47:48,879
Speaker 4: My wife loves the minor. So if I'm in there like.

1008
00:47:48,840 --> 00:47:51,880
Speaker 3: Doo do do do do? Do do do, She's like,

1009
00:47:51,960 --> 00:47:53,879
Speaker 3: oh my god, she don't do that because she would

1010
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:56,520
Speaker 3: be like, hey, why you do that? But she needs

1011
00:47:58,120 --> 00:48:02,400
Speaker 3: she needs that miner, that thing, that that that death.

1012
00:48:02,520 --> 00:48:07,120
Speaker 3: I call it the deepness. Okay, she's the chamber music

1013
00:48:07,160 --> 00:48:10,840
Speaker 3: and like that classical stuff. So that's what kind of

1014
00:48:10,960 --> 00:48:13,279
Speaker 3: I kind of like shape some of my things, like okay,

1015
00:48:13,360 --> 00:48:16,360
Speaker 3: let me do let me try it a minor, a minor,

1016
00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:21,000
Speaker 3: even if it's victory victory I wrote away, but I

1017
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,320
Speaker 3: changed the keys to minor. Those of you to understand,

1018
00:48:23,320 --> 00:48:25,759
Speaker 3: you understand I changed the keys to minor because I thought,

1019
00:48:25,960 --> 00:48:31,439
Speaker 3: you know, she liked it and I love it minor notes,

1020
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:34,759
Speaker 3: but I did. She helps me in that regard. If

1021
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:39,200
Speaker 3: she's my she's my soundboard. Like I like that when

1022
00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:41,600
Speaker 3: she said it's cute on or, they're gonna love it.

1023
00:48:41,719 --> 00:48:44,040
Speaker 3: They're gonna love it. I'm like, but you don't love it.

1024
00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:45,880
Speaker 3: I'm not finished very I'm just gonna give you the

1025
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:49,040
Speaker 3: idea it could be fully master. I'm just.

1026
00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:52,840
Speaker 4: She helps me with that, and the kids the same way.

1027
00:48:53,160 --> 00:48:55,120
Speaker 3: All of my music, like my next album, they hearing

1028
00:48:55,120 --> 00:48:57,279
Speaker 3: it now, they're hearing it now while I'm recording, and

1029
00:48:57,360 --> 00:49:01,319
Speaker 3: just their response, reaction and sometimes questions. It goes on

1030
00:49:01,440 --> 00:49:03,640
Speaker 3: in the pot. So we all want big creative crew.

1031
00:49:03,840 --> 00:49:07,160
Speaker 3: I love it. Yeah, they are part of everything, close

1032
00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:10,000
Speaker 3: everything my wife. When you wearing that, put that on, that,

1033
00:49:10,080 --> 00:49:11,440
Speaker 3: put the he on that, put the thing on that,

1034
00:49:11,480 --> 00:49:14,560
Speaker 3: put it. Oh thank you. She very creative, lazy to

1035
00:49:14,600 --> 00:49:16,239
Speaker 3: keep all that stuff, you know what I mean. I

1036
00:49:16,280 --> 00:49:19,360
Speaker 3: love I went to the podcast sets, babe, through the sets.

1037
00:49:19,400 --> 00:49:21,600
Speaker 3: You look good in the sets all right back, you

1038
00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:24,400
Speaker 3: know what I mean. So she's still my advisor in

1039
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:27,080
Speaker 3: that regard, still very much involved in all my decision

1040
00:49:27,160 --> 00:49:30,439
Speaker 3: making and administry and administratively to keep the ship going. Man,

1041
00:49:30,680 --> 00:49:31,239
Speaker 3: I love that.

1042
00:49:31,520 --> 00:49:34,120
Speaker 2: So pleasant when I got to meet her that weekend

1043
00:49:34,120 --> 00:49:35,719
Speaker 2: as well, super dope.

1044
00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:37,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, shes the best.

1045
00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:38,000
Speaker 4: I love that.

1046
00:49:39,000 --> 00:49:42,040
Speaker 2: You are really really big on mental health and anti bolly.

1047
00:49:42,680 --> 00:49:44,640
Speaker 2: What was the spark that made you say this is

1048
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:46,319
Speaker 2: what I want to get behind because I think for

1049
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,680
Speaker 2: most of the black community it wasn't until twenty twenty

1050
00:49:49,680 --> 00:49:51,320
Speaker 2: that we really started getting bout side.

1051
00:49:51,520 --> 00:49:51,719
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1052
00:49:52,960 --> 00:49:55,759
Speaker 4: I was glad that it became a movement, and then.

1053
00:49:55,680 --> 00:49:57,840
Speaker 3: I was like Where was this When I was right?

1054
00:49:58,640 --> 00:50:01,480
Speaker 3: I was the skinny black molt to kids all my life.

1055
00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:06,040
Speaker 3: Like my class loved substitute teachers. I hated them. It's

1056
00:50:06,120 --> 00:50:07,799
Speaker 3: the first time seeing me, you know what I mean.

1057
00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:10,160
Speaker 3: Things like that all the time, and then kids and

1058
00:50:10,160 --> 00:50:12,879
Speaker 3: all that stuff. Once I found out it was a

1059
00:50:13,040 --> 00:50:16,400
Speaker 3: thing and campaigning and anti bullying, I said, I'm getting

1060
00:50:16,480 --> 00:50:19,760
Speaker 3: all that and understand what it does to the psyche.

1061
00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:22,279
Speaker 3: Having a good home. I still had a good home.

1062
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,879
Speaker 3: I had both parents in the home. As to qua

1063
00:50:25,280 --> 00:50:29,200
Speaker 3: it was good. But leaving that house, the anxiety I felt,

1064
00:50:29,920 --> 00:50:35,400
Speaker 3: the fear, the embarrassment, regardless the rehearsing how.

1065
00:50:35,239 --> 00:50:37,440
Speaker 4: To hold my mouth, you know what I mean, just

1066
00:50:37,480 --> 00:50:38,320
Speaker 4: to not be teased.

1067
00:50:38,320 --> 00:50:40,480
Speaker 3: You know. Oh it was crazy. I still got big

1068
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:42,440
Speaker 3: t but I don't care now, you know, But you

1069
00:50:42,480 --> 00:50:44,680
Speaker 3: know what I mean, Just all of that I understood

1070
00:50:44,760 --> 00:50:49,080
Speaker 3: and understand how that affects the mind. I went to

1071
00:50:49,760 --> 00:50:52,759
Speaker 3: my gifts. They laughed at me until I played basketball

1072
00:50:52,880 --> 00:51:02,279
Speaker 3: or the kids. I was like this, but I don't

1073
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 3: want to have to exercise my gift as a get back.

1074
00:51:04,840 --> 00:51:06,640
Speaker 3: I want to enjoy doing what I just so if

1075
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:10,080
Speaker 3: I could help the kids navigate mentally, or give them

1076
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:13,200
Speaker 3: some tips on how to just navigate, you know, bullies,

1077
00:51:13,200 --> 00:51:15,160
Speaker 3: and understand that the people that's talking about man, they

1078
00:51:15,239 --> 00:51:18,080
Speaker 3: got insecurities and they so happy that yours is seen

1079
00:51:18,760 --> 00:51:21,680
Speaker 3: that they just go. You know, most people online who

1080
00:51:22,080 --> 00:51:25,200
Speaker 3: harp on scandals got stuff going on theyself. But thank

1081
00:51:25,200 --> 00:51:28,000
Speaker 3: god it's somebody else this time. That's the oh you said, Okay,

1082
00:51:28,000 --> 00:51:31,120
Speaker 3: so that's a sick moment. That's a sip moment, ladies

1083
00:51:31,120 --> 00:51:33,120
Speaker 3: and gentlemen. I'll do it from the bottom of the

1084
00:51:33,120 --> 00:51:33,600
Speaker 3: cup like this.

1085
00:51:36,080 --> 00:51:37,680
Speaker 1: I can't stand that.

1086
00:51:38,160 --> 00:51:40,719
Speaker 2: And I think we can definitely understand because we're living

1087
00:51:40,719 --> 00:51:42,000
Speaker 2: our lives in the public eye.

1088
00:51:42,400 --> 00:51:45,040
Speaker 1: But even like when I hear people like.

1089
00:51:45,080 --> 00:51:49,000
Speaker 2: Discussing scandals and mishaps, I'm like, I know what it's

1090
00:51:49,160 --> 00:51:51,719
Speaker 2: like to have my name in something and people not

1091
00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:54,160
Speaker 2: know the truth and I can't speak about it and

1092
00:51:54,239 --> 00:51:56,000
Speaker 2: everybody got an opinion, like.

1093
00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:59,440
Speaker 6: I didn't even know my fist was ball like that

1094
00:51:59,800 --> 00:52:11,279
Speaker 6: life the spirit. But let's said, you know, we.

1095
00:52:11,360 --> 00:52:14,120
Speaker 3: Gotta be mute, we gotta we gotta ride tongue, we

1096
00:52:14,160 --> 00:52:15,200
Speaker 3: gotta be wise and.

1097
00:52:15,440 --> 00:52:19,000
Speaker 2: Us, you know, because anything we say is like yeah anything.

1098
00:52:19,160 --> 00:52:23,640
Speaker 3: So that's very, very, very very very frustrating. So in

1099
00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:25,760
Speaker 3: the area, in the arena of bullying, we got cyber

1100
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:28,840
Speaker 3: bullying now people, you know, so just helping them navigate

1101
00:52:28,920 --> 00:52:31,080
Speaker 3: because I have a heart for our kids. I know

1102
00:52:31,160 --> 00:52:35,120
Speaker 3: it's still like everybody, but I really have harm with kids,

1103
00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:39,120
Speaker 3: and I cannot stand how they are overlooked, not educated,

1104
00:52:39,600 --> 00:52:42,400
Speaker 3: not emotionally attended to.

1105
00:52:42,600 --> 00:52:45,200
Speaker 2: Yes, yea, and even now like how you say, with

1106
00:52:45,280 --> 00:52:48,719
Speaker 2: cyber bully and social media, it is so much. And

1107
00:52:48,840 --> 00:52:50,359
Speaker 2: that's part of the reason why I'm scared to bring

1108
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:53,000
Speaker 2: a child into this world now. Like when we were kids,

1109
00:52:53,040 --> 00:52:54,560
Speaker 2: like the worst thing you had to worry about was

1110
00:52:54,560 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 2: getting kidnapped, you know what I'm saying, Like make sure

1111
00:52:56,239 --> 00:52:58,600
Speaker 2: if you see somebody pulling up, you don't talk to strangers.

1112
00:52:58,680 --> 00:53:00,160
Speaker 4: Run, you know what I'm saying, stay street.

1113
00:53:00,120 --> 00:53:04,280
Speaker 1: Don't be by yourself. Yeah. Now, it's like so many influences.

1114
00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:06,799
Speaker 1: It's really scary. How do you protect your children from

1115
00:53:06,800 --> 00:53:07,239
Speaker 1: all these things?

1116
00:53:07,320 --> 00:53:11,759
Speaker 3: Right? And since they're using because I was talking about Sunday, like, hey,

1117
00:53:11,760 --> 00:53:13,440
Speaker 3: don't just let your kids, don't just send them in

1118
00:53:13,440 --> 00:53:16,840
Speaker 3: the corner with a tablet, you know, So my dad did.

1119
00:53:16,719 --> 00:53:17,240
Speaker 1: With my nephew.

1120
00:53:17,280 --> 00:53:19,000
Speaker 2: I was like ye'all got to make sure we know

1121
00:53:19,040 --> 00:53:21,839
Speaker 2: what he's on because these games, they be infiltrating them

1122
00:53:21,880 --> 00:53:24,120
Speaker 2: games and saying stuff to kids and you won't even know.

1123
00:53:24,120 --> 00:53:26,360
Speaker 4: They're coming to us at the church. They're coming to up.

1124
00:53:26,440 --> 00:53:28,200
Speaker 3: This is happening. This is happening, and this is happening.

1125
00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:31,160
Speaker 3: And I'm like, I think parents wants silence, like as

1126
00:53:31,160 --> 00:53:33,640
Speaker 3: long as they quiet, so I could do. Silence is

1127
00:53:33,680 --> 00:53:37,800
Speaker 3: not good parenting, Like presence is not silence.

1128
00:53:38,280 --> 00:53:43,120
Speaker 4: Presence Just oh please, y'all, just please the kids.

1129
00:53:43,160 --> 00:53:47,600
Speaker 3: I just really so. But there homework sometimes and schoolwork

1130
00:53:47,840 --> 00:53:50,200
Speaker 3: is on these tablets. That's what somebody from the church

1131
00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:52,080
Speaker 3: said to me. I said, well, we got to find it.

1132
00:53:52,520 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 3: How do we do that now?

1133
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:56,640
Speaker 4: Because what age should a child be on social media?

1134
00:53:57,200 --> 00:54:01,000
Speaker 2: And I don't feel like until eighteen, like when you're

1135
00:54:01,200 --> 00:54:01,640
Speaker 2: in college.

1136
00:54:01,719 --> 00:54:02,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like in.

1137
00:54:02,600 --> 00:54:05,200
Speaker 2: High school, all it's going to do is you're too

1138
00:54:05,239 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 2: young to deal with all those pressures because the comparison

1139
00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:09,719
Speaker 2: and you're are dealing with so and so got the

1140
00:54:09,760 --> 00:54:11,880
Speaker 2: Jordan's I ain't got them, And she's got this up

1141
00:54:11,920 --> 00:54:14,960
Speaker 2: and she's dating this guy and now like everything is

1142
00:54:15,000 --> 00:54:16,279
Speaker 2: even amplified.

1143
00:54:15,800 --> 00:54:17,560
Speaker 1: On social media, like I don't. I feel like it

1144
00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:18,920
Speaker 1: should be like when you get in college.

1145
00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:22,000
Speaker 3: I agree, because when you dealt with that, it was regional.

1146
00:54:22,880 --> 00:54:25,879
Speaker 4: It was like Kyle and Corey got the sneaks. Now

1147
00:54:25,880 --> 00:54:27,880
Speaker 4: it's like a million people.

1148
00:54:28,200 --> 00:54:30,359
Speaker 3: I'm exposed to too many people who have but I

1149
00:54:30,400 --> 00:54:32,759
Speaker 3: don't even have access to and I could do it.

1150
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:33,759
Speaker 3: I agree with that.

1151
00:54:33,960 --> 00:54:35,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, And I can see just not getting to get

1152
00:54:35,920 --> 00:54:36,239
Speaker 1: too deep.

1153
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:37,960
Speaker 2: But I can see how I leave some more crime

1154
00:54:38,400 --> 00:54:40,360
Speaker 2: because it's like you're seeing I want this, I want it.

1155
00:54:40,640 --> 00:54:43,520
Speaker 1: How can I get it any necessary?

1156
00:54:43,560 --> 00:54:43,920
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1157
00:54:44,239 --> 00:54:46,759
Speaker 1: Scary, and so many people start.

1158
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:50,279
Speaker 2: That's with mental illness, is kicking become impression all the

1159
00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:53,040
Speaker 2: things from that app I was just in the car, yes,

1160
00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:55,279
Speaker 2: say Also we were talking because when you were talking

1161
00:54:55,280 --> 00:54:59,080
Speaker 2: about aging yourself, we were in a car again a

1162
00:54:59,120 --> 00:55:01,319
Speaker 2: makeup done early the house in my videographer.

1163
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:03,839
Speaker 1: We were like, where were you born? And he said

1164
00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:07,279
Speaker 1: two thousand and one? I said, I said, you rabbit,

1165
00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:09,000
Speaker 1: look at us like we're looking at him like a

1166
00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:12,640
Speaker 1: what what is that? Two thousand why? I was graduating

1167
00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:13,400
Speaker 1: high school in.

1168
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,240
Speaker 4: Two thousand and two thousand and one, I said.

1169
00:55:16,160 --> 00:55:16,960
Speaker 3: So we started going back.

1170
00:55:17,040 --> 00:55:19,160
Speaker 2: Did you guys have like Nintendo's he said, no, had

1171
00:55:19,200 --> 00:55:20,120
Speaker 2: like PlayStations.

1172
00:55:20,440 --> 00:55:21,480
Speaker 1: Like, so, what about the iPod?

1173
00:55:21,560 --> 00:55:23,920
Speaker 2: He said, we had this man, he said, then we

1174
00:55:24,000 --> 00:55:26,840
Speaker 2: got like the first iPod came out later. I was like, okay,

1175
00:55:26,840 --> 00:55:28,520
Speaker 2: but it was like going down a rabbit hole. And

1176
00:55:28,640 --> 00:55:31,880
Speaker 2: I was like, y'all remember these phones like Sidekicks and Blackberries?

1177
00:55:31,920 --> 00:55:34,160
Speaker 1: Said we had Blackberries, And then I was like, I

1178
00:55:34,200 --> 00:55:34,440
Speaker 1: want it.

1179
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:36,799
Speaker 2: There's a phone like now that doesn't have social media

1180
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:38,640
Speaker 2: on it. We live just talking about it. It's the

1181
00:55:38,760 --> 00:55:39,680
Speaker 2: Razor flip phone.

1182
00:55:39,920 --> 00:55:40,279
Speaker 3: They don't.

1183
00:55:40,480 --> 00:55:41,920
Speaker 1: I said, I'm going to get one of those.

1184
00:55:43,280 --> 00:55:45,760
Speaker 3: I'm buying one hundred and give it to my youth department.

1185
00:55:45,760 --> 00:55:47,759
Speaker 2: They said, And then there's like, it's nothing like hanging

1186
00:55:47,840 --> 00:55:49,320
Speaker 2: up on somebody with a flip phone.

1187
00:55:49,600 --> 00:55:50,080
Speaker 1: Boom.

1188
00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:53,239
Speaker 3: I feel good because you can't really do that. You

1189
00:55:53,239 --> 00:55:54,200
Speaker 3: can't never.

1190
00:55:54,000 --> 00:55:56,400
Speaker 1: Feel I was like.

1191
00:55:57,040 --> 00:56:00,200
Speaker 2: And then my photographer she was like, she said, yeah,

1192
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:02,440
Speaker 2: I think everybody should have like a phone with no

1193
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:05,200
Speaker 2: social media on it, like your business phone, and then

1194
00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:06,359
Speaker 2: a phone with yeah.

1195
00:56:06,480 --> 00:56:09,719
Speaker 3: I was, man, it's healthy for your mind. That's why

1196
00:56:09,719 --> 00:56:11,799
Speaker 3: I'm starting to read out my physical Bible more now.

1197
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,319
Speaker 2: I literally just said I'm taking my Bible to church

1198
00:56:15,920 --> 00:56:17,600
Speaker 2: because look, when you don't see people do.

1199
00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:18,640
Speaker 1: That anymore, very few.

1200
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 4: I commanded live to bring Bibles.

1201
00:56:21,680 --> 00:56:23,719
Speaker 3: Thank y'all. Just break it to church and how the

1202
00:56:23,800 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 3: mind works, how the mind learns pictures, you know what

1203
00:56:26,160 --> 00:56:28,560
Speaker 3: I mean? No weapon for me to gets on the

1204
00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:31,239
Speaker 3: where that is because it's the second column. Yes, it's

1205
00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:34,400
Speaker 3: highlighted in yellow. There's something about that that I help us. Remember.

1206
00:56:34,719 --> 00:56:36,799
Speaker 2: I tell JB all the time when she cause she'll

1207
00:56:36,840 --> 00:56:38,840
Speaker 2: read my notes for me for the shows, and like

1208
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:40,800
Speaker 2: I got to read it. Like I'm a visual person.

1209
00:56:41,080 --> 00:56:42,759
Speaker 2: I had to read, I have to highlight it, and

1210
00:56:42,800 --> 00:56:44,200
Speaker 2: then it comes right to me.

1211
00:56:44,280 --> 00:56:46,480
Speaker 3: When I read the Bible on technology and the alerts

1212
00:56:46,520 --> 00:56:48,600
Speaker 3: come up and notifications, it's.

1213
00:56:48,160 --> 00:56:56,280
Speaker 5: Over over over, Thank you God. O physical bibles y'all.

1214
00:56:56,440 --> 00:56:57,680
Speaker 3: Yes, I'm on that.

1215
00:56:58,239 --> 00:57:01,719
Speaker 2: On that same I literally just said, I was like,

1216
00:57:01,760 --> 00:57:03,359
Speaker 2: I'm gonna start taking my Bible to church.

1217
00:57:03,480 --> 00:57:05,640
Speaker 3: Yeah. Man, that's the move right there.

1218
00:57:05,880 --> 00:57:07,640
Speaker 1: Yeah No, that's so dope.

1219
00:57:07,880 --> 00:57:08,800
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1220
00:57:09,239 --> 00:57:11,880
Speaker 2: As a man, a lot of times in our culture,

1221
00:57:12,200 --> 00:57:14,440
Speaker 2: the men are the strong towers of the family.

1222
00:57:14,719 --> 00:57:16,240
Speaker 1: They're the ones holding everybody up.

1223
00:57:16,920 --> 00:57:19,760
Speaker 2: How do you feel when society pressures men to be

1224
00:57:19,840 --> 00:57:21,880
Speaker 2: the strong one and not give them the space to

1225
00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:23,640
Speaker 2: be vulnerable, which I feel like we're trying to do

1226
00:57:23,720 --> 00:57:24,160
Speaker 2: better about that.

1227
00:57:24,240 --> 00:57:25,960
Speaker 1: But how do you feel when you may.

1228
00:57:25,840 --> 00:57:27,760
Speaker 2: Not feel like you have a space to be vulnerable?

1229
00:57:28,080 --> 00:57:28,560
Speaker 3: Yeah?

1230
00:57:29,160 --> 00:57:31,120
Speaker 4: Again, I got married very very young.

1231
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:33,160
Speaker 3: I got married at twenty one, which means I was

1232
00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:36,920
Speaker 3: dating at twenty nineteen and a half twenty.

1233
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:42,640
Speaker 4: So I very rarely feel unsafe.

1234
00:57:42,840 --> 00:57:43,280
Speaker 1: That's good.

1235
00:57:43,640 --> 00:57:46,760
Speaker 3: It's a blessing. Yes, like when my father. When my

1236
00:57:46,800 --> 00:57:51,360
Speaker 3: father passed, my wife and my kids just became what

1237
00:57:51,480 --> 00:57:54,600
Speaker 3: I needed and without training, without yes, you know what

1238
00:57:54,640 --> 00:57:56,640
Speaker 3: I mean. I can bust out crying and be weird

1239
00:57:56,840 --> 00:58:00,120
Speaker 3: for two hours in it and I feel safe and

1240
00:58:00,160 --> 00:58:03,080
Speaker 3: I feel like I've given them that as well, and

1241
00:58:03,120 --> 00:58:05,320
Speaker 3: so it's a fair exchange. I really don't, I really don't.

1242
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:07,280
Speaker 3: This is a blessing. I really don't feel like I

1243
00:58:07,280 --> 00:58:09,720
Speaker 3: don't have a safe place as far as being a

1244
00:58:09,760 --> 00:58:11,360
Speaker 3: man in mind. And I'm the only man in house,

1245
00:58:11,520 --> 00:58:13,120
Speaker 3: you know what I mean, being all these women. So

1246
00:58:13,280 --> 00:58:14,840
Speaker 3: pray for me, anybody.

1247
00:58:14,520 --> 00:58:17,600
Speaker 4: Who got an acessory gifts, Pray for time.

1248
00:58:19,160 --> 00:58:21,760
Speaker 3: All the women in there, but for men who feel

1249
00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:26,640
Speaker 3: that I think it's important to I feel like if

1250
00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:31,000
Speaker 3: I feel that way about serving if I'm the CEO

1251
00:58:31,440 --> 00:58:35,680
Speaker 3: of keep it, keep it positi excuse me. If I'm

1252
00:58:35,680 --> 00:58:38,800
Speaker 3: the CEO of keep keep it positive, and you come

1253
00:58:38,880 --> 00:58:40,840
Speaker 3: here and I'll be like, oh hold on, let me

1254
00:58:40,920 --> 00:58:42,760
Speaker 3: get I serve you something. If I give you something,

1255
00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:47,520
Speaker 3: If I'm I'm still the CEO of keeping it, don't

1256
00:58:47,560 --> 00:58:51,680
Speaker 3: take from me to lower myself. Oh God help me.

1257
00:58:51,840 --> 00:58:54,160
Speaker 3: This is what Jesus did. He was still the savior

1258
00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:58,080
Speaker 3: of the entire world, and he was the disciples feet

1259
00:58:58,120 --> 00:59:01,360
Speaker 3: that he created. He you the water he created to

1260
00:59:01,520 --> 00:59:04,120
Speaker 3: wash the feet he created, and was still the creator.

1261
00:59:04,320 --> 00:59:06,480
Speaker 3: Come on, while they looked at him like, I don't

1262
00:59:06,520 --> 00:59:09,200
Speaker 3: do that. That's the lowest job. It could be your perception,

1263
00:59:09,320 --> 00:59:11,400
Speaker 3: but it's not the truth. It don't take from me.

1264
00:59:11,800 --> 00:59:14,320
Speaker 4: So men, when it comes to being vulnerable, you still

1265
00:59:14,440 --> 00:59:14,800
Speaker 4: the man.

1266
00:59:15,440 --> 00:59:18,000
Speaker 3: You having a weak moment, Oh well, they don't take

1267
00:59:18,160 --> 00:59:21,280
Speaker 3: manhood from you to be vulnerable. So if we can

1268
00:59:21,440 --> 00:59:26,880
Speaker 3: have the confidence to know that kings cry, Pharaohs have cried.

1269
00:59:27,400 --> 00:59:29,760
Speaker 3: I mean, kings have been confused, Presidents don't know what

1270
00:59:29,840 --> 00:59:34,439
Speaker 3: to do. Sometimes it don't take away who you are

1271
00:59:35,200 --> 00:59:37,400
Speaker 3: because you have to you know, you have a moment.

1272
00:59:37,440 --> 00:59:40,440
Speaker 3: So I say, be be boldly weak in that season

1273
00:59:40,920 --> 00:59:44,040
Speaker 3: me boldly vulnerable, and you'll discover a love from the

1274
00:59:44,080 --> 00:59:46,520
Speaker 3: people around you that you never knew existed.

1275
00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:49,520
Speaker 4: Or you'll discover the truth about those that are around you.

1276
00:59:50,000 --> 00:59:52,840
Speaker 3: They need you to be superman. And if that's the

1277
00:59:53,040 --> 00:59:56,120
Speaker 3: you know, and then you can govern yourselves accordingly from there.

1278
00:59:56,440 --> 00:59:59,640
Speaker 3: But you find real love when you become vulnerable, not

1279
00:59:59,680 --> 01:00:02,560
Speaker 3: when you strong. Real love don't exist when you're strong.

1280
01:00:03,400 --> 01:00:07,360
Speaker 3: Real love shows up when you are weak. When you're weak,

1281
01:00:07,480 --> 01:00:10,000
Speaker 3: His strength is made perfect in our weakness is the

1282
01:00:10,040 --> 01:00:11,880
Speaker 3: same concept. So don't be afraid to be weak.

1283
01:00:11,920 --> 01:00:12,080
Speaker 2: Man.

1284
01:00:12,120 --> 01:00:15,880
Speaker 4: Now, I'm not saying live weak, right, but don't be afraid.

1285
01:00:15,560 --> 01:00:17,360
Speaker 3: To be weak when you need to be. I don't

1286
01:00:17,400 --> 01:00:18,400
Speaker 3: take away from who you are.

1287
01:00:18,520 --> 01:00:20,880
Speaker 2: I love that, Thank you, because I know somebody need

1288
01:00:20,920 --> 01:00:23,120
Speaker 2: to hear that. Amen, I need to hear that because

1289
01:00:23,120 --> 01:00:25,240
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. Women take on that like yeah.

1290
01:00:27,160 --> 01:00:28,920
Speaker 3: Too, Like you know what I'm saying. How do you

1291
01:00:28,960 --> 01:00:32,840
Speaker 3: feel about I'm gonna just say, girls, hower, you know

1292
01:00:32,880 --> 01:00:36,160
Speaker 3: what I mean. I love. I love. When I grew up,

1293
01:00:36,200 --> 01:00:39,320
Speaker 3: my grandmother was the pastor of my church. Wow, So

1294
01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:41,800
Speaker 3: the first voice of God or preaching or pastor I

1295
01:00:41,800 --> 01:00:44,640
Speaker 3: heard was my grandmother and then my dad took it over.

1296
01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:47,360
Speaker 4: So I women leadership, I don't have a problem with that.

1297
01:00:47,520 --> 01:00:49,320
Speaker 3: My mom was a minister and choir director.

1298
01:00:49,320 --> 01:00:51,480
Speaker 4: I don't have a problem with women in authority.

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Speaker 3: I love all of that stuff. How do you feel

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Speaker 3: women are being accepted in that space?

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Speaker 4: You can see you, you got your.

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Speaker 3: Thing going on? You boss? How do you feel about.

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Speaker 2: Ladies both ladyism? I feel like now it's being more accepted.

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Speaker 2: But I do know there's even churches that still don't

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Speaker 2: accept women preachers. And I was like, Brenda told me that,

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Speaker 2: and I was like, what like in twenty twenty five?

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Speaker 1: But still, yeah.

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Speaker 3: That's weird. Great, that's weird, mad weird. What about in

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Speaker 3: the workplaces?

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Speaker 4: And worse because you compete with other women now and

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Speaker 4: not just men.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I think there's so much woman empowerment now.

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Speaker 2: I think we are really building each other up, saying Okay,

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Speaker 2: how can I help you?

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Speaker 1: Love what you got going on?

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Speaker 3: I love it.

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Speaker 2: Those are the women I feel like you attract what

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Speaker 2: you are. I've attracted those type of women. Yeah, and

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Speaker 2: even if, like you do get some jealous ones, I

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Speaker 2: don't know because I'm too.

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Speaker 5: Busy I finished it for you when and she's too

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Speaker 5: busy winning to be worried.

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Speaker 1: About you know.

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Speaker 2: So yeah, I appreciate, I take it on and I

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Speaker 2: just love all the women that God has split around me. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: strong women in our own rights and.

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Speaker 1: Our own ways. We're in our own lanes, you know.

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Speaker 2: Where we can say it is know like, I don't

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Speaker 2: know if I want to help you because you might

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Speaker 2: get ahead of my you know, but even if it's

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Speaker 2: we are in the same industry.

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Speaker 1: There's room for everybody.

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Speaker 3: Is you always say, I don't know how many hairs

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Speaker 3: on top of min I don't know how much hair

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Speaker 3: is up here, but each hair is on top. We all,

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Speaker 3: we all have to be on top.

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Speaker 4: Come on.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it's politious space. I love that.

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Speaker 1: So we got it sword coming up. We outside.

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Speaker 3: I had to do it.

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Speaker 4: I had to do.

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Speaker 1: I was like, we outside it crazy. There's so many

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Speaker 1: meetings and we outside.

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Speaker 4: Let me clarify.

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Speaker 1: What's your meaning of we outside?

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Speaker 3: It's provocative on purpose, or it's interesting on purpose, it's

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01:02:51,400 --> 01:02:57,240
Speaker 3: eyebrow raising purpose. I feel like a lot of people

1349
01:02:57,320 --> 01:03:01,680
Speaker 3: again feel like the church or God is activated in church,

1350
01:03:02,480 --> 01:03:05,959
Speaker 3: where the real church is outside forgiveness is not really

1351
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Speaker 3: activated in church.

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Speaker 4: It's activated outside love.

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Speaker 3: I mean, y'all can go down the whole list of

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Speaker 3: everything gody or every all, all of the godly characteristics do.

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Speaker 3: The spirit is activated outside of the church, really, so

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Speaker 3: that's where life has lived.

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Speaker 4: So I want to put the emphasis on on on that,

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Speaker 4: like the.

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Speaker 3: Real church is not like outside or not not the

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Speaker 3: party scene outside. Yeah, I'm about to say, but it

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Speaker 3: is a celebratory and that's why I said it. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: we outside. You don't have to be guilty, if I

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01:03:41,560 --> 01:03:43,080
Speaker 3: don't have to be shameful about what you're doing, or

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Speaker 3: don't have to be embarrassed. You can be like yo, man,

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Speaker 3: we are we all the way up for Jesus Christ.

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Speaker 4: And why not? Why not? Nobody else rescued me from

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01:03:54,440 --> 01:03:55,320
Speaker 4: that mental.

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Speaker 3: Place, and nobody else sat with me in that confused place.

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Speaker 3: Nobody else me out of that dark place. Who should

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Speaker 3: get the most noise, who should get the most energy,

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Speaker 3: who should get the most focused? Who should get.

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Speaker 4: Present your bodies?

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Speaker 3: He should get all of us? Man, So we outside

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Speaker 3: this far, y'all, Me and myself, Kiera, Sheher, Mike Todd

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Speaker 3: Transformation Worship. I got two new artists, one named Anthony Brown.

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Speaker 3: He's a beast and a breech trailler. She's like a

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Speaker 3: rapper thing. I really love their ministry.

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Speaker 4: So I always like to bring new people recently.

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Speaker 3: Probably especially in this area. She been on something recently,

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Speaker 3: nothing in his.

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Speaker 1: Own Okay, I feel like that to remember that.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, she's starting to she's starting to make waves. I

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01:04:42,880 --> 01:04:46,560
Speaker 3: saw her online like, oh God changed her life from

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01:04:46,880 --> 01:04:49,640
Speaker 3: secular to gospel music. But a lot of times when

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Speaker 3: people make that change, I just don't feel that what

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Speaker 3: I feel with her, Wow, it's authentic. It's still, it's

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Speaker 3: still excellent, It's still there. It's not water down like

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Speaker 3: because he stayed in my tonight.

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Speaker 4: It's like, okay, you know what I mean.

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Speaker 3: I like your other lyps a little hard. Nah, she

1391
01:05:06,080 --> 01:05:11,280
Speaker 3: got hard. I want to. I like that the Harlem

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Speaker 3: in me right right?

1393
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Speaker 4: So we outside this fall.

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01:05:17,480 --> 01:05:19,640
Speaker 3: I'm so so excited.

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Speaker 1: Now, just like an arena tour, churches.

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Speaker 3: Theater, theater.

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01:05:24,160 --> 01:05:26,360
Speaker 4: When I did the Reunion tour, I loved it. I

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01:05:26,400 --> 01:05:28,880
Speaker 4: loved the big thing. I like a more smaller.

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Speaker 3: Thing like that.

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Speaker 4: So the theaters give me this, like we outside.

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Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know why this thought came

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01:05:35,800 --> 01:05:39,160
Speaker 2: to me was like, yeah, outside or like going into

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01:05:39,200 --> 01:05:42,680
Speaker 2: places and doing concerts where you wouldn't only go.

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01:05:42,920 --> 01:05:44,560
Speaker 1: I don't know why my mind I saw a nightclub

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01:05:44,640 --> 01:05:46,440
Speaker 1: like that. I don't know why, Like you know what

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01:05:46,440 --> 01:05:47,120
Speaker 1: I'm saying, like.

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Speaker 3: We outside the light in darkness, that's that's yeah, after

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01:05:52,120 --> 01:05:55,520
Speaker 3: parties Kelvin. Yeah, I don't know this night club would

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01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:58,200
Speaker 3: put Jesus on the on the sign in front.

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01:05:58,600 --> 01:06:01,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, jails, I don't know places that you wouldn't like

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01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:02,280
Speaker 2: normally see a concert.

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01:06:03,800 --> 01:06:05,040
Speaker 3: How much do we owe you put this idea?

1413
01:06:05,040 --> 01:06:11,080
Speaker 1: Because that was the Lord. They got that Crystal.

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01:06:14,600 --> 01:06:23,120
Speaker 3: First, y'all. I'm like, he gave me a word, right, I.

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01:06:23,160 --> 01:06:25,360
Speaker 1: Like that, be like that from the club because Crystal

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01:06:27,760 --> 01:06:30,520
Speaker 1: told me that the gospel everywhere.

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01:06:31,680 --> 01:06:33,240
Speaker 4: But I like that. I like that.

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01:06:33,960 --> 01:06:35,959
Speaker 2: It's something about the dichotomy of being in a place

1419
01:06:35,960 --> 01:06:38,440
Speaker 2: that you wouldn't normally hear worship.

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Speaker 3: And I'm not afraid of any of them. I know

1421
01:06:40,880 --> 01:06:43,360
Speaker 3: you're not of any of them. So I love that.

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Speaker 1: Okay, perfect. So we canna play a little game before

1423
01:06:47,680 --> 01:06:52,520
Speaker 1: we get out of here called the Body says we

1424
01:06:52,840 --> 01:06:54,360
Speaker 1: play say.

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01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:55,840
Speaker 3: That you don't know where all the scriptures from now

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01:06:55,880 --> 01:06:56,560
Speaker 3: you're gonna give.

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01:06:56,440 --> 01:07:00,000
Speaker 1: Me because you know him said him. That's what I heard.

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Speaker 3: Okay, let's go.

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01:07:02,280 --> 01:07:05,240
Speaker 1: Now listen, I'm gonna face yourself. You know, we'll edit out.

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01:07:11,120 --> 01:07:12,000
Speaker 3: All right, let's do it.

1431
01:07:12,120 --> 01:07:16,000
Speaker 1: I got you all right. In the beginning, God.

1432
01:07:18,800 --> 01:07:22,479
Speaker 3: Created the heavens and the earth.

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Speaker 1: Amen.

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01:07:23,200 --> 01:07:23,960
Speaker 3: I got that one.

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01:07:24,000 --> 01:07:24,440
Speaker 1: Amen.

1436
01:07:24,920 --> 01:07:26,120
Speaker 3: Now from here on out.

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01:07:26,600 --> 01:07:29,040
Speaker 1: This is easy one too. I know this one.

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01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:32,120
Speaker 3: But you go to a good church.

1439
01:07:32,360 --> 01:07:33,480
Speaker 1: I do go to a good church.

1440
01:07:33,480 --> 01:07:34,120
Speaker 3: But I'm gonna lie.

1441
01:07:34,160 --> 01:07:37,920
Speaker 2: I said this one, but I said the wrong like

1442
01:07:38,160 --> 01:07:40,840
Speaker 2: scripture one stop.

1443
01:07:43,880 --> 01:07:47,320
Speaker 1: For God so loved the world.

1444
01:07:47,000 --> 01:07:49,840
Speaker 4: That he gave his only begotten sons.

1445
01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:55,920
Speaker 1: That's it right, that's it. Oh, this is good. No,

1446
01:07:56,000 --> 01:07:56,600
Speaker 1: this is easy too.

1447
01:07:57,280 --> 01:07:58,520
Speaker 2: Now I know if I know this, you're gonna know

1448
01:07:58,560 --> 01:07:58,919
Speaker 2: this one.

1449
01:07:58,960 --> 01:07:59,480
Speaker 3: I promise.

1450
01:08:00,440 --> 01:08:06,240
Speaker 2: Let he who is out sin do what Jesus said

1451
01:08:06,240 --> 01:08:09,000
Speaker 2: this to the people cash.

1452
01:08:09,600 --> 01:08:11,560
Speaker 4: The net on the other side. No, no, cast the

1453
01:08:11,560 --> 01:08:13,800
Speaker 4: first though, I was like.

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01:08:15,960 --> 01:08:23,240
Speaker 2: That, Ravens Simon was like, bro what yes, yes, absolutely, God,

1455
01:08:26,800 --> 01:08:29,920
Speaker 2: go ahead, it all right, Okay, blessed are the peacemakers,

1456
01:08:30,000 --> 01:08:33,559
Speaker 2: for they shall the earth. That's what I thought they said.

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01:08:33,600 --> 01:08:36,280
Speaker 2: He called the sons of God again. Because I was

1458
01:08:36,920 --> 01:08:39,720
Speaker 2: edit all right, So the next one of God. Yes,

1459
01:08:41,479 --> 01:08:42,960
Speaker 2: I was going to say in here, That's why I

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01:08:43,000 --> 01:08:46,320
Speaker 2: was like, m h Matthew seventy.

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01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:51,280
Speaker 3: Nine, Matthew seven, I'm still your You still come to

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01:08:51,320 --> 01:08:51,920
Speaker 3: church Sunday.

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01:08:52,200 --> 01:08:55,200
Speaker 2: Okay, this is we all know this one, all right,

1464
01:08:55,840 --> 01:08:58,000
Speaker 2: give and it shall be given unto you.

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01:08:59,400 --> 01:08:59,760
Speaker 1: Uh huh.

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01:09:00,040 --> 01:09:00,200
Speaker 3: In the.

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01:09:05,439 --> 01:09:07,280
Speaker 2: Oh, there was a song that we used to sing

1468
01:09:07,400 --> 01:09:10,080
Speaker 2: that had these lyrics. God has not given us the

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01:09:10,160 --> 01:09:10,960
Speaker 2: spirit of fear.

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01:09:11,520 --> 01:09:15,519
Speaker 4: What a power and loving of a sound mind?

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01:09:16,080 --> 01:09:18,960
Speaker 1: All right, that's it, Lord hen Mars, all right, yes

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01:09:19,040 --> 01:09:24,040
Speaker 1: he got that. The last one is easy. Bless the Lord,

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01:09:24,160 --> 01:09:24,559
Speaker 1: oh my.

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01:09:24,560 --> 01:09:28,040
Speaker 3: Soul and all that is within me, Bless his holyness.

1475
01:09:28,360 --> 01:09:32,920
Speaker 1: Man could have gotten some of these rights.

1476
01:09:33,400 --> 01:09:34,240
Speaker 4: Like I could have got this.

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01:09:36,920 --> 01:09:38,120
Speaker 1: You know what, after doing this.

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01:09:38,160 --> 01:09:40,200
Speaker 2: And with you, I don't feel so bad because I

1479
01:09:40,200 --> 01:09:42,080
Speaker 2: do know more than you know.

1480
01:09:42,080 --> 01:09:42,799
Speaker 1: What I'm saying.

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01:09:43,160 --> 01:09:45,719
Speaker 3: You could do it astor at your pace.

1482
01:09:47,680 --> 01:09:50,480
Speaker 1: That's a really good that is a worse.

1483
01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:52,960
Speaker 3: At your pace, pastor.

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01:09:53,000 --> 01:09:56,240
Speaker 2: Pastor stop running is I'm a runner on my track.

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01:09:56,320 --> 01:10:03,240
Speaker 4: Start, don't do it, Joe, get on back, get this word.

1486
01:10:03,520 --> 01:10:05,720
Speaker 3: Yeah, you got too much to get people in. Too

1487
01:10:05,720 --> 01:10:07,360
Speaker 3: many eyes on you, too many people. You can help,

1488
01:10:07,600 --> 01:10:08,599
Speaker 3: especially in this season.

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01:10:08,720 --> 01:10:12,200
Speaker 1: For what I'm saying, thank you, thank you so much.

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01:10:12,439 --> 01:10:15,439
Speaker 2: This is an amazing We're so excited about the We

1491
01:10:15,600 --> 01:10:18,439
Speaker 2: Outside to let the people know where they can find

1492
01:10:18,479 --> 01:10:19,920
Speaker 2: you and want to follow you so we can stay

1493
01:10:19,920 --> 01:10:21,160
Speaker 2: abreast on everything you have gone.

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01:10:21,200 --> 01:10:24,040
Speaker 3: Yes, it's simple, Tie Tripper on everything T Y E

1495
01:10:24,160 --> 01:10:27,400
Speaker 3: T R I B B E T T the bottom

1496
01:10:27,439 --> 01:10:31,479
Speaker 3: of the screen, Instagram, take time, threads, it's all the same.

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01:10:31,600 --> 01:10:35,080
Speaker 3: Come hang with your boy, and uh get your tickets

1498
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:37,800
Speaker 3: for the We Outside to our promise, se'all, it's gonna

1499
01:10:37,840 --> 01:10:40,840
Speaker 3: be lit. A new album, new album. It's an album

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Speaker 3: out now that's like an in between one for the

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01:10:43,280 --> 01:10:45,160
Speaker 3: people who rock with me. It's called Tie Trip It

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01:10:45,479 --> 01:10:47,240
Speaker 3: only on the road that's out now. That's what the

1503
01:10:47,280 --> 01:10:50,040
Speaker 3: real ones Day wants. New album coming out. I think

1504
01:10:50,080 --> 01:10:55,360
Speaker 3: it's gonna be called religious. I'm not sure religious. I

1505
01:10:55,360 --> 01:10:57,439
Speaker 3: did a sermon series a while ago. It's freedom from

1506
01:10:57,560 --> 01:11:02,000
Speaker 3: religious bonded, spiritual abuse, culture.

1507
01:11:01,680 --> 01:11:04,439
Speaker 4: Expectations, family demands, just freedom.

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01:11:04,479 --> 01:11:07,160
Speaker 3: It's just you and God. That's good at the end

1509
01:11:07,200 --> 01:11:10,320
Speaker 3: of the day. I'm going too far. But new album religious,

1510
01:11:10,520 --> 01:11:12,720
Speaker 3: maybe religious, but I don't know that'll be before the

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01:11:12,800 --> 01:11:14,519
Speaker 3: end of the year happening.

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Speaker 2: Yes, I can't wait to support you, and you are

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01:11:17,120 --> 01:11:20,559
Speaker 2: always welcome back. I think we should have tied on

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01:11:20,680 --> 01:11:22,800
Speaker 2: as like a guest host.

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01:11:22,520 --> 01:11:23,840
Speaker 1: Because we had good answer.

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01:11:23,960 --> 01:11:25,320
Speaker 3: This is good for them.

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01:11:25,960 --> 01:11:29,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, maybe y'all let him know you're down.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm part of the family, the kids, the sweeties,

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Speaker 3: the sweetest. Okay, what am I gonna be called? That

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Speaker 3: you'll be We'll figure that out. We figure out, I'll

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Speaker 3: figure out the guys there.

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Speaker 1: That's your figure out the guys man, because you're like

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Speaker 1: I am no sweetish.

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Speaker 3: That's cool.

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Speaker 1: Thank you, This is amazing.

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Speaker 3: Always call me anytime, PC. I'm here for.

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Speaker 1: Well saints.

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Speaker 2: We have come to the point of the service where

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Speaker 2: it is time to pass the collection plate.

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Speaker 1: Todd Trippitt really just came and gave us a word.

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Speaker 2: The Bible says, where two or more gathered in my name,

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Speaker 2: I am in the midst of them, and he truly

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Speaker 2: was in the midst of us today. I hope that

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Speaker 2: your spirits were filled by this conversation, and I hope

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Speaker 2: that you'll share with someone who needs to hear it.

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Speaker 2: Until next time, Keep it pasit, sweeties.