WEBVTT - ONLY IN THE SHOWER 0:00:01.560 --> 0:00:06.240 Goes on the line making every night, every week, goes 0:00:06.280 --> 0:00:10.840 to teaching you in the mind of your life, really 0:00:11.080 --> 0:00:12.639 an expert. 0:00:16.400 --> 0:00:20.079 Hello everyone, and welcome to the Therapy Gecko podcast. I 0:00:20.120 --> 0:00:22.560 want to thank you guys for bearing with me as 0:00:22.560 --> 0:00:26.279 I try to get a regular podcast schedule out there. 0:00:26.720 --> 0:00:28.960 I know that it's hard being a listener of the 0:00:28.960 --> 0:00:31.760 Therapy Gcko podcast but not knowing when the hell the 0:00:31.800 --> 0:00:34.519 next episode is ever going to come out, And I 0:00:34.640 --> 0:00:39.680 promise you I am working diligently on trying to get 0:00:39.720 --> 0:00:42.559 a set schedule, and you guys can expect there to 0:00:42.560 --> 0:00:47.360 be at least one every two weeks, if not sooner 0:00:47.400 --> 0:00:52.640 in the future, one a week on a certain day, 0:00:53.280 --> 0:00:55.480 just like every other podcast. 0:00:55.280 --> 0:00:56.880 In the world does. 0:00:58.160 --> 0:01:01.040 And I'm getting my shit together, I'm getting your shit together. 0:01:01.320 --> 0:01:03.520 We're gonna have a big shit party and it's gonna 0:01:03.520 --> 0:01:06.039 be fantastic. In the meantime, to make up for it, 0:01:06.080 --> 0:01:11.480 I have been making the episodes bigger, bulkier, juicier, meteor 0:01:11.600 --> 0:01:14.800 thicker to compensate, and so I'm very excited for you 0:01:14.840 --> 0:01:17.640 guys to hear the calls in this episode. I think 0:01:17.680 --> 0:01:20.639 that they are great calls. I very much enjoyed having 0:01:20.680 --> 0:01:23.800 these conversations, and I hope that you enjoy listening to them. 0:01:24.000 --> 0:01:29.319 And as always, you can call the Therapy Gecko every Monday, 0:01:29.560 --> 0:01:33.560 Wednesday and Friday at ten pm Eastern Standard Time on 0:01:33.640 --> 0:01:38.840 twitch dot tv slash Lyle forever that is Twitch dot 0:01:38.880 --> 0:01:43.200 tv slash l y L E f O R E 0:01:43.360 --> 0:01:47.240 V e R. And al right, enough of me, enough 0:01:47.240 --> 0:01:50.720 of the sound of my stupid voice. I think I'm sick, 0:01:50.760 --> 0:01:53.520 I think I'm dying, I think I'm pregnant, and all right, 0:01:54.080 --> 0:01:55.160 let's get into some calls. 0:01:55.200 --> 0:02:01.200 Baby, all from the Duke's there, it's the dude. I 0:02:01.240 --> 0:02:08.280 did answer the phone. No, yes, bruh, you get the 0:02:08.320 --> 0:02:10.359 funk all out of here. Sorry, those you know what, 0:02:10.440 --> 0:02:12.440 we don't I don't want to base I you know what, 0:02:13.200 --> 0:02:15.520 I don't want to base this conversation off from a 0:02:15.600 --> 0:02:16.800 level of hostility. 0:02:18.000 --> 0:02:24.000 No, I'm sorry, be honest, A very large bag of 0:02:24.080 --> 0:02:28.520 mushrooms at the beginning of your stream, and with my 0:02:29.160 --> 0:02:31.760 I feel like I have been in an in like 0:02:31.800 --> 0:02:35.840 an infinity loop. And my loop has been consisting of 0:02:35.880 --> 0:02:40.400 three things. And that's the call button on my phone 0:02:40.720 --> 0:02:45.080 to hear your voice hello and then hang up again. 0:02:45.840 --> 0:02:48.040 And the fish behind you. 0:02:49.680 --> 0:02:51.359 What have you noticed about the fish behind me. 0:02:52.240 --> 0:02:55.800 That we are not so different? 0:02:56.880 --> 0:02:59.200 Mm hmm. How so what do you what do you 0:02:59.200 --> 0:03:01.760 find in common with the fish that. 0:03:02.000 --> 0:03:05.000 Like, I mean, if you think about it, it's possible 0:03:05.080 --> 0:03:10.920 that we all came from eggs, like from the evolutionary standpoint, 0:03:11.240 --> 0:03:14.320 and I don't know. I kind of feel like it's 0:03:14.400 --> 0:03:18.959 possible that in some other life I was a fish. 0:03:19.840 --> 0:03:21.799 M hmm. What do you think you'll be in the 0:03:21.840 --> 0:03:22.640 next life. 0:03:24.480 --> 0:03:28.680 If I had, if I had to choose, mhm, I'd 0:03:28.680 --> 0:03:32.480 definitely be a bird that the sea is cool and 0:03:32.520 --> 0:03:34.600 the land is all right, but I got to check 0:03:34.600 --> 0:03:35.080 out the sky. 0:03:36.080 --> 0:03:40.680 Mm hmm. Right, that's actually a pretty natural progression. You're 0:03:40.680 --> 0:03:44.000 a human now experiencing the land before you feel like 0:03:44.040 --> 0:03:46.360 you were a fish experiencing the sea, And in the 0:03:46.480 --> 0:03:48.960 next life you'd like to experience the sky. And then 0:03:49.040 --> 0:03:51.080 in the life after that, you'll be a human again, 0:03:51.120 --> 0:03:52.080 but you'll be an astronaut. 0:03:53.320 --> 0:03:57.160 Thank you from releasing or for releasing me from my loop. 0:03:58.160 --> 0:04:05.360 Absolutely uh oh, hold on, wait wait, I'm on my headset. Wait, 0:04:06.760 --> 0:04:08.280 you have to ask my mom your question. 0:04:09.600 --> 0:04:12.200 Your mom, you're with your mom. 0:04:12.720 --> 0:04:13.760 Say hello to the gecko. 0:04:17.200 --> 0:04:17.760 What's up? 0:04:19.560 --> 0:04:20.040 How are you? 0:04:20.960 --> 0:04:21.760 I'm good? Are you? 0:04:22.240 --> 0:04:22.600 Uh? 0:04:23.040 --> 0:04:24.040 What's your son's name? 0:04:24.920 --> 0:04:25.320 Robert? 0:04:26.440 --> 0:04:28.120 Are you guys doing mushrooms together? 0:04:30.400 --> 0:04:32.040 Are we doing mushrooms together? 0:04:32.400 --> 0:04:32.640 No? 0:04:33.120 --> 0:04:39.960 No, how are you? What's uh? What's what's your name? 0:04:41.839 --> 0:04:43.360 Who are you? 0:04:44.600 --> 0:04:45.480 My name is Lyle? 0:04:47.279 --> 0:04:48.040 Where's your fans? 0:04:51.240 --> 0:04:53.880 Hold on a second, take those things off my ears? 0:04:56.000 --> 0:04:58.000 I don't know who the hell it is. 0:05:00.080 --> 0:05:04.039 Well, she had her chances for saying, why. 0:05:03.880 --> 0:05:04.800 Is your mom so upset? 0:05:04.839 --> 0:05:05.000 Man? 0:05:07.600 --> 0:05:12.280 Well, honestly, she just got diagnosed with Belle's palsy. Oh, 0:05:14.480 --> 0:05:18.400 thank you. It's like a nerve disease in the face, 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:22.160 so like half of her like I don't know, when 0:05:22.200 --> 0:05:24.479 you stroke out, like I don't know if you know 0:05:24.520 --> 0:05:26.520 anybody that stroked out before, like half of their face 0:05:26.640 --> 0:05:30.360 goes kind of wonky. They can't open their eyes or 0:05:30.360 --> 0:05:31.600 remove their mouth really. 0:05:35.080 --> 0:05:35.520 Right now? 0:05:36.160 --> 0:05:36.720 Well, thank you? 0:05:38.320 --> 0:05:39.520 Have you been helping her with that? 0:05:40.560 --> 0:05:40.839 Yeah? 0:05:40.920 --> 0:05:44.320 Yeah, I've been, you know, trying to put in my 0:05:44.400 --> 0:05:50.359 two cents where I can, wherever, wherever I can. You know, 0:05:50.440 --> 0:05:53.640 she's obviously kind of irritable, so I try to give 0:05:53.680 --> 0:05:55.039 her as much space as she needs. 0:05:55.920 --> 0:05:57.279 I hope I didn't piss her off. 0:05:58.120 --> 0:06:01.640 Nah, she's aught right, she just doesn't understand. I wanted 0:06:01.640 --> 0:06:02.800 to introduce her to the GEK. 0:06:02.880 --> 0:06:03.800 I should have given her some. 0:06:04.400 --> 0:06:05.640 But it's okay. 0:06:05.640 --> 0:06:08.400 Maybe maybe maybe maybe next time we can should check. 0:06:08.720 --> 0:06:10.640 I didn't get you in trouble, did I? 0:06:10.800 --> 0:06:11.520 No, not at all? 0:06:12.440 --> 0:06:14.160 Okay? Good? Would you say your name was? 0:06:14.960 --> 0:06:15.719 My name is Dubie? 0:06:18.200 --> 0:06:18.760 Is it really? 0:06:20.200 --> 0:06:20.400 Yep? 0:06:20.480 --> 0:06:23.000 That's my last name. I don't go about my first name. 0:06:24.080 --> 0:06:26.320 Well, Doobie, it was. It was a pleasure talking in 0:06:26.360 --> 0:06:28.200 your mom man. I hope you have a great rest 0:06:28.240 --> 0:06:31.280 of the night. And maybe in the next life I'll 0:06:31.320 --> 0:06:33.080 be a bird too, and we can fly high through 0:06:33.080 --> 0:06:35.919 the sky together in the next life. 0:06:37.360 --> 0:06:45.240 Till then, Paul from Frank Frank. 0:06:47.839 --> 0:06:49.760 The man's so nice. They named them twice. 0:06:52.080 --> 0:06:52.560 What's up. 0:06:53.640 --> 0:06:54.799 It's Frank Frank. 0:06:56.080 --> 0:06:56.960 It's Frank Frank. 0:06:57.720 --> 0:07:02.880 Frank Frank. Yes, is that a stage name of some kind? 0:07:03.600 --> 0:07:05.920 No, No, it's my real name. 0:07:09.560 --> 0:07:12.800 That's kind of lucky. I guess that you got to 0:07:12.920 --> 0:07:14.920 I think that's like a lucky charm, having two names 0:07:15.200 --> 0:07:16.320 of the same that are the same. 0:07:17.640 --> 0:07:19.720 Yeah, here's the thing. 0:07:20.200 --> 0:07:20.920 Tell me the thing. 0:07:23.200 --> 0:07:25.480 I saw that you said. You want to know what 0:07:25.480 --> 0:07:27.280 we're lucky for? What we're thankful for. 0:07:27.960 --> 0:07:29.920 Yes, something along that line. 0:07:29.960 --> 0:07:36.760 Yeah, I'm thankful that the covid Vic scene which made 0:07:36.800 --> 0:07:40.200 a word to me to be the mark of the beast. 0:07:40.480 --> 0:07:42.040 To be the mark of the beast. 0:07:44.200 --> 0:07:52.160 Yes, are you familiar with Are you familiar with the Bibble? 0:07:53.160 --> 0:07:54.400 Am I familiar with the Bible? 0:07:55.560 --> 0:07:55.880 Yes? 0:07:56.920 --> 0:08:03.920 I am not highly familiar with I know what it is. 0:08:07.200 --> 0:08:13.960 That's a good answer. You don't know what six six 0:08:14.000 --> 0:08:14.800 six means? 0:08:15.760 --> 0:08:18.400 I know it is the favorite number of the devil. 0:08:20.760 --> 0:08:25.920 So the CODECCA and Jeck's your DNA? Right? 0:08:26.520 --> 0:08:26.840 Yes? 0:08:28.520 --> 0:08:30.160 Well what do you think it changes as numbers? 0:08:30.200 --> 0:08:30.280 Do? 0:08:34.720 --> 0:08:39.360 I have no idea because I didn't make it six 0:08:39.480 --> 0:08:45.480 sixty six? It changes your DNA to six sixty six? Yes, okay, 0:08:46.320 --> 0:08:46.960 how do you know that? 0:08:48.520 --> 0:08:49.280 God told me? 0:08:50.520 --> 0:08:54.800 All right, then it must be true? 0:08:56.640 --> 0:08:59.160 Anyway, I just thought your listeners should not. 0:09:00.559 --> 0:09:03.240 What do you what does the mark of the beast mean? Exactly? 0:09:04.400 --> 0:09:06.040 What makes sean cleaning in the eyes of gut? 0:09:10.000 --> 0:09:12.240 What else? What? What? What do you and God talk 0:09:12.280 --> 0:09:14.320 about when you guys chat? 0:09:16.640 --> 0:09:21.080 Mostly about how Joe Biden meets fetuses every morning for 0:09:21.120 --> 0:09:23.080 breakfast every morning. 0:09:23.480 --> 0:09:25.280 You don't think he ever gets tired of it? Even 0:09:25.360 --> 0:09:28.319 like a guy who fucking eats cheerios all morning every morning, 0:09:28.320 --> 0:09:30.680 gets tired of eventually eventually wants to switch to something else. 0:09:32.280 --> 0:09:34.360 Now I think an abortion as a child start fast 0:09:34.400 --> 0:09:35.120 made to the devil? 0:09:36.480 --> 0:09:39.080 Do you ever talk to the devil? 0:09:39.440 --> 0:09:41.920 I stay away from him. Me and Lou haven't been 0:09:41.960 --> 0:09:43.040 on good terms in a while. 0:09:44.360 --> 0:09:47.200 How do you know that? The but here's what I 0:09:47.240 --> 0:09:51.600 here's my thing. How do you know that? If you've ant? 0:09:51.920 --> 0:09:53.720 Have you ever spoken to the devil? Like ever? You 0:09:53.800 --> 0:09:57.400 ever had any FaceTime with him? 0:09:57.600 --> 0:10:00.000 We were acquainted a few years ago. 0:10:00.040 --> 0:10:05.120 Who Okay? Well, because I was gonna say, like, what 0:10:05.200 --> 0:10:08.040 if if you haven't heard the devil's side of the story, 0:10:08.160 --> 0:10:11.839 maybe God is just you know, how do you know 0:10:11.880 --> 0:10:13.880 God's not full of shit? And the devil is right? 0:10:14.960 --> 0:10:16.640 If you haven't heard, if you haven't heard both sides 0:10:16.640 --> 0:10:17.480 of the story. 0:10:19.080 --> 0:10:22.000 That's a good point I thought of that. 0:10:24.040 --> 0:10:25.400 I know you've been spending a lot of time talking 0:10:25.400 --> 0:10:27.200 to God, but talk to Satans and see we'll see 0:10:27.200 --> 0:10:28.600 if maybe he makes some good points. 0:10:31.559 --> 0:10:32.480 Do you get a line? 0:10:33.640 --> 0:10:34.360 Do I have a line? 0:10:35.400 --> 0:10:36.079 Yeah? 0:10:36.240 --> 0:10:37.720 He told me not to share that with anyone. 0:10:40.000 --> 0:10:40.360 Damn it. 0:10:41.640 --> 0:10:46.280 Would you say your name was Frank. Frank, what's the 0:10:46.320 --> 0:10:47.959 most awful thing God has told you? 0:10:50.520 --> 0:10:52.800 Probably that Joe Biden needs fetuses for breakfast? 0:10:53.160 --> 0:10:55.120 You know what? That makes sense that would be among 0:10:55.120 --> 0:10:57.520 the most awful. That is pretty awful thing to. 0:10:57.480 --> 0:11:01.920 Do, it is, I believe it. 0:11:02.080 --> 0:11:04.040 Well, Frank, Frank, do you have a good rest of 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:04.840 the night. Thank you for sharing. 0:11:05.880 --> 0:11:06.520 Thank you. 0:11:10.840 --> 0:11:11.040 All. 0:11:11.160 --> 0:11:12.840 From Ethan. 0:11:15.040 --> 0:11:23.080 Ethan. Hey, Ethan, you sound like your like phone has 0:11:23.120 --> 0:11:26.840 a has like an infectious disease and you're standing six 0:11:26.840 --> 0:11:27.640 feet away from it. 0:11:28.600 --> 0:11:30.959 Wait, really, hold up, I got some of the headphones on. 0:11:31.160 --> 0:11:32.960 Let me let me switch you around. 0:11:32.640 --> 0:11:33.720 Real quick here, gig. 0:11:37.960 --> 0:11:43.120 How uh, it's better. 0:11:44.000 --> 0:11:51.400 It's better, Yes, it is better. That's good. Good, I'm glad. 0:11:52.400 --> 0:11:53.319 You're glad. 0:11:54.400 --> 0:11:56.000 Yeah. 0:11:59.160 --> 0:12:00.080 What's your life like? 0:12:01.559 --> 0:12:02.360 What's my life like? 0:12:04.600 --> 0:12:04.760 Well? 0:12:04.760 --> 0:12:09.719 I just left the one in church in a hospital. 0:12:10.440 --> 0:12:11.680 I left the Mormon church. 0:12:12.920 --> 0:12:14.320 Oh why. 0:12:18.720 --> 0:12:21.480 Well, I grew up in it and I served. You 0:12:21.679 --> 0:12:24.680 ever seen those little missionaries on the little bikes? I 0:12:24.720 --> 0:12:25.439 did one of those? 0:12:26.880 --> 0:12:27.320 How was that? 0:12:29.240 --> 0:12:29.760 It was good? 0:12:31.000 --> 0:12:31.720 Traumatizing? 0:12:32.480 --> 0:12:35.200 It was what was traumatizing. 0:12:36.200 --> 0:12:41.439 Because I learned a lot about myself and that's never fun, 0:12:41.600 --> 0:12:43.559 but but productive. That's why I say it was good, 0:12:43.600 --> 0:12:46.040 but traumatic traumatizing. 0:12:46.160 --> 0:12:48.560 Learning stuff about yourself is very productive. 0:12:49.640 --> 0:12:51.800 Yeah, I don't think i'd use the word traumatizing. I 0:12:51.840 --> 0:12:55.559 think maybe just shocking. I don't know. 0:12:55.960 --> 0:12:57.760 Do you want to share what you what you learned 0:12:57.760 --> 0:12:58.440 about yourself? 0:12:59.520 --> 0:12:59.760 Yes? 0:13:00.040 --> 0:13:07.000 Sure, it's a little uh yeah, basically Okay, this is 0:13:07.040 --> 0:13:08.800 actually really unique I have. Well, I don't know how 0:13:08.880 --> 0:13:09.320 unique it is. 0:13:09.400 --> 0:13:09.680 I don't know. 0:13:09.679 --> 0:13:10.960 Maybe a lot of people have this and just don't 0:13:11.000 --> 0:13:14.680 realize it. I have like o c D, but I 0:13:14.720 --> 0:13:19.960 didn't realize how serious it was, I guess, And I 0:13:20.040 --> 0:13:23.480 have a kind of OCD called scrupulosity. You can like 0:13:23.520 --> 0:13:26.080 actually google it. It's a real thing. It sounds made up, 0:13:26.120 --> 0:13:26.840 I promise it's not. 0:13:27.080 --> 0:13:29.240 Is that related to the term scrupulous? 0:13:30.920 --> 0:13:31.160 Yes? 0:13:31.360 --> 0:13:35.240 And what it means scrupulosity means that you have OCD 0:13:35.480 --> 0:13:39.600 about religious things. I'm not shitting you. So here I 0:13:39.679 --> 0:13:43.960 was serving a mission and this like deep rooted spiritual OCD. 0:13:44.320 --> 0:13:48.640 Was like like, yeah, so so does that does that 0:13:48.720 --> 0:13:51.920 make more sense? Why I answered that way? 0:13:52.480 --> 0:13:56.480 Yeah, I'm I'm kind of cure. What is could you explain? 0:13:57.760 --> 0:14:01.240 How do you say sc Yeah? You can't people explain that? 0:14:01.559 --> 0:14:02.800 What does that mean exactly. 0:14:03.920 --> 0:14:04.120 Yeah. 0:14:04.240 --> 0:14:09.120 Yeah. So let's say let's say I don't know, I'm 0:14:09.120 --> 0:14:11.040 trying to think of something that relates to everybody. Let's 0:14:11.040 --> 0:14:14.640 say you are taught to pray when you grow up. 0:14:14.640 --> 0:14:16.680 I think a lot of people at some point, not everybody, 0:14:16.760 --> 0:14:18.680 but a lot of people were taught it's good to 0:14:18.760 --> 0:14:23.720 pray to God or whoever. And let's say you were 0:14:23.760 --> 0:14:26.760 taught to pray, and you were taught to pray every night, 0:14:27.000 --> 0:14:29.960 and then one night you were too tired to pray, 0:14:30.000 --> 0:14:33.480 so you just fell asleep. Scrupulosity, if you have it, 0:14:34.200 --> 0:14:38.240 you'd wake up the next morning and feel like like 0:14:38.600 --> 0:14:42.080 you sinned or you did something wrong, or that you're 0:14:42.080 --> 0:14:44.600 gonna be in trouble. When most people might say I 0:14:44.640 --> 0:14:47.640 should have prayed, but like life goes on, someone with 0:14:47.720 --> 0:14:50.240 scrupulossity might get hung up on that, and it can 0:14:50.280 --> 0:14:52.480 really like ruin your day, your week, your month's, your 0:14:52.560 --> 0:14:54.040 year so on and so forth. 0:14:54.600 --> 0:14:58.000 What So that makes it like doubly, I mean, that 0:14:58.120 --> 0:15:00.640 makes it that must have made it extreme hard for 0:15:00.640 --> 0:15:01.120 you to quit. 0:15:02.320 --> 0:15:05.800 Yeah yeah, well actually I don't know. So it was 0:15:05.840 --> 0:15:09.920 really unique because like all my mission, you have to 0:15:09.920 --> 0:15:11.760 live by even strict rules so like most of you 0:15:11.840 --> 0:15:16.800 who Noah Mormon, they live pretty strict lifestyles, I would say, 0:15:18.520 --> 0:15:22.360 but as a missionary, that's like multiplied, like it's way 0:15:22.440 --> 0:15:24.480 more strict. You have a lot tighter rules to follow 0:15:24.520 --> 0:15:29.040 because you're you know, you're the face of a religion. 0:15:29.040 --> 0:15:31.080 That's who people see like out on the streets and whatever, 0:15:31.080 --> 0:15:34.840 and so so it was really tough then it was. 0:15:34.920 --> 0:15:37.120 So it was almost like the more devout I was, 0:15:37.160 --> 0:15:42.520 the harder it was. And then I got home from 0:15:42.520 --> 0:15:44.400 my mission, I kind of learned this about myself. So 0:15:44.400 --> 0:15:46.160 I was at least aware of it before my mission. 0:15:46.200 --> 0:15:48.520 I honestly didn't even know. I struggled to time with 0:15:48.560 --> 0:15:50.760 it because I just never you know, been challenged to 0:15:50.760 --> 0:15:51.240 that level. 0:15:51.600 --> 0:15:55.840 At what point did you find out this term scrupulously? 0:15:56.560 --> 0:15:58.920 When I got home from my mission? Yeah, so, like 0:15:59.320 --> 0:16:02.760 all my mission, and it became pretty evident that I 0:16:02.800 --> 0:16:07.440 had OCD and that things weren't quite cool like clicking 0:16:07.560 --> 0:16:09.920 like they do for everybody else. But I went to 0:16:10.000 --> 0:16:12.240 some counsel when I got home, and that's when like 0:16:12.400 --> 0:16:15.160 definitions were put to what I was feeling, and I 0:16:15.160 --> 0:16:17.320 finally like was able to Yeah, so. 0:16:17.280 --> 0:16:19.720 How did you how do you overcome it to where 0:16:19.800 --> 0:16:21.520 you could quit, because it would because I mean, the 0:16:21.560 --> 0:16:26.360 idea of if the idea of skipping a day is terrifying, 0:16:26.400 --> 0:16:29.920 what the how the hell do you you know, quit together? 0:16:30.800 --> 0:16:34.480 That's a good that's a valid question. So I so 0:16:34.520 --> 0:16:36.160 I went to counsel when I got home, like I said, 0:16:36.200 --> 0:16:40.040 and the counselor basically, if you have OCD, the way 0:16:40.040 --> 0:16:43.360 you treat it is by challenging your c So let's 0:16:43.400 --> 0:16:45.880 say I was afraid of germs. You'd eat without washing 0:16:45.920 --> 0:16:47.480 your hands, and you just do it to the point 0:16:47.480 --> 0:16:52.360 where you become desynthitized. Right, So if you're huge fear 0:16:52.480 --> 0:16:56.840 is yeah, I mean yeah, especially if you have OCD. 0:16:57.560 --> 0:17:01.600 And if you're a huge fear like breaking religious rules, 0:17:02.040 --> 0:17:04.679 but you have to break them in order to like 0:17:04.760 --> 0:17:07.119 conquer your OCD, you just kind of start challenging yourself 0:17:07.119 --> 0:17:10.359 with like smaller things. So like at the time, I 0:17:10.400 --> 0:17:12.800 didn't swear at all until that's where I started, Like 0:17:12.800 --> 0:17:14.840 I would just and there were times I wanted to swear, 0:17:14.920 --> 0:17:16.720 but I just wouldn't because I was taught not to. 0:17:17.119 --> 0:17:19.480 So I would just like occasionally swear, and it was like, 0:17:19.560 --> 0:17:23.639 honestly really relieving because I finally was just like expressing 0:17:23.680 --> 0:17:26.919 how I wanted to express So that was nice. And 0:17:26.960 --> 0:17:29.200 then I think from there I just gradually took smaller 0:17:29.200 --> 0:17:32.880 and smaller steps. I got married pretty quick, like most 0:17:32.920 --> 0:17:37.760 Mormons do. But my wife has actually been a huge 0:17:38.040 --> 0:17:42.840 help because she's really open minded, and so we've had 0:17:42.840 --> 0:17:45.280 a lot of conversations, and I really, to simplify the 0:17:45.320 --> 0:17:47.840 story to it boiled down to me one day, I said, 0:17:47.840 --> 0:17:51.800 what makes my beliefs the only true beliefs? A lot 0:17:51.800 --> 0:17:54.840 of people out there with good beliefs, good people, and 0:17:55.080 --> 0:17:58.000 I was just raised to believe that what I believed 0:17:58.119 --> 0:18:00.520 was the only truth. And I guess one day I 0:18:00.600 --> 0:18:02.679 just it just clicked me that that's just silly to 0:18:02.760 --> 0:18:05.920 assume that I'm one of the only few fortunate ones 0:18:05.920 --> 0:18:08.080 who actually knows the series there. And so I decided 0:18:08.119 --> 0:18:10.200 that I was just gonna try to live differently. And 0:18:10.280 --> 0:18:12.600 it's been really nice and relieving, and I've met some 0:18:12.640 --> 0:18:13.320 amazing people. 0:18:14.480 --> 0:18:16.520 I like that. It must be I mean, I mean, 0:18:16.720 --> 0:18:19.480 holding that idea that you are the only one that 0:18:19.640 --> 0:18:21.760 knows the truth and you have the only real trip 0:18:21.800 --> 0:18:23.080 that must be very isolating. 0:18:24.400 --> 0:18:27.080 It is, in a way, and it's also something that 0:18:27.119 --> 0:18:30.080 I've learned really quickly is it's a big at least 0:18:30.160 --> 0:18:30.760 at least for me. 0:18:30.800 --> 0:18:31.600 I feel like it's. 0:18:33.520 --> 0:18:36.159 You don't have to have a lot of accountability for 0:18:36.240 --> 0:18:38.280 your actions because. 0:18:38.400 --> 0:18:39.879 Because you're fucking right, dude. 0:18:41.000 --> 0:18:44.560 Yeah, A, you're fucking right, and b like if you 0:18:44.640 --> 0:18:48.240 do something that not everybody agrees with, yeah, like it's well, 0:18:48.280 --> 0:18:50.120 the church told me to, I'm supposed to. I'm doing 0:18:50.160 --> 0:18:53.800 the right thing. You just kind of And so I've 0:18:54.000 --> 0:18:56.800 in this. So it's been about a month since I've 0:18:56.840 --> 0:18:59.080 like kind of ventured out. I drank for the first time, 0:18:59.160 --> 0:19:03.840 I smoked weed for the first time, and I feel 0:19:03.840 --> 0:19:07.399 like I've learned two big lessons. One you got to 0:19:07.400 --> 0:19:10.760 be accountable for your own actions and two you got 0:19:10.760 --> 0:19:13.280 to have a strong sense of morals, like regardless of 0:19:13.280 --> 0:19:16.360 what you believe, and you just have to like got 0:19:16.359 --> 0:19:17.760 to choose what you want my life and if you 0:19:17.800 --> 0:19:19.120 want to be a good person or if you want 0:19:19.119 --> 0:19:20.879 to be a shooty person, and then you got to 0:19:21.160 --> 0:19:24.720 hold yourself to it regardless of what any institution wants 0:19:24.720 --> 0:19:26.479 you to do. So it's been really think it's been 0:19:26.600 --> 0:19:27.920 really like positive things. 0:19:29.160 --> 0:19:32.000 I love that, Yeah, I mean it really sounds like 0:19:32.040 --> 0:19:33.080 you broke the chains. 0:19:34.880 --> 0:19:37.600 Yeah, it's it's been nice. I haven't told In fact, 0:19:38.320 --> 0:19:42.959 this audience of however many twitch viewers you got right 0:19:43.000 --> 0:19:45.320 now is is some of the first people to actually 0:19:45.400 --> 0:19:49.520 know about this. My parents don't know. My closest friends 0:19:49.640 --> 0:19:51.439 don't really know, just because I don't know how to 0:19:51.440 --> 0:19:54.040 tell them. So if anyone got advice, shoot it my way, 0:19:54.080 --> 0:19:56.040 because I have no idea. 0:19:55.720 --> 0:19:59.359 What are your closest friends. Are your closest friends also 0:19:59.440 --> 0:20:01.080 in the or in the church? 0:20:01.840 --> 0:20:03.240 Yeah yeah, almost all of them? 0:20:03.440 --> 0:20:06.720 Yeah, interesting, what do you what do you think they 0:20:06.720 --> 0:20:08.040 would how do you think they would respond? 0:20:09.880 --> 0:20:12.320 My best buddy, I talked to him, and I was 0:20:12.440 --> 0:20:13.920 he's one of the few that I actually have. I 0:20:13.960 --> 0:20:15.639 haven't told him, you know, like, oh I get this 0:20:15.640 --> 0:20:18.040 and did this. But I told him I think I'm 0:20:18.040 --> 0:20:20.359 gonna take a step away and kind of like figure 0:20:20.359 --> 0:20:23.560 myself out. And he took it really well, and we 0:20:23.600 --> 0:20:25.360 still talk every day. I mean, we're best buddies. It's 0:20:25.359 --> 0:20:28.040 not like he, you know, like ostracized me or something 0:20:28.080 --> 0:20:31.920 for it. But his gut reaction was well, read the 0:20:31.920 --> 0:20:35.159 Book of Mormon again, like pray again, like you're only 0:20:35.160 --> 0:20:36.600 gonna know if it's true, if you do those things, 0:20:36.640 --> 0:20:38.159 then for me, I just didn't I didn't want to 0:20:38.200 --> 0:20:39.919 drink the Kouid anymore. Like, yeah, if you do that 0:20:39.920 --> 0:20:42.640 stuff every day, you'll probably feel like it's true because 0:20:42.640 --> 0:20:44.320 you're doing it every day, you know. I don't know. 0:20:44.520 --> 0:20:48.120 So I see where he was coming from. But I'm 0:20:48.160 --> 0:20:49.560 just glad that he's still a good friend and he's 0:20:49.560 --> 0:20:54.400 supportive and have it. The parents, they don't know the thing. 0:20:54.520 --> 0:20:55.280 I'm terrified. 0:20:56.240 --> 0:20:58.199 I was asked what that was? My next question? Are 0:20:58.200 --> 0:21:01.680 you are you scared for these people to these things? 0:21:03.760 --> 0:21:05.560 I don't think I'm scared of how they're going to react. 0:21:05.600 --> 0:21:07.399 I think they'll react to find My parents are good 0:21:07.440 --> 0:21:14.439 at listening. But I do think. I guess I'm just 0:21:14.520 --> 0:21:16.960 worried that they'll view me differently, or that they'll think 0:21:16.960 --> 0:21:20.600 I'm just an innately bad person, or that they'll be 0:21:20.680 --> 0:21:22.840 like nervous around me or something because I live a 0:21:22.840 --> 0:21:23.920 different lifestyle than them. 0:21:25.240 --> 0:21:25.400 HM. 0:21:25.520 --> 0:21:29.280 So you're not like, you're not like directly afraid that 0:21:29.359 --> 0:21:33.320 they'll be mad at you were disowning you or something like. 0:21:33.680 --> 0:21:36.480 Uh uh no, I got really yeah, I got really 0:21:36.520 --> 0:21:40.879 fortunate with parents there. They they seem to handle things. Yeah, 0:21:41.000 --> 0:21:43.800 in a pretty good way. I'm just more worried about 0:21:43.840 --> 0:21:47.399 like just kind of a natural division and like, is 0:21:47.440 --> 0:21:49.280 it going to be weird visiting them now? And are 0:21:49.280 --> 0:21:50.800 they going to feel like they can't connect with me 0:21:51.000 --> 0:21:52.879 because I go out out and drink on the weekend 0:21:52.960 --> 0:21:54.600 and they go to church, you know, Like, I don't know, 0:21:54.720 --> 0:21:55.679 is it gonna be I don't know. 0:21:56.840 --> 0:22:00.280 Well, man, look either way, I'm I'm personally I'm out 0:22:00.280 --> 0:22:02.680 of you for for for not drinking the cool ad 0:22:02.680 --> 0:22:05.119 because God, because God, damn it. You get one life, 0:22:05.240 --> 0:22:10.560 You got one go around. Why you know, de live 0:22:10.600 --> 0:22:14.160 it on your own terms, not some fucking you know book. 0:22:15.359 --> 0:22:18.040 I appreciate that, mister gig for sure. 0:22:18.080 --> 0:22:21.200 Man, for sure. Listen, do good luck to you as 0:22:21.240 --> 0:22:25.320 you you know, you know, let everyone know if you 0:22:25.400 --> 0:22:27.760 choose to let everyone know. Man, I'm rooting. 0:22:27.840 --> 0:22:31.359 Yeah, thanks, man, I appreciate it's been it's been a 0:22:31.440 --> 0:22:34.280 journey and and it's uh, you know, I feel like 0:22:34.320 --> 0:22:36.680 my fantasies are a little skewed right now. I don't 0:22:36.680 --> 0:22:40.280 really know, uh kind of figure myself out. So it's exciting. 0:22:40.359 --> 0:22:43.359 I feel like I did I ask you your fantasy yet, 0:22:43.560 --> 0:22:45.320 or did or did we not get there? 0:22:46.280 --> 0:22:48.439 You know, not really, but it kind of covered it. 0:22:48.560 --> 0:22:50.760 I Mean basically what I was, what I was gonna 0:22:50.800 --> 0:22:56.119 ask you about was just I uh, I feel I 0:22:56.440 --> 0:22:58.199 do feel a little weird, just because that's been my 0:22:58.240 --> 0:23:01.399 whole identity for so long. And it's not just that, 0:23:01.480 --> 0:23:03.480 but I've also left a lot of other big parts 0:23:03.480 --> 0:23:07.280 of my life behind recently, and I just feel almost 0:23:07.359 --> 0:23:09.400 like I don't know, like I'm having a quarter life crisis. 0:23:09.440 --> 0:23:12.520 Not in a bad way, like I'm not doing anything irrational, 0:23:12.520 --> 0:23:14.560 but I just kind of don't know who I am 0:23:14.720 --> 0:23:16.560 right now. I'm kind of refiguring it out, and it's 0:23:16.920 --> 0:23:20.919 it's fun and exciting, but it's also like kind of 0:23:20.920 --> 0:23:21.720 fucking stressful. 0:23:23.080 --> 0:23:26.240 Yeah, I understand it's stressful, but I I it's totally 0:23:26.240 --> 0:23:29.600 fun and exciting, right because you know, it's a it's 0:23:29.640 --> 0:23:33.680 a total exciting stage of growth for you, even though 0:23:33.680 --> 0:23:39.040 it's it's scary. You know, it's like, what one thing 0:23:39.080 --> 0:23:42.320 that might help a little bit. Like whenever I get 0:23:42.520 --> 0:23:45.560 nervous for something. If I feel nervous, I always I 0:23:45.600 --> 0:23:48.280 try to think, like, oh, I'm so grateful that I'm nervous, 0:23:48.320 --> 0:23:51.359 because that means that something I mean to care, something 0:23:51.440 --> 0:23:55.640 is exciting enough in my life to make me nervous, 0:23:55.720 --> 0:24:01.760 right because this growth period be stressful, But like you 0:24:01.760 --> 0:24:03.440 wouldn't be stressed at all if you were still I 0:24:03.440 --> 0:24:06.520 guess you would because of the thing. But like right right, 0:24:06.640 --> 0:24:09.000 you got you gotta know, like you'd rather have the 0:24:09.040 --> 0:24:13.880 stress that comes from, you know, discovering who you are 0:24:14.040 --> 0:24:18.639 than you know, the the stress that you had sort 0:24:18.640 --> 0:24:22.200 of living by the book. 0:24:23.240 --> 0:24:27.640 Yeah, no, for sure, for sure. It's a high risk, 0:24:27.680 --> 0:24:29.679 high reward kind of idea. I guess you take more 0:24:29.720 --> 0:24:32.040 risks in your life and find more reward. I guess 0:24:32.359 --> 0:24:32.880 it's been good. 0:24:33.880 --> 0:24:35.760 Awesome, man, what's what's the all? 0:24:35.840 --> 0:24:35.959 Right? 0:24:36.000 --> 0:24:39.480 So you drank, you smoked, he killed a hooker? What's next? 0:24:42.640 --> 0:24:49.280 Oh shit, I don't know, I don't know. I just yeah, 0:24:50.080 --> 0:24:52.000 those are the two big ones I wanted to try. 0:24:52.040 --> 0:24:54.240 I just never you know, I'd heard about my whole life. 0:24:54.240 --> 0:24:58.520 I'd never drink, never smoked, And so I'm just living now, 0:24:58.680 --> 0:25:01.399 just figuring it out, trying to figure out this is 0:25:01.520 --> 0:25:03.359 random side now. And I'm sure if you want to 0:25:03.400 --> 0:25:07.479 get on to someone else, but uh, I also I 0:25:07.720 --> 0:25:09.879 ran track my whole life. I even ran in college 0:25:09.920 --> 0:25:11.600 and I just quit the team to take a good 0:25:11.680 --> 0:25:13.919 job opportunity, which was one of the best sessions I've 0:25:13.920 --> 0:25:18.000 ever made. But because of that, like I just there's 0:25:18.040 --> 0:25:19.600 just been so many, like so many of these like 0:25:19.640 --> 0:25:22.000 you know, I'm done. I'm moving on, which has been 0:25:22.040 --> 0:25:25.600 really deliberating. But again, like just kind of figuring life out. 0:25:25.640 --> 0:25:28.160 So oh the drinking and smoking was a fun start, 0:25:28.359 --> 0:25:30.040 and I think I don't I don't want that to 0:25:30.080 --> 0:25:32.679 like run my life now, but I think I'll just 0:25:32.760 --> 0:25:34.360 kind of try to figure it out, find more fun 0:25:34.359 --> 0:25:37.760 stuff to do, and then some new hobbies and new 0:25:37.800 --> 0:25:39.760 direction of life should be good. 0:25:40.560 --> 0:25:40.760 Fuck. 0:25:40.840 --> 0:25:43.240 Yeah, man, Well, like I said, I'm proud of you 0:25:43.400 --> 0:25:46.240 for going out there and making the making the effort 0:25:46.320 --> 0:25:47.879 to live your own life even if it gets tough. 0:25:48.760 --> 0:25:50.600 Appreciate it. Get you have a good night. 0:25:50.840 --> 0:25:53.320 Thank you man. You take care later. 0:25:57.080 --> 0:25:58.960 All from Kyle. 0:26:01.840 --> 0:26:02.199 Kyle. 0:26:03.119 --> 0:26:03.679 Yeah, it's me. 0:26:04.400 --> 0:26:05.840 Have you ever spoken before, Kyle? 0:26:06.960 --> 0:26:08.600 No, I don't believe. So this was the first time 0:26:08.600 --> 0:26:09.520 I'm watching your streams. 0:26:09.960 --> 0:26:14.800 It's nice. Well, Kyle, it's nice to meet you show. 0:26:16.000 --> 0:26:16.480 Thank you. 0:26:17.080 --> 0:26:20.639 Yeah, it's in honor to have you. What's what's up 0:26:20.680 --> 0:26:21.280 with you, dude? 0:26:21.280 --> 0:26:21.920 What do you up to? 0:26:22.119 --> 0:26:24.160 What's uh? 0:26:24.280 --> 0:26:24.840 What do you do? 0:26:24.880 --> 0:26:26.080 What's going on with you right now? 0:26:26.960 --> 0:26:27.160 Oh? 0:26:27.240 --> 0:26:29.760 Not much. I just I just kind of felt a 0:26:29.800 --> 0:26:33.280 little lucky this evening. Yeah, for you to share a 0:26:33.280 --> 0:26:34.200 little story. 0:26:34.640 --> 0:26:37.479 I'd love to hear, Kyle. Can you mute your stream 0:26:37.560 --> 0:26:38.359 for me real quick? 0:26:39.160 --> 0:26:39.360 Yeah? 0:26:39.400 --> 0:26:42.760 Sorry, you don't have to apologize for anything, Kyle. 0:26:44.760 --> 0:26:45.119 There we go. 0:26:45.200 --> 0:26:45.560 Is that better? 0:26:46.640 --> 0:26:48.719 Its perfect? What were you gonna say, Kyle? What are 0:26:48.720 --> 0:26:49.280 we going to tell me? 0:26:50.160 --> 0:26:50.360 Oh? 0:26:50.760 --> 0:26:55.439 So, I'm I'm feeling pretty lucky this evening. It started 0:26:55.440 --> 0:26:59.320 off pretty bad. I think I I've been suspicious of 0:26:59.359 --> 0:27:02.640 my roommate getting with my girlfriend recently, so I kind 0:27:02.640 --> 0:27:06.119 of decided to get back at him a bit. And 0:27:06.280 --> 0:27:08.159 he he hates it when I steal some of some 0:27:08.200 --> 0:27:09.880 of the food. So I just kind of went into 0:27:09.920 --> 0:27:11.320 his room when he wasn't there, and I stole a 0:27:11.320 --> 0:27:15.439 little the few snacks, and I noticed a secret stash 0:27:15.440 --> 0:27:17.080 that he kept mind his dresser, and I found some 0:27:18.280 --> 0:27:21.959 I found some brownies. They tasted a little off. I'm 0:27:22.040 --> 0:27:24.080 kind of feeling a little off because of it, But. 0:27:26.000 --> 0:27:26.439 I don't know. 0:27:27.040 --> 0:27:30.520 I feel like I'm lucky though tonight, because I'm pretty 0:27:30.520 --> 0:27:31.960 sure that God's reatin. 0:27:32.000 --> 0:27:33.760 I'm about to meet him. 0:27:33.960 --> 0:27:34.280 Kyle. 0:27:34.600 --> 0:27:36.600 Look, if God Israel and you meet him, he's going 0:27:36.680 --> 0:27:42.000 to chastise you because you sinned. You broke the trust 0:27:42.000 --> 0:27:46.760 of your neighbor. You have to you have to honor 0:27:46.760 --> 0:27:49.040 and respect that neighbor. Dude, that's that God's one of 0:27:49.119 --> 0:27:52.080 that's like one of God's main rules. And you broke 0:27:52.280 --> 0:27:54.480 that trust and that honor by by sneaking into his 0:27:54.600 --> 0:28:00.400 room and stealing his things. 0:28:03.359 --> 0:28:05.200 We can be an interesting conversation with. 0:28:05.240 --> 0:28:11.280 Him, Kyle. Why why didn't you have you spoken? 0:28:11.320 --> 0:28:11.439 All? 0:28:11.520 --> 0:28:14.560 Right? So you're afraid, you're you're you are you are 0:28:15.800 --> 0:28:20.040 suspicious that he's cheating on he's he's he's hooking up 0:28:20.080 --> 0:28:24.879 with your girlfriend and that she's cheating on you with him. Yeah, 0:28:25.000 --> 0:28:27.359 have you actually spoken to him about this or to 0:28:27.400 --> 0:28:28.040 her about this? 0:28:29.640 --> 0:28:29.840 Oh? 0:28:29.920 --> 0:28:33.960 I've talked to him about it, but not like I haven't. 0:28:33.960 --> 0:28:35.520 I haven't confronted them about it. 0:28:37.160 --> 0:28:39.520 Oh, it doesn't have to be a confrontation. What well, 0:28:39.520 --> 0:28:40.800 what what makes you suspicious? 0:28:42.440 --> 0:28:48.680 Just can't really? Just I've been seen her around the 0:28:48.680 --> 0:28:50.760 house recently. She's been kind of in his room a bit. 0:28:50.920 --> 0:28:54.480 So why is she in his room? 0:28:54.480 --> 0:28:56.520 That's that's. 0:28:58.640 --> 0:28:59.160 I don't know. 0:29:03.400 --> 0:29:03.800 M hmm. 0:29:05.480 --> 0:29:07.080 Yeah. My roommate James is just. 0:29:09.040 --> 0:29:09.640 Okay. 0:29:09.880 --> 0:29:10.840 He's not he's not there. 0:29:11.000 --> 0:29:14.640 Yeah, you're done, all right, I'm okay. 0:29:16.040 --> 0:29:16.520 You high? 0:29:17.160 --> 0:29:17.360 Yeah? 0:29:18.520 --> 0:29:20.920 What are you high? You said you said that you 0:29:21.000 --> 0:29:21.760 like had a brownie? 0:29:23.320 --> 0:29:24.520 I had a few brownies? 0:29:24.880 --> 0:29:27.480 You had a few. How high are you high right now? Man? 0:29:28.600 --> 0:29:31.760 So, I don't know. I'm feeling pretty good. 0:29:33.160 --> 0:29:34.480 How many how many brownes you eat? 0:29:34.520 --> 0:29:34.800 Kyle? 0:29:35.920 --> 0:29:36.440 Like four? 0:29:37.200 --> 0:29:39.600 You ate four pop brownies? 0:29:40.640 --> 0:29:41.560 They weren't that big? 0:29:46.440 --> 0:29:47.360 Are you alone? Man? 0:29:49.200 --> 0:29:49.440 Uh No? 0:29:49.560 --> 0:29:52.320 I got, I got, I got, I got James in 0:29:52.360 --> 0:29:54.640 the other room. 0:29:54.640 --> 0:29:58.640 You don't sound you doesn't sound all right, Kyle. Are 0:29:58.640 --> 0:30:00.400 you just nervous. It's okay. If you're just nervous. I 0:30:00.440 --> 0:30:02.600 just want to make sure you know dying. 0:30:02.640 --> 0:30:03.720 I'm a touch nervous. 0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:06.800 Okay. 0:30:08.680 --> 0:30:13.680 Well, look, well I think I think I think God's coming. 0:30:13.760 --> 0:30:16.080 I should probably go greeting properly. 0:30:16.600 --> 0:30:20.400 All right, go go tell God. I said hello. Stay safe, Kyle. 0:30:20.520 --> 0:30:27.560 Don't thank you, don't don't don't do even crazy. I 0:30:27.640 --> 0:30:30.840 will thank you, of course. You have a good night, Kyle. 0:30:31.720 --> 0:30:34.040 Thank you you too. 0:30:36.160 --> 0:30:43.440 I'm concerned about Kyle. I'm concerned what God will do. 0:30:43.480 --> 0:30:46.640 To him, Remy the Rat. 0:30:47.800 --> 0:30:49.680 Remy the Rat. All right, we got a Disney theme 0:30:49.720 --> 0:30:50.479 going on tonight. 0:30:51.400 --> 0:30:54.840 Oh my god, what's up, dude? Oh my god. I 0:30:55.000 --> 0:30:57.040 think you know. I don't think I was gonna down. 0:30:57.200 --> 0:31:00.360 Okay, you know what. I didn't think anyone was ever 0:31:00.400 --> 0:31:05.320 gonna call into this stream ever, so I'm equally shocked. Yeah. Well, 0:31:05.360 --> 0:31:08.440 and like when I first started it, well. 0:31:08.360 --> 0:31:09.840 You really went off, dude. 0:31:11.120 --> 0:31:14.880 We'll see, we'll see. Look, let me tell you, what's 0:31:14.920 --> 0:31:15.320 your name. 0:31:16.960 --> 0:31:19.000 My name is not Remy, but I kind. 0:31:18.800 --> 0:31:21.080 Of want to Remy Remy. 0:31:21.200 --> 0:31:24.760 Listen, Yeah, for sure, it's radically by the way. 0:31:25.320 --> 0:31:29.360 Do you Remy. A great affirmation to consistently focus on 0:31:29.960 --> 0:31:34.920 is the impermanence of all things, everything from my Twitch 0:31:34.960 --> 0:31:41.000 stream to my life as a whole. This is a 0:31:41.080 --> 0:31:46.480 permanent Remy. It cannot possibly exist literally forever. I think 0:31:46.480 --> 0:31:47.320 about that every day. 0:31:48.080 --> 0:31:50.760 That's good. If it existed forever, that would be like. 0:31:50.760 --> 0:31:54.760 So boring exactly. It's kind of like when the guy 0:31:54.880 --> 0:31:57.200 It's kind of like when the Funko pop collector collects 0:31:57.280 --> 0:32:00.440 every single funkal pop like that. 0:32:00.760 --> 0:32:02.760 I know what, Dude, like that, and it's kind of scary. 0:32:02.880 --> 0:32:04.360 I don't like, that's scary. 0:32:04.920 --> 0:32:05.040 Hi? 0:32:05.120 --> 0:32:06.760 Every time? Why is it that every time I brought 0:32:06.800 --> 0:32:09.959 up the funko pop analogy, everyone focuses on the funko 0:32:10.000 --> 0:32:11.160 pop aspect of it. 0:32:12.200 --> 0:32:15.440 I don't know, man, Funko puffs are like, I don't know, 0:32:15.480 --> 0:32:16.560 there's something about them. 0:32:16.560 --> 0:32:17.440 They're weird. 0:32:17.960 --> 0:32:20.920 I don't know what's so what's wrong with funko puffs? 0:32:21.320 --> 0:32:23.640 I've never really been a fan of them, to be honest, 0:32:23.920 --> 0:32:24.800 I don't dis like them. 0:32:24.840 --> 0:32:26.000 I just love them, that's all. 0:32:29.240 --> 0:32:30.720 What's your fantasy, Remy? 0:32:31.160 --> 0:32:33.360 Well, I have a lot of fantasies, Like what are 0:32:33.360 --> 0:32:34.040 we talking about? 0:32:34.200 --> 0:32:34.880 Is it sexual? 0:32:35.160 --> 0:32:39.320 Is it romantic? Is it like work based? Like career based? 0:32:40.000 --> 0:32:43.280 You know, Look, I I respect that you have so 0:32:43.320 --> 0:32:45.840 many different fantasies in so many different areas. Is anyone 0:32:45.840 --> 0:32:48.040 in particular that you're most interested in sharing? 0:32:51.440 --> 0:32:55.000 I guess like career wise, I've always wanted to be 0:32:55.040 --> 0:32:57.720 able to I'm an stream major, and I really want 0:32:57.760 --> 0:33:00.239 to go into like the Vatican and get those se 0:33:00.360 --> 0:33:01.520 juicy Catholic secrets. 0:33:02.880 --> 0:33:04.040 I've been to the Vatican. 0:33:04.880 --> 0:33:06.400 Really, how was it? 0:33:06.400 --> 0:33:10.160 It's really boring? Really, yes, really. 0:33:09.960 --> 0:33:12.720 Boring, dude, but like art than. 0:33:12.640 --> 0:33:15.360 Like yeah, but they're all all those guys are dead. 0:33:16.360 --> 0:33:19.040 Yeah, but like a lot of important people are dead, 0:33:19.080 --> 0:33:22.560 that doesn't mean they're not important. 0:33:24.200 --> 0:33:27.239 I don't But is any dead person anymore? Is there 0:33:27.240 --> 0:33:31.360 any dead person that's more important than anyone that's alive? 0:33:32.360 --> 0:33:36.280 I mean you could argue that, Yeah, who's a dead 0:33:36.320 --> 0:33:41.120 person that's more important than well, I guess Jesus. 0:33:46.280 --> 0:33:49.200 Do you think Jesus is more important than. 0:33:51.800 --> 0:33:52.400 Uh? 0:33:53.520 --> 0:33:55.480 Do Jesus is more important than you? 0:33:57.200 --> 0:33:57.560 Oh? 0:33:57.600 --> 0:33:57.880 Shit? 0:34:00.360 --> 0:34:03.560 Uh? Depends on who you ask, really. I mean, if 0:34:03.600 --> 0:34:05.680 you ask me, I would say no. But if you 0:34:05.720 --> 0:34:07.560 ask someone else, maybe yeah. 0:34:07.640 --> 0:34:09.600 Well let me put it like this, and here's my 0:34:09.840 --> 0:34:11.919 here's kind of where I'm coming from with this. Let's 0:34:11.920 --> 0:34:16.040 say that you and Jesus were both hanging off a 0:34:16.040 --> 0:34:18.560 cliff and I only time to save one of you. 0:34:18.960 --> 0:34:21.520 I would save you because Jesus is already dead. 0:34:23.840 --> 0:34:24.120 Okay? 0:34:24.160 --> 0:34:26.200 Does that make you more important than Jesus? 0:34:27.200 --> 0:34:28.280 I guess? 0:34:29.080 --> 0:34:30.520 I mean, well, there you go. How do you feel 0:34:30.520 --> 0:34:31.720 you're more important than Jesus? 0:34:32.160 --> 0:34:32.359 Oh? 0:34:32.360 --> 0:34:33.920 My god, it's a special. 0:34:33.560 --> 0:34:41.120 Now, No, the Vatican, No, it was cool. I don't know. 0:34:41.160 --> 0:34:43.440 I like modern art. 0:34:43.880 --> 0:34:44.399 What kind? 0:34:46.000 --> 0:34:49.520 No, what's the word. I think it's either modern or contemporary. Like, uh, 0:34:49.680 --> 0:34:53.400 I'm saying it's like weird bullshits that was made now. 0:34:54.080 --> 0:34:56.680 Okay, like Banksy type beat? 0:34:57.360 --> 0:34:59.279 Yeah yeah, Banksy type beat. 0:34:59.520 --> 0:35:01.000 Okay, thanks, it's pretty cool. 0:35:01.239 --> 0:35:04.319 Yeah yeah, Like I'd rather like I like him more 0:35:04.360 --> 0:35:06.600 than like Michelangelo. 0:35:07.719 --> 0:35:11.759 I really like old art, like Caravaggio. I probably butchered that, 0:35:11.960 --> 0:35:12.920 but yeah, I. 0:35:12.920 --> 0:35:15.040 Don't know about Caravaja. I took a class on him. 0:35:15.840 --> 0:35:18.200 Really, I really like this come team with some. 0:35:18.640 --> 0:35:20.160 Dudis because it was boring. 0:35:21.160 --> 0:35:24.680 Oh my godness, Well it's taught in very boring way. 0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:27.480 One of those professors talk about it in an interesting way. 0:35:28.320 --> 0:35:30.319 How how would you make it interesting if you were 0:35:30.320 --> 0:35:32.240 teaching it, Well. 0:35:32.120 --> 0:35:34.560 You have to speak in like gen Z slang if 0:35:34.560 --> 0:35:35.440 he wants them to pay. 0:35:35.280 --> 0:35:40.600 Attention, would you, uh. 0:35:40.520 --> 0:35:42.760 Like in TikTok memes? That's how I would. 0:35:42.520 --> 0:35:45.960 Teach it, Honestly, Can I can I get like an 0:35:45.960 --> 0:35:50.160 example of like how you how you would combine a 0:35:50.200 --> 0:35:51.920 TikTok meme with Caravaggio. 0:35:52.640 --> 0:35:56.040 Fucking Machiavelli was well, sorry I went to Macavelli. I 0:35:56.120 --> 0:35:58.359 really I popped into my head. I was gonna say 0:35:58.400 --> 0:36:00.719 Machiavelli was busting because. 0:36:00.520 --> 0:36:04.680 He was onto some ship he was busting. Yeah, because 0:36:04.719 --> 0:36:08.040 I looked up the word bussy because people would like 0:36:08.160 --> 0:36:11.040 spam it in my chat, and it means boy pussy. 0:36:12.200 --> 0:36:14.000 Really yeah? 0:36:14.040 --> 0:36:14.200 Is that? 0:36:14.200 --> 0:36:16.080 What is Is that what bussin means? 0:36:16.600 --> 0:36:19.680 I thought bussing was like like cool, you know, like 0:36:19.760 --> 0:36:23.520 that shits buss him. You know, maybe I'm wrong? 0:36:25.520 --> 0:36:25.759 Ship? 0:36:26.560 --> 0:36:28.440 Are those two different things? 0:36:29.560 --> 0:36:32.960 I guess maybe I don't know. I'm not that good 0:36:32.960 --> 0:36:34.120 a source for Internet. 0:36:40.000 --> 0:36:42.160 Well, look I'm glad. Look, look, you know what, who 0:36:42.239 --> 0:36:44.440 fuck me? I'm glad that you find it interesting. I'm 0:36:44.440 --> 0:36:45.920 glad someone finds it interesting. 0:36:46.440 --> 0:36:49.960 I mean someone has to. I really just think that 0:36:50.040 --> 0:36:52.919 they teach it the wrong way seriously, because this ship 0:36:53.040 --> 0:36:57.080 is interesting. But it's like they use such fancy words 0:36:57.160 --> 0:36:59.759 that don't need to be used because not everyone likes 0:36:59.760 --> 0:37:00.520 to can read. 0:37:00.640 --> 0:37:06.600 Man, it's the it's the Caravaggio. For me, this doesn't 0:37:06.600 --> 0:37:13.400 even make any sense. What uh so you're gonna go 0:37:13.440 --> 0:37:14.440 teach care of Ozio? 0:37:15.560 --> 0:37:15.719 Oh? 0:37:15.840 --> 0:37:16.920 Fuck no, hell no. 0:37:19.160 --> 0:37:21.160 Well listen. I hope that you eventually do get to 0:37:21.200 --> 0:37:23.080 the Vatican. I hope you take lots of pictures and 0:37:23.080 --> 0:37:24.839 I hope you get more out of it than I did. 0:37:25.560 --> 0:37:27.439 Thank you. I hope I do too. 0:37:28.120 --> 0:37:29.640 Of course, you have a great rest of the night, 0:37:30.280 --> 0:37:40.680 you too. Man. Hello, sir, Hey, how are you? What 0:37:40.719 --> 0:37:41.279 are you up to? 0:37:42.760 --> 0:37:44.719 Not much, man, it's just a gig. 0:37:45.480 --> 0:37:51.600 This Yeah, this is the geck guy. I'm doing all right? 0:37:51.640 --> 0:37:52.880 Have we ever spoken before? 0:37:53.840 --> 0:37:56.600 We have not, Dude, I've been trying to call in got. 0:37:57.120 --> 0:37:59.719 Oh my goodness, it's such a pleasure to speak with you. 0:37:59.760 --> 0:38:00.560 What is your name? 0:38:01.960 --> 0:38:02.520 I'm Jack. 0:38:03.640 --> 0:38:06.680 Jack. I like that name. Well. Actually, when I was 0:38:06.680 --> 0:38:09.080 in fourth grade, I had a kid that bullied me 0:38:09.080 --> 0:38:13.640 whose name is Jack. But he's probably he's probably matured 0:38:13.680 --> 0:38:15.840 a lot since then because that was a long time ago. 0:38:16.680 --> 0:38:19.160 Oh yeah, you gotta give him a chance. 0:38:19.200 --> 0:38:21.200 Man, there's some good Jackson's world. 0:38:21.239 --> 0:38:23.600 Bro. Do you do you feel like do you feel 0:38:23.600 --> 0:38:25.960 like you give people chances a lot? Jack? Do you 0:38:26.000 --> 0:38:29.319 feel like you tend to let people prove themselves to 0:38:29.360 --> 0:38:31.719 you give them enough space. 0:38:31.480 --> 0:38:32.000 To do that. 0:38:33.640 --> 0:38:34.480 I kind of do, man. 0:38:34.600 --> 0:38:37.960 I give people a little too many chances. Sometimes too 0:38:38.000 --> 0:38:42.720 many chances, Too many chances, you say, I think too. 0:38:42.640 --> 0:38:44.960 I think too well with some people, you know. 0:38:45.800 --> 0:38:49.279 You tell me that. Tell me the last person you 0:38:49.360 --> 0:38:51.080 gave a chance to that you feel like you shouldn't 0:38:51.120 --> 0:38:51.960 have given a chance to. 0:38:55.560 --> 0:38:56.319 I don't know this guy. 0:38:56.920 --> 0:38:57.759 This guy my work. 0:38:58.360 --> 0:39:01.560 It's kind of like Andy of mine who works under me. 0:39:02.400 --> 0:39:05.799 You know, he's like a nice kid, but he just 0:39:05.840 --> 0:39:06.680 doesn't give a fuck. 0:39:07.960 --> 0:39:11.240 Hmm. What was he doing that was wrong? 0:39:14.760 --> 0:39:15.440 Just not listening? 0:39:15.520 --> 0:39:15.640 Man? 0:39:16.160 --> 0:39:18.279 Just uh, you know, I don't know if he wasn't 0:39:18.360 --> 0:39:18.800 understand it. 0:39:18.920 --> 0:39:23.839 He just wasn't the You might have been high, hero. 0:39:24.000 --> 0:39:25.359 I worked in construction, so he did. 0:39:25.440 --> 0:39:27.480 He could have been fucking messed out for sure. 0:39:28.080 --> 0:39:28.239 Man. 0:39:28.280 --> 0:39:30.239 Do people really get fucking high and go on to 0:39:30.280 --> 0:39:32.879 like constructions? Is that like a thing? People getting high 0:39:32.960 --> 0:39:34.759 and going on the construction site? 0:39:34.880 --> 0:39:37.320 I mean yeah sometimes. 0:39:37.480 --> 0:39:40.040 I mean I can always guarantee like twenty five pies 0:39:40.520 --> 0:39:42.640 percent of the people out there fucking high. 0:39:42.640 --> 0:39:44.560 Shiit, twenty five percent? 0:39:45.840 --> 0:39:46.040 Dude? 0:39:46.360 --> 0:39:47.560 Are they all just laborers? 0:39:47.560 --> 0:39:47.719 Bro? 0:39:48.000 --> 0:39:49.799 They're just never a paycheck then they're out. 0:39:50.480 --> 0:39:53.640 Yeah right, But you're around all the fucking power tools 0:39:53.680 --> 0:39:56.279 and shit, isn't that aren't you gonna cut off a 0:39:56.320 --> 0:39:58.520 finger or something? Yeah? 0:39:58.719 --> 0:40:01.160 Dude, you got people like me who walk around and 0:40:01.160 --> 0:40:02.279 tell them about to do dumb shit. 0:40:02.800 --> 0:40:05.040 They're like, oh, do you think do you think they 0:40:05.120 --> 0:40:06.680 hate you? Do you think they hate you because you 0:40:06.680 --> 0:40:08.440 tell them what to do? Do you get like a 0:40:08.480 --> 0:40:09.680 sense of animosity from me? 0:40:10.800 --> 0:40:13.360 Oh, because they're out there working and then you know, 0:40:13.400 --> 0:40:15.840 I'm just kind of fucking standing around and then I 0:40:15.920 --> 0:40:18.080 come to like tell them what they're doing is wrong. 0:40:19.480 --> 0:40:21.520 So they definitely have some animosity for me. 0:40:22.200 --> 0:40:25.000 How does that make you feel that, like these people 0:40:25.040 --> 0:40:25.400 hate you? 0:40:26.880 --> 0:40:31.160 I mean, they all hate me, you know, But I 0:40:31.160 --> 0:40:31.480 don't know. 0:40:33.160 --> 0:40:35.800 I don't really take that into consideration too much. 0:40:35.960 --> 0:40:38.040 I do sometimes, but that's part. 0:40:38.120 --> 0:40:40.040 I think that's part of the job of being a 0:40:40.080 --> 0:40:42.440 boss is. And it sounds like you you're good at this. 0:40:42.480 --> 0:40:47.640 It's just not caring about a lot of people hating 0:40:47.680 --> 0:40:51.960 you and talking saying mean things about you to their friends. 0:40:52.560 --> 0:40:54.120 Yeah, I don't. I mean, I don't really give a 0:40:54.120 --> 0:40:56.040 fuck as much about those guys. 0:40:56.800 --> 0:40:57.680 I give a fuck. 0:40:57.560 --> 0:41:00.080 About like the more important like the other because you know, 0:41:00.160 --> 0:41:03.200 I feel like interact with other, you know, companies on 0:41:03.239 --> 0:41:04.360 this job site there. 0:41:05.480 --> 0:41:07.120 Now, do you like, how do you know what? They 0:41:07.120 --> 0:41:07.640 don't hate you? 0:41:08.480 --> 0:41:08.680 Oh? 0:41:08.760 --> 0:41:10.400 Dude, Like, I'm sure someone made me. 0:41:10.440 --> 0:41:11.760 I'm one hundsve. 0:41:12.680 --> 0:41:13.440 What's secret? 0:41:17.360 --> 0:41:17.680 You said? 0:41:17.719 --> 0:41:19.920 What gig, what's your secret? Jack? 0:41:21.080 --> 0:41:21.960 What's my secret? 0:41:22.040 --> 0:41:25.240 Dude? Yeah? 0:41:26.560 --> 0:41:28.320 My secret. 0:41:30.000 --> 0:41:32.279 I don't know how far I want to divulge to you, Gig. 0:41:34.719 --> 0:41:35.480 Do you not trust me? 0:41:37.600 --> 0:41:38.920 Do I trust you? 0:41:39.000 --> 0:41:39.239 Yeah? 0:41:39.320 --> 0:41:41.000 Do you not trust me to hope to take care 0:41:41.040 --> 0:41:41.640 of your secret? 0:41:44.360 --> 0:41:44.520 Well? 0:41:44.560 --> 0:41:45.319 It's not really just a. 0:41:46.920 --> 0:41:48.840 Thousand people, wouldn't it. 0:41:50.600 --> 0:41:53.760 Mm hmm? Man, this is a computer. These are all bots. 0:41:55.120 --> 0:41:56.760 Is there bods that you've been buying your stream? 0:41:57.520 --> 0:41:59.920 I knew Jack enough about me. Tell me your secret, 0:42:00.960 --> 0:42:08.439 tell me my jack, Jack, listen, Jack, listen, listen. I think. Look, 0:42:08.440 --> 0:42:10.440 I respect your respect, your boundaries, or I am not 0:42:10.480 --> 0:42:11.880 here to force you to tell me anything you're not 0:42:11.880 --> 0:42:12.600 comfortable to tell me. 0:42:12.600 --> 0:42:15.120 All right, check, I'm gonna tell you some. I'm gonna 0:42:15.120 --> 0:42:16.359 tell you some weird ass ship yet. 0:42:17.560 --> 0:42:19.680 All right, make it quick. We've been talking for way 0:42:19.680 --> 0:42:20.080 too long. 0:42:20.880 --> 0:42:21.520 Oh fuck. 0:42:22.640 --> 0:42:27.600 So when I was like fifteen, bro right, I had 0:42:27.600 --> 0:42:30.400 this girlfriend and I was trying to you know, I 0:42:30.400 --> 0:42:30.880 was trying. 0:42:30.680 --> 0:42:34.960 To get my dig sone right, Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ. 0:42:35.040 --> 0:42:36.239 I was trying to get my dig So you know, 0:42:36.280 --> 0:42:37.600 I'm little kid. 0:42:37.520 --> 0:42:38.760 Right, Okay. 0:42:38.800 --> 0:42:41.480 If we were sitting there, she's like kind. 0:42:41.280 --> 0:42:44.200 Of like and. 0:42:44.160 --> 0:42:47.919 Then I was like, all right, if I could suck 0:42:48.000 --> 0:42:50.520 my own dick, then you gotta suck my dick. 0:42:55.360 --> 0:43:00.960 That's how wow. Well that point, if you can suck 0:43:01.000 --> 0:43:02.879 your own dick, you don't really need anyone else. 0:43:03.719 --> 0:43:07.000 No, it's not saying it was one and done for me. 0:43:08.000 --> 0:43:10.719 M hmm, what about. 0:43:12.440 --> 0:43:15.920 I'm extremely impressed by your skills, both as a manager 0:43:15.960 --> 0:43:18.560 and as a sucker of your own penis, and I 0:43:18.600 --> 0:43:20.760 wish you're the best of luck moving forward in your life. 0:43:21.760 --> 0:43:23.759 YouTube man, do you look like a turtle. I'll talk 0:43:23.760 --> 0:43:24.320 to you like you. 0:43:24.760 --> 0:43:25.320 Good night. 0:43:28.360 --> 0:43:30.839 All from Robin. 0:43:32.480 --> 0:43:32.880 Robin. 0:43:35.040 --> 0:43:39.759 Yes, Oh my god, Hi, how are you Robin? I 0:43:39.800 --> 0:43:45.840 always thought I wouldn't. I wouldn't be the guy who says, 0:43:45.920 --> 0:43:49.560 oh my god. And I'm so happy for finally getting 0:43:49.600 --> 0:43:53.560 through that. I'm really happy I finally got through. 0:43:54.200 --> 0:43:54.399 Hi. 0:43:54.440 --> 0:43:59.000 I'm a would you say your name was Robin? Robin? 0:43:59.000 --> 0:44:00.640 Do you have your stream on the background? Could you 0:44:00.680 --> 0:44:03.400 could you turn that off for me? H? 0:44:03.560 --> 0:44:04.120 Yeah? I did? 0:44:05.040 --> 0:44:06.560 Okay? How you how you doing? 0:44:06.640 --> 0:44:06.839 Dude? 0:44:11.480 --> 0:44:12.200 You know how it is? 0:44:14.440 --> 0:44:23.200 How is it well? I guess yeah? Are you h where? Where? Uh? God? 0:44:23.239 --> 0:44:26.840 I suck it? Uh? Do you have any secrets? Robin. 0:44:28.680 --> 0:44:33.160 Uh, I kind of do. I kind of do. It 0:44:33.200 --> 0:44:37.800 depends on Actually, first, I have a question. Have you 0:44:37.880 --> 0:44:45.160 ever talked h to someone uh who's like from another country, 0:44:45.160 --> 0:44:49.080 maybe a Latin country, or whose first language was in English? 0:44:49.880 --> 0:44:51.759 Like in my life? Have I ever talked to someone 0:44:51.760 --> 0:44:52.320 whose first. 0:44:52.160 --> 0:44:56.000 Languages I mean on the on the show? You know? 0:44:56.200 --> 0:45:00.279 Actually we it's interesting, I don't. I really want to 0:45:00.320 --> 0:45:01.680 make it so that we can. I would love to. 0:45:01.680 --> 0:45:03.160 I really want to make it so we can talk 0:45:03.200 --> 0:45:06.200 to more people outside of the US, But my fucking 0:45:06.440 --> 0:45:10.240 call in system is like I gotta, I gotta upgrade 0:45:10.280 --> 0:45:14.640 it for that. Why is your first language not English? 0:45:14.719 --> 0:45:18.799 Yeah? Absolutely, it's very much not English. Actually, I'm surprised 0:45:19.960 --> 0:45:24.120 right now I'm being this chill about talking in English 0:45:24.160 --> 0:45:27.400 because usually when I have to talk in English, I 0:45:27.520 --> 0:45:33.239 like started like an asho and stuff. But yeah, thank you. 0:45:33.520 --> 0:45:40.560 I'm Brazilian. I'm calling from Brazil right now. Yes, I've 0:45:40.560 --> 0:45:48.160 never left Brazil. I had to down. I'm sorry. 0:45:49.000 --> 0:45:50.480 You said you have to download something. 0:45:51.680 --> 0:45:54.840 Yeah, I had to download an app that allowed me 0:45:55.000 --> 0:46:02.799 to watch ads for credits. Yeah. 0:46:02.600 --> 0:46:05.240 Yeah, you're not gonna like cut off. You're not gonna 0:46:05.280 --> 0:46:08.120 like cut off suddenly because you're out of credits. 0:46:08.120 --> 0:46:09.879 Are you poor? 0:46:09.960 --> 0:46:13.319 Probably not? Let me check, No, I have plenty. Yeah. 0:46:13.360 --> 0:46:14.720 We shouldn't have to worry about. 0:46:14.560 --> 0:46:15.680 That, all right. 0:46:15.680 --> 0:46:17.239 If we need you to look at a picture of 0:46:17.280 --> 0:46:21.960 a Snicker's bar or something, I'm prepared to do that. 0:46:22.040 --> 0:46:22.239 Yeah. 0:46:22.360 --> 0:46:22.560 Right. 0:46:24.680 --> 0:46:27.839 So you've never been to uh? You never? You've never 0:46:27.920 --> 0:46:28.480 left Brazil? 0:46:28.520 --> 0:46:28.600 Ye? 0:46:28.680 --> 0:46:28.880 Have you? 0:46:28.920 --> 0:46:31.000 Have you been to other places around South America? You've 0:46:31.040 --> 0:46:31.760 never left Brazil. 0:46:33.600 --> 0:46:38.080 I've actually I live in the extreme south of Brazil 0:46:38.360 --> 0:46:43.400 and it's like a three hour drive from Uruguay. Uh 0:46:43.440 --> 0:46:47.319 And I've been there like a couple of times. But 0:46:47.400 --> 0:46:51.399 that's it. I don't even consider that to be out 0:46:51.440 --> 0:46:56.840 of Brazil proper, because it's like it's like a shopping 0:46:56.920 --> 0:47:00.319 hub in there in Uruguay because of like currency, shit, 0:47:00.480 --> 0:47:05.439 it's a lot cheaper, Like important products are a lot 0:47:05.520 --> 0:47:11.400 cheaper in Uruguay, and so in the town and the border, 0:47:12.080 --> 0:47:15.959 it's basically designated for Brazilians to go and buy shit. 0:47:16.640 --> 0:47:20.200 Uh And I've been there a couple of times, but 0:47:20.280 --> 0:47:21.399 that's that's that's it. 0:47:22.880 --> 0:47:26.920 Do you have the desire to go outside of Brazil? 0:47:28.760 --> 0:47:32.320 Absolutely? I don't see myself making a future for myself 0:47:32.320 --> 0:47:32.680 in here. 0:47:33.640 --> 0:47:35.080 Where do you want to make your future? 0:47:36.719 --> 0:47:36.879 Uh? 0:47:39.960 --> 0:47:47.840 That's right now. I met someone online who lives in 0:47:48.040 --> 0:47:53.719 the US. Uh and uh we hit it off, like 0:47:54.840 --> 0:47:58.279 the connection reform instantly was like nothing I had ever 0:47:58.360 --> 0:48:03.279 experienced before. And we've been talking for almost a year now. 0:48:03.440 --> 0:48:11.960 And because because I don't really have a specific preference, 0:48:11.960 --> 0:48:13.920 I just want to be out of Brazil, you know, 0:48:14.680 --> 0:48:18.200 I guess the US or maybe Canada. Probably Canada would 0:48:18.200 --> 0:48:19.040 be a nice choice. 0:48:20.320 --> 0:48:22.640 Is that where this guy lives in Canada or no, 0:48:22.760 --> 0:48:23.640 said he lives in the US. 0:48:25.200 --> 0:48:28.200 Yeah, but he also doesn't like living in the US. 0:48:28.239 --> 0:48:33.719 And to be honest, I can't imagine like having to 0:48:35.800 --> 0:48:44.759 like not oh man, but the English. I can't imagine like, 0:48:44.960 --> 0:48:48.600 for example, having a throad ache and having to endure 0:48:48.640 --> 0:48:51.520 it for two months instead of going to the doctor, 0:48:51.600 --> 0:48:58.840 for example, you know, for that and other reasons. Yeah, 0:48:58.960 --> 0:49:01.960 and for the health scare system, and also because of 0:49:02.000 --> 0:49:05.839 the xenophobia. You know, I would I think I would 0:49:05.960 --> 0:49:11.600 rather go to Canada than the US. But I guess also. 0:49:14.719 --> 0:49:18.320 Know what we're saying. I was I heard I'm disappointed 0:49:18.360 --> 0:49:20.640 that you you're you're make you're like scared to come 0:49:20.680 --> 0:49:25.239 to the U s H. Yeah, I get it, But 0:49:27.840 --> 0:49:28.480 what were you saying? 0:49:31.320 --> 0:49:33.680 I don't know. We were we were talking about, like 0:49:34.760 --> 0:49:40.600 where do I plan to go? Because because planning. 0:49:40.280 --> 0:49:42.719 On going with this guy that you like, you and 0:49:42.760 --> 0:49:44.879 this guy you met, you're planning on moving with him too, 0:49:45.360 --> 0:49:47.440 or you you'd like to move with him to Canada? 0:49:49.480 --> 0:49:51.520 Uh? 0:49:51.640 --> 0:49:54.359 Yeah that that that would be in the future. I 0:49:54.400 --> 0:49:58.600 will definitely go visit uh in uh while he's he 0:49:58.719 --> 0:50:01.080 is still in the US. See how things go? 0:50:03.200 --> 0:50:03.520 Mm hm. 0:50:04.080 --> 0:50:06.439 Where where did you meet on like a dating app 0:50:06.520 --> 0:50:06.920 or something? 0:50:08.200 --> 0:50:13.239 It was on Twitch? Actually there was. He was Yeah, 0:50:13.280 --> 0:50:16.640 he was streaming an underground game and like right from 0:50:16.719 --> 0:50:20.040 the title, I I I could see that he had 0:50:20.080 --> 0:50:24.720 We had the same sense of humor and stuff. Uh 0:50:24.760 --> 0:50:28.840 and uh yeah, I was just I went to every 0:50:28.960 --> 0:50:33.680 stream of his and like commented, uh like in like 0:50:33.800 --> 0:50:38.799 every stream and uh eventually we added each other in 0:50:38.880 --> 0:50:41.920 the scord and we talked pretty much every day since. 0:50:43.840 --> 0:50:46.960 Interesting that's called are you a streamer as well or 0:50:47.000 --> 0:50:47.560 just a chatter? 0:50:49.360 --> 0:50:52.600 Not yet? And oh man, this call is getting along. 0:50:52.719 --> 0:50:57.080 But that's also another thing that I wanted to talk 0:50:57.080 --> 0:51:00.640 about because uh, I do a bit of digital and 0:51:01.520 --> 0:51:06.279 uh I think I would really like to have a 0:51:06.320 --> 0:51:09.959 show like Therapy Eco, like to have a stream where 0:51:09.960 --> 0:51:15.040 I just talk to people, you know, you like strangers 0:51:15.080 --> 0:51:18.719 call you and tell you like their deepest secrets and 0:51:18.840 --> 0:51:23.040 that kind of stuff. And people really fascinate me. And 0:51:23.520 --> 0:51:25.719 every time I come to the stream, I just think, 0:51:25.800 --> 0:51:28.239 like I want what this guy has. I think I 0:51:28.280 --> 0:51:30.520 would have so much fun if I had a stream 0:51:30.600 --> 0:51:30.879 like this. 0:51:32.000 --> 0:51:34.160 You should do it. You should start streaming on Twitch 0:51:34.280 --> 0:51:38.000 or Reddit or something like that. Maybe you could find 0:51:38.000 --> 0:51:41.799 a way to like take it would be cool. You 0:51:41.800 --> 0:51:43.680 know something that you could do that is like, you know, 0:51:44.120 --> 0:51:47.480 you could take calls from people in other Spanish speaking 0:51:48.120 --> 0:51:50.160 countries as well. 0:51:50.880 --> 0:51:55.280 Yeah, that's actually a misconception. I don't speak Spanish. 0:51:55.400 --> 0:52:00.640 In British speak Portuguese Portuguese, right, yeah, right, I'm dumb. 0:52:02.400 --> 0:52:07.680 Yes, I would really like that. Do you have any 0:52:07.719 --> 0:52:11.360 advice for people to get started? 0:52:11.760 --> 0:52:18.200 And that's gonna be yeah, yeah, I would suggest. I've 0:52:18.239 --> 0:52:20.240 seen a lot of people they have trouble like starting 0:52:20.239 --> 0:52:24.040 call in shows from scratch, because like calling shows like 0:52:24.080 --> 0:52:27.520 you need you need viewers to be able to do it. 0:52:28.880 --> 0:52:31.160 So I would I would start by stream. Do you 0:52:31.239 --> 0:52:33.520 know what Reddit public access network is do you know 0:52:33.560 --> 0:52:34.200 what Reddit is? 0:52:37.600 --> 0:52:39.480 I'm not. I don't go on Reddit much. 0:52:40.400 --> 0:52:44.080 Okay, I Reddit has a streaming service because the problem 0:52:44.120 --> 0:52:46.280 with Twitch is like Twitch has no discoverability. I'm getting 0:52:46.320 --> 0:52:49.400 the inside baseball here, but like Twitch has no discoverability. 0:52:49.840 --> 0:52:52.799 So like, if you start streaming, it's like there's no 0:52:52.800 --> 0:52:55.360 way to get people to find you. So you have 0:52:55.400 --> 0:52:57.440 to either stream. I think you have to either make 0:52:57.480 --> 0:53:01.880 tiktoks or stream on Reddit, so while you're also streaming 0:53:01.960 --> 0:53:05.200 on Twitch. So I guess my advice to you from 0:53:05.200 --> 0:53:09.280 a logistical how to grow a stream sense is to 0:53:09.320 --> 0:53:16.520 make content for other platforms to drive to Twitch. It's 0:53:16.680 --> 0:53:17.520 helpful at all. 0:53:21.000 --> 0:53:24.200 Yeah, that makes sense. That would be a little bit 0:53:24.200 --> 0:53:27.759 of a barrier, I think because I'm like extremely introverted, 0:53:27.880 --> 0:53:31.040 so I don't do stuff like TikTok much, but I'll 0:53:31.040 --> 0:53:34.200 look into it. Thanks for the advice, for sure. 0:53:34.280 --> 0:53:35.759 Thank you, Thank you for caling. What did you say? 0:53:35.760 --> 0:53:37.920 Your name was Robin? 0:53:38.880 --> 0:53:42.000 Robin, Well, Robin, good good luck to you. Come come 0:53:42.040 --> 0:53:44.800 back and put the look. If you got any links 0:53:44.800 --> 0:53:46.920 standing your stuff, put it in the chat. We want 0:53:46.960 --> 0:53:47.560 to check you out. 0:53:48.960 --> 0:53:54.040 Absolutely. If I started channel, I'll let you know in 0:53:54.120 --> 0:53:54.719 the discord. 0:53:55.400 --> 0:53:57.480 Awesome. Thank you so much, Robin. You have a good 0:53:57.480 --> 0:53:58.080 rest of the night. 0:53:59.280 --> 0:54:03.840 Thanks Fork for attacking. Of course, take care. 0:54:06.880 --> 0:54:09.400 Cos from Graham. 0:54:10.680 --> 0:54:13.480 Gram Gram Gram. 0:54:13.760 --> 0:54:19.800 Gram Brander, say that more time, Graham Brander. It's a Scottish. 0:54:19.440 --> 0:54:22.840 Accent, Graham. How are you, Graham Graham. 0:54:22.880 --> 0:54:24.480 You know I'm doing all right. You know when I 0:54:24.520 --> 0:54:28.040 heard your stream at night about secrets, got a real 0:54:28.760 --> 0:54:29.920 good secret to tell you. 0:54:31.840 --> 0:54:32.800 Let me take you back. 0:54:32.680 --> 0:54:34.799 About about two years. You know, I was hanging out 0:54:34.840 --> 0:54:37.800 with my family. He was pretty drunk off of whiskey, 0:54:38.760 --> 0:54:40.520 and I just soaked to myself. You know, I really 0:54:40.520 --> 0:54:43.920 would like to operate some heavy machinery right now. So 0:54:44.960 --> 0:54:47.759 I went out into my back porch and I got 0:54:47.760 --> 0:54:51.719 on my John Deere tractor, and you know, I just 0:54:51.760 --> 0:54:55.080 started knowing the loan. You know, it's a real sexual experience. 0:54:55.080 --> 0:54:57.160 I had my share off, you know, I was waiting. 0:54:58.200 --> 0:55:00.279 It was just a real thrill. And you know, I 0:55:00.400 --> 0:55:03.000 wheeled around, pulled through the gate to the front yard 0:55:03.280 --> 0:55:06.600 and you know, I'm moving a lawn and all of 0:55:06.640 --> 0:55:10.480 a sudden, I see like a police sirens behind the end, 0:55:11.360 --> 0:55:14.720 and I got a driving under the influence on my tractor, 0:55:16.040 --> 0:55:19.279 and you know, most people would say you've hit rock 0:55:19.320 --> 0:55:21.319 bottom gram And you know, I think I did hate 0:55:21.400 --> 0:55:25.359 rock Bottom, but you know I can't say I did. 0:55:25.400 --> 0:55:28.919 You know, imagine like a metaphorical check camera hammering down 0:55:29.160 --> 0:55:32.919 lower than rock Bottom. Because ever since, all I want 0:55:32.920 --> 0:55:35.839 to do is I just want to get drunk. I've 0:55:35.880 --> 0:55:40.759 rented out excavators, trenchers on two four cliffs. I've got 0:55:40.760 --> 0:55:43.560 a back hull loader bulldozer. I just want to get drunk, 0:55:43.800 --> 0:55:47.600 and I just want to operate heavy machinery. It's tore 0:55:47.719 --> 0:55:50.439 my life apart. My wife divorced me, I don't see 0:55:50.440 --> 0:55:55.280 my kids much anymore, and I just want more heavy machinery. 0:55:57.200 --> 0:55:58.799 You know, this is sort of I feel like the 0:55:58.800 --> 0:56:01.400 making is of a small busines this right, because what 0:56:01.440 --> 0:56:05.400 if you could find a way to like sort of 0:56:05.440 --> 0:56:08.080 like a Disney Land for people like you. You bought a 0:56:08.120 --> 0:56:12.000 plot of land and just like you created some kind 0:56:12.000 --> 0:56:14.240 of space where people could get drunk and operate heavy 0:56:14.280 --> 0:56:18.120 machinery like safely, right instead of out in the world 0:56:18.200 --> 0:56:19.520 where they you know, can kill people. 0:56:21.200 --> 0:56:23.520 You know, that's a great that's a great idea, you know, 0:56:23.560 --> 0:56:26.520 because you know, you see the commercials for the drugs. 0:56:26.560 --> 0:56:30.440 You know, it's always a bunch of happy families, happy people. 0:56:30.600 --> 0:56:32.360 And then you know you've got the voice saying, you know, 0:56:32.480 --> 0:56:35.880 make those side effects. Don't operate heavy machinery. But you 0:56:35.880 --> 0:56:39.759 know when you tell someone don't operate heavy machinery, you 0:56:39.800 --> 0:56:40.600 know the fairst thing. 0:56:40.640 --> 0:56:42.400 They want to operate heavy machinery. 0:56:42.600 --> 0:56:45.320 I want to exactly you know if I mean about 0:56:46.120 --> 0:56:50.240 seventy five dos and dollars and rent excavators, greater dump trucks, 0:56:50.280 --> 0:56:54.040 you know, back those power shovels, get the drag line, excavators, 0:56:54.239 --> 0:56:56.560 pavers gets here, you know, anything that can get my 0:56:56.600 --> 0:56:58.759 hands on. You know, I just get drunk. 0:56:58.800 --> 0:57:01.400 Where did you? Where did you get seventy five thousand dollars? 0:57:01.400 --> 0:57:03.800 Who do you? How much debt are you in because 0:57:03.840 --> 0:57:04.040 of this? 0:57:04.640 --> 0:57:07.600 I don't have syn decided. That's the thing there. If 0:57:07.640 --> 0:57:09.640 you get go, I don't. I take it out from 0:57:09.680 --> 0:57:12.279 the bank. I walk in there, tell them I need 0:57:12.280 --> 0:57:14.800 a small business loan. Tell them I've got a great idea. 0:57:14.840 --> 0:57:16.240 You know, what do you what do you tell? 0:57:16.280 --> 0:57:18.040 What do you tell them when you apply for the loan? 0:57:18.080 --> 0:57:19.800 Because if you told them, hey, I need seventy five 0:57:19.800 --> 0:57:24.240 thousand dollars to get a fucking forklift so I can 0:57:24.400 --> 0:57:28.880 drink and drive it. They're you gonna tell you now, it's. 0:57:28.680 --> 0:57:31.400 Not you know, a moskeivous man. You know, always got 0:57:31.400 --> 0:57:31.640 my way. 0:57:31.720 --> 0:57:33.560 But what's the lie? What's the lie that you tell 0:57:33.560 --> 0:57:35.280 them when you're applying, when you're taking out the lan. 0:57:35.880 --> 0:57:38.040 You know, it's a different thing. Sometimes I tell them 0:57:38.040 --> 0:57:40.880 I need to buy my dog some hardware me, you know, 0:57:40.920 --> 0:57:42.680 but a lot of it, you know, the bank. 0:57:43.040 --> 0:57:44.640 The dogs. 0:57:44.680 --> 0:57:47.439 You know, it's it's a it's an addiction at this point. 0:57:47.480 --> 0:57:49.200 You know, I can't you know, I get drunk and 0:57:49.240 --> 0:57:52.040 I just have to feel the powers behind the circlists. 0:57:52.080 --> 0:57:55.680 I have to excavate, you know. Mainly now I'm going 0:57:55.720 --> 0:57:58.880 off of private investors, you know, reach out. I've got 0:57:58.880 --> 0:58:00.959 a fake linked improved you know, on beach tonight. 0:58:01.440 --> 0:58:01.640 Hey. 0:58:01.680 --> 0:58:03.400 You know, I've got a couple of days together for 0:58:03.480 --> 0:58:07.400 this great investment idea, you know, social media platform, anything 0:58:07.600 --> 0:58:09.320 like I can come up with. You know, I mean, 0:58:09.320 --> 0:58:11.160 I'm drunk half the time you get go. You've got 0:58:11.200 --> 0:58:12.080 you've got to remember that. 0:58:12.120 --> 0:58:15.440 Drug you right now, Graham, I would. 0:58:15.160 --> 0:58:20.880 See him about a six out of ten. Uh, But 0:58:21.040 --> 0:58:23.080 you know, six to me might be a ten to you. 0:58:23.280 --> 0:58:25.520 I'm probably not gonna remember this conversation in the more. 0:58:25.760 --> 0:58:25.960 You know. 0:58:26.640 --> 0:58:28.440 Look, here's what you I think you need to do. 0:58:28.520 --> 0:58:29.760 First of all, you got to look, you got to 0:58:29.800 --> 0:58:31.760 check yourself in somewhere, right, You got to fix yourself, 0:58:31.800 --> 0:58:34.919 because you can't help others until you help yourself, Graham. Right, 0:58:35.000 --> 0:58:37.720 So this idea of hey, let's go make a disney 0:58:37.800 --> 0:58:39.360 Land for people who like to get drunk and operat 0:58:39.360 --> 0:58:41.360 heaving machinery, you're not gonna be able to execute on 0:58:41.400 --> 0:58:42.800 it until you're not gonna be able to like you 0:58:42.800 --> 0:58:44.200 know that idea. I think it's gonna help a lot 0:58:44.200 --> 0:58:45.800 of people because they're dealing with the similar thing that 0:58:45.840 --> 0:58:47.360 you're dealing with. But you're not gonna be able to 0:58:47.360 --> 0:58:50.720 execute on this idea until you help yourself, Graham. So 0:58:50.720 --> 0:58:52.080 that's why I need you to do for me. I 0:58:52.080 --> 0:58:54.760 need you to focus on helping yourself and and and 0:58:54.840 --> 0:58:56.720 by the way, Graham, God damn it. If you're not 0:58:56.720 --> 0:58:58.080 gonna do it for yourself, do it for the other 0:58:58.080 --> 0:58:59.840 people out there like you, who you don't want to see. 0:58:59.840 --> 0:59:02.440 So come to the same fate, because you need to 0:59:02.600 --> 0:59:05.160 be healthy and sober and well, so you can go 0:59:05.160 --> 0:59:06.560 out and you can help other those other people with 0:59:06.600 --> 0:59:08.479 your grand business idea that I've given you. 0:59:09.320 --> 0:59:12.400 That is through now kick would now be a bad time. 0:59:12.960 --> 0:59:15.560 I've got discrete investment I've been thinking of. 0:59:17.080 --> 0:59:20.280 Are you interested, Graham? 0:59:20.720 --> 0:59:23.120 Yes, yes, you have a good rest of that. I'll 0:59:23.120 --> 0:59:23.680 talk to you soon. 0:59:24.320 --> 0:59:25.280 But do you have a good note? 0:59:25.320 --> 0:59:25.920 Thank you. 0:59:29.880 --> 0:59:35.560 All from PERCESSA princess. 0:59:37.120 --> 0:59:43.080 Perthose pursose Yeah, it's like Joseph, but instead of a Joe, 0:59:43.080 --> 0:59:43.840 it's a per. 0:59:45.280 --> 0:59:47.000 Oh Percest like Persephone. 0:59:48.080 --> 0:59:50.120 Yeah? 0:59:50.160 --> 0:59:52.280 What Persephone is the god of something? Right? 0:59:53.640 --> 0:59:53.880 Yeah? 0:59:54.320 --> 0:59:57.480 Technically I think the goddess of the underworld. It's like 0:59:57.560 --> 1:00:00.120 the masculine form of it or something. 1:00:01.600 --> 1:00:04.440 Interesting. Do you do you feel connected to that title 1:00:04.520 --> 1:00:06.720 of the of the god of the underworld? 1:00:07.920 --> 1:00:08.040 Uh? 1:00:08.280 --> 1:00:13.560 Like kind of. I so I'm actually like a trans man, 1:00:14.760 --> 1:00:18.560 and I chose the name Percy kind of because I 1:00:18.680 --> 1:00:21.920 was pressured to do so, and then I chose Persef 1:00:22.240 --> 1:00:24.200 after I chose the name Percy. 1:00:26.000 --> 1:00:29.520 How were you how were you pressured into choosing Percy? 1:00:30.320 --> 1:00:30.880 Uh? 1:00:31.600 --> 1:00:35.280 My parents aren't really like chill. I mean they're chill, 1:00:35.440 --> 1:00:39.280 but it was definitely a situation where they were like, 1:00:39.440 --> 1:00:42.040 just pick a name already. We don't want to have 1:00:42.080 --> 1:00:45.760 to learn several names, if that makes sense. 1:00:46.960 --> 1:00:52.200 Sure do you like Do you like Persef? I think 1:00:52.240 --> 1:00:53.200 it's a pretty cool name. 1:00:54.320 --> 1:00:57.120 I think it's cool, but it's definitely like a weird 1:00:57.280 --> 1:00:59.640 out there name, if that makes sense. 1:01:00.760 --> 1:01:03.360 I like the way you you explained it well, Joseph 1:01:03.440 --> 1:01:06.040 with a pen when you when you put it like that, 1:01:06.080 --> 1:01:07.960 it's pretty it works. 1:01:10.160 --> 1:01:11.560 Yeah, I like it a lot. 1:01:11.760 --> 1:01:17.360 Actually, what's your fat process? 1:01:17.360 --> 1:01:24.120 Oh god? My fantasy is I imagine myself living in 1:01:24.160 --> 1:01:27.560 like a village, like a small village where I get 1:01:27.600 --> 1:01:31.440 to like just be in nature. And I'm married, but 1:01:31.720 --> 1:01:35.880 my husband only comes home for like one week out 1:01:35.880 --> 1:01:38.840 of the month, so I'm mostly just by myself. 1:01:39.840 --> 1:01:42.240 You're trying to like do animal crossing in real life. 1:01:43.840 --> 1:01:46.040 I don't know what animal crossing is. I know it's 1:01:46.040 --> 1:01:46.920 a video animal. 1:01:47.120 --> 1:01:48.560 You don't know what animal crossing is? 1:01:49.520 --> 1:01:52.920 No, I think I'm I'm not very much like a 1:01:53.000 --> 1:01:54.240 video game person. 1:01:57.400 --> 1:02:00.240 I was thinking of animal crossing and star or do 1:02:00.400 --> 1:02:01.120 valley and ship? 1:02:03.560 --> 1:02:04.640 Yeah, I don't know what. 1:02:04.800 --> 1:02:07.840 I don't know what that is either. Uh No, what 1:02:07.840 --> 1:02:10.400 what would you so you would live in a village, 1:02:10.400 --> 1:02:12.280 would you like make your own food and ship? 1:02:13.440 --> 1:02:17.880 Oh no, I'm not. I'm not. I'm very much like 1:02:18.720 --> 1:02:21.320 the village fantasy is mostly just me wanting to be 1:02:21.440 --> 1:02:26.080 by myself, not necessarily wanting to be like one independent. 1:02:27.120 --> 1:02:29.280 Yeah, I'm curious about the idea that you want a 1:02:29.400 --> 1:02:33.440 husband but you only want to see him once a month. 1:02:35.080 --> 1:02:39.280 Yeah, a lot of my friends are really confused about 1:02:39.280 --> 1:02:40.640 that too, But it's like. 1:02:40.880 --> 1:02:47.360 Cut, it makes sense. I get it. You look, you 1:02:47.400 --> 1:02:49.520 got all you gotta do is find the guy who 1:02:49.560 --> 1:02:51.600 wants the same thing, and then you guys are golden. 1:02:53.520 --> 1:02:54.160 Yeah. 1:02:54.360 --> 1:02:56.880 I guess I just kind of like feel like there's 1:02:56.960 --> 1:03:00.480 not really a person. I realize that logically, there is 1:03:00.520 --> 1:03:04.720 a guy out there that doesn't want to be with 1:03:04.800 --> 1:03:07.240 me one hundred percent of the time, but it just 1:03:07.280 --> 1:03:10.160 feels like with all my friends and their relationships, they're 1:03:10.200 --> 1:03:14.680 just together all the time that it just wear that someone. 1:03:15.600 --> 1:03:16.120 Yeah. 1:03:16.720 --> 1:03:19.160 Well yeah, but you know, I'm sorry, what are we 1:03:19.200 --> 1:03:20.880 gonna say? I want to hear? I want to let 1:03:20.920 --> 1:03:21.320 you finish. 1:03:22.120 --> 1:03:22.720 Oh sorry. 1:03:22.840 --> 1:03:25.439 Now, it's just this weird thing where it's like I 1:03:25.600 --> 1:03:29.440 like to be by myself, but I still enjoy people, 1:03:29.640 --> 1:03:33.480 and I still enjoy like romantic relationships. But most of 1:03:33.560 --> 1:03:36.080 my friends it's like when they get in a relationship, 1:03:36.960 --> 1:03:40.880 they're with their significant other like all the time, And 1:03:40.920 --> 1:03:42.840 I just I don't think I could do that. 1:03:44.760 --> 1:03:47.800 Oh dude, well yeah, you know, uh well, you never 1:03:47.840 --> 1:03:50.880 want to like set the basis of what you're looking 1:03:50.920 --> 1:03:53.440 for in a relationship or like or even just your 1:03:53.480 --> 1:03:58.080 expectations of what a relationship should be to you based 1:03:58.080 --> 1:04:00.480 off of like what other people are doing, you know, 1:04:01.200 --> 1:04:05.080 like like whether or not. It's like like the idea 1:04:05.080 --> 1:04:07.360 of it being weird to only want to see your 1:04:07.440 --> 1:04:11.720 husband once a month is just you trying to, like 1:04:12.000 --> 1:04:15.400 someone trying to put a label on what you desire 1:04:15.680 --> 1:04:19.440 in a relationship. If that made any sense. 1:04:20.600 --> 1:04:23.120 No, It's that made like a lot of sense. 1:04:24.320 --> 1:04:27.920 Yeah, I mean, I mean I honestly, I kind of 1:04:27.920 --> 1:04:29.800 have a similar thing. I look at my friends in 1:04:29.880 --> 1:04:35.360 relationships and they're always like they're like always like texting 1:04:35.400 --> 1:04:38.160 their significant other and they're like very attached, And I'm 1:04:38.200 --> 1:04:42.200 like that sounds kind of terrible for me personally. 1:04:42.280 --> 1:04:46.520 Yeah, I don't know. It's just this thing where it's 1:04:46.560 --> 1:04:50.800 like I just I really like myself and I really 1:04:50.880 --> 1:04:53.920 like being by myself and I do enjoy other people, 1:04:54.400 --> 1:04:57.360 but I get drained really really evil. 1:05:00.040 --> 1:05:04.640 Yeah, I'm actually pretty similar, man, Like, uh hm, shit, 1:05:04.720 --> 1:05:10.080 I was gonna say something I totally forgot. I like 1:05:10.160 --> 1:05:11.800 that though, because a lot of people haven't kind of 1:05:11.800 --> 1:05:15.120 flipped like I like, I would like, I think what 1:05:15.160 --> 1:05:17.160 you've got going on is healthier than what I do 1:05:17.240 --> 1:05:20.120 see and a lot of people that are like, it's 1:05:20.120 --> 1:05:22.640 better to be I like, you know, I mean, I 1:05:22.640 --> 1:05:25.880 think it's better to be you know, love yourself and 1:05:25.920 --> 1:05:29.439 be really comfortable being alone than like the opposite, right, 1:05:30.480 --> 1:05:33.880 I feel like a lot. Yeah, I know, I mean 1:05:33.920 --> 1:05:36.360 I I really feel that because uh it's a skill 1:05:36.400 --> 1:05:39.440 that I feel like a lot of people would benefit 1:05:39.520 --> 1:05:45.040 from having, is just the ability to be alone. And 1:05:45.080 --> 1:05:47.440 then like and then the you know, the fucking social 1:05:47.520 --> 1:05:51.160 pressure comes in. You see all your friends having relationships, 1:05:51.160 --> 1:05:53.120 and you're like, is this what I should be doing? 1:05:54.200 --> 1:05:56.320 But there is nothing you should be doing. 1:05:58.480 --> 1:06:01.640 I really appreciate you saying that for sure. 1:06:02.760 --> 1:06:04.160 Yeah, I mean I get it. 1:06:04.160 --> 1:06:04.280 Man. 1:06:04.880 --> 1:06:08.280 I'm kind of a similar the way. When I think 1:06:08.280 --> 1:06:10.400 about it. 1:06:10.400 --> 1:06:13.400 It's funny because I'm actually in like real therapy, and 1:06:13.480 --> 1:06:16.240 my therapist says the exact same thing of. 1:06:16.160 --> 1:06:20.360 Like, really, yeah, what does your therapist say? 1:06:21.760 --> 1:06:24.760 He tells me that it's like, I think that my 1:06:24.880 --> 1:06:31.200 fantasy is weird because it's not often like portrayed like media. 1:06:31.240 --> 1:06:33.880 It's often never liked that or like with my friends, 1:06:33.880 --> 1:06:38.040 it's never like that. Yes, but it's perfectly normal to 1:06:38.040 --> 1:06:41.640 be an independent person who wants a relationship where their 1:06:41.680 --> 1:06:45.240 relationship isn't their number one priority in life. 1:06:45.680 --> 1:06:46.680 Yes, I fully agree with you. 1:06:48.680 --> 1:06:52.080 So it's just it's kind of nice hearing someone say 1:06:52.160 --> 1:06:55.520 that who isn't also a professional, if that makes sense. 1:06:56.240 --> 1:07:00.200 Yeah, yeah, this is actually kind of like a think 1:07:00.200 --> 1:07:02.160 about a lot. I mean I think I think that, 1:07:02.280 --> 1:07:04.640 Like I think that makes a lot of people kind 1:07:04.640 --> 1:07:07.800 of depressed and said like I see it, like I 1:07:07.760 --> 1:07:09.720 I even see it, like doing this stream and like 1:07:09.720 --> 1:07:12.200 looking at my TikTok comments and just so many people 1:07:12.200 --> 1:07:15.520 being like I, you know, problems with like you know, 1:07:16.680 --> 1:07:20.080 they're lonely or something, and it's like, take a second 1:07:20.120 --> 1:07:23.840 to consider you might just you might like being alone 1:07:24.040 --> 1:07:27.680 and something wrong with that, just because the idea of 1:07:27.680 --> 1:07:33.120 being in a relationship is so crazyly, like you were, 1:07:33.160 --> 1:07:34.800 like you were talking about, you know, your friends in 1:07:34.840 --> 1:07:39.320 the media and everything. Yeah, I fully endorse what your 1:07:39.360 --> 1:07:41.640 actual therapist said. 1:07:43.240 --> 1:07:43.720 Awesome. 1:07:43.880 --> 1:07:44.400 Okay, so. 1:07:49.480 --> 1:07:51.360 Yeah, check out and you don't know you actually you 1:07:51.400 --> 1:07:53.480 don't have to google what animal crossing is. It's not 1:07:53.640 --> 1:07:54.640 necessary for you to live. 1:07:55.160 --> 1:07:57.320 I will look it up for you. 1:07:57.400 --> 1:07:59.680 No, you don't have to. Won't do anything for me either. 1:07:59.760 --> 1:08:05.920 But anyway, but you per person, perces well, percif is 1:08:05.960 --> 1:08:08.600 a pleasure talking with you. Man. I hope you I 1:08:08.600 --> 1:08:12.480 hope you enjoy the rest of your life. 1:08:13.800 --> 1:08:15.680 Thank you so much. It was a pleasure talking to 1:08:15.720 --> 1:08:17.439 you too. This is my first dream. 1:08:18.120 --> 1:08:19.920 Hell yeah, baby, hope to see you on the. 1:08:19.920 --> 1:08:22.880 Next definitely for sure. 1:08:23.000 --> 1:08:23.519 Have a good night. 1:08:23.600 --> 1:08:24.160 Talk to you soon. 1:08:25.640 --> 1:08:29.240 Bye. Hey. 1:08:29.400 --> 1:08:31.240 Just wanted to tell you guys that there is no 1:08:31.439 --> 1:08:35.360 sponsor for today's podcast. But if you want to show 1:08:35.400 --> 1:08:39.400 your support, if you have been enjoying the conversations that 1:08:39.479 --> 1:08:41.240 you have been hearing and you want to make it 1:08:41.280 --> 1:08:44.439 easier for me to make more things in the future, 1:08:44.920 --> 1:08:48.519 you can head on over to patreon dot com slash 1:08:48.600 --> 1:08:51.920 lyle forever and show your support over there. For only 1:08:51.960 --> 1:08:55.680 five bucks. 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Man, you were really close to saying the thing. 1:11:13.200 --> 1:11:14.840 I know, but I've been getting that since I was 1:11:14.880 --> 1:11:15.120 like a. 1:11:15.120 --> 1:11:18.360 Child, So it's you know what, I'm sorry because I 1:11:19.200 --> 1:11:22.160 get the same thing with the gecko, with the guy 1:11:22.240 --> 1:11:24.920 Coe bullshit, and so I know how it feels, and 1:11:24.960 --> 1:11:27.280 I just made i'd send it a little silly just now. 1:11:27.320 --> 1:11:28.640 I'm sorry for that. That was a bad way to 1:11:28.840 --> 1:11:29.559 me to start this call. 1:11:30.520 --> 1:11:33.600 But can you think of a famous character named Lyle. 1:11:34.320 --> 1:11:39.679 Lyle the Crocodile, And what's that Lyle the friendly Viking 1:11:40.120 --> 1:11:43.439 from the Christian animated series Vegetails. 1:11:44.960 --> 1:11:47.000 See, I feel like you know this stuff more because 1:11:47.000 --> 1:11:47.799 your name's Lyle. 1:11:48.520 --> 1:11:50.120 You know what You're probably right. 1:11:53.120 --> 1:12:00.840 Huh, yeah, it's interesting. But uh I was I was 1:12:00.880 --> 1:12:02.599 told to call about a secret. 1:12:03.680 --> 1:12:04.639 Yeah, it's a secret. 1:12:06.160 --> 1:12:11.200 I mean it's pretty tame, but it's kind of weird too. So. 1:12:13.600 --> 1:12:16.559 But like, I like to pee in the shower, and 1:12:17.520 --> 1:12:20.839 I know you're gonna be like everyone peees in the shower, 1:12:21.240 --> 1:12:25.120 but I always only pee in the shower. 1:12:30.360 --> 1:12:32.400 Okay, just a medical thing. 1:12:33.840 --> 1:12:37.320 No, it's just more fun. It's like a urinal but 1:12:37.439 --> 1:12:38.040 at your house. 1:12:39.479 --> 1:12:43.519 M And what do you find so fun about. 1:12:43.320 --> 1:12:48.280 It that I don't have to aim? 1:12:48.360 --> 1:12:48.799 Mhmm. 1:12:49.520 --> 1:12:52.960 You like the fact that it's like the bathtub part 1:12:53.600 --> 1:12:57.280 is a lot like a bowl, but it's bigger. 1:12:59.040 --> 1:12:59.280 Yeah. 1:12:59.439 --> 1:13:02.800 And just like like I don't know if you wake 1:13:02.880 --> 1:13:04.200 up to go to the bathroom in the middle of 1:13:04.240 --> 1:13:07.320 the night, but like two am, trying to pee into 1:13:08.479 --> 1:13:11.120 a small bowl when there's a big bowl right next 1:13:11.160 --> 1:13:13.639 to you, Like it doesn't make sense. 1:13:16.040 --> 1:13:18.280 Have you do you have trouble aiming? 1:13:20.680 --> 1:13:20.800 Uh? 1:13:23.240 --> 1:13:24.880 I don't even know. It's been so long since I've 1:13:24.880 --> 1:13:25.759 peed on a toilet. 1:13:26.680 --> 1:13:28.879 What do you do if you're like out in public 1:13:29.520 --> 1:13:32.000 and you need to use a public restroom? You use 1:13:32.479 --> 1:13:33.320 if there's a shower. 1:13:34.680 --> 1:13:37.160 No, I mean I'll pee like in a restaurant. But 1:13:37.280 --> 1:13:40.679 like if I'm at like a friend's house or my parents' house, 1:13:41.320 --> 1:13:45.000 I pee in their tub. That's kind of like the 1:13:45.040 --> 1:13:48.360 secret part about it. Like I could never tell anyone 1:13:48.360 --> 1:13:48.880 that I do that. 1:13:52.320 --> 1:13:54.639 Do you pee in their tub? Do you at least 1:13:54.720 --> 1:13:57.040 like turn the water on before you do it? 1:13:57.640 --> 1:13:57.760 Oh? 1:13:57.880 --> 1:14:00.880 Yeah, I totally rinse and I I flush the toilet too, 1:14:01.040 --> 1:14:03.160 Like so they you know, if they like know what 1:14:03.240 --> 1:14:05.639 the sound of their toilet sounds like, it's like, oh yeah, 1:14:05.640 --> 1:14:07.360 he's normal. He flushed the toilet. 1:14:08.160 --> 1:14:12.760 M And is this like something that you do as 1:14:12.760 --> 1:14:13.599 an adult as well? 1:14:15.439 --> 1:14:17.000 Yeah, I mean I didn't. I didn't start doing it 1:14:17.080 --> 1:14:19.240 until I was an adult. Like I think I just 1:14:19.360 --> 1:14:24.759 matured enough that I was like, why don't I do this? 1:14:24.760 --> 1:14:29.320 This is sort of a so you look at this as, 1:14:30.560 --> 1:14:32.360 you know, a sign that you're maturing. 1:14:35.600 --> 1:14:37.200 Like a sign like I'm getting smarter. 1:14:38.240 --> 1:14:42.479 M Right, you're sort of cheating the system a little bit, 1:14:42.520 --> 1:14:43.599 You're being more efficient. 1:14:44.280 --> 1:14:48.000 You think, yeah, yeah, it's like like it's like I 1:14:48.000 --> 1:14:49.920 don't I don't get like pleasure, Like I'm not like 1:14:50.040 --> 1:14:54.280 some sicko, Like it's just more convenient. 1:14:55.680 --> 1:14:59.160 You know, you also are saving a lot of water. 1:15:00.560 --> 1:15:03.559 I think so too. Like I kind of thought about 1:15:03.560 --> 1:15:05.679 this one time when I was peeing in the tub 1:15:05.760 --> 1:15:08.880 and I was like, I just have to turn the 1:15:09.000 --> 1:15:11.519 tub on for like a split second and it washes 1:15:11.560 --> 1:15:14.800 it all away. But like the average toilet uses like 1:15:14.960 --> 1:15:21.240 a gallon water. M I guess you could say this, yeah, 1:15:21.280 --> 1:15:25.760 like I'm kind of saving the environment, but like I 1:15:25.800 --> 1:15:28.240 guess more people would need to do it. But then 1:15:29.760 --> 1:15:31.800 I don't know, maybe, like I wouldn't be so weird. 1:15:32.560 --> 1:15:34.200 I don't even know if it is weird. I think 1:15:34.240 --> 1:15:36.600 it's just like like I wouldn't bring this up in 1:15:36.680 --> 1:15:40.680 like a work meeting, but like maybe I should be 1:15:40.720 --> 1:15:42.799 more confident in talking about it to other people. 1:15:43.920 --> 1:15:45.960 Mmm. Right, you could help a lot of people by 1:15:45.960 --> 1:15:46.719 spreading the word. 1:15:48.560 --> 1:15:51.839 Yeah, maybe I could be like a pioneer like Jesus 1:15:51.840 --> 1:15:53.440 of the pen and beathtubs. 1:15:54.400 --> 1:15:58.320 Hmmm, I like that for you. Hm. I'm trying to 1:15:58.320 --> 1:16:03.479 think of a suit, like do you all right? Let's 1:16:03.520 --> 1:16:06.559 say you're out at the cheesecake factory and you have 1:16:06.600 --> 1:16:08.640 to use the bathtub. You have to use you have 1:16:08.680 --> 1:16:09.040 to use. 1:16:08.960 --> 1:16:13.880 The Uh you're already thinking, you're like, I want to 1:16:13.960 --> 1:16:14.760 use the bathtub. 1:16:14.800 --> 1:16:18.559 Now you're you know, you know now that I think 1:16:18.600 --> 1:16:22.960 about it, right, it worked. It flows into the vernacular 1:16:23.120 --> 1:16:25.559 very well, like I have to use the toilet, I 1:16:25.560 --> 1:16:28.200 have to use the bathtub. You gotta use the bathtub, 1:16:29.680 --> 1:16:29.960 all right? 1:16:30.040 --> 1:16:33.240 Yeah, so yeah, so I met a cheesecake factory, right, go. 1:16:33.160 --> 1:16:39.400 Ahead, all right, but do you poop in the bathtub? 1:16:40.840 --> 1:16:43.640 No? No, I mean, come on, that's disgusting. 1:16:48.760 --> 1:16:49.559 You don't poop in there? 1:16:50.720 --> 1:16:54.040 No? Never? Well, I mean like maybe when I was 1:16:54.040 --> 1:16:58.480 like an infant, like you poop in like the bathtub 1:16:58.560 --> 1:17:04.479 on accident. So like I guess like since the age 1:17:04.520 --> 1:17:06.720 of four, I haven't pooped in the tub. 1:17:09.640 --> 1:17:10.320 You ever wanted to? 1:17:11.760 --> 1:17:11.840 No? 1:17:12.320 --> 1:17:16.360 Because then like h like if it if it gets stuck, 1:17:17.520 --> 1:17:20.000 like then you're like, then you're actually fucked? 1:17:21.080 --> 1:17:25.120 Have you unlearned? Well? I remember what I wanted to 1:17:25.120 --> 1:17:29.600 ask before before we hang up, is like, all right, 1:17:29.640 --> 1:17:31.320 let's say go to the cheese fake factory and you 1:17:31.400 --> 1:17:34.960 have to peeve and there's no bathtub. Have you and 1:17:35.000 --> 1:17:37.920 then you have to use the urinal. Have you unlearned 1:17:37.960 --> 1:17:39.240 how to use a urinal? 1:17:39.320 --> 1:17:39.519 Do you? 1:17:39.560 --> 1:17:40.639 Like do you freak out? 1:17:42.120 --> 1:17:42.439 Hmmm? 1:17:43.400 --> 1:17:45.600 No, I think I think I would use the Like 1:17:46.479 --> 1:17:49.679 if I was faced with a urinal versus going into 1:17:50.720 --> 1:17:57.360 a toilet receptacle area, I would choose the urinal because 1:17:57.720 --> 1:17:59.960 it's like kind of like a bathtub in the way 1:18:00.080 --> 1:18:03.639 that it flushes, you know, like the water just kind 1:18:03.640 --> 1:18:07.720 of flows down easily and like disappears. And like I'm 1:18:07.720 --> 1:18:10.080 not against the toilet, like I, you know, I have 1:18:10.160 --> 1:18:12.640 to poop, like I use that, but like you know, 1:18:12.880 --> 1:18:15.799 obviously I'm single, Like I'm not pissing in the bathtub 1:18:15.880 --> 1:18:17.960 because I have a girlfriend or something like that. Like 1:18:18.320 --> 1:18:21.800 I'm single. But like I you know, I don't have 1:18:21.840 --> 1:18:25.519 to like lift the seat up or anything. Like there's 1:18:25.560 --> 1:18:28.160 time savings in both aspects of it. I don't have 1:18:28.200 --> 1:18:30.479 to lift the seat up when I go to go poop, 1:18:31.120 --> 1:18:33.360 but I don't have to put the seat down. I 1:18:33.400 --> 1:18:36.320 don't have to put the seat up, Like it's just easy. 1:18:36.360 --> 1:18:38.599 And you know, my toilet and like my bathtub are 1:18:38.680 --> 1:18:42.240 like you know, a foot away from each other. So 1:18:43.040 --> 1:18:45.439 I don't know, just like one night I was like, 1:18:46.560 --> 1:18:50.639 why risk pissing all over the back of my toilet 1:18:51.160 --> 1:18:52.479 and I have to clean it up. It's two in 1:18:52.520 --> 1:18:55.200 the morning. I'm tired as hell. I only woke up 1:18:55.200 --> 1:18:58.479 because I had to pee like a racehorse, and now 1:18:58.520 --> 1:19:00.679 I just do it all the time. 1:19:02.439 --> 1:19:08.280 Would you here your nameless Patrick? Well, Patrick, I couldn't 1:19:08.320 --> 1:19:10.559 be happy to have given you a platform for this movement. 1:19:12.040 --> 1:19:14.639 Nice. I mean, I hope that there's people in chat 1:19:14.680 --> 1:19:16.720 who are like, I need to go pee and I'm 1:19:16.720 --> 1:19:19.080 just going to try this out. You never know you 1:19:19.200 --> 1:19:19.720 might like it. 1:19:21.520 --> 1:19:23.320 I love you, Patrick, Thank you so much for sharing. 1:19:24.080 --> 1:19:26.479 I love you too, Lyle. Thanks all man, have a 1:19:26.479 --> 1:19:30.160 good night you too. 1:19:31.520 --> 1:19:33.960 All From potato salad? 1:19:35.479 --> 1:19:36.320 Potato salad? 1:19:36.400 --> 1:19:38.439 Is that you? Yep? 1:19:39.720 --> 1:19:44.680 How old are you? Potato salad? How old are you? 1:19:44.720 --> 1:19:45.800 Potato salad? 1:19:46.080 --> 1:19:46.800 I'm twenty one? 1:19:48.080 --> 1:19:54.439 Do you like it? What potatoes being? Being twenty one? Hell? 1:19:54.560 --> 1:19:54.680 No? 1:19:55.760 --> 1:19:57.280 Why? 1:19:57.400 --> 1:19:57.679 Because? 1:19:57.680 --> 1:19:59.760 All right, I'm smoker, so that's good. 1:20:00.120 --> 1:20:00.759 I'm a drinker. 1:20:00.960 --> 1:20:01.439 That's good. 1:20:01.720 --> 1:20:04.200 But other than that, it just sucks. 1:20:05.760 --> 1:20:09.200 Why is drinking and drinking smoke is not good? 1:20:09.880 --> 1:20:14.040 Oh, it's it's all right, but like I don't no, 1:20:14.560 --> 1:20:16.320 it's not as fun as when you're like twenty and 1:20:16.360 --> 1:20:16.960 you can't do it. 1:20:18.280 --> 1:20:21.160 That's fair. What do you what age? How old do 1:20:21.200 --> 1:20:21.800 you wish you were? 1:20:24.880 --> 1:20:32.479 God, I don't know. I'd say sixteen is a solid 1:20:32.560 --> 1:20:34.719 edge because think about it, right, you ain't got no bills, 1:20:35.760 --> 1:20:38.920 you ain't got to pay anything. You just got to 1:20:38.960 --> 1:20:40.800 go to school, which isn't hard. And then you know 1:20:40.840 --> 1:20:42.680 your work a part time job because yourself so you 1:20:42.680 --> 1:20:43.160 want you know. 1:20:43.160 --> 1:20:47.480 It's not school. But high school sucks. Being sixteen sucks. 1:20:47.960 --> 1:20:50.640 I'm not gonna say it sucks, but like, like, I 1:20:51.000 --> 1:20:54.120 wake up every day so goddamn thankful that I don't 1:20:54.120 --> 1:20:56.160 have to go to school. School sucks, ass. 1:20:56.560 --> 1:20:57.000 I don't know. 1:20:57.080 --> 1:21:00.840 I work out a restaurant, so, like, you know, going 1:21:00.840 --> 1:21:02.519 there to the grind every day. I wouldn't much rather 1:21:02.600 --> 1:21:05.040 go to school and just listen to a teacher bitch 1:21:05.280 --> 1:21:05.840 all day long. 1:21:05.880 --> 1:21:08.560 Now, do you have any ad? Do you want to 1:21:08.600 --> 1:21:10.479 do anything besides work at a restaurant? Do you have 1:21:10.520 --> 1:21:13.760 further aspirations of anything else you want to do? 1:21:14.680 --> 1:21:18.360 I like the paint. I think of myself as a stoner. 1:21:18.400 --> 1:21:22.280 Abstract expressions cool. I like that, like Jack and Pollock 1:21:22.320 --> 1:21:23.000 and shit like that. 1:21:23.520 --> 1:21:25.599 I like that what kinds of where do you get 1:21:25.600 --> 1:21:28.080 your inspiration from? 1:21:28.200 --> 1:21:28.840 Jack and Pollock? 1:21:29.120 --> 1:21:32.679 I mean, minus his personal stuff like his art lives 1:21:32.680 --> 1:21:35.720 one Jackson Pollock. I love his drip paintings. I love 1:21:35.760 --> 1:21:37.520 that that look, it's just beautiful. 1:21:39.160 --> 1:21:40.720 That's cool, man. How long you been doing that? 1:21:41.520 --> 1:21:45.280 Uh? Since I was like sixteen, because I used to 1:21:45.280 --> 1:21:47.600 like draw and stuff. But then I don't know, I 1:21:47.640 --> 1:21:51.439 started drawing, you know, little kid watched anime, thought oh yeah, 1:21:51.439 --> 1:21:54.160 I want to draw that crap, and then got older 1:21:54.760 --> 1:21:57.720 realized that I had not much talent in drawing and 1:21:57.760 --> 1:21:59.520 started looking for other mediums. 1:21:59.160 --> 1:22:01.840 To express myself and I liked that. 1:22:02.040 --> 1:22:04.960 You ever, do you ever like display your work or 1:22:05.080 --> 1:22:07.840 I had? I'm not gonna even pretend like I have 1:22:07.880 --> 1:22:10.040 an ounce of knowledge of how the artwork, of how 1:22:10.040 --> 1:22:13.760 the art world works. But do you ever submit to 1:22:14.200 --> 1:22:15.720 galleries or anything like that. 1:22:16.360 --> 1:22:20.120 I've submitted to some competitions, but like you know, don't 1:22:20.160 --> 1:22:22.360 never really get anything back because nobody's really looking for 1:22:22.439 --> 1:22:24.400 abstract expressionism these days. 1:22:24.880 --> 1:22:27.719 M Do you do you post your work online or anything? 1:22:30.720 --> 1:22:32.960 Not that much. I've been kind of for the last 1:22:33.000 --> 1:22:34.640 like year and a half in a while, we're not 1:22:34.760 --> 1:22:38.240 doing any art so like, my Instagram's pretty dead, but 1:22:39.200 --> 1:22:41.160 I'm getting back into it and I got a frame 1:22:41.200 --> 1:22:43.200 I'm working on right now. I'm about to start stretching 1:22:43.200 --> 1:22:44.479 the campus and stuff like that. 1:22:45.160 --> 1:22:47.000 Nice. What what what made you? What made you take 1:22:47.040 --> 1:22:49.599 the gap? Don't? 1:22:49.720 --> 1:22:56.160 I don't know, man, I like, I don't really watched 1:22:56.160 --> 1:22:57.599 your streams before, So I just want to make sure 1:22:57.640 --> 1:22:58.840 it's okay, because. 1:22:58.640 --> 1:23:02.080 Like, you don't have to you don't have to talk 1:23:02.120 --> 1:23:03.719 about anything you don't want to talk about. 1:23:03.840 --> 1:23:04.040 No. 1:23:04.040 --> 1:23:05.680 No, I mean like it's like a serious. 1:23:05.560 --> 1:23:07.960 Thing, like I don't know if it's like you know, 1:23:08.800 --> 1:23:10.920 you're like stream like you know, don't talk about like 1:23:10.960 --> 1:23:13.040 certain stuff like you know, drugs and stuff like that. 1:23:13.120 --> 1:23:14.160 But it's like is that. 1:23:14.160 --> 1:23:14.560 Cool or no? 1:23:16.400 --> 1:23:18.000 I mean again, I don't want you to, you know, 1:23:18.439 --> 1:23:20.600 talk about anything if you want to talk about it, 1:23:20.640 --> 1:23:23.440 and sure you know, you know you don't feel pressure. 1:23:23.880 --> 1:23:25.840 Okay, Yeah, I just wanted to make sure beforehand, like 1:23:25.920 --> 1:23:27.160 you know, I didn't get. 1:23:27.000 --> 1:23:31.559 Like you can get that yah anything like that. 1:23:32.760 --> 1:23:36.680 But like when I was like sixteen or seventeen, I 1:23:36.720 --> 1:23:39.880 started like, you know, smoking the Devil's lettuce stuff like that, 1:23:40.760 --> 1:23:43.280 and you know that brought me a lot of like 1:23:44.000 --> 1:23:46.120 creativity in my head, I guess, like I would like 1:23:46.200 --> 1:23:51.840 get the paper, start sketching stuff like that. Oh yeah. 1:23:51.920 --> 1:23:55.880 And then when I turned like eighteen, like right before 1:23:55.880 --> 1:23:59.040 I turned eighteen, I got arrested for it, got in trouble, 1:23:59.080 --> 1:24:01.519 and where I lived atually my dad was the police chief, 1:24:03.080 --> 1:24:07.360 so you know, next level shit. So then I stopped 1:24:07.400 --> 1:24:08.720 doing it for a while, and that like sort of 1:24:08.720 --> 1:24:11.439 took away all of my creative juices. I guess because 1:24:11.439 --> 1:24:13.519 I gotten so used to like drawing while I was 1:24:13.520 --> 1:24:15.559 stoned out of my mind stuff like that that like 1:24:16.080 --> 1:24:17.479 I don't know, I didn't feel like I was good 1:24:17.560 --> 1:24:21.840 enough without it anymore or stuff like that. And then 1:24:22.720 --> 1:24:25.840 I got back to smoking again, took it back up again, 1:24:26.560 --> 1:24:29.640 quit and now I just sit around and smoke and 1:24:29.640 --> 1:24:30.479 don't draw. I don't know. 1:24:31.120 --> 1:24:38.679 M yeah, man, that's always like the tough thing about pairing. 1:24:39.880 --> 1:24:42.680 I mean, some it's you know, it's it's not a 1:24:42.720 --> 1:24:44.800 one size fits all thing because like, you know, there's 1:24:44.840 --> 1:24:47.720 all these people out there that like, you know, or 1:24:48.280 --> 1:24:51.040 they get high and it makes them you know, they're 1:24:51.080 --> 1:24:52.800 like I like and only get high when I and 1:24:53.120 --> 1:24:57.040 not like what am I saying? There's a lot of 1:24:57.040 --> 1:24:59.799 people out there who are very high functioning high people, 1:25:00.160 --> 1:25:01.960 like they love to get high and do whatever the 1:25:02.040 --> 1:25:04.400 thing is that they do, like get high in paint, 1:25:04.400 --> 1:25:06.840 get high and make movies, you know, get high and write. 1:25:06.960 --> 1:25:10.280 But oh yeah, I've always felt like that was kind 1:25:10.320 --> 1:25:14.080 of dangerous because you never want your performance to be 1:25:14.200 --> 1:25:18.160 that heavily dependent on a drug. 1:25:18.520 --> 1:25:22.040 But yeah, I agree, But like that's why I'm trying 1:25:22.080 --> 1:25:26.240 to like get back into it. I went got my stemy, 1:25:26.320 --> 1:25:29.599 went got went to the home depot, bought the woods. 1:25:29.680 --> 1:25:31.439 I was like, I'm gonna get back into painting. 1:25:32.600 --> 1:25:33.160 My decision. 1:25:33.479 --> 1:25:40.479 Hell, yeah, dude, I love that. It's great man. Yeah, dude, 1:25:40.520 --> 1:25:43.040 are you are you going to start posting again, posting 1:25:43.040 --> 1:25:43.599 some paintings? 1:25:43.720 --> 1:25:45.080 Yeah, definitely. 1:25:45.200 --> 1:25:47.600 Yeah. Where where can we see your paintings? 1:25:48.240 --> 1:25:51.200 Oh you can see my paintings at my Instagram. It's 1:25:51.400 --> 1:25:53.200 potato salads seventeen thirty eight. 1:25:53.920 --> 1:25:57.439 Potato salad seventeen thirty eight. That's easy. That's easy to 1:25:57.479 --> 1:25:59.120 remember exactly. 1:25:59.160 --> 1:26:00.599 That's the key with these things. You can't have them 1:26:00.640 --> 1:26:04.360 be that long and confusing, and then how's somebody going 1:26:04.439 --> 1:26:06.160 to be like, hey, so that's some really cool you 1:26:06.200 --> 1:26:06.680 just took it out. 1:26:06.680 --> 1:26:11.400 It's global, it's it's it's peanut man thirty sowo, there's 1:26:11.439 --> 1:26:15.719 two underscores. Peanut is a capital underscores. Oh you guys. 1:26:16.240 --> 1:26:18.439 The underscores always messed me up so much. Like I'll 1:26:18.439 --> 1:26:19.920 be sitting if somebody will text me, yo, you gotta 1:26:19.960 --> 1:26:21.840 check out this artist. Sim me the thing and then 1:26:21.880 --> 1:26:24.320 I'll pull it up. I'll go to the searching up 1:26:24.360 --> 1:26:24.759 that crap. 1:26:24.880 --> 1:26:25.559 What was it again? 1:26:26.040 --> 1:26:28.559 Yeah, pull it up like you know, dual screen that thing. 1:26:29.640 --> 1:26:31.920 Marketing tip. No underscores. 1:26:33.439 --> 1:26:34.880 Thank you, of course. 1:26:34.920 --> 1:26:37.400 Well, thank you so much. Potato Salad seventeen thirty eight. 1:26:37.400 --> 1:26:38.800 Thank you for sharing. Man, you have a guest to 1:26:38.840 --> 1:26:40.080 the night, you. 1:26:40.080 --> 1:26:40.599 Too, Man. 1:26:45.320 --> 1:26:49.160 All from plants pants pants to. 1:26:49.200 --> 1:26:54.519 Expect pants pant. Are you there? Hello, I answered your call. 1:26:56.040 --> 1:26:56.439 We're here. 1:26:56.560 --> 1:26:59.040 No, okay, let me turn off Chat triple P. 1:27:02.560 --> 1:27:05.320 I am here. I made it. 1:27:04.680 --> 1:27:08.240 Is it plants plants, plants or pants? Pants? Pants? 1:27:09.000 --> 1:27:11.680 Plants, pants, pants. 1:27:11.760 --> 1:27:13.439 All right, so the first one's plants, little the second 1:27:13.479 --> 1:27:14.360 to our pants. 1:27:15.240 --> 1:27:17.800 Yes, I'm sorry I had a turn off Chat. 1:27:19.120 --> 1:27:20.960 Triple P. You don't have to apologize to me for anything. 1:27:21.200 --> 1:27:23.200 I've actually I've recognized your user. I think I've seen 1:27:23.200 --> 1:27:23.880 it in chat before. 1:27:25.280 --> 1:27:31.400 Yes you have. I talked about my serial killer experience 1:27:31.640 --> 1:27:34.760 last week in chat and I tried to get on 1:27:35.000 --> 1:27:36.280 but I didn't make it. 1:27:37.080 --> 1:27:39.000 Have we spoke? Have we ever spoken before? 1:27:40.280 --> 1:27:42.280 We have not. This is the first time. 1:27:43.920 --> 1:27:45.440 Did you want to share your experience? 1:27:47.120 --> 1:27:47.479 Yes? 1:27:47.760 --> 1:27:50.719 And I would like to say, relating to the topic 1:27:50.960 --> 1:27:53.880 of the evening, that I was lucky that I did 1:27:53.880 --> 1:27:55.320 not die. 1:27:55.960 --> 1:27:59.640 It is always lucky to see another beautiful sunrise. 1:28:01.360 --> 1:28:09.479 Yes, I guess, So tell us your tale triple P. Okay. 1:28:09.560 --> 1:28:13.120 So I'd like to preface this that I am a teen, 1:28:13.760 --> 1:28:15.439 which is young for this. 1:28:16.800 --> 1:28:17.440 Experience. 1:28:17.479 --> 1:28:25.800 I would say, so basically, are you is there anything? 1:28:28.560 --> 1:28:29.600 Are you good? 1:28:31.160 --> 1:28:31.360 Yeah? 1:28:31.400 --> 1:28:31.840 I'm good? 1:28:31.880 --> 1:28:31.960 What? 1:28:32.439 --> 1:28:34.519 Okay? I just wanted to make sure. I don't know 1:28:34.520 --> 1:28:38.280 if this was like something a traumatic thing here. 1:28:38.640 --> 1:28:41.360 Yeah, this happened like two weeks ago. Not gonna lie. 1:28:42.600 --> 1:28:44.280 Okay, Well let's see it. 1:28:45.720 --> 1:28:49.559 Yes, Okay. So basically I was talking to this guy. 1:28:49.920 --> 1:28:53.719 I didn't really know him, and that's like not great, 1:28:54.200 --> 1:28:57.040 but we started like hanging out and it was just 1:28:57.080 --> 1:29:02.320 like casual, right, it was fun, and he told me 1:29:02.720 --> 1:29:07.080 that he loved me after knowing me for like a week. 1:29:08.840 --> 1:29:10.840 Oh, I can I ask you a question real quick? 1:29:10.880 --> 1:29:13.120 Triple pete? Can you can you speak up any louder? 1:29:13.120 --> 1:29:14.680 I don't think people are having a heart run here 1:29:14.680 --> 1:29:19.000 and you maybe, uh, the lower the music. It's a 1:29:19.080 --> 1:29:23.880 teeny beady tad. 1:29:23.960 --> 1:29:24.479 Is this better? 1:29:26.760 --> 1:29:27.000 Yeah? 1:29:28.040 --> 1:29:28.360 Okay? 1:29:28.400 --> 1:29:28.920 Perfect. 1:29:30.520 --> 1:29:33.800 So basically we started hanging out. I knew him for 1:29:33.880 --> 1:29:34.519 like a week. 1:29:35.040 --> 1:29:39.559 He told me he loved me. That was weird. That's 1:29:39.600 --> 1:29:48.719 definitely weird, and then keep going sorry, Like twenty minutes 1:29:48.800 --> 1:29:51.280 later he told me that he was still in love 1:29:51.320 --> 1:29:52.480 with his ex girlfriend. 1:29:55.640 --> 1:29:58.200 That was also weird, definitely weird. 1:29:58.920 --> 1:30:00.080 And then. 1:30:01.640 --> 1:30:08.880 He started like ignoring me at like for two days. 1:30:09.920 --> 1:30:14.519 Yeah, when you started ignoring you? Yes, what did when 1:30:14.560 --> 1:30:17.080 he told you he loved you after a week? Did you? 1:30:17.120 --> 1:30:21.680 Did you not? Did that not make you want to 1:30:21.720 --> 1:30:25.439 stop talking to him? Was it not a? Oh no? 1:30:25.600 --> 1:30:28.960 That was most definitely a red flag? But you know 1:30:29.040 --> 1:30:32.320 I was kind of bored, not gonna lie. 1:30:33.040 --> 1:30:38.080 It's reasonable, right, Sure, I feel like it's valid. 1:30:38.960 --> 1:30:43.559 And then like a couple of days goes by and 1:30:43.720 --> 1:30:48.000 he we are hanging out and he told me, like, 1:30:48.520 --> 1:30:51.080 you know, you don't really know me, Like what if 1:30:51.080 --> 1:30:54.040 I could be a serial killer? And he went into 1:30:54.160 --> 1:30:58.519 his plans of how he would kill me and how 1:30:58.560 --> 1:30:59.680 he would dispose of my. 1:30:59.640 --> 1:31:05.240 Body and what did you proceed to do after that? 1:31:07.680 --> 1:31:11.439 I proceeded to go home and I had to do 1:31:11.680 --> 1:31:15.439 like I was volunteering at a charity, so I was 1:31:15.479 --> 1:31:18.439 like really busy and I didn't really have time to 1:31:18.680 --> 1:31:23.840 process it. And it was just a weird experience. And 1:31:23.880 --> 1:31:26.720 then like two days later, he told me he had 1:31:26.760 --> 1:31:27.240 a child. 1:31:29.000 --> 1:31:33.320 Yeah you should. Uh are you still You're not still 1:31:33.320 --> 1:31:35.720 talking to this person, are you? 1:31:35.760 --> 1:31:36.840 No? I'm scared of him. 1:31:36.880 --> 1:31:37.639 I blocked him. 1:31:38.120 --> 1:31:44.120 Okay, good, good? Did he tell you anything that do 1:31:44.160 --> 1:31:49.160 you think would be worthy of reporting to an authority 1:31:49.160 --> 1:31:49.800 of some kind? 1:31:54.720 --> 1:31:58.040 He did sell a lot of drugs. I'm not gonna lie, 1:31:58.680 --> 1:32:01.719 but you know, let's just get stitches. 1:32:03.400 --> 1:32:06.880 And I'm not I'm not feeling that. 1:32:08.400 --> 1:32:10.519 Where did you meet this guy? 1:32:11.520 --> 1:32:14.800 If we're being honest, I have no clue. He was 1:32:14.920 --> 1:32:18.679 just like he added me on Snapchat like two years 1:32:18.680 --> 1:32:20.839 ago and I'd never talked to him before. 1:32:24.560 --> 1:32:32.760 Okay, so don't do that. He doesn't fucking know where 1:32:32.760 --> 1:32:33.960 you live or anything, does he? 1:32:35.920 --> 1:32:36.360 I hope? 1:32:36.479 --> 1:32:41.320 Not? All right? I don't know. I don't know what 1:32:41.400 --> 1:32:43.479 to do in this situation if I were you, because 1:32:43.600 --> 1:32:46.840 if he why not, could that be construed could that 1:32:46.920 --> 1:32:49.080 legally be construed as a threat of some kind if 1:32:49.120 --> 1:32:51.640 he told you that he would how like detailed how he. 1:32:51.640 --> 1:32:58.240 Would kill you, if we're being honest, I'm not sure. 1:33:01.880 --> 1:33:03.800 I mean, I feel like. 1:33:05.360 --> 1:33:08.120 At this point, I'm not worried. My friends are proud 1:33:08.160 --> 1:33:11.600 of me that I blocked him, though it's a big accomplishment. 1:33:11.760 --> 1:33:14.360 I'm proud of you too for doing that. It's good. 1:33:14.600 --> 1:33:17.320 That was a good decision, Thank you. 1:33:17.600 --> 1:33:21.519 It took It took a lot of effort. Actually, no, 1:33:21.640 --> 1:33:23.360 it really didn't. He was kind of psycho. 1:33:24.200 --> 1:33:29.599 Yeah, he sounded like a person that you would want 1:33:29.640 --> 1:33:31.559 to stay very very far away from. 1:33:32.520 --> 1:33:35.439 Yes, But the reason why I brought this up is 1:33:35.960 --> 1:33:37.960 the first time I watched the stream, I was going 1:33:38.040 --> 1:33:43.160 to talk about it because it was currently happening. But Malory, 1:33:43.760 --> 1:33:48.240 if you're watching, I expect an update. I want to 1:33:48.280 --> 1:33:50.880 know a few plans to kill you. I want to 1:33:50.880 --> 1:33:53.479 know if you have a similar experience from last week. 1:33:54.240 --> 1:33:59.400 Oh yes, Mallory, who was meeting up with that guy 1:34:00.280 --> 1:34:05.640 who's driving that in a half hours? Yep, yep, they 1:34:05.720 --> 1:34:08.519 kind of sounded like they were both had separate plans 1:34:08.520 --> 1:34:09.240 to kill each other. 1:34:11.360 --> 1:34:15.160 Yeah, they both seemed a little suss I'm not gonna lie. 1:34:15.840 --> 1:34:18.960 Well, yeah, that'll be a you know. I wish them 1:34:18.960 --> 1:34:23.960 both the luck of the GEK and Triple P, I 1:34:24.000 --> 1:34:26.240 wish you the luck of the GEK, and I appreciate 1:34:26.280 --> 1:34:29.520 you sharing your story with us. 1:34:30.520 --> 1:34:33.479 Thank you. I thought it was rather entertaining. It's a 1:34:33.520 --> 1:34:35.599 funny story to look back on. 1:34:38.320 --> 1:34:41.400 You know, have you learned anything from this experience? I 1:34:41.400 --> 1:34:43.160 want to know, Triple P, have you learned anything from 1:34:43.160 --> 1:34:45.519 this experience? In terms of. 1:34:47.600 --> 1:34:52.479 That question, this is definitely a learning experience for me. 1:34:54.200 --> 1:34:58.320 I learned a lot. Don't just like hook up with 1:34:58.479 --> 1:35:02.559 random guys on Snapchat that you've never like seen in person, 1:35:05.080 --> 1:35:12.040 and definitely make sure that they're not serial killers. Do 1:35:12.160 --> 1:35:17.640 a little like background, like a little search before you 1:35:17.680 --> 1:35:18.320 hang out with them. 1:35:19.000 --> 1:35:23.320 Absolutely, I'm glad that you learned a valuable lesson. You 1:35:23.320 --> 1:35:25.080 should write those down, those notes. 1:35:24.880 --> 1:35:29.559 Down, Yes, and to ask if they have any children 1:35:29.960 --> 1:35:32.120 that they forgot to tell you about. 1:35:35.040 --> 1:35:39.400 Well, it sounds like you've got a playbook for future incidences. 1:35:41.120 --> 1:35:43.400 Yes, most definitely. 1:35:44.080 --> 1:35:45.800 I'm glad to hear that triple P. Thank you, thank 1:35:45.840 --> 1:35:47.960 you so much again for calling in. I and I 1:35:47.960 --> 1:35:49.680 truly do issue the luck of the gag on this 1:35:49.720 --> 1:35:51.200 beautiful Saint Patrick's Day evening. 1:35:52.240 --> 1:35:54.719 Thank you, I thank you for taking my call. 1:35:54.920 --> 1:35:56.000 I am so excited. 1:35:56.600 --> 1:35:58.360 Of course, you have a good rest of the night. 1:35:59.320 --> 1:35:59.879 You two. 1:36:02.760 --> 1:36:05.840 MM call from Lily. 1:36:07.800 --> 1:36:11.719 Lily, Hello, how are you? Lily? 1:36:13.960 --> 1:36:16.760 Honestly, I had a pretty bad day. But I mean 1:36:17.080 --> 1:36:22.439 it's almost the end of the night, so, uh, I'm twenty, 1:36:22.600 --> 1:36:25.160 but I look and I sound very young. 1:36:25.400 --> 1:36:27.280 I've heard m. 1:36:30.160 --> 1:36:31.320 You said you had a bad day. 1:36:33.160 --> 1:36:34.320 Yeah, it's pretty rough. 1:36:37.920 --> 1:36:38.400 What's up? 1:36:41.439 --> 1:36:43.680 Well, I had to go to the doctor and I 1:36:43.720 --> 1:36:46.720 had to miss an exam that I had today. I'm 1:36:46.760 --> 1:36:50.200 a nursing school, so they're letting me make it up, 1:36:50.240 --> 1:36:51.240 which is great. 1:36:51.360 --> 1:36:52.400 But I don't know. 1:36:52.400 --> 1:36:54.760 It's just a lot of a lot of stuff going on. 1:36:56.160 --> 1:36:57.760 But so they're letting you make it up. 1:36:58.840 --> 1:37:01.280 Yeah, on Friday. Think fully, Well. 1:37:01.160 --> 1:37:06.320 That's pretty good. Are you prepared? Did you study? 1:37:07.320 --> 1:37:12.120 I think I will tomorrow. But it's psychology. I think 1:37:12.120 --> 1:37:13.600 I'm pretty good at psychology. 1:37:14.600 --> 1:37:16.640 Oh, it's psychology. Can I ask you a question? How 1:37:16.640 --> 1:37:19.240 do I how do I mend broken trust? 1:37:22.360 --> 1:37:25.000 That's a tough one. 1:37:27.439 --> 1:37:29.880 So so you're startying to be a psychology nurse. 1:37:32.120 --> 1:37:35.000 Yeah, I'm thinking of being a mental health nurse, working 1:37:35.080 --> 1:37:40.200 with sactations maybe like schizophrenia or bipolar. 1:37:44.320 --> 1:37:46.120 What what drove you to want to do that? 1:37:49.240 --> 1:37:49.360 Well? 1:37:49.400 --> 1:37:52.360 I wanted to be a nurse my whole life. But 1:37:52.680 --> 1:37:56.679 we just started rotations where we go and help out 1:37:56.680 --> 1:38:03.720 hospitals in different units, so like Medforge, I don't know, 1:38:03.960 --> 1:38:06.719 I see you stuff like that, and we did psych 1:38:06.800 --> 1:38:08.760 and I just really liked it. I don't really like 1:38:08.920 --> 1:38:13.559 doing bedside nursing, which is what most nurses do, but 1:38:14.000 --> 1:38:15.600 it's not really appealing to me. 1:38:16.960 --> 1:38:18.479 I was going to ask you forgive me if this 1:38:18.520 --> 1:38:20.479 is a stupid question, because I don't really know a 1:38:20.479 --> 1:38:23.439 lot about Actually I actually don't even not know a lot. 1:38:23.439 --> 1:38:28.040 I don't know anything about the medical field. But so 1:38:28.200 --> 1:38:33.400 if you want to go into like being a psychology nurse, 1:38:33.479 --> 1:38:35.439 like for mental health, do you still have to learn 1:38:35.520 --> 1:38:39.920 about the physical body stuff? 1:38:41.040 --> 1:38:45.120 Yeah, so nursing school prepares you for an exam that 1:38:45.160 --> 1:38:47.799 you have to take and it's really mostly body stuff 1:38:47.880 --> 1:38:51.400 and very rarely psych So you stop to know how 1:38:51.400 --> 1:38:54.280 to do all the regular nurse stuff. Like, I don't 1:38:54.320 --> 1:38:59.880 know oxygen, blood, ivy, all that stuff, but I don't know. 1:39:00.280 --> 1:39:02.880 I mean, it's fine and it's exciting to some people, 1:39:02.960 --> 1:39:06.200 but I'd rather sit and talk just patience. 1:39:06.280 --> 1:39:10.240 I guess I like that, Lily. I have a question 1:39:10.400 --> 1:39:17.080 for you. Sure, what is your fantasy? 1:39:18.160 --> 1:39:21.719 I called in and I didn't really have a fantasy 1:39:21.760 --> 1:39:24.960 in mind, but I guess now A short term fantasy 1:39:25.000 --> 1:39:29.000 would just be to get my test results back from 1:39:29.240 --> 1:39:32.000 the exams that I had today, like from the doctors, 1:39:33.360 --> 1:39:34.960 because it's just really been worrying me. 1:39:36.479 --> 1:39:41.280 I like that the short term fantasy, we can. 1:39:41.200 --> 1:39:45.040 Have short term long term. 1:39:45.120 --> 1:39:50.439 Yeah, it's much more. It's less fantastical, it's realistic. It's 1:39:50.439 --> 1:39:53.879 the short term. I always think of fantasies as grand, 1:39:54.160 --> 1:39:57.320 far off on accomplishable thing, but I've never thought about 1:39:57.320 --> 1:39:59.000 it in terms of the short term fantasy. 1:40:00.439 --> 1:40:05.360 I guess fantasy implies like unreachable or unimaginable, but. 1:40:05.960 --> 1:40:07.840 A little bit it can also, yeah, I can. 1:40:08.840 --> 1:40:12.040 I guess I interpreted as a goal maybe instead of 1:40:12.040 --> 1:40:12.639 a fancy. 1:40:13.320 --> 1:40:19.360 Do you have a long term, crazy, far off fantasy 1:40:19.479 --> 1:40:19.880 or goal? 1:40:22.080 --> 1:40:24.639 I don't know if I do. I guess I've never 1:40:24.880 --> 1:40:27.960 lived in a house. I've always lived in an apartment, 1:40:28.120 --> 1:40:34.040 so my ultimate goal slash fantasy would just be to 1:40:34.080 --> 1:40:35.519 have my own place, my own house. 1:40:36.680 --> 1:40:41.040 Hell yeah, you want a balcony. We've had a couple, 1:40:41.800 --> 1:40:42.880 We had a balcony. Guy. 1:40:45.000 --> 1:40:48.599 I would like a yard. I've never had a yard 1:40:49.080 --> 1:40:52.040 or any pets, so maybe a pet taste a cat, 1:40:52.920 --> 1:40:55.760 A cat? I love cats. 1:40:56.439 --> 1:40:58.240 It sounds like a nice little place you got there 1:40:58.360 --> 1:41:00.800 in your head, and I hope that one day it 1:41:01.479 --> 1:41:03.919 leaves the confines of your head and becomes a reality. 1:41:04.800 --> 1:41:06.280 Thank you, I appreciate that. 1:41:07.080 --> 1:41:09.880 Of course you're a great Restauratly, thank you for sharing. 1:41:10.120 --> 1:41:13.920 Did you want to say, yeah, yeah, question since you 1:41:13.960 --> 1:41:17.840 asked me how how old I was? How old do 1:41:17.960 --> 1:41:18.439 I sound? 1:41:19.320 --> 1:41:20.240 How do you sound? 1:41:21.960 --> 1:41:24.560 Or do you just ask age for everybody? 1:41:24.960 --> 1:41:28.600 Well, I, well, you know what, I actually wasn't going 1:41:28.680 --> 1:41:30.799 to ask you your age, because, to be perfectly honest 1:41:30.840 --> 1:41:34.840 with you, like someone's age, I really am. I'm really 1:41:34.880 --> 1:41:39.800 tipped off more by sort of the way that they 1:41:40.320 --> 1:41:43.519 present themselves than I am by like their voice, and 1:41:43.560 --> 1:41:48.479 you were you sounded like you presented yourself as an adult. 1:41:48.640 --> 1:41:52.200 But yes, you do have a higher pitched voice, So 1:41:52.280 --> 1:41:53.320 I just double checked. 1:41:54.360 --> 1:41:56.479 I'm kind of tuning down my voice right now. It's 1:41:56.560 --> 1:42:01.280 usually higher. Really yeah, really, that's kind of late, so 1:42:01.400 --> 1:42:03.480 I guess it's my sleepy voice. 1:42:04.160 --> 1:42:05.840 Do people? Do you get a lot of ship for that? 1:42:06.680 --> 1:42:11.720 I do, especially when I had a job. I was 1:42:11.720 --> 1:42:14.639 a cashier and we had to call out certain food 1:42:14.680 --> 1:42:17.320 items and my coworkers would always mock be when I 1:42:17.479 --> 1:42:18.400 yelled the items out. 1:42:19.560 --> 1:42:22.840 Damn, But are there are they? Are they not going 1:42:22.880 --> 1:42:25.519 to be allowed to the big sexy bonfires that you 1:42:25.600 --> 1:42:28.400 have in your in your big cool house. 1:42:29.520 --> 1:42:30.360 No, they will not be. 1:42:30.840 --> 1:42:31.839 No bullies allowed. 1:42:33.040 --> 1:42:37.439 Hell yeah. Well, Lily, thank you so much for for 1:42:37.439 --> 1:42:39.800 for calling in, and uh I wish you the best 1:42:39.800 --> 1:42:42.760 of luck on that test that you got coming up 1:42:44.160 --> 1:42:46.960 so much's get some fucking a's in the chat to. 1:42:48.800 --> 1:42:49.760 Okay, thank you? 1:42:50.280 --> 1:42:56.920 Good right, all from dew wey. 1:42:58.800 --> 1:43:02.640 You ever fucking seen? Uh I forget the name of 1:43:02.640 --> 1:43:05.439 this show, but it's got the baby in it and 1:43:05.479 --> 1:43:05.880 the dog. 1:43:06.439 --> 1:43:06.639 Yeah. 1:43:06.680 --> 1:43:07.719 Oh, Malcolm in the Middle. 1:43:07.760 --> 1:43:12.800 No, that's what it's from, because your name sounds like 1:43:12.840 --> 1:43:13.599 that baby. 1:43:14.600 --> 1:43:15.960 No, it's it's Welcome in the Middle. 1:43:17.840 --> 1:43:25.920 Oh ship. Yeah, okay, secrets okay you said you said, Okay, 1:43:26.000 --> 1:43:27.280 is if you came in with a thing that you 1:43:27.280 --> 1:43:28.760 wanted to tell me someone to shut up. 1:43:29.840 --> 1:43:33.320 Yeah, yeah, so uh. 1:43:32.760 --> 1:43:38.960 This is from an ex girlfriend. I went out of 1:43:39.040 --> 1:43:44.320 the country to meet her family, and like, we had 1:43:44.360 --> 1:43:48.040 been dating for about eight months at that point, so 1:43:48.200 --> 1:43:53.880 not too long. But there were six of us in 1:43:53.960 --> 1:43:57.599 a small house and you know, me being a twenty 1:43:57.680 --> 1:44:00.680 year old man at that time, trying to get some 1:44:00.800 --> 1:44:02.400 from my girlfriend, you know what I mean. But I 1:44:02.439 --> 1:44:05.680 can't because like, her whole family's there. I have a 1:44:05.720 --> 1:44:08.080 little room to myself and she's sharing a room with 1:44:08.320 --> 1:44:13.360 her sister and blah blah blah whatever. So as that 1:44:13.400 --> 1:44:16.120 twenty year old man, I had to do my thing. 1:44:17.320 --> 1:44:19.120 And so you know, the nights I was there, I 1:44:19.120 --> 1:44:19.880 would do my own thing. 1:44:19.880 --> 1:44:22.800 Blah blah blah. I had a rag stuffed it in 1:44:22.840 --> 1:44:27.080 the side of the bed. No problem did that five 1:44:27.200 --> 1:44:30.479 six nights, No big deal, Leave me alone about it. 1:44:31.240 --> 1:44:33.639 The worst part about it was this was the first 1:44:33.680 --> 1:44:36.880 time I was meeting her mom, and her mom didn't 1:44:36.920 --> 1:44:41.800 speak the same language as me. So the night that 1:44:41.880 --> 1:44:45.680 I was packing my stuff, I was like, Okay, I 1:44:45.720 --> 1:44:50.640 cannot forget the rag. I cannot forget the rag, and 1:44:50.680 --> 1:44:55.320 I didn't, thank God. So I'm getting all my stuff. 1:44:56.120 --> 1:44:58.880 I'd go to grab it. She walks in and she's like, 1:44:59.479 --> 1:45:00.719 did you get all your stuff? 1:45:01.600 --> 1:45:02.519 And I was like yeah. 1:45:02.560 --> 1:45:05.720 And her mom walks in too, and I was like yeah, 1:45:05.960 --> 1:45:09.479 and she's like, oh, well, mom's gonna check around the bed. 1:45:10.040 --> 1:45:18.080 And her mom found the dreaded rag. And the worst 1:45:18.080 --> 1:45:26.400 part about it is this country, not everyone has washers 1:45:26.400 --> 1:45:30.599 and dryers in their houses. So she had to hand 1:45:30.760 --> 1:45:36.439 wash it. That is that is my story. 1:45:37.520 --> 1:45:39.559 Why did you or why did you let her wash 1:45:39.640 --> 1:45:40.120 the rag? 1:45:40.840 --> 1:45:40.960 No? 1:45:41.040 --> 1:45:42.920 I tried to throw it away, but by the time, 1:45:42.960 --> 1:45:45.200 like I tried to put it in my bag, it. 1:45:45.160 --> 1:45:45.599 Was too late. 1:45:45.640 --> 1:45:46.200 She found it. 1:45:47.680 --> 1:45:48.640 What's your name was? 1:45:49.840 --> 1:45:50.200 Dewey? 1:45:50.960 --> 1:45:55.800 Dewey? When you go on vacation, like, how often do 1:45:55.880 --> 1:45:59.160 you masturbate? Now? Like how often? How many times the 1:45:59.200 --> 1:45:59.919 day you masturbate? 1:46:00.680 --> 1:46:03.479 But once a day? Not more than once a day. 1:46:04.080 --> 1:46:06.960 Look, you gotta look at like vacations as an opportunity. Look, look, 1:46:07.400 --> 1:46:12.200 masturbating at a certain point, we all know so longer 1:46:12.200 --> 1:46:17.639 about pleasure. It's about maintenance. And when you're going on vacation, 1:46:18.120 --> 1:46:21.559 you're trying to free yourself of you know, some of 1:46:21.600 --> 1:46:24.960 the daily chores of life, right, you know? 1:46:25.160 --> 1:46:25.479 Yeah? 1:46:25.560 --> 1:46:27.600 But I mean when you're when you're in. 1:46:27.600 --> 1:46:31.240 A dangerous country and like you're hearing things at. 1:46:31.200 --> 1:46:36.000 Night, there's danger, and does danger sexually excite you? 1:46:36.120 --> 1:46:36.160 Do? 1:46:36.320 --> 1:46:36.360 We? 1:46:36.800 --> 1:46:37.519 No, it scares me. 1:46:37.560 --> 1:46:38.360 I need to go to bed. 1:46:38.520 --> 1:46:39.479 I needed to go to bed. 1:46:40.560 --> 1:46:44.120 So it was for inducing sleep. Yes, you ever heard 1:46:44.120 --> 1:46:44.719 of night will? 1:46:47.320 --> 1:46:50.160 I've never used it before for I don't I don't know. 1:46:50.680 --> 1:46:51.200 Yeah, but. 1:46:52.880 --> 1:46:53.160 Do it. 1:46:53.200 --> 1:46:54.960 All I'm telling you is that you've got to find 1:46:55.000 --> 1:46:58.479 times to take a break from master, absolutely, and you 1:46:58.520 --> 1:47:01.760 got to find those convenient opportunities. Now did your mom 1:47:01.840 --> 1:47:04.280 ever did her mom ever find out what she had done? 1:47:06.120 --> 1:47:08.280 I don't think anybody ever figured it out? What I mean, 1:47:08.680 --> 1:47:15.120 I'm sure like I've learned from this situation clearly. 1:47:16.000 --> 1:47:17.280 Okay, what did you learn? 1:47:19.479 --> 1:47:20.320 You need to relax. 1:47:21.160 --> 1:47:23.000 Okay, you just got to relax. 1:47:23.640 --> 1:47:25.320 I don't know how long you've been watching the stream. 1:47:25.400 --> 1:47:27.360 But do you remember when I told that guy that 1:47:27.600 --> 1:47:29.760 you should tell his sister that he was he was 1:47:29.800 --> 1:47:31.840 the one that pissed in the dogs in her not 1:47:31.960 --> 1:47:37.680 the dog. Yeah, dowey, dewey, Oh, I'm not there's no way. 1:47:38.080 --> 1:47:42.000 Do let me speak. Let me speak. Please don't tell 1:47:42.120 --> 1:47:43.160 anyone about this. 1:47:44.040 --> 1:47:48.400 Yeah, no, you're fine. But hey, that's a good story. 1:47:50.120 --> 1:47:52.439 Like est tonight. Thank you so much for sharing to me. Yeah, 1:47:52.560 --> 1:48:05.759 no problem, Thanks, good night. How from Jasmine? Hi, Hi Jasmine? 1:48:05.800 --> 1:48:06.200 How are you? 1:48:07.560 --> 1:48:08.559 I am so good? 1:48:08.600 --> 1:48:09.840 I'm so happy I got through. 1:48:10.720 --> 1:48:13.280 That's a lot of you know, you sound very A 1:48:13.360 --> 1:48:15.160 lot of times when you ask someone how they are, 1:48:15.439 --> 1:48:17.559 they'll say good or they'll say okay, but you answered 1:48:17.560 --> 1:48:23.439 with you're so good. Is there anything in particular that's good? Okay, 1:48:23.439 --> 1:48:25.360 I'd love to hear it times. 1:48:25.400 --> 1:48:26.439 I'll be honest right now. 1:48:26.600 --> 1:48:31.880 Okay, so you know what, I appreciate persistence. That's a 1:48:31.880 --> 1:48:32.920 good quality that has. 1:48:37.640 --> 1:48:39.000 So to start now, I don't know. 1:48:39.120 --> 1:48:40.920 Yeah, let it, let it, let it rip. Let's hear it. 1:48:41.720 --> 1:48:42.120 Okay. 1:48:42.240 --> 1:48:46.680 So in sixth grade at the school I had, we 1:48:46.800 --> 1:48:49.960 had about four sixth grade classes, right, and we had 1:48:49.960 --> 1:48:54.080 a money system because once a month we would have 1:48:54.200 --> 1:48:58.439 like a giant like class sale. And the what you 1:48:58.479 --> 1:49:01.360 earn the money is you got your great eight. So 1:49:01.520 --> 1:49:04.640 I've always been really like a really shitty student, like 1:49:04.640 --> 1:49:07.439 even though I'm seeing her high school, I mean, how old? 1:49:08.520 --> 1:49:11.040 I mean too, I failed kindergarten. 1:49:11.400 --> 1:49:13.960 So I'm how you fail kindergarten? Is that anything you 1:49:13.960 --> 1:49:14.320 can do? 1:49:15.680 --> 1:49:16.000 No? 1:49:16.000 --> 1:49:18.680 No, I still because my mom was shitty and she 1:49:18.720 --> 1:49:20.519 put me in school eight and then she refused to 1:49:20.600 --> 1:49:23.439 like send me off with the class that she let 1:49:23.479 --> 1:49:24.000 me in with. 1:49:24.800 --> 1:49:29.160 That happened to me too. I'm being serious, I repeated, kindergarten. 1:49:30.280 --> 1:49:31.559 It's same. 1:49:31.880 --> 1:49:34.920 It's really depressing and it's the most terrible thing ever. 1:49:35.320 --> 1:49:37.400 So I don't think that's depressing. That's kind of I'm 1:49:37.400 --> 1:49:40.120 sorry interrupt your story, but look, that's good. Kindergarten is 1:49:40.200 --> 1:49:42.960 kind of cool. You get to do it again, I guess. 1:49:43.000 --> 1:49:46.000 So I didn't learn to do like reading or trying 1:49:46.080 --> 1:49:47.439 my shoes until first grade. 1:49:47.560 --> 1:49:49.800 So sorry, sorry, it's for my optimism. 1:49:49.880 --> 1:49:54.320 What were you saying, so right, sixth grade? If you 1:49:54.320 --> 1:49:57.200 had a money system, and since I was a bad student, 1:49:57.439 --> 1:49:59.800 I never got money. But I sat next to this 1:50:00.120 --> 1:50:03.400 kid who was like really good, and he had like 1:50:03.680 --> 1:50:09.400 thousands of dollars in the school cash, and so one 1:50:09.479 --> 1:50:13.639 day I stole his money because he was flexing really hard. 1:50:14.360 --> 1:50:17.080 So I took it and I felt really good about 1:50:17.080 --> 1:50:18.719 it the next day when he was like really upset, 1:50:18.880 --> 1:50:22.400 you know, and you know, this was like towards the 1:50:22.439 --> 1:50:23.960 end of the school year, so this is like the 1:50:24.080 --> 1:50:27.879 last one when he was really upset, but the teachers 1:50:27.920 --> 1:50:28.880 didn't really get effect. 1:50:30.280 --> 1:50:34.120 So you know, I bought. 1:50:33.880 --> 1:50:36.760 Like a whole pizza with it because it was like 1:50:36.880 --> 1:50:37.320 really good. 1:50:38.240 --> 1:50:39.400 It was really good stuff. 1:50:39.520 --> 1:50:42.679 But no, you know what's fucked up about that. I'm 1:50:42.720 --> 1:50:44.800 not appalled. I'm not appalled by the fact that you 1:50:44.880 --> 1:50:47.920 still you're stealing the money is one thing. I was 1:50:47.960 --> 1:50:51.880 appalled by how good you felt about it, what you 1:50:51.920 --> 1:50:54.320 seemed like. It made you like you seem like the 1:50:54.640 --> 1:50:56.800 you seem like if he didn't, if he didn't care, 1:50:57.280 --> 1:50:59.519 if he wasn't upset about it, it wouldn't have been 1:50:59.520 --> 1:51:03.320 worth Like you didn't like the motive. The motive behind 1:51:03.320 --> 1:51:04.320 this upsets. 1:51:03.920 --> 1:51:07.440 Me more than the action, Like he was really boastful 1:51:07.439 --> 1:51:09.040 of that, like he would put like he would show 1:51:09.120 --> 1:51:12.320 me people faith. So I just I felt really good 1:51:12.520 --> 1:51:14.800 when I stole it, and a few of my friends 1:51:14.840 --> 1:51:17.360 were also like, man, he kind of deserved it, and 1:51:17.360 --> 1:51:18.160 I didn't help. 1:51:18.439 --> 1:51:18.920 I did it. 1:51:19.040 --> 1:51:20.280 Nobody knew that I did it. 1:51:21.400 --> 1:51:23.400 Were you hailed as a huge I I was just 1:51:23.439 --> 1:51:25.320 gonna ask you, were you like hailed as a hero 1:51:25.439 --> 1:51:27.639 for like getting this kid that everyone fucking hated. 1:51:28.520 --> 1:51:31.800 I was like an anonymous vigilante type, you know, I 1:51:31.840 --> 1:51:33.840 had to do it for the people. I mean, I 1:51:33.880 --> 1:51:37.040 shared the money, like I bought my friends stuff too. 1:51:37.760 --> 1:51:42.160 All right, you're a little robin hood, Yeah, I guess so. 1:51:43.560 --> 1:51:47.160 But then didn't didn't fucking wouldn't they have? All right, 1:51:47.280 --> 1:51:49.360 but if you were a shitty student. Okay, but if 1:51:49.360 --> 1:51:52.280 you were the shittiest student and he was the best one, 1:51:52.479 --> 1:51:55.000 wouldn't like the teacher. Like I assumed that the store 1:51:55.040 --> 1:51:56.519 itself was ran by adults. 1:51:56.560 --> 1:51:59.960 When the teachers, like every student had their own boots, 1:52:00.040 --> 1:52:02.400 they could set up and sell stuff out. But I 1:52:02.400 --> 1:52:04.599 didn't like any of the ship in my classmates were selling. 1:52:04.680 --> 1:52:07.320 So I went to the classroom that had their shots 1:52:07.360 --> 1:52:09.960 set up and I fought on them. 1:52:10.200 --> 1:52:14.439 Are the money worked internationally in her class? So you 1:52:14.479 --> 1:52:16.400 went over and you spent it with the teacher. You 1:52:16.439 --> 1:52:19.000 spent it with the teachers that didn't know that you 1:52:19.040 --> 1:52:20.040 were a shitty student. 1:52:20.520 --> 1:52:23.840 We ended up the rain in one of the teachers classrooms, 1:52:23.840 --> 1:52:25.559 Like people were throwing fucking tons of money. I had 1:52:25.560 --> 1:52:27.519 like two hundred dollars less, so I threw it, and 1:52:27.560 --> 1:52:30.240 just as I threw it, the teacher walked it, and 1:52:30.280 --> 1:52:31.360 that that was my cut to leave. 1:52:32.560 --> 1:52:33.680 Do you ever get caught? 1:52:34.520 --> 1:52:35.200 No? 1:52:35.200 --> 1:52:36.880 No one knows. 1:52:36.960 --> 1:52:39.640 Damn do you do you? You keep up with this 1:52:39.720 --> 1:52:41.160 kid a Facebook friends? 1:52:41.680 --> 1:52:44.080 Absolutely not? He was a dickhead. I'm sure he's still 1:52:44.080 --> 1:52:44.559 a dickhead. 1:52:44.680 --> 1:52:48.599 He deserved well wow, well she still you still don't 1:52:48.600 --> 1:52:51.240 feel bad about you? Still that? That's that's actually of 1:52:51.280 --> 1:52:53.800 everything you said tonight. That's the most fucked up that 1:52:53.880 --> 1:52:56.080 as an adult he was a dick. 1:52:57.760 --> 1:52:59.480 I have no remorse for dickheads. 1:53:00.280 --> 1:53:01.920 H m hm. 1:53:04.640 --> 1:53:08.439 That dude, did you at least buy him anything? Like? 1:53:08.479 --> 1:53:09.880 What do you still? You're still all? 1:53:10.840 --> 1:53:11.479 I did buy him? 1:53:11.479 --> 1:53:13.080 Did you buy him? Would you buy him? 1:53:13.160 --> 1:53:13.400 Yeah? 1:53:13.439 --> 1:53:16.240 Everyone pitched in in the class to like get himself 1:53:16.320 --> 1:53:16.960 because they're like. 1:53:16.960 --> 1:53:19.080 Oh, we're so sorry. 1:53:20.520 --> 1:53:26.400 All right. At least you got sympathy. That's worth something. Yeah. 1:53:26.400 --> 1:53:27.960 Well I hope that you are. Look, I hope that 1:53:28.000 --> 1:53:30.799 you don't replicate anything like this in your in your 1:53:31.000 --> 1:53:32.519 as you move into your adult life. 1:53:33.360 --> 1:53:36.559 Look, get it's not your paycheck, it's our paycheck. 1:53:36.600 --> 1:53:44.320 Okay, it's it's the people's. 1:53:41.439 --> 1:53:46.840 Jasmine, all right, all Right, you have a good night you. 1:53:46.880 --> 1:53:53.519 Too, call from Studman. 1:53:55.439 --> 1:54:01.400 Studman, Yes, that is me. What does that name mean? 1:54:03.080 --> 1:54:04.360 It was actually my. 1:54:05.520 --> 1:54:08.640 Oh, hold on blaming mute it. It was actually my 1:54:08.640 --> 1:54:09.559 mom's last name. 1:54:11.080 --> 1:54:13.320 Ah. You you took your mom's last name. 1:54:14.040 --> 1:54:14.360 Yeah? 1:54:14.439 --> 1:54:18.599 Yeah, I have uh one of my mom's last name 1:54:18.640 --> 1:54:20.720 for my last name and my other mom's last name 1:54:20.760 --> 1:54:21.559 for my first name. 1:54:22.479 --> 1:54:24.960 Ah. What's you? 1:54:25.120 --> 1:54:25.320 What? 1:54:25.600 --> 1:54:25.680 So? 1:54:26.640 --> 1:54:30.360 How did they decide that out? Who gets who attributes 1:54:30.400 --> 1:54:33.120 the first name to who gets the last name. 1:54:34.560 --> 1:54:37.360 I think it was because I was a twin. My 1:54:37.360 --> 1:54:41.880 my sister got named by my other mom, and I 1:54:42.040 --> 1:54:44.240 just got my other mom's last name. 1:54:45.400 --> 1:54:47.840 Wait, so your sister has the same name as you? 1:54:47.920 --> 1:54:54.280 But flipped no, no, so my I was gonna say 1:54:54.320 --> 1:54:58.200 mom one, Mom one got a name my twin sister, 1:54:58.600 --> 1:55:01.360 and then Mom two got to name me, and my 1:55:01.440 --> 1:55:03.360 sister's name is Maddie. And then I just got my 1:55:03.880 --> 1:55:04.920 other mom's last name. 1:55:05.720 --> 1:55:10.000 Oh okay, hmmm that's cool. 1:55:10.760 --> 1:55:14.400 Yeah. 1:55:13.720 --> 1:55:17.840 Ah, do you have any secrets? 1:55:18.880 --> 1:55:20.000 I I got. 1:55:20.200 --> 1:55:22.680 I got drunk and pissed in my sister's shoe. 1:55:22.480 --> 1:55:25.480 One time, And how did that make her feel? 1:55:27.640 --> 1:55:28.600 She thought it was the dog. 1:55:28.880 --> 1:55:31.200 I don't think I Uh. I don't think I'll ever 1:55:31.240 --> 1:55:31.920 correct her on that. 1:55:32.360 --> 1:55:34.320 You are you? She thought it was a dog. She 1:55:34.360 --> 1:55:38.000 still doesn't know. Yeah, how long ago was this? 1:55:38.960 --> 1:55:39.600 Uh? 1:55:40.120 --> 1:55:41.080 Like six months ago? 1:55:41.600 --> 1:55:45.120 Six months? And do you feel any guilt or are 1:55:45.160 --> 1:55:47.560 you just are you just too busy being proud of 1:55:47.560 --> 1:55:48.760 yourself for getting away with it? 1:55:51.680 --> 1:55:53.800 I was surprised I got away with it. I wouldn't 1:55:53.800 --> 1:55:57.960 say I'm proud, but I'm not. I'm not too ashamed 1:55:58.000 --> 1:56:01.360 of it. I probably should be, though, to be honest. 1:56:02.920 --> 1:56:04.680 Because you know who the real victim is here is 1:56:04.720 --> 1:56:07.400 the dog. I feel worse for it for the dog 1:56:07.440 --> 1:56:10.080 than for your sister because you probably created a great 1:56:10.200 --> 1:56:12.920 rift in the relationship between your sister and the dog. 1:56:13.040 --> 1:56:17.240 And my sister loves the dog very much. She was 1:56:17.240 --> 1:56:19.920 a puppy at the time. She just thought, you know, 1:56:20.760 --> 1:56:24.080 puppies being puppies, not fully and stuff. 1:56:24.920 --> 1:56:28.840 Was it that the relationship between your sister and the 1:56:28.920 --> 1:56:32.920 dog is much better than the relationship between you and 1:56:32.960 --> 1:56:36.800 your sister? So you felt like you it was like 1:56:37.200 --> 1:56:40.840 economically you could afford to shave more off of that 1:56:40.920 --> 1:56:44.320 relationship than off of your relationship. Did that makes sense? 1:56:45.680 --> 1:56:45.960 Yeah? 1:56:46.240 --> 1:56:50.960 No, I didn't. I did pee in the shoe on purpose. 1:56:51.040 --> 1:56:53.839 But I didn't do it out of spite. 1:56:53.880 --> 1:56:54.400 I did it out. 1:56:54.440 --> 1:56:55.480 But you did this on purpose? 1:56:56.880 --> 1:56:58.960 Yeah, Well, there was a shoe there and I couldn't 1:56:58.960 --> 1:57:00.960 make it to the bathroom, so I was like, well. 1:57:03.200 --> 1:57:05.120 Why is the shoe better than like the floor? 1:57:07.920 --> 1:57:09.520 Because I have carpet. I don't like to get it 1:57:09.560 --> 1:57:09.880 on there. 1:57:09.960 --> 1:57:15.320 You know how far away was the bathroom from the shoe? 1:57:17.080 --> 1:57:17.400 I don't know. 1:57:17.560 --> 1:57:17.720 Good? 1:57:18.240 --> 1:57:20.480 Good fifty feet are? 1:57:21.600 --> 1:57:24.160 What's she? Would you be willing? Would you be willing 1:57:24.160 --> 1:57:25.880 to tell Maddie what you did? 1:57:26.960 --> 1:57:27.400 Oh? 1:57:28.120 --> 1:57:29.080 Uh No, I don't. 1:57:29.120 --> 1:57:30.280 I don't think she needs to know. 1:57:34.560 --> 1:57:35.560 Are you with her right now? 1:57:36.680 --> 1:57:37.120 No? 1:57:37.120 --> 1:57:39.640 No, she's at Olive garden enow. 1:57:42.720 --> 1:57:45.920 She has no idea, No sitting there munching on a 1:57:45.960 --> 1:57:48.040 breadstick with no idea that her brother pissed and the 1:57:48.040 --> 1:57:49.320 shoes she's wearing right now. 1:57:51.000 --> 1:57:54.320 No, she threw the shoe out. She was a ruin. 1:57:55.880 --> 1:57:57.200 Well would you say her name was. 1:57:58.680 --> 1:57:59.120 Studman? 1:58:00.120 --> 1:58:01.760 Stim And I want you to know this lie will 1:58:01.800 --> 1:58:04.120 only grow inside of you and only cause you more 1:58:04.160 --> 1:58:06.480 and more pain the more time goes on. And I 1:58:06.480 --> 1:58:08.280 think you can save yourself a lot of that pain 1:58:08.320 --> 1:58:10.800 by coming clean as soon as possible. But that's just 1:58:10.840 --> 1:58:11.240 my take. 1:58:12.480 --> 1:58:15.200 I I appreciate that take. I'll I'll definitely take that 1:58:15.240 --> 1:58:16.120 into consideration. 1:58:17.400 --> 1:58:20.240 Okay, I love you. I'll talk to you soon. 1:58:20.880 --> 1:58:21.720 Okay, I love you too. 1:58:21.800 --> 1:58:28.000 Fye all from Tiffany. 1:58:30.240 --> 1:58:33.760 Tiffany, Tiffany, are you there? 1:58:34.840 --> 1:58:35.400 Yeah? 1:58:35.560 --> 1:58:37.600 Yeah, tif are you with like a dog or something? 1:58:37.600 --> 1:58:37.640 You? 1:58:37.760 --> 1:58:39.320 As soon as I answer the phone, someone was like 1:58:39.360 --> 1:58:40.280 hyper ventilating. 1:58:41.760 --> 1:58:43.880 I just can't believe I actually got it. This is 1:58:43.920 --> 1:58:46.920 like the first time I've called I actually have subscribe. 1:58:47.200 --> 1:58:50.640 So oh, thank you for that. Thank you. I'm sorry 1:58:50.640 --> 1:58:52.760 I haven't been calling out subscribe. I gotta do that. 1:58:52.840 --> 1:58:56.400 I'll just try to. I try to, you know, lately, 1:58:56.440 --> 1:59:00.560 I try to, Uh, I just try to wrap focus 1:59:00.640 --> 1:59:03.640 on one thing because if I think about too many things, 1:59:03.720 --> 1:59:05.120 I go insane. 1:59:05.320 --> 1:59:09.320 Yeah, well I WoT for like kind of this is 1:59:09.400 --> 1:59:11.840 like weird because this is like a sign because I'm 1:59:11.960 --> 1:59:15.360 just everything in my life is changing, but like every 1:59:15.360 --> 1:59:17.640 single aspect of my life is changing right now. But 1:59:18.760 --> 1:59:20.920 I know you're telling you're like trying to get some 1:59:21.000 --> 1:59:21.640 secrets tonight. 1:59:21.760 --> 1:59:25.080 Right, Well, listen, what's is there an aspect of her 1:59:25.120 --> 1:59:27.840 life in particular that's I know we don't have time 1:59:27.840 --> 1:59:29.440 for you to go through everything, but is there an 1:59:29.480 --> 1:59:32.160 aspect in particular that you want to share? 1:59:36.680 --> 1:59:39.680 I honestly don't know where to start, but I guess 1:59:39.680 --> 1:59:42.320 the secret that I was trying to share to easn't 1:59:42.320 --> 1:59:47.440 even my real name, But basically, I have this best friend. 1:59:48.840 --> 1:59:53.000 I met her freshman year of college, like random roommate 1:59:53.080 --> 1:59:55.600 put together. We hit it off really well. We're still 1:59:55.640 --> 2:00:02.120 really close friends. But last year, right for the pandemic hit, 2:00:03.080 --> 2:00:07.080 she had a like friends with benefits friend that we 2:00:07.080 --> 2:00:11.680 were all kind of friends with, and I hooked up 2:00:11.680 --> 2:00:14.680 with her too. I actually lost my virginity to her. 2:00:14.760 --> 2:00:18.320 And it's like my biggest regret because you looked up. 2:00:18.280 --> 2:00:21.160 With your your friends or with the friends with benefits 2:00:21.160 --> 2:00:21.520 that your. 2:00:21.400 --> 2:00:28.560 Friend was with her her friends with benefits. Yeah, and 2:00:28.160 --> 2:00:31.200 it's like we were all friends and we were all 2:00:31.200 --> 2:00:33.240 just so comfortable with each other, but we didn't have 2:00:33.320 --> 2:00:35.760 a conversation about it, and it just caused a big 2:00:35.880 --> 2:00:41.240 rift for a while, like and it's like my biggest regret. 2:00:41.720 --> 2:00:46.280 And well, I'm sorry, no, no, no, go ahead. 2:00:47.720 --> 2:00:51.400 Uh well they were like exclusive, were they your friend? 2:00:51.480 --> 2:00:53.680 Your best friend? And the I guess you guys even 2:00:53.720 --> 2:00:56.880 if it's not. You know, what were you what were 2:00:56.880 --> 2:00:58.080 you going to say? I want to hear the end 2:00:58.120 --> 2:00:58.320 of this. 2:00:59.240 --> 2:01:02.680 Well, I mean we've all had a falling out since then. 2:01:02.680 --> 2:01:04.800 We're not really friends with her. We realize she's just 2:01:04.840 --> 2:01:12.000 like a really toxic gaslighting person. She's just awful. We 2:01:12.080 --> 2:01:16.320 cut her off, but and so she we're still really 2:01:16.320 --> 2:01:19.520 close friends now. But you know, I have anxieties and 2:01:19.560 --> 2:01:22.960 sometimes I worry that that's still a riff. And you know, 2:01:23.600 --> 2:01:26.520 the biggest secret here is that I'm scared that I'm 2:01:26.560 --> 2:01:28.840 in love with her. And I don't know what to 2:01:28.880 --> 2:01:31.640 do with that information either. I just don't know. 2:01:31.680 --> 2:01:37.840 What's how old you are? Twenty three, twenty three? How 2:01:37.840 --> 2:01:40.560 do you? How do you know this person? Your best friend? 2:01:41.720 --> 2:01:45.640 I met her freshman year of college back in twenty sixteen. 2:01:46.600 --> 2:01:50.480 Have you told her that you feel like you are 2:01:50.520 --> 2:01:52.160 in love with her? 2:01:52.840 --> 2:01:52.880 No? 2:01:53.680 --> 2:01:58.560 Because you should do that? Why not? What's the worst. 2:01:58.040 --> 2:02:02.160 She's graduating and she's going to be moving soon, and 2:02:02.520 --> 2:02:06.120 I just I just don't think she would feel the 2:02:06.120 --> 2:02:06.720 same way. 2:02:06.880 --> 2:02:11.480 So, Okay, I know that this is I'm not great 2:02:11.520 --> 2:02:14.720 at giving advice. I'm kind of an idiot, But you 2:02:14.920 --> 2:02:19.200 kind of the two. You kind of have the choice 2:02:19.480 --> 2:02:22.760 of either, and it sounds like you've made your choice. 2:02:22.800 --> 2:02:26.040 You can either tell her that you love her, but 2:02:26.200 --> 2:02:28.440 it sounds like logistically that's not going to work out 2:02:28.480 --> 2:02:30.200 for you, and even if it did, it would probably 2:02:30.280 --> 2:02:34.200 end painfully because there is such a strong logistical rift. 2:02:35.720 --> 2:02:38.080 You can move on. What else? What else is going 2:02:38.120 --> 2:02:41.280 on in your in your life here, because twenty three 2:02:42.320 --> 2:02:47.200 is so young that like your life can change. 2:02:47.640 --> 2:02:51.720 Everything, Like you know what I mean, everything is changing. 2:02:51.800 --> 2:02:55.000 I literally just got fired for my job last Thursday, 2:02:55.760 --> 2:02:58.520 and they were just I worked there for three months 2:02:58.520 --> 2:03:01.480 and they were so demanding and they didn't even train me. 2:03:02.080 --> 2:03:09.360 And I mean, yeah, but the second time I've been fired, 2:03:09.480 --> 2:03:13.400 and I just I don't know, like I'm actually thinking 2:03:13.440 --> 2:03:16.600 about moving a moving away, like from my town I've 2:03:16.600 --> 2:03:19.400 been living in for a while. It's just I don't know. 2:03:20.400 --> 2:03:23.280 Yeah, where you want to go? 2:03:25.520 --> 2:03:30.520 Well, I was thinking about moving the Panama City just 2:03:30.560 --> 2:03:33.240 because I have a family friend that lives out there. 2:03:33.320 --> 2:03:37.520 She probably let me live in her like carriage house 2:03:37.600 --> 2:03:41.839 or whatever. And there's they're like hiring a I'm. 2:03:41.640 --> 2:03:42.280 A vet tech. 2:03:42.360 --> 2:03:46.560 I work at a hospital. But hopefully I can just 2:03:46.640 --> 2:03:48.360 move on and do something else. I'm trying to get 2:03:48.360 --> 2:03:51.480 my degree online and I'm trying to get my ADHD 2:03:51.640 --> 2:03:54.280 together as well. That but that's something too. I just 2:03:54.320 --> 2:03:57.080 got set up with like an actual therapist and like 2:03:57.520 --> 2:04:01.800 testing and I need to. Yeah, thank you. 2:04:01.640 --> 2:04:04.640 Do you know what you say your name was again, Tiffany? 2:04:04.840 --> 2:04:08.680 You know Tiffany, it sounds like it sounds like fake 2:04:08.800 --> 2:04:12.200 name her real name. I I don't know the difference, 2:04:12.280 --> 2:04:16.520 but it sounds like you're it sounds like you've got 2:04:16.520 --> 2:04:21.320 a whole road of adventure ahead of you, Tiffany. I mean, 2:04:21.320 --> 2:04:22.640 I know you're talking about you're in love with it, 2:04:22.760 --> 2:04:26.160 but love is, you know, kind of stupid. And so 2:04:26.360 --> 2:04:29.120 you have all this, you have all this, you have 2:04:29.160 --> 2:04:32.160 this whole giant path in front of you that and 2:04:32.200 --> 2:04:35.200 I just I want to I want to take your head, Tiffany, 2:04:35.200 --> 2:04:36.560 And I want to. I want to just I want 2:04:36.600 --> 2:04:40.560 to take it and rotate it away from this friend 2:04:40.640 --> 2:04:47.120 and just then the path, Tiffany. You know, yeah, I would. 2:04:47.360 --> 2:04:52.880 I would dive head head first, head first, Tiffany into 2:04:52.920 --> 2:04:56.120 all the all the wonderful things that they're already to 2:04:56.160 --> 2:04:58.839 do in Panama City. Goddamn it, to go on Google, 2:04:59.040 --> 2:05:02.920 best fucking museums and ship. I mean, really take this 2:05:03.040 --> 2:05:06.440 new life and got dive into it, Tiffany, don't think 2:05:06.440 --> 2:05:10.000 about the past. Your friend's moving on, she's doing who cares? 2:05:10.000 --> 2:05:13.080 Who cares what she's doing. She's another she's away. Did 2:05:13.160 --> 2:05:15.120 you ever all? You have a whole life, you're moving, 2:05:15.640 --> 2:05:17.520 You're got a new it sounds like you're trying to 2:05:17.520 --> 2:05:19.800 get a new job up there. You have this friend 2:05:19.800 --> 2:05:23.040 that you're hanging out with, Stay out, folk, dive, immerse 2:05:23.120 --> 2:05:25.400 yourself in that path. That's what I would do if 2:05:25.400 --> 2:05:27.080 I were you, I know, because it was you know, 2:05:27.240 --> 2:05:32.080 tough and stuff, but but but damage it's immerse yourself 2:05:32.120 --> 2:05:39.160 in the path, Tiffany. Make it the right the right choice. 2:05:39.720 --> 2:05:43.680 No, thank you, That's that's just what I needed to hear, honestly, Like, 2:05:44.640 --> 2:05:47.160 just so many things have been coming together and I'm 2:05:47.280 --> 2:05:50.360 just trying to let the universe tell me what to do, 2:05:50.480 --> 2:05:54.760 you know, like, and it's hard sometimes, Like I have 2:05:54.760 --> 2:05:57.600 a lot of anxiety, but that's I guess. 2:05:58.320 --> 2:06:00.560 Well, I'm glad to hear that your looking that out 2:06:00.560 --> 2:06:02.520 with a therapist, and I would also die. I would 2:06:02.560 --> 2:06:06.920 also immerse yourself in that and you know, uh, really 2:06:07.040 --> 2:06:12.040 like put your effort forth into you know, hearing out 2:06:12.120 --> 2:06:16.160 what they have to say. But yeah, you know, it 2:06:16.240 --> 2:06:18.360 sounds like you got a good thing ahead of you, 2:06:18.400 --> 2:06:20.400 and I would just as like as I want, shut 2:06:20.440 --> 2:06:21.720 the fuck up about it and keep saying, you know, 2:06:21.760 --> 2:06:26.000 immerse yourself in the new life. You got a bright future, Tiffany, 2:06:26.560 --> 2:06:27.000 remember that. 2:06:27.320 --> 2:06:27.920 Thank you so. 2:06:27.960 --> 2:06:30.560 Much, Thank you, thank you for calling in. I hope 2:06:30.560 --> 2:06:32.200 you have a good rest of the night, Tiffany. Good 2:06:32.240 --> 2:06:32.640 luck to you. 2:06:33.240 --> 2:06:34.920 Thank you you too, by bye. 2:06:38.440 --> 2:06:40.360 All From Mickey. 2:06:41.920 --> 2:06:46.120 Mick a Hello, hello Micka. 2:06:47.440 --> 2:06:50.080 Oh wow, I can't believe I made it. 2:06:50.320 --> 2:06:54.600 Mickey, Mickey, Where did you get the name Mickey? From? 2:06:54.600 --> 2:06:55.920 My favorite esports player? 2:06:57.280 --> 2:07:00.520 Who's your favorite esports player? X? 2:07:00.560 --> 2:07:02.520 He plays for GP Sports? 2:07:03.320 --> 2:07:04.080 What does he play? 2:07:05.600 --> 2:07:06.320 He plays support? 2:07:07.840 --> 2:07:08.840 No, I mean like what game? 2:07:09.760 --> 2:07:09.960 Oh? 2:07:09.960 --> 2:07:10.400 A game? 2:07:10.560 --> 2:07:10.720 Oh? 2:07:10.800 --> 2:07:12.400 He plays for Legal Legends. 2:07:12.680 --> 2:07:16.360 Oh okay, Yeah, is that when you said when you 2:07:16.360 --> 2:07:18.800 said he like the way you said, like, is he 2:07:18.840 --> 2:07:19.160 a guy? 2:07:19.240 --> 2:07:19.280 Like? 2:07:19.320 --> 2:07:20.320 Should I know who he is? 2:07:21.240 --> 2:07:21.440 Oh? 2:07:21.520 --> 2:07:24.560 No, I don't know. Probably not. It's like a pretty 2:07:24.600 --> 2:07:27.800 nerdy hobby. But yeah, I don't know. 2:07:27.880 --> 2:07:28.200 All right. 2:07:28.280 --> 2:07:31.680 I don't know if this is offensive, but it never 2:07:31.720 --> 2:07:36.360 made sense to me that League, Like I know that 2:07:36.480 --> 2:07:38.680 leg League is like, isn't that like the most popular 2:07:38.800 --> 2:07:39.600 esport ever? 2:07:41.080 --> 2:07:41.200 Oh? 2:07:41.680 --> 2:07:43.720 Maybe, I'm not really sure, but I know it's pretty 2:07:43.760 --> 2:07:45.280 popular because. 2:07:45.040 --> 2:07:46.560 It doesn't make sense to me that that's the most 2:07:46.560 --> 2:07:49.960 popular one because I look at it and I have 2:07:50.080 --> 2:07:54.400 just no fucking like like if like Street Fighter or 2:07:54.440 --> 2:07:57.560 something was the most popular video game, Like I have 2:07:57.560 --> 2:07:59.560 no idea how to play it properly, but if I 2:07:59.680 --> 2:08:01.560 was looking, if I was just looking at it, I 2:08:01.560 --> 2:08:03.680 could know that the two people were beating each other up. 2:08:03.800 --> 2:08:05.760 But I look at a game of League of Legends 2:08:05.760 --> 2:08:07.640 and I have no idea what's going on? 2:08:08.800 --> 2:08:10.720 Oh yeah, I mean that was my like my first 2:08:10.720 --> 2:08:13.400 time seeing it to in person, I had no clue 2:08:14.240 --> 2:08:16.280 and that was that tournament like in person, and I 2:08:16.360 --> 2:08:19.240 was like, what is going on? I think it's mainly 2:08:19.280 --> 2:08:21.920 because the game's like easy to pick up, it's free, 2:08:22.000 --> 2:08:27.400 And then I guess if you can widespread across the world, 2:08:27.440 --> 2:08:29.040 I suppose, so that's probably it. 2:08:31.560 --> 2:08:33.400 Never made sense as to why it was like the 2:08:33.440 --> 2:08:36.120 Boat the Hailed is the biggest spectator e sport. 2:08:38.640 --> 2:08:42.160 Yeah, well, I think it also has international successes much 2:08:42.200 --> 2:08:45.720 like bigger I guess fan base in China in places 2:08:45.760 --> 2:08:49.960 like that, so I'm not really sure either, though I'm 2:08:50.000 --> 2:08:51.240 not a crow or anything. 2:08:51.480 --> 2:08:55.960 What would you say your name was? Again, Mickey, Mickey? 2:08:56.680 --> 2:08:59.280 Are have you ever been lucky? 2:09:00.440 --> 2:09:00.640 Yeah? 2:09:00.640 --> 2:09:03.480 I think I'm pretty lucky. I got born into the 2:09:03.520 --> 2:09:06.160 good family and stuff, and I got like all that, 2:09:07.200 --> 2:09:08.680 So I think that's pretty lucky on its own. 2:09:10.720 --> 2:09:11.959 You got you. You're grateful? 2:09:13.360 --> 2:09:15.320 Yeah? Well why not? 2:09:15.480 --> 2:09:15.800 Yeah? 2:09:16.200 --> 2:09:20.680 Not a lot of people, I guess are lucky in general. 2:09:21.120 --> 2:09:23.400 They get, you know, into bad situations. I think I've 2:09:23.400 --> 2:09:25.120 been able to avoid that most of my life, so 2:09:25.240 --> 2:09:26.280 I'd say pretty lucky. 2:09:27.440 --> 2:09:29.480 Yeah, it's good. It's good that you recognize that you 2:09:29.560 --> 2:09:31.440 got a good thing going on and you're grateful for it. 2:09:31.560 --> 2:09:38.400 Making Yeah, you know a lot of people, uh you know, don't. 2:09:38.720 --> 2:09:40.840 A lot of people are dead. But you're alive and 2:09:40.880 --> 2:09:43.720 you get to watch League Legends. That's pretty good. 2:09:44.000 --> 2:09:46.000 Yeah, you get it. 2:09:47.880 --> 2:09:49.600 Are you good at the game? 2:09:51.880 --> 2:09:52.080 No? 2:09:52.200 --> 2:09:54.640 But I would really really like to be. I'm only average, 2:09:54.880 --> 2:09:56.720 but hopefully one day I can be really good. 2:09:58.480 --> 2:10:01.560 Do you Because there's a there's not like steroids or 2:10:01.720 --> 2:10:05.280 is there like what's the steroids in esports? Is it like? 2:10:05.400 --> 2:10:11.600 Ill? Many stimulants, I suppose. But yeah, well don't do that. 2:10:11.640 --> 2:10:13.240 Don't take a bunch of aderall. It's not gonna make 2:10:13.280 --> 2:10:15.040 you good at anything except counting paper. 2:10:16.440 --> 2:10:17.760 Yeah, I do the hard work first. 2:10:19.040 --> 2:10:22.480 Well, look, I wish you the best of luck. You know, 2:10:22.560 --> 2:10:25.760 I'll sponsor you. When you get good enough, come back 2:10:25.800 --> 2:10:28.480 to me. We'll work out a brand deal of some kind. 2:10:29.320 --> 2:10:32.840 And for sure, for sure, I wish you. I wish 2:10:32.880 --> 2:10:35.240 you the luck of the gaku. 2:10:35.640 --> 2:10:35.960 Thank you? 2:10:36.040 --> 2:10:38.600 When was the caller before you are? Mickey? I wish 2:10:38.600 --> 2:10:39.960 you the luck of the gak. Mickey, you have a 2:10:39.960 --> 2:10:40.680 good rest of the night. 2:10:41.400 --> 2:10:41.720 Thank you. 2:10:41.760 --> 2:10:43.600 Geck bye, goodbye. 2:10:47.160 --> 2:10:50.760 How do I monetize my skill at taking adderall and 2:10:50.800 --> 2:10:53.440 counting paper clips? What league is that. 2:10:54.760 --> 2:11:02.480 Goes on the line every night's teaching you choude your life? 2:11:02.800 --> 2:11:05.080 But he's not really an expert.