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Speaker 3: Baby, all from the Duke's there, it's the dude. I
Speaker 3: did answer the phone. No, yes, bruh, you get the
Speaker 3: funk all out of here. Sorry, those you know what,
Speaker 3: we don't I don't want to base I you know what,
Speaker 3: I don't want to base this conversation off from a
Speaker 3: level of hostility.
Speaker 4: No, I'm sorry, be honest, A very large bag of
Speaker 4: mushrooms at the beginning of your stream, and with my
Speaker 4: I feel like I have been in an in like
Speaker 4: an infinity loop. And my loop has been consisting of
Speaker 4: three things. And that's the call button on my phone
Speaker 4: to hear your voice hello and then hang up again.
Speaker 4: And the fish behind you.
Speaker 3: What have you noticed about the fish behind me.
Speaker 4: That we are not so different?
Speaker 3: Mm hmm. How so what do you what do you
Speaker 3: find in common with the fish that.
Speaker 4: Like, I mean, if you think about it, it's possible
Speaker 4: that we all came from eggs, like from the evolutionary standpoint,
Speaker 4: and I don't know. I kind of feel like it's
Speaker 4: possible that in some other life I was a fish.
Speaker 3: M hmm. What do you think you'll be in the
Speaker 3: next life.
Speaker 4: If I had, if I had to choose, mhm, I'd
Speaker 4: definitely be a bird that the sea is cool and
Speaker 4: the land is all right, but I got to check
Speaker 4: out the sky.
Speaker 3: Mm hmm. Right, that's actually a pretty natural progression. You're
Speaker 3: a human now experiencing the land before you feel like
Speaker 3: you were a fish experiencing the sea, And in the
Speaker 3: next life you'd like to experience the sky. And then
Speaker 3: in the life after that, you'll be a human again,
Speaker 3: but you'll be an astronaut.
Speaker 4: Thank you from releasing or for releasing me from my loop.
Speaker 4: Absolutely uh oh, hold on, wait wait, I'm on my headset. Wait,
Speaker 4: you have to ask my mom your question.
Speaker 3: Your mom, you're with your mom.
Speaker 4: Say hello to the gecko.
Speaker 3: What's up?
Speaker 5: How are you?
Speaker 3: I'm good? Are you?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 3: What's your son's name?
Speaker 7: Robert?
Speaker 3: Are you guys doing mushrooms together?
Speaker 4: Are we doing mushrooms together?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 3: No, how are you? What's uh? What's what's your name?
Speaker 9: Who are you?
Speaker 3: My name is Lyle?
Speaker 4: Where's your fans?
Speaker 10: Hold on a second, take those things off my ears?
Speaker 11: I don't know who the hell it is.
Speaker 4: Well, she had her chances for saying, why.
Speaker 3: Is your mom so upset?
Speaker 10: Man?
Speaker 4: Well, honestly, she just got diagnosed with Belle's palsy. Oh,
Speaker 4: thank you. It's like a nerve disease in the face,
Speaker 4: so like half of her like I don't know, when
Speaker 4: you stroke out, like I don't know if you know
Speaker 4: anybody that stroked out before, like half of their face
Speaker 4: goes kind of wonky. They can't open their eyes or
Speaker 4: remove their mouth really.
Speaker 12: Right now?
Speaker 13: Well, thank you?
Speaker 3: Have you been helping her with that?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I've been, you know, trying to put in my
Speaker 4: two cents where I can, wherever, wherever I can. You know,
Speaker 4: she's obviously kind of irritable, so I try to give
Speaker 4: her as much space as she needs.
Speaker 3: I hope I didn't piss her off.
Speaker 4: Nah, she's aught right, she just doesn't understand. I wanted
Speaker 4: to introduce her to the GEK.
Speaker 12: I should have given her some.
Speaker 7: But it's okay.
Speaker 3: Maybe maybe maybe maybe next time we can should check.
Speaker 3: I didn't get you in trouble, did I?
Speaker 4: No, not at all?
Speaker 3: Okay? Good? Would you say your name was?
Speaker 4: My name is Dubie?
Speaker 3: Is it really?
Speaker 8: Yep?
Speaker 4: That's my last name. I don't go about my first name.
Speaker 3: Well, Doobie, it was. It was a pleasure talking in
Speaker 3: your mom man. I hope you have a great rest
Speaker 3: of the night. And maybe in the next life I'll
Speaker 3: be a bird too, and we can fly high through
Speaker 3: the sky together in the next life.
Speaker 11: Till then, Paul from Frank Frank.
Speaker 3: The man's so nice. They named them twice.
Speaker 11: What's up.
Speaker 3: It's Frank Frank.
Speaker 11: It's Frank Frank.
Speaker 3: Frank Frank. Yes, is that a stage name of some kind?
Speaker 11: No, No, it's my real name.
Speaker 3: That's kind of lucky. I guess that you got to
Speaker 3: I think that's like a lucky charm, having two names
Speaker 3: of the same that are the same.
Speaker 11: Yeah, here's the thing.
Speaker 3: Tell me the thing.
Speaker 11: I saw that you said. You want to know what
Speaker 11: we're lucky for? What we're thankful for.
Speaker 3: Yes, something along that line.
Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm thankful that the covid Vic scene which made
Speaker 11: a word to me to be the mark of the beast.
Speaker 3: To be the mark of the beast.
Speaker 11: Yes, are you familiar with Are you familiar with the Bibble?
Speaker 3: Am I familiar with the Bible?
Speaker 11: Yes?
Speaker 3: I am not highly familiar with I know what it is.
Speaker 11: That's a good answer. You don't know what six six
Speaker 11: six means?
Speaker 3: I know it is the favorite number of the devil.
Speaker 11: So the CODECCA and Jeck's your DNA? Right?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 11: Well what do you think it changes as numbers?
Speaker 14: Do?
Speaker 3: I have no idea because I didn't make it six
Speaker 3: sixty six? It changes your DNA to six sixty six? Yes, okay,
Speaker 3: how do you know that?
Speaker 11: God told me?
Speaker 3: All right, then it must be true?
Speaker 11: Anyway, I just thought your listeners should not.
Speaker 3: What do you what does the mark of the beast mean? Exactly?
Speaker 11: What makes sean cleaning in the eyes of gut?
Speaker 3: What else? What? What? What do you and God talk
Speaker 3: about when you guys chat?
Speaker 11: Mostly about how Joe Biden meets fetuses every morning for
Speaker 11: breakfast every morning.
Speaker 3: You don't think he ever gets tired of it? Even
Speaker 3: like a guy who fucking eats cheerios all morning every morning,
Speaker 3: gets tired of eventually eventually wants to switch to something else.
Speaker 11: Now I think an abortion as a child start fast
Speaker 11: made to the devil?
Speaker 3: Do you ever talk to the devil?
Speaker 11: I stay away from him. Me and Lou haven't been
Speaker 11: on good terms in a while.
Speaker 3: How do you know that? The but here's what I
Speaker 3: here's my thing. How do you know that? If you've ant?
Speaker 3: Have you ever spoken to the devil? Like ever? You
Speaker 3: ever had any FaceTime with him?
Speaker 11: We were acquainted a few years ago.
Speaker 3: Who Okay? Well, because I was gonna say, like, what
Speaker 3: if if you haven't heard the devil's side of the story,
Speaker 3: maybe God is just you know, how do you know
Speaker 3: God's not full of shit? And the devil is right?
Speaker 3: If you haven't heard, if you haven't heard both sides
Speaker 3: of the story.
Speaker 11: That's a good point I thought of that.
Speaker 3: I know you've been spending a lot of time talking
Speaker 3: to God, but talk to Satans and see we'll see
Speaker 3: if maybe he makes some good points.
Speaker 11: Do you get a line?
Speaker 3: Do I have a line?
Speaker 11: Yeah?
Speaker 3: He told me not to share that with anyone.
Speaker 11: Damn it.
Speaker 3: Would you say your name was Frank. Frank, what's the
Speaker 3: most awful thing God has told you?
Speaker 11: Probably that Joe Biden needs fetuses for breakfast?
Speaker 3: You know what? That makes sense that would be among
Speaker 3: the most awful. That is pretty awful thing to.
Speaker 11: Do, it is, I believe it.
Speaker 3: Well, Frank, Frank, do you have a good rest of
Speaker 3: the night. Thank you for sharing.
Speaker 11: Thank you.
Speaker 14: All.
Speaker 15: From Ethan.
Speaker 3: Ethan. Hey, Ethan, you sound like your like phone has
Speaker 3: a has like an infectious disease and you're standing six
Speaker 3: feet away from it.
Speaker 12: Wait, really, hold up, I got some of the headphones on.
Speaker 12: Let me let me switch you around.
Speaker 11: Real quick here, gig.
Speaker 10: How uh, it's better.
Speaker 12: It's better, Yes, it is better. That's good. Good, I'm glad.
Speaker 3: You're glad.
Speaker 8: Yeah.
Speaker 3: What's your life like?
Speaker 12: What's my life like?
Speaker 14: Well?
Speaker 12: I just left the one in church in a hospital.
Speaker 12: I left the Mormon church.
Speaker 3: Oh why.
Speaker 12: Well, I grew up in it and I served. You
Speaker 12: ever seen those little missionaries on the little bikes? I
Speaker 12: did one of those?
Speaker 3: How was that?
Speaker 11: It was good?
Speaker 12: Traumatizing?
Speaker 3: It was what was traumatizing.
Speaker 12: Because I learned a lot about myself and that's never fun,
Speaker 12: but but productive. That's why I say it was good,
Speaker 12: but traumatic traumatizing.
Speaker 3: Learning stuff about yourself is very productive.
Speaker 12: Yeah, I don't think i'd use the word traumatizing. I
Speaker 12: think maybe just shocking. I don't know.
Speaker 3: Do you want to share what you what you learned
Speaker 3: about yourself?
Speaker 11: Yes?
Speaker 12: Sure, it's a little uh yeah, basically Okay, this is
Speaker 12: actually really unique I have. Well, I don't know how
Speaker 12: unique it is.
Speaker 3: I don't know.
Speaker 12: Maybe a lot of people have this and just don't
Speaker 12: realize it. I have like o c D, but I
Speaker 12: didn't realize how serious it was, I guess, And I
Speaker 12: have a kind of OCD called scrupulosity. You can like
Speaker 12: actually google it. It's a real thing. It sounds made up,
Speaker 12: I promise it's not.
Speaker 3: Is that related to the term scrupulous?
Speaker 10: Yes?
Speaker 12: And what it means scrupulosity means that you have OCD
Speaker 12: about religious things. I'm not shitting you. So here I
Speaker 12: was serving a mission and this like deep rooted spiritual OCD.
Speaker 12: Was like like, yeah, so so does that does that
Speaker 12: make more sense? Why I answered that way?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm I'm kind of cure. What is could you explain?
Speaker 3: How do you say sc Yeah? You can't people explain that?
Speaker 3: What does that mean exactly.
Speaker 16: Yeah.
Speaker 12: Yeah. So let's say let's say I don't know, I'm
Speaker 12: trying to think of something that relates to everybody. Let's
Speaker 12: say you are taught to pray when you grow up.
Speaker 12: I think a lot of people at some point, not everybody,
Speaker 12: but a lot of people were taught it's good to
Speaker 12: pray to God or whoever. And let's say you were
Speaker 12: taught to pray, and you were taught to pray every night,
Speaker 12: and then one night you were too tired to pray,
Speaker 12: so you just fell asleep. Scrupulosity, if you have it,
Speaker 12: you'd wake up the next morning and feel like like
Speaker 12: you sinned or you did something wrong, or that you're
Speaker 12: gonna be in trouble. When most people might say I
Speaker 12: should have prayed, but like life goes on, someone with
Speaker 12: scrupulossity might get hung up on that, and it can
Speaker 12: really like ruin your day, your week, your month's, your
Speaker 12: year so on and so forth.
Speaker 3: What So that makes it like doubly, I mean, that
Speaker 3: makes it that must have made it extreme hard for
Speaker 3: you to quit.
Speaker 12: Yeah yeah, well actually I don't know. So it was
Speaker 12: really unique because like all my mission, you have to
Speaker 12: live by even strict rules so like most of you
Speaker 12: who Noah Mormon, they live pretty strict lifestyles, I would say,
Speaker 12: but as a missionary, that's like multiplied, like it's way
Speaker 12: more strict. You have a lot tighter rules to follow
Speaker 12: because you're you know, you're the face of a religion.
Speaker 12: That's who people see like out on the streets and whatever,
Speaker 12: and so so it was really tough then it was.
Speaker 12: So it was almost like the more devout I was,
Speaker 12: the harder it was. And then I got home from
Speaker 12: my mission, I kind of learned this about myself. So
Speaker 12: I was at least aware of it before my mission.
Speaker 12: I honestly didn't even know. I struggled to time with
Speaker 12: it because I just never you know, been challenged to
Speaker 12: that level.
Speaker 3: At what point did you find out this term scrupulously?
Speaker 12: When I got home from my mission? Yeah, so, like
Speaker 12: all my mission, and it became pretty evident that I
Speaker 12: had OCD and that things weren't quite cool like clicking
Speaker 12: like they do for everybody else. But I went to
Speaker 12: some counsel when I got home, and that's when like
Speaker 12: definitions were put to what I was feeling, and I
Speaker 12: finally like was able to Yeah, so.
Speaker 3: How did you how do you overcome it to where
Speaker 3: you could quit, because it would because I mean, the
Speaker 3: idea of if the idea of skipping a day is terrifying,
Speaker 3: what the how the hell do you you know, quit together?
Speaker 12: That's a good that's a valid question. So I so
Speaker 12: I went to counsel when I got home, like I said,
Speaker 12: and the counselor basically, if you have OCD, the way
Speaker 12: you treat it is by challenging your c So let's
Speaker 12: say I was afraid of germs. You'd eat without washing
Speaker 12: your hands, and you just do it to the point
Speaker 12: where you become desynthitized. Right, So if you're huge fear
Speaker 12: is yeah, I mean yeah, especially if you have OCD.
Speaker 12: And if you're a huge fear like breaking religious rules,
Speaker 12: but you have to break them in order to like
Speaker 12: conquer your OCD, you just kind of start challenging yourself
Speaker 12: with like smaller things. So like at the time, I
Speaker 12: didn't swear at all until that's where I started, Like
Speaker 12: I would just and there were times I wanted to swear,
Speaker 12: but I just wouldn't because I was taught not to.
Speaker 12: So I would just like occasionally swear, and it was like,
Speaker 12: honestly really relieving because I finally was just like expressing
Speaker 12: how I wanted to express So that was nice. And
Speaker 12: then I think from there I just gradually took smaller
Speaker 12: and smaller steps. I got married pretty quick, like most
Speaker 12: Mormons do. But my wife has actually been a huge
Speaker 12: help because she's really open minded, and so we've had
Speaker 12: a lot of conversations, and I really, to simplify the
Speaker 12: story to it boiled down to me one day, I said,
Speaker 12: what makes my beliefs the only true beliefs? A lot
Speaker 12: of people out there with good beliefs, good people, and
Speaker 12: I was just raised to believe that what I believed
Speaker 12: was the only truth. And I guess one day I
Speaker 12: just it just clicked me that that's just silly to
Speaker 12: assume that I'm one of the only few fortunate ones
Speaker 12: who actually knows the series there. And so I decided
Speaker 12: that I was just gonna try to live differently. And
Speaker 12: it's been really nice and relieving, and I've met some
Speaker 12: amazing people.
Speaker 3: I like that. It must be I mean, I mean,
Speaker 3: holding that idea that you are the only one that
Speaker 3: knows the truth and you have the only real trip
Speaker 3: that must be very isolating.
Speaker 12: It is, in a way, and it's also something that
Speaker 12: I've learned really quickly is it's a big at least
Speaker 12: at least for me.
Speaker 8: I feel like it's.
Speaker 12: You don't have to have a lot of accountability for
Speaker 12: your actions because.
Speaker 3: Because you're fucking right, dude.
Speaker 12: Yeah, A, you're fucking right, and b like if you
Speaker 12: do something that not everybody agrees with, yeah, like it's well,
Speaker 12: the church told me to, I'm supposed to. I'm doing
Speaker 12: the right thing. You just kind of And so I've
Speaker 12: in this. So it's been about a month since I've
Speaker 12: like kind of ventured out. I drank for the first time,
Speaker 12: I smoked weed for the first time, and I feel
Speaker 12: like I've learned two big lessons. One you got to
Speaker 12: be accountable for your own actions and two you got
Speaker 12: to have a strong sense of morals, like regardless of
Speaker 12: what you believe, and you just have to like got
Speaker 12: to choose what you want my life and if you
Speaker 12: want to be a good person or if you want
Speaker 12: to be a shooty person, and then you got to
Speaker 12: hold yourself to it regardless of what any institution wants
Speaker 12: you to do. So it's been really think it's been
Speaker 12: really like positive things.
Speaker 3: I love that, Yeah, I mean it really sounds like
Speaker 3: you broke the chains.
Speaker 12: Yeah, it's it's been nice. I haven't told In fact,
Speaker 12: this audience of however many twitch viewers you got right
Speaker 12: now is is some of the first people to actually
Speaker 12: know about this. My parents don't know. My closest friends
Speaker 12: don't really know, just because I don't know how to
Speaker 12: tell them. So if anyone got advice, shoot it my way,
Speaker 12: because I have no idea.
Speaker 3: What are your closest friends. Are your closest friends also
Speaker 3: in the or in the church?
Speaker 12: Yeah yeah, almost all of them?
Speaker 3: Yeah, interesting, what do you what do you think they
Speaker 3: would how do you think they would respond?
Speaker 12: My best buddy, I talked to him, and I was
Speaker 12: he's one of the few that I actually have. I
Speaker 12: haven't told him, you know, like, oh I get this
Speaker 12: and did this. But I told him I think I'm
Speaker 12: gonna take a step away and kind of like figure
Speaker 12: myself out. And he took it really well, and we
Speaker 12: still talk every day. I mean, we're best buddies. It's
Speaker 12: not like he, you know, like ostracized me or something
Speaker 12: for it. But his gut reaction was well, read the
Speaker 12: Book of Mormon again, like pray again, like you're only
Speaker 12: gonna know if it's true, if you do those things,
Speaker 12: then for me, I just didn't I didn't want to
Speaker 12: drink the Kouid anymore. Like, yeah, if you do that
Speaker 12: stuff every day, you'll probably feel like it's true because
Speaker 12: you're doing it every day, you know. I don't know.
Speaker 12: So I see where he was coming from. But I'm
Speaker 12: just glad that he's still a good friend and he's
Speaker 12: supportive and have it. The parents, they don't know the thing.
Speaker 12: I'm terrified.
Speaker 3: I was asked what that was? My next question? Are
Speaker 3: you are you scared for these people to these things?
Speaker 12: I don't think I'm scared of how they're going to react.
Speaker 12: I think they'll react to find My parents are good
Speaker 12: at listening. But I do think. I guess I'm just
Speaker 12: worried that they'll view me differently, or that they'll think
Speaker 12: I'm just an innately bad person, or that they'll be
Speaker 12: like nervous around me or something because I live a
Speaker 12: different lifestyle than them.
Speaker 8: HM.
Speaker 3: So you're not like, you're not like directly afraid that
Speaker 3: they'll be mad at you were disowning you or something like.
Speaker 12: Uh uh no, I got really yeah, I got really
Speaker 12: fortunate with parents there. They they seem to handle things. Yeah,
Speaker 12: in a pretty good way. I'm just more worried about
Speaker 12: like just kind of a natural division and like, is
Speaker 12: it going to be weird visiting them now? And are
Speaker 12: they going to feel like they can't connect with me
Speaker 12: because I go out out and drink on the weekend
Speaker 12: and they go to church, you know, Like, I don't know,
Speaker 12: is it gonna be I don't know.
Speaker 3: Well, man, look either way, I'm I'm personally I'm out
Speaker 3: of you for for for not drinking the cool ad
Speaker 3: because God, because God, damn it. You get one life,
Speaker 3: You got one go around. Why you know, de live
Speaker 3: it on your own terms, not some fucking you know book.
Speaker 12: I appreciate that, mister gig for sure.
Speaker 3: Man, for sure. Listen, do good luck to you as
Speaker 3: you you know, you know, let everyone know if you
Speaker 3: choose to let everyone know. Man, I'm rooting.
Speaker 12: Yeah, thanks, man, I appreciate it's been it's been a
Speaker 12: journey and and it's uh, you know, I feel like
Speaker 12: my fantasies are a little skewed right now. I don't
Speaker 12: really know, uh kind of figure myself out. So it's exciting.
Speaker 3: I feel like I did I ask you your fantasy yet,
Speaker 3: or did or did we not get there?
Speaker 12: You know, not really, but it kind of covered it.
Speaker 12: I Mean basically what I was, what I was gonna
Speaker 12: ask you about was just I uh, I feel I
Speaker 12: do feel a little weird, just because that's been my
Speaker 12: whole identity for so long. And it's not just that,
Speaker 12: but I've also left a lot of other big parts
Speaker 12: of my life behind recently, and I just feel almost
Speaker 12: like I don't know, like I'm having a quarter life crisis.
Speaker 12: Not in a bad way, like I'm not doing anything irrational,
Speaker 12: but I just kind of don't know who I am
Speaker 12: right now. I'm kind of refiguring it out, and it's
Speaker 12: it's fun and exciting, but it's also like kind of
Speaker 12: fucking stressful.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I understand it's stressful, but I I it's totally
Speaker 3: fun and exciting, right because you know, it's a it's
Speaker 3: a total exciting stage of growth for you, even though
Speaker 3: it's it's scary. You know, it's like, what one thing
Speaker 3: that might help a little bit. Like whenever I get
Speaker 3: nervous for something. If I feel nervous, I always I
Speaker 3: try to think, like, oh, I'm so grateful that I'm nervous,
Speaker 3: because that means that something I mean to care, something
Speaker 3: is exciting enough in my life to make me nervous,
Speaker 3: right because this growth period be stressful, But like you
Speaker 3: wouldn't be stressed at all if you were still I
Speaker 3: guess you would because of the thing. But like right right,
Speaker 3: you got you gotta know, like you'd rather have the
Speaker 3: stress that comes from, you know, discovering who you are
Speaker 3: than you know, the the stress that you had sort
Speaker 3: of living by the book.
Speaker 12: Yeah, no, for sure, for sure. It's a high risk,
Speaker 12: high reward kind of idea. I guess you take more
Speaker 12: risks in your life and find more reward. I guess
Speaker 12: it's been good.
Speaker 3: Awesome, man, what's what's the all?
Speaker 8: Right?
Speaker 3: So you drank, you smoked, he killed a hooker? What's next?
Speaker 12: Oh shit, I don't know, I don't know. I just yeah,
Speaker 12: those are the two big ones I wanted to try.
Speaker 12: I just never you know, I'd heard about my whole life.
Speaker 12: I'd never drink, never smoked, And so I'm just living now,
Speaker 12: just figuring it out, trying to figure out this is
Speaker 12: random side now. And I'm sure if you want to
Speaker 12: get on to someone else, but uh, I also I
Speaker 12: ran track my whole life. I even ran in college
Speaker 12: and I just quit the team to take a good
Speaker 12: job opportunity, which was one of the best sessions I've
Speaker 12: ever made. But because of that, like I just there's
Speaker 12: just been so many, like so many of these like
Speaker 12: you know, I'm done. I'm moving on, which has been
Speaker 12: really deliberating. But again, like just kind of figuring life out.
Speaker 12: So oh the drinking and smoking was a fun start,
Speaker 12: and I think I don't I don't want that to
Speaker 12: like run my life now, but I think I'll just
Speaker 12: kind of try to figure it out, find more fun
Speaker 12: stuff to do, and then some new hobbies and new
Speaker 12: direction of life should be good.
Speaker 8: Fuck.
Speaker 3: Yeah, man, Well, like I said, I'm proud of you
Speaker 3: for going out there and making the making the effort
Speaker 3: to live your own life even if it gets tough.
Speaker 12: Appreciate it. Get you have a good night.
Speaker 3: Thank you man. You take care later.
Speaker 8: All from Kyle.
Speaker 3: Kyle.
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's me.
Speaker 3: Have you ever spoken before, Kyle?
Speaker 10: No, I don't believe. So this was the first time
Speaker 10: I'm watching your streams.
Speaker 3: It's nice. Well, Kyle, it's nice to meet you show.
Speaker 11: Thank you.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's in honor to have you. What's what's up
Speaker 3: with you, dude?
Speaker 8: What do you up to?
Speaker 3: What's uh?
Speaker 17: What do you do?
Speaker 3: What's going on with you right now?
Speaker 17: Oh?
Speaker 10: Not much. I just I just kind of felt a
Speaker 10: little lucky this evening. Yeah, for you to share a
Speaker 10: little story.
Speaker 3: I'd love to hear, Kyle. Can you mute your stream
Speaker 3: for me real quick?
Speaker 11: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Sorry, you don't have to apologize for anything, Kyle.
Speaker 10: There we go.
Speaker 8: Is that better?
Speaker 3: Its perfect? What were you gonna say, Kyle? What are
Speaker 3: we going to tell me?
Speaker 17: Oh?
Speaker 10: So, I'm I'm feeling pretty lucky this evening. It started
Speaker 10: off pretty bad. I think I I've been suspicious of
Speaker 10: my roommate getting with my girlfriend recently, so I kind
Speaker 10: of decided to get back at him a bit. And
Speaker 10: he he hates it when I steal some of some
Speaker 10: of the food. So I just kind of went into
Speaker 10: his room when he wasn't there, and I stole a
Speaker 10: little the few snacks, and I noticed a secret stash
Speaker 10: that he kept mind his dresser, and I found some
Speaker 10: I found some brownies. They tasted a little off. I'm
Speaker 10: kind of feeling a little off because of it, But.
Speaker 11: I don't know.
Speaker 10: I feel like I'm lucky though tonight, because I'm pretty
Speaker 10: sure that God's reatin.
Speaker 11: I'm about to meet him.
Speaker 2: Kyle.
Speaker 3: Look, if God Israel and you meet him, he's going
Speaker 3: to chastise you because you sinned. You broke the trust
Speaker 3: of your neighbor. You have to you have to honor
Speaker 3: and respect that neighbor. Dude, that's that God's one of
Speaker 3: that's like one of God's main rules. And you broke
Speaker 3: that trust and that honor by by sneaking into his
Speaker 3: room and stealing his things.
Speaker 10: We can be an interesting conversation with.
Speaker 3: Him, Kyle. Why why didn't you have you spoken?
Speaker 17: All?
Speaker 3: Right? So you're afraid, you're you're you are you are
Speaker 3: suspicious that he's cheating on he's he's he's hooking up
Speaker 3: with your girlfriend and that she's cheating on you with him. Yeah,
Speaker 3: have you actually spoken to him about this or to
Speaker 3: her about this?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 10: I've talked to him about it, but not like I haven't.
Speaker 10: I haven't confronted them about it.
Speaker 3: Oh, it doesn't have to be a confrontation. What well,
Speaker 3: what what makes you suspicious?
Speaker 10: Just can't really? Just I've been seen her around the
Speaker 10: house recently. She's been kind of in his room a bit.
Speaker 3: So why is she in his room?
Speaker 10: That's that's.
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 8: M hmm.
Speaker 10: Yeah. My roommate James is just.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 12: He's not he's not there.
Speaker 6: Yeah, you're done, all right, I'm okay.
Speaker 3: You high?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 3: What are you high? You said you said that you
Speaker 3: like had a brownie?
Speaker 10: I had a few brownies?
Speaker 3: You had a few. How high are you high right now? Man?
Speaker 10: So, I don't know. I'm feeling pretty good.
Speaker 3: How many how many brownes you eat?
Speaker 17: Kyle?
Speaker 11: Like four?
Speaker 3: You ate four pop brownies?
Speaker 10: They weren't that big?
Speaker 3: Are you alone? Man?
Speaker 14: Uh No?
Speaker 10: I got, I got, I got, I got James in
Speaker 10: the other room.
Speaker 3: You don't sound you doesn't sound all right, Kyle. Are
Speaker 3: you just nervous. It's okay. If you're just nervous. I
Speaker 3: just want to make sure you know dying.
Speaker 10: I'm a touch nervous.
Speaker 3: Okay.
Speaker 10: Well, look, well I think I think I think God's coming.
Speaker 10: I should probably go greeting properly.
Speaker 3: All right, go go tell God. I said hello. Stay safe, Kyle.
Speaker 3: Don't thank you, don't don't don't do even crazy. I
Speaker 3: will thank you, of course. You have a good night, Kyle.
Speaker 10: Thank you you too.
Speaker 3: I'm concerned about Kyle. I'm concerned what God will do.
Speaker 14: To him, Remy the Rat.
Speaker 3: Remy the Rat. All right, we got a Disney theme
Speaker 3: going on tonight.
Speaker 9: Oh my god, what's up, dude? Oh my god. I
Speaker 9: think you know. I don't think I was gonna down.
Speaker 3: Okay, you know what. I didn't think anyone was ever
Speaker 3: gonna call into this stream ever, so I'm equally shocked. Yeah. Well,
Speaker 3: and like when I first started it, well.
Speaker 9: You really went off, dude.
Speaker 3: We'll see, we'll see. Look, let me tell you, what's
Speaker 3: your name.
Speaker 5: My name is not Remy, but I kind.
Speaker 3: Of want to Remy Remy.
Speaker 9: Listen, Yeah, for sure, it's radically by the way.
Speaker 3: Do you Remy. A great affirmation to consistently focus on
Speaker 3: is the impermanence of all things, everything from my Twitch
Speaker 3: stream to my life as a whole. This is a
Speaker 3: permanent Remy. It cannot possibly exist literally forever. I think
Speaker 3: about that every day.
Speaker 9: That's good. If it existed forever, that would be like.
Speaker 3: So boring exactly. It's kind of like when the guy
Speaker 3: It's kind of like when the Funko pop collector collects
Speaker 3: every single funkal pop like that.
Speaker 9: I know what, Dude, like that, and it's kind of scary.
Speaker 9: I don't like, that's scary.
Speaker 10: Hi?
Speaker 3: Every time? Why is it that every time I brought
Speaker 3: up the funko pop analogy, everyone focuses on the funko
Speaker 3: pop aspect of it.
Speaker 9: I don't know, man, Funko puffs are like, I don't know,
Speaker 9: there's something about them.
Speaker 5: They're weird.
Speaker 3: I don't know what's so what's wrong with funko puffs?
Speaker 9: I've never really been a fan of them, to be honest,
Speaker 9: I don't dis like them.
Speaker 17: I just love them, that's all.
Speaker 3: What's your fantasy, Remy?
Speaker 9: Well, I have a lot of fantasies, Like what are
Speaker 9: we talking about?
Speaker 5: Is it sexual?
Speaker 9: Is it romantic? Is it like work based? Like career based?
Speaker 3: You know, Look, I I respect that you have so
Speaker 3: many different fantasies in so many different areas. Is anyone
Speaker 3: in particular that you're most interested in sharing?
Speaker 9: I guess like career wise, I've always wanted to be
Speaker 9: able to I'm an stream major, and I really want
Speaker 9: to go into like the Vatican and get those se
Speaker 9: juicy Catholic secrets.
Speaker 3: I've been to the Vatican.
Speaker 9: Really, how was it?
Speaker 3: It's really boring? Really, yes, really.
Speaker 9: Boring, dude, but like art than.
Speaker 3: Like yeah, but they're all all those guys are dead.
Speaker 9: Yeah, but like a lot of important people are dead,
Speaker 9: that doesn't mean they're not important.
Speaker 3: I don't But is any dead person anymore? Is there
Speaker 3: any dead person that's more important than anyone that's alive?
Speaker 5: I mean you could argue that, Yeah, who's a dead
Speaker 5: person that's more important than well, I guess Jesus.
Speaker 3: Do you think Jesus is more important than.
Speaker 14: Uh?
Speaker 3: Do Jesus is more important than you?
Speaker 10: Oh?
Speaker 8: Shit?
Speaker 9: Uh? Depends on who you ask, really. I mean, if
Speaker 9: you ask me, I would say no. But if you
Speaker 9: ask someone else, maybe yeah.
Speaker 3: Well let me put it like this, and here's my
Speaker 3: here's kind of where I'm coming from with this. Let's
Speaker 3: say that you and Jesus were both hanging off a
Speaker 3: cliff and I only time to save one of you.
Speaker 3: I would save you because Jesus is already dead.
Speaker 10: Okay?
Speaker 3: Does that make you more important than Jesus?
Speaker 10: I guess?
Speaker 3: I mean, well, there you go. How do you feel
Speaker 3: you're more important than Jesus?
Speaker 14: Oh?
Speaker 9: My god, it's a special.
Speaker 3: Now, No, the Vatican, No, it was cool. I don't know.
Speaker 3: I like modern art.
Speaker 9: What kind?
Speaker 3: No, what's the word. I think it's either modern or contemporary. Like, uh,
Speaker 3: I'm saying it's like weird bullshits that was made now.
Speaker 9: Okay, like Banksy type beat?
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, Banksy type beat.
Speaker 9: Okay, thanks, it's pretty cool.
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, Like I'd rather like I like him more
Speaker 3: than like Michelangelo.
Speaker 9: I really like old art, like Caravaggio. I probably butchered that,
Speaker 9: but yeah, I.
Speaker 3: Don't know about Caravaja. I took a class on him.
Speaker 9: Really, I really like this come team with some.
Speaker 3: Dudis because it was boring.
Speaker 9: Oh my godness, Well it's taught in very boring way.
Speaker 9: One of those professors talk about it in an interesting way.
Speaker 3: How how would you make it interesting if you were
Speaker 3: teaching it, Well.
Speaker 9: You have to speak in like gen Z slang if
Speaker 9: he wants them to pay.
Speaker 12: Attention, would you, uh.
Speaker 9: Like in TikTok memes? That's how I would.
Speaker 3: Teach it, Honestly, Can I can I get like an
Speaker 3: example of like how you how you would combine a
Speaker 3: TikTok meme with Caravaggio.
Speaker 9: Fucking Machiavelli was well, sorry I went to Macavelli. I
Speaker 9: really I popped into my head. I was gonna say
Speaker 9: Machiavelli was busting because.
Speaker 3: He was onto some ship he was busting. Yeah, because
Speaker 3: I looked up the word bussy because people would like
Speaker 3: spam it in my chat, and it means boy pussy.
Speaker 8: Really yeah?
Speaker 5: Is that?
Speaker 3: What is Is that what bussin means?
Speaker 9: I thought bussing was like like cool, you know, like
Speaker 9: that shits buss him. You know, maybe I'm wrong?
Speaker 10: Ship?
Speaker 3: Are those two different things?
Speaker 9: I guess maybe I don't know. I'm not that good
Speaker 9: a source for Internet.
Speaker 3: Well, look I'm glad. Look, look, you know what, who
Speaker 3: fuck me? I'm glad that you find it interesting. I'm
Speaker 3: glad someone finds it interesting.
Speaker 9: I mean someone has to. I really just think that
Speaker 9: they teach it the wrong way seriously, because this ship
Speaker 9: is interesting. But it's like they use such fancy words
Speaker 9: that don't need to be used because not everyone likes
Speaker 9: to can read.
Speaker 3: Man, it's the it's the Caravaggio. For me, this doesn't
Speaker 3: even make any sense. What uh so you're gonna go
Speaker 3: teach care of Ozio?
Speaker 18: Oh?
Speaker 9: Fuck no, hell no.
Speaker 3: Well listen. I hope that you eventually do get to
Speaker 3: the Vatican. I hope you take lots of pictures and
Speaker 3: I hope you get more out of it than I did.
Speaker 9: Thank you. I hope I do too.
Speaker 3: Of course, you have a great rest of the night,
Speaker 3: you too. Man. Hello, sir, Hey, how are you? What
Speaker 3: are you up to?
Speaker 6: Not much, man, it's just a gig.
Speaker 3: This Yeah, this is the geck guy. I'm doing all right?
Speaker 3: Have we ever spoken before?
Speaker 13: We have not, Dude, I've been trying to call in got.
Speaker 3: Oh my goodness, it's such a pleasure to speak with you.
Speaker 3: What is your name?
Speaker 6: I'm Jack.
Speaker 3: Jack. I like that name. Well. Actually, when I was
Speaker 3: in fourth grade, I had a kid that bullied me
Speaker 3: whose name is Jack. But he's probably he's probably matured
Speaker 3: a lot since then because that was a long time ago.
Speaker 13: Oh yeah, you gotta give him a chance.
Speaker 6: Man, there's some good Jackson's world.
Speaker 3: Bro. Do you do you feel like do you feel
Speaker 3: like you give people chances a lot? Jack? Do you
Speaker 3: feel like you tend to let people prove themselves to
Speaker 3: you give them enough space.
Speaker 17: To do that.
Speaker 6: I kind of do, man.
Speaker 13: I give people a little too many chances. Sometimes too
Speaker 13: many chances, Too many chances, you say, I think too.
Speaker 6: I think too well with some people, you know.
Speaker 3: You tell me that. Tell me the last person you
Speaker 3: gave a chance to that you feel like you shouldn't
Speaker 3: have given a chance to.
Speaker 6: I don't know this guy.
Speaker 8: This guy my work.
Speaker 13: It's kind of like Andy of mine who works under me.
Speaker 6: You know, he's like a nice kid, but he just
Speaker 6: doesn't give a fuck.
Speaker 3: Hmm. What was he doing that was wrong?
Speaker 6: Just not listening?
Speaker 3: Man?
Speaker 13: Just uh, you know, I don't know if he wasn't
Speaker 13: understand it.
Speaker 3: He just wasn't the You might have been high, hero.
Speaker 6: I worked in construction, so he did.
Speaker 13: He could have been fucking messed out for sure.
Speaker 8: Man.
Speaker 3: Do people really get fucking high and go on to
Speaker 3: like constructions? Is that like a thing? People getting high
Speaker 3: and going on the construction site?
Speaker 6: I mean yeah sometimes.
Speaker 13: I mean I can always guarantee like twenty five pies
Speaker 13: percent of the people out there fucking high.
Speaker 3: Shiit, twenty five percent?
Speaker 18: Dude?
Speaker 13: Are they all just laborers?
Speaker 11: Bro?
Speaker 13: They're just never a paycheck then they're out.
Speaker 3: Yeah right, But you're around all the fucking power tools
Speaker 3: and shit, isn't that aren't you gonna cut off a
Speaker 3: finger or something? Yeah?
Speaker 13: Dude, you got people like me who walk around and
Speaker 13: tell them about to do dumb shit.
Speaker 3: They're like, oh, do you think do you think they
Speaker 3: hate you? Do you think they hate you because you
Speaker 3: tell them what to do? Do you get like a
Speaker 3: sense of animosity from me?
Speaker 13: Oh, because they're out there working and then you know,
Speaker 13: I'm just kind of fucking standing around and then I
Speaker 13: come to like tell them what they're doing is wrong.
Speaker 13: So they definitely have some animosity for me.
Speaker 3: How does that make you feel that, like these people
Speaker 3: hate you?
Speaker 6: I mean, they all hate me, you know, But I
Speaker 6: don't know.
Speaker 13: I don't really take that into consideration too much.
Speaker 10: I do sometimes, but that's part.
Speaker 3: I think that's part of the job of being a
Speaker 3: boss is. And it sounds like you you're good at this.
Speaker 3: It's just not caring about a lot of people hating
Speaker 3: you and talking saying mean things about you to their friends.
Speaker 13: Yeah, I don't. I mean, I don't really give a
Speaker 13: fuck as much about those guys.
Speaker 6: I give a fuck.
Speaker 13: About like the more important like the other because you know,
Speaker 13: I feel like interact with other, you know, companies on
Speaker 13: this job site there.
Speaker 3: Now, do you like, how do you know what? They
Speaker 3: don't hate you?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 13: Dude, Like, I'm sure someone made me.
Speaker 6: I'm one hundsve.
Speaker 3: What's secret?
Speaker 6: You said?
Speaker 3: What gig, what's your secret? Jack?
Speaker 6: What's my secret?
Speaker 3: Dude? Yeah?
Speaker 8: My secret.
Speaker 11: I don't know how far I want to divulge to you, Gig.
Speaker 3: Do you not trust me?
Speaker 6: Do I trust you?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Do you not trust me to hope to take care
Speaker 3: of your secret?
Speaker 10: Well?
Speaker 13: It's not really just a.
Speaker 6: Thousand people, wouldn't it.
Speaker 3: Mm hmm? Man, this is a computer. These are all bots.
Speaker 6: Is there bods that you've been buying your stream?
Speaker 3: I knew Jack enough about me. Tell me your secret,
Speaker 3: tell me my jack, Jack, listen, Jack, listen, listen. I think. Look,
Speaker 3: I respect your respect, your boundaries, or I am not
Speaker 3: here to force you to tell me anything you're not
Speaker 3: comfortable to tell me.
Speaker 6: All right, check, I'm gonna tell you some. I'm gonna
Speaker 6: tell you some weird ass ship yet.
Speaker 3: All right, make it quick. We've been talking for way
Speaker 3: too long.
Speaker 6: Oh fuck.
Speaker 13: So when I was like fifteen, bro right, I had
Speaker 13: this girlfriend and I was trying to you know, I
Speaker 13: was trying.
Speaker 3: To get my dig sone right, Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ.
Speaker 6: I was trying to get my dig So you know,
Speaker 6: I'm little kid.
Speaker 8: Right, Okay.
Speaker 6: If we were sitting there, she's like kind.
Speaker 8: Of like and.
Speaker 13: Then I was like, all right, if I could suck
Speaker 13: my own dick, then you gotta suck my dick.
Speaker 3: That's how wow. Well that point, if you can suck
Speaker 3: your own dick, you don't really need anyone else.
Speaker 6: No, it's not saying it was one and done for me.
Speaker 6: M hmm, what about.
Speaker 3: I'm extremely impressed by your skills, both as a manager
Speaker 3: and as a sucker of your own penis, and I
Speaker 3: wish you're the best of luck moving forward in your life.
Speaker 6: YouTube man, do you look like a turtle. I'll talk
Speaker 6: to you like you.
Speaker 3: Good night.
Speaker 14: All from Robin.
Speaker 3: Robin.
Speaker 14: Yes, Oh my god, Hi, how are you Robin? I
Speaker 14: always thought I wouldn't. I wouldn't be the guy who says,
Speaker 14: oh my god. And I'm so happy for finally getting
Speaker 14: through that. I'm really happy I finally got through.
Speaker 10: Hi.
Speaker 3: I'm a would you say your name was Robin? Robin?
Speaker 3: Do you have your stream on the background? Could you
Speaker 3: could you turn that off for me? H?
Speaker 14: Yeah? I did?
Speaker 3: Okay? How you how you doing?
Speaker 8: Dude?
Speaker 10: You know how it is?
Speaker 3: How is it well? I guess yeah? Are you h where? Where? Uh? God?
Speaker 3: I suck it? Uh? Do you have any secrets? Robin.
Speaker 14: Uh, I kind of do. I kind of do. It
Speaker 14: depends on Actually, first, I have a question. Have you
Speaker 14: ever talked h to someone uh who's like from another country,
Speaker 14: maybe a Latin country, or whose first language was in English?
Speaker 3: Like in my life? Have I ever talked to someone
Speaker 3: whose first.
Speaker 14: Languages I mean on the on the show? You know?
Speaker 3: Actually we it's interesting, I don't. I really want to
Speaker 3: make it so that we can. I would love to.
Speaker 3: I really want to make it so we can talk
Speaker 3: to more people outside of the US, But my fucking
Speaker 3: call in system is like I gotta, I gotta upgrade
Speaker 3: it for that. Why is your first language not English?
Speaker 14: Yeah? Absolutely, it's very much not English. Actually, I'm surprised
Speaker 14: right now I'm being this chill about talking in English
Speaker 14: because usually when I have to talk in English, I
Speaker 14: like started like an asho and stuff. But yeah, thank you.
Speaker 14: I'm Brazilian. I'm calling from Brazil right now. Yes, I've
Speaker 14: never left Brazil. I had to down. I'm sorry.
Speaker 3: You said you have to download something.
Speaker 14: Yeah, I had to download an app that allowed me
Speaker 14: to watch ads for credits. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're not gonna like cut off. You're not gonna
Speaker 3: like cut off suddenly because you're out of credits.
Speaker 12: Are you poor?
Speaker 14: Probably not? Let me check, No, I have plenty. Yeah.
Speaker 14: We shouldn't have to worry about.
Speaker 15: That, all right.
Speaker 3: If we need you to look at a picture of
Speaker 3: a Snicker's bar or something, I'm prepared to do that.
Speaker 9: Yeah.
Speaker 17: Right.
Speaker 3: So you've never been to uh? You never? You've never
Speaker 3: left Brazil?
Speaker 14: Ye?
Speaker 8: Have you?
Speaker 3: Have you been to other places around South America? You've
Speaker 3: never left Brazil.
Speaker 14: I've actually I live in the extreme south of Brazil
Speaker 14: and it's like a three hour drive from Uruguay. Uh
Speaker 14: And I've been there like a couple of times. But
Speaker 14: that's it. I don't even consider that to be out
Speaker 14: of Brazil proper, because it's like it's like a shopping
Speaker 14: hub in there in Uruguay because of like currency, shit,
Speaker 14: it's a lot cheaper, Like important products are a lot
Speaker 14: cheaper in Uruguay, and so in the town and the border,
Speaker 14: it's basically designated for Brazilians to go and buy shit.
Speaker 14: Uh And I've been there a couple of times, but
Speaker 14: that's that's that's it.
Speaker 3: Do you have the desire to go outside of Brazil?
Speaker 14: Absolutely? I don't see myself making a future for myself
Speaker 14: in here.
Speaker 3: Where do you want to make your future?
Speaker 11: Uh?
Speaker 14: That's right now. I met someone online who lives in
Speaker 14: the US. Uh and uh we hit it off, like
Speaker 14: the connection reform instantly was like nothing I had ever
Speaker 14: experienced before. And we've been talking for almost a year now.
Speaker 14: And because because I don't really have a specific preference,
Speaker 14: I just want to be out of Brazil, you know,
Speaker 14: I guess the US or maybe Canada. Probably Canada would
Speaker 14: be a nice choice.
Speaker 3: Is that where this guy lives in Canada or no,
Speaker 3: said he lives in the US.
Speaker 14: Yeah, but he also doesn't like living in the US.
Speaker 14: And to be honest, I can't imagine like having to
Speaker 14: like not oh man, but the English. I can't imagine like,
Speaker 14: for example, having a throad ache and having to endure
Speaker 14: it for two months instead of going to the doctor,
Speaker 14: for example, you know, for that and other reasons. Yeah,
Speaker 14: and for the health scare system, and also because of
Speaker 14: the xenophobia. You know, I would I think I would
Speaker 14: rather go to Canada than the US. But I guess also.
Speaker 3: Know what we're saying. I was I heard I'm disappointed
Speaker 3: that you you're you're make you're like scared to come
Speaker 3: to the U s H. Yeah, I get it, But
Speaker 3: what were you saying?
Speaker 14: I don't know. We were we were talking about, like
Speaker 14: where do I plan to go? Because because planning.
Speaker 3: On going with this guy that you like, you and
Speaker 3: this guy you met, you're planning on moving with him too,
Speaker 3: or you you'd like to move with him to Canada?
Speaker 5: Uh?
Speaker 14: Yeah that that that would be in the future. I
Speaker 14: will definitely go visit uh in uh while he's he
Speaker 14: is still in the US. See how things go?
Speaker 10: Mm hm.
Speaker 3: Where where did you meet on like a dating app
Speaker 3: or something?
Speaker 14: It was on Twitch? Actually there was. He was Yeah,
Speaker 14: he was streaming an underground game and like right from
Speaker 14: the title, I I I could see that he had
Speaker 14: We had the same sense of humor and stuff. Uh
Speaker 14: and uh yeah, I was just I went to every
Speaker 14: stream of his and like commented, uh like in like
Speaker 14: every stream and uh eventually we added each other in
Speaker 14: the scord and we talked pretty much every day since.
Speaker 3: Interesting that's called are you a streamer as well or
Speaker 3: just a chatter?
Speaker 14: Not yet? And oh man, this call is getting along.
Speaker 14: But that's also another thing that I wanted to talk
Speaker 14: about because uh, I do a bit of digital and
Speaker 14: uh I think I would really like to have a
Speaker 14: show like Therapy Eco, like to have a stream where
Speaker 14: I just talk to people, you know, you like strangers
Speaker 14: call you and tell you like their deepest secrets and
Speaker 14: that kind of stuff. And people really fascinate me. And
Speaker 14: every time I come to the stream, I just think,
Speaker 14: like I want what this guy has. I think I
Speaker 14: would have so much fun if I had a stream
Speaker 14: like this.
Speaker 3: You should do it. You should start streaming on Twitch
Speaker 3: or Reddit or something like that. Maybe you could find
Speaker 3: a way to like take it would be cool. You
Speaker 3: know something that you could do that is like, you know,
Speaker 3: you could take calls from people in other Spanish speaking
Speaker 3: countries as well.
Speaker 14: Yeah, that's actually a misconception. I don't speak Spanish.
Speaker 3: In British speak Portuguese Portuguese, right, yeah, right, I'm dumb.
Speaker 14: Yes, I would really like that. Do you have any
Speaker 14: advice for people to get started?
Speaker 3: And that's gonna be yeah, yeah, I would suggest. I've
Speaker 3: seen a lot of people they have trouble like starting
Speaker 3: call in shows from scratch, because like calling shows like
Speaker 3: you need you need viewers to be able to do it.
Speaker 3: So I would I would start by stream. Do you
Speaker 3: know what Reddit public access network is do you know
Speaker 3: what Reddit is?
Speaker 14: I'm not. I don't go on Reddit much.
Speaker 3: Okay, I Reddit has a streaming service because the problem
Speaker 3: with Twitch is like Twitch has no discoverability. I'm getting
Speaker 3: the inside baseball here, but like Twitch has no discoverability.
Speaker 3: So like, if you start streaming, it's like there's no
Speaker 3: way to get people to find you. So you have
Speaker 3: to either stream. I think you have to either make
Speaker 3: tiktoks or stream on Reddit, so while you're also streaming
Speaker 3: on Twitch. So I guess my advice to you from
Speaker 3: a logistical how to grow a stream sense is to
Speaker 3: make content for other platforms to drive to Twitch. It's
Speaker 3: helpful at all.
Speaker 14: Yeah, that makes sense. That would be a little bit
Speaker 14: of a barrier, I think because I'm like extremely introverted,
Speaker 14: so I don't do stuff like TikTok much, but I'll
Speaker 14: look into it. Thanks for the advice, for sure.
Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you for caling. What did you say?
Speaker 14: Your name was Robin?
Speaker 3: Robin, Well, Robin, good good luck to you. Come come
Speaker 3: back and put the look. If you got any links
Speaker 3: standing your stuff, put it in the chat. We want
Speaker 3: to check you out.
Speaker 14: Absolutely. If I started channel, I'll let you know in
Speaker 14: the discord.
Speaker 3: Awesome. Thank you so much, Robin. You have a good
Speaker 3: rest of the night.
Speaker 14: Thanks Fork for attacking. Of course, take care.
Speaker 12: Cos from Graham.
Speaker 3: Gram Gram Gram.
Speaker 17: Gram Brander, say that more time, Graham Brander. It's a Scottish.
Speaker 3: Accent, Graham. How are you, Graham Graham.
Speaker 17: You know I'm doing all right. You know when I
Speaker 17: heard your stream at night about secrets, got a real
Speaker 17: good secret to tell you.
Speaker 6: Let me take you back.
Speaker 17: About about two years. You know, I was hanging out
Speaker 17: with my family. He was pretty drunk off of whiskey,
Speaker 17: and I just soaked to myself. You know, I really
Speaker 17: would like to operate some heavy machinery right now. So
Speaker 17: I went out into my back porch and I got
Speaker 17: on my John Deere tractor, and you know, I just
Speaker 17: started knowing the loan. You know, it's a real sexual experience.
Speaker 17: I had my share off, you know, I was waiting.
Speaker 17: It was just a real thrill. And you know, I
Speaker 17: wheeled around, pulled through the gate to the front yard
Speaker 17: and you know, I'm moving a lawn and all of
Speaker 17: a sudden, I see like a police sirens behind the end,
Speaker 17: and I got a driving under the influence on my tractor,
Speaker 17: and you know, most people would say you've hit rock
Speaker 17: bottom gram And you know, I think I did hate
Speaker 17: rock Bottom, but you know I can't say I did.
Speaker 17: You know, imagine like a metaphorical check camera hammering down
Speaker 17: lower than rock Bottom. Because ever since, all I want
Speaker 17: to do is I just want to get drunk. I've
Speaker 17: rented out excavators, trenchers on two four cliffs. I've got
Speaker 17: a back hull loader bulldozer. I just want to get drunk,
Speaker 17: and I just want to operate heavy machinery. It's tore
Speaker 17: my life apart. My wife divorced me, I don't see
Speaker 17: my kids much anymore, and I just want more heavy machinery.
Speaker 3: You know, this is sort of I feel like the
Speaker 3: making is of a small busines this right, because what
Speaker 3: if you could find a way to like sort of
Speaker 3: like a Disney Land for people like you. You bought a
Speaker 3: plot of land and just like you created some kind
Speaker 3: of space where people could get drunk and operate heavy
Speaker 3: machinery like safely, right instead of out in the world
Speaker 3: where they you know, can kill people.
Speaker 17: You know, that's a great that's a great idea, you know,
Speaker 17: because you know, you see the commercials for the drugs.
Speaker 17: You know, it's always a bunch of happy families, happy people.
Speaker 17: And then you know you've got the voice saying, you know,
Speaker 17: make those side effects. Don't operate heavy machinery. But you
Speaker 17: know when you tell someone don't operate heavy machinery, you
Speaker 17: know the fairst thing.
Speaker 3: They want to operate heavy machinery.
Speaker 17: I want to exactly you know if I mean about
Speaker 17: seventy five dos and dollars and rent excavators, greater dump trucks,
Speaker 17: you know, back those power shovels, get the drag line, excavators,
Speaker 17: pavers gets here, you know, anything that can get my
Speaker 17: hands on. You know, I just get drunk.
Speaker 3: Where did you? Where did you get seventy five thousand dollars?
Speaker 3: Who do you? How much debt are you in because
Speaker 3: of this?
Speaker 17: I don't have syn decided. That's the thing there. If
Speaker 17: you get go, I don't. I take it out from
Speaker 17: the bank. I walk in there, tell them I need
Speaker 17: a small business loan. Tell them I've got a great idea.
Speaker 17: You know, what do you what do you tell?
Speaker 3: What do you tell them when you apply for the loan?
Speaker 3: Because if you told them, hey, I need seventy five
Speaker 3: thousand dollars to get a fucking forklift so I can
Speaker 3: drink and drive it. They're you gonna tell you now, it's.
Speaker 17: Not you know, a moskeivous man. You know, always got
Speaker 17: my way.
Speaker 3: But what's the lie? What's the lie that you tell
Speaker 3: them when you're applying, when you're taking out the lan.
Speaker 17: You know, it's a different thing. Sometimes I tell them
Speaker 17: I need to buy my dog some hardware me, you know,
Speaker 17: but a lot of it, you know, the bank.
Speaker 3: The dogs.
Speaker 17: You know, it's it's a it's an addiction at this point.
Speaker 17: You know, I can't you know, I get drunk and
Speaker 17: I just have to feel the powers behind the circlists.
Speaker 17: I have to excavate, you know. Mainly now I'm going
Speaker 17: off of private investors, you know, reach out. I've got
Speaker 17: a fake linked improved you know, on beach tonight.
Speaker 11: Hey.
Speaker 17: You know, I've got a couple of days together for
Speaker 17: this great investment idea, you know, social media platform, anything
Speaker 17: like I can come up with. You know, I mean,
Speaker 17: I'm drunk half the time you get go. You've got
Speaker 17: you've got to remember that.
Speaker 3: Drug you right now, Graham, I would.
Speaker 17: See him about a six out of ten. Uh, But
Speaker 17: you know, six to me might be a ten to you.
Speaker 17: I'm probably not gonna remember this conversation in the more.
Speaker 17: You know.
Speaker 3: Look, here's what you I think you need to do.
Speaker 3: First of all, you got to look, you got to
Speaker 3: check yourself in somewhere, right, You got to fix yourself,
Speaker 3: because you can't help others until you help yourself, Graham. Right,
Speaker 3: So this idea of hey, let's go make a disney
Speaker 3: Land for people who like to get drunk and operat
Speaker 3: heaving machinery, you're not gonna be able to execute on
Speaker 3: it until you're not gonna be able to like you
Speaker 3: know that idea. I think it's gonna help a lot
Speaker 3: of people because they're dealing with the similar thing that
Speaker 3: you're dealing with. But you're not gonna be able to
Speaker 3: execute on this idea until you help yourself, Graham. So
Speaker 3: that's why I need you to do for me. I
Speaker 3: need you to focus on helping yourself and and and
Speaker 3: by the way, Graham, God damn it. If you're not
Speaker 3: gonna do it for yourself, do it for the other
Speaker 3: people out there like you, who you don't want to see.
Speaker 3: So come to the same fate, because you need to
Speaker 3: be healthy and sober and well, so you can go
Speaker 3: out and you can help other those other people with
Speaker 3: your grand business idea that I've given you.
Speaker 17: That is through now kick would now be a bad time.
Speaker 17: I've got discrete investment I've been thinking of.
Speaker 8: Are you interested, Graham?
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, you have a good rest of that. I'll
Speaker 3: talk to you soon.
Speaker 17: But do you have a good note?
Speaker 6: Thank you.
Speaker 3: All from PERCESSA princess.
Speaker 16: Perthose pursose Yeah, it's like Joseph, but instead of a Joe,
Speaker 16: it's a per.
Speaker 3: Oh Percest like Persephone.
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 3: What Persephone is the god of something? Right?
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 16: Technically I think the goddess of the underworld. It's like
Speaker 16: the masculine form of it or something.
Speaker 3: Interesting. Do you do you feel connected to that title
Speaker 3: of the of the god of the underworld?
Speaker 14: Uh?
Speaker 16: Like kind of. I so I'm actually like a trans man,
Speaker 16: and I chose the name Percy kind of because I
Speaker 16: was pressured to do so, and then I chose Persef
Speaker 16: after I chose the name Percy.
Speaker 3: How were you how were you pressured into choosing Percy?
Speaker 11: Uh?
Speaker 16: My parents aren't really like chill. I mean they're chill,
Speaker 16: but it was definitely a situation where they were like,
Speaker 16: just pick a name already. We don't want to have
Speaker 16: to learn several names, if that makes sense.
Speaker 3: Sure do you like Do you like Persef? I think
Speaker 3: it's a pretty cool name.
Speaker 16: I think it's cool, but it's definitely like a weird
Speaker 16: out there name, if that makes sense.
Speaker 3: I like the way you you explained it well, Joseph
Speaker 3: with a pen when you when you put it like that,
Speaker 3: it's pretty it works.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I like it a lot.
Speaker 3: Actually, what's your fat process?
Speaker 16: Oh god? My fantasy is I imagine myself living in
Speaker 16: like a village, like a small village where I get
Speaker 16: to like just be in nature. And I'm married, but
Speaker 16: my husband only comes home for like one week out
Speaker 16: of the month, so I'm mostly just by myself.
Speaker 3: You're trying to like do animal crossing in real life.
Speaker 16: I don't know what animal crossing is. I know it's
Speaker 16: a video animal.
Speaker 3: You don't know what animal crossing is?
Speaker 16: No, I think I'm I'm not very much like a
Speaker 16: video game person.
Speaker 3: I was thinking of animal crossing and star or do
Speaker 3: valley and ship?
Speaker 16: Yeah, I don't know what.
Speaker 3: I don't know what that is either. Uh No, what
Speaker 3: what would you so you would live in a village,
Speaker 3: would you like make your own food and ship?
Speaker 16: Oh no, I'm not. I'm not. I'm very much like
Speaker 16: the village fantasy is mostly just me wanting to be
Speaker 16: by myself, not necessarily wanting to be like one independent.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm curious about the idea that you want a
Speaker 3: husband but you only want to see him once a month.
Speaker 16: Yeah, a lot of my friends are really confused about
Speaker 16: that too, But it's like.
Speaker 3: Cut, it makes sense. I get it. You look, you
Speaker 3: got all you gotta do is find the guy who
Speaker 3: wants the same thing, and then you guys are golden.
Speaker 12: Yeah.
Speaker 16: I guess I just kind of like feel like there's
Speaker 16: not really a person. I realize that logically, there is
Speaker 16: a guy out there that doesn't want to be with
Speaker 16: me one hundred percent of the time, but it just
Speaker 16: feels like with all my friends and their relationships, they're
Speaker 16: just together all the time that it just wear that someone.
Speaker 13: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Well yeah, but you know, I'm sorry, what are we
Speaker 3: gonna say? I want to hear? I want to let
Speaker 3: you finish.
Speaker 10: Oh sorry.
Speaker 16: Now, it's just this weird thing where it's like I
Speaker 16: like to be by myself, but I still enjoy people,
Speaker 16: and I still enjoy like romantic relationships. But most of
Speaker 16: my friends it's like when they get in a relationship,
Speaker 16: they're with their significant other like all the time, And
Speaker 16: I just I don't think I could do that.
Speaker 3: Oh dude, well yeah, you know, uh well, you never
Speaker 3: want to like set the basis of what you're looking
Speaker 3: for in a relationship or like or even just your
Speaker 3: expectations of what a relationship should be to you based
Speaker 3: off of like what other people are doing, you know,
Speaker 3: like like whether or not. It's like like the idea
Speaker 3: of it being weird to only want to see your
Speaker 3: husband once a month is just you trying to, like
Speaker 3: someone trying to put a label on what you desire
Speaker 3: in a relationship. If that made any sense.
Speaker 16: No, It's that made like a lot of sense.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, I mean I honestly, I kind of
Speaker 3: have a similar thing. I look at my friends in
Speaker 3: relationships and they're always like they're like always like texting
Speaker 3: their significant other and they're like very attached, And I'm
Speaker 3: like that sounds kind of terrible for me personally.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I don't know. It's just this thing where it's
Speaker 16: like I just I really like myself and I really
Speaker 16: like being by myself and I do enjoy other people,
Speaker 16: but I get drained really really evil.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm actually pretty similar, man, Like, uh hm, shit,
Speaker 3: I was gonna say something I totally forgot. I like
Speaker 3: that though, because a lot of people haven't kind of
Speaker 3: flipped like I like, I would like, I think what
Speaker 3: you've got going on is healthier than what I do
Speaker 3: see and a lot of people that are like, it's
Speaker 3: better to be I like, you know, I mean, I
Speaker 3: think it's better to be you know, love yourself and
Speaker 3: be really comfortable being alone than like the opposite, right,
Speaker 3: I feel like a lot. Yeah, I know, I mean
Speaker 3: I I really feel that because uh it's a skill
Speaker 3: that I feel like a lot of people would benefit
Speaker 3: from having, is just the ability to be alone. And
Speaker 3: then like and then the you know, the fucking social
Speaker 3: pressure comes in. You see all your friends having relationships,
Speaker 3: and you're like, is this what I should be doing?
Speaker 3: But there is nothing you should be doing.
Speaker 16: I really appreciate you saying that for sure.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I get it.
Speaker 8: Man.
Speaker 3: I'm kind of a similar the way. When I think
Speaker 3: about it.
Speaker 16: It's funny because I'm actually in like real therapy, and
Speaker 16: my therapist says the exact same thing of.
Speaker 3: Like, really, yeah, what does your therapist say?
Speaker 16: He tells me that it's like, I think that my
Speaker 16: fantasy is weird because it's not often like portrayed like media.
Speaker 16: It's often never liked that or like with my friends,
Speaker 16: it's never like that. Yes, but it's perfectly normal to
Speaker 16: be an independent person who wants a relationship where their
Speaker 16: relationship isn't their number one priority in life.
Speaker 3: Yes, I fully agree with you.
Speaker 16: So it's just it's kind of nice hearing someone say
Speaker 16: that who isn't also a professional, if that makes sense.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, this is actually kind of like a think
Speaker 3: about a lot. I mean I think I think that,
Speaker 3: Like I think that makes a lot of people kind
Speaker 3: of depressed and said like I see it, like I
Speaker 3: I even see it, like doing this stream and like
Speaker 3: looking at my TikTok comments and just so many people
Speaker 3: being like I, you know, problems with like you know,
Speaker 3: they're lonely or something, and it's like, take a second
Speaker 3: to consider you might just you might like being alone
Speaker 3: and something wrong with that, just because the idea of
Speaker 3: being in a relationship is so crazyly, like you were,
Speaker 3: like you were talking about, you know, your friends in
Speaker 3: the media and everything. Yeah, I fully endorse what your
Speaker 3: actual therapist said.
Speaker 8: Awesome.
Speaker 6: Okay, so.
Speaker 3: Yeah, check out and you don't know you actually you
Speaker 3: don't have to google what animal crossing is. It's not
Speaker 3: necessary for you to live.
Speaker 16: I will look it up for you.
Speaker 3: No, you don't have to. Won't do anything for me either.
Speaker 3: But anyway, but you per person, perces well, percif is
Speaker 3: a pleasure talking with you. Man. I hope you I
Speaker 3: hope you enjoy the rest of your life.
Speaker 16: Thank you so much. It was a pleasure talking to
Speaker 16: you too. This is my first dream.
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, baby, hope to see you on the.
Speaker 16: Next definitely for sure.
Speaker 12: Have a good night.
Speaker 3: Talk to you soon.
Speaker 11: Bye. Hey.
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Speaker 3: Baby awesome, Patrick, Hey, is this the Krusty krab.
Speaker 19: No?
Speaker 8: I mean it could be.
Speaker 3: Damn it. Man, you were really close to saying the thing.
Speaker 8: I know, but I've been getting that since I was
Speaker 8: like a.
Speaker 3: Child, So it's you know what, I'm sorry because I
Speaker 3: get the same thing with the gecko, with the guy
Speaker 3: Coe bullshit, and so I know how it feels, and
Speaker 3: I just made i'd send it a little silly just now.
Speaker 3: I'm sorry for that. That was a bad way to
Speaker 3: me to start this call.
Speaker 8: But can you think of a famous character named Lyle.
Speaker 3: Lyle the Crocodile, And what's that Lyle the friendly Viking
Speaker 3: from the Christian animated series Vegetails.
Speaker 8: See, I feel like you know this stuff more because
Speaker 8: your name's Lyle.
Speaker 3: You know what You're probably right.
Speaker 8: Huh, yeah, it's interesting. But uh I was I was
Speaker 8: told to call about a secret.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a secret.
Speaker 8: I mean it's pretty tame, but it's kind of weird too. So.
Speaker 8: But like, I like to pee in the shower, and
Speaker 8: I know you're gonna be like everyone peees in the shower,
Speaker 8: but I always only pee in the shower.
Speaker 3: Okay, just a medical thing.
Speaker 8: No, it's just more fun. It's like a urinal but
Speaker 8: at your house.
Speaker 3: M And what do you find so fun about.
Speaker 8: It that I don't have to aim?
Speaker 14: Mhmm.
Speaker 3: You like the fact that it's like the bathtub part
Speaker 3: is a lot like a bowl, but it's bigger.
Speaker 11: Yeah.
Speaker 8: And just like like I don't know if you wake
Speaker 8: up to go to the bathroom in the middle of
Speaker 8: the night, but like two am, trying to pee into
Speaker 8: a small bowl when there's a big bowl right next
Speaker 8: to you, Like it doesn't make sense.
Speaker 3: Have you do you have trouble aiming?
Speaker 7: Uh?
Speaker 8: I don't even know. It's been so long since I've
Speaker 8: peed on a toilet.
Speaker 3: What do you do if you're like out in public
Speaker 3: and you need to use a public restroom? You use
Speaker 3: if there's a shower.
Speaker 8: No, I mean I'll pee like in a restaurant. But
Speaker 8: like if I'm at like a friend's house or my parents' house,
Speaker 8: I pee in their tub. That's kind of like the
Speaker 8: secret part about it. Like I could never tell anyone
Speaker 8: that I do that.
Speaker 3: Do you pee in their tub? Do you at least
Speaker 3: like turn the water on before you do it?
Speaker 14: Oh?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I totally rinse and I I flush the toilet too,
Speaker 8: Like so they you know, if they like know what
Speaker 8: the sound of their toilet sounds like, it's like, oh yeah,
Speaker 8: he's normal. He flushed the toilet.
Speaker 3: M And is this like something that you do as
Speaker 3: an adult as well?
Speaker 8: Yeah, I mean I didn't. I didn't start doing it
Speaker 8: until I was an adult. Like I think I just
Speaker 8: matured enough that I was like, why don't I do this?
Speaker 3: This is sort of a so you look at this as,
Speaker 3: you know, a sign that you're maturing.
Speaker 8: Like a sign like I'm getting smarter.
Speaker 3: M Right, you're sort of cheating the system a little bit,
Speaker 3: You're being more efficient.
Speaker 8: You think, yeah, yeah, it's like like it's like I
Speaker 8: don't I don't get like pleasure, Like I'm not like
Speaker 8: some sicko, Like it's just more convenient.
Speaker 3: You know, you also are saving a lot of water.
Speaker 8: I think so too. Like I kind of thought about
Speaker 8: this one time when I was peeing in the tub
Speaker 8: and I was like, I just have to turn the
Speaker 8: tub on for like a split second and it washes
Speaker 8: it all away. But like the average toilet uses like
Speaker 8: a gallon water. M I guess you could say this, yeah,
Speaker 8: like I'm kind of saving the environment, but like I
Speaker 8: guess more people would need to do it. But then
Speaker 8: I don't know, maybe, like I wouldn't be so weird.
Speaker 8: I don't even know if it is weird. I think
Speaker 8: it's just like like I wouldn't bring this up in
Speaker 8: like a work meeting, but like maybe I should be
Speaker 8: more confident in talking about it to other people.
Speaker 3: Mmm. Right, you could help a lot of people by
Speaker 3: spreading the word.
Speaker 8: Yeah, maybe I could be like a pioneer like Jesus
Speaker 8: of the pen and beathtubs.
Speaker 3: Hmmm, I like that for you. Hm. I'm trying to
Speaker 3: think of a suit, like do you all right? Let's
Speaker 3: say you're out at the cheesecake factory and you have
Speaker 3: to use the bathtub. You have to use you have
Speaker 3: to use.
Speaker 8: The Uh you're already thinking, you're like, I want to
Speaker 8: use the bathtub.
Speaker 3: Now you're you know, you know now that I think
Speaker 3: about it, right, it worked. It flows into the vernacular
Speaker 3: very well, like I have to use the toilet, I
Speaker 3: have to use the bathtub. You gotta use the bathtub,
Speaker 3: all right?
Speaker 8: Yeah, so yeah, so I met a cheesecake factory, right, go.
Speaker 3: Ahead, all right, but do you poop in the bathtub?
Speaker 8: No? No, I mean, come on, that's disgusting.
Speaker 3: You don't poop in there?
Speaker 8: No? Never? Well, I mean like maybe when I was
Speaker 8: like an infant, like you poop in like the bathtub
Speaker 8: on accident. So like I guess like since the age
Speaker 8: of four, I haven't pooped in the tub.
Speaker 3: You ever wanted to?
Speaker 15: No?
Speaker 8: Because then like h like if it if it gets stuck,
Speaker 8: like then you're like, then you're actually fucked?
Speaker 3: Have you unlearned? Well? I remember what I wanted to
Speaker 3: ask before before we hang up, is like, all right,
Speaker 3: let's say go to the cheese fake factory and you
Speaker 3: have to peeve and there's no bathtub. Have you and
Speaker 3: then you have to use the urinal. Have you unlearned
Speaker 3: how to use a urinal?
Speaker 15: Do you?
Speaker 3: Like do you freak out?
Speaker 12: Hmmm?
Speaker 8: No, I think I think I would use the Like
Speaker 8: if I was faced with a urinal versus going into
Speaker 8: a toilet receptacle area, I would choose the urinal because
Speaker 8: it's like kind of like a bathtub in the way
Speaker 8: that it flushes, you know, like the water just kind
Speaker 8: of flows down easily and like disappears. And like I'm
Speaker 8: not against the toilet, like I, you know, I have
Speaker 8: to poop, like I use that, but like you know,
Speaker 8: obviously I'm single, Like I'm not pissing in the bathtub
Speaker 8: because I have a girlfriend or something like that. Like
Speaker 8: I'm single. But like I you know, I don't have
Speaker 8: to like lift the seat up or anything. Like there's
Speaker 8: time savings in both aspects of it. I don't have
Speaker 8: to lift the seat up when I go to go poop,
Speaker 8: but I don't have to put the seat down. I
Speaker 8: don't have to put the seat up, Like it's just easy.
Speaker 8: And you know, my toilet and like my bathtub are
Speaker 8: like you know, a foot away from each other. So
Speaker 8: I don't know, just like one night I was like,
Speaker 8: why risk pissing all over the back of my toilet
Speaker 8: and I have to clean it up. It's two in
Speaker 8: the morning. I'm tired as hell. I only woke up
Speaker 8: because I had to pee like a racehorse, and now
Speaker 8: I just do it all the time.
Speaker 3: Would you here your nameless Patrick? Well, Patrick, I couldn't
Speaker 3: be happy to have given you a platform for this movement.
Speaker 8: Nice. I mean, I hope that there's people in chat
Speaker 8: who are like, I need to go pee and I'm
Speaker 8: just going to try this out. You never know you
Speaker 8: might like it.
Speaker 3: I love you, Patrick, Thank you so much for sharing.
Speaker 8: I love you too, Lyle. Thanks all man, have a
Speaker 8: good night you too.
Speaker 14: All From potato salad?
Speaker 3: Potato salad?
Speaker 8: Is that you? Yep?
Speaker 3: How old are you? Potato salad? How old are you?
Speaker 3: Potato salad?
Speaker 10: I'm twenty one?
Speaker 3: Do you like it? What potatoes being? Being twenty one? Hell?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 3: Why?
Speaker 11: Because?
Speaker 10: All right, I'm smoker, so that's good.
Speaker 17: I'm a drinker.
Speaker 11: That's good.
Speaker 10: But other than that, it just sucks.
Speaker 3: Why is drinking and drinking smoke is not good?
Speaker 10: Oh, it's it's all right, but like I don't no,
Speaker 10: it's not as fun as when you're like twenty and
Speaker 10: you can't do it.
Speaker 3: That's fair. What do you what age? How old do
Speaker 3: you wish you were?
Speaker 10: God, I don't know. I'd say sixteen is a solid
Speaker 10: edge because think about it, right, you ain't got no bills,
Speaker 10: you ain't got to pay anything. You just got to
Speaker 10: go to school, which isn't hard. And then you know
Speaker 10: your work a part time job because yourself so you
Speaker 10: want you know.
Speaker 3: It's not school. But high school sucks. Being sixteen sucks.
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna say it sucks, but like, like, I
Speaker 3: wake up every day so goddamn thankful that I don't
Speaker 3: have to go to school. School sucks, ass.
Speaker 17: I don't know.
Speaker 10: I work out a restaurant, so, like, you know, going
Speaker 10: there to the grind every day. I wouldn't much rather
Speaker 10: go to school and just listen to a teacher bitch
Speaker 10: all day long.
Speaker 3: Now, do you have any ad? Do you want to
Speaker 3: do anything besides work at a restaurant? Do you have
Speaker 3: further aspirations of anything else you want to do?
Speaker 10: I like the paint. I think of myself as a stoner.
Speaker 10: Abstract expressions cool. I like that, like Jack and Pollock
Speaker 10: and shit like that.
Speaker 3: I like that what kinds of where do you get
Speaker 3: your inspiration from?
Speaker 17: Jack and Pollock?
Speaker 10: I mean, minus his personal stuff like his art lives
Speaker 10: one Jackson Pollock. I love his drip paintings. I love
Speaker 10: that that look, it's just beautiful.
Speaker 3: That's cool, man. How long you been doing that?
Speaker 10: Uh? Since I was like sixteen, because I used to
Speaker 10: like draw and stuff. But then I don't know, I
Speaker 10: started drawing, you know, little kid watched anime, thought oh yeah,
Speaker 10: I want to draw that crap, and then got older
Speaker 10: realized that I had not much talent in drawing and
Speaker 10: started looking for other mediums.
Speaker 20: To express myself and I liked that.
Speaker 3: You ever, do you ever like display your work or
Speaker 3: I had? I'm not gonna even pretend like I have
Speaker 3: an ounce of knowledge of how the artwork, of how
Speaker 3: the art world works. But do you ever submit to
Speaker 3: galleries or anything like that.
Speaker 10: I've submitted to some competitions, but like you know, don't
Speaker 10: never really get anything back because nobody's really looking for
Speaker 10: abstract expressionism these days.
Speaker 3: M Do you do you post your work online or anything?
Speaker 10: Not that much. I've been kind of for the last
Speaker 10: like year and a half in a while, we're not
Speaker 10: doing any art so like, my Instagram's pretty dead, but
Speaker 10: I'm getting back into it and I got a frame
Speaker 10: I'm working on right now. I'm about to start stretching
Speaker 10: the campus and stuff like that.
Speaker 3: Nice. What what what made you? What made you take
Speaker 3: the gap? Don't?
Speaker 10: I don't know, man, I like, I don't really watched
Speaker 10: your streams before, So I just want to make sure
Speaker 10: it's okay, because.
Speaker 3: Like, you don't have to you don't have to talk
Speaker 3: about anything you don't want to talk about.
Speaker 17: No.
Speaker 3: No, I mean like it's like a serious.
Speaker 10: Thing, like I don't know if it's like you know,
Speaker 10: you're like stream like you know, don't talk about like
Speaker 10: certain stuff like you know, drugs and stuff like that.
Speaker 10: But it's like is that.
Speaker 8: Cool or no?
Speaker 3: I mean again, I don't want you to, you know,
Speaker 3: talk about anything if you want to talk about it,
Speaker 3: and sure you know, you know you don't feel pressure.
Speaker 10: Okay, Yeah, I just wanted to make sure beforehand, like
Speaker 10: you know, I didn't get.
Speaker 17: Like you can get that yah anything like that.
Speaker 10: But like when I was like sixteen or seventeen, I
Speaker 10: started like, you know, smoking the Devil's lettuce stuff like that,
Speaker 10: and you know that brought me a lot of like
Speaker 10: creativity in my head, I guess, like I would like
Speaker 10: get the paper, start sketching stuff like that. Oh yeah.
Speaker 10: And then when I turned like eighteen, like right before
Speaker 10: I turned eighteen, I got arrested for it, got in trouble,
Speaker 10: and where I lived atually my dad was the police chief,
Speaker 10: so you know, next level shit. So then I stopped
Speaker 10: doing it for a while, and that like sort of
Speaker 10: took away all of my creative juices. I guess because
Speaker 10: I gotten so used to like drawing while I was
Speaker 10: stoned out of my mind stuff like that that like
Speaker 10: I don't know, I didn't feel like I was good
Speaker 10: enough without it anymore or stuff like that. And then
Speaker 10: I got back to smoking again, took it back up again,
Speaker 10: quit and now I just sit around and smoke and
Speaker 10: don't draw. I don't know.
Speaker 3: M yeah, man, that's always like the tough thing about pairing.
Speaker 3: I mean, some it's you know, it's it's not a
Speaker 3: one size fits all thing because like, you know, there's
Speaker 3: all these people out there that like, you know, or
Speaker 3: they get high and it makes them you know, they're
Speaker 3: like I like and only get high when I and
Speaker 3: not like what am I saying? There's a lot of
Speaker 3: people out there who are very high functioning high people,
Speaker 3: like they love to get high and do whatever the
Speaker 3: thing is that they do, like get high in paint,
Speaker 3: get high and make movies, you know, get high and write.
Speaker 3: But oh yeah, I've always felt like that was kind
Speaker 3: of dangerous because you never want your performance to be
Speaker 3: that heavily dependent on a drug.
Speaker 10: But yeah, I agree, But like that's why I'm trying
Speaker 10: to like get back into it. I went got my stemy,
Speaker 10: went got went to the home depot, bought the woods.
Speaker 10: I was like, I'm gonna get back into painting.
Speaker 17: My decision.
Speaker 3: Hell, yeah, dude, I love that. It's great man. Yeah, dude,
Speaker 3: are you are you going to start posting again, posting
Speaker 3: some paintings?
Speaker 10: Yeah, definitely.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Where where can we see your paintings?
Speaker 10: Oh you can see my paintings at my Instagram. It's
Speaker 10: potato salads seventeen thirty eight.
Speaker 3: Potato salad seventeen thirty eight. That's easy. That's easy to
Speaker 3: remember exactly.
Speaker 10: That's the key with these things. You can't have them
Speaker 10: be that long and confusing, and then how's somebody going
Speaker 10: to be like, hey, so that's some really cool you
Speaker 10: just took it out.
Speaker 3: It's global, it's it's it's peanut man thirty sowo, there's
Speaker 3: two underscores. Peanut is a capital underscores. Oh you guys.
Speaker 10: The underscores always messed me up so much. Like I'll
Speaker 10: be sitting if somebody will text me, yo, you gotta
Speaker 10: check out this artist. Sim me the thing and then
Speaker 10: I'll pull it up. I'll go to the searching up
Speaker 10: that crap.
Speaker 11: What was it again?
Speaker 10: Yeah, pull it up like you know, dual screen that thing.
Speaker 3: Marketing tip. No underscores.
Speaker 10: Thank you, of course.
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much. Potato Salad seventeen thirty eight.
Speaker 3: Thank you for sharing. Man, you have a guest to
Speaker 3: the night, you.
Speaker 11: Too, Man.
Speaker 14: All from plants pants pants to.
Speaker 3: Expect pants pant. Are you there? Hello, I answered your call.
Speaker 5: We're here.
Speaker 18: No, okay, let me turn off Chat triple P.
Speaker 5: I am here. I made it.
Speaker 3: Is it plants plants, plants or pants? Pants? Pants?
Speaker 5: Plants, pants, pants.
Speaker 3: All right, so the first one's plants, little the second
Speaker 3: to our pants.
Speaker 5: Yes, I'm sorry I had a turn off Chat.
Speaker 3: Triple P. You don't have to apologize to me for anything.
Speaker 3: I've actually I've recognized your user. I think I've seen
Speaker 3: it in chat before.
Speaker 18: Yes you have. I talked about my serial killer experience
Speaker 18: last week in chat and I tried to get on
Speaker 18: but I didn't make it.
Speaker 3: Have we spoke? Have we ever spoken before?
Speaker 5: We have not. This is the first time.
Speaker 3: Did you want to share your experience?
Speaker 14: Yes?
Speaker 18: And I would like to say, relating to the topic
Speaker 18: of the evening, that I was lucky that I did
Speaker 18: not die.
Speaker 3: It is always lucky to see another beautiful sunrise.
Speaker 18: Yes, I guess, So tell us your tale triple P. Okay.
Speaker 18: So I'd like to preface this that I am a teen,
Speaker 18: which is young for this.
Speaker 5: Experience.
Speaker 3: I would say, so basically, are you is there anything?
Speaker 3: Are you good?
Speaker 14: Yeah?
Speaker 10: I'm good?
Speaker 14: What?
Speaker 3: Okay? I just wanted to make sure. I don't know
Speaker 3: if this was like something a traumatic thing here.
Speaker 5: Yeah, this happened like two weeks ago. Not gonna lie.
Speaker 3: Okay, Well let's see it.
Speaker 18: Yes, Okay. So basically I was talking to this guy.
Speaker 18: I didn't really know him, and that's like not great,
Speaker 18: but we started like hanging out and it was just
Speaker 18: like casual, right, it was fun, and he told me
Speaker 18: that he loved me after knowing me for like a week.
Speaker 3: Oh, I can I ask you a question real quick?
Speaker 3: Triple pete? Can you can you speak up any louder?
Speaker 3: I don't think people are having a heart run here
Speaker 3: and you maybe, uh, the lower the music. It's a
Speaker 3: teeny beady tad.
Speaker 5: Is this better?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 18: Okay?
Speaker 5: Perfect.
Speaker 18: So basically we started hanging out. I knew him for
Speaker 18: like a week.
Speaker 5: He told me he loved me. That was weird. That's
Speaker 5: definitely weird, and then keep going sorry, Like twenty minutes
Speaker 5: later he told me that he was still in love
Speaker 5: with his ex girlfriend.
Speaker 18: That was also weird, definitely weird.
Speaker 10: And then.
Speaker 5: He started like ignoring me at like for two days.
Speaker 3: Yeah, when you started ignoring you? Yes, what did when
Speaker 3: he told you he loved you after a week? Did you?
Speaker 3: Did you not? Did that not make you want to
Speaker 3: stop talking to him? Was it not a? Oh no?
Speaker 5: That was most definitely a red flag? But you know
Speaker 5: I was kind of bored, not gonna lie.
Speaker 18: It's reasonable, right, Sure, I feel like it's valid.
Speaker 5: And then like a couple of days goes by and
Speaker 5: he we are hanging out and he told me, like,
Speaker 5: you know, you don't really know me, Like what if
Speaker 5: I could be a serial killer? And he went into
Speaker 5: his plans of how he would kill me and how
Speaker 5: he would dispose of my.
Speaker 3: Body and what did you proceed to do after that?
Speaker 18: I proceeded to go home and I had to do
Speaker 18: like I was volunteering at a charity, so I was
Speaker 18: like really busy and I didn't really have time to
Speaker 18: process it. And it was just a weird experience. And
Speaker 18: then like two days later, he told me he had
Speaker 18: a child.
Speaker 3: Yeah you should. Uh are you still You're not still
Speaker 3: talking to this person, are you?
Speaker 5: No? I'm scared of him.
Speaker 10: I blocked him.
Speaker 3: Okay, good, good? Did he tell you anything that do
Speaker 3: you think would be worthy of reporting to an authority
Speaker 3: of some kind?
Speaker 18: He did sell a lot of drugs. I'm not gonna lie,
Speaker 18: but you know, let's just get stitches.
Speaker 5: And I'm not I'm not feeling that.
Speaker 3: Where did you meet this guy?
Speaker 5: If we're being honest, I have no clue. He was
Speaker 5: just like he added me on Snapchat like two years
Speaker 5: ago and I'd never talked to him before.
Speaker 3: Okay, so don't do that. He doesn't fucking know where
Speaker 3: you live or anything, does he?
Speaker 5: I hope?
Speaker 3: Not? All right? I don't know. I don't know what
Speaker 3: to do in this situation if I were you, because
Speaker 3: if he why not, could that be construed could that
Speaker 3: legally be construed as a threat of some kind if
Speaker 3: he told you that he would how like detailed how he.
Speaker 18: Would kill you, if we're being honest, I'm not sure.
Speaker 18: I mean, I feel like.
Speaker 5: At this point, I'm not worried. My friends are proud
Speaker 5: of me that I blocked him, though it's a big accomplishment.
Speaker 3: I'm proud of you too for doing that. It's good.
Speaker 3: That was a good decision, Thank you.
Speaker 5: It took It took a lot of effort. Actually, no,
Speaker 5: it really didn't. He was kind of psycho.
Speaker 3: Yeah, he sounded like a person that you would want
Speaker 3: to stay very very far away from.
Speaker 18: Yes, But the reason why I brought this up is
Speaker 18: the first time I watched the stream, I was going
Speaker 18: to talk about it because it was currently happening. But Malory,
Speaker 18: if you're watching, I expect an update. I want to
Speaker 18: know a few plans to kill you. I want to
Speaker 18: know if you have a similar experience from last week.
Speaker 3: Oh yes, Mallory, who was meeting up with that guy
Speaker 3: who's driving that in a half hours? Yep, yep, they
Speaker 3: kind of sounded like they were both had separate plans
Speaker 3: to kill each other.
Speaker 5: Yeah, they both seemed a little suss I'm not gonna lie.
Speaker 3: Well, yeah, that'll be a you know. I wish them
Speaker 3: both the luck of the GEK and Triple P, I
Speaker 3: wish you the luck of the GEK, and I appreciate
Speaker 3: you sharing your story with us.
Speaker 5: Thank you. I thought it was rather entertaining. It's a
Speaker 5: funny story to look back on.
Speaker 3: You know, have you learned anything from this experience? I
Speaker 3: want to know, Triple P, have you learned anything from
Speaker 3: this experience? In terms of.
Speaker 18: That question, this is definitely a learning experience for me.
Speaker 5: I learned a lot. Don't just like hook up with
Speaker 5: random guys on Snapchat that you've never like seen in person,
Speaker 5: and definitely make sure that they're not serial killers. Do
Speaker 5: a little like background, like a little search before you
Speaker 5: hang out with them.
Speaker 3: Absolutely, I'm glad that you learned a valuable lesson. You
Speaker 3: should write those down, those notes.
Speaker 18: Down, Yes, and to ask if they have any children
Speaker 18: that they forgot to tell you about.
Speaker 3: Well, it sounds like you've got a playbook for future incidences.
Speaker 5: Yes, most definitely.
Speaker 3: I'm glad to hear that triple P. Thank you, thank
Speaker 3: you so much again for calling in. I and I
Speaker 3: truly do issue the luck of the gag on this
Speaker 3: beautiful Saint Patrick's Day evening.
Speaker 18: Thank you, I thank you for taking my call.
Speaker 5: I am so excited.
Speaker 3: Of course, you have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 3: You two.
Speaker 14: MM call from Lily.
Speaker 3: Lily, Hello, how are you? Lily?
Speaker 21: Honestly, I had a pretty bad day. But I mean
Speaker 21: it's almost the end of the night, so, uh, I'm twenty,
Speaker 21: but I look and I sound very young.
Speaker 5: I've heard m.
Speaker 3: You said you had a bad day.
Speaker 21: Yeah, it's pretty rough.
Speaker 3: What's up?
Speaker 21: Well, I had to go to the doctor and I
Speaker 21: had to miss an exam that I had today. I'm
Speaker 21: a nursing school, so they're letting me make it up,
Speaker 21: which is great.
Speaker 14: But I don't know.
Speaker 21: It's just a lot of a lot of stuff going on.
Speaker 3: But so they're letting you make it up.
Speaker 21: Yeah, on Friday. Think fully, Well.
Speaker 3: That's pretty good. Are you prepared? Did you study?
Speaker 21: I think I will tomorrow. But it's psychology. I think
Speaker 21: I'm pretty good at psychology.
Speaker 3: Oh, it's psychology. Can I ask you a question? How
Speaker 3: do I how do I mend broken trust?
Speaker 21: That's a tough one.
Speaker 3: So so you're startying to be a psychology nurse.
Speaker 21: Yeah, I'm thinking of being a mental health nurse, working
Speaker 21: with sactations maybe like schizophrenia or bipolar.
Speaker 3: What what drove you to want to do that?
Speaker 9: Well?
Speaker 21: I wanted to be a nurse my whole life. But
Speaker 21: we just started rotations where we go and help out
Speaker 21: hospitals in different units, so like Medforge, I don't know,
Speaker 21: I see you stuff like that, and we did psych
Speaker 21: and I just really liked it. I don't really like
Speaker 21: doing bedside nursing, which is what most nurses do, but
Speaker 21: it's not really appealing to me.
Speaker 3: I was going to ask you forgive me if this
Speaker 3: is a stupid question, because I don't really know a
Speaker 3: lot about Actually I actually don't even not know a lot.
Speaker 3: I don't know anything about the medical field. But so
Speaker 3: if you want to go into like being a psychology nurse,
Speaker 3: like for mental health, do you still have to learn
Speaker 3: about the physical body stuff?
Speaker 21: Yeah, so nursing school prepares you for an exam that
Speaker 21: you have to take and it's really mostly body stuff
Speaker 21: and very rarely psych So you stop to know how
Speaker 21: to do all the regular nurse stuff. Like, I don't
Speaker 21: know oxygen, blood, ivy, all that stuff, but I don't know.
Speaker 21: I mean, it's fine and it's exciting to some people,
Speaker 21: but I'd rather sit and talk just patience.
Speaker 3: I guess I like that, Lily. I have a question
Speaker 3: for you. Sure, what is your fantasy?
Speaker 21: I called in and I didn't really have a fantasy
Speaker 21: in mind, but I guess now A short term fantasy
Speaker 21: would just be to get my test results back from
Speaker 21: the exams that I had today, like from the doctors,
Speaker 21: because it's just really been worrying me.
Speaker 3: I like that the short term fantasy, we can.
Speaker 21: Have short term long term.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's much more. It's less fantastical, it's realistic. It's
Speaker 3: the short term. I always think of fantasies as grand,
Speaker 3: far off on accomplishable thing, but I've never thought about
Speaker 3: it in terms of the short term fantasy.
Speaker 21: I guess fantasy implies like unreachable or unimaginable, but.
Speaker 14: A little bit it can also, yeah, I can.
Speaker 21: I guess I interpreted as a goal maybe instead of
Speaker 21: a fancy.
Speaker 3: Do you have a long term, crazy, far off fantasy
Speaker 3: or goal?
Speaker 21: I don't know if I do. I guess I've never
Speaker 21: lived in a house. I've always lived in an apartment,
Speaker 21: so my ultimate goal slash fantasy would just be to
Speaker 21: have my own place, my own house.
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, you want a balcony. We've had a couple,
Speaker 3: We had a balcony. Guy.
Speaker 21: I would like a yard. I've never had a yard
Speaker 21: or any pets, so maybe a pet taste a cat,
Speaker 21: A cat? I love cats.
Speaker 3: It sounds like a nice little place you got there
Speaker 3: in your head, and I hope that one day it
Speaker 3: leaves the confines of your head and becomes a reality.
Speaker 21: Thank you, I appreciate that.
Speaker 3: Of course you're a great Restauratly, thank you for sharing.
Speaker 21: Did you want to say, yeah, yeah, question since you
Speaker 21: asked me how how old I was? How old do
Speaker 21: I sound?
Speaker 3: How do you sound?
Speaker 21: Or do you just ask age for everybody?
Speaker 3: Well, I, well, you know what, I actually wasn't going
Speaker 3: to ask you your age, because, to be perfectly honest
Speaker 3: with you, like someone's age, I really am. I'm really
Speaker 3: tipped off more by sort of the way that they
Speaker 3: present themselves than I am by like their voice, and
Speaker 3: you were you sounded like you presented yourself as an adult.
Speaker 3: But yes, you do have a higher pitched voice, So
Speaker 3: I just double checked.
Speaker 21: I'm kind of tuning down my voice right now. It's
Speaker 21: usually higher. Really yeah, really, that's kind of late, so
Speaker 21: I guess it's my sleepy voice.
Speaker 3: Do people? Do you get a lot of ship for that?
Speaker 21: I do, especially when I had a job. I was
Speaker 21: a cashier and we had to call out certain food
Speaker 21: items and my coworkers would always mock be when I
Speaker 21: yelled the items out.
Speaker 3: Damn, But are there are they? Are they not going
Speaker 3: to be allowed to the big sexy bonfires that you
Speaker 3: have in your in your big cool house.
Speaker 5: No, they will not be.
Speaker 21: No bullies allowed.
Speaker 3: Hell yeah. Well, Lily, thank you so much for for
Speaker 3: for calling in, and uh I wish you the best
Speaker 3: of luck on that test that you got coming up
Speaker 3: so much's get some fucking a's in the chat to.
Speaker 21: Okay, thank you?
Speaker 12: Good right, all from dew wey.
Speaker 3: You ever fucking seen? Uh I forget the name of
Speaker 3: this show, but it's got the baby in it and
Speaker 3: the dog.
Speaker 11: Yeah.
Speaker 20: Oh, Malcolm in the Middle.
Speaker 3: No, that's what it's from, because your name sounds like
Speaker 3: that baby.
Speaker 20: No, it's it's Welcome in the Middle.
Speaker 3: Oh ship. Yeah, okay, secrets okay you said you said, Okay,
Speaker 3: is if you came in with a thing that you
Speaker 3: wanted to tell me someone to shut up.
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, so uh.
Speaker 20: This is from an ex girlfriend. I went out of
Speaker 20: the country to meet her family, and like, we had
Speaker 20: been dating for about eight months at that point, so
Speaker 20: not too long. But there were six of us in
Speaker 20: a small house and you know, me being a twenty
Speaker 20: year old man at that time, trying to get some
Speaker 20: from my girlfriend, you know what I mean. But I
Speaker 20: can't because like, her whole family's there. I have a
Speaker 20: little room to myself and she's sharing a room with
Speaker 20: her sister and blah blah blah whatever. So as that
Speaker 20: twenty year old man, I had to do my thing.
Speaker 20: And so you know, the nights I was there, I
Speaker 20: would do my own thing.
Speaker 15: Blah blah blah. I had a rag stuffed it in
Speaker 15: the side of the bed. No problem did that five
Speaker 15: six nights, No big deal, Leave me alone about it.
Speaker 20: The worst part about it was this was the first
Speaker 20: time I was meeting her mom, and her mom didn't
Speaker 20: speak the same language as me. So the night that
Speaker 20: I was packing my stuff, I was like, Okay, I
Speaker 20: cannot forget the rag. I cannot forget the rag, and
Speaker 20: I didn't, thank God. So I'm getting all my stuff.
Speaker 20: I'd go to grab it. She walks in and she's like,
Speaker 20: did you get all your stuff?
Speaker 11: And I was like yeah.
Speaker 20: And her mom walks in too, and I was like yeah,
Speaker 20: and she's like, oh, well, mom's gonna check around the bed.
Speaker 20: And her mom found the dreaded rag. And the worst
Speaker 20: part about it is this country, not everyone has washers
Speaker 20: and dryers in their houses. So she had to hand
Speaker 20: wash it. That is that is my story.
Speaker 3: Why did you or why did you let her wash
Speaker 3: the rag?
Speaker 14: No?
Speaker 15: I tried to throw it away, but by the time,
Speaker 15: like I tried to put it in my bag, it.
Speaker 11: Was too late.
Speaker 8: She found it.
Speaker 3: What's your name was?
Speaker 8: Dewey?
Speaker 3: Dewey? When you go on vacation, like, how often do
Speaker 3: you masturbate? Now? Like how often? How many times the
Speaker 3: day you masturbate?
Speaker 20: But once a day? Not more than once a day.
Speaker 3: Look, you gotta look at like vacations as an opportunity. Look, look,
Speaker 3: masturbating at a certain point, we all know so longer
Speaker 3: about pleasure. It's about maintenance. And when you're going on vacation,
Speaker 3: you're trying to free yourself of you know, some of
Speaker 3: the daily chores of life, right, you know?
Speaker 12: Yeah?
Speaker 6: But I mean when you're when you're in.
Speaker 20: A dangerous country and like you're hearing things at.
Speaker 3: Night, there's danger, and does danger sexually excite you?
Speaker 10: Do?
Speaker 17: We?
Speaker 20: No, it scares me.
Speaker 15: I need to go to bed.
Speaker 20: I needed to go to bed.
Speaker 3: So it was for inducing sleep. Yes, you ever heard
Speaker 3: of night will?
Speaker 20: I've never used it before for I don't I don't know.
Speaker 15: Yeah, but.
Speaker 10: Do it.
Speaker 3: All I'm telling you is that you've got to find
Speaker 3: times to take a break from master, absolutely, and you
Speaker 3: got to find those convenient opportunities. Now did your mom
Speaker 3: ever did her mom ever find out what she had done?
Speaker 20: I don't think anybody ever figured it out? What I mean,
Speaker 20: I'm sure like I've learned from this situation clearly.
Speaker 3: Okay, what did you learn?
Speaker 15: You need to relax.
Speaker 8: Okay, you just got to relax.
Speaker 3: I don't know how long you've been watching the stream.
Speaker 3: But do you remember when I told that guy that
Speaker 3: you should tell his sister that he was he was
Speaker 3: the one that pissed in the dogs in her not
Speaker 3: the dog. Yeah, dowey, dewey, Oh, I'm not there's no way.
Speaker 3: Do let me speak. Let me speak. Please don't tell
Speaker 3: anyone about this.
Speaker 8: Yeah, no, you're fine. But hey, that's a good story.
Speaker 3: Like est tonight. Thank you so much for sharing to me. Yeah,
Speaker 3: no problem, Thanks, good night. How from Jasmine? Hi, Hi Jasmine?
Speaker 3: How are you?
Speaker 9: I am so good?
Speaker 19: I'm so happy I got through.
Speaker 3: That's a lot of you know, you sound very A
Speaker 3: lot of times when you ask someone how they are,
Speaker 3: they'll say good or they'll say okay, but you answered
Speaker 3: with you're so good. Is there anything in particular that's good? Okay,
Speaker 3: I'd love to hear it times.
Speaker 19: I'll be honest right now.
Speaker 3: Okay, so you know what, I appreciate persistence. That's a
Speaker 3: good quality that has.
Speaker 19: So to start now, I don't know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, let it, let it, let it rip. Let's hear it.
Speaker 14: Okay.
Speaker 19: So in sixth grade at the school I had, we
Speaker 19: had about four sixth grade classes, right, and we had
Speaker 19: a money system because once a month we would have
Speaker 19: like a giant like class sale. And the what you
Speaker 19: earn the money is you got your great eight. So
Speaker 19: I've always been really like a really shitty student, like
Speaker 19: even though I'm seeing her high school, I mean, how old?
Speaker 19: I mean too, I failed kindergarten.
Speaker 3: So I'm how you fail kindergarten? Is that anything you
Speaker 3: can do?
Speaker 9: No?
Speaker 19: No, I still because my mom was shitty and she
Speaker 19: put me in school eight and then she refused to
Speaker 19: like send me off with the class that she let
Speaker 19: me in with.
Speaker 3: That happened to me too. I'm being serious, I repeated, kindergarten.
Speaker 8: It's same.
Speaker 19: It's really depressing and it's the most terrible thing ever.
Speaker 3: So I don't think that's depressing. That's kind of I'm
Speaker 3: sorry interrupt your story, but look, that's good. Kindergarten is
Speaker 3: kind of cool. You get to do it again, I guess.
Speaker 19: So I didn't learn to do like reading or trying
Speaker 19: my shoes until first grade.
Speaker 3: So sorry, sorry, it's for my optimism.
Speaker 19: What were you saying, so right, sixth grade? If you
Speaker 19: had a money system, and since I was a bad student,
Speaker 19: I never got money. But I sat next to this
Speaker 19: kid who was like really good, and he had like
Speaker 19: thousands of dollars in the school cash, and so one
Speaker 19: day I stole his money because he was flexing really hard.
Speaker 19: So I took it and I felt really good about
Speaker 19: it the next day when he was like really upset,
Speaker 19: you know, and you know, this was like towards the
Speaker 19: end of the school year, so this is like the
Speaker 19: last one when he was really upset, but the teachers
Speaker 19: didn't really get effect.
Speaker 3: So you know, I bought.
Speaker 19: Like a whole pizza with it because it was like
Speaker 19: really good.
Speaker 10: It was really good stuff.
Speaker 3: But no, you know what's fucked up about that. I'm
Speaker 3: not appalled. I'm not appalled by the fact that you
Speaker 3: still you're stealing the money is one thing. I was
Speaker 3: appalled by how good you felt about it, what you
Speaker 3: seemed like. It made you like you seem like the
Speaker 3: you seem like if he didn't, if he didn't care,
Speaker 3: if he wasn't upset about it, it wouldn't have been
Speaker 3: worth Like you didn't like the motive. The motive behind
Speaker 3: this upsets.
Speaker 19: Me more than the action, Like he was really boastful
Speaker 19: of that, like he would put like he would show
Speaker 19: me people faith. So I just I felt really good
Speaker 19: when I stole it, and a few of my friends
Speaker 19: were also like, man, he kind of deserved it, and
Speaker 19: I didn't help.
Speaker 3: I did it.
Speaker 19: Nobody knew that I did it.
Speaker 3: Were you hailed as a huge I I was just
Speaker 3: gonna ask you, were you like hailed as a hero
Speaker 3: for like getting this kid that everyone fucking hated.
Speaker 19: I was like an anonymous vigilante type, you know, I
Speaker 19: had to do it for the people. I mean, I
Speaker 19: shared the money, like I bought my friends stuff too.
Speaker 19: All right, you're a little robin hood, Yeah, I guess so.
Speaker 3: But then didn't didn't fucking wouldn't they have? All right,
Speaker 3: but if you were a shitty student. Okay, but if
Speaker 3: you were the shittiest student and he was the best one,
Speaker 3: wouldn't like the teacher. Like I assumed that the store
Speaker 3: itself was ran by adults.
Speaker 19: When the teachers, like every student had their own boots,
Speaker 19: they could set up and sell stuff out. But I
Speaker 19: didn't like any of the ship in my classmates were selling.
Speaker 19: So I went to the classroom that had their shots
Speaker 19: set up and I fought on them.
Speaker 3: Are the money worked internationally in her class? So you
Speaker 3: went over and you spent it with the teacher. You
Speaker 3: spent it with the teachers that didn't know that you
Speaker 3: were a shitty student.
Speaker 19: We ended up the rain in one of the teachers classrooms,
Speaker 19: Like people were throwing fucking tons of money. I had
Speaker 19: like two hundred dollars less, so I threw it, and
Speaker 19: just as I threw it, the teacher walked it, and
Speaker 19: that that was my cut to leave.
Speaker 3: Do you ever get caught?
Speaker 10: No?
Speaker 19: No one knows.
Speaker 3: Damn do you do you? You keep up with this
Speaker 3: kid a Facebook friends?
Speaker 19: Absolutely not? He was a dickhead. I'm sure he's still
Speaker 19: a dickhead.
Speaker 3: He deserved well wow, well she still you still don't
Speaker 3: feel bad about you? Still that? That's that's actually of
Speaker 3: everything you said tonight. That's the most fucked up that
Speaker 3: as an adult he was a dick.
Speaker 19: I have no remorse for dickheads.
Speaker 17: H m hm.
Speaker 3: That dude, did you at least buy him anything? Like?
Speaker 3: What do you still? You're still all?
Speaker 9: I did buy him?
Speaker 3: Did you buy him? Would you buy him?
Speaker 14: Yeah?
Speaker 19: Everyone pitched in in the class to like get himself
Speaker 19: because they're like.
Speaker 5: Oh, we're so sorry.
Speaker 3: All right. At least you got sympathy. That's worth something. Yeah.
Speaker 3: Well I hope that you are. Look, I hope that
Speaker 3: you don't replicate anything like this in your in your
Speaker 3: as you move into your adult life.
Speaker 10: Look, get it's not your paycheck, it's our paycheck.
Speaker 19: Okay, it's it's the people's.
Speaker 3: Jasmine, all right, all Right, you have a good night you.
Speaker 7: Too, call from Studman.
Speaker 3: Studman, Yes, that is me. What does that name mean?
Speaker 11: It was actually my.
Speaker 7: Oh, hold on blaming mute it. It was actually my
Speaker 7: mom's last name.
Speaker 3: Ah. You you took your mom's last name.
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 7: Yeah, I have uh one of my mom's last name
Speaker 7: for my last name and my other mom's last name
Speaker 7: for my first name.
Speaker 3: Ah. What's you?
Speaker 8: What?
Speaker 15: So?
Speaker 3: How did they decide that out? Who gets who attributes
Speaker 3: the first name to who gets the last name.
Speaker 7: I think it was because I was a twin. My
Speaker 7: my sister got named by my other mom, and I
Speaker 7: just got my other mom's last name.
Speaker 3: Wait, so your sister has the same name as you?
Speaker 7: But flipped no, no, so my I was gonna say
Speaker 7: mom one, Mom one got a name my twin sister,
Speaker 7: and then Mom two got to name me, and my
Speaker 7: sister's name is Maddie. And then I just got my
Speaker 7: other mom's last name.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, hmmm that's cool.
Speaker 7: Yeah.
Speaker 3: Ah, do you have any secrets?
Speaker 8: I I got.
Speaker 7: I got drunk and pissed in my sister's shoe.
Speaker 3: One time, And how did that make her feel?
Speaker 11: She thought it was the dog.
Speaker 7: I don't think I Uh. I don't think I'll ever
Speaker 7: correct her on that.
Speaker 3: You are you? She thought it was a dog. She
Speaker 3: still doesn't know. Yeah, how long ago was this?
Speaker 11: Uh?
Speaker 7: Like six months ago?
Speaker 3: Six months? And do you feel any guilt or are
Speaker 3: you just are you just too busy being proud of
Speaker 3: yourself for getting away with it?
Speaker 7: I was surprised I got away with it. I wouldn't
Speaker 7: say I'm proud, but I'm not. I'm not too ashamed
Speaker 7: of it. I probably should be, though, to be honest.
Speaker 3: Because you know who the real victim is here is
Speaker 3: the dog. I feel worse for it for the dog
Speaker 3: than for your sister because you probably created a great
Speaker 3: rift in the relationship between your sister and the dog.
Speaker 7: And my sister loves the dog very much. She was
Speaker 7: a puppy at the time. She just thought, you know,
Speaker 7: puppies being puppies, not fully and stuff.
Speaker 3: Was it that the relationship between your sister and the
Speaker 3: dog is much better than the relationship between you and
Speaker 3: your sister? So you felt like you it was like
Speaker 3: economically you could afford to shave more off of that
Speaker 3: relationship than off of your relationship. Did that makes sense?
Speaker 14: Yeah?
Speaker 7: No, I didn't. I did pee in the shoe on purpose.
Speaker 7: But I didn't do it out of spite.
Speaker 14: I did it out.
Speaker 3: But you did this on purpose?
Speaker 7: Yeah, Well, there was a shoe there and I couldn't
Speaker 7: make it to the bathroom, so I was like, well.
Speaker 3: Why is the shoe better than like the floor?
Speaker 7: Because I have carpet. I don't like to get it
Speaker 7: on there.
Speaker 3: You know how far away was the bathroom from the shoe?
Speaker 4: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Good?
Speaker 7: Good fifty feet are?
Speaker 3: What's she? Would you be willing? Would you be willing
Speaker 3: to tell Maddie what you did?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 10: Uh No, I don't.
Speaker 7: I don't think she needs to know.
Speaker 3: Are you with her right now?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 7: No, she's at Olive garden enow.
Speaker 3: She has no idea, No sitting there munching on a
Speaker 3: breadstick with no idea that her brother pissed and the
Speaker 3: shoes she's wearing right now.
Speaker 6: No, she threw the shoe out. She was a ruin.
Speaker 3: Well would you say her name was.
Speaker 6: Studman?
Speaker 3: Stim And I want you to know this lie will
Speaker 3: only grow inside of you and only cause you more
Speaker 3: and more pain the more time goes on. And I
Speaker 3: think you can save yourself a lot of that pain
Speaker 3: by coming clean as soon as possible. But that's just
Speaker 3: my take.
Speaker 7: I I appreciate that take. I'll I'll definitely take that
Speaker 7: into consideration.
Speaker 3: Okay, I love you. I'll talk to you soon.
Speaker 7: Okay, I love you too.
Speaker 14: Fye all from Tiffany.
Speaker 3: Tiffany, Tiffany, are you there?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, tif are you with like a dog or something?
Speaker 10: You?
Speaker 3: As soon as I answer the phone, someone was like
Speaker 3: hyper ventilating.
Speaker 5: I just can't believe I actually got it. This is
Speaker 5: like the first time I've called I actually have subscribe.
Speaker 3: So oh, thank you for that. Thank you. I'm sorry
Speaker 3: I haven't been calling out subscribe. I gotta do that.
Speaker 3: I'll just try to. I try to, you know, lately,
Speaker 3: I try to, Uh, I just try to wrap focus
Speaker 3: on one thing because if I think about too many things,
Speaker 3: I go insane.
Speaker 5: Yeah, well I WoT for like kind of this is
Speaker 5: like weird because this is like a sign because I'm
Speaker 5: just everything in my life is changing, but like every
Speaker 5: single aspect of my life is changing right now. But
Speaker 5: I know you're telling you're like trying to get some
Speaker 5: secrets tonight.
Speaker 3: Right, Well, listen, what's is there an aspect of her
Speaker 3: life in particular that's I know we don't have time
Speaker 3: for you to go through everything, but is there an
Speaker 3: aspect in particular that you want to share?
Speaker 5: I honestly don't know where to start, but I guess
Speaker 5: the secret that I was trying to share to easn't
Speaker 5: even my real name, But basically, I have this best friend.
Speaker 5: I met her freshman year of college, like random roommate
Speaker 5: put together. We hit it off really well. We're still
Speaker 5: really close friends. But last year, right for the pandemic hit,
Speaker 5: she had a like friends with benefits friend that we
Speaker 5: were all kind of friends with, and I hooked up
Speaker 5: with her too. I actually lost my virginity to her.
Speaker 5: And it's like my biggest regret because you looked up.
Speaker 3: With your your friends or with the friends with benefits
Speaker 3: that your.
Speaker 5: Friend was with her her friends with benefits. Yeah, and
Speaker 5: it's like we were all friends and we were all
Speaker 5: just so comfortable with each other, but we didn't have
Speaker 5: a conversation about it, and it just caused a big
Speaker 5: rift for a while, like and it's like my biggest regret.
Speaker 5: And well, I'm sorry, no, no, no, go ahead.
Speaker 3: Uh well they were like exclusive, were they your friend?
Speaker 3: Your best friend? And the I guess you guys even
Speaker 3: if it's not. You know, what were you what were
Speaker 3: you going to say? I want to hear the end
Speaker 3: of this.
Speaker 5: Well, I mean we've all had a falling out since then.
Speaker 5: We're not really friends with her. We realize she's just
Speaker 5: like a really toxic gaslighting person. She's just awful. We
Speaker 5: cut her off, but and so she we're still really
Speaker 5: close friends now. But you know, I have anxieties and
Speaker 5: sometimes I worry that that's still a riff. And you know,
Speaker 5: the biggest secret here is that I'm scared that I'm
Speaker 5: in love with her. And I don't know what to
Speaker 5: do with that information either. I just don't know.
Speaker 3: What's how old you are? Twenty three, twenty three? How
Speaker 3: do you? How do you know this person? Your best friend?
Speaker 5: I met her freshman year of college back in twenty sixteen.
Speaker 3: Have you told her that you feel like you are
Speaker 3: in love with her?
Speaker 17: No?
Speaker 3: Because you should do that? Why not? What's the worst.
Speaker 5: She's graduating and she's going to be moving soon, and
Speaker 5: I just I just don't think she would feel the
Speaker 5: same way.
Speaker 3: So, Okay, I know that this is I'm not great
Speaker 3: at giving advice. I'm kind of an idiot, But you
Speaker 3: kind of the two. You kind of have the choice
Speaker 3: of either, and it sounds like you've made your choice.
Speaker 3: You can either tell her that you love her, but
Speaker 3: it sounds like logistically that's not going to work out
Speaker 3: for you, and even if it did, it would probably
Speaker 3: end painfully because there is such a strong logistical rift.
Speaker 3: You can move on. What else? What else is going
Speaker 3: on in your in your life here, because twenty three
Speaker 3: is so young that like your life can change.
Speaker 5: Everything, Like you know what I mean, everything is changing.
Speaker 5: I literally just got fired for my job last Thursday,
Speaker 5: and they were just I worked there for three months
Speaker 5: and they were so demanding and they didn't even train me.
Speaker 5: And I mean, yeah, but the second time I've been fired,
Speaker 5: and I just I don't know, like I'm actually thinking
Speaker 5: about moving a moving away, like from my town I've
Speaker 5: been living in for a while. It's just I don't know.
Speaker 3: Yeah, where you want to go?
Speaker 5: Well, I was thinking about moving the Panama City just
Speaker 5: because I have a family friend that lives out there.
Speaker 5: She probably let me live in her like carriage house
Speaker 5: or whatever. And there's they're like hiring a I'm.
Speaker 10: A vet tech.
Speaker 5: I work at a hospital. But hopefully I can just
Speaker 5: move on and do something else. I'm trying to get
Speaker 5: my degree online and I'm trying to get my ADHD
Speaker 5: together as well. That but that's something too. I just
Speaker 5: got set up with like an actual therapist and like
Speaker 5: testing and I need to. Yeah, thank you.
Speaker 3: Do you know what you say your name was again, Tiffany?
Speaker 3: You know Tiffany, it sounds like it sounds like fake
Speaker 3: name her real name. I I don't know the difference,
Speaker 3: but it sounds like you're it sounds like you've got
Speaker 3: a whole road of adventure ahead of you, Tiffany. I mean,
Speaker 3: I know you're talking about you're in love with it,
Speaker 3: but love is, you know, kind of stupid. And so
Speaker 3: you have all this, you have all this, you have
Speaker 3: this whole giant path in front of you that and
Speaker 3: I just I want to I want to take your head, Tiffany,
Speaker 3: And I want to. I want to just I want
Speaker 3: to take it and rotate it away from this friend
Speaker 3: and just then the path, Tiffany. You know, yeah, I would.
Speaker 3: I would dive head head first, head first, Tiffany into
Speaker 3: all the all the wonderful things that they're already to
Speaker 3: do in Panama City. Goddamn it, to go on Google,
Speaker 3: best fucking museums and ship. I mean, really take this
Speaker 3: new life and got dive into it, Tiffany, don't think
Speaker 3: about the past. Your friend's moving on, she's doing who cares?
Speaker 3: Who cares what she's doing. She's another she's away. Did
Speaker 3: you ever all? You have a whole life, you're moving,
Speaker 3: You're got a new it sounds like you're trying to
Speaker 3: get a new job up there. You have this friend
Speaker 3: that you're hanging out with, Stay out, folk, dive, immerse
Speaker 3: yourself in that path. That's what I would do if
Speaker 3: I were you, I know, because it was you know,
Speaker 3: tough and stuff, but but but damage it's immerse yourself
Speaker 3: in the path, Tiffany. Make it the right the right choice.
Speaker 5: No, thank you, That's that's just what I needed to hear, honestly, Like,
Speaker 5: just so many things have been coming together and I'm
Speaker 5: just trying to let the universe tell me what to do,
Speaker 5: you know, like, and it's hard sometimes, Like I have
Speaker 5: a lot of anxiety, but that's I guess.
Speaker 3: Well, I'm glad to hear that your looking that out
Speaker 3: with a therapist, and I would also die. I would
Speaker 3: also immerse yourself in that and you know, uh, really
Speaker 3: like put your effort forth into you know, hearing out
Speaker 3: what they have to say. But yeah, you know, it
Speaker 3: sounds like you got a good thing ahead of you,
Speaker 3: and I would just as like as I want, shut
Speaker 3: the fuck up about it and keep saying, you know,
Speaker 3: immerse yourself in the new life. You got a bright future, Tiffany,
Speaker 3: remember that.
Speaker 5: Thank you so.
Speaker 3: Much, Thank you, thank you for calling in. I hope
Speaker 3: you have a good rest of the night, Tiffany. Good
Speaker 3: luck to you.
Speaker 5: Thank you you too, by bye.
Speaker 14: All From Mickey.
Speaker 3: Mick a Hello, hello Micka.
Speaker 5: Oh wow, I can't believe I made it.
Speaker 3: Mickey, Mickey, Where did you get the name Mickey? From?
Speaker 5: My favorite esports player?
Speaker 3: Who's your favorite esports player? X?
Speaker 5: He plays for GP Sports?
Speaker 3: What does he play?
Speaker 5: He plays support?
Speaker 3: No, I mean like what game?
Speaker 18: Oh?
Speaker 10: A game?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 10: He plays for Legal Legends.
Speaker 3: Oh okay, Yeah, is that when you said when you
Speaker 3: said he like the way you said, like, is he
Speaker 3: a guy?
Speaker 17: Like?
Speaker 3: Should I know who he is?
Speaker 14: Oh?
Speaker 5: No, I don't know. Probably not. It's like a pretty
Speaker 5: nerdy hobby. But yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 8: All right.
Speaker 3: I don't know if this is offensive, but it never
Speaker 3: made sense to me that League, Like I know that
Speaker 3: leg League is like, isn't that like the most popular
Speaker 3: esport ever?
Speaker 17: Oh?
Speaker 5: Maybe, I'm not really sure, but I know it's pretty
Speaker 5: popular because.
Speaker 3: It doesn't make sense to me that that's the most
Speaker 3: popular one because I look at it and I have
Speaker 3: just no fucking like like if like Street Fighter or
Speaker 3: something was the most popular video game, Like I have
Speaker 3: no idea how to play it properly, but if I
Speaker 3: was looking, if I was just looking at it, I
Speaker 3: could know that the two people were beating each other up.
Speaker 3: But I look at a game of League of Legends
Speaker 3: and I have no idea what's going on?
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I mean that was my like my first
Speaker 5: time seeing it to in person, I had no clue
Speaker 5: and that was that tournament like in person, and I
Speaker 5: was like, what is going on? I think it's mainly
Speaker 5: because the game's like easy to pick up, it's free,
Speaker 5: And then I guess if you can widespread across the world,
Speaker 5: I suppose, so that's probably it.
Speaker 3: Never made sense as to why it was like the
Speaker 3: Boat the Hailed is the biggest spectator e sport.
Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I think it also has international successes much
Speaker 5: like bigger I guess fan base in China in places
Speaker 5: like that, so I'm not really sure either, though I'm
Speaker 5: not a crow or anything.
Speaker 3: What would you say your name was? Again, Mickey, Mickey?
Speaker 3: Are have you ever been lucky?
Speaker 9: Yeah?
Speaker 5: I think I'm pretty lucky. I got born into the
Speaker 5: good family and stuff, and I got like all that,
Speaker 5: So I think that's pretty lucky on its own.
Speaker 3: You got you. You're grateful?
Speaker 5: Yeah? Well why not?
Speaker 8: Yeah?
Speaker 5: Not a lot of people, I guess are lucky in general.
Speaker 5: They get, you know, into bad situations. I think I've
Speaker 5: been able to avoid that most of my life, so
Speaker 5: I'd say pretty lucky.
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's good. It's good that you recognize that you
Speaker 3: got a good thing going on and you're grateful for it.
Speaker 3: Making Yeah, you know a lot of people, uh you know, don't.
Speaker 3: A lot of people are dead. But you're alive and
Speaker 3: you get to watch League Legends. That's pretty good.
Speaker 5: Yeah, you get it.
Speaker 3: Are you good at the game?
Speaker 14: No?
Speaker 5: But I would really really like to be. I'm only average,
Speaker 5: but hopefully one day I can be really good.
Speaker 3: Do you Because there's a there's not like steroids or
Speaker 3: is there like what's the steroids in esports? Is it like?
Speaker 5: Ill? Many stimulants, I suppose. But yeah, well don't do that.
Speaker 3: Don't take a bunch of aderall. It's not gonna make
Speaker 3: you good at anything except counting paper.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I do the hard work first.
Speaker 3: Well, look, I wish you the best of luck. You know,
Speaker 3: I'll sponsor you. When you get good enough, come back
Speaker 3: to me. We'll work out a brand deal of some kind.
Speaker 3: And for sure, for sure, I wish you. I wish
Speaker 3: you the luck of the gaku.
Speaker 5: Thank you?
Speaker 3: When was the caller before you are? Mickey? I wish
Speaker 3: you the luck of the gak. Mickey, you have a
Speaker 3: good rest of the night.
Speaker 17: Thank you.
Speaker 5: Geck bye, goodbye.
Speaker 3: How do I monetize my skill at taking adderall and
Speaker 3: counting paper clips? What league is that.
Speaker 1: Goes on the line every night's teaching you choude your life?
Speaker 1: But he's not really an expert.