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Speaker 2: Hello everyone, and welcome to the Therapy Gecko podcast. I

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Speaker 2: And I'm getting my shit together, I'm getting your shit together.

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Speaker 2: guys to hear the calls in this episode. I think

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Speaker 2: that they are great calls. I very much enjoyed having

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Speaker 4: No, I'm sorry, be honest, A very large bag of

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Speaker 4: Thank you from releasing or for releasing me from my loop.

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Speaker 11: Till then, Paul from Frank Frank.

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Speaker 11: Yeah, I'm thankful that the covid Vic scene which made

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Speaker 3: To be the mark of the beast.

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Speaker 11: Yes, are you familiar with Are you familiar with the Bibble?

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Speaker 3: Am I familiar with the Bible?

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Speaker 11: So the CODECCA and Jeck's your DNA? Right?

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Speaker 11: God told me?

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Speaker 3: What do you what does the mark of the beast mean? Exactly?

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Speaker 11: What makes sean cleaning in the eyes of gut?

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Speaker 3: What else? What? What? What do you and God talk

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Speaker 11: Mostly about how Joe Biden meets fetuses every morning for

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Speaker 3: You don't think he ever gets tired of it? Even

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Speaker 11: Now I think an abortion as a child start fast

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Speaker 3: Do you ever talk to the devil?

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Speaker 11: I stay away from him. Me and Lou haven't been

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Speaker 3: Have you ever spoken to the devil? Like ever? You

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Speaker 11: We were acquainted a few years ago.

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Speaker 11: Do you get a line?

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Speaker 3: Do I have a line?

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Speaker 11: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: He told me not to share that with anyone.

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Speaker 11: Damn it.

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Speaker 3: Would you say your name was Frank. Frank, what's the

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Speaker 11: Probably that Joe Biden needs fetuses for breakfast?

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Speaker 3: You know what? That makes sense that would be among

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Speaker 11: Do, it is, I believe it.

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Speaker 3: Well, Frank, Frank, do you have a good rest of

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Speaker 3: the night. Thank you for sharing.

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Speaker 15: From Ethan.

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Speaker 3: Ethan. Hey, Ethan, you sound like your like phone has

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Speaker 3: a has like an infectious disease and you're standing six

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Speaker 12: Let me let me switch you around.

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Speaker 11: Real quick here, gig.

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Speaker 10: How uh, it's better.

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Speaker 12: It's better, Yes, it is better. That's good. Good, I'm glad.

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Speaker 3: You're glad.

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Speaker 3: What's your life like?

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Speaker 12: What's my life like?

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Speaker 14: Well?

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Speaker 12: I just left the one in church in a hospital.

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Speaker 12: I left the Mormon church.

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Speaker 3: Oh why.

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Speaker 12: Well, I grew up in it and I served. You

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Speaker 3: How was that?

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Speaker 11: It was good?

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Speaker 12: Traumatizing?

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Speaker 3: It was what was traumatizing.

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Speaker 12: Because I learned a lot about myself and that's never fun,

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Speaker 12: but but productive. That's why I say it was good,

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Speaker 12: but traumatic traumatizing.

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Speaker 3: Learning stuff about yourself is very productive.

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Speaker 12: And what it means scrupulosity means that you have OCD

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Speaker 12: Was like like, yeah, so so does that does that

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Speaker 3: At what point did you find out this term scrupulously?

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Speaker 3: I like that. It must be I mean, I mean,

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Speaker 12: It is, in a way, and it's also something that

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Speaker 8: I feel like it's.

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Speaker 12: You don't have to have a lot of accountability for

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Speaker 3: Because you're fucking right, dude.

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Speaker 12: Yeah, A, you're fucking right, and b like if you

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Speaker 12: do something that not everybody agrees with, yeah, like it's well,

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Speaker 3: I love that, Yeah, I mean it really sounds like

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Speaker 12: Yeah, it's it's been nice. I haven't told In fact,

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Speaker 3: What are your closest friends. Are your closest friends also

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Speaker 12: Yeah yeah, almost all of them?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, interesting, what do you what do you think they

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Speaker 12: My best buddy, I talked to him, and I was

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Speaker 3: I was asked what that was? My next question? Are

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Speaker 12: I don't think I'm scared of how they're going to react.

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Speaker 3: So you're not like, you're not like directly afraid that

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Speaker 12: Uh uh no, I got really yeah, I got really

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Speaker 12: it going to be weird visiting them now? And are

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Speaker 3: Well, man, look either way, I'm I'm personally I'm out

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Speaker 3: because God, because God, damn it. You get one life,

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Speaker 3: You got one go around. Why you know, de live

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Speaker 3: it on your own terms, not some fucking you know book.

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Speaker 12: I appreciate that, mister gig for sure.

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Speaker 3: Man, for sure. Listen, do good luck to you as

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Speaker 3: you you know, you know, let everyone know if you

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Speaker 12: Yeah, thanks, man, I appreciate it's been it's been a

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Speaker 3: I feel like I did I ask you your fantasy yet,

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Speaker 12: You know, not really, but it kind of covered it.

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Speaker 12: I Mean basically what I was, what I was gonna

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I understand it's stressful, but I I it's totally

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Speaker 3: it's it's scary. You know, it's like, what one thing

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Speaker 3: that might help a little bit. Like whenever I get

450
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Speaker 3: nervous for something. If I feel nervous, I always I

451
00:23:45,600 --> 00:23:48,280
Speaker 3: try to think, like, oh, I'm so grateful that I'm nervous,

452
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Speaker 3: because that means that something I mean to care, something

453
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Speaker 3: is exciting enough in my life to make me nervous,

454
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Speaker 3: right because this growth period be stressful, But like you

455
00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:03,440
Speaker 3: wouldn't be stressed at all if you were still I

456
00:24:03,440 --> 00:24:06,520
Speaker 3: guess you would because of the thing. But like right right,

457
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Speaker 3: you got you gotta know, like you'd rather have the

458
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Speaker 3: stress that comes from, you know, discovering who you are

459
00:24:14,040 --> 00:24:18,639
Speaker 3: than you know, the the stress that you had sort

460
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Speaker 3: of living by the book.

461
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Speaker 12: Yeah, no, for sure, for sure. It's a high risk,

462
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Speaker 12: high reward kind of idea. I guess you take more

463
00:24:29,720 --> 00:24:32,040
Speaker 12: risks in your life and find more reward. I guess

464
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Speaker 12: it's been good.

465
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Speaker 3: Awesome, man, what's what's the all?

466
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Speaker 8: Right?

467
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Speaker 3: So you drank, you smoked, he killed a hooker? What's next?

468
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Speaker 12: Oh shit, I don't know, I don't know. I just yeah,

469
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Speaker 12: those are the two big ones I wanted to try.

470
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Speaker 12: I just never you know, I'd heard about my whole life.

471
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Speaker 12: I'd never drink, never smoked, And so I'm just living now,

472
00:24:58,680 --> 00:25:01,399
Speaker 12: just figuring it out, trying to figure out this is

473
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Speaker 12: random side now. And I'm sure if you want to

474
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Speaker 12: get on to someone else, but uh, I also I

475
00:25:07,720 --> 00:25:09,879
Speaker 12: ran track my whole life. I even ran in college

476
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Speaker 12: and I just quit the team to take a good

477
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Speaker 12: job opportunity, which was one of the best sessions I've

478
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Speaker 12: ever made. But because of that, like I just there's

479
00:25:18,040 --> 00:25:19,600
Speaker 12: just been so many, like so many of these like

480
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Speaker 12: you know, I'm done. I'm moving on, which has been

481
00:25:22,040 --> 00:25:25,600
Speaker 12: really deliberating. But again, like just kind of figuring life out.

482
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Speaker 12: So oh the drinking and smoking was a fun start,

483
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Speaker 12: and I think I don't I don't want that to

484
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Speaker 12: like run my life now, but I think I'll just

485
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Speaker 12: kind of try to figure it out, find more fun

486
00:25:34,359 --> 00:25:37,760
Speaker 12: stuff to do, and then some new hobbies and new

487
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:39,760
Speaker 12: direction of life should be good.

488
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Speaker 8: Fuck.

489
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Speaker 3: Yeah, man, Well, like I said, I'm proud of you

490
00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:46,240
Speaker 3: for going out there and making the making the effort

491
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Speaker 3: to live your own life even if it gets tough.

492
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Speaker 12: Appreciate it. Get you have a good night.

493
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Speaker 3: Thank you man. You take care later.

494
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Speaker 8: All from Kyle.

495
00:26:01,840 --> 00:26:02,199
Speaker 3: Kyle.

496
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Speaker 10: Yeah, it's me.

497
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Speaker 3: Have you ever spoken before, Kyle?

498
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:08,600
Speaker 10: No, I don't believe. So this was the first time

499
00:26:08,600 --> 00:26:09,520
Speaker 10: I'm watching your streams.

500
00:26:09,960 --> 00:26:14,800
Speaker 3: It's nice. Well, Kyle, it's nice to meet you show.

501
00:26:16,000 --> 00:26:16,480
Speaker 11: Thank you.

502
00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:20,639
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's in honor to have you. What's what's up

503
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:21,280
Speaker 3: with you, dude?

504
00:26:21,280 --> 00:26:21,920
Speaker 8: What do you up to?

505
00:26:22,119 --> 00:26:24,160
Speaker 3: What's uh?

506
00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:24,840
Speaker 17: What do you do?

507
00:26:24,880 --> 00:26:26,080
Speaker 3: What's going on with you right now?

508
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:27,160
Speaker 17: Oh?

509
00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:29,760
Speaker 10: Not much. I just I just kind of felt a

510
00:26:29,800 --> 00:26:33,280
Speaker 10: little lucky this evening. Yeah, for you to share a

511
00:26:33,280 --> 00:26:34,200
Speaker 10: little story.

512
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:37,479
Speaker 3: I'd love to hear, Kyle. Can you mute your stream

513
00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:38,359
Speaker 3: for me real quick?

514
00:26:39,160 --> 00:26:39,360
Speaker 11: Yeah?

515
00:26:39,400 --> 00:26:42,760
Speaker 3: Sorry, you don't have to apologize for anything, Kyle.

516
00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:45,119
Speaker 10: There we go.

517
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Speaker 8: Is that better?

518
00:26:46,640 --> 00:26:48,719
Speaker 3: Its perfect? What were you gonna say, Kyle? What are

519
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:49,280
Speaker 3: we going to tell me?

520
00:26:50,160 --> 00:26:50,360
Speaker 17: Oh?

521
00:26:50,760 --> 00:26:55,439
Speaker 10: So, I'm I'm feeling pretty lucky this evening. It started

522
00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:59,320
Speaker 10: off pretty bad. I think I I've been suspicious of

523
00:26:59,359 --> 00:27:02,640
Speaker 10: my roommate getting with my girlfriend recently, so I kind

524
00:27:02,640 --> 00:27:06,119
Speaker 10: of decided to get back at him a bit. And

525
00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:08,159
Speaker 10: he he hates it when I steal some of some

526
00:27:08,200 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 10: of the food. So I just kind of went into

527
00:27:09,920 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 10: his room when he wasn't there, and I stole a

528
00:27:11,320 --> 00:27:15,439
Speaker 10: little the few snacks, and I noticed a secret stash

529
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,080
Speaker 10: that he kept mind his dresser, and I found some

530
00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:21,959
Speaker 10: I found some brownies. They tasted a little off. I'm

531
00:27:22,040 --> 00:27:24,080
Speaker 10: kind of feeling a little off because of it, But.

532
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Speaker 11: I don't know.

533
00:27:27,040 --> 00:27:30,520
Speaker 10: I feel like I'm lucky though tonight, because I'm pretty

534
00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:31,960
Speaker 10: sure that God's reatin.

535
00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:33,760
Speaker 11: I'm about to meet him.

536
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Speaker 2: Kyle.

537
00:27:34,600 --> 00:27:36,600
Speaker 3: Look, if God Israel and you meet him, he's going

538
00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:42,000
Speaker 3: to chastise you because you sinned. You broke the trust

539
00:27:42,000 --> 00:27:46,760
Speaker 3: of your neighbor. You have to you have to honor

540
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:49,040
Speaker 3: and respect that neighbor. Dude, that's that God's one of

541
00:27:49,119 --> 00:27:52,080
Speaker 3: that's like one of God's main rules. And you broke

542
00:27:52,280 --> 00:27:54,480
Speaker 3: that trust and that honor by by sneaking into his

543
00:27:54,600 --> 00:28:00,400
Speaker 3: room and stealing his things.

544
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Speaker 10: We can be an interesting conversation with.

545
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Speaker 3: Him, Kyle. Why why didn't you have you spoken?

546
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Speaker 17: All?

547
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:14,560
Speaker 3: Right? So you're afraid, you're you're you are you are

548
00:28:15,800 --> 00:28:20,040
Speaker 3: suspicious that he's cheating on he's he's he's hooking up

549
00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:24,879
Speaker 3: with your girlfriend and that she's cheating on you with him. Yeah,

550
00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,359
Speaker 3: have you actually spoken to him about this or to

551
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:28,040
Speaker 3: her about this?

552
00:28:29,640 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 5: Oh?

553
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:33,960
Speaker 10: I've talked to him about it, but not like I haven't.

554
00:28:33,960 --> 00:28:35,520
Speaker 10: I haven't confronted them about it.

555
00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:39,520
Speaker 3: Oh, it doesn't have to be a confrontation. What well,

556
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:40,800
Speaker 3: what what makes you suspicious?

557
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:48,680
Speaker 10: Just can't really? Just I've been seen her around the

558
00:28:48,680 --> 00:28:50,760
Speaker 10: house recently. She's been kind of in his room a bit.

559
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:54,480
Speaker 3: So why is she in his room?

560
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Speaker 10: That's that's.

561
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Speaker 5: I don't know.

562
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:03,800
Speaker 8: M hmm.

563
00:29:05,480 --> 00:29:07,080
Speaker 10: Yeah. My roommate James is just.

564
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Speaker 3: Okay.

565
00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:10,840
Speaker 12: He's not he's not there.

566
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:14,640
Speaker 6: Yeah, you're done, all right, I'm okay.

567
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:16,520
Speaker 3: You high?

568
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:17,360
Speaker 10: Yeah?

569
00:29:18,520 --> 00:29:20,920
Speaker 3: What are you high? You said you said that you

570
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:21,760
Speaker 3: like had a brownie?

571
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:24,520
Speaker 10: I had a few brownies?

572
00:29:24,880 --> 00:29:27,480
Speaker 3: You had a few. How high are you high right now? Man?

573
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:31,760
Speaker 10: So, I don't know. I'm feeling pretty good.

574
00:29:33,160 --> 00:29:34,480
Speaker 3: How many how many brownes you eat?

575
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:34,800
Speaker 17: Kyle?

576
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:36,440
Speaker 11: Like four?

577
00:29:37,200 --> 00:29:39,600
Speaker 3: You ate four pop brownies?

578
00:29:40,640 --> 00:29:41,560
Speaker 10: They weren't that big?

579
00:29:46,440 --> 00:29:47,360
Speaker 3: Are you alone? Man?

580
00:29:49,200 --> 00:29:49,440
Speaker 14: Uh No?

581
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,320
Speaker 10: I got, I got, I got, I got James in

582
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Speaker 10: the other room.

583
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Speaker 3: You don't sound you doesn't sound all right, Kyle. Are

584
00:29:58,640 --> 00:30:00,400
Speaker 3: you just nervous. It's okay. If you're just nervous. I

585
00:30:00,440 --> 00:30:02,600
Speaker 3: just want to make sure you know dying.

586
00:30:02,640 --> 00:30:03,720
Speaker 10: I'm a touch nervous.

587
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:06,800
Speaker 3: Okay.

588
00:30:08,680 --> 00:30:13,680
Speaker 10: Well, look, well I think I think I think God's coming.

589
00:30:13,760 --> 00:30:16,080
Speaker 10: I should probably go greeting properly.

590
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:20,400
Speaker 3: All right, go go tell God. I said hello. Stay safe, Kyle.

591
00:30:20,520 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 3: Don't thank you, don't don't don't do even crazy. I

592
00:30:27,640 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 3: will thank you, of course. You have a good night, Kyle.

593
00:30:31,720 --> 00:30:34,040
Speaker 10: Thank you you too.

594
00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:43,440
Speaker 3: I'm concerned about Kyle. I'm concerned what God will do.

595
00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:46,640
Speaker 14: To him, Remy the Rat.

596
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:49,680
Speaker 3: Remy the Rat. All right, we got a Disney theme

597
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:50,479
Speaker 3: going on tonight.

598
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:54,840
Speaker 9: Oh my god, what's up, dude? Oh my god. I

599
00:30:55,000 --> 00:30:57,040
Speaker 9: think you know. I don't think I was gonna down.

600
00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,360
Speaker 3: Okay, you know what. I didn't think anyone was ever

601
00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:05,320
Speaker 3: gonna call into this stream ever, so I'm equally shocked. Yeah. Well,

602
00:31:05,360 --> 00:31:08,440
Speaker 3: and like when I first started it, well.

603
00:31:08,360 --> 00:31:09,840
Speaker 9: You really went off, dude.

604
00:31:11,120 --> 00:31:14,880
Speaker 3: We'll see, we'll see. Look, let me tell you, what's

605
00:31:14,920 --> 00:31:15,320
Speaker 3: your name.

606
00:31:16,960 --> 00:31:19,000
Speaker 5: My name is not Remy, but I kind.

607
00:31:18,800 --> 00:31:21,080
Speaker 3: Of want to Remy Remy.

608
00:31:21,200 --> 00:31:24,760
Speaker 9: Listen, Yeah, for sure, it's radically by the way.

609
00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:29,360
Speaker 3: Do you Remy. A great affirmation to consistently focus on

610
00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:34,920
Speaker 3: is the impermanence of all things, everything from my Twitch

611
00:31:34,960 --> 00:31:41,000
Speaker 3: stream to my life as a whole. This is a

612
00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:46,480
Speaker 3: permanent Remy. It cannot possibly exist literally forever. I think

613
00:31:46,480 --> 00:31:47,320
Speaker 3: about that every day.

614
00:31:48,080 --> 00:31:50,760
Speaker 9: That's good. If it existed forever, that would be like.

615
00:31:50,760 --> 00:31:54,760
Speaker 3: So boring exactly. It's kind of like when the guy

616
00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:57,200
Speaker 3: It's kind of like when the Funko pop collector collects

617
00:31:57,280 --> 00:32:00,440
Speaker 3: every single funkal pop like that.

618
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:02,760
Speaker 9: I know what, Dude, like that, and it's kind of scary.

619
00:32:02,880 --> 00:32:04,360
Speaker 9: I don't like, that's scary.

620
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:05,040
Speaker 10: Hi?

621
00:32:05,120 --> 00:32:06,760
Speaker 3: Every time? Why is it that every time I brought

622
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,959
Speaker 3: up the funko pop analogy, everyone focuses on the funko

623
00:32:10,000 --> 00:32:11,160
Speaker 3: pop aspect of it.

624
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:15,440
Speaker 9: I don't know, man, Funko puffs are like, I don't know,

625
00:32:15,480 --> 00:32:16,560
Speaker 9: there's something about them.

626
00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:17,440
Speaker 5: They're weird.

627
00:32:17,960 --> 00:32:20,920
Speaker 3: I don't know what's so what's wrong with funko puffs?

628
00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:23,640
Speaker 9: I've never really been a fan of them, to be honest,

629
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:24,800
Speaker 9: I don't dis like them.

630
00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:26,000
Speaker 17: I just love them, that's all.

631
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Speaker 3: What's your fantasy, Remy?

632
00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,360
Speaker 9: Well, I have a lot of fantasies, Like what are

633
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 9: we talking about?

634
00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:34,880
Speaker 5: Is it sexual?

635
00:32:35,160 --> 00:32:39,320
Speaker 9: Is it romantic? Is it like work based? Like career based?

636
00:32:40,000 --> 00:32:43,280
Speaker 3: You know, Look, I I respect that you have so

637
00:32:43,320 --> 00:32:45,840
Speaker 3: many different fantasies in so many different areas. Is anyone

638
00:32:45,840 --> 00:32:48,040
Speaker 3: in particular that you're most interested in sharing?

639
00:32:51,440 --> 00:32:55,000
Speaker 9: I guess like career wise, I've always wanted to be

640
00:32:55,040 --> 00:32:57,720
Speaker 9: able to I'm an stream major, and I really want

641
00:32:57,760 --> 00:33:00,239
Speaker 9: to go into like the Vatican and get those se

642
00:33:00,360 --> 00:33:01,520
Speaker 9: juicy Catholic secrets.

643
00:33:02,880 --> 00:33:04,040
Speaker 3: I've been to the Vatican.

644
00:33:04,880 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 9: Really, how was it?

645
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:10,160
Speaker 3: It's really boring? Really, yes, really.

646
00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:12,720
Speaker 9: Boring, dude, but like art than.

647
00:33:12,640 --> 00:33:15,360
Speaker 3: Like yeah, but they're all all those guys are dead.

648
00:33:16,360 --> 00:33:19,040
Speaker 9: Yeah, but like a lot of important people are dead,

649
00:33:19,080 --> 00:33:22,560
Speaker 9: that doesn't mean they're not important.

650
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Speaker 3: I don't But is any dead person anymore? Is there

651
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:31,360
Speaker 3: any dead person that's more important than anyone that's alive?

652
00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:36,280
Speaker 5: I mean you could argue that, Yeah, who's a dead

653
00:33:36,320 --> 00:33:41,120
Speaker 5: person that's more important than well, I guess Jesus.

654
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Speaker 3: Do you think Jesus is more important than.

655
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Speaker 14: Uh?

656
00:33:53,520 --> 00:33:55,480
Speaker 3: Do Jesus is more important than you?

657
00:33:57,200 --> 00:33:57,560
Speaker 10: Oh?

658
00:33:57,600 --> 00:33:57,880
Speaker 8: Shit?

659
00:34:00,360 --> 00:34:03,560
Speaker 9: Uh? Depends on who you ask, really. I mean, if

660
00:34:03,600 --> 00:34:05,680
Speaker 9: you ask me, I would say no. But if you

661
00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:07,560
Speaker 9: ask someone else, maybe yeah.

662
00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:09,600
Speaker 3: Well let me put it like this, and here's my

663
00:34:09,840 --> 00:34:11,919
Speaker 3: here's kind of where I'm coming from with this. Let's

664
00:34:11,920 --> 00:34:16,040
Speaker 3: say that you and Jesus were both hanging off a

665
00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:18,560
Speaker 3: cliff and I only time to save one of you.

666
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:21,520
Speaker 3: I would save you because Jesus is already dead.

667
00:34:23,840 --> 00:34:24,120
Speaker 10: Okay?

668
00:34:24,160 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 3: Does that make you more important than Jesus?

669
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Speaker 10: I guess?

670
00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:30,520
Speaker 3: I mean, well, there you go. How do you feel

671
00:34:30,520 --> 00:34:31,720
Speaker 3: you're more important than Jesus?

672
00:34:32,160 --> 00:34:32,359
Speaker 14: Oh?

673
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:33,920
Speaker 9: My god, it's a special.

674
00:34:33,560 --> 00:34:41,120
Speaker 3: Now, No, the Vatican, No, it was cool. I don't know.

675
00:34:41,160 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 3: I like modern art.

676
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:44,399
Speaker 9: What kind?

677
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:49,520
Speaker 3: No, what's the word. I think it's either modern or contemporary. Like, uh,

678
00:34:49,680 --> 00:34:53,400
Speaker 3: I'm saying it's like weird bullshits that was made now.

679
00:34:54,080 --> 00:34:56,680
Speaker 9: Okay, like Banksy type beat?

680
00:34:57,360 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, Banksy type beat.

681
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:01,000
Speaker 9: Okay, thanks, it's pretty cool.

682
00:35:01,239 --> 00:35:04,319
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, Like I'd rather like I like him more

683
00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:06,600
Speaker 3: than like Michelangelo.

684
00:35:07,719 --> 00:35:11,759
Speaker 9: I really like old art, like Caravaggio. I probably butchered that,

685
00:35:11,960 --> 00:35:12,920
Speaker 9: but yeah, I.

686
00:35:12,920 --> 00:35:15,040
Speaker 3: Don't know about Caravaja. I took a class on him.

687
00:35:15,840 --> 00:35:18,200
Speaker 9: Really, I really like this come team with some.

688
00:35:18,640 --> 00:35:20,160
Speaker 3: Dudis because it was boring.

689
00:35:21,160 --> 00:35:24,680
Speaker 9: Oh my godness, Well it's taught in very boring way.

690
00:35:24,920 --> 00:35:27,480
Speaker 9: One of those professors talk about it in an interesting way.

691
00:35:28,320 --> 00:35:30,319
Speaker 3: How how would you make it interesting if you were

692
00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:32,240
Speaker 3: teaching it, Well.

693
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:34,560
Speaker 9: You have to speak in like gen Z slang if

694
00:35:34,560 --> 00:35:35,440
Speaker 9: he wants them to pay.

695
00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:40,600
Speaker 12: Attention, would you, uh.

696
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:42,760
Speaker 9: Like in TikTok memes? That's how I would.

697
00:35:42,520 --> 00:35:45,960
Speaker 3: Teach it, Honestly, Can I can I get like an

698
00:35:45,960 --> 00:35:50,160
Speaker 3: example of like how you how you would combine a

699
00:35:50,200 --> 00:35:51,920
Speaker 3: TikTok meme with Caravaggio.

700
00:35:52,640 --> 00:35:56,040
Speaker 9: Fucking Machiavelli was well, sorry I went to Macavelli. I

701
00:35:56,120 --> 00:35:58,359
Speaker 9: really I popped into my head. I was gonna say

702
00:35:58,400 --> 00:36:00,719
Speaker 9: Machiavelli was busting because.

703
00:36:00,520 --> 00:36:04,680
Speaker 3: He was onto some ship he was busting. Yeah, because

704
00:36:04,719 --> 00:36:08,040
Speaker 3: I looked up the word bussy because people would like

705
00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 3: spam it in my chat, and it means boy pussy.

706
00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:14,000
Speaker 8: Really yeah?

707
00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:14,200
Speaker 5: Is that?

708
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,080
Speaker 3: What is Is that what bussin means?

709
00:36:16,600 --> 00:36:19,680
Speaker 9: I thought bussing was like like cool, you know, like

710
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:23,520
Speaker 9: that shits buss him. You know, maybe I'm wrong?

711
00:36:25,520 --> 00:36:25,759
Speaker 10: Ship?

712
00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:28,440
Speaker 3: Are those two different things?

713
00:36:29,560 --> 00:36:32,960
Speaker 9: I guess maybe I don't know. I'm not that good

714
00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:34,120
Speaker 9: a source for Internet.

715
00:36:40,000 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 3: Well, look I'm glad. Look, look, you know what, who

716
00:36:42,239 --> 00:36:44,440
Speaker 3: fuck me? I'm glad that you find it interesting. I'm

717
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:45,920
Speaker 3: glad someone finds it interesting.

718
00:36:46,440 --> 00:36:49,960
Speaker 9: I mean someone has to. I really just think that

719
00:36:50,040 --> 00:36:52,919
Speaker 9: they teach it the wrong way seriously, because this ship

720
00:36:53,040 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 9: is interesting. But it's like they use such fancy words

721
00:36:57,160 --> 00:36:59,759
Speaker 9: that don't need to be used because not everyone likes

722
00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:00,520
Speaker 9: to can read.

723
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:06,600
Speaker 3: Man, it's the it's the Caravaggio. For me, this doesn't

724
00:37:06,600 --> 00:37:13,400
Speaker 3: even make any sense. What uh so you're gonna go

725
00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:14,440
Speaker 3: teach care of Ozio?

726
00:37:15,560 --> 00:37:15,719
Speaker 18: Oh?

727
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:16,920
Speaker 9: Fuck no, hell no.

728
00:37:19,160 --> 00:37:21,160
Speaker 3: Well listen. I hope that you eventually do get to

729
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:23,080
Speaker 3: the Vatican. I hope you take lots of pictures and

730
00:37:23,080 --> 00:37:24,839
Speaker 3: I hope you get more out of it than I did.

731
00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:27,439
Speaker 9: Thank you. I hope I do too.

732
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 3: Of course, you have a great rest of the night,

733
00:37:30,280 --> 00:37:40,680
Speaker 3: you too. Man. Hello, sir, Hey, how are you? What

734
00:37:40,719 --> 00:37:41,279
Speaker 3: are you up to?

735
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,719
Speaker 6: Not much, man, it's just a gig.

736
00:37:45,480 --> 00:37:51,600
Speaker 3: This Yeah, this is the geck guy. I'm doing all right?

737
00:37:51,640 --> 00:37:52,880
Speaker 3: Have we ever spoken before?

738
00:37:53,840 --> 00:37:56,600
Speaker 13: We have not, Dude, I've been trying to call in got.

739
00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:59,719
Speaker 3: Oh my goodness, it's such a pleasure to speak with you.

740
00:37:59,760 --> 00:38:00,560
Speaker 3: What is your name?

741
00:38:01,960 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 6: I'm Jack.

742
00:38:03,640 --> 00:38:06,680
Speaker 3: Jack. I like that name. Well. Actually, when I was

743
00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,080
Speaker 3: in fourth grade, I had a kid that bullied me

744
00:38:09,080 --> 00:38:13,640
Speaker 3: whose name is Jack. But he's probably he's probably matured

745
00:38:13,680 --> 00:38:15,840
Speaker 3: a lot since then because that was a long time ago.

746
00:38:16,680 --> 00:38:19,160
Speaker 13: Oh yeah, you gotta give him a chance.

747
00:38:19,200 --> 00:38:21,200
Speaker 6: Man, there's some good Jackson's world.

748
00:38:21,239 --> 00:38:23,600
Speaker 3: Bro. Do you do you feel like do you feel

749
00:38:23,600 --> 00:38:25,960
Speaker 3: like you give people chances a lot? Jack? Do you

750
00:38:26,000 --> 00:38:29,319
Speaker 3: feel like you tend to let people prove themselves to

751
00:38:29,360 --> 00:38:31,719
Speaker 3: you give them enough space.

752
00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:32,000
Speaker 17: To do that.

753
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:34,480
Speaker 6: I kind of do, man.

754
00:38:34,600 --> 00:38:37,960
Speaker 13: I give people a little too many chances. Sometimes too

755
00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:42,720
Speaker 13: many chances, Too many chances, you say, I think too.

756
00:38:42,640 --> 00:38:44,960
Speaker 6: I think too well with some people, you know.

757
00:38:45,800 --> 00:38:49,279
Speaker 3: You tell me that. Tell me the last person you

758
00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:51,080
Speaker 3: gave a chance to that you feel like you shouldn't

759
00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:51,960
Speaker 3: have given a chance to.

760
00:38:55,560 --> 00:38:56,319
Speaker 6: I don't know this guy.

761
00:38:56,920 --> 00:38:57,759
Speaker 8: This guy my work.

762
00:38:58,360 --> 00:39:01,560
Speaker 13: It's kind of like Andy of mine who works under me.

763
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:05,799
Speaker 6: You know, he's like a nice kid, but he just

764
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:06,680
Speaker 6: doesn't give a fuck.

765
00:39:07,960 --> 00:39:11,240
Speaker 3: Hmm. What was he doing that was wrong?

766
00:39:14,760 --> 00:39:15,440
Speaker 6: Just not listening?

767
00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:15,640
Speaker 3: Man?

768
00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:18,279
Speaker 13: Just uh, you know, I don't know if he wasn't

769
00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:18,800
Speaker 13: understand it.

770
00:39:18,920 --> 00:39:23,839
Speaker 3: He just wasn't the You might have been high, hero.

771
00:39:24,000 --> 00:39:25,359
Speaker 6: I worked in construction, so he did.

772
00:39:25,440 --> 00:39:27,480
Speaker 13: He could have been fucking messed out for sure.

773
00:39:28,080 --> 00:39:28,239
Speaker 8: Man.

774
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:30,239
Speaker 3: Do people really get fucking high and go on to

775
00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,879
Speaker 3: like constructions? Is that like a thing? People getting high

776
00:39:32,960 --> 00:39:34,759
Speaker 3: and going on the construction site?

777
00:39:34,880 --> 00:39:37,320
Speaker 6: I mean yeah sometimes.

778
00:39:37,480 --> 00:39:40,040
Speaker 13: I mean I can always guarantee like twenty five pies

779
00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:42,640
Speaker 13: percent of the people out there fucking high.

780
00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:44,560
Speaker 3: Shiit, twenty five percent?

781
00:39:45,840 --> 00:39:46,040
Speaker 18: Dude?

782
00:39:46,360 --> 00:39:47,560
Speaker 13: Are they all just laborers?

783
00:39:47,560 --> 00:39:47,719
Speaker 11: Bro?

784
00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:49,799
Speaker 13: They're just never a paycheck then they're out.

785
00:39:50,480 --> 00:39:53,640
Speaker 3: Yeah right, But you're around all the fucking power tools

786
00:39:53,680 --> 00:39:56,279
Speaker 3: and shit, isn't that aren't you gonna cut off a

787
00:39:56,320 --> 00:39:58,520
Speaker 3: finger or something? Yeah?

788
00:39:58,719 --> 00:40:01,160
Speaker 13: Dude, you got people like me who walk around and

789
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:02,279
Speaker 13: tell them about to do dumb shit.

790
00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:05,040
Speaker 3: They're like, oh, do you think do you think they

791
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:06,680
Speaker 3: hate you? Do you think they hate you because you

792
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:08,440
Speaker 3: tell them what to do? Do you get like a

793
00:40:08,480 --> 00:40:09,680
Speaker 3: sense of animosity from me?

794
00:40:10,800 --> 00:40:13,360
Speaker 13: Oh, because they're out there working and then you know,

795
00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:15,840
Speaker 13: I'm just kind of fucking standing around and then I

796
00:40:15,920 --> 00:40:18,080
Speaker 13: come to like tell them what they're doing is wrong.

797
00:40:19,480 --> 00:40:21,520
Speaker 13: So they definitely have some animosity for me.

798
00:40:22,200 --> 00:40:25,000
Speaker 3: How does that make you feel that, like these people

799
00:40:25,040 --> 00:40:25,400
Speaker 3: hate you?

800
00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:31,160
Speaker 6: I mean, they all hate me, you know, But I

801
00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:31,480
Speaker 6: don't know.

802
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:35,800
Speaker 13: I don't really take that into consideration too much.

803
00:40:35,960 --> 00:40:38,040
Speaker 10: I do sometimes, but that's part.

804
00:40:38,120 --> 00:40:40,040
Speaker 3: I think that's part of the job of being a

805
00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:42,440
Speaker 3: boss is. And it sounds like you you're good at this.

806
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:47,640
Speaker 3: It's just not caring about a lot of people hating

807
00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:51,960
Speaker 3: you and talking saying mean things about you to their friends.

808
00:40:52,560 --> 00:40:54,120
Speaker 13: Yeah, I don't. I mean, I don't really give a

809
00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:56,040
Speaker 13: fuck as much about those guys.

810
00:40:56,800 --> 00:40:57,680
Speaker 6: I give a fuck.

811
00:40:57,560 --> 00:41:00,080
Speaker 13: About like the more important like the other because you know,

812
00:41:00,160 --> 00:41:03,200
Speaker 13: I feel like interact with other, you know, companies on

813
00:41:03,239 --> 00:41:04,360
Speaker 13: this job site there.

814
00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 3: Now, do you like, how do you know what? They

815
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:07,640
Speaker 3: don't hate you?

816
00:41:08,480 --> 00:41:08,680
Speaker 1: Oh?

817
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:10,400
Speaker 13: Dude, Like, I'm sure someone made me.

818
00:41:10,440 --> 00:41:11,760
Speaker 6: I'm one hundsve.

819
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:13,440
Speaker 3: What's secret?

820
00:41:17,360 --> 00:41:17,680
Speaker 6: You said?

821
00:41:17,719 --> 00:41:19,920
Speaker 3: What gig, what's your secret? Jack?

822
00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:21,960
Speaker 6: What's my secret?

823
00:41:22,040 --> 00:41:25,240
Speaker 3: Dude? Yeah?

824
00:41:26,560 --> 00:41:28,320
Speaker 8: My secret.

825
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:32,279
Speaker 11: I don't know how far I want to divulge to you, Gig.

826
00:41:34,719 --> 00:41:35,480
Speaker 3: Do you not trust me?

827
00:41:37,600 --> 00:41:38,920
Speaker 6: Do I trust you?

828
00:41:39,000 --> 00:41:39,239
Speaker 8: Yeah?

829
00:41:39,320 --> 00:41:41,000
Speaker 3: Do you not trust me to hope to take care

830
00:41:41,040 --> 00:41:41,640
Speaker 3: of your secret?

831
00:41:44,360 --> 00:41:44,520
Speaker 10: Well?

832
00:41:44,560 --> 00:41:45,319
Speaker 13: It's not really just a.

833
00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:48,840
Speaker 6: Thousand people, wouldn't it.

834
00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:53,760
Speaker 3: Mm hmm? Man, this is a computer. These are all bots.

835
00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:56,760
Speaker 6: Is there bods that you've been buying your stream?

836
00:41:57,520 --> 00:41:59,920
Speaker 3: I knew Jack enough about me. Tell me your secret,

837
00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:08,439
Speaker 3: tell me my jack, Jack, listen, Jack, listen, listen. I think. Look,

838
00:42:08,440 --> 00:42:10,440
Speaker 3: I respect your respect, your boundaries, or I am not

839
00:42:10,480 --> 00:42:11,880
Speaker 3: here to force you to tell me anything you're not

840
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:12,600
Speaker 3: comfortable to tell me.

841
00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:15,120
Speaker 6: All right, check, I'm gonna tell you some. I'm gonna

842
00:42:15,120 --> 00:42:16,359
Speaker 6: tell you some weird ass ship yet.

843
00:42:17,560 --> 00:42:19,680
Speaker 3: All right, make it quick. We've been talking for way

844
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:20,080
Speaker 3: too long.

845
00:42:20,880 --> 00:42:21,520
Speaker 6: Oh fuck.

846
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:27,600
Speaker 13: So when I was like fifteen, bro right, I had

847
00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:30,400
Speaker 13: this girlfriend and I was trying to you know, I

848
00:42:30,400 --> 00:42:30,880
Speaker 13: was trying.

849
00:42:30,680 --> 00:42:34,960
Speaker 3: To get my dig sone right, Jesus Christ, Jesus Christ.

850
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:36,239
Speaker 6: I was trying to get my dig So you know,

851
00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:37,600
Speaker 6: I'm little kid.

852
00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:38,760
Speaker 8: Right, Okay.

853
00:42:38,800 --> 00:42:41,480
Speaker 6: If we were sitting there, she's like kind.

854
00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,200
Speaker 8: Of like and.

855
00:42:44,160 --> 00:42:47,919
Speaker 13: Then I was like, all right, if I could suck

856
00:42:48,000 --> 00:42:50,520
Speaker 13: my own dick, then you gotta suck my dick.

857
00:42:55,360 --> 00:43:00,960
Speaker 3: That's how wow. Well that point, if you can suck

858
00:43:01,000 --> 00:43:02,879
Speaker 3: your own dick, you don't really need anyone else.

859
00:43:03,719 --> 00:43:07,000
Speaker 6: No, it's not saying it was one and done for me.

860
00:43:08,000 --> 00:43:10,719
Speaker 6: M hmm, what about.

861
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:15,920
Speaker 3: I'm extremely impressed by your skills, both as a manager

862
00:43:15,960 --> 00:43:18,560
Speaker 3: and as a sucker of your own penis, and I

863
00:43:18,600 --> 00:43:20,760
Speaker 3: wish you're the best of luck moving forward in your life.

864
00:43:21,760 --> 00:43:23,759
Speaker 6: YouTube man, do you look like a turtle. I'll talk

865
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:24,320
Speaker 6: to you like you.

866
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:25,320
Speaker 3: Good night.

867
00:43:28,360 --> 00:43:30,839
Speaker 14: All from Robin.

868
00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:32,880
Speaker 3: Robin.

869
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:39,759
Speaker 14: Yes, Oh my god, Hi, how are you Robin? I

870
00:43:39,800 --> 00:43:45,840
Speaker 14: always thought I wouldn't. I wouldn't be the guy who says,

871
00:43:45,920 --> 00:43:49,560
Speaker 14: oh my god. And I'm so happy for finally getting

872
00:43:49,600 --> 00:43:53,560
Speaker 14: through that. I'm really happy I finally got through.

873
00:43:54,200 --> 00:43:54,399
Speaker 10: Hi.

874
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:59,000
Speaker 3: I'm a would you say your name was Robin? Robin?

875
00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 3: Do you have your stream on the background? Could you

876
00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:03,400
Speaker 3: could you turn that off for me? H?

877
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:04,120
Speaker 14: Yeah? I did?

878
00:44:05,040 --> 00:44:06,560
Speaker 3: Okay? How you how you doing?

879
00:44:06,640 --> 00:44:06,839
Speaker 8: Dude?

880
00:44:11,480 --> 00:44:12,200
Speaker 10: You know how it is?

881
00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:23,200
Speaker 3: How is it well? I guess yeah? Are you h where? Where? Uh? God?

882
00:44:23,239 --> 00:44:26,840
Speaker 3: I suck it? Uh? Do you have any secrets? Robin.

883
00:44:28,680 --> 00:44:33,160
Speaker 14: Uh, I kind of do. I kind of do. It

884
00:44:33,200 --> 00:44:37,800
Speaker 14: depends on Actually, first, I have a question. Have you

885
00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:45,160
Speaker 14: ever talked h to someone uh who's like from another country,

886
00:44:45,160 --> 00:44:49,080
Speaker 14: maybe a Latin country, or whose first language was in English?

887
00:44:49,880 --> 00:44:51,759
Speaker 3: Like in my life? Have I ever talked to someone

888
00:44:51,760 --> 00:44:52,320
Speaker 3: whose first.

889
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:56,000
Speaker 14: Languages I mean on the on the show? You know?

890
00:44:56,200 --> 00:45:00,279
Speaker 3: Actually we it's interesting, I don't. I really want to

891
00:45:00,320 --> 00:45:01,680
Speaker 3: make it so that we can. I would love to.

892
00:45:01,680 --> 00:45:03,160
Speaker 3: I really want to make it so we can talk

893
00:45:03,200 --> 00:45:06,200
Speaker 3: to more people outside of the US, But my fucking

894
00:45:06,440 --> 00:45:10,240
Speaker 3: call in system is like I gotta, I gotta upgrade

895
00:45:10,280 --> 00:45:14,640
Speaker 3: it for that. Why is your first language not English?

896
00:45:14,719 --> 00:45:18,799
Speaker 14: Yeah? Absolutely, it's very much not English. Actually, I'm surprised

897
00:45:19,960 --> 00:45:24,120
Speaker 14: right now I'm being this chill about talking in English

898
00:45:24,160 --> 00:45:27,400
Speaker 14: because usually when I have to talk in English, I

899
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:33,239
Speaker 14: like started like an asho and stuff. But yeah, thank you.

900
00:45:33,520 --> 00:45:40,560
Speaker 14: I'm Brazilian. I'm calling from Brazil right now. Yes, I've

901
00:45:40,560 --> 00:45:48,160
Speaker 14: never left Brazil. I had to down. I'm sorry.

902
00:45:49,000 --> 00:45:50,480
Speaker 3: You said you have to download something.

903
00:45:51,680 --> 00:45:54,840
Speaker 14: Yeah, I had to download an app that allowed me

904
00:45:55,000 --> 00:46:02,799
Speaker 14: to watch ads for credits. Yeah.

905
00:46:02,600 --> 00:46:05,240
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're not gonna like cut off. You're not gonna

906
00:46:05,280 --> 00:46:08,120
Speaker 3: like cut off suddenly because you're out of credits.

907
00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:09,879
Speaker 12: Are you poor?

908
00:46:09,960 --> 00:46:13,319
Speaker 14: Probably not? Let me check, No, I have plenty. Yeah.

909
00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:14,720
Speaker 14: We shouldn't have to worry about.

910
00:46:14,560 --> 00:46:15,680
Speaker 15: That, all right.

911
00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:17,239
Speaker 3: If we need you to look at a picture of

912
00:46:17,280 --> 00:46:21,960
Speaker 3: a Snicker's bar or something, I'm prepared to do that.

913
00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:22,239
Speaker 9: Yeah.

914
00:46:22,360 --> 00:46:22,560
Speaker 17: Right.

915
00:46:24,680 --> 00:46:27,839
Speaker 3: So you've never been to uh? You never? You've never

916
00:46:27,920 --> 00:46:28,480
Speaker 3: left Brazil?

917
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:28,600
Speaker 14: Ye?

918
00:46:28,680 --> 00:46:28,880
Speaker 8: Have you?

919
00:46:28,920 --> 00:46:31,000
Speaker 3: Have you been to other places around South America? You've

920
00:46:31,040 --> 00:46:31,760
Speaker 3: never left Brazil.

921
00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:38,080
Speaker 14: I've actually I live in the extreme south of Brazil

922
00:46:38,360 --> 00:46:43,400
Speaker 14: and it's like a three hour drive from Uruguay. Uh

923
00:46:43,440 --> 00:46:47,319
Speaker 14: And I've been there like a couple of times. But

924
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:51,399
Speaker 14: that's it. I don't even consider that to be out

925
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:56,840
Speaker 14: of Brazil proper, because it's like it's like a shopping

926
00:46:56,920 --> 00:47:00,319
Speaker 14: hub in there in Uruguay because of like currency, shit,

927
00:47:00,480 --> 00:47:05,439
Speaker 14: it's a lot cheaper, Like important products are a lot

928
00:47:05,520 --> 00:47:11,400
Speaker 14: cheaper in Uruguay, and so in the town and the border,

929
00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:15,959
Speaker 14: it's basically designated for Brazilians to go and buy shit.

930
00:47:16,640 --> 00:47:20,200
Speaker 14: Uh And I've been there a couple of times, but

931
00:47:20,280 --> 00:47:21,399
Speaker 14: that's that's that's it.

932
00:47:22,880 --> 00:47:26,920
Speaker 3: Do you have the desire to go outside of Brazil?

933
00:47:28,760 --> 00:47:32,320
Speaker 14: Absolutely? I don't see myself making a future for myself

934
00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:32,680
Speaker 14: in here.

935
00:47:33,640 --> 00:47:35,080
Speaker 3: Where do you want to make your future?

936
00:47:36,719 --> 00:47:36,879
Speaker 11: Uh?

937
00:47:39,960 --> 00:47:47,840
Speaker 14: That's right now. I met someone online who lives in

938
00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:53,719
Speaker 14: the US. Uh and uh we hit it off, like

939
00:47:54,840 --> 00:47:58,279
Speaker 14: the connection reform instantly was like nothing I had ever

940
00:47:58,360 --> 00:48:03,279
Speaker 14: experienced before. And we've been talking for almost a year now.

941
00:48:03,440 --> 00:48:11,960
Speaker 14: And because because I don't really have a specific preference,

942
00:48:11,960 --> 00:48:13,920
Speaker 14: I just want to be out of Brazil, you know,

943
00:48:14,680 --> 00:48:18,200
Speaker 14: I guess the US or maybe Canada. Probably Canada would

944
00:48:18,200 --> 00:48:19,040
Speaker 14: be a nice choice.

945
00:48:20,320 --> 00:48:22,640
Speaker 3: Is that where this guy lives in Canada or no,

946
00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:23,640
Speaker 3: said he lives in the US.

947
00:48:25,200 --> 00:48:28,200
Speaker 14: Yeah, but he also doesn't like living in the US.

948
00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:33,719
Speaker 14: And to be honest, I can't imagine like having to

949
00:48:35,800 --> 00:48:44,759
Speaker 14: like not oh man, but the English. I can't imagine like,

950
00:48:44,960 --> 00:48:48,600
Speaker 14: for example, having a throad ache and having to endure

951
00:48:48,640 --> 00:48:51,520
Speaker 14: it for two months instead of going to the doctor,

952
00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:58,840
Speaker 14: for example, you know, for that and other reasons. Yeah,

953
00:48:58,960 --> 00:49:01,960
Speaker 14: and for the health scare system, and also because of

954
00:49:02,000 --> 00:49:05,839
Speaker 14: the xenophobia. You know, I would I think I would

955
00:49:05,960 --> 00:49:11,600
Speaker 14: rather go to Canada than the US. But I guess also.

956
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:18,320
Speaker 3: Know what we're saying. I was I heard I'm disappointed

957
00:49:18,360 --> 00:49:20,640
Speaker 3: that you you're you're make you're like scared to come

958
00:49:20,680 --> 00:49:25,239
Speaker 3: to the U s H. Yeah, I get it, But

959
00:49:27,840 --> 00:49:28,480
Speaker 3: what were you saying?

960
00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:33,680
Speaker 14: I don't know. We were we were talking about, like

961
00:49:34,760 --> 00:49:40,600
Speaker 14: where do I plan to go? Because because planning.

962
00:49:40,280 --> 00:49:42,719
Speaker 3: On going with this guy that you like, you and

963
00:49:42,760 --> 00:49:44,879
Speaker 3: this guy you met, you're planning on moving with him too,

964
00:49:45,360 --> 00:49:47,440
Speaker 3: or you you'd like to move with him to Canada?

965
00:49:49,480 --> 00:49:51,520
Speaker 5: Uh?

966
00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:54,359
Speaker 14: Yeah that that that would be in the future. I

967
00:49:54,400 --> 00:49:58,600
Speaker 14: will definitely go visit uh in uh while he's he

968
00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:01,080
Speaker 14: is still in the US. See how things go?

969
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:03,520
Speaker 10: Mm hm.

970
00:50:04,080 --> 00:50:06,439
Speaker 3: Where where did you meet on like a dating app

971
00:50:06,520 --> 00:50:06,920
Speaker 3: or something?

972
00:50:08,200 --> 00:50:13,239
Speaker 14: It was on Twitch? Actually there was. He was Yeah,

973
00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:16,640
Speaker 14: he was streaming an underground game and like right from

974
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:20,040
Speaker 14: the title, I I I could see that he had

975
00:50:20,080 --> 00:50:24,720
Speaker 14: We had the same sense of humor and stuff. Uh

976
00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:28,840
Speaker 14: and uh yeah, I was just I went to every

977
00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:33,680
Speaker 14: stream of his and like commented, uh like in like

978
00:50:33,800 --> 00:50:38,799
Speaker 14: every stream and uh eventually we added each other in

979
00:50:38,880 --> 00:50:41,920
Speaker 14: the scord and we talked pretty much every day since.

980
00:50:43,840 --> 00:50:46,960
Speaker 3: Interesting that's called are you a streamer as well or

981
00:50:47,000 --> 00:50:47,560
Speaker 3: just a chatter?

982
00:50:49,360 --> 00:50:52,600
Speaker 14: Not yet? And oh man, this call is getting along.

983
00:50:52,719 --> 00:50:57,080
Speaker 14: But that's also another thing that I wanted to talk

984
00:50:57,080 --> 00:51:00,640
Speaker 14: about because uh, I do a bit of digital and

985
00:51:01,520 --> 00:51:06,279
Speaker 14: uh I think I would really like to have a

986
00:51:06,320 --> 00:51:09,959
Speaker 14: show like Therapy Eco, like to have a stream where

987
00:51:09,960 --> 00:51:15,040
Speaker 14: I just talk to people, you know, you like strangers

988
00:51:15,080 --> 00:51:18,719
Speaker 14: call you and tell you like their deepest secrets and

989
00:51:18,840 --> 00:51:23,040
Speaker 14: that kind of stuff. And people really fascinate me. And

990
00:51:23,520 --> 00:51:25,719
Speaker 14: every time I come to the stream, I just think,

991
00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:28,239
Speaker 14: like I want what this guy has. I think I

992
00:51:28,280 --> 00:51:30,520
Speaker 14: would have so much fun if I had a stream

993
00:51:30,600 --> 00:51:30,879
Speaker 14: like this.

994
00:51:32,000 --> 00:51:34,160
Speaker 3: You should do it. You should start streaming on Twitch

995
00:51:34,280 --> 00:51:38,000
Speaker 3: or Reddit or something like that. Maybe you could find

996
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:41,799
Speaker 3: a way to like take it would be cool. You

997
00:51:41,800 --> 00:51:43,680
Speaker 3: know something that you could do that is like, you know,

998
00:51:44,120 --> 00:51:47,480
Speaker 3: you could take calls from people in other Spanish speaking

999
00:51:48,120 --> 00:51:50,160
Speaker 3: countries as well.

1000
00:51:50,880 --> 00:51:55,280
Speaker 14: Yeah, that's actually a misconception. I don't speak Spanish.

1001
00:51:55,400 --> 00:52:00,640
Speaker 3: In British speak Portuguese Portuguese, right, yeah, right, I'm dumb.

1002
00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:07,680
Speaker 14: Yes, I would really like that. Do you have any

1003
00:52:07,719 --> 00:52:11,360
Speaker 14: advice for people to get started?

1004
00:52:11,760 --> 00:52:18,200
Speaker 3: And that's gonna be yeah, yeah, I would suggest. I've

1005
00:52:18,239 --> 00:52:20,240
Speaker 3: seen a lot of people they have trouble like starting

1006
00:52:20,239 --> 00:52:24,040
Speaker 3: call in shows from scratch, because like calling shows like

1007
00:52:24,080 --> 00:52:27,520
Speaker 3: you need you need viewers to be able to do it.

1008
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:31,160
Speaker 3: So I would I would start by stream. Do you

1009
00:52:31,239 --> 00:52:33,520
Speaker 3: know what Reddit public access network is do you know

1010
00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:34,200
Speaker 3: what Reddit is?

1011
00:52:37,600 --> 00:52:39,480
Speaker 14: I'm not. I don't go on Reddit much.

1012
00:52:40,400 --> 00:52:44,080
Speaker 3: Okay, I Reddit has a streaming service because the problem

1013
00:52:44,120 --> 00:52:46,280
Speaker 3: with Twitch is like Twitch has no discoverability. I'm getting

1014
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:49,400
Speaker 3: the inside baseball here, but like Twitch has no discoverability.

1015
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:52,799
Speaker 3: So like, if you start streaming, it's like there's no

1016
00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:55,360
Speaker 3: way to get people to find you. So you have

1017
00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,440
Speaker 3: to either stream. I think you have to either make

1018
00:52:57,480 --> 00:53:01,880
Speaker 3: tiktoks or stream on Reddit, so while you're also streaming

1019
00:53:01,960 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 3: on Twitch. So I guess my advice to you from

1020
00:53:05,200 --> 00:53:09,280
Speaker 3: a logistical how to grow a stream sense is to

1021
00:53:09,320 --> 00:53:16,520
Speaker 3: make content for other platforms to drive to Twitch. It's

1022
00:53:16,680 --> 00:53:17,520
Speaker 3: helpful at all.

1023
00:53:21,000 --> 00:53:24,200
Speaker 14: Yeah, that makes sense. That would be a little bit

1024
00:53:24,200 --> 00:53:27,759
Speaker 14: of a barrier, I think because I'm like extremely introverted,

1025
00:53:27,880 --> 00:53:31,040
Speaker 14: so I don't do stuff like TikTok much, but I'll

1026
00:53:31,040 --> 00:53:34,200
Speaker 14: look into it. Thanks for the advice, for sure.

1027
00:53:34,280 --> 00:53:35,759
Speaker 3: Thank you, Thank you for caling. What did you say?

1028
00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:37,920
Speaker 14: Your name was Robin?

1029
00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:42,000
Speaker 3: Robin, Well, Robin, good good luck to you. Come come

1030
00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:44,800
Speaker 3: back and put the look. If you got any links

1031
00:53:44,800 --> 00:53:46,920
Speaker 3: standing your stuff, put it in the chat. We want

1032
00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:47,560
Speaker 3: to check you out.

1033
00:53:48,960 --> 00:53:54,040
Speaker 14: Absolutely. If I started channel, I'll let you know in

1034
00:53:54,120 --> 00:53:54,719
Speaker 14: the discord.

1035
00:53:55,400 --> 00:53:57,480
Speaker 3: Awesome. Thank you so much, Robin. You have a good

1036
00:53:57,480 --> 00:53:58,080
Speaker 3: rest of the night.

1037
00:53:59,280 --> 00:54:03,840
Speaker 14: Thanks Fork for attacking. Of course, take care.

1038
00:54:06,880 --> 00:54:09,400
Speaker 12: Cos from Graham.

1039
00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:13,480
Speaker 3: Gram Gram Gram.

1040
00:54:13,760 --> 00:54:19,800
Speaker 17: Gram Brander, say that more time, Graham Brander. It's a Scottish.

1041
00:54:19,440 --> 00:54:22,840
Speaker 3: Accent, Graham. How are you, Graham Graham.

1042
00:54:22,880 --> 00:54:24,480
Speaker 17: You know I'm doing all right. You know when I

1043
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:28,040
Speaker 17: heard your stream at night about secrets, got a real

1044
00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:29,920
Speaker 17: good secret to tell you.

1045
00:54:31,840 --> 00:54:32,800
Speaker 6: Let me take you back.

1046
00:54:32,680 --> 00:54:34,799
Speaker 17: About about two years. You know, I was hanging out

1047
00:54:34,840 --> 00:54:37,800
Speaker 17: with my family. He was pretty drunk off of whiskey,

1048
00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:40,520
Speaker 17: and I just soaked to myself. You know, I really

1049
00:54:40,520 --> 00:54:43,920
Speaker 17: would like to operate some heavy machinery right now. So

1050
00:54:44,960 --> 00:54:47,759
Speaker 17: I went out into my back porch and I got

1051
00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:51,719
Speaker 17: on my John Deere tractor, and you know, I just

1052
00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:55,080
Speaker 17: started knowing the loan. You know, it's a real sexual experience.

1053
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:57,160
Speaker 17: I had my share off, you know, I was waiting.

1054
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:00,279
Speaker 17: It was just a real thrill. And you know, I

1055
00:55:00,400 --> 00:55:03,000
Speaker 17: wheeled around, pulled through the gate to the front yard

1056
00:55:03,280 --> 00:55:06,600
Speaker 17: and you know, I'm moving a lawn and all of

1057
00:55:06,640 --> 00:55:10,480
Speaker 17: a sudden, I see like a police sirens behind the end,

1058
00:55:11,360 --> 00:55:14,720
Speaker 17: and I got a driving under the influence on my tractor,

1059
00:55:16,040 --> 00:55:19,279
Speaker 17: and you know, most people would say you've hit rock

1060
00:55:19,320 --> 00:55:21,319
Speaker 17: bottom gram And you know, I think I did hate

1061
00:55:21,400 --> 00:55:25,359
Speaker 17: rock Bottom, but you know I can't say I did.

1062
00:55:25,400 --> 00:55:28,919
Speaker 17: You know, imagine like a metaphorical check camera hammering down

1063
00:55:29,160 --> 00:55:32,919
Speaker 17: lower than rock Bottom. Because ever since, all I want

1064
00:55:32,920 --> 00:55:35,839
Speaker 17: to do is I just want to get drunk. I've

1065
00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:40,759
Speaker 17: rented out excavators, trenchers on two four cliffs. I've got

1066
00:55:40,760 --> 00:55:43,560
Speaker 17: a back hull loader bulldozer. I just want to get drunk,

1067
00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:47,600
Speaker 17: and I just want to operate heavy machinery. It's tore

1068
00:55:47,719 --> 00:55:50,439
Speaker 17: my life apart. My wife divorced me, I don't see

1069
00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:55,280
Speaker 17: my kids much anymore, and I just want more heavy machinery.

1070
00:55:57,200 --> 00:55:58,799
Speaker 3: You know, this is sort of I feel like the

1071
00:55:58,800 --> 00:56:01,400
Speaker 3: making is of a small busines this right, because what

1072
00:56:01,440 --> 00:56:05,400
Speaker 3: if you could find a way to like sort of

1073
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:08,080
Speaker 3: like a Disney Land for people like you. You bought a

1074
00:56:08,120 --> 00:56:12,000
Speaker 3: plot of land and just like you created some kind

1075
00:56:12,000 --> 00:56:14,240
Speaker 3: of space where people could get drunk and operate heavy

1076
00:56:14,280 --> 00:56:18,120
Speaker 3: machinery like safely, right instead of out in the world

1077
00:56:18,200 --> 00:56:19,520
Speaker 3: where they you know, can kill people.

1078
00:56:21,200 --> 00:56:23,520
Speaker 17: You know, that's a great that's a great idea, you know,

1079
00:56:23,560 --> 00:56:26,520
Speaker 17: because you know, you see the commercials for the drugs.

1080
00:56:26,560 --> 00:56:30,440
Speaker 17: You know, it's always a bunch of happy families, happy people.

1081
00:56:30,600 --> 00:56:32,360
Speaker 17: And then you know you've got the voice saying, you know,

1082
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:35,880
Speaker 17: make those side effects. Don't operate heavy machinery. But you

1083
00:56:35,880 --> 00:56:39,759
Speaker 17: know when you tell someone don't operate heavy machinery, you

1084
00:56:39,800 --> 00:56:40,600
Speaker 17: know the fairst thing.

1085
00:56:40,640 --> 00:56:42,400
Speaker 3: They want to operate heavy machinery.

1086
00:56:42,600 --> 00:56:45,320
Speaker 17: I want to exactly you know if I mean about

1087
00:56:46,120 --> 00:56:50,240
Speaker 17: seventy five dos and dollars and rent excavators, greater dump trucks,

1088
00:56:50,280 --> 00:56:54,040
Speaker 17: you know, back those power shovels, get the drag line, excavators,

1089
00:56:54,239 --> 00:56:56,560
Speaker 17: pavers gets here, you know, anything that can get my

1090
00:56:56,600 --> 00:56:58,759
Speaker 17: hands on. You know, I just get drunk.

1091
00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,400
Speaker 3: Where did you? Where did you get seventy five thousand dollars?

1092
00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:03,800
Speaker 3: Who do you? How much debt are you in because

1093
00:57:03,840 --> 00:57:04,040
Speaker 3: of this?

1094
00:57:04,640 --> 00:57:07,600
Speaker 17: I don't have syn decided. That's the thing there. If

1095
00:57:07,640 --> 00:57:09,640
Speaker 17: you get go, I don't. I take it out from

1096
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:12,279
Speaker 17: the bank. I walk in there, tell them I need

1097
00:57:12,280 --> 00:57:14,800
Speaker 17: a small business loan. Tell them I've got a great idea.

1098
00:57:14,840 --> 00:57:16,240
Speaker 17: You know, what do you what do you tell?

1099
00:57:16,280 --> 00:57:18,040
Speaker 3: What do you tell them when you apply for the loan?

1100
00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:19,800
Speaker 3: Because if you told them, hey, I need seventy five

1101
00:57:19,800 --> 00:57:24,240
Speaker 3: thousand dollars to get a fucking forklift so I can

1102
00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:28,880
Speaker 3: drink and drive it. They're you gonna tell you now, it's.

1103
00:57:28,680 --> 00:57:31,400
Speaker 17: Not you know, a moskeivous man. You know, always got

1104
00:57:31,400 --> 00:57:31,640
Speaker 17: my way.

1105
00:57:31,720 --> 00:57:33,560
Speaker 3: But what's the lie? What's the lie that you tell

1106
00:57:33,560 --> 00:57:35,280
Speaker 3: them when you're applying, when you're taking out the lan.

1107
00:57:35,880 --> 00:57:38,040
Speaker 17: You know, it's a different thing. Sometimes I tell them

1108
00:57:38,040 --> 00:57:40,880
Speaker 17: I need to buy my dog some hardware me, you know,

1109
00:57:40,920 --> 00:57:42,680
Speaker 17: but a lot of it, you know, the bank.

1110
00:57:43,040 --> 00:57:44,640
Speaker 3: The dogs.

1111
00:57:44,680 --> 00:57:47,439
Speaker 17: You know, it's it's a it's an addiction at this point.

1112
00:57:47,480 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 17: You know, I can't you know, I get drunk and

1113
00:57:49,240 --> 00:57:52,040
Speaker 17: I just have to feel the powers behind the circlists.

1114
00:57:52,080 --> 00:57:55,680
Speaker 17: I have to excavate, you know. Mainly now I'm going

1115
00:57:55,720 --> 00:57:58,880
Speaker 17: off of private investors, you know, reach out. I've got

1116
00:57:58,880 --> 00:58:00,959
Speaker 17: a fake linked improved you know, on beach tonight.

1117
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:01,640
Speaker 11: Hey.

1118
00:58:01,680 --> 00:58:03,400
Speaker 17: You know, I've got a couple of days together for

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Speaker 17: this great investment idea, you know, social media platform, anything

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Speaker 17: like I can come up with. You know, I mean,

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Speaker 17: I'm drunk half the time you get go. You've got

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Speaker 17: you've got to remember that.

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Speaker 3: Drug you right now, Graham, I would.

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Speaker 17: See him about a six out of ten. Uh, But

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Speaker 17: you know, six to me might be a ten to you.

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Speaker 17: I'm probably not gonna remember this conversation in the more.

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Speaker 17: You know.

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Speaker 3: Look, here's what you I think you need to do.

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00:58:28,520 --> 00:58:29,760
Speaker 3: First of all, you got to look, you got to

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Speaker 3: check yourself in somewhere, right, You got to fix yourself,

1131
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:34,919
Speaker 3: because you can't help others until you help yourself, Graham. Right,

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00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:37,720
Speaker 3: So this idea of hey, let's go make a disney

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Speaker 3: Land for people who like to get drunk and operat

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00:58:39,360 --> 00:58:41,360
Speaker 3: heaving machinery, you're not gonna be able to execute on

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00:58:41,400 --> 00:58:42,800
Speaker 3: it until you're not gonna be able to like you

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00:58:42,800 --> 00:58:44,200
Speaker 3: know that idea. I think it's gonna help a lot

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00:58:44,200 --> 00:58:45,800
Speaker 3: of people because they're dealing with the similar thing that

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00:58:45,840 --> 00:58:47,360
Speaker 3: you're dealing with. But you're not gonna be able to

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Speaker 3: execute on this idea until you help yourself, Graham. So

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Speaker 3: that's why I need you to do for me. I

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00:58:52,080 --> 00:58:54,760
Speaker 3: need you to focus on helping yourself and and and

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Speaker 3: by the way, Graham, God damn it. If you're not

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00:58:56,720 --> 00:58:58,080
Speaker 3: gonna do it for yourself, do it for the other

1144
00:58:58,080 --> 00:58:59,840
Speaker 3: people out there like you, who you don't want to see.

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00:58:59,840 --> 00:59:02,440
Speaker 3: So come to the same fate, because you need to

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00:59:02,600 --> 00:59:05,160
Speaker 3: be healthy and sober and well, so you can go

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00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:06,560
Speaker 3: out and you can help other those other people with

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00:59:06,600 --> 00:59:08,479
Speaker 3: your grand business idea that I've given you.

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Speaker 17: That is through now kick would now be a bad time.

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00:59:12,960 --> 00:59:15,560
Speaker 17: I've got discrete investment I've been thinking of.

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Speaker 8: Are you interested, Graham?

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00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:23,120
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, you have a good rest of that. I'll

1153
00:59:23,120 --> 00:59:23,680
Speaker 3: talk to you soon.

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00:59:24,320 --> 00:59:25,280
Speaker 17: But do you have a good note?

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Speaker 6: Thank you.

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Speaker 3: All from PERCESSA princess.

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00:59:37,120 --> 00:59:43,080
Speaker 16: Perthose pursose Yeah, it's like Joseph, but instead of a Joe,

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00:59:43,080 --> 00:59:43,840
Speaker 16: it's a per.

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00:59:45,280 --> 00:59:47,000
Speaker 3: Oh Percest like Persephone.

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Speaker 12: Yeah?

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00:59:50,160 --> 00:59:52,280
Speaker 3: What Persephone is the god of something? Right?

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00:59:53,640 --> 00:59:53,880
Speaker 12: Yeah?

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00:59:54,320 --> 00:59:57,480
Speaker 16: Technically I think the goddess of the underworld. It's like

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Speaker 16: the masculine form of it or something.

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Speaker 3: Interesting. Do you do you feel connected to that title

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Speaker 3: of the of the god of the underworld?

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Speaker 14: Uh?

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Speaker 16: Like kind of. I so I'm actually like a trans man,

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Speaker 16: and I chose the name Percy kind of because I

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Speaker 16: was pressured to do so, and then I chose Persef

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Speaker 16: after I chose the name Percy.

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Speaker 3: How were you how were you pressured into choosing Percy?

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Speaker 11: Uh?

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Speaker 16: My parents aren't really like chill. I mean they're chill,

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Speaker 16: but it was definitely a situation where they were like,

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Speaker 16: just pick a name already. We don't want to have

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Speaker 16: to learn several names, if that makes sense.

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Speaker 3: Sure do you like Do you like Persef? I think

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01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:53,200
Speaker 3: it's a pretty cool name.

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Speaker 16: I think it's cool, but it's definitely like a weird

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01:00:57,280 --> 01:00:59,640
Speaker 16: out there name, if that makes sense.

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Speaker 3: I like the way you you explained it well, Joseph

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01:01:03,440 --> 01:01:06,040
Speaker 3: with a pen when you when you put it like that,

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01:01:06,080 --> 01:01:07,960
Speaker 3: it's pretty it works.

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Speaker 16: Yeah, I like it a lot.

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Speaker 3: Actually, what's your fat process?

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Speaker 16: Oh god? My fantasy is I imagine myself living in

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Speaker 16: like a village, like a small village where I get

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Speaker 16: to like just be in nature. And I'm married, but

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Speaker 16: my husband only comes home for like one week out

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01:01:35,880 --> 01:01:38,840
Speaker 16: of the month, so I'm mostly just by myself.

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Speaker 3: You're trying to like do animal crossing in real life.

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01:01:43,840 --> 01:01:46,040
Speaker 16: I don't know what animal crossing is. I know it's

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Speaker 16: a video animal.

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Speaker 3: You don't know what animal crossing is?

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Speaker 16: No, I think I'm I'm not very much like a

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Speaker 16: video game person.

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Speaker 3: I was thinking of animal crossing and star or do

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Speaker 3: valley and ship?

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Speaker 16: Yeah, I don't know what.

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01:02:04,800 --> 01:02:07,840
Speaker 3: I don't know what that is either. Uh No, what

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01:02:07,840 --> 01:02:10,400
Speaker 3: what would you so you would live in a village,

1203
01:02:10,400 --> 01:02:12,280
Speaker 3: would you like make your own food and ship?

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01:02:13,440 --> 01:02:17,880
Speaker 16: Oh no, I'm not. I'm not. I'm very much like

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01:02:18,720 --> 01:02:21,320
Speaker 16: the village fantasy is mostly just me wanting to be

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01:02:21,440 --> 01:02:26,080
Speaker 16: by myself, not necessarily wanting to be like one independent.

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01:02:27,120 --> 01:02:29,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm curious about the idea that you want a

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01:02:29,400 --> 01:02:33,440
Speaker 3: husband but you only want to see him once a month.

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01:02:35,080 --> 01:02:39,280
Speaker 16: Yeah, a lot of my friends are really confused about

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01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:40,640
Speaker 16: that too, But it's like.

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Speaker 3: Cut, it makes sense. I get it. You look, you

1212
01:02:47,400 --> 01:02:49,520
Speaker 3: got all you gotta do is find the guy who

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01:02:49,560 --> 01:02:51,600
Speaker 3: wants the same thing, and then you guys are golden.

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Speaker 12: Yeah.

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01:02:54,360 --> 01:02:56,880
Speaker 16: I guess I just kind of like feel like there's

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01:02:56,960 --> 01:03:00,480
Speaker 16: not really a person. I realize that logically, there is

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01:03:00,520 --> 01:03:04,720
Speaker 16: a guy out there that doesn't want to be with

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01:03:04,800 --> 01:03:07,240
Speaker 16: me one hundred percent of the time, but it just

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01:03:07,280 --> 01:03:10,160
Speaker 16: feels like with all my friends and their relationships, they're

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01:03:10,200 --> 01:03:14,680
Speaker 16: just together all the time that it just wear that someone.

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01:03:15,600 --> 01:03:16,120
Speaker 13: Yeah.

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01:03:16,720 --> 01:03:19,160
Speaker 3: Well yeah, but you know, I'm sorry, what are we

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01:03:19,200 --> 01:03:20,880
Speaker 3: gonna say? I want to hear? I want to let

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01:03:20,920 --> 01:03:21,320
Speaker 3: you finish.

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01:03:22,120 --> 01:03:22,720
Speaker 10: Oh sorry.

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Speaker 16: Now, it's just this weird thing where it's like I

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01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:29,440
Speaker 16: like to be by myself, but I still enjoy people,

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01:03:29,640 --> 01:03:33,480
Speaker 16: and I still enjoy like romantic relationships. But most of

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01:03:33,560 --> 01:03:36,080
Speaker 16: my friends it's like when they get in a relationship,

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01:03:36,960 --> 01:03:40,880
Speaker 16: they're with their significant other like all the time, And

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01:03:40,920 --> 01:03:42,840
Speaker 16: I just I don't think I could do that.

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Speaker 3: Oh dude, well yeah, you know, uh well, you never

1233
01:03:47,840 --> 01:03:50,880
Speaker 3: want to like set the basis of what you're looking

1234
01:03:50,920 --> 01:03:53,440
Speaker 3: for in a relationship or like or even just your

1235
01:03:53,480 --> 01:03:58,080
Speaker 3: expectations of what a relationship should be to you based

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01:03:58,080 --> 01:04:00,480
Speaker 3: off of like what other people are doing, you know,

1237
01:04:01,200 --> 01:04:05,080
Speaker 3: like like whether or not. It's like like the idea

1238
01:04:05,080 --> 01:04:07,360
Speaker 3: of it being weird to only want to see your

1239
01:04:07,440 --> 01:04:11,720
Speaker 3: husband once a month is just you trying to, like

1240
01:04:12,000 --> 01:04:15,400
Speaker 3: someone trying to put a label on what you desire

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01:04:15,680 --> 01:04:19,440
Speaker 3: in a relationship. If that made any sense.

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01:04:20,600 --> 01:04:23,120
Speaker 16: No, It's that made like a lot of sense.

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01:04:24,320 --> 01:04:27,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean, I mean I honestly, I kind of

1244
01:04:27,920 --> 01:04:29,800
Speaker 3: have a similar thing. I look at my friends in

1245
01:04:29,880 --> 01:04:35,360
Speaker 3: relationships and they're always like they're like always like texting

1246
01:04:35,400 --> 01:04:38,160
Speaker 3: their significant other and they're like very attached, And I'm

1247
01:04:38,200 --> 01:04:42,200
Speaker 3: like that sounds kind of terrible for me personally.

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01:04:42,280 --> 01:04:46,520
Speaker 16: Yeah, I don't know. It's just this thing where it's

1249
01:04:46,560 --> 01:04:50,800
Speaker 16: like I just I really like myself and I really

1250
01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:53,920
Speaker 16: like being by myself and I do enjoy other people,

1251
01:04:54,400 --> 01:04:57,360
Speaker 16: but I get drained really really evil.

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01:05:00,040 --> 01:05:04,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm actually pretty similar, man, Like, uh hm, shit,

1253
01:05:04,720 --> 01:05:10,080
Speaker 3: I was gonna say something I totally forgot. I like

1254
01:05:10,160 --> 01:05:11,800
Speaker 3: that though, because a lot of people haven't kind of

1255
01:05:11,800 --> 01:05:15,120
Speaker 3: flipped like I like, I would like, I think what

1256
01:05:15,160 --> 01:05:17,160
Speaker 3: you've got going on is healthier than what I do

1257
01:05:17,240 --> 01:05:20,120
Speaker 3: see and a lot of people that are like, it's

1258
01:05:20,120 --> 01:05:22,640
Speaker 3: better to be I like, you know, I mean, I

1259
01:05:22,640 --> 01:05:25,880
Speaker 3: think it's better to be you know, love yourself and

1260
01:05:25,920 --> 01:05:29,439
Speaker 3: be really comfortable being alone than like the opposite, right,

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01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:33,880
Speaker 3: I feel like a lot. Yeah, I know, I mean

1262
01:05:33,920 --> 01:05:36,360
Speaker 3: I I really feel that because uh it's a skill

1263
01:05:36,400 --> 01:05:39,440
Speaker 3: that I feel like a lot of people would benefit

1264
01:05:39,520 --> 01:05:45,040
Speaker 3: from having, is just the ability to be alone. And

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01:05:45,080 --> 01:05:47,440
Speaker 3: then like and then the you know, the fucking social

1266
01:05:47,520 --> 01:05:51,160
Speaker 3: pressure comes in. You see all your friends having relationships,

1267
01:05:51,160 --> 01:05:53,120
Speaker 3: and you're like, is this what I should be doing?

1268
01:05:54,200 --> 01:05:56,320
Speaker 3: But there is nothing you should be doing.

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Speaker 16: I really appreciate you saying that for sure.

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01:06:02,760 --> 01:06:04,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean I get it.

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01:06:04,160 --> 01:06:04,280
Speaker 8: Man.

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01:06:04,880 --> 01:06:08,280
Speaker 3: I'm kind of a similar the way. When I think

1273
01:06:08,280 --> 01:06:10,400
Speaker 3: about it.

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Speaker 16: It's funny because I'm actually in like real therapy, and

1275
01:06:13,480 --> 01:06:16,240
Speaker 16: my therapist says the exact same thing of.

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01:06:16,160 --> 01:06:20,360
Speaker 3: Like, really, yeah, what does your therapist say?

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01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:24,760
Speaker 16: He tells me that it's like, I think that my

1278
01:06:24,880 --> 01:06:31,200
Speaker 16: fantasy is weird because it's not often like portrayed like media.

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01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:33,880
Speaker 16: It's often never liked that or like with my friends,

1280
01:06:33,880 --> 01:06:38,040
Speaker 16: it's never like that. Yes, but it's perfectly normal to

1281
01:06:38,040 --> 01:06:41,640
Speaker 16: be an independent person who wants a relationship where their

1282
01:06:41,680 --> 01:06:45,240
Speaker 16: relationship isn't their number one priority in life.

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01:06:45,680 --> 01:06:46,680
Speaker 3: Yes, I fully agree with you.

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01:06:48,680 --> 01:06:52,080
Speaker 16: So it's just it's kind of nice hearing someone say

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01:06:52,160 --> 01:06:55,520
Speaker 16: that who isn't also a professional, if that makes sense.

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01:06:56,240 --> 01:07:00,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, this is actually kind of like a think

1287
01:07:00,200 --> 01:07:02,160
Speaker 3: about a lot. I mean I think I think that,

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01:07:02,280 --> 01:07:04,640
Speaker 3: Like I think that makes a lot of people kind

1289
01:07:04,640 --> 01:07:07,800
Speaker 3: of depressed and said like I see it, like I

1290
01:07:07,760 --> 01:07:09,720
Speaker 3: I even see it, like doing this stream and like

1291
01:07:09,720 --> 01:07:12,200
Speaker 3: looking at my TikTok comments and just so many people

1292
01:07:12,200 --> 01:07:15,520
Speaker 3: being like I, you know, problems with like you know,

1293
01:07:16,680 --> 01:07:20,080
Speaker 3: they're lonely or something, and it's like, take a second

1294
01:07:20,120 --> 01:07:23,840
Speaker 3: to consider you might just you might like being alone

1295
01:07:24,040 --> 01:07:27,680
Speaker 3: and something wrong with that, just because the idea of

1296
01:07:27,680 --> 01:07:33,120
Speaker 3: being in a relationship is so crazyly, like you were,

1297
01:07:33,160 --> 01:07:34,800
Speaker 3: like you were talking about, you know, your friends in

1298
01:07:34,840 --> 01:07:39,320
Speaker 3: the media and everything. Yeah, I fully endorse what your

1299
01:07:39,360 --> 01:07:41,640
Speaker 3: actual therapist said.

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Speaker 8: Awesome.

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01:07:43,880 --> 01:07:44,400
Speaker 6: Okay, so.

1302
01:07:49,480 --> 01:07:51,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, check out and you don't know you actually you

1303
01:07:51,400 --> 01:07:53,480
Speaker 3: don't have to google what animal crossing is. It's not

1304
01:07:53,640 --> 01:07:54,640
Speaker 3: necessary for you to live.

1305
01:07:55,160 --> 01:07:57,320
Speaker 16: I will look it up for you.

1306
01:07:57,400 --> 01:07:59,680
Speaker 3: No, you don't have to. Won't do anything for me either.

1307
01:07:59,760 --> 01:08:05,920
Speaker 3: But anyway, but you per person, perces well, percif is

1308
01:08:05,960 --> 01:08:08,600
Speaker 3: a pleasure talking with you. Man. I hope you I

1309
01:08:08,600 --> 01:08:12,480
Speaker 3: hope you enjoy the rest of your life.

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01:08:13,800 --> 01:08:15,680
Speaker 16: Thank you so much. It was a pleasure talking to

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01:08:15,720 --> 01:08:17,439
Speaker 16: you too. This is my first dream.

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01:08:18,120 --> 01:08:19,920
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, baby, hope to see you on the.

1313
01:08:19,920 --> 01:08:22,880
Speaker 16: Next definitely for sure.

1314
01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:23,519
Speaker 12: Have a good night.

1315
01:08:23,600 --> 01:08:24,160
Speaker 3: Talk to you soon.

1316
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Speaker 11: Bye. Hey.

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Speaker 2: I'm sorry. This is weird.

1337
01:09:33,400 --> 01:09:33,920
Speaker 3: This is weird.

1338
01:09:33,920 --> 01:09:37,639
Speaker 2: I'm letting it get weird. I'm talking too much. Check

1339
01:09:37,640 --> 01:09:38,680
Speaker 2: out the Patreon if you want.

1340
01:09:38,680 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 3: You don't have to.

1341
01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:42,280
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, oh yes, I forgot. I almost forgot. I

1342
01:09:42,320 --> 01:09:45,640
Speaker 2: almost forgot something so important. I forgot the most important

1343
01:09:45,680 --> 01:09:49,519
Speaker 2: thing that I had to tell you people. This is

1344
01:09:49,560 --> 01:09:52,879
Speaker 2: so important. Everyone listened up real quick. I am selling

1345
01:09:54,120 --> 01:10:00,679
Speaker 2: bottles of water that I have bathed in for only

1346
01:10:00,720 --> 01:10:08,400
Speaker 2: twenty dollars plus five dollars shipping. You can purchase literal

1347
01:10:08,560 --> 01:10:15,719
Speaker 2: bottles of my bathwater at www dot therapy Gecko dot com,

1348
01:10:15,760 --> 01:10:22,919
Speaker 2: along with some other maybe less disgusting merchandise, T shirts, stickers,

1349
01:10:22,920 --> 01:10:25,559
Speaker 2: all that. But I just wanted to throw it out

1350
01:10:25,560 --> 01:10:28,960
Speaker 2: there that I'm selling my bathwater at www dot therapy

1351
01:10:28,960 --> 01:10:33,800
Speaker 2: gecko dot com. So for whatever reason that interests you,

1352
01:10:33,800 --> 01:10:37,280
Speaker 2: you can check that out there. It's very important for

1353
01:10:37,320 --> 01:10:39,720
Speaker 2: you to know that don't drink it. If you send

1354
01:10:39,800 --> 01:10:41,800
Speaker 2: me like a video of you drinking it or something,

1355
01:10:41,880 --> 01:10:45,559
Speaker 2: I will block you. I'm not even joking. Don't drink it.

1356
01:10:47,200 --> 01:10:51,479
Speaker 2: Www dot therapy GEcho dot com. All right, Sorry, sorry

1357
01:10:51,479 --> 01:10:54,599
Speaker 2: about all this again. Let's get back into the calls.

1358
01:10:54,600 --> 01:11:02,960
Speaker 3: Baby awesome, Patrick, Hey, is this the Krusty krab.

1359
01:11:04,280 --> 01:11:04,320
Speaker 19: No?

1360
01:11:06,240 --> 01:11:07,000
Speaker 8: I mean it could be.

1361
01:11:08,000 --> 01:11:11,639
Speaker 3: Damn it. Man, you were really close to saying the thing.

1362
01:11:13,200 --> 01:11:14,840
Speaker 8: I know, but I've been getting that since I was

1363
01:11:14,880 --> 01:11:15,120
Speaker 8: like a.

1364
01:11:15,120 --> 01:11:18,360
Speaker 3: Child, So it's you know what, I'm sorry because I

1365
01:11:19,200 --> 01:11:22,160
Speaker 3: get the same thing with the gecko, with the guy

1366
01:11:22,240 --> 01:11:24,920
Speaker 3: Coe bullshit, and so I know how it feels, and

1367
01:11:24,960 --> 01:11:27,280
Speaker 3: I just made i'd send it a little silly just now.

1368
01:11:27,320 --> 01:11:28,640
Speaker 3: I'm sorry for that. That was a bad way to

1369
01:11:28,840 --> 01:11:29,559
Speaker 3: me to start this call.

1370
01:11:30,520 --> 01:11:33,600
Speaker 8: But can you think of a famous character named Lyle.

1371
01:11:34,320 --> 01:11:39,679
Speaker 3: Lyle the Crocodile, And what's that Lyle the friendly Viking

1372
01:11:40,120 --> 01:11:43,439
Speaker 3: from the Christian animated series Vegetails.

1373
01:11:44,960 --> 01:11:47,000
Speaker 8: See, I feel like you know this stuff more because

1374
01:11:47,000 --> 01:11:47,799
Speaker 8: your name's Lyle.

1375
01:11:48,520 --> 01:11:50,120
Speaker 3: You know what You're probably right.

1376
01:11:53,120 --> 01:12:00,840
Speaker 8: Huh, yeah, it's interesting. But uh I was I was

1377
01:12:00,880 --> 01:12:02,599
Speaker 8: told to call about a secret.

1378
01:12:03,680 --> 01:12:04,639
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's a secret.

1379
01:12:06,160 --> 01:12:11,200
Speaker 8: I mean it's pretty tame, but it's kind of weird too. So.

1380
01:12:13,600 --> 01:12:16,559
Speaker 8: But like, I like to pee in the shower, and

1381
01:12:17,520 --> 01:12:20,839
Speaker 8: I know you're gonna be like everyone peees in the shower,

1382
01:12:21,240 --> 01:12:25,120
Speaker 8: but I always only pee in the shower.

1383
01:12:30,360 --> 01:12:32,400
Speaker 3: Okay, just a medical thing.

1384
01:12:33,840 --> 01:12:37,320
Speaker 8: No, it's just more fun. It's like a urinal but

1385
01:12:37,439 --> 01:12:38,040
Speaker 8: at your house.

1386
01:12:39,479 --> 01:12:43,519
Speaker 3: M And what do you find so fun about.

1387
01:12:43,320 --> 01:12:48,280
Speaker 8: It that I don't have to aim?

1388
01:12:48,360 --> 01:12:48,799
Speaker 14: Mhmm.

1389
01:12:49,520 --> 01:12:52,960
Speaker 3: You like the fact that it's like the bathtub part

1390
01:12:53,600 --> 01:12:57,280
Speaker 3: is a lot like a bowl, but it's bigger.

1391
01:12:59,040 --> 01:12:59,280
Speaker 11: Yeah.

1392
01:12:59,439 --> 01:13:02,800
Speaker 8: And just like like I don't know if you wake

1393
01:13:02,880 --> 01:13:04,200
Speaker 8: up to go to the bathroom in the middle of

1394
01:13:04,240 --> 01:13:07,320
Speaker 8: the night, but like two am, trying to pee into

1395
01:13:08,479 --> 01:13:11,120
Speaker 8: a small bowl when there's a big bowl right next

1396
01:13:11,160 --> 01:13:13,639
Speaker 8: to you, Like it doesn't make sense.

1397
01:13:16,040 --> 01:13:18,280
Speaker 3: Have you do you have trouble aiming?

1398
01:13:20,680 --> 01:13:20,800
Speaker 7: Uh?

1399
01:13:23,240 --> 01:13:24,880
Speaker 8: I don't even know. It's been so long since I've

1400
01:13:24,880 --> 01:13:25,759
Speaker 8: peed on a toilet.

1401
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:28,879
Speaker 3: What do you do if you're like out in public

1402
01:13:29,520 --> 01:13:32,000
Speaker 3: and you need to use a public restroom? You use

1403
01:13:32,479 --> 01:13:33,320
Speaker 3: if there's a shower.

1404
01:13:34,680 --> 01:13:37,160
Speaker 8: No, I mean I'll pee like in a restaurant. But

1405
01:13:37,280 --> 01:13:40,679
Speaker 8: like if I'm at like a friend's house or my parents' house,

1406
01:13:41,320 --> 01:13:45,000
Speaker 8: I pee in their tub. That's kind of like the

1407
01:13:45,040 --> 01:13:48,360
Speaker 8: secret part about it. Like I could never tell anyone

1408
01:13:48,360 --> 01:13:48,880
Speaker 8: that I do that.

1409
01:13:52,320 --> 01:13:54,639
Speaker 3: Do you pee in their tub? Do you at least

1410
01:13:54,720 --> 01:13:57,040
Speaker 3: like turn the water on before you do it?

1411
01:13:57,640 --> 01:13:57,760
Speaker 14: Oh?

1412
01:13:57,880 --> 01:14:00,880
Speaker 8: Yeah, I totally rinse and I I flush the toilet too,

1413
01:14:01,040 --> 01:14:03,160
Speaker 8: Like so they you know, if they like know what

1414
01:14:03,240 --> 01:14:05,639
Speaker 8: the sound of their toilet sounds like, it's like, oh yeah,

1415
01:14:05,640 --> 01:14:07,360
Speaker 8: he's normal. He flushed the toilet.

1416
01:14:08,160 --> 01:14:12,760
Speaker 3: M And is this like something that you do as

1417
01:14:12,760 --> 01:14:13,599
Speaker 3: an adult as well?

1418
01:14:15,439 --> 01:14:17,000
Speaker 8: Yeah, I mean I didn't. I didn't start doing it

1419
01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:19,240
Speaker 8: until I was an adult. Like I think I just

1420
01:14:19,360 --> 01:14:24,759
Speaker 8: matured enough that I was like, why don't I do this?

1421
01:14:24,760 --> 01:14:29,320
Speaker 3: This is sort of a so you look at this as,

1422
01:14:30,560 --> 01:14:32,360
Speaker 3: you know, a sign that you're maturing.

1423
01:14:35,600 --> 01:14:37,200
Speaker 8: Like a sign like I'm getting smarter.

1424
01:14:38,240 --> 01:14:42,479
Speaker 3: M Right, you're sort of cheating the system a little bit,

1425
01:14:42,520 --> 01:14:43,599
Speaker 3: You're being more efficient.

1426
01:14:44,280 --> 01:14:48,000
Speaker 8: You think, yeah, yeah, it's like like it's like I

1427
01:14:48,000 --> 01:14:49,920
Speaker 8: don't I don't get like pleasure, Like I'm not like

1428
01:14:50,040 --> 01:14:54,280
Speaker 8: some sicko, Like it's just more convenient.

1429
01:14:55,680 --> 01:14:59,160
Speaker 3: You know, you also are saving a lot of water.

1430
01:15:00,560 --> 01:15:03,559
Speaker 8: I think so too. Like I kind of thought about

1431
01:15:03,560 --> 01:15:05,679
Speaker 8: this one time when I was peeing in the tub

1432
01:15:05,760 --> 01:15:08,880
Speaker 8: and I was like, I just have to turn the

1433
01:15:09,000 --> 01:15:11,519
Speaker 8: tub on for like a split second and it washes

1434
01:15:11,560 --> 01:15:14,800
Speaker 8: it all away. But like the average toilet uses like

1435
01:15:14,960 --> 01:15:21,240
Speaker 8: a gallon water. M I guess you could say this, yeah,

1436
01:15:21,280 --> 01:15:25,760
Speaker 8: like I'm kind of saving the environment, but like I

1437
01:15:25,800 --> 01:15:28,240
Speaker 8: guess more people would need to do it. But then

1438
01:15:29,760 --> 01:15:31,800
Speaker 8: I don't know, maybe, like I wouldn't be so weird.

1439
01:15:32,560 --> 01:15:34,200
Speaker 8: I don't even know if it is weird. I think

1440
01:15:34,240 --> 01:15:36,600
Speaker 8: it's just like like I wouldn't bring this up in

1441
01:15:36,680 --> 01:15:40,680
Speaker 8: like a work meeting, but like maybe I should be

1442
01:15:40,720 --> 01:15:42,799
Speaker 8: more confident in talking about it to other people.

1443
01:15:43,920 --> 01:15:45,960
Speaker 3: Mmm. Right, you could help a lot of people by

1444
01:15:45,960 --> 01:15:46,719
Speaker 3: spreading the word.

1445
01:15:48,560 --> 01:15:51,839
Speaker 8: Yeah, maybe I could be like a pioneer like Jesus

1446
01:15:51,840 --> 01:15:53,440
Speaker 8: of the pen and beathtubs.

1447
01:15:54,400 --> 01:15:58,320
Speaker 3: Hmmm, I like that for you. Hm. I'm trying to

1448
01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:03,479
Speaker 3: think of a suit, like do you all right? Let's

1449
01:16:03,520 --> 01:16:06,559
Speaker 3: say you're out at the cheesecake factory and you have

1450
01:16:06,600 --> 01:16:08,640
Speaker 3: to use the bathtub. You have to use you have

1451
01:16:08,680 --> 01:16:09,040
Speaker 3: to use.

1452
01:16:08,960 --> 01:16:13,880
Speaker 8: The Uh you're already thinking, you're like, I want to

1453
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:14,760
Speaker 8: use the bathtub.

1454
01:16:14,800 --> 01:16:18,559
Speaker 3: Now you're you know, you know now that I think

1455
01:16:18,600 --> 01:16:22,960
Speaker 3: about it, right, it worked. It flows into the vernacular

1456
01:16:23,120 --> 01:16:25,559
Speaker 3: very well, like I have to use the toilet, I

1457
01:16:25,560 --> 01:16:28,200
Speaker 3: have to use the bathtub. You gotta use the bathtub,

1458
01:16:29,680 --> 01:16:29,960
Speaker 3: all right?

1459
01:16:30,040 --> 01:16:33,240
Speaker 8: Yeah, so yeah, so I met a cheesecake factory, right, go.

1460
01:16:33,160 --> 01:16:39,400
Speaker 3: Ahead, all right, but do you poop in the bathtub?

1461
01:16:40,840 --> 01:16:43,640
Speaker 8: No? No, I mean, come on, that's disgusting.

1462
01:16:48,760 --> 01:16:49,559
Speaker 3: You don't poop in there?

1463
01:16:50,720 --> 01:16:54,040
Speaker 8: No? Never? Well, I mean like maybe when I was

1464
01:16:54,040 --> 01:16:58,480
Speaker 8: like an infant, like you poop in like the bathtub

1465
01:16:58,560 --> 01:17:04,479
Speaker 8: on accident. So like I guess like since the age

1466
01:17:04,520 --> 01:17:06,720
Speaker 8: of four, I haven't pooped in the tub.

1467
01:17:09,640 --> 01:17:10,320
Speaker 3: You ever wanted to?

1468
01:17:11,760 --> 01:17:11,840
Speaker 15: No?

1469
01:17:12,320 --> 01:17:16,360
Speaker 8: Because then like h like if it if it gets stuck,

1470
01:17:17,520 --> 01:17:20,000
Speaker 8: like then you're like, then you're actually fucked?

1471
01:17:21,080 --> 01:17:25,120
Speaker 3: Have you unlearned? Well? I remember what I wanted to

1472
01:17:25,120 --> 01:17:29,600
Speaker 3: ask before before we hang up, is like, all right,

1473
01:17:29,640 --> 01:17:31,320
Speaker 3: let's say go to the cheese fake factory and you

1474
01:17:31,400 --> 01:17:34,960
Speaker 3: have to peeve and there's no bathtub. Have you and

1475
01:17:35,000 --> 01:17:37,920
Speaker 3: then you have to use the urinal. Have you unlearned

1476
01:17:37,960 --> 01:17:39,240
Speaker 3: how to use a urinal?

1477
01:17:39,320 --> 01:17:39,519
Speaker 15: Do you?

1478
01:17:39,560 --> 01:17:40,639
Speaker 3: Like do you freak out?

1479
01:17:42,120 --> 01:17:42,439
Speaker 12: Hmmm?

1480
01:17:43,400 --> 01:17:45,600
Speaker 8: No, I think I think I would use the Like

1481
01:17:46,479 --> 01:17:49,679
Speaker 8: if I was faced with a urinal versus going into

1482
01:17:50,720 --> 01:17:57,360
Speaker 8: a toilet receptacle area, I would choose the urinal because

1483
01:17:57,720 --> 01:17:59,960
Speaker 8: it's like kind of like a bathtub in the way

1484
01:18:00,080 --> 01:18:03,639
Speaker 8: that it flushes, you know, like the water just kind

1485
01:18:03,640 --> 01:18:07,720
Speaker 8: of flows down easily and like disappears. And like I'm

1486
01:18:07,720 --> 01:18:10,080
Speaker 8: not against the toilet, like I, you know, I have

1487
01:18:10,160 --> 01:18:12,640
Speaker 8: to poop, like I use that, but like you know,

1488
01:18:12,880 --> 01:18:15,799
Speaker 8: obviously I'm single, Like I'm not pissing in the bathtub

1489
01:18:15,880 --> 01:18:17,960
Speaker 8: because I have a girlfriend or something like that. Like

1490
01:18:18,320 --> 01:18:21,800
Speaker 8: I'm single. But like I you know, I don't have

1491
01:18:21,840 --> 01:18:25,519
Speaker 8: to like lift the seat up or anything. Like there's

1492
01:18:25,560 --> 01:18:28,160
Speaker 8: time savings in both aspects of it. I don't have

1493
01:18:28,200 --> 01:18:30,479
Speaker 8: to lift the seat up when I go to go poop,

1494
01:18:31,120 --> 01:18:33,360
Speaker 8: but I don't have to put the seat down. I

1495
01:18:33,400 --> 01:18:36,320
Speaker 8: don't have to put the seat up, Like it's just easy.

1496
01:18:36,360 --> 01:18:38,599
Speaker 8: And you know, my toilet and like my bathtub are

1497
01:18:38,680 --> 01:18:42,240
Speaker 8: like you know, a foot away from each other. So

1498
01:18:43,040 --> 01:18:45,439
Speaker 8: I don't know, just like one night I was like,

1499
01:18:46,560 --> 01:18:50,639
Speaker 8: why risk pissing all over the back of my toilet

1500
01:18:51,160 --> 01:18:52,479
Speaker 8: and I have to clean it up. It's two in

1501
01:18:52,520 --> 01:18:55,200
Speaker 8: the morning. I'm tired as hell. I only woke up

1502
01:18:55,200 --> 01:18:58,479
Speaker 8: because I had to pee like a racehorse, and now

1503
01:18:58,520 --> 01:19:00,679
Speaker 8: I just do it all the time.

1504
01:19:02,439 --> 01:19:08,280
Speaker 3: Would you here your nameless Patrick? Well, Patrick, I couldn't

1505
01:19:08,320 --> 01:19:10,559
Speaker 3: be happy to have given you a platform for this movement.

1506
01:19:12,040 --> 01:19:14,639
Speaker 8: Nice. I mean, I hope that there's people in chat

1507
01:19:14,680 --> 01:19:16,720
Speaker 8: who are like, I need to go pee and I'm

1508
01:19:16,720 --> 01:19:19,080
Speaker 8: just going to try this out. You never know you

1509
01:19:19,200 --> 01:19:19,720
Speaker 8: might like it.

1510
01:19:21,520 --> 01:19:23,320
Speaker 3: I love you, Patrick, Thank you so much for sharing.

1511
01:19:24,080 --> 01:19:26,479
Speaker 8: I love you too, Lyle. Thanks all man, have a

1512
01:19:26,479 --> 01:19:30,160
Speaker 8: good night you too.

1513
01:19:31,520 --> 01:19:33,960
Speaker 14: All From potato salad?

1514
01:19:35,479 --> 01:19:36,320
Speaker 3: Potato salad?

1515
01:19:36,400 --> 01:19:38,439
Speaker 8: Is that you? Yep?

1516
01:19:39,720 --> 01:19:44,680
Speaker 3: How old are you? Potato salad? How old are you?

1517
01:19:44,720 --> 01:19:45,800
Speaker 3: Potato salad?

1518
01:19:46,080 --> 01:19:46,800
Speaker 10: I'm twenty one?

1519
01:19:48,080 --> 01:19:54,439
Speaker 3: Do you like it? What potatoes being? Being twenty one? Hell?

1520
01:19:54,560 --> 01:19:54,680
Speaker 8: No?

1521
01:19:55,760 --> 01:19:57,280
Speaker 3: Why?

1522
01:19:57,400 --> 01:19:57,679
Speaker 11: Because?

1523
01:19:57,680 --> 01:19:59,760
Speaker 10: All right, I'm smoker, so that's good.

1524
01:20:00,120 --> 01:20:00,759
Speaker 17: I'm a drinker.

1525
01:20:00,960 --> 01:20:01,439
Speaker 11: That's good.

1526
01:20:01,720 --> 01:20:04,200
Speaker 10: But other than that, it just sucks.

1527
01:20:05,760 --> 01:20:09,200
Speaker 3: Why is drinking and drinking smoke is not good?

1528
01:20:09,880 --> 01:20:14,040
Speaker 10: Oh, it's it's all right, but like I don't no,

1529
01:20:14,560 --> 01:20:16,320
Speaker 10: it's not as fun as when you're like twenty and

1530
01:20:16,360 --> 01:20:16,960
Speaker 10: you can't do it.

1531
01:20:18,280 --> 01:20:21,160
Speaker 3: That's fair. What do you what age? How old do

1532
01:20:21,200 --> 01:20:21,800
Speaker 3: you wish you were?

1533
01:20:24,880 --> 01:20:32,479
Speaker 10: God, I don't know. I'd say sixteen is a solid

1534
01:20:32,560 --> 01:20:34,719
Speaker 10: edge because think about it, right, you ain't got no bills,

1535
01:20:35,760 --> 01:20:38,920
Speaker 10: you ain't got to pay anything. You just got to

1536
01:20:38,960 --> 01:20:40,800
Speaker 10: go to school, which isn't hard. And then you know

1537
01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:42,680
Speaker 10: your work a part time job because yourself so you

1538
01:20:42,680 --> 01:20:43,160
Speaker 10: want you know.

1539
01:20:43,160 --> 01:20:47,480
Speaker 3: It's not school. But high school sucks. Being sixteen sucks.

1540
01:20:47,960 --> 01:20:50,640
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna say it sucks, but like, like, I

1541
01:20:51,000 --> 01:20:54,120
Speaker 3: wake up every day so goddamn thankful that I don't

1542
01:20:54,120 --> 01:20:56,160
Speaker 3: have to go to school. School sucks, ass.

1543
01:20:56,560 --> 01:20:57,000
Speaker 17: I don't know.

1544
01:20:57,080 --> 01:21:00,840
Speaker 10: I work out a restaurant, so, like, you know, going

1545
01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:02,519
Speaker 10: there to the grind every day. I wouldn't much rather

1546
01:21:02,600 --> 01:21:05,040
Speaker 10: go to school and just listen to a teacher bitch

1547
01:21:05,280 --> 01:21:05,840
Speaker 10: all day long.

1548
01:21:05,880 --> 01:21:08,560
Speaker 3: Now, do you have any ad? Do you want to

1549
01:21:08,600 --> 01:21:10,479
Speaker 3: do anything besides work at a restaurant? Do you have

1550
01:21:10,520 --> 01:21:13,760
Speaker 3: further aspirations of anything else you want to do?

1551
01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:18,360
Speaker 10: I like the paint. I think of myself as a stoner.

1552
01:21:18,400 --> 01:21:22,280
Speaker 10: Abstract expressions cool. I like that, like Jack and Pollock

1553
01:21:22,320 --> 01:21:23,000
Speaker 10: and shit like that.

1554
01:21:23,520 --> 01:21:25,599
Speaker 3: I like that what kinds of where do you get

1555
01:21:25,600 --> 01:21:28,080
Speaker 3: your inspiration from?

1556
01:21:28,200 --> 01:21:28,840
Speaker 17: Jack and Pollock?

1557
01:21:29,120 --> 01:21:32,679
Speaker 10: I mean, minus his personal stuff like his art lives

1558
01:21:32,680 --> 01:21:35,720
Speaker 10: one Jackson Pollock. I love his drip paintings. I love

1559
01:21:35,760 --> 01:21:37,520
Speaker 10: that that look, it's just beautiful.

1560
01:21:39,160 --> 01:21:40,720
Speaker 3: That's cool, man. How long you been doing that?

1561
01:21:41,520 --> 01:21:45,280
Speaker 10: Uh? Since I was like sixteen, because I used to

1562
01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:47,600
Speaker 10: like draw and stuff. But then I don't know, I

1563
01:21:47,640 --> 01:21:51,439
Speaker 10: started drawing, you know, little kid watched anime, thought oh yeah,

1564
01:21:51,439 --> 01:21:54,160
Speaker 10: I want to draw that crap, and then got older

1565
01:21:54,760 --> 01:21:57,720
Speaker 10: realized that I had not much talent in drawing and

1566
01:21:57,760 --> 01:21:59,520
Speaker 10: started looking for other mediums.

1567
01:21:59,160 --> 01:22:01,840
Speaker 20: To express myself and I liked that.

1568
01:22:02,040 --> 01:22:04,960
Speaker 3: You ever, do you ever like display your work or

1569
01:22:05,080 --> 01:22:07,840
Speaker 3: I had? I'm not gonna even pretend like I have

1570
01:22:07,880 --> 01:22:10,040
Speaker 3: an ounce of knowledge of how the artwork, of how

1571
01:22:10,040 --> 01:22:13,760
Speaker 3: the art world works. But do you ever submit to

1572
01:22:14,200 --> 01:22:15,720
Speaker 3: galleries or anything like that.

1573
01:22:16,360 --> 01:22:20,120
Speaker 10: I've submitted to some competitions, but like you know, don't

1574
01:22:20,160 --> 01:22:22,360
Speaker 10: never really get anything back because nobody's really looking for

1575
01:22:22,439 --> 01:22:24,400
Speaker 10: abstract expressionism these days.

1576
01:22:24,880 --> 01:22:27,719
Speaker 3: M Do you do you post your work online or anything?

1577
01:22:30,720 --> 01:22:32,960
Speaker 10: Not that much. I've been kind of for the last

1578
01:22:33,000 --> 01:22:34,640
Speaker 10: like year and a half in a while, we're not

1579
01:22:34,760 --> 01:22:38,240
Speaker 10: doing any art so like, my Instagram's pretty dead, but

1580
01:22:39,200 --> 01:22:41,160
Speaker 10: I'm getting back into it and I got a frame

1581
01:22:41,200 --> 01:22:43,200
Speaker 10: I'm working on right now. I'm about to start stretching

1582
01:22:43,200 --> 01:22:44,479
Speaker 10: the campus and stuff like that.

1583
01:22:45,160 --> 01:22:47,000
Speaker 3: Nice. What what what made you? What made you take

1584
01:22:47,040 --> 01:22:49,599
Speaker 3: the gap? Don't?

1585
01:22:49,720 --> 01:22:56,160
Speaker 10: I don't know, man, I like, I don't really watched

1586
01:22:56,160 --> 01:22:57,599
Speaker 10: your streams before, So I just want to make sure

1587
01:22:57,640 --> 01:22:58,840
Speaker 10: it's okay, because.

1588
01:22:58,640 --> 01:23:02,080
Speaker 3: Like, you don't have to you don't have to talk

1589
01:23:02,120 --> 01:23:03,719
Speaker 3: about anything you don't want to talk about.

1590
01:23:03,840 --> 01:23:04,040
Speaker 17: No.

1591
01:23:04,040 --> 01:23:05,680
Speaker 3: No, I mean like it's like a serious.

1592
01:23:05,560 --> 01:23:07,960
Speaker 10: Thing, like I don't know if it's like you know,

1593
01:23:08,800 --> 01:23:10,920
Speaker 10: you're like stream like you know, don't talk about like

1594
01:23:10,960 --> 01:23:13,040
Speaker 10: certain stuff like you know, drugs and stuff like that.

1595
01:23:13,120 --> 01:23:14,160
Speaker 10: But it's like is that.

1596
01:23:14,160 --> 01:23:14,560
Speaker 8: Cool or no?

1597
01:23:16,400 --> 01:23:18,000
Speaker 3: I mean again, I don't want you to, you know,

1598
01:23:18,439 --> 01:23:20,600
Speaker 3: talk about anything if you want to talk about it,

1599
01:23:20,640 --> 01:23:23,440
Speaker 3: and sure you know, you know you don't feel pressure.

1600
01:23:23,880 --> 01:23:25,840
Speaker 10: Okay, Yeah, I just wanted to make sure beforehand, like

1601
01:23:25,920 --> 01:23:27,160
Speaker 10: you know, I didn't get.

1602
01:23:27,000 --> 01:23:31,559
Speaker 17: Like you can get that yah anything like that.

1603
01:23:32,760 --> 01:23:36,680
Speaker 10: But like when I was like sixteen or seventeen, I

1604
01:23:36,720 --> 01:23:39,880
Speaker 10: started like, you know, smoking the Devil's lettuce stuff like that,

1605
01:23:40,760 --> 01:23:43,280
Speaker 10: and you know that brought me a lot of like

1606
01:23:44,000 --> 01:23:46,120
Speaker 10: creativity in my head, I guess, like I would like

1607
01:23:46,200 --> 01:23:51,840
Speaker 10: get the paper, start sketching stuff like that. Oh yeah.

1608
01:23:51,920 --> 01:23:55,880
Speaker 10: And then when I turned like eighteen, like right before

1609
01:23:55,880 --> 01:23:59,040
Speaker 10: I turned eighteen, I got arrested for it, got in trouble,

1610
01:23:59,080 --> 01:24:01,519
Speaker 10: and where I lived atually my dad was the police chief,

1611
01:24:03,080 --> 01:24:07,360
Speaker 10: so you know, next level shit. So then I stopped

1612
01:24:07,400 --> 01:24:08,720
Speaker 10: doing it for a while, and that like sort of

1613
01:24:08,720 --> 01:24:11,439
Speaker 10: took away all of my creative juices. I guess because

1614
01:24:11,439 --> 01:24:13,519
Speaker 10: I gotten so used to like drawing while I was

1615
01:24:13,520 --> 01:24:15,559
Speaker 10: stoned out of my mind stuff like that that like

1616
01:24:16,080 --> 01:24:17,479
Speaker 10: I don't know, I didn't feel like I was good

1617
01:24:17,560 --> 01:24:21,840
Speaker 10: enough without it anymore or stuff like that. And then

1618
01:24:22,720 --> 01:24:25,840
Speaker 10: I got back to smoking again, took it back up again,

1619
01:24:26,560 --> 01:24:29,640
Speaker 10: quit and now I just sit around and smoke and

1620
01:24:29,640 --> 01:24:30,479
Speaker 10: don't draw. I don't know.

1621
01:24:31,120 --> 01:24:38,679
Speaker 3: M yeah, man, that's always like the tough thing about pairing.

1622
01:24:39,880 --> 01:24:42,680
Speaker 3: I mean, some it's you know, it's it's not a

1623
01:24:42,720 --> 01:24:44,800
Speaker 3: one size fits all thing because like, you know, there's

1624
01:24:44,840 --> 01:24:47,720
Speaker 3: all these people out there that like, you know, or

1625
01:24:48,280 --> 01:24:51,040
Speaker 3: they get high and it makes them you know, they're

1626
01:24:51,080 --> 01:24:52,800
Speaker 3: like I like and only get high when I and

1627
01:24:53,120 --> 01:24:57,040
Speaker 3: not like what am I saying? There's a lot of

1628
01:24:57,040 --> 01:24:59,799
Speaker 3: people out there who are very high functioning high people,

1629
01:25:00,160 --> 01:25:01,960
Speaker 3: like they love to get high and do whatever the

1630
01:25:02,040 --> 01:25:04,400
Speaker 3: thing is that they do, like get high in paint,

1631
01:25:04,400 --> 01:25:06,840
Speaker 3: get high and make movies, you know, get high and write.

1632
01:25:06,960 --> 01:25:10,280
Speaker 3: But oh yeah, I've always felt like that was kind

1633
01:25:10,320 --> 01:25:14,080
Speaker 3: of dangerous because you never want your performance to be

1634
01:25:14,200 --> 01:25:18,160
Speaker 3: that heavily dependent on a drug.

1635
01:25:18,520 --> 01:25:22,040
Speaker 10: But yeah, I agree, But like that's why I'm trying

1636
01:25:22,080 --> 01:25:26,240
Speaker 10: to like get back into it. I went got my stemy,

1637
01:25:26,320 --> 01:25:29,599
Speaker 10: went got went to the home depot, bought the woods.

1638
01:25:29,680 --> 01:25:31,439
Speaker 10: I was like, I'm gonna get back into painting.

1639
01:25:32,600 --> 01:25:33,160
Speaker 17: My decision.

1640
01:25:33,479 --> 01:25:40,479
Speaker 3: Hell, yeah, dude, I love that. It's great man. Yeah, dude,

1641
01:25:40,520 --> 01:25:43,040
Speaker 3: are you are you going to start posting again, posting

1642
01:25:43,040 --> 01:25:43,599
Speaker 3: some paintings?

1643
01:25:43,720 --> 01:25:45,080
Speaker 10: Yeah, definitely.

1644
01:25:45,200 --> 01:25:47,600
Speaker 3: Yeah. Where where can we see your paintings?

1645
01:25:48,240 --> 01:25:51,200
Speaker 10: Oh you can see my paintings at my Instagram. It's

1646
01:25:51,400 --> 01:25:53,200
Speaker 10: potato salads seventeen thirty eight.

1647
01:25:53,920 --> 01:25:57,439
Speaker 3: Potato salad seventeen thirty eight. That's easy. That's easy to

1648
01:25:57,479 --> 01:25:59,120
Speaker 3: remember exactly.

1649
01:25:59,160 --> 01:26:00,599
Speaker 10: That's the key with these things. You can't have them

1650
01:26:00,640 --> 01:26:04,360
Speaker 10: be that long and confusing, and then how's somebody going

1651
01:26:04,439 --> 01:26:06,160
Speaker 10: to be like, hey, so that's some really cool you

1652
01:26:06,200 --> 01:26:06,680
Speaker 10: just took it out.

1653
01:26:06,680 --> 01:26:11,400
Speaker 3: It's global, it's it's it's peanut man thirty sowo, there's

1654
01:26:11,439 --> 01:26:15,719
Speaker 3: two underscores. Peanut is a capital underscores. Oh you guys.

1655
01:26:16,240 --> 01:26:18,439
Speaker 10: The underscores always messed me up so much. Like I'll

1656
01:26:18,439 --> 01:26:19,920
Speaker 10: be sitting if somebody will text me, yo, you gotta

1657
01:26:19,960 --> 01:26:21,840
Speaker 10: check out this artist. Sim me the thing and then

1658
01:26:21,880 --> 01:26:24,320
Speaker 10: I'll pull it up. I'll go to the searching up

1659
01:26:24,360 --> 01:26:24,759
Speaker 10: that crap.

1660
01:26:24,880 --> 01:26:25,559
Speaker 11: What was it again?

1661
01:26:26,040 --> 01:26:28,559
Speaker 10: Yeah, pull it up like you know, dual screen that thing.

1662
01:26:29,640 --> 01:26:31,920
Speaker 3: Marketing tip. No underscores.

1663
01:26:33,439 --> 01:26:34,880
Speaker 10: Thank you, of course.

1664
01:26:34,920 --> 01:26:37,400
Speaker 3: Well, thank you so much. Potato Salad seventeen thirty eight.

1665
01:26:37,400 --> 01:26:38,800
Speaker 3: Thank you for sharing. Man, you have a guest to

1666
01:26:38,840 --> 01:26:40,080
Speaker 3: the night, you.

1667
01:26:40,080 --> 01:26:40,599
Speaker 11: Too, Man.

1668
01:26:45,320 --> 01:26:49,160
Speaker 14: All from plants pants pants to.

1669
01:26:49,200 --> 01:26:54,519
Speaker 3: Expect pants pant. Are you there? Hello, I answered your call.

1670
01:26:56,040 --> 01:26:56,439
Speaker 5: We're here.

1671
01:26:56,560 --> 01:26:59,040
Speaker 18: No, okay, let me turn off Chat triple P.

1672
01:27:02,560 --> 01:27:05,320
Speaker 5: I am here. I made it.

1673
01:27:04,680 --> 01:27:08,240
Speaker 3: Is it plants plants, plants or pants? Pants? Pants?

1674
01:27:09,000 --> 01:27:11,680
Speaker 5: Plants, pants, pants.

1675
01:27:11,760 --> 01:27:13,439
Speaker 3: All right, so the first one's plants, little the second

1676
01:27:13,479 --> 01:27:14,360
Speaker 3: to our pants.

1677
01:27:15,240 --> 01:27:17,800
Speaker 5: Yes, I'm sorry I had a turn off Chat.

1678
01:27:19,120 --> 01:27:20,960
Speaker 3: Triple P. You don't have to apologize to me for anything.

1679
01:27:21,200 --> 01:27:23,200
Speaker 3: I've actually I've recognized your user. I think I've seen

1680
01:27:23,200 --> 01:27:23,880
Speaker 3: it in chat before.

1681
01:27:25,280 --> 01:27:31,400
Speaker 18: Yes you have. I talked about my serial killer experience

1682
01:27:31,640 --> 01:27:34,760
Speaker 18: last week in chat and I tried to get on

1683
01:27:35,000 --> 01:27:36,280
Speaker 18: but I didn't make it.

1684
01:27:37,080 --> 01:27:39,000
Speaker 3: Have we spoke? Have we ever spoken before?

1685
01:27:40,280 --> 01:27:42,280
Speaker 5: We have not. This is the first time.

1686
01:27:43,920 --> 01:27:45,440
Speaker 3: Did you want to share your experience?

1687
01:27:47,120 --> 01:27:47,479
Speaker 14: Yes?

1688
01:27:47,760 --> 01:27:50,719
Speaker 18: And I would like to say, relating to the topic

1689
01:27:50,960 --> 01:27:53,880
Speaker 18: of the evening, that I was lucky that I did

1690
01:27:53,880 --> 01:27:55,320
Speaker 18: not die.

1691
01:27:55,960 --> 01:27:59,640
Speaker 3: It is always lucky to see another beautiful sunrise.

1692
01:28:01,360 --> 01:28:09,479
Speaker 18: Yes, I guess, So tell us your tale triple P. Okay.

1693
01:28:09,560 --> 01:28:13,120
Speaker 18: So I'd like to preface this that I am a teen,

1694
01:28:13,760 --> 01:28:15,439
Speaker 18: which is young for this.

1695
01:28:16,800 --> 01:28:17,440
Speaker 5: Experience.

1696
01:28:17,479 --> 01:28:25,800
Speaker 3: I would say, so basically, are you is there anything?

1697
01:28:28,560 --> 01:28:29,600
Speaker 3: Are you good?

1698
01:28:31,160 --> 01:28:31,360
Speaker 14: Yeah?

1699
01:28:31,400 --> 01:28:31,840
Speaker 10: I'm good?

1700
01:28:31,880 --> 01:28:31,960
Speaker 14: What?

1701
01:28:32,439 --> 01:28:34,519
Speaker 3: Okay? I just wanted to make sure. I don't know

1702
01:28:34,520 --> 01:28:38,280
Speaker 3: if this was like something a traumatic thing here.

1703
01:28:38,640 --> 01:28:41,360
Speaker 5: Yeah, this happened like two weeks ago. Not gonna lie.

1704
01:28:42,600 --> 01:28:44,280
Speaker 3: Okay, Well let's see it.

1705
01:28:45,720 --> 01:28:49,559
Speaker 18: Yes, Okay. So basically I was talking to this guy.

1706
01:28:49,920 --> 01:28:53,719
Speaker 18: I didn't really know him, and that's like not great,

1707
01:28:54,200 --> 01:28:57,040
Speaker 18: but we started like hanging out and it was just

1708
01:28:57,080 --> 01:29:02,320
Speaker 18: like casual, right, it was fun, and he told me

1709
01:29:02,720 --> 01:29:07,080
Speaker 18: that he loved me after knowing me for like a week.

1710
01:29:08,840 --> 01:29:10,840
Speaker 3: Oh, I can I ask you a question real quick?

1711
01:29:10,880 --> 01:29:13,120
Speaker 3: Triple pete? Can you can you speak up any louder?

1712
01:29:13,120 --> 01:29:14,680
Speaker 3: I don't think people are having a heart run here

1713
01:29:14,680 --> 01:29:19,000
Speaker 3: and you maybe, uh, the lower the music. It's a

1714
01:29:19,080 --> 01:29:23,880
Speaker 3: teeny beady tad.

1715
01:29:23,960 --> 01:29:24,479
Speaker 5: Is this better?

1716
01:29:26,760 --> 01:29:27,000
Speaker 8: Yeah?

1717
01:29:28,040 --> 01:29:28,360
Speaker 18: Okay?

1718
01:29:28,400 --> 01:29:28,920
Speaker 5: Perfect.

1719
01:29:30,520 --> 01:29:33,800
Speaker 18: So basically we started hanging out. I knew him for

1720
01:29:33,880 --> 01:29:34,519
Speaker 18: like a week.

1721
01:29:35,040 --> 01:29:39,559
Speaker 5: He told me he loved me. That was weird. That's

1722
01:29:39,600 --> 01:29:48,719
Speaker 5: definitely weird, and then keep going sorry, Like twenty minutes

1723
01:29:48,800 --> 01:29:51,280
Speaker 5: later he told me that he was still in love

1724
01:29:51,320 --> 01:29:52,480
Speaker 5: with his ex girlfriend.

1725
01:29:55,640 --> 01:29:58,200
Speaker 18: That was also weird, definitely weird.

1726
01:29:58,920 --> 01:30:00,080
Speaker 10: And then.

1727
01:30:01,640 --> 01:30:08,880
Speaker 5: He started like ignoring me at like for two days.

1728
01:30:09,920 --> 01:30:14,519
Speaker 3: Yeah, when you started ignoring you? Yes, what did when

1729
01:30:14,560 --> 01:30:17,080
Speaker 3: he told you he loved you after a week? Did you?

1730
01:30:17,120 --> 01:30:21,680
Speaker 3: Did you not? Did that not make you want to

1731
01:30:21,720 --> 01:30:25,439
Speaker 3: stop talking to him? Was it not a? Oh no?

1732
01:30:25,600 --> 01:30:28,960
Speaker 5: That was most definitely a red flag? But you know

1733
01:30:29,040 --> 01:30:32,320
Speaker 5: I was kind of bored, not gonna lie.

1734
01:30:33,040 --> 01:30:38,080
Speaker 18: It's reasonable, right, Sure, I feel like it's valid.

1735
01:30:38,960 --> 01:30:43,559
Speaker 5: And then like a couple of days goes by and

1736
01:30:43,720 --> 01:30:48,000
Speaker 5: he we are hanging out and he told me, like,

1737
01:30:48,520 --> 01:30:51,080
Speaker 5: you know, you don't really know me, Like what if

1738
01:30:51,080 --> 01:30:54,040
Speaker 5: I could be a serial killer? And he went into

1739
01:30:54,160 --> 01:30:58,519
Speaker 5: his plans of how he would kill me and how

1740
01:30:58,560 --> 01:30:59,680
Speaker 5: he would dispose of my.

1741
01:30:59,640 --> 01:31:05,240
Speaker 3: Body and what did you proceed to do after that?

1742
01:31:07,680 --> 01:31:11,439
Speaker 18: I proceeded to go home and I had to do

1743
01:31:11,680 --> 01:31:15,439
Speaker 18: like I was volunteering at a charity, so I was

1744
01:31:15,479 --> 01:31:18,439
Speaker 18: like really busy and I didn't really have time to

1745
01:31:18,680 --> 01:31:23,840
Speaker 18: process it. And it was just a weird experience. And

1746
01:31:23,880 --> 01:31:26,720
Speaker 18: then like two days later, he told me he had

1747
01:31:26,760 --> 01:31:27,240
Speaker 18: a child.

1748
01:31:29,000 --> 01:31:33,320
Speaker 3: Yeah you should. Uh are you still You're not still

1749
01:31:33,320 --> 01:31:35,720
Speaker 3: talking to this person, are you?

1750
01:31:35,760 --> 01:31:36,840
Speaker 5: No? I'm scared of him.

1751
01:31:36,880 --> 01:31:37,639
Speaker 10: I blocked him.

1752
01:31:38,120 --> 01:31:44,120
Speaker 3: Okay, good, good? Did he tell you anything that do

1753
01:31:44,160 --> 01:31:49,160
Speaker 3: you think would be worthy of reporting to an authority

1754
01:31:49,160 --> 01:31:49,800
Speaker 3: of some kind?

1755
01:31:54,720 --> 01:31:58,040
Speaker 18: He did sell a lot of drugs. I'm not gonna lie,

1756
01:31:58,680 --> 01:32:01,719
Speaker 18: but you know, let's just get stitches.

1757
01:32:03,400 --> 01:32:06,880
Speaker 5: And I'm not I'm not feeling that.

1758
01:32:08,400 --> 01:32:10,519
Speaker 3: Where did you meet this guy?

1759
01:32:11,520 --> 01:32:14,800
Speaker 5: If we're being honest, I have no clue. He was

1760
01:32:14,920 --> 01:32:18,679
Speaker 5: just like he added me on Snapchat like two years

1761
01:32:18,680 --> 01:32:20,839
Speaker 5: ago and I'd never talked to him before.

1762
01:32:24,560 --> 01:32:32,760
Speaker 3: Okay, so don't do that. He doesn't fucking know where

1763
01:32:32,760 --> 01:32:33,960
Speaker 3: you live or anything, does he?

1764
01:32:35,920 --> 01:32:36,360
Speaker 5: I hope?

1765
01:32:36,479 --> 01:32:41,320
Speaker 3: Not? All right? I don't know. I don't know what

1766
01:32:41,400 --> 01:32:43,479
Speaker 3: to do in this situation if I were you, because

1767
01:32:43,600 --> 01:32:46,840
Speaker 3: if he why not, could that be construed could that

1768
01:32:46,920 --> 01:32:49,080
Speaker 3: legally be construed as a threat of some kind if

1769
01:32:49,120 --> 01:32:51,640
Speaker 3: he told you that he would how like detailed how he.

1770
01:32:51,640 --> 01:32:58,240
Speaker 18: Would kill you, if we're being honest, I'm not sure.

1771
01:33:01,880 --> 01:33:03,800
Speaker 18: I mean, I feel like.

1772
01:33:05,360 --> 01:33:08,120
Speaker 5: At this point, I'm not worried. My friends are proud

1773
01:33:08,160 --> 01:33:11,600
Speaker 5: of me that I blocked him, though it's a big accomplishment.

1774
01:33:11,760 --> 01:33:14,360
Speaker 3: I'm proud of you too for doing that. It's good.

1775
01:33:14,600 --> 01:33:17,320
Speaker 3: That was a good decision, Thank you.

1776
01:33:17,600 --> 01:33:21,519
Speaker 5: It took It took a lot of effort. Actually, no,

1777
01:33:21,640 --> 01:33:23,360
Speaker 5: it really didn't. He was kind of psycho.

1778
01:33:24,200 --> 01:33:29,599
Speaker 3: Yeah, he sounded like a person that you would want

1779
01:33:29,640 --> 01:33:31,559
Speaker 3: to stay very very far away from.

1780
01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:35,439
Speaker 18: Yes, But the reason why I brought this up is

1781
01:33:35,960 --> 01:33:37,960
Speaker 18: the first time I watched the stream, I was going

1782
01:33:38,040 --> 01:33:43,160
Speaker 18: to talk about it because it was currently happening. But Malory,

1783
01:33:43,760 --> 01:33:48,240
Speaker 18: if you're watching, I expect an update. I want to

1784
01:33:48,280 --> 01:33:50,880
Speaker 18: know a few plans to kill you. I want to

1785
01:33:50,880 --> 01:33:53,479
Speaker 18: know if you have a similar experience from last week.

1786
01:33:54,240 --> 01:33:59,400
Speaker 3: Oh yes, Mallory, who was meeting up with that guy

1787
01:34:00,280 --> 01:34:05,640
Speaker 3: who's driving that in a half hours? Yep, yep, they

1788
01:34:05,720 --> 01:34:08,519
Speaker 3: kind of sounded like they were both had separate plans

1789
01:34:08,520 --> 01:34:09,240
Speaker 3: to kill each other.

1790
01:34:11,360 --> 01:34:15,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, they both seemed a little suss I'm not gonna lie.

1791
01:34:15,840 --> 01:34:18,960
Speaker 3: Well, yeah, that'll be a you know. I wish them

1792
01:34:18,960 --> 01:34:23,960
Speaker 3: both the luck of the GEK and Triple P, I

1793
01:34:24,000 --> 01:34:26,240
Speaker 3: wish you the luck of the GEK, and I appreciate

1794
01:34:26,280 --> 01:34:29,520
Speaker 3: you sharing your story with us.

1795
01:34:30,520 --> 01:34:33,479
Speaker 5: Thank you. I thought it was rather entertaining. It's a

1796
01:34:33,520 --> 01:34:35,599
Speaker 5: funny story to look back on.

1797
01:34:38,320 --> 01:34:41,400
Speaker 3: You know, have you learned anything from this experience? I

1798
01:34:41,400 --> 01:34:43,160
Speaker 3: want to know, Triple P, have you learned anything from

1799
01:34:43,160 --> 01:34:45,519
Speaker 3: this experience? In terms of.

1800
01:34:47,600 --> 01:34:52,479
Speaker 18: That question, this is definitely a learning experience for me.

1801
01:34:54,200 --> 01:34:58,320
Speaker 5: I learned a lot. Don't just like hook up with

1802
01:34:58,479 --> 01:35:02,559
Speaker 5: random guys on Snapchat that you've never like seen in person,

1803
01:35:05,080 --> 01:35:12,040
Speaker 5: and definitely make sure that they're not serial killers. Do

1804
01:35:12,160 --> 01:35:17,640
Speaker 5: a little like background, like a little search before you

1805
01:35:17,680 --> 01:35:18,320
Speaker 5: hang out with them.

1806
01:35:19,000 --> 01:35:23,320
Speaker 3: Absolutely, I'm glad that you learned a valuable lesson. You

1807
01:35:23,320 --> 01:35:25,080
Speaker 3: should write those down, those notes.

1808
01:35:24,880 --> 01:35:29,559
Speaker 18: Down, Yes, and to ask if they have any children

1809
01:35:29,960 --> 01:35:32,120
Speaker 18: that they forgot to tell you about.

1810
01:35:35,040 --> 01:35:39,400
Speaker 3: Well, it sounds like you've got a playbook for future incidences.

1811
01:35:41,120 --> 01:35:43,400
Speaker 5: Yes, most definitely.

1812
01:35:44,080 --> 01:35:45,800
Speaker 3: I'm glad to hear that triple P. Thank you, thank

1813
01:35:45,840 --> 01:35:47,960
Speaker 3: you so much again for calling in. I and I

1814
01:35:47,960 --> 01:35:49,680
Speaker 3: truly do issue the luck of the gag on this

1815
01:35:49,720 --> 01:35:51,200
Speaker 3: beautiful Saint Patrick's Day evening.

1816
01:35:52,240 --> 01:35:54,719
Speaker 18: Thank you, I thank you for taking my call.

1817
01:35:54,920 --> 01:35:56,000
Speaker 5: I am so excited.

1818
01:35:56,600 --> 01:35:58,360
Speaker 3: Of course, you have a good rest of the night.

1819
01:35:59,320 --> 01:35:59,879
Speaker 3: You two.

1820
01:36:02,760 --> 01:36:05,840
Speaker 14: MM call from Lily.

1821
01:36:07,800 --> 01:36:11,719
Speaker 3: Lily, Hello, how are you? Lily?

1822
01:36:13,960 --> 01:36:16,760
Speaker 21: Honestly, I had a pretty bad day. But I mean

1823
01:36:17,080 --> 01:36:22,439
Speaker 21: it's almost the end of the night, so, uh, I'm twenty,

1824
01:36:22,600 --> 01:36:25,160
Speaker 21: but I look and I sound very young.

1825
01:36:25,400 --> 01:36:27,280
Speaker 5: I've heard m.

1826
01:36:30,160 --> 01:36:31,320
Speaker 3: You said you had a bad day.

1827
01:36:33,160 --> 01:36:34,320
Speaker 21: Yeah, it's pretty rough.

1828
01:36:37,920 --> 01:36:38,400
Speaker 3: What's up?

1829
01:36:41,439 --> 01:36:43,680
Speaker 21: Well, I had to go to the doctor and I

1830
01:36:43,720 --> 01:36:46,720
Speaker 21: had to miss an exam that I had today. I'm

1831
01:36:46,760 --> 01:36:50,200
Speaker 21: a nursing school, so they're letting me make it up,

1832
01:36:50,240 --> 01:36:51,240
Speaker 21: which is great.

1833
01:36:51,360 --> 01:36:52,400
Speaker 14: But I don't know.

1834
01:36:52,400 --> 01:36:54,760
Speaker 21: It's just a lot of a lot of stuff going on.

1835
01:36:56,160 --> 01:36:57,760
Speaker 3: But so they're letting you make it up.

1836
01:36:58,840 --> 01:37:01,280
Speaker 21: Yeah, on Friday. Think fully, Well.

1837
01:37:01,160 --> 01:37:06,320
Speaker 3: That's pretty good. Are you prepared? Did you study?

1838
01:37:07,320 --> 01:37:12,120
Speaker 21: I think I will tomorrow. But it's psychology. I think

1839
01:37:12,120 --> 01:37:13,600
Speaker 21: I'm pretty good at psychology.

1840
01:37:14,600 --> 01:37:16,640
Speaker 3: Oh, it's psychology. Can I ask you a question? How

1841
01:37:16,640 --> 01:37:19,240
Speaker 3: do I how do I mend broken trust?

1842
01:37:22,360 --> 01:37:25,000
Speaker 21: That's a tough one.

1843
01:37:27,439 --> 01:37:29,880
Speaker 3: So so you're startying to be a psychology nurse.

1844
01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:35,000
Speaker 21: Yeah, I'm thinking of being a mental health nurse, working

1845
01:37:35,080 --> 01:37:40,200
Speaker 21: with sactations maybe like schizophrenia or bipolar.

1846
01:37:44,320 --> 01:37:46,120
Speaker 3: What what drove you to want to do that?

1847
01:37:49,240 --> 01:37:49,360
Speaker 9: Well?

1848
01:37:49,400 --> 01:37:52,360
Speaker 21: I wanted to be a nurse my whole life. But

1849
01:37:52,680 --> 01:37:56,679
Speaker 21: we just started rotations where we go and help out

1850
01:37:56,680 --> 01:38:03,720
Speaker 21: hospitals in different units, so like Medforge, I don't know,

1851
01:38:03,960 --> 01:38:06,719
Speaker 21: I see you stuff like that, and we did psych

1852
01:38:06,800 --> 01:38:08,760
Speaker 21: and I just really liked it. I don't really like

1853
01:38:08,920 --> 01:38:13,559
Speaker 21: doing bedside nursing, which is what most nurses do, but

1854
01:38:14,000 --> 01:38:15,600
Speaker 21: it's not really appealing to me.

1855
01:38:16,960 --> 01:38:18,479
Speaker 3: I was going to ask you forgive me if this

1856
01:38:18,520 --> 01:38:20,479
Speaker 3: is a stupid question, because I don't really know a

1857
01:38:20,479 --> 01:38:23,439
Speaker 3: lot about Actually I actually don't even not know a lot.

1858
01:38:23,439 --> 01:38:28,040
Speaker 3: I don't know anything about the medical field. But so

1859
01:38:28,200 --> 01:38:33,400
Speaker 3: if you want to go into like being a psychology nurse,

1860
01:38:33,479 --> 01:38:35,439
Speaker 3: like for mental health, do you still have to learn

1861
01:38:35,520 --> 01:38:39,920
Speaker 3: about the physical body stuff?

1862
01:38:41,040 --> 01:38:45,120
Speaker 21: Yeah, so nursing school prepares you for an exam that

1863
01:38:45,160 --> 01:38:47,799
Speaker 21: you have to take and it's really mostly body stuff

1864
01:38:47,880 --> 01:38:51,400
Speaker 21: and very rarely psych So you stop to know how

1865
01:38:51,400 --> 01:38:54,280
Speaker 21: to do all the regular nurse stuff. Like, I don't

1866
01:38:54,320 --> 01:38:59,880
Speaker 21: know oxygen, blood, ivy, all that stuff, but I don't know.

1867
01:39:00,280 --> 01:39:02,880
Speaker 21: I mean, it's fine and it's exciting to some people,

1868
01:39:02,960 --> 01:39:06,200
Speaker 21: but I'd rather sit and talk just patience.

1869
01:39:06,280 --> 01:39:10,240
Speaker 3: I guess I like that, Lily. I have a question

1870
01:39:10,400 --> 01:39:17,080
Speaker 3: for you. Sure, what is your fantasy?

1871
01:39:18,160 --> 01:39:21,719
Speaker 21: I called in and I didn't really have a fantasy

1872
01:39:21,760 --> 01:39:24,960
Speaker 21: in mind, but I guess now A short term fantasy

1873
01:39:25,000 --> 01:39:29,000
Speaker 21: would just be to get my test results back from

1874
01:39:29,240 --> 01:39:32,000
Speaker 21: the exams that I had today, like from the doctors,

1875
01:39:33,360 --> 01:39:34,960
Speaker 21: because it's just really been worrying me.

1876
01:39:36,479 --> 01:39:41,280
Speaker 3: I like that the short term fantasy, we can.

1877
01:39:41,200 --> 01:39:45,040
Speaker 21: Have short term long term.

1878
01:39:45,120 --> 01:39:50,439
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's much more. It's less fantastical, it's realistic. It's

1879
01:39:50,439 --> 01:39:53,879
Speaker 3: the short term. I always think of fantasies as grand,

1880
01:39:54,160 --> 01:39:57,320
Speaker 3: far off on accomplishable thing, but I've never thought about

1881
01:39:57,320 --> 01:39:59,000
Speaker 3: it in terms of the short term fantasy.

1882
01:40:00,439 --> 01:40:05,360
Speaker 21: I guess fantasy implies like unreachable or unimaginable, but.

1883
01:40:05,960 --> 01:40:07,840
Speaker 14: A little bit it can also, yeah, I can.

1884
01:40:08,840 --> 01:40:12,040
Speaker 21: I guess I interpreted as a goal maybe instead of

1885
01:40:12,040 --> 01:40:12,639
Speaker 21: a fancy.

1886
01:40:13,320 --> 01:40:19,360
Speaker 3: Do you have a long term, crazy, far off fantasy

1887
01:40:19,479 --> 01:40:19,880
Speaker 3: or goal?

1888
01:40:22,080 --> 01:40:24,639
Speaker 21: I don't know if I do. I guess I've never

1889
01:40:24,880 --> 01:40:27,960
Speaker 21: lived in a house. I've always lived in an apartment,

1890
01:40:28,120 --> 01:40:34,040
Speaker 21: so my ultimate goal slash fantasy would just be to

1891
01:40:34,080 --> 01:40:35,519
Speaker 21: have my own place, my own house.

1892
01:40:36,680 --> 01:40:41,040
Speaker 3: Hell yeah, you want a balcony. We've had a couple,

1893
01:40:41,800 --> 01:40:42,880
Speaker 3: We had a balcony. Guy.

1894
01:40:45,000 --> 01:40:48,599
Speaker 21: I would like a yard. I've never had a yard

1895
01:40:49,080 --> 01:40:52,040
Speaker 21: or any pets, so maybe a pet taste a cat,

1896
01:40:52,920 --> 01:40:55,760
Speaker 21: A cat? I love cats.

1897
01:40:56,439 --> 01:40:58,240
Speaker 3: It sounds like a nice little place you got there

1898
01:40:58,360 --> 01:41:00,800
Speaker 3: in your head, and I hope that one day it

1899
01:41:01,479 --> 01:41:03,919
Speaker 3: leaves the confines of your head and becomes a reality.

1900
01:41:04,800 --> 01:41:06,280
Speaker 21: Thank you, I appreciate that.

1901
01:41:07,080 --> 01:41:09,880
Speaker 3: Of course you're a great Restauratly, thank you for sharing.

1902
01:41:10,120 --> 01:41:13,920
Speaker 21: Did you want to say, yeah, yeah, question since you

1903
01:41:13,960 --> 01:41:17,840
Speaker 21: asked me how how old I was? How old do

1904
01:41:17,960 --> 01:41:18,439
Speaker 21: I sound?

1905
01:41:19,320 --> 01:41:20,240
Speaker 3: How do you sound?

1906
01:41:21,960 --> 01:41:24,560
Speaker 21: Or do you just ask age for everybody?

1907
01:41:24,960 --> 01:41:28,600
Speaker 3: Well, I, well, you know what, I actually wasn't going

1908
01:41:28,680 --> 01:41:30,799
Speaker 3: to ask you your age, because, to be perfectly honest

1909
01:41:30,840 --> 01:41:34,840
Speaker 3: with you, like someone's age, I really am. I'm really

1910
01:41:34,880 --> 01:41:39,800
Speaker 3: tipped off more by sort of the way that they

1911
01:41:40,320 --> 01:41:43,519
Speaker 3: present themselves than I am by like their voice, and

1912
01:41:43,560 --> 01:41:48,479
Speaker 3: you were you sounded like you presented yourself as an adult.

1913
01:41:48,640 --> 01:41:52,200
Speaker 3: But yes, you do have a higher pitched voice, So

1914
01:41:52,280 --> 01:41:53,320
Speaker 3: I just double checked.

1915
01:41:54,360 --> 01:41:56,479
Speaker 21: I'm kind of tuning down my voice right now. It's

1916
01:41:56,560 --> 01:42:01,280
Speaker 21: usually higher. Really yeah, really, that's kind of late, so

1917
01:42:01,400 --> 01:42:03,480
Speaker 21: I guess it's my sleepy voice.

1918
01:42:04,160 --> 01:42:05,840
Speaker 3: Do people? Do you get a lot of ship for that?

1919
01:42:06,680 --> 01:42:11,720
Speaker 21: I do, especially when I had a job. I was

1920
01:42:11,720 --> 01:42:14,639
Speaker 21: a cashier and we had to call out certain food

1921
01:42:14,680 --> 01:42:17,320
Speaker 21: items and my coworkers would always mock be when I

1922
01:42:17,479 --> 01:42:18,400
Speaker 21: yelled the items out.

1923
01:42:19,560 --> 01:42:22,840
Speaker 3: Damn, But are there are they? Are they not going

1924
01:42:22,880 --> 01:42:25,519
Speaker 3: to be allowed to the big sexy bonfires that you

1925
01:42:25,600 --> 01:42:28,400
Speaker 3: have in your in your big cool house.

1926
01:42:29,520 --> 01:42:30,360
Speaker 5: No, they will not be.

1927
01:42:30,840 --> 01:42:31,839
Speaker 21: No bullies allowed.

1928
01:42:33,040 --> 01:42:37,439
Speaker 3: Hell yeah. Well, Lily, thank you so much for for

1929
01:42:37,439 --> 01:42:39,800
Speaker 3: for calling in, and uh I wish you the best

1930
01:42:39,800 --> 01:42:42,760
Speaker 3: of luck on that test that you got coming up

1931
01:42:44,160 --> 01:42:46,960
Speaker 3: so much's get some fucking a's in the chat to.

1932
01:42:48,800 --> 01:42:49,760
Speaker 21: Okay, thank you?

1933
01:42:50,280 --> 01:42:56,920
Speaker 12: Good right, all from dew wey.

1934
01:42:58,800 --> 01:43:02,640
Speaker 3: You ever fucking seen? Uh I forget the name of

1935
01:43:02,640 --> 01:43:05,439
Speaker 3: this show, but it's got the baby in it and

1936
01:43:05,479 --> 01:43:05,880
Speaker 3: the dog.

1937
01:43:06,439 --> 01:43:06,639
Speaker 11: Yeah.

1938
01:43:06,680 --> 01:43:07,719
Speaker 20: Oh, Malcolm in the Middle.

1939
01:43:07,760 --> 01:43:12,800
Speaker 3: No, that's what it's from, because your name sounds like

1940
01:43:12,840 --> 01:43:13,599
Speaker 3: that baby.

1941
01:43:14,600 --> 01:43:15,960
Speaker 20: No, it's it's Welcome in the Middle.

1942
01:43:17,840 --> 01:43:25,920
Speaker 3: Oh ship. Yeah, okay, secrets okay you said you said, Okay,

1943
01:43:26,000 --> 01:43:27,280
Speaker 3: is if you came in with a thing that you

1944
01:43:27,280 --> 01:43:28,760
Speaker 3: wanted to tell me someone to shut up.

1945
01:43:29,840 --> 01:43:33,320
Speaker 8: Yeah, yeah, so uh.

1946
01:43:32,760 --> 01:43:38,960
Speaker 20: This is from an ex girlfriend. I went out of

1947
01:43:39,040 --> 01:43:44,320
Speaker 20: the country to meet her family, and like, we had

1948
01:43:44,360 --> 01:43:48,040
Speaker 20: been dating for about eight months at that point, so

1949
01:43:48,200 --> 01:43:53,880
Speaker 20: not too long. But there were six of us in

1950
01:43:53,960 --> 01:43:57,599
Speaker 20: a small house and you know, me being a twenty

1951
01:43:57,680 --> 01:44:00,680
Speaker 20: year old man at that time, trying to get some

1952
01:44:00,800 --> 01:44:02,400
Speaker 20: from my girlfriend, you know what I mean. But I

1953
01:44:02,439 --> 01:44:05,680
Speaker 20: can't because like, her whole family's there. I have a

1954
01:44:05,720 --> 01:44:08,080
Speaker 20: little room to myself and she's sharing a room with

1955
01:44:08,320 --> 01:44:13,360
Speaker 20: her sister and blah blah blah whatever. So as that

1956
01:44:13,400 --> 01:44:16,120
Speaker 20: twenty year old man, I had to do my thing.

1957
01:44:17,320 --> 01:44:19,120
Speaker 20: And so you know, the nights I was there, I

1958
01:44:19,120 --> 01:44:19,880
Speaker 20: would do my own thing.

1959
01:44:19,880 --> 01:44:22,800
Speaker 15: Blah blah blah. I had a rag stuffed it in

1960
01:44:22,840 --> 01:44:27,080
Speaker 15: the side of the bed. No problem did that five

1961
01:44:27,200 --> 01:44:30,479
Speaker 15: six nights, No big deal, Leave me alone about it.

1962
01:44:31,240 --> 01:44:33,639
Speaker 20: The worst part about it was this was the first

1963
01:44:33,680 --> 01:44:36,880
Speaker 20: time I was meeting her mom, and her mom didn't

1964
01:44:36,920 --> 01:44:41,800
Speaker 20: speak the same language as me. So the night that

1965
01:44:41,880 --> 01:44:45,680
Speaker 20: I was packing my stuff, I was like, Okay, I

1966
01:44:45,720 --> 01:44:50,640
Speaker 20: cannot forget the rag. I cannot forget the rag, and

1967
01:44:50,680 --> 01:44:55,320
Speaker 20: I didn't, thank God. So I'm getting all my stuff.

1968
01:44:56,120 --> 01:44:58,880
Speaker 20: I'd go to grab it. She walks in and she's like,

1969
01:44:59,479 --> 01:45:00,719
Speaker 20: did you get all your stuff?

1970
01:45:01,600 --> 01:45:02,519
Speaker 11: And I was like yeah.

1971
01:45:02,560 --> 01:45:05,720
Speaker 20: And her mom walks in too, and I was like yeah,

1972
01:45:05,960 --> 01:45:09,479
Speaker 20: and she's like, oh, well, mom's gonna check around the bed.

1973
01:45:10,040 --> 01:45:18,080
Speaker 20: And her mom found the dreaded rag. And the worst

1974
01:45:18,080 --> 01:45:26,400
Speaker 20: part about it is this country, not everyone has washers

1975
01:45:26,400 --> 01:45:30,599
Speaker 20: and dryers in their houses. So she had to hand

1976
01:45:30,760 --> 01:45:36,439
Speaker 20: wash it. That is that is my story.

1977
01:45:37,520 --> 01:45:39,559
Speaker 3: Why did you or why did you let her wash

1978
01:45:39,640 --> 01:45:40,120
Speaker 3: the rag?

1979
01:45:40,840 --> 01:45:40,960
Speaker 14: No?

1980
01:45:41,040 --> 01:45:42,920
Speaker 15: I tried to throw it away, but by the time,

1981
01:45:42,960 --> 01:45:45,200
Speaker 15: like I tried to put it in my bag, it.

1982
01:45:45,160 --> 01:45:45,599
Speaker 11: Was too late.

1983
01:45:45,640 --> 01:45:46,200
Speaker 8: She found it.

1984
01:45:47,680 --> 01:45:48,640
Speaker 3: What's your name was?

1985
01:45:49,840 --> 01:45:50,200
Speaker 8: Dewey?

1986
01:45:50,960 --> 01:45:55,800
Speaker 3: Dewey? When you go on vacation, like, how often do

1987
01:45:55,880 --> 01:45:59,160
Speaker 3: you masturbate? Now? Like how often? How many times the

1988
01:45:59,200 --> 01:45:59,919
Speaker 3: day you masturbate?

1989
01:46:00,680 --> 01:46:03,479
Speaker 20: But once a day? Not more than once a day.

1990
01:46:04,080 --> 01:46:06,960
Speaker 3: Look, you gotta look at like vacations as an opportunity. Look, look,

1991
01:46:07,400 --> 01:46:12,200
Speaker 3: masturbating at a certain point, we all know so longer

1992
01:46:12,200 --> 01:46:17,639
Speaker 3: about pleasure. It's about maintenance. And when you're going on vacation,

1993
01:46:18,120 --> 01:46:21,559
Speaker 3: you're trying to free yourself of you know, some of

1994
01:46:21,600 --> 01:46:24,960
Speaker 3: the daily chores of life, right, you know?

1995
01:46:25,160 --> 01:46:25,479
Speaker 12: Yeah?

1996
01:46:25,560 --> 01:46:27,600
Speaker 6: But I mean when you're when you're in.

1997
01:46:27,600 --> 01:46:31,240
Speaker 20: A dangerous country and like you're hearing things at.

1998
01:46:31,200 --> 01:46:36,000
Speaker 3: Night, there's danger, and does danger sexually excite you?

1999
01:46:36,120 --> 01:46:36,160
Speaker 10: Do?

2000
01:46:36,320 --> 01:46:36,360
Speaker 17: We?

2001
01:46:36,800 --> 01:46:37,519
Speaker 20: No, it scares me.

2002
01:46:37,560 --> 01:46:38,360
Speaker 15: I need to go to bed.

2003
01:46:38,520 --> 01:46:39,479
Speaker 20: I needed to go to bed.

2004
01:46:40,560 --> 01:46:44,120
Speaker 3: So it was for inducing sleep. Yes, you ever heard

2005
01:46:44,120 --> 01:46:44,719
Speaker 3: of night will?

2006
01:46:47,320 --> 01:46:50,160
Speaker 20: I've never used it before for I don't I don't know.

2007
01:46:50,680 --> 01:46:51,200
Speaker 15: Yeah, but.

2008
01:46:52,880 --> 01:46:53,160
Speaker 10: Do it.

2009
01:46:53,200 --> 01:46:54,960
Speaker 3: All I'm telling you is that you've got to find

2010
01:46:55,000 --> 01:46:58,479
Speaker 3: times to take a break from master, absolutely, and you

2011
01:46:58,520 --> 01:47:01,760
Speaker 3: got to find those convenient opportunities. Now did your mom

2012
01:47:01,840 --> 01:47:04,280
Speaker 3: ever did her mom ever find out what she had done?

2013
01:47:06,120 --> 01:47:08,280
Speaker 20: I don't think anybody ever figured it out? What I mean,

2014
01:47:08,680 --> 01:47:15,120
Speaker 20: I'm sure like I've learned from this situation clearly.

2015
01:47:16,000 --> 01:47:17,280
Speaker 3: Okay, what did you learn?

2016
01:47:19,479 --> 01:47:20,320
Speaker 15: You need to relax.

2017
01:47:21,160 --> 01:47:23,000
Speaker 8: Okay, you just got to relax.

2018
01:47:23,640 --> 01:47:25,320
Speaker 3: I don't know how long you've been watching the stream.

2019
01:47:25,400 --> 01:47:27,360
Speaker 3: But do you remember when I told that guy that

2020
01:47:27,600 --> 01:47:29,760
Speaker 3: you should tell his sister that he was he was

2021
01:47:29,800 --> 01:47:31,840
Speaker 3: the one that pissed in the dogs in her not

2022
01:47:31,960 --> 01:47:37,680
Speaker 3: the dog. Yeah, dowey, dewey, Oh, I'm not there's no way.

2023
01:47:38,080 --> 01:47:42,000
Speaker 3: Do let me speak. Let me speak. Please don't tell

2024
01:47:42,120 --> 01:47:43,160
Speaker 3: anyone about this.

2025
01:47:44,040 --> 01:47:48,400
Speaker 8: Yeah, no, you're fine. But hey, that's a good story.

2026
01:47:50,120 --> 01:47:52,439
Speaker 3: Like est tonight. Thank you so much for sharing to me. Yeah,

2027
01:47:52,560 --> 01:48:05,759
Speaker 3: no problem, Thanks, good night. How from Jasmine? Hi, Hi Jasmine?

2028
01:48:05,800 --> 01:48:06,200
Speaker 3: How are you?

2029
01:48:07,560 --> 01:48:08,559
Speaker 9: I am so good?

2030
01:48:08,600 --> 01:48:09,840
Speaker 19: I'm so happy I got through.

2031
01:48:10,720 --> 01:48:13,280
Speaker 3: That's a lot of you know, you sound very A

2032
01:48:13,360 --> 01:48:15,160
Speaker 3: lot of times when you ask someone how they are,

2033
01:48:15,439 --> 01:48:17,559
Speaker 3: they'll say good or they'll say okay, but you answered

2034
01:48:17,560 --> 01:48:23,439
Speaker 3: with you're so good. Is there anything in particular that's good? Okay,

2035
01:48:23,439 --> 01:48:25,360
Speaker 3: I'd love to hear it times.

2036
01:48:25,400 --> 01:48:26,439
Speaker 19: I'll be honest right now.

2037
01:48:26,600 --> 01:48:31,880
Speaker 3: Okay, so you know what, I appreciate persistence. That's a

2038
01:48:31,880 --> 01:48:32,920
Speaker 3: good quality that has.

2039
01:48:37,640 --> 01:48:39,000
Speaker 19: So to start now, I don't know.

2040
01:48:39,120 --> 01:48:40,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, let it, let it, let it rip. Let's hear it.

2041
01:48:41,720 --> 01:48:42,120
Speaker 14: Okay.

2042
01:48:42,240 --> 01:48:46,680
Speaker 19: So in sixth grade at the school I had, we

2043
01:48:46,800 --> 01:48:49,960
Speaker 19: had about four sixth grade classes, right, and we had

2044
01:48:49,960 --> 01:48:54,080
Speaker 19: a money system because once a month we would have

2045
01:48:54,200 --> 01:48:58,439
Speaker 19: like a giant like class sale. And the what you

2046
01:48:58,479 --> 01:49:01,360
Speaker 19: earn the money is you got your great eight. So

2047
01:49:01,520 --> 01:49:04,640
Speaker 19: I've always been really like a really shitty student, like

2048
01:49:04,640 --> 01:49:07,439
Speaker 19: even though I'm seeing her high school, I mean, how old?

2049
01:49:08,520 --> 01:49:11,040
Speaker 19: I mean too, I failed kindergarten.

2050
01:49:11,400 --> 01:49:13,960
Speaker 3: So I'm how you fail kindergarten? Is that anything you

2051
01:49:13,960 --> 01:49:14,320
Speaker 3: can do?

2052
01:49:15,680 --> 01:49:16,000
Speaker 9: No?

2053
01:49:16,000 --> 01:49:18,680
Speaker 19: No, I still because my mom was shitty and she

2054
01:49:18,720 --> 01:49:20,519
Speaker 19: put me in school eight and then she refused to

2055
01:49:20,600 --> 01:49:23,439
Speaker 19: like send me off with the class that she let

2056
01:49:23,479 --> 01:49:24,000
Speaker 19: me in with.

2057
01:49:24,800 --> 01:49:29,160
Speaker 3: That happened to me too. I'm being serious, I repeated, kindergarten.

2058
01:49:30,280 --> 01:49:31,559
Speaker 8: It's same.

2059
01:49:31,880 --> 01:49:34,920
Speaker 19: It's really depressing and it's the most terrible thing ever.

2060
01:49:35,320 --> 01:49:37,400
Speaker 3: So I don't think that's depressing. That's kind of I'm

2061
01:49:37,400 --> 01:49:40,120
Speaker 3: sorry interrupt your story, but look, that's good. Kindergarten is

2062
01:49:40,200 --> 01:49:42,960
Speaker 3: kind of cool. You get to do it again, I guess.

2063
01:49:43,000 --> 01:49:46,000
Speaker 19: So I didn't learn to do like reading or trying

2064
01:49:46,080 --> 01:49:47,439
Speaker 19: my shoes until first grade.

2065
01:49:47,560 --> 01:49:49,800
Speaker 3: So sorry, sorry, it's for my optimism.

2066
01:49:49,880 --> 01:49:54,320
Speaker 19: What were you saying, so right, sixth grade? If you

2067
01:49:54,320 --> 01:49:57,200
Speaker 19: had a money system, and since I was a bad student,

2068
01:49:57,439 --> 01:49:59,800
Speaker 19: I never got money. But I sat next to this

2069
01:50:00,120 --> 01:50:03,400
Speaker 19: kid who was like really good, and he had like

2070
01:50:03,680 --> 01:50:09,400
Speaker 19: thousands of dollars in the school cash, and so one

2071
01:50:09,479 --> 01:50:13,639
Speaker 19: day I stole his money because he was flexing really hard.

2072
01:50:14,360 --> 01:50:17,080
Speaker 19: So I took it and I felt really good about

2073
01:50:17,080 --> 01:50:18,719
Speaker 19: it the next day when he was like really upset,

2074
01:50:18,880 --> 01:50:22,400
Speaker 19: you know, and you know, this was like towards the

2075
01:50:22,439 --> 01:50:23,960
Speaker 19: end of the school year, so this is like the

2076
01:50:24,080 --> 01:50:27,879
Speaker 19: last one when he was really upset, but the teachers

2077
01:50:27,920 --> 01:50:28,880
Speaker 19: didn't really get effect.

2078
01:50:30,280 --> 01:50:34,120
Speaker 3: So you know, I bought.

2079
01:50:33,880 --> 01:50:36,760
Speaker 19: Like a whole pizza with it because it was like

2080
01:50:36,880 --> 01:50:37,320
Speaker 19: really good.

2081
01:50:38,240 --> 01:50:39,400
Speaker 10: It was really good stuff.

2082
01:50:39,520 --> 01:50:42,679
Speaker 3: But no, you know what's fucked up about that. I'm

2083
01:50:42,720 --> 01:50:44,800
Speaker 3: not appalled. I'm not appalled by the fact that you

2084
01:50:44,880 --> 01:50:47,920
Speaker 3: still you're stealing the money is one thing. I was

2085
01:50:47,960 --> 01:50:51,880
Speaker 3: appalled by how good you felt about it, what you

2086
01:50:51,920 --> 01:50:54,320
Speaker 3: seemed like. It made you like you seem like the

2087
01:50:54,640 --> 01:50:56,800
Speaker 3: you seem like if he didn't, if he didn't care,

2088
01:50:57,280 --> 01:50:59,519
Speaker 3: if he wasn't upset about it, it wouldn't have been

2089
01:50:59,520 --> 01:51:03,320
Speaker 3: worth Like you didn't like the motive. The motive behind

2090
01:51:03,320 --> 01:51:04,320
Speaker 3: this upsets.

2091
01:51:03,920 --> 01:51:07,440
Speaker 19: Me more than the action, Like he was really boastful

2092
01:51:07,439 --> 01:51:09,040
Speaker 19: of that, like he would put like he would show

2093
01:51:09,120 --> 01:51:12,320
Speaker 19: me people faith. So I just I felt really good

2094
01:51:12,520 --> 01:51:14,800
Speaker 19: when I stole it, and a few of my friends

2095
01:51:14,840 --> 01:51:17,360
Speaker 19: were also like, man, he kind of deserved it, and

2096
01:51:17,360 --> 01:51:18,160
Speaker 19: I didn't help.

2097
01:51:18,439 --> 01:51:18,920
Speaker 3: I did it.

2098
01:51:19,040 --> 01:51:20,280
Speaker 19: Nobody knew that I did it.

2099
01:51:21,400 --> 01:51:23,400
Speaker 3: Were you hailed as a huge I I was just

2100
01:51:23,439 --> 01:51:25,320
Speaker 3: gonna ask you, were you like hailed as a hero

2101
01:51:25,439 --> 01:51:27,639
Speaker 3: for like getting this kid that everyone fucking hated.

2102
01:51:28,520 --> 01:51:31,800
Speaker 19: I was like an anonymous vigilante type, you know, I

2103
01:51:31,840 --> 01:51:33,840
Speaker 19: had to do it for the people. I mean, I

2104
01:51:33,880 --> 01:51:37,040
Speaker 19: shared the money, like I bought my friends stuff too.

2105
01:51:37,760 --> 01:51:42,160
Speaker 19: All right, you're a little robin hood, Yeah, I guess so.

2106
01:51:43,560 --> 01:51:47,160
Speaker 3: But then didn't didn't fucking wouldn't they have? All right,

2107
01:51:47,280 --> 01:51:49,360
Speaker 3: but if you were a shitty student. Okay, but if

2108
01:51:49,360 --> 01:51:52,280
Speaker 3: you were the shittiest student and he was the best one,

2109
01:51:52,479 --> 01:51:55,000
Speaker 3: wouldn't like the teacher. Like I assumed that the store

2110
01:51:55,040 --> 01:51:56,519
Speaker 3: itself was ran by adults.

2111
01:51:56,560 --> 01:51:59,960
Speaker 19: When the teachers, like every student had their own boots,

2112
01:52:00,040 --> 01:52:02,400
Speaker 19: they could set up and sell stuff out. But I

2113
01:52:02,400 --> 01:52:04,599
Speaker 19: didn't like any of the ship in my classmates were selling.

2114
01:52:04,680 --> 01:52:07,320
Speaker 19: So I went to the classroom that had their shots

2115
01:52:07,360 --> 01:52:09,960
Speaker 19: set up and I fought on them.

2116
01:52:10,200 --> 01:52:14,439
Speaker 3: Are the money worked internationally in her class? So you

2117
01:52:14,479 --> 01:52:16,400
Speaker 3: went over and you spent it with the teacher. You

2118
01:52:16,439 --> 01:52:19,000
Speaker 3: spent it with the teachers that didn't know that you

2119
01:52:19,040 --> 01:52:20,040
Speaker 3: were a shitty student.

2120
01:52:20,520 --> 01:52:23,840
Speaker 19: We ended up the rain in one of the teachers classrooms,

2121
01:52:23,840 --> 01:52:25,559
Speaker 19: Like people were throwing fucking tons of money. I had

2122
01:52:25,560 --> 01:52:27,519
Speaker 19: like two hundred dollars less, so I threw it, and

2123
01:52:27,560 --> 01:52:30,240
Speaker 19: just as I threw it, the teacher walked it, and

2124
01:52:30,280 --> 01:52:31,360
Speaker 19: that that was my cut to leave.

2125
01:52:32,560 --> 01:52:33,680
Speaker 3: Do you ever get caught?

2126
01:52:34,520 --> 01:52:35,200
Speaker 10: No?

2127
01:52:35,200 --> 01:52:36,880
Speaker 19: No one knows.

2128
01:52:36,960 --> 01:52:39,640
Speaker 3: Damn do you do you? You keep up with this

2129
01:52:39,720 --> 01:52:41,160
Speaker 3: kid a Facebook friends?

2130
01:52:41,680 --> 01:52:44,080
Speaker 19: Absolutely not? He was a dickhead. I'm sure he's still

2131
01:52:44,080 --> 01:52:44,559
Speaker 19: a dickhead.

2132
01:52:44,680 --> 01:52:48,599
Speaker 3: He deserved well wow, well she still you still don't

2133
01:52:48,600 --> 01:52:51,240
Speaker 3: feel bad about you? Still that? That's that's actually of

2134
01:52:51,280 --> 01:52:53,800
Speaker 3: everything you said tonight. That's the most fucked up that

2135
01:52:53,880 --> 01:52:56,080
Speaker 3: as an adult he was a dick.

2136
01:52:57,760 --> 01:52:59,480
Speaker 19: I have no remorse for dickheads.

2137
01:53:00,280 --> 01:53:01,920
Speaker 17: H m hm.

2138
01:53:04,640 --> 01:53:08,439
Speaker 3: That dude, did you at least buy him anything? Like?

2139
01:53:08,479 --> 01:53:09,880
Speaker 3: What do you still? You're still all?

2140
01:53:10,840 --> 01:53:11,479
Speaker 9: I did buy him?

2141
01:53:11,479 --> 01:53:13,080
Speaker 3: Did you buy him? Would you buy him?

2142
01:53:13,160 --> 01:53:13,400
Speaker 14: Yeah?

2143
01:53:13,439 --> 01:53:16,240
Speaker 19: Everyone pitched in in the class to like get himself

2144
01:53:16,320 --> 01:53:16,960
Speaker 19: because they're like.

2145
01:53:16,960 --> 01:53:19,080
Speaker 5: Oh, we're so sorry.

2146
01:53:20,520 --> 01:53:26,400
Speaker 3: All right. At least you got sympathy. That's worth something. Yeah.

2147
01:53:26,400 --> 01:53:27,960
Speaker 3: Well I hope that you are. Look, I hope that

2148
01:53:28,000 --> 01:53:30,799
Speaker 3: you don't replicate anything like this in your in your

2149
01:53:31,000 --> 01:53:32,519
Speaker 3: as you move into your adult life.

2150
01:53:33,360 --> 01:53:36,559
Speaker 10: Look, get it's not your paycheck, it's our paycheck.

2151
01:53:36,600 --> 01:53:44,320
Speaker 19: Okay, it's it's the people's.

2152
01:53:41,439 --> 01:53:46,840
Speaker 3: Jasmine, all right, all Right, you have a good night you.

2153
01:53:46,880 --> 01:53:53,519
Speaker 7: Too, call from Studman.

2154
01:53:55,439 --> 01:54:01,400
Speaker 3: Studman, Yes, that is me. What does that name mean?

2155
01:54:03,080 --> 01:54:04,360
Speaker 11: It was actually my.

2156
01:54:05,520 --> 01:54:08,640
Speaker 7: Oh, hold on blaming mute it. It was actually my

2157
01:54:08,640 --> 01:54:09,559
Speaker 7: mom's last name.

2158
01:54:11,080 --> 01:54:13,320
Speaker 3: Ah. You you took your mom's last name.

2159
01:54:14,040 --> 01:54:14,360
Speaker 6: Yeah?

2160
01:54:14,439 --> 01:54:18,599
Speaker 7: Yeah, I have uh one of my mom's last name

2161
01:54:18,640 --> 01:54:20,720
Speaker 7: for my last name and my other mom's last name

2162
01:54:20,760 --> 01:54:21,559
Speaker 7: for my first name.

2163
01:54:22,479 --> 01:54:24,960
Speaker 3: Ah. What's you?

2164
01:54:25,120 --> 01:54:25,320
Speaker 8: What?

2165
01:54:25,600 --> 01:54:25,680
Speaker 15: So?

2166
01:54:26,640 --> 01:54:30,360
Speaker 3: How did they decide that out? Who gets who attributes

2167
01:54:30,400 --> 01:54:33,120
Speaker 3: the first name to who gets the last name.

2168
01:54:34,560 --> 01:54:37,360
Speaker 7: I think it was because I was a twin. My

2169
01:54:37,360 --> 01:54:41,880
Speaker 7: my sister got named by my other mom, and I

2170
01:54:42,040 --> 01:54:44,240
Speaker 7: just got my other mom's last name.

2171
01:54:45,400 --> 01:54:47,840
Speaker 3: Wait, so your sister has the same name as you?

2172
01:54:47,920 --> 01:54:54,280
Speaker 7: But flipped no, no, so my I was gonna say

2173
01:54:54,320 --> 01:54:58,200
Speaker 7: mom one, Mom one got a name my twin sister,

2174
01:54:58,600 --> 01:55:01,360
Speaker 7: and then Mom two got to name me, and my

2175
01:55:01,440 --> 01:55:03,360
Speaker 7: sister's name is Maddie. And then I just got my

2176
01:55:03,880 --> 01:55:04,920
Speaker 7: other mom's last name.

2177
01:55:05,720 --> 01:55:10,000
Speaker 3: Oh okay, hmmm that's cool.

2178
01:55:10,760 --> 01:55:14,400
Speaker 7: Yeah.

2179
01:55:13,720 --> 01:55:17,840
Speaker 3: Ah, do you have any secrets?

2180
01:55:18,880 --> 01:55:20,000
Speaker 8: I I got.

2181
01:55:20,200 --> 01:55:22,680
Speaker 7: I got drunk and pissed in my sister's shoe.

2182
01:55:22,480 --> 01:55:25,480
Speaker 3: One time, And how did that make her feel?

2183
01:55:27,640 --> 01:55:28,600
Speaker 11: She thought it was the dog.

2184
01:55:28,880 --> 01:55:31,200
Speaker 7: I don't think I Uh. I don't think I'll ever

2185
01:55:31,240 --> 01:55:31,920
Speaker 7: correct her on that.

2186
01:55:32,360 --> 01:55:34,320
Speaker 3: You are you? She thought it was a dog. She

2187
01:55:34,360 --> 01:55:38,000
Speaker 3: still doesn't know. Yeah, how long ago was this?

2188
01:55:38,960 --> 01:55:39,600
Speaker 11: Uh?

2189
01:55:40,120 --> 01:55:41,080
Speaker 7: Like six months ago?

2190
01:55:41,600 --> 01:55:45,120
Speaker 3: Six months? And do you feel any guilt or are

2191
01:55:45,160 --> 01:55:47,560
Speaker 3: you just are you just too busy being proud of

2192
01:55:47,560 --> 01:55:48,760
Speaker 3: yourself for getting away with it?

2193
01:55:51,680 --> 01:55:53,800
Speaker 7: I was surprised I got away with it. I wouldn't

2194
01:55:53,800 --> 01:55:57,960
Speaker 7: say I'm proud, but I'm not. I'm not too ashamed

2195
01:55:58,000 --> 01:56:01,360
Speaker 7: of it. I probably should be, though, to be honest.

2196
01:56:02,920 --> 01:56:04,680
Speaker 3: Because you know who the real victim is here is

2197
01:56:04,720 --> 01:56:07,400
Speaker 3: the dog. I feel worse for it for the dog

2198
01:56:07,440 --> 01:56:10,080
Speaker 3: than for your sister because you probably created a great

2199
01:56:10,200 --> 01:56:12,920
Speaker 3: rift in the relationship between your sister and the dog.

2200
01:56:13,040 --> 01:56:17,240
Speaker 7: And my sister loves the dog very much. She was

2201
01:56:17,240 --> 01:56:19,920
Speaker 7: a puppy at the time. She just thought, you know,

2202
01:56:20,760 --> 01:56:24,080
Speaker 7: puppies being puppies, not fully and stuff.

2203
01:56:24,920 --> 01:56:28,840
Speaker 3: Was it that the relationship between your sister and the

2204
01:56:28,920 --> 01:56:32,920
Speaker 3: dog is much better than the relationship between you and

2205
01:56:32,960 --> 01:56:36,800
Speaker 3: your sister? So you felt like you it was like

2206
01:56:37,200 --> 01:56:40,840
Speaker 3: economically you could afford to shave more off of that

2207
01:56:40,920 --> 01:56:44,320
Speaker 3: relationship than off of your relationship. Did that makes sense?

2208
01:56:45,680 --> 01:56:45,960
Speaker 14: Yeah?

2209
01:56:46,240 --> 01:56:50,960
Speaker 7: No, I didn't. I did pee in the shoe on purpose.

2210
01:56:51,040 --> 01:56:53,839
Speaker 7: But I didn't do it out of spite.

2211
01:56:53,880 --> 01:56:54,400
Speaker 14: I did it out.

2212
01:56:54,440 --> 01:56:55,480
Speaker 3: But you did this on purpose?

2213
01:56:56,880 --> 01:56:58,960
Speaker 7: Yeah, Well, there was a shoe there and I couldn't

2214
01:56:58,960 --> 01:57:00,960
Speaker 7: make it to the bathroom, so I was like, well.

2215
01:57:03,200 --> 01:57:05,120
Speaker 3: Why is the shoe better than like the floor?

2216
01:57:07,920 --> 01:57:09,520
Speaker 7: Because I have carpet. I don't like to get it

2217
01:57:09,560 --> 01:57:09,880
Speaker 7: on there.

2218
01:57:09,960 --> 01:57:15,320
Speaker 3: You know how far away was the bathroom from the shoe?

2219
01:57:17,080 --> 01:57:17,400
Speaker 4: I don't know.

2220
01:57:17,560 --> 01:57:17,720
Speaker 3: Good?

2221
01:57:18,240 --> 01:57:20,480
Speaker 7: Good fifty feet are?

2222
01:57:21,600 --> 01:57:24,160
Speaker 3: What's she? Would you be willing? Would you be willing

2223
01:57:24,160 --> 01:57:25,880
Speaker 3: to tell Maddie what you did?

2224
01:57:26,960 --> 01:57:27,400
Speaker 6: Oh?

2225
01:57:28,120 --> 01:57:29,080
Speaker 10: Uh No, I don't.

2226
01:57:29,120 --> 01:57:30,280
Speaker 7: I don't think she needs to know.

2227
01:57:34,560 --> 01:57:35,560
Speaker 3: Are you with her right now?

2228
01:57:36,680 --> 01:57:37,120
Speaker 8: No?

2229
01:57:37,120 --> 01:57:39,640
Speaker 7: No, she's at Olive garden enow.

2230
01:57:42,720 --> 01:57:45,920
Speaker 3: She has no idea, No sitting there munching on a

2231
01:57:45,960 --> 01:57:48,040
Speaker 3: breadstick with no idea that her brother pissed and the

2232
01:57:48,040 --> 01:57:49,320
Speaker 3: shoes she's wearing right now.

2233
01:57:51,000 --> 01:57:54,320
Speaker 6: No, she threw the shoe out. She was a ruin.

2234
01:57:55,880 --> 01:57:57,200
Speaker 3: Well would you say her name was.

2235
01:57:58,680 --> 01:57:59,120
Speaker 6: Studman?

2236
01:58:00,120 --> 01:58:01,760
Speaker 3: Stim And I want you to know this lie will

2237
01:58:01,800 --> 01:58:04,120
Speaker 3: only grow inside of you and only cause you more

2238
01:58:04,160 --> 01:58:06,480
Speaker 3: and more pain the more time goes on. And I

2239
01:58:06,480 --> 01:58:08,280
Speaker 3: think you can save yourself a lot of that pain

2240
01:58:08,320 --> 01:58:10,800
Speaker 3: by coming clean as soon as possible. But that's just

2241
01:58:10,840 --> 01:58:11,240
Speaker 3: my take.

2242
01:58:12,480 --> 01:58:15,200
Speaker 7: I I appreciate that take. I'll I'll definitely take that

2243
01:58:15,240 --> 01:58:16,120
Speaker 7: into consideration.

2244
01:58:17,400 --> 01:58:20,240
Speaker 3: Okay, I love you. I'll talk to you soon.

2245
01:58:20,880 --> 01:58:21,720
Speaker 7: Okay, I love you too.

2246
01:58:21,800 --> 01:58:28,000
Speaker 14: Fye all from Tiffany.

2247
01:58:30,240 --> 01:58:33,760
Speaker 3: Tiffany, Tiffany, are you there?

2248
01:58:34,840 --> 01:58:35,400
Speaker 5: Yeah?

2249
01:58:35,560 --> 01:58:37,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, tif are you with like a dog or something?

2250
01:58:37,600 --> 01:58:37,640
Speaker 10: You?

2251
01:58:37,760 --> 01:58:39,320
Speaker 3: As soon as I answer the phone, someone was like

2252
01:58:39,360 --> 01:58:40,280
Speaker 3: hyper ventilating.

2253
01:58:41,760 --> 01:58:43,880
Speaker 5: I just can't believe I actually got it. This is

2254
01:58:43,920 --> 01:58:46,920
Speaker 5: like the first time I've called I actually have subscribe.

2255
01:58:47,200 --> 01:58:50,640
Speaker 3: So oh, thank you for that. Thank you. I'm sorry

2256
01:58:50,640 --> 01:58:52,760
Speaker 3: I haven't been calling out subscribe. I gotta do that.

2257
01:58:52,840 --> 01:58:56,400
Speaker 3: I'll just try to. I try to, you know, lately,

2258
01:58:56,440 --> 01:59:00,560
Speaker 3: I try to, Uh, I just try to wrap focus

2259
01:59:00,640 --> 01:59:03,640
Speaker 3: on one thing because if I think about too many things,

2260
01:59:03,720 --> 01:59:05,120
Speaker 3: I go insane.

2261
01:59:05,320 --> 01:59:09,320
Speaker 5: Yeah, well I WoT for like kind of this is

2262
01:59:09,400 --> 01:59:11,840
Speaker 5: like weird because this is like a sign because I'm

2263
01:59:11,960 --> 01:59:15,360
Speaker 5: just everything in my life is changing, but like every

2264
01:59:15,360 --> 01:59:17,640
Speaker 5: single aspect of my life is changing right now. But

2265
01:59:18,760 --> 01:59:20,920
Speaker 5: I know you're telling you're like trying to get some

2266
01:59:21,000 --> 01:59:21,640
Speaker 5: secrets tonight.

2267
01:59:21,760 --> 01:59:25,080
Speaker 3: Right, Well, listen, what's is there an aspect of her

2268
01:59:25,120 --> 01:59:27,840
Speaker 3: life in particular that's I know we don't have time

2269
01:59:27,840 --> 01:59:29,440
Speaker 3: for you to go through everything, but is there an

2270
01:59:29,480 --> 01:59:32,160
Speaker 3: aspect in particular that you want to share?

2271
01:59:36,680 --> 01:59:39,680
Speaker 5: I honestly don't know where to start, but I guess

2272
01:59:39,680 --> 01:59:42,320
Speaker 5: the secret that I was trying to share to easn't

2273
01:59:42,320 --> 01:59:47,440
Speaker 5: even my real name, But basically, I have this best friend.

2274
01:59:48,840 --> 01:59:53,000
Speaker 5: I met her freshman year of college, like random roommate

2275
01:59:53,080 --> 01:59:55,600
Speaker 5: put together. We hit it off really well. We're still

2276
01:59:55,640 --> 02:00:02,120
Speaker 5: really close friends. But last year, right for the pandemic hit,

2277
02:00:03,080 --> 02:00:07,080
Speaker 5: she had a like friends with benefits friend that we

2278
02:00:07,080 --> 02:00:11,680
Speaker 5: were all kind of friends with, and I hooked up

2279
02:00:11,680 --> 02:00:14,680
Speaker 5: with her too. I actually lost my virginity to her.

2280
02:00:14,760 --> 02:00:18,320
Speaker 5: And it's like my biggest regret because you looked up.

2281
02:00:18,280 --> 02:00:21,160
Speaker 3: With your your friends or with the friends with benefits

2282
02:00:21,160 --> 02:00:21,520
Speaker 3: that your.

2283
02:00:21,400 --> 02:00:28,560
Speaker 5: Friend was with her her friends with benefits. Yeah, and

2284
02:00:28,160 --> 02:00:31,200
Speaker 5: it's like we were all friends and we were all

2285
02:00:31,200 --> 02:00:33,240
Speaker 5: just so comfortable with each other, but we didn't have

2286
02:00:33,320 --> 02:00:35,760
Speaker 5: a conversation about it, and it just caused a big

2287
02:00:35,880 --> 02:00:41,240
Speaker 5: rift for a while, like and it's like my biggest regret.

2288
02:00:41,720 --> 02:00:46,280
Speaker 5: And well, I'm sorry, no, no, no, go ahead.

2289
02:00:47,720 --> 02:00:51,400
Speaker 3: Uh well they were like exclusive, were they your friend?

2290
02:00:51,480 --> 02:00:53,680
Speaker 3: Your best friend? And the I guess you guys even

2291
02:00:53,720 --> 02:00:56,880
Speaker 3: if it's not. You know, what were you what were

2292
02:00:56,880 --> 02:00:58,080
Speaker 3: you going to say? I want to hear the end

2293
02:00:58,120 --> 02:00:58,320
Speaker 3: of this.

2294
02:00:59,240 --> 02:01:02,680
Speaker 5: Well, I mean we've all had a falling out since then.

2295
02:01:02,680 --> 02:01:04,800
Speaker 5: We're not really friends with her. We realize she's just

2296
02:01:04,840 --> 02:01:12,000
Speaker 5: like a really toxic gaslighting person. She's just awful. We

2297
02:01:12,080 --> 02:01:16,320
Speaker 5: cut her off, but and so she we're still really

2298
02:01:16,320 --> 02:01:19,520
Speaker 5: close friends now. But you know, I have anxieties and

2299
02:01:19,560 --> 02:01:22,960
Speaker 5: sometimes I worry that that's still a riff. And you know,

2300
02:01:23,600 --> 02:01:26,520
Speaker 5: the biggest secret here is that I'm scared that I'm

2301
02:01:26,560 --> 02:01:28,840
Speaker 5: in love with her. And I don't know what to

2302
02:01:28,880 --> 02:01:31,640
Speaker 5: do with that information either. I just don't know.

2303
02:01:31,680 --> 02:01:37,840
Speaker 3: What's how old you are? Twenty three, twenty three? How

2304
02:01:37,840 --> 02:01:40,560
Speaker 3: do you? How do you know this person? Your best friend?

2305
02:01:41,720 --> 02:01:45,640
Speaker 5: I met her freshman year of college back in twenty sixteen.

2306
02:01:46,600 --> 02:01:50,480
Speaker 3: Have you told her that you feel like you are

2307
02:01:50,520 --> 02:01:52,160
Speaker 3: in love with her?

2308
02:01:52,840 --> 02:01:52,880
Speaker 17: No?

2309
02:01:53,680 --> 02:01:58,560
Speaker 3: Because you should do that? Why not? What's the worst.

2310
02:01:58,040 --> 02:02:02,160
Speaker 5: She's graduating and she's going to be moving soon, and

2311
02:02:02,520 --> 02:02:06,120
Speaker 5: I just I just don't think she would feel the

2312
02:02:06,120 --> 02:02:06,720
Speaker 5: same way.

2313
02:02:06,880 --> 02:02:11,480
Speaker 3: So, Okay, I know that this is I'm not great

2314
02:02:11,520 --> 02:02:14,720
Speaker 3: at giving advice. I'm kind of an idiot, But you

2315
02:02:14,920 --> 02:02:19,200
Speaker 3: kind of the two. You kind of have the choice

2316
02:02:19,480 --> 02:02:22,760
Speaker 3: of either, and it sounds like you've made your choice.

2317
02:02:22,800 --> 02:02:26,040
Speaker 3: You can either tell her that you love her, but

2318
02:02:26,200 --> 02:02:28,440
Speaker 3: it sounds like logistically that's not going to work out

2319
02:02:28,480 --> 02:02:30,200
Speaker 3: for you, and even if it did, it would probably

2320
02:02:30,280 --> 02:02:34,200
Speaker 3: end painfully because there is such a strong logistical rift.

2321
02:02:35,720 --> 02:02:38,080
Speaker 3: You can move on. What else? What else is going

2322
02:02:38,120 --> 02:02:41,280
Speaker 3: on in your in your life here, because twenty three

2323
02:02:42,320 --> 02:02:47,200
Speaker 3: is so young that like your life can change.

2324
02:02:47,640 --> 02:02:51,720
Speaker 5: Everything, Like you know what I mean, everything is changing.

2325
02:02:51,800 --> 02:02:55,000
Speaker 5: I literally just got fired for my job last Thursday,

2326
02:02:55,760 --> 02:02:58,520
Speaker 5: and they were just I worked there for three months

2327
02:02:58,520 --> 02:03:01,480
Speaker 5: and they were so demanding and they didn't even train me.

2328
02:03:02,080 --> 02:03:09,360
Speaker 5: And I mean, yeah, but the second time I've been fired,

2329
02:03:09,480 --> 02:03:13,400
Speaker 5: and I just I don't know, like I'm actually thinking

2330
02:03:13,440 --> 02:03:16,600
Speaker 5: about moving a moving away, like from my town I've

2331
02:03:16,600 --> 02:03:19,400
Speaker 5: been living in for a while. It's just I don't know.

2332
02:03:20,400 --> 02:03:23,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, where you want to go?

2333
02:03:25,520 --> 02:03:30,520
Speaker 5: Well, I was thinking about moving the Panama City just

2334
02:03:30,560 --> 02:03:33,240
Speaker 5: because I have a family friend that lives out there.

2335
02:03:33,320 --> 02:03:37,520
Speaker 5: She probably let me live in her like carriage house

2336
02:03:37,600 --> 02:03:41,839
Speaker 5: or whatever. And there's they're like hiring a I'm.

2337
02:03:41,640 --> 02:03:42,280
Speaker 10: A vet tech.

2338
02:03:42,360 --> 02:03:46,560
Speaker 5: I work at a hospital. But hopefully I can just

2339
02:03:46,640 --> 02:03:48,360
Speaker 5: move on and do something else. I'm trying to get

2340
02:03:48,360 --> 02:03:51,480
Speaker 5: my degree online and I'm trying to get my ADHD

2341
02:03:51,640 --> 02:03:54,280
Speaker 5: together as well. That but that's something too. I just

2342
02:03:54,320 --> 02:03:57,080
Speaker 5: got set up with like an actual therapist and like

2343
02:03:57,520 --> 02:04:01,800
Speaker 5: testing and I need to. Yeah, thank you.

2344
02:04:01,640 --> 02:04:04,640
Speaker 3: Do you know what you say your name was again, Tiffany?

2345
02:04:04,840 --> 02:04:08,680
Speaker 3: You know Tiffany, it sounds like it sounds like fake

2346
02:04:08,800 --> 02:04:12,200
Speaker 3: name her real name. I I don't know the difference,

2347
02:04:12,280 --> 02:04:16,520
Speaker 3: but it sounds like you're it sounds like you've got

2348
02:04:16,520 --> 02:04:21,320
Speaker 3: a whole road of adventure ahead of you, Tiffany. I mean,

2349
02:04:21,320 --> 02:04:22,640
Speaker 3: I know you're talking about you're in love with it,

2350
02:04:22,760 --> 02:04:26,160
Speaker 3: but love is, you know, kind of stupid. And so

2351
02:04:26,360 --> 02:04:29,120
Speaker 3: you have all this, you have all this, you have

2352
02:04:29,160 --> 02:04:32,160
Speaker 3: this whole giant path in front of you that and

2353
02:04:32,200 --> 02:04:35,200
Speaker 3: I just I want to I want to take your head, Tiffany,

2354
02:04:35,200 --> 02:04:36,560
Speaker 3: And I want to. I want to just I want

2355
02:04:36,600 --> 02:04:40,560
Speaker 3: to take it and rotate it away from this friend

2356
02:04:40,640 --> 02:04:47,120
Speaker 3: and just then the path, Tiffany. You know, yeah, I would.

2357
02:04:47,360 --> 02:04:52,880
Speaker 3: I would dive head head first, head first, Tiffany into

2358
02:04:52,920 --> 02:04:56,120
Speaker 3: all the all the wonderful things that they're already to

2359
02:04:56,160 --> 02:04:58,839
Speaker 3: do in Panama City. Goddamn it, to go on Google,

2360
02:04:59,040 --> 02:05:02,920
Speaker 3: best fucking museums and ship. I mean, really take this

2361
02:05:03,040 --> 02:05:06,440
Speaker 3: new life and got dive into it, Tiffany, don't think

2362
02:05:06,440 --> 02:05:10,000
Speaker 3: about the past. Your friend's moving on, she's doing who cares?

2363
02:05:10,000 --> 02:05:13,080
Speaker 3: Who cares what she's doing. She's another she's away. Did

2364
02:05:13,160 --> 02:05:15,120
Speaker 3: you ever all? You have a whole life, you're moving,

2365
02:05:15,640 --> 02:05:17,520
Speaker 3: You're got a new it sounds like you're trying to

2366
02:05:17,520 --> 02:05:19,800
Speaker 3: get a new job up there. You have this friend

2367
02:05:19,800 --> 02:05:23,040
Speaker 3: that you're hanging out with, Stay out, folk, dive, immerse

2368
02:05:23,120 --> 02:05:25,400
Speaker 3: yourself in that path. That's what I would do if

2369
02:05:25,400 --> 02:05:27,080
Speaker 3: I were you, I know, because it was you know,

2370
02:05:27,240 --> 02:05:32,080
Speaker 3: tough and stuff, but but but damage it's immerse yourself

2371
02:05:32,120 --> 02:05:39,160
Speaker 3: in the path, Tiffany. Make it the right the right choice.

2372
02:05:39,720 --> 02:05:43,680
Speaker 5: No, thank you, That's that's just what I needed to hear, honestly, Like,

2373
02:05:44,640 --> 02:05:47,160
Speaker 5: just so many things have been coming together and I'm

2374
02:05:47,280 --> 02:05:50,360
Speaker 5: just trying to let the universe tell me what to do,

2375
02:05:50,480 --> 02:05:54,760
Speaker 5: you know, like, and it's hard sometimes, Like I have

2376
02:05:54,760 --> 02:05:57,600
Speaker 5: a lot of anxiety, but that's I guess.

2377
02:05:58,320 --> 02:06:00,560
Speaker 3: Well, I'm glad to hear that your looking that out

2378
02:06:00,560 --> 02:06:02,520
Speaker 3: with a therapist, and I would also die. I would

2379
02:06:02,560 --> 02:06:06,920
Speaker 3: also immerse yourself in that and you know, uh, really

2380
02:06:07,040 --> 02:06:12,040
Speaker 3: like put your effort forth into you know, hearing out

2381
02:06:12,120 --> 02:06:16,160
Speaker 3: what they have to say. But yeah, you know, it

2382
02:06:16,240 --> 02:06:18,360
Speaker 3: sounds like you got a good thing ahead of you,

2383
02:06:18,400 --> 02:06:20,400
Speaker 3: and I would just as like as I want, shut

2384
02:06:20,440 --> 02:06:21,720
Speaker 3: the fuck up about it and keep saying, you know,

2385
02:06:21,760 --> 02:06:26,000
Speaker 3: immerse yourself in the new life. You got a bright future, Tiffany,

2386
02:06:26,560 --> 02:06:27,000
Speaker 3: remember that.

2387
02:06:27,320 --> 02:06:27,920
Speaker 5: Thank you so.

2388
02:06:27,960 --> 02:06:30,560
Speaker 3: Much, Thank you, thank you for calling in. I hope

2389
02:06:30,560 --> 02:06:32,200
Speaker 3: you have a good rest of the night, Tiffany. Good

2390
02:06:32,240 --> 02:06:32,640
Speaker 3: luck to you.

2391
02:06:33,240 --> 02:06:34,920
Speaker 5: Thank you you too, by bye.

2392
02:06:38,440 --> 02:06:40,360
Speaker 14: All From Mickey.

2393
02:06:41,920 --> 02:06:46,120
Speaker 3: Mick a Hello, hello Micka.

2394
02:06:47,440 --> 02:06:50,080
Speaker 5: Oh wow, I can't believe I made it.

2395
02:06:50,320 --> 02:06:54,600
Speaker 3: Mickey, Mickey, Where did you get the name Mickey? From?

2396
02:06:54,600 --> 02:06:55,920
Speaker 5: My favorite esports player?

2397
02:06:57,280 --> 02:07:00,520
Speaker 3: Who's your favorite esports player? X?

2398
02:07:00,560 --> 02:07:02,520
Speaker 5: He plays for GP Sports?

2399
02:07:03,320 --> 02:07:04,080
Speaker 3: What does he play?

2400
02:07:05,600 --> 02:07:06,320
Speaker 5: He plays support?

2401
02:07:07,840 --> 02:07:08,840
Speaker 3: No, I mean like what game?

2402
02:07:09,760 --> 02:07:09,960
Speaker 18: Oh?

2403
02:07:09,960 --> 02:07:10,400
Speaker 10: A game?

2404
02:07:10,560 --> 02:07:10,720
Speaker 1: Oh?

2405
02:07:10,800 --> 02:07:12,400
Speaker 10: He plays for Legal Legends.

2406
02:07:12,680 --> 02:07:16,360
Speaker 3: Oh okay, Yeah, is that when you said when you

2407
02:07:16,360 --> 02:07:18,800
Speaker 3: said he like the way you said, like, is he

2408
02:07:18,840 --> 02:07:19,160
Speaker 3: a guy?

2409
02:07:19,240 --> 02:07:19,280
Speaker 17: Like?

2410
02:07:19,320 --> 02:07:20,320
Speaker 3: Should I know who he is?

2411
02:07:21,240 --> 02:07:21,440
Speaker 14: Oh?

2412
02:07:21,520 --> 02:07:24,560
Speaker 5: No, I don't know. Probably not. It's like a pretty

2413
02:07:24,600 --> 02:07:27,800
Speaker 5: nerdy hobby. But yeah, I don't know.

2414
02:07:27,880 --> 02:07:28,200
Speaker 8: All right.

2415
02:07:28,280 --> 02:07:31,680
Speaker 3: I don't know if this is offensive, but it never

2416
02:07:31,720 --> 02:07:36,360
Speaker 3: made sense to me that League, Like I know that

2417
02:07:36,480 --> 02:07:38,680
Speaker 3: leg League is like, isn't that like the most popular

2418
02:07:38,800 --> 02:07:39,600
Speaker 3: esport ever?

2419
02:07:41,080 --> 02:07:41,200
Speaker 17: Oh?

2420
02:07:41,680 --> 02:07:43,720
Speaker 5: Maybe, I'm not really sure, but I know it's pretty

2421
02:07:43,760 --> 02:07:45,280
Speaker 5: popular because.

2422
02:07:45,040 --> 02:07:46,560
Speaker 3: It doesn't make sense to me that that's the most

2423
02:07:46,560 --> 02:07:49,960
Speaker 3: popular one because I look at it and I have

2424
02:07:50,080 --> 02:07:54,400
Speaker 3: just no fucking like like if like Street Fighter or

2425
02:07:54,440 --> 02:07:57,560
Speaker 3: something was the most popular video game, Like I have

2426
02:07:57,560 --> 02:07:59,560
Speaker 3: no idea how to play it properly, but if I

2427
02:07:59,680 --> 02:08:01,560
Speaker 3: was looking, if I was just looking at it, I

2428
02:08:01,560 --> 02:08:03,680
Speaker 3: could know that the two people were beating each other up.

2429
02:08:03,800 --> 02:08:05,760
Speaker 3: But I look at a game of League of Legends

2430
02:08:05,760 --> 02:08:07,640
Speaker 3: and I have no idea what's going on?

2431
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Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I mean that was my like my first

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02:08:10,720 --> 02:08:13,400
Speaker 5: time seeing it to in person, I had no clue

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02:08:14,240 --> 02:08:16,280
Speaker 5: and that was that tournament like in person, and I

2434
02:08:16,360 --> 02:08:19,240
Speaker 5: was like, what is going on? I think it's mainly

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02:08:19,280 --> 02:08:21,920
Speaker 5: because the game's like easy to pick up, it's free,

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02:08:22,000 --> 02:08:27,400
Speaker 5: And then I guess if you can widespread across the world,

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02:08:27,440 --> 02:08:29,040
Speaker 5: I suppose, so that's probably it.

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02:08:31,560 --> 02:08:33,400
Speaker 3: Never made sense as to why it was like the

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02:08:33,440 --> 02:08:36,120
Speaker 3: Boat the Hailed is the biggest spectator e sport.

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02:08:38,640 --> 02:08:42,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I think it also has international successes much

2441
02:08:42,200 --> 02:08:45,720
Speaker 5: like bigger I guess fan base in China in places

2442
02:08:45,760 --> 02:08:49,960
Speaker 5: like that, so I'm not really sure either, though I'm

2443
02:08:50,000 --> 02:08:51,240
Speaker 5: not a crow or anything.

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02:08:51,480 --> 02:08:55,960
Speaker 3: What would you say your name was? Again, Mickey, Mickey?

2445
02:08:56,680 --> 02:08:59,280
Speaker 3: Are have you ever been lucky?

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02:09:00,440 --> 02:09:00,640
Speaker 9: Yeah?

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02:09:00,640 --> 02:09:03,480
Speaker 5: I think I'm pretty lucky. I got born into the

2448
02:09:03,520 --> 02:09:06,160
Speaker 5: good family and stuff, and I got like all that,

2449
02:09:07,200 --> 02:09:08,680
Speaker 5: So I think that's pretty lucky on its own.

2450
02:09:10,720 --> 02:09:11,959
Speaker 3: You got you. You're grateful?

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02:09:13,360 --> 02:09:15,320
Speaker 5: Yeah? Well why not?

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02:09:15,480 --> 02:09:15,800
Speaker 8: Yeah?

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02:09:16,200 --> 02:09:20,680
Speaker 5: Not a lot of people, I guess are lucky in general.

2454
02:09:21,120 --> 02:09:23,400
Speaker 5: They get, you know, into bad situations. I think I've

2455
02:09:23,400 --> 02:09:25,120
Speaker 5: been able to avoid that most of my life, so

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02:09:25,240 --> 02:09:26,280
Speaker 5: I'd say pretty lucky.

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02:09:27,440 --> 02:09:29,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's good. It's good that you recognize that you

2458
02:09:29,560 --> 02:09:31,440
Speaker 3: got a good thing going on and you're grateful for it.

2459
02:09:31,560 --> 02:09:38,400
Speaker 3: Making Yeah, you know a lot of people, uh you know, don't.

2460
02:09:38,720 --> 02:09:40,840
Speaker 3: A lot of people are dead. But you're alive and

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02:09:40,880 --> 02:09:43,720
Speaker 3: you get to watch League Legends. That's pretty good.

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02:09:44,000 --> 02:09:46,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, you get it.

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02:09:47,880 --> 02:09:49,600
Speaker 3: Are you good at the game?

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02:09:51,880 --> 02:09:52,080
Speaker 14: No?

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02:09:52,200 --> 02:09:54,640
Speaker 5: But I would really really like to be. I'm only average,

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02:09:54,880 --> 02:09:56,720
Speaker 5: but hopefully one day I can be really good.

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02:09:58,480 --> 02:10:01,560
Speaker 3: Do you Because there's a there's not like steroids or

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02:10:01,720 --> 02:10:05,280
Speaker 3: is there like what's the steroids in esports? Is it like?

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02:10:05,400 --> 02:10:11,600
Speaker 5: Ill? Many stimulants, I suppose. But yeah, well don't do that.

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02:10:11,640 --> 02:10:13,240
Speaker 3: Don't take a bunch of aderall. It's not gonna make

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02:10:13,280 --> 02:10:15,040
Speaker 3: you good at anything except counting paper.

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02:10:16,440 --> 02:10:17,760
Speaker 10: Yeah, I do the hard work first.

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02:10:19,040 --> 02:10:22,480
Speaker 3: Well, look, I wish you the best of luck. You know,

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02:10:22,560 --> 02:10:25,760
Speaker 3: I'll sponsor you. When you get good enough, come back

2475
02:10:25,800 --> 02:10:28,480
Speaker 3: to me. We'll work out a brand deal of some kind.

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02:10:29,320 --> 02:10:32,840
Speaker 3: And for sure, for sure, I wish you. I wish

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02:10:32,880 --> 02:10:35,240
Speaker 3: you the luck of the gaku.

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02:10:35,640 --> 02:10:35,960
Speaker 5: Thank you?

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02:10:36,040 --> 02:10:38,600
Speaker 3: When was the caller before you are? Mickey? I wish

2480
02:10:38,600 --> 02:10:39,960
Speaker 3: you the luck of the gak. Mickey, you have a

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02:10:39,960 --> 02:10:40,680
Speaker 3: good rest of the night.

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02:10:41,400 --> 02:10:41,720
Speaker 17: Thank you.

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02:10:41,760 --> 02:10:43,600
Speaker 5: Geck bye, goodbye.

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02:10:47,160 --> 02:10:50,760
Speaker 3: How do I monetize my skill at taking adderall and

2485
02:10:50,800 --> 02:10:53,440
Speaker 3: counting paper clips? What league is that.

2486
02:10:54,760 --> 02:11:02,480
Speaker 1: Goes on the line every night's teaching you choude your life?

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Speaker 1: But he's not really an expert.