1 00:00:02,880 --> 00:00:06,040 Speaker 1: This is Alec Baldwin, and you're listening to Here's the thing. 2 00:00:08,240 --> 00:00:10,639 Speaker 1: People who know me well know that I keep a 3 00:00:10,680 --> 00:00:14,000 Speaker 1: folder of writing that has changed my life in some way. 4 00:00:15,240 --> 00:00:21,520 Speaker 1: Among these personal gospels is Eisenhower's farewell address Vacillation by Yates, 5 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:28,160 Speaker 1: and essay called American Weimar by novelist Steve Ericsson. Reading 6 00:00:28,240 --> 00:00:30,840 Speaker 1: it for the first time twenty one years ago was 7 00:00:30,880 --> 00:00:34,800 Speaker 1: a bolt of lucid fear, fear for this country and 8 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:39,120 Speaker 1: fear for the values at its foundation. The piece is 9 00:00:39,159 --> 00:00:43,520 Speaker 1: an indictment not of America but of modern Americans, people 10 00:00:43,600 --> 00:00:48,040 Speaker 1: in denial of our past, still exhausted and divided by Vietnam, 11 00:00:48,120 --> 00:00:51,320 Speaker 1: and too angry at each other to harness any goodwill. 12 00:00:52,040 --> 00:00:57,280 Speaker 1: America wearies of democracy, it begins, and the result is 13 00:00:57,360 --> 00:01:01,400 Speaker 1: a hysteria of which we're barely conscious, a hysteria in 14 00:01:01,440 --> 00:01:05,520 Speaker 1: which democracy appears as a spectacle of impotence and corruption. 15 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:11,240 Speaker 1: Since writing these words, Ericsson has become one of America's 16 00:01:11,280 --> 00:01:15,440 Speaker 1: foremost novelists. He's got ten books, countless awards, and a 17 00:01:15,480 --> 00:01:20,520 Speaker 1: Guggenheim Fellowship to prove it. But in all I knew 18 00:01:20,959 --> 00:01:23,600 Speaker 1: was that someone had finally put his finger on what 19 00:01:23,760 --> 00:01:27,600 Speaker 1: felt sick about this country. The nation gets meaner and 20 00:01:27,720 --> 00:01:31,480 Speaker 1: more petty, he writes, until rage is the only national 21 00:01:31,560 --> 00:01:35,960 Speaker 1: passion left. Twenty one years later, the national sickness Steve 22 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:41,959 Speaker 1: Erickson diagnosed has only progressed. The rage has evolved beyond 23 00:01:42,120 --> 00:01:48,160 Speaker 1: what I even anticipated. Then. I've become more aware over 24 00:01:48,200 --> 00:01:53,040 Speaker 1: the years that have passed of this profound division in 25 00:01:53,120 --> 00:01:57,880 Speaker 1: the country that I realized now has always been there. Um. 26 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:00,120 Speaker 1: You know, if people ask how did we get to 27 00:02:00,160 --> 00:02:03,680 Speaker 1: where we are now, my answer would be, We've actually 28 00:02:03,720 --> 00:02:08,320 Speaker 1: always been here. We've always been these twin Americas, the 29 00:02:08,320 --> 00:02:12,440 Speaker 1: one that made a promise and the one that broke 30 00:02:12,680 --> 00:02:16,160 Speaker 1: the promise the moment it was made. And we've never 31 00:02:17,120 --> 00:02:20,200 Speaker 1: we've never really reconciled the two. And I think it's 32 00:02:20,240 --> 00:02:22,920 Speaker 1: going to be difficult to reconcile the two. I'm not 33 00:02:23,040 --> 00:02:27,000 Speaker 1: sure that the America that elected the first African American 34 00:02:27,120 --> 00:02:30,880 Speaker 1: president can be reconciled with an America that voted for 35 00:02:30,919 --> 00:02:35,400 Speaker 1: the first president and modern memory to be openly endorsed 36 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:38,280 Speaker 1: by the ku Klux Klan. You reference something here. I'm 37 00:02:38,280 --> 00:02:42,840 Speaker 1: gonna read this um as one historical phenomenon after another 38 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:46,360 Speaker 1: from the assassination of John F. Kennedy, to the Vietnam War, 39 00:02:46,520 --> 00:02:49,400 Speaker 1: to Watergate, to O. J. Simpson hurtling down the L 40 00:02:49,440 --> 00:02:52,240 Speaker 1: A Freeways is offered as a moment when the country 41 00:02:52,320 --> 00:02:55,840 Speaker 1: lost its innocence. We have not grown up enough to 42 00:02:55,919 --> 00:02:59,079 Speaker 1: accept that America has never been innocent at all. That's 43 00:02:59,080 --> 00:03:02,440 Speaker 1: such an idealist, romantic country was created out of such 44 00:03:02,520 --> 00:03:08,480 Speaker 1: profound transgressions. Is a more complicated paradox than we can entertain. Now. 45 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:11,720 Speaker 1: I want you to articulate for our when they can 46 00:03:11,760 --> 00:03:14,320 Speaker 1: read other things for written by you. You know what 47 00:03:14,960 --> 00:03:18,240 Speaker 1: happened to us in the wake of Vietnam, You know, 48 00:03:18,280 --> 00:03:22,600 Speaker 1: I think we we had to reconcile ourselves with what 49 00:03:23,280 --> 00:03:27,480 Speaker 1: could not be reconciled with, which was fifty thousand Americans, 50 00:03:27,560 --> 00:03:31,840 Speaker 1: not to mention the countless hundreds of thousands of Vietnamese, 51 00:03:31,960 --> 00:03:36,400 Speaker 1: of Vietnamese who died for what exactly I mean, we 52 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:39,520 Speaker 1: we don't have an answer to that, and nobody believed 53 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:43,640 Speaker 1: anymore at that point that national interests that right, the 54 00:03:43,720 --> 00:03:49,200 Speaker 1: collapse of Southeast Asia will somehow to us meant meant 55 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:52,800 Speaker 1: anything to the national interests, in the same way that 56 00:03:52,880 --> 00:03:55,520 Speaker 1: a hundred years later, we still don't know what World 57 00:03:55,560 --> 00:03:58,320 Speaker 1: War one was really about you were old enough to 58 00:03:58,360 --> 00:04:01,360 Speaker 1: go to Vietnam? Did you go? No? I um was 59 00:04:01,440 --> 00:04:05,960 Speaker 1: in Nixon's lottery, which matched you up with your birthday, 60 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:08,600 Speaker 1: and you've got a number, and if your number was 61 00:04:08,680 --> 00:04:13,200 Speaker 1: below two hundred, you were probably gonna go. I got 62 00:04:13,320 --> 00:04:19,520 Speaker 1: number three. Your life was hanging in the balance depending 63 00:04:19,560 --> 00:04:23,800 Speaker 1: on this random chance of this lottery. And I think 64 00:04:23,839 --> 00:04:29,479 Speaker 1: that when that can't be reconciled a national people have 65 00:04:29,680 --> 00:04:35,360 Speaker 1: to create some psychic rationalization for it. It's it's because 66 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:42,120 Speaker 1: the meaninglessness is too overwhelming to live with someone like 67 00:04:42,320 --> 00:04:47,480 Speaker 1: Cruise who say that Vietnam wasn't the problem, the countercultural 68 00:04:47,560 --> 00:04:49,839 Speaker 1: reaction to it and the lawlessness of what happened to it, 69 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:54,720 Speaker 1: nothing infuriates me more than that. You can take the 70 00:04:54,760 --> 00:04:59,320 Speaker 1: excesses of the drugs, the silliness, the ephemera of the 71 00:04:59,520 --> 00:05:02,320 Speaker 1: represent tations of the countercultural movement in our society and 72 00:05:02,360 --> 00:05:05,480 Speaker 1: stripped those away and say this was when people cared. 73 00:05:06,360 --> 00:05:13,440 Speaker 1: And people who belittle and blame the countercultural protests of 74 00:05:13,480 --> 00:05:15,799 Speaker 1: that period. I don't know why it is that nothing 75 00:05:15,839 --> 00:05:18,240 Speaker 1: infuriates me more than that when I read that, well, 76 00:05:18,279 --> 00:05:20,760 Speaker 1: because they're blaming the wrong thing. But I will make 77 00:05:21,120 --> 00:05:24,800 Speaker 1: this distinction. The first time somebody burned an American flag, 78 00:05:25,440 --> 00:05:28,200 Speaker 1: I think we lost the next fifty years. There were 79 00:05:28,320 --> 00:05:31,839 Speaker 1: bad tactics in the service of good causes that the 80 00:05:31,960 --> 00:05:36,400 Speaker 1: right was then able to But to go back even further, 81 00:05:36,560 --> 00:05:40,520 Speaker 1: you know, talking about what we've choked down and the 82 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:44,080 Speaker 1: loss of American innocence. A hundred and fifty years after 83 00:05:44,120 --> 00:05:46,680 Speaker 1: the fact, there are still millions of white people who 84 00:05:46,760 --> 00:05:50,840 Speaker 1: will not admit the Civil War was about slavery. That 85 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:55,600 Speaker 1: is the American version of Holocaust denial. It keeps us 86 00:05:55,680 --> 00:05:59,520 Speaker 1: from becoming what we want to become. It's a lack 87 00:05:59,560 --> 00:06:03,960 Speaker 1: of a knowledgement that keeps us from fulfilling the American idea. 88 00:06:04,880 --> 00:06:10,200 Speaker 1: I think Americans, whether they're trying to rationalize the meaninglessness 89 00:06:10,240 --> 00:06:15,039 Speaker 1: of Vietnam or two and fifty years of slavery, it 90 00:06:15,240 --> 00:06:20,880 Speaker 1: maybe in the American DNA too, always think that everything 91 00:06:20,960 --> 00:06:25,080 Speaker 1: is year zero. It might be in the American DNA 92 00:06:25,279 --> 00:06:29,680 Speaker 1: to have cut ourselves loose from history and therefore not 93 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:33,120 Speaker 1: ever have to answer for it or to it. Trump 94 00:06:33,200 --> 00:06:37,359 Speaker 1: is not something that happened to America. America happened to America, 95 00:06:37,720 --> 00:06:40,800 Speaker 1: and Trump is the result of that. Trump is um 96 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:45,520 Speaker 1: was born out of claims, in the face of all evidence, 97 00:06:46,000 --> 00:06:48,960 Speaker 1: that the first African American president was not a real 98 00:06:49,000 --> 00:06:52,360 Speaker 1: American and not a real president, to which the Republican 99 00:06:52,400 --> 00:06:57,120 Speaker 1: Party at the time said almost nothing. And the Republican 100 00:06:57,160 --> 00:07:00,600 Speaker 1: Party deserved what it got. Unfortunately we got it too. 101 00:07:01,520 --> 00:07:05,359 Speaker 1: What is your political process and what's your political rearing 102 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:08,960 Speaker 1: with your parents when you were young group in southern California, 103 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:12,760 Speaker 1: your whole life, that's correct, And um, I was raised 104 00:07:12,760 --> 00:07:17,480 Speaker 1: a conservative Republican by my my parents who were you know, 105 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:21,000 Speaker 1: my were artists, who were artists and who had started 106 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:24,440 Speaker 1: out when they were very young as FDR Democrats. But 107 00:07:24,600 --> 00:07:27,200 Speaker 1: like a lot of people at that point, we're starting 108 00:07:27,240 --> 00:07:32,400 Speaker 1: to drift right. Word well, I think that Cold War 109 00:07:32,840 --> 00:07:37,040 Speaker 1: Cold War um, and then later on in the sixties 110 00:07:37,720 --> 00:07:42,000 Speaker 1: reaction to the counterculture um, which I you know, I 111 00:07:42,040 --> 00:07:45,720 Speaker 1: think has has defined our politics over half a century 112 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:48,800 Speaker 1: more than we know. I think a lot of the reason, 113 00:07:49,240 --> 00:07:53,520 Speaker 1: for instance, that working class people are persuaded to not 114 00:07:53,720 --> 00:07:58,240 Speaker 1: vote their economic interest is because of these values that 115 00:07:58,640 --> 00:08:02,560 Speaker 1: came out of this county linked between the culture or 116 00:08:02,560 --> 00:08:08,560 Speaker 1: the mainstream and the states exactly. And and so you know, 117 00:08:08,680 --> 00:08:14,160 Speaker 1: I I was raised a m a Republican conservative, And 118 00:08:14,200 --> 00:08:17,360 Speaker 1: to make a long story short, and number of things happened. 119 00:08:17,440 --> 00:08:20,000 Speaker 1: First of all, by the time I came of age, 120 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:23,600 Speaker 1: or was seventeen or eighteen, I realized that on the 121 00:08:23,720 --> 00:08:28,800 Speaker 1: great domestic crucible of the day, which was civil rights 122 00:08:28,800 --> 00:08:32,640 Speaker 1: and racial justice, conservatives were on the wrong side morally 123 00:08:32,679 --> 00:08:38,360 Speaker 1: and historically. Um That in turn undercut a basic tenet 124 00:08:38,480 --> 00:08:43,040 Speaker 1: of conservatism, which says that the more that power devolves 125 00:08:43,160 --> 00:08:45,760 Speaker 1: away from the federal government, down to the state, down 126 00:08:45,840 --> 00:08:50,520 Speaker 1: to the locality, the greater individual freedom grows. The problem 127 00:08:50,559 --> 00:08:53,560 Speaker 1: with that is that is contradicted by history. On any 128 00:08:53,640 --> 00:08:57,880 Speaker 1: number of occasions, it's taken the federal government intervening against 129 00:08:57,960 --> 00:09:03,600 Speaker 1: the states to secure the a vidual freedoms of African Americans, women, 130 00:09:04,040 --> 00:09:09,200 Speaker 1: gay people, and and then as my um ideas about 131 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:13,920 Speaker 1: the role of government in life changed, as I accepted 132 00:09:13,960 --> 00:09:17,080 Speaker 1: that sometimes it takes the federal government to preserve the 133 00:09:17,120 --> 00:09:22,200 Speaker 1: social contract, uh conservatism changed. It became when I was 134 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:25,880 Speaker 1: identifying as a conservative as a teenager, it was closer 135 00:09:25,920 --> 00:09:29,320 Speaker 1: to what we now think of as libertarianism, and in 136 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:31,920 Speaker 1: the late seventies and early eighties it starts to become 137 00:09:31,960 --> 00:09:34,880 Speaker 1: On the one hand, more corporate and on the other hand, 138 00:09:34,880 --> 00:09:38,680 Speaker 1: more theocratic. And it felt like, you know that that 139 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:44,000 Speaker 1: for all the lips service that conservatives give individual freedom, 140 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:47,960 Speaker 1: what they really cared about was order. And the only 141 00:09:48,040 --> 00:09:52,120 Speaker 1: individual freedoms that I've ever heard conservatives get exercised about 142 00:09:52,280 --> 00:09:55,200 Speaker 1: where the freedom to make a profit and the freedom 143 00:09:55,240 --> 00:10:01,760 Speaker 1: to own a gun. And so generally my polity picks shifted, 144 00:10:01,880 --> 00:10:07,000 Speaker 1: while I think arguably the center of gravity shifted, because 145 00:10:07,040 --> 00:10:09,199 Speaker 1: if you go back and look at, for instance, Barry 146 00:10:09,280 --> 00:10:14,840 Speaker 1: Goldwaters views. Now, I mean, Goldwater was an environmentalist, he 147 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:19,680 Speaker 1: was pro gay rights, he was pro choice, he was 148 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:26,959 Speaker 1: he supported the Voting Rights Act. Goldwater rightly identified as 149 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:33,080 Speaker 1: the most extreme nominee of a party in the twentieth century. 150 00:10:32,280 --> 00:10:36,719 Speaker 1: Is well, I mean, his vote against the sixty four 151 00:10:36,840 --> 00:10:41,360 Speaker 1: Civil Rights Act was a bad vote. Nonetheless, I think 152 00:10:41,400 --> 00:10:45,160 Speaker 1: that his views, which were so extreme in nineteen sixty four, 153 00:10:45,200 --> 00:10:49,640 Speaker 1: are now significantly to the left of the current Republican Party. 154 00:10:49,760 --> 00:10:54,240 Speaker 1: So I shifted one way, the center of our country's 155 00:10:54,440 --> 00:10:59,520 Speaker 1: political gravity shifted another way, and that's why I wound 156 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:02,920 Speaker 1: up where I'm wound up to me. At the same time, philosophically, 157 00:11:02,960 --> 00:11:08,000 Speaker 1: it's been this fiction between capitalism and democracy, right, like 158 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:10,880 Speaker 1: how much we're on a boat and which which containers 159 00:11:10,920 --> 00:11:12,400 Speaker 1: to be throw over the side of the boat to 160 00:11:12,440 --> 00:11:15,040 Speaker 1: keep the boat from from capsizing. Yeah, And I think 161 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:18,160 Speaker 1: the last ten to twenty years have just have just 162 00:11:18,280 --> 00:11:23,720 Speaker 1: confirmed that or or validated unfettered capitalism nearly drove this 163 00:11:23,840 --> 00:11:27,440 Speaker 1: country over a cliff ten years. And you know, I 164 00:11:27,600 --> 00:11:31,120 Speaker 1: think that there's a lot to the argument, the current 165 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:34,600 Speaker 1: argument that we're pretty close to an oligarchy at this 166 00:11:34,679 --> 00:11:39,439 Speaker 1: point where we're there. It's very demoralizing, it's very depressing. 167 00:11:39,840 --> 00:11:42,960 Speaker 1: Fifty years ago you could use the word capitalism and 168 00:11:43,000 --> 00:11:47,199 Speaker 1: the expression free enterprise in the same sentence. Now it's 169 00:11:47,360 --> 00:11:51,280 Speaker 1: laughable to to think that capitalism is free enterprise. And 170 00:11:51,320 --> 00:11:57,240 Speaker 1: the conservatives, who, um, you know, who are distressed by 171 00:11:57,400 --> 00:12:02,719 Speaker 1: centralized state power, never seemed to feel the same distress 172 00:12:02,760 --> 00:12:06,720 Speaker 1: over centralized corporate power. What was writing in your life? 173 00:12:06,720 --> 00:12:08,240 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm not just saying that you were such 174 00:12:08,280 --> 00:12:11,720 Speaker 1: an amazing writer and you've been reviewed with some of 175 00:12:11,720 --> 00:12:15,000 Speaker 1: the most I mean just glowing. I mean that's a cliche. 176 00:12:15,480 --> 00:12:18,480 Speaker 1: And what was the writing process for you as a 177 00:12:18,600 --> 00:12:21,440 Speaker 1: child and when when did you realize this is what 178 00:12:21,480 --> 00:12:24,440 Speaker 1: I would do? I realized that pretty early. I was 179 00:12:26,640 --> 00:12:29,960 Speaker 1: when I was young, let's say five years old, I 180 00:12:30,080 --> 00:12:33,959 Speaker 1: stuttered very badly, and to the point the teachers I 181 00:12:34,040 --> 00:12:37,600 Speaker 1: thought I couldn't read. And this is actually fairly typical 182 00:12:37,760 --> 00:12:41,040 Speaker 1: of writers. You know, you have a verbal facility, but 183 00:12:41,120 --> 00:12:45,960 Speaker 1: it's being obstructed, shuttered, shuttered in your speech, so you 184 00:12:46,160 --> 00:12:51,080 Speaker 1: retreat inside your head. Uh, the verbal facility manifests itself 185 00:12:51,480 --> 00:12:56,600 Speaker 1: in written words. You're living inside your imagination. It doesn't 186 00:12:56,640 --> 00:13:00,440 Speaker 1: make you more sociable. But um, I the time I 187 00:13:00,480 --> 00:13:04,280 Speaker 1: got to college, I liked college a lot. I went 188 00:13:04,320 --> 00:13:07,320 Speaker 1: to u C. L A. And I was why and 189 00:13:07,360 --> 00:13:09,960 Speaker 1: why so for someone who's open minded, is you? Is 190 00:13:10,080 --> 00:13:12,600 Speaker 1: why so California centric? Was there any thoughts of you, 191 00:13:12,640 --> 00:13:13,800 Speaker 1: I want to go to Berlin, I want to go 192 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:16,520 Speaker 1: to London. I want to go Yes, but but it 193 00:13:16,520 --> 00:13:19,480 Speaker 1: was far enough and it was and I remember a 194 00:13:19,640 --> 00:13:21,960 Speaker 1: sense of liberation the time where you wining the valley 195 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:25,560 Speaker 1: again Granada Hill. So for those who don't know Los Angeles, 196 00:13:25,840 --> 00:13:29,199 Speaker 1: he's he's right. The gap between Granada Hills and Westwood 197 00:13:29,520 --> 00:13:33,480 Speaker 1: Westwood really is like Paris. It was absolutely it was 198 00:13:33,520 --> 00:13:37,200 Speaker 1: another world, you know, And I thought Westwood was the 199 00:13:37,280 --> 00:13:42,400 Speaker 1: big city, you know it was, and uh and and 200 00:13:42,440 --> 00:13:47,040 Speaker 1: after that, I um, I actually did go to europe 201 00:13:47,160 --> 00:13:50,200 Speaker 1: Um and I lived there often over a while. So 202 00:13:51,160 --> 00:13:56,760 Speaker 1: U c l A was that step away. Steve Ericson 203 00:13:57,240 --> 00:13:59,640 Speaker 1: is one of our leading thinkers on the legacy of 204 00:13:59,640 --> 00:14:02,560 Speaker 1: the Sick Days and seventies, But a few people had 205 00:14:02,600 --> 00:14:05,720 Speaker 1: more of an impact on how Americans saw that era 206 00:14:06,040 --> 00:14:09,960 Speaker 1: in real time than Dan Rather. When President Nixon was 207 00:14:09,960 --> 00:14:13,440 Speaker 1: elected in Night, I'm frankly vought at the time, here's 208 00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:16,679 Speaker 1: a new breath of air. But I quickly learned that 209 00:14:16,720 --> 00:14:20,680 Speaker 1: the Unixon people, including President Nixon, they had such a 210 00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:24,040 Speaker 1: deep and abiding hatred for the Prince. It revealed to 211 00:14:24,080 --> 00:14:27,440 Speaker 1: me the first time we have a problem here an 212 00:14:27,480 --> 00:14:32,160 Speaker 1: important reminder that America has come through this before. Rather 213 00:14:32,240 --> 00:14:36,400 Speaker 1: his new book What Unites Us answers Ericson's question, can 214 00:14:36,440 --> 00:14:41,120 Speaker 1: the many Americas be reconciled with a resounding yes. Here 215 00:14:41,160 --> 00:14:44,480 Speaker 1: my whole conversation with Dan Rather at Here's the Thing, 216 00:14:44,680 --> 00:15:00,800 Speaker 1: Dot Org, this is Alec Baldwin, and you were listening 217 00:15:00,840 --> 00:15:04,800 Speaker 1: to Here's the Thing. Steve Ericsson's most recent book is 218 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:10,240 Speaker 1: Shadow Bad, a funny, heartbreaking road trip through our divided country. 219 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:15,040 Speaker 1: The writing is intensely visual, which reflects Ericson's own alternate 220 00:15:15,120 --> 00:15:20,440 Speaker 1: life path. I majored in film. Well, I started out 221 00:15:20,480 --> 00:15:23,600 Speaker 1: a political science major UM, and I was taking a 222 00:15:23,600 --> 00:15:27,080 Speaker 1: lot of literature courses, and I wanted to take some 223 00:15:27,120 --> 00:15:31,360 Speaker 1: film courses. But the bureaucracy at the time and may 224 00:15:31,360 --> 00:15:35,400 Speaker 1: still be the case, was such that, UM, I could 225 00:15:35,480 --> 00:15:38,640 Speaker 1: still take the political courses and the literature courses if 226 00:15:38,680 --> 00:15:41,240 Speaker 1: I was a film major, but I couldn't take the 227 00:15:41,240 --> 00:15:44,880 Speaker 1: film courses if I was a policy major. So it 228 00:15:44,960 --> 00:15:48,520 Speaker 1: was a completely tactical choice, you know. Um it was 229 00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:50,600 Speaker 1: a way of since since I knew I wanted to 230 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:53,440 Speaker 1: be a writer, and since what I majored and really 231 00:15:53,480 --> 00:15:58,280 Speaker 1: didn't matter much to me, it was a matter it 232 00:15:58,320 --> 00:16:01,240 Speaker 1: doesn't doesn't matter what you're majoring, right, because I was 233 00:16:01,280 --> 00:16:03,800 Speaker 1: going to go off and do what I was gonna do. 234 00:16:04,440 --> 00:16:08,240 Speaker 1: And so I made the strategic choice that allowed me 235 00:16:08,320 --> 00:16:12,120 Speaker 1: to do all the things. Was film school, top film school. 236 00:16:13,400 --> 00:16:16,000 Speaker 1: It was great, But you didn't pursue that. I didn't 237 00:16:16,040 --> 00:16:21,720 Speaker 1: pursue being a filmmaker. UM, could you have said, do 238 00:16:21,760 --> 00:16:25,360 Speaker 1: you think you were capable? The guy, the stuttering boy 239 00:16:25,400 --> 00:16:29,280 Speaker 1: from Granada Hills who goes inward with that was he 240 00:16:29,360 --> 00:16:31,120 Speaker 1: was he able to express what he wanted to in 241 00:16:31,200 --> 00:16:34,120 Speaker 1: film as well as as writing. I think you nailed 242 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:37,440 Speaker 1: it with the question. I mean I I realized at 243 00:16:37,480 --> 00:16:41,200 Speaker 1: some point that I probably shouldn't make a choice. That 244 00:16:41,240 --> 00:16:43,960 Speaker 1: both of these things would be really hard. It would 245 00:16:44,000 --> 00:16:46,840 Speaker 1: be impossible to try to do both. And the thing 246 00:16:46,960 --> 00:16:50,120 Speaker 1: that that you're right on about is that film, as 247 00:16:50,520 --> 00:16:54,720 Speaker 1: you would know better than I, is a more collaborative 248 00:16:54,960 --> 00:16:59,280 Speaker 1: highly so ever as being a writer, you lock yourself 249 00:16:59,320 --> 00:17:03,239 Speaker 1: in a room and you have as little um interaction 250 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:07,240 Speaker 1: with humanity as you can get away with. And you 251 00:17:07,280 --> 00:17:11,000 Speaker 1: know what that suited me? That that's who I was. Um, 252 00:17:12,359 --> 00:17:15,080 Speaker 1: what's the first time you sold a piece and you 253 00:17:15,160 --> 00:17:17,480 Speaker 1: became a professional writer? I sold a piece actually to 254 00:17:17,520 --> 00:17:21,439 Speaker 1: the Los Angeles Times Calendar. The gist of it was 255 00:17:21,560 --> 00:17:26,000 Speaker 1: that the line between reality and fiction was blurring. This 256 00:17:26,119 --> 00:17:31,159 Speaker 1: was the early seventies. How does that work? Well, you 257 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:34,040 Speaker 1: know it works the way it still works, which is 258 00:17:34,280 --> 00:17:36,920 Speaker 1: that I knew somebody who knew somebody and who could 259 00:17:36,960 --> 00:17:40,480 Speaker 1: get the piece into the hands of the editor of 260 00:17:40,520 --> 00:17:43,680 Speaker 1: what was then the l A Times Calendar and and 261 00:17:43,680 --> 00:17:47,119 Speaker 1: and give it a real read. Because that's what it takes. 262 00:17:48,200 --> 00:17:51,479 Speaker 1: I teach writing, and as I tell my students without 263 00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 1: trying to depress them unduly. You know, editors look for 264 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:58,080 Speaker 1: a reason to say no. They're not looking for a 265 00:17:58,119 --> 00:18:00,639 Speaker 1: reason to say yes. So you have to be sure 266 00:18:00,680 --> 00:18:03,800 Speaker 1: you don't give them any reasons to say Now, how 267 00:18:03,800 --> 00:18:07,640 Speaker 1: do you do that? When I submit a novel, for instance, 268 00:18:08,840 --> 00:18:12,120 Speaker 1: it's it's pristine, it's so clean you can eat off 269 00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:16,880 Speaker 1: the thing, and um it, it's laid out to look 270 00:18:17,040 --> 00:18:19,800 Speaker 1: the way the book is gonna look, so they can 271 00:18:19,920 --> 00:18:24,880 Speaker 1: visualize how how it's gonna look, you know. And when 272 00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:27,600 Speaker 1: I get papers from students where there are typos and 273 00:18:27,680 --> 00:18:30,040 Speaker 1: that that kind of thing, I just explained to them 274 00:18:30,080 --> 00:18:32,760 Speaker 1: you can't do that, I mean everything can you expect 275 00:18:32,800 --> 00:18:35,119 Speaker 1: people to care if you don't care exactly? And every 276 00:18:35,440 --> 00:18:40,240 Speaker 1: little flaw becomes cumulative, it builds up and it it 277 00:18:40,400 --> 00:18:45,920 Speaker 1: reinforces this, uh, this impulse to turn the thing down. 278 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:49,879 Speaker 1: So you wrote this piece that did you have books 279 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,959 Speaker 1: you've written, you know, in your pocket. I was writing 280 00:18:53,000 --> 00:18:56,040 Speaker 1: novels all the time. I was writing, since I had 281 00:18:56,240 --> 00:18:59,720 Speaker 1: I was in high school. I mean, I wrote five 282 00:19:00,040 --> 00:19:03,400 Speaker 1: levels before I published one. Your first book that's published 283 00:19:03,400 --> 00:19:07,600 Speaker 1: as what the first book is published in ve That's 284 00:19:07,680 --> 00:19:11,080 Speaker 1: twelve years after I had published the first piece. And 285 00:19:11,119 --> 00:19:12,760 Speaker 1: if you had told me at that time it was 286 00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:15,040 Speaker 1: going to be I'm glad there was nobody to tell 287 00:19:15,080 --> 00:19:18,320 Speaker 1: me it was going to be another twelve years, because 288 00:19:18,359 --> 00:19:21,440 Speaker 1: they they felt like twelve years in the wilderness. And 289 00:19:21,880 --> 00:19:24,159 Speaker 1: by the time I sold the book, I remember the 290 00:19:24,240 --> 00:19:28,800 Speaker 1: feeling was more relief than anything else, because it just 291 00:19:28,840 --> 00:19:33,640 Speaker 1: seemed like it was it was never going to happen. 292 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:37,000 Speaker 1: And that is the same thing somebody who knows somebody. 293 00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:40,399 Speaker 1: The thing that was instrumental was finding the right agent 294 00:19:41,000 --> 00:19:43,359 Speaker 1: during that twelve years. How do you support yourself? You 295 00:19:43,400 --> 00:19:45,720 Speaker 1: were doing the teaching thing then, were you know? I wasn't. 296 00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:48,840 Speaker 1: I was what does the writer do? Those was right. 297 00:19:48,960 --> 00:19:53,960 Speaker 1: I was working for the PR department of the Auto Club. 298 00:19:54,760 --> 00:19:57,520 Speaker 1: I had a job. I had a job job. I 299 00:19:57,560 --> 00:20:04,280 Speaker 1: was also writing freelance pieces for the l A Times, 300 00:20:04,359 --> 00:20:07,760 Speaker 1: the l A Weekly, which just had just launched in 301 00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:13,760 Speaker 1: the late seventies. The Los Angeles Reader was another so um. 302 00:20:13,800 --> 00:20:18,000 Speaker 1: I was cobbling together a living. But it was always 303 00:20:18,000 --> 00:20:22,640 Speaker 1: clear in my mind that, you know, success for me 304 00:20:22,640 --> 00:20:25,520 Speaker 1: meant becoming a published novelist. And when you got the 305 00:20:25,520 --> 00:20:30,560 Speaker 1: book published because you got a literary agent. And are 306 00:20:30,600 --> 00:20:33,040 Speaker 1: you still with that literary Yes, you are, I am. 307 00:20:33,080 --> 00:20:36,320 Speaker 1: And I had had several agents before her, none of 308 00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:40,600 Speaker 1: them could sell my work. Um, I had gone to 309 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:47,000 Speaker 1: New York, uh to find an agent. I've interviewed with 310 00:20:47,240 --> 00:20:50,080 Speaker 1: four agents. They had all read this, this novel what 311 00:20:50,160 --> 00:20:53,320 Speaker 1: wound up being my first published novel. They all said, 312 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:55,840 Speaker 1: you know, it's a really interesting book, but I don't 313 00:20:55,880 --> 00:20:58,480 Speaker 1: think I can sell it. And then I finally found 314 00:20:58,520 --> 00:21:00,560 Speaker 1: somebody who said, I don't know if I and sell it, 315 00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:04,239 Speaker 1: but it's a really interesting book. And she wound up 316 00:21:04,280 --> 00:21:06,120 Speaker 1: selling it to somebody who had turned it down. What's 317 00:21:06,119 --> 00:21:08,960 Speaker 1: her name? Melanie Jackson? Who she? What company is she with? 318 00:21:09,000 --> 00:21:11,760 Speaker 1: Her own? Why have you stayed with her all this time? 319 00:21:11,800 --> 00:21:14,080 Speaker 1: What does she do for you? So here's a quick 320 00:21:14,119 --> 00:21:18,080 Speaker 1: story that revolves around that first novel and how the 321 00:21:18,119 --> 00:21:21,600 Speaker 1: first novel sold. Um. She had submitted it to somebody 322 00:21:21,640 --> 00:21:23,560 Speaker 1: as Simon, and she was who had turned it down, 323 00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:26,760 Speaker 1: And a couple of months passed by and it's gone 324 00:21:26,800 --> 00:21:29,680 Speaker 1: to some other people, and then one afternoon she gets 325 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:32,119 Speaker 1: a phone call from this editor as Simon, and she 326 00:21:32,200 --> 00:21:34,800 Speaker 1: was through who had turned the book down, and the 327 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:39,879 Speaker 1: editor was bemoaning the fact that another book that she 328 00:21:39,920 --> 00:21:43,199 Speaker 1: had turned down had gone on to be published and 329 00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:47,040 Speaker 1: had gotten attention and was doing well, and she was thinking, 330 00:21:47,080 --> 00:21:50,880 Speaker 1: I shouldn't have turned that down in my age, and said, yeah, 331 00:21:50,880 --> 00:21:53,720 Speaker 1: and you're gonna feel the same way when somebody publishes 332 00:21:53,880 --> 00:21:58,080 Speaker 1: Ericsson And the next day, the next day Simon and 333 00:21:58,119 --> 00:22:00,560 Speaker 1: Schuster bought the book. That's what a good agent does. 334 00:22:01,760 --> 00:22:04,879 Speaker 1: You're pretty tough on Bill Clinton, and some of your writing, 335 00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:08,840 Speaker 1: it goes to you. On the simplest level, he let 336 00:22:08,920 --> 00:22:11,760 Speaker 1: you down. Yeah. I wound up voting for him twice. 337 00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:16,480 Speaker 1: I still believe that, um uh, he might have done 338 00:22:16,480 --> 00:22:20,760 Speaker 1: the country a favor if he had resigned during Monica. 339 00:22:21,359 --> 00:22:24,920 Speaker 1: It would have put Al Gore in, who probably would 340 00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:29,520 Speaker 1: have won in two thousand. You know, once the issue 341 00:22:29,640 --> 00:22:33,600 Speaker 1: became less about you know, he has a fair and 342 00:22:33,640 --> 00:22:38,400 Speaker 1: became more about impeachment, I switched. I did not think 343 00:22:38,480 --> 00:22:42,800 Speaker 1: what he had done was a constitutionally impeachable offense, and 344 00:22:43,840 --> 00:22:47,280 Speaker 1: it was clear to me that that the Constitution was 345 00:22:47,359 --> 00:22:51,800 Speaker 1: being molested by Republicans. Ken Starr has more conscience for 346 00:22:51,840 --> 00:22:53,760 Speaker 1: what he did to this country. But you know, Bill 347 00:22:53,800 --> 00:22:58,280 Speaker 1: Clinton sure helped them out keep giving them a target. 348 00:22:58,359 --> 00:23:01,119 Speaker 1: As my friends said to me, he's he said to me, 349 00:23:01,640 --> 00:23:03,840 Speaker 1: I had this horrible incident. I'll mention this because I 350 00:23:03,880 --> 00:23:05,800 Speaker 1: throw my own thing on the table. I had this 351 00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:09,159 Speaker 1: horrible incident where I left this blistering voicemail from my 352 00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:11,480 Speaker 1: daughter that my then ex wife put on the internet. 353 00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:14,600 Speaker 1: She released it to a tabloid organization that played it 354 00:23:14,640 --> 00:23:17,199 Speaker 1: on the internet. And as my therapist said back then, 355 00:23:17,240 --> 00:23:19,320 Speaker 1: he said, well, you know that was wrong, and that 356 00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:21,600 Speaker 1: made things worse, and that was terrible. But none of 357 00:23:21,600 --> 00:23:23,960 Speaker 1: this would have happened if you hadn't left the voicemail. 358 00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:28,360 Speaker 1: None of this would have happened if he hadn't done 359 00:23:28,400 --> 00:23:30,680 Speaker 1: what he did. In the time we have left, I 360 00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:33,280 Speaker 1: want to talk to about your books. How does that 361 00:23:33,320 --> 00:23:35,960 Speaker 1: process for? Again, for our six listeners who are writers 362 00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:41,240 Speaker 1: out there? The must be a rabid reader. I used 363 00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:43,439 Speaker 1: to be a rabid reader. I don't always have the 364 00:23:43,520 --> 00:23:46,119 Speaker 1: time to read, and when I'm working on a novel, 365 00:23:46,200 --> 00:23:50,040 Speaker 1: I don't read other fiction. I'll read history, or I 366 00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:53,280 Speaker 1: may read poetry even but I don't I don't want 367 00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:56,399 Speaker 1: to go into somebody else's world. Who are right? Was 368 00:23:56,440 --> 00:24:06,959 Speaker 1: that you admire Pension, Marquez, Faulkner, Henry Miller, the Brontes, um. 369 00:24:07,160 --> 00:24:10,680 Speaker 1: Those those were writers who influenced me in some way. 370 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:12,560 Speaker 1: Do you have a reading list you give to your 371 00:24:12,600 --> 00:24:15,960 Speaker 1: students in the I do send it to me, Okay, 372 00:24:16,000 --> 00:24:18,159 Speaker 1: I want that if I get one thing out of this. 373 00:24:18,320 --> 00:24:22,480 Speaker 1: I mean they tend to, uh, they tend to form 374 00:24:22,760 --> 00:24:25,719 Speaker 1: object lessons. So you know you want to if I 375 00:24:25,760 --> 00:24:29,800 Speaker 1: want to, for instance, show the students how landscape can 376 00:24:29,880 --> 00:24:34,399 Speaker 1: be a character in um in a story The Sheltering 377 00:24:34,480 --> 00:24:39,760 Speaker 1: sky By by Paul Bulls, or how voice is can 378 00:24:40,520 --> 00:24:46,040 Speaker 1: drive a narrative Miller's Tropic of Cancer. Um. But and 379 00:24:46,480 --> 00:24:49,680 Speaker 1: so that that's the function of the The reading list 380 00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:52,520 Speaker 1: tends to Are you still teaching now? And you teach 381 00:24:52,560 --> 00:24:56,280 Speaker 1: at I teach that you see riverside, and you see riverside, 382 00:24:57,280 --> 00:25:00,159 Speaker 1: and so that's uh, how far off a dry is 383 00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:04,439 Speaker 1: that for you? From? Oh my god? I know? And 384 00:25:04,480 --> 00:25:07,160 Speaker 1: you teach how the class meets how often once a week, 385 00:25:07,359 --> 00:25:10,080 Speaker 1: once a week for three four hours, right? And if 386 00:25:10,119 --> 00:25:14,200 Speaker 1: I have two classes that quarter, um, I'll put them 387 00:25:14,200 --> 00:25:17,080 Speaker 1: both on the same day and I'll have one monster day. 388 00:25:17,240 --> 00:25:20,280 Speaker 1: So just getting it out there, getting it out there 389 00:25:20,480 --> 00:25:24,000 Speaker 1: and and then the class is entitled what well there are? 390 00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:28,120 Speaker 1: I have the luxury of creating my own classes. Sometimes 391 00:25:28,359 --> 00:25:34,200 Speaker 1: I'm teaching workshops, so we're critiquing the work of the students. 392 00:25:34,359 --> 00:25:37,520 Speaker 1: This coming quarter, this would probably be interesting to you. 393 00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:43,280 Speaker 1: I'm teaching UM a course of fiction into film. That is, 394 00:25:43,359 --> 00:25:45,920 Speaker 1: I give them a list of novels and then we 395 00:25:45,960 --> 00:25:53,280 Speaker 1: watch the adaptation that this coming quarter September, October November. 396 00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:56,120 Speaker 1: This this airs said, I'm not going to be out here. 397 00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:59,840 Speaker 1: I can con visit your class again. Come sit on 398 00:26:00,000 --> 00:26:02,240 Speaker 1: it fast. They would be thrilled if you were just 399 00:26:02,240 --> 00:26:04,639 Speaker 1: sitting in the room and listen to you talk. And 400 00:26:04,760 --> 00:26:06,840 Speaker 1: so you do that, and you and how many years 401 00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:08,639 Speaker 1: have you been at UC Riverside Now, I've been at 402 00:26:08,720 --> 00:26:11,480 Speaker 1: u C Riverside now this is going into my fourth year. 403 00:26:11,520 --> 00:26:12,840 Speaker 1: And why do you what do you what is that 404 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:16,520 Speaker 1: impulse in you to teach UM? Well, it pays my 405 00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:21,960 Speaker 1: bill for starters. And I learned things about writing when 406 00:26:22,000 --> 00:26:26,639 Speaker 1: I'm teaching things about writing, I learned. I do enjoy it, 407 00:26:26,760 --> 00:26:29,320 Speaker 1: and I think I'm getting better at what's hard about it? 408 00:26:29,359 --> 00:26:32,320 Speaker 1: For you? What do you wish you were better at? 409 00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:38,320 Speaker 1: You know, the hardest thing about it is, uh, is 410 00:26:38,440 --> 00:26:44,719 Speaker 1: negotiating the fact that you really can't teach it, that 411 00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:48,600 Speaker 1: writing is not that talent is not a teachable thing. 412 00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:52,560 Speaker 1: Skill is a teachable thing. Um, you know that. But 413 00:26:52,560 --> 00:26:57,040 Speaker 1: but but talent or vision or even voice are are 414 00:26:57,200 --> 00:27:00,680 Speaker 1: things that the students have to bring there. And and 415 00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:05,240 Speaker 1: the other thing about workshops and writing programs in general, 416 00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:09,160 Speaker 1: which I think are generally really valuable, but they do, 417 00:27:09,800 --> 00:27:14,160 Speaker 1: by their nature, tend to socialize what is really anti 418 00:27:14,320 --> 00:27:18,240 Speaker 1: social behavior. You know, you're sitting around with with with 419 00:27:18,280 --> 00:27:22,159 Speaker 1: other people talking about your writing, and that's okay up 420 00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:25,439 Speaker 1: to a point. There, there's also a point where you 421 00:27:25,520 --> 00:27:30,680 Speaker 1: need to have the solitude to grapple with with your 422 00:27:31,280 --> 00:27:36,840 Speaker 1: right that's right. Um, your most recent book is Shadow Bond. 423 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:38,239 Speaker 1: What to talk to me a little bit about how 424 00:27:38,240 --> 00:27:42,640 Speaker 1: that came about? You know, I just one night I remember, Um, 425 00:27:42,680 --> 00:27:45,439 Speaker 1: the family was gone. I was alone, and I this 426 00:27:45,480 --> 00:27:48,720 Speaker 1: will sound more mystical than I mean, but I had 427 00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:51,440 Speaker 1: this vision if I can use such a grand work 428 00:27:52,800 --> 00:27:58,480 Speaker 1: of of the Twin Towers suddenly reappearing in the Dakota 429 00:27:58,560 --> 00:28:02,600 Speaker 1: Badlands twenty years after their fall, and people start to 430 00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:08,800 Speaker 1: gather and um, uh, they become like this American Stonehenge, 431 00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:13,800 Speaker 1: and people then start hearing music coming out of the towers, 432 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:19,040 Speaker 1: and and living in the southern tower is Jesse Pressley, 433 00:28:19,240 --> 00:28:25,320 Speaker 1: who was the real life stillborn twin of Elvis, and 434 00:28:25,480 --> 00:28:30,080 Speaker 1: he's going mad hearing a voice in his head that 435 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:34,600 Speaker 1: sounds like him but he knows isn't his, and imagining 436 00:28:34,720 --> 00:28:44,680 Speaker 1: an America where he survived in his brother's place. That's 437 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:49,240 Speaker 1: how I will write something, especially when I'm starting and 438 00:28:49,320 --> 00:28:57,800 Speaker 1: it starts slow and it's intermittent and yes, and which 439 00:28:57,880 --> 00:29:00,120 Speaker 1: which is not great. One of the things that I 440 00:29:00,200 --> 00:29:03,400 Speaker 1: try to talk to the kids about is the more 441 00:29:03,440 --> 00:29:07,840 Speaker 1: of a routine you can make it, the better. But um, 442 00:29:08,160 --> 00:29:10,600 Speaker 1: if I can't make it a routine, I'll write it, 443 00:29:10,600 --> 00:29:14,080 Speaker 1: I'll be excited about it, and then as time goes by, 444 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:17,320 Speaker 1: I start to worry it to death. But you know, 445 00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:21,760 Speaker 1: one of those unteachable things, along with voice and talent 446 00:29:21,840 --> 00:29:25,040 Speaker 1: that we were talking about is is instinct. And after 447 00:29:25,080 --> 00:29:27,800 Speaker 1: you've been doing it a long time, you start to 448 00:29:27,840 --> 00:29:31,480 Speaker 1: develop an an instinct for what's working or what's not working. 449 00:29:31,840 --> 00:29:36,160 Speaker 1: Which isn't to say that after um, a year and 450 00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:39,880 Speaker 1: a half, you're not so sure. You know, you you've 451 00:29:39,920 --> 00:29:43,720 Speaker 1: been living with the material for that long, you've started 452 00:29:43,760 --> 00:29:48,800 Speaker 1: to lose perspective. Um six publishers turned it down, as 453 00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:51,840 Speaker 1: was the case with this novel, and moralize and you go, 454 00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:55,600 Speaker 1: are they right? You know? UM? Am I wrong? Am 455 00:29:55,600 --> 00:29:59,160 Speaker 1: I not seeing it? All those doubts. I don't think 456 00:29:59,200 --> 00:30:02,040 Speaker 1: you ever stopped rappling with and where you're working on 457 00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:04,560 Speaker 1: another book at the moment. I don't have an idea 458 00:30:04,600 --> 00:30:13,920 Speaker 1: in my head. Writer Steve Erickson American Weimar, which we 459 00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:17,040 Speaker 1: linked to and Here's the Thing dot org stands as 460 00:30:17,080 --> 00:30:20,280 Speaker 1: one of the sharpest essays ever written on the country's 461 00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:24,640 Speaker 1: past and present. The current political crisis has only made 462 00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:28,960 Speaker 1: its warning more urgent. But here's something to cheer you up. 463 00:30:29,720 --> 00:30:35,000 Speaker 1: Ericson's Hollywood farce Zeroville is returning to its spiritual home. 464 00:30:35,720 --> 00:30:38,960 Speaker 1: James Franco picked up the rights. 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