WEBVTT - Leah Turner

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<v Speaker 1>Carala, She's the Queen of talking. He was, She's on

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<v Speaker 1>the actually got the scoop on side. No one can

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<v Speaker 1>do wi Caralam, Caralam, No one can do with Caral. Carol,

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<v Speaker 1>you guys, I am so, so, so excited about this interview.

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<v Speaker 1>It was just one of the most soulful conversations I've

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<v Speaker 1>ever had with Leah Turner. She's a freaking superstar. Her

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<v Speaker 1>voices out of this world, huge voice of things that

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<v Speaker 1>have happened to her, the divine steps that God has

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<v Speaker 1>laid out for her. Not to get all like hippy

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<v Speaker 1>to being like God and all that, but seriously like

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<v Speaker 1>she is such a testament to her faith and is

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<v Speaker 1>following her heart, believing in herself. And her dad said,

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<v Speaker 1>the best thing when someone tells you know, you flip

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<v Speaker 1>it around and you turn it to on, and that

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<v Speaker 1>means game on. This is going to happen. And that

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<v Speaker 1>is Leah's fighting spirit. She said, such a journey here,

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<v Speaker 1>she has her stories, amazing. Get excited, Leah Turner in

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<v Speaker 1>the hissing, I'm so excited to be here. I am

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<v Speaker 1>so excited to be here in your amazing house that

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<v Speaker 1>your dad made everything. Yeah, my dad owned and number

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<v Speaker 1>one furniture business like in the world. So he did, like,

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<v Speaker 1>what's it called. What's it called, Mueler Turner Company, Mueller, Mueller,

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<v Speaker 1>Mueller who Okay, Mueller Turner Company. And it's in California,

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<v Speaker 1>in like Yuca Valley area, and he did, like, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know that. Quincy Jones's home, uh Selein Dion's home

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<v Speaker 1>in Vegas is my favorite of all times. She's my

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<v Speaker 1>number one. Her and Michael Bolton has literally gotten me

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<v Speaker 1>through so much sitting in the car like repeat, legit,

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<v Speaker 1>judge me like this. Yes, I'm telling you, I die fersonally.

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<v Speaker 1>And then we need to know her. They met her,

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<v Speaker 1>but like didn't like I mean, you know, he's he's

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<v Speaker 1>working there, you know what I mean? Building house looks

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<v Speaker 1>like he did this really cool like, um, there's a

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, you have like a thing like this

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<v Speaker 1>at the bottom of your bed, like I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>what it's called, like a wooden like a thing, wouldn't

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<v Speaker 1>thing like a thing? And then you push a button

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<v Speaker 1>and the TV pops up. I would have it right

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<v Speaker 1>in front of your bed. It's like far out. It's

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<v Speaker 1>really fancy, a fancy oh my gosh. Okay, So Muler

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<v Speaker 1>Turner company. Everyone. If you need furniture, do they ship?

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<v Speaker 1>What's all custom? Okay, So if you live in l

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<v Speaker 1>A and you want awesome furniture there, you're they yell people,

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<v Speaker 1>they yelp people, they yell people. I'm like, I'm taking

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<v Speaker 1>my beanie. Excuse me, an operator. Okay, So we got

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<v Speaker 1>to talk about you because something I love most about

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<v Speaker 1>you is your belief system. And I personally want to

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<v Speaker 1>know how you got to this because you've had a

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<v Speaker 1>wild journey started to from the beginning. First off, you

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<v Speaker 1>have a huge voice, like you have this monster voice.

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<v Speaker 1>You're a total bombshell. You have incredible breast. Sorry, You're like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh my god, and like you know, I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 1>to hug you everywhere. I'm just saying to me, like

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<v Speaker 1>you got the full package going on here, and you've

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<v Speaker 1>got a killer personality. So how did you come into

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<v Speaker 1>this journey from l A? And you have that? You

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<v Speaker 1>could have gone probably rock if you wanted to, but

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<v Speaker 1>you got a country. So just start at the beginning.

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<v Speaker 1>Where did we're now this all come for gosh? I

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<v Speaker 1>mean from the beginning, beginning or just what I've always

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<v Speaker 1>been singing since I can ever ever remember since I

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<v Speaker 1>was you know, I wrote my first song when I

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<v Speaker 1>was six years old coming home from church. Um, you

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<v Speaker 1>just got inspired to sing? Yeah, well, my best friend

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<v Speaker 1>was leaving and so I just wrote this song. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't even know if I can remember it, but it

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<v Speaker 1>was something like friends or friends forever, like just like

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<v Speaker 1>Mama said, And it was something about like Jesus binds

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<v Speaker 1>our hearts together. We're together and I love you, don't leave.

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<v Speaker 1>But you know, yeah she moved, but we're still very close.

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<v Speaker 1>But um, so I've always always, always been singing since

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<v Speaker 1>I can remember, and guitar lessons and piano lessons and

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<v Speaker 1>voice lessons and you name it. If it had anything

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<v Speaker 1>to do with music, you're doing it. I was in it.

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<v Speaker 1>My mom just really encouraged and pushed me in it.

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<v Speaker 1>So cut to going to college, went Stanta Barbara and

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<v Speaker 1>all my classes started taking songwriting classes, and then a

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<v Speaker 1>guy in the songwriting class, the final was whatever song

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<v Speaker 1>got picked, I would sing in front of a celebrity guest.

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<v Speaker 1>And that celebrity guest was Kenny Loggins. Yeah, because he

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<v Speaker 1>has a home in Santa Barbara. Okay, And so then

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<v Speaker 1>my song got picked and he was like, I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>telling you to drop out of school, but I'm telling

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<v Speaker 1>you to drop out of school to pack out stuff

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<v Speaker 1>and get out of here. If Kenny Loggins says that,

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<v Speaker 1>how old were you? Yeah, I was nineteen. I was

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<v Speaker 1>in college. He's like, girl, you don't need to scoop, okay, right,

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<v Speaker 1>So you took his advice. So I took his advice.

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<v Speaker 1>Called my parents and that was the next logical move

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<v Speaker 1>was l a because that's you're so close where else

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<v Speaker 1>you do music, right? But there? So I called my

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<v Speaker 1>parents that I'm dropping out and they were like, cool,

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<v Speaker 1>we'll send up the truck. Your parents are cool. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>well they've always believed in it. You know, how awesome

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<v Speaker 1>are you to have parents that aren't scared of your

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<v Speaker 1>talent and are scared of you chasing it or the failure,

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<v Speaker 1>like and like when you fail, you get back up,

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<v Speaker 1>like it's always like all right, well that door didn't open.

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<v Speaker 1>Well let's keep going, you know. And they never wanted

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<v Speaker 1>they never were worried about you having like a safe

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<v Speaker 1>job or something. They're like, you go there, do it.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember my dad said, we will make this dream

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<v Speaker 1>happen if we have to go to our last square

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<v Speaker 1>of toilet paper. Yeah, and I'm about there. Amazing, because

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<v Speaker 1>if you don't have a dream, and if you don't

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<v Speaker 1>have people believing in you, then what do you have?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I'm sorry, it's not like such a you

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<v Speaker 1>have nothing, but you got to go for nothing, you

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<v Speaker 1>literally and you had support because it's so scary to

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<v Speaker 1>chase a dream. I remembered up. I had a cheap

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<v Speaker 1>Cherokee at the time, and I remember I left because

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<v Speaker 1>Kenny Logan said you a loud So he gave you

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<v Speaker 1>that one conversation and you never talked to him since,

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<v Speaker 1>have never. I actually came full circle because I'm signing

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<v Speaker 1>to William Morris Agency and he signed to William Morris

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<v Speaker 1>and so Rob Beckham um took me backstage and I

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<v Speaker 1>you know, and here I am like, this is so cool,

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<v Speaker 1>and take me on tour. Can I come from? You know?

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<v Speaker 1>What did you say? He was just very gracious. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>sure you know stories happened like that to him all

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<v Speaker 1>the time. You know. He was very gracious and was

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<v Speaker 1>just like, well, you know, I'm glad it's working out,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, because if you tell somebody that and then

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<v Speaker 1>it doesn't forget and you've ruined my life Kenny logging,

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<v Speaker 1>and now I have no house, no nothing, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So he was like, I'm glad you have a house

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<v Speaker 1>right in her house. Everyone we're here, but you know

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<v Speaker 1>it could have gone another another way. UM So anyways

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<v Speaker 1>did that and then um, you know, God is so

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<v Speaker 1>good that I had a chance encounter with um. I'm

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<v Speaker 1>Vertigo Gautica's wife who is partners with David Foster, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I recorded five sides with David and you just

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<v Speaker 1>rant you just became friends with her. And then she's like,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta meet my Well we were um at, me

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<v Speaker 1>and my mom were at a restaurant in Beverly Hills

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<v Speaker 1>and um I was a server at the time, and

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<v Speaker 1>they didn't realize that I was a server, and so

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<v Speaker 1>one of the other guys sent it over free dessert

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<v Speaker 1>and it was because he was a bust er at

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<v Speaker 1>the place I was working. And so she said, why

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<v Speaker 1>do you get free dessert and we don't, and I

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<v Speaker 1>don't remember what I said, but um, I said, well

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<v Speaker 1>we can share with you, not realizing who they were,

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<v Speaker 1>and then she liked the tone in my talking voice

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<v Speaker 1>because you have a really good thank you, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>People would say, maybe I should be a sex operator.

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<v Speaker 1>How can give me a call? I'm gonna be a sexer. Hello,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm calling because I really need some love in my life. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>what can I do for you? Is there anything else

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<v Speaker 1>that you need? Tell me your problems? Oh my god,

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<v Speaker 1>you have a huge business. I mean singing voice sex operator. Hey,

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<v Speaker 1>what can I do for you? I mean mine just

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<v Speaker 1>sounds like a joke. No, no, Once, I'm my friend

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<v Speaker 1>from high school called my mom a guy and my

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<v Speaker 1>mom's like, hello, you've reached. She has the same voice

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<v Speaker 1>as I do. She's like, hello, you've reached Susannah. And

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<v Speaker 1>I can't get to the phone, so leave a message

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<v Speaker 1>and I'll get back to you. And he lets a

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<v Speaker 1>message and call me. Girls, I feel like I should

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<v Speaker 1>have just paid your mom to do that. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>this agreed with you know, you just were born with this,

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<v Speaker 1>always have had, just like a lot of my aunts

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<v Speaker 1>have raspy voices. And to be such a bombs crazy

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<v Speaker 1>do you have to carry the taser with you? You

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<v Speaker 1>don't come marry anyone. I know, I know what you

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<v Speaker 1>like what you're seeing here, but listen back. No, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>but yeah, we all have these raspy voices, so singing

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't work out. Operating sex operating Well, okay, so she

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<v Speaker 1>likes your tone, so she likes my tone. And this

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<v Speaker 1>is David Foster is who to her again? No, um

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<v Speaker 1>emberto Gautica, this is in Berto Gautica's wave, and emberto

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<v Speaker 1>Gautica is David Foster a long time producing partner, like

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<v Speaker 1>they've done Whitney and Michael Bubley and um Trash Grogan.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's just random, super rand. That's how God

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<v Speaker 1>works out. That is how God works out. My mom

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<v Speaker 1>calls them god sidences. God sidences. Love it because they

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<v Speaker 1>are not randy, are not random, but they feel feel random. Absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>So she said, well, are you a singer? And I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I am, you know whatever, blah blah blah blah. Um, well,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're any good, here's my address. She sent me

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<v Speaker 1>her address, her home address, home address, Yeah, Beverly, Beverly Gautica.

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<v Speaker 1>And um so my mom was like, you send that demo.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care. I was like, Mom, everyone's husband somebody

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<v Speaker 1>in something like, she's probably lying, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>Well she wasn't, and I sent it in a week later,

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<v Speaker 1>I was up at David Foster's house, Yeah, in Malibu,

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<v Speaker 1>and like recording and what were you recording? Well, we

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<v Speaker 1>I had written songs, and so they took me into

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<v Speaker 1>this place called record Plant, which is like a really

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<v Speaker 1>awesome studio in l A. Like everyone records their Lady

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<v Speaker 1>Gaga justin Bieber, anyone even country when they come to

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<v Speaker 1>record there. I mean, that is the place. It's kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like ocean way here. So UM went up there

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<v Speaker 1>and you record your recording, your own songs. So you

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<v Speaker 1>meet this person, she like your voice, and she's hooked

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<v Speaker 1>up to the two like biggest music people. And then

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<v Speaker 1>they're like, oh, next week, just come up here. Let

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<v Speaker 1>David Foster record five songs that you wrote when he

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<v Speaker 1>just met you, like legit like and I didn't even

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<v Speaker 1>have good songs. I didn't even realize that I was

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<v Speaker 1>going to Um David Foster's house, Like Amberto just said

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<v Speaker 1>here is the address because they had their studio there

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<v Speaker 1>and come and meet us. And so I was like okay,

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<v Speaker 1>and so Um I went and you had to go

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<v Speaker 1>through like he doesn't live there anymore, but you had

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<v Speaker 1>to go through like two gates. And I'm not kidding you.

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<v Speaker 1>Und I was like what, like it is so massive

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<v Speaker 1>that there was a trolley that took you from the

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<v Speaker 1>main house down to the pool. No joke, you like

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<v Speaker 1>got in it and like went down. It was insane.

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<v Speaker 1>And then I think they said that the front yard

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<v Speaker 1>is like three football fields or why so are you

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<v Speaker 1>like jaw on the ground? Yes, girl, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>you're driving up there in my jankie geep place. I think,

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<v Speaker 1>are you like by yourself? So what in the world

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<v Speaker 1>are you? Can you speak? When I would literally just

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<v Speaker 1>like oh my god. So then I go in there

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<v Speaker 1>and why did they were they looking for a girl

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<v Speaker 1>to sign? Where they were looking? I know they just

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<v Speaker 1>said that they would like to just they just liked

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<v Speaker 1>my voice and I had four songs that um I

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<v Speaker 1>sent over to them, and they weren't looking for anything.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what they were doing. This is what okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know. That's you know, that's insane. It's insane.

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<v Speaker 1>It's insane. It's really come to the house and let

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<v Speaker 1>David Foster because and then so then I get there

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<v Speaker 1>and like I see all. I mean it is like

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<v Speaker 1>from lord to ceiling of like every record you've ever

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<v Speaker 1>thought of and listened to from like the Tubes I

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<v Speaker 1>think that was their name, to like Donnie McClerkin to

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<v Speaker 1>like Toto to Whitney to Barber Strikes. I mean like

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<v Speaker 1>you're just like what And in the room that I

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<v Speaker 1>recorded in like did the vocals um it is where

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<v Speaker 1>he has his piano and he had like this mic

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<v Speaker 1>that dropped down or whatever. Like you're literally standing in

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<v Speaker 1>there with like the tapes of like The Bodyguard, like yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>because it was old school and you know, because that's

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<v Speaker 1>how they recorded. And I'm like, I mean I literally

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<v Speaker 1>like there was a moment when I was just like

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<v Speaker 1>I just need a moment because I didn't. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>like I was like, this is surreal. It's like why

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<v Speaker 1>is this even? Why is it happening? It's like this

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<v Speaker 1>is true. Yeah, So I didn't realize I was going

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<v Speaker 1>there and Metamburdo there and then I was in there

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<v Speaker 1>kind of just like singing over some stuff, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like he like played down some chords or whatever and

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<v Speaker 1>just to hear how it was in the studio and whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>And then he goes somebody wants to meet you, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like okay, So like I walk out and

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<v Speaker 1>it's David Foster and I was like, okay, like that's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>So we did. We recorded four songs that I wrote. No, no, no.

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<v Speaker 1>This was over a course of like I say, a

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<v Speaker 1>couple of months. So what was their vision with you? Like,

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<v Speaker 1>why did they say they wanted to? They just really

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<v Speaker 1>liked my tone and there was nobody like my towne

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<v Speaker 1>except really pink um that so they just wanted to

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<v Speaker 1>and see what was what they could come out of.

0:14:13.920 --> 0:14:16.840
<v Speaker 1>Because he also David also has a record label with

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<v Speaker 1>Warner Brothers. It's called One for three Okay, so they

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<v Speaker 1>were just like gonna have musical creativity and see what

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<v Speaker 1>happened to see what. They literally just love making music

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<v Speaker 1>and they loved your town, so let's create. Let's do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's kind of beautiful. It was really awesome because

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<v Speaker 1>that's truly for the sake of the art, right Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even love that. I don't know if they

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<v Speaker 1>were looking for somebody, I don't, I don't know anything.

0:14:38.200 --> 0:14:41.640
<v Speaker 1>I just know that, like, yeah, I was there, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>it was happening. So two months or so, you recording

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<v Speaker 1>and then I got him back in just wasn't me,

0:14:49.480 --> 0:14:53.920
<v Speaker 1>It wasn't did they were they crazy about him, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean they thought it was great, but I was.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember pulling into my driveway at the house in

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<v Speaker 1>West Hollywood and I said, called my dad and I said,

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<v Speaker 1>I am not Barbara Strikes, I am not Michael. This

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<v Speaker 1>is not me. And so I had to go and say, like,

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<v Speaker 1>this isn't me. You went and told David Foster, and

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I can't say that. Other guy saying, Berto, Katika,

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<v Speaker 1>you wouldn't told them when you literally and you have

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<v Speaker 1>nothing else going on, right, nothing, nothing, nothing like I

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<v Speaker 1>was serving at Master of Steakhouse in Beverly Hills. But

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<v Speaker 1>you wouldn't turn down, you said, I politefully decline. Well,

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't say like that. I was bawling, crying, like

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<v Speaker 1>how crazy and I this and and I just love

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<v Speaker 1>you guys so much, but you know, like literally, but

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<v Speaker 1>how crazy that you knew we're gonna have some on

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<v Speaker 1>that note, cheers cheers to you. But how crazy that

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<v Speaker 1>you knew to stand up for your sound at that point.

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<v Speaker 1>Because break this down, because this is a trip that

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<v Speaker 1>happens a lot of people. Yeah, get hooked up with

0:15:58.600 --> 0:16:02.520
<v Speaker 1>really powerful people and then they change their whole vibe.

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<v Speaker 1>They changes are sound. They change everything, and they're usually

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<v Speaker 1>the person is so young and green, like I was green,

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<v Speaker 1>and they're like, okay, well shoot, if they say to

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<v Speaker 1>do it, then I just need to do it because

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<v Speaker 1>this is my only shot. But not you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>just also know that they kind of like and this

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<v Speaker 1>is nothing because I am still I don't talk to

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not close to David Foster at all, um, and

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<v Speaker 1>not because any bad blood, just but different ways in

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<v Speaker 1>different ways. But I'm still close to emberto Um and

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<v Speaker 1>he's incredible. He's chile In. He has a really thick

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<v Speaker 1>um you know, Latin accent and very fiery, and he's

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<v Speaker 1>such a good looking older man. Holy mom, like salt

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<v Speaker 1>and pepper. You're like, okay, um. But there was a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit of times, like when I was in the studios,

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<v Speaker 1>like can you clear up your rasp a little bit?

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<v Speaker 1>Can you? So it was they wanted to slick me

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit, which is what they do and it's

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful and it's amazing, but like I'm refined, I'm not slick,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I don't want to be. I don't want

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<v Speaker 1>to be slick, you know. Um. But it didn't in

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<v Speaker 1>there and they said, what do you want to do,

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<v Speaker 1>And I said, I want to go to Nashville. I

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<v Speaker 1>think you know, how did you know you want to go?

0:17:10.280 --> 0:17:13.600
<v Speaker 1>I don't know why. Well, because my dad's a cowboy.

0:17:13.880 --> 0:17:16.840
<v Speaker 1>He's a professional team rooper, so he like, I was

0:17:16.960 --> 0:17:20.359
<v Speaker 1>raised country. You know, I can ride you know, barrow

0:17:20.440 --> 0:17:22.280
<v Speaker 1>rays like my dad's been in the road. Country girl,

0:17:22.680 --> 0:17:25.840
<v Speaker 1>I mean, yeah from California. You know the West is wild.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you feel like you are could be the new

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<v Speaker 1>Tanya Tucker but with a huge range like she obviously

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<v Speaker 1>you got Tanna Hast, but she has that Do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like you who would be your inspiration of country

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<v Speaker 1>us because you have such a huge range? Though that

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<v Speaker 1>do I do? It's speaking. I was trained to opera

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<v Speaker 1>in Santa Barbara, so that's why I learned to really

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<v Speaker 1>do that. Um jeez. I always say that if Pink

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<v Speaker 1>and Shania Twain could have had a baby, that would

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<v Speaker 1>be me. Mike. You know, I is sassy, but she's

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<v Speaker 1>really refined and really sweet, you know what I mean

0:18:03.960 --> 0:18:07.200
<v Speaker 1>that you can swallow it. And Pink is a heck

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<v Speaker 1>of a singer and she's just kind of like a boy,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. But then she can tear

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<v Speaker 1>your heart out with a ballad. And so if I

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<v Speaker 1>could put those two together when you say kind of

0:18:19.080 --> 0:18:20.800
<v Speaker 1>like a boy, just mean like she just has that

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<v Speaker 1>energy where she's an unapologetic yeah and just and she's

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<v Speaker 1>not she's not really like soft and so womanly. She's

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful and she stands for being a woman and um,

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<v Speaker 1>that's awesome. But she and I like the way that

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<v Speaker 1>she kind of like puts her middle finger to certain situations.

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<v Speaker 1>She does it very smart. It never sounds angry to me.

0:18:42.560 --> 0:18:44.960
<v Speaker 1>It sounds like I would have said that, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>like you in your hand tonight, like stop buying me drinks?

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<v Speaker 1>You're going home alone? You know who would have thought

0:18:49.480 --> 0:18:51.840
<v Speaker 1>you in your hand tonight? You know? Do you know

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<v Speaker 1>what I mean? She says things very smartly and she

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't care trying smartly. That's a word, it is smartly

0:19:00.400 --> 0:19:02.960
<v Speaker 1>and she but she's getting her point across. She's like, listen, yeah,

0:19:03.000 --> 0:19:04.960
<v Speaker 1>I don't yeah, like I can buy my own drink

0:19:05.119 --> 0:19:07.440
<v Speaker 1>and you're going home with your hand because yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not looking to get yeah, you know what I mean? Like,

0:19:10.000 --> 0:19:13.399
<v Speaker 1>and I love that she stands in her authority of

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<v Speaker 1>who she is, and that's that's amazing to be able

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<v Speaker 1>to do that, you know, it is amazing. Yeah. Why

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<v Speaker 1>is that especially hard for women? Do you think? I

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<v Speaker 1>hopefully you know? Um well I never thought being a

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<v Speaker 1>girl meant that I couldn't do something until I moved

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<v Speaker 1>to Nashville. Okay, break that down. UM, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I just always I mean, my dad just always was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, there's nothing could do, like you know, you

0:19:39.880 --> 0:19:42.280
<v Speaker 1>he all of his brothers had boys and I was

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<v Speaker 1>the only girl. And it was like put around the

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<v Speaker 1>horse show, go you know what I mean like that,

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<v Speaker 1>it's just you just you just go, you figure out,

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<v Speaker 1>you do it. Just it doesn't matter what happened in Nashville,

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<v Speaker 1>you know. I mean, it's just hard to get Um.

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<v Speaker 1>I think there's such a different way of thinking is

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<v Speaker 1>you know, women shouldn't have as big of a voice.

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<v Speaker 1>You can have a voice, but if it's what voice

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<v Speaker 1>is told to you to have sometimes um. And I've

0:20:08.320 --> 0:20:12.960
<v Speaker 1>been blessed to be so supported by country radio and

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<v Speaker 1>UM to get the record deal that I got. You

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<v Speaker 1>have just I got a deal straight with Sony right

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<v Speaker 1>after the David Foster thing. Yeah, well no, that was

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<v Speaker 1>I moved back to I moved to Nashville. Um, about

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<v Speaker 1>four years later I signed my deal. Um, I feel

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<v Speaker 1>like my looks were chat do they look chapter? Look great? Beautiful? Awesome?

0:20:36.920 --> 0:20:40.040
<v Speaker 1>Thank you? Um. I yeah, I moved. I signed my

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<v Speaker 1>record deal when I was so Um that was four

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<v Speaker 1>years ago. Um. So I moved here four years later,

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<v Speaker 1>maybe four and a half, um, and was blessed enough

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<v Speaker 1>to get it really fast. Okay, So finish your thought

0:20:57.720 --> 0:21:00.720
<v Speaker 1>about why it was hard for women in Nashville, and

0:21:00.760 --> 0:21:04.080
<v Speaker 1>then your experienced you know, I mean I've been blessed

0:21:04.080 --> 0:21:06.800
<v Speaker 1>saying I got a deal really fast. Whatever. But you um,

0:21:06.840 --> 0:21:09.040
<v Speaker 1>it's hard. It's hard, you know, because you're on the road,

0:21:09.080 --> 0:21:10.840
<v Speaker 1>you're doing this, you're doing that, and we do have

0:21:10.920 --> 0:21:13.800
<v Speaker 1>different needs, you know. Um. And I think it's okay

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<v Speaker 1>to be a woman and be delicate, you know, it

0:21:16.359 --> 0:21:20.760
<v Speaker 1>really is okay, Um, but sometimes that's taken not okay,

0:21:20.760 --> 0:21:23.120
<v Speaker 1>it's it's more of a burden. You know. It's easier,

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<v Speaker 1>excuse me, it's easier to have you know, the guy

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<v Speaker 1>that throws on the baseball cap and the T shirt

0:21:28.119 --> 0:21:30.360
<v Speaker 1>and roll out. Well, we can't do that. So I'm

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<v Speaker 1>up at four o'clock in the morning, but on my

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<v Speaker 1>lashes but niket sealer, you know whatever, because there's a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit of a different standard that's help for us,

0:21:38.800 --> 0:21:42.399
<v Speaker 1>you know, and it's easier to not have to, um,

0:21:42.520 --> 0:21:44.720
<v Speaker 1>you know, have five bags when a guy brings a

0:21:44.760 --> 0:21:46.440
<v Speaker 1>duffel bag, you know what, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>So I think sometimes we get um type casted as

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<v Speaker 1>maybe just a maintenance or a diva or something difficult,

0:21:54.720 --> 0:21:56.960
<v Speaker 1>when really you're just doing what you gotta do to

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<v Speaker 1>look great. Yeah, do your best performance is your best football? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I'm just trying to Like I think we're

0:22:02.520 --> 0:22:04.640
<v Speaker 1>all just trying to keep up, you know what I mean.

0:22:04.640 --> 0:22:06.320
<v Speaker 1>And we got a little bit more keeping up to

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<v Speaker 1>do because you know, we can't roll in with the

0:22:08.600 --> 0:22:10.240
<v Speaker 1>baseball cap, because if we do roll in with the

0:22:10.240 --> 0:22:12.679
<v Speaker 1>baseball cap, it's like we don't care, you know what

0:22:12.720 --> 0:22:14.360
<v Speaker 1>I mean. And that's not the case. But I might

0:22:14.359 --> 0:22:15.959
<v Speaker 1>ask didn't want to be up at four UM all

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<v Speaker 1>the time putting on lashes and putting this on, putting

0:22:18.440 --> 0:22:20.520
<v Speaker 1>that makes sure my hair is always like some days

0:22:21.200 --> 0:22:24.480
<v Speaker 1>I literally just want to be in a baseball cap

0:22:24.640 --> 0:22:27.160
<v Speaker 1>and tennis shoes and a T shirt. And I still

0:22:27.400 --> 0:22:30.399
<v Speaker 1>have as much passion about the song or their single

0:22:30.600 --> 0:22:33.320
<v Speaker 1>or their radio station that we're going to whatever, as

0:22:33.400 --> 0:22:36.960
<v Speaker 1>any other you know person just sometimes it just sucks.

0:22:36.960 --> 0:22:39.119
<v Speaker 1>So if there was a little bit of grace I

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<v Speaker 1>think shown uh in those situations that it's not we

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<v Speaker 1>we do we we we we we, it's a little

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<v Speaker 1>bit more work, you know. So tell me about how

0:22:49.520 --> 0:22:51.399
<v Speaker 1>you got your record or how that happened and what

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<v Speaker 1>that was like, because it was like lightning for you,

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<v Speaker 1>and right after that was the women's starting. When you

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<v Speaker 1>got your deal, right after is like right after okay,

0:23:01.400 --> 0:23:03.719
<v Speaker 1>So explain to me how your deal came about and

0:23:03.760 --> 0:23:05.800
<v Speaker 1>what that looked like for you, how I felt, and

0:23:05.800 --> 0:23:08.080
<v Speaker 1>then this women's movement that's happening, because it's kind of

0:23:08.160 --> 0:23:10.199
<v Speaker 1>huge right now. It is. It's huge, and it's a

0:23:10.400 --> 0:23:14.719
<v Speaker 1>it's a blessing. It's kind of awesome. Um. So my attorney,

0:23:14.880 --> 0:23:19.320
<v Speaker 1>Jeff Pieterman Um called Jim Katino and it was he

0:23:19.640 --> 0:23:22.720
<v Speaker 1>and R Sony Yeah, the VP A and R SONI. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Um that he had a female that you know, he

0:23:26.920 --> 0:23:29.320
<v Speaker 1>thinks that I really he really needed to hear. And

0:23:30.080 --> 0:23:33.679
<v Speaker 1>so I walked into Katino's office with my EP aready

0:23:33.720 --> 0:23:36.320
<v Speaker 1>that was really sun SONI already written because I had

0:23:36.359 --> 0:23:39.560
<v Speaker 1>been coming back and forth working with Jesse Frasier, Karrie Barlow,

0:23:39.880 --> 0:23:42.800
<v Speaker 1>and those two are huge hit makers. Jesse does like

0:23:42.840 --> 0:23:48.480
<v Speaker 1>all of Thomas rhet stuff. Carry has written every every

0:23:49.119 --> 0:23:53.080
<v Speaker 1>Sun and also Jesse runs rock Nation now that Nashville

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<v Speaker 1>um wing for Jay z Oh dang go Jesse. Yeah,

0:23:58.640 --> 0:24:01.000
<v Speaker 1>all right. He started off in wishing, Isn't that funny?

0:24:02.320 --> 0:24:05.399
<v Speaker 1>Gave me my internship, he got me started. It's crazy

0:24:05.440 --> 0:24:07.840
<v Speaker 1>how you evolve. It really you stick around. People just

0:24:07.960 --> 0:24:10.560
<v Speaker 1>evolved and if you don't give up, yes, you can't.

0:24:10.600 --> 0:24:13.080
<v Speaker 1>Cannot give up. And also I think another thing too,

0:24:13.119 --> 0:24:15.480
<v Speaker 1>it's not only about not giving up, but it's also

0:24:15.480 --> 0:24:19.960
<v Speaker 1>about maintaining a positive attitude because there are times that

0:24:20.080 --> 0:24:25.720
<v Speaker 1>I just want to punch stuff, you know, like I do,

0:24:26.640 --> 0:24:29.639
<v Speaker 1>because it's just not right. No, it's frustrating. It's like

0:24:29.720 --> 0:24:32.119
<v Speaker 1>what the heck? Like, you have all the talent, you

0:24:32.119 --> 0:24:34.280
<v Speaker 1>have the fool package, you have a song, but what

0:24:35.119 --> 0:24:37.840
<v Speaker 1>and then you see something else that makes and I'm like,

0:24:37.840 --> 0:24:40.879
<v Speaker 1>how do they make it? Yeah? But you know, I

0:24:40.920 --> 0:24:45.000
<v Speaker 1>mean everything has its time, Okay, Jesse, Jesse, you're writing them.

0:24:45.320 --> 0:24:46.879
<v Speaker 1>You've been coming back and forth to Nashville, back and

0:24:46.960 --> 0:24:51.240
<v Speaker 1>forth to Nashville. Um, I was engaged, Lord almighty, oh

0:24:51.240 --> 0:24:53.680
<v Speaker 1>my god, but you just tell me one thing about engagement.

0:24:54.359 --> 0:24:56.679
<v Speaker 1>Near death experience happened, right? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah. I

0:24:56.680 --> 0:25:00.840
<v Speaker 1>think it's for him, not for me, yea, for him crazy.

0:25:01.000 --> 0:25:06.680
<v Speaker 1>He's he was a pro snowboarder and just an adrenaline junkie.

0:25:07.080 --> 0:25:10.400
<v Speaker 1>He's good dude. He's married now. But so I came

0:25:10.520 --> 0:25:13.880
<v Speaker 1>sat with the meeting, um played like just some work

0:25:13.960 --> 0:25:19.800
<v Speaker 1>tapes and like fumbled around on the guitar and Katino said, um,

0:25:20.000 --> 0:25:23.040
<v Speaker 1>I want to sign you to Sony just like that.

0:25:23.040 --> 0:25:25.359
<v Speaker 1>That's what dreas are made of. Shoot, I mean this

0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:27.520
<v Speaker 1>voice you have is something else. Just to get that

0:25:27.720 --> 0:25:32.040
<v Speaker 1>to get signed on the spot. But Leah, honestly, to

0:25:32.320 --> 0:25:36.600
<v Speaker 1>have to get signed on the spot, that does not happen.

0:25:37.080 --> 0:25:40.120
<v Speaker 1>Even when people get signed. It's like courting many meetings,

0:25:40.200 --> 0:25:42.680
<v Speaker 1>many showcases, and then it gets signed. To get sign

0:25:42.680 --> 0:25:44.960
<v Speaker 1>on the spot, your voice is something else. Thank you?

0:25:45.160 --> 0:25:48.240
<v Speaker 1>So were you like? Well, I I said, are you

0:25:48.320 --> 0:25:53.360
<v Speaker 1>eff and kidding? You? Did? I did? I just said,

0:25:53.359 --> 0:25:56.720
<v Speaker 1>are you eving kidding me? And he was like no,

0:25:57.000 --> 0:25:59.240
<v Speaker 1>is that something that you know you think you would

0:25:59.280 --> 0:26:03.119
<v Speaker 1>want to do? And I would is like, yeah, so

0:26:03.280 --> 0:26:06.879
<v Speaker 1>I'm not kidding. So then, um, it really happened. It

0:26:06.960 --> 0:26:10.399
<v Speaker 1>was really crazy. Um so then hey, I mean I

0:26:10.440 --> 0:26:12.560
<v Speaker 1>cannot even believe that happened to you. Yeah. So then

0:26:12.600 --> 0:26:14.440
<v Speaker 1>we were I was the quickest signing to Sony in

0:26:14.480 --> 0:26:19.000
<v Speaker 1>twelve years. Wow. Yeah that was the quickest one years.

0:26:19.119 --> 0:26:21.640
<v Speaker 1>I didn't ask, I didn't care. I was like, take

0:26:21.720 --> 0:26:25.520
<v Speaker 1>the title, will take the title. I got it. Um

0:26:25.600 --> 0:26:28.960
<v Speaker 1>And then uh so then we went in to start

0:26:29.040 --> 0:26:32.119
<v Speaker 1>making a record and Jesse Fraser came and Carrie Barlow

0:26:32.240 --> 0:26:34.760
<v Speaker 1>came and, um, you write the whole album. You've already

0:26:34.760 --> 0:26:37.320
<v Speaker 1>written it basically. Well, we we cut twelve songs and

0:26:37.359 --> 0:26:40.560
<v Speaker 1>then just an EP came out, but you know how

0:26:40.600 --> 0:26:44.800
<v Speaker 1>that goes like five to six five. Um, so we

0:26:44.840 --> 0:26:47.200
<v Speaker 1>did that. But like when we were in the studio

0:26:48.600 --> 0:26:51.760
<v Speaker 1>because like the songs were coming out so good, and

0:26:51.800 --> 0:26:54.840
<v Speaker 1>there was such an amazing buzz about me, which is

0:26:54.840 --> 0:26:56.840
<v Speaker 1>like such a blessing. Yeah, you came in town with

0:26:56.880 --> 0:27:01.480
<v Speaker 1>a big, big, big buzz. Yeah. Um that to they,

0:27:01.520 --> 0:27:03.640
<v Speaker 1>A'm not kidding. We were in the Studo just cutting

0:27:03.760 --> 0:27:07.280
<v Speaker 1>demos and Katino said, because there's three labels Understny, there's

0:27:07.320 --> 0:27:10.440
<v Speaker 1>Columbia r C in Arista. So I was not assigned

0:27:10.480 --> 0:27:12.840
<v Speaker 1>to a label yet. Okay, so I was just signed

0:27:12.840 --> 0:27:18.080
<v Speaker 1>to Sony, but I hadn't been placed into like my chambers.

0:27:18.160 --> 0:27:20.679
<v Speaker 1>And for all those people listening, the three different labels

0:27:20.680 --> 0:27:23.440
<v Speaker 1>means that there's a head label, head guy who runs

0:27:23.480 --> 0:27:26.600
<v Speaker 1>all three labels. But then each individual label has label

0:27:26.600 --> 0:27:29.640
<v Speaker 1>has his own president, its own product motion staff, its

0:27:29.640 --> 0:27:33.520
<v Speaker 1>own team. So there's three different teams under Sony. So

0:27:33.560 --> 0:27:35.800
<v Speaker 1>if you're on Arista, then you really it's a totally

0:27:35.840 --> 0:27:39.280
<v Speaker 1>different experience than if you're on Columbia, but they're all Sony.

0:27:39.400 --> 0:27:43.560
<v Speaker 1>Just for someone else who wouldn't know exactly. Yeah, I'm

0:27:43.640 --> 0:27:46.880
<v Speaker 1>just recording. I'm just like, holy crap, this is crazy.

0:27:47.600 --> 0:27:52.040
<v Speaker 1>Um so we're doing that and then um literally Katino

0:27:52.119 --> 0:27:56.360
<v Speaker 1>gets a phone call and he says, um, well, we're

0:27:56.440 --> 0:28:00.439
<v Speaker 1>upgrading these two masters and we're making a record. And

0:28:00.640 --> 0:28:05.560
<v Speaker 1>all of us were like, what what the master means?

0:28:05.600 --> 0:28:08.000
<v Speaker 1>It's like quality to go on an album, Like, it's

0:28:08.000 --> 0:28:11.720
<v Speaker 1>album quality. So you're like, oh my gosh. Yeah, And

0:28:11.760 --> 0:28:15.680
<v Speaker 1>I can't forget to mention Rusty Gaston and this music.

0:28:16.359 --> 0:28:19.600
<v Speaker 1>He's He's incredible positivity for days. Oh my God one

0:28:19.640 --> 0:28:22.240
<v Speaker 1>of my biggest champions. I wrote for him in this

0:28:22.320 --> 0:28:25.639
<v Speaker 1>music for three years. Um, and he was such a

0:28:25.720 --> 0:28:28.480
<v Speaker 1>champion and such a song guy that I'm so grateful

0:28:28.560 --> 0:28:30.679
<v Speaker 1>that I had him in my corner during this time.

0:28:30.720 --> 0:28:33.240
<v Speaker 1>And I still talked to him like, hey, rest, like

0:28:33.560 --> 0:28:35.159
<v Speaker 1>what do you think about that? It's like what do

0:28:35.160 --> 0:28:37.399
<v Speaker 1>you think? You know? So? Um, But anyways, we were

0:28:37.440 --> 0:28:39.640
<v Speaker 1>in there and Rusty was there, and Jesse and Carry

0:28:39.640 --> 0:28:44.320
<v Speaker 1>and Jim Katino and um we were Magan a record

0:28:44.880 --> 0:28:47.440
<v Speaker 1>and so we did it. And literally I was already

0:28:47.480 --> 0:28:50.440
<v Speaker 1>on radio tour, you guys, and I had not even

0:28:50.600 --> 0:28:54.600
<v Speaker 1>signed the dotted line. Why was it happening so fast?

0:28:55.000 --> 0:28:58.680
<v Speaker 1>Usually gift to wait forever? The music was, I don't know.

0:28:59.520 --> 0:29:02.960
<v Speaker 1>She said it would all line up. It was Jesus okay,

0:29:02.960 --> 0:29:05.760
<v Speaker 1>So what what happened? So now you're on radio tour

0:29:06.240 --> 0:29:08.640
<v Speaker 1>radio tours, wing across the country, talking to every radio station,

0:29:08.720 --> 0:29:11.720
<v Speaker 1>every every like I didn't even know there was this

0:29:11.840 --> 0:29:14.920
<v Speaker 1>many radio stations, and God's greeners. It's kind of awesome

0:29:14.920 --> 0:29:16.200
<v Speaker 1>because you get to see the whole country. You could

0:29:16.200 --> 0:29:18.239
<v Speaker 1>see the whole country, and I got to meet some

0:29:18.280 --> 0:29:21.000
<v Speaker 1>really amazing radio people that I've been blessed to still

0:29:21.080 --> 0:29:25.520
<v Speaker 1>keep contact with and like, you know, really cultivate relationships

0:29:25.600 --> 0:29:28.440
<v Speaker 1>with them. Um. And you know they gave me my

0:29:28.520 --> 0:29:31.719
<v Speaker 1>first top forty single that you know, you dream of

0:29:31.760 --> 0:29:35.000
<v Speaker 1>being on the charts and that, and so that garnered

0:29:35.040 --> 0:29:37.680
<v Speaker 1>me to be able to um open for you know,

0:29:37.720 --> 0:29:40.000
<v Speaker 1>Brad Paisley, I was on the road for with him.

0:29:40.040 --> 0:29:44.400
<v Speaker 1>Would you learn seven months like almost the full year? Well? Yeah,

0:29:44.680 --> 0:29:48.680
<v Speaker 1>what do you learn from being on tours? How how

0:29:48.720 --> 0:29:50.640
<v Speaker 1>does he do life? Like? How does he do his

0:29:50.720 --> 0:29:53.480
<v Speaker 1>road life? And what did you take away? Yeah? Well

0:29:54.200 --> 0:29:56.840
<v Speaker 1>what I learned from Brad is um, how to treat

0:29:56.880 --> 0:29:59.400
<v Speaker 1>your opening acts? How does he treat you? Oh gosh,

0:30:00.000 --> 0:30:02.680
<v Speaker 1>way he treats people is you know, we had run

0:30:02.680 --> 0:30:06.360
<v Speaker 1>of the whole stage. Um, we could use the big screens.

0:30:06.760 --> 0:30:09.520
<v Speaker 1>It's like he basically allowed us to put our best

0:30:09.520 --> 0:30:14.160
<v Speaker 1>foot forward. Um, and which in turn makes his show better,

0:30:14.280 --> 0:30:17.040
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. But sometimes people don't want

0:30:17.080 --> 0:30:19.320
<v Speaker 1>the opening act to be just as good or better

0:30:19.520 --> 0:30:23.680
<v Speaker 1>or whatever, you know what I mean. And the opening

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:28.520
<v Speaker 1>exactly exactly and he literally I mean, we had I

0:30:28.600 --> 0:30:32.080
<v Speaker 1>mean full stage, all the you know things in the back.

0:30:32.160 --> 0:30:34.480
<v Speaker 1>We were allowed to put big banners of our names

0:30:35.040 --> 0:30:38.600
<v Speaker 1>UM that and he you know, had amazing caterine. His

0:30:38.760 --> 0:30:40.920
<v Speaker 1>staff was always like, what can we do, how can

0:30:41.000 --> 0:30:43.840
<v Speaker 1>we help you? What's this? What's that? Um? You know

0:30:43.960 --> 0:30:46.160
<v Speaker 1>you're wanted and let you know that you were wanted

0:30:46.240 --> 0:30:49.680
<v Speaker 1>and welcome. UM. And then he did really cool things

0:30:49.720 --> 0:30:53.160
<v Speaker 1>for us, like he um rented out a go kart

0:30:53.760 --> 0:30:56.120
<v Speaker 1>thing for all of us and had it catered and

0:30:56.200 --> 0:30:59.480
<v Speaker 1>so we just after playing we read road go carts

0:30:59.520 --> 0:31:03.840
<v Speaker 1>until five they am you know with him, he U

0:31:04.040 --> 0:31:06.840
<v Speaker 1>renting out a whole movie theater for us and it

0:31:06.960 --> 0:31:08.680
<v Speaker 1>was just sets and paid for everything. Like we just

0:31:08.760 --> 0:31:10.680
<v Speaker 1>walked up to the place and they just gave us

0:31:10.720 --> 0:31:13.040
<v Speaker 1>our whatever snack we wanted. He just wanted it to

0:31:13.040 --> 0:31:15.400
<v Speaker 1>feel like a family. Yeah. And the coolest thing that

0:31:15.440 --> 0:31:18.720
<v Speaker 1>he did um the last night, the last day of

0:31:18.760 --> 0:31:22.480
<v Speaker 1>the tour, UM, they all said, you know youve got

0:31:22.480 --> 0:31:25.800
<v Speaker 1>to get on somewheread Brad's bus. Um. I rode Randy's

0:31:25.840 --> 0:31:28.320
<v Speaker 1>bus because I was with Randy Houser and Charlie Worsham

0:31:28.560 --> 0:31:34.320
<v Speaker 1>where the other It was so much fun, so much fun, UM.

0:31:34.560 --> 0:31:37.400
<v Speaker 1>And we were able to go and see Air Force

0:31:37.480 --> 0:31:42.560
<v Speaker 1>one and literally walk the plane and see where the

0:31:42.600 --> 0:31:48.400
<v Speaker 1>president sleeps and like all these different things happen. Brad, Brad,

0:31:48.920 --> 0:31:51.520
<v Speaker 1>when you're Brad bas the sky is open. His friends

0:31:51.560 --> 0:31:53.680
<v Speaker 1>with the president. Yeah, because he had just went I

0:31:53.760 --> 0:31:56.440
<v Speaker 1>think it was Obama, um that he had just went

0:31:56.480 --> 0:32:03.040
<v Speaker 1>with Obama to Afghanistan. Yeah, a force one. Oh my gosh. Yeah. Okay,

0:32:03.040 --> 0:32:06.040
<v Speaker 1>so you have this amazing tour singles. Everyone's excited about you.

0:32:06.120 --> 0:32:09.680
<v Speaker 1>You'reing what happens because then my ask got dropped? But

0:32:09.920 --> 0:32:13.640
<v Speaker 1>how did that happen? Because you could hear the biggesod pity?

0:32:14.120 --> 0:32:16.320
<v Speaker 1>How could it go from that to getting dropped? Well?

0:32:16.920 --> 0:32:20.400
<v Speaker 1>How trying to figure it out now? And how do

0:32:20.440 --> 0:32:24.160
<v Speaker 1>you process? Lord? Lots of lots of How'm gonna be? Okay?

0:32:24.640 --> 0:32:28.280
<v Speaker 1>And therapy, lots of one lots of Okay, just take

0:32:28.320 --> 0:32:30.880
<v Speaker 1>a deep breath, just go to the jam journey. This

0:32:30.920 --> 0:32:33.760
<v Speaker 1>is part of my journey. Okay. I'm going to accept

0:32:33.880 --> 0:32:35.680
<v Speaker 1>this and I'm going to you know, turn it into

0:32:35.720 --> 0:32:40.200
<v Speaker 1>a positive. Remember Land, there's there's a blessing. Yeah, I swear,

0:32:40.360 --> 0:32:44.240
<v Speaker 1>I swear there's a blessing. Yeah, yeah, it's true. It's true.

0:32:44.520 --> 0:32:49.239
<v Speaker 1>You know what happened and what happened? What did you do? Well?

0:32:49.280 --> 0:32:51.400
<v Speaker 1>I was only signed for eight months, but it was

0:32:51.400 --> 0:32:53.600
<v Speaker 1>a huge sign. It's like, oh, it's crazy, we're so

0:32:53.640 --> 0:32:57.200
<v Speaker 1>excited about you, we can't sign you fast enough. Sign yeah. Um.

0:32:57.600 --> 0:33:00.880
<v Speaker 1>And then Gary Overton, who was the president of the

0:33:00.960 --> 0:33:04.880
<v Speaker 1>Nashville office, Uh, he got let go. So it was

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:08.640
<v Speaker 1>a regime change that is, oh you got you got

0:33:08.640 --> 0:33:11.840
<v Speaker 1>caught change. So he don't realize that can really affect

0:33:11.840 --> 0:33:14.920
<v Speaker 1>an artist's fate. Oh my god. Well they wanted to,

0:33:15.120 --> 0:33:20.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, keep me, um, but the next person doesn't

0:33:20.160 --> 0:33:22.240
<v Speaker 1>believe in you in the same way, and you lose

0:33:22.240 --> 0:33:24.160
<v Speaker 1>your champion. It's just a different song. And that's what

0:33:24.240 --> 0:33:26.680
<v Speaker 1>Katino said. He sat me down. He said, nothing's coming

0:33:26.680 --> 0:33:30.360
<v Speaker 1>out on you for twenty six weeks maybe. But before

0:33:30.440 --> 0:33:32.480
<v Speaker 1>they were like, couldn't get you because they didn't have

0:33:32.520 --> 0:33:34.760
<v Speaker 1>a president. He was like, we don't have a president. Um,

0:33:34.800 --> 0:33:37.320
<v Speaker 1>I think they didn't have a president for almost eight months. Okay.

0:33:37.320 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 1>So Jim was going to act fast and just get

0:33:39.000 --> 0:33:40.400
<v Speaker 1>it out there because he knew that you were going

0:33:40.440 --> 0:33:42.400
<v Speaker 1>to go. So he's like, I'm taking this opportunity to

0:33:42.400 --> 0:33:44.760
<v Speaker 1>get you out there, get you out there. Um. And

0:33:44.800 --> 0:33:49.600
<v Speaker 1>then they I mean they dropped me. Sarah Evans, Jared Neman,

0:33:50.000 --> 0:33:57.640
<v Speaker 1>the Swan Brothers and somebody else all in one spoop.

0:33:58.360 --> 0:34:02.000
<v Speaker 1>How did that make you feel kind of better? Actually?

0:34:02.200 --> 0:34:05.800
<v Speaker 1>Tell me why had it gotten bad? So it was good?

0:34:05.840 --> 0:34:07.880
<v Speaker 1>How long was it good? And when did the switch happen?

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:09.799
<v Speaker 1>What did the switch feel like? And then what did

0:34:09.800 --> 0:34:12.279
<v Speaker 1>it ever? Since I got signed? There m there was

0:34:12.360 --> 0:34:15.840
<v Speaker 1>rumors that Gary was getting fired. Um, but it it

0:34:15.920 --> 0:34:18.480
<v Speaker 1>made me feel better. Not because you're happy that other

0:34:18.520 --> 0:34:21.320
<v Speaker 1>people are getting dropped, but those are some amazing artists

0:34:21.320 --> 0:34:24.080
<v Speaker 1>that I just mentioned that have had number ones and

0:34:24.200 --> 0:34:29.000
<v Speaker 1>incredible careers and still have incredible careers and are still relevant.

0:34:29.400 --> 0:34:33.400
<v Speaker 1>So to be catapult or to be um, you realize

0:34:33.440 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't about you, right, It was about this. It

0:34:35.280 --> 0:34:37.440
<v Speaker 1>was about the situation. And that's why it made me

0:34:37.480 --> 0:34:39.840
<v Speaker 1>feel better, because like, if it was just me, I

0:34:39.840 --> 0:34:42.759
<v Speaker 1>would be like, you know, like holy crap, you know,

0:34:42.840 --> 0:34:46.000
<v Speaker 1>but it wasn't. And you know, Jared's gone off to

0:34:46.000 --> 0:34:48.319
<v Speaker 1>be with Curb and staying with Love and Death, and

0:34:48.360 --> 0:34:52.279
<v Speaker 1>Sarah's just Sarah and she can you know, she's ye

0:34:52.760 --> 0:34:56.640
<v Speaker 1>with ray Lyn and Calie Shore. So um, that's why

0:34:56.680 --> 0:34:58.719
<v Speaker 1>it made me feel better that it was It wasn't

0:34:58.760 --> 0:35:02.040
<v Speaker 1>about the talent talent it or the songs or you

0:35:02.040 --> 0:35:08.040
<v Speaker 1>know that it was a situation. Yeah, so that happens

0:35:08.080 --> 0:35:10.520
<v Speaker 1>to so many artists. People just would never know. They're like,

0:35:10.560 --> 0:35:13.360
<v Speaker 1>what happened, And that's what happened a lot, that's what happened.

0:35:13.680 --> 0:35:15.480
<v Speaker 1>And so I had two choices, you know, I was

0:35:15.600 --> 0:35:18.560
<v Speaker 1>pushed off of a cliff, you know, um, and I

0:35:18.600 --> 0:35:24.839
<v Speaker 1>had two choices and that was fly or sat. And

0:35:24.920 --> 0:35:27.759
<v Speaker 1>so I just you know, there's been times that I've

0:35:28.560 --> 0:35:32.480
<v Speaker 1>had to, um take some breaks of flying because my

0:35:32.560 --> 0:35:35.319
<v Speaker 1>wings are tired, you know. And I think that's good

0:35:35.360 --> 0:35:37.120
<v Speaker 1>to realize what you need to take a break, because

0:35:37.160 --> 0:35:38.920
<v Speaker 1>if you push when you're tired, you may end up

0:35:38.960 --> 0:35:44.480
<v Speaker 1>getting something that's not You could hurt yourself or someone

0:35:44.520 --> 0:35:49.440
<v Speaker 1>else or everyone or everyone might fail if you if

0:35:49.480 --> 0:35:52.080
<v Speaker 1>you fly, you're tired, you gotta take a break. I

0:35:52.160 --> 0:35:53.920
<v Speaker 1>gotta take a break. But good for you. You know,

0:35:54.120 --> 0:35:55.719
<v Speaker 1>it seems to me that you're very good at listening

0:35:55.760 --> 0:35:59.600
<v Speaker 1>to yourself. I'm getting better. Um, I'm definitely getting better.

0:35:59.640 --> 0:36:04.400
<v Speaker 1>And this Sony experience really helps me, you know, to

0:36:04.840 --> 0:36:07.680
<v Speaker 1>really just look within. Because regardless if it was like

0:36:07.719 --> 0:36:10.239
<v Speaker 1>only the regime change or you know, it had nothing

0:36:10.280 --> 0:36:11.799
<v Speaker 1>to do with me. There's always something that you can

0:36:11.800 --> 0:36:15.120
<v Speaker 1>take from it, you know what I mean. And really,

0:36:15.239 --> 0:36:17.719
<v Speaker 1>you know, it sucks, and you have to see that

0:36:17.760 --> 0:36:20.520
<v Speaker 1>there's beauty in the breakdown. And so that's what I'm

0:36:20.600 --> 0:36:23.480
<v Speaker 1>learning to see. And you know, I have an amazing,

0:36:23.560 --> 0:36:27.799
<v Speaker 1>amazing agent, Richard Rodgers, and she kept me on the

0:36:27.880 --> 0:36:30.160
<v Speaker 1>road for the last four years, which is amazing. So

0:36:30.200 --> 0:36:32.239
<v Speaker 1>you've been playing shows. You've never stopped playing shows. This

0:36:32.280 --> 0:36:35.439
<v Speaker 1>is my first summer, this last one that um I

0:36:35.440 --> 0:36:37.839
<v Speaker 1>had haven't been on the road. So you even when

0:36:37.920 --> 0:36:44.680
<v Speaker 1>you're I had that thing, she kept me rolling figure

0:36:44.719 --> 0:36:47.080
<v Speaker 1>it out, just to not get lost in the land

0:36:47.120 --> 0:36:50.520
<v Speaker 1>of Leah up here, you know what I mean. You know,

0:36:51.040 --> 0:36:54.359
<v Speaker 1>Oh gosh, I know my land of Caroline is insane.

0:36:54.480 --> 0:36:57.600
<v Speaker 1>I have so much therapy on this head, I'm telling you, like,

0:36:57.920 --> 0:36:59.839
<v Speaker 1>and there's times, you know, I'd stay up late at

0:36:59.840 --> 0:37:01.759
<v Speaker 1>and and you can't shut your mind off, you know,

0:37:02.040 --> 0:37:04.400
<v Speaker 1>and then you sometimes can create fake stories in your said.

0:37:04.840 --> 0:37:06.759
<v Speaker 1>That's what I started to realize, Oh my god, just

0:37:06.800 --> 0:37:09.160
<v Speaker 1>because you have a thought I am. I no longer

0:37:09.200 --> 0:37:11.799
<v Speaker 1>allow myself to piece together thoughts that I've made up

0:37:12.080 --> 0:37:16.120
<v Speaker 1>unless it's true. I cannot fact unless it's fact. If

0:37:16.160 --> 0:37:19.759
<v Speaker 1>I'm just piecing together speculation, even if I have strong speculation,

0:37:19.800 --> 0:37:22.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, it's still still yes. You're still an assumption,

0:37:23.040 --> 0:37:25.520
<v Speaker 1>still an assumption. You might as well not ruin your

0:37:25.520 --> 0:37:28.960
<v Speaker 1>life by stup. It's true, it's really really true. And

0:37:29.000 --> 0:37:30.880
<v Speaker 1>so and you do you get lost in land of

0:37:30.880 --> 0:37:35.400
<v Speaker 1>what if? You know? And that's the word different. You

0:37:35.400 --> 0:37:37.800
<v Speaker 1>know what this would have changed? To this change? I

0:37:37.840 --> 0:37:40.919
<v Speaker 1>would have done this, And it's like, you can't, you can't.

0:37:40.920 --> 0:37:43.240
<v Speaker 1>You have to iron curtain the past. You you can't

0:37:43.280 --> 0:37:46.120
<v Speaker 1>do anything. I mean you can. You can't change what

0:37:46.200 --> 0:37:48.479
<v Speaker 1>you didn't do, but you can change it now here.

0:37:48.520 --> 0:37:51.080
<v Speaker 1>So learn the lesson and then don't keep you know,

0:37:51.360 --> 0:37:53.719
<v Speaker 1>don't punish yourself. Don't keep punishing yourself. You know what

0:37:53.760 --> 0:37:55.600
<v Speaker 1>I mean? And what did have you learned? And what

0:37:55.600 --> 0:37:57.880
<v Speaker 1>did you change? Well? What did I learn and what

0:37:57.960 --> 0:38:00.840
<v Speaker 1>did I change? Because I feel like you are in

0:38:01.160 --> 0:38:04.080
<v Speaker 1>your zone right now? Maybe took a little break of flying.

0:38:04.680 --> 0:38:06.719
<v Speaker 1>What did you do when you took your break? Well

0:38:06.760 --> 0:38:09.600
<v Speaker 1>it was really cool. Um, I never stopped working, you know,

0:38:09.640 --> 0:38:12.440
<v Speaker 1>like I was always on the road. Um, I was

0:38:12.640 --> 0:38:15.359
<v Speaker 1>always you know, writing and doing things and I got,

0:38:15.400 --> 0:38:18.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, Rusty got me two outside cuts with a

0:38:18.280 --> 0:38:20.799
<v Speaker 1>Universal artist. And then a girl I think we had

0:38:20.800 --> 0:38:24.279
<v Speaker 1>like a six week number one, um gosh, what is

0:38:24.280 --> 0:38:27.960
<v Speaker 1>her name, Christy lamb Uh in Australia. She wrote a

0:38:28.000 --> 0:38:30.160
<v Speaker 1>song or cut a song of mine called bad habit

0:38:30.960 --> 0:38:33.840
<v Speaker 1>Um and was number one for six weeks. That's amazing

0:38:34.040 --> 0:38:38.960
<v Speaker 1>as pretty cool. And then this girl, Vanessa Marie Carter,

0:38:39.280 --> 0:38:41.440
<v Speaker 1>she's look her up, you guys. She's so beautiful. Oh

0:38:41.440 --> 0:38:45.520
<v Speaker 1>my god, she's so pretty. She's a Canadian artist on

0:38:45.640 --> 0:38:51.080
<v Speaker 1>Universal and Mickey Jack cones it's producing it. So she

0:38:51.239 --> 0:38:55.359
<v Speaker 1>just released this song bless my Heart. Um that it's

0:38:55.400 --> 0:39:00.200
<v Speaker 1>not a sweet song. It's like bless my heart because

0:39:00.239 --> 0:39:05.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm breaking all the rules like forgive me what I

0:39:05.200 --> 0:39:09.239
<v Speaker 1>do on Saturday, forgive me on Sunday. So and I

0:39:09.280 --> 0:39:12.240
<v Speaker 1>wrote that with Jesse and Hillary Lindsay and Carrie Barlow.

0:39:12.440 --> 0:39:14.400
<v Speaker 1>That's a dream team. Yeah. Well I actually cut it

0:39:14.440 --> 0:39:18.000
<v Speaker 1>on my EP um and then she gave it another life.

0:39:18.360 --> 0:39:22.680
<v Speaker 1>So she's so cool. Um. So I took a break

0:39:22.760 --> 0:39:26.400
<v Speaker 1>kind of out of writing about myself, um and writing

0:39:26.480 --> 0:39:30.480
<v Speaker 1>and getting in other people's skin, which was really awesome.

0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:32.920
<v Speaker 1>I needed a break. I did I did. I needed

0:39:32.920 --> 0:39:35.640
<v Speaker 1>a break from me. I needed I did. I needed

0:39:35.640 --> 0:39:38.719
<v Speaker 1>a break about talking about myself. I needed a break

0:39:38.760 --> 0:39:42.480
<v Speaker 1>about analyzing, analyzing, do I feel this? What's this? What's that?

0:39:42.960 --> 0:39:46.600
<v Speaker 1>And then I had an amazing opportunity last Christmas, not

0:39:46.760 --> 0:39:49.920
<v Speaker 1>this one, but seventeen I would think, right, this is

0:39:49.960 --> 0:39:54.040
<v Speaker 1>e don't don't don't. Okay, not this Christmas. But the

0:39:54.120 --> 0:39:57.560
<v Speaker 1>Christmas math is not my thing. I literally I'm like

0:39:57.600 --> 0:40:01.879
<v Speaker 1>what I count on my thing? Years say oh it's

0:40:01.920 --> 0:40:04.520
<v Speaker 1>so bad because we're creative, Thank goodness, that doesn't have

0:40:04.520 --> 0:40:06.719
<v Speaker 1>to be our job counting, because I would really be bad.

0:40:06.760 --> 0:40:08.960
<v Speaker 1>I would be humeless. I mean we'd be screwed. Oh

0:40:09.040 --> 0:40:13.719
<v Speaker 1>laurd I maybe, um so an amazing opportunity to um

0:40:13.960 --> 0:40:18.520
<v Speaker 1>write this actor. His name is Jeremy Renner. Who is that?

0:40:19.440 --> 0:40:23.560
<v Speaker 1>He wasn't? Have you ever seen the hurt Locker? Um,

0:40:23.800 --> 0:40:26.759
<v Speaker 1>you haven't seen the hurt Locker? You want a bunch

0:40:26.760 --> 0:40:28.719
<v Speaker 1>of I'm gonna embarrass myself. I'm so not in the

0:40:28.760 --> 0:40:31.479
<v Speaker 1>loop of what's happening in the Avengers. Okay, I haven't

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:37.880
<v Speaker 1>seen that either. At least you're honest. Anyways, he's a

0:40:37.960 --> 0:40:40.560
<v Speaker 1>very easy's like watching Golden girls like my Bed on Netflix,

0:40:40.600 --> 0:40:44.880
<v Speaker 1>and I'm like watching friends like one things that make

0:40:44.920 --> 0:40:47.560
<v Speaker 1>me feel happy. My brainds too fragile, same same thing.

0:40:47.680 --> 0:40:50.239
<v Speaker 1>I can't put seven there. I can't. Sometimes sometimes I'll

0:40:50.280 --> 0:40:53.120
<v Speaker 1>watch like a movie and then I'll have to watch

0:40:53.160 --> 0:40:56.200
<v Speaker 1>something happy. You can sleep like this is us kills me.

0:40:56.320 --> 0:41:00.720
<v Speaker 1>I can't. I can't. It's breaking my I can't this way,

0:41:00.760 --> 0:41:03.640
<v Speaker 1>but just you should start. It's really that great. That's

0:41:03.640 --> 0:41:06.600
<v Speaker 1>what everybody's saying. I'm like, alright, but it's yeah, it's

0:41:06.600 --> 0:41:11.399
<v Speaker 1>heart ranging, it's heart ranging enough, heartrenching. I'm just trying

0:41:11.400 --> 0:41:13.759
<v Speaker 1>to do with my own heart red stuff, trying to

0:41:13.760 --> 0:41:16.520
<v Speaker 1>get through today, heart raging. I'm just trying to get

0:41:16.520 --> 0:41:20.880
<v Speaker 1>through anyway. Um. So Jeremy is, you know, an acclaimed actor.

0:41:21.000 --> 0:41:25.920
<v Speaker 1>He's been um in all the Adventures, Mission Impossible, hurt Locker.

0:41:26.560 --> 0:41:29.040
<v Speaker 1>He's a big wind river. He's won um a couple

0:41:29.080 --> 0:41:32.920
<v Speaker 1>of oscars. Um. He's really yeah, he's I mean he

0:41:33.000 --> 0:41:37.480
<v Speaker 1>is an A list yeah yeah, yeah yeah. Um. So

0:41:37.560 --> 0:41:41.040
<v Speaker 1>he's this incredible singer and a friend of mine was

0:41:41.080 --> 0:41:42.759
<v Speaker 1>like saw that I was in town. It was like

0:41:42.800 --> 0:41:48.920
<v Speaker 1>managing in l a, managing his music career. And so

0:41:48.960 --> 0:41:50.719
<v Speaker 1>he was like, you know, I got this artist that

0:41:50.800 --> 0:41:52.520
<v Speaker 1>I would love for you to write with and didn't

0:41:52.560 --> 0:41:54.520
<v Speaker 1>tell us who he was, and I was like, all right, cool, Like,

0:41:54.880 --> 0:41:57.200
<v Speaker 1>So I drove up from my parents house in um

0:41:57.200 --> 0:42:02.239
<v Speaker 1>Palm Springs to l A and we sat and wed.

0:42:02.800 --> 0:42:04.880
<v Speaker 1>He wasn't even there. They didn't even tell us. I

0:42:04.920 --> 0:42:07.360
<v Speaker 1>just trust this guy because he's a pretty big manager.

0:42:08.160 --> 0:42:10.960
<v Speaker 1>And um sat down and he played us the music

0:42:11.440 --> 0:42:13.279
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh my god, who is this.

0:42:13.320 --> 0:42:16.960
<v Speaker 1>This guy's voice is insane and he said it's Jammy Renner.

0:42:17.160 --> 0:42:20.200
<v Speaker 1>I was like the actor. He said, yeah. So we

0:42:20.239 --> 0:42:24.520
<v Speaker 1>spent a week. So my girlfriend Leanna, you know Leanna crazy,

0:42:25.360 --> 0:42:29.239
<v Speaker 1>She's so fun. She's that bunch is crazy. I'll say it.

0:42:30.360 --> 0:42:35.600
<v Speaker 1>I love her. She's crazy, she's a she's a really

0:42:36.640 --> 0:42:39.359
<v Speaker 1>she's a good good agree with it anyway. So we

0:42:39.520 --> 0:42:45.799
<v Speaker 1>spent six seven months at his house in the Hills

0:42:46.000 --> 0:42:49.520
<v Speaker 1>writing his whole entire record with him. Is he single?

0:42:50.040 --> 0:42:51.840
<v Speaker 1>Did you try to date them? Two? I mean, shoot,

0:42:52.080 --> 0:42:54.719
<v Speaker 1>might as well was making one stop Shop Shop he

0:42:54.800 --> 0:42:58.600
<v Speaker 1>hit single and no, no, we did not date. We

0:42:58.640 --> 0:43:03.080
<v Speaker 1>did not date, and he was like and moving on.

0:43:03.680 --> 0:43:06.560
<v Speaker 1>We did not date at all and we did not

0:43:06.600 --> 0:43:12.120
<v Speaker 1>do any matches, dancing or anything, nothing, But I do

0:43:12.160 --> 0:43:15.320
<v Speaker 1>love him and he's become like a very very I

0:43:15.719 --> 0:43:20.080
<v Speaker 1>is it hot in here? I gotta look him up. Okay, well,

0:43:20.080 --> 0:43:23.279
<v Speaker 1>look he's really cute. Wrote his whole so I wrote

0:43:23.320 --> 0:43:26.480
<v Speaker 1>his whole album. Um, and they're just picking like the

0:43:26.520 --> 0:43:28.200
<v Speaker 1>songs to come out. I mean we, I think we

0:43:29.239 --> 0:43:31.920
<v Speaker 1>you and Leah wrote na NA I always get mixed

0:43:32.080 --> 0:43:34.120
<v Speaker 1>we and everybody gets his mixed up to me and

0:43:34.200 --> 0:43:36.160
<v Speaker 1>Leanna wrote it with him, did you all too? Well?

0:43:36.480 --> 0:43:39.600
<v Speaker 1>He wrote two of the songs UM with us, but

0:43:39.640 --> 0:43:41.640
<v Speaker 1>then he just when he met y'all, like John just

0:43:41.640 --> 0:43:44.120
<v Speaker 1>stuck with you guys as his writing team. He didn't

0:43:44.160 --> 0:43:45.799
<v Speaker 1>even try to go like I mean, he was writing

0:43:45.840 --> 0:43:49.000
<v Speaker 1>with like Diane Warren and like all these crazy people.

0:43:49.080 --> 0:43:51.680
<v Speaker 1>He could write with any anyone, anybody. But he loved

0:43:51.719 --> 0:43:54.840
<v Speaker 1>the dynamic of YouTube. Y'all have it. And that happens

0:43:54.880 --> 0:43:57.560
<v Speaker 1>sometimes though, when people get together, they formed this energy

0:43:58.160 --> 0:44:01.120
<v Speaker 1>and you can't quite explain it, but almost like marriage

0:44:01.200 --> 0:44:03.720
<v Speaker 1>or best friend, you know it is, you just connect

0:44:03.880 --> 0:44:05.960
<v Speaker 1>and for whatever reason it works, and it might not

0:44:06.080 --> 0:44:10.120
<v Speaker 1>ever be that way with anybody else, anyone, different combinations. Yeah,

0:44:10.160 --> 0:44:13.080
<v Speaker 1>I mean, I definitely do we we really we really

0:44:13.120 --> 0:44:16.880
<v Speaker 1>really really did. Um So I stayed in California for

0:44:16.920 --> 0:44:19.719
<v Speaker 1>like six eight months and um did that. So that

0:44:19.800 --> 0:44:22.160
<v Speaker 1>was really therapeutic for me as well. Probably nice to

0:44:22.160 --> 0:44:24.680
<v Speaker 1>be just working on someone else's project, but getting to

0:44:24.680 --> 0:44:28.799
<v Speaker 1>be yourself because obviously are getting really getting knowing know

0:44:28.840 --> 0:44:31.279
<v Speaker 1>each other really well, writing really real stuff well. And

0:44:31.320 --> 0:44:33.879
<v Speaker 1>it's also you could say whatever you wanted because there

0:44:33.960 --> 0:44:37.000
<v Speaker 1>is no box, and so it was really nice to

0:44:37.080 --> 0:44:40.440
<v Speaker 1>be able to and it really stretched me as an

0:44:40.560 --> 0:44:44.760
<v Speaker 1>artist of the honesty that was coming out of him um,

0:44:44.800 --> 0:44:47.080
<v Speaker 1>and it stretched me as a writer. You're like, oh, shoot,

0:44:47.160 --> 0:44:49.719
<v Speaker 1>he had a list Oscar winning actor and he's being

0:44:49.800 --> 0:44:53.560
<v Speaker 1>this honest and this raw and this real to us.

0:44:53.560 --> 0:44:55.520
<v Speaker 1>So it doesn't really even freaking know, you know. I

0:44:55.520 --> 0:44:59.640
<v Speaker 1>mean we were like instant you know, bond. But um So,

0:44:59.680 --> 0:45:02.320
<v Speaker 1>then you know, I did that and that was therapeutic

0:45:02.360 --> 0:45:03.960
<v Speaker 1>and it allowed me to get out of a box

0:45:04.000 --> 0:45:05.920
<v Speaker 1>that I didn't even realize maybe I was putting myself

0:45:05.920 --> 0:45:08.439
<v Speaker 1>in because in the national box it is a little

0:45:08.520 --> 0:45:12.719
<v Speaker 1>especially for female which I've never adhered adhered to do

0:45:12.880 --> 0:45:14.600
<v Speaker 1>and that's why you're going to be a superstar when

0:45:14.640 --> 0:45:18.200
<v Speaker 1>you never when you break through every Oh my god, yeah,

0:45:18.280 --> 0:45:20.760
<v Speaker 1>well thank you. Um and then I was going freedom.

0:45:20.840 --> 0:45:25.040
<v Speaker 1>You gave me freedom and I could rest but working.

0:45:25.080 --> 0:45:28.520
<v Speaker 1>But like I was, I was flying on somebody else's wings.

0:45:28.560 --> 0:45:30.200
<v Speaker 1>And that allows you to just and that allowed me

0:45:30.280 --> 0:45:33.279
<v Speaker 1>to chill yourself. Yeah, you're still focused, busy. I'm still

0:45:33.320 --> 0:45:36.480
<v Speaker 1>working on you know what I love and you're growing

0:45:36.600 --> 0:45:39.680
<v Speaker 1>and you're growing, you know, And um, so I did that.

0:45:39.800 --> 0:45:42.400
<v Speaker 1>And then how God works it really is. I mean,

0:45:42.440 --> 0:45:44.520
<v Speaker 1>I never thought in my life that I would have

0:45:44.760 --> 0:45:48.120
<v Speaker 1>like you know, but that's a random, huge thing that

0:45:48.160 --> 0:45:51.240
<v Speaker 1>how did you? Again, like all these things are so frank,

0:45:51.640 --> 0:45:53.600
<v Speaker 1>that is so good, Like the Lord has put such

0:45:53.719 --> 0:45:58.560
<v Speaker 1>an amazing you know, favor on my life. I you know,

0:45:58.880 --> 0:46:01.640
<v Speaker 1>I just but you say that even though you've had

0:46:01.719 --> 0:46:04.680
<v Speaker 1>huge heartbreaks, and I think that's why. But I think

0:46:04.719 --> 0:46:06.920
<v Speaker 1>that's why there is favor on your life because you

0:46:07.000 --> 0:46:09.759
<v Speaker 1>choose to see the blessing when really, I feel like

0:46:09.800 --> 0:46:11.719
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people are blessed, but they don't see

0:46:11.760 --> 0:46:14.600
<v Speaker 1>their blessings. They get stuck in their burden, and you don't.

0:46:15.120 --> 0:46:17.000
<v Speaker 1>I really and I have to attest that to my

0:46:17.040 --> 0:46:19.479
<v Speaker 1>mom and dad because it's very like my dad would

0:46:19.480 --> 0:46:24.279
<v Speaker 1>always tell me, Um, when someone tells you know, you

0:46:24.320 --> 0:46:26.680
<v Speaker 1>look at them and turn that sucker around to on

0:46:26.920 --> 0:46:29.080
<v Speaker 1>and you figure out another way to do it. And

0:46:29.880 --> 0:46:33.080
<v Speaker 1>that's always what I've done, Like, okay, you've always been

0:46:33.120 --> 0:46:35.920
<v Speaker 1>like I've always been like, oh you said no, you

0:46:36.040 --> 0:46:38.640
<v Speaker 1>just turn it on. Cool. I see you at the top, buddy,

0:46:38.880 --> 0:46:41.239
<v Speaker 1>and figure out, like I will climb over a while.

0:46:41.400 --> 0:46:45.120
<v Speaker 1>I would suck myself in again, you know what I mean, Like,

0:46:45.520 --> 0:46:47.200
<v Speaker 1>I'll figure out how to get there, you know what

0:46:47.239 --> 0:46:50.759
<v Speaker 1>I mean. Yeah, that's what he's always said to me.

0:46:50.840 --> 0:46:53.480
<v Speaker 1>Like someone tells you know you you turn it around

0:46:54.080 --> 0:46:56.160
<v Speaker 1>and flip it on, and that means you have just

0:46:56.200 --> 0:46:59.680
<v Speaker 1>turned me on, not in that word no, but like

0:47:00.200 --> 0:47:03.759
<v Speaker 1>you flick the switch and I'm gonna show you why.

0:47:03.800 --> 0:47:06.560
<v Speaker 1>And that's why I think, like, um, I even I

0:47:06.680 --> 0:47:09.920
<v Speaker 1>remember resting when when I got dropped and he said, Okay,

0:47:10.400 --> 0:47:12.279
<v Speaker 1>you need to mourn this and you need to take

0:47:12.280 --> 0:47:14.640
<v Speaker 1>a break and blah blah blah blah, and I was like,

0:47:14.760 --> 0:47:17.440
<v Speaker 1>mmmm right, And I told my mom. She was like,

0:47:18.120 --> 0:47:20.360
<v Speaker 1>you are not gonna mourn and take your break. You

0:47:20.360 --> 0:47:22.040
<v Speaker 1>know your ass is gonna be on that phone, Like okay,

0:47:22.040 --> 0:47:23.440
<v Speaker 1>So what's next? Like where are we going? What are

0:47:23.440 --> 0:47:25.920
<v Speaker 1>we doing? You know? So he was like really. So

0:47:26.120 --> 0:47:29.200
<v Speaker 1>I was quiet for about a week and then I

0:47:29.239 --> 0:47:30.799
<v Speaker 1>called him and I was like, I need to keep

0:47:30.840 --> 0:47:32.680
<v Speaker 1>writing and I needed to like I just need to

0:47:32.760 --> 0:47:35.600
<v Speaker 1>keep going going, and I gotta push, you know. And

0:47:35.640 --> 0:47:38.440
<v Speaker 1>it wasn't that I couldn't handle the silence. It was

0:47:38.520 --> 0:47:40.920
<v Speaker 1>that I'm not going to crawl into a hole and

0:47:41.080 --> 0:47:43.799
<v Speaker 1>give up in a disappointment because the Lord is giving

0:47:43.840 --> 0:47:46.560
<v Speaker 1>me a gift and I've been blessed to be able

0:47:46.600 --> 0:47:50.600
<v Speaker 1>to have um success in it, you know, even though

0:47:50.640 --> 0:47:53.120
<v Speaker 1>it's hard and it's bumpy and it sucks, but you've

0:47:53.160 --> 0:47:57.959
<v Speaker 1>been given confirmation, huge confirmation along the way. Yeah, this

0:47:58.040 --> 0:47:59.640
<v Speaker 1>is your this is what you're supposed to do. I'm

0:48:00.080 --> 0:48:02.080
<v Speaker 1>God's like, I'm going to make you chisel it because

0:48:02.120 --> 0:48:05.680
<v Speaker 1>it's it's chipping away to get it. You wanted to

0:48:05.680 --> 0:48:07.879
<v Speaker 1>be a rough but you still got a chip off

0:48:08.040 --> 0:48:10.840
<v Speaker 1>some of the dirt. Absolutely get to get there, to

0:48:10.920 --> 0:48:14.040
<v Speaker 1>get there, so you've just been going to chipping. Yeah,

0:48:14.120 --> 0:48:20.120
<v Speaker 1>I'm chipping. I'm chipping away so called chip. Where you are, well,

0:48:20.200 --> 0:48:21.920
<v Speaker 1>if you're in the best place you've ever been, I

0:48:21.960 --> 0:48:26.680
<v Speaker 1>am I do I do. It's um, I just feel

0:48:26.800 --> 0:48:29.120
<v Speaker 1>like even though I don't have a record deal right now,

0:48:29.920 --> 0:48:34.239
<v Speaker 1>I don't even have a publishing deal right now, exciting,

0:48:34.360 --> 0:48:36.480
<v Speaker 1>it is exciting. It's scary, as I'll get out. But

0:48:36.520 --> 0:48:38.680
<v Speaker 1>tell me your new approach to because even though you

0:48:38.719 --> 0:48:41.080
<v Speaker 1>walk into meetings now, it's totally different, and that is

0:48:41.080 --> 0:48:43.799
<v Speaker 1>to be only a woman who has been through the

0:48:43.840 --> 0:48:46.160
<v Speaker 1>fire can have the confidence that you have, Like, tell

0:48:46.160 --> 0:48:48.200
<v Speaker 1>me what you're saying. Well, I've just been like so

0:48:48.280 --> 0:48:51.160
<v Speaker 1>for the last year, I went through a massive heartbreak

0:48:51.440 --> 0:48:55.640
<v Speaker 1>and like couldn't like shake this guy like you went

0:48:55.640 --> 0:48:57.759
<v Speaker 1>through a breakup. I just went through a breakup and

0:48:57.760 --> 0:48:59.960
<v Speaker 1>I couldn't shake them, and you know, blah bla blah blah.

0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:03.719
<v Speaker 1>So I just really now went deep inside and just

0:49:03.800 --> 0:49:07.120
<v Speaker 1>really came out with this new ep of vulnerability, but

0:49:07.280 --> 0:49:10.560
<v Speaker 1>also um, not just being vulnerable, but knowing who I am,

0:49:10.640 --> 0:49:13.200
<v Speaker 1>what I want to say, and like the pictures that

0:49:13.239 --> 0:49:15.200
<v Speaker 1>I've taken and the song. I've done it all on

0:49:15.239 --> 0:49:18.440
<v Speaker 1>my own, which is another confirmation when people are starting

0:49:18.440 --> 0:49:21.000
<v Speaker 1>to reach out and being like oh my god, this

0:49:21.040 --> 0:49:24.960
<v Speaker 1>song or this this, you know, these pictures, this is amazing,

0:49:25.080 --> 0:49:27.200
<v Speaker 1>Like this you know doing it all on your own

0:49:27.440 --> 0:49:32.080
<v Speaker 1>is letting yourself be yourself. Right. So now what I've

0:49:32.200 --> 0:49:34.840
<v Speaker 1>learned is and I kind of always have known this.

0:49:34.880 --> 0:49:36.680
<v Speaker 1>I've always known who I am as an artist and

0:49:36.719 --> 0:49:40.080
<v Speaker 1>as a person, you know what I mean. Um, sometimes

0:49:40.239 --> 0:49:42.239
<v Speaker 1>I'm so confident in who I am. It's like, is

0:49:42.280 --> 0:49:45.120
<v Speaker 1>this bitch arrogant? And I get out and I'm really not.

0:49:45.360 --> 0:49:47.520
<v Speaker 1>I just I know who I am and I standing

0:49:47.560 --> 0:49:50.800
<v Speaker 1>who I am, and and that's amazing it is. And

0:49:51.040 --> 0:49:53.760
<v Speaker 1>I get scared, and I get nervous, and I get

0:49:53.840 --> 0:49:56.960
<v Speaker 1>you know, cry at home, you know, like some mornings,

0:49:57.000 --> 0:49:58.960
<v Speaker 1>I just wake up and the other morning, and then

0:49:59.000 --> 0:50:00.960
<v Speaker 1>I'll tell you what I say the But the other morning,

0:50:01.400 --> 0:50:04.920
<v Speaker 1>my mom called and she said, what are you doing? Listen? Well,

0:50:04.960 --> 0:50:10.520
<v Speaker 1>I just got done yelling at God, telling him, telling

0:50:10.600 --> 0:50:14.239
<v Speaker 1>him you know what I expect and my expectations. And

0:50:14.280 --> 0:50:15.799
<v Speaker 1>I said, and I got so into it, Mom that

0:50:15.920 --> 0:50:23.080
<v Speaker 1>I had to apologize. She was dying. I had to say,

0:50:23.320 --> 0:50:25.800
<v Speaker 1>and lord, I mean, this is all coming from my

0:50:25.840 --> 0:50:27.719
<v Speaker 1>good place. I'm just really frustrated. So I'm sorry for

0:50:27.800 --> 0:50:32.560
<v Speaker 1>yelling at you. But this is what I want, you know, why,

0:50:33.400 --> 0:50:38.200
<v Speaker 1>you know, like I have enough character, like I'm ready. Yeah,

0:50:38.239 --> 0:50:43.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm chipped away, jeez, you know. Um. So anyways, it's true,

0:50:44.320 --> 0:50:47.480
<v Speaker 1>but um, and going through all of that stuff, I've

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:50.879
<v Speaker 1>walked in being able to say even more confident with

0:50:50.960 --> 0:50:54.120
<v Speaker 1>the the reaction that's come from this EP from people.

0:50:54.280 --> 0:50:58.000
<v Speaker 1>You know, even Jim Katino is setting up meetings on

0:50:58.040 --> 0:51:01.640
<v Speaker 1>my behalf, the guy that sigh me and let me go,

0:51:02.040 --> 0:51:04.359
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean. And we've maintained such an

0:51:04.400 --> 0:51:10.160
<v Speaker 1>incredible like Rusty and Jim Contino and Jeff Peterman, my attorney,

0:51:10.239 --> 0:51:13.359
<v Speaker 1>your team, your original They make me cry whenever like

0:51:13.400 --> 0:51:16.120
<v Speaker 1>they talk to me or I mean literally they make

0:51:16.160 --> 0:51:18.279
<v Speaker 1>me cry because I know it makes me cry. Now

0:51:18.640 --> 0:51:21.960
<v Speaker 1>from them, it's just such a place of they want

0:51:22.000 --> 0:51:24.560
<v Speaker 1>you to succeed. They they believe in me. I mean

0:51:24.600 --> 0:51:27.560
<v Speaker 1>the they all. I don't write for Resting anymore and

0:51:27.600 --> 0:51:29.920
<v Speaker 1>I don't obviously not sign of Sony, and they still

0:51:30.760 --> 0:51:32.600
<v Speaker 1>the doors open for me to say, what do you

0:51:32.600 --> 0:51:35.040
<v Speaker 1>think I should do? Well? This music? Is this what

0:51:35.520 --> 0:51:38.760
<v Speaker 1>we'll go here, We'll take you here. It's so incredible.

0:51:38.800 --> 0:51:42.160
<v Speaker 1>So that's so encouraging that now I can walk into

0:51:42.800 --> 0:51:47.040
<v Speaker 1>meetings and say, look, all I want is a team

0:51:47.080 --> 0:51:49.560
<v Speaker 1>that is going to enhance me and not try and

0:51:49.640 --> 0:51:52.200
<v Speaker 1>change me, because I know who I am, I know

0:51:52.200 --> 0:51:54.560
<v Speaker 1>what I want to say, and I got your attention

0:51:55.080 --> 0:51:57.479
<v Speaker 1>from doing this on my own. And I'm not saying

0:51:57.480 --> 0:52:00.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm not gonna listen and I'm not gonna take wisdom,

0:52:00.200 --> 0:52:03.960
<v Speaker 1>but I need you to like, let me be me

0:52:04.280 --> 0:52:06.919
<v Speaker 1>and enhance me. Don't because if you if you can't,

0:52:06.960 --> 0:52:10.000
<v Speaker 1>and that's in any relationship, even with a husband or

0:52:10.080 --> 0:52:14.120
<v Speaker 1>friends or your boyfriend, like there should not be a change.

0:52:14.120 --> 0:52:16.560
<v Speaker 1>Of course, you make adjustments, you know what I mean.

0:52:16.719 --> 0:52:20.840
<v Speaker 1>Obviously no one knows everything to mold into remising to

0:52:20.880 --> 0:52:23.080
<v Speaker 1>get better and work together. Who worked together? But you

0:52:23.160 --> 0:52:25.200
<v Speaker 1>know your core? You know, you know your core. And

0:52:25.239 --> 0:52:27.880
<v Speaker 1>when you know your core and you find that husband

0:52:27.960 --> 0:52:31.160
<v Speaker 1>or that best friend or that partner for that team

0:52:31.239 --> 0:52:34.960
<v Speaker 1>that surrounds you and enhances you, you know. Because I

0:52:35.000 --> 0:52:37.439
<v Speaker 1>don't know everything. Shoot, I'm still trying to figure out,

0:52:37.719 --> 0:52:40.160
<v Speaker 1>you know, but I know who I am, and so

0:52:40.480 --> 0:52:42.920
<v Speaker 1>you're not going to compromise. Because if you say every

0:52:42.960 --> 0:52:45.960
<v Speaker 1>time that you have compromised, it hasn't worked. It hasn't worked,

0:52:46.040 --> 0:52:48.120
<v Speaker 1>It hasn't worked. Just um, I don't even remember how

0:52:48.200 --> 0:52:50.320
<v Speaker 1>I said it, but I mean, it's fake. It feels

0:52:50.320 --> 0:52:55.279
<v Speaker 1>fake every time mold into what someone told me, or

0:52:55.440 --> 0:52:57.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, be a little bit softer here, be a

0:52:57.160 --> 0:52:59.839
<v Speaker 1>little bit harder here, or you know, stand this way,

0:52:59.920 --> 0:53:01.960
<v Speaker 1>or you know, wear this or don't wear that, or

0:53:02.000 --> 0:53:05.799
<v Speaker 1>do this. It's always never just it's never been effortless.

0:53:06.040 --> 0:53:09.840
<v Speaker 1>And now because I didn't have anyone telling me what

0:53:09.840 --> 0:53:11.560
<v Speaker 1>to do, which I don't mind being told what to do,

0:53:12.120 --> 0:53:14.799
<v Speaker 1>but I was able to just kind of feel it

0:53:14.840 --> 0:53:17.880
<v Speaker 1>out and stand in my own that it was effortless.

0:53:17.920 --> 0:53:20.600
<v Speaker 1>And then that's when there's when it's effortless. That's when

0:53:20.600 --> 0:53:24.520
<v Speaker 1>people can react because people since desperation and they sense fake,

0:53:24.640 --> 0:53:26.880
<v Speaker 1>they sense fake, you know, and they feel it in

0:53:26.920 --> 0:53:29.880
<v Speaker 1>their gut. And that's all anybody. And that's what's so

0:53:29.920 --> 0:53:33.080
<v Speaker 1>beautiful about music and the gifts that you know, we've

0:53:33.120 --> 0:53:35.160
<v Speaker 1>been given, even you, I mean have been given. I

0:53:35.160 --> 0:53:38.279
<v Speaker 1>mean you really started music started your whole life and

0:53:38.360 --> 0:53:43.560
<v Speaker 1>you know with lipstick, um, yeah, you know, it's led

0:53:43.640 --> 0:53:45.680
<v Speaker 1>you to this, you know, and it's like you always

0:53:46.160 --> 0:53:48.800
<v Speaker 1>just look at that road and those roadblocks and whatever

0:53:48.880 --> 0:53:53.120
<v Speaker 1>that it's just gonna take you, you know somewhere somewhere else.

0:53:53.600 --> 0:53:56.440
<v Speaker 1>Lush you are non negotiable about who you are though

0:53:56.520 --> 0:53:58.920
<v Speaker 1>I have to I mean I have to be and

0:53:58.920 --> 0:54:02.319
<v Speaker 1>and if I'm if, if, if you're if you're not,

0:54:03.400 --> 0:54:06.680
<v Speaker 1>it's just it's not gonna. It may work for a second,

0:54:06.840 --> 0:54:08.640
<v Speaker 1>but it's not gonna. But it's not. It's not going

0:54:08.680 --> 0:54:12.880
<v Speaker 1>to withstand. It's not classic, it's not you know. And

0:54:12.920 --> 0:54:15.879
<v Speaker 1>it was just really awesome to be able to just

0:54:16.680 --> 0:54:19.480
<v Speaker 1>say screw, I'm gonna put your going to walk away

0:54:19.520 --> 0:54:21.040
<v Speaker 1>from a record deal. If someone says I want to

0:54:21.040 --> 0:54:22.960
<v Speaker 1>sign you but you needed this, you're willing to say

0:54:23.760 --> 0:54:26.160
<v Speaker 1>I can't. But because I can't, And not that Sony

0:54:26.239 --> 0:54:29.839
<v Speaker 1>tried to change me or anything yet I didn't, you know,

0:54:29.920 --> 0:54:32.480
<v Speaker 1>maybe maybe not. I mean, I'm still sassy as I'll

0:54:32.480 --> 0:54:34.360
<v Speaker 1>get out with that whole record. I mean that is

0:54:34.440 --> 0:54:37.120
<v Speaker 1>all still there, But um, I feel like it's a

0:54:37.120 --> 0:54:39.640
<v Speaker 1>little bit more refined. Um. I feel like it's a

0:54:39.640 --> 0:54:43.640
<v Speaker 1>little bit more articulated. UM. And I learned in the

0:54:43.760 --> 0:54:47.840
<v Speaker 1>last year. Um, you know, because everyone thinks I'm a badass,

0:54:47.880 --> 0:54:51.120
<v Speaker 1>and I am a bad as I am a badass,

0:54:51.160 --> 0:54:54.400
<v Speaker 1>but also the true definition of what a badasses is

0:54:54.400 --> 0:54:57.520
<v Speaker 1>being able to be vulnerable and say I am not Okay,

0:54:57.880 --> 0:55:01.720
<v Speaker 1>I need I need some help, know, And that's where

0:55:01.920 --> 0:55:05.120
<v Speaker 1>that's the part of Badasst I came to is um

0:55:05.320 --> 0:55:08.680
<v Speaker 1>seeing the beauty and the breakdown and being like, look,

0:55:09.640 --> 0:55:13.200
<v Speaker 1>I will clean your house if you help produces a

0:55:13.239 --> 0:55:17.000
<v Speaker 1>record for me. I will I will cook dinner. You know,

0:55:17.080 --> 0:55:21.160
<v Speaker 1>I will do whatever it takes. You need some you

0:55:21.200 --> 0:55:23.479
<v Speaker 1>need some help. You can't do it. You need a team.

0:55:23.560 --> 0:55:25.399
<v Speaker 1>You need I need a team. You know, you need

0:55:25.440 --> 0:55:28.160
<v Speaker 1>the right team, the right team. You need the right team.

0:55:28.200 --> 0:55:30.440
<v Speaker 1>And you know what does it say teamwork makes a

0:55:30.520 --> 0:55:33.000
<v Speaker 1>dream work? So you need the right team. And I'm

0:55:33.040 --> 0:55:36.600
<v Speaker 1>assembling that now. And the support that Nashville has still

0:55:36.600 --> 0:55:38.799
<v Speaker 1>shown me because they haven't turned their back on me,

0:55:39.320 --> 0:55:43.040
<v Speaker 1>which is really amazing, because that can happen very This

0:55:43.080 --> 0:55:45.360
<v Speaker 1>sounds very fast, like you know, once you're out, like

0:55:45.400 --> 0:55:50.120
<v Speaker 1>moving on, moving on, But they haven't, you know, because

0:55:50.160 --> 0:55:53.600
<v Speaker 1>you have something so special. Thank you. I really appreciate that.

0:55:53.640 --> 0:55:56.719
<v Speaker 1>And I'm just grateful for you know, the Lord, and

0:55:56.719 --> 0:55:59.880
<v Speaker 1>and that I'm getting a second you know, a second chance.

0:56:00.120 --> 0:56:01.880
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean that people are still taking

0:56:01.880 --> 0:56:04.560
<v Speaker 1>meetings with me and answering my phone calls and not

0:56:04.719 --> 0:56:06.719
<v Speaker 1>like you know how you know how they do right,

0:56:07.320 --> 0:56:09.759
<v Speaker 1>but you're also fearless in yourself right now, which I

0:56:09.800 --> 0:56:12.879
<v Speaker 1>think is the greatest blessing this whole journey. And if

0:56:12.920 --> 0:56:16.640
<v Speaker 1>it brought you to this, how truly Not to be cheesy,

0:56:16.680 --> 0:56:18.920
<v Speaker 1>but like what a blessing I mean it is. And

0:56:19.000 --> 0:56:22.040
<v Speaker 1>I always say being dropped from Sony was a massive blessing,

0:56:22.200 --> 0:56:26.320
<v Speaker 1>you know, because it gave me a platform um to learn.

0:56:26.480 --> 0:56:29.120
<v Speaker 1>It was, you know as boot camp and and now

0:56:29.160 --> 0:56:35.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm ready for the final round. Okay, to wrap up.

0:56:35.719 --> 0:56:39.439
<v Speaker 1>I can talk to you forever, honestly, Lea, You're so inspirational.

0:56:39.960 --> 0:56:42.439
<v Speaker 1>I'm so impressive where you are. What's your EP calls

0:56:42.440 --> 0:56:44.440
<v Speaker 1>so people can go get it. It's just self entitled

0:56:44.480 --> 0:56:49.960
<v Speaker 1>Lea Turner and it's on iTunes, Spotify, and then the

0:56:50.040 --> 0:56:54.680
<v Speaker 1>video just premiered on CMT World Premier. So Leslie Fram

0:56:54.719 --> 0:56:56.560
<v Speaker 1>has been like, what's your single? Oh my god, it's

0:56:56.560 --> 0:56:59.439
<v Speaker 1>so amazing, Sleep you off, Sleep you off. Leslie Fram,

0:56:59.440 --> 0:57:02.120
<v Speaker 1>who runsing has the biggest advocate for women. Oh my god,

0:57:02.160 --> 0:57:04.600
<v Speaker 1>she's insane. She's insane. So yeah, that's it. And then

0:57:04.600 --> 0:57:07.120
<v Speaker 1>I have a show at the basement um like an

0:57:07.120 --> 0:57:10.840
<v Speaker 1>EP release, which is really scary because I'm doing it

0:57:10.880 --> 0:57:16.000
<v Speaker 1>out by myself. It's gonna be. But the basement January fifteen,

0:57:16.080 --> 0:57:21.760
<v Speaker 1>six o'clock, not January February, February February. There's those numbers,

0:57:22.200 --> 0:57:25.360
<v Speaker 1>you know. So the day after BALI February fifteen, Basement East,

0:57:26.040 --> 0:57:30.080
<v Speaker 1>Basic basement, because I wanted to feel that intimate. Yes,

0:57:30.080 --> 0:57:34.320
<v Speaker 1>it just felt really good to intimate, vulnerable, the basement, intimate.

0:57:34.680 --> 0:57:37.080
<v Speaker 1>Leah is letting it all hang out, yeah, but still

0:57:37.080 --> 0:57:40.360
<v Speaker 1>being brave. You know, there's bravery in being intimate. So anyways,

0:57:40.520 --> 0:57:44.000
<v Speaker 1>being being intimate is the most brave thing it is.

0:57:44.240 --> 0:57:46.480
<v Speaker 1>It's scary as hell, though, but it's gonna be. This

0:57:46.520 --> 0:57:48.280
<v Speaker 1>is gonna be such an exciting year. I cannot wait

0:57:48.280 --> 0:57:50.240
<v Speaker 1>to see how it all comes together because I know

0:57:50.760 --> 0:57:53.040
<v Speaker 1>now that you have committed to yourself and you've given

0:57:53.040 --> 0:57:55.960
<v Speaker 1>it up to the higher power. You're also like picky

0:57:55.960 --> 0:57:58.640
<v Speaker 1>about who you're picking on your team, Like God is

0:57:58.640 --> 0:58:00.040
<v Speaker 1>going to symble something great for you this year. I

0:58:00.040 --> 0:58:03.080
<v Speaker 1>cannot wait not to receive it. I received it hands

0:58:03.120 --> 0:58:05.960
<v Speaker 1>in the air, but from now to the Lord's ears,

0:58:06.080 --> 0:58:08.640
<v Speaker 1>I received it. So this whole thing has been inspirational.

0:58:08.640 --> 0:58:11.400
<v Speaker 1>But I wrap every interview with leave your light. So

0:58:11.640 --> 0:58:15.360
<v Speaker 1>just leave inspiration things, something that you wish you would

0:58:15.360 --> 0:58:17.680
<v Speaker 1>have known when you were maybe that you wish you

0:58:17.680 --> 0:58:19.040
<v Speaker 1>would have known now that you just learned, or that

0:58:19.040 --> 0:58:21.400
<v Speaker 1>you told your younger self, or something you've learned about

0:58:21.400 --> 0:58:25.000
<v Speaker 1>the struggle, or just some inspiration to share with all

0:58:25.040 --> 0:58:28.240
<v Speaker 1>those people. Yeah, all y'all listening. UM, I think it's

0:58:28.280 --> 0:58:30.080
<v Speaker 1>you know, we kind of covered it, and it's really

0:58:30.160 --> 0:58:34.120
<v Speaker 1>just being a badass or somebody that goes out there

0:58:34.240 --> 0:58:37.400
<v Speaker 1>and and fights and pushes and never gives up, never

0:58:37.440 --> 0:58:41.840
<v Speaker 1>give up one but to um, it's okay to say

0:58:42.040 --> 0:58:45.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm not okay, and in that that's the most badass

0:58:45.600 --> 0:58:48.240
<v Speaker 1>thing that you can do. Um, And that's the most

0:58:48.240 --> 0:58:50.320
<v Speaker 1>brave thing that you can do, to say, you know what,

0:58:50.400 --> 0:58:53.560
<v Speaker 1>I'm scared, but I'm gonna do it because God's got

0:58:53.640 --> 0:58:56.880
<v Speaker 1>me and so I don't know, be a vulnerable badass.

0:58:57.760 --> 0:59:01.640
<v Speaker 1>Lantern dropped the vine. Oh my gosh, this is your year.

0:59:02.000 --> 0:59:04.960
<v Speaker 1>You're amazing. Thank you so much, Thank you. I appreciate it.

0:59:06.920 --> 0:59:12.040
<v Speaker 1>How freaking inspiring is Leah Turner. I am so excited

0:59:12.080 --> 0:59:14.320
<v Speaker 1>to see her future and music where she ends up.

0:59:14.400 --> 0:59:17.200
<v Speaker 1>Because she is on her path. She has figured out

0:59:17.240 --> 0:59:18.720
<v Speaker 1>who she is and this is going to be an

0:59:18.720 --> 0:59:21.760
<v Speaker 1>epic year for her. So excited, loved having her join

0:59:21.880 --> 0:59:24.520
<v Speaker 1>me and no, she just lit you up inside. You'll

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<v Speaker 1>be watching for her music. Leah Turner Everywhere two eighteen.

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<v Speaker 1>Thanks for joining, Love you guys, Peace,