WEBVTT - Underthinking lets talk about it 0:00:15.560 --> 0:00:19.439 Guys, Hello, we're doing a Zoom episode today. 0:00:20.200 --> 0:00:20.880 How far. 0:00:22.640 --> 0:00:26.560 I'm not kidding setting this up Also, everyone should know 0:00:26.640 --> 0:00:29.200 that the Queen Enya is the one who always sets 0:00:29.240 --> 0:00:32.199 up the Zoom. I have a Zoom account for this 0:00:32.240 --> 0:00:37.160 occasion only, really, and setting it up today was genuinely 0:00:37.200 --> 0:00:39.720 the hardest thing I've ever done. I felt like it 0:00:39.760 --> 0:00:42.040 was freaking me out because I'm like, damn, I am 0:00:42.080 --> 0:00:46.440 far more disconnected, like technologically than I think I'm even 0:00:46.479 --> 0:00:47.040 ready for. 0:00:47.400 --> 0:00:50.880 Like, also, I just know seeing like mine and Kai's 0:00:50.960 --> 0:00:53.279 text being like, hey, we're ready whenever you are, just 0:00:53.320 --> 0:00:55.080 like enraged you even further. 0:00:55.600 --> 0:00:58.120 No, not even enraged me, but I was like I 0:00:58.200 --> 0:01:02.840 had already like sat down and been writing it in 0:01:02.880 --> 0:01:04.679 my head. I was like, oh, I have Zoom on 0:01:04.720 --> 0:01:06.240 my computer because we do this all the time, but 0:01:06.280 --> 0:01:10.160 I forgot since I've reset my computer, I don't have Zoom. 0:01:10.600 --> 0:01:12.399 And when I looked it up on the app store, 0:01:12.840 --> 0:01:16.279 like I got really scared because when you look up Zoom, 0:01:16.319 --> 0:01:20.759 it's not just one answer, it's literally like eighteen thousand 0:01:20.840 --> 0:01:23.959 versions of like Zoom. And then I went on the 0:01:24.000 --> 0:01:26.600 website and my laptop isn't updated enough to get the 0:01:26.640 --> 0:01:28.640 new version off the app Store, so I had to 0:01:28.680 --> 0:01:31.480 go to the website to like found find it, and 0:01:31.520 --> 0:01:36.000 it was like download for Apple Silicon or something, and 0:01:36.040 --> 0:01:37.199 I was like, oh my god, am. 0:01:37.080 --> 0:01:39.919 I downloading an illegal version? Like what's happening in Apple 0:01:39.959 --> 0:01:42.080 Silicon to India? Real quick? Okay? 0:01:42.160 --> 0:01:46.680 So basically Apple decided to no longer be uh what 0:01:46.680 --> 0:01:47.520 do you call it? 0:01:47.520 --> 0:01:50.440 It's like when you, oh my god, ya, you're in 0:01:50.480 --> 0:01:53.800 your nice era for real, like you're letting Kai explain technology. 0:01:53.880 --> 0:01:56.880 No, I actually got a lot farther than the process. 0:01:56.960 --> 0:01:59.320 Smile on your face. Yeah, Dragon. 0:02:00.880 --> 0:02:02.360 Basically Apple, no. 0:02:02.520 --> 0:02:04.640 No, no, no, no stop. 0:02:05.560 --> 0:02:09.160 Hey Drew, I'm gonna like ask you to remember that 0:02:09.200 --> 0:02:11.280 you're the one who asked this man to go on 0:02:11.320 --> 0:02:15.000 this like terroristic act. And although I don't agree with 0:02:15.080 --> 0:02:19.720 this terroristic behavior, that is explaining whatever Apple Silicon means, 0:02:21.040 --> 0:02:23.040 I can be okay with the fact that, like, you 0:02:23.040 --> 0:02:25.680 know what, my friend asked for that terrorist to do that, 0:02:26.080 --> 0:02:26.520 and like. 0:02:26.960 --> 0:02:29.760 Okay, but I'm not a terrorist. I'm just talking about computers. 0:02:29.800 --> 0:02:31.320 So I mean, who said that? 0:02:32.240 --> 0:02:34.440 Okay, notice how you said I'm not a terrorist. I'm 0:02:34.520 --> 0:02:36.440 just talking about terroristic things. 0:02:36.720 --> 0:02:40.040 I'll tell you what though, I do terrorize the nay. 0:02:45.560 --> 0:02:45.680 Up. 0:02:47.040 --> 0:02:48.959 That's like a little taste that this. 0:02:48.880 --> 0:02:53.640 Is you guys fingering each other now. 0:02:53.800 --> 0:02:54.079 I think. 0:02:54.160 --> 0:02:56.720 So it's like the way we like wrap up is like. 0:02:56.880 --> 0:03:00.520 Also, guys, if you're wondering where I am, I'm in 0:03:00.560 --> 0:03:04.120 Toronto and I'm meeting with Drake, so. 0:03:06.639 --> 0:03:13.440 Damn sh it is bad and you yeah, he's me. 0:03:14.120 --> 0:03:15.119 I'm meeting Ice. 0:03:15.080 --> 0:03:18.600 Iceman, Iceman Iceman no more missed a nice man. 0:03:20.280 --> 0:03:22.519 Oh that was actually good. And you know what's crazy 0:03:22.600 --> 0:03:24.639 is that could be on one of those because he 0:03:24.760 --> 0:03:26.640 did drop three albums. 0:03:26.200 --> 0:03:29.440 Right, I'm I like, yeah, he dropped three album. 0:03:29.760 --> 0:03:32.520 Oh my god, Kaiki save your water. Wash it with 0:03:32.560 --> 0:03:32.919 the Fiji. 0:03:33.120 --> 0:03:38.280 I wanted that shirt so I wanted that shirt so bad. 0:03:38.960 --> 0:03:41.800 Oh my god, I want that shirt so bad. I 0:03:41.960 --> 0:03:43.760 literally like with I'm bringing. 0:03:43.480 --> 0:03:46.119 It home to you, baby, I'm literally bringing it home 0:03:46.160 --> 0:03:46.480 to you. 0:03:46.920 --> 0:03:49.520 My first topic that I want to talk about today 0:03:50.040 --> 0:03:56.520 is I mean, notoriously, I'm an overthinker. I overthink everything, 0:03:57.040 --> 0:04:02.119 every everything, everywhere, all out exactly, which, by the way, 0:04:02.160 --> 0:04:06.160 I predicted that movie back in twenty sixteen. But that's 0:04:06.360 --> 0:04:13.040 not a conversation for today's podcast. Uh, it's actually good 0:04:13.120 --> 0:04:15.840 of me saying everything everywhere all at once with like 0:04:16.080 --> 0:04:19.039 galaxies in different dimensions and shit clock it. 0:04:19.120 --> 0:04:22.440 But uh, I Drew, I think that's something that's been 0:04:22.600 --> 0:04:23.320 said so. 0:04:23.440 --> 0:04:26.200 Many times, but not in the context that I used to. 0:04:27.279 --> 0:04:29.760 Yeah, because you were like, okay, but there's rocks as well, 0:04:29.800 --> 0:04:30.200 hold on. 0:04:30.880 --> 0:04:33.200 And I was also like in twenty sixteen, I was 0:04:33.200 --> 0:04:35.800 like struggling with my sexuality and I was talking about it, 0:04:35.839 --> 0:04:38.400 and it was like, my parents hate me for being gay, 0:04:39.400 --> 0:04:42.520 but I like want to be with my girlfriend. But 0:04:42.520 --> 0:04:46.000 I went a relationship with my parents, so I was confusing. 0:04:47.680 --> 0:04:48.480 With your girlfriend. 0:04:49.400 --> 0:04:54.000 Yeah, I identify as gay, but the lesbian part. So 0:04:54.240 --> 0:04:56.159 I'm a lesbian me too. 0:05:00.760 --> 0:05:03.640 Are you all gonna like take advantage of that or 0:05:03.720 --> 0:05:05.560 something or just leave it out in the open? 0:05:05.680 --> 0:05:10.080 Oh? Baby, I take advantage of that. I take advantage 0:05:10.080 --> 0:05:10.279 of that. 0:05:10.360 --> 0:05:10.640 For real. 0:05:10.680 --> 0:05:12.760 How's my hair looking today? I did not look at 0:05:12.760 --> 0:05:13.000 the head. 0:05:13.040 --> 0:05:15.880 It looks good. Can you please get all I need 0:05:15.920 --> 0:05:18.480 you to obsess over something that is not your hair? 0:05:18.600 --> 0:05:18.840 Droop. 0:05:18.960 --> 0:05:22.920 Your hair has become like almost like a tick, like it. 0:05:22.960 --> 0:05:25.960 Literally is like because it was so bad for so long, 0:05:26.200 --> 0:05:27.680 like it was so ugly for so. 0:05:27.760 --> 0:05:30.160 Much Okay, how about this tonight if I write like 0:05:30.200 --> 0:05:34.479 a very like eerie short script about your hair, can 0:05:34.520 --> 0:05:36.320 you act in it? And I'll record it when I 0:05:36.360 --> 0:05:39.320 get home, because like, I have such a perception of 0:05:39.360 --> 0:05:42.240 you with your hair, to the point that Josie was like, oh, 0:05:42.680 --> 0:05:43.800 he just loves that hair. 0:05:45.480 --> 0:05:48.920 Well, you're blowing right now. I think you're in your 0:05:48.960 --> 0:05:51.680 bag the most. When you're on zoom, you look like 0:05:51.760 --> 0:06:00.359 AI almost, it's like perfect. But I was saying that 0:06:00.400 --> 0:06:07.560 I am an overthinker. I'm thinking about trying on underthinking 0:06:08.600 --> 0:06:09.720 and joining them. 0:06:10.480 --> 0:06:15.839 Being a think would you say, what being a thinking bottom? 0:06:16.000 --> 0:06:22.320 I don't know, yeah, exactly, underthinking bottom. So that's that's 0:06:22.360 --> 0:06:25.040 my big my big one. That's my big one this 0:06:25.120 --> 0:06:27.680 episode we should try on underthinking. And then this is 0:06:27.720 --> 0:06:30.640 the part where we have a conversation about it after. 0:06:31.880 --> 0:06:35.400 So ask me questions, Okay, what what brought you to 0:06:35.480 --> 0:06:39.839 this conclusion? Do you think there's a world where underthinking 0:06:39.960 --> 0:06:42.000 takes on a life of its own as a term, 0:06:42.120 --> 0:06:44.719 because if that is what, like I do. I like 0:06:44.760 --> 0:06:47.520 where you're going. But the only thing I'm feeling the 0:06:47.600 --> 0:06:51.200 need to workshop friend a friend is underthinking just doesn't 0:06:51.240 --> 0:06:56.000 sound phonetically good. But yeah, what brought you here? And 0:06:56.040 --> 0:06:56.760 why are you? Like? 0:06:56.880 --> 0:07:03.040 Yeah, panic attacks, not nightly rage in bed before I 0:07:03.080 --> 0:07:10.520 fall asleep, right right, the one to kill myself. Yeah, 0:07:10.640 --> 0:07:13.840 So I was like, oh, maybe if I'm not thinking 0:07:13.880 --> 0:07:16.440 at all, none of those things will happen anymore. 0:07:17.400 --> 0:07:25.040 Hmm. Yes, but maybe instead of thinking less, you find 0:07:25.120 --> 0:07:29.520 things to distract your hands. 0:07:29.120 --> 0:07:31.360 Like opiates. Oh my god, and you you're so fucking 0:07:31.440 --> 0:07:35.080 right like opiates. Yes, I will be taking opiates per 0:07:35.280 --> 0:07:38.600 Enya's advice just now. I will distract myself from thinking 0:07:38.840 --> 0:07:43.240 by nodding off. And yet you are a your genius. 0:07:43.240 --> 0:07:43.520 Thank you. 0:07:43.560 --> 0:07:45.960 And I was kind of like secretly like I was 0:07:46.040 --> 0:07:48.320 kind of thinking that, but I wanted someone else to 0:07:48.320 --> 0:07:50.600 tell me, so it wasn't my idea. So thank you 0:07:50.640 --> 0:07:52.760 for saying that verbatim just now. You said that. 0:07:53.760 --> 0:07:58.760 I say that, okay, God, and you just said it. 0:07:58.840 --> 0:08:00.000 You literally just said it. 0:08:00.960 --> 0:08:03.120 You said, you know, that's something i'd say to you. 0:08:03.400 --> 0:08:05.080 I would never say that to Why would you say 0:08:05.080 --> 0:08:05.520 that to me? 0:08:07.000 --> 0:08:08.000 Why is it a bad thing? 0:08:08.040 --> 0:08:08.120 For? 0:08:08.240 --> 0:08:08.800 Issue said it? 0:08:08.880 --> 0:08:13.200 Yeah, opiate addiction isn't good. That's not a good thing. Objective. 0:08:13.280 --> 0:08:15.120 I don't think you have. I don't think you have 0:08:15.240 --> 0:08:17.200 that in your path. So I'm like, yeah, you go 0:08:17.240 --> 0:08:19.960 do your fucking opiate's if you're like so like like 0:08:20.040 --> 0:08:25.200 period that works for Drew, that doesn't work. You're offended 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:27.239 that I don't think you'd spiral into addiction. 0:08:28.080 --> 0:08:32.920 I'm not offended. It's just like I I do have 0:08:33.080 --> 0:08:35.000 like a dark side to me. 0:08:35.640 --> 0:08:40.360 You know, well, Kaya famously is addicted to eating pussy. 0:08:41.679 --> 0:08:43.440 I knew it was going there. 0:08:44.840 --> 0:08:45.200 Was going on. 0:08:45.320 --> 0:08:47.920 Here's the thing. We have mentioned this and people think 0:08:47.920 --> 0:08:49.640 it's a joke, but I had to go to fucking 0:08:49.720 --> 0:08:54.520 rehab for eating for being addicted to eating both. And 0:08:54.559 --> 0:08:56.120 it was me in a circle with a bunch of 0:08:56.160 --> 0:08:59.679 eaters and we had a share, which is. 0:08:59.400 --> 0:09:01.840 Such a bad idea by the way. 0:09:01.960 --> 0:09:03.679 Yeah, it was put a. 0:09:03.600 --> 0:09:08.120 Bunch of eaters in a circle a bunch of munchers. Wait, 0:09:08.360 --> 0:09:10.320 instead of eaters, it's munchers. 0:09:11.160 --> 0:09:14.040 So essentially what you did, Kai is you went to 0:09:14.120 --> 0:09:18.040 a room full of Yeah there can be women and 0:09:18.120 --> 0:09:21.480 men in there, but you got like human centipede with 0:09:21.640 --> 0:09:25.880 them because you all had the oral fixation of giving 0:09:26.000 --> 0:09:28.600 head and you're all sat in a circle. So all 0:09:28.600 --> 0:09:31.480 of you take as Drew is insinuating is like to 0:09:31.520 --> 0:09:35.800 stand up, turnover to your right, and everyone's getting. 0:09:35.720 --> 0:09:39.280 I would say yes. However, the only change I would 0:09:39.320 --> 0:09:41.280 make is that it was more of a human our 0:09:41.480 --> 0:09:44.520 boros because I said we were in a circle, so 0:09:44.640 --> 0:09:46.920 we would eat each other. 0:09:48.400 --> 0:09:49.480 Was the Galaxy logo? 0:09:51.120 --> 0:09:52.520 Yeah, that was the Galaxy logo. 0:09:53.320 --> 0:09:54.840 And we are infinity? 0:09:55.960 --> 0:10:01.600 Yeah, oh, Drew, speaking of you predicting things, I was 0:10:01.640 --> 0:10:04.600 looking at the audio that you sent me. What is it? 0:10:05.280 --> 0:10:08.400 They're rolling down in the deep one? 0:10:08.720 --> 0:10:12.360 What you know about roll and down in the deep? Okay? 0:10:12.400 --> 0:10:13.000 I was looking for. 0:10:13.160 --> 0:10:15.880 You know, a bow roll and down in the deep? 0:10:16.280 --> 0:10:19.679 You know, but you know a bow rolling down in 0:10:19.720 --> 0:10:22.199 the deep. And when my brain goes now we can 0:10:22.240 --> 0:10:23.440 call it mental freeze. 0:10:23.480 --> 0:10:27.000 And you know how it shows your friends videos on 0:10:27.320 --> 0:10:30.520 if they've used the song. I was looking and there's 0:10:30.559 --> 0:10:33.520 a really old video of Busy and Emma in this 0:10:33.640 --> 0:10:35.920 video is from two thousand and one. Look up here, 0:10:36.960 --> 0:10:37.400 what is this? 0:10:38.800 --> 0:10:40.720 What is that? Brat? Yeah? 0:10:40.760 --> 0:10:43.520 This was two thousand and one. Brat dropped in twenty 0:10:43.600 --> 0:10:46.320 twenty four or twenty twenty one. Brad dropped in twenty 0:10:46.360 --> 0:10:46.760 twenty four. 0:10:46.840 --> 0:10:48.800 Wait hold on, let me unpin Indya. I need to 0:10:48.800 --> 0:10:49.920 see this on the big screen. 0:10:50.080 --> 0:10:51.119 Wait, I'm confused. 0:10:51.120 --> 0:10:56.440 You said crazy, that's actually crazy, that's crazy. 0:10:57.160 --> 0:10:59.160 Yeah, something about that is just not making sense. 0:11:00.440 --> 0:11:03.800 I made one mistake. I've literally made one mistake. It's 0:11:03.840 --> 0:11:04.760 it is hard being. 0:11:04.640 --> 0:11:08.559 A twenty one you mean twenty one? 0:11:09.040 --> 0:11:09.800 Oh fuck? 0:11:10.360 --> 0:11:12.720 Okay, well maybe we cut that. 0:11:12.880 --> 0:11:16.280 Okay, Well, Drew, you're not going to sell me on this. 0:11:16.559 --> 0:11:24.040 You can put it away, kai, It's okay. Yeah, dude, 0:11:24.040 --> 0:11:27.719 sometimes you literally are like an uncle with early onset amnesia, 0:11:28.160 --> 0:11:34.440 like and ANDed. Okay, So back to your underthinking theory. 0:11:35.360 --> 0:11:40.120 What does this entail other than your excuse for trying 0:11:40.160 --> 0:11:41.520 to find a reason to do an opiate. 0:11:42.679 --> 0:11:44.720 M Well, that's that's it. 0:11:46.920 --> 0:11:53.040 So the underthinking can only be done via sedation with 0:11:53.120 --> 0:11:53.600 an opiate. 0:11:53.800 --> 0:11:57.480 Yeah right, that's what you think. Well, I just think, 0:11:57.600 --> 0:12:01.840 like a majority of the population, because Trump got elected, 0:12:01.920 --> 0:12:05.000 I'm assuming they're all underthinkers. So I'm going to join them. 0:12:05.559 --> 0:12:09.760 Yeah yeah, I'm just I'm going But that's like by nature, 0:12:10.000 --> 0:12:12.800 So that's just not your nature. Well, and I also 0:12:12.840 --> 0:12:16.800 decided I'm gonna be the happy smiler. What the fuck, 0:12:17.920 --> 0:12:20.520 I'm gonna be happy and smiley all the time. 0:12:20.320 --> 0:12:25.080 Now, it doesn't really carry in your tone like and 0:12:25.160 --> 0:12:27.120 also you're not smiling right now. 0:12:27.559 --> 0:12:31.079 Well I already I already have like a tone voice, 0:12:31.520 --> 0:12:34.560 so it's it doesn't really work, but I am. 0:12:34.720 --> 0:12:36.760 Let's try to put some pep in your. 0:12:38.040 --> 0:12:41.559 Prep my step, bitch, come on, like, I'm a gay man. 0:12:41.600 --> 0:12:43.719 You don't have to mention prep to me all the fucking. 0:12:43.679 --> 0:12:46.040 No, you need to put some prep in your blood. 0:12:46.280 --> 0:12:47.920 I said pep in your step. 0:12:48.640 --> 0:12:53.080 Oh you're saying pep. Get on pep because that's the 0:12:53.120 --> 0:12:55.720 new drug that if you take within seventy two hours 0:12:55.720 --> 0:13:00.280 of hooking up with someone, it'll kill the vir is 0:13:00.320 --> 0:13:02.920 in your bloodstream. And you're saying I'm addicted to sex, 0:13:02.920 --> 0:13:04.640 and all gay guys are addicted to sex? 0:13:05.400 --> 0:13:09.840 Yes, is that not true? Let's ask the broom. 0:13:10.920 --> 0:13:13.559 I mean yeah, it's I mean it's it's so. 0:13:14.080 --> 0:13:17.200 It's so spot spot on until you or someone like 0:13:17.280 --> 0:13:21.200 me who knows way too many gay guys who are 0:13:21.240 --> 0:13:24.520 having the hardest time finding someone to have sex with. 0:13:24.640 --> 0:13:28.600 But also, granted, I do think I know the like 0:13:28.880 --> 0:13:32.360 losers top No, I know the top tier cookie of 0:13:32.440 --> 0:13:36.880 gay guys. So it's like to me, yeah, gay guys 0:13:36.920 --> 0:13:38.439 have a lot sex unless they're like. 0:13:40.120 --> 0:13:42.600 Are you saying I'm top tier cookie gay guy? Or yes? 0:13:42.920 --> 0:13:49.280 Uh okay so I get no play? Yes, wow, okay? Period? 0:13:49.559 --> 0:13:50.360 What don't you want me. 0:13:50.320 --> 0:13:54.000 To say gay people are sluts? Or no? Like really 0:13:54.080 --> 0:13:55.160 backed me into a wall? 0:13:55.360 --> 0:13:59.200 Really really uh No. I was literally I was with 0:13:59.320 --> 0:14:01.600 Barbie and Bim last night and we were talking about 0:14:01.640 --> 0:14:06.640 how gay guys are addicted to sex, and we were 0:14:06.640 --> 0:14:08.440 trying to figure out if it's like a good thing 0:14:08.640 --> 0:14:13.240 or a bad thing, because I'd rather gay guys be 0:14:13.480 --> 0:14:17.679 addicted to real life sex than to porn. But I 0:14:17.720 --> 0:14:22.320 think unfortunately, gay guys are addicted to both porn and 0:14:22.440 --> 0:14:26.280 real life sex. But then it opened up this whole 0:14:26.320 --> 0:14:29.080 other dialogue, in this whole other conversation where I was like, oh, 0:14:29.080 --> 0:14:33.920 this is really interesting because like obviously, like we've all 0:14:33.960 --> 0:14:38.240 experienced it, Like people leave a hundred nice comments, thousand 0:14:38.320 --> 0:14:40.960 nice comments, and then you read that one that's like 0:14:41.520 --> 0:14:44.000 a hate comment, and you're like, damn that fucking sucks. 0:14:44.040 --> 0:14:46.800 I really suck. Everyone hates me da da dada at all. 0:14:47.200 --> 0:14:51.560 But it's really just the loud minority. And then I 0:14:51.600 --> 0:14:57.120 was thinking about, like, oh, everyone acts like they have 0:14:57.280 --> 0:14:59.320 a lot of sex, like everyone is talking about how 0:14:59.520 --> 0:15:01.800 fucking sex they have, especially in the gay community. But 0:15:01.840 --> 0:15:03.960 then it started making me think, and I was like, actually, 0:15:04.120 --> 0:15:07.200 I think they're just allowed minority because I don't think 0:15:07.240 --> 0:15:10.800 people are having sex anymore, which is really curious and 0:15:10.840 --> 0:15:12.320 really interesting. 0:15:11.920 --> 0:15:16.400 But I mean, yeah, realistically, because even me saying, like, 0:15:16.720 --> 0:15:19.320 I know the top tier cookie in LA that doesn't 0:15:19.320 --> 0:15:22.480 get a lot of play because they are like feeling 0:15:22.560 --> 0:15:26.640 impossible to reach, if that makes sense, Like if your 0:15:26.680 --> 0:15:29.120 top tier cookie, I feel like you get approached less 0:15:29.120 --> 0:15:31.400 because people are like kind of scared of you and 0:15:31.520 --> 0:15:34.960 also just have this idea of you that like I 0:15:35.000 --> 0:15:37.280 don't think anybody sees you in a way that like 0:15:37.320 --> 0:15:41.760 feels you're not such subjectified. If you're still like dedicated 0:15:41.840 --> 0:15:45.040 to the untru thinking thing, you wouldn't have amazing thoughts 0:15:45.080 --> 0:15:45.360 like this. 0:15:45.600 --> 0:15:46.600 Have you ever thought about that? 0:15:47.320 --> 0:15:47.880 Exactly? 0:15:48.000 --> 0:15:49.800 Yeah, that's true. 0:15:50.040 --> 0:15:53.120 Like if you were in in like a comatose opiate state, 0:15:53.160 --> 0:15:56.120 we could not be having this gorgeous conversation. 0:15:57.400 --> 0:16:00.520 How do we know if we don't try, Because. 0:16:00.280 --> 0:16:03.160 I've been around people who are on opiates recently, and damn, 0:16:03.200 --> 0:16:04.840 I don't know what they're putting in them now. But 0:16:04.960 --> 0:16:05.840 like maybe they're not. 0:16:05.880 --> 0:16:09.480 There, Like they're not they're on a penzanol and shrank. 0:16:09.680 --> 0:16:12.680 And I feel like everyone who's doing that shit is 0:16:12.840 --> 0:16:16.320 literally on that because I'm like, I mean, it kind 0:16:16.320 --> 0:16:19.440 of is amazing how every time we're in a recession, 0:16:19.600 --> 0:16:22.080 opiates are just like the go too. I guess it 0:16:22.160 --> 0:16:23.479 makes sense because. 0:16:23.240 --> 0:16:28.320 It's like, see, they feel good and everything is bad, 0:16:28.480 --> 0:16:32.760 you can feel good anyways. Sorry for bringing up opiates 0:16:32.760 --> 0:16:36.760 so early in the podcast. I mean, it's what I've 0:16:36.840 --> 0:16:38.920 just been in an era where I want to relapse 0:16:38.960 --> 0:16:42.160 a little. I'm like, oh, that would be so fun. 0:16:42.720 --> 0:16:44.840 That would be fun for you for three seconds, and 0:16:44.880 --> 0:16:48.200 then you would immediately I think, even through an opiate high, 0:16:48.440 --> 0:16:51.400 have a full blown panic attack. Like I think realistically, 0:16:51.480 --> 0:16:53.720 I don't even know if you'd be able to enjoy yourself, 0:16:53.760 --> 0:16:58.760 because I, you know, me could, Yeah, I could see you. 0:16:59.320 --> 0:17:06.160 What why don't you just like, Okay, how about this 0:17:07.080 --> 0:17:10.240 find access to a single opiate and then sneak it 0:17:10.320 --> 0:17:12.879 across into a different country where you won't have access 0:17:12.920 --> 0:17:15.000 to another one, and get yourself a ticket and then 0:17:15.040 --> 0:17:17.360 you can go out into the middle of the fucking woods. 0:17:17.400 --> 0:17:20.199 Well, I was thinking about flying to the Golden Triangle 0:17:20.680 --> 0:17:24.080 and holding up in an Opiuan Din for like two 0:17:24.160 --> 0:17:28.960 weeks and then flying back home. What is that? Bitch? 0:17:29.040 --> 0:17:31.680 Okay, I can't lie though, Drew, I love you so much. 0:17:31.720 --> 0:17:39.960 But if that is a path you went down and 0:17:40.040 --> 0:17:41.200 people would be like, where's. 0:17:40.960 --> 0:17:46.280 Your Like, who the fuck is that this bitch. 0:17:46.040 --> 0:17:48.159 Don't fucking play with me. I'm not going to fucking 0:17:48.200 --> 0:17:50.840 wherever the fuck? What fuck? Where is the Golden Triangle? 0:17:52.040 --> 0:17:54.280 It's in like Vietnam? 0:17:54.280 --> 0:17:57.600 Oh bitch. Oh so the flight is that long. 0:17:59.359 --> 0:17:59.879 Con rest? 0:18:00.359 --> 0:18:03.880 Yeah, I don't pay for no would find you. I'll 0:18:03.880 --> 0:18:04.720 pay Josh. 0:18:04.920 --> 0:18:07.040 I'm like John, Oh no, Josh would get the fuck 0:18:07.720 --> 0:18:10.359 Yeah no, no, okay, fuck it. 0:18:10.440 --> 0:18:13.320 Me and Josie could go save you. It'll be like 0:18:13.320 --> 0:18:15.840 like a two thousand and eight like comedy movie that's 0:18:15.880 --> 0:18:17.360 like really actually not funny. 0:18:18.000 --> 0:18:22.560 Yeah, it actually ends up being like Trainspotting. Okay, there 0:18:22.560 --> 0:18:24.639 was something else I wanted to talk about, and. 0:18:24.920 --> 0:18:27.280 Well, the good news is no one died in that movie. 0:18:27.320 --> 0:18:32.600 So in Transpotting would see if you think about it. 0:18:34.520 --> 0:18:39.080 But I know we've talked about this before, and this 0:18:39.160 --> 0:18:41.280 is not a hot take. I've seen people talk about 0:18:41.320 --> 0:18:44.439 this a million times, but it just recently happened to me, 0:18:45.040 --> 0:18:48.520 where like I make plans to hang out with someone 0:18:48.600 --> 0:18:51.679 either like a small group of people, and it's just 0:18:51.720 --> 0:18:53.680 like a couple of us, and it's like I am 0:18:53.720 --> 0:18:56.800 comfortable hanging out with these people, and then I get 0:18:56.800 --> 0:19:02.159 there and there's eight fucking people that I did not 0:19:02.320 --> 0:19:05.480 know where a part of the plan flash banging me 0:19:06.600 --> 0:19:10.040 with new people added to the plan, or an hour 0:19:10.160 --> 0:19:12.840 before we meet up, adding people to the plan. I 0:19:12.880 --> 0:19:16.080 will not go. I will not go. I will not come, Like, 0:19:16.160 --> 0:19:18.760 do not do that to me. Do not do that 0:19:18.800 --> 0:19:21.919 to me adding people to the plan last second, Like 0:19:22.000 --> 0:19:25.919 I'm so sorry, Like, oh hell. 0:19:25.400 --> 0:19:27.840 I think for me, it depends on the case scenario. 0:19:28.280 --> 0:19:31.120 It like really does depend. But I do agree with you. 0:19:31.240 --> 0:19:34.320 In no world do I suddenly want to be meeting. 0:19:35.000 --> 0:19:38.480 I just don't want to be meeting more than I 0:19:38.520 --> 0:19:41.560 can't do more than four people new in a night 0:19:41.600 --> 0:19:44.840 because I'm like, listen, now you're all getting forgotten because 0:19:45.000 --> 0:19:48.280 too many people also, But I don't know, I kind 0:19:48.280 --> 0:19:50.600 of take to the chest like not remembering people. I 0:19:50.600 --> 0:19:55.960 feel like I'm pretty good at like forgetting. Actually that's 0:19:56.000 --> 0:19:57.320 like fucked up. Yeah, I don't want to meet that 0:19:57.359 --> 0:20:00.639 many people because I'm also like to de off about 0:20:00.640 --> 0:20:04.400 like I don't get the post social anxiety of like, uh, 0:20:04.640 --> 0:20:07.160 I hope I did a good job. I'm just like, whoa, 0:20:07.359 --> 0:20:08.320 no one here is real. 0:20:09.080 --> 0:20:12.200 This isn't real, guys, this is my room so cute. 0:20:12.640 --> 0:20:16.760 It is gorgeous. Your room makes me really jealous, Like, honestly. 0:20:16.760 --> 0:20:17.720 I don't like that part. 0:20:18.000 --> 0:20:20.240 Wait, you posted on your close friends in my room. 0:20:20.320 --> 0:20:22.240 What were you doing in my room? Whoo? 0:20:25.040 --> 0:20:27.719 I was smelling your bedding because I missed you, baby, 0:20:28.760 --> 0:20:31.879 I missed you. No, I was taking a I was 0:20:31.920 --> 0:20:36.359 around that. Yeah. And then someone asked me if I 0:20:36.440 --> 0:20:41.160 knew the choreography to Young Many New music video, and 0:20:41.200 --> 0:20:43.639 I only know like the first like fifteen seconds. So 0:20:43.760 --> 0:20:47.720 I recorded the first fifteen seconds of the choreography and 0:20:47.760 --> 0:20:50.760 the best lighting that was closest to me, and that 0:20:50.920 --> 0:20:53.199 was your room happened to be your room. And then 0:20:53.240 --> 0:20:55.760 also I was putting like a zool I've been playing 0:20:55.840 --> 0:20:57.560 in your room like it's fun up there. 0:20:58.000 --> 0:21:00.720 I love that. I love that you have been hanging 0:21:00.920 --> 0:21:04.560 upstairs with me more often. You've been leaving your dungeon. 0:21:07.200 --> 0:21:10.480 I'm about to be hermit mode two thousand and three, 0:21:10.640 --> 0:21:13.199 Like it's about to like like I'm about to like 0:21:13.280 --> 0:21:18.760 remember how I was like eighteen months ago, Yeah, twenty 0:21:18.760 --> 0:21:19.520 four months ago. 0:21:19.880 --> 0:21:23.399 No, I'm not gonna let that happen. Bro bro bro, Like, 0:21:23.440 --> 0:21:26.160 why would you live like that? You have the blessing 0:21:27.000 --> 0:21:31.680 of being able to do what you do. Go explore 0:21:31.720 --> 0:21:33.399 the world, don't hermit off? 0:21:34.200 --> 0:21:37.120 I know, I know, but there's the reasons. 0:21:37.520 --> 0:21:40.080 Ki fly back to La and get my boy at 0:21:40.080 --> 0:21:40.680 a cutwater. 0:21:42.200 --> 0:21:44.159 He can get that in La. Why do I have 0:21:44.280 --> 0:21:46.320