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Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning.

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Speaker 3: The Breakfast Club Morning, everybody is Steve j n V.

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Speaker 2: Charlamagne the guy. We are the breakfast Club. We got

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Speaker 2: a special guest in the building. Yes, indeed, brother Kevin Gates.

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Speaker 2: Welcome back, brother, Thank you for having me.

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Speaker 1: How are you feeling?

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Speaker 4: You look clean?

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Speaker 1: My brother? You do, man, I should have did this

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Speaker 1: off the hel Uh. You promised me that last time

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Speaker 1: that if I brought you, uh the book that you're

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Speaker 1: scenes your work need both of my books. Do that.

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Speaker 1: Before the inter of you over, I got you, I

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Speaker 1: got you. Why are you feeling, brother? How do I look? Amazing? Great?

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Speaker 1: And amazing? I just ran them all happy in like

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Speaker 1: six minutes before I came over here.

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Speaker 3: Really outside in the hotel, on the trimming on the tread.

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Speaker 4: Man, that's your routine in the morning. Was your morning routine?

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Speaker 1: Yoga? Just movement, I'm gonna say, just movement, moving the

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Speaker 1: body around, raising my frequency. Inside running is easier than

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Speaker 1: outside running.

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Speaker 3: Gotta deal with the elements.

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Speaker 1: I like outside running more. I don't know, it's just

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Speaker 1: when I'm outside. It's just like I like to be

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Speaker 1: going somewhere.

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Speaker 3: Twenty four degrees through outside today.

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Speaker 1: I just was outside at the Lamb truck with short

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Speaker 1: tun and for real, Like, that's cryo therapy for me.

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Speaker 1: Like when your body, when you subject your body to

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Speaker 1: cold temperatures, what it does is in order for to

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Speaker 1: stay warm your bady, to kill off all your bad selves,

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Speaker 1: all your inflammation and things of that nature. So it

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Speaker 1: was therapeutic in nature for me.

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Speaker 3: What got you into your knowing yourself and knowing your

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Speaker 3: body soul?

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Speaker 1: So?

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Speaker 3: Well, how did you get on that journey?

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Speaker 1: I used to do drugs, and drugs used to make

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Speaker 1: me feel good, and I believe that rehabits for quitters,

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Speaker 1: so I never been to reh have So now it's

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Speaker 1: like I do things that make me feel good. Working

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Speaker 1: out makes me feel good. I'm addicted to it now.

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Speaker 1: Before I work out in the morning, don't talk to me.

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Speaker 1: I'm a grouch. I'm gonna curse everybody out. Just let

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Speaker 1: me get this work out out the way and then

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Speaker 1: after that, hey, I'm good. I can be of service now.

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Speaker 5: You know the beauty of what you said. Most people

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Speaker 5: will say that about coffee. Most people will.

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Speaker 1: Say that about weed. You know what I mean. I

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Speaker 1: can't talk to you till I drink my coffee.

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Speaker 5: I can't talk to you. I smoke my cigarette a

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Speaker 5: smoke of blood. The fact you said that about.

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Speaker 1: Exercise, that's crazy that you say that those are rituals.

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Speaker 1: Like my morning ritual is working out. And that's crazy

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Speaker 1: that I got a coffee brand called ritual, like as

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Speaker 1: far as me being one of the generals, its general's ritual.

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Speaker 1: That's my coffee brand, And that's a ritual. That's one

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Speaker 1: of my rituals in the morning. I gotta have my coffee.

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Speaker 1: I gotta work out. I gotta get up in the morning,

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Speaker 1: black coffee, cold, shower, pray, stretch, workout, and then I

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Speaker 1: can be of service. But before that, don't talk to me.

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Speaker 1: I'm a grouch man. The thing I love about you too,

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Speaker 1: Kevin Man.

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Speaker 5: And when I listen to this ceremony, everything you're saying

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Speaker 5: right now reflecting the music, every like every single thing

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Speaker 5: you call it medicine music.

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Speaker 1: Talk to me about what medicine music is to you.

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Speaker 1: The music that raises your frequency Like. I used to

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Speaker 1: just play a lot of songs on Live Like because

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Speaker 1: when I'm working out in the gym, I like to

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Speaker 1: hear something positive but hard. So I got this one

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Speaker 1: song on the called The Ceremony where I'm talking to

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Speaker 1: myself and I'm like, purpose driven, I'm developing richesh you

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Speaker 1: pleasure driven, you develop adjiction, elevated and ranking. My dick

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Speaker 1: is not friendly. I would not be distracted by women

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Speaker 1: like because I and the reason I said that is

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Speaker 1: because every time you on your purpose, that's when all

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Speaker 1: don't nobody have got time for me. Like soon as

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Speaker 1: it's payday, everybody call you. They know your They just

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Speaker 1: like they got a magic PingER or a blink or

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Speaker 1: something that let them know that you just got some money,

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Speaker 1: all your energy up. That's when all the distractions come.

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Speaker 1: When you're doing you're supposed to be doing.

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Speaker 5: I want you to expound on that because that was

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Speaker 5: one of the lines I love from Ceremony, when you

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Speaker 5: said you was purpose driven over being pleasure driven. I

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Speaker 5: think we're in an era right now where everybody's pleasure driven.

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Speaker 1: Man. When you when you pleasure driven, you develop addictions.

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Speaker 1: And what I mean by that is any feeling gonna

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Speaker 1: get old to you, so you're gonna constantly be chasing

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Speaker 1: a greater feeling. That's why people have become addicted to

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Speaker 1: drugs or whatever they become addicted to. I done became

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Speaker 1: addicted to things that's gonna raise my frequencies, such as

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Speaker 1: working out, the fitness and things of that nature. So

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Speaker 1: that's what I mean by If you purpose driven, and

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Speaker 1: you stay on your purpose, like I said on one

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Speaker 1: of my other songs, if you're looking for a micro

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Speaker 1: wave blessing, it won't happen. That's right now.

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Speaker 3: You also say earlier you said you know rehab was

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Speaker 3: for quitters, So that's for quitters. My question is, so

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Speaker 3: how did you get over the drug addiction you said

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Speaker 3: you had?

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Speaker 1: Is some of those negativeddictions, you know, if you go

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Speaker 1: back to one of the old interviews on here, I

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Speaker 1: was in here drinking lean in a coffee cup. Really yeah,

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Speaker 1: I had a coffee cup with a lid on it.

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Speaker 1: I was drinking, sir in an interview. Wow, I was

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Speaker 1: a junkie when I had the habit or my body

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Speaker 1: with ache. If I didn't have it. It ain't nothing,

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Speaker 1: but heroin addiction is a disease. Yeah, of course, I

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Speaker 1: don't know why people don't look at it like that.

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Speaker 1: It was a disease. Yeah. So I replaced that habit

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Speaker 1: with another habit. I didn't just go cold Turkey. I

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Speaker 1: as I kept going and going and going, you know,

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Speaker 1: I start getting into body hacks, like if you take this,

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Speaker 1: it'll give you more energy. If you take that, it'll

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Speaker 1: make you It'll make you focus better, like saffering, it'll

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Speaker 1: make you focus. It's just like adderall if you take

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Speaker 1: a sea mass and she legit and all that. So

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Speaker 1: I just start getting in all that. If you drink

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Speaker 1: beat you that take all the sortness out of your

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Speaker 1: muscles because it's high nitrous out said. So I just

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Speaker 1: got to look in at body hacks, like what could

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Speaker 1: And it's another end of journey. It don't stop.

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Speaker 3: What was the test?

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Speaker 1: Was it a near scare?

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Speaker 3: Was it a friend of yours that was close that

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Speaker 3: almost passed?

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Speaker 1: What was the reason? Like?

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Speaker 3: No, today's all change.

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Speaker 1: I was embarrassed into working out and it was beautiful.

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Speaker 1: I was embarrassed in us getting in shape because when

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Speaker 1: I was fat and I had titties, when I would

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Speaker 1: walk in the room, I would look for the flowers

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Speaker 1: and everybody in the room and I would expound on

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Speaker 1: You're projected. I was projecting, so no one would pay

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Speaker 1: attention to me. But when I had my shirt off

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Speaker 1: at the video shoot, I'm like, yeah, I'm trap house sixy,

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Speaker 1: I'm on the block six. That was a facade. I'm

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Speaker 1: holding a baby, the baby trying to suck my titty.

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Speaker 1: Everybody looking, they laughing, but it's one of them laughs

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Speaker 1: don't know no better. He reallean, the baby really trying

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Speaker 1: it was anger, it was embarrassment, it was everything, and

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Speaker 1: suck my tea. And after that, that's what just made

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Speaker 1: I'm about to get in shape. I'm tired of being

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Speaker 1: a fast slob. And then everybody watched when I got

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Speaker 1: on the on Instagram and I said that before I'm like, God,

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Speaker 1: just make me lose all this weight today. God, I'm

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Speaker 1: tired of being a fast slob. I don't want to

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Speaker 1: be the fat rapper no more. And everybody just followed

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Speaker 1: my progress in my journey since twenty eighteen.

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Speaker 5: You really worked out, you ain't. You wasn't like an

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Speaker 5: Ozimpic gold medalist. You wasn't doing none of that right.

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Speaker 5: Ozimpic is the shot that everybody's taking now.

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Speaker 1: You know this, People that take that shot, their head

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Speaker 1: be bigger than they body. You notice that the head,

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Speaker 1: it looks like You're right, I'd be like, they head

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Speaker 1: be bigger than they body. It looked like they be disproportioned.

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Speaker 1: Even people that go get surgery, like not women, I

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Speaker 1: don't know what women be there. They be looking good

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Speaker 1: when they do it. But like a lot of the

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Speaker 1: men that I see that go get surgery, they head

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Speaker 1: be bigger than they batty, like it's disproportioned, like it's

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Speaker 1: I'd rather just be disciplined because if I cheat, my

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Speaker 1: white Cheetahs never win. I'm gonna hold myself accountable. Like

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Speaker 1: I just come off a seven day fast right before

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Speaker 1: my listening party, I ain't eating nothing for seven days,

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Speaker 1: no food at all, no food at all, so just

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Speaker 1: a liquid or just liquid. I've been longer than that, though,

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Speaker 1: but I just need to clarity, and whenever things get

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Speaker 1: too cloud for me, I just don't eat nothing. Wow.

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Speaker 5: When you say rehabits for quitters are you're not discouraging rehab,

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Speaker 5: are you? Cause some people in mind isn't strong enough

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Speaker 5: to just quit things cold turkey. Some people need to

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Speaker 5: go to rehab and have other people there to hold

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Speaker 1: Quitters. But that's the point. You want to quit the

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Speaker 1: drugs now, I'm gonna replace on healthy habits with healthy haveabit.

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Speaker 3: You know, back to what you were saying, a lot

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Speaker 5: Was that person right, the person who told you things

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Speaker 1: Look at me for the moment I'm talking about In

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Speaker 5: We don't talk about the inspiration that women can provide

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Speaker 1: I come out the shirt, I love to come off

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Speaker 1: I've been knowing him because he like a friend of

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Speaker 3: I love the way you sound, because sometimes you know,

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Speaker 1: What kind of sins, some because some some some sins

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Speaker 5: What does that feel like? Do you feel it like?

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Speaker 4: From what I learned, it's actually better.

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Speaker 1: I don't feel like self defense is a no.

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Speaker 5: And it's actually better when you got a clear mind

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Speaker 1: like I'm super big. I'm still big on respect because

431
00:20:14,320 --> 00:20:15,760
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, that's all I have.

432
00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:19,520
Speaker 1: But I leave with my respect first. But they got

433
00:20:19,560 --> 00:20:22,399
Speaker 1: some people that And I tell my children this, I

434
00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:25,879
Speaker 1: love y'all. I do, and I'm a great father. But

435
00:20:26,080 --> 00:20:28,080
Speaker 1: some people did have to know me as a monster,

436
00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:30,200
Speaker 1: because that's the only way that they will stop.

437
00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:33,760
Speaker 4: I love a bird birds calling too.

438
00:20:33,840 --> 00:20:36,920
Speaker 5: Man, When you say you're a polycanto big torch lighter,

439
00:20:37,000 --> 00:20:39,879
Speaker 5: you say prayer is more important than exotic cause. And

440
00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:41,959
Speaker 5: to me, was it intentional to put lyrics like that

441
00:20:42,000 --> 00:20:43,360
Speaker 5: in a song called birds Calling?

442
00:20:43,359 --> 00:20:47,080
Speaker 1: Because people will see the title and thinks it was intentional?

443
00:20:47,160 --> 00:20:49,960
Speaker 1: Because like I said, I got a new coffee brand

444
00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:53,320
Speaker 1: called Ritual. It's out right now, and it was beautiful

445
00:20:53,359 --> 00:20:56,119
Speaker 1: because I went back to the trap, but instead of

446
00:20:56,119 --> 00:21:00,640
Speaker 1: flipping bricks, it was keys of coffee. Was the beautiful

447
00:21:00,680 --> 00:21:03,000
Speaker 1: thing about it. Like some people say, he's glorifying this,

448
00:21:03,119 --> 00:21:05,720
Speaker 1: glorifying that, No I'm not. I'm turning the negative into

449
00:21:05,800 --> 00:21:07,960
Speaker 1: a positive. I just got the key to the city

450
00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:09,399
Speaker 1: and bad and ruge and I got the key to

451
00:21:09,440 --> 00:21:12,439
Speaker 1: the city in New Orleans. And I never thought that

452
00:21:12,480 --> 00:21:15,880
Speaker 1: what I was doing was helping people like but what

453
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:18,919
Speaker 1: I'm doing, like helping other people heal, is really me

454
00:21:19,000 --> 00:21:19,720
Speaker 1: helping myself.

455
00:21:19,760 --> 00:21:23,159
Speaker 5: Here, you got two songs on the album with the

456
00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:25,760
Speaker 5: healing title. One is called Healing, the other one is

457
00:21:25,760 --> 00:21:27,080
Speaker 5: called Orried.

458
00:21:27,080 --> 00:21:31,760
Speaker 1: I'm proud of you. I think you're doing amazing every song.

459
00:21:31,800 --> 00:21:35,640
Speaker 1: I'm on there talking to myself every song, Like every song,

460
00:21:35,680 --> 00:21:36,840
Speaker 1: I'm talking to myself.

461
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:42,000
Speaker 5: I don't think you can heal anybody. Okay, you think so?

462
00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:44,120
Speaker 5: You said you can heal a woman. Yes, I think

463
00:21:44,119 --> 00:21:46,280
Speaker 5: a person has to want to go get healing.

464
00:21:46,680 --> 00:21:50,879
Speaker 1: I heal ship. Yes, Lord to how you start to call?

465
00:21:52,200 --> 00:21:54,280
Speaker 1: At what point you know my touch is healing? But

466
00:21:54,440 --> 00:21:56,600
Speaker 1: you know I heal a ship. Though. You really think

467
00:21:56,600 --> 00:21:58,320
Speaker 1: you can heal a woman. I don't think I know?

468
00:21:58,520 --> 00:21:59,760
Speaker 1: Can you? I think you can.

469
00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:01,639
Speaker 4: Assist them, show them the direction.

470
00:22:02,000 --> 00:22:04,119
Speaker 1: It's gonna be a new creature when she leaves around me.

471
00:22:04,280 --> 00:22:07,320
Speaker 4: You can't start with calling her a bitch, the person

472
00:22:07,320 --> 00:22:07,760
Speaker 4: you're healing.

473
00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:11,320
Speaker 1: That's only in private and public's bay and love and

474
00:22:11,359 --> 00:22:14,159
Speaker 1: all of that. But in private, oh bitch, it's a

475
00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:25,040
Speaker 1: term of endearment. Bitch, you so beautiful? Oh Lord, yes, Lord, God,

476
00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:29,080
Speaker 1: thank you, God, bless the hand in preparing this meal.

477
00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:32,760
Speaker 1: Were about to say, our grace. But you can't go

478
00:22:32,840 --> 00:22:35,680
Speaker 1: around just healing everybody. Have a flashback now, I don't

479
00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:39,200
Speaker 1: heal that everybody. Everybody don't deserve here, That's what I'm saying. Okay,

480
00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:42,800
Speaker 1: everybody don't deserve healing. Because they might be here for

481
00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:44,760
Speaker 1: a week, then they'll just go back to that same,

482
00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:47,119
Speaker 1: that same behavior. Then I got to put them on

483
00:22:47,200 --> 00:22:47,880
Speaker 1: deck restriction.

484
00:22:49,760 --> 00:22:50,200
Speaker 3: Restriction.

485
00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:52,360
Speaker 4: You have to put girls on a restriction, Yes, yes, sir?

486
00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:54,439
Speaker 1: How long? What's the longest you ever? Did? I do?

487
00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:56,760
Speaker 1: I start with? And you tell them that you're like

488
00:22:57,840 --> 00:22:58,560
Speaker 1: the first offense?

489
00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:00,359
Speaker 3: What's the defense?

490
00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:03,919
Speaker 1: I don't know. I just it depends on your you know,

491
00:23:04,119 --> 00:23:06,600
Speaker 1: code of conduct is big with me. You know, to

492
00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:09,000
Speaker 1: what's the cooter co? What see you? What do you

493
00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:13,719
Speaker 1: have a problem with? Different? So what's part of it?

494
00:23:13,720 --> 00:23:16,280
Speaker 1: Ain't that? But you know, like I believe that honesty

495
00:23:16,359 --> 00:23:18,919
Speaker 1: is the best policy. Like when I meet you, I'm

496
00:23:18,920 --> 00:23:20,520
Speaker 1: gonna tell you the truth. I'm gonna tell you how

497
00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:22,560
Speaker 1: I'm living. This how I'm living now. If you accept

498
00:23:22,560 --> 00:23:26,360
Speaker 1: it or rejected, it's how I'm living. Have you ever

499
00:23:26,400 --> 00:23:30,720
Speaker 1: had girls rejected like I'm not doing ninety Reschriedule. No,

500
00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:32,560
Speaker 1: they don't that, none of they don't go like that.

501
00:23:32,880 --> 00:23:34,960
Speaker 1: It just they just end up being like, look, you

502
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:40,199
Speaker 1: keep on, I'm gonna put your own dick restriction so

503
00:23:40,280 --> 00:23:43,320
Speaker 1: you still go out. You just no, I'm just I'm

504
00:23:43,359 --> 00:23:45,879
Speaker 1: just you gonna you know, like I say, rejection is

505
00:23:46,400 --> 00:23:50,240
Speaker 1: rejection is a beautiful thing. I reward loyalty with loyalty.

506
00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:54,240
Speaker 1: I reward disloyalty with distance. You know, you you think

507
00:23:54,240 --> 00:23:56,320
Speaker 1: about what you did. You know what I'm saying. If

508
00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:59,200
Speaker 1: you're not, it's not peaceful. I'm not gonna be nowhere.

509
00:23:59,240 --> 00:24:01,200
Speaker 1: That's not peaceful. I'm not gonna be nowhere that's gonna

510
00:24:01,240 --> 00:24:03,840
Speaker 1: lud my frequency. That's just why I'm with it. Like

511
00:24:03,920 --> 00:24:06,560
Speaker 1: I ain't trying to be you know, I ain't trying

512
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:09,000
Speaker 1: to make the blogs for you know, talking like this,

513
00:24:09,080 --> 00:24:10,240
Speaker 1: but yeah, it's how I'm coming.

514
00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:11,800
Speaker 3: Have you ever been on vagina restriction?

515
00:24:12,280 --> 00:24:21,080
Speaker 1: Who me? Bye bye? I can't. I've already I already

516
00:24:21,160 --> 00:24:23,399
Speaker 1: had it, Like you don't know Glood and Lightning both

517
00:24:23,440 --> 00:24:26,679
Speaker 1: shoot out their motherfucker what I'll do? Respect, baby, But

518
00:24:26,720 --> 00:24:28,400
Speaker 1: what if you got if you make an offense?

519
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:30,520
Speaker 4: What if you do something she don't like?

520
00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:33,159
Speaker 1: Like what, I don't know? You already knew what I

521
00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:35,879
Speaker 1: was when you met me. Damn you already knew. Like

522
00:24:35,880 --> 00:24:39,280
Speaker 1: with all due respect, Like see, I don't know why

523
00:24:39,320 --> 00:24:41,280
Speaker 1: I be meeting killers. That's scared to tell a woman

524
00:24:41,320 --> 00:24:43,520
Speaker 1: the truth? Like when you tell a woman the truth.

525
00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:46,600
Speaker 1: You give her the option, I understand is the best policy.

526
00:24:46,640 --> 00:24:49,320
Speaker 1: But women have intuition. And the reason I'm truthful with

527
00:24:49,359 --> 00:24:52,359
Speaker 1: a woman because it's spiritual. They are spiritual creatures. They

528
00:24:52,359 --> 00:24:56,080
Speaker 1: can transform liquid into something physical, so they already know

529
00:24:56,119 --> 00:24:59,080
Speaker 1: you fullishit real when they meet you, they already knew,

530
00:24:59,800 --> 00:25:01,960
Speaker 1: like they know what's up with you? Like, so, babe,

531
00:25:01,960 --> 00:25:04,640
Speaker 1: where you've been? Fucking baby? You don't help me? Watch

532
00:25:04,680 --> 00:25:08,639
Speaker 1: these sins off me? You're gonna help me? Watch these sins?

533
00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:11,480
Speaker 1: Are you want me to help you pack? Which one? Baby?

534
00:25:14,760 --> 00:25:16,000
Speaker 1: Like what we're gonna do.

535
00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:17,840
Speaker 5: One of the two, because you know either she's gonna leave,

536
00:25:17,880 --> 00:25:19,280
Speaker 5: what she's gonna stay. So you're gonna help me? Watch

537
00:25:19,320 --> 00:25:20,720
Speaker 5: these sins off you are you're gonna help me pack?

538
00:25:20,840 --> 00:25:24,199
Speaker 1: I mean they already know, Like women already know what

539
00:25:24,240 --> 00:25:26,040
Speaker 1: you've been doing. Like, I don't know why people think

540
00:25:26,080 --> 00:25:29,560
Speaker 1: they don't women psychic. I'm not about to lie. And

541
00:25:29,680 --> 00:25:31,840
Speaker 1: then God and bless me. I got too many blessings.

542
00:25:32,240 --> 00:25:33,960
Speaker 6: So do you ever see yourself with just one woman?

543
00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:44,920
Speaker 6: I'm with one woman right now. What at the moment, you.

544
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:50,680
Speaker 5: Know when you talk about layd when somebody's disloyal to you,

545
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:52,280
Speaker 5: how do you bring them back in your fold?

546
00:25:52,359 --> 00:25:52,760
Speaker 1: Like trust?

547
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:55,080
Speaker 4: Once trust is violated, that's a motherfucker, man.

548
00:25:56,160 --> 00:25:58,080
Speaker 1: It ain't it ain't gonna it ain't gonna never be

549
00:25:58,080 --> 00:26:00,640
Speaker 1: the same no more. I mean, suspect eve no want

550
00:26:00,760 --> 00:26:04,240
Speaker 1: to see it once? See it, forget it not once?

551
00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:07,119
Speaker 1: The enemy could never be a friend. And that's just

552
00:26:08,400 --> 00:26:10,200
Speaker 1: I had to. I had to cut a lot of baggage.

553
00:26:10,200 --> 00:26:12,000
Speaker 1: I had to trim a lot of fat like that

554
00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:14,200
Speaker 1: last the last time we was here, I trimmed a

555
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:16,800
Speaker 1: lot of facts since then, like with just the people

556
00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:20,480
Speaker 1: around me, I started throwing away all of the wrong relationships,

557
00:26:20,480 --> 00:26:23,600
Speaker 1: follow the right reasons. And sometimes we be lowyer to

558
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:27,520
Speaker 1: things that's not loyal to us. But that's just why

559
00:26:27,560 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 1: I'm at with it right now.

560
00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:31,159
Speaker 3: Were you a forgiving person? Were you somebody that I forgive?

561
00:26:32,040 --> 00:26:34,560
Speaker 1: Like I told y'all last time, I forgive, I do,

562
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:37,119
Speaker 1: but I ain't about to forget. Let's not be naive,

563
00:26:37,200 --> 00:26:40,800
Speaker 1: nobody that you just do it to me again, Like, no,

564
00:26:40,840 --> 00:26:41,760
Speaker 1: that's not intelligent.

565
00:26:43,040 --> 00:26:44,800
Speaker 4: You told another great story on healing.

566
00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:47,360
Speaker 5: You told a story about a woman not getting wet

567
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 5: for you no more, and you said mentally, shit.

568
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:54,800
Speaker 1: Women, women, women can mentally check out. They can mentally

569
00:26:54,880 --> 00:27:00,000
Speaker 1: move on. And you know they have vaginal dry vaginal drying?

570
00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:01,720
Speaker 1: Is there a rouse a fluid? Not there? No more

571
00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 1: because they just they mentally moved on. That can happen.

572
00:27:05,960 --> 00:27:07,959
Speaker 4: And what are you doing a woman in that situation?

573
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:10,800
Speaker 1: You just let it go? I mean the proof is

574
00:27:10,840 --> 00:27:12,920
Speaker 1: in the putting there. You know what I'm saying. Yeah,

575
00:27:13,800 --> 00:27:15,560
Speaker 1: it's the proof is in the putting. Now, she could

576
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:17,800
Speaker 1: have been dehydrated or something because she was on the plane.

577
00:27:17,800 --> 00:27:19,680
Speaker 1: But I ain't got time to be in all that.

578
00:27:21,040 --> 00:27:24,760
Speaker 1: You know, you checked out, baby, it's mentally checked out.

579
00:27:24,760 --> 00:27:27,280
Speaker 1: Women mentally checked out. When I had to ask my

580
00:27:27,320 --> 00:27:29,560
Speaker 1: mother what that was, she said, Baby, she might have

581
00:27:29,640 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 1: mentally checked out. Damn, that happens sometimes, Yeah, what if

582
00:27:35,080 --> 00:27:37,719
Speaker 1: it is just a physical Sometimes sometimes it happens because

583
00:27:38,160 --> 00:27:40,159
Speaker 1: you not being a person that a person want you

584
00:27:40,200 --> 00:27:43,639
Speaker 1: to be. No, I love you enough to let you

585
00:27:43,720 --> 00:27:46,120
Speaker 1: go go find that person that you say that's better

586
00:27:46,160 --> 00:27:50,160
Speaker 1: than me. Can't wait? Is that hurt? Everything hurt when

587
00:27:50,200 --> 00:27:55,000
Speaker 1: you love somebody? I love for real, But like nah,

588
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:56,919
Speaker 1: I can't wait to get my heart broke. I just

589
00:27:57,040 --> 00:28:00,520
Speaker 1: use it for motivation. You should turn into a monster.

590
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:06,879
Speaker 1: Look at me. That's the fuel to this stagging on me.

591
00:28:06,920 --> 00:28:08,840
Speaker 1: Do it some more. Come on, let's go, y'all. Ain't

592
00:28:08,880 --> 00:28:11,800
Speaker 1: doing nothing but making me better. Every time I get mad,

593
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:18,199
Speaker 1: I'm in the gym. Let's go. They don't bother me.

594
00:28:19,359 --> 00:28:22,000
Speaker 1: It used to people don't even make me mad no more.

595
00:28:22,400 --> 00:28:24,159
Speaker 1: I used to be like, man, this nigga pissed me

596
00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:27,520
Speaker 1: to nah, you just I'm just disappointed. I was gonna

597
00:28:27,560 --> 00:28:30,560
Speaker 1: ask that I'm disappointed in you. You know, I really

598
00:28:30,600 --> 00:28:34,000
Speaker 1: had a lot of respect for you. Here's some people

599
00:28:34,000 --> 00:28:36,520
Speaker 1: that are never rerespect me. There's some people I never

600
00:28:36,560 --> 00:28:38,720
Speaker 1: rerespect because I ain't about to sit up here like

601
00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 1: I'm perfect. I done done bogus shit before. I done

602
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:45,360
Speaker 1: done lame shit before everybody did. I done done whole

603
00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:49,720
Speaker 1: ship before I thought that, because even though I said

604
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 1: something and I said it in dude face, I still

605
00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:54,520
Speaker 1: did some whole ship. Yeah, I said it in his face,

606
00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:56,400
Speaker 1: and we followed. My grandfather put them to the side. Man,

607
00:28:56,440 --> 00:29:01,360
Speaker 1: that's some whole shit you did. You did some whole ship. Yeah,

608
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:03,600
Speaker 1: you told a girl this, this and that and yeah,

609
00:29:03,720 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 1: then you said it again cause Marin speak twice. You

610
00:29:05,840 --> 00:29:07,880
Speaker 1: said it in dude facing y'all foult and all that.

611
00:29:07,920 --> 00:29:09,760
Speaker 1: That's cool. Yeah you was a man, y'all foult, but

612
00:29:09,800 --> 00:29:11,840
Speaker 1: you did some whole shit. Boy, don't do that no

613
00:29:11,880 --> 00:29:14,520
Speaker 1: more so. I ain't about to sit up here and

614
00:29:14,560 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 1: act like I came out to puss it perfect. You

615
00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:17,680
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. I ain't come out to puss

616
00:29:17,680 --> 00:29:19,280
Speaker 1: it win or been down and all that, you know,

617
00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:21,680
Speaker 1: with a pistol in my hand. You know what I'm saying.

618
00:29:22,240 --> 00:29:23,520
Speaker 1: These are learned behaviors.

619
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:25,760
Speaker 3: You have a look at some of the stuff that

620
00:29:26,280 --> 00:29:29,920
Speaker 3: people pick up that you've said or that goes viral

621
00:29:29,960 --> 00:29:32,480
Speaker 3: and be like, they just misconstrute what I said.

622
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:36,480
Speaker 1: Well, no, no, I don't really pay that no attention.

623
00:29:36,560 --> 00:29:40,360
Speaker 1: I used to, like in twenty twenty one, I used

624
00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:42,880
Speaker 1: to pay attention to Instagram, but once I deactivated my

625
00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:45,640
Speaker 1: page for that year and a half, I ain't engaged

626
00:29:45,680 --> 00:29:47,960
Speaker 1: with the world now, because comparison is the killer of

627
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:51,280
Speaker 1: all joy. Because if I say something and they might

628
00:29:51,400 --> 00:29:53,360
Speaker 1: just take a lit piece of it and it goes viral,

629
00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:55,480
Speaker 1: but then when you go look at the real interview,

630
00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:57,880
Speaker 1: you're gonna be like, he really made a lot of sense.

631
00:29:58,200 --> 00:29:59,959
Speaker 1: And that's why my mama said man, I don't even

632
00:30:00,120 --> 00:30:01,960
Speaker 1: tell nobody. I know this is gonna sound weird. No,

633
00:30:02,080 --> 00:30:05,200
Speaker 1: it don't sound weird. This me. I'm my authentic self.

634
00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:08,360
Speaker 1: People gonna either accept you or they not, and that's

635
00:30:08,400 --> 00:30:09,600
Speaker 1: just why I'm with it or nothing.

636
00:30:09,760 --> 00:30:11,240
Speaker 3: What made you take the page away for that year

637
00:30:11,240 --> 00:30:12,680
Speaker 3: and a half? Was it clear your mind?

638
00:30:12,840 --> 00:30:16,200
Speaker 1: I was depressed. It was causing depression because comparison is

639
00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:18,360
Speaker 1: the killer of all joy. I'm comparing my life to

640
00:30:18,440 --> 00:30:22,760
Speaker 1: other people highlight real and it was causing depression. Once

641
00:30:22,800 --> 00:30:24,640
Speaker 1: I got off there and started engaging with the world,

642
00:30:24,680 --> 00:30:28,760
Speaker 1: I'm like, man, people love me. People love me. On

643
00:30:28,840 --> 00:30:31,640
Speaker 1: the black top, people love me. People walk up to

644
00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:35,080
Speaker 1: me and tell me, man, you changed my life. They

645
00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:37,480
Speaker 1: don't really say that on Instagram. They say negative things

646
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:38,400
Speaker 1: all the time. Of course.

647
00:30:39,120 --> 00:30:41,600
Speaker 3: I mean, I I seen something the other day when

648
00:30:41,720 --> 00:30:44,680
Speaker 3: I guess you're talking from this two times and people,

649
00:30:44,680 --> 00:30:46,920
Speaker 3: well he said this, I'm like, y'all must not know.

650
00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:50,920
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, I saw. I told him if have you

651
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,280
Speaker 1: ever seen any flaws? He said no. I said, if

652
00:30:53,320 --> 00:30:56,280
Speaker 1: you do, will you please put my feet now? Mean

653
00:30:56,320 --> 00:30:59,719
Speaker 1: to slam you if I do something, slam me like

654
00:30:59,760 --> 00:31:06,560
Speaker 1: how No, No, blow my brains out, put my feet.

655
00:31:07,160 --> 00:31:11,719
Speaker 1: Kill you kill me if I do something wrong, like

656
00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:13,600
Speaker 1: I say, like I said on the other thing, Hey

657
00:31:13,600 --> 00:31:16,560
Speaker 1: find me them two niggas. Find me that one that

658
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:19,520
Speaker 1: and find me the other one that can say I

659
00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,280
Speaker 1: told on him. It's something to jail. You find me

660
00:31:21,320 --> 00:31:23,280
Speaker 1: them two niggas. You can blow my mama brains out.

661
00:31:23,440 --> 00:31:27,120
Speaker 4: I ain't never heard those rumors. When I heard that

662
00:31:27,120 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 4: I'm saying, I was like, somebody said.

663
00:31:28,600 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 1: That, No, I stand for something. So that's why I

664
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:33,239
Speaker 1: said that, you find me them two niggas, you can

665
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:36,360
Speaker 1: blow my brains off right here. I stand for something.

666
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:38,200
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. Find me a nigga that

667
00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 1: can say he stuck his dick in me. And find

668
00:31:40,160 --> 00:31:42,200
Speaker 1: me a nigga that can say that I told on

669
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:44,440
Speaker 1: him and send him to jail. Find me them two niggas,

670
00:31:44,520 --> 00:31:47,000
Speaker 1: and you can blow my brains out right here. And

671
00:31:47,040 --> 00:31:50,320
Speaker 1: I mean that I stand for that. You know, because

672
00:31:50,360 --> 00:31:53,400
Speaker 1: only when you when you start, when you start paying

673
00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:55,800
Speaker 1: attention to the Internet, you can get lost in it.

674
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:59,200
Speaker 1: It's the blacktope that matter to me. That don't matter.

675
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,640
Speaker 1: That's just talk to Internet talk. And some people live

676
00:32:01,720 --> 00:32:04,800
Speaker 1: their life based on social media, but if you really

677
00:32:04,800 --> 00:32:07,000
Speaker 1: get out in the real world and engage with the world,

678
00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:10,600
Speaker 1: the world operates one hundred percent different than this shit.

679
00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:13,000
Speaker 5: And I think sometimes people like you and Finess y'all

680
00:32:13,000 --> 00:32:16,480
Speaker 5: forget y'all know each other's lingos, So y'all having a conversation.

681
00:32:16,560 --> 00:32:18,240
Speaker 1: I want to be honest. I could be honest with

682
00:32:18,280 --> 00:32:21,240
Speaker 1: you. You never heard me address there, right, because I really

683
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:23,920
Speaker 1: don't care what nobody think about what he mean by

684
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:26,920
Speaker 1: put your feet there. Hey, try me, I'll show you.

685
00:32:28,120 --> 00:32:31,400
Speaker 1: I'll show you what I mean. He demonstration is way

686
00:32:31,480 --> 00:32:35,280
Speaker 1: better than verbal, so like I'll show you. Now, that's it.

687
00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:37,560
Speaker 1: That's it. That's all. Like, I ain't about to address

688
00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:41,600
Speaker 1: that because that's my brother. He know what I meant,

689
00:32:41,840 --> 00:32:44,160
Speaker 1: and he know what I meant, and I know what

690
00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:47,560
Speaker 1: he meant. So I don't see no big deal. Hey,

691
00:32:47,920 --> 00:32:49,200
Speaker 1: keep me viral, fuck it.

692
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:54,480
Speaker 5: I'll be out this Friday album coming out the ceremony.

693
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,600
Speaker 4: Is it true Kevin Durant gave you some advice that

694
00:32:56,640 --> 00:32:57,320
Speaker 4: got you in shape?

695
00:32:57,360 --> 00:33:02,480
Speaker 1: To man, Kevin Durant, that's my out and the mart

696
00:33:02,520 --> 00:33:07,400
Speaker 1: DeRozan and leave the shooter. I ain't know so much

697
00:33:08,200 --> 00:33:13,880
Speaker 1: psychology winning the basketball. I started practicing with Leatha Shooter

698
00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:17,320
Speaker 1: and I'm thinking, I'm just going to shoot the basketball,

699
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:20,840
Speaker 1: learn how to shoot the ball. Man. This dude assessed

700
00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:25,280
Speaker 1: me like, like in psychology you do the individualistic approach,

701
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:28,960
Speaker 1: and he did that by just based off how I shoot.

702
00:33:29,040 --> 00:33:31,640
Speaker 1: You anxious, you focus on the last, you focus on

703
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:35,680
Speaker 1: your past. Wow. I'm like, Wow, don't worry about the past,

704
00:33:35,680 --> 00:33:37,800
Speaker 1: don't worry about the one you miss, focus on the

705
00:33:37,920 --> 00:33:39,920
Speaker 1: focus on the prison. Stay in the prison, stay in

706
00:33:39,920 --> 00:33:42,880
Speaker 1: the moment. And I'm like, damn. He picked me to

707
00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:47,400
Speaker 1: pieces and it was humbling, it was beautiful like and

708
00:33:47,440 --> 00:33:49,440
Speaker 1: then like with the mar De Rozan, he showed me

709
00:33:49,480 --> 00:33:52,320
Speaker 1: some shit. Kevin Durant showed me some shit like it's

710
00:33:52,360 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 1: more like playing chess than anything. And I was like, wow,

711
00:33:57,520 --> 00:33:59,400
Speaker 1: So when you say fit, you meant mentally fit more

712
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:04,000
Speaker 1: than anything. Yeah. Fit ability to take effective form, That's

713
00:34:04,000 --> 00:34:06,560
Speaker 1: what fits me. Now.

714
00:34:06,560 --> 00:34:09,240
Speaker 4: I love letter to my fans too, Oh my god.

715
00:34:09,520 --> 00:34:13,800
Speaker 5: And you talk about it an attempt on that records.

716
00:34:13,920 --> 00:34:16,600
Speaker 1: I made that song a long long time ago. Wow,

717
00:34:16,920 --> 00:34:20,919
Speaker 1: a long time ago. And I was saying that's that's

718
00:34:20,960 --> 00:34:23,800
Speaker 1: when I was going through the acting like everything was okay.

719
00:34:23,960 --> 00:34:28,400
Speaker 1: On Instagram I was acting. I was pretending I'm happy.

720
00:34:29,000 --> 00:34:31,920
Speaker 1: It's okay to be angry sometime, it's okay to be disappointed,

721
00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:36,759
Speaker 1: it's okay to be upset, But emotionally and intelligently, how

722
00:34:36,760 --> 00:34:40,080
Speaker 1: do we channel these feelings and these emotions? I asked myself,

723
00:34:40,120 --> 00:34:43,520
Speaker 1: why am I feeling this way? But that's crazy that

724
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:46,279
Speaker 1: that I put that song on the on the I

725
00:34:46,320 --> 00:34:48,160
Speaker 1: forgot that I put that song on there, but I

726
00:34:48,200 --> 00:34:51,120
Speaker 1: owed it to my fans because I was pretending with.

727
00:34:51,120 --> 00:34:53,960
Speaker 4: Them and they knew. Is it triggering to hear that song?

728
00:34:54,000 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 1: Now? No, not at all, because it's beautiful, because that's

729
00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:58,200
Speaker 1: why I was at at one time.

730
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,600
Speaker 3: And I always asked, how did you get out of

731
00:35:01,640 --> 00:35:03,359
Speaker 3: that funk? Because there's a lot of people that listen

732
00:35:03,440 --> 00:35:05,080
Speaker 3: that are in that funk and don't know how to

733
00:35:05,080 --> 00:35:07,600
Speaker 3: get out.

734
00:35:06,800 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: You want me to be honest, God, I was there,

735
00:35:12,640 --> 00:35:16,239
Speaker 1: God like when I was supposed to kill myself. God

736
00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,799
Speaker 1: in a vend because I ain't tell nobody I don't

737
00:35:18,800 --> 00:35:21,120
Speaker 1: do that. I'm about to know. I feel like that's

738
00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:23,520
Speaker 1: horse playing. I feel like you're supposed to walk in

739
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:26,200
Speaker 1: here and find me smashed in here, I'll smushed myself.

740
00:35:26,880 --> 00:35:29,880
Speaker 1: That's Now that's not horse playing. He's serious. Man, I

741
00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:32,600
Speaker 1: love y'all. I'm tired all that. That's horse plan. You

742
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:34,759
Speaker 1: alluding to what you about to do? Now you got

743
00:35:34,760 --> 00:35:38,120
Speaker 1: to find me in here stretched out. That's the type

744
00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:40,040
Speaker 1: of person I am. I feel like, if you're talking

745
00:35:40,080 --> 00:35:43,960
Speaker 1: about it, you're not serious. But it was god well

746
00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:48,040
Speaker 1: the intervention. If you don't mind if factor, it's so crazy.

747
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:50,080
Speaker 1: I had talked about it last time I was up.

748
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:53,320
Speaker 1: I talked about it. But I said again, for anybody

749
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:55,799
Speaker 1: that's listening right now, I had got to a point

750
00:35:55,800 --> 00:35:59,719
Speaker 1: in my life too well. I was like, I don't

751
00:35:59,760 --> 00:36:03,160
Speaker 1: think I'm really beneficial to nobody. No more you No,

752
00:36:03,239 --> 00:36:06,640
Speaker 1: I don't. I feel like I'm just a problem. It's

753
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:08,839
Speaker 1: always something I could do better. Look, I'm just gonna

754
00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:11,160
Speaker 1: get out the way, y'all. Just live out the money

755
00:36:11,200 --> 00:36:13,640
Speaker 1: this shit. Everybody's gonna be straight anyway without me. It's cool.

756
00:36:14,600 --> 00:36:16,440
Speaker 1: So the day that I was going, I was at

757
00:36:16,480 --> 00:36:19,080
Speaker 1: the gym. I had worked out real real good, put

758
00:36:19,080 --> 00:36:21,799
Speaker 1: out my jear around. I'm like, yeah, about to you know,

759
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:23,759
Speaker 1: I'm looking at myself in the mirror like, hey, hey

760
00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:25,640
Speaker 1: don't chicken, Hey don't bitch out now, because you know,

761
00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:27,839
Speaker 1: I talked to myself. I say, don't batch out bat

762
00:36:27,880 --> 00:36:30,560
Speaker 1: you Hey, you know what time it is. Not so

763
00:36:30,640 --> 00:36:32,520
Speaker 1: I'm leaving out the gym. A white dude. He just

764
00:36:32,560 --> 00:36:35,360
Speaker 1: text me not too long ago, I'm leaving out the gym,

765
00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:37,879
Speaker 1: and he said, excuse me, can I approach you? I say, yeah,

766
00:36:37,920 --> 00:36:43,160
Speaker 1: he say, I notice I noticed you on you deactivated

767
00:36:43,160 --> 00:36:46,520
Speaker 1: your Instagram and on Twitter you put this. You know,

768
00:36:46,719 --> 00:36:49,000
Speaker 1: my friends and my family forgetting on my teachers. You know,

769
00:36:49,120 --> 00:36:51,520
Speaker 1: I love you. All that is over with. Like what

770
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:56,960
Speaker 1: that means? I was like, I don't know what it means.

771
00:36:57,120 --> 00:37:01,240
Speaker 1: So then he went on to tear me your music

772
00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:03,680
Speaker 1: is the only thing that makes this crazy world makes sense.

773
00:37:04,239 --> 00:37:06,360
Speaker 1: I'm laughing because I know I'm about to do something gangster.

774
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:07,759
Speaker 1: You know how you be joking you about to do

775
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:11,399
Speaker 1: some gangel but you really be knowing you really, I'm like, yeah,

776
00:37:11,440 --> 00:37:14,960
Speaker 1: you know, the world's you know, the world's a cruel place.

777
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:16,920
Speaker 1: You know the world would be a cruel place, you know,

778
00:37:17,160 --> 00:37:19,879
Speaker 1: trust me. I know I'm telling him like that, just

779
00:37:20,000 --> 00:37:22,600
Speaker 1: kind of joking. He was like, yeah, like your music

780
00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:26,399
Speaker 1: kept me from killing myself. I said, yeah, I said,

781
00:37:26,400 --> 00:37:28,359
Speaker 1: I'm gonna just tell you. You're the only person I'm letting

782
00:37:28,360 --> 00:37:30,880
Speaker 1: know this. I said, I'm about to go stretch myself

783
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:33,120
Speaker 1: right now, I'm about to go push my shit out.

784
00:37:33,400 --> 00:37:36,920
Speaker 1: He crying telling me, don't do this because if you

785
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:39,719
Speaker 1: do this, a lot of people gonna go behind you.

786
00:37:40,200 --> 00:37:42,279
Speaker 1: That's right. And I was like, you know what, I

787
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:44,239
Speaker 1: haven't told anybody. I guess I'll stick around for a

788
00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:47,120
Speaker 1: little while. I walked outside and told God, I guess

789
00:37:47,120 --> 00:37:50,200
Speaker 1: that's a saying. I'm gonna give it three days, and

790
00:37:50,320 --> 00:37:52,880
Speaker 1: in them three days. That's when life started changing for

791
00:37:53,000 --> 00:37:55,680
Speaker 1: me because I was off Instagram, I was engaging with

792
00:37:55,760 --> 00:37:57,880
Speaker 1: the world. I got to see that I was really loved.

793
00:37:57,920 --> 00:38:00,000
Speaker 1: I really meant something to the world.

794
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:01,120
Speaker 4: You don't give yourself three days.

795
00:38:01,120 --> 00:38:05,480
Speaker 1: You give girls ninety No, No, that's restrictions. Yeah, okay,

796
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:08,719
Speaker 1: that's not that day, dick restriction Okay, okay, yeah, So

797
00:38:08,760 --> 00:38:10,440
Speaker 1: what makes you want to go back on that? On

798
00:38:10,480 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 1: this crazy thing we call social media now? Because you

799
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:16,479
Speaker 1: know social media. To be honest, I really I really

800
00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:19,319
Speaker 1: don't work my page. I just oversee it like I

801
00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:22,960
Speaker 1: don't work it, like I approve like the pictures. Sometimes

802
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:25,760
Speaker 1: it'll be me when the caption be real hard felt

803
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:28,239
Speaker 1: you could tells me other times. It's just something that

804
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,279
Speaker 1: I approved because I got to maintain my sanity. I

805
00:38:31,280 --> 00:38:33,160
Speaker 1: can't get lost in that social media shit.

806
00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:35,680
Speaker 5: You said something else on letter to my fans that

807
00:38:35,719 --> 00:38:38,279
Speaker 5: I thought it was interesting. You said you apologize to

808
00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:41,000
Speaker 5: your fans. Is that the reason you apologize because of

809
00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 5: what that guy told you?

810
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,319
Speaker 4: That if you do it, then I wants a bunch

811
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:44,920
Speaker 4: of people to do it.

812
00:38:45,040 --> 00:38:49,520
Speaker 1: I apologize to my fans because a motivational speaker that's

813
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:52,080
Speaker 1: given great advice I wish that I could give myself.

814
00:38:52,480 --> 00:38:54,440
Speaker 1: I got all this positive shit to say, but I

815
00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:56,719
Speaker 1: ain't feeling positive when I'm talking that shit. That shit

816
00:38:56,840 --> 00:38:59,560
Speaker 1: just sound good as a bit. Everybody want to hear

817
00:38:59,560 --> 00:39:02,600
Speaker 1: that been it positive, but I'm not happy. That's how

818
00:39:02,640 --> 00:39:05,400
Speaker 1: I was feeling at that time. I'm like, yeah, you know,

819
00:39:05,600 --> 00:39:08,440
Speaker 1: just positive, just stay positive. I was faking it till

820
00:39:08,480 --> 00:39:11,359
Speaker 1: I made it, but I really wasn't making it because

821
00:39:11,400 --> 00:39:15,120
Speaker 1: I never addressed the real issue internally. I still had

822
00:39:15,120 --> 00:39:19,160
Speaker 1: hard with all kind of resentment and everything from past

823
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:20,359
Speaker 1: traumatic experiences.

824
00:39:20,440 --> 00:39:22,160
Speaker 5: And now that you've done that, that's how you know

825
00:39:22,200 --> 00:39:25,040
Speaker 5: you're a true service. You gotta go back and face it.

826
00:39:24,600 --> 00:39:28,400
Speaker 5: That was the hard part, going back and face your past.

827
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:32,000
Speaker 5: You gotta face it. You gotta face it, you gotta

828
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:34,719
Speaker 5: sit with it. And when you sit with it, it's

829
00:39:34,719 --> 00:39:37,719
Speaker 5: gonna be very, very painful. Like anybody listening right now,

830
00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:40,359
Speaker 5: it's gonna be painful to go address these issues because

831
00:39:40,400 --> 00:39:43,800
Speaker 5: it's a lot of stuff that we keep. Like we

832
00:39:45,239 --> 00:39:48,880
Speaker 5: suppressed things, and like you could suppress things for so

833
00:39:48,960 --> 00:39:51,160
Speaker 5: long to one of the thing could cause you to

834
00:39:51,440 --> 00:39:52,920
Speaker 5: explode or implode.

835
00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:55,200
Speaker 1: It's a trigger. So I had to go back and

836
00:39:55,239 --> 00:40:00,200
Speaker 1: face a lot of these things. You know, sometime things

837
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:03,359
Speaker 1: I had to forgive myself for and move forward. You know,

838
00:40:03,760 --> 00:40:05,879
Speaker 1: That's why I saying that some mistakes make us great.

839
00:40:05,920 --> 00:40:09,160
Speaker 1: I'm proud of you. I think you're doing amazing. How

840
00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:11,600
Speaker 1: often you tell yourself that every day? Every day, every day,

841
00:40:11,680 --> 00:40:15,000
Speaker 1: step inside this vocal booth, releasing all my pain. Things

842
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:16,839
Speaker 1: I deal with on a day are driving normal person.

843
00:40:16,880 --> 00:40:20,840
Speaker 1: That's Sae. I correlate, gave my love and the exchange

844
00:40:21,120 --> 00:40:24,239
Speaker 1: got shitting on. It happens on a daily and the

845
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:27,879
Speaker 1: progression is a testament to your elevation. Mistakes make us great.

846
00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:31,279
Speaker 1: I'm proud of you. I think you're doing amazing. Were healing. No,

847
00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,160
Speaker 1: that's right, I think you're doing amazing. Now.

848
00:40:34,160 --> 00:40:37,359
Speaker 3: You said you see yourself with Kashan Rock, the people

849
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:39,399
Speaker 3: laughing and joking that you see the fact that she's

850
00:40:39,400 --> 00:40:39,880
Speaker 3: so loyal.

851
00:40:40,560 --> 00:40:43,799
Speaker 1: I saw myself in her at that time she.

852
00:40:43,800 --> 00:40:46,640
Speaker 5: Was actually said she's so loyal, she's stupid.

853
00:40:47,080 --> 00:40:51,040
Speaker 1: I could see the pain like I could see her pain.

854
00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:55,240
Speaker 1: And one thing about me, somebody that's really that really

855
00:40:55,280 --> 00:40:58,280
Speaker 1: has hurt before that. I know pain when I see it,

856
00:40:58,400 --> 00:40:59,920
Speaker 1: and a lot of the stuff that people do that

857
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:01,799
Speaker 1: they really be hurting on the inside, they really be

858
00:41:01,840 --> 00:41:04,120
Speaker 1: crying for help. And my heart went out to her

859
00:41:04,160 --> 00:41:07,759
Speaker 1: because I saw her hurting on the inside. I saw that,

860
00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:11,320
Speaker 1: and I ain't like to see that. Not not whatever

861
00:41:11,360 --> 00:41:13,279
Speaker 1: they got going on, that ain't my business. I give

862
00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:15,560
Speaker 1: a fuck less. I'm just talking about her, Like when

863
00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:18,360
Speaker 1: I look at her soul, I see a lot of myself,

864
00:41:18,880 --> 00:41:21,279
Speaker 1: like with the pain. And you never know what pain

865
00:41:21,280 --> 00:41:22,239
Speaker 1: to make you do you.

866
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 3: Have a look at an artist that you can see

867
00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:26,000
Speaker 3: going through the pain that you went to as a

868
00:41:26,040 --> 00:41:27,440
Speaker 3: new artist, say I'm gonna reach out to them and

869
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:29,319
Speaker 3: talk to them because they didn't have that og. They

870
00:41:29,360 --> 00:41:30,600
Speaker 3: didn't have somebody to talk to them.

871
00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:33,040
Speaker 1: No, they could listen to Kevin Gate's music and get

872
00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:36,240
Speaker 1: some advice from there. I ain't got time. I'm raising children.

873
00:41:36,280 --> 00:41:38,560
Speaker 1: I'm raising me in right now. I got my own

874
00:41:38,640 --> 00:41:41,880
Speaker 1: children to worry about. I ain't got time to be

875
00:41:42,840 --> 00:41:45,360
Speaker 1: I hate to say it like this, I have to

876
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:48,320
Speaker 1: put my oxygen masks on first. If the plane is crashing,

877
00:41:48,560 --> 00:41:53,440
Speaker 1: then aid and assists others. So right now, my healing

878
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:55,480
Speaker 1: journey was so that I could be a better service

879
00:41:55,520 --> 00:41:58,680
Speaker 1: to my children and better service to the world. Me

880
00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,120
Speaker 1: going sing a lot and talk that this one individual

881
00:42:01,160 --> 00:42:04,480
Speaker 1: person he got needs that I can't cater to because

882
00:42:04,480 --> 00:42:06,680
Speaker 1: I ain't got the time. He gonna want more than

883
00:42:06,800 --> 00:42:09,799
Speaker 1: just some words of encouragement. He gonna want to come

884
00:42:09,840 --> 00:42:11,360
Speaker 1: spend a day as soon as you tell him no.

885
00:42:11,400 --> 00:42:14,319
Speaker 1: It's like you never told him. Yeah, especially if he

886
00:42:14,320 --> 00:42:17,200
Speaker 1: ain't never had no daddy. So if he if he

887
00:42:17,400 --> 00:42:20,480
Speaker 1: grew up just dealing with just a single parent household

888
00:42:20,520 --> 00:42:22,880
Speaker 1: and he ain't had his daddy, how Tupac saying when

889
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,440
Speaker 1: things but the same drama. When things go wrong, we

890
00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:29,719
Speaker 1: blame mom. You don't know how to deal with situations.

891
00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:32,640
Speaker 1: All you did is watch a woman just want but

892
00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:34,239
Speaker 1: see when a man raise that. Go in there and

893
00:42:34,280 --> 00:42:36,799
Speaker 1: make your bed up, take the trash out, you brush

894
00:42:36,800 --> 00:42:39,440
Speaker 1: your teeth, come heah, wash your face. Yes, sir, all right,

895
00:42:39,440 --> 00:42:42,120
Speaker 1: come on, let's go. I'm proud of you. Now you

896
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:43,960
Speaker 1: know if now you know, if you don't do these things,

897
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:46,319
Speaker 1: you got to take your lick. What you mean, take

898
00:42:46,360 --> 00:42:47,839
Speaker 1: my lick? You got to take your lick. You can't

899
00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:52,279
Speaker 1: play the game. And that's teaching accountability self accountability. And

900
00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:54,279
Speaker 1: then a child be like, Okay, yeah, I gotta take

901
00:42:54,320 --> 00:42:56,360
Speaker 1: my lick. If if I do something I ain't supposed

902
00:42:56,360 --> 00:42:59,960
Speaker 1: to do, I gotta take my lick. We not make

903
00:43:00,200 --> 00:43:03,440
Speaker 1: excuses for why you did what you did. Now you

904
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:05,879
Speaker 1: gotta take your lick home. When you're a man, stand

905
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:07,600
Speaker 1: with what you believe in. We stay with what you

906
00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:10,279
Speaker 1: believe in you except what come behind it. You know,

907
00:43:11,719 --> 00:43:14,200
Speaker 1: I talked to my son. He he ain't nothing but nine,

908
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:16,879
Speaker 1: but I talked to him like he grown. Because either

909
00:43:16,920 --> 00:43:19,879
Speaker 1: you learn fast, you die young. If I don't. If

910
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:23,880
Speaker 1: I don't give him structure, the police donna kill him. Hm,

911
00:43:24,320 --> 00:43:27,960
Speaker 1: they gonna kill him. They're gonna push your ship out

912
00:43:28,520 --> 00:43:31,600
Speaker 1: because it's called the conduct gonna be off. He ain't

913
00:43:31,600 --> 00:43:33,560
Speaker 1: gonna be conducting himself like a man. He gonna be

914
00:43:34,080 --> 00:43:36,200
Speaker 1: you know, but you know yes, sir, No, sir, you

915
00:43:36,239 --> 00:43:36,920
Speaker 1: know me? Agree me?

916
00:43:39,640 --> 00:43:40,360
Speaker 4: Protect children?

917
00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:43,719
Speaker 5: Speaking of that, protect children another very powerful record. What

918
00:43:43,840 --> 00:43:46,480
Speaker 5: are some things you learned late that you want to

919
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:48,000
Speaker 5: teach your kids early.

920
00:43:50,040 --> 00:43:52,160
Speaker 1: I hope it's not triggering. I really don't care if

921
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:54,360
Speaker 1: it is, because we all damn have been through this.

922
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:59,200
Speaker 1: That was about sexual victimization. Protect children. I treat your

923
00:43:59,239 --> 00:44:02,600
Speaker 1: children like my children, like my birth children. When we

924
00:44:02,600 --> 00:44:04,719
Speaker 1: was little, they used to say we was the worst children.

925
00:44:05,000 --> 00:44:06,680
Speaker 1: We all been through things that at our fault. You

926
00:44:06,719 --> 00:44:09,400
Speaker 1: got to work with them. Protect children. You're not supposed

927
00:44:09,440 --> 00:44:14,279
Speaker 1: to hurt children. And what that is. I gave my

928
00:44:14,400 --> 00:44:17,279
Speaker 1: children a place, a safe space. I created a safe

929
00:44:17,280 --> 00:44:19,919
Speaker 1: space for them to communicate with me. Don't nobody never

930
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:22,680
Speaker 1: touch you that, not even me, not even your daddy,

931
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:26,280
Speaker 1: not even your mom, and nobody you know, and they

932
00:44:26,400 --> 00:44:28,880
Speaker 1: have a safe space to communicate. Can't nobody get you

933
00:44:28,920 --> 00:44:31,400
Speaker 1: nowhere and tell you if you tell your mam ma,

934
00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:34,120
Speaker 1: imna hurt you. I'm gonna hurt you. Ay, y'all haven't

935
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:36,600
Speaker 1: seen what's up with y'all. Daddy, y'all know what comes

936
00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:40,320
Speaker 1: behind y'all. So I have created a safe environment for

937
00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:42,680
Speaker 1: y'all to communicate with me. And I asked my and

938
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:44,520
Speaker 1: my daughter tell you right now. I tell my daddy

939
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:48,239
Speaker 1: everything because I'm not here to judge you. We all

940
00:44:48,239 --> 00:44:51,919
Speaker 1: make mistakes. We're gonna talk about what you did. I'm

941
00:44:51,920 --> 00:44:54,080
Speaker 1: just disappointed a lit bit, but don't worry about that.

942
00:44:55,160 --> 00:44:56,840
Speaker 1: I'm not here to judge you. I'm not here to

943
00:44:56,880 --> 00:44:58,600
Speaker 1: beat you up for what you did or what happened

944
00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:01,480
Speaker 1: to you. Just let me know. I don't care if

945
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:04,640
Speaker 1: you had a wreckon you accidentally kill somebody. They just say, hey,

946
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:09,239
Speaker 1: just stay there, stay there, I'm on the way. Now

947
00:45:09,520 --> 00:45:11,120
Speaker 1: are you getting this car? And go? We put the

948
00:45:11,120 --> 00:45:14,759
Speaker 1: body in the trunk. Come on, let's go. Always tell

949
00:45:14,800 --> 00:45:18,080
Speaker 1: me the truth. I die for you, and I die

950
00:45:18,120 --> 00:45:18,719
Speaker 1: to protect you.

951
00:45:18,800 --> 00:45:20,840
Speaker 5: That's great advice that you tell your kids too, because

952
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:24,399
Speaker 5: as somebody who's been molested right when I was eight, saying,

953
00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:26,640
Speaker 5: that's exactly what they tell you. The person that's doing

954
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:28,600
Speaker 5: it will tell you that, like don't tell your mom.

955
00:45:28,640 --> 00:45:34,160
Speaker 1: It's always somebody close. It's always somebody close. It ain't

956
00:45:34,200 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 1: never no outside person broke in the house and did this.

957
00:45:37,200 --> 00:45:40,600
Speaker 1: And so when that happened, it's somebody that you trusted

958
00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:45,160
Speaker 1: as a child. I trusted you, and then they speared

959
00:45:45,200 --> 00:45:47,360
Speaker 1: me into all these different type of martial larws and

960
00:45:47,360 --> 00:45:49,120
Speaker 1: all this because I had a fear of being vulnerable.

961
00:45:49,360 --> 00:45:52,520
Speaker 1: It's led us to being violent. We ain't want to

962
00:45:52,560 --> 00:45:54,880
Speaker 1: be violent, you know what I'm saying. We was good children,

963
00:45:55,520 --> 00:45:58,160
Speaker 1: But that's you know, that's just the out that's that's

964
00:45:58,200 --> 00:46:01,040
Speaker 1: like the side effects that come with that. It's like

965
00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:03,880
Speaker 1: when I see children or women like I just and

966
00:46:03,920 --> 00:46:05,840
Speaker 1: then come to find out I ain't even gonna say it,

967
00:46:05,840 --> 00:46:07,600
Speaker 1: but when I talked to somebody else, I was like, man,

968
00:46:07,600 --> 00:46:09,759
Speaker 1: you spot to protect her. It happened to them too,

969
00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:12,640
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So it's like it made

970
00:46:12,680 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: me like over protective of women and children. I had

971
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:18,920
Speaker 1: to realize protecting them is creating that space for them

972
00:46:18,920 --> 00:46:22,640
Speaker 1: to communicate with you, to know what's right from wrong,

973
00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:25,480
Speaker 1: and communicating with them. See, we're trying to sweep that

974
00:46:25,520 --> 00:46:28,000
Speaker 1: shit under the rug. Now. We got to communicate with

975
00:46:28,080 --> 00:46:29,000
Speaker 1: our children.

976
00:46:30,239 --> 00:46:31,799
Speaker 3: That the album is out.

977
00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:33,680
Speaker 1: Hold on, I got a few more questions. I can't

978
00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:36,160
Speaker 1: ask me anything that's crazy. I never thought i'd speak

979
00:46:36,200 --> 00:46:38,319
Speaker 1: on that well. I spoke about it on a Mike

980
00:46:38,360 --> 00:46:41,600
Speaker 1: Tyson interview. You know what I'm saying, and then shout

981
00:46:41,600 --> 00:46:43,360
Speaker 1: out to Mike Tyson. I loved that brother. We was

982
00:46:43,400 --> 00:46:46,200
Speaker 1: talking about what made us become so violent and I

983
00:46:46,239 --> 00:46:48,120
Speaker 1: shared my story with him and he shared a story

984
00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:49,759
Speaker 1: with me. It was like it would turn me into

985
00:46:49,760 --> 00:46:52,839
Speaker 1: a monster, and I was like I saw myself in him.

986
00:46:53,360 --> 00:46:56,239
Speaker 1: At that moment, I was like, I love that man.

987
00:46:57,160 --> 00:46:59,080
Speaker 1: I always was a big fan. I always loved him,

988
00:46:59,120 --> 00:47:02,080
Speaker 1: but at that moment, I was like, Yeah, I love

989
00:47:02,120 --> 00:47:02,440
Speaker 1: this man.

990
00:47:02,520 --> 00:47:04,160
Speaker 3: What's your relationship with Jim Jones? I see you and

991
00:47:04,239 --> 00:47:05,759
Speaker 3: Jim Jones talks the story when he was on Drink

992
00:47:05,840 --> 00:47:08,960
Speaker 3: Champs about how you had a good relationship early on.

993
00:47:09,440 --> 00:47:12,080
Speaker 1: I always had a good relationship with Jim Jones. He

994
00:47:12,160 --> 00:47:15,120
Speaker 1: was fly. You know what I'm saying. And I hate

995
00:47:15,120 --> 00:47:17,080
Speaker 1: to say this, like I'm not trying to be racist,

996
00:47:17,600 --> 00:47:20,600
Speaker 1: but I mean this would all due disrespect. It's hard

997
00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:24,280
Speaker 1: for a bright nigga. You got to be extra gamester

998
00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:27,160
Speaker 1: when you bright. You know, when you bright, you know

999
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:29,200
Speaker 1: like how you know how to fight so good? Kivin

1000
00:47:29,239 --> 00:47:31,480
Speaker 1: because I got beat up a lot. That's why they

1001
00:47:31,520 --> 00:47:34,239
Speaker 1: always picked the bright nigga. They don't never pick. They

1002
00:47:34,239 --> 00:47:37,040
Speaker 1: don't never pick. He this dude, he ain't did nothing. Gangster.

1003
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:40,640
Speaker 1: He just ugly. He just ugly. Why are we ugly?

1004
00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:43,520
Speaker 1: Because we talk yet I ain't talking about you. You're

1005
00:47:43,520 --> 00:47:45,520
Speaker 1: a chocolate nigga. Man, I'm talking about an ugly niggas

1006
00:47:45,640 --> 00:47:49,320
Speaker 1: an ugly nigga too. But he fixed, he would a

1007
00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:51,520
Speaker 1: yellow he would a yellow bitch. Gonna like yellow bitch

1008
00:47:51,560 --> 00:47:55,480
Speaker 1: like chocolate niggas. They don't like bright niggas. Cat, Yeah,

1009
00:47:55,480 --> 00:47:58,120
Speaker 1: they feel like we. But then it's rights him.

1010
00:47:58,160 --> 00:48:00,640
Speaker 4: Though he's bright, you ain't bright to be kept.

1011
00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:03,520
Speaker 1: I'm really a nigga though. You know what I'm saying.

1012
00:48:03,520 --> 00:48:04,759
Speaker 1: I come up in there, you know what I'm saying.

1013
00:48:04,800 --> 00:48:07,440
Speaker 1: I've been I've been battle tested. You know I'm approved.

1014
00:48:07,480 --> 00:48:11,400
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. You know so, But just

1015
00:48:11,480 --> 00:48:13,520
Speaker 1: coming up as a child, you know, being bright with

1016
00:48:13,600 --> 00:48:16,000
Speaker 1: curly hair. You know what I'm saying. You know I

1017
00:48:16,320 --> 00:48:18,960
Speaker 1: saw Jim Jones, like, man, this nigga fly, he gangster

1018
00:48:19,280 --> 00:48:23,359
Speaker 1: and he bright. I say that's row. You know I

1019
00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:27,879
Speaker 1: identified with that because it because I saw myself in him.

1020
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:30,279
Speaker 1: And that's why I always been a fan of Jim Jones.

1021
00:48:30,320 --> 00:48:31,680
Speaker 1: It's still my partner to this day.

1022
00:48:31,800 --> 00:48:33,520
Speaker 2: He talks about the story he said, you refuse to

1023
00:48:33,520 --> 00:48:35,960
Speaker 2: sign with cash running to y'all, y'all met to you

1024
00:48:36,000 --> 00:48:37,840
Speaker 2: met with him.

1025
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:42,320
Speaker 1: I guess he shout out to Jim Jones. I was

1026
00:48:42,440 --> 00:48:44,920
Speaker 1: up here in New York. I don't know if that's how.

1027
00:48:45,400 --> 00:48:48,840
Speaker 1: I don't you know. There was a third party, EI

1028
00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:51,520
Speaker 1: and Fie. I told Fee, I say, man, I want

1029
00:48:51,520 --> 00:48:54,960
Speaker 1: to meet Jim Jones, and FI talked to E. I

1030
00:48:55,040 --> 00:48:56,080
Speaker 1: and e I put it together.

1031
00:48:56,160 --> 00:48:56,279
Speaker 2: Now.

1032
00:48:56,280 --> 00:48:58,160
Speaker 1: I don't know what they told him in the process,

1033
00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:00,360
Speaker 1: but I ended up meeting Jim Jones was and we

1034
00:49:00,400 --> 00:49:02,800
Speaker 1: developed a great relationship. When we have a great report

1035
00:49:02,880 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 1: to this day, like like that's my brother. I love

1036
00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:08,440
Speaker 1: him like whenever he in the city, he just holly

1037
00:49:08,440 --> 00:49:10,919
Speaker 1: where you at, and he everywhere. You know what I'm saying,

1038
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:12,799
Speaker 1: He never changed. Ye ill be in the same way,

1039
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:14,800
Speaker 1: always the same. How do I get a pair of

1040
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:20,040
Speaker 1: God's slippers? Man? You know how to happen? Somebody asked

1041
00:49:20,040 --> 00:49:22,319
Speaker 1: me to play cards. I'm like I will, but I

1042
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:24,400
Speaker 1: don't like they was gambling. I'm like I will, but

1043
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:26,840
Speaker 1: I ain't got no hands. But then they saw me eating,

1044
00:49:27,200 --> 00:49:29,280
Speaker 1: and they was like, I thought to say, no hands,

1045
00:49:29,840 --> 00:49:32,239
Speaker 1: they not mine. They for God. So when I said

1046
00:49:32,239 --> 00:49:34,560
Speaker 1: God's slippers, everything I got on I just borrowed it

1047
00:49:34,600 --> 00:49:36,959
Speaker 1: from God. All I have is the little that God

1048
00:49:36,960 --> 00:49:39,839
Speaker 1: bless me with. I borrow a pair of God's slippers.

1049
00:49:40,040 --> 00:49:42,439
Speaker 1: I walked on water in front of you niggas. What

1050
00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:44,640
Speaker 1: I mean is I walked over all kinds of obstacles

1051
00:49:44,760 --> 00:49:47,000
Speaker 1: because I brought a pair of God's slippers. And I

1052
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,360
Speaker 1: made this shit look flat while I was doing it.

1053
00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:52,319
Speaker 1: Adversity Bill's character. If it ain't rough, it ain't us.

1054
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:58,880
Speaker 1: I borrought a pair of God's slippers, started the battery,

1055
00:49:59,000 --> 00:50:01,040
Speaker 1: got back in charge. Did it again.

1056
00:50:03,040 --> 00:50:04,640
Speaker 3: You know they don't believe that. They don't believe you

1057
00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:05,800
Speaker 3: started a call with your hands.

1058
00:50:06,160 --> 00:50:09,200
Speaker 1: You got to show somebody something I can give a

1059
00:50:09,239 --> 00:50:09,920
Speaker 1: fuck list with it.

1060
00:50:14,800 --> 00:50:17,240
Speaker 5: Hey, thank you for paying homage to the holy grounds

1061
00:50:17,239 --> 00:50:18,000
Speaker 5: of Walmart too.

1062
00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,879
Speaker 4: Man, Oh my God, you from the South. I ain't

1063
00:50:20,920 --> 00:50:21,560
Speaker 4: tell you about that.

1064
00:50:21,719 --> 00:50:24,520
Speaker 1: No. I was in there. I was on color cold, Okay.

1065
00:50:24,719 --> 00:50:26,400
Speaker 1: I was hustling at the time. This is when I

1066
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:29,520
Speaker 1: was living illegitimately. I was hustling at the time. What

1067
00:50:29,560 --> 00:50:32,040
Speaker 1: color cold is? You gotta call in and if your

1068
00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:34,560
Speaker 1: color come up, you gotta go piss. So I was

1069
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:36,440
Speaker 1: in there buying the gloves because I was doing my

1070
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:38,520
Speaker 1: thing with the gloves so it wouldn't get in my system.

1071
00:50:38,800 --> 00:50:41,080
Speaker 1: That's the myth that I heard that don't get in

1072
00:50:41,080 --> 00:50:42,960
Speaker 1: your system if you wear the gloves. And you know,

1073
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:44,920
Speaker 1: I end up meeting me a little one up in Walmart.

1074
00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:46,560
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. We was at wild House,

1075
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:48,440
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, and she ate me up

1076
00:50:48,440 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 1: in the Honda. You know how they go retireded. You've

1077
00:50:51,640 --> 00:50:55,799
Speaker 1: been loving Walmart ever since. I love Walmart anyway, Yeah,

1078
00:50:55,840 --> 00:50:58,760
Speaker 1: I love They got everything you need, that's right. You know.

1079
00:50:58,800 --> 00:51:00,560
Speaker 1: That's one of the DVDs. You remember, they used to

1080
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:03,000
Speaker 1: have a three pack of DVDs, a six pack of DVDs.

1081
00:51:03,200 --> 00:51:05,000
Speaker 1: I had the lit DVD player. When I used to

1082
00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:06,640
Speaker 1: be in the trap, I shoot over there and grabbing

1083
00:51:06,680 --> 00:51:08,839
Speaker 1: a couple of DVDs. I have my Jenkins, go get it.

1084
00:51:09,000 --> 00:51:11,759
Speaker 1: But it's something about going in there yourself late night

1085
00:51:11,800 --> 00:51:12,320
Speaker 1: in the morning.

1086
00:51:12,480 --> 00:51:14,480
Speaker 5: That's when they used to stay open twenty four hours,

1087
00:51:14,560 --> 00:51:16,520
Speaker 5: especially if you grew up in the country. In the country,

1088
00:51:16,560 --> 00:51:18,279
Speaker 5: probably wasn't nothing is them all?

1089
00:51:18,400 --> 00:51:21,000
Speaker 1: That's right, that's them all. That's right. Yeah, I met

1090
00:51:21,040 --> 00:51:22,400
Speaker 1: a winter like you know, I met a winner in

1091
00:51:22,400 --> 00:51:24,520
Speaker 1: that with the lit Chinese slippers on. You know, they

1092
00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:26,719
Speaker 1: be in there, you know what I'm saying. You know,

1093
00:51:26,719 --> 00:51:28,840
Speaker 1: they got the little steppers walking around and there and

1094
00:51:28,920 --> 00:51:31,440
Speaker 1: stop playing. And you said you got.

1095
00:51:31,280 --> 00:51:33,359
Speaker 5: The Almighty on speed down, and you say, the only

1096
00:51:33,400 --> 00:51:36,200
Speaker 5: way to kill a god is when I called them

1097
00:51:36,280 --> 00:51:36,759
Speaker 5: that's it.

1098
00:51:38,360 --> 00:51:42,760
Speaker 1: Like, my body is my temple. Now A great responsibility

1099
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:44,840
Speaker 1: to come with looking at your body like your temple.

1100
00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:48,440
Speaker 1: Like that's really what made me stop drinking alcohol. Like

1101
00:51:48,600 --> 00:51:51,760
Speaker 1: at my listening party, I had a glass of apple

1102
00:51:51,840 --> 00:51:54,880
Speaker 1: juice and then I told her the ball ten I had,

1103
00:51:54,960 --> 00:51:56,879
Speaker 1: make me something fruit and make it look like I drink,

1104
00:51:56,920 --> 00:51:59,239
Speaker 1: but make it just taste good and fruity booted. Make

1105
00:51:59,280 --> 00:52:01,239
Speaker 1: me a lit fruity oh the right fair. She's like,

1106
00:52:01,280 --> 00:52:04,600
Speaker 1: oh my god, I love your accent. I say, yeah,

1107
00:52:04,640 --> 00:52:07,000
Speaker 1: but don't put no alcohol in it, you know, but

1108
00:52:07,040 --> 00:52:08,839
Speaker 1: put me a lett flour on that, you know, make

1109
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:11,239
Speaker 1: it look good. So I had that, and then I

1110
00:52:11,280 --> 00:52:14,920
Speaker 1: had two champagne glasses and apple juice and I was

1111
00:52:14,960 --> 00:52:17,640
Speaker 1: just walking around feeling good like everybody else was feeling good.

1112
00:52:18,520 --> 00:52:20,720
Speaker 1: But you know, when you say your body is your temple,

1113
00:52:20,800 --> 00:52:24,640
Speaker 1: come with a great responsibility. Like sometime when I need clarity,

1114
00:52:25,000 --> 00:52:27,600
Speaker 1: I gotta fast and clean my temple out. So the

1115
00:52:27,600 --> 00:52:29,360
Speaker 1: spirit of the Most, how I can abide in my

1116
00:52:29,480 --> 00:52:33,600
Speaker 1: temple God by the covered by the Highest. They guns

1117
00:52:33,600 --> 00:52:36,399
Speaker 1: hold no power to this holy temple. How you kill

1118
00:52:36,400 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 1: a God when a law called them? The only time

1119
00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:42,000
Speaker 1: he goes when a law called him. That's it, Almighty

1120
00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:44,640
Speaker 1: on speed doll. You on a speed doll. I could

1121
00:52:44,640 --> 00:52:48,120
Speaker 1: talk to God before I could call my phone. I

1122
00:52:48,120 --> 00:52:49,719
Speaker 1: could talk to God f I could call you with

1123
00:52:49,760 --> 00:52:53,319
Speaker 1: my phone. You on speed dog, I'm always talking to God.

1124
00:52:53,400 --> 00:52:55,120
Speaker 1: Before I drunk the coffee, I prayed over it. I

1125
00:52:55,120 --> 00:52:56,560
Speaker 1: don't know what they did to the car before they

1126
00:52:56,560 --> 00:52:59,600
Speaker 1: brought it to me. Everything with me is a faith move.

1127
00:53:00,800 --> 00:53:03,239
Speaker 1: I don't have I don't not have security because I'm

1128
00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:05,719
Speaker 1: a tough guy. I don't have security because I walk

1129
00:53:05,800 --> 00:53:08,879
Speaker 1: by faith or not by sight. I pray all the time.

1130
00:53:09,480 --> 00:53:12,680
Speaker 1: That's all I got. That's all I got is prayer.

1131
00:53:14,480 --> 00:53:16,920
Speaker 1: If not I be doing a life sentence or dead,

1132
00:53:17,920 --> 00:53:19,840
Speaker 1: I know this, This is a blessing for me to

1133
00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:22,880
Speaker 1: be sitting right here, right now. I'm not supposed to

1134
00:53:22,920 --> 00:53:25,239
Speaker 1: be here, big brother, and I mean that with all

1135
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:27,000
Speaker 1: due respect. I'm not supposed to be here right now

1136
00:53:27,160 --> 00:53:29,279
Speaker 1: now you're supposed to be. God wants you here right

1137
00:53:29,400 --> 00:53:32,160
Speaker 1: but he got you here to help other brothers without

1138
00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:35,600
Speaker 1: deb You know this is God. This ain't me.

1139
00:53:36,280 --> 00:53:38,279
Speaker 5: You are here to help other brothers here man, and

1140
00:53:38,320 --> 00:53:41,399
Speaker 5: I think the ceremony is going to do a phenomenal job.

1141
00:53:41,680 --> 00:53:45,200
Speaker 1: You know something, You remember when I used to you know,

1142
00:53:45,760 --> 00:53:47,520
Speaker 1: any time I used to drop an album, I used

1143
00:53:47,560 --> 00:53:49,839
Speaker 1: to say things like, if you want to go get it,

1144
00:53:50,239 --> 00:53:51,920
Speaker 1: get it. If you don't want it, don't want that

1145
00:53:52,040 --> 00:53:55,239
Speaker 1: was like that fear of what if it's not good enough?

1146
00:53:56,280 --> 00:53:59,480
Speaker 1: This bitch good enough, go get it? Just the one? Absolutely,

1147
00:54:00,239 --> 00:54:02,160
Speaker 1: like if you're ready to just really just take self

1148
00:54:02,200 --> 00:54:04,520
Speaker 1: accountability and heal, just the one.

1149
00:54:05,400 --> 00:54:06,600
Speaker 3: What do you want to hear? Let's play a joint

1150
00:54:06,640 --> 00:54:07,719
Speaker 3: off down now? Which one?

1151
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:15,720
Speaker 1: Oh? My god, my favorite? I can't pick a favorite.

1152
00:54:15,760 --> 00:54:18,880
Speaker 1: I like what move? Just tell me what move we in?

1153
00:54:19,160 --> 00:54:19,799
Speaker 1: What move we in?

1154
00:54:19,920 --> 00:54:20,319
Speaker 3: Right now?

1155
00:54:20,920 --> 00:54:21,720
Speaker 1: Let's play healing?

1156
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:22,000
Speaker 5: Man.

1157
00:54:22,520 --> 00:54:26,160
Speaker 1: I like healing. I love healing, but I also love

1158
00:54:26,239 --> 00:54:29,239
Speaker 1: that on that t Pain remix that I.

1159
00:54:29,160 --> 00:54:31,640
Speaker 4: Did, Shorty Shorty.

1160
00:54:31,840 --> 00:54:34,399
Speaker 1: You know like you might say this that even though

1161
00:54:34,400 --> 00:54:36,279
Speaker 1: I'm not your man, not my girl, I'm gonna call

1162
00:54:36,320 --> 00:54:40,560
Speaker 1: you my lie. Yeah, let's play both of us. Like

1163
00:54:40,560 --> 00:54:43,000
Speaker 1: in Louisiana, you might be like, yeah, this is my yo.

1164
00:54:43,120 --> 00:54:44,799
Speaker 1: Say freestyle too though time.

1165
00:54:47,719 --> 00:54:51,080
Speaker 4: Oh let's play both little Yeah, we play healing.

1166
00:54:52,120 --> 00:54:57,839
Speaker 1: You're just gonna forget my own style. Play whatever y'all got, sendy.

1167
00:54:57,520 --> 00:54:59,680
Speaker 3: Clean versus saym cres for sendy Clean.

1168
00:54:59,640 --> 00:55:03,600
Speaker 1: Man devit gates. The ceremony is out this Friday. Go

1169
00:55:03,640 --> 00:55:05,120
Speaker 1: pick it up. Man. Tell us what the title me?

1170
00:55:05,160 --> 00:55:06,879
Speaker 1: I don think you ever told what the tight teremony? Yeah,

1171
00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:10,279
Speaker 1: it's the ceremony that I was having with myself. I

1172
00:55:10,360 --> 00:55:12,600
Speaker 1: learned the love again the stranger that was once myself.

1173
00:55:13,400 --> 00:55:16,120
Speaker 1: That was the ceremony to reuniting with my authentic self.

1174
00:55:16,960 --> 00:55:18,759
Speaker 1: It's been a long journey I'm talking about from the

1175
00:55:19,360 --> 00:55:22,560
Speaker 1: I even told my elders I never cut my hair,

1176
00:55:22,600 --> 00:55:24,560
Speaker 1: and this and this and that. But it came a

1177
00:55:24,640 --> 00:55:27,560
Speaker 1: time when it's time to go back to original form.

1178
00:55:27,920 --> 00:55:29,600
Speaker 1: I was like, but I just earned a new I

1179
00:55:29,640 --> 00:55:32,719
Speaker 1: just earned a spotted Eagle Feather said, Kevin, you don't

1180
00:55:32,760 --> 00:55:34,520
Speaker 1: wear the feathers in your hair. You wear the feathers

1181
00:55:34,560 --> 00:55:37,279
Speaker 1: in your heart for what it's staying for. You wear

1182
00:55:37,280 --> 00:55:39,560
Speaker 1: it in your heart. And I was like, you're right.

1183
00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:42,680
Speaker 1: I cried when I cut my hair because I had

1184
00:55:42,680 --> 00:55:44,680
Speaker 1: a lot of trauma and a lot of the things

1185
00:55:44,680 --> 00:55:47,080
Speaker 1: that I went through was all of that. My journey

1186
00:55:47,160 --> 00:55:49,480
Speaker 1: was in my heir and I cried and it was

1187
00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:52,760
Speaker 1: a beautiful because it was releasing and I just feel

1188
00:55:52,800 --> 00:55:56,360
Speaker 1: so much lighter though. And it's crazy. The girl that

1189
00:55:56,480 --> 00:55:58,960
Speaker 1: dupe that braved my hair, she said, I think you

1190
00:55:59,000 --> 00:56:00,680
Speaker 1: should cut it. I think once you cut it, it's

1191
00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:03,239
Speaker 1: gonna take you to a whole other level. I say,

1192
00:56:03,280 --> 00:56:06,080
Speaker 1: you wouldn't the sacrifice getting paid you go to a

1193
00:56:06,120 --> 00:56:09,200
Speaker 1: whole other level. She was like yeah, I say, because

1194
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:14,120
Speaker 1: you committed this selfless act, forever you will be blessed. Wow.

1195
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:20,560
Speaker 4: Wow, Kevin Friday Man, Kevin, appreciate you, brother.

1196
00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:20,839
Speaker 1: Man.

1197
00:56:21,719 --> 00:56:24,920
Speaker 5: I love when healing, especially from black men, have a soundtrack.

1198
00:56:25,040 --> 00:56:27,120
Speaker 5: We need more of those, man, So thank you for

1199
00:56:27,120 --> 00:56:28,920
Speaker 5: making one. Thank you for having me.

1200
00:56:29,040 --> 00:56:31,040
Speaker 3: That's right, It's Kevin Gates is the Breakfast Club, Good

1201
00:56:31,080 --> 00:56:32,400
Speaker 3: Morning Wake.

1202
00:56:32,239 --> 00:56:35,160
Speaker 1: That ass up in the morning. The Breakfast Club