WEBVTT - Steve Perry

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<v Speaker 1>High Heart Radio Presents Inside the Studio, I'm your host,

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Levy. Now this time around, I got to sit

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<v Speaker 1>down with Steve Perry, who is the singer for Journey,

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<v Speaker 1>provided the soundtrack to somewhere between seventy and one ten

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<v Speaker 1>million high school proms, as well as several billion Trips

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<v Speaker 1>Down the Highway and the final episode of The Sopranos.

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<v Speaker 1>We talked about his new album Traces, his return to

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<v Speaker 1>music after a two decade absence. We talked about the

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<v Speaker 1>loss of a loved one that motivated that return, and

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<v Speaker 1>we talked about the pressures and pains that led to

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<v Speaker 1>that long absence, a time when he found he couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>even listen to music, let alone make it. When Perry

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<v Speaker 1>joined Journey in seven, he was twenty six and he

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<v Speaker 1>had already been through several bands but never landed an

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<v Speaker 1>album deal. For their part, Ernie had already recorded three

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<v Speaker 1>albums to not much notice. They were technically gifted. Guitarist

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<v Speaker 1>Neil Showan and keyboardist Gregg Rolie had played with Santana,

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<v Speaker 1>and at that point Journey was a slightly proggy band

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<v Speaker 1>that sang about walking across the clouds and then backed

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<v Speaker 1>it up with five or six minutes of skyscraping guitar solos,

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<v Speaker 1>so they had chops. What they lacked was a rock

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<v Speaker 1>and roll hert. Perry provided just that. Yea, so how

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<v Speaker 1>The first song he ever wrote with Neil Shane, Patiently,

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<v Speaker 1>was packed with personal longing, both for loves and success.

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<v Speaker 1>You listen to the lyrics, it's really a story about

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<v Speaker 1>where I'm at at that moment, talking to them, about

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<v Speaker 1>patiently waiting to join that banner, to be under the

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<v Speaker 1>lights that they were under, or your lights inside of me.

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<v Speaker 1>This we bring to you. The opening track on the

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<v Speaker 1>first album Perry recorded with Journey Infinity was Lights, which

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<v Speaker 1>is familiar to anyone who's seen a San Francisco Giants game,

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<v Speaker 1>and you can hear the classic soul music that Perry

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<v Speaker 1>grew up loving in those opening chords. Once again, this

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<v Speaker 1>song is packed full of longing, except in this case,

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<v Speaker 1>it's not about wanting to be under the spotlight. It's

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<v Speaker 1>about wanting to return home. In some sense, those two

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<v Speaker 1>impulses and the contradiction between them, would define everything Perry

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<v Speaker 1>and Journey did over the next decade. He helped create

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<v Speaker 1>a stadium packing monster of rock. Seven consecutive multi platinum albums,

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<v Speaker 1>eighteen top forty singles, from the speeding ticket inducing stomper

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<v Speaker 1>me Way You Want It Where to the slow waltzing

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<v Speaker 1>Open Arms, which will be one of the cornerstones of

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<v Speaker 1>the power Ballot Hall of Fame if they ever get

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<v Speaker 1>around the building. One should have been done. No Hall

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<v Speaker 1>Magic feels. And then there were songs that combined both

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<v Speaker 1>stomping and power balloting, like Don't Stop Believing or Oh

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<v Speaker 1>Sherry single from Perry's first solo album, Street Talk. So

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<v Speaker 1>Steve Perry was a guy who could combine prog rock

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<v Speaker 1>with soul music, or the classicism of Bruce Springsteen with

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<v Speaker 1>new wave synths and drums. He had a voice that

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<v Speaker 1>was operatic Freddie Mercury style. But one reason his music

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<v Speaker 1>became a soundtrack to everyday life is that it actually

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<v Speaker 1>felt rooted in it. It really doesn't matter that there

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<v Speaker 1>is no such place as South Detroit. What matters is

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<v Speaker 1>that there are lonely people who feel the way the

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<v Speaker 1>small town girl and the city boy and Don't Stop

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<v Speaker 1>Believing feel, and who want to both experience that feeling

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<v Speaker 1>and get some relief from it. For the four minutes

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<v Speaker 1>in nine seconds, that that song lasts. Now, there were

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of those kinds of people. Journey's Greatest Hits

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<v Speaker 1>has sold better than ten million copies. But in February,

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<v Speaker 1>Steve Perry played the last of seventy four dates on

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<v Speaker 1>Journeys tour for their ninth album, the aptly named Raised

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<v Speaker 1>on radio, and he returned home and for a long

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<v Speaker 1>while that was it. He was done. Perry was suffering

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<v Speaker 1>from what he describes his PTSD, and he went back

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<v Speaker 1>to the San Joaquin Valley in central California where he

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<v Speaker 1>grew up in order to recover. And PTSD is actually

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<v Speaker 1>something other musicians I've spoken with referred to when they

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<v Speaker 1>talk about how difficult it can be to adjust to

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<v Speaker 1>the real world after life on the road. In Perry's case,

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<v Speaker 1>it was something more than that, a burnout so severe

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<v Speaker 1>that initially he found himself unable to listen to any

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<v Speaker 1>music other than the soothing sounds of ambient He spent

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<v Speaker 1>time writing as Harley, caring for family, and trying to

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<v Speaker 1>reconnect with himself. Though he'd make another solo album in

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<v Speaker 1>four it was a little out of step with things

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<v Speaker 1>at the height of grunge, and though he'd reunite with

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<v Speaker 1>Journey for an album in nine six. He did not

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<v Speaker 1>want to tour for it. He seemed to be done

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<v Speaker 1>with the hot light that he had been longing for

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<v Speaker 1>back when he wrote patiently in ninety seven. But something

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<v Speaker 1>happened during Perry's time away. The music he made with Journey,

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<v Speaker 1>critically dismissed at the height of its popularity, is corporate

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<v Speaker 1>rock began to be more beloved, which is the kind

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<v Speaker 1>of thing that does happen as cultural gatekeepers begin to

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<v Speaker 1>change and the people raised on radio when it was

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<v Speaker 1>defined by Journey to begin to make culture of their own.

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<v Speaker 1>In Perry's case, Patty Jenkins, whould go on to direct

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<v Speaker 1>the blockbuster Wonder World, contacted him about using Don't Stop

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<v Speaker 1>Believing in a scene for her two thousand and three

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<v Speaker 1>independent film Monster, and shortly after she made the request,

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<v Speaker 1>Perry turned up on set, asking how he could help

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<v Speaker 1>her with her movie. The two became friends. Four years later.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't Stop Believing turned up again in the two thousand

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<v Speaker 1>and seven finale of The Sopranos, after which it shot

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<v Speaker 1>right up the iTunes chart, becoming the number three selling

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<v Speaker 1>download twenty four years after its release, and the Journey

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<v Speaker 1>revival would only continue from there. It's that that revival

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<v Speaker 1>did nothing to coax Perry back into public life, but

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<v Speaker 1>eventually he met a woman who would ultimately do so.

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<v Speaker 1>In two thousand and eleven, Patty Jenkins directed an episode

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<v Speaker 1>of five, an anthology of TV movies about breast cancer

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<v Speaker 1>and its impact on people's lives. Perry was visiting Jenkins

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<v Speaker 1>one day when she was editing, and he was struck

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<v Speaker 1>by one of the extras in a scene that featured

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<v Speaker 1>real cancer patients. It was Kelly Nash, a Los Angeles psychologist.

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<v Speaker 1>Perry asked for an email introduction, but Jenkins wanted him

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<v Speaker 1>to know Nash's condition before reaching out. She had been

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<v Speaker 1>in remission, but her cancer had returned and spread to

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<v Speaker 1>her lungs and bones. At that moment, I had the

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<v Speaker 1>opportunity to send no email, pull back, no harm, no foul,

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<v Speaker 1>Perry told Rolling Stone recently. I would just go back

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<v Speaker 1>to my safe life. Instead, I said, send the email,

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<v Speaker 1>and an email turned into a phone call that lasted

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<v Speaker 1>more than five hours, and soon enough the two were

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<v Speaker 1>living together. They had just a year and a half

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<v Speaker 1>together before Nash passed away in December. Dot wolf Fly

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<v Speaker 1>Golden before her death Nash asked Perry for a promise

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<v Speaker 1>that he would not return to isolation. In fact, she

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<v Speaker 1>urged him to return to music. That's part of the

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<v Speaker 1>remarkable story behind Traces, and Perry had already been working

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<v Speaker 1>on some music before he began recording Traces To. The

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<v Speaker 1>most heartbreaking songs on the album, Most of All and

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<v Speaker 1>in the Rain, were actually written before he ever met

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<v Speaker 1>Kelly Nash. But one reason the recording of this album

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<v Speaker 1>took five years is that Perry actually built a home

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<v Speaker 1>studio so that he could work his own way, at

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<v Speaker 1>his own pace, and he did that work very much

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<v Speaker 1>in private. Those who participated signed nondisclosure agreements. The album

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<v Speaker 1>certainly has music of loss and heartbreak, but it also

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<v Speaker 1>has songs that that had that healing vibe of Perry's

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<v Speaker 1>return to his hometown, like Nowhere Racing, which involves the

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<v Speaker 1>high school reunion, reconnection and some time in the backseat

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<v Speaker 1>of a car. And then there are songs that involved

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<v Speaker 1>both heartbreak and healing, like Perry's remarkable cover of the

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<v Speaker 1>Beatles I Need You. That cover was actually a long

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<v Speaker 1>time coming. Perry had been thinking about what he might

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<v Speaker 1>want to do with that song, written by George Harrison

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<v Speaker 1>since he first heard it on the soundtrack to Help

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<v Speaker 1>in nineteen. He told me about playing his version of

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<v Speaker 1>it for Harrison's widow, Olivia, and about how music, something

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<v Speaker 1>he swore he'd never returned to, became once again the

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<v Speaker 1>most powerful focus of his life. Here's what else he

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<v Speaker 1>had to say to me. I'm lonely, could be Steve Perry.

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to inside the studio. Thank you, it's nice to

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<v Speaker 1>be here. Oh, you've got the motorcycle boots and you

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<v Speaker 1>actually ride. I do have motorcycle boots, but I sold

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<v Speaker 1>my bike. I had to get rid of it. I

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<v Speaker 1>was afraid I was gonna kill myself, but I did

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<v Speaker 1>save my life. When I first left the band, first

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<v Speaker 1>thing I did was go back to my hometown and

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<v Speaker 1>jump on Harley that I bought. I never owned before.

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<v Speaker 1>I bought a soft tail Custom was a beautiful motorcycle.

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<v Speaker 1>I bought it and by Salia, California, and I drove

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<v Speaker 1>it to Hamford, California, put it in a storage unit

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<v Speaker 1>which I rented, and it lived there. So every time

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<v Speaker 1>I could have had hometown of mine, I just parked

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<v Speaker 1>the car and jump on that bike and I'd ride it.

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<v Speaker 1>Out in the country where the Vince posts and the

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<v Speaker 1>jack Rabbits were of my youth. To be honest with you, man,

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<v Speaker 1>I did that a lot back then. There was no

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<v Speaker 1>helmet law. I was just long hair flying behind you.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. I kind of helped put my head back

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<v Speaker 1>together again. Did you grow up riding? No, But I

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<v Speaker 1>did have a Honda when I was a young kid,

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<v Speaker 1>I had a Honda trail bike, so I used to

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<v Speaker 1>drive to school. So I kind of like scooters like that.

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<v Speaker 1>You know. Wait, so this Harley, this is like the

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<v Speaker 1>fulfillment of some sort of it was it was. I

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<v Speaker 1>finally bought a Harley and it was an Evolution engine,

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful and soft tail custom had a Cabernet color tank

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<v Speaker 1>and fenders, just really beautiful. I used to drive out

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<v Speaker 1>in the country and then after it helped put my

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<v Speaker 1>brain back together and give me that comfort, I actually

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<v Speaker 1>just gave it to somebody about a year because I

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<v Speaker 1>just didn't think I should be on it more because

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<v Speaker 1>I'm I'm just not that talented writing anymore. Were in

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<v Speaker 1>an accident, well, when I used to drink, I certainly

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<v Speaker 1>would lay it down a couple of times, right because

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<v Speaker 1>the truism is that there are two kinds of motorcycle riders,

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<v Speaker 1>those who have been in an accident and those who

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<v Speaker 1>will be in an accident. That's right, that's right. How

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<v Speaker 1>bad was it when you laid it down? Well, I

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<v Speaker 1>was actually just coming out of a bar. I had

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<v Speaker 1>had too many drinks, and I just went to write

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<v Speaker 1>it and started and I lost my balance and then

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<v Speaker 1>dropped it. With people who don't ride don't realize no

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<v Speaker 1>matter of pounds, it's heavy, it's heavy. I had to

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<v Speaker 1>have two buddies help me straighten it up. So that's

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<v Speaker 1>kind of taught me that, remember when I and drink

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<v Speaker 1>and ride. The thing Number two is that to maybe

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just not that skilled of a writer. You've said

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<v Speaker 1>that when you left the band thought this Harley had

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<v Speaker 1>helped put your head back together. But you've talked about

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<v Speaker 1>that as a period where you had a kind of PTSD.

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<v Speaker 1>I did what form did this PTSD take for you?

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<v Speaker 1>For me, I could not listen to music of any kind,

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<v Speaker 1>and I could not sing or write music of any kind.

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<v Speaker 1>The only thing I could listen to was stuff that

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<v Speaker 1>was called ambient at that time, which was like liquid mind.

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<v Speaker 1>Steve Roach had some music out This was like ambient

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<v Speaker 1>and there was no drums, there's no guitars, there's no voices,

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<v Speaker 1>there was no you know, anything like that. And it

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<v Speaker 1>was just something I thought that, especially liquid mine, the

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<v Speaker 1>changes of liquid mind, sort of we're emotionally putting me

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<v Speaker 1>back together a little bit at a time. But it

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<v Speaker 1>was quite some time before I could listen to the

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<v Speaker 1>music of my youth, which was the R and B

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<v Speaker 1>and said Cooks and all that. It took a while

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<v Speaker 1>just to get back to that and just to stick

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<v Speaker 1>with that notion of putting your mind back together. That

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<v Speaker 1>PTSD it sounds like also you were self medicating at

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<v Speaker 1>that point, self medicating. I was not medicating. There's no

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<v Speaker 1>doubt that before I even left the group, there were

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<v Speaker 1>all in some sort of behaviors, okay, And that contributed

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<v Speaker 1>to the emptiness. That was a feeling of disconnected with

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<v Speaker 1>the passion for music. It was a pretty scary thing.

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<v Speaker 1>So I didn't just go back to my hometown and disappear.

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<v Speaker 1>I I reconvened with some feelings and streets and the

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<v Speaker 1>country roads and the old ice cream parlor. Plus I

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<v Speaker 1>had at that time my father's sister was still alive,

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<v Speaker 1>and I went and helped take care of her because

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<v Speaker 1>she was in her nineties, and got her situated and

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<v Speaker 1>visited her a lot because she was going from from

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<v Speaker 1>one home of assisted living to another as her needs

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<v Speaker 1>became more required for assistance. So I was taking care

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<v Speaker 1>of her too. I was a thing I was doing

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<v Speaker 1>at the time. You mentioned the music that had first

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<v Speaker 1>met a lot to you, the music that you grew

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<v Speaker 1>up on. Tell me more about that. Who were the

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<v Speaker 1>singers that you learned from. Oh, my goodness, the ones

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<v Speaker 1>I learned the most from. We're pocket singers. They had

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<v Speaker 1>rhythm in their phrasings. The Sam Cooks, the Jackie Wilson's,

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<v Speaker 1>the Levi Stubbs from the Four Tops. Even Smokey Robinson

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<v Speaker 1>in his own way was very light and lilty, but

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<v Speaker 1>so so full. Marvin Gay of course, then later came

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<v Speaker 1>Glady's Night. Um. I love the Supremes. When I was

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<v Speaker 1>growing up, you know, I was really big Motown fan.

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<v Speaker 1>So besides the songwriting and recording of the music I

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<v Speaker 1>grew up with, there was this other factor of what

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<v Speaker 1>were they doing? Meaning, how are they recording it? How

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<v Speaker 1>does it sound that way? And why does it feel

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<v Speaker 1>that way? And how did they get that drum sound,

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<v Speaker 1>and what kind of echoes on the voice of Levi

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<v Speaker 1>Stubbs and the song Bernadine or Baby I Need Your

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<v Speaker 1>Loving There or the Marvin Gay Troubled Man. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>there was just another focus that started to show up

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<v Speaker 1>in my heart of trying to learn from all that

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<v Speaker 1>at an early age are production engineering. They were, but

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<v Speaker 1>they were invaluable things that I thought I needed to

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<v Speaker 1>pay attention to. And I started really early on listening

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<v Speaker 1>to to the whole thing because I realized very early on,

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<v Speaker 1>like about seven eight years old, why does it feel

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<v Speaker 1>in sound that way? It wasn't just a forty five?

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<v Speaker 1>What went into this? Why does it come out like that?

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<v Speaker 1>I wanted to know what's behind it? So I slowly

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<v Speaker 1>started to just go to school, so to speak, with

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<v Speaker 1>going into these tracks, listening to the echoes, is it stereo?

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<v Speaker 1>Isn't mono? My goodness's mono? Wow? Okay? And started really

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<v Speaker 1>getting into why it works the way it does, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>And then all of a sudden years later when the

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<v Speaker 1>Beatles showed up, what I found fascinating is if you

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<v Speaker 1>listen to Motown, most of those are done on four track,

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<v Speaker 1>and if you listen to the early Beatles for sale record.

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<v Speaker 1>It's four track because you can hear that they've recorded

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<v Speaker 1>like three tracks and bounced them to the left of

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<v Speaker 1>the band. Then you can hear that they have on

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<v Speaker 1>no Reply. For instance, they have Ringo and I think

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<v Speaker 1>George and maybe Paul in the distance on the right

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<v Speaker 1>side on one track, accentuating the downbeat of the chorus

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<v Speaker 1>no we plan do. Okay, So you got ring on

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<v Speaker 1>the right going and pinching the symbol with a bassed

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<v Speaker 1>on boom. Okay. See you get that in time with

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<v Speaker 1>what's already there on the left side when they get

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<v Speaker 1>the basic. So they're accentuating with an accent stuff that

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<v Speaker 1>works with the main track in the most cool way.

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<v Speaker 1>And then they have two tracks left of them to

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<v Speaker 1>mess around and do vocals down the middle. Now what's

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<v Speaker 1>really fascinating is if you listen to lead vocal of

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<v Speaker 1>John in the middle, the echoes on the right, it's

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<v Speaker 1>not on the left. So when they're mixing this stuff,

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<v Speaker 1>these are the things. These are the decisions I've decided

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<v Speaker 1>to make to give it spread, to give it this

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<v Speaker 1>inclusive feeling. Dude. Four channels, four channels. What that means

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<v Speaker 1>is that they had to really make a commitment. Once

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<v Speaker 1>you commit to these tracks, you can't go back. It

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<v Speaker 1>isn't like today where you got tracks to choose from.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, like we're recording right now, you've got multiple

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<v Speaker 1>tracks we can choose from. No, you got four channels.

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<v Speaker 1>Since we're talking about the Beatles, there's a Beatles song

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<v Speaker 1>on Traces on your new album, Yes there is I

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<v Speaker 1>Need You. How did you come to choose that one?

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<v Speaker 1>What drew you to it? When I was really younger?

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<v Speaker 1>I love the help her, but there was one song

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<v Speaker 1>by George Harrison called I Need You that was so

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<v Speaker 1>beautiful and it was a Bossanova field. They were kind

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<v Speaker 1>of into that Bossanova thing at that time. They did

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of tunes like that. Though I liked it,

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<v Speaker 1>I thought it was a bigger song than that. I

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<v Speaker 1>wasn't being there rative. I just thought, my goodness, this

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<v Speaker 1>is such a great song. I think it needs a

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<v Speaker 1>different treatment. And I knew that as a kid, so

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<v Speaker 1>that when it came time to do the Traces record,

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<v Speaker 1>So this is when you've been thinking about her feeling

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<v Speaker 1>for a long time, then well that has been in

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<v Speaker 1>the back pocket for years since I was a kid.

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<v Speaker 1>So I turned to my co producer, engineer Tom Flowers,

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<v Speaker 1>and said, Tom, you know, I got this idea. I

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<v Speaker 1>got the sketch of me just with acoustic voice on

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<v Speaker 1>one of my drives. Can I play for him? It's

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<v Speaker 1>a Beatles song called I Need You by George Harrison.

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<v Speaker 1>So I played it for him and he loved it.

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<v Speaker 1>So the next thing I know, Vinny cal Udo was

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<v Speaker 1>over there recording some drums I think for no more crying.

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<v Speaker 1>I said, Vinnie, I got this other song. Would you

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<v Speaker 1>mind just doing a pass on it? She? Sure, Man,

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<v Speaker 1>what do you got? I played it for him and says, oh, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, Vinny Caludo has got a feel from heaven.

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<v Speaker 1>So he went out there were the past just nailed it.

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<v Speaker 1>So from that point on, that song became what I

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<v Speaker 1>always envisioned it to be, which is the piano and

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<v Speaker 1>voice at the beginning, then coming in and growing and

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<v Speaker 1>growing with background vocals. I wrote different background vocals at

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<v Speaker 1>the outro then are on the original and with a

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<v Speaker 1>drum break going into them. And it's on my record now.

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't have that if it wasn't for Olivia. By

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<v Speaker 1>that because I was only going to put it on

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<v Speaker 1>my record if I got her. So you played her

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<v Speaker 1>the finished version. So I brought the CD into Olivia

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<v Speaker 1>and uh, she turned it on and listened to the

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<v Speaker 1>whole thing top to bohm. And I was very nervous

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<v Speaker 1>because this is Olivia Harrison, you know, and I loved

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<v Speaker 1>George so much. She listened to the whole track one

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<v Speaker 1>time and she grabbed the remote and quickly restarted it.

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<v Speaker 1>And I went, oh, my goodness, that she hears something

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<v Speaker 1>she wasn't pleased with, I thought, you know, And she

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<v Speaker 1>got halfway through the second listen, turned the volume down

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<v Speaker 1>and said, George would have just loved this so much.

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<v Speaker 1>And I'll tell you what, I felt his soul just

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<v Speaker 1>give me approval through Olivia, and I needed her blessing.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's why it's on the record. You know. It's

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<v Speaker 1>also interesting as well that this is a song you've

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<v Speaker 1>been thinking about since you first heard it, that you've

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<v Speaker 1>had in your back pocket. As you say, emotionally but

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<v Speaker 1>thematically fits a record that often deals with love loss,

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<v Speaker 1>a record that you said would not exist without a heartbreak.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's very true. I've said it before, and

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I should say it again. The heart isn't

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<v Speaker 1>complete until it's completely broken, and until you lose somebody

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<v Speaker 1>that completely breaks your heart, you're just not probably as

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<v Speaker 1>seasoned or complete as a human being as you could be.

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<v Speaker 1>And I can only tell you that's been my experience.

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<v Speaker 1>It didn't feel great losing Kelly. It was horrible. From

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<v Speaker 1>time to time, I still go through the the heartbreak

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<v Speaker 1>like it was yesterday. But that's just, I think, an

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<v Speaker 1>affirmation of the strength of what we had. It's just

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<v Speaker 1>an affirmation of that. But the record Traces is not

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<v Speaker 1>all heartbreak. It's about rocket roll, it's about class reunion moments.

0:22:05.080 --> 0:22:08.119
<v Speaker 1>It's it's about we're still here, it's about you know,

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<v Speaker 1>there's a lot of great music on the record, but

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<v Speaker 1>there are a couple of songs that do deal with

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<v Speaker 1>the loss of someone. Well, you just mentioned a reunion moment.

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<v Speaker 1>I think you might be referring to the first track

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<v Speaker 1>on the record, It's been Coming Sweat Again in the

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<v Speaker 1>back seat of You'll call You Still Beck and the

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<v Speaker 1>first words I know it's been a long time coming

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<v Speaker 1>since I've seen your face, which is an interesting way.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a reintroduction for you. It's been a minute since

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<v Speaker 1>we've heard from you. But that song tell us what

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<v Speaker 1>inspired that song in Originally just started as a sketch

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<v Speaker 1>with David Spring at my house, and it started to grow.

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<v Speaker 1>And I love the words no eracin. I felt this

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<v Speaker 1>way before no eracin no running anymore. That's how it started.

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<v Speaker 1>And then it came time to do the verse that

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<v Speaker 1>just came out. I know, it's been a long time

0:23:20.960 --> 0:23:24.000
<v Speaker 1>coming since I've seen your face. Uh, since I saw

0:23:24.040 --> 0:23:27.720
<v Speaker 1>your face. I you can't remember now. So the song

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<v Speaker 1>itself evolved into a reunion song where these two people

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<v Speaker 1>meet each other at a class reunion and they get together,

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<v Speaker 1>go outside and talk a little bit about old times.

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<v Speaker 1>And they both have lives in different cities in the world,

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<v Speaker 1>but they're together by themselves, and they get into her

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<v Speaker 1>car and they go for a drive. And in my town,

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<v Speaker 1>people would go smoothe at this once particular place. Is

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<v Speaker 1>that all they do? They just go for a drive in,

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<v Speaker 1>they jump in the backseat of the car and you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know you. Lets you figure that out, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell you what happens, all right, Okay, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>you were saying that where you grew up there was

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<v Speaker 1>such a spot, Oh yeah, where I grew up. There

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<v Speaker 1>was a place called Pier nine where four or five canals,

0:24:11.040 --> 0:24:14.880
<v Speaker 1>irrigation canals converged, and in that spot there was actually

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<v Speaker 1>a few oil drums out there where people could leave

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<v Speaker 1>their beer cans or whatever. So it was a very

0:24:19.520 --> 0:24:22.919
<v Speaker 1>well known spot to park and smooch or whatever. And

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<v Speaker 1>so that's kind of the the vision of what the

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<v Speaker 1>spot is that they would go to in the backseat

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<v Speaker 1>of her car, you know. I mean, I can't be

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<v Speaker 1>the only one to feel this way because I grew

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<v Speaker 1>up on your music and I grew up on my music. Interesting,

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<v Speaker 1>well put, but to start with that kind of return

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<v Speaker 1>to the high school smooching spot, as it were, right,

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<v Speaker 1>there's something very fitting about that. Don't you think that

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<v Speaker 1>everything comes from high school? Don't you think that after

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<v Speaker 1>we leave high school, all we're trying to do is

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<v Speaker 1>become a little more powerful, a little bit more monetary.

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<v Speaker 1>But the truth is we're still all in high school emotionally.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, there is the old saying about Hollywood being

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<v Speaker 1>like high school with money. You know, I think that's true.

0:25:07.880 --> 0:25:10.399
<v Speaker 1>I think rock and roll is high school and money.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, well, the emotionally, I think the whole thing

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<v Speaker 1>Hollywood and rock and roll can be wow. Now that

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<v Speaker 1>you mentioned I have a theory about, for instance, Hollywood,

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<v Speaker 1>when you go to a set, which I did a

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<v Speaker 1>lot while I was on vacation, by the way, because

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<v Speaker 1>I love film and I love directing, and so many

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<v Speaker 1>of my friends are directors, so I've been hanging out

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of sets. If you walk onto a set,

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<v Speaker 1>what's fascinating is the food that's on a set. It's

0:25:38.280 --> 0:25:46.880
<v Speaker 1>children's food. It's a cookie. Ye always cookies doughnuts a day.

0:25:46.960 --> 0:25:49.960
<v Speaker 1>It's children's food. It's like a dream come true, kind

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<v Speaker 1>of like candy store. So I think it's fulfilling this

0:25:53.240 --> 0:25:56.840
<v Speaker 1>dream that you're living, the dream which starts with you

0:25:56.880 --> 0:25:59.679
<v Speaker 1>can have anything you want, almost like a Pinocchio or

0:25:59.680 --> 0:26:01.280
<v Speaker 1>they all go to the island where they can do

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<v Speaker 1>whatever they want and they grow ears. You know. I

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<v Speaker 1>really think there's some truth to that. So there's never

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<v Speaker 1>never land quality and backstage can be the same, by

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<v Speaker 1>the way, presumably along with the M and m's, you

0:26:12.640 --> 0:26:15.400
<v Speaker 1>have other delicious things that you can have. No sure,

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<v Speaker 1>backstage famously can be that way. Let's talk about rock

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<v Speaker 1>and roll. I want to go back to a moment

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<v Speaker 1>April seventeen the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame induction.

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<v Speaker 1>It was the first time some of us had seen

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<v Speaker 1>you for a long while. And I want to go

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<v Speaker 1>back to something you said in your induction speech talking

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<v Speaker 1>about growing up being in Los Angeles in the mid

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<v Speaker 1>seventies and going to see Journey at the star Wood

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<v Speaker 1>before you were a member of the band, and I quote,

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<v Speaker 1>are you fucking shitting me? Any singer would give his

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<v Speaker 1>ass for that ship? I mean, they played so well. Now, Steve,

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<v Speaker 1>let me ask you a question, Okay, is that the

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<v Speaker 1>way you wrote it out in advance? I was up

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<v Speaker 1>there and I just kind of turned into Joe Pesci

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<v Speaker 1>for a minute. Tell me a little bit about what

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<v Speaker 1>it was like to see those guys at the star

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<v Speaker 1>Wood whenever they were amazing. I mean, it was Greg Role,

0:27:14.520 --> 0:27:16.800
<v Speaker 1>it was Neil Sean, it was Ross Valerie. He needs

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<v Speaker 1>to be dunbar. I think George Tickner at that point

0:27:19.200 --> 0:27:21.720
<v Speaker 1>had already left the group. So that was the lineup.

0:27:22.119 --> 0:27:24.879
<v Speaker 1>Now you know that the band was originally built around

0:27:24.880 --> 0:27:27.080
<v Speaker 1>Neil Sean and that Greg Role. He used to pick

0:27:27.160 --> 0:27:29.480
<v Speaker 1>him up in high school when he was like sixteen

0:27:29.840 --> 0:27:32.840
<v Speaker 1>and brought him into Santana so that when Gregor left Santana,

0:27:32.920 --> 0:27:35.080
<v Speaker 1>he brought Neil with him and they formed this group

0:27:35.119 --> 0:27:37.960
<v Speaker 1>around Neil. So that was the beginning of Journey. And

0:27:38.400 --> 0:27:40.760
<v Speaker 1>I would see them play all the time, and I

0:27:40.800 --> 0:27:42.639
<v Speaker 1>knew people could get me backstage, and I got to

0:27:42.640 --> 0:27:44.040
<v Speaker 1>sort of hang around and meet him and just sort

0:27:44.080 --> 0:27:46.479
<v Speaker 1>of like, you know, make my presence like high, you know.

0:27:46.720 --> 0:27:48.600
<v Speaker 1>But they're thinking, who's this big nose kid, you know,

0:27:49.440 --> 0:27:51.760
<v Speaker 1>what's he doing back here? All I know is I

0:27:51.800 --> 0:27:53.560
<v Speaker 1>remember the Star with like it was yesterday. I can

0:27:53.600 --> 0:27:56.119
<v Speaker 1>see that stage in the corner. They would be just

0:27:56.480 --> 0:27:59.479
<v Speaker 1>cranking it and Neil would have one of these Finder

0:27:59.520 --> 0:28:03.320
<v Speaker 1>amps leaning back and he'd have one strap plugged into

0:28:03.320 --> 0:28:05.239
<v Speaker 1>a wal Wap pedal and we'd only use the wal

0:28:05.280 --> 0:28:07.960
<v Speaker 1>Wap pedal for a tone enhance. He really didn't do

0:28:07.960 --> 0:28:10.359
<v Speaker 1>a lot of my mom watch stuff. He just used

0:28:10.359 --> 0:28:13.320
<v Speaker 1>it to like have its scream at spots or pulled back.

0:28:13.359 --> 0:28:16.800
<v Speaker 1>It's like a tone change. It was very, very creative.

0:28:16.880 --> 0:28:19.320
<v Speaker 1>Killing his guitar was sore over the whole city of

0:28:19.400 --> 0:28:23.000
<v Speaker 1>Los Angeles. He really was. It was amazing. So when

0:28:23.000 --> 0:28:26.359
<v Speaker 1>I got the call from Don Ellis, who was running

0:28:26.400 --> 0:28:29.159
<v Speaker 1>Columbia Records at the time. He loved my demo, but

0:28:29.240 --> 0:28:30.639
<v Speaker 1>my basse player of it in the band I was

0:28:30.680 --> 0:28:32.320
<v Speaker 1>in that he loved. I got killed in a car

0:28:32.359 --> 0:28:35.280
<v Speaker 1>wrect the fourth of July weekend. So the next thing

0:28:35.359 --> 0:28:38.000
<v Speaker 1>I know, I get this call from Don Ellis and

0:28:38.240 --> 0:28:40.440
<v Speaker 1>he wants to know if I'm interested in the band

0:28:40.440 --> 0:28:42.600
<v Speaker 1>that's on the label. Sorry to hear what happened to

0:28:42.600 --> 0:28:44.960
<v Speaker 1>your band, But Journey is looking for a singer and

0:28:44.960 --> 0:28:47.040
<v Speaker 1>they want to write songs. They want to make up

0:28:47.120 --> 0:28:52.040
<v Speaker 1>musical change. That's exactly what I was told. Sauce. Yeah, Okay.

0:28:52.480 --> 0:28:55.080
<v Speaker 1>The next thing I know, I'm in Denver, Colorado with

0:28:55.280 --> 0:28:57.680
<v Speaker 1>Neil Sean and we're rooming together after they had opened

0:28:57.720 --> 0:29:00.960
<v Speaker 1>for Emerson Nakel Palmer, and we wrote Paciently. That was

0:29:01.000 --> 0:29:24.480
<v Speaker 1>our first song. So what song? Shot? This? Sweep by?

0:29:30.440 --> 0:29:32.240
<v Speaker 1>And that's the song that you sat down and wrote

0:29:32.280 --> 0:29:34.640
<v Speaker 1>together because you had this other band, So I imagine

0:29:34.640 --> 0:29:37.320
<v Speaker 1>you might have had some songs in your back pocket already.

0:29:37.360 --> 0:29:39.480
<v Speaker 1>Did I had great songs in my pocket, but they

0:29:39.480 --> 0:29:43.160
<v Speaker 1>were not the kind of songs that the Journey was

0:29:43.200 --> 0:29:46.200
<v Speaker 1>probably going to be good at writing or playing. Just

0:29:46.440 --> 0:29:49.080
<v Speaker 1>out of curiosity, what kind of songs were they if

0:29:49.080 --> 0:29:51.800
<v Speaker 1>you listen to my Steve Perry Greatest sits up and

0:29:51.880 --> 0:29:54.120
<v Speaker 1>you'll hear that demo that got me the gig with

0:29:54.200 --> 0:29:55.880
<v Speaker 1>Journey is on there. It's called if you need Me

0:29:55.920 --> 0:30:20.160
<v Speaker 1>Call Me. You should play that and we will say

0:30:20.360 --> 0:30:26.240
<v Speaker 1>the truth. I started a pack when I heard if

0:30:26.240 --> 0:30:28.719
<v Speaker 1>you need Me Call Me is a song. That was

0:30:28.920 --> 0:30:32.000
<v Speaker 1>the first song that got me the demo action with

0:30:32.040 --> 0:30:35.440
<v Speaker 1>Columbia Records. And that's the one that Herbie Herbert, the

0:30:35.440 --> 0:30:39.480
<v Speaker 1>band's manager, heard and convince them to fly me out

0:30:39.520 --> 0:30:43.120
<v Speaker 1>to right So you flew out to write with them.

0:30:43.160 --> 0:30:47.000
<v Speaker 1>They were for LP and so you had yet to

0:30:47.240 --> 0:30:49.960
<v Speaker 1>perform with them. You just sit down. It's literally after

0:30:49.960 --> 0:30:52.200
<v Speaker 1>a show and you sit down and start writing, just sketching,

0:30:52.480 --> 0:30:55.360
<v Speaker 1>just catching some ideas. And I mean, he had these

0:30:55.440 --> 0:30:58.520
<v Speaker 1>changes that were just beautiful. So I just started singing,

0:30:58.840 --> 0:31:01.400
<v Speaker 1>here I stands so patiently, you know, for your lives

0:31:01.440 --> 0:31:03.560
<v Speaker 1>to shine at me, for your song inside of me,

0:31:03.600 --> 0:31:06.320
<v Speaker 1>this we bring to you. It just started to go.

0:31:06.640 --> 0:31:08.880
<v Speaker 1>That song just came quick. If you listen to the lyrics,

0:31:08.960 --> 0:31:10.920
<v Speaker 1>it's really a story about where I'm at at that

0:31:11.040 --> 0:31:15.120
<v Speaker 1>moment talking to them about patiently waiting to join that

0:31:15.200 --> 0:31:17.800
<v Speaker 1>banner or to be under the lights that they were

0:31:17.880 --> 0:31:21.000
<v Speaker 1>under for your lights inside of me, this we bring

0:31:21.040 --> 0:31:28.400
<v Speaker 1>to you. You know, when you were writing these songs

0:31:28.440 --> 0:31:34.040
<v Speaker 1>that have never left the radio, did you know? No? No,

0:31:34.320 --> 0:31:38.520
<v Speaker 1>I think that only anyone can do is chase after

0:31:38.640 --> 0:31:43.560
<v Speaker 1>the honest emotion of making it the best it can be,

0:31:44.280 --> 0:31:48.320
<v Speaker 1>just making it great and then turning it over and

0:31:48.360 --> 0:31:51.120
<v Speaker 1>hoping that people get what you're trying to put into it.

0:31:51.560 --> 0:31:55.040
<v Speaker 1>They all got that kind of concerted effort, including don't

0:31:55.040 --> 0:31:57.560
<v Speaker 1>stop believing that one didn't get any more than any

0:31:57.560 --> 0:31:59.960
<v Speaker 1>of the other ones, Like there's so many other songs

0:32:00.240 --> 0:32:02.440
<v Speaker 1>that I love just as much, but that one has

0:32:02.480 --> 0:32:07.040
<v Speaker 1>been embraced by a large amount of people. So when

0:32:07.080 --> 0:32:10.840
<v Speaker 1>you came back to recording, when you came back to

0:32:10.920 --> 0:32:14.160
<v Speaker 1>writing for this record, when and how did things start?

0:32:14.240 --> 0:32:17.120
<v Speaker 1>Because you've been working on this for a number of years,

0:32:17.120 --> 0:32:21.320
<v Speaker 1>and several songs were written before you knew Kelly, Well,

0:32:21.440 --> 0:32:24.000
<v Speaker 1>they were written before I met Kelly. The two you're

0:32:24.000 --> 0:32:26.880
<v Speaker 1>mentioning is actually most of all and in the Rain,

0:32:27.560 --> 0:32:29.560
<v Speaker 1>and those are the two songs I never played for

0:32:29.760 --> 0:32:32.640
<v Speaker 1>because they were about laws. Especially in the Rain is

0:32:32.680 --> 0:32:36.480
<v Speaker 1>about grieving and laws, and I did not want to

0:32:36.520 --> 0:32:39.120
<v Speaker 1>bring that energy into her struggle. She was already going

0:32:39.160 --> 0:32:42.640
<v Speaker 1>through plenty, so that was the only secret I kept

0:32:42.640 --> 0:32:59.720
<v Speaker 1>from her. Really, I wish you. After I lost Kelly,

0:32:59.760 --> 0:33:03.560
<v Speaker 1>I found those songs on the hard drive and decided

0:33:03.640 --> 0:33:07.959
<v Speaker 1>they now are about my life after losing her, and

0:33:08.040 --> 0:33:10.320
<v Speaker 1>I wrote them before I met her, so it was

0:33:10.440 --> 0:33:13.440
<v Speaker 1>kind of an interesting, bizarre thing, and so that's why

0:33:13.480 --> 0:33:16.200
<v Speaker 1>they're on the record. Then I built a studio and

0:33:16.840 --> 0:33:20.640
<v Speaker 1>that took some time, and getting that dialed in the

0:33:20.680 --> 0:33:23.000
<v Speaker 1>way I wanted it took some time. Once that was

0:33:23.080 --> 0:33:26.680
<v Speaker 1>up and running with the proper equipment, UH started recording.

0:33:27.160 --> 0:33:29.920
<v Speaker 1>So this home studio is something you built to make

0:33:30.040 --> 0:33:35.880
<v Speaker 1>this record, And when you were recording writing demos before that,

0:33:36.160 --> 0:33:39.680
<v Speaker 1>I was recording in a pro tool rig on a laptop,

0:33:40.120 --> 0:33:42.880
<v Speaker 1>but I had outboard gear annoy him and M forty

0:33:42.960 --> 0:33:45.440
<v Speaker 1>nine is a Mike, and I had an a p

0:33:45.480 --> 0:33:47.480
<v Speaker 1>I would call it a lunch pail, which has a

0:33:47.600 --> 0:33:51.000
<v Speaker 1>pre amp and e Q and a compressor limitter in

0:33:51.000 --> 0:33:53.080
<v Speaker 1>it so I can go right into the inbox into

0:33:53.080 --> 0:33:56.840
<v Speaker 1>my computer. And so the vocals on this record, a

0:33:56.840 --> 0:33:58.560
<v Speaker 1>lot of them are just some of the rough sketches

0:33:58.600 --> 0:34:01.200
<v Speaker 1>because the first time I sang it and had a

0:34:01.280 --> 0:34:04.120
<v Speaker 1>magic to it. And then I started surrounding musicians around

0:34:04.120 --> 0:34:06.320
<v Speaker 1>some of those vocals. I mean, I have to say,

0:34:06.360 --> 0:34:08.520
<v Speaker 1>when you listen to this record, my first reaction was,

0:34:08.560 --> 0:34:11.799
<v Speaker 1>holy sh it, it's Steve Perry again. It had been

0:34:11.840 --> 0:34:14.239
<v Speaker 1>a minute. But the vocals are there. There is a

0:34:14.280 --> 0:34:18.360
<v Speaker 1>certain difference to them. You've got a little more wisdom

0:34:18.600 --> 0:34:21.360
<v Speaker 1>in the vocals. Now. Yeah, they're a little bit more grainy,

0:34:21.440 --> 0:34:23.799
<v Speaker 1>a little bit more spicy. I think, a little bit

0:34:23.840 --> 0:34:26.440
<v Speaker 1>more soulful. I think in a lot of ways. I

0:34:26.480 --> 0:34:28.319
<v Speaker 1>gotta tell you, I think Patty Jenkins is a big

0:34:28.400 --> 0:34:30.960
<v Speaker 1>part of that. Who is one of my close friends.

0:34:31.000 --> 0:34:34.239
<v Speaker 1>And I had played her one of my early sketches

0:34:35.080 --> 0:34:37.000
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know if she would like it or not.

0:34:37.560 --> 0:34:40.239
<v Speaker 1>And I was afraid to play it for anybody but her,

0:34:40.239 --> 0:34:42.640
<v Speaker 1>because I trust her. She had seen me go through

0:34:42.640 --> 0:34:45.640
<v Speaker 1>a lot. We were close friends, and so I played

0:34:45.640 --> 0:34:47.360
<v Speaker 1>it for after we had lunch one day in the

0:34:47.400 --> 0:34:50.080
<v Speaker 1>car and I looked out of the window to the

0:34:50.120 --> 0:34:51.960
<v Speaker 1>left because I didn't want to watch her reaction. And

0:34:52.120 --> 0:34:54.440
<v Speaker 1>after it was over, I looked at the right and

0:34:54.440 --> 0:34:56.840
<v Speaker 1>I said, so, what do you think She said, I

0:34:56.880 --> 0:34:59.359
<v Speaker 1>think it's amazing, I said, but the vocals aren't done

0:34:59.360 --> 0:35:01.120
<v Speaker 1>and it's just there's a lyrics. I'm just mumbling this

0:35:01.239 --> 0:35:04.200
<v Speaker 1>and that's that. She said. I know all that, but

0:35:04.400 --> 0:35:08.920
<v Speaker 1>it just sounds so much like you. I know, I know.

0:35:09.080 --> 0:35:11.279
<v Speaker 1>I guess I had to turn all that thinking off

0:35:11.280 --> 0:35:13.399
<v Speaker 1>because there was no way for me to leave if

0:35:13.440 --> 0:35:16.279
<v Speaker 1>I was going to keep that going. Turn what thinking off?

0:35:16.320 --> 0:35:18.920
<v Speaker 1>What do you mean? I guess to walk away from

0:35:18.920 --> 0:35:23.279
<v Speaker 1>an amazing ride and leave the group and look at

0:35:23.960 --> 0:35:26.879
<v Speaker 1>anything that you're saying. I had to turn my heart

0:35:26.880 --> 0:35:30.040
<v Speaker 1>off to keep walking away from the music business and

0:35:30.080 --> 0:35:33.880
<v Speaker 1>including the fact that people love me perhaps and I

0:35:33.960 --> 0:35:36.200
<v Speaker 1>just couldn't look at It's like any relationship, you know,

0:35:36.239 --> 0:35:39.080
<v Speaker 1>if you're leaving a relationship and you need to leave

0:35:39.120 --> 0:35:41.480
<v Speaker 1>even though it's I you love it, but it's painful

0:35:41.800 --> 0:35:43.600
<v Speaker 1>how many people have done that, no matter what the

0:35:43.640 --> 0:35:47.680
<v Speaker 1>relationship is. Bands are no different relationship and relationship. Sometimes

0:35:47.719 --> 0:35:50.040
<v Speaker 1>to walk away, you've got to keep walking. You can't

0:35:50.080 --> 0:35:52.640
<v Speaker 1>fall back into it. And in order for me not

0:35:52.719 --> 0:35:55.520
<v Speaker 1>to fall back in at that particular time when I left,

0:35:55.600 --> 0:35:57.799
<v Speaker 1>I had to turn the volume down on my heart.

0:35:58.080 --> 0:36:00.879
<v Speaker 1>But it's so interesting because absolute we understand what you're

0:36:00.880 --> 0:36:03.160
<v Speaker 1>talking about. And at the same time, when you leave

0:36:03.200 --> 0:36:07.759
<v Speaker 1>a relationship, you don't always walk away from a relationship

0:36:07.800 --> 0:36:10.960
<v Speaker 1>thinking that's it. I can never have another relationship. But

0:36:11.120 --> 0:36:14.120
<v Speaker 1>you left music, and for a moment that was it.

0:36:14.200 --> 0:36:17.160
<v Speaker 1>You couldn't hear it only because I was toast. I

0:36:17.160 --> 0:36:20.160
<v Speaker 1>mean I was so ptsd burnt that whenever I started

0:36:20.160 --> 0:36:22.960
<v Speaker 1>getting back into music, I would twinge, you know at

0:36:23.000 --> 0:36:24.960
<v Speaker 1>that one. So when did that begin to change? And

0:36:25.000 --> 0:36:28.279
<v Speaker 1>how a couple of years? It took good two years, honestly,

0:36:29.000 --> 0:36:31.920
<v Speaker 1>two years out of leaving the group. I started to

0:36:31.960 --> 0:36:34.360
<v Speaker 1>listen to music again, and and the music of my

0:36:34.480 --> 0:36:37.680
<v Speaker 1>youth and and radio again. And you know, by then,

0:36:38.880 --> 0:36:42.800
<v Speaker 1>by the way, Nirvana showed up, and I'm going, Wow,

0:36:43.080 --> 0:36:46.080
<v Speaker 1>good for you guys, man, Now it's your turn. Fantastic

0:36:46.120 --> 0:36:49.680
<v Speaker 1>grudge love it, garage band, go get it, We'll get some.

0:36:50.280 --> 0:36:52.960
<v Speaker 1>And so here came all the Seattle groups. So the

0:36:53.040 --> 0:36:56.720
<v Speaker 1>music had turned another corner. I was just happy for everybody.

0:36:56.760 --> 0:36:59.359
<v Speaker 1>I just thought, well, I had my time, now they're

0:36:59.400 --> 0:37:03.839
<v Speaker 1>having there. So what began to draw you back into songwriting?

0:37:04.760 --> 0:37:08.920
<v Speaker 1>I think that the passion for sketching some rough ideas

0:37:10.000 --> 0:37:13.239
<v Speaker 1>gave me a moment occasionally where I go, wow, that

0:37:13.239 --> 0:37:15.879
<v Speaker 1>could be cool, and I would do what I call

0:37:15.960 --> 0:37:19.040
<v Speaker 1>going under where I wear the headphones and I turned

0:37:19.040 --> 0:37:22.120
<v Speaker 1>the echoes up in very very large amounts to where

0:37:22.160 --> 0:37:25.759
<v Speaker 1>I can just zone out and pretend there's a landscape

0:37:25.760 --> 0:37:29.239
<v Speaker 1>of possibilities in my mind, and I just love some

0:37:29.320 --> 0:37:33.000
<v Speaker 1>of the interaction of the harmonics of changes and my

0:37:33.120 --> 0:37:36.880
<v Speaker 1>voice melodies and see what actually becomes complimentary to those.

0:37:37.280 --> 0:37:39.919
<v Speaker 1>And then I listen and I wait, and I start

0:37:40.000 --> 0:37:43.279
<v Speaker 1>to follow those little moments whenever they cross like that.

0:37:44.080 --> 0:37:48.360
<v Speaker 1>That started to feed me some hopeful possibilities that maybe

0:37:48.400 --> 0:37:53.279
<v Speaker 1>I could write somewhere music again. What about performing. That's

0:37:53.280 --> 0:37:55.160
<v Speaker 1>something we're gonna talk about when I get back to

0:37:55.480 --> 0:37:59.040
<v Speaker 1>the West coast. Right now, I'm just talking about this record,

0:37:59.160 --> 0:38:01.719
<v Speaker 1>and I'm so glad it's finally out. It's really been

0:38:01.760 --> 0:38:03.719
<v Speaker 1>a long time coming, really, to be honest with you,

0:38:03.840 --> 0:38:07.359
<v Speaker 1>and that's the most powerful focus of my life right now,

0:38:07.400 --> 0:38:11.200
<v Speaker 1>is that I actually have completed something that there wasn't

0:38:11.239 --> 0:38:14.080
<v Speaker 1>time I saw i'd never do again. And it's really crazy.

0:38:14.440 --> 0:38:18.040
<v Speaker 1>Never say never, sometimes be careful. I gotta tell you, Steve,

0:38:18.160 --> 0:38:20.799
<v Speaker 1>we're so happy to have you back, and we're so

0:38:20.880 --> 0:38:23.399
<v Speaker 1>happy to have you here. It Inside the Studio. Boy,

0:38:23.400 --> 0:38:25.120
<v Speaker 1>It's been my pleasure and thank you very much for

0:38:25.120 --> 0:38:35.279
<v Speaker 1>having me. We'll still for shot us fun. It's calling

0:38:35.480 --> 0:38:56.040
<v Speaker 1>of you. We're Still. Inside the Studio is an I

0:38:56.120 --> 0:39:00.319
<v Speaker 1>Heart Radio original podcast. This episode was written in did

0:39:00.440 --> 0:39:03.239
<v Speaker 1>by me Joe Levy. We'd like to give a big

0:39:03.280 --> 0:39:07.279
<v Speaker 1>thank you to Steve Perry and Fantasy Records. You can

0:39:07.320 --> 0:39:10.040
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