Speaker 1: Hi, I'm Chris Stedman. I'm an author, activist, and I
Speaker 1: teach in a department of religion and philosophy. I can be,
Speaker 1: as he might be able to guess from all of that,
Speaker 1: a little too serious sometimes. Back in two thousand nine,
Speaker 1: I met a guy named Alex. He definitely wasn't too serious.
Speaker 1: I a little on our little pol tour. I will
Speaker 1: throw a foul pool Comma Hollows. He was unlike anyone
Speaker 1: I'd ever met. I'm looking tornado chasing in East Colorado
Speaker 1: and a tornado just hit the ground fifteen miles away.
Speaker 1: I'm excited. I'm a big boy. I'm a scientist. I'm
Speaker 1: a meteorologist, a true individual, entirely and unapologetically himself. I
Speaker 1: think Alex is probably the most anthentic person that anyone
Speaker 1: who has ever come across, but definitely me, I could
Speaker 1: say that for sure. Alex completely changed my life, as
Speaker 1: he did for everyone who ever met him. Everybody was
Speaker 1: so conventional and like no one did anything ever to
Speaker 1: like shake it up, and then Alex cable off. He
Speaker 1: really shook up my whole world. Ten years later, in
Speaker 1: Alex shook up our worlds again when he sent out
Speaker 1: a handful of scheduled emails saying he had ended his life.
Speaker 1: This person who had changed my whole world was suddenly
Speaker 1: no longer in it, and I couldn't understand how it
Speaker 1: had happened or why. But he left something behind for me,
Speaker 1: a small detail near the end of his email that
Speaker 1: at first appeared random and trivial, a link to a
Speaker 1: private SoundCloud page. When I opened the link, I found
Speaker 1: two audiophiles of him talking to someone he had met
Speaker 1: in a Britney Spears fan for him almost a decade earlier,
Speaker 1: someone who went by the name Alice and who happens
Speaker 1: to sound just like Britney Spears. If I ever said
Speaker 1: her name, yeah would Alex was obsessed with Brittany Wing.
Speaker 1: I know you kind of clue what to do with
Speaker 1: But he wasn't just a fan. She was everything to him.
Speaker 1: Her life choices were like not only hilarious and like
Speaker 1: entertaining to him, but also so relatable and like. I
Speaker 1: think that he felt like he knew her and that
Speaker 1: they were friends or something. You know. At first, the
Speaker 1: idea that they actually might have been friends seemed too
Speaker 1: unreal to be true, But then Alex was totally unreal
Speaker 1: in the weeks after his death, I couldn't stop wondering
Speaker 1: why Alex left me these clips, And despite my immense
Speaker 1: seriousness and skepticism about most things in life, I also
Speaker 1: couldn't stop wondering if the person in these audio files
Speaker 1: might have actually possibly been Brittany. Either way, it began
Speaker 1: to feel clear that Alex, including these files and his
Speaker 1: email to me wasn't random. I think that, like, there's
Speaker 1: a reason why he left you those files. I don't
Speaker 1: know if I can exactly like pinpoint what it is,
Speaker 1: but I mean, it'll be cool if we could find out.
Speaker 1: So I went looking for answers, enlisting the help of
Speaker 1: a super sleuth. Can you would teach me how to
Speaker 1: be an investigative journalist in like the next thirty minutes.
Speaker 1: That'd be super helpful. Yes, I can. Anybody who lives
Speaker 1: on the Internet right now is probably decent at searching
Speaker 1: for stuff. You could do it. A fellow Britney fan
Speaker 1: who also talked to Alice, I remember you would go
Speaker 1: to tiny Chet because you just wanted to spend some
Speaker 1: time at the time. This girl she would come in,
Speaker 1: and she sounded exactly like Britney would. And the thing
Speaker 1: that really was fun and she never claimed to be Brittany,
Speaker 1: which only like gave her credit to be Brittany. She
Speaker 1: would come in and she would just talk random everyday stuff.
Speaker 1: She would love as Brittney. She would be as Brittney
Speaker 1: you know everything, signature she would do. A former MTVVJ
Speaker 1: who was on the ground floor for Britney's meteoric rise.
Speaker 1: I can absolutely see someone like her who's face and
Speaker 1: name and image. She's a little bit lost control of
Speaker 1: talking anonymously to somebody and saying what she really thinks,
Speaker 1: in not having to second guess it, and figuring out
Speaker 1: who she is outside of the industry that has sprung
Speaker 1: up around her name. Yeah, I mean that. That actually
Speaker 1: seems really healthy. And a small group of people who
Speaker 1: got emails from Alex to his sister and some of
Speaker 1: his best friends. They quickly became my inner circle after
Speaker 1: he died, and they both encouraged me to go looking
Speaker 1: for this mysterious figure and helped me along the way.
Speaker 1: People are very passionate over this. That was one thing
Speaker 1: I found. There are a lot of posts for someone
Speaker 1: just asks who has banana alice, and it's pretty hilarious
Speaker 1: to see. There are so many passionate responses saying it's
Speaker 1: not Brittany, this was from so long ago. It's just
Speaker 1: someone pretending who cares. Leave it alone. Unread as a
Speaker 1: show about trying to find your way after losing someone
Speaker 1: who changed your whole world, especially when they've left a
Speaker 1: digital trail behind full of bread crumbs that might add
Speaker 1: up to something or might not mean anything at all.
Speaker 1: Where with the trail Alex left leave me? Do you
Speaker 1: feel like that name of Charlie and always studying in
Speaker 1: Philadelphia in the office, surrounded by like putting strings in
Speaker 1: between one of my favorite teams ever. And that's the
Speaker 1: kind of belly picture you making this podcast? On June tenth,
Speaker 1: join me as I go down the rabbit Hole on Unread.
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