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Speaker 1: know where things are going. So I began my journey

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Speaker 1: how to do it, studied everything carefully, and started confronting

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Speaker 1: with much pain, my past and what I experienced in

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Speaker 2: It might sound.

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Speaker 1: Strange, but realizing this allowed me to somehow talk to

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Speaker 1: Now I comprehend I am here, I protect and I

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Speaker 3: I didn't realize that people was talking about himself.

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Speaker 1: Thought yeah, yeah, well this is like this is like

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Speaker 1: parts work. From that moment, I stopped seeking attention for

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Speaker 1: my wife, a total reset and with a new love.

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Speaker 1: I now know how to show myself. I feel calm, secure,

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Speaker 1: I am happy with myself. In the two weeks this

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Speaker 1: things that trigger me in my marriage why, linking them

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Speaker 1: to the traumas that experience in the past. I first

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Speaker 1: why I was triggered, reasoned about why all this happened.

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Speaker 1: And tried to put myself in my mother and stepfather

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Speaker 1: radically desensitized myself from this. Without going into details, I

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Speaker 1: in the following days. In the following days, there were

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Speaker 3: Okay, I really quick. I love that, But I also

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Speaker 3: Like day comes, I resolved them, and then from that

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm done. Gone, Yeah, done. I'm a perfect guy

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Speaker 1: I just saw her happier and calmer, but she hasn't

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Speaker 1: of Lafoy has like health bars and all of his drama. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: With my wife, I'm becoming a different person, confident, strong,

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Speaker 1: But unfortunately there is a butt The thing is.

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Speaker 3: Whether or not op's making this change. I don't think

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I think like he's like, I'm doing all this,

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Speaker 3: It's not about you doing something for hers, but you

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Speaker 2: And I feel like it's been over for a while.

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Speaker 1: Years, and I think he does know that, But I mean, he.

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Speaker 3: Made a spreadsheet.

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Speaker 1: He made a spreadsheet. As you know, we have had

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Speaker 1: going to lawyer next week to clearly understand my situation

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Speaker 1: and what a divorce would entail. Yes, regarding my daughter,

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Speaker 1: end with two things. I hope to heal quickly. Now

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Speaker 3: Think going back, I think op is very analytically minded,

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Speaker 2: Op, he can. He's got the spreadsheet to prove it.

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Speaker 1: Sure many of you criticized me for my excel diary,

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Speaker 1: next time we have additional information from Obi, Opie says,

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Speaker 1: I'm using the time to heal. Having someone who triggers

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Speaker 1: I'm sure I can proceed with a divorce with calm

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Speaker 3: I think it is good. It's very good that you're

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Speaker 3: just not entirely sh I just I just think that like,

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Speaker 3: Doing individual therapy and this, then he's fine, that's great.

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Speaker 3: I think it's still actually not everyone.

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Speaker 1: Not everyone has the ability to like trust a therapist

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Speaker 3: Yes, I think it's a justice. The fact that he's

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Speaker 3: I'm like, maybe we need a little bit more outside

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Speaker 1: definitely help. But I want to lud op four. Uh,

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Speaker 1: Op is doing that work doing that work.

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Speaker 2: So Update four.

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Speaker 1: I think he's been with her like for far too long, Yeah,

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Speaker 3: This is almost like he's lying to himself about being healed.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like it's like it's always, you know,

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Speaker 1: Honestly, I think the core of it is like, how

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Speaker 1: Enough, you I think you end up not you end

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Speaker 1: up with all of this like weird behavior that ends

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Speaker 4: My girlfriend is gonna break up with me if I

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Speaker 1: Am I the a hole? An unreasonable ask? If you

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Speaker 1: asked me? Excuse me, Sam, It's just a six figure car.

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Speaker 1: You only have to work years to pay it off,

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Speaker 4: Not buying that, that's disgusting, that's disrespectful.

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Speaker 1: Even a Tesla isn't a six figure car unless you're

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Speaker 1: is so?

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Speaker 4: I twenty four mail am dating a woman twenty six

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Speaker 4: I drive a twenty nineteen Nissan GTR. It was my

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Speaker 1: Account, I would get it.

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Speaker 1: It seems like he did. He's doing his thing. Man.

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Speaker 4: I work a job making close to six figures, and

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Speaker 1: My man better be using cuckoan.

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Speaker 4: My girlfriend drives a twenty eighteen BMW M three and

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Speaker 1: Okay, so it sounds like she does not need a

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Speaker 1: For Christmas, man's making like clothes to six figures. He's

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Speaker 4: car that I paid for. He already purchased her her BMW. Dude,

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Speaker 4: now she wants another one. Bro, she's not taking an

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Speaker 4: advantage of my man. Yeah, this is heir ude, way

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Speaker 4: too much and just a note. She pays for the

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Speaker 4: insurance and the maintenance and upkeep, but this is still

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Speaker 4: a luxury car that drives very well. I argued with

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Speaker 4: her that I wasn't going to drop six figures on

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Speaker 4: a car when I am looking at buying a house.

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Speaker 1: Very reasonable, very reasonable. Also, cars depreciate Hella exactly, and

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Speaker 1: houses appreciate that. You know, my man is smart withs investments,

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Speaker 1: except I guess the investment of the girlfriend.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, that's the only the only dips he's.

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Speaker 1: Ever That's your biggest investment, my man.

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Speaker 4: And yes, even though we were under the dating title,

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Speaker 4: we have extremely strong love for each other. And I

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Speaker 4: mean she even has my name.

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Speaker 1: Tatted on her. Not a good idea either.

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Speaker 4: And while I loved her and I'm always buying her

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Speaker 4: what I think she'd like or told me she likes gifts,

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Speaker 4: I really just think it's financially irresponsible to buy a

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Speaker 4: new car for absolutely no reason.

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Speaker 1: I agree, it doesn't make any sense. She's taking advantage

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Speaker 1: of you, man one hundred percent.

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Speaker 4: She tried insinuating that I was being cheap because I

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Speaker 4: spent more money on my car than I did on hers,

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Speaker 4: and that my car had extra work on it.

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Speaker 1: Bro it's it's his money and it's his car.

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Speaker 4: And he bought you the car, like, thank you, you know,

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Speaker 4: thank you will suffice, Yeah, coming, Hey, I appreciate you

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Speaker 4: buying me this spew good God. She tried accusing me

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Speaker 4: of not loving her and only giving an f about myself.

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Speaker 1: Dude, get out, get out of this relationship. This is bad, dude,

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Speaker 1: bad news bears.

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Speaker 4: Bro Opie literally deserves so much better, and instead of

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Speaker 4: dropping all that money on a car for her, he

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Speaker 4: should be investing it more in crypto.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, I mean it sounds like he's been making

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Speaker 1: a ton of money there, like he should be using

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Speaker 1: cuckoin exactly.

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Speaker 4: And actually right now, you can get up to sixty

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Speaker 4: percent interest using cuckoin.

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Speaker 2: It's interest.

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Speaker 1: That's a lot, that's like, that's a lot. Yeah.

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Speaker 4: One out of four crypto holders use cuckoin. They have

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Speaker 4: low fees staking NFTs and a ton more so if

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Speaker 4: you want to join check out our biolink do it now.

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Speaker 4: I genuinely don't think I'm the a hole for spending

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Speaker 4: my money that I work for on whatever i'd like. Yes,

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Speaker 4: she works a job that she finds ideal and went

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Speaker 4: to school for and enjoys. By the way, and I'm

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Speaker 4: not pocket watching her. Am I've a hole for refusing

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Speaker 4: to buy her a new car? And there's an update?

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Speaker 2: All right.

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Speaker 1: First of all, no, no, no way, an aholeh absolutely no,

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Speaker 1: this is ridiculous.

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Speaker 4: Absolutely, I want to hear this up just to clarify.

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Speaker 4: What I should have specified is that I pull in

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Speaker 4: close to six figures after taxes. My apologies for the miscommunication.

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Speaker 4: So he's literally like getting six figures into his bank

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Speaker 4: account after he pays his taxes.

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Speaker 1: So maybe he's getting like two hundred k or something

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Speaker 1: two to three hundred k like my guy is rolling

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Speaker 1: in it. Still, but this still doesn't warrant her asking. No, no, no,

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Speaker 1: she still isn't entitled to that. And the final updates,

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Speaker 1: some comments were suggesting I show the stread to her.

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Speaker 1: While I thought I was in the wrong, I didn't

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Speaker 1: think i'd get an overwhelming amount of people pretty much

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Speaker 1: in agreement with each other.

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Speaker 4: Now her actions are gold diggerish. I don't know if

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Speaker 4: it'll make her more offended or the slap in the

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Speaker 4: face that she needs.

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Speaker 1: I think it is a slap in the face that

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Speaker 1: she needs. You gotta go Will Smith on her ass. Dude,

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Speaker 1: you got with a Reddit post, not with actual yeah

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Speaker 1: yeah metaphorically metaphorically let her know