1 00:00:03,960 --> 00:00:07,280 Speaker 1: Jessa heads up. This episode discusses death in a tragic fire. 2 00:00:07,920 --> 00:00:10,640 Speaker 1: Take care of yourselves, and if you're a new listener, 3 00:00:10,760 --> 00:00:13,320 Speaker 1: this is our ninth episode, make sure you start with 4 00:00:13,360 --> 00:00:20,599 Speaker 1: episode one. It had been more than a year since 5 00:00:20,600 --> 00:00:23,880 Speaker 1: I first started exploring the rails, but finally Ruby was 6 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:27,880 Speaker 1: about to come home. Ruby called and told me she 7 00:00:27,920 --> 00:00:31,240 Speaker 1: was approaching San Francisco in the Jesus Metro, that car 8 00:00:31,320 --> 00:00:33,240 Speaker 1: that she and her boyfriend were given by a devout 9 00:00:33,320 --> 00:00:36,760 Speaker 1: Christian on their way through Washington. Along the way, they'd 10 00:00:36,800 --> 00:00:40,159 Speaker 1: picked up a few passengers and another dog. The image 11 00:00:40,159 --> 00:00:42,440 Speaker 1: of this vehicle crossing the Golden gate Bridge made me 12 00:00:42,520 --> 00:00:45,680 Speaker 1: grin every time it popped into my mind. But there 13 00:00:45,760 --> 00:00:47,640 Speaker 1: was no longer a home for Ruby to return to 14 00:00:48,080 --> 00:00:50,400 Speaker 1: now that I had downsized for my apartment in Oakland 15 00:00:50,560 --> 00:00:53,000 Speaker 1: was living in the barn, and I knew she wouldn't 16 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:56,280 Speaker 1: call me first, but at some point she would. When 17 00:00:56,320 --> 00:00:58,840 Speaker 1: she did, Ruby said she already had a place to stay, 18 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:02,440 Speaker 1: a house near the railroad tracks in Oakland, the Woe Mansion. 19 00:01:03,240 --> 00:01:05,400 Speaker 1: Her Rimmis were several women who had also gotten off 20 00:01:05,440 --> 00:01:09,959 Speaker 1: the rails, at least for a while. A few days later, 21 00:01:10,000 --> 00:01:13,720 Speaker 1: we went out to breakfast. She looked great, happy, healthy, 22 00:01:13,800 --> 00:01:16,360 Speaker 1: and full of energy to begin her new life. It 23 00:01:16,400 --> 00:01:18,560 Speaker 1: was almost unbelievable to be sitting with her at a 24 00:01:18,600 --> 00:01:22,120 Speaker 1: cafe near jack London Square, hearing about her plans and 25 00:01:22,200 --> 00:01:24,880 Speaker 1: how she needed to get a job, but she wanted 26 00:01:24,920 --> 00:01:30,800 Speaker 1: no help. She could do it all herself. But after 27 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:33,440 Speaker 1: she'd been home two months, Ruby still hadn't answered a 28 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:36,479 Speaker 1: single question about her life on the rails. I didn't 29 00:01:36,520 --> 00:01:38,280 Speaker 1: know anything more than what I'd been able to piece 30 00:01:38,280 --> 00:01:42,360 Speaker 1: together during our sporadic phone calls when she was away. Instead, 31 00:01:42,440 --> 00:01:45,319 Speaker 1: Ruby just patiently told me that I'd never understand, and 32 00:01:45,400 --> 00:01:48,639 Speaker 1: she didn't want to explain. But every day I wondered 33 00:01:48,680 --> 00:01:50,520 Speaker 1: if this was the morning I'd wake up to find 34 00:01:50,520 --> 00:01:54,880 Speaker 1: that she'd left again. Honestly, I didn't see much reason 35 00:01:54,960 --> 00:01:57,720 Speaker 1: she would stay. She had a soul destroying job that 36 00:01:57,800 --> 00:02:01,559 Speaker 1: offered meager wages. Ruby was working as a peachypuff Girl, 37 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:04,640 Speaker 1: a freelance cigarette girl required to dress in a sexy 38 00:02:04,640 --> 00:02:07,960 Speaker 1: Halloween costume as she took a tray of cigarettes, candy, 39 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:11,639 Speaker 1: and condoms around the nightclubs of San Francisco, being insulted 40 00:02:11,680 --> 00:02:16,399 Speaker 1: in proposition by tech bros. Until the last call if 41 00:02:16,400 --> 00:02:18,960 Speaker 1: this was the working world. I didn't see anything holding 42 00:02:19,000 --> 00:02:22,399 Speaker 1: her to this side of the tracks. And then late 43 00:02:22,440 --> 00:02:26,079 Speaker 1: in December we got the news. It was an unusually 44 00:02:26,120 --> 00:02:28,600 Speaker 1: cold night in New Orlands. Squatters were blamed for a 45 00:02:28,680 --> 00:02:32,200 Speaker 1: warehouse far that killed eight people. A couldaver dog searches 46 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:34,400 Speaker 1: the remains of an abandoned warehouse. They didn't know how 47 00:02:34,440 --> 00:02:36,560 Speaker 1: many people were actually in the build, and were so 48 00:02:36,639 --> 00:02:40,359 Speaker 1: badly burned that officials couldn't immediately determine the sexes or 49 00:02:40,440 --> 00:02:43,200 Speaker 1: ages of the victims. We'd be called to tell me 50 00:02:43,240 --> 00:02:46,400 Speaker 1: about the fire. She knew where the warehouse was and 51 00:02:46,440 --> 00:02:48,480 Speaker 1: had met people staying there when she lived for a 52 00:02:48,480 --> 00:02:51,080 Speaker 1: while in New Orleans. I could hear from her voice 53 00:02:51,080 --> 00:02:54,120 Speaker 1: that Ruby was shaken. Eight of her peers had died, 54 00:02:54,639 --> 00:02:56,520 Speaker 1: and when we got off the phone, I shut my 55 00:02:56,560 --> 00:02:59,600 Speaker 1: eyes to absorb the news. When Ruby was out on 56 00:02:59,639 --> 00:03:01,760 Speaker 1: the rail, I was most afraid she'd die in a 57 00:03:01,800 --> 00:03:05,360 Speaker 1: squat fire. I'd had that nightmare too many times to count, 58 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:08,320 Speaker 1: and I thought about the parents of the eight who died. 59 00:03:09,040 --> 00:03:12,040 Speaker 1: What were they going through? Instantly I wanted to go 60 00:03:12,080 --> 00:03:15,520 Speaker 1: to New Orleans. Well, the news stopped short of any 61 00:03:15,560 --> 00:03:18,560 Speaker 1: real specifics I knew better than to dismiss the ape 62 00:03:18,600 --> 00:03:21,800 Speaker 1: who died as merely homeless. I knew how they died, 63 00:03:21,880 --> 00:03:24,520 Speaker 1: but I didn't know how they had lived, what forces 64 00:03:24,520 --> 00:03:26,760 Speaker 1: had pushed them on to the rails, and what had 65 00:03:26,760 --> 00:03:30,359 Speaker 1: they left behind. If I could understand that, maybe I'd 66 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:33,000 Speaker 1: be able to answer the questions Ruby hadn't about life 67 00:03:33,000 --> 00:03:35,560 Speaker 1: on the rails. But I'd never be allowed into this 68 00:03:35,600 --> 00:03:38,600 Speaker 1: world unless I had someone to vouch for me, and 69 00:03:38,680 --> 00:03:41,680 Speaker 1: the perfect person for that was Ruby. She'd stayed in 70 00:03:41,720 --> 00:03:44,600 Speaker 1: New Orleans twice when she was on the rails. I 71 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:47,080 Speaker 1: called her back, explained that I wanted to report the 72 00:03:47,120 --> 00:03:49,600 Speaker 1: story of the squat fire, and offered to pay her 73 00:03:49,600 --> 00:03:52,440 Speaker 1: to be my research assistant. She surprised me with an 74 00:03:52,520 --> 00:03:56,160 Speaker 1: enthusiastic yes. The stories of the squatters needed to be told, 75 00:03:56,480 --> 00:04:00,080 Speaker 1: and this was a chance to be with her grieving community. 76 00:04:00,280 --> 00:04:02,640 Speaker 1: So two weeks after the fire, we boarded our flight 77 00:04:02,720 --> 00:04:06,280 Speaker 1: to New Orleans. I didn't want to hope for too much, 78 00:04:06,920 --> 00:04:08,840 Speaker 1: but then I knew how the rails break your heart, 79 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:12,440 Speaker 1: and they've done it for many in New Orleans. I'm 80 00:04:12,520 --> 00:04:16,000 Speaker 1: Denil Morton, and this is City of the Rails. It's 81 00:04:16,440 --> 00:04:24,880 Speaker 1: cold combat down a new Orleans cont down a New Orleans. 82 00:04:25,000 --> 00:04:32,360 Speaker 1: You gotta keep close cont go on home. We got 83 00:04:32,520 --> 00:04:37,760 Speaker 1: said to go off home, cop said to go off home. 84 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:47,440 Speaker 1: Down palaces, doesn't right on to them, falling a fallen 85 00:04:47,600 --> 00:05:02,840 Speaker 1: trails and if forgotten the song, did you guys have 86 00:05:02,839 --> 00:05:07,400 Speaker 1: a memorial service here? It's kind of been an ongoing thing. 87 00:05:07,520 --> 00:05:10,200 Speaker 1: People who stopped by and drop off things. I'm walking 88 00:05:10,240 --> 00:05:12,960 Speaker 1: with Ruby and her friend Izzie, deeper and deeper into 89 00:05:13,000 --> 00:05:16,000 Speaker 1: New Orleans ravaged Eighth Ward, one of the hardest hit 90 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:20,000 Speaker 1: by Hurricane Katrina. We set up a skate park over 91 00:05:20,080 --> 00:05:23,320 Speaker 1: there five years after Katrina. The streets are still redded 92 00:05:23,320 --> 00:05:25,840 Speaker 1: in the neighborhood is a ghost town. We make our 93 00:05:25,880 --> 00:05:29,040 Speaker 1: way down North Pierre Street, pass boarded up houses next 94 00:05:29,040 --> 00:05:32,600 Speaker 1: to a few occupied ones with tidy fenced in front yards. 95 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:35,240 Speaker 1: So yeah, everyone is graving really hard and in their 96 00:05:35,279 --> 00:05:37,720 Speaker 1: own ways. You know. He lives across the street from 97 00:05:37,720 --> 00:05:40,000 Speaker 1: where the warehouse used to be, and he wants to 98 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:42,279 Speaker 1: show us the memorial to the eight who died there. 99 00:05:44,160 --> 00:05:46,400 Speaker 1: Right after the fire, the city bulldozed the wreck of 100 00:05:46,440 --> 00:05:49,400 Speaker 1: the warehouse, and Azzie told me he watched as day 101 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:51,640 Speaker 1: by day groups of people came to the site to 102 00:05:51,680 --> 00:05:55,159 Speaker 1: pay their respects. We walked toward the handmade cross erected 103 00:05:55,200 --> 00:05:59,040 Speaker 1: in the empty field of ashes with flowers, candles, pieces 104 00:05:59,080 --> 00:06:02,159 Speaker 1: of jewelry and a bull, burnt, remnants of clothing and books, 105 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:06,000 Speaker 1: and a few stuffed animals. Among the bits and pieces 106 00:06:06,040 --> 00:06:08,760 Speaker 1: included in the memorial is he points out cans of 107 00:06:08,800 --> 00:06:12,479 Speaker 1: alcohol left as tribute to those who died. That's notable 108 00:06:12,480 --> 00:06:16,560 Speaker 1: in this hard drinking community, naturally. Actually, we're surprised there's 109 00:06:16,560 --> 00:06:19,520 Speaker 1: so many beers and four locos and things left here 110 00:06:19,520 --> 00:06:24,039 Speaker 1: on opened for weeks. You know, it was pretty cool. 111 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:25,600 Speaker 1: I mean, it looks like they're all gone now, but 112 00:06:26,920 --> 00:06:29,640 Speaker 1: it's cool. It'll lasted so long, you know. Yeah, yeah, 113 00:06:30,680 --> 00:06:32,960 Speaker 1: is he Ruby and I stand around the cross holding 114 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:35,400 Speaker 1: hands to observe a moment of silence for those who 115 00:06:35,440 --> 00:06:38,680 Speaker 1: were lost in the fire. The dead, age seventeen to 116 00:06:38,760 --> 00:06:45,000 Speaker 1: twenty nine, were from Wisconsin, Texas, California, Pennsylvania, Iowa, Nebraska, 117 00:06:45,040 --> 00:06:48,479 Speaker 1: and New Orleans around us. The terrible loss of the 118 00:06:48,480 --> 00:06:51,159 Speaker 1: Squat Fire still hung in the cold winter air, but 119 00:06:51,240 --> 00:06:53,919 Speaker 1: not everyone was sympathetic to the tragedy, which was the 120 00:06:53,920 --> 00:06:57,520 Speaker 1: biggest fire in the city in thirty years. Some called 121 00:06:57,520 --> 00:07:01,240 Speaker 1: to tighten the vagrancy and busking laws discourage these people 122 00:07:01,480 --> 00:07:05,080 Speaker 1: from staying in New Orleans. Here at the memorial, as 123 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:07,839 Speaker 1: we bowed our heads to the deceased, I was grateful 124 00:07:07,880 --> 00:07:09,880 Speaker 1: that my daughter was at my side and I was 125 00:07:09,920 --> 00:07:15,000 Speaker 1: holding her hand, although this is a bit burned this stuff. 126 00:07:17,880 --> 00:07:20,320 Speaker 1: After the visit to the memorial, I dropped Ruby off 127 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:22,840 Speaker 1: at a friend's apartment in the Ninth Ward and drove 128 00:07:22,840 --> 00:07:25,920 Speaker 1: across town to my friend's place in the Upscale Garden District. 129 00:07:26,360 --> 00:07:28,280 Speaker 1: My plan with Ruby was we'd meet every day in 130 00:07:28,280 --> 00:07:30,400 Speaker 1: the French Quarter and go visit her friends in the 131 00:07:30,440 --> 00:07:33,840 Speaker 1: Eighth and ninth Wards. But time down here feels different. 132 00:07:34,320 --> 00:07:37,440 Speaker 1: Days in New Orleans didn't really get started until two pm, 133 00:07:37,720 --> 00:07:40,320 Speaker 1: a bit off kilter for someone like me who gets 134 00:07:40,400 --> 00:07:43,040 Speaker 1: up before sunrise, right around the time Ruby and her 135 00:07:43,040 --> 00:07:45,240 Speaker 1: friends were going to bed. So when we met for 136 00:07:45,280 --> 00:07:48,040 Speaker 1: breakfast the first time in the French Quarter, Ruby suggested 137 00:07:48,080 --> 00:07:51,400 Speaker 1: we have breakfast tachos. Nacho is made from tater tots. 138 00:07:52,400 --> 00:07:56,560 Speaker 1: It's two o'clock, I'm eating breakfast and it's tachos. New 139 00:07:56,640 --> 00:08:04,280 Speaker 1: Orleans was already flipping me on my head while I 140 00:08:04,360 --> 00:08:06,320 Speaker 1: was down here. I wanted to learn more about how 141 00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:08,720 Speaker 1: the Traveling Kids fit into the city of New Orleans, 142 00:08:09,000 --> 00:08:11,320 Speaker 1: so I looked up Chris Rose, former columnists for the 143 00:08:11,360 --> 00:08:14,440 Speaker 1: New Orleans Times Pickieyune. For a time, Chris had been 144 00:08:14,480 --> 00:08:17,160 Speaker 1: the face of New Orleans. His columns on the aftermath 145 00:08:17,160 --> 00:08:20,000 Speaker 1: of Hurricane Katrina became a best seller called One Dead 146 00:08:20,040 --> 00:08:22,680 Speaker 1: in the Attic. But two years ago, Chris left New 147 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:26,240 Speaker 1: Orleans after thirty five years. He was another person who 148 00:08:26,280 --> 00:08:29,679 Speaker 1: deliberately detached himself from the city when the conventional world 149 00:08:29,680 --> 00:08:32,439 Speaker 1: got to be too much for him. So when I 150 00:08:32,520 --> 00:08:35,200 Speaker 1: tracked Chris down, he was living on a campsite in 151 00:08:35,200 --> 00:08:38,720 Speaker 1: a national forest in Mississippi. He's arranged a life were 152 00:08:38,720 --> 00:08:40,880 Speaker 1: the only two bills he pays are his cell phone 153 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 1: and his car insurance, a life led with very little money, 154 00:08:45,240 --> 00:08:47,560 Speaker 1: not unlike the hoboes I was going to ask him about. 155 00:08:48,240 --> 00:08:50,560 Speaker 1: And although Chris chose to leave the city behind, he 156 00:08:50,640 --> 00:08:53,280 Speaker 1: understood why the Traveling Kids are drawn to New Orleans. 157 00:08:53,840 --> 00:08:56,040 Speaker 1: You can still hear the languid pace of life in 158 00:08:56,120 --> 00:09:01,040 Speaker 1: his voice. Because it's easy, it's very comfortable place to live. It's, 159 00:09:01,320 --> 00:09:05,240 Speaker 1: you know, the most Caribbean, it's the northernmost Caribbean city, right, 160 00:09:05,559 --> 00:09:08,520 Speaker 1: and it is. Its pace of life is one that's 161 00:09:08,679 --> 00:09:12,720 Speaker 1: very comfortable. You can be ambitious, but you don't have 162 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:16,920 Speaker 1: to be You can chase money, but you don't have 163 00:09:17,120 --> 00:09:23,720 Speaker 1: to to live a comfortable and successful life. There vious 164 00:09:23,840 --> 00:09:26,240 Speaker 1: rotten rails. I could see it'd be very easy to 165 00:09:26,240 --> 00:09:29,800 Speaker 1: stay there because the weather accommodates it, and the community 166 00:09:30,240 --> 00:09:34,560 Speaker 1: is large. You know, they've got their own microeconomy going on. 167 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:40,160 Speaker 1: Is very favorable to staying in a city open to 168 00:09:40,200 --> 00:09:43,840 Speaker 1: the offbeat, the eccentric, and the unconventional. High season for 169 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:47,240 Speaker 1: the Dirty Kids starts in the fall and October, writers 170 00:09:47,280 --> 00:09:50,240 Speaker 1: start heading south to New Orleans from crumbling industrial cities 171 00:09:50,240 --> 00:09:52,839 Speaker 1: in the Rest Belt. It's a pretty comfortable place to 172 00:09:52,880 --> 00:09:55,280 Speaker 1: spend the winter, and many set up in New Orleans 173 00:09:55,400 --> 00:10:00,600 Speaker 1: until spring. Everyone knows the parties start Halloween night. New 174 00:10:00,760 --> 00:10:04,600 Speaker 1: Orleans in the wintertime is just like you know, it's 175 00:10:04,600 --> 00:10:07,720 Speaker 1: like almost like you're at the Festival of Dirty Kids. 176 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:12,280 Speaker 1: There's literally like hundreds of kids and people who travel 177 00:10:13,160 --> 00:10:16,199 Speaker 1: that Scott Michad the basis for Profane Sass, the band 178 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:19,720 Speaker 1: that plays our theme song, Wayfaring Stranger. As it happened, 179 00:10:19,840 --> 00:10:22,560 Speaker 1: Scott his girlfriend Becky and the whole band. We're in 180 00:10:22,600 --> 00:10:25,400 Speaker 1: New Orleans in the weeks before the Squat fire. Originally 181 00:10:25,400 --> 00:10:27,760 Speaker 1: they intended to stay only a few days, but New 182 00:10:27,840 --> 00:10:30,280 Speaker 1: Orleans has a way of getting you to forget your intentions. 183 00:10:31,240 --> 00:10:34,720 Speaker 1: It's like even walking through the French Quarter or Decatur Street, 184 00:10:34,880 --> 00:10:37,600 Speaker 1: twenty minute walk, but you'd run it into other people 185 00:10:37,679 --> 00:10:39,559 Speaker 1: you had met, and you'd sit there and you talk 186 00:10:39,640 --> 00:10:43,200 Speaker 1: and you'd share. Even just like walking from the squat 187 00:10:43,280 --> 00:10:46,559 Speaker 1: down to play music back could be like a seven 188 00:10:46,600 --> 00:10:49,280 Speaker 1: hour thing, and we are all just so like follow 189 00:10:49,360 --> 00:10:52,280 Speaker 1: the wind and follow the signs and follow the omen 190 00:10:52,440 --> 00:10:56,040 Speaker 1: let the universe aside where we're going the day. And 191 00:10:56,120 --> 00:10:58,600 Speaker 1: for Scott and his bandmates, it wasn't just the pace 192 00:10:58,880 --> 00:11:02,320 Speaker 1: or the conviviality, it was the music. There was just 193 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:04,880 Speaker 1: so many great street performers down there, so you kind 194 00:11:04,880 --> 00:11:07,920 Speaker 1: of like join forces with other musicians for a little while, 195 00:11:07,920 --> 00:11:09,960 Speaker 1: and sometimes by the end of the night you have 196 00:11:10,080 --> 00:11:13,200 Speaker 1: fourteen people all playing these songs that we kind of 197 00:11:13,200 --> 00:11:25,160 Speaker 1: all know. Morgan Nuselton, who we met in the episode 198 00:11:25,160 --> 00:11:27,520 Speaker 1: about Women on the Rails, had another name for New 199 00:11:27,600 --> 00:11:30,959 Speaker 1: Orleans party city, like this dark, mysterious city, like we 200 00:11:31,080 --> 00:11:33,560 Speaker 1: are a part of that culture. People that are coming 201 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:36,680 Speaker 1: to visit loved the ship out of us. They loved 202 00:11:36,760 --> 00:11:41,880 Speaker 1: like the old tiny folk, like playing their music for musicians. 203 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:44,600 Speaker 1: New Orleans held a special appeal. They felt the love 204 00:11:44,640 --> 00:11:47,040 Speaker 1: from some of the city and its visitors. But it 205 00:11:47,080 --> 00:11:49,400 Speaker 1: was a different story with the police who tried to 206 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:52,440 Speaker 1: push hoboes to the edge of town. Because when you 207 00:11:52,520 --> 00:11:55,319 Speaker 1: go to the French Quarter, you got about three days. 208 00:11:55,640 --> 00:11:57,920 Speaker 1: The cops basically say like, we're going to continue to 209 00:11:57,920 --> 00:12:00,800 Speaker 1: give you tickets, but if you go to the ninth 210 00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:03,040 Speaker 1: four or the eighth ward we walk, that's with you. 211 00:12:03,679 --> 00:12:07,080 Speaker 1: So it pushes us over there so that we can 212 00:12:07,120 --> 00:12:09,000 Speaker 1: get the hell out of the nice part in town. 213 00:12:10,800 --> 00:12:13,679 Speaker 1: So New Orleans could be easy living with hard looks 214 00:12:13,720 --> 00:12:17,400 Speaker 1: from some of the locals. While Profane and SaaS was 215 00:12:17,440 --> 00:12:20,360 Speaker 1: in town, Scott and Becky experienced the aggression of people 216 00:12:20,400 --> 00:12:24,079 Speaker 1: who didn't embrace the dirty kids. I remember specifically this 217 00:12:24,160 --> 00:12:27,160 Speaker 1: moment the Profane Sasas was playing on the street and 218 00:12:27,200 --> 00:12:29,400 Speaker 1: I was taking care of the dogs, and this man 219 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:33,960 Speaker 1: in his late forties, you know, kind of business dress, 220 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:40,240 Speaker 1: walked by and so like full of anger and hate, 221 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:45,240 Speaker 1: leans down over us and throws down like ten or 222 00:12:45,280 --> 00:12:48,320 Speaker 1: twenty dollars, and it's like in our face and says 223 00:12:48,640 --> 00:12:51,440 Speaker 1: this is for the dogs so they can eat, not 224 00:12:51,640 --> 00:12:58,040 Speaker 1: for you, and walks off. So even in New Orleans 225 00:12:58,120 --> 00:13:01,840 Speaker 1: it was hobo's versus society, and resentment from the locals 226 00:13:01,880 --> 00:13:03,760 Speaker 1: meant that if you wanted to stay in town and 227 00:13:03,880 --> 00:13:06,720 Speaker 1: housed up, you had to find the right neighborhood. So 228 00:13:06,840 --> 00:13:09,079 Speaker 1: Ruby and I left the French Quarter and headed back 229 00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:11,960 Speaker 1: to the eighth and ninth wards. Here, on the edge 230 00:13:12,000 --> 00:13:14,840 Speaker 1: of the city, forty three thousand homes stood abandoned since 231 00:13:14,840 --> 00:13:18,520 Speaker 1: the hurricane, a quarter of New Orleans housing stock, which 232 00:13:18,520 --> 00:13:22,480 Speaker 1: made the neighborhood a perfect destination for squatters. We betook 233 00:13:22,480 --> 00:13:23,920 Speaker 1: me to a squat on the far edge of the 234 00:13:23,960 --> 00:13:27,080 Speaker 1: eighth Ward, where her friends Aaron and Momo lived. After 235 00:13:27,120 --> 00:13:29,720 Speaker 1: a few days of squat shopping, breaking into ten or 236 00:13:29,720 --> 00:13:33,760 Speaker 1: fifteen empty houses, they found the right wine and they 237 00:13:33,800 --> 00:13:37,360 Speaker 1: were living in. We didn't do anything to do it 238 00:13:37,600 --> 00:13:42,480 Speaker 1: except we sweat, and then I started finding furniture. Aaron 239 00:13:42,520 --> 00:13:45,360 Speaker 1: and Momo didn't need much to survive. Mamo pointed to 240 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:48,600 Speaker 1: three dollars sitting on the crate next to her bed. Yeah, 241 00:13:49,960 --> 00:13:52,840 Speaker 1: three dollars and chains that I've had for a week 242 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:56,240 Speaker 1: and a half. With just three bucks, anyone could furnish 243 00:13:56,240 --> 00:13:59,120 Speaker 1: a life here and just as quickly abandon it. But 244 00:13:59,200 --> 00:14:01,680 Speaker 1: in this squat, Aaron and Momo had settled in for 245 00:14:01,720 --> 00:14:04,920 Speaker 1: a while, even decorating it on the cheap in a 246 00:14:04,960 --> 00:14:07,760 Speaker 1: way that I loved. They'd gone to second hand stories 247 00:14:07,760 --> 00:14:10,680 Speaker 1: and bought pairs of sparkly stiletto heels and balanced a 248 00:14:10,720 --> 00:14:13,440 Speaker 1: shoe over each doorway in the house. This was a 249 00:14:13,480 --> 00:14:16,600 Speaker 1: remarkable turnaround for Momo to find a home in New Orleans. 250 00:14:17,080 --> 00:14:20,040 Speaker 1: Last time she was here with her boyfriend. They swear 251 00:14:20,040 --> 00:14:23,480 Speaker 1: they'd never return. How Come it was so hard last 252 00:14:23,520 --> 00:14:26,920 Speaker 1: time because we were doing two main drugs all the time, 253 00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:30,160 Speaker 1: and his dog got hit by a car and almost died, 254 00:14:30,360 --> 00:14:34,120 Speaker 1: and I went to jail. Just a lot of stuff 255 00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:39,480 Speaker 1: is cursed. We're never going back. But I've been telling 256 00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:41,440 Speaker 1: them about everything I've been doing here, and I was like, 257 00:14:41,760 --> 00:14:44,560 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna let New Orleans win. You know. We 258 00:14:44,640 --> 00:14:46,960 Speaker 1: sat on the floor of Aaron and Momo's squat, me 259 00:14:47,080 --> 00:14:49,680 Speaker 1: on a mattress and Ruby in a tilted dining room chair. 260 00:14:50,200 --> 00:14:52,600 Speaker 1: I was surprised how comfortable we were in this odd 261 00:14:52,640 --> 00:14:56,560 Speaker 1: situation with me peppering them with so many questions, how 262 00:14:56,560 --> 00:14:58,640 Speaker 1: did they survive when they got housed up, how did 263 00:14:58,640 --> 00:15:01,960 Speaker 1: they structure their days? And what kept them here? I 264 00:15:02,040 --> 00:15:04,360 Speaker 1: was asking them everything I'd wanted to know about Ruby, 265 00:15:05,040 --> 00:15:08,120 Speaker 1: and Ruby never interrupted, only spoke up when she wanted 266 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:10,480 Speaker 1: to draw a boundary around what I could ask her. Friends. 267 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:14,000 Speaker 1: Questions about specific yards and how to hop a train 268 00:15:14,240 --> 00:15:17,840 Speaker 1: were off limits. We talked until the sun went down 269 00:15:17,880 --> 00:15:22,080 Speaker 1: at five, but my New Orleans education was only beginning. 270 00:15:24,120 --> 00:15:25,920 Speaker 1: Later that night, we all met up again to go 271 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:32,040 Speaker 1: to a birthday party at the Saint Rock Tavern. The 272 00:15:32,080 --> 00:15:34,320 Speaker 1: party was for Ugly John, who appeared to have been 273 00:15:34,360 --> 00:15:36,880 Speaker 1: on the party bus since the day before. He was 274 00:15:36,920 --> 00:15:39,760 Speaker 1: swaying around drunk off his ass with about thirty dollars 275 00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:42,520 Speaker 1: and one dollar bills pinned to his shirt front and back, 276 00:15:42,840 --> 00:15:46,000 Speaker 1: a New Orleans birthday tradition. Was a little bummed on 277 00:15:46,120 --> 00:15:48,480 Speaker 1: his birthday, though, because he just broke in the bar's 278 00:15:48,520 --> 00:15:52,040 Speaker 1: toilet and couldn't remember how all he knew was most 279 00:15:52,080 --> 00:15:54,040 Speaker 1: of his birthday money would now go to paying off 280 00:15:54,040 --> 00:15:56,520 Speaker 1: the bar owner. I was right in the middle of 281 00:15:56,600 --> 00:15:59,800 Speaker 1: the rolling party, ordering pictures of beer, which was making 282 00:16:00,120 --> 00:16:03,840 Speaker 1: table pretty popular. In return, I was constantly being offered 283 00:16:03,880 --> 00:16:08,480 Speaker 1: free drinks, free drugs, and free homemade tattoos. Close to midnight, 284 00:16:08,520 --> 00:16:11,480 Speaker 1: the girls wanted to teach me how to twerk. Why, 285 00:16:12,680 --> 00:16:14,760 Speaker 1: because we all headed to a club that was hosting 286 00:16:14,840 --> 00:16:25,080 Speaker 1: Booty Night. Tworking was practically a part of the cover charge. 287 00:16:26,320 --> 00:16:28,440 Speaker 1: When we got there, the club was packed in this 288 00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:32,760 Speaker 1: pre pandemic ecstasy. The saxe player left the stage and 289 00:16:32,800 --> 00:16:35,360 Speaker 1: walked among the crowd, eyes shut, with people touching his 290 00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:38,040 Speaker 1: arms as he played. Everything I do is going to 291 00:16:38,080 --> 00:16:42,480 Speaker 1: be funky from now on, And yes there was twerking, 292 00:16:42,800 --> 00:16:44,920 Speaker 1: and I'm glad there were no cameras there to record 293 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:54,320 Speaker 1: this moment. It was around two when I pulled myself 294 00:16:54,360 --> 00:16:56,840 Speaker 1: away from the club, even though my new friends begged 295 00:16:56,880 --> 00:17:00,800 Speaker 1: me to stay. I drove across town through the fog 296 00:17:01,080 --> 00:17:04,920 Speaker 1: to my friend's place. When I got there, I drunkenly 297 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:08,320 Speaker 1: fumbled with my keys and opened the apartment door. There 298 00:17:08,320 --> 00:17:10,960 Speaker 1: in the doorway to an empty apartment, the intoxication of 299 00:17:10,960 --> 00:17:15,200 Speaker 1: Booty Nights suddenly faded and everything from the day started 300 00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:18,800 Speaker 1: to hit me. I was thinking about standing by the 301 00:17:18,880 --> 00:17:22,359 Speaker 1: memorial holding hands with Izzy and Ruby, about the parents 302 00:17:22,400 --> 00:17:25,879 Speaker 1: who'd lost their kids, and the way Momo and Alana lived, 303 00:17:26,400 --> 00:17:28,840 Speaker 1: and about ugly John, and the fun I had with 304 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:32,080 Speaker 1: my daughter and her friends. With these highs and lows, 305 00:17:32,119 --> 00:17:34,560 Speaker 1: all in one day, I sat on the couch with 306 00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:39,440 Speaker 1: a television on Catatonic. I was fully seeing the life 307 00:17:39,440 --> 00:17:42,320 Speaker 1: of a traveling kid, not having someone describe it to me. 308 00:17:43,000 --> 00:17:47,000 Speaker 1: What was I supposed to make of this town? It 309 00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:50,560 Speaker 1: ended up being Chris Rose who characterized it best. Like Momo, 310 00:17:50,640 --> 00:17:55,040 Speaker 1: he'd struggled trying to leave the city. Well, that's the thing. 311 00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:58,240 Speaker 1: There's a lot of shadows in Nuance. There's this huge 312 00:17:58,359 --> 00:18:02,439 Speaker 1: carnival of life there in the presence for everybody to 313 00:18:02,560 --> 00:18:06,680 Speaker 1: see and to participate in. But all around them, all 314 00:18:06,720 --> 00:18:09,399 Speaker 1: around the bright lights and carnival of the French quarner, 315 00:18:09,480 --> 00:18:14,840 Speaker 1: on all sides of it are the shadows, dark streets, 316 00:18:16,200 --> 00:18:22,159 Speaker 1: empty buildings, open fields, blocks and blocks of areas that 317 00:18:22,280 --> 00:18:29,000 Speaker 1: are unpeopled and unpoliced. And the train yards, of course 318 00:18:29,480 --> 00:18:33,159 Speaker 1: are right there. And it's easy to move in those shadows. 319 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:37,639 Speaker 1: If you just float along the sidewalks not bugging anybody, 320 00:18:38,040 --> 00:18:40,879 Speaker 1: nobody will notice you. There's a lot of invisible people 321 00:18:40,920 --> 00:18:43,439 Speaker 1: in New Orleans Let's put it this way, if you 322 00:18:43,520 --> 00:18:47,199 Speaker 1: were wanted by the law, where would you go to 323 00:18:47,240 --> 00:18:49,080 Speaker 1: go off the grid? I mean it's been this way 324 00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:52,240 Speaker 1: for not decades, but for centuries. In New Orleans, it's 325 00:18:52,320 --> 00:18:56,520 Speaker 1: it's where people go to go off the grid. You know, 326 00:18:56,560 --> 00:18:58,919 Speaker 1: there's always the joke that the guy passing on the 327 00:18:58,960 --> 00:19:01,840 Speaker 1: streets a serial or who knows people just go there 328 00:19:01,920 --> 00:19:08,640 Speaker 1: to disappear. They always have. Chris was describing a dark 329 00:19:08,720 --> 00:19:11,280 Speaker 1: kind of New Orleans magic. The city had an air 330 00:19:11,320 --> 00:19:14,120 Speaker 1: of mystery mixed in with the fog. When they could 331 00:19:14,240 --> 00:19:17,080 Speaker 1: envelop you like a cloak. Was the perfect city for 332 00:19:17,119 --> 00:19:21,600 Speaker 1: the traveling community. As I tried to sleep, my ears 333 00:19:21,600 --> 00:19:24,440 Speaker 1: still ringing with the saxophone music, I knew that tomorrow 334 00:19:24,480 --> 00:19:26,879 Speaker 1: I'd need to get down to business. I'd meet up 335 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:29,160 Speaker 1: with Ruby and start figuring out what happened that night 336 00:19:29,200 --> 00:19:32,440 Speaker 1: in the warehouse. Ruby would lead me to people who'd 337 00:19:32,440 --> 00:19:47,800 Speaker 1: seen the fire. I was starting to get my grounding 338 00:19:47,800 --> 00:19:50,199 Speaker 1: in New Orleans. I could see how the warehouse, squat 339 00:19:50,200 --> 00:19:53,160 Speaker 1: and its residence fit into the fabric of the city. 340 00:19:53,240 --> 00:19:55,120 Speaker 1: I wanted to understand as much as I could about 341 00:19:55,160 --> 00:19:57,320 Speaker 1: the warehouse and the day's leading up to the fire, 342 00:19:57,600 --> 00:19:59,880 Speaker 1: and for what I gathered, the squat was a special play. 343 00:20:00,359 --> 00:20:02,960 Speaker 1: The people who helped me understand why were the members 344 00:20:03,000 --> 00:20:05,760 Speaker 1: of Profane SaaS, the band who performs our theme song. 345 00:20:06,359 --> 00:20:08,760 Speaker 1: They were among the last people to stay in the warehouse. 346 00:20:11,520 --> 00:20:13,520 Speaker 1: For years. The band had traveled from show to show 347 00:20:13,560 --> 00:20:16,120 Speaker 1: by hopping trains, so a whole group of them rode 348 00:20:16,160 --> 00:20:18,600 Speaker 1: down from Pittsburgh. When they arrived, they heard about the 349 00:20:18,600 --> 00:20:21,800 Speaker 1: perfect place to stay, right by the railroad tracks and 350 00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:25,280 Speaker 1: within walking distance of the French border. People would sleep 351 00:20:25,280 --> 00:20:27,720 Speaker 1: in the field nearby just to be near it. What 352 00:20:27,880 --> 00:20:33,040 Speaker 1: made this squat so special? For one thing, it was huge. Kiwi, 353 00:20:33,160 --> 00:20:36,040 Speaker 1: Profane Sasa's banjo player told me there was plenty of 354 00:20:36,119 --> 00:20:39,520 Speaker 1: room for the band and their friends. Yeah, it had 355 00:20:39,560 --> 00:20:42,080 Speaker 1: these huge doors that we'd all hang out on. It 356 00:20:42,240 --> 00:20:44,800 Speaker 1: was like right by the train yard, and they're like, yeah, 357 00:20:44,800 --> 00:20:50,400 Speaker 1: this is perfect. Probably thirty by fifty or sixty foot 358 00:20:50,400 --> 00:20:53,359 Speaker 1: wood warehouse. There was a big room in the middle, 359 00:20:53,680 --> 00:20:55,359 Speaker 1: and it was clear this place was known to the 360 00:20:55,440 --> 00:20:58,320 Speaker 1: riding community. Becky told me you only needed to look 361 00:20:58,320 --> 00:21:00,640 Speaker 1: at the walls to see if your friends had passed through. 362 00:21:01,680 --> 00:21:04,720 Speaker 1: Murals tags everyone would leave their mark, and so it 363 00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:07,840 Speaker 1: was almost like just this history of who was here, 364 00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:16,080 Speaker 1: A lot of good messages. He got what are you doing? 365 00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:18,439 Speaker 1: Profane's has set me a video they took of the 366 00:21:18,480 --> 00:21:29,680 Speaker 1: whole setup Ye family right now and it slung over 367 00:21:29,680 --> 00:21:31,879 Speaker 1: a roof. Being was a twenty foot swing that swept 368 00:21:31,880 --> 00:21:35,200 Speaker 1: slowly across the main room through the open warehouse doores. 369 00:21:35,320 --> 00:21:37,919 Speaker 1: You could see the trains in the yard. It was 370 00:21:37,960 --> 00:21:41,360 Speaker 1: super fun to swing on that, and while you were swinging, 371 00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:44,520 Speaker 1: the big open doors were there so people would be 372 00:21:44,520 --> 00:21:49,760 Speaker 1: gathering and talking. Yeah, it was really nice here in 373 00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:52,480 Speaker 1: the edge of ten. They partied into the night, playing music, 374 00:21:52,600 --> 00:21:56,200 Speaker 1: swinging and dancing. It was a squatter's paradise without any 375 00:21:56,200 --> 00:21:58,560 Speaker 1: fear of getting busted. It was definitely one of tho 376 00:21:58,560 --> 00:22:00,960 Speaker 1: neighborhoods where people don't call police, you know, so like 377 00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:04,399 Speaker 1: we didn't even worry about that. Having seventy or eighty 378 00:22:04,440 --> 00:22:08,159 Speaker 1: people out there at the warehouse, you know, we didn't worry. 379 00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:11,760 Speaker 1: Everyone has such vivid memories of the warehouse. But it 380 00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:14,719 Speaker 1: wasn't an easy place to stay warm. The band had 381 00:22:14,760 --> 00:22:17,040 Speaker 1: traveled south in search of warm weather, but ki We 382 00:22:17,119 --> 00:22:20,240 Speaker 1: said it was surprisingly cold when they got there, with 383 00:22:20,280 --> 00:22:23,080 Speaker 1: the moisture of like how what New Orleans was. The 384 00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:28,680 Speaker 1: nights are super cold, so we all had sleeping bags 385 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:31,280 Speaker 1: and stuff, and we'd probably, you know, we all cuddled 386 00:22:31,320 --> 00:22:36,240 Speaker 1: together and we had dogs and kept us warm. This 387 00:22:36,359 --> 00:22:39,240 Speaker 1: weather made New Orleans a lot less welcoming than past winters. 388 00:22:39,920 --> 00:22:42,080 Speaker 1: For Becky, who was on the rails for the first time, 389 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:46,639 Speaker 1: the cold was unlike anything she'd felt before. Even though 390 00:22:47,080 --> 00:22:49,919 Speaker 1: New Orleans pulled so many of us because it definitely 391 00:22:50,040 --> 00:22:53,680 Speaker 1: was not as cold as the northern cities. Still, when 392 00:22:53,680 --> 00:22:57,240 Speaker 1: you are constantly outside, it's hard for your whole body 393 00:22:57,280 --> 00:23:01,760 Speaker 1: to maintain heat. It just feels colder. The draft, the 394 00:23:01,800 --> 00:23:05,360 Speaker 1: trains going by. There's no insulation in the room, there's 395 00:23:05,359 --> 00:23:08,800 Speaker 1: no insulation in the floor. You felt it in your bones. 396 00:23:09,280 --> 00:23:11,479 Speaker 1: This weather made New Orleans a lot less welcoming than 397 00:23:11,560 --> 00:23:14,520 Speaker 1: past winters. For Becky, who was on the rails for 398 00:23:14,560 --> 00:23:17,760 Speaker 1: the first time, the cold was unlike anything she'd felt before. 399 00:23:18,560 --> 00:23:22,439 Speaker 1: It's different when you are living on the street and 400 00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:25,119 Speaker 1: the only time you get into a heated space is 401 00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:26,719 Speaker 1: when you have enough money to buy a cup of 402 00:23:26,720 --> 00:23:29,480 Speaker 1: coffee and go into a coffee shop. You know, because 403 00:23:30,000 --> 00:23:32,960 Speaker 1: you cannot take regular showers because you're not cleaning your 404 00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:38,359 Speaker 1: clothes regularly. Society doesn't want you in public spaces. So 405 00:23:38,400 --> 00:23:40,720 Speaker 1: in the open field next to the warehouse, the band 406 00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:43,920 Speaker 1: built huge bonfires every night and felt a deep chill 407 00:23:43,960 --> 00:23:46,119 Speaker 1: when they had to return to the warehouse to sleep, 408 00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:49,680 Speaker 1: and just the feeling of the fire and then away 409 00:23:49,720 --> 00:23:53,639 Speaker 1: from the fire like that distinct temperature difference is a 410 00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:59,080 Speaker 1: real but the cold didn't get profanees asked down. The 411 00:23:59,119 --> 00:24:03,119 Speaker 1: band spent over month there hanging out, meeting people, playing music, 412 00:24:03,960 --> 00:24:06,240 Speaker 1: and of course they couldn't leave Party City without one 413 00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:09,320 Speaker 1: final celebration. So the night before the band was leaving 414 00:24:09,320 --> 00:24:11,200 Speaker 1: to go to a gig in Texas, they had a 415 00:24:11,240 --> 00:24:14,520 Speaker 1: big send off. Right before we'd left. We had this 416 00:24:14,680 --> 00:24:17,719 Speaker 1: huge party because we had been there for you know, 417 00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:20,480 Speaker 1: some months or weeks, and so we had this big 418 00:24:20,520 --> 00:24:23,720 Speaker 1: party where like sixty or seventy people came. We had 419 00:24:23,760 --> 00:24:26,480 Speaker 1: a big old bonfire in the sand. You know. It 420 00:24:26,640 --> 00:24:29,200 Speaker 1: was a huge party with lots of travelers gathered around 421 00:24:29,240 --> 00:24:32,520 Speaker 1: the bonfire, and almost everyone carried an instrument. So the 422 00:24:32,560 --> 00:24:37,479 Speaker 1: whole thing with the traveling community is acoustic instruments, because 423 00:24:37,560 --> 00:24:40,200 Speaker 1: you can travel with an acoustic instrument, you can bust 424 00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:42,760 Speaker 1: with an acoustic instrument, so they'll be usually like, you know, 425 00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:51,280 Speaker 1: acoustic guitar, maybe an acoustic bass, banjo, washed board, fiddle, jugs, 426 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:58,800 Speaker 1: a lot of musical saws, a lot of accordions, spoons, spoon, trump, harmonica. 427 00:24:59,240 --> 00:25:03,280 Speaker 1: So probably half of the traveling kids carried instruments kind 428 00:25:03,320 --> 00:25:05,240 Speaker 1: of what you do. And it was part of the 429 00:25:05,320 --> 00:25:08,840 Speaker 1: community so much, and so at the end of the night, 430 00:25:10,880 --> 00:25:15,400 Speaker 1: everybody will do like a big jam session, maybe five 431 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:27,240 Speaker 1: people or fifteen people or twenty people. So everyone was 432 00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:30,439 Speaker 1: playing music, dancing around the bonfire. But as the night 433 00:25:30,480 --> 00:25:34,119 Speaker 1: went on, temperatures started to drop. Scott told me he 434 00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:36,840 Speaker 1: and their lead singer Thomas, notice some people in the 435 00:25:36,840 --> 00:25:39,480 Speaker 1: warehouse trying to find a way to bring the fire inside. 436 00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:42,600 Speaker 1: I remember somebody's like, yeah, we should bring it in there, 437 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:45,280 Speaker 1: and yeah, I remember both me and Thomas where it's 438 00:25:45,280 --> 00:25:49,119 Speaker 1: just like, do not do that. That is a wooden floor, 439 00:25:49,560 --> 00:25:55,080 Speaker 1: it'll burn down. And I remember hearing Thomas and Scott 440 00:25:55,119 --> 00:25:58,679 Speaker 1: try and advice in the sand pit, this is the 441 00:25:58,760 --> 00:26:01,719 Speaker 1: safe place for it to be, you know, and trying 442 00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:05,560 Speaker 1: to provide that guidance to the other community members and 443 00:26:05,640 --> 00:26:08,080 Speaker 1: friends that that was the safer place to have it, 444 00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,920 Speaker 1: so no fire came inside while Profane's Ass was staying 445 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:15,679 Speaker 1: at the warehouse, but they left the day after the party. 446 00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:18,760 Speaker 1: The band said goodbye to the people they'd gotten close 447 00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:22,680 Speaker 1: to in the squat, especially Nikki and Sammy. Nikki had 448 00:26:22,680 --> 00:26:25,080 Speaker 1: come south with them from Pittsburgh and fallen in love 449 00:26:25,119 --> 00:26:29,040 Speaker 1: with Sammy, who brought them to the warehouse. Profane's ask 450 00:26:29,080 --> 00:26:31,600 Speaker 1: promised they'd be back before winter was done, but they 451 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:34,760 Speaker 1: never saw them again. And when Scott first heard about 452 00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:38,200 Speaker 1: the tragedy, he thought back to that conversation about the bonfire. 453 00:26:38,560 --> 00:26:43,040 Speaker 1: I remember very vividly thinking about that a lot. That's 454 00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:45,000 Speaker 1: where my mind would always take me, like, oh, how 455 00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:47,359 Speaker 1: to happen? Like I didn't have a doubt that that's 456 00:26:47,400 --> 00:26:52,520 Speaker 1: what happened. A week after Profane's Ass left, the Knights 457 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:55,560 Speaker 1: were still freezing in New Orleans, so people continued trying 458 00:26:55,600 --> 00:26:58,720 Speaker 1: to figure out how to bring the fire inside. That 459 00:26:58,880 --> 00:27:00,879 Speaker 1: was the key decision and one I wanted to know 460 00:27:00,960 --> 00:27:04,160 Speaker 1: more about. Most of those who died in the warehouse 461 00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:08,320 Speaker 1: were experienced travelers. Two in particular, Katie Simmoner and her 462 00:27:08,320 --> 00:27:11,919 Speaker 1: boyfriend Jeff Gertz, had a lot of outdoor skills, so 463 00:27:12,040 --> 00:27:16,000 Speaker 1: how was this decision made with all the time I'd 464 00:27:16,040 --> 00:27:18,520 Speaker 1: spent trying to convince travelers to speak with me. In 465 00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:21,560 Speaker 1: New Orleans, things were different With Ruby at my side. 466 00:27:21,560 --> 00:27:24,280 Speaker 1: Everyone was talking and she was introducing me to people 467 00:27:24,320 --> 00:27:29,120 Speaker 1: who knew more about the fire. One night we went 468 00:27:29,119 --> 00:27:31,080 Speaker 1: to a cook out of the squat in the eighth Ward, 469 00:27:31,119 --> 00:27:33,960 Speaker 1: where hoboes were jousting on tall bikes, like six to 470 00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:36,879 Speaker 1: ten feet tall, made of two bicycle frames welded together. 471 00:27:37,520 --> 00:27:39,560 Speaker 1: The knights of the Road squared off on the street 472 00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:44,720 Speaker 1: fifty feet apart, circling until someone guild go. Then they 473 00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:47,840 Speaker 1: took off toward each other full speed, broom handles blazing, 474 00:27:47,960 --> 00:27:50,920 Speaker 1: trying to knock the other guy off. It was brutal. 475 00:27:51,280 --> 00:27:56,000 Speaker 1: One guy needed first aid After the battle. The warriors 476 00:27:56,040 --> 00:27:58,440 Speaker 1: grabbed chicken legs from the grille and licked their hands 477 00:27:58,440 --> 00:28:01,399 Speaker 1: when they were done. But when dinner was served it 478 00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,200 Speaker 1: was a different story. As a visiting mom, I got 479 00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:07,080 Speaker 1: a lot of respect from the travelers. Some one produced 480 00:28:07,080 --> 00:28:08,959 Speaker 1: a chair from one of the squats just for me, 481 00:28:09,320 --> 00:28:12,840 Speaker 1: and another brought the only plate and actual silverware. All 482 00:28:12,880 --> 00:28:14,639 Speaker 1: of these months I'd been trying to get these people 483 00:28:14,640 --> 00:28:17,320 Speaker 1: to talk to me, to understand their world, and here 484 00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:19,280 Speaker 1: I was in the middle of it all, treated like 485 00:28:19,320 --> 00:28:24,600 Speaker 1: a queen. This evening was chaotic. Joy I was having 486 00:28:24,600 --> 00:28:27,359 Speaker 1: a great time in these unstructured days, one hundred and 487 00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:30,000 Speaker 1: eighty degrees from my regular life, and it was the 488 00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:32,600 Speaker 1: first time since Ruby left that I felt truly free. 489 00:28:34,359 --> 00:28:37,600 Speaker 1: As dusk settled in, the streets were dark without street lights. 490 00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:40,120 Speaker 1: The only light we had came from the porchlights of 491 00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:43,320 Speaker 1: nearby houses. Ruby came over to tell me she'd found 492 00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:46,640 Speaker 1: one of the survivors of the fire. This woman had 493 00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:48,680 Speaker 1: been living at the warehouse, but she happened to be 494 00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:51,120 Speaker 1: out the night of the fire, and she was willing 495 00:28:51,160 --> 00:28:54,120 Speaker 1: to talk to me. This woman didn't want to be named, 496 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:56,320 Speaker 1: but she told me she'd lived at the warehouse for 497 00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:59,640 Speaker 1: a full month before the fire. The survivor remembered how 498 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:02,000 Speaker 1: the squad he was prepared to bring the fire inside. 499 00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:06,560 Speaker 1: It was a giant steel barbecue pet that we upset up, 500 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:10,000 Speaker 1: and we had nailed cargated middle siding underneath it and 501 00:29:10,000 --> 00:29:12,600 Speaker 1: a perimeter around it to make sure that he didn't 502 00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:15,240 Speaker 1: dry out the boards and then catch on fire. You know, 503 00:29:15,280 --> 00:29:18,880 Speaker 1: we took precautions, he said, clear Just how many train 504 00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:21,600 Speaker 1: hoppers were in the house that night or exactly when 505 00:29:21,680 --> 00:29:24,240 Speaker 1: and how the fire started, but it spread through the 506 00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:27,560 Speaker 1: main room fast. Her friend Byron, was passed out on 507 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:29,360 Speaker 1: the main floor and woke up when he saw the 508 00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:34,360 Speaker 1: flames crawling up the walls. Meanwhile, the survivor was walking home, 509 00:29:34,800 --> 00:29:37,880 Speaker 1: turned the corner and saw the warehouse ablaze. The door 510 00:29:37,920 --> 00:29:40,720 Speaker 1: burst open and Byron ran out. He came to and 511 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:42,880 Speaker 1: could barely even find his way out. He couldn't even 512 00:29:42,920 --> 00:29:46,000 Speaker 1: get in stall. Yeah, very said he heard a few 513 00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:49,360 Speaker 1: people in bang me and trying to get out somewhere, 514 00:29:49,440 --> 00:29:52,520 Speaker 1: non responsive. He was pretty hysterical at the time, So 515 00:29:53,280 --> 00:29:55,040 Speaker 1: I just, you know, I like ran up and was 516 00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:56,520 Speaker 1: like he was in there, and he's in there, and 517 00:29:56,600 --> 00:30:02,480 Speaker 1: he was just like everyone you know, standing outside the fire. 518 00:30:02,760 --> 00:30:06,160 Speaker 1: They were powerless to help their friends screaming inside the warehouse. 519 00:30:09,160 --> 00:30:11,080 Speaker 1: As we stood on the steps of the building, the 520 00:30:11,160 --> 00:30:14,080 Speaker 1: survivor showed me her palm. She tried to open the 521 00:30:14,120 --> 00:30:16,640 Speaker 1: door to the warehouse to save her friends, but it 522 00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:20,720 Speaker 1: was so hot that it burned her hand. As the 523 00:30:20,760 --> 00:30:24,080 Speaker 1: survivor told this story, the barbecue was escalating. There was 524 00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:26,479 Speaker 1: a wrestling match on the asphalt and I heard some 525 00:30:26,520 --> 00:30:31,760 Speaker 1: beer bottles shattering on the sidewalk. Then I heard the sirens. 526 00:30:32,120 --> 00:30:35,480 Speaker 1: Someone must have called the cops. Everyone was scattering. I 527 00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:38,400 Speaker 1: saw Ruby running toward me, waving her arms. We needed 528 00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:41,000 Speaker 1: to go. She grabbed my hand and we sprinted toward 529 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,760 Speaker 1: the rental car. Ruby told me to take a left 530 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:46,640 Speaker 1: and I floored it. We zig zagged through the eighth ward, 531 00:30:46,680 --> 00:30:49,680 Speaker 1: with Ruby calling out evasive action, laughing and cursing like 532 00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:54,320 Speaker 1: girlfriends on a spree. I dropped her off at a 533 00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:57,000 Speaker 1: friend's house with a hug, and started on my confused 534 00:30:57,040 --> 00:31:01,080 Speaker 1: way home. I was disoriented and ended up driving all 535 00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:03,880 Speaker 1: over the city, round and round, trying to make sense 536 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:07,880 Speaker 1: of everything I was learning. The next day, Ruby was 537 00:31:07,920 --> 00:31:11,400 Speaker 1: flying back to Oakland. How would I navigate this world 538 00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:16,120 Speaker 1: without her? When she left a graduation, I thought she 539 00:31:16,200 --> 00:31:19,480 Speaker 1: split because she didn't love me or trust me, But 540 00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:21,640 Speaker 1: in New Orleans she showed me I was wrong about that. 541 00:31:22,200 --> 00:31:24,280 Speaker 1: It was clear she trusted me when she introduced me 542 00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:26,880 Speaker 1: to her friends, and while I was sorry to see 543 00:31:26,880 --> 00:31:29,640 Speaker 1: her go, I was sticking around for a few more days. 544 00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:33,440 Speaker 1: I wanted to find out more about those who died 545 00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:36,240 Speaker 1: and start tracking down their families. A few of whom 546 00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:39,200 Speaker 1: were in New Orleans. Plus, I was meeting with the 547 00:31:39,240 --> 00:31:42,560 Speaker 1: New Orleans Fire inspectors, the people who'd walked through the 548 00:31:42,600 --> 00:31:46,320 Speaker 1: smoking ruins of the warehouse. What could they tell me 549 00:31:46,360 --> 00:32:07,320 Speaker 1: about the origins of this tragedy. On a Sunday afternoon 550 00:32:07,360 --> 00:32:09,760 Speaker 1: in the French Quarter, I walked down Royal Street past 551 00:32:09,840 --> 00:32:13,400 Speaker 1: Jackson Square on my way to New Orleans Fire Department headquarters. 552 00:32:14,120 --> 00:32:16,200 Speaker 1: At last, I'd tracked down the man who was first 553 00:32:16,200 --> 00:32:18,720 Speaker 1: on the scene investigating the fire, and got him to 554 00:32:18,800 --> 00:32:22,560 Speaker 1: agree to an interview. The week before, i'd reported with Ruby, 555 00:32:22,840 --> 00:32:25,640 Speaker 1: But this interview I was doing solo. She was back 556 00:32:25,640 --> 00:32:27,960 Speaker 1: in Oakland, and I was already missing the comfort of 557 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:31,600 Speaker 1: having her beside me. So the whole walk Ruby was 558 00:32:31,640 --> 00:32:33,760 Speaker 1: all I could think about. I imagined her on each 559 00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,080 Speaker 1: street corner and wished she'd pop out of the place. 560 00:32:36,120 --> 00:32:44,240 Speaker 1: We got tachos. Then I heard it was that Ruby's 561 00:32:44,240 --> 00:32:48,440 Speaker 1: song window sill. I changed course and followed my ears. 562 00:32:50,240 --> 00:32:55,640 Speaker 1: Could she still be here? That's not possible, but then 563 00:32:56,120 --> 00:33:00,880 Speaker 1: it's New Orleans. I turned the last corner and found 564 00:33:00,880 --> 00:33:04,040 Speaker 1: two young women, one singing and playing the ukulele, and 565 00:33:04,160 --> 00:33:13,640 Speaker 1: her friend on the saw. Not Ruby. I was proud. 566 00:33:13,880 --> 00:33:15,880 Speaker 1: Ruby had only traveled for a year and a half, 567 00:33:15,920 --> 00:33:17,880 Speaker 1: but in her two stints in New Orleans, she left 568 00:33:17,880 --> 00:33:22,400 Speaker 1: behind this song, a bit of beauty that endured, and 569 00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:24,200 Speaker 1: what was true when Ruby was a little girl was 570 00:33:24,240 --> 00:33:28,120 Speaker 1: still true here. Joey's left me wanting more. I wanted 571 00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 1: to ask the musicians if they knew her, but I 572 00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:40,160 Speaker 1: couldn't keep the fire department waiting. Wow Bey. I arrived 573 00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:42,720 Speaker 1: at the central fire station to speak with Wayne Regis 574 00:33:42,760 --> 00:33:45,360 Speaker 1: and his boss to Vision Chief Albert Thomas, to learn 575 00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:48,400 Speaker 1: what they knew about what caused the fire. They showed 576 00:33:48,440 --> 00:33:51,200 Speaker 1: me to the back conference room, where Deputy Chief Regis 577 00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:55,120 Speaker 1: described investigating the scene, setting up lights around the steaming 578 00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,200 Speaker 1: hulk of the warehouse, and navigating his way atop the 579 00:33:58,280 --> 00:34:02,760 Speaker 1: dripping embers. The floor had already been burned through, there 580 00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:05,480 Speaker 1: was no roof, there, wonderwalls, and the only thing that 581 00:34:05,640 --> 00:34:09,160 Speaker 1: was really left standing was quote unquote the office area 582 00:34:09,480 --> 00:34:21,640 Speaker 1: where most of identified decease people were. Regis is a 583 00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:24,480 Speaker 1: careful man who quibbles over the meaning of words and 584 00:34:24,520 --> 00:34:27,919 Speaker 1: doesn't agree easily with someone else's assumptions. So I read 585 00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:30,480 Speaker 1: the report and it said that the fire had started 586 00:34:30,560 --> 00:34:33,319 Speaker 1: from what was like a cooking pit or some kind 587 00:34:33,360 --> 00:34:36,560 Speaker 1: of a metal I didn't say that, the news said that. No. 588 00:34:36,719 --> 00:34:39,040 Speaker 1: I think that is possible and it is highly likely. 589 00:34:39,600 --> 00:34:41,680 Speaker 1: The thing was there were other people who had escaped 590 00:34:41,719 --> 00:34:44,680 Speaker 1: the warehouse who Regis wasn't able to interview, so he 591 00:34:44,760 --> 00:34:47,440 Speaker 1: never signed off on the cause of the fire. Something 592 00:34:47,440 --> 00:34:50,080 Speaker 1: that struck me while talking to these guys was the 593 00:34:50,200 --> 00:34:52,719 Speaker 1: very things that made the squad attractive to the travelers 594 00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:57,040 Speaker 1: agitated the firefighters. Everything about this lifestyle and care and 595 00:34:57,120 --> 00:35:01,800 Speaker 1: endangerous everything about to have buildings that blue utilities. No 596 00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:07,280 Speaker 1: one's living there. It's been abandoned since Katrina all before. 597 00:35:08,440 --> 00:35:11,120 Speaker 1: The inspectors couldn't be sure what caused the fire. There 598 00:35:11,120 --> 00:35:14,240 Speaker 1: were so many other hazards in the warehouse. Maybe someone 599 00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:17,080 Speaker 1: forgot to put out the fire before bed. The embers 600 00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:19,680 Speaker 1: threw off sparks and the floorboards of the warehouse ignited, 601 00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:23,880 Speaker 1: starting the blaze. Or could it have been arson Someone 602 00:35:23,880 --> 00:35:26,280 Speaker 1: who didn't like the dirty kids hanging around New Orleans 603 00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:29,439 Speaker 1: could have set the fire. Two unknown people ran out 604 00:35:29,440 --> 00:35:33,080 Speaker 1: of the warehouse as the fire grew. But in some way, 605 00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,440 Speaker 1: the cause of the fire didn't matter. It was the 606 00:35:35,440 --> 00:35:38,160 Speaker 1: conditions in the warehouse, all the dangers that lurked in 607 00:35:38,200 --> 00:35:40,760 Speaker 1: the shadows beyond the swing, the mural on the wall, 608 00:35:40,880 --> 00:35:44,160 Speaker 1: and the bonfire. I asked Thomas and Regis if they 609 00:35:44,160 --> 00:35:46,919 Speaker 1: could speak to the traveling community about this, what would 610 00:35:46,960 --> 00:35:53,520 Speaker 1: they say? There is inherent dangers involved with every aspect 611 00:35:53,520 --> 00:35:58,160 Speaker 1: of this lifestyle in a structure you have no legal 612 00:35:58,280 --> 00:36:01,760 Speaker 1: right to be there. Make them, you know, really aware 613 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:05,600 Speaker 1: of that. I know they're all connected to someone, They're people. 614 00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:10,120 Speaker 1: I asked Regions if he had anything to add. His 615 00:36:10,239 --> 00:36:13,479 Speaker 1: starchiness and exactitude faded as he searched for what to say. 616 00:36:14,120 --> 00:36:16,800 Speaker 1: Clearly our conversation had taken him back to that dark 617 00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:19,600 Speaker 1: morning in the warehouse. At first, he was unable to 618 00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:22,760 Speaker 1: look at me as he answered, I mean, I necesarily 619 00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:26,359 Speaker 1: have anything to state, but I have questions as as 620 00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:31,560 Speaker 1: in other places that you come from so terrible, so 621 00:36:32,680 --> 00:36:35,720 Speaker 1: diversion off of what you considered to be utopian life, 622 00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:39,760 Speaker 1: that you would rather exist on the Friends of Society 623 00:36:39,840 --> 00:36:43,200 Speaker 1: squad and doing stuff like this as opposed to being 624 00:36:43,239 --> 00:36:45,840 Speaker 1: in a very company of the people who love you, 625 00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:47,440 Speaker 1: care about you, and I want to see you sute. 626 00:36:54,200 --> 00:36:56,880 Speaker 1: I understood why, Deputy Chief you just had those questions. 627 00:36:57,400 --> 00:36:59,239 Speaker 1: But I knew to the parents of the aid the 628 00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:03,080 Speaker 1: why of the fire didn't matter much anymore. As there 629 00:37:03,120 --> 00:37:05,360 Speaker 1: any tragedy, The news covers the story for a week, 630 00:37:05,800 --> 00:37:09,239 Speaker 1: and then everyone moves on, everyone except the families and 631 00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:13,759 Speaker 1: the friends who loved them. Piecing together the lives of 632 00:37:13,800 --> 00:37:16,000 Speaker 1: the writers kept me busy long after I was back 633 00:37:16,040 --> 00:37:19,080 Speaker 1: home in California. I spent a year tracking down the 634 00:37:19,120 --> 00:37:21,680 Speaker 1: families of those who died, as well as their friends. 635 00:37:22,160 --> 00:37:25,719 Speaker 1: Photographs too often of them on incredible train rides or 636 00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:30,360 Speaker 1: playing music in the streets. If you'd stuck to the headlines, 637 00:37:30,400 --> 00:37:34,320 Speaker 1: the deceased were faceless, but they were artists, the musicians, 638 00:37:34,600 --> 00:37:39,400 Speaker 1: and people who were loved. As I got to speak 639 00:37:39,400 --> 00:37:41,520 Speaker 1: with the families of those who died, I got to 640 00:37:41,520 --> 00:37:44,200 Speaker 1: know more about how other parents handled it all. So 641 00:37:44,280 --> 00:37:47,520 Speaker 1: I was glad to find Marty Harameo on Facebook. Marty's 642 00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:51,680 Speaker 1: daughter was Katie Siminar, aged twenty one, from Nebraska. When 643 00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:53,840 Speaker 1: Marty and I spoke, I could hear the brightness in 644 00:37:53,880 --> 00:37:58,319 Speaker 1: her love for Katie. Ah. We always had a very 645 00:37:58,360 --> 00:38:04,560 Speaker 1: close relationship, very close in fact, right before she took off, 646 00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:07,720 Speaker 1: she said, you know what, Mom, you are my best friend, 647 00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:11,680 Speaker 1: and I go, thanks, Katie, so are you. Katie was 648 00:38:11,680 --> 00:38:14,280 Speaker 1: one of eight kids, but Marty told me her outgoing 649 00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:17,960 Speaker 1: personality always stood out. She was one of those people 650 00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:20,960 Speaker 1: that if you met her, you never forgot. She just 651 00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,480 Speaker 1: got right inside your heart. She was just so friendly 652 00:38:24,800 --> 00:38:29,480 Speaker 1: and bubbly and fun. I'd seen photos of Katie a 653 00:38:29,560 --> 00:38:32,240 Speaker 1: button nosed beauty with a hint of mischief in her eyes, 654 00:38:32,680 --> 00:38:35,479 Speaker 1: and like many of her fellow writers, Katie's journey onto 655 00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:38,719 Speaker 1: the rails started by surprise. In college, Katie had a 656 00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:42,040 Speaker 1: near death experience that changed her entire outlook on life. 657 00:38:42,360 --> 00:38:45,400 Speaker 1: I don't know what happened. I don't know. She wos, 658 00:38:45,440 --> 00:38:49,399 Speaker 1: maybe had a seizure, maybe she hit her head, but 659 00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:52,000 Speaker 1: she has been known to have a seizure from time 660 00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:55,799 Speaker 1: to time. Did that caizure change her in any way? 661 00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:59,560 Speaker 1: I think on the inside, I don't think she was 662 00:38:59,719 --> 00:39:07,600 Speaker 1: very forthcoming in that to me. I think to her 663 00:39:07,680 --> 00:39:11,520 Speaker 1: friends she had mentioned, you know, I'm not long for 664 00:39:11,600 --> 00:39:13,680 Speaker 1: this world. I'm not going to live till I'm old. 665 00:39:16,560 --> 00:39:18,799 Speaker 1: After Katie dropped out of college, she went to work 666 00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:21,760 Speaker 1: for an aunt in Alaska, but she didn't stay long. 667 00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:24,719 Speaker 1: Then Katie went to live with another aunt in Portland, 668 00:39:25,080 --> 00:39:28,279 Speaker 1: where she was first introduced to train hopping. At first, 669 00:39:28,320 --> 00:39:31,680 Speaker 1: Katie didn't tell her mom about riding trains, just like Ruby. 670 00:39:31,719 --> 00:39:34,040 Speaker 1: She missed her mom enough to call home, but she 671 00:39:34,040 --> 00:39:37,759 Speaker 1: didn't want to answer too many questions. Yeah, I'm like 672 00:39:37,800 --> 00:39:39,840 Speaker 1: when she would call me, and I could hear the 673 00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:44,759 Speaker 1: trains in the background. I mean, obviously they where they 674 00:39:44,840 --> 00:39:49,160 Speaker 1: were staying at the warehouse or warehouses, they were right 675 00:39:49,320 --> 00:39:52,880 Speaker 1: next to the track, And I'm talking next to the track, 676 00:39:53,600 --> 00:39:56,480 Speaker 1: and so I'm like, Katie, I can hear the trains 677 00:39:56,520 --> 00:39:59,520 Speaker 1: in the background. What are you on a train? No? 678 00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:04,839 Speaker 1: Stop asking questions like that. I don't have time to 679 00:40:04,880 --> 00:40:08,319 Speaker 1: answer those kind of questions. But Katie was on the 680 00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:10,520 Speaker 1: rails now, and there was nothing Marty could say to 681 00:40:10,560 --> 00:40:14,080 Speaker 1: convince her to come home. Just a year after leaving Portland, 682 00:40:14,160 --> 00:40:16,520 Speaker 1: in the fall of twenty ten, Katie made her way 683 00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:19,040 Speaker 1: to New Orleans. She had been planning to leave with 684 00:40:19,080 --> 00:40:22,319 Speaker 1: her new boyfriend, Jeff Gertz and their dogs to Wisconsin, 685 00:40:22,800 --> 00:40:25,160 Speaker 1: but ended up staying in New Orleans for six weeks. 686 00:40:25,800 --> 00:40:28,080 Speaker 1: On a cold day in late December, Marty got a 687 00:40:28,080 --> 00:40:31,680 Speaker 1: call from her daughter, and what mood was she in 688 00:40:31,800 --> 00:40:35,160 Speaker 1: when she called, Oh, I'm just calling to say I 689 00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:38,120 Speaker 1: hope you guys are still enjoying your holiday. I'll call 690 00:40:38,200 --> 00:40:42,800 Speaker 1: back again to This was two days before the squat fire, 691 00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:46,839 Speaker 1: when Katie and Jeff were trapped inside. Marty initially heard 692 00:40:46,840 --> 00:40:49,840 Speaker 1: about a squat fire in New Orleans on Facebook. She 693 00:40:49,920 --> 00:40:52,360 Speaker 1: didn't know at the time exactly where Katie was staying, 694 00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:55,759 Speaker 1: but she had a sinking feeling in my heart. I 695 00:40:55,840 --> 00:41:00,520 Speaker 1: thought I knowed she was there. I know, well how 696 00:41:00,600 --> 00:41:02,880 Speaker 1: I know, but I know she was there, she was 697 00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:07,600 Speaker 1: part of this. Well, then I get a call. One 698 00:41:07,640 --> 00:41:09,799 Speaker 1: of the hubbos who knew Katie called Marty with the 699 00:41:09,880 --> 00:41:13,920 Speaker 1: news and he said it was Katie that you know 700 00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:16,520 Speaker 1: Katie and others. And I go, well, how do you 701 00:41:16,560 --> 00:41:19,200 Speaker 1: know it was my Katie? And he goes, it was 702 00:41:19,280 --> 00:41:28,640 Speaker 1: your Katie. Oh, Marty, that must have hit you so hard. Well, 703 00:41:28,680 --> 00:41:32,560 Speaker 1: I think I went in shock. You know, She's like what. 704 00:41:35,680 --> 00:41:38,439 Speaker 1: Soon after the fire, Marty was sent Katie's journal, which 705 00:41:38,480 --> 00:41:42,319 Speaker 1: was miraculously safe in a nearby abandoned building untouched by 706 00:41:42,320 --> 00:41:45,600 Speaker 1: the flames. I got a phone call from this lady 707 00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:49,160 Speaker 1: from New Orleans and she said she and her husband 708 00:41:49,239 --> 00:41:53,719 Speaker 1: owned abandoned building down there, and after the fire they 709 00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:58,480 Speaker 1: went down and she said, they came across these packs, 710 00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:02,960 Speaker 1: and she said, along with them was this journal laying there, 711 00:42:03,080 --> 00:42:05,120 Speaker 1: and she picked it up. She goes, I wonder if 712 00:42:05,120 --> 00:42:07,920 Speaker 1: this belonged any of those kids that were in that fire, 713 00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:14,440 Speaker 1: and she opened up the cover and it said if 714 00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:18,360 Speaker 1: I'm dead or really hurt, please call my mom, and 715 00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:24,440 Speaker 1: it had this phone number. I tried to place myself 716 00:42:24,440 --> 00:42:27,440 Speaker 1: in Marty's position, thinking how precious that journal would be, 717 00:42:27,960 --> 00:42:30,920 Speaker 1: one of the last things her daughter had touched. From it, 718 00:42:30,960 --> 00:42:33,080 Speaker 1: she got a sense of the way Katie saw her life. 719 00:42:33,960 --> 00:42:36,480 Speaker 1: Marty read me a passage from Katie's journal about a 720 00:42:36,520 --> 00:42:40,480 Speaker 1: squat she shared in Portland. We were on the fifth 721 00:42:40,480 --> 00:42:45,400 Speaker 1: floor of a very nice apartment complex, making it easy 722 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:49,600 Speaker 1: to keep our filth and debauchery hidden from the society 723 00:42:49,719 --> 00:42:54,520 Speaker 1: and police. The fancy apartments across the way could see 724 00:42:54,960 --> 00:42:59,560 Speaker 1: straight in. I wonder what they thought of us. Maybe 725 00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:04,239 Speaker 1: some and beat us, some disgusted. I'm not sure. I 726 00:43:04,400 --> 00:43:08,680 Speaker 1: know that I felt a little sorry for them. Most 727 00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:12,759 Speaker 1: of them must have been so trapped in work and 728 00:43:12,880 --> 00:43:16,879 Speaker 1: paying bills. These are the types of people that take 729 00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:21,360 Speaker 1: twenty pills a day and ignore their children. I wanted 730 00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:24,360 Speaker 1: to tell them it didn't have to be that way, 731 00:43:24,960 --> 00:43:28,040 Speaker 1: but who was I to say what they should do. 732 00:43:28,800 --> 00:43:35,040 Speaker 1: Maybe they are happy that way. I loved Katie's kindness 733 00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,880 Speaker 1: and humility and her not wanting to judge. I know 734 00:43:37,960 --> 00:43:41,080 Speaker 1: Marty valued that too. She had a passage from Katie's 735 00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:44,720 Speaker 1: journal made into a funeral card. This memory of beauty 736 00:43:44,719 --> 00:43:47,239 Speaker 1: and adventure was what Marty held on too. She liked 737 00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:49,279 Speaker 1: to think of Katie on a rainbow bus with other 738 00:43:49,320 --> 00:43:52,160 Speaker 1: young people just like her, off to see the country. 739 00:43:52,680 --> 00:43:55,360 Speaker 1: Like Marty said of Katie, a lot of life in 740 00:43:55,400 --> 00:43:59,719 Speaker 1: a short time. Like Ruby, Katie was only on the 741 00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:02,040 Speaker 1: rail else for a year and a half. By the 742 00:44:02,080 --> 00:44:05,040 Speaker 1: time we spoke, Marty had made her peace with Katy's adventure. 743 00:44:05,600 --> 00:44:07,520 Speaker 1: She knew her daughter wanted to live life to the 744 00:44:07,560 --> 00:44:10,080 Speaker 1: fullest for as long as she had left on this earth. 745 00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:15,120 Speaker 1: I spoke to seven of the eight families about the 746 00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:17,280 Speaker 1: loss they felt when they found out about the fire. 747 00:44:18,040 --> 00:44:20,000 Speaker 1: What I learned about the deceased is more than I 748 00:44:20,040 --> 00:44:22,880 Speaker 1: can do justice to in this episode. But I wanted 749 00:44:22,920 --> 00:44:26,239 Speaker 1: to honor the lives of those who died. There was 750 00:44:26,280 --> 00:44:29,799 Speaker 1: Melissa Martinez seventeen, a resident of New Orleans who was 751 00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:32,799 Speaker 1: staying with her boyfriend Jonathan Guerrero twenty on the night 752 00:44:32,840 --> 00:44:36,360 Speaker 1: of the fire. Katie Simonar twenty one, and Jeff Gertz 753 00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:38,840 Speaker 1: twenty two had planned to leave New Orleans in the 754 00:44:38,840 --> 00:44:43,440 Speaker 1: new year. Justin Luttz twenty nine, had just arrived in Nola. 755 00:44:43,560 --> 00:44:45,560 Speaker 1: He had a fight with his girlfriend, who ordered him 756 00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:47,319 Speaker 1: out of the car in the French Quarter, and he 757 00:44:47,360 --> 00:44:49,719 Speaker 1: found his way to the warehouse to crash for the night. 758 00:44:50,640 --> 00:44:54,000 Speaker 1: Nicky pack aged twenty three from Pittsburgh and Sammy aged 759 00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:57,120 Speaker 1: twenty five from New Orleans had just fallen in love 760 00:44:57,560 --> 00:45:00,320 Speaker 1: and had big plans for the warehouse. And there was 761 00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:04,560 Speaker 1: Anthony Zeletta twenty three, a Lakota sue from South Dakota. 762 00:45:05,000 --> 00:45:07,520 Speaker 1: His mother, Sheila's grief was so deep she couldn't talk 763 00:45:07,520 --> 00:45:11,080 Speaker 1: to me, but she wrote eloquently of her loss such 764 00:45:11,160 --> 00:45:14,040 Speaker 1: young talent whose lives were cut short, but they were 765 00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:17,840 Speaker 1: needed elsewhere. Sheila wrote, my sister believes that Tony began 766 00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:20,200 Speaker 1: his journey to save him from a more terrible way 767 00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:23,480 Speaker 1: of dying. Truth be told. I think Tony was always 768 00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:26,120 Speaker 1: close to the great mysterious and he knew it as 769 00:45:26,120 --> 00:45:30,799 Speaker 1: a child. And though Sheila never agreed to speak with me, 770 00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:33,640 Speaker 1: she emails from time to time to express how much 771 00:45:33,640 --> 00:45:36,600 Speaker 1: she still mourns his passing, also by thinking of it 772 00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:40,040 Speaker 1: as fate. Many of his pictures have him with this 773 00:45:40,160 --> 00:45:43,319 Speaker 1: mysterious wink, she wrote in one message, as if he 774 00:45:43,360 --> 00:45:50,359 Speaker 1: knew something that we didn't. Katie's dad, Scott Siminar, who 775 00:45:50,400 --> 00:45:53,160 Speaker 1: refused to speak with me about Katie, wrote to make 776 00:45:53,160 --> 00:45:55,480 Speaker 1: sure I knew that Katie was different from the others. 777 00:45:56,719 --> 00:45:59,800 Speaker 1: Katie was on an adventure to learn and experience life. 778 00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:02,440 Speaker 1: This was simply one of her adventures that went horribly 779 00:46:02,440 --> 00:46:05,640 Speaker 1: wrong and she died. She was not a train hopper, 780 00:46:05,719 --> 00:46:08,160 Speaker 1: as you state. She was not a homeless person. She 781 00:46:08,280 --> 00:46:10,759 Speaker 1: was not a lost soul. She had a family who 782 00:46:10,760 --> 00:46:16,360 Speaker 1: loved her, and she loved her family. It wasn't just 783 00:46:16,480 --> 00:46:19,520 Speaker 1: Katie's dad. Every other parent I spoke with said that 784 00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:23,280 Speaker 1: these were not lost souls. They had families who loved them. 785 00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:25,719 Speaker 1: But for many of them, home had become a place 786 00:46:25,719 --> 00:46:28,399 Speaker 1: where they couldn't seem to do anything right, couldn't handle 787 00:46:28,440 --> 00:46:31,880 Speaker 1: school or work, and couldn't interact smoothly with their families. 788 00:46:33,600 --> 00:46:35,360 Speaker 1: Part of the pull of the rails was a chance 789 00:46:35,360 --> 00:46:38,040 Speaker 1: to shake off the scows with a blind act of daring. 790 00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:41,080 Speaker 1: Even if these kids had homes, they had found a 791 00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:43,520 Speaker 1: different sense of home on the rails, a place where 792 00:46:43,560 --> 00:46:46,799 Speaker 1: they didn't need to know each other's real names. To them, 793 00:46:46,840 --> 00:46:49,399 Speaker 1: safety was something they built together and it might only 794 00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:52,480 Speaker 1: last a moment. That part of what they believed. I 795 00:46:52,560 --> 00:46:57,040 Speaker 1: did understand. It had been nearly two years since Ruby 796 00:46:57,080 --> 00:47:00,359 Speaker 1: split down to join this community on the rails. At time, 797 00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:02,719 Speaker 1: i'd plunge into the train yard to try to understand 798 00:47:02,719 --> 00:47:07,319 Speaker 1: what drew her into this violent place. After my time 799 00:47:07,360 --> 00:47:09,759 Speaker 1: in New Orleans, I now felt like I understood the 800 00:47:09,800 --> 00:47:12,320 Speaker 1: life where we had chosen and some of its appeal. 801 00:47:13,840 --> 00:47:15,560 Speaker 1: But it was time to stop trying to figure out 802 00:47:15,600 --> 00:47:18,200 Speaker 1: who she was and why she left, And I said, 803 00:47:18,239 --> 00:47:21,040 Speaker 1: examine what kind of a mother I was. I had 804 00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:22,880 Speaker 1: to reckon with the fact that there was something I 805 00:47:22,920 --> 00:47:27,520 Speaker 1: had done that helped push her onto the rails. Oh, 806 00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:31,879 Speaker 1: wek now done helping help you and I have been 807 00:47:32,040 --> 00:47:36,560 Speaker 1: leading Rader. You're a little alive. Actually, I lost the 808 00:47:36,640 --> 00:47:40,759 Speaker 1: kid to the rails and wrote them for almost a decade. 809 00:47:41,400 --> 00:47:43,960 Speaker 1: We just had, sadly, a very different ending. I look 810 00:47:44,000 --> 00:47:46,360 Speaker 1: at the trains every day. I'm like, oh yeah, I 811 00:47:46,360 --> 00:47:48,879 Speaker 1: could just hop on that and be out of here. 812 00:47:49,400 --> 00:47:53,000 Speaker 1: There's a type of person that's just like there's always 813 00:47:53,000 --> 00:47:57,759 Speaker 1: somewhere else to go. That's next episode on City of 814 00:47:57,800 --> 00:48:19,440 Speaker 1: the Rails. Save the Moticka seven Omaticka, I touster fourteen, 815 00:48:20,719 --> 00:48:27,799 Speaker 1: I s will be drinking gasoline. Damn this mallapou sit 816 00:48:27,920 --> 00:48:32,200 Speaker 1: on the beach is just turning the blue came out 817 00:48:32,239 --> 00:48:36,080 Speaker 1: with the brand new drug and then sat it to 818 00:48:36,200 --> 00:48:41,760 Speaker 1: pull the plug in Loson. Oh look what you've done. 819 00:48:46,160 --> 00:48:48,200 Speaker 1: City of the Rails is hosted and written by me 820 00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:51,920 Speaker 1: Denil Morton and developed in partnership with iHeartRadio and Flip 821 00:48:51,920 --> 00:48:55,560 Speaker 1: Turn Studios. Call us you only have one episode left. 822 00:48:55,800 --> 00:48:58,560 Speaker 1: The number is seven oh seven six five three three 823 00:48:58,680 --> 00:49:01,600 Speaker 1: three nine. If you'd like to read full profiles of 824 00:49:01,680 --> 00:49:04,040 Speaker 1: seven of the eight people who perish in the squat fire, 825 00:49:04,360 --> 00:49:06,799 Speaker 1: I've posted them on my website. The link is in 826 00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:11,080 Speaker 1: the show notes. Our executive producer and showrunner is Julian Weller, 827 00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:13,760 Speaker 1: and our executive producer at Flip Turn is Mark Hiey. 828 00:49:14,239 --> 00:49:18,200 Speaker 1: Senior producer Abu Zafar producer She knows Zaki and Zoe Dankla, 829 00:49:18,440 --> 00:49:23,160 Speaker 1: Patrisha Mukherjee, Jackie Huntington, and Jessica Krinchich, with production support 830 00:49:23,200 --> 00:49:27,000 Speaker 1: from Marci Dupina. Original music every episode by Aaron Kaufman. 831 00:49:27,360 --> 00:49:29,680 Speaker 1: Our theme music for this episode is twelve to twenty 832 00:49:29,680 --> 00:49:32,399 Speaker 1: eight by Profane Sass. Thank you for helping us tell 833 00:49:32,440 --> 00:49:35,200 Speaker 1: this story in so many ways, with your words and 834 00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:38,240 Speaker 1: with your music. Thank you to Chris Rose for hosting 835 00:49:38,239 --> 00:49:40,880 Speaker 1: me all the way out in the Homachito National Forests. 836 00:49:41,280 --> 00:49:44,360 Speaker 1: Thanks to Nikki Etre and beth N Macaluso. From iHeart 837 00:49:44,520 --> 00:49:47,000 Speaker 1: and condolences to the parents of the people who died 838 00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:49,399 Speaker 1: in the Squat fire and for all the people who 839 00:49:49,400 --> 00:49:52,759 Speaker 1: are still mourning this loss. We'll be back next week, 840 00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:55,800 Speaker 1: one last time on City of the Rails.