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Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife.

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Speaker 1: She couldn't She cleaned and cared for her children and

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Speaker 1: the man of the house, and of course she didn't

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Speaker 1: talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature.

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Speaker 1: She was a good woman who always made good choices.

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Speaker 2: Sit, we're good Mom's bad choices.

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Speaker 3: Who single mom who said fuck the patriarchy, shared all

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Speaker 3: their bad choices.

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Speaker 2: And sound out they were so bad.

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Speaker 3: After all, we're expert overshares and your new besties. Sit

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Speaker 3: back and enjoy the ride. I can do it. Welcome

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Speaker 3: back to Good Mom's Bad Choices. I'm Erica and I'm Mila.

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Speaker 3: Happy hump Day, bitches, Happy motherfucking hump Day. It is

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Speaker 3: our last episode of the year. We made it, Nigga,

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Speaker 3: We made it, Nigga, we made it.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if that's the beat, but in my

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Speaker 2: head it sounds so in the spirit of twenty twenty

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Speaker 2: five being over. I don't know if you're watching our

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Speaker 2: YouTube right now, but if you're not, I just want

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Speaker 2: to encourage you to go check out are You Tube

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Speaker 2: because we're wearing special outfits for today. Now. I this

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Speaker 2: was spirit led, this was you for My outfit was

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Speaker 2: spirit guided.

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Speaker 3: I just let the universe you needed to do today.

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Speaker 2: I just came. I brought I thought that I brought

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Speaker 2: my sparkly pants, like I.

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Speaker 3: Thankt her this morning. It's the New Year's episode. Should

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Speaker 3: we were Sparkles. She was like, I guess it's gonna

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Speaker 3: be a little bit early. I was like, well, at

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Speaker 3: least speaking dress festive. She's like, I was like, we

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Speaker 3: don't have to. She's like, well, you're not going to

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Speaker 3: just were Sparkles without me.

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Speaker 2: That's why I was like, she can, Yeah exactly.

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Speaker 3: I was like, okay, and so I wore this show.

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Speaker 2: Show you off a baby, get up, come on, show

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Speaker 2: showed off, showed off, yes, yes, uh showed the front

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Speaker 2: this lick, get this lip yep. Yes, it's Sparkles, it's glitters.

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Speaker 2: It's giving disco, Barbie, Barbie and Abisa.

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Speaker 3: Why I own this? Who knows? But the point is

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Speaker 3: I pulled this baby.

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Speaker 2: We need we need a shoe cam. Shoe cam. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: This is for our foot fetish lovers. Where I'm joining

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Speaker 2: only feet in twenty twenty six, is there all a

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Speaker 2: public service announcement? I'm joining only feet?

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Speaker 3: Is there an only feet?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: And I'm joining me too.

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Speaker 2: The people have spoken. I did a poll on Instagram

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Speaker 2: and ninety eight percent whatever two percent said no, fuck y'all,

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Speaker 2: but ninety eight percent said yes, and there were like

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Speaker 2: thirty people that voted, including my mother. My mother has

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Speaker 2: approved my foot journey, and so because she has approved,

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Speaker 2: I can move forward now without shame. Rancelova, thank you

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Speaker 2: for your support and my only foot page. You're crazy

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Speaker 2: hit the Lincoln.

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Speaker 3: His description.

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Speaker 2: Anyway, I forgot my pants on the bed, including I

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Speaker 2: had sparkly earrings as well. I was like, I had

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Speaker 2: I get here and I have nothing, no earring, no

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Speaker 2: fucking sparkly pant, just yellow polka dot parachute.

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Speaker 3: Pants and I'm wearing this.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. So I was like, I thought I looked in

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Speaker 2: the closets. I say, I feel like there's a piece

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Speaker 2: of fabric here. There's gotta be fabric. I don't know why.

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Speaker 2: I knew that there was.

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Speaker 3: Because I bought that, but I thought that it was left.

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Speaker 2: I don't know why. I feel like there's sparkling. And

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Speaker 2: then she gets here and I'm like, is there fabric here?

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Speaker 2: And she's like, actually, she pulls this black, long piece

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Speaker 2: of fabric and I decided to wrap it around my body.

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Speaker 2: Let me give let me give you a little at OTD.

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Speaker 2: This is custom custom gtur Okay.

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Speaker 3: She's wrapped it around several times to create layers and

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Speaker 3: body Yadayadi layers and texture split that custom created.

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Speaker 2: A layers dresses cotour bi Erica. You know, I'm just

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Speaker 2: here to prove that you can do anything. You can

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Speaker 2: do anything at any point in your life. Just start.

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Speaker 2: You can. But when I put it on, I looked

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Speaker 2: this is perfect because this is the funeral for twenty

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Speaker 3: You're the twenty twenty five and I'm twenty twenty six.

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Speaker 2: Yes we are. This is the birth. This is the

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Speaker 3: So yeah, if you're wondering if buy our outfits are

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Speaker 2: I think that a lot of people can attest that

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Speaker 2: this year has been a bit challenging in different ways.

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Speaker 2: If it hasn't, thank thank God for you. But for me,

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Speaker 2: And so I'm I'm ready. This is my funeral to

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Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, I guess twenty twenty five it went by.

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Speaker 3: So like I realized this year how much social media

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Speaker 2: So some of the fear that I feel like I'm

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Speaker 3: But then you're like living in your regular life day

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Speaker 3: So it's like, because there's a level of surfaceness that

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Speaker 2: So anyway, I've just yeah that that piece I'm really

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Speaker 3: Well, that's what I realized too, is that it's an

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Speaker 3: Then they have they have full total control without having to,

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Speaker 3: Like they already controlled food, They're already controlling our minds,

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Speaker 2: To fuck with us, had way over she came to

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Speaker 3: Had way too much face lifts. It just wasn't looking good.

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Speaker 2: She came to swim right in front of us, just

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Speaker 3: Yeah, we're a group of fourteen black women, so why

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Speaker 3: No, I realize that I don't know if it's human

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Speaker 2: maybe you're a painter, maybe you're a creative, but like

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00:20:23,359 --> 00:20:25,399
Speaker 2: now you're you've been in a corporate job for a

436
00:20:25,400 --> 00:20:26,639
Speaker 2: long time, so you feel like that part of you

437
00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:28,400
Speaker 2: has to die, but you're kind of dying in corporate

438
00:20:28,920 --> 00:20:31,760
Speaker 2: Like how do we braid all these things together? And

439
00:20:31,800 --> 00:20:34,760
Speaker 2: like remind you of that bitch that you were over

440
00:20:34,800 --> 00:20:37,760
Speaker 2: here can still exist in this space and like living

441
00:20:37,760 --> 00:20:41,200
Speaker 2: a life and building a life of real alignment and

442
00:20:41,280 --> 00:20:43,280
Speaker 2: like we've done that, We have done that.

443
00:20:43,320 --> 00:20:45,240
Speaker 3: I mean, how are we perfect in it? Absolutely not?

444
00:20:45,520 --> 00:20:48,840
Speaker 2: Like no, but like I know that that is something

445
00:20:48,880 --> 00:20:54,520
Speaker 2: that that we're masters at and I and then I'm

446
00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:56,480
Speaker 2: a master in too, and that's something that I'm bringing

447
00:20:56,760 --> 00:20:59,159
Speaker 2: with me in twenty twenty six. Like I'm I've been

448
00:20:59,160 --> 00:21:01,560
Speaker 2: working on this program, the Sacred CEO program that I've

449
00:21:01,600 --> 00:21:05,320
Speaker 2: been just like scared to do, scared to do it alone,

450
00:21:05,480 --> 00:21:08,320
Speaker 2: scared to talk about it out loud, just like kind

451
00:21:08,359 --> 00:21:11,560
Speaker 2: of ide eating in my like cave of like what

452
00:21:11,240 --> 00:21:12,960
Speaker 2: are what are all the things I can do? And

453
00:21:13,000 --> 00:21:16,560
Speaker 2: it's like twenty twenty six, like I'm not like scared

454
00:21:16,600 --> 00:21:21,399
Speaker 2: anymore around like what I'm capable of and also but

455
00:21:21,520 --> 00:21:25,879
Speaker 2: also knowing that the reason I've had the luxury of

456
00:21:25,920 --> 00:21:28,680
Speaker 2: being more present this year is because I've had I

457
00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:30,080
Speaker 2: don't want to say I've had less things to do

458
00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:33,040
Speaker 2: because for granted we've had six retreats this year, but

459
00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:36,919
Speaker 2: like we've had a chiller year, like we would have

460
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:40,520
Speaker 2: had like four retreats a tour, like you know, like

461
00:21:40,640 --> 00:21:43,080
Speaker 2: a thousand things to do. And so like I just

462
00:21:43,200 --> 00:21:46,359
Speaker 2: want to go into twenty twenty six with like being

463
00:21:46,400 --> 00:21:54,720
Speaker 2: able to be even more abundant, but doing like less,

464
00:21:55,200 --> 00:21:57,959
Speaker 2: doing less, and just like being really intentional about like

465
00:21:58,440 --> 00:22:01,360
Speaker 2: what it is that we do together so that we're

466
00:22:01,400 --> 00:22:05,280
Speaker 2: not like running thin and like overwhelmed and it's putting

467
00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:08,280
Speaker 2: stress on our relationship and our business and our entity.

468
00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:11,199
Speaker 2: And then like same with me, Like same here and

469
00:22:11,240 --> 00:22:13,560
Speaker 2: like having the space to spend with my family and friends,

470
00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:17,399
Speaker 2: like having the desire, having the energy to do it.

471
00:22:17,400 --> 00:22:20,840
Speaker 3: The energy because I feel like I'm always tired. Yeah,

472
00:22:21,280 --> 00:22:23,480
Speaker 3: so was I.

473
00:22:23,480 --> 00:22:24,879
Speaker 2: I said something the other day to you in the

474
00:22:24,920 --> 00:22:28,159
Speaker 2: park about energy and I like wanted to remember what

475
00:22:28,240 --> 00:22:35,240
Speaker 2: it was, energy scarcity. Like they're like I was talking

476
00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:38,639
Speaker 2: about how like not feeling like I have enough for everyone,

477
00:22:38,840 --> 00:22:41,480
Speaker 2: not feeling like I have enough for everything to do,

478
00:22:42,760 --> 00:22:47,320
Speaker 2: and like just like of like of so avoiding being

479
00:22:47,320 --> 00:22:50,240
Speaker 2: you know, being avoidant, being like more reserved and like

480
00:22:50,320 --> 00:22:52,520
Speaker 2: trying to like be like how do how do I

481
00:22:52,560 --> 00:22:54,879
Speaker 2: maintain like being present for my daughter? I' felt like

482
00:22:54,960 --> 00:22:56,960
Speaker 2: been with her more than ever over the last year,

483
00:22:57,359 --> 00:23:00,800
Speaker 2: and like how do I maintain being like present in

484
00:23:00,840 --> 00:23:04,480
Speaker 2: my relationship? Like I'm also like there's a strain on

485
00:23:04,560 --> 00:23:06,600
Speaker 2: family right now, so like how do I be present

486
00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:09,040
Speaker 2: here and show up for them? And then like my friends,

487
00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:10,600
Speaker 2: like I feel like my like hang out with my

488
00:23:10,640 --> 00:23:12,640
Speaker 2: friends is taking like more of a back seat because

489
00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:14,399
Speaker 2: I'm like I don't have a lot of energy for

490
00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:17,760
Speaker 2: that right now, but I know that like I need that.

491
00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:21,280
Speaker 2: I know I need that energy, and so like I'm

492
00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:25,439
Speaker 2: removing this idea of like scarcity.

493
00:23:25,240 --> 00:23:28,040
Speaker 3: Energy and that I have a lot of energy and

494
00:23:28,080 --> 00:23:28,960
Speaker 3: that I just have to.

495
00:23:30,880 --> 00:23:35,800
Speaker 2: Like find different ways to distribute them in better ways

496
00:23:35,800 --> 00:23:38,119
Speaker 2: that don't feel exhausting for me.

497
00:23:38,720 --> 00:23:42,719
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, And just like prioritizing where your time goes

498
00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:44,919
Speaker 3: and with who and like not on the phone or

499
00:23:44,960 --> 00:23:48,399
Speaker 3: not worrying because I think I realized too, like the

500
00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:52,520
Speaker 3: worry is such an energy drainer and sometimes you spend

501
00:23:52,560 --> 00:23:55,639
Speaker 3: so much time worrying. Is that like it's it's literally

502
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:57,960
Speaker 3: taking up capacity in your brain and in your in

503
00:23:58,080 --> 00:24:01,560
Speaker 3: your your frequency. Like when you could be like with

504
00:24:01,640 --> 00:24:04,080
Speaker 3: your family, or you could be enjoying like the house

505
00:24:04,119 --> 00:24:07,080
Speaker 3: that you've created or the love that you've created, and

506
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:10,000
Speaker 3: instead we're like in fear of something and that is

507
00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:13,320
Speaker 3: consuming so much of our brain space and of our Like, yeah,

508
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:16,000
Speaker 3: I do feel like I've been like more present this year,

509
00:24:16,080 --> 00:24:18,679
Speaker 3: like trying to take it, you know, be like really present.

510
00:24:19,200 --> 00:24:22,400
Speaker 3: We have had six retreats this year, and I realized,

511
00:24:22,440 --> 00:24:24,760
Speaker 3: like we've literally gone out of the country at least

512
00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:27,719
Speaker 3: every other month in the entire year, and it's like

513
00:24:27,760 --> 00:24:30,359
Speaker 3: it's beautiful and it's also draining, and it's like not

514
00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,280
Speaker 3: I obviously I think we wish to be able to

515
00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:35,399
Speaker 3: travel all the time and leisure and make money and

516
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:37,960
Speaker 3: do these things, but it's also like when you pack

517
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:39,760
Speaker 3: your stuff and then unpack and then get there and

518
00:24:39,800 --> 00:24:41,240
Speaker 3: then your jet lag, and then you get back and

519
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:42,800
Speaker 3: then you have things that jump into and then there's

520
00:24:42,800 --> 00:24:45,720
Speaker 3: the next project, and it's like it can be consuming

521
00:24:45,920 --> 00:24:51,280
Speaker 3: and like finding the balance in it all, and I know,

522
00:24:51,480 --> 00:24:54,920
Speaker 3: like there's just so much as you get older, there's

523
00:24:54,920 --> 00:24:59,640
Speaker 3: so much to like not sort through, but like recognize

524
00:25:00,160 --> 00:25:03,160
Speaker 3: it through and then execute and body execute because it's

525
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:05,879
Speaker 3: like I can have the concept here, I can understand it,

526
00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:07,800
Speaker 3: I can say it. I can see that I'm consuming

527
00:25:07,840 --> 00:25:09,240
Speaker 3: so much time on social media.

528
00:25:09,520 --> 00:25:10,080
Speaker 2: But then there's a.

529
00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:13,919
Speaker 3: Next step of actually executing, putting the phone down, putting

530
00:25:13,960 --> 00:25:15,520
Speaker 3: the app on the phone that says get the fuck

531
00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:19,359
Speaker 3: off the phone, actively choosing joy instead of worry instead

532
00:25:19,359 --> 00:25:21,960
Speaker 3: of anger, and then like you know, like there's steps

533
00:25:21,960 --> 00:25:24,280
Speaker 3: and it doesn't happen overnight, and I know we've been

534
00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:26,720
Speaker 3: talking about you know, being present and all these resting

535
00:25:26,800 --> 00:25:32,080
Speaker 3: being present, doing live we historically do too much, period

536
00:25:32,800 --> 00:25:37,480
Speaker 3: and like just coming off that ledge and like also

537
00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:40,120
Speaker 3: not comparing, Oh, this person over here is doing this,

538
00:25:40,119 --> 00:25:42,320
Speaker 3: this podcast is doing that. Wherever we invited to this,

539
00:25:42,440 --> 00:25:44,919
Speaker 3: you know, like just like everything is fucking fine. You

540
00:25:44,960 --> 00:25:47,320
Speaker 3: don't have to be invited to every fucking shindig. You

541
00:25:47,359 --> 00:25:49,520
Speaker 3: don't have to do it, you know, like you know,

542
00:25:49,720 --> 00:25:53,159
Speaker 3: but like there is there's a level of like, like

543
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:56,000
Speaker 3: you said, we've been provided for. I have to think

544
00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:57,760
Speaker 3: about that in every aspect of my life. Is like

545
00:25:57,960 --> 00:26:01,040
Speaker 3: I have manifested so many beautiful things. There's no way

546
00:26:01,359 --> 00:26:03,200
Speaker 3: God has brought me this far to be like haha

547
00:26:03,320 --> 00:26:07,639
Speaker 3: filled you bitch. You know, like there's no way I

548
00:26:07,680 --> 00:26:09,880
Speaker 3: got this far. Like sometimes in like the last couple

549
00:26:09,880 --> 00:26:11,320
Speaker 3: of years, and I was worried about money, or worried

550
00:26:11,359 --> 00:26:13,560
Speaker 3: about finances, worried about whatever the fuck. I'm just like

551
00:26:14,520 --> 00:26:16,119
Speaker 3: there were so many things I was worried about that

552
00:26:16,200 --> 00:26:18,800
Speaker 3: now had been taken care of. I can't imagine that

553
00:26:18,920 --> 00:26:22,359
Speaker 3: God would suddenly rip those things from underneath me. Like

554
00:26:22,400 --> 00:26:24,240
Speaker 3: if I can create this, I can create this, I

555
00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:26,399
Speaker 3: can create my reality and so I just have to

556
00:26:26,440 --> 00:26:29,960
Speaker 3: stay in that, you know, just like everything is going

557
00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:33,080
Speaker 3: to be okay, and any challenge that comes at me,

558
00:26:33,160 --> 00:26:35,159
Speaker 3: I can. I have all the tools I need to

559
00:26:35,200 --> 00:26:39,000
Speaker 3: face them. Yeah. So it's just I totally resonate with that,

560
00:26:39,240 --> 00:26:41,879
Speaker 3: and going into twenty twenty six, I just hope that

561
00:26:41,920 --> 00:26:46,400
Speaker 3: we can continue on that route of being present and

562
00:26:47,359 --> 00:26:50,800
Speaker 3: you know, expecting more and while also having rest and

563
00:26:50,800 --> 00:26:52,679
Speaker 3: feeling like we have enough energy to pour into all

564
00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:54,800
Speaker 3: the things that we love and the people that we love,

565
00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:57,679
Speaker 3: because like that's really what I don't want to look

566
00:26:57,720 --> 00:26:59,280
Speaker 3: back at my life and be like, damn, like but

567
00:26:59,400 --> 00:27:01,399
Speaker 3: I really like I fell in love, and I had

568
00:27:01,400 --> 00:27:03,679
Speaker 3: this beautiful relationship, and I had this beautiful kid and

569
00:27:03,720 --> 00:27:06,119
Speaker 3: this like every stage has been beautiful, but like, was

570
00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,880
Speaker 3: I really there? So really an appreciation of it because

571
00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:11,320
Speaker 3: some people don't experience the lives that we're getting to experience.

572
00:27:11,359 --> 00:27:13,520
Speaker 3: So like, as I'm in it, I really want to

573
00:27:13,560 --> 00:27:19,400
Speaker 3: like milk every drop. So let's do a toast Jeers

574
00:27:19,800 --> 00:27:22,640
Speaker 3: twenty twenty six and making it the best year yet.

575
00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:27,600
Speaker 2: Yes to being present and confidence in the stillness and

576
00:27:27,640 --> 00:27:31,320
Speaker 2: the slowness even, confidence in the slowness even and.

577
00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:33,880
Speaker 3: Confident in just our offerings to the.

578
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:42,800
Speaker 2: World and letting go of things we can't change, or yeah, surrendering.

579
00:27:43,920 --> 00:27:51,600
Speaker 3: And being intentional. Amen, love you, love you. Woh next

580
00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:56,040
Speaker 3: Life Prosecco twelve in the afternoon. Yum yum, yum yum.

581
00:27:56,080 --> 00:28:03,280
Speaker 3: It's actually pretty delicious. Let's just take a breath real quick, guys.

582
00:28:04,240 --> 00:28:08,000
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna hit my little singing bowl here for you.

583
00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:24,919
Speaker 4: Hm, I just take a deep breath in through your nose.

584
00:28:39,600 --> 00:28:44,560
Speaker 3: Oh, by the way, yesterday I think I saw alien life.

585
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:50,400
Speaker 3: What are you talking about? Yeah, aliens in this guy. Yeah,

586
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:53,800
Speaker 3: so Irie.

587
00:28:53,680 --> 00:28:57,400
Speaker 2: Is on she's playing club volleyball, which, by the way,

588
00:28:57,400 --> 00:29:00,360
Speaker 2: I don't if there's any like club parents, listen, But

589
00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:04,720
Speaker 2: why didn't y'all tell me this shit is intense? Club

590
00:29:04,800 --> 00:29:06,360
Speaker 2: is not, And I shouldn't. You didn't even need to

591
00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:08,080
Speaker 2: tell me because I played club, But I was. I

592
00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:10,240
Speaker 2: forgot because I was the kid. I was just doing stuff.

593
00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:13,160
Speaker 2: I didn't realize how much time my mom spent doing

594
00:29:13,200 --> 00:29:17,400
Speaker 2: stuff like driving to tournaments, like spending money on the weekend,

595
00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:20,520
Speaker 2: going to a tournament to go like watch me fucking

596
00:29:20,640 --> 00:29:24,760
Speaker 2: lose and shit like and then telling you you're still

597
00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:27,560
Speaker 2: good me crying because I for sure cried I was

598
00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:28,680
Speaker 2: a really bad loser.

599
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:30,520
Speaker 3: Just annoying.

600
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:34,240
Speaker 2: Like Wow, anyway, I'm really excited about this chapter of

601
00:29:34,280 --> 00:29:37,440
Speaker 2: my life. But I was on a club volleyball team

602
00:29:37,960 --> 00:29:43,280
Speaker 2: and sometimes they practice in Malibu, which is like a blessing. Actually,

603
00:29:43,360 --> 00:29:45,840
Speaker 2: Like when they told me that, I was like, Oh,

604
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,640
Speaker 2: that's kind of annoying, but it's not far from me.

605
00:29:48,040 --> 00:29:49,320
Speaker 2: I was like, actually, I'm to be great because I

606
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:50,840
Speaker 2: don't have to go all the time, and like sometimes

607
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:53,080
Speaker 2: I can just pop over the beach, which is like

608
00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:56,360
Speaker 2: I need to spend more time over there. Anyway, So

609
00:29:56,480 --> 00:30:00,200
Speaker 2: last night I dropped her off and then and she

610
00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:03,840
Speaker 2: kim went to this beach like I have to take

611
00:30:03,880 --> 00:30:04,320
Speaker 2: it to this speach.

612
00:30:04,320 --> 00:30:08,240
Speaker 3: It's called Point Doom. Is a Point Doom?

613
00:30:08,440 --> 00:30:10,880
Speaker 2: Yes, Point Doom, And you like it's kind of like

614
00:30:10,920 --> 00:30:12,800
Speaker 2: the beach we like to go to, you know, where

615
00:30:12,800 --> 00:30:14,760
Speaker 2: you like drive through the neighborhood and then you like

616
00:30:15,280 --> 00:30:18,480
Speaker 2: it's like farther down the same kind of scenario, but

617
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:21,440
Speaker 2: the water like the tide. I went for my birthday.

618
00:30:21,440 --> 00:30:22,920
Speaker 2: That's where I went for my birthday, and the tide

619
00:30:22,920 --> 00:30:25,120
Speaker 2: was really high, so like I was like basically sitting

620
00:30:25,120 --> 00:30:27,240
Speaker 2: on the rocks a little bit of sand. This time

621
00:30:27,320 --> 00:30:29,280
Speaker 2: at night, because it was around like seven o'clock. The

622
00:30:29,320 --> 00:30:33,160
Speaker 2: tide was so pulled back, like it was like you

623
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,080
Speaker 2: don't remember, you know in Costa Rica how you can

624
00:30:35,120 --> 00:30:37,400
Speaker 2: like kind of walk really far out like when we're

625
00:30:37,440 --> 00:30:39,440
Speaker 2: on the Pacific side to surf, Like how much?

626
00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:43,160
Speaker 3: How far back? Yeah? Like it was like that. I

627
00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:43,800
Speaker 3: was like, what the fuck?

628
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:46,840
Speaker 2: And it was so it was pitch black that I

629
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:48,560
Speaker 2: could even see the moon. It was just like stars.

630
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:51,880
Speaker 2: I just love the beach at night. I feel like

631
00:30:51,920 --> 00:30:54,080
Speaker 2: people need to you need to go the beach more

632
00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:57,000
Speaker 2: time there. It's like portal shit going on over there.

633
00:30:57,200 --> 00:31:00,640
Speaker 3: Have you been to dark Wiler where could take the fire?

634
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:02,920
Speaker 2: Yeah? I have, but I think it was even like

635
00:31:03,720 --> 00:31:06,440
Speaker 2: eerier because there was no light. It was pitch black.

636
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:11,120
Speaker 2: And so anyway, I'm looking up at the stars and

637
00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:13,920
Speaker 2: I'm looking at one and then I'm like is that

638
00:31:14,000 --> 00:31:17,120
Speaker 2: a star? And it kind of starts moving and then

639
00:31:17,160 --> 00:31:19,360
Speaker 2: it starts really starts moving, but it's like traveling kind

640
00:31:19,360 --> 00:31:24,240
Speaker 2: of like like erratically. It's not like like a plane. Okay,

641
00:31:24,320 --> 00:31:27,920
Speaker 2: it's I was like, what the fuck do you see that?

642
00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:30,120
Speaker 2: He's like, I do see that and then all of

643
00:31:30,160 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 2: a sudden, it like glides behind a cloud and the

644
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,040
Speaker 2: I and like it was.

645
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,840
Speaker 3: Gone, heard you bitch?

646
00:31:36,280 --> 00:31:38,840
Speaker 2: I was like, what the fuck? Then I saw another one.

647
00:31:38,880 --> 00:31:41,320
Speaker 2: I'm now, I'm now, I'm fully convinced that like ninety

648
00:31:41,360 --> 00:31:42,640
Speaker 2: percent of the stars are not really.

649
00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:44,400
Speaker 3: Stars or just well some of you are satellites. You

650
00:31:44,400 --> 00:31:46,560
Speaker 3: can tell which ones are satellite. So because I look generous, no,

651
00:31:46,680 --> 00:31:49,160
Speaker 3: I know those ones are usually kind of bright. Yeah, yeah,

652
00:31:49,240 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 3: like this was I.

653
00:31:51,280 --> 00:31:53,640
Speaker 2: Don't know, this was alien light, like not three autlists

654
00:31:53,960 --> 00:31:57,600
Speaker 2: has stopped, but yeah, what is the update on three outlets?

655
00:31:57,720 --> 00:32:00,000
Speaker 2: Like what's gonna happen in twenty twenty six or three outlets?

656
00:32:00,200 --> 00:32:01,560
Speaker 3: I think with the same with three at three outlysts

657
00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:03,239
Speaker 3: is that it was coming straight towards Earth and now

658
00:32:03,240 --> 00:32:05,720
Speaker 3: it's stopped, like directly in front of it or something

659
00:32:05,760 --> 00:32:08,880
Speaker 3: like that. It's like we're keeping up. Oh, whatever happened

660
00:32:08,880 --> 00:32:11,120
Speaker 3: to that alien blob that was in the container? He

661
00:32:11,160 --> 00:32:12,600
Speaker 3: released it yet well.

662
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:13,720
Speaker 2: He was setting pieces of it.

663
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:15,960
Speaker 3: In the mail. Yeah, he released it into like in

664
00:32:16,240 --> 00:32:21,080
Speaker 3: the Panamanian Creek or something. Was that fake? God? The

665
00:32:21,120 --> 00:32:23,840
Speaker 3: Internet is so annoying with its fake news and its

666
00:32:23,880 --> 00:32:26,440
Speaker 3: AI and like, why do we even have to figure

667
00:32:26,440 --> 00:32:28,120
Speaker 3: this shit out? Why can't people just tell the truth,

668
00:32:28,160 --> 00:32:31,120
Speaker 3: Like regular fucking humans? Are you looking at three outlants?

669
00:32:31,160 --> 00:32:33,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, it says in twenty twenty six, the interstellar comet

670
00:32:33,760 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 2: three I or three one at LISS will remain obs

671
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:40,920
Speaker 2: observable with small telescopes as it moves away from Earth

672
00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:41,800
Speaker 2: and towards Jupiter.

673
00:32:42,600 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 3: You're lying, it was just right next to Earth. The object,

674
00:32:47,280 --> 00:32:50,000
Speaker 3: a rare visitor from outside of our solar system, will

675
00:32:50,000 --> 00:32:52,320
Speaker 3: continue to be visible in spring twenty twenty six. How

676
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:52,800
Speaker 3: do you know?

677
00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:53,400
Speaker 5: Right?

678
00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:54,840
Speaker 2: You don't know where it's How fuck do you? Why

679
00:32:54,840 --> 00:32:55,720
Speaker 2: am I even looking at this?

680
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:56,240
Speaker 3: Lies?

681
00:32:56,320 --> 00:32:58,200
Speaker 2: These lies of fucking googles.

682
00:32:58,320 --> 00:32:59,200
Speaker 3: They've been lying to us.

683
00:32:59,360 --> 00:33:01,520
Speaker 2: They're always lying. You can't trust anything. That's why you

684
00:33:01,520 --> 00:33:05,680
Speaker 2: have to Literally you gotta have intuition. That's the only

685
00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:07,440
Speaker 2: that's what you should be feeding in twenty twenty six,

686
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:10,840
Speaker 2: Literally water it every day, Do fucking exercise, Do all

687
00:33:10,880 --> 00:33:11,760
Speaker 2: the exercises day.

688
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:14,480
Speaker 3: They have lied to us about literally every.

689
00:33:14,400 --> 00:33:17,200
Speaker 2: Cause at this point, like there's just no like it's

690
00:33:17,240 --> 00:33:20,840
Speaker 2: it's impossible. You have to listen to your elders and

691
00:33:20,880 --> 00:33:22,520
Speaker 2: you have to use your discernment but.

692
00:33:22,480 --> 00:33:25,800
Speaker 3: Then you see, like I think, as black people, there's

693
00:33:25,880 --> 00:33:28,080
Speaker 3: kind of an element of knowing that they've lied to us,

694
00:33:28,120 --> 00:33:30,280
Speaker 3: and it covered a lot of history and a lot

695
00:33:30,280 --> 00:33:33,600
Speaker 3: of truth because as black people, they've done that to us.

696
00:33:33,880 --> 00:33:37,120
Speaker 3: But the white people, you guys, they're lying to you too.

697
00:33:38,560 --> 00:33:41,840
Speaker 3: Like when I see like stupid ignorant, like maga, like

698
00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:45,320
Speaker 3: white people like the person a Trump is so smart,

699
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:47,920
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh my god, you guys. You guys are dumb.

700
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:51,360
Speaker 3: Everybody's dumb, honestly, Like I want everybody to know, if

701
00:33:51,360 --> 00:33:53,440
Speaker 3: you listen to our podcast, you're probably not dumb. So

702
00:33:53,560 --> 00:33:55,360
Speaker 3: this is for everybody else that doesn't listen to the podcast.

703
00:33:57,280 --> 00:34:00,840
Speaker 3: I hate to break it to everybody, but like ninety

704
00:34:00,880 --> 00:34:04,720
Speaker 3: eight point nine percent of like the population is dumb.

705
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:08,880
Speaker 3: It's true. It's it has to be true because like

706
00:34:09,320 --> 00:34:11,600
Speaker 3: there's certain things that you hope as a like as

707
00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:15,400
Speaker 3: human as a collective, that we re for. Like everyone's

708
00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:18,000
Speaker 3: just using their intuition and their common sense, but common

709
00:34:18,080 --> 00:34:21,640
Speaker 3: sense is not so common. So just beware out of there.

710
00:34:21,640 --> 00:34:23,560
Speaker 3: Who you choose to be friends with. You should be

711
00:34:23,600 --> 00:34:27,520
Speaker 3: like a friend like filter yet like a questionnaire, like

712
00:34:27,719 --> 00:34:30,279
Speaker 3: what do you think about this? Maybe next year, I'm

713
00:34:30,320 --> 00:34:31,879
Speaker 3: going to go into my friendships with Like.

714
00:34:32,360 --> 00:34:34,360
Speaker 2: So we're doing for a friend to check in?

715
00:34:34,719 --> 00:34:37,160
Speaker 3: What do you what are your thoughts if Jane goes

716
00:34:37,160 --> 00:34:39,640
Speaker 3: to a different country and brings her Bible and that

717
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:42,560
Speaker 3: country did not ask for that Bible or her thoughts?

718
00:34:42,800 --> 00:34:45,400
Speaker 3: Should Jane go home or should Jane proceed.

719
00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:47,680
Speaker 6: A?

720
00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:48,799
Speaker 2: Hell?

721
00:34:48,880 --> 00:34:53,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, be hell no, preach Jesus. See, Jane has every

722
00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,920
Speaker 3: right to be there. Okay, well you only got a

723
00:34:55,960 --> 00:35:00,160
Speaker 3: thirty percent of the above. We can't be friends. There

724
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:02,240
Speaker 3: should just be calm. I'm gonna sit out a fucking

725
00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:03,840
Speaker 3: survey if we just like, if I meet you, I'm like,

726
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:05,160
Speaker 3: oh my god, you're so cool. Can you just fill

727
00:35:05,200 --> 00:35:07,160
Speaker 3: out this survey and then I'll get back to you

728
00:35:07,200 --> 00:35:12,359
Speaker 3: about our friendship, about our lunch date? Yeah?

729
00:35:12,480 --> 00:35:13,319
Speaker 2: Are you where? Are you ready?

730
00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:15,800
Speaker 3: Are you ready to cut off your friends? Cut off friends?

731
00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:18,000
Speaker 3: I cut off friends right in the beginning, and this

732
00:35:18,120 --> 00:35:21,160
Speaker 3: year I remember it just got cut off and I

733
00:35:21,200 --> 00:35:23,480
Speaker 3: looked and I'm not missing a goddamn thing. Because I

734
00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:26,880
Speaker 3: have a lot of friends, too many. Probably I need

735
00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:28,360
Speaker 3: to have more discernment.

736
00:35:28,560 --> 00:35:32,640
Speaker 2: I can use. Yeah you can, Yeah, I think I

737
00:35:32,640 --> 00:35:37,279
Speaker 2: I don't think I know in myself that there's no

738
00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:42,320
Speaker 2: space for like at this point in my life and

739
00:35:42,440 --> 00:35:45,560
Speaker 2: this point in my Yeah, there's no space for people

740
00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:50,880
Speaker 2: that are not moving with the compass of love in

741
00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:54,120
Speaker 2: that way. Like if that's not if it's about just

742
00:35:54,200 --> 00:35:59,719
Speaker 2: yourself and your own interests and not the interest of community. Honestly,

743
00:35:59,800 --> 00:36:02,600
Speaker 2: that's the most important to me, because I think it's

744
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:05,200
Speaker 2: really easy to be even me, like, it's very easy

745
00:36:05,280 --> 00:36:10,839
Speaker 2: for a human to be indoctrined into just thinking about themselves.

746
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:14,120
Speaker 2: I think that humans innately are a little bit narcissistic

747
00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,399
Speaker 2: in ways, and so it's easy to tap that that

748
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:20,600
Speaker 2: thing in you. But I think like community from the

749
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:24,680
Speaker 2: beginning of time we've seen is that's when it was

750
00:36:24,760 --> 00:36:29,080
Speaker 2: going well, and now we've become so individualistic that I

751
00:36:29,120 --> 00:36:30,879
Speaker 2: don't really want to have people around me that are

752
00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:34,880
Speaker 2: just like, well, I really needed my my tap, my business,

753
00:36:34,880 --> 00:36:37,960
Speaker 2: my taxes, and that's not that.

754
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:39,160
Speaker 3: Has homeless people are.

755
00:36:40,440 --> 00:36:42,719
Speaker 2: That is what has gotten us here. That is why.

756
00:36:42,800 --> 00:36:43,640
Speaker 2: And everyone's like, how.

757
00:36:43,480 --> 00:36:44,160
Speaker 3: Did we get here?

758
00:36:44,360 --> 00:36:47,880
Speaker 2: It's like, because you failed every fucking test, bitch, that's why,

759
00:36:48,480 --> 00:36:53,399
Speaker 2: every single one. So yeah, cheers to people that are

760
00:36:53,400 --> 00:36:57,160
Speaker 2: in alignment with your I don't.

761
00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:59,560
Speaker 3: Want to say beliefs, but yeah, just your core.

762
00:36:59,480 --> 00:37:03,799
Speaker 2: Values like your pillars. Yeah, your mission statement, like the

763
00:37:04,000 --> 00:37:06,680
Speaker 2: energy that you are trying to be in all the

764
00:37:06,719 --> 00:37:12,160
Speaker 2: time too, is important. So yeah, did you make any

765
00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 2: bad choices this week? Bad mom?

766
00:37:14,719 --> 00:37:19,480
Speaker 6: Not a bad mom, but a bad mom so good.

767
00:37:22,920 --> 00:37:28,920
Speaker 3: I mean, this is not naughty at all. This is

768
00:37:29,000 --> 00:37:31,440
Speaker 3: just like, this is mom. Shit. I took my daughter's

769
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,959
Speaker 3: phone away. It's still like, by the way, I still

770
00:37:32,960 --> 00:37:33,279
Speaker 3: have her.

771
00:37:33,160 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 2: Phone, and I I don't know, I just like I

772
00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:41,080
Speaker 2: don't need phones. I like, the longer I have it,

773
00:37:41,120 --> 00:37:43,160
Speaker 2: the more I feel like I don't need to give

774
00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:43,640
Speaker 2: it back.

775
00:37:43,960 --> 00:37:46,480
Speaker 3: No, I'm like, you don't even really need it. Why

776
00:37:46,480 --> 00:37:49,480
Speaker 3: would you have a phone? Like I struggle being addicted

777
00:37:49,480 --> 00:37:51,279
Speaker 3: to it, So why the fuck would I give you one?

778
00:37:51,760 --> 00:37:53,279
Speaker 3: I'm just not it doesn't make any sense. I didn't

779
00:37:53,280 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 3: get to the phone to begin with. The dad did,

780
00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:56,720
Speaker 3: and like now, I had a conversation with the teacher

781
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:58,279
Speaker 3: and she was saying there's some things that she isn't

782
00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:00,240
Speaker 3: doing her homework, so it was an excuse to take it.

783
00:38:00,280 --> 00:38:02,440
Speaker 3: But just in general, like, you don't need this. You

784
00:38:02,480 --> 00:38:04,200
Speaker 3: need to be in an extracurricular activity. You need to

785
00:38:04,239 --> 00:38:06,560
Speaker 3: read a fucking book like we're I'm not about to

786
00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:09,920
Speaker 3: just because we're here in this time and everybody has

787
00:38:09,960 --> 00:38:11,120
Speaker 3: a phone. Because I feel that way. I'm I don't

788
00:38:11,120 --> 00:38:12,480
Speaker 3: want her to be traumatized because I took her phone

789
00:38:12,480 --> 00:38:14,520
Speaker 3: and everybody else has it. But it's like you're going

790
00:38:14,600 --> 00:38:18,959
Speaker 3: to thank me later, right, So no phones for kids

791
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:20,759
Speaker 3: in twenty twenty six. If you had sixteen, you don't

792
00:38:20,760 --> 00:38:22,600
Speaker 3: need a phone. I think I might not give it back.

793
00:38:22,640 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 2: I mean it's not her I mean her dad pays

794
00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:25,520
Speaker 2: the bill, so he might be like, where the fuck

795
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:27,359
Speaker 2: is her phone? But I think I just have to

796
00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:29,319
Speaker 2: have a conversation with him because I just don't think.

797
00:38:30,280 --> 00:38:31,759
Speaker 2: I think okay. So my bad joys of the week

798
00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:34,120
Speaker 2: was assuming that there was like going to be a

799
00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:36,520
Speaker 2: bunch of crazy shit on my daughter's phone and thinking

800
00:38:36,600 --> 00:38:39,160
Speaker 2: the worst and spiraling before I even had the evidence,

801
00:38:39,520 --> 00:38:41,840
Speaker 2: and not to say that that perhaps she deleted some

802
00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:44,279
Speaker 2: shit and I didn't see everything. But I think, like

803
00:38:44,840 --> 00:38:50,319
Speaker 2: I realized how I caught myself sort of, but I

804
00:38:50,400 --> 00:38:55,920
Speaker 2: realized how how I was parented was showing up and

805
00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 2: like a lot of distrust, like off the gate when

806
00:38:58,960 --> 00:39:02,280
Speaker 2: my daughter hasn't shown me that she's distrustful. Ever, really,

807
00:39:02,760 --> 00:39:04,360
Speaker 2: like I really had to think, like has I relied

808
00:39:04,360 --> 00:39:06,920
Speaker 2: to me a lot? Like what about iries.

809
00:39:07,280 --> 00:39:10,600
Speaker 3: Making me feel like I don't believe you? You know?

810
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:14,480
Speaker 2: And I was like, oh no, this is like this

811
00:39:15,040 --> 00:39:17,040
Speaker 2: And I think that's also that's come up a lot

812
00:39:17,120 --> 00:39:19,720
Speaker 2: over the last few months. Is just like my trust

813
00:39:19,719 --> 00:39:22,440
Speaker 2: issues and how I think they're like, uh, I think

814
00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:26,080
Speaker 2: they're limited to like romantic relationships or something and my father,

815
00:39:26,280 --> 00:39:28,680
Speaker 2: but like and maybe men, but like how it's like

816
00:39:29,040 --> 00:39:31,879
Speaker 2: I kind of across the board. It's like everyone can

817
00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:35,920
Speaker 2: get this energy. And so yeah, I think my bad

818
00:39:36,000 --> 00:39:38,239
Speaker 2: choice of the week was was that was just like

819
00:39:39,920 --> 00:39:42,239
Speaker 2: and she and she called me out on it, and

820
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 2: so like she was like, you just don't trust me,

821
00:39:45,640 --> 00:39:46,800
Speaker 2: you know, I feel like you don't trust me, And

822
00:39:46,840 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 2: I was like.

823
00:39:49,080 --> 00:39:49,919
Speaker 3: Not the amusing word.

824
00:39:50,200 --> 00:39:54,799
Speaker 2: No, it's like this behavior is not showing that I

825
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:57,880
Speaker 2: could trust you. But also i'm your parents, so I

826
00:39:57,960 --> 00:40:01,319
Speaker 2: need to give me your phone. So like I want

827
00:40:01,320 --> 00:40:03,960
Speaker 2: to like find the balance between those things and like

828
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:07,120
Speaker 2: really work on just being able to even communicating with

829
00:40:07,160 --> 00:40:10,840
Speaker 2: her better about why I'm where I'm why I'm asking

830
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:14,560
Speaker 2: for certain things because I think I'm parenting too, like

831
00:40:14,920 --> 00:40:18,040
Speaker 2: and there still is this element that like because I'm

832
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:20,839
Speaker 2: your parent, that's why that exists. But I think that

833
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:24,400
Speaker 2: I think some of that comes from our parents and

834
00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:28,080
Speaker 2: their parents not having the language to explain things. And

835
00:40:28,760 --> 00:40:29,800
Speaker 2: I want to get better.

836
00:40:29,600 --> 00:40:32,640
Speaker 3: At the language like for explaining things to her.

837
00:40:32,560 --> 00:40:35,600
Speaker 2: So she is clear about why so that she can be.

838
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:37,040
Speaker 3: No, it's not like because I'm the parent, I said

839
00:40:37,040 --> 00:40:38,400
Speaker 3: so yeah.

840
00:40:37,920 --> 00:40:40,080
Speaker 2: And then so she knows how to express herself too,

841
00:40:40,160 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 2: and so it makes sense her and like I was

842
00:40:41,719 --> 00:40:43,520
Speaker 2: a very like logical person, like if I tell her

843
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:45,680
Speaker 2: and break things down, like she'll get it. So it's

844
00:40:45,719 --> 00:40:47,840
Speaker 2: me like I need to I need to really be

845
00:40:47,920 --> 00:40:49,720
Speaker 2: able to like have the language.

846
00:40:49,360 --> 00:40:52,200
Speaker 3: For I'm taking your shit because you don't need it

847
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:54,839
Speaker 3: because it's ridiculous and it's addicting and it's not good

848
00:40:54,840 --> 00:40:55,680
Speaker 3: for your brain development.

849
00:40:55,960 --> 00:40:59,280
Speaker 2: Yes, that and also other like other I'm sure future

850
00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:03,520
Speaker 2: situations that may come up where like I am with

851
00:41:03,719 --> 00:41:05,759
Speaker 2: something like where I'm like I trust you, Iri, and

852
00:41:05,840 --> 00:41:07,840
Speaker 2: I'm like give me all your shit and let me

853
00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:13,320
Speaker 2: look through every single piece of it. I mean, we

854
00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:15,880
Speaker 2: were just but it's really not about trust. It's more

855
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:20,040
Speaker 2: so about like they're developing and understanding what safety looks

856
00:41:20,040 --> 00:41:21,759
Speaker 2: like and what it means and what's acceptable and what

857
00:41:21,880 --> 00:41:25,480
Speaker 2: isn't and unless I'm like safeguarding that and explaining this

858
00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:27,719
Speaker 2: is not safe, let me tell you why she might

859
00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:29,799
Speaker 2: not know that that's not safe. So to her, she's

860
00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:32,640
Speaker 2: like I thought this was normal. No, girl, this shit

861
00:41:32,680 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 2: ain't normal. The Nigon roadblocks asking for your age ASL

862
00:41:35,960 --> 00:41:39,200
Speaker 2: is not normal. That's not what happened that ASL.

863
00:41:39,600 --> 00:41:40,279
Speaker 3: That is so long.

864
00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:43,520
Speaker 2: But like, yeah, bitch, because we were ten on ASL.

865
00:41:43,680 --> 00:41:46,360
Speaker 3: I mean there is so many I know. Lena was

866
00:41:46,360 --> 00:41:47,880
Speaker 3: like we were looking at something and she was like

867
00:41:47,920 --> 00:41:51,600
Speaker 3: talking about, oh, you're watching, Like I don't know something

868
00:41:51,600 --> 00:41:54,480
Speaker 3: about this. She knows everything about the zombiefore Zombie four

869
00:41:54,680 --> 00:41:58,000
Speaker 3: characters like in real life. And she's like, oh, so

870
00:41:58,040 --> 00:41:59,680
Speaker 3: and so was dating so and so in real life.

871
00:41:59,680 --> 00:42:00,840
Speaker 3: And I'm like, how old is he?

872
00:42:00,960 --> 00:42:01,440
Speaker 2: How old is she?

873
00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:02,800
Speaker 3: She's like, yeah, that's weird, right, because it was like

874
00:42:02,800 --> 00:42:05,720
Speaker 3: a big age difference. And I was like, yeah, super weird,

875
00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:09,239
Speaker 3: super weird. It's like someone's way older than you. Like

876
00:42:09,320 --> 00:42:09,960
Speaker 3: that's weird.

877
00:42:10,080 --> 00:42:12,239
Speaker 2: This is your opportunity teachable moment.

878
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:12,520
Speaker 5: Yeah.

879
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:14,480
Speaker 3: I was like, because like the maturity is not there.

880
00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:16,160
Speaker 3: So if a guy wants to date you and you're

881
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 3: they're way older, that's super weird. Maybe any all my vocabulary.

882
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:24,280
Speaker 2: Super se super words.

883
00:42:25,560 --> 00:42:27,600
Speaker 3: I was like really trying to like when she said it,

884
00:42:27,600 --> 00:42:32,880
Speaker 3: I was like, yep, weird. I hope she gets it.

885
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:34,560
Speaker 3: I hope I'm really emphasizing the weird.

886
00:42:34,760 --> 00:42:36,360
Speaker 2: I think my mom said this was weird.

887
00:42:37,719 --> 00:42:39,920
Speaker 3: Trying to remember why I know what was weird.

888
00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:43,960
Speaker 2: She just kept saying that word. You know, you can't

889
00:42:43,960 --> 00:42:45,680
Speaker 2: get creepy. I was like, I think I said creepy,

890
00:42:45,840 --> 00:42:48,960
Speaker 2: but sometimes that you gotta Yeah, creepy is a strong one.

891
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:57,160
Speaker 2: Creepy wrong, illegal, illegal, jail, jail time. That's that's what

892
00:42:57,200 --> 00:42:58,640
Speaker 2: the language I'm have to use for Ira. She's so

893
00:42:58,680 --> 00:43:02,840
Speaker 2: scared of the police. Please polease, So if you do that,

894
00:43:02,840 --> 00:43:03,480
Speaker 2: the police will come.

895
00:43:04,960 --> 00:43:06,520
Speaker 3: You lie to me, the police will come.

896
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:07,399
Speaker 2: Yeah.

897
00:43:07,480 --> 00:43:10,680
Speaker 3: Luna is very like gotta turn the music up too,

898
00:43:10,680 --> 00:43:13,000
Speaker 3: lout like turn it down. I'm like, why we're in

899
00:43:13,000 --> 00:43:15,040
Speaker 3: the car, Like, I'm your mom, who's gonna get us

900
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:15,480
Speaker 3: in trouble?

901
00:43:16,320 --> 00:43:16,880
Speaker 2: So weird?

902
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:18,640
Speaker 3: I'm like, what the hell is your problem? Are you

903
00:43:18,719 --> 00:43:20,439
Speaker 3: fucking afraid of everything? But then I see my own

904
00:43:20,520 --> 00:43:22,799
Speaker 3: like fear in things, and like I've had to tell

905
00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:24,520
Speaker 3: myself a lot of times, like you're not in trouble,

906
00:43:24,560 --> 00:43:26,560
Speaker 3: like no one's coming to get you, because I'm like

907
00:43:26,640 --> 00:43:29,279
Speaker 3: always liken it a little bit. But my mom's like

908
00:43:29,320 --> 00:43:31,160
Speaker 3: that a little bit, like fearful, and I'm like, bitch,

909
00:43:31,200 --> 00:43:34,000
Speaker 3: what is your problem? Like relax? But then I have it.

910
00:43:34,000 --> 00:43:35,960
Speaker 3: It's like innately in me in ways too, and I'm

911
00:43:36,000 --> 00:43:38,839
Speaker 3: just like, I don't I don't want to do things

912
00:43:38,880 --> 00:43:42,720
Speaker 3: and indulge and have fun and then be like like, bitch,

913
00:43:42,719 --> 00:43:44,239
Speaker 3: are you gonna If you're gonna do it, just do it.

914
00:43:44,600 --> 00:43:46,239
Speaker 3: If you're gonna have the fun, just do it, because

915
00:43:46,280 --> 00:43:48,080
Speaker 3: all the way to go all the way. So I'm

916
00:43:48,120 --> 00:43:50,480
Speaker 3: realizing that too, like if you're gonna do it, do

917
00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:53,520
Speaker 3: it with guiltless. Do it guiltless and free. Don't be

918
00:43:53,640 --> 00:43:55,520
Speaker 3: doing it and then feeling like paranoid about it. If

919
00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:57,120
Speaker 3: you're gonna be paranoid about it, just don't fucking do

920
00:43:57,120 --> 00:43:57,680
Speaker 3: it to begin with.

921
00:43:59,280 --> 00:44:01,759
Speaker 2: That makes me think of this reel that I saw,

922
00:44:01,920 --> 00:44:03,719
Speaker 2: this clip that I saw of share and if you

923
00:44:03,760 --> 00:44:07,640
Speaker 2: saw it, but she was it was like not maybe

924
00:44:07,680 --> 00:44:10,440
Speaker 2: she's a little bit younger than she is now seventy,

925
00:44:10,719 --> 00:44:14,080
Speaker 2: Like did you see the new clip of her where

926
00:44:14,120 --> 00:44:16,920
Speaker 2: she's like, what was it for? It was for uh,

927
00:44:17,320 --> 00:44:19,960
Speaker 2: uber eats or something or door dash or something. And

928
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:22,960
Speaker 2: then like she's like, take me back to nineteen eighty,

929
00:44:23,160 --> 00:44:25,160
Speaker 2: and like she goes back, but she ends up being

930
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:27,440
Speaker 2: in like eighteen eighty and it's like she's dressed in

931
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:30,120
Speaker 2: like her leather outfit with her boots like regular share

932
00:44:30,320 --> 00:44:31,800
Speaker 2: but she's like in eighteen eighty.

933
00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:33,200
Speaker 3: And they're like, she's a witch.

934
00:44:34,160 --> 00:44:36,000
Speaker 2: I remember we're talking about like there's the witches of

935
00:44:36,040 --> 00:44:38,600
Speaker 2: Hollywood and like older. So they have her on the

936
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:40,640
Speaker 2: steak and she's about to get burnt on the steak,

937
00:44:40,840 --> 00:44:43,800
Speaker 2: and anyway you watch it, I think of us saying

938
00:44:43,800 --> 00:44:45,920
Speaker 2: that like some of these like old women that like

939
00:44:46,040 --> 00:44:49,200
Speaker 2: don't age and are super fab are witches that like

940
00:44:49,360 --> 00:44:52,600
Speaker 2: date young men and their I.

941
00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:55,000
Speaker 3: Just watched, uh, what does the movie you watch with

942
00:44:55,960 --> 00:45:01,440
Speaker 3: Goldie Han and Death Becomes which reminds me of old

943
00:45:01,480 --> 00:45:02,880
Speaker 3: ladies who know who don't want to age, and then

944
00:45:02,880 --> 00:45:05,280
Speaker 3: at the end they returned to vampires, but they're hideous.

945
00:45:06,239 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 3: Because I was like, wow, this is this is where

946
00:45:07,600 --> 00:45:09,120
Speaker 3: I'm at, like a rebound to age and they could

947
00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:10,520
Speaker 3: go either way, like I could do it with grace

948
00:45:10,640 --> 00:45:14,080
Speaker 3: or I'd just be them and it's not good. But

949
00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,279
Speaker 3: but in this so in this clip of Share, she

950
00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:18,920
Speaker 3: was saying someone I think a reporter asked her, like,

951
00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:21,120
Speaker 3: what is your like, what's something that you wish you

952
00:45:21,120 --> 00:45:23,440
Speaker 3: would have done like more of even in your youth

953
00:45:23,480 --> 00:45:24,920
Speaker 3: because she was a little bit older, and she was like,

954
00:45:25,400 --> 00:45:26,880
Speaker 3: and you know, Share is known as an icon for

955
00:45:26,920 --> 00:45:29,320
Speaker 3: being pretty bold, like even in the seventies and sixties,

956
00:45:29,360 --> 00:45:33,000
Speaker 3: she was wearing like these like sexy outfits like her

957
00:45:33,320 --> 00:45:35,840
Speaker 3: her belly show it like she was on her comedy

958
00:45:35,880 --> 00:45:39,080
Speaker 3: show or her whatever that was, the whatever, the Sunny

959
00:45:39,080 --> 00:45:39,600
Speaker 3: and Share show.

960
00:45:40,280 --> 00:45:41,840
Speaker 2: She was taking a lot of risks, especially for a

961
00:45:41,840 --> 00:45:44,439
Speaker 2: woman at that time. And she was like, I wish

962
00:45:44,440 --> 00:45:47,480
Speaker 2: I would have went harder. Really yeah, and the like.

963
00:45:47,520 --> 00:45:49,520
Speaker 2: And they were like, really, that's exactly what they said,

964
00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:51,600
Speaker 2: like really like you were you were you went pretty

965
00:45:51,640 --> 00:45:53,839
Speaker 2: hard Share, And she's like, no, because there are moments

966
00:45:53,840 --> 00:45:56,520
Speaker 2: where even I overthought things or I held back and

967
00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:58,920
Speaker 2: like I wish I didn't. I wish I just went

968
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:01,560
Speaker 2: all the way like and I was like, wow, for

969
00:46:01,680 --> 00:46:05,160
Speaker 2: someone who's who like we perceives has gone all the

970
00:46:05,160 --> 00:46:07,360
Speaker 2: way in some capacity in a lot of ways with

971
00:46:07,400 --> 00:46:10,320
Speaker 2: her career, her success, how she shows up in the world,

972
00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:15,200
Speaker 2: Like what she says publicly, Yeah, she always she's like,

973
00:46:15,239 --> 00:46:16,520
Speaker 2: I wish I would have been even more That's what

974
00:46:16,560 --> 00:46:18,480
Speaker 2: she said. I wish I would have been even more bold.

975
00:46:19,440 --> 00:46:21,479
Speaker 3: Well, it's a lesson for women all over the world,

976
00:46:21,480 --> 00:46:24,200
Speaker 3: because I think there's always like this uh teeter totter,

977
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:26,360
Speaker 3: that we're like, am I doing too much? Have I

978
00:46:26,400 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 3: gone too far? Even when you do it and you're

979
00:46:28,239 --> 00:46:30,359
Speaker 3: like yeah, and then you're like, you know, like there's

980
00:46:30,360 --> 00:46:33,280
Speaker 3: always like a cringe because the backlash because the society

981
00:46:33,320 --> 00:46:36,920
Speaker 3: that we live in, there's always like so much background

982
00:46:36,960 --> 00:46:39,799
Speaker 3: noise about whether like we're doing like we're doing too much.

983
00:46:39,880 --> 00:46:42,319
Speaker 3: But men historically do whatever the fuck they want and

984
00:46:42,360 --> 00:46:45,399
Speaker 3: it's fine. So interesting even though I saw that Share

985
00:46:45,480 --> 00:46:48,759
Speaker 3: also said she's gonna marry a One. Is that his name?

986
00:46:48,880 --> 00:46:49,280
Speaker 2: Yeah?

987
00:46:49,719 --> 00:46:50,799
Speaker 3: A one girl?

988
00:46:50,840 --> 00:46:55,400
Speaker 2: That's Ace whatever his name is, Amber's baby daddy.

989
00:46:55,719 --> 00:46:58,560
Speaker 3: Maybe realize Amber has been canceled ever since she endorsed Trump.

990
00:46:58,840 --> 00:46:59,279
Speaker 3: I haven't heard.

991
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:01,840
Speaker 2: I mean, I just don't think we're being fed her algorithm.

992
00:47:01,880 --> 00:47:02,960
Speaker 2: She's doing just fine over.

993
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:06,759
Speaker 3: There, She's dumb. She's so dumb. She's very disappointing. I

994
00:47:06,800 --> 00:47:09,680
Speaker 3: wish she never started talking so disappointed. It was so

995
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,200
Speaker 3: much better when she was quiet, ay and just one

996
00:47:12,239 --> 00:47:14,279
Speaker 3: of the glasses. I'll say it all the time, like

997
00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:17,400
Speaker 3: she was so much better when she was mute, and

998
00:47:17,400 --> 00:47:19,640
Speaker 3: that Kanye didn't let her speak. It's true. I remember

999
00:47:19,640 --> 00:47:20,920
Speaker 3: the first time I think I talked about this on

1000
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:21,200
Speaker 3: the show.

1001
00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:22,960
Speaker 2: The first time I ever heard her talk. I had

1002
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:25,359
Speaker 2: no idea because she'd been mute for so long. The

1003
00:47:25,400 --> 00:47:27,240
Speaker 2: first time I ever heard her talk on an interview,

1004
00:47:27,280 --> 00:47:29,040
Speaker 2: I was like, oh, oh my god. It was like

1005
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:30,239
Speaker 2: not what I was expecting.

1006
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:33,759
Speaker 3: I was like, oh no, but yeah, I wonder how

1007
00:47:33,760 --> 00:47:36,959
Speaker 3: she feels knowing like her baby daddy's over there living

1008
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:38,600
Speaker 3: his best life with Share, Like can you imagine if

1009
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 3: your baby daddy like left you and then he went

1010
00:47:40,680 --> 00:47:44,000
Speaker 3: with Share like the richest, most non aging, most like

1011
00:47:44,320 --> 00:47:48,359
Speaker 3: iconic and American history, Like, can you imagine if your

1012
00:47:48,360 --> 00:47:50,719
Speaker 3: baby's over there with Share and your baby daddy like

1013
00:47:50,920 --> 00:47:51,239
Speaker 3: keep this.

1014
00:47:51,600 --> 00:47:54,280
Speaker 2: Maybe she doesn't care, Maybe she's like, yeah, she seems

1015
00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:57,600
Speaker 2: like she's like cool with pretty much anything except defending

1016
00:47:57,640 --> 00:47:59,920
Speaker 2: black people. I mean, she's cool with that fucking tattoo

1017
00:48:00,040 --> 00:48:01,520
Speaker 2: in her forehead. That's what I'm saying.

1018
00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:03,480
Speaker 3: She looks like she's a bitch that's gonna go for anything.

1019
00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:05,480
Speaker 3: Remember we saw her in the car in the back

1020
00:48:05,520 --> 00:48:08,719
Speaker 3: of us. I know we were like, is it a.

1021
00:48:09,280 --> 00:48:10,000
Speaker 2: Weird white guy?

1022
00:48:10,120 --> 00:48:14,359
Speaker 3: Yeah? In the car? Yeah, poor baby. Yeah, I mean yeah,

1023
00:48:14,400 --> 00:48:16,400
Speaker 3: I think that's a that's a message to us too.

1024
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:18,640
Speaker 3: Like as much as we press push the envelope and

1025
00:48:18,680 --> 00:48:22,040
Speaker 3: we've been bold, you know, we're always like, was it

1026
00:48:22,040 --> 00:48:22,359
Speaker 3: too much?

1027
00:48:22,520 --> 00:48:23,000
Speaker 2: We go too far?

1028
00:48:23,120 --> 00:48:28,000
Speaker 3: And no, if it's the truth, it's the truth. Yeah.

1029
00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:31,759
Speaker 3: Maybe today's affirmation is twenty twenty six.

1030
00:48:31,840 --> 00:48:33,400
Speaker 2: Be bold, be bolder, bitch.

1031
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:36,800
Speaker 3: Be bolder, bitch, be bolder, be bolder bitch. Not just bold,

1032
00:48:36,840 --> 00:48:39,880
Speaker 3: be bolder. And I'm not talking about Colorado.

1033
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:42,560
Speaker 2: No, although if you want to climb those that's pretty

1034
00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:46,719
Speaker 2: bold too. Speaking of Colorado, are you gonna are we

1035
00:48:46,719 --> 00:48:49,239
Speaker 2: gonna go to Are we gonna go? Pull up on

1036
00:48:49,239 --> 00:48:54,080
Speaker 2: our retreat girls? So our retreat girls are real friends

1037
00:48:54,080 --> 00:48:55,560
Speaker 2: in real life. So when you come to our retreat,

1038
00:48:56,040 --> 00:48:58,759
Speaker 2: we create this like a sacred circle that is made.

1039
00:48:59,360 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 2: And I would say, like some retreat girls like are

1040
00:49:02,600 --> 00:49:04,960
Speaker 2: like bond really really closely. This might be like the

1041
00:49:05,000 --> 00:49:07,239
Speaker 2: closest retreat group by and they have.

1042
00:49:07,200 --> 00:49:09,560
Speaker 3: Some exit like some people were executing shit in there,

1043
00:49:09,600 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 3: like they are planning their own retreat to Colorado because

1044
00:49:12,560 --> 00:49:13,719
Speaker 3: they can't wait until the next one.

1045
00:49:13,719 --> 00:49:15,640
Speaker 2: They're like, fuck y'all, y'all took too long. Twenty twenty

1046
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:18,120
Speaker 2: six when April na, but did you see that itinerary?

1047
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:21,640
Speaker 3: They have an itinerary colors pink and hot pink and

1048
00:49:21,640 --> 00:49:24,680
Speaker 3: burgundy leather night. I forgot to tell you. One of

1049
00:49:24,719 --> 00:49:27,120
Speaker 3: them when they were asked, well, I know they One

1050
00:49:27,120 --> 00:49:29,320
Speaker 3: of them asked me if I wanted to come surprise

1051
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:33,200
Speaker 3: the girls and do a performance. I was like, what

1052
00:49:33,200 --> 00:49:33,839
Speaker 3: are you talking about?

1053
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:34,719
Speaker 2: A performance?

1054
00:49:35,120 --> 00:49:37,839
Speaker 3: Performance? Sexy? I was it would be so fun if

1055
00:49:37,880 --> 00:49:41,680
Speaker 3: you was like, why are you pumping me up like this?

1056
00:49:42,880 --> 00:49:45,560
Speaker 3: I can just have a vision, Like do were you

1057
00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:46,200
Speaker 3: were considering it?

1058
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:46,600
Speaker 2: I didn't.

1059
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:48,720
Speaker 3: I consider for like one second.

1060
00:49:50,280 --> 00:49:51,920
Speaker 2: I told them I might pull up because I was like,

1061
00:49:51,920 --> 00:49:52,640
Speaker 2: so are we going to ski?

1062
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:54,120
Speaker 3: You know, me and me less? And I said the said, no,

1063
00:49:54,120 --> 00:49:55,520
Speaker 3: one wants to do that. That's what I heard. They

1064
00:49:55,520 --> 00:49:57,400
Speaker 3: were like, no. We decided to take mushrooms to go

1065
00:49:57,440 --> 00:49:59,080
Speaker 3: to the museum. They're like, if you want to do that,

1066
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:00,080
Speaker 3: you can, though I was, I.

1067
00:50:00,280 --> 00:50:01,759
Speaker 2: Don't want to miss that day, and I was like, well,

1068
00:50:01,760 --> 00:50:03,279
Speaker 2: maybe me and we are going to stay extra few

1069
00:50:03,320 --> 00:50:04,799
Speaker 2: days so that we can get our black girl ski

1070
00:50:04,880 --> 00:50:05,279
Speaker 2: rocks off.

1071
00:50:05,400 --> 00:50:07,759
Speaker 3: I have to ski and like that's all the way

1072
00:50:07,760 --> 00:50:09,759
Speaker 3: to fucking Colorado and I think the house is like

1073
00:50:09,960 --> 00:50:13,319
Speaker 3: right next to a lift. Yeah, there's no way. I

1074
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:14,839
Speaker 3: mean we might, I told her. I actually told her

1075
00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:16,080
Speaker 3: I was to look at tickets and then I didn't,

1076
00:50:16,120 --> 00:50:18,040
Speaker 3: but I need to look at tickets because what the fuck?

1077
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:19,360
Speaker 2: Then I got like, well, how are you gonna have

1078
00:50:19,360 --> 00:50:20,520
Speaker 2: a retreat without us?

1079
00:50:20,800 --> 00:50:21,359
Speaker 3: Why can't wait?

1080
00:50:21,440 --> 00:50:23,080
Speaker 2: It's fine now, I love it, I know, I'm just

1081
00:50:23,160 --> 00:50:25,640
Speaker 2: I'm so happy. I'm so happy that like the women

1082
00:50:25,680 --> 00:50:28,040
Speaker 2: are bonding like that. That's really the whole purpose of

1083
00:50:28,200 --> 00:50:29,480
Speaker 2: what we do. That's the purpose of.

1084
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:32,080
Speaker 3: The retreat, so that you know that you have like

1085
00:50:32,120 --> 00:50:35,680
Speaker 3: a like a set community to connect with after the

1086
00:50:35,680 --> 00:50:38,359
Speaker 3: shit is over, and you actually have friends you can

1087
00:50:38,400 --> 00:50:39,960
Speaker 3: reach out to. And the thing is, when you spend

1088
00:50:40,000 --> 00:50:42,200
Speaker 3: seven days, six days with a group of people, you're

1089
00:50:42,239 --> 00:50:44,880
Speaker 3: gonna know all their shit, you know, like we share

1090
00:50:45,000 --> 00:50:48,400
Speaker 3: and like there's intimate moments that like once you've told ten, twelve,

1091
00:50:48,719 --> 00:50:50,439
Speaker 3: twenty people, you're like, these are the bitches I'm gonna

1092
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:52,120
Speaker 3: tell again, Like, yeah, you can follow up with those

1093
00:50:52,120 --> 00:50:55,360
Speaker 3: people because they've already been in invited into your world in.

1094
00:50:55,360 --> 00:50:58,320
Speaker 2: A lot of ways, and they've they've witnessed you however

1095
00:50:58,360 --> 00:51:00,319
Speaker 2: it is you decided to show up there. So if

1096
00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:03,040
Speaker 2: that's who you are trying to embody, but you don't

1097
00:51:03,040 --> 00:51:05,120
Speaker 2: know how to embody that at home, they've already accepted

1098
00:51:05,160 --> 00:51:05,759
Speaker 2: you that way, do you.

1099
00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:06,239
Speaker 3: Know what I mean?

1100
00:51:06,400 --> 00:51:08,839
Speaker 2: Like if you're like quiet at home, but like at

1101
00:51:08,840 --> 00:51:10,399
Speaker 2: the retreat you are a little bit loud, like when

1102
00:51:10,440 --> 00:51:12,200
Speaker 2: you know when you get there you can show up

1103
00:51:12,239 --> 00:51:14,279
Speaker 2: as the person that you say you want to be.

1104
00:51:14,920 --> 00:51:16,400
Speaker 2: So I think that's like also the beauty of it,

1105
00:51:16,440 --> 00:51:18,360
Speaker 2: because that's what it's That's what I'm witnessing, That's what

1106
00:51:18,719 --> 00:51:19,480
Speaker 2: that's what it feels like.

1107
00:51:19,800 --> 00:51:21,080
Speaker 3: I know we talk about this that, but you have

1108
00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:23,879
Speaker 3: no idea how often like girls come in one way

1109
00:51:24,040 --> 00:51:25,959
Speaker 3: and then leave a toll a different way, like right now,

1110
00:51:26,120 --> 00:51:30,680
Speaker 3: shout out to Toya, she was so quiet And two

1111
00:51:30,800 --> 00:51:34,359
Speaker 3: things I recognize I guess less because we've done it.

1112
00:51:34,680 --> 00:51:38,120
Speaker 3: Nineteen times and we lead the retreat, but like there's

1113
00:51:38,239 --> 00:51:40,839
Speaker 3: such a level of anxiety for some of the women

1114
00:51:40,880 --> 00:51:43,600
Speaker 3: that are coming into this space in a foreign country

1115
00:51:43,640 --> 00:51:46,000
Speaker 3: with people they don't know. And I talked to someone

1116
00:51:46,120 --> 00:51:48,879
Speaker 3: yesterday from this last retreat in Bali, and she told

1117
00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:53,040
Speaker 3: me she was like, honestly, I prior to the retreat.

1118
00:51:52,800 --> 00:51:55,680
Speaker 2: I did therapy. She told me that to prepare.

1119
00:51:55,520 --> 00:51:57,680
Speaker 3: For the retreat so that I would not be in

1120
00:51:57,719 --> 00:51:59,880
Speaker 3: my head and I wouldn't be in my nerves and

1121
00:52:00,000 --> 00:52:02,120
Speaker 3: I wouldn't be having anxiety. And I was like, it's

1122
00:52:02,160 --> 00:52:03,440
Speaker 3: a really good idea.

1123
00:52:04,160 --> 00:52:04,480
Speaker 2: Afford it.

1124
00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:07,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, sorry, because you're not coming there like trying to

1125
00:52:07,080 --> 00:52:09,000
Speaker 3: work through all those things you've kind of already had,

1126
00:52:09,040 --> 00:52:10,719
Speaker 3: Like you've already worked through them a little bit, and

1127
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:13,279
Speaker 3: it's not really that anxiety. It's just the idea that's

1128
00:52:13,320 --> 00:52:15,879
Speaker 3: more like gives you more anxiety than it actually being there,

1129
00:52:15,920 --> 00:52:17,839
Speaker 3: because as soon as you get there, like it kind

1130
00:52:17,840 --> 00:52:22,000
Speaker 3: of like slushes off because everyone's so open. But this

1131
00:52:22,040 --> 00:52:24,880
Speaker 3: one particular person was super like I could tell like

1132
00:52:25,120 --> 00:52:28,040
Speaker 3: her her like all her walls were up. She was

1133
00:52:28,120 --> 00:52:31,680
Speaker 3: just like almost like very like very paranoid about everything

1134
00:52:31,719 --> 00:52:33,280
Speaker 3: else going on. She's like I can't find my money,

1135
00:52:33,360 --> 00:52:34,600
Speaker 3: I can't find my bag. I was like in her

1136
00:52:34,640 --> 00:52:36,279
Speaker 3: room looking through her shit. And then next day was like,

1137
00:52:36,320 --> 00:52:38,480
Speaker 3: did you find your shit? She's like, I found it.

1138
00:52:38,160 --> 00:52:41,600
Speaker 3: I hit it for myself. I was high. I was like, girl, like,

1139
00:52:41,680 --> 00:52:43,239
Speaker 3: I'm like, did we have a thief? What's going?

1140
00:52:43,360 --> 00:52:43,440
Speaker 6: Like?

1141
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:46,160
Speaker 3: You know, but like seeing everybody come down into their

1142
00:52:46,160 --> 00:52:49,120
Speaker 3: nervous system and seeing the transformations that happen is so

1143
00:52:49,880 --> 00:52:52,080
Speaker 3: powerful and so dope, and like just to see them

1144
00:52:52,960 --> 00:52:55,239
Speaker 3: stay in that comfortability and say we're going to do

1145
00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:58,520
Speaker 3: it again and again. It's like it's a really beautiful,

1146
00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:01,680
Speaker 3: really beautiful thing to be able to like share in

1147
00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:04,000
Speaker 3: that space and a very intimate level with each other

1148
00:53:04,360 --> 00:53:07,440
Speaker 3: and like feel trustworthy in that way. So I'm just like,

1149
00:53:07,480 --> 00:53:09,160
Speaker 3: I'm really grateful for that. One of the girls in

1150
00:53:09,160 --> 00:53:10,360
Speaker 3: this last Retrea, I don't know if I said this

1151
00:53:10,400 --> 00:53:12,759
Speaker 3: already said that She's like sometimes when I'm like, in

1152
00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:17,759
Speaker 3: certain situations, I think, WWJD, what would Jamila do? And

1153
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:23,320
Speaker 3: I was like, really, I think that, Like Jesus. She's like, yeah,

1154
00:53:23,800 --> 00:53:25,319
Speaker 3: do I think about it all the time. I'm like

1155
00:53:25,360 --> 00:53:27,880
Speaker 3: not being bold enough. I was like, really, that's the

1156
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:32,000
Speaker 3: nicest thing anybody ever told me that's beautiful. But it's interesting,

1157
00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:33,720
Speaker 3: like when you come into an intimate space with people,

1158
00:53:33,719 --> 00:53:36,200
Speaker 3: you can really channel other people. Sometimes I'm like, let

1159
00:53:36,239 --> 00:53:37,920
Speaker 3: me even me like this person, or like let me come.

1160
00:53:37,960 --> 00:53:39,600
Speaker 3: When I walk into a situation, I know it's like

1161
00:53:39,640 --> 00:53:41,600
Speaker 3: not maybe in my personality, I can just reach for

1162
00:53:41,680 --> 00:53:44,120
Speaker 3: my like who's your alter ego? What's that alter ego

1163
00:53:44,239 --> 00:53:47,600
Speaker 3: for you? Exactly? Yeah, And it's necessary, you know, because

1164
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 3: sometimes you don't feel like you have the tools, but

1165
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:51,600
Speaker 3: you know that one friend that does and you can

1166
00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:53,440
Speaker 3: even call them. I've called girls like, hey, I need

1167
00:53:53,440 --> 00:53:55,200
Speaker 3: your advice on this or whatever, because you know that

1168
00:53:55,200 --> 00:53:59,719
Speaker 3: that's maybe their for their wheelhouse. Yeah. So this is

1169
00:53:59,800 --> 00:54:02,759
Speaker 3: just to endorsement to make more friends that are in

1170
00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:05,440
Speaker 3: alignment with you and people that you you know, aspire

1171
00:54:05,560 --> 00:54:09,560
Speaker 3: to be like because there's medicine there. And if you're

1172
00:54:09,560 --> 00:54:11,960
Speaker 3: thinking about coming to a Good Vibe retreat in twenty

1173
00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:15,400
Speaker 3: twenty six, this is your sign because we are running

1174
00:54:15,400 --> 00:54:19,359
Speaker 3: a New Year's sale for five hundred dollars off, which

1175
00:54:19,400 --> 00:54:22,880
Speaker 3: is a lot, and you don't want to miss the opportunity.

1176
00:54:22,960 --> 00:54:24,520
Speaker 3: So don't say we didn't give you a discount. Don't

1177
00:54:24,520 --> 00:54:26,400
Speaker 3: say we didn't encourage you. Every year we get on

1178
00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:28,880
Speaker 3: this motherfucking mic and tell you how important it is.

1179
00:54:29,400 --> 00:54:33,360
Speaker 3: And you know, so take the opportunity, take the discount,

1180
00:54:33,480 --> 00:54:37,320
Speaker 3: prioritize yourself. Come on all inclusive retreat. You don't have

1181
00:54:37,320 --> 00:54:39,440
Speaker 3: to think about, worry about anything. You're gonna leave with

1182
00:54:39,520 --> 00:54:42,200
Speaker 3: friends and you're gonna leave with life changing experiences.

1183
00:54:42,360 --> 00:54:45,560
Speaker 2: We have three retreats to choose from Jamaica. If by

1184
00:54:45,560 --> 00:54:47,319
Speaker 2: the time you hear this it isn't sold out, because

1185
00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:49,279
Speaker 2: we only have one spot left and that.

1186
00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:55,960
Speaker 3: Was two no so e Mommy and Me retreat.

1187
00:54:56,239 --> 00:54:58,840
Speaker 2: So if you're like I want to bring this medicine

1188
00:54:58,880 --> 00:55:00,480
Speaker 2: to me and my child, I want to go to

1189
00:55:00,480 --> 00:55:03,480
Speaker 2: Costa Rica with my kid and feel all the vibes,

1190
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:06,960
Speaker 2: that's that retreat. And then also are of course our

1191
00:55:07,000 --> 00:55:10,640
Speaker 2: annual women's retreat in Costa Rica. We're working on one

1192
00:55:10,680 --> 00:55:12,440
Speaker 2: at the end of the year. We're gonna announce that

1193
00:55:12,480 --> 00:55:16,400
Speaker 2: one soon. But make sure you tap in click the

1194
00:55:16,400 --> 00:55:19,400
Speaker 2: link of this episode description, use the code what's the

1195
00:55:19,440 --> 00:55:24,200
Speaker 2: code new new new any w any w new new

1196
00:55:24,600 --> 00:55:27,000
Speaker 2: for five hundred dollars off till the end of this year.

1197
00:55:27,440 --> 00:55:29,640
Speaker 2: This is gonna be done January first, and I'm not

1198
00:55:29,760 --> 00:55:33,440
Speaker 2: discounting this shaite no more beach, this yo lasmafucking time.

1199
00:55:35,280 --> 00:55:37,759
Speaker 2: But yeah, come I can't. I just like it makes

1200
00:55:37,800 --> 00:55:40,560
Speaker 2: me so happy. So shout out to I think that

1201
00:55:40,640 --> 00:55:46,840
Speaker 2: was Retreat eighteen, right, Retreat eighteen for creating another retreat

1202
00:55:46,880 --> 00:55:48,239
Speaker 2: for y'all in Colorado.

1203
00:55:48,400 --> 00:55:49,839
Speaker 3: I might get my dance I might get my dance

1204
00:55:49,880 --> 00:55:51,280
Speaker 3: moves together, so I could be the surprise.

1205
00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:54,719
Speaker 2: Well you're not. They're not gonna be surprised now they're

1206
00:55:54,760 --> 00:55:57,960
Speaker 2: listening to this. I want to come and hang out

1207
00:55:58,000 --> 00:55:59,880
Speaker 2: and go to them, go to the mush go to

1208
00:56:00,080 --> 00:56:01,319
Speaker 2: the museum on mushrooms, and.

1209
00:56:02,080 --> 00:56:04,960
Speaker 3: Then everybody, everybody has like a different day they're responsible for.

1210
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:05,600
Speaker 3: Did you know that?

1211
00:56:05,680 --> 00:56:06,239
Speaker 2: Yeah? I saw.

1212
00:56:06,400 --> 00:56:09,040
Speaker 3: I'm like, well this is I love it. You know,

1213
00:56:09,120 --> 00:56:11,000
Speaker 3: how are you all to be on the team because

1214
00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:12,680
Speaker 3: it's just me and this bitch and just two of

1215
00:56:12,760 --> 00:56:13,239
Speaker 3: us were here.

1216
00:56:13,880 --> 00:56:15,319
Speaker 2: See that's the thing too, is like you find your

1217
00:56:15,360 --> 00:56:16,879
Speaker 2: travel your travel crew, and.

1218
00:56:17,120 --> 00:56:18,880
Speaker 3: Because you know that they're already willing to travel, you

1219
00:56:18,960 --> 00:56:21,080
Speaker 3: know who's with the ships, who's not, you know what

1220
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:21,440
Speaker 3: I mean.

1221
00:56:21,520 --> 00:56:23,719
Speaker 2: So it's like you find your travel crew, which is

1222
00:56:23,760 --> 00:56:25,680
Speaker 2: really important because I think a lot of times women

1223
00:56:26,760 --> 00:56:29,600
Speaker 2: we don't travel because we are waiting for someone to

1224
00:56:29,760 --> 00:56:32,239
Speaker 2: come with us and we're not in a friend group

1225
00:56:32,320 --> 00:56:34,680
Speaker 2: that likes to travel. That's not their priority. So get

1226
00:56:34,719 --> 00:56:37,440
Speaker 2: show us a travel group in twenty twenty.

1227
00:56:37,200 --> 00:56:43,799
Speaker 3: Six very important. What was your favorite episode this year?

1228
00:56:47,360 --> 00:56:49,319
Speaker 2: I was looking through our catalog this year, and we've

1229
00:56:49,320 --> 00:56:52,080
Speaker 2: had some really good guests. I don't low you forgot.

1230
00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:54,920
Speaker 2: It's so hard because we came in hot. We came

1231
00:56:54,960 --> 00:56:59,200
Speaker 2: in hot like the first few months, so I would

1232
00:56:59,239 --> 00:57:01,600
Speaker 2: say slum Flower.

1233
00:57:01,880 --> 00:57:02,839
Speaker 3: Yeah, she was really good.

1234
00:57:02,880 --> 00:57:06,279
Speaker 2: It's definitely one of my favorite episodes. That episode was

1235
00:57:06,320 --> 00:57:10,080
Speaker 2: called The Mother Wound, and she stove deep and shared

1236
00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:14,439
Speaker 2: so much about her story and journey with her mother

1237
00:57:14,760 --> 00:57:19,080
Speaker 2: and cutting her mother off and protecting herself and why

1238
00:57:19,240 --> 00:57:21,560
Speaker 2: and that that episode is very triggering for a lot

1239
00:57:21,560 --> 00:57:25,040
Speaker 2: of people, but also resonated with so many people I

1240
00:57:25,040 --> 00:57:29,600
Speaker 2: didn't realize to have that experience of their mother, and

1241
00:57:29,640 --> 00:57:33,120
Speaker 2: also like seeing that like recently like coming becoming more

1242
00:57:33,160 --> 00:57:35,080
Speaker 2: and more people are talking about it more and more,

1243
00:57:35,200 --> 00:57:42,800
Speaker 2: like the going no contact with a parent because yeah,

1244
00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:45,680
Speaker 2: I don't know, I just that's not my journey, but

1245
00:57:45,720 --> 00:57:48,800
Speaker 2: I understand it and listening to it like I wouldn't,

1246
00:57:48,760 --> 00:57:51,280
Speaker 2: I would end, but I can only imagine how incredibly

1247
00:57:51,320 --> 00:57:54,360
Speaker 2: painful that that that would.

1248
00:57:54,080 --> 00:57:56,680
Speaker 3: Be, well, mourning someone who birthed you, right.

1249
00:57:57,400 --> 00:57:59,720
Speaker 2: It's a different type of it's a different you know.

1250
00:58:00,520 --> 00:58:06,200
Speaker 2: So that one was that on the serious note. I'm

1251
00:58:06,200 --> 00:58:10,680
Speaker 2: looking you know, Corine Stephans, She's always I just love

1252
00:58:10,720 --> 00:58:13,320
Speaker 2: her mind and I just love the way. I just

1253
00:58:13,360 --> 00:58:17,040
Speaker 2: love how calculated that woman is. She is just I

1254
00:58:17,080 --> 00:58:19,600
Speaker 2: just love she's a storyteller, like she knows how to

1255
00:58:19,720 --> 00:58:22,680
Speaker 2: draw you in from the very beginning. So if you

1256
00:58:22,720 --> 00:58:24,920
Speaker 2: haven't listened to that one, that's a two part episode.

1257
00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:27,000
Speaker 2: Every episode we've ever we had an episode with her

1258
00:58:27,320 --> 00:58:30,280
Speaker 2: in twenty twenty two, I want to say, and it

1259
00:58:30,360 --> 00:58:32,160
Speaker 2: was also a two part because once she sits on

1260
00:58:32,200 --> 00:58:34,640
Speaker 2: this couch, no, it's twenty twenty three, twenty twenty three.

1261
00:58:34,680 --> 00:58:37,800
Speaker 2: Once she sits on this couch, it's we could sit

1262
00:58:37,960 --> 00:58:40,240
Speaker 2: and listen to that woman for hours, so we do.

1263
00:58:41,040 --> 00:58:42,120
Speaker 2: We're like, we know we're not going to see you

1264
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:43,360
Speaker 2: for two years, so tell us everything.

1265
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:47,000
Speaker 3: Literally. One of my other well, one of my favorite

1266
00:58:47,080 --> 00:58:57,600
Speaker 3: guests this year was definitely Parties Founting Amen Lord Fine

1267
00:58:57,960 --> 00:59:05,640
Speaker 3: Tall Chocolate Tree Chocolate tree. He's just so tall.

1268
00:59:06,240 --> 00:59:07,800
Speaker 2: You know, when he walked into the studio, I was

1269
00:59:07,920 --> 00:59:12,800
Speaker 2: not anticipating that height, nor was I upset. Okay, those

1270
00:59:12,840 --> 00:59:16,400
Speaker 2: tight jeans, those thick thighs, those big boots, that those

1271
00:59:16,400 --> 00:59:20,760
Speaker 2: big pearly whites, those what those smile that smiles up.

1272
00:59:20,720 --> 00:59:26,400
Speaker 3: To no good like Rich screams Rich, No Columbia American Veneers.

1273
00:59:28,880 --> 00:59:30,640
Speaker 2: He paid full price. Oh my god.

1274
00:59:31,920 --> 00:59:34,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, I love a chocolate man with like pearly white teeth.

1275
00:59:35,480 --> 00:59:37,880
Speaker 3: It always reminds me of the Coldest Winter Ripper when

1276
00:59:37,920 --> 00:59:40,920
Speaker 3: she introduces Midnight to the to the saga. Sorry, I

1277
00:59:41,000 --> 00:59:43,160
Speaker 3: just went to my junior high horn.

1278
00:59:43,680 --> 00:59:46,960
Speaker 2: And he loves his mom and called his mom and

1279
00:59:47,000 --> 00:59:49,400
Speaker 2: grandma on the show. You guys, if you haven't listened

1280
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:51,640
Speaker 2: to that episode, we've had Party Fontaine on the show.

1281
00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:53,960
Speaker 2: If you don't know who is go look him up.

1282
00:59:54,240 --> 00:59:56,400
Speaker 2: Go look him up. He's a writer, a rapper. He

1283
00:59:56,720 --> 00:59:58,480
Speaker 2: ghost writes, and I don't think it's a ghostwriter. He

1284
00:59:58,480 --> 01:00:02,240
Speaker 2: writes for Cardi B and she's.

1285
01:00:02,080 --> 01:00:04,320
Speaker 3: Winning right now, go slide into his DMS. We've had

1286
01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:06,440
Speaker 3: so many good episodes this year. I'm just scrolling.

1287
01:00:06,600 --> 01:00:06,760
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1288
01:00:06,800 --> 01:00:09,520
Speaker 3: I know, it's like I forget because we've had you guys,

1289
01:00:09,560 --> 01:00:14,520
Speaker 3: we've hit over four hundred episodes in our like two seasons,

1290
01:00:14,520 --> 01:00:17,080
Speaker 3: three seasons, don't know how many seasons. Our Good Mom's

1291
01:00:17,080 --> 01:00:20,320
Speaker 3: lifetime twenty twenty six, Good Moms will turn eight, and

1292
01:00:20,360 --> 01:00:22,600
Speaker 3: we've had over four hundred episodes, which is a pretty

1293
01:00:22,600 --> 01:00:26,520
Speaker 3: big deal. Yeah, we're executive producers, Okay, writers, talent, make up,

1294
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Speaker 3: and like.

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Speaker 2: That's why I like, some of these episodes need to

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Speaker 2: be ran back, and we did that in November. We

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Speaker 2: re we re posted older episodes because some of y'all

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Speaker 2: missed them when we okay, we posted Mel Robins. So

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Speaker 2: we've had Mel Robbins on the show, right, and that's

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01:00:40,680 --> 01:00:43,280
Speaker 2: she's like a big fucking deal. And we like back then,

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01:00:43,360 --> 01:00:45,400
Speaker 2: I think reels were just getting figured out. She was

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01:00:45,400 --> 01:00:47,760
Speaker 2: like even the way that the clips were shot weren't

1303
01:00:47,760 --> 01:00:50,720
Speaker 2: even like really in real form. But when we do,

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01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:52,640
Speaker 2: you know how many people message me when we posted

1305
01:00:52,680 --> 01:00:53,880
Speaker 2: Mel Robins, like two weeks ago.

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Speaker 3: Congratulations you have Robins on the show.

1307
01:00:56,440 --> 01:00:59,520
Speaker 2: Oh, it's incredible. I'm like, just two years three years ago,

1308
01:01:00,160 --> 01:01:01,640
Speaker 2: we have her back on. We need to call her.

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01:01:02,080 --> 01:01:05,280
Speaker 2: But there's just a lot of good, good guests that

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01:01:05,320 --> 01:01:07,000
Speaker 2: we've had on that I've forgotten about.

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Speaker 3: Also, you know, it was a good episode of Shayla

1312
01:01:10,200 --> 01:01:12,560
Speaker 3: Shayla Murray, Shayla Marie She'd love her. Yeah, she was

1313
01:01:12,600 --> 01:01:13,920
Speaker 3: really a good episode. What I don't know it was

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Speaker 3: gonna be episode. Also, we had like a spicier episode

1315
01:01:16,720 --> 01:01:18,760
Speaker 3: with four where we get to walk him like a

1316
01:01:18,760 --> 01:01:21,720
Speaker 3: dog to the liquor store, which is always like something

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01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:24,080
Speaker 3: fun to do. I always like a I like like

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Speaker 3: a guest that's down for the get down.

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01:01:26,000 --> 01:01:27,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, he's definitely down for the get down.

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Speaker 3: So they just wanted to just touch on, you know,

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01:01:33,640 --> 01:01:36,560
Speaker 3: some of our our faves, our faves.

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Speaker 2: And also you know what, I think that we should

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01:01:39,880 --> 01:01:42,000
Speaker 2: leave links for them, and like you guys, We're gonna

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01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:43,520
Speaker 2: leave links for you guys so you can hear these

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01:01:43,560 --> 01:01:46,320
Speaker 2: episodes because they're worth listening. You're about to be chilling

1326
01:01:46,360 --> 01:01:49,360
Speaker 2: in the holiday season. Hopefully you don't have that much

1327
01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:51,280
Speaker 2: work to do. Those kids are going to be annoying

1328
01:01:51,280 --> 01:01:52,240
Speaker 2: the fuck out of you.

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Speaker 3: I'm looking at these episode titles and like, I don't

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01:01:55,360 --> 01:01:58,040
Speaker 3: know if it's We're ridiculous or may slob on my

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01:01:58,120 --> 01:02:00,480
Speaker 3: knob ASMR featuring Lovely Mill.

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01:02:00,760 --> 01:02:02,320
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, yeah, that makes sense.

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01:02:04,080 --> 01:02:10,080
Speaker 3: Monogamous monster. Oh yeah, what does that even mean? It's

1334
01:02:10,120 --> 01:02:13,360
Speaker 3: just pretty We're pretty ridiculous black people can Karen too

1335
01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:19,640
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, Militant Daddy featuring Derek Grace too. Yeah. We

1336
01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:24,520
Speaker 3: I guess we really know how to name the episode.

1337
01:02:24,760 --> 01:02:28,000
Speaker 3: I'm really proud of this, this, this piece of work.

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01:02:28,080 --> 01:02:30,800
Speaker 3: We do have such a range in our business. So

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01:02:30,960 --> 01:02:38,200
Speaker 3: and we even we even had what was the what's

1340
01:02:38,240 --> 01:02:44,640
Speaker 3: the girl who got the Jeffrey Epstein girl? Oh, Lisa Phillips, Ye, Lisa,

1341
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Speaker 3: Lisa Phillips was a good episode.

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01:02:46,840 --> 01:02:49,080
Speaker 2: Lisa Phillips was really great because it's continued. It's like

1343
01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:52,280
Speaker 2: continuing to unfold as we as time goes.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. As president, So yeah, we have a lot of

1345
01:02:55,800 --> 01:02:58,600
Speaker 3: juicy episodes in our catalog that I'm proud of. So

1346
01:02:58,640 --> 01:03:00,680
Speaker 3: if you were just coming in now, I always go

1347
01:03:00,720 --> 01:03:04,160
Speaker 3: back to the beginning. Always check what we were doing eight

1348
01:03:04,200 --> 01:03:06,920
Speaker 3: years ago, because we're pretty much different bitches than when

1349
01:03:06,920 --> 01:03:09,360
Speaker 3: we started. There's a lot, there's a lot of evolution

1350
01:03:09,480 --> 01:03:12,160
Speaker 3: that's happened, same but different, the same, same but different.

1351
01:03:13,760 --> 01:03:19,200
Speaker 3: Tarot time, Tarot time. Okay, maybe we should each choose one. Okay,

1352
01:03:25,400 --> 01:03:29,600
Speaker 3: I got the Ten of Wands reversed, which it looks

1353
01:03:29,640 --> 01:03:33,080
Speaker 3: pretty intemped. When the ten of wands reverse appears in

1354
01:03:33,080 --> 01:03:34,960
Speaker 3: a tarot reading, it's often a sign that you're trying

1355
01:03:35,000 --> 01:03:36,960
Speaker 3: to do too much by yourself and your effort to

1356
01:03:37,000 --> 01:03:39,439
Speaker 3: be everything to everyone. You have found yourself struggling under

1357
01:03:39,440 --> 01:03:41,880
Speaker 3: the weight of it all. Delegate and share the work

1358
01:03:42,160 --> 01:03:43,840
Speaker 3: you don't have to do it alone, and be firm

1359
01:03:43,880 --> 01:03:45,880
Speaker 3: and saying no to the things you know you cannot

1360
01:03:45,920 --> 01:03:48,320
Speaker 3: take on. It is imperative you put your self care

1361
01:03:48,400 --> 01:03:52,480
Speaker 3: in personal wellbeing first, otherwise you'll burn yourself out and

1362
01:03:52,560 --> 01:03:54,480
Speaker 3: be of no help to anyone. It's just like they say,

1363
01:03:54,560 --> 01:03:57,920
Speaker 3: put on your own oxygen mask first before helping others. Similarly,

1364
01:03:58,280 --> 01:04:00,520
Speaker 3: the ten of wands reverse suggests that you're carrying a

1365
01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:03,360
Speaker 3: heavy weight on your shoulders, but you're keeping this private

1366
01:04:03,440 --> 01:04:06,120
Speaker 3: and unwilling to share your burden with others. You may

1367
01:04:06,160 --> 01:04:08,600
Speaker 3: be grappling with emotional trauma, carrying a dark seeker, or

1368
01:04:08,680 --> 01:04:13,160
Speaker 3: dwelling with increased responsibilities. However, you do not feel comfortable

1369
01:04:13,200 --> 01:04:15,360
Speaker 3: sharing this with others by talking about it or asking

1370
01:04:15,400 --> 01:04:17,600
Speaker 3: for help. In effect, you are pushing away the people

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01:04:17,840 --> 01:04:19,680
Speaker 3: who can help you. It may also be a huge

1372
01:04:19,720 --> 01:04:21,280
Speaker 3: relief to you when you do share some of this

1373
01:04:21,360 --> 01:04:23,480
Speaker 3: burden with others as they are ready and willing to

1374
01:04:23,520 --> 01:04:23,960
Speaker 3: support you.

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Speaker 5: Hm, okay, bag lady this morning. You can't hurt your back.

1376
01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:41,040
Speaker 3: Take them bags off your back right now. Are you

1377
01:04:41,120 --> 01:04:43,640
Speaker 3: worrying about matters that do not concern you or cannot

1378
01:04:43,680 --> 01:04:46,440
Speaker 3: be changed. Do not become a martyr and take on

1379
01:04:46,600 --> 01:04:48,920
Speaker 3: more than you can realistically handle. This is probably for

1380
01:04:49,040 --> 01:04:50,200
Speaker 3: like every woman listening right now.

1381
01:04:50,400 --> 01:04:55,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it sounds like a overall moving into this next year,

1382
01:04:56,080 --> 01:04:58,560
Speaker 2: like we can't keep carrying the weight how we've been

1383
01:04:58,640 --> 01:05:02,640
Speaker 2: carrying it. Our back are fucked one shoulders higher than

1384
01:05:02,680 --> 01:05:05,800
Speaker 2: the other. It's it's no.

1385
01:05:06,520 --> 01:05:10,200
Speaker 3: I just realized, like sometimes it's so second nature or

1386
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:13,560
Speaker 3: first nature or whatever that when you finally do get

1387
01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:15,840
Speaker 3: to sit in your own shit, it's like, huh, Like

1388
01:05:15,920 --> 01:05:17,560
Speaker 3: who am I? What is it that I need? It's

1389
01:05:17,600 --> 01:05:21,280
Speaker 3: like almost a foreign like it's hard to almost conceptualize

1390
01:05:21,320 --> 01:05:23,120
Speaker 3: what it is that you actually need because you've been

1391
01:05:23,640 --> 01:05:26,200
Speaker 3: so removed from it for so long and tapped into

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01:05:26,240 --> 01:05:28,560
Speaker 3: what everybody else needs. So I think that's something important

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01:05:28,600 --> 01:05:31,360
Speaker 3: to take into twenty twenty six. It's just not caring

1394
01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:35,520
Speaker 3: too much and being able to say no, mm hmm, okay,

1395
01:05:35,600 --> 01:05:39,880
Speaker 3: well I got the world card reversed. We're reading reversed.

1396
01:05:40,120 --> 01:05:41,880
Speaker 3: I mean I picked it up one reversed and so

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Speaker 3: I okay.

1398
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Speaker 2: So the world card reversed represents seeking personal closure, shortcuts

1399
01:05:48,440 --> 01:05:51,120
Speaker 2: and delays. The world reverse suggests that you are seeking

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01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:54,200
Speaker 2: closure on a personal issue. Perhaps you are still emotionally

1401
01:05:54,240 --> 01:05:56,320
Speaker 2: attached to a past relationship.

1402
01:05:55,840 --> 01:05:56,520
Speaker 3: And want to move on.

1403
01:05:58,880 --> 01:06:00,480
Speaker 2: You need to let go of the past to move on.

1404
01:06:00,680 --> 01:06:03,680
Speaker 2: Fighting closure may be an intensely personal journey, something you

1405
01:06:03,760 --> 01:06:07,400
Speaker 2: manage through journaling, visualization, energy work, and therapy. The world

1406
01:06:07,440 --> 01:06:09,600
Speaker 2: reverse can signify that you want to fulfill a big

1407
01:06:09,640 --> 01:06:12,200
Speaker 2: goal or complete a big project, but you're not taking

1408
01:06:12,280 --> 01:06:14,880
Speaker 2: all the steps necessary to get there. You may opt

1409
01:06:14,920 --> 01:06:17,120
Speaker 2: for the easiest or quickest path to attain your goal,

1410
01:06:17,160 --> 01:06:19,560
Speaker 2: but it won't lead to the outcome you intend. Climbing

1411
01:06:19,600 --> 01:06:21,880
Speaker 2: a mountain from the bottom up is an entirely different

1412
01:06:21,920 --> 01:06:25,080
Speaker 2: experience from getting a helicopter ride to the peak, even

1413
01:06:25,120 --> 01:06:28,280
Speaker 2: though the destination is the same. You need to experience

1414
01:06:28,360 --> 01:06:30,960
Speaker 2: the trials and tribulations along the way so you can

1415
01:06:31,080 --> 01:06:33,440
Speaker 2: learn and grow, and when you do reach your goal,

1416
01:06:33,560 --> 01:06:36,600
Speaker 2: you enjoy such a fantastic sense of achievement. Don't be

1417
01:06:36,640 --> 01:06:40,600
Speaker 2: afraid to set stretch goals for yourself, even if it

1418
01:06:40,640 --> 01:06:43,480
Speaker 2: means during hardships or challenges along the way, it will

1419
01:06:43,560 --> 01:06:47,120
Speaker 2: make the victory even sweeter the world. Reverse can also

1420
01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:49,240
Speaker 2: indicate a time when you are close to finishing a

1421
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:53,200
Speaker 2: project or goal, but forever whatever reason, you lose focus

1422
01:06:53,680 --> 01:06:57,080
Speaker 2: and lack and slack off. Right at the end, you

1423
01:06:57,200 --> 01:06:59,120
Speaker 2: only have a short way to go, So why stop now?

1424
01:06:59,480 --> 01:07:02,280
Speaker 2: Re energy and remind yourself how wonderful life will be

1425
01:07:02,440 --> 01:07:03,320
Speaker 2: when you get the thing.

1426
01:07:03,200 --> 01:07:07,280
Speaker 3: You wanted for so long? The result there you go,

1427
01:07:07,440 --> 01:07:08,520
Speaker 3: focus on the results.

1428
01:07:09,120 --> 01:07:15,560
Speaker 2: Completion, completion, Yes, completion energy. I'm bringing that into twenty

1429
01:07:15,640 --> 01:07:16,360
Speaker 2: twenty six to two.

1430
01:07:16,560 --> 01:07:19,200
Speaker 3: That's so interesting. I think sometimes people get so caught

1431
01:07:19,280 --> 01:07:23,240
Speaker 3: up on like the journey that it blurs the outcome,

1432
01:07:23,320 --> 01:07:25,920
Speaker 3: and so it's hard to manifest that way. But it's

1433
01:07:26,000 --> 01:07:29,560
Speaker 3: definitely necessary to manifest backwards. How do I feel and

1434
01:07:29,680 --> 01:07:31,920
Speaker 3: the like the end result? What do I feel when

1435
01:07:31,960 --> 01:07:34,680
Speaker 3: I like get this love that I've manifested, but I

1436
01:07:34,720 --> 01:07:36,720
Speaker 3: feel I get the job that I've manifested. I'm gonna

1437
01:07:36,760 --> 01:07:38,280
Speaker 3: We're gonna be the perks of that job. How is

1438
01:07:38,320 --> 01:07:40,400
Speaker 3: that going to feel And I think sometimes that is

1439
01:07:40,520 --> 01:07:44,200
Speaker 3: like we think about step one instead of step ten,

1440
01:07:44,800 --> 01:07:46,600
Speaker 3: and like you get to think of step ten in

1441
01:07:46,760 --> 01:07:49,960
Speaker 3: order to start moving towards it and to like understand

1442
01:07:49,960 --> 01:07:51,520
Speaker 3: you deserve it and you're worthy of it, and that

1443
01:07:51,680 --> 01:07:57,080
Speaker 3: like it's a realistic, obtainable goal. Yeah, you have to

1444
01:07:57,120 --> 01:08:02,120
Speaker 3: see it and it's completion for sure. I think that's

1445
01:08:02,160 --> 01:08:05,160
Speaker 3: even in business too, like working backwards, Yeah, what do

1446
01:08:05,240 --> 01:08:05,560
Speaker 3: I want?

1447
01:08:05,800 --> 01:08:06,000
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1448
01:08:06,200 --> 01:08:07,360
Speaker 3: What would I want? What's the number?

1449
01:08:07,400 --> 01:08:10,439
Speaker 2: I want to feel good? Okay, working backwards? From that place,

1450
01:08:10,480 --> 01:08:12,600
Speaker 2: you can apply that also to your life.

1451
01:08:14,720 --> 01:08:23,759
Speaker 3: Amen? Aha, Amen? Any final closing words for twenty twenty five.

1452
01:08:23,960 --> 01:08:28,360
Speaker 3: It's our last, absolute last episode of twenty twenty five.

1453
01:08:28,640 --> 01:08:31,360
Speaker 2: Well, let's just I want to take a hit. Where's

1454
01:08:31,400 --> 01:08:34,040
Speaker 2: the joint if we rolling? No, we haven't smoked this

1455
01:08:34,080 --> 01:08:34,439
Speaker 2: whole time.

1456
01:08:34,600 --> 01:08:37,160
Speaker 3: No, what the fuck? Yeah you're supposed to.

1457
01:08:37,280 --> 01:08:38,800
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I feel like we have to roll

1458
01:08:38,840 --> 01:08:40,200
Speaker 2: a joint for twenty twenty five.

1459
01:08:40,360 --> 01:08:41,400
Speaker 3: There's papers right there.

1460
01:08:41,479 --> 01:08:46,040
Speaker 2: Oh my goodness, here you sage, sage, just down like

1461
01:08:46,120 --> 01:08:48,520
Speaker 2: the sage. We're clearing the energies.

1462
01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:58,200
Speaker 3: Clear the energy for twenty twenty five because it's the funeral. Yes,

1463
01:08:58,280 --> 01:09:03,320
Speaker 3: We're clearing this funeral energy. We're laying her to rest,

1464
01:09:04,240 --> 01:09:18,799
Speaker 3: open a window, cleansing the set, cleansing the good Mom's

1465
01:09:18,960 --> 01:09:21,360
Speaker 3: sign f new energy next year.

1466
01:09:24,040 --> 01:09:26,960
Speaker 2: You know, we are playing to rest. Any versions of

1467
01:09:27,040 --> 01:09:30,360
Speaker 2: ourselves that our higher self does.

1468
01:09:30,280 --> 01:09:30,880
Speaker 3: Not approve of.

1469
01:09:31,080 --> 01:09:34,040
Speaker 2: Our higher self is called ring ring bitch, You're not invited.

1470
01:09:35,080 --> 01:09:38,840
Speaker 2: You're not invited to twenty twenty six, lovey love your

1471
01:09:38,920 --> 01:09:45,679
Speaker 2: higher self. We're putting away any fears. We're death to fears,

1472
01:09:46,479 --> 01:09:53,200
Speaker 2: death to distrust, and bringing light into understanding our wants,

1473
01:09:53,240 --> 01:09:57,240
Speaker 2: our needs, our desires, listening to our bodies, coming into

1474
01:09:57,760 --> 01:10:01,200
Speaker 2: practice with our bodies, taking more mushrooms.

1475
01:10:02,040 --> 01:10:05,240
Speaker 3: Thinking about Orlando went out of town this weekend, like

1476
01:10:05,360 --> 01:10:08,880
Speaker 3: right now, like you just left at very moment. Yeah,

1477
01:10:09,120 --> 01:10:11,679
Speaker 3: And I was actually really pissed because he did invite

1478
01:10:11,720 --> 01:10:15,920
Speaker 3: me to his annual friend Christmas fucking sore away or

1479
01:10:15,960 --> 01:10:19,360
Speaker 3: whatever the fuck. And I'm still mad. I also realize

1480
01:10:19,400 --> 01:10:22,160
Speaker 3: I don't get over things easily. I can hold onto

1481
01:10:22,200 --> 01:10:23,760
Speaker 3: some shit like I could be fine, but in my

1482
01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:29,040
Speaker 3: back of my mind, I'm like, fuck you probably not healthy.

1483
01:10:29,120 --> 01:10:32,760
Speaker 3: But I was, like I always say this every time

1484
01:10:32,760 --> 01:10:33,800
Speaker 3: he goes out of town. I'm like, do I need

1485
01:10:33,840 --> 01:10:37,120
Speaker 3: to do mushrooms alone. But one of the last times

1486
01:10:37,160 --> 01:10:40,400
Speaker 3: I did mushrooms like a full dose with Orlando. Have

1487
01:10:40,520 --> 01:10:45,479
Speaker 3: you ever experienced like sleep paralysis? And there's a couple

1488
01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:47,080
Speaker 3: like sometimes it's happens to me where I can like

1489
01:10:47,160 --> 01:10:49,960
Speaker 3: lay down but my mind is still up and I

1490
01:10:50,040 --> 01:10:52,720
Speaker 3: want to move, but I can't move my body, and

1491
01:10:52,840 --> 01:10:56,200
Speaker 3: I like am kind of panicking, like move, move, but

1492
01:10:56,320 --> 01:10:58,640
Speaker 3: I can't. So then I remembered that, and I was like,

1493
01:10:58,680 --> 01:11:00,400
Speaker 3: do I need to do mushrooms alone? What if I

1494
01:11:00,520 --> 01:11:05,120
Speaker 3: get like stuck? But I guess I'll I'll get unstuck eventually.

1495
01:11:05,760 --> 01:11:09,160
Speaker 3: That I was thinking about doing mushrooms by myself in

1496
01:11:09,280 --> 01:11:11,040
Speaker 3: my house, but then like, when I think about it,

1497
01:11:11,120 --> 01:11:12,560
Speaker 3: sounds kind of scary, But then I also feel like

1498
01:11:12,560 --> 01:11:14,120
Speaker 3: it's kind of necessary before the new year.

1499
01:11:14,240 --> 01:11:14,960
Speaker 5: But do it.

1500
01:11:15,720 --> 01:11:18,519
Speaker 3: Something's telling you to do it. Yeah, and you even

1501
01:11:18,560 --> 01:11:18,920
Speaker 3: if you do.

1502
01:11:19,240 --> 01:11:21,759
Speaker 2: Get this paralysis, you'll be able to save yourself.

1503
01:11:22,760 --> 01:11:31,880
Speaker 3: True, you know, Siri, call call somebody. So maybe I'll

1504
01:11:31,920 --> 01:11:36,120
Speaker 3: do that tonight tonight. Maybe oh fuck it, Yeah, go

1505
01:11:36,240 --> 01:11:37,960
Speaker 3: for it. I means either tonight or tomorrow or some

1506
01:11:38,160 --> 01:11:40,519
Speaker 3: I ripped it. Maybe I have to cut this. I

1507
01:11:40,600 --> 01:11:42,320
Speaker 3: get a mini Okay.

1508
01:11:44,160 --> 01:11:50,160
Speaker 2: I started taking mushrooms more recently like the tea, and

1509
01:11:51,600 --> 01:11:54,960
Speaker 2: I wanted to start microdosing more often going into this

1510
01:11:55,120 --> 01:11:57,960
Speaker 2: next year. And I feel like because I've been very

1511
01:11:58,080 --> 01:12:01,080
Speaker 2: heady in my lately and I just felt like I

1512
01:12:01,160 --> 01:12:06,000
Speaker 2: need to get in my body. And it's been good.

1513
01:12:06,600 --> 01:12:07,240
Speaker 3: It's been cool.

1514
01:12:07,560 --> 01:12:10,519
Speaker 2: You've been taken every day. I just started like two

1515
01:12:10,600 --> 01:12:13,840
Speaker 2: days ago with a tea which one that that one

1516
01:12:13,920 --> 01:12:16,519
Speaker 2: we have I low, it's very low dose.

1517
01:12:16,800 --> 01:12:19,519
Speaker 3: I feel so torn because every time I try to

1518
01:12:19,560 --> 01:12:22,679
Speaker 3: take a micro dose, you know, it's not so micro

1519
01:12:22,960 --> 01:12:24,200
Speaker 3: And then Aaron said that I should do it the

1520
01:12:24,280 --> 01:12:25,559
Speaker 3: first time. I hard.

1521
01:12:25,800 --> 01:12:27,720
Speaker 2: I took the first time that I took it, which

1522
01:12:27,800 --> 01:12:30,040
Speaker 2: was two days ago, I felt that way, and then

1523
01:12:30,400 --> 01:12:32,639
Speaker 2: I did yesterday I took it and I felt better.

1524
01:12:32,840 --> 01:12:34,559
Speaker 2: I felt a little bit better. So I do think

1525
01:12:34,600 --> 01:12:37,320
Speaker 2: it is like a level of your body getting familiarizing

1526
01:12:37,360 --> 01:12:41,599
Speaker 2: itself with the medicine again because we've if you. Yeah,

1527
01:12:42,439 --> 01:12:45,480
Speaker 2: it's like it has to be like kind of reintegrated.

1528
01:12:48,080 --> 01:12:49,720
Speaker 3: I also feel like, probably I get I have a

1529
01:12:49,800 --> 01:12:52,080
Speaker 3: big reaction because I do. I don't avoid it, but

1530
01:12:52,280 --> 01:12:56,320
Speaker 3: I really do wait until there's like we've really planned

1531
01:12:56,360 --> 01:12:58,559
Speaker 3: it we're in Joshua Tree now we're doing the full dose.

1532
01:12:58,640 --> 01:13:01,160
Speaker 3: Like it's not I know that there's a level of

1533
01:13:01,200 --> 01:13:05,160
Speaker 3: psilocybin that is work, it's therapy. It's not all fun

1534
01:13:05,240 --> 01:13:07,400
Speaker 3: and games, and there's like a level of like events.

1535
01:13:07,640 --> 01:13:09,320
Speaker 3: Am I ready for that? Do I need that right now?

1536
01:13:09,400 --> 01:13:12,960
Speaker 3: And there's an avoidance a little bit, but I mean overall,

1537
01:13:13,040 --> 01:13:15,040
Speaker 3: it's not like it's not a medicine that I'm scared of.

1538
01:13:15,240 --> 01:13:17,120
Speaker 3: It's just like, am I ready for that right now?

1539
01:13:17,280 --> 01:13:20,519
Speaker 3: And then like I've never done it alone? And but

1540
01:13:20,560 --> 01:13:22,439
Speaker 3: I have so many I have so much mushrooms at

1541
01:13:22,479 --> 01:13:26,400
Speaker 3: my fucking house. Do mushrooms go back? The dry ones

1542
01:13:26,479 --> 01:13:29,120
Speaker 3: become less potent and crunchy and gross? Like you can

1543
01:13:29,160 --> 01:13:29,840
Speaker 3: make tea though, right?

1544
01:13:30,160 --> 01:13:31,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, I just don't know if it would be.

1545
01:13:31,280 --> 01:13:32,560
Speaker 3: I mean, I don't know. I'm not them. I don't know.

1546
01:13:32,720 --> 01:13:36,240
Speaker 3: That's so much mushrooms of my house. Well, bring them over,

1547
01:13:36,320 --> 01:13:38,120
Speaker 3: because you know I have a mushroom party. Yeah, I

1548
01:13:38,439 --> 01:13:40,840
Speaker 3: was gonna tell you I can bring some too. We

1549
01:13:40,920 --> 01:13:42,760
Speaker 3: can also order some. Oh you got some. That's why

1550
01:13:42,800 --> 01:13:44,519
Speaker 3: I just had the mushroom man deliver mushrooms to me

1551
01:13:44,600 --> 01:13:48,160
Speaker 3: today here at the studio seeing the mushroom Man, the

1552
01:13:48,280 --> 01:13:50,560
Speaker 3: mushroom Man, the mushroom.

1553
01:13:50,120 --> 01:13:54,840
Speaker 2: Man, Tuck heavy with the Instagram, solely Magic, solely with y,

1554
01:13:55,280 --> 01:13:57,280
Speaker 2: solely Magic. So go check out solely Magic. If you

1555
01:13:57,360 --> 01:14:00,040
Speaker 2: need some mushrooms from a fine ass black man. And

1556
01:14:00,200 --> 01:14:03,200
Speaker 2: that makes good chocolate mushrooms. That is a good person,

1557
01:14:03,439 --> 01:14:06,479
Speaker 2: so you know, energetically and he makes them think he

1558
01:14:06,520 --> 01:14:08,240
Speaker 2: hand makes them, so you know. I think it's important

1559
01:14:08,280 --> 01:14:12,080
Speaker 2: who handles your medicine as well, So make sure your

1560
01:14:12,240 --> 01:14:14,240
Speaker 2: medicine is being handled by someone you trust.

1561
01:14:15,680 --> 01:14:17,840
Speaker 3: And then I wonder why I always get random text

1562
01:14:17,880 --> 01:14:20,360
Speaker 3: me like DMS like, hey, do you have a mission plug? Hey,

1563
01:14:20,439 --> 01:14:22,120
Speaker 3: I'm in so and so do you have I'm like,

1564
01:14:22,200 --> 01:14:24,000
Speaker 3: am I a drug dealer on the internet?

1565
01:14:24,360 --> 01:14:24,479
Speaker 5: Oh?

1566
01:14:24,960 --> 01:14:27,120
Speaker 2: I have a question though, guys, if you're listening, does

1567
01:14:27,160 --> 01:14:33,280
Speaker 2: anybody because we're gonna do our research. But actually, never mind,

1568
01:14:33,280 --> 01:14:34,720
Speaker 2: I can't even say it here because that's going to

1569
01:14:34,800 --> 01:14:35,479
Speaker 2: ruin the surprise.

1570
01:14:35,640 --> 01:14:37,080
Speaker 3: Never mind, forget it that surprise.

1571
01:14:38,120 --> 01:14:40,200
Speaker 2: Oh I know to see if Yeah.

1572
01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:41,920
Speaker 3: You don't need to look any further.

1573
01:14:42,040 --> 01:14:43,840
Speaker 2: Okay, right, we got it, We got this.

1574
01:14:43,920 --> 01:14:47,080
Speaker 3: We can handle this ourselves. Have you seen the fifty

1575
01:14:47,160 --> 01:14:48,240
Speaker 3: cent do about PDD?

1576
01:14:49,360 --> 01:14:52,160
Speaker 2: Yes? I'm watching it, I'm like, it's so long.

1577
01:14:52,439 --> 01:14:54,080
Speaker 3: I'm like, I didn't. I keep falling asleep.

1578
01:14:54,200 --> 01:14:55,760
Speaker 2: It parts and I wake up and it's so.

1579
01:14:55,920 --> 01:14:58,040
Speaker 3: Happening, and I think, like so many episodes.

1580
01:14:58,040 --> 01:15:00,200
Speaker 2: I feel there's only four episodes, but I think each

1581
01:15:00,320 --> 01:15:02,479
Speaker 2: episode must be like two hours, no, one hour.

1582
01:15:02,600 --> 01:15:02,640
Speaker 6: No.

1583
01:15:04,280 --> 01:15:06,720
Speaker 2: I don't know, unless my attention span is that low

1584
01:15:06,800 --> 01:15:08,360
Speaker 2: that I can't focus for more than one hour.

1585
01:15:08,400 --> 01:15:09,519
Speaker 3: But it's depressing. There's that.

1586
01:15:09,960 --> 01:15:11,519
Speaker 2: Yeah, I started twitch thinking about it.

1587
01:15:17,040 --> 01:15:18,719
Speaker 3: What I will say is like, I'm not a huge

1588
01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:21,439
Speaker 3: fifty sent fan because I think he's a cancer. That

1589
01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:26,759
Speaker 3: is sad. But what I will say is he's definitely

1590
01:15:26,800 --> 01:15:31,080
Speaker 3: not lying like Diddy everything he said about Diddy as

1591
01:15:31,120 --> 01:15:33,800
Speaker 3: far as wanting to be the star and feeling deeply

1592
01:15:33,880 --> 01:15:39,559
Speaker 3: insecure and so he'll off people and just do anything

1593
01:15:39,600 --> 01:15:41,240
Speaker 3: to be the spotlight, even though he can't wrap and

1594
01:15:41,320 --> 01:15:43,360
Speaker 3: he's not even a really good dancer. When I saw him,

1595
01:15:43,439 --> 01:15:45,000
Speaker 3: come did you go out to the park where he

1596
01:15:45,040 --> 01:15:48,120
Speaker 3: comes out and does like the tribute to Biggie, Okay,

1597
01:15:48,320 --> 01:15:49,000
Speaker 3: with having that.

1598
01:15:49,800 --> 01:15:53,880
Speaker 2: Different lens made it seems crazy. It's great he came

1599
01:15:53,920 --> 01:15:57,559
Speaker 2: out with his fucking you know, a little dancing does dance, bitch,

1600
01:15:57,880 --> 01:16:01,040
Speaker 2: But now that dance feels different because that dance is

1601
01:16:01,040 --> 01:16:03,200
Speaker 2: always not I mean, it's always been funny to me,

1602
01:16:03,360 --> 01:16:06,760
Speaker 2: it's not right now, I'm like, it's like psychopathic to me.

1603
01:16:06,880 --> 01:16:09,720
Speaker 3: Now when I look at it, I'm like, what the fuck? Asath?

1604
01:16:10,000 --> 01:16:12,080
Speaker 3: He is definitely and and you just see you can

1605
01:16:12,120 --> 01:16:14,840
Speaker 3: see it in his eyes, there's a darkness. And also

1606
01:16:15,040 --> 01:16:18,960
Speaker 3: like he's been infamous in the industry for fucking his artists.

1607
01:16:19,360 --> 01:16:22,639
Speaker 2: Well not well, this is just like I think he's

1608
01:16:22,680 --> 01:16:27,240
Speaker 2: a human that has been like groomed too as a child,

1609
01:16:27,360 --> 01:16:29,960
Speaker 2: with which she also shed light onto, like about his

1610
01:16:30,200 --> 01:16:32,639
Speaker 2: mom like always dressing him up. And he's like kind

1611
01:16:32,680 --> 01:16:35,200
Speaker 2: of like a drug dealer even though that wasn't his life,

1612
01:16:35,520 --> 01:16:37,479
Speaker 2: you know, And so like he's trying to like live

1613
01:16:37,560 --> 01:16:40,080
Speaker 2: up to the persona of these people that he's supposed

1614
01:16:40,120 --> 01:16:44,840
Speaker 2: to admire. And how that just that like perhaps at

1615
01:16:44,880 --> 01:16:46,280
Speaker 2: that point in his life, if we can like take

1616
01:16:46,280 --> 01:16:48,720
Speaker 2: a screenshot like he was still he's pure, right, And

1617
01:16:48,840 --> 01:16:53,240
Speaker 2: how something can sour so severely with like constant poison, praise,

1618
01:16:53,479 --> 01:16:56,040
Speaker 2: poison and praise, poison and praise and then just like

1619
01:16:56,800 --> 01:16:59,280
Speaker 2: an ego, Well then yeah, and then that ego.

1620
01:16:59,200 --> 01:17:03,000
Speaker 3: Deep insecure paired with ego, paired with money, paired with penis.

1621
01:17:03,120 --> 01:17:04,280
Speaker 2: Well, the poison is the ego.

1622
01:17:04,479 --> 01:17:05,000
Speaker 3: It's not good.

1623
01:17:05,120 --> 01:17:07,720
Speaker 2: And then people praise you, so like that's where those

1624
01:17:07,880 --> 01:17:09,599
Speaker 2: the level ten narcissists are birthed.

1625
01:17:09,680 --> 01:17:14,639
Speaker 3: But but praise without praise with insecurity is a terrible

1626
01:17:14,680 --> 01:17:18,120
Speaker 3: combination when you're deeply insecure and then people are feeding

1627
01:17:18,360 --> 01:17:21,320
Speaker 3: like this false sense of who you are because probably

1628
01:17:21,360 --> 01:17:23,599
Speaker 3: that part of him is not authentic. So you're still

1629
01:17:23,640 --> 01:17:25,920
Speaker 3: deeply insecure, but now you're getting money and praise on

1630
01:17:26,000 --> 01:17:28,360
Speaker 3: top of it, which is giving you this god complex.

1631
01:17:28,920 --> 01:17:30,880
Speaker 3: It's like you like, no matter how much people praise

1632
01:17:30,960 --> 01:17:33,360
Speaker 3: you and pour into you and pray, like, you're never

1633
01:17:33,439 --> 01:17:36,760
Speaker 3: gonna truly feel good about yourself. And so there's a

1634
01:17:37,160 --> 01:17:41,920
Speaker 3: like a bottomless pit of consuming of things and money

1635
01:17:42,040 --> 01:17:44,200
Speaker 3: and people that are expendable, and like that you create

1636
01:17:44,240 --> 01:17:49,599
Speaker 3: this god complex and then it creates Ditty. It's sad.

1637
01:17:49,800 --> 01:17:53,599
Speaker 2: And then his children too, like his son, his oldest son,

1638
01:17:55,200 --> 01:17:59,920
Speaker 2: I would guess, would try is the oldest Custin Mesa.

1639
01:18:00,479 --> 01:18:02,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, really, we don't really hear from him.

1640
01:18:02,080 --> 01:18:03,800
Speaker 2: No, he's with him all the time. He's the one

1641
01:18:03,800 --> 01:18:06,400
Speaker 2: who was like the studio when that shooting thing happened,

1642
01:18:06,960 --> 01:18:08,519
Speaker 2: and they said that he was involved in that. He

1643
01:18:08,720 --> 01:18:11,439
Speaker 2: was also they also basically said they were like Diddy

1644
01:18:11,479 --> 01:18:13,200
Speaker 2: and him would be with like same bitches in the

1645
01:18:13,240 --> 01:18:13,720
Speaker 2: same room.

1646
01:18:13,880 --> 01:18:17,080
Speaker 3: Like that's you say, is that really his son? They

1647
01:18:17,120 --> 01:18:19,000
Speaker 3: don't really look much alike. They always try to say

1648
01:18:19,000 --> 01:18:21,479
Speaker 3: that he's the security son. I mean, who fucking knows.

1649
01:18:21,520 --> 01:18:23,800
Speaker 3: That's because that other son right after him looks just

1650
01:18:23,960 --> 01:18:24,800
Speaker 3: the fuck like him.

1651
01:18:24,960 --> 01:18:27,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, but also his mom kind of they kind of

1652
01:18:27,720 --> 01:18:28,439
Speaker 2: look alike too.

1653
01:18:28,479 --> 01:18:33,680
Speaker 3: Did look like But also, what's up with Quincy? Why

1654
01:18:33,760 --> 01:18:36,160
Speaker 3: would you? Why are you like disowning your own father

1655
01:18:36,360 --> 01:18:38,400
Speaker 3: to be with, Like that's weird because.

1656
01:18:38,120 --> 01:18:40,720
Speaker 2: He's paid and his dad is and his dad's kind

1657
01:18:40,720 --> 01:18:43,559
Speaker 2: of broke, I think now because he pulled him down.

1658
01:18:43,680 --> 01:18:46,519
Speaker 2: But like that to me as a man, his dad

1659
01:18:46,600 --> 01:18:48,880
Speaker 2: wasn't there for him. His dad was not in his life.

1660
01:18:49,040 --> 01:18:49,880
Speaker 2: He was not a good father.

1661
01:18:50,280 --> 01:18:52,920
Speaker 3: Wasn't because Diddy was all in the video. No, it's

1662
01:18:52,920 --> 01:18:54,479
Speaker 3: because I think he had I think he had a

1663
01:18:54,560 --> 01:18:55,120
Speaker 3: drug problem.

1664
01:18:55,479 --> 01:18:56,839
Speaker 2: Was the drinking problem.

1665
01:18:58,640 --> 01:19:00,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, So Diddy was his dad, but I think when

1666
01:19:00,720 --> 01:19:02,639
Speaker 3: it was time for him, I think he I think

1667
01:19:02,720 --> 01:19:06,200
Speaker 3: did he also puts some extras on it, Like I

1668
01:19:06,240 --> 01:19:08,760
Speaker 3: think he probably got something out of saying, like your

1669
01:19:08,840 --> 01:19:12,439
Speaker 3: son's mind now even when because he's been clean, like

1670
01:19:12,800 --> 01:19:15,559
Speaker 3: he's been clean, I'll be sure.

1671
01:19:15,680 --> 01:19:17,640
Speaker 2: I mean, we don't know what kind of damage that

1672
01:19:17,720 --> 01:19:20,559
Speaker 2: did to that their relationship and with what that means,

1673
01:19:20,640 --> 01:19:24,120
Speaker 2: you know, and also the power of money and the

1674
01:19:24,240 --> 01:19:26,720
Speaker 2: power of like and also if you're vulnerable and you

1675
01:19:26,840 --> 01:19:28,679
Speaker 2: do need a fatherly influence, and this is the best

1676
01:19:28,720 --> 01:19:31,479
Speaker 2: one you got, Like you're gonna go. This one's pretty good.

1677
01:19:31,920 --> 01:19:33,960
Speaker 2: This one's going to santral Pe every summer, you know

1678
01:19:34,040 --> 01:19:36,439
Speaker 2: what I mean, Like kick Nigga, why he's down, Like

1679
01:19:36,479 --> 01:19:38,439
Speaker 2: I'm gonna choose a daddy, I'm an choose Diddy.

1680
01:19:41,360 --> 01:19:45,080
Speaker 3: I don't know. I mean, oh my god, Massa all

1681
01:19:45,120 --> 01:19:46,600
Speaker 3: a mess. But then I know I was thinking, like

1682
01:19:46,840 --> 01:19:49,240
Speaker 3: the crazy part about him being Diddy. None of the

1683
01:19:49,360 --> 01:19:52,559
Speaker 3: kids who all it's like all attempted to have music

1684
01:19:52,640 --> 01:19:55,439
Speaker 3: careers ever did anything. Is there a level of I'm

1685
01:19:55,439 --> 01:19:59,519
Speaker 3: the only star in this family? I mean, it was

1686
01:19:59,600 --> 01:20:03,640
Speaker 3: giving that he just yeah, you know, we should have

1687
01:20:03,640 --> 01:20:06,040
Speaker 3: known when he put himself in dirty money Nigga, why

1688
01:20:06,120 --> 01:20:07,080
Speaker 3: are you in dirty money?

1689
01:20:07,640 --> 01:20:07,840
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1690
01:20:08,880 --> 01:20:11,599
Speaker 3: Yeah, like not talking about shit. Why but who told

1691
01:20:11,640 --> 01:20:13,080
Speaker 3: him to put himself in dirty money?

1692
01:20:14,040 --> 01:20:14,240
Speaker 6: Why?

1693
01:20:15,640 --> 01:20:19,040
Speaker 3: Oh my god, it was too good. And then Aubrey

1694
01:20:19,200 --> 01:20:20,320
Speaker 3: do you see her testimony?

1695
01:20:21,160 --> 01:20:23,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, that message that she got, that message that she

1696
01:20:23,479 --> 01:20:26,080
Speaker 2: got from someone about her. There is her assault, their assault,

1697
01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:28,240
Speaker 2: the assault of him. No what they're saying, Oh god,

1698
01:20:28,240 --> 01:20:29,720
Speaker 2: I don't even know if I should share it on here.

1699
01:20:29,800 --> 01:20:34,400
Speaker 2: It's like pretty basically like some woman that she knows,

1700
01:20:34,520 --> 01:20:37,519
Speaker 2: basically throw in saying that that she doesn't even know

1701
01:20:37,600 --> 01:20:41,240
Speaker 2: this woman like wrote in a testimony saying that she

1702
01:20:41,840 --> 01:20:45,439
Speaker 2: saw Diddy and his security guard assaulting her when she

1703
01:20:45,520 --> 01:20:47,280
Speaker 2: was passed out on the couch and that she's one

1704
01:20:47,320 --> 01:20:49,920
Speaker 2: hundred percent sure it was Aubrey. And Aubrey was on

1705
01:20:50,160 --> 01:20:53,040
Speaker 2: the documentary said I have I have this, I've read it,

1706
01:20:53,240 --> 01:20:56,720
Speaker 2: but like I have no I have no memory of

1707
01:20:56,800 --> 01:20:58,720
Speaker 2: this moment. And she's like, I just want to be

1708
01:20:58,800 --> 01:21:01,280
Speaker 2: done with this, but like, I have no memory of

1709
01:21:01,400 --> 01:21:03,120
Speaker 2: this moment that I missed that part.

1710
01:21:03,400 --> 01:21:05,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, I don't know it was there.

1711
01:21:05,240 --> 01:21:05,760
Speaker 2: It was dark.

1712
01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:07,280
Speaker 3: I think that's what I was like, all right, I

1713
01:21:07,360 --> 01:21:11,000
Speaker 3: need to turn this off watching did clean? Why did

1714
01:21:11,120 --> 01:21:12,280
Speaker 3: you do? I mean, I guess there's something you could

1715
01:21:12,280 --> 01:21:14,320
Speaker 3: do because it's two grown ass men. I mean, he

1716
01:21:14,479 --> 01:21:17,599
Speaker 3: has so many sexual assault cases pending.

1717
01:21:18,240 --> 01:21:21,599
Speaker 2: That's what. You know what Curtis Jackson is petty because

1718
01:21:21,600 --> 01:21:23,559
Speaker 2: at the have you noticed at the beginning and end

1719
01:21:23,680 --> 01:21:27,120
Speaker 2: of every single episode he puts the same shit that

1720
01:21:27,400 --> 01:21:30,240
Speaker 2: Diddy was accused of sex trafficking, Like he puts it

1721
01:21:30,240 --> 01:21:33,040
Speaker 2: at the beginning just in case you forgot the episode.

1722
01:21:33,040 --> 01:21:34,800
Speaker 3: It is necessary for you to have context going into

1723
01:21:34,880 --> 01:21:37,320
Speaker 3: each other's well, hopefully you've been watching the whole scene.

1724
01:21:37,840 --> 01:21:39,840
Speaker 3: You gotta put on every episode exactly.

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01:21:40,600 --> 01:21:41,639
Speaker 2: And apparently he went.

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01:21:42,200 --> 01:21:43,880
Speaker 3: One of the only interviews he did was on ABC

1727
01:21:44,040 --> 01:21:50,720
Speaker 3: because they showed in jail. I didn't think about that,

1728
01:21:50,800 --> 01:21:53,920
Speaker 3: but because it's actually it's it's TV, it's like basic cable.

1729
01:21:54,040 --> 01:21:55,720
Speaker 2: He said, I'm gonna go on this one.

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01:21:55,880 --> 01:21:58,800
Speaker 3: You get one, no streaming. I'm gonna go on the

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01:21:58,840 --> 01:22:01,439
Speaker 3: regular daytime ABC News because I know they're playing it

1732
01:22:01,560 --> 01:22:08,880
Speaker 3: in the fucking wreck room. That's worse. You know, this

1733
01:22:09,080 --> 01:22:10,920
Speaker 3: brings me to and I'm not to say that women

1734
01:22:11,200 --> 01:22:16,960
Speaker 3: they're not like women monsters, but men, men going unchecked,

1735
01:22:17,160 --> 01:22:19,960
Speaker 3: like paired with patriarchy and just like honestly the ability

1736
01:22:20,040 --> 01:22:21,920
Speaker 3: to get away with it is like it really has

1737
01:22:22,000 --> 01:22:24,200
Speaker 3: created some monsters, and like we got a lot of

1738
01:22:24,640 --> 01:22:28,080
Speaker 3: we got a a lot of like pushback or whatever.

1739
01:22:28,080 --> 01:22:30,960
Speaker 3: I don't have the criticism when current Stefan's was on

1740
01:22:31,000 --> 01:22:34,000
Speaker 3: the show this year and said that for women, men

1741
01:22:34,040 --> 01:22:39,760
Speaker 3: are the apex predator, yeah, like absolutely, But there were

1742
01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:41,800
Speaker 3: so many people who were like, like men who are

1743
01:22:41,800 --> 01:22:44,040
Speaker 3: offended by that, And I think that is the problem.

1744
01:22:44,280 --> 01:22:46,240
Speaker 2: I realized this is my I realized.

1745
01:22:45,920 --> 01:22:50,320
Speaker 3: Like, this is my thing about making bold statements or

1746
01:22:50,400 --> 01:22:52,840
Speaker 3: saying stuff like marry the whore or like, you know,

1747
01:22:52,960 --> 01:22:56,240
Speaker 3: like being extreme ish is because I think like, if

1748
01:22:56,280 --> 01:22:59,439
Speaker 3: there is not a basic understanding as a man that

1749
01:23:00,240 --> 01:23:03,200
Speaker 3: men have gotten away with some crazy fuck shit and

1750
01:23:03,360 --> 01:23:07,240
Speaker 3: continue to have like uh, like are judged on a

1751
01:23:07,479 --> 01:23:10,200
Speaker 3: completely different standard than women. If you don't have as

1752
01:23:10,240 --> 01:23:12,439
Speaker 3: a man, if you don't take, if you don't take

1753
01:23:13,120 --> 01:23:16,360
Speaker 3: acknowledgment for the privilege that you have, I can't trust

1754
01:23:16,400 --> 01:23:18,680
Speaker 3: you if you don't know that men have just like

1755
01:23:18,920 --> 01:23:25,160
Speaker 3: have have abused women historically on a large scale. Like

1756
01:23:25,240 --> 01:23:27,840
Speaker 3: if you don't just agree with the basic facts of

1757
01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:29,640
Speaker 3: that and you don't know that and you're like not

1758
01:23:29,760 --> 01:23:31,200
Speaker 3: all man, then I have to watch you.

1759
01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:36,000
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, your friendship survey. Yeah, the

1760
01:23:36,080 --> 01:23:36,840
Speaker 2: perfect one to.

1761
01:23:36,840 --> 01:23:39,400
Speaker 3: Add, because you know why. I also sometimes I'll meet

1762
01:23:39,439 --> 01:23:41,479
Speaker 3: men like just on some friendly shit and like talk

1763
01:23:41,520 --> 01:23:43,400
Speaker 3: to them and they seem really smart and they seem

1764
01:23:43,479 --> 01:23:45,880
Speaker 3: like they're healing and they're spiritual. And then they're like, yeah,

1765
01:23:45,920 --> 01:23:48,599
Speaker 3: but like my yeah, I do like believe in multiple women,

1766
01:23:48,680 --> 01:23:50,519
Speaker 3: but like my women, I'm the only man. And then

1767
01:23:50,520 --> 01:23:55,120
Speaker 3: I'm like, oh, but you're stupid, Like yeah, like I've

1768
01:23:55,160 --> 01:23:56,760
Speaker 3: been so disappointed.

1769
01:23:56,240 --> 01:23:59,160
Speaker 2: Like maybe just got to start off the gate. I

1770
01:23:59,280 --> 01:24:01,640
Speaker 2: have a few questions before we continue this conversation.

1771
01:24:01,479 --> 01:24:03,400
Speaker 3: Right, because I feel like I get so disappointing when

1772
01:24:03,400 --> 01:24:05,200
Speaker 3: I think there's a smart man, but then he goes

1773
01:24:05,320 --> 01:24:08,000
Speaker 3: down and like in the depths of his conversation there's

1774
01:24:08,000 --> 01:24:11,360
Speaker 3: still some like misogyny, you know, and I'd like that

1775
01:24:11,479 --> 01:24:13,759
Speaker 3: really disappoints me. But I think men are the problem.

1776
01:24:16,479 --> 01:24:18,160
Speaker 3: I mean we are too, because we fed into a

1777
01:24:18,200 --> 01:24:22,120
Speaker 3: lot of these stereotypes and like the fragile male ego.

1778
01:24:22,400 --> 01:24:26,280
Speaker 3: Humans are the problem. Oh god, I hope I'm an alien.

1779
01:24:27,200 --> 01:24:30,040
Speaker 2: I told you, bitch, those aliens are close. But I

1780
01:24:30,120 --> 01:24:32,599
Speaker 2: saw those aliens last night at the beach. Literally that's

1781
01:24:32,640 --> 01:24:33,760
Speaker 2: what the message I got, And I was.

1782
01:24:33,760 --> 01:24:36,040
Speaker 3: Like, whow, they're close. They've been close. They right into

1783
01:24:36,080 --> 01:24:36,360
Speaker 3: the water.

1784
01:24:36,520 --> 01:24:38,320
Speaker 2: I mean they're on the ground too, they're here. But like,

1785
01:24:38,680 --> 01:24:40,760
Speaker 2: I just I know that that's what it was. That

1786
01:24:40,920 --> 01:24:43,600
Speaker 2: was not a fucking satellite. That was some other extraterrestrial

1787
01:24:43,640 --> 01:24:45,719
Speaker 2: shit that I saw. And we've probably been.

1788
01:24:45,760 --> 01:24:47,519
Speaker 3: Did you check the did you check the like around

1789
01:24:47,560 --> 01:24:49,800
Speaker 3: those dates that you're there? Did you check like any news?

1790
01:24:50,439 --> 01:24:52,719
Speaker 3: It was yesterday? Oh? Yeah, Like you should check online,

1791
01:24:52,800 --> 01:24:58,479
Speaker 3: just Google, like UFO spotting Malibu or something Monday or

1792
01:24:58,520 --> 01:25:01,600
Speaker 3: whatever date is there's day eight o'clock or whatever, just

1793
01:25:01,680 --> 01:25:03,840
Speaker 3: to see because sometimes you'd be surprised when people report

1794
01:25:03,920 --> 01:25:12,800
Speaker 3: things Malibu serious. UFO based off Malibu vanishes from Google Earth. No,

1795
01:25:13,000 --> 01:25:13,639
Speaker 3: this is August.

1796
01:25:13,760 --> 01:25:19,519
Speaker 2: Oh, surf cam captures possible UFO sighting and socow off Malibu.

1797
01:25:20,840 --> 01:25:21,400
Speaker 3: Is it yesterday?

1798
01:25:21,640 --> 01:25:22,719
Speaker 2: This is December fourth?

1799
01:25:23,720 --> 01:25:24,840
Speaker 3: I mean they're all around us.

1800
01:25:24,960 --> 01:25:27,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's December right now.

1801
01:25:27,320 --> 01:25:30,760
Speaker 3: Oh, they're still hanging out and I saw what I saw.

1802
01:25:31,600 --> 01:25:34,479
Speaker 2: Has anyone else in Aliens? I know, I know somebody

1803
01:25:34,479 --> 01:25:37,599
Speaker 2: else seen Aliens's cool. Look up, look up more often.

1804
01:25:37,640 --> 01:25:39,120
Speaker 2: I think we just don't look up enough.

1805
01:25:39,920 --> 01:25:42,120
Speaker 3: There's a documentary. Actually, I've been wanting to watch it

1806
01:25:42,160 --> 01:25:44,880
Speaker 3: with Luna my dad. When I was little, I watched

1807
01:25:44,960 --> 01:25:49,000
Speaker 3: so much like UFO stuff. This is why I am

1808
01:25:49,040 --> 01:25:52,200
Speaker 3: the way I am. I've watched so much Black Power

1809
01:25:52,240 --> 01:25:55,120
Speaker 3: stuff and UFO stuff and also things like The Godfather.

1810
01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:59,160
Speaker 3: But there's a movie on Netflix. I've looked at what

1811
01:25:59,200 --> 01:26:01,960
Speaker 3: it's called, but there's a there's a UFO sighting and

1812
01:26:02,360 --> 01:26:04,519
Speaker 3: I want to say, South Africa. Is that a school?

1813
01:26:05,000 --> 01:26:07,479
Speaker 3: And it just so happened that all the faculty at

1814
01:26:07,479 --> 01:26:10,120
Speaker 3: that time was like had left the area and all

1815
01:26:10,160 --> 01:26:11,639
Speaker 3: the kids, I want to say that between like seven

1816
01:26:11,720 --> 01:26:15,559
Speaker 3: and eight all report back seeing all the same things

1817
01:26:15,600 --> 01:26:18,519
Speaker 3: and getting the same exact messages. And they were all

1818
01:26:18,640 --> 01:26:22,360
Speaker 3: like interviewed separately, and there's like basically like they came

1819
01:26:22,400 --> 01:26:25,559
Speaker 3: out told them the message, and the message was they

1820
01:26:25,640 --> 01:26:29,679
Speaker 3: had images of like that the technology that we start

1821
01:26:29,760 --> 01:26:31,439
Speaker 3: to indulge in is what's going to be the end

1822
01:26:31,520 --> 01:26:34,080
Speaker 3: of also be the end of us. Of course it

1823
01:26:34,280 --> 01:26:37,320
Speaker 3: is pollution. They'd like all talked about pollution. It was

1824
01:26:37,400 --> 01:26:39,000
Speaker 3: really interesting. So now I got to watch it because

1825
01:26:39,520 --> 01:26:41,560
Speaker 3: it's about kids and they said that they come to

1826
01:26:41,600 --> 01:26:43,360
Speaker 3: people that they don't have like the purest minds.

1827
01:26:44,040 --> 01:26:44,519
Speaker 1: What is this?

1828
01:26:44,920 --> 01:26:46,559
Speaker 3: What is it called? I don't know, let me look

1829
01:26:46,560 --> 01:26:46,760
Speaker 3: it up.

1830
01:26:46,960 --> 01:26:54,600
Speaker 2: Documentary South Africa, Aliens South Africa, UFO documentary.

1831
01:26:54,960 --> 01:27:00,479
Speaker 3: Eye service is bad anyway? District not no.

1832
01:27:06,320 --> 01:27:11,560
Speaker 2: Hi now, Yeah, we're hi. Thanks for joining us. I

1833
01:27:11,680 --> 01:27:15,800
Speaker 2: hope you guys really. I hope you guys really have

1834
01:27:15,880 --> 01:27:19,040
Speaker 2: a beautiful holiday and that you're easing into twenty twenty six.

1835
01:27:19,880 --> 01:27:23,679
Speaker 2: I'm so excited to do more podcasting and more talking

1836
01:27:23,840 --> 01:27:26,880
Speaker 2: and sharing and opening up of our community in twenty

1837
01:27:26,960 --> 01:27:31,519
Speaker 2: twenty six and growing and evolving and expanding in our

1838
01:27:31,560 --> 01:27:35,400
Speaker 2: relationship and our friendship and watching our kids grow up

1839
01:27:35,520 --> 01:27:40,080
Speaker 2: and being present in the most easeful, spacious way.

1840
01:27:41,080 --> 01:27:44,439
Speaker 3: And I hope that for you. And I'm high as

1841
01:27:44,520 --> 01:27:48,599
Speaker 3: hell now. So that's all I got. Please, if you're

1842
01:27:48,640 --> 01:27:52,519
Speaker 3: watching this, if you're listening, please leave every review and

1843
01:27:53,600 --> 01:27:55,160
Speaker 3: please tell us what you want to see or hear

1844
01:27:55,240 --> 01:27:57,439
Speaker 3: more of next year. Yeah. You know, we've been doing

1845
01:27:57,479 --> 01:27:59,400
Speaker 3: this for eight years. It's just two of us, two

1846
01:27:59,479 --> 01:28:03,640
Speaker 3: brains back and forth having ideas and things. But it

1847
01:28:03,640 --> 01:28:05,760
Speaker 3: would be really nice if you know, if you're on

1848
01:28:05,800 --> 01:28:07,720
Speaker 3: a discord, if you're not on discord during Patreon, so

1849
01:28:07,800 --> 01:28:09,760
Speaker 3: you can be in our discord. We're talking a lot

1850
01:28:09,840 --> 01:28:13,080
Speaker 3: over there, but we want feedback and we tend to

1851
01:28:13,640 --> 01:28:16,720
Speaker 3: lean into our community, So call of it. Texta bitch,

1852
01:28:16,800 --> 01:28:18,479
Speaker 3: let us know what do you want to see and

1853
01:28:18,600 --> 01:28:20,160
Speaker 3: hear from? And like, who do you want to hear from?

1854
01:28:20,200 --> 01:28:25,439
Speaker 3: With guests, I love you. I'm deeply grateful for everyone

1855
01:28:25,479 --> 01:28:27,720
Speaker 3: who has discovered us and followed us and stayed on

1856
01:28:27,840 --> 01:28:31,439
Speaker 3: the on the airwaves with us. It's a blessing to

1857
01:28:31,479 --> 01:28:36,280
Speaker 3: be able to do this for eight years almost And yeah,

1858
01:28:36,280 --> 01:28:36,920
Speaker 3: I love you guys.

1859
01:28:37,880 --> 01:28:40,720
Speaker 1: Please, Yeah, I'm live, been so good.

1860
01:28:40,840 --> 01:28:41,519
Speaker 3: Can't you tell?

1861
01:28:41,760 --> 01:28:42,760
Speaker 6: I went through a drought?

1862
01:28:42,840 --> 01:28:43,880
Speaker 3: That's it till I found out?

1863
01:28:43,880 --> 01:28:44,080
Speaker 2: Well?

1864
01:28:44,200 --> 01:28:45,040
Speaker 3: May my have been known?

1865
01:28:45,200 --> 01:28:45,320
Speaker 2: Art?

1866
01:28:45,439 --> 01:28:47,679
Speaker 6: I used to be broken tail now got the blues,

1867
01:28:47,760 --> 01:28:51,439
Speaker 6: dancing might Beyonce Jisell, throat shot with popping. It's cowering

1868
01:28:51,520 --> 01:28:54,680
Speaker 6: our voices, patriarchy, ketch it in the bus to exploit us.

1869
01:28:54,880 --> 01:28:57,120
Speaker 2: Women put the p and powers, So what's pointing?

1870
01:28:57,160 --> 01:28:58,360
Speaker 3: And they want me to be good?

1871
01:28:58,479 --> 01:28:59,880
Speaker 1: So I made bad choices.

1872
01:29:00,160 --> 01:29:02,559
Speaker 6: Bad mom, not a bad mom, but a bad mom.

1873
01:29:02,720 --> 01:29:05,720
Speaker 6: It's in on for cannabis in ther backbone, walked in

1874
01:29:05,960 --> 01:29:08,479
Speaker 6: Boston's cap and I blew his cat boss hot Dog.

1875
01:29:08,640 --> 01:29:11,080
Speaker 6: Now I'm immune to the cat called Herbie in the

1876
01:29:11,160 --> 01:29:13,080
Speaker 6: waisted straight to it like a dollar sign.

1877
01:29:13,160 --> 01:29:14,400
Speaker 3: Mother, rent the lover when too.

1878
01:29:14,439 --> 01:29:16,200
Speaker 2: It's like a water sign where you're.

1879
01:29:16,080 --> 01:29:18,280
Speaker 6: Rent the winter essential will when the summertime.

1880
01:29:18,479 --> 01:29:20,240
Speaker 3: I do it all. Ain't know one that needs to

1881
01:29:20,320 --> 01:29:20,800
Speaker 3: run it by