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Speaker 1: The Nicky Glizer podcastser Nikki, Hello here, I am welcome

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Speaker 1: to the show. It's Nicky Glazer Podcast. We are pre

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Speaker 1: recording these episodes. So we were at the super Bowl

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Speaker 1: last weekend. But and it was great.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, it was amazing, man, right and experience.

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Speaker 3: Remember when the ball went in the stands and you

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Speaker 3: caught it.

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Speaker 2: I caught it with one hand.

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Speaker 3: Does that ever happen? Does it ever go into.

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Speaker 2: The I guess if you're sitting in the end zone

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Speaker 2: and they kick it over the field goal net, or

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Speaker 2: sometimes the dopey guys don't lift the fueld goal net

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Speaker 2: quick enough and it's going up and going up, and

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Speaker 2: then the ball goes through and over before keep it.

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Speaker 2: You get to keep it. And then on rare occasions,

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Speaker 2: guy will score a touchdown, he'll throw the ball in

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Speaker 2: the stands and I think they get fined for that.

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Speaker 2: But passion take over.

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Speaker 1: I love when those I see those clips of like

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Speaker 1: bron or something giving his shoes to a fan. But

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Speaker 1: they always take out the inserts first because those things

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Speaker 1: are like that custom made, an expensive.

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Speaker 3: I asked Chris, I'm like, that's so nice.

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Speaker 1: They do that because they don't want him to like

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Speaker 1: smell and he's like, no, it's because they're custom inserts.

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Speaker 2: There's this commercial, it was a Mahomes commercial. Every commercial

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Speaker 2: these days is Travis Kelcey. Those are the three on

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Speaker 2: which they did win the Super Bowl last year, So

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Speaker 2: that's fair. It's just very convenient that they're in the

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Speaker 2: super Bowl again because all the commercials they made last

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Speaker 2: year apply.

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Speaker 1: Oh so you're saying it could be an inside job.

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Speaker 3: Why wouldn't it be.

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Speaker 1: Why wouldn't the NFL have it in their best interest

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Speaker 1: to get the Chiefs all the way when they have

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Speaker 1: made three hundred and sixty million dollars off of Taylor

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Speaker 1: Swift being at their shows. Why would not they want

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Speaker 1: the Chiefs to then make it all the way? I mean,

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Speaker 1: how would you even fix a game?

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Speaker 2: Though? I didn't realize that this was a Tucker Carlson episode,

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Speaker 2: because yeah, this is the thing conspiracy, the conspiracy theory.

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Speaker 1: Well, I don't think it has to do with Biden, although,

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Speaker 1: but I just think it has to do with the Well,

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Speaker 1: I guess the NFL is probably tight end too.

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Speaker 4: I want to just piggyback on Nikki's question to Brian

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Speaker 4: because from what I heard and this is even like

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Speaker 4: before this whole movement. I have a friend who's skeptical

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Speaker 4: about it, and he told me that wrestling and football

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Speaker 4: are designated as sports entertainment, which is why the outcomes

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Speaker 4: can be I don't want to.

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Speaker 2: Say, hear that about football. I know that about wrestling, but.

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Speaker 4: Like WWE wrestling like yeah, yeah, yeah, not like yeah,

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Speaker 4: we all know that.

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Speaker 1: Is like kind of predetermined and and a theatrical performance.

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Speaker 1: At this point, I feel like we know that, but yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's interesting that football is under that it would be

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Speaker 1: so hard to pull off. That's why I'm like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's what I think too, Like how would it even

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Speaker 1: be fixed?

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Speaker 2: Like fix? But let's just be clear to the besties

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Speaker 2: out there who are listening to this basically in like

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Speaker 2: April of twenty twenty five, that this is we're talking

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Speaker 2: about the Super Bowl that happened like six weeks ago,

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Speaker 2: but it was last week.

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Speaker 3: I think is the we have not gone to it pretaping.

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Speaker 1: These episodes because how it happened. I am traveling to

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Speaker 1: Australia right now.

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Speaker 2: It was a tight game. Also, by the way, the

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Speaker 2: Niners and the Chiefs who played in the Super Bowl

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Speaker 2: last week, did you know that the Niners and the

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Speaker 2: Chiefs played in the Super Bowl three years ago and

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Speaker 2: the Chiefs won. Oh no, So the fact that this

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Speaker 2: is some kind of set up where they had to

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Speaker 2: bring the Chiefs and the forty nine ers together for maximum.

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Speaker 3: Wasn't it twenty like? Wasn't it like the election year?

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Speaker 2: It was four Yearsah? Well, the super Bowl is in

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Speaker 2: the February after the season, got it?

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Speaker 3: Got it? Got it is the twenty twenty season though,

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Speaker 3: got it?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so while Trump was president, the forty nine Ers

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Speaker 2: and the Chiefs were in the super Bowl on twenty twenty,

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Speaker 2: the election year. So to say that now they brought

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Speaker 2: the Chiefs and the forty nine ers into the super

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Speaker 2: Bowl again to get Biden elected makes no sense.

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Speaker 1: Well, I don't even know how those would be connected,

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Speaker 1: and I really don't care to know, because it's just

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Speaker 1: a waste of myanity.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't want to.

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Speaker 1: Hear about it. I really I just don't care. But

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Speaker 1: I do think it's just well, I mean, it's all.

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Speaker 1: It could also be, you know how, I don't think

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Speaker 1: that anything is just like well how it was meant

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Speaker 1: to be. It could also be that Taylor Shift is

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Speaker 1: attracted to the most talented person on the most talented team,

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Speaker 1: and therefore that's why she's attracted to him, because she's

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Speaker 1: the most talented person in her field. So why wouldn't

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Speaker 1: they win because she's attracted to someone who's talented, and

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Speaker 1: so yes, the talented person gets far.

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Speaker 3: It like might not be this, you know, like covert

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Speaker 3: and slam.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it's just it's just it all makes sense, Like, yeah,

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Speaker 1: he's good.

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Speaker 2: I think Travis Kelsey is probably the best tight end

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Speaker 2: to ever have played the game. But to say that

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Speaker 2: he's the most talented person on that field is top five?

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Speaker 3: Well really on the field?

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Speaker 2: If on the field, yeah, I think Patrick Mahomes, I

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Speaker 2: think Christian McCaffrey, I think Nick Bosa, I think Fred Warner.

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Speaker 2: I think all these guys are Yeah, I think all

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Speaker 2: these guys are probably equal or better than Travis Kelcey.

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Speaker 1: But I think Travis Kelcey is the best in commercials,

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Speaker 1: although Andy Reid The Chiefs really funny and that chicken

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Speaker 1: Fingers one, But the one commercial where he's talking about

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Speaker 1: Mahomes is with a foot long sub and then a

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Speaker 1: foot long cookie and he's like, it's the best pairing

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Speaker 1: ever I could ever imagine it's the best duo and

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Speaker 1: Travis Kelcey like he looks over and Kelsey is just

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Speaker 1: looking so sad. That is that face he makes is

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Speaker 1: so funny, it's so good man.

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Speaker 3: I would he.

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Speaker 2: Does a good job playing that sidekick Taylor.

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Speaker 3: I'd be like, hebe you killed that, Yeah, I would be.

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Speaker 1: I would really, I would be so proud of him

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Speaker 1: because it's really it's really nice when your partner does

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Speaker 1: something as a comedian, really comedically.

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Speaker 3: Like soup like next level.

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Speaker 1: So I guess if I wasn't Tailor, if I was

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Speaker 1: me and I was dating him, I'd be like, whoa,

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Speaker 1: you just like did something in my field that is

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Speaker 1: like really impressive to me. Like Chris told me this

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Speaker 1: idea he has for the thing he's working on right

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Speaker 1: now last night, and it was like this really creative,

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Speaker 1: funny idea, and it got me horned up because I

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Speaker 1: was like, that's like you're stuffing into my world and

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Speaker 1: I like it.

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Speaker 2: And the idea was so good.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it was really good.

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Speaker 2: I got your horny.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but he's in LA and I'm here, so it's

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Speaker 1: easy for me to be like I'm horny because I

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Speaker 1: don't have to.

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Speaker 3: Do anything about it.

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Speaker 1: I just get points for if you were here, I

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Speaker 3: But I can't. Oh no, uh this is thirty nine,

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Speaker 3: So yeah, I got. I'm wearing a Bestie shirt.

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Speaker 1: It says I'm in my Besties Air in my Besties

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Speaker 1: era Nikki Glazer podcast, and it has all these stars

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Speaker 1: on it that have each one is Taylor Swift's different album,

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Speaker 1: which there are ten of them, but now we know

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Speaker 1: there's gonna be eleven coming up April nineteenth. I really

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Speaker 1: appreciate it. These two guys made this shirt for me.

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Speaker 1: I forget their names, but they were in Fort Pierce,

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Speaker 1: I believe, and it was really really nice and they

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Speaker 1: got me one and they were both wearing them and

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Speaker 1: they were so sweet or maybe Daytona. It was wherever

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Speaker 1: I was last time. So thank you so much for

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Speaker 1: those and I'm wearing it and it's so cute.

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Speaker 2: We're Pierce, a beautiful town filled with all sorts of

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Speaker 2: beautiful people. They love drinking canned beer out of trail,

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Speaker 2: out of coolers in parking lots in Fort Pierce.

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Speaker 3: It was tailgating before your shows.

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Speaker 2: No, they were just kind of like in the streets.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, they just like drink in the streets and play

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Speaker 1: music in the street. I don't really remember what forb oh,

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Speaker 1: yes I do. It was kind of like really run

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Speaker 1: down until you get right into where the theater was

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Speaker 1: we were playing, and then it's like really pretty.

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Speaker 2: There are lots of really abandoned parking lots with large

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Speaker 2: men all circling a cooler, drinking beers and that night

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Speaker 2: what a life.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, that sounds great to me. I really want that

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Speaker 1: for myself.

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Speaker 2: I would just go to the lot.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, like every night you have some place to go.

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Speaker 3: Reminds you of high school.

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Speaker 4: We would.

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Speaker 1: Gardens and Noble every single night, and you would just

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Speaker 1: you would read the books and like flirt with boys

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Speaker 3: And then you'd go outside and watch Doug Rey smoke.

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Speaker 1: By the bike rack, and you would just like hang

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Speaker 1: out with him while he smoked, even though like you

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Speaker 1: would just flirt and then you would go home and

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Speaker 1: it was just the thing you did every night to

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Speaker 1: hang out, and there's nothing like that anymore unless you drink.

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Speaker 1: So I guess, wait, the drinking is involved with this

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Speaker 1: Fort Pierce hang. I'm guessing, but there's Yeah, people don't drink,

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Speaker 1: there's nowhere to just go and hang with.

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Speaker 2: I think there's more to that than just the hang.

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Speaker 2: I think it's about a community when I think we

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Speaker 2: all are searching to revisit our high school experience in

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Speaker 2: that there's like a community of people where everybody knows everybody.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. I was just gonna say, not all of them

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Speaker 2: No, you just don't realize you want it so bad.

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Speaker 2: That's why you're having a baby, because you want a

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Speaker 2: community of people. You see. You just want to say

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Speaker 2: people again and again. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: Babies do bring community, right, Yes, yeah, babies do. Like

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Speaker 1: you meet new people through having a baby school, You're

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Speaker 1: going to send them to school, and you're going to

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Speaker 1: meet parents through that. You'll like make friends through a baby.

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Speaker 1: Babies do bring community. It also brings isolation. Let's not

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Speaker 1: forget that.

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Speaker 4: Well, the main desire is just is to like redo

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Speaker 4: my family and just like have it the way I

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Speaker 4: want it, Yeah, not the way I was forced to

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Speaker 4: have it.

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Speaker 1: God, if my parents die, I will get pregnant, like

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Speaker 1: over like at my dad's funeral. I don't because I

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Speaker 1: think that's why I don't have kids, is because or

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Speaker 1: love them so much. I don't need to. I don't

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Speaker 1: feel that desire to do that. But I keep thinking

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Speaker 3: Or how does kill yourself before they die?

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Speaker 2: You know what?

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Speaker 2: That's how I feel about it. Going to France. I

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Speaker 2: Well, look that kangaroo out of your window?

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Speaker 4: What is Australia like any like besides the Taylor Swift Show,

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Speaker 3: I would never ever allow that.

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Speaker 2: I was American. I did.

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Speaker 3: What do you mean by that? Like you Australians are

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Speaker 2: Yes, they are. They are because I was climbing this

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Speaker 1: I like someone who would really struggle doing Like I

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Speaker 2: I was not like with a it's not like rock climbing,

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Speaker 1: Scrambling just is it called scrambling because you're just like

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Speaker 2: Scrambling is what I do in my career it's just

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Speaker 2: I can show you. I'll pull up a picture during

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Speaker 2: Yeah, both of those things happened. I felt one time

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Speaker 2: It was so scary because I was standing there trying

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Speaker 3: And I why do this?

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Speaker 3: Leads for America.

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Speaker 2: I did an American flag on the top of the

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Speaker 2: so they get they got there first, and I took

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Speaker 1: Yeah, did did you feel a huge sense of accomplishment?

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Speaker 1: Would you do it again?

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Speaker 2: Like?

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Speaker 1: Was it?

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Speaker 2: No? No, no, it's never worth it. Doing anything is

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Speaker 2: not worthhip.

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Speaker 1: I think, are you being serious? Like it really wasn't

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Speaker 2: Not?

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Speaker 3: Why did you? Why do you continue to do these things?

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Speaker 3: Like still like to do something.

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Speaker 2: There's a certain level of scrambling that I enjoy. That's

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Speaker 2: not death defying that. I'm like, that was fun r

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Speaker 2: I love that. This was like I risked my life

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Speaker 2: than to just comment on a YouTube video. The view

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Speaker 2: was nice. He was right, well, he was so. On

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Speaker 2: the way back down, there are these people who I

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Speaker 2: harder than going back up. You have to remember that

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Speaker 2: going back down is harder.

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Speaker 3: Why because you are like loosed up and you don't.

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Speaker 2: It's easier to climb up because you're just pushing yourself

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Speaker 2: lot of times when you're going down, you can't even

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Speaker 2: see where you can put your foot right. It's like

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Speaker 4: Using your like your arm strength and your leg sturreen

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Speaker 1: You know, what this appeals to me is doing it alone,

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Speaker 1: because I think that's part of hiking and like doing

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Speaker 1: out for stuff that I can't get behind because I'm fast, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: and I want to get through it to say, I

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Speaker 1: was like, that's the only reason I would want to

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Speaker 1: then go home and be like, Okay, now I can

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Speaker 1: really like sleep and lay on the couch a lot

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Speaker 1: because I just did this thing, and I feel like

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Speaker 1: people are slow and I would just want to go fast.

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Speaker 2: I think you would like to. I think you would

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Speaker 2: like some solo too.

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Speaker 1: Okay, But then but what about the rate thing and

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Speaker 1: murder and that batistics.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, if you're going fast, you're much less likely to

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Speaker 2: get raped, you know, I.

446
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Speaker 1: Mean more sunlight like Andrew Huberman, like every clip I

447
00:20:09,480 --> 00:20:12,040
Speaker 1: see of him as talking about sunlight exposure, and you're

448
00:20:12,040 --> 00:20:13,639
Speaker 1: supposed to get up in the morning like with the

449
00:20:13,680 --> 00:20:16,400
Speaker 1: sunrise and like look at it. But then I have

450
00:20:16,520 --> 00:20:19,800
Speaker 1: no idea how to do this without aging my face.

451
00:20:19,880 --> 00:20:23,399
Speaker 1: Because there's also that like every every other clip is

452
00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:26,200
Speaker 1: like you need sunlight exposure, and then it's like SPF

453
00:20:26,240 --> 00:20:29,440
Speaker 1: is important, don't get wrinkles. It's like you're getting mixed messages.

454
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Speaker 1: How are you supposed to get sunlight exposure? Will bestie

455
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Speaker 1: please write me about sunlight exposure? And I hear that

456
00:20:35,720 --> 00:20:38,600
Speaker 1: he says sunlight lamps in your house are not the same.

457
00:20:39,359 --> 00:20:41,040
Speaker 1: So I don't know what to do. But I think

458
00:20:41,080 --> 00:20:44,199
Speaker 1: I mean, you can't and you can't wear sunk Well,

459
00:20:44,240 --> 00:20:45,720
Speaker 1: then you're supposed to stare at the sun.

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Speaker 4: No, we just go outside with just a natural light

461
00:20:49,359 --> 00:20:52,640
Speaker 4: and have your eyes absorb it and like, but.

462
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Speaker 1: You're supposed he says, you're supposed to like bask in it,

463
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Speaker 1: which means like face.

464
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Speaker 3: It and look at it.

465
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Speaker 2: You'd also like vitamin D supplements.

466
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Speaker 1: I do take vitamin DE supplements. But I hear that's

467
00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:04,760
Speaker 1: not enough. I need I need to know do you

468
00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:07,240
Speaker 1: do this now? What do you go sunbathe? Do you

469
00:21:07,280 --> 00:21:09,800
Speaker 1: like sit out in the sun? I don't do it

470
00:21:09,880 --> 00:21:11,440
Speaker 1: now because of malasma?

471
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Speaker 3: Okay, because my.

472
00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:17,000
Speaker 2: Hormones are h That's Trump's wife.

473
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Speaker 3: I hang out with her all the time.

474
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Speaker 4: What your hormones make malasma worse. Well, yeah, during pregnancy,

475
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Speaker 4: So I mean I don't I should. Let's just say

476
00:21:27,320 --> 00:21:31,040
Speaker 4: I should go outside more, even for ten minutes in

477
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Speaker 4: the morning where the sun is not as strong as

478
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Speaker 4: in the afternoon.

479
00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:35,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, I need more of it.

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Speaker 1: If any besti's have any kind of advice on how

481
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Speaker 1: to do this properly or a YouTube video, because I've

482
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Speaker 1: looked into it and it's it's everyone's telling you different things.

483
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Speaker 3: I need some concrete. Here's what you do, Nikki.

484
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Speaker 1: This is the simplest way to do it without aging

485
00:21:49,000 --> 00:21:49,440
Speaker 1: your face.

486
00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:51,520
Speaker 3: I don't. Chris told me that I could just do

487
00:21:51,640 --> 00:21:52,480
Speaker 3: my back and.

488
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:54,679
Speaker 1: Just have a hideous back, and I was laughing so

489
00:21:54,800 --> 00:21:57,440
Speaker 1: hard because he said I could have a hideous back,

490
00:21:57,880 --> 00:22:00,480
Speaker 1: because that is thank you for acknowledge saying that the

491
00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:03,680
Speaker 1: sun will make whatever you have the sun on hideous.

492
00:22:03,800 --> 00:22:05,320
Speaker 3: Okay, we gotta go to break. I'll be right back

493
00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:05,720
Speaker 3: for this.

494
00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:14,200
Speaker 1: Yeah. I need more sunlight exposure, I guess. And I've

495
00:22:14,240 --> 00:22:16,919
Speaker 1: just been I've been feeling pretty down recently, and so

496
00:22:17,000 --> 00:22:22,840
Speaker 1: I've been obsessively watching these YouTube videos of this girl

497
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Speaker 1: that I've already talked about. Her name is Hannah Yuri

498
00:22:25,440 --> 00:22:30,760
Speaker 1: or something, and she does trauma informed yoga or trauma

499
00:22:30,920 --> 00:22:32,159
Speaker 1: yeah something, trauma informed you.

500
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Speaker 3: I don't even know what it is.

501
00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,960
Speaker 1: Someone a bestie or someone wrote to me recently being like,

502
00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:38,080
Speaker 1: I'm so depressed. I don't know what to do anymore,

503
00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:41,000
Speaker 1: Like I can't handle this, And I was like, all

504
00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:43,080
Speaker 1: I know that makes me feel better is watching this

505
00:22:43,160 --> 00:22:46,199
Speaker 1: girl speak gently to me. And you don't even do

506
00:22:46,320 --> 00:22:49,879
Speaker 1: the yoga she's describing. You just listen to it, and

507
00:22:49,960 --> 00:22:53,679
Speaker 1: it feels so calming and so soothing. I literally listened

508
00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:56,800
Speaker 1: to like five hours of this girl a week, and

509
00:22:57,160 --> 00:23:00,280
Speaker 1: she has one that's like for the hips, and she

510
00:23:00,480 --> 00:23:05,640
Speaker 1: talks like this, and everything is her teets, like she'll write,

511
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:11,360
Speaker 1: she'll say like it the like guitar uh light ting,

512
00:23:11,600 --> 00:23:15,199
Speaker 1: like everything that she says is enunciated so perfectly. I'm

513
00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:18,600
Speaker 1: obsessed with her voice. I can't recommend it enough. I

514
00:23:18,680 --> 00:23:22,320
Speaker 1: am so obsessed with it. It's it's truly my life recently.

515
00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:24,080
Speaker 1: Did you just watching this I watch the video? Or

516
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Speaker 1: do you do the yoga along with her?

517
00:23:25,480 --> 00:23:25,560
Speaker 2: No?

518
00:23:25,720 --> 00:23:27,959
Speaker 1: I just put it next to my head and I

519
00:23:28,000 --> 00:23:30,480
Speaker 1: put on my sleep mask and I listen. I do

520
00:23:30,520 --> 00:23:32,560
Speaker 1: not do any of it but you could do it

521
00:23:32,600 --> 00:23:35,160
Speaker 1: and it would be amazing. And the comments underneath the ones,

522
00:23:35,640 --> 00:23:39,080
Speaker 1: so it's called trauma in formed yoga hips releasing stored trauma,

523
00:23:39,119 --> 00:23:41,359
Speaker 1: and all the comments are like, I cried so much,

524
00:23:41,600 --> 00:23:42,960
Speaker 1: I release so much stress.

525
00:23:43,080 --> 00:23:44,119
Speaker 3: I have released so much stress.

526
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Speaker 1: Like people are like giving her donations because they can't

527
00:23:47,480 --> 00:23:50,399
Speaker 1: they can't believe how much this released so much stuff

528
00:23:50,400 --> 00:23:51,800
Speaker 1: for them. I don't cry when I listen to these

529
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:54,239
Speaker 1: because I'm not doing the exercises. But her voice is

530
00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:57,840
Speaker 1: just so fucking soothing. It's Hannah h A n n

531
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Speaker 1: a h y I are I you are I you?

532
00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:06,560
Speaker 1: I are I euri eerie trauma informed yoga teacher. It's

533
00:24:06,600 --> 00:24:10,080
Speaker 1: so gentle and soothing. I can't even It's so nurturing.

534
00:24:10,119 --> 00:24:11,720
Speaker 1: I don't know what I would do without it right now,

535
00:24:11,760 --> 00:24:17,520
Speaker 1: Like I am like obsessed with it because I'm just like, man,

536
00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:19,160
Speaker 1: that's life has been hard.

537
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:21,680
Speaker 2: The more that I hear about stuff like that, if

538
00:24:21,680 --> 00:24:23,960
Speaker 2: it was ten fifteen years ago, I'd be like, that's

539
00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:28,000
Speaker 2: such bullshit, that trauma bullshit yoga bullshit. I would hate that.

540
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:30,480
Speaker 2: But the more I live, the more I realize that

541
00:24:30,520 --> 00:24:33,680
Speaker 2: stuff like that works, and uh, especially if it works

542
00:24:33,720 --> 00:24:36,439
Speaker 2: for you. It's like a it's great. Yeah, I actually

543
00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:37,720
Speaker 2: believe that it works.

544
00:24:38,000 --> 00:24:42,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, because well no, no, Brian, because you know all

545
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:47,200
Speaker 1: about how like stress stories in the body score, body

546
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:49,199
Speaker 1: keeps the score, and like all of your pain is

547
00:24:49,240 --> 00:24:55,720
Speaker 1: pretty much just like your brain's anguish redirecting things that

548
00:24:55,800 --> 00:24:59,600
Speaker 1: it can't handle from your childhood or from whatever. It

549
00:24:59,640 --> 00:25:02,639
Speaker 1: doesn't have to be that traumatic, but it's just like

550
00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:03,680
Speaker 1: rerouting it to.

551
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:08,119
Speaker 3: Weak parts of your body. Then it like beats the

552
00:25:08,119 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 3: fuck out of those nerves.

553
00:25:09,480 --> 00:25:12,440
Speaker 1: But it's like your brain doing it, and it's all, yeah,

554
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,120
Speaker 1: it's all connected. When did you realize that and was it?

555
00:25:15,200 --> 00:25:18,199
Speaker 1: Did it take you a while to like believe it?

556
00:25:18,240 --> 00:25:20,080
Speaker 2: Well, it's just you know, all the things that I've

557
00:25:20,160 --> 00:25:22,800
Speaker 2: gone through in terms of like a chronic pain, the

558
00:25:22,880 --> 00:25:26,800
Speaker 2: things that actually cured it were generally mental, and it

559
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:28,440
Speaker 2: takes you a while to get to that point where

560
00:25:28,440 --> 00:25:32,639
Speaker 2: you accept that as your fate. And I know people

561
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,960
Speaker 2: who have not accepted that as their fate, and they

562
00:25:35,000 --> 00:25:38,600
Speaker 2: resist and they just struggle and suffer when the answers

563
00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:39,560
Speaker 2: are right before them.

564
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Speaker 1: Well, I have to say that one of our friends

565
00:25:43,280 --> 00:25:48,600
Speaker 1: who was experiencing horrible back pain, remember, oh, I remembered, Yeah,

566
00:25:48,640 --> 00:25:53,480
Speaker 1: well he got surgery and now it's no, it's fine. Yeah,

567
00:25:54,320 --> 00:25:57,080
Speaker 1: six months, Yeah, I know it'll come back because it

568
00:25:57,240 --> 00:25:59,840
Speaker 1: again is mental because.

569
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:03,960
Speaker 2: He's believe but he's not great. Uh So you get

570
00:26:03,960 --> 00:26:06,480
Speaker 2: the surgery and then you're right. The placebo happens and

571
00:26:06,480 --> 00:26:08,000
Speaker 2: you feel like, oh my god, that did fix it.

572
00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:10,680
Speaker 2: And then eight months later another stressful One.

573
00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:13,520
Speaker 1: Months later, you start working on f Boy Island three

574
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:17,480
Speaker 1: and you get stressed out again because.

575
00:26:17,200 --> 00:26:22,920
Speaker 2: I told under no circumstances, why would he listen to you?

576
00:26:23,480 --> 00:26:25,000
Speaker 2: I don't know, because I was so adamant.

577
00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:28,560
Speaker 3: I know it was constriction. He was out of options.

578
00:26:28,680 --> 00:26:30,800
Speaker 3: It no, although he didn't know. I know he wasn't.

579
00:26:30,840 --> 00:26:31,480
Speaker 3: I sent him the.

580
00:26:31,400 --> 00:26:33,399
Speaker 1: Book Healing Back Pain, but he would have read it

581
00:26:33,440 --> 00:26:35,520
Speaker 1: because people just don't want to believe it's in their head.

582
00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:36,720
Speaker 3: They want to believe.

583
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:43,600
Speaker 1: Staring don't cheering every head because I mean, I can't believe.

584
00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:47,800
Speaker 1: My whole family, my mom, my dad, my sister, my

585
00:26:47,920 --> 00:26:50,879
Speaker 1: brother in law, none of them have ever been to

586
00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:56,639
Speaker 1: therapy ever. It is so fucking wild me. The other night,

587
00:26:56,680 --> 00:26:58,679
Speaker 1: I was like, you guys have never.

588
00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:04,240
Speaker 3: Gone, Like, how how do you think? You are just fine?

589
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:07,120
Speaker 3: Like how how why do you go to the doctor? Then?

590
00:27:07,520 --> 00:27:09,480
Speaker 3: Why do you work out? Why do you do it?

591
00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:11,560
Speaker 3: Why do you read books to learn more?

592
00:27:11,640 --> 00:27:15,199
Speaker 1: Like do you think that you have all the information

593
00:27:15,280 --> 00:27:19,120
Speaker 1: about yourself it figured out, and that you alone can solve.

594
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:20,760
Speaker 3: It all for yourself? Like I just don't.

595
00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:23,399
Speaker 1: And people go, I don't have the money I've offered

596
00:27:23,440 --> 00:27:25,920
Speaker 1: to pay for them to go. There's just no interest.

597
00:27:26,160 --> 00:27:30,720
Speaker 1: Why because they're scared that it might mean they're they're

598
00:27:31,680 --> 00:27:32,560
Speaker 1: what what is the fear?

599
00:27:32,640 --> 00:27:36,280
Speaker 4: I truly might not understand it. They just don't believe

600
00:27:36,320 --> 00:27:36,840
Speaker 4: in it.

601
00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:39,879
Speaker 3: To not believe, I don't understand a.

602
00:27:39,920 --> 00:27:42,920
Speaker 4: Person that goes to therapy and she's very well adjusted

603
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:46,680
Speaker 4: and wonderful, But everybody else like they just don't understand it.

604
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:48,919
Speaker 2: What am I going to talk to somebody for forty

605
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:50,800
Speaker 2: minutes and pay them two hundred dollars?

606
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:54,600
Speaker 4: They their opinions, Like they think a therapist just gives opinions.

607
00:27:55,119 --> 00:27:55,919
Speaker 3: That's the that's the.

608
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,000
Speaker 2: Kind of therapyst or people. Some people believe that if

609
00:27:59,000 --> 00:28:01,399
Speaker 2: you go to a therapist, then you're crazy. It's for

610
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:05,800
Speaker 2: crazy people. Yes you're not. I'm not crazy. I'm Where are.

611
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:07,719
Speaker 1: All the people that believe that gonna die, Like I

612
00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:09,360
Speaker 1: know that's like a leftover thing.

613
00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:11,640
Speaker 2: From Wait, you said you don't want them to die.

614
00:28:11,840 --> 00:28:13,159
Speaker 2: You said you don't know what you're gonna do.

615
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:15,760
Speaker 3: No, Okay, that's a baby.

616
00:28:15,880 --> 00:28:17,800
Speaker 1: I want all of them to die, except my parents.

617
00:28:18,240 --> 00:28:21,320
Speaker 1: But not my parents, sorry, not yours, either.

618
00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:22,760
Speaker 2: Anyone that we know or that anyone that we.

619
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:25,800
Speaker 1: Know or besties, anyone that you guys love. But if

620
00:28:25,840 --> 00:28:27,000
Speaker 1: you don't love them, I hope they die.

621
00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:28,840
Speaker 2: Oh that would be so good. I'm on board. That'd

622
00:28:28,880 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 2: be so great.

623
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:33,359
Speaker 1: If everyone else I hope someone dies because it doesn't

624
00:28:33,400 --> 00:28:35,920
Speaker 1: and people go, that's so mean. It's like, well, it's

625
00:28:35,960 --> 00:28:40,200
Speaker 1: gonna happen eventually. Yeah, it's always.

626
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 3: Going to happen. I had man.

627
00:28:42,240 --> 00:28:44,480
Speaker 1: I know I talked about this in my special that's

628
00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:47,560
Speaker 1: not released yet, but I truly forget.

629
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:48,640
Speaker 3: I'm gonna die sometimes.

630
00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:50,280
Speaker 1: Sorry I'm not. I don't mean to trigger you, Brian,

631
00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:51,760
Speaker 1: I know you don't like to talk about this. Let's

632
00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:52,400
Speaker 1: change the subject.

633
00:28:53,120 --> 00:28:56,520
Speaker 2: My least favorite thing I know to do it and

634
00:28:56,600 --> 00:28:57,400
Speaker 2: like it.

635
00:28:57,720 --> 00:29:00,440
Speaker 3: I'm not going to remember this morning. I have to die.

636
00:29:00,440 --> 00:29:03,080
Speaker 3: And I really was like, ah, fuck.

637
00:29:03,080 --> 00:29:06,680
Speaker 1: Like yeah, feel like that, just that feeling of like oh,

638
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:08,680
Speaker 1: my God, like I'm not gonna I don't.

639
00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:09,320
Speaker 3: Get to opt out.

640
00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:13,520
Speaker 1: Of this, Like I feel like most decisions, in getting

641
00:29:13,520 --> 00:29:16,920
Speaker 1: married or having kids, like these big life moments, you

642
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:19,200
Speaker 1: get a choice of whether you can do them or not.

643
00:29:19,360 --> 00:29:22,240
Speaker 1: As a woman in the modern world, like that, those

644
00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:24,960
Speaker 1: used to be as imminent as death, Like you're gonna

645
00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:27,240
Speaker 1: have a baby because if you don't want to, we'll

646
00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:29,720
Speaker 1: just rape you and make you keep it, Like there's

647
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:32,840
Speaker 1: there was no choices. I just saw Poor Things last night,

648
00:29:32,880 --> 00:29:35,640
Speaker 1: so I'm filled with like what women were supposed to

649
00:29:35,640 --> 00:29:37,800
Speaker 1: be and what we what were made to be, and

650
00:29:38,160 --> 00:29:42,920
Speaker 1: how suppressed we used to be. But and I can't

651
00:29:42,960 --> 00:29:46,479
Speaker 1: stop seeing images of Emma Stone's bush, which I saw

652
00:29:46,640 --> 00:29:50,280
Speaker 1: upwards of thirty two times in that film just a

653
00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:55,000
Speaker 1: time out for a second, Poor Things. Yeah, Emma Stone

654
00:29:55,120 --> 00:29:57,440
Speaker 1: was amazing, no question about it.

655
00:29:57,600 --> 00:29:58,720
Speaker 3: Amazing performances.

656
00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:05,680
Speaker 1: Uh, Mark Ruffalo so so funny love Robby was so

657
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 1: good in his like Break for Me.

658
00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:10,440
Speaker 3: I've seen you know, obviously he had the show, his

659
00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:11,480
Speaker 3: show Rommy, but.

660
00:30:11,680 --> 00:30:12,520
Speaker 2: His oh was.

661
00:30:14,800 --> 00:30:17,640
Speaker 1: He Yeuh? He was so good in it as well.

662
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:20,040
Speaker 1: All the performance is great. Did I care for it?

663
00:30:22,160 --> 00:30:23,880
Speaker 1: My mom and I almost walked out a couple of times,

664
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Speaker 1: and it got to the point where I was like,

665
00:30:25,400 --> 00:30:27,160
Speaker 1: is it gonna be? I go, mom, should we should

666
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,120
Speaker 1: walk out? Because this is funnier if we walk out

667
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,280
Speaker 1: than if we finish it. Like I don't, I literally

668
00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 1: don't care about how this ends. I'm not invested in this.

669
00:30:34,480 --> 00:30:37,000
Speaker 1: I got a little invested about ten minutes. There was

670
00:30:37,040 --> 00:30:39,840
Speaker 1: ten minutes left. It's it's two hours and twenty one

671
00:30:39,880 --> 00:30:40,440
Speaker 1: minutes long.

672
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:41,200
Speaker 3: Too long?

673
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:42,320
Speaker 2: Too long?

674
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:46,200
Speaker 3: Why do they do that? Anyone killer?

675
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:49,200
Speaker 2: Only thirty views of the bush?

676
00:30:50,320 --> 00:30:56,760
Speaker 1: Dude, there is no tell me the difference poor things.

677
00:30:56,840 --> 00:31:01,080
Speaker 1: Please someone who's seen poor things. I want you exactly

678
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 1: tell me the difference between what we saw Emma Stone

679
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: do and what porn porn pornography pornographic actresses do.

680
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:10,520
Speaker 3: Tell me, tell me the difference.

681
00:31:10,600 --> 00:31:13,840
Speaker 2: I'll tell the difference. How much they're getting paid exactly.

682
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:18,080
Speaker 1: Okay, and one is scripted and the other is also

683
00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:18,840
Speaker 1: if they're.

684
00:31:18,600 --> 00:31:20,640
Speaker 3: Both acting, yeah, they're both.

685
00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:26,160
Speaker 1: And you could say, yeah, you could say they don't

686
00:31:26,160 --> 00:31:29,200
Speaker 1: have the stuff that Emma Stone is doing is art.

687
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:31,960
Speaker 1: But why and because no one's gonna jerk off to it?

688
00:31:32,200 --> 00:31:36,479
Speaker 1: I I beg yes they will, Yes, they will there's

689
00:31:36,760 --> 00:31:40,000
Speaker 1: so many sex scenes in this there's so many dicks,

690
00:31:40,440 --> 00:31:43,520
Speaker 1: there's so many. You see her bush, you see her tits,

691
00:31:43,560 --> 00:31:45,880
Speaker 1: you see her ask, you see everything. You see her

692
00:31:45,880 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 1: getting railed in every different way.

693
00:31:49,320 --> 00:31:50,880
Speaker 2: Stone movies when she's not naked.

694
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:54,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, I just know this is no shade because, as

695
00:31:54,320 --> 00:31:56,640
Speaker 1: you know, I love porn actresses, and I feel like

696
00:31:56,640 --> 00:32:01,680
Speaker 1: they should be able to float seamlessly between Hollywood and

697
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:03,400
Speaker 1: Bollywood and pornography.

698
00:32:03,440 --> 00:32:04,360
Speaker 3: I want them to do it all.

699
00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:10,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, but I don't understand why this is different, because

700
00:32:10,920 --> 00:32:12,040
Speaker 1: why it's art.

701
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:17,400
Speaker 2: But I'm watching Euphoria, which is an incredible show. I

702
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:21,200
Speaker 2: can't believe I'm so late to the game. I just

703
00:32:21,240 --> 00:32:24,040
Speaker 2: finished the first season of Euphoria. I had watched a

704
00:32:24,040 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 2: few episodes. Oh my god, the writing so good. But

705
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:33,160
Speaker 2: there is a lot of naked uh who they're playing teenagers.

706
00:32:33,320 --> 00:32:35,440
Speaker 2: They're not teenagers in real life, but they're playing teenagers.

707
00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:37,680
Speaker 2: And there's a lot of nudity in Euphoria. I think

708
00:32:37,720 --> 00:32:40,200
Speaker 2: it's a thing these days. You gotta if you know,

709
00:32:40,440 --> 00:32:44,000
Speaker 2: people don't. The actresses of today don't seem to care

710
00:32:44,000 --> 00:32:46,960
Speaker 2: as much about just being full nude in a show

711
00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:49,719
Speaker 2: or movie. That's just what I'm viewing from euphoria and

712
00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:52,440
Speaker 2: from what you're describing core things, because I remember like

713
00:32:52,520 --> 00:32:56,000
Speaker 2: in the nineties. In the nineties, if an actress show

714
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,600
Speaker 2: ripped her tits out, it was like on the Entertainment Tonight.

715
00:32:59,560 --> 00:33:02,200
Speaker 1: And it would be it would kind of like define

716
00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:05,200
Speaker 1: her career for so long, like that's all people would

717
00:33:05,240 --> 00:33:09,560
Speaker 1: kind of talk about. I mean, Sharon Stone in whatever

718
00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:11,640
Speaker 1: that one is where she uncrosses her legs, do you

719
00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:14,400
Speaker 1: see pussy or is it just implied like I don't

720
00:33:15,840 --> 00:33:20,080
Speaker 1: in that one you see lips? Because I don't think

721
00:33:20,120 --> 00:33:23,720
Speaker 1: you do. Yet everyone assumes that that she just showed.

722
00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:29,920
Speaker 2: Full push yeah, implication of puss. That got the country

723
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:30,600
Speaker 2: all horned up.

724
00:33:30,960 --> 00:33:33,760
Speaker 1: I'm feeling bad for saying blowjob on stage in front

725
00:33:33,760 --> 00:33:36,000
Speaker 1: of kids, and I'm being treated like I can't believe

726
00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,280
Speaker 1: you did that. Yet Emma Stone is having sex in

727
00:33:38,400 --> 00:33:43,480
Speaker 1: every different position completely nude, which no no judgment from me,

728
00:33:43,600 --> 00:33:46,200
Speaker 1: Like it's fine. I just don't understand the different Why.

729
00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:50,480
Speaker 2: We shame then probably? Yeah?

730
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:54,720
Speaker 1: Whereas like I, people act like I can't be around

731
00:33:54,760 --> 00:33:57,120
Speaker 1: their kids because of the content of which I speak

732
00:33:57,160 --> 00:33:59,400
Speaker 1: on stage in a safe space where only adults are

733
00:33:59,440 --> 00:34:02,680
Speaker 1: there but Emma Stone gets to be on like have

734
00:34:02,920 --> 00:34:06,520
Speaker 1: you know cover girl commercials like she is. She gets

735
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:08,160
Speaker 1: to be on any commercial she wants. She can be

736
00:34:08,200 --> 00:34:09,480
Speaker 1: on any network she can do.

737
00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:13,040
Speaker 3: She can. I can't. They won't let me on CBS anymore, ABC.

738
00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:15,040
Speaker 1: These are family networks, and it's not like they won't

739
00:34:15,120 --> 00:34:16,840
Speaker 1: let me on, but it's it's harder for me to

740
00:34:16,840 --> 00:34:18,640
Speaker 1: get on those places because of the content of what

741
00:34:18,680 --> 00:34:20,839
Speaker 1: I do. Yet she gets to do this film and

742
00:34:20,920 --> 00:34:23,040
Speaker 1: still work. I just don't. Not that I don't want

743
00:34:23,160 --> 00:34:25,719
Speaker 1: her to work. I just want I you know, the

744
00:34:25,760 --> 00:34:28,160
Speaker 1: porn star that I were a Carter Cruz who I

745
00:34:28,200 --> 00:34:32,280
Speaker 1: worked with on the Burt Chreisler tour, she wasn't allowed

746
00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:35,840
Speaker 1: to do their Daytona or their dayton Ohio date because

747
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:38,319
Speaker 1: the venue owner found out that she was a porn

748
00:34:38,320 --> 00:34:39,279
Speaker 1: star and she was.

749
00:34:39,320 --> 00:34:41,120
Speaker 3: She wasn't doing porn in the show, She was just

750
00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:41,680
Speaker 3: being a DJ.

751
00:34:42,000 --> 00:34:45,880
Speaker 1: So why are some people forbidden from having sex on

752
00:34:45,960 --> 00:34:49,880
Speaker 1: screen and it makes them a uh you know, they

753
00:34:49,920 --> 00:34:51,799
Speaker 1: have to wear a scarlet letter and a pariah, but

754
00:34:51,840 --> 00:34:55,359
Speaker 1: then others are like upheld for it.

755
00:34:55,800 --> 00:34:56,319
Speaker 3: I just don't.

756
00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:57,840
Speaker 1: I just don't get it. I was watching this and

757
00:34:57,840 --> 00:35:00,680
Speaker 1: my mom and I were just like, enough, we get it.

758
00:35:00,760 --> 00:35:03,279
Speaker 1: She's a prostitute and she has to have sex with

759
00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:06,720
Speaker 1: a bunch of different guys. It just it doesn't feel

760
00:35:06,760 --> 00:35:09,640
Speaker 1: like we needed to see it. It felt gratuitous. But

761
00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:12,840
Speaker 1: because it's like this film that's shot with a fish

762
00:35:12,880 --> 00:35:16,680
Speaker 1: eyelands and has all these wacky colors and William Willem

763
00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:19,239
Speaker 1: Dafoe is in it, it's suddenly art, Like I just

764
00:35:19,280 --> 00:35:19,799
Speaker 1: don't get it.

765
00:35:19,840 --> 00:35:23,040
Speaker 2: What's Dafoe is in it? It's art Spider Man, Green Goblin.

766
00:35:23,160 --> 00:35:23,759
Speaker 3: But then porn.

767
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,319
Speaker 1: If you watch porn, you're like a horrible person and

768
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:28,239
Speaker 1: you have to hide it from everyone that you saw it.

769
00:35:28,239 --> 00:35:30,000
Speaker 3: But like, you know four things, you're like.

770
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:35,279
Speaker 1: A you're I was driving through Texas philistine. I don't

771
00:35:35,280 --> 00:35:37,440
Speaker 1: know what that word means, but yes, uh.

772
00:35:37,480 --> 00:35:40,160
Speaker 2: And it was one of the worst roads I've ever

773
00:35:40,239 --> 00:35:43,600
Speaker 2: driven down. It was in south western Texas. It was

774
00:35:43,640 --> 00:35:46,239
Speaker 2: close to the border. I drove through a town that

775
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:49,360
Speaker 2: looked like it was like designed to look like a

776
00:35:49,400 --> 00:35:54,520
Speaker 2: shitty town. And in this town there was a drive

777
00:35:54,880 --> 00:35:58,799
Speaker 2: a drive in movie theater. You know, like everyone knows

778
00:35:58,800 --> 00:36:01,640
Speaker 2: what that is. I drive you with that showed porn?

779
00:36:02,920 --> 00:36:06,920
Speaker 2: Oh wow? It showed porn and the screen was the

780
00:36:06,960 --> 00:36:09,240
Speaker 2: back of the screen was facing the roads. You couldn't

781
00:36:09,239 --> 00:36:11,919
Speaker 2: like see the screen, but it was showing porn. That's

782
00:36:11,920 --> 00:36:18,320
Speaker 2: how crazy. Yes, it was showing porn. It was because

783
00:36:18,360 --> 00:36:20,640
Speaker 2: it said what movies are showing and it showed ads

784
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 2: and it said XXX drive in movie theater. We took

785
00:36:24,040 --> 00:36:25,879
Speaker 2: pictures of it. This is two years ago.

786
00:36:26,360 --> 00:36:32,200
Speaker 1: I don't mind that, but it's I mean, there's theaters

787
00:36:32,200 --> 00:36:34,799
Speaker 1: you could go to and jerk off in weren't Why

788
00:36:34,840 --> 00:36:40,040
Speaker 1: not have an outdoor one, right? Yeah, and you're in

789
00:36:40,040 --> 00:36:40,400
Speaker 1: your own car.

790
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,000
Speaker 3: I can't actually disturb anyone.

791
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:45,319
Speaker 1: This for a second, speaking of like disturbing people around you.

792
00:36:45,640 --> 00:36:48,799
Speaker 1: So during the movie, I am texting Anya about how

793
00:36:48,960 --> 00:36:51,120
Speaker 1: I don't really I'm not really sold on it, and

794
00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:53,440
Speaker 1: I think it's like trying too hard to be kind

795
00:36:53,480 --> 00:36:56,400
Speaker 1: of c and artsy, but also I'm maybe missing the points,

796
00:36:56,480 --> 00:36:58,240
Speaker 1: much like I did it with May December.

797
00:36:58,280 --> 00:37:03,040
Speaker 3: I was totally off about that one, like so poor things.

798
00:37:03,360 --> 00:37:05,600
Speaker 3: It's not bad, but is it is?

799
00:37:06,080 --> 00:37:11,399
Speaker 1: It's what I recommend someone see it, sure, yeah, because

800
00:37:11,400 --> 00:37:12,920
Speaker 1: I just want to talk to someone about it. I

801
00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:15,000
Speaker 1: think there were good things about it. I give it

802
00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:18,480
Speaker 1: a b plus, but I'm not. It wasn't anywhere close

803
00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:20,759
Speaker 1: to being something of like my favorite movie but the.

804
00:37:22,480 --> 00:37:26,040
Speaker 3: And Will and Dafoe in that movie. Once you see it, Busties.

805
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:28,560
Speaker 1: That's how I look in the mirror to myself.

806
00:37:28,800 --> 00:37:30,480
Speaker 3: I said it to my mom. He appeared on screaming,

807
00:37:30,920 --> 00:37:33,120
Speaker 3: that's what I think I look like. And she laughed so.

808
00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:36,480
Speaker 1: Hard because it's like it's just he's like fording it

809
00:37:36,600 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 1: signed together, and I really do, and I feel like

810
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:41,880
Speaker 1: I do have like a structured face, but I feel

811
00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:44,359
Speaker 1: like that grotesque most days when I wake up. And

812
00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:46,759
Speaker 1: it was just a very clear indication of exactly how

813
00:37:46,760 --> 00:37:47,399
Speaker 1: I feel I look.

814
00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:51,040
Speaker 3: But okay, so I'm texting Anya.

815
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:53,080
Speaker 1: I'll just read to you what I texted because I

816
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,160
Speaker 1: want you to get the full idea of what happened here,

817
00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:55,600
Speaker 1: and I.

818
00:37:55,520 --> 00:37:57,360
Speaker 3: Want to get your opinion on it. Okay.

819
00:37:57,880 --> 00:38:05,040
Speaker 1: So okay, Oh we got into it about God. We

820
00:38:05,080 --> 00:38:08,560
Speaker 1: got okay. So I said, have you seen poor things?

821
00:38:08,560 --> 00:38:10,279
Speaker 1: She said not yet, but want too? I said, I

822
00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:10,680
Speaker 1: hate it.

823
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:13,080
Speaker 3: Okay. This is what time was this? Eight oh six?

824
00:38:13,480 --> 00:38:16,320
Speaker 1: So this was only twenty minutes in Okay, that wasn't

825
00:38:16,320 --> 00:38:18,320
Speaker 1: fair to say I need minutes.

826
00:38:18,400 --> 00:38:19,239
Speaker 3: This is twenty minutes.

827
00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:21,960
Speaker 1: This is maybe fifteen minutes in because it started its

828
00:38:22,120 --> 00:38:24,920
Speaker 1: no actually, sorry, this was an hour in. This was

829
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:27,440
Speaker 1: an hour and five minutes in. Okay, I'm mistake. This

830
00:38:27,480 --> 00:38:29,640
Speaker 1: movie started six forty five. That was at eight oh six.

831
00:38:30,120 --> 00:38:32,359
Speaker 1: And you know you got to count for previous. She said,

832
00:38:32,400 --> 00:38:35,399
Speaker 1: ha ha really. Maria said, it's trying to be too weird.

833
00:38:35,440 --> 00:38:37,359
Speaker 1: I said, it's just trying to be so cool. She said,

834
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:38,240
Speaker 1: should I skip?

835
00:38:38,280 --> 00:38:38,440
Speaker 2: It?

836
00:38:38,480 --> 00:38:40,200
Speaker 3: Is Emma any good? I said, I want to hear

837
00:38:40,200 --> 00:38:42,560
Speaker 3: what you think. She's really good, but it's just annoying.

838
00:38:42,800 --> 00:38:43,759
Speaker 3: My mom hates it too.

839
00:38:44,040 --> 00:38:46,960
Speaker 1: We want to walk out, and she goes, lool, you're

840
00:38:46,960 --> 00:38:49,880
Speaker 1: in a theater, Nikki exclamation mark, ha ha ha ha ha.

841
00:38:50,000 --> 00:38:52,520
Speaker 1: And I said, and I know what that's about, because

842
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:54,960
Speaker 1: Anya does not like when people have their phones out

843
00:38:54,960 --> 00:38:56,080
Speaker 1: in theaters.

844
00:38:55,920 --> 00:38:59,480
Speaker 3: Which who does. That's a very obnoxious thing to do.

845
00:39:00,000 --> 00:39:03,360
Speaker 1: But can I just say, I said, yeah, my phone

846
00:39:03,480 --> 00:39:05,839
Speaker 1: is nearly dark, okay. I turned down the brightness all

847
00:39:05,880 --> 00:39:09,640
Speaker 1: the way down. It's I said, it's literally disturbing no one.

848
00:39:10,120 --> 00:39:12,400
Speaker 1: The man coughing behind me is way worse. There's this

849
00:39:12,440 --> 00:39:17,319
Speaker 1: man going wow every two minutes. He would like clear

850
00:39:17,400 --> 00:39:19,839
Speaker 1: his throat with this really guttural cough that you could

851
00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:22,400
Speaker 1: tell he was struggling and holding it in most of

852
00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:24,120
Speaker 1: the time. He wanted to do it way more often

853
00:39:24,120 --> 00:39:25,839
Speaker 1: than he was, so when it did happen, it would

854
00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:29,600
Speaker 1: just sound like Mount Vesuvius. It was horrible. I said,

855
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:32,040
Speaker 1: I'm gonna row by myself, just with my mom. No

856
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:34,000
Speaker 1: one can see me. My mom doesn't care about all.

857
00:39:34,080 --> 00:39:36,640
Speaker 1: My mom was literally sleeping. She fell asleep during it,

858
00:39:37,080 --> 00:39:40,160
Speaker 1: and I said, that's a dumb rule, and then she

859
00:39:40,320 --> 00:39:43,280
Speaker 1: just thumbs down. The man coughing behind me is way worse.

860
00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:46,719
Speaker 1: Do you think it is? It is out of line

861
00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:48,200
Speaker 1: for me to turn on my phone all the way.

862
00:39:48,239 --> 00:39:50,879
Speaker 1: There's no one in my row. I'm keeping it very low,

863
00:39:50,960 --> 00:39:53,200
Speaker 1: so literally, and there's no one in front of me either.

864
00:39:53,280 --> 00:39:55,799
Speaker 1: There's only people behind me, but they cannot see my

865
00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:58,960
Speaker 1: phone because it is so low and I'm holding it

866
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:01,960
Speaker 1: down by my waist looking into it. No one can

867
00:40:02,360 --> 00:40:04,920
Speaker 1: I don't think any there's no way anyone can see.

868
00:40:05,200 --> 00:40:06,879
Speaker 3: If you know me, I'm not someone who.

869
00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:11,120
Speaker 1: Does anything to be obnoxious around other people, aside from

870
00:40:11,719 --> 00:40:13,919
Speaker 1: talking openly about blowjobs on stage in front of kids,

871
00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:16,200
Speaker 1: which I was horrified by when I realized I was

872
00:40:16,200 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 1: doing it.

873
00:40:17,600 --> 00:40:18,440
Speaker 3: I really don't like.

874
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:22,239
Speaker 1: To be like, look at me talking loudly, brightness on

875
00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,720
Speaker 1: my phone, Like I'm so aware of how other people

876
00:40:25,719 --> 00:40:28,040
Speaker 1: are are around me. Do you think it's out of line?

877
00:40:28,239 --> 00:40:33,200
Speaker 1: And why do we have to treat the movies so delicately?

878
00:40:33,480 --> 00:40:38,279
Speaker 1: It's the movies you can't like, why is it okay

879
00:40:38,320 --> 00:40:40,640
Speaker 1: to open your phone on a plane that is totally

880
00:40:40,680 --> 00:40:41,640
Speaker 1: dark in the middle of the night.

881
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:44,680
Speaker 3: Why is that not like shunned upon? But in the movies.

882
00:40:45,000 --> 00:40:46,279
Speaker 3: This is the cinema.

883
00:40:46,520 --> 00:40:49,680
Speaker 1: People of this, you know, like, why is it so

884
00:40:49,920 --> 00:40:51,480
Speaker 1: protected at the movies?

885
00:40:52,800 --> 00:40:53,319
Speaker 3: What do you think?

886
00:40:53,360 --> 00:40:56,239
Speaker 2: Well, because you go there for an experience. I think

887
00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:57,920
Speaker 2: one of the reasons why you go to a movie

888
00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:00,799
Speaker 2: is so completely enrapped in the movie. You have a

889
00:41:00,840 --> 00:41:03,959
Speaker 2: giant screen, you have surround sound, it's dark. I'm also

890
00:41:04,000 --> 00:41:07,359
Speaker 2: experiencing with other people, and unlike when you're at home,

891
00:41:07,400 --> 00:41:09,719
Speaker 2: you generally can't just get up and walk around and

892
00:41:09,719 --> 00:41:11,240
Speaker 2: then come back to watch the movie.

893
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:12,520
Speaker 3: Oh, I was dying to do that.

894
00:41:12,600 --> 00:41:14,400
Speaker 1: I wanted to press stop on it to see how

895
00:41:14,440 --> 00:41:18,680
Speaker 1: much longer it had in it so many times, so many.

896
00:41:18,480 --> 00:41:20,200
Speaker 2: Times I think if you want to do that. If

897
00:41:20,239 --> 00:41:22,480
Speaker 2: you want to text or talk or cough like Mount

898
00:41:22,560 --> 00:41:24,680
Speaker 2: Vesuvius during a film, you should just watch it at

899
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:27,359
Speaker 2: home because these days you can pretty much, and going

900
00:41:27,360 --> 00:41:29,840
Speaker 2: to the movie should be a special experience where you're like,

901
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,880
Speaker 2: you wouldn't do that, say, at a live performance of something.

902
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:35,120
Speaker 2: I think it's a similar experience.

903
00:41:34,600 --> 00:41:38,800
Speaker 1: You I would if no one, then I'm only disturbing myself.

904
00:41:39,080 --> 00:41:40,920
Speaker 3: Literally, no one, but you don't do it. If I

905
00:41:40,960 --> 00:41:43,000
Speaker 3: was at a full row, yes I did know, because I.

906
00:41:43,040 --> 00:41:45,000
Speaker 2: Might be people behind you who were like, I can

907
00:41:45,080 --> 00:41:46,280
Speaker 2: see that light and it's bothering.

908
00:41:46,520 --> 00:41:48,799
Speaker 1: No way they could, because I was holding it down

909
00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:50,960
Speaker 1: by my waist. I know what physics are, and I

910
00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:53,880
Speaker 1: know like the angle at which people can see things.

911
00:41:54,200 --> 00:41:56,480
Speaker 3: There's no way they could the calculations.

912
00:41:56,719 --> 00:41:59,239
Speaker 1: No, but like I can kind of surmise. There was

913
00:41:59,280 --> 00:42:00,640
Speaker 1: no one in my room, so if there was someone

914
00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:02,400
Speaker 1: next to me, I absolutely wouldn't have done it, or

915
00:42:02,440 --> 00:42:04,600
Speaker 1: I would have put it inside my purse and like

916
00:42:04,719 --> 00:42:06,320
Speaker 1: created a little referee.

917
00:42:06,440 --> 00:42:08,880
Speaker 2: I think we should do Mythbus Tunnel. There should be

918
00:42:08,880 --> 00:42:11,080
Speaker 2: a MythBusters episode about this, where we got Nikki in

919
00:42:11,120 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 2: a theater with some phone.

920
00:42:13,000 --> 00:42:16,200
Speaker 1: My phone, even at full brightness where you could see

921
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:20,240
Speaker 1: it is not as annoying as people opening their bags

922
00:42:20,239 --> 00:42:22,719
Speaker 1: of skinny pop popcorn, because this pop this place does

923
00:42:22,760 --> 00:42:24,520
Speaker 1: not pop their own popcorn. They just sell you bags

924
00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:27,960
Speaker 1: of skinny pop. And people are opening those and I know,

925
00:42:28,040 --> 00:42:31,480
Speaker 1: and shoving in their mouths and chewing loudly and like

926
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:32,719
Speaker 1: that's annoying too.

927
00:42:33,080 --> 00:42:36,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, it's all annoying. So I just I was

928
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:37,359
Speaker 2: watching a movie.

929
00:42:37,360 --> 00:42:39,879
Speaker 1: Once I offended that she thought I was like someone

930
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:43,359
Speaker 1: who would like purposely or just like I don't care

931
00:42:43,360 --> 00:42:46,719
Speaker 1: about other people's experience. It was literally bothering no one.

932
00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:50,719
Speaker 2: There's no way everyone's existence is bothersome, and there's all

933
00:42:50,719 --> 00:42:52,600
Speaker 2: sorts of things. Doesn't have to be noise or light.

934
00:42:52,640 --> 00:42:55,319
Speaker 2: It could be smell, like sometimes someone whips out a

935
00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:57,319
Speaker 2: disgusting hot dog and it's like, I know that they

936
00:42:57,320 --> 00:42:59,960
Speaker 2: sell those there, but it stinks like pig shit now

937
00:43:00,040 --> 00:43:04,080
Speaker 2: in this whole theater. Yes, I don't want to smell your.

938
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:06,360
Speaker 1: Stench, but I just don't know why these have to

939
00:43:06,360 --> 00:43:09,880
Speaker 1: be such sacred spaces. I'm not I would never really

940
00:43:09,920 --> 00:43:13,760
Speaker 1: truly do something disgusting and annoying if I had a

941
00:43:13,920 --> 00:43:16,640
Speaker 1: chronic cough, I would not be going to the cinema,

942
00:43:16,680 --> 00:43:19,400
Speaker 1: you know, like I'm not someone who would whoever wants

943
00:43:19,400 --> 00:43:21,239
Speaker 1: anyone to be like that girl over there is so

944
00:43:21,440 --> 00:43:24,280
Speaker 1: like I just I keep it, I keep it tight.

945
00:43:24,360 --> 00:43:24,600
Speaker 1: You know.

946
00:43:24,800 --> 00:43:26,640
Speaker 2: There was a lot of time I went to a

947
00:43:26,880 --> 00:43:29,640
Speaker 2: nikki that was that they did not treat it like

948
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,040
Speaker 2: a sacred space, and it was one of the best

949
00:43:32,040 --> 00:43:34,440
Speaker 2: movie experiences I've ever had. I went to go see

950
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 2: The Raid Redemption, which is one of the best like

951
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:42,120
Speaker 2: kung fu salot movies from Indonesia of all time. And

952
00:43:42,200 --> 00:43:45,160
Speaker 2: I went to go see it at a theater that

953
00:43:45,239 --> 00:43:49,879
Speaker 2: was in a predominantly black neighborhood. Yeah, and I mean this,

954
00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:53,240
Speaker 2: there was five standing ovations during this movie.

955
00:43:53,920 --> 00:43:56,000
Speaker 3: My best experience too at King's Plaza.

956
00:43:56,080 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 2: Everyone was yelling at the scrap that's great, Okay.

957
00:44:00,239 --> 00:44:03,200
Speaker 4: So I went with my brother's ex girlfriend and she's

958
00:44:03,239 --> 00:44:07,840
Speaker 4: she was like just like unapologetically loud and obnoxious as is.

959
00:44:08,640 --> 00:44:11,640
Speaker 4: And we went to King's Plaza and it was like

960
00:44:11,760 --> 00:44:15,440
Speaker 4: a predominantly black audience and we saw I think it

961
00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:17,400
Speaker 4: was The Conjuring. It was a movie about like a

962
00:44:18,000 --> 00:44:20,800
Speaker 4: like haunting and every time something would happen with a ghost.

963
00:44:20,800 --> 00:44:23,600
Speaker 4: The whole theater would scream, and then there was fun.

964
00:44:24,200 --> 00:44:27,279
Speaker 4: There was one part where it was like a very

965
00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:31,200
Speaker 4: suspenseful scene and my brother's ex blew her nose and

966
00:44:31,239 --> 00:44:35,360
Speaker 4: it sounded like a giant fart and the whole theater

967
00:44:35,560 --> 00:44:36,360
Speaker 4: just like irrupted.

968
00:44:36,440 --> 00:44:39,160
Speaker 3: It was so fun. That's so fun.

969
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:41,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, my dad and I still talk about when we

970
00:44:41,239 --> 00:44:43,200
Speaker 1: want to see me myself and Irene. I mean, what

971
00:44:43,320 --> 00:44:47,000
Speaker 1: year was at two thousand and three and it was

972
00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:50,280
Speaker 1: at a in a predominantly black neighborhood, and.

973
00:44:50,880 --> 00:44:53,719
Speaker 2: That makes us Is that weird that we're like, really,

974
00:44:53,760 --> 00:44:56,800
Speaker 2: is that like white tourism? Like we I think it's.

975
00:44:56,719 --> 00:44:59,040
Speaker 3: Very commonly known that black people in movie.

976
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:02,240
Speaker 2: Fed it into the black neighborhood to see the movie

977
00:45:02,480 --> 00:45:03,319
Speaker 2: amongst I didn't.

978
00:45:03,360 --> 00:45:04,320
Speaker 3: I didn't say it ventured.

979
00:45:04,360 --> 00:45:07,800
Speaker 2: It's not like I was, like you implied ventured.

980
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:11,799
Speaker 3: Yeah, I almost died much like you on that mountain. No,

981
00:45:11,920 --> 00:45:13,120
Speaker 3: it was just I lived there.

982
00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:16,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think, yeah, we just I was we were

983
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:18,960
Speaker 1: on a mission trip and no, it was just like

984
00:45:19,040 --> 00:45:20,040
Speaker 1: where it was playing.

985
00:45:20,239 --> 00:45:22,439
Speaker 2: Yes, I don't want to sound racist, but I do

986
00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:27,920
Speaker 2: believe that black audiences in comedy are far superior to

987
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:30,400
Speaker 2: white audiences and if I would love, I.

988
00:45:30,400 --> 00:45:33,000
Speaker 3: Wouldn't know there's like two black people per show for me.

989
00:45:33,120 --> 00:45:35,920
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I mean I've been on well I well,

990
00:45:35,920 --> 00:45:38,319
Speaker 2: you just gotta watch watch Like I was watching Chris

991
00:45:38,360 --> 00:45:41,239
Speaker 2: Rock's Bigger and Blacker. I was we watching that. That

992
00:45:41,280 --> 00:45:44,520
Speaker 2: was nineteen ninety nine, that was at the Apollo. And

993
00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:48,080
Speaker 2: he even says the beginning of the show white people

994
00:45:48,280 --> 00:45:52,359
Speaker 2: up top tonight, which is hilarious, and that audience is

995
00:45:52,600 --> 00:45:57,080
Speaker 2: just like having so much fucking fun. Yes, I mean

996
00:45:57,280 --> 00:46:00,359
Speaker 2: that specials maybe top five of all time. I mean

997
00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:03,160
Speaker 2: he just which one was it Bigger and Blacker? Chris

998
00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:05,719
Speaker 2: Bigger and Black where he does gun control? We need

999
00:46:05,760 --> 00:46:09,680
Speaker 2: bullet control that one? Yes, yeah, And I'm just like, man,

1000
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:13,560
Speaker 2: what I mean, how nice must it be to be

1001
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:15,440
Speaker 2: able to perform at the Apollo, to do your special

1002
00:46:15,440 --> 00:46:17,200
Speaker 2: at the Apollo and from an audience that's just that

1003
00:46:17,360 --> 00:46:20,279
Speaker 2: reactive to everything you're doing, whereas I don't think a

1004
00:46:20,320 --> 00:46:22,480
Speaker 2: white audience. Maybe I don't know, is Burt Kurscher's show

1005
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:25,600
Speaker 2: like that? Are they as wild and partying like what?

1006
00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:29,360
Speaker 2: B Kreisher? What's the equivalent? What's the equivalent white crowd

1007
00:46:30,200 --> 00:46:31,759
Speaker 2: having that good at the time.

1008
00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:33,120
Speaker 3: We have to get wasted.

1009
00:46:33,719 --> 00:46:36,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, unfortunately our phone.

1010
00:46:37,200 --> 00:46:38,680
Speaker 3: Yeah what'd you say?

1011
00:46:38,960 --> 00:46:43,359
Speaker 4: I said, Otherwise we're on our phone distracted and kind

1012
00:46:43,360 --> 00:46:44,680
Speaker 4: of just like coughing.

1013
00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:47,080
Speaker 2: There's a lot of coughing and white audiences.

1014
00:46:48,920 --> 00:46:50,680
Speaker 1: And just be holding in your pee because you don't

1015
00:46:50,719 --> 00:46:53,040
Speaker 1: want to be called out. So it's just like people

1016
00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:56,200
Speaker 1: just anxiously thinking about how they have to pee so badly,

1017
00:46:56,600 --> 00:47:00,800
Speaker 1: politely laughing if you look at them, Yeah, it's it's

1018
00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:03,200
Speaker 1: it is, it's we're so we're so uptight.

1019
00:47:03,719 --> 00:47:05,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, I think that's what I get from it.

1020
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:08,680
Speaker 1: But also the laughs that, like my mom and I

1021
00:47:08,680 --> 00:47:10,719
Speaker 1: were laughing. Let me just say the right places in

1022
00:47:10,760 --> 00:47:13,200
Speaker 1: this show, in this movie, because some stuff was really funny,

1023
00:47:13,640 --> 00:47:16,239
Speaker 1: but like it just made me realize how easy it

1024
00:47:16,280 --> 00:47:18,160
Speaker 1: is to make people laugh. Like I think I talked

1025
00:47:18,160 --> 00:47:19,799
Speaker 1: about this before when I went to go see a

1026
00:47:19,840 --> 00:47:22,920
Speaker 1: certain comedy movie and I was just disgusted with my

1027
00:47:23,000 --> 00:47:25,959
Speaker 1: fellow man at how they laughed at every dumb thing.

1028
00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:30,120
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, this is why sitcoms are

1029
00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:33,560
Speaker 1: as cheesy as they are, because it's so easy to

1030
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:34,440
Speaker 1: make people woa.

1031
00:47:34,239 --> 00:47:34,799
Speaker 3: Whoa whoa.

1032
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:38,520
Speaker 2: She just said, oh.

1033
00:47:38,080 --> 00:47:40,080
Speaker 3: Like the classic like he's right behind me, is an.

1034
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:44,080
Speaker 1: I like, whoa, We've never seen that before, Like just

1035
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:46,239
Speaker 1: these these jokes you've seen a million times, and people

1036
00:47:46,239 --> 00:47:49,880
Speaker 1: were it was nice to see people laughing that freely, like, oh,

1037
00:47:49,960 --> 00:47:52,279
Speaker 1: they they're not as cynical, because I guess I am.

1038
00:47:52,360 --> 00:47:53,440
Speaker 3: But there was really.

1039
00:47:53,280 --> 00:47:55,279
Speaker 1: Funny stuff in it, but no one was laughing at

1040
00:47:55,280 --> 00:47:56,680
Speaker 1: the parts of my mom and I were laughing at

1041
00:47:57,080 --> 00:47:58,840
Speaker 1: and I'm not trying to say we're smarter, but I

1042
00:47:58,880 --> 00:48:02,400
Speaker 1: think we were, and all the other parts. I was

1043
00:48:02,480 --> 00:48:05,560
Speaker 1: just like, man, I gotta I gotta like change the

1044
00:48:05,560 --> 00:48:08,120
Speaker 1: way I do comedy. It's it's easier than I think.

1045
00:48:08,719 --> 00:48:11,279
Speaker 2: Mmmm, yeah, you know.

1046
00:48:12,760 --> 00:48:19,600
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, we're back. Final thought.

1047
00:48:19,640 --> 00:48:23,319
Speaker 1: I'm going to Australia. I think it's a fourteen hour flight.

1048
00:48:23,800 --> 00:48:26,879
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, Melby, are you going? Where are you going

1049
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:28,960
Speaker 2: to Hawaii first? Or is it full? No?

1050
00:48:29,200 --> 00:48:32,600
Speaker 1: That would be nice drop me off there. No, I'm going.

1051
00:48:32,920 --> 00:48:34,160
Speaker 1: I think it's just straight.

1052
00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 2: There, damn from Saint Louis.

1053
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:39,960
Speaker 1: Dude, I bought it with Miles. Yeah, I probably can.

1054
00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:42,839
Speaker 1: If I can, I really might do that. Chris will

1055
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:44,399
Speaker 1: just be watching movies the entire time.

1056
00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:46,760
Speaker 2: He would get up and walk around at least once

1057
00:48:46,840 --> 00:48:47,919
Speaker 2: during a flight that long.

1058
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:50,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, I will be because I have to pee.

1059
00:48:50,360 --> 00:48:53,520
Speaker 4: You know, you could open the window and get direct sunlight,

1060
00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:54,759
Speaker 4: like the sun will be right there.

1061
00:48:55,239 --> 00:48:57,799
Speaker 1: Apparently the sun rays up there really intense and you're

1062
00:48:57,840 --> 00:48:59,719
Speaker 1: not supposed to do that at all because it's like

1063
00:48:59,760 --> 00:49:02,880
Speaker 1: can't are causing for sure, because there's no like protection

1064
00:49:03,160 --> 00:49:04,320
Speaker 1: of the something.

1065
00:49:04,520 --> 00:49:07,080
Speaker 3: I don't know. They were just saying that, like in

1066
00:49:07,120 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 3: the air, you.

1067
00:49:07,640 --> 00:49:09,719
Speaker 1: Should keep that window down, but you're right, I should

1068
00:49:09,760 --> 00:49:13,880
Speaker 1: get a little sun that would be good. Yeah, I

1069
00:49:13,920 --> 00:49:15,400
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm going I mean, I love a

1070
00:49:15,400 --> 00:49:16,839
Speaker 1: long flight. The longer the better.

1071
00:49:18,239 --> 00:49:19,560
Speaker 2: I know.

1072
00:49:19,560 --> 00:49:21,400
Speaker 1: On these long bites, like when we went over to Europe,

1073
00:49:21,440 --> 00:49:24,400
Speaker 1: I would be like sad because it was only seven

1074
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:26,160
Speaker 1: hours and I was like, I just want one more

1075
00:49:26,200 --> 00:49:28,800
Speaker 1: hour where no one can get me and there's nothing expected.

1076
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:33,560
Speaker 1: I am a little nervous about like not being plugged

1077
00:49:33,600 --> 00:49:37,239
Speaker 1: into the like not working and not feeling like I'm

1078
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:38,640
Speaker 1: doing something every day that I'm.

1079
00:49:38,520 --> 00:49:39,080
Speaker 2: Right the whole.

1080
00:49:41,080 --> 00:49:43,359
Speaker 1: Ten days you have the whole two weeks, like being

1081
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,239
Speaker 1: over there and not having doing I guess I could

1082
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:48,960
Speaker 1: do some sets or something, but then but then that

1083
00:49:49,040 --> 00:49:51,200
Speaker 1: turns into like everyone's got to come see you, like

1084
00:49:51,280 --> 00:49:52,439
Speaker 1: all of our friends.

1085
00:49:52,080 --> 00:49:53,440
Speaker 3: And I just don't want that. I would just want

1086
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:54,440
Speaker 3: to perform for strangers.

1087
00:49:54,520 --> 00:49:57,080
Speaker 2: You know, you're gonna come back from Australia and like

1088
00:49:57,160 --> 00:50:01,000
Speaker 2: Taylor Tomlinson's gonna have another special out and she will

1089
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:03,759
Speaker 2: is going to have another show on Netflix and it's

1090
00:50:03,800 --> 00:50:05,560
Speaker 2: just going to be what the.

1091
00:50:09,040 --> 00:50:13,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, I literally like made a boomerang of me, just

1092
00:50:13,960 --> 00:50:15,600
Speaker 1: I should do a boomerang.

1093
00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:17,239
Speaker 3: With me with a boomerang, Oh yeah, you know, like

1094
00:50:17,320 --> 00:50:17,920
Speaker 3: have the video.

1095
00:50:18,080 --> 00:50:20,640
Speaker 2: I wonder if that's been done ever. I don't think

1096
00:50:20,680 --> 00:50:23,200
Speaker 2: it's ever been done nopecially in Australia.

1097
00:50:23,280 --> 00:50:26,280
Speaker 1: Worried about other people accomplishing things because that keeps happening

1098
00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:28,120
Speaker 1: and I'm not getting anything. I like, I've been in

1099
00:50:28,160 --> 00:50:32,200
Speaker 1: a constant state of depression for I think like three years,

1100
00:50:32,280 --> 00:50:34,520
Speaker 1: no like three months now where it's just like I

1101
00:50:34,560 --> 00:50:36,440
Speaker 1: can't get out of it, and so I just I

1102
00:50:36,480 --> 00:50:40,480
Speaker 1: can't get things done at all. I like, I was

1103
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 1: supposed to pick a tour name and pictures of myself

1104
00:50:44,200 --> 00:50:46,640
Speaker 1: from my tour, Like I had a photo shoot on

1105
00:50:46,680 --> 00:50:50,359
Speaker 1: December twentieth, and I was supposed to go through those

1106
00:50:50,360 --> 00:50:53,160
Speaker 1: photos by the new year and send all the new

1107
00:50:53,160 --> 00:50:56,840
Speaker 1: photos to the promoter's promotion team, have them make a

1108
00:50:56,920 --> 00:51:00,239
Speaker 1: new posters. Let's rebrand my tour because I've had it

1109
00:51:00,280 --> 00:51:03,000
Speaker 1: called the Good Girl Tour for like almost two years now,

1110
00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:05,120
Speaker 1: and I'm really I'm going back to the same markets

1111
00:51:05,120 --> 00:51:06,960
Speaker 1: and they're gonna be like, this is the same tour

1112
00:51:07,000 --> 00:51:09,200
Speaker 1: and I'm like, no, it's not. So I just decided

1113
00:51:09,239 --> 00:51:11,640
Speaker 1: today I'm naming it Nikki Glazer Live. I don't want

1114
00:51:11,640 --> 00:51:13,319
Speaker 1: a name for the tour because I looked up tour

1115
00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:15,279
Speaker 1: names and I realized that everyone has like a co

1116
00:51:15,600 --> 00:51:17,560
Speaker 1: name for a tour, which is fine if you like

1117
00:51:17,719 --> 00:51:20,719
Speaker 1: really feel like that's what your tour is about. I'm

1118
00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:23,239
Speaker 1: always switching up my act and so I don't feel

1119
00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:25,640
Speaker 1: like there's any one thing I can call it. And

1120
00:51:25,680 --> 00:51:27,879
Speaker 1: then I saw Bill Burr called his tour bill Burr Live,

1121
00:51:27,920 --> 00:51:30,040
Speaker 1: and I'm just like, thank you, Like I don't need

1122
00:51:30,080 --> 00:51:31,799
Speaker 1: it to be anything else. That just tells you what

1123
00:51:31,880 --> 00:51:34,840
Speaker 1: it is. You see a poster, You're like, that's her live,

1124
00:51:34,920 --> 00:51:37,840
Speaker 1: that's here. So I'm just doing Nicki Glazer Live. Because

1125
00:51:37,880 --> 00:51:41,080
Speaker 1: I was struggling the past three days trying to come

1126
00:51:41,160 --> 00:51:43,680
Speaker 1: up with a name. And I'm just feeling so disconnected

1127
00:51:43,719 --> 00:51:46,080
Speaker 1: from all of them. I went through even the Depression's

1128
00:51:46,080 --> 00:51:48,160
Speaker 1: Era Tour, even though that fits so what my life

1129
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:50,319
Speaker 1: is right now, I don't think that's a really good

1130
00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:53,000
Speaker 1: selling point. And I think she could get litigious and

1131
00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:55,200
Speaker 1: like sue me for it, And I think the Era's

1132
00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:59,120
Speaker 1: Tour is gonna change, Like I think making something based

1133
00:51:59,120 --> 00:52:02,799
Speaker 1: off of the Aras Tour. Oh sorry, I maybe didn't

1134
00:52:02,800 --> 00:52:04,080
Speaker 1: even mention that I was going to do it, call

1135
00:52:04,120 --> 00:52:06,120
Speaker 1: it the Depression Eras Tour and like have all the

1136
00:52:06,160 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 1: same imaging, but just obviously with me, and I thought

1137
00:52:09,200 --> 00:52:11,120
Speaker 1: it was a really good idea. Bestie suggested I think

1138
00:52:11,160 --> 00:52:14,680
Speaker 1: on an Instagram live once, and I decided to gainst

1139
00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:17,399
Speaker 1: that because if you don't know the Era's Tour, which

1140
00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:20,080
Speaker 1: is probably like twenty percent of America thirty percent, you'll

1141
00:52:20,200 --> 00:52:21,000
Speaker 1: like what is this?

1142
00:52:22,239 --> 00:52:24,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, especially if they're potentially going to go to one

1143
00:52:24,440 --> 00:52:25,200
Speaker 2: of your shows.

1144
00:52:26,480 --> 00:52:26,960
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1145
00:52:27,440 --> 00:52:29,000
Speaker 1: But I just also like you are, like, do you

1146
00:52:29,000 --> 00:52:30,400
Speaker 1: want to hear a girl talk about depression?

1147
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:31,279
Speaker 3: Like it just seems like.

1148
00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:35,160
Speaker 1: It's just not good marketing, right, Yeah, I mean all

1149
00:52:35,200 --> 00:52:37,040
Speaker 1: the all of it would be funny, The posters and

1150
00:52:37,040 --> 00:52:39,239
Speaker 1: stuff would be really funny. But if it's just on

1151
00:52:39,280 --> 00:52:41,239
Speaker 1: a marquee and you're like, what the fuck is that,

1152
00:52:41,360 --> 00:52:43,360
Speaker 1: or you just see it listed on something, it just

1153
00:52:43,400 --> 00:52:45,160
Speaker 1: doesn't say what it is.

1154
00:52:45,239 --> 00:52:46,800
Speaker 3: So I'm just NICKI. You guys arelive.

1155
00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:50,960
Speaker 1: I reviewed all these photos that I took in December yesterday.

1156
00:52:51,160 --> 00:52:55,359
Speaker 3: I don't take many of those like a depression tour era.

1157
00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,680
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you saw them too. I may have know

1158
00:52:57,920 --> 00:53:00,760
Speaker 1: go through them first. Oh boy, I could have helped

1159
00:53:00,760 --> 00:53:01,799
Speaker 1: you by the way.

1160
00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:03,400
Speaker 4: I mean, I picked the ones that I wanted for

1161
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:07,160
Speaker 4: the podcast, but I could have picked more fat them.

1162
00:53:07,160 --> 00:53:09,920
Speaker 1: And everyone was like, yeah, have have people look at them.

1163
00:53:09,960 --> 00:53:11,839
Speaker 1: I had my assistant Jen look at them. I had

1164
00:53:11,840 --> 00:53:14,239
Speaker 1: you look at them. But even if Jen sent me

1165
00:53:14,239 --> 00:53:17,359
Speaker 1: her faves, you sent me your faves. I even if

1166
00:53:17,400 --> 00:53:18,960
Speaker 1: I saw those, I'd be like, there could have been

1167
00:53:19,000 --> 00:53:20,600
Speaker 1: better ones in there that they missed.

1168
00:53:20,640 --> 00:53:21,240
Speaker 3: Like I can't.

1169
00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:24,960
Speaker 1: I can't just relinquish trust when it comes to like

1170
00:53:25,239 --> 00:53:28,440
Speaker 1: my face and my material to anyone else. Like if

1171
00:53:28,480 --> 00:53:30,600
Speaker 1: someone were to be like Nikki, let this person edit

1172
00:53:30,640 --> 00:53:32,480
Speaker 1: you're special for you, I still would be like, m

1173
00:53:32,800 --> 00:53:35,560
Speaker 1: there might be things that I really like about, Like

1174
00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:41,280
Speaker 1: I've never once had someone like people always like pictures

1175
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:43,319
Speaker 1: of me that I'm like, I've never seen a more

1176
00:53:43,360 --> 00:53:45,359
Speaker 1: disgusting photo of myself, you know, Like I think we

1177
00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:47,239
Speaker 1: all can relate to that where someone's like, this is

1178
00:53:47,280 --> 00:53:49,960
Speaker 1: so you and you go like, no, I look disgusting,

1179
00:53:50,040 --> 00:53:52,200
Speaker 1: and you just can't even believe anyone would think you

1180
00:53:52,239 --> 00:53:53,920
Speaker 1: look good in that, and you go, that's what I

1181
00:53:54,080 --> 00:53:57,279
Speaker 1: look like now. So there was really just no way

1182
00:53:57,320 --> 00:54:00,160
Speaker 1: for me to have anyone do it but myself, and

1183
00:54:00,200 --> 00:54:02,520
Speaker 1: so I had to look through all of them, and

1184
00:54:02,640 --> 00:54:06,040
Speaker 1: it is so hard to model. Can I just say

1185
00:54:06,040 --> 00:54:11,040
Speaker 1: that it is? Models do have a very some of it.

1186
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:13,960
Speaker 1: Some it just comes naturally to them, but like, you

1187
00:54:14,000 --> 00:54:17,200
Speaker 1: have to have everything from your shoulders to your fingertips

1188
00:54:17,520 --> 00:54:21,480
Speaker 1: doing a thing that looks smooth and delicate, and it

1189
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:25,920
Speaker 1: is truly impossible. I really want every woman in my

1190
00:54:26,000 --> 00:54:28,360
Speaker 1: life who is not an entertainment to have to do

1191
00:54:28,440 --> 00:54:31,200
Speaker 1: this so that they can relate to my struggle, because

1192
00:54:31,719 --> 00:54:34,560
Speaker 1: it's so not what I am cut out to do,

1193
00:54:34,680 --> 00:54:36,239
Speaker 1: yet I still have to do it, and it.

1194
00:54:36,239 --> 00:54:37,840
Speaker 3: Is so hard.

1195
00:54:38,239 --> 00:54:42,160
Speaker 1: I would say one out of every one hundred photos

1196
00:54:42,239 --> 00:54:46,120
Speaker 1: was even even usable, because sometimes my face would be okay,

1197
00:54:46,360 --> 00:54:48,840
Speaker 1: but then my hand would be doing some weird claw

1198
00:54:49,000 --> 00:54:52,440
Speaker 1: thing when my shoulder would be bent forward or like

1199
00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:53,960
Speaker 1: I it.

1200
00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:55,480
Speaker 2: Just there was it was.

1201
00:54:57,440 --> 00:54:59,920
Speaker 1: It was a nightmare to look at them and gratefully

1202
00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:02,279
Speaker 1: I have enough space because it was December twentieth, so

1203
00:55:02,320 --> 00:55:04,560
Speaker 1: now it's a month and a half later and I'm like, oh,

1204
00:55:04,560 --> 00:55:06,080
Speaker 1: I've totally changed since then.

1205
00:55:06,760 --> 00:55:09,799
Speaker 3: And but it was people are.

1206
00:55:11,280 --> 00:55:14,640
Speaker 2: Kids are just growing up having to pose constantly for photos,

1207
00:55:14,640 --> 00:55:16,800
Speaker 2: and I feel like, yeah, they're just like learning the

1208
00:55:16,840 --> 00:55:19,200
Speaker 2: poses when it's like when they're seven, and it's going

1209
00:55:19,239 --> 00:55:21,840
Speaker 2: to be ingrained into their skill set forever.

1210
00:55:22,320 --> 00:55:23,879
Speaker 3: I think I want to take a class.

1211
00:55:24,239 --> 00:55:26,320
Speaker 1: If there was like a class about how to pose

1212
00:55:26,520 --> 00:55:28,920
Speaker 1: in pictures and be a model, I would take it

1213
00:55:29,920 --> 00:55:33,279
Speaker 1: because it's it's something I have to do frequently enough.

1214
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:36,799
Speaker 1: And although I have like my main poses, Like the

1215
00:55:36,880 --> 00:55:39,799
Speaker 1: picture I put picked, it's the same picture that I

1216
00:55:39,800 --> 00:55:41,719
Speaker 1: took for the Good Girl Tour. It's the same one,

1217
00:55:41,800 --> 00:55:43,759
Speaker 1: it's the same post, it's the same kind of look.

1218
00:55:44,040 --> 00:55:47,720
Speaker 1: There's I don't have a multitude of looks to choose from.

1219
00:55:48,000 --> 00:55:51,840
Speaker 1: It's I wish I was like an artist who doesn't

1220
00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:54,920
Speaker 1: show their face, like not see it. I'm not talented

1221
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:57,560
Speaker 1: enough to be sea, But like, I just wish that

1222
00:55:57,600 --> 00:56:01,359
Speaker 1: I didn't have to like show my face all the time.

1223
00:56:01,440 --> 00:56:03,080
Speaker 1: But that's part of it, you know, like that you

1224
00:56:03,200 --> 00:56:05,560
Speaker 1: have to do these things and it's just so hard

1225
00:56:05,600 --> 00:56:08,960
Speaker 1: to do, and it's it's not getting better, you know,

1226
00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:11,480
Speaker 1: like I'm only going to age more. Annie was talking

1227
00:56:11,560 --> 00:56:14,239
Speaker 1: last night about seeing some show that Hugh Grant and

1228
00:56:14,360 --> 00:56:17,480
Speaker 1: Nicole Kidman is in, and she said literally that Hugh

1229
00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:20,799
Speaker 1: Grant's face is just too giant crow's feet all the

1230
00:56:20,800 --> 00:56:25,080
Speaker 1: way down and it's somehow very sexy and distinguished. And

1231
00:56:25,239 --> 00:56:28,920
Speaker 1: Nicole Kidman has is so tight there's no movement on

1232
00:56:28,920 --> 00:56:31,640
Speaker 1: her face and and everyone can say, well, we didn't

1233
00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:32,400
Speaker 1: ask her to do that.

1234
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:34,200
Speaker 3: I don't think she would have this role if she

1235
00:56:34,239 --> 00:56:35,160
Speaker 3: didn't do those things.

1236
00:56:35,239 --> 00:56:38,560
Speaker 2: If she looks like to collect rainwater after a storm,

1237
00:56:39,239 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 2: what do you mean? What would it like? A stretch?

1238
00:56:43,000 --> 00:56:46,240
Speaker 2: That's how you Okay, that's how you collect rainwater. Stretch

1239
00:56:47,400 --> 00:56:50,680
Speaker 2: Obviously this is they stretch out like a piece of

1240
00:56:50,760 --> 00:56:53,040
Speaker 2: paper or tarp or something, and then the rainwater collects

1241
00:56:53,080 --> 00:56:54,760
Speaker 2: and then goes down into a little bucket.

1242
00:56:55,160 --> 00:56:58,240
Speaker 1: Yes, but Adnian and I were like, how did Annius,

1243
00:56:58,280 --> 00:57:00,319
Speaker 1: Like I want to find out like how it got way,

1244
00:57:00,480 --> 00:57:02,560
Speaker 1: Like why is it this way that men get to

1245
00:57:02,560 --> 00:57:03,880
Speaker 1: be this way and women get to be this way?

1246
00:57:03,920 --> 00:57:06,880
Speaker 1: And I'm just like, it's it's both men and women

1247
00:57:06,960 --> 00:57:09,600
Speaker 1: contributing to this, Like we won't stand up. There's only

1248
00:57:09,680 --> 00:57:12,799
Speaker 1: like three of us and myself not included, that are like,

1249
00:57:12,920 --> 00:57:14,800
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna wear makeup anymore, I'm not going to

1250
00:57:14,920 --> 00:57:15,480
Speaker 1: dress like this.

1251
00:57:15,520 --> 00:57:16,880
Speaker 3: I'm not I'm gonna wear what I want.

1252
00:57:17,640 --> 00:57:19,760
Speaker 1: But the rest of us are still no one strong

1253
00:57:19,880 --> 00:57:22,680
Speaker 1: enough to stop it. We can't get out of it.

1254
00:57:22,720 --> 00:57:24,840
Speaker 1: And she's like, maybe the next generation. I go, no,

1255
00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:29,800
Speaker 1: We're fucked, Yeah, the next generation.

1256
00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:32,680
Speaker 2: Every picture, every time they're seen in the public light

1257
00:57:32,840 --> 00:57:35,520
Speaker 2: is usually on the internet where there's filters, and then

1258
00:57:35,560 --> 00:57:37,080
Speaker 2: they go out into the real world they have to

1259
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:40,880
Speaker 2: look like not even themselves on camera. They look like

1260
00:57:41,360 --> 00:57:43,920
Speaker 2: a much worse version of what people are seeing on

1261
00:57:44,000 --> 00:57:45,400
Speaker 2: the internet because there's filters.

1262
00:57:46,000 --> 00:57:50,040
Speaker 3: Yes, yes, the filters are killing me.

1263
00:57:50,480 --> 00:57:51,840
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1264
00:57:51,120 --> 00:57:53,840
Speaker 1: And there were some shots that I was like, oh,

1265
00:57:53,880 --> 00:57:55,880
Speaker 1: I want to take out my eyebags, but I'm really

1266
00:57:55,920 --> 00:57:59,160
Speaker 1: against like doing any of that stuff because not because

1267
00:57:59,200 --> 00:58:01,160
Speaker 1: I want to send an exam for little girls and

1268
00:58:01,200 --> 00:58:03,080
Speaker 1: be like this is what a real element looks like.

1269
00:58:03,440 --> 00:58:05,880
Speaker 1: I just don't like to lie to myself, and I

1270
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:07,680
Speaker 1: don't want because then people will be like, Nick, you're

1271
00:58:07,720 --> 00:58:10,800
Speaker 1: so beautiful, and I won't believe them because I know

1272
00:58:10,960 --> 00:58:12,880
Speaker 1: what I did to that picture, so it won't it

1273
00:58:12,920 --> 00:58:15,440
Speaker 1: won't matter, and it doesn't matter when people say I

1274
00:58:15,440 --> 00:58:16,000
Speaker 1: look beautiful.

1275
00:58:16,080 --> 00:58:16,800
Speaker 3: I like I looked.

1276
00:58:17,400 --> 00:58:19,960
Speaker 1: Everyone's like, you look so amazing at the Grammys, and

1277
00:58:20,000 --> 00:58:22,520
Speaker 1: I'm just like, as I always say, I don't.

1278
00:58:23,000 --> 00:58:26,000
Speaker 3: It's not real, like, of course I do.

1279
00:58:26,640 --> 00:58:31,919
Speaker 1: There was five hours I had to pay literally six

1280
00:58:32,000 --> 00:58:36,720
Speaker 1: thousand dollars to look that good for hair, makeup and styling,

1281
00:58:37,320 --> 00:58:43,560
Speaker 1: spray tan. It was approximately probably fifty two hundred dollars there.

1282
00:58:44,120 --> 00:58:47,560
Speaker 1: That's anyone should look good with that, And people go, no,

1283
00:58:47,680 --> 00:58:48,760
Speaker 1: it's not everyone good.

1284
00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:51,080
Speaker 3: It's like, yes they could, because it's all.

1285
00:58:51,160 --> 00:58:54,000
Speaker 1: There was hair extensions, there was Alec's extensions, there was makeup,

1286
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:55,160
Speaker 1: there was spray tan.

1287
00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:59,440
Speaker 3: Like it's it's it's just all. It's so exhausting to.

1288
00:58:59,360 --> 00:59:02,160
Speaker 1: Do it all, but you I don't know what to do,

1289
00:59:02,320 --> 00:59:04,720
Speaker 1: and it's always gonna get it's only gonna get worse.

1290
00:59:05,400 --> 00:59:08,560
Speaker 1: That's my fear is that it just doesn't I want

1291
00:59:08,600 --> 00:59:12,800
Speaker 1: to just do a massive dose of mushrooms or something

1292
00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:17,680
Speaker 1: to make my brain not care. Like, the only way

1293
00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:20,400
Speaker 1: this point is to get a like a lobotomy. I

1294
00:59:20,520 --> 00:59:23,520
Speaker 1: just like, I can't because my face, my outside is

1295
00:59:23,560 --> 00:59:26,480
Speaker 1: never going to start getting younger and hotter.

1296
00:59:26,600 --> 00:59:28,920
Speaker 3: It's just not gonna happen. What do I do?

1297
00:59:29,000 --> 00:59:32,640
Speaker 1: Because I watched this documentary about this guy named Boogie

1298
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:35,640
Speaker 1: eight eight nine or something. He was like a YouTuber

1299
00:59:35,720 --> 00:59:37,560
Speaker 1: that did a bunch of like do you know about

1300
00:59:37,560 --> 00:59:38,280
Speaker 1: this guy, Brian?

1301
00:59:39,040 --> 00:59:40,560
Speaker 3: He's like a game or YouTuber.

1302
00:59:40,760 --> 00:59:44,200
Speaker 1: He was he made he was one of the first YouTubers.

1303
00:59:46,160 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 1: But okay, he made a He was making a bunch

1304
00:59:51,200 --> 00:59:54,600
Speaker 1: of money through YouTube, his channel where he would do

1305
00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:58,720
Speaker 1: live streaming and whatever, I don't know, maybe twitching or whatever.

1306
00:59:59,360 --> 01:00:01,920
Speaker 3: And and then he.

1307
01:00:03,440 --> 01:00:07,480
Speaker 1: Just started getting depressed, gaining a lot of weight, spending

1308
01:00:08,000 --> 01:00:09,800
Speaker 1: too much money than he had, and it's like.

1309
01:00:10,120 --> 01:00:12,320
Speaker 3: It's what was that? That's it?

1310
01:00:12,400 --> 01:00:17,000
Speaker 4: I think it's just managing your depression and working through that.

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01:00:17,000 --> 01:00:20,840
Speaker 4: That's the only way that you'll be able to continue

1312
01:00:20,880 --> 01:00:24,640
Speaker 4: working in the industry and not care so much about.

1313
01:00:25,200 --> 01:00:26,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, well I guess not to care.

1314
01:00:26,880 --> 01:00:29,479
Speaker 4: You will care about your appearance because you present yourself well,

1315
01:00:30,000 --> 01:00:33,000
Speaker 4: and even at your shows, you've talked about like dressing

1316
01:00:33,120 --> 01:00:35,840
Speaker 4: up on stage so that people come and they come

1317
01:00:35,880 --> 01:00:37,000
Speaker 4: for like the show, and it's.

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01:00:37,920 --> 01:00:40,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's stuck with me too, that's why we're Yeah.

1319
01:00:42,000 --> 01:00:44,560
Speaker 4: So I think just like it's it's the depression that

1320
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 4: is getting in your way because it's not the way

1321
01:00:47,240 --> 01:00:48,480
Speaker 4: you look in photos.

1322
01:00:48,680 --> 01:00:50,080
Speaker 3: I have a completely different opinion.

1323
01:00:50,480 --> 01:00:53,800
Speaker 2: It's tough because Nicky's career has so far up to

1324
01:00:53,800 --> 01:00:57,240
Speaker 2: this point, a lot of it has been based on

1325
01:00:57,800 --> 01:01:02,080
Speaker 2: looks like you're you're you're a good looking comedian. You

1326
01:01:02,120 --> 01:01:05,280
Speaker 2: always dress up you like this is a big part

1327
01:01:05,360 --> 01:01:09,080
Speaker 2: of your presentation. Yes, and so in order to get

1328
01:01:09,280 --> 01:01:11,440
Speaker 2: off of that, you'd have to like make a legitimate

1329
01:01:11,560 --> 01:01:15,120
Speaker 2: like pivot, like now I'm I won't ridden a black woman,

1330
01:01:15,520 --> 01:01:15,960
Speaker 2: you know.

1331
01:01:16,200 --> 01:01:20,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, yes, sun burnt back lady. I won't get off it.

1332
01:01:20,600 --> 01:01:23,160
Speaker 1: I mean I have to eventually, because we all age

1333
01:01:23,160 --> 01:01:27,440
Speaker 1: to a point of being pretty grotesque. But I I

1334
01:01:27,480 --> 01:01:30,160
Speaker 1: think that I just need to do massive like it

1335
01:01:30,200 --> 01:01:32,480
Speaker 1: does start with my brain, Like I know that it's

1336
01:01:32,520 --> 01:01:35,720
Speaker 1: like it's I have a disease in my brain which

1337
01:01:35,960 --> 01:01:39,280
Speaker 1: gets no respect, like in terms of like people with

1338
01:01:39,360 --> 01:01:44,680
Speaker 1: cancer people with any kind of terminal physical illness, so

1339
01:01:44,880 --> 01:01:47,920
Speaker 1: much respect, so much pity, so much Oh my god,

1340
01:01:48,040 --> 01:01:49,200
Speaker 1: are you okay?

1341
01:01:49,360 --> 01:01:51,480
Speaker 3: How could? There's nothing we can do?

1342
01:01:51,560 --> 01:01:53,560
Speaker 1: But you know, even though we can't do anything, like

1343
01:01:53,840 --> 01:01:57,880
Speaker 1: we're here to help you here, like everyone fucking gets

1344
01:01:57,880 --> 01:02:00,240
Speaker 1: it with cancer, But with depression, it seems like it's

1345
01:02:00,320 --> 01:02:03,520
Speaker 1: just your choice. You're choosing not to find someone to to.

1346
01:02:03,800 --> 01:02:05,680
Speaker 1: You're not you're choosing not to find the right treatment

1347
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:11,160
Speaker 1: or whatever. It's just like but but it's you can't

1348
01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:14,000
Speaker 1: find a repayment because the thing like you're trying to

1349
01:02:14,000 --> 01:02:15,920
Speaker 1: fix a broken leg and they're telling you to go

1350
01:02:16,040 --> 01:02:19,120
Speaker 1: run somewhere to get the treatment, so like you can.

1351
01:02:19,240 --> 01:02:22,640
Speaker 1: If you have depression, you it's hard to make doctor's appointments.

1352
01:02:22,720 --> 01:02:23,200
Speaker 3: It's hard.

1353
01:02:23,480 --> 01:02:25,960
Speaker 1: I just got my fucking meds filled today. I'm supposed

1354
01:02:25,960 --> 01:02:28,120
Speaker 1: to be on sixty milligrams of something. Guess what, it's

1355
01:02:28,120 --> 01:02:30,840
Speaker 1: ten milligrams. I started crying because I'm just like I

1356
01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:34,160
Speaker 1: it took me so much fucking effort to get this

1357
01:02:34,320 --> 01:02:38,880
Speaker 1: med and now it's worthless because he gave me ten

1358
01:02:38,920 --> 01:02:42,200
Speaker 1: instead of sixty. So I wrote an email to him

1359
01:02:42,200 --> 01:02:44,920
Speaker 1: being like, I don't know how I could have been clearer.

1360
01:02:45,200 --> 01:02:47,880
Speaker 1: I'm trying to be heard and understood by you. We

1361
01:02:48,000 --> 01:02:51,040
Speaker 1: knew it, we needed sixty. I said, I wanted sixty.

1362
01:02:51,320 --> 01:02:53,320
Speaker 3: How did you? How did you give me ten?

1363
01:02:53,640 --> 01:02:55,920
Speaker 1: How are you making this more complicated for me when

1364
01:02:55,920 --> 01:02:58,240
Speaker 1: you're supposed to help me? What is the fucking point?

1365
01:02:58,560 --> 01:03:02,240
Speaker 1: It was so frustrating, but say that. Yeah I didn't

1366
01:03:02,240 --> 01:03:04,960
Speaker 1: say fucking but I just said okay. I wrote an email,

1367
01:03:05,000 --> 01:03:06,480
Speaker 1: so they haven't gotten back to me. But I'm just

1368
01:03:06,520 --> 01:03:09,280
Speaker 1: like this, it's really hard for me to trust you

1369
01:03:09,320 --> 01:03:13,600
Speaker 1: from now on. When I repeated four times, I think

1370
01:03:13,640 --> 01:03:15,280
Speaker 1: the sixty is best for me because I have a

1371
01:03:15,320 --> 01:03:16,080
Speaker 1: hard time filling it.

1372
01:03:16,160 --> 01:03:16,720
Speaker 3: Let's be honest.

1373
01:03:16,760 --> 01:03:20,040
Speaker 1: I take probably twenty to thirty a day of this

1374
01:03:20,240 --> 01:03:24,200
Speaker 1: medicine when I need it, But I empty out the

1375
01:03:24,240 --> 01:03:26,280
Speaker 1: sixties and I put them in water to be salt.

1376
01:03:26,640 --> 01:03:27,440
Speaker 3: It doesn't even matter.

1377
01:03:27,720 --> 01:03:30,480
Speaker 1: So I need the sixties to get me through because

1378
01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:33,480
Speaker 1: I can't fill these medications every fucking month because the

1379
01:03:33,520 --> 01:03:37,160
Speaker 1: Walgreens I go to because this medical substance it's control

1380
01:03:37,280 --> 01:03:41,040
Speaker 1: so nice. Yeah yeah, and it I can't get like

1381
01:03:41,160 --> 01:03:43,919
Speaker 1: I don't. I don't abuse it. I barely even take it,

1382
01:03:44,040 --> 01:03:47,480
Speaker 1: like thirty days of sixty will get me through like

1383
01:03:47,600 --> 01:03:50,680
Speaker 1: literally six months, but now I have to like, now

1384
01:03:50,760 --> 01:03:51,520
Speaker 1: go to this ten.

1385
01:03:51,720 --> 01:03:53,400
Speaker 3: It's just was so frustrating.

1386
01:03:55,520 --> 01:03:57,479
Speaker 1: Don't worry about it, I don't like to say, because

1387
01:03:57,480 --> 01:03:59,720
Speaker 1: then people start commenting about like you should be on

1388
01:03:59,800 --> 01:04:01,280
Speaker 1: this and I want to be on that, and they

1389
01:04:01,360 --> 01:04:03,840
Speaker 1: just like they start having opinions and I just don't

1390
01:04:03,840 --> 01:04:04,240
Speaker 1: need it.

1391
01:04:05,320 --> 01:04:10,360
Speaker 3: So but it's just it's just so I just it

1392
01:04:10,400 --> 01:04:12,960
Speaker 3: makes you just want to give up, try to get

1393
01:04:13,000 --> 01:04:15,600
Speaker 3: help and listening.

1394
01:04:16,480 --> 01:04:20,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, And you just can't have big expectations about managing depression.

1395
01:04:20,760 --> 01:04:23,720
Speaker 4: You just do one thing at a time and you

1396
01:04:23,880 --> 01:04:26,920
Speaker 4: just try, try, try. You know that you like watching

1397
01:04:26,960 --> 01:04:29,520
Speaker 4: the crime documentaries and the end of.

1398
01:04:29,480 --> 01:04:30,360
Speaker 3: The World stuff.

1399
01:04:30,480 --> 01:04:33,880
Speaker 4: But if you slowly eliminate things like that that create

1400
01:04:33,960 --> 01:04:37,240
Speaker 4: fear and anxiety in your head and just replace them.

1401
01:04:37,120 --> 01:04:38,000
Speaker 3: Feels good to me.

1402
01:04:40,240 --> 01:04:47,640
Speaker 1: Like it's just negativity, yes, yes, but I meant going

1403
01:04:47,720 --> 01:04:50,560
Speaker 1: shopping would make me more depressed than watching a whard

1404
01:04:50,880 --> 01:04:54,400
Speaker 1: or a documentary about like a rape murder crime like that.

1405
01:04:54,640 --> 01:04:57,760
Speaker 1: I avoid stuff all the time that causes me depression,

1406
01:04:58,480 --> 01:05:01,280
Speaker 1: in terms of like not looking in mirrors, not looking

1407
01:05:01,320 --> 01:05:03,640
Speaker 1: at a photo shoot. Until a month and a half later,

1408
01:05:03,720 --> 01:05:06,120
Speaker 1: like I have things in place where I know I'm

1409
01:05:06,240 --> 01:05:08,920
Speaker 1: instantly going to get depressed being around certain friends that

1410
01:05:08,960 --> 01:05:13,040
Speaker 1: are too perfect, Like I sometimes avoid certain friends because

1411
01:05:13,040 --> 01:05:16,040
Speaker 1: they trigger me to like hate myself, Like I try

1412
01:05:16,080 --> 01:05:18,920
Speaker 1: to like and that's not a good thing that I do,

1413
01:05:18,960 --> 01:05:20,760
Speaker 1: but I have to do it because I know what

1414
01:05:21,040 --> 01:05:22,680
Speaker 1: will make me fall off the deep end.

1415
01:05:23,160 --> 01:05:26,120
Speaker 3: And it's still.

1416
01:05:25,040 --> 01:05:28,720
Speaker 1: It's just ugh, I just I don't know, Like I

1417
01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:32,960
Speaker 1: just I'm frustrated that depression just always seems like you're

1418
01:05:33,200 --> 01:05:36,000
Speaker 1: it's your fault and like you're not doing enough, and

1419
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:38,600
Speaker 1: then when I try to do something, it's just so

1420
01:05:38,800 --> 01:05:40,080
Speaker 1: hard to do anything about it.

1421
01:05:40,240 --> 01:05:42,520
Speaker 3: I know that people can relate who are listening, and.

1422
01:05:42,680 --> 01:05:45,439
Speaker 4: We're so lucky because earlier in the show we talked

1423
01:05:45,440 --> 01:05:48,000
Speaker 4: about our families not getting therapy and stuff, and it's like,

1424
01:05:48,080 --> 01:05:52,040
Speaker 4: if you think about growing up in your parents' time,

1425
01:05:52,680 --> 01:05:53,400
Speaker 4: they didn't even.

1426
01:05:53,280 --> 01:05:55,920
Speaker 3: Know what depression was. At least we know about it.

1427
01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:58,240
Speaker 1: Hold it like and the Killers of the flowermon this

1428
01:05:58,280 --> 01:06:00,520
Speaker 1: one guy has melancholy, and I was like, oh my god,

1429
01:06:00,680 --> 01:06:04,240
Speaker 1: someone representation. I was like, I have the melanchol and

1430
01:06:04,240 --> 01:06:06,320
Speaker 1: he's like he's been sad his whole life and I'm

1431
01:06:06,360 --> 01:06:10,680
Speaker 1: like me too, Like it's so nice to hear about

1432
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:13,000
Speaker 1: other people who suffer with it. So I think that's

1433
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:15,760
Speaker 1: why I'm so open about it, because obviously I get

1434
01:06:15,760 --> 01:06:18,200
Speaker 1: people writing to me that also suffer with it, and

1435
01:06:18,240 --> 01:06:20,440
Speaker 1: then I get you know it, and it helps me

1436
01:06:20,520 --> 01:06:21,920
Speaker 1: to hear that other people have it.

1437
01:06:21,960 --> 01:06:23,680
Speaker 3: But I also know that it helps to hear that

1438
01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:24,360
Speaker 3: someone has it.

1439
01:06:24,400 --> 01:06:26,800
Speaker 1: But it's just like, I don't really have anyone in

1440
01:06:26,840 --> 01:06:29,520
Speaker 1: my close life that suffers with depression like I do,

1441
01:06:29,600 --> 01:06:31,200
Speaker 1: except Ian Finance.

1442
01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:33,360
Speaker 3: I called him the other day because he always gets it.

1443
01:06:33,360 --> 01:06:35,960
Speaker 3: I can say the darkest shit and he's like me too, man.

1444
01:06:36,240 --> 01:06:38,520
Speaker 1: Like It's like remember when I told Carlisle one time

1445
01:06:38,520 --> 01:06:40,080
Speaker 1: I wanted to I was like, I think I'm just

1446
01:06:40,080 --> 01:06:42,040
Speaker 1: gonna have to kill myself some day, and instead of

1447
01:06:42,080 --> 01:06:45,120
Speaker 1: being like support, she just goes me too.

1448
01:06:49,280 --> 01:06:51,840
Speaker 3: It was that was hilarious.

1449
01:06:51,840 --> 01:06:54,760
Speaker 1: But Ian Uh was really great the other day because

1450
01:06:54,800 --> 01:06:56,920
Speaker 1: he caught me a a and then he just started

1451
01:06:56,920 --> 01:06:58,960
Speaker 1: like bombarding me with calls and I was like not

1452
01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:00,800
Speaker 1: picking up because I'm like on a plane and I

1453
01:07:00,840 --> 01:07:03,000
Speaker 1: can't talk, and he's like, well then I just pick

1454
01:07:03,080 --> 01:07:05,000
Speaker 1: up and just listen, and he just wasn't being so

1455
01:07:05,120 --> 01:07:07,680
Speaker 1: wacky and so funny and really really dark in it.

1456
01:07:07,760 --> 01:07:10,240
Speaker 1: Like it helps me because he has gone there before

1457
01:07:10,360 --> 01:07:14,720
Speaker 1: and thought those things, so it was nice. But otherwise

1458
01:07:14,760 --> 01:07:16,560
Speaker 1: it just seems like people are just like, just make

1459
01:07:16,600 --> 01:07:22,400
Speaker 1: your bed go for a while, and it's like that's

1460
01:07:22,280 --> 01:07:25,680
Speaker 1: that is all true, that it is all true, Like

1461
01:07:25,720 --> 01:07:28,320
Speaker 1: those things do help. Like Noah's suggestions of like watching

1462
01:07:28,320 --> 01:07:31,680
Speaker 1: more positive things is honestly a good suggestion, and I

1463
01:07:31,760 --> 01:07:33,720
Speaker 1: and I will be more mindful of that stuff. But

1464
01:07:33,760 --> 01:07:37,200
Speaker 1: it's just I just don't. I wish more people understood

1465
01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:39,760
Speaker 1: how bad it is. And I think that's why I

1466
01:07:39,960 --> 01:07:42,920
Speaker 1: try to That's why I like sometimes on Girls Chatter,

1467
01:07:43,160 --> 01:07:46,240
Speaker 1: like even on here, I can say like really dark,

1468
01:07:46,280 --> 01:07:49,120
Speaker 1: fucked up things that make may people go kind of

1469
01:07:49,120 --> 01:07:51,800
Speaker 1: go like whoa. But it's like, how else are you

1470
01:07:51,840 --> 01:07:53,600
Speaker 1: supposed to show.

1471
01:07:53,160 --> 01:07:54,920
Speaker 3: What you what is happening?

1472
01:07:55,000 --> 01:07:57,800
Speaker 1: Like I need to like kind of like this is

1473
01:07:57,840 --> 01:08:01,600
Speaker 1: how I actually feel like I honestly think it's why

1474
01:08:01,680 --> 01:08:03,760
Speaker 1: a lot of times people kill themselves. I think it's

1475
01:08:03,800 --> 01:08:07,040
Speaker 1: because people don't believe that they're in pain. And if

1476
01:08:07,040 --> 01:08:09,840
Speaker 1: you kill yourself, what does everyone say? She must have

1477
01:08:09,920 --> 01:08:11,200
Speaker 1: been in so much pain?

1478
01:08:11,840 --> 01:08:12,360
Speaker 3: I can't.

1479
01:08:12,520 --> 01:08:15,360
Speaker 1: The pain she must be feeling must have been unimaginable.

1480
01:08:15,680 --> 01:08:18,719
Speaker 1: Why does no one have that said about them until

1481
01:08:18,760 --> 01:08:21,679
Speaker 1: after they kill themselves. No one says, you know, she's

1482
01:08:21,720 --> 01:08:23,640
Speaker 1: on medication, she's going to a doctor. She must be

1483
01:08:23,640 --> 01:08:25,960
Speaker 1: in so much pain. She can't get out of bed today. Now,

1484
01:08:26,040 --> 01:08:28,720
Speaker 1: she must be in so much pain. It's usually just like, ugh,

1485
01:08:29,840 --> 01:08:33,080
Speaker 1: she's in one of her things. Like people only get

1486
01:08:33,080 --> 01:08:36,400
Speaker 1: that kind of sympathy and understanding from the general public

1487
01:08:36,640 --> 01:08:39,320
Speaker 1: after they throw themselves from a hotel roof. Like it's

1488
01:08:39,360 --> 01:08:42,679
Speaker 1: only after that people go, wow, we had no idea.

1489
01:08:42,960 --> 01:08:46,200
Speaker 1: People are in quiet pain all over and it's just like, well,

1490
01:08:46,240 --> 01:08:49,040
Speaker 1: maybe if we made it better more okay to talk

1491
01:08:49,080 --> 01:08:52,559
Speaker 1: about that, and we we could empathize more.

1492
01:08:52,600 --> 01:08:56,080
Speaker 3: But I do think that's the root of why, Like I.

1493
01:08:56,080 --> 01:08:59,960
Speaker 2: Always say, yeah, after they kill themselves, then that's an opera.

1494
01:09:00,120 --> 01:09:04,519
Speaker 2: They can make that about them, whereas when you're if

1495
01:09:04,520 --> 01:09:07,040
Speaker 2: someone's depressed, they can't make that about them. But when

1496
01:09:07,080 --> 01:09:08,880
Speaker 2: someone kills themselves, then all of a sudden they can

1497
01:09:08,880 --> 01:09:11,720
Speaker 2: be like, oh my god, I had no idea they

1498
01:09:11,720 --> 01:09:14,000
Speaker 2: were in so much pain, and I knew that person,

1499
01:09:14,360 --> 01:09:18,160
Speaker 2: And then it becomes like a little like a little

1500
01:09:18,160 --> 01:09:20,639
Speaker 2: trophy for them to hold up, whereas when someone's depressed,

1501
01:09:20,680 --> 01:09:24,200
Speaker 2: there's no there's there's no ego that you can apply

1502
01:09:24,320 --> 01:09:24,679
Speaker 2: to that.

1503
01:09:24,960 --> 01:09:26,519
Speaker 1: Well, because I'm not going to kill myself, but I

1504
01:09:26,560 --> 01:09:29,720
Speaker 1: talk about it a lot because I wish it was

1505
01:09:29,880 --> 01:09:32,120
Speaker 1: a thing that I could do more easily, or like

1506
01:09:32,280 --> 01:09:33,960
Speaker 1: that I could do it then come back again.

1507
01:09:34,040 --> 01:09:35,040
Speaker 3: You know, like there's a.

1508
01:09:34,960 --> 01:09:37,000
Speaker 1: Million reasons why I would never do it, and I'm

1509
01:09:37,000 --> 01:09:39,120
Speaker 1: not going to do it, But sometimes I say I'm

1510
01:09:39,160 --> 01:09:41,080
Speaker 1: going to do it because I just want people to understand.

1511
01:09:41,080 --> 01:09:43,280
Speaker 1: I just and I don't want them to get worried

1512
01:09:43,280 --> 01:09:45,360
Speaker 1: and call the cops or whatever, but I just want

1513
01:09:45,720 --> 01:09:50,000
Speaker 1: them to I get why people do it. I completely understand.

1514
01:09:50,040 --> 01:09:51,679
Speaker 1: Not only are you do you want the pain to stop?

1515
01:09:51,920 --> 01:09:55,840
Speaker 1: You want people to fucking get it. How miserable you are,

1516
01:09:56,400 --> 01:09:58,680
Speaker 1: Yeah to be understood. And I think that's what a

1517
01:09:58,680 --> 01:10:01,280
Speaker 1: lot of depression is is that people aren't understood, they

1518
01:10:01,280 --> 01:10:04,400
Speaker 1: don't feel understood. And I think that's what draws me

1519
01:10:04,439 --> 01:10:06,840
Speaker 1: to comedy, honestly, is like because I get to talk

1520
01:10:06,840 --> 01:10:09,400
Speaker 1: into a microphone and be like, these are my feelings,

1521
01:10:09,400 --> 01:10:11,720
Speaker 1: and you can't refute them by talking back or you'll

1522
01:10:11,760 --> 01:10:14,800
Speaker 1: get kicked out of here. So I wish it was

1523
01:10:14,840 --> 01:10:17,479
Speaker 1: helping more, but it's Yeah, it's just been a rough

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Speaker 1: patch recently. But but it's not always this way.

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Speaker 3: It's there's there's more.

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Speaker 1: There's definitely if you spend time with friends is good,

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Speaker 1: if you talk about it a lot, if you listen

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Speaker 1: to like when you're depressed music sounds really good. Reaching

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Speaker 1: out to other friends who are depressed has been very

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Speaker 1: helpful for me, like not just talking to friends who

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Speaker 1: are doing well, because it's just like it's just hard

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Speaker 1: when I don't want to call people when they're doing well.

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Speaker 1: Like I have a couple people in my life right

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Speaker 1: now who are really going through a sad time, and

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Speaker 1: it's been better for us to talk to each other.

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Speaker 3: And yeah, so that that stuff has.

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Speaker 1: Been helping and and and honestly that Hannah's videos. If

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Speaker 1: you're depressed out there, listen to that woman. She is

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Speaker 1: like so nurturing mother spirit, like so understanding of you

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Speaker 1: being a little sad bitch.

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Speaker 3: And I mean that with love. So I guess that's

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Speaker 3: the end of the show. Yeah, we'll be back next week,

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Speaker 3: all right, So I'm in Australia.

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Speaker 1: I won't have stories from next week because we are

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Speaker 1: still going to be doing pre taped episodes, but we

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Speaker 1: will be up to date pretty soon.

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Speaker 3: But these are all new episodes.

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Speaker 1: These aren't repeats. We just banked them beforehand. We worked

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Speaker 1: really hard to do so, so I hope you enjoy them.

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Speaker 1: I love you, bust these WKA and see you next week.