Speaker 1: Paul from Spooky.
Speaker 2: Hey is this spooky?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 2: Oh, what's up? Spooky?
Speaker 1: I just this is okay, I know we just met.
Speaker 1: This is really inappropriate, probably for therapy, for like therapists
Speaker 1: to like patients. I just want to squeegh it will tummy?
Speaker 2: You want to squish my tummy?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 3: So cute.
Speaker 1: Why it's just so cute and around. I just it's
Speaker 1: like I feel like it could lay on it. And
Speaker 1: I feel like if you drop that a like a
Speaker 1: a fast enough velocity, your head would bounce a couple
Speaker 1: of times. It just looks really nicety.
Speaker 2: Your head would like my head would bounce or that,
Speaker 2: if you.
Speaker 1: Know mine, if I were to figuratively drop my head
Speaker 1: on your tummy, it will bounce. M Yeah.
Speaker 2: So you have this feeling that you you want to
Speaker 2: squish my belly? Yeah, and it seems like a rather
Speaker 2: intense feeling.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it is. I had to call I just I've
Speaker 1: been trying to call for you so long. I'm your
Speaker 1: biggest fat I'm well, okay, I started watching you like
Speaker 1: ten minutes ago, but I really like you.
Speaker 2: And what do you do? What do you do with
Speaker 2: this intense feeling? If you have nowhere to know where
Speaker 2: to put it? How do you? I mean, what do you?
Speaker 2: What do you?
Speaker 4: What do you?
Speaker 2: What do you do with this?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 1: Right now you're here on I have two monitors, and
Speaker 1: to ease it, to ease the pain of it, I
Speaker 1: have you on both on both screens. One one is
Speaker 1: on Internet Explorer and the other one's on Chrome.
Speaker 2: You have me on Internet Explorer and Chrome.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Why didn't you get two tabs on on browser instead
Speaker 2: of two browsers?
Speaker 1: Does that work?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: Can I still see you on both monitors? All I
Speaker 1: see is you when I look forward?
Speaker 2: Are you setting it up so that you see me
Speaker 2: no matter what direction you look in?
Speaker 1: Yes?
Speaker 2: Okay, because you're gonna need more monitors for that.
Speaker 1: Yes, I know. Hold on the people orders somewhere. What
Speaker 1: do you use?
Speaker 2: I just have a laptop.
Speaker 1: Oh you have nice seeks too, Thank you? Yeah? Do
Speaker 1: you have any dark secrets?
Speaker 2: Not that I would be willing to tell you.
Speaker 5: Why not?
Speaker 2: I don't know if I trust you with my dark secrets?
Speaker 1: Oh, you can trust me. Gek that's your name, right?
Speaker 1: I get?
Speaker 6: Or is it Lyle?
Speaker 4: Who's Lile?
Speaker 2: Do you believe that you're trustworthy?
Speaker 1: Yes? Yes, I do, I do.
Speaker 5: I do.
Speaker 2: And what is it about yourself that makes you believe that?
Speaker 1: Uh, one time my friend told me that she you know,
Speaker 1: if I told you it secret.
Speaker 2: That makes sense.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so tell me a secret.
Speaker 2: I've never been in love.
Speaker 7: Don't stop looking at me like that.
Speaker 8: Oh, you have enough.
Speaker 9: Lying.
Speaker 2: Maybe once I was real young. I don't know if
Speaker 2: that was love. I might have been too young for
Speaker 2: that to have been love.
Speaker 1: When I was in second grade, I was in computer
Speaker 1: class and there is this girl and this boy in
Speaker 1: the corner. They weren't at their computers. They're in the
Speaker 1: corner staring at each other and looking down, and I
Speaker 1: was like, what are they doing? So that I went
Speaker 1: up to them, and they were showing each other there,
Speaker 1: you know, And I think that that was the only
Speaker 1: time I saw real love.
Speaker 2: You think they were in love?
Speaker 4: Yes, I do, see.
Speaker 2: I don't know if I mean, I don't know. I
Speaker 2: don't think. I don't know if that was love. I
Speaker 2: feel like that might have been either. Well, it depends
Speaker 2: how young they were. It sounds like it was more
Speaker 2: of an act of curiosity than anything else.
Speaker 6: Oh.
Speaker 1: Yeah, they did it in trouble. They did get caught.
Speaker 1: But that was the first time I ever saw foreskin.
Speaker 2: Is is this something that you think about Austin?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember, Oh I remember it visiusly Yeah, I
Speaker 1: was like, wow, it's like a meat suit. Okay, Oh,
Speaker 1: your tummy is so cute. I'm so glad I'm talking
Speaker 1: to you right now. We can play the question game.
Speaker 2: I don't know what that is.
Speaker 1: Okay, I'll start. What's your favorite color? Green?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 3: Are you saying spooky?
Speaker 2: Thank you so much for sharing spooky. I hope you
Speaker 2: have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 1: What don't leave me?
Speaker 3: Oh? Teaching you?
Speaker 8: Hello?
Speaker 2: What's up?
Speaker 4: As you're going?
Speaker 10: This is Alex.
Speaker 9: Alex and my wife Courtney.
Speaker 2: And his wife Courtney. It's like when you go to
Speaker 2: the claw machine and you get two presents, two for one,
Speaker 2: double prizes, double prizes exactly.
Speaker 9: So we're calling you tonight because we need advice from
Speaker 9: an impartial third party.
Speaker 2: I started, Yeah, hit me, we.
Speaker 10: Got I have.
Speaker 9: We have this wonderful cat, Frida. She's this black cat.
Speaker 9: She's very sweet, she brings us much happiness.
Speaker 7: I love her.
Speaker 5: I picked her.
Speaker 9: Courtney thinks that we need to have this cat for
Speaker 9: the rest of our lives. And by that I mean
Speaker 9: when Freda dies. She wants to have the cat taxidermied
Speaker 9: and keep the cats skeleton.
Speaker 7: Not the firm because it's kind of creepy, but I
Speaker 7: like the skeletons of cats, and I think it might
Speaker 7: be nice to keep Frida forever.
Speaker 9: I think that this is fuck fucking wild, and that
Speaker 9: we should not keep the cat skeleton.
Speaker 2: H Well, I mean, I think the perfect way to
Speaker 2: start this off is I'd like to hear Courtney's reasons
Speaker 2: as to why she wants to keep the skeleton, and
Speaker 2: then and then I would like to hear your reasons
Speaker 2: as to why we should not keep the keep the skeleton.
Speaker 2: So Courtney tell me pros for the skeleton.
Speaker 7: So I love oddities, So I collect a lot of oddities,
Speaker 7: Like I have a necklace with a mouse skull on it.
Speaker 7: I I'm right now starting a bug collection, and I
Speaker 7: know it's kind of freaky and weird, but I really
Speaker 7: would love to have a cat skeleton sitting like in
Speaker 7: a case.
Speaker 2: And I would really love for By the way, I'm sorry,
Speaker 2: but I love that you're talking about is the cat
Speaker 2: still alive?
Speaker 11: Right?
Speaker 2: I love that you're just you're just staring at the cat,
Speaker 2: like I'd love to have a cat skeleton in a
Speaker 2: case one day, I were that cat scared shitless. Anyway, continue,
Speaker 2: I love.
Speaker 7: This cat, and I'm just like, why would I not like?
Speaker 7: I think it would. I think it would add to
Speaker 7: my abenes collection and it would have the story behind
Speaker 7: it instead of saying, hey, I just got this cat
Speaker 7: skeleton from someone else, I don't know. It's a stray cat,
Speaker 7: like I love to say it was, you know cat
Speaker 7: that was love for years.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's those are reasons. Now what's your name? What's
Speaker 2: what's Corney? What's your husband's name?
Speaker 10: Alex?
Speaker 2: Alex Alex, representing the side of throw the cat's skeleton away,
Speaker 2: give me, give me, give me your argument.
Speaker 9: So our argument, my argument, the argument on the side
Speaker 9: of what I would proposed, is probably the norm. When
Speaker 9: the cat dies, you want to show it respect by
Speaker 9: either burying or cremating it. The better argument, though, I feel,
Speaker 9: is because Corney and I are talking about having kids
Speaker 9: in the next couple of years, and so this cat
Speaker 9: is too, meaning that we're going to you have a
Speaker 9: baby and the cat will still be alive, and then
Speaker 9: the baby will get older and will probably be around
Speaker 9: five or six years old. When Frieda actually dies, and
Speaker 9: so I think you would be extremely traumatic to one
Speaker 9: or one not only have your child had to go
Speaker 9: through learning what death is, but number two also constantly
Speaker 9: reminding the child what death is and that your bones
Speaker 9: will just end up on display somewhere.
Speaker 2: Corney, let me ask you something. Yeah, let's say you
Speaker 2: have a kid, okay, and the kid dies, Damn, you're
Speaker 2: keeping skeleton.
Speaker 7: Okay. If I was implaining on having a kid skeleton
Speaker 7: in I reminded one of the cat skeleton.
Speaker 2: So that's your line. Well, we've established a limit. Yes,
Speaker 2: this is a good place to start. I think a dog.
Speaker 9: We have two dogs, and she doesn't want either of
Speaker 9: their skeletons.
Speaker 2: I don't, okay, So no kids skeleton, no dog skeleton,
Speaker 2: but the cat we want the cats skeleton.
Speaker 7: Maybe some mice that would be fun.
Speaker 10: Mm hmm.
Speaker 2: See the lines to me, they feel the lines feel
Speaker 2: arbitrary to me for some reason. I like like, like,
Speaker 2: why why would you keep the skeleton of the cat
Speaker 2: but not the dog of the kid?
Speaker 4: Is there too large.
Speaker 2: As tha? Mm hmm what Okay? I'm trying to think here,
Speaker 2: who whose cat is it?
Speaker 9: It's nice she got the cat, but the cat likes
Speaker 9: anymore because I don't want to tax the dermy to cat.
Speaker 2: Hm h m hmm. This is a tough one. This
Speaker 2: is a tough one. But I mean, look, if it's
Speaker 2: at the end of the day, if it's Courtney's cat,
Speaker 2: then she can get a tax with thermaids. That's the
Speaker 2: problem with with with with animals is that we can't
Speaker 2: We don't know what they want when they die, mainly
Speaker 2: because they don't know that they're gonna die. All No
Speaker 2: animal knows that it's going to die. That's it knowing
Speaker 2: that they're going to do to humans. The thing about
Speaker 2: you don't want your child to know about death, I
Speaker 2: mean maybe I don't know. Maybe maybe it's good to
Speaker 2: always think about death. I think in the I mean
Speaker 2: in the adult life, it's always good to think about
Speaker 2: death because it makes you think about life. How important
Speaker 2: it is.
Speaker 1: The dermy things.
Speaker 7: So I feel like it's normal, Like a lot of
Speaker 7: people were in Texas, so a lot of people have
Speaker 7: deer skulls and whatnot, and we already have them, but
Speaker 7: it's not theirs around our house.
Speaker 9: It's not their pet deer.
Speaker 7: True, but it's still skeleton.
Speaker 6: You know.
Speaker 9: I have no problems with teaching our children about deaths.
Speaker 9: It's just a constant reminder.
Speaker 2: M put the cat on line. Can we get the
Speaker 2: cat on the line? No, it's gonna be useless. Cats
Speaker 2: can't talk.
Speaker 1: I don't have to talk.
Speaker 7: We can hold, but we can't talk.
Speaker 12: Yeah, here's her jingle.
Speaker 2: I mean, look, I'm team I am team that at
Speaker 2: the end of the day, the cat should decide. But
Speaker 2: that's this is a dilemma here because the cat cannot talk,
Speaker 2: so I don't I mean, look, do I think you
Speaker 2: should keep those cats skeleton? Okay, if the cat can't talk,
Speaker 2: then the cat's owner has to be representative of the
Speaker 2: cat's wishes, and if it is Courtney's cats, then at
Speaker 2: the end of the day, she gets to decide what
Speaker 2: to do. And that's who gets to decide. But in
Speaker 2: terms of like what do I overall believe should be done,
Speaker 2: I think burry the cat. By the end of the day,
Speaker 2: Courtney gets to decide.
Speaker 12: Would it be more moral to have a cat that's
Speaker 12: not affiliated with us, like to buy a cat from
Speaker 12: someone that's already taxed her meat, And it's like a
Speaker 12: cat that I don't know, you just really want a
Speaker 12: cat skeleton?
Speaker 2: This doesn't. It could be any cats you want. It
Speaker 2: is part of your collection, I do. You're a super
Speaker 2: villain in the making. By the way, this is some
Speaker 2: This is this is like Disney villain is Couella Deville
Speaker 2: behavior that you're exhibiting. But you know, look, I wish
Speaker 2: you guys the best of luck. And you know, I mean,
Speaker 2: what's the name of the cat, Freda? I I wish
Speaker 2: fred to the best. Here's here's what I Okay, I'll
Speaker 2: leave you with this. Just save it until the cat dies,
Speaker 2: because it's rude to the cat to be talking about
Speaker 2: if you're going to keep its skeleton when it dies
Speaker 2: while it's still alive, wait for it to die first,
Speaker 2: to lease before you have this argument that. That's what
Speaker 2: I'll say. Beautiful, Thank you guys very much. I have
Speaker 2: a good rest of the night.
Speaker 10: Thank you time.
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, what's up?
Speaker 6: Are you ready for a ship show?
Speaker 2: Am I ready for a ship show?
Speaker 13: Correct?
Speaker 2: I'd like to think I'm ready for anything. It's probably
Speaker 2: not true, but.
Speaker 6: Oh no, it really is. Okay, hit me, I'm gonna
Speaker 6: try to break it down slowly. My husband and I
Speaker 6: moved out to the wonderful state of Missouri in twenty nineteen,
Speaker 6: and he was being a dumbass and wasn't being I
Speaker 6: guess you could say doing the right things or treating
Speaker 6: me right at the same time. So he wasn't learning
Speaker 6: and he was manufacturing firearms. So I turned his ass
Speaker 6: into the ATF and he went away for a little
Speaker 6: vaca for about eighteen months. He's now been home for
Speaker 6: a little over a month and we're trying to rebuild things.
Speaker 6: But in that year and a half that he's been gone,
Speaker 6: I should also stayed. I'm a recovering alcoholic, had a
Speaker 6: son that died, didn't cope with it well, went to drinking,
Speaker 6: did stupid shit. I've been in therapy now for a
Speaker 6: long time, been working on myself, just got a scholarship
Speaker 6: for my bachelor's degree. I've got a four point zero
Speaker 6: right now.
Speaker 12: So how have you.
Speaker 6: What do you think are good methods or therapies to
Speaker 6: work on this and try to rebuild it.
Speaker 2: So you turned your husband in for illegally manufacturing firearms?
Speaker 6: Yes?
Speaker 5: I did?
Speaker 2: And was he upset with you?
Speaker 6: Now? He knew that I had done it, and I
Speaker 6: should also add he had pulled one on me prior,
Speaker 6: which is why he got turned in.
Speaker 2: He pulled a gun on you? Yes, what what?
Speaker 1: What?
Speaker 2: What is the what is the what is the context
Speaker 2: of that situation?
Speaker 6: I want to go get it so he wouldn't use
Speaker 6: it and he grabbed it and this was after he
Speaker 6: put a zip tie around his neck.
Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, that is a red flag.
Speaker 6: He's in the room right now. I just want to
Speaker 6: add that too. He's in He's in the group, So
Speaker 6: he's part of this conversation.
Speaker 2: What's his name, Brad Shulis, Brad Showlis, don't have to
Speaker 2: give me his full name.
Speaker 6: Well, that's his username in the room right now.
Speaker 2: Wait when you say he's in the room, do you
Speaker 2: mean he's with you.
Speaker 6: He's in the room and he's also watching the stream.
Speaker 6: He's the one who suggested that I call in.
Speaker 2: Okay, So a year and a half ago, your husband
Speaker 2: pulled a gun on you, Yes, and you told the
Speaker 2: police this, Yeah, what do they tell you to do?
Speaker 6: They basically didn't do shit, to be honest, which was
Speaker 6: why I went above them and went to the FED.
Speaker 6: And he knew that. He knows that I turned him in.
Speaker 6: That's no secret because it's probably the best thing I
Speaker 6: could have done. Because you learned from it, and he
Speaker 6: said that it was good because got him out of
Speaker 6: doing stupid shit. Because honestly, if if I wouldn't have
Speaker 6: done that and we have we had children together, it
Speaker 6: just would have gotten worse.
Speaker 2: So you're telling me that you have been in real
Speaker 2: therapy for how long?
Speaker 6: I've been in therapy since well, on and off twenty years,
Speaker 6: but continuous since twenty nineteen.
Speaker 2: Okay, So, uh, when you told all this stuff to
Speaker 2: or have you had the same therapist for twenty years?
Speaker 6: No, I've had the same therapist.
Speaker 5: In the last two Okay.
Speaker 2: When you tell all this stuff to your therapist, what
Speaker 2: do they tell you?
Speaker 6: It's it's all different mixes, you know, do you want
Speaker 6: to work things out? Do you think it can be saved?
Speaker 6: You know? Evaluating him as a person, like overall, he's
Speaker 6: a good person, he really is. He just has I know,
Speaker 6: he doesn't drink, he doesn't do drugs.
Speaker 1: He just hadn't tell me.
Speaker 2: I mean, what's your name again, Wendy, Wendy. When you
Speaker 2: told your therapist that your husband pulled a gun on you,
Speaker 2: was he and he was threatening it?
Speaker 6: Yeah? I told the police that too.
Speaker 2: Okay, what did your therapist tell you to do?
Speaker 6: Well, the first thing was to file a restrain in
Speaker 6: order and take a break, which we did. Then we
Speaker 6: got gotten back together after that time period, and ATS
Speaker 6: was still investigating. It took him about six months from
Speaker 6: the time that I had turned him in until he
Speaker 6: was actually picked up. So by the time he was
Speaker 6: picked up in February of twenty twenty, we were actually
Speaker 6: doing a lot better, like our relationship was getting stronger, healthier,
Speaker 6: things were going the right way. And then he got
Speaker 6: locked up for eighteen months.
Speaker 2: Okay, now, and now he's out of is in and
Speaker 2: your back with him?
Speaker 6: Yes?
Speaker 2: And what what does your therapist think about that?
Speaker 6: She thinks it's risky, she thinks it's scary. We have
Speaker 6: safety plans and implemented just in case.
Speaker 2: Okay, but I personally agree with your therapist. Why now
Speaker 2: has your therapist told you when your therapist old you
Speaker 2: don't file a restraining order against this guy, and you
Speaker 2: did you file a restraining order against him?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 2: Okay, but you have since redacted that.
Speaker 14: Oh yeah, I did that too.
Speaker 6: But the main reason that he got I know, people
Speaker 6: I read the room and people are saying, it's not
Speaker 6: illegal for you to build guns. Correct, It's not but
Speaker 6: he has a restraining order from his first wife that
Speaker 6: prohibited from owning any firearms or ammunition, which was why
Speaker 6: he got in trouble.
Speaker 2: Okay, so your therapist told you that this was risky
Speaker 2: and that it's unsafe, and I assume she told you
Speaker 2: that you shouldn't be with this guy.
Speaker 6: She didn't exactly say not to. She just wanted me
Speaker 6: to really evaluate the pros and the cons and assess
Speaker 6: the different risks.
Speaker 2: Obviously, okay, and tell me what's going through your head
Speaker 2: as you're assessing these risks.
Speaker 6: To be honest, in the beginning, I was like, f no, scared,
Speaker 6: didn't want to do it. But then over time, as
Speaker 6: I was talking to him while he was locked up,
Speaker 6: I could since you know, he was changing. He wasn't
Speaker 6: the same type of person as he was when he
Speaker 6: was here, which you know, of course, my first thought
Speaker 6: was this is just typical prison talk, like they're going
Speaker 6: to sweet talk you while they're there and kiss ass
Speaker 6: and whatever, and then they're going to come out and
Speaker 6: it's going to be the same shit all over again.
Speaker 6: But since he's been out, and he's only been out
Speaker 6: for like a month, a little over a month now,
Speaker 6: and so far, he's actually, from what I could tell,
Speaker 6: he's actually really trying. So that's that's where I'm trying
Speaker 6: to see. You know, how do you have any suggestions
Speaker 6: as to possibly bridge the gap or maybe to help
Speaker 6: rebuild trust, I mean, other than just you know, time
Speaker 6: and patience.
Speaker 2: Well, this is totally well, I'll tell you. I mean,
Speaker 2: I'm not a real therapist. This is you know, totally
Speaker 2: totally not you know, something that that I'm I'm I'm
Speaker 2: really uh equipped to like help you with. I would
Speaker 2: I would, you know, advise you to take deeply into
Speaker 2: consideration everything that your real therapist tells you, especially when
Speaker 2: she's telling you that this is pretty risky and unsafe,
Speaker 2: you know, I mean, you're you're you're a real therapist.
Speaker 2: And it sounds it sounds as though all of the
Speaker 2: counsel that you've sought from, legitimate you know, mental health
Speaker 2: professionals and uh uh you know, social health professionals and whatnot,
Speaker 2: have have told you to get a restraining order against
Speaker 2: this guy.
Speaker 6: I mean, I definitely would if I needed to again,
Speaker 6: But like I said, I'm hoping that we're past that point,
Speaker 6: and so far, there hasn't been anything that's even been
Speaker 6: remotely like what it was. So and like I said,
Speaker 6: he's literally in the room. So like people who are commenting,
Speaker 6: he can he can post and say hi. But I
Speaker 6: mean he's hearing this, he's reading it. He's he's like
Speaker 6: I said, he's the one who's suggested for me to
Speaker 6: call in, So I did.
Speaker 2: All. All I'll say to you is, you know, look again,
Speaker 2: like I no one, no one can force you to
Speaker 2: do anything right. You're your own person, you know. But
Speaker 2: I'll tell you if if you're going to therapy, if
Speaker 2: you're seeking professional help from people, uh, I'll you know,
Speaker 2: I'm not a real therapist, you know. I'll tell you,
Speaker 2: like you listen to whatever the professionals are telling you,
Speaker 2: take it deep into consideration, you know, because no one
Speaker 2: can force you to do anything, but you know, really
Speaker 2: consider you know, the you know, the safest option. I mean,
Speaker 2: if you want my personal opinion, I think you should
Speaker 2: stay far the far away from this guy. I think
Speaker 2: you should find a different relationship or or even rather
Speaker 2: spend some time, you know, on your own, you know,
Speaker 2: figuring things out. That's my personal opinion.
Speaker 14: No, And I think that's a good way and a
Speaker 14: good start, especially for the eighteen months that I was
Speaker 14: apart like so that I went through therapy and got
Speaker 14: myself in the school and I've been working on improving
Speaker 14: myself and doing that sort of thing. So No, it's
Speaker 14: definitely I'm learning that.
Speaker 2: Stop thinking, well is it, Wendy, stay safe, continue to
Speaker 2: consult with with professionals about this, and and continue to
Speaker 2: heed to their guidance. That's what I'll tell you. Well,
Speaker 2: thank you anytime. Thank you, Wendy.
Speaker 1: Paul From Alexandria.
Speaker 8: Alexandria, Oh my god, no way, how are you?
Speaker 2: How am I?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 5: How are you.
Speaker 7: Waiting? My Actually?
Speaker 2: On Alexandria. It's a long name. Does anyone ever just
Speaker 2: call you Alex? Or do there's always Alexandria when you're
Speaker 2: when dinner is ready? Does your mom go Alexandria come down?
Speaker 1: Only when I was in trouble.
Speaker 2: Only when you were in trouble, you shortened to Alexandria
Speaker 2: to Alley. Mm hm, that's incorrect. Ali is short for a.
Speaker 8: Oh okay, I guess I should change my name.
Speaker 2: No that you should change the shortening, because here's the
Speaker 2: thing is changing your name. That's why the shortening. There's
Speaker 2: no lead, there's no paperwork, involved in changing the shortening
Speaker 2: of your name. That's sort of that's sort of nick
Speaker 2: nick name, the shortening and the shortening. You don't No
Speaker 2: one ever has to legally change their nickname, so you can.
Speaker 2: I think you should change the shortening to alex Ali
Speaker 2: is short for Alexandra. That doesn't make any sense because
Speaker 2: Ali is for Allison.
Speaker 1: I guess I've been living my entire life.
Speaker 2: No, I don't think you've been living. You're taking everything
Speaker 2: I'm saying too literally.
Speaker 5: I'm just kidding.
Speaker 4: Oh, but what was your topic for tonight?
Speaker 11: Was it?
Speaker 1: Have you ever been in trouble?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: I have a story.
Speaker 8: I'm actually banned from Canada because I went on a
Speaker 8: trip and we were coming back and it was with
Speaker 8: my boyfriend at the time, and we had like weed
Speaker 8: in the car or something like that, and the drug
Speaker 8: dogs like We're like, oh, they smelled it, and I
Speaker 8: got in trouble because they were like, do you have
Speaker 8: anything in your pocket? And I was like no, And
Speaker 8: then they held it up in front of the entire
Speaker 8: like there's like this little waiting room of other people.
Speaker 8: There was like forty people in there, and they held
Speaker 8: in front of it and it was super embarrassing, and
Speaker 8: then we're like, well, tend until you're not allowed back
Speaker 8: in until I get something cleared, and then I'm actually
Speaker 8: not allowed on any military basis either because and now
Speaker 8: you're home from Canada.
Speaker 2: Yeah, so what so you tried to bring weed home
Speaker 2: from Canada? So why would that ban you from Canada?
Speaker 2: That should ban you from the US.
Speaker 8: Oh well, it was like because we were sneaking it
Speaker 8: over or something like that, and they said we were
Speaker 8: because I'm from New York and we were coming from there.
Speaker 8: And they said that I wasn't allowed because I was
Speaker 8: technically smuggling drugs over the border.
Speaker 2: No, you were, You were smuggling drugs over the border.
Speaker 6: I know.
Speaker 1: Why do you think we would get caught?
Speaker 8: Because it was like the own because we've been like
Speaker 8: numerous times before and this is the only day the
Speaker 8: dogs are there and one of the only times I
Speaker 8: actually like took stuff back and I got in trouble.
Speaker 2: Why did you take we had? There's plenty of weeds.
Speaker 2: I could to call my friend, Uh, Noah. I have
Speaker 2: a friend and his name is Noah. He sells weed.
Speaker 2: Calling for you, it's way easier. He lives in He
Speaker 2: lives in America.
Speaker 15: This was a couple of years ago.
Speaker 1: I haven't tried to go back theine.
Speaker 2: So how much weed were you trying to steal from
Speaker 2: Canada or not to steal? I guess you He's buy
Speaker 2: the weed and then take you. It's more of a
Speaker 2: smuggle than a steal.
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah.
Speaker 8: And then I also had this little boon that I
Speaker 8: brought from my house and they found it and it
Speaker 8: was all broken, like I.
Speaker 6: Tape it together and they were like, where did you
Speaker 6: get this?
Speaker 3: I was like in Canada.
Speaker 1: You did not get this in Canada.
Speaker 8: So then I got in trouble for that too.
Speaker 2: You know, I will say Alexandria that I think smuggling
Speaker 2: I don't. I don't really, I don't, you know, I
Speaker 2: was talking earlier, just the law define morality. Smuggling I
Speaker 2: don't think should be a thing. It shouldn't be. We
Speaker 2: shouldn't have to smuggle. I mean, look, we have the earth,
Speaker 2: right yeah, and you're telling me that some fucking guy
Speaker 2: in some office is telling me that I can't take
Speaker 2: stuff from one place to another place. It's all just
Speaker 2: stuff on the earth. Borders are man made illusions, you know, Yeah, exactly,
Speaker 2: So you know, good on you for that for I
Speaker 2: guess smuggling something to prove that.
Speaker 1: It was only like two joints too, like it was
Speaker 1: completely ball.
Speaker 2: Have you since given up smoking weed?
Speaker 1: Now?
Speaker 2: Are you high right now?
Speaker 16: Yeah?
Speaker 8: Actually I took a dab before this, and I was
Speaker 8: like so in shock.
Speaker 1: When you answer, I was like.
Speaker 2: Oh my god, get out of here, Get out of here, Alexandria.
Speaker 2: They're gonna come for me next. I'll talk to you soon.
Speaker 1: Have a good day.
Speaker 2: Being high on my stream? What are you doing? We
Speaker 2: can't let the feds see me like this. We can't
Speaker 2: let the feds find us. The cops are gonna shut
Speaker 2: if they see a talking gecko on the computer, they're
Speaker 2: gonna shut us down immediately.
Speaker 1: All from.
Speaker 15: Jane, Hello, Hello, Hello, what's going on? And I got
Speaker 15: a crazy story though.
Speaker 13: Yeah the story you said, Yeah.
Speaker 2: What's so crazy about it?
Speaker 15: Okay? Well, so, I mean I guess when I asked
Speaker 15: if I ever got in trouble. So a couple of
Speaker 15: years back, I was battling the coke addiction, and I
Speaker 15: remember one day my mom texted me, I don't know,
Speaker 15: we're out of the complete blue and she was hounding me.
Speaker 15: She was like, my name is Alex. She was like, Alex,
Speaker 15: are you on are you doing anything? Like, Alex, tell
Speaker 15: me right now whatever. And after enough like interrogation, I
Speaker 15: was like, oh, you know, it's just nicotine. She was
Speaker 15: like I know that's not it. And I was like okay, fine, weed.
Speaker 15: And then she was pushing me some more and she
Speaker 15: was like I know that's not it. And I was like, okay,
Speaker 15: alcohol whatever, and she was like cut the bullshit. Are
Speaker 15: you going to pass the drug test? And I was
Speaker 15: like no, and then she was like tell me why not?
Speaker 15: And I was like, because I like smoked earlier today whatever.
Speaker 15: She was like, I'm going to drive right down there
Speaker 15: right now. The issue being is that like fun fact
Speaker 15: coke stats and your system for today and I was
Speaker 15: doing it the night before, so I was like fuck,
Speaker 15: you know. So I finally gave in and was like, yeah,
Speaker 15: I was doing coke like at a party whatever. And
Speaker 15: I asked my sister how the hell she knew? I
Speaker 15: guess because it just weirded me out that she was
Speaker 15: pressing me so much until I actually like said that,
Speaker 15: and longstery short, my sister was telling me how my
Speaker 15: mom reached out to a medium like a psychic. They
Speaker 15: were emailing back and forth, and she was giving her
Speaker 15: insight on like our family and stuff because we had
Speaker 15: some issues going on at the time, so she needed
Speaker 15: some like you know, I don't know, closure or whatever. Anyway. Yeah,
Speaker 15: she was just like, your son is battling with substance
Speaker 15: abuse or something like that.
Speaker 2: So yeah, so a psychic. Yeah, yeah, you were battling
Speaker 2: with substance addiction.
Speaker 13: Yeah.
Speaker 2: How do you think she knew.
Speaker 10: The psychic?
Speaker 15: I'm not sure she got it from like a family
Speaker 15: friend like the psychic And you know, I don't know.
Speaker 15: It baffles me. Just happened years ago and I still
Speaker 15: don't know why or how. I mean, she's good at
Speaker 15: her job. I guess.
Speaker 2: Do you believe in psychosis?
Speaker 13: I don't know.
Speaker 1: Man.
Speaker 15: After that, I feel like I kind of, yeah, kind
Speaker 15: of have to.
Speaker 2: Almost so so so these days this was three years
Speaker 2: you said.
Speaker 13: Yeah, just about.
Speaker 15: No, I actually went to rehab from I would say
Speaker 15: the end of February to the end of April. Yeah,
Speaker 15: I've been pretty clean since then.
Speaker 2: Do you go to school, Yeah, actually, what do you do.
Speaker 15: I'm majoring in fashion design and merchandising. I'm a freshman
Speaker 15: or now.
Speaker 4: The I just merchandising.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're gonna get into the fashion industry.
Speaker 15: I mean, that's the plan, just starting out those So.
Speaker 2: Why do I feel like there's a lot of people
Speaker 2: who do cocaine in the fashion industry.
Speaker 15: I don't know, man, Honestly, I just think I really
Speaker 15: couldn't answer that. I don't know because I don't know.
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, right, Like it would make sense?
Speaker 13: No, it does, it does.
Speaker 15: But now that you ask, I'm just like stumped because
Speaker 15: all my friends turn into fashion, like do coke. So
Speaker 15: I don't know.
Speaker 17: Man.
Speaker 2: What's what's your like dream piece of clothing that you
Speaker 2: want to design?
Speaker 15: Good question. I'm not sure. I've been taking a lot
Speaker 15: more inspiration from like Avant Guard, which is like high end,
Speaker 15: like more abstract fashion. Uh, usually dramatized.
Speaker 1: Uh.
Speaker 15: But or I mean, I guess for now, I'm just
Speaker 15: like producing a distributing streetwear. I guess some kind of
Speaker 15: peace that would just you know, be up there with
Speaker 15: the big names, would be a pretty cool, pretty cool thing.
Speaker 2: What's that? What's your brand? What's it called?
Speaker 15: It's called Agony kind of gay, but I'm working on it.
Speaker 15: It's not like an official thing yet. I just kind
Speaker 15: of do commissions here and there.
Speaker 2: It's called agony. Yeah, it's pretty hardcore. Thanks, well, good
Speaker 2: luck to you. What'd your name was?
Speaker 15: My name is Alex Alice.
Speaker 2: I hope to be, you know, wearing some I don't know,
Speaker 2: I don't really wear any clothes.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I can see it, but I don't know.
Speaker 2: Maybe you'll make something one day that I'm like, Oh,
Speaker 2: I got to start wearing clothes now because of this time.
Speaker 15: Yes, sweet, I appreciate it. Thanks for your time anytime.
Speaker 10: I have a good night, he says, Yeah.
Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, what's up?
Speaker 1: Hey?
Speaker 17: What what's your opinion on BDSM?
Speaker 2: When you when you ask my opinion on BDSM, are
Speaker 2: you saying are you asking me like my own, like
Speaker 2: do I like BDSM? Or asking me like my general
Speaker 2: opinion of it as a whole, like in general? Uh?
Speaker 13: Both both.
Speaker 2: I don't know. I've never been tied up or tied
Speaker 2: anyone up or anything like that. I don't think I've
Speaker 2: personally ever tried it. I took the test, actually, I
Speaker 2: took the test, you know, the BDSM test. Okay, what
Speaker 2: were you?
Speaker 1: Oh?
Speaker 17: Okay, I'm asking because yeah, I'm I'm partially vanilla too,
Speaker 17: but I'm asking because I kind of like some is dumb,
Speaker 17: I guess, but I've been struggling with whether it's.
Speaker 4: Healthy or not.
Speaker 2: Whether it's healthy or not.
Speaker 17: Yeah, like whether it's I don't know, like is it
Speaker 17: a healthy relationship to have someone telling you what to do?
Speaker 17: Even if it's something positive?
Speaker 2: You know, well, I mean if it's something you're into
Speaker 2: and you know it's you know, obviously it's consensual, then
Speaker 2: I see anything wrong?
Speaker 17: All right? Cool. I'm like really new to it. So
Speaker 17: I was kind of like struggling and I felt, really,
Speaker 17: I don't know, I've always been very empowered, so it
Speaker 17: really surprised.
Speaker 1: Me to.
Speaker 17: Want to be submissive.
Speaker 2: You know, you know, you found yourself if you found
Speaker 2: yourself in a situation in which you're like fuck, you know, look,
Speaker 2: I mean, you don't have to define yourself. Here's the
Speaker 2: thing is, you don't have to let any anything defin you, right, Like,
Speaker 2: Like let's say you're thinking yourself. You're like, you're like,
Speaker 2: you know what, I want to try it for a night.
Speaker 2: I found this guy, and you know, we're both like
Speaker 2: all right, we're gonna do this thing. We got our
Speaker 2: safe word and all that, and you're like, let's fuck
Speaker 2: it for a night. Let's try it. Let's try I'll
Speaker 2: put on the made outfit and I'll let this guy
Speaker 2: tell me what to do. Fuck it, let's try it.
Speaker 4: You try it, okay, okay.
Speaker 2: And then I feel like it, you know, and if
Speaker 2: you're if you're there and you don't like it, you
Speaker 2: stop and you're like, I don't do this again.
Speaker 9: Yeah, okay, but you don't have to do But you're not.
Speaker 2: You're not You're not making some definitive identity choice just
Speaker 2: by doing one thing once, you know what I mean?
Speaker 18: Totally.
Speaker 17: Yeah, that's a really good point. And I think I
Speaker 17: feel like that a lot when I decide, when I
Speaker 17: decide to go a certain way, I feel like, Okay,
Speaker 17: that's who I am now and to be instead of
Speaker 17: just trying it out.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it sounds. It sounds to me. You're curious.
Speaker 2: But you know, I know you say you always feel
Speaker 2: like you're empowered. But I mean, look, I don't think
Speaker 2: there's anything I don't. But here's the thing is, I
Speaker 2: don't think there's anything unempowering about pursuing this thing if
Speaker 2: you're interested in it, you know what I mean. I
Speaker 2: don't think I think that I think that what empowers people.
Speaker 2: I think that what truly empowers people is the agency
Speaker 2: for them to fucking make their own decisions, you know.
Speaker 2: And I actually think, I actually think that this this
Speaker 2: this label that you're that you know, you're when it's like, oh,
Speaker 2: if I do this, I'm like, I'm a sub or
Speaker 2: I'm this, I'm that. You know, the label is gonna
Speaker 2: chain you down. It's gonna the label is what's empowering you,
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, because because then you're chained
Speaker 2: to the to this label of whatever you decided to
Speaker 2: consider yourself. And that's what's gonna take away your power.
Speaker 2: The labeling, not the actual thing of whatever you're doing.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 17: Yeah, yeah, I totally agree with you. Yeah, I'm so
Speaker 17: glad I got to get.
Speaker 16: Through to you.
Speaker 2: For sure, dude. I hope you have a good time.
Speaker 17: Yeah, man, thank you, have a good night.
Speaker 2: Bye. Hello, Hello, Hello, what's up?
Speaker 10: Oh hey?
Speaker 1: Hey?
Speaker 10: Yeah, how you doing? Happy Friday?
Speaker 2: I'm good. I want to talk to you about I
Speaker 2: read the notes on your screen and it said that
Speaker 2: you are you're a taxidermist.
Speaker 10: I am not a taxdermist.
Speaker 2: You wanted to talk about the ethics of taxidermy.
Speaker 10: Absolutely, and I think at this point it is a
Speaker 10: much more interesting, h much more interesting field than I
Speaker 10: thought it was. It seems like an excellent career choice. Friend,
Speaker 10: one that's pursuing it.
Speaker 2: Okay, well tell me I want to know more important,
Speaker 2: most importantly, what are your opinions on the cat skeleton
Speaker 2: controversy between Courtney and Alex.
Speaker 10: You know, I think going back to that conversation, what
Speaker 10: you want to do with your cat is you know,
Speaker 10: beyond me, beyond anyone else's decision. I think more importantly,
Speaker 10: it is a personal decision. If you can live with it,
Speaker 10: go for it. For me, I don't think it's really
Speaker 10: my decision. I don't think I would choose that. I
Speaker 10: don't think you would choose that.
Speaker 2: So what do you what do you think about the
Speaker 2: baby thing? What do you think about tax de deerminized
Speaker 2: taxidermizing the kid? Is that too far.
Speaker 10: Going into the logistics of that. It seems a lot
Speaker 10: more difficult than just you know, being a feasible option.
Speaker 10: You know, there's a lot of I think it's more
Speaker 10: not so solid as a full sized uh, you know,
Speaker 10: human or a cat might be. So I think taxidermying
Speaker 10: tax taxi dermisting a baby would be much more difficult
Speaker 10: than you know, taxi dermizing an actual full sized human.
Speaker 10: Plus I think they have much more riddle bone. So
Speaker 10: I think trying to you know, wire that whole mesh
Speaker 10: system together is you know, just much more difficult than
Speaker 10: you know, a cat or a human.
Speaker 2: I was more so asking about the morality of it
Speaker 2: than the logistics of it. But that's as well.
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally. You know, with the morality of it.
Speaker 10: Is the baby already dead at this point?
Speaker 2: Yes, No, you shouldn't be killing the baby to tax.
Speaker 10: So I didn't kill it, somebody else did, Okay, So
Speaker 10: you know, I think legal issues aside. You know, go
Speaker 10: for it, you know, I you know, I don't think
Speaker 10: I have to answer to a higher power. I don't.
Speaker 10: I don't know if they have to answer to a
Speaker 10: higher power. Whatever you gotta do, you know, I go
Speaker 10: for it. You know, are you do you follow?
Speaker 15: Uh?
Speaker 10: You know? Whatever fields the greater good. I don't think
Speaker 10: it really affects anyone else but your own morality. You know,
Speaker 10: if you have a problem with it, then that's your fault.
Speaker 10: You know, you got to deal with it. But you know,
Speaker 10: it's not going to affect your neighbor. It's not going
Speaker 10: to affect the guy down the street. You know, it's
Speaker 10: not gonna affect somebody else.
Speaker 2: But totally, Well, thank you so much for your perspective.
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, absolutely have.
Speaker 2: Aggressed the night you too.
Speaker 10: I go have a fantastic name.
Speaker 4: Hello, Hello, mister Ghak.
Speaker 2: How are you.
Speaker 5: Good?
Speaker 13: How are you?
Speaker 2: I am? I am a get what's up with you?
Speaker 2: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?
Speaker 5: You you are a gecko. So I'm a professional wrestler,
Speaker 5: which I think is pretty interesting because you know how
Speaker 5: many people get to say.
Speaker 2: That you're a professional wrestler.
Speaker 5: Yeah, like you know when you turn on the TV
Speaker 5: you see like w WE with like John Cena and
Speaker 5: stuff like that.
Speaker 13: That's that's what I do.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, so you're one of the not famous professional wrestlers.
Speaker 5: Yes, exactly.
Speaker 2: Okay, how what's what?
Speaker 6: What do you?
Speaker 2: What do you look like? Describe yourself to me? Physically?
Speaker 13: I don't know.
Speaker 5: I I'm known as like a pretty boy. Uh, I
Speaker 5: don't know. I have a big, cheesy smile. I'm pretty muscular.
Speaker 5: I also do bodybuilding and stuff like that. But I'm
Speaker 5: also like young so like a lot of times, when
Speaker 5: people see just my face, they think you're like, oh,
Speaker 5: you're eighteen, but then when they see like my body,
Speaker 5: they're like, oh, you're like twenty six, but I'm actually
Speaker 5: in the middle.
Speaker 13: I'm twenty two.
Speaker 2: Mm. Okay, so you're so you're a very very pretty
Speaker 2: man and I'm not that. Are you in the WWE?
Speaker 5: No, I actually have lots of friends who are both
Speaker 5: in the WWE, and aw, what are you in? I
Speaker 5: just wrestle like around the Midwest.
Speaker 2: And when you say wrestling, are we talking like, because
Speaker 2: I know I don't know anything about wrestling, but I
Speaker 2: do know that there's like WWE, like theater wrestling, and
Speaker 2: then there's like, you know, real wrestling. Which one are
Speaker 2: you know?
Speaker 5: This is like it's not like real, it's the one
Speaker 5: where it's like, Okay, so we go in the back
Speaker 5: and we talk about who wins, and then we go
Speaker 5: out there and we like put on a show, you know,
Speaker 5: like people have characters or stuff like that, all that
Speaker 5: interesting jazz.
Speaker 2: Okay, have you ever hit someone on the back of
Speaker 2: the head with a chair? First question?
Speaker 5: Yes, I have not on that Okay, So like whenever
Speaker 5: you do stuff, it's like supposed to look real, but
Speaker 5: like not actually like you know, kill someone. So if
Speaker 5: you hit somebody on the back of the head with
Speaker 5: a chair, you would probably like kill them. But like
Speaker 5: there's ways to do stuff where you like don't mess
Speaker 5: people up. So a lot of times when you see
Speaker 5: people get hit in the head with the chair, they
Speaker 5: put a hand up, unless they're like absolutely insane and
Speaker 5: they'll just take it square on. But like they don't
Speaker 5: really do that anymore because there's been one too many
Speaker 5: concussions and you know, people having life altering injuries because
Speaker 5: of that.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. So what's your persona You said you're a
Speaker 2: pretty boy? Are you a villain? Are you like a
Speaker 2: Uh there's a name for these kinds of characters, the
Speaker 2: ones that like you're supposed to hate the villain.
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, they're called a.
Speaker 5: Heel in the heel so kind of the heel. So
Speaker 5: I'm a bad guy, so like I'll go out there
Speaker 5: and uh that's when you like, you know, yell at
Speaker 5: the crowd and get people to boo you. And basically
Speaker 5: the entire point of us is to make the good
Speaker 5: guy look better.
Speaker 17: Uh.
Speaker 5: So it's like, you know, it's interesting because in real life,
Speaker 5: I'm actually a pretty nice guy and I'm not really
Speaker 5: mean whatsoever. But as soon as I go to like
Speaker 5: the curtains for an entrance, it's like I'm a completely
Speaker 5: different person and I can't help myself.
Speaker 2: But be like, really mean, that's a I feel about,
Speaker 2: you know, being a getck. Just can't help myself.
Speaker 5: Exactly, you know, really mean, You're just You're just yeah, honestly,
Speaker 5: when you like you're like, hey, so you're not one
Speaker 5: of the famous ones.
Speaker 2: I was like, oo, well, you know, it's all just
Speaker 2: a character except when it's not. I mean it, but
Speaker 2: tell me, tell me, tell me more about your villainous
Speaker 2: persona like why why what do people do to get
Speaker 2: you to to what do you do to get people
Speaker 2: to boo? You? You know, what's your You're a pretty boy?
Speaker 10: Are you?
Speaker 1: Like?
Speaker 2: Is your whole thing that you're like stuck up? You're like, uh,
Speaker 2: this trustful kid, and what tell me? Tell me more?
Speaker 5: So it's like I'm super narcissistic. So I go out
Speaker 5: there and I basically just tell people that I'm more
Speaker 5: attractive than they are and that they're ugly and like
Speaker 5: a bunch of mouth breathers, and uh, ugly and stuff
Speaker 5: like that, and I tell people.
Speaker 11: To shut up.
Speaker 5: And like when I eventually lose, which I normally lose
Speaker 5: because people like to see me lose, I trow like
Speaker 5: type per tantrums, like I will literally lay on my
Speaker 5: stomach and kick my feet and stomp and scream and
Speaker 5: like cry and stuff like that.
Speaker 15: You know, just.
Speaker 5: It's my stereotypical, Like who would I hate the most?
Speaker 5: Like how would I really just want to punch someone
Speaker 5: in the face? Who would that be? And I am
Speaker 5: that person when I rest all and it's great?
Speaker 2: Can we hear a little bit of it? Would you
Speaker 2: like pretend like the chat is like the crowd? Could
Speaker 2: we hear like how you would rile up our chats?
Speaker 5: Well, honestly, everybody in the chat is telling me that
Speaker 5: I'm fake. But they're just angry because they're sitting at
Speaker 5: home all day, you know, just eating food, mouth breathing,
Speaker 5: doing nothing exciting with their lives, being laying being ugly,
Speaker 5: upset with their lives. While I'm out here leaving my
Speaker 5: best life, doing everything that I can to, you know,
Speaker 5: just be better than them, and they're just upset about it.
Speaker 2: You know, tell us more about how you're better than
Speaker 2: the chat? What else makes you better than the chat?
Speaker 5: Well, the fact that most people who sit on Twitch
Speaker 5: all day obviously have nothing better to do with their lives,
Speaker 5: because why would you just sit around and watch someone
Speaker 5: do something interesting when you can go out and do
Speaker 5: something interesting yourself. But instead they're just sitting there talking
Speaker 5: about how I'm fake and honestly, their entire life is
Speaker 5: a lie, and you know, they're pathetic and weak and
Speaker 5: they have nothing to better do.
Speaker 13: With their lives.
Speaker 5: They need to get themselves a boyfriend or a girlfriend,
Speaker 5: but we all know that they'll never be able to
Speaker 5: do that because you know, they're just weak, pathetic virgins.
Speaker 5: And you know, a bunch of inselts.
Speaker 2: Oh, it's working, you're getting booed. You're pretty good at this.
Speaker 5: I am getting booed. It's a great time, you know, Honestly,
Speaker 5: I deserve it. They all, you know, they're all just
Speaker 5: weak minded, feeble imbhescles and me, I'm fantastic. I think
Speaker 5: I'm an amazing person.
Speaker 4: Mhm.
Speaker 2: And this is the point where if I could, I
Speaker 2: I'd hit you on the head with a chair.
Speaker 5: Yeah, dude, I would deck if you ever came to
Speaker 5: Chicago again. I would one hundred percent let.
Speaker 10: You hit me with a chair.
Speaker 2: Holy shit, if I'm ever if I do a live
Speaker 2: show in Chicago again, that we're doing that you got
Speaker 2: you could do. I want to do the fucking wrestling thing.
Speaker 2: We'll do that ship again, dude.
Speaker 5: One hundred percent. Honestly, when you came to Chicago the
Speaker 5: first time, I wanted to do that. But then your
Speaker 5: shows sold out in literally like ten seconds, and I
Speaker 5: cried to myself and then you like got a bigger
Speaker 5: venue or change venues or something like that, but I
Speaker 5: was at work and I couldn't do it.
Speaker 2: Said I'll be back, I'll be back, I'll be back.
Speaker 2: And when when I say, does anyone want to come
Speaker 2: up to the audience or whatever, you got to come
Speaker 2: up and bring a chair.
Speaker 13: Dude, I will.
Speaker 5: I will bring a chair myself.
Speaker 10: Yeah.
Speaker 2: By the way, do you talk in this voice? Do
Speaker 2: you like not change your voice at all?
Speaker 6: Oh?
Speaker 5: No? I like, so, I don't want to be really
Speaker 5: loud because I have other people in my house, but
Speaker 5: normally when I do it, I do this like really
Speaker 5: high pitched screaming, like it's very shrill, and also like
Speaker 5: I just don't want to destroy your ears.
Speaker 10: If I do this, Oh, go for it.
Speaker 5: Okay, I'm not actually so like if I'm like, hey,
Speaker 5: that's not nice like that.
Speaker 13: I can hear my dad laughing.
Speaker 17: But wait, can you wait?
Speaker 2: Can you? Can you repeat again? However, one in the
Speaker 2: chat is a virgin. But just do it in that
Speaker 2: voice you want me.
Speaker 5: To specifically say everybody in the chat chat is a
Speaker 5: bunch of virgins.
Speaker 2: Yeah, but in that voice.
Speaker 5: Like okay, uh, okay, I can do it.
Speaker 16: Everybody.
Speaker 5: Everybody should be scared. So he lives with his parents,
Speaker 5: Yes I do because I'm a child. I'm literally twenty one.
Speaker 5: But anyway, yes, I live with my parents.
Speaker 19: Who you think I am?
Speaker 5: I'm literally twenty one.
Speaker 4: I am twenty one, and I've done more in my
Speaker 4: life than you have ever done in your life.
Speaker 10: You guys are just hitting around being a bunch of virgins.
Speaker 2: Man, I gotta I gotta come see one of your
Speaker 2: fucking wrestling shows. That sounds hilarious, dude, do it.
Speaker 5: It's it's pretty funny, honestly, Like watching me get beat up,
Speaker 5: I think is a great time.
Speaker 2: Fuck you, where where can I see a show? Where
Speaker 2: is it all in Chicago?
Speaker 5: Yeah? I'm in like Chicago, in Wisconsin and Indiana, Michigan sometimes.
Speaker 5: Uh yeah, dude, you can even like watch my videos
Speaker 5: on YouTube and stuff. It's a great time.
Speaker 1: Man.
Speaker 10: Let me tell you.
Speaker 2: Fuck yah, what's what's the name of the league?
Speaker 5: The Well, they're like a bunch. So like the big
Speaker 5: ones that I wrestle at are like called like Warrior Wrestling. Uh,
Speaker 5: that's like the one of the biggest ones in Chicago.
Speaker 8: Uh.
Speaker 5: I've wrestled at freelance a few times, Chicago Style Wrestling,
Speaker 5: Berwin Championship. There's just a bunch.
Speaker 2: Well fuck yeah, man, everybody's fuck it. So what's the YouTube?
Speaker 2: I want to hear it?
Speaker 5: Well, okay, so like to find me if you just
Speaker 5: look up Ryan Matthews wrestling like r y A N
Speaker 5: M A T T h e.
Speaker 2: W Matthews, Ryan Matthews. Yeah, dude, pretty cool of a
Speaker 2: skinny pretty boy.
Speaker 5: Yeah, dude, it's like it's it's like, you know what
Speaker 5: your stereotypical like Chad, Like when you were in high
Speaker 5: school and there's that one dude that was just kind
Speaker 5: of like a total douchebag. That's like that would be
Speaker 5: his name.
Speaker 2: You know, I'm gonna visit, by the way, I'm gonna
Speaker 2: look it for a YouTube channel later and if there's
Speaker 2: not a video of you getting hit on the head
Speaker 2: with a chair, I'm gonna be pissed off.
Speaker 5: I don't think there's any video that you getting hit
Speaker 5: in the head of.
Speaker 2: The chair, but you better upload one soon before I
Speaker 2: before the stream ends.
Speaker 5: Oh man, uh I guess Oh they said I sound breathable,
Speaker 5: you know A yeah.
Speaker 2: Thank you very much for calling in. Ryan, you have
Speaker 2: a direst of the night.
Speaker 5: Thank you you too, Buddy Yellow.
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Speaker 2: the calls, HI get go what's up, dude?
Speaker 1: What's up?
Speaker 3: How are you feeling tonight?
Speaker 2: You know, I'm I'm chilling. I'm chilling. What's up with you?
Speaker 2: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing, huh.
Speaker 3: I'm chilling with my dog in my main event right now.
Speaker 3: I I had a very good conversation with a person
Speaker 3: who takes your calls before you. But I was talking
Speaker 3: about how I moved a little bit over one thousand
Speaker 3: miles away. Event was just me and my dogs. It
Speaker 3: was like kind of crazy, you know, moving to a
Speaker 3: place to a different stay with nobody around. Really, but
Speaker 3: it's been really gray. It's been It's like the best
Speaker 3: part of my life, you know what I mean.
Speaker 16: So it's like.
Speaker 3: Yes, but not like there's like a trand fan life,
Speaker 3: you know, like the pro Master vans like full of renovated,
Speaker 3: which are beautiful and I love them, and it's like
Speaker 3: my goal maybe two one. I'm on one too, But
Speaker 3: I'm like the beginner, you know. Just in my mean event,
Speaker 3: I did everything myself. I built out the best you
Speaker 3: can in the mean event. But you know, it is
Speaker 3: a lot bigger than you think, a lot.
Speaker 2: Where you're calling from, Where is the where's the van?
Speaker 2: Right now?
Speaker 3: Right now in Colorado, Colorado.
Speaker 2: Okay, And you got everything you need in that mineral.
Speaker 3: I except like literally anything except for groceries right now
Speaker 3: because it's been really hot and I've just been eating
Speaker 3: fascinated orally quick things. But when the weather gets colder,
Speaker 3: I can cook in my van. I have like to
Speaker 3: fly of water, which in then life you never pick
Speaker 3: the water. You'll have to find free water, a clean one.
Speaker 3: But yeah, I have everything. Everything I own is in
Speaker 3: this van. And a change of perspective on life, you know,
Speaker 3: in a good way, like in a very good way.
Speaker 2: How has it changed your perspective on life?
Speaker 3: I think materialistic things weigh us downe sometimes, you know,
Speaker 3: or create this fear of change or like for me,
Speaker 3: because I have a lot of anxiety and change is scary,
Speaker 3: you know, especially when you're doing it alone or far
Speaker 3: away from like people you love physically. And I feel
Speaker 3: a lot more free, like in the spirit, you know,
Speaker 3: like I'm not afraid to do things alone anymore, because
Speaker 3: I enjoy being by myself, like I enjoy my own company,
Speaker 3: you know, like something that way, and knowing that I
Speaker 3: can literally go like I'm going into Wyoming and about
Speaker 3: a little bit over a week and I'm going to
Speaker 3: be there for winter for like ski season, and I've
Speaker 3: never worked in the skiers the word, so I'm like,
Speaker 3: it's crazy, like life can be what you want it
Speaker 3: to be when you let go bad things, you know.
Speaker 2: And have you always how old are you? Said? You
Speaker 2: said you're twenty two. Yeah, have you always you know,
Speaker 2: being adverse to doing things alone?
Speaker 3: No, not really. I think I was always like I
Speaker 3: have a lot of social anxiety. So doing things along
Speaker 3: for me was really scary, just because I didn't know
Speaker 3: how to interact with people. But through forcing myself and
Speaker 3: like going out and getting like you know, as a
Speaker 3: teenager working in customer service, being a cashier, and I
Speaker 3: think English not being my first language also was like
Speaker 3: a big barrier.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 3: So I didn't want to be always well it's Russian,
Speaker 3: m I know, so it was a lot different. But
Speaker 3: I loved English, so I learned it. I tried to
Speaker 3: learn how fast, so that helped a lot. But yeah,
Speaker 3: I used to really feel uncomfortable being alone and I
Speaker 3: used to claim to people that were bad for me,
Speaker 3: and I just I stayed because it was like I
Speaker 3: don't want to be alone. But now I feel a
Speaker 3: lot more empowered by myself.
Speaker 2: How long have you been living in the vand.
Speaker 3: For I was just kind of reaching I think about
Speaker 3: a little bit over five months.
Speaker 2: About five months you.
Speaker 4: Said a little bit over Yeah, we where were you.
Speaker 2: Living before you were living in the vand we're living
Speaker 2: like with parents' romits.
Speaker 3: I was living well right before I was living by myself.
Speaker 3: But before that, I was living with my ex boyfriend.
Speaker 2: So you have that you're better off by yourself. Now
Speaker 2: are you on the road. While you're on the road,
Speaker 2: are you completely alone or do you have these times
Speaker 2: in which you do get to like interact with other people,
Speaker 2: whether they be other travelers or like you know, you
Speaker 2: said you were so you're gonna be working at a
Speaker 2: ski resort in Wyoming. Yeah, okay, so you're gonna be
Speaker 2: working with other people. Have you been meeting a lot
Speaker 2: of other travelers.
Speaker 3: I haven't really met a lot of Like I've met
Speaker 3: like a few people, but they never like it's a
Speaker 3: lot of I guess small talk, and I'm a lot
Speaker 3: better at small talks than like keeping the friends after
Speaker 3: because like I've met a few people that I tried
Speaker 3: to be friends with, but I feel like I'm not
Speaker 3: like I interact with people every day, Like I'm not
Speaker 3: just in a desert somewhere. I do delivery driving, so
Speaker 3: like I see people every day, but I don't have
Speaker 3: like long term connections here because even though I love
Speaker 3: talking to people, I don't really let a lot of
Speaker 3: people's stages because I just I'm really bad at texting,
Speaker 3: so I can't. I just like that's why I feel
Speaker 3: like I can't keep a lot of friends because I'll
Speaker 3: leave them on road for like two weeks and then
Speaker 3: I'll remember that I didn't respond and it'll be too late.
Speaker 2: And how has it been being alone?
Speaker 3: I think it's been really good because I was always
Speaker 3: like my biggest fear growing up supposed to be alone,
Speaker 3: And when I now facing this year, I think it's
Speaker 3: again the best thing and growth wise, like has ever
Speaker 3: happened to me, because it's not bad being alone. You know,
Speaker 3: you find like you get to know yourself because I
Speaker 3: don't think I really know myself before this and now
Speaker 3: away from like because I still like talk to my
Speaker 3: friends and my family from Indiana and stuff, but I
Speaker 3: can't just they're not here every day like they used to,
Speaker 3: you know, so you get to kind of they let
Speaker 3: me develop my own personality if I can, If that
Speaker 3: makes sense, not a lot of healing time.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's very very interesting how different you develop when
Speaker 2: there's no one around, because if you're constantly surrounded by
Speaker 2: your friends or your family, you know, a lot of
Speaker 2: your personality and perspective is shaped by them inherently. And
Speaker 2: when there's a lack of that external sort of stimulus
Speaker 2: and you're just sort of free to develop independently, it,
Speaker 2: you know, paints a whole new person. What have you
Speaker 2: learned about it?
Speaker 3: I think I learned and accepted that. I don't know
Speaker 3: to like put it into words, did it? Sorry, I'm
Speaker 3: just trying to put it so it makes sense and
Speaker 3: one sence. I think it's like accepting that I don't
Speaker 3: want to go to college for anything, because even though
Speaker 3: I was like not pressure to, but kind of pressure too,
Speaker 3: because I don't really want anything that college can give me.
Speaker 3: Like I love to crochet and I have so much
Speaker 3: more time to do it now. And I started journaling,
Speaker 3: which I used to hate writing. So now I'm like,
Speaker 3: I'm discovering the more like art side of me, and
Speaker 3: it's really important to me because a family, like my
Speaker 3: family from Ukraine and Russia. They my grandpa and my uncle,
Speaker 3: they were very they were great painters, you know, just amazing,
Speaker 3: and growing up with them until it moved was like
Speaker 3: such an inspiration. But when I moved and you start
Speaker 3: growing up and it's like pressure of the money. Well,
Speaker 3: you can't really make money with art, so you'd better
Speaker 3: be a lawyer or an architect, and you know, stuff
Speaker 3: like that. And I gave up on it and just
Speaker 3: jumped it down, and I was very unhappy ever since.
Speaker 3: But I've never realized it. And now I get to
Speaker 3: actually enjoy it and make things that I love and
Speaker 3: be proud of myself and be able to like wear
Speaker 3: a sweater knowing that it wasn't really real until I
Speaker 3: took a hook in the yard and made a sweater,
Speaker 3: Like it's just in my head. It's very trippy, if
Speaker 3: that's the word. Because again, before I started, just even
Speaker 3: living alone in my apartment for a year, I feel
Speaker 3: like I didn't really exist, you know. It was like
Speaker 3: I just gained consciousness recently and I'm like, wow, life
Speaker 3: is crazy.
Speaker 11: You know.
Speaker 2: Do you have some sort of ultimate goal or dream
Speaker 2: for yourself?
Speaker 3: I think so. I think it would be buying land
Speaker 3: somewhere in the mountains, just building myself a little home,
Speaker 3: making a garden, having my dog, maybe a few more
Speaker 3: other dogs, and just live like an insustainable peace if
Speaker 3: that makes sense, you know, like having my own cellar,
Speaker 3: just live with the earth more.
Speaker 2: Any kid about this new life of being sort of
Speaker 2: nomadic and on your own, that has been more difficult
Speaker 2: for you than how your previous life was.
Speaker 3: Probably going through like that separation from the peopils, because
Speaker 3: I feel like sometimes there'll still be days when I'm
Speaker 3: like I really miss them, but I know I can
Speaker 3: just like drive the minutes to see them and just
Speaker 3: being like grieving that part until like I'm just reminding
Speaker 3: myself that I'll see them again, you know, not like
Speaker 3: I'm going forever. But that was probably the hardest part.
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I think it's uh, I think that's
Speaker 2: awesome that you took some initiative to because it's very
Speaker 2: scary and a lot of people don't want to do it.
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't want to isolate themselves to
Speaker 2: sort of figure out who they are.
Speaker 1: You know.
Speaker 2: That's why that's that's like kind of a big reason
Speaker 2: why people will find themselves and friendships that are bad
Speaker 2: for them, or relationships that are bad for them because
Speaker 2: they're afraid of being alone, you know. And it's a
Speaker 2: fear that a lot of people, I think struggle with.
Speaker 2: But every time I hear from people, and you know,
Speaker 2: I've done this myself too, you know, conquering that fear,
Speaker 2: they always end up better for it. I've seen you
Speaker 2: always end up learning shit about yourself they didn't learn
Speaker 2: or growing. I've always felt that way. I've always felt
Speaker 2: like growth takes place in isolation from other people and
Speaker 2: and sometimes isolation from just really any sort of external
Speaker 2: influential stimulus. You know. So what you share your name was?
Speaker 1: Your name is Janna, Yanna.
Speaker 2: So good for you, Yanna. I'm glad to hear that
Speaker 2: you that you and you know, I wish you luck
Speaker 2: as you continue your journey.
Speaker 3: Thank you so much. It was the first time talking
Speaker 3: with you, and it was just a very pleasurable experience.
Speaker 3: And I hope you have a beautiful fight in night.
Speaker 2: Thank you very much, Jannah. You have the rest of
Speaker 2: the night.
Speaker 3: Thank you.
Speaker 5: Bye.
Speaker 16: Hello, Hello, Hello, is this.
Speaker 2: On? You're on?
Speaker 1: What?
Speaker 16: Oh my gosh, what's up?
Speaker 6: Jack?
Speaker 2: What's up?
Speaker 17: Uh?
Speaker 2: You know the sky let me, I'm crazy. It's it's
Speaker 2: it's crazy Gecko nights. Oh you know. Nah, I'm just
Speaker 2: I'm just I'm just kidding, man, I'm just joking around.
Speaker 2: What's up with you?
Speaker 16: No much, dude, Yeah, what's what's happening? How's your night going?
Speaker 9: Well?
Speaker 2: What would you like to talk about?
Speaker 16: Well, I'm really nervous. Uh so I had no one
Speaker 16: embarrassing story to tell. Oh tell me, Yeah, I have
Speaker 16: an embarrassing story that I could share.
Speaker 2: Hit man.
Speaker 16: Uh okay. So to set the stage, I went to
Speaker 16: a really small school, Like I graduated with thirty seven kids,
Speaker 16: and like in the whole high school there was maybe
Speaker 16: one hundred kids to a really small school.
Speaker 13: And I was a junior.
Speaker 16: And it was during homecoming week, like you know the
Speaker 16: powderpuff football where like the girls play flag football.
Speaker 2: I have I've heard of that.
Speaker 16: Yeah. So my friend and I were coaching, or try
Speaker 16: attempting to coach. I mean it was halftime and we
Speaker 16: had this little whiteboard and I was just trying to
Speaker 16: ride up some plays and I mean they weren't really
Speaker 16: paying attention. But this one of the girls comes up
Speaker 16: behind me and pulls my pants down. So I had
Speaker 16: sweatpants and this like new silk underwear that I had,
Speaker 16: but it didn't really fit right, and she pulled my
Speaker 16: underwear down with it. And so this was like in
Speaker 16: front of like, like I said, it was a small school,
Speaker 16: so basically all the like junior and senior girls saw
Speaker 16: my penis and it was it was gected with the
Speaker 16: cold nights that night.
Speaker 2: And how did this crowd of people when they saw
Speaker 2: your penis?
Speaker 16: They, uh, they just laughed and probably I don't know,
Speaker 16: I think I blacked out at that point.
Speaker 2: You blacked out?
Speaker 16: Yeah, I'm sure they just well, I don't know. It's
Speaker 16: like really embarrassing. I wasn't really paying attention to what
Speaker 16: they were doing. It was like pulling my pants up,
Speaker 16: and yeah, I bet they were just laughing, like covering
Speaker 16: their mouths. I thought they were embarrassed too, but the
Speaker 16: girl who did it was just cracking up like it
Speaker 16: was the the funniest thing ever.
Speaker 2: The girl who did it to like show your whole
Speaker 2: penis or just.
Speaker 16: I hope not. Yeah, I would, I would think just
Speaker 16: the just the pants. But like yeah, because if I
Speaker 16: was wearing jeans, I think, well, I don't know, jeans
Speaker 16: are probably hard to be pants, but yeah, I don't know,
Speaker 16: I don't I'd like to think that she wasn't trying to,
Speaker 16: but maybe she was. I haven't really thought about that.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.
Speaker 16: That's that would be really bad.
Speaker 2: Well, what was what's your relationship like with this girl?
Speaker 2: You guys? Friends? Like you know, what gave her really
Speaker 2: the jurisdiction to pants you like that?
Speaker 16: So I haven't talked to her in ah, like a while.
Speaker 16: Just I mean, we grew apart, but we were, Yeah,
Speaker 16: we were definitely friends then. Like it wouldn't have been
Speaker 16: that it wouldn't have been that big of a deal
Speaker 16: if she had just depants me. But I think I
Speaker 16: don't think that she planned to pull my underwear down
Speaker 16: to no. But we we we were we were then, Like
Speaker 16: I said, the next.
Speaker 2: Day at school. The next day at school, did people
Speaker 2: look at you sort of weird and you know, and
Speaker 2: you could sort of tell what yours looks like?
Speaker 16: I think, I mean, I I don't think it was
Speaker 16: that like probably I bet that people were talking about
Speaker 16: it the next day, but I mean, when you go
Speaker 16: to that school that's small, it's like everyone's kind of family.
Speaker 2: So it wasn't like penis already at the school. That's small.
Speaker 2: It's not even a big deal.
Speaker 16: Yeah yeah, I think I think we we got past
Speaker 16: it pretty quickly because I mean it's not like it
Speaker 16: was a huge penis that would like engrave in their memories.
Speaker 2: See that's you know what. I know that, I know
Speaker 2: that you feel as though it's I know, you know
Speaker 2: you said it was called out and your penis was shriveled.
Speaker 2: I know you're sort of making that as a point
Speaker 2: to make it more embarrassing, But you're right. It makes
Speaker 2: it not as bad because people remember it. Because your
Speaker 2: penis is so small, people remember it less, like say,
Speaker 2: if you had a huge penis. You know, people see
Speaker 2: your small penis on Friday. Ye've forgotten about it. If
Speaker 2: you had a bigger penis, I mean they would have.
Speaker 2: You know, I've been talking about that for years. But
Speaker 2: you know, it's just you know, becomes part of the
Speaker 2: news cycle if it's a small, shriveled penis, right, I mean,
Speaker 2: that's you know, that's a good thing. You know, that's
Speaker 2: that's that's another example of turning a weakness into a strength.
Speaker 2: You know, everyone thinks it's bad to have a small penis,
Speaker 2: but This is one of those one of those situations
Speaker 2: in which you know it comes in handy.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I think you're right. I've never thought about it
Speaker 16: that way.
Speaker 2: What your name was?
Speaker 16: If I would have had? Uh?
Speaker 11: Max?
Speaker 2: Max? Well? Max? Thank you for calling and sharing, and
Speaker 2: I hope that this conversation was helpful for you and
Speaker 2: reframing the past.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Thanks, love you anytime. Take care. Hello, Hello, what's up?
Speaker 6: Hi?
Speaker 18: How are you?
Speaker 2: How am I?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I'm a gecko.
Speaker 18: Oh, I kind of wish I was a gecko. We
Speaker 18: were told that your costumes only sixty dollars on Amazon,
Speaker 18: so anyone could be I guess.
Speaker 2: Why do you wish you were a gecko?
Speaker 18: Because I would be easier? Well, maybe you could climb
Speaker 18: up walls. That'd be fun.
Speaker 2: What would be easier.
Speaker 18: Being a gecko? Easier than being a human?
Speaker 2: How do you know that you've never been a gecko?
Speaker 3: That's true.
Speaker 18: I did see a gecko like almost die of this summer,
Speaker 18: so maybe.
Speaker 13: It wouldn't be easier.
Speaker 2: Do you think my life is easier?
Speaker 18: No? Maybe not a therapy get go because it kind
Speaker 18: of I would probably would just be like a It's
Speaker 18: kind of hard.
Speaker 2: You know, you make a lot of assumptions.
Speaker 18: Sorry, I'll try to stop.
Speaker 2: You know, it's not easy being green.
Speaker 18: It's not easy being green.
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I gotta have I gotta eat bugs.
Speaker 2: Have you ever eat in a bug?
Speaker 18: I have eaten a bug.
Speaker 2: Did you like it?
Speaker 1: No?
Speaker 18: I was picking legs out of my teeth.
Speaker 2: Well, there we go. Imagine if you had to only
Speaker 2: eat bugs, wouldn't be that easy?
Speaker 18: Yeah? Probably not.
Speaker 3: I don't think i'd like that.
Speaker 18: Is there a question this week? Okay, so we called
Speaker 18: because I'm with one of my friends and we didn't
Speaker 18: know what the question was. But we have a story,
Speaker 18: well we have a couple of stories, but we have
Speaker 18: one that's embarrassing, and then we have like a just
Speaker 18: the one.
Speaker 2: We'll do that with the one that what you said,
Speaker 2: there's one that's embarrassing, the one that's what.
Speaker 18: One that's embarrassing, and then we have one that's like
Speaker 18: a near death situation. But we called it out the embarrassing.
Speaker 2: One because that was really the embarrassing one.
Speaker 18: Okay, I don't know where to start with this. So
Speaker 18: earlier this week, well, I'm actually the friend I'm with,
Speaker 18: he's part of it, so I'm sure he would be
Speaker 18: open to talking to you about it too, but we
Speaker 18: we're doing the dirty as you do. And he decided
Speaker 18: to video it. And this was on Snapchat, so like
Speaker 18: the save button is right next to the post button,
Speaker 18: and we.
Speaker 3: Boosted it.
Speaker 2: And how did people react?
Speaker 18: So apparently it was only up for five minutes, but
Speaker 18: I got like frantic text messages telling me like, oh shit,
Speaker 18: you got to delete your story. But everybody who's like
Speaker 18: surprisingly nice. I don't know who. I don't know who
Speaker 18: else saw. I think it was less than twenty people.
Speaker 2: But by the way, I my you know what, my
Speaker 2: strongest you know what I really don't like about this
Speaker 2: story is I don't why do people? I guess I've
Speaker 2: seen people do this now where instead of using their
Speaker 2: photo app to take photos, they always use their Snapchat
Speaker 2: app and then save it. That's I think, I know,
Speaker 2: why would you? Why would you do that, especially if
Speaker 2: you're gonna take video of yourself having sex, like just
Speaker 2: use the camera app.
Speaker 18: I know, Like, thinking back on it, I feel so dumb.
Speaker 18: I don't know why, like it would have happened that way.
Speaker 18: It was just like I don't know, it's just like
Speaker 18: no thought went into it at all.
Speaker 2: Do you think anyone saved the video. Huh do you
Speaker 2: think anyone saved the video?
Speaker 18: I don't think so. But like, when I realized what happened,
Speaker 18: I was so panicked. I like, I don't know. I
Speaker 18: kind of feel like I blacked out and I was
Speaker 18: so anxious to delete it that I didn't really check.
Speaker 18: Because it tells you when somebody like screen records or screenshots,
Speaker 18: but I didn't notice that. I don't think blacking out.
Speaker 2: From embarrassment to thing. I'm learning about this today.
Speaker 18: I think it is. It's happen to me more than once.
Speaker 18: They're asking for an age.
Speaker 2: Jac nineteen, Well, good luck with your life.
Speaker 18: Yeah, thanks. Everyone's saying it's a lie.
Speaker 2: I don't care what people say about anything. You know,
Speaker 2: when people say things on the internet all the time,
Speaker 2: people say that things are lies and that it's all noise,
Speaker 2: even me talking right now, Yes, noise. Everything is just
Speaker 2: a bunch of fucking noise. True.
Speaker 3: I know.
Speaker 2: I got to learn that perfect have aggress the night Sarah,
Speaker 2: thank you? Hello? What's up?
Speaker 1: Is this a guy?
Speaker 2: This is a gat.
Speaker 11: So man? Uh. I found you on Spotify actually, which
Speaker 11: is funny. You podcasts popped up on my front page
Speaker 11: and I thought Wow, this is a funny concept.
Speaker 2: You're saying, this is funny.
Speaker 11: Yeah, it's a good concept.
Speaker 2: Thank you.
Speaker 11: It's good what you do for people. It's good that
Speaker 11: you could let people come here and and talk about shit.
Speaker 2: You know, totally. I know, I stole the idea from
Speaker 2: some other guy, So I appre I'm glad that you
Speaker 2: like it. I would say it took me a lot
Speaker 2: of effort to come up with, but I totally stole
Speaker 2: it from someone else. And he's you know, he's dead now,
Speaker 2: so it's just me.
Speaker 10: Did you kill him?
Speaker 2: What would you like to talk about?
Speaker 3: Uh?
Speaker 11: So, I was listening to your podcast. I don't remember
Speaker 11: the episode, but you said that you didn't like high
Speaker 11: school relationships or relationships that like went out of high school.
Speaker 11: I wanted to know why.
Speaker 2: Relationships that went out of high school? What do you
Speaker 2: What do you mean exactly? Like like people in school
Speaker 2: in relationships or relationships that extend outside of high school?
Speaker 11: Like I meant, like getting in a relationship in high
Speaker 11: school and then it going years past? Does that make well?
Speaker 2: I mean, look, I you know, I don't know. I
Speaker 2: don't know a damn thing here about love, you know,
Speaker 2: but I've had many people you know call in and
Speaker 2: be like, hey, you know, I met my boyfriend when
Speaker 2: I was a junior in high school and we've been
Speaker 2: together for, you know, forty five years. And I'm like,
Speaker 2: that's fantastic. I am not an authority whatsoever on anyone
Speaker 2: else's happiness, but I mean, it sounds like you're asking
Speaker 2: me this. This sounds like this comes from a personal thing.
Speaker 2: Are you in a relate? Are you how old are you?
Speaker 2: I'm twenty three, you're twenty three. Are you asked? Are
Speaker 2: you in a relationship with someone that you've been with
Speaker 2: since high school?
Speaker 17: No?
Speaker 11: I actually just got out of a relationship with someone
Speaker 11: that I met in high school. You're dating for like
Speaker 11: five years.
Speaker 2: And it just had How was it?
Speaker 1: So?
Speaker 11: I think it was pretty good. But you know, okay,
Speaker 11: you never know what the other party's thinking, you know
Speaker 11: what I'm saying.
Speaker 2: Sure, Well, I mean do you so look you well
Speaker 2: look those five years. Did you enjoy them?
Speaker 9: Yeah?
Speaker 11: I enjoying them?
Speaker 2: Did you make good memories? Are you fond of the
Speaker 2: time that you spent with the person?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Definitely beautiful. And you're twenty three now you have many
Speaker 2: many years to meet many more people and do many
Speaker 2: more exciting things and create even fonder memories, or not
Speaker 2: even not not even fonder memories, memories that are fond
Speaker 2: in and of themselves, not in comparison to other fond memories,
Speaker 2: you know. So look, it seems like everything worked out
Speaker 2: for you. So you know, what a gecko guy on
Speaker 2: the internet thinks about relationships in high school or whatever
Speaker 2: is irrelevant to you know, any sort of real world
Speaker 2: examples of anything. It seems like things are you know,
Speaker 2: I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad to hear you
Speaker 2: don't more in the time you spent.
Speaker 11: Yeah. Another thing. A lot of people call in and
Speaker 11: ask about going and doing stuff, Like I want to
Speaker 11: get out of my town in my city. I want
Speaker 11: to go do something. But I think I'm too you know,
Speaker 11: too had tethered here sometimes.
Speaker 2: So I feel, what's what's tethering you?
Speaker 11: I run a small operation with my pops, so it's
Speaker 11: like kind of the livelihood of the family, and it's
Speaker 11: not like a job that no, not drug dealers. But
Speaker 11: you know he can't do that alone. But you know
Speaker 11: it's hard. He's old. I can't really find another job.
Speaker 2: Mhm.
Speaker 11: So I kind of want to, like go out and
Speaker 11: do something for myself. Go work somewhere.
Speaker 2: Been working with your dad, got a stake like years,
Speaker 2: he can't hire Well, look, you're saying you're tethered because
Speaker 2: you want to stay with your dad to help him
Speaker 2: out because he he's too old to run the thing himself, right,
Speaker 2: Why don't Well, I mean there's a few things. First
Speaker 2: of all, look, I think it's very nice that you
Speaker 2: want to be there for your dad. I sympathize with that.
Speaker 2: I think that that's really nice. But if you've been
Speaker 2: doing it for years and you're like, I've gotten to
Speaker 2: a point where like, I love my dad, I love
Speaker 2: I even love doing what I'm doing with him. But hey, Dad,
Speaker 2: you know that money that you're given to me to
Speaker 2: do this thing, give it to another twenty three year
Speaker 2: old kid. I'm getting out of here, you know, do
Speaker 2: that I have him hire someone else. It's the beauty
Speaker 2: is that everything that you're doing you can just train
Speaker 2: someone else to do.
Speaker 11: It's true.
Speaker 2: Go out into the world. Realize that everywhere in the
Speaker 2: entire world is exactly the same. There's no perspective to
Speaker 2: be gained from traveling. You know, everywhere is just you know,
Speaker 2: a McDonald's in a gas station and then come back
Speaker 2: and you know, to play video games or something. But
Speaker 2: you gotta but you can't experience that just by me
Speaker 2: telling it to you. You gotta go figure that out on
Speaker 2: your own. That's everything is is useless.
Speaker 11: Gak Do you smoke weed?
Speaker 2: Have a good rest of the night. Sam, Thank you
Speaker 2: for calling. Hello?
Speaker 13: Hello, what's up? Gak man? I gotta think I got
Speaker 13: something for you.
Speaker 2: Hit me, slap me in the face with it.
Speaker 13: Yeah, So I don't know. I don't know if I
Speaker 13: want to do that, but let me hit Let me
Speaker 13: hit you with this. So I met this girl on
Speaker 13: this uh dating app today.
Speaker 1: Uh.
Speaker 13: She wanted me to come over to night, but she
Speaker 13: said some kind of sketchy things, so I don't know
Speaker 13: if it's the right move.
Speaker 2: She You met a girl on a dating app and
Speaker 2: she wants you to come over tonight.
Speaker 13: Yeah, that's that's correct.
Speaker 2: Yeah about by like, is your stream off for me?
Speaker 2: Because I'm gonna hear myself.
Speaker 13: Yeah, I just turned off my bed.
Speaker 2: Cool, that's all good. Okay, what and you just met
Speaker 2: you did? Did you just meet her today?
Speaker 10: Yes?
Speaker 13: Within the matter matter of about four hours. She she
Speaker 13: wanted me to come.
Speaker 2: Over okay, and what sort of sketchy things did she say?
Speaker 13: So I said, yeah, like my roommate's not here right now,
Speaker 13: you can come over to my place. And she said, oh, well,
Speaker 13: I got in a car accident or whatever, so I
Speaker 13: can't drive. I don't have a car right now. And
Speaker 13: she also said, yeah, you know, if you want to
Speaker 13: like help me out with paying for my all right,
Speaker 13: appreciate it. And I, uh I told her no.
Speaker 6: Uh.
Speaker 13: She's like, oh, okay, that's fine. But I still see
Speaker 13: that as a pretty big red flag.
Speaker 2: You see it as a red flag what she wanted
Speaker 2: you to help pay for her like she wanted you
Speaker 2: to like pay for an uber to your place, or
Speaker 2: like you pay what.
Speaker 13: What would like to fix her car? Basically, she wanted
Speaker 13: me to help pay to fix her car.
Speaker 2: To fix her car. Because there's okay, I think that's
Speaker 2: a that's a reasonable request. That's a reasonable uh request
Speaker 2: to decline, I would say.
Speaker 13: Yeah, yeah, and so she was I mean yes, yeah, And.
Speaker 2: You're what and you're sketched out that about the fact
Speaker 2: that she asked you to help pay to fix her car.
Speaker 13: I've yeah. And it's also the sketchy part of town.
Speaker 13: It's not somewhere I would you know, I want to
Speaker 13: be uh, I love like and when I asked her
Speaker 13: to some of your address, she said, like, it's around
Speaker 13: this area. Start driving like this way. I'm like, uh,
Speaker 13: you know, can I just get uh get the address.
Speaker 13: I saw that as another kind of kind of red flag.
Speaker 2: So was the idea that you were going to like
Speaker 2: what venmo her money? And then she was gonna what
Speaker 2: time is it where you are?
Speaker 13: Well, this is probably like seven, I mean, she said,
Speaker 13: you know I'm freeing tomorrow too, so there's still the potential,
Speaker 13: you know.
Speaker 2: Okay, So I was gonna say, the idea is she
Speaker 2: brings her car to the shop and then with the
Speaker 2: money you gave her and then goes to your place.
Speaker 13: Well no, okay, so you see we would I would
Speaker 13: go to her her place tomorrow whatever, we would do
Speaker 13: our thing. And I guess she for doing you know,
Speaker 13: you know what two people do when they're alone together.
Speaker 13: You know that we would kind of have a good time.
Speaker 13: And then I guess after the good time she would
Speaker 13: request payment, which you know I told her, you know,
Speaker 13: I'm not willing.
Speaker 10: To pay, but she still prostitution.
Speaker 13: Yeah, you see that that's why I said no. I
Speaker 13: said no, I'm not willing to pay, and then she
Speaker 13: still said come over. But I just feel uncomfortable because
Speaker 13: she asked me to pay.
Speaker 2: That's reasonable, So yeah, I'm in. Look, if this person's
Speaker 2: making you feel uncomfortable, then I think, you know, look,
Speaker 2: I'm sure there's plenty of other lovely people waiting for
Speaker 2: you on the tinder at.
Speaker 1: Yeah.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, maybe maybe go talk to one of them.
Speaker 13: Yeah, that's that's like that's some healthy advice for sure.
Speaker 2: For sure. How much did you buy that? I'm just craosity.
Speaker 2: How much money did you want to pay for your car?
Speaker 3: Did she?
Speaker 13: There was no amount specified. It was just you know, uh,
Speaker 13: you know, I'm down on my luck. I could use
Speaker 13: some money.
Speaker 2: Okay. What what were you gonna say to me before
Speaker 2: I interrupted you by asking you how much she was
Speaker 2: asking you for?
Speaker 13: No, I was just gonna reiterate how much I appreciate
Speaker 13: your h generosity with's helping me out over here.
Speaker 2: Oh of course, man, of course. Man, you know, I uh,
Speaker 2: I think I think, uh, you gotta think of it like,
Speaker 2: you know, fuck yes or no? Right, you know, if
Speaker 2: something is if you got a bad feeling about something.
Speaker 2: I just don't do it, you know. Yeah, yeah, follow
Speaker 2: those gut feelings.
Speaker 13: Muhing's worse. Yeah, it's not worth getting getting stabbed over
Speaker 13: or something like that.
Speaker 2: You know, you're afraid she's gonna stab you. That could happen,
Speaker 2: who knows, you know, any any any number of things
Speaker 2: can happen when you go to the stranger's house.
Speaker 13: So especially when you met them four hours ago.
Speaker 2: So yeah, beautiful, Well stay safe, man, thank you for calling.
Speaker 13: I appreciate you. You're taking that offe call and getting
Speaker 13: me on here anytime.
Speaker 9: Take care man, all from Brian.
Speaker 2: Have you ever gotten in trouble?
Speaker 5: You know?
Speaker 4: Actually I kind of do have a good story. I
Speaker 4: have gotten in trouble.
Speaker 13: Okay.
Speaker 4: So one time me and my family we go to
Speaker 4: the like okay, so I would go to Vegas. I'm
Speaker 4: from Miami, and I would go to Vegas to go
Speaker 4: see like my dad and my aunt. And then one
Speaker 4: day with my aunt and my own side of my family,
Speaker 4: we would fly back to Miami, but like to the
Speaker 4: Keys area. So I'm there with a bunch of family
Speaker 4: and they take us out on a boat to like
Speaker 4: a little like private island, and I have to be
Speaker 4: like ten or eleven, and I had to like shit
Speaker 4: really really bad, and I'm going out and I tell
Speaker 4: my uncle. I'm like hey, and my uncle like knows
Speaker 4: the island. He knows the people on the island too.
Speaker 4: It's like, you know, like a little nice little it's
Speaker 4: not like super fancy, it's just like a nice little spot.
Speaker 4: And I tell him like, yo, like I have to
Speaker 4: shit really bad, and he says, well, just go buy
Speaker 4: the bushes. And I tell himim like, no, I don't
Speaker 4: want to do that because you know, I don't know,
Speaker 4: like I didn't have nothing to life with, so I
Speaker 4: don't know why, maybe because I was ten, But I
Speaker 4: go and I shit in the water thinking it would sink,
Speaker 4: because in the toilet sometimes it just thinks. I don't
Speaker 4: know if it has to do with the density and
Speaker 4: the water, but yeah, it floats up. So everybody sees
Speaker 4: my shit, and my uncle's super embarrassed, and he's just
Speaker 4: super pissed at me that I embarrassed him in front
Speaker 4: of everybody. And it was a really long boat, like
Speaker 4: a boat right back to the shore.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and.
Speaker 2: How did you feel about the floating shit?
Speaker 4: You know, I'm not gonna lie to you. Get because
Speaker 4: when might be a little vulgar, it was really big,
Speaker 4: like I wasn't kidding when I had to take a shit.
Speaker 4: It was really massive. And I felt so released after,
Speaker 4: though part of me felt a little okay that I
Speaker 4: got in trouble for it.
Speaker 2: From me honest, So you are proud of it.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess, I'd say so. Yeah, it was. It
Speaker 4: was like almost like therapeutic. I'd say, that's nuts.
Speaker 10: Yeah it was.
Speaker 4: It wasn't the best trip back, so I'll tell you what.
Speaker 13: I've got a there's a lot.
Speaker 4: Of yelling from all of the elders on that boat ride.
Speaker 4: But I had cousins with me and they were they
Speaker 4: were like, hey man, you know that was it was
Speaker 4: pretty bold.
Speaker 2: You know what was the you shot in the bucket
Speaker 2: of water? What was the bucket of what was?
Speaker 4: No, it wasn't.
Speaker 10: It wasn't like a bucket.
Speaker 4: It wasn't a bucket of water. It was like a
Speaker 4: little like we left ashore to go like to an island,
Speaker 4: and it was like around it was. It was like
Speaker 4: it was on the shore of the island that we
Speaker 4: went to, and I tried to go as deep as
Speaker 4: I could, but it wasn't that deep, because I mean
Speaker 4: I was like ten, I don't think. I just I
Speaker 4: don't know, I just didn't go that far off, but
Speaker 4: I just I basically shot in the ocean and yeah
Speaker 4: he uh yeah, everybody saw it.
Speaker 2: Oh and the turd flew and the turd washed up
Speaker 2: onto the shore.
Speaker 19: Yeah yeah, I mean it wasn't that far off, like
Speaker 19: everybody could see it, like very well. I immediately my
Speaker 19: uncle like kind of saw it, and he pulled me
Speaker 19: to the side and said, yeah, dude, get the fuck
Speaker 19: on the boat because like, and we all just left actually.
Speaker 4: After that, because you know, I mean, it's kind of embarrassing.
Speaker 2: Did any animals come to eat the turd afterwards?
Speaker 4: You know, I wasn't around for that part, But you know,
Speaker 4: maybe maybe it's the whole cycle of life thing. Maybe
Speaker 4: I actually did a good job doing that, you know.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it sounds like you gave back to the community.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't know.
Speaker 4: I think that night, I don't like look thinking about it.
Speaker 4: I've never thought of it like that. But maybe it's
Speaker 4: like a I don't know, maybe it's like my purpose
Speaker 4: or something.
Speaker 2: Could be.
Speaker 4: Thank you for share, Yeah, no, thanks for having me man.
Speaker 4: I appreciate your stream. Love you Gek.
Speaker 13: Never be Ket goes on the line taking your phone calls.
Speaker 1: Every night, there be kid goes doing his hide.
Speaker 2: He's teaching you his House of your life.
Speaker 5: Money's not really an expert.