WEBVTT - HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN TROUBLE?

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<v Speaker 1>Paul from Spooky.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey is this spooky?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, what's up? Spooky?

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<v Speaker 1>I just this is okay, I know we just met.

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<v Speaker 1>This is really inappropriate, probably for therapy, for like therapists

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<v Speaker 1>to like patients. I just want to squeegh it will tummy?

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<v Speaker 2>You want to squish my tummy?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>So cute.

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<v Speaker 1>Why it's just so cute and around. I just it's

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<v Speaker 1>like I feel like it could lay on it. And

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like if you drop that a like a

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<v Speaker 1>a fast enough velocity, your head would bounce a couple

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<v Speaker 1>of times. It just looks really nicety.

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<v Speaker 2>Your head would like my head would bounce or that,

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<v Speaker 2>if you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know mine, if I were to figuratively drop my head

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<v Speaker 1>on your tummy, it will bounce. M Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So you have this feeling that you you want to

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<v Speaker 2>squish my belly? Yeah, and it seems like a rather

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<v Speaker 2>intense feeling.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it is. I had to call I just I've

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<v Speaker 1>been trying to call for you so long. I'm your

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<v Speaker 1>biggest fat I'm well, okay, I started watching you like

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<v Speaker 1>ten minutes ago, but I really like you.

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<v Speaker 2>And what do you do? What do you do with

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<v Speaker 2>this intense feeling? If you have nowhere to know where

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<v Speaker 2>to put it? How do you? I mean, what do you?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you?

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<v Speaker 4>What do you?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you do with this?

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<v Speaker 3>Well?

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<v Speaker 1>Right now you're here on I have two monitors, and

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<v Speaker 1>to ease it, to ease the pain of it, I

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<v Speaker 1>have you on both on both screens. One one is

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<v Speaker 1>on Internet Explorer and the other one's on Chrome.

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<v Speaker 2>You have me on Internet Explorer and Chrome.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Why didn't you get two tabs on on browser instead

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<v Speaker 2>of two browsers?

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<v Speaker 1>Does that work?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes?

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<v Speaker 1>Can I still see you on both monitors? All I

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<v Speaker 1>see is you when I look forward?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you setting it up so that you see me

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<v Speaker 2>no matter what direction you look in?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, because you're gonna need more monitors for that.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, I know. Hold on the people orders somewhere. What

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<v Speaker 1>do you use?

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<v Speaker 2>I just have a laptop.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh you have nice seeks too, Thank you? Yeah? Do

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<v Speaker 1>you have any dark secrets?

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<v Speaker 2>Not that I would be willing to tell you.

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<v Speaker 5>Why not?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I trust you with my dark secrets?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, you can trust me. Gek that's your name, right?

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<v Speaker 1>I get?

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<v Speaker 6>Or is it Lyle?

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<v Speaker 4>Who's Lile?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you believe that you're trustworthy?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes? Yes, I do, I do.

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<v Speaker 5>I do.

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<v Speaker 2>And what is it about yourself that makes you believe that?

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<v Speaker 1>Uh, one time my friend told me that she you know,

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<v Speaker 1>if I told you it secret.

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<v Speaker 2>That makes sense.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so tell me a secret.

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<v Speaker 2>I've never been in love.

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<v Speaker 7>Don't stop looking at me like that.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh, you have enough.

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<v Speaker 9>Lying.

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<v Speaker 2>Maybe once I was real young. I don't know if

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<v Speaker 2>that was love. I might have been too young for

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<v Speaker 2>that to have been love.

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<v Speaker 1>When I was in second grade, I was in computer

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<v Speaker 1>class and there is this girl and this boy in

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<v Speaker 1>the corner. They weren't at their computers. They're in the

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<v Speaker 1>corner staring at each other and looking down, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, what are they doing? So that I went

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<v Speaker 1>up to them, and they were showing each other there,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, And I think that that was the only

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<v Speaker 1>time I saw real love.

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<v Speaker 2>You think they were in love?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, I do, see.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I mean, I don't know. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't think. I don't know if that was love. I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like that might have been either. Well, it depends

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<v Speaker 2>how young they were. It sounds like it was more

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<v Speaker 2>of an act of curiosity than anything else.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, they did it in trouble. They did get caught.

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<v Speaker 1>But that was the first time I ever saw foreskin.

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<v Speaker 2>Is is this something that you think about Austin?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I remember, Oh I remember it visiusly Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, wow, it's like a meat suit. Okay, Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>your tummy is so cute. I'm so glad I'm talking

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<v Speaker 1>to you right now. We can play the question game.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know what that is.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, I'll start. What's your favorite color? Green?

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<v Speaker 2>No?

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<v Speaker 3>Are you saying spooky?

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much for sharing spooky. I hope you

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<v Speaker 2>have a good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 1>What don't leave me?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh? Teaching you?

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<v Speaker 8>Hello?

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<v Speaker 2>What's up?

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<v Speaker 4>As you're going?

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<v Speaker 10>This is Alex.

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<v Speaker 9>Alex and my wife Courtney.

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<v Speaker 2>And his wife Courtney. It's like when you go to

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<v Speaker 2>the claw machine and you get two presents, two for one,

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<v Speaker 2>double prizes, double prizes exactly.

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<v Speaker 9>So we're calling you tonight because we need advice from

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<v Speaker 9>an impartial third party.

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<v Speaker 2>I started, Yeah, hit me, we.

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<v Speaker 10>Got I have.

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<v Speaker 9>We have this wonderful cat, Frida. She's this black cat.

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<v Speaker 9>She's very sweet, she brings us much happiness.

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<v Speaker 7>I love her.

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<v Speaker 5>I picked her.

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<v Speaker 9>Courtney thinks that we need to have this cat for

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<v Speaker 9>the rest of our lives. And by that I mean

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<v Speaker 9>when Freda dies. She wants to have the cat taxidermied

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<v Speaker 9>and keep the cats skeleton.

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<v Speaker 7>Not the firm because it's kind of creepy, but I

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<v Speaker 7>like the skeletons of cats, and I think it might

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<v Speaker 7>be nice to keep Frida forever.

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<v Speaker 9>I think that this is fuck fucking wild, and that

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<v Speaker 9>we should not keep the cat skeleton.

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<v Speaker 2>H Well, I mean, I think the perfect way to

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<v Speaker 2>start this off is I'd like to hear Courtney's reasons

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<v Speaker 2>as to why she wants to keep the skeleton, and

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<v Speaker 2>then and then I would like to hear your reasons

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<v Speaker 2>as to why we should not keep the keep the skeleton.

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<v Speaker 2>So Courtney tell me pros for the skeleton.

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<v Speaker 7>So I love oddities, So I collect a lot of oddities,

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<v Speaker 7>Like I have a necklace with a mouse skull on it.

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<v Speaker 7>I I'm right now starting a bug collection, and I

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<v Speaker 7>know it's kind of freaky and weird, but I really

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<v Speaker 7>would love to have a cat skeleton sitting like in

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<v Speaker 7>a case.

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<v Speaker 2>And I would really love for By the way, I'm sorry,

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<v Speaker 2>but I love that you're talking about is the cat

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<v Speaker 2>still alive?

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<v Speaker 11>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>I love that you're just you're just staring at the cat,

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<v Speaker 2>like I'd love to have a cat skeleton in a

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<v Speaker 2>case one day, I were that cat scared shitless. Anyway, continue,

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<v Speaker 2>I love.

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<v Speaker 7>This cat, and I'm just like, why would I not like?

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<v Speaker 7>I think it would. I think it would add to

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<v Speaker 7>my abenes collection and it would have the story behind

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<v Speaker 7>it instead of saying, hey, I just got this cat

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<v Speaker 7>skeleton from someone else, I don't know. It's a stray cat,

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<v Speaker 7>like I love to say it was, you know cat

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<v Speaker 7>that was love for years.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's those are reasons. Now what's your name? What's

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<v Speaker 2>what's Corney? What's your husband's name?

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<v Speaker 10>Alex?

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<v Speaker 2>Alex Alex, representing the side of throw the cat's skeleton away,

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<v Speaker 2>give me, give me, give me your argument.

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<v Speaker 9>So our argument, my argument, the argument on the side

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<v Speaker 9>of what I would proposed, is probably the norm. When

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<v Speaker 9>the cat dies, you want to show it respect by

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<v Speaker 9>either burying or cremating it. The better argument, though, I feel,

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<v Speaker 9>is because Corney and I are talking about having kids

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<v Speaker 9>in the next couple of years, and so this cat

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<v Speaker 9>is too, meaning that we're going to you have a

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<v Speaker 9>baby and the cat will still be alive, and then

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<v Speaker 9>the baby will get older and will probably be around

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<v Speaker 9>five or six years old. When Frieda actually dies, and

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<v Speaker 9>so I think you would be extremely traumatic to one

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<v Speaker 9>or one not only have your child had to go

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<v Speaker 9>through learning what death is, but number two also constantly

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<v Speaker 9>reminding the child what death is and that your bones

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<v Speaker 9>will just end up on display somewhere.

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<v Speaker 2>Corney, let me ask you something. Yeah, let's say you

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<v Speaker 2>have a kid, okay, and the kid dies, Damn, you're

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<v Speaker 2>keeping skeleton.

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<v Speaker 7>Okay. If I was implaining on having a kid skeleton

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<v Speaker 7>in I reminded one of the cat skeleton.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's your line. Well, we've established a limit. Yes,

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<v Speaker 2>this is a good place to start. I think a dog.

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<v Speaker 9>We have two dogs, and she doesn't want either of

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<v Speaker 9>their skeletons.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't, okay, So no kids skeleton, no dog skeleton,

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<v Speaker 2>but the cat we want the cats skeleton.

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<v Speaker 7>Maybe some mice that would be fun.

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<v Speaker 10>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 2>See the lines to me, they feel the lines feel

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<v Speaker 2>arbitrary to me for some reason. I like like, like,

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<v Speaker 2>why why would you keep the skeleton of the cat

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<v Speaker 2>but not the dog of the kid?

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<v Speaker 4>Is there too large.

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<v Speaker 2>As tha? Mm hmm what Okay? I'm trying to think here,

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<v Speaker 2>who whose cat is it?

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<v Speaker 9>It's nice she got the cat, but the cat likes

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<v Speaker 9>anymore because I don't want to tax the dermy to cat.

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<v Speaker 2>Hm h m hmm. This is a tough one. This

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<v Speaker 2>is a tough one. But I mean, look, if it's

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<v Speaker 2>at the end of the day, if it's Courtney's cat,

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<v Speaker 2>then she can get a tax with thermaids. That's the

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<v Speaker 2>problem with with with with animals is that we can't

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<v Speaker 2>We don't know what they want when they die, mainly

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<v Speaker 2>because they don't know that they're gonna die. All No

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<v Speaker 2>animal knows that it's going to die. That's it knowing

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<v Speaker 2>that they're going to do to humans. The thing about

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<v Speaker 2>you don't want your child to know about death, I

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<v Speaker 2>mean maybe I don't know. Maybe maybe it's good to

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<v Speaker 2>always think about death. I think in the I mean

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<v Speaker 2>in the adult life, it's always good to think about

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<v Speaker 2>death because it makes you think about life. How important

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<v Speaker 2>it is.

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<v Speaker 1>The dermy things.

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<v Speaker 7>So I feel like it's normal, Like a lot of

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<v Speaker 7>people were in Texas, so a lot of people have

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<v Speaker 7>deer skulls and whatnot, and we already have them, but

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<v Speaker 7>it's not theirs around our house.

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<v Speaker 9>It's not their pet deer.

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<v Speaker 7>True, but it's still skeleton.

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<v Speaker 6>You know.

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<v Speaker 9>I have no problems with teaching our children about deaths.

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<v Speaker 9>It's just a constant reminder.

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<v Speaker 2>M put the cat on line. Can we get the

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<v Speaker 2>cat on the line? No, it's gonna be useless. Cats

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<v Speaker 2>can't talk.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't have to talk.

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<v Speaker 7>We can hold, but we can't talk.

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, here's her jingle.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, look, I'm team I am team that at

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<v Speaker 2>the end of the day, the cat should decide. But

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<v Speaker 2>that's this is a dilemma here because the cat cannot talk,

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<v Speaker 2>so I don't I mean, look, do I think you

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<v Speaker 2>should keep those cats skeleton? Okay, if the cat can't talk,

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<v Speaker 2>then the cat's owner has to be representative of the

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<v Speaker 2>cat's wishes, and if it is Courtney's cats, then at

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<v Speaker 2>the end of the day, she gets to decide what

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<v Speaker 2>to do. And that's who gets to decide. But in

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<v Speaker 2>terms of like what do I overall believe should be done,

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<v Speaker 2>I think burry the cat. By the end of the day,

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<v Speaker 2>Courtney gets to decide.

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<v Speaker 12>Would it be more moral to have a cat that's

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<v Speaker 12>not affiliated with us, like to buy a cat from

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<v Speaker 12>someone that's already taxed her meat, And it's like a

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<v Speaker 12>cat that I don't know, you just really want a

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<v Speaker 12>cat skeleton?

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<v Speaker 2>This doesn't. It could be any cats you want. It

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<v Speaker 2>is part of your collection, I do. You're a super

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<v Speaker 2>villain in the making. By the way, this is some

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<v Speaker 2>This is this is like Disney villain is Couella Deville

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<v Speaker 2>behavior that you're exhibiting. But you know, look, I wish

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<v Speaker 2>you guys the best of luck. And you know, I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>what's the name of the cat, Freda? I I wish

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<v Speaker 2>fred to the best. Here's here's what I Okay, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>leave you with this. Just save it until the cat dies,

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<v Speaker 2>because it's rude to the cat to be talking about

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<v Speaker 2>if you're going to keep its skeleton when it dies

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<v Speaker 2>while it's still alive, wait for it to die first,

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<v Speaker 2>to lease before you have this argument that. That's what

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<v Speaker 2>I'll say. Beautiful, Thank you guys very much. I have

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<v Speaker 2>a good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 10>Thank you time.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hello, what's up?

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<v Speaker 6>Are you ready for a ship show?

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<v Speaker 2>Am I ready for a ship show?

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<v Speaker 13>Correct?

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<v Speaker 2>I'd like to think I'm ready for anything. It's probably

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<v Speaker 2>not true, but.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh no, it really is. Okay, hit me, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 6>try to break it down slowly. My husband and I

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<v Speaker 6>moved out to the wonderful state of Missouri in twenty nineteen,

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<v Speaker 6>and he was being a dumbass and wasn't being I

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<v Speaker 6>guess you could say doing the right things or treating

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<v Speaker 6>me right at the same time. So he wasn't learning

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<v Speaker 6>and he was manufacturing firearms. So I turned his ass

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<v Speaker 6>into the ATF and he went away for a little

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<v Speaker 6>vaca for about eighteen months. He's now been home for

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<v Speaker 6>a little over a month and we're trying to rebuild things.

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<v Speaker 6>But in that year and a half that he's been gone,

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<v Speaker 6>I should also stayed. I'm a recovering alcoholic, had a

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<v Speaker 6>son that died, didn't cope with it well, went to drinking,

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<v Speaker 6>did stupid shit. I've been in therapy now for a

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<v Speaker 6>long time, been working on myself, just got a scholarship

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<v Speaker 6>for my bachelor's degree. I've got a four point zero

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<v Speaker 6>right now.

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<v Speaker 12>So how have you.

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<v Speaker 6>What do you think are good methods or therapies to

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<v Speaker 6>work on this and try to rebuild it.

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<v Speaker 2>So you turned your husband in for illegally manufacturing firearms?

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<v Speaker 6>Yes?

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<v Speaker 5>I did?

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<v Speaker 2>And was he upset with you?

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<v Speaker 6>Now? He knew that I had done it, and I

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<v Speaker 6>should also add he had pulled one on me prior,

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<v Speaker 6>which is why he got turned in.

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<v Speaker 2>He pulled a gun on you? Yes, what what?

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<v Speaker 1>What?

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<v Speaker 2>What is the what is the what is the context

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<v Speaker 2>of that situation?

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<v Speaker 6>I want to go get it so he wouldn't use

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<v Speaker 6>it and he grabbed it and this was after he

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<v Speaker 6>put a zip tie around his neck.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yeah, that is a red flag.

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<v Speaker 6>He's in the room right now. I just want to

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<v Speaker 6>add that too. He's in He's in the group, So

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<v Speaker 6>he's part of this conversation.

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<v Speaker 2>What's his name, Brad Shulis, Brad Showlis, don't have to

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<v Speaker 2>give me his full name.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, that's his username in the room right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait when you say he's in the room, do you

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<v Speaker 2>mean he's with you.

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<v Speaker 6>He's in the room and he's also watching the stream.

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<v Speaker 6>He's the one who suggested that I call in.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So a year and a half ago, your husband

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<v Speaker 2>pulled a gun on you, Yes, and you told the

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<v Speaker 2>police this, Yeah, what do they tell you to do?

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<v Speaker 6>They basically didn't do shit, to be honest, which was

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<v Speaker 6>why I went above them and went to the FED.

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<v Speaker 6>And he knew that. He knows that I turned him in.

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<v Speaker 6>That's no secret because it's probably the best thing I

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<v Speaker 6>could have done. Because you learned from it, and he

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<v Speaker 6>said that it was good because got him out of

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<v Speaker 6>doing stupid shit. Because honestly, if if I wouldn't have

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<v Speaker 6>done that and we have we had children together, it

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<v Speaker 6>just would have gotten worse.

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<v Speaker 2>So you're telling me that you have been in real

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<v Speaker 2>therapy for how long?

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<v Speaker 6>I've been in therapy since well, on and off twenty years,

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<v Speaker 6>but continuous since twenty nineteen.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So, uh, when you told all this stuff to

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<v Speaker 2>or have you had the same therapist for twenty years?

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<v Speaker 6>No, I've had the same therapist.

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<v Speaker 5>In the last two Okay.

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<v Speaker 2>When you tell all this stuff to your therapist, what

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<v Speaker 2>do they tell you?

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<v Speaker 6>It's it's all different mixes, you know, do you want

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<v Speaker 6>to work things out? Do you think it can be saved?

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<v Speaker 6>You know? Evaluating him as a person, like overall, he's

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<v Speaker 6>a good person, he really is. He just has I know,

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<v Speaker 6>he doesn't drink, he doesn't do drugs.

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<v Speaker 1>He just hadn't tell me.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, what's your name again, Wendy, Wendy. When you

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<v Speaker 2>told your therapist that your husband pulled a gun on you,

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<v Speaker 2>was he and he was threatening it?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah? I told the police that too.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, what did your therapist tell you to do?

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<v Speaker 6>Well, the first thing was to file a restrain in

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<v Speaker 6>order and take a break, which we did. Then we

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<v Speaker 6>got gotten back together after that time period, and ATS

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<v Speaker 6>was still investigating. It took him about six months from

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<v Speaker 6>the time that I had turned him in until he

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<v Speaker 6>was actually picked up. So by the time he was

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<v Speaker 6>picked up in February of twenty twenty, we were actually

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<v Speaker 6>doing a lot better, like our relationship was getting stronger, healthier,

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<v Speaker 6>things were going the right way. And then he got

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<v Speaker 6>locked up for eighteen months.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, now, and now he's out of is in and

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<v Speaker 2>your back with him?

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<v Speaker 6>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>And what what does your therapist think about that?

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<v Speaker 6>She thinks it's risky, she thinks it's scary. We have

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<v Speaker 6>safety plans and implemented just in case.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, but I personally agree with your therapist. Why now

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<v Speaker 2>has your therapist told you when your therapist old you

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<v Speaker 2>don't file a restraining order against this guy, and you

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<v Speaker 2>did you file a restraining order against him?

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<v Speaker 3>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, but you have since redacted that.

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<v Speaker 14>Oh yeah, I did that too.

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<v Speaker 6>But the main reason that he got I know, people

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<v Speaker 6>I read the room and people are saying, it's not

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<v Speaker 6>illegal for you to build guns. Correct, It's not but

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<v Speaker 6>he has a restraining order from his first wife that

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<v Speaker 6>prohibited from owning any firearms or ammunition, which was why

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<v Speaker 6>he got in trouble.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so your therapist told you that this was risky

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<v Speaker 2>and that it's unsafe, and I assume she told you

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<v Speaker 2>that you shouldn't be with this guy.

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<v Speaker 6>She didn't exactly say not to. She just wanted me

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<v Speaker 6>to really evaluate the pros and the cons and assess

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<v Speaker 6>the different risks.

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<v Speaker 2>Obviously, okay, and tell me what's going through your head

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<v Speaker 2>as you're assessing these risks.

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<v Speaker 6>To be honest, in the beginning, I was like, f no, scared,

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<v Speaker 6>didn't want to do it. But then over time, as

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<v Speaker 6>I was talking to him while he was locked up,

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<v Speaker 6>I could since you know, he was changing. He wasn't

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<v Speaker 6>the same type of person as he was when he

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<v Speaker 6>was here, which you know, of course, my first thought

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<v Speaker 6>was this is just typical prison talk, like they're going

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<v Speaker 6>to sweet talk you while they're there and kiss ass

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<v Speaker 6>and whatever, and then they're going to come out and

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<v Speaker 6>it's going to be the same shit all over again.

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<v Speaker 6>But since he's been out, and he's only been out

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<v Speaker 6>for like a month, a little over a month now,

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<v Speaker 6>and so far, he's actually, from what I could tell,

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<v Speaker 6>he's actually really trying. So that's that's where I'm trying

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<v Speaker 6>to see. You know, how do you have any suggestions

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<v Speaker 6>as to possibly bridge the gap or maybe to help

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<v Speaker 6>rebuild trust, I mean, other than just you know, time

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<v Speaker 6>and patience.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, this is totally well, I'll tell you. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not a real therapist. This is you know, totally

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<v Speaker 2>totally not you know, something that that I'm I'm I'm

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<v Speaker 2>really uh equipped to like help you with. I would

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<v Speaker 2>I would, you know, advise you to take deeply into

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<v Speaker 2>consideration everything that your real therapist tells you, especially when

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<v Speaker 2>she's telling you that this is pretty risky and unsafe,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I mean, you're you're you're a real therapist.

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<v Speaker 2>And it sounds it sounds as though all of the

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<v Speaker 2>counsel that you've sought from, legitimate you know, mental health

0:23:56.720 --> 0:24:02.159
<v Speaker 2>professionals and uh uh you know, social health professionals and whatnot,

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<v Speaker 2>have have told you to get a restraining order against

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<v Speaker 2>this guy.

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<v Speaker 6>I mean, I definitely would if I needed to again,

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<v Speaker 6>But like I said, I'm hoping that we're past that point,

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<v Speaker 6>and so far, there hasn't been anything that's even been

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<v Speaker 6>remotely like what it was. So and like I said,

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<v Speaker 6>he's literally in the room. So like people who are commenting,

0:24:25.440 --> 0:24:28.040
<v Speaker 6>he can he can post and say hi. But I

0:24:28.040 --> 0:24:30.600
<v Speaker 6>mean he's hearing this, he's reading it. He's he's like

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<v Speaker 6>I said, he's the one who's suggested for me to

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<v Speaker 6>call in, So I did.

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<v Speaker 2>All. All I'll say to you is, you know, look again,

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<v Speaker 2>like I no one, no one can force you to

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<v Speaker 2>do anything right. You're your own person, you know. But

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<v Speaker 2>I'll tell you if if you're going to therapy, if

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<v Speaker 2>you're seeking professional help from people, uh, I'll you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not a real therapist, you know. I'll tell you,

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<v Speaker 2>like you listen to whatever the professionals are telling you,

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<v Speaker 2>take it deep into consideration, you know, because no one

0:25:12.080 --> 0:25:16.320
<v Speaker 2>can force you to do anything, but you know, really

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<v Speaker 2>consider you know, the you know, the safest option. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>if you want my personal opinion, I think you should

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<v Speaker 2>stay far the far away from this guy. I think

0:25:32.280 --> 0:25:36.040
<v Speaker 2>you should find a different relationship or or even rather

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<v Speaker 2>spend some time, you know, on your own, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>figuring things out. That's my personal opinion.

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<v Speaker 14>No, And I think that's a good way and a

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<v Speaker 14>good start, especially for the eighteen months that I was

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<v Speaker 14>apart like so that I went through therapy and got

0:25:52.119 --> 0:25:55.600
<v Speaker 14>myself in the school and I've been working on improving

0:25:55.640 --> 0:25:59.240
<v Speaker 14>myself and doing that sort of thing. So No, it's

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<v Speaker 14>definitely I'm learning that.

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<v Speaker 2>Stop thinking, well is it, Wendy, stay safe, continue to

0:26:10.720 --> 0:26:14.399
<v Speaker 2>consult with with professionals about this, and and continue to

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<v Speaker 2>heed to their guidance. That's what I'll tell you. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you anytime. Thank you, Wendy.

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<v Speaker 1>Paul From Alexandria.

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<v Speaker 8>Alexandria, Oh my god, no way, how are you?

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<v Speaker 2>How am I?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>How are you.

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<v Speaker 7>Waiting? My Actually?

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<v Speaker 2>On Alexandria. It's a long name. Does anyone ever just

0:26:50.440 --> 0:26:53.640
<v Speaker 2>call you Alex? Or do there's always Alexandria when you're

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<v Speaker 2>when dinner is ready? Does your mom go Alexandria come down?

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<v Speaker 1>Only when I was in trouble.

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<v Speaker 2>Only when you were in trouble, you shortened to Alexandria

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<v Speaker 2>to Alley. Mm hm, that's incorrect. Ali is short for a.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh okay, I guess I should change my name.

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<v Speaker 2>No that you should change the shortening, because here's the

0:27:23.760 --> 0:27:27.520
<v Speaker 2>thing is changing your name. That's why the shortening. There's

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<v Speaker 2>no lead, there's no paperwork, involved in changing the shortening

0:27:30.960 --> 0:27:33.760
<v Speaker 2>of your name. That's sort of that's sort of nick

0:27:35.359 --> 0:27:39.320
<v Speaker 2>nick name, the shortening and the shortening. You don't No

0:27:39.359 --> 0:27:42.200
<v Speaker 2>one ever has to legally change their nickname, so you can.

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<v Speaker 2>I think you should change the shortening to alex Ali

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<v Speaker 2>is short for Alexandra. That doesn't make any sense because

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<v Speaker 2>Ali is for Allison.

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<v Speaker 1>I guess I've been living my entire life.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't think you've been living. You're taking everything

0:27:57.800 --> 0:27:58.800
<v Speaker 2>I'm saying too literally.

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<v Speaker 5>I'm just kidding.

0:28:01.520 --> 0:28:05.200
<v Speaker 4>Oh, but what was your topic for tonight?

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<v Speaker 11>Was it?

0:28:06.040 --> 0:28:07.000
<v Speaker 1>Have you ever been in trouble?

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<v Speaker 2>Yes?

0:28:10.920 --> 0:28:11.760
<v Speaker 1>I have a story.

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<v Speaker 8>I'm actually banned from Canada because I went on a

0:28:17.400 --> 0:28:20.720
<v Speaker 8>trip and we were coming back and it was with

0:28:20.840 --> 0:28:24.080
<v Speaker 8>my boyfriend at the time, and we had like weed

0:28:24.400 --> 0:28:26.359
<v Speaker 8>in the car or something like that, and the drug

0:28:26.440 --> 0:28:29.720
<v Speaker 8>dogs like We're like, oh, they smelled it, and I

0:28:29.720 --> 0:28:31.000
<v Speaker 8>got in trouble because they were like, do you have

0:28:31.040 --> 0:28:33.560
<v Speaker 8>anything in your pocket? And I was like no, And

0:28:33.600 --> 0:28:36.080
<v Speaker 8>then they held it up in front of the entire

0:28:36.240 --> 0:28:38.360
<v Speaker 8>like there's like this little waiting room of other people.

0:28:38.600 --> 0:28:40.440
<v Speaker 8>There was like forty people in there, and they held

0:28:40.480 --> 0:28:42.520
<v Speaker 8>in front of it and it was super embarrassing, and

0:28:42.520 --> 0:28:45.120
<v Speaker 8>then we're like, well, tend until you're not allowed back

0:28:45.160 --> 0:28:48.120
<v Speaker 8>in until I get something cleared, and then I'm actually

0:28:48.120 --> 0:28:54.360
<v Speaker 8>not allowed on any military basis either because and now

0:28:54.360 --> 0:28:55.920
<v Speaker 8>you're home from Canada.

0:28:56.080 --> 0:29:00.000
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so what so you tried to bring weed home

0:29:00.000 --> 0:29:01.600
<v Speaker 2>from Canada? So why would that ban you from Canada?

0:29:01.640 --> 0:29:02.960
<v Speaker 2>That should ban you from the US.

0:29:03.400 --> 0:29:05.920
<v Speaker 8>Oh well, it was like because we were sneaking it

0:29:06.000 --> 0:29:07.880
<v Speaker 8>over or something like that, and they said we were

0:29:07.880 --> 0:29:11.640
<v Speaker 8>because I'm from New York and we were coming from there.

0:29:11.760 --> 0:29:13.840
<v Speaker 8>And they said that I wasn't allowed because I was

0:29:13.880 --> 0:29:15.840
<v Speaker 8>technically smuggling drugs over the border.

0:29:16.200 --> 0:29:18.840
<v Speaker 2>No, you were, You were smuggling drugs over the border.

0:29:20.280 --> 0:29:20.560
<v Speaker 6>I know.

0:29:23.120 --> 0:29:24.160
<v Speaker 1>Why do you think we would get caught?

0:29:24.160 --> 0:29:25.560
<v Speaker 8>Because it was like the own because we've been like

0:29:25.640 --> 0:29:27.560
<v Speaker 8>numerous times before and this is the only day the

0:29:27.600 --> 0:29:29.680
<v Speaker 8>dogs are there and one of the only times I

0:29:29.680 --> 0:29:31.920
<v Speaker 8>actually like took stuff back and I got in trouble.

0:29:33.280 --> 0:29:36.200
<v Speaker 2>Why did you take we had? There's plenty of weeds.

0:29:36.960 --> 0:29:42.320
<v Speaker 2>I could to call my friend, Uh, Noah. I have

0:29:42.280 --> 0:29:45.480
<v Speaker 2>a friend and his name is Noah. He sells weed.

0:29:45.960 --> 0:29:49.040
<v Speaker 2>Calling for you, it's way easier. He lives in He

0:29:49.080 --> 0:29:49.840
<v Speaker 2>lives in America.

0:29:51.840 --> 0:29:53.120
<v Speaker 15>This was a couple of years ago.

0:29:53.280 --> 0:29:55.440
<v Speaker 1>I haven't tried to go back theine.

0:29:55.880 --> 0:29:58.280
<v Speaker 2>So how much weed were you trying to steal from

0:29:58.280 --> 0:30:00.560
<v Speaker 2>Canada or not to steal? I guess you He's buy

0:30:00.680 --> 0:30:03.280
<v Speaker 2>the weed and then take you. It's more of a

0:30:03.320 --> 0:30:04.280
<v Speaker 2>smuggle than a steal.

0:30:05.440 --> 0:30:06.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah. Yeah.

0:30:06.520 --> 0:30:09.160
<v Speaker 8>And then I also had this little boon that I

0:30:09.200 --> 0:30:12.080
<v Speaker 8>brought from my house and they found it and it

0:30:12.120 --> 0:30:13.200
<v Speaker 8>was all broken, like I.

0:30:13.400 --> 0:30:15.480
<v Speaker 6>Tape it together and they were like, where did you

0:30:15.520 --> 0:30:15.760
<v Speaker 6>get this?

0:30:15.960 --> 0:30:17.520
<v Speaker 3>I was like in Canada.

0:30:17.920 --> 0:30:19.240
<v Speaker 1>You did not get this in Canada.

0:30:20.440 --> 0:30:21.840
<v Speaker 8>So then I got in trouble for that too.

0:30:23.080 --> 0:30:29.680
<v Speaker 2>You know, I will say Alexandria that I think smuggling

0:30:30.040 --> 0:30:32.520
<v Speaker 2>I don't. I don't really, I don't, you know, I

0:30:32.560 --> 0:30:36.960
<v Speaker 2>was talking earlier, just the law define morality. Smuggling I

0:30:36.960 --> 0:30:39.360
<v Speaker 2>don't think should be a thing. It shouldn't be. We

0:30:39.400 --> 0:30:41.960
<v Speaker 2>shouldn't have to smuggle. I mean, look, we have the earth,

0:30:42.160 --> 0:30:46.880
<v Speaker 2>right yeah, and you're telling me that some fucking guy

0:30:47.000 --> 0:30:48.960
<v Speaker 2>in some office is telling me that I can't take

0:30:49.040 --> 0:30:52.440
<v Speaker 2>stuff from one place to another place. It's all just

0:30:52.520 --> 0:30:58.640
<v Speaker 2>stuff on the earth. Borders are man made illusions, you know, Yeah, exactly,

0:30:59.800 --> 0:31:06.000
<v Speaker 2>So you know, good on you for that for I

0:31:06.000 --> 0:31:08.000
<v Speaker 2>guess smuggling something to prove that.

0:31:10.160 --> 0:31:12.200
<v Speaker 1>It was only like two joints too, like it was

0:31:12.240 --> 0:31:13.040
<v Speaker 1>completely ball.

0:31:14.120 --> 0:31:15.640
<v Speaker 2>Have you since given up smoking weed?

0:31:17.480 --> 0:31:17.600
<v Speaker 1>Now?

0:31:18.840 --> 0:31:19.880
<v Speaker 2>Are you high right now?

0:31:22.720 --> 0:31:22.960
<v Speaker 16>Yeah?

0:31:23.000 --> 0:31:25.360
<v Speaker 8>Actually I took a dab before this, and I was

0:31:25.480 --> 0:31:26.280
<v Speaker 8>like so in shock.

0:31:26.360 --> 0:31:27.320
<v Speaker 1>When you answer, I was like.

0:31:27.280 --> 0:31:30.960
<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, get out of here, Get out of here, Alexandria.

0:31:31.120 --> 0:31:33.360
<v Speaker 2>They're gonna come for me next. I'll talk to you soon.

0:31:34.800 --> 0:31:35.640
<v Speaker 1>Have a good day.

0:31:38.240 --> 0:31:40.880
<v Speaker 2>Being high on my stream? What are you doing? We

0:31:40.920 --> 0:31:44.160
<v Speaker 2>can't let the feds see me like this. We can't

0:31:44.240 --> 0:31:46.600
<v Speaker 2>let the feds find us. The cops are gonna shut

0:31:46.640 --> 0:31:48.760
<v Speaker 2>if they see a talking gecko on the computer, they're

0:31:48.760 --> 0:31:50.120
<v Speaker 2>gonna shut us down immediately.

0:31:50.560 --> 0:31:51.520
<v Speaker 1>All from.

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<v Speaker 15>Jane, Hello, Hello, Hello, what's going on? And I got

0:32:00.960 --> 0:32:02.240
<v Speaker 15>a crazy story though.

0:32:03.840 --> 0:32:07.479
<v Speaker 13>Yeah the story you said, Yeah.

0:32:06.960 --> 0:32:08.239
<v Speaker 2>What's so crazy about it?

0:32:09.240 --> 0:32:14.200
<v Speaker 15>Okay? Well, so, I mean I guess when I asked

0:32:14.560 --> 0:32:17.640
<v Speaker 15>if I ever got in trouble. So a couple of

0:32:17.720 --> 0:32:22.280
<v Speaker 15>years back, I was battling the coke addiction, and I

0:32:22.320 --> 0:32:25.560
<v Speaker 15>remember one day my mom texted me, I don't know,

0:32:25.600 --> 0:32:28.520
<v Speaker 15>we're out of the complete blue and she was hounding me.

0:32:28.800 --> 0:32:32.400
<v Speaker 15>She was like, my name is Alex. She was like, Alex,

0:32:32.520 --> 0:32:34.680
<v Speaker 15>are you on are you doing anything? Like, Alex, tell

0:32:34.720 --> 0:32:37.440
<v Speaker 15>me right now whatever. And after enough like interrogation, I

0:32:37.520 --> 0:32:40.120
<v Speaker 15>was like, oh, you know, it's just nicotine. She was

0:32:40.120 --> 0:32:42.480
<v Speaker 15>like I know that's not it. And I was like okay, fine, weed.

0:32:42.560 --> 0:32:44.000
<v Speaker 15>And then she was pushing me some more and she

0:32:44.080 --> 0:32:45.600
<v Speaker 15>was like I know that's not it. And I was like, okay,

0:32:45.600 --> 0:32:50.520
<v Speaker 15>alcohol whatever, and she was like cut the bullshit. Are

0:32:50.520 --> 0:32:53.040
<v Speaker 15>you going to pass the drug test? And I was

0:32:53.120 --> 0:32:55.640
<v Speaker 15>like no, and then she was like tell me why not?

0:32:55.800 --> 0:32:58.640
<v Speaker 15>And I was like, because I like smoked earlier today whatever.

0:32:59.400 --> 0:33:01.040
<v Speaker 15>She was like, I'm going to drive right down there

0:33:01.120 --> 0:33:04.560
<v Speaker 15>right now. The issue being is that like fun fact

0:33:04.560 --> 0:33:07.040
<v Speaker 15>coke stats and your system for today and I was

0:33:07.080 --> 0:33:09.600
<v Speaker 15>doing it the night before, so I was like fuck,

0:33:09.720 --> 0:33:13.560
<v Speaker 15>you know. So I finally gave in and was like, yeah,

0:33:13.600 --> 0:33:16.720
<v Speaker 15>I was doing coke like at a party whatever. And

0:33:17.720 --> 0:33:19.800
<v Speaker 15>I asked my sister how the hell she knew? I

0:33:19.840 --> 0:33:21.800
<v Speaker 15>guess because it just weirded me out that she was

0:33:21.840 --> 0:33:25.120
<v Speaker 15>pressing me so much until I actually like said that,

0:33:25.280 --> 0:33:28.760
<v Speaker 15>and longstery short, my sister was telling me how my

0:33:28.800 --> 0:33:31.680
<v Speaker 15>mom reached out to a medium like a psychic. They

0:33:31.680 --> 0:33:35.040
<v Speaker 15>were emailing back and forth, and she was giving her

0:33:35.040 --> 0:33:37.040
<v Speaker 15>insight on like our family and stuff because we had

0:33:37.080 --> 0:33:39.000
<v Speaker 15>some issues going on at the time, so she needed

0:33:39.040 --> 0:33:44.200
<v Speaker 15>some like you know, I don't know, closure or whatever. Anyway. Yeah,

0:33:44.240 --> 0:33:47.800
<v Speaker 15>she was just like, your son is battling with substance

0:33:47.800 --> 0:33:48.840
<v Speaker 15>abuse or something like that.

0:33:49.080 --> 0:33:59.080
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, so a psychic. Yeah, yeah, you were battling

0:33:59.120 --> 0:33:59.920
<v Speaker 2>with substance addiction.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah.

0:34:02.800 --> 0:34:04.000
<v Speaker 2>How do you think she knew.

0:34:05.720 --> 0:34:06.280
<v Speaker 10>The psychic?

0:34:06.360 --> 0:34:09.400
<v Speaker 15>I'm not sure she got it from like a family

0:34:09.400 --> 0:34:14.279
<v Speaker 15>friend like the psychic And you know, I don't know.

0:34:14.960 --> 0:34:17.200
<v Speaker 15>It baffles me. Just happened years ago and I still

0:34:17.200 --> 0:34:20.080
<v Speaker 15>don't know why or how. I mean, she's good at

0:34:20.080 --> 0:34:21.799
<v Speaker 15>her job. I guess.

0:34:23.280 --> 0:34:25.920
<v Speaker 2>Do you believe in psychosis?

0:34:27.120 --> 0:34:27.480
<v Speaker 13>I don't know.

0:34:27.560 --> 0:34:27.759
<v Speaker 1>Man.

0:34:28.000 --> 0:34:32.040
<v Speaker 15>After that, I feel like I kind of, yeah, kind

0:34:32.040 --> 0:34:33.040
<v Speaker 15>of have to.

0:34:33.160 --> 0:34:41.200
<v Speaker 2>Almost so so so these days this was three years

0:34:41.239 --> 0:34:41.920
<v Speaker 2>you said.

0:34:42.640 --> 0:34:44.360
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, just about.

0:34:46.120 --> 0:34:50.799
<v Speaker 15>No, I actually went to rehab from I would say

0:34:50.800 --> 0:34:55.000
<v Speaker 15>the end of February to the end of April. Yeah,

0:34:55.000 --> 0:34:56.279
<v Speaker 15>I've been pretty clean since then.

0:34:58.120 --> 0:35:01.840
<v Speaker 2>Do you go to school, Yeah, actually, what do you do.

0:35:03.600 --> 0:35:07.440
<v Speaker 15>I'm majoring in fashion design and merchandising. I'm a freshman

0:35:07.560 --> 0:35:07.799
<v Speaker 15>or now.

0:35:07.800 --> 0:35:11.120
<v Speaker 4>The I just merchandising.

0:35:12.160 --> 0:35:19.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you're gonna get into the fashion industry.

0:35:19.600 --> 0:35:23.160
<v Speaker 15>I mean, that's the plan, just starting out those So.

0:35:24.760 --> 0:35:26.280
<v Speaker 2>Why do I feel like there's a lot of people

0:35:26.280 --> 0:35:28.280
<v Speaker 2>who do cocaine in the fashion industry.

0:35:29.840 --> 0:35:33.439
<v Speaker 15>I don't know, man, Honestly, I just think I really

0:35:33.440 --> 0:35:37.680
<v Speaker 15>couldn't answer that. I don't know because I don't know.

0:35:38.239 --> 0:35:40.040
<v Speaker 2>You know what I mean, right, Like it would make sense?

0:35:40.719 --> 0:35:42.040
<v Speaker 13>No, it does, it does.

0:35:42.640 --> 0:35:44.880
<v Speaker 15>But now that you ask, I'm just like stumped because

0:35:44.920 --> 0:35:48.320
<v Speaker 15>all my friends turn into fashion, like do coke. So

0:35:49.200 --> 0:35:49.600
<v Speaker 15>I don't know.

0:35:49.680 --> 0:35:49.839
<v Speaker 17>Man.

0:35:51.360 --> 0:35:55.520
<v Speaker 2>What's what's your like dream piece of clothing that you

0:35:55.560 --> 0:35:56.240
<v Speaker 2>want to design?

0:35:58.239 --> 0:36:01.920
<v Speaker 15>Good question. I'm not sure. I've been taking a lot

0:36:01.960 --> 0:36:04.440
<v Speaker 15>more inspiration from like Avant Guard, which is like high end,

0:36:04.640 --> 0:36:08.040
<v Speaker 15>like more abstract fashion. Uh, usually dramatized.

0:36:08.560 --> 0:36:08.680
<v Speaker 1>Uh.

0:36:09.200 --> 0:36:12.040
<v Speaker 15>But or I mean, I guess for now, I'm just

0:36:12.080 --> 0:36:18.960
<v Speaker 15>like producing a distributing streetwear. I guess some kind of

0:36:19.080 --> 0:36:22.400
<v Speaker 15>peace that would just you know, be up there with

0:36:22.440 --> 0:36:27.080
<v Speaker 15>the big names, would be a pretty cool, pretty cool thing.

0:36:27.440 --> 0:36:29.319
<v Speaker 2>What's that? What's your brand? What's it called?

0:36:31.120 --> 0:36:35.799
<v Speaker 15>It's called Agony kind of gay, but I'm working on it.

0:36:36.640 --> 0:36:39.960
<v Speaker 15>It's not like an official thing yet. I just kind

0:36:39.960 --> 0:36:41.279
<v Speaker 15>of do commissions here and there.

0:36:42.280 --> 0:36:52.719
<v Speaker 2>It's called agony. Yeah, it's pretty hardcore. Thanks, well, good

0:36:52.800 --> 0:36:54.520
<v Speaker 2>luck to you. What'd your name was?

0:36:55.840 --> 0:36:58.640
<v Speaker 15>My name is Alex Alice.

0:36:58.920 --> 0:37:02.440
<v Speaker 2>I hope to be, you know, wearing some I don't know,

0:37:02.480 --> 0:37:04.120
<v Speaker 2>I don't really wear any clothes.

0:37:05.680 --> 0:37:09.920
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I can see it, but I don't know.

0:37:09.920 --> 0:37:11.640
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you'll make something one day that I'm like, Oh,

0:37:11.640 --> 0:37:14.839
<v Speaker 2>I got to start wearing clothes now because of this time.

0:37:16.760 --> 0:37:19.680
<v Speaker 15>Yes, sweet, I appreciate it. Thanks for your time anytime.

0:37:19.680 --> 0:37:26.400
<v Speaker 10>I have a good night, he says, Yeah.

0:37:24.560 --> 0:37:28.960
<v Speaker 2>Hello, Hey, what's up?

0:37:30.880 --> 0:37:31.120
<v Speaker 1>Hey?

0:37:34.080 --> 0:37:40.319
<v Speaker 17>What what's your opinion on BDSM?

0:37:40.440 --> 0:37:42.640
<v Speaker 2>When you when you ask my opinion on BDSM, are

0:37:42.680 --> 0:37:48.640
<v Speaker 2>you saying are you asking me like my own, like

0:37:49.040 --> 0:37:51.560
<v Speaker 2>do I like BDSM? Or asking me like my general

0:37:51.600 --> 0:37:55.760
<v Speaker 2>opinion of it as a whole, like in general? Uh?

0:37:56.160 --> 0:37:57.080
<v Speaker 13>Both both.

0:37:59.800 --> 0:38:03.040
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I've never been tied up or tied

0:38:03.080 --> 0:38:07.920
<v Speaker 2>anyone up or anything like that. I don't think I've

0:38:07.920 --> 0:38:10.480
<v Speaker 2>personally ever tried it. I took the test, actually, I

0:38:10.520 --> 0:38:14.560
<v Speaker 2>took the test, you know, the BDSM test. Okay, what

0:38:15.440 --> 0:38:17.399
<v Speaker 2>were you?

0:38:19.040 --> 0:38:20.400
<v Speaker 1>Oh?

0:38:20.800 --> 0:38:29.839
<v Speaker 17>Okay, I'm asking because yeah, I'm I'm partially vanilla too,

0:38:30.200 --> 0:38:37.680
<v Speaker 17>but I'm asking because I kind of like some is dumb,

0:38:38.000 --> 0:38:44.920
<v Speaker 17>I guess, but I've been struggling with whether it's.

0:38:46.040 --> 0:38:47.480
<v Speaker 4>Healthy or not.

0:38:49.960 --> 0:38:51.719
<v Speaker 2>Whether it's healthy or not.

0:38:53.280 --> 0:38:56.920
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, like whether it's I don't know, like is it

0:38:56.960 --> 0:39:03.879
<v Speaker 17>a healthy relationship to have someone telling you what to do?

0:39:05.080 --> 0:39:06.920
<v Speaker 17>Even if it's something positive?

0:39:07.360 --> 0:39:12.760
<v Speaker 2>You know, well, I mean if it's something you're into

0:39:13.160 --> 0:39:19.759
<v Speaker 2>and you know it's you know, obviously it's consensual, then

0:39:20.000 --> 0:39:21.520
<v Speaker 2>I see anything wrong?

0:39:25.840 --> 0:39:30.920
<v Speaker 17>All right? Cool. I'm like really new to it. So

0:39:31.120 --> 0:39:33.399
<v Speaker 17>I was kind of like struggling and I felt, really,

0:39:34.320 --> 0:39:39.799
<v Speaker 17>I don't know, I've always been very empowered, so it

0:39:39.880 --> 0:39:41.480
<v Speaker 17>really surprised.

0:39:40.920 --> 0:39:41.319
<v Speaker 1>Me to.

0:39:44.200 --> 0:39:46.120
<v Speaker 17>Want to be submissive.

0:39:48.800 --> 0:39:52.319
<v Speaker 2>You know, you know, you found yourself if you found

0:39:52.360 --> 0:39:56.080
<v Speaker 2>yourself in a situation in which you're like fuck, you know, look,

0:39:56.120 --> 0:39:57.600
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you don't have to define yourself. Here's the

0:39:57.600 --> 0:40:01.600
<v Speaker 2>thing is, you don't have to let any anything defin you, right, Like,

0:40:01.600 --> 0:40:03.880
<v Speaker 2>Like let's say you're thinking yourself. You're like, you're like,

0:40:04.800 --> 0:40:06.440
<v Speaker 2>you know what, I want to try it for a night.

0:40:06.480 --> 0:40:09.520
<v Speaker 2>I found this guy, and you know, we're both like

0:40:09.560 --> 0:40:11.400
<v Speaker 2>all right, we're gonna do this thing. We got our

0:40:11.480 --> 0:40:14.080
<v Speaker 2>safe word and all that, and you're like, let's fuck

0:40:14.120 --> 0:40:16.600
<v Speaker 2>it for a night. Let's try it. Let's try I'll

0:40:16.640 --> 0:40:18.399
<v Speaker 2>put on the made outfit and I'll let this guy

0:40:18.440 --> 0:40:20.200
<v Speaker 2>tell me what to do. Fuck it, let's try it.

0:40:20.360 --> 0:40:22.480
<v Speaker 4>You try it, okay, okay.

0:40:22.400 --> 0:40:24.520
<v Speaker 2>And then I feel like it, you know, and if

0:40:24.520 --> 0:40:26.080
<v Speaker 2>you're if you're there and you don't like it, you

0:40:26.160 --> 0:40:27.959
<v Speaker 2>stop and you're like, I don't do this again.

0:40:30.920 --> 0:40:34.279
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, okay, but you don't have to do But you're not.

0:40:34.320 --> 0:40:38.200
<v Speaker 2>You're not You're not making some definitive identity choice just

0:40:38.239 --> 0:40:41.480
<v Speaker 2>by doing one thing once, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 18>Totally.

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah, that's a really good point. And I think I

0:40:46.760 --> 0:40:51.239
<v Speaker 17>feel like that a lot when I decide, when I

0:40:51.320 --> 0:40:53.520
<v Speaker 17>decide to go a certain way, I feel like, Okay,

0:40:53.560 --> 0:40:58.480
<v Speaker 17>that's who I am now and to be instead of

0:40:58.520 --> 0:40:59.239
<v Speaker 17>just trying it out.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, it sounds. It sounds to me. You're curious.

0:41:03.520 --> 0:41:05.759
<v Speaker 2>But you know, I know you say you always feel

0:41:05.760 --> 0:41:09.319
<v Speaker 2>like you're empowered. But I mean, look, I don't think

0:41:09.320 --> 0:41:11.200
<v Speaker 2>there's anything I don't. But here's the thing is, I

0:41:11.200 --> 0:41:18.359
<v Speaker 2>don't think there's anything unempowering about pursuing this thing if

0:41:18.400 --> 0:41:21.480
<v Speaker 2>you're interested in it, you know what I mean. I

0:41:21.480 --> 0:41:24.560
<v Speaker 2>don't think I think that I think that what empowers people.

0:41:24.920 --> 0:41:27.799
<v Speaker 2>I think that what truly empowers people is the agency

0:41:28.440 --> 0:41:32.759
<v Speaker 2>for them to fucking make their own decisions, you know.

0:41:33.719 --> 0:41:36.920
<v Speaker 2>And I actually think, I actually think that this this

0:41:36.920 --> 0:41:39.920
<v Speaker 2>this label that you're that you know, you're when it's like, oh,

0:41:39.960 --> 0:41:42.200
<v Speaker 2>if I do this, I'm like, I'm a sub or

0:41:42.960 --> 0:41:46.680
<v Speaker 2>I'm this, I'm that. You know, the label is gonna

0:41:46.760 --> 0:41:50.080
<v Speaker 2>chain you down. It's gonna the label is what's empowering you,

0:41:50.080 --> 0:41:52.120
<v Speaker 2>you know what I mean, because because then you're chained

0:41:52.600 --> 0:41:55.319
<v Speaker 2>to the to this label of whatever you decided to

0:41:55.360 --> 0:41:58.280
<v Speaker 2>consider yourself. And that's what's gonna take away your power.

0:41:58.320 --> 0:42:01.680
<v Speaker 2>The labeling, not the actual thing of whatever you're doing.

0:42:01.680 --> 0:42:02.400
<v Speaker 2>You know what I'm saying.

0:42:04.080 --> 0:42:09.400
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, yeah, I totally agree with you. Yeah, I'm so

0:42:09.480 --> 0:42:11.040
<v Speaker 17>glad I got to get.

0:42:10.880 --> 0:42:11.440
<v Speaker 16>Through to you.

0:42:12.920 --> 0:42:14.839
<v Speaker 2>For sure, dude. I hope you have a good time.

0:42:16.520 --> 0:42:19.200
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, man, thank you, have a good night.

0:42:20.719 --> 0:42:24.879
<v Speaker 2>Bye. Hello, Hello, Hello, what's up?

0:42:25.840 --> 0:42:27.080
<v Speaker 10>Oh hey?

0:42:27.200 --> 0:42:27.399
<v Speaker 1>Hey?

0:42:27.520 --> 0:42:29.080
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, how you doing? Happy Friday?

0:42:29.640 --> 0:42:33.400
<v Speaker 2>I'm good. I want to talk to you about I

0:42:33.520 --> 0:42:37.759
<v Speaker 2>read the notes on your screen and it said that

0:42:37.840 --> 0:42:39.440
<v Speaker 2>you are you're a taxidermist.

0:42:42.080 --> 0:42:43.800
<v Speaker 10>I am not a taxdermist.

0:42:44.080 --> 0:42:50.680
<v Speaker 2>You wanted to talk about the ethics of taxidermy.

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<v Speaker 10>Absolutely, and I think at this point it is a

0:42:51.160 --> 0:42:54.600
<v Speaker 10>much more interesting, h much more interesting field than I

0:42:54.600 --> 0:42:57.000
<v Speaker 10>thought it was. It seems like an excellent career choice. Friend,

0:42:57.080 --> 0:42:58.200
<v Speaker 10>one that's pursuing it.

0:42:58.600 --> 0:43:00.800
<v Speaker 2>Okay, well tell me I want to know more important,

0:43:00.840 --> 0:43:09.040
<v Speaker 2>most importantly, what are your opinions on the cat skeleton

0:43:09.200 --> 0:43:12.760
<v Speaker 2>controversy between Courtney and Alex.

0:43:14.719 --> 0:43:17.640
<v Speaker 10>You know, I think going back to that conversation, what

0:43:17.719 --> 0:43:20.719
<v Speaker 10>you want to do with your cat is you know,

0:43:21.000 --> 0:43:24.960
<v Speaker 10>beyond me, beyond anyone else's decision. I think more importantly,

0:43:25.000 --> 0:43:27.359
<v Speaker 10>it is a personal decision. If you can live with it,

0:43:27.800 --> 0:43:31.760
<v Speaker 10>go for it. For me, I don't think it's really

0:43:31.800 --> 0:43:34.360
<v Speaker 10>my decision. I don't think I would choose that. I

0:43:34.360 --> 0:43:35.640
<v Speaker 10>don't think you would choose that.

0:43:36.760 --> 0:43:38.279
<v Speaker 2>So what do you what do you think about the

0:43:38.320 --> 0:43:40.880
<v Speaker 2>baby thing? What do you think about tax de deerminized

0:43:40.920 --> 0:43:44.360
<v Speaker 2>taxidermizing the kid? Is that too far.

0:43:44.680 --> 0:43:47.319
<v Speaker 10>Going into the logistics of that. It seems a lot

0:43:47.400 --> 0:43:51.000
<v Speaker 10>more difficult than just you know, being a feasible option.

0:43:51.400 --> 0:43:54.360
<v Speaker 10>You know, there's a lot of I think it's more

0:43:56.520 --> 0:44:01.640
<v Speaker 10>not so solid as a full sized uh, you know,

0:44:01.840 --> 0:44:04.720
<v Speaker 10>human or a cat might be. So I think taxidermying

0:44:05.239 --> 0:44:10.120
<v Speaker 10>tax taxi dermisting a baby would be much more difficult

0:44:10.239 --> 0:44:15.200
<v Speaker 10>than you know, taxi dermizing an actual full sized human.

0:44:15.640 --> 0:44:18.000
<v Speaker 10>Plus I think they have much more riddle bone. So

0:44:18.080 --> 0:44:20.640
<v Speaker 10>I think trying to you know, wire that whole mesh

0:44:20.719 --> 0:44:25.160
<v Speaker 10>system together is you know, just much more difficult than

0:44:25.840 --> 0:44:31.680
<v Speaker 10>you know, a cat or a human.

0:44:32.200 --> 0:44:34.359
<v Speaker 2>I was more so asking about the morality of it

0:44:34.400 --> 0:44:36.799
<v Speaker 2>than the logistics of it. But that's as well.

0:44:38.600 --> 0:44:44.120
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally. You know, with the morality of it.

0:44:43.840 --> 0:44:46.680
<v Speaker 10>Is the baby already dead at this point?

0:44:48.719 --> 0:44:54.600
<v Speaker 2>Yes, No, you shouldn't be killing the baby to tax.

0:44:55.080 --> 0:44:59.640
<v Speaker 10>So I didn't kill it, somebody else did, Okay, So

0:45:00.239 --> 0:45:06.640
<v Speaker 10>you know, I think legal issues aside. You know, go

0:45:06.880 --> 0:45:08.560
<v Speaker 10>for it, you know, I you know, I don't think

0:45:08.640 --> 0:45:11.120
<v Speaker 10>I have to answer to a higher power. I don't.

0:45:11.480 --> 0:45:13.160
<v Speaker 10>I don't know if they have to answer to a

0:45:13.239 --> 0:45:16.080
<v Speaker 10>higher power. Whatever you gotta do, you know, I go

0:45:16.320 --> 0:45:20.640
<v Speaker 10>for it. You know, are you do you follow?

0:45:20.800 --> 0:45:24.160
<v Speaker 15>Uh?

0:45:24.520 --> 0:45:26.759
<v Speaker 10>You know? Whatever fields the greater good. I don't think

0:45:26.800 --> 0:45:29.880
<v Speaker 10>it really affects anyone else but your own morality. You know,

0:45:29.920 --> 0:45:32.280
<v Speaker 10>if you have a problem with it, then that's your fault.

0:45:32.400 --> 0:45:34.759
<v Speaker 10>You know, you got to deal with it. But you know,

0:45:34.840 --> 0:45:36.640
<v Speaker 10>it's not going to affect your neighbor. It's not going

0:45:36.680 --> 0:45:38.600
<v Speaker 10>to affect the guy down the street. You know, it's

0:45:38.640 --> 0:45:39.919
<v Speaker 10>not gonna affect somebody else.

0:45:40.239 --> 0:45:46.840
<v Speaker 2>But totally, Well, thank you so much for your perspective.

0:45:50.120 --> 0:45:52.879
<v Speaker 10>Yeah, yeah, absolutely have.

0:45:52.880 --> 0:45:56.319
<v Speaker 2>Aggressed the night you too.

0:45:56.360 --> 0:45:57.719
<v Speaker 10>I go have a fantastic name.

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:04.360
<v Speaker 4>Hello, Hello, mister Ghak.

0:46:05.320 --> 0:46:05.839
<v Speaker 2>How are you.

0:46:07.880 --> 0:46:08.080
<v Speaker 5>Good?

0:46:08.120 --> 0:46:08.560
<v Speaker 13>How are you?

0:46:10.920 --> 0:46:14.080
<v Speaker 2>I am? I am a get what's up with you?

0:46:14.120 --> 0:46:15.320
<v Speaker 2>Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?

0:46:15.840 --> 0:46:21.520
<v Speaker 5>You you are a gecko. So I'm a professional wrestler,

0:46:21.719 --> 0:46:24.080
<v Speaker 5>which I think is pretty interesting because you know how

0:46:24.080 --> 0:46:25.280
<v Speaker 5>many people get to say.

0:46:25.080 --> 0:46:27.400
<v Speaker 2>That you're a professional wrestler.

0:46:29.120 --> 0:46:31.040
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, like you know when you turn on the TV

0:46:31.160 --> 0:46:33.480
<v Speaker 5>you see like w WE with like John Cena and

0:46:33.520 --> 0:46:34.240
<v Speaker 5>stuff like that.

0:46:34.239 --> 0:46:35.200
<v Speaker 13>That's that's what I do.

0:46:35.960 --> 0:46:39.520
<v Speaker 2>Oh okay, so you're one of the not famous professional wrestlers.

0:46:40.600 --> 0:46:41.400
<v Speaker 5>Yes, exactly.

0:46:42.960 --> 0:46:43.919
<v Speaker 2>Okay, how what's what?

0:46:43.920 --> 0:46:44.279
<v Speaker 6>What do you?

0:46:44.440 --> 0:46:46.600
<v Speaker 2>What do you look like? Describe yourself to me? Physically?

0:46:49.800 --> 0:46:50.239
<v Speaker 13>I don't know.

0:46:50.920 --> 0:46:55.080
<v Speaker 5>I I'm known as like a pretty boy. Uh, I

0:46:55.080 --> 0:46:58.160
<v Speaker 5>don't know. I have a big, cheesy smile. I'm pretty muscular.

0:46:58.239 --> 0:47:00.879
<v Speaker 5>I also do bodybuilding and stuff like that. But I'm

0:47:00.880 --> 0:47:03.879
<v Speaker 5>also like young so like a lot of times, when

0:47:03.920 --> 0:47:06.799
<v Speaker 5>people see just my face, they think you're like, oh,

0:47:06.800 --> 0:47:09.200
<v Speaker 5>you're eighteen, but then when they see like my body,

0:47:09.239 --> 0:47:12.600
<v Speaker 5>they're like, oh, you're like twenty six, but I'm actually

0:47:12.600 --> 0:47:13.320
<v Speaker 5>in the middle.

0:47:13.080 --> 0:47:13.719
<v Speaker 13>I'm twenty two.

0:47:14.640 --> 0:47:18.880
<v Speaker 2>Mm. Okay, so you're so you're a very very pretty

0:47:18.920 --> 0:47:24.279
<v Speaker 2>man and I'm not that. Are you in the WWE?

0:47:26.360 --> 0:47:28.680
<v Speaker 5>No, I actually have lots of friends who are both

0:47:28.680 --> 0:47:35.040
<v Speaker 5>in the WWE, and aw, what are you in? I

0:47:35.200 --> 0:47:37.120
<v Speaker 5>just wrestle like around the Midwest.

0:47:38.760 --> 0:47:41.880
<v Speaker 2>And when you say wrestling, are we talking like, because

0:47:41.920 --> 0:47:44.000
<v Speaker 2>I know I don't know anything about wrestling, but I

0:47:44.040 --> 0:47:48.640
<v Speaker 2>do know that there's like WWE, like theater wrestling, and

0:47:48.680 --> 0:47:54.000
<v Speaker 2>then there's like, you know, real wrestling. Which one are

0:47:54.040 --> 0:47:54.319
<v Speaker 2>you know?

0:47:54.400 --> 0:47:58.920
<v Speaker 5>This is like it's not like real, it's the one

0:47:58.960 --> 0:48:01.279
<v Speaker 5>where it's like, Okay, so we go in the back

0:48:01.320 --> 0:48:03.520
<v Speaker 5>and we talk about who wins, and then we go

0:48:03.560 --> 0:48:05.319
<v Speaker 5>out there and we like put on a show, you know,

0:48:05.440 --> 0:48:09.480
<v Speaker 5>like people have characters or stuff like that, all that

0:48:09.560 --> 0:48:10.640
<v Speaker 5>interesting jazz.

0:48:11.440 --> 0:48:14.160
<v Speaker 2>Okay, have you ever hit someone on the back of

0:48:14.160 --> 0:48:16.000
<v Speaker 2>the head with a chair? First question?

0:48:18.520 --> 0:48:21.520
<v Speaker 5>Yes, I have not on that Okay, So like whenever

0:48:21.560 --> 0:48:26.520
<v Speaker 5>you do stuff, it's like supposed to look real, but

0:48:26.640 --> 0:48:29.319
<v Speaker 5>like not actually like you know, kill someone. So if

0:48:29.360 --> 0:48:30.719
<v Speaker 5>you hit somebody on the back of the head with

0:48:30.760 --> 0:48:33.440
<v Speaker 5>a chair, you would probably like kill them. But like

0:48:34.040 --> 0:48:36.479
<v Speaker 5>there's ways to do stuff where you like don't mess

0:48:36.480 --> 0:48:38.239
<v Speaker 5>people up. So a lot of times when you see

0:48:38.280 --> 0:48:40.359
<v Speaker 5>people get hit in the head with the chair, they

0:48:40.360 --> 0:48:43.840
<v Speaker 5>put a hand up, unless they're like absolutely insane and

0:48:43.880 --> 0:48:46.439
<v Speaker 5>they'll just take it square on. But like they don't

0:48:46.440 --> 0:48:49.439
<v Speaker 5>really do that anymore because there's been one too many

0:48:49.480 --> 0:48:56.480
<v Speaker 5>concussions and you know, people having life altering injuries because

0:48:56.480 --> 0:48:56.680
<v Speaker 5>of that.

0:49:01.120 --> 0:49:05.719
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmmm. So what's your persona You said you're a

0:49:05.760 --> 0:49:08.200
<v Speaker 2>pretty boy? Are you a villain? Are you like a

0:49:08.560 --> 0:49:11.080
<v Speaker 2>Uh there's a name for these kinds of characters, the

0:49:11.080 --> 0:49:12.839
<v Speaker 2>ones that like you're supposed to hate the villain.

0:49:12.960 --> 0:49:15.440
<v Speaker 11>Yeah, yeah, they're called a.

0:49:15.520 --> 0:49:21.120
<v Speaker 5>Heel in the heel so kind of the heel. So

0:49:21.160 --> 0:49:23.960
<v Speaker 5>I'm a bad guy, so like I'll go out there

0:49:25.000 --> 0:49:29.080
<v Speaker 5>and uh that's when you like, you know, yell at

0:49:29.080 --> 0:49:31.560
<v Speaker 5>the crowd and get people to boo you. And basically

0:49:31.600 --> 0:49:33.919
<v Speaker 5>the entire point of us is to make the good

0:49:34.000 --> 0:49:34.960
<v Speaker 5>guy look better.

0:49:36.000 --> 0:49:36.400
<v Speaker 17>Uh.

0:49:37.239 --> 0:49:42.560
<v Speaker 5>So it's like, you know, it's interesting because in real life,

0:49:42.600 --> 0:49:46.720
<v Speaker 5>I'm actually a pretty nice guy and I'm not really

0:49:46.760 --> 0:49:49.680
<v Speaker 5>mean whatsoever. But as soon as I go to like

0:49:50.400 --> 0:49:53.040
<v Speaker 5>the curtains for an entrance, it's like I'm a completely

0:49:53.040 --> 0:49:55.240
<v Speaker 5>different person and I can't help myself.

0:49:55.320 --> 0:50:00.680
<v Speaker 2>But be like, really mean, that's a I feel about,

0:50:01.320 --> 0:50:04.480
<v Speaker 2>you know, being a getck. Just can't help myself.

0:50:04.239 --> 0:50:10.440
<v Speaker 5>Exactly, you know, really mean, You're just You're just yeah, honestly,

0:50:10.480 --> 0:50:12.600
<v Speaker 5>when you like you're like, hey, so you're not one

0:50:12.600 --> 0:50:13.319
<v Speaker 5>of the famous ones.

0:50:13.360 --> 0:50:19.319
<v Speaker 2>I was like, oo, well, you know, it's all just

0:50:19.480 --> 0:50:22.799
<v Speaker 2>a character except when it's not. I mean it, but

0:50:23.080 --> 0:50:25.840
<v Speaker 2>tell me, tell me, tell me more about your villainous

0:50:25.920 --> 0:50:29.839
<v Speaker 2>persona like why why what do people do to get

0:50:29.840 --> 0:50:33.560
<v Speaker 2>you to to what do you do to get people

0:50:33.560 --> 0:50:36.560
<v Speaker 2>to boo? You? You know, what's your You're a pretty boy?

0:50:36.600 --> 0:50:36.840
<v Speaker 10>Are you?

0:50:36.920 --> 0:50:37.000
<v Speaker 1>Like?

0:50:37.160 --> 0:50:39.799
<v Speaker 2>Is your whole thing that you're like stuck up? You're like, uh,

0:50:41.040 --> 0:50:44.560
<v Speaker 2>this trustful kid, and what tell me? Tell me more?

0:50:46.320 --> 0:50:51.279
<v Speaker 5>So it's like I'm super narcissistic. So I go out

0:50:51.320 --> 0:50:53.319
<v Speaker 5>there and I basically just tell people that I'm more

0:50:53.360 --> 0:50:56.239
<v Speaker 5>attractive than they are and that they're ugly and like

0:50:56.280 --> 0:51:00.520
<v Speaker 5>a bunch of mouth breathers, and uh, ugly and stuff

0:51:00.560 --> 0:51:02.000
<v Speaker 5>like that, and I tell people.

0:51:01.800 --> 0:51:02.319
<v Speaker 11>To shut up.

0:51:02.360 --> 0:51:05.839
<v Speaker 5>And like when I eventually lose, which I normally lose

0:51:05.880 --> 0:51:07.759
<v Speaker 5>because people like to see me lose, I trow like

0:51:07.800 --> 0:51:10.600
<v Speaker 5>type per tantrums, like I will literally lay on my

0:51:10.640 --> 0:51:15.279
<v Speaker 5>stomach and kick my feet and stomp and scream and

0:51:15.320 --> 0:51:16.759
<v Speaker 5>like cry and stuff like that.

0:51:16.880 --> 0:51:18.120
<v Speaker 15>You know, just.

0:51:19.760 --> 0:51:22.560
<v Speaker 5>It's my stereotypical, Like who would I hate the most?

0:51:22.600 --> 0:51:26.600
<v Speaker 5>Like how would I really just want to punch someone

0:51:26.640 --> 0:51:29.000
<v Speaker 5>in the face? Who would that be? And I am

0:51:29.080 --> 0:51:30.919
<v Speaker 5>that person when I rest all and it's great?

0:51:32.880 --> 0:51:34.759
<v Speaker 2>Can we hear a little bit of it? Would you

0:51:34.800 --> 0:51:38.919
<v Speaker 2>like pretend like the chat is like the crowd? Could

0:51:38.920 --> 0:51:42.200
<v Speaker 2>we hear like how you would rile up our chats?

0:51:43.719 --> 0:51:45.880
<v Speaker 5>Well, honestly, everybody in the chat is telling me that

0:51:45.960 --> 0:51:48.200
<v Speaker 5>I'm fake. But they're just angry because they're sitting at

0:51:48.200 --> 0:51:52.240
<v Speaker 5>home all day, you know, just eating food, mouth breathing,

0:51:52.360 --> 0:51:55.240
<v Speaker 5>doing nothing exciting with their lives, being laying being ugly,

0:51:55.320 --> 0:51:57.520
<v Speaker 5>upset with their lives. While I'm out here leaving my

0:51:57.719 --> 0:52:00.560
<v Speaker 5>best life, doing everything that I can to, you know,

0:52:00.680 --> 0:52:03.120
<v Speaker 5>just be better than them, and they're just upset about it.

0:52:04.640 --> 0:52:07.120
<v Speaker 2>You know, tell us more about how you're better than

0:52:07.160 --> 0:52:09.200
<v Speaker 2>the chat? What else makes you better than the chat?

0:52:12.120 --> 0:52:14.319
<v Speaker 5>Well, the fact that most people who sit on Twitch

0:52:14.360 --> 0:52:17.000
<v Speaker 5>all day obviously have nothing better to do with their lives,

0:52:17.080 --> 0:52:20.040
<v Speaker 5>because why would you just sit around and watch someone

0:52:20.120 --> 0:52:22.080
<v Speaker 5>do something interesting when you can go out and do

0:52:22.120 --> 0:52:25.880
<v Speaker 5>something interesting yourself. But instead they're just sitting there talking

0:52:25.920 --> 0:52:29.120
<v Speaker 5>about how I'm fake and honestly, their entire life is

0:52:29.120 --> 0:52:33.000
<v Speaker 5>a lie, and you know, they're pathetic and weak and

0:52:33.040 --> 0:52:34.359
<v Speaker 5>they have nothing to better do.

0:52:34.400 --> 0:52:35.000
<v Speaker 13>With their lives.

0:52:35.040 --> 0:52:37.080
<v Speaker 5>They need to get themselves a boyfriend or a girlfriend,

0:52:37.080 --> 0:52:38.640
<v Speaker 5>but we all know that they'll never be able to

0:52:38.680 --> 0:52:43.120
<v Speaker 5>do that because you know, they're just weak, pathetic virgins.

0:52:43.320 --> 0:52:46.080
<v Speaker 5>And you know, a bunch of inselts.

0:52:47.880 --> 0:52:50.920
<v Speaker 2>Oh, it's working, you're getting booed. You're pretty good at this.

0:52:51.440 --> 0:52:56.440
<v Speaker 5>I am getting booed. It's a great time, you know, Honestly,

0:52:56.680 --> 0:53:01.319
<v Speaker 5>I deserve it. They all, you know, they're all just

0:53:01.800 --> 0:53:08.319
<v Speaker 5>weak minded, feeble imbhescles and me, I'm fantastic. I think

0:53:08.400 --> 0:53:09.680
<v Speaker 5>I'm an amazing person.

0:53:12.040 --> 0:53:12.400
<v Speaker 4>Mhm.

0:53:13.000 --> 0:53:15.120
<v Speaker 2>And this is the point where if I could, I

0:53:14.880 --> 0:53:16.719
<v Speaker 2>I'd hit you on the head with a chair.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, dude, I would deck if you ever came to

0:53:22.640 --> 0:53:26.879
<v Speaker 5>Chicago again. I would one hundred percent let.

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<v Speaker 10>You hit me with a chair.

0:53:28.160 --> 0:53:29.920
<v Speaker 2>Holy shit, if I'm ever if I do a live

0:53:29.960 --> 0:53:33.359
<v Speaker 2>show in Chicago again, that we're doing that you got

0:53:33.360 --> 0:53:35.759
<v Speaker 2>you could do. I want to do the fucking wrestling thing.

0:53:35.800 --> 0:53:38.600
<v Speaker 2>We'll do that ship again, dude.

0:53:38.560 --> 0:53:41.600
<v Speaker 5>One hundred percent. Honestly, when you came to Chicago the

0:53:41.640 --> 0:53:45.359
<v Speaker 5>first time, I wanted to do that. But then your

0:53:46.080 --> 0:53:49.839
<v Speaker 5>shows sold out in literally like ten seconds, and I

0:53:49.880 --> 0:53:52.120
<v Speaker 5>cried to myself and then you like got a bigger

0:53:52.200 --> 0:53:54.600
<v Speaker 5>venue or change venues or something like that, but I

0:53:54.640 --> 0:53:56.960
<v Speaker 5>was at work and I couldn't do it.

0:53:57.280 --> 0:53:59.680
<v Speaker 2>Said I'll be back, I'll be back, I'll be back.

0:53:59.719 --> 0:54:02.000
<v Speaker 2>And when when I say, does anyone want to come

0:54:02.040 --> 0:54:03.560
<v Speaker 2>up to the audience or whatever, you got to come

0:54:03.640 --> 0:54:05.080
<v Speaker 2>up and bring a chair.

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<v Speaker 13>Dude, I will.

0:54:07.640 --> 0:54:09.400
<v Speaker 5>I will bring a chair myself.

0:54:09.920 --> 0:54:10.120
<v Speaker 10>Yeah.

0:54:10.360 --> 0:54:12.680
<v Speaker 2>By the way, do you talk in this voice? Do

0:54:12.719 --> 0:54:14.279
<v Speaker 2>you like not change your voice at all?

0:54:15.680 --> 0:54:16.080
<v Speaker 6>Oh?

0:54:16.239 --> 0:54:19.000
<v Speaker 5>No? I like, so, I don't want to be really

0:54:19.000 --> 0:54:22.040
<v Speaker 5>loud because I have other people in my house, but

0:54:22.120 --> 0:54:23.759
<v Speaker 5>normally when I do it, I do this like really

0:54:23.840 --> 0:54:28.719
<v Speaker 5>high pitched screaming, like it's very shrill, and also like

0:54:28.800 --> 0:54:30.520
<v Speaker 5>I just don't want to destroy your ears.

0:54:30.600 --> 0:54:32.880
<v Speaker 10>If I do this, Oh, go for it.

0:54:32.920 --> 0:54:36.640
<v Speaker 5>Okay, I'm not actually so like if I'm like, hey,

0:54:37.040 --> 0:54:38.759
<v Speaker 5>that's not nice like that.

0:54:39.040 --> 0:54:40.640
<v Speaker 13>I can hear my dad laughing.

0:54:40.760 --> 0:54:42.319
<v Speaker 17>But wait, can you wait?

0:54:42.360 --> 0:54:44.520
<v Speaker 2>Can you? Can you repeat again? However, one in the

0:54:44.600 --> 0:54:46.400
<v Speaker 2>chat is a virgin. But just do it in that

0:54:46.520 --> 0:54:48.960
<v Speaker 2>voice you want me.

0:54:48.920 --> 0:54:52.200
<v Speaker 5>To specifically say everybody in the chat chat is a

0:54:52.200 --> 0:54:53.160
<v Speaker 5>bunch of virgins.

0:54:53.440 --> 0:54:55.480
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but in that voice.

0:54:56.960 --> 0:54:59.359
<v Speaker 5>Like okay, uh, okay, I can do it.

0:55:00.040 --> 0:55:00.520
<v Speaker 16>Everybody.

0:55:00.960 --> 0:55:03.520
<v Speaker 5>Everybody should be scared. So he lives with his parents,

0:55:03.960 --> 0:55:06.560
<v Speaker 5>Yes I do because I'm a child. I'm literally twenty one.

0:55:06.680 --> 0:55:09.359
<v Speaker 5>But anyway, yes, I live with my parents.

0:55:09.360 --> 0:55:10.239
<v Speaker 19>Who you think I am?

0:55:10.280 --> 0:55:11.319
<v Speaker 5>I'm literally twenty one.

0:55:11.719 --> 0:55:13.520
<v Speaker 4>I am twenty one, and I've done more in my

0:55:13.600 --> 0:55:15.120
<v Speaker 4>life than you have ever done in your life.

0:55:15.360 --> 0:55:20.040
<v Speaker 10>You guys are just hitting around being a bunch of virgins.

0:55:20.480 --> 0:55:22.080
<v Speaker 2>Man, I gotta I gotta come see one of your

0:55:22.080 --> 0:55:26.560
<v Speaker 2>fucking wrestling shows. That sounds hilarious, dude, do it.

0:55:26.560 --> 0:55:31.640
<v Speaker 5>It's it's pretty funny, honestly, Like watching me get beat up,

0:55:31.680 --> 0:55:32.799
<v Speaker 5>I think is a great time.

0:55:33.560 --> 0:55:35.880
<v Speaker 2>Fuck you, where where can I see a show? Where

0:55:35.880 --> 0:55:36.880
<v Speaker 2>is it all in Chicago?

0:55:39.400 --> 0:55:45.439
<v Speaker 5>Yeah? I'm in like Chicago, in Wisconsin and Indiana, Michigan sometimes.

0:55:46.080 --> 0:55:50.960
<v Speaker 5>Uh yeah, dude, you can even like watch my videos

0:55:50.960 --> 0:55:52.680
<v Speaker 5>on YouTube and stuff. It's a great time.

0:55:52.719 --> 0:55:52.839
<v Speaker 1>Man.

0:55:52.920 --> 0:55:53.480
<v Speaker 10>Let me tell you.

0:55:55.040 --> 0:55:57.000
<v Speaker 2>Fuck yah, what's what's the name of the league?

0:55:59.280 --> 0:56:01.680
<v Speaker 5>The Well, they're like a bunch. So like the big

0:56:01.680 --> 0:56:06.120
<v Speaker 5>ones that I wrestle at are like called like Warrior Wrestling. Uh,

0:56:06.160 --> 0:56:08.640
<v Speaker 5>that's like the one of the biggest ones in Chicago.

0:56:09.400 --> 0:56:09.720
<v Speaker 8>Uh.

0:56:10.600 --> 0:56:14.360
<v Speaker 5>I've wrestled at freelance a few times, Chicago Style Wrestling,

0:56:14.920 --> 0:56:16.920
<v Speaker 5>Berwin Championship. There's just a bunch.

0:56:18.600 --> 0:56:22.840
<v Speaker 2>Well fuck yeah, man, everybody's fuck it. So what's the YouTube?

0:56:22.880 --> 0:56:23.480
<v Speaker 2>I want to hear it?

0:56:24.880 --> 0:56:28.040
<v Speaker 5>Well, okay, so like to find me if you just

0:56:28.080 --> 0:56:32.319
<v Speaker 5>look up Ryan Matthews wrestling like r y A N

0:56:32.680 --> 0:56:34.200
<v Speaker 5>M A T T h e.

0:56:34.320 --> 0:56:42.200
<v Speaker 2>W Matthews, Ryan Matthews. Yeah, dude, pretty cool of a

0:56:42.560 --> 0:56:43.520
<v Speaker 2>skinny pretty boy.

0:56:45.520 --> 0:56:48.799
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, dude, it's like it's it's like, you know what

0:56:48.920 --> 0:56:52.080
<v Speaker 5>your stereotypical like Chad, Like when you were in high

0:56:52.080 --> 0:56:54.919
<v Speaker 5>school and there's that one dude that was just kind

0:56:54.920 --> 0:56:57.960
<v Speaker 5>of like a total douchebag. That's like that would be

0:56:57.960 --> 0:56:58.359
<v Speaker 5>his name.

0:57:00.320 --> 0:57:01.959
<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm gonna visit, by the way, I'm gonna

0:57:01.960 --> 0:57:03.799
<v Speaker 2>look it for a YouTube channel later and if there's

0:57:03.800 --> 0:57:05.319
<v Speaker 2>not a video of you getting hit on the head

0:57:05.320 --> 0:57:07.439
<v Speaker 2>with a chair, I'm gonna be pissed off.

0:57:07.719 --> 0:57:09.400
<v Speaker 5>I don't think there's any video that you getting hit

0:57:09.440 --> 0:57:09.840
<v Speaker 5>in the head of.

0:57:09.840 --> 0:57:12.440
<v Speaker 2>The chair, but you better upload one soon before I

0:57:12.600 --> 0:57:14.120
<v Speaker 2>before the stream ends.

0:57:15.760 --> 0:57:21.000
<v Speaker 5>Oh man, uh I guess Oh they said I sound breathable,

0:57:21.480 --> 0:57:23.439
<v Speaker 5>you know A yeah.

0:57:23.560 --> 0:57:25.240
<v Speaker 2>Thank you very much for calling in. Ryan, you have

0:57:25.240 --> 0:57:25.960
<v Speaker 2>a direst of the night.

0:57:27.560 --> 0:57:30.760
<v Speaker 5>Thank you you too, Buddy Yellow.

0:57:31.520 --> 0:57:35.040
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<v Speaker 2>the calls, HI get go what's up, dude?

0:58:19.080 --> 0:58:19.600
<v Speaker 1>What's up?

0:58:21.360 --> 0:58:22.560
<v Speaker 3>How are you feeling tonight?

0:58:25.240 --> 0:58:33.040
<v Speaker 2>You know, I'm I'm chilling. I'm chilling. What's up with you?

0:58:33.080 --> 0:58:37.880
<v Speaker 2>Tell me everything? Tell me nothing, huh.

0:58:38.000 --> 0:58:42.360
<v Speaker 3>I'm chilling with my dog in my main event right now.

0:58:43.480 --> 0:58:48.560
<v Speaker 3>I I had a very good conversation with a person

0:58:48.600 --> 0:58:54.600
<v Speaker 3>who takes your calls before you. But I was talking

0:58:54.640 --> 0:58:57.880
<v Speaker 3>about how I moved a little bit over one thousand

0:58:58.000 --> 0:59:02.200
<v Speaker 3>miles away. Event was just me and my dogs. It

0:59:02.280 --> 0:59:07.360
<v Speaker 3>was like kind of crazy, you know, moving to a

0:59:07.440 --> 0:59:13.520
<v Speaker 3>place to a different stay with nobody around. Really, but

0:59:14.240 --> 0:59:18.680
<v Speaker 3>it's been really gray. It's been It's like the best

0:59:18.680 --> 0:59:20.800
<v Speaker 3>part of my life, you know what I mean.

0:59:22.200 --> 0:59:22.720
<v Speaker 16>So it's like.

0:59:24.320 --> 0:59:29.480
<v Speaker 3>Yes, but not like there's like a trand fan life,

0:59:29.720 --> 0:59:33.840
<v Speaker 3>you know, like the pro Master vans like full of renovated,

0:59:34.120 --> 0:59:36.800
<v Speaker 3>which are beautiful and I love them, and it's like

0:59:37.120 --> 0:59:40.760
<v Speaker 3>my goal maybe two one. I'm on one too, But

0:59:40.840 --> 0:59:44.520
<v Speaker 3>I'm like the beginner, you know. Just in my mean event,

0:59:44.720 --> 0:59:48.080
<v Speaker 3>I did everything myself. I built out the best you

0:59:48.160 --> 0:59:51.560
<v Speaker 3>can in the mean event. But you know, it is

0:59:51.600 --> 0:59:54.920
<v Speaker 3>a lot bigger than you think, a lot.

0:59:55.000 --> 0:59:57.280
<v Speaker 2>Where you're calling from, Where is the where's the van?

0:59:57.360 --> 0:59:57.640
<v Speaker 2>Right now?

1:00:00.280 --> 1:00:03.680
<v Speaker 3>Right now in Colorado, Colorado.

1:00:03.160 --> 1:00:06.280
<v Speaker 2>Okay, And you got everything you need in that mineral.

1:00:08.560 --> 1:00:11.840
<v Speaker 3>I except like literally anything except for groceries right now

1:00:12.000 --> 1:00:16.160
<v Speaker 3>because it's been really hot and I've just been eating

1:00:17.200 --> 1:00:22.400
<v Speaker 3>fascinated orally quick things. But when the weather gets colder,

1:00:23.600 --> 1:00:27.280
<v Speaker 3>I can cook in my van. I have like to

1:00:27.360 --> 1:00:30.600
<v Speaker 3>fly of water, which in then life you never pick

1:00:30.640 --> 1:00:33.920
<v Speaker 3>the water. You'll have to find free water, a clean one.

1:00:34.720 --> 1:00:37.440
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, I have everything. Everything I own is in

1:00:37.520 --> 1:00:42.240
<v Speaker 3>this van. And a change of perspective on life, you know,

1:00:42.840 --> 1:00:44.880
<v Speaker 3>in a good way, like in a very good way.

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<v Speaker 2>How has it changed your perspective on life?

1:00:50.960 --> 1:00:55.920
<v Speaker 3>I think materialistic things weigh us downe sometimes, you know,

1:00:56.360 --> 1:00:59.520
<v Speaker 3>or create this fear of change or like for me,

1:01:00.000 --> 1:01:03.960
<v Speaker 3>because I have a lot of anxiety and change is scary,

1:01:04.480 --> 1:01:08.240
<v Speaker 3>you know, especially when you're doing it alone or far

1:01:08.280 --> 1:01:13.440
<v Speaker 3>away from like people you love physically. And I feel

1:01:13.440 --> 1:01:17.320
<v Speaker 3>a lot more free, like in the spirit, you know,

1:01:17.840 --> 1:01:21.720
<v Speaker 3>like I'm not afraid to do things alone anymore, because

1:01:21.760 --> 1:01:25.440
<v Speaker 3>I enjoy being by myself, like I enjoy my own company,

1:01:26.440 --> 1:01:31.440
<v Speaker 3>you know, like something that way, and knowing that I

1:01:31.480 --> 1:01:37.200
<v Speaker 3>can literally go like I'm going into Wyoming and about

1:01:38.120 --> 1:01:40.480
<v Speaker 3>a little bit over a week and I'm going to

1:01:40.520 --> 1:01:42.760
<v Speaker 3>be there for winter for like ski season, and I've

1:01:42.960 --> 1:01:45.400
<v Speaker 3>never worked in the skiers the word, so I'm like,

1:01:46.200 --> 1:01:48.760
<v Speaker 3>it's crazy, like life can be what you want it

1:01:48.800 --> 1:01:52.240
<v Speaker 3>to be when you let go bad things, you know.

1:01:54.720 --> 1:01:57.960
<v Speaker 2>And have you always how old are you? Said? You

1:01:57.960 --> 1:02:04.960
<v Speaker 2>said you're twenty two. Yeah, have you always you know,

1:02:05.160 --> 1:02:08.880
<v Speaker 2>being adverse to doing things alone?

1:02:10.320 --> 1:02:16.240
<v Speaker 3>No, not really. I think I was always like I

1:02:16.320 --> 1:02:19.280
<v Speaker 3>have a lot of social anxiety. So doing things along

1:02:19.320 --> 1:02:22.320
<v Speaker 3>for me was really scary, just because I didn't know

1:02:22.360 --> 1:02:27.600
<v Speaker 3>how to interact with people. But through forcing myself and

1:02:27.720 --> 1:02:30.840
<v Speaker 3>like going out and getting like you know, as a

1:02:30.920 --> 1:02:36.080
<v Speaker 3>teenager working in customer service, being a cashier, and I

1:02:36.120 --> 1:02:40.440
<v Speaker 3>think English not being my first language also was like

1:02:41.360 --> 1:02:42.920
<v Speaker 3>a big barrier.

1:02:43.360 --> 1:02:43.600
<v Speaker 2>You know.

1:02:44.400 --> 1:02:48.880
<v Speaker 3>So I didn't want to be always well it's Russian,

1:02:49.640 --> 1:02:54.400
<v Speaker 3>m I know, so it was a lot different. But

1:02:54.840 --> 1:02:58.520
<v Speaker 3>I loved English, so I learned it. I tried to

1:02:58.600 --> 1:03:05.040
<v Speaker 3>learn how fast, so that helped a lot. But yeah,

1:03:05.040 --> 1:03:08.680
<v Speaker 3>I used to really feel uncomfortable being alone and I

1:03:08.760 --> 1:03:10.760
<v Speaker 3>used to claim to people that were bad for me,

1:03:11.760 --> 1:03:14.080
<v Speaker 3>and I just I stayed because it was like I

1:03:14.120 --> 1:03:17.040
<v Speaker 3>don't want to be alone. But now I feel a

1:03:17.040 --> 1:03:18.760
<v Speaker 3>lot more empowered by myself.

1:03:21.720 --> 1:03:23.320
<v Speaker 2>How long have you been living in the vand.

1:03:23.160 --> 1:03:29.320
<v Speaker 3>For I was just kind of reaching I think about

1:03:29.360 --> 1:03:31.000
<v Speaker 3>a little bit over five months.

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<v Speaker 2>About five months you.

1:03:35.400 --> 1:03:40.200
<v Speaker 4>Said a little bit over Yeah, we where were you.

1:03:40.200 --> 1:03:41.840
<v Speaker 2>Living before you were living in the vand we're living

1:03:42.040 --> 1:03:43.600
<v Speaker 2>like with parents' romits.

1:03:45.720 --> 1:03:50.600
<v Speaker 3>I was living well right before I was living by myself.

1:03:52.040 --> 1:03:55.040
<v Speaker 3>But before that, I was living with my ex boyfriend.

1:04:00.120 --> 1:04:07.040
<v Speaker 2>So you have that you're better off by yourself. Now

1:04:07.200 --> 1:04:09.920
<v Speaker 2>are you on the road. While you're on the road,

1:04:10.120 --> 1:04:13.440
<v Speaker 2>are you completely alone or do you have these times

1:04:13.480 --> 1:04:16.200
<v Speaker 2>in which you do get to like interact with other people,

1:04:16.360 --> 1:04:21.800
<v Speaker 2>whether they be other travelers or like you know, you

1:04:21.840 --> 1:04:24.400
<v Speaker 2>said you were so you're gonna be working at a

1:04:24.400 --> 1:04:29.920
<v Speaker 2>ski resort in Wyoming. Yeah, okay, so you're gonna be

1:04:29.920 --> 1:04:31.480
<v Speaker 2>working with other people. Have you been meeting a lot

1:04:31.480 --> 1:04:33.560
<v Speaker 2>of other travelers.

1:04:35.640 --> 1:04:41.360
<v Speaker 3>I haven't really met a lot of Like I've met

1:04:41.400 --> 1:04:46.240
<v Speaker 3>like a few people, but they never like it's a

1:04:46.240 --> 1:04:52.760
<v Speaker 3>lot of I guess small talk, and I'm a lot

1:04:52.840 --> 1:04:57.280
<v Speaker 3>better at small talks than like keeping the friends after

1:04:57.360 --> 1:05:00.840
<v Speaker 3>because like I've met a few people that I tried

1:05:00.840 --> 1:05:04.240
<v Speaker 3>to be friends with, but I feel like I'm not

1:05:06.440 --> 1:05:08.560
<v Speaker 3>like I interact with people every day, Like I'm not

1:05:08.640 --> 1:05:12.600
<v Speaker 3>just in a desert somewhere. I do delivery driving, so

1:05:12.680 --> 1:05:15.800
<v Speaker 3>like I see people every day, but I don't have

1:05:15.920 --> 1:05:20.320
<v Speaker 3>like long term connections here because even though I love

1:05:20.400 --> 1:05:23.560
<v Speaker 3>talking to people, I don't really let a lot of

1:05:23.600 --> 1:05:27.120
<v Speaker 3>people's stages because I just I'm really bad at texting,

1:05:27.200 --> 1:05:31.520
<v Speaker 3>so I can't. I just like that's why I feel

1:05:31.560 --> 1:05:34.600
<v Speaker 3>like I can't keep a lot of friends because I'll

1:05:34.680 --> 1:05:37.280
<v Speaker 3>leave them on road for like two weeks and then

1:05:37.640 --> 1:05:40.480
<v Speaker 3>I'll remember that I didn't respond and it'll be too late.

1:05:43.120 --> 1:05:50.600
<v Speaker 2>And how has it been being alone?

1:05:51.480 --> 1:05:55.400
<v Speaker 3>I think it's been really good because I was always

1:05:55.560 --> 1:06:01.360
<v Speaker 3>like my biggest fear growing up supposed to be alone,

1:06:01.520 --> 1:06:06.000
<v Speaker 3>And when I now facing this year, I think it's

1:06:06.240 --> 1:06:09.880
<v Speaker 3>again the best thing and growth wise, like has ever

1:06:09.920 --> 1:06:16.680
<v Speaker 3>happened to me, because it's not bad being alone. You know,

1:06:18.640 --> 1:06:22.480
<v Speaker 3>you find like you get to know yourself because I

1:06:22.480 --> 1:06:26.040
<v Speaker 3>don't think I really know myself before this and now

1:06:26.960 --> 1:06:29.240
<v Speaker 3>away from like because I still like talk to my

1:06:29.280 --> 1:06:35.000
<v Speaker 3>friends and my family from Indiana and stuff, but I

1:06:35.040 --> 1:06:38.200
<v Speaker 3>can't just they're not here every day like they used to,

1:06:38.280 --> 1:06:42.080
<v Speaker 3>you know, so you get to kind of they let

1:06:42.200 --> 1:06:46.640
<v Speaker 3>me develop my own personality if I can, If that

1:06:46.680 --> 1:06:53.920
<v Speaker 3>makes sense, not a lot of healing time.

1:06:54.080 --> 1:06:54.320
<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's very very interesting how different you develop when

1:07:02.360 --> 1:07:04.920
<v Speaker 2>there's no one around, because if you're constantly surrounded by

1:07:04.920 --> 1:07:07.760
<v Speaker 2>your friends or your family, you know, a lot of

1:07:07.800 --> 1:07:12.760
<v Speaker 2>your personality and perspective is shaped by them inherently. And

1:07:12.800 --> 1:07:19.120
<v Speaker 2>when there's a lack of that external sort of stimulus

1:07:19.360 --> 1:07:25.440
<v Speaker 2>and you're just sort of free to develop independently, it,

1:07:25.520 --> 1:07:32.040
<v Speaker 2>you know, paints a whole new person. What have you

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<v Speaker 2>learned about it?

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<v Speaker 3>I think I learned and accepted that. I don't know

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<v Speaker 3>to like put it into words, did it? Sorry, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>just trying to put it so it makes sense and

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<v Speaker 3>one sence. I think it's like accepting that I don't

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<v Speaker 3>want to go to college for anything, because even though

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<v Speaker 3>I was like not pressure to, but kind of pressure too,

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<v Speaker 3>because I don't really want anything that college can give me.

1:08:17.560 --> 1:08:21.639
<v Speaker 3>Like I love to crochet and I have so much

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<v Speaker 3>more time to do it now. And I started journaling,

1:08:27.479 --> 1:08:29.840
<v Speaker 3>which I used to hate writing. So now I'm like,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm discovering the more like art side of me, and

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<v Speaker 3>it's really important to me because a family, like my

1:08:38.200 --> 1:08:43.960
<v Speaker 3>family from Ukraine and Russia. They my grandpa and my uncle,

1:08:44.000 --> 1:08:49.640
<v Speaker 3>they were very they were great painters, you know, just amazing,

1:08:50.600 --> 1:08:54.120
<v Speaker 3>and growing up with them until it moved was like

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<v Speaker 3>such an inspiration. But when I moved and you start

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<v Speaker 3>growing up and it's like pressure of the money. Well,

1:09:05.120 --> 1:09:10.200
<v Speaker 3>you can't really make money with art, so you'd better

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<v Speaker 3>be a lawyer or an architect, and you know, stuff

1:09:15.880 --> 1:09:18.559
<v Speaker 3>like that. And I gave up on it and just

1:09:18.640 --> 1:09:22.000
<v Speaker 3>jumped it down, and I was very unhappy ever since.

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<v Speaker 3>But I've never realized it. And now I get to

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<v Speaker 3>actually enjoy it and make things that I love and

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<v Speaker 3>be proud of myself and be able to like wear

1:09:35.720 --> 1:09:42.680
<v Speaker 3>a sweater knowing that it wasn't really real until I

1:09:42.760 --> 1:09:45.320
<v Speaker 3>took a hook in the yard and made a sweater,

1:09:45.439 --> 1:09:52.519
<v Speaker 3>Like it's just in my head. It's very trippy, if

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<v Speaker 3>that's the word. Because again, before I started, just even

1:09:56.760 --> 1:10:00.479
<v Speaker 3>living alone in my apartment for a year, I feel

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<v Speaker 3>like I didn't really exist, you know. It was like

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<v Speaker 3>I just gained consciousness recently and I'm like, wow, life

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<v Speaker 3>is crazy.

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<v Speaker 11>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you have some sort of ultimate goal or dream

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<v Speaker 2>for yourself?

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<v Speaker 3>I think so. I think it would be buying land

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<v Speaker 3>somewhere in the mountains, just building myself a little home,

1:10:35.439 --> 1:10:39.680
<v Speaker 3>making a garden, having my dog, maybe a few more

1:10:40.240 --> 1:10:47.880
<v Speaker 3>other dogs, and just live like an insustainable peace if

1:10:47.880 --> 1:10:50.479
<v Speaker 3>that makes sense, you know, like having my own cellar,

1:10:52.080 --> 1:10:57.200
<v Speaker 3>just live with the earth more.

1:10:57.240 --> 1:11:03.720
<v Speaker 2>Any kid about this new life of being sort of

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<v Speaker 2>nomadic and on your own, that has been more difficult

1:11:11.439 --> 1:11:15.200
<v Speaker 2>for you than how your previous life was.

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<v Speaker 3>Probably going through like that separation from the peopils, because

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like sometimes there'll still be days when I'm

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<v Speaker 3>like I really miss them, but I know I can

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<v Speaker 3>just like drive the minutes to see them and just

1:11:36.760 --> 1:11:41.639
<v Speaker 3>being like grieving that part until like I'm just reminding

1:11:41.680 --> 1:11:44.280
<v Speaker 3>myself that I'll see them again, you know, not like

1:11:44.320 --> 1:11:49.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm going forever. But that was probably the hardest part.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you know, I think it's uh, I think that's

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<v Speaker 2>awesome that you took some initiative to because it's very

1:12:03.000 --> 1:12:04.439
<v Speaker 2>scary and a lot of people don't want to do it.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of people don't want to isolate themselves to

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<v Speaker 2>sort of figure out who they are.

1:12:10.280 --> 1:12:10.479
<v Speaker 1>You know.

1:12:10.800 --> 1:12:14.000
<v Speaker 2>That's why that's that's like kind of a big reason

1:12:14.000 --> 1:12:18.160
<v Speaker 2>why people will find themselves and friendships that are bad

1:12:18.240 --> 1:12:20.679
<v Speaker 2>for them, or relationships that are bad for them because

1:12:20.680 --> 1:12:23.960
<v Speaker 2>they're afraid of being alone, you know. And it's a

1:12:24.000 --> 1:12:25.800
<v Speaker 2>fear that a lot of people, I think struggle with.

1:12:27.520 --> 1:12:30.360
<v Speaker 2>But every time I hear from people, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I've done this myself too, you know, conquering that fear,

1:12:36.200 --> 1:12:39.280
<v Speaker 2>they always end up better for it. I've seen you

1:12:39.320 --> 1:12:42.280
<v Speaker 2>always end up learning shit about yourself they didn't learn

1:12:42.360 --> 1:12:45.920
<v Speaker 2>or growing. I've always felt that way. I've always felt

1:12:45.920 --> 1:12:53.799
<v Speaker 2>like growth takes place in isolation from other people and

1:12:53.800 --> 1:13:01.400
<v Speaker 2>and sometimes isolation from just really any sort of external

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<v Speaker 2>influential stimulus. You know. So what you share your name was?

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<v Speaker 1>Your name is Janna, Yanna.

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<v Speaker 2>So good for you, Yanna. I'm glad to hear that

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<v Speaker 2>you that you and you know, I wish you luck

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<v Speaker 2>as you continue your journey.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you so much. It was the first time talking

1:13:24.479 --> 1:13:28.960
<v Speaker 3>with you, and it was just a very pleasurable experience.

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<v Speaker 3>And I hope you have a beautiful fight in night.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you very much, Jannah. You have the rest of

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<v Speaker 2>the night.

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<v Speaker 3>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 5>Bye.

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<v Speaker 16>Hello, Hello, Hello, is this.

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<v Speaker 2>On? You're on?

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<v Speaker 1>What?

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<v Speaker 16>Oh my gosh, what's up?

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<v Speaker 6>Jack?

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<v Speaker 2>What's up?

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<v Speaker 17>Uh?

1:13:57.720 --> 1:14:08.599
<v Speaker 2>You know the sky let me, I'm crazy. It's it's

1:14:08.640 --> 1:14:20.720
<v Speaker 2>it's crazy Gecko nights. Oh you know. Nah, I'm just

1:14:20.760 --> 1:14:22.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm just I'm just kidding, man, I'm just joking around.

1:14:22.680 --> 1:14:25.680
<v Speaker 2>What's up with you?

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<v Speaker 16>No much, dude, Yeah, what's what's happening? How's your night going?

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<v Speaker 9>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>What would you like to talk about?

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<v Speaker 16>Well, I'm really nervous. Uh so I had no one

1:14:40.760 --> 1:14:45.200
<v Speaker 16>embarrassing story to tell. Oh tell me, Yeah, I have

1:14:45.240 --> 1:14:48.080
<v Speaker 16>an embarrassing story that I could share.

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<v Speaker 2>Hit man.

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<v Speaker 16>Uh okay. So to set the stage, I went to

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<v Speaker 16>a really small school, Like I graduated with thirty seven kids,

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<v Speaker 16>and like in the whole high school there was maybe

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<v Speaker 16>one hundred kids to a really small school.

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<v Speaker 13>And I was a junior.

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<v Speaker 16>And it was during homecoming week, like you know the

1:15:12.360 --> 1:15:16.080
<v Speaker 16>powderpuff football where like the girls play flag football.

1:15:16.680 --> 1:15:17.600
<v Speaker 2>I have I've heard of that.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah. So my friend and I were coaching, or try

1:15:24.640 --> 1:15:27.800
<v Speaker 16>attempting to coach. I mean it was halftime and we

1:15:27.880 --> 1:15:29.760
<v Speaker 16>had this little whiteboard and I was just trying to

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<v Speaker 16>ride up some plays and I mean they weren't really

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<v Speaker 16>paying attention. But this one of the girls comes up

1:15:36.160 --> 1:15:40.599
<v Speaker 16>behind me and pulls my pants down. So I had

1:15:40.640 --> 1:15:44.080
<v Speaker 16>sweatpants and this like new silk underwear that I had,

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<v Speaker 16>but it didn't really fit right, and she pulled my

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<v Speaker 16>underwear down with it. And so this was like in

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<v Speaker 16>front of like, like I said, it was a small school,

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<v Speaker 16>so basically all the like junior and senior girls saw

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<v Speaker 16>my penis and it was it was gected with the

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<v Speaker 16>cold nights that night.

1:16:10.040 --> 1:16:12.599
<v Speaker 2>And how did this crowd of people when they saw

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<v Speaker 2>your penis?

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<v Speaker 16>They, uh, they just laughed and probably I don't know,

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<v Speaker 16>I think I blacked out at that point.

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<v Speaker 2>You blacked out?

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, I'm sure they just well, I don't know. It's

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<v Speaker 16>like really embarrassing. I wasn't really paying attention to what

1:16:28.920 --> 1:16:30.559
<v Speaker 16>they were doing. It was like pulling my pants up,

1:16:30.600 --> 1:16:34.160
<v Speaker 16>and yeah, I bet they were just laughing, like covering

1:16:34.200 --> 1:16:37.040
<v Speaker 16>their mouths. I thought they were embarrassed too, but the

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<v Speaker 16>girl who did it was just cracking up like it

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<v Speaker 16>was the the funniest thing ever.

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<v Speaker 2>The girl who did it to like show your whole

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<v Speaker 2>penis or just.

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<v Speaker 16>I hope not. Yeah, I would, I would think just

1:16:54.520 --> 1:16:57.800
<v Speaker 16>the just the pants. But like yeah, because if I

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<v Speaker 16>was wearing jeans, I think, well, I don't know, jeans

1:17:00.640 --> 1:17:03.600
<v Speaker 16>are probably hard to be pants, but yeah, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 16>I don't I'd like to think that she wasn't trying to,

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<v Speaker 16>but maybe she was. I haven't really thought about that.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 16>That's that would be really bad.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, what was what's your relationship like with this girl?

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<v Speaker 2>You guys? Friends? Like you know, what gave her really

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<v Speaker 2>the jurisdiction to pants you like that?

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<v Speaker 16>So I haven't talked to her in ah, like a while.

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<v Speaker 16>Just I mean, we grew apart, but we were, Yeah,

1:17:28.040 --> 1:17:32.040
<v Speaker 16>we were definitely friends then. Like it wouldn't have been

1:17:32.120 --> 1:17:34.120
<v Speaker 16>that it wouldn't have been that big of a deal

1:17:34.160 --> 1:17:37.920
<v Speaker 16>if she had just depants me. But I think I

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<v Speaker 16>don't think that she planned to pull my underwear down

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<v Speaker 16>to no. But we we we were we were then, Like

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<v Speaker 16>I said, the next.

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<v Speaker 2>Day at school. The next day at school, did people

1:17:47.680 --> 1:17:51.720
<v Speaker 2>look at you sort of weird and you know, and

1:17:51.800 --> 1:17:54.840
<v Speaker 2>you could sort of tell what yours looks like?

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<v Speaker 16>I think, I mean, I I don't think it was

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<v Speaker 16>that like probably I bet that people were talking about

1:18:08.320 --> 1:18:10.479
<v Speaker 16>it the next day, but I mean, when you go

1:18:10.520 --> 1:18:13.799
<v Speaker 16>to that school that's small, it's like everyone's kind of family.

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<v Speaker 2>So it wasn't like penis already at the school. That's small.

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<v Speaker 2>It's not even a big deal.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah yeah, I think I think we we got past

1:18:25.400 --> 1:18:29.320
<v Speaker 16>it pretty quickly because I mean it's not like it

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<v Speaker 16>was a huge penis that would like engrave in their memories.

1:18:36.000 --> 1:18:38.320
<v Speaker 2>See that's you know what. I know that, I know

1:18:38.360 --> 1:18:40.080
<v Speaker 2>that you feel as though it's I know, you know

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<v Speaker 2>you said it was called out and your penis was shriveled.

1:18:42.520 --> 1:18:44.240
<v Speaker 2>I know you're sort of making that as a point

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<v Speaker 2>to make it more embarrassing, But you're right. It makes

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<v Speaker 2>it not as bad because people remember it. Because your

1:18:50.240 --> 1:18:54.080
<v Speaker 2>penis is so small, people remember it less, like say,

1:18:54.120 --> 1:18:57.160
<v Speaker 2>if you had a huge penis. You know, people see

1:18:57.160 --> 1:18:59.880
<v Speaker 2>your small penis on Friday. Ye've forgotten about it. If

1:18:59.920 --> 1:19:01.479
<v Speaker 2>you had a bigger penis, I mean they would have.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I've been talking about that for years. But

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<v Speaker 2>you know, it's just you know, becomes part of the

1:19:07.160 --> 1:19:15.840
<v Speaker 2>news cycle if it's a small, shriveled penis, right, I mean,

1:19:15.840 --> 1:19:17.400
<v Speaker 2>that's you know, that's a good thing. You know, that's

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<v Speaker 2>that's that's another example of turning a weakness into a strength.

1:19:20.400 --> 1:19:22.400
<v Speaker 2>You know, everyone thinks it's bad to have a small penis,

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<v Speaker 2>but This is one of those one of those situations

1:19:24.560 --> 1:19:26.799
<v Speaker 2>in which you know it comes in handy.

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah, I think you're right. I've never thought about it

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<v Speaker 16>that way.

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<v Speaker 2>What your name was?

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<v Speaker 16>If I would have had? Uh?

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<v Speaker 11>Max?

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<v Speaker 2>Max? Well? Max? Thank you for calling and sharing, and

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<v Speaker 2>I hope that this conversation was helpful for you and

1:19:41.240 --> 1:19:42.920
<v Speaker 2>reframing the past.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

1:19:45.760 --> 1:19:54.000
<v Speaker 2>Thanks, love you anytime. Take care. Hello, Hello, what's up?

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<v Speaker 6>Hi?

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<v Speaker 18>How are you?

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<v Speaker 2>How am I?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm a gecko.

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<v Speaker 18>Oh, I kind of wish I was a gecko. We

1:20:08.120 --> 1:20:11.080
<v Speaker 18>were told that your costumes only sixty dollars on Amazon,

1:20:11.640 --> 1:20:17.120
<v Speaker 18>so anyone could be I guess.

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<v Speaker 2>Why do you wish you were a gecko?

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<v Speaker 18>Because I would be easier? Well, maybe you could climb

1:20:23.600 --> 1:20:25.080
<v Speaker 18>up walls. That'd be fun.

1:20:26.200 --> 1:20:27.960
<v Speaker 2>What would be easier.

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<v Speaker 18>Being a gecko? Easier than being a human?

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<v Speaker 2>How do you know that you've never been a gecko?

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<v Speaker 3>That's true.

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<v Speaker 18>I did see a gecko like almost die of this summer,

1:20:43.479 --> 1:20:44.040
<v Speaker 18>so maybe.

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<v Speaker 13>It wouldn't be easier.

1:20:48.280 --> 1:20:49.559
<v Speaker 2>Do you think my life is easier?

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<v Speaker 18>No? Maybe not a therapy get go because it kind

1:20:55.800 --> 1:20:58.840
<v Speaker 18>of I would probably would just be like a It's

1:20:58.920 --> 1:20:59.519
<v Speaker 18>kind of hard.

1:21:05.040 --> 1:21:06.480
<v Speaker 2>You know, you make a lot of assumptions.

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<v Speaker 18>Sorry, I'll try to stop.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, it's not easy being green.

1:21:17.560 --> 1:21:18.639
<v Speaker 18>It's not easy being green.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, you know, I gotta have I gotta eat bugs.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever eat in a bug?

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<v Speaker 18>I have eaten a bug.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you like it?

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<v Speaker 1>No?

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<v Speaker 18>I was picking legs out of my teeth.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, there we go. Imagine if you had to only

1:21:34.520 --> 1:21:36.120
<v Speaker 2>eat bugs, wouldn't be that easy?

1:21:38.400 --> 1:21:39.400
<v Speaker 18>Yeah? Probably not.

1:21:39.520 --> 1:21:40.479
<v Speaker 3>I don't think i'd like that.

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<v Speaker 18>Is there a question this week? Okay, so we called

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<v Speaker 18>because I'm with one of my friends and we didn't

1:21:56.000 --> 1:21:57.879
<v Speaker 18>know what the question was. But we have a story,

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<v Speaker 18>well we have a couple of stories, but we have

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<v Speaker 18>one that's embarrassing, and then we have like a just

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<v Speaker 18>the one.

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<v Speaker 2>We'll do that with the one that what you said,

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<v Speaker 2>there's one that's embarrassing, the one that's what.

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<v Speaker 18>One that's embarrassing, and then we have one that's like

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<v Speaker 18>a near death situation. But we called it out the embarrassing.

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<v Speaker 2>One because that was really the embarrassing one.

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<v Speaker 18>Okay, I don't know where to start with this. So

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<v Speaker 18>earlier this week, well, I'm actually the friend I'm with,

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<v Speaker 18>he's part of it, so I'm sure he would be

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<v Speaker 18>open to talking to you about it too, but we

1:22:40.120 --> 1:22:47.839
<v Speaker 18>we're doing the dirty as you do. And he decided

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<v Speaker 18>to video it. And this was on Snapchat, so like

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<v Speaker 18>the save button is right next to the post button,

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<v Speaker 18>and we.

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<v Speaker 3>Boosted it.

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<v Speaker 2>And how did people react?

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<v Speaker 18>So apparently it was only up for five minutes, but

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<v Speaker 18>I got like frantic text messages telling me like, oh shit,

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<v Speaker 18>you got to delete your story. But everybody who's like

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<v Speaker 18>surprisingly nice. I don't know who. I don't know who

1:23:29.840 --> 1:23:31.920
<v Speaker 18>else saw. I think it was less than twenty people.

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<v Speaker 2>But by the way, I my you know what, my

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<v Speaker 2>strongest you know what I really don't like about this

1:23:44.200 --> 1:23:47.320
<v Speaker 2>story is I don't why do people? I guess I've

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<v Speaker 2>seen people do this now where instead of using their

1:23:51.200 --> 1:23:55.440
<v Speaker 2>photo app to take photos, they always use their Snapchat

1:23:55.479 --> 1:23:59.880
<v Speaker 2>app and then save it. That's I think, I know,

1:24:00.240 --> 1:24:02.320
<v Speaker 2>why would you? Why would you do that, especially if

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<v Speaker 2>you're gonna take video of yourself having sex, like just

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<v Speaker 2>use the camera app.

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<v Speaker 18>I know, Like, thinking back on it, I feel so dumb.

1:24:11.200 --> 1:24:14.960
<v Speaker 18>I don't know why, like it would have happened that way.

1:24:16.880 --> 1:24:20.920
<v Speaker 18>It was just like I don't know, it's just like

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<v Speaker 18>no thought went into it at all.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think anyone saved the video. Huh do you

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<v Speaker 2>think anyone saved the video?

1:24:33.240 --> 1:24:37.040
<v Speaker 18>I don't think so. But like, when I realized what happened,

1:24:37.160 --> 1:24:40.960
<v Speaker 18>I was so panicked. I like, I don't know. I

1:24:41.000 --> 1:24:42.640
<v Speaker 18>kind of feel like I blacked out and I was

1:24:42.680 --> 1:24:45.240
<v Speaker 18>so anxious to delete it that I didn't really check.

1:24:45.280 --> 1:24:49.920
<v Speaker 18>Because it tells you when somebody like screen records or screenshots,

1:24:50.439 --> 1:24:56.880
<v Speaker 18>but I didn't notice that. I don't think blacking out.

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<v Speaker 2>From embarrassment to thing. I'm learning about this today.

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<v Speaker 18>I think it is. It's happen to me more than once.

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<v Speaker 18>They're asking for an age.

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<v Speaker 2>Jac nineteen, Well, good luck with your life.

1:25:25.920 --> 1:25:28.879
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, thanks. Everyone's saying it's a lie.

1:25:29.880 --> 1:25:34.720
<v Speaker 2>I don't care what people say about anything. You know,

1:25:34.800 --> 1:25:36.559
<v Speaker 2>when people say things on the internet all the time,

1:25:36.600 --> 1:25:40.240
<v Speaker 2>people say that things are lies and that it's all noise,

1:25:40.880 --> 1:25:44.120
<v Speaker 2>even me talking right now, Yes, noise. Everything is just

1:25:44.160 --> 1:25:47.320
<v Speaker 2>a bunch of fucking noise. True.

1:25:47.560 --> 1:25:47.760
<v Speaker 3>I know.

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<v Speaker 2>I got to learn that perfect have aggress the night Sarah,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you? Hello? What's up?

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<v Speaker 1>Is this a guy?

1:26:06.280 --> 1:26:08.040
<v Speaker 2>This is a gat.

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<v Speaker 11>So man? Uh. I found you on Spotify actually, which

1:26:15.040 --> 1:26:23.200
<v Speaker 11>is funny. You podcasts popped up on my front page

1:26:23.240 --> 1:26:26.080
<v Speaker 11>and I thought Wow, this is a funny concept.

1:26:27.640 --> 1:26:30.040
<v Speaker 2>You're saying, this is funny.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah, it's a good concept.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 11>It's good what you do for people. It's good that

1:26:36.960 --> 1:26:40.000
<v Speaker 11>you could let people come here and and talk about shit.

1:26:40.120 --> 1:26:42.880
<v Speaker 2>You know, totally. I know, I stole the idea from

1:26:42.880 --> 1:26:47.800
<v Speaker 2>some other guy, So I appre I'm glad that you

1:26:47.880 --> 1:26:50.800
<v Speaker 2>like it. I would say it took me a lot

1:26:50.840 --> 1:26:53.000
<v Speaker 2>of effort to come up with, but I totally stole

1:26:53.040 --> 1:26:57.760
<v Speaker 2>it from someone else. And he's you know, he's dead now,

1:26:58.360 --> 1:26:58.920
<v Speaker 2>so it's just me.

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<v Speaker 10>Did you kill him?

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<v Speaker 2>What would you like to talk about?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 11>So, I was listening to your podcast. I don't remember

1:27:11.040 --> 1:27:15.160
<v Speaker 11>the episode, but you said that you didn't like high

1:27:15.200 --> 1:27:20.040
<v Speaker 11>school relationships or relationships that like went out of high school.

1:27:20.200 --> 1:27:25.559
<v Speaker 11>I wanted to know why.

1:27:24.960 --> 1:27:27.880
<v Speaker 2>Relationships that went out of high school? What do you

1:27:27.920 --> 1:27:31.160
<v Speaker 2>What do you mean exactly? Like like people in school

1:27:31.200 --> 1:27:36.520
<v Speaker 2>in relationships or relationships that extend outside of high school?

1:27:36.560 --> 1:27:39.800
<v Speaker 11>Like I meant, like getting in a relationship in high

1:27:39.840 --> 1:27:44.519
<v Speaker 11>school and then it going years past? Does that make well?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, look, I you know, I don't know. I

1:27:46.280 --> 1:27:48.280
<v Speaker 2>don't know a damn thing here about love, you know,

1:27:48.560 --> 1:27:52.040
<v Speaker 2>but I've had many people you know call in and

1:27:52.080 --> 1:27:54.040
<v Speaker 2>be like, hey, you know, I met my boyfriend when

1:27:54.080 --> 1:27:56.800
<v Speaker 2>I was a junior in high school and we've been

1:27:56.840 --> 1:28:00.400
<v Speaker 2>together for, you know, forty five years. And I'm like,

1:28:00.439 --> 1:28:04.439
<v Speaker 2>that's fantastic. I am not an authority whatsoever on anyone

1:28:04.439 --> 1:28:09.759
<v Speaker 2>else's happiness, but I mean, it sounds like you're asking

1:28:09.800 --> 1:28:12.599
<v Speaker 2>me this. This sounds like this comes from a personal thing.

1:28:12.800 --> 1:28:14.600
<v Speaker 2>Are you in a relate? Are you how old are you?

1:28:16.600 --> 1:28:19.559
<v Speaker 2>I'm twenty three, you're twenty three. Are you asked? Are

1:28:19.600 --> 1:28:21.639
<v Speaker 2>you in a relationship with someone that you've been with

1:28:21.640 --> 1:28:22.360
<v Speaker 2>since high school?

1:28:23.960 --> 1:28:24.040
<v Speaker 17>No?

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<v Speaker 11>I actually just got out of a relationship with someone

1:28:27.880 --> 1:28:30.479
<v Speaker 11>that I met in high school. You're dating for like

1:28:30.520 --> 1:28:31.440
<v Speaker 11>five years.

1:28:31.560 --> 1:28:32.680
<v Speaker 2>And it just had How was it?

1:28:33.320 --> 1:28:33.400
<v Speaker 1>So?

1:28:35.120 --> 1:28:37.679
<v Speaker 11>I think it was pretty good. But you know, okay,

1:28:37.800 --> 1:28:40.560
<v Speaker 11>you never know what the other party's thinking, you know

1:28:40.600 --> 1:28:41.120
<v Speaker 11>what I'm saying.

1:28:42.800 --> 1:28:45.400
<v Speaker 2>Sure, Well, I mean do you so look you well

1:28:45.400 --> 1:28:51.280
<v Speaker 2>look those five years. Did you enjoy them?

1:28:51.439 --> 1:28:51.639
<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

1:28:51.680 --> 1:28:52.439
<v Speaker 11>I enjoying them?

1:28:53.080 --> 1:28:56.040
<v Speaker 2>Did you make good memories? Are you fond of the

1:28:56.120 --> 1:28:57.880
<v Speaker 2>time that you spent with the person?

1:29:00.120 --> 1:29:00.360
<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

1:29:00.400 --> 1:29:09.559
<v Speaker 2>Definitely beautiful. And you're twenty three now you have many

1:29:09.560 --> 1:29:13.280
<v Speaker 2>many years to meet many more people and do many

1:29:13.320 --> 1:29:18.479
<v Speaker 2>more exciting things and create even fonder memories, or not

1:29:18.560 --> 1:29:22.240
<v Speaker 2>even not not even fonder memories, memories that are fond

1:29:22.280 --> 1:29:25.960
<v Speaker 2>in and of themselves, not in comparison to other fond memories,

1:29:26.479 --> 1:29:29.080
<v Speaker 2>you know. So look, it seems like everything worked out

1:29:29.120 --> 1:29:30.920
<v Speaker 2>for you. So you know, what a gecko guy on

1:29:30.960 --> 1:29:34.559
<v Speaker 2>the internet thinks about relationships in high school or whatever

1:29:34.680 --> 1:29:38.920
<v Speaker 2>is irrelevant to you know, any sort of real world

1:29:39.240 --> 1:29:44.080
<v Speaker 2>examples of anything. It seems like things are you know,

1:29:44.160 --> 1:29:45.519
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad to hear you

1:29:45.560 --> 1:29:48.000
<v Speaker 2>don't more in the time you spent.

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<v Speaker 11>Yeah. Another thing. A lot of people call in and

1:29:53.280 --> 1:29:56.640
<v Speaker 11>ask about going and doing stuff, Like I want to

1:29:56.640 --> 1:29:58.960
<v Speaker 11>get out of my town in my city. I want

1:29:58.960 --> 1:30:01.880
<v Speaker 11>to go do something. But I think I'm too you know,

1:30:02.160 --> 1:30:07.320
<v Speaker 11>too had tethered here sometimes.

1:30:05.360 --> 1:30:07.800
<v Speaker 2>So I feel, what's what's tethering you?

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<v Speaker 11>I run a small operation with my pops, so it's

1:30:17.120 --> 1:30:21.240
<v Speaker 11>like kind of the livelihood of the family, and it's

1:30:21.280 --> 1:30:29.840
<v Speaker 11>not like a job that no, not drug dealers. But

1:30:30.400 --> 1:30:34.519
<v Speaker 11>you know he can't do that alone. But you know

1:30:34.600 --> 1:30:37.719
<v Speaker 11>it's hard. He's old. I can't really find another job.

1:30:38.360 --> 1:30:38.719
<v Speaker 2>Mhm.

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<v Speaker 11>So I kind of want to, like go out and

1:30:43.360 --> 1:30:45.360
<v Speaker 11>do something for myself. Go work somewhere.

1:30:46.479 --> 1:30:52.040
<v Speaker 2>Been working with your dad, got a stake like years,

1:30:53.600 --> 1:30:56.799
<v Speaker 2>he can't hire Well, look, you're saying you're tethered because

1:30:57.120 --> 1:30:59.360
<v Speaker 2>you want to stay with your dad to help him

1:30:59.400 --> 1:31:02.519
<v Speaker 2>out because he he's too old to run the thing himself, right,

1:31:03.240 --> 1:31:05.479
<v Speaker 2>Why don't Well, I mean there's a few things. First

1:31:05.479 --> 1:31:09.519
<v Speaker 2>of all, look, I think it's very nice that you

1:31:09.520 --> 1:31:13.160
<v Speaker 2>want to be there for your dad. I sympathize with that.

1:31:13.240 --> 1:31:15.960
<v Speaker 2>I think that that's really nice. But if you've been

1:31:16.000 --> 1:31:20.800
<v Speaker 2>doing it for years and you're like, I've gotten to

1:31:20.840 --> 1:31:23.080
<v Speaker 2>a point where like, I love my dad, I love

1:31:23.200 --> 1:31:27.160
<v Speaker 2>I even love doing what I'm doing with him. But hey, Dad,

1:31:27.960 --> 1:31:29.559
<v Speaker 2>you know that money that you're given to me to

1:31:29.600 --> 1:31:32.320
<v Speaker 2>do this thing, give it to another twenty three year

1:31:32.320 --> 1:31:35.600
<v Speaker 2>old kid. I'm getting out of here, you know, do

1:31:35.720 --> 1:31:41.120
<v Speaker 2>that I have him hire someone else. It's the beauty

1:31:41.560 --> 1:31:43.280
<v Speaker 2>is that everything that you're doing you can just train

1:31:43.320 --> 1:31:44.000
<v Speaker 2>someone else to do.

1:31:45.960 --> 1:31:46.599
<v Speaker 11>It's true.

1:31:47.560 --> 1:31:51.400
<v Speaker 2>Go out into the world. Realize that everywhere in the

1:31:51.520 --> 1:31:54.160
<v Speaker 2>entire world is exactly the same. There's no perspective to

1:31:54.200 --> 1:31:58.080
<v Speaker 2>be gained from traveling. You know, everywhere is just you know,

1:31:58.280 --> 1:32:01.519
<v Speaker 2>a McDonald's in a gas station and then come back

1:32:02.400 --> 1:32:08.720
<v Speaker 2>and you know, to play video games or something. But

1:32:08.800 --> 1:32:11.080
<v Speaker 2>you gotta but you can't experience that just by me

1:32:11.120 --> 1:32:12.800
<v Speaker 2>telling it to you. You gotta go figure that out on

1:32:12.840 --> 1:32:17.000
<v Speaker 2>your own. That's everything is is useless.

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<v Speaker 11>Gak Do you smoke weed?

1:32:20.960 --> 1:32:22.240
<v Speaker 2>Have a good rest of the night. Sam, Thank you

1:32:22.240 --> 1:32:24.200
<v Speaker 2>for calling. Hello?

1:32:26.600 --> 1:32:34.400
<v Speaker 13>Hello, what's up? Gak man? I gotta think I got

1:32:34.400 --> 1:32:35.680
<v Speaker 13>something for you.

1:32:36.560 --> 1:32:41.000
<v Speaker 2>Hit me, slap me in the face with it.

1:32:42.200 --> 1:32:47.240
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, So I don't know. I don't know if I

1:32:47.280 --> 1:32:49.960
<v Speaker 13>want to do that, but let me hit Let me

1:32:50.000 --> 1:32:55.280
<v Speaker 13>hit you with this. So I met this girl on

1:32:55.320 --> 1:32:56.880
<v Speaker 13>this uh dating app today.

1:32:57.760 --> 1:32:58.560
<v Speaker 1>Uh.

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<v Speaker 13>She wanted me to come over to night, but she

1:33:02.800 --> 1:33:05.400
<v Speaker 13>said some kind of sketchy things, so I don't know

1:33:05.520 --> 1:33:07.599
<v Speaker 13>if it's the right move.

1:33:09.680 --> 1:33:11.559
<v Speaker 2>She You met a girl on a dating app and

1:33:11.600 --> 1:33:12.679
<v Speaker 2>she wants you to come over tonight.

1:33:14.800 --> 1:33:16.040
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, that's that's correct.

1:33:16.160 --> 1:33:18.479
<v Speaker 2>Yeah about by like, is your stream off for me?

1:33:18.479 --> 1:33:19.679
<v Speaker 2>Because I'm gonna hear myself.

1:33:20.960 --> 1:33:22.200
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, I just turned off my bed.

1:33:22.320 --> 1:33:26.280
<v Speaker 2>Cool, that's all good. Okay, what and you just met

1:33:26.320 --> 1:33:29.599
<v Speaker 2>you did? Did you just meet her today?

1:33:29.960 --> 1:33:30.200
<v Speaker 10>Yes?

1:33:30.920 --> 1:33:33.840
<v Speaker 13>Within the matter matter of about four hours. She she

1:33:33.880 --> 1:33:34.559
<v Speaker 13>wanted me to come.

1:33:34.479 --> 1:33:40.759
<v Speaker 2>Over okay, and what sort of sketchy things did she say?

1:33:40.840 --> 1:33:44.280
<v Speaker 13>So I said, yeah, like my roommate's not here right now,

1:33:44.280 --> 1:33:47.760
<v Speaker 13>you can come over to my place. And she said, oh, well,

1:33:47.840 --> 1:33:51.200
<v Speaker 13>I got in a car accident or whatever, so I

1:33:51.240 --> 1:33:54.400
<v Speaker 13>can't drive. I don't have a car right now. And

1:33:54.479 --> 1:33:57.280
<v Speaker 13>she also said, yeah, you know, if you want to

1:33:57.680 --> 1:34:00.320
<v Speaker 13>like help me out with paying for my all right,

1:34:00.400 --> 1:34:03.439
<v Speaker 13>appreciate it. And I, uh I told her no.

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<v Speaker 6>Uh.

1:34:06.240 --> 1:34:09.519
<v Speaker 13>She's like, oh, okay, that's fine. But I still see

1:34:09.520 --> 1:34:11.240
<v Speaker 13>that as a pretty big red flag.

1:34:13.720 --> 1:34:16.040
<v Speaker 2>You see it as a red flag what she wanted

1:34:16.080 --> 1:34:18.680
<v Speaker 2>you to help pay for her like she wanted you

1:34:18.680 --> 1:34:21.120
<v Speaker 2>to like pay for an uber to your place, or

1:34:21.200 --> 1:34:22.280
<v Speaker 2>like you pay what.

1:34:22.080 --> 1:34:25.599
<v Speaker 13>What would like to fix her car? Basically, she wanted

1:34:25.640 --> 1:34:27.759
<v Speaker 13>me to help pay to fix her car.

1:34:28.200 --> 1:34:31.760
<v Speaker 2>To fix her car. Because there's okay, I think that's

1:34:31.800 --> 1:34:38.120
<v Speaker 2>a that's a reasonable request. That's a reasonable uh request

1:34:38.240 --> 1:34:40.240
<v Speaker 2>to decline, I would say.

1:34:41.520 --> 1:34:50.120
<v Speaker 13>Yeah, yeah, and so she was I mean yes, yeah, And.

1:34:50.200 --> 1:34:55.439
<v Speaker 2>You're what and you're sketched out that about the fact

1:34:55.479 --> 1:34:57.360
<v Speaker 2>that she asked you to help pay to fix her car.

1:34:59.760 --> 1:35:02.800
<v Speaker 13>I've yeah. And it's also the sketchy part of town.

1:35:03.080 --> 1:35:06.880
<v Speaker 13>It's not somewhere I would you know, I want to

1:35:06.880 --> 1:35:10.080
<v Speaker 13>be uh, I love like and when I asked her

1:35:10.120 --> 1:35:12.599
<v Speaker 13>to some of your address, she said, like, it's around

1:35:12.600 --> 1:35:15.400
<v Speaker 13>this area. Start driving like this way. I'm like, uh,

1:35:15.520 --> 1:35:18.280
<v Speaker 13>you know, can I just get uh get the address.

1:35:19.120 --> 1:35:21.920
<v Speaker 13>I saw that as another kind of kind of red flag.

1:35:23.000 --> 1:35:26.160
<v Speaker 2>So was the idea that you were going to like

1:35:26.280 --> 1:35:29.040
<v Speaker 2>what venmo her money? And then she was gonna what

1:35:29.080 --> 1:35:30.040
<v Speaker 2>time is it where you are?

1:35:32.479 --> 1:35:35.920
<v Speaker 13>Well, this is probably like seven, I mean, she said,

1:35:36.000 --> 1:35:39.120
<v Speaker 13>you know I'm freeing tomorrow too, so there's still the potential,

1:35:39.760 --> 1:35:39.960
<v Speaker 13>you know.

1:35:40.320 --> 1:35:41.960
<v Speaker 2>Okay, So I was gonna say, the idea is she

1:35:42.000 --> 1:35:45.880
<v Speaker 2>brings her car to the shop and then with the

1:35:45.920 --> 1:35:48.360
<v Speaker 2>money you gave her and then goes to your place.

1:35:50.720 --> 1:35:54.320
<v Speaker 13>Well no, okay, so you see we would I would

1:35:54.320 --> 1:35:56.920
<v Speaker 13>go to her her place tomorrow whatever, we would do

1:35:56.960 --> 1:36:00.680
<v Speaker 13>our thing. And I guess she for doing you know,

1:36:02.280 --> 1:36:04.559
<v Speaker 13>you know what two people do when they're alone together.

1:36:04.720 --> 1:36:07.120
<v Speaker 13>You know that we would kind of have a good time.

1:36:08.320 --> 1:36:12.880
<v Speaker 13>And then I guess after the good time she would

1:36:12.920 --> 1:36:15.840
<v Speaker 13>request payment, which you know I told her, you know,

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<v Speaker 13>I'm not willing.

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<v Speaker 10>To pay, but she still prostitution.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah, you see that that's why I said no. I

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<v Speaker 13>said no, I'm not willing to pay, and then she

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<v Speaker 13>still said come over. But I just feel uncomfortable because

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<v Speaker 13>she asked me to pay.

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<v Speaker 2>That's reasonable, So yeah, I'm in. Look, if this person's

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<v Speaker 2>making you feel uncomfortable, then I think, you know, look,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sure there's plenty of other lovely people waiting for

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<v Speaker 2>you on the tinder at.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I know, maybe maybe go talk to one of them.

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<v Speaker 13>Yeah, that's that's like that's some healthy advice for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>For sure. How much did you buy that? I'm just craosity.

1:37:08.000 --> 1:37:09.840
<v Speaker 2>How much money did you want to pay for your car?

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<v Speaker 3>Did she?

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<v Speaker 13>There was no amount specified. It was just you know, uh,

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<v Speaker 13>you know, I'm down on my luck. I could use

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<v Speaker 13>some money.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay. What what were you gonna say to me before

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<v Speaker 2>I interrupted you by asking you how much she was

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<v Speaker 2>asking you for?

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<v Speaker 13>No, I was just gonna reiterate how much I appreciate

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<v Speaker 13>your h generosity with's helping me out over here.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh of course, man, of course. Man, you know, I uh,

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<v Speaker 2>I think I think, uh, you gotta think of it like,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, fuck yes or no? Right, you know, if

1:37:50.479 --> 1:37:52.519
<v Speaker 2>something is if you got a bad feeling about something.

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<v Speaker 2>I just don't do it, you know. Yeah, yeah, follow

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<v Speaker 2>those gut feelings.

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<v Speaker 13>Muhing's worse. Yeah, it's not worth getting getting stabbed over

1:38:03.200 --> 1:38:03.880
<v Speaker 13>or something like that.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you're afraid she's gonna stab you. That could happen,

1:38:07.640 --> 1:38:12.280
<v Speaker 2>who knows, you know, any any any number of things

1:38:12.320 --> 1:38:14.719
<v Speaker 2>can happen when you go to the stranger's house.

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<v Speaker 13>So especially when you met them four hours ago.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, beautiful, Well stay safe, man, thank you for calling.

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<v Speaker 13>I appreciate you. You're taking that offe call and getting

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<v Speaker 13>me on here anytime.

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<v Speaker 9>Take care man, all from Brian.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever gotten in trouble?

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<v Speaker 5>You know?

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<v Speaker 4>Actually I kind of do have a good story. I

1:38:39.520 --> 1:38:40.519
<v Speaker 4>have gotten in trouble.

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<v Speaker 13>Okay.

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<v Speaker 4>So one time me and my family we go to

1:38:46.640 --> 1:38:49.880
<v Speaker 4>the like okay, so I would go to Vegas. I'm

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<v Speaker 4>from Miami, and I would go to Vegas to go

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<v Speaker 4>see like my dad and my aunt. And then one

1:38:55.200 --> 1:38:59.160
<v Speaker 4>day with my aunt and my own side of my family,

1:39:00.080 --> 1:39:02.960
<v Speaker 4>we would fly back to Miami, but like to the

1:39:03.040 --> 1:39:06.360
<v Speaker 4>Keys area. So I'm there with a bunch of family

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<v Speaker 4>and they take us out on a boat to like

1:39:08.200 --> 1:39:13.320
<v Speaker 4>a little like private island, and I have to be

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<v Speaker 4>like ten or eleven, and I had to like shit

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<v Speaker 4>really really bad, and I'm going out and I tell

1:39:22.840 --> 1:39:25.799
<v Speaker 4>my uncle. I'm like hey, and my uncle like knows

1:39:25.840 --> 1:39:27.920
<v Speaker 4>the island. He knows the people on the island too.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, you know, like a little nice little it's

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<v Speaker 4>not like super fancy, it's just like a nice little spot.

1:39:33.800 --> 1:39:36.680
<v Speaker 4>And I tell him like, yo, like I have to

1:39:36.720 --> 1:39:40.120
<v Speaker 4>shit really bad, and he says, well, just go buy

1:39:40.120 --> 1:39:41.760
<v Speaker 4>the bushes. And I tell himim like, no, I don't

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<v Speaker 4>want to do that because you know, I don't know,

1:39:43.280 --> 1:39:47.760
<v Speaker 4>like I didn't have nothing to life with, so I

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<v Speaker 4>don't know why, maybe because I was ten, But I

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<v Speaker 4>go and I shit in the water thinking it would sink,

1:39:59.520 --> 1:40:02.639
<v Speaker 4>because in the toilet sometimes it just thinks. I don't

1:40:02.680 --> 1:40:04.280
<v Speaker 4>know if it has to do with the density and

1:40:04.360 --> 1:40:09.599
<v Speaker 4>the water, but yeah, it floats up. So everybody sees

1:40:09.640 --> 1:40:13.760
<v Speaker 4>my shit, and my uncle's super embarrassed, and he's just

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<v Speaker 4>super pissed at me that I embarrassed him in front

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<v Speaker 4>of everybody. And it was a really long boat, like

1:40:21.960 --> 1:40:23.880
<v Speaker 4>a boat right back to the shore.

1:40:24.080 --> 1:40:26.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, and.

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<v Speaker 2>How did you feel about the floating shit?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I'm not gonna lie to you. Get because

1:40:36.240 --> 1:40:38.599
<v Speaker 4>when might be a little vulgar, it was really big,

1:40:38.880 --> 1:40:40.920
<v Speaker 4>like I wasn't kidding when I had to take a shit.

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<v Speaker 4>It was really massive. And I felt so released after,

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<v Speaker 4>though part of me felt a little okay that I

1:40:48.920 --> 1:40:49.800
<v Speaker 4>got in trouble for it.

1:40:49.760 --> 1:40:53.880
<v Speaker 2>From me honest, So you are proud of it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I guess, I'd say so. Yeah, it was. It

1:41:03.680 --> 1:41:08.960
<v Speaker 4>was like almost like therapeutic. I'd say, that's nuts.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 4>It wasn't the best trip back, so I'll tell you what.

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<v Speaker 13>I've got a there's a lot.

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<v Speaker 4>Of yelling from all of the elders on that boat ride.

1:41:21.240 --> 1:41:24.080
<v Speaker 4>But I had cousins with me and they were they

1:41:24.080 --> 1:41:26.360
<v Speaker 4>were like, hey man, you know that was it was

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<v Speaker 4>pretty bold.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what was the you shot in the bucket

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<v Speaker 2>of water? What was the bucket of what was?

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<v Speaker 4>No, it wasn't.

1:41:35.040 --> 1:41:36.080
<v Speaker 10>It wasn't like a bucket.

1:41:36.120 --> 1:41:37.800
<v Speaker 4>It wasn't a bucket of water. It was like a

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<v Speaker 4>little like we left ashore to go like to an island,

1:41:41.439 --> 1:41:44.680
<v Speaker 4>and it was like around it was. It was like

1:41:45.320 --> 1:41:47.120
<v Speaker 4>it was on the shore of the island that we

1:41:47.160 --> 1:41:49.240
<v Speaker 4>went to, and I tried to go as deep as

1:41:49.280 --> 1:41:51.680
<v Speaker 4>I could, but it wasn't that deep, because I mean

1:41:51.720 --> 1:41:53.600
<v Speaker 4>I was like ten, I don't think. I just I

1:41:53.600 --> 1:41:55.920
<v Speaker 4>don't know, I just didn't go that far off, but

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<v Speaker 4>I just I basically shot in the ocean and yeah

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<v Speaker 4>he uh yeah, everybody saw it.

1:42:05.320 --> 1:42:10.360
<v Speaker 2>Oh and the turd flew and the turd washed up

1:42:11.160 --> 1:42:11.800
<v Speaker 2>onto the shore.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah yeah, I mean it wasn't that far off, like

1:42:14.880 --> 1:42:17.760
<v Speaker 19>everybody could see it, like very well. I immediately my

1:42:17.840 --> 1:42:20.559
<v Speaker 19>uncle like kind of saw it, and he pulled me

1:42:20.600 --> 1:42:24.080
<v Speaker 19>to the side and said, yeah, dude, get the fuck

1:42:24.120 --> 1:42:26.360
<v Speaker 19>on the boat because like, and we all just left actually.

1:42:26.160 --> 1:42:29.320
<v Speaker 4>After that, because you know, I mean, it's kind of embarrassing.

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<v Speaker 2>Did any animals come to eat the turd afterwards?

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<v Speaker 4>You know, I wasn't around for that part, But you know,

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<v Speaker 4>maybe maybe it's the whole cycle of life thing. Maybe

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<v Speaker 4>I actually did a good job doing that, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it sounds like you gave back to the community.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 4>I think that night, I don't like look thinking about it.

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<v Speaker 4>I've never thought of it like that. But maybe it's

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<v Speaker 4>like a I don't know, maybe it's like my purpose

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<v Speaker 4>or something.

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<v Speaker 2>Could be.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you for share, Yeah, no, thanks for having me man.

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<v Speaker 4>I appreciate your stream. Love you Gek.

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<v Speaker 13>Never be Ket goes on the line taking your phone calls.

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<v Speaker 1>Every night, there be kid goes doing his hide.

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<v Speaker 2>He's teaching you his House of your life.

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<v Speaker 5>Money's not really an expert.