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Speaker 1: Paul from Spooky.

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Speaker 2: Hey is this spooky?

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 2: Oh, what's up? Spooky?

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Speaker 1: I just this is okay, I know we just met.

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Speaker 1: This is really inappropriate, probably for therapy, for like therapists

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Speaker 1: to like patients. I just want to squeegh it will tummy?

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Speaker 2: You want to squish my tummy?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: So cute.

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Speaker 1: Why it's just so cute and around. I just it's

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Speaker 1: like I feel like it could lay on it. And

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Speaker 1: I feel like if you drop that a like a

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Speaker 1: a fast enough velocity, your head would bounce a couple

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Speaker 1: of times. It just looks really nicety.

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Speaker 2: Your head would like my head would bounce or that,

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Speaker 2: if you.

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Speaker 1: Know mine, if I were to figuratively drop my head

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Speaker 1: on your tummy, it will bounce. M Yeah.

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Speaker 2: So you have this feeling that you you want to

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Speaker 2: squish my belly? Yeah, and it seems like a rather

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Speaker 2: intense feeling.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, it is. I had to call I just I've

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Speaker 1: been trying to call for you so long. I'm your

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Speaker 1: biggest fat I'm well, okay, I started watching you like

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Speaker 1: ten minutes ago, but I really like you.

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Speaker 2: And what do you do? What do you do with

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Speaker 2: this intense feeling? If you have nowhere to know where

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Speaker 2: to put it? How do you? I mean, what do you?

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Speaker 2: What do you?

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Speaker 4: What do you?

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Speaker 2: What do you do with this?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 1: Right now you're here on I have two monitors, and

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Speaker 1: to ease it, to ease the pain of it, I

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Speaker 1: have you on both on both screens. One one is

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Speaker 1: on Internet Explorer and the other one's on Chrome.

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Speaker 2: You have me on Internet Explorer and Chrome.

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Speaker 1: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Why didn't you get two tabs on on browser instead

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Speaker 2: of two browsers?

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Speaker 1: Does that work?

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Speaker 2: Yes?

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Speaker 1: Can I still see you on both monitors? All I

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Speaker 1: see is you when I look forward?

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Speaker 2: Are you setting it up so that you see me

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Speaker 2: no matter what direction you look in?

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 2: Okay, because you're gonna need more monitors for that.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I know. Hold on the people orders somewhere. What

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Speaker 1: do you use?

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Speaker 2: I just have a laptop.

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Speaker 1: Oh you have nice seeks too, Thank you? Yeah? Do

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Speaker 1: you have any dark secrets?

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Speaker 2: Not that I would be willing to tell you.

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Speaker 5: Why not?

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Speaker 2: I don't know if I trust you with my dark secrets?

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Speaker 1: Oh, you can trust me. Gek that's your name, right?

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Speaker 1: I get?

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Speaker 6: Or is it Lyle?

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Speaker 4: Who's Lile?

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Speaker 2: Do you believe that you're trustworthy?

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Speaker 1: Yes? Yes, I do, I do.

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Speaker 5: I do.

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Speaker 2: And what is it about yourself that makes you believe that?

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Speaker 1: Uh, one time my friend told me that she you know,

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Speaker 1: if I told you it secret.

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Speaker 2: That makes sense.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, so tell me a secret.

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Speaker 2: I've never been in love.

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Speaker 7: Don't stop looking at me like that.

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Speaker 8: Oh, you have enough.

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Speaker 9: Lying.

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Speaker 2: Maybe once I was real young. I don't know if

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Speaker 2: that was love. I might have been too young for

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Speaker 2: that to have been love.

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Speaker 1: When I was in second grade, I was in computer

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Speaker 1: class and there is this girl and this boy in

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Speaker 1: the corner. They weren't at their computers. They're in the

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Speaker 1: corner staring at each other and looking down, and I

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Speaker 1: was like, what are they doing? So that I went

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Speaker 1: up to them, and they were showing each other there,

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Speaker 1: you know, And I think that that was the only

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Speaker 1: time I saw real love.

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Speaker 2: You think they were in love?

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Speaker 4: Yes, I do, see.

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Speaker 2: I don't know if I mean, I don't know. I

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Speaker 2: don't think. I don't know if that was love. I

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Speaker 2: feel like that might have been either. Well, it depends

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Speaker 2: how young they were. It sounds like it was more

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Speaker 2: of an act of curiosity than anything else.

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Speaker 6: Oh.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, they did it in trouble. They did get caught.

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Speaker 1: But that was the first time I ever saw foreskin.

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Speaker 2: Is is this something that you think about Austin?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I remember, Oh I remember it visiusly Yeah, I

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Speaker 1: was like, wow, it's like a meat suit. Okay, Oh,

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Speaker 1: your tummy is so cute. I'm so glad I'm talking

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Speaker 1: to you right now. We can play the question game.

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Speaker 2: I don't know what that is.

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Speaker 1: Okay, I'll start. What's your favorite color? Green?

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Speaker 2: No?

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Speaker 3: Are you saying spooky?

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Speaker 2: Thank you so much for sharing spooky. I hope you

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Speaker 2: have a good rest of the night.

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Speaker 1: What don't leave me?

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Speaker 3: Oh? Teaching you?

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Speaker 8: Hello?

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Speaker 2: What's up?

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Speaker 4: As you're going?

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Speaker 10: This is Alex.

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Speaker 9: Alex and my wife Courtney.

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Speaker 2: And his wife Courtney. It's like when you go to

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Speaker 2: the claw machine and you get two presents, two for one,

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Speaker 2: double prizes, double prizes exactly.

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Speaker 9: So we're calling you tonight because we need advice from

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Speaker 9: an impartial third party.

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Speaker 2: I started, Yeah, hit me, we.

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Speaker 10: Got I have.

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Speaker 9: We have this wonderful cat, Frida. She's this black cat.

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Speaker 9: She's very sweet, she brings us much happiness.

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Speaker 7: I love her.

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Speaker 5: I picked her.

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Speaker 9: Courtney thinks that we need to have this cat for

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Speaker 9: the rest of our lives. And by that I mean

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Speaker 9: when Freda dies. She wants to have the cat taxidermied

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Speaker 9: and keep the cats skeleton.

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Speaker 7: Not the firm because it's kind of creepy, but I

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Speaker 7: like the skeletons of cats, and I think it might

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Speaker 7: be nice to keep Frida forever.

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Speaker 9: I think that this is fuck fucking wild, and that

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Speaker 9: we should not keep the cat skeleton.

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Speaker 2: H Well, I mean, I think the perfect way to

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Speaker 2: start this off is I'd like to hear Courtney's reasons

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Speaker 2: as to why she wants to keep the skeleton, and

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Speaker 2: then and then I would like to hear your reasons

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Speaker 2: as to why we should not keep the keep the skeleton.

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Speaker 2: So Courtney tell me pros for the skeleton.

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Speaker 7: So I love oddities, So I collect a lot of oddities,

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Speaker 7: Like I have a necklace with a mouse skull on it.

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Speaker 7: I I'm right now starting a bug collection, and I

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Speaker 7: know it's kind of freaky and weird, but I really

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Speaker 7: would love to have a cat skeleton sitting like in

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Speaker 7: a case.

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Speaker 2: And I would really love for By the way, I'm sorry,

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Speaker 2: but I love that you're talking about is the cat

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Speaker 2: still alive?

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Speaker 11: Right?

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Speaker 2: I love that you're just you're just staring at the cat,

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Speaker 2: like I'd love to have a cat skeleton in a

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Speaker 2: case one day, I were that cat scared shitless. Anyway, continue,

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Speaker 2: I love.

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Speaker 7: This cat, and I'm just like, why would I not like?

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Speaker 7: I think it would. I think it would add to

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Speaker 7: my abenes collection and it would have the story behind

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Speaker 7: it instead of saying, hey, I just got this cat

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Speaker 7: skeleton from someone else, I don't know. It's a stray cat,

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Speaker 7: like I love to say it was, you know cat

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Speaker 7: that was love for years.

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Speaker 2: Okay, that's those are reasons. Now what's your name? What's

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Speaker 2: what's Corney? What's your husband's name?

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Speaker 10: Alex?

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Speaker 2: Alex Alex, representing the side of throw the cat's skeleton away,

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Speaker 2: give me, give me, give me your argument.

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Speaker 9: So our argument, my argument, the argument on the side

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Speaker 9: of what I would proposed, is probably the norm. When

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Speaker 9: the cat dies, you want to show it respect by

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Speaker 9: either burying or cremating it. The better argument, though, I feel,

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Speaker 9: is because Corney and I are talking about having kids

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Speaker 9: in the next couple of years, and so this cat

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Speaker 9: is too, meaning that we're going to you have a

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Speaker 9: baby and the cat will still be alive, and then

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Speaker 9: the baby will get older and will probably be around

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Speaker 9: five or six years old. When Frieda actually dies, and

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Speaker 9: so I think you would be extremely traumatic to one

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Speaker 9: or one not only have your child had to go

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Speaker 9: through learning what death is, but number two also constantly

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Speaker 9: reminding the child what death is and that your bones

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Speaker 9: will just end up on display somewhere.

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Speaker 2: Corney, let me ask you something. Yeah, let's say you

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Speaker 2: have a kid, okay, and the kid dies, Damn, you're

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Speaker 2: keeping skeleton.

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Speaker 7: Okay. If I was implaining on having a kid skeleton

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Speaker 7: in I reminded one of the cat skeleton.

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Speaker 2: So that's your line. Well, we've established a limit. Yes,

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Speaker 2: this is a good place to start. I think a dog.

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Speaker 9: We have two dogs, and she doesn't want either of

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Speaker 9: their skeletons.

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Speaker 2: I don't, okay, So no kids skeleton, no dog skeleton,

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Speaker 2: but the cat we want the cats skeleton.

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Speaker 7: Maybe some mice that would be fun.

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Speaker 10: Mm hmm.

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Speaker 2: See the lines to me, they feel the lines feel

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Speaker 2: arbitrary to me for some reason. I like like, like,

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Speaker 2: why why would you keep the skeleton of the cat

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Speaker 2: but not the dog of the kid?

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Speaker 4: Is there too large.

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Speaker 2: As tha? Mm hmm what Okay? I'm trying to think here,

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Speaker 2: who whose cat is it?

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Speaker 9: It's nice she got the cat, but the cat likes

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Speaker 9: anymore because I don't want to tax the dermy to cat.

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Speaker 2: Hm h m hmm. This is a tough one. This

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Speaker 2: is a tough one. But I mean, look, if it's

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Speaker 2: at the end of the day, if it's Courtney's cat,

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Speaker 2: then she can get a tax with thermaids. That's the

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Speaker 2: problem with with with with animals is that we can't

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Speaker 2: We don't know what they want when they die, mainly

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Speaker 2: because they don't know that they're gonna die. All No

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Speaker 2: animal knows that it's going to die. That's it knowing

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Speaker 2: that they're going to do to humans. The thing about

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Speaker 2: you don't want your child to know about death, I

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Speaker 2: mean maybe I don't know. Maybe maybe it's good to

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Speaker 2: always think about death. I think in the I mean

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Speaker 2: in the adult life, it's always good to think about

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Speaker 2: death because it makes you think about life. How important

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Speaker 2: it is.

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Speaker 1: The dermy things.

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Speaker 7: So I feel like it's normal, Like a lot of

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Speaker 7: people were in Texas, so a lot of people have

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Speaker 7: deer skulls and whatnot, and we already have them, but

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Speaker 7: it's not theirs around our house.

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Speaker 9: It's not their pet deer.

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Speaker 7: True, but it's still skeleton.

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Speaker 6: You know.

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Speaker 9: I have no problems with teaching our children about deaths.

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Speaker 9: It's just a constant reminder.

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Speaker 2: M put the cat on line. Can we get the

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Speaker 2: cat on the line? No, it's gonna be useless. Cats

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Speaker 6: Oh no, it really is. Okay, hit me, I'm gonna

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Speaker 12: So how have you.

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Speaker 6: What do you think are good methods or therapies to

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Speaker 2: So you turned your husband in for illegally manufacturing firearms?

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Speaker 6: Yes?

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Speaker 6: Now? He knew that I had done it, and I

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Speaker 2: He pulled a gun on you? Yes, what what?

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Speaker 2: What is the what is the what is the context

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Speaker 6: I want to go get it so he wouldn't use

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Speaker 2: Yes, yeah, that is a red flag.

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Speaker 6: He's in the room right now. I just want to

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Speaker 2: What's his name, Brad Shulis, Brad Showlis, don't have to

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Speaker 6: Well, that's his username in the room right now.

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Speaker 6: He's in the room and he's also watching the stream.

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Speaker 6: They basically didn't do shit, to be honest, which was

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Speaker 6: And he knew that. He knows that I turned him in.

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Speaker 6: That's no secret because it's probably the best thing I

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Speaker 6: I've been in therapy since well, on and off twenty years,

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Speaker 6: No, I've had the same therapist.

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Speaker 5: In the last two Okay.

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Speaker 6: It's it's all different mixes, you know, do you want

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Speaker 6: You know? Evaluating him as a person, like overall, he's

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Speaker 1: He just hadn't tell me.

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Speaker 2: I mean, what's your name again, Wendy, Wendy. When you

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Speaker 6: Well, the first thing was to file a restrain in

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Speaker 2: Okay, now, and now he's out of is in and

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Speaker 6: Yes?

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Speaker 2: And what what does your therapist think about that?

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Speaker 6: She thinks it's risky, she thinks it's scary. We have

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Speaker 2: Okay, but I personally agree with your therapist. Why now

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Speaker 14: Oh yeah, I did that too.

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Speaker 6: But the main reason that he got I know, people

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Speaker 6: She didn't exactly say not to. She just wanted me

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Speaker 2: Obviously, okay, and tell me what's going through your head

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Speaker 6: But since he's been out, and he's only been out

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Speaker 2: Well, this is totally well, I'll tell you. I mean,

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Speaker 6: I mean, I definitely would if I needed to again,

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Speaker 6: I said, he's the one who's suggested for me to

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Speaker 2: All. All I'll say to you is, you know, look again,

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Speaker 2: if you want my personal opinion, I think you should

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Speaker 14: No, And I think that's a good way and a

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Speaker 2: Stop thinking, well is it, Wendy, stay safe, continue to

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Speaker 2: heed to their guidance. That's what I'll tell you. Well,

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00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:21,760
Speaker 2: thank you anytime. Thank you, Wendy.

452
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:27,440
Speaker 1: Paul From Alexandria.

453
00:26:29,440 --> 00:26:36,880
Speaker 8: Alexandria, Oh my god, no way, how are you?

454
00:26:38,160 --> 00:26:38,679
Speaker 2: How am I?

455
00:26:40,320 --> 00:26:40,520
Speaker 6: Yeah?

456
00:26:40,560 --> 00:26:41,280
Speaker 5: How are you.

457
00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:44,480
Speaker 7: Waiting? My Actually?

458
00:26:44,600 --> 00:26:50,439
Speaker 2: On Alexandria. It's a long name. Does anyone ever just

459
00:26:50,440 --> 00:26:53,640
Speaker 2: call you Alex? Or do there's always Alexandria when you're

460
00:26:53,720 --> 00:26:58,760
Speaker 2: when dinner is ready? Does your mom go Alexandria come down?

461
00:27:01,640 --> 00:27:02,880
Speaker 1: Only when I was in trouble.

462
00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:10,280
Speaker 2: Only when you were in trouble, you shortened to Alexandria

463
00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:15,359
Speaker 2: to Alley. Mm hm, that's incorrect. Ali is short for a.

464
00:27:17,119 --> 00:27:19,760
Speaker 8: Oh okay, I guess I should change my name.

465
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:23,720
Speaker 2: No that you should change the shortening, because here's the

466
00:27:23,760 --> 00:27:27,520
Speaker 2: thing is changing your name. That's why the shortening. There's

467
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:30,920
Speaker 2: no lead, there's no paperwork, involved in changing the shortening

468
00:27:30,960 --> 00:27:33,760
Speaker 2: of your name. That's sort of that's sort of nick

469
00:27:35,359 --> 00:27:39,320
Speaker 2: nick name, the shortening and the shortening. You don't No

470
00:27:39,359 --> 00:27:42,200
Speaker 2: one ever has to legally change their nickname, so you can.

471
00:27:42,280 --> 00:27:46,440
Speaker 2: I think you should change the shortening to alex Ali

472
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:50,600
Speaker 2: is short for Alexandra. That doesn't make any sense because

473
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:51,880
Speaker 2: Ali is for Allison.

474
00:27:53,119 --> 00:27:55,000
Speaker 1: I guess I've been living my entire life.

475
00:27:55,480 --> 00:27:57,800
Speaker 2: No, I don't think you've been living. You're taking everything

476
00:27:57,800 --> 00:27:58,800
Speaker 2: I'm saying too literally.

477
00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:00,679
Speaker 5: I'm just kidding.

478
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:05,200
Speaker 4: Oh, but what was your topic for tonight?

479
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:05,960
Speaker 11: Was it?

480
00:28:06,040 --> 00:28:07,000
Speaker 1: Have you ever been in trouble?

481
00:28:09,440 --> 00:28:09,760
Speaker 2: Yes?

482
00:28:10,920 --> 00:28:11,760
Speaker 1: I have a story.

483
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:17,320
Speaker 8: I'm actually banned from Canada because I went on a

484
00:28:17,400 --> 00:28:20,720
Speaker 8: trip and we were coming back and it was with

485
00:28:20,840 --> 00:28:24,080
Speaker 8: my boyfriend at the time, and we had like weed

486
00:28:24,400 --> 00:28:26,359
Speaker 8: in the car or something like that, and the drug

487
00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:29,720
Speaker 8: dogs like We're like, oh, they smelled it, and I

488
00:28:29,720 --> 00:28:31,000
Speaker 8: got in trouble because they were like, do you have

489
00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:33,560
Speaker 8: anything in your pocket? And I was like no, And

490
00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:36,080
Speaker 8: then they held it up in front of the entire

491
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:38,360
Speaker 8: like there's like this little waiting room of other people.

492
00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:40,440
Speaker 8: There was like forty people in there, and they held

493
00:28:40,480 --> 00:28:42,520
Speaker 8: in front of it and it was super embarrassing, and

494
00:28:42,520 --> 00:28:45,120
Speaker 8: then we're like, well, tend until you're not allowed back

495
00:28:45,160 --> 00:28:48,120
Speaker 8: in until I get something cleared, and then I'm actually

496
00:28:48,120 --> 00:28:54,360
Speaker 8: not allowed on any military basis either because and now

497
00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:55,920
Speaker 8: you're home from Canada.

498
00:28:56,080 --> 00:29:00,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, so what so you tried to bring weed home

499
00:29:00,000 --> 00:29:01,600
Speaker 2: from Canada? So why would that ban you from Canada?

500
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:02,960
Speaker 2: That should ban you from the US.

501
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:05,920
Speaker 8: Oh well, it was like because we were sneaking it

502
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:07,880
Speaker 8: over or something like that, and they said we were

503
00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:11,640
Speaker 8: because I'm from New York and we were coming from there.

504
00:29:11,760 --> 00:29:13,840
Speaker 8: And they said that I wasn't allowed because I was

505
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:15,840
Speaker 8: technically smuggling drugs over the border.

506
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:18,840
Speaker 2: No, you were, You were smuggling drugs over the border.

507
00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:20,560
Speaker 6: I know.

508
00:29:23,120 --> 00:29:24,160
Speaker 1: Why do you think we would get caught?

509
00:29:24,160 --> 00:29:25,560
Speaker 8: Because it was like the own because we've been like

510
00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:27,560
Speaker 8: numerous times before and this is the only day the

511
00:29:27,600 --> 00:29:29,680
Speaker 8: dogs are there and one of the only times I

512
00:29:29,680 --> 00:29:31,920
Speaker 8: actually like took stuff back and I got in trouble.

513
00:29:33,280 --> 00:29:36,200
Speaker 2: Why did you take we had? There's plenty of weeds.

514
00:29:36,960 --> 00:29:42,320
Speaker 2: I could to call my friend, Uh, Noah. I have

515
00:29:42,280 --> 00:29:45,480
Speaker 2: a friend and his name is Noah. He sells weed.

516
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:49,040
Speaker 2: Calling for you, it's way easier. He lives in He

517
00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:49,840
Speaker 2: lives in America.

518
00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:53,120
Speaker 15: This was a couple of years ago.

519
00:29:53,280 --> 00:29:55,440
Speaker 1: I haven't tried to go back theine.

520
00:29:55,880 --> 00:29:58,280
Speaker 2: So how much weed were you trying to steal from

521
00:29:58,280 --> 00:30:00,560
Speaker 2: Canada or not to steal? I guess you He's buy

522
00:30:00,680 --> 00:30:03,280
Speaker 2: the weed and then take you. It's more of a

523
00:30:03,320 --> 00:30:04,280
Speaker 2: smuggle than a steal.

524
00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:06,440
Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah.

525
00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:09,160
Speaker 8: And then I also had this little boon that I

526
00:30:09,200 --> 00:30:12,080
Speaker 8: brought from my house and they found it and it

527
00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:13,200
Speaker 8: was all broken, like I.

528
00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:15,480
Speaker 6: Tape it together and they were like, where did you

529
00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:15,760
Speaker 6: get this?

530
00:30:15,960 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 3: I was like in Canada.

531
00:30:17,920 --> 00:30:19,240
Speaker 1: You did not get this in Canada.

532
00:30:20,440 --> 00:30:21,840
Speaker 8: So then I got in trouble for that too.

533
00:30:23,080 --> 00:30:29,680
Speaker 2: You know, I will say Alexandria that I think smuggling

534
00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,520
Speaker 2: I don't. I don't really, I don't, you know, I

535
00:30:32,560 --> 00:30:36,960
Speaker 2: was talking earlier, just the law define morality. Smuggling I

536
00:30:36,960 --> 00:30:39,360
Speaker 2: don't think should be a thing. It shouldn't be. We

537
00:30:39,400 --> 00:30:41,960
Speaker 2: shouldn't have to smuggle. I mean, look, we have the earth,

538
00:30:42,160 --> 00:30:46,880
Speaker 2: right yeah, and you're telling me that some fucking guy

539
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:48,960
Speaker 2: in some office is telling me that I can't take

540
00:30:49,040 --> 00:30:52,440
Speaker 2: stuff from one place to another place. It's all just

541
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:58,640
Speaker 2: stuff on the earth. Borders are man made illusions, you know, Yeah, exactly,

542
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:06,000
Speaker 2: So you know, good on you for that for I

543
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:08,000
Speaker 2: guess smuggling something to prove that.

544
00:31:10,160 --> 00:31:12,200
Speaker 1: It was only like two joints too, like it was

545
00:31:12,240 --> 00:31:13,040
Speaker 1: completely ball.

546
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:15,640
Speaker 2: Have you since given up smoking weed?

547
00:31:17,480 --> 00:31:17,600
Speaker 1: Now?

548
00:31:18,840 --> 00:31:19,880
Speaker 2: Are you high right now?

549
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:22,960
Speaker 16: Yeah?

550
00:31:23,000 --> 00:31:25,360
Speaker 8: Actually I took a dab before this, and I was

551
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:26,280
Speaker 8: like so in shock.

552
00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:27,320
Speaker 1: When you answer, I was like.

553
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,960
Speaker 2: Oh my god, get out of here, Get out of here, Alexandria.

554
00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:33,360
Speaker 2: They're gonna come for me next. I'll talk to you soon.

555
00:31:34,800 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 1: Have a good day.

556
00:31:38,240 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 2: Being high on my stream? What are you doing? We

557
00:31:40,920 --> 00:31:44,160
Speaker 2: can't let the feds see me like this. We can't

558
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:46,600
Speaker 2: let the feds find us. The cops are gonna shut

559
00:31:46,640 --> 00:31:48,760
Speaker 2: if they see a talking gecko on the computer, they're

560
00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 2: gonna shut us down immediately.

561
00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:51,520
Speaker 1: All from.

562
00:31:53,120 --> 00:32:00,960
Speaker 15: Jane, Hello, Hello, Hello, what's going on? And I got

563
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:02,240
Speaker 15: a crazy story though.

564
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:07,479
Speaker 13: Yeah the story you said, Yeah.

565
00:32:06,960 --> 00:32:08,239
Speaker 2: What's so crazy about it?

566
00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:14,200
Speaker 15: Okay? Well, so, I mean I guess when I asked

567
00:32:14,560 --> 00:32:17,640
Speaker 15: if I ever got in trouble. So a couple of

568
00:32:17,720 --> 00:32:22,280
Speaker 15: years back, I was battling the coke addiction, and I

569
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:25,560
Speaker 15: remember one day my mom texted me, I don't know,

570
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:28,520
Speaker 15: we're out of the complete blue and she was hounding me.

571
00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:32,400
Speaker 15: She was like, my name is Alex. She was like, Alex,

572
00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 15: are you on are you doing anything? Like, Alex, tell

573
00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:37,440
Speaker 15: me right now whatever. And after enough like interrogation, I

574
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:40,120
Speaker 15: was like, oh, you know, it's just nicotine. She was

575
00:32:40,120 --> 00:32:42,480
Speaker 15: like I know that's not it. And I was like okay, fine, weed.

576
00:32:42,560 --> 00:32:44,000
Speaker 15: And then she was pushing me some more and she

577
00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 15: was like I know that's not it. And I was like, okay,

578
00:32:45,600 --> 00:32:50,520
Speaker 15: alcohol whatever, and she was like cut the bullshit. Are

579
00:32:50,520 --> 00:32:53,040
Speaker 15: you going to pass the drug test? And I was

580
00:32:53,120 --> 00:32:55,640
Speaker 15: like no, and then she was like tell me why not?

581
00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:58,640
Speaker 15: And I was like, because I like smoked earlier today whatever.

582
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:01,040
Speaker 15: She was like, I'm going to drive right down there

583
00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:04,560
Speaker 15: right now. The issue being is that like fun fact

584
00:33:04,560 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 15: coke stats and your system for today and I was

585
00:33:07,080 --> 00:33:09,600
Speaker 15: doing it the night before, so I was like fuck,

586
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:13,560
Speaker 15: you know. So I finally gave in and was like, yeah,

587
00:33:13,600 --> 00:33:16,720
Speaker 15: I was doing coke like at a party whatever. And

588
00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:19,800
Speaker 15: I asked my sister how the hell she knew? I

589
00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:21,800
Speaker 15: guess because it just weirded me out that she was

590
00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:25,120
Speaker 15: pressing me so much until I actually like said that,

591
00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:28,760
Speaker 15: and longstery short, my sister was telling me how my

592
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:31,680
Speaker 15: mom reached out to a medium like a psychic. They

593
00:33:31,680 --> 00:33:35,040
Speaker 15: were emailing back and forth, and she was giving her

594
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:37,040
Speaker 15: insight on like our family and stuff because we had

595
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,000
Speaker 15: some issues going on at the time, so she needed

596
00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:44,200
Speaker 15: some like you know, I don't know, closure or whatever. Anyway. Yeah,

597
00:33:44,240 --> 00:33:47,800
Speaker 15: she was just like, your son is battling with substance

598
00:33:47,800 --> 00:33:48,840
Speaker 15: abuse or something like that.

599
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:59,080
Speaker 2: So yeah, so a psychic. Yeah, yeah, you were battling

600
00:33:59,120 --> 00:33:59,920
Speaker 2: with substance addiction.

601
00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:01,479
Speaker 13: Yeah.

602
00:34:02,800 --> 00:34:04,000
Speaker 2: How do you think she knew.

603
00:34:05,720 --> 00:34:06,280
Speaker 10: The psychic?

604
00:34:06,360 --> 00:34:09,400
Speaker 15: I'm not sure she got it from like a family

605
00:34:09,400 --> 00:34:14,279
Speaker 15: friend like the psychic And you know, I don't know.

606
00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:17,200
Speaker 15: It baffles me. Just happened years ago and I still

607
00:34:17,200 --> 00:34:20,080
Speaker 15: don't know why or how. I mean, she's good at

608
00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:21,799
Speaker 15: her job. I guess.

609
00:34:23,280 --> 00:34:25,920
Speaker 2: Do you believe in psychosis?

610
00:34:27,120 --> 00:34:27,480
Speaker 13: I don't know.

611
00:34:27,560 --> 00:34:27,759
Speaker 1: Man.

612
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:32,040
Speaker 15: After that, I feel like I kind of, yeah, kind

613
00:34:32,040 --> 00:34:33,040
Speaker 15: of have to.

614
00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:41,200
Speaker 2: Almost so so so these days this was three years

615
00:34:41,239 --> 00:34:41,920
Speaker 2: you said.

616
00:34:42,640 --> 00:34:44,360
Speaker 13: Yeah, just about.

617
00:34:46,120 --> 00:34:50,799
Speaker 15: No, I actually went to rehab from I would say

618
00:34:50,800 --> 00:34:55,000
Speaker 15: the end of February to the end of April. Yeah,

619
00:34:55,000 --> 00:34:56,279
Speaker 15: I've been pretty clean since then.

620
00:34:58,120 --> 00:35:01,840
Speaker 2: Do you go to school, Yeah, actually, what do you do.

621
00:35:03,600 --> 00:35:07,440
Speaker 15: I'm majoring in fashion design and merchandising. I'm a freshman

622
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:07,799
Speaker 15: or now.

623
00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:11,120
Speaker 4: The I just merchandising.

624
00:35:12,160 --> 00:35:19,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're gonna get into the fashion industry.

625
00:35:19,600 --> 00:35:23,160
Speaker 15: I mean, that's the plan, just starting out those So.

626
00:35:24,760 --> 00:35:26,280
Speaker 2: Why do I feel like there's a lot of people

627
00:35:26,280 --> 00:35:28,280
Speaker 2: who do cocaine in the fashion industry.

628
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:33,439
Speaker 15: I don't know, man, Honestly, I just think I really

629
00:35:33,440 --> 00:35:37,680
Speaker 15: couldn't answer that. I don't know because I don't know.

630
00:35:38,239 --> 00:35:40,040
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, right, Like it would make sense?

631
00:35:40,719 --> 00:35:42,040
Speaker 13: No, it does, it does.

632
00:35:42,640 --> 00:35:44,880
Speaker 15: But now that you ask, I'm just like stumped because

633
00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:48,320
Speaker 15: all my friends turn into fashion, like do coke. So

634
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:49,600
Speaker 15: I don't know.

635
00:35:49,680 --> 00:35:49,839
Speaker 17: Man.

636
00:35:51,360 --> 00:35:55,520
Speaker 2: What's what's your like dream piece of clothing that you

637
00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:56,240
Speaker 2: want to design?

638
00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:01,920
Speaker 15: Good question. I'm not sure. I've been taking a lot

639
00:36:01,960 --> 00:36:04,440
Speaker 15: more inspiration from like Avant Guard, which is like high end,

640
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:08,040
Speaker 15: like more abstract fashion. Uh, usually dramatized.

641
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:08,680
Speaker 1: Uh.

642
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:12,040
Speaker 15: But or I mean, I guess for now, I'm just

643
00:36:12,080 --> 00:36:18,960
Speaker 15: like producing a distributing streetwear. I guess some kind of

644
00:36:19,080 --> 00:36:22,400
Speaker 15: peace that would just you know, be up there with

645
00:36:22,440 --> 00:36:27,080
Speaker 15: the big names, would be a pretty cool, pretty cool thing.

646
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:29,319
Speaker 2: What's that? What's your brand? What's it called?

647
00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:35,799
Speaker 15: It's called Agony kind of gay, but I'm working on it.

648
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:39,960
Speaker 15: It's not like an official thing yet. I just kind

649
00:36:39,960 --> 00:36:41,279
Speaker 15: of do commissions here and there.

650
00:36:42,280 --> 00:36:52,719
Speaker 2: It's called agony. Yeah, it's pretty hardcore. Thanks, well, good

651
00:36:52,800 --> 00:36:54,520
Speaker 2: luck to you. What'd your name was?

652
00:36:55,840 --> 00:36:58,640
Speaker 15: My name is Alex Alice.

653
00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:02,440
Speaker 2: I hope to be, you know, wearing some I don't know,

654
00:37:02,480 --> 00:37:04,120
Speaker 2: I don't really wear any clothes.

655
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:09,920
Speaker 10: Yeah, I can see it, but I don't know.

656
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:11,640
Speaker 2: Maybe you'll make something one day that I'm like, Oh,

657
00:37:11,640 --> 00:37:14,839
Speaker 2: I got to start wearing clothes now because of this time.

658
00:37:16,760 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 15: Yes, sweet, I appreciate it. Thanks for your time anytime.

659
00:37:19,680 --> 00:37:26,400
Speaker 10: I have a good night, he says, Yeah.

660
00:37:24,560 --> 00:37:28,960
Speaker 2: Hello, Hey, what's up?

661
00:37:30,880 --> 00:37:31,120
Speaker 1: Hey?

662
00:37:34,080 --> 00:37:40,319
Speaker 17: What what's your opinion on BDSM?

663
00:37:40,440 --> 00:37:42,640
Speaker 2: When you when you ask my opinion on BDSM, are

664
00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:48,640
Speaker 2: you saying are you asking me like my own, like

665
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:51,560
Speaker 2: do I like BDSM? Or asking me like my general

666
00:37:51,600 --> 00:37:55,760
Speaker 2: opinion of it as a whole, like in general? Uh?

667
00:37:56,160 --> 00:37:57,080
Speaker 13: Both both.

668
00:37:59,800 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 2: I don't know. I've never been tied up or tied

669
00:38:03,080 --> 00:38:07,920
Speaker 2: anyone up or anything like that. I don't think I've

670
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,480
Speaker 2: personally ever tried it. I took the test, actually, I

671
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:14,560
Speaker 2: took the test, you know, the BDSM test. Okay, what

672
00:38:15,440 --> 00:38:17,399
Speaker 2: were you?

673
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:20,400
Speaker 1: Oh?

674
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:29,839
Speaker 17: Okay, I'm asking because yeah, I'm I'm partially vanilla too,

675
00:38:30,200 --> 00:38:37,680
Speaker 17: but I'm asking because I kind of like some is dumb,

676
00:38:38,000 --> 00:38:44,920
Speaker 17: I guess, but I've been struggling with whether it's.

677
00:38:46,040 --> 00:38:47,480
Speaker 4: Healthy or not.

678
00:38:49,960 --> 00:38:51,719
Speaker 2: Whether it's healthy or not.

679
00:38:53,280 --> 00:38:56,920
Speaker 17: Yeah, like whether it's I don't know, like is it

680
00:38:56,960 --> 00:39:03,879
Speaker 17: a healthy relationship to have someone telling you what to do?

681
00:39:05,080 --> 00:39:06,920
Speaker 17: Even if it's something positive?

682
00:39:07,360 --> 00:39:12,760
Speaker 2: You know, well, I mean if it's something you're into

683
00:39:13,160 --> 00:39:19,759
Speaker 2: and you know it's you know, obviously it's consensual, then

684
00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:21,520
Speaker 2: I see anything wrong?

685
00:39:25,840 --> 00:39:30,920
Speaker 17: All right? Cool. I'm like really new to it. So

686
00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:33,399
Speaker 17: I was kind of like struggling and I felt, really,

687
00:39:34,320 --> 00:39:39,799
Speaker 17: I don't know, I've always been very empowered, so it

688
00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:41,480
Speaker 17: really surprised.

689
00:39:40,920 --> 00:39:41,319
Speaker 1: Me to.

690
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:46,120
Speaker 17: Want to be submissive.

691
00:39:48,800 --> 00:39:52,319
Speaker 2: You know, you know, you found yourself if you found

692
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:56,080
Speaker 2: yourself in a situation in which you're like fuck, you know, look,

693
00:39:56,120 --> 00:39:57,600
Speaker 2: I mean, you don't have to define yourself. Here's the

694
00:39:57,600 --> 00:40:01,600
Speaker 2: thing is, you don't have to let any anything defin you, right, Like,

695
00:40:01,600 --> 00:40:03,880
Speaker 2: Like let's say you're thinking yourself. You're like, you're like,

696
00:40:04,800 --> 00:40:06,440
Speaker 2: you know what, I want to try it for a night.

697
00:40:06,480 --> 00:40:09,520
Speaker 2: I found this guy, and you know, we're both like

698
00:40:09,560 --> 00:40:11,400
Speaker 2: all right, we're gonna do this thing. We got our

699
00:40:11,480 --> 00:40:14,080
Speaker 2: safe word and all that, and you're like, let's fuck

700
00:40:14,120 --> 00:40:16,600
Speaker 2: it for a night. Let's try it. Let's try I'll

701
00:40:16,640 --> 00:40:18,399
Speaker 2: put on the made outfit and I'll let this guy

702
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 2: tell me what to do. Fuck it, let's try it.

703
00:40:20,360 --> 00:40:22,480
Speaker 4: You try it, okay, okay.

704
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:24,520
Speaker 2: And then I feel like it, you know, and if

705
00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:26,080
Speaker 2: you're if you're there and you don't like it, you

706
00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:27,959
Speaker 2: stop and you're like, I don't do this again.

707
00:40:30,920 --> 00:40:34,279
Speaker 9: Yeah, okay, but you don't have to do But you're not.

708
00:40:34,320 --> 00:40:38,200
Speaker 2: You're not You're not making some definitive identity choice just

709
00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:41,480
Speaker 2: by doing one thing once, you know what I mean?

710
00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:43,640
Speaker 18: Totally.

711
00:40:44,040 --> 00:40:46,719
Speaker 17: Yeah, that's a really good point. And I think I

712
00:40:46,760 --> 00:40:51,239
Speaker 17: feel like that a lot when I decide, when I

713
00:40:51,320 --> 00:40:53,520
Speaker 17: decide to go a certain way, I feel like, Okay,

714
00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:58,480
Speaker 17: that's who I am now and to be instead of

715
00:40:58,520 --> 00:40:59,239
Speaker 17: just trying it out.

716
00:40:59,600 --> 00:41:02,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it sounds. It sounds to me. You're curious.

717
00:41:03,520 --> 00:41:05,759
Speaker 2: But you know, I know you say you always feel

718
00:41:05,760 --> 00:41:09,319
Speaker 2: like you're empowered. But I mean, look, I don't think

719
00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:11,200
Speaker 2: there's anything I don't. But here's the thing is, I

720
00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:18,359
Speaker 2: don't think there's anything unempowering about pursuing this thing if

721
00:41:18,400 --> 00:41:21,480
Speaker 2: you're interested in it, you know what I mean. I

722
00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 2: don't think I think that I think that what empowers people.

723
00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:27,799
Speaker 2: I think that what truly empowers people is the agency

724
00:41:28,440 --> 00:41:32,759
Speaker 2: for them to fucking make their own decisions, you know.

725
00:41:33,719 --> 00:41:36,920
Speaker 2: And I actually think, I actually think that this this

726
00:41:36,920 --> 00:41:39,920
Speaker 2: this label that you're that you know, you're when it's like, oh,

727
00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:42,200
Speaker 2: if I do this, I'm like, I'm a sub or

728
00:41:42,960 --> 00:41:46,680
Speaker 2: I'm this, I'm that. You know, the label is gonna

729
00:41:46,760 --> 00:41:50,080
Speaker 2: chain you down. It's gonna the label is what's empowering you,

730
00:41:50,080 --> 00:41:52,120
Speaker 2: you know what I mean, because because then you're chained

731
00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:55,319
Speaker 2: to the to this label of whatever you decided to

732
00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:58,280
Speaker 2: consider yourself. And that's what's gonna take away your power.

733
00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:01,680
Speaker 2: The labeling, not the actual thing of whatever you're doing.

734
00:42:01,680 --> 00:42:02,400
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying.

735
00:42:04,080 --> 00:42:09,400
Speaker 17: Yeah, yeah, I totally agree with you. Yeah, I'm so

736
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:11,040
Speaker 17: glad I got to get.

737
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:11,440
Speaker 16: Through to you.

738
00:42:12,920 --> 00:42:14,839
Speaker 2: For sure, dude. I hope you have a good time.

739
00:42:16,520 --> 00:42:19,200
Speaker 17: Yeah, man, thank you, have a good night.

740
00:42:20,719 --> 00:42:24,879
Speaker 2: Bye. Hello, Hello, Hello, what's up?

741
00:42:25,840 --> 00:42:27,080
Speaker 10: Oh hey?

742
00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:27,399
Speaker 1: Hey?

743
00:42:27,520 --> 00:42:29,080
Speaker 10: Yeah, how you doing? Happy Friday?

744
00:42:29,640 --> 00:42:33,400
Speaker 2: I'm good. I want to talk to you about I

745
00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:37,759
Speaker 2: read the notes on your screen and it said that

746
00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:39,440
Speaker 2: you are you're a taxidermist.

747
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:43,800
Speaker 10: I am not a taxdermist.

748
00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:50,680
Speaker 2: You wanted to talk about the ethics of taxidermy.

749
00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:51,000
Speaker 10: Absolutely, and I think at this point it is a

750
00:42:51,160 --> 00:42:54,600
Speaker 10: much more interesting, h much more interesting field than I

751
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:57,000
Speaker 10: thought it was. It seems like an excellent career choice. Friend,

752
00:42:57,080 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 10: one that's pursuing it.

753
00:42:58,600 --> 00:43:00,800
Speaker 2: Okay, well tell me I want to know more important,

754
00:43:00,840 --> 00:43:09,040
Speaker 2: most importantly, what are your opinions on the cat skeleton

755
00:43:09,200 --> 00:43:12,760
Speaker 2: controversy between Courtney and Alex.

756
00:43:14,719 --> 00:43:17,640
Speaker 10: You know, I think going back to that conversation, what

757
00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:20,719
Speaker 10: you want to do with your cat is you know,

758
00:43:21,000 --> 00:43:24,960
Speaker 10: beyond me, beyond anyone else's decision. I think more importantly,

759
00:43:25,000 --> 00:43:27,359
Speaker 10: it is a personal decision. If you can live with it,

760
00:43:27,800 --> 00:43:31,760
Speaker 10: go for it. For me, I don't think it's really

761
00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:34,360
Speaker 10: my decision. I don't think I would choose that. I

762
00:43:34,360 --> 00:43:35,640
Speaker 10: don't think you would choose that.

763
00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:38,279
Speaker 2: So what do you what do you think about the

764
00:43:38,320 --> 00:43:40,880
Speaker 2: baby thing? What do you think about tax de deerminized

765
00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 2: taxidermizing the kid? Is that too far.

766
00:43:44,680 --> 00:43:47,319
Speaker 10: Going into the logistics of that. It seems a lot

767
00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:51,000
Speaker 10: more difficult than just you know, being a feasible option.

768
00:43:51,400 --> 00:43:54,360
Speaker 10: You know, there's a lot of I think it's more

769
00:43:56,520 --> 00:44:01,640
Speaker 10: not so solid as a full sized uh, you know,

770
00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:04,720
Speaker 10: human or a cat might be. So I think taxidermying

771
00:44:05,239 --> 00:44:10,120
Speaker 10: tax taxi dermisting a baby would be much more difficult

772
00:44:10,239 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 10: than you know, taxi dermizing an actual full sized human.

773
00:44:15,640 --> 00:44:18,000
Speaker 10: Plus I think they have much more riddle bone. So

774
00:44:18,080 --> 00:44:20,640
Speaker 10: I think trying to you know, wire that whole mesh

775
00:44:20,719 --> 00:44:25,160
Speaker 10: system together is you know, just much more difficult than

776
00:44:25,840 --> 00:44:31,680
Speaker 10: you know, a cat or a human.

777
00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:34,359
Speaker 2: I was more so asking about the morality of it

778
00:44:34,400 --> 00:44:36,799
Speaker 2: than the logistics of it. But that's as well.

779
00:44:38,600 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally. You know, with the morality of it.

780
00:44:43,840 --> 00:44:46,680
Speaker 10: Is the baby already dead at this point?

781
00:44:48,719 --> 00:44:54,600
Speaker 2: Yes, No, you shouldn't be killing the baby to tax.

782
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:59,640
Speaker 10: So I didn't kill it, somebody else did, Okay, So

783
00:45:00,239 --> 00:45:06,640
Speaker 10: you know, I think legal issues aside. You know, go

784
00:45:06,880 --> 00:45:08,560
Speaker 10: for it, you know, I you know, I don't think

785
00:45:08,640 --> 00:45:11,120
Speaker 10: I have to answer to a higher power. I don't.

786
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:13,160
Speaker 10: I don't know if they have to answer to a

787
00:45:13,239 --> 00:45:16,080
Speaker 10: higher power. Whatever you gotta do, you know, I go

788
00:45:16,320 --> 00:45:20,640
Speaker 10: for it. You know, are you do you follow?

789
00:45:20,800 --> 00:45:24,160
Speaker 15: Uh?

790
00:45:24,520 --> 00:45:26,759
Speaker 10: You know? Whatever fields the greater good. I don't think

791
00:45:26,800 --> 00:45:29,880
Speaker 10: it really affects anyone else but your own morality. You know,

792
00:45:29,920 --> 00:45:32,280
Speaker 10: if you have a problem with it, then that's your fault.

793
00:45:32,400 --> 00:45:34,759
Speaker 10: You know, you got to deal with it. But you know,

794
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:36,640
Speaker 10: it's not going to affect your neighbor. It's not going

795
00:45:36,680 --> 00:45:38,600
Speaker 10: to affect the guy down the street. You know, it's

796
00:45:38,640 --> 00:45:39,919
Speaker 10: not gonna affect somebody else.

797
00:45:40,239 --> 00:45:46,840
Speaker 2: But totally, Well, thank you so much for your perspective.

798
00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:52,879
Speaker 10: Yeah, yeah, absolutely have.

799
00:45:52,880 --> 00:45:56,319
Speaker 2: Aggressed the night you too.

800
00:45:56,360 --> 00:45:57,719
Speaker 10: I go have a fantastic name.

801
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:04,360
Speaker 4: Hello, Hello, mister Ghak.

802
00:46:05,320 --> 00:46:05,839
Speaker 2: How are you.

803
00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:08,080
Speaker 5: Good?

804
00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:08,560
Speaker 13: How are you?

805
00:46:10,920 --> 00:46:14,080
Speaker 2: I am? I am a get what's up with you?

806
00:46:14,120 --> 00:46:15,320
Speaker 2: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing?

807
00:46:15,840 --> 00:46:21,520
Speaker 5: You you are a gecko. So I'm a professional wrestler,

808
00:46:21,719 --> 00:46:24,080
Speaker 5: which I think is pretty interesting because you know how

809
00:46:24,080 --> 00:46:25,280
Speaker 5: many people get to say.

810
00:46:25,080 --> 00:46:27,400
Speaker 2: That you're a professional wrestler.

811
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, like you know when you turn on the TV

812
00:46:31,160 --> 00:46:33,480
Speaker 5: you see like w WE with like John Cena and

813
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:34,240
Speaker 5: stuff like that.

814
00:46:34,239 --> 00:46:35,200
Speaker 13: That's that's what I do.

815
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:39,520
Speaker 2: Oh okay, so you're one of the not famous professional wrestlers.

816
00:46:40,600 --> 00:46:41,400
Speaker 5: Yes, exactly.

817
00:46:42,960 --> 00:46:43,919
Speaker 2: Okay, how what's what?

818
00:46:43,920 --> 00:46:44,279
Speaker 6: What do you?

819
00:46:44,440 --> 00:46:46,600
Speaker 2: What do you look like? Describe yourself to me? Physically?

820
00:46:49,800 --> 00:46:50,239
Speaker 13: I don't know.

821
00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:55,080
Speaker 5: I I'm known as like a pretty boy. Uh, I

822
00:46:55,080 --> 00:46:58,160
Speaker 5: don't know. I have a big, cheesy smile. I'm pretty muscular.

823
00:46:58,239 --> 00:47:00,879
Speaker 5: I also do bodybuilding and stuff like that. But I'm

824
00:47:00,880 --> 00:47:03,879
Speaker 5: also like young so like a lot of times, when

825
00:47:03,920 --> 00:47:06,799
Speaker 5: people see just my face, they think you're like, oh,

826
00:47:06,800 --> 00:47:09,200
Speaker 5: you're eighteen, but then when they see like my body,

827
00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:12,600
Speaker 5: they're like, oh, you're like twenty six, but I'm actually

828
00:47:12,600 --> 00:47:13,320
Speaker 5: in the middle.

829
00:47:13,080 --> 00:47:13,719
Speaker 13: I'm twenty two.

830
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:18,880
Speaker 2: Mm. Okay, so you're so you're a very very pretty

831
00:47:18,920 --> 00:47:24,279
Speaker 2: man and I'm not that. Are you in the WWE?

832
00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:28,680
Speaker 5: No, I actually have lots of friends who are both

833
00:47:28,680 --> 00:47:35,040
Speaker 5: in the WWE, and aw, what are you in? I

834
00:47:35,200 --> 00:47:37,120
Speaker 5: just wrestle like around the Midwest.

835
00:47:38,760 --> 00:47:41,880
Speaker 2: And when you say wrestling, are we talking like, because

836
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:44,000
Speaker 2: I know I don't know anything about wrestling, but I

837
00:47:44,040 --> 00:47:48,640
Speaker 2: do know that there's like WWE, like theater wrestling, and

838
00:47:48,680 --> 00:47:54,000
Speaker 2: then there's like, you know, real wrestling. Which one are

839
00:47:54,040 --> 00:47:54,319
Speaker 2: you know?

840
00:47:54,400 --> 00:47:58,920
Speaker 5: This is like it's not like real, it's the one

841
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:01,279
Speaker 5: where it's like, Okay, so we go in the back

842
00:48:01,320 --> 00:48:03,520
Speaker 5: and we talk about who wins, and then we go

843
00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:05,319
Speaker 5: out there and we like put on a show, you know,

844
00:48:05,440 --> 00:48:09,480
Speaker 5: like people have characters or stuff like that, all that

845
00:48:09,560 --> 00:48:10,640
Speaker 5: interesting jazz.

846
00:48:11,440 --> 00:48:14,160
Speaker 2: Okay, have you ever hit someone on the back of

847
00:48:14,160 --> 00:48:16,000
Speaker 2: the head with a chair? First question?

848
00:48:18,520 --> 00:48:21,520
Speaker 5: Yes, I have not on that Okay, So like whenever

849
00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:26,520
Speaker 5: you do stuff, it's like supposed to look real, but

850
00:48:26,640 --> 00:48:29,319
Speaker 5: like not actually like you know, kill someone. So if

851
00:48:29,360 --> 00:48:30,719
Speaker 5: you hit somebody on the back of the head with

852
00:48:30,760 --> 00:48:33,440
Speaker 5: a chair, you would probably like kill them. But like

853
00:48:34,040 --> 00:48:36,479
Speaker 5: there's ways to do stuff where you like don't mess

854
00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:38,239
Speaker 5: people up. So a lot of times when you see

855
00:48:38,280 --> 00:48:40,359
Speaker 5: people get hit in the head with the chair, they

856
00:48:40,360 --> 00:48:43,840
Speaker 5: put a hand up, unless they're like absolutely insane and

857
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:46,439
Speaker 5: they'll just take it square on. But like they don't

858
00:48:46,440 --> 00:48:49,439
Speaker 5: really do that anymore because there's been one too many

859
00:48:49,480 --> 00:48:56,480
Speaker 5: concussions and you know, people having life altering injuries because

860
00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:56,680
Speaker 5: of that.

861
00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:05,719
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. So what's your persona You said you're a

862
00:49:05,760 --> 00:49:08,200
Speaker 2: pretty boy? Are you a villain? Are you like a

863
00:49:08,560 --> 00:49:11,080
Speaker 2: Uh there's a name for these kinds of characters, the

864
00:49:11,080 --> 00:49:12,839
Speaker 2: ones that like you're supposed to hate the villain.

865
00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:15,440
Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, they're called a.

866
00:49:15,520 --> 00:49:21,120
Speaker 5: Heel in the heel so kind of the heel. So

867
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:23,960
Speaker 5: I'm a bad guy, so like I'll go out there

868
00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:29,080
Speaker 5: and uh that's when you like, you know, yell at

869
00:49:29,080 --> 00:49:31,560
Speaker 5: the crowd and get people to boo you. And basically

870
00:49:31,600 --> 00:49:33,919
Speaker 5: the entire point of us is to make the good

871
00:49:34,000 --> 00:49:34,960
Speaker 5: guy look better.

872
00:49:36,000 --> 00:49:36,400
Speaker 17: Uh.

873
00:49:37,239 --> 00:49:42,560
Speaker 5: So it's like, you know, it's interesting because in real life,

874
00:49:42,600 --> 00:49:46,720
Speaker 5: I'm actually a pretty nice guy and I'm not really

875
00:49:46,760 --> 00:49:49,680
Speaker 5: mean whatsoever. But as soon as I go to like

876
00:49:50,400 --> 00:49:53,040
Speaker 5: the curtains for an entrance, it's like I'm a completely

877
00:49:53,040 --> 00:49:55,240
Speaker 5: different person and I can't help myself.

878
00:49:55,320 --> 00:50:00,680
Speaker 2: But be like, really mean, that's a I feel about,

879
00:50:01,320 --> 00:50:04,480
Speaker 2: you know, being a getck. Just can't help myself.

880
00:50:04,239 --> 00:50:10,440
Speaker 5: Exactly, you know, really mean, You're just You're just yeah, honestly,

881
00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:12,600
Speaker 5: when you like you're like, hey, so you're not one

882
00:50:12,600 --> 00:50:13,319
Speaker 5: of the famous ones.

883
00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:19,319
Speaker 2: I was like, oo, well, you know, it's all just

884
00:50:19,480 --> 00:50:22,799
Speaker 2: a character except when it's not. I mean it, but

885
00:50:23,080 --> 00:50:25,840
Speaker 2: tell me, tell me, tell me more about your villainous

886
00:50:25,920 --> 00:50:29,839
Speaker 2: persona like why why what do people do to get

887
00:50:29,840 --> 00:50:33,560
Speaker 2: you to to what do you do to get people

888
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:36,560
Speaker 2: to boo? You? You know, what's your You're a pretty boy?

889
00:50:36,600 --> 00:50:36,840
Speaker 10: Are you?

890
00:50:36,920 --> 00:50:37,000
Speaker 1: Like?

891
00:50:37,160 --> 00:50:39,799
Speaker 2: Is your whole thing that you're like stuck up? You're like, uh,

892
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:44,560
Speaker 2: this trustful kid, and what tell me? Tell me more?

893
00:50:46,320 --> 00:50:51,279
Speaker 5: So it's like I'm super narcissistic. So I go out

894
00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:53,319
Speaker 5: there and I basically just tell people that I'm more

895
00:50:53,360 --> 00:50:56,239
Speaker 5: attractive than they are and that they're ugly and like

896
00:50:56,280 --> 00:51:00,520
Speaker 5: a bunch of mouth breathers, and uh, ugly and stuff

897
00:51:00,560 --> 00:51:02,000
Speaker 5: like that, and I tell people.

898
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:02,319
Speaker 11: To shut up.

899
00:51:02,360 --> 00:51:05,839
Speaker 5: And like when I eventually lose, which I normally lose

900
00:51:05,880 --> 00:51:07,759
Speaker 5: because people like to see me lose, I trow like

901
00:51:07,800 --> 00:51:10,600
Speaker 5: type per tantrums, like I will literally lay on my

902
00:51:10,640 --> 00:51:15,279
Speaker 5: stomach and kick my feet and stomp and scream and

903
00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:16,759
Speaker 5: like cry and stuff like that.

904
00:51:16,880 --> 00:51:18,120
Speaker 15: You know, just.

905
00:51:19,760 --> 00:51:22,560
Speaker 5: It's my stereotypical, Like who would I hate the most?

906
00:51:22,600 --> 00:51:26,600
Speaker 5: Like how would I really just want to punch someone

907
00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:29,000
Speaker 5: in the face? Who would that be? And I am

908
00:51:29,080 --> 00:51:30,919
Speaker 5: that person when I rest all and it's great?

909
00:51:32,880 --> 00:51:34,759
Speaker 2: Can we hear a little bit of it? Would you

910
00:51:34,800 --> 00:51:38,919
Speaker 2: like pretend like the chat is like the crowd? Could

911
00:51:38,920 --> 00:51:42,200
Speaker 2: we hear like how you would rile up our chats?

912
00:51:43,719 --> 00:51:45,880
Speaker 5: Well, honestly, everybody in the chat is telling me that

913
00:51:45,960 --> 00:51:48,200
Speaker 5: I'm fake. But they're just angry because they're sitting at

914
00:51:48,200 --> 00:51:52,240
Speaker 5: home all day, you know, just eating food, mouth breathing,

915
00:51:52,360 --> 00:51:55,240
Speaker 5: doing nothing exciting with their lives, being laying being ugly,

916
00:51:55,320 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 5: upset with their lives. While I'm out here leaving my

917
00:51:57,719 --> 00:52:00,560
Speaker 5: best life, doing everything that I can to, you know,

918
00:52:00,680 --> 00:52:03,120
Speaker 5: just be better than them, and they're just upset about it.

919
00:52:04,640 --> 00:52:07,120
Speaker 2: You know, tell us more about how you're better than

920
00:52:07,160 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 2: the chat? What else makes you better than the chat?

921
00:52:12,120 --> 00:52:14,319
Speaker 5: Well, the fact that most people who sit on Twitch

922
00:52:14,360 --> 00:52:17,000
Speaker 5: all day obviously have nothing better to do with their lives,

923
00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:20,040
Speaker 5: because why would you just sit around and watch someone

924
00:52:20,120 --> 00:52:22,080
Speaker 5: do something interesting when you can go out and do

925
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:25,880
Speaker 5: something interesting yourself. But instead they're just sitting there talking

926
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:29,120
Speaker 5: about how I'm fake and honestly, their entire life is

927
00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:33,000
Speaker 5: a lie, and you know, they're pathetic and weak and

928
00:52:33,040 --> 00:52:34,359
Speaker 5: they have nothing to better do.

929
00:52:34,400 --> 00:52:35,000
Speaker 13: With their lives.

930
00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:37,080
Speaker 5: They need to get themselves a boyfriend or a girlfriend,

931
00:52:37,080 --> 00:52:38,640
Speaker 5: but we all know that they'll never be able to

932
00:52:38,680 --> 00:52:43,120
Speaker 5: do that because you know, they're just weak, pathetic virgins.

933
00:52:43,320 --> 00:52:46,080
Speaker 5: And you know, a bunch of inselts.

934
00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:50,920
Speaker 2: Oh, it's working, you're getting booed. You're pretty good at this.

935
00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:56,440
Speaker 5: I am getting booed. It's a great time, you know, Honestly,

936
00:52:56,680 --> 00:53:01,319
Speaker 5: I deserve it. They all, you know, they're all just

937
00:53:01,800 --> 00:53:08,319
Speaker 5: weak minded, feeble imbhescles and me, I'm fantastic. I think

938
00:53:08,400 --> 00:53:09,680
Speaker 5: I'm an amazing person.

939
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:12,400
Speaker 4: Mhm.

940
00:53:13,000 --> 00:53:15,120
Speaker 2: And this is the point where if I could, I

941
00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:16,719
Speaker 2: I'd hit you on the head with a chair.

942
00:53:18,560 --> 00:53:22,600
Speaker 5: Yeah, dude, I would deck if you ever came to

943
00:53:22,640 --> 00:53:26,879
Speaker 5: Chicago again. I would one hundred percent let.

944
00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:27,719
Speaker 10: You hit me with a chair.

945
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:29,920
Speaker 2: Holy shit, if I'm ever if I do a live

946
00:53:29,960 --> 00:53:33,359
Speaker 2: show in Chicago again, that we're doing that you got

947
00:53:33,360 --> 00:53:35,759
Speaker 2: you could do. I want to do the fucking wrestling thing.

948
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:38,600
Speaker 2: We'll do that ship again, dude.

949
00:53:38,560 --> 00:53:41,600
Speaker 5: One hundred percent. Honestly, when you came to Chicago the

950
00:53:41,640 --> 00:53:45,359
Speaker 5: first time, I wanted to do that. But then your

951
00:53:46,080 --> 00:53:49,839
Speaker 5: shows sold out in literally like ten seconds, and I

952
00:53:49,880 --> 00:53:52,120
Speaker 5: cried to myself and then you like got a bigger

953
00:53:52,200 --> 00:53:54,600
Speaker 5: venue or change venues or something like that, but I

954
00:53:54,640 --> 00:53:56,960
Speaker 5: was at work and I couldn't do it.

955
00:53:57,280 --> 00:53:59,680
Speaker 2: Said I'll be back, I'll be back, I'll be back.

956
00:53:59,719 --> 00:54:02,000
Speaker 2: And when when I say, does anyone want to come

957
00:54:02,040 --> 00:54:03,560
Speaker 2: up to the audience or whatever, you got to come

958
00:54:03,640 --> 00:54:05,080
Speaker 2: up and bring a chair.

959
00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:07,319
Speaker 13: Dude, I will.

960
00:54:07,640 --> 00:54:09,400
Speaker 5: I will bring a chair myself.

961
00:54:09,920 --> 00:54:10,120
Speaker 10: Yeah.

962
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:12,680
Speaker 2: By the way, do you talk in this voice? Do

963
00:54:12,719 --> 00:54:14,279
Speaker 2: you like not change your voice at all?

964
00:54:15,680 --> 00:54:16,080
Speaker 6: Oh?

965
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:19,000
Speaker 5: No? I like, so, I don't want to be really

966
00:54:19,000 --> 00:54:22,040
Speaker 5: loud because I have other people in my house, but

967
00:54:22,120 --> 00:54:23,759
Speaker 5: normally when I do it, I do this like really

968
00:54:23,840 --> 00:54:28,719
Speaker 5: high pitched screaming, like it's very shrill, and also like

969
00:54:28,800 --> 00:54:30,520
Speaker 5: I just don't want to destroy your ears.

970
00:54:30,600 --> 00:54:32,880
Speaker 10: If I do this, Oh, go for it.

971
00:54:32,920 --> 00:54:36,640
Speaker 5: Okay, I'm not actually so like if I'm like, hey,

972
00:54:37,040 --> 00:54:38,759
Speaker 5: that's not nice like that.

973
00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:40,640
Speaker 13: I can hear my dad laughing.

974
00:54:40,760 --> 00:54:42,319
Speaker 17: But wait, can you wait?

975
00:54:42,360 --> 00:54:44,520
Speaker 2: Can you? Can you repeat again? However, one in the

976
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:46,400
Speaker 2: chat is a virgin. But just do it in that

977
00:54:46,520 --> 00:54:48,960
Speaker 2: voice you want me.

978
00:54:48,920 --> 00:54:52,200
Speaker 5: To specifically say everybody in the chat chat is a

979
00:54:52,200 --> 00:54:53,160
Speaker 5: bunch of virgins.

980
00:54:53,440 --> 00:54:55,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, but in that voice.

981
00:54:56,960 --> 00:54:59,359
Speaker 5: Like okay, uh, okay, I can do it.

982
00:55:00,040 --> 00:55:00,520
Speaker 16: Everybody.

983
00:55:00,960 --> 00:55:03,520
Speaker 5: Everybody should be scared. So he lives with his parents,

984
00:55:03,960 --> 00:55:06,560
Speaker 5: Yes I do because I'm a child. I'm literally twenty one.

985
00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:09,359
Speaker 5: But anyway, yes, I live with my parents.

986
00:55:09,360 --> 00:55:10,239
Speaker 19: Who you think I am?

987
00:55:10,280 --> 00:55:11,319
Speaker 5: I'm literally twenty one.

988
00:55:11,719 --> 00:55:13,520
Speaker 4: I am twenty one, and I've done more in my

989
00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:15,120
Speaker 4: life than you have ever done in your life.

990
00:55:15,360 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 10: You guys are just hitting around being a bunch of virgins.

991
00:55:20,480 --> 00:55:22,080
Speaker 2: Man, I gotta I gotta come see one of your

992
00:55:22,080 --> 00:55:26,560
Speaker 2: fucking wrestling shows. That sounds hilarious, dude, do it.

993
00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:31,640
Speaker 5: It's it's pretty funny, honestly, Like watching me get beat up,

994
00:55:31,680 --> 00:55:32,799
Speaker 5: I think is a great time.

995
00:55:33,560 --> 00:55:35,880
Speaker 2: Fuck you, where where can I see a show? Where

996
00:55:35,880 --> 00:55:36,880
Speaker 2: is it all in Chicago?

997
00:55:39,400 --> 00:55:45,439
Speaker 5: Yeah? I'm in like Chicago, in Wisconsin and Indiana, Michigan sometimes.

998
00:55:46,080 --> 00:55:50,960
Speaker 5: Uh yeah, dude, you can even like watch my videos

999
00:55:50,960 --> 00:55:52,680
Speaker 5: on YouTube and stuff. It's a great time.

1000
00:55:52,719 --> 00:55:52,839
Speaker 1: Man.

1001
00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:53,480
Speaker 10: Let me tell you.

1002
00:55:55,040 --> 00:55:57,000
Speaker 2: Fuck yah, what's what's the name of the league?

1003
00:55:59,280 --> 00:56:01,680
Speaker 5: The Well, they're like a bunch. So like the big

1004
00:56:01,680 --> 00:56:06,120
Speaker 5: ones that I wrestle at are like called like Warrior Wrestling. Uh,

1005
00:56:06,160 --> 00:56:08,640
Speaker 5: that's like the one of the biggest ones in Chicago.

1006
00:56:09,400 --> 00:56:09,720
Speaker 8: Uh.

1007
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:14,360
Speaker 5: I've wrestled at freelance a few times, Chicago Style Wrestling,

1008
00:56:14,920 --> 00:56:16,920
Speaker 5: Berwin Championship. There's just a bunch.

1009
00:56:18,600 --> 00:56:22,840
Speaker 2: Well fuck yeah, man, everybody's fuck it. So what's the YouTube?

1010
00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:23,480
Speaker 2: I want to hear it?

1011
00:56:24,880 --> 00:56:28,040
Speaker 5: Well, okay, so like to find me if you just

1012
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:32,319
Speaker 5: look up Ryan Matthews wrestling like r y A N

1013
00:56:32,680 --> 00:56:34,200
Speaker 5: M A T T h e.

1014
00:56:34,320 --> 00:56:42,200
Speaker 2: W Matthews, Ryan Matthews. Yeah, dude, pretty cool of a

1015
00:56:42,560 --> 00:56:43,520
Speaker 2: skinny pretty boy.

1016
00:56:45,520 --> 00:56:48,799
Speaker 5: Yeah, dude, it's like it's it's like, you know what

1017
00:56:48,920 --> 00:56:52,080
Speaker 5: your stereotypical like Chad, Like when you were in high

1018
00:56:52,080 --> 00:56:54,919
Speaker 5: school and there's that one dude that was just kind

1019
00:56:54,920 --> 00:56:57,960
Speaker 5: of like a total douchebag. That's like that would be

1020
00:56:57,960 --> 00:56:58,359
Speaker 5: his name.

1021
00:57:00,320 --> 00:57:01,959
Speaker 2: You know, I'm gonna visit, by the way, I'm gonna

1022
00:57:01,960 --> 00:57:03,799
Speaker 2: look it for a YouTube channel later and if there's

1023
00:57:03,800 --> 00:57:05,319
Speaker 2: not a video of you getting hit on the head

1024
00:57:05,320 --> 00:57:07,439
Speaker 2: with a chair, I'm gonna be pissed off.

1025
00:57:07,719 --> 00:57:09,400
Speaker 5: I don't think there's any video that you getting hit

1026
00:57:09,440 --> 00:57:09,840
Speaker 5: in the head of.

1027
00:57:09,840 --> 00:57:12,440
Speaker 2: The chair, but you better upload one soon before I

1028
00:57:12,600 --> 00:57:14,120
Speaker 2: before the stream ends.

1029
00:57:15,760 --> 00:57:21,000
Speaker 5: Oh man, uh I guess Oh they said I sound breathable,

1030
00:57:21,480 --> 00:57:23,439
Speaker 5: you know A yeah.

1031
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:25,240
Speaker 2: Thank you very much for calling in. Ryan, you have

1032
00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:25,960
Speaker 2: a direst of the night.

1033
00:57:27,560 --> 00:57:30,760
Speaker 5: Thank you you too, Buddy Yellow.

1034
00:57:31,520 --> 00:57:35,040
Speaker 2: Hey, folks, it's Lyle here with an extremely brief message,

1035
00:57:35,520 --> 00:57:39,440
Speaker 2: just letting you know that if you are interested in

1036
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Speaker 2: supporting the stream and making it easier for me to

1037
00:57:43,160 --> 00:57:46,880
Speaker 2: do more therapy Gecko stuff in the future, you can

1038
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Speaker 2: head on over to Patreon dot com slash Lyle forever

1039
00:57:50,760 --> 00:57:53,160
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1040
00:57:53,200 --> 00:57:55,880
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1041
00:57:55,920 --> 00:58:00,600
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1042
00:58:00,680 --> 00:58:04,720
Speaker 2: You also get access to exclusive streams, exclusive GAK content.

1043
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1044
00:58:08,760 --> 00:58:12,720
Speaker 2: Patreon dot com slash Lyle forever. All right back to

1045
00:58:12,760 --> 00:58:17,600
Speaker 2: the calls, HI get go what's up, dude?

1046
00:58:19,080 --> 00:58:19,600
Speaker 1: What's up?

1047
00:58:21,360 --> 00:58:22,560
Speaker 3: How are you feeling tonight?

1048
00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:33,040
Speaker 2: You know, I'm I'm chilling. I'm chilling. What's up with you?

1049
00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:37,880
Speaker 2: Tell me everything? Tell me nothing, huh.

1050
00:58:38,000 --> 00:58:42,360
Speaker 3: I'm chilling with my dog in my main event right now.

1051
00:58:43,480 --> 00:58:48,560
Speaker 3: I I had a very good conversation with a person

1052
00:58:48,600 --> 00:58:54,600
Speaker 3: who takes your calls before you. But I was talking

1053
00:58:54,640 --> 00:58:57,880
Speaker 3: about how I moved a little bit over one thousand

1054
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:02,200
Speaker 3: miles away. Event was just me and my dogs. It

1055
00:59:02,280 --> 00:59:07,360
Speaker 3: was like kind of crazy, you know, moving to a

1056
00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:13,520
Speaker 3: place to a different stay with nobody around. Really, but

1057
00:59:14,240 --> 00:59:18,680
Speaker 3: it's been really gray. It's been It's like the best

1058
00:59:18,680 --> 00:59:20,800
Speaker 3: part of my life, you know what I mean.

1059
00:59:22,200 --> 00:59:22,720
Speaker 16: So it's like.

1060
00:59:24,320 --> 00:59:29,480
Speaker 3: Yes, but not like there's like a trand fan life,

1061
00:59:29,720 --> 00:59:33,840
Speaker 3: you know, like the pro Master vans like full of renovated,

1062
00:59:34,120 --> 00:59:36,800
Speaker 3: which are beautiful and I love them, and it's like

1063
00:59:37,120 --> 00:59:40,760
Speaker 3: my goal maybe two one. I'm on one too, But

1064
00:59:40,840 --> 00:59:44,520
Speaker 3: I'm like the beginner, you know. Just in my mean event,

1065
00:59:44,720 --> 00:59:48,080
Speaker 3: I did everything myself. I built out the best you

1066
00:59:48,160 --> 00:59:51,560
Speaker 3: can in the mean event. But you know, it is

1067
00:59:51,600 --> 00:59:54,920
Speaker 3: a lot bigger than you think, a lot.

1068
00:59:55,000 --> 00:59:57,280
Speaker 2: Where you're calling from, Where is the where's the van?

1069
00:59:57,360 --> 00:59:57,640
Speaker 2: Right now?

1070
01:00:00,280 --> 01:00:03,680
Speaker 3: Right now in Colorado, Colorado.

1071
01:00:03,160 --> 01:00:06,280
Speaker 2: Okay, And you got everything you need in that mineral.

1072
01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:11,840
Speaker 3: I except like literally anything except for groceries right now

1073
01:00:12,000 --> 01:00:16,160
Speaker 3: because it's been really hot and I've just been eating

1074
01:00:17,200 --> 01:00:22,400
Speaker 3: fascinated orally quick things. But when the weather gets colder,

1075
01:00:23,600 --> 01:00:27,280
Speaker 3: I can cook in my van. I have like to

1076
01:00:27,360 --> 01:00:30,600
Speaker 3: fly of water, which in then life you never pick

1077
01:00:30,640 --> 01:00:33,920
Speaker 3: the water. You'll have to find free water, a clean one.

1078
01:00:34,720 --> 01:00:37,440
Speaker 3: But yeah, I have everything. Everything I own is in

1079
01:00:37,520 --> 01:00:42,240
Speaker 3: this van. And a change of perspective on life, you know,

1080
01:00:42,840 --> 01:00:44,880
Speaker 3: in a good way, like in a very good way.

1081
01:00:45,400 --> 01:00:49,360
Speaker 2: How has it changed your perspective on life?

1082
01:00:50,960 --> 01:00:55,920
Speaker 3: I think materialistic things weigh us downe sometimes, you know,

1083
01:00:56,360 --> 01:00:59,520
Speaker 3: or create this fear of change or like for me,

1084
01:01:00,000 --> 01:01:03,960
Speaker 3: because I have a lot of anxiety and change is scary,

1085
01:01:04,480 --> 01:01:08,240
Speaker 3: you know, especially when you're doing it alone or far

1086
01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:13,440
Speaker 3: away from like people you love physically. And I feel

1087
01:01:13,440 --> 01:01:17,320
Speaker 3: a lot more free, like in the spirit, you know,

1088
01:01:17,840 --> 01:01:21,720
Speaker 3: like I'm not afraid to do things alone anymore, because

1089
01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:25,440
Speaker 3: I enjoy being by myself, like I enjoy my own company,

1090
01:01:26,440 --> 01:01:31,440
Speaker 3: you know, like something that way, and knowing that I

1091
01:01:31,480 --> 01:01:37,200
Speaker 3: can literally go like I'm going into Wyoming and about

1092
01:01:38,120 --> 01:01:40,480
Speaker 3: a little bit over a week and I'm going to

1093
01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:42,760
Speaker 3: be there for winter for like ski season, and I've

1094
01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:45,400
Speaker 3: never worked in the skiers the word, so I'm like,

1095
01:01:46,200 --> 01:01:48,760
Speaker 3: it's crazy, like life can be what you want it

1096
01:01:48,800 --> 01:01:52,240
Speaker 3: to be when you let go bad things, you know.

1097
01:01:54,720 --> 01:01:57,960
Speaker 2: And have you always how old are you? Said? You

1098
01:01:57,960 --> 01:02:04,960
Speaker 2: said you're twenty two. Yeah, have you always you know,

1099
01:02:05,160 --> 01:02:08,880
Speaker 2: being adverse to doing things alone?

1100
01:02:10,320 --> 01:02:16,240
Speaker 3: No, not really. I think I was always like I

1101
01:02:16,320 --> 01:02:19,280
Speaker 3: have a lot of social anxiety. So doing things along

1102
01:02:19,320 --> 01:02:22,320
Speaker 3: for me was really scary, just because I didn't know

1103
01:02:22,360 --> 01:02:27,600
Speaker 3: how to interact with people. But through forcing myself and

1104
01:02:27,720 --> 01:02:30,840
Speaker 3: like going out and getting like you know, as a

1105
01:02:30,920 --> 01:02:36,080
Speaker 3: teenager working in customer service, being a cashier, and I

1106
01:02:36,120 --> 01:02:40,440
Speaker 3: think English not being my first language also was like

1107
01:02:41,360 --> 01:02:42,920
Speaker 3: a big barrier.

1108
01:02:43,360 --> 01:02:43,600
Speaker 2: You know.

1109
01:02:44,400 --> 01:02:48,880
Speaker 3: So I didn't want to be always well it's Russian,

1110
01:02:49,640 --> 01:02:54,400
Speaker 3: m I know, so it was a lot different. But

1111
01:02:54,840 --> 01:02:58,520
Speaker 3: I loved English, so I learned it. I tried to

1112
01:02:58,600 --> 01:03:05,040
Speaker 3: learn how fast, so that helped a lot. But yeah,

1113
01:03:05,040 --> 01:03:08,680
Speaker 3: I used to really feel uncomfortable being alone and I

1114
01:03:08,760 --> 01:03:10,760
Speaker 3: used to claim to people that were bad for me,

1115
01:03:11,760 --> 01:03:14,080
Speaker 3: and I just I stayed because it was like I

1116
01:03:14,120 --> 01:03:17,040
Speaker 3: don't want to be alone. But now I feel a

1117
01:03:17,040 --> 01:03:18,760
Speaker 3: lot more empowered by myself.

1118
01:03:21,720 --> 01:03:23,320
Speaker 2: How long have you been living in the vand.

1119
01:03:23,160 --> 01:03:29,320
Speaker 3: For I was just kind of reaching I think about

1120
01:03:29,360 --> 01:03:31,000
Speaker 3: a little bit over five months.

1121
01:03:34,360 --> 01:03:35,440
Speaker 2: About five months you.

1122
01:03:35,400 --> 01:03:40,200
Speaker 4: Said a little bit over Yeah, we where were you.

1123
01:03:40,200 --> 01:03:41,840
Speaker 2: Living before you were living in the vand we're living

1124
01:03:42,040 --> 01:03:43,600
Speaker 2: like with parents' romits.

1125
01:03:45,720 --> 01:03:50,600
Speaker 3: I was living well right before I was living by myself.

1126
01:03:52,040 --> 01:03:55,040
Speaker 3: But before that, I was living with my ex boyfriend.

1127
01:04:00,120 --> 01:04:07,040
Speaker 2: So you have that you're better off by yourself. Now

1128
01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:09,920
Speaker 2: are you on the road. While you're on the road,

1129
01:04:10,120 --> 01:04:13,440
Speaker 2: are you completely alone or do you have these times

1130
01:04:13,480 --> 01:04:16,200
Speaker 2: in which you do get to like interact with other people,

1131
01:04:16,360 --> 01:04:21,800
Speaker 2: whether they be other travelers or like you know, you

1132
01:04:21,840 --> 01:04:24,400
Speaker 2: said you were so you're gonna be working at a

1133
01:04:24,400 --> 01:04:29,920
Speaker 2: ski resort in Wyoming. Yeah, okay, so you're gonna be

1134
01:04:29,920 --> 01:04:31,480
Speaker 2: working with other people. Have you been meeting a lot

1135
01:04:31,480 --> 01:04:33,560
Speaker 2: of other travelers.

1136
01:04:35,640 --> 01:04:41,360
Speaker 3: I haven't really met a lot of Like I've met

1137
01:04:41,400 --> 01:04:46,240
Speaker 3: like a few people, but they never like it's a

1138
01:04:46,240 --> 01:04:52,760
Speaker 3: lot of I guess small talk, and I'm a lot

1139
01:04:52,840 --> 01:04:57,280
Speaker 3: better at small talks than like keeping the friends after

1140
01:04:57,360 --> 01:05:00,840
Speaker 3: because like I've met a few people that I tried

1141
01:05:00,840 --> 01:05:04,240
Speaker 3: to be friends with, but I feel like I'm not

1142
01:05:06,440 --> 01:05:08,560
Speaker 3: like I interact with people every day, Like I'm not

1143
01:05:08,640 --> 01:05:12,600
Speaker 3: just in a desert somewhere. I do delivery driving, so

1144
01:05:12,680 --> 01:05:15,800
Speaker 3: like I see people every day, but I don't have

1145
01:05:15,920 --> 01:05:20,320
Speaker 3: like long term connections here because even though I love

1146
01:05:20,400 --> 01:05:23,560
Speaker 3: talking to people, I don't really let a lot of

1147
01:05:23,600 --> 01:05:27,120
Speaker 3: people's stages because I just I'm really bad at texting,

1148
01:05:27,200 --> 01:05:31,520
Speaker 3: so I can't. I just like that's why I feel

1149
01:05:31,560 --> 01:05:34,600
Speaker 3: like I can't keep a lot of friends because I'll

1150
01:05:34,680 --> 01:05:37,280
Speaker 3: leave them on road for like two weeks and then

1151
01:05:37,640 --> 01:05:40,480
Speaker 3: I'll remember that I didn't respond and it'll be too late.

1152
01:05:43,120 --> 01:05:50,600
Speaker 2: And how has it been being alone?

1153
01:05:51,480 --> 01:05:55,400
Speaker 3: I think it's been really good because I was always

1154
01:05:55,560 --> 01:06:01,360
Speaker 3: like my biggest fear growing up supposed to be alone,

1155
01:06:01,520 --> 01:06:06,000
Speaker 3: And when I now facing this year, I think it's

1156
01:06:06,240 --> 01:06:09,880
Speaker 3: again the best thing and growth wise, like has ever

1157
01:06:09,920 --> 01:06:16,680
Speaker 3: happened to me, because it's not bad being alone. You know,

1158
01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:22,480
Speaker 3: you find like you get to know yourself because I

1159
01:06:22,480 --> 01:06:26,040
Speaker 3: don't think I really know myself before this and now

1160
01:06:26,960 --> 01:06:29,240
Speaker 3: away from like because I still like talk to my

1161
01:06:29,280 --> 01:06:35,000
Speaker 3: friends and my family from Indiana and stuff, but I

1162
01:06:35,040 --> 01:06:38,200
Speaker 3: can't just they're not here every day like they used to,

1163
01:06:38,280 --> 01:06:42,080
Speaker 3: you know, so you get to kind of they let

1164
01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:46,640
Speaker 3: me develop my own personality if I can, If that

1165
01:06:46,680 --> 01:06:53,920
Speaker 3: makes sense, not a lot of healing time.

1166
01:06:54,080 --> 01:06:54,320
Speaker 5: You know.

1167
01:06:56,240 --> 01:07:02,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's very very interesting how different you develop when

1168
01:07:02,360 --> 01:07:04,920
Speaker 2: there's no one around, because if you're constantly surrounded by

1169
01:07:04,920 --> 01:07:07,760
Speaker 2: your friends or your family, you know, a lot of

1170
01:07:07,800 --> 01:07:12,760
Speaker 2: your personality and perspective is shaped by them inherently. And

1171
01:07:12,800 --> 01:07:19,120
Speaker 2: when there's a lack of that external sort of stimulus

1172
01:07:19,360 --> 01:07:25,440
Speaker 2: and you're just sort of free to develop independently, it,

1173
01:07:25,520 --> 01:07:32,040
Speaker 2: you know, paints a whole new person. What have you

1174
01:07:32,200 --> 01:07:32,800
Speaker 2: learned about it?

1175
01:07:40,840 --> 01:07:49,560
Speaker 3: I think I learned and accepted that. I don't know

1176
01:07:49,680 --> 01:07:55,760
Speaker 3: to like put it into words, did it? Sorry, I'm

1177
01:07:55,800 --> 01:07:58,280
Speaker 3: just trying to put it so it makes sense and

1178
01:07:58,400 --> 01:08:04,840
Speaker 3: one sence. I think it's like accepting that I don't

1179
01:08:04,880 --> 01:08:08,360
Speaker 3: want to go to college for anything, because even though

1180
01:08:08,400 --> 01:08:12,800
Speaker 3: I was like not pressure to, but kind of pressure too,

1181
01:08:13,520 --> 01:08:16,640
Speaker 3: because I don't really want anything that college can give me.

1182
01:08:17,560 --> 01:08:21,639
Speaker 3: Like I love to crochet and I have so much

1183
01:08:21,680 --> 01:08:27,440
Speaker 3: more time to do it now. And I started journaling,

1184
01:08:27,479 --> 01:08:29,840
Speaker 3: which I used to hate writing. So now I'm like,

1185
01:08:30,280 --> 01:08:33,639
Speaker 3: I'm discovering the more like art side of me, and

1186
01:08:34,520 --> 01:08:38,120
Speaker 3: it's really important to me because a family, like my

1187
01:08:38,200 --> 01:08:43,960
Speaker 3: family from Ukraine and Russia. They my grandpa and my uncle,

1188
01:08:44,000 --> 01:08:49,640
Speaker 3: they were very they were great painters, you know, just amazing,

1189
01:08:50,600 --> 01:08:54,120
Speaker 3: and growing up with them until it moved was like

1190
01:08:56,600 --> 01:09:01,479
Speaker 3: such an inspiration. But when I moved and you start

1191
01:09:01,520 --> 01:09:04,679
Speaker 3: growing up and it's like pressure of the money. Well,

1192
01:09:05,120 --> 01:09:10,200
Speaker 3: you can't really make money with art, so you'd better

1193
01:09:10,240 --> 01:09:15,839
Speaker 3: be a lawyer or an architect, and you know, stuff

1194
01:09:15,880 --> 01:09:18,559
Speaker 3: like that. And I gave up on it and just

1195
01:09:18,640 --> 01:09:22,000
Speaker 3: jumped it down, and I was very unhappy ever since.

1196
01:09:22,080 --> 01:09:27,280
Speaker 3: But I've never realized it. And now I get to

1197
01:09:27,360 --> 01:09:31,840
Speaker 3: actually enjoy it and make things that I love and

1198
01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:35,679
Speaker 3: be proud of myself and be able to like wear

1199
01:09:35,720 --> 01:09:42,680
Speaker 3: a sweater knowing that it wasn't really real until I

1200
01:09:42,760 --> 01:09:45,320
Speaker 3: took a hook in the yard and made a sweater,

1201
01:09:45,439 --> 01:09:52,519
Speaker 3: Like it's just in my head. It's very trippy, if

1202
01:09:52,680 --> 01:09:56,719
Speaker 3: that's the word. Because again, before I started, just even

1203
01:09:56,760 --> 01:10:00,479
Speaker 3: living alone in my apartment for a year, I feel

1204
01:10:00,520 --> 01:10:03,519
Speaker 3: like I didn't really exist, you know. It was like

1205
01:10:03,600 --> 01:10:08,639
Speaker 3: I just gained consciousness recently and I'm like, wow, life

1206
01:10:08,800 --> 01:10:09,839
Speaker 3: is crazy.

1207
01:10:11,680 --> 01:10:11,840
Speaker 11: You know.

1208
01:10:13,360 --> 01:10:18,400
Speaker 2: Do you have some sort of ultimate goal or dream

1209
01:10:18,439 --> 01:10:19,000
Speaker 2: for yourself?

1210
01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:29,080
Speaker 3: I think so. I think it would be buying land

1211
01:10:29,240 --> 01:10:34,320
Speaker 3: somewhere in the mountains, just building myself a little home,

1212
01:10:35,439 --> 01:10:39,680
Speaker 3: making a garden, having my dog, maybe a few more

1213
01:10:40,240 --> 01:10:47,880
Speaker 3: other dogs, and just live like an insustainable peace if

1214
01:10:47,880 --> 01:10:50,479
Speaker 3: that makes sense, you know, like having my own cellar,

1215
01:10:52,080 --> 01:10:57,200
Speaker 3: just live with the earth more.

1216
01:10:57,240 --> 01:11:03,720
Speaker 2: Any kid about this new life of being sort of

1217
01:11:03,800 --> 01:11:11,400
Speaker 2: nomadic and on your own, that has been more difficult

1218
01:11:11,439 --> 01:11:15,200
Speaker 2: for you than how your previous life was.

1219
01:11:20,479 --> 01:11:26,040
Speaker 3: Probably going through like that separation from the peopils, because

1220
01:11:26,040 --> 01:11:28,360
Speaker 3: I feel like sometimes there'll still be days when I'm

1221
01:11:28,400 --> 01:11:33,000
Speaker 3: like I really miss them, but I know I can

1222
01:11:33,240 --> 01:11:36,720
Speaker 3: just like drive the minutes to see them and just

1223
01:11:36,760 --> 01:11:41,639
Speaker 3: being like grieving that part until like I'm just reminding

1224
01:11:41,680 --> 01:11:44,280
Speaker 3: myself that I'll see them again, you know, not like

1225
01:11:44,320 --> 01:11:49,000
Speaker 3: I'm going forever. But that was probably the hardest part.

1226
01:11:54,560 --> 01:11:57,960
Speaker 2: Well, you know, I think it's uh, I think that's

1227
01:11:58,040 --> 01:12:02,960
Speaker 2: awesome that you took some initiative to because it's very

1228
01:12:03,000 --> 01:12:04,439
Speaker 2: scary and a lot of people don't want to do it.

1229
01:12:04,479 --> 01:12:07,960
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't want to isolate themselves to

1230
01:12:08,000 --> 01:12:09,479
Speaker 2: sort of figure out who they are.

1231
01:12:10,280 --> 01:12:10,479
Speaker 1: You know.

1232
01:12:10,800 --> 01:12:14,000
Speaker 2: That's why that's that's like kind of a big reason

1233
01:12:14,000 --> 01:12:18,160
Speaker 2: why people will find themselves and friendships that are bad

1234
01:12:18,240 --> 01:12:20,679
Speaker 2: for them, or relationships that are bad for them because

1235
01:12:20,680 --> 01:12:23,960
Speaker 2: they're afraid of being alone, you know. And it's a

1236
01:12:24,000 --> 01:12:25,800
Speaker 2: fear that a lot of people, I think struggle with.

1237
01:12:27,520 --> 01:12:30,360
Speaker 2: But every time I hear from people, and you know,

1238
01:12:30,400 --> 01:12:34,439
Speaker 2: I've done this myself too, you know, conquering that fear,

1239
01:12:36,200 --> 01:12:39,280
Speaker 2: they always end up better for it. I've seen you

1240
01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:42,280
Speaker 2: always end up learning shit about yourself they didn't learn

1241
01:12:42,360 --> 01:12:45,920
Speaker 2: or growing. I've always felt that way. I've always felt

1242
01:12:45,920 --> 01:12:53,799
Speaker 2: like growth takes place in isolation from other people and

1243
01:12:53,800 --> 01:13:01,400
Speaker 2: and sometimes isolation from just really any sort of external

1244
01:13:02,560 --> 01:13:07,640
Speaker 2: influential stimulus. You know. So what you share your name was?

1245
01:13:09,920 --> 01:13:12,160
Speaker 1: Your name is Janna, Yanna.

1246
01:13:12,280 --> 01:13:14,519
Speaker 2: So good for you, Yanna. I'm glad to hear that

1247
01:13:14,560 --> 01:13:18,360
Speaker 2: you that you and you know, I wish you luck

1248
01:13:18,400 --> 01:13:21,280
Speaker 2: as you continue your journey.

1249
01:13:21,600 --> 01:13:24,439
Speaker 3: Thank you so much. It was the first time talking

1250
01:13:24,479 --> 01:13:28,960
Speaker 3: with you, and it was just a very pleasurable experience.

1251
01:13:29,000 --> 01:13:31,280
Speaker 3: And I hope you have a beautiful fight in night.

1252
01:13:32,360 --> 01:13:33,920
Speaker 2: Thank you very much, Jannah. You have the rest of

1253
01:13:33,960 --> 01:13:34,240
Speaker 2: the night.

1254
01:13:36,120 --> 01:13:36,679
Speaker 3: Thank you.

1255
01:13:36,720 --> 01:13:37,040
Speaker 5: Bye.

1256
01:13:38,800 --> 01:13:46,599
Speaker 16: Hello, Hello, Hello, is this.

1257
01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:49,920
Speaker 2: On? You're on?

1258
01:13:52,600 --> 01:13:52,680
Speaker 1: What?

1259
01:13:53,120 --> 01:13:54,960
Speaker 16: Oh my gosh, what's up?

1260
01:13:55,040 --> 01:13:55,240
Speaker 6: Jack?

1261
01:13:56,400 --> 01:13:56,840
Speaker 2: What's up?

1262
01:13:57,360 --> 01:13:57,479
Speaker 17: Uh?

1263
01:13:57,720 --> 01:14:08,599
Speaker 2: You know the sky let me, I'm crazy. It's it's

1264
01:14:08,640 --> 01:14:20,720
Speaker 2: it's crazy Gecko nights. Oh you know. Nah, I'm just

1265
01:14:20,760 --> 01:14:22,639
Speaker 2: I'm just I'm just kidding, man, I'm just joking around.

1266
01:14:22,680 --> 01:14:25,680
Speaker 2: What's up with you?

1267
01:14:25,720 --> 01:14:30,160
Speaker 16: No much, dude, Yeah, what's what's happening? How's your night going?

1268
01:14:31,439 --> 01:14:31,599
Speaker 9: Well?

1269
01:14:31,680 --> 01:14:36,799
Speaker 2: What would you like to talk about?

1270
01:14:37,120 --> 01:14:40,600
Speaker 16: Well, I'm really nervous. Uh so I had no one

1271
01:14:40,760 --> 01:14:45,200
Speaker 16: embarrassing story to tell. Oh tell me, Yeah, I have

1272
01:14:45,240 --> 01:14:48,080
Speaker 16: an embarrassing story that I could share.

1273
01:14:49,000 --> 01:14:49,760
Speaker 2: Hit man.

1274
01:14:52,000 --> 01:14:55,439
Speaker 16: Uh okay. So to set the stage, I went to

1275
01:14:55,520 --> 01:15:00,639
Speaker 16: a really small school, Like I graduated with thirty seven kids,

1276
01:15:01,240 --> 01:15:03,719
Speaker 16: and like in the whole high school there was maybe

1277
01:15:03,760 --> 01:15:06,400
Speaker 16: one hundred kids to a really small school.

1278
01:15:07,040 --> 01:15:08,160
Speaker 13: And I was a junior.

1279
01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:11,920
Speaker 16: And it was during homecoming week, like you know the

1280
01:15:12,360 --> 01:15:16,080
Speaker 16: powderpuff football where like the girls play flag football.

1281
01:15:16,680 --> 01:15:17,600
Speaker 2: I have I've heard of that.

1282
01:15:19,520 --> 01:15:24,599
Speaker 16: Yeah. So my friend and I were coaching, or try

1283
01:15:24,640 --> 01:15:27,800
Speaker 16: attempting to coach. I mean it was halftime and we

1284
01:15:27,880 --> 01:15:29,760
Speaker 16: had this little whiteboard and I was just trying to

1285
01:15:30,080 --> 01:15:31,880
Speaker 16: ride up some plays and I mean they weren't really

1286
01:15:31,880 --> 01:15:36,160
Speaker 16: paying attention. But this one of the girls comes up

1287
01:15:36,160 --> 01:15:40,599
Speaker 16: behind me and pulls my pants down. So I had

1288
01:15:40,640 --> 01:15:44,080
Speaker 16: sweatpants and this like new silk underwear that I had,

1289
01:15:44,120 --> 01:15:48,600
Speaker 16: but it didn't really fit right, and she pulled my

1290
01:15:48,720 --> 01:15:52,920
Speaker 16: underwear down with it. And so this was like in

1291
01:15:52,960 --> 01:15:55,160
Speaker 16: front of like, like I said, it was a small school,

1292
01:15:55,200 --> 01:15:59,559
Speaker 16: so basically all the like junior and senior girls saw

1293
01:15:59,640 --> 01:16:03,680
Speaker 16: my penis and it was it was gected with the

1294
01:16:03,840 --> 01:16:04,880
Speaker 16: cold nights that night.

1295
01:16:10,040 --> 01:16:12,599
Speaker 2: And how did this crowd of people when they saw

1296
01:16:12,640 --> 01:16:13,600
Speaker 2: your penis?

1297
01:16:15,760 --> 01:16:19,640
Speaker 16: They, uh, they just laughed and probably I don't know,

1298
01:16:19,680 --> 01:16:21,479
Speaker 16: I think I blacked out at that point.

1299
01:16:22,520 --> 01:16:23,200
Speaker 2: You blacked out?

1300
01:16:24,000 --> 01:16:25,960
Speaker 16: Yeah, I'm sure they just well, I don't know. It's

1301
01:16:26,000 --> 01:16:28,920
Speaker 16: like really embarrassing. I wasn't really paying attention to what

1302
01:16:28,920 --> 01:16:30,559
Speaker 16: they were doing. It was like pulling my pants up,

1303
01:16:30,600 --> 01:16:34,160
Speaker 16: and yeah, I bet they were just laughing, like covering

1304
01:16:34,200 --> 01:16:37,040
Speaker 16: their mouths. I thought they were embarrassed too, but the

1305
01:16:37,080 --> 01:16:38,880
Speaker 16: girl who did it was just cracking up like it

1306
01:16:38,920 --> 01:16:41,000
Speaker 16: was the the funniest thing ever.

1307
01:16:41,800 --> 01:16:46,719
Speaker 2: The girl who did it to like show your whole

1308
01:16:46,760 --> 01:16:48,599
Speaker 2: penis or just.

1309
01:16:49,280 --> 01:16:54,320
Speaker 16: I hope not. Yeah, I would, I would think just

1310
01:16:54,520 --> 01:16:57,800
Speaker 16: the just the pants. But like yeah, because if I

1311
01:16:57,840 --> 01:17:00,639
Speaker 16: was wearing jeans, I think, well, I don't know, jeans

1312
01:17:00,640 --> 01:17:03,600
Speaker 16: are probably hard to be pants, but yeah, I don't know,

1313
01:17:03,640 --> 01:17:05,880
Speaker 16: I don't I'd like to think that she wasn't trying to,

1314
01:17:05,960 --> 01:17:08,599
Speaker 16: but maybe she was. I haven't really thought about that.

1315
01:17:09,240 --> 01:17:09,639
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

1316
01:17:10,080 --> 01:17:11,400
Speaker 16: That's that would be really bad.

1317
01:17:11,960 --> 01:17:14,120
Speaker 2: Well, what was what's your relationship like with this girl?

1318
01:17:14,200 --> 01:17:16,479
Speaker 2: You guys? Friends? Like you know, what gave her really

1319
01:17:16,520 --> 01:17:18,920
Speaker 2: the jurisdiction to pants you like that?

1320
01:17:21,280 --> 01:17:24,840
Speaker 16: So I haven't talked to her in ah, like a while.

1321
01:17:24,960 --> 01:17:28,040
Speaker 16: Just I mean, we grew apart, but we were, Yeah,

1322
01:17:28,040 --> 01:17:32,040
Speaker 16: we were definitely friends then. Like it wouldn't have been

1323
01:17:32,120 --> 01:17:34,120
Speaker 16: that it wouldn't have been that big of a deal

1324
01:17:34,160 --> 01:17:37,920
Speaker 16: if she had just depants me. But I think I

1325
01:17:37,920 --> 01:17:41,599
Speaker 16: don't think that she planned to pull my underwear down

1326
01:17:41,640 --> 01:17:43,360
Speaker 16: to no. But we we we were we were then, Like

1327
01:17:43,360 --> 01:17:44,280
Speaker 16: I said, the next.

1328
01:17:44,160 --> 01:17:46,519
Speaker 2: Day at school. The next day at school, did people

1329
01:17:47,680 --> 01:17:51,720
Speaker 2: look at you sort of weird and you know, and

1330
01:17:51,800 --> 01:17:54,840
Speaker 2: you could sort of tell what yours looks like?

1331
01:18:01,280 --> 01:18:04,400
Speaker 16: I think, I mean, I I don't think it was

1332
01:18:04,520 --> 01:18:08,320
Speaker 16: that like probably I bet that people were talking about

1333
01:18:08,320 --> 01:18:10,479
Speaker 16: it the next day, but I mean, when you go

1334
01:18:10,520 --> 01:18:13,799
Speaker 16: to that school that's small, it's like everyone's kind of family.

1335
01:18:13,960 --> 01:18:17,599
Speaker 2: So it wasn't like penis already at the school. That's small.

1336
01:18:19,680 --> 01:18:20,680
Speaker 2: It's not even a big deal.

1337
01:18:21,400 --> 01:18:25,320
Speaker 16: Yeah yeah, I think I think we we got past

1338
01:18:25,400 --> 01:18:29,320
Speaker 16: it pretty quickly because I mean it's not like it

1339
01:18:29,400 --> 01:18:34,479
Speaker 16: was a huge penis that would like engrave in their memories.

1340
01:18:36,000 --> 01:18:38,320
Speaker 2: See that's you know what. I know that, I know

1341
01:18:38,360 --> 01:18:40,080
Speaker 2: that you feel as though it's I know, you know

1342
01:18:40,200 --> 01:18:42,280
Speaker 2: you said it was called out and your penis was shriveled.

1343
01:18:42,520 --> 01:18:44,240
Speaker 2: I know you're sort of making that as a point

1344
01:18:44,240 --> 01:18:46,840
Speaker 2: to make it more embarrassing, But you're right. It makes

1345
01:18:46,880 --> 01:18:50,240
Speaker 2: it not as bad because people remember it. Because your

1346
01:18:50,240 --> 01:18:54,080
Speaker 2: penis is so small, people remember it less, like say,

1347
01:18:54,120 --> 01:18:57,160
Speaker 2: if you had a huge penis. You know, people see

1348
01:18:57,160 --> 01:18:59,880
Speaker 2: your small penis on Friday. Ye've forgotten about it. If

1349
01:18:59,920 --> 01:19:01,479
Speaker 2: you had a bigger penis, I mean they would have.

1350
01:19:02,160 --> 01:19:04,840
Speaker 2: You know, I've been talking about that for years. But

1351
01:19:05,240 --> 01:19:07,160
Speaker 2: you know, it's just you know, becomes part of the

1352
01:19:07,160 --> 01:19:15,840
Speaker 2: news cycle if it's a small, shriveled penis, right, I mean,

1353
01:19:15,840 --> 01:19:17,400
Speaker 2: that's you know, that's a good thing. You know, that's

1354
01:19:17,439 --> 01:19:20,320
Speaker 2: that's that's another example of turning a weakness into a strength.

1355
01:19:20,400 --> 01:19:22,400
Speaker 2: You know, everyone thinks it's bad to have a small penis,

1356
01:19:22,439 --> 01:19:24,560
Speaker 2: but This is one of those one of those situations

1357
01:19:24,560 --> 01:19:26,799
Speaker 2: in which you know it comes in handy.

1358
01:19:28,920 --> 01:19:30,519
Speaker 16: Yeah, I think you're right. I've never thought about it

1359
01:19:30,560 --> 01:19:30,880
Speaker 16: that way.

1360
01:19:31,360 --> 01:19:32,160
Speaker 2: What your name was?

1361
01:19:32,600 --> 01:19:35,200
Speaker 16: If I would have had? Uh?

1362
01:19:35,600 --> 01:19:35,920
Speaker 11: Max?

1363
01:19:36,840 --> 01:19:39,320
Speaker 2: Max? Well? Max? Thank you for calling and sharing, and

1364
01:19:39,439 --> 01:19:41,120
Speaker 2: I hope that this conversation was helpful for you and

1365
01:19:41,240 --> 01:19:42,920
Speaker 2: reframing the past.

1366
01:19:45,120 --> 01:19:45,320
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1367
01:19:45,760 --> 01:19:54,000
Speaker 2: Thanks, love you anytime. Take care. Hello, Hello, what's up?

1368
01:19:55,160 --> 01:19:55,400
Speaker 6: Hi?

1369
01:19:56,080 --> 01:19:56,599
Speaker 18: How are you?

1370
01:19:57,479 --> 01:19:57,880
Speaker 2: How am I?

1371
01:20:00,080 --> 01:20:01,360
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1372
01:20:01,800 --> 01:20:03,120
Speaker 2: I'm a gecko.

1373
01:20:04,560 --> 01:20:08,120
Speaker 18: Oh, I kind of wish I was a gecko. We

1374
01:20:08,120 --> 01:20:11,080
Speaker 18: were told that your costumes only sixty dollars on Amazon,

1375
01:20:11,640 --> 01:20:17,120
Speaker 18: so anyone could be I guess.

1376
01:20:15,680 --> 01:20:17,440
Speaker 2: Why do you wish you were a gecko?

1377
01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:23,559
Speaker 18: Because I would be easier? Well, maybe you could climb

1378
01:20:23,600 --> 01:20:25,080
Speaker 18: up walls. That'd be fun.

1379
01:20:26,200 --> 01:20:27,960
Speaker 2: What would be easier.

1380
01:20:29,280 --> 01:20:32,400
Speaker 18: Being a gecko? Easier than being a human?

1381
01:20:34,040 --> 01:20:36,000
Speaker 2: How do you know that you've never been a gecko?

1382
01:20:39,160 --> 01:20:39,799
Speaker 3: That's true.

1383
01:20:40,400 --> 01:20:43,479
Speaker 18: I did see a gecko like almost die of this summer,

1384
01:20:43,479 --> 01:20:44,040
Speaker 18: so maybe.

1385
01:20:43,880 --> 01:20:44,839
Speaker 13: It wouldn't be easier.

1386
01:20:48,280 --> 01:20:49,559
Speaker 2: Do you think my life is easier?

1387
01:20:52,400 --> 01:20:55,800
Speaker 18: No? Maybe not a therapy get go because it kind

1388
01:20:55,800 --> 01:20:58,840
Speaker 18: of I would probably would just be like a It's

1389
01:20:58,920 --> 01:20:59,519
Speaker 18: kind of hard.

1390
01:21:05,040 --> 01:21:06,480
Speaker 2: You know, you make a lot of assumptions.

1391
01:21:09,040 --> 01:21:11,240
Speaker 18: Sorry, I'll try to stop.

1392
01:21:12,880 --> 01:21:14,760
Speaker 2: You know, it's not easy being green.

1393
01:21:17,560 --> 01:21:18,639
Speaker 18: It's not easy being green.

1394
01:21:19,400 --> 01:21:22,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know, I gotta have I gotta eat bugs.

1395
01:21:23,000 --> 01:21:23,880
Speaker 2: Have you ever eat in a bug?

1396
01:21:25,920 --> 01:21:26,880
Speaker 18: I have eaten a bug.

1397
01:21:27,560 --> 01:21:28,280
Speaker 2: Did you like it?

1398
01:21:30,200 --> 01:21:30,280
Speaker 1: No?

1399
01:21:30,760 --> 01:21:32,400
Speaker 18: I was picking legs out of my teeth.

1400
01:21:32,920 --> 01:21:34,479
Speaker 2: Well, there we go. Imagine if you had to only

1401
01:21:34,520 --> 01:21:36,120
Speaker 2: eat bugs, wouldn't be that easy?

1402
01:21:38,400 --> 01:21:39,400
Speaker 18: Yeah? Probably not.

1403
01:21:39,520 --> 01:21:40,479
Speaker 3: I don't think i'd like that.

1404
01:21:47,840 --> 01:21:51,960
Speaker 18: Is there a question this week? Okay, so we called

1405
01:21:52,040 --> 01:21:56,000
Speaker 18: because I'm with one of my friends and we didn't

1406
01:21:56,000 --> 01:21:57,879
Speaker 18: know what the question was. But we have a story,

1407
01:21:58,880 --> 01:22:01,519
Speaker 18: well we have a couple of stories, but we have

1408
01:22:01,600 --> 01:22:05,280
Speaker 18: one that's embarrassing, and then we have like a just

1409
01:22:05,320 --> 01:22:06,360
Speaker 18: the one.

1410
01:22:06,600 --> 01:22:08,120
Speaker 2: We'll do that with the one that what you said,

1411
01:22:08,160 --> 01:22:09,800
Speaker 2: there's one that's embarrassing, the one that's what.

1412
01:22:11,400 --> 01:22:13,640
Speaker 18: One that's embarrassing, and then we have one that's like

1413
01:22:13,760 --> 01:22:17,080
Speaker 18: a near death situation. But we called it out the embarrassing.

1414
01:22:16,600 --> 01:22:19,360
Speaker 2: One because that was really the embarrassing one.

1415
01:22:20,560 --> 01:22:24,360
Speaker 18: Okay, I don't know where to start with this. So

1416
01:22:25,400 --> 01:22:31,160
Speaker 18: earlier this week, well, I'm actually the friend I'm with,

1417
01:22:31,680 --> 01:22:34,000
Speaker 18: he's part of it, so I'm sure he would be

1418
01:22:34,080 --> 01:22:40,120
Speaker 18: open to talking to you about it too, but we

1419
01:22:40,120 --> 01:22:47,839
Speaker 18: we're doing the dirty as you do. And he decided

1420
01:22:47,920 --> 01:22:53,599
Speaker 18: to video it. And this was on Snapchat, so like

1421
01:22:54,200 --> 01:22:57,240
Speaker 18: the save button is right next to the post button,

1422
01:22:59,400 --> 01:23:00,720
Speaker 18: and we.

1423
01:23:00,880 --> 01:23:01,719
Speaker 3: Boosted it.

1424
01:23:06,880 --> 01:23:09,200
Speaker 2: And how did people react?

1425
01:23:10,960 --> 01:23:14,800
Speaker 18: So apparently it was only up for five minutes, but

1426
01:23:16,240 --> 01:23:20,360
Speaker 18: I got like frantic text messages telling me like, oh shit,

1427
01:23:20,400 --> 01:23:25,559
Speaker 18: you got to delete your story. But everybody who's like

1428
01:23:25,640 --> 01:23:29,760
Speaker 18: surprisingly nice. I don't know who. I don't know who

1429
01:23:29,840 --> 01:23:31,920
Speaker 18: else saw. I think it was less than twenty people.

1430
01:23:32,000 --> 01:23:39,000
Speaker 2: But by the way, I my you know what, my

1431
01:23:39,200 --> 01:23:44,120
Speaker 2: strongest you know what I really don't like about this

1432
01:23:44,200 --> 01:23:47,320
Speaker 2: story is I don't why do people? I guess I've

1433
01:23:47,439 --> 01:23:51,160
Speaker 2: seen people do this now where instead of using their

1434
01:23:51,200 --> 01:23:55,440
Speaker 2: photo app to take photos, they always use their Snapchat

1435
01:23:55,479 --> 01:23:59,880
Speaker 2: app and then save it. That's I think, I know,

1436
01:24:00,240 --> 01:24:02,320
Speaker 2: why would you? Why would you do that, especially if

1437
01:24:02,320 --> 01:24:04,280
Speaker 2: you're gonna take video of yourself having sex, like just

1438
01:24:04,400 --> 01:24:06,599
Speaker 2: use the camera app.

1439
01:24:08,280 --> 01:24:11,160
Speaker 18: I know, Like, thinking back on it, I feel so dumb.

1440
01:24:11,200 --> 01:24:14,960
Speaker 18: I don't know why, like it would have happened that way.

1441
01:24:16,880 --> 01:24:20,920
Speaker 18: It was just like I don't know, it's just like

1442
01:24:21,479 --> 01:24:22,840
Speaker 18: no thought went into it at all.

1443
01:24:25,040 --> 01:24:29,560
Speaker 2: Do you think anyone saved the video. Huh do you

1444
01:24:29,560 --> 01:24:30,880
Speaker 2: think anyone saved the video?

1445
01:24:33,240 --> 01:24:37,040
Speaker 18: I don't think so. But like, when I realized what happened,

1446
01:24:37,160 --> 01:24:40,960
Speaker 18: I was so panicked. I like, I don't know. I

1447
01:24:41,000 --> 01:24:42,640
Speaker 18: kind of feel like I blacked out and I was

1448
01:24:42,680 --> 01:24:45,240
Speaker 18: so anxious to delete it that I didn't really check.

1449
01:24:45,280 --> 01:24:49,920
Speaker 18: Because it tells you when somebody like screen records or screenshots,

1450
01:24:50,439 --> 01:24:56,880
Speaker 18: but I didn't notice that. I don't think blacking out.

1451
01:24:56,760 --> 01:25:00,879
Speaker 2: From embarrassment to thing. I'm learning about this today.

1452
01:25:01,800 --> 01:25:04,880
Speaker 18: I think it is. It's happen to me more than once.

1453
01:25:11,800 --> 01:25:13,160
Speaker 18: They're asking for an age.

1454
01:25:13,000 --> 01:25:23,280
Speaker 2: Jac nineteen, Well, good luck with your life.

1455
01:25:25,920 --> 01:25:28,879
Speaker 18: Yeah, thanks. Everyone's saying it's a lie.

1456
01:25:29,880 --> 01:25:34,720
Speaker 2: I don't care what people say about anything. You know,

1457
01:25:34,800 --> 01:25:36,559
Speaker 2: when people say things on the internet all the time,

1458
01:25:36,600 --> 01:25:40,240
Speaker 2: people say that things are lies and that it's all noise,

1459
01:25:40,880 --> 01:25:44,120
Speaker 2: even me talking right now, Yes, noise. Everything is just

1460
01:25:44,160 --> 01:25:47,320
Speaker 2: a bunch of fucking noise. True.

1461
01:25:47,560 --> 01:25:47,760
Speaker 3: I know.

1462
01:25:47,800 --> 01:25:53,519
Speaker 2: I got to learn that perfect have aggress the night Sarah,

1463
01:25:53,560 --> 01:26:01,800
Speaker 2: thank you? Hello? What's up?

1464
01:26:04,800 --> 01:26:05,360
Speaker 1: Is this a guy?

1465
01:26:06,280 --> 01:26:08,040
Speaker 2: This is a gat.

1466
01:26:09,160 --> 01:26:15,000
Speaker 11: So man? Uh. I found you on Spotify actually, which

1467
01:26:15,040 --> 01:26:23,200
Speaker 11: is funny. You podcasts popped up on my front page

1468
01:26:23,240 --> 01:26:26,080
Speaker 11: and I thought Wow, this is a funny concept.

1469
01:26:27,640 --> 01:26:30,040
Speaker 2: You're saying, this is funny.

1470
01:26:30,840 --> 01:26:32,040
Speaker 11: Yeah, it's a good concept.

1471
01:26:32,840 --> 01:26:33,240
Speaker 2: Thank you.

1472
01:26:34,800 --> 01:26:36,880
Speaker 11: It's good what you do for people. It's good that

1473
01:26:36,960 --> 01:26:40,000
Speaker 11: you could let people come here and and talk about shit.

1474
01:26:40,120 --> 01:26:42,880
Speaker 2: You know, totally. I know, I stole the idea from

1475
01:26:42,880 --> 01:26:47,800
Speaker 2: some other guy, So I appre I'm glad that you

1476
01:26:47,880 --> 01:26:50,800
Speaker 2: like it. I would say it took me a lot

1477
01:26:50,840 --> 01:26:53,000
Speaker 2: of effort to come up with, but I totally stole

1478
01:26:53,040 --> 01:26:57,760
Speaker 2: it from someone else. And he's you know, he's dead now,

1479
01:26:58,360 --> 01:26:58,920
Speaker 2: so it's just me.

1480
01:27:01,439 --> 01:27:03,960
Speaker 10: Did you kill him?

1481
01:27:04,320 --> 01:27:05,320
Speaker 2: What would you like to talk about?

1482
01:27:07,720 --> 01:27:07,880
Speaker 3: Uh?

1483
01:27:08,840 --> 01:27:11,000
Speaker 11: So, I was listening to your podcast. I don't remember

1484
01:27:11,040 --> 01:27:15,160
Speaker 11: the episode, but you said that you didn't like high

1485
01:27:15,200 --> 01:27:20,040
Speaker 11: school relationships or relationships that like went out of high school.

1486
01:27:20,200 --> 01:27:25,559
Speaker 11: I wanted to know why.

1487
01:27:24,960 --> 01:27:27,880
Speaker 2: Relationships that went out of high school? What do you

1488
01:27:27,920 --> 01:27:31,160
Speaker 2: What do you mean exactly? Like like people in school

1489
01:27:31,200 --> 01:27:36,520
Speaker 2: in relationships or relationships that extend outside of high school?

1490
01:27:36,560 --> 01:27:39,800
Speaker 11: Like I meant, like getting in a relationship in high

1491
01:27:39,840 --> 01:27:44,519
Speaker 11: school and then it going years past? Does that make well?

1492
01:27:44,560 --> 01:27:46,240
Speaker 2: I mean, look, I you know, I don't know. I

1493
01:27:46,280 --> 01:27:48,280
Speaker 2: don't know a damn thing here about love, you know,

1494
01:27:48,560 --> 01:27:52,040
Speaker 2: but I've had many people you know call in and

1495
01:27:52,080 --> 01:27:54,040
Speaker 2: be like, hey, you know, I met my boyfriend when

1496
01:27:54,080 --> 01:27:56,800
Speaker 2: I was a junior in high school and we've been

1497
01:27:56,840 --> 01:28:00,400
Speaker 2: together for, you know, forty five years. And I'm like,

1498
01:28:00,439 --> 01:28:04,439
Speaker 2: that's fantastic. I am not an authority whatsoever on anyone

1499
01:28:04,439 --> 01:28:09,759
Speaker 2: else's happiness, but I mean, it sounds like you're asking

1500
01:28:09,800 --> 01:28:12,599
Speaker 2: me this. This sounds like this comes from a personal thing.

1501
01:28:12,800 --> 01:28:14,600
Speaker 2: Are you in a relate? Are you how old are you?

1502
01:28:16,600 --> 01:28:19,559
Speaker 2: I'm twenty three, you're twenty three. Are you asked? Are

1503
01:28:19,600 --> 01:28:21,639
Speaker 2: you in a relationship with someone that you've been with

1504
01:28:21,640 --> 01:28:22,360
Speaker 2: since high school?

1505
01:28:23,960 --> 01:28:24,040
Speaker 17: No?

1506
01:28:24,240 --> 01:28:27,320
Speaker 11: I actually just got out of a relationship with someone

1507
01:28:27,880 --> 01:28:30,479
Speaker 11: that I met in high school. You're dating for like

1508
01:28:30,520 --> 01:28:31,440
Speaker 11: five years.

1509
01:28:31,560 --> 01:28:32,680
Speaker 2: And it just had How was it?

1510
01:28:33,320 --> 01:28:33,400
Speaker 1: So?

1511
01:28:35,120 --> 01:28:37,679
Speaker 11: I think it was pretty good. But you know, okay,

1512
01:28:37,800 --> 01:28:40,560
Speaker 11: you never know what the other party's thinking, you know

1513
01:28:40,600 --> 01:28:41,120
Speaker 11: what I'm saying.

1514
01:28:42,800 --> 01:28:45,400
Speaker 2: Sure, Well, I mean do you so look you well

1515
01:28:45,400 --> 01:28:51,280
Speaker 2: look those five years. Did you enjoy them?

1516
01:28:51,439 --> 01:28:51,639
Speaker 9: Yeah?

1517
01:28:51,680 --> 01:28:52,439
Speaker 11: I enjoying them?

1518
01:28:53,080 --> 01:28:56,040
Speaker 2: Did you make good memories? Are you fond of the

1519
01:28:56,120 --> 01:28:57,880
Speaker 2: time that you spent with the person?

1520
01:29:00,120 --> 01:29:00,360
Speaker 10: Yeah?

1521
01:29:00,400 --> 01:29:09,559
Speaker 2: Definitely beautiful. And you're twenty three now you have many

1522
01:29:09,560 --> 01:29:13,280
Speaker 2: many years to meet many more people and do many

1523
01:29:13,320 --> 01:29:18,479
Speaker 2: more exciting things and create even fonder memories, or not

1524
01:29:18,560 --> 01:29:22,240
Speaker 2: even not not even fonder memories, memories that are fond

1525
01:29:22,280 --> 01:29:25,960
Speaker 2: in and of themselves, not in comparison to other fond memories,

1526
01:29:26,479 --> 01:29:29,080
Speaker 2: you know. So look, it seems like everything worked out

1527
01:29:29,120 --> 01:29:30,920
Speaker 2: for you. So you know, what a gecko guy on

1528
01:29:30,960 --> 01:29:34,559
Speaker 2: the internet thinks about relationships in high school or whatever

1529
01:29:34,680 --> 01:29:38,920
Speaker 2: is irrelevant to you know, any sort of real world

1530
01:29:39,240 --> 01:29:44,080
Speaker 2: examples of anything. It seems like things are you know,

1531
01:29:44,160 --> 01:29:45,519
Speaker 2: I'm glad to hear that. I'm glad to hear you

1532
01:29:45,560 --> 01:29:48,000
Speaker 2: don't more in the time you spent.

1533
01:29:48,479 --> 01:29:53,240
Speaker 11: Yeah. Another thing. A lot of people call in and

1534
01:29:53,280 --> 01:29:56,640
Speaker 11: ask about going and doing stuff, Like I want to

1535
01:29:56,640 --> 01:29:58,960
Speaker 11: get out of my town in my city. I want

1536
01:29:58,960 --> 01:30:01,880
Speaker 11: to go do something. But I think I'm too you know,

1537
01:30:02,160 --> 01:30:07,320
Speaker 11: too had tethered here sometimes.

1538
01:30:05,360 --> 01:30:07,800
Speaker 2: So I feel, what's what's tethering you?

1539
01:30:11,320 --> 01:30:17,040
Speaker 11: I run a small operation with my pops, so it's

1540
01:30:17,120 --> 01:30:21,240
Speaker 11: like kind of the livelihood of the family, and it's

1541
01:30:21,280 --> 01:30:29,840
Speaker 11: not like a job that no, not drug dealers. But

1542
01:30:30,400 --> 01:30:34,519
Speaker 11: you know he can't do that alone. But you know

1543
01:30:34,600 --> 01:30:37,719
Speaker 11: it's hard. He's old. I can't really find another job.

1544
01:30:38,360 --> 01:30:38,719
Speaker 2: Mhm.

1545
01:30:40,560 --> 01:30:43,320
Speaker 11: So I kind of want to, like go out and

1546
01:30:43,360 --> 01:30:45,360
Speaker 11: do something for myself. Go work somewhere.

1547
01:30:46,479 --> 01:30:52,040
Speaker 2: Been working with your dad, got a stake like years,

1548
01:30:53,600 --> 01:30:56,799
Speaker 2: he can't hire Well, look, you're saying you're tethered because

1549
01:30:57,120 --> 01:30:59,360
Speaker 2: you want to stay with your dad to help him

1550
01:30:59,400 --> 01:31:02,519
Speaker 2: out because he he's too old to run the thing himself, right,

1551
01:31:03,240 --> 01:31:05,479
Speaker 2: Why don't Well, I mean there's a few things. First

1552
01:31:05,479 --> 01:31:09,519
Speaker 2: of all, look, I think it's very nice that you

1553
01:31:09,520 --> 01:31:13,160
Speaker 2: want to be there for your dad. I sympathize with that.

1554
01:31:13,240 --> 01:31:15,960
Speaker 2: I think that that's really nice. But if you've been

1555
01:31:16,000 --> 01:31:20,800
Speaker 2: doing it for years and you're like, I've gotten to

1556
01:31:20,840 --> 01:31:23,080
Speaker 2: a point where like, I love my dad, I love

1557
01:31:23,200 --> 01:31:27,160
Speaker 2: I even love doing what I'm doing with him. But hey, Dad,

1558
01:31:27,960 --> 01:31:29,559
Speaker 2: you know that money that you're given to me to

1559
01:31:29,600 --> 01:31:32,320
Speaker 2: do this thing, give it to another twenty three year

1560
01:31:32,320 --> 01:31:35,600
Speaker 2: old kid. I'm getting out of here, you know, do

1561
01:31:35,720 --> 01:31:41,120
Speaker 2: that I have him hire someone else. It's the beauty

1562
01:31:41,560 --> 01:31:43,280
Speaker 2: is that everything that you're doing you can just train

1563
01:31:43,320 --> 01:31:44,000
Speaker 2: someone else to do.

1564
01:31:45,960 --> 01:31:46,599
Speaker 11: It's true.

1565
01:31:47,560 --> 01:31:51,400
Speaker 2: Go out into the world. Realize that everywhere in the

1566
01:31:51,520 --> 01:31:54,160
Speaker 2: entire world is exactly the same. There's no perspective to

1567
01:31:54,200 --> 01:31:58,080
Speaker 2: be gained from traveling. You know, everywhere is just you know,

1568
01:31:58,280 --> 01:32:01,519
Speaker 2: a McDonald's in a gas station and then come back

1569
01:32:02,400 --> 01:32:08,720
Speaker 2: and you know, to play video games or something. But

1570
01:32:08,800 --> 01:32:11,080
Speaker 2: you gotta but you can't experience that just by me

1571
01:32:11,120 --> 01:32:12,800
Speaker 2: telling it to you. You gotta go figure that out on

1572
01:32:12,840 --> 01:32:17,000
Speaker 2: your own. That's everything is is useless.

1573
01:32:18,640 --> 01:32:19,719
Speaker 11: Gak Do you smoke weed?

1574
01:32:20,960 --> 01:32:22,240
Speaker 2: Have a good rest of the night. Sam, Thank you

1575
01:32:22,240 --> 01:32:24,200
Speaker 2: for calling. Hello?

1576
01:32:26,600 --> 01:32:34,400
Speaker 13: Hello, what's up? Gak man? I gotta think I got

1577
01:32:34,400 --> 01:32:35,680
Speaker 13: something for you.

1578
01:32:36,560 --> 01:32:41,000
Speaker 2: Hit me, slap me in the face with it.

1579
01:32:42,200 --> 01:32:47,240
Speaker 13: Yeah, So I don't know. I don't know if I

1580
01:32:47,280 --> 01:32:49,960
Speaker 13: want to do that, but let me hit Let me

1581
01:32:50,000 --> 01:32:55,280
Speaker 13: hit you with this. So I met this girl on

1582
01:32:55,320 --> 01:32:56,880
Speaker 13: this uh dating app today.

1583
01:32:57,760 --> 01:32:58,560
Speaker 1: Uh.

1584
01:32:58,880 --> 01:33:02,759
Speaker 13: She wanted me to come over to night, but she

1585
01:33:02,800 --> 01:33:05,400
Speaker 13: said some kind of sketchy things, so I don't know

1586
01:33:05,520 --> 01:33:07,599
Speaker 13: if it's the right move.

1587
01:33:09,680 --> 01:33:11,559
Speaker 2: She You met a girl on a dating app and

1588
01:33:11,600 --> 01:33:12,679
Speaker 2: she wants you to come over tonight.

1589
01:33:14,800 --> 01:33:16,040
Speaker 13: Yeah, that's that's correct.

1590
01:33:16,160 --> 01:33:18,479
Speaker 2: Yeah about by like, is your stream off for me?

1591
01:33:18,479 --> 01:33:19,679
Speaker 2: Because I'm gonna hear myself.

1592
01:33:20,960 --> 01:33:22,200
Speaker 13: Yeah, I just turned off my bed.

1593
01:33:22,320 --> 01:33:26,280
Speaker 2: Cool, that's all good. Okay, what and you just met

1594
01:33:26,320 --> 01:33:29,599
Speaker 2: you did? Did you just meet her today?

1595
01:33:29,960 --> 01:33:30,200
Speaker 10: Yes?

1596
01:33:30,920 --> 01:33:33,840
Speaker 13: Within the matter matter of about four hours. She she

1597
01:33:33,880 --> 01:33:34,559
Speaker 13: wanted me to come.

1598
01:33:34,479 --> 01:33:40,759
Speaker 2: Over okay, and what sort of sketchy things did she say?

1599
01:33:40,840 --> 01:33:44,280
Speaker 13: So I said, yeah, like my roommate's not here right now,

1600
01:33:44,280 --> 01:33:47,760
Speaker 13: you can come over to my place. And she said, oh, well,

1601
01:33:47,840 --> 01:33:51,200
Speaker 13: I got in a car accident or whatever, so I

1602
01:33:51,240 --> 01:33:54,400
Speaker 13: can't drive. I don't have a car right now. And

1603
01:33:54,479 --> 01:33:57,280
Speaker 13: she also said, yeah, you know, if you want to

1604
01:33:57,680 --> 01:34:00,320
Speaker 13: like help me out with paying for my all right,

1605
01:34:00,400 --> 01:34:03,439
Speaker 13: appreciate it. And I, uh I told her no.

1606
01:34:05,160 --> 01:34:05,439
Speaker 6: Uh.

1607
01:34:06,240 --> 01:34:09,519
Speaker 13: She's like, oh, okay, that's fine. But I still see

1608
01:34:09,520 --> 01:34:11,240
Speaker 13: that as a pretty big red flag.

1609
01:34:13,720 --> 01:34:16,040
Speaker 2: You see it as a red flag what she wanted

1610
01:34:16,080 --> 01:34:18,680
Speaker 2: you to help pay for her like she wanted you

1611
01:34:18,680 --> 01:34:21,120
Speaker 2: to like pay for an uber to your place, or

1612
01:34:21,200 --> 01:34:22,280
Speaker 2: like you pay what.

1613
01:34:22,080 --> 01:34:25,599
Speaker 13: What would like to fix her car? Basically, she wanted

1614
01:34:25,640 --> 01:34:27,759
Speaker 13: me to help pay to fix her car.

1615
01:34:28,200 --> 01:34:31,760
Speaker 2: To fix her car. Because there's okay, I think that's

1616
01:34:31,800 --> 01:34:38,120
Speaker 2: a that's a reasonable request. That's a reasonable uh request

1617
01:34:38,240 --> 01:34:40,240
Speaker 2: to decline, I would say.

1618
01:34:41,520 --> 01:34:50,120
Speaker 13: Yeah, yeah, and so she was I mean yes, yeah, And.

1619
01:34:50,200 --> 01:34:55,439
Speaker 2: You're what and you're sketched out that about the fact

1620
01:34:55,479 --> 01:34:57,360
Speaker 2: that she asked you to help pay to fix her car.

1621
01:34:59,760 --> 01:35:02,800
Speaker 13: I've yeah. And it's also the sketchy part of town.

1622
01:35:03,080 --> 01:35:06,880
Speaker 13: It's not somewhere I would you know, I want to

1623
01:35:06,880 --> 01:35:10,080
Speaker 13: be uh, I love like and when I asked her

1624
01:35:10,120 --> 01:35:12,599
Speaker 13: to some of your address, she said, like, it's around

1625
01:35:12,600 --> 01:35:15,400
Speaker 13: this area. Start driving like this way. I'm like, uh,

1626
01:35:15,520 --> 01:35:18,280
Speaker 13: you know, can I just get uh get the address.

1627
01:35:19,120 --> 01:35:21,920
Speaker 13: I saw that as another kind of kind of red flag.

1628
01:35:23,000 --> 01:35:26,160
Speaker 2: So was the idea that you were going to like

1629
01:35:26,280 --> 01:35:29,040
Speaker 2: what venmo her money? And then she was gonna what

1630
01:35:29,080 --> 01:35:30,040
Speaker 2: time is it where you are?

1631
01:35:32,479 --> 01:35:35,920
Speaker 13: Well, this is probably like seven, I mean, she said,

1632
01:35:36,000 --> 01:35:39,120
Speaker 13: you know I'm freeing tomorrow too, so there's still the potential,

1633
01:35:39,760 --> 01:35:39,960
Speaker 13: you know.

1634
01:35:40,320 --> 01:35:41,960
Speaker 2: Okay, So I was gonna say, the idea is she

1635
01:35:42,000 --> 01:35:45,880
Speaker 2: brings her car to the shop and then with the

1636
01:35:45,920 --> 01:35:48,360
Speaker 2: money you gave her and then goes to your place.

1637
01:35:50,720 --> 01:35:54,320
Speaker 13: Well no, okay, so you see we would I would

1638
01:35:54,320 --> 01:35:56,920
Speaker 13: go to her her place tomorrow whatever, we would do

1639
01:35:56,960 --> 01:36:00,680
Speaker 13: our thing. And I guess she for doing you know,

1640
01:36:02,280 --> 01:36:04,559
Speaker 13: you know what two people do when they're alone together.

1641
01:36:04,720 --> 01:36:07,120
Speaker 13: You know that we would kind of have a good time.

1642
01:36:08,320 --> 01:36:12,880
Speaker 13: And then I guess after the good time she would

1643
01:36:12,920 --> 01:36:15,840
Speaker 13: request payment, which you know I told her, you know,

1644
01:36:15,880 --> 01:36:16,720
Speaker 13: I'm not willing.

1645
01:36:16,439 --> 01:36:18,920
Speaker 10: To pay, but she still prostitution.

1646
01:36:20,640 --> 01:36:22,479
Speaker 13: Yeah, you see that that's why I said no. I

1647
01:36:22,520 --> 01:36:24,680
Speaker 13: said no, I'm not willing to pay, and then she

1648
01:36:24,760 --> 01:36:29,719
Speaker 13: still said come over. But I just feel uncomfortable because

1649
01:36:29,760 --> 01:36:30,599
Speaker 13: she asked me to pay.

1650
01:36:33,120 --> 01:36:38,240
Speaker 2: That's reasonable, So yeah, I'm in. Look, if this person's

1651
01:36:38,280 --> 01:36:43,879
Speaker 2: making you feel uncomfortable, then I think, you know, look,

1652
01:36:44,320 --> 01:36:48,720
Speaker 2: I'm sure there's plenty of other lovely people waiting for

1653
01:36:48,800 --> 01:36:50,040
Speaker 2: you on the tinder at.

1654
01:36:51,920 --> 01:36:52,120
Speaker 1: Yeah.

1655
01:36:52,200 --> 01:36:57,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, I know, maybe maybe go talk to one of them.

1656
01:36:57,400 --> 01:37:02,639
Speaker 13: Yeah, that's that's like that's some healthy advice for sure.

1657
01:37:02,880 --> 01:37:07,960
Speaker 2: For sure. How much did you buy that? I'm just craosity.

1658
01:37:08,000 --> 01:37:09,840
Speaker 2: How much money did you want to pay for your car?

1659
01:37:10,560 --> 01:37:10,800
Speaker 3: Did she?

1660
01:37:11,080 --> 01:37:16,879
Speaker 13: There was no amount specified. It was just you know, uh,

1661
01:37:16,920 --> 01:37:18,720
Speaker 13: you know, I'm down on my luck. I could use

1662
01:37:18,760 --> 01:37:19,160
Speaker 13: some money.

1663
01:37:21,000 --> 01:37:24,960
Speaker 2: Okay. What what were you gonna say to me before

1664
01:37:25,000 --> 01:37:26,840
Speaker 2: I interrupted you by asking you how much she was

1665
01:37:26,880 --> 01:37:27,360
Speaker 2: asking you for?

1666
01:37:31,880 --> 01:37:35,599
Speaker 13: No, I was just gonna reiterate how much I appreciate

1667
01:37:35,640 --> 01:37:38,280
Speaker 13: your h generosity with's helping me out over here.

1668
01:37:38,800 --> 01:37:42,720
Speaker 2: Oh of course, man, of course. Man, you know, I uh,

1669
01:37:43,040 --> 01:37:46,600
Speaker 2: I think I think, uh, you gotta think of it like,

1670
01:37:48,360 --> 01:37:50,479
Speaker 2: you know, fuck yes or no? Right, you know, if

1671
01:37:50,479 --> 01:37:52,519
Speaker 2: something is if you got a bad feeling about something.

1672
01:37:53,320 --> 01:37:57,840
Speaker 2: I just don't do it, you know. Yeah, yeah, follow

1673
01:37:57,880 --> 01:37:58,759
Speaker 2: those gut feelings.

1674
01:37:59,000 --> 01:38:03,120
Speaker 13: Muhing's worse. Yeah, it's not worth getting getting stabbed over

1675
01:38:03,200 --> 01:38:03,880
Speaker 13: or something like that.

1676
01:38:04,040 --> 01:38:07,519
Speaker 2: You know, you're afraid she's gonna stab you. That could happen,

1677
01:38:07,640 --> 01:38:12,280
Speaker 2: who knows, you know, any any any number of things

1678
01:38:12,320 --> 01:38:14,719
Speaker 2: can happen when you go to the stranger's house.

1679
01:38:15,439 --> 01:38:17,880
Speaker 13: So especially when you met them four hours ago.

1680
01:38:18,200 --> 01:38:22,200
Speaker 2: So yeah, beautiful, Well stay safe, man, thank you for calling.

1681
01:38:23,960 --> 01:38:26,360
Speaker 13: I appreciate you. You're taking that offe call and getting

1682
01:38:26,360 --> 01:38:27,759
Speaker 13: me on here anytime.

1683
01:38:27,880 --> 01:38:32,080
Speaker 9: Take care man, all from Brian.

1684
01:38:33,439 --> 01:38:34,519
Speaker 2: Have you ever gotten in trouble?

1685
01:38:35,760 --> 01:38:35,960
Speaker 5: You know?

1686
01:38:36,840 --> 01:38:39,479
Speaker 4: Actually I kind of do have a good story. I

1687
01:38:39,520 --> 01:38:40,519
Speaker 4: have gotten in trouble.

1688
01:38:40,800 --> 01:38:41,200
Speaker 13: Okay.

1689
01:38:41,360 --> 01:38:46,600
Speaker 4: So one time me and my family we go to

1690
01:38:46,640 --> 01:38:49,880
Speaker 4: the like okay, so I would go to Vegas. I'm

1691
01:38:49,880 --> 01:38:52,320
Speaker 4: from Miami, and I would go to Vegas to go

1692
01:38:52,360 --> 01:38:55,120
Speaker 4: see like my dad and my aunt. And then one

1693
01:38:55,200 --> 01:38:59,160
Speaker 4: day with my aunt and my own side of my family,

1694
01:39:00,080 --> 01:39:02,960
Speaker 4: we would fly back to Miami, but like to the

1695
01:39:03,040 --> 01:39:06,360
Speaker 4: Keys area. So I'm there with a bunch of family

1696
01:39:06,400 --> 01:39:08,160
Speaker 4: and they take us out on a boat to like

1697
01:39:08,200 --> 01:39:13,320
Speaker 4: a little like private island, and I have to be

1698
01:39:13,360 --> 01:39:15,479
Speaker 4: like ten or eleven, and I had to like shit

1699
01:39:15,760 --> 01:39:22,840
Speaker 4: really really bad, and I'm going out and I tell

1700
01:39:22,840 --> 01:39:25,799
Speaker 4: my uncle. I'm like hey, and my uncle like knows

1701
01:39:25,840 --> 01:39:27,920
Speaker 4: the island. He knows the people on the island too.

1702
01:39:27,920 --> 01:39:30,840
Speaker 4: It's like, you know, like a little nice little it's

1703
01:39:30,880 --> 01:39:33,000
Speaker 4: not like super fancy, it's just like a nice little spot.

1704
01:39:33,800 --> 01:39:36,680
Speaker 4: And I tell him like, yo, like I have to

1705
01:39:36,720 --> 01:39:40,120
Speaker 4: shit really bad, and he says, well, just go buy

1706
01:39:40,120 --> 01:39:41,760
Speaker 4: the bushes. And I tell himim like, no, I don't

1707
01:39:41,760 --> 01:39:43,160
Speaker 4: want to do that because you know, I don't know,

1708
01:39:43,280 --> 01:39:47,760
Speaker 4: like I didn't have nothing to life with, so I

1709
01:39:47,760 --> 01:39:52,320
Speaker 4: don't know why, maybe because I was ten, But I

1710
01:39:52,560 --> 01:39:59,479
Speaker 4: go and I shit in the water thinking it would sink,

1711
01:39:59,520 --> 01:40:02,639
Speaker 4: because in the toilet sometimes it just thinks. I don't

1712
01:40:02,680 --> 01:40:04,280
Speaker 4: know if it has to do with the density and

1713
01:40:04,360 --> 01:40:09,599
Speaker 4: the water, but yeah, it floats up. So everybody sees

1714
01:40:09,640 --> 01:40:13,760
Speaker 4: my shit, and my uncle's super embarrassed, and he's just

1715
01:40:15,160 --> 01:40:19,160
Speaker 4: super pissed at me that I embarrassed him in front

1716
01:40:19,160 --> 01:40:21,920
Speaker 4: of everybody. And it was a really long boat, like

1717
01:40:21,960 --> 01:40:23,880
Speaker 4: a boat right back to the shore.

1718
01:40:24,080 --> 01:40:26,400
Speaker 1: Yeah, and.

1719
01:40:27,680 --> 01:40:30,840
Speaker 2: How did you feel about the floating shit?

1720
01:40:34,400 --> 01:40:36,200
Speaker 4: You know, I'm not gonna lie to you. Get because

1721
01:40:36,240 --> 01:40:38,599
Speaker 4: when might be a little vulgar, it was really big,

1722
01:40:38,880 --> 01:40:40,920
Speaker 4: like I wasn't kidding when I had to take a shit.

1723
01:40:41,560 --> 01:40:46,639
Speaker 4: It was really massive. And I felt so released after,

1724
01:40:46,680 --> 01:40:48,920
Speaker 4: though part of me felt a little okay that I

1725
01:40:48,920 --> 01:40:49,800
Speaker 4: got in trouble for it.

1726
01:40:49,760 --> 01:40:53,880
Speaker 2: From me honest, So you are proud of it.

1727
01:40:57,160 --> 01:41:03,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, I guess, I'd say so. Yeah, it was. It

1728
01:41:03,680 --> 01:41:08,960
Speaker 4: was like almost like therapeutic. I'd say, that's nuts.

1729
01:41:10,160 --> 01:41:11,719
Speaker 10: Yeah it was.

1730
01:41:14,320 --> 01:41:16,160
Speaker 4: It wasn't the best trip back, so I'll tell you what.

1731
01:41:16,240 --> 01:41:17,920
Speaker 13: I've got a there's a lot.

1732
01:41:17,840 --> 01:41:21,040
Speaker 4: Of yelling from all of the elders on that boat ride.

1733
01:41:21,240 --> 01:41:24,080
Speaker 4: But I had cousins with me and they were they

1734
01:41:24,080 --> 01:41:26,360
Speaker 4: were like, hey man, you know that was it was

1735
01:41:26,360 --> 01:41:27,000
Speaker 4: pretty bold.

1736
01:41:27,040 --> 01:41:31,360
Speaker 2: You know what was the you shot in the bucket

1737
01:41:31,400 --> 01:41:33,760
Speaker 2: of water? What was the bucket of what was?

1738
01:41:34,360 --> 01:41:34,960
Speaker 4: No, it wasn't.

1739
01:41:35,040 --> 01:41:36,080
Speaker 10: It wasn't like a bucket.

1740
01:41:36,120 --> 01:41:37,800
Speaker 4: It wasn't a bucket of water. It was like a

1741
01:41:37,840 --> 01:41:41,160
Speaker 4: little like we left ashore to go like to an island,

1742
01:41:41,439 --> 01:41:44,680
Speaker 4: and it was like around it was. It was like

1743
01:41:45,320 --> 01:41:47,120
Speaker 4: it was on the shore of the island that we

1744
01:41:47,160 --> 01:41:49,240
Speaker 4: went to, and I tried to go as deep as

1745
01:41:49,280 --> 01:41:51,680
Speaker 4: I could, but it wasn't that deep, because I mean

1746
01:41:51,720 --> 01:41:53,600
Speaker 4: I was like ten, I don't think. I just I

1747
01:41:53,600 --> 01:41:55,920
Speaker 4: don't know, I just didn't go that far off, but

1748
01:41:55,960 --> 01:42:01,040
Speaker 4: I just I basically shot in the ocean and yeah

1749
01:42:01,080 --> 01:42:04,000
Speaker 4: he uh yeah, everybody saw it.

1750
01:42:05,320 --> 01:42:10,360
Speaker 2: Oh and the turd flew and the turd washed up

1751
01:42:11,160 --> 01:42:11,800
Speaker 2: onto the shore.

1752
01:42:11,920 --> 01:42:14,840
Speaker 19: Yeah yeah, I mean it wasn't that far off, like

1753
01:42:14,880 --> 01:42:17,760
Speaker 19: everybody could see it, like very well. I immediately my

1754
01:42:17,840 --> 01:42:20,559
Speaker 19: uncle like kind of saw it, and he pulled me

1755
01:42:20,600 --> 01:42:24,080
Speaker 19: to the side and said, yeah, dude, get the fuck

1756
01:42:24,120 --> 01:42:26,360
Speaker 19: on the boat because like, and we all just left actually.

1757
01:42:26,160 --> 01:42:29,320
Speaker 4: After that, because you know, I mean, it's kind of embarrassing.

1758
01:42:30,320 --> 01:42:33,040
Speaker 2: Did any animals come to eat the turd afterwards?

1759
01:42:34,640 --> 01:42:39,519
Speaker 4: You know, I wasn't around for that part, But you know,

1760
01:42:39,640 --> 01:42:41,840
Speaker 4: maybe maybe it's the whole cycle of life thing. Maybe

1761
01:42:41,880 --> 01:42:44,080
Speaker 4: I actually did a good job doing that, you know.

1762
01:42:44,200 --> 01:42:46,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it sounds like you gave back to the community.

1763
01:42:47,400 --> 01:42:48,120
Speaker 6: Yeah, I don't know.

1764
01:42:48,240 --> 01:42:51,320
Speaker 4: I think that night, I don't like look thinking about it.

1765
01:42:51,320 --> 01:42:53,080
Speaker 4: I've never thought of it like that. But maybe it's

1766
01:42:53,120 --> 01:42:57,719
Speaker 4: like a I don't know, maybe it's like my purpose

1767
01:42:57,800 --> 01:42:58,520
Speaker 4: or something.

1768
01:43:00,240 --> 01:43:00,600
Speaker 2: Could be.

1769
01:43:01,320 --> 01:43:04,559
Speaker 4: Thank you for share, Yeah, no, thanks for having me man.

1770
01:43:04,600 --> 01:43:06,599
Speaker 4: I appreciate your stream. Love you Gek.

1771
01:43:09,040 --> 01:43:12,519
Speaker 13: Never be Ket goes on the line taking your phone calls.

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01:43:12,600 --> 01:43:15,400
Speaker 1: Every night, there be kid goes doing his hide.

1773
01:43:15,560 --> 01:43:17,679
Speaker 2: He's teaching you his House of your life.

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01:43:18,040 --> 01:43:21,680
Speaker 5: Money's not really an expert.