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Speaker 1: For sure. Somebody got me something for my dog before,

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Speaker 1: all right now? But the holidays coming up? Also, it's

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Speaker 1: told you know what? I just woke to your mother? Right.

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Speaker 1: I don't know what you're hainking. You can't. I don't

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Speaker 1: I have drinks, exchange number is all that. Then you're

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Speaker 1: It's lying. If they bring it up and you say

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Speaker 1: with it. Yeah, if you say nothing, thank you. You

423
00:22:41,800 --> 00:22:43,680
Speaker 1: gotta have that type of loyalty and respect for the

424
00:22:43,720 --> 00:22:47,879
Speaker 1: person you're messing with, at least you know. All right now,

425
00:22:47,880 --> 00:22:49,520
Speaker 1: how about this? Is it ever a good idea to

426
00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:52,560
Speaker 1: discuss your ex with whoever you're dating that with your

427
00:22:52,640 --> 00:23:01,879
Speaker 1: next what happened? There are just some things may may

428
00:23:01,920 --> 00:23:04,680
Speaker 1: come up in general conversation. Some things may be relevant

429
00:23:04,800 --> 00:23:08,320
Speaker 1: to the current situation. But just constantly bringing up your ex,

430
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:10,800
Speaker 1: bringing up your ex, telling old stories or you know,

431
00:23:11,800 --> 00:23:14,240
Speaker 1: talking about the past, it's never helped people that I'm

432
00:23:15,359 --> 00:23:19,359
Speaker 1: no and tell them like what whyle y'all broke up?

433
00:23:19,440 --> 00:23:22,920
Speaker 1: Things that happened? I mean, the breakup thing is is

434
00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:27,879
Speaker 1: a given. You know, that's your first question that people up.

435
00:23:27,920 --> 00:23:29,639
Speaker 1: How long we all together? And why did it? In

436
00:23:30,240 --> 00:23:32,040
Speaker 1: and you know, they always say it's never a good

437
00:23:32,040 --> 00:23:34,960
Speaker 1: idea to slander your ex to my tether, Yeah, you

438
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,520
Speaker 1: can't do that because it's a lesson. You wasn't saying

439
00:23:37,520 --> 00:23:40,160
Speaker 1: that when you were sucking my dick. I'd be like, yeah,

440
00:23:40,200 --> 00:23:46,200
Speaker 1: he was. Yeah, I think it's safe if you say

441
00:23:46,280 --> 00:23:48,320
Speaker 1: you go through something with your significant other and you

442
00:23:48,600 --> 00:23:50,720
Speaker 1: can't you need to explain why did you react to

443
00:23:51,200 --> 00:23:54,359
Speaker 1: something a certain way. I think that's okay. Time to

444
00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:57,000
Speaker 1: use like my you know, the things I went through

445
00:23:57,080 --> 00:23:59,560
Speaker 1: my old relationship. By the reason that I'm responding the

446
00:23:59,600 --> 00:24:01,240
Speaker 1: way I am, not that it's right, you know what

447
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:03,720
Speaker 1: I'm saying, but that's the reason that I'm whatever. But

448
00:24:03,720 --> 00:24:05,280
Speaker 1: I'm trying not to talk about any of my exes.

449
00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:06,680
Speaker 1: I don't even want to think about them. Like, you know,

450
00:24:06,920 --> 00:24:09,680
Speaker 1: how would you describe, like your last relationship your ex

451
00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:16,600
Speaker 1: so okay said we're on a day and I said, well,

452
00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:19,240
Speaker 1: what happened? Why did y'all break up? I would probably

453
00:24:19,400 --> 00:24:21,760
Speaker 1: say that we just grew apart from each other and

454
00:24:21,880 --> 00:24:25,840
Speaker 1: that there's no beef. That's always a good thing. You

455
00:24:25,920 --> 00:24:28,720
Speaker 1: just grow away from people sometimes amically, how do you

456
00:24:28,760 --> 00:24:32,880
Speaker 1: say that word? Yeah, that when if you can't girl.

457
00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:37,280
Speaker 1: You know my literally like my flotle juicy sometimes especially

458
00:24:37,280 --> 00:24:39,520
Speaker 1: when not been knowing the sauce. Let's top that job

459
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:51,000
Speaker 1: from you. She's talking to me, by the way, just

460
00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:57,600
Speaker 1: in the Oh, yeah, I was talking to inside inside.

461
00:24:58,080 --> 00:24:59,800
Speaker 1: But as let's say you're dating somebody and they asked you,

462
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:01,600
Speaker 1: did you break up with your ex? What happened? What

463
00:25:01,800 --> 00:25:07,680
Speaker 1: would your answer be? Oh? Yeah, no, Um, I would

464
00:25:07,680 --> 00:25:11,720
Speaker 1: definitely tell them that. I mean, I'm gonna tell you

465
00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:15,480
Speaker 1: from my experience, she just didn't know who she was dating.

466
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:19,840
Speaker 1: That's not good. Did you let her know? Yeah? I

467
00:25:19,960 --> 00:25:22,479
Speaker 1: let her know. No, she wasn't ready who I mean,

468
00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:25,119
Speaker 1: And that's just personal direct that what they ain't know?

469
00:25:26,040 --> 00:25:31,600
Speaker 1: You know, she just yeah, because I definitely I put

470
00:25:31,640 --> 00:25:34,040
Speaker 1: it all on the platter. She was a queen to me.

471
00:25:34,760 --> 00:25:38,720
Speaker 1: Everybody around me treated her like a queen, and yeah,

472
00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:40,920
Speaker 1: that's what it was. But then she didn't give me

473
00:25:41,080 --> 00:25:46,280
Speaker 1: that back. So once happened, I just, yeah, what was

474
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:53,920
Speaker 1: she doing? Yeah? Yeah, I mean people that she meant no,

475
00:25:54,240 --> 00:25:59,880
Speaker 1: she did not know. That's awful, that and that great

476
00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:04,480
Speaker 1: dismissing herself. Yeah it was, it was what it was,

477
00:26:04,600 --> 00:26:07,920
Speaker 1: but that I didn't even find out until somebody else has, so,

478
00:26:08,040 --> 00:26:10,760
Speaker 1: I mean, and then she said that they said, you

479
00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:13,200
Speaker 1: know what her response was, I was told not to

480
00:26:13,359 --> 00:26:18,600
Speaker 1: tell you. That's what I'm saying. So then that's what

481
00:26:18,720 --> 00:26:21,159
Speaker 1: it was for me. And that's just personal direct So

482
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:25,199
Speaker 1: that's what I'm saying, because for me, I viewed her

483
00:26:25,200 --> 00:26:26,960
Speaker 1: as a point of view. You know what I'm saying,

484
00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 1: That's what it was for me. But that's the fact

485
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:42,960
Speaker 1: that who d entered grizzly hilarious? Al Right, So how

486
00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:54,840
Speaker 1: would you first d m out? So jeez, how would

487
00:26:54,840 --> 00:26:57,359
Speaker 1: you describe, like, Okay, your last boyfriend, your X, why

488
00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:00,640
Speaker 1: would you say y'all broke up? Well, I'm not gonna

489
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:04,080
Speaker 1: speak on my last breakup because I'm back with my

490
00:27:04,440 --> 00:27:08,000
Speaker 1: not that one I'm talking about prior to that, my

491
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:10,960
Speaker 1: last temp break up because I'm still with him him.

492
00:27:12,359 --> 00:27:14,919
Speaker 1: But prior to that, I was actually in an open relationship.

493
00:27:15,760 --> 00:27:18,520
Speaker 1: So I'm going to describe him as a liar. And

494
00:27:18,640 --> 00:27:20,640
Speaker 1: we broke up because he lied to me about getting

495
00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:23,800
Speaker 1: another woman pregnant. We were in an open relationship, which

496
00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:28,040
Speaker 1: I can't have. That's what he said. He lied. You know,

497
00:27:28,160 --> 00:27:30,800
Speaker 1: I was able to do he was able to do

498
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:34,720
Speaker 1: him we spoke openly about it. You know, we had

499
00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:37,200
Speaker 1: an understanding where we had a respect level that we

500
00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:39,440
Speaker 1: did not cross. And it worked for two and a

501
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:41,680
Speaker 1: half years. And then I found out that he had

502
00:27:41,720 --> 00:27:43,320
Speaker 1: a baby on the way. And when I asked him

503
00:27:43,320 --> 00:27:45,000
Speaker 1: about the baby, he said, I'm not sure if the

504
00:27:45,040 --> 00:27:47,560
Speaker 1: baby is mine. That's why I didn't tell you. But

505
00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:51,560
Speaker 1: you named the baby and you're building a nursery in

506
00:27:51,640 --> 00:27:56,280
Speaker 1: your house. It was a boy crazy. It was a boy,

507
00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:05,560
Speaker 1: a little boy named said you and your last text

508
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:08,560
Speaker 1: broke up. I would just say it was a toxic relationship.

509
00:28:08,840 --> 00:28:12,359
Speaker 1: That's it. We need more, that's it. I would just

510
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:14,679
Speaker 1: say it was toxic, Like what what made a toxic?

511
00:28:15,040 --> 00:28:17,280
Speaker 1: And just there it was just got to the level

512
00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:22,439
Speaker 1: where like we couldn't like communicate with each other without

513
00:28:22,560 --> 00:28:26,199
Speaker 1: like talking crazy to each other or doing fucked up

514
00:28:26,200 --> 00:28:28,760
Speaker 1: ship to each other because he was a cheater and

515
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:31,840
Speaker 1: I would catch him and that was it, he was.

516
00:28:31,920 --> 00:28:35,280
Speaker 1: It was just toxic. Well, I'm glad you brought up

517
00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:36,960
Speaker 1: the cheating because I want to talk about something for

518
00:28:37,040 --> 00:28:39,680
Speaker 1: a second, because a lot of us can forgive cheating

519
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:43,560
Speaker 1: in a relationship, right we have has everybody here forgiven

520
00:28:43,600 --> 00:28:47,800
Speaker 1: cheating forgiven. No, we'll stay with somebody who cheating. You

521
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:51,680
Speaker 1: might have stayed with me, because you can't stay with

522
00:28:51,760 --> 00:28:54,160
Speaker 1: somebody for cheating if you don't forgive them. I've done

523
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 1: it before, Yes you can, then there's no point. It's

524
00:28:56,880 --> 00:28:59,800
Speaker 1: just sucked up. I mean, the situation still be fucked up,

525
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,040
Speaker 1: but you be with them, and you still know in

526
00:29:02,080 --> 00:29:04,240
Speaker 1: the back of your mind like that's motherfucker's the cheating.

527
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:07,280
Speaker 1: So what's the unforgivable thing and cheating that will make

528
00:29:07,280 --> 00:29:09,960
Speaker 1: you leave right away? Because we're watching like everything happening

529
00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:13,840
Speaker 1: where say Cardie being offset and so now they've broken up.

530
00:29:13,880 --> 00:29:15,760
Speaker 1: We don't know exactly why, but we can look on

531
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,800
Speaker 1: you know, online and see what people are saying happens.

532
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:23,880
Speaker 1: And so what is the when it comes to cheating,

533
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:26,760
Speaker 1: Because it's levels to cheating, right, there's some very very

534
00:29:26,840 --> 00:29:29,240
Speaker 1: disrespectful things someone can do to you that is completely

535
00:29:30,000 --> 00:29:33,360
Speaker 1: right away. So what are some of those things that, Okay,

536
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 1: maybe I could have againning forgiven it if it was

537
00:29:35,920 --> 00:29:39,680
Speaker 1: just this, but you went above and beyond well for one,

538
00:29:39,800 --> 00:29:44,960
Speaker 1: having a baby that's tadded into my name, tadded. I'm

539
00:29:45,000 --> 00:29:49,400
Speaker 1: not with that ship. I just it's like it's a

540
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,960
Speaker 1: certain boundary. As long as we talk about it, as

541
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:54,840
Speaker 1: long as we could come to understanding about it, it

542
00:29:54,920 --> 00:29:57,560
Speaker 1: doesn't matter what it is. We can we can be cool.

543
00:29:57,640 --> 00:30:01,080
Speaker 1: What if someone get their name tadded there's I can't

544
00:30:01,120 --> 00:30:04,160
Speaker 1: control that. But guess what, See, it's a level, Like

545
00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:06,320
Speaker 1: you said, it's a level. But it's also when you're

546
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:08,560
Speaker 1: in the public eye and you have a public relationship,

547
00:30:09,440 --> 00:30:12,560
Speaker 1: you have to really be exactly. You have to really

548
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 1: be careful if you're gonna do things how you do things,

549
00:30:15,240 --> 00:30:19,520
Speaker 1: because you're constantly under the microscope. Like for instance, Tristan

550
00:30:20,360 --> 00:30:22,520
Speaker 1: when he got caught up in like why would you

551
00:30:22,600 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 1: be if you got a thoughty with you on the

552
00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:26,680
Speaker 1: in somewhere where you ain't supposed to have a thoughty

553
00:30:26,720 --> 00:30:29,080
Speaker 1: with you? Why are you walking with the thoughty knowing

554
00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,560
Speaker 1: you our eyes on you? Like, let how go through

555
00:30:31,600 --> 00:30:40,360
Speaker 1: the back door? Let go get sorry. I'm just I mean, well,

556
00:30:40,600 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 1: he's the dot the dotty hasn't named. I'm just saying,

557
00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:47,960
Speaker 1: if you are with someone that is not your significant other,

558
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:51,000
Speaker 1: you are out in public knowing you are a major

559
00:30:51,160 --> 00:30:54,360
Speaker 1: superstar and on eyes on you, don't be so reckless

560
00:30:54,400 --> 00:30:56,240
Speaker 1: as to be hand in hand or right next to

561
00:30:56,280 --> 00:31:00,160
Speaker 1: her in the same car as the person mart any more,

562
00:31:00,280 --> 00:31:04,560
Speaker 1: Like exactly, be smart, move smarter, but you can't really

563
00:31:04,720 --> 00:31:07,040
Speaker 1: move smart. It's no way to do with people everywhere

564
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:09,360
Speaker 1: and want you. You just don't do it. Don't do it.

565
00:31:10,920 --> 00:31:15,720
Speaker 1: And I'm like Rihanna cheating you with Rihanna? You see

566
00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:19,760
Speaker 1: what happens, Like they fight females nowadays swinging on niggas,

567
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,880
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, but the lip a couple

568
00:31:22,880 --> 00:31:25,800
Speaker 1: of times, it's like, you know that's like no, But

569
00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:27,680
Speaker 1: I said, what if your man cheated on you with Rihanna?

570
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:37,720
Speaker 1: Why you won't invite men that ship? She said, why

571
00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:41,240
Speaker 1: you invite me? Like what? But I've talked about I've

572
00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:44,120
Speaker 1: talked about mine before. Like to me, like the ultimate

573
00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:48,440
Speaker 1: is when you you bring somebody into my home? Like

574
00:31:49,440 --> 00:31:52,640
Speaker 1: are you bringing somebody to my home? Is like that's

575
00:31:52,720 --> 00:31:55,880
Speaker 1: what made me because yeah, because I knew he had

576
00:31:55,920 --> 00:31:58,280
Speaker 1: a bitch in my crib and I think that right there,

577
00:31:58,320 --> 00:32:00,240
Speaker 1: I was like I don't give a fun with this

578
00:32:00,400 --> 00:32:02,920
Speaker 1: nigger saying. And I broke all the TVs in the

579
00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:05,720
Speaker 1: house because I did, because you're not about to be

580
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:10,400
Speaker 1: watching these TVs. Because I hope with and then the

581
00:32:10,520 --> 00:32:13,959
Speaker 1: table in my name. We talked about that took the TVs.

582
00:32:14,000 --> 00:32:15,800
Speaker 1: I don't know if I was coming all the way

583
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:18,080
Speaker 1: from l A, but I went from l A to

584
00:32:18,520 --> 00:32:21,560
Speaker 1: New Yorker, Jersey. I have been selling the ship at

585
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,320
Speaker 1: least guy, I wouldnt want to be out of there.

586
00:32:23,440 --> 00:32:26,800
Speaker 1: And now I packed all my ship out, me my dog,

587
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:32,560
Speaker 1: and yeah, how it could have used those TVs. Yo, No,

588
00:32:32,800 --> 00:32:35,560
Speaker 1: you know it was another crazy thing happening to me.

589
00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:38,000
Speaker 1: I threw myself phone at him. You know it's another

590
00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:41,880
Speaker 1: crazy thing that happening yourself. I might have, but he

591
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:44,920
Speaker 1: gave me the money for but um, one time I

592
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:46,920
Speaker 1: went in the shower right now, this ship was some

593
00:32:47,080 --> 00:32:50,560
Speaker 1: fucked up ship. I was in a shower. Whatever we're

594
00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:52,880
Speaker 1: about to go, like to game or something. I'm getting

595
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:56,760
Speaker 1: out the shower. I look up the fog on the mirror.

596
00:32:56,800 --> 00:33:00,239
Speaker 1: Dog on the fucking mirror, a bitch than Rope, her

597
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:03,760
Speaker 1: name and his with a heart around him. I swear

598
00:33:03,800 --> 00:33:06,400
Speaker 1: to God, but I said no, I swear to got

599
00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:09,680
Speaker 1: on my like goose from my fucking life. Now I

600
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:13,800
Speaker 1: see why I busted you. What if it was a ghost, girls,

601
00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:22,800
Speaker 1: it was he became a ghost to something. Now, I've

602
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:24,680
Speaker 1: been through some ship and that that's why I like

603
00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:27,600
Speaker 1: when maybe trying to make me seem crazy like I've

604
00:33:27,640 --> 00:33:29,920
Speaker 1: done crazy things. Now, this was only with one person,

605
00:33:30,520 --> 00:33:33,920
Speaker 1: one situation, and that's when I did. He did drive

606
00:33:34,000 --> 00:33:36,600
Speaker 1: me crazy, and that's why I said toxic, like, but

607
00:33:36,760 --> 00:33:38,840
Speaker 1: come on, who who would have thought of some ship

608
00:33:38,960 --> 00:33:44,040
Speaker 1: like that? S for you to see it? Yes, it

609
00:33:44,200 --> 00:33:46,800
Speaker 1: was my house. It's my crib, like she know it

610
00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 1: was my crib. My whole girls will do that ship

611
00:33:50,320 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 1: because they'll least some ship when at your man, your

612
00:33:54,440 --> 00:33:57,440
Speaker 1: man's house, even the opposite, take your ship out of

613
00:33:57,520 --> 00:34:01,200
Speaker 1: his house. Yeah, happened, was missing hell ship. I would

614
00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:02,720
Speaker 1: come to New York when I didn't not live here.

615
00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:05,280
Speaker 1: I would come here to see my boyfriend and I

616
00:34:05,320 --> 00:34:07,480
Speaker 1: would leave stuff at his house and go back to Atlanta,

617
00:34:07,800 --> 00:34:09,600
Speaker 1: and then I would come back and I should be missing.

618
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,879
Speaker 1: And then you see a bit on Instagram flat iron

619
00:34:11,960 --> 00:34:16,320
Speaker 1: in her here, flat my very bliss, because that was

620
00:34:16,400 --> 00:34:19,279
Speaker 1: one of the things that came up. Missing ship. You

621
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:27,400
Speaker 1: hear this, betters it. This is crazy. Species is crazy

622
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:32,800
Speaker 1: allowing women to allowed a woman to do that because

623
00:34:32,840 --> 00:34:34,920
Speaker 1: if she wasn't in the house, she wouldn't when you

624
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:38,040
Speaker 1: allowed her in the house. So you allowed her. So

625
00:34:38,239 --> 00:34:40,640
Speaker 1: that's unforgivable allowing someone else in the house. What else

626
00:34:40,719 --> 00:34:45,240
Speaker 1: is unforgivable when it comes to cheating? That s TDA,

627
00:34:46,760 --> 00:34:53,840
Speaker 1: that's number one, right, So about that. Listen, if a

628
00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:59,279
Speaker 1: nigger get an STD cheating, he lost everything, everything he

629
00:34:59,360 --> 00:35:02,200
Speaker 1: thought he had, start mess with me and it's all

630
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:06,040
Speaker 1: even his life might even go with him, like STD.

631
00:35:06,239 --> 00:35:10,839
Speaker 1: If it's curable, curable what that means, I'm gonna take

632
00:35:10,880 --> 00:35:12,799
Speaker 1: these medicines that's gonna mess me up in the long world.

633
00:35:12,840 --> 00:35:18,880
Speaker 1: But a crab people still get craps. I'm sure animals

634
00:35:18,920 --> 00:35:21,239
Speaker 1: and ship I don't want no parts. I'm not even

635
00:35:21,280 --> 00:35:26,320
Speaker 1: about to know that I'm never being craped like I

636
00:35:26,440 --> 00:35:34,520
Speaker 1: love foods with nobody that it's a different kind of crap.

637
00:35:36,239 --> 00:35:38,640
Speaker 1: That mean you didn't use protection? How me? Well, crabs

638
00:35:38,680 --> 00:35:42,719
Speaker 1: don't mean that, right, Isn't it crap? You could from

639
00:35:43,160 --> 00:35:46,280
Speaker 1: anything to from the inine room right now and the chairs?

640
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:50,839
Speaker 1: Do you know what kidding? I'm kidding? Did you tell

641
00:35:50,920 --> 00:35:53,760
Speaker 1: me before that like in jail, that people get craped

642
00:35:53,800 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 1: like it'll be an outbreak of crap that saying yeah

643
00:35:57,760 --> 00:36:01,040
Speaker 1: and that's like it's unfortunate, Like how you know that

644
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:03,560
Speaker 1: you've said that, like black man are treated in jail,

645
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:06,360
Speaker 1: even women. You know what I'm saying. That's a hot topic,

646
00:36:06,640 --> 00:36:09,120
Speaker 1: like there's somebody to invest and look into that, and

647
00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:12,040
Speaker 1: they gotta do better. Yeah, a lot of people don't

648
00:36:12,040 --> 00:36:15,359
Speaker 1: talk about that lately, how inhumane and how awful. Meek

649
00:36:15,400 --> 00:36:18,080
Speaker 1: Mel was talking about how shitty they treat people. Well,

650
00:36:18,120 --> 00:36:20,520
Speaker 1: I mean, I guess that's what it's always been known for.

651
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:24,000
Speaker 1: But it's not a rehabilitation process, and it's supposed to be.

652
00:36:24,080 --> 00:36:25,840
Speaker 1: That's supposed to be. That's what you're supposed to go

653
00:36:25,880 --> 00:36:29,359
Speaker 1: to jail to get better, not get treated like ship

654
00:36:29,440 --> 00:36:31,840
Speaker 1: and come out worse. And you come out worse and

655
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:35,439
Speaker 1: all of your privileges are done taking away, you're gonna

656
00:36:35,480 --> 00:36:38,960
Speaker 1: a job. You just have no future for a mistake

657
00:36:39,040 --> 00:36:41,560
Speaker 1: that you might not even have made. This ain't the

658
00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:45,480
Speaker 1: right show for that. Sorry, alright, but it's now I

659
00:36:45,560 --> 00:36:47,880
Speaker 1: hate to put you back on the spot again. But

660
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:52,120
Speaker 1: let's talk about direct our discunction for a second. You

661
00:36:52,239 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 1: know what, I have no idea, So you gotta take

662
00:36:57,120 --> 00:36:59,120
Speaker 1: the blue pills. They're saying no, no, no, but they're

663
00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:01,200
Speaker 1: saying that every man and we're not every man. But

664
00:37:01,280 --> 00:37:06,799
Speaker 1: they said, um that about experienced that at some point,

665
00:37:06,840 --> 00:37:10,520
Speaker 1: like it just won't work, ever worked, even it was

666
00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:12,719
Speaker 1: just one time. Never happened to me, because there's a

667
00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:16,000
Speaker 1: lot of reasons that could happen. It never happened. Drugs

668
00:37:16,239 --> 00:37:18,839
Speaker 1: make it dick, not work, like while you were having sack,

669
00:37:18,840 --> 00:37:21,759
Speaker 1: because you never once thought never one time. I'm I'm

670
00:37:21,760 --> 00:37:28,160
Speaker 1: already back today, and you see you see I didn't

671
00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:31,360
Speaker 1: budge when you're talking about that break on impression whatever

672
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:36,120
Speaker 1: it was. But see I'm ready, I'm ready, I'm ready.

673
00:37:36,360 --> 00:37:41,279
Speaker 1: I mean a lot of closet that it could be

674
00:37:41,360 --> 00:37:43,160
Speaker 1: like smoking, they said a lot of times smoking because

675
00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:47,239
Speaker 1: it constricted us anything. The only time I've ever had

676
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:49,600
Speaker 1: a situation where you had to time this function pain,

677
00:37:49,640 --> 00:37:51,839
Speaker 1: This wouldn't get hard when I was trying to put

678
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:55,160
Speaker 1: it in my mouth or something was he was on drugs. Yeah,

679
00:37:55,320 --> 00:37:58,840
Speaker 1: drug drinking too much. They say that could also construct

680
00:37:58,840 --> 00:38:02,480
Speaker 1: your blood. That's crazy. Or even if that's not tapping,

681
00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 1: tap is be having a young bitches. They did hard

682
00:38:07,480 --> 00:38:10,279
Speaker 1: when they get when when y'all get older, no old dick,

683
00:38:10,400 --> 00:38:13,240
Speaker 1: y'all dick, stay hard. I think because now they always

684
00:38:13,360 --> 00:38:17,040
Speaker 1: end up with these little young girls, like you know,

685
00:38:17,160 --> 00:38:22,239
Speaker 1: what's the money for that? That ain't Yeah, but women

686
00:38:22,360 --> 00:38:25,600
Speaker 1: ship don't ain't as high right the older I was like,

687
00:38:25,640 --> 00:38:28,399
Speaker 1: women ship no, no, no, I mean they're sex job

688
00:38:28,520 --> 00:38:32,080
Speaker 1: isn't as high the older Like, No, women gets higher,

689
00:38:32,239 --> 00:38:35,919
Speaker 1: y'all know, You're like in the seventies and ship sex

690
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:39,400
Speaker 1: job got higher. Yeah, as you get the woman. No.

691
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:42,439
Speaker 1: Now in two thousand eighteen, more people want more sex

692
00:38:43,000 --> 00:38:45,560
Speaker 1: more often you that's all you seeing? I mean I

693
00:38:45,680 --> 00:38:49,280
Speaker 1: enjoy sex a lot, or have sex with the wrong person,

694
00:38:50,239 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 1: how do you know? I feel like sometimes sometimes you

695
00:38:53,680 --> 00:38:55,760
Speaker 1: feel like it's the right person, and then you realize

696
00:38:55,760 --> 00:38:57,399
Speaker 1: it's the wrong person, and then you wish you could

697
00:38:57,400 --> 00:39:00,080
Speaker 1: take your sex back. That's pretty much every time that

698
00:39:00,200 --> 00:39:02,200
Speaker 1: you don't stay with the person, you're like, no, that's

699
00:39:02,239 --> 00:39:04,880
Speaker 1: not true. That's how I feel. I think I've only

700
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:06,800
Speaker 1: had sex with one person that I really regret it.

701
00:39:08,840 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 1: After I found out that ship that they have been

702
00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:13,120
Speaker 1: into and you know, just like who they really were,

703
00:39:13,239 --> 00:39:14,880
Speaker 1: I felt like that ship had got mixed in with me.

704
00:39:15,680 --> 00:39:17,480
Speaker 1: Y'all know, men not even supposed to nut for real?

705
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:23,360
Speaker 1: What it sounds like No, this is SERI. They're supposed

706
00:39:23,360 --> 00:39:25,120
Speaker 1: to I mean, you know, when you have a baby,

707
00:39:25,200 --> 00:39:27,399
Speaker 1: that's just what the purpose is for. But when you're

708
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:29,920
Speaker 1: having sex with with the female, you're not supposed to nut.

709
00:39:30,000 --> 00:39:33,359
Speaker 1: You're supposed to hold it. Blue balls, no, bo, blue

710
00:39:33,360 --> 00:39:38,640
Speaker 1: balls doesn't even exist. Y'all be in pain. But it's

711
00:39:38,680 --> 00:39:41,200
Speaker 1: only because you have never held your nut. When you

712
00:39:41,440 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 1: when you don't, when you don't hold it for so long,

713
00:39:44,520 --> 00:39:46,239
Speaker 1: that's because your body' is not used to it. But

714
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:49,279
Speaker 1: if you look into a sacred sexuality, supposed to hold

715
00:39:49,280 --> 00:39:51,239
Speaker 1: the nuts so you can empower your energies and they

716
00:39:51,280 --> 00:39:55,920
Speaker 1: can lift up the guy nuts, he loses all his energy,

717
00:39:56,239 --> 00:39:58,200
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. He'd be tired and drained out.

718
00:39:58,360 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 1: But when he keeps it, he's on the ship, he's

719
00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:03,040
Speaker 1: top notch, and he has the energy and he's ready

720
00:40:03,040 --> 00:40:05,840
Speaker 1: to go. He'll never come. No, And when you you

721
00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:07,520
Speaker 1: have to train yourself not to do it, or you

722
00:40:07,560 --> 00:40:13,400
Speaker 1: get blue boss. But you forever said, my energy is

723
00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:18,360
Speaker 1: gonna be higher. So okay. A couple of times on

724
00:40:18,400 --> 00:40:20,640
Speaker 1: the film, like when you have sex it is supposed

725
00:40:20,640 --> 00:40:22,680
Speaker 1: to be you're supposed to be receiving messages from your

726
00:40:22,719 --> 00:40:24,920
Speaker 1: ancestors and learning what your next step is for you

727
00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:26,640
Speaker 1: to get rich and get on what you're trying to

728
00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:28,439
Speaker 1: get in. Like, that's what the sex is all about,

729
00:40:31,200 --> 00:40:35,239
Speaker 1: transportation where you don't just don't have sex that's going

730
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:37,840
Speaker 1: to transfer it into your creativity. I heard of that,

731
00:40:38,640 --> 00:40:42,600
Speaker 1: but having sex and not I never heard of it.

732
00:40:43,120 --> 00:40:44,880
Speaker 1: You gotta looked into it. You gotta look into it,

733
00:40:45,040 --> 00:40:48,160
Speaker 1: he said. That's amazing. But it's also okay to enough,

734
00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,680
Speaker 1: but to know the reason that you're doing it, Like, um,

735
00:40:51,040 --> 00:40:53,000
Speaker 1: if you like it, just has to be a reason

736
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:56,279
Speaker 1: behind this. Sex is deep like it because I don't

737
00:40:56,320 --> 00:41:00,040
Speaker 1: want to hold having sex just the guy's got the

738
00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:03,560
Speaker 1: whole day. We're good, right, we can not because you

739
00:41:03,640 --> 00:41:06,160
Speaker 1: can or you're supposed to be orgasm and even when

740
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:08,120
Speaker 1: you're not having sex, Like if a god can't make

741
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:10,560
Speaker 1: you orgasm even without penetrating you, then that's not the

742
00:41:10,600 --> 00:41:11,920
Speaker 1: guy for you. So we have to be able to

743
00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:14,640
Speaker 1: take you there without sex. With that what about it,

744
00:41:14,719 --> 00:41:18,640
Speaker 1: it's tongue, he's taking you there. You can receive messages

745
00:41:18,680 --> 00:41:20,560
Speaker 1: from your ancestors with a guy's facing and ship. You

746
00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:22,399
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, good itself from now and I'm

747
00:41:22,400 --> 00:41:23,920
Speaker 1: a town my man, I'm gonna be like I need

748
00:41:23,960 --> 00:41:29,920
Speaker 1: to talk to my great grandparents married, come stuck on

749
00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:33,440
Speaker 1: a squeaky don't look at ut just textuality and just

750
00:41:33,920 --> 00:41:36,239
Speaker 1: look into like twin flaming. You know what I'm saying.

751
00:41:36,239 --> 00:41:38,560
Speaker 1: There's a difference between somebody being its soul made, sobody

752
00:41:38,600 --> 00:41:40,680
Speaker 1: being a twin flame. You just gotta tap in and

753
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:44,279
Speaker 1: just read up on the flame. That's who you're meant

754
00:41:44,280 --> 00:41:46,719
Speaker 1: to be your other half, Okay, so can we So

755
00:41:46,800 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 1: that means we can have that and we can have

756
00:41:48,640 --> 00:41:50,800
Speaker 1: a soul mate, not or you're supposed to be with

757
00:41:51,040 --> 00:41:53,040
Speaker 1: your soul mate too. You're not supposed to be Some

758
00:41:53,120 --> 00:41:56,640
Speaker 1: people always talk about that's my soul mate. Yeah, and

759
00:41:56,719 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 1: don't even know what it is. We really it's so

760
00:41:59,719 --> 00:42:01,520
Speaker 1: made us pretty much your best friend. But they're not.

761
00:42:01,680 --> 00:42:03,560
Speaker 1: They're not going to be the person that you you know,

762
00:42:04,560 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 1: you keep saving mighty might not. Both of y'all just

763
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:11,960
Speaker 1: got to understand, Like we sold Maze, we got somebody

764
00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:16,200
Speaker 1: else to do. Yes, we got somebody else, and they're

765
00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:19,920
Speaker 1: either going to come to me. Were so mate? I

766
00:42:20,040 --> 00:42:25,640
Speaker 1: never been experienced. Yeah, I never sucked her yet keep drinking.

767
00:42:25,800 --> 00:42:31,759
Speaker 1: Maybe I'm joking. I'm okay with pressed waterme I'm drinking water.

768
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:33,960
Speaker 1: But I'm talking a whole lot of big ships. But

769
00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:36,200
Speaker 1: just now, y'all know they say for guys who are

770
00:42:36,239 --> 00:42:38,799
Speaker 1: having a rectile dysfunction problems, and Dr Neil Baumb says

771
00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:42,000
Speaker 1: that every man has had an issue at least once,

772
00:42:42,120 --> 00:42:47,480
Speaker 1: whether or not they admit it. But one thing that

773
00:42:47,840 --> 00:42:50,640
Speaker 1: could really happy with eating watermelon. Just tell you know, watermelon.

774
00:42:50,719 --> 00:42:54,520
Speaker 1: I said, you need this advice, and that's why she

775
00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:57,480
Speaker 1: offered you some watermelon. And if you eat watermelon, they

776
00:42:57,520 --> 00:42:59,480
Speaker 1: said that could help you with your rect out this function.

777
00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:03,000
Speaker 1: Wow scratch, he said, back to back. I want to

778
00:43:03,080 --> 00:43:05,600
Speaker 1: know how many times can you come back to back?

779
00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:08,000
Speaker 1: I mean it depended on the woman. What's the most

780
00:43:08,239 --> 00:43:13,960
Speaker 1: like to like non stick? How many times? My mind though,

781
00:43:14,200 --> 00:43:17,560
Speaker 1: And I'm still I gotta be your friend forever because

782
00:43:17,600 --> 00:43:20,680
Speaker 1: it's changed my line. Oh gosh, except that by the end,

783
00:43:20,719 --> 00:43:22,840
Speaker 1: if you do it too many times and be airshooting,

784
00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:27,560
Speaker 1: it's like powders. Yeah what the hell? Because I mean,

785
00:43:27,680 --> 00:43:29,680
Speaker 1: but it's still got the feeling though, it's still got that.

786
00:43:30,239 --> 00:43:32,560
Speaker 1: He still got that. What was that feeling? You should

787
00:43:32,560 --> 00:43:46,560
Speaker 1: show us? I don't know what that is. He breaks

788
00:43:46,600 --> 00:43:56,600
Speaker 1: in spending on his head. Anybody's no different. It was weird,

789
00:43:59,440 --> 00:44:03,600
Speaker 1: be quiet. I see. I aimed to please, though I

790
00:44:03,719 --> 00:44:06,279
Speaker 1: had this conversation yesterday, I'm aiming to please. I don't

791
00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:10,560
Speaker 1: go in about me. That's I think. That's wonderful. My

792
00:44:10,600 --> 00:44:13,520
Speaker 1: ship has been great. I think my ship is not

793
00:44:13,800 --> 00:44:15,880
Speaker 1: me as a person, like, oh yeah, I'm this that

794
00:44:16,040 --> 00:44:20,080
Speaker 1: I'm saying. My sex life has been phenomenal because of that.

795
00:44:20,960 --> 00:44:24,560
Speaker 1: I believe, like I believe that I'm seeking to please her.

796
00:44:24,719 --> 00:44:27,879
Speaker 1: I don't need to give a ship. That's what I'm doing.

797
00:44:28,239 --> 00:44:30,680
Speaker 1: That you can to know that because when you please

798
00:44:30,760 --> 00:44:34,399
Speaker 1: her first, then your pleasure in return is much. That's

799
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:40,439
Speaker 1: what's my mind. And not have anything else done, Like yeah,

800
00:44:40,520 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 1: of course, for real, you're just welcoming one night, one

801
00:44:44,239 --> 00:44:47,239
Speaker 1: or two nights. Yeah, not all the time, but I

802
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:53,160
Speaker 1: do not forever. That's what's Yeah, that's a good man

803
00:44:53,320 --> 00:45:08,120
Speaker 1: right there. R We got left the job, so we keep.

804
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:11,560
Speaker 1: And he's gonna come to now. He said he's gonna

805
00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:13,120
Speaker 1: come now and stop. A matter of fact, let's me

806
00:45:13,280 --> 00:45:15,920
Speaker 1: to you this thing that he posted on Instagram because

807
00:45:15,960 --> 00:45:22,280
Speaker 1: I was talking about let me hold this up, okay,

808
00:45:22,400 --> 00:45:27,680
Speaker 1: he said, didn't He said, my future wife is probably

809
00:45:27,719 --> 00:45:30,279
Speaker 1: at home right now, not being a home, chilling out

810
00:45:30,320 --> 00:45:32,479
Speaker 1: her bed looking at her timeline with her little double

811
00:45:32,600 --> 00:45:35,839
Speaker 1: chin l O L love you boo. He posted that. Now,

812
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:37,439
Speaker 1: if she's at home right now, that me she ain't

813
00:45:37,440 --> 00:45:41,600
Speaker 1: got no job. But so is that really what a

814
00:45:41,680 --> 00:45:44,560
Speaker 1: man wants for me? It was just not being a

815
00:45:44,600 --> 00:45:52,959
Speaker 1: whole part that okay part or nothing. Yeah, niggas like hos,

816
00:45:53,080 --> 00:45:56,160
Speaker 1: but I wouldn't assume that a majority of niggas wouldn't

817
00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:58,279
Speaker 1: want to hold right. A lot of niggas like hole

818
00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:05,800
Speaker 1: the whole holes. They are wholes. Yeah, sometimes it's like

819
00:46:05,880 --> 00:46:07,839
Speaker 1: if you ain't a hole and they ain't even looking

820
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:09,640
Speaker 1: at you. I just did a song with you know.

821
00:46:10,080 --> 00:46:14,000
Speaker 1: It's called you a Hole, produced by J Butters looking

822
00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:15,600
Speaker 1: about to come out real soon as they we go.

823
00:46:16,120 --> 00:46:19,640
Speaker 1: How does that go? You a hole? Don't look at

824
00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:30,279
Speaker 1: me while you will? That's not go. I'm positive it sounds.

825
00:46:31,080 --> 00:46:33,360
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna like that. Ship may sound it like

826
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:39,040
Speaker 1: being a home. It is gonna be like, yeah, that's me.

827
00:46:42,680 --> 00:46:44,600
Speaker 1: We're gonna be in the club like you playing that

828
00:46:44,680 --> 00:46:50,720
Speaker 1: our friends girl. That's right? How you making a positive thing. Okay,

829
00:46:51,880 --> 00:46:54,040
Speaker 1: am berro is gonna walk around the streets that later

830
00:46:54,200 --> 00:47:02,839
Speaker 1: a right Brandon bastardor for the song that's gonna check,

831
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:13,520
Speaker 1: I need a percentage for the idea. We're talking big money.

832
00:47:15,160 --> 00:47:19,759
Speaker 1: That sounds like a popping as song. Now, how can

833
00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:21,680
Speaker 1: you handle somebody being on their phone the whole time

834
00:47:21,680 --> 00:47:23,759
Speaker 1: we were looking at Kanye was at a Broadway play

835
00:47:24,120 --> 00:47:27,120
Speaker 1: with Kim and it was to share play and the

836
00:47:27,360 --> 00:47:29,400
Speaker 1: one of the actors, one of the lead actors, was like,

837
00:47:30,080 --> 00:47:32,520
Speaker 1: I sent out sent out a message like Kanye, um,

838
00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:35,000
Speaker 1: glad that you're here and that you're on your phone,

839
00:47:35,040 --> 00:47:37,080
Speaker 1: but we're on stage. Actually it's opening night. It's a

840
00:47:37,120 --> 00:47:39,240
Speaker 1: big deal to us. Have you ever been with somebody

841
00:47:39,239 --> 00:47:41,960
Speaker 1: that wouldn't get off their phone? How do you handle that?

842
00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:48,480
Speaker 1: Snatch that if you here coming out your hand, Because

843
00:47:48,680 --> 00:47:51,000
Speaker 1: I'm gonna ask you first, well, I'm gonna try to

844
00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:53,360
Speaker 1: see what you got going on, Like what's more important

845
00:47:53,440 --> 00:47:55,600
Speaker 1: things in my time? Right now? You know what I'm saying,

846
00:47:55,800 --> 00:47:57,600
Speaker 1: I don't really want to know who you're talking to

847
00:47:57,640 --> 00:47:59,759
Speaker 1: because this like if I'm in my phone, don't ask

848
00:47:59,800 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 1: me talking to So that mutual. But what's more important

849
00:48:04,120 --> 00:48:06,439
Speaker 1: than what's going on right here. Yeah, unless somebody's banging

850
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:07,800
Speaker 1: my phone, don't ask me I want to talking to.

851
00:48:07,920 --> 00:48:09,400
Speaker 1: I feel like I could be in my phone. I

852
00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:11,160
Speaker 1: could be in my phone. I don't like people in

853
00:48:11,239 --> 00:48:13,800
Speaker 1: my business and all that, so, but I mean, you

854
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:17,239
Speaker 1: know what, So somebody asked you who you're talking to,

855
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:19,920
Speaker 1: You're gonna say what I'm gonna tell them, okay, so

856
00:48:20,040 --> 00:48:22,600
Speaker 1: they can't ask you. Yeah, but just don't don't keep

857
00:48:22,640 --> 00:48:24,400
Speaker 1: asking me every time I'm on my phone what you're doing,

858
00:48:24,440 --> 00:48:26,160
Speaker 1: what you got going on, who you're talking to. I

859
00:48:26,239 --> 00:48:28,480
Speaker 1: hate that type of like you know, you ever been

860
00:48:28,640 --> 00:48:32,160
Speaker 1: nigga be pressed about your phone? Like damn, my k't

861
00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:36,439
Speaker 1: be on my phone? Put up there like ship ship,

862
00:48:37,600 --> 00:48:48,800
Speaker 1: But you're my goddamnn can take. Okay, don't be on

863
00:48:48,880 --> 00:48:50,680
Speaker 1: your phone at all time with me, because I could

864
00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:52,560
Speaker 1: be on my phone if I wanted to be. I'm

865
00:48:52,560 --> 00:48:54,040
Speaker 1: in a position in my life where i need to

866
00:48:54,080 --> 00:48:56,160
Speaker 1: be pleasing my fans right now. But I'm giving you

867
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:58,440
Speaker 1: my time. You want to play the roads, you know

868
00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:00,040
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. You're playing them with the wrong on

869
00:49:00,200 --> 00:49:02,800
Speaker 1: one for real? You post them? Would you post a

870
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:05,640
Speaker 1: guy on Instagram? If he really just if he's deserving

871
00:49:05,719 --> 00:49:07,160
Speaker 1: of it. You know what I'm saying, When I drop

872
00:49:07,280 --> 00:49:11,080
Speaker 1: a new baby, alert nik, it's gonna be mad. The

873
00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:14,000
Speaker 1: last time you have posted someone, it's been a while

874
00:49:15,320 --> 00:49:19,160
Speaker 1: time because like my LAFE and relationships have been hard

875
00:49:19,200 --> 00:49:21,160
Speaker 1: on me, you know, like they took me through a lot.

876
00:49:21,320 --> 00:49:23,439
Speaker 1: I was stressed out, I lost a lot of weight.

877
00:49:23,600 --> 00:49:28,560
Speaker 1: Like I'm not playing, but I'm a Gemini. I wasn't

878
00:49:28,600 --> 00:49:30,160
Speaker 1: going to stop you because you was in the middle

879
00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:34,320
Speaker 1: of talking, but I literally just read Gemini. Yes, I

880
00:49:34,960 --> 00:49:37,800
Speaker 1: love hard like I'm emotional. I'm saying it, you know,

881
00:49:38,160 --> 00:49:39,920
Speaker 1: here and there whenever I want to be, I pick

882
00:49:39,960 --> 00:49:43,479
Speaker 1: it you okay, And so you know we're not getting

883
00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,400
Speaker 1: relationships if it doesn't work, it hurts me to an extent,

884
00:49:46,600 --> 00:49:48,560
Speaker 1: you know, saying I feel like it's just like a

885
00:49:48,640 --> 00:49:50,879
Speaker 1: failed mission at some point. But you know, you still

886
00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:53,319
Speaker 1: learn from him and stuff like that. But my last

887
00:49:53,360 --> 00:49:55,480
Speaker 1: relationships was hard for me, and I had to learn

888
00:49:55,600 --> 00:49:57,920
Speaker 1: to um love in a different way. So now my

889
00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:00,360
Speaker 1: current situation that I'm in now it's it's just different.

890
00:50:00,440 --> 00:50:02,719
Speaker 1: We're moving different. I had to let him know I

891
00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,840
Speaker 1: wanted different things. You know what I'm saying, and you know,

892
00:50:06,040 --> 00:50:08,400
Speaker 1: even if we don't end up together, it's one of

893
00:50:08,400 --> 00:50:10,600
Speaker 1: the situations where we'll be friends. And that's my type

894
00:50:10,640 --> 00:50:13,200
Speaker 1: of situation. You know, I don't need that drama and

895
00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:15,920
Speaker 1: I don't need the you know, I just don't need it.

896
00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:18,040
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get it. I'm about to be Beyonce Rihanna,

897
00:50:18,239 --> 00:50:19,920
Speaker 1: you know, up there status, So I don't have time

898
00:50:20,000 --> 00:50:22,239
Speaker 1: for the extra ship. I'll leave that to the You

899
00:50:22,280 --> 00:50:25,040
Speaker 1: want a scallywag, bitch, go get her. I got it

900
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 1: for you. And that's another thing that made people mad

901
00:50:28,600 --> 00:50:30,560
Speaker 1: when somebody cheat on you with somebody that's trying to

902
00:50:30,640 --> 00:50:33,000
Speaker 1: do what you do. Why are you trying to be me?

903
00:50:34,760 --> 00:50:38,080
Speaker 1: You know that's I agree with that. Don't talk my language.

904
00:50:40,480 --> 00:50:42,879
Speaker 1: So have you ever got a guy's name tattooed on you? Never?

905
00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:45,960
Speaker 1: But I did get my name tatted and did he

906
00:50:46,000 --> 00:50:50,400
Speaker 1: couldn't cover it up or it's still there. How did

907
00:50:50,440 --> 00:50:53,640
Speaker 1: you feel when he did it? Was it weird to you? Like? Yeah,

908
00:50:53,640 --> 00:50:55,239
Speaker 1: because I know in his head he's like, when is

909
00:50:55,320 --> 00:50:57,919
Speaker 1: she gonna do it? When is she getting tat it next?

910
00:50:58,040 --> 00:51:04,600
Speaker 1: Like a tattoo. At the same time, it's like I

911
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:06,920
Speaker 1: knew it was like one of those situations where I

912
00:51:06,960 --> 00:51:09,560
Speaker 1: knew he was doing it just to keep bringing it up,

913
00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:11,359
Speaker 1: Like I got your names at it, so you should.

914
00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:12,840
Speaker 1: I got your names at it, so you should. And

915
00:51:12,880 --> 00:51:16,279
Speaker 1: I'm all right now you gotta live with it. You

916
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:18,879
Speaker 1: find somebody else name niche, Yeah, cover it. I don't

917
00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:21,640
Speaker 1: know what you're gonna do, but you made that decision.

918
00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:25,480
Speaker 1: Not mean what about you? But is it any tattoos? Um? No,

919
00:51:26,000 --> 00:51:30,480
Speaker 1: you don't have no tattoos. I got tattoos. My kid's name. Females,

920
00:51:31,040 --> 00:51:36,959
Speaker 1: no female? Would you ever? Not without my permission? Listen

921
00:51:37,040 --> 00:51:44,480
Speaker 1: at you? The bodyguard right? What we do? What you do? Um?

922
00:51:44,920 --> 00:51:48,280
Speaker 1: I don't know. Yes. I think if it was, if

923
00:51:48,320 --> 00:51:51,520
Speaker 1: it's worth it, where would you get it? Like, let's

924
00:51:51,560 --> 00:51:53,880
Speaker 1: just say it's a good place for a woman's tattoo

925
00:51:53,880 --> 00:51:55,720
Speaker 1: on you. I mean I think the caldest place probably

926
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,520
Speaker 1: be on your neck. That's o. D. You gotta really

927
00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:00,840
Speaker 1: be married. I gotta be there. I can't see it

928
00:52:00,960 --> 00:52:04,839
Speaker 1: every time I'm looking at you. That's what you get

929
00:52:04,880 --> 00:52:08,960
Speaker 1: her name or her face shoe learned from Nick Cannon.

930
00:52:09,040 --> 00:52:10,719
Speaker 1: I mean, if you're gonna get the name, you might

931
00:52:10,760 --> 00:52:15,640
Speaker 1: as well get the fact face wait, who does that's

932
00:52:15,640 --> 00:52:18,440
Speaker 1: covered up? That's it was a lot of cover up

933
00:52:18,480 --> 00:52:21,279
Speaker 1: she had to get done, though, girl can she covered

934
00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:25,840
Speaker 1: up another and he got like a whole like you

935
00:52:25,920 --> 00:52:29,200
Speaker 1: don't get the name in the face on his neck? Okay,

936
00:52:29,400 --> 00:52:38,719
Speaker 1: I mean the name maybe the first I think like

937
00:52:38,880 --> 00:52:41,760
Speaker 1: you should get matching tattoos instead of getting like somebody

938
00:52:41,920 --> 00:52:45,320
Speaker 1: names already somebody wasn't worth it, so you did, so

939
00:52:45,440 --> 00:52:50,719
Speaker 1: you have somebody tattoo. Okay, we got matching tattoos. Um,

940
00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:54,640
Speaker 1: and now he has babies with somebody else. But at

941
00:52:54,719 --> 00:52:57,839
Speaker 1: least it's not his name because they just hell every

942
00:52:57,840 --> 00:52:59,160
Speaker 1: time I look at it, I know he got the

943
00:52:59,239 --> 00:53:02,440
Speaker 1: same exactly to irritating. It's a music sign, so he

944
00:53:02,480 --> 00:53:06,759
Speaker 1: doesn't know he's got a music not just because you

945
00:53:06,840 --> 00:53:09,200
Speaker 1: got it, because you know, I loved music and stuff.

946
00:53:09,200 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 1: He just was doing it in honor whatever matter right now.

947
00:53:14,040 --> 00:53:17,160
Speaker 1: But you're doing music. He don't even do music. When

948
00:53:17,200 --> 00:53:19,080
Speaker 1: he snapped chatting me and told me he had a baby,

949
00:53:19,840 --> 00:53:23,080
Speaker 1: I was, you know, I you know, I'm an honest person.

950
00:53:23,160 --> 00:53:24,800
Speaker 1: So I hit up the guy that I'm dealing with

951
00:53:24,880 --> 00:53:26,840
Speaker 1: now and I told him, like I'm in my feelings today.

952
00:53:27,360 --> 00:53:30,000
Speaker 1: You know, the guy that I gotta match the tattoo with.

953
00:53:30,120 --> 00:53:31,000
Speaker 1: I used to be in love with him, you know,

954
00:53:31,360 --> 00:53:32,840
Speaker 1: was one of my first boyfriends. I'm like, I'm in

955
00:53:32,920 --> 00:53:35,480
Speaker 1: my feelings because he got babies. Now he has twins.

956
00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:37,399
Speaker 1: You know, I was in love with him at one point,

957
00:53:37,520 --> 00:53:39,960
Speaker 1: or I felt like my little childish ass was, you know.

958
00:53:40,200 --> 00:53:43,120
Speaker 1: And and I'm just but I'm over now saying I

959
00:53:43,200 --> 00:53:45,040
Speaker 1: hope that works for him. But what if you were

960
00:53:45,120 --> 00:53:47,080
Speaker 1: with a guy and he had a tattoo of his

961
00:53:47,200 --> 00:53:49,600
Speaker 1: ex on him. If I was with him and he

962
00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:51,239
Speaker 1: had a tattoo of his ex I've been with a

963
00:53:51,280 --> 00:53:53,400
Speaker 1: guy who has his ex names tatt him and he

964
00:53:53,560 --> 00:53:58,040
Speaker 1: lied about it and said it was his grandma. Nor

965
00:53:58,080 --> 00:54:04,440
Speaker 1: grandma is not name Mercedes. Okay, maybe find out to

966
00:54:04,600 --> 00:54:06,879
Speaker 1: somebody else it was his exest name. Like what kind

967
00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:10,200
Speaker 1: of goofy stuff is that? That's a dumbass reason. Like mean,

968
00:54:10,280 --> 00:54:14,160
Speaker 1: if it's at like Filmo or Octavia, some granny row

969
00:54:15,160 --> 00:54:18,840
Speaker 1: esther esther right, But that's just said name on me. Okay,

970
00:54:18,960 --> 00:54:23,160
Speaker 1: that ain't nobody's grandmar ain't even gonna say to her,

971
00:54:23,239 --> 00:54:29,359
Speaker 1: no shine no. So once you found out out then

972
00:54:29,400 --> 00:54:31,480
Speaker 1: what I mean? I mean, I found that out way

973
00:54:31,480 --> 00:54:33,000
Speaker 1: after we broke up. I found out a lot of

974
00:54:33,080 --> 00:54:35,959
Speaker 1: things after we stopped. That's the words, because you can't

975
00:54:36,160 --> 00:54:37,800
Speaker 1: like you mad, But what can you do when you

976
00:54:37,880 --> 00:54:39,520
Speaker 1: find out? When you keep you know, you'd be mad

977
00:54:39,560 --> 00:54:41,879
Speaker 1: and you keep finding up stuff that make you more mad,

978
00:54:41,920 --> 00:54:43,320
Speaker 1: and you'd be like, I'm not even trying to be

979
00:54:43,400 --> 00:54:46,799
Speaker 1: a mad bitch today, you like, but y'all putt me there,

980
00:54:46,960 --> 00:54:50,759
Speaker 1: like what I get mad? That's the biggest lie. I think.

981
00:54:51,200 --> 00:54:53,320
Speaker 1: My one of my exes told me was that he

982
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:56,160
Speaker 1: only had two kids, but he really had three, and

983
00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:58,640
Speaker 1: he I would have been mad, but it was at

984
00:54:58,719 --> 00:55:03,160
Speaker 1: select that third kids. It was by his second baby mom.

985
00:55:03,600 --> 00:55:05,919
Speaker 1: But he told me that she was pregnant by somebody else.

986
00:55:06,680 --> 00:55:08,759
Speaker 1: So the whole time, like I was talking to him,

987
00:55:08,840 --> 00:55:16,239
Speaker 1: she was pregnant, but I'm thinking she's pregnant, Like, and

988
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:20,040
Speaker 1: you know how I found out. He got arrested. Did

989
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:21,800
Speaker 1: I tell you this story? I think so? Yeah. I

990
00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:24,000
Speaker 1: was in college and he was visiting me in college

991
00:55:24,280 --> 00:55:25,920
Speaker 1: and we got into a fight. So I dropped him

992
00:55:25,960 --> 00:55:27,799
Speaker 1: up at the train station so he could go back home,

993
00:55:28,280 --> 00:55:30,440
Speaker 1: and he grabbed my purse like so I wouldn't drive

994
00:55:30,520 --> 00:55:32,920
Speaker 1: off and somebody called the police because they thought he

995
00:55:33,040 --> 00:55:45,520
Speaker 1: liked yeah and the Asian woman. So then the cops

996
00:55:45,600 --> 00:55:48,120
Speaker 1: team and they had dogs and everything, and then he

997
00:55:48,200 --> 00:55:49,919
Speaker 1: had like some drugs in his pocket, like a little

998
00:55:50,120 --> 00:55:52,759
Speaker 1: some personal ship and so he ended up going to jail.

999
00:55:53,560 --> 00:55:55,719
Speaker 1: And so while he was in jail, his baby mom

1000
00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:58,080
Speaker 1: called me because she had had the second baby and

1001
00:55:58,239 --> 00:56:00,800
Speaker 1: was like, tell him I need pat us for the baby.

1002
00:56:01,239 --> 00:56:03,120
Speaker 1: And I would say, you better to tell the dad.

1003
00:56:04,840 --> 00:56:08,320
Speaker 1: She was like, um, that's what I'm telling him. And

1004
00:56:08,480 --> 00:56:10,520
Speaker 1: I was like, that's not his baby. She said what

1005
00:56:11,440 --> 00:56:15,239
Speaker 1: And turned out it was his baby he headlines, and so, yeah,

1006
00:56:15,320 --> 00:56:19,400
Speaker 1: so you made him miss the birth by lying about baby. Right.

1007
00:56:20,760 --> 00:56:23,200
Speaker 1: I made a song I made because it's like niggas

1008
00:56:23,239 --> 00:56:26,120
Speaker 1: like that. They need their clothes cut up, their belts

1009
00:56:26,120 --> 00:56:28,000
Speaker 1: cut up, they need all the should bleach, they need

1010
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:32,000
Speaker 1: to be pulled up on as clip, the shoestrings up

1011
00:56:32,520 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 1: all that, because I just feel like when you, Nica do,

1012
00:56:36,239 --> 00:56:39,279
Speaker 1: have a crazy song like that. It's called I'm Gonna

1013
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:41,960
Speaker 1: Go Crazy, That's right. And I got a little nervous

1014
00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:51,720
Speaker 1: when I heard it. The lawyer can we watch her? Like, alright,

1015
00:56:51,719 --> 00:56:53,319
Speaker 1: now New Years just coming up. This is the last

1016
00:56:53,360 --> 00:56:55,520
Speaker 1: thing I want to talk about because it is the holidays.

1017
00:56:55,560 --> 00:56:57,320
Speaker 1: Do you have to spend New Years with the person

1018
00:56:57,480 --> 00:57:03,440
Speaker 1: that you're dating, Angela, don't unless you're working. Unless you're

1019
00:57:03,440 --> 00:57:05,360
Speaker 1: busy working, yes, And I was about to say, and

1020
00:57:05,480 --> 00:57:07,279
Speaker 1: that's why could she be getting some time to get

1021
00:57:07,320 --> 00:57:09,319
Speaker 1: off when you're working? You know? Sometimes you get lucky

1022
00:57:09,400 --> 00:57:13,080
Speaker 1: you get to be on your own New Years myself,

1023
00:57:13,320 --> 00:57:16,520
Speaker 1: but I feel like if you're with them, like how

1024
00:57:16,560 --> 00:57:18,720
Speaker 1: they's down a big deal to y'all. Like some people

1025
00:57:18,760 --> 00:57:21,360
Speaker 1: don't really look at it like it's a big deal. Well,

1026
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:29,640
Speaker 1: and we're not equal, look crazy, Okay, New Years is

1027
00:57:29,640 --> 00:57:30,960
Speaker 1: a big deal to me. I feel like I'll be

1028
00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:33,400
Speaker 1: starting over everything, like it's a new time for me.

1029
00:57:33,560 --> 00:57:35,800
Speaker 1: I have a new mindset, I got new goals. I

1030
00:57:35,800 --> 00:57:38,200
Speaker 1: don't know everybody does it, but I'm serious, you know,

1031
00:57:38,560 --> 00:57:40,360
Speaker 1: and I don't want nobody. I don't look at it seriously.

1032
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:43,960
Speaker 1: I don't want that kids at twelve and everything period

1033
00:57:44,160 --> 00:57:47,040
Speaker 1: to look around. Find that person you love and kids. Okay,

1034
00:57:47,040 --> 00:57:49,120
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna lie. If he's not with you, he's

1035
00:57:49,160 --> 00:57:54,000
Speaker 1: with somebody. Yeah yeah, yeah. The bitches in the back

1036
00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:58,080
Speaker 1: are in the bathroom when y'all get our face off.

1037
00:57:58,440 --> 00:58:01,200
Speaker 1: You're posting and ship got sucking his dick while you

1038
00:58:01,240 --> 00:58:03,880
Speaker 1: want FaceTime. You get what I'm saying. She know that

1039
00:58:04,040 --> 00:58:07,000
Speaker 1: you exist, so don't even be like, who hit is that?

1040
00:58:07,320 --> 00:58:11,680
Speaker 1: Y'all know that girl that we wearing the matching glass

1041
00:58:12,360 --> 00:58:15,600
Speaker 1: we out? You like that girl? That the dude that

1042
00:58:15,680 --> 00:58:18,000
Speaker 1: I mean, whoever Cardi B. What's his name? All set?

1043
00:58:18,840 --> 00:58:21,760
Speaker 1: She said she ain't know that their marriage was. Yeah,

1044
00:58:22,240 --> 00:58:26,560
Speaker 1: the marriage that she did, the relationship, the marriage that serious.

1045
00:58:27,000 --> 00:58:31,480
Speaker 1: They have a whole child. A marriage you guys say

1046
00:58:31,840 --> 00:58:34,120
Speaker 1: you can say about marriage, not saying they are. But

1047
00:58:34,240 --> 00:58:38,280
Speaker 1: people have lied in the public about marriage. But how

1048
00:58:38,320 --> 00:58:40,280
Speaker 1: are you gonna lie a BYuT the baby? We've seen

1049
00:58:40,320 --> 00:58:44,600
Speaker 1: her pregnant and all their public affection pregnant. They were,

1050
00:58:44,640 --> 00:58:49,160
Speaker 1: they're pregnant. There they were together. But you got to

1051
00:58:49,160 --> 00:58:54,200
Speaker 1: spend New Years with your whoever you're dating. Um, not really,

1052
00:58:54,200 --> 00:58:56,520
Speaker 1: I don't have to, but if she wants to, that's cool.

1053
00:58:56,520 --> 00:58:58,800
Speaker 1: You don't care. What if she's like, I'm going down

1054
00:58:58,840 --> 00:59:06,720
Speaker 1: with my girls, It's cooling. Damn huh bottom money or

1055
00:59:07,040 --> 00:59:10,280
Speaker 1: how I mean tax Whenever you feel you don't feel

1056
00:59:10,280 --> 00:59:13,160
Speaker 1: like you don't invite you. I mean, I'm cool, Like

1057
00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:17,600
Speaker 1: it's just like it's really like in absolute reality, it's

1058
00:59:17,600 --> 00:59:25,920
Speaker 1: another day and wait together, I'm saying. So whatever I'm

1059
00:59:25,960 --> 00:59:29,320
Speaker 1: doing at midnight is whatever I'm doing whatever people, whatever

1060
00:59:29,360 --> 00:59:37,760
Speaker 1: I'm playing, really making planning on my homegirl couch the

1061
00:59:37,840 --> 00:59:40,040
Speaker 1: whole year. I have definitely I think we're spend New

1062
00:59:40,120 --> 00:59:42,320
Speaker 1: Years one time on the couch. Now. We went out

1063
00:59:42,560 --> 00:59:45,320
Speaker 1: for like finy minutes and then we came in out

1064
00:59:45,400 --> 00:59:47,280
Speaker 1: and we were sleep I feel like we were watching

1065
00:59:47,360 --> 00:59:53,920
Speaker 1: like mob wives. I've met so many um New Year's Like,

1066
00:59:54,160 --> 00:59:56,439
Speaker 1: but if you're going out and you're planning to do something,

1067
00:59:56,520 --> 00:59:58,080
Speaker 1: I think you should be with the person you're with.

1068
00:59:58,320 --> 01:00:00,840
Speaker 1: I love you working on a different state or something

1069
01:00:00,920 --> 01:00:02,800
Speaker 1: like that. It's a lot of other holidays that I

1070
01:00:02,920 --> 01:00:05,760
Speaker 1: don't really I mean, you know, I don't be pressed

1071
01:00:05,800 --> 01:00:08,400
Speaker 1: over holidays, Like ever since I lost my mom, I

1072
01:00:08,560 --> 01:00:11,120
Speaker 1: just don't feel like holidays are saying. You know, I

1073
01:00:11,280 --> 01:00:13,360
Speaker 1: used to try to side over to her and get

1074
01:00:13,400 --> 01:00:15,800
Speaker 1: her food and stuff, so I'd be with friends on holidays.

1075
01:00:15,840 --> 01:00:19,200
Speaker 1: Now whatever, So New Year's come around, but New Year's

1076
01:00:19,280 --> 01:00:21,080
Speaker 1: is my ship. I'll be getting drunk and everything, you know,

1077
01:00:21,520 --> 01:00:25,000
Speaker 1: New Year's every days in New Years, Yeah, I don't

1078
01:00:25,040 --> 01:00:29,000
Speaker 1: hear what that doing Easter, but like together, I don't

1079
01:00:29,040 --> 01:00:32,360
Speaker 1: care on President's Days like thank you, Giving, Christmas and

1080
01:00:32,400 --> 01:00:35,240
Speaker 1: New Year's. Y'all gotta find a medium to like be around.

1081
01:00:35,320 --> 01:00:42,480
Speaker 1: They know we got all seven days. You gotta be

1082
01:00:42,560 --> 01:00:46,440
Speaker 1: with him my hand kolah okay, and be honest with

1083
01:00:46,520 --> 01:00:48,880
Speaker 1: y'all when it comes to relationships. In me, although I

1084
01:00:48,960 --> 01:00:51,840
Speaker 1: am crazy, I try to give it as much space

1085
01:00:52,440 --> 01:00:54,920
Speaker 1: and room to grow and evolve in whatever way it's

1086
01:00:54,920 --> 01:00:57,160
Speaker 1: supposed to go as possible. So I try not to

1087
01:00:57,200 --> 01:00:59,120
Speaker 1: give it a hard time, so I don't get one,

1088
01:00:59,800 --> 01:01:03,200
Speaker 1: you like, I'm trying to live in a space where

1089
01:01:03,320 --> 01:01:07,360
Speaker 1: I can create and I can do things and help

1090
01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:10,800
Speaker 1: millions and billions of other people, you know. And so

1091
01:01:10,880 --> 01:01:12,400
Speaker 1: when I wake up every day, that's where my mind

1092
01:01:12,440 --> 01:01:14,320
Speaker 1: set is. I don't have time to wake up and

1093
01:01:14,440 --> 01:01:18,520
Speaker 1: be um compressed in a situation about how you feel

1094
01:01:18,560 --> 01:01:21,280
Speaker 1: insecure because I did such and such for such and such.

1095
01:01:21,800 --> 01:01:23,800
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm in a place in my life

1096
01:01:23,840 --> 01:01:27,520
Speaker 1: where I'm aware that millions of people need me. Billions

1097
01:01:27,560 --> 01:01:29,640
Speaker 1: of people are looking at me and want to know

1098
01:01:30,280 --> 01:01:32,800
Speaker 1: what I do every day, how I survived through the

1099
01:01:32,880 --> 01:01:35,440
Speaker 1: things that I overcame, How I still got my head

1100
01:01:35,480 --> 01:01:38,200
Speaker 1: up after losing my mom, How I got through physical

1101
01:01:38,320 --> 01:01:41,040
Speaker 1: and sexual abuse. How did I make it? And how

1102
01:01:41,120 --> 01:01:43,200
Speaker 1: can they do it? That's my mindset every day I

1103
01:01:43,240 --> 01:01:44,640
Speaker 1: wake up. How can I make them feel like they

1104
01:01:44,680 --> 01:01:47,160
Speaker 1: can get through anything they go through? So me arguing

1105
01:01:47,240 --> 01:01:50,400
Speaker 1: with a nigga over some petty ship over what's on

1106
01:01:50,520 --> 01:01:53,840
Speaker 1: my phone, or with somebody comment on my Instagram about

1107
01:01:53,960 --> 01:01:56,320
Speaker 1: who I'm looking at too long or something, you know,

1108
01:01:56,520 --> 01:01:59,200
Speaker 1: some petty ship, you gotta go because we're not living

1109
01:01:59,200 --> 01:02:01,080
Speaker 1: in the same purpose. It's if you know what my

1110
01:02:01,160 --> 01:02:03,400
Speaker 1: purposes and it is to help people, and a lot

1111
01:02:03,440 --> 01:02:05,360
Speaker 1: of people need me, then you're gonna be living in

1112
01:02:05,400 --> 01:02:08,360
Speaker 1: that same divine purpose. You know what I'm saying. You're

1113
01:02:08,440 --> 01:02:10,160
Speaker 1: very open about things that you've gone through. Do you

1114
01:02:10,200 --> 01:02:12,480
Speaker 1: expect a man to be open with you about his

1115
01:02:14,240 --> 01:02:18,240
Speaker 1: past as well? Because sometimes it's harder for guys. It's

1116
01:02:18,240 --> 01:02:20,960
Speaker 1: hard for them to open up and it's pressed as

1117
01:02:21,000 --> 01:02:23,400
Speaker 1: we are, Like we be pressed to know what's going

1118
01:02:23,480 --> 01:02:25,160
Speaker 1: on with you, what's going on right now? What happened

1119
01:02:25,160 --> 01:02:27,320
Speaker 1: to you yesterday? Like we want to know everything. I

1120
01:02:27,680 --> 01:02:32,240
Speaker 1: want to know everything but you know, a guy doesn't

1121
01:02:32,240 --> 01:02:33,680
Speaker 1: know how to open up like that. We have to

1122
01:02:33,760 --> 01:02:36,520
Speaker 1: teach them that it's safe for them to open up

1123
01:02:36,880 --> 01:02:38,680
Speaker 1: because a lot of times they feel it's a lot

1124
01:02:38,720 --> 01:02:41,840
Speaker 1: of trust issues too, like we have it and eighteen.

1125
01:02:42,160 --> 01:02:44,520
Speaker 1: But man, I think they're trust issues. I feel like,

1126
01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:47,200
Speaker 1: like we're women, we talk to each other a lot,

1127
01:02:47,640 --> 01:02:50,400
Speaker 1: and I think it's acceptable, like it's expected. I think

1128
01:02:50,480 --> 01:02:53,800
Speaker 1: for men, a lot of times they don't really open

1129
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:55,560
Speaker 1: up to each other like that, and when they do,

1130
01:02:55,600 --> 01:02:58,760
Speaker 1: it's about dumb ship. It's not about helping. Like we're black,

1131
01:02:58,800 --> 01:03:01,280
Speaker 1: being a black man, come on, level up, tap in,

1132
01:03:01,800 --> 01:03:03,760
Speaker 1: get into in tune with what you got going on

1133
01:03:03,960 --> 01:03:06,240
Speaker 1: for real right now. And then it's like they're not

1134
01:03:06,360 --> 01:03:08,240
Speaker 1: doing that for you. Don't need to be surrounded with them.

1135
01:03:08,760 --> 01:03:10,240
Speaker 1: I'm glad, but it's just walked back and because I

1136
01:03:10,280 --> 01:03:12,080
Speaker 1: got to ask you about this. We're talking about opening

1137
01:03:12,160 --> 01:03:14,600
Speaker 1: up about things you know that affect us. And I

1138
01:03:14,680 --> 01:03:16,720
Speaker 1: know you've been very open about issues you've had with

1139
01:03:16,800 --> 01:03:20,160
Speaker 1: mental health sure as well, and you even checked yourself

1140
01:03:20,240 --> 01:03:24,280
Speaker 1: into a facility right to my mom. Actually, but she

1141
01:03:24,400 --> 01:03:26,440
Speaker 1: checked you in. Yeah, I mean, but it was you know,

1142
01:03:27,360 --> 01:03:29,040
Speaker 1: so how did how did she know, and how did

1143
01:03:29,080 --> 01:03:31,760
Speaker 1: you know that it was necessary? Because it was? It was.

1144
01:03:32,640 --> 01:03:36,120
Speaker 1: It was strange as like I was aware that something

1145
01:03:36,280 --> 01:03:38,280
Speaker 1: was going on, but then I was still just like

1146
01:03:38,680 --> 01:03:42,880
Speaker 1: in the something that was going on. So, I mean,

1147
01:03:43,000 --> 01:03:46,800
Speaker 1: the night before it was like weird for me because

1148
01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:49,160
Speaker 1: I was looking on Instagram and I was panicking about everything.

1149
01:03:49,200 --> 01:03:51,440
Speaker 1: I thought everybody was trying to get me and everybody

1150
01:03:51,560 --> 01:03:54,520
Speaker 1: was trying to kill me and all that. Then um

1151
01:03:54,680 --> 01:03:57,440
Speaker 1: my homeboy took me to my mother's house and then

1152
01:03:57,520 --> 01:03:59,960
Speaker 1: in the morning she could breakfast. And then I'm still

1153
01:04:00,320 --> 01:04:03,520
Speaker 1: like she once the TV came on, I was like, no,

1154
01:04:03,760 --> 01:04:06,120
Speaker 1: they're trying to do this, and they're trying to do that,

1155
01:04:06,360 --> 01:04:07,960
Speaker 1: and you know what I mean in my mind and

1156
01:04:08,520 --> 01:04:10,760
Speaker 1: was like she was like, something's wrong. You gotta go here.

1157
01:04:10,800 --> 01:04:15,120
Speaker 1: I was like, cool, I go, So I went. And

1158
01:04:15,240 --> 01:04:18,880
Speaker 1: then it was just like because I was like in

1159
01:04:19,000 --> 01:04:21,920
Speaker 1: and out of consciousness or what it seemed in and

1160
01:04:21,960 --> 01:04:23,960
Speaker 1: out of it, you know what I mean. Yeah, I

1161
01:04:24,040 --> 01:04:26,360
Speaker 1: mean it was anxiety, you know what I mean, A

1162
01:04:26,440 --> 01:04:29,680
Speaker 1: bunch of everything's deformation of sleep or whatever you call it,

1163
01:04:29,720 --> 01:04:32,840
Speaker 1: because I wouldn't I didn't get any sleep because I

1164
01:04:32,920 --> 01:04:37,800
Speaker 1: work a lot, so it was like exhaustion. It was yeah,

1165
01:04:37,880 --> 01:04:39,560
Speaker 1: pretty much, So what did you end up having to do?

1166
01:04:39,840 --> 01:04:42,200
Speaker 1: But I'm sure other people who have these issues as

1167
01:04:42,200 --> 01:04:45,240
Speaker 1: well and might not know what they mean. Um Well,

1168
01:04:45,320 --> 01:04:47,160
Speaker 1: when I went to the hospital, they asked me did

1169
01:04:47,200 --> 01:04:49,240
Speaker 1: I want to say the medicine, and then in my

1170
01:04:49,400 --> 01:04:52,280
Speaker 1: mind I was like, no, I don't need it. And

1171
01:04:52,400 --> 01:04:53,680
Speaker 1: then it was like where are you gonna have to

1172
01:04:53,720 --> 01:04:59,120
Speaker 1: stay here for social office? Like well, what's called restaur doll? Okay, yeah,

1173
01:04:59,640 --> 01:05:03,200
Speaker 1: help you? Um I think it did, but steels like

1174
01:05:03,600 --> 01:05:07,160
Speaker 1: it was like it actually did. Let me tell you. Actually,

1175
01:05:07,360 --> 01:05:10,400
Speaker 1: that's so crazy, like we're I'm learning something by him

1176
01:05:10,480 --> 01:05:12,200
Speaker 1: right now that I was on rest of Doll when

1177
01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:14,760
Speaker 1: I was in high school and I felt like that

1178
01:05:14,800 --> 01:05:18,240
Speaker 1: ship made me feel emotionless. I was not reactive to

1179
01:05:18,280 --> 01:05:20,400
Speaker 1: anything that would kissed me off or made me sad

1180
01:05:20,520 --> 01:05:23,280
Speaker 1: or anything. I was just going through life and I

1181
01:05:23,400 --> 01:05:27,120
Speaker 1: had to stop taking that ship. That's crazy. My dreams

1182
01:05:27,200 --> 01:05:32,080
Speaker 1: were very lucid and powerful. But then yeah, it was

1183
01:05:32,200 --> 01:05:35,280
Speaker 1: like when I woke up, it was a hard wake up,

1184
01:05:35,400 --> 01:05:38,400
Speaker 1: like what the fuck? But then it did help me

1185
01:05:38,560 --> 01:05:43,400
Speaker 1: to calm down and then like, um more so focused

1186
01:05:43,400 --> 01:05:46,280
Speaker 1: on reality and see reality and it helped me cope,

1187
01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:48,160
Speaker 1: you know what I mean. But then I was like

1188
01:05:48,240 --> 01:05:52,840
Speaker 1: I can't be on this that um when I got

1189
01:05:52,880 --> 01:05:54,560
Speaker 1: off and like as soon as I left, I got

1190
01:05:54,600 --> 01:05:57,360
Speaker 1: off of it, you know, and I had attacks. But

1191
01:05:57,480 --> 01:06:01,080
Speaker 1: then they had like we went through a series of like, um,

1192
01:06:01,280 --> 01:06:04,280
Speaker 1: coping skills, like you know what I'm saying, things to

1193
01:06:04,360 --> 01:06:06,840
Speaker 1: think about what we went to therapy so that I

1194
01:06:07,080 --> 01:06:09,520
Speaker 1: relied on that, you know what I'm saying, more so

1195
01:06:09,680 --> 01:06:12,160
Speaker 1: than the medicine, because I thought about all the times

1196
01:06:12,200 --> 01:06:14,680
Speaker 1: that I thought about somebody that I really do trust

1197
01:06:15,320 --> 01:06:20,600
Speaker 1: hurting me. I was like, yeah, no that yeah, okay,

1198
01:06:21,320 --> 01:06:23,000
Speaker 1: I mean, like mind you though, this is coming from

1199
01:06:23,040 --> 01:06:26,040
Speaker 1: one of the most phenomenal producers in the world, you

1200
01:06:26,080 --> 01:06:27,760
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. This is somebody that just works

1201
01:06:28,200 --> 01:06:31,040
Speaker 1: all day every day and puts all his creativity and everything.

1202
01:06:31,280 --> 01:06:33,640
Speaker 1: It's just like you wouldn't think that somebody that's in

1203
01:06:33,720 --> 01:06:36,280
Speaker 1: the position to the end would be going through those

1204
01:06:36,280 --> 01:06:38,480
Speaker 1: type of mental battles. And it's like when we when

1205
01:06:38,520 --> 01:06:40,920
Speaker 1: you really tap in, you know that people are struggling

1206
01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:43,000
Speaker 1: so hard with that every day, you know what I'm saying,

1207
01:06:44,000 --> 01:06:46,400
Speaker 1: And they needed to that. Man, they need to know

1208
01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:48,720
Speaker 1: how to tap in and how to like really connect

1209
01:06:48,800 --> 01:06:51,600
Speaker 1: with you know, finding that balance, because I mean, I

1210
01:06:51,960 --> 01:06:54,800
Speaker 1: I that's you know, it's just beautiful to be able

1211
01:06:54,840 --> 01:06:56,600
Speaker 1: to still wake up after you go through those type

1212
01:06:56,600 --> 01:06:58,880
Speaker 1: of things, to be able to create and be not

1213
01:06:59,000 --> 01:07:01,360
Speaker 1: only creating for yourself but for somebody else. You know,

1214
01:07:01,400 --> 01:07:03,080
Speaker 1: a lot of people are here are selfish as fun

1215
01:07:03,680 --> 01:07:06,480
Speaker 1: and a lot of selfish as hell, you know, So

1216
01:07:06,720 --> 01:07:08,800
Speaker 1: it's just beautiful to hear that. And I feel like,

1217
01:07:08,960 --> 01:07:10,880
Speaker 1: so I'm praying for us to discuss these things that

1218
01:07:10,960 --> 01:07:13,120
Speaker 1: we've gone through, definitely, like you said, because it could

1219
01:07:13,160 --> 01:07:15,200
Speaker 1: help somebody else, but it also is therapeutic for you.

1220
01:07:15,320 --> 01:07:19,480
Speaker 1: I'm sure you know, so it doesn't break you because

1221
01:07:19,760 --> 01:07:21,400
Speaker 1: for both of you, like nature, you went through a

1222
01:07:21,480 --> 01:07:23,160
Speaker 1: lot as far as being in for us to care

1223
01:07:23,880 --> 01:07:26,920
Speaker 1: and you know, dealing with issues with your mom passing

1224
01:07:27,120 --> 01:07:30,000
Speaker 1: and even before that and with your father, and so

1225
01:07:30,240 --> 01:07:32,000
Speaker 1: I'm sure that if you don't discuss it, things like

1226
01:07:32,080 --> 01:07:34,320
Speaker 1: that can break you. You know, did you ever feel

1227
01:07:34,360 --> 01:07:37,360
Speaker 1: like it was gonna break you? I was thinking earlier,

1228
01:07:37,440 --> 01:07:40,480
Speaker 1: like earlier in the interview with the Breakfast Club, I

1229
01:07:40,560 --> 01:07:42,640
Speaker 1: was like, you know, um, I said, why would they

1230
01:07:42,680 --> 01:07:45,240
Speaker 1: give my dad another chance to try to take care

1231
01:07:45,280 --> 01:07:47,400
Speaker 1: of me and my sister after he sucked up, you know,

1232
01:07:47,440 --> 01:07:50,680
Speaker 1: when his babies, and I was like, everybody deserves a chance, though,

1233
01:07:51,040 --> 01:07:53,160
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, everybody, But he funked up

1234
01:07:53,160 --> 01:07:56,280
Speaker 1: his second chance. And so I spent a lot of

1235
01:07:56,360 --> 01:07:58,840
Speaker 1: my life trying to forgive people, forget my dad, forget

1236
01:07:58,880 --> 01:08:01,400
Speaker 1: my mom, forget ends that don't you know, trust the

1237
01:08:01,480 --> 01:08:04,360
Speaker 1: process of my becoming successful. You know what I'm saying.

1238
01:08:04,400 --> 01:08:08,840
Speaker 1: You spend a lot of time forgiving people. And I

1239
01:08:08,960 --> 01:08:12,800
Speaker 1: just think that, you know, losing my mom and going

1240
01:08:12,840 --> 01:08:15,120
Speaker 1: through those things and having a relationship I have with

1241
01:08:15,240 --> 01:08:17,600
Speaker 1: my dad just makes me everything that I am, you know,

1242
01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:20,800
Speaker 1: which is a light for anybody that needs to make

1243
01:08:20,880 --> 01:08:24,800
Speaker 1: it somewhere other than in the dark. Right now, all right, Well,

1244
01:08:24,840 --> 01:08:27,040
Speaker 1: I appreciate both of y'all for coming out here and

1245
01:08:27,080 --> 01:08:30,160
Speaker 1: share hundreds. You learn a lot about that, and I

1246
01:08:30,240 --> 01:08:33,400
Speaker 1: appreciate your honesty. We went from all over and it's

1247
01:08:34,320 --> 01:08:38,200
Speaker 1: hologies talking about sex, talking about d m s, talking

1248
01:08:38,240 --> 01:08:52,360
Speaker 1: about mental health, talking about sealing about you know, lens. Okay,

1249
01:08:52,880 --> 01:08:55,599
Speaker 1: I was wondering when you sat laper can early, because

1250
01:08:56,360 --> 01:08:58,439
Speaker 1: when you're saying when I say, what type of perception

1251
01:08:58,479 --> 01:09:02,280
Speaker 1: do you have your talk about lepric Card, I'm no, no, no, no, no, no,

1252
01:09:03,439 --> 01:09:13,160
Speaker 1: le let go. I love her coming to something like

1253
01:09:15,439 --> 01:09:17,680
Speaker 1: don't let no nick and try to slang me with

1254
01:09:17,840 --> 01:09:26,200
Speaker 1: no dick and you got a throng or like maybe lucky?

1255
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:30,040
Speaker 1: What's that about to do? You better have a hanging

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Speaker 1: from your legs and ship right, it better be a baby. Okay, okay, Wow,

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Speaker 1: that's long terms the stereo with logic, yes and unicorns,

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Speaker 1: all right, well and j but it's your practice is

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Speaker 1: at right now? It's a yes. Well the singles out, Yeah,

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Speaker 1: the single was out, the project yeah, dropped that flame

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Speaker 1: and one is out is a part of it, one

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Speaker 1: of the car I love this record too. It's a

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Speaker 1: fact we just went crazy on this one in my

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Speaker 1: perception for my belief, I love it, I love her,

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Speaker 1: I love the music, you know me. And she went

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Speaker 1: to the next game and all we can't screaming that

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Speaker 1: was listen, let's go. You don't even understand, like I'm

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Speaker 1: not even when you go to games. But yesterday by

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Speaker 1: so much as on the side of the court like

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Speaker 1: act be at every game. I was so mad I

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Speaker 1: was so bad. We kept screaming out good dude, good dude,

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Speaker 1: behind just like good dude, like that's right there, let's

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Speaker 1: see drink angel. Period. We also screamed that out period.

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Speaker 1: What have you screamed out in bed with you? Man?

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Speaker 1: Good gooderation talk right there. We had the best yesterday,

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Speaker 1: good hustle. You didn't get it out there, take it

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Speaker 1: up the middle so much, so much you could say

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Speaker 1: it just felt funny because we was going good deal.

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Speaker 1: And then I was like, she's an amazing record, like

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Speaker 1: that would be amazing. It's number one on the billboards.

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Speaker 1: Good day, all right, well, said dre Butters three one

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Speaker 1: three if you want to slide at his DN seven

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Speaker 1: three or four. Also, don't forget Ifsy and the motherfucker

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Speaker 1: building y'all be hating on the beach because y'all think

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Speaker 1: that I don't represent but I fucking represent ship. Okay,

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Speaker 1: well I ain't that ship. I said to let it be. No.

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Speaker 1: I'm from ips LANDI and I'm adopted by Detroit, and

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Speaker 1: I would wouldn't have it any other way. Alrighty'all so much,

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Speaker 1: that's lift service