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Okay, 37 00:02:56,400 --> 00:02:58,200 Speaker 1: today I'm going to do something that I said I 38 00:02:58,280 --> 00:03:00,680 Speaker 1: was never ever going to do. Gonna have to listen 39 00:03:00,680 --> 00:03:03,400 Speaker 1: in and wait to find out because that's going to 40 00:03:03,480 --> 00:03:06,040 Speaker 1: be done on the second part of this show. But 41 00:03:06,200 --> 00:03:07,880 Speaker 1: first of all, I'm going to talk a little bit 42 00:03:07,960 --> 00:03:10,760 Speaker 1: about some of the concerns that people are having in 43 00:03:10,800 --> 00:03:13,919 Speaker 1: Europe at the moment with reference to terrorism, and it's 44 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:16,160 Speaker 1: not the terrorism that you won't think it would be 45 00:03:16,240 --> 00:03:20,040 Speaker 1: straight away from Germany. Okay, there seems to be a 46 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:24,320 Speaker 1: right wing uprising, if that's the right word. Now. I 47 00:03:24,320 --> 00:03:27,240 Speaker 1: don't think it's at the stage where we're expecting it 48 00:03:27,280 --> 00:03:29,800 Speaker 1: to be as bad as it was in the days 49 00:03:29,800 --> 00:03:33,400 Speaker 1: of Hitler. I don't think people are marching around with swastikas, 50 00:03:33,440 --> 00:03:36,280 Speaker 1: you know, literally cleansing streets and all that sort of 51 00:03:36,280 --> 00:03:38,920 Speaker 1: stuff at the moment. But I do think there has 52 00:03:38,960 --> 00:03:42,320 Speaker 1: been a shift in trend towards supporting some of the 53 00:03:42,320 --> 00:03:44,920 Speaker 1: more extreme movements. And I'm going to talk quickly about 54 00:03:45,520 --> 00:03:47,840 Speaker 1: how this is, how this is coming across to us. 55 00:03:48,200 --> 00:03:51,120 Speaker 1: So last week, a come of what day it was 56 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:54,600 Speaker 1: now was it was probably around Monday of last week, 57 00:03:55,000 --> 00:03:59,000 Speaker 1: we had reports of an attack. A guy had driven 58 00:03:59,040 --> 00:04:04,800 Speaker 1: a car across into a celebration of people from the 59 00:04:04,880 --> 00:04:08,040 Speaker 1: Muslim community, said to have been target in children. It 60 00:04:08,080 --> 00:04:10,680 Speaker 1: was a small Mercedes car. He had driven it up 61 00:04:10,680 --> 00:04:14,200 Speaker 1: into a gathering where people were celebrating, and he targeted 62 00:04:14,600 --> 00:04:17,720 Speaker 1: people locally as saying children had driven it in at speed. 63 00:04:18,400 --> 00:04:21,800 Speaker 1: He had eventually come to the rest injuring not confirmed 64 00:04:21,839 --> 00:04:25,000 Speaker 1: how many, but dozens of people and quite seriously some 65 00:04:25,080 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 1: of them were taken away. There was no deaths reported, 66 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:30,920 Speaker 1: but that sort of attack, it's a tip for tat 67 00:04:30,920 --> 00:04:33,560 Speaker 1: type thing in my opinion. They've seen it done elsewhere 68 00:04:33,560 --> 00:04:36,360 Speaker 1: to other people. It's an easy way of injuring lots 69 00:04:36,360 --> 00:04:39,040 Speaker 1: of people very quickly. So anyway, that's a that's a 70 00:04:39,080 --> 00:04:41,240 Speaker 1: good possibility that it was an attack. Now police has 71 00:04:41,279 --> 00:04:43,880 Speaker 1: been concerned it was an attack yet, but they said 72 00:04:43,880 --> 00:04:46,000 Speaker 1: it's a possibility that it could have been a racially 73 00:04:46,040 --> 00:04:49,480 Speaker 1: motivated attack. So they have held the twenty nine year 74 00:04:49,520 --> 00:04:53,000 Speaker 1: old man in custody. They have said that he wasn't 75 00:04:53,000 --> 00:04:55,560 Speaker 1: fit for interview, so there's a good chance he could 76 00:04:55,600 --> 00:04:57,080 Speaker 1: have been drunk. If he was drunk, it might not 77 00:04:57,120 --> 00:04:59,360 Speaker 1: have been attack. It might open his car was seriously 78 00:04:59,360 --> 00:05:01,480 Speaker 1: out of control. It could have been the car didn't 79 00:05:01,480 --> 00:05:04,240 Speaker 1: work properly. So they haven't ruled everything out yet, but 80 00:05:04,360 --> 00:05:07,040 Speaker 1: it doesn't look good. All. This is in the wake 81 00:05:07,680 --> 00:05:10,560 Speaker 1: of ten people dying in a shooting in hand Out 82 00:05:11,440 --> 00:05:14,800 Speaker 1: not a week earlier. Okay, so in hand now, nine 83 00:05:14,839 --> 00:05:18,440 Speaker 1: people were shot dead in what was definitely a racial attack. 84 00:05:18,960 --> 00:05:23,160 Speaker 1: Somebody targeting the Shesha bars again and then finally shooting himself. 85 00:05:23,400 --> 00:05:26,080 Speaker 1: He shot these people in the Shesha bars, disappeared and 86 00:05:26,120 --> 00:05:28,720 Speaker 1: shot himself. Okay. Now they're saying that that was the 87 00:05:29,600 --> 00:05:33,680 Speaker 1: largest racially motivated attack since World War Two. So this 88 00:05:33,839 --> 00:05:37,680 Speaker 1: stuff is serious and it is happening, and whether it's 89 00:05:37,760 --> 00:05:41,080 Speaker 1: led from one thing leading to another, it's still you know, 90 00:05:41,160 --> 00:05:44,440 Speaker 1: all terrorism is bad terrorism in my opinion, okay, and 91 00:05:44,520 --> 00:05:46,560 Speaker 1: it needs it needs to be dealt with at its 92 00:05:46,680 --> 00:05:49,280 Speaker 1: very core. And as far as I'm concerned, you know, 93 00:05:49,400 --> 00:05:52,279 Speaker 1: all terrorists are terrorists. I don't care if you're right wing, 94 00:05:52,360 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 1: left wing, I don't care what you support. If you 95 00:05:55,080 --> 00:05:58,640 Speaker 1: try and get your point of view across using violence, 96 00:05:58,839 --> 00:06:01,480 Speaker 1: you are a terrorist, simple as okay. And it can't 97 00:06:01,480 --> 00:06:04,240 Speaker 1: be tolerated at any level. So it's a shame to 98 00:06:04,240 --> 00:06:06,719 Speaker 1: see Germany having an uprising and this sort of stuff, 99 00:06:07,080 --> 00:06:10,479 Speaker 1: but unfortunately it is a fact of life. So I 100 00:06:10,520 --> 00:06:13,360 Speaker 1: will be keeping you updated on that sort of stuff 101 00:06:13,400 --> 00:06:15,799 Speaker 1: that's happening. And it's not just there is across Europe. 102 00:06:16,120 --> 00:06:18,640 Speaker 1: You know, we hear Sweden's got massive problems. We know 103 00:06:18,760 --> 00:06:22,040 Speaker 1: that we've had problems in the UK ourselves. France has 104 00:06:22,080 --> 00:06:24,520 Speaker 1: had problems, and it just seems to be a little 105 00:06:24,520 --> 00:06:27,960 Speaker 1: bit of both sides creeping in now. So I'll keep 106 00:06:27,960 --> 00:06:30,520 Speaker 1: you updated out on here listening for my shows, because 107 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:33,680 Speaker 1: I'll always if something happens, have an opinion for sure, okay, 108 00:06:33,920 --> 00:06:36,200 Speaker 1: And I'll always keep your abreast of what's happening. It's 109 00:06:36,240 --> 00:06:40,800 Speaker 1: just quickly swin filing. And I don't look at the coronavirus, okay. 110 00:06:40,839 --> 00:06:45,039 Speaker 1: So I've heard absolutely loads about the coronavirus. And if 111 00:06:45,080 --> 00:06:47,200 Speaker 1: you go online, which I'm sure you have, and your 112 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:51,640 Speaker 1: Google coronavirus, you will find all sorts of hideous things 113 00:06:52,040 --> 00:06:54,440 Speaker 1: with coronavirus, all right. And if you listen to all 114 00:06:54,480 --> 00:06:56,240 Speaker 1: of them, and you listen to some papers in the 115 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:59,719 Speaker 1: UK and some television channels, you would probably be led 116 00:06:59,720 --> 00:07:02,039 Speaker 1: into believing that the world was about to implode and 117 00:07:02,040 --> 00:07:05,240 Speaker 1: everybody was going to die very soon. As soon that 118 00:07:05,279 --> 00:07:08,640 Speaker 1: would all be in a zombie stake sooner rather than that, 119 00:07:08,880 --> 00:07:11,800 Speaker 1: let me put let me put that in the perspective slightly, okay. 120 00:07:12,120 --> 00:07:15,200 Speaker 1: I've been watching it very carefully, and official figures, as 121 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:17,200 Speaker 1: far as we can tell, and these are as official 122 00:07:17,200 --> 00:07:20,200 Speaker 1: figures as far as we can work out, okay, are 123 00:07:20,360 --> 00:07:25,200 Speaker 1: that somewhere just over eight k people. Eighty thousand people 124 00:07:25,200 --> 00:07:29,280 Speaker 1: have been diagnosed with coronavirus worldwide so far. Okay, in 125 00:07:29,360 --> 00:07:32,040 Speaker 1: the scheme of things, that is not a massive amount 126 00:07:32,080 --> 00:07:35,360 Speaker 1: of people. Okay, it really is. If you look at 127 00:07:35,400 --> 00:07:38,040 Speaker 1: other diseases and other ways of people dying, you probably 128 00:07:38,080 --> 00:07:41,320 Speaker 1: find that you know, ten times that amount everyday dyeing, 129 00:07:41,400 --> 00:07:45,080 Speaker 1: car crashes, all right, So that's putting it slightly into perspective. 130 00:07:45,600 --> 00:07:47,800 Speaker 1: Three thousand of those have died so far, so I 131 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:50,920 Speaker 1: have the ek just over just and I think it 132 00:07:51,000 --> 00:07:54,360 Speaker 1: was two thousand, seven seventy four people had died, alright. 133 00:07:54,360 --> 00:07:57,840 Speaker 1: This was as of yesterday, right, nearly three thousand people 134 00:07:57,840 --> 00:08:00,280 Speaker 1: have died, so out of eighty thousand people. That isn't 135 00:08:00,840 --> 00:08:04,000 Speaker 1: isn't a horrendous figure. If it was eighty thousand people, 136 00:08:04,240 --> 00:08:07,040 Speaker 1: eighty thousand people dead, then we're talking something to be 137 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:11,920 Speaker 1: extremely scared off. But as it stands, the chances have 138 00:08:12,040 --> 00:08:16,080 Speaker 1: you dying from coronavirus are two and it's two percent 139 00:08:16,120 --> 00:08:17,680 Speaker 1: of quite a small figure at the moment, so you 140 00:08:17,720 --> 00:08:19,760 Speaker 1: might be seen as a mirrendous pigures coming in from 141 00:08:19,760 --> 00:08:22,760 Speaker 1: across the globe. You might have seen everybody walking around 142 00:08:22,800 --> 00:08:25,000 Speaker 1: with a mask on their head. You might have seen 143 00:08:25,160 --> 00:08:28,600 Speaker 1: your local emergency services even upping the ante and getting 144 00:08:28,600 --> 00:08:33,640 Speaker 1: themselves ready, embracing for pretty horrible times. That would be normal. 145 00:08:34,080 --> 00:08:36,360 Speaker 1: It would be abnormal to hear of something like this 146 00:08:36,520 --> 00:08:39,120 Speaker 1: breaking out and nobody getting ready for it. So I 147 00:08:39,120 --> 00:08:40,840 Speaker 1: think the fact that people are actually getting ready for 148 00:08:40,800 --> 00:08:43,160 Speaker 1: it and taking seriously is made from people believe that 149 00:08:43,200 --> 00:08:44,800 Speaker 1: at the moment is worse than what it is. But 150 00:08:44,880 --> 00:08:47,920 Speaker 1: again on software at radio, I will give you the facts. 151 00:08:47,920 --> 00:08:49,280 Speaker 1: I will give you the truth, and I will tell 152 00:08:49,280 --> 00:08:51,360 Speaker 1: you what I know, and I'll give you my opinion, Okay, 153 00:08:51,640 --> 00:08:54,240 Speaker 1: and i will keep you as up to speed with 154 00:08:54,320 --> 00:08:58,440 Speaker 1: it as I can for sure. Okay. So I'm now 155 00:08:58,559 --> 00:09:01,400 Speaker 1: going to do something which I promised I would never do, 156 00:09:02,080 --> 00:09:04,960 Speaker 1: but I think it needs to be done. I will 157 00:09:05,040 --> 00:09:06,880 Speaker 1: be the first one to do it. I don't think 158 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:09,720 Speaker 1: anybody else has ever done it from the special Forces community. 159 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:13,080 Speaker 1: I don't think anybody has ever even attempted to do 160 00:09:13,280 --> 00:09:16,440 Speaker 1: from the Special Forces community. Here we go. What are 161 00:09:16,480 --> 00:09:18,000 Speaker 1: you doing in the the fields? What you're saying to me? 162 00:09:18,040 --> 00:09:20,240 Speaker 1: What are you doing that is so secretive and locked 163 00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:22,240 Speaker 1: away that you don't even want to tell me? Even 164 00:09:22,280 --> 00:09:24,679 Speaker 1: though you're talking about it now, I'm going to tell 165 00:09:24,679 --> 00:09:27,400 Speaker 1: you exactly should I tell you or shall I let 166 00:09:27,440 --> 00:09:29,360 Speaker 1: wend detail you? Because what I'm going to do now, 167 00:09:30,000 --> 00:09:31,720 Speaker 1: she's already put in face at me. What I'm going 168 00:09:31,760 --> 00:09:35,000 Speaker 1: to do now is I'm going to interview my partner again, 169 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:37,480 Speaker 1: and I'm going to give you her side of me 170 00:09:37,600 --> 00:09:40,840 Speaker 1: being away all the time, especially way back when when 171 00:09:40,840 --> 00:09:43,120 Speaker 1: I was an operator, cutting around the globe doing my 172 00:09:43,160 --> 00:09:46,839 Speaker 1: own thing, and letting her know as little or as 173 00:09:46,920 --> 00:09:51,440 Speaker 1: much or as nothing sometimes would happen okay, and she'd 174 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:53,080 Speaker 1: have to deal with it. So about further to let 175 00:09:53,120 --> 00:09:56,000 Speaker 1: me introduce to you my best friend and my partner, Wendy. 176 00:09:56,040 --> 00:09:58,760 Speaker 1: How are you? Wendy? All right? It's really strange interview 177 00:09:58,760 --> 00:10:00,600 Speaker 1: in your partner because it's like I've got to I've 178 00:10:00,640 --> 00:10:02,640 Speaker 1: got to keep the professionals for sign it. But she's 179 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:05,400 Speaker 1: she's laughing and giggling as we spent Look, Wendy, how 180 00:10:05,400 --> 00:10:07,960 Speaker 1: long we've been together? We've been fifteen years? Yeah. Yeah, 181 00:10:08,640 --> 00:10:10,280 Speaker 1: that wasn't the one I wanted to get wrong, was it. 182 00:10:10,280 --> 00:10:12,040 Speaker 1: I'd be in trouble for an hour. Bear in mind 183 00:10:12,080 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 1: on brace for a clip around the here at any 184 00:10:13,679 --> 00:10:16,440 Speaker 1: moment during this interview. So look, this is Wendy when 185 00:10:16,440 --> 00:10:18,480 Speaker 1: you first mate you, we was on a blind date, 186 00:10:18,480 --> 00:10:20,440 Speaker 1: all right, So we we met for a blind date. 187 00:10:20,679 --> 00:10:23,720 Speaker 1: And what were you told about me? Not a lot, really, 188 00:10:23,760 --> 00:10:26,439 Speaker 1: I was. I didn't really know thishing about you. I 189 00:10:26,480 --> 00:10:28,720 Speaker 1: didn't actually really want to know anything about your want 190 00:10:28,880 --> 00:10:31,679 Speaker 1: to make up my own mind. And I remember when 191 00:10:31,720 --> 00:10:34,200 Speaker 1: I first saw you, I thought he's not my type. 192 00:10:35,000 --> 00:10:37,040 Speaker 1: But we went out, didn't we And we didn't stop laughing, 193 00:10:37,320 --> 00:10:41,040 Speaker 1: but we didn't have a good laugh. But at that stage, 194 00:10:41,080 --> 00:10:43,839 Speaker 1: did you know that I did something other than a 195 00:10:43,920 --> 00:10:47,240 Speaker 1: normal nine or five job? No, he didn't really did 196 00:10:47,320 --> 00:10:49,160 Speaker 1: you know? She knew that the guy that set us 197 00:10:49,200 --> 00:10:51,640 Speaker 1: up was a bodyguard for I knew getting you to 198 00:10:51,640 --> 00:10:53,600 Speaker 1: actually heap. Yeah, and I've done a few bits and 199 00:10:53,640 --> 00:10:56,200 Speaker 1: pieces with Steve. So Stephen was a bodyguard for Oasis 200 00:10:56,760 --> 00:10:59,400 Speaker 1: is Mrs Was was Wendy's best mate and he set 201 00:10:59,400 --> 00:11:02,040 Speaker 1: the pair of us up. So that's how it came about. 202 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:04,120 Speaker 1: So we chatted, We did laugh that first night, I 203 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:05,839 Speaker 1: hadn't we and then we ended up all four of 204 00:11:05,880 --> 00:11:08,920 Speaker 1: his having an Indian meal. I thought I was very 205 00:11:08,920 --> 00:11:10,600 Speaker 1: nervous to let you know the whole story about what 206 00:11:10,600 --> 00:11:12,199 Speaker 1: I did, because you don't know because I spent a 207 00:11:12,200 --> 00:11:13,480 Speaker 1: lot of time working the way. What did you think 208 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:15,360 Speaker 1: when I first told you I would be spending a 209 00:11:15,400 --> 00:11:18,040 Speaker 1: lot of time out of the country. I don't know, really. 210 00:11:18,080 --> 00:11:20,080 Speaker 1: I think part of me was like, because we were 211 00:11:20,360 --> 00:11:23,880 Speaker 1: only just got together, it was neither him. I suppose 212 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:27,520 Speaker 1: it would be a test of our relationship, definitely, because 213 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:30,120 Speaker 1: we've only just got together, so I think we've been 214 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:33,040 Speaker 1: to pout a month together. Yeah, when I went away 215 00:11:33,080 --> 00:11:34,839 Speaker 1: the first I was doing the anti paracy stuff. The 216 00:11:34,920 --> 00:11:37,679 Speaker 1: first one I actually moved into the house and Perry didn't. 217 00:11:37,679 --> 00:11:40,480 Speaker 1: I Yeah, so Wendy was looking after my son and 218 00:11:40,480 --> 00:11:43,360 Speaker 1: the two kids are own that moved into my house, 219 00:11:43,880 --> 00:11:45,640 Speaker 1: and I went away for the first time. And I 220 00:11:45,640 --> 00:11:47,680 Speaker 1: haven't been away for a while because I've been looking 221 00:11:47,679 --> 00:11:50,400 Speaker 1: after Perry myself, so I couldn't go away. So this 222 00:11:50,480 --> 00:11:51,959 Speaker 1: was the first time I've been away a while. And 223 00:11:52,040 --> 00:11:54,720 Speaker 1: we didn't have mobile phones. We had mobile phones, but 224 00:11:54,760 --> 00:11:56,920 Speaker 1: we didn't have that communication because it wasn't what it 225 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:02,320 Speaker 1: is today ging abroad, and there certainly wasn't. It was 226 00:12:02,360 --> 00:12:04,440 Speaker 1: email and when and where I could get it on 227 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:08,160 Speaker 1: the ship, which wasn't very often, was it. You didn't 228 00:12:08,200 --> 00:12:09,880 Speaker 1: hear from you for over a week. Do you think 229 00:12:09,920 --> 00:12:11,760 Speaker 1: that was a good thing or a bad thing. It's 230 00:12:11,760 --> 00:12:15,400 Speaker 1: a bad thing really because although in my heart I 231 00:12:15,480 --> 00:12:19,560 Speaker 1: knew you would you were okay, I didn't know, so 232 00:12:20,360 --> 00:12:22,439 Speaker 1: I found for the first week of every trip he 233 00:12:22,520 --> 00:12:26,920 Speaker 1: went away, it was really hard. So you always say 234 00:12:27,000 --> 00:12:28,959 Speaker 1: the other people once because we do get into a 235 00:12:29,040 --> 00:12:33,079 Speaker 1: routine when and I break that routine twice. I break 236 00:12:33,080 --> 00:12:34,400 Speaker 1: it when I leave, and I'll break it when I 237 00:12:34,480 --> 00:12:37,520 Speaker 1: come back. But you so just explain the room during 238 00:12:37,520 --> 00:12:39,679 Speaker 1: while I'm away and your mind set when I'm I 239 00:12:39,720 --> 00:12:41,640 Speaker 1: because you've got to keep yourself on top of things, 240 00:12:41,679 --> 00:12:44,600 Speaker 1: thinking about you know, you're feeding the kids and stuff 241 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:47,920 Speaker 1: like that. I mean, yeah, when they were younger, it 242 00:12:48,040 --> 00:12:50,880 Speaker 1: was I went from having two of us there because 243 00:12:50,920 --> 00:12:55,199 Speaker 1: you were constantly hung so we shared everything to just me, 244 00:12:56,160 --> 00:12:58,360 Speaker 1: you know, and that was quite hard to period is 245 00:12:58,440 --> 00:13:02,079 Speaker 1: football and jack and ada, and yeah, there's a lot. 246 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:05,199 Speaker 1: You see, I don't realize that you don't. As an operator, 247 00:13:05,200 --> 00:13:07,160 Speaker 1: you sometimes don't realize what the other half of the 248 00:13:07,200 --> 00:13:10,960 Speaker 1: relationships going through because you're too busy wrapped around what 249 00:13:11,120 --> 00:13:13,200 Speaker 1: you need to do. Just to stay alive or you 250 00:13:13,240 --> 00:13:16,079 Speaker 1: know your orders, aware of it as your operating are 251 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:18,800 Speaker 1: you usually pretty tough places? So I mean, don't get 252 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:20,679 Speaker 1: me wrong, with my life compared to what you were 253 00:13:20,720 --> 00:13:24,400 Speaker 1: doing was nothing. I'm not complaining about that. It's just 254 00:13:25,280 --> 00:13:28,840 Speaker 1: I went from having sharing everything having to do it 255 00:13:28,840 --> 00:13:31,040 Speaker 1: all myself, and my whole routine would have to be 256 00:13:31,280 --> 00:13:34,000 Speaker 1: and I worked full time as well. So what are 257 00:13:34,040 --> 00:13:36,160 Speaker 1: my what are my best traits? When I was at home? 258 00:13:36,720 --> 00:13:39,080 Speaker 1: The best things about having the best things about having 259 00:13:39,120 --> 00:13:44,640 Speaker 1: you home was somebody to spend my time with for 260 00:13:44,760 --> 00:13:47,280 Speaker 1: the kids. So you take her to football. We always 261 00:13:47,280 --> 00:13:51,640 Speaker 1: had money when I came home. Were shot together. Let's 262 00:13:51,679 --> 00:13:55,000 Speaker 1: think about you being away, go on, it stayed my time. 263 00:13:57,120 --> 00:13:59,240 Speaker 1: I watch what I wanted to tell you. I am 264 00:13:59,280 --> 00:14:00,920 Speaker 1: an appling for all. So it's boy the way people, 265 00:14:01,040 --> 00:14:02,960 Speaker 1: I cannot keep anything tired. You can put me in 266 00:14:02,960 --> 00:14:04,840 Speaker 1: a room with nothing and I'd still manage to make 267 00:14:04,880 --> 00:14:06,640 Speaker 1: a mess in there. So that's how I have. Yeah, 268 00:14:06,679 --> 00:14:13,080 Speaker 1: you're very hectic, but you like hectic. Yeah you must 269 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:16,199 Speaker 1: like hetic. You always wanted to do something. We've got 270 00:14:16,200 --> 00:14:18,839 Speaker 1: to do something them some days you just it's nice thought. 271 00:14:18,880 --> 00:14:20,720 Speaker 1: What were the worst times on the way. So I've been, 272 00:14:20,920 --> 00:14:23,000 Speaker 1: you know, when I've been all over the place, you know, 273 00:14:23,120 --> 00:14:26,160 Speaker 1: sometimes in some extremely dangerous places. You know, when I 274 00:14:26,200 --> 00:14:27,920 Speaker 1: first want to Syria, tell him that story, you know 275 00:14:27,960 --> 00:14:31,520 Speaker 1: when when I fucked you up. Oh yeah. So he 276 00:14:31,960 --> 00:14:35,000 Speaker 1: phoned me up and he said, I can't talk for 277 00:14:35,040 --> 00:14:37,280 Speaker 1: a while because I'm going down on the front line 278 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:41,360 Speaker 1: where ices are. And I'm like, oh my god. So 279 00:14:41,800 --> 00:14:44,680 Speaker 1: I think I've got to about twelve hours and I 280 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:48,240 Speaker 1: tried cooling no answer. I think maybe nearly forty eight 281 00:14:48,240 --> 00:14:50,040 Speaker 1: hours before I had new So that was a really 282 00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:53,920 Speaker 1: horrible time, really hard. That was really scary. But I 283 00:14:53,920 --> 00:14:55,440 Speaker 1: mean I was down in ciner and it was a 284 00:14:55,480 --> 00:14:57,800 Speaker 1: full blown punch up. And when she saw the footage afterwards, 285 00:14:57,800 --> 00:14:59,600 Speaker 1: I think she was quite annoyed with me because it 286 00:14:59,760 --> 00:15:01,840 Speaker 1: was I should have at least give her more than 287 00:15:01,880 --> 00:15:03,840 Speaker 1: a just I won't be talking for a couple of 288 00:15:03,880 --> 00:15:06,080 Speaker 1: days because it was serious. I might not have come back. 289 00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:09,160 Speaker 1: The fighting was that intense down there. Your mindset when 290 00:15:09,160 --> 00:15:12,720 Speaker 1: that was going on, I can't concentrate on anything. I 291 00:15:12,720 --> 00:15:15,200 Speaker 1: can't do anything, you know, I can't. I felt like 292 00:15:15,280 --> 00:15:19,280 Speaker 1: I can eat or sleep properly, just constantly thinking about it. 293 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:20,880 Speaker 1: So I think that was the worst time to me. 294 00:15:21,320 --> 00:15:23,760 Speaker 1: That one was there stuff you could do, the type 295 00:15:23,800 --> 00:15:26,360 Speaker 1: of things off your mind, not really know. The kids 296 00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:28,280 Speaker 1: didn't keep you. I'm in the kids and kids didn't that. 297 00:15:28,920 --> 00:15:32,080 Speaker 1: Did you ever find yourself snapping at the kids because 298 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:34,560 Speaker 1: they had the pressure of having me away? I'm buying 299 00:15:34,640 --> 00:15:38,360 Speaker 1: what's going on? You know? The kids like they're like, well, 300 00:15:38,400 --> 00:15:42,600 Speaker 1: shut up because the old man could be in trouble here. 301 00:15:42,920 --> 00:15:44,920 Speaker 1: What do you think is the worst thank you've ever 302 00:15:44,920 --> 00:15:46,080 Speaker 1: had of me? Do you think that was the worst 303 00:15:46,080 --> 00:15:47,640 Speaker 1: tring to we've had off me? Did I only want 304 00:15:47,640 --> 00:15:50,520 Speaker 1: to got locked up in Togo? I'm just trying to think. No, 305 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:55,360 Speaker 1: you didn't, actually not until it was all over, you didn't. 306 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:58,240 Speaker 1: I mean Gaza was hecty, the Anti Paris was, the 307 00:15:58,360 --> 00:16:01,880 Speaker 1: gold mines were hectic. I did. The worst of me 308 00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:03,960 Speaker 1: is if you said you were going away for a 309 00:16:04,000 --> 00:16:07,520 Speaker 1: month and you were coming home. That's great because in 310 00:16:07,560 --> 00:16:10,360 Speaker 1: my mind I know you're coming going and when you're 311 00:16:10,360 --> 00:16:13,240 Speaker 1: coming back. But I remember when you've done the answer piracy. 312 00:16:13,320 --> 00:16:16,360 Speaker 1: I think you were going away for five weeks movie, 313 00:16:16,600 --> 00:16:18,680 Speaker 1: and you ended up staying away for nearly three months, 314 00:16:18,680 --> 00:16:21,480 Speaker 1: and we just didn't have a date for you coming home. 315 00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:25,560 Speaker 1: No no, which was But then I didn't have that 316 00:16:25,680 --> 00:16:27,360 Speaker 1: date either, I suppose, so I couldn't tell if I 317 00:16:27,360 --> 00:16:29,560 Speaker 1: could have told you. Probably I made this pact with 318 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:31,680 Speaker 1: myself when I first started trying. When I first started 319 00:16:31,720 --> 00:16:35,120 Speaker 1: doing it privately, I realized that if you wanted someone 320 00:16:35,160 --> 00:16:36,840 Speaker 1: to cover your back, it needed to be somebody you 321 00:16:36,920 --> 00:16:39,200 Speaker 1: trusted more than anybody else, and that to me could 322 00:16:39,200 --> 00:16:41,800 Speaker 1: only be my missus. So when I booked out, if 323 00:16:41,840 --> 00:16:44,720 Speaker 1: I wanted people to know where I was, i'd let 324 00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:47,040 Speaker 1: Wendy know what I was doing. And it sounds really 325 00:16:47,080 --> 00:16:48,840 Speaker 1: strange I had the book out through my own missus. 326 00:16:49,160 --> 00:16:51,040 Speaker 1: But to put it in perspective, when I got locked 327 00:16:51,080 --> 00:16:53,920 Speaker 1: up in Togo, the company I was working for weren't 328 00:16:53,920 --> 00:16:57,120 Speaker 1: even interested in what was happening to me. Now, although 329 00:16:57,160 --> 00:16:59,120 Speaker 1: I didn't manage to let Wendy no straight away because 330 00:16:59,120 --> 00:17:00,800 Speaker 1: I went straight down the and I didn't have the 331 00:17:00,880 --> 00:17:03,400 Speaker 1: chance to HAWD I've let Wendy know and she would 332 00:17:03,400 --> 00:17:05,320 Speaker 1: have started putting provision in place to get me out. 333 00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:07,199 Speaker 1: As it was, I talked my own way out of it. 334 00:17:07,280 --> 00:17:10,520 Speaker 1: But I think you know, having you in the background 335 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:13,560 Speaker 1: for me, you were like my HQ. I'll call her 336 00:17:13,560 --> 00:17:15,800 Speaker 1: the long haired gun because she's the one in the HQ. 337 00:17:16,359 --> 00:17:19,879 Speaker 1: Because HQ, when you're a private military contractor, unless you're 338 00:17:19,920 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: working for a very reputable country, that company with probably 339 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:25,080 Speaker 1: a friend at the top of it that you trust implicitly, 340 00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:28,520 Speaker 1: as has shown time and time again through places like 341 00:17:28,560 --> 00:17:31,320 Speaker 1: a RACK and Afghanist down with various companies. Once you 342 00:17:31,359 --> 00:17:34,720 Speaker 1: go down the panel, something nasty happens. They just washed 343 00:17:34,720 --> 00:17:37,440 Speaker 1: their hands of you. Yeah. I think the other thing 344 00:17:37,440 --> 00:17:40,640 Speaker 1: as well. When you first started going away, I would 345 00:17:40,720 --> 00:17:43,959 Speaker 1: spend a lot of time with my family, my mom, 346 00:17:44,119 --> 00:17:46,760 Speaker 1: my daughter. We did more together, and then when you 347 00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:49,960 Speaker 1: would come home, I wouldn't spend as much time with them, 348 00:17:50,119 --> 00:17:53,240 Speaker 1: and they used to actually say to me, you know, 349 00:17:53,320 --> 00:17:55,080 Speaker 1: we don't see them films home. So that was a 350 00:17:55,119 --> 00:17:56,600 Speaker 1: difficult thing for me to act. So I had to 351 00:17:56,600 --> 00:17:59,679 Speaker 1: try and make them understand, and it almost felt like 352 00:18:00,000 --> 00:18:03,080 Speaker 1: as using them, but I wasn't. They did understand in 353 00:18:03,119 --> 00:18:05,640 Speaker 1: the end. That's a hard thing because you've got your friends, 354 00:18:05,680 --> 00:18:07,680 Speaker 1: so when you're away, you tend to see everybody more. 355 00:18:07,720 --> 00:18:09,840 Speaker 1: I don't think that because your parents had only ever 356 00:18:09,920 --> 00:18:12,879 Speaker 1: read your guy before me had a regular night at 357 00:18:12,880 --> 00:18:14,639 Speaker 1: the five times. Well, they were used to go away, 358 00:18:15,119 --> 00:18:18,440 Speaker 1: so they hadn't ever experienced anybody who just went I'm off, 359 00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:21,639 Speaker 1: i'll see you later, and gave a little information as 360 00:18:21,680 --> 00:18:23,280 Speaker 1: I did, to the point that your mother was probably 361 00:18:23,280 --> 00:18:29,760 Speaker 1: the way. Yeah, a normal man, yeah, and the usual 362 00:18:29,760 --> 00:18:31,560 Speaker 1: don understand A good to you. 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That's 375 00:19:09,200 --> 00:19:14,359 Speaker 1: Create Club dot com c r A T Club dot Com. 376 00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:16,000 Speaker 1: I've always just said to you before that when I 377 00:19:16,080 --> 00:19:19,600 Speaker 1: come home, I have to have time to do all 378 00:19:19,600 --> 00:19:21,399 Speaker 1: sorts of stuff because my kids want to see me, 379 00:19:21,520 --> 00:19:23,680 Speaker 1: Your kids want to see me, my parents want to 380 00:19:23,720 --> 00:19:27,600 Speaker 1: see me. Well, not so much now, but you've got 381 00:19:27,680 --> 00:19:30,280 Speaker 1: to go to see your brothers, your cousins, you'r you 382 00:19:30,400 --> 00:19:32,600 Speaker 1: still got to see your family. And we've both come 383 00:19:32,640 --> 00:19:36,440 Speaker 1: from massive families where everybody wants a bit out of you. Yeah, 384 00:19:36,520 --> 00:19:38,920 Speaker 1: because you've been away for you know, some cases, three 385 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:41,360 Speaker 1: months away, two months at home, two weeks at home. 386 00:19:41,440 --> 00:19:44,000 Speaker 1: Possibly you know you didn't know when you were ran 387 00:19:44,040 --> 00:19:46,840 Speaker 1: away next time because everyone wanted to you to themselves. 388 00:19:46,920 --> 00:19:48,679 Speaker 1: And you've got a bit of dough in your pocket. 389 00:19:48,720 --> 00:19:50,119 Speaker 1: You want to go on a holiday, you want to 390 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:51,520 Speaker 1: do this, you want to do that. And we've done 391 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:56,400 Speaker 1: some cool stuff together. We've been to Flow and especially 392 00:19:56,400 --> 00:19:58,240 Speaker 1: once the kids started getting older and we've got a 393 00:19:58,240 --> 00:19:59,840 Speaker 1: bit more of our own space, we could go and 394 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:02,760 Speaker 1: call the things which you can God, did you know 395 00:20:02,760 --> 00:20:04,720 Speaker 1: what I mean? Especially if you if you're doing that 396 00:20:04,760 --> 00:20:06,200 Speaker 1: sort of work, you do have a bit of money, 397 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:08,600 Speaker 1: and you bet, what if it's the worst. What's the 398 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:11,320 Speaker 1: worst side of things for you of being with someone 399 00:20:11,359 --> 00:20:13,920 Speaker 1: like myself? What's the worst thing? What would you say 400 00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:15,720 Speaker 1: if if someone. If a girlfriend came up to you 401 00:20:15,720 --> 00:20:17,440 Speaker 1: and said, I'll bet this fellow and he's a great lad, 402 00:20:17,480 --> 00:20:19,800 Speaker 1: but he does this, what would be your What's that? 403 00:20:20,320 --> 00:20:23,680 Speaker 1: I don't actually know because most people can say, oh yeah, 404 00:20:23,840 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 1: I mean you're hectic, you're on the go seven, you 405 00:20:26,800 --> 00:20:32,360 Speaker 1: can't sit still. But there's nothing really bad about you. 406 00:20:32,359 --> 00:20:34,600 Speaker 1: You know. I always said, you remember that time where 407 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:37,480 Speaker 1: I said to you years ago, you know when you're 408 00:20:38,320 --> 00:20:41,439 Speaker 1: happy with someone, if you had no money and you 409 00:20:41,480 --> 00:20:43,640 Speaker 1: have to say about all months just to go out 410 00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:45,760 Speaker 1: from one point with that person, you would still be 411 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:48,680 Speaker 1: as happy with them set at home. It's not all 412 00:20:48,720 --> 00:20:52,280 Speaker 1: about just being with you. You know. We've had problems 413 00:20:52,280 --> 00:20:53,960 Speaker 1: along the time. I would say it has all been rosie, 414 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:57,360 Speaker 1: but that's the nation of a relationship. And we've had 415 00:20:57,680 --> 00:21:00,399 Speaker 1: We've had periods where we've had absolutely next to but 416 00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:03,440 Speaker 1: they're all haven't we money wise? We've had peers where 417 00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:04,880 Speaker 1: we've had nothing. You know, I was trying to make 418 00:21:04,920 --> 00:21:08,240 Speaker 1: money in London from a caravan. You were trying to 419 00:21:08,280 --> 00:21:13,639 Speaker 1: live on nothing. Still, there were very strong together like that. 420 00:21:13,640 --> 00:21:18,080 Speaker 1: I wouldn't say there's anything like what I mean, you 421 00:21:18,119 --> 00:21:22,560 Speaker 1: could have a shower a bit more after. But I'll 422 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,080 Speaker 1: bring I'll bring the grunt element to the house. That's 423 00:21:25,080 --> 00:21:27,320 Speaker 1: the problem, so I'll bring it. I'll bring the operator. 424 00:21:27,600 --> 00:21:29,719 Speaker 1: I'm not bothered about clean I am. I'm really not. 425 00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:32,280 Speaker 1: What would you say was the worst thing about me? 426 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:35,960 Speaker 1: So when your routine is disturbed and I'll come home, 427 00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,040 Speaker 1: I know what it is about. Yet you either you 428 00:21:39,080 --> 00:21:43,920 Speaker 1: can be either really high or really bad moods. There's 429 00:21:43,960 --> 00:21:52,879 Speaker 1: no do have mood swings your neck your neck, you 430 00:21:53,000 --> 00:21:57,520 Speaker 1: proper neck, like a neck like ten times worse it is, 431 00:21:57,520 --> 00:21:59,360 Speaker 1: I get and the other do you know what needs 432 00:21:59,359 --> 00:22:02,320 Speaker 1: to annoy me? And this is the main thing that 433 00:22:02,359 --> 00:22:05,160 Speaker 1: we've ever argued about is the kids. Is our children. 434 00:22:05,680 --> 00:22:08,639 Speaker 1: With the nature of the work that I've done, I 435 00:22:08,680 --> 00:22:10,920 Speaker 1: would always try and be friends to the children when 436 00:22:10,920 --> 00:22:13,240 Speaker 1: I come home, But obviously you've got to try and 437 00:22:13,240 --> 00:22:15,520 Speaker 1: discipline them at the same time. And this is when 438 00:22:15,840 --> 00:22:19,320 Speaker 1: lips curling Already, I put a punch up on the 439 00:22:19,359 --> 00:22:21,840 Speaker 1: software for the first time, all right, And I would 440 00:22:21,880 --> 00:22:24,400 Speaker 1: try and be a friend that the kids and probably 441 00:22:24,440 --> 00:22:26,320 Speaker 1: not tell them off or discipline them as heavily as 442 00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:28,640 Speaker 1: I did my son because I had him a lot 443 00:22:28,640 --> 00:22:32,040 Speaker 1: more when he was younger. In hindsight, it was probably 444 00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:34,240 Speaker 1: a mistake not to do that. But when you're working 445 00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:36,680 Speaker 1: away so much and you come home, you don't want 446 00:22:36,680 --> 00:22:38,840 Speaker 1: to be the villain when you come home, yet to 447 00:22:39,040 --> 00:22:41,639 Speaker 1: back your miss his abruptly, perhaps you need to be 448 00:22:41,680 --> 00:22:44,520 Speaker 1: the villain. And that was art. I think the biggest 449 00:22:44,560 --> 00:22:49,080 Speaker 1: thing that we argued about with the kids was black money, 450 00:22:49,200 --> 00:22:52,320 Speaker 1: Like you would just give them money and I would 451 00:22:52,359 --> 00:22:55,600 Speaker 1: say that they have to do something to earn that money. Yeah, 452 00:22:55,600 --> 00:22:57,560 Speaker 1: but I wouldn't be home long enough for them to 453 00:22:57,600 --> 00:22:59,359 Speaker 1: get into that sort of routine with me. So I 454 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:01,639 Speaker 1: just want to see happy one a moment, and if 455 00:23:01,680 --> 00:23:03,399 Speaker 1: I spend a bit of the will lend the mantenna 456 00:23:03,480 --> 00:23:05,679 Speaker 1: or whatever, then that to me was like, you know, 457 00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:07,920 Speaker 1: I could forego because I haven't really had the back chat, 458 00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:10,360 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. Yeah, I think I definitely more. 459 00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:14,159 Speaker 1: I wouldn't say strict, I'm hard, and I think that 460 00:23:14,160 --> 00:23:17,119 Speaker 1: would if we look at it in that respect. The 461 00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:19,720 Speaker 1: hardest thing of being in a relationship like this is 462 00:23:19,760 --> 00:23:24,000 Speaker 1: bringing your kids up, bringing two families to government. You've 463 00:23:24,000 --> 00:23:29,600 Speaker 1: got to children and notoriously, and we do have a 464 00:23:29,600 --> 00:23:31,200 Speaker 1: ginger one as well, so we have a change that 465 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:35,160 Speaker 1: child and and I do, let her know. She said, 466 00:23:35,359 --> 00:23:39,320 Speaker 1: you can, right, yeah, So that that was the hardest thing, 467 00:23:39,600 --> 00:23:42,679 Speaker 1: really hard, just fat money. Like in the situation if 468 00:23:42,680 --> 00:23:44,520 Speaker 1: we haven't got it, we're not bothered about money, but 469 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:47,000 Speaker 1: I do because if we haven't got it, you can't 470 00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:50,240 Speaker 1: spend it. And we got it spend kids. And I'm 471 00:23:50,480 --> 00:23:53,920 Speaker 1: like that, which is how it is, you know what 472 00:23:53,920 --> 00:23:56,320 Speaker 1: I mean. So we've never we've never massively. I think 473 00:23:56,320 --> 00:23:59,000 Speaker 1: I gave up chasing the dollar years ago because you know, 474 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:00,879 Speaker 1: it doesn't make you any happier, and you need to 475 00:24:00,880 --> 00:24:03,439 Speaker 1: be happy with the work that you're doing. So you know, 476 00:24:03,520 --> 00:24:05,080 Speaker 1: you might not earn as much as you did, but 477 00:24:05,160 --> 00:24:07,000 Speaker 1: so long as you're happy, I think that's the that's 478 00:24:07,040 --> 00:24:09,159 Speaker 1: the main thing for me. That's why I do what 479 00:24:09,200 --> 00:24:12,880 Speaker 1: I do. Now, alright, let's let's swing fire, and let's 480 00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:14,760 Speaker 1: talk about when I came out at the closet with 481 00:24:17,480 --> 00:24:19,760 Speaker 1: in respect to when I was reviewed, the book went 482 00:24:19,840 --> 00:24:23,000 Speaker 1: viral born Furness did extremely well. Then I started appearing 483 00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:25,040 Speaker 1: on Sky News and I made documentaries and a lot 484 00:24:25,040 --> 00:24:27,600 Speaker 1: of stuff I did online, and our life did change 485 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:30,280 Speaker 1: slightly because I couldn't do so much of the security 486 00:24:30,280 --> 00:24:33,400 Speaker 1: stuff purely because so many people do recognize me now, 487 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:39,040 Speaker 1: so you found that difficulty difficult actually, And we've had 488 00:24:39,080 --> 00:24:42,200 Speaker 1: we've had some major trolling online. So we've had some 489 00:24:42,240 --> 00:24:44,760 Speaker 1: real you know, I've done a couple of things online 490 00:24:44,760 --> 00:24:46,800 Speaker 1: which we've upset one side or the other. And we've 491 00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:49,760 Speaker 1: had some real trovels, haven't we going back? Like I 492 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:52,639 Speaker 1: remember when you sort of did to Burken, you know, 493 00:24:52,720 --> 00:24:57,560 Speaker 1: you were getting noticed. Do you ever remember we everywhere 494 00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:00,240 Speaker 1: we went here people would recognize Phil and he would 495 00:25:00,240 --> 00:25:02,679 Speaker 1: be chatting away and I had to put him up 496 00:25:02,720 --> 00:25:05,199 Speaker 1: one day and I said, hey, Phil, you know you 497 00:25:05,280 --> 00:25:08,440 Speaker 1: start talking to we go out together, you start talking 498 00:25:08,480 --> 00:25:10,800 Speaker 1: to people, and I'm left there. You never even introduced me. 499 00:25:10,840 --> 00:25:12,760 Speaker 1: And remember, yeah, you know it could get you could 500 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:15,480 Speaker 1: get insolent because I felt like I wasn't used to 501 00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:17,840 Speaker 1: people recognizing me and jumping all over me and wanting 502 00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:19,640 Speaker 1: to speak to you and shake your hand and say hello. 503 00:25:19,720 --> 00:25:24,960 Speaker 1: And you can become very focused on that as opposed 504 00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:26,520 Speaker 1: to what you would be doing normally, which you know 505 00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:29,199 Speaker 1: It's been difficult, wasn't it. But I think for you, 506 00:25:29,320 --> 00:25:32,160 Speaker 1: the worst thing has been the troubling because I've got skin, 507 00:25:32,200 --> 00:25:34,159 Speaker 1: I've got made you can say it to me what 508 00:25:34,280 --> 00:25:36,320 Speaker 1: you want, but unless you're prepared to bring your gumshield 509 00:25:36,359 --> 00:25:38,600 Speaker 1: and meet me somewhere, I don't care what you say. 510 00:25:38,640 --> 00:25:43,320 Speaker 1: Do you know what I mean about you online? And 511 00:25:43,760 --> 00:25:46,320 Speaker 1: I get your idea, get very upset because that is 512 00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:50,880 Speaker 1: not film. No, we've had some real keyboard mentality. Mentality. 513 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,600 Speaker 1: I just don't think that's something I would never get 514 00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:56,520 Speaker 1: used to. It's hard to take, you know, I know, 515 00:25:57,119 --> 00:25:59,440 Speaker 1: I know Brandon's had a bit of it. I've had 516 00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:02,080 Speaker 1: some of it. I would imagine anybody that sticks their 517 00:26:02,119 --> 00:26:04,639 Speaker 1: head up about you can't keep everybody happy all of 518 00:26:04,640 --> 00:26:07,000 Speaker 1: the time. So no matter you know, and the more 519 00:26:07,040 --> 00:26:09,720 Speaker 1: people that know you, probably the more abuse you're going 520 00:26:09,760 --> 00:26:11,800 Speaker 1: to get because there's always going to be a percentage 521 00:26:11,800 --> 00:26:14,439 Speaker 1: of element the people. One thing we don't get is 522 00:26:14,480 --> 00:26:16,520 Speaker 1: screaming hords of women after me. But we have had 523 00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:19,200 Speaker 1: the odd We have had the odd one. How do 524 00:26:19,240 --> 00:26:23,720 Speaker 1: you because Wendy's mental. Wendy's absolutely ridiculously barking mad, probably 525 00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:25,920 Speaker 1: more barking mad than I when it comes to when 526 00:26:25,920 --> 00:26:32,119 Speaker 1: it comes to infidelity off the scale, but yeah, I'm detected. 527 00:26:32,400 --> 00:26:37,720 Speaker 1: What's high? Go on and tell them az Oh, well, 528 00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:40,560 Speaker 1: I'm like, give me a number, give me your email. 529 00:26:41,840 --> 00:26:44,480 Speaker 1: And Phil has just said you have to just ignore it, 530 00:26:44,480 --> 00:26:47,840 Speaker 1: and you do. I just find it. You know, if 531 00:26:47,840 --> 00:26:50,000 Speaker 1: they know that he's with someone, why would you even 532 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:53,640 Speaker 1: do that someone's husband. That's me. I'm very old fashioned. Yeah, 533 00:26:53,800 --> 00:26:57,320 Speaker 1: now I suppose so people take liberties online, don't they. 534 00:26:57,480 --> 00:27:01,280 Speaker 1: People say stuff online that they wouldn't say to your face. 535 00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:07,080 Speaker 1: And and you are crazy, absolutely bonkers, bonkers barker. I 536 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:09,160 Speaker 1: could put them off you quite quick. Yes, I'm sure 537 00:27:09,200 --> 00:27:15,639 Speaker 1: you could take them to the dark side. No, that 538 00:27:15,640 --> 00:27:18,760 Speaker 1: would be that been quite barking. So the plus side 539 00:27:18,760 --> 00:27:20,480 Speaker 1: of a fine that we've done the dark side of it, 540 00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:24,639 Speaker 1: we've done that. We've met some tremendous people, haven't we 541 00:27:24,640 --> 00:27:27,200 Speaker 1: We've met celebrities we would never have met. We've met 542 00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:31,280 Speaker 1: some tremendously normal people that we would ever have been invited. 543 00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:35,480 Speaker 1: We've been invited to some places. I mean, we h 544 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:41,520 Speaker 1: dinner that was just yeah. Yeah, We've been all sorts 545 00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:43,760 Speaker 1: of different places with v I ped up to the 546 00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:47,760 Speaker 1: max by some people. You know, we've been hosted by generals. 547 00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:51,720 Speaker 1: That's been incredible. That's been an absolute you know, that's 548 00:27:51,720 --> 00:27:53,720 Speaker 1: the real that's the plus side of what of what 549 00:27:53,760 --> 00:27:56,600 Speaker 1: it is that? Yeah? For me, it's that's kind of 550 00:27:56,680 --> 00:28:00,240 Speaker 1: like it doesn't even matter if you you have lots 551 00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:03,439 Speaker 1: of money. We have done things that you have you 552 00:28:03,480 --> 00:28:05,439 Speaker 1: can't money. You can't buy some of the stuff you do. 553 00:28:05,520 --> 00:28:08,440 Speaker 1: I mean, dinner on HMS Victory at the same place 554 00:28:08,440 --> 00:28:11,119 Speaker 1: when Nelson had stood in the same mess where Nelson 555 00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:13,720 Speaker 1: would have been drinking is a crazy thing to do, 556 00:28:14,240 --> 00:28:17,080 Speaker 1: you know, in your mess stress. That's one thing that 557 00:28:17,119 --> 00:28:19,600 Speaker 1: you'll probably you can't buy that one of it. Yeah, 558 00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:22,240 Speaker 1: And you know, one of the nicest things we've ever 559 00:28:22,280 --> 00:28:26,600 Speaker 1: done is when Perry got commissioned at Sandhurst, and I 560 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:29,120 Speaker 1: always just stood there and I was just like, this 561 00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:31,840 Speaker 1: is so nice, isn't that. Yeah, Perry became an officer 562 00:28:31,880 --> 00:28:34,439 Speaker 1: in the British Army. Just for those that don't understand Perry, 563 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:38,120 Speaker 1: but my son became my oldest son, our eldest son, 564 00:28:38,600 --> 00:28:41,280 Speaker 1: became an officer in the British Army and was commissioned 565 00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:43,840 Speaker 1: at Sanders. We went to his commission in Pray. We 566 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:46,520 Speaker 1: subsequently that evening stayed and went to his commissioning ball, 567 00:28:46,520 --> 00:28:48,400 Speaker 1: which is quite unusually. Not a lot of parents stayed, 568 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,440 Speaker 1: did they but we were just found ourselves pinching ourselves 569 00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:52,960 Speaker 1: that we were in this thing, you know what I mean? 570 00:28:53,000 --> 00:28:56,840 Speaker 1: It was It was crazy. Even if my mate Roger 571 00:28:56,840 --> 00:29:01,800 Speaker 1: from the Parachute Regiment did end up black eye for 572 00:29:02,000 --> 00:29:04,440 Speaker 1: sending when he should have been receiving, done a lot 573 00:29:04,480 --> 00:29:06,520 Speaker 1: of good things together. Yeah, there was a lot of 574 00:29:06,560 --> 00:29:08,960 Speaker 1: cool stuff and a lot of cool stuff. Still enjoyable life, 575 00:29:09,000 --> 00:29:11,560 Speaker 1: isn't I've never con clean about that. But it's not 576 00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:13,800 Speaker 1: always been easy. And I think, well, I take when 577 00:29:13,800 --> 00:29:16,000 Speaker 1: I speak to young ones about relationships and all that 578 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:18,120 Speaker 1: sort of stuff. You have to have the n gu 579 00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,240 Speaker 1: the never give up attitude. You have to take it. 580 00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:22,800 Speaker 1: You have to work with relationships. It's not something that 581 00:29:22,880 --> 00:29:26,240 Speaker 1: just lands on your lap. And military relationships or operator 582 00:29:26,360 --> 00:29:29,280 Speaker 1: style relationships. And if you go you know the way 583 00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:32,400 Speaker 1: I've gone, and it turns into you know, people actually 584 00:29:32,480 --> 00:29:35,719 Speaker 1: analyzing you as a person and your family to some extent, 585 00:29:36,320 --> 00:29:38,920 Speaker 1: it control all sorts of issues. And I came from 586 00:29:39,000 --> 00:29:44,000 Speaker 1: just totally different wows really didn't. So it's been a yeah, no, 587 00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:47,120 Speaker 1: it's still we're still rolling. So then we all right, 588 00:29:47,800 --> 00:29:49,400 Speaker 1: I'm going to leave it unless you got anything else. 589 00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:51,000 Speaker 1: He wants to but because when he's normally got something 590 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:53,440 Speaker 1: else to say, it's very unusual for Wendy not to 591 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:57,160 Speaker 1: have the last word. And in terms of Google, I 592 00:29:57,200 --> 00:30:02,000 Speaker 1: don't need it because she knows everything. So I am 593 00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:03,959 Speaker 1: a lucky man. Right there you go. So when I'm 594 00:30:03,960 --> 00:30:06,440 Speaker 1: gonna I'm gonna cut Wendy frets, he's going to disappear. 595 00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:08,800 Speaker 1: That was something I'd said I wouldn't do, but I 596 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:13,240 Speaker 1: think I think you'll agree with me it was worth doing. Um, well, 597 00:30:13,240 --> 00:30:15,360 Speaker 1: you chatt, We chatted about this sort of stuff before 598 00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:18,440 Speaker 1: between each other, and honestly, like I said, there's there's 599 00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:20,920 Speaker 1: there's always more pros and there are than there are 600 00:30:21,000 --> 00:30:23,040 Speaker 1: cons when it comes to our relationship, and so long 601 00:30:23,040 --> 00:30:24,560 Speaker 1: as it stays that way, well you're gonna have a 602 00:30:24,600 --> 00:30:27,080 Speaker 1: bumpy ride sometimes, but at the end of the day, 603 00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:29,400 Speaker 1: you're doing what's best for each other. And that's our 604 00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:32,560 Speaker 1: relationships work, whether you're an operator or not, to be honest, 605 00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,640 Speaker 1: So that brings me to let's have a let's have 606 00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:37,920 Speaker 1: a last rundown through soft reap. Let's have a look 607 00:30:37,920 --> 00:30:39,840 Speaker 1: at what's going on. Like I said, you've got the 608 00:30:40,000 --> 00:30:45,120 Speaker 1: African Special Forces exercise going on, You've got the airborne stuff. 609 00:30:45,360 --> 00:30:47,400 Speaker 1: You've got loads of pictures of a day, so get 610 00:30:47,440 --> 00:30:49,680 Speaker 1: yourself along the soft reap dot com. Have a good 611 00:30:49,680 --> 00:30:52,000 Speaker 1: butchers at what's going on. Don't forget the Create Club. 612 00:30:52,240 --> 00:30:54,480 Speaker 1: Create Club was doing some really cool things. And just 613 00:30:54,560 --> 00:30:56,360 Speaker 1: before we close, I'll tell you what I'm going to do. 614 00:30:56,600 --> 00:31:00,760 Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you two minutes worth of Prince Harry 615 00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:02,760 Speaker 1: this week. And we know Prince Harry has been in 616 00:31:02,800 --> 00:31:06,040 Speaker 1: all sorts of bother about him and his missus wanting 617 00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:08,280 Speaker 1: to move to Canada, do this, that and the other 618 00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:10,680 Speaker 1: and not be part of the fold anymore, although they 619 00:31:10,800 --> 00:31:13,000 Speaker 1: promised to pay back any money that they're perceived to 620 00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:15,720 Speaker 1: evolde from their wedding in their houses and orders of 621 00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:18,200 Speaker 1: the stuff, which is honorable to me. And don't forget 622 00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:22,640 Speaker 1: Harry is a two tour operator himself, having flown apaches 623 00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,600 Speaker 1: in a rat in someone in story in Afghanistan in 624 00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:28,720 Speaker 1: some of the most difficult and challenging operations that they did. 625 00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:31,800 Speaker 1: So he's no, he's no crow, he's no lunaty, he's 626 00:31:31,800 --> 00:31:34,280 Speaker 1: no sort of like he was a royal family book. 627 00:31:34,360 --> 00:31:36,080 Speaker 1: He went to war. That man went to war and 628 00:31:36,120 --> 00:31:39,240 Speaker 1: he flew a helicopter which does one thing goes to battle. Okay, 629 00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:41,600 Speaker 1: So don't get me wrong when I say Prince Harry 630 00:31:41,840 --> 00:31:44,040 Speaker 1: went to battle in a helicopter, all right. He went 631 00:31:44,080 --> 00:31:45,680 Speaker 1: in a helicopter that did not He didn't wasn't a 632 00:31:45,680 --> 00:31:49,680 Speaker 1: troop carrier, It wasn't a it wasn't a supplies helicopter. 633 00:31:49,840 --> 00:31:52,880 Speaker 1: He went to war in a helicopter which was designed 634 00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:55,520 Speaker 1: to go and fight people. Right. So two tours he did, 635 00:31:55,600 --> 00:31:58,480 Speaker 1: two very energetic tours, will call them, okay, very busy 636 00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:01,120 Speaker 1: tours to you, all right. So I've got a lot 637 00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:03,280 Speaker 1: of respect for the man. He wears his medals on 638 00:32:03,320 --> 00:32:05,239 Speaker 1: his chest. He earned his medals on his chest, all right, 639 00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:07,360 Speaker 1: not like some of the other royals you get, who 640 00:32:07,440 --> 00:32:10,000 Speaker 1: didn't do probably as much as he did. The medals 641 00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:11,880 Speaker 1: he's got on his chest he's an all right. The 642 00:32:11,880 --> 00:32:14,640 Speaker 1: Afghan medal is there because he went to Afghanistan and 643 00:32:14,720 --> 00:32:16,760 Speaker 1: he fought, all right. So I've got a lot of 644 00:32:16,760 --> 00:32:19,200 Speaker 1: respect for the man straightaway. A lot of these people 645 00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:21,560 Speaker 1: cutting into him for being a royal are probably a 646 00:32:21,600 --> 00:32:24,080 Speaker 1: little bit out of order in my opinion, But who 647 00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:27,120 Speaker 1: am I? Okay, So this week I just thought i'd 648 00:32:27,120 --> 00:32:29,080 Speaker 1: mentioned this because this week for the very first time, 649 00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:32,520 Speaker 1: he did a mission up in Scotland. I don't know. 650 00:32:33,200 --> 00:32:35,600 Speaker 1: It was some sort of talk about the environment or 651 00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:37,680 Speaker 1: something up there. So he's still doing his bits and pieces. 652 00:32:37,680 --> 00:32:39,800 Speaker 1: He dropped a lot of his royal work, but there 653 00:32:39,800 --> 00:32:41,720 Speaker 1: he goes, that's up to him. Anyway, he went to 654 00:32:41,720 --> 00:32:43,959 Speaker 1: Scotland for the very first time this went and normally 655 00:32:44,040 --> 00:32:46,920 Speaker 1: he's introduced as his Royal Highness, the Duke of this, 656 00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:49,000 Speaker 1: the Duke and out there, this that and the other. 657 00:32:49,000 --> 00:32:50,600 Speaker 1: But this time he said he just wanted to be 658 00:32:50,640 --> 00:32:53,600 Speaker 1: introduced pure and simply as Harry. So for the very 659 00:32:53,600 --> 00:32:56,880 Speaker 1: first time this week when they introduced him, the lady 660 00:32:56,920 --> 00:32:59,120 Speaker 1: on the mike says, I'd like to introduce to you 661 00:32:59,640 --> 00:33:03,280 Speaker 1: and give very warm Scottish welcome to Harry. And I 662 00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:05,440 Speaker 1: thought that was really nice, because you know, at the 663 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:08,520 Speaker 1: end of the day, he is Harry. He's Diana's son, 664 00:33:08,680 --> 00:33:11,080 Speaker 1: all right, so you know you can you can, you 665 00:33:11,120 --> 00:33:12,880 Speaker 1: can beat him with the royal stick. He didn't want 666 00:33:12,920 --> 00:33:14,680 Speaker 1: to do that. He wanted to do his own thing. 667 00:33:15,240 --> 00:33:17,520 Speaker 1: He's happy with his misses. Who can knock the man. 668 00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:20,040 Speaker 1: I'm certainly not going to knock him, all right. If 669 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:21,719 Speaker 1: he wanted to come back into the fold one day 670 00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:24,840 Speaker 1: would be more than welcome. He still is the figurehead 671 00:33:24,840 --> 00:33:28,800 Speaker 1: for many military type related charities. The victor's games are 672 00:33:28,960 --> 00:33:30,719 Speaker 1: just going to go away. You'll still be behind that. 673 00:33:31,040 --> 00:33:33,560 Speaker 1: So he's still doing his bits and pieces. He just 674 00:33:33,640 --> 00:33:35,360 Speaker 1: wants a bit of slack for himself. He's not in 675 00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:37,560 Speaker 1: line to the throne or anything like that, so why 676 00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:40,600 Speaker 1: shouldn't the man enjoy his life? And fair play to you, Harry, 677 00:33:40,720 --> 00:33:43,200 Speaker 1: if you're listening boss, well done, mate, you do your 678 00:33:43,240 --> 00:33:45,880 Speaker 1: bits and pieces. And actually if you've dropped to your titles, 679 00:33:46,120 --> 00:33:48,040 Speaker 1: but don't have to call your boss anymore, so I'll 680 00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:50,840 Speaker 1: call you Harry as well. Well done, Harry good Man. 681 00:33:51,120 --> 00:33:53,720 Speaker 1: There you go. So on that note, as I've said, 682 00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:56,960 Speaker 1: don't forget check out all the other stuff on soft up, 683 00:33:57,040 --> 00:33:59,040 Speaker 1: check out the stuff on craip clubs and really cool 684 00:33:59,040 --> 00:34:01,800 Speaker 1: bits and pieces going on on both sides. Have a 685 00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:05,040 Speaker 1: great weekend doing whatever you're doing. Wherever you hear this, 686 00:34:05,120 --> 00:34:07,320 Speaker 1: whenever you listen to it, don't forget this big film 687 00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:10,800 Speaker 1: from across the Pond wereroadcasting from Spain for your enjoyment. 688 00:34:10,960 --> 00:34:13,520 Speaker 1: And I've interviewed Mrs Live That has got to be 689 00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:17,040 Speaker 1: the most bonkers thing I've ever done. Okay, who dares wins? 690 00:34:17,160 --> 00:34:21,040 Speaker 1: And I'll see you all later on use them. Listening 691 00:34:21,080 --> 00:34:25,840 Speaker 1: to self red Radio. New episodes up every Wednesday and Friday. 692 00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:30,040 Speaker 1: Follow the show on Instagram and Twitter at self red 693 00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:30,520 Speaker 1: Radio