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Speaker 1: let's get on with the shop. We hear y'all, but
Speaker 1: I've been before we started this week's episode of Horrible Decisions.
Speaker 1: I want to give all of you guys a motherfucker
Speaker 1: Mary chrismas. Um. I know it's the twenty three, but
Speaker 1: y'all gonna listen through because they none of y'all hoo
Speaker 1: is gonna be at work for the ones who do
Speaker 1: have jobs. So Mary Chrismas, except for the ones that
Speaker 1: work in retail, I'm sorry for you. I'm just gonna
Speaker 1: pray for you because bitch I worked in retail when
Speaker 1: I was in high school, and that she's not fun.
Speaker 1: It's like, this is not Black Friday. I've cried real
Speaker 1: tears on Black Friday and a customer was like, damn,
Speaker 1: I hope you get together. But here I am bitch.
Speaker 1: I'm am a co worker crime Black Friday. So there's that. Um. Anyways, guys,
Speaker 1: did see girl Mandy v a k A full Court
Speaker 1: Pumps a k A peg the Stadion a k A.
Speaker 1: Somebody added Peggan good um, and you know I'm that
Speaker 1: bitch and I'm sitting next to my co host, Hi,
Speaker 1: I'm wheezy. I'm terrified you guys, this is one of
Speaker 1: my scary episodes. I'm like, oh, ship, it's a dude
Speaker 1: off the internet, monniga. No, it's funny. Like I was
Speaker 1: thinking to myself this morning, I know you hit both
Speaker 1: me and Mandy up and I was like, Yo, this
Speaker 1: is going to be one of our super interesting episodes
Speaker 1: and probably a fan favorite because the essence of Horrible
Speaker 1: Decisions is to interview people about their kinks and somewhere
Speaker 1: around the way. You know, we get influencers, we get
Speaker 1: other podcasters, but this is really exciting ship because it's
Speaker 1: someone that lives in the stuff that we talked about
Speaker 1: every week. And even though I think this is nuts,
Speaker 1: I cannot wait for you to change my mind. Although
Speaker 1: we are an anti kink shaming podcast, but she's crazy.
Speaker 1: I will say she did the same as a photographer.
Speaker 1: Find you. Shout out to all the foot lovers. Jesus Christ,
Speaker 1: I'd be having a black people when I go on
Speaker 1: lives now. They're like, but let me see your feet though,
Speaker 1: But no, I just want to hear talking about Bob.
Speaker 1: Have you heard yourself talking about blood? Um? I wouldn't
Speaker 1: what I wouldn't do blow, but I'm not. I don't.
Speaker 1: It's nasty. I mean calling people weirdos. It's just nasty.
Speaker 1: And I think it's cool for us to be Nancy,
Speaker 1: but you Nancy, it's fuck calling the weirdows. You can
Speaker 1: take it as shame both. I love to tease about shape.
Speaker 1: If you thought you weren't gonna be teas on the slot.
Speaker 1: You know you're in the wrong place, baby, because if
Speaker 1: you think I ain't got the fucking baby jokes bits
Speaker 1: on the baby, get ready for it the whole fucking time.
Speaker 1: But y'all know, on my commute here, first of all,
Speaker 1: I listened to like three episodes, So I did my
Speaker 1: homework good, I expect. Do you wet your wife? Have
Speaker 1: you listened to anything before in your way? Um? Yes, yeah,
Speaker 1: I mean I listened to like two episodes on the
Speaker 1: way here. But um, when normal listeners to you guys?
Speaker 1: So I agree, who were jokes? And everything I understanding
Speaker 1: come from a good place, isn't already jokes on you?
Speaker 1: So I got on live on the Horrible Decisions page
Speaker 1: and I'm letting people know the guests that we're gonna
Speaker 1: have for December. So I brought up, um Corey, shout
Speaker 1: out to the pastor who came onto Horrible Decisions this
Speaker 1: month wonderful episode, and I talked about we were going
Speaker 1: to have a guy who wears diapers. Little did I know,
Speaker 1: I started talking about my thoughts and it was in
Speaker 1: the room They're like, wait, diaper boys. The audience has
Speaker 1: already started like questioning and I was like, Okay, I'm
Speaker 1: taking some of your questions and make sure I asked
Speaker 1: them when he comes on the show. So I am
Speaker 1: really glad to have you. I'm glad to be here.
Speaker 1: And it's the holiday season. It's just crazy because you
Speaker 1: look normal, but I know it's in there. That's one
Speaker 1: of the that's one of the best things about it.
Speaker 1: And that's one of the reasons I really want to
Speaker 1: be on the show. Not only like Nicka has a
Speaker 1: Nike sweater on, like once again, you will never know,
Speaker 1: But that's that's the essence of a kink and fetish.
Speaker 1: You said, everyone always wants to take a kink or
Speaker 1: a fetish and they want to throw an explanation on
Speaker 1: top of it. They wanted people generally that can't understand
Speaker 1: fetishes or sexual kinks, right. They feel like this has
Speaker 1: to have came from trauma, from something exactly, you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. So everybody's gonna think your ship was
Speaker 1: wet all your life. They're gonna be like, damn, nobody
Speaker 1: ever changes. Yeah, no, I definitely want to get into
Speaker 1: into that. And I put that question down, Um, yeah,
Speaker 1: I guess we can we can. I was gonna do
Speaker 1: a quick catch up. Um we as a rant I.
Speaker 1: I haven't really talked much about my love life. I
Speaker 1: think I have on our Patreon episodes, I've opened up
Speaker 1: a little bit more. Um. It's funny because I am
Speaker 1: currently talking to a scientist ironically, Um, and I don't
Speaker 1: believe in science computer science. So that was getting on
Speaker 1: me because they like Dann, he'd being he'd be caring
Speaker 1: computer viruses and ship in a computer lab. What you got,
Speaker 1: what you got, what you got to say? So do
Speaker 1: you be talking about about science? So listen, the crazy
Speaker 1: thing is not so he No, I don't believe it, right,
Speaker 1: so I swear the guy. So we'd be talking and
Speaker 1: yet we were drunk and we we were like around seriously,
Speaker 1: the crazy thing is like and he's into like these
Speaker 1: Beyond burgers and I think we did talk about it
Speaker 1: on a Patroon episode. So I'll be like like eating
Speaker 1: science and ship. So I get on him about that
Speaker 1: because it's like vegan. It ain't even meet so like
Speaker 1: it's it's cute. He's very educated. Um, No, kids were
Speaker 1: the same age, So we're bonding. I do have a
Speaker 1: flight already to go see him next month. Um, so
Speaker 1: we'll be spending maybe a weekend in the cabins. But
Speaker 1: I did also just start me talking to this other guy. Um,
Speaker 1: and he's local. He's in New York. And it's weird
Speaker 1: because I haven't really been looking for anyone, and literally,
Speaker 1: in our first conversation, he's sounded like me everything I've
Speaker 1: been telling my friends I want or don't want from
Speaker 1: just talking to someone or dating. He came out and said,
Speaker 1: so he's big on consistency, he's big on seeing each
Speaker 1: other when we can. His schedule is also very busy. Um,
Speaker 1: so both of us travel a lot, so it's just
Speaker 1: us making time. He is older, a decade older. But
Speaker 1: but he was like, you know what, I'm gonna make
Speaker 1: you forget my age. So I'm like, I bet we
Speaker 1: can do that. Um So yeah, so right now I
Speaker 1: am talking to the two guys scientists. Bay is PhD.
Speaker 1: That's I coined him. Scientist is my age. Um. And
Speaker 1: then the new guy, I gotta I gotta come up
Speaker 1: with a nickname right right now, I'll call him Aries
Speaker 1: because that was our joke. He said he's an aries,
Speaker 1: and I said, I never met one of them. That's
Speaker 1: just I don't know that's his sign. It's Aria, y'all know.
Speaker 1: I don't believe in that shit either, U. I don't
Speaker 1: like we're just funny. And I told him, I was like, oh, well,
Speaker 1: I ain't never met no areas. I don't even know
Speaker 1: what the niggas be, like, so you're gonna represent for
Speaker 1: the whole area's nation, But I don't believe in that. April,
Speaker 1: I don't even know what oh MARCHI April Okay, Okay, yeah,
Speaker 1: I ain't got no niggas in the months, um, so
Speaker 1: at least he'll get what I um. But yeah, so
Speaker 1: that's kind of like my dating life right now. Still
Speaker 1: no sex um and seven won't be going into with me.
Speaker 1: So he's cut off and no for sure. Like and
Speaker 1: every time I cut him off before, I got like
Speaker 1: into this little vibe like oh but if he hit me, okay,
Speaker 1: I'll go get him some plussy um. And I'm just
Speaker 1: not interested in him, like I see his pictures. I
Speaker 1: don't want to suck his dick for twenty minutes like
Speaker 1: I used to. I'm like, yeah, no, this this twenty years,
Speaker 1: twenty years, um, this seven years of fucking with him
Speaker 1: is kind of it's come to his end. You just
Speaker 1: woke up one day. I'm just like, you know, I
Speaker 1: just I just felt like he had it real easy,
Speaker 1: and I'd be my niggas don't have it easy with me.
Speaker 1: I'm not the easiest person, and he just had it
Speaker 1: real easy and he just ain't act right. I think
Speaker 1: he took. He took how easy I gave it to him,
Speaker 1: you know, for that's what it is. Yes, I'm just
Speaker 1: nigga and I'm not nothing that, but that's what I'm like. Soft,
Speaker 1: but like who I was seven years ago and then
Speaker 1: who I am now. So sometimes he's still becoming at
Speaker 1: me like, um, you know the bitch living with two roommates,
Speaker 1: going to school, living off financial aid and you know what, Yeah,
Speaker 1: no nigga, Like I'm I'm kind of lit now, so
Speaker 1: you you gotta be act accordingly like all my other
Speaker 1: holes who call me superstar and like gass me he
Speaker 1: superstar homes and they and they still gass me boy,
Speaker 1: go ahead about called Cassidy. So, like I've said on
Speaker 1: this podcast before, I do like to be the most
Speaker 1: hood person in my building. That's just something that makes
Speaker 1: me know I'm in the right place when I'm the
Speaker 1: ghetto bitch of the building, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: because I can't have nobody it's like on top like
Speaker 1: above me. Now, so because of that, most people stay
Speaker 1: out of my fucking way. They see me and they
Speaker 1: kind of like be overboard with like the nice how
Speaker 1: are you? But I'm also the only like black person
Speaker 1: in building. So underneath me, you know, sund travels up
Speaker 1: there is a woman who I thought it was a hobby.
Speaker 1: It is not. She just has so much to sing
Speaker 1: about and it's not good. Um it's show tunes. Um
Speaker 1: it's been Atlantis Morisset. I really like Atlantis. I don't
Speaker 1: even know, like just but I could tell if by
Speaker 1: like the road like some Broadway ship, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But I know to me doing but um,
Speaker 1: specifically today I had it with this whole she sang
Speaker 1: this song I think it was. Was it Michelle Branch
Speaker 1: because you're wear to me, so it was really, but
Speaker 1: we're so fucking bad. I was like, you know what,
Speaker 1: I don't want to be like a dream crusher, you
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying. But someone had to crush my
Speaker 1: dreams before. Like there were a lot of things I
Speaker 1: used to want to do that I wasn't set out
Speaker 1: to do. And I said this on my Graham, like
Speaker 1: I went to school for journalism. Was it really did that?
Speaker 1: And someone hadn't let me know. So I was like,
Speaker 1: I need to do this for her. It's not like
Speaker 1: I'm one of her friends. So I feel like if
Speaker 1: I do it, what what's she gonna do get mad
Speaker 1: at me? And I already know when I left her
Speaker 1: apartment today, I already know for a fact she called
Speaker 1: one of her friends like this fucking black horror upstairs.
Speaker 1: I don't know if she's black, and she looks like
Speaker 1: it maybe Latina. I don't know. I could tell you
Speaker 1: that's exactly what she said. I went down there. I
Speaker 1: was like, Hey, this is really awkward and I'm sorry
Speaker 1: that I have to do this. Oh my god, you
Speaker 1: started out, Yes I did. Why because what's he immediately starting? Alright?
Speaker 1: Because yo uneasy for me? Because I had a neighbor
Speaker 1: come to my door, so I want to hear how
Speaker 1: we had the same We have the same bedroom, it's
Speaker 1: the same layout. So she sings in the bedroom and
Speaker 1: I can hear it almost. It really woke me up
Speaker 1: this morning and I was like this is to know
Speaker 1: and bro if I could hear the lyrics clearly and
Speaker 1: absolutely mad. So I went downstairs. I was like, listen
Speaker 1: and she had to swile on her face to this
Speaker 1: made me feel bad. She was holding a bowl of
Speaker 1: like something she was whisking in her whitest way. Hey,
Speaker 1: I was like, oh no, so I almost didn't say it,
Speaker 1: but I was like, I was like, listen, it's really
Speaker 1: awkward and I don't know how to say this, but
Speaker 1: I don't think that you know that I can hear you.
Speaker 1: And she's like, I don't know what you're talking about.
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't think you know that I
Speaker 1: can hear you singing, but I can't hear you singing.
Speaker 1: So I wait for her to say something is she
Speaker 1: will say anything goes oh, like you sing loud, like
Speaker 1: it woke me up today, and she was like okay.
Speaker 1: I was like, but like all the time you sing,
Speaker 1: and I don't know, like if I don't think that's
Speaker 1: your job, I don't know if it is. But like
Speaker 1: I was like, just so you know, I've normally gone
Speaker 1: from like eleven to like four, like those of the
Speaker 1: times I'm not here. I was like, so maybe even
Speaker 1: if I am here, maybe you could just not sing
Speaker 1: before eleven. She still said nothing to me, So then
Speaker 1: I'm left to fucking finish the sentence out. I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to be rude. How don't I say
Speaker 1: I just really didn't think you could know that you
Speaker 1: get singing like no one can hear you, but I
Speaker 1: can hear you. And she just like nodded at me
Speaker 1: like okay, Like she was so upset, and so I'm like,
Speaker 1: I'm feeling really bad, right, so I get up the stairs,
Speaker 1: and right as I get up, I can hear this.
Speaker 1: She grabbed the phone. She's like hello, like she was
Speaker 1: getting ready to tell somebody. This bitch came down here.
Speaker 1: Was I wrong? And what I said? You know you
Speaker 1: kind of schedule, So I will say, what you did
Speaker 1: happen to me. When I lived in Miami, I lived
Speaker 1: on the top floor, but me and my me and
Speaker 1: my roommate at the time worked in the clubs, so
Speaker 1: of course we work opposite hours of everyone else, and
Speaker 1: when we would get ready at night, we put on
Speaker 1: our heels. We had a marble floor. The guy who
Speaker 1: is underneath us came up and was like, hey, I
Speaker 1: gave the times that he hears us let us know
Speaker 1: he has to be to work in the morning, and
Speaker 1: how we wake hme up before his alarm clock in
Speaker 1: the morning and while we're getting ready at night. So,
Speaker 1: but he came kind of like you gave us his
Speaker 1: schedule and then was like, and I don't know if
Speaker 1: it's something I need to do, but I can buy
Speaker 1: you guys some slippers. Um, since mar so he heard us,
Speaker 1: and I'm not gonna lie me and my roommates response
Speaker 1: to that was maybe you should buy a house. Um,
Speaker 1: I swear to god, we both we live on pen
Speaker 1: we're on the pent house floor. You're below us on Like,
Speaker 1: all right, I know it's more than yours and buy
Speaker 1: another house. Yeah, but you know you live in a
Speaker 1: building with other people, and you gotta be respectful. I'm
Speaker 1: I'm getting by a house. If you don't want anybody
Speaker 1: knocking on your door, Okay, well you can knock on
Speaker 1: my door, but that doesn't mean I'm gonna get you
Speaker 1: to your request. You're telling me you don't live on
Speaker 1: the top floor. Now, what if you that happened? I
Speaker 1: hear I hear them slim their doors. They have kids.
Speaker 1: I hear them back. Absolutely have the right to check them. Yeah,
Speaker 1: but they're living in their normal space the way I am.
Speaker 1: If I want a sound proof surrounding, I should probably
Speaker 1: stay in the house. What was the time that you
Speaker 1: were making all that noise? I mean like eleven, because
Speaker 1: we would leave the house like so so nine, nine
Speaker 1: to ten because we had to be both out by
Speaker 1: eleven and then we would get in. It's Miami still
Speaker 1: five or six in the morning. That's crazy. Tell us somebody,
Speaker 1: you gotta buy a house. See, but you were telling
Speaker 1: this ship not to sing during like normal operating hours.
Speaker 1: Is like I just told her thing before eleven am
Speaker 1: because if you're scheduling. But that's not fair because then
Speaker 1: like that's how she wakes up to be fair if
Speaker 1: it was five am, because that's a crazy that's that's
Speaker 1: where I was working around my work hours. Those are
Speaker 1: my work hours. I worked at night down there. Just
Speaker 1: because you have a nine to five and just because
Speaker 1: you leave your house between eleven to four, I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna move around how I live my life based off
Speaker 1: someone else's works. Slippers comment, Oh me at heart. We said,
Speaker 1: oh we're going out tonight and aren't click to hills bitch. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so we were. We were petty that night, but yeah,
Speaker 1: to offer us slippers not but also were called the board.
Speaker 1: I'd have been like, yo, like was a real ship.
Speaker 1: This is your first one. I'm just telling you as
Speaker 1: your first morning, I'm not giving it to you. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Luckily we we played homeowners association fee is the same
Speaker 1: way he did. I mean you, well, we paid it
Speaker 1: a part of our god damn, as a part of
Speaker 1: our rank, and we paid trash. Miami was not with
Speaker 1: home owners fees as a renter. Why would you pay
Speaker 1: homeowners fez of the renter you probably paid they were,
Speaker 1: Well they were. That's why we got not that we
Speaker 1: got kicked out, but we were like the owners of
Speaker 1: our home. His partner lost his job and they literally
Speaker 1: came to us before our least was up and was like,
Speaker 1: hey guys, um my partner lost his job and can
Speaker 1: we work something that we need to move back in
Speaker 1: our place and everything like. So, even how it was
Speaker 1: set up, we weren't paying through the actual it was
Speaker 1: through them to where when his partner lost his job,
Speaker 1: he came. So imagine if that nigga felt like fucking
Speaker 1: calling downstairs. Yeah I know yeah, but and imagine if
Speaker 1: you're sucking, I'm leasing this bitch and I'm getting noise
Speaker 1: in place that I never had on when I lived there. Yeah.
Speaker 1: Now I'm curious though, so like, how can you have
Speaker 1: really made that works? Because all you did was just
Speaker 1: tell her, you know that she sings before I could
Speaker 1: have told her how bad it was. So that's what
Speaker 1: I'm saying, dude, do you tell the super when you
Speaker 1: called over a noise complaint like people like you get
Speaker 1: like I think you get like three. It's a very
Speaker 1: serious call. That's why I said, you couldn't even kick
Speaker 1: that here it's and I'll say in New York then
Speaker 1: it's not. Because in my last home, the Puerto Ricans upstairs,
Speaker 1: they took over the whole alley. My walls would vibrate.
Speaker 1: Do you know we called on them and they were
Speaker 1: Section eight tenants. Do you know nothing ever happened, never happened,
Speaker 1: and we called weekly, I mean we called weekly and
Speaker 1: they never kicked out in they were section So I
Speaker 1: know someone that got kicked out of their New York
Speaker 1: home for annoying, I would just say in New York
Speaker 1: then maybe also lived in the BARNX So maybe the BARNX.
Speaker 1: They're not taking noise complaints because they deal with murders.
Speaker 1: I don't know what. I don't know the Copsle's like,
Speaker 1: listen what she want us to do. They're playing music
Speaker 1: about the construction one time and I want to live.
Speaker 1: They called me construction Carol. Because I lost it, I said, okay,
Speaker 1: I hear them right now. So I knew that like
Speaker 1: construction couldn't go past six pm. I read plus yeah, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1: I googled it because I was like, this can't be right.
Speaker 1: I said, maybe they really working all some ship Because
Speaker 1: I got a subway by my house bro atn I
Speaker 1: was like, that's it. Yes, I fucking go downstairs. I'm
Speaker 1: in a robe and slippers. I know, I looked white
Speaker 1: as book and I was like, so if no one's
Speaker 1: gonna stop this, you guys are gonna stop. It's just
Speaker 1: not gonna stop tonight. No, not wroblem. I'm asking you.
Speaker 1: I wanted to be next because I'm yellow. So the
Speaker 1: guy fuckings like, man, we have to do this tonight
Speaker 1: because there's a dog stuck underneath. He's like so there, yeah,
Speaker 1: at six pm, but it's only if there's an emergency,
Speaker 1: said do you know who olds the dog? Like is
Speaker 1: just someone dog or a dog? And then everybody looking
Speaker 1: at me like I'm fucking rude. Mean this dog was stock,
Speaker 1: so damn dog. It's one night of sleep. That's just
Speaker 1: gonna sit on this. It's a straight straight So wait,
Speaker 1: three one one. I called three one one, and you
Speaker 1: can tell this nigg has been taking calls all night.
Speaker 1: He's like, what's your emergency at the edge, No know,
Speaker 1: what's your non emergency? I'm like, my non emergency is
Speaker 1: about to be one. There's a dog stuck. They ain't
Speaker 1: get that motherfucker out. Yeah, it's been five hours. I
Speaker 1: said that I can't sleep, and then I really was like,
Speaker 1: let me turn it up or not, just like I
Speaker 1: have children, kids care No, I don't care about my
Speaker 1: kids even tell I need a good excuse to get
Speaker 1: He was sick of me too. He was like, well,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna let you know right now with three one one,
Speaker 1: we have up to seven hours to answer noise. I'm like,
Speaker 1: that said, no problem, I guess I'll call the nine.
Speaker 1: Then what I'm saying they don't take noise complaints in
Speaker 1: New York like that for real at all? Like they
Speaker 1: have seven hours to even respond to noise complaint. In
Speaker 1: seven hours, they're not gonna be you gotta be white
Speaker 1: about music anymore. Well, well maybe that's why people win.
Speaker 1: Maybe that's why they don't respond in the Bronx, because
Speaker 1: I like I am. They know, Yeah, my name is Karen.
Speaker 1: I moved here for work, okay, just a little bit
Speaker 1: up um, you know, for my normal. But here I
Speaker 1: am up on the six Jenny, and someone needs to
Speaker 1: come and get these theta else it is all day,
Speaker 1: I know. I'm telling That's why even when I'll be
Speaker 1: on the Orchard Beach, I'll be like, why are you
Speaker 1: going to Archer Beach? Because first off, it's only a
Speaker 1: ten minute drive, and I like the beach with Nigga.
Speaker 1: If you strike Puerto Rico when I go there and
Speaker 1: I'm like, I know, I can't listen to any I'll
Speaker 1: be saying about Puerto rican bring spaghetti. You're bringing their
Speaker 1: goddamn their entire family with them. And then they bring
Speaker 1: flags the size of a sucking building. When Andrew that
Speaker 1: ship talking about what do you need electricity for the beach? No, no,
Speaker 1: it's literally the signs of that's Wames, bitch, and you
Speaker 1: need a whole set up they do. I washed the
Speaker 1: bitch with one of those um like a pank. What
Speaker 1: do you do pancakes on top of like the stove thing,
Speaker 1: the electrical stove. And I'm like, couldn't y'all have just
Speaker 1: packaged and top away food? Why this was your body?
Speaker 1: You everything, but all your noise came right there right
Speaker 1: all that roommate Crisly used to go there and I'll
Speaker 1: be like, you know, we're probably not going to hear
Speaker 1: our own music, right Nope, So we're staying here trying
Speaker 1: to listen to hip hop hop? Are you here all summer?
Speaker 1: Like a circuit? Babies ring? Like? Are you ready to
Speaker 1: listen to Gasolina? Okay? Just like that over? Did you
Speaker 1: guys know what Gasolina is about? Guess no? Gla oh,
Speaker 1: I think well, at first I used to think it
Speaker 1: was come and then now I thought I thought it
Speaker 1: was like give me more, like give me a like
Speaker 1: fuck me harder. Okay, see now they're about to come
Speaker 1: for us. I'm sorry. When I was in Puerto Rico,
Speaker 1: the fucking song came on and everybody was like doing
Speaker 1: this thing with it and it goes like you know,
Speaker 1: I'm like, I know what I thought we'd I was like, no,
Speaker 1: this is about the coca. I was like, no, I
Speaker 1: did not. I didn't know that because the yes the
Speaker 1: only part I really know. It's got to be Likelina listen,
Speaker 1: which was give me more gas, which again that's why
Speaker 1: I thought it meant like me harder. Oh That's why
Speaker 1: I thought it. Man. We because we just Okay, so
Speaker 1: maybe they call Coke gas in Puerto Rico, I find out,
Speaker 1: because um right, Um, anyways, we're gonna get into our
Speaker 1: vanilla ship. And I did find this little article that
Speaker 1: was sitting, but maybe we'll save it for a Patron
Speaker 1: episode because although we are discussing this a couple of
Speaker 1: weeks late, um, we all walked into the room and
Speaker 1: I felt like we all had our opinions on this
Speaker 1: Lizzo situation. Um and so if you guys saw a
Speaker 1: couple of weeks ago, Lizzo decided to go to a
Speaker 1: Lakers game with her whole ass out, and it caused
Speaker 1: an uproar on social media. And I know that we
Speaker 1: are all here for women empowerment and all these things,
Speaker 1: but I think, um, we all maybe have different viewpoints
Speaker 1: about this. Um So, as a man, we'll start with
Speaker 1: our guests. Um, as a man, what are your thoughts
Speaker 1: on because you said John I was even talking about
Speaker 1: it in the group chat and man, what we're what
Speaker 1: we're What are the men thoughts, most of whom were
Speaker 1: jokes and uh yeah, definitely RICKISSI jokes. So, I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't have anything negative to say about that with
Speaker 1: her doing that, mainly because I don't know. I like
Speaker 1: Little's personality so much. It's such a it's such an outgoing,
Speaker 1: confident personality, and I could tell that it stems from
Speaker 1: her being very you know, not secure with herself, you know,
Speaker 1: having so many doors closed on her because of her
Speaker 1: her her weight, and you know, being body shamed and
Speaker 1: stuff like that. So when seeing her do something like that,
Speaker 1: I mean it's like she's living her best life if
Speaker 1: you just have a fucking live. I mean, I don't
Speaker 1: see anything wrong with it at all. What's wep And actually,
Speaker 1: if that's what she's gonna do, wander sent. I think her,
Speaker 1: from where she's come from and the growth that she's taken,
Speaker 1: she's earned the right to do that. And as long
Speaker 1: as she's wonder saying comfortable in her own skin, and
Speaker 1: it's not just like something that she's portraying. If she
Speaker 1: truly fails, I love myself this much, I can do
Speaker 1: it alls necessary. I want to ask, because I found
Speaker 1: this to be a shitty excuse. Like I feel like
Speaker 1: people just threw it out because they didn't like her outfit.
Speaker 1: They were like, oh, but the kids, you have kids.
Speaker 1: I felt like kids, they've seen worse on the internet.
Speaker 1: There's black bodies on the news every fucking day. Like,
Speaker 1: I really feel like the kid thinks bullshit, What do
Speaker 1: you think about if your kids were there with you?
Speaker 1: Which you cares? Uh? How your kids? Oh uh? Two
Speaker 1: and twelve? Because I think that was the issue too.
Speaker 1: She ended up on the Megatron and she turned around
Speaker 1: and started working, and clearly that's the problem of her
Speaker 1: whole back side out Um. So if you see that,
Speaker 1: that specific image ended up on the big screen. So
Speaker 1: that's where it's like there were kids there. Um. So
Speaker 1: here's my thing. A lot of people brought up her
Speaker 1: size and the confidence and that My thing is that
Speaker 1: outfit will look good on nobody. It's just to me,
Speaker 1: it's in poor taste. Um. And to me, I think
Speaker 1: it's also you have you have all the success from
Speaker 1: truth hurts and all of your singles this year. To me,
Speaker 1: this is like attention seeking cloud chasing that I don't
Speaker 1: think she needs. Um. I don't. I don't. I personally
Speaker 1: don't think it would have looked good on anybody size. UM.
Speaker 1: And then also something else that I thought was corny.
Speaker 1: She then posted a video to her Twitter and said,
Speaker 1: this is my inspiration, and her inspiration was Rihanna's met
Speaker 1: Gala gown, which clearly was all of the diamonds. It
Speaker 1: was completely see through. UM. And one of the points
Speaker 1: that I that I did see as well. UM. And
Speaker 1: there goes um Rihanna's working in her beautiful gown which
Speaker 1: was completely see through. However, we know that she wore
Speaker 1: that on a red carpet. She didn't wear it to
Speaker 1: a basketball game. When it comes to basketball games, I
Speaker 1: don't even wear heels sometimes to them. So I do
Speaker 1: think it's also just there's a time and a place.
Speaker 1: It's fine show your ass, But I think there's a
Speaker 1: time in a place, and that was at the time.
Speaker 1: I think the main issue is that, UM, when the
Speaker 1: outfit was bad, don't find this cloud chasing at all.
Speaker 1: I think that when you're at a certain level like
Speaker 1: cloud chasing is a name dropping using other things to
Speaker 1: cloud like you're using other things to race to the top. Um.
Speaker 1: I don't believe you can use your own body to
Speaker 1: cloud chase. I could believe you can maybe do something thirsty,
Speaker 1: but like, no, I don't think that was it lizzles
Speaker 1: on top serious and to me, I prefer to cloud
Speaker 1: as if like if if, Yes, you're you're not only
Speaker 1: name dropping and being around people um to elevate yourself,
Speaker 1: but also doing things like this to have people talk
Speaker 1: about you doing things with purpose. So that's something I
Speaker 1: like a lot that people are bringing up. What if
Speaker 1: lady God God did this. I'm gonna be real again.
Speaker 1: We can agree to disagree. But no, I don't think
Speaker 1: this was cloud chasing. I think this was very like
Speaker 1: if you can do this, you don't give a fuck, right,
Speaker 1: This is a very I don't give a fuck type
Speaker 1: of attitude. Now, the problem with that is that I
Speaker 1: want to support people like this. I just don't support
Speaker 1: ugly clothes. That's something I don't. It's really bad, it's
Speaker 1: not I love to dress all the way fucking left.
Speaker 1: I hate ship that looks like an Instagram, and I
Speaker 1: really love dressing all the way left, but that to
Speaker 1: me isn't left. It's just not done well. And I
Speaker 1: think that what sucks about that too is that a
Speaker 1: lot of people are saying, oh, you're fat shaming. There's
Speaker 1: a girl that I'm actually really really really want to
Speaker 1: have on here. Her name is Ashley Chubby Bunny um
Speaker 1: On I g I met her in person too. She's
Speaker 1: a dope chick. She's very pro fat girl. She loves
Speaker 1: using the word fat um. She always post big women.
Speaker 1: She's dope as fuck, and she was saying that everybody's
Speaker 1: fat phobic. Who isn't working with this? And I would
Speaker 1: love to have a conversation with her about how No,
Speaker 1: the outfit was just taggy, like I feel like a
Speaker 1: skinny ass, it'd be like this what um. I don't
Speaker 1: like how people were like, oh, you know, she just
Speaker 1: didn't have the body for that. Absolutely not. I work
Speaker 1: out And then I'm gonna be honest about that. I
Speaker 1: did not see that video working on the side. So
Speaker 1: what I've seen was we should walking backstagege Now what
Speaker 1: I'm saying that, I'm thinking it was definitely it was
Speaker 1: a I mean, it was distasteful to do that, but
Speaker 1: it's kind of comic. Now not think about it, because
Speaker 1: that's what kind of comical, because now it reminds me
Speaker 1: the way she's acting, it reminds me of that drunk
Speaker 1: hunt at the at your cookout and then she's, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm gonna drop it like it's young boys. Don't nothing
Speaker 1: about this. You know. It's something you said though that
Speaker 1: I like you said. It comes to my place of beingsecured.
Speaker 1: I know that there's so many people online that shameless
Speaker 1: those bodies. She's posted a lot of stuff on her
Speaker 1: Instagram with like, um, not all the way, like showing
Speaker 1: anything but just her bare body, even her album cover,
Speaker 1: and people talking about how we don't want to see
Speaker 1: that stuff, and I kind of do like when big
Speaker 1: girls be like bit, that's what I don't agree with.
Speaker 1: Like I follow her Instagram. I love her Instagram like
Speaker 1: I love her. I mean, these the pictures of her
Speaker 1: showing her body, I love it. I don't know if
Speaker 1: I secretly love big Girls. I might just I don't know,
Speaker 1: but I love her confidence that she showed on Instagram.
Speaker 1: But it's just that when everyone looks at the pictures,
Speaker 1: like no one wants to see that, blah blah, blah.
Speaker 1: And then they had the video where she actually where
Speaker 1: she's uh, where she's um when she makes the comment
Speaker 1: about the one of the players when um, so she
Speaker 1: makes that comments and that kind of that kind of
Speaker 1: that that set me off. And then I started to
Speaker 1: see all the comments. Everyone was saying, oh, she you know,
Speaker 1: she cursed them, she took her shot, so he's missing
Speaker 1: all his shots. All the negli they were saying what
Speaker 1: she said. So ultimately, when when I said, you know,
Speaker 1: let's definitely talk about Lizzle, I felt about that originally,
Speaker 1: and like everybody just completely just started a tagging. People
Speaker 1: are so scared to say that they find this sexy,
Speaker 1: I think so they are. Men and women are terrified
Speaker 1: to call this beautiful. They're terrified to acknowledge this body type.
Speaker 1: It's a really fucking weird thing. I've never experienced being big,
Speaker 1: but I've had big girl friends and ship like that,
Speaker 1: and I don't know any of them that like, we're
Speaker 1: never getting from I mean, so it sucks. I talked
Speaker 1: about it on UM we didn't. I talked about my
Speaker 1: my weight loss, but also just the body image episode
Speaker 1: on our Patreon, and that's the thing a lot of
Speaker 1: people would secretly like big girls, but don't want their
Speaker 1: friends to know or we'll shame big girls on the timeline,
Speaker 1: but then slide in my d MS talking about, oh,
Speaker 1: I just want to see if I can handle it,
Speaker 1: like like, so they do like the curves of women. Um.
Speaker 1: But for whatever reason, yeah, society has made it to
Speaker 1: where men are ashamed to admit that this is their
Speaker 1: preference or that they actually do like big women. Um.
Speaker 1: And we received that as big women. So um yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm glad we were we were able to touch on this.
Speaker 1: I do want to bring up this other vanilla ship um,
Speaker 1: because God damn it. I want you all to guess
Speaker 1: the state. And y'all already know what I'm talking about.
Speaker 1: So this comes from Mirror dot co UK. It says
Speaker 1: Tory lives with three of her partners in Jacksonville, Florida,
Speaker 1: and is seven months pregnant with her first child, which
Speaker 1: will be brought up by all of her lovers. Guess
Speaker 1: the state Florida. You already know. If it's against the state,
Speaker 1: it's Mother Florida News. So it's one of your old woman.
Speaker 1: Isn't a Polly Aversus relationship with four men? And it's
Speaker 1: pregnant and plans to raise the baby with all of
Speaker 1: her lovers as the daddy. Tori lives with three of
Speaker 1: her partners in Jacksonville, Florida, and despite being in an
Speaker 1: open relationship, she's the only one who has multiple partners.
Speaker 1: Seven months ago, Tori found out that she was pregnant
Speaker 1: with the baby girl, who they will welcome into their
Speaker 1: unconventional family in Florida. She met one of her partners
Speaker 1: eighteen in high school and then got into a relationship
Speaker 1: with Travis two months ago. Their love story began three
Speaker 1: years ago, and she has since announced her engagement to
Speaker 1: Travis Um. She also found love in a long term
Speaker 1: mutual friend, Ethan and Christopher, who is the baby's father.
Speaker 1: She said, Chris is the biological father. We just know
Speaker 1: that because of timing and when the approximate conception date was.
Speaker 1: There was like a video on Twitter is at the
Speaker 1: same one where they yeah, they posed together. She's in
Speaker 1: a picture that funny looking people. Listen, Um, I ain't
Speaker 1: go coming funny because it looks like, um, maybe not
Speaker 1: everything is there for all that baby's gonna come out gorgeous?
Speaker 1: Is not work for God, thank you? Playing so the
Speaker 1: men said care everybody online dragging you dont get his
Speaker 1: babies beautiful, the men, curly man, you got it that
Speaker 1: they are raising the baby together and so everyone is
Speaker 1: the dad. Everyone is very, very excited to be raising
Speaker 1: a baby together. Did I ever tell you about the
Speaker 1: Russian Roulette thing? I said with my friends? This is
Speaker 1: so crazy, but this was also like drug talk. So
Speaker 1: two of them were black. Two them are why my
Speaker 1: best boyfriends. Right, I've got Enoch, James, Christopher, and Vinnie. Um.
Speaker 1: They've all been on the podcast, probably except for e
Speaker 1: and Um. Yeah, we super close, tattooed on each other.
Speaker 1: It's weird codependent friendship, but I love it. And I
Speaker 1: don't remember what drug we were doing. It was probably molly.
Speaker 1: It feels like a Molly moment. But years ago we said, Okay,
Speaker 1: if we're all single in ten years and we all
Speaker 1: don't have kids in ten years, I'll get pregnant. We'll
Speaker 1: do this thing when we take everybody's coming to jar
Speaker 1: and we'll Russian Roulette it and then I'll get a
Speaker 1: Turkey Easter and we'll figure out whose baby is going
Speaker 1: to be. There's a half chance that maybe we'll come
Speaker 1: out black, and a half chance maybe we'll come out white. Definitely, definitely. Anyway,
Speaker 1: we all agreed to do this ship right, We're like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, yes, we'll all have a piece of
Speaker 1: each other. And Vinnie was like, oh my god, what
Speaker 1: if it looks like all of us, I'm like one
Speaker 1: the egg. So Christopher's gay ass was like, I mean
Speaker 1: not the vine is either. But I just remember he
Speaker 1: was like, I don't want to do it, but I'll
Speaker 1: do it. It It was so weird. I don't know who
Speaker 1: was on the mall even. Anyway. All I know is
Speaker 1: that was like seven years ago. I'm just gonna ask
Speaker 1: how long ago that was. So in three more years
Speaker 1: we're about to see this come from Maybe it wasn't
Speaker 1: a seven years ago. Decisions are still going to three
Speaker 1: years sid And I really even when I woke up
Speaker 1: in the one, I haven't remembered it. And I was like,
Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, well raise it as a communal baby.
Speaker 1: To fund that have been for me is not copd coccol.
Speaker 1: Would you want to do a test to figure out
Speaker 1: who's who's like the actual father or would you just
Speaker 1: want to let and just figure that out there's that
Speaker 1: baby is mixed as fuck. I would want to know
Speaker 1: just in case. Yo, mean, so Enoch's family is like
Speaker 1: super straight, like seventh Ad event is like they I
Speaker 1: don't even know if they know who fucking Beyonting is.
Speaker 1: That's how like for the culture, y'all got to do
Speaker 1: this on more right that we've never had sex. I've
Speaker 1: never had sex with any of us every day, but
Speaker 1: you go and base yourself, but there's coming what you
Speaker 1: mean this is a whole other step. I know, but
Speaker 1: I wasn't gonna okay any of them because we're like,
Speaker 1: that's worse. Yeah, turkey basting is worse. What do you
Speaker 1: mean stand on top of you on your head and
Speaker 1: you just yo? Y'all never watched the L word. This
Speaker 1: is how lesbians have babies. Y'all have never seen turkey
Speaker 1: based so I've heard of it, but I thought like
Speaker 1: as soon as sperm like hits the hare, it dies. Well, okay,
Speaker 1: so normally you can you do this in a doctor's office,
Speaker 1: but but they have special official Are you gonna like
Speaker 1: I thought, I thought we were doing this jar thing. Well,
Speaker 1: the chances are I'm probably not gonna do it anyway, goddamned,
Speaker 1: just in case, maybe feel like you do the tour pregnant. Really,
Speaker 1: let yo imagine the fucking tour promo picks. I'll be
Speaker 1: like Ali Wong of sex. They'd be like, Yo, who
Speaker 1: is it? I should stand up? He'd be like, what,
Speaker 1: who is it? How do you figure that out? You
Speaker 1: even gonna hold you? I refused to be one in
Speaker 1: bitches that just pop out with a belly and a
Speaker 1: baby on the way with no man in sight. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna be that bitch like you're gonna know who
Speaker 1: the baby daddy is? Y'all ain't gonna be in my
Speaker 1: comments asking who the baby y'all gonna know? Really, see,
Speaker 1: I don't know, y'all ain't gonna do much potential because
Speaker 1: I understand why people like don't want to if you're
Speaker 1: a personality, because it's just like, if you're gonna share
Speaker 1: your pregnancy, do you want to share the person you
Speaker 1: want to share a pictures of the baby? Like, I
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm cool women who don't. I think it's
Speaker 1: okay to have that private part of it. Well, if
Speaker 1: you're if you're a personality and then you are, you
Speaker 1: just show up pregnant without you know, showing you know
Speaker 1: the father or whatever. All letting it be known. You're
Speaker 1: just opening the door for hope and speculations. But because
Speaker 1: an asshole is gonna assume you don't know your baby daddy,
Speaker 1: not right. But I mean to me, I just I
Speaker 1: just don't want that out and like, but to me,
Speaker 1: I've also been kind of and even though I posted
Speaker 1: you know some guys on Instagram and I've seen the
Speaker 1: response and it's it's up in the air. I would
Speaker 1: hope that the person that I do don't get pregnant with. Um.
Speaker 1: It's already announced that that's my partner. UM. And it's
Speaker 1: crazy because the one of the guys that I'm talking
Speaker 1: to now, he does have two kids. So PhD has
Speaker 1: no kids. The new guy has kids. And I was like, oh, um,
Speaker 1: I don't want any I'm like, do you want anymore? UM?
Speaker 1: He's like, well, I want twins, but if what the funk?
Speaker 1: I hate when people craft their baby. He did say
Speaker 1: yeah no. But when I was like, well, I don't
Speaker 1: know if I want any kids, He's like, well, if
Speaker 1: I'm with someone and they don't want kids, as long
Speaker 1: as they're open to more dogs because I like dogs,
Speaker 1: And I'm like, that's all I want is dogs. I'm
Speaker 1: fine with kidding dogs that did he fuck it? I't
Speaker 1: they just say whatever they want. I saw this picture
Speaker 1: of Russell Wilson the other day and it said me
Speaker 1: before I smashed, and then it was future. Okay. So
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Speaker 1: ahead and get into our kink in the week and
Speaker 1: our kick in the week is actually going to flow
Speaker 1: right into our horrible decision. So the kink of the week, um,
Speaker 1: and why we have our lovely guests on the mic
Speaker 1: with us. Is diaper fetishism or diaper bondage um For
Speaker 1: those of you who don't know, diaper fetishism is a
Speaker 1: sexual fetish where an individual derives sexual pleasure from either
Speaker 1: wearing a diaper, seeing others were diapers, or both. Kink
Speaker 1: Ley Um, which is where I'm getting this information from,
Speaker 1: describes it as an association with infantilism and childlike fantasies.
Speaker 1: For some individuals, it is only the thought of wearing
Speaker 1: a diaper or the thought of someone else wearing a
Speaker 1: diaper that causes sexual arousal. No, I could have said
Speaker 1: white people, but we're here with this is the reason
Speaker 1: why I'm here. I'm so glad. So yeah, guys, he's
Speaker 1: not white um. While for others it is the infant
Speaker 1: slash caretaker role play that simulates excite excitation For some
Speaker 1: individuals which I also want to ask where you lie
Speaker 1: in the spectrum, it is also um the act of
Speaker 1: urinating or defecating in a diaper that is the source
Speaker 1: of arousal. Diaper fetishism can also be used within the
Speaker 1: context of b D s M, where the diaper is
Speaker 1: used as a source of humiliation. So now we're going
Speaker 1: to get into our whole decision where we have answers.
Speaker 1: Our guest today is into diaper bondage diaper fetishism and
Speaker 1: is also married to where he and his wife engaged
Speaker 1: in the act correct kind of we're making all way there, Okay,
Speaker 1: so let's just do what's we gotta know? When did
Speaker 1: you first put that pull up on? After pull up age?
Speaker 1: First off, not a pull up? Okay, even think pamper
Speaker 1: and um, but I don't know, I don't be changing pampers.
Speaker 1: I would say, Uh, I think I was like probably
Speaker 1: eight nine years old, and I had like a my
Speaker 1: best friend lived next door. He had an older sister.
Speaker 1: Now I kind of thought about this like like a
Speaker 1: couple of weeks ago. I was like, holy shit, that's
Speaker 1: why you was from. And um, what she used to
Speaker 1: like to do is we used to kind of play
Speaker 1: house and she one time she actually wanted to put
Speaker 1: the diaper on me. And yeah, yeah she was she
Speaker 1: was considerably a little bit older, and um, we did
Speaker 1: that one time though, so I never really thought about it. Again,
Speaker 1: I never really thought about it, but then kind of
Speaker 1: like years down the road, were you attracted to her
Speaker 1: at that time? Um? I think so a little bit.
Speaker 1: I think I had I had a little childhood. So
Speaker 1: your friend was the dad, she was the mom. What
Speaker 1: was no, actually actually my friend wasn't even around. It
Speaker 1: was actually her. I was just like house, yeah, her
Speaker 1: and and and her friends. And years down the road said,
Speaker 1: years down the road. Um, I kinda I figured more.
Speaker 1: I I dabbled in the b D s M world,
Speaker 1: and I kind realized, I mean, I do like being submissive.
Speaker 1: I like the sub role, and um so just I
Speaker 1: don't know, just like some somehow I was in a
Speaker 1: conversation with with a woman who was actually a dumb
Speaker 1: at the time, and this is probably like I'm like,
Speaker 1: uh my early twenties, mid twenties or so, and um,
Speaker 1: I just kind of conversating with her, conversating with her,
Speaker 1: trying to you know, she's she's talking about humiliating me
Speaker 1: and stuff like that, just you know, degradation part of it.
Speaker 1: And I kind of weaseled that diaper thing into into
Speaker 1: her head and um and had her to the you
Speaker 1: know that she all right, you know what, put a
Speaker 1: diaper on right now, I'm gonna put a diaper on you.
Speaker 1: So she made it into the humiliation thing and that
Speaker 1: just love me crazy, just like I kind of wanted
Speaker 1: it and I just weaseled it in there and then
Speaker 1: when she made me do it. Um, I think that
Speaker 1: was like pretty much the beginning of it. But how
Speaker 1: would were you at this point when you realized you
Speaker 1: were into B D S M and then engaging? How
Speaker 1: want get around about age? Okay, so you about you
Speaker 1: look twelve? You do look you do look lak out.
Speaker 1: So I guess my question is you realize this is
Speaker 1: something you're into. Did you in this dumb were you
Speaker 1: dating or was she just a sexual partner? And if so,
Speaker 1: how did that transform your sexual like like your sexuality
Speaker 1: with with her? Whether Sorry, I know you'll be getting
Speaker 1: on us about asking a lot of questions and not
Speaker 1: letting them finish, So I'm going to try to were
Speaker 1: you and her in a relationship, so this was just
Speaker 1: a sex partner, At what point did you start introducing
Speaker 1: this into your relationships? All right? So into my my
Speaker 1: personal relationship. Yes, I've never introduced it into a personal relationship.
Speaker 1: Why no, this is what I wanted to get to Okay, no, no,
Speaker 1: um no, I just wasn't in a serious relationship until
Speaker 1: like a couple of years later when I when I
Speaker 1: met my wife, And I feel like it's something that's
Speaker 1: so taboo that it does have to be someone you're
Speaker 1: more serious with as it like, because I feel like
Speaker 1: there's two sides to this coin. You know what it
Speaker 1: sounds like. You know you like it, but you know
Speaker 1: what other people are looking at that. So are you like, Yo,
Speaker 1: I could do it with whoever because I don't give
Speaker 1: a funk, or I have to save it for a
Speaker 1: more sacred relationship because they'll respect me at that point.
Speaker 1: Well yeah, just like I think that's what any kink,
Speaker 1: any king pred No matter what it is, Um, it
Speaker 1: could be seen as as taboo or not normal. So
Speaker 1: what you definitely do want to do? Um, you want
Speaker 1: to It doesn't even have to be like I don't
Speaker 1: have to feel like it like that that that connection
Speaker 1: of someone that you think is gonna be a life partner. Um,
Speaker 1: you more want to make sure that it's someone you
Speaker 1: know that you can trust or someone who's not judgmental.
Speaker 1: So um, that's more. That's more of it. Like I usually,
Speaker 1: I wanted to make sure that it's someone who's not judgmental,
Speaker 1: someone who's who knows me first, you know, before you
Speaker 1: know my kink. That's the problem that everyone asked about
Speaker 1: the kink first and then they make the inference of
Speaker 1: who you are as a person. Absolutely, I mean we
Speaker 1: get we go through it every week, right, and like
Speaker 1: I said, I obviously this is what I do. King
Speaker 1: Shaman is it's all jokes to me because we know
Speaker 1: that like on the scale of quote unquote normal and vanilla, right,
Speaker 1: there are people out there that legitimately think they're choking
Speaker 1: and spanking lives is kinky ship. But really it's like
Speaker 1: scratching the surface because I feel like when it comes
Speaker 1: to my kinks, um, they are things that I've been
Speaker 1: able to do with people who are specific and into
Speaker 1: that kink um. However, with people that I've talked more
Speaker 1: relationship things with, I've been willing to give up those
Speaker 1: kinks to people who may not be into it. So
Speaker 1: just like you're trying to wean maybe your wife into
Speaker 1: accepting that, I it's been difficult for me with dating
Speaker 1: and like differentiating, but my kink lifestyle and my dating
Speaker 1: long term lifestyle. How do you explore your kink without
Speaker 1: your wife? Good question, well, good question. My kink is
Speaker 1: more or on on the diaper lover, like, you know, area
Speaker 1: of it. So it's liking to wear. Yeah, yeah, it
Speaker 1: definitely is. So you got deal, all right? So you
Speaker 1: got you got adult babies and you have diaper lovers
Speaker 1: the okay, so you got some a dope babies, you
Speaker 1: got some diaper lovers. So you don't google gota No, okay,
Speaker 1: you don't want to be fed with a bottle. You
Speaker 1: don't wear bibs, you don't because that's more of the baby. Yes,
Speaker 1: that's more of Yeah, that's more of the regression. I'm
Speaker 1: not gonna say I don't want to because once again,
Speaker 1: I'm still exploring this. I've been a diaper lever for
Speaker 1: quite some time. But from what I understood me, I
Speaker 1: like research. I love reading, so I like to understand,
Speaker 1: you know, how other people see it. So there was
Speaker 1: actually a paper written by a psychologist that actually explain
Speaker 1: that there is actually is a spectrum of it. You know,
Speaker 1: uh like adult babies on this side, you have diaper
Speaker 1: lovers on this into the spectrum what do you follow
Speaker 1: on that spectrum. I think I was more diaper lover,
Speaker 1: but I think always I've been in the middle. Is
Speaker 1: there a baby talk going on? Um, because I've explained
Speaker 1: to us more so like just walk us through, like
Speaker 1: is it being put on you or do you have
Speaker 1: it on? Okay, so it's more all right. So if
Speaker 1: it's the age thing, more at age play, let's just
Speaker 1: make it clear. It's like role playing. UM in certain
Speaker 1: scenarios and maybe people who really regress psychologically, but in
Speaker 1: my in my situation, I would want it to be
Speaker 1: just strictly role play. So say with my with my
Speaker 1: with my wife, UM, I'll never you know, try to
Speaker 1: coerce her into wanting it. I mean just letting her
Speaker 1: know her accept it. Um. She's really cool about it,
Speaker 1: and she kind of liked it, you know, it was
Speaker 1: cute to her. Um. But we never really did the
Speaker 1: whole regression because you know, I'm still new to it.
Speaker 1: I do want to try it. Um. She's new to it,
Speaker 1: so she really doesn't know what to do. So saying
Speaker 1: that is actually so interesting because you said your thirty
Speaker 1: five that started at twenty four, and so for the
Speaker 1: people listening who may be exploring their kinks as well.
Speaker 1: For you to be a decade into knowing that this
Speaker 1: is your kink, but still researching it, still figuring out
Speaker 1: where you lie. I think that that is that's so
Speaker 1: telling to the people who listen to the show and
Speaker 1: you know, may feel like, oh my god, I'm jumping
Speaker 1: into the deep end with this, but to know that
Speaker 1: you can't kind of do babysips and still research and
Speaker 1: read and go on message boards and figure out what
Speaker 1: it is about the king that you like, why it
Speaker 1: turns you on. And I guess so my question to
Speaker 1: you now is you like wearing the diapers, um, but
Speaker 1: your wife is still figuring it out. So is that
Speaker 1: something that you do when she's not home or has
Speaker 1: she allowed you to reach out to maybe sex workers
Speaker 1: to engage in this kink? No? UM, definitely uh no
Speaker 1: to the sex worker situation. However, However, like kind of
Speaker 1: earlier in the relationship or so, UM, it was times
Speaker 1: when I did reach out to UM to uh, I
Speaker 1: would say like dumb sex workers or so, but it's
Speaker 1: always it's been like UM, you know, text messages and honestly,
Speaker 1: I remember you guys had someone up here UM who
Speaker 1: was talking about being a sex worker, and she explained,
Speaker 1: you know, these girls are actually your dude sliding their
Speaker 1: d m s and they entertain them and these guys
Speaker 1: that get off to it. So my wife heard that
Speaker 1: episode first, and I always told I told her that's
Speaker 1: why I did, because she found I don't even she
Speaker 1: described herself. Yeah, she goes by Marley mistress, but she
Speaker 1: definitely went into saying that she makes the guys pay
Speaker 1: because they do get off just by the conversation going
Speaker 1: back and forth, and she refuses to go back and forth,
Speaker 1: and I, you know, my wife she found she found
Speaker 1: it out that I was doing that, and it was
Speaker 1: kind of hard to explain that to listen, I don't
Speaker 1: want to meet them, but yes, that's more true. The
Speaker 1: guys do get off to that. She does. She consider
Speaker 1: that cheating knowing that you were getting off with those exchanges. Well,
Speaker 1: but more more so because it was it was behind
Speaker 1: her back. Yeah, I found like ten different women were
Speaker 1: women like plus like, you're probably thinking, how is it
Speaker 1: that you don't want to suck them in real life?
Speaker 1: Exactly exactly, So I like trying to explain that to them,
Speaker 1: Like it's very it's very hard to explain something that's
Speaker 1: that's off the beaten path from what people believe. So
Speaker 1: if you're calling them, you gotta want to suck them.
Speaker 1: That's what we want to believe, right that that's it's
Speaker 1: easier to understand that. But when they when you're trying
Speaker 1: to explain the psychologically, like listen, it's not that. But
Speaker 1: I really can't explain what I like about it. That's
Speaker 1: the hard part. And that's the part. I don't think
Speaker 1: more people can explain exactly what they like about it.
Speaker 1: I do want to get back to specifically what happens
Speaker 1: in like a quote unquote session with you, Like, let's
Speaker 1: let's talk about that more so because I want to
Speaker 1: know if you just diis in the diaper or like
Speaker 1: have you repeated one? Yes? I have? Okay, So is
Speaker 1: there like clean up on the other persons? Um no,
Speaker 1: because my wife want yeah, like during our our because
Speaker 1: I feel like the cleanup is probably like the heart
Speaker 1: you like about it, like getting white, yes, getting white,
Speaker 1: getting changed. There is something intimate about that, I mean,
Speaker 1: something very intimate about that. You were shipping one I
Speaker 1: have once before? Yes, Yeah, that's the story I want
Speaker 1: to hear about. Can we talk about how that session went,
Speaker 1: and like that was that session was just it was
Speaker 1: just me by myself experiencing you just want to try ye.
Speaker 1: I was like, so you your wife. I was like, she,
Speaker 1: she's okay with me wearing around her. She's okay with that,
Speaker 1: and like she always wants to know how how you know,
Speaker 1: how can I be more involved with it? So I
Speaker 1: love that you if you were like, so do you
Speaker 1: like pull it to the side the fun want One
Speaker 1: memorable time that I loved and and and she loved
Speaker 1: it too, was that I was wearing it once and
Speaker 1: she um pulled up paintings aside and just rote and
Speaker 1: rubbed her pussy on the on the diaper and she
Speaker 1: she's got she got so fucking wet. Really such a
Speaker 1: crazy turn on. And uh, recently, UM, like, like I said,
Speaker 1: she's trying to she's still trying to figure he's figuring
Speaker 1: out what turned her on and stuff like that, because
Speaker 1: I always wanted to push that, you know, no you masturbate.
Speaker 1: I always want to want to masturbate. And I had
Speaker 1: that guilt with it, you know, And UM, I mean
Speaker 1: thank you. Shout out to you guys. Definitely become telling
Speaker 1: you listening to your podcast for her has opened her up.
Speaker 1: So it's amazing. So, um, that's so dope. Yeah, then
Speaker 1: here can you clean it? So one of her major
Speaker 1: um maroging zones is her titties, and UM, I don't
Speaker 1: think that I was able to really figure that out,
Speaker 1: I mean and really touch those points until recently. And um,
Speaker 1: sucking her titties like she's super wet. She loved to
Speaker 1: her that that that makes So what I wanted to
Speaker 1: say is is that when I realized is that, hey,
Speaker 1: if there's something, if you have a kink or something
Speaker 1: and you want to get your partner involved, find out
Speaker 1: a way to make that connect to something that turns
Speaker 1: them on. Because me sucking sucking on her titties and
Speaker 1: and and if I'm wearing one, like she would say
Speaker 1: the little things and I'm me, I'm more of a
Speaker 1: like a verbal mental type of person, and she would
Speaker 1: say things like, oh yeah, baby, take ye know theeds. Uh,
Speaker 1: the milk is all for you, baby, it's all forby.
Speaker 1: It's stuff like that, and it drives me crazy. About
Speaker 1: eight years and if she looks like this is well,
Speaker 1: she knew about the diapers probably like four years into
Speaker 1: our relationship. But like this now, like really trying to
Speaker 1: incorporate it in like too uh two years and she
Speaker 1: a black woman. I saw your you were like, oh,
Speaker 1: if you don't think I'm a real person, you tagged
Speaker 1: your page. Yes, I remember looking through your page. I'm
Speaker 1: like this normal, asked nigga. They had a picture with
Speaker 1: their kids. It wasn't your kids, yeah, and like dressed
Speaker 1: up and I was like wow. And you know, it's
Speaker 1: great to see because so many people I know that
Speaker 1: are kinky that hit me up, like you just never
Speaker 1: get to see them in their normal life. And it's
Speaker 1: just so exhilarating to see you with your kids at
Speaker 1: the school. And then you were your diaper ship because
Speaker 1: you don't have a diaper page, which is where you
Speaker 1: had us up from, and so you pose in the diaper.
Speaker 1: You don't show your face. Um, I don't think you
Speaker 1: have tattoos. So that so that helps. Now, are you
Speaker 1: looking for a kink community with that page? Or what? No?
Speaker 1: Not really, um, not really, Honestly, it might sound weird,
Speaker 1: but I have that page more so for those who's
Speaker 1: not within the community, more so for anyone who's curious about,
Speaker 1: you know, kinks or so so just to I'm sure
Speaker 1: people are going to message you about it when you
Speaker 1: dropped the page name on Instagram and will put it
Speaker 1: in the description um for this episode as well. It's
Speaker 1: handsome underscore black underscore diaper lover. How many other black
Speaker 1: people have you met that are into this? A few?
Speaker 1: A few, but you know you would kind of know
Speaker 1: that they're mean. How I mean, I don't know, you
Speaker 1: don't know because I didn't think it's yeah. But and
Speaker 1: it's crazy because I do most of my mont any
Speaker 1: like real, I haven't many masculine black guys white men.
Speaker 1: On the other hand, I've seen majority of any mean
Speaker 1: they have like pages with with their with their with
Speaker 1: their wives or speaking others who really have that that
Speaker 1: mommy baby roll um cool pages, cool pages to follow,
Speaker 1: gives you some great ideas to understand. But um, that's
Speaker 1: I mainly see. You don't see too many masculine guys.
Speaker 1: But I'm the mask thing. I liked that you wrote
Speaker 1: that in You Know your d M. You mentioned the
Speaker 1: masculinity part of it. I really do believe that mask
Speaker 1: sub exist. It's just that as a masculine person, you
Speaker 1: have to like know that you're almost letting your guard down.
Speaker 1: A bit to do it, and it's just like, funck
Speaker 1: should I Like, I'm at a dude. Once I was
Speaker 1: at a music festival. I don't remember where I was at,
Speaker 1: and when I told him what I did for a living,
Speaker 1: he was like spilling all this out to me super
Speaker 1: mask and was like, I was like, you should totally
Speaker 1: try it. There's so many women that would love to
Speaker 1: domb you Like, it's gonna be so fucking easy to find.
Speaker 1: And he was like yeah, but like then I have
Speaker 1: to reveal myself. Like I'll just go without it. I'm like,
Speaker 1: she's telling me and he was mid thirties. I was like,
Speaker 1: you're never going to experience being stuck because you just
Speaker 1: don't want to ask for it. He was like, no,
Speaker 1: I won't, but it's not even asking. I think a
Speaker 1: lot of women, um, it's specifically so I I refer
Speaker 1: to myself as a dom and I think that a
Speaker 1: lot of women that are because if they're meeting masculine men,
Speaker 1: a lot of men are very masculine. Men are assertive,
Speaker 1: they just take the dom position. And so as a
Speaker 1: woman who may not be as confident with being a
Speaker 1: dom or may you know regrets from dealing with a
Speaker 1: dom because they know that that's not what they want,
Speaker 1: they probably don't open up to it as much. But
Speaker 1: I would like. I'll say a lot of the men
Speaker 1: that I have either pegged or that i've dominated, I
Speaker 1: get turned on that they are masculine, you know, showing men.
Speaker 1: So not only are they really tall, they look like
Speaker 1: they can protect me. They're like and they just come
Speaker 1: across as very super masculine. Nothing about them as feminine,
Speaker 1: and that's what turns me on with even dominating with you.
Speaker 1: They can let that guard down, but it does. It
Speaker 1: does take time to talk to a masculine man and
Speaker 1: let them know your skill the man and you're still
Speaker 1: the man um and we can switch. So I do switch,
Speaker 1: I'll let them know that they can still put the
Speaker 1: ship out of me and do their dom part. But
Speaker 1: I like to let them know like I'd love for
Speaker 1: you to be my sub and the guy that I
Speaker 1: pissed on before. Um he used to actually love when
Speaker 1: we switched. When I was dominating him, he would like,
Speaker 1: I'm your little bit, right, so he liked he liked
Speaker 1: to actually be talked down to and be my stub.
Speaker 1: And then when we would switch, he'd be like you're
Speaker 1: my slut. Like honestly, like half of domming is talking.
Speaker 1: I think the majority of it definitely, which is why
Speaker 1: my most memorable experience I always talk about how he
Speaker 1: said nothing to me, Like the time I got dominated
Speaker 1: the best. It was like no fucking words. It was crazy. Yeah,
Speaker 1: and that ship was nuts, like minimal words, but like
Speaker 1: normally it's just like a lot, just minimal verbit like
Speaker 1: he even at one point used his hand to tell
Speaker 1: me just to like sit and then like, I don't know.
Speaker 1: I think when you like talking turns us on so much,
Speaker 1: but when you're able to feel energy without words like
Speaker 1: that in a room, you could yell at someone and
Speaker 1: curse them out all you want, but when you know
Speaker 1: you're angry and you could both sit there and Yeah.
Speaker 1: I think it's crazy though, because when I was younger,
Speaker 1: I actually used to hate instruction, direction, words did I
Speaker 1: make you come? Or niggas who talked too much, because
Speaker 1: I didn't think that it was supposed to be a
Speaker 1: part of sex. But now as I'm comfortable with knowing
Speaker 1: what I want and saying that and also be the
Speaker 1: person to give direction, I enjoy getting feedback and hearing
Speaker 1: moans and and just hearing my lovers. So in terms
Speaker 1: of I guess wearing the diaper, you use it now
Speaker 1: during masturbation more so you would say correct, No, I
Speaker 1: wouldn't say that. I would say, uh, if I'm masturbating,
Speaker 1: I'm usually not wearing it. Maybe okay, most of the time,
Speaker 1: I would say that a little closer for you, I'm
Speaker 1: usually not wearing it during masturbation. But when I, if
Speaker 1: I do wear it, it may lead up to masturbation,
Speaker 1: but you get aroused, you get hard in the diaper
Speaker 1: um sometimes sometimes How often do you engage in diaper play?
Speaker 1: Mm hmm once a week? Maybe. I do have a
Speaker 1: quick question now, just the brand of diapers matter? Because
Speaker 1: I did see this on your page. Yes, all right,
Speaker 1: so there are many different brands. Let me tell you
Speaker 1: a story about when I figured this out, right, you know,
Speaker 1: I love it. This is uh So, when I first
Speaker 1: got into it, right, I always thought it was just
Speaker 1: like depends or you know, just regular. I thought it
Speaker 1: depends too. I thought that's it. But not only we
Speaker 1: we came in here and mentioned not saying loves. Oh yeah,
Speaker 1: talk more, but we mentioned not saying loves. We know
Speaker 1: Pampers is now brand the same way we appreciate clean
Speaker 1: X with cleanex with tissues. So this brand that you
Speaker 1: talk about is for adults? Are these are actually fetish diapers?
Speaker 1: Right here? That's the baby ducks and let it out,
Speaker 1: get the comments, get them. So it's it's called if
Speaker 1: you go up, you see there's actually more and it's
Speaker 1: actually it's actually it's actually a big business. I mean
Speaker 1: it's it's the name brand of these for those of
Speaker 1: you who aren't watching us on YouTube is little for big,
Speaker 1: that's the name. There's tygables, there's uh rayers are eight. Yes,
Speaker 1: I did. Actually you brought a pamper with you? Oh
Speaker 1: my god. He came with the props. I was gonna
Speaker 1: ask you if you are not wearing you know, I
Speaker 1: just hold on. I'm trying to find a comment that
Speaker 1: talks about wearing them for fetishism. This one is a
Speaker 1: little for big, Okay for big? This is a Dampers big.
Speaker 1: Yeah it is. Isn't it too big for you? It
Speaker 1: goes past your belly button? Okay, so it gotta be big.
Speaker 1: This is do they come into They come in different sizes.
Speaker 1: What size is this? This? This is a media biggest
Speaker 1: could she put it on? All right? Let me see
Speaker 1: what is it? This is like just feels I'm putting
Speaker 1: the diaper on. Wait, don't stick it and in the elasticity.
Speaker 1: Oh no, he ain't gonna put Now it's been in
Speaker 1: your crush. I can use it. Yeah, I can stick.
Speaker 1: She about to sit in a camp for the rest
Speaker 1: of the show. Also, it doesn't even really so it's
Speaker 1: not I'm patting yours. Wait let me see this fucking plessy.
Speaker 1: So how do you how do you fill in it?
Speaker 1: I mean, clearly you're you're putting it on over pants,
Speaker 1: but marthus minute from my tity might maybe coming out. Um,
Speaker 1: it feels puffy. Is that a part of what you like?
Speaker 1: The feeling of it? Do you see that people leave
Speaker 1: reviews talking about, um, the book sulkiness or the softness
Speaker 1: and for some people the like the sound to make
Speaker 1: the crinkliness you're gonna have like plastic back diapers and
Speaker 1: clothes back diapers and not coming to realize like I
Speaker 1: really love the plastic back more like as like a
Speaker 1: baby diaper work today And I didn't know where this
Speaker 1: was no idea, but now its heading out of nineteen
Speaker 1: with a bank piste in it. Mm hmm, like okay,
Speaker 1: but you don't sit in the piss right what I'm
Speaker 1: wearing here? You take it off because as an adult
Speaker 1: you can. But as an adult, like I know that
Speaker 1: you can get diaper rash as a baby, yet no
Speaker 1: I haven't. You've never had gotten lucky. Okay, you've gotten lucky.
Speaker 1: Um So, I guess the things that um they definitely
Speaker 1: go for is the stretchiness of it. Um. I feel
Speaker 1: like if you're wearing your right now, it can't always
Speaker 1: be sexual? Is it not always? It's not always sexual.
Speaker 1: That's that's another thing. It's not. It's not just a
Speaker 1: primarily a sexual king for me? Can you go to
Speaker 1: Little Squirts? Yes? This is Rears Okay, so Rares is
Speaker 1: another brand that we see. There is leak protection. I love. Um.
Speaker 1: For those of you who are interested in I was
Speaker 1: about to say, there's discrete delivery, so it shifts discreetly
Speaker 1: in plane and unmarked packaging to your doorstep. So for
Speaker 1: those of you who may be interested in ordering these, um,
Speaker 1: your neighbors don't have to know that you're ordering adult diapers. Um.
Speaker 1: Can you go down to the comments? Um so I
Speaker 1: want so? Yeah, this person actually says the tape isn't
Speaker 1: that good in these? So I wanted to ask you.
Speaker 1: This person says, I really wanted to like these because
Speaker 1: the pattern is cute. So does the pattern affect your
Speaker 1: purchase of the diapers? And does does the pattern affect
Speaker 1: your arousal while wearing them? Uh? It does affect my arousal,
Speaker 1: but it does affect my like my interest in getting them,
Speaker 1: Like I said, like, uh, I enjoyed. A lot of
Speaker 1: people are talking about the designs. The more yeah, the
Speaker 1: design of it, um, it does it makes me feel
Speaker 1: a little bit more vulnerable, I would say, so, like
Speaker 1: once again it plays into that domb sub dynamic and
Speaker 1: you know, let the designs, let me model them. So
Speaker 1: the um the diaper that Wheezy has on right now
Speaker 1: has um, teddy Bears, bottles, Binkies, bunny rabbits, um and
Speaker 1: and actually would these not be considered feminine as well?
Speaker 1: With the pink colors? Are there do that differentiate between
Speaker 1: boy diapers and girl diapers? And some may, some may
Speaker 1: Uh So like the first ones I had on the list,
Speaker 1: we're blue, those same ones coming pink also, So yeah,
Speaker 1: they can differentiate. I mean, just like any other dob
Speaker 1: dom sub dynamic. There are UM sissies as well. There
Speaker 1: are sissy babies that might be UH guys who want
Speaker 1: to identify with being UM the little female babies or so. So,
Speaker 1: I mean that's something. Also, do you have a name?
Speaker 1: Do you have a name? As in like a baby name?
Speaker 1: It makes you feel like, oh yeah, we are actually
Speaker 1: running out of times all I want to talk about
Speaker 1: right now. God violent a little happen now. I love
Speaker 1: this UM. I think UM where you said you like
Speaker 1: to read and do research before we get into the homemail.
Speaker 1: Where can someone who's interested in UM this type of
Speaker 1: kink maybe do their research. Do you have any websites
Speaker 1: or books? UM? Not really books Yeah on UM on
Speaker 1: Amazon there's many books as many psychologists who actually UM
Speaker 1: who's in the field of psychology who's identified as an
Speaker 1: a deal UM like Rosalie Bent is one of them,
Speaker 1: Like she's she has a very good one. UM. There's
Speaker 1: also just in case you know, if you have a
Speaker 1: partner who's who want to take that dom role and
Speaker 1: maybe incorporate diapers and the punishment. There's a book that
Speaker 1: was written this called A hundred and one Diaper Punishments
Speaker 1: that that that that I think that's a good one. Also, Um,
Speaker 1: a couple of different you know, I appreciate you so
Speaker 1: much because we uh, you know, we want to interview
Speaker 1: more normal people. Ironically I'm calling you that civilians. But
Speaker 1: you know, you just don't really know if someone's going
Speaker 1: to have like a personality that's good enough, you know.
Speaker 1: And we've had some like on and off experience with
Speaker 1: actually getting people who's kink is a certain thing, and
Speaker 1: I'm just really glad that you were able to describe
Speaker 1: it so well and just so you know, and and
Speaker 1: um just explaining what you like and knowing that I'm
Speaker 1: going to talk shit about it and still just being like, yep,
Speaker 1: I came up here and uh, we just want to
Speaker 1: come on the show before we just just a rap. Personally,
Speaker 1: I'm I'm fans of you guys. I mean, I believe
Speaker 1: that there's no better being a creepy fan shockingly try
Speaker 1: not to be UM. And I feel like it would
Speaker 1: be best, especially for the black community, if I came
Speaker 1: on and spoke about it with you guys as supposed
Speaker 1: to you know, I mean don't want to for lack
Speaker 1: of the term right now, you know, a white pap podcasters.
Speaker 1: I mean they're used to that, but I wanna, you know,
Speaker 1: give this to our community to let um individuals know
Speaker 1: that hey listen, especially especially women. I mean, get to
Speaker 1: know a guy first, even and just because they may
Speaker 1: be into a kink that may make you look at
Speaker 1: them a little bit less masculine or so um, it
Speaker 1: doesn't you know, dictate who they are as a person,
Speaker 1: you know, get to know them first. I think the
Speaker 1: other thing too, that will come from this it is
Speaker 1: not necessarily maybe too much diaper fetish, but men realizing
Speaker 1: that they have a subpart to them, you know, and
Speaker 1: just knowing that they can pull that out. I mean,
Speaker 1: you are, how tall are you? That's it? You got
Speaker 1: a tall as presence on Yeah, you do. But I
Speaker 1: think that's that masculate energy. Yeah. But also with what
Speaker 1: you just said, I also appreciate you coming on as
Speaker 1: a black man UM, not only discussing your kink, but
Speaker 1: also you have a black wife, UM. And I love
Speaker 1: the fact that what this podcast is doing and what
Speaker 1: we hope to do, is to have both black women
Speaker 1: and black men both open up more with knowing themselves, UM,
Speaker 1: specifically their sexuality and being able to share with each
Speaker 1: other without us, you know, shaming one another, because we
Speaker 1: already have everyone else that fucking talks down on us. Um,
Speaker 1: and I just love that within this community we can
Speaker 1: just uplift each other, not only in school, in education,
Speaker 1: in our careers, but also in the bedrooms. Right now.
Speaker 1: I don't know if you guys know that I don't
Speaker 1: know something something Maybe you should do it, something like
Speaker 1: walk around the house. Some guys actually dig that. It
Speaker 1: does make me have to pee? Really, I swear with
Speaker 1: your pants. Maybe it's just like because I know it's
Speaker 1: all right. I mean, I feel like I gotta go
Speaker 1: to the bathroom, but I also like I probably just
Speaker 1: have to pee already. Do you wear underwear with the
Speaker 1: diaper or just diaper and then just just diaper is
Speaker 1: with your cock out? And what then? Do you think
Speaker 1: this is? Do you think he's a fucking amateur? He
Speaker 1: rights once a week? Let me stop that year ship
Speaker 1: it lets it's the leap year. Didn't as well? Real quick, y'all. Um.
Speaker 1: This one is someone who wrote in and said that
Speaker 1: they're frustrated slash unable to have sex. No it's fine,
Speaker 1: Well we got it. No, someone's coming in. We let's
Speaker 1: cut that part out. We don't need a homemal. I
Speaker 1: just said we're going to skip the home let's cut
Speaker 1: that out. We don't have time. Okay, oh wait, we
Speaker 1: do have to get out of three. I forgot my
Speaker 1: bad Okay. Well, um, well, we're not gonna make um.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, let me know when you cut it out. Okay,
Speaker 1: So we're not gonna make homemail this week because we
Speaker 1: just had such a great ass conference question. It was
Speaker 1: before we do get out. It's okay, before we get
Speaker 1: out of here, go ahead and drop your Instagram name
Speaker 1: one more time. It is handsome because I'm handsome, obviously underscore,
Speaker 1: but because I'm black, underscore diaper lever because I'm a
Speaker 1: diaper lover. Okay, um, and if you didn't know, you know,
Speaker 1: we're gonna put that information in um the description of
Speaker 1: this episode. Also, I want to wish all of you
Speaker 1: a very merre chrimas um hanakah. Whatever else is around
Speaker 1: to describe this holiday is bringing you back to your childhood.
Speaker 1: And I just want to say, why did you just
Speaker 1: roll your eyes at me? Edding? Okay, now, I'll just
Speaker 1: I wants dot com check out this Patreon clip. Get
Speaker 1: in there. We got like fifty some episodes. My nigga back,
Speaker 1: so we have to get out of here in order
Speaker 1: to record in place of Mac Wilde's on the Guy's
Speaker 1: next Door. So here goes this week's homemail for the
Speaker 1: bonus episode, y'all. The title is frustrated and unable to
Speaker 1: have sex. Hey girl, Hey, I've recently discovered your podcasts
Speaker 1: and I have to say I love it. From the
Speaker 1: discussions you have to the information you share and the
Speaker 1: guests you feature, you ladies are amazing and I'm thankful
Speaker 1: to have stumbled upon y'all. I am emailing and praying
Speaker 1: you will respond. I've been with my significant other for
Speaker 1: ten years. We live with my parents while we save
Speaker 1: for our home. California house prices are no joke. Like
Speaker 1: every couple, we started with wild, crazy sex that happened
Speaker 1: very frequently. Fast forward to today and we no longer
Speaker 1: have that wild sex. He of course, has no issue
Speaker 1: with being ready to go at the drop of the
Speaker 1: hat and frequently has to ask for it. Oh sorry, y'all.
Speaker 1: I end up giving in, and I know for a
Speaker 1: fact it's just to have him to stop asking. It's
Speaker 1: not even what I would call sex. It's just me
Speaker 1: laying there not doing anything until he has finished. That
Speaker 1: reminds me of a handmade tale, which does not sound good.
Speaker 1: I feel terrible and frustrated. I'm continuously trying to figure
Speaker 1: out what's wrong with me. I first thought it was
Speaker 1: me being Chewbacca, so I started getting Brazilian's monthly. Then
Speaker 1: I thought it was because of my mental health. But
Speaker 1: then I was put on medication and I'm no longer depressed.
Speaker 1: It's hard. I want to have sex, but there are
Speaker 1: times I just cannot, for the life of me, get
Speaker 1: into the right hand space. I truly want the crazy
Speaker 1: animal of six sex that we would have. I have
Speaker 1: noticed that when I get drunk enough to X and
Speaker 1: let my wall slowly go I have I can have
Speaker 1: actual sex. For instance, we went to the brewery the
Speaker 1: other day, I had a couple of strong beers, and
Speaker 1: when we got home, I attacked him. It was the
Speaker 1: most intex intense sex we had in so long. I
Speaker 1: even had him take out the dial doough that has
Speaker 1: been hidden away in a drawer and we used it.
Speaker 1: I'm scared that even though he says it's fine, it's okay,
Speaker 1: he will end up being so bothered he will seek
Speaker 1: being sexually satisfied elsewhere I need advice. Would you be
Speaker 1: able to send me this episode that this is covered
Speaker 1: in UM, and I would greatly appreciate anything. Sign frustrated
Speaker 1: and afraid. So the crazy part about this is is
Speaker 1: two things. UM. I have been going through a lot
Speaker 1: of anxiety and I've talked about that recently, and I
Speaker 1: know that it has affected my sex drive. Now, the
Speaker 1: thing about anxiety and depression is yes, you can get
Speaker 1: put on medication for it UM, and those are antidepressants. However,
Speaker 1: ironically alcohol UM is a depressant. So it's odd that
Speaker 1: you are not only taking antidepressants, but you are also
Speaker 1: drinking and you feel that that's when you're able to
Speaker 1: have sex. I think that this is something, of course
Speaker 1: I'm gonna say UM should maybe be sought after with
Speaker 1: a therapist. But maybe also you guys can open be
Speaker 1: open to trying new things. Maybe whatever type of sex
Speaker 1: you have been having wasn't fun, or the animalistic sex
Speaker 1: stopped and now you're just having real basic sex. Maybe
Speaker 1: you guys need to incorporate things into the bedroom that
Speaker 1: can excite you. UM. Also maybe just masturbating, becoming more
Speaker 1: sexual with yourself, watching porn um and getting in maybe
Speaker 1: a horny mood can work. UM, I would say try
Speaker 1: those things. I think that we do also put a
Speaker 1: lot of pressure on ourselves when we are dating someone
Speaker 1: to fulfill them sexually, even when we have needs that
Speaker 1: aren't being met. And so in terms of you knowing
Speaker 1: that you're battling with your mental health and just you
Speaker 1: just aren't feeling like yourself lately, I think it's important
Speaker 1: to focus on why that is before you focus on
Speaker 1: pleasing someone else. So you saying that you're laying there
Speaker 1: and not even giving any sort of action back and
Speaker 1: you're just giving him your body until he finishes, can
Speaker 1: actually be um hurting you more in the long run. UM.
Speaker 1: It could be affecting your mental health in another way. UM.
Speaker 1: And it can be also just affecting your self esteem
Speaker 1: with feeling like, damn, what's wrong with me? You wrote
Speaker 1: that in caps, So you do think that there's something
Speaker 1: wrong with you because you're not able to um fully
Speaker 1: please someone else. And I think that that's the problem.
Speaker 1: I think so many of us seek fulfillment and happiness
Speaker 1: from others. We constantly need the affirmations of oh my god,
Speaker 1: you're beautiful or the desire of well, I got niggas
Speaker 1: that want to suck me, and I do think that
Speaker 1: that's a problem with us as women. I think we
Speaker 1: place our value on being able to please someone else
Speaker 1: and that's kind of trash. So my advice would be
Speaker 1: too kind of focus more on yourself, don't focus on
Speaker 1: pleasing him. Be very upfront and communicative with him on
Speaker 1: where your mental state is. Um, you not knowing what's wrong,
Speaker 1: and if he loves you, he's going to see it through. Um.
Speaker 1: And I don't think he's going to necessarily seek sex
Speaker 1: or satisfaction and attention from another woman if he true
Speaker 1: he loves and desires you. Oh,