WEBVTT - "Telling The Truth Expert" with Chloe Hillard

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, Hello, Welcome to the Unofficial Expert Podcast with Sydney

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<v Speaker 1>and Marie ah Man.

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<v Speaker 2>This is great, This is great. I'm excited. This is

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be a good episode. Yeah, I feel it in

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<v Speaker 2>my bones. Seriously, I'm feeling in my joints. That might

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<v Speaker 2>be osteoporosis. I'm not really sure. I'm feeling it. It's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be great already, high energy.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay. Also quick positive note up top. Yes, Sidney got

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<v Speaker 1>a new wig. Hip cute. The guest is looking like

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<v Speaker 1>I guess it's looking at you, and you're you fell

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<v Speaker 1>for the European Standards of beauty sis. Oh gosh, so

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<v Speaker 1>what you got your turbot on? It's fine, yes, but

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<v Speaker 1>this is the Indian also West Indian. Also, I'm at

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<v Speaker 1>my house at my hair was not just I got

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<v Speaker 1>a Bereton.

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<v Speaker 2>So honestly I could take the wig off and just

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<v Speaker 2>put the beret on and still live my best too.

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<v Speaker 1>Don't say beret. That makes me think of that terrible

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<v Speaker 1>final episode of She's Got to Have It when they

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<v Speaker 1>dance to Prince Raspberry Beret. It made you think of

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<v Speaker 1>all of that a beret that's raspberry Bret. I would

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<v Speaker 1>bring any of that let one word changed. That last

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<v Speaker 1>episode was garbage.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, we can't even talk about it because I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like people I went I was at a show and

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<v Speaker 2>asking people have they watched it, and they're like, I

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<v Speaker 2>couldn't make it through all of it. I was like, damn, damn.

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<v Speaker 2>They're like, I got to like the fifth episode.

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<v Speaker 1>I made it to the last episode and was super upset.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I can't. Like I'm one of these people.

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<v Speaker 1>If I start watching something, I have to I have

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<v Speaker 1>to finish it. It's like really bad and I only

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<v Speaker 1>made it through. Like you gotta to finish it. You

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<v Speaker 1>have the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Come on, you might get to it and then you're like,

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<v Speaker 2>oh shit, soign the stange.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm watching it sequre now just to see how it ends.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't care about the show really, Yes, all the

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<v Speaker 1>main characters, Molly going back with the Dobey body let

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<v Speaker 1>skin dude, Like I'm just I'm just like, well, I

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<v Speaker 1>just want to see when his wife confront That's true.

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<v Speaker 2>That's how I'm waiting for the thirty season and be like,

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<v Speaker 2>come on, girl, you fell for the okie duck with Gumby,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, with the with.

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<v Speaker 1>The just he got just then out of shaped body,

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<v Speaker 1>wishy body.

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<v Speaker 2>But he's light skinned, he got baby hair, so that's

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<v Speaker 2>why with clothes it looks like he should have a

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<v Speaker 2>good body.

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<v Speaker 1>And then he takes his clothes off and you're like.

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<v Speaker 2>He pumping the tsara for men too hard. So no,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think at all, Sydney. Uh, what were you

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<v Speaker 2>an expert in this week? Can we talk about the

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<v Speaker 2>past five days? Well, you and I have been going

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<v Speaker 2>to numerous holiday parties and just smashing it with velveteen

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<v Speaker 2>love and uh, you know, crushed velvet, velvet on velvet,

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<v Speaker 2>little lasul something you know, be killing out there, Quinn

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<v Speaker 2>and I honestly go to the holiday parties for the

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<v Speaker 2>photo booth.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't go there because I don't.

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<v Speaker 2>Because I don't drink, and I honestly really don't care

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<v Speaker 2>about the people who are there.

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<v Speaker 1>I just want to take pictures.

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<v Speaker 2>So this is my highlight of the night, and I

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<v Speaker 2>just feel like people shouldn't ruin that because I love

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<v Speaker 2>I kill it in photo booths and make sure the.

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<v Speaker 1>Photos are photogenetic. Ugly people don't like photo.

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<v Speaker 2>Booths exactly, So I'm an expert in shutting down people

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<v Speaker 2>in the photo booth.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you please tell people what you're talking about. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't like when you jump in people's photos and we

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<v Speaker 1>not cool like that. Who are you?

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<v Speaker 2>First of all, the line is mad long, so it's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna take us another thirty minutes just to take this.

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<v Speaker 1>So I want to take it and I want to

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<v Speaker 1>be right.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So we me you our friend Alzo and Amina

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<v Speaker 2>were waiting online. I see this girl and she keeps

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<v Speaker 2>jumping in people's photos and she's bringing nothing to the table.

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<v Speaker 2>Nothing absolutely no smile, nothing, just jumping in and just.

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<v Speaker 1>No ass like she's jumping in and she like looks miserable.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes you could have just yes.

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<v Speaker 2>So she's in line with us, and I'm like, it's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be the four of us. I'm looking at all

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<v Speaker 2>four of you. You already told her yes, yes, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>like it's gonna be four of us. I just want

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<v Speaker 2>a photo of us. And she's looking like huh yeah, okay.

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<v Speaker 2>So then finally we get up and we get in

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<v Speaker 2>and soon as we press start, she jumps in and

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<v Speaker 2>I touch her by her elbow and I said, no,

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<v Speaker 2>it's just gonna be the four of But she was in.

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<v Speaker 1>The first photo and if you look at the series photo, God,

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<v Speaker 1>the girl looking miserable. Then she's not in nothing else.

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<v Speaker 1>But the next photo is our friend of Mina dying.

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<v Speaker 2>I want to post it a photo. I want to

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<v Speaker 2>post it.

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<v Speaker 1>Looking like Regina George in the very front of the photo.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not me, she was.

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<v Speaker 2>Going, it's not mean, girl, It's just there's a long line.

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<v Speaker 2>It's gonna take us forever to get this photo again.

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<v Speaker 2>So why are you ruining?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, we also cut the line several times. Bowguarded

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<v Speaker 1>the white people several times. That was rude too. So

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<v Speaker 1>I was in a lot of photos.

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<v Speaker 2>But you know whatever I mean, don't let anybody just

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<v Speaker 2>get in your photo.

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<v Speaker 1>It's not that serious. It's not that serious serious. If

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<v Speaker 1>you look at the first sure and in the second picture,

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<v Speaker 1>it's hilarious.

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<v Speaker 2>It's too much. It's like, listen, we're here to have

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<v Speaker 2>a good time. And also, when you come to a

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<v Speaker 2>holiday party, what are you wearing?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you wearing? A lot of like flight jackets

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<v Speaker 1>and like sweatpants, sweatpants, it's like a forever twenty one.

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<v Speaker 1>Let's be festive, like put some Christmas lights on your shirt, whatever,

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<v Speaker 1>do what you gotta do. So that people were like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>get in my photo. You know, maybe sometimes your face

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<v Speaker 1>is not doing it. Sometimes you just have to bring

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<v Speaker 1>the energy with your clothes. I guess I just want

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<v Speaker 1>to take pictures of people. Who is gonna get a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of likes, That's all. It's not gonna get a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of likes. We can do this another time. It's

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<v Speaker 1>just gonna be the four of us, right, Marie, What

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<v Speaker 1>were you an expert in besides still sounding like a man?

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<v Speaker 1>I was an expert at getting rich kind of quick.

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<v Speaker 1>This week, I made a decent amount of money, right,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean most of it was like doing comedy shows

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<v Speaker 1>for like six people. Right, But like they pay you

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<v Speaker 1>either in check form or in cash. And then I

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<v Speaker 1>worked an event with you. Oh yeah, and we were

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<v Speaker 1>supposed to make X amount of dollars to tell the story, please,

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<v Speaker 1>We were supposed to tell the story a private party dancing.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm lying, don't nobody want to see my back.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm just here to dance with juniors, Junior's birthday party

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<v Speaker 2>or bachelor party.

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<v Speaker 1>Anyway. So we get there and none of the people

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<v Speaker 1>are drinking. Nope, none of them are asking us to

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<v Speaker 1>do anything. They had their coats on and they were

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<v Speaker 1>ready to go before we were halfway through with the party.

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<v Speaker 1>So it was like, eh, well guess and we got

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<v Speaker 1>paid at the beginning of the night. See. But that's

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<v Speaker 1>the problem is that we got paid.

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<v Speaker 2>Somebody just handed us the money and we thinking, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>this is like extra, this.

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<v Speaker 1>Is a tip. It was an old dude. He like

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<v Speaker 1>peeling off cash, healing off money to give us.

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<v Speaker 2>He had a wad of money. Like, honestly, we could

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<v Speaker 2>have just hit him over the head, take his cash

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<v Speaker 2>and run.

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<v Speaker 1>We didn't even have to hit him, says, We could

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<v Speaker 1>have just tipped him over. He would have gotten up

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<v Speaker 1>real slove.

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<v Speaker 2>It was so much money, but I felt like he

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<v Speaker 2>was giving it to us, like thank.

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<v Speaker 1>You girls for just being so beautiful. But it was like, no,

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<v Speaker 1>this is your payment. Yeah it was.

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<v Speaker 2>I was so hurt because I thought I was gonna

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<v Speaker 2>make eight hundred dollars that night.

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<v Speaker 1>Didn't make that much. SI surely didn't. Also, Sidney had

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<v Speaker 1>me convinced I was gonna make it a hundred dollars.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, yeah. She as talking about like when

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<v Speaker 1>she was a waitress and she was making nine thousand

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<v Speaker 1>dollars a night, and it's like, oh, yeah, I'm also

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<v Speaker 1>gonna make nine thousand dollars tonight. Well because a.

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<v Speaker 2>Girl called me up, like, Hey, this guy is gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be there.

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<v Speaker 1>He he pays the moral here, sis. Don't listen to

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<v Speaker 1>your friends. Yeah, listen to your friends. Don't listen to

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<v Speaker 1>white We're white exactly, Hey, white women, thank you for listening.

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<v Speaker 1>Should we get into the guests? We should? We should? Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>well intro our guestsys?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, well, first of all, outstanding writer, stand up at trees,

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<v Speaker 2>woman of gall Okay, she got a core.

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<v Speaker 1>She she got a.

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<v Speaker 2>Core, she got a savings account. Like she's doing really well.

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<v Speaker 2>She is our telling the truth expert. Give it up

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<v Speaker 2>for Chloe Hillard.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, Chloe, let me see Chloe, I feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit low? Yeah, something else you can dare you?

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<v Speaker 1>You could be loud? This? This is it? Chloe. How

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<v Speaker 1>do you feel about holiday parties or fellows this year?

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't go to any.

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<v Speaker 3>I haven't been to any holiday parties, partially because I

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<v Speaker 3>one don't really socialize.

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<v Speaker 1>With a lot of the people that go to these parties.

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<v Speaker 3>And I find it interesting that a lot of comics

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<v Speaker 3>in New York City are jockey and thinking that going

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<v Speaker 3>to a holiday party is how they're going to get

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<v Speaker 3>booked there, and it's never how you get booked.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not why I go. I go for the free

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<v Speaker 1>open bar. I go for the snacks. Possibly a massage

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<v Speaker 1>because Gotham Comedy Club did massages last year. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know if they do that again this year. But I

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<v Speaker 1>don't go to network for me.

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<v Speaker 3>I think you guys are different cases, but I don't

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<v Speaker 3>go to network either. But one for me, I'm not

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<v Speaker 3>going to go to a club that doesn't book me exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>He's definitely not doing that.

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<v Speaker 3>So if I don't work that club, I'm not going

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<v Speaker 3>there to partake and be up in their face.

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<v Speaker 1>Why. It's like, why do that? Well, that's the thing too, right,

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<v Speaker 1>You see a lot of people.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the people are jockeying for attention, thinking that the

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<v Speaker 3>booker is drunk.

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<v Speaker 1>They're not.

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<v Speaker 3>They don't give a fuck about you coming in, and they're

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<v Speaker 3>fucking cheese sticks.

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<v Speaker 1>This Chloe already telling the truth. Can you tell us

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<v Speaker 1>a little bit about you? First of all, I told

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<v Speaker 1>you I'm six one wow, six one, A whole lot

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<v Speaker 1>of woman like you don't know. The listeners don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>So I want to just six six one. I've been

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<v Speaker 1>this height since I was twelve, no, twelve.

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<v Speaker 3>Since I was twelve. Yeah, I used to have gross sports.

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<v Speaker 3>When I was a kid, like like six seven. I

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<v Speaker 3>would cry and be like, mom, my body hurts, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>because your body hurts because it was growing so fast. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>and so the doctor, she took me to the doctor

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<v Speaker 3>and she's like, yeah, she's growing at night. And so

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<v Speaker 3>I had like stretch marks on my inner like elbows

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<v Speaker 3>and knees and stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh my god, grow. Yeah, weird.

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<v Speaker 3>It's so funny because my brother, my brother, my younger

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<v Speaker 3>brother's like only five nine.

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<v Speaker 1>Damn dude, I would know he wish he could switch

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<v Speaker 1>height with you.

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<v Speaker 2>Every time you see her, a whole lot of women

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<v Speaker 2>please great, No, it's wonderful, Sidney.

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<v Speaker 1>You looking at her like she like she's a snack city,

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<v Speaker 1>always be in my little DM, always saying whether we

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<v Speaker 1>gonna do this on the podcast. Yes, it's what the

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<v Speaker 1>Sydney say your gms. She's no, she's not. She's a

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<v Speaker 1>very supportive cister. Yeah yeah, yeah, that's the city's a

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<v Speaker 1>creep Okay, she'd be creeping on all our female guests

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<v Speaker 1>and some of the males.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you went on a vacation and you had all

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<v Speaker 2>of the the titties out, and I said, wow, this

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<v Speaker 2>is what you gotta do.

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<v Speaker 1>You gotta go out of the country to show those things. Yeah, yeah, yeah, absolutely.

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't even know you had boobs like that.

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<v Speaker 3>Nobody, well, most people don't. I just don't show off

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<v Speaker 3>that part of my body. Also because I think because

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<v Speaker 3>especially with comedy, we stand on the stage saying so

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<v Speaker 3>there's a lot of things wardrobe wise that I wouldn't

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<v Speaker 3>wear on stage because you got to think about your angles.

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<v Speaker 1>My angles are good, so just you know, from straight on,

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<v Speaker 1>my angles are from the side, It's like who that

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<v Speaker 1>boy is. I'm like Wesley Snipe's killing it up there. Like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, I don't want to be on because I'm tall.

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<v Speaker 3>If I'm wearing like a skirt of anything that's short angles,

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<v Speaker 3>and then like if my boobs are low, if I

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<v Speaker 3>you know, if I get in the spirit of whatever

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<v Speaker 3>I'm talking about and you just your titties bounce, it's

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<v Speaker 3>too distracted. It's too much distract Because when you first didcomment,

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<v Speaker 3>you had your titties out outsis you had a low

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<v Speaker 3>cut time.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure it was low to the navel Versachi drinks,

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<v Speaker 1>but I had just brought them. They were brand new.

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<v Speaker 2>They still had the barcode on it, so I was like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm showing them V neck for everything.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. Yeah, it was a deep. It was a deep,

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<v Speaker 1>It was a DV. It was a thank you for

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<v Speaker 1>being a respectful woman, Chloe, thank you, You're welcome. But

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<v Speaker 1>so Chloe's tall, you're six to one. And then she

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<v Speaker 1>got this magnificent fro. But you normally don't have your

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<v Speaker 1>hair out. I normally don't wear it like this.

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<v Speaker 3>I normally like will blow it out or breid it

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<v Speaker 3>up or something like I do something too weird before

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<v Speaker 3>I I.

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<v Speaker 1>Just love it out. It always looks great. Thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>I appreciate that. I am.

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<v Speaker 3>The thing is like I do love a good crochet,

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<v Speaker 3>I think because it's just time consumed, like it's time

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<v Speaker 3>consuming happening here and twisted out and play with it

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<v Speaker 3>so much.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I am.

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<v Speaker 3>Also, I had stopped I started doing Corosier a while ago,

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<v Speaker 3>and no shade. But like the thing about comedy is

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<v Speaker 3>that when you're a black woman in comedy, people remember

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<v Speaker 3>your look.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was getting confused for other people. You encountered

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<v Speaker 1>that a lot en countered that regularly, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 1>oh no, no, no, no, no, no, I'm sorry, that's not

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<v Speaker 1>a compliment, Like no, no, no, no, no, no, no no, I

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<v Speaker 1>get really mad for you. Like, yeah, it was to

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<v Speaker 1>the point. I mean, this is a couple of years ago.

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<v Speaker 3>So this is to the point where like I would

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<v Speaker 3>show up to the club and the other person would

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<v Speaker 3>be there and the bartender would pay them my money,

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<v Speaker 3>like here you go, and they'd be like, no, that's

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<v Speaker 3>not me, that's Chloe.

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<v Speaker 1>What's right next to them? Like you really think we

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<v Speaker 1>don't know nothing alike? Yeah, yeah, we're thinking at the

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<v Speaker 1>same time, I'm like, nothing about not one damn thing,

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<v Speaker 1>not even your elbow. Nothing. Literally.

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<v Speaker 3>But that's because people just glance and they see a

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<v Speaker 3>shape and a color, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 1>They're not like looking at the details of your shape

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<v Speaker 1>and a color, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>But now, I think when you get to a certain part,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, like you guys are recognized while people know

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you could do anything. You can change your

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<v Speaker 3>hair any day of the week and people will still

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<v Speaker 3>know who you are. But when you're first starting out

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<v Speaker 3>in this business, it's best to keep your hair a

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<v Speaker 3>certain kind of way.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I get it. I get that. That's fair. You

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<v Speaker 1>know it's a Rianna a couple of years before she

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<v Speaker 1>started doing different colors, and she was covering her forehead

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<v Speaker 1>in the beginning lot. Now she's real free about it.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, Sydney, say, think it's be said about you.

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<v Speaker 1>You was covering your forearat a lot when I met

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<v Speaker 1>you as well. I had bangs for ten years and

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<v Speaker 1>I haven't seen you with bangs in legit two years.

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<v Speaker 1>You've grown. That shows how much comedy you see, how

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<v Speaker 1>much confidence I give you as a friend.

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<v Speaker 2>Shut up, stay like hey, as soon as you start

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<v Speaker 2>wearing those wigs, I really feel like you can flourish.

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<v Speaker 1>As soon as you wear your real hair. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I just feel like you'll really be your want you

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<v Speaker 1>to get your lou pizza nango. No, you can do it.

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<v Speaker 2>You so you come to my house and do my

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<v Speaker 2>hair then, because the way for.

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<v Speaker 1>To do your hair, and you've always be like city,

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't your girlfriend do your hair? Damn Marie, you acting

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<v Speaker 1>like that's what the issue is. Somebody's already helping you

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<v Speaker 1>do it and you're not wearing it out.

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<v Speaker 3>The thing is you have to This is when you

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<v Speaker 3>talk about truth, you can't be truthful until you're true

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<v Speaker 3>with yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>Excuse me, I'm not saying you are okay. It's like,

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<v Speaker 1>when did this turn surprise intervention? Fix your damn wig? No?

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, I mean, I think wigs are cute and all

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<v Speaker 3>that stuff, but I do believe that. I don't want

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<v Speaker 3>to say I don't want to make it about you

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<v Speaker 3>and wigs, but I feel like if you aren't true

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<v Speaker 3>about where you stand with yourself, it's hard for you

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<v Speaker 3>to give input or advice to other people.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 3>So like, if you're not being honest about yourself, like,

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<v Speaker 3>I know what my flaws are, I know what my

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<v Speaker 3>shortcomings are.

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<v Speaker 1>Callby what are some let's talk about it, Let's get

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<v Speaker 1>into it.

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<v Speaker 3>I would say, I am. I am really super focused,

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<v Speaker 3>but not to the point where I'm not really good

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<v Speaker 3>at letting other people in my to my z you

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<v Speaker 3>hear what I'm saying, and especially when you have a

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<v Speaker 3>strong network, like still, I'll do the work twice as

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<v Speaker 3>long by myself. Then just being like hey, y'all, y'all

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<v Speaker 3>want to mind helping me do this thing because I

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<v Speaker 3>have a loan of personality, Because I was bullied as

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<v Speaker 3>a kid, and I was the only child.

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<v Speaker 1>But you're so tall, you look like the bully, Chloe.

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<v Speaker 1>You look like you step on all the kids. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>you stepped to the teacher like we're going to recess

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<v Speaker 1>thirty minutes early today.

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<v Speaker 3>Because I was the youngest, I started school at four,

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<v Speaker 3>So when I started school, I was literally the youngest

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<v Speaker 3>in the class. My birthday is at the end of

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<v Speaker 3>the year, December twenty eighth, so when I started school,

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<v Speaker 3>kids were already five already, you know, like a year

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<v Speaker 3>or half.

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<v Speaker 1>Ye. Yeah, Chloe, I started school early too. My birth

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<v Speaker 1>in September, and I was little and skinny, and I

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<v Speaker 1>was the bully.

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<v Speaker 3>I was the biggest, and I didn't have any siblings,

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<v Speaker 3>so I didn't understand of like snapping and roasting and

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<v Speaker 3>you know, talking ship or like oh she did it.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I wasn't the type of like put some people,

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<v Speaker 3>you know what I mean. I'm like honest age in

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<v Speaker 3>school and they just.

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<v Speaker 1>You're why they were making fun of you do it

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<v Speaker 1>because you were like honest. You were like I cannot

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<v Speaker 1>tell a lie. I cannot tell him. I hit this

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<v Speaker 1>Chinese boy with a car because he tried to play

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<v Speaker 1>with a toy that I was playing with first, I

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<v Speaker 1>was like, that's mine. I was playing with it yesterday.

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<v Speaker 2>I was ticky, tikky, timbo, that's what it was me.

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<v Speaker 2>And I was just like so meek and I couldn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I was bullied a lot too.

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<v Speaker 1>That's so crazy because like, now y'all are the bullies

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm like the meek one. Excuse me, that is

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<v Speaker 1>a lie. Wow, look at y'all ganging up on me

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<v Speaker 1>right now, a limb. So you speak your truth? Okay, wait,

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<v Speaker 1>so when did you find your voice? Because being an

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<v Speaker 1>only child to me is like a handicap in my mind.

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<v Speaker 1>Just ask somebody you like really, yeah, because when I

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<v Speaker 1>think of.

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<v Speaker 3>People, you have to be so your parent has to

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<v Speaker 3>be very vigilant and socializing you.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're not socialized, you got to find other people

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<v Speaker 1>to play with when you're young. Otherwise, like you, you

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<v Speaker 1>learn to play by yourself and by yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>That's so weird to me because I do have a

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<v Speaker 2>brother and sister, but I didn't grow up with them,

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<v Speaker 2>so I almost was like the only child, and my

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<v Speaker 2>family wouldn't let me play with people.

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<v Speaker 1>They didn't trust nobody. They think like no I understand

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<v Speaker 1>that my family was the same way, but I had

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<v Speaker 1>an older brother and a younger sister, so like I

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<v Speaker 1>was home with them, I played by myself a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>But now, like as an adult, I still know how

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<v Speaker 2>to talk to people.

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<v Speaker 1>That's all I do.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but there's but there's a cutoff point, you know

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<v Speaker 3>what I'm saying. Like you, you can talk to people

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<v Speaker 3>and hang out with them, but at a certain point

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<v Speaker 3>you be.

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<v Speaker 1>Like I'm over it.

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<v Speaker 3>Like I get over it really quickly in social settings,

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<v Speaker 3>like if it's a shit ton of people when I

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<v Speaker 3>go to a function, I'm not really I'm not really

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<v Speaker 3>the tight.

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<v Speaker 1>Especially being a comedy. People think you walk in like

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna kill it. That's not me.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in there, like scoping out in the corner, chilling

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<v Speaker 3>talking to people.

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<v Speaker 1>I know. So how did you? How did you turn

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<v Speaker 1>that into being able to get on stage and do

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<v Speaker 1>stand up? Well?

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<v Speaker 3>Because you stand up, it's less of an attention seeking

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<v Speaker 3>thing and more of I have something to say.

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<v Speaker 1>So so you got things that said, Chloe, you just

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<v Speaker 1>you just did an hour. You recorded an hour and

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<v Speaker 1>it's dope. It was so good. Your laughter, she's so rude,

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<v Speaker 1>damn super supportive. Who's that loud cat in the background.

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<v Speaker 1>I was like the trainer joke, crying like that girl's

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<v Speaker 1>been through it.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, oh, that happened that day though I did

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<v Speaker 3>it literally that day before my hour, I went to

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<v Speaker 3>the gym and I ran into this guy that I

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<v Speaker 3>had dated for a short time and he ghosted me,

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<v Speaker 3>which is my truth, which is also you know, I'm

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<v Speaker 3>at the point now where I'm definitely feeling more comfortable

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<v Speaker 3>telling things that show me being played on stage, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>instead of like, you know how you have a situation

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<v Speaker 3>where you definitely got played, but you gotta finess it because.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you got to make it sound like you didn't. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>like this nigga goes to me.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's crazy club because most comedians, i mean, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>not going to say, like white men, they are always

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<v Speaker 2>talking about how they get played, like that's their whole set.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh it's just be one crying.

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<v Speaker 3>But that's but that is because their whole intention is

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<v Speaker 3>to get on stage and denouncing their privilege. It is

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<v Speaker 3>because if they go on there and they're confident, I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>I've seen some there are some white male comics who

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<v Speaker 3>are super confident in there and come across as being arrogant,

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<v Speaker 3>but that's their whole thing.

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<v Speaker 1>But they're also very attractive.

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<v Speaker 3>So you can't be mediocre, mediocre white face and then

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<v Speaker 3>have an audacity to be.

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<v Speaker 1>Like and bold. Yeah, so they have.

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<v Speaker 3>To do that, like self deprecating shit a little bit,

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<v Speaker 3>or or be like snarky in order for.

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<v Speaker 1>People to be like, oh okay, I get it, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>So they don't have that. I mean, but I don't think.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't think a lot of black male comics are

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<v Speaker 3>that boisterous either.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think really go on talking about the ship

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<v Speaker 1>all the time. M No, not really. I mean they

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<v Speaker 1>go up there with like a different type of swagger

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<v Speaker 1>to them, like they carry themselves do it.

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<v Speaker 3>But they're not saying, they're not saying right, but you

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<v Speaker 3>feel it, you get the vibe. But they're not on

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<v Speaker 3>stage being like I'm the ship.

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<v Speaker 2>But they're not like woe is made though, And I like,

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<v Speaker 2>I live with my mom and I you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I live with my mom and I still

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<v Speaker 2>bring bitches home.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah that's what they do. Yeah, and I make boxes

0:20:48.800 --> 0:20:54.600
<v Speaker 1>like they do all that box make boxes for a living,

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<v Speaker 1>payoff phone bill. Okay, right, So Chloe, Yeah, how does that?

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<v Speaker 1>How does you okay? So you don't say you have

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<v Speaker 1>something to say? I get you guys had something to say.

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<v Speaker 1>And I think the two things happened. One, when I

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<v Speaker 1>first found my voice. I had been bullied all of.

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<v Speaker 3>Elementary school and it wasn't until like the fifth grade

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<v Speaker 3>where I just snapped.

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<v Speaker 1>I literally what happened? You went all carry on them? No,

0:21:18.560 --> 0:21:20.120
<v Speaker 1>I went crazy on this one.

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<v Speaker 3>Like we were standing in line at dismissal and this

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<v Speaker 3>one girl had been just giving it to me for

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<v Speaker 3>a while, like just smart, you know, like like you know,

0:21:29.119 --> 0:21:31.600
<v Speaker 3>somebody could just say something real slick and little teach

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<v Speaker 3>you don't hear it, and they just see your reaction.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, oh yeah.

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<v Speaker 3>And I always got I always got blamed for being

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<v Speaker 3>a bully because I was the biggest. So it's like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, they would say crazy shit to me all

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<v Speaker 3>the time, and then I would like spend.

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<v Speaker 1>Say something back and be like Chloe, why are you doing?

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<v Speaker 3>Ye know, like or if they would throw shit at

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<v Speaker 3>me all day and I would like throw something back

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<v Speaker 3>and be like.

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<v Speaker 1>You hit them, you know. So it's so that was happening.

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<v Speaker 3>So it was like psychological warfare and finally this one day,

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<v Speaker 3>this chick said something to me and I literally lost

0:21:58.520 --> 0:22:00.800
<v Speaker 3>And she had pigtails and I one of her picktails

0:22:00.800 --> 0:22:03.600
<v Speaker 3>and I literally swung her back and forth like yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And then girl.

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<v Speaker 3>Literally when we went outside, like everybody was like, Chloe

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<v Speaker 3>lost it, Like everybody knew, like it was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 3>this she the girl deserved it.

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<v Speaker 1>Chloe lost it.

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<v Speaker 3>So we went outside and my mother was there, which

0:22:17.000 --> 0:22:18.840
<v Speaker 3>is rare because my mom by that point in like

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<v Speaker 3>fifth grade, she would come, but.

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<v Speaker 1>Not every day, but she was there that day.

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<v Speaker 3>And the teacher goes out and she's like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>Chloe got into a fight with this girl, and you

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<v Speaker 3>know you really should talk to her, like basically, but

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<v Speaker 3>even the teacher knew, Like it was to the point

0:22:31.320 --> 0:22:32.680
<v Speaker 3>where the teacher was like, your.

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<v Speaker 1>Daughter finally finally lost it.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, was it a celebration. It was like

0:22:38.960 --> 0:22:41.400
<v Speaker 3>it was like the girl. Everybody knew that the girl

0:22:41.480 --> 0:22:45.320
<v Speaker 3>was troubled. Yeah, so the teacher wasn't really no no, no,

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<v Speaker 3>she's black. And I went to school with like the

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<v Speaker 3>Cosby kids. All the kids in my class were kids

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<v Speaker 3>would like teachers were their parents are like engineers, doctors, lawyers, Okay.

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<v Speaker 1>Where'd you go to school?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, the Reunion Clinton Hill? Okay, yes, Clinton Hill. And

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<v Speaker 3>so when my mom came, my mom was like is

0:23:03.080 --> 0:23:05.240
<v Speaker 3>it true. I was like yes, and she was like okay,

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<v Speaker 3>like you know, because she knew I had been through

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<v Speaker 3>so much. And so that was kind of like the start.

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<v Speaker 3>And then after that year, I left at school and

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<v Speaker 3>I went to another junior high school for gifted and

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<v Speaker 3>talented Philip a Skylark okay, tell them credits girl Gifted

0:23:20.960 --> 0:23:25.119
<v Speaker 3>and Talent okay, And it was all West Indian kids.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so loud, another level not another level of the

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<v Speaker 1>bullying me. They was like fucking open your mouth and

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<v Speaker 1>say some shit.

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<v Speaker 3>They would a type of like like they kind of

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<v Speaker 3>gave me a confidence because I hung out with like

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<v Speaker 3>all the big girls. I was a big girl. So

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<v Speaker 3>they was like, no, we were fucking killing it. And

0:23:41.600 --> 0:23:45.199
<v Speaker 3>I was like, oh, we're killing it. Like they just

0:23:45.359 --> 0:23:47.639
<v Speaker 3>was like not like all like all your insecurities that

0:23:47.720 --> 0:23:50.800
<v Speaker 3>you have, like in our culture, that's not like, that's

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<v Speaker 3>not a thing. And so that gave me a confidence

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<v Speaker 3>to kind of speak up a little bit more and

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<v Speaker 3>I kind of found my voice and and then from

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<v Speaker 3>there on, you know, I knew I wanted to be

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<v Speaker 3>a journalists, so I was like, well, at least let

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<v Speaker 3>me use my voice to help other people.

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<v Speaker 1>And so journalist Sydney, Yeah, I know that. Did you

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<v Speaker 1>ever want to help people with your voice? Though? Like

0:24:12.920 --> 0:24:16.040
<v Speaker 1>you're really just that's each one teach run right there.

0:24:16.040 --> 0:24:18.600
<v Speaker 1>You're just you're trying to help and that's important because

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<v Speaker 1>you have a platform.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And I think, I mean, I think all of

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<v Speaker 3>us with this podcast, you know, everybody that does this

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<v Speaker 3>or stands on stage.

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<v Speaker 1>I think that's we have to be.

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<v Speaker 3>We have to realize that you even know we're sitting

0:24:29.280 --> 0:24:32.440
<v Speaker 3>in this apartment, we're talking to each other, like these

0:24:32.520 --> 0:24:35.679
<v Speaker 3>words will live on and affect whoever's hearing it.

0:24:35.720 --> 0:24:37.879
<v Speaker 1>And so you have to have some sort of accountability.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I mean the tweet the people who tweet, they

0:24:40.720 --> 0:24:43.159
<v Speaker 2>tweet at us. They be like, thank you, listen to

0:24:43.200 --> 0:24:45.960
<v Speaker 2>your podcast at lunch break and it helps me because

0:24:45.960 --> 0:24:46.880
<v Speaker 2>I've had a bad.

0:24:46.760 --> 0:24:48.679
<v Speaker 1>Day and y'all make me laugh. And I'm was like, oh,

0:24:48.760 --> 0:24:50.280
<v Speaker 1>that's not even where I thought you're gonna go at that.

0:24:50.320 --> 0:24:52.800
<v Speaker 1>I thought you're gonna say like people tweet things out

0:24:52.880 --> 0:24:56.399
<v Speaker 1>and they feel like those words don't mean anything. But

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<v Speaker 1>people be getting fired from Twitter all the time. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>Like a lady that was going to Africa and got

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<v Speaker 1>on a plane, like a twenty hour flight and was

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<v Speaker 1>like going to Africa. Hope I don't get aids tweeted

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<v Speaker 1>it closed her phone landed and had already got fired,

0:25:11.160 --> 0:25:12.800
<v Speaker 1>Like while she was in the air, the tweet had

0:25:12.800 --> 0:25:16.639
<v Speaker 1>gotten fired hashtag did she land yet? Yes? Did she

0:25:17.119 --> 0:25:17.760
<v Speaker 1>were going?

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<v Speaker 3>And I think also when it comes to being honest,

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<v Speaker 3>I think people think that that how their personal opinion

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<v Speaker 3>is true honesty and a lot of times can we

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<v Speaker 3>misconstrue the point I.

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<v Speaker 1>Feel like honestly speak on that.

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<v Speaker 3>I think honesty should not have your personal interest invested

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<v Speaker 3>in it.

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<v Speaker 1>It should just be the so people speak their truth

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<v Speaker 1>even if it's not the truth. Yes exactly.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, but I think you should be able to speak

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<v Speaker 2>your truth without saying like, well, you're like, in my opinion,

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<v Speaker 2>this is how I feel.

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<v Speaker 1>But they don't preface it that way. Yeah, but even

0:25:51.160 --> 0:25:53.480
<v Speaker 1>if that is how you feel. Also in my opinion,

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<v Speaker 1>if my opinion don't match up with yours, in my opinion,

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<v Speaker 1>should be okay with getting punched in the face. We're

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<v Speaker 1>getting fired or something bad happening to you. Yeah, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not saying that like fighting somebody because you don't agree

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<v Speaker 1>with them is right, But like if your thing is

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<v Speaker 1>offensive and I happy to be standing there for somebody

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<v Speaker 1>who's the thing that's like my truth? I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>this thing as the truth. And in your truths okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 1>So your truth.

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<v Speaker 3>Is about where you stand, your philosophy, your ideology, your heart,

0:26:20.080 --> 0:26:24.520
<v Speaker 3>your emotion, that's your truth. The truth is something different,

0:26:25.040 --> 0:26:27.000
<v Speaker 3>and I think a lot of times people project their

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<v Speaker 3>personal truths as the finite, all end all, be all truth.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah. No, no, no, I don't believe in that.

0:26:32.800 --> 0:26:35.080
<v Speaker 2>I don't believe in that, But I do feel like

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<v Speaker 2>you should be able to speak what you think in

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<v Speaker 2>your opinion and people be like, okay, well that's your opinion.

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<v Speaker 1>I heard it, I don't agree with it, and then

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<v Speaker 1>move on.

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<v Speaker 3>But that's why we are in such a problem situation

0:26:47.560 --> 0:26:50.600
<v Speaker 3>we are now, is because people don't understand that you

0:26:50.640 --> 0:26:54.199
<v Speaker 3>don't have to agree with somebody. Yeah, in order to

0:26:54.240 --> 0:26:56.480
<v Speaker 3>be heard, Like, I don't have to agree with what

0:26:56.640 --> 0:26:58.840
<v Speaker 3>you guys believe, But that doesn't mean that I have

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<v Speaker 3>to disrespect you as a person exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>So people want to be right.

0:27:02.720 --> 0:27:05.119
<v Speaker 3>They don't want to People want to be heard, but

0:27:05.240 --> 0:27:08.080
<v Speaker 3>they also want to be right, and sometimes you can't.

0:27:08.119 --> 0:27:08.960
<v Speaker 1>You can't have both.

0:27:09.320 --> 0:27:11.719
<v Speaker 2>But that's the problem here now is that everybody can

0:27:11.760 --> 0:27:13.720
<v Speaker 2>be heard, literally every.

0:27:13.600 --> 0:27:17.280
<v Speaker 1>People who can't read, because people who can't speak, it's like, dude,

0:27:17.359 --> 0:27:19.360
<v Speaker 1>like I don't care about what you're saying right now.

0:27:19.440 --> 0:27:21.320
<v Speaker 2>They speak on topics that they have no idea what

0:27:21.359 --> 0:27:23.520
<v Speaker 2>they're talking about. They didn't even they see one headline

0:27:23.560 --> 0:27:25.359
<v Speaker 2>in their boom. They want to talk about the whole

0:27:25.359 --> 0:27:26.680
<v Speaker 2>thing and they don't know what they're talking about.

0:27:26.720 --> 0:27:30.880
<v Speaker 1>They're like, I'm an expert on this. Probably you should

0:27:30.920 --> 0:27:33.480
<v Speaker 1>come on the podcast find out. I'm probably an expert

0:27:33.520 --> 0:27:35.919
<v Speaker 1>at this. So has telling the truth ever hurt you? Like?

0:27:35.960 --> 0:27:38.080
<v Speaker 1>Have you been ever been in a relationship where you

0:27:38.320 --> 0:27:40.320
<v Speaker 1>it's like, should that that?

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I haven't been in many relationships. I've only been

0:27:43.760 --> 0:27:45.800
<v Speaker 3>in one relationship.

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<v Speaker 1>Watch a man, watch your mouth.

0:27:48.520 --> 0:27:50.720
<v Speaker 3>I was a dated this guy for about two and

0:27:50.760 --> 0:27:55.040
<v Speaker 3>a half three years in my late twenties, okay, because

0:27:55.040 --> 0:27:57.240
<v Speaker 3>I was a workaholic, so I wasn't really trying to

0:27:57.280 --> 0:27:57.719
<v Speaker 3>date like that.

0:27:57.880 --> 0:28:00.000
<v Speaker 1>You're busy, you booked in business? Is booked busy.

0:28:00.800 --> 0:28:02.679
<v Speaker 3>So we were friend We were friends first and we

0:28:02.720 --> 0:28:04.639
<v Speaker 3>saw we always saw each other socially, and we just

0:28:04.640 --> 0:28:06.679
<v Speaker 3>like kind of gravitated towards each other and started dating

0:28:07.480 --> 0:28:09.639
<v Speaker 3>and a relationship was good. It kind of just got

0:28:09.720 --> 0:28:12.919
<v Speaker 3>to the point where I started doing comedy and that

0:28:13.040 --> 0:28:13.600
<v Speaker 3>wasn't a thing.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't up. He was a journalist, no, no, here, he

0:28:16.119 --> 0:28:18.720
<v Speaker 1>worked in media. He encourage me, actually he encouraged me

0:28:18.760 --> 0:28:20.200
<v Speaker 1>a lot to get into comedy. He was like, get

0:28:20.200 --> 0:28:24.040
<v Speaker 1>on stage that. He's my biggest supporter. Till this day,

0:28:24.040 --> 0:28:25.960
<v Speaker 1>he's still one of my biggest. Did he come to

0:28:26.520 --> 0:28:29.120
<v Speaker 1>he came to the one? Oh yeah, you did tell

0:28:29.160 --> 0:28:30.359
<v Speaker 1>me about that? Yeah.

0:28:30.400 --> 0:28:34.240
<v Speaker 3>So so he's a really sweet, good guy. And and

0:28:34.320 --> 0:28:38.600
<v Speaker 3>when our relationship ended, I realized that I decided I

0:28:38.640 --> 0:28:41.440
<v Speaker 3>was going to dedicate myself to comedy. And I didn't

0:28:41.480 --> 0:28:44.640
<v Speaker 3>know how trying to factor in somebody else until that

0:28:44.720 --> 0:28:46.760
<v Speaker 3>at that moment, when I was still trying to master it,

0:28:46.840 --> 0:28:49.400
<v Speaker 3>or not mastered, but navigate it, I didn't think that

0:28:49.400 --> 0:28:51.360
<v Speaker 3>would be fair because the last thing I want is

0:28:51.400 --> 0:28:53.760
<v Speaker 3>somebody telling me, oh, why are you going out tonight?

0:28:53.800 --> 0:28:55.440
<v Speaker 3>I want to go out to dinner or come sit

0:28:55.480 --> 0:28:57.120
<v Speaker 3>home with me and watch the game, and it's like,

0:28:57.160 --> 0:28:59.520
<v Speaker 3>I can't sitting uphing.

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<v Speaker 1>My friend in rest. I wonder it feels like that, Sidney,

0:29:05.560 --> 0:29:08.320
<v Speaker 1>I wonder, who feels like that? No, Marie, that feels

0:29:08.360 --> 0:29:11.840
<v Speaker 1>like that. What a peculiar feeling, Marie. You tell me

0:29:13.120 --> 0:29:15.720
<v Speaker 1>that's it. I don't have a man, Okay, well me

0:29:15.880 --> 0:29:18.200
<v Speaker 1>neither do I.

0:29:19.120 --> 0:29:21.280
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And I think, and that's when you talk about

0:29:21.320 --> 0:29:23.280
<v Speaker 3>that's being honest with yourself. Like I could have lied

0:29:23.280 --> 0:29:24.720
<v Speaker 3>to myself and been like, oh no, I want to

0:29:24.760 --> 0:29:27.000
<v Speaker 3>be with somebody, even though I'm trying to, you know,

0:29:27.320 --> 0:29:29.800
<v Speaker 3>dive into this second career, and I just would have

0:29:30.000 --> 0:29:31.520
<v Speaker 3>it just would have been problematic.

0:29:31.680 --> 0:29:34.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. So also, see that's what happened when you were strong,

0:29:34.240 --> 0:29:36.520
<v Speaker 1>independent women and you don't need no man. You have money,

0:29:36.680 --> 0:29:39.000
<v Speaker 1>here's your own place, you have food in your fridge.

0:29:39.200 --> 0:29:41.040
<v Speaker 1>You were like, ah, yeah, you know what, it's not

0:29:41.080 --> 0:29:43.360
<v Speaker 1>gonna be fair to stay with him. But if you

0:29:43.400 --> 0:29:45.160
<v Speaker 1>didn't have nowhere to go, and your friend was empty,

0:29:45.280 --> 0:29:47.320
<v Speaker 1>like I mean, I guess I like him so like

0:29:47.360 --> 0:29:49.840
<v Speaker 1>I don't really need to tell these jokes every night.

0:29:50.520 --> 0:29:53.720
<v Speaker 3>I definitely know I struggled when I made the career change.

0:29:53.760 --> 0:29:57.640
<v Speaker 1>I struggle. I was broke. I'm talking about in the beginning. Absolutely,

0:29:57.680 --> 0:29:59.719
<v Speaker 1>there's no way you have food in your fridge all

0:29:59.760 --> 0:30:03.960
<v Speaker 1>the time. Well, also because I quit, I stopped journalism.

0:30:04.320 --> 0:30:07.360
<v Speaker 3>And when I stopped the last job I had as

0:30:07.400 --> 0:30:08.960
<v Speaker 3>a journalist, I got to let go because it was

0:30:09.000 --> 0:30:10.400
<v Speaker 3>a so.

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<v Speaker 1>You wasn't even ready he write your lunch planned for

0:30:14.440 --> 0:30:17.040
<v Speaker 1>the week, and they were like, hey, Thursday's the last day.

0:30:17.160 --> 0:30:18.960
<v Speaker 1>Because I realized this job wasn't for me.

0:30:19.000 --> 0:30:20.760
<v Speaker 3>I realized it wasn't for me, so I worked really

0:30:20.760 --> 0:30:24.280
<v Speaker 3>hard to get laid off like I planned it. I

0:30:24.280 --> 0:30:27.960
<v Speaker 3>did just enough and I wasn't negligent, but more that

0:30:28.000 --> 0:30:30.280
<v Speaker 3>he had to at least respectfully lay me off, right,

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<v Speaker 3>And so I got unappointment, so unappointment, and I was consulting.

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<v Speaker 1>A lot of plan the unloy.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes you do, you can't listen. I believe in planning,

0:30:39.360 --> 0:30:41.520
<v Speaker 2>but I don't do the planning all the time. But

0:30:41.560 --> 0:30:42.280
<v Speaker 2>I do believe in.

0:30:42.560 --> 0:30:45.440
<v Speaker 1>I don't really believe in planning. But I gave I

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<v Speaker 1>never give two weeks notice for a job. I just leave.

0:30:47.800 --> 0:30:49.960
<v Speaker 1>Why yeah, why right, That's what I That's what I

0:30:50.040 --> 0:30:51.680
<v Speaker 1>used to do. And one day I was like, you

0:30:51.720 --> 0:30:54.719
<v Speaker 1>know what, I've been at this restaurant job for almost

0:30:54.720 --> 0:30:56.960
<v Speaker 1>a year and I wasn't happy. And I was like,

0:30:57.080 --> 0:30:58.320
<v Speaker 1>let me go give them my two weeks. Not this,

0:30:58.360 --> 0:31:00.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm grown up. First time I gave weeks though this.

0:31:00.520 --> 0:31:01.840
<v Speaker 1>They were like, if you're not happy, you could just

0:31:01.920 --> 0:31:05.040
<v Speaker 1>leave right now. I was like, I wasn't ready. You

0:31:05.120 --> 0:31:08.000
<v Speaker 1>thought you were banking on another check for two weeks.

0:31:08.080 --> 0:31:12.000
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god. And then they escorted me out. They

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<v Speaker 1>got steal some forks. They're gonna walk out, they Jesse, Jeff,

0:31:15.520 --> 0:31:18.000
<v Speaker 1>you were They watched me clock out and then they

0:31:18.040 --> 0:31:23.480
<v Speaker 1>were like I was like that, yeah, unless they just

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<v Speaker 1>do because I wouldn't have clocked out. I would have

0:31:25.080 --> 0:31:28.880
<v Speaker 1>kept my hours going exactly. That's why they were like,

0:31:28.880 --> 0:31:32.480
<v Speaker 1>go ahead and put your number out. Yeah, I'm sorry

0:31:32.520 --> 0:31:34.840
<v Speaker 1>you go through that. Yeah, well, I mean now I

0:31:34.840 --> 0:31:37.320
<v Speaker 1>don't have a job, but you're free, and you.

0:31:37.480 --> 0:31:39.960
<v Speaker 3>And it and it forces you to work harder for yourself.

0:31:39.960 --> 0:31:41.760
<v Speaker 3>Being an entrepreneur is very important.

0:31:41.960 --> 0:31:44.240
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, that story was from like a couple of years ago.

0:31:44.360 --> 0:31:47.200
<v Speaker 1>I've been fired from many many jobs since then. But

0:31:47.240 --> 0:31:49.240
<v Speaker 1>you don't consider yourself. You don't both of you don't

0:31:49.240 --> 0:31:53.560
<v Speaker 1>consider yourself to be entrepreneurs y. Yes, when I filed

0:31:53.600 --> 0:31:56.840
<v Speaker 1>my taxes, i'd be like this, I'm not going to

0:31:56.880 --> 0:32:04.200
<v Speaker 1>do that other form entrepreneur. Can you explain entrepreneurship? Can

0:32:04.240 --> 0:32:05.840
<v Speaker 1>you explain it? You work for yourself.

0:32:05.880 --> 0:32:08.760
<v Speaker 3>If you don't work, you don't eat, but like more more,

0:32:09.000 --> 0:32:10.920
<v Speaker 3>it's more hands on than like if you don't go

0:32:10.960 --> 0:32:13.480
<v Speaker 3>to a job. It's like you constantly have to cultivate

0:32:13.960 --> 0:32:17.080
<v Speaker 3>means of income for yourself, your independent contracts.

0:32:17.120 --> 0:32:20.240
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so that's us, that's us. We do that. We

0:32:20.760 --> 0:32:23.280
<v Speaker 1>work from home, and we think of we try to

0:32:23.480 --> 0:32:27.880
<v Speaker 1>want to look at it and say, oh, that's nice. Yeah,

0:32:27.920 --> 0:32:28.280
<v Speaker 1>you got it.

0:32:28.320 --> 0:32:30.440
<v Speaker 3>I mean I think also because of the industry that

0:32:30.440 --> 0:32:34.560
<v Speaker 3>we're in, people think that, like comedy itself, working in

0:32:34.640 --> 0:32:36.840
<v Speaker 3>the city is enough.

0:32:37.240 --> 0:32:40.240
<v Speaker 1>No, but no it's not, you know what I mean?

0:32:40.280 --> 0:32:42.880
<v Speaker 3>And I think this so much like you said, you

0:32:42.880 --> 0:32:44.720
<v Speaker 3>guys hosted a party, Like, there's so many other things

0:32:44.720 --> 0:32:45.080
<v Speaker 3>you could do.

0:32:45.320 --> 0:32:46.480
<v Speaker 1>You know, you all of us have.

0:32:46.520 --> 0:32:48.920
<v Speaker 3>Done television and writing and all that stuff. You have

0:32:48.960 --> 0:32:51.680
<v Speaker 3>to kind of cultivate it. It's not going to nobody's saying, oh,

0:32:51.720 --> 0:32:53.960
<v Speaker 3>you a comic, So here's all the things you could

0:32:53.960 --> 0:32:54.560
<v Speaker 3>do as a comic.

0:32:54.680 --> 0:32:56.920
<v Speaker 1>Like, nobody tells you that. You just gotta you gotta

0:32:56.920 --> 0:32:58.520
<v Speaker 1>figure out what it is and everything that you can

0:32:58.560 --> 0:33:00.000
<v Speaker 1>do you do as a comic is not the same.

0:33:00.160 --> 0:33:02.960
<v Speaker 1>Think somebody else who's a comment can also do. Yeah,

0:33:02.960 --> 0:33:05.080
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not trying to walk no dogs. I just can't.

0:33:05.440 --> 0:33:07.920
<v Speaker 1>It's my soul. They won't allow me to do it.

0:33:08.000 --> 0:33:11.160
<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna tell the truth. I don't like dogs. I

0:33:11.360 --> 0:33:13.160
<v Speaker 1>like dogs, and I still don't want to walk them.

0:33:13.320 --> 0:33:16.440
<v Speaker 1>I'm not picking up dog Poople warms.

0:33:16.840 --> 0:33:19.200
<v Speaker 3>But the thing is, you gotta promote yourself. So you

0:33:19.240 --> 0:33:23.480
<v Speaker 3>gotta have a website. You gotta have as you don't have.

0:33:23.400 --> 0:33:29.440
<v Speaker 1>A website list or something white, It's so easy. It's

0:33:29.440 --> 0:33:31.200
<v Speaker 1>so easy. You just even if you just have a

0:33:31.240 --> 0:33:33.920
<v Speaker 1>single page up with like how email me and here's

0:33:33.960 --> 0:33:36.959
<v Speaker 1>my phone number. Yeah, yeah, we should do that. People want.

0:33:37.080 --> 0:33:39.920
<v Speaker 1>You don't have one either, No, I don't that. My boyfriend,

0:33:40.160 --> 0:33:42.600
<v Speaker 1>the one that I had X manty years ago for Christmas,

0:33:42.600 --> 0:33:46.480
<v Speaker 1>got me a website what see, and then we broke up.

0:33:46.520 --> 0:33:49.160
<v Speaker 1>So I never heard of that. I mean I never

0:33:49.360 --> 0:33:53.200
<v Speaker 1>set it up. I was in the process of like

0:33:53.680 --> 0:33:55.800
<v Speaker 1>thinking about what it would look like. It broke up,

0:33:55.840 --> 0:33:57.520
<v Speaker 1>and it was like I can't. Then be like you're

0:33:58.240 --> 0:34:00.080
<v Speaker 1>yes you can. You're still doing that website from me

0:34:00.160 --> 0:34:03.160
<v Speaker 1>that you want to Well, all you need to do

0:34:03.240 --> 0:34:05.240
<v Speaker 1>is the page information you could have got somebody else.

0:34:06.320 --> 0:34:07.000
<v Speaker 1>You got a plan.

0:34:07.320 --> 0:34:12.240
<v Speaker 3>So your first order of business, both of you, weite

0:34:12.400 --> 0:34:14.959
<v Speaker 3>know before it gets over, is to go and put

0:34:15.040 --> 0:34:18.160
<v Speaker 3>up a web page, a web page at least a

0:34:18.200 --> 0:34:22.880
<v Speaker 3>photo of yourself, links to your work, links to your website,

0:34:22.880 --> 0:34:25.600
<v Speaker 3>I mean, to your podcast, an email address and a

0:34:25.600 --> 0:34:27.080
<v Speaker 3>phone number that they can reach you out. Get a

0:34:27.080 --> 0:34:30.600
<v Speaker 3>Google Voice numbers, so nobody's stalking your real life. Yeah,

0:34:31.600 --> 0:34:36.120
<v Speaker 3>Google voice that and make it happen because people will

0:34:36.120 --> 0:34:38.600
<v Speaker 3>see you and they don't remember, but they can remember

0:34:38.680 --> 0:34:42.600
<v Speaker 3>your name and it'll google you. Every single job, from

0:34:42.719 --> 0:34:46.960
<v Speaker 3>being on television, from writing for TV, every single job

0:34:47.000 --> 0:34:47.960
<v Speaker 3>that I've gotten has.

0:34:47.840 --> 0:34:50.279
<v Speaker 1>Come through people looking me up through my website.

0:34:52.000 --> 0:34:55.640
<v Speaker 3>Last Comic Standing, nightly show, comed every single is people

0:34:55.719 --> 0:34:57.840
<v Speaker 3>just calling my Google voice number off my website and

0:34:57.840 --> 0:34:59.320
<v Speaker 3>be like, Hi, do you have a manager?

0:34:59.560 --> 0:35:01.320
<v Speaker 1>No, I don't have a manager. I don't have an agent.

0:35:02.000 --> 0:35:04.840
<v Speaker 1>And how much does this page costs? A web page

0:35:04.920 --> 0:35:09.360
<v Speaker 1>is free? Yes, we can have a web page for

0:35:09.360 --> 0:35:12.000
<v Speaker 1>the podcast. Yeah, yes, you should definitely have one for

0:35:12.000 --> 0:35:12.560
<v Speaker 1>the podcast.

0:35:14.400 --> 0:35:17.840
<v Speaker 3>Marie, y'all thinking like this ten years ago when the

0:35:17.880 --> 0:35:19.240
<v Speaker 3>ship was like thousands of dollars.

0:35:19.320 --> 0:35:22.880
<v Speaker 1>I know. I'm like, we gotta go, Chaddy, got go

0:35:22.920 --> 0:35:23.320
<v Speaker 1>to WIS.

0:35:23.360 --> 0:35:24.759
<v Speaker 3>You can go to wiks, you can actually go to

0:35:24.840 --> 0:35:26.120
<v Speaker 3>you can make a page on Tumblr.

0:35:26.280 --> 0:35:30.080
<v Speaker 1>I just rode free. Yeah with the dollars. Okay, yeah,

0:35:30.200 --> 0:35:32.400
<v Speaker 1>go make it on WIS. We can work on that

0:35:32.480 --> 0:35:36.560
<v Speaker 1>on Christmas. Squarespace. That's our news resolutions squares space. SQUARESPACEA

0:35:36.640 --> 0:35:41.280
<v Speaker 1>got plenty of photos. Just put we sure do now, Chloe,

0:35:41.320 --> 0:35:43.520
<v Speaker 1>You're obviously good at like giving other people advice to

0:35:43.600 --> 0:35:45.520
<v Speaker 1>help them fix their life. But there are other things

0:35:45.520 --> 0:35:48.200
<v Speaker 1>that you are claim to be good at that I

0:35:48.200 --> 0:35:51.279
<v Speaker 1>wanted to maybe talk about. What other skills do you

0:35:51.360 --> 0:35:53.839
<v Speaker 1>have that you feel like people listening. I'm a I'm

0:35:53.840 --> 0:35:57.520
<v Speaker 1>a big dick magnet. Hmmm, Well, because you're a tall woman,

0:35:57.640 --> 0:36:01.120
<v Speaker 1>like people with big dicks are like, yeah, no, no,

0:36:01.160 --> 0:36:03.040
<v Speaker 1>not necessarily, you just have to know.

0:36:03.160 --> 0:36:06.959
<v Speaker 3>You can you can get a feel of literally no punitentiy.

0:36:07.520 --> 0:36:10.040
<v Speaker 1>You can get a feel of whether or not a

0:36:10.080 --> 0:36:13.440
<v Speaker 1>guy is packing, how is it he walks real slow?

0:36:13.760 --> 0:36:16.799
<v Speaker 1>You know? I in my experience, the men I know

0:36:16.920 --> 0:36:22.000
<v Speaker 1>that have huge dicks, that good posture, no got bad back.

0:36:24.520 --> 0:36:27.319
<v Speaker 3>They I think they carry themselves in a way that's

0:36:27.320 --> 0:36:28.320
<v Speaker 3>a little bit more subtle.

0:36:29.280 --> 0:36:31.279
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. They don't talk about so they don't

0:36:31.520 --> 0:36:37.360
<v Speaker 1>so it's mute nigga got or he can't or he

0:36:37.400 --> 0:36:43.560
<v Speaker 1>got a statter sist thing can't get. They just like

0:36:43.680 --> 0:36:45.560
<v Speaker 1>they just aren't pressed for the pussy.

0:36:49.040 --> 0:36:51.799
<v Speaker 3>They're just the way they carry themselves is very just

0:36:51.920 --> 0:36:53.319
<v Speaker 3>like it's whatever you want.

0:36:53.360 --> 0:36:56.759
<v Speaker 1>It's like you cool like I'm not. I'm not really.

0:36:57.400 --> 0:37:01.439
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I don't know who's that don't get

0:37:01.440 --> 0:37:04.680
<v Speaker 1>pussy hump in your leg? The dude that has a

0:37:04.680 --> 0:37:05.279
<v Speaker 1>big old dick.

0:37:05.320 --> 0:37:08.600
<v Speaker 3>It's like we cool like And also because I'm an

0:37:08.600 --> 0:37:11.919
<v Speaker 3>honest person, I'm just if I feel like I've met

0:37:11.960 --> 0:37:13.680
<v Speaker 3>you in a good in the situation and we're talking,

0:37:13.760 --> 0:37:14.560
<v Speaker 3>it's a good conversation.

0:37:14.640 --> 0:37:17.719
<v Speaker 1>I'm just gonna ask you how big addic You just

0:37:17.760 --> 0:37:22.720
<v Speaker 1>gonna ask how big the dickie up to wait either

0:37:22.840 --> 0:37:24.839
<v Speaker 1>or not interested in them, You're just gonna ask. You're

0:37:24.840 --> 0:37:26.960
<v Speaker 1>a child of God and you're asking the super questions.

0:37:27.120 --> 0:37:31.080
<v Speaker 3>Yea and brunch at brunch in the day start because

0:37:31.080 --> 0:37:33.200
<v Speaker 3>I feel like this And this is what women don't realize.

0:37:33.239 --> 0:37:35.600
<v Speaker 3>If a man fixes his mouth to start asking you sexually,

0:37:35.600 --> 0:37:37.440
<v Speaker 3>expects the questions like so tell me because you know

0:37:37.520 --> 0:37:39.680
<v Speaker 3>dude city, Like so what's your favorite position?

0:37:39.800 --> 0:37:41.279
<v Speaker 1>Like what kind of love maker are you?

0:37:41.360 --> 0:37:43.560
<v Speaker 3>Like just when you start asking me that, I'm gonna

0:37:43.560 --> 0:37:44.759
<v Speaker 3>turn around like how wait?

0:37:44.800 --> 0:37:48.240
<v Speaker 1>How bigorry? Has anybody ever ask you? Sure? But not recently.

0:37:48.280 --> 0:37:53.439
<v Speaker 1>I'm a lady now, but like, yeah that guys men

0:37:53.480 --> 0:37:56.960
<v Speaker 1>have never I know men have asked you that me. Yeah, early,

0:37:57.040 --> 0:37:59.560
<v Speaker 1>like early like getting into like first date, second date.

0:37:59.600 --> 0:38:02.319
<v Speaker 1>They'll up in a little sex question some kind of way,

0:38:02.400 --> 0:38:04.960
<v Speaker 1>and you'd be like, what he was talking about? I

0:38:05.040 --> 0:38:08.200
<v Speaker 1>used to do that. My response is wait before I

0:38:08.239 --> 0:38:12.719
<v Speaker 1>answer that question, how big is your dad? Can you tell?

0:38:12.719 --> 0:38:13.319
<v Speaker 1>When they lie?

0:38:14.040 --> 0:38:16.839
<v Speaker 3>No, Actually, most of them are so shocked that they

0:38:16.920 --> 0:38:18.160
<v Speaker 3>end up just telling you the truth.

0:38:18.760 --> 0:38:19.520
<v Speaker 1>They can't believe that.

0:38:20.440 --> 0:38:22.560
<v Speaker 2>I don't even believe a man can tell the truth.

0:38:22.600 --> 0:38:24.719
<v Speaker 2>After that question, you gotta do it yourself. I mean

0:38:24.840 --> 0:38:26.200
<v Speaker 2>you got to measure that answer yourself.

0:38:26.360 --> 0:38:28.880
<v Speaker 1>No. Wait, no, every man knows how big day dick is?

0:38:28.920 --> 0:38:31.000
<v Speaker 1>They lying? They lying if they say they don't know

0:38:31.200 --> 0:38:33.360
<v Speaker 1>half of them can't even afford a ruler. No, no,

0:38:33.480 --> 0:38:35.040
<v Speaker 1>you know what it is. They won't tell you.

0:38:35.280 --> 0:38:37.640
<v Speaker 3>Most guys if their dick is less than like seven inches,

0:38:37.640 --> 0:38:44.799
<v Speaker 3>they'll be like, you know, if their dick is seven

0:38:44.880 --> 0:38:47.000
<v Speaker 3>or better, they'd be like, oh seven, they'll be like

0:38:47.040 --> 0:38:49.880
<v Speaker 3>seven inches or eight probably like nine.

0:38:49.960 --> 0:38:52.000
<v Speaker 1>Ten was like it's ten, and I was like, you're

0:38:52.280 --> 0:38:54.200
<v Speaker 1>He was like, no, it's ten. I was, And did

0:38:54.200 --> 0:38:54.759
<v Speaker 1>you find out?

0:38:54.840 --> 0:38:57.760
<v Speaker 3>I damn sure did find out? How was that all

0:38:57.800 --> 0:38:58.720
<v Speaker 3>of the ten inches?

0:38:58.920 --> 0:39:02.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh my god? Would you introduce us after alternate these?

0:39:02.120 --> 0:39:04.799
<v Speaker 1>And yeah, I damn sure, Yes, you could take tenn

0:39:04.800 --> 0:39:08.000
<v Speaker 1>inch's club six ft one says you got just you know,

0:39:08.400 --> 0:39:10.279
<v Speaker 1>that doesn't mean anything. That means she could have she

0:39:10.280 --> 0:39:12.000
<v Speaker 1>could have a short SERVEX.

0:39:12.520 --> 0:39:18.520
<v Speaker 3>No, it's not her small uterus. It's apropriate sis, it's sizable.

0:39:19.000 --> 0:39:20.760
<v Speaker 1>It's like, you know, people who are tall have big feet.

0:39:21.160 --> 0:39:25.600
<v Speaker 3>Everybody who every woman, your womb is big.

0:39:25.760 --> 0:39:29.200
<v Speaker 1>Like, yeah, but my insurance is not ten inch insurance.

0:39:29.440 --> 0:39:31.960
<v Speaker 1>I can't say that. It's not for four less is

0:39:31.960 --> 0:39:34.120
<v Speaker 1>my sharance? No, that ain't for me.

0:39:34.400 --> 0:39:36.640
<v Speaker 2>I've seen what I was dating this dude who was

0:39:36.680 --> 0:39:39.400
<v Speaker 2>from Ghana and he he had like ten or I

0:39:39.400 --> 0:39:41.160
<v Speaker 2>felt like more, and I was like, no, not doing that.

0:39:41.320 --> 0:39:43.440
<v Speaker 1>No, I said, I can't. I will not. That's not

0:39:43.480 --> 0:39:45.400
<v Speaker 1>going in my mouth, that's not going in my ears,

0:39:45.520 --> 0:39:48.000
<v Speaker 1>that's not going through any hole that I crossed my forehead.

0:39:48.000 --> 0:39:50.480
<v Speaker 1>And please take your chicken. I don't even have enough

0:39:50.520 --> 0:39:53.120
<v Speaker 1>hand for that. Nope, not doing it blocked your blessings.

0:39:53.280 --> 0:39:55.160
<v Speaker 1>Most blocked your blessings.

0:39:57.400 --> 0:40:00.160
<v Speaker 3>Most dudes with big digs, if they know, if they

0:40:00.400 --> 0:40:02.080
<v Speaker 3>know that they have a big dick, they're not going

0:40:02.160 --> 0:40:03.880
<v Speaker 3>to just try and like rammed in you do, you

0:40:03.880 --> 0:40:05.960
<v Speaker 3>probably get the first couple of times, you probably get

0:40:05.960 --> 0:40:06.600
<v Speaker 3>half the dick in.

0:40:07.120 --> 0:40:08.640
<v Speaker 1>They know not to go all the way to the

0:40:08.719 --> 0:40:11.560
<v Speaker 1>day there's half the dick. Then the other half don't

0:40:11.560 --> 0:40:14.439
<v Speaker 1>need to know me, okay, the other half of the dick.

0:40:15.200 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 1>Nice to meet you from all the way over here,

0:40:17.600 --> 0:40:20.800
<v Speaker 1>from eight inches away. We could be friends. I'm unapologetic

0:40:20.880 --> 0:40:22.520
<v Speaker 1>and being a size queen. That's just what it is.

0:40:22.560 --> 0:40:24.239
<v Speaker 3>And it's good because when you let people know, they

0:40:24.280 --> 0:40:26.240
<v Speaker 3>know what they got to bring to the table.

0:40:26.440 --> 0:40:29.480
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but I feel like you're looking at my my,

0:40:29.920 --> 0:40:32.640
<v Speaker 1>you're looking at my, I'm looking at you. I'm looking

0:40:32.640 --> 0:40:37.400
<v Speaker 1>at I'm like, Chloe, So you've never been with a

0:40:37.440 --> 0:40:39.200
<v Speaker 1>guy that had like a little dick? No, I have

0:40:39.640 --> 0:40:44.279
<v Speaker 1>I have? How long were you with him, like a relationship?

0:40:44.760 --> 0:40:47.319
<v Speaker 1>I've only been in one relationship. Okay, So did you

0:40:47.400 --> 0:40:50.719
<v Speaker 1>continue to hook up with this troll, the guy with

0:40:50.800 --> 0:40:53.479
<v Speaker 1>a big dig No? No, no.

0:40:54.000 --> 0:40:57.600
<v Speaker 3>First of all, two different conversations, I've only been around relationship,

0:40:57.600 --> 0:41:00.879
<v Speaker 3>and I was very satisfied in that relationship. And when

0:41:00.920 --> 0:41:04.200
<v Speaker 3>it comes to the big dick guys, you know it

0:41:04.280 --> 0:41:05.719
<v Speaker 3>lasts however long your last.

0:41:06.480 --> 0:41:09.080
<v Speaker 1>Yes, But how about the little dude with the little dick? Dude?

0:41:09.760 --> 0:41:10.920
<v Speaker 1>How long was here? All right?

0:41:10.960 --> 0:41:13.600
<v Speaker 3>In the past, like probably six or seven years? Have

0:41:13.680 --> 0:41:19.040
<v Speaker 3>I been with a guy with a tiny penis? Maybe once?

0:41:19.160 --> 0:41:19.959
<v Speaker 3>Like sexually once?

0:41:19.960 --> 0:41:21.719
<v Speaker 1>And you got your own car, so you saw that

0:41:21.760 --> 0:41:24.319
<v Speaker 1>you were like, I'm out, bye, I don't have to

0:41:24.320 --> 0:41:27.839
<v Speaker 1>wait to do you validate you? Well? Two things.

0:41:27.840 --> 0:41:30.600
<v Speaker 3>A guy that had the small dick, he like, we

0:41:30.640 --> 0:41:32.960
<v Speaker 3>have went out a couple of times, and then I

0:41:32.960 --> 0:41:34.640
<v Speaker 3>finally was like, okay, I'll go back to his place.

0:41:34.640 --> 0:41:35.279
<v Speaker 1>What do he take you?

0:41:35.440 --> 0:41:37.040
<v Speaker 2>Because the guy would have small dick, gonna take you

0:41:37.080 --> 0:41:40.239
<v Speaker 2>somewhere nice like sushi? Is I gotta get you something

0:41:40.280 --> 0:41:42.239
<v Speaker 2>nice to eat so you can be full, and I'm

0:41:42.280 --> 0:41:43.120
<v Speaker 2>not gonna put you up.

0:41:45.760 --> 0:41:48.520
<v Speaker 1>These shallow struggles. All you're gonna get tonight. Okay, so

0:41:48.560 --> 0:41:51.400
<v Speaker 1>you gonna need some more uh uh sushi for that

0:41:52.120 --> 0:41:54.799
<v Speaker 1>sushi for the table. No, we went out.

0:41:54.920 --> 0:41:56.880
<v Speaker 3>This is a while ago. We went out to a

0:41:56.920 --> 0:41:59.200
<v Speaker 3>couple of restaurants, all Brooklyn stuff because like you know,

0:42:00.120 --> 0:42:03.160
<v Speaker 3>local local bars and that, you know, a couple of

0:42:03.200 --> 0:42:04.879
<v Speaker 3>drinks and so so I was like, finally, okay, I'll

0:42:04.880 --> 0:42:06.960
<v Speaker 3>go back to his place, and this is the this

0:42:07.040 --> 0:42:09.520
<v Speaker 3>is I should have been like out. I mean I

0:42:09.680 --> 0:42:11.560
<v Speaker 3>was out the door, but even more so, like I

0:42:11.600 --> 0:42:12.640
<v Speaker 3>was like, I'm never gonna talk.

0:42:12.480 --> 0:42:15.279
<v Speaker 1>To me again. His place was a pig stock. We

0:42:15.440 --> 0:42:19.880
<v Speaker 1>talk about it, Chloe, talk about the truth so disgusting.

0:42:19.920 --> 0:42:21.279
<v Speaker 1>How did you get ready to go on a date

0:42:21.320 --> 0:42:23.440
<v Speaker 1>and you like there's an in the back of your

0:42:23.480 --> 0:42:25.719
<v Speaker 1>mind you think you might bring somebody back home, right, Like,

0:42:25.760 --> 0:42:27.560
<v Speaker 1>I mean, you can't tidy up a little bit. No,

0:42:27.680 --> 0:42:28.759
<v Speaker 1>it was beyond tidy up.

0:42:28.800 --> 0:42:31.040
<v Speaker 3>It was like it was like move ship with your feet,

0:42:31.160 --> 0:42:33.960
<v Speaker 3>like you kept your jacket on. Oh You're like, I'm

0:42:34.040 --> 0:42:35.720
<v Speaker 3>keeping my jacket on when I go to the bathroom.

0:42:35.760 --> 0:42:38.640
<v Speaker 3>That's how nasty place. I'm not taking my shoes off.

0:42:38.640 --> 0:42:41.200
<v Speaker 1>I'm just I'm gonna hold my coat under my arm. Listen.

0:42:41.440 --> 0:42:43.279
<v Speaker 1>I I went to a guy's house and he told

0:42:43.320 --> 0:42:44.560
<v Speaker 1>me to take my shoes off. And I was like,

0:42:44.640 --> 0:42:47.959
<v Speaker 1>you haven't momped in seven years. I will not text

0:42:48.000 --> 0:42:50.799
<v Speaker 1>my shoes off. He said, take one. I said, so

0:42:50.960 --> 0:42:52.839
<v Speaker 1>have you been taking your shoes off because it looked

0:42:52.840 --> 0:42:57.239
<v Speaker 1>like you've been stopping all up in this bitch. Yeah. No, no,

0:42:57.680 --> 0:43:00.480
<v Speaker 1>So place was disgusting. Place was discussed. You knew you

0:43:00.480 --> 0:43:03.080
<v Speaker 1>should have left, that you stayed. Yeah, but I was like, well,

0:43:03.200 --> 0:43:05.600
<v Speaker 1>you see, didn't feel like the dick was gonna be

0:43:05.640 --> 0:43:07.319
<v Speaker 1>good or did you feel like it's gonna be big?

0:43:07.360 --> 0:43:09.400
<v Speaker 1>And this is what happened. I didn't know what I

0:43:09.400 --> 0:43:11.120
<v Speaker 1>thought it was. You didn't have enough gas in your car.

0:43:11.160 --> 0:43:16.680
<v Speaker 1>That's what happened. Phone was about to die. I need

0:43:16.680 --> 0:43:19.880
<v Speaker 1>to charge up. It was like it was about to

0:43:19.920 --> 0:43:23.160
<v Speaker 1>go yellow. I can't get on the road like this.

0:43:24.440 --> 0:43:27.600
<v Speaker 1>I can't get on the road like this, can't be

0:43:27.640 --> 0:43:33.560
<v Speaker 1>on the beach. You eat ten percent, so you and

0:43:33.640 --> 0:43:37.319
<v Speaker 1>you're dying. Phone, stay at the house. Okay, So yeah,

0:43:37.360 --> 0:43:40.640
<v Speaker 1>I think if I remember correctly. He his place was

0:43:40.680 --> 0:43:42.080
<v Speaker 1>a mess. His place was a mess.

0:43:43.120 --> 0:43:45.360
<v Speaker 3>But he was like really adamant about, like, you know,

0:43:45.520 --> 0:43:48.360
<v Speaker 3>eat my pussy. So I was like, well, you know what, Yeah,

0:43:49.480 --> 0:43:53.120
<v Speaker 3>we got a lot of great God thankfully he didn't

0:43:53.120 --> 0:43:53.800
<v Speaker 3>have any condoms.

0:43:53.840 --> 0:43:56.920
<v Speaker 1>I was like, oh, good night. Did you have your

0:43:56.960 --> 0:44:01.360
<v Speaker 1>coat on while he was eating you? In my mind,

0:44:01.440 --> 0:44:07.000
<v Speaker 1>you just like she left everything on, including your shoes, shoes, socks,

0:44:07.080 --> 0:44:10.480
<v Speaker 1>everything she said, had her gloves on. Sis. You let

0:44:10.560 --> 0:44:12.520
<v Speaker 1>him you out through the like little hole right here,

0:44:12.680 --> 0:44:20.080
<v Speaker 1>You're like through the zipper. You gotta do what you

0:44:20.120 --> 0:44:23.080
<v Speaker 1>gotta do. Oh my god, damn that. I love that.

0:44:23.200 --> 0:44:26.839
<v Speaker 1>I want to deny him the pleasure of you know me. Yeah,

0:44:26.920 --> 0:44:30.279
<v Speaker 1>I mean some people they get joy out of seeing

0:44:30.280 --> 0:44:34.040
<v Speaker 1>other people who are happy. So people, I'm not one

0:44:34.080 --> 0:44:36.959
<v Speaker 1>of those folks, don't I've never understood it. I'm not happy.

0:44:37.040 --> 0:44:40.799
<v Speaker 1>Anybody gonna be happy? Yeah, I just don't get it. Yeah,

0:44:41.719 --> 0:44:45.120
<v Speaker 1>that you're that miserable. I'm a happy person. But when

0:44:45.120 --> 0:44:46.960
<v Speaker 1>i'm not, said she said. If I'm not happy, No,

0:44:47.800 --> 0:44:51.520
<v Speaker 1>when i'm happy, it's like gold falling from the heavens.

0:44:51.600 --> 0:44:54.440
<v Speaker 1>It's like whatever. But like, and I'm usually happy but

0:44:54.520 --> 0:44:56.440
<v Speaker 1>if I'm not happy, I'm not gonna try to make

0:44:56.480 --> 0:44:59.640
<v Speaker 1>you feel good. Not you specifically look.

0:44:59.560 --> 0:45:02.040
<v Speaker 3>As like a you're not happy, you fucking everything up.

0:45:02.160 --> 0:45:04.719
<v Speaker 3>I thought it was like everything's burning because I'm not happy.

0:45:04.840 --> 0:45:06.479
<v Speaker 1>No. I mean I might like start a little fire,

0:45:06.560 --> 0:45:08.399
<v Speaker 1>but like, I'm not gonna burn everything. It's not gonna

0:45:08.440 --> 0:45:11.319
<v Speaker 1>be you know, California. So that's crazy. I haven't seen

0:45:11.360 --> 0:45:13.160
<v Speaker 1>you like that when I'm not in a good mood.

0:45:13.160 --> 0:45:14.520
<v Speaker 1>I'm not in a good mood, and I'm not gonna

0:45:14.520 --> 0:45:17.320
<v Speaker 1>pretend to be. I think that's maybe you. You don't pretend.

0:45:17.440 --> 0:45:19.360
<v Speaker 1>You don't pretend, but I feel like you know you

0:45:19.440 --> 0:45:21.680
<v Speaker 1>said to yourself. And usually people could tell when you're

0:45:21.719 --> 0:45:23.680
<v Speaker 1>not in a good movie, like give Marie some time.

0:45:24.239 --> 0:45:26.440
<v Speaker 1>And yet sometimes it takes them a little bit of

0:45:26.520 --> 0:45:28.960
<v Speaker 1>me yelling at them for them to leave me alone. Really, yeah,

0:45:29.239 --> 0:45:31.560
<v Speaker 1>we're talking to I'm just talking to the listener, okay,

0:45:31.600 --> 0:45:33.680
<v Speaker 1>because I was like, you're not talking to me, I'm

0:45:33.719 --> 0:45:38.080
<v Speaker 1>talking into the leastness. Wait, so, Chloe, has telling the

0:45:38.120 --> 0:45:40.000
<v Speaker 1>truth ever gotten you in trouble? That's what I want

0:45:40.040 --> 0:45:43.640
<v Speaker 1>to like having to somebody put a little dick or

0:45:43.800 --> 0:45:46.200
<v Speaker 1>a dusty dick or a dry dick ever pulled out, or.

0:45:46.400 --> 0:45:48.719
<v Speaker 3>You're like be damn, And they were like, you know why,

0:45:48.920 --> 0:45:52.120
<v Speaker 3>because it's about how it took me a while.

0:45:52.480 --> 0:45:54.040
<v Speaker 1>I used to get in trouble. I was a lot.

0:45:54.280 --> 0:45:56.400
<v Speaker 3>I used to get in trouble a lot because all

0:45:56.480 --> 0:45:58.080
<v Speaker 3>my friends and the people that I cared about, when

0:45:58.080 --> 0:45:59.520
<v Speaker 3>I would tell themselves, they would say, it's not what

0:45:59.600 --> 0:46:00.080
<v Speaker 3>you say, it's.

0:46:00.040 --> 0:46:01.760
<v Speaker 1>How you say it. Yeah, how would you say it? Chloyd?

0:46:02.840 --> 0:46:05.880
<v Speaker 3>Well, when I was younger, like college, early twenties, I

0:46:05.880 --> 0:46:08.400
<v Speaker 3>would say it like literally, I would be like, you

0:46:08.480 --> 0:46:08.680
<v Speaker 3>know what.

0:46:08.760 --> 0:46:09.959
<v Speaker 1>You need to do is oooh?

0:46:10.360 --> 0:46:13.839
<v Speaker 2>Which hate that literally the line that's like you don't

0:46:13.880 --> 0:46:16.640
<v Speaker 2>really want to be my friend because because.

0:46:16.360 --> 0:46:20.640
<v Speaker 3>It's like you're forcing them to change or be somebody

0:46:20.719 --> 0:46:21.080
<v Speaker 3>that they're not.

0:46:21.280 --> 0:46:22.080
<v Speaker 1>This is me. Yeah.

0:46:22.200 --> 0:46:27.040
<v Speaker 3>So instead of me being like judgmental in my honesty

0:46:27.320 --> 0:46:30.399
<v Speaker 3>and being like I know everything, especially because you can't

0:46:30.400 --> 0:46:31.759
<v Speaker 3>really act like you know everything where you don't have

0:46:31.840 --> 0:46:33.120
<v Speaker 3>life experience in here, I was like.

0:46:33.360 --> 0:46:36.759
<v Speaker 1>Early being like, you know what you need to what

0:46:36.880 --> 0:46:39.680
<v Speaker 1>you really need to do is so I don't do

0:46:39.840 --> 0:46:42.800
<v Speaker 1>that anymore. So now when I when I'm having a

0:46:42.840 --> 0:46:45.279
<v Speaker 1>conversation with somebody and they ask my opinion, which is

0:46:45.320 --> 0:46:48.520
<v Speaker 1>also key one let to be black for your opinion

0:46:48.680 --> 0:46:51.520
<v Speaker 1>or act what you think. And then if it's about

0:46:51.600 --> 0:46:55.800
<v Speaker 1>them personally, I would say, well, have you thought about

0:46:56.520 --> 0:46:59.239
<v Speaker 1>are you guys twitch? Are you open to you let

0:46:59.280 --> 0:46:59.960
<v Speaker 1>them think it was there?

0:47:00.120 --> 0:47:02.000
<v Speaker 3>I do, well, yeah, but it's like it's I'm still

0:47:02.040 --> 0:47:04.920
<v Speaker 3>saying a truthful thing, but it's like I'm not forcing

0:47:05.000 --> 0:47:05.520
<v Speaker 3>it on them.

0:47:05.840 --> 0:47:08.960
<v Speaker 1>It's like, have you thought about If you say to me, oh,

0:47:09.000 --> 0:47:09.400
<v Speaker 1>I think I.

0:47:09.440 --> 0:47:12.040
<v Speaker 3>Want to I want to paint my apartment, I'm like,

0:47:12.120 --> 0:47:14.879
<v Speaker 3>what have you thought about like pastels or browns or whatever,

0:47:14.960 --> 0:47:16.920
<v Speaker 3>like whatever it is you know, And I would say,

0:47:16.960 --> 0:47:18.480
<v Speaker 3>because I feel like that's a good vibe for you

0:47:18.560 --> 0:47:20.440
<v Speaker 3>and what you're going through right now. It'll help cheer

0:47:20.520 --> 0:47:23.359
<v Speaker 3>you up, and you thought about it and you'll give

0:47:23.440 --> 0:47:26.280
<v Speaker 3>more thought to it, versus like make this bitch future

0:47:26.560 --> 0:47:28.160
<v Speaker 3>future is the only color that's gone.

0:47:28.200 --> 0:47:31.400
<v Speaker 1>And you were like, no, even if it was like them,

0:47:31.440 --> 0:47:35.080
<v Speaker 1>we delivered it, okay, So you low key like manipulating

0:47:35.200 --> 0:47:39.000
<v Speaker 1>people by like not telling them it was like no shade.

0:47:39.160 --> 0:47:40.839
<v Speaker 1>I just feel like when you wear your real hair,

0:47:40.920 --> 0:47:44.440
<v Speaker 1>you be yourself. And I do believe that. I believe

0:47:44.480 --> 0:47:47.080
<v Speaker 1>that only because I know what. I know you well

0:47:47.200 --> 0:47:50.160
<v Speaker 1>enough to know what your hair means to you. What

0:47:51.000 --> 0:47:55.400
<v Speaker 1>what does it mean to me? I am not this skin?

0:47:57.360 --> 0:47:59.279
<v Speaker 1>Do you know what I'm saying? I know what. I

0:47:59.400 --> 0:48:01.759
<v Speaker 1>know what you're aesthetic means to you, So I know.

0:48:02.080 --> 0:48:03.759
<v Speaker 3>So when I say that, I'm saying it because I

0:48:03.920 --> 0:48:06.080
<v Speaker 3>feel as though and I didn't want.

0:48:06.000 --> 0:48:08.759
<v Speaker 1>To bring it on you and your wigs, but you did,

0:48:09.239 --> 0:48:11.520
<v Speaker 1>so I feel like I brought it upon myself to

0:48:11.560 --> 0:48:14.160
<v Speaker 1>get the truth. No, I feel like I feel like

0:48:14.480 --> 0:48:20.240
<v Speaker 1>your initial reason for wearing wigs may have been because

0:48:20.239 --> 0:48:25.320
<v Speaker 1>of what you did for work. Yes, okay, yes, and

0:48:25.440 --> 0:48:29.960
<v Speaker 1>so it was filling a role. But also it's not

0:48:30.160 --> 0:48:30.800
<v Speaker 1>time consuming.

0:48:30.800 --> 0:48:32.600
<v Speaker 2>I get my hair done and then boom when the

0:48:32.640 --> 0:48:33.839
<v Speaker 2>next time you gotta get your hair done?

0:48:34.680 --> 0:48:38.640
<v Speaker 1>Me? Yeah, I washed it yesterday, so in a week okay.

0:48:39.320 --> 0:48:42.200
<v Speaker 3>So So the reason why I said that is because

0:48:42.640 --> 0:48:45.360
<v Speaker 3>when you were in that line of work, right, you

0:48:45.440 --> 0:48:48.160
<v Speaker 3>couldn't beat the black queen that you had to fit

0:48:48.239 --> 0:48:52.120
<v Speaker 3>an aesthetic, and the way that people perceived you was

0:48:52.160 --> 0:48:53.160
<v Speaker 3>based on that aesthetic.

0:48:53.400 --> 0:48:57.600
<v Speaker 1>Yes, because you were selling a vision, a dream, an experience. Right.

0:48:57.800 --> 0:49:01.160
<v Speaker 3>The comedy is about who you are innately as a person.

0:49:03.200 --> 0:49:08.120
<v Speaker 3>So that's why I say, when you become fully appreciative

0:49:08.400 --> 0:49:13.759
<v Speaker 3>and own who you are from nappy roots to ChiPT.

0:49:13.680 --> 0:49:19.720
<v Speaker 1>Nails, then ow so just saying that you can stand

0:49:19.920 --> 0:49:24.200
<v Speaker 1>in your truth on stage and that way nobody yeshermently,

0:49:24.320 --> 0:49:28.080
<v Speaker 1>her truth is silky body twigs. It's a middle part

0:49:28.239 --> 0:49:30.239
<v Speaker 1>with a little bit of concealer on it and a

0:49:30.440 --> 0:49:34.560
<v Speaker 1>body tweels. Her truth currently is a twenty two inch

0:49:34.800 --> 0:49:37.520
<v Speaker 1>to the waist or not saying that you never have

0:49:37.600 --> 0:49:39.480
<v Speaker 1>to wear where you again, I'm just saying that you

0:49:39.560 --> 0:49:40.359
<v Speaker 1>know you can.

0:49:40.840 --> 0:49:44.399
<v Speaker 3>When the wig isn't a masking thing or a part

0:49:44.440 --> 0:49:47.200
<v Speaker 3>of your personality, then it's just an excessive Then it's

0:49:47.239 --> 0:49:48.080
<v Speaker 3>literally just an excess.

0:49:48.160 --> 0:49:51.480
<v Speaker 1>You hear that, listeners, put that hair away and stand

0:49:51.560 --> 0:49:56.480
<v Speaker 1>in your own truth, walking your own light whatever sounds like.

0:49:56.680 --> 0:49:59.040
<v Speaker 1>Standing my light is expensive and time consuming. I mean

0:49:59.080 --> 0:50:02.960
<v Speaker 1>weeks costs money to though, and I don't want anybody

0:50:03.040 --> 0:50:04.279
<v Speaker 1>listens to be like, well fuck this bitch.

0:50:04.480 --> 0:50:09.440
<v Speaker 3>I mean you has hair, Yes, she got hair. When

0:50:09.440 --> 0:50:12.040
<v Speaker 3>you straighten this, how long? How long past my shoulders?

0:50:12.080 --> 0:50:13.760
<v Speaker 3>But I also have wigs.

0:50:13.880 --> 0:50:14.440
<v Speaker 1>I have wigs.

0:50:14.520 --> 0:50:17.360
<v Speaker 3>I do crochet, I do braids, I do protective hairstyles.

0:50:17.400 --> 0:50:20.720
<v Speaker 3>But these things are not synonymous with my identity is nothing.

0:50:21.200 --> 0:50:22.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

0:50:22.239 --> 0:50:25.080
<v Speaker 3>You can still wear wigs, but it shouldn't be a

0:50:25.200 --> 0:50:28.280
<v Speaker 3>big crux of who you are and how you present yourself.

0:50:28.480 --> 0:50:30.680
<v Speaker 1>That's I mean, it's gotten to the point now that

0:50:30.760 --> 0:50:33.000
<v Speaker 1>like white people say the word wig and they look

0:50:33.080 --> 0:50:37.200
<v Speaker 1>at Sydney wig like a black girl with a wig,

0:50:37.400 --> 0:50:39.520
<v Speaker 1>and then they're like chester at her with their oh

0:50:39.640 --> 0:50:42.520
<v Speaker 1>my god. And I'm like, I don't say nothing about wigs,

0:50:42.920 --> 0:50:44.880
<v Speaker 1>you know what garden shorts. And he rude because he

0:50:44.960 --> 0:50:48.320
<v Speaker 1>thinks he's uh, you know, partial black. I mean, he

0:50:48.400 --> 0:50:50.279
<v Speaker 1>said something about wigs yesterday and then you stuck your

0:50:50.280 --> 0:50:52.759
<v Speaker 1>head out and he was like, oh, one with a wig.

0:50:53.640 --> 0:50:56.480
<v Speaker 1>He's got comfortable left. He was comfortable, he was he

0:50:56.640 --> 0:50:58.719
<v Speaker 1>was comfortable. But when is Noah, When is a white

0:50:58.880 --> 0:51:02.759
<v Speaker 1>a tall white Jewish man comfortable? Honestly, I mean they're

0:51:02.840 --> 0:51:07.080
<v Speaker 1>the most comfortable people in the world. Uh, Chloe, if

0:51:07.120 --> 0:51:08.880
<v Speaker 1>you could say, if you could tell the truth to

0:51:09.200 --> 0:51:11.080
<v Speaker 1>somebody who maybe didn't tell the truth to you in

0:51:11.160 --> 0:51:13.560
<v Speaker 1>the past, could we what would that be? Who would

0:51:13.600 --> 0:51:15.880
<v Speaker 1>you talk to? What would you say? Who did you

0:51:16.040 --> 0:51:20.440
<v Speaker 1>lie to? Or keep something from now your chance. I don't.

0:51:22.120 --> 0:51:24.719
<v Speaker 3>I don't think I have a moment where I wish

0:51:24.800 --> 0:51:26.600
<v Speaker 3>I had said something differently to somebody.

0:51:27.040 --> 0:51:29.480
<v Speaker 1>Really you never like you don't never be in the

0:51:29.560 --> 0:51:32.680
<v Speaker 1>shower like I should have said, and then you come

0:51:32.760 --> 0:51:34.239
<v Speaker 1>up with like a whole I feel like you watch

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<v Speaker 1>what you say, like yeh, because I realized that I.

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<v Speaker 3>There are times when I have been flipping, you know,

0:51:42.440 --> 0:51:44.400
<v Speaker 3>when you just be talking to me, talking and people

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<v Speaker 3>like I've had I've had two instances of people coming

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<v Speaker 3>to me years later and being like, you know, because

0:51:50.160 --> 0:51:52.200
<v Speaker 3>when you said that thing to me, it really made

0:51:52.280 --> 0:51:55.280
<v Speaker 3>me feel like shit, or it really made me like reevaluate,

0:51:55.640 --> 0:51:56.120
<v Speaker 3>and I'm like.

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<v Speaker 1>I could fucking know what I said. Like every party

0:51:58.400 --> 0:52:00.320
<v Speaker 1>years back, there was holding on to that. Then I

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<v Speaker 1>let that shit go.

0:52:01.560 --> 0:52:03.960
<v Speaker 3>I ain't even really like, you know, a friend of mine,

0:52:04.040 --> 0:52:05.799
<v Speaker 3>a friend of mine at the time, she stopped talking

0:52:05.880 --> 0:52:09.000
<v Speaker 3>to me, and initially I just thought she was like

0:52:09.120 --> 0:52:10.960
<v Speaker 3>in her feelings about something that didn't relate to me.

0:52:11.080 --> 0:52:13.120
<v Speaker 3>But then she came to me years later and was like, yeah,

0:52:13.160 --> 0:52:15.080
<v Speaker 3>because I just felt like you like you said X,

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<v Speaker 3>Y and Z to me, and I just felt like

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<v Speaker 3>that wasn't supportive, and I was like, I honestly didn't

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<v Speaker 3>even put any weight behind it.

0:52:21.120 --> 0:52:24.200
<v Speaker 1>And she also was dealing with her own stuff as

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<v Speaker 1>well though, because.

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<v Speaker 2>If if one thing, you say one thing to me

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm not going to speak to you like and

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<v Speaker 2>not even address it, that's like I got a whole

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<v Speaker 2>bunch of other things going on in my life as well.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but how much stuff between them had been brilliant?

0:52:36.640 --> 0:52:37.200
<v Speaker 1>You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 3>It's like because if you're not exactly, if you're not honest,

0:52:41.160 --> 0:52:43.759
<v Speaker 3>like if you you two are really close friends, and

0:52:43.840 --> 0:52:46.960
<v Speaker 3>I feel like at any infraction, you should bring it

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<v Speaker 3>up because it will just breathe contention and then next thing,

0:52:50.200 --> 0:52:52.680
<v Speaker 3>you know, you'll eat her lass potato chip and she'll

0:52:52.719 --> 0:52:53.880
<v Speaker 3>be like, fuck this friendship, you.

0:52:53.880 --> 0:52:56.279
<v Speaker 1>Know what I Yeah, you kind of cry too.

0:52:56.760 --> 0:52:59.200
<v Speaker 3>And I think I'm more mindful, especially when it comes

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<v Speaker 3>to like my friends, family, to address it as much

0:53:02.160 --> 0:53:04.960
<v Speaker 3>as I can before it becomes a big thing. I

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<v Speaker 3>don't like something, if I feel like you said something

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<v Speaker 3>that I didn't appreciate, then I'll you know, and I'm

0:53:10.320 --> 0:53:13.239
<v Speaker 3>and I'm not above apologizing, so I will apologize because

0:53:13.280 --> 0:53:15.160
<v Speaker 3>you know, when you know when you care about people,

0:53:15.200 --> 0:53:17.400
<v Speaker 3>you can tell when you hurt their feelings. And I

0:53:17.480 --> 0:53:19.759
<v Speaker 3>think an immature person be like so what, they'll get

0:53:19.800 --> 0:53:23.200
<v Speaker 3>over it and a lot of time, yes, that's rude. Yeah,

0:53:23.200 --> 0:53:25.799
<v Speaker 3>you kind of have to apologize and you know, say

0:53:25.800 --> 0:53:28.560
<v Speaker 3>I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you or hurt you,

0:53:28.800 --> 0:53:30.799
<v Speaker 3>you know. And also the apology has to be good.

0:53:30.840 --> 0:53:33.680
<v Speaker 3>You can't just be like, I'm sorry that what I

0:53:33.800 --> 0:53:36.319
<v Speaker 3>said hurt you, versus I'm sorry for what I said.

0:53:36.840 --> 0:53:39.160
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm sorry that you you didn't like what I said.

0:53:39.200 --> 0:53:42.439
<v Speaker 1>I hate to apologize feel that way. Yeah, no, don't. Don't.

0:53:42.880 --> 0:53:45.680
<v Speaker 3>Don't be apologizing about my feelings, apologizing about what you

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<v Speaker 3>said to make me feel this way.

0:53:47.480 --> 0:53:51.640
<v Speaker 1>Take ownership, Chloe. You should be like a mediator or something. Yeah,

0:53:51.680 --> 0:53:53.440
<v Speaker 1>in a past life maybe I would, or like a

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<v Speaker 1>pastor's wife, a youth minister. You had it. I felt

0:53:58.320 --> 0:54:00.800
<v Speaker 1>like you could do a little book. Little book, you

0:54:01.280 --> 0:54:05.360
<v Speaker 1>can do a little fix your life. It's giving me

0:54:05.480 --> 0:54:08.480
<v Speaker 1>a brad. I see it. I see it. You'd be

0:54:08.560 --> 0:54:11.319
<v Speaker 1>Oprah in a sweatshirt. You're just sitting on a couch,

0:54:11.440 --> 0:54:14.120
<v Speaker 1>mad comfy. What's the end goal for you? Like? What

0:54:14.440 --> 0:54:17.360
<v Speaker 1>like in an ideal world, where would you end up

0:54:17.719 --> 0:54:18.520
<v Speaker 1>an ideal world.

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<v Speaker 3>I have my own company now, but really bringing it

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<v Speaker 3>to fruition, like from beginning to end. I want to write, produce, direct,

0:54:27.120 --> 0:54:30.320
<v Speaker 3>you know, not necessarily starring, but appearing works that I create.

0:54:30.880 --> 0:54:33.279
<v Speaker 3>I'm all about creating my own, my own thing. I

0:54:33.360 --> 0:54:35.560
<v Speaker 3>don't really rely on other people to do stuff for me,

0:54:36.040 --> 0:54:37.839
<v Speaker 3>and I think that comes from the bullying of being

0:54:37.880 --> 0:54:40.439
<v Speaker 3>the only child. So I definitely want to incorporate people

0:54:40.480 --> 0:54:42.719
<v Speaker 3>into my vision. But I'm just going to compromise who

0:54:42.760 --> 0:54:44.399
<v Speaker 3>I am and what I want to achieve to fit

0:54:44.520 --> 0:54:47.400
<v Speaker 3>in somebody else's stuff. And it's okay to take a

0:54:47.440 --> 0:54:49.480
<v Speaker 3>little bit more time, but to be one hundred percent

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<v Speaker 3>happy in who you are and what you've achieved.

0:54:52.080 --> 0:54:54.719
<v Speaker 1>Oh that, I was like, that was like the most

0:54:54.800 --> 0:54:56.800
<v Speaker 1>wealth thrown out answer to that question. I feel like

0:54:56.840 --> 0:54:58.640
<v Speaker 1>you've been having that on you, Like, that's just a

0:54:58.840 --> 0:55:01.560
<v Speaker 1>question that that out into the universe. She was, She

0:55:01.680 --> 0:55:03.480
<v Speaker 1>was prepared city If I asked you the same question,

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<v Speaker 1>would you even like my end goal?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, first of all, I want to believe in myself

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<v Speaker 2>more because I have good ideas.

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<v Speaker 1>Take off the wigses, No, that's what the beliefs. You

0:55:22.320 --> 0:55:27.040
<v Speaker 1>start tired of you, you gotta go. I mean that

0:55:27.239 --> 0:55:31.960
<v Speaker 1>is it is is symptomatic. Bro so tired, I can't.

0:55:32.680 --> 0:55:35.160
<v Speaker 1>I feel look like ship. My head looks crazy. No

0:55:35.600 --> 0:55:39.200
<v Speaker 1>listen a lot of it. It's mainly for convenience. I

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<v Speaker 1>understand it.

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<v Speaker 3>But you also realize that the convenience and sometimes is

0:55:43.480 --> 0:55:48.160
<v Speaker 3>short changing you appreciating who you are. If you're constantly ignoring,

0:55:48.320 --> 0:55:50.719
<v Speaker 3>it's like being fat. It's like, yeah, I could little

0:55:50.719 --> 0:55:52.879
<v Speaker 3>work out, but I don't want to spend the time

0:55:53.000 --> 0:55:54.440
<v Speaker 3>the hour and a half a day, or I don't

0:55:54.480 --> 0:55:56.120
<v Speaker 3>want to change my diet. It's such easier to eat it.

0:55:56.440 --> 0:55:59.239
<v Speaker 3>Like the convenience. Convenience can also kill you.

0:56:00.040 --> 0:56:05.399
<v Speaker 1>Hmm, what does My hair is not fat? Okay, it's

0:56:05.480 --> 0:56:05.879
<v Speaker 1>not fat.

0:56:07.480 --> 0:56:16.200
<v Speaker 2>It's just financially unstable. It's extremely hard. And sometimes I'm

0:56:16.280 --> 0:56:19.239
<v Speaker 2>just like as another woman telling a woman, like, well

0:56:19.239 --> 0:56:21.160
<v Speaker 2>you should just you know, I feel like you could

0:56:21.160 --> 0:56:23.839
<v Speaker 2>do this with your hair. It's like, can I come

0:56:23.880 --> 0:56:25.920
<v Speaker 2>over my house and just help me?

0:56:26.000 --> 0:56:26.400
<v Speaker 1>Every day?

0:56:26.480 --> 0:56:27.920
<v Speaker 3>I'm more than willing to show you how to do

0:56:28.480 --> 0:56:31.160
<v Speaker 3>different styles for yours.

0:56:33.120 --> 0:56:36.120
<v Speaker 1>There's tutorials all over. I see the tutorials and I

0:56:36.239 --> 0:56:40.160
<v Speaker 1>see them and I'm like, that's nice, that's nice, but

0:56:40.280 --> 0:56:43.080
<v Speaker 1>you don't believe it works for you. Listen, I could barely.

0:56:43.520 --> 0:56:45.440
<v Speaker 1>That goes back to the due to coloring books. I

0:56:45.520 --> 0:56:47.279
<v Speaker 1>can't draw in the lines how I'm going to set

0:56:47.360 --> 0:56:49.200
<v Speaker 1>up my hair, but do these braids?

0:56:49.239 --> 0:56:52.239
<v Speaker 3>And what understand that that is a part of the confidence.

0:56:53.560 --> 0:56:55.480
<v Speaker 3>So what I'm saying is that your hair is not

0:56:56.480 --> 0:57:01.000
<v Speaker 3>literally your hair. It's symbolic of other things. So when

0:57:01.040 --> 0:57:03.200
<v Speaker 3>you're saying that you're not confident, I wish I have

0:57:03.280 --> 0:57:05.359
<v Speaker 3>more confidence. We're like, well we'll you're here. I don't

0:57:05.360 --> 0:57:06.759
<v Speaker 3>want to do it because I don't feel like i'll

0:57:06.760 --> 0:57:08.480
<v Speaker 3>do it. That's all of that is confident.

0:57:08.719 --> 0:57:12.640
<v Speaker 1>Damn dude. Full circle, Chloe, are you the hair? Because

0:57:12.920 --> 0:57:16.240
<v Speaker 1>I'm feeling you are. I feel like you really are. Okay,

0:57:16.280 --> 0:57:18.360
<v Speaker 1>So finish your goals. You said you want to be

0:57:18.400 --> 0:57:20.720
<v Speaker 1>more confident. I just want to be more confident and

0:57:20.880 --> 0:57:23.600
<v Speaker 1>my ideas because I have really good ideas, and when

0:57:23.640 --> 0:57:25.720
<v Speaker 1>I flesh them out, I know that they can come

0:57:25.800 --> 0:57:28.080
<v Speaker 1>to something bigger than what they are just in my head.

0:57:28.640 --> 0:57:31.560
<v Speaker 1>And I think that's like where it first starts. Just

0:57:31.720 --> 0:57:35.320
<v Speaker 1>making sure my ideas are on paper and me being

0:57:35.360 --> 0:57:37.840
<v Speaker 1>able to pitch them properly. So people will be like, oh, yeah,

0:57:37.840 --> 0:57:39.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm all bored with that because I see shows and

0:57:39.840 --> 0:57:42.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, what was the pitch for that? How did

0:57:42.080 --> 0:57:45.520
<v Speaker 1>they make that happen? Because that don't make no damn sense.

0:57:46.000 --> 0:57:48.400
<v Speaker 1>It's a lot of bad TV on TV, but some

0:57:48.520 --> 0:57:51.320
<v Speaker 1>great pitches. They was in that room, like, well, we

0:57:51.440 --> 0:57:54.960
<v Speaker 1>know people that like they are constantly on pilots and

0:57:55.000 --> 0:57:57.600
<v Speaker 1>they constantly shooting shows, but the shows be trash and

0:57:57.720 --> 0:58:00.480
<v Speaker 1>they get canceled after the first two episodes. But that

0:58:00.600 --> 0:58:03.800
<v Speaker 1>person is on something else in like another couple of months,

0:58:03.800 --> 0:58:08.880
<v Speaker 1>and you're like, well, what these meetings weird.

0:58:09.000 --> 0:58:12.440
<v Speaker 3>Once you sell yourself, then they always airmark you, especially

0:58:12.480 --> 0:58:13.800
<v Speaker 3>if you're a person of color, and they're like, oh,

0:58:13.840 --> 0:58:15.840
<v Speaker 3>we need a black woman. Okay, we have ten women

0:58:15.880 --> 0:58:17.560
<v Speaker 3>that we've met and seen that we like, we just

0:58:17.920 --> 0:58:20.160
<v Speaker 3>drop them in until one fits. And then also, you

0:58:20.240 --> 0:58:23.480
<v Speaker 3>got to realize when you do pitches, everybody in the room,

0:58:23.560 --> 0:58:26.360
<v Speaker 3>which is why I'm more prone to do stuff on

0:58:26.440 --> 0:58:28.280
<v Speaker 3>my own or like with my own network of people.

0:58:28.520 --> 0:58:32.000
<v Speaker 3>Whenever you go to a business meeting, everybody look around

0:58:32.160 --> 0:58:35.360
<v Speaker 3>that room, that conference table, everybody in that conference table

0:58:35.560 --> 0:58:40.840
<v Speaker 3>has to has to validate their salary. So every single

0:58:40.880 --> 0:58:43.080
<v Speaker 3>person is going to try and figure out some way

0:58:43.120 --> 0:58:45.880
<v Speaker 3>to add a ditty high hat to your shit so

0:58:46.000 --> 0:58:48.600
<v Speaker 3>that they look good and it gives reasons, oh why

0:58:48.640 --> 0:58:50.760
<v Speaker 3>they make two hundred thousand dollars a year. So you

0:58:50.880 --> 0:58:52.800
<v Speaker 3>go in it with your own pitch and it has

0:58:52.840 --> 0:58:55.520
<v Speaker 3>to go through a filter ten people, whether they're qualified

0:58:55.600 --> 0:58:57.880
<v Speaker 3>or not, and they all end up changing your shit,

0:58:58.200 --> 0:58:59.760
<v Speaker 3>and then you end up having a product that you

0:59:00.280 --> 0:59:03.480
<v Speaker 3>hate because everybody had to put their hand in it. Yeah,

0:59:03.920 --> 0:59:06.240
<v Speaker 3>So you know, don't think that you need a network

0:59:06.320 --> 0:59:08.440
<v Speaker 3>or industry people to validate you.

0:59:09.160 --> 0:59:11.080
<v Speaker 1>Sometimes you just may have to do it on your own.

0:59:11.400 --> 0:59:14.320
<v Speaker 1>Boom shacka lock a boom. Thank you, Chloe.

0:59:14.480 --> 0:59:17.520
<v Speaker 2>This has been so everything and more. I just I

0:59:17.640 --> 0:59:20.560
<v Speaker 2>wasn't expecting it to be this deep. But also feel like,

0:59:20.960 --> 0:59:22.720
<v Speaker 2>see you now you got crystals in your pocket?

0:59:22.840 --> 0:59:27.960
<v Speaker 1>Yeah? But you do got crystal stuff? You see pillow? Yeah?

0:59:28.160 --> 0:59:30.520
<v Speaker 1>Do you put incense in your cervix? What's up? I

0:59:30.560 --> 0:59:35.520
<v Speaker 1>feel like I feel like you had the energy, the

0:59:35.880 --> 0:59:38.560
<v Speaker 1>chakras and everything you gotta. You gotta dreamcatch your tattoo

0:59:38.600 --> 0:59:40.480
<v Speaker 1>on your lower back. You got a third eye on

0:59:40.560 --> 0:59:45.480
<v Speaker 1>your clitter. What's up words, Chloe? Where can people listening

0:59:45.640 --> 0:59:49.120
<v Speaker 1>catch you? Oh yeah, I have a podcast. Maria is

0:59:49.160 --> 0:59:51.440
<v Speaker 1>going to be a guest on it very soon. It's

0:59:51.480 --> 0:59:56.200
<v Speaker 1>called Social Misfit with Chloe Hilliard and you can see

0:59:56.280 --> 0:59:58.160
<v Speaker 1>me on Chloe hilliar dot com.

0:59:58.760 --> 1:00:01.080
<v Speaker 3>I have all my shows listed. Join my mailing list

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<v Speaker 3>on my website Chloe hillary dot com. Jow my mailing

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<v Speaker 3>Instagram and Twitter. Chloe underscore Hilliard. Can you spell Hilliard?

1:00:16.840 --> 1:00:21.040
<v Speaker 1>H I L L I A R D Boomillard. You

1:00:21.120 --> 1:00:23.360
<v Speaker 1>could catch us here every week or catch us on

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<v Speaker 1>Patreon for Patreon episodes every freaking Wednesday. That was beautiful.

1:00:29.160 --> 1:00:30.760
<v Speaker 1>This is so good. Sidney, come over here, let me

1:00:30.800 --> 1:00:33.000
<v Speaker 1>grease your scalt. Will you do that for me? No?

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<v Speaker 1>I wouldn't. Bye God,