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Speaker 1: Nicky Glazer Podcast. Here's Nikki. Hello here I am. It's

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Speaker 1: a Nicki Glazer podcast. I'm Nicki Glazer. Welcome to a

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Speaker 1: very special episode of Nicki Glazer Podcast. This is an

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Speaker 1: all fan trax episode. If you don't know what fan

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Speaker 1: trax is. And Andrews here, Yeah, I'm doing so early.

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Speaker 1: I was we were like going to talk about like

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Speaker 1: my butthole dying or something sad. Yeah, like your it's

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Speaker 1: your final day on the show. You know it was

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Speaker 1: a great run. Thank you so much. You're just here.

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Speaker 1: We're doing a special episode, um, all because we have

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Speaker 1: just so many messages and letters and things from our

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Speaker 1: fans that we just can't get to them once a

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Speaker 1: week and are you know usually weekly segments, so we're

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Speaker 1: doing them all today, Um, as many as we can

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Speaker 1: get through in a shorter version of the podcast. But listen,

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Speaker 1: we give you four to is a week, so don't

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Speaker 1: be sad that it's shorter. Back off, listen to it

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Speaker 1: on slow speed and it will be as long as

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Speaker 1: the other ones or just my regular speed. Um, Andrew,

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Speaker 1: what's that shirt you're wearing underneath? I like the pink font.

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Speaker 1: Mom's uh, it's the Deli here in St. Louis. Oh cool,

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Speaker 1: it's called Mom's delis established in Yeah, you never had

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Speaker 1: a your dad knew what it was. Yeah. I don't

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Speaker 1: like sandwiches that much, but back in the day, back

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Speaker 1: in the day, I think I just went to quiz Nos.

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Speaker 1: You know. Is there anything on the back of the shirt? Yeah? Yeah,

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Speaker 1: but I love the pink off the black, pink and black,

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Speaker 1: I mean don't love it. Um, Okay, so let's just

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Speaker 1: get to it. We tell our fans what fans t rexes,

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Speaker 1: so fan traxes, videos, letters, emails, uh, sending a crow

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Speaker 1: to drop, um, a tampon for you, written letters given

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Speaker 1: to us during meet and greets. Um, it could be

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Speaker 1: anything anything from our fans. We want to hear from you.

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Speaker 1: We love hearing from you, and we're going to comment

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Speaker 1: on what you say to us. So no, uh, kick

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Speaker 1: us off. Fuck? Yeah, yeah, you're just scared. Luigi, Well

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Speaker 1: he should be scared because it's fuss all right, let's

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Speaker 1: get into it. First up, First up, First up is Brianna, Hey, Nikki,

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Speaker 1: Andrew and Noah, My name is Brianna. H Nikki. You've

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Speaker 1: asked your listeners if they enjoy the fan trackx segment

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Speaker 1: as much as you do, and I just wanted to

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Speaker 1: let you know the answer is yes. Absolutely. There's something

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Speaker 1: you know how loves you are. It warms me up

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Speaker 1: inside for some reason. But I just thought I need

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Speaker 1: to let you know personally that you are so cool

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Speaker 1: and I look up to you so much. My best

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Speaker 1: friend and I have been listening to you since day one,

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Speaker 1: and we unpacked nearly every episode together. You don't always

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Speaker 1: agree with you, Nick, but we love you anyways. I

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Speaker 1: cannot wait to see you in l A in November.

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Speaker 1: Don't because of you, by oh my god. Like a

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Speaker 1: true friend, you don't always agree with me. I don't

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Speaker 1: like part of that made me go They sometimes get

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Speaker 1: thing is, I say that about my best friends too

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Speaker 1: sometimes listen it happens. I love that, Brianna. The fact

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Speaker 1: um and thank you. That means so much to me.

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Speaker 1: I I just so, I'm always like, how do people

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Speaker 1: and I can unpack. I mean, that's why I get

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Speaker 1: involved in the Bachelor, Bachelor at all those things. It's

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Speaker 1: that's the thing I always say. I have more in

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Speaker 1: like me than those who do. But not anymore I have.

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Speaker 1: I have better self esteem and I can accept that

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Speaker 1: I'm not that I sometimes am wrong. It is interesting

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Speaker 1: whatever you talk about the beginning, I come on without consent,

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Speaker 1: like I you could literally, like it's not the right word.

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Speaker 1: don't know what you said. Well, okay, that's different than

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Speaker 1: saying you come on without you You come on uh

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Speaker 1: seemingly as like your your attendance to the show would

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Speaker 1: mean that you are in line with all of my

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Speaker 1: You should have a disclaimer that says, um, I do

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Speaker 1: not any of the views expressed during the first fifteen

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Speaker 1: minutes of the show or twenty minutes. Sometimes especially if

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Speaker 1: it's twenty minutes. No, I have a it's funny. I

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Speaker 1: There's an energy. There's a long like when Noah writes

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Speaker 1: I go, No, I can really, but sometimes I mean

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Speaker 1: the end, I mean, my biggest fear as everyone goes,

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Speaker 1: don't write in and tell us like a man. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: like everyone used to say, there should be an MP.

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Speaker 1: the interview. I like hearing where his because you go

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Speaker 1: to weird places when you are alone. It's almost like, um,

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Speaker 1: start I kind of start tripping out. Dude, you talked

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Speaker 1: In Yeah, I get the countdown. I go minute left,

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Speaker 1: and I was I was like, I was pooping and

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Speaker 1: it happens to be Anonymous, but oh, I know him

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Speaker 1: I have an anesthesia story, two different experiences where my

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Speaker 1: Do you think calling a bit that would be so

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Speaker 1: me if you had a phantom foreskin. Sorry, that's so

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Speaker 1: from Kira, Kira, Hi, Nikki, Noah, and Andrew. I hope

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Speaker 1: Thank you guys for being such a light. UM. You're

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Speaker 1: out of it. I was thinking about I was like,

424
00:22:52,440 --> 00:22:55,520
Speaker 1: that's amazing. But then I would maybe think skeleton, think death.

425
00:22:55,880 --> 00:22:59,640
Speaker 1: I think, uh, you know, my bones are inside my boy,

426
00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:02,800
Speaker 1: I could lead me. Don't don't listen, don't don't listen

427
00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:07,639
Speaker 1: to that. Just stick with it being funny and like

428
00:23:07,680 --> 00:23:10,679
Speaker 1: it's worse. But yeah, I just yeah, I picture her

429
00:23:10,680 --> 00:23:14,800
Speaker 1: teeth wound up on the table, this little a little feet.

430
00:23:14,960 --> 00:23:20,040
Speaker 1: But yeah, no, I relate to that so much. Um

431
00:23:20,040 --> 00:23:23,439
Speaker 1: me is going calm down, Why are you gulping? Why

432
00:23:23,440 --> 00:23:27,000
Speaker 1: are you clear your throat? That helps? I think that's

433
00:23:27,040 --> 00:23:29,400
Speaker 1: what lead to it. But I just really don't understand

434
00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:32,159
Speaker 1: panic attacks. I want to understand them because they have

435
00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:36,000
Speaker 1: symptoms where you don't even know. But if you're picking

436
00:23:36,040 --> 00:23:38,760
Speaker 1: at your leg right, or if you're picking out your nails,

437
00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:41,640
Speaker 1: you said sometimes you'll like looking to remember you told

438
00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,120
Speaker 1: me one time you have like you have like episodes

439
00:23:44,119 --> 00:23:47,120
Speaker 1: when you're alone where you I mean, that's a form

440
00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:50,400
Speaker 1: of a panic attack. I would have hit myself. Well

441
00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 1: that is yeah, I mean, uh, yeah, you should probably

442
00:23:53,560 --> 00:23:56,280
Speaker 1: have a panic room for your own fists. But um no,

443
00:23:56,440 --> 00:23:58,680
Speaker 1: but like when you pick your leg and stuff, that's

444
00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,320
Speaker 1: a form of a pan I think, and it's coming

445
00:24:01,359 --> 00:24:03,520
Speaker 1: out in that way, but I don't. But I know

446
00:24:03,840 --> 00:24:06,560
Speaker 1: that I'm I can trace immediately to what I'm stressed

447
00:24:06,560 --> 00:24:09,560
Speaker 1: out about, and I know what I'm doing. Whereas I

448
00:24:09,640 --> 00:24:12,760
Speaker 1: think some people describe panic attacks is like you know

449
00:24:12,840 --> 00:24:15,000
Speaker 1: and Ted Lasso, for instance, like he's on the field

450
00:24:15,040 --> 00:24:16,439
Speaker 1: and he's like involved in the game, and then all

451
00:24:16,480 --> 00:24:18,879
Speaker 1: of a sudden, his his his first sign of it

452
00:24:18,920 --> 00:24:21,240
Speaker 1: as his hands going on. Whereas for me, when I

453
00:24:21,320 --> 00:24:24,040
Speaker 1: go to pick my leg, my first sign is anxiety,

454
00:24:24,560 --> 00:24:26,600
Speaker 1: and then I go to that to soothe. Yeah, you

455
00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:29,560
Speaker 1: have you have an ability not to go to death,

456
00:24:29,800 --> 00:24:32,360
Speaker 1: which a lot of people that suffer panic attacks, that's

457
00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:35,240
Speaker 1: where they first go. So let's say I'm having, you know,

458
00:24:35,440 --> 00:24:39,440
Speaker 1: chess like heartburn, I go to heart attack where you

459
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:41,680
Speaker 1: would go. But does the symptoms start So the heartburn

460
00:24:41,800 --> 00:24:43,920
Speaker 1: might be from indigestion, you're saying, and then it will

461
00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:47,240
Speaker 1: spiral into death and then panic attack and then you're

462
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:50,160
Speaker 1: just panicking that you're dying like that, Like it's almost

463
00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:53,399
Speaker 1: like you're drowning, and you can't get out of the

464
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:56,639
Speaker 1: pool unless you accept that you're drowning. So it's it's

465
00:24:56,680 --> 00:24:59,159
Speaker 1: almost like you know, when you're swimming and they go

466
00:24:59,320 --> 00:25:03,000
Speaker 1: go with the curt don't fight against it. That's exactly

467
00:25:03,080 --> 00:25:05,359
Speaker 1: what you should do with a panic attack, which seems

468
00:25:05,680 --> 00:25:07,960
Speaker 1: how do you do that? How do you go with

469
00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:10,280
Speaker 1: a panic attack? Let's like talking about it. I mean,

470
00:25:10,320 --> 00:25:13,120
Speaker 1: at first, you can like, luckily I have Zolov, thank

471
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:16,560
Speaker 1: you Jesus, you know, and yeah, and asked for Zenica

472
00:25:16,760 --> 00:25:24,280
Speaker 1: and as for Zenica, and um, I'm trying to what.

473
00:25:24,960 --> 00:25:26,920
Speaker 1: At first you can't do anything. You just have to

474
00:25:27,440 --> 00:25:30,160
Speaker 1: the quicker you could accept and get your brain around

475
00:25:30,240 --> 00:25:33,399
Speaker 1: that this is gonna pass and that it's just panic.

476
00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:36,399
Speaker 1: The faster, oh go away. But you want to fight it,

477
00:25:36,480 --> 00:25:38,280
Speaker 1: like you want to fight anything. You're like, fight or fight,

478
00:25:38,320 --> 00:25:43,960
Speaker 1: I'll fight this off. I'm going to stay alive. Had moments, yeah,

479
00:25:45,040 --> 00:25:47,399
Speaker 1: where the most recent one was when I was on

480
00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:49,880
Speaker 1: that Reddit thread and reading like all the worst things

481
00:25:49,920 --> 00:25:52,119
Speaker 1: about me that I feared about myself, and it was

482
00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:55,920
Speaker 1: so like, I don't know how to describe it. It

483
00:25:56,080 --> 00:26:00,159
Speaker 1: was like something of only maybe felt when I've been

484
00:26:00,200 --> 00:26:03,840
Speaker 1: broken up with and it just or like, um, the

485
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:07,760
Speaker 1: worst thing imaginable is happening, and it feels like my

486
00:26:07,880 --> 00:26:10,480
Speaker 1: worst fear, Like it feels like almost like a fantasy,

487
00:26:10,600 --> 00:26:16,280
Speaker 1: like a bad dream. And medically or or with your body,

488
00:26:16,880 --> 00:26:19,399
Speaker 1: it's just like in my it's in it's just like

489
00:26:19,560 --> 00:26:22,840
Speaker 1: this like like just like like I don't know how

490
00:26:23,040 --> 00:26:26,840
Speaker 1: I'm gonna have to kill myself to to I'm never

491
00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:29,440
Speaker 1: gonna get over the shame I feel right now. The

492
00:26:29,640 --> 00:26:32,000
Speaker 1: only way that I will get over it, it's this

493
00:26:32,160 --> 00:26:35,760
Speaker 1: sadness that like the thing that I fear more than

494
00:26:35,840 --> 00:26:39,440
Speaker 1: anything in the world is happening, and all the things

495
00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:41,800
Speaker 1: I do too, you know, for me in that moment,

496
00:26:41,880 --> 00:26:44,120
Speaker 1: it was like everything I do to convince to say

497
00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:47,440
Speaker 1: that's not like you're delusional if you think that people

498
00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:49,920
Speaker 1: think you're not talented or that you're not or that

499
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:53,960
Speaker 1: you're obnoxious and you're dumb and you're you're not talented,

500
00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:56,119
Speaker 1: and that you're lazy and all these things. When it

501
00:26:56,200 --> 00:26:58,600
Speaker 1: finally was like in front of me in many posts

502
00:26:58,680 --> 00:27:00,920
Speaker 1: of people that seemed eloquent and like used to be

503
00:27:01,040 --> 00:27:05,520
Speaker 1: fans and then they're abandoning me, it felt like it's

504
00:27:06,080 --> 00:27:09,240
Speaker 1: this nightmare is happening, and I cannot believe it felt

505
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:13,639
Speaker 1: like like I just there's it felt there's nothing I

506
00:27:13,680 --> 00:27:16,639
Speaker 1: can do to soothe this. There's nothing except suicide. And

507
00:27:16,680 --> 00:27:19,000
Speaker 1: there was like a there's just a feeling of like

508
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:21,480
Speaker 1: I have to do it. Fuck, I'm gonna have to

509
00:27:21,560 --> 00:27:25,760
Speaker 1: kill myself because this is there's there's there's nothing anyone

510
00:27:25,880 --> 00:27:28,760
Speaker 1: could say that will ever make me feel better about

511
00:27:28,760 --> 00:27:31,040
Speaker 1: what I just read. Ever, I've seen it now, and

512
00:27:31,720 --> 00:27:33,840
Speaker 1: in that moment, it's just like that's when I grab

513
00:27:33,920 --> 00:27:36,159
Speaker 1: a scissors and I'm not saying that so that people go,

514
00:27:36,840 --> 00:27:38,960
Speaker 1: I'm Nikki's trying to make us feel bad, so we

515
00:27:39,080 --> 00:27:41,040
Speaker 1: don't ever say anything bad about Nikki because she's gonna

516
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:43,760
Speaker 1: threaten us with sell farm. I'm not saying that. Say

517
00:27:43,800 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 1: what you want about me. I'm it's my job to

518
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:48,800
Speaker 1: protect myself and to have coping mechanisms that aren't cutting myself.

519
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:52,560
Speaker 1: But there's just something about it that's like that That's

520
00:27:52,560 --> 00:27:55,840
Speaker 1: the only time I felt like truly like I'm gonna explode,

521
00:27:55,920 --> 00:28:00,600
Speaker 1: like I'm just I'm just like like I'm I I

522
00:28:00,800 --> 00:28:04,680
Speaker 1: want to just I want I want to just implode. Yeah,

523
00:28:04,720 --> 00:28:08,880
Speaker 1: it's interesting that what we're afraid of death, right, Yeah,

524
00:28:09,200 --> 00:28:11,639
Speaker 1: can lead you to wanting death to get out of

525
00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:13,960
Speaker 1: it already. I don't know. I'm not saying that's what

526
00:28:14,080 --> 00:28:16,679
Speaker 1: you did, but I'm saying, like it's just an interesting thing, like, well,

527
00:28:16,720 --> 00:28:19,960
Speaker 1: it's the only escape from being a bad person, and

528
00:28:20,119 --> 00:28:23,760
Speaker 1: that that if people hate you and you're you're a

529
00:28:23,840 --> 00:28:26,760
Speaker 1: bad person, and um, and now everyone knows it, and

530
00:28:26,840 --> 00:28:28,800
Speaker 1: now you have confirmation of it, this thing you've always

531
00:28:29,240 --> 00:28:33,400
Speaker 1: sneakily thought. But everyone, all the you know, experts you see,

532
00:28:33,520 --> 00:28:36,080
Speaker 1: say no, that's a symptom of your depression. But then

533
00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:39,680
Speaker 1: you go, no, actually it's true. I have some I

534
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 1: could print out some pages of evidence that people people

535
00:28:42,360 --> 00:28:45,200
Speaker 1: do think this about me. I'm not alone. I'm not delusional.

536
00:28:45,800 --> 00:28:48,680
Speaker 1: Then it just becomes a death sentence of like you

537
00:28:48,720 --> 00:28:52,840
Speaker 1: shouldn't exist, Like what, you're a selfish, bad person. You're

538
00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:55,680
Speaker 1: not bringing any good to the world and not killing

539
00:28:55,760 --> 00:28:58,080
Speaker 1: yourself to go. You hurt me, See how bad you

540
00:28:58,200 --> 00:29:00,400
Speaker 1: hurt me. You're gonna suffer now because you're gon feel bad.

541
00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:02,400
Speaker 1: I killed myself. It's I have to get rid of

542
00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:04,840
Speaker 1: myself so I don't do any more harm to the world.

543
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:09,560
Speaker 1: Do you think that it's kind of like, let's say

544
00:29:09,640 --> 00:29:12,280
Speaker 1: you do have moments of where you're not being your

545
00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:15,040
Speaker 1: best self, right, do you think and then you read

546
00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,080
Speaker 1: that people see the way that you saw, do you

547
00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:20,320
Speaker 1: feel like sometimes you might and I think I might

548
00:29:20,400 --> 00:29:22,760
Speaker 1: do this too. Is like I'll act in a certain

549
00:29:22,840 --> 00:29:25,640
Speaker 1: way that I assume that either people think I am

550
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:29,360
Speaker 1: or what I think. I like, it's hard to explain,

551
00:29:29,400 --> 00:29:32,600
Speaker 1: like sometimes you could be a bigger dick when people

552
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:35,479
Speaker 1: are just expect expect like, Okay, I'll be a dick.

553
00:29:35,560 --> 00:29:37,320
Speaker 1: I am a dick, you know what I mean? Like

554
00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:39,960
Speaker 1: like I want I don't know what the psychoyeah, I

555
00:29:40,000 --> 00:29:42,320
Speaker 1: don't know what the psychology. If you're going to call

556
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:44,800
Speaker 1: me whether when I'm trying not to be then I'll

557
00:29:44,840 --> 00:29:47,880
Speaker 1: just be yeah that kind of thing. Yeah, like when

558
00:29:47,920 --> 00:29:50,360
Speaker 1: I when I yeah, sorry, no sorry, I was going

559
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:53,240
Speaker 1: to say. I used to say that I have panic

560
00:29:53,320 --> 00:29:56,800
Speaker 1: attacks until I had a therapy session and I really

561
00:29:56,840 --> 00:30:00,280
Speaker 1: wanted to talk about it, and my therapist she's like,

562
00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:03,240
Speaker 1: what is a panic attack? And as I started going,

563
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:06,040
Speaker 1: you know, trying to explain it, which is very difficult,

564
00:30:07,480 --> 00:30:11,680
Speaker 1: I think what I realized is is that it's like

565
00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:14,800
Speaker 1: I think it's a misnomer. I think it's like it's

566
00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:20,480
Speaker 1: um like uh an um amalgamation of like all of

567
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:23,960
Speaker 1: the issues that I'm that are unresolved or low self

568
00:30:24,120 --> 00:30:26,600
Speaker 1: esteem or you know, like I don't have confidence, I

569
00:30:26,600 --> 00:30:28,200
Speaker 1: don't know how to handle this, and it's just like

570
00:30:28,400 --> 00:30:32,520
Speaker 1: it comes all together into one. And I think that

571
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:37,440
Speaker 1: once I stopped giving it um any cloud by calling

572
00:30:37,480 --> 00:30:40,280
Speaker 1: it a panic attack and making it something I was

573
00:30:40,400 --> 00:30:46,480
Speaker 1: able to kind of like just like stop going through interesting. Yeah,

574
00:30:46,480 --> 00:30:48,560
Speaker 1: I know, I get what you're saying by that, And

575
00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:51,360
Speaker 1: the longer you get away from it, the more it

576
00:30:51,400 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 1: doesn't even seem like you could possibly happen to you, right, Like,

577
00:30:54,200 --> 00:30:56,720
Speaker 1: I don't give it a definition. I don't allow it

578
00:30:57,240 --> 00:31:00,680
Speaker 1: to be a thing. That's what did with my brain,

579
00:31:00,840 --> 00:31:05,160
Speaker 1: is that I what you're saying. Like when I started

580
00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:07,840
Speaker 1: not having them, or started not having as much anxiety,

581
00:31:08,280 --> 00:31:11,480
Speaker 1: I was like, I don't know, like made me kind

582
00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:14,440
Speaker 1: of like more interesting to have anxiety. Like I think

583
00:31:14,480 --> 00:31:19,880
Speaker 1: there's something to like missing that feeling of like sadness

584
00:31:20,160 --> 00:31:23,040
Speaker 1: or being scared or like because you kind of feel

585
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:25,440
Speaker 1: a little alive in the moment and you feel like

586
00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:28,360
Speaker 1: there's something maybe maybe a little bit more interesting. You're

587
00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:31,360
Speaker 1: more of a victim. You have an excuse sickness that

588
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:34,080
Speaker 1: gets you a little bit of attention or sympathy from people,

589
00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:37,720
Speaker 1: Especially now that we are more aware of mental health

590
00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:40,960
Speaker 1: and we we we we give more sympathy to people. Know,

591
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:45,040
Speaker 1: how did your um panic? What? What? What you were

592
00:31:45,080 --> 00:31:46,840
Speaker 1: defining as panticas what do they look like for you?

593
00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:50,120
Speaker 1: Mine was I would just start like just having like

594
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,840
Speaker 1: heavy breathing and when I would close my eyes, I

595
00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:56,160
Speaker 1: would just see shadows. And the only thing that would

596
00:31:56,200 --> 00:31:57,640
Speaker 1: help me get out of it is I'd have to

597
00:31:57,680 --> 00:32:00,640
Speaker 1: go into like a small room or like under the covers,

598
00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:02,840
Speaker 1: or into like a closet, Like I would sit in

599
00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:05,800
Speaker 1: like a closet and then it would it would pass.

600
00:32:05,880 --> 00:32:07,440
Speaker 1: Like it's just like did you feel like you were

601
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 1: going to die where you did you feel like you

602
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:11,880
Speaker 1: were like gasping for air, like drowning kind of thing. Yeah,

603
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:14,200
Speaker 1: it was like that. I didn't have it. Those like

604
00:32:14,400 --> 00:32:17,240
Speaker 1: suicidal thoughts are separate from that. I think that, you know,

605
00:32:17,400 --> 00:32:19,760
Speaker 1: that's more like related to when I was, you know,

606
00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:23,719
Speaker 1: going through a bad depression. But um, I think it's

607
00:32:23,760 --> 00:32:28,440
Speaker 1: just like this overwhelming feeling of just the world just

608
00:32:28,560 --> 00:32:32,360
Speaker 1: kind of closing in on you. Yeah, I don't think

609
00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:35,480
Speaker 1: I've I think, um, what I've experienced is just like

610
00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:40,160
Speaker 1: not a panic attack, but I just even the just

611
00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:42,840
Speaker 1: wanting and then the time like last year that I

612
00:32:42,960 --> 00:32:48,040
Speaker 1: just like punched myself so many times, like just beat

613
00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:50,719
Speaker 1: myself up, was just like that was I didn't want

614
00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:52,640
Speaker 1: to kill myself. If that's the thing that I could do,

615
00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:56,240
Speaker 1: that would like punish me for being such a bad person,

616
00:32:56,720 --> 00:32:59,600
Speaker 1: And like that's retribution for all the people that hate you,

617
00:32:59,840 --> 00:33:03,560
Speaker 1: and like you're you. You're gonna keep living in a

618
00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:06,880
Speaker 1: with a sheltered life and keep getting money and keep

619
00:33:07,240 --> 00:33:09,320
Speaker 1: you keep having a show you have. There's no but

620
00:33:09,480 --> 00:33:11,959
Speaker 1: no punishment. You got to take it out on yourself

621
00:33:12,280 --> 00:33:17,600
Speaker 1: to make things right. I guess the other day I

622
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 1: went to UM one of my like music lessons, and

623
00:33:23,040 --> 00:33:25,160
Speaker 1: I was headed over and I was just like, God,

624
00:33:26,360 --> 00:33:29,240
Speaker 1: you need to fucking do something for someone else. All

625
00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:31,680
Speaker 1: you do is talk about yourself all day. You have

626
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:35,000
Speaker 1: a thing happening where it's just all about you. Every

627
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:38,680
Speaker 1: fucking conversation you have is about you. You have people

628
00:33:38,760 --> 00:33:41,760
Speaker 1: that all your friends are kind of like working for you.

629
00:33:41,920 --> 00:33:45,080
Speaker 1: It's just like you. You you like what the fuck.

630
00:33:45,280 --> 00:33:47,760
Speaker 1: And I was just like driving over there and I'm

631
00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:51,440
Speaker 1: just like, God, please, like, let me help someone today,

632
00:33:51,560 --> 00:33:53,720
Speaker 1: Like I want to do something totally that is not

633
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:59,600
Speaker 1: self serving, which in because that is the because I

634
00:33:59,680 --> 00:34:01,720
Speaker 1: was also feeling really depressed and sad, and I was like,

635
00:34:01,920 --> 00:34:04,080
Speaker 1: I know the remedy for this is doing something that

636
00:34:04,240 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 1: has nothing to do with me, isn't it's the self

637
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:09,240
Speaker 1: care for me is helping someone else and like putting

638
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,440
Speaker 1: myself out there. And I was just like, police. But

639
00:34:11,480 --> 00:34:13,080
Speaker 1: I was going to this thing that I was paying

640
00:34:13,160 --> 00:34:15,080
Speaker 1: for an hour of this person's time to teach me

641
00:34:15,239 --> 00:34:19,160
Speaker 1: a musical thing. And I got there and I was like,

642
00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:23,080
Speaker 1: you know, they were like, how are you feeling. I'm like, oh,

643
00:34:23,080 --> 00:34:24,399
Speaker 1: I'm good. We had see each other one a while

644
00:34:24,400 --> 00:34:26,120
Speaker 1: and I'm like I'm good. Just pleasantries and I just go,

645
00:34:26,239 --> 00:34:30,759
Speaker 1: how are you? And the person was like okay, and

646
00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:35,560
Speaker 1: I was just like, tell me more. And we spent

647
00:34:35,719 --> 00:34:39,640
Speaker 1: the whole hour that I'm paying for talking about this

648
00:34:39,800 --> 00:34:46,320
Speaker 1: person's problem. And I was able to give this person

649
00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:51,200
Speaker 1: hope in a way that they hadn't felt in for

650
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:53,640
Speaker 1: so long. I was able to because the way that

651
00:34:53,719 --> 00:34:56,680
Speaker 1: they communicated, they were feeling sad. I was like, I've

652
00:34:56,800 --> 00:34:59,160
Speaker 1: I know that sadness, Like it's a very specific kind

653
00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:02,440
Speaker 1: of sadness, same kind of suicidal ideations, same kind of

654
00:35:03,000 --> 00:35:05,640
Speaker 1: there's certain types of depression, like this person had my

655
00:35:05,760 --> 00:35:08,480
Speaker 1: type of depression, this very rare form of depression that

656
00:35:08,680 --> 00:35:10,800
Speaker 1: manifests in this way. And I was like, I know

657
00:35:10,960 --> 00:35:13,200
Speaker 1: that kind is it like this this? And I eventually

658
00:35:13,200 --> 00:35:15,320
Speaker 1: obviously made it about myself, but I just but that

659
00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:19,440
Speaker 1: was my way of help. And we didn't get to

660
00:35:19,520 --> 00:35:22,200
Speaker 1: anything that we're supposed to do. It was all about

661
00:35:22,760 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 1: getting this person out of that funk and giving them hope.

662
00:35:26,160 --> 00:35:29,640
Speaker 1: And I called a doctor that I know that helped me,

663
00:35:30,320 --> 00:35:32,520
Speaker 1: and I was like, this person is going to call you.

664
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:36,040
Speaker 1: Make sure you here's what I've observed. I know I'm

665
00:35:36,040 --> 00:35:37,560
Speaker 1: not a professional, but they seem to have all the

666
00:35:37,600 --> 00:35:40,520
Speaker 1: same characteristics I did. I really recommend the same kind

667
00:35:40,560 --> 00:35:43,560
Speaker 1: of treatment you prescribed for me, um, but you know

668
00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:45,560
Speaker 1: that's up to you, obviously. I just want you to

669
00:35:45,719 --> 00:35:48,880
Speaker 1: assess them. Will you please let me know anything I

670
00:35:48,960 --> 00:35:50,560
Speaker 1: can do too? If if they can't get in with you,

671
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:53,680
Speaker 1: can we find someone Like I took time out of

672
00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:55,960
Speaker 1: my day to like and It was just so nice

673
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:58,239
Speaker 1: because I asked God or whatever I believe God is,

674
00:35:58,640 --> 00:36:02,000
Speaker 1: for a way to help, and it just who knew me?

675
00:36:02,719 --> 00:36:05,160
Speaker 1: Me just going because I thought, oh, this person is

676
00:36:05,160 --> 00:36:06,680
Speaker 1: not even gonna want to tell me about their life,

677
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:08,480
Speaker 1: Like I didn't want to go listen, can we make

678
00:36:08,560 --> 00:36:10,000
Speaker 1: this all about you? Because I really need to do

679
00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:12,200
Speaker 1: some service right now. I didn't have to say that.

680
00:36:12,320 --> 00:36:14,480
Speaker 1: And this person wasn't like I'm sorry. The lesson was

681
00:36:14,480 --> 00:36:16,480
Speaker 1: all about you. They were all about me. The person

682
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:19,360
Speaker 1: was just like, I go, thank you so much for this,

683
00:36:19,480 --> 00:36:21,600
Speaker 1: and they were they were like thank you and we're

684
00:36:21,640 --> 00:36:23,680
Speaker 1: like nearly crying and we hugged like I love you.

685
00:36:23,760 --> 00:36:26,400
Speaker 1: It was just so beautiful and it was just, um,

686
00:36:27,440 --> 00:36:29,440
Speaker 1: it was just so nice. It was so nice and

687
00:36:29,600 --> 00:36:33,080
Speaker 1: obviously in the end, very very self serving because I

688
00:36:33,120 --> 00:36:36,279
Speaker 1: walked out of there like I'm a hero. But so

689
00:36:36,440 --> 00:36:40,640
Speaker 1: what those self serving things are, the end justifies the means.

690
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:43,360
Speaker 1: They're like all day long, like anyone to like I

691
00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:45,320
Speaker 1: make fun of you know, I'm in Big Brother and

692
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:47,640
Speaker 1: I'm hoping it's like, okay, you're doing this so you

693
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:50,279
Speaker 1: can put it on your bumble account, but it's well

694
00:36:50,360 --> 00:36:53,520
Speaker 1: worth it, Like It's the only thing that I would

695
00:36:53,560 --> 00:36:56,320
Speaker 1: say is like, I'm not doing that to brag about it.

696
00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:59,239
Speaker 1: I'm doing me to say, like, sometimes you it really

697
00:36:59,320 --> 00:37:01,440
Speaker 1: does help your mood to help other people. And I

698
00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:04,360
Speaker 1: never thought that would be the case. But if my

699
00:37:04,520 --> 00:37:06,919
Speaker 1: only thing is like if if I if you ask

700
00:37:07,000 --> 00:37:08,800
Speaker 1: someone like how they're doing and then they explain, and

701
00:37:08,840 --> 00:37:11,520
Speaker 1: then you go, well, I'd like to help you, then

702
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,200
Speaker 1: then I think it could almost turn to like, well,

703
00:37:14,239 --> 00:37:16,560
Speaker 1: now I'm making this about me helping that person. I

704
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:18,440
Speaker 1: didn't say that. I just go tell me about that

705
00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:21,480
Speaker 1: and I go, wow, I know when you went out

706
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,080
Speaker 1: to the doctor, Like was she like all for that?

707
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:26,719
Speaker 1: And yeah, I go, I have a doctor. Can I

708
00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:31,120
Speaker 1: recommend them? And she was like yeah, I mean I

709
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:34,480
Speaker 1: would love that. I'm gonna call you and leave a message.

710
00:37:34,480 --> 00:37:36,640
Speaker 1: And then I wrote and like I didn't do anything

711
00:37:36,800 --> 00:37:39,759
Speaker 1: over the top and didn't kind of like and the

712
00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:41,440
Speaker 1: way I called the doctor was not like you need

713
00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:43,880
Speaker 1: to subscribe, prescribe this and this. I was just like

714
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:46,600
Speaker 1: they they seem to have a lot of the characteristics

715
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:51,000
Speaker 1: I do. And yeah, it just felt I just I'm

716
00:37:51,040 --> 00:37:53,040
Speaker 1: glad now that I know. I wish I would have

717
00:37:53,080 --> 00:37:55,239
Speaker 1: had that tool earlier on if if you're out there

718
00:37:55,280 --> 00:37:58,040
Speaker 1: and you're suffering, I swear to God, going and picking

719
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:00,359
Speaker 1: up trash on your dog walk will make you feel better.

720
00:38:02,520 --> 00:38:04,120
Speaker 1: And it's not even about like now I get to

721
00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:05,680
Speaker 1: say I picked up trash and look at everyone's going

722
00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:07,800
Speaker 1: to think I'm such a good person. It just feels

723
00:38:07,880 --> 00:38:10,760
Speaker 1: good to do something that isn't for you. My panic

724
00:38:10,960 --> 00:38:15,280
Speaker 1: was was thinking about myself. I mean, it's all about yourself.

725
00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:17,400
Speaker 1: Just a quick thing you can do that isn't journaling,

726
00:38:17,480 --> 00:38:20,319
Speaker 1: That isn't like going to meditate, it's just go wasn't

727
00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,360
Speaker 1: sad about starving kids like it was about me? Like

728
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:28,120
Speaker 1: it's like give a dollar to a homeless person, write

729
00:38:28,120 --> 00:38:30,879
Speaker 1: a letter to your doorman or the janitor that cleans

730
00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:36,239
Speaker 1: your building, like something that's just nice. Okay, Venmo Andrew. Uh,

731
00:38:36,360 --> 00:38:41,120
Speaker 1: and he'll spend that money on himself. Uh. Next next

732
00:38:41,239 --> 00:38:47,920
Speaker 1: fan fax Okay, next one comes sums from Nick. What

733
00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:50,640
Speaker 1: do I like to close my eyes? NICKI? Andrew? Noah,

734
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:54,240
Speaker 1: This is Nick in Northern California. Huge fan of podcast.

735
00:38:54,320 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 1: Been listening since episode one. Actually I've been listening since

736
00:38:57,120 --> 00:39:00,719
Speaker 1: before episode one. You up with Nicky Glazer got me

737
00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:05,560
Speaker 1: through season one of COVID Spring, but you guys are

738
00:39:05,560 --> 00:39:07,359
Speaker 1: crushing it. I just wanted to tell you you're doing

739
00:39:07,400 --> 00:39:10,520
Speaker 1: a great job. Listen. I'm an uber driver and the

740
00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:13,200
Speaker 1: best part of my morning is that in between passengers

741
00:39:13,520 --> 00:39:15,960
Speaker 1: I get to listen to the Nicki Glazer podcast. As

742
00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:17,920
Speaker 1: soon as somebody gets out of my car, I switched

743
00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:19,839
Speaker 1: it over, I crank it up, and then of course

744
00:39:19,880 --> 00:39:21,759
Speaker 1: when somebody else gets back in, I have to turn

745
00:39:21,840 --> 00:39:25,239
Speaker 1: it off because usually the conversation is about penises and

746
00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:28,239
Speaker 1: buttholes and vaginas. You guys know how it goes, but

747
00:39:28,440 --> 00:39:30,600
Speaker 1: you make my mornings so thank you so much. I

748
00:39:30,719 --> 00:39:33,000
Speaker 1: also wanted to point out that I was listening to

749
00:39:33,120 --> 00:39:36,840
Speaker 1: an older episode, the one where Andrew's friend Seth Glassman

750
00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:39,600
Speaker 1: comes on, and I thought it was hilarious that at

751
00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:42,879
Speaker 1: least twice he said that he was an intricate part

752
00:39:43,560 --> 00:39:45,560
Speaker 1: of the penis Pump story, and I think he make

753
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:49,680
Speaker 1: integral part. And I thought it was classic that just

754
00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:53,560
Speaker 1: like Andrew, Andrew's best friend has a tendency to misuse words,

755
00:39:53,719 --> 00:39:55,919
Speaker 1: just like Andrew does. I mean, you can't, you can't

756
00:39:55,960 --> 00:40:00,200
Speaker 1: make that up. It's amazing. Listen, you guys keep it funky. Right,

757
00:40:00,239 --> 00:40:03,960
Speaker 1: You're doing a great job. Don't change the thing every morning.

758
00:40:04,080 --> 00:40:09,840
Speaker 1: Just keep it up and Jack Nicholson, Yes, that's a

759
00:40:09,880 --> 00:40:16,919
Speaker 1: good one. M dude him. That guy is I wish

760
00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:19,080
Speaker 1: he did. He hasn't my brain all the time. He

761
00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:22,680
Speaker 1: has uber driver voice. Yeah, like fun uber driver voice.

762
00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:26,640
Speaker 1: You like San Francisco. Hey, guys, how you doing? Where

763
00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:29,400
Speaker 1: you where you come from? Like he has. I'm excited

764
00:40:29,520 --> 00:40:31,560
Speaker 1: that this is my uber driver. I actually want to

765
00:40:31,600 --> 00:40:34,719
Speaker 1: engage in this conversation. This guy is positive, fun, he

766
00:40:34,840 --> 00:40:37,960
Speaker 1: reminds he's I want to be friends with them. He's

767
00:40:38,040 --> 00:40:39,919
Speaker 1: kind of like Seth in a way, my buddy Seth.

768
00:40:40,080 --> 00:40:42,919
Speaker 1: Like he talked, he sounds like he's almost from New York.

769
00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:45,640
Speaker 1: You know. We sounded like our friend who he didn't

770
00:40:45,680 --> 00:40:48,120
Speaker 1: sound like him, but the way his intonation sounded like Brad.

771
00:40:50,160 --> 00:40:54,840
Speaker 1: Hey NICKI Andrew, Oh my god, I'm like, what was

772
00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:58,319
Speaker 1: his name? Nick? I'm like attracted to Nick his voice.

773
00:40:58,360 --> 00:41:00,520
Speaker 1: I feel like there's something to be said about what

774
00:41:00,560 --> 00:41:04,839
Speaker 1: if that was an app just about voices. I'm really

775
00:41:04,920 --> 00:41:07,520
Speaker 1: into your voice, Nick, very into it, and maybe that's

776
00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 1: why you like me. We maybe have similar and I'm

777
00:41:10,000 --> 00:41:15,520
Speaker 1: into this positivity. Like everything about him, screams like good guy. Yeah,

778
00:41:16,040 --> 00:41:20,160
Speaker 1: we were real more so much he does. He's an

779
00:41:20,160 --> 00:41:25,000
Speaker 1: intricate part of this Fantax episode too, integral? Integral? How

780
00:41:25,040 --> 00:41:29,080
Speaker 1: do you not know that trick part? I can't believe

781
00:41:29,080 --> 00:41:30,800
Speaker 1: I didn't catch that. I feel like I maybe I

782
00:41:30,840 --> 00:41:32,319
Speaker 1: was trying to be polite because he was a guest,

783
00:41:32,400 --> 00:41:35,160
Speaker 1: but or maybe I didn't notice. I definitely didn't. I

784
00:41:35,200 --> 00:41:38,239
Speaker 1: don't even notice when Nick said it, even after he

785
00:41:38,360 --> 00:41:43,040
Speaker 1: told us why. Sometimes I'll look upwards and I'll I'll

786
00:41:43,080 --> 00:41:45,920
Speaker 1: be like, I'm more confused by the definition someone you

787
00:41:45,960 --> 00:41:49,040
Speaker 1: know what. I was watching a Megan Fox machine gun Kelly, um,

788
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:52,520
Speaker 1: have you been have you been video yet? But you

789
00:41:52,600 --> 00:41:54,640
Speaker 1: sent me yeah, Like I showed you a clip of it.

790
00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:57,160
Speaker 1: But there's oh I am we oh yeah, that the

791
00:41:57,200 --> 00:42:00,759
Speaker 1: I am weed thing? Um, But he goes at one pot,

792
00:42:00,760 --> 00:42:02,279
Speaker 1: I was watching the whole thing and she was like,

793
00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:06,520
Speaker 1: she used a great word. What was it? Oh no,

794
00:42:06,719 --> 00:42:11,000
Speaker 1: my friend used um obsequious the other day, obsequious And

795
00:42:11,080 --> 00:42:13,600
Speaker 1: I was like, what does that mean? And she was like,

796
00:42:13,920 --> 00:42:16,400
Speaker 1: because I obviously no that word, know how to spell it,

797
00:42:16,440 --> 00:42:20,239
Speaker 1: but I don't know exactly what it means. And it's um,

798
00:42:20,840 --> 00:42:25,560
Speaker 1: I forget it already to somebody obsequious Okay, yeah, I

799
00:42:25,680 --> 00:42:28,480
Speaker 1: was thinking it was like, yeah, yeah, I I can

800
00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:31,879
Speaker 1: often be obsequious to certain people. And it's again it's

801
00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:35,120
Speaker 1: not my nature, but that word really hit me. I

802
00:42:35,200 --> 00:42:38,320
Speaker 1: was like, I am obsequious in so many circumstances. And

803
00:42:38,440 --> 00:42:41,080
Speaker 1: then but the word that she used, she used some

804
00:42:41,160 --> 00:42:44,080
Speaker 1: word that I go, is this She even using it right?

805
00:42:44,600 --> 00:42:47,040
Speaker 1: And boy was she ever? It was a perfect word,

806
00:42:47,160 --> 00:42:51,080
Speaker 1: like sometimes people with big words. She's so smart because

807
00:42:51,120 --> 00:42:52,719
Speaker 1: someone I was listening to the Courtney Show, which is

808
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:55,279
Speaker 1: my favorite morning show in St. Louis, and Courtney was

809
00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:58,360
Speaker 1: talking about listen watching that video and she goes, I

810
00:42:58,360 --> 00:43:00,839
Speaker 1: gotta say, Megan Fox is really smart. And I knew

811
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,560
Speaker 1: she was smart. And then Machine Gun Kelly even says, like,

812
00:43:04,239 --> 00:43:05,840
Speaker 1: you know she one of the questions was like what

813
00:43:05,920 --> 00:43:09,440
Speaker 1: do people think, Like, what's something that someone would be

814
00:43:09,520 --> 00:43:11,480
Speaker 1: surprised to know about me? What's a secret talent? He's

815
00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:14,320
Speaker 1: like that, you're smartest. Fuck your i Q is probably

816
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,680
Speaker 1: just so insane and you read all the time. And

817
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:20,920
Speaker 1: I was just again jealous about of Megan Fox. For

818
00:43:21,040 --> 00:43:26,440
Speaker 1: another thing, she's really smart. She's from my hometown. Wait,

819
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:29,560
Speaker 1: what was the word that she was It wasn't that.

820
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:32,920
Speaker 1: It was something to do with your being your She's like,

821
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:35,000
Speaker 1: you know a word that means like beating around the

822
00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 1: bush or being obtuse, vague? Will you look up other

823
00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:43,120
Speaker 1: words that means like synonyms? Um let me look up vague.

824
00:43:45,040 --> 00:43:49,880
Speaker 1: Uh no, she definitely unclear, uncertain, unfocused, and precise. I

825
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:54,839
Speaker 1: want more vague synonyms. She it was such a good word.

826
00:43:55,680 --> 00:44:03,840
Speaker 1: Um uh nebulous, nebulous, nebulous. She goes, well, that was

827
00:44:03,880 --> 00:44:05,759
Speaker 1: a nebulous response, and I was like, I think she

828
00:44:05,920 --> 00:44:07,360
Speaker 1: used that wrong even though I don't know what it is.

829
00:44:07,360 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 1: And I looked it up and I go, no, it

830
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:10,880
Speaker 1: was fucking perfect. But do you think she has like

831
00:44:11,800 --> 00:44:14,839
Speaker 1: maybe thirty words that she goes to. I don't think

832
00:44:14,880 --> 00:44:16,360
Speaker 1: she's one of those people because it was such a

833
00:44:16,840 --> 00:44:20,000
Speaker 1: It wasn't her trying to use nebulous. It just nebulous

834
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:25,120
Speaker 1: was a better use than saying vague or the other

835
00:44:25,160 --> 00:44:26,960
Speaker 1: words that are on this list that I just looked up.

836
00:44:29,200 --> 00:44:31,439
Speaker 1: All right, let's get to the last fan trax. Okay,

837
00:44:31,560 --> 00:44:35,839
Speaker 1: let's do um. Let's end the show with this one.

838
00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:44,760
Speaker 1: It's a it's an advice question also anonymous. Again, Hey guys,

839
00:44:45,840 --> 00:44:50,759
Speaker 1: I have a quick question for Nikki and Noah. I

840
00:44:50,920 --> 00:44:54,720
Speaker 1: just got a kitten and I'm wondering when you guys

841
00:44:55,400 --> 00:44:59,360
Speaker 1: have sex with your partners, do you kick your pets

842
00:44:59,600 --> 00:45:03,520
Speaker 1: out of the room or do you let them like

843
00:45:03,800 --> 00:45:07,439
Speaker 1: hang out in the room, because, uh, my kitten will

844
00:45:07,480 --> 00:45:11,359
Speaker 1: like scratch at the door and the now and I'm

845
00:45:11,480 --> 00:45:14,200
Speaker 1: trying to navigate if it's weird to keep her in

846
00:45:14,280 --> 00:45:18,319
Speaker 1: the room or like if I should just keep her

847
00:45:18,360 --> 00:45:20,799
Speaker 1: locked out, and so I'm just curious what you guys

848
00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:25,800
Speaker 1: have been doing. Yeah, I would love the advice. Thanks guys,

849
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Speaker 1: love the pod. Thank you so much for this question.

850
00:45:28,719 --> 00:45:31,080
Speaker 1: What a great question. No Uh, I'll start with you

851
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:34,520
Speaker 1: because you do have a new kitten as well. Um,

852
00:45:35,640 --> 00:45:39,120
Speaker 1: what Buzzy must hear? Maybe the buzzy gets threatened by

853
00:45:39,160 --> 00:45:45,000
Speaker 1: other things buzzing noises. Buzzy just got educated. I had

854
00:45:45,080 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 1: like a sex education class a couple of days ago.

855
00:45:48,000 --> 00:45:51,399
Speaker 1: So where was Buzzy And did Buzzy try to get

856
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:54,880
Speaker 1: involved and multiply? No, he was just sitting at the

857
00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:59,120
Speaker 1: window with your Oh he was just she was just

858
00:45:59,360 --> 00:46:03,560
Speaker 1: she sorry, he he was just sitting at the window.

859
00:46:04,160 --> 00:46:07,799
Speaker 1: Didn't try to get involved. Did you ever lock eyes

860
00:46:07,840 --> 00:46:10,799
Speaker 1: with Buzzy or where the buzzy was in the room?

861
00:46:10,960 --> 00:46:13,239
Speaker 1: He did. He did make us laugh at one point,

862
00:46:13,719 --> 00:46:16,080
Speaker 1: but you know that only makes the sex better when

863
00:46:16,080 --> 00:46:21,759
Speaker 1: you're laughing. Yes, yes, Um, what about you? Did you

864
00:46:21,840 --> 00:46:28,319
Speaker 1: like go like this obvious balls? How did it? Um?

865
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,920
Speaker 1: I just find that it's so like what um the

866
00:46:32,760 --> 00:46:35,840
Speaker 1: listener was saying. When they're pawing at the door or

867
00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:38,360
Speaker 1: making any kind of sounds or like crying, it just

868
00:46:38,520 --> 00:46:40,279
Speaker 1: so much takes me out of it. I don't like

869
00:46:40,400 --> 00:46:42,880
Speaker 1: it so distressing, and then you start getting torned up

870
00:46:42,920 --> 00:46:46,200
Speaker 1: whenever you hear them scratching at anything. It's paths loves

871
00:46:46,239 --> 00:46:49,279
Speaker 1: dogs for your dog. Like I used to always keep

872
00:46:49,320 --> 00:46:50,880
Speaker 1: the dogs out of the room and they would go

873
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:54,799
Speaker 1: scratch at the door. And then when I would hear

874
00:46:54,880 --> 00:46:59,040
Speaker 1: that sound, it would trigger me my pussy salvating, because

875
00:46:59,280 --> 00:47:02,919
Speaker 1: I would is associated with me having sex. It was weird.

876
00:47:03,040 --> 00:47:05,359
Speaker 1: One time I heard it and I was like, well,

877
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:13,320
Speaker 1: not now, Marian's at my parents gross gross angry. But

878
00:47:13,440 --> 00:47:18,799
Speaker 1: I will say, um, with dogs with with Luigi, I um,

879
00:47:19,800 --> 00:47:22,600
Speaker 1: he is he's in the room and he's on his bed,

880
00:47:23,440 --> 00:47:28,160
Speaker 1: and sometimes he like when we go to the floor

881
00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:31,360
Speaker 1: or something and we're near him, he'll just want to

882
00:47:31,360 --> 00:47:33,560
Speaker 1: get involved in stuff. But it's just like no, you

883
00:47:33,680 --> 00:47:35,799
Speaker 1: go to your bed. And like, I think that they're

884
00:47:35,840 --> 00:47:38,800
Speaker 1: not going to be traumatized. I think it's okay. We

885
00:47:39,000 --> 00:47:41,839
Speaker 1: watch them hump each other and we're not traumatized. They

886
00:47:41,880 --> 00:47:44,399
Speaker 1: can handle they They're used to seeing each other. It's

887
00:47:44,440 --> 00:47:48,160
Speaker 1: not a private thing that they do, and so I

888
00:47:48,239 --> 00:47:53,080
Speaker 1: think it's okay. Cats also, even if I feel like

889
00:47:53,160 --> 00:47:55,520
Speaker 1: cats they look at you, but they never feel that

890
00:47:55,640 --> 00:47:58,200
Speaker 1: involved like with you, so it doesn't feel like they're

891
00:47:58,239 --> 00:48:01,520
Speaker 1: as intrusive as a dog would probably lick your foot

892
00:48:01,600 --> 00:48:04,920
Speaker 1: and be like yes, like really in there, you know,

893
00:48:05,440 --> 00:48:07,960
Speaker 1: you say, lick my pussy. Though, watch out where they

894
00:48:08,040 --> 00:48:13,800
Speaker 1: had towards to a guy. If he's like and he

895
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:16,279
Speaker 1: just runs across the room starts laughing at your cat,

896
00:48:20,000 --> 00:48:22,200
Speaker 1: I think like, yeah, I think like, I think that

897
00:48:22,320 --> 00:48:25,719
Speaker 1: you can overdo it. Though I'm sure there's some people

898
00:48:25,760 --> 00:48:27,719
Speaker 1: that like pet their dog while they're fucking and it's

899
00:48:27,760 --> 00:48:33,959
Speaker 1: just like, yeah, it is weird though, Like the one time,

900
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:36,360
Speaker 1: and I've told this before, I was on a couch

901
00:48:36,680 --> 00:48:40,719
Speaker 1: and like getting doing doggie and like Luigi licked my

902
00:48:40,880 --> 00:48:44,399
Speaker 1: face in the front and it felt like a gang bang,

903
00:48:44,840 --> 00:48:46,920
Speaker 1: like of like a guy kissing you while you're getting

904
00:48:46,920 --> 00:48:48,839
Speaker 1: a guy from behind. And I was just like there

905
00:48:48,920 --> 00:48:50,839
Speaker 1: was something about that was like a little like I'm

906
00:48:50,880 --> 00:48:53,320
Speaker 1: not gonna like I wasn't like letting him do it,

907
00:48:54,160 --> 00:48:55,520
Speaker 1: but there was a moment where I was just like,

908
00:48:55,600 --> 00:48:58,680
Speaker 1: oh my god, this is hilarious too much. Yeah, and

909
00:48:58,719 --> 00:49:00,759
Speaker 1: then Marian was eating Luigi asked it was all the

910
00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:08,480
Speaker 1: whole thing that you little cock freak. Thank you for

911
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:11,799
Speaker 1: your advice questions. That's fun. We would love to help

912
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Speaker 1: you with your life. Thank you so much for listening

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Speaker 1: to this very special episode of fan Trex. We will

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