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Kyle Steiner's 31 00:01:59,800 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 3: mill terry career is marked by a service as a 32 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:04,200 Speaker 3: US Army Green Beret and Chief Warrant Officer. He has 33 00:02:04,240 --> 00:02:06,920 Speaker 3: been involved in numerous high stake missions, including the infamous 34 00:02:06,920 --> 00:02:09,360 Speaker 3: deployment in Afghanistan, where he was part of the infantry 35 00:02:09,360 --> 00:02:12,480 Speaker 3: company that saw nearly eighty percent of all combat. Steiner's 36 00:02:12,480 --> 00:02:15,600 Speaker 3: experiences in combat have been featured in acclaimed documentary such 37 00:02:15,639 --> 00:02:19,040 Speaker 3: as Ristreppo or Corngall. Despite being shot in the head 38 00:02:19,120 --> 00:02:21,880 Speaker 3: during his deployment during this deployment, he survived and has 39 00:02:21,880 --> 00:02:24,919 Speaker 3: since completed multiple missions to the Middle East, Central America, 40 00:02:25,080 --> 00:02:28,400 Speaker 3: South America with US Special Operations teams. His military career 41 00:02:28,400 --> 00:02:31,000 Speaker 3: has been distinguished by numerous awards, including two Purple Hearts, 42 00:02:31,120 --> 00:02:35,120 Speaker 3: three Bronze Stars, as well as the RCOM Army Accommodation 43 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:38,840 Speaker 3: Medal with v device. Steiner's expertise in managing teams and 44 00:02:38,880 --> 00:02:42,360 Speaker 3: assets under pressure is a testament to his leadership skills 45 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:45,640 Speaker 3: and operational experience, and we're going to talk to him. 46 00:02:45,880 --> 00:02:49,280 Speaker 3: Welcome to the show, Kyle, Thanks, brother, happy to be here. 47 00:02:49,960 --> 00:02:53,160 Speaker 3: I am happy to have you on board. Now. I 48 00:02:53,280 --> 00:02:56,320 Speaker 3: would be not telling the truth if I hadn't said 49 00:02:56,320 --> 00:02:59,679 Speaker 3: I've seen Rastreppo, right, the documentary or Streppo just a 50 00:02:59,760 --> 00:03:02,440 Speaker 3: jump been to that, you know. I saw that title 51 00:03:02,480 --> 00:03:04,000 Speaker 3: in your bio. We talked about it a little bit 52 00:03:04,280 --> 00:03:07,639 Speaker 3: and I watched the whole thing. It's very eye opening 53 00:03:08,120 --> 00:03:11,720 Speaker 3: about what went on. It reminds me of the Lord 54 00:03:11,720 --> 00:03:13,960 Speaker 3: of the Flies. There's a novel called Lord of the 55 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:16,840 Speaker 3: Flies where you have a bunch of kids who are 56 00:03:17,080 --> 00:03:20,720 Speaker 3: plane crashed on a deserted island, and it's like, who 57 00:03:20,720 --> 00:03:23,360 Speaker 3: put you in charge? Well, you guys seem to at 58 00:03:23,400 --> 00:03:26,560 Speaker 3: least keep the in charge intact with your chain of command, 59 00:03:27,800 --> 00:03:30,360 Speaker 3: you know. Can I ask you something? Were you a 60 00:03:30,360 --> 00:03:32,240 Speaker 3: part is it one hundred and seventy third? Is that 61 00:03:32,280 --> 00:03:34,880 Speaker 3: who you were a part of at Ristreppa? What unit 62 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:36,280 Speaker 3: were you with with us at Restreppa? 63 00:03:37,360 --> 00:03:37,760 Speaker 1: Well, Yeah. 64 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:39,680 Speaker 4: At that time in the war, they were starting to 65 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:42,320 Speaker 4: kind of change brigades and battalions, so they were making 66 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:44,880 Speaker 4: something called a VCT of Brigade Combat Team. So the 67 00:03:44,880 --> 00:03:48,200 Speaker 4: one seventy third Airborne Brigade Combat Team abc T. Well, 68 00:03:48,320 --> 00:03:51,680 Speaker 4: it consisted of two paratrutemeantry regiments, second the five h 69 00:03:51,720 --> 00:03:54,080 Speaker 4: third and first of the five away and well it. 70 00:03:54,080 --> 00:03:55,360 Speaker 1: Became first of the final third. 71 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:59,240 Speaker 4: So I was at a company second Latune, second of 72 00:03:59,240 --> 00:04:02,040 Speaker 4: the five oh third ariastrodimetry regiment of the one third, 73 00:04:02,280 --> 00:04:03,160 Speaker 4: one of. 74 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:05,560 Speaker 3: The one seventy third. And that's out of Aviano, right Italy. 75 00:04:06,320 --> 00:04:08,000 Speaker 1: No, that's where we jump out of it. It's out 76 00:04:08,000 --> 00:04:08,760 Speaker 1: of Vicenza. 77 00:04:08,880 --> 00:04:11,000 Speaker 4: So it's an hour and a half or two hours 78 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:13,080 Speaker 4: south of Aviano, but that's where we go to jump, 79 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:13,920 Speaker 4: is obvious. 80 00:04:14,520 --> 00:04:16,520 Speaker 3: So are you a thirteen Fox series? Is that what 81 00:04:16,560 --> 00:04:18,920 Speaker 3: that would be? Uh? Go? Are you a Ford? No? 82 00:04:19,720 --> 00:04:21,520 Speaker 1: I was an eleven Bravo. That was an eleven. 83 00:04:21,320 --> 00:04:26,200 Speaker 3: Eleven Bravo just all infantry, yep. So no no Ford 84 00:04:26,240 --> 00:04:27,920 Speaker 3: observers in that mix or nothing like that. 85 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:31,799 Speaker 4: With the we had one attached ta yeah and yeah, 86 00:04:31,839 --> 00:04:33,400 Speaker 4: he was actually right next to me when I got 87 00:04:33,400 --> 00:04:34,040 Speaker 4: shot in the head. 88 00:04:34,200 --> 00:04:35,520 Speaker 1: Awesome, dude, he called our fire. 89 00:04:35,560 --> 00:04:37,320 Speaker 4: I mean, we were dropping eighty ninety percent of the 90 00:04:38,240 --> 00:04:41,520 Speaker 4: uh the indirect fire assets in Afghanistan at that time 91 00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:43,640 Speaker 4: for those fifteen months. Like it was all our one, 92 00:04:43,680 --> 00:04:46,440 Speaker 4: five fives, our one twenties are our jade ms, the 93 00:04:46,480 --> 00:04:49,039 Speaker 4: A tens Just like you live near us. 94 00:04:48,920 --> 00:04:50,800 Speaker 3: They're like, we're just gonna park here, Okay, we got 95 00:04:50,839 --> 00:04:53,560 Speaker 3: fo real parking. Like you're like, we need a burt. 96 00:04:54,320 --> 00:04:57,160 Speaker 3: They're coming through and you're saying a lot of acronyms, 97 00:04:57,200 --> 00:04:59,960 Speaker 3: and for somebody that doesn't really live in the acronym world, 98 00:05:00,160 --> 00:05:02,479 Speaker 3: you know, I mean you're talking about artillery and the 99 00:05:02,560 --> 00:05:06,400 Speaker 3: rounds coming out of these guns. Let's quote unquote call 100 00:05:06,440 --> 00:05:10,400 Speaker 3: them big boys, like and dropping out of aircraft. Jadam's right. 101 00:05:10,440 --> 00:05:15,440 Speaker 3: That's like a huge munition that has multiple abilities to navigate. 102 00:05:17,040 --> 00:05:19,800 Speaker 4: Yeah, anything you see above your head, and like depending 103 00:05:19,880 --> 00:05:21,680 Speaker 4: on where we were on the mountain side, you know, 104 00:05:22,080 --> 00:05:25,320 Speaker 4: certain aircraft can't go they have altitude ceilings. So we 105 00:05:25,960 --> 00:05:29,480 Speaker 4: A tens that's the low flying kind of slower jet, 106 00:05:29,560 --> 00:05:32,720 Speaker 4: but huge cannons like Batman cannons on it. 107 00:05:32,720 --> 00:05:37,240 Speaker 3: And thirty millimeter thirty milimeter gatling gun, right and the 108 00:05:37,279 --> 00:05:39,760 Speaker 3: plane is built around the gun. It's like, well, how 109 00:05:39,760 --> 00:05:41,520 Speaker 3: do we make this gun fly? And they're like, make 110 00:05:41,560 --> 00:05:45,800 Speaker 3: it look like a hog, a wart hog with the logging. Yeah, exactly, 111 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:48,200 Speaker 3: the war hog. You know, put some shark teeth on it. 112 00:05:48,240 --> 00:05:50,600 Speaker 3: That should carry it. You know, you're like, all right 113 00:05:50,880 --> 00:05:55,719 Speaker 3: and so, but it has great capability but limited ammo. Right, Like, 114 00:05:55,800 --> 00:05:57,479 Speaker 3: you guys could probably use like three of the straight 115 00:05:57,560 --> 00:05:59,160 Speaker 3: same runs from the same guy, but he can come 116 00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:01,920 Speaker 3: in and it's like he's got to go kind of 117 00:06:01,960 --> 00:06:04,280 Speaker 3: relow because he burns everything up so quick on runs. 118 00:06:04,880 --> 00:06:07,560 Speaker 4: But we were dropping all the artillery one five fives 119 00:06:07,560 --> 00:06:10,680 Speaker 4: with the big cannons and one oh fives and then mortars. 120 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:11,680 Speaker 1: Are the tubes that you drop it. 121 00:06:11,800 --> 00:06:14,800 Speaker 4: So we were just taking and using those more than 122 00:06:14,800 --> 00:06:16,320 Speaker 4: anybody else in country at that time. 123 00:06:17,120 --> 00:06:18,680 Speaker 3: And the reason why it was such, I mean, you 124 00:06:18,720 --> 00:06:21,760 Speaker 3: guys were in a position of power at that outpost. 125 00:06:21,880 --> 00:06:24,200 Speaker 3: It was like high ground. You guys were able to 126 00:06:24,200 --> 00:06:27,640 Speaker 3: see around you and down and you know kind of 127 00:06:27,640 --> 00:06:29,800 Speaker 3: had the high ground. The sun art of war. I 128 00:06:29,800 --> 00:06:31,600 Speaker 3: was gonna say, sun sue but out of war, right, 129 00:06:31,640 --> 00:06:32,359 Speaker 3: is that what I'm thinking? 130 00:06:33,120 --> 00:06:36,440 Speaker 4: Well, yeah, because the Cornal outpost where the company area 131 00:06:36,520 --> 00:06:38,680 Speaker 4: was set was at the base of the valley, and 132 00:06:38,720 --> 00:06:40,800 Speaker 4: then once we got there. Tenth Mountain held it for 133 00:06:40,839 --> 00:06:43,040 Speaker 4: a little while before we got and when we came 134 00:06:43,080 --> 00:06:46,720 Speaker 4: into country, they just decided to start stationing platoons in 135 00:06:46,760 --> 00:06:48,960 Speaker 4: the fighting positions of the Taliban. So they were like, well, 136 00:06:48,960 --> 00:06:50,360 Speaker 4: they're keep shooting at us from up there, so why 137 00:06:50,360 --> 00:06:52,080 Speaker 4: don't you guys just go build. 138 00:06:51,800 --> 00:06:52,880 Speaker 1: Something in that spot. 139 00:06:53,080 --> 00:06:55,520 Speaker 4: And we just hijacked their areas, which they had like 140 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:58,320 Speaker 4: dug out fighting positions. All the brass from the ak's 141 00:06:58,360 --> 00:07:01,640 Speaker 4: and the pkms, the Afghan weapons was just all over 142 00:07:01,680 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 4: the ground and we just kind of we just kind 143 00:07:03,760 --> 00:07:05,200 Speaker 4: of devoted their areas. 144 00:07:05,400 --> 00:07:08,680 Speaker 3: And but it. 145 00:07:10,400 --> 00:07:12,760 Speaker 4: Was like two and a half hour walk up this mountain, 146 00:07:12,960 --> 00:07:15,320 Speaker 4: where at certain points there was ropes tied to trees 147 00:07:15,320 --> 00:07:18,120 Speaker 4: because it was just so steep, so you know, there 148 00:07:18,160 --> 00:07:19,720 Speaker 4: was no way to drive up there, so anything we 149 00:07:19,760 --> 00:07:22,200 Speaker 4: got was airlifted by a helicopter and dropped to us. 150 00:07:22,960 --> 00:07:24,880 Speaker 4: So the first night we went up, it was sandbags 151 00:07:24,880 --> 00:07:26,640 Speaker 4: and pick axes and shovels and we just dug a 152 00:07:26,680 --> 00:07:30,840 Speaker 4: little semicircle with sandbags and hunkered down there. And the 153 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:32,920 Speaker 4: next morning, you know, they thought they were like, hey, 154 00:07:33,000 --> 00:07:34,000 Speaker 4: you know, they took our spot. 155 00:07:34,720 --> 00:07:36,920 Speaker 1: So we just got rocked, you know. And that's why 156 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:37,760 Speaker 1: I ran into. 157 00:07:37,560 --> 00:07:39,280 Speaker 4: A guy years later from the Department of the Army 158 00:07:39,360 --> 00:07:42,480 Speaker 4: Historical Society and I didn't know this, and he informed me, said, oh, 159 00:07:42,960 --> 00:07:44,560 Speaker 4: you know you were part of the Restreppow crew and 160 00:07:44,560 --> 00:07:45,760 Speaker 4: I said yeah, and he said, you know, you guys 161 00:07:45,800 --> 00:07:48,120 Speaker 4: set a couple of records for engagements during the GUOT 162 00:07:48,120 --> 00:07:50,720 Speaker 4: And I said, oh, that's he said, yeah, two thousand 163 00:07:51,880 --> 00:07:55,400 Speaker 4: September two thousand and seven, it was like one hundred 164 00:07:55,400 --> 00:07:57,160 Speaker 4: and eleven firefights in that month. 165 00:07:57,480 --> 00:07:59,200 Speaker 1: I think we had fourteen and one day in that month. 166 00:07:59,240 --> 00:08:01,320 Speaker 4: I mean, we were just getting rocks non stop because 167 00:08:01,320 --> 00:08:03,560 Speaker 4: we were right in their backyard, you know, and the 168 00:08:03,560 --> 00:08:05,160 Speaker 4: maneuverability was nothing. 169 00:08:05,240 --> 00:08:06,240 Speaker 1: We couldn't go anywhere. 170 00:08:06,720 --> 00:08:10,720 Speaker 3: Bro. Bro. Yeah. And if you haven't seen the documentary Strepo, 171 00:08:10,760 --> 00:08:14,080 Speaker 3: it's very humbling. It's funny. There's some moments of like 172 00:08:14,360 --> 00:08:16,680 Speaker 3: you guys being you and then all of a sudden 173 00:08:16,720 --> 00:08:19,520 Speaker 3: coming in fire wearing shorts and no shirts and just 174 00:08:19,520 --> 00:08:23,960 Speaker 3: like it's it's it's just Lord of the Flies, but 175 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:25,239 Speaker 3: with some chain of command. 176 00:08:25,760 --> 00:08:28,560 Speaker 4: It's just like I describe it as Lord of the 177 00:08:28,560 --> 00:08:30,960 Speaker 4: Flies to people, because I'm like, nobody ever came up 178 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:33,520 Speaker 4: there besides our basic command. 179 00:08:33,559 --> 00:08:34,640 Speaker 1: Every couple of months, you'd. 180 00:08:34,440 --> 00:08:36,320 Speaker 4: Get a general, you know, call over the ready like hey, 181 00:08:36,360 --> 00:08:38,200 Speaker 4: I want to SEEPI strepo and we'd be like okay. 182 00:08:38,200 --> 00:08:39,439 Speaker 4: So we get to call like hey, you need to 183 00:08:39,440 --> 00:08:41,600 Speaker 4: shave up and actually put something on, and we'd all 184 00:08:41,600 --> 00:08:43,600 Speaker 4: sit on the edge and look down and the helicopter 185 00:08:43,600 --> 00:08:45,880 Speaker 4: would land and we could see them explaining like all right, 186 00:08:45,920 --> 00:08:48,040 Speaker 4: you know, general, like we you're gonna have to walk 187 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:51,040 Speaker 4: up there, and he'd be like, oh, okay, well next time. 188 00:08:51,080 --> 00:08:52,959 Speaker 4: Then they never came, you know, so we just sat 189 00:08:53,000 --> 00:08:56,319 Speaker 4: up there waiting for him. So yeah, we were fighting shirtless. 190 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:57,760 Speaker 4: I think at one point you can see Nisha had 191 00:08:57,760 --> 00:09:00,040 Speaker 4: cut his boots into what looked like bowling shoes, and 192 00:09:01,600 --> 00:09:03,720 Speaker 4: we just you know, I mean, we went like eighty 193 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,839 Speaker 4: eighty some odd days without changing our clothes. 194 00:09:05,840 --> 00:09:07,840 Speaker 1: Your pants were so like crusty, they would just stand 195 00:09:07,920 --> 00:09:10,360 Speaker 1: up on their own. Yes, here's what it is, you know, 196 00:09:11,360 --> 00:09:12,240 Speaker 1: for fifty straight. 197 00:09:12,960 --> 00:09:14,720 Speaker 3: Yeah, dude, just getting it dropped off to you. Did 198 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:17,160 Speaker 3: they ever drop anything like other than mrs to you? 199 00:09:17,200 --> 00:09:19,480 Speaker 3: Like anybody's like yo, here. Man, here's some like, you know, 200 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:21,960 Speaker 3: some butterfingers or something. Man, keep you guys going. 201 00:09:22,679 --> 00:09:24,120 Speaker 1: Every now and again, the pilots would. 202 00:09:24,160 --> 00:09:26,880 Speaker 4: It was funny because the pilots would for Thanksgiving, they 203 00:09:26,880 --> 00:09:28,440 Speaker 4: did bring us a couple of things, but they. 204 00:09:28,320 --> 00:09:30,040 Speaker 1: Would open their their their door. 205 00:09:30,120 --> 00:09:32,160 Speaker 4: They had the sling load with the official stuff that 206 00:09:32,200 --> 00:09:33,400 Speaker 4: we give us, and then they kind of throw us 207 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:35,319 Speaker 4: out trash bags and stuff that they had gotten that 208 00:09:35,360 --> 00:09:38,600 Speaker 4: different basis, most notably like books. Was awesome because we 209 00:09:38,600 --> 00:09:40,600 Speaker 4: were like, man, we're just sitting up here whoodling our 210 00:09:40,600 --> 00:09:44,080 Speaker 4: fingers or fighting or digging, you know, pulling guard. So 211 00:09:44,120 --> 00:09:45,480 Speaker 4: they would they would kind of throw us to your 212 00:09:45,480 --> 00:09:47,760 Speaker 4: little lickys and chewies. But like the one time the 213 00:09:47,840 --> 00:09:50,680 Speaker 4: dude gave us a boxer like hot sauces for uh 214 00:09:51,360 --> 00:09:53,360 Speaker 4: for for the mrs. And we were so pumped. We're like, 215 00:09:53,640 --> 00:09:55,679 Speaker 4: we got like three hot sauces. We like, we make 216 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,800 Speaker 4: these things. And it might have been an hour or 217 00:09:57,840 --> 00:09:59,600 Speaker 4: two later we got into a firefight and it got 218 00:09:59,760 --> 00:10:01,960 Speaker 4: rock and some dude walked out of this hoop's just 219 00:10:02,000 --> 00:10:06,520 Speaker 4: covered in hot sauce because it destroyed. And we were like, no, 220 00:10:06,760 --> 00:10:08,280 Speaker 4: the hot sauce, come here. 221 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:10,280 Speaker 3: We love each other absolutely, lock some of that off 222 00:10:10,320 --> 00:10:15,720 Speaker 3: your chair. Oh dude, Oh bro, So I love that 223 00:10:15,760 --> 00:10:18,120 Speaker 3: you can still smile today. I know there's a lot 224 00:10:18,160 --> 00:10:20,200 Speaker 3: that goes down in a firefight. You know that you 225 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:23,560 Speaker 3: guys have to compartimentalize and just move forward through. And 226 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:27,120 Speaker 3: you know Ristreppo came, you spent so much time there. 227 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:30,160 Speaker 3: They shut down that outpost. I think after you guys 228 00:10:30,160 --> 00:10:32,319 Speaker 3: were there, right, wasn't it like kind of like dissolved 229 00:10:32,400 --> 00:10:34,560 Speaker 3: or like we're not gonna need it a later? 230 00:10:34,920 --> 00:10:37,240 Speaker 1: First first introy Division videos. 231 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:40,840 Speaker 4: First, they had just been changed from neck and eyes 232 00:10:41,000 --> 00:10:44,000 Speaker 4: some means they were in strikers to light infantry and 233 00:10:44,040 --> 00:10:45,839 Speaker 4: they got to take it for a little while. And 234 00:10:46,080 --> 00:10:47,400 Speaker 4: I don't know where it went from there, but I 235 00:10:47,440 --> 00:10:49,880 Speaker 4: do know it got destroyed before the pullout. 236 00:10:50,360 --> 00:10:52,280 Speaker 1: Somebody I ran into somebody who was an EOD guy 237 00:10:52,280 --> 00:10:53,640 Speaker 1: and he had a video then bringing it. 238 00:10:53,600 --> 00:10:54,120 Speaker 3: To blow up. 239 00:10:54,200 --> 00:10:56,480 Speaker 4: And to be honest with you, that that hurt more 240 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:59,559 Speaker 4: than seeing the pull out of Afghanistan, because I was like, man, 241 00:10:59,600 --> 00:11:02,120 Speaker 4: I spent so much time digging that like hole right there. 242 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:05,120 Speaker 3: Yeah, you have no idea that the wind kept blowing 243 00:11:05,160 --> 00:11:06,160 Speaker 3: and I finally fixed it. 244 00:11:06,200 --> 00:11:09,520 Speaker 4: Guys, yeah, like all the spots we built and they 245 00:11:09,600 --> 00:11:11,199 Speaker 4: just blew it up and they thought, you know, there 246 00:11:11,240 --> 00:11:13,240 Speaker 4: was cheers and I was like, man, that sucks, because 247 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:15,520 Speaker 4: it's a fond memory for me. Yeah, there was a 248 00:11:15,520 --> 00:11:17,640 Speaker 4: lot of bad things that happened, but still it's a 249 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:19,760 Speaker 4: very fun place to me for my brother. 250 00:11:20,040 --> 00:11:22,439 Speaker 3: How old were you when you went through that changing 251 00:11:22,480 --> 00:11:23,120 Speaker 3: of your life. 252 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:25,120 Speaker 1: I had my twenty first birthday there. 253 00:11:25,280 --> 00:11:28,240 Speaker 3: Oh wow, that's gnarly dude. And so you were in 254 00:11:28,280 --> 00:11:30,080 Speaker 3: since you were just a young man seventeen. Did you 255 00:11:30,120 --> 00:11:31,760 Speaker 3: enlist after school or in school or what? 256 00:11:31,880 --> 00:11:32,080 Speaker 1: Yeah? 257 00:11:32,120 --> 00:11:33,720 Speaker 4: I listened after school and I had a one year 258 00:11:33,720 --> 00:11:36,480 Speaker 4: delayed entry program. Tried college for a minute. It didn't 259 00:11:36,520 --> 00:11:38,480 Speaker 4: really work out, so I ended up going getting in 260 00:11:38,520 --> 00:11:41,440 Speaker 4: the infantry. I was about nineteen and then immediately pretty 261 00:11:41,520 --> 00:11:43,439 Speaker 4: much training and to pulling straight to there. 262 00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:45,959 Speaker 1: That was my first taste of combat, you know. And 263 00:11:46,920 --> 00:11:48,480 Speaker 1: you know, at the time, so many people were in 264 00:11:48,520 --> 00:11:48,840 Speaker 1: to SAWF. 265 00:11:48,880 --> 00:11:51,840 Speaker 4: I became soft later on, but nobody knew what the 266 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:54,959 Speaker 4: just the old grunts, you know, the old the eleven 267 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:57,079 Speaker 4: bang bangs were doing. The infantry was just out there 268 00:11:57,280 --> 00:12:00,240 Speaker 4: just sucking and ate. It's funny. At one point f 269 00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:01,960 Speaker 4: team came in to kind of pass through. A Special 270 00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:04,040 Speaker 4: Forces team passed through and they just stopped for a minute, 271 00:12:04,240 --> 00:12:05,640 Speaker 4: looked around for a couple of hours and like, what 272 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:07,480 Speaker 4: are you guys doing up here? And we're like, they 273 00:12:07,480 --> 00:12:08,920 Speaker 4: told us to be up here. You know, we're like 274 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:12,240 Speaker 4: by a burn borough that we made. It's cold and 275 00:12:12,320 --> 00:12:14,960 Speaker 4: you know, and so but we were doing what we were 276 00:12:14,920 --> 00:12:17,559 Speaker 4: told as as just young infantrymen and it was great. 277 00:12:17,640 --> 00:12:20,520 Speaker 1: I look look back on it fondly. I really did. 278 00:12:21,120 --> 00:12:23,520 Speaker 3: Were you inspired by any of those SF guys to 279 00:12:23,559 --> 00:12:26,240 Speaker 3: then follow through with the SF program where they just 280 00:12:26,280 --> 00:12:27,960 Speaker 3: like out there doing a stress test and they come 281 00:12:28,000 --> 00:12:30,040 Speaker 3: across you, You're like, what are you guys doing up here? 282 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:32,360 Speaker 3: Like we're just chill, We like walk through, we walk 283 00:12:32,400 --> 00:12:33,880 Speaker 3: on water. Why are you here? You know? 284 00:12:34,360 --> 00:12:36,640 Speaker 4: Yeah, we thought they were cool, man, We thought and 285 00:12:37,640 --> 00:12:40,839 Speaker 4: your interactions with SF guys very obviously depending on who 286 00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:43,280 Speaker 4: you get. But I had tried to go s F 287 00:12:43,320 --> 00:12:44,920 Speaker 4: when I was younger, right off, right off the street, 288 00:12:44,960 --> 00:12:45,679 Speaker 4: and it didn't work out. 289 00:12:45,720 --> 00:12:47,520 Speaker 1: I was too immature and you know, a nineteen I 290 00:12:47,520 --> 00:12:48,360 Speaker 1: didn't know what I was doing. 291 00:12:48,800 --> 00:12:50,800 Speaker 4: So you know, I got a non select from the 292 00:12:50,880 --> 00:12:53,600 Speaker 4: selection course just saying I was immature, ended up going 293 00:12:53,640 --> 00:12:56,000 Speaker 4: to the one seventy third Airborne and then later on 294 00:12:56,120 --> 00:12:59,320 Speaker 4: seeing them multiple times, you know in BDUs with their 295 00:12:59,320 --> 00:13:01,280 Speaker 4: beards when we had quick reaction where we'd go and 296 00:13:01,280 --> 00:13:03,360 Speaker 4: help people and then they were they would just kind 297 00:13:03,360 --> 00:13:04,880 Speaker 4: of show up and I was like, Wow, they're cool. 298 00:13:04,880 --> 00:13:08,640 Speaker 4: And I remember one time I was pulling guard. I 299 00:13:08,640 --> 00:13:10,120 Speaker 4: don't know what I was doing. I was pulling guard 300 00:13:10,120 --> 00:13:11,640 Speaker 4: somewhere and I was just standing in the rain as 301 00:13:11,640 --> 00:13:15,120 Speaker 4: an infantreatment does, like like pretty pretty cold rain, and 302 00:13:15,160 --> 00:13:16,480 Speaker 4: this dude kind of looked at me and he. 303 00:13:16,480 --> 00:13:17,679 Speaker 1: Was like, what are you guarding? 304 00:13:17,760 --> 00:13:19,959 Speaker 4: And I was like that the radios or whatever, and 305 00:13:20,000 --> 00:13:22,920 Speaker 4: he's like, well, it's twenty one days to a Better life, 306 00:13:23,080 --> 00:13:24,200 Speaker 4: which is insinuating. 307 00:13:24,280 --> 00:13:26,520 Speaker 1: Go back to selection. So yeah, I did. I did 308 00:13:26,559 --> 00:13:28,199 Speaker 1: definitely get it inspired by then. 309 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:30,800 Speaker 4: It was my wife, my now wife, ultimately that inspired 310 00:13:30,800 --> 00:13:33,400 Speaker 4: me because she later asked me after I met her, like, well, 311 00:13:34,160 --> 00:13:35,640 Speaker 4: you tried this thing and it didn't work out, like 312 00:13:35,679 --> 00:13:37,920 Speaker 4: you should probably try again, And it kind of dug 313 00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:39,520 Speaker 4: into me and I was like, all right, lot again. 314 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:41,760 Speaker 3: You gotta show off for the girl, bro, you gotta 315 00:13:41,800 --> 00:13:43,440 Speaker 3: do it for the girl. You're like, oh, she wants 316 00:13:43,520 --> 00:13:45,319 Speaker 3: the door open it, okay, I got this. Oh she 317 00:13:45,360 --> 00:13:47,920 Speaker 3: wants some green break, No problem, right, let me go 318 00:13:47,960 --> 00:13:50,480 Speaker 3: get a meanie on. And you know, growing up in 319 00:13:50,520 --> 00:13:53,280 Speaker 3: that culture and in that lifestyle, I thought everybody in 320 00:13:53,320 --> 00:13:55,720 Speaker 3: the military. When I'd walk with my dad holding his hand, 321 00:13:56,080 --> 00:13:57,880 Speaker 3: we'd go on an Air Force base here in Utah 322 00:13:57,920 --> 00:13:59,679 Speaker 3: and he'd go get his nets for my mom or whatever. 323 00:14:00,040 --> 00:14:02,240 Speaker 3: He'd have his bret on. We're all walking in. Dad's 324 00:14:02,240 --> 00:14:04,320 Speaker 3: got his beret on. I'm holding on Dad's hand and 325 00:14:04,440 --> 00:14:06,520 Speaker 3: some Air Force guy comes walking out wearing a truck 326 00:14:06,559 --> 00:14:08,480 Speaker 3: or hat and I said, Dad, how come he doesn't 327 00:14:08,520 --> 00:14:10,679 Speaker 3: have a beret. And he's like, come on, that's all 328 00:14:10,679 --> 00:14:13,040 Speaker 3: he would say, come on, just come on. And I'm like, oh, 329 00:14:13,080 --> 00:14:16,240 Speaker 3: doesn't everybody have a beret? No, nobody. Not everybody has 330 00:14:16,960 --> 00:14:21,480 Speaker 3: a green beret specifically, right, it's a politician, a teacher, 331 00:14:22,600 --> 00:14:26,800 Speaker 3: sometimes a soccer coach. That is all put into one 332 00:14:27,520 --> 00:14:30,960 Speaker 3: dude's brain, and he wears that green beret as a 333 00:14:30,960 --> 00:14:34,840 Speaker 3: symbol of, you know, we're just not the same, you know, 334 00:14:35,120 --> 00:14:39,400 Speaker 3: and everybody knows that. And congratulations to you for going 335 00:14:39,440 --> 00:14:42,080 Speaker 3: through all of that and going through your selections and 336 00:14:42,120 --> 00:14:45,720 Speaker 3: going through your Q course and going through SEER. Okay, 337 00:14:45,720 --> 00:14:49,600 Speaker 3: so Q course his qualification course, SERE his survival, evasion, 338 00:14:49,680 --> 00:14:52,760 Speaker 3: resistance and escape. So they can pretty much like try 339 00:14:52,800 --> 00:14:57,560 Speaker 3: to proof you from giving up information. Ye, any stories 340 00:14:57,600 --> 00:15:00,360 Speaker 3: from syr that ring out in your head right now? 341 00:15:01,160 --> 00:15:03,040 Speaker 4: I mean, you know, I'm pretty heavily tattooed, So I 342 00:15:03,440 --> 00:15:05,200 Speaker 4: always go back to the me standing on a log 343 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:10,480 Speaker 4: completely naked, pretending to fly like an airplane while the captors, 344 00:15:10,520 --> 00:15:12,520 Speaker 4: you know, made me say, look at me, I'm the 345 00:15:12,560 --> 00:15:14,000 Speaker 4: painted man you. 346 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:15,080 Speaker 3: Know, has no kidding. 347 00:15:15,720 --> 00:15:17,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, you. 348 00:15:17,160 --> 00:15:19,400 Speaker 3: Know, my dad didn't warn me about tattoos. He's like, 349 00:15:19,400 --> 00:15:20,600 Speaker 3: you know, if you have a tattoo and you go 350 00:15:20,640 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 3: in the military er and you know, if you get captured, 351 00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:25,480 Speaker 3: you know they're gonna flay every layer of your skin 352 00:15:25,560 --> 00:15:28,360 Speaker 3: off while you sit there trying not to give out. 353 00:15:28,400 --> 00:15:30,040 Speaker 3: If they're gonna flay, and they're gonna know the ink, 354 00:15:30,320 --> 00:15:32,000 Speaker 3: and they're gonna know where it was put on you, 355 00:15:32,160 --> 00:15:34,000 Speaker 3: and they're gonna know all these things. He would scare 356 00:15:34,080 --> 00:15:35,880 Speaker 3: me so bad to get a tattoo. Well guess what, Dad, 357 00:15:36,080 --> 00:15:39,800 Speaker 3: I got a tattoo. Now where are you at? But seriously, 358 00:15:39,880 --> 00:15:40,920 Speaker 3: he was serious about that. 359 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:43,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, well, your dad was a Vietnam guy, you know. 360 00:15:43,400 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 4: And I feel like I feel like, man, they take 361 00:15:47,400 --> 00:15:50,080 Speaker 4: see you a little more seriously with the Green Berets. 362 00:15:50,080 --> 00:15:50,480 Speaker 3: I don't know. 363 00:15:50,520 --> 00:15:51,960 Speaker 4: I don't know what the Seals go through, but I 364 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,040 Speaker 4: know pilots and certain support people have to go through 365 00:15:54,200 --> 00:15:57,480 Speaker 4: modified versions this year. But we get the full kitting kaboodle, 366 00:15:57,520 --> 00:16:01,320 Speaker 4: you know, we get the naked, the cold water, torture, slapping, everything. 367 00:16:01,520 --> 00:16:04,880 Speaker 4: And it's because the predominantly the guys that were captured 368 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:08,200 Speaker 4: in Vietnam were green brace. The guy who invented, actually 369 00:16:08,240 --> 00:16:10,240 Speaker 4: pioneered at Seer School was Nick Roe, who was a 370 00:16:10,240 --> 00:16:12,520 Speaker 4: green brain who wrote a book, five Years to Freedom, 371 00:16:12,560 --> 00:16:15,440 Speaker 4: you know, and it's his his memoir being captured for 372 00:16:15,520 --> 00:16:18,200 Speaker 4: five years. So he pretty much stood up Seiar School. 373 00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:19,960 Speaker 4: So I feel like they put a little more emphasis 374 00:16:19,960 --> 00:16:22,200 Speaker 4: on it for us. And plus the documentary had just 375 00:16:22,280 --> 00:16:24,560 Speaker 4: kind of come out with strepfle and I was terrified 376 00:16:24,600 --> 00:16:26,440 Speaker 4: that they had like print outs of. 377 00:16:26,520 --> 00:16:29,080 Speaker 1: Me, and I was like, Manna, they're gonna just swag me. 378 00:16:30,520 --> 00:16:33,560 Speaker 3: Oh bro, yeah, because now you're like Hollywood. You're not 379 00:16:33,640 --> 00:16:36,840 Speaker 3: just painted man, You're like painted Hollywood man. Per se 380 00:16:36,880 --> 00:16:40,120 Speaker 3: by being injured, stripped that Oh you got some creds. Oh, 381 00:16:40,200 --> 00:16:42,280 Speaker 3: I can only imagine, you know, like the attitude that 382 00:16:42,320 --> 00:16:44,720 Speaker 3: instructor would have if they found any intel on you. 383 00:16:45,240 --> 00:16:46,400 Speaker 1: Yoh yeah it was. 384 00:16:46,480 --> 00:16:49,240 Speaker 4: It was Hollywood is kind of an understatement, man, because 385 00:16:49,280 --> 00:16:51,800 Speaker 4: for a while they showed restruffle. So when I went 386 00:16:51,840 --> 00:16:54,480 Speaker 4: through Basic, you go through this like improcessing center for 387 00:16:54,480 --> 00:16:56,320 Speaker 4: two weeks and then you report to basic training. 388 00:16:56,400 --> 00:16:58,360 Speaker 1: So you're like getting your duffel bag with your gear 389 00:16:58,360 --> 00:16:59,920 Speaker 1: and you're sliding down the bench, you know, as they're 390 00:16:59,920 --> 00:17:02,440 Speaker 1: like the women just throw like uniforms, boots and hats 391 00:17:02,440 --> 00:17:04,720 Speaker 1: in this bag and they have TVs. 392 00:17:04,840 --> 00:17:06,560 Speaker 4: And when I went through, it was Banded Brothers and 393 00:17:06,560 --> 00:17:09,760 Speaker 4: Gladiator played on a Loui NonStop. I found out later 394 00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:13,680 Speaker 4: that later that the later generations watched for Streppa on 395 00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:15,359 Speaker 4: a loop. And I didn't realize it until I was 396 00:17:15,400 --> 00:17:18,160 Speaker 4: walking through the Atlanta Airport. Most infantry men are graduating 397 00:17:18,200 --> 00:17:21,000 Speaker 4: from Fort Benning, Georgia and then going to Atlanta Airport 398 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:23,560 Speaker 4: to fly out Hartsfield Airport to fly out. 399 00:17:23,480 --> 00:17:24,000 Speaker 1: To their unit. 400 00:17:24,280 --> 00:17:26,320 Speaker 4: And I got like mobbed, and mind you, I was 401 00:17:26,359 --> 00:17:28,679 Speaker 4: coming back from Afghanistan as a Green bray. I had 402 00:17:28,680 --> 00:17:30,960 Speaker 4: a beard. I had really long hair that came and 403 00:17:31,000 --> 00:17:34,159 Speaker 4: flipped up and they were like, oh, it's him. And 404 00:17:34,480 --> 00:17:35,919 Speaker 4: I had to walk up to the drill sergeant. It 405 00:17:35,960 --> 00:17:38,919 Speaker 4: was like, why do why do two hundred privates know 406 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:41,560 Speaker 4: who I am? And they're like, oh, man, we played 407 00:17:41,560 --> 00:17:42,919 Speaker 4: that thing on a loop and they just watch it 408 00:17:42,920 --> 00:17:43,280 Speaker 4: all day. 409 00:17:43,280 --> 00:17:44,520 Speaker 1: And I was like, Okay, well. 410 00:17:44,800 --> 00:17:48,879 Speaker 3: Great, So I am sitting with the one and only 411 00:17:49,000 --> 00:17:52,160 Speaker 3: Kyle Steiner from boot camp. Ladies and gentlemen, Okay, if 412 00:17:52,160 --> 00:17:54,679 Speaker 3: you watch that video, he is here with me today 413 00:17:54,720 --> 00:17:57,160 Speaker 3: and I am thanking you for joining us. This dude 414 00:17:57,200 --> 00:18:00,480 Speaker 3: is great. So far, so good. Lots of positive vibes 415 00:18:00,520 --> 00:18:04,200 Speaker 3: coming out of you for such toughness, dude, Okay, like 416 00:18:05,000 --> 00:18:08,240 Speaker 3: you had to go through a lot, right. So your 417 00:18:08,600 --> 00:18:12,399 Speaker 3: your Special Forces career, what was your specialty on the teams? 418 00:18:12,400 --> 00:18:14,800 Speaker 3: Were you like an eighteen echo radio guy or were 419 00:18:14,800 --> 00:18:19,040 Speaker 3: you the Delta of Bravo which is armor, YEP. 420 00:18:19,960 --> 00:18:21,919 Speaker 4: Weapons and tactics. That's how I got into it. I 421 00:18:21,960 --> 00:18:24,159 Speaker 4: went to the Q course and I was like, you 422 00:18:24,200 --> 00:18:26,719 Speaker 4: know what, I want to get to my my ODA, 423 00:18:26,920 --> 00:18:29,000 Speaker 4: my A team as fast as possible. So I picked 424 00:18:29,040 --> 00:18:31,560 Speaker 4: the shortest routes that I could. Now my uncle's a 425 00:18:31,560 --> 00:18:33,119 Speaker 4: gun and I had a lot of backing at it, 426 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:35,200 Speaker 4: so you can write little justifications. I was like, hey, 427 00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,640 Speaker 4: my first choice, say team Bravo. I have extensive experience 428 00:18:38,160 --> 00:18:40,920 Speaker 4: with gunsmithing and stuff. And then I think they knew 429 00:18:40,960 --> 00:18:43,800 Speaker 4: who I was. And I also picked Spanish and seventh 430 00:18:43,800 --> 00:18:46,600 Speaker 4: group that didn't work out initially. I actually was put 431 00:18:46,600 --> 00:18:49,320 Speaker 4: in French first, but luckily a guy an SF guy 432 00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:49,520 Speaker 4: that I. 433 00:18:49,760 --> 00:18:51,560 Speaker 1: Saw when I was invistryman and he knew me. He 434 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:54,040 Speaker 1: had become a cadre an instructor in the course. 435 00:18:53,880 --> 00:18:56,080 Speaker 4: And he saw me and he says, he says hey, 436 00:18:56,200 --> 00:18:57,480 Speaker 4: And I was like hey, man, and he was like, 437 00:18:57,480 --> 00:18:58,440 Speaker 4: do you want to be in French. 438 00:18:58,480 --> 00:19:00,119 Speaker 1: I was like no, you know, I picked Spanish. He 439 00:19:00,160 --> 00:19:01,040 Speaker 1: was like, hold on a minute. 440 00:19:01,119 --> 00:19:03,600 Speaker 4: So he went and grabbed some random dude in Spanish 441 00:19:03,640 --> 00:19:05,919 Speaker 4: and moved him to French and moved me over to Spanish. 442 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:08,240 Speaker 4: There's a poor guy in Africa right now that it's 443 00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:08,720 Speaker 4: my fault. 444 00:19:08,720 --> 00:19:12,680 Speaker 3: And I'm like, oh, man, oh just know that dude, 445 00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:14,760 Speaker 3: that's like, you know, he's just literally he had the 446 00:19:14,760 --> 00:19:16,840 Speaker 3: power to swap you out at that point. Dude. 447 00:19:16,920 --> 00:19:18,119 Speaker 1: Yeah, he just kind of looked around. 448 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:19,639 Speaker 4: He looked at like the length of the lines and 449 00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:21,400 Speaker 4: was like, man to put him in French and put 450 00:19:21,440 --> 00:19:23,200 Speaker 4: you back in Spanish. And I ended up in that line, 451 00:19:23,240 --> 00:19:25,440 Speaker 4: walked up and said my name, like I'm supposed to 452 00:19:25,480 --> 00:19:27,720 Speaker 4: be here, and they were like all right, but yeah, 453 00:19:27,720 --> 00:19:28,720 Speaker 4: I was in eighteen Bravo. 454 00:19:29,119 --> 00:19:29,640 Speaker 1: Really cool. 455 00:19:29,720 --> 00:19:29,960 Speaker 3: Course. 456 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:31,480 Speaker 4: I love being an eighteen Bravo And I was that 457 00:19:31,640 --> 00:19:34,760 Speaker 4: for six seven years, and then I went to be 458 00:19:34,800 --> 00:19:36,879 Speaker 4: an eighteen Fox, the intelligence sergeant, which you have to 459 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:38,520 Speaker 4: get after you've done a certain amount of time as 460 00:19:38,560 --> 00:19:41,679 Speaker 4: one of the four core Moss and then so I 461 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:43,359 Speaker 4: became a Fox, did that for a couple of years. 462 00:19:43,520 --> 00:19:47,000 Speaker 4: I made E eight, and but by that time I 463 00:19:47,040 --> 00:19:49,720 Speaker 4: had I had acted as a team sargeant Operation Stargeant 464 00:19:49,840 --> 00:19:52,960 Speaker 4: for a little over half a year, and but I 465 00:19:53,000 --> 00:19:56,159 Speaker 4: had I had submitted my warn officer packet prior to 466 00:19:56,200 --> 00:19:58,880 Speaker 4: the board results for E eight, not thinking I didn't 467 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:00,440 Speaker 4: make it, just knowing I wanted to on a team. 468 00:20:00,440 --> 00:20:04,399 Speaker 1: When you go warrant, you delay the paperwork side of 469 00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:08,520 Speaker 1: the job for another six years or so. Yeah, fast 470 00:20:08,600 --> 00:20:09,960 Speaker 1: rope and you're back doing it with the boys. 471 00:20:10,000 --> 00:20:12,560 Speaker 4: You're a little slower one of my once I became 472 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:14,600 Speaker 4: a warrant officer later on down the road and people 473 00:20:14,680 --> 00:20:15,960 Speaker 4: knew who I was. I been grouped for, you know, 474 00:20:16,040 --> 00:20:18,200 Speaker 4: fifteen years. They told me that I was like the 475 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:23,080 Speaker 4: Brett Farv of the team, but like the Brett Vikings era, like, yeah, 476 00:20:23,119 --> 00:20:25,199 Speaker 4: he's still miraculous, but he's not as fast as he 477 00:20:25,240 --> 00:20:25,720 Speaker 4: once was. 478 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,399 Speaker 1: And every now and again I'll throw a pick, and 479 00:20:27,440 --> 00:20:29,040 Speaker 1: I was like, all right, well whatever. 480 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:32,199 Speaker 3: I'll take it. I'll take it, like all that, all 481 00:20:32,280 --> 00:20:34,560 Speaker 3: o that, Because did you go in as a chief 482 00:20:34,600 --> 00:20:36,879 Speaker 3: war as a warrant one and then just climb your 483 00:20:36,880 --> 00:20:40,440 Speaker 3: way up to three or chief four or five? What'd 484 00:20:40,480 --> 00:20:40,879 Speaker 3: you get. 485 00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:42,320 Speaker 1: To right now? 486 00:20:42,200 --> 00:20:42,880 Speaker 3: Two? 487 00:20:43,240 --> 00:20:44,480 Speaker 1: So I went in as a one. 488 00:20:44,560 --> 00:20:47,120 Speaker 4: Yet now they have now they have a delayed entry 489 00:20:47,160 --> 00:20:52,359 Speaker 4: where because you can't go to SF warrant without a 490 00:20:52,359 --> 00:20:54,240 Speaker 4: certain amount of time on a team, certain amount experience, 491 00:20:54,280 --> 00:20:56,160 Speaker 4: they have a way for you to get too right 492 00:20:56,200 --> 00:20:58,280 Speaker 4: off the bat that takes away two years of your 493 00:20:58,280 --> 00:20:59,200 Speaker 4: team time, so now only. 494 00:20:59,280 --> 00:21:00,840 Speaker 1: Four years additional team time. 495 00:21:01,119 --> 00:21:03,879 Speaker 4: Sure I went through right at the beginning of COVID, 496 00:21:04,000 --> 00:21:06,600 Speaker 4: so like they had the memorandum to give us two 497 00:21:06,680 --> 00:21:08,600 Speaker 4: right off the bat, I would have qualified, but it 498 00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:09,440 Speaker 4: just never got signed. 499 00:21:09,480 --> 00:21:11,000 Speaker 1: Nobody came to work for like six months. 500 00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:14,480 Speaker 3: So right, it was COVID, Dude, everybody's like, wear your mask, 501 00:21:15,840 --> 00:21:17,359 Speaker 3: you're gonna get shot out by bullets. 502 00:21:17,760 --> 00:21:20,280 Speaker 4: Yeah, Bien was a ghost town man when because I 503 00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:22,560 Speaker 4: was in the workforce when they shut it down, and 504 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:23,880 Speaker 4: like it was eerie, man. 505 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,080 Speaker 1: No courses were happening, nobody was going to work. 506 00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:27,840 Speaker 4: You can see like tumble weeds bowling across the roads, 507 00:21:27,880 --> 00:21:30,560 Speaker 4: but the warrant officer course for SF still went to work. 508 00:21:30,600 --> 00:21:32,160 Speaker 1: It was like only us just walking around. 509 00:21:32,880 --> 00:21:35,080 Speaker 3: You're like, why am I not essential? You're like, am 510 00:21:35,119 --> 00:21:37,199 Speaker 3: I not an essential person to have to like, oh 511 00:21:37,200 --> 00:21:39,760 Speaker 3: wait wait wait not essential? Like me too, man, I 512 00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:42,720 Speaker 3: have a It was the weirdest time because I had 513 00:21:42,800 --> 00:21:46,399 Speaker 3: two tactical stores that were operating during COVID and everything 514 00:21:46,480 --> 00:21:49,880 Speaker 3: shut down. But they said only essential businesses can operate. 515 00:21:49,960 --> 00:21:53,199 Speaker 3: And we sold like ballistic goggles, so a lot of 516 00:21:53,240 --> 00:21:55,320 Speaker 3: surgeons and everybody were coming in to get these goggles 517 00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:57,680 Speaker 3: for surgery, and like everybody's buying them from us. So 518 00:21:57,720 --> 00:21:59,640 Speaker 3: we got to stay open. And one time I had 519 00:21:59,640 --> 00:22:01,520 Speaker 3: the fire department come in. I'm like, oh, they're gonna 520 00:22:01,520 --> 00:22:04,280 Speaker 3: shut us down. Okay, I get to go home now, right. 521 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:07,600 Speaker 3: They're like, no, Rad, don't ever close. Don't you ever 522 00:22:07,800 --> 00:22:10,159 Speaker 3: ever close. I'm here picking up Amma for my kids. 523 00:22:10,200 --> 00:22:12,760 Speaker 3: Don't you ever close? And I'm like, I just want 524 00:22:12,760 --> 00:22:15,720 Speaker 3: to be home for three weeks too, you know, but 525 00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:18,879 Speaker 3: you know, and driving on the freeway speaking to Fort Bragg. 526 00:22:19,119 --> 00:22:21,920 Speaker 3: Driving on I fifteen, I was the only like car 527 00:22:22,400 --> 00:22:26,040 Speaker 3: driving to work up north. I just don't know how 528 00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:29,040 Speaker 3: to explain that. It was almost like when President Obama 529 00:22:29,080 --> 00:22:31,720 Speaker 3: flew into Utah, the freeway was completely empty and I 530 00:22:31,760 --> 00:22:34,639 Speaker 3: was like the last car that was like making it 531 00:22:34,680 --> 00:22:37,600 Speaker 3: through the motorcade security detail or whatever, and it was 532 00:22:37,680 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 3: empty like that. I don't know how to explain the 533 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,800 Speaker 3: barrenness unless you live through this, you know. So if 534 00:22:42,840 --> 00:22:44,840 Speaker 3: you live through COVID and you knew it was barren, 535 00:22:45,160 --> 00:22:47,800 Speaker 3: imagine tumbleweeds flying across a base where you have people 536 00:22:47,920 --> 00:22:52,800 Speaker 3: drilling and marching and moving and just complete all the 537 00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:53,680 Speaker 3: ants stopped. 538 00:22:54,480 --> 00:22:57,280 Speaker 1: Yeah. I acquainted to I am legend like we's just 539 00:22:57,320 --> 00:22:58,200 Speaker 1: walking down the road. 540 00:22:58,880 --> 00:23:03,119 Speaker 3: Yeah. It was like Vanilla Sky when Tom Cruise is 541 00:23:03,200 --> 00:23:06,200 Speaker 3: running down Times Square and he's looking around like where 542 00:23:06,359 --> 00:23:09,520 Speaker 3: is everybody? That was real that actually happened in COVID. Dude, 543 00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:13,000 Speaker 3: it's like no one's around, bro. So now we're COVID, 544 00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:16,639 Speaker 3: you know, stressed in our lives, and you're now going 545 00:23:16,640 --> 00:23:21,359 Speaker 3: through your warrant course and uh, you're already tapped up 546 00:23:21,359 --> 00:23:22,919 Speaker 3: as an SF guy. You just don't want to be 547 00:23:22,960 --> 00:23:25,000 Speaker 3: put behind a desk. I knew a lot of guys 548 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:28,560 Speaker 3: in my dad's unit. One guy he retired, but they're 549 00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:31,080 Speaker 3: like six months later, they're like, why is he still 550 00:23:31,119 --> 00:23:35,239 Speaker 3: shuffling up on the team to jump someone just brought up? 551 00:23:35,280 --> 00:23:37,639 Speaker 3: Didn't didn't he retire? And so they had to go 552 00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:40,720 Speaker 3: up to Scottie and say, hey, you retired like six 553 00:23:40,800 --> 00:23:43,560 Speaker 3: months ago or seven months ago, and he's like, ah, guys, 554 00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:49,040 Speaker 3: you know, I'm just guys loopholes. Man. 555 00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:51,399 Speaker 4: They've done good at closing him, But there used to 556 00:23:51,400 --> 00:23:53,560 Speaker 4: be loopholes for dudes to like not get jump master 557 00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:56,720 Speaker 4: school so that they could just never ascend but just 558 00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:59,040 Speaker 4: stay at this position of always being operational. 559 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:00,320 Speaker 1: And they've Army is. 560 00:24:00,359 --> 00:24:02,840 Speaker 4: Kind of caught onto that stuff. So you really got 561 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:05,120 Speaker 4: to play your cards right. And I love to look 562 00:24:05,160 --> 00:24:07,080 Speaker 4: at myself for an example. It's one of my few 563 00:24:07,119 --> 00:24:10,000 Speaker 4: bragging points that I'll say myself because I never left 564 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:13,720 Speaker 4: to be an instructor. I stayed operational the entire time, 565 00:24:13,840 --> 00:24:16,800 Speaker 4: So I have like one hundred and seventy some months 566 00:24:16,840 --> 00:24:17,919 Speaker 4: operational total. 567 00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:20,160 Speaker 3: Wow. Yeah. 568 00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:24,080 Speaker 4: I was able to change jobs, change a teams just 569 00:24:24,119 --> 00:24:26,280 Speaker 4: at the right time where they're like, oh, he's new now, 570 00:24:26,320 --> 00:24:27,880 Speaker 4: so we can't give him up for two or three years. 571 00:24:27,880 --> 00:24:30,639 Speaker 1: And I would just keep doing that to try along 572 00:24:30,720 --> 00:24:32,200 Speaker 1: my time, right. 573 00:24:32,119 --> 00:24:33,680 Speaker 3: Because you liked what you did and you wanted to 574 00:24:33,720 --> 00:24:36,760 Speaker 3: stay in that system of it. And again next thing 575 00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:38,920 Speaker 3: you know, you're like, oh, that's the outpost up there. 576 00:24:38,960 --> 00:24:41,639 Speaker 3: Well we'll check on it later. You don't want to 577 00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:42,160 Speaker 3: be that guy. 578 00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:45,600 Speaker 4: Yeah, you know, it's funny because I just wanted to 579 00:24:45,600 --> 00:24:47,560 Speaker 4: hang out with the homies. You know what my life 580 00:24:47,600 --> 00:24:49,720 Speaker 4: star my Army career started as, and what it ended 581 00:24:49,760 --> 00:24:51,880 Speaker 4: as is me just wanting to be with the boys 582 00:24:51,920 --> 00:24:54,360 Speaker 4: and do do cool stuff, you know, And that's that's 583 00:24:54,400 --> 00:24:55,200 Speaker 4: what I ended up doing. 584 00:24:55,680 --> 00:24:57,359 Speaker 3: Are you in a band? Are you in a band? 585 00:24:57,440 --> 00:24:59,480 Speaker 3: Are you a musician at all? Because you seem like 586 00:24:59,480 --> 00:25:02,399 Speaker 3: a Rocks are No. No, dude, I'm not saying it's 587 00:25:02,440 --> 00:25:04,639 Speaker 3: the tats or the slick back hair or the black shirt. 588 00:25:04,880 --> 00:25:07,200 Speaker 3: Let's see what does that shirt say? It says operation 589 00:25:07,359 --> 00:25:08,960 Speaker 3: operator mindset? Is that what it says? 590 00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:09,720 Speaker 1: Yeah? 591 00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:12,760 Speaker 3: What you repon operator mindset? What's going on there? 592 00:25:13,840 --> 00:25:15,359 Speaker 1: It's it's my business. 593 00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,600 Speaker 4: It's I've been starting to do these things where I'm 594 00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:20,960 Speaker 4: doing like leadership retreats for middle management and C suite 595 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:24,320 Speaker 4: corporate executives. But unlike most of these that you see 596 00:25:24,320 --> 00:25:26,000 Speaker 4: where it's just like, oh, come out and play war 597 00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,240 Speaker 4: or come out and do this, we're we're I'm putting 598 00:25:28,280 --> 00:25:30,520 Speaker 4: them in so like an air software, right, we run 599 00:25:30,560 --> 00:25:33,440 Speaker 4: after the flat air software where I give a little 600 00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:36,400 Speaker 4: bit of a leadership class to some of these guys 601 00:25:36,600 --> 00:25:38,520 Speaker 4: that are not getting the most other employees. And what 602 00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:40,399 Speaker 4: I do is I put them in team leader and 603 00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:43,080 Speaker 4: squad leader positions much like ranger school, and then I 604 00:25:43,160 --> 00:25:45,639 Speaker 4: have them maneuver people, and now they can see the 605 00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:46,720 Speaker 4: clarity of their guidance. 606 00:25:47,080 --> 00:25:48,800 Speaker 1: Right, Your words mean something. 607 00:25:48,880 --> 00:25:50,480 Speaker 4: You know, you've ever seen that old thing where you 608 00:25:50,560 --> 00:25:53,000 Speaker 4: have a guy kind of stand up and explain without 609 00:25:53,080 --> 00:25:55,399 Speaker 4: showing how to make a paper airplane to a class 610 00:25:55,400 --> 00:25:57,600 Speaker 4: of ten people, and you come up with ten different 611 00:25:57,640 --> 00:26:00,440 Speaker 4: paper airplanes because your words matter. So I kind of 612 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:02,560 Speaker 4: go through drills like that, where I do different things. 613 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:04,000 Speaker 4: I put them a little bit of hardship. But again, 614 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:05,720 Speaker 4: it's not like a buds type thing where I'm smoking 615 00:26:05,760 --> 00:26:09,160 Speaker 4: these these businessmen at all. It's just say, man, wellness 616 00:26:09,240 --> 00:26:11,480 Speaker 4: is important. We gotta we gotta have clarity of mine. 617 00:26:11,720 --> 00:26:13,440 Speaker 4: We sit around the fire, you know, we smoke some 618 00:26:13,480 --> 00:26:15,640 Speaker 4: cigars and have some whiskey and we talk about things. 619 00:26:16,040 --> 00:26:18,040 Speaker 1: But mostly it's trying to get them to see things 620 00:26:18,080 --> 00:26:19,440 Speaker 1: from their employees' point of view. 621 00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:23,560 Speaker 4: I also do leadership consultations with with just them individually, 622 00:26:23,640 --> 00:26:25,800 Speaker 4: and we'll go through picking up the slack for people. 623 00:26:25,800 --> 00:26:28,080 Speaker 4: So I'll do range drills, actual live range rules where 624 00:26:28,080 --> 00:26:29,840 Speaker 4: I'm like, hey, you know, his gun goes down, what 625 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:31,560 Speaker 4: are you going to do? You got to pick up fire? Right, 626 00:26:31,880 --> 00:26:34,480 Speaker 4: We're just talking guns now. It's just basic differenttry tactics. 627 00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:38,119 Speaker 4: But you know, the range doesn't lie. So if you 628 00:26:38,200 --> 00:26:40,320 Speaker 4: freeze up there, you know, how are you doing in 629 00:26:40,359 --> 00:26:40,840 Speaker 4: the boardroom? 630 00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:41,040 Speaker 3: Right? 631 00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:45,399 Speaker 4: So I equate military leadership and teamwork application to a 632 00:26:45,480 --> 00:26:47,760 Speaker 4: business setting so they can kind of see where they 633 00:26:47,880 --> 00:26:50,200 Speaker 4: where they're at under stressed and under fire, real stress 634 00:26:50,280 --> 00:26:53,119 Speaker 4: because the boardroom is not stressful compared to you know combat, 635 00:26:53,160 --> 00:26:55,119 Speaker 4: and you're just getting hit with airsoft guns in this 636 00:26:55,800 --> 00:26:56,240 Speaker 4: but that's. 637 00:26:56,160 --> 00:26:59,399 Speaker 3: Not you know, the mindset is you don't want to 638 00:26:59,440 --> 00:27:01,600 Speaker 3: get hit by said airsoft gun, right, I do this 639 00:27:01,720 --> 00:27:04,800 Speaker 3: all the time. This is my livelihood of doing kind 640 00:27:04,840 --> 00:27:06,960 Speaker 3: of the same thing you're talking about. In fact, within 641 00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,960 Speaker 3: my team that runs the operations, we're built as like 642 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:13,800 Speaker 3: a ODA. We're built as a twelve man team and 643 00:27:13,920 --> 00:27:15,760 Speaker 3: up to thirty six, so we have a little bit 644 00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,159 Speaker 3: of a rank structure, and there's different people on the 645 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:20,639 Speaker 3: team that do different things. But the point is that 646 00:27:20,720 --> 00:27:22,520 Speaker 3: that at the end of the day, they're all what 647 00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:25,920 Speaker 3: we considered rtos. My guys are all radio telephone operators. 648 00:27:25,920 --> 00:27:28,000 Speaker 3: So I'll take one guy and bet him with five 649 00:27:28,119 --> 00:27:30,879 Speaker 3: or six guys that are you know, novice, and then 650 00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:32,960 Speaker 3: I'll take another guy and the bet him with the 651 00:27:33,040 --> 00:27:36,360 Speaker 3: other six guys, and we're all talking to each other, right, 652 00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:38,520 Speaker 3: and they're working the guys, but the whole time he's 653 00:27:38,600 --> 00:27:42,560 Speaker 3: observing the leadership of that team, making sure that he's 654 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,000 Speaker 3: staying on the course of the grid and the map 655 00:27:45,080 --> 00:27:47,000 Speaker 3: and you know, whatever we have. We make a map 656 00:27:47,560 --> 00:27:50,960 Speaker 3: for the land nap based off of battleship, so you 657 00:27:51,080 --> 00:27:54,439 Speaker 3: have ABCDEFG one two, three, four, five sixty seven right, 658 00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:57,040 Speaker 3: and I'll be like, hey, yo, my guys haven't had 659 00:27:57,080 --> 00:27:59,600 Speaker 3: any contact for the last twelve minutes. Can we move 660 00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,600 Speaker 3: to hotel too. He's like, well, I'm at India too, 661 00:28:02,720 --> 00:28:05,720 Speaker 3: so let's just meet. So they start moving into Hotel India. 662 00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:08,560 Speaker 3: Next thing, you know, you just kind of guide the 663 00:28:08,640 --> 00:28:10,560 Speaker 3: team leader. You're like, sir, I think we should probably 664 00:28:10,680 --> 00:28:13,720 Speaker 3: move over to this area. Intel just came through. And 665 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:16,400 Speaker 3: however you want to do that, I'm going to fall 666 00:28:16,520 --> 00:28:18,920 Speaker 3: back into the guys and fight with you. And so 667 00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,479 Speaker 3: my whole goal is just to rto him to make 668 00:28:21,520 --> 00:28:25,000 Speaker 3: sure that he can lead their direction correctly and you know, 669 00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:27,520 Speaker 3: get it done. That's just what we do. I love 670 00:28:27,600 --> 00:28:30,800 Speaker 3: that you utilize it as well. One of the things 671 00:28:30,840 --> 00:28:33,040 Speaker 3: that my dad, former Greenbery guy, used to say, but 672 00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:37,080 Speaker 3: when I started my business was you know Aaron, Yes, 673 00:28:37,280 --> 00:28:39,680 Speaker 3: Erin is my given name, rad is my last name. 674 00:28:39,880 --> 00:28:42,640 Speaker 3: So he's like, Erin, I want you to know that 675 00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:45,280 Speaker 3: what you're doing is something that we've always needed on 676 00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:47,800 Speaker 3: the teams. I'm like, well, how Dad, He's like, well, 677 00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:49,600 Speaker 3: we would go out and do a stress test for 678 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:51,440 Speaker 3: like seventy two hours and going up and down the 679 00:28:51,480 --> 00:28:54,320 Speaker 3: mountains of Utah looking for waypoints. And at the beginning 680 00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:57,360 Speaker 3: of that, we're always told to expect contact. He's like, 681 00:28:57,480 --> 00:28:59,640 Speaker 3: so here we are, get it up, all ready to 682 00:28:59,680 --> 00:29:02,239 Speaker 3: do our Joe Live. We have our everything we need, 683 00:29:02,360 --> 00:29:04,920 Speaker 3: we're blanks, everything's ready to go. And they're moving out 684 00:29:05,080 --> 00:29:06,880 Speaker 3: and they go up a hill and at the same 685 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:08,480 Speaker 3: top of the hill is like number three, but they 686 00:29:08,520 --> 00:29:09,840 Speaker 3: can't touch it. They have to go back down to 687 00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:11,840 Speaker 3: two and then go back to three. And then at 688 00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:14,080 Speaker 3: the end of the whole stress test, there's a dude 689 00:29:14,160 --> 00:29:17,040 Speaker 3: stoking a fire and he's just like, you're good, and 690 00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:20,120 Speaker 3: he's like, where's this contact at where's this contact that 691 00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:22,680 Speaker 3: we all just like grew up expecting in our lives 692 00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:25,120 Speaker 3: as a Green Beret, you know. And he's like, that's 693 00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:28,840 Speaker 3: where Airsoft would come in to, you know, be that contact. 694 00:29:28,920 --> 00:29:32,640 Speaker 3: And today I have used that with the guys out 695 00:29:32,680 --> 00:29:36,240 Speaker 3: at the Camp Williams and whatnot as opt force. So 696 00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:38,920 Speaker 3: to see from twenty years ago, Dad saying, hey, this 697 00:29:39,040 --> 00:29:40,600 Speaker 3: is a good idea. This is how you should implement 698 00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:43,520 Speaker 3: it to how do I find my way into working 699 00:29:43,600 --> 00:29:47,000 Speaker 3: with SF guys while being not s F guy Okay, 700 00:29:48,040 --> 00:29:50,560 Speaker 3: it's interesting how that life just kind of blended together. 701 00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:53,360 Speaker 3: And I'm grateful and thankful to the nineteenth Group. I 702 00:29:53,440 --> 00:29:56,200 Speaker 3: where my Dad's ring everywhere I go. Ever since he's passed. 703 00:29:56,600 --> 00:29:58,120 Speaker 3: You know, my mom gave it to me as a gift. 704 00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:01,880 Speaker 3: He died right before my birth day and three days 705 00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:03,280 Speaker 3: later she's like, here, I want you to have this, 706 00:30:03,440 --> 00:30:05,680 Speaker 3: and I've worn it every day since twenty thirteen. Is 707 00:30:06,480 --> 00:30:08,800 Speaker 3: he was married to it, so it's on my right hand. 708 00:30:09,360 --> 00:30:11,720 Speaker 3: He was married to it on his left, so it 709 00:30:11,880 --> 00:30:14,040 Speaker 3: just rocks here. But you know, I just always look 710 00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:18,640 Speaker 3: down and I see those three you know, lightning bolts 711 00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:21,920 Speaker 3: that crossed the sword on the crest of your patch, 712 00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:25,480 Speaker 3: the Special Forces arrowhead, and I just know Sea Aaron Land, 713 00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:27,360 Speaker 3: and I just know that you guys are just the 714 00:30:27,440 --> 00:30:30,640 Speaker 3: best of the best of the best with honors. Okay, 715 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:34,120 Speaker 3: It's like, you know, I'm not trying to get teary eyed, 716 00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:35,880 Speaker 3: but it's real hard for me not to think about 717 00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:37,600 Speaker 3: my father growing up in that life. And when I 718 00:30:37,640 --> 00:30:39,720 Speaker 3: see guys like you or my close friends that are 719 00:30:39,800 --> 00:30:42,440 Speaker 3: dressed up in their full class a's I just and 720 00:30:42,800 --> 00:30:44,720 Speaker 3: and if I see a blue cord on you I'm like, 721 00:30:44,840 --> 00:30:47,760 Speaker 3: are you dad, Dad? I'm like, is that my dad? 722 00:30:48,120 --> 00:30:51,719 Speaker 3: Are you back? It's just something solemn about that uniform 723 00:30:51,800 --> 00:30:53,640 Speaker 3: that you guys would wear, in the shiny boots of 724 00:30:53,720 --> 00:30:56,000 Speaker 3: those jump boots that he would wear. And you know, 725 00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:59,720 Speaker 3: we'd go to the VA ceremonies for the veterans on 726 00:31:00,000 --> 00:31:02,280 Speaker 3: November eleventh around town and he'd be in his gear 727 00:31:02,320 --> 00:31:05,160 Speaker 3: and all these people would just clamor over to him 728 00:31:05,200 --> 00:31:06,520 Speaker 3: and like just like want to talk to him. And 729 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:08,200 Speaker 3: I'm like, day, this is my dad. What do you guys? 730 00:31:08,560 --> 00:31:10,440 Speaker 3: What you guys all surround my dad about? You know? 731 00:31:10,560 --> 00:31:13,320 Speaker 3: But you know I get it today and I just 732 00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:15,200 Speaker 3: want to say, you know, thank you for going through 733 00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:18,200 Speaker 3: that hard work of where you're at now. You know 734 00:31:18,360 --> 00:31:21,680 Speaker 3: you're still all those things built out inside, but now 735 00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:24,080 Speaker 3: you're just going to take that into a direction. That 736 00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:28,440 Speaker 3: is what I call cocoons. Right. We cocoon ourselves every 737 00:31:28,520 --> 00:31:30,720 Speaker 3: two years or so and come out with new colorful 738 00:31:30,800 --> 00:31:33,960 Speaker 3: wings of butterflies. You know. So it's like whatever cocooning 739 00:31:34,040 --> 00:31:36,920 Speaker 3: you've done and all these different wings that you've sprouted, 740 00:31:37,200 --> 00:31:40,280 Speaker 3: and now today you know, you're working with businesses, you're 741 00:31:40,320 --> 00:31:45,560 Speaker 3: trying to create successful you know leaders still still, you 742 00:31:45,640 --> 00:31:47,400 Speaker 3: know that's your that. I don't know how you're gonna 743 00:31:47,400 --> 00:31:49,040 Speaker 3: get away from them. That's why are you in a band? 744 00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:51,320 Speaker 3: I'm like, is there anything else you do besides grow people? 745 00:31:53,360 --> 00:31:55,320 Speaker 4: No, man, I love I love help plan and mentoring 746 00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:56,960 Speaker 4: dudes like dad, because you got to think about it. 747 00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:59,240 Speaker 4: You know, the military, the US military is the most 748 00:31:59,280 --> 00:32:02,440 Speaker 4: successful for relation who ever exists on planet Earth, you know, 749 00:32:03,000 --> 00:32:04,560 Speaker 4: I mean, we know how to lead people in the 750 00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:07,960 Speaker 4: most stressful situations. Ranger School is one big leadership school. 751 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:09,800 Speaker 4: People like to think it's just like this toughness school 752 00:32:09,800 --> 00:32:11,440 Speaker 4: and it sucks, lose a lot of weight and you 753 00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:12,360 Speaker 4: don't sleep very much. 754 00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:15,840 Speaker 1: But the point of it is, can you motivate thirty 755 00:32:15,960 --> 00:32:20,640 Speaker 1: guys that are starving and sleep divived to accomplish a 756 00:32:20,680 --> 00:32:23,080 Speaker 1: goal to work together while they're falling asleep, while they're 757 00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:26,680 Speaker 1: just their stomach is grumbling, they are hallucinating, they're so 758 00:32:26,800 --> 00:32:29,240 Speaker 1: sleep to five different things, you know, the hallucination stories 759 00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:33,120 Speaker 1: of Ranger School wazoo. So can you motivate them to 760 00:32:33,880 --> 00:32:36,960 Speaker 1: pull the best out of themselves when it matters? And 761 00:32:37,040 --> 00:32:40,200 Speaker 1: you take those lessons and you input it into the 762 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:43,640 Speaker 1: settings in the civilian world and it just it compounds exponentially. 763 00:32:43,680 --> 00:32:45,280 Speaker 1: It's really really something that something to see. 764 00:32:46,160 --> 00:32:48,040 Speaker 3: It really is, it really is. I mean, did you 765 00:32:48,120 --> 00:32:51,479 Speaker 3: ever get Halo qualified as a jump airborne guy? Did 766 00:32:51,520 --> 00:32:53,680 Speaker 3: you ever jump out with square shoots and whatnot? You 767 00:32:53,760 --> 00:32:56,920 Speaker 3: did all that Halo jump Master? Yeah? Did you ever 768 00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,880 Speaker 3: have any close calls doing that? Yeah? I did. 769 00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:01,040 Speaker 1: I had a close call. 770 00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:03,640 Speaker 4: It was we were doing we were doing a jump 771 00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:07,200 Speaker 4: and it was a full night wall loocker jump, so oxygen, 772 00:33:07,480 --> 00:33:11,320 Speaker 4: the mask, the night vision, the rock, the web, the rifle, everything, 773 00:33:11,480 --> 00:33:14,680 Speaker 4: and we were having we were getting graded and I 774 00:33:14,720 --> 00:33:16,720 Speaker 4: don't know what happened, but I had a guy that 775 00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:19,240 Speaker 4: was tracking me and he didn't have anything on. He 776 00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:21,040 Speaker 4: was a civilian guy from a company up in Canada, 777 00:33:21,120 --> 00:33:23,320 Speaker 4: Flight one. They're like professional skydiver. So we have him 778 00:33:23,360 --> 00:33:25,000 Speaker 4: come in and watch us in the air, see how 779 00:33:25,040 --> 00:33:28,760 Speaker 4: we're doing. And I jumped out hit the blast, and 780 00:33:28,840 --> 00:33:32,840 Speaker 4: I didn't realize that the bolt on my oxygen mask 781 00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:35,920 Speaker 4: had been loose. So it's got a snap that you 782 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:37,960 Speaker 4: snap in, but then you snap it into some some 783 00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:40,600 Speaker 4: strappees that are bolted on your helmet. I did not 784 00:33:40,760 --> 00:33:42,680 Speaker 4: realize that it was loose, so as soon as I 785 00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:45,680 Speaker 4: hit wind, it came undone and it started slapping me 786 00:33:45,760 --> 00:33:47,320 Speaker 4: in the face with the wind and it made my 787 00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:49,960 Speaker 4: nose bleed. So this I'm in, I'm in pitch dark, 788 00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:52,160 Speaker 4: but I could see the red blood kind of go 789 00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:53,800 Speaker 4: up my goggles and I was like, oh man, So 790 00:33:53,840 --> 00:33:55,920 Speaker 4: I'm trying to wipe it away and flying and I'm 791 00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:58,320 Speaker 4: bringing my hands and I'm starting to like wobble and stuff. 792 00:33:58,680 --> 00:34:01,040 Speaker 4: And I realized that I go to check my altitude 793 00:34:01,080 --> 00:34:03,760 Speaker 4: on my altimeter and my mask hit. We have a 794 00:34:03,840 --> 00:34:06,080 Speaker 4: tiny chem white that's really really small, and there's just 795 00:34:06,120 --> 00:34:08,040 Speaker 4: a it's still in this package with a square cut 796 00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:10,000 Speaker 4: in it. You crack it so it just lets out 797 00:34:10,080 --> 00:34:12,440 Speaker 4: a little bit of light to see your altitude that 798 00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:15,040 Speaker 4: had broken. But now I'm looking at my altimeter and 799 00:34:15,040 --> 00:34:19,239 Speaker 4: I've got green keem light like, so I can't see 800 00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:19,800 Speaker 4: my altitude. 801 00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:21,040 Speaker 1: I can't see through my goggles. 802 00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:23,279 Speaker 4: And I kind of look over and just see a 803 00:34:23,320 --> 00:34:25,360 Speaker 4: glimpse of the guy tracking me, and he was just 804 00:34:25,480 --> 00:34:27,120 Speaker 4: like shaking his head and he was like pointing to 805 00:34:27,239 --> 00:34:28,360 Speaker 4: like get away from everybody. 806 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:30,279 Speaker 1: So I like tracked away as far as I could 807 00:34:30,840 --> 00:34:31,400 Speaker 1: and pop my. 808 00:34:31,480 --> 00:34:35,080 Speaker 4: Shoot and just came down completely blind, blood and chem 809 00:34:35,120 --> 00:34:37,040 Speaker 4: white juice everywhere. 810 00:34:36,920 --> 00:34:40,200 Speaker 1: And like I land and that and that guy came 811 00:34:40,280 --> 00:34:42,200 Speaker 1: back behind me and he was like that was that 812 00:34:42,320 --> 00:34:44,000 Speaker 1: was wild man. That was close. And I was like, 813 00:34:44,040 --> 00:34:45,480 Speaker 1: I don't know what. I don't know what's going on. 814 00:34:45,600 --> 00:34:47,640 Speaker 4: It's funny because the riggers were all concerned with the 815 00:34:47,680 --> 00:34:50,120 Speaker 4: parachute because the chem white juice is toxic and it 816 00:34:50,160 --> 00:34:51,480 Speaker 4: can like eat through it. So they're like, we need 817 00:34:51,520 --> 00:34:53,080 Speaker 4: to get into the washing machine. And I was like, 818 00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:56,000 Speaker 4: still like all messed up, Like come on, man, help 819 00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:56,319 Speaker 4: me out. 820 00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:58,640 Speaker 3: Put me in the Washington You need the washing machine, bro, 821 00:34:58,800 --> 00:35:00,360 Speaker 3: you like, put me in the washing machine. And that 822 00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:02,759 Speaker 3: chem light juice. We used to crack those open all 823 00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:04,480 Speaker 3: the time and throw them all over us and walk 824 00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:07,279 Speaker 3: in the movie go camping and look like Predator got 825 00:35:07,400 --> 00:35:09,600 Speaker 3: us and whatnot. I mean it's that green juice from 826 00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:11,600 Speaker 3: the movie Predator. If you ever saw the predator get 827 00:35:11,640 --> 00:35:13,799 Speaker 3: shot and he leaves that green juice on a leaf, 828 00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:15,040 Speaker 3: that's the chem light. 829 00:35:16,080 --> 00:35:19,960 Speaker 4: It's really covered up. My altitude couldn't see through. They 830 00:35:19,960 --> 00:35:20,440 Speaker 4: were bloody. 831 00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:22,000 Speaker 3: I was like, this is oh my gosh. 832 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:23,080 Speaker 1: It was terrifying. 833 00:35:23,120 --> 00:35:25,200 Speaker 4: I was like, I because you don't want to run 834 00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:27,680 Speaker 4: into anybody, You're typically looking down, looking up waiting to 835 00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:29,200 Speaker 4: see and I'm like, man, I don't want to like 836 00:35:29,280 --> 00:35:31,640 Speaker 4: smash into anybody on any either side of the pipe. 837 00:35:31,840 --> 00:35:34,720 Speaker 4: So I tracked way away and just pop my shoes 838 00:35:34,719 --> 00:35:37,360 Speaker 4: and was just like looking around for strobe lights infrared 839 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:39,320 Speaker 4: strobe lights, hoping I didn't run into somebody. 840 00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:42,640 Speaker 3: And the guy was able to see you like having 841 00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:45,279 Speaker 3: these issues while he was writing down with you, uh 842 00:35:45,480 --> 00:35:47,400 Speaker 3: you know, tracking you as you said, and he was 843 00:35:47,480 --> 00:35:50,400 Speaker 3: just like, get away. So I mean, did you have 844 00:35:50,520 --> 00:35:52,640 Speaker 3: nods on? Is that did you jump with nods on? 845 00:35:53,040 --> 00:35:55,520 Speaker 4: Or somebody jump with them kind of open a little 846 00:35:55,560 --> 00:35:56,960 Speaker 4: bit so they're about right here so you can kind 847 00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:58,719 Speaker 4: of see below and if you need to, you can 848 00:35:58,880 --> 00:36:00,480 Speaker 4: just kind of look up or move a little bit. 849 00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:02,480 Speaker 1: So I had him on, but I was I was 850 00:36:02,480 --> 00:36:03,359 Speaker 1: just kind of looking at him. 851 00:36:03,360 --> 00:36:05,399 Speaker 4: I remember popping one down to see but I still 852 00:36:05,440 --> 00:36:07,120 Speaker 4: had blood everywhere, and I could just see him. 853 00:36:07,280 --> 00:36:09,120 Speaker 1: This is the signal for like track away, So he 854 00:36:09,280 --> 00:36:10,439 Speaker 1: was like, hey, just track away. 855 00:36:10,719 --> 00:36:12,480 Speaker 4: So you kind of get into like a knife position 856 00:36:12,560 --> 00:36:14,120 Speaker 4: and you track as far as you can't away from 857 00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:16,440 Speaker 4: what you called the stack and the stack of dudes 858 00:36:16,440 --> 00:36:17,920 Speaker 4: that are coming down to the line, you know, like 859 00:36:18,000 --> 00:36:18,640 Speaker 4: answer the rope. 860 00:36:19,160 --> 00:36:19,279 Speaker 3: Uh. 861 00:36:19,320 --> 00:36:21,279 Speaker 1: He was just like track away because I can't see 862 00:36:21,360 --> 00:36:21,680 Speaker 1: behind me. 863 00:36:21,719 --> 00:36:23,799 Speaker 4: I can't see anything, and I don't know what's gonna 864 00:36:23,800 --> 00:36:24,919 Speaker 4: happen when I'm to play this shoot. 865 00:36:25,040 --> 00:36:27,200 Speaker 1: So that was my really really close call. 866 00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:33,200 Speaker 3: Yeah yeah, that's not really dude, Like he's like, just 867 00:36:33,280 --> 00:36:34,680 Speaker 3: get away from us. Yeah. 868 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:38,320 Speaker 1: I had a line wants too in a foreign country. 869 00:36:38,320 --> 00:36:40,160 Speaker 4: I had a static line jump in a foreign country, 870 00:36:40,560 --> 00:36:42,440 Speaker 4: and they, you know, they briefed us and they're like, hey, 871 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,719 Speaker 4: just so you know, you're jumping into a pasture, so 872 00:36:45,960 --> 00:36:49,200 Speaker 4: you're gonna have barbed wire fence, uh, kind of separating 873 00:36:49,200 --> 00:36:49,640 Speaker 4: the animals. 874 00:36:49,680 --> 00:36:50,719 Speaker 1: And then you have these these. 875 00:36:50,760 --> 00:36:52,800 Speaker 4: Cows here and there, and I don't know what it 876 00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:55,319 Speaker 4: was as a stack line jump, but they also didn't 877 00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:56,920 Speaker 4: tell us that there was a tire fire out there. 878 00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:59,120 Speaker 4: So I'm like going and I looked down and I 879 00:36:59,160 --> 00:37:01,239 Speaker 4: can see this huge group of steer, like the big 880 00:37:01,320 --> 00:37:02,839 Speaker 4: ones with the horns, and I was like, oh man, 881 00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:04,560 Speaker 4: I don't want to catch one of those of the butt. 882 00:37:05,000 --> 00:37:07,279 Speaker 4: So like I'm moving around and then I can see 883 00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:09,000 Speaker 4: the fence starting to come into play. I'm like Okay, 884 00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:11,920 Speaker 4: there's barbed wire fence, but those cows kept following right 885 00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:13,840 Speaker 4: underneath me. So as I moved, they were just this 886 00:37:13,960 --> 00:37:18,200 Speaker 4: huge herd of like forty cows. I was like, man, 887 00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:19,920 Speaker 4: So as soon as I got close within like one 888 00:37:19,960 --> 00:37:21,399 Speaker 4: hundred and two hundred feet, I was like, I'm gonna 889 00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:24,200 Speaker 4: hit these cows and take one of these horns, you know, right. 890 00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:27,840 Speaker 4: So I like flared hard and went backwards and actually 891 00:37:27,880 --> 00:37:31,000 Speaker 4: landed in a tire fire. So like I'm on top 892 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,520 Speaker 4: of the tires as they're on fire, and I was 893 00:37:32,560 --> 00:37:33,480 Speaker 4: like rolling off of it. 894 00:37:33,880 --> 00:37:35,880 Speaker 1: Yeah. The riggers were running out to get the canopy 895 00:37:35,920 --> 00:37:36,960 Speaker 1: because that's up in flames. 896 00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:43,279 Speaker 3: Oh mg, dude, Yeah, that's crazy. A tire fire. That's 897 00:37:43,320 --> 00:37:43,719 Speaker 3: not good. 898 00:37:44,440 --> 00:37:46,000 Speaker 4: No, And you know, they were like, well, why did 899 00:37:46,000 --> 00:37:47,000 Speaker 4: you land on the tin of fire? I was like 900 00:37:47,080 --> 00:37:49,240 Speaker 4: it was between that the barbed wire and the cows, 901 00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:50,680 Speaker 4: all right, Like I did my best. 902 00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:52,719 Speaker 3: Here, yeah, And it's not like you could sit there 903 00:37:52,760 --> 00:37:56,280 Speaker 3: and pull the cords down. I mean a ecstatic line. Shoot, 904 00:37:56,440 --> 00:37:57,960 Speaker 3: it's kind of hard to guide, isn't it. 905 00:37:58,080 --> 00:38:00,880 Speaker 1: You have to like kind of stuff and turns like this. 906 00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:02,880 Speaker 4: So I was like, hey, I just didn't knew I 907 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:04,279 Speaker 4: didn't want to hit a barbier because that would have 908 00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:05,680 Speaker 4: split me, and I knew I didn't want to hit 909 00:38:05,719 --> 00:38:08,080 Speaker 4: a cow, so like the work, the best of the 910 00:38:08,120 --> 00:38:09,279 Speaker 4: three options was the fire. 911 00:38:10,040 --> 00:38:12,759 Speaker 3: And did you were you injured during that jump? Did 912 00:38:12,800 --> 00:38:13,600 Speaker 3: you get burned? 913 00:38:13,760 --> 00:38:16,000 Speaker 4: I mean it was like the lightest jump ever because 914 00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,880 Speaker 4: I hit this like squishy touch like old like old tires, 915 00:38:18,920 --> 00:38:22,040 Speaker 4: and it like bounced and it's a couple of tires 916 00:38:22,080 --> 00:38:24,480 Speaker 4: coming after me. You know, I don't think I might 917 00:38:24,480 --> 00:38:25,799 Speaker 4: have sensed my sleeves a little bit. 918 00:38:25,719 --> 00:38:27,520 Speaker 1: But I was like, oh that was wild. 919 00:38:27,640 --> 00:38:31,880 Speaker 3: Oh dude, So okay, So you've been shot, You've been 920 00:38:32,040 --> 00:38:35,960 Speaker 3: bounced off a tire fire, you've been knocked out by 921 00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:39,560 Speaker 3: your oxygen mask on a halo deployment, slapping in the 922 00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:42,640 Speaker 3: face and bloodying you up and uh and and this 923 00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:46,680 Speaker 3: is the life that you love? Yeah, yeah, I dude, 924 00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,759 Speaker 3: that's what's up. That's what it takes combat diver. 925 00:38:50,040 --> 00:38:52,439 Speaker 4: So I like that's that's like one of my huge 926 00:38:52,719 --> 00:38:55,160 Speaker 4: biggest points of pride is that I'm an Army combat diver. 927 00:38:55,480 --> 00:38:57,120 Speaker 4: And you know, past that school at kind of an 928 00:38:57,120 --> 00:39:00,239 Speaker 4: old age after I went warrant and uh yeah, yeah, 929 00:39:00,520 --> 00:39:00,920 Speaker 4: I love it. 930 00:39:01,000 --> 00:39:02,120 Speaker 1: I love doing all this stuff. 931 00:39:02,160 --> 00:39:04,719 Speaker 3: You know, I told my I was talking to my 932 00:39:05,000 --> 00:39:06,680 Speaker 3: bring up my dad again, right, I love his valor. 933 00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:10,600 Speaker 3: I love my father. And he was always you know, 934 00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:14,120 Speaker 3: chasing one thing. You know, there's always someone in green 935 00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:16,680 Speaker 3: beret and they're badass, but there's always someone in green 936 00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:20,760 Speaker 3: berets who's like better and another bigger dude on the block, Debo, 937 00:39:21,040 --> 00:39:23,080 Speaker 3: there's another dude on the block that's bigger than you. 938 00:39:23,560 --> 00:39:25,840 Speaker 3: In the teams, You're like, bro, you've got And I 939 00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:28,880 Speaker 3: was like, Dad, what what what badge? Like? Did you 940 00:39:28,960 --> 00:39:31,759 Speaker 3: not get that you wanted? He's like combat diver. He 941 00:39:31,880 --> 00:39:34,759 Speaker 3: thought that if he had that little scuba guy on 942 00:39:35,000 --> 00:39:38,160 Speaker 3: his hit. You know, he loved to dive too, so 943 00:39:38,320 --> 00:39:39,759 Speaker 3: he was doing it his whole life. He just never 944 00:39:39,840 --> 00:39:41,920 Speaker 3: got a chance. His theater of operation was like the 945 00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:46,719 Speaker 3: Philippines and Thailand and Southeast Asia, the whole Pacific. You know, 946 00:39:46,880 --> 00:39:49,799 Speaker 3: that was it, and he just never got that combat diver. 947 00:39:49,920 --> 00:39:51,400 Speaker 3: So he's like, yeah, there's always someone out there that 948 00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:54,319 Speaker 3: has something a little bit more than you out there, 949 00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,399 Speaker 3: so never think that you're always the best, because there's 950 00:39:56,400 --> 00:39:58,320 Speaker 3: someone out there that's got a little more. And I 951 00:39:58,400 --> 00:39:59,960 Speaker 3: was like, what what do they got that you don't got? 952 00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:02,319 Speaker 3: He's like combat diver badge. Yeah. 953 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:04,600 Speaker 1: I wanted it so bad, you know, I had. 954 00:40:04,719 --> 00:40:08,080 Speaker 4: I became a sniper early on, and then I went 955 00:40:08,120 --> 00:40:11,120 Speaker 4: to the Crift companies, which are like crisis response companies, 956 00:40:11,120 --> 00:40:13,759 Speaker 4: so it's all hostage rescue and direct action stuff. And 957 00:40:13,880 --> 00:40:16,200 Speaker 4: then I became a Halo and actually was on a 958 00:40:16,239 --> 00:40:18,480 Speaker 4: Rekie team because Halo and Sneiper kind of go. 959 00:40:18,640 --> 00:40:19,319 Speaker 3: Go hand in hand. 960 00:40:19,600 --> 00:40:21,080 Speaker 1: And I had always wanted to be a diver. 961 00:40:21,239 --> 00:40:24,080 Speaker 4: I had gone to pre dive the prep course right 962 00:40:24,120 --> 00:40:26,239 Speaker 4: when I became a Green Beret and something happened with 963 00:40:26,320 --> 00:40:28,480 Speaker 4: Manning and I wasn't able to finish, and they were like, hey, 964 00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:30,759 Speaker 4: you go ahead and uh, you know, go to this 965 00:40:30,840 --> 00:40:31,960 Speaker 4: team forget dive for now. 966 00:40:31,960 --> 00:40:32,600 Speaker 1: And I was like all right. 967 00:40:32,600 --> 00:40:34,280 Speaker 4: And then I had I had a really good friend 968 00:40:34,320 --> 00:40:36,560 Speaker 4: who died in the thirteen trip and he was a diver, 969 00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:39,680 Speaker 4: and you know, I remember them giving out hats and 970 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:41,640 Speaker 4: bracelets for him and it had a dive bubble on it. 971 00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:43,160 Speaker 4: I remember asking for one, like, hey, can I get 972 00:40:43,200 --> 00:40:45,920 Speaker 4: a memorial hat for it? Was Alex Myola and I 973 00:40:46,040 --> 00:40:47,640 Speaker 4: kind of they were like, eh, you know, it's kind 974 00:40:47,680 --> 00:40:49,239 Speaker 4: of for the divers. You know, he was a diver 975 00:40:49,400 --> 00:40:53,000 Speaker 4: and that me and I was like, oh, hell. 976 00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:57,000 Speaker 3: No, you're like yeah, I'll just saying like those little yeah. 977 00:40:57,760 --> 00:40:58,560 Speaker 1: I got mad. 978 00:40:58,640 --> 00:41:00,600 Speaker 4: And then and then years later when I went to 979 00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:02,120 Speaker 4: the war course, I was having a brief with the 980 00:41:02,120 --> 00:41:04,040 Speaker 4: command chief one officer, and he was like, well, what 981 00:41:04,120 --> 00:41:04,520 Speaker 4: do you want to do? 982 00:41:04,640 --> 00:41:06,240 Speaker 1: Cans like I kind of want to go back to combat. 983 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:07,840 Speaker 4: He's like, well, the only teams that are going to 984 00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:10,080 Speaker 4: combat that don't have a one officer or dive teams. 985 00:41:10,120 --> 00:41:11,680 Speaker 4: He's like, would you be willing to go to dive school. 986 00:41:11,680 --> 00:41:14,120 Speaker 4: I was thirty six at the time, and I was like, yeah, 987 00:41:14,160 --> 00:41:16,359 Speaker 4: I'll go. I went to dive school with thirty seven 988 00:41:16,520 --> 00:41:19,000 Speaker 4: other Green Berets and only fourteen of us passed. 989 00:41:19,120 --> 00:41:21,640 Speaker 1: Like that school is terrible. It sucks so. 990 00:41:21,840 --> 00:41:24,320 Speaker 3: Bad, but you got the bubble. 991 00:41:24,840 --> 00:41:25,760 Speaker 1: Yeah, I got the bubble. 992 00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:28,120 Speaker 4: It's funny because I didn't win any events. I was 993 00:41:28,160 --> 00:41:29,880 Speaker 4: like middle of the pack, to the back of all events, 994 00:41:30,000 --> 00:41:32,719 Speaker 4: just barely making it. And then your final event, they 995 00:41:32,840 --> 00:41:34,920 Speaker 4: just drive you out in this boat like way out 996 00:41:34,960 --> 00:41:37,320 Speaker 4: there and they're like, hey, we want to let you 997 00:41:37,360 --> 00:41:40,080 Speaker 4: know that you guys all pass. But your last thing 998 00:41:40,200 --> 00:41:42,040 Speaker 4: is a free open swim. Your dive bubbles are on 999 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:44,000 Speaker 4: the shore, and I won that and they're like, this 1000 00:41:44,080 --> 00:41:45,320 Speaker 4: is the only thing you want? Is like, you know 1001 00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:47,480 Speaker 4: how long I've wanted this. I'm like, my old ass 1002 00:41:47,600 --> 00:41:49,920 Speaker 4: is like, just get in the surf trying to get 1003 00:41:49,960 --> 00:41:51,680 Speaker 4: to this thing. And they had a bud of beer 1004 00:41:51,760 --> 00:41:53,600 Speaker 4: and our bubbles were on eat on a can of beer, 1005 00:41:53,640 --> 00:41:55,200 Speaker 4: and I was like, this is the greatest feeling ever. 1006 00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:58,080 Speaker 4: It is one of my greatest accomplishments. My point surprise 1007 00:41:58,160 --> 00:41:59,000 Speaker 4: that I was able to pass that. 1008 00:41:59,160 --> 00:42:01,600 Speaker 3: You know, very proud of you for doing such a 1009 00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:04,760 Speaker 3: hard course and going through that and getting that bubble. 1010 00:42:04,840 --> 00:42:06,919 Speaker 3: And you probably went and got the hat and walked 1011 00:42:06,960 --> 00:42:08,319 Speaker 3: back to that dude and said, well suth bro. 1012 00:42:08,880 --> 00:42:10,560 Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, hey, I do a sheriff now and we 1013 00:42:10,600 --> 00:42:12,120 Speaker 4: talk about it. I'm like, you have no idea that 1014 00:42:12,239 --> 00:42:14,440 Speaker 4: the fire you lit under me when you said that. 1015 00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:16,480 Speaker 4: And I went and passed it, you know, and I 1016 00:42:16,600 --> 00:42:19,560 Speaker 4: crushed it. It's funny because you know, you have you 1017 00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:21,560 Speaker 4: have three chances at this test, and it's the test 1018 00:42:21,640 --> 00:42:25,160 Speaker 4: that gets everybody there, and the first one I blacked out, 1019 00:42:25,239 --> 00:42:27,520 Speaker 4: completely blacked out, woked up, woke up under the ambulance 1020 00:42:27,560 --> 00:42:29,640 Speaker 4: with oxygen. They're like, yeah, you went out, man, because 1021 00:42:29,719 --> 00:42:31,960 Speaker 4: I mean most people do go out at some point 1022 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:34,360 Speaker 4: underwater and that's the scary part, like, hey, they have 1023 00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:36,680 Speaker 4: to come and revive you. So I went out, and 1024 00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:40,280 Speaker 4: I remember feeling so free after that, being like, okay, 1025 00:42:40,400 --> 00:42:42,319 Speaker 4: well this isn't that bad. Like I've already blacked out 1026 00:42:42,360 --> 00:42:44,200 Speaker 4: now I know what it's like and uh and if 1027 00:42:44,239 --> 00:42:45,719 Speaker 4: it works out, great and if it doesn't, I'll go 1028 00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:47,600 Speaker 4: back home and watch my sons play t ball. 1029 00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:53,560 Speaker 1: And it worked out, you know, and I was like, ah, I. 1030 00:42:53,640 --> 00:42:55,759 Speaker 3: Love that, dude. That makes me feel so good. I 1031 00:42:56,160 --> 00:43:00,400 Speaker 3: love that you chase your dreams and crush them right like. 1032 00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,960 Speaker 3: And I love that your girlfriend, now wife, if it 1033 00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:06,600 Speaker 3: is still now, is the one that helped really light 1034 00:43:06,680 --> 00:43:09,000 Speaker 3: your spark. Like you said the sheriff lit a fire 1035 00:43:09,080 --> 00:43:12,040 Speaker 3: to you. Well, she lit the bonfire under you. Bro. 1036 00:43:12,480 --> 00:43:14,560 Speaker 3: You're like, I gotta press this chick. She wants a 1037 00:43:14,600 --> 00:43:15,120 Speaker 3: green beret. 1038 00:43:17,120 --> 00:43:19,200 Speaker 1: I mean I met her in Italy. She was studying. 1039 00:43:20,040 --> 00:43:23,759 Speaker 4: She went to Berkeley, and she was studying abroad and 1040 00:43:23,880 --> 00:43:25,880 Speaker 4: lived in Rome. And I met her at Florence right 1041 00:43:25,920 --> 00:43:27,960 Speaker 4: by the statue of David, you know, the famous statue. 1042 00:43:28,000 --> 00:43:30,719 Speaker 4: We met last and I was probably drinking with the 1043 00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:35,279 Speaker 4: buddies and we met and you know, years later when 1044 00:43:35,320 --> 00:43:37,680 Speaker 4: we were dating, you know, she saw me a green 1045 00:43:37,719 --> 00:43:40,000 Speaker 4: beery walked into the p X one time in Italy 1046 00:43:40,120 --> 00:43:41,399 Speaker 4: and we don't know what he's doing there because there's 1047 00:43:41,440 --> 00:43:42,800 Speaker 4: no Green Bay station in that area. You think he 1048 00:43:42,840 --> 00:43:45,360 Speaker 4: came down from tenth which was in Stutgart, Germany, and 1049 00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:48,000 Speaker 4: you could hear a pin drop. Everybody was like whoa 1050 00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,880 Speaker 4: And my now wife was like, why is his hat different? 1051 00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:55,120 Speaker 4: Was right, and we were just like looking at him, 1052 00:43:55,160 --> 00:43:56,920 Speaker 4: like he's at Sibarro getting like a piece of pizza 1053 00:43:56,960 --> 00:44:00,440 Speaker 4: and we're like, how cool he is? And then I 1054 00:44:00,520 --> 00:44:01,799 Speaker 4: explained it to her that night. I was like, it's 1055 00:44:01,840 --> 00:44:03,440 Speaker 4: something I wanted to do. I tried as I failed, 1056 00:44:03,480 --> 00:44:05,120 Speaker 4: and she was real hard on me. She was like, 1057 00:44:05,280 --> 00:44:06,759 Speaker 4: then go back, like you're going to take no for 1058 00:44:06,760 --> 00:44:08,440 Speaker 4: an answer, you know, just once and then leave it 1059 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:10,640 Speaker 4: at that. I was like, all right, So I went 1060 00:44:10,680 --> 00:44:13,920 Speaker 4: back and just absolutely crushed it. Now I had already 1061 00:44:13,920 --> 00:44:15,640 Speaker 4: gone to Restrepo, so I had a lot of combat 1062 00:44:15,719 --> 00:44:17,600 Speaker 4: under my belt. I had it walking mountains, so the 1063 00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:18,640 Speaker 4: walks with the rucksack. 1064 00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:21,680 Speaker 1: Wasn't that hard. But years later, you know, she applied. 1065 00:44:21,960 --> 00:44:24,359 Speaker 4: I asked her if she wanted to do something more 1066 00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:26,719 Speaker 4: with her life after she got her undergrad and she's like, well, 1067 00:44:26,719 --> 00:44:29,880 Speaker 4: I took the law school exam and I was going 1068 00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:31,200 Speaker 4: to go to law school. I was like, why didn't 1069 00:44:31,239 --> 00:44:32,919 Speaker 4: you steady in the score as good as I wanted 1070 00:44:32,960 --> 00:44:35,000 Speaker 4: to and I flipped it background. I was like, oh yeah, 1071 00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:37,359 Speaker 4: oh well, what's up, Like, let's do this again, Let's 1072 00:44:37,360 --> 00:44:39,120 Speaker 4: crush it. She ended up taking it again and getting 1073 00:44:39,160 --> 00:44:42,319 Speaker 4: in the top one percent of the country. And then 1074 00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:44,440 Speaker 4: my wife attended and graduated Harvard Law School. 1075 00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:48,400 Speaker 3: So I was like, congratulations to her. Okay, women in 1076 00:44:48,640 --> 00:44:51,000 Speaker 3: stem bro, women in stem that's what we say at 1077 00:44:51,080 --> 00:44:55,480 Speaker 3: my house. Okay, my daughters, my wife powerful, they snowboard 1078 00:44:55,719 --> 00:44:58,360 Speaker 3: their hardcore. My daughter wants to be the president. You know. 1079 00:44:58,640 --> 00:45:01,920 Speaker 3: She speaks multiple language, just Chinese, you know. So it's 1080 00:45:01,960 --> 00:45:05,040 Speaker 3: like women in Stem dude, way to power that, yeah, 1081 00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:05,279 Speaker 3: you know. 1082 00:45:05,400 --> 00:45:07,359 Speaker 4: And the funny thing is is like she had been 1083 00:45:07,680 --> 00:45:09,840 Speaker 4: grew up in San Francisco area, her mom was a 1084 00:45:09,960 --> 00:45:12,040 Speaker 4: She's a first generation American. Her mom is German, came 1085 00:45:12,080 --> 00:45:14,839 Speaker 4: here on her own did everything, and you know when 1086 00:45:14,880 --> 00:45:16,480 Speaker 4: she got the letter for Harvard was the first one 1087 00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:19,000 Speaker 4: she got. She was like, oh, I got accepted to Harvard, 1088 00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:20,440 Speaker 4: and I was probably eating something. I was like I'm 1089 00:45:20,440 --> 00:45:21,719 Speaker 4: sorry what And I didn't know. 1090 00:45:21,920 --> 00:45:23,880 Speaker 1: Harvard, Yeah, where she all applied. 1091 00:45:23,920 --> 00:45:25,160 Speaker 3: I was like Harvard. 1092 00:45:25,640 --> 00:45:27,160 Speaker 4: I was like the Harvard and she was like, yeah, 1093 00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:28,080 Speaker 4: I don't know if I want to go there. I 1094 00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:29,640 Speaker 4: was like, I'm gonna stop you right there. I'm from 1095 00:45:29,680 --> 00:45:32,120 Speaker 4: a small town in Wisconsin. Harvard doesn't really exist to us. 1096 00:45:32,160 --> 00:45:35,160 Speaker 4: It's kind of like Hogwarts. It's just yeah, exactly, I'm 1097 00:45:35,200 --> 00:45:37,840 Speaker 4: not sure it's real. If you get into Harvard, you 1098 00:45:37,960 --> 00:45:39,879 Speaker 4: go to Harvard, like, She's like, well, I'll be away 1099 00:45:39,880 --> 00:45:43,000 Speaker 4: from you for you go to Harvard, Like that's you 1100 00:45:43,080 --> 00:45:43,960 Speaker 4: cannot pass that up. 1101 00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,840 Speaker 3: Come on, right, it's a deployment. You know. She handled 1102 00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:50,520 Speaker 3: you going away for a minute. You were probably like 1103 00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:53,520 Speaker 3: you can't handle me being gone. She's like yeah, go on, yeah, 1104 00:45:53,760 --> 00:45:56,160 Speaker 3: You're like, but wait, but wait, don't you need me 1105 00:45:56,600 --> 00:45:58,560 Speaker 3: next to you with the pillow and stuff. She's like, 1106 00:45:58,640 --> 00:46:01,239 Speaker 3: go on, go on now now with let me ask 1107 00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:03,360 Speaker 3: you something about your deployment. Something that I lived with 1108 00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:06,080 Speaker 3: with my dad was we I only moved twice. I 1109 00:46:06,120 --> 00:46:08,279 Speaker 3: moved from California as a young man to Utah for 1110 00:46:08,400 --> 00:46:11,680 Speaker 3: his station here, and then he went off and did 1111 00:46:11,760 --> 00:46:13,480 Speaker 3: all of the stuff as an s F guy. Right, 1112 00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:15,839 Speaker 3: so I got to grow my roots here. I didn't 1113 00:46:15,840 --> 00:46:17,879 Speaker 3: get really pulled out and go to different military school 1114 00:46:17,960 --> 00:46:20,879 Speaker 3: or military basis for school. Was that the same way 1115 00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:24,120 Speaker 3: with you where you pretty much this is home. Everybody 1116 00:46:24,160 --> 00:46:27,399 Speaker 3: gets to stay home, and then you went and did everything. Yeah. 1117 00:46:27,480 --> 00:46:30,480 Speaker 4: Yeah, SF guys don't move a whole lot. And the 1118 00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:32,759 Speaker 4: reason for that is because we have to have continuity 1119 00:46:33,360 --> 00:46:36,560 Speaker 4: within the group. You know, like your your father he 1120 00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:40,239 Speaker 4: covered what was called Indo Pacom India Pacific Command. We 1121 00:46:40,360 --> 00:46:43,719 Speaker 4: covered South and Central Command down in South America and 1122 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:47,279 Speaker 4: Central America sentim and each each Green Beret is part 1123 00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:49,600 Speaker 4: of a group that covers an area, so like you 1124 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:52,080 Speaker 4: speak that language or a multitude of languages in order 1125 00:46:52,160 --> 00:46:55,680 Speaker 4: to cover that area more adequately. The regular Army PCs 1126 00:46:55,800 --> 00:46:57,799 Speaker 4: is people every three to four years because they want 1127 00:46:58,680 --> 00:47:00,960 Speaker 4: a transition of skills to sort of say, right, so 1128 00:47:01,040 --> 00:47:02,799 Speaker 4: this guy was here, he knows how this works. Let's 1129 00:47:02,840 --> 00:47:04,920 Speaker 4: put him over here in first I D so he 1130 00:47:05,000 --> 00:47:06,799 Speaker 4: can bring that knowledge from here to here, you know, And. 1131 00:47:06,840 --> 00:47:08,440 Speaker 1: That's how they do it. They don't do that with us. 1132 00:47:08,520 --> 00:47:12,239 Speaker 4: So Seventh Group used to be command stationed at Fort Bragg. 1133 00:47:12,520 --> 00:47:15,359 Speaker 4: I graduated and stayed at Fort Bragg from the Q course, 1134 00:47:15,480 --> 00:47:18,279 Speaker 4: and then Seventh Group writ large as a unit moved 1135 00:47:18,320 --> 00:47:20,600 Speaker 4: to Egland because Transcom was moving to Brag and they 1136 00:47:20,640 --> 00:47:23,640 Speaker 4: were just like two crowded. So when Seventh Group moved 1137 00:47:23,680 --> 00:47:25,800 Speaker 4: to Brag, I moved with them in early twenty eleven, 1138 00:47:25,920 --> 00:47:28,800 Speaker 4: and I was in Florida from that point until I 1139 00:47:29,280 --> 00:47:31,839 Speaker 4: bought my retirement home in Wisconsin. 1140 00:47:31,640 --> 00:47:32,160 Speaker 1: Where I'm from. 1141 00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:35,239 Speaker 3: Nice. Let me guess Two Rivers. You're you moved into 1142 00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:37,640 Speaker 3: Two Rivers right off the shore of Lake Michigan there, huh, 1143 00:47:37,880 --> 00:47:41,399 Speaker 3: and you go to I'm close to yeah yeah, yeah, 1144 00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:43,800 Speaker 3: yeah yeah, you go to Sheboygan or like phil RoHS 1145 00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:47,279 Speaker 3: Burgers and like, uh you know, uh yeah yeah yeah. 1146 00:47:47,320 --> 00:47:49,279 Speaker 3: So my dad's from Two Rivers. He was born in 1147 00:47:49,360 --> 00:47:51,960 Speaker 3: Yeah yeah. I think maybe Manitowaca is where he was 1148 00:47:52,000 --> 00:47:56,360 Speaker 3: maybe born. I don't know, yah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So 1149 00:47:56,480 --> 00:47:59,520 Speaker 3: I love I love me some Wisconsin cheese. I love 1150 00:47:59,600 --> 00:48:02,600 Speaker 3: me some you know, holy mackerel on the fridge, the magnet, 1151 00:48:02,640 --> 00:48:05,480 Speaker 3: my Grandpa had. You know, it's like macrol with holes 1152 00:48:05,480 --> 00:48:09,759 Speaker 3: all in it. Say, he was a fisherman right there 1153 00:48:09,840 --> 00:48:12,920 Speaker 3: off the you know Lake Michigan. He actually worked on reels, 1154 00:48:13,120 --> 00:48:14,840 Speaker 3: Like he was really good with like little screws and 1155 00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:17,279 Speaker 3: reels and making them all work. So crazy how he 1156 00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:20,239 Speaker 3: could live off of fixing reels back in the day, 1157 00:48:20,640 --> 00:48:22,400 Speaker 3: and today you got to have like four jobs to 1158 00:48:22,440 --> 00:48:25,160 Speaker 3: try to make rent. You know, times have changed, you know, 1159 00:48:25,920 --> 00:48:30,840 Speaker 3: Sweet little two rivers Manitowac, Milwaukee, Milliequake, dude, Yeah, I 1160 00:48:30,960 --> 00:48:33,399 Speaker 3: love that. I love that You're from Wisconsin. Bro. Yeah, 1161 00:48:33,440 --> 00:48:34,840 Speaker 3: my dad's was. I love it. I've been there a 1162 00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,960 Speaker 3: couple of times as a young man and got nothing 1163 00:48:38,000 --> 00:48:39,960 Speaker 3: but love for Wisconsin. Yeah. 1164 00:48:40,000 --> 00:48:42,279 Speaker 4: Man, we have a ton of acreage, kind of like 1165 00:48:42,320 --> 00:48:44,400 Speaker 4: a micro farm, and like it's where I wanted to 1166 00:48:44,440 --> 00:48:47,240 Speaker 4: raise my children, you know, and have open spaces. 1167 00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:47,400 Speaker 3: You know. 1168 00:48:47,440 --> 00:48:50,279 Speaker 4: We got foxes, deer, coyotes on the property everywhere, so 1169 00:48:50,680 --> 00:48:52,680 Speaker 4: my kids can just run. We got two ponds, and 1170 00:48:53,000 --> 00:48:55,719 Speaker 4: it's really the serenity I've been looking for after twenty 1171 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:57,480 Speaker 4: plus years in the military. Just kind of take a 1172 00:48:57,560 --> 00:48:59,480 Speaker 4: step back trying to get some chickens this spring. See 1173 00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:01,080 Speaker 4: what I can do that, you know, stuff like that. 1174 00:49:01,920 --> 00:49:03,600 Speaker 3: I love it. I love it. I love it. I'm 1175 00:49:03,640 --> 00:49:05,359 Speaker 3: sure whatever you do is going to be the best 1176 00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:08,520 Speaker 3: because you just strive for that and your smile delights 1177 00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:12,799 Speaker 3: the room. Okay, I don't know where you got shot 1178 00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:16,040 Speaker 3: at the head, but it looks good. Okay, I'm gonna 1179 00:49:16,080 --> 00:49:18,120 Speaker 3: tell you right now. I'm not sure. I'm like, looking 1180 00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:19,359 Speaker 3: at you, I'm like, where did it get about? 1181 00:49:19,480 --> 00:49:19,520 Speaker 2: No? 1182 00:49:19,840 --> 00:49:21,719 Speaker 3: The dimple in the chin? Is that what it is? No, 1183 00:49:21,800 --> 00:49:24,560 Speaker 3: I don't know. I'm looking for dimples. Where did you 1184 00:49:24,640 --> 00:49:26,520 Speaker 3: get struck at? When you got here? 1185 00:49:26,880 --> 00:49:28,000 Speaker 1: Right in the bed of the head. 1186 00:49:28,040 --> 00:49:29,759 Speaker 4: So I got hit in the helmet right back here, 1187 00:49:30,280 --> 00:49:32,440 Speaker 4: and it kind of entered the layering of the kevlar 1188 00:49:32,520 --> 00:49:34,960 Speaker 4: and scooped around and then came out on this side. 1189 00:49:36,120 --> 00:49:38,960 Speaker 3: Wow. Are you rated out of the military or you're 1190 00:49:39,040 --> 00:49:40,279 Speaker 3: out now right? No? 1191 00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:43,520 Speaker 1: Official retirement date isn't until this summer. 1192 00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:46,280 Speaker 4: I'm almost called a so calm fellowship where I'm allowed 1193 00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:50,360 Speaker 4: to move my family home essentially and then work an 1194 00:49:50,480 --> 00:49:52,719 Speaker 4: internship kind of a skill bridge thing. So I've got 1195 00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:56,880 Speaker 4: something here with actually my family's gun range mission specific worldwide, 1196 00:49:57,000 --> 00:50:00,000 Speaker 4: and I'm just doing things there I'm learning the business 1197 00:50:00,040 --> 00:50:01,520 Speaker 4: side of it, but I'm also getting to shoot in 1198 00:50:01,600 --> 00:50:04,160 Speaker 4: my spare time and stuff like that, so it's pretty fun. 1199 00:50:04,200 --> 00:50:05,840 Speaker 1: So I got that in order to be able to 1200 00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:06,840 Speaker 1: move the family here, you know. 1201 00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:10,439 Speaker 3: And do you still wear the gear the uniform, still 1202 00:50:10,480 --> 00:50:12,839 Speaker 3: go to report in or anything or you're out. 1203 00:50:13,480 --> 00:50:15,279 Speaker 4: No, I'm not out, but I'm on like a one 1204 00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:17,960 Speaker 4: hundred and eighty day sabbatical, so I don't I don't 1205 00:50:17,960 --> 00:50:20,480 Speaker 4: really have to just check in via phone. I just 1206 00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:22,400 Speaker 4: talked to him yesterday and they're like, hey, how's it going, 1207 00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:24,800 Speaker 4: And looks pretty good. And I get like an inventory 1208 00:50:24,840 --> 00:50:26,759 Speaker 4: sheet once a month on how it's going, what I'm learning, 1209 00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:27,759 Speaker 4: what I'm doing day to day. 1210 00:50:28,120 --> 00:50:30,600 Speaker 1: And I'm free and clear here and hopefully this lasts 1211 00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:33,440 Speaker 1: right up to my retirement date. It should be around 1212 00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:33,919 Speaker 1: May June. 1213 00:50:34,719 --> 00:50:37,279 Speaker 3: Is this a normal opportunity for SF guys to have 1214 00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:41,000 Speaker 3: to do this fellowship style transition from the military or 1215 00:50:41,120 --> 00:50:43,640 Speaker 3: is it for yeah, yeah, yeah, it's yeah. 1216 00:50:43,880 --> 00:50:45,040 Speaker 1: I mean they have two versions of it. 1217 00:50:45,080 --> 00:50:47,800 Speaker 4: They have skill Bridge, which you were doing a conventional retirement, 1218 00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:49,239 Speaker 4: you can do the skill bridge, or that they have 1219 00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:52,440 Speaker 4: the fellowship and you have to get the business. You 1220 00:50:52,600 --> 00:50:55,520 Speaker 4: choose has to have a memorandum of understanding via SOCOM 1221 00:50:56,400 --> 00:50:58,680 Speaker 4: on like what they'll teach you. They won't pay you, 1222 00:50:58,760 --> 00:51:01,360 Speaker 4: you know, it's unpaid intern You're there to learn something 1223 00:51:01,600 --> 00:51:04,880 Speaker 4: to help you continue your life after the military, and 1224 00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:07,480 Speaker 4: a ton of big businesses already have them. 1225 00:51:07,520 --> 00:51:09,400 Speaker 1: I had to set one up because this business didn't have. 1226 00:51:09,520 --> 00:51:13,359 Speaker 4: An understanding in place, But like Google, Amazon, Microsoft, all 1227 00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:15,680 Speaker 4: those places, they already have them. So guys are constantly 1228 00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:17,920 Speaker 4: going to those big things doing a six month internship 1229 00:51:17,960 --> 00:51:19,800 Speaker 4: at Amazon as a general manager or something like that. 1230 00:51:20,200 --> 00:51:22,120 Speaker 1: Wow, trying to learn that stuff. 1231 00:51:22,160 --> 00:51:26,120 Speaker 3: So they caught wind of having that implemented in their organization, 1232 00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:29,040 Speaker 3: so they can bring guys like you into their organization 1233 00:51:29,360 --> 00:51:34,120 Speaker 3: under that that fellowship or that that situation. So a 1234 00:51:34,200 --> 00:51:36,640 Speaker 3: business can then opt in to have it and then 1235 00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:40,320 Speaker 3: be accepted under the SOCOM guidelines. Is that what I'm understanding? 1236 00:51:40,520 --> 00:51:41,800 Speaker 4: And then they can yeah, and then they have that 1237 00:51:41,920 --> 00:51:44,960 Speaker 4: memory of understanding, so if anybody else wants to get 1238 00:51:44,960 --> 00:51:46,920 Speaker 4: into that kind of work or learn X, Y or Z, 1239 00:51:47,320 --> 00:51:49,720 Speaker 4: they can just fall in under that, get their signed 1240 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:51,680 Speaker 4: and be like, yeah, this is an approved company, Like 1241 00:51:51,800 --> 00:51:53,080 Speaker 4: I want to do it with them, you know, I 1242 00:51:53,200 --> 00:51:54,719 Speaker 4: was offered to Amazon and Google and things like that, 1243 00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:56,480 Speaker 4: and I said, that doesn't really appeal to me. There's 1244 00:51:56,480 --> 00:51:58,719 Speaker 4: a bunch of private equity firms that teach you to 1245 00:51:58,840 --> 00:52:00,640 Speaker 4: kind of put you in general managersians and teach you 1246 00:52:00,680 --> 00:52:02,359 Speaker 4: that kind of stuff. And I wanted to come back 1247 00:52:02,400 --> 00:52:03,640 Speaker 4: home and kind of do some a little more down 1248 00:52:03,680 --> 00:52:05,400 Speaker 4: to earth. And that's that's how that's how I started 1249 00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:08,120 Speaker 4: with your mindset and different things with in conjunction with this. 1250 00:52:09,520 --> 00:52:12,319 Speaker 3: That's very cool and very outside the box thinking too. 1251 00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:14,480 Speaker 3: I see what you did there, Okay, so very cool, 1252 00:52:14,680 --> 00:52:18,359 Speaker 3: very cool. Yeah, I would, I would. I love you, dude. 1253 00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:20,680 Speaker 3: I think you're great. Kay. And and and you just 1254 00:52:21,000 --> 00:52:23,319 Speaker 3: keep doing what you're doing. And I know I've had 1255 00:52:23,360 --> 00:52:25,440 Speaker 3: you on here for like almost an hour and just 1256 00:52:25,520 --> 00:52:29,320 Speaker 3: bsing and thank you for being open to talking to 1257 00:52:29,440 --> 00:52:32,240 Speaker 3: me about some of these things, and you know, smiling 1258 00:52:32,280 --> 00:52:34,600 Speaker 3: about it. And thanks for raising your hand in a 1259 00:52:34,680 --> 00:52:37,440 Speaker 3: ninety degree fashion several times to say you'll take one 1260 00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:41,560 Speaker 3: for the team, dude, seriously. And the blood and the 1261 00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:43,800 Speaker 3: chem light juice, I can only just like see it 1262 00:52:43,880 --> 00:52:46,680 Speaker 3: in a movie, bro. And and I hope there's something 1263 00:52:46,719 --> 00:52:48,520 Speaker 3: out there for you in Hollywood. Dude, because I mean, 1264 00:52:48,520 --> 00:52:52,680 Speaker 3: you should be like playing yourself, oh, or at least 1265 00:52:52,680 --> 00:52:54,759 Speaker 3: playing a rocker in a band. Dude, I could just 1266 00:52:54,880 --> 00:52:58,560 Speaker 3: see it, you know. You just give me this like, yeah, 1267 00:52:59,200 --> 00:53:02,080 Speaker 3: I love it, Dude, I love it. And you know, 1268 00:53:02,239 --> 00:53:06,480 Speaker 3: thanks to our buddy Mike Mutual who sent you my way. Dude, 1269 00:53:06,520 --> 00:53:08,840 Speaker 3: I think that you've been a classy person to talk to. 1270 00:53:09,600 --> 00:53:12,759 Speaker 3: I know, I just tip the snowflake on the tip 1271 00:53:12,800 --> 00:53:15,759 Speaker 3: of the iceberg with you, okay, But you know you're 1272 00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:18,440 Speaker 3: always a welcome addition back onto the show. If you 1273 00:53:18,480 --> 00:53:21,160 Speaker 3: ever say, hey, Rad, you know my operator mindset has 1274 00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:23,320 Speaker 3: blown up and this is what's going on with it, 1275 00:53:23,520 --> 00:53:25,759 Speaker 3: or this new thing just happened, or I got more 1276 00:53:25,840 --> 00:53:28,200 Speaker 3: things to talk about that I can talk about. You know, 1277 00:53:28,280 --> 00:53:31,040 Speaker 3: I'm never here to have you out anything unless you 1278 00:53:31,160 --> 00:53:32,719 Speaker 3: want to. So if there's anything you ever want to 1279 00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:35,640 Speaker 3: talk about, just reach out to us. I'm sure my audience. 1280 00:53:36,360 --> 00:53:38,200 Speaker 3: You know, even if you're reaching one person right now, 1281 00:53:38,680 --> 00:53:40,720 Speaker 3: and it might be that guy who's in the teams 1282 00:53:40,760 --> 00:53:42,479 Speaker 3: and he might be listening to, like what's Rad talking 1283 00:53:42,520 --> 00:53:44,839 Speaker 3: about with this SF guy? They might know who you are. 1284 00:53:44,840 --> 00:53:46,279 Speaker 3: They're going to say, oh, I didn't know there was 1285 00:53:46,320 --> 00:53:47,280 Speaker 3: a fellowship program. 1286 00:53:48,719 --> 00:53:51,640 Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure, you know I'd love to love Yeah, 1287 00:53:51,840 --> 00:53:53,160 Speaker 1: I've enjoyed this for sure. 1288 00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:55,400 Speaker 3: Thank you so much. And is there any way that 1289 00:53:55,440 --> 00:53:57,759 Speaker 3: anybody can reach out to you at operator mindset if 1290 00:53:57,800 --> 00:53:59,920 Speaker 3: they have anything to offer you. Are you looking for 1291 00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:02,840 Speaker 3: any additional you know, correspondence with vets that are in 1292 00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:03,759 Speaker 3: the same field as you. 1293 00:54:03,840 --> 00:54:06,320 Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean I might operate different. Dot Com teaches 1294 00:54:06,360 --> 00:54:08,480 Speaker 4: you to operate different. I do a men's coaching thing 1295 00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:12,160 Speaker 4: mostly for civilians, to teach him how to operate in 1296 00:54:12,360 --> 00:54:15,000 Speaker 4: our mindset and frame of minds. And I founded that 1297 00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,800 Speaker 4: early on when I was coaching my sons in wrestling, 1298 00:54:17,920 --> 00:54:21,120 Speaker 4: and you know, my sons were performing at a high 1299 00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:23,040 Speaker 4: level and I heard a dad. I overheard a dad 1300 00:54:23,160 --> 00:54:25,520 Speaker 4: say his son asked him like, why aren't we doing that? 1301 00:54:25,719 --> 00:54:27,960 Speaker 4: And his son's like, well, you know, their dad's an operator. 1302 00:54:28,000 --> 00:54:29,480 Speaker 4: It's different. And I remember hearing that. I mean, like, 1303 00:54:29,520 --> 00:54:31,120 Speaker 4: it's not that different, though, man, like you can be 1304 00:54:31,200 --> 00:54:33,480 Speaker 4: the example too. You can set an example for your 1305 00:54:33,520 --> 00:54:35,160 Speaker 4: sons the same as us, Like, I'm no different than 1306 00:54:35,200 --> 00:54:37,640 Speaker 4: you in that regard. It's a mindset, you know, that 1307 00:54:37,719 --> 00:54:41,440 Speaker 4: allow us to push forward through uncomfortable times. Become comfortable 1308 00:54:41,800 --> 00:54:45,120 Speaker 4: being uncomfortable, you know. So I kind of frame that 1309 00:54:45,239 --> 00:54:47,160 Speaker 4: in the in the sense of making operate different. I 1310 00:54:47,160 --> 00:54:49,400 Speaker 4: will teach men how to operate different. And that's my 1311 00:54:49,480 --> 00:54:50,000 Speaker 4: passion too. 1312 00:54:50,040 --> 00:54:50,560 Speaker 1: I love doing that. 1313 00:54:50,640 --> 00:54:52,960 Speaker 4: I love like giving guys advice, giving father's advice who 1314 00:54:53,000 --> 00:54:54,520 Speaker 4: feel like they're stuck in a rut. 1315 00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:56,719 Speaker 1: And you know, the kids, the kids aren't aren't living 1316 00:54:56,800 --> 00:54:57,520 Speaker 1: up their expectations. 1317 00:54:57,560 --> 00:54:59,640 Speaker 4: I always tell them, like, hey, man, if if you 1318 00:54:59,680 --> 00:55:01,360 Speaker 4: look in the mirror and it's not a man that 1319 00:55:01,440 --> 00:55:03,839 Speaker 4: you would want your sons to turn exactly into, then 1320 00:55:03,880 --> 00:55:04,839 Speaker 4: you need to make the change. 1321 00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:06,400 Speaker 1: Because he's watching more than he's listening to. 1322 00:55:06,480 --> 00:55:10,040 Speaker 3: You know. Yeah, that's true. That's way true. And I'm 1323 00:55:10,080 --> 00:55:12,200 Speaker 3: going to steal that and just use it more of 1324 00:55:12,320 --> 00:55:13,960 Speaker 3: what you just said in my life. I agree with you. 1325 00:55:13,960 --> 00:55:17,440 Speaker 3: You know, we are leading by example. They watch our actions. 1326 00:55:17,480 --> 00:55:19,359 Speaker 3: They see us. You know, you flip that car off 1327 00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:21,319 Speaker 3: in the road. They see it and they're like, oh, 1328 00:55:21,360 --> 00:55:23,040 Speaker 3: I'll flip that car off in the road. It's just like, 1329 00:55:23,400 --> 00:55:27,359 Speaker 3: you know, I love that. Wait, wait, good, good, good 1330 00:55:27,440 --> 00:55:29,279 Speaker 3: snippet right there, right. If there's one thing you can 1331 00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:31,520 Speaker 3: do is just lead by example. I love that dude, 1332 00:55:31,920 --> 00:55:32,320 Speaker 3: I love it. 1333 00:55:32,400 --> 00:55:36,120 Speaker 1: But I'm on Instagram at real Kyle Steiner and Facebook. 1334 00:55:36,160 --> 00:55:42,040 Speaker 3: I think that's real Kyle Steiner. Ye say that loudly? 1335 00:55:42,600 --> 00:55:45,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, because otherwise I would alter from Ohio State. 1336 00:55:47,040 --> 00:55:50,200 Speaker 3: Or I'm a basketball player from Wisconsin with my second dame. 1337 00:55:50,200 --> 00:55:51,719 Speaker 3: There's a dude out there with my name. I'm like, 1338 00:55:51,760 --> 00:55:54,360 Speaker 3: what's up? How come I can't have my Instagram account 1339 00:55:54,360 --> 00:55:56,319 Speaker 3: as my name? It's like this dude from your back, 1340 00:55:56,680 --> 00:56:00,680 Speaker 3: I'm like, life goes on. I'm the real you know 1341 00:56:00,760 --> 00:56:03,320 Speaker 3: what I'm saying. Hey, And I love the fact that 1342 00:56:03,400 --> 00:56:05,360 Speaker 3: you coach. You know, I love the fact that you 1343 00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:08,759 Speaker 3: are that soccer coach I was talking about, right, I'm like, 1344 00:56:09,040 --> 00:56:11,880 Speaker 3: you guys are all in one. My dad's same thing baseball. 1345 00:56:12,280 --> 00:56:14,720 Speaker 3: Every all year long, he would train me for baseball. 1346 00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:18,080 Speaker 3: He drilled a hole through the baseball's axis, took a 1347 00:56:18,120 --> 00:56:21,200 Speaker 3: piece of red paracord, and then tied it through it 1348 00:56:21,320 --> 00:56:23,680 Speaker 3: with a knot and then a knot so he could 1349 00:56:24,080 --> 00:56:26,879 Speaker 3: swing it a baseball. And he would, and he would 1350 00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:28,920 Speaker 3: wear a gardening glove because every time I'd hit it, 1351 00:56:29,160 --> 00:56:32,120 Speaker 3: it would pull the rope out of his hand. So 1352 00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:35,240 Speaker 3: he'd get it going like seventy miles an hour because 1353 00:56:35,239 --> 00:56:36,920 Speaker 3: there was no one that could pitch that fast to me, 1354 00:56:37,239 --> 00:56:39,480 Speaker 3: and I didn't have a pitching machine anywhere. So he's like, well, 1355 00:56:39,480 --> 00:56:41,719 Speaker 3: if you're gonna hit fast balls, let me just so 1356 00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:44,200 Speaker 3: he'd swirl it like a helicopter and then I would 1357 00:56:44,239 --> 00:56:45,759 Speaker 3: just stand there and then it would just come right 1358 00:56:46,000 --> 00:56:48,319 Speaker 3: in front of my quack, in front of the plate, 1359 00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:51,040 Speaker 3: and I would just I'm just saying, I love you guys, dude, 1360 00:56:51,200 --> 00:56:53,920 Speaker 3: and I love your mantra and to free the oppressed, 1361 00:56:53,960 --> 00:56:56,520 Speaker 3: dale press, the lever, the whole thing. I love wearing 1362 00:56:56,560 --> 00:56:59,399 Speaker 3: my dad's ring and living under his shadow. And thank 1363 00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:01,760 Speaker 3: you for for being you and being on the show today. 1364 00:57:02,239 --> 00:57:04,239 Speaker 1: Yeah, brother, nice mind. Pleasure really was. 1365 00:57:04,960 --> 00:57:06,640 Speaker 3: Really and I just want to thank you again. And 1366 00:57:06,640 --> 00:57:09,080 Speaker 3: you're always welcome back in. And if you want to 1367 00:57:09,160 --> 00:57:13,320 Speaker 3: learn more about Kyle, just google Kyle Steiner Army and 1368 00:57:13,440 --> 00:57:15,960 Speaker 3: you'll see his bio in all of the Internet. You 1369 00:57:15,960 --> 00:57:18,360 Speaker 3: can look up for Streppo. You know, he's got so 1370 00:57:18,480 --> 00:57:22,560 Speaker 3: much going on and Operator mindset and Operate Operate Different 1371 00:57:22,640 --> 00:57:26,560 Speaker 3: dot com. So check him out. Follow real Kyle Steiner 1372 00:57:26,680 --> 00:57:30,000 Speaker 3: on Instagram and just add one more like to his 1373 00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:33,280 Speaker 3: his picks and his comments and and if you want 1374 00:57:33,320 --> 00:57:35,440 Speaker 3: to learn more, just click on the link down below 1375 00:57:35,600 --> 00:57:38,720 Speaker 3: in whatever we've typed out and you can find all 1376 00:57:38,800 --> 00:57:41,400 Speaker 3: that information here at soft reap dot com. And again, 1377 00:57:41,720 --> 00:57:43,680 Speaker 3: big thanks on behalf of all of us at soft 1378 00:57:43,760 --> 00:57:45,800 Speaker 3: rep to Kyle for joining the show today, so thank 1379 00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:49,840 Speaker 3: you appreciate it. Yeah, and this is rad On, behalf 1380 00:57:49,840 --> 00:57:51,800 Speaker 3: of Kyle Steiner, saying peace. 1381 00:58:07,760 --> 00:58:10,200 Speaker 2: You've been listening to self Red Ladia