WEBVTT - 13. Night Time

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah you feeling.

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<v Speaker 2>This is our production of iHeart Laudio and Overturned Media.

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<v Speaker 3>Hey, sorry, an Seline, I uh got lost.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh so we're just gonna.

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<v Speaker 4>Uh you okay, uh.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm just you like, can't listen. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>anybody's here. Buy okay, never gone? Yeah, I like you said, okay.

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<v Speaker 5>Ah damn.

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<v Speaker 1>Ah yeah just like that. H too much? Okay, No,

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<v Speaker 1>I can take it. Yeah you can. So you wanna

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<v Speaker 1>keep going? Oh right?

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<v Speaker 5>Right?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, mm.

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<v Speaker 1>Hmm shake it mm hmm. Oh oh am I going

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<v Speaker 1>to you ard you're good. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 5>Is it just me?

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<v Speaker 1>Or do you you feel like someone's watching us? Ship?

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<v Speaker 3>Hold on.

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<v Speaker 1>Kyone almost come. It looks like it was going to

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<v Speaker 1>buck your thick offs.

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<v Speaker 6>I was more concerned about you doing that. Oh come on,

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<v Speaker 6>I don't give too thy blow jobs. Well, when you

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<v Speaker 6>got a little rough.

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<v Speaker 1>Back there, funk off, I had to slow you down.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm sorry. Sorry I went too hard, didn't I? Yeah

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<v Speaker 6>you did, and I liked it. You want to head back?

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<v Speaker 6>It's kind of nice. Up you want to go for

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<v Speaker 6>a walk with me?

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<v Speaker 1>M hmm, thank.

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<v Speaker 5>It'll be funky.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't even know your name, Oh rusty, you Zack.

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<v Speaker 1>Nice to me, too, nice to me? So do you

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<v Speaker 1>live around here? Not really Southeast La? Oh that's a drive.

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<v Speaker 7>It was actually pretty close when you hit me up,

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<v Speaker 7>just getting a drink at the Hawker.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I liked that place. You were there by yourself. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>I like going solo, can just talk to you whoever

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<v Speaker 7>I want without my friends battering.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I get that normally I go by myself too.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you live nearby? I do? Yeah, not too far Kaytown.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh cool. Yeah, just came to La about a year ago.

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<v Speaker 1>What about before that? Missouri? Oh, the birthplace of ragt Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>hold on, why do you know that? Well? I used

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<v Speaker 1>to study music. Now I just played for fun. Really

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<v Speaker 1>what instrument? The clarinet?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, at all fens. That's why you're so good at

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<v Speaker 1>dick sucking.

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<v Speaker 7>Right?

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<v Speaker 1>So what brought you here in the industry entertainment or porn? Yes?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I switch jobs. I was working for the Census,

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<v Speaker 6>and when that was over, I tried my handed drawing storeboards,

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<v Speaker 6>and then I thought I could get more work by

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<v Speaker 6>being in La.

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<v Speaker 7>Is that where you throw up all the shots before

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<v Speaker 7>they go actually shoot the thing?

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<v Speaker 8>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, that's exactly it. You want to stop here?

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<v Speaker 4>Actually I like the view, you know, I mean too?

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<v Speaker 4>Should we say?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Right over there?

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<v Speaker 6>Uh so.

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<v Speaker 7>I actually met you before at the Hawker standing all

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<v Speaker 7>alone with those teeny little padphones on. Oh yes, that

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<v Speaker 7>that does sound like me. I asked you what you

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<v Speaker 7>were listening to, and it was some obscure punk rock

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<v Speaker 7>band from Pico Rivera.

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<v Speaker 1>Where did this happened a few weeks ago?

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<v Speaker 8>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>I did. I mean you looked familiar. You remember me? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>You said sorry and then you ran away. I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>run away. Felt so bad? Why because I gave off

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<v Speaker 1>a really awful I'm not interested vibe. Mm hmm it

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<v Speaker 1>was really rude. Mmm, you kind of were. I'm so sorry.

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<v Speaker 1>I was having the shittiest week, just broke up with someone.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh I'm sorry to hear that. Listen. If it were

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<v Speaker 1>any other night, I would have bought you a drag.

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<v Speaker 8>No.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, you're actually the first person that I've gone out

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<v Speaker 1>with since him. So it's just like a date, is

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<v Speaker 1>it not.

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<v Speaker 6>I haven't been on a real date in like five years.

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<v Speaker 6>My god, it kind of makes sense. That's why everything

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<v Speaker 6>was so awkward before.

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<v Speaker 1>Well thanks, no, no, I sorry I mean that in

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<v Speaker 1>a really, really cute kind of way. Okay, Mmmm, it's

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<v Speaker 1>so beautiful out here. Yeah, it's I kind of want

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<v Speaker 1>to just keep sitting here, you know, and enjoyed of you.

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<v Speaker 1>Me too.

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<v Speaker 8>This memory will always stick with me. It's in this

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<v Speaker 8>moment where I felt alone for the very last time.

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<v Speaker 8>In two years. I will move in with Rusty. He

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<v Speaker 8>will make me pour over coffee every morning. I will

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<v Speaker 8>fall asleep on his lap watching reruns of ninety sitcoms.

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<v Speaker 8>We will fight occasionally, and then it will become more frequent.

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<v Speaker 8>One of our arguments will escalate and we will break up,

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<v Speaker 8>but it won't last long, and everything will go back

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<v Speaker 8>to the way it was. We will eventually start having

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<v Speaker 8>less sex, but it won't matter because we just like

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<v Speaker 8>being around each other, talking to each other, sitting in

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<v Speaker 8>each other's silence. He will eventually go before me, and

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<v Speaker 8>I will miss him. I will cry every day, and

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<v Speaker 8>after a while I won't cry.

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<v Speaker 1>As much.

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<v Speaker 8>Because I will remember this moment and play it again

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<v Speaker 8>in my head, because even without him, I am not alone.

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<v Speaker 8>In this moment, I am sitting on top of Los

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<v Speaker 8>Angeles and I see everyone, I hear all of the

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<v Speaker 8>people who are going through it, just like me, who

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<v Speaker 8>have been through the hurt.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I was just freaking out because I'm scared.

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<v Speaker 1>Who cares? It's salmon.

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<v Speaker 4>I wanted to eat it with you.

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<v Speaker 1>I should really fucking move.

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<v Speaker 8>I really fucking should through the mishunter standings.

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<v Speaker 1>And you were never supposed to find out.

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<v Speaker 8>Oh that's supposed to make me feel better.

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<v Speaker 1>You think you can just keep people like shit? What

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<v Speaker 1>people like me?

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<v Speaker 8>You think you're so much better?

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<v Speaker 2>My work is valuable no matter what you think.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sorry, but I'll no like I'm not sorry. So dude,

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<v Speaker 1>you straight up one behind my back? Why would you

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<v Speaker 1>do that?

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<v Speaker 8>And the choice of living and loving one another. I'm

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<v Speaker 8>going to be a father.

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<v Speaker 1>Ye're having a baby. I think about him at least

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<v Speaker 1>once a week. Like that's nuts, right? Like damn ju well,

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<v Speaker 1>it is so stupid. I love you, Rusty, I always will. Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>what are you thinking about? Nothing? This is really nice?

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<v Speaker 1>What are you thinking? And how I was thinking the

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<v Speaker 1>same thing. I want to head back down? Can we

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<v Speaker 1>stay here a little longer? Sure?

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<v Speaker 5>M M.

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<v Speaker 9>The Nighttime was written and directed by me James Kim

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<v Speaker 9>Jacko code played Zach Joseph Martine played Rusty and Paul

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<v Speaker 9>Wong played Future Zach. The editor and producer is Cameron Kel.

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<v Speaker 9>On set sound mixer is Daniel Martinez. Sound designer and

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<v Speaker 9>head of post production is Diego Perez. Creator and showrunner

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<v Speaker 9>is me James Kim. On set photographer is Julian Park.

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<v Speaker 9>Score by Robert Garova and ryle Baum, and the documentary

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<v Speaker 9>interludes are by Shanisha Martin. Thank you to our sponsors

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