1 00:00:00,040 --> 00:00:02,200 Speaker 1: Yeah you feeling. 2 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:39,280 Speaker 2: This is our production of iHeart Laudio and Overturned Media. 3 00:00:35,240 --> 00:00:44,680 Speaker 3: Hey, sorry, I am selin. 4 00:00:47,800 --> 00:00:49,720 Speaker 1: I uh got lost. 5 00:00:54,720 --> 00:01:09,320 Speaker 4: Oh so we're just gonna uh you okay, uh. 6 00:01:08,360 --> 00:01:15,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just do you like, can't listen? I don't 7 00:01:15,200 --> 00:01:15,920 Speaker 1: think anybody's here. 8 00:01:15,959 --> 00:01:24,839 Speaker 3: Buy okay? 9 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:36,120 Speaker 1: Never gone? Yeah, I like. 10 00:01:37,640 --> 00:01:44,360 Speaker 3: You said, okay. 11 00:01:49,640 --> 00:02:06,920 Speaker 1: Ah damns ah yeah, just like that too much? 12 00:02:08,120 --> 00:02:13,160 Speaker 3: Okay, No, I can take it. 13 00:02:13,600 --> 00:02:21,240 Speaker 1: Yeah you can. So you wanna keep going? 14 00:02:23,520 --> 00:02:25,919 Speaker 5: Oh right? 15 00:02:26,000 --> 00:02:30,480 Speaker 3: Right? 16 00:02:33,760 --> 00:02:34,880 Speaker 1: Oh sh. 17 00:02:36,320 --> 00:02:42,200 Speaker 6: Yeah mm hmm shake it mm hmm. 18 00:02:43,600 --> 00:02:52,040 Speaker 1: Oh oh am I going to you ard you're good. 19 00:02:56,080 --> 00:03:00,040 Speaker 1: I don't know. Is it just me? Or do you 20 00:03:00,040 --> 00:03:11,760 Speaker 1: you feel like someone's watching us? Shoo? 21 00:03:15,840 --> 00:03:16,200 Speaker 5: Hold on. 22 00:03:31,400 --> 00:03:32,480 Speaker 1: Ky one almost come. 23 00:03:36,960 --> 00:03:39,160 Speaker 3: It looks like it was going to buck your thick offs. 24 00:03:39,800 --> 00:03:41,360 Speaker 1: I was more concerned about you doing that. 25 00:03:41,760 --> 00:03:44,480 Speaker 3: Oh come on, I don't give too thy blow jobs. 26 00:03:45,040 --> 00:03:47,760 Speaker 5: Well, when you got a little rough back there, funk off, 27 00:03:47,800 --> 00:03:48,800 Speaker 5: I had to slow you down. 28 00:03:49,880 --> 00:03:54,880 Speaker 7: Sorry, Sorry I went too hard, didn't I? Yeah you did, 29 00:03:56,200 --> 00:04:12,240 Speaker 7: and I liked it. Do you want to head back? 30 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:18,719 Speaker 7: It's kind of nice. 31 00:04:18,800 --> 00:04:21,880 Speaker 3: Up. You want to go for a walk with me? 32 00:04:24,400 --> 00:04:26,080 Speaker 3: Mm hm, do with thank. 33 00:04:27,560 --> 00:04:39,200 Speaker 1: It'll be funky. 34 00:04:43,440 --> 00:04:44,440 Speaker 3: I don't even know your name. 35 00:04:44,839 --> 00:04:52,480 Speaker 1: Oh, rusty you Zack nice to me, too, nice to me? 36 00:04:56,640 --> 00:04:57,560 Speaker 1: So do you live around here? 37 00:05:00,000 --> 00:05:02,440 Speaker 3: Not really Southeast La? 38 00:05:02,520 --> 00:05:03,320 Speaker 1: Oh that's a drive. 39 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:06,600 Speaker 5: It was actually pretty close when you hit me up, 40 00:05:07,560 --> 00:05:09,760 Speaker 5: just getting a drink at the Hawker. 41 00:05:10,200 --> 00:05:11,640 Speaker 3: You know I liked that place. 42 00:05:13,240 --> 00:05:14,200 Speaker 1: You were there by yourself. 43 00:05:14,640 --> 00:05:16,120 Speaker 3: Yeah. 44 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:19,520 Speaker 5: I like going solo. Can just talk to you whoever 45 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:21,120 Speaker 5: I want without my friend's battering. 46 00:05:21,880 --> 00:05:25,760 Speaker 1: You know, I get that. Normally I go by myself too. 47 00:05:28,680 --> 00:05:29,520 Speaker 3: Do you live nearby? 48 00:05:30,160 --> 00:05:30,440 Speaker 1: I do? 49 00:05:30,680 --> 00:05:33,800 Speaker 3: Yeah, not too far Kaytown? Oh cool. 50 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:38,360 Speaker 6: Yeah, just came to La about a year ago. 51 00:05:39,960 --> 00:05:40,839 Speaker 3: What about before that? 52 00:05:44,720 --> 00:05:45,320 Speaker 1: Missouri? 53 00:05:45,920 --> 00:05:49,120 Speaker 3: Oh, the birthplace of ragt Okay? 54 00:05:49,480 --> 00:05:50,599 Speaker 1: Hold on, why do you know that? 55 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:52,720 Speaker 4: Well? 56 00:05:53,680 --> 00:05:58,440 Speaker 5: I used to study music. Now I just played for fun. 57 00:05:59,160 --> 00:06:02,080 Speaker 5: Really what instrument? The clarinet? 58 00:06:03,160 --> 00:06:04,080 Speaker 8: Oh? 59 00:06:04,120 --> 00:06:06,680 Speaker 1: Okay, at all fens. That's why you're so good at 60 00:06:06,720 --> 00:06:07,320 Speaker 1: dick sucking? 61 00:06:10,279 --> 00:06:18,760 Speaker 3: Right? So what brought you here? In the industry entertainment 62 00:06:19,800 --> 00:06:20,360 Speaker 3: or porn? 63 00:06:20,640 --> 00:06:20,839 Speaker 2: Yes? 64 00:06:23,680 --> 00:06:26,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, I switch jobs. I was working for the census, 65 00:06:26,080 --> 00:06:28,160 Speaker 1: and when that was over, I tried. 66 00:06:27,880 --> 00:06:30,520 Speaker 6: My handed drawing storeboards, and then I thought I could 67 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:32,120 Speaker 6: get more work by being in La. 68 00:06:34,120 --> 00:06:36,640 Speaker 5: Is that where you throw up all the shots before 69 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:38,360 Speaker 5: they go actually shoot the thing? 70 00:06:38,640 --> 00:06:38,800 Speaker 9: Oh? 71 00:06:38,960 --> 00:06:40,240 Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, that's exactly it. 72 00:06:45,880 --> 00:06:49,480 Speaker 3: You want to stop here? Actually like the view? 73 00:06:50,960 --> 00:06:51,200 Speaker 2: You know? 74 00:06:51,440 --> 00:06:53,960 Speaker 1: I mean too? Should we say? 75 00:06:56,480 --> 00:07:09,800 Speaker 8: Yeah? 76 00:07:10,560 --> 00:07:28,080 Speaker 1: Right over there? Uh so. 77 00:07:30,880 --> 00:07:35,320 Speaker 3: I actually met you before at the Hawker. 78 00:07:38,040 --> 00:07:43,400 Speaker 5: Standing all alone with those teeny little padphones on. 79 00:07:43,680 --> 00:07:45,560 Speaker 1: Oh yes, that that does sound like me. 80 00:07:47,480 --> 00:07:51,480 Speaker 5: I asked you what you were listening to, and it 81 00:07:51,600 --> 00:07:55,360 Speaker 5: was some obscure punk rock band from Pico Rivera. 82 00:07:56,040 --> 00:07:59,960 Speaker 1: Where did this happened a few weeks ago? 83 00:08:01,520 --> 00:08:01,720 Speaker 9: Yeah? 84 00:08:01,760 --> 00:08:02,600 Speaker 3: I did. 85 00:08:05,080 --> 00:08:09,320 Speaker 1: I mean you looked familiar. You remember me? Yeah? Yeah? 86 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:11,440 Speaker 1: You said sorry and then you ran away. 87 00:08:12,000 --> 00:08:13,320 Speaker 3: I didn't run away. 88 00:08:13,840 --> 00:08:15,640 Speaker 1: Felt so bad? 89 00:08:15,640 --> 00:08:19,640 Speaker 6: Why because I gave off a really awful I'm not 90 00:08:19,760 --> 00:08:25,800 Speaker 6: interested vibe. Mm it was really rude. 91 00:08:26,600 --> 00:08:28,040 Speaker 3: Mmm, you kind of were. 92 00:08:31,160 --> 00:08:31,960 Speaker 1: I'm so sorry. 93 00:08:33,760 --> 00:08:38,760 Speaker 6: I was having the shittiest week. Just broke up with someone. 94 00:08:39,800 --> 00:08:43,440 Speaker 6: Oh I'm sorry to hear that. 95 00:08:45,920 --> 00:08:49,240 Speaker 1: Listen. If it were any other night, I would have 96 00:08:49,240 --> 00:08:49,920 Speaker 1: bought you a drag. 97 00:08:52,679 --> 00:08:52,760 Speaker 9: No. 98 00:08:53,120 --> 00:08:56,800 Speaker 1: Really, you're actually the first person that I've gone out 99 00:08:56,840 --> 00:09:01,880 Speaker 1: with since him. 100 00:09:01,920 --> 00:09:02,760 Speaker 3: So it's just like. 101 00:09:04,320 --> 00:09:06,760 Speaker 1: A date, is it not. 102 00:09:09,880 --> 00:09:13,560 Speaker 6: I haven't been on a real date in like five years. 103 00:09:13,679 --> 00:09:18,120 Speaker 6: Oh my god, it kind of makes sense. That's why 104 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:19,440 Speaker 6: everything was so awkward before. 105 00:09:22,040 --> 00:09:26,120 Speaker 1: Well thanks, no, no, I sorry. 106 00:09:26,200 --> 00:09:30,160 Speaker 6: I mean that in a really really cute kind of way. 107 00:09:30,400 --> 00:09:47,439 Speaker 10: Okay, Mmmm, it's so beautiful out here, Yeah, it's. 108 00:09:54,760 --> 00:09:55,760 Speaker 1: I kind of want to just. 109 00:09:57,720 --> 00:10:02,520 Speaker 5: Keep sitting here, you know, and enjoyed of you. 110 00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:12,400 Speaker 1: Me too. 111 00:10:14,880 --> 00:10:18,920 Speaker 9: This memory will always stick with me. It's in this 112 00:10:19,080 --> 00:10:21,640 Speaker 9: moment where I felt alone for the very last time. 113 00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:27,560 Speaker 9: In two years. I will move in with Rusty. He 114 00:10:27,640 --> 00:10:31,800 Speaker 9: will make me pour over coffee every morning. I will 115 00:10:31,840 --> 00:10:35,000 Speaker 9: fall asleep on his lap watching reruns of ninety sitcoms. 116 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:41,520 Speaker 9: We will fight occasionally, and then it will become more frequent. 117 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:47,959 Speaker 9: One of our arguments will escalate and we will break up, 118 00:10:50,320 --> 00:10:53,760 Speaker 9: but it won't last long and everything will go back 119 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:58,320 Speaker 9: to the way it was. We will eventually start having 120 00:10:58,440 --> 00:11:02,920 Speaker 9: less sex, but it won't matter because we just like 121 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:07,319 Speaker 9: being around each other, talking to each other, sitting in 122 00:11:07,400 --> 00:11:13,560 Speaker 9: each other's silence. He will eventually go before me, and 123 00:11:13,600 --> 00:11:19,640 Speaker 9: I will miss him. I will cry every day, and 124 00:11:19,720 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 9: after a while I won't cry as much because I 125 00:11:23,480 --> 00:11:27,120 Speaker 9: will remember this moment and play it again in my head, 126 00:11:29,280 --> 00:11:33,520 Speaker 9: because even without him, I am not alone. In this moment, 127 00:11:33,640 --> 00:11:36,880 Speaker 9: I am sitting on top of Los Angeles and I 128 00:11:36,920 --> 00:11:40,360 Speaker 9: see everyone, I hear all of the people who are 129 00:11:40,360 --> 00:11:43,960 Speaker 9: going through it, just like me, who have been through 130 00:11:43,960 --> 00:11:44,360 Speaker 9: the hurt. 131 00:11:45,280 --> 00:11:49,960 Speaker 3: I think I was just freaking out because I'm scared. 132 00:11:50,160 --> 00:11:51,600 Speaker 3: Who cares? It's salmon. 133 00:11:52,559 --> 00:11:54,000 Speaker 10: I wanted to eat it with you. 134 00:11:54,520 --> 00:11:55,880 Speaker 1: I should really fucking move. 135 00:11:56,760 --> 00:11:57,920 Speaker 3: I really fucking. 136 00:11:57,640 --> 00:12:02,480 Speaker 1: Should through the mishunter standings. And you were never supposed 137 00:12:02,480 --> 00:12:03,000 Speaker 1: to find out. 138 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:05,959 Speaker 9: Oh that's supposed to make me feel better. 139 00:12:06,320 --> 00:12:07,920 Speaker 3: You think you can just keep people like shit? 140 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:09,320 Speaker 9: What people like me? 141 00:12:09,800 --> 00:12:11,120 Speaker 6: You think you're so much better? 142 00:12:11,800 --> 00:12:13,880 Speaker 2: My work is valuable no matter what you think. 143 00:12:13,960 --> 00:12:17,559 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, but I'll no like I'm not sorry. So dude, 144 00:12:17,679 --> 00:12:19,600 Speaker 1: you straight up one behind my back? Why would you 145 00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:19,840 Speaker 1: do that? 146 00:12:20,559 --> 00:12:24,120 Speaker 9: And the joys of living and loving one another. I'm 147 00:12:24,120 --> 00:12:28,240 Speaker 9: going to be a father. We're having a baby. 148 00:12:28,960 --> 00:12:31,079 Speaker 3: I think about him at least once a week. 149 00:12:31,400 --> 00:12:34,040 Speaker 2: Like that's nuts, right, Like damn Jen, Well, it is 150 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:35,120 Speaker 2: so stupid. 151 00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:48,120 Speaker 9: I love you, Rusty, I always will. 152 00:12:56,200 --> 00:12:59,880 Speaker 1: Okay, what are you thinking about? 153 00:13:07,920 --> 00:13:31,280 Speaker 11: Nothing? This is really nice? What are you thinking? And 154 00:13:31,400 --> 00:13:36,760 Speaker 11: how I was thinking the same thing. I want to 155 00:13:36,800 --> 00:13:45,600 Speaker 11: head back down? Can we stay here a little longer? 156 00:13:48,080 --> 00:13:48,320 Speaker 1: Sure? 157 00:13:52,240 --> 00:13:58,719 Speaker 3: M M. 158 00:14:37,280 --> 00:14:40,320 Speaker 12: The Nighttime was written and directed by me James Kim 159 00:14:40,680 --> 00:14:44,760 Speaker 12: Jacko Code played Zach. Joseph Martine played Rusty, and Paul 160 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:48,600 Speaker 12: Wong played Future Zach. The editor and producer is Cameron Kel. 161 00:14:49,280 --> 00:14:52,680 Speaker 12: On set sound mixer is Daniel Martinez. Sound designer and 162 00:14:52,720 --> 00:14:56,320 Speaker 12: head of post production is Diego Perez. Creator and showrunner 163 00:14:56,360 --> 00:14:59,920 Speaker 12: is me James Kim. On set photographer is Julian Park. 164 00:15:00,520 --> 00:15:04,239 Speaker 12: Score by Robert Garova and ryle Baum, and the documentary 165 00:15:04,280 --> 00:15:09,200 Speaker 12: interludes are by Shanisha Martin. 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