WEBVTT - Those Who Struggle

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<v Speaker 1>Hi, I'm Kate Erlan, I'm Jacqueline Novak.

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<v Speaker 2>And this is poog, an ongoing conversation about wellness between

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<v Speaker 2>two obsessive friends.

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<v Speaker 1>Two untamable intellects.

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<v Speaker 2>This is our hobby, This is our hell, This is

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<v Speaker 2>our naked desire for free products. This is poog.

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<v Speaker 1>Today's topics looselie speaking.

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<v Speaker 2>Good thing, bad thing? Who knows? Hello?

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<v Speaker 3>Lo, I look like you know the devastating truth of

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<v Speaker 3>you know when you go, that's that's me.

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<v Speaker 2>I was going to say to you, hey, let's not

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<v Speaker 2>do a video today because I'm too ugly today, but

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<v Speaker 2>I want to say this.

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<v Speaker 1>You look the same as you always do.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you. Something happened, Something has happened. And I always

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<v Speaker 2>heard about.

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<v Speaker 3>This that just one day you age it's over. It's

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<v Speaker 3>not over, but just kidding. No, No, I realized that

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<v Speaker 3>outside it. But no, I was going to ask you

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<v Speaker 3>because I noticed that you were suddenly like you were

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<v Speaker 3>suddenly rapidly begging for a faith pillow okay, and like sending.

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<v Speaker 1>Me video of you doing a lima laser.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, okay, she's on one.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I you know, I'm Today's day four.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm committing I want everyone to hear me. Here, fifteen

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<v Speaker 2>minutes a day for the lima, you've got it out

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing. I'm committing to fifteen minutes a day for

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<v Speaker 2>three months. That's what they say. And listen, I'm i

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<v Speaker 2>gonna do it every day. Of course not, but I'm

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<v Speaker 2>really gonna try. You have to and so and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>now every night I'm going, oh, fuck my pillow, smashing

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<v Speaker 2>my face, aging me rapidly as something happened. And I

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<v Speaker 2>know this is what people say. Suddenly I'm running into

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<v Speaker 2>some people seeing some photos online of people I haven't

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<v Speaker 2>seen in years, like before COVID, and I go, damn,

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<v Speaker 2>they really look old. And I go, well, then you

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<v Speaker 2>must look old, bitch, you know what I mean. I'm like, wow,

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<v Speaker 2>I have an age today and yet look at these people.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm like, it's me too, and necessarily like I

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<v Speaker 2>feel I'm not over here, like truly miserable, like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>you know, I love myself whatnot. But I am like,

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<v Speaker 2>I am like, that's kind of mystifying to me.

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<v Speaker 1>And then.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, oh oh, and then here's a little morning drama.

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<v Speaker 2>I get my invoice, I get in my inbox, my email,

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<v Speaker 2>some notifications an invoice. Yeah, but I get I guess

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<v Speaker 2>notifications from Amazon or refunding this order or refunding that order.

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<v Speaker 2>I go, what's going on this probiotic that I've been

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<v Speaker 2>ordering from Amazon? I've taken probably three hundred of these,

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<v Speaker 2>the megaspore biotic. Okay, they go, it's counterfeit. They go,

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<v Speaker 2>we recommend if you have this product in your house

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<v Speaker 2>to throw it away immediately and discontinued use. Kate.

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<v Speaker 1>I go, well, cool, I can't believe you got had

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<v Speaker 1>like this? Do I so believe you got had?

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<v Speaker 3>Right? Hold on?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think this is like mold or probably just

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<v Speaker 2>like salt? You know what I mean? Like it's not poison?

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<v Speaker 3>No, I think it would take more effort to like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, drum up some poison.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know, it's funny. I've been like it works,

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<v Speaker 2>and I've been I was off it for a while,

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<v Speaker 2>and then the last two days I go, I gotta

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<v Speaker 2>re you know, I got to bring my probiotic back

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<v Speaker 2>in every day, and I go, it's really good. I

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<v Speaker 2>do think my stomach's been feeling a little better the

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<v Speaker 2>last couple of days. Full placebo with salt slash poison.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you didn't google to see what what someone I

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<v Speaker 3>wouldn't there, just didn't figure it out.

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<v Speaker 2>I have another poison alert. Another poison alert. This is

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<v Speaker 2>really disgusting and actually kind of hard to admit. So

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<v Speaker 2>my trad wife sippy cup that I carry around.

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<v Speaker 1>This straw was disgusting. So I have my straw.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, so I I disassemble the straw and I go,

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<v Speaker 2>are you fucking kidding? It wasn't horrendous, but but but

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<v Speaker 2>there was are you are you ready for this? A

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<v Speaker 2>couple of black spots? Are you hearing this?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>I go, and there was salt and I get the

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<v Speaker 2>what's it called salt? Pipe cleaner? Sorry? Soap? Yeah, soap? Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I go, I'm gonna be calm, but I go, well,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't be trusted with a child. I go, this

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<v Speaker 2>is crazy. Although I'm like, you hear, oh you gotta

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<v Speaker 2>wash stuff. I go, God, I guess you really do

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<v Speaker 2>have to wash some stuff?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, right, you go, you go, you go?

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<v Speaker 3>Surely you know you sell you the pipe cleaner?

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<v Speaker 1>Right?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>All right, yeah, right, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>I go, I can run some water through there. I go,

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<v Speaker 2>it's water and water through there?

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<v Speaker 1>You think it's water?

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<v Speaker 2>How bad can I get oh.

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<v Speaker 1>Just saliva kind of oh god, disgusting.

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<v Speaker 2>So I've had this, really my hydrations at an all

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<v Speaker 2>time love the last couple of days because I was

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<v Speaker 2>so traumatized.

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<v Speaker 1>That there's no safe vehicle.

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<v Speaker 2>I washed. I washed it, and I'm seeing online and

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<v Speaker 2>everyone goes, yeah, this is why you really want the

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<v Speaker 2>wide mouth. I go, wide mouth? Could it's pouring all

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<v Speaker 2>over me. It's not efficient like the poog bottle or

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<v Speaker 2>I just yeah, like a poo bottle, or you know

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<v Speaker 2>wh I do, just suck it up and start cleaning.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess it's what I do every fucking day. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>in there with the pipe cleaner and the salt and

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<v Speaker 2>the soap. Shit, yeah, I guess.

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<v Speaker 3>So, well, yeah, there's a few things, because you know,

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I live a water bottle life every day,

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<v Speaker 3>filling that up, taking it poo to the gym, right pooh?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, no, I have my gray treadwive zippy cup.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know if I said it, but because I

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<v Speaker 3>got it in a similar gray tone to the dress

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<v Speaker 3>in this sort of like I'll always remember this time.

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<v Speaker 3>And I got a brand because I wanted it to

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<v Speaker 3>I wanted something to sit in in the cup perfectly.

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<v Speaker 3>So I got the hydroflask via Backcountry. Remember I told

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<v Speaker 3>you about Backcountry the store at the grove that I

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<v Speaker 3>went in there and I said, it's like Ari, I okay,

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<v Speaker 3>so it's.

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<v Speaker 2>All coming back. It's all coming back, thank you.

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<v Speaker 3>Now what was I using before? Oh my, a wala

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<v Speaker 3>or whatever I was using and had a real wake

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<v Speaker 3>up call opening up the Oh no, like getting into

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<v Speaker 3>some corner it hadn't been in and going wow. Now,

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<v Speaker 3>I'll also note I think we're all fine in the

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<v Speaker 3>other way, like it's also completely you know, I don't know, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>of course anything about it. But people are slobs. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean in the eighties you think they were using pipe cleaners.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, completely, there's squirt bottles at the end of

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<v Speaker 2>they were fine. But I did gasp when I looked

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<v Speaker 2>in there and saw the color black A few black

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<v Speaker 2>dots was bad, and I go, that's black mold. And

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<v Speaker 2>I guess it's not black mold, but it's mold. That's black.

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<v Speaker 3>It's not necessarily so guys. Uh but wait, hold on

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<v Speaker 3>a couple of things. Wait, I wrote down in agony.

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<v Speaker 1>What's that I don't know? Oh yeah, the probiotics.

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<v Speaker 3>So you got I can't believe that you it happened.

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<v Speaker 3>So this is a classic in.

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<v Speaker 1>The skincare community.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay on Amazon, is be careful because you know you're

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<v Speaker 3>not getting pot in skincare.

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<v Speaker 2>You're getting some fac o jacqueline, this probiotic.

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<v Speaker 5>I gotta go.

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<v Speaker 2>I go, guys, you're only refunding me. I've spent probably

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<v Speaker 2>three hundred dollars on all I've gotten. I've gotten. It's gotten,

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<v Speaker 2>I've gotten. Is that correct? Yeah? I have gotten, I

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<v Speaker 2>have got it. Yeah. Literacy at an all time low.

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<v Speaker 2>I went into a books for the other day, go,

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<v Speaker 2>you don't deserve to be in here. I go in

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<v Speaker 2>what led to this?

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<v Speaker 3>This?

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<v Speaker 2>This is just topics, say gotten, and felt like I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know what words are anymore, and that my literacy

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<v Speaker 2>has plummeted, devastating deleted Instagram yesterday They instantly improved. But

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<v Speaker 2>I go into a book that before I know. I

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<v Speaker 2>go into bookstore yesterday and I pick up books. I

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<v Speaker 2>start opening the side the side flap. I go get

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<v Speaker 2>to the point, I don't even have the I don't

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<v Speaker 2>even have the fucking patience or the attention spanshy. I go,

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<v Speaker 2>let's go to go through. No, not even a gift,

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<v Speaker 2>just the side, the side. What the fuck? I don't

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<v Speaker 2>even know what the word is.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, the inner jacket, the inner.

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<v Speaker 2>Jacket, I go, this, I go, and a tale of

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<v Speaker 2>I go, let's go, tale of what faster tiale of

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<v Speaker 2>what I I am speeding through the inner jacket. Can't

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<v Speaker 2>even do it. I've had ad D DOC circled on

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<v Speaker 2>my calendar to call them. We got sent this this

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<v Speaker 2>and repeat focused dietary supplement.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that that arrived yesterday. I noticed that I know

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<v Speaker 3>who's it made by? Oh, it's made by and repeat? Right.

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<v Speaker 1>Did it come with a pill bottle.

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<v Speaker 2>A very elaborate pill box that I was having trouble with.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually, well, because you were asking it to be more

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<v Speaker 3>than it is, probably, yeah, like I was, because.

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<v Speaker 2>I think there was a lower layer. Yeah, and I go,

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<v Speaker 2>do I have to open this up?

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<v Speaker 1>Something's gonna slide out.

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<v Speaker 2>Nothing's going to open up hard Jacqueline.

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<v Speaker 1>It feels like.

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<v Speaker 2>Very hard to describe it by a radio.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, we'll post it. Just felt like it had a

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<v Speaker 3>lower level that was more.

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<v Speaker 2>I know it was confusing, but thanks for sending it.

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<v Speaker 2>Very curious as you can imagine. But then you know

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<v Speaker 2>what I also saw, because I'm going, Okay, what am

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<v Speaker 2>I gonna do? Get back on stimulants and ruin my life?

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<v Speaker 2>All yeah, making people's brains bad or something?

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<v Speaker 1>Really, where where's that coming from?

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<v Speaker 2>I mean something I hardly saw planning something I saw

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<v Speaker 2>sight in one eye as I was digest served to

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<v Speaker 2>you after like fight videos after you read that other.

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<v Speaker 1>Book, Hollowell. But I am, well, yeah, I mean I

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<v Speaker 1>the ad D.

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<v Speaker 2>Years Lost, Lives Lost, World Lost.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean I'm going I'm going to have to. I

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<v Speaker 1>think I'm going to have to.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, it's like, you know, like the idea of sanity

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<v Speaker 3>being like you know whatever the group is doing right,

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<v Speaker 3>like you know, the whole world were whatever. So it's

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<v Speaker 3>like I'm like, oh, I guess I have to go

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<v Speaker 3>out to the forest and just be like totally freey

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<v Speaker 3>out there, right, But.

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<v Speaker 1>That's not what I'm going to do.

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<v Speaker 3>So instead I have to be like I am what

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<v Speaker 3>I am here amongst the others, and it's becoming my

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<v Speaker 3>own failure.

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<v Speaker 1>Like talk about it. I'll tell you that later.

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<v Speaker 3>But just like, oh, like it's real, you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, Like like they came a calling.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh you mean the add Okay, yeah, you'll tell me later.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not I'll just tell you later.

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<v Speaker 1>But like you're going with tears, I love you, I

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<v Speaker 1>love you.

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<v Speaker 2>I love the tears fault. I get it. I was

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<v Speaker 2>feeling yesterday, yesterday and today I was like, oh my god,

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<v Speaker 2>like it's just.

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<v Speaker 3>It's just like you know, I'm just how to cut

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<v Speaker 3>it later but just too exhausting.

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<v Speaker 2>But like this is the poets. Are you crying? It's

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<v Speaker 2>the policing. I need those tears, you know. And by

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<v Speaker 2>the way, Pooh is another example I mean of we

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<v Speaker 2>struggle with poop Oh. Yeah, no, I I get into

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<v Speaker 2>think just because we like I mean and to everyone listening,

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<v Speaker 2>like thank you, like we we've we do anyone else

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<v Speaker 2>we probably I was like texting you or I was saying.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, we haven't even posted images of our

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<v Speaker 2>merch on our of our of our like that's so fun.

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<v Speaker 3>I posted like flat ones like but this idea that

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<v Speaker 3>we're going to take one photos together, like.

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<v Speaker 2>Like bare minimum taking us like to move you. And

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<v Speaker 2>it's like, what do you gotta do? All you got well,

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<v Speaker 2>of course post photos of yourself on the shit. Can't

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<v Speaker 2>get it together? Completely confused. Don't understand our contract.

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<v Speaker 3>I've been completely fixated on every time there's like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>dealing with something else that I really need to do,

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<v Speaker 3>and I never got to my tears.

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<v Speaker 1>We'll talk about him in a minute and maybe they'll

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<v Speaker 1>come back, right.

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<v Speaker 3>But just like you know this, but it's like I

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<v Speaker 3>log more hours just literally self fitty, but move through it.

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<v Speaker 1>I log more hours working than.

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<v Speaker 3>Like anyone, you know, and like I don't it doesn't

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<v Speaker 3>make it out of my house or my computer, but

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<v Speaker 3>it does.

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<v Speaker 2>Jacqueline written a book. You were at the Emmys last week.

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<v Speaker 2>It does make it out. I know it feels like it,

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<v Speaker 2>but it does. It does make it out.

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<v Speaker 3>And then I was like like like trying to clean

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<v Speaker 3>them YouTube and seeing like YouTube videos from like two

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<v Speaker 3>thousand sticks and.

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<v Speaker 2>What would it make you say?

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<v Speaker 5>It?

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<v Speaker 2>What to make you think?

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<v Speaker 3>Just like you know, like seeing like you know, like

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<v Speaker 3>a comedy video like We're Fife.

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<v Speaker 1>It was it was unlisted like.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm private up years ago, but like you know, like

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<v Speaker 3>basically like a child.

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<v Speaker 1>I know, I know, and like.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't even know, like I mean, in general, the

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<v Speaker 3>passage of time, Oh my god, it's like just too

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<v Speaker 3>fucking much like I was thinking about last night.

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<v Speaker 1>Like especially insane them.

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<v Speaker 3>We're asked to live this way, okay, in a constant

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<v Speaker 3>state of change. I know this is like everything, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>but like it's completely untenable okay, that you're literally always.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's why I.

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<v Speaker 3>Think that people are hooked on these ideas about like decades,

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<v Speaker 3>like my twenties, okay, because like then they can they

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<v Speaker 3>can think that time stops in their twenties and they're

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<v Speaker 3>in a state of being in their twenties, and.

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<v Speaker 2>Then you're in your ten thirties and then you're in.

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<v Speaker 3>Right and you're static, your static right, but you're literally

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<v Speaker 3>not well.

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<v Speaker 2>I've always tried to figure this out and stand up.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a it's a bit that I'll try to work on.

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<v Speaker 2>I know we don't talk about you don't to base

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<v Speaker 2>ourselves in that way by taking on specific bits. But

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<v Speaker 2>I've always been like, I can't believe that we're the

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<v Speaker 2>life is continuous, that it's constant. You're you're born, then

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<v Speaker 2>you're alive the whole time until you do you're dead. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>Like that is fucking crazy. You you aren't allowed to

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<v Speaker 2>reject for a couple of weeks ago, I died for

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<v Speaker 2>four months and then I came back, and then I

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<v Speaker 2>died like two years later for a week. You're just

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<v Speaker 2>constantly alive. Like that's the most fucked up. Yeah, I

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<v Speaker 2>mean there is no mercy.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, that's why the only I mean, that's that's where

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<v Speaker 3>like sleep, I mean it makes a lot of sense,

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<v Speaker 3>like in this one way, like we break down like

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<v Speaker 3>a machine, like and it makes good sense that we do, right,

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<v Speaker 3>but like you literally cannot, like.

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<v Speaker 1>You machine every night to the ground.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, after the brain. I mean it's washed with even

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<v Speaker 2>a day. You would think you sleep every two weeks.

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<v Speaker 2>Every two weeks. It's so much that you have to

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<v Speaker 2>sleep every day.

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<v Speaker 1>And and you're going.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't wait for a bedtime tonight. It's one of

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<v Speaker 2>those days. I go, let's get to bed.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it is interesting that sleep is enough to restore you.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like I know, well things, I'm just lying there.

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<v Speaker 3>It's weird in shutdown mode.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, I'm just sorry. In my dream you remember, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>just say quickly to your sweetest thing in the world,

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<v Speaker 2>my cat who meant the world to me, who died

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<v Speaker 2>when I was ten. Rio, Oh fucking I come downstairs.

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<v Speaker 2>Rio is there like a person puts his arms.

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<v Speaker 1>Around me, like a person in which sense.

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<v Speaker 2>And like with cat arms lifted up and put his

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<v Speaker 2>cat arms around me. It's the sweetest thing. His eyes

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<v Speaker 2>were filled with tears, like he was so excited to

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<v Speaker 2>see me.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was a visitation. Means obviously I love you.

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<v Speaker 1>Why at this time?

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<v Speaker 2>I know why?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Because life is hell? Yeah, we love it, God, we

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<v Speaker 2>love it. But fuck endless lost new horrors at every

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<v Speaker 2>turn you come around a corner. Oh no, horror, Well

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<v Speaker 2>what else could happen? There's another horror beyond that next corner.

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<v Speaker 2>But we keep going.

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<v Speaker 1>You know that it's good, it's pretty good. But that thing,

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<v Speaker 1>like you know, oh, let me let me pull it up.

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<v Speaker 3>It's a good good thing. Yeah, reach first saying good thing?

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<v Speaker 1>Bad thing? Who knows that?

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<v Speaker 2>You told me? What is that?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah? And I'm gonna get it because like I always Oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I have a parable to change my life. Is

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<v Speaker 2>it a parable? I'm not sure.

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<v Speaker 1>It's a SOUPI tale? Okay, you ready, let's go.

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<v Speaker 2>You want to give it to me, give it to

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<v Speaker 2>me hard.

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<v Speaker 1>Wait, let me find it.

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<v Speaker 2>I need tales. This is why fair. We have story reading.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean it's narrative.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like, well, I was just trying to god, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>because and I'm not fucking around. Okay, women who run

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<v Speaker 3>with the wolves either, we go and do totally different

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<v Speaker 3>new podcasts just about it.

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<v Speaker 1>That, but that you need to work through it. You

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<v Speaker 1>need to work through women who run with the wolves.

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<v Speaker 2>I own it. It's at my parents' house.

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<v Speaker 1>Crack the spine. Okay. There once was a farmer who

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<v Speaker 1>owned a horse and had a sun.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna say right now, this was told to me.

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<v Speaker 2>I already know what this is. It's fucking changed my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Was one I was gonna say, But the one that

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<v Speaker 2>I have is like a Chinese interpretation, interpolation. I could

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<v Speaker 2>go in. I used to understand language, I used to

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<v Speaker 2>have ideas. I used to able to articulate myself. And

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<v Speaker 2>then I got Instagram and I donated my life to it.

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<v Speaker 2>And it ends again. I'm not doing it again. I'm

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<v Speaker 2>getting it gets smart again.

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<v Speaker 3>You'll yeah, Okay, Well, I was fed an article on

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<v Speaker 3>Instagram that then I did run off to read New

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<v Speaker 3>Yorker about you know, teen suicides and social media and

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<v Speaker 3>the whole thing.

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<v Speaker 1>He was written by Andrew Solomon, who written undate demon.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh hey, I'm pretty sure an article in the New Yorker.

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<v Speaker 3>So you know, well, okay, no, I was just gonna

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<v Speaker 3>I'll say it now because it never is a thing.

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<v Speaker 3>But you know, we don't crassly work on bits okay

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<v Speaker 3>on the show, as you were just saying. But I'll

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<v Speaker 3>just since we did it once, I'll just acknowledge. It's

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<v Speaker 3>just I have this like thing about parables Parle. He

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<v Speaker 3>was just like, how I hate the parables, obvious idiot. Okay,

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<v Speaker 3>Like it's just a dragon the story. So they're like

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<v Speaker 3>there were three brothers. Yeah, first took the father's money

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<v Speaker 3>and shoved it up his as and you're like, okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 3>yeah him, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>Do we need him, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, and when they really milk it, when they sit

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<v Speaker 3>there as hell. Okay, There once was a farmer who

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<v Speaker 3>owned a horse and had a son. One day his

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<v Speaker 3>horse ran away.

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<v Speaker 2>Because it's changed my life, all right.

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<v Speaker 3>There once was a farmer who owned a horse and

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<v Speaker 3>had a son. One day his horse ran away. The

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<v Speaker 3>neighbors came to express their concern, Oh that's too bad.

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<v Speaker 3>How are you gonna work the fields now? The farmer replied,

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<v Speaker 3>good thing, bad thing who knows. In a few days

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<v Speaker 3>his horse came back and brought another horse with her.

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<v Speaker 3>Now the neighbors were glad. Oh, how lucky Now you

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<v Speaker 3>can do twice as much work as before. The farmer replied,

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<v Speaker 3>good thing, bad thing, who knows. The next day, the

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<v Speaker 3>farmer's son fell off the new horse and broke his.

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<v Speaker 2>Leg, and comes neighbors were concerned again.

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<v Speaker 3>Now that he is incapacitated, he can't help you around.

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<v Speaker 3>That's too bad. The farmer replied, good thing, bad thing,

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<v Speaker 3>who knows. Soon the news came that a war broke

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<v Speaker 3>out and all the young men were required to join

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<v Speaker 3>the army. The villagers were sad because they knew that

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<v Speaker 3>many of the young men will not come back. The

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<v Speaker 3>father's son could not be drafted because of his broken leg.

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<v Speaker 3>His neighbors were envious. How lucky you get to keep

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<v Speaker 3>your only son. The farmer replied, good thing, bad thing

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<v Speaker 3>who knows? Interesting it ended there? I could have it

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<v Speaker 3>go on forever, I mean, because I thought i'd sort

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<v Speaker 3>of remember it like.

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<v Speaker 1>And he died, good thing, bad thing? You even knows?

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<v Speaker 1>Like they really went there?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't the one that I heard is this not

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<v Speaker 3>the sound because something's a miss?

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, yeah it is no, no no.

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<v Speaker 3>I just had like, are you count no man lucky

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<v Speaker 3>until he's dead? The other thing I just bring up.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, I don't care man lucky until he's I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know what that is, but I just was saying what

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<v Speaker 2>I heard was a similar story, but it didn't involve

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<v Speaker 2>the good thing bad thing who knows repeating phrase at all.

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<v Speaker 2>It just was like cow's similar things, sons like being

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<v Speaker 2>broken interesting and then the army doesn't take him and

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<v Speaker 2>it ended there. But who among us.

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<v Speaker 1>It's the same story, no refrain.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I need to go away for a week and

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<v Speaker 2>only read, but I won't.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, it's interesting because I cracked open a couple couple

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<v Speaker 3>of books just literally just to dip the toe in

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<v Speaker 3>and and you know, restored within seconds, by the way,

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<v Speaker 3>by restored within seconds, Yeah yeah, okay, yeah, I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I put it down, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 3>should I go back for more?

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<v Speaker 2>Didn't you know, never never being restored?

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<v Speaker 3>This is interesting. I forgot I got this my and

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<v Speaker 3>then I glanced up at my shelf. So many books

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<v Speaker 3>that I'm excited about, you know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 1>I all of which I know would lift me in

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<v Speaker 1>the heavens. And but.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why every day that I don't garden, it is

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<v Speaker 2>a waste. Every day my hand's ont touch soil.

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<v Speaker 3>Do you mean, oh I thought you meant. I thought

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<v Speaker 3>you meant in the garden of the mind. No, wait, actually,

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<v Speaker 3>do want to go back though to Lima and your

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<v Speaker 3>your protocol.

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<v Speaker 1>So you're funny, I know you.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, you get locked in on things you know, or

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<v Speaker 3>you lock in and you've locked in on this fifteen

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<v Speaker 3>minutes idea. Oh okay, now you know what I'm going

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<v Speaker 3>to say.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, wait, what do an hour?

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<v Speaker 3>Well? Just no, but like you're because you're gonna want

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<v Speaker 3>to glide all around the face, right, you're gonna gons

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<v Speaker 3>what I'm I've.

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<v Speaker 2>Been doing the serum all over, the glide serum, and

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<v Speaker 2>then I'm doing the glacial paste all over, concentrating on

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<v Speaker 2>eleven's because I felture's my forehead the last few months

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<v Speaker 2>from all the like gruesome sobbing, I've had literal new lines.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, that's so crazy, Like I'm like, wow, that

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<v Speaker 2>is like the beauty of aging or whatever, like the

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<v Speaker 2>horror of it. It's like, yeah, you have like your

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<v Speaker 2>cry for a few months, and your fucking face is

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<v Speaker 2>altered as a result. But I'm still convinced the lines

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<v Speaker 2>are superficial idea.

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<v Speaker 3>In an age state, you are more malleable and reflective

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<v Speaker 3>of what's going on. You're like a softer clay m

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<v Speaker 3>kind of kind of. I was thinking about this today

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<v Speaker 3>in the shower. I was thinking about how like the

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<v Speaker 3>you know, youth leading the culture.

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<v Speaker 2>There is no wisdom not there is no wisdom in you.

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<v Speaker 3>And no like the youth should be out dancing to

0:23:00.560 --> 0:23:06.280
<v Speaker 3>the songs of the ripe pan flute, the ripe, the

0:23:06.359 --> 0:23:10.480
<v Speaker 3>ripe thinker, okay, and while they toil away at home

0:23:11.600 --> 0:23:12.600
<v Speaker 3>and hope.

0:23:12.480 --> 0:23:16.720
<v Speaker 1>To grow into I mean, that's that's what it should be.

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<v Speaker 3>Like. It's so vile the idea of one's prime being

0:23:21.480 --> 0:23:23.080
<v Speaker 3>you know, in the middle or something.

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<v Speaker 2>It's don draper, don draper, death instantly. The young don't

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<v Speaker 2>know anything, especially that they're young, and it's like it's

0:23:31.400 --> 0:23:37.000
<v Speaker 2>like children have something to teach us, of course, but youth,

0:23:39.320 --> 0:23:39.960
<v Speaker 2>I mean, just.

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<v Speaker 1>A bunch of people with wisdom walking around ashamed.

0:23:42.280 --> 0:23:47.280
<v Speaker 3>Okay, is like like it.

0:23:47.280 --> 0:23:49.720
<v Speaker 1>Should be, and it serves it's like.

0:23:51.560 --> 0:23:53.080
<v Speaker 2>God, I know, I I.

0:23:54.760 --> 0:23:57.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, it gets.

0:23:57.280 --> 0:24:01.960
<v Speaker 3>Very thin and fast when and I believe that the

0:24:01.960 --> 0:24:05.840
<v Speaker 3>the fully grown okay people do actually have to pick

0:24:05.880 --> 0:24:08.560
<v Speaker 3>up the mantle if they are, if all they're doing

0:24:08.680 --> 0:24:13.480
<v Speaker 3>is running around trying to worship the youth, then they

0:24:13.520 --> 0:24:17.680
<v Speaker 3>themselves are neglecting to step up and say like here

0:24:17.720 --> 0:24:20.399
<v Speaker 3>I am you know what I mean? Yeah, like no,

0:24:20.520 --> 0:24:23.439
<v Speaker 3>like do your best work, you know whatever, Like I

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<v Speaker 3>just I don't know. I've always wanted since I began

0:24:26.320 --> 0:24:29.440
<v Speaker 3>fearing death as a teen, right, I was like, the

0:24:29.520 --> 0:24:31.560
<v Speaker 3>only I can only tolerate life if it is not

0:24:32.760 --> 0:24:35.119
<v Speaker 3>it is not me trying to drive towards some peak

0:24:35.359 --> 0:24:37.199
<v Speaker 3>that's supposed to happen at a certain time and I

0:24:37.240 --> 0:24:39.280
<v Speaker 3>better hit that peak and then dissent.

0:24:39.600 --> 0:24:42.080
<v Speaker 1>No, I do not care. It has to be aiming

0:24:42.080 --> 0:24:44.119
<v Speaker 1>for essentially better every year. And I know that's a.

0:24:44.119 --> 0:24:48.320
<v Speaker 2>Little like horizontal, sounds a little goofy, but like no, no, no, no,

0:24:48.280 --> 0:24:48.720
<v Speaker 2>it's true.

0:24:48.800 --> 0:24:53.200
<v Speaker 3>Like I want ninety nine even if I'm decrepit, Okay,

0:24:53.240 --> 0:24:57.119
<v Speaker 3>I want to spiritually, emotionally, artistically for shit in my

0:24:57.400 --> 0:24:58.120
<v Speaker 3>fucking top.

0:24:58.320 --> 0:25:03.959
<v Speaker 2>For fucking sure, it's hard because the models for that, like,

0:25:03.960 --> 0:25:08.600
<v Speaker 2>like I feel lucky that I I had some women,

0:25:08.720 --> 0:25:10.720
<v Speaker 2>like I knew a woman who was like ninety five,

0:25:10.760 --> 0:25:14.600
<v Speaker 2>who's like fucking had it together, amazing artists, like hair

0:25:14.640 --> 0:25:17.240
<v Speaker 2>pulled back in a little ponytail, like gorgeous, elegant, like

0:25:18.000 --> 0:25:22.119
<v Speaker 2>fucking had it. I mean, now, of course my fear,

0:25:23.280 --> 0:25:26.679
<v Speaker 2>the fear of Alzheimer's, of course absorbing me in the

0:25:26.720 --> 0:25:30.880
<v Speaker 2>middle of the night. But I know it's not crazy

0:25:30.920 --> 0:25:34.399
<v Speaker 2>with Alzheimer's soon not to just spread fear. But I

0:25:34.440 --> 0:25:37.159
<v Speaker 2>was talking about talking of my neurologists, and he was like,

0:25:37.440 --> 0:25:38.840
<v Speaker 2>by the way, I gotta get that. I gotta get

0:25:38.840 --> 0:25:40.919
<v Speaker 2>the facts right before I go, before I go on

0:25:40.960 --> 0:25:43.359
<v Speaker 2>the radio with this well but something. He was basically

0:25:43.359 --> 0:25:45.879
<v Speaker 2>talking about how common Alzheimer's is and how it's like

0:25:47.040 --> 0:25:49.640
<v Speaker 2>basically if you make it and again like your own

0:25:49.680 --> 0:25:51.719
<v Speaker 2>research or whatever, but it's like if you make it

0:25:51.720 --> 0:25:55.520
<v Speaker 2>to eighty, like you're pretty like good, right, But it's

0:25:55.560 --> 0:25:58.320
<v Speaker 2>like by seventies, there's some age where it's like half

0:25:58.400 --> 0:26:01.600
<v Speaker 2>the fucking population has it. But they're like varying degree.

0:26:01.640 --> 0:26:04.840
<v Speaker 2>Some people are completely fine and they're like never you know, spottable.

0:26:05.840 --> 0:26:08.120
<v Speaker 2>Some people get dealt a fucking brutal hand. But it's

0:26:08.119 --> 0:26:10.560
<v Speaker 2>like anyway, I'm just trying to figure. I was like,

0:26:10.600 --> 0:26:11.760
<v Speaker 2>I was like, I got it because I was looking

0:26:11.800 --> 0:26:13.400
<v Speaker 2>into this a while ago. But I was like, death

0:26:13.440 --> 0:26:15.800
<v Speaker 2>with dignity for Alzheimer's, like has to happened. I was like,

0:26:15.800 --> 0:26:18.960
<v Speaker 2>I gotta get that in my file now. Yeah, if

0:26:18.960 --> 0:26:21.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm diagnosed, like, I want the fucking powder and a

0:26:21.640 --> 0:26:24.479
<v Speaker 2>cup in my fucking mouth pretty quickly.

0:26:24.960 --> 0:26:25.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah.

0:26:25.840 --> 0:26:28.200
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and you can do it in California or Portland

0:26:29.480 --> 0:26:29.879
<v Speaker 2>or something.

0:26:29.880 --> 0:26:32.320
<v Speaker 3>It was imagining like me and John Early delivering like

0:26:32.600 --> 0:26:34.920
<v Speaker 3>I already saw a syringe in hand.

0:26:35.000 --> 0:26:36.679
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, split in two, Okay.

0:26:36.880 --> 0:26:40.280
<v Speaker 3>I mean, I'm just joking that it's committed to each other.

0:26:40.359 --> 0:26:42.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad it's committed to radio because that is what

0:26:42.400 --> 0:26:47.080
<v Speaker 2>I want. But it's it's tricky because you gotta it's Yeah,

0:26:47.119 --> 0:26:50.880
<v Speaker 2>it's very tricky with cognitive decline. It's much more difficult.

0:26:50.920 --> 0:26:53.399
<v Speaker 2>It's much more re litigious and difficult than if you

0:26:53.560 --> 0:26:56.320
<v Speaker 2>just you know, right, And I want to be clear,

0:26:56.359 --> 0:26:57.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm not depressed.

0:26:57.680 --> 0:26:58.719
<v Speaker 1>She's gorgeous.

0:26:58.880 --> 0:27:02.119
<v Speaker 2>Remember over there in the coffin. What's that problem?

0:27:02.200 --> 0:27:04.040
<v Speaker 1>No, it was like Tiara being brought in.

0:27:06.040 --> 0:27:09.000
<v Speaker 2>Wait, what the person is hugely deformed?

0:27:09.359 --> 0:27:10.199
<v Speaker 1>Yeah?

0:27:10.280 --> 0:27:12.800
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, just in the well, of course you're ripped apart

0:27:12.800 --> 0:27:16.040
<v Speaker 2>by chance, you're ripped apart by a chimp. Yeah, and

0:27:16.080 --> 0:27:18.360
<v Speaker 2>then they put a tiara on your head for your birthday.

0:27:18.800 --> 0:27:28.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, guy, you know it's also saves the day poog

0:27:28.840 --> 0:27:30.000
<v Speaker 4>talking to you.

0:27:30.000 --> 0:27:35.960
<v Speaker 1>No, absolutely, like, like, no, it's good.

0:27:37.000 --> 0:27:39.600
<v Speaker 3>I'm having the moment of like I just sort of

0:27:39.680 --> 0:27:43.600
<v Speaker 3>like it was like you do more work than anybody,

0:27:43.680 --> 0:27:45.720
<v Speaker 3>you know, you know, like that's embarrassing.

0:27:46.080 --> 0:27:48.640
<v Speaker 2>No, you do do a lot of work. It's just.

0:27:51.600 --> 0:27:53.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't know this. I don't know.

0:27:53.320 --> 0:27:57.520
<v Speaker 3>This feels like a moment of turning over, you know this,

0:27:57.520 --> 0:28:00.560
<v Speaker 3>This feels like the time of change.

0:28:01.200 --> 0:28:02.440
<v Speaker 2>Something is in the fucking air.

0:28:03.359 --> 0:28:05.040
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, okay, interesting, it's a.

0:28:05.000 --> 0:28:08.240
<v Speaker 2>Big time no, I feel it big, really big, big

0:28:08.320 --> 0:28:11.480
<v Speaker 2>time series. Oh well, three things. Well, first of all,

0:28:11.880 --> 0:28:14.199
<v Speaker 2>there is as we know, yeah, I don't really know

0:28:14.240 --> 0:28:18.440
<v Speaker 2>anything about this, but there no, there is something astrological,

0:28:18.480 --> 0:28:22.160
<v Speaker 2>astrological going on always or whatever. But no, it's more

0:28:22.200 --> 0:28:25.280
<v Speaker 2>twenty twenty seven. Everything's gonna change twenty twenty seven. It's

0:28:25.280 --> 0:28:27.359
<v Speaker 2>a big one. Yeah, that's the whole like paradigm shift,

0:28:27.400 --> 0:28:31.720
<v Speaker 2>new energy, whatever, the dawning of all the old systems

0:28:31.760 --> 0:28:35.880
<v Speaker 2>will fall apart in such and such. But the little

0:28:35.880 --> 0:28:37.160
<v Speaker 2>systems are always falling apart.

0:28:37.320 --> 0:28:47.320
<v Speaker 5>Folks.

0:28:51.520 --> 0:28:53.520
<v Speaker 3>Oh, by the way, you should try the probiotic that

0:28:53.560 --> 0:28:55.200
<v Speaker 3>was sent to us by doctor b Oh.

0:28:55.280 --> 0:28:59.520
<v Speaker 2>Fuck, it's in a powder. Yeah, I'm gonna do it tonight.

0:28:59.560 --> 0:28:59.920
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna.

0:29:00.600 --> 0:29:05.960
<v Speaker 3>But it's all about if you introduce whatever to the gut,

0:29:06.360 --> 0:29:08.200
<v Speaker 3>you strict feeding the gut.

0:29:08.760 --> 0:29:10.960
<v Speaker 1>You have to keep feeding it the food.

0:29:12.040 --> 0:29:15.880
<v Speaker 3>Like basically, it's like you take a probiotic and you stop,

0:29:16.000 --> 0:29:16.680
<v Speaker 3>it goes away.

0:29:17.280 --> 0:29:18.959
<v Speaker 1>You have to feed feed it.

0:29:20.680 --> 0:29:21.600
<v Speaker 2>Have you been taking it?

0:29:22.280 --> 0:29:22.480
<v Speaker 1>No?

0:29:22.920 --> 0:29:23.800
<v Speaker 2>Do you have plans tonight?

0:29:25.040 --> 0:29:25.080
<v Speaker 4>No?

0:29:25.440 --> 0:29:30.680
<v Speaker 1>I I why come on, just look me plans?

0:29:31.440 --> 0:29:33.200
<v Speaker 2>Come to screening with me?

0:29:34.280 --> 0:29:34.440
<v Speaker 5>Oh?

0:29:34.480 --> 0:29:38.360
<v Speaker 1>Is there a screening or going to specifically cinema? Wait?

0:29:38.480 --> 0:29:41.320
<v Speaker 1>Is today Russia? Sha? Or tomorrow tomorrow?

0:29:42.840 --> 0:29:44.640
<v Speaker 2>I need to fall to my fucking eve and pray.

0:29:44.720 --> 0:29:46.320
<v Speaker 2>I pray, I pray all the time.

0:29:46.960 --> 0:29:52.280
<v Speaker 1>Kind of Yeah, the constant where's the altar?

0:29:53.240 --> 0:29:53.560
<v Speaker 2>Huh?

0:29:54.800 --> 0:29:58.480
<v Speaker 1>Just likely going? Where is my altar?

0:29:58.720 --> 0:29:59.240
<v Speaker 4>You know what I mean?

0:29:59.480 --> 0:30:01.520
<v Speaker 2>I know? Oh my god, I mean.

0:30:01.440 --> 0:30:03.240
<v Speaker 1>Oh, I guess it has to be internal.

0:30:04.080 --> 0:30:07.880
<v Speaker 2>No, we have to externalize. No, we need external alters.

0:30:09.280 --> 0:30:10.880
<v Speaker 2>Downing as Celsius. That a girl.

0:30:12.560 --> 0:30:17.280
<v Speaker 1>I think it did you get this in the mail? Fuck?

0:30:17.640 --> 0:30:19.200
<v Speaker 2>No, it's at my old house. It's sent it to

0:30:19.240 --> 0:30:22.960
<v Speaker 2>my old address. Oh really, yeah, is that is that? Wait?

0:30:23.160 --> 0:30:26.320
<v Speaker 2>That's I say, Oh my god, amazing.

0:30:26.800 --> 0:30:28.400
<v Speaker 1>Okay they sent us No.

0:30:29.040 --> 0:30:30.680
<v Speaker 2>Size has been very good.

0:30:31.000 --> 0:30:33.560
<v Speaker 3>Okay, yeah, the stuff. Just I love that we're just

0:30:33.760 --> 0:30:37.200
<v Speaker 3>on their list. Don't you dare take us off? I

0:30:37.960 --> 0:30:40.280
<v Speaker 3>pulled it up and pulled it open, and I go,

0:30:40.800 --> 0:30:43.480
<v Speaker 3>I see all these different liners, right, the liners, And

0:30:43.520 --> 0:30:46.200
<v Speaker 3>I go, O, don't know, did something happen where they

0:30:46.280 --> 0:30:48.360
<v Speaker 3>accidentally put in three of the same color?

0:30:48.480 --> 0:30:51.760
<v Speaker 1>Okay? I go, like, you know, maybe the promotional kits

0:30:51.800 --> 0:30:54.840
<v Speaker 1>like things get a little sloppy in the gifting corner.

0:30:55.960 --> 0:30:58.360
<v Speaker 1>And then I turned them and it says, no, they

0:30:58.360 --> 0:30:59.360
<v Speaker 1>have different names on them.

0:30:59.400 --> 0:31:01.400
<v Speaker 3>Okay, but I just want you to take a look

0:31:01.400 --> 0:31:04.480
<v Speaker 3>because these are remarkably close and I can't think I

0:31:04.560 --> 0:31:05.880
<v Speaker 3>have guy.

0:31:05.920 --> 0:31:06.520
<v Speaker 2>What the color?

0:31:06.600 --> 0:31:06.880
<v Speaker 5>Really?

0:31:08.160 --> 0:31:10.400
<v Speaker 2>What's the shade? Flirt?

0:31:11.000 --> 0:31:11.360
<v Speaker 1>Wink?

0:31:12.120 --> 0:31:14.920
<v Speaker 2>And but what are the shades?

0:31:15.680 --> 0:31:17.320
<v Speaker 1>You mean? Like, how would I describe brown?

0:31:17.400 --> 0:31:17.600
<v Speaker 3>Red?

0:31:17.600 --> 0:31:19.560
<v Speaker 2>You said? They're so close in shade? What's the shade?

0:31:19.680 --> 0:31:24.240
<v Speaker 3>They're like this very just I don't even know clayish,

0:31:24.640 --> 0:31:27.000
<v Speaker 3>very like, can't get it out.

0:31:27.120 --> 0:31:29.000
<v Speaker 1>I just want you to see because it's it's pretty.

0:31:29.520 --> 0:31:32.280
<v Speaker 1>I mean, it's impressive, genuinely. It must mean I mean

0:31:32.280 --> 0:31:33.680
<v Speaker 1>I assume this means they have like.

0:31:34.280 --> 0:31:37.560
<v Speaker 3>An extensive range. And then I also am wondering where

0:31:37.560 --> 0:31:40.320
<v Speaker 3>these bespoke. Did they look at my lips and say,

0:31:41.400 --> 0:31:43.000
<v Speaker 3>you know you're one, You're one of these?

0:31:43.160 --> 0:31:45.360
<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying. I just want to get

0:31:45.360 --> 0:31:48.200
<v Speaker 1>it out, but like, I don't know, those actually don't

0:31:48.200 --> 0:31:49.600
<v Speaker 1>look that simwhere now in the light? All right?

0:31:49.680 --> 0:31:54.440
<v Speaker 3>Sorry, So they've sent us one two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,

0:31:54.520 --> 0:31:55.760
<v Speaker 3>nine nine.

0:31:56.560 --> 0:31:59.680
<v Speaker 1>Lip glosses, lip boiled glasses. What are you going to

0:31:59.760 --> 0:32:00.280
<v Speaker 1>do with that?

0:32:00.880 --> 0:32:03.320
<v Speaker 3>Because you can't you can't keep them all, man, unless

0:32:03.360 --> 0:32:04.880
<v Speaker 3>it because you're hero product, right.

0:32:04.800 --> 0:32:05.600
<v Speaker 2>You can't keep them all.

0:32:06.960 --> 0:32:09.120
<v Speaker 1>No, no, no, no, you're allowed to keep them all.

0:32:09.160 --> 0:32:12.440
<v Speaker 3>I just mean, are you gonna let them take over

0:32:12.520 --> 0:32:14.600
<v Speaker 3>your oh make money?

0:32:15.520 --> 0:32:15.840
<v Speaker 1>Really?

0:32:16.400 --> 0:32:19.840
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I mean, I'm really I fucking bought bought,

0:32:19.920 --> 0:32:22.440
<v Speaker 2>Remember I bought the gorgeous slipliner from the Hot Girl.

0:32:23.240 --> 0:32:25.920
<v Speaker 2>It's gone. I was I was using it. It's gone.

0:32:26.040 --> 0:32:28.840
<v Speaker 2>It is fucking gone, and I know that it must

0:32:28.880 --> 0:32:30.760
<v Speaker 2>turn up. It's almost like a spirit took.

0:32:30.680 --> 0:32:33.520
<v Speaker 1>It to pay for your objective.

0:32:35.080 --> 0:32:46.080
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry. Can you tell Ooh fuck, I

0:32:46.080 --> 0:32:50.520
<v Speaker 2>want those colors. They're kind of like brownish pinkish horror colors. Oh,

0:32:50.600 --> 0:32:53.560
<v Speaker 2>that's what I want. I have to go get them.

0:32:54.240 --> 0:32:57.000
<v Speaker 1>And then I mean it's really Yeah, it's a real.

0:32:56.880 --> 0:32:59.000
<v Speaker 2>Palette here, and then we thank you.

0:32:59.440 --> 0:33:01.520
<v Speaker 3>See look, you know I would never go for it.

0:33:01.560 --> 0:33:03.360
<v Speaker 3>I think, oh, there's no way this dark brown is

0:33:03.400 --> 0:33:03.960
<v Speaker 3>gonna work on me.

0:33:04.160 --> 0:33:07.480
<v Speaker 2>I loved here. It is here, it is it?

0:33:07.600 --> 0:33:11.640
<v Speaker 1>Say okay, say how to say it? We always say

0:33:11.720 --> 0:33:12.360
<v Speaker 1>how to say it?

0:33:12.720 --> 0:33:15.040
<v Speaker 2>And by the way, yeah, I've been using there. I

0:33:15.040 --> 0:33:19.200
<v Speaker 2>have to say. I've been using their tinted moisturizer stuff

0:33:19.560 --> 0:33:22.240
<v Speaker 2>like every day. I'm like done with the bottle I've

0:33:22.360 --> 0:33:23.160
<v Speaker 2>been using.

0:33:23.840 --> 0:33:26.240
<v Speaker 1>Wait, is that the thing that's like bass milk or that.

0:33:26.560 --> 0:33:30.080
<v Speaker 2>No, no, it's it's just a tinted sunscreen. It's like

0:33:30.160 --> 0:33:34.040
<v Speaker 2>SPF thirty. It comes really Yeah. Did I miss that

0:33:34.400 --> 0:33:36.840
<v Speaker 2>or or I may have purchased it out of pocket. No,

0:33:36.840 --> 0:33:40.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm pretty sure it came to us.

0:33:40.240 --> 0:33:44.920
<v Speaker 1>And then we got this this serious kit from One Skin.

0:33:45.920 --> 0:33:48.600
<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, One Skin, which fucking rules, and we used

0:33:48.840 --> 0:33:51.120
<v Speaker 2>I use their skin serum down to the last goddamn

0:33:51.200 --> 0:33:53.959
<v Speaker 2>drops squeezing it out. Me too, And I heard some

0:33:54.080 --> 0:33:56.120
<v Speaker 2>hat got it and was like I love this stuff.

0:33:56.680 --> 0:34:00.800
<v Speaker 3>I remember, yeah, yeah, So I it up and I go,

0:34:00.920 --> 0:34:02.680
<v Speaker 3>I go, this is almost I start reading and I go,

0:34:02.760 --> 0:34:04.160
<v Speaker 3>this is almost like content.

0:34:05.560 --> 0:34:07.880
<v Speaker 1>Like I was like, big movement, actually be interested in this.

0:34:07.960 --> 0:34:11.120
<v Speaker 1>I was like double blind placebo, you know what I mean.

0:34:11.880 --> 0:34:15.160
<v Speaker 3>And then peptides and I just I can't for the

0:34:15.200 --> 0:34:16.080
<v Speaker 3>life of me lock in.

0:34:17.040 --> 0:34:17.239
<v Speaker 1>Oh.

0:34:17.320 --> 0:34:21.640
<v Speaker 3>And then I overheard some gals praising the ever loving

0:34:21.680 --> 0:34:27.839
<v Speaker 3>shit out of the biologicashers facial at the new you know,

0:34:29.040 --> 0:34:33.200
<v Speaker 3>br spa or whatever and saying that it wasn't just

0:34:33.239 --> 0:34:36.760
<v Speaker 3>like a one time spruce, like like a change.

0:34:36.800 --> 0:34:37.560
<v Speaker 1>Their scared.

0:34:38.440 --> 0:34:41.840
<v Speaker 3>And I still have yet to have a BR product

0:34:42.239 --> 0:34:42.880
<v Speaker 3>in my house.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never well.

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<v Speaker 3>It's I mean, there's something going on there all the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Go why did I ever get off br right?

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<v Speaker 1>Why Bigo loves to seek and never to find?

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<v Speaker 2>Say it a fucking I mean? And then I need

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<v Speaker 2>to hear it again.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh you could say that again. The ego loves to

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<v Speaker 3>seek and never to find. Oh god, that's an episode.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh oh one poog. Yeah, I think the people would

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<v Speaker 3>sob to hear the recording of me like, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>defending Poog.

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<v Speaker 2>Definitely okay, So tailbone pain, having a total freak out,

0:35:30.880 --> 0:35:34.600
<v Speaker 2>I started doing that again. I started doing some little homeworkouts.

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<v Speaker 2>Melissa would getting back into it, fucking pain on the

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<v Speaker 2>left side the cossacks. I go, not this again. Listeners

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<v Speaker 2>may recall years ago I had a chronic tabone issue.

0:35:45.520 --> 0:35:48.920
<v Speaker 2>Had a hairline fracture on my tailbone that was so painful,

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<v Speaker 2>and it was a full nine months of every time

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<v Speaker 2>I was sitting it was painful. I was having a

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<v Speaker 2>board planes with a fucking hemorrhoid pillow, looking like I

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<v Speaker 2>had my ass blown out. I had to go, it's

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<v Speaker 2>actually not a hemorrhoid, it's my tailbone driving pain. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>it was like and I just go, I can't go

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<v Speaker 2>back to that. So instead, yesterday I tried to do

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<v Speaker 2>some like gentle working out, and it was really painful.

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<v Speaker 2>I just got to stop. I can't do anything icing it.

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<v Speaker 2>Today's actually slightly better. I don't want to get too excited,

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<v Speaker 2>but I.

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<v Speaker 1>Love having something nice.

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<v Speaker 2>It's crazy when ice, because when you're icing something like

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<v Speaker 2>my it was hurting me. Yesterday I sat on ice pack,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'm like moaning, like it feels good when you

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<v Speaker 2>actually get relief from the ice.

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<v Speaker 1>You go, oh shit, I do need this real ice

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<v Speaker 1>is real.

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<v Speaker 2>And then I went into the bathtub back on the ice.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, oh you did it back and forth?

0:36:37.360 --> 0:36:38.840
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, not back, and I mean, once.

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<v Speaker 3>My headache is clearing, ooh, it's pooh advil.

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<v Speaker 1>I feels incredible the beginning, it's incredible.

0:36:46.239 --> 0:36:48.319
<v Speaker 2>It's fucking incredible. We take it for we take it

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<v Speaker 2>for granted everything.

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<v Speaker 3>Now, I mean the way it just knocks it out,

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<v Speaker 3>and I just you know, I don't even have faith,

0:36:52.719 --> 0:36:54.719
<v Speaker 3>Like I go, I go, I know I'm gonna feel

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<v Speaker 3>better in like twenty minutes, and I'm like, just believe it.

0:36:58.160 --> 0:37:00.400
<v Speaker 3>Like I'm just like set a time for twenty minutes

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<v Speaker 3>and there it'll be.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm about to beg you to hang out with me tonight.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want the listeners to think I'm an asshole.

0:37:08.760 --> 0:37:10.239
<v Speaker 1>You're not to hang out with you. I don't think

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<v Speaker 1>it's happening tonight.

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<v Speaker 2>It's fine, it's last minute.

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<v Speaker 1>But I feel.

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<v Speaker 2>Like there's a lot Should I stay in and read tonight?

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<v Speaker 2>I doubt it?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, why don't you sit with the self.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I don't want to sit with her right now.

0:37:28.840 --> 0:37:29.440
<v Speaker 2>She's fine.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean y'all alone over there or what.

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<v Speaker 2>My partner's out of town?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that what you mean there?

0:37:38.680 --> 0:37:38.960
<v Speaker 3>It is?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, no, but I've been It's like it's not.

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<v Speaker 1>Even saying that's the only reason you want to hang out.

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, of course not. But it's more just that

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<v Speaker 2>I it would be so good to stay in and

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<v Speaker 2>read a book. I don't know, right, well, yeah, don't

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<v Speaker 2>want me to, don't What does your want to?

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<v Speaker 1>I just wonder like what.

0:38:02.719 --> 0:38:03.359
<v Speaker 2>Were you gonna say?

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<v Speaker 1>How's your what your writing space? I don't know, you're no.

0:38:07.120 --> 0:38:09.400
<v Speaker 2>No, the writing space is not My office is like

0:38:09.719 --> 0:38:12.880
<v Speaker 2>is still very much in. It's not even that much

0:38:12.880 --> 0:38:14.520
<v Speaker 2>of a message, just like not set up. It's just

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<v Speaker 2>not there yet. I'm having fatigue or I'm having not fatigue.

0:38:19.320 --> 0:38:22.640
<v Speaker 2>I'm having like overwhelm of like esthetic changes I want

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<v Speaker 2>to make.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know how it goes, like try nails.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they have improved my life and the concept of

0:38:31.040 --> 0:38:34.000
<v Speaker 3>staging ground that I learned from the add book, Yeah,

0:38:34.040 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 3>which is like I need a lot of staging grounds, right, like, Okay,

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:40.560
<v Speaker 3>this is where I put the stuff that I'm gathering

0:38:40.600 --> 0:38:43.239
<v Speaker 3>to take with me. I always use the top of

0:38:43.280 --> 0:38:47.640
<v Speaker 3>the washing machine in the hall to like put stuff,

0:38:47.800 --> 0:38:49.480
<v Speaker 3>and that's like one of the staging grounds. And so

0:38:49.480 --> 0:38:50.879
<v Speaker 3>it's like, why is the stuff you're is a dirty

0:38:50.880 --> 0:38:53.839
<v Speaker 3>as a clean It's neither. It's it's like or stuff

0:38:53.880 --> 0:38:57.360
<v Speaker 3>that needs to go downstairs is like another staging ground.

0:38:56.960 --> 0:38:58.480
<v Speaker 1>And then you just setting them up.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>So then I have these nails on the wall. Now

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<v Speaker 1>that was when I come home. I put my bag

0:39:05.120 --> 0:39:08.440
<v Speaker 1>on the nail. It's no, no, life's changing.

0:39:08.520 --> 0:39:11.320
<v Speaker 2>I have some hooks that were by the side of

0:39:11.360 --> 0:39:13.400
<v Speaker 2>the door. Putting the purse on there. It's huge. I

0:39:13.400 --> 0:39:15.720
<v Speaker 2>went ballistic looking for my purse the other day. Where's

0:39:15.719 --> 0:39:17.120
<v Speaker 2>my fucking perse accuse my wallet?

0:39:17.360 --> 0:39:18.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, hanging next.

0:39:18.680 --> 0:39:20.440
<v Speaker 2>To the door, perfect spot.

0:39:20.760 --> 0:39:22.719
<v Speaker 1>Others would say it was there the whole time. I

0:39:22.760 --> 0:39:26.479
<v Speaker 1>beg to differ. What do you mean, I don't know.

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<v Speaker 3>Just that it popped into it when you were ready,

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<v Speaker 3>when you welcomed it.

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<v Speaker 1>Isn't this interesting?

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<v Speaker 3>Just like like pretending this is my hair, but you

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<v Speaker 3>can't even see me, Like I have it pushed up

0:39:40.360 --> 0:39:41.399
<v Speaker 3>in this way that looks like.

0:39:41.360 --> 0:39:44.520
<v Speaker 2>A you look like a Felicity porter. Did you know that

0:39:44.560 --> 0:39:47.920
<v Speaker 2>Felicity When Felicity cut her hair, got like death threats

0:39:47.920 --> 0:39:49.200
<v Speaker 2>and the show was almost canceled.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, I thought, I told you that you're not the one.

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<v Speaker 3>It's one of the most like Tank, oh.

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<v Speaker 2>Honey, worse than Tanked. Death threat People were like rioting,

0:40:03.840 --> 0:40:05.160
<v Speaker 2>can you fucking believe that?

0:40:06.800 --> 0:40:10.680
<v Speaker 3>I remember when my mom girls got I gotta tell you, yeah, yeah,

0:40:10.960 --> 0:40:13.560
<v Speaker 3>I got a short hair cut and.

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<v Speaker 1>Like once, and I remember it. First of all, it.

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<v Speaker 3>Was like I see like a car pull in, like

0:40:22.440 --> 0:40:24.080
<v Speaker 3>from the kitchen's table. I can see the car pooling

0:40:24.080 --> 0:40:26.360
<v Speaker 3>and go down the driveway, which is like you know

0:40:27.760 --> 0:40:30.080
<v Speaker 3>something I see all the time, Okay, and I just go,

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<v Speaker 3>who's that woman?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

0:40:31.560 --> 0:40:32.040
<v Speaker 1>It was my.

0:40:31.960 --> 0:40:35.560
<v Speaker 3>Mother's car, And yet I saw the shadow the silhouette

0:40:35.600 --> 0:40:38.560
<v Speaker 3>of this woman was sort of a sort of sort

0:40:38.560 --> 0:40:41.000
<v Speaker 3>of volume on top and then sort of truly short

0:40:41.080 --> 0:40:45.799
<v Speaker 3>here like a cut, you know, and I'm just like

0:40:46.080 --> 0:40:52.520
<v Speaker 3>some woman's here, and then like I mean, I'm making

0:40:52.520 --> 0:40:55.520
<v Speaker 3>it sound and making it sound like I'm subtly I don't,

0:40:55.560 --> 0:40:57.800
<v Speaker 3>I don't remember, but I just like I remember one me,

0:40:58.080 --> 0:40:58.920
<v Speaker 3>who is that woman?

0:40:59.640 --> 0:41:01.080
<v Speaker 2>Who is yeah? Yeah yeah?

0:41:01.600 --> 0:41:05.560
<v Speaker 3>And being confused and then like my dad will posit

0:41:05.640 --> 0:41:08.799
<v Speaker 3>these theories that are shocking, okay, because it'll just go

0:41:08.920 --> 0:41:14.040
<v Speaker 3>like what about hair like like for a while he's like,

0:41:14.280 --> 0:41:17.439
<v Speaker 3>he's like Novak's have big faces. They don't need big

0:41:17.480 --> 0:41:21.120
<v Speaker 3>hair like that was one of the one of his

0:41:21.200 --> 0:41:26.680
<v Speaker 3>like theories again and then it was like but bright

0:41:26.719 --> 0:41:30.840
<v Speaker 3>news didn't tank, but yeah, people have profound reactions.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh.

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<v Speaker 3>I was thinking that would be fun thing to do,

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<v Speaker 3>would be we would record remotely in the sense of

0:41:38.480 --> 0:41:41.000
<v Speaker 3>we'd get him, you know, we'd record just with a

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<v Speaker 3>microphone in front of our face, earphones, you know what

0:41:43.920 --> 0:41:48.280
<v Speaker 3>I'm saying, headphones, whatever, and we clean them our places together, okay,

0:41:48.360 --> 0:41:52.000
<v Speaker 3>and like individually and we do like timers and stuff,

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<v Speaker 3>and then five bucks we sell it okay to the listener. Okay, Okay,

0:41:57.960 --> 0:41:59.920
<v Speaker 3>that's that's some paywall shit right there. But can you

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<v Speaker 3>imagine because people find it comforting and listen to poog

0:42:02.800 --> 0:42:04.680
<v Speaker 3>you know, repeat, can you imagine if there was like

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<v Speaker 3>I just want to do this with the depression stuff, like,

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<v Speaker 3>so it be like clean hag should I put on

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<v Speaker 3>the cleaning hour? And it's like us pattering around cleaning.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, is that what people listen to podcasts doing cleaning,

0:42:18.760 --> 0:42:20.279
<v Speaker 2>doing the show they don't want to do.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, those who Struggle.

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<v Speaker 2>Those who Struggle is a great name for a new podcast.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, it's interesting question new podcasts.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh there she is?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, well, the times they are changing. To keep your

0:42:39.040 --> 0:42:40.200
<v Speaker 1>eyes peeled, folks.

0:42:43.239 --> 0:42:46.360
<v Speaker 2>I love a cryptic warning at the end of an episode.

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<v Speaker 1>Look, I ordered this.

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<v Speaker 2>What is that a book of late su Oh yeah,

0:42:51.920 --> 0:42:53.160
<v Speaker 2>classic classic of.

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<v Speaker 1>Zao of Dalway.

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<v Speaker 3>Isn't it horrible when you're not familiar with something enough

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<v Speaker 3>to know which translation is best? Meanwhile, you haven't even

0:43:04.200 --> 0:43:05.960
<v Speaker 3>cracked the spine and you're worried about whether you got

0:43:05.960 --> 0:43:06.600
<v Speaker 3>the best translation.

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<v Speaker 5>I know.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, how about just like, oh I need the

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<v Speaker 1>Newman translation. I'm a fool. Yeah all right, anyway, I

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<v Speaker 1>love you.

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<v Speaker 2>I love you. That was Poog. If you enjoyed Poog,

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<v Speaker 2>By Theta Hammel, artwork by Robert Baby

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