WEBVTT - #561 Jason Flom with Rodney Roberts

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<v Speaker 1>America has two point two million people in prison. If

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<v Speaker 1>just one percent is wrong, that's twenty two thousand people.

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<v Speaker 1>That's a lot of people's lives destroyed.

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<v Speaker 2>If the system want to take you out of society,

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<v Speaker 2>they will do it no matter what laws they have

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<v Speaker 2>to break, saying that they are enforcing the laws, but

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<v Speaker 2>they're breaking the lord.

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<v Speaker 1>Having to hear those people say that I was guilty

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<v Speaker 1>of a crime that I did not commit, and then

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<v Speaker 1>hear my family break down behind me and not be

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<v Speaker 1>able to do anything about it. I can't describe the

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<v Speaker 1>crushing weight that was.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not anti police, I'm just anti corruption.

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<v Speaker 2>A lot of times we look and we see something

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<v Speaker 2>happen to somebody, and that's the first thing we said.

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<v Speaker 2>That could never happen to me, but.

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<v Speaker 4>They can. This is wrongful conviction.

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<v Speaker 5>Welcome back to Wrongful Conviction with Jason Flahm. Today's guest

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<v Speaker 5>is the one and only Rodney Roberts.

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<v Speaker 6>Rodney Roberts was held for seventeen years for the crime

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<v Speaker 6>of raping a seventeen year old girl he had never met.

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<v Speaker 6>Rodney was advised by his public.

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<v Speaker 4>Defender to plead guilty.

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<v Speaker 6>He was told that the seventeen year old girl who

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<v Speaker 6>was right outside the courtroom had identified him, and if

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<v Speaker 6>he did not plead guilty, he was going to spend

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<v Speaker 6>the rest of his life in jail.

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<v Speaker 7>Rodney Roberts story a guilty plead, born a fear, a

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<v Speaker 7>maxed out sentence of seven years, and on the day

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<v Speaker 7>of release, not a ride home, but a surprise transfer

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<v Speaker 7>to civil commitment. It's a kind of imprisonment reserve for

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<v Speaker 7>just one type of offender. It has no set sentence,

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<v Speaker 7>no guarantee of release because the state deems them too

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<v Speaker 7>dangerous to release, and the state says it's a treatment program,

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<v Speaker 7>but the residents call it prison. He would be held

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<v Speaker 7>there as an encouragible violent sex offender for a full decade,

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<v Speaker 7>although it would later be proven that he had been

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<v Speaker 7>innocent from the start.

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<v Speaker 6>Rodney was finally released after seventeen years because he got

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<v Speaker 6>a lawyer who had DNA evidence.

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<v Speaker 4>Rodney, Welcome to the show. I'm glad you're here, Thank you.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm glad to be here.

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<v Speaker 5>So Rodney, this whole crazy saga of your life started

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<v Speaker 5>when you were seventeen, really right, yes, And up until

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<v Speaker 5>then your life had been what she's full, good, troubled,

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<v Speaker 5>what was your background.

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<v Speaker 3>Actually up in today. My life was very well. I

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<v Speaker 3>had both parents, mother and father, and the household work.

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<v Speaker 3>My mother she was hands on. She has a master's

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<v Speaker 3>degree in education. She believed in education in US learning.

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<v Speaker 3>I have six sisters and four brothers, so we had

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<v Speaker 3>a house.

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<v Speaker 4>That's a whole football team.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, yeah, I was never alone. I was always

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<v Speaker 3>well supervised. I had no trouble as a juvenile, no

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<v Speaker 3>juvenile cross ration or no trouble in that level.

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<v Speaker 4>I was a very good student. You know.

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<v Speaker 3>We went to private school from first to eighth grade.

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<v Speaker 3>So my life then was very positive, very If I

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<v Speaker 3>was poor, I didn't have no I wasn't even aware

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<v Speaker 3>of it because I was so well cared for by

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<v Speaker 3>my parents and my older brothers and sisters, and my

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<v Speaker 3>aunts and my uncles.

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<v Speaker 4>And the people in the community.

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<v Speaker 3>You know back then at that time, you know, you

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<v Speaker 3>had like five six mothers in the neighborhood. You were

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<v Speaker 3>watched by so many others that you could be disciplined

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<v Speaker 3>by the lady down the street and she'd bring you

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<v Speaker 3>to your mother and you and then get disciplined right

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<v Speaker 3>in front of her and by your mother. So it

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<v Speaker 3>was a different time than us, and the love in

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<v Speaker 3>the community and the household.

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<v Speaker 4>Was very strong, and which neighborhood was this well.

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<v Speaker 3>Originally we grew up in the Project area on Montgomery Street,

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<v Speaker 3>which again was different at that time. And then we

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<v Speaker 3>moved to a one family house up in Wealsburg area

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<v Speaker 3>that's in North New Jersey, right across the street from

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<v Speaker 3>Walsburg Park, so I can run off my front porch right.

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<v Speaker 4>Upto a park up in Newark, New Jersey.

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<v Speaker 5>And it sounds really very sort of beautiful in a

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<v Speaker 5>certain way, very community oriented, nice, Like you said, a

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<v Speaker 5>huge family, had a huge extended family. And this is

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<v Speaker 5>why when I tell people, if you don't think this

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<v Speaker 5>can happen to you, this can happen to you, because

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<v Speaker 5>you didn't just paint a likely scenario for someone who's

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<v Speaker 5>going to end up really getting wrongly convicted twice and

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<v Speaker 5>serving over two decades in prison for crimes you didn't commit.

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<v Speaker 5>So let's get into that part of the story. Because

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<v Speaker 5>when you were a kid, you were kind of hanging

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<v Speaker 5>out with older guys, right, and then you kind of

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<v Speaker 5>got blindsided because you weren't really aware of what these

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<v Speaker 5>guys were up to.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, the blind side particularly came from the fact

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<v Speaker 3>that I grew up in so much of a people

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<v Speaker 3>call out a sheltered household sheltered life, that a lot

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<v Speaker 3>of things go on the streets I really wasn't exposed to,

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<v Speaker 3>so me growing up, I would have to come in

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<v Speaker 3>the house early and things that natures. I thought I

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<v Speaker 3>was missing out on a lot of things. So I

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<v Speaker 3>would find a little ways to sneak out the house,

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<v Speaker 3>not really knowing what I would get myself into. And

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<v Speaker 3>because of that, I wasn't aware of what was out there.

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<v Speaker 3>I was more easy to be manipulated in that environment.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm smart, but I was stupid at the same time.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I wouldn't say stupid, naive. That's a good word, naive.

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<v Speaker 3>It was a much better world. I like that word

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<v Speaker 3>better than stupid too. So like the older guys in

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<v Speaker 3>the community who so much like see young guys, they

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<v Speaker 3>see potentially in but they seen a potential in a

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<v Speaker 3>different way. They seen a potential in like a more

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<v Speaker 3>negative way. How could I sharpen this guy to help

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<v Speaker 3>me commit my crimes and help me get over And

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<v Speaker 3>I became under that radar, and when they approached me,

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<v Speaker 3>that they approached me like, hey man, we like the

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<v Speaker 3>where you're blend right in.

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<v Speaker 4>We just want you to do this.

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<v Speaker 3>Just look be a scout, be a lookout, just do

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<v Speaker 3>this and do minimum things things that I thought was

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<v Speaker 3>really cool. You know, hey, I'm in now, you know

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<v Speaker 3>I'm part of the streets now, thinking that I was

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<v Speaker 3>going to earn the street creed all the time I

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<v Speaker 3>was being played because of my naiveness, of my naivete,

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<v Speaker 3>I wasn't able to see what was really going on

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<v Speaker 3>with me.

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<v Speaker 5>But when you're a kid with that kind of flattery,

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<v Speaker 5>when an older person shows your respect and treats you

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<v Speaker 5>as they're equal, that can be very intoxicating and can

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<v Speaker 5>lead you down the road that you don't really know

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<v Speaker 5>you're going because you're blinded, right because you're thinking that

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<v Speaker 5>you're in with the cool squad or whatever.

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<v Speaker 3>So what happened, Well, what happened was, first I hid

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<v Speaker 3>this from my family. I wanted to add that part.

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<v Speaker 3>They didn't know what was going on. So I separated

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<v Speaker 3>myself from my protection. And that was a key point

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<v Speaker 3>in that point where this particular day they we were

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<v Speaker 3>out and they were saying, well, what was going on

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<v Speaker 3>out here on the avenue, which just Hakwon's Avenue, and

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<v Speaker 3>it was a busy street, very crime oriented, and I

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<v Speaker 3>came back and said, well, this person's doing this, and

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<v Speaker 3>this person's doing that, and that person is stopping picking

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<v Speaker 3>up this, and so in that course, they took action

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<v Speaker 3>from there and they went into and committed the crimes

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<v Speaker 3>that they committed in detail, which was robbery's, chicknapped, and

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<v Speaker 3>sexual related offenses. And me, because I played my role,

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<v Speaker 3>I was charged as a conspirator, not that I committed

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<v Speaker 3>any offenses, but because I acted in the capacity I

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<v Speaker 3>acted at.

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<v Speaker 4>That age, I was also charged.

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<v Speaker 3>I went to trial with these individuals and was found

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<v Speaker 3>guilty with these individuals and had to serve five years

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<v Speaker 3>alongside these individuals as a conspirator, and my record reflected

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<v Speaker 3>the same as their, even though I did not participate.

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<v Speaker 3>But as a conspirator, I was charged the same way,

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<v Speaker 3>and in that five years because of my age, I

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<v Speaker 3>was sent to like a youth facility, which is board

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<v Speaker 3>in town at that time, and once I got a

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<v Speaker 3>certain size and they transferred me to a larger facility

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<v Speaker 3>which was always stay prison, who in turn released me.

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<v Speaker 3>Once they released me in the early nineties ninety three,

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<v Speaker 3>I was home. At that point in my life, I

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<v Speaker 3>had decided that my whole life was changed. I was

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<v Speaker 3>never going back. I had got a good job. I

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<v Speaker 3>was looking at Quellsmen's Wear up in Woolbrook Mall. I

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<v Speaker 3>was an excellent salesman for them, paying me pretty good money.

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<v Speaker 3>Got a nice apartment up in Mountclear, New Jersey. Got

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<v Speaker 3>custody of my son, who I felt was the change

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<v Speaker 3>in my life as well, who had left before I

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<v Speaker 3>was inconcentrated. His mother was pregnant, so I wasn't even

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<v Speaker 3>there to witness his birth. So that was a big

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<v Speaker 3>part of me coming home as a change man to

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<v Speaker 3>take responsibility of my son. Got me a nice car

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<v Speaker 3>and everything, and I was.

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<v Speaker 4>Doing pretty well.

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<v Speaker 3>And as a result of doing that, I was picked

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<v Speaker 3>up and identified as someone who committed another offense, saying

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<v Speaker 3>I was a warrant was out for my arrest, saying

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<v Speaker 3>that you've been identified as a person who committed a

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<v Speaker 3>sexual related offense and a kidnapped, and against my adamant denial, like, listen,

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<v Speaker 3>it's not me. I didn't do this. I didn't even

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<v Speaker 3>do that before, but now they had me custody. Once

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<v Speaker 3>they arrested me and put me in custody. The threat

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<v Speaker 3>we can hold you and keep you here for the

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<v Speaker 3>rest of your life was real to me. They had

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<v Speaker 3>showed me that they had the power to do that already.

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<v Speaker 5>Oh yeah, you were in a very precarious situation. I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>seven years had gone by, your life was, as you said,

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<v Speaker 5>your life was on track. Things are looking good, and

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<v Speaker 5>then this crazy thing happens. And then a lot of

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<v Speaker 5>a lot of weird stuff goes on, I mean, a

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<v Speaker 5>lot of lying, a lot of cheating the system because

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<v Speaker 5>they really wanted to convict you. In your case, it

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<v Speaker 5>doesn't seem like they were really that interested in finding

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<v Speaker 5>out who raped this woman. They were interested in pending

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<v Speaker 5>it on you, right, just because they had you and

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<v Speaker 5>we've seen that part of this scenario happened before. That's

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<v Speaker 5>not the craziest thing about your story. It's crazy because

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<v Speaker 5>it happened to you, but it's not uncommon, unfortunately. But

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<v Speaker 5>things get really crazy as we go along. Well, we'll

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<v Speaker 5>take us through this, right.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, once I.

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<v Speaker 3>Was in custody, it was really my public defender, as

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<v Speaker 3>they say in jail house turner and my public pretender

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<v Speaker 3>who came and said to me in this theatrical way,

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<v Speaker 3>that he had convinced me that the state had this

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<v Speaker 3>over women evidence, that the witness was outside by the way,

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<v Speaker 3>this is my third turned public defender within a four

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<v Speaker 3>month period, and that the witness seeing my photo and

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<v Speaker 3>start crying uncontrollably, and they had pinpointed me in that

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<v Speaker 3>if I was going to go to trial and be

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<v Speaker 3>in jail for the rest of my life. Now at

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<v Speaker 3>that point, I felt so overwhelmed backtracking, which just happened

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<v Speaker 3>to me earlier at seventeen. They said that, well, look

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<v Speaker 3>and we'll offer you a plea agreement. We're gonna give

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<v Speaker 3>you a seven year term and you're gonna do two

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<v Speaker 3>years and you'll come home. If you just plead guilty,

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<v Speaker 3>you were gonna dismiss the sexual lady defense and you

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<v Speaker 3>were downgrade the kidnapped to a second degree and put

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<v Speaker 3>on record no one got hurt. And so in my

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<v Speaker 3>mind I thought I would saved my life because I

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<v Speaker 3>had just left my son out there and I didn't

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<v Speaker 3>know what was going on. I was separated from my family.

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<v Speaker 3>So I took the plea agreement and I answered the

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<v Speaker 3>plead to a crime I didn't commit, and doing that,

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<v Speaker 3>I felt like I portrayed myself in a way that

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<v Speaker 3>it took me years to get over. And the process

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<v Speaker 3>of that, I was sent down to state prison to

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<v Speaker 3>do the seven year term because I went to parole,

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<v Speaker 3>and parole actually was saying that, oh, listen, you're here

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<v Speaker 3>not just for the kidnap, but we're here for what

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<v Speaker 3>the police reports are saying, for the sexual offense. And

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<v Speaker 3>I was like, no, I didn't do any of that.

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<v Speaker 3>I actually I didn't do any of it. At this point,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm like, I'm I didn't do any I just played

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<v Speaker 3>guilty thinking trying to save my life. Well, that sent

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<v Speaker 3>them in a spiral like I was in denial, and

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<v Speaker 3>then I showed no remorse, which you know, I could

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<v Speaker 3>show remorse for something I did not do, and that's

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<v Speaker 3>what I was trying to explain to them. But as

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<v Speaker 3>a result of that, I was denied parole maybe three times,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I.

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<v Speaker 4>Was maxed out.

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<v Speaker 3>And in being maxed out at me, I served a

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<v Speaker 3>full seven year terms as opposed to two year term.

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<v Speaker 3>But before you are released from prison, you were sent

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<v Speaker 3>to these parole classes. So I went to the parole

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<v Speaker 3>classes and the pre release classes, which I was did

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<v Speaker 3>stellar and because I'm thinking I'm going home. And so

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<v Speaker 3>on the day of my release, I was brought out

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<v Speaker 3>to the front like every other prisoner who was schedul

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<v Speaker 3>to be released that day lined up, but instead when

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<v Speaker 3>they called everyone name, they didn't call minds. So they

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<v Speaker 3>had released all of them and left me standing there

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<v Speaker 3>in the day of the day, I had maxed out,

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<v Speaker 3>means that I had no more time left to do.

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<v Speaker 4>But so you're there.

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<v Speaker 5>You have your possessions, whatever your possessions were that you

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<v Speaker 5>had in prison with you, you had them with you. Right,

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<v Speaker 5>You're ready to go home, start your life again, see

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<v Speaker 5>your son, re establish your relationships with your family, the

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<v Speaker 5>whole thing.

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<v Speaker 4>They were actually in the parking lot waiting to take

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<v Speaker 4>me home and go get something.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, we had all ranged, and I mean I had,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, grown until more after seven years from this

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<v Speaker 3>experience in a degree where I felt like, now my

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<v Speaker 3>life is really going to be take control of my

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<v Speaker 3>life and really do it right. But as opposed to

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<v Speaker 3>being released, I was held and transferred to what New

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<v Speaker 3>Jersey call to a special treatment on this because I

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<v Speaker 3>refused to pleat acknowledgeablete guilty or admit my role in

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<v Speaker 3>the sexual related offense. New Jersey had passed a law

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<v Speaker 3>called the Sexually Found Predat Act, which said that if

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<v Speaker 3>they felt like a person was still dangerous, that they

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<v Speaker 3>could not be released. So they civilly committed me under

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<v Speaker 3>that pretense. So I was taking to a facility civil

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<v Speaker 3>commitment facility which is like a civil commitment like traditional However,

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<v Speaker 3>this was like a new hybrid facility that New Jersey

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<v Speaker 3>had came up with where they combined the Apartment Correction

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<v Speaker 3>and Apartment Human Service to their Department in Service there

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<v Speaker 3>would provide treatment to those that were committed. And I

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<v Speaker 3>was held there for ten years.

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<v Speaker 4>It's not real. I mean ten years on top. It's

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<v Speaker 4>like it.

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<v Speaker 5>I think most people are listening and going, wait, wait,

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<v Speaker 5>but that doesn't make sense. You can't serve your sentence

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<v Speaker 5>and then serve another sentence that you didn't even have,

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<v Speaker 5>which is longer by fifty percent than your original sentence

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<v Speaker 5>was in the first place. And you know it's so crazy, right,

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<v Speaker 5>you plead innocent, they send you to prison, and you

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<v Speaker 5>play guilty to send you home.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, It's so backwards.

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<v Speaker 5>It's like Alice in Wonderland, but in your case, that's

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<v Speaker 5>literally what happened. They wanted you to acknowledge your guilt.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, they pulled the rug out from under you

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<v Speaker 5>so many different times, in so many different ways. By now, right,

0:14:14.280 --> 0:14:17.080
<v Speaker 5>they had lied to you about the witness who actually

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<v Speaker 5>had not identified you and never did identify you, right,

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<v Speaker 5>and they told you that she did. You know, when

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<v Speaker 5>you talk about three public defenders in four months, I mean,

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<v Speaker 5>it's not hard for anyone to imagine how little your

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<v Speaker 5>public defender must have known about your case when they

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<v Speaker 5>keep switching them out like this. I mean, there's just

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<v Speaker 5>not that much time to get to understand what's going on.

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<v Speaker 5>And to be fair, these people are, even the best

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<v Speaker 5>ones of them, are juggling a lot of cases because

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<v Speaker 5>that's just the way the system works. He or she

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<v Speaker 5>might have been working one hundred cases at that.

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<v Speaker 3>Time, and that came out that down the line to

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<v Speaker 3>try and admit it that when he had like forty

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<v Speaker 3>cases clients in a bullpen, which is a holding area

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<v Speaker 3>for prisoners, he had an old woman case a little

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<v Speaker 3>and like forty were there, and by the time he

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<v Speaker 3>got the.

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<v Speaker 4>He was in a cilly lawn mode.

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<v Speaker 3>But in the process of being civilly committed that that

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<v Speaker 3>whole experience within itself was a crazy experience because it

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<v Speaker 3>is a experience that you could be civilly committed without

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<v Speaker 3>a conviction. Now you're not convicted. Everything is done through

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<v Speaker 3>medical terms. What I'm saying, you have a psychiatrist and

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<v Speaker 3>a psychologist who come in and say I read the

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<v Speaker 3>record and we think his person is guilty, and you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and then that becomes you're guilty, and that becomes the

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<v Speaker 3>reason they hold you.

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<v Speaker 4>There's no justice there whatsoever. There's no trial.

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<v Speaker 3>There's no way they give you a hearing that the

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<v Speaker 3>attorney general totally dictates, so there's no way to challenge

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<v Speaker 3>the whole process of it. Because the psychiatrists work for

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<v Speaker 3>the state. They come in and write whatever the attorney

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<v Speaker 3>general wants them to say. In my particular case, that

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<v Speaker 3>was one beneficial point feature that I always like to

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<v Speaker 3>add was the state centers psychiatrists and.

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<v Speaker 4>To interview me.

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<v Speaker 3>And as a result of his interview, he changed his mind,

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<v Speaker 3>became my witness and testified that I should have been released.

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<v Speaker 3>As a result, they diminished He was later released, but

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<v Speaker 3>he jumped ship. But in that process where they still

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<v Speaker 3>saw me an attorney. Another public defender named John Dewar,

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<v Speaker 3>who I aw utmost respectful in their office. And I

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<v Speaker 3>explained to him, I said, listen. This was in two

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<v Speaker 3>thousand and four. I said, listen, I played guilty to

0:16:17.640 --> 0:16:19.880
<v Speaker 3>a crime I commit. I listen, I shouldn't be here.

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<v Speaker 3>And I explained to him what happened. I said, listen,

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<v Speaker 3>I played guilty because I was far my life as

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<v Speaker 3>been addressing my life in jail. I wanted to be

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<v Speaker 3>home with my family. He said, listen, I'm gonna take

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<v Speaker 3>a chance with you. So what he did was him

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<v Speaker 3>and his investigator they went and found the victim, and

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<v Speaker 3>they went interview her, and they showed her my photo

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<v Speaker 3>and she asked, well, did you know this guy. I

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<v Speaker 3>never seen this guy there in my life. They were like,

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<v Speaker 3>wait a minute, this guy's locked up for a crime

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<v Speaker 3>against you. She didn't even know anyone was locked up,

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<v Speaker 3>particularly me. She said, I didn't never identify him. That

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<v Speaker 3>sent my case into a spiral. As a result of that,

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<v Speaker 3>she gave a sworn statement. We thought that that was

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<v Speaker 3>gonna be enough to have me release from civil.

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<v Speaker 5>It would seem like that would be a novel. I'm

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<v Speaker 5>sure again everyone listening is going, okay, well that's it

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<v Speaker 5>go home. You're done now, But that's not the way

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<v Speaker 5>it works. But I want to make one more point

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<v Speaker 5>before we get into the next part of the story,

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<v Speaker 5>which is that ninety five percent of state felony convictions

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<v Speaker 5>are a result of guilty. Please right, because almost anyone

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<v Speaker 5>faced with your situation, especially someone who'd already had experience

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<v Speaker 5>of how heavy the criminal justice system can come down

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<v Speaker 5>on you, given a choice between what they were telling

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<v Speaker 5>you was going to be two years or twenty eight

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<v Speaker 5>months or whatever it was, or the rest of your life.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, try to walk a mile of those shoes, right.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, that's a horrible statistic.

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<v Speaker 5>It's a horrible statistic. And like I said, it may

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<v Speaker 5>not seem like it affects you, but someday it could.

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, it could affect you or someone you love.

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<v Speaker 5>Anyone who's listening right now, you know your chance with

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<v Speaker 5>the public defender who I mean, the ODJIT two stacked.

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<v Speaker 3>They formed would be a trifecta judge to prosecutor and

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<v Speaker 3>public defender. In my mind, a collaboration to hurse me

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<v Speaker 3>into this plea agreement to make it as if that

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<v Speaker 3>was my only result to save my life.

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<v Speaker 5>But here's what's so crazy about your case, Rannie, is that,

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<v Speaker 5>first of all, start with you were innocent. Second of all,

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<v Speaker 5>the idea that your own attorney says, we're going to

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<v Speaker 5>get two years, but you end up getting seven years,

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<v Speaker 5>but then they turned that into seventeen years. How can

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<v Speaker 5>that be that your own people let you down to

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<v Speaker 5>that extent. The system too, but your own people. And

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<v Speaker 5>then the other thing, Like I said that, I really

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<v Speaker 5>want to highlight because we haven't covered this on the

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<v Speaker 5>show yet, but it's a reality, and it's a crazy

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<v Speaker 5>reality that most people don't focus on. It's this idea

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<v Speaker 5>of civil commitment and that sounds civil commitment, sounds like

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<v Speaker 5>a relatively benign term.

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<v Speaker 4>But it was hell in there, and I heard you

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<v Speaker 4>talk about it. It was horrible in it.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean it was horrible in the fact that I

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<v Speaker 3>was exposed to an element that I had never had

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<v Speaker 3>been exposed to before a mindset.

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<v Speaker 4>The danger is real.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a need to protect the most warlomable members of

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<v Speaker 3>our society.

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<v Speaker 4>That's real.

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<v Speaker 3>However, the process of selection is flawed. Now when I

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<v Speaker 3>say the flaw, if they see that you don't fit

0:19:18.520 --> 0:19:21.720
<v Speaker 3>that criteria, you don't have what they call a present danger.

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<v Speaker 3>You don't have the mental incapacity or the repetiti or

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<v Speaker 3>compulsive personality, you should not be there now in that environment,

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<v Speaker 3>you hear things that stories is so hard.

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<v Speaker 4>What that makes you like?

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<v Speaker 3>I used to cry in some of the groups because

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<v Speaker 3>I didn't fit in any mold. I had no diagnosis

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<v Speaker 3>because I wasn't able to be put in the group.

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<v Speaker 3>So I was separated from the population and put in isolation.

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<v Speaker 3>I spent most of my time, maybe nine years in isolation,

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<v Speaker 3>away from population. But the big part of that case

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<v Speaker 3>was for years we asked to state for the particular

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<v Speaker 3>the kits what they said that they had to show

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<v Speaker 3>the d evidence. So they said they lost it.

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<v Speaker 4>And let's go back to that.

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<v Speaker 5>And before we even do, I want to make that

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<v Speaker 5>point too, because I think you and I are on

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<v Speaker 5>the same page, because I often say that I'm not

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<v Speaker 5>soft on crime, I'm tough on injustice right and I

0:20:12.680 --> 0:20:15.680
<v Speaker 5>think too anybody who you know who hurts another human being,

0:20:15.800 --> 0:20:18.399
<v Speaker 5>we have to have a society of laws. We have

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<v Speaker 5>to protect the general population. I do believe that Brian

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<v Speaker 5>Stevenson says, which is that everybody's better than the worst

0:20:23.359 --> 0:20:26.800
<v Speaker 5>thing they've ever done. But that being said, we have

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<v Speaker 5>to hold people accountable, we have to be safe as

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<v Speaker 5>a society, but we also have to be fair. And

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<v Speaker 5>everyone's entitled to a fair shake and to a fair

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<v Speaker 5>trial and to fair treatment by the system. And you

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<v Speaker 5>are the poster the poster child, for lack of a

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<v Speaker 5>better word, of everything that's wrong and everything that can

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<v Speaker 5>go wrong.

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<v Speaker 4>And I want to get back to the rape kits.

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<v Speaker 5>Because, as you said, as your lawyers were trying to

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<v Speaker 5>get the rape kits, they were saying, and that we've

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<v Speaker 5>seen this.

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<v Speaker 4>Before, that they lost them.

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<v Speaker 5>They didn't lose them, but they said they lost them

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<v Speaker 5>either they were too lazy to look for them, whether

0:20:55.200 --> 0:20:56.960
<v Speaker 5>they didn't look very hard or whatever it was, whether

0:20:56.960 --> 0:20:58.840
<v Speaker 5>they were hiding them, who knows, But one way another,

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<v Speaker 5>that's one of the things that kept you on as

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<v Speaker 5>long as it did, because if they found those rape kits,

0:21:03.320 --> 0:21:05.040
<v Speaker 5>you would have been freed because it would have proven

0:21:05.119 --> 0:21:07.399
<v Speaker 5>that you could not have been the source of the

0:21:07.400 --> 0:21:10.720
<v Speaker 5>semen that was found inside this woman. But talk a

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<v Speaker 5>little bit about this isolation, right, What was that like?

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<v Speaker 5>The isolation? I mean, does that mean you were in

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<v Speaker 5>like solitary confinement type of sound?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I was in.

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<v Speaker 3>It had a special unit called a B unit, where

0:21:22.280 --> 0:21:26.040
<v Speaker 3>these particular individuals either they were treatment refused, either they

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<v Speaker 3>refused to even participate in any programming, or like myself,

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<v Speaker 3>had no diagnosis. And one other feature was they felt

0:21:34.480 --> 0:21:37.600
<v Speaker 3>that I had too much influence on the population in regards.

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<v Speaker 4>To my legal skill, my ability to advocate.

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<v Speaker 3>When I was standing up and say this is injustice,

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<v Speaker 3>this is not right, I had no idea how many

0:21:45.400 --> 0:21:47.719
<v Speaker 3>people was behind me saying yeah, well he said so.

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<v Speaker 3>I was always looked at as someone's citing rise or

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<v Speaker 3>creating gatherings because all I was doing was standing up

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<v Speaker 3>for what I thought was my rights. So as a result,

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<v Speaker 3>the administration decided to isolate me and put me in

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<v Speaker 3>isolation so I could not I was only able to

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<v Speaker 3>go to visits with the rest of populais. I wasn't

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<v Speaker 3>able to go grooves programs events. I couldn't participate in

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<v Speaker 3>anything because of my stance and because I would not

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<v Speaker 3>admit guilt. At this point, I stood firmly that I'm innocent,

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<v Speaker 3>and that also set me apart from the population because

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<v Speaker 3>the only way you could get therapy and treatment you

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<v Speaker 3>have to admit guilt and in this isolation you'll put

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<v Speaker 3>on this unit, and this unit is I mean, one

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<v Speaker 3>of the most miserable places you could be because there's.

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<v Speaker 4>A unit of hopelessness.

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<v Speaker 3>You feel like you forgot about left there. You feel

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<v Speaker 3>like everything at this point in your life is over,

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<v Speaker 3>that no one believes you, and that the fight is

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<v Speaker 3>so uphill it's like ice skating uphill.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>And in that moment, you know, I grew to a

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<v Speaker 3>point where was though, I said to myself, because they

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<v Speaker 3>would constantly say, fortunately had CIO. They had correction alice there,

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<v Speaker 3>and they have correction officer there, who who's you know.

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<v Speaker 3>He was very underst so he would say lock in,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, you gotta lock in yourself, which no one

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<v Speaker 3>wants to go lock be locking themself.

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<v Speaker 4>But he was cordial about it.

0:23:08.320 --> 0:23:11.040
<v Speaker 3>And he did his job, but he wasn't really arrogant

0:23:11.040 --> 0:23:14.080
<v Speaker 3>about or aggressive. He would say lock in, guys, so

0:23:14.400 --> 0:23:18.080
<v Speaker 3>everybody would feel more easy about doing it. But this

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<v Speaker 3>particular day he wasn't there and they had this also

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<v Speaker 3>on and he was just being extra unnecessary that day

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<v Speaker 3>all that day, and so.

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<v Speaker 4>When time came for us a locking, he said lock in.

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<v Speaker 3>And the way he said it resonated in me so deeply.

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<v Speaker 3>He said, lock in. I said to myself, no, no,

0:23:42.680 --> 0:23:45.479
<v Speaker 3>I'm not locking it. No, I'm not I'm innocent. I'm

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<v Speaker 3>not going in her room. I'm not supposed to be

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<v Speaker 3>here today. So he says, if you don't lock in,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna have to call the boys. It's gonna be trouble.

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<v Speaker 3>I said, it's gonna be some trouble today. The day

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<v Speaker 3>is that day. We're gonna have some trouble up here.

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<v Speaker 3>It's gonna be some trouble. So he called the boy.

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<v Speaker 3>So I'm up there, back and forth.

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<v Speaker 4>Am ready.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm positioning myself years going down today. I'm tired of this.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm not locking in no more time. I'm innocent. So

0:24:08.400 --> 0:24:10.320
<v Speaker 3>they ran up the stairs and I'm ready for them.

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<v Speaker 3>They come running like eight nine up. They really get me.

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<v Speaker 3>So when they got to the top of the stairs,

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<v Speaker 3>I rushed them. I grabbed them, and like for three seconds,

0:24:20.680 --> 0:24:25.040
<v Speaker 3>I was the mad three seconds, I was that guy.

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<v Speaker 3>After that three seconds, I felt my feet come off

0:24:27.880 --> 0:24:29.120
<v Speaker 3>the ground, I felt my.

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<v Speaker 4>Arm being pulled back around me.

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<v Speaker 3>But then they felt they threw me, grabbed me and

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<v Speaker 3>threw me in myself.

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<v Speaker 4>For you what I was in my cell, I was

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<v Speaker 4>standing in myself.

0:24:37.600 --> 0:24:41.520
<v Speaker 3>I flushed myself off and I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah,

0:24:41.520 --> 0:24:43.520
<v Speaker 3>at least I stood up for three seconds. And I

0:24:43.640 --> 0:24:47.880
<v Speaker 3>lived in that three second moment for years. But as

0:24:47.920 --> 0:24:50.879
<v Speaker 3>a result of standing up and feeling that in that

0:24:50.920 --> 0:24:53.520
<v Speaker 3>three seconds, they looked at me different in the population.

0:24:53.600 --> 0:24:55.880
<v Speaker 3>They said, well, why was someone put theyself through that?

0:24:56.040 --> 0:24:59.080
<v Speaker 3>Why was someone stand up against eight nine different people

0:24:59.400 --> 0:25:01.720
<v Speaker 3>just to say they innocent? And that made him take

0:25:01.720 --> 0:25:04.520
<v Speaker 3>a step back and say, let's look at this guy again.

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<v Speaker 3>And as a result, they became more leaning against me.

0:25:07.520 --> 0:25:10.679
<v Speaker 3>Allowed me to more access to the law library, allowed

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<v Speaker 3>me to move around a little.

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<v Speaker 4>Bit more quietly.

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<v Speaker 3>They would say, listen, we like you, we like how

0:25:15.440 --> 0:25:17.960
<v Speaker 3>you move, but don't make us choose between you and

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<v Speaker 3>our job. Because I'm gonna choose my job, and if

0:25:20.280 --> 0:25:22.879
<v Speaker 3>I gotta knock your head, I'm knocking your head. So

0:25:22.920 --> 0:25:25.840
<v Speaker 3>I had to learn how to maneuver within in that philosophy,

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<v Speaker 3>and that gave me the room I needed to litigate harder,

0:25:30.040 --> 0:25:31.919
<v Speaker 3>fight harder for my freedom.

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<v Speaker 4>And that three seconds.

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<v Speaker 3>I live in this very moment because and that three seconds,

0:25:36.160 --> 0:25:37.080
<v Speaker 3>I was the champion.

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<v Speaker 4>I needed to be it liberated me. It was only

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<v Speaker 4>three seconds.

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<v Speaker 3>It took him for my whole life in that moment

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<v Speaker 3>to liberate me to be the man I am today

0:25:45.119 --> 0:25:47.520
<v Speaker 3>and grow and feel strong. Now I had the rest

0:25:47.520 --> 0:25:49.520
<v Speaker 3>of my life. Three seconds turned into the rest of

0:25:49.560 --> 0:25:51.800
<v Speaker 3>my life. Then that changed everything for me.

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<v Speaker 5>You literally risk your life and here comes these guys

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<v Speaker 5>with the shields and the helmets, and they might have

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<v Speaker 5>killed you, and nobody would have prosecuted him.

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<v Speaker 4>If they did exactly.

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<v Speaker 5>They would have said he rushed us, it was dangerous,

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<v Speaker 5>blah blah blah. So you became the man in that moment,

0:26:08.920 --> 0:26:12.160
<v Speaker 5>which was really a spontaneous reaction, right because.

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<v Speaker 4>For me, that moment right there reflected in my mom

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<v Speaker 4>I had enough.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, because the thing is, and I keep coming back

0:26:17.800 --> 0:26:21.399
<v Speaker 5>to this, right on top of the wrongful conviction, on

0:26:21.520 --> 0:26:23.720
<v Speaker 5>top of the rug being pulled out from under you,

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<v Speaker 5>with the two years, you know what you had to

0:26:25.680 --> 0:26:28.080
<v Speaker 5>pleat gill you something you didn't do, then the seven years,

0:26:28.320 --> 0:26:31.200
<v Speaker 5>and then really the terrifying idea of you not being

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<v Speaker 5>able to go home and everybody else going home, and

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<v Speaker 5>then the idea that you're in there for ten years

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<v Speaker 5>and it's an indefinite sentence. It's not even like if

0:26:39.160 --> 0:26:40.679
<v Speaker 5>they sentenced you, well, we're going to put you in

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<v Speaker 5>this confinement thing for ten years, at least you would

0:26:43.600 --> 0:26:45.000
<v Speaker 5>know at the end of ten years you're going. But

0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:47.640
<v Speaker 5>you had no idea they could have kept you there forever.

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<v Speaker 3>And because I was saying I'm innocent, that totally took

0:26:51.160 --> 0:26:54.440
<v Speaker 3>me out to run it. That made me did disqualify

0:26:54.520 --> 0:26:56.679
<v Speaker 3>any opportunity for my release. If it wasn't for the

0:26:56.720 --> 0:27:00.320
<v Speaker 3>fact that do you pelor court finally got tired reverse

0:27:00.400 --> 0:27:02.360
<v Speaker 3>in my case three times and a third time they

0:27:02.480 --> 0:27:05.920
<v Speaker 3>finally was so frustrated they re assigned me a new attorney,

0:27:05.960 --> 0:27:09.800
<v Speaker 3>a new judge, and then mysteriously the evidence that we

0:27:09.800 --> 0:27:11.680
<v Speaker 3>were looking for up here is that we were asking

0:27:11.720 --> 0:27:14.600
<v Speaker 3>for maybe ten years and nine to half ten years.

0:27:14.760 --> 0:27:17.720
<v Speaker 3>They say with los pops, I don't know what we mislabeled.

0:27:17.760 --> 0:27:22.080
<v Speaker 4>Here we go, and it was mislabeled this exactly.

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<v Speaker 5>But this is another thing that's it still strikes me

0:27:27.320 --> 0:27:31.560
<v Speaker 5>as nutty that and that's not strong enough word. The

0:27:31.640 --> 0:27:35.879
<v Speaker 5>idea that your conviction was overturned three times, right, and

0:27:35.920 --> 0:27:38.040
<v Speaker 5>these are pro sae emotions that you were filing in

0:27:38.080 --> 0:27:39.879
<v Speaker 5>a pro say motion for people who haven't heard that

0:27:40.040 --> 0:27:43.159
<v Speaker 5>term before means emotion filed by an inmate on their

0:27:43.160 --> 0:27:45.880
<v Speaker 5>own behalf, without the benefit of a lawyer. So how

0:27:45.920 --> 0:27:48.399
<v Speaker 5>does it happen that you get these convictions? And it

0:27:48.440 --> 0:27:50.600
<v Speaker 5>could again talk about more rugs being pulled out from

0:27:50.680 --> 0:27:52.920
<v Speaker 5>under you? Right here you are like they're going dangling

0:27:52.920 --> 0:27:55.600
<v Speaker 5>you like around like a marionette. Right so you're you

0:27:55.680 --> 0:27:58.080
<v Speaker 5>get this overturned and then they don't free you anyway,

0:27:58.160 --> 0:27:59.600
<v Speaker 5>and then they do it again, and then they don't

0:27:59.600 --> 0:28:01.919
<v Speaker 5>free you anyway, and then finally it takes a judge

0:28:01.920 --> 0:28:04.840
<v Speaker 5>to go, I'm tired of this shit, right I'm tired.

0:28:05.000 --> 0:28:05.520
<v Speaker 4>He was tired.

0:28:05.560 --> 0:28:07.360
<v Speaker 5>Imagine how tired you wants to be, see people, I'm

0:28:07.359 --> 0:28:08.680
<v Speaker 5>tired for listening to the damn story.

0:28:09.040 --> 0:28:11.280
<v Speaker 3>And you know a lot of people don't really take

0:28:11.320 --> 0:28:16.199
<v Speaker 3>into account how something this match affects so especially I

0:28:16.200 --> 0:28:18.800
<v Speaker 3>mean personally for me, how much all of this, even

0:28:18.800 --> 0:28:21.919
<v Speaker 3>from seventeen all the way up to this point, what

0:28:22.080 --> 0:28:24.639
<v Speaker 3>I had to deal with as a person, as a

0:28:24.640 --> 0:28:27.920
<v Speaker 3>as a young man, and to deal with this environment

0:28:28.000 --> 0:28:30.879
<v Speaker 3>and to deal with the pain and separation and on

0:28:31.400 --> 0:28:34.399
<v Speaker 3>that was separate from my family and had the hostility

0:28:34.400 --> 0:28:37.520
<v Speaker 3>and environment had to survive and and keep my head

0:28:37.560 --> 0:28:41.400
<v Speaker 3>together and hold on to hope, because you know that

0:28:41.560 --> 0:28:42.840
<v Speaker 3>was you know, it was times I had to do

0:28:43.080 --> 0:28:45.320
<v Speaker 3>a lot of depression. It was are the times I

0:28:45.320 --> 0:28:47.280
<v Speaker 3>had to fight off, you know, saying a feeling that

0:28:47.600 --> 0:28:49.800
<v Speaker 3>this was never going to end. I was always going

0:28:49.880 --> 0:28:52.040
<v Speaker 3>to be in this situation that I was never going

0:28:52.120 --> 0:28:54.880
<v Speaker 3>to be able to prove to anyone that I'm worthy

0:28:55.080 --> 0:28:58.320
<v Speaker 3>or value someone to value me. I mean, it was

0:28:58.960 --> 0:29:01.560
<v Speaker 3>so hard, you know what I'm saying, and dealing with

0:29:01.640 --> 0:29:05.760
<v Speaker 3>disappointment over and over again to I used to ask myself,

0:29:06.200 --> 0:29:09.239
<v Speaker 3>am I addicted to disappointment? Because it started becoming to

0:29:09.240 --> 0:29:13.000
<v Speaker 3>the point where I've started becoming desensitized, like I expected

0:29:13.080 --> 0:29:15.320
<v Speaker 3>to be let down. It affected me in a way

0:29:15.360 --> 0:29:19.600
<v Speaker 3>whereas though I know I felt that God has to

0:29:19.640 --> 0:29:22.280
<v Speaker 3>be watching over me because the fact that you know,

0:29:22.440 --> 0:29:26.560
<v Speaker 3>I'm not crazy at this point, because of the experience

0:29:26.600 --> 0:29:30.960
<v Speaker 3>of having to fight off all these emotions of loneliness,

0:29:31.000 --> 0:29:36.640
<v Speaker 3>the emotion of feeling powerless and just disenfranchised, and all

0:29:36.680 --> 0:29:39.560
<v Speaker 3>these feelings you live with, I live with for years.

0:29:54.880 --> 0:29:57.080
<v Speaker 5>Can you just give us some insight into what was

0:29:57.120 --> 0:29:59.880
<v Speaker 5>the worst and the best experience you had during your

0:30:00.000 --> 0:30:03.600
<v Speaker 5>seventeen years locked up in the miserable conditions that you

0:30:03.640 --> 0:30:03.960
<v Speaker 5>were in.

0:30:06.680 --> 0:30:11.440
<v Speaker 3>The worst experience was being placed in a position to

0:30:11.760 --> 0:30:14.040
<v Speaker 3>have to plead guilty to a crime I didn't commit,

0:30:14.880 --> 0:30:19.240
<v Speaker 3>along with being civilly committed in the facility where the

0:30:19.280 --> 0:30:23.520
<v Speaker 3>stigma was horrible, and have to live under the stigma

0:30:23.760 --> 0:30:28.440
<v Speaker 3>of that environment and survived, and that such hard stigma

0:30:28.560 --> 0:30:33.240
<v Speaker 3>being looked at and as someone who has those characteristics

0:30:33.240 --> 0:30:34.200
<v Speaker 3>even though I didn't.

0:30:35.360 --> 0:30:38.440
<v Speaker 4>The happiest moment that I had that.

0:30:38.640 --> 0:30:41.320
<v Speaker 3>Kind of nullified kind of took takes and put her

0:30:41.320 --> 0:30:45.640
<v Speaker 3>all that in this perspective was in the courtroom when

0:30:45.720 --> 0:30:50.200
<v Speaker 3>the judge finally judged Sherry hutchs Henderson, when she finally

0:30:50.200 --> 0:30:53.200
<v Speaker 3>got the DNA evident she needed from the state lab

0:30:53.920 --> 0:30:58.200
<v Speaker 3>and she said to me, mister Robertson, she's apologized. He

0:30:59.000 --> 0:31:01.760
<v Speaker 3>apology was so heart felt of how she felt so

0:31:01.840 --> 0:31:04.400
<v Speaker 3>bad that this happened to me. But when she said

0:31:04.560 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm reversing your conviction, my support so so it was

0:31:08.480 --> 0:31:12.400
<v Speaker 3>like maybe thirteen people, my niece, my sister, a lady,

0:31:12.520 --> 0:31:16.800
<v Speaker 3>my mother, my friends. They bust out and like jubilate, nah.

0:31:18.560 --> 0:31:20.680
<v Speaker 3>It was so loud in the courtroom. You know, they

0:31:20.720 --> 0:31:22.280
<v Speaker 3>was out there like they was having the Holy goes

0:31:22.320 --> 0:31:23.560
<v Speaker 3>back there like church was going on.

0:31:23.920 --> 0:31:25.400
<v Speaker 4>And a judge she.

0:31:25.520 --> 0:31:27.840
<v Speaker 3>Loud them to have that moment because that was their

0:31:27.880 --> 0:31:30.640
<v Speaker 3>moment of vindication as well as mine, because they believe me,

0:31:30.680 --> 0:31:33.280
<v Speaker 3>they stood by all those years and they we knew it.

0:31:33.560 --> 0:31:35.280
<v Speaker 4>And you know, I expected to turn around see them

0:31:35.360 --> 0:31:36.040
<v Speaker 4>road on the floor.

0:31:36.480 --> 0:31:42.040
<v Speaker 3>But in that moment, I cried, I felt vindicated. I

0:31:42.080 --> 0:31:44.920
<v Speaker 3>felt now you know, I was happy. I felt like

0:31:45.240 --> 0:31:49.520
<v Speaker 3>something in my life just turned around. And in that moment,

0:31:49.600 --> 0:31:53.360
<v Speaker 3>you know, hearing them cheering and empowered me. And I think,

0:31:53.400 --> 0:31:56.400
<v Speaker 3>I know changed my whole walk at that point because

0:31:56.960 --> 0:31:58.960
<v Speaker 3>I went back and because I had to go back

0:31:58.960 --> 0:32:01.280
<v Speaker 3>to the civil commitments to be released from there. But

0:32:01.520 --> 0:32:03.880
<v Speaker 3>I had that George Jefferson walk. You know what I'm saying,

0:32:05.640 --> 0:32:07.880
<v Speaker 3>I'm walking on like George Jefferson now, you know.

0:32:08.040 --> 0:32:11.320
<v Speaker 4>So I was.

0:32:11.880 --> 0:32:14.960
<v Speaker 3>So that I made that experience right there. It was

0:32:15.000 --> 0:32:16.840
<v Speaker 3>the happiest moment in my life. You know, I'm that

0:32:16.960 --> 0:32:20.040
<v Speaker 3>courtroom experience. I just cannot ever erase that from my

0:32:20.120 --> 0:32:23.720
<v Speaker 3>mind and heart. How wrong that made me feel doing

0:32:23.720 --> 0:32:26.200
<v Speaker 3>a judge said that, and hear my family and everyone

0:32:26.240 --> 0:32:29.640
<v Speaker 3>that loved me. Just so happy to hear it and

0:32:29.880 --> 0:32:31.560
<v Speaker 3>know they was right because they went through a lot

0:32:31.560 --> 0:32:36.040
<v Speaker 3>of turmoil and kind of visit and being discriminated against

0:32:36.080 --> 0:32:39.440
<v Speaker 3>and coming inside and look down upon, like you supporting

0:32:39.480 --> 0:32:41.960
<v Speaker 3>this guy and this kind of with this kind of person.

0:32:41.760 --> 0:32:43.840
<v Speaker 4>With this kind of charge, and they had to go.

0:32:43.800 --> 0:32:46.880
<v Speaker 3>Through all that and do it and now to find

0:32:46.920 --> 0:32:49.120
<v Speaker 3>and see that they were right and had that moment

0:32:49.560 --> 0:32:52.920
<v Speaker 3>where they were like elate and such, that moment, like

0:32:52.960 --> 0:32:55.440
<v Speaker 3>I said, gave me that George Jefferson consence.

0:32:55.480 --> 0:32:57.160
<v Speaker 4>I was walking back, everybody looking at him like I

0:32:57.200 --> 0:32:59.040
<v Speaker 4>was a new guy, Like look at this guy, who

0:32:59.120 --> 0:33:02.320
<v Speaker 4>is this guy here? So, yeah, that's amazing.

0:33:02.440 --> 0:33:05.680
<v Speaker 5>And obviously no one can understand that feeling that hasn't

0:33:05.680 --> 0:33:08.040
<v Speaker 5>been through it, but you're painting a very vivid picture

0:33:08.640 --> 0:33:11.440
<v Speaker 5>and making I'm sure everyone that's listening feel that the

0:33:11.440 --> 0:33:13.560
<v Speaker 5>little piece of that joy that you had and that

0:33:13.680 --> 0:33:18.320
<v Speaker 5>vindication and that feeling when you were enduring. And it's

0:33:18.320 --> 0:33:20.240
<v Speaker 5>so crazy. I was just thinking about the timeline of

0:33:20.280 --> 0:33:23.840
<v Speaker 5>your life, right, seventeen years, then five years in prison,

0:33:24.360 --> 0:33:28.240
<v Speaker 5>then seven years out, then seventeen years. It's really a

0:33:28.600 --> 0:33:32.640
<v Speaker 5>crazy roller coaster ride. That's impossible for anyone to understand

0:33:32.640 --> 0:33:34.480
<v Speaker 5>who hasn't lived it. And it's sort of a miracle

0:33:34.480 --> 0:33:36.600
<v Speaker 5>that you're here, and it's really inspiring just to hear

0:33:36.680 --> 0:33:39.480
<v Speaker 5>you talk and see the way you are. So I want,

0:33:39.480 --> 0:33:41.040
<v Speaker 5>I want to ask you when you were when you

0:33:41.080 --> 0:33:45.240
<v Speaker 5>were locked up, was there any particular person that gave

0:33:45.320 --> 0:33:46.840
<v Speaker 5>you hope, that gave you strength.

0:33:47.000 --> 0:33:50.120
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, at that time I had a support system. Her

0:33:50.240 --> 0:33:52.840
<v Speaker 3>name was Linda, Linda Roberts. At this point, she was

0:33:52.960 --> 0:33:55.400
<v Speaker 3>very strong in my life. Then I have a strong

0:33:55.440 --> 0:33:59.360
<v Speaker 3>support system analysis Hoppen Home with Her name is Tulita James,

0:33:59.440 --> 0:34:03.080
<v Speaker 3>we call her. So there was an adjustment process. But

0:34:03.120 --> 0:34:07.400
<v Speaker 3>the one person who kept me moving when I was seventeen,

0:34:07.440 --> 0:34:09.680
<v Speaker 3>the judge asked me, and this is the Orange record,

0:34:09.920 --> 0:34:12.719
<v Speaker 3>the judge said before he sentenced me, because I was

0:34:12.880 --> 0:34:15.000
<v Speaker 3>schedul to be senting so higher a sentence. But he

0:34:15.040 --> 0:34:16.759
<v Speaker 3>asked me, said, is there anything you want to say?

0:34:16.880 --> 0:34:17.359
<v Speaker 4>Young man?

0:34:18.120 --> 0:34:20.960
<v Speaker 3>So I turned to my mother, who was crying and

0:34:21.000 --> 0:34:23.800
<v Speaker 3>who I was hurting so bad because I'm her youngest son,

0:34:24.040 --> 0:34:25.600
<v Speaker 3>and she just knew that this was wrong.

0:34:25.800 --> 0:34:26.960
<v Speaker 4>And I said to my mother.

0:34:27.600 --> 0:34:31.279
<v Speaker 3>No matter what, I'm not gonna let this destroy me

0:34:31.320 --> 0:34:34.200
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna do the best I could. I'm sorry, and

0:34:34.400 --> 0:34:37.239
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna hold on. And I talked to my mother

0:34:37.280 --> 0:34:40.040
<v Speaker 3>in the courtroom, and everyone was amazed to see me

0:34:40.080 --> 0:34:42.400
<v Speaker 3>and my mother at this time having this back and

0:34:42.440 --> 0:34:45.560
<v Speaker 3>forth discussion because she was saying, hold on, I'm just

0:34:45.640 --> 0:34:49.719
<v Speaker 3>keep in prayer and in the courtroom, and that conversation

0:34:50.120 --> 0:34:54.040
<v Speaker 3>has been my mantra for all these years to tell her,

0:34:54.080 --> 0:34:56.920
<v Speaker 3>let my mother know that no matter what what she

0:34:57.040 --> 0:34:59.600
<v Speaker 3>instilled in me as her son and my father, but

0:34:59.680 --> 0:35:02.160
<v Speaker 3>my mother, what she put in me was nothing was

0:35:02.280 --> 0:35:05.600
<v Speaker 3>never going to tear that down and moral complished that

0:35:05.680 --> 0:35:08.879
<v Speaker 3>she instilled in me to find my way back to right,

0:35:09.520 --> 0:35:12.680
<v Speaker 3>It's never going to be taken out. And that has

0:35:12.760 --> 0:35:16.640
<v Speaker 3>been my rock, my mother. She's my she and she

0:35:16.680 --> 0:35:19.920
<v Speaker 3>continues to be and she will always be that my

0:35:20.120 --> 0:35:20.840
<v Speaker 3>moral confisence.

0:35:20.880 --> 0:35:23.719
<v Speaker 4>She is my north star. She sounds like an extraordinary

0:35:23.920 --> 0:35:26.680
<v Speaker 4>she's eighty five and she can't tell her she's not fifty.

0:35:28.719 --> 0:35:29.640
<v Speaker 4>And I love her.

0:35:29.760 --> 0:35:32.279
<v Speaker 3>She's my strength, and she knows what she is and

0:35:33.160 --> 0:35:35.440
<v Speaker 3>I just cannot get enough of her. So I adore

0:35:35.480 --> 0:35:36.759
<v Speaker 3>her and she knows it, you know.

0:35:36.840 --> 0:35:38.280
<v Speaker 4>So it's so important.

0:35:38.280 --> 0:35:41.600
<v Speaker 5>And you just heard from Rodney that that connection remains

0:35:41.640 --> 0:35:44.319
<v Speaker 5>intact between families, so between loved ones and people who

0:35:44.320 --> 0:35:47.719
<v Speaker 5>are incarcerated. And you know, in this country we have

0:35:47.840 --> 0:35:51.919
<v Speaker 5>such a crazy system where inmates are charged. Incarcerated people

0:35:51.960 --> 0:35:55.160
<v Speaker 5>are charged five to ten times as much for collect calls,

0:35:56.120 --> 0:35:59.000
<v Speaker 5>which is insane. Now they're moving away from in person

0:35:59.120 --> 0:36:01.239
<v Speaker 5>visits and certain states where they're changing it to where

0:36:01.239 --> 0:36:02.840
<v Speaker 5>you're going to get an iPad and you get to

0:36:02.880 --> 0:36:06.040
<v Speaker 5>talk to your family members on the iPad, and it's like,

0:36:06.560 --> 0:36:09.000
<v Speaker 5>I mean, we're just we're going in the wrong direction.

0:36:09.080 --> 0:36:10.759
<v Speaker 5>In a lot of ways. Criminal justice system is being

0:36:10.760 --> 0:36:13.279
<v Speaker 5>reformed in good ways now, but in that way, it

0:36:13.360 --> 0:36:15.239
<v Speaker 5>just doesn't make any sense. Because we just heard it

0:36:15.239 --> 0:36:18.160
<v Speaker 5>directly from you. It's so important to maintain that to

0:36:18.239 --> 0:36:20.840
<v Speaker 5>keep that hope alive and to keep that connection strong,

0:36:20.920 --> 0:36:23.040
<v Speaker 5>not just for you, but for your children or your

0:36:23.200 --> 0:36:25.400
<v Speaker 5>mother or whatever reletives are on the outside that I

0:36:25.480 --> 0:36:28.000
<v Speaker 5>love you and care about you. So while you were

0:36:28.040 --> 0:36:30.680
<v Speaker 5>locked up the second time, were you able to maintain

0:36:30.719 --> 0:36:31.879
<v Speaker 5>a relationship with your son?

0:36:32.560 --> 0:36:35.400
<v Speaker 4>And how is that now? Well, my son is an

0:36:35.400 --> 0:36:36.279
<v Speaker 4>amazing young man.

0:36:36.400 --> 0:36:39.920
<v Speaker 3>Even what he's been doing with me out his life,

0:36:39.960 --> 0:36:42.720
<v Speaker 3>he's grown to be a very strong young man. He's

0:36:43.440 --> 0:36:46.759
<v Speaker 3>maybe six five, maybe two ninety. You know, he's a

0:36:46.840 --> 0:36:49.640
<v Speaker 3>big guy, you know what I'm saying, very mild man,

0:36:49.680 --> 0:36:53.600
<v Speaker 3>a very religious, never been involved in the law.

0:36:53.840 --> 0:36:56.760
<v Speaker 4>You know. It doesn't drink or hang out anything, works,

0:36:57.000 --> 0:36:57.680
<v Speaker 4>goes to church.

0:36:58.160 --> 0:37:01.240
<v Speaker 3>I love who he's become all my time his absence.

0:37:01.360 --> 0:37:03.960
<v Speaker 3>One thing that we always had that kept us together

0:37:04.160 --> 0:37:07.480
<v Speaker 3>was we had a passion for reading. I told him

0:37:07.480 --> 0:37:09.640
<v Speaker 3>how to read, basically, and he would get on the

0:37:09.680 --> 0:37:11.239
<v Speaker 3>phone and he would read to me.

0:37:11.760 --> 0:37:14.920
<v Speaker 4>And actually, freaking we learned how to read together.

0:37:14.800 --> 0:37:17.120
<v Speaker 3>Do comic books. I would buy comic books and I

0:37:17.120 --> 0:37:19.360
<v Speaker 3>would buy him one. I'd buy me one and I

0:37:19.360 --> 0:37:21.319
<v Speaker 3>would reading and he would read it, and we would

0:37:21.360 --> 0:37:24.640
<v Speaker 3>talk about the comic books. And that's how we develop

0:37:24.680 --> 0:37:28.000
<v Speaker 3>our relationship to reading. And to this day we still

0:37:28.000 --> 0:37:31.319
<v Speaker 3>talk about comic books. Even we're both so amazed at

0:37:31.320 --> 0:37:33.880
<v Speaker 3>the new Marvel movies. We run to see him together

0:37:34.000 --> 0:37:36.279
<v Speaker 3>because we read about him all his life and me

0:37:36.360 --> 0:37:36.919
<v Speaker 3>all my life.

0:37:36.960 --> 0:37:39.400
<v Speaker 4>Really, and you have a lady in your life now, yes.

0:37:39.280 --> 0:37:42.320
<v Speaker 3>I do, a beautiful young lady who has been patient

0:37:42.360 --> 0:37:46.720
<v Speaker 3>with me even all my adjustment and Talada James Della James,

0:37:46.719 --> 0:37:49.800
<v Speaker 3>who has dealt with ups and downs with myself and herself,

0:37:49.800 --> 0:37:53.520
<v Speaker 3>and we struggled together, and I appreciate everything she's done

0:37:53.600 --> 0:37:56.720
<v Speaker 3>for me and with me and to me. It helped

0:37:56.719 --> 0:37:59.400
<v Speaker 3>me become a stronger man in my adjustment process.

0:37:59.480 --> 0:38:02.120
<v Speaker 5>Friday is sharp dress. Guy was complimenting him before on

0:38:02.200 --> 0:38:04.520
<v Speaker 5>his shoes. He's got a nice, beautiful Chris White shirt.

0:38:04.560 --> 0:38:06.920
<v Speaker 5>And he told me, actually the credible laws to her right.

0:38:06.880 --> 0:38:09.920
<v Speaker 3>Oh yeah, I mean I don't even pick my own clothes.

0:38:09.960 --> 0:38:11.640
<v Speaker 3>I go in the store and I picked something up

0:38:11.680 --> 0:38:15.560
<v Speaker 3>and she ignores it. So then what you know, she

0:38:15.960 --> 0:38:18.760
<v Speaker 3>even because I came home I was like two ninety

0:38:18.840 --> 0:38:22.320
<v Speaker 3>myself and wait, she helped me even in my healthier eating,

0:38:22.680 --> 0:38:25.440
<v Speaker 3>you know, working out. I mean, there has been an

0:38:25.480 --> 0:38:28.520
<v Speaker 3>adjustment process with her there in my life, and I

0:38:28.560 --> 0:38:31.879
<v Speaker 3>only pray that I contributed something strong to her life

0:38:31.920 --> 0:38:34.319
<v Speaker 3>through my strength friends to her that makes her know

0:38:34.360 --> 0:38:38.160
<v Speaker 3>that there's always in resilience and you could come back

0:38:38.200 --> 0:38:41.600
<v Speaker 3>from anything, you know, saying nothing this overwhelming in life

0:38:41.600 --> 0:38:44.160
<v Speaker 3>that you can't start all over and be strong through.

0:38:44.440 --> 0:38:47.560
<v Speaker 3>So I'm hoping that my experiences and hussying me what

0:38:47.600 --> 0:38:50.719
<v Speaker 3>I've been through and still being strong enough man to

0:38:50.760 --> 0:38:51.680
<v Speaker 3>make her want to love me.

0:38:52.200 --> 0:38:53.759
<v Speaker 4>Has contributed to her life as well.

0:38:54.239 --> 0:38:56.759
<v Speaker 3>And with that, you know, I have six sisters to

0:38:56.800 --> 0:39:00.160
<v Speaker 3>one path away, my younger sisters sharing. But there's oh

0:39:00.200 --> 0:39:03.480
<v Speaker 3>and they they're like parole officers, you know. They I

0:39:03.520 --> 0:39:05.040
<v Speaker 3>have to check in with them. And if I was

0:39:05.120 --> 0:39:09.799
<v Speaker 3>checking with them, there's a so yeah. So I I

0:39:09.840 --> 0:39:13.520
<v Speaker 3>have some strong, beautiful women in my life that really

0:39:14.200 --> 0:39:16.440
<v Speaker 3>supervised me, so to speak, and take care of me

0:39:16.520 --> 0:39:18.480
<v Speaker 3>and help me along the way. And I think this

0:39:18.640 --> 0:39:21.759
<v Speaker 3>made me a much stronger man and much confident man

0:39:21.880 --> 0:39:24.680
<v Speaker 3>as well. I came home this time, and I was

0:39:24.719 --> 0:39:27.240
<v Speaker 3>blessed to come home this time, and I say to myself,

0:39:27.680 --> 0:39:30.759
<v Speaker 3>I'm able to talk about these feelings, but feeling them

0:39:30.840 --> 0:39:34.279
<v Speaker 3>at the moment was was like so sad for me.

0:39:34.320 --> 0:39:36.600
<v Speaker 3>I used to have moments where I would be sad

0:39:36.680 --> 0:39:38.239
<v Speaker 3>for like days.

0:39:38.160 --> 0:39:40.680
<v Speaker 4>And I'd be like, pull myself. I we gonna come on,

0:39:40.719 --> 0:39:41.840
<v Speaker 4>you gotta pull yourself out of this.

0:39:41.880 --> 0:39:44.880
<v Speaker 3>I used to have to coach myself and give myself

0:39:45.000 --> 0:39:48.160
<v Speaker 3>pep talk sober and come on, man, you got people

0:39:48.160 --> 0:39:50.480
<v Speaker 3>was like you over there talking to yourself again. I'm like, listen,

0:39:50.680 --> 0:39:53.360
<v Speaker 3>this is the best conversation I've had all day and

0:39:53.520 --> 0:39:56.000
<v Speaker 3>you know, to pull myself out of stage of what

0:39:56.120 --> 0:39:57.160
<v Speaker 3>I just felt like.

0:39:57.480 --> 0:39:58.960
<v Speaker 4>It was so much overwhelming.

0:39:59.000 --> 0:40:03.600
<v Speaker 3>And you know, can't begin to tell all the years

0:40:03.600 --> 0:40:07.320
<v Speaker 3>because we're talking about since seventeen and then now and

0:40:08.719 --> 0:40:11.560
<v Speaker 3>how much suffering it felt like. I mean, I feel

0:40:11.600 --> 0:40:16.320
<v Speaker 3>that's why today I advocate because I can identify with suffering.

0:40:16.360 --> 0:40:20.040
<v Speaker 3>You know, I don't like to see anything suffer, and

0:40:20.080 --> 0:40:23.600
<v Speaker 3>that's from animals to people, to the plants to anything,

0:40:23.880 --> 0:40:26.200
<v Speaker 3>because I know what it feels like to suffer. I

0:40:26.200 --> 0:40:27.680
<v Speaker 3>know it feels like to be put in a position

0:40:28.360 --> 0:40:32.400
<v Speaker 3>that you know, where you're just hurting inside emotionally and psychologically,

0:40:32.400 --> 0:40:35.440
<v Speaker 3>that you just want some help from somewhere, you know.

0:40:36.000 --> 0:40:39.000
<v Speaker 4>And that's why I stand today, because I just want

0:40:39.040 --> 0:40:39.279
<v Speaker 4>to be.

0:40:39.320 --> 0:40:42.680
<v Speaker 3>That for someone who may feel hopeless and feel like

0:40:42.719 --> 0:40:43.160
<v Speaker 3>there's knowing.

0:40:43.200 --> 0:40:44.440
<v Speaker 4>The Navy they.

0:40:44.120 --> 0:40:46.200
<v Speaker 3>See me and they say, you know, this guy, you

0:40:46.280 --> 0:40:49.160
<v Speaker 3>know is just someone out there that understands and cares

0:40:49.200 --> 0:40:52.400
<v Speaker 3>because I felt there was knowing As a result. Now,

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:54.600
<v Speaker 3>I just started the Rodney Roberts Foundation.

0:40:54.800 --> 0:40:55.839
<v Speaker 4>Oh tell me about that.

0:40:56.280 --> 0:40:59.800
<v Speaker 3>What I offer is the one thing that most in

0:40:59.840 --> 0:41:02.160
<v Speaker 3>the visuals who have been wrong for convicted, and not

0:41:02.200 --> 0:41:05.320
<v Speaker 3>just wrong for convicted, but particularly the wrong for convicted,

0:41:05.360 --> 0:41:08.960
<v Speaker 3>but individuals who've come home and feel as there's no

0:41:09.000 --> 0:41:11.040
<v Speaker 3>one to connect with because in the wrong for convision

0:41:11.080 --> 0:41:14.640
<v Speaker 3>community the one thing we don't have. No state has

0:41:14.760 --> 0:41:20.160
<v Speaker 3>an agency that provides housing, work assistance, counseling.

0:41:20.520 --> 0:41:21.239
<v Speaker 4>No state has that.

0:41:21.360 --> 0:41:23.640
<v Speaker 3>So you would let come home and there's no way

0:41:23.680 --> 0:41:26.000
<v Speaker 3>for you to turn because some states made me feel

0:41:26.040 --> 0:41:27.760
<v Speaker 3>they don't want to make that answer. You have nowhere

0:41:27.760 --> 0:41:31.560
<v Speaker 3>to go to, so you have no opportunities there. Myself,

0:41:31.840 --> 0:41:34.200
<v Speaker 3>when I came home, I had to compete with my

0:41:34.280 --> 0:41:37.960
<v Speaker 3>counterparts with gods on parole, probation for jobs and training

0:41:38.000 --> 0:41:40.640
<v Speaker 3>and treatment. And I'm going in and saying, look, I'm innocent.

0:41:40.640 --> 0:41:43.680
<v Speaker 3>I was just exonerated, and employees like, listen, hey man,

0:41:43.719 --> 0:41:44.640
<v Speaker 3>that's a great story.

0:41:44.680 --> 0:41:45.080
<v Speaker 4>And we did.

0:41:45.400 --> 0:41:47.439
<v Speaker 3>But we're in the money making business and we would

0:41:47.520 --> 0:41:50.760
<v Speaker 3>rather hire that God on parole because we could tax deductions.

0:41:50.880 --> 0:41:52.160
<v Speaker 4>For hey.

0:41:52.520 --> 0:41:54.080
<v Speaker 3>One playee told me that he's like, well, I can

0:41:54.200 --> 0:41:55.760
<v Speaker 3>tax the duction behind Gods and parole.

0:41:55.880 --> 0:41:56.879
<v Speaker 4>He was like, you a great guy.

0:41:56.920 --> 0:41:58.800
<v Speaker 3>I'm sorry what happened to you, but I had to

0:41:58.880 --> 0:42:01.120
<v Speaker 3>hire this guy plus you on seventeen years, so we

0:42:01.160 --> 0:42:04.080
<v Speaker 3>don't know. So I was left in a void, and

0:42:04.160 --> 0:42:05.239
<v Speaker 3>so I had to.

0:42:05.200 --> 0:42:07.080
<v Speaker 4>Literally create a job for myself.

0:42:07.200 --> 0:42:10.000
<v Speaker 3>I had to literally create an opportunity for myself by

0:42:10.080 --> 0:42:14.759
<v Speaker 3>taking that frustration that being denied, have no place to

0:42:14.760 --> 0:42:18.080
<v Speaker 3>fit in and taking the passion that I have to

0:42:18.200 --> 0:42:24.279
<v Speaker 3>advocate against this injustice, prosecutory misconducting and ineffectious accounts of

0:42:24.440 --> 0:42:27.759
<v Speaker 3>course play agreements. And I started talking about it on

0:42:27.880 --> 0:42:30.440
<v Speaker 3>a basis where people started listening and saying, you know what,

0:42:31.000 --> 0:42:32.560
<v Speaker 3>we like what he's saying because.

0:42:32.360 --> 0:42:35.839
<v Speaker 4>He's relevant, it's right on time, and we think there

0:42:35.920 --> 0:42:36.640
<v Speaker 4>needs to be heard.

0:42:37.000 --> 0:42:39.840
<v Speaker 3>And I was brought into like an organization like the

0:42:39.880 --> 0:42:43.120
<v Speaker 3>Innocent Project, who will give me assignments and say, Ronnie Gore,

0:42:43.160 --> 0:42:46.000
<v Speaker 3>who you work with us and speak here. We can

0:42:46.080 --> 0:42:49.959
<v Speaker 3>help you with a little conversation here. And that grew

0:42:50.160 --> 0:42:53.800
<v Speaker 3>into me working closely with them, and me making the

0:42:53.840 --> 0:42:56.839
<v Speaker 3>commercials with them, and me doing other work with them.

0:42:57.200 --> 0:43:01.000
<v Speaker 3>And Jeffrey Desker had the Jeffrey Desker found brought me

0:43:01.120 --> 0:43:04.080
<v Speaker 3>in and helped me school me in a way with

0:43:04.239 --> 0:43:05.959
<v Speaker 3>you know, this is what you need to be saying,

0:43:06.040 --> 0:43:08.160
<v Speaker 3>and this is how you should present and this is

0:43:08.200 --> 0:43:11.560
<v Speaker 3>we're gonna give you this little space here. So the

0:43:11.680 --> 0:43:15.800
<v Speaker 3>Rodney Robertson Foundation is a representation of all that experience.

0:43:16.040 --> 0:43:17.600
<v Speaker 3>What I want to do is I want to give

0:43:17.680 --> 0:43:19.840
<v Speaker 3>an opportunity for those who have been wrong, for the

0:43:19.880 --> 0:43:24.040
<v Speaker 3>convicted to be able to reach out that's currently incarcerated

0:43:24.280 --> 0:43:26.960
<v Speaker 3>to reach out, so in New Jersey because New Jersey

0:43:27.320 --> 0:43:30.080
<v Speaker 3>is far behind and everything what comes from wrong for convicted,

0:43:30.520 --> 0:43:34.160
<v Speaker 3>even currently saying legislation is being challenged now. But I

0:43:34.280 --> 0:43:37.719
<v Speaker 3>want to be that help with with job placement, help

0:43:37.840 --> 0:43:42.000
<v Speaker 3>fund housing, help with counseling, which is most important, which

0:43:42.080 --> 0:43:46.000
<v Speaker 3>even myself after all these years, is an important feature,

0:43:46.040 --> 0:43:49.160
<v Speaker 3>even for myself, to help with counseling, to help with

0:43:49.440 --> 0:43:53.239
<v Speaker 3>reconnecting those with their families, because the one group that

0:43:53.520 --> 0:43:56.040
<v Speaker 3>suffers the most and most is the family.

0:43:56.520 --> 0:43:58.800
<v Speaker 4>They see the person locked up, but once.

0:43:58.800 --> 0:44:01.440
<v Speaker 3>A family members locked up, the whole family's basically locked

0:44:01.520 --> 0:44:04.520
<v Speaker 3>up and so a degree because they can't stop being

0:44:04.600 --> 0:44:07.120
<v Speaker 3>connected with their love on so they suffer as well.

0:44:07.160 --> 0:44:10.640
<v Speaker 3>And they the families have to also be educated on

0:44:11.000 --> 0:44:14.400
<v Speaker 3>what's necessary to help this person reintegrate and what's to

0:44:14.560 --> 0:44:17.000
<v Speaker 3>look for and what characteristics to look for when you

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<v Speaker 3>see a person slipping leaves, the recidivism and when you

0:44:21.880 --> 0:44:25.279
<v Speaker 3>see signs of depression or feeling and hopeless. So the

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<v Speaker 3>Rodney Robins Foundation has multifacts in that level and also

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<v Speaker 3>with the public speaking aspect as well.

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<v Speaker 4>Right now, I have the Rottney Royis Foundation, I have

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm doing.

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<v Speaker 3>I have a go fund account that I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 3>raise money now to create a platform to bring people

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<v Speaker 3>in like get a staff.

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<v Speaker 4>That's my goal is to have a staff.

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<v Speaker 3>And a permanent location and office in New Jersey where

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<v Speaker 3>and I'm growing from there and have my emails set

0:44:50.320 --> 0:44:53.719
<v Speaker 3>up Rodney Roberts Foundation ninety six at gmail dot com

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<v Speaker 3>and also the Rodney Roberts Foundation. What we're gonna do also,

0:44:56.840 --> 0:44:59.879
<v Speaker 3>we're gonna collaborate with other organizations to fight against wrong

0:45:00.000 --> 0:45:03.880
<v Speaker 3>who convictions, prosecutorium misconduct, ineffectual Accouncil.

0:45:04.200 --> 0:45:06.440
<v Speaker 4>We're gonna try to grow in that degree.

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<v Speaker 3>Right now, I don't want to put the bugget before

0:45:08.480 --> 0:45:11.400
<v Speaker 3>the horse because I'm not elevated to that level. You

0:45:11.480 --> 0:45:14.200
<v Speaker 3>have to be as prestigious as some of the organizations.

0:45:13.880 --> 0:45:15.160
<v Speaker 4>That they're book cold on.

0:45:15.440 --> 0:45:19.080
<v Speaker 3>Because I'm on my way, I'm headed in the right

0:45:19.160 --> 0:45:23.600
<v Speaker 3>direction and with the passion and ideas and energy, and

0:45:24.360 --> 0:45:27.439
<v Speaker 3>I'm headed there and I'm gonna build and have someone

0:45:27.560 --> 0:45:31.240
<v Speaker 3>so when everyone New Jersey and worldwide can connect to also.

0:45:31.640 --> 0:45:33.600
<v Speaker 5>And that's really exciting that you're doing that. I think

0:45:33.640 --> 0:45:34.920
<v Speaker 5>you're gonna make a big difference in a lot of

0:45:34.920 --> 0:45:35.560
<v Speaker 5>people's lives.

0:45:36.200 --> 0:45:37.200
<v Speaker 4>What can people do?

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<v Speaker 5>Obviously, I hope people will support join me in supporting

0:45:40.920 --> 0:45:43.360
<v Speaker 5>because I'm going to support you in the Roddy Roberts Foundation.

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<v Speaker 4>But what else can people do? Well?

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<v Speaker 3>I think, particularly if their loved one is gold, how

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<v Speaker 3>close they are, if it's a family member that you're

0:45:52.040 --> 0:45:54.880
<v Speaker 3>directly related to, it close with The first thing you

0:45:54.920 --> 0:45:57.920
<v Speaker 3>need to reach out to their attorney, find out who

0:45:57.960 --> 0:46:02.160
<v Speaker 3>the attorney is, who's representing them, and get their discoveries,

0:46:02.520 --> 0:46:06.000
<v Speaker 3>get whatever paperwork with those documents they have. Get familiar

0:46:06.040 --> 0:46:09.880
<v Speaker 3>with what the record says yourself and try to understand that,

0:46:10.320 --> 0:46:12.520
<v Speaker 3>because the first thing you had to do is educate

0:46:12.560 --> 0:46:17.040
<v Speaker 3>yourself because most time we rely on hearsay what this

0:46:17.440 --> 0:46:20.360
<v Speaker 3>attorney says or this person says, and that.

0:46:20.440 --> 0:46:21.360
<v Speaker 4>Could be misleading.

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<v Speaker 3>If you are in a position to find out yourself,

0:46:24.160 --> 0:46:28.120
<v Speaker 3>you could read through their paperwork, their discoveries and decipher

0:46:28.200 --> 0:46:31.200
<v Speaker 3>what's being said, or do not help the family member

0:46:31.320 --> 0:46:32.920
<v Speaker 3>understand exactly what's being.

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<v Speaker 4>Charged and how to approach the situation.

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<v Speaker 3>Secondly, just a visit, a card, a letter, at some point,

0:46:42.400 --> 0:46:45.359
<v Speaker 3>take some time out to show that person that they're

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<v Speaker 3>not forgotten and that strength.

0:46:47.360 --> 0:46:47.759
<v Speaker 4>Is the person.

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<v Speaker 3>You don't know how much it feels good to sit

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<v Speaker 3>there and then hear when they do a mail call

0:46:53.200 --> 0:46:55.560
<v Speaker 3>and you're waiting and you hear everybody else's name call

0:46:55.880 --> 0:46:57.600
<v Speaker 3>and your name and not call over and over.

0:46:57.680 --> 0:46:58.920
<v Speaker 4>Then one day you hear your name.

0:46:59.000 --> 0:47:02.080
<v Speaker 3>Oh if I just you run to get this letter

0:47:02.120 --> 0:47:06.080
<v Speaker 3>because now you know someone out there has reached back inside.

0:47:06.080 --> 0:47:09.799
<v Speaker 3>So even that something simple as that is major or something.

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<v Speaker 3>And understand that when a person is released and they

0:47:12.400 --> 0:47:15.000
<v Speaker 3>come home, they're going through a sort of a culture

0:47:15.080 --> 0:47:17.840
<v Speaker 3>shock or a reverse culture shock. They're going through a

0:47:17.880 --> 0:47:21.239
<v Speaker 3>process where they released from one environment to another, and

0:47:21.400 --> 0:47:24.879
<v Speaker 3>this change they have to unlearn what they just learned,

0:47:25.440 --> 0:47:27.759
<v Speaker 3>you know, and to relearn what they already knew about

0:47:27.800 --> 0:47:30.680
<v Speaker 3>how the interact and society. You're talking about people who

0:47:30.680 --> 0:47:34.000
<v Speaker 3>are a person who just went through a prison experience

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<v Speaker 3>and where they had to begin the controlled environment where

0:47:37.200 --> 0:47:39.719
<v Speaker 3>they had to stand in line and eat and had

0:47:39.840 --> 0:47:41.319
<v Speaker 3>eaten a certain period of time.

0:47:41.440 --> 0:47:43.480
<v Speaker 4>And you know, these things are built into you.

0:47:43.520 --> 0:47:45.960
<v Speaker 3>When you do the same repetitive thing over and over again,

0:47:46.040 --> 0:47:48.880
<v Speaker 3>become institutionalized. Now you have to come home and to

0:47:49.040 --> 0:47:51.600
<v Speaker 3>a new environment and the shock of that, which is

0:47:51.800 --> 0:47:55.360
<v Speaker 3>you know, it's just culture shock because you really unlearn

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<v Speaker 3>all this and then to readjust yourself back to being free.

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<v Speaker 4>I understand that that process is not it's easy, even

0:48:03.160 --> 0:48:06.080
<v Speaker 4>if the person makes it look easy. It's not easy.

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<v Speaker 1>There.

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<v Speaker 3>There's a pretend there because this affects anyone that's been

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<v Speaker 3>locked up in a long period of time.

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<v Speaker 4>So make sure to give them enough cushions so that

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<v Speaker 4>they can have those moments.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, but you may see like myself, you know, when

0:48:20.520 --> 0:48:23.120
<v Speaker 3>I first came home, you know, because in the prison,

0:48:23.200 --> 0:48:25.359
<v Speaker 3>you go to take a shower, you take a shower,

0:48:25.440 --> 0:48:28.040
<v Speaker 3>you're underwear, and you watch it. When I went home,

0:48:28.160 --> 0:48:29.840
<v Speaker 3>came home, I went to shout the money, and the

0:48:29.920 --> 0:48:33.480
<v Speaker 3>lady like, what are you doing so? And I was like,

0:48:33.560 --> 0:48:35.680
<v Speaker 3>I don't want to watch you like listen, you're not there,

0:48:35.680 --> 0:48:38.680
<v Speaker 3>and so you know, so I so you look for

0:48:38.719 --> 0:48:40.920
<v Speaker 3>a little sounds like that where they're sitting at the

0:48:41.000 --> 0:48:43.440
<v Speaker 3>table and they take this poon and put it inside

0:48:43.480 --> 0:48:44.000
<v Speaker 3>the cup, and.

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<v Speaker 4>You're You're like, what are you doing? You know, it's

0:48:46.239 --> 0:48:47.680
<v Speaker 4>a little jail house things that.

0:48:48.280 --> 0:48:52.200
<v Speaker 3>People have to shed and little psychological things that people

0:48:52.280 --> 0:48:55.920
<v Speaker 3>may do. Have a little more patience with the loved one.

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<v Speaker 5>I want to I want to reinforce one point that

0:48:58.360 --> 0:49:00.000
<v Speaker 5>you made which is so powerful and I'm glad you

0:49:00.080 --> 0:49:03.600
<v Speaker 5>said it, which is that it's so important that people

0:49:03.719 --> 0:49:07.040
<v Speaker 5>understand that just because your loved one or even you

0:49:07.239 --> 0:49:09.960
<v Speaker 5>have a lawyer, doesn't mean that lawyer is doing a

0:49:10.000 --> 0:49:13.320
<v Speaker 5>great job. Even the best intentions. Sometimes in the court system,

0:49:13.320 --> 0:49:14.880
<v Speaker 5>which we know is not always the best attention, but

0:49:15.000 --> 0:49:17.319
<v Speaker 5>mistakes are made. So even if you have a good

0:49:17.320 --> 0:49:19.719
<v Speaker 5>defense lawyer, they might be going through something in their life.

0:49:19.800 --> 0:49:22.320
<v Speaker 5>They might miss a detail. So if you have that

0:49:22.440 --> 0:49:25.480
<v Speaker 5>opportunity to be able to read those papers and those transcripts,

0:49:25.520 --> 0:49:28.280
<v Speaker 5>you might be able to find that piece of evidence

0:49:28.360 --> 0:49:31.440
<v Speaker 5>or that legal principle that might help yourself or your

0:49:31.520 --> 0:49:33.840
<v Speaker 5>loved one, and you can present that to your lawyer

0:49:34.239 --> 0:49:36.239
<v Speaker 5>and they may have missed it. And so that's such

0:49:36.280 --> 0:49:38.479
<v Speaker 5>a great point that you brought up. And now, Ronnie,

0:49:38.520 --> 0:49:41.880
<v Speaker 5>we have a tradition on wrongful conviction, which is that

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<v Speaker 5>I like to just sit here and listen and let

0:49:45.280 --> 0:49:48.279
<v Speaker 5>you talk about anything you think you may have left out.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, you got so much, so much knowledge. It's

0:49:50.800 --> 0:49:52.160
<v Speaker 5>so much hard and so much to share. So I

0:49:52.239 --> 0:49:54.319
<v Speaker 5>just want to give you a chance to just say

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<v Speaker 5>anything at all that you want.

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<v Speaker 4>Wow.

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<v Speaker 3>I just, you know, even given that opportunity, I once

0:50:03.560 --> 0:50:07.440
<v Speaker 3>read that it says that ammire a person who's been

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<v Speaker 3>through hell and came out, but takes buckets of water

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<v Speaker 3>back to those who are there. And even this moment,

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<v Speaker 3>I still want to hold dear to my passion and

0:50:18.440 --> 0:50:22.520
<v Speaker 3>try to reach out to others as well. And at

0:50:22.560 --> 0:50:25.560
<v Speaker 3>this point, through the Rodney Roberts Foundation, I'm just trying

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<v Speaker 3>to buy a bigger bucket because I went back, I

0:50:27.480 --> 0:50:29.640
<v Speaker 3>took buckets there, and I found out that my buckets

0:50:29.760 --> 0:50:32.520
<v Speaker 3>need to be a little bit bigger to provide more

0:50:32.560 --> 0:50:36.200
<v Speaker 3>service to a larger group of people. And just that,

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<v Speaker 3>just you know, I want to continue to stay close

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<v Speaker 3>to the front line and stay close to you know,

0:50:45.000 --> 0:50:50.320
<v Speaker 3>fighting alongside the champions such as yourself and others, and

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<v Speaker 3>trying to expose something in this country that has becoming

0:50:53.880 --> 0:50:57.200
<v Speaker 3>a phenomenon now is why it's wrong for convision and

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<v Speaker 3>prostitutory in Wisconda and ineffects us accounsels and continue to

0:51:01.800 --> 0:51:04.640
<v Speaker 3>be on a positive path and a productive path. And

0:51:05.200 --> 0:51:08.359
<v Speaker 3>I can make myself and my mother and my loved

0:51:08.400 --> 0:51:11.600
<v Speaker 3>ones proud to proud of me and proud to be

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<v Speaker 3>associated with me. So that's it for me.

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<v Speaker 5>Well, for anyone who's listening, you've now heard the extraordinary

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<v Speaker 5>saga and the equally extraordinary spirit of Rodney Roberts. I

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<v Speaker 5>hope you'll consider donating to the Rodney Roberts Foundation. For

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<v Speaker 5>every dollar that anyone donates myself and Wrongful Conviction, we

0:51:29.560 --> 0:51:32.920
<v Speaker 5>will match up to ten thousand dollars, so we'll get

0:51:32.960 --> 0:51:35.680
<v Speaker 5>you off to a good start there, and we'll be

0:51:35.800 --> 0:51:37.920
<v Speaker 5>very proud to continue to support you as you do

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<v Speaker 5>this amazing life saving work. And I'm just really I'm

0:51:42.160 --> 0:51:44.040
<v Speaker 5>just proud to know you and happy to call you

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<v Speaker 5>a friend. And I appreciate you coming on and sharing

0:51:47.040 --> 0:51:51.520
<v Speaker 5>your experienced strength and wisdom with our audience. And I

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<v Speaker 5>want to thank you again, Rodney, and you've been listening

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<v Speaker 5>to a very unique and tremendous episode of wrongful conviction.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you, Thank you.

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