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Speaker 1: Hey guys, and welcome back to another week of casual Chaos.

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Speaker 1: This week, I have a really exciting guest, Lexi would

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Speaker 1: welcome to casual Chaos. This is such a long time coming.

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Speaker 2: Oh my god, no, I know, I feel like we've

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Speaker 2: known each other for like a minute now, and yeah,

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Speaker 2: we've been trying to get the schedules to align.

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Speaker 1: But it's also fun because we've really met each other

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Speaker 1: at events and that's how our relationship was formed. And

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Speaker 1: I think just being both in the Bravo world, you

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Speaker 1: kind of just connect right away. Yeah, and we were

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Speaker 1: like you just it's a level of trust.

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Speaker 2: I feel one hundred percent. It's like it's like a family.

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Speaker 2: You like see each other and you're like from across

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Speaker 2: the room and you're like, okay.

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Speaker 1: Hid, I feel safe, immediate number exchange. And now it

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Speaker 1: finally worked out. So I'm so excited.

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Speaker 2: I feel like it's like the two dancing girl emojis

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Speaker 2: in real life.

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Speaker 1: You know, you're just the taller version. It's just the shoes.

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Speaker 1: We were just downstairs and Lexi and I walked in

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Speaker 1: at the same time and I saw her. I guess

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Speaker 1: photo ID, Yes, Okay, she is a photo I d

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Speaker 1: not a license, and that's because you were living in Paris.

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Speaker 2: Yes, so when I turned well, when I was sixteen.

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Speaker 2: So in Canada, it's like a little bit different getting

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Speaker 2: your license here. I feel like they kind of just

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Speaker 2: like it's.

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Speaker 1: Very easy here.

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Speaker 2: I feel like you think, yeah, but in Canada they

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Speaker 2: get it through layers.

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Speaker 1: Really, Oh, I mean later than some states. We get

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Speaker 1: our license at seventeen. Then eighteen you get your adult

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Speaker 1: license and you can you know, have the normal amount

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Speaker 1: of people in the car, but oh, your probationary license too.

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Speaker 1: You can't drive past eleven. Okay, so there's like a

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Speaker 1: certain certain real rules for seventeen.

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Speaker 2: I feel like ours, Like, again, I don't have it,

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Speaker 2: so I don't I don't know. I've never gone through

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Speaker 2: the process, but I'm pretty sure it's like sixteen sixteen

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Speaker 2: some states in Yeah, and then you can't, like you

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Speaker 2: have to go through like your driver's before you're even

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Speaker 2: allowed to like practice on the real roads your six hours.

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Speaker 1: Maybe yeah, so the same thing in Jersey. Maybe it's

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Speaker 1: the same.

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Speaker 2: I don't know. So I was like I was modeling

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Speaker 2: so much and I just kind of feel like I

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Speaker 2: just never needed it. I lived downtown Toronto when I

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Speaker 2: was a teenager, so I just took the subway or

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Speaker 2: taxis to my jobs. And then I was homeschooled in

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Speaker 2: high school. Wow, so I did everything in my house.

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Speaker 2: And then I moved to Paris the day of my

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Speaker 2: seventeenth birthday, so obviously I wasn't getting my license then.

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Speaker 2: And then after that, I really just lived in cities

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Speaker 2: that I could take in huber, a taxi, the subway.

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Speaker 1: So does Toronto kind of remind you of New York City?

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Speaker 2: One hundred percent. It's basically like a smaller, a smaller

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Speaker 2: version of New York. I feel like that's why I

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Speaker 2: love New York so much, and I feel so at

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Speaker 2: home here because it's so similar. And it's also like

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Speaker 2: a fifty minute flight.

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Speaker 1: Yeah no, not that at all.

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Speaker 2: No.

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Speaker 1: So, then when did your modeling career really take off off?

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Speaker 2: So I started modeling when I was I think, like eleven,

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Speaker 2: and I pretty much immediately like I kind of accidentally,

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Speaker 2: my dad is actually the one that got me into modeling.

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Speaker 1: I was super shy that we love the supportive dad.

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Speaker 2: We love a supportive dad. So I he's a firefighter too,

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Speaker 2: so it was like so funny seeing him just like

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Speaker 2: love the glitz and the glamor of the following world.

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Speaker 2: And so he got me into modeling because I was

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Speaker 2: super shy. I wouldn't even like speak, And then I

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Speaker 2: met with the agency. The president of the agency was like,

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Speaker 2: sign me right on the spot, and I think I

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Speaker 2: started working like either the next day or two days later,

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Speaker 2: and ever since then, I just like haven't really stopped working.

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Speaker 1: What was your first campaign when you were you said

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Speaker 1: you were eleven, Yeah, so what was your first campaign?

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Speaker 2: My first campaign was actually for Walmart.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I did a lot of Walmart things I did

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Speaker 2: in Canada. I don't know if you guys have it

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Speaker 2: here sears, Yeah, okay, so I did, like Seers. I

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Speaker 2: was in like all the Wish books as a kid,

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Speaker 2: but I was also the paper girl, which made it

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Speaker 2: the newspapers too, because they'd be like, why are you

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Speaker 2: in the newspaper and like in the like Wish books,

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Speaker 2: but you're also delivering my newspaper and like knocking on

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Speaker 1: So you were the newspaper girls. Wait, that's so funny.

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Speaker 1: That was my mom's job too, really Yeah, when she

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Speaker 1: was younger, Wait, she would ride her bike around town

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Speaker 2: Yeah, so you were always a hustler always Yeah, no, forever.

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Speaker 2: I feel like my parents really raise my sister and

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Speaker 2: I to always be like very business savvy. My mom

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Speaker 2: is so smart with like just real estate, and we

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Speaker 2: always kind of like she's just a brilliant business lady.

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Speaker 2: Her father was in business too, so I feel like

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Speaker 2: it comes really natural to her. Which then she taught

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Speaker 1: So yeah.

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Speaker 2: Literally, my sister and I when we were younger, like

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Speaker 2: like can we clean your eye? I was like anything

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Speaker 2: be like, do you want to buy me this anyone? Which, yeah,

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Speaker 2: it was like always kind of hustling.

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Speaker 1: I love that. And you, your mom and your sister

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Speaker 1: are so close. Yeah, I feel like I saw you guys.

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Speaker 1: I think at every event together.

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Speaker 2: Yes, no, one hundred percent.

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Speaker 1: You guys are little.

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Speaker 2: Yes, we work together, we party together. We I don't

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Speaker 2: know I'm just like so comfortable with them, and I

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Speaker 2: think that it's so nice because I lived by myself,

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Speaker 2: Like I started really traveling the world by myself when

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Speaker 2: I was eighteen.

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Speaker 1: Oh so she wasn't with you during so you moved.

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Speaker 2: I moved to Paris when I was seventeen with my

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Speaker 2: And then she older than you. Yeah yeah, yeah, so

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Speaker 2: she was nineteen and then I was so young. I know, No,

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Speaker 2: it was crazy. They like handed me a subway map

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Speaker 2: as soon as I landed, and they're like, you've a

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Speaker 2: casting in an hour, go figure it out.

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Speaker 1: I was like, what I think? I like, yeah, I

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Speaker 1: was like, And the airport is also not easy.

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Speaker 2: No, no, like there's not one thing that Paris airport

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Speaker 2: love hate relationship. I've cried in that airport so many times,

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Speaker 2: I just that airport is so intense. But yeah, so

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Speaker 2: then I started kind of like I moved to New

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Speaker 2: then moved to a year. Yeah only for a couple

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Speaker 2: So you moved to places for only like three months,

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Speaker 2: for that country. Okay, So like you moved to Paris

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Speaker 2: for yeah, three months and then came back to Canada.

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Speaker 2: And then I moved to Miami for three months and

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Speaker 2: then they went back, and then moved to New York

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Speaker 2: for longer because it was like closer. Yeah, and then

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Speaker 1: The place, You've been everywhere.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, which is so great, Like I love, I mean,

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Speaker 1: I feel like it teaches you so much. And then

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Speaker 1: as you're just traveling, you're seeing so many incredible things.

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Speaker 1: Yeah that the average person, you know isn't fortunate enough

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Speaker 2: But I think that's what's so funny is like I

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Speaker 2: able to work with them because I really did everything

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Speaker 2: alone for like almost like like seven eight years. Yeah. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: they we just started working together like two years ago.

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Speaker 1: So now your fam is back together yes, but otherwise

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Speaker 1: you were traveling to all these countries by yourself. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Wow, Yeah, I like went to.

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Speaker 1: Did your agent or manager ever come with you? No?

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Speaker 2: No, so I would like these castings, yeah, I would

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Speaker 2: go And then like I went to Australia once for

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Speaker 2: Like I there's so many places, like really traveled like

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Speaker 2: everywhere by myself, which is so lovely. But then also

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Speaker 1: That's crazy. Yeah, but such a you know, beautiful life

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Speaker 1: at the same time. So, now you're back in New York.

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Speaker 1: I am you moved here from Miami?

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Speaker 2: No, so I moved here from LA four years ago.

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Speaker 1: Wow, and now you're you're here.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, there's my home.

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Speaker 1: You think you're going to go back to Canada.

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Speaker 2: It's funny. I I mean, I guess, like you never know.

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Speaker 1: Realistically, I never want to say never.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, like never say never. But because I've lived in

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Speaker 2: this is like so crazy, But like if my husband's American,

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Speaker 2: And now that I work with my family and they

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Speaker 2: like there's so much thought that goes into it. But

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Speaker 2: I do feel like since my family is here now.

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Speaker 2: their house in Canada and like they still family homes. Yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 2: but my mom and sister are mainly here now because

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Speaker 2: was just kind of like by myself in America, like okay,

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Speaker 2: your family, yeah, And I'm like, is my sister's kids

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Speaker 2: and I want my kids and her kids and like, you.

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Speaker 1: Know, I feel like when you meet your person, you

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Speaker 1: guys will figure it out together. Yeah, it's gonna be

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Speaker 1: hard because especially his family's here, But now that your

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Speaker 1: family is here. Yeah, maybe your sister will want to

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Speaker 1: ste Yeah does she Well, we never know.

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Speaker 2: It depends on where her husband is. Like I think

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Speaker 2: that it really just like yeah, I think it'll just happen.

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Speaker 2: It'll all fall into place. I try not to think

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Speaker 2: like now we can kind of move more fluidly, whereas

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Speaker 2: before it was so like two different countries and like

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Speaker 2: there was no option. But yeah, I think it just

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Speaker 2: depends on where my person is. I mean, damn, maybe

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Speaker 2: they're not even in America or Canada. I don't know.

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Speaker 1: Really like, we're going in there to just make new friends. Yeah,

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Speaker 2: And funny, I never thought about that, which sounds.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, And it was honestly just a part of the

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Speaker 1: The Bravo world there's just different.

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Speaker 1: I feel like they are probably not like your average

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Speaker 2: Yeah. I think because I lived in so many different places,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, obviously I had a lot of people from Australia.

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Speaker 1: They love Bravo. My mom run a full Australia tour

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Speaker 2: Oh we got no way.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, she's doing shows like all over Australia right now.

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Speaker 2: Okay, wait, that's so cool. I love Australia because they

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Speaker 1: Well, they love Bravo. Yeah. Whenever I am in Greece

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Speaker 2: I've been talking about this for so long. I actually

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Speaker 2: I'm obsessed, just like thrive there.

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Speaker 2: Maybe every boy and Greece, no, come.

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Speaker 1: On, European men are just chef's Kuss there, but they

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Speaker 1: I think it's so cute things. Yeah, I love Do

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Speaker 1: Was Summer House. What you were expecting or what were

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Speaker 2: I honestly I had no idea what to expect. Like

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Speaker 2: I think that it definitely was like a roller coaster.

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Speaker 1: I think it's hard because going on to any reality show,

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Speaker 1: as what people do behind your back, it's all a

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00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:04,600
Speaker 1: part of the plot. It's all about piecing together how

440
00:21:04,680 --> 00:21:08,880
Speaker 1: the drama is gonna look its best, so they can

441
00:21:09,119 --> 00:21:12,400
Speaker 1: cut out things that you say during a confessional, cut

442
00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:16,480
Speaker 1: out how a scene really played out, and it's all

443
00:21:16,840 --> 00:21:20,399
Speaker 1: to make it look its best. They are producing a

444
00:21:20,440 --> 00:21:23,800
Speaker 1: TV show at the end of the day, and as

445
00:21:24,359 --> 00:21:28,800
Speaker 1: crazy as it is, it's just the rollercoaster of being

446
00:21:28,840 --> 00:21:32,840
Speaker 1: on reality TV and how I've been looking at next gen.

447
00:21:33,000 --> 00:21:37,400
Speaker 1: After each episode, I kind of just sit there, I reflect,

448
00:21:37,480 --> 00:21:41,000
Speaker 1: and I look at it as a chance to grow.

449
00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, one hundred reals they do no, And I will

450
00:21:43,720 --> 00:21:47,359
Speaker 2: say I learned a lot even just like watching yourself back,

451
00:21:48,080 --> 00:21:52,040
Speaker 2: I'm like, oh my gosh, whoa Okay, so that's not

452
00:21:52,280 --> 00:21:54,920
Speaker 2: like you have a feeling in your soul and how

453
00:21:55,000 --> 00:21:57,360
Speaker 2: you think that it's like being executed, but then it's

454
00:21:57,359 --> 00:22:00,600
Speaker 2: like completely not, it's not picking up like that, and

455
00:22:00,680 --> 00:22:03,120
Speaker 2: so then you really like you learn so much, which

456
00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:06,800
Speaker 2: I love and like I would do reality again. I

457
00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:08,600
Speaker 2: think that it was a space that like I really

458
00:22:08,640 --> 00:22:11,879
Speaker 2: felt good in because I love being myself. I mean, like,

459
00:22:12,359 --> 00:22:14,280
Speaker 2: that's the best job in the world to just have

460
00:22:14,359 --> 00:22:17,400
Speaker 2: to be yourself. And yeah, I think that it's amazing

461
00:22:17,480 --> 00:22:23,520
Speaker 2: for the right opportunity. But yeah, I think I definitely

462
00:22:23,640 --> 00:22:26,720
Speaker 2: learned a lot and I love that.

463
00:22:27,080 --> 00:22:29,760
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think that it was a cool No. I

464
00:22:29,800 --> 00:22:33,399
Speaker 1: love what you just said because you feel in the

465
00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:36,560
Speaker 1: moment that you are being so true to yourself and

466
00:22:36,720 --> 00:22:41,439
Speaker 1: doing the right thing and being totally in control. And

467
00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:45,400
Speaker 1: then sometimes you watch yourself back in you're like, whoa,

468
00:22:45,640 --> 00:22:49,760
Speaker 1: that is not me? Or actually that didn't happen to

469
00:22:49,840 --> 00:22:50,400
Speaker 1: the full.

470
00:22:50,200 --> 00:22:54,320
Speaker 2: Extent, yes, or like the content or this didn't completely gone,

471
00:22:54,600 --> 00:22:57,920
Speaker 2: or like there's just so many there's from.

472
00:22:57,680 --> 00:23:00,560
Speaker 1: A view, this wasn't played out how this was actually

473
00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:02,879
Speaker 1: played out when I was there, like played out to

474
00:23:02,920 --> 00:23:04,120
Speaker 1: its fullest, I guess.

475
00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:07,440
Speaker 2: Yes, or like they don't show certain aspects to highlight

476
00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:11,800
Speaker 2: other aspects, and then it's like, well, damn if I

477
00:23:11,920 --> 00:23:15,200
Speaker 2: saw what the audience saw, I might have made other choices.

478
00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:19,199
Speaker 2: I'm only living with like what's in front of me

479
00:23:19,359 --> 00:23:21,600
Speaker 2: and what people are telling me to my face, and

480
00:23:21,640 --> 00:23:24,520
Speaker 2: that's really all you can go by. And then watching

481
00:23:24,600 --> 00:23:26,560
Speaker 2: it back, I was just like, oh my god.

482
00:23:26,760 --> 00:23:31,359
Speaker 1: And we also go by what we experience throughout the

483
00:23:31,359 --> 00:23:35,040
Speaker 1: whole season, So there's also things that happen throughout the

484
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:38,600
Speaker 1: whole season that get cut that are not shown and

485
00:23:39,560 --> 00:23:44,480
Speaker 1: so when you're sitting there, you're reacting to what's been

486
00:23:44,560 --> 00:23:49,360
Speaker 1: going on for the whole season. Yeah, and viewers sometimes

487
00:23:49,359 --> 00:23:50,480
Speaker 1: don't see what you see.

488
00:23:50,640 --> 00:23:54,040
Speaker 2: Yeah. And I also think that it's funny because the process,

489
00:23:54,080 --> 00:23:56,600
Speaker 2: like Love Island, I think, does it really great because

490
00:23:56,640 --> 00:23:59,120
Speaker 2: they it airs like pretty much right.

491
00:23:58,960 --> 00:24:02,120
Speaker 1: Away and I think much editing time.

492
00:24:02,560 --> 00:24:06,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's crazy. And then I think what's difficult about

493
00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:08,800
Speaker 2: like some other shows, and like I don't know when

494
00:24:08,840 --> 00:24:11,760
Speaker 2: you guys filmed, but it's like a year ago okay, yes.

495
00:24:11,920 --> 00:24:17,880
Speaker 1: Actually over almost. We started filming in June. We filming August,

496
00:24:17,960 --> 00:24:21,720
Speaker 1: beginning of August. Okay, so we're reaching like our year mark. Yeah,

497
00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:22,800
Speaker 1: we ended filming.

498
00:24:23,000 --> 00:24:25,800
Speaker 2: Yeah. So then you kind of just like you heal

499
00:24:26,240 --> 00:24:28,320
Speaker 2: from like all the drama, and then all of a

500
00:24:28,320 --> 00:24:30,840
Speaker 2: sudden it starts to air, and then you hear things

501
00:24:30,880 --> 00:24:33,840
Speaker 2: that were said behind your back and things like things

502
00:24:33,920 --> 00:24:36,879
Speaker 2: were playing out differently, and then you kind of are

503
00:24:36,880 --> 00:24:39,880
Speaker 2: sitting there being like, okay, one, I know for my situation,

504
00:24:39,960 --> 00:24:43,000
Speaker 2: like I was like, I'm embarrassed. I obviously I am

505
00:24:43,080 --> 00:24:47,359
Speaker 2: learning so much about myself but also about other people,

506
00:24:48,160 --> 00:24:53,080
Speaker 2: and you almost like don't know how to even take

507
00:24:53,119 --> 00:24:56,000
Speaker 2: on those feelings because I'm like, okay, I'm over it,

508
00:24:56,440 --> 00:24:59,280
Speaker 2: like I fully was like moved on, like I was

509
00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:02,560
Speaker 2: fully moved on from the situation in more ways than one.

510
00:25:03,160 --> 00:25:06,480
Speaker 2: And but then you start seeing it and you're like, wait,

511
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:10,439
Speaker 2: am I angry again? Because I feel angry again? But

512
00:25:10,480 --> 00:25:14,040
Speaker 2: then you don't know what's going on because then you're like, okay,

513
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:19,040
Speaker 2: the edit, okay, well that completely is taken out. They'll

514
00:25:19,040 --> 00:25:20,840
Speaker 2: take it like weeks, so it looks like it went

515
00:25:20,840 --> 00:25:24,760
Speaker 2: from like zero to one hundred, and that's like whoa, Like.

516
00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:26,600
Speaker 1: I don't even know what's going on anymore.

517
00:25:27,560 --> 00:25:29,800
Speaker 2: And then I'm like, but it was I remember it,

518
00:25:31,200 --> 00:25:33,760
Speaker 2: And then I'm like, am I crazy? No?

519
00:25:33,840 --> 00:25:35,920
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel very fragile right.

520
00:25:35,840 --> 00:25:37,880
Speaker 2: Now, do you Okay?

521
00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:45,359
Speaker 1: No, it's I'm like, this is just not what I remember. Yeah,

522
00:25:45,400 --> 00:25:49,560
Speaker 1: and I totally remember. You know. During my season of

523
00:25:49,600 --> 00:25:52,240
Speaker 1: Next Gen, I had my couple moments where I got

524
00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:55,000
Speaker 1: you know, we all have. I got feisty, you know.

525
00:25:55,520 --> 00:25:59,120
Speaker 1: My eyes were bulging like they were probably seeing ten

526
00:25:59,280 --> 00:26:03,439
Speaker 1: we're only human but yeah, no, only human and my

527
00:26:03,560 --> 00:26:06,919
Speaker 1: eyes like actually were bigger than my face. I need

528
00:26:06,960 --> 00:26:10,199
Speaker 1: to chill my eyes need to chill the out, like

529
00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:13,399
Speaker 1: my eyes don't hill the fout, like I don't know

530
00:26:13,440 --> 00:26:14,880
Speaker 1: what's gonna happen, Like it's gonna be bad.

531
00:26:15,040 --> 00:26:17,160
Speaker 2: They're beautiful eyes, you should, I know.

532
00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 1: But like it's a little scary, like it's like, whoa,

533
00:26:19,680 --> 00:26:22,280
Speaker 1: I'm looking into your soul, Like it looks like I

534
00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:25,760
Speaker 1: want to, like, you know, do bad things. Yeah, it's

535
00:26:25,880 --> 00:26:31,920
Speaker 1: not it's not nice. Yeah, but I knew throughout my show,

536
00:26:31,960 --> 00:26:34,479
Speaker 1: I was always trying to be a girl's girl and

537
00:26:34,560 --> 00:26:40,560
Speaker 1: stand up for what I believed in. And while doing that,

538
00:26:40,920 --> 00:26:42,840
Speaker 1: I think sometimes it kind of bites you in the

539
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:44,679
Speaker 1: butt a little bit, Like it kind of bit me

540
00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:48,320
Speaker 1: in the ass a little bit because maybe I looked

541
00:26:48,359 --> 00:26:53,480
Speaker 1: like I was overdoing it and getting too involved when

542
00:26:54,080 --> 00:26:57,119
Speaker 1: there was also a million other things going on. But

543
00:26:57,240 --> 00:27:02,000
Speaker 1: of course it was. They constant showed me kind of

544
00:27:02,040 --> 00:27:06,359
Speaker 1: butting myself into it and cut down everything else, which

545
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:10,440
Speaker 1: again shame on me, because I should have been more

546
00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:14,520
Speaker 1: mindful and I should have known that. You never know

547
00:27:14,560 --> 00:27:17,320
Speaker 1: what happens in the editing room, for sure, But I

548
00:27:17,600 --> 00:27:20,600
Speaker 1: it's so hard because it's reality and you're trying to

549
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:22,560
Speaker 1: be yourself and also like.

550
00:27:22,880 --> 00:27:26,360
Speaker 2: You have all of the moments and if somebody that's watching,

551
00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:30,480
Speaker 2: isn't understanding that there's like other pieces to the entire puzzle.

552
00:27:30,920 --> 00:27:34,800
Speaker 2: That's kind of like on them because you are trying

553
00:27:34,840 --> 00:27:37,040
Speaker 2: your best to like stay true to your morals and values,

554
00:27:37,080 --> 00:27:38,399
Speaker 2: which is a girl's girl. And I feel like that

555
00:27:38,520 --> 00:27:40,280
Speaker 2: was me too, Like my thing was like I will

556
00:27:40,320 --> 00:27:43,520
Speaker 2: never fight with a girl period, Like like I will

557
00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:46,520
Speaker 2: never go back and forth if a girl says like, oh, hey,

558
00:27:46,760 --> 00:27:49,479
Speaker 2: this hurt my feelings immediately, whether I understand it or not,

559
00:27:49,520 --> 00:27:52,560
Speaker 2: like oh, I'm like period, like I am listening and

560
00:27:52,600 --> 00:27:55,119
Speaker 2: hearing you. Yeah, I will just never fight with a

561
00:27:55,160 --> 00:27:57,560
Speaker 2: girl because like I think women are great. I think

562
00:27:57,560 --> 00:28:01,560
Speaker 2: will women are brilliant. I believe women. I think that

563
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:03,119
Speaker 2: like they're always right.

564
00:28:04,040 --> 00:28:06,600
Speaker 1: They are always right, they are And.

565
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:07,760
Speaker 2: I think that like at the end of the day,

566
00:28:07,760 --> 00:28:10,640
Speaker 2: when we're together, that's like powerful, Like.

567
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:14,119
Speaker 1: Well, it's a lot more powerful than men when you

568
00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:15,160
Speaker 1: think we could dominate.

569
00:28:16,480 --> 00:28:17,960
Speaker 2: When I think about like a group of men walking

570
00:28:17,960 --> 00:28:19,639
Speaker 2: into a club, like I don't even notice when I

571
00:28:19,640 --> 00:28:21,840
Speaker 2: think about a group of like batty women.

572
00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:25,560
Speaker 1: Like reminds me like come on, give like a good

573
00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:28,720
Speaker 1: a good like entrance show right now, like sex in

574
00:28:28,720 --> 00:28:29,080
Speaker 1: the city.

575
00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:32,520
Speaker 2: Yes, giving like I just picture me and my girlfriends,

576
00:28:32,560 --> 00:28:36,080
Speaker 2: like all in great outfits, great makeup, great hair, vibing,

577
00:28:36,560 --> 00:28:39,480
Speaker 2: not caring about a boys walking in slow motion. Literally

578
00:28:39,800 --> 00:28:42,640
Speaker 2: like that's what I picture. Yeah, Like that's powerful when

579
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:46,440
Speaker 2: when the girlies are together, you literally can't beat it. No,

580
00:28:46,640 --> 00:28:49,240
Speaker 2: but I do understand what you're saying. But you definitely

581
00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:52,040
Speaker 2: can't beat yourself up for that because there is so

582
00:28:52,320 --> 00:28:55,680
Speaker 2: like there's so much that goes into life.

583
00:28:55,160 --> 00:28:58,600
Speaker 1: So much there's and you just move on. Yeah, they'll

584
00:28:58,600 --> 00:28:59,960
Speaker 1: talk about something else tomorrow.

585
00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:04,400
Speaker 2: Well fair, that's so fair. Yeah, I feel like.

586
00:29:04,440 --> 00:29:06,840
Speaker 1: But how are you feeling after So you were a

587
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:10,920
Speaker 1: little angry after watching everything back between Jesse and Sierra.

588
00:29:11,440 --> 00:29:14,680
Speaker 2: Well, it wasn't even like just that. I think I

589
00:29:14,760 --> 00:29:16,200
Speaker 2: was really upset at.

590
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:18,840
Speaker 1: Like everyone kind of yeah.

591
00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:20,880
Speaker 2: Not everyone obviously, Like I don't want to Yeah, I

592
00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:22,960
Speaker 2: don't want them texting me after hearing because of me,

593
00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:24,760
Speaker 2: Like why are you mad at me? I'm not mad

594
00:29:24,800 --> 00:29:27,760
Speaker 2: at everyone? And I'm definitely like I've moved on from

595
00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,520
Speaker 2: that entire summer, in that entire situation, I feel like

596
00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:32,400
Speaker 2: I've said what I've needed to say when the show

597
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:35,160
Speaker 2: is airing, And I was kind of like doing, Like

598
00:29:35,360 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 2: when Bravo was putting me out on the press tour,

599
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:40,600
Speaker 2: it's kind of your yeah, yeah, like I.

600
00:29:40,520 --> 00:29:43,440
Speaker 1: Said, I felt like that's exactly what I was saying too,

601
00:29:43,560 --> 00:29:44,320
Speaker 1: Yeah in mine.

602
00:29:44,560 --> 00:29:46,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like it was just kind of like, Okay, this

603
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:48,560
Speaker 2: is the time to talk about what's going on and

604
00:29:48,600 --> 00:29:51,080
Speaker 2: how it made me feel and whatever. But honestly, like

605
00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,280
Speaker 2: I'm so moved on from it, and like I've dated

606
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:57,480
Speaker 2: other people, I've like my life is so full and

607
00:29:57,520 --> 00:29:59,360
Speaker 2: I have so much going on. To harp on something

608
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:01,760
Speaker 2: that happened to you year ago is just and it

609
00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:04,760
Speaker 2: was two months of my life, like realistically, like let's

610
00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:06,560
Speaker 2: also let's make that clearly.

611
00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:09,480
Speaker 1: A short relationship. Yea very short lived Yeah, And.

612
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:11,560
Speaker 2: Like I figured it out really fast in the grand

613
00:30:11,600 --> 00:30:13,880
Speaker 2: scheme of things, like I was like, okay, perfect, I.

614
00:30:13,800 --> 00:30:15,960
Speaker 1: Think that that's that also puts a ton of pressure.

615
00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:18,760
Speaker 1: You're in a relationship on a reality TV show. You're

616
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:22,760
Speaker 1: in the Hamptons every weekend with these people, and then

617
00:30:23,880 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 1: things end and you just got to keep going because.

618
00:30:27,400 --> 00:30:29,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, but like also, yeah, I feel like that's also

619
00:30:29,840 --> 00:30:32,200
Speaker 2: just like life in general, Like I had other public

620
00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:39,560
Speaker 2: relationships and it's fine, like who cares you're not my person. Goodbye,

621
00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:43,800
Speaker 2: onto the next. You know, like my thing with dating

622
00:30:43,960 --> 00:30:46,520
Speaker 2: is actually get like a breakup cake every single time.

623
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:51,080
Speaker 2: Like for me, it's a celebration. I'm like LFG like

624
00:30:51,280 --> 00:30:53,920
Speaker 2: onto the next because I'm one guy closer to like

625
00:30:53,960 --> 00:30:56,920
Speaker 2: my husband, and I love that. Like, I'm just like perfect,

626
00:30:57,000 --> 00:30:59,400
Speaker 2: I learned my lesson. Let's wrap that with a bow.

627
00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:03,880
Speaker 2: If I need to like vent or something, I will

628
00:31:03,880 --> 00:31:04,360
Speaker 2: say it all.

629
00:31:05,040 --> 00:31:06,920
Speaker 1: But you also have your sisters for that.

630
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 2: That's the thing. Yeah, I'm just like, yeah.

631
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:10,560
Speaker 1: I have you have your safe space.

632
00:31:10,640 --> 00:31:13,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I'm also just like such an open book

633
00:31:13,800 --> 00:31:16,080
Speaker 2: that I'm just like I'll say it to their face too.

634
00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:17,560
Speaker 2: I don't care.

635
00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:20,560
Speaker 1: Oh my god.

636
00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:23,360
Speaker 2: I think the communication is like really important.

637
00:31:24,720 --> 00:31:26,840
Speaker 1: But you also hold yourself so well. I love your

638
00:31:26,840 --> 00:31:29,920
Speaker 1: whole mentality. You're kind of like I don't give vibes,

639
00:31:30,000 --> 00:31:32,800
Speaker 1: nothing bothers me and one step out a time.

640
00:31:33,240 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm I feel like and maybe that's like my virgo.

641
00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:39,720
Speaker 2: Like I'm definitely an overthinker, but how I process things,

642
00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:41,880
Speaker 2: and like the more upset I am, the more calm

643
00:31:41,920 --> 00:31:43,360
Speaker 2: I get, and the more I just want to be

644
00:31:43,360 --> 00:31:45,680
Speaker 2: like Okay, but I'm also very blunt.

645
00:31:46,320 --> 00:31:50,400
Speaker 1: That's crazy. The more you overthink things, the more calm

646
00:31:50,440 --> 00:31:52,880
Speaker 1: you get. Yeah, I feel like the the more I

647
00:31:52,960 --> 00:31:56,240
Speaker 1: overthink things, the more my anxiety goes through the roof.

648
00:31:56,480 --> 00:31:58,520
Speaker 2: I just like breathe through it and I'm like, Okay,

649
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:00,960
Speaker 2: it's funny. So I used to have like an insane

650
00:32:01,000 --> 00:32:04,040
Speaker 2: fear of like traveling, and like obviously because I was

651
00:32:04,040 --> 00:32:06,440
Speaker 2: like so young traveling. Yeah, but my sister would always

652
00:32:06,440 --> 00:32:08,040
Speaker 2: be like, just take it one step at a time.

653
00:32:08,120 --> 00:32:10,680
Speaker 2: She'd be like, Okay, what's also, what's like the worst

654
00:32:10,720 --> 00:32:12,640
Speaker 2: thing that's gonna happen? And I'm like, you know what,

655
00:32:12,760 --> 00:32:16,360
Speaker 2: Like that's actually really slay because nothing like nothing that

656
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 2: bad is gonna happen. Like even if I forget my

657
00:32:18,600 --> 00:32:22,200
Speaker 2: suitcase and like it's chaos and whatever. If as long

658
00:32:22,240 --> 00:32:24,200
Speaker 2: as I have my phone, a charger and my passport,

659
00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:27,360
Speaker 2: I'm good. I can figure it all out in my

660
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:29,000
Speaker 2: wallet and might need that.

661
00:32:30,560 --> 00:32:35,160
Speaker 1: On Summer House, did you feel welcomed by everybody or

662
00:32:35,200 --> 00:32:37,280
Speaker 1: did you feel like an outcast?

663
00:32:38,160 --> 00:32:45,200
Speaker 2: I think my situation was so unique, Like everyone that's

664
00:32:45,440 --> 00:32:47,880
Speaker 2: new coming into the house in the future, I think

665
00:32:48,320 --> 00:32:52,120
Speaker 2: will have a different experience for me, and I really

666
00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:56,440
Speaker 2: hope that they do. My experience was very unique because

667
00:32:56,520 --> 00:32:59,200
Speaker 2: I went in with someone, then she left, and then

668
00:32:59,200 --> 00:33:02,000
Speaker 2: I was kind of just like a new person by myself,

669
00:33:02,040 --> 00:33:05,840
Speaker 2: and like what is great is like they all have

670
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:08,320
Speaker 2: known each other for so long, whether they're close or not,

671
00:33:08,520 --> 00:33:11,760
Speaker 2: they've just known each other for so long. And I was.

672
00:33:11,800 --> 00:33:24,280
Speaker 1: New how many ogs were on Summerhouse when you were there?

673
00:33:25,240 --> 00:33:29,040
Speaker 1: Almost everyone? Almost everyone, right besides Sierra.

674
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:33,880
Speaker 2: Mm hmm, yeah, I think I think Paige Page, but

675
00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:36,400
Speaker 2: like they've also been on forever forever, so like I

676
00:33:36,440 --> 00:33:38,480
Speaker 2: feel like in my eyes, like they're OG's, you know

677
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:40,240
Speaker 2: what I mean, Like in my like a.

678
00:33:40,160 --> 00:33:41,640
Speaker 1: Lot of the boys though, are new.

679
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:45,640
Speaker 2: Yeah, the Boys. The two Boys came.

680
00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:50,600
Speaker 1: In, Carl like yeah, yeah, yeah much, Yeah, I think, Yeah,

681
00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:52,720
Speaker 1: Amanda and Kyle have been on for a long time too.

682
00:33:52,960 --> 00:33:56,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, so yeah, I think basically everyone. Gabby came in later.

683
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,520
Speaker 2: I think she was the season before the Boys, and

684
00:33:59,560 --> 00:34:02,040
Speaker 2: then it was me. It was then the Boys then me.

685
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:06,320
Speaker 1: So you're kind of like a hot new bombshell entering

686
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:06,840
Speaker 1: the villa.

687
00:34:08,120 --> 00:34:10,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, And I think just because I was alone, like

688
00:34:10,160 --> 00:34:12,759
Speaker 2: I really was just trying to find like grounding and

689
00:34:12,840 --> 00:34:18,319
Speaker 2: footing in wherever, like I could and it definitely is

690
00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:21,560
Speaker 2: like a different Last summer was just like a different

691
00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:25,520
Speaker 2: experience than I think any other summer from like what

692
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:28,279
Speaker 2: I've heard in just the sense of like everybody was.

693
00:34:28,560 --> 00:34:31,240
Speaker 2: Everybody is just in like a different time in their life. Obviously,

694
00:34:31,280 --> 00:34:35,680
Speaker 2: Lindsay was pregnant, Like that's amazing, Like she's such a

695
00:34:35,680 --> 00:34:40,319
Speaker 2: great mom. Gema is so beautiful and brilliant, not surprising.

696
00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:43,759
Speaker 2: But you know, like everybody's in different phases than they

697
00:34:43,800 --> 00:34:47,239
Speaker 2: were ten years ago. And I'm I was going in

698
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:51,200
Speaker 2: twenty six, like I'm like, let's have fun in the Hampton's.

699
00:34:53,239 --> 00:34:56,720
Speaker 2: But also I am like a grandma in some ways too, so.

700
00:34:56,600 --> 00:34:59,000
Speaker 1: Like I feel like I feel like everyone.

701
00:34:58,719 --> 00:35:02,280
Speaker 2: Is yeah right, I'm like I me and my girlfriend cool.

702
00:35:02,440 --> 00:35:06,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, me and my girlfriends we rent every year down

703
00:35:06,200 --> 00:35:06,560
Speaker 1: the shore.

704
00:35:06,719 --> 00:35:09,200
Speaker 2: Okay, love and same energy.

705
00:35:09,040 --> 00:35:13,319
Speaker 1: The same energy. Yeah. But I'm my guys, this is

706
00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:17,680
Speaker 1: not ending next summer. Yeah we're twenty four. Yeah, next

707
00:35:17,719 --> 00:35:19,080
Speaker 1: summer will be twenty five.

708
00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:20,919
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're still so young.

709
00:35:21,360 --> 00:35:22,799
Speaker 1: This cannot be the end.

710
00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,200
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, no, you can even run that for

711
00:35:25,239 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 2: a long time.

712
00:35:25,719 --> 00:35:26,680
Speaker 1: Let's not shut the coffin.

713
00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:30,040
Speaker 2: Yeah we're okay, And if you take the mentality of

714
00:35:30,239 --> 00:35:32,759
Speaker 2: other people, like in summer else like you could do

715
00:35:32,800 --> 00:35:38,439
Speaker 2: it forever, forever, forever, like they have energy, you could

716
00:35:38,440 --> 00:35:40,560
Speaker 2: do this for so long. I'm like, this is the

717
00:35:40,640 --> 00:35:41,920
Speaker 2: Shore is not going anywhere.

718
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:45,040
Speaker 1: No, I do really want to go to the Hamptons, though,

719
00:35:45,120 --> 00:35:45,480
Speaker 1: so bad.

720
00:35:45,560 --> 00:35:49,680
Speaker 2: Would you switch over from Jersey Shore to the Hampton's Yeah?

721
00:35:50,320 --> 00:35:53,440
Speaker 1: Really, as I get as I got older, I totally would.

722
00:35:53,560 --> 00:35:57,240
Speaker 1: I feel I think the Jersey Shore is always home, yeah,

723
00:35:57,280 --> 00:36:01,200
Speaker 1: and it always will be a place that I well,

724
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:06,480
Speaker 1: always enjoy going to. But once I'm a little older,

725
00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:10,239
Speaker 1: like I wouldn't even mind going to the Hampton's late

726
00:36:10,280 --> 00:36:13,960
Speaker 1: twenties into my thirties. Yeah, I just I don't know,

727
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:16,759
Speaker 1: kind of a chill vibe, even though I know it's

728
00:36:16,800 --> 00:36:17,480
Speaker 1: not chill.

729
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:20,080
Speaker 2: But I know, I feel like now it's so funny

730
00:36:20,120 --> 00:36:22,600
Speaker 2: because I feel like every from the city goes to

731
00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:24,600
Speaker 2: the Hampton's and so I'm like, what, guys, what is

732
00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:27,680
Speaker 2: the difference. We're all just in the Hampton's now, Yeah,

733
00:36:27,719 --> 00:36:30,480
Speaker 2: like great, I guess we have pools, but like places

734
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:33,280
Speaker 2: here have pools. I know. I'm just like it's everyone.

735
00:36:33,520 --> 00:36:36,240
Speaker 1: I feel like NYC is a drought in the summer.

736
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:40,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, everyone loves God. Yeah, like especially now, like I'm

737
00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:43,280
Speaker 2: kind of like okay, yeah.

738
00:36:42,640 --> 00:36:44,840
Speaker 1: Bye, I can breathe.

739
00:36:45,000 --> 00:36:49,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, like every go to the Hampton's so funny, I

740
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:50,400
Speaker 2: can live freely.

741
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:54,360
Speaker 1: Who made you the most comfortable on the show?

742
00:36:57,600 --> 00:37:01,719
Speaker 2: I think in the moment, like obviously, like when you're

743
00:37:01,800 --> 00:37:05,720
Speaker 2: dating somebody in the house, that's like your most comfortable person.

744
00:37:06,560 --> 00:37:10,840
Speaker 2: And he definitely like made himself my most comfortable person.

745
00:37:13,239 --> 00:37:15,080
Speaker 2: That's why I think, like watching everything back, I was

746
00:37:15,160 --> 00:37:17,360
Speaker 2: like whoa, whoa, whoa. If I knew this stuff, he

747
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:20,000
Speaker 2: definitely would not have been my most comfortable person. But again,

748
00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:22,560
Speaker 2: like that was just so long ago that I'm just

749
00:37:22,600 --> 00:37:27,399
Speaker 2: like yeah, yeah, with like a lock.

750
00:37:29,040 --> 00:37:31,280
Speaker 1: Now the coffin is shut buried.

751
00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:36,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, I will say Gabby, Gabby and Lindsay they were

752
00:37:36,120 --> 00:37:40,759
Speaker 2: like always so amazing with me, like and because I

753
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:42,680
Speaker 2: didn't know them going into the house, like I really

754
00:37:42,719 --> 00:37:45,120
Speaker 2: wasn't expecting them to be so like open arms.

755
00:37:45,840 --> 00:37:50,719
Speaker 1: So you really knew Amanda and Paige and then I

756
00:37:50,719 --> 00:37:52,200
Speaker 1: met Sierra too, got it.

757
00:37:52,360 --> 00:37:54,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I really only knew those three and then

758
00:37:54,400 --> 00:37:57,720
Speaker 2: obviously Kyle because Amanda like talked on the phone and stuff.

759
00:37:59,040 --> 00:38:00,480
Speaker 2: But yeah, so I.

760
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:04,439
Speaker 1: Read these SAMs very nurturing, and I feel when you're

761
00:38:04,440 --> 00:38:07,560
Speaker 1: on a show and you show growth, that's the most

762
00:38:08,440 --> 00:38:14,320
Speaker 1: rewarding feeling. And also for the audience, it's really nice

763
00:38:14,320 --> 00:38:18,800
Speaker 1: to see literally a hoodah from Love Island.

764
00:38:18,840 --> 00:38:21,880
Speaker 2: She's got the most followers, like most followers, over.

765
00:38:21,680 --> 00:38:27,480
Speaker 1: Three million followers, literally wild and why because people saw

766
00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:31,359
Speaker 1: her growth throughout the entire Love Island journey and how

767
00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:34,479
Speaker 1: she really came into her own and became a better

768
00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 1: person from the experience. So I feel like that's Lindsay too.

769
00:38:39,280 --> 00:38:43,080
Speaker 1: On Summer House. She had her moments, but she grew

770
00:38:43,160 --> 00:38:45,800
Speaker 1: throughout the seasons and now she's a mommy.

771
00:38:46,520 --> 00:38:50,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, a mosita no she Yeah, I'm just like, I

772
00:38:50,719 --> 00:38:52,759
Speaker 2: think that she's so great and I'm so honored that

773
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:54,480
Speaker 2: I got to meet her in like that chapter of

774
00:38:54,520 --> 00:38:59,080
Speaker 2: her life because it's exactly Yeah, it's exactly what I

775
00:38:59,120 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 2: needed too. So so yeah, having her and Gabby they

776
00:39:02,680 --> 00:39:04,680
Speaker 2: were just like so great.

777
00:39:05,440 --> 00:39:05,800
Speaker 1: Yeah.

778
00:39:05,840 --> 00:39:08,560
Speaker 2: And then I think obviously like the boys in some way,

779
00:39:08,640 --> 00:39:12,439
Speaker 2: they're just like, so, I have no idea what's going

780
00:39:12,480 --> 00:39:17,120
Speaker 2: on most of the time that in their own world. Yeah,

781
00:39:17,160 --> 00:39:18,480
Speaker 2: but yeah, those two were great.

782
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:21,640
Speaker 1: And then what were your weeks like before heading to

783
00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:25,360
Speaker 1: the Hampton's on the weekends just work events.

784
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:29,240
Speaker 2: Yeah, so we it was kind of like we only had.

785
00:39:29,280 --> 00:39:31,000
Speaker 1: Or did you did you not film at all? Was

786
00:39:31,040 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 1: it literally just on the weekends.

787
00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:36,360
Speaker 2: So we filmed Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday.

788
00:39:37,160 --> 00:39:40,000
Speaker 1: Oh so it was your whole week basically.

789
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:42,360
Speaker 2: And then we had our producer calls on Tuesdays, so

790
00:39:42,440 --> 00:39:44,880
Speaker 2: it was like Monday was really the only day that

791
00:39:45,040 --> 00:39:47,280
Speaker 2: we could like sleep, do our laundry.

792
00:39:47,480 --> 00:39:49,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, the action has off on Mondays.

793
00:39:49,480 --> 00:39:53,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, so really, and then like I'd just be hanging out,

794
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:56,960
Speaker 2: trying to have like a real relationship outside of the

795
00:39:57,000 --> 00:40:00,600
Speaker 2: house too, and like he definitely wanted like hang out

796
00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:03,920
Speaker 2: a lot, so I would just try to balance work,

797
00:40:04,320 --> 00:40:07,799
Speaker 2: a relationship, living normal human life like cleaning my house

798
00:40:07,800 --> 00:40:11,600
Speaker 2: and doing laundry, going to events. Yeah, like yeah, so

799
00:40:12,160 --> 00:40:14,720
Speaker 2: I really only had two days, wow.

800
00:40:14,880 --> 00:40:15,080
Speaker 1: Yeah.

801
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:18,440
Speaker 2: And it wasn't like always filming like NonStop. Wednesday Thursday

802
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:20,840
Speaker 2: would be like on and off, but I basically filmed

803
00:40:21,160 --> 00:40:24,200
Speaker 2: either Wednesday or Thursday or Wednesday and Thursday every week.

804
00:40:24,320 --> 00:40:26,880
Speaker 1: What advice would you give to Jesse's you next girlfriend?

805
00:40:29,280 --> 00:40:33,960
Speaker 2: Honestly, just like I have no idea. I think go

806
00:40:34,080 --> 00:40:37,200
Speaker 2: with your gut. If you feel like something sketchy, it

807
00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:40,120
Speaker 2: probably is. But I think I would tell that advice

808
00:40:40,120 --> 00:40:41,960
Speaker 2: to any girl, Like I think, I think.

809
00:40:41,800 --> 00:40:43,440
Speaker 1: If always trust your intuition.

810
00:40:43,719 --> 00:40:45,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, and I just really hope that like he grows

811
00:40:45,920 --> 00:40:48,560
Speaker 2: and everything. But I honestly like, I don't really have advice.

812
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:53,120
Speaker 2: I think that again, like women know what their boundaries are,

813
00:40:53,239 --> 00:40:56,440
Speaker 2: and my boundaries will be different than hers, and that's lovely,

814
00:40:56,600 --> 00:40:59,319
Speaker 2: Like I'm rooting for her.

815
00:40:59,360 --> 00:41:03,840
Speaker 1: I think he's still just in his party phase.

816
00:41:04,040 --> 00:41:06,920
Speaker 2: I have no idea. I don't even like see him anywhere.

817
00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:09,759
Speaker 1: Oh, I don't know. I'm just saying, like, yeah, word

818
00:41:09,840 --> 00:41:10,320
Speaker 1: on the street.

819
00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:15,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I don't see anything about him ever period.

820
00:41:15,960 --> 00:41:18,600
Speaker 1: I'm I do a lot with Amazon Live. Yeah. It

821
00:41:18,719 --> 00:41:21,640
Speaker 1: was so funny because I did like a cooking thing. Yeah,

822
00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:25,360
Speaker 1: but like Jesse did a cooking thing as well before me.

823
00:41:25,520 --> 00:41:26,680
Speaker 1: But I didn't see him.

824
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:29,840
Speaker 2: Yeah. I think his track records on TV. So like,

825
00:41:29,880 --> 00:41:32,719
Speaker 2: if they want to look into it, cool if ignorance

826
00:41:32,760 --> 00:41:36,480
Speaker 2: is bliss in that case, cool, whatever is great for her.

827
00:41:37,040 --> 00:41:37,879
Speaker 2: I love that for her.

828
00:41:38,560 --> 00:41:41,319
Speaker 1: You know, what is your dating history? Do you? Are

829
00:41:41,320 --> 00:41:45,400
Speaker 1: you typically in long relationships or shorter relationships it's funny.

830
00:41:45,400 --> 00:41:49,359
Speaker 2: I've done both, Like I definitely have Like I feel

831
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:51,600
Speaker 2: like the first couple months is definitely like the trial

832
00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:54,000
Speaker 2: period because people get comfortable and then they all of

833
00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,320
Speaker 2: a sudden like really start to show their true colors.

834
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,959
Speaker 2: So normally, if somebody is not my person, I find

835
00:41:59,000 --> 00:42:01,839
Speaker 2: out within like the first three months. But I've had

836
00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:05,360
Speaker 2: like a lot of long term relationships too, and I

837
00:42:05,400 --> 00:42:07,960
Speaker 2: don't I mean, obviously I'm a relationship.

838
00:42:07,360 --> 00:42:08,200
Speaker 1: Girl, are you.

839
00:42:08,600 --> 00:42:09,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I'm not.

840
00:42:09,600 --> 00:42:14,400
Speaker 1: I am too. Yeah, I've only ever really been in relationships. Yeah,

841
00:42:14,560 --> 00:42:17,120
Speaker 1: not in a bad way. I've had my like healthy

842
00:42:17,200 --> 00:42:19,720
Speaker 1: breaks in between, but no, that's.

843
00:42:19,520 --> 00:42:24,080
Speaker 2: Like me, like i feel like there's always someone. But

844
00:42:24,320 --> 00:42:27,080
Speaker 2: I'm just very like unless like you're coming correct, like

845
00:42:27,239 --> 00:42:31,319
Speaker 2: don't even talk to me realistically, I'm just very And

846
00:42:31,360 --> 00:42:32,920
Speaker 2: I think that that's great. I think women should be

847
00:42:32,920 --> 00:42:35,400
Speaker 2: able to have boundaries on like what they want and

848
00:42:35,440 --> 00:42:39,319
Speaker 2: like clearly say what they want and either meet it

849
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:41,960
Speaker 2: or if that's not what you're looking for, just say

850
00:42:41,960 --> 00:42:43,759
Speaker 2: that's not what you're looking for, and then like that's

851
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:47,560
Speaker 2: great also because it's for two different people. But yeah,

852
00:42:47,560 --> 00:42:49,640
Speaker 2: I've always just been like very clear with being like, hey,

853
00:42:49,760 --> 00:42:54,200
Speaker 2: I'm a very like exclusively dating girl and then like

854
00:42:54,640 --> 00:42:57,319
Speaker 2: once we figure out everything how it all works, then

855
00:42:57,440 --> 00:43:00,759
Speaker 2: obviously be my like will be in a relationship. But

856
00:43:00,880 --> 00:43:03,960
Speaker 2: I'm very like from the start exclusive or like I'm

857
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:05,360
Speaker 2: not wasting my time and energy.

858
00:43:05,480 --> 00:43:08,480
Speaker 1: I feel like, even when I started hooking up with someone,

859
00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:12,160
Speaker 1: if I really enjoy doing it and I am with you,

860
00:43:12,440 --> 00:43:14,759
Speaker 1: I am not doing it with anybody else. So I

861
00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:17,680
Speaker 1: have that same mentality where it's like if I'm vibing

862
00:43:17,719 --> 00:43:21,000
Speaker 1: with you and we're together, then I'm not I'm not

863
00:43:21,200 --> 00:43:23,719
Speaker 1: going around and doing other things. Yeah, I also just

864
00:43:23,840 --> 00:43:24,600
Speaker 1: like it's dirty.

865
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:26,960
Speaker 2: Yeah. I also just kind of feel like it's safety

866
00:43:27,120 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 2: for like my body, my mind, my heart, like oh

867
00:43:30,600 --> 00:43:37,799
Speaker 2: god forbid, God forbid, or she's nuts, like what? And

868
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:41,560
Speaker 2: like also if that's not aligned with what somebody else wants,

869
00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:45,680
Speaker 2: like amazing, go find somebody that it is aligned with.

870
00:43:46,520 --> 00:43:52,480
Speaker 1: Like open relationships crazy, never heard of them.

871
00:43:51,080 --> 00:43:55,439
Speaker 2: Never, It's funny, like I feel like what I heard

872
00:43:55,520 --> 00:43:58,600
Speaker 2: works for that relationship because like there's been some relationships

873
00:43:58,640 --> 00:44:01,240
Speaker 2: around like Okay, let's like you can make your own

874
00:44:01,600 --> 00:44:04,680
Speaker 2: you can make your own rules for every relationship. But

875
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:07,000
Speaker 2: like I always also grew up like my parents are

876
00:44:07,120 --> 00:44:09,759
Speaker 2: dating in high school and they're like still obsessed with

877
00:44:09,760 --> 00:44:10,920
Speaker 2: each other, like they just have.

878
00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:13,560
Speaker 1: So you always saw like your parents being so in love,

879
00:44:14,080 --> 00:44:18,799
Speaker 1: such a healthy marriage and just show you what you

880
00:44:19,160 --> 00:44:21,520
Speaker 1: and just show you how you want to be treated.

881
00:44:21,800 --> 00:44:25,000
Speaker 1: I always see videos where it's I want my kids

882
00:44:25,040 --> 00:44:27,720
Speaker 1: to look at their dad and say, wow, he really

883
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:30,480
Speaker 1: loves mommy. Yeah that's like I cry.

884
00:44:30,680 --> 00:44:32,680
Speaker 2: Yeah cry, No, it's true. And like my parents just

885
00:44:32,719 --> 00:44:35,120
Speaker 2: always showed me, like they just they would like get

886
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:37,799
Speaker 2: into fights, but then they'd tell us and they'd be like, hey,

887
00:44:38,280 --> 00:44:40,160
Speaker 2: we onto this fight. This is how we worked it out,

888
00:44:40,239 --> 00:44:42,239
Speaker 2: just so that we also had the tools to like

889
00:44:42,760 --> 00:44:45,960
Speaker 2: see a loving marriage but also see like an actual

890
00:44:46,560 --> 00:44:49,759
Speaker 2: argument and like also a resolution, and so like we

891
00:44:50,280 --> 00:44:52,759
Speaker 2: really were equipped with like all of the knowledge to

892
00:44:52,800 --> 00:44:54,840
Speaker 2: be able to be like, Okay, how am I going

893
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:57,120
Speaker 2: to be in my relationship? Am I equipped with the

894
00:44:57,160 --> 00:44:59,080
Speaker 2: tools to be able to argue with somebody and then

895
00:44:59,160 --> 00:45:02,520
Speaker 2: like find a nicely common ground And Yeah, my parents

896
00:45:02,520 --> 00:45:04,440
Speaker 2: have just always taught us like so many great things.

897
00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:07,080
Speaker 1: That's amazing. I actually love that so much.

898
00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:12,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're amazing, because oh I'm gonna take that maybe

899
00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:15,239
Speaker 2: for my kids you're gonna your kids are gonna have

900
00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:15,840
Speaker 2: like the best.

901
00:45:16,640 --> 00:45:16,920
Speaker 1: Yeah.

902
00:45:17,160 --> 00:45:20,600
Speaker 2: No, you can just tell like you're very calming. You're

903
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:23,680
Speaker 2: very like straight up though, very straight up.

904
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:28,279
Speaker 1: Very calming. I never like being aggravated, and whenever I

905
00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:30,240
Speaker 1: am aggravated, I just feel bad after.

906
00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 2: See, I'm very I don't feel bad if I'm aggravated,

907
00:45:34,239 --> 00:45:37,120
Speaker 2: Like I'm like, there's a reason because I'm so calm.

908
00:45:37,520 --> 00:45:40,160
Speaker 2: I'm like, if I get aggravated, I've never yelled, Like

909
00:45:40,239 --> 00:45:42,359
Speaker 2: I don't think my tone has ever gone like above this.

910
00:45:42,520 --> 00:45:45,319
Speaker 2: I don't even know if I could like do that,

911
00:45:45,920 --> 00:45:50,280
Speaker 2: but like I get sassy, like my facial expressions, my tone,

912
00:45:50,880 --> 00:45:53,439
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's nuts. Like you can tell when I'm

913
00:45:53,440 --> 00:45:55,239
Speaker 2: like annoyed, But if you get me to that point,

914
00:45:55,239 --> 00:45:56,600
Speaker 2: then I'm like, I don't feel bad for that.

915
00:45:56,760 --> 00:45:59,320
Speaker 1: You deserved it. Okay, So it takes a lot.

916
00:45:59,640 --> 00:46:01,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I feel like.

917
00:46:02,320 --> 00:46:05,879
Speaker 1: With me, I my face tells it all. So if

918
00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:08,640
Speaker 1: I'm annoyed, you could see it all over my face. Same.

919
00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:13,399
Speaker 1: I it does take me a while to get there,

920
00:46:13,600 --> 00:46:16,799
Speaker 1: of course, but then when I get there, it could

921
00:46:16,840 --> 00:46:19,799
Speaker 1: be the stupidest thing that annoys me, and then I'm just.

922
00:46:20,080 --> 00:46:23,960
Speaker 2: Aggrivat I like could make up an excuse for every

923
00:46:24,000 --> 00:46:27,040
Speaker 2: single thing for someone. I like have so much empathy

924
00:46:27,080 --> 00:46:29,680
Speaker 2: for everyone, like even even on the street, like if

925
00:46:29,680 --> 00:46:31,799
Speaker 2: somebody like cuts me off or well not that I drive,

926
00:46:31,960 --> 00:46:34,200
Speaker 2: Like if I'm in an uber and somebody like aggressively

927
00:46:34,200 --> 00:46:36,160
Speaker 2: cuts us off, I'm like, you know what, you never

928
00:46:36,239 --> 00:46:38,840
Speaker 2: know what they're going to, like, you just never know,

929
00:46:39,000 --> 00:46:42,600
Speaker 2: Like people just live such complex lives. You really never

930
00:46:42,640 --> 00:46:44,719
Speaker 2: know what somebody else is going through. And it's like

931
00:46:44,760 --> 00:46:47,640
Speaker 2: when I think about even like a lot of things

932
00:46:47,680 --> 00:46:50,640
Speaker 2: that I've gone through in life that literally no one

933
00:46:50,680 --> 00:46:53,000
Speaker 2: knows about, and you feel so lonely in that feeling

934
00:46:53,080 --> 00:46:55,480
Speaker 2: you're just trying to like get by, and yeah, so

935
00:46:55,520 --> 00:46:57,839
Speaker 2: that I always try to think of like how I

936
00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:01,480
Speaker 2: felt in those moments, like reject that onto other people

937
00:47:01,480 --> 00:47:04,400
Speaker 2: and be like okay, no, like they deserve patience and

938
00:47:04,520 --> 00:47:08,239
Speaker 2: like kindness and loving and like, but yeah, once you

939
00:47:08,280 --> 00:47:11,440
Speaker 2: push me to a point after so many patterns, yeah,

940
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:14,960
Speaker 2: of course, and like mistakes, and you're probably gonna see

941
00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:19,120
Speaker 2: like a sassy side of me, sassy Lexi. Yeah, and

942
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:21,359
Speaker 2: my facial quessions are nuts, Like I'll be sitting there

943
00:47:21,400 --> 00:47:24,000
Speaker 2: like ew like full like stank face.

944
00:47:24,400 --> 00:47:26,759
Speaker 1: Okay, wait, I need to know are that any of

945
00:47:26,800 --> 00:47:30,080
Speaker 1: the Drake rumors true? I feel like they have to

946
00:47:30,160 --> 00:47:32,239
Speaker 1: be here from Canada and you're so hot.

947
00:47:35,120 --> 00:47:38,759
Speaker 2: Look at I think that being even put out there

948
00:47:38,800 --> 00:47:43,960
Speaker 2: by anyone but me and him was insane. It definitely

949
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:48,600
Speaker 2: was not that person's place to say anything.

950
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:51,720
Speaker 1: His life is very public, guys.

951
00:47:53,080 --> 00:47:57,440
Speaker 2: But I will say, like, he's amazing and I'm really

952
00:47:57,880 --> 00:48:02,239
Speaker 2: like you lucky to yeah to know him, and I think, yeah,

953
00:48:02,239 --> 00:48:06,080
Speaker 2: he's so talented, so sweet, comes from such a great family,

954
00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:07,759
Speaker 2: has great friends.

955
00:48:08,560 --> 00:48:10,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, he's he's so talented.

956
00:48:11,280 --> 00:48:12,480
Speaker 2: He's so talented.

957
00:48:12,719 --> 00:48:15,480
Speaker 1: I love his music. I still listen to Controller.

958
00:48:15,320 --> 00:48:17,840
Speaker 2: Oh one hundred percent. I'm like all of his albums

959
00:48:17,880 --> 00:48:18,720
Speaker 2: are always on.

960
00:48:18,640 --> 00:48:21,359
Speaker 1: Like always on. Yeah. Wait, I like need the tea

961
00:48:21,400 --> 00:48:22,240
Speaker 1: more about Drake.

962
00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:24,120
Speaker 2: Girl, I have a lot of tea. Oh my, Laura

963
00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:27,399
Speaker 2: is crazy. I could do like a five thousand parts series.

964
00:48:27,040 --> 00:48:28,919
Speaker 1: On TikTok well, like a tell all.

965
00:48:29,320 --> 00:48:32,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, not about that specifically, no, like that.

966
00:48:32,080 --> 00:48:35,000
Speaker 1: Was like yeah, but why this person like saw you

967
00:48:35,040 --> 00:48:37,040
Speaker 1: guys out and just like exploited you.

968
00:48:37,320 --> 00:48:40,560
Speaker 2: So basically Jesse went on chicks in the office, so

969
00:48:40,600 --> 00:48:43,080
Speaker 2: that I'm getting to scent it like like a billion

970
00:48:43,120 --> 00:48:44,000
Speaker 2: trillion times.

971
00:48:44,239 --> 00:48:45,719
Speaker 1: Oh, Like he was like jealous.

972
00:48:46,040 --> 00:48:49,000
Speaker 2: He said, you can't play it chill with somebody that's

973
00:48:49,120 --> 00:48:53,520
Speaker 2: dated Drake Is quotes and like I would just scent

974
00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:59,919
Speaker 2: it a billion times. And I was like, first of all,

975
00:49:00,520 --> 00:49:03,480
Speaker 2: why would you say that, So why would.

976
00:49:03,239 --> 00:49:06,000
Speaker 1: You say something like my and no one knew that.

977
00:49:06,520 --> 00:49:10,640
Speaker 2: I think like everything that you enter, whether it's a friendship, relationship, whatever,

978
00:49:11,560 --> 00:49:14,200
Speaker 2: there's just like you're figuring it out, like you're not

979
00:49:14,200 --> 00:49:15,080
Speaker 2: going to go and like.

980
00:49:15,719 --> 00:49:19,440
Speaker 1: But also like I hang in a public relationship is

981
00:49:19,719 --> 00:49:25,240
Speaker 1: very difficult. Everybody's in your business. Yeah, so you don't

982
00:49:25,640 --> 00:49:28,600
Speaker 1: need to release something if.

983
00:49:28,960 --> 00:49:31,319
Speaker 2: I want to do exactly Like I just kind of

984
00:49:31,320 --> 00:49:34,799
Speaker 2: feel like I'm not going to make like a public like.

985
00:49:35,840 --> 00:49:39,040
Speaker 1: That also just shows your respect for each other and

986
00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:41,839
Speaker 1: how you guys just vibed with your relationship.

987
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:43,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, and like the I have a bunch of friends

988
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:46,239
Speaker 2: too that like I've never posted or whatever, because like

989
00:49:46,280 --> 00:49:48,960
Speaker 2: it's a human to human connection. So yeah, I just

990
00:49:49,000 --> 00:49:51,000
Speaker 2: felt like it was really like it's not like.

991
00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:53,360
Speaker 1: You were using it for clout and he kind of

992
00:49:53,520 --> 00:49:55,560
Speaker 1: just exploited.

993
00:49:54,920 --> 00:49:57,440
Speaker 2: He clouded it, and I was like, oh, that's interesting

994
00:49:57,440 --> 00:50:02,120
Speaker 2: because it's not like nobody here is clothing that except

995
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:05,240
Speaker 2: for somebody that literally didn't even know me when.

996
00:50:06,080 --> 00:50:08,160
Speaker 1: Like anything to do with the subject.

997
00:50:08,640 --> 00:50:10,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was like, what, like why are you bring

998
00:50:10,719 --> 00:50:12,160
Speaker 2: this up? He also has said like a lot of

999
00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:14,840
Speaker 2: other things that like it's just one hundred like the

1000
00:50:14,920 --> 00:50:16,719
Speaker 2: other things are just like not true. Like he said

1001
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:20,440
Speaker 2: I introduced him to a certain other rapper, never introduced him.

1002
00:50:20,760 --> 00:50:23,279
Speaker 2: He like he just like says things that I'm like

1003
00:50:23,400 --> 00:50:24,640
Speaker 2: that literally just didn't happen.

1004
00:50:24,719 --> 00:50:25,919
Speaker 1: Is he like cloudy sir?

1005
00:50:26,280 --> 00:50:30,680
Speaker 2: Yes? So, which like the math math thing crazy, you

1006
00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:32,960
Speaker 2: know what I mean? So yeah, I just I just

1007
00:50:32,960 --> 00:50:35,600
Speaker 2: think it's distasteful and I think it's just like very

1008
00:50:35,719 --> 00:50:38,160
Speaker 2: lame energy and it's just something that like I've just

1009
00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:40,759
Speaker 2: never done and like I will I will never do.

1010
00:50:40,880 --> 00:50:44,080
Speaker 2: Like I remember like one of my birthdays when I

1011
00:50:44,160 --> 00:50:47,759
Speaker 2: was my eighteenth birthday, I.

1012
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:51,040
Speaker 1: Like had say different twice, I got you, okay.

1013
00:50:50,840 --> 00:50:55,879
Speaker 2: I see something like I'm trying. So I remember one

1014
00:50:55,880 --> 00:50:58,120
Speaker 2: of my I like had a birthday part well my

1015
00:50:58,160 --> 00:51:00,359
Speaker 2: boyfriend at the time and my friend's surprise, it's made

1016
00:51:00,360 --> 00:51:03,680
Speaker 2: They flew in from like La, Yeah, and they grew

1017
00:51:03,760 --> 00:51:06,880
Speaker 2: up there like industry kids. And their parents have been

1018
00:51:06,920 --> 00:51:09,319
Speaker 2: in the industry and whatever. And my agent at the

1019
00:51:09,320 --> 00:51:12,640
Speaker 2: time was like, you should post all these people at

1020
00:51:12,640 --> 00:51:14,719
Speaker 2: your birthday. This is crazy and I was like, I

1021
00:51:14,719 --> 00:51:17,400
Speaker 2: would never do that, and she's like why, like it

1022
00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:20,040
Speaker 2: would help so much or whatever, and I was like,

1023
00:51:20,560 --> 00:51:23,160
Speaker 2: I would just never do that, Like they're my actual

1024
00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:26,440
Speaker 2: human friends, Like I'm not going to exploit them because

1025
00:51:26,440 --> 00:51:28,479
Speaker 2: like I genuinely care about them, and I care about

1026
00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:31,600
Speaker 2: their privacy, I care about their safety, I care about

1027
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:34,879
Speaker 2: like their trust I and like those none of those

1028
00:51:34,880 --> 00:51:37,279
Speaker 2: photos I've ever been seen from my birthday because I'm

1029
00:51:37,320 --> 00:51:39,799
Speaker 2: just like I don't need to. I'll get it. They're

1030
00:51:39,880 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 2: on my own. I don't need anyone else to like

1031
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 2: clout from. I'll get there or yeah.

1032
00:51:47,239 --> 00:51:48,040
Speaker 1: Say it louder.

1033
00:51:48,239 --> 00:51:51,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm just not about that. Again. I just think

1034
00:51:51,520 --> 00:51:54,680
Speaker 2: it's distasteful and like I get I get it sometimes,

1035
00:51:54,760 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 2: but sometimes it's just not needed.

1036
00:51:58,239 --> 00:51:59,720
Speaker 1: It's period.

1037
00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:03,760
Speaker 2: But yeah, everybody in your life, it's been really great,

1038
00:52:04,840 --> 00:52:10,640
Speaker 2: really talented, really successful, beautiful people. Very thankful for them.

1039
00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:14,279
Speaker 1: When a girl can be walked all over and if

1040
00:52:14,280 --> 00:52:16,799
Speaker 1: the girl allows it, the boy will do it. Yeah,

1041
00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:19,440
Speaker 1: And that's why you have to put up those boundaries

1042
00:52:19,520 --> 00:52:20,400
Speaker 1: right from the start.

1043
00:52:20,239 --> 00:52:23,360
Speaker 2: And I think like, like being forgiving is also really important.

1044
00:52:23,400 --> 00:52:25,239
Speaker 2: Like people are going to mess up.

1045
00:52:25,239 --> 00:52:28,640
Speaker 1: With communication, yeah, and that's the right communication tools.

1046
00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:31,440
Speaker 2: Yeah, and like that's totally okay. Like if somebody messes up,

1047
00:52:31,480 --> 00:52:33,680
Speaker 2: like you're not the same human and living the same

1048
00:52:33,760 --> 00:52:37,759
Speaker 2: human experience, you're gonna mess up. But you can't mess

1049
00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:40,520
Speaker 2: up multiple times with the same action. That is a

1050
00:52:40,960 --> 00:52:43,440
Speaker 2: choice at the end of the day.

1051
00:52:43,560 --> 00:52:46,239
Speaker 1: So, yeah, my god, this was so amazing. You are

1052
00:52:46,320 --> 00:52:50,680
Speaker 1: so you are such a calming and beautiful person. I

1053
00:52:50,719 --> 00:52:53,319
Speaker 1: love your confidence, I love your advice. I feel like

1054
00:52:53,360 --> 00:52:56,080
Speaker 1: you are so wise and have so much wisdom. So

1055
00:52:56,239 --> 00:52:59,800
Speaker 1: always hold that with you. Because even sitting right sitting

1056
00:52:59,840 --> 00:53:03,319
Speaker 1: here right now interviewing you on Casual Chaos, you have

1057
00:53:03,440 --> 00:53:07,640
Speaker 1: taught me so many things. So I take every interview

1058
00:53:07,719 --> 00:53:11,320
Speaker 1: in every podcast as a blessing. I learn from everything

1059
00:53:11,320 --> 00:53:13,600
Speaker 1: that I do, and you have just taught me so

1060
00:53:13,680 --> 00:53:16,400
Speaker 1: many things during this and I'm so happy I learned

1061
00:53:16,400 --> 00:53:18,520
Speaker 1: more about you. Such a beautiful person.

1062
00:53:18,920 --> 00:53:19,960
Speaker 2: We need to get drinks of something.

1063
00:53:20,280 --> 00:53:24,839
Speaker 1: Yes, I'm moving like, so we'll talk about us. Yeah,

1064
00:53:24,920 --> 00:53:27,640
Speaker 1: we'll talk about it all right, Lexie. Well, thank you

1065
00:53:27,719 --> 00:53:30,200
Speaker 1: so much for coming on Casual Chaos for having me,

1066
00:53:30,280 --> 00:53:40,839
Speaker 1: and I will see you guys next week. Love you guys. Bye,