WEBVTT - BLACK MARKET VIAGRA 0:00:00.120 --> 0:00:02.560 Hey, folks, it's Lyle. Before we get into the episode, 0:00:02.640 --> 0:00:04.440 I wanted to talk to you guys about a new 0:00:04.519 --> 0:00:07.880 thing I'm doing where you can help support my lizard 0:00:08.119 --> 0:00:12.680 endeavors by becoming a premium member of this podcast over 0:00:12.720 --> 0:00:17.400 at Therapy Gecko dot supercast dot com. Premium members, or 0:00:17.600 --> 0:00:20.479 gek Legends, as I call them, we'll be able to 0:00:20.480 --> 0:00:24.360 get every new and existing episode of Therapy Gecko completely 0:00:24.440 --> 0:00:27.720 ad free. 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My name is Sarah. 0:01:10.640 --> 0:01:11.840 What's up? Sarah? 0:01:12.880 --> 0:01:13.080 Oh? 0:01:14.360 --> 0:01:14.679 Okay? 0:01:14.720 --> 0:01:21.240 Oh my gosh. Uh So I've been doing something pretty 0:01:21.680 --> 0:01:23.640 naughty at work that I shouldn't be doing And I 0:01:23.640 --> 0:01:25.440 don't know how such people on going because it's making 0:01:25.480 --> 0:01:28.759 me some money, but it's really illegal. 0:01:31.240 --> 0:01:33.040 Do you do you want to talk about it on 0:01:33.080 --> 0:01:35.039 a podcast in front of one hundred people. 0:01:35.959 --> 0:01:39.640 I'm not using my real name, and I don't think 0:01:39.640 --> 0:01:42.120 I know anyone that worked and watching the show, so 0:01:42.160 --> 0:01:42.759 I think I'm. 0:01:42.640 --> 0:01:47.080 Okay, okay, sure, what's what? What's going on? 0:01:48.880 --> 0:01:53.040 Well? I work at a hospital setting technically like in 0:01:53.040 --> 0:02:01.880 the pharmacy area. Uh, and you know, we throw away 0:02:01.920 --> 0:02:05.520 a lot of pills, so I sometimes. 0:02:05.200 --> 0:02:07.880 Okay, I know exactly what you you You take the 0:02:07.920 --> 0:02:11.800 pills and then you sell them to people. Yeah, okay, 0:02:15.480 --> 0:02:21.480 mmm okay, Uh how long have you been doing this? 0:02:24.800 --> 0:02:25.440 About a year? 0:02:26.639 --> 0:02:27.000 Okay? 0:02:28.080 --> 0:02:28.560 Uh? 0:02:28.600 --> 0:02:30.320 What I mean? What kinds of people? Are you selling 0:02:30.320 --> 0:02:30.560 them to? 0:02:32.800 --> 0:02:34.480 People who I don't see at all? 0:02:37.040 --> 0:02:39.960 Like how do you how do you find these people 0:02:39.960 --> 0:02:40.720 that you sell them to? 0:02:42.000 --> 0:02:46.600 Mm hmmm it's my boyfriend's coworkers, but they don't know 0:02:46.639 --> 0:02:48.680 it's me, okay. 0:02:48.960 --> 0:02:50.680 And what you're getting them out of there? What you're 0:02:50.680 --> 0:02:51.760 getting them out of the garbage? 0:02:53.160 --> 0:02:57.400 No, I mean they're like it's just so easy, you 0:02:57.440 --> 0:03:00.720 know what I mean, Like not that hard to take them. 0:03:01.320 --> 0:03:07.720 So if that makes sense, sure, I mean I mean, well, 0:03:07.760 --> 0:03:11.360 where where are you taking them? After them from? What 0:03:11.360 --> 0:03:14.839 do you mean like like well, like you're not just 0:03:14.880 --> 0:03:16.920 taking pills off people's desks? 0:03:17.480 --> 0:03:20.760 Oh no, no, no, no, no. People. So we have 0:03:20.840 --> 0:03:23.480 at the station where they order it, and then it 0:03:23.560 --> 0:03:26.520 gets to me. And then I saw the prescriptions and 0:03:26.639 --> 0:03:29.320 there's there's a shelves of all these meds and I 0:03:29.440 --> 0:03:33.280 don't get thrown away because they changed the NBC or 0:03:33.600 --> 0:03:36.040 you know, just a lot of little pharmacy technical stuff, 0:03:36.040 --> 0:03:37.800 and I mean it just closed into ways. So I 0:03:37.880 --> 0:03:40.600 just kind of sometimes, you know, I just kind of 0:03:40.640 --> 0:03:42.680 like in front of my pocket, you know what I mean? 0:03:43.720 --> 0:03:47.320 Okay, al right, so you work well at a pharmacy 0:03:47.400 --> 0:03:50.560 or a hospital? He said, yeah, okay, what do you 0:03:50.600 --> 0:03:51.040 do there? 0:03:52.800 --> 0:03:54.559 I saw people's prescriptions? 0:03:55.400 --> 0:04:00.440 Okay? And did you go to college for like medical 0:04:00.600 --> 0:04:01.400 something or rather? 0:04:01.640 --> 0:04:01.880 Yeah? 0:04:02.800 --> 0:04:05.360 Okay? And what's your ultimate goal in life? 0:04:06.800 --> 0:04:07.000 Oh? 0:04:08.760 --> 0:04:13.440 I'm not sure. I don't really have one. Okay, I 0:04:13.440 --> 0:04:17.760 guess make a lot of money one day or more money? 0:04:17.920 --> 0:04:22.880 I mean, what do you what do you care about? 0:04:23.120 --> 0:04:23.560 My cat? 0:04:25.160 --> 0:04:28.520 Okay? CA's how old you are? 0:04:29.880 --> 0:04:30.159 Yeah? 0:04:30.360 --> 0:04:33.320 I am turning twenty three. 0:04:33.560 --> 0:04:40.200 Okay, have you told anyone else that you're doing this? 0:04:41.800 --> 0:04:42.000 No? 0:04:43.560 --> 0:04:46.480 Like like you like literally me and the people listening 0:04:46.480 --> 0:04:50.680 are the first people to know. Yeah, your boyfriend doesn't know. 0:04:51.520 --> 0:04:52.920 Nobody else knows. 0:04:53.200 --> 0:04:56.640 My boyfriend knows because he's the one like supplying it. 0:04:57.680 --> 0:05:01.000 Okay, And what this is like adderall and like xanax 0:05:01.040 --> 0:05:01.440 and ships. 0:05:02.320 --> 0:05:08.000 Uh no, they're like like pp helpers. 0:05:08.040 --> 0:05:08.200 You know. 0:05:10.240 --> 0:05:13.880 Wait, you're you're stealing and you're you're you're selling black 0:05:13.960 --> 0:05:14.960 market viagra. 0:05:17.400 --> 0:05:20.919 Uh yeah, but but like it's still like it's the 0:05:21.000 --> 0:05:23.880 genuine stuff, you know what I mean. It's well like sketchy, 0:05:26.160 --> 0:05:27.800 I'm not selling pensan al, you know what I mean. 0:05:28.560 --> 0:05:31.839 Wait, so your boy so so a bunch of guys 0:05:31.880 --> 0:05:35.320 with small dicks come to your boyfriend and you're their 0:05:35.400 --> 0:05:41.760 viagra plug. Basically Okay, that makes this a lot funnier. 0:05:43.080 --> 0:05:44.560 Still illegal, but funnier. 0:05:48.000 --> 0:05:50.960 I like I should stopp soon, just because you know, 0:05:51.200 --> 0:05:53.960 anytime I do it, I get like super nervous and 0:05:54.000 --> 0:05:55.800 I'm like, oh, I maybe they caught me this time, 0:05:55.839 --> 0:05:57.440 and it's kind of like a little game in my head. 0:05:57.560 --> 0:05:59.799 You know, I should probably stop. 0:06:00.520 --> 0:06:03.320 Okay, Well, I'm make you money. 0:06:03.720 --> 0:06:06.880 Well, even though it's funnier, it's still like, here's the 0:06:06.920 --> 0:06:12.960 thing you have you looked into what the consequences. 0:06:12.240 --> 0:06:14.880 Are for doing I know what they are, and you're very. 0:06:16.000 --> 0:06:16.800 Tell me what they are. 0:06:19.400 --> 0:06:23.159 I could get in big trouble. 0:06:24.279 --> 0:06:25.239 Tell me what kind of trouble. 0:06:27.160 --> 0:06:30.200 Well, I could lose my job and I won't be 0:06:30.240 --> 0:06:32.960 able to work at like a pharmacy anymore. 0:06:34.000 --> 0:06:35.080 Okay, would you go to jail? 0:06:36.360 --> 0:06:39.039 I don't think so, Really, you can't. 0:06:39.040 --> 0:06:40.599 I feel like this. I feel like this sounds like 0:06:40.600 --> 0:06:41.640 something you can go to jail for. 0:06:43.680 --> 0:06:47.719 No. I think they'll just revoke your your centification or 0:06:47.800 --> 0:06:50.159 anything you had, and you won't be able to work 0:06:50.200 --> 0:06:51.200 in that sitting anymore. 0:06:53.360 --> 0:06:56.400 I mean, I'm no lawyer, but this sounds one hundred 0:06:58.080 --> 0:06:59.839 like something you can go to jail for. 0:07:02.800 --> 0:07:07.279 I I've seen a few cases and I don't think 0:07:08.040 --> 0:07:11.360 they go to jail. But maybe I guess if that's 0:07:11.400 --> 0:07:12.280 the worst of the worst. 0:07:13.280 --> 0:07:18.840 All right, let's you know I want to do. Let's 0:07:18.880 --> 0:07:21.840 do something I'm gonna I'm gonna you and me right now. 0:07:21.880 --> 0:07:23.360 What's your name against Sarah? 0:07:24.160 --> 0:07:24.440 Sarah? 0:07:24.480 --> 0:07:28.840 Yeah, Sarah, Okay, Sarah. I want you to like I 0:07:28.880 --> 0:07:32.880 want you to imagine that you were caught doing this. 0:07:34.920 --> 0:07:36.760 Who these the fuck is in the background right now 0:07:36.840 --> 0:07:37.520 yelling at the teacher. 0:07:37.840 --> 0:07:41.840 Sorry, he's my boyfriend's watching his friends, pretty league? 0:07:43.080 --> 0:07:47.960 Can I talk to him real quick? Actually? Okay, I 0:07:48.000 --> 0:07:49.440 mean I don't have to. It doesn't want to talk 0:07:49.800 --> 0:07:50.680 talk to you? 0:07:52.240 --> 0:07:53.160 Is that there? He could? 0:07:54.280 --> 0:07:54.480 Yeah? 0:07:59.040 --> 0:08:03.880 You think some of the fucking lease Hello, mister, See 0:08:03.880 --> 0:08:06.160 you're lucky. I'm not gonna rat you out. 0:08:06.520 --> 0:08:09.320 Oh that's good. I don't even know what we're talking about. 0:08:10.120 --> 0:08:12.280 You have an underground viagra operation. 0:08:13.720 --> 0:08:20.200 You about the via, not about the viagrah is this 0:08:20.280 --> 0:08:21.080 is this guy? Trust? 0:08:21.080 --> 0:08:21.360 Really? 0:08:24.720 --> 0:08:25.120 Okay? 0:08:25.240 --> 0:08:25.680 Got it? 0:08:27.240 --> 0:08:31.280 Okay, So what you're what do you go? You know 0:08:31.280 --> 0:08:35.560 how you know how Walter Whitey has his Heisenberg? Do 0:08:35.600 --> 0:08:38.040 you have something like that? Like, uh, like you're the 0:08:38.600 --> 0:08:45.840 dick supplier, you're the boner man. I don't know what 0:08:45.880 --> 0:08:48.160 do you do? You have a secret drug dealer name. 0:08:49.400 --> 0:08:52.040 It's weird because like I only deal with like older men, 0:08:52.480 --> 0:08:54.560 and they kind of think that stuff kind of like gay. 0:08:54.640 --> 0:08:57.079 You know, they don't really give me a little nickname. 0:08:57.760 --> 0:09:01.319 What they think calling you the boner man is gay. 0:09:02.240 --> 0:09:02.440 Yeah. 0:09:02.640 --> 0:09:04.640 I tried making jokes like that to them, and they 0:09:04.720 --> 0:09:08.480 just fucking think I'm weird. So, you know, I just 0:09:08.559 --> 0:09:10.440 I just go with I'm like, all right. 0:09:11.200 --> 0:09:14.240 So you what, so what do you? What do you 0:09:14.280 --> 0:09:14.840 do for a living? 0:09:16.520 --> 0:09:16.600 Me? 0:09:17.200 --> 0:09:17.920 I work on cards? 0:09:19.040 --> 0:09:22.079 Okay? How long you have been doing the how long 0:09:22.080 --> 0:09:23.360 you've been doing the boner thing for? 0:09:25.040 --> 0:09:25.240 Oh? 0:09:25.960 --> 0:09:26.679 I haven't that long? 0:09:26.720 --> 0:09:27.200 Like a year? 0:09:27.880 --> 0:09:28.360 Like a year? 0:09:28.440 --> 0:09:28.680 Yeah? 0:09:29.640 --> 0:09:32.040 Are you just as worried as are you just as 0:09:32.040 --> 0:09:33.640 worried as Sarah is about getting caught? 0:09:35.400 --> 0:09:36.079 No? 0:09:37.720 --> 0:09:38.240 I'm cool. 0:09:38.320 --> 0:09:40.840 Yeah, I tell you though. You know, I never I 0:09:40.880 --> 0:09:43.559 never pressured her out. It just happened one day when 0:09:43.559 --> 0:09:46.200 my coirkers were asking me, like, your girlfriend works at 0:09:46.200 --> 0:09:48.920 a pharmacy hunt, I'm like yeah, and they're like, can 0:09:48.920 --> 0:09:51.560 you get me by like my old coach? 0:09:51.600 --> 0:09:53.520 Wait, here's my thing, by the way, here's my thing 0:09:53.559 --> 0:09:56.800 with all this? How fucking hard is it to get viagra? 0:09:56.960 --> 0:09:58.920 There's like commercials for it on TV? Why is it 0:09:59.040 --> 0:10:02.240 so difficult? Why is it so difficult for old men 0:10:02.280 --> 0:10:05.880 to get viagra that they need to, you know, talk 0:10:05.920 --> 0:10:07.440 to a bunch of twenty year olds about it. 0:10:08.480 --> 0:10:10.640 I don't know, I've asked them the same thing. I'm 0:10:10.679 --> 0:10:15.240 assuming they'd have a limit and they just go over it. 0:10:15.360 --> 0:10:16.440 So they're trying. 0:10:18.480 --> 0:10:21.240 Okay, So they're trying to get like a super boner, 0:10:21.440 --> 0:10:25.480 which is like a medically not okay, Yeah. 0:10:25.600 --> 0:10:29.520 Because how would you like? They sometimes have to pop 0:10:29.600 --> 0:10:32.520 like three viagras just to get anything going. 0:10:32.640 --> 0:10:35.560 You know, if one of these guys Dix falls off, 0:10:35.600 --> 0:10:36.920 are you going to feel responsible? 0:10:38.200 --> 0:10:41.400 I tell him every time, I'm super cautious. I'm like, look, dude, 0:10:41.440 --> 0:10:43.920 like I don't know what your conditions are, but like 0:10:44.040 --> 0:10:45.400 start off with like a half a. 0:10:45.360 --> 0:10:47.520 Pill, you know, just to see how you feel. 0:10:48.080 --> 0:10:50.800 How are you going to feel when you know your 0:10:50.920 --> 0:10:54.800 viagra dealing leads to a man growing a penis the 0:10:54.840 --> 0:10:57.520 size of a tree that falls down on his neighbor's 0:10:57.520 --> 0:11:00.560 house and kills his whole family. That's on your hands 0:11:00.559 --> 0:11:01.800 if that happens. 0:11:02.880 --> 0:11:04.240 That's just something I gotta deal with. 0:11:04.320 --> 0:11:04.680 Baby. 0:11:08.640 --> 0:11:10.800 Listen, let me talk to your girlfriend. 0:11:10.400 --> 0:11:12.880 Again, Yes, sir, I talking to you, mister. 0:11:14.840 --> 0:11:15.160 Hello. 0:11:16.200 --> 0:11:17.920 I do want you to imagine that you've been caught 0:11:17.960 --> 0:11:22.360 for this. Yeah, I want you to imagine you've been 0:11:22.360 --> 0:11:24.400 caught for this, and I want you to imagine that 0:11:24.480 --> 0:11:30.199 you are sentenced to uh five years in federal prison. Listen, 0:11:30.240 --> 0:11:32.000 I want you to imagine that you were sentenced to 0:11:32.080 --> 0:11:34.240 five years in federal prison. I know you had no idea, 0:11:36.200 --> 0:11:38.760 right like I want you to. I want you to actually, 0:11:39.120 --> 0:11:44.040 genuinely for a second pretend in your mind that you 0:11:44.080 --> 0:11:46.720 have just been sentenced to five years in federal prison. 0:11:46.720 --> 0:11:47.480 Can you do that for me? 0:11:49.800 --> 0:11:53.000 You know the moments when like I do the thing 0:11:53.280 --> 0:11:55.440 and I get home and I think about it, and 0:11:55.520 --> 0:11:57.920 you know, knowing there's cameras just just just. 0:11:58.760 --> 0:12:01.880 Out just right now, just right, just right now, imagine 0:12:01.920 --> 0:12:03.839 that you've been sentenced to five years of federal prison. 0:12:03.880 --> 0:12:06.800 Okay, okay, okay, all right. 0:12:06.800 --> 0:12:07.920 What do you wish you could do? 0:12:11.400 --> 0:12:14.240 I what I wish? 0:12:15.040 --> 0:12:18.040 Yeah, I guess if. 0:12:17.960 --> 0:12:22.760 You guys say you would wish you didn't do it? Yeah, okay, 0:12:22.960 --> 0:12:26.720 And now back to the now. Now, now God has 0:12:26.800 --> 0:12:31.160 blessed you with this second chance to not go to 0:12:31.240 --> 0:12:35.520 federal prison. You okay, that's I will leave it at that. 0:12:37.480 --> 0:12:43.040 Okay, I guess. Wait, so like if I haven't left 0:12:43.080 --> 0:12:46.000 over now, can I still saw that does not steal anymore? 0:12:48.400 --> 0:12:50.720 Or I got to throw those away? 0:12:53.240 --> 0:12:56.360 I don't know, give him to a throw him in 0:12:56.360 --> 0:12:59.320 the forest. And then next time when you're walking around, 0:12:59.320 --> 0:13:02.000 you'll see a bunch of foxes with huge cocks and 0:13:02.040 --> 0:13:03.600 you can take pictures of them and put them on 0:13:03.640 --> 0:13:04.040 the internet. 0:13:04.280 --> 0:13:06.760 Okay, yes, we'll pull them out. 0:13:06.800 --> 0:13:06.959 Then. 0:13:07.720 --> 0:13:09.240 Uh, what is your name again? Sarah? 0:13:09.320 --> 0:13:09.560 Sarah? 0:13:09.559 --> 0:13:10.720 Is there anything you want to say to the people 0:13:10.720 --> 0:13:11.719 of the computer before we go? 0:13:14.880 --> 0:13:20.280 Have a good cereal meal with me, Have a good night. 0:13:21.000 --> 0:13:25.440 Bye all from Will. 0:13:28.280 --> 0:13:32.400 Hello, how are you hey? There's it going? This is Lyle. 0:13:33.200 --> 0:13:37.280 This is Lyle. How are you, dude? 0:13:37.960 --> 0:13:44.360 I'm good. I think I'm good. I'm good. 0:13:45.400 --> 0:13:53.440 You sound you sound like that you're in a complex place. 0:13:55.000 --> 0:14:01.600 Yeah. Yeah, To be honest, the last year of my 0:14:01.679 --> 0:14:03.560 life has been pretty crazy, man. 0:14:04.280 --> 0:14:09.560 Okay, all right, do you do I talk about it 0:14:09.600 --> 0:14:12.640 on a podcast? 0:14:12.920 --> 0:14:13.800 Maybe part of it? 0:14:14.760 --> 0:14:19.800 All right, well, I got I got nothing else to 0:14:19.840 --> 0:14:22.440 do but hang out on the phone with you for 0:14:22.520 --> 0:14:25.320 however long I feel like doing that. 0:14:25.600 --> 0:14:27.440 So what's up? 0:14:31.440 --> 0:14:42.240 So? Yeah, basically, six months ago I was traveling in 0:14:42.960 --> 0:14:51.480 Europe and fell off an uber shooter and shattered my teeth, 0:14:52.360 --> 0:14:56.960 almost died and spent the night in the hospital and 0:14:57.040 --> 0:15:07.240 it was just absolutely life changing and I had to 0:15:07.600 --> 0:15:12.320 completely change or I guess take a break from my 0:15:12.480 --> 0:15:17.600 job and start uber ing and just everything kind of 0:15:18.320 --> 0:15:19.680 slipped his life upside down. 0:15:20.880 --> 0:15:24.680 So an uber ride led to more uber rides. 0:15:28.280 --> 0:15:29.960 Wow, that's a fucked up way to put it. 0:15:31.320 --> 0:15:32.720 I thought about it like that. 0:15:36.200 --> 0:15:37.320 I'm in an uber loop. 0:15:38.280 --> 0:15:39.240 You're in an ober loop. 0:15:44.600 --> 0:15:47.920 I gotta get out. 0:15:48.880 --> 0:15:54.520 Okay. So you were in Europe and your face broke Yeah, 0:15:54.520 --> 0:15:57.400 because you were you're going too fast on the scooter 0:15:57.480 --> 0:15:58.280 and you hit something. 0:15:59.200 --> 0:16:01.360 Oh yeah, I was way too fast and I was 0:16:01.400 --> 0:16:04.600 a way too drunk on the scooter. Don't don't. I 0:16:04.680 --> 0:16:08.480 don't use those scooters. People don't. Don't use them. 0:16:08.960 --> 0:16:13.320 They scare me, dude, especially like I'll like get stoned 0:16:13.480 --> 0:16:16.200 with h my friends or whatever, or walking to a 0:16:16.200 --> 0:16:18.240 place and it's like, hey, we should take the scooter. 0:16:18.320 --> 0:16:21.000 I'm like, no, hell no, I don't want to do 0:16:21.120 --> 0:16:25.520 yeah in the with cars and I like walking. It's 0:16:26.000 --> 0:16:28.480 the cool thing about the cool thing about walking. You 0:16:28.520 --> 0:16:34.480 can get you can do any drug and walk around 0:16:34.640 --> 0:16:38.160 and you're fine. Like you can like you can't. You 0:16:38.200 --> 0:16:42.840 can get drunk, you can do PCP, you can get high, 0:16:42.920 --> 0:16:44.880 you and just walk and you're fine. You're not breaking 0:16:44.880 --> 0:16:46.600 any law. I mean you, I mean that you are 0:16:46.720 --> 0:16:50.840 but for some stuff. But with a car or scooter 0:16:50.920 --> 0:16:54.040 a bike, it's it's the whole thing to get fucked 0:16:54.120 --> 0:16:55.320 up and do that stuff. 0:16:55.480 --> 0:16:55.720 You know. 0:16:55.960 --> 0:16:59.880 Oh yeah, I mean you can die, literally. 0:17:00.040 --> 0:17:00.480 Yeah you can. 0:17:00.600 --> 0:17:03.320 You can you can super die. 0:17:03.560 --> 0:17:09.160 I hear that. Uh, running around doing math is fun. 0:17:11.840 --> 0:17:20.240 There's probably a probably a I like in the Bell 0:17:20.359 --> 0:17:22.360 curve of what I am. I don't know anything about 0:17:22.359 --> 0:17:25.920 math in the Bell curve of what I imagine. Getting high 0:17:25.960 --> 0:17:30.960 on math is like it probably like the peak of it, 0:17:31.880 --> 0:17:37.080 running around high on meth that moment, not when consideration 0:17:37.240 --> 0:17:43.879 of the with the aftermath, both physical and whatever you 0:17:43.920 --> 0:17:46.399 did while you were high on the math, the just 0:17:46.560 --> 0:17:51.200 being in that moment, probably yeah, probably awesome, probably super sick. 0:17:52.480 --> 0:17:56.000 Yeah, I think that might be. You know why so 0:17:56.080 --> 0:17:58.520 many meth heads run from cops because it's just like 0:17:58.560 --> 0:17:59.280 a fun game. 0:18:01.200 --> 0:18:01.439 I do. 0:18:01.560 --> 0:18:03.800 So many people in meth run away from cut Well, 0:18:03.800 --> 0:18:08.160 they probably run away from cops because they are under 0:18:08.160 --> 0:18:10.960 the impression that if the cops find them, they will 0:18:10.960 --> 0:18:16.480 send them to jail for uh something, and they don't 0:18:16.520 --> 0:18:19.800 want to do that, so they run away, or. 0:18:19.760 --> 0:18:21.399 They just really don't want to lose the game. 0:18:23.440 --> 0:18:25.480 All right, So you broke your face on an overscooter. 0:18:25.600 --> 0:18:30.639 What where in Europe was this? I was in Budapest, Okay, 0:18:31.760 --> 0:18:32.720 what were you doing there? 0:18:34.960 --> 0:18:39.320 So I'm a musician. I was on a tour, so 0:18:40.960 --> 0:18:43.879 I was literally in in the city for like twelve 0:18:43.920 --> 0:18:45.000 hours and this happened. 0:18:48.119 --> 0:18:51.400 Uh see see you're you're you're you were a touring 0:18:51.480 --> 0:18:55.879 musician doing a gig in Budapest and you thought that 0:18:57.119 --> 0:18:58.160 you couldn't. 0:18:57.760 --> 0:19:00.080 Die exactly A. 0:19:01.080 --> 0:19:03.120 Yeah, I've been, there's been. 0:19:04.160 --> 0:19:06.600 This has been my past six months now has been 0:19:06.640 --> 0:19:09.679 realizing I can die. 0:19:10.200 --> 0:19:13.280 Oh yeah, oh yeah. I don't know why I think 0:19:13.320 --> 0:19:15.160 that I can't. I don't know why. I think I'm 0:19:15.200 --> 0:19:18.080 like the main character or something. I don't know why. 0:19:19.000 --> 0:19:21.640 I'm in a car and I'm like, why have it's been? 0:19:21.760 --> 0:19:25.720 I've been alive for twenty five years so far. That's 0:19:25.720 --> 0:19:30.760 a good, a phenomenal track record of not dying. I'm 0:19:30.800 --> 0:19:31.760 just never gonna die. 0:19:33.119 --> 0:19:34.840 No, yeah, you mean you could have died the first 0:19:34.920 --> 0:19:37.720 year totally year. 0:19:39.000 --> 0:19:42.160 Yeah, No, I have no real I have no idea 0:19:42.200 --> 0:19:45.120 why I think I can't die. Okay, So you've been, 0:19:45.320 --> 0:19:47.400 you've been understanding that you and what are you doing 0:19:47.400 --> 0:19:49.240 with that new understanding how is that affecting you? 0:19:51.800 --> 0:19:56.000 So basically I kind of took a step back from 0:19:56.040 --> 0:20:01.720 the whole music thing and this decided to just kind 0:20:01.760 --> 0:20:04.600 of stack cash on Uber as much as you can 0:20:04.640 --> 0:20:10.840 stack stack some cash on Uber, and I eventually booked 0:20:11.520 --> 0:20:14.040 a more long term job that I don't really want 0:20:14.040 --> 0:20:19.640 to disclose, also doing music, but it's just a little 0:20:19.640 --> 0:20:29.960 bit more professional and consistent. Has insurance, you know, as are. 0:20:29.840 --> 0:20:31.960 You doing jingles for a vacuum company? 0:20:35.040 --> 0:20:40.720 No, although that sounds sustainable mhm. 0:20:42.640 --> 0:20:44.399 Okay, so you have a new job that does involve 0:20:44.480 --> 0:20:46.840 music and they will give you a dental benefits to 0:20:46.880 --> 0:20:47.960 fix your fucked up teeth. 0:20:48.600 --> 0:20:49.360 Yeah, exactly. 0:20:50.359 --> 0:20:53.200 Okay, that's pretty that's pretty cool. That's pretty good. 0:20:53.680 --> 0:20:58.399 Yeah, it feels more adult, Uh what I feel like 0:20:59.160 --> 0:21:01.879 drinking on tour and stuff. It's not that kind of 0:21:03.080 --> 0:21:05.359 the debaucher lower level. 0:21:06.000 --> 0:21:07.800 Did you not feel like an adult when you were 0:21:07.840 --> 0:21:10.800 engaging in such debauchery and being on tour and doing 0:21:10.840 --> 0:21:13.600 all these things? 0:21:15.520 --> 0:21:22.560 I guess I felt like uh manchild? Yeah, mhm. 0:21:26.119 --> 0:21:29.639 Was any part of you breaking your face and having 0:21:29.640 --> 0:21:32.679 to change your life? Did anything good come out of it? 0:21:36.560 --> 0:21:41.080 Yeah? I definitely realized the important people in my life 0:21:43.119 --> 0:21:47.840 because a few days after I got back from the States, 0:21:48.600 --> 0:21:50.960 I actually had some friends, like a falling out with 0:21:51.040 --> 0:21:57.920 some friends who uh you know, it ended up being 0:21:57.920 --> 0:21:59.920 better that they weren't in my life any longer. 0:22:01.520 --> 0:22:07.359 Yeah. Yeah, that is the thing. Bad bad times tend 0:22:07.400 --> 0:22:11.040 to kind of show you who's the most important folks 0:22:11.040 --> 0:22:11.639 in your life. 0:22:13.800 --> 0:22:16.199 Yeah, yeah, for sure. And I just have like a 0:22:16.280 --> 0:22:21.480 general appreciation for being alive. You know, you always talk 0:22:21.520 --> 0:22:24.560 about that on the podcast, but it's really important to 0:22:25.040 --> 0:22:28.320 wake up and be like, shit, I can breathe and 0:22:28.400 --> 0:22:30.760 take a shower and drink some coffee right now. 0:22:31.640 --> 0:22:34.440 No, it's the bad I've thought it's the best. Uh. 0:22:36.000 --> 0:22:42.240 I felt like I do all these things to like 0:22:42.359 --> 0:22:47.520 try to make life better or whatever. Like you that's 0:22:47.520 --> 0:22:53.800 why you try to achieve shit. But I mean I 0:22:53.840 --> 0:22:56.680 don't know, like, yeah, the fact that you can just 0:22:56.800 --> 0:23:00.480 drink water is kind of sick. Yeah, I mean, it's 0:23:00.480 --> 0:23:01.320 like it's the best. 0:23:01.160 --> 0:23:05.600 Thing most people, especially living in America, most people's basic 0:23:05.720 --> 0:23:08.639 needs are like pretty easily met. You know, this country 0:23:08.760 --> 0:23:14.199 kind of bis money, so like for the most part, 0:23:15.359 --> 0:23:18.560 people are can can be comfortable. And I think it's 0:23:20.280 --> 0:23:23.720 very like very beneficial to really kind of soak in 0:23:23.800 --> 0:23:26.720 as much gratitude as you can with whatever shitty job 0:23:26.760 --> 0:23:30.760 you got and you're broken, apartment ship and all that 0:23:31.080 --> 0:23:33.440 just gotta like kind of push through it. 0:23:34.160 --> 0:23:35.960 I'm trying this new thing. If I'm hanging out with 0:23:36.000 --> 0:23:39.280 someone and I don't like them, I'm still I'm like, 0:23:39.640 --> 0:23:42.399