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Speaker 1: Welcome back, y'all. I know I was gone for a minute.
Speaker 1: Now back with the muff jump off, all right. So
Speaker 1: we got Taylor in the studio. She's gonna read the
Speaker 1: stories now. I know I had a reading when I
Speaker 1: was pregnant, but I just like her reading.
Speaker 3: I don't care, not that I don't feel like it.
Speaker 1: I just like the fact that somebody else can read
Speaker 1: it so I can focus on what's being read and
Speaker 1: then fix the mess afterwards. So we're gonna have her
Speaker 1: read now, you read better, now, right, because.
Speaker 3: Remember Lord, all right, tell them what that sound is?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, oh yeah, the sound. These are my breast pumps.
Speaker 1: I know. For the moms who do breastfeed, and they
Speaker 1: do pump, y'all already figured it out. But the ones
Speaker 1: who don't, and all my gentlemen out there, because I
Speaker 1: know y'all ain't mumping, well you know what, let me stop,
Speaker 1: because they ain't no telling what the fuck they do now.
Speaker 1: But in January, will President Trump be like, ah, it's
Speaker 1: not y'all, I'm these are breast pumps, y'all, breast pumps.
Speaker 1: I'm popping because my baby is a breast fair baby.
Speaker 1: So y'all gonna hear us fult have remained of the
Speaker 1: episode now, the first story that we got because nobody
Speaker 1: is sending in voice memoirs. Y'all still scared for the people?
Speaker 1: Will y'all be writing us about to hear y'all voice?
Speaker 1: Now we gotta read, So go ahead, taylor what we
Speaker 1: got and slow down?
Speaker 3: Okay, yo, what's good y'all?
Speaker 4: My name is Johnny. I am twenty one years old
Speaker 4: that lives in Colorado. Honestly, I'm gonna get it straight
Speaker 4: to the point. I don't get no bitches.
Speaker 3: Well, I just like damn Johnny. Okay, all right.
Speaker 4: Well I get like one or two, but that's it.
Speaker 4: And honestly, they be kind of mid and not the
Speaker 4: women I like. Honestly, can say, can't say I have
Speaker 4: a type, but I just like cute ones. My problem
Speaker 4: is that I never have a chance to go out
Speaker 4: and meet new people because I ain't got no friends
Speaker 4: and after high school they forgot about niggas, So basically
Speaker 4: I got no hoes and no friends. And to top
Speaker 4: it off, I have social anxiety with some other issues,
Speaker 4: so it's hard to make friends, and the majority of
Speaker 4: people in my city don't fuck with me because they
Speaker 4: fuck with my ex and.
Speaker 3: Shit ended up bad between us. He need to just
Speaker 3: move out in the country. The fuck is going on.
Speaker 4: I'm not a bad looking guy. I'm just not out there.
Speaker 4: Even on social media. I hardly post, so it's not
Speaker 4: like I have a big presence. I try to take
Speaker 4: picts and all that, but my dumb ass always look dumb.
Speaker 3: I wouldn't have.
Speaker 1: Oh my lord, only place I guess I see other
Speaker 1: people as the gym, but I feel like apportioning girls
Speaker 1: at the gym can be risky.
Speaker 4: Either you too pushy or you flat out get rejected,
Speaker 4: and that's mad embarrassing. So brings me out to my
Speaker 4: other problem. I got a few girls attention at the gym,
Speaker 4: but one I'm pretty sure he's a lesbian because the
Speaker 4: person she goes with got me confused. She'd be looking
Speaker 4: like a man some days and she'd be looking like
Speaker 4: a girl's other days. I don't know what her friend is.
Speaker 4: The one that'd be staring at me, and it's other hope,
Speaker 4: This other hope be staring at me mad long, But
Speaker 4: she has a man, that's what he's saying. They both
Speaker 4: be working out together, but she was looking over here,
Speaker 4: and it's those looks that you know a little some
Speaker 4: sum is gonna go and go on in there whatever,
Speaker 4: and that'd be mad bodies at the gym. And honestly
Speaker 4: don't know if I should do it or even or
Speaker 4: not even though I want to, because she got a dumper.
Speaker 2: What the fuck is the dumper?
Speaker 3: I guess asked. I just need your advice on how
Speaker 3: to do better.
Speaker 1: At everything in life. Okay, that's what you need my
Speaker 1: advice on. First of all, how you gonna be looking
Speaker 1: at somebody else, bitch. You can't even get your own bitch.
Speaker 1: She's gonna get somebody else, bitch. You better stop it.
Speaker 1: You live in Colorado. Your name is Johnny Are. You're
Speaker 1: fairly young, and you said you're not out there. You
Speaker 1: don't have social media or anything like that. Oh you
Speaker 1: do what, you just don't post. You don't have a
Speaker 1: presence or anything like that. I noticed that that you
Speaker 1: down yourself a lot as well. You said you're dumb,
Speaker 1: and I, for lack of a better word, but I
Speaker 1: feel like, hmm, it's a lot of things, a lot
Speaker 1: of the little different things.
Speaker 3: I feel.
Speaker 2: I feel like you've given up.
Speaker 1: It just seemed like you're you're like you accepted your
Speaker 1: fate and you don't have confidence in yourself. You lost confidence?
Speaker 1: But how exactly how old did he say? He was
Speaker 1: twenty one? Yeah, you're young as shit and social anxiety
Speaker 1: and you have social anxiety? Okay, you don't have uh
Speaker 1: friends or or girls. You don't get girls and you
Speaker 1: don't have friends, all right, you don't have one person like.
Speaker 3: Because all them took his exercise.
Speaker 1: I wonder who if I the ex is this somebody
Speaker 1: that is known in all of Colorado? Because how the
Speaker 1: fuck everybody in your town don't want to fuck with
Speaker 1: you because of your ex what happened? Like?
Speaker 3: And if you don't have a.
Speaker 1: Presence and nobody know you, why if you think they
Speaker 1: gonna know you? Not the fuck with you? I don't
Speaker 1: understand that. Yeah, what if I do you have?
Speaker 2: Taylor?
Speaker 3: I don't know where to start.
Speaker 2: With this, nigga.
Speaker 4: I don't think starts with him looking in the mirror
Speaker 4: and saying three things he likes about.
Speaker 1: Himself, Like can't I was gonna say, come on, now,
Speaker 1: don't tell him looking at the mirror and say three things.
Speaker 5: Look because if you say he's down south, he has
Speaker 5: to like he's so young, he's twenty one for one
Speaker 5: for social anxiety, I mean I think that that speaks
Speaker 5: to like, I need therapy type shit.
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, because social anxiety for some people
Speaker 1: can get so bad where it really prevents them from
Speaker 1: having accomplishments in life because they can't manage themselves around people.
Speaker 1: I don't know how you've come to have this social anxiety.
Speaker 1: I don't know like where it has stemmed from or whatever,
Speaker 1: but that would be the first thing that you need
Speaker 1: to do. Why how where do you think this social
Speaker 1: anxiety comes from? Like, and how can you overcome that
Speaker 1: to even just have casual conversations and make friends? I mean,
Speaker 1: you said you don't have friends. Did you ever have friends?
Speaker 1: And you're twenty one years of living, which is not
Speaker 1: long at all, by the way, have you ever had
Speaker 1: any friends? Have you ever? And then he said he
Speaker 1: don't get bitches, but he had like one or two.
Speaker 3: Yeah at the gym. I think he's talking about.
Speaker 2: At the gym.
Speaker 1: So you might got a nice body, yeah, but you
Speaker 1: might be facially challenged and I know that's probably like
Speaker 1: a thing for you, But if you find another facially
Speaker 1: challenged person with a nice body, that could go. I
Speaker 1: don't know about kids, but I do know that that
Speaker 1: could go. I mean, because there's somebody for everybody. He
Speaker 1: shouldn't be scared of rejection. Yeah right, yeah, Now, I'd rather,
Speaker 1: you know what, he should not be scared of rejection.
Speaker 1: I'm going to just go off on a limb right here.
Speaker 1: I mean to go off on a tangent. He shouldn't
Speaker 1: be scared of rejection. But I'm much rather a man
Speaker 1: being scared of rejection than being so angry at rejection,
Speaker 1: you know, because that's how a lot of men like
Speaker 1: result of violence when they get rejection and when they
Speaker 1: get rejected. Now, and shouldn't I hear so many stories
Speaker 1: about how, oh yeah, he stabbed the girl, shot the
Speaker 1: girl up, or killed the girl, robbed the girl or
Speaker 1: whatever because she didn't give him his number. But so
Speaker 1: I would much rather somebody to be like, I can't
Speaker 1: I'm scared of rejection than to hear that rejection makes
Speaker 1: them angry. But no, you shouldn't be afraid of it,
Speaker 1: because everybody gets told no, whether that's in like relationships.
Speaker 1: A job that you went up for rejection can't exist
Speaker 1: in any avenue. So I think maybe you get therapy
Speaker 1: for your social anxiety, figure out different ways to cope
Speaker 1: with that.
Speaker 2: Damn.
Speaker 3: I don't love girls.
Speaker 4: Like confidence, though, So that's why I said, this starts
Speaker 4: with looking in the mirror, building that confidence of yourself.
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, but what if he what if
Speaker 1: he's not confident? And what does that look like, especially
Speaker 1: if you don't feel like you have something to be
Speaker 1: confident about other than the gym?
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, yeah, I'm not sure. I don't know.
Speaker 1: You're gonna have to call us X back because baby,
Speaker 1: that seemed like that might have been the only person
Speaker 1: that was there. Hold up, hold up, I know the
Speaker 1: ship getting good, But listen to just a couple seconds
Speaker 1: of a commercial.
Speaker 2: If you love me, you'll listen.
Speaker 3: Move on, y'all. She got this beautiful little frenchie in hair.
Speaker 2: I love him.
Speaker 3: He got a gold chain. He was so cute. How
Speaker 3: old is tad three?
Speaker 1: Oh? And my friend she his name is Bange, y'all,
Speaker 1: he's four years old. We're gonna have a playdate with them.
Speaker 1: That's amazing, all right?
Speaker 2: Cool?
Speaker 3: Now have a baby, so we so me and your
Speaker 3: kid can have playdates. Okay, maybe, okay? Oh yeah, Salah
Speaker 3: got boyfriend, y'all?
Speaker 1: Like, oh my god, member, she ain't had no man
Speaker 1: for all that time and she get one and no, no,
Speaker 1: because remember I was fixing your mask and I thought,
Speaker 1: I thought I would never be able to see today
Speaker 1: that she would get a man, y'all.
Speaker 2: But she got one. Yes, so that is amazing.
Speaker 1: I wish I could drop a clues bomb for Taylor
Speaker 1: in the man, but you know that's that's amazing Taylor.
Speaker 2: She took my advice.
Speaker 1: I fixed her mask plenty of times, and she knows
Speaker 1: her worth now and now she's in a great relationship
Speaker 1: with a handsome man.
Speaker 3: All right.
Speaker 2: So what else?
Speaker 4: Speaking of relationships, so here's another one, hey, Jess, So
Speaker 4: let me just cut to the chase.
Speaker 2: I'm a lover girl.
Speaker 3: I love love and dating, but the dating scene.
Speaker 4: In the society has been trash bizara all that. But
Speaker 4: I was able to find someone that is super affectionate,
Speaker 4: especially emotionally. Now, there's other things we definitely need to
Speaker 4: work out before we become official, one thing being I
Speaker 4: would like for us to be more sexually active. Oh
Speaker 4: Another is being able to spend more time together. He
Speaker 4: travels a lot for work, and no jest, he's not
Speaker 4: dealing with anyone else.
Speaker 1: Okay, I'm always seen y'all getting cheated on. Y'all, I
Speaker 1: don't do all right, You're right, go ahead.
Speaker 4: But the biggest issue is that he doesn't want to
Speaker 4: have kids. And I definitely want to have I definitely
Speaker 4: want to be a mom in the future. It just
Speaker 4: really sucks because I feel I have almost everything I
Speaker 4: want in one person except his desire for kids. I
Speaker 4: don't know what to do because I know you can't
Speaker 4: force or make someone how you want them to be.
Speaker 4: But you think I could convince him. I just don't
Speaker 4: want to lose him. By the way, he doesn't want kids.
Speaker 4: He likes his freedom, he cleans.
Speaker 1: Hmmm, So is that the only reason that he don't
Speaker 1: want kids? And if that is the only reason that
Speaker 1: he don't want kids, then he's probably not. And then
Speaker 1: I don't even want to say he's not like grown
Speaker 1: up yet, because at one point I felt like that,
Speaker 1: you know, and I was very very young, because I
Speaker 1: had my son at twenty years old, and I felt like, yo,
Speaker 1: I didn't want I didn't want to have kids because
Speaker 1: I like my freedom, you know. And I hear a
Speaker 1: lot of men that say that, Yo, I don't want
Speaker 1: my kids, and I see a lot of women too,
Speaker 1: and I think instead of selfishly having them, that is
Speaker 1: actually responsible and at least you're just being upfront and honest, like,
Speaker 1: I don't want kids because I don't want the responsibility
Speaker 1: of having to take care of someone else when I
Speaker 1: like my freedom, my life as it is right now,
Speaker 1: instead of just selfishly getting pregnant, pregnant and having a
Speaker 1: baby and then now you're neglecting the baby because you
Speaker 1: want your freedom. You still think you're supposed to be
Speaker 1: able to have that freedom that you had before you
Speaker 1: had the baby.
Speaker 2: If that's the.
Speaker 1: Only reason, then I would say he's either that is
Speaker 1: really his standpoint for the rest of his life, or
Speaker 1: he just has he has some growing up to do,
Speaker 1: you know, because maybe he's still young. You felt like
Speaker 1: he in his prime.
Speaker 3: Did she say how old they were?
Speaker 2: Oh shit?
Speaker 3: Well shit, when that man made up his mind in
Speaker 3: the thirties, he is not going to happen.
Speaker 1: See, guys, I'm still gonna go with this. Guys mature
Speaker 1: much later than women. So I mean he's early thirties,
Speaker 1: he could have a different mindset by thirty five.
Speaker 2: Early forties, late thirties, he could.
Speaker 1: But what if he don't, What if he really just
Speaker 1: don't want children. But usually I feel like it'd be
Speaker 1: something more than just freedom. When a guy is an
Speaker 1: older age.
Speaker 3: I saw, Oh, damn, I forgot his name.
Speaker 4: He used to be a boxer, and he was saying
Speaker 4: how he's like in his forties, and it was expressing
Speaker 4: how he doesn't want to have kids because of what
Speaker 4: you were saying for the freedom of.
Speaker 3: Being able to do what he wants to do and everything.
Speaker 2: And he was forty.
Speaker 3: He's forty.
Speaker 1: Yeah, well that's what I'm saying, Like that could really
Speaker 1: be what her man like, that's that could be his thing, Like, no,
Speaker 1: I don't want I prefer not to have children because
Speaker 1: I always want my freedom. But what kind of freedom
Speaker 1: are you having if you're still in the relationship, Like
Speaker 1: what if they're going to get married, Like, what what
Speaker 1: is the freedom exactly?
Speaker 3: Because he's not it doesn't seem like she says he.
Speaker 4: Just works, Yeah, traveling this time for her, that's right, right, And.
Speaker 3: Then I don't know.
Speaker 1: Well, it'd be way more time than he has to
Speaker 1: make if they have a baby for the first five, six,
Speaker 1: seven years. Yeah, like you, you definitely have to be
Speaker 1: there and present as a dad. But maybe that's also
Speaker 1: why he know his traveling will be limited because if
Speaker 1: he works, I mean, you know, if that's what he
Speaker 1: does for traveling.
Speaker 3: Like that's his name? What the boxer John Cena? Oh John, Yeah,
Speaker 3: he said a wrestler, grain of damn boxer.
Speaker 4: Okay, but yeah, he was saying he don't want to
Speaker 4: have kids later but yeah, mm hmmmm.
Speaker 3: Well but he gets married, so I guess he just
Speaker 3: wants to have a life partner.
Speaker 1: Yeah, and then it's not everybody's goals to have kids,
Speaker 1: just like it's not everybody's goals to get married. But
Speaker 1: if that's a deal breaker for her, I think that
Speaker 1: she'll have to get out of that relationship if that's
Speaker 1: something that's gonna put a damper on her life. I mean,
Speaker 1: her desires to be a mom in the future, possibly
Speaker 1: the near future. So and then charity in her early thirties.
Speaker 1: And you know, as a woman, you don't want to
Speaker 1: wait too too late to have kids. I mean, you
Speaker 1: also don't want to just hurry up and try to
Speaker 1: have kids, just so you know, you can beat your clock.
Speaker 3: But I don't know.
Speaker 1: I think that she wouldn't want to be in that
Speaker 1: relationship because I hate telling people to break up with people.
Speaker 1: But I mean that's on two different pages. No, that's
Speaker 1: not good to do. Yeah, yep, yep, and then he's
Speaker 1: gonna leave you and then yeah, back to square one anyway,
Speaker 1: So I think that y'all should seriously really talk about that.
Speaker 1: I'm not even gonna mention therapy. I mean, he already
Speaker 1: has his mindset and he don't want a kid. That's
Speaker 1: going to depress you, and you're gonna feel you've got
Speaker 1: to start blaming yourself. You're gonna start and then you
Speaker 1: don't want to sacrifice your desires and and what you
Speaker 1: want just to be with someone, you know, because she
Speaker 1: could say, all right, we'll fuck it, I don't even
Speaker 1: want to have kids, and then because she don't want
Speaker 1: to lose him because she said everything else is perfect,
Speaker 1: he just doesn't.
Speaker 2: I believe she should.
Speaker 1: I believe that because she stressed that like that's what
Speaker 1: she wants, she wants children, and I think it's it's hard.
Speaker 2: It's definitely that that gotta be hard as fuck.
Speaker 1: If you love me, You'll listen to this commercial and
Speaker 1: then we'll be right back.
Speaker 4: I always thought that, Like for me, I never was like, oh,
Speaker 4: I really want kids, really, like, let me find my
Speaker 4: man and family first, Yeah, and then the child from
Speaker 4: how I.
Speaker 1: Was raised, So kids are not the first thing to
Speaker 1: come to your mind, right because you come from a
Speaker 1: family like your mom and your dad being together, and
Speaker 1: you grew up in the household where there was traditional
Speaker 1: like family and tradition, and that's how I grew up
Speaker 1: as well, and so I did. Before I said I
Speaker 1: want to have kids, I always was like, I want
Speaker 1: to find a man like my dad, Like I want
Speaker 1: to be what my mom was. I want to be
Speaker 1: that wife and who my mom still is even though
Speaker 1: she's in her second marriage now and she is happy,
Speaker 1: happily married. I want to be the wife that I've
Speaker 1: seen my mom be to my dad and to her
Speaker 1: husband now, like for sure, her and my dad they
Speaker 1: got a divorced years back, and I still want the
Speaker 1: father of my children to be like my dad was. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I would say that for sure, because my father is
Speaker 1: a damn good father for sure.
Speaker 2: So well, Rome we passed through were not even to
Speaker 2: talk about Rome.
Speaker 1: Okay, shout out to my first og baby dad. But
Speaker 1: the one I'm with now, Yes, he is a man
Speaker 1: after God's own heart, like he I thank God for
Speaker 1: him every day.
Speaker 3: He's so patient with me. He got me in my
Speaker 3: soft girl era.
Speaker 1: He's like really my partner, and he makes my life
Speaker 1: so much easier, like mentally and emotionally. I love you critics,
Speaker 1: so I just gave you a little moment right there.
Speaker 1: But yeah, that's that's it right there. I just feel
Speaker 1: like she should leave the guy. That's honestly my opinion.
Speaker 1: Don't compromise that much to where you are stopping your life.
Speaker 1: You're putting a hold on cause women do that. We'll
Speaker 1: do that just to please a man, like we will
Speaker 1: change everything about ourselves. Look Tailor Quaid, because Tailor got niggas,
Speaker 1: you'nger fuck now as she at first, she will be
Speaker 1: able to speak to all this like he's a fuck boy,
Speaker 1: Like here, fucking clown. I would never That's why I
Speaker 1: don't be ahead of time for these niggas. She's sitting
Speaker 1: over there, Twitter, no thumbs, legs crossed over there, blushing
Speaker 1: like I can't wait to get my nigga.
Speaker 3: A baby like girl. See how they fucking switch.
Speaker 1: See how they switch, Just like with my Nique was
Speaker 1: bigger fan ship, and she kept on talking about you,
Speaker 1: skinny bitch escaping. She's lost all that fucking weight, and
Speaker 1: now I know the freaking fig girls like, well, damn bitch.
Speaker 3: The fuck how you gonna switch over there and ship?
Speaker 3: All right? I just worried that, Like I said that,
Speaker 3: she because she's like, he's all everyone in the man.
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, well technically he's not.
Speaker 1: Then, you know what I'm saying, because what you want
Speaker 1: is your family, so definitely, and listen, there's somebody for everybody.
Speaker 1: And just because, like you, you feel good in your
Speaker 1: relationship right now, does not mean that is the person
Speaker 1: for you.
Speaker 3: You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: That's why we have to keep dating to see that checklist.
Speaker 1: Nobody's gonna be perfect, but that's a big disadvantage. You
Speaker 1: want kids and he don't.
Speaker 3: So well she said they work a lot. Well that's
Speaker 3: why they don't have.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, she did say that's a problem too. Yeah
Speaker 1: what if he, like n ain't try and knock her
Speaker 1: up because he noticed she want kids? Hmmm, yeah, that
Speaker 1: could be a thing too, But then that's then that's
Speaker 1: a conversation. Y'all gotta sit down and really talk about that.
Speaker 2: Baby girl.
Speaker 1: Y'all gotta be like because because I wonder if she
Speaker 1: already feels that way, Like, damn, is he not trying
Speaker 1: to be intimate with me because he does not want
Speaker 1: me to?
Speaker 2: Or do he feel like you will trap him? I
Speaker 2: don't know a y'all using condoms when y'all do have sex?
Speaker 1: Or are you on birth control? Did he ask you
Speaker 1: to get on birth control? So just update me, keep
Speaker 1: me posted with this story.
Speaker 2: I'm so sad for her though.
Speaker 1: I really feel like fuck, you know, because she got
Speaker 1: the got everything she wanted in him except that.
Speaker 3: But that's a big thing. Remember when Genie.
Speaker 1: Mai did that though, Like when she was with the
Speaker 1: guy before Jeannie, she yeah, she didn't want to have kids,
Speaker 1: and the guy before she was dealing with before Gezie,
Speaker 1: she was married to him, right and he wanted children
Speaker 1: and she didn't. She didn't want to mess up her
Speaker 1: body or something like that.
Speaker 3: I'm not sure. Don't quote me this.
Speaker 2: I'm not just with the mess right now. But yeah,
Speaker 2: I'm just fixing my mess right now.
Speaker 1: She definitely it was something there where I think he
Speaker 1: wanted kids and she didn't, and then she turned around
Speaker 1: and God with Jeezy had that baby and got divorced again.
Speaker 1: Now they're having to go through all these legal troubles
Speaker 1: and things like that. So I know that guy was like, Damn,
Speaker 1: I dodged a big bullet. I dodged a little Asian bullet.
Speaker 3: Hey, yeah, all right, that is not slander. So stop.
Speaker 3: I'm a comedian, you'll stop.
Speaker 1: So we come to the end of another Catholic reckless
Speaker 1: episode with your girl just hilarious and your girl's tailor.
Speaker 3: She did good, did they?
Speaker 1: Y'all?
Speaker 3: Clap it up for Tailor because she can read by it.
Speaker 1: I couldn't get that boyfriend, like everything, just everything, just
Speaker 1: having so good for you and shit when you like
Speaker 1: in new love and shit, No, listen, we're won't be
Speaker 1: able to know if she's going through something, if she'd
Speaker 1: be stumbling and reading all slow. Next week, y'all were like,
Speaker 1: it's the problem going on, something going on with Tailor.
Speaker 1: I gotta go back to fix her mess. But make
Speaker 1: sure you catch me each and every day on the
Speaker 1: Breakfast Club. I will be fixing mess on Thursdays on
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Speaker 1: sure you tune in.
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